49 days for a second chance

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49 days for a second chance [ 1 ]

..ehehehe...

As I folded two pairs of my jeans and put it into my bag I quietly giggled to myself again.

Whats wrong with you? Are you crazy? Why do you keep laughing to yourself~! Are you that happy that youre going to a overnightfield trip with your school??

Yes! I am happy!Im so happy that I wont be seeing you for two days I just cant get over it!!

Be quiet JUN JIN! Arent you supposed to be out somewhere??

Give me food and then pack. Im hungry.

Stupid jerk! Are you really my brother?? Even though we are in the same grade Im still the nuna here! Geez! Im not somehouselady! Youre always ordering me to make food, clean, or do the laundry!

You ate already though!

But Im still hungry! Give me food!

STARVE THEN!

Jun Shin! Im gonna tell mom on you!

Ohh~....What would you like to eat~~?

Jin! Youre so mean and stupid and a punk and a jerk and an idiot and a tattle tail. -_-

...Curry...

Oh god, this so-called brother of mine cannot be human. T__TCurry? At this time of night? How can you call yourself human??Youre no human. More like a pig.

Cant you make it yourself?

Dont want to.

Stupid jerk! He could have made curry during the time he came into my room to ask me to make some for him.

Make it for me! Now!!

Do we have the curry soup mix?

Nope. Go buy some and then make it for me.

...............

Yes your majesty~! How can a helpless(?) girl like me overcome a big bad pig like you! I looked at the clock and saw that it was11oclock. Actually it was 11:04:39 to be exact. How can a PRETTY girl like me go out in the middle of the night to buy you curry??Its too dangerous~!!!

Jin~! Cant I make it for you after the trip?? Its too late right now. Its dangerous.

With your face?! I dont think so! JUN SHIN!! Go!!

Piece of...Ughh! Are you dissing your own face? Cause you and I look EXACTLY alike!! Hmph!

Then lets go to the market together~! Im scared.

Hmm, I wonder if I should call mom at work or on her cellphone.

Heh heh hehI was just kidding~! Ill go!

I went into the kitchen and looked through the refrigerator. We had potatoes and meat but just like Jin said, there was no curry mix.I should have bought them the last time I went grocery shopping. Then I wouldnt have to go out in the middle of the night like this.

Buttmuncher Buttmuncher Buttmuncher Buttmuncher Buttmuncher Buttmuncher Buttmuncher (and no there is no such word asButtmuncher in the korean language.)

I silently repeated the word buttmuncher over and over again in my mind as I went into my room to get my walkman and wallet. If Ihad said the word buttmuncher out loud and that GUY heard me then he would have most likely killed me. T_TI came out of my roomand went into the living room. Huk! There cant be a more meaner person in the world!!


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What are you looking at? Hurry up and go!

Jin was sitting on the living room couch watching tv while eating popcorn.

Did...you...make the popcorn?

Uh huh.

Chi! So you have time to make popcorn but no time to go down to the grocery store to buy some curry mix?! Are you saying that Ihave time to waste and you dont?! Urghhhhh!!

Im gonna go now...

..................

Ahhhhh!! Im so mad! How can he just ignore me like that and watch tv~? Ahhhhh~!

Aish! If I get into some kind of accident or get kidnapped its going to be all your fault!

................

Hes still ignoring me. I glared at the back of my so called brothers head and then stormed out of the house while slamming the dooras loud as I could.

Is it really fall right now?? Why is it so damn cold.

Ah choo!

Jun Jin! If I catch a cold itll be all your fault and Ill give you the virus too so that you can suffer with me!

Kekeke

If some person passed by me right now at this moment they would think that I was half crazy or something since I was laughing bymyself with earphones on.

Ah....ah choo!

Im coooooooooooold~~

49 days for a second chance [ 2 ]

I found the curry mix and went to the counter to pay for it. Tthe unni that was working at the counter looked at me weirdly.

"1 dollar please."

It's okay unni. I understand why youre looking at me like that. A girl with white skin and long dark hair that comes down all theway to her chest that looks like a ghost in purple pajamas comes into the store in the middle of the night and ends up buying somecurry while shivering. -_-;; But this isn my fault! Its because of that GUY at home. He made me! Hehehe, now when I go home hehas to eat all of the curry while crying because of all the pepper Im gonna put into it.

"Puhahahahah-?!"

Damn it. My walkman suddenly stopped playing. Are you against me too? Why arent you working? I was having a great timepicturing Jin eating my disgusting curry but you just had to break the moment didnt you? This beautiful and kind owner of yours isbeing nice and not trading you in for a discman so cooperate with me!! Hmm, walkman walkman on the wall(?) who is the moststupidest jerk of them all?

Answer: JUN JIN!

"Kekeke"

"??It's a dollar please."

Oops! That unni must think Im crazy now since Im laughing to myself in my funny fantasies. Oh well!

"Ah choo!!!"

My wonderful mood just went down again as I sneezed for the third time. Hehe, I am going to watch you eat all that nasty curry JunJin! I will.

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(its a japanese song but I dont have japanese text so it wont appear...heh heh...just pretend your seeing japanese writing~)

oOoh~! My walkman is back to normal again. I love this song~! Yes! All I have to do is cross this street and I am home!! Ah! Oh nothe signal turned red. T_T

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La la la~ Shin is a good girl! Even though there are absolutely no cars coming Im not walking because the signal is red. La la la~ Idont walk until the signal says I can! ^.^ Hmm, its fun when youre playing by yourself and putting on a show by yourself.Kakaka

[ we can fly....we have winds...we can touch floating dreams...call me from so far...through the wind...in the light.....]

..............?

I hear something. Its louder than my music. I looked to my right side and I saw the sound was coming from a car that was out ofcontrol and heading towards me. Oh no. Oh dear. That driver is a hit and run driver huh? Cause he just hit me with his car and nowhes driving away. It hurts. Something wet is on my hand. What is it?

"AHHHHHHHH!!"

A passing unni saw me. Her scream sounds like the shrieks of a pig. Not that I ever heard a pig shriek but I think thats what itwould sound like if pigs were to shriek. Oh man! My walkman is broken for sure now. I saved up my allowance for months to buythat. What a waste! Poor walkman, youre broken now cause you didnt meet a good owner. Its getting very noisy around me. Icant really see anymore. Its getting dark. Im sleepy now. I wanna sleep but I have to hurry home and make curry for Jin.

"Hey..."

Its noisy.

"Jun Shin!"

Ugh, my head hurts dont yell you idiot.

"What?! Hurry and GET UP!"Aish! I dont wanna. Im sleepy so just leave me alone I wanna sleep.

"Ah damn! Do something about her Eric!"

"Shes yours. You do something about her."

"But this is the first time that I ever got a spirit that thought so much!"

Damnit. Why are those two guys being so loud?? And what are they talking about? Spirit? What do they means by shes yours?Im not anybodys! Gosh, cant they just shut up?

"What do you mean shut up?! Get up! NOW!"

Eh? I pried my eyes open and looked around. I saw two guys. One guy with red hair was looking at me with a face that said Finally

youre up! and the other guy with black hair was looking at the guy with the red hair with a face that said This is your problem.You handle it! As I look at them now I see that both of them are very good looking or am I wrong?? The only guy Ive ever talkedto or looked at straight in the face was Jin. Hmm, I could get a lot of money if I took these guys pictures and sold them to the girlsat school. Which reminds me, where did I put my camera??

"Ahk~! Look at her!! Shes thinking stupid thoughts!"

The red haired guy looked like he was about ready to pull his hair out and while I just stared at him the guy with the black hairstarted talking to me in a very strict voice.

"I welcome you to purgatory."

Ummm, what do you mean welcome? By the looks of that red haired guy and your facial expression it doesnt look like much of awelcome to me. What is this place?? Its so dark that I wouldnt be surprised if a ghost or an angel of death appeared.

"Eric!! Please~! Give me another one!! I dont like spirits that do too much thinking!!"


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"You know that it cannot be done."

Spirit? Eh? Oh yea! The guy in the black said he welcomed me to purgatory. Pur-purgatory?! Wait, is he saying that I died?! Hmm, heseems to be able to change the subject pretty smoothly and quickly. He must have been favored by english teachers...is NOT what Ishould be thinking about right now. So wait, I died?

"Eric! Just listen to her!! She doesnt even understand whats going on here!! Plus, she thinks too much!! Her mind thinks aboutthe most stupidest things!! You know I hate that type of spirits!"

"You should always try different types."

I dont understand. I died?? Those two people that are talking right now are confusing me. I died?

49 days for a second chance [3]

Give me someone else.

No.

Give me someone else!!

NO!

Please Eric! Im begging you! Give me someone else! T__T

I said no.

Geez, what are they doing after waking up a sleeping person? The red haired guy is whining and begging at the black hair guy to dosomething for him and the black haired guy is saying no without any hesitation. But was the black haired guy serious? Purgatory?That means that I died, but all I remember is that damned driver hitting me. Hmm, I dont know. Whatever, it must work outsomehow. But anyways, how long are those two gonna keep fighting? Im tired. Should I just sleep agiain?

What do you mean sleep? Are you crazy? Can you really sleep in a situation like this? You died!!

Huk! That red hair guy stopped fighting and turned his attention to me and started yelling at me. What did I do? Why is he yelling at

me? Sheesh! Hes the bad guy! Hes the one who woke up a sleeping person and then started fighting with the other guy!!!

Ehh?

Theres something weird going on here. But what is it? What is it??

What do you think it is? You didnt talk but I knew what you were thinking!! Youre stupid arent you? Youre stupid~! Eric! I dontwork with stupid spirits!

Ohhh! Thats right! I never said a word and that red hair guy knew every single thing that I was thinking. Wow. How shocking.

Is that a shocked expression on your face right now? Other people would have a hint of what happened to them by now and theywould be crying their heads off but you must be really stupid not to catch on by now.

Stop saying that Minwoo. What if the spirit gets hurt by what you say?

Hurt?? Eric, look at her. Does she look like shes hurt? Shes just staring at us stupidly.

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Im starting to get a little angry now from what he said. Im not that fast to catching on when somebody is saying bad stuff about mesince Jin does it to me all the time and Im used to it now but that Minwoo person has been saying bad stuff about me ever since Igot here huh? He says that Im stupid and that I think stupid thoughts and added to all that he shows me no respect when hestalking. Hes just like Jin! Geez! It would be fun to have a contest between Jin and this guy to see who is the most biggest ssa ga jee.(Disrespectful jerk)

Hey!!! Stop thinking those idiotic thoughts. Whew, since were already mentally linked I would appreciate it if you saved me theheadache of hearing your thoughts.

Mentally linked? As in like psychic? Are there such things? But I dont feel or hear anything different.


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I said shut up!

So to sum it all up he can hear my thoughts?Jerk*******....Do you think youre all that just cause your hair is red?! This is totally invasion of privacy!!!

Do you have a problem with my red hair? And also! Do you think that I WANTED to get linked with you so that I can hear yourstupid thoughts? NO I DIDNT!

Stop it Minwoo.

Stupid!

Jerk!*******!A red headed monkey!$@$%@14134%%@%1~@$!*%&`83@&%$!83(~...!!!*%&!$!(#

I told you to shut up!! Are you cussing at me in your thoughts? What?! Mae long? Oh!!! Do you wanna die?!

!*72%$&!30!(#*!&%@!#*%@&527($#@&&!3#@

What did you say? What the hell!!!

LEE MINWOO I told you to stop!!! And JUN SHIN you stop doing whatever youre doing too

How do those stupid people know my name?

People? Do we look like people to you? Whew, this is why I dont like working with stupid spirits!

We are the angels of death.

The guy with the black hair, Eric I think, ignores the guy with the red hair, Minwoo right? And talks to me. Haha, angel of death? Doyou mean those things that come when somebody dies to take their spirits away? They always seemed to have white faces with ablack robe on and are always accompanied by some kind of fog wen I see them in movies but these people in front of me dont looklike angels of death at all. What kind of angel of death has hair thats dyed red with hip hop style clothes and even an earring.

Do you have a problem with me not looking like an angel of death??

Yea.

Ack! Are you gonna keep talking back to me like that?LEE MINWOO!!!

I was gonna stick my tongue out at him but the guy with the black hair interrupted me. He seems to look more like an angel of deaththen Minwoo. Its still hard for me to believe that he is but he looks more like it with his black suit and black hair.

Jun Shin.

Nae? (yes)

Huk! Eric called my name while I was thinking about the way he looks. He called me so suddenly that I talked to him respectfullyeven though I wasnt going to. Well, he looks like a type of guy(?) I should show respect to when I talk to him so its okay.

So youre gonna be respectful to Eric when you talk to him but not to me? Eo you like him or something?

You jerk! Do you think that you deserve my respect? I will be respectful to Eric when I talk to him but I will NEVER do it to you. Iifyou want my respect then you better show it first!

You....

Ok ok lets stop this now. You must listen to what I say.

Okay.

How fascinating that idiot Minwoo isnt saying anything sarcastic for a change. I looked over at his face and he had a seriousexpression on.

Jun Shin?

Yea? Oh sorry. Go ahead.


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Hmm, where should I start? Oh yes

??

You think that youre dead right?

Yes since you told me that you welcomed me to purgatory.

But youre not exactly dead yet.

What?

Youre not exactly dead yet. When youre physical body got hurt like that in the car accident youre body went into shock and youre

spirit just accidentally popped out of your body.

......................

What is he saying??

Hey Eric, shes a total rock head so she probably wont understand you if you explain it to her like that. Let me explain it to her.

What did you call me!!!?

Whoo, then go ahead Minwoo. You explain.

I came to purgatory and I met two angels of death and I lived happily ever afteris definitely NOT what happened but insteadMinwoo glared at me and I kneeled down to listen to his explanation of what I was doing here and what I should do from now on..49 days for a second chance[4]

..........Ha........

As soon as the red haired angel of death(?) was done explaining I giggled to myself.

....ha....ha...

You are stupid arent you?

Hmmm, lets just ignore that one, things are too complicated in my head right now. Ack!

~The conversation that took place a few minutes ago~

Instead of Eric I will explain this to you, you idiot. Hmm, you know that you got hit by a car right?

( -.- ) ( _ _ ) ( -.- ) ( _ _ )

When you got hit by the car the impact was great but that wasnt your time to die. Thats why youre not exactly dead yet. Yourspirit just came out of your body because of the impact of the car on your body. Do you get it so far?

( -.- ) ( _ _ ) ( -.- ) ( _ _ )

And to spirits that are like yours we give you guys two choices. The first one is to become like us. Be an angel of death. The secondchoice is that you get 49 days for a second chance to live by going into somebody elses body and going to a person that you werereally close with and trying to make them see that its you in another persons body without telling them straight out. They have toknow that its you and name you by your real name. Do you get it?

(-_- )( -_-)(-_- )( -_-)

Rock head...

-_-++

Ha! Are you glaring at me!?

-_-;;

Ill explain it again. Listen okay?

( -.- ) ( _ _ ) ( -.- ) ( _ _ )


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So the red haired angel of death explained it again and he even drew a diagram to help explain on the dirt with a stick.

Do I have to choose right now?

No.

Im probably at the hospital right now huh?

Most likely.

Can I go there first? I wanna see my family before I choose.

....Alright.

As soon as he said that he grabbed my hand. Huk! What are you doing?

What do you mean what am I doing? You said you wanted to go to the hospital!!

Do we have to hold hands and walk there?

Oh my gosh. Just close your eyes.

Why do I have to close my eyes--

JUST DO IT!!!

Why are you yelling at me? T__T I did what he told me to do because of the way he was glaring at me. At that moment it felt like theatmosphere around me changed and suddenly it got noisy. Haa~ I wanna open my eyes.

Open your eyes now.

As soon as he said that I opened my eyes.Wow...

This is the hospital that youre at.

Hospital? It was just a few seconds ago when I was in front of Eric and Minwoo in a gloomy looking place but Eric was right. I was atthe hospital and in front of the emergency room.

Hey! When are you going to let go of my hand?

Huh? Oh yea

Look at me. Im trying to let go of his hand but my hand wont listen to me. And look Im shaking.

Its okay.

The soft voice that I heard was some what comforting but still I cant let go of his hand. I need to hold onto something or else I feellike Im going to disappear. Iim so scared.

Hey...isnt that your brother?

Huh?

I was looking down at my shoes but as soon as I heard what Minwoo said I lifted my head and looked over at the chairs. Theres Jin.Hes sitting in one of the chairs with his head in his hands looking miserable.

JIN~~!!

That wasnt me that called him. It came from behind me. I turned around at the sound of a low voice and saw that it was my mother.

Jin!! What happened? What do you mean that Shin got hit by a car?

Jin kept his head down and slowly answered Mom in a small, shaking voice.

Its just like I said on the phone, Shin went outside to go by some curry for me and got hit by a car because of me.

After Jin said that his shoulders started shaking and he sat there crying. No. No Jin. Its not like that. Its not your fault. I didntrealize that I was crying until one of my tear drops fell onto my hand. As I watched Jin hugging Mom and crying I just cried with him.Sheesh, see! This is why you should treat me kindly cause you never know whats going to happen!!

GGeEk~~

Ah, the emergency room door opened and just like you see on tv a doctor in a green surgeon suit came out. He looks tired.

What happened? Nothings....wrong? Right?


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Even Moms crying. Hehe, Mom always cared for Jin. Wait, I shouldnt be laughing. Not during a situation like this. I turned myattention toward the doctor and waited for his answer and clutched to Minwoos hand.

Well, its not as bad as you might think it is. Her left shoulder is broken and her wrist is unstable right now but her biggest injury isthe cut that she got on her head. She lost a lot of blood but its alright. She got off easy considering the fact that she got hit by a car.Im guessing she will wake up in about two weeks.

I got off easy? Chi! Why dont you get hit by a car and see if you can call that a small injury?!

Ah! Thats a relief.

Whew, .that is a relief. Im glad that there wont be a big scar on my face. But can I really wake up in two weeks? If I choose to be

an angel of death then that means Id die. I dont want to remember Mom crying.

Dont worry about that.

Huh?

Since I still held onto his hand Minwoo was standing right next to me.

If you choose to an angel then you wont have any memories of your previous life.

How?

You drink a potion.

Potion?

Yea, you drink it and it erases all your memories so you dont have to worry about remembering anything when you become anangel of death.

Did you do that too?

Uh huh

What?! Im mad! That means that I have to forget my family to be an angel. I have to forget Mom, Jin, my father that passed away,my school friends, and my home. I have to forget all those precious memories? Id rather

I want to do the 49 days thing.

Eric frowned.

If the person that youre close to doesnt recognize you within 49 days your spirit will totally disappear. Youre never going to exist

again. Ever.I looked over at Jin. He still sat there and even though he stopped crying there were tear marks on his face. If I died Jin would bereally sad. If I died he would blame himself for my death.

I dont care. I want 49 days for a second chance.

So Jin? You have to recognize me okay? You just have to.

49 days for a second chance[5]

Whoo~ ughh I almost ran into the doctor a few seconds ago. Actually I did, its just that the doctor walked right through me. It wasgross.

Lets go.

A voice just suddenly popped out of no where.

Huh?

I still havent let go of Minwoos hand so hes still standing next to me.

You said that you wanted 49 days for a second chance right? Then lets go!

Right now? Where are we going?

Youll see.. Close your eyes.


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Sheesh, why are you always telling me to close my eyes!?

Dont think stupid thoughts and just close your eyes!

Yes, yes of course. Hmmm, as soon as I closed my eyes the atmosphere seemed to change again. But it feels good this time. It feelslike Im floating around in the sky.

Technically were flying. Open your eyes.

Chit! Yes yes Mister Smarty Pants! Ehhh? Where are we now??

This is where youre gonna be living for the next 49 days. This is the home of the body youre gonna be using.

Ehk! As soon as I heard this my eyes got bigger as I looked around. Wow~! This room is huge! I bet its bigger then my room andJins room combined. There was a soft pastel colored mirror with a matching desk. The closet and the desk were in a simple designand there was a bed with somebody laying on it.

Whos that?

Wow~ I think shes sleeping but geez shes pretty. She has white ivory skin with long legs and a nice body. She has long eye lashesand long wine colored hair. It was pretty but it was unusual for a student to have this hair color.

I told you this is the body that youre gonna be using to get Jin to recognize you.

But wouldnt she have a spirit too?

Dont worry about that this girl fell down the stairs and her spirit came out of her body just as yours did. Eric put her spirit awayright now.

Oh.

Come here.

I went over to where Minwoo was standing. Right in front of the girl. Oh now that I think of it. Eric isnt here any more.

Hey~ wheres that other guy?

Oh Eric? He went to go get your potions.

Potions?

Oh my gosh! You rock head!! I explained it to you earlier!! I even drew a picture!

Sorry.

You drink the potion EVERY morning for the next 49 days since the body that youre going to be spending your time in isnt your realbody. You have to drink the potion to keep your spirit inside that body or else your spirit is going to come out of this body. If thathappens then you will have a hard time going back in and not only that if your spirit is out in the open without me or Eric by yourside then you might get eaten by one of the demons. GET IT?!

Sheesh! You dont have to yell while youre explaining it.

Then hurry up and get in!!!!

Ahk! Hey!! Why are you pushing me all of a sudden? Im gonna hit that sleeping girl! Eh? What is this feeling? Eww~ my body feelsall icky and why am I so sleepy all of a sudden?

Hmm....

As I slowly opened my heavy eye lids the first thing I saw was red hair.

-Are you awake?-

Huk! Your body is kinda transparent and your voice isnt very clear. It kind of rings.

-Of course. Even though Im the angel of death Im still a spirit. You were like this a few minutes ago too.-

-Are you awake now?-

Ah, the deep voice came from my left side so I turned my head there and I saw Eric come through the wall. If I was my regular self Iwould have been screaming my head off but Im too tired and Im thirsty.

-Here. Drink this.-

Eric took out a little bottle from the box that he was holding and handed it to me.


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oOo~! this is pretty.

It was about 10cm tall and it was nice and cold. Inside the pretty bottle was a liquid that was a deep red color. Its pretty.

-Thats the potion. Dink one right now.-

This? It looks like itll taste nasty.

-Its not gonna taste like anything so drink it...-

Hmm, alright then. I leaned back a little to drink the potion but...

How do you open this?

-Just pull that little tag that sticks out right there-

Minwoo talked to me in an exasperated voice.

Pop!

Heh, it opened!

Well then

Gulp gulp...

Hmmm.....

Hmmmm

It really doesnt taste like anything.

Eh?

The bottle that once contained the potion now disappeared. Wow, thats weird.

-Here take this. This box contains your potions.-

Eric handed me the box that he was holding but can I take it? It wont go through my hands or anything right?

-Just take it and dont worry about those things...-

I took the box from Eric but Erics hand just went right through mine.

Heh, how cool.The box that contained the potion bottles was very pretty too and as I opened the box there were rows and rows of the same bottlethat I drank out of earlier.

One..........Two............Three............Four.............

-Why are you counting those? Theres 49 altogether-

Sarcasm was dripping from Minwoos voice. Jerk.

-Well Im gonna leave so if you have any questions just ask Minwoo...-

After saying that Eric disappeared. I bent my neck a little and the wine colored hair tumbled around me. Its pretty.

So what do I do now?

-What?-

Jerk! Are you seriously asking me cause you dont know??

What do I say to her family? I dont know anything about this girl or her family.

-You figure it out. I have to go somewhere so if you have any questions then just call me-

Eh? Ahk! Hey!! How can you just disappear on me like this? What am I suppose to do?! Aish! It must work out somehow.

I took off the blankets that was covering my(?) body and tried to get up. Eh? Why am I so shaky? Didnt I eat? I finally got in front ofthe mirror by walking slowly and cautiously.


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Whoo....

I cant believe a girl can look so pretty. Compared to her Im trash.

I slowly took my hand and put it up against the cold mirror and then put my hand and touched my face. I felt the coolness that camefrom the mirror on my face. I never thought that this feeling was that special before but now it makes me so happy.

I looked at the pretty clock on the wall and it said that it was now 7:40. Is it morning or evening? Its probably the morning since Igot hit by the car at night. What would my classmates say? I get hit by a car the day before we go on that overnight field trip Hmm,lets go through the closet since Im bored. The clothes are pretty but theyre so tight or short or deeply cut (in other words there area lot of hootchie clothes in there.) Theyre all in dark colors it looks like it would look good on this girl.

Eh?

That must be the school uniform. Ive seen this uniform somewhere. Where did I see this? Oh yea! Its SAEHAN HIGH SCHOOLSuniform! Thats where Jin goes to school!! Wow, .this is great! *^-^* But .this uniform is hootchie too! This girl must have fixed it up.Huk! Look at the skirt. Its a total mini skirt.

This is great. Its great.

If I go to Saehan High then Ill have a greater chance of meeting Jin~! I was originally suppose to go to Saehan High too but thatstupid jerk that calls himself my brother switched my registration papers to Hansung High which is an all girls school. That jerk! Didhe really not want to go to the same school as me?!

Hmmbut what grade and what classroom am I?

Since my legs werent supporting me very well I walked over to the desk and sat down.

Oh my gosh! This girl doesnt have a book. Not even a note book or a folder. She doesnt have anything that she should have. Whydoes she need a desk then?? Ahhits getting harder and harder to move my body around. Im hungry.

Creak......(the sound of the door opening)

Huk. Somebody just came into the room.

Jjang~(sound of glasses breaking)

Eh?? I turn around and saw a woman that had her hair up with a white face drop the plates that she was holding in her hand. Why isshe shaking like that??

Ah-Ahlahn?

The woman looked at me with frightened eyes. Ahlahn? Is that this girls name? Is this woman her mom? I didnt say anything and

just sat there staring at the lady.Then she started speaking in a shaky voice.Ah-Ahlahnumm....when you fell down the stairs you were unconscious for 3 days. So thats why

3 days?? Then..that means this girl hasnt eaten anything for 3 days! Ugh, damnit! No wonder I was so weak and hungry!! But whatam I gonna do? How am I gonna handle this situation? I cant just sit here and not say anything.

Hmmm........Hmmmmmm.........

Aha~!

Heheheheehehehe!! I got a great idea!

Ummexcuse me. Who are you?

Ahahahahaha!! All I have to do is pretend I lost my memory!! Well, its not like I lost anything but still

Ahlahn??

Where am I?

Heh heh heh~! I never knew this but Im pretty good at acting~!

Ahlahn, youre not...

Who am I?49 days for a second chance [ 6 ]

Ah-Ahlahn?


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Huk! This ladys face turned from white to blue. Im glad that she bought my story but her reaction is sort of making me feel guiltybut I cant help it! If I dont want to get kicked out of this house then I have to pretend I lost my memory. But this ladys reaction issoweird. Is there something wrong with me losing my(?) memory??

Umm.....

I couldnt stand the silence anymore so I got up from my seat to say something but..

KwANg.....(..sound of Shin hitting the floor....-.-;;)

Ahlahn!!

****~! I forgot that Ahlahn hadnt eaten anything for 3 days straight. Dammit! I tried to get out of the chair but my legs didntsupport me and I FELL DOWN FLAT ON MY FACE.

Ah-Ahlahn? Are you alright? Did you hurt yourself anywhere?

Aigoo. Geez lady I wont die just because I fell off a chair. Calm down. Aigoo, Im so hungry that I have no strength to do anything.

Im alright butummwho are you?

Keke, I cant forget to keep up with my acting. Geez, I went through so much in one day. First I get hit by a car, then I meet anangel of death that has the most crappiest personality ever, and now I have to pretend that I lost my memory? Im gonna go crazy.

Umm...you...you see...Im your mother and...welldo you want to lay down first? Ill go make something for you to eat.

Oh...okay...

I got up and with the help of the lady I layed down on my(?) bed and as soon as I was tucked under the covers the lady straightenedup and let out a relieved sigh. Then she looked at me and started talking to me in a cautious way.

Ahlahn Ill make you something to eat and then after that you go ahead and rest. Ill wake you up when your father gets home.Actually no. Ill wake you up tomorrow morning okay?

Okay.

Huk! Tomorrow morning? That means that its night time right now. Then whats todays date? I must have been shocked because myhand was slightly shaking. I stared stupidly as the lady started to pick up the broken glasses. Then I closed my eyes.

I wish

Wouldnt this be just great if it was a dream? It would be great. Just perfect.

DAhL kAHk (sound of the door closing...-.-)As the lady was quietly closing the door I was suddenly curious about something and I called her back in a loud voice.

Wait!!

What? What is it?

The ladys eyes got big as she re-opened the door and came back inside. Haha, no need to get so surprised lady. I was only going toask a simple question.

Ummdid I usually call you mom or mother?

...........................

Why isnt she saying anything? I looked at her curiously from my bed and she replied in a scared and cautious voice.

W-Why do you ask?

I was wondering what I was suppose to call you from now on.

I answered her with a slight smile and as soon as she saw my smile she relaxed and smiled back.

Just call me whatever you want.

Ok then Ill just call you Mom. Mother sounds too formal.

Alright.

After she said that she closed the door and left. After watching the door close I began to think

Minwoos stupid.


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Minwoos stupid.

Minwoos stupid.

@#@!#!$%^*

!*$#*@$&@%

($@&%%&@!

@$!*%&!)#*$#!

-What? What did you call me? Do you wanna die?!-

I knew this would happen! Where were you when I needed you!!? Minwoo appeared in front of me with a face that was as red as hishair.

-Whyd you call?-

What day is it today?

-Monday-

When I got into the accident it was a Sunday night. So that means it hasnt even been 24 hours since Ive died? EhhhhIm hungry.

-You called me because of that?-

Uh huh.

-If you call me again because of something like this youre gonna regret it....-

Dont worry Ill do it again!

-Hey!-

Hmm, what did you do until now?

-Why do you want to know?-

Just curious.

-I went to Eric to ask him for a favor.-

Oh really?-dAhL kAhk

Haaaa, Mom2 just came into the room. Mom2kekekekeIm going to call her Mom2 from now on cause its going to get confusing ifI dont. Eh? Where did Minwoo disappear to now?

Ahlahn, Im here with some porridge. Would you like some?

Yes please.

Of course Id like some. Im going to die if I dont eat something quick.

You dont seem to have a lot of strength. Would you like me to feed it to you?

No, its okay Mom. I can do it myself.

.....??

As soon as she heard my answer Mom2 covered her face with her hands. Whats wrong? What did I say?

Mom? Are you okay?

Yes, Im alright.

It doesnt look like youre alright. Your eyes are full of tears.

I was just surprised thats all. Ahlahn, it seems like you lost your memory for sure after all.

Mom2 said that to me as I was slowly eating my porridge.

?


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Ah, what kind of person was Ahlahn?

Mom...

Yes?

As soon as I was done with my porridge and got a little more strength I called Mom2 and she answered me brightly. Ugh, I feel soguilty.

What kind of person was I?

......

Whats wrong now? Was my question weird? Why is she avoiding my eyes? Hmm, Im kind of getting an idea of what this girl mighthave been like by seeing her red hair and the way Mom2 reacts toward me(?)

You dont have to answer.

When I saw Mom2 fidgetting around, not knowing what to do, I let her have the easy way out by telling her it was okay not to answermy question.

I dont know what kind of person I was before but for now Im not going to be that person so dont worry.

As soon as I said that I layed back down onto the bed and went to sleep but I could feel the relief in Mom2s sigh as she left my(?)room.


....................................umm............................

...............ehhh........................

............Im thirsty...........................

I wanna drink some water. But I dont want to move and plus I dont even know where the kitchen is. ButbutIm so thirsty. Aish,whatever.

I finally opened my eyesAnd then I finally got off the bedAnd then I finally walked towards the doorAnd then I finally opened the door.I barely had my eyes open and I went down the stairs

One

Two

Three

Fo-ahhhhhhhhk

My knee gave in on me and I almost rolled down the stairs. What am I doing?? Since when were my palms so sweaty? Damnit! Itfeels icky. This persons house is huge.. Wheres the kitchen??

GgEeK

Why is there so much dust everywhere? Where am I? Ehk, wrong room. Okay, next room. Ooh they greased this door pretty well.You cant even hear the door opening. Heh heh, this room isthe bathroom! Sheesh! This house is nothing but big. The bathroom ishuge too. Next room! Aigoo, my legs are shaking. Please hurry up and rise dear sun! So that I can eat some breakfast. Since myeyes were now well adjusted to the darkness I looked around the room that I had just entered.

^////////^

I see some guy tossing around in his sleep on a big bed. Hmm, I cant really see his face but geez hes tall. Whatever, Ill find outwho he is in the morning cause this isnt what I should be worrying about right now. I have to drink something! I should have justdrank some water out of the sink from the bathroom. I quietly closed the door and tried to head toward another room but my legsstarted shaking again and then my knees gave up on me. I fell with a loud thud. Ah ****, I just want to drink some water and thengo back to my room. I barely got up and was about to head toward another room when I suddenly thought of something.

Minwoo~

Minwoo~~


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Minwoo~~~

Minwoo~~~~~

Answer me~!

Are you sleeping right now too? Wait, do angels sleep also? Well since he was once human he must have slept before but he died.Then does that mean hes not answering me on purpose?!

-Thinking stupid thoughts again are we?-

Min-

Ahk, I shouldnt be yelling at him in the middle of the night. You jerk! Dont justAPPEAR like that out of nowhere!

-Is there a problem with me coming here? Cause I can certainly go back-

No, no please dont leave.

-Whyd you call me this time?-

Do you know where the kitchen is?

-Umm....I think I saw it over there-

Take me there!

-Whatever....-

Yes! I can live~! I could have died if I didnt get any water in me fast.

Minwoos transparent body was floating in the air. Thats something you dont see everyday. And he looks pretty cool like thattoo.../////

-Keke-

Damnit. You heard my thoughts again huh? Aish. Hmm, but anyways what would somebody think if they saw this scene right now?They would call me an insane woman whos chasing after a ghostohbut

Minwoo....

-What?-

Can other people see you?

-I dont think so. Only you.-

OhI see

-Ah, this is the kitchen.-

Whoa, the kitchen is humongous too. I opened the refrigerator door and got the container with water out and then with Minwooshelp I got a cup and poured the water in.

Gulp gulp gulp

Haaaaa~ I feel like I died and was reborn. I should go back to the room now. I looked around and saw that Minwoo had disappearedagain. Sheesh, does it hurt you to tell me that youre going before you leave?! I went upstairs and entered my(?) room.

Haaaaaaa...

It must be dawn right now. Now that Ive fulfilled my thirst Im starting to get hungry. Damnit.

GgO lOo lUk gGo lOo lUk (Sound of Shins stomach growling.)

Turn off your music my dear stomach. You must satisfy yourself with the water I just drank for you. Lets sleep now and see what themorning brings. Okay? Hmm, theres gonna be a lot of commotion tomorrow huh? Whatever, lets just sleep....ZzZzZzZzZzZz49 days for a second chance[8]

...ah.......ahlahn...

..hmm.....?

aish...whos waking me up??....i finally fell asleep after I got some water and now youre waking me up?!


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..ahlahn?...

...aish...

as I made a small annoyed sound I rubbed my eyes and sat up on my bed....mom2 was standing nex to my bed with a smallfrown........whats wrong?

...mom............?

eh??....her face got all bright and happy again.......she must have gotten the idea that I got my memoryback....hmmm....hmmm.....what kind of person was ahlahn?????

...its time to wake up....youre going to go to school right?

school?!....of course Im gonna go!.....i scrambled off my bed and looked at mom2

..school??....what school did I go to??...actually....what grade was I in?

even though I found out that ahlahn goes to saehan high yesterday when I looked through her closet mom2 doesn t know that so Ishould just pretend I dont know anything to save myself from complicating things......hmm what grade is this girl anyway??....i hopeshes in her 2nd year of high school.......cuz jins in his 2nd year in high school too....

...you go to saehan high...and....ahlahn...you were in youre 2nd year of high school...

.......................

nice!....ahh....this is so good....then my chances of seeing jin got much better didnt it?...what classroom amI?.....aish....whatever...ill find out at school....

..youre clothes are in here...

huk....mom2 got my uniform out of the closet....i saw that it was all fixed up and stuff yesterday....do I have to wear that toschool???....ah!....am I allowed to go to school with this color hair??...aish....lets just see what happens when we get to school....ifthey say this color hair isnt allowed then I can just dye it again...

...wheres the restroom?

I accepted the uniform from mom2 and smiled brightly at her as I asked her where the bathroom was....

Geez...pretending not to know something when you do know it isnt easy........i know where the bathroom is since I saw it yesterdaywhen I was trying to find the kitchen.....

..oh the bathroom??....its over there...

.........?mom2 pointed to a door in the corner of my room........that means that theres a bathroom inside this girls room.....sheesh..howmany bathrooms does this house have?!

...ill clean up and come down...

...alright....i have breakfast ready so come down after youre done dressing...

hmm...i seem to have more strength since I got some rest.....whew...thats a relief...i better hurry up and get ready so I can godownstairs and get some breakfast....

...umm...ahlahn??

...yea?...

as I was about to open the bathroom door mom2s voice made me turn around.......she looks worried...... whats the problemnow................?

...do you remember your father?...

.............no...............

aish....are you still doubting that I lost my memory??.....as I answered her I put on a guilty expression.......

...re......really??....umm....okay....hurry up and come down...

as soon as she heard my answer and saw my expression she started to stutter as she hurriedly opened the door and left my room....

...............?


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is ahlahn and her father not in a good relationship??.....ugh....why are there so many things happening at once this early in themorning??.......ahh.....my head hurts........


oh yea...before I clean up I have to drink my potion....

I got out the box that contained the potions that was under my bed and took one of the potions out....

Its so pretty.....i think I would never get sick of seeing this bottle...

I opened the top and........ONE SHOT...^^...there was no taste to the potion like before and the bottle disappeared before my veryeyes like before....Wow

...hmm..now I have to go wash up....sheesh....this bathroom is big....i dont know why but im starting to get annoyed...

I turned on the water and wet my face...then I put soap on....then rinsed my face....then put soap on...then rinsed my face....andthen rinsed my face again......i always have to wash my face like this or I dont feel clean....whew...

After I dried my face I took the only toothbrush there was in the bathroom and started to brush my teeth

After I was done brushing my teeth I came out of the bathroom

.....now I have to wear my uniform.....I have to......but.......i just cant........how am I suppose to wear something that tight??....no matter how I look at myself I dontthink I can fit into that.....

-dork-

shut up!!!!What do you care if I act like a dork or an idiot!?!?!And...when did you get he-.....AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhkYou.............you..........

-what?-

are you seriously asking me cuz u dunno what im talking about you perv!?Im in the middle of changing my clothes!!!!

-so?-

...get out of here you stoopid PERVERT!!!!!!

-are you sure that you should be screaming at me like that?-

huk!.....now im in trouble....

ahlahn?!

mom2 burst into my room as soon as I was done screaming.......in one hand she had a baseball bat and in the other she held aknife..........hmm.....i didnt see you like that but you are a dangerous person mom2...

..ahlahn~~...what jerk is in youre room right now?....where is that pervert??...

I looked at the spot where minwoo had been floating around just minutes ago but he had disappeared once again......thatass.....T.T.....

..oh...no...thats not it.....i just.....screamed....cuz...i felt like I needed to relieve some stress....^^;;

...oh really??...oh well if thats what it is then....thats good....

...yea sooo....

...huh?...

...can you please go outside now...i still have to change...

...oh alright

whew~~~~~~~~~~

after mom2 went out I started to dress into my uniform.....


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geez...this girl is too skinny.....thats why all she wears are these tight clothes....

after I got my uniform on....and got my bag.....i went down the stairs that I had seen yesterday....

..miss...its that way....please follow me....

hmm....i know where it is since minwoo told me yesterday but oh well....i cant stop her from showing me so lets just follow this unnithat has been nice enough to wait for me at the bottom of the stairs....

as soon as I entered the kitchen mom2 came to me in a slightly worried looking face and started to talk to me

...ahlahn...i made all youre favorites this morning..........i hope thats okay....?

hmm...if you made my favorites than of course its okay with me....so why do you look so worried? Are you worrying that I might flipthe table over or something???.....

there were two other people at the breakfast table besides mom2.....there was an old looking guy and a really cute lookingguy....hmmm...is he the guy that I saw yesterday??.....no no...it could be that old guy too.......but........but.....why are these twoguys staring at me like that~~~~~~~?...T.T...i turned my eyes toward mom2 and gave her a helpless stare....then mom2 pointed ateach one of the guys and introduced me to them

...that is your father....and this is your younger cousin lee sunho...

aha!..so thats who they are....hmm....but why is that so-called father of mine looking down on me like that? did I do somethingwrong??...hmm...in situations like these you should just smile as brightly as you can....only evil people can spit on a smiling face....

..umm....arent you gonna sit down?

..oh...yea...

as father2 saw my smile he turned his head around and went back to his food as he asked me to sit down... the atmosphere seemedto turn a little more comfortable after that......this is a good sign right??........any ways....why is my(?) cousin glaring at me socoldly????.....i barely swallowed my food during breakfast because of his cold stares....hmph!...if I get a stomach ache its all yourefault!!!!!!!..................plz dont look at me like that~...T.T....its scary.........

I finally finished breakfast and got away from the hell-like breakfast table as fast as I could and walked outside....

Whoa....the garden here is pretty cool.....

...its so pretty...

those words popped out of my mouth before I knew it and the gardeners that had been frowning ever since I walked out of the frontdoor put on a relieved looking face and turned toward each other and started whispering to themselves....

damn...what are they whispering about?!

Did I....no....did ahlahn do something to the garden before? Did she set it on fire or something?!

Hmm...as soon as the whole family was outside together a guy that looked like the familys driver came up and bowed......but......theway this guy looks at me is no joke either.......what did this girl do that makes everybody around her look at her like this!?!?...ibetter ask mom2 later and get a straight answer from her

Father2 went into the first car by himself and left....then me, mom2, and sunho got into the next car.....

As soon as we got into the car it started moving ....mom2 says that were going to school so that she can tell the principle and theteachers about what happened to me......since im going to school...that means Im probably gonna see jin....right??.....

Hmm....but....but....why does sunho go to saehan high too?!!?...mom2 told me earlier that sunho is first grader in highschool......kekeke.....that means im the sunbae here....kekekeke....thats good....

And mom2 told me to ask sunho if I have any questions about school.......but.......i dont think he really likes me......would he giveme a straight answer if I asked him??.....hmm...im afraid of whats gonna happen....

..ahlahn??...arent you gonna get out??

eh?...were already here?.....

saehan high

its soo much better than hansung high.....saehan high is big and clean......its such a nice school....aish im getting mad again.....thatstupid jerk shouldnt have switched my registration papers!!!....i was dying to get into this school~~~...T.T

..ah....ahlahn??

yea?


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..where are you going??...the principles office is that way...

eh?

aigoo....i almost went the wrong way cause I was thinking too deeply....aish sunho is smirking at me...T.T

..soohk mo...im gonna go to my class now okay?...

..huh?...oh yes....go ahead...and dont forget to give ahlahn a tour of this school later..

...kay...

he gave mom2 a pretty smile and ran off........i doubt that he would give me a tour of this school...he would most likely leave me atsome corner of the school and run off.....

..ahlahn?....follow me...

...k~~

I followed mom2 up the stairs to the second floor since the principles office is on the second floor...but...why are the kids at thisschool so surprised to see me?!....some even gave a 90 degrees bow to me.....sheesh...im not an eel jjeen man!!!.......

Hmm...actually...i could be an eel jjeen since this isnt my body........

GGeEk

I entered the room where the teachers lounge/principles office was and..................oh geez.............. the room suddenly got quietand the teachers clamped their mouths shut as soon as they saw me....gosh what kind of person was ahlahn?!?!?!....................

I tried my best to ignore the teachers cold stares as mom2 and I walked over to the principles office....


.......so Im hoping that you will take extra care of her...

whew....mom2 and I are in the principles office right now she just explained to the principle what happened to me and asked theprinciple over and over to take good care of me...and as the principle listens to mom2 she keeps glancing at me doubtfully....

...i understand....i will tell ahlahns homeroom teacher mr. Lee and make sure that he takes extra care of her.......

..thank you...

...okay then...would it be alright if I talked to the student before she went into her classroom?

...?....okay..

I gave mom2 a worried glance over my shoulder and then followed the principle out the door and into another room...

...sit down..

.............

I obeyed the principle and sat down on a couch.......what is she gonna say to me?

...ahlahn.......are you sure that you lost your memory??....all of it??...

yes

the principle looked at me for a second and then continued

...umm...then would it be alright if we changed your appearance?...........like.........your hair color and your uniform.......

oh..........

I had forgotten about how I must look in front of people...the tight uniform......and the wine colored hair... hmm but I dun wanna dyemy hair a different color.......its so pretty.......but.......what can I do?

...ill dye my hair black and I will get a new uniform...........that fits me...

......alright.......


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the principle looked at my disappointed face and then continued to talk again

...do you have any questions or concerns??

...umm.....yes......what classroom am I?.......

jin is classroom number 12.......i hope I get a classroom thats close to his

..youre in room 12

oh my gosh I am such a lucky girl

...well the bell is going to ring in a few minutes so go up to your classroom with your homeroom teacher...

...okay...

I came out of the room that I was in and walked over to mom2 who was talking to some teacher

mom?

...oh ahlahn! Say hello to your homeroom teacher.......mr. Lee Soo Mahn

...annyoung ha sae yo

oh...hello.......are you feeling better now?

yea

RrRrRrRRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRrRr~

As we were talking the bell rang....that means I have to go up to my classroom now...... would jin recognize me?

...well then I should leave...

...oh okay

...come to the front gate after school ends okay ahlahn?

okay

mom2 walked out of the teachers lounge/principles office with us and then walked down the stairs....and I followed my homeroomteacher up the stairs to the 4th floor to my classroom....

[[ 2-12 ]] (thats the classroom number)is this it?..........jins classroom?.........i had a hell of a time coming from the 2nd floor to the 4th floor because of all the cold stares orthe scared looks other students were giving me....

...ahlahn is back today!!....lets welcome her~

clap clap clap clap

I followed the teacher into the classroom....but the once noisy classroom is now silent...i am beginning to get annoyed at how thekids at this school react toward me......

Eh?....but....why are there two empty seats?......one must be mine........and the other one must be.............Wheres jin???...ehhhhhh??????.......is he at the hospital??.....hmm im pretty sure that mom would have yelled at him if he didnt goto school.....

Oh whatever.....he has to come sooner or later doesnt he?

..but there is one problem..

..what is it?

the teacher looked at me uncertainly as the girl next to one of the empty seats asked what was wrong.... I wonder whos seat thatis.......mine?....or jins?........i hope its mine.......thats my favorite seat......a seat nex to a window.............

...umm....when ahlahn fell down the stairs she lost all her memory..........

I knew he was gonna say that.........oh geez.....all of the kids are getting noisy and loud now

...whatever......?

...liar!


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...mr. lee are you sure?

whats wrong with these people??.....but........as I started to slightly frown the kids quieted down again.... oh geez......is it that weirdthat I lost my memory?????....or is it just that the teacher has no control over his class?

...these kids!!!...........ahlahn you explain...

why are you handing the torch over to me???.....ugh....oh well......i walked over to where the teacher was standing and stood in frontof everyone......

dont stare at me like that........T.T...........i get weak when I get a lot of attention......

...the teachers right......i woke up yesterday and I didnt know my name and I didnt even recognize my mother.....i am absolutelypositively sure that I lost my memory..........are you satisfied now?

the room was silent........but a second later everybody started to talk all at once......

....our class is a class full of students who has some problems.....try to get along

as the teacher came up to me and quietly whispered these words into my ear the girl in the front seat turned around and looked athim

...mr. lee........youre always getting called to the principles office too!

oh really?.........i looked at the teacher with a half amused smile and he turned to the girl who spoke to him and hit her on the headas he said...........

hey!!!...im always getting called to the office because of you guys!!!

NO!!!......you got called to the principles office last time cuz you were caught smoking in the gym and you got called the other timecuz you broke one of the windows with a soccer ball!!!!!

huk!....break the window with a soccer ball??....i am now positive that I have entered a classroom that is full of kids with issues thathas a teacher with issues....

...man!!...i didnt see the no smoking sign before!!...and I broke the window on accident!!!

..was it an accident when you broke the cabinet door??? Was it an accident when you walked around on the wet concrete that theworkers finally finished making them do it all over again?!...was it an accident when you scratched up the chalkboard?!?!

....thats....

as I watched them argue with big surprised eyes I suddenly heard an applause coming from the class

..wow....this is the first time that you got into a tie while arguing with lyang (name of the girl that the teacher is arguing with)!!!CONGRATULATIONS mr. Lee!!!

first time?? Does that mean he lost in all the other arguments??........im beginning to worry if I will survive in this class....

..hmm....anyways....ahlahn...your seat is over there

huh?....aww man!!!....i didnt get the seat nex to the the window....then that means thats jins seat.... lucky jin....

...oh yea!...and....jins sister got into a car accident so hes going to be a little late......dont forget to tell that to your otherteachers....

...okay~~~

the teacher walked out of the classroom and I sat down at the seat the teacher pointed out for me....as soon as mr. Lee was out of

sight all the kids crowded around me....

..wow...this is the first time I saw someone who doesnt know who they are...

..i always wanted to be friends with you before...

..whoa...your hair is so pretty....can I touch it??

I feel like Im a monkey at some kind of zoo put on display........well....i guess this is better then being glared at and having to be aloner......so....i should be thankful for all this attention??49 days for a second chance[11]

in the short time that I was at school I quickly became friends with my seat partner....her name is yun sooshes pretty and has a nice refreshing personalitywhew.....


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they said that jin was gonna be late because of me right??....hmm...its not like hes gonna nurse me....i wonder if theres anythingwrong.......aigoo.....whatever....

...whew....

..is there something wrong?

..huh?...oh....no....

...hmm....

soo stared at me for a few seconds and then turned away...

..you seem like a totally different person....

...huh???

wow soo....you must be really sharp to these things....

I was sweating blood inside and tried to ask soo as innocently as I possibly could....

..what was I like before?

since the subject has turned to this point I might as well find out what kind of person ahlahn was.....i really wanna know....

..dont even mention it.....you could make a whole classroom go silent just by walking in the door.... you walked around the schoolwith a cold expression and a face that said if you bother me I will kill you .....our class is famous for being good friends with oneanother but you and jin ALWAYS walked around the school by yourselves and never talked to anybody.....

soo quietly told me about myself(ahlahn)

......................but....................what?!?!?!

I just heard something that cannot be just passed by briefly....

I expected ahlahn to be what soo just described...but...jin??...no matter how much of a jerk he was I always thought that he wouldhave lots of friends....wait....was there ever a time where he brought his school friends to school?...

...........................

there isnt...

aish...what is he doing at school that makes him so unpopular?...why doesnt he have any friends?....whats jin like at school?

...hey soo.......hmm?...

as I called soos name

soo turned to me with a smile on her face as she answered me in a pleasant tone

...was...that guy....jin?...good friends with me?

..noooo...you and jin never even talked....plus...whenever you two were near each other the atmosphere would get cooold thatswhy the kids in this class never put you two together if possible...

aish crap!

This is not good!....i was hoping that we could be somewhat friends so it would be easier to have a conversation with..but

what?!?!....whenever were together the atmosphere would get cold?....our relationship must be bad...

...what kind of person is..this...jin kid?....doesnt he have any friends?...

.........?.........why are you so curious of jin?....

soo looked at me suspiciously....whew.....i guess I understand....a girl who lost her memory asks more of a classmate named jin thenof herself must be suspicious.....

...noth....nothing....i just wanted to know...

...what?....do you remember something about jin?...

aigoo...i shouldnt have opened my mouth...soo might be suspecting something...

...no...the name just sounds familiar...


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..oh really??....if you feel like youre remembering something...then tell me...ill----owww!!...

huk!....we got caught talking in class....the teacher with eyebrows that are high enough that it looks like her hair line raised evenhigher as she pulled down soos ear...

oh yea!....this is second period...which means....geography....

Y~U~N S~O~O~....talking and whispering in my class I see....do we want a detention~??....

..ah...ahhh....im..sorry...ahh...

the teacher seems to have a dirty personality just like the way she looks....but.....why doesnt she pull on my ear?...i was talking

too....after pulling on soos ear a couple more times she went back to the front of the class and continued her lecture....

as soo rubbed her sore ear she looked at the memo I passed her and then began to buisily write down a response

-having fun there?-

ehh?As I kept passing notes back and forth with soo a low voice interrupted my thoughts...Lee....Min...Woo

...aish...

I quietly let out an irritated whisper...the raised my head to look at the ceiling....and of course...there was minwoo....floating in theair while I can clearly see the students that were behind him...

-...i see that youre not much of a student....-

why is it any of your concern whether I sing or dance during class?!?!?!

-of course it isnt any of my concern-

then why dont you just disappear?!....why are you here now?!?!....you know how much crap I went through this morning because of

you?!?!....you P E R V E R T-..chit....you think Im here because I want to be?....-

...THEN GET OUT OF HERE!!!!....

-...tsk tsk...youre being stupid and yelling again...this is going to put you into a tight situation...-

..what tight situation?!?!...

-..why dont you look around?...-

huk...ahhhk....what am I going to do~??...i must have stood up while yelling at minwoo...ahh...the attention of all the students areon me...ehh...what am I going to do now?...that jerkface...he disappeared again...

..ah...lahn?.....whats wrong?...

soo poked me as she cautiously asked me what was wrong in a small surprised voice....the teacher with the chinky eyes glared at me

whats going on?!?!...

...ah...that is....T.T....

ennnng (shins whining noise...puhhehehe -_-;;) T.T...what am I going to do...that stupid so called angel of death jerk....how am Igoing to get out of this one?!?!...that ass doesnt help me at all!...all he does is make situations stickier for me...eesh...im going tobe checked into a mental hospital because of you!!!

..uhh....i...just thought that I mightve remembered something...but I guess not...im sorry...

hmmm...really?....try not to force yourself to remember things...just wait patiently....now sit down..


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...yes ma;am...

I slowly sat down and rested my head on my desk as I quietly talked crap about lee minwoo in my mind...

-CREaAk-

the nightmare of second period was still in session and since I had no books of my own I was sharing with soo when all of a suddenthe back door creaked open....and of course all eyes went to the person who just entered....along with myself....

ah...

hey!...thats jin...JUN JIN....

soos whisper went through one ear and out the other as my eyes followed jin across the room to the the desk next to thewindow...its jin right?...it must be...but...why does he seem so different from when he is at home?...its just like soo said...his face isscary and says if you bother me Ill kill you....why is that guy being like that?...

...jin~~...youre here....hurry and take a seat~~..^0 ...

huk!...that sound is coming from Kan MeeYun! Teacher....what is she thinking!?!....

the only person that jin ever smiled for....is me?....noo...that cant be true...jins always smiling and laughing at home...of coursethats when hes making fun of me...he smiles at mom...and.....and....and....ehh....now that I think of it....ive never seen jin smile infront of anybody else...whenevers hes with me he does...ahhhk....i dont know!!!..eesh...theres too many things entering my headall at once...

ooo...i think I found out too much information of jins social life....ehh....my head hurts....i waited for the chinky eyed teacher to endher class and during that time I learned many new things from soo....whooo....jins got a lot of issues at school...when he firstentered saehan high....he started crap with a bunch of guys and was taken to the parking lot of the school....but....jin ended upbeating them all up....which means that jin didnt learn taekwondo and kendo for nothing (-.-;;)....after that the leader of saehanhighs il jjeen (school gang) offered him a place in the gang....but jin turned him down with a simple answer without anyhesitation...which was...

...my nuna told me never to join these type of things...

after he said they say that jin just left the gang with dumbfounded expressions on their faces and headed home...damn...when did Isay that to him?!!?...well....im greatful that he didnt enter it...after that day the leader of saehan highs il jjeen threatened whoeverbothered jin was going to die....soo says that the il jjeen leader saw a picture of jun jins sister...ick...which is me...jun shin...and fellhead over heels for her as soon as he saw her....that il jjeen leader offered jin a place in the gang in order to get close to me...or sosoo says...i cant believe he fell for me after seeing a picture...well...i dont know if this is good or bad but soo says that the leader ofthe gang is in the hospital right now in a coma after getting into an accident while riding his motorcycle...aigoo...im think Im gonna

go crazy....i dont know how to describe what Im feeling...i mean....jin showed that leader my picture....how can that jerkface putme in such danger!!!....(-_-;;)....i glanced at jins seat and saw that he was staring stupidly out the window...

now....since jins here and all....

what should I do??....what should I do so that jin can recognize me??

........hmmmmm........

................uhhhhhhh...........

...ummmm..........

......that is................

.......ah!!....i know!!!!!.....


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yea~~...i can do that...

I can take him to the place that only jin and I know of....when I was 10 years old and jin was 9...we gathered all the things that wecherished and hid it....we promised to return in 10 years to open it and look through it together...it was a time capsule...only jin andI know where its hidden...if I take jin there hell recognize me right??

-..aigoo....you thought and thought of a way to get jin to recognize you...and now that its the end of 4th period thats the best youcan come up with?...and you blame me for calling you dumb?....-

shut up you jerk....dont appear in front of me when Im at school!!...why do I have to go through all of this crap because ofyou???....i had to go through all that stuff with mom2 this morning and now again in class!!!....do you even have a small thought ofhelping me out here??

-...of course...not...am I crazy to help you???....im just hanging around you because Im obligated to....-

whatever...im not even mad because I expected that sort of answer from you....just dont bother me when Im trying to talk tojin!!!...ok?!...

-I can do that-

riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing

as soon as minwoo was done talking the bell rang right on time...eh?...jin just sprawled over his desk as soon as the bell rang...isnthe going to eat lu---....oh....does he not have lunch?...since I wasnt there this morning to pack his lunch...aish....why am I feelingguilty all of a sudden???...its his fault that hes not eating lunch...he couldve sacked lunch himself...or he could just go to thecafeteria and buy himself some food....

gEeeEeEeeEek

I pushed back my chair and I winced as I heard the squeaking sound it made against the tile floor and headed towards jin...

eh??...ahlahn!!...where are you going?...arent...you going to eat?...

I just smiled at soo who was concerned for me...and then I walked closer and closer to jin

...............

jin kept his head on the desk without concerning himself with the loud noise of the classroom....and I just went up and poked himseveral times on his back...

..................theres no response....is he sleeping??...

...jin...?.....jin!!....wake up for a sec...

..................

eesh...this prick isnt getting up.......again! kOoK kOoK...(sounds of shin poking jin...-_-;;)

.........................

aish...why isnt he getting up?!!?....this is slowly beginning to get on my nerves....again!!...with a little bit more power in it thistime....kWaK kWAk....(shin poking jin a little harder the before...^^;;...)

.....!!!!.....

...go away...

ha...ha...

finally I get some type of physical response from him....but I didnt like it....he grabbed the hand that I was poking him with andtalked to me in a low toned voice....he must have not gotten a lot of sleep last night....his eyes are red and puffy...

..oOo...youre awake...

I didnt bother try to pull my hand away and just smiled at jin....and jin just glared at me without saying a word....but his eyes werethreatening to eat me alive if I didnt leave him alone...

...what part of go away did you not understand?...


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..if you were me could you just leave while someone is holding your hand?...

...chit...

as I kept smiling at him...jin just let go of my hand....kekeke...he must have nothing to say....because whenever hes at a loss forwords hes always chit chit chitting....id be stupid if I didnt know that while living with him for 18 years...jun jin just ignored me andlayed his head back down on the desk again

...jin ah.....jin ah....

...........................

....heyyyy....listen to what I have to say....

..........................

damned jerk....did I raise you to ignore people like this?!...heh heh...but who am I??...J U N S H I N ! ! !....and jun shin never givesup so easily...keke...

....hey....lets go somewhere today during break??....

...........................

B U T

As if my talking bothered him immensely....jin just stood up abruptly from his seat and walked out of the classroom....eesh...is hegoing to die or something if he just listened to what I had to say?!...T.T....that jerk...

-...awww...first try has failed!!..ding ding ding...and it took you a whole 4 hours to think up that strategy too...you used your brainthat you dont use too often for once...and it has failed you....tsk tsk...-

...SHUT UP...

Im already mad enough already...you dont have to rub it in my face...i slightly frowned and returned to my seat then layed down ontop of it...then I began to hear the loud whispers of the classmates around me

..hey..whats going on??...why is ahlahn trying to make a conversation with jin?..

...ionno....but...do you think its for real??...ahlahn losing her memory I mean...

...of course it is...if she didnt lose it do you think she would be trying to talk to jin?...

..ahh...jins so scary...

...yea....I can hear all of you!!...-.-++...keke...i glared at them and it silenced their chatter at once...keke...its like magic...

After jin had left the classroom...he did not return even when the bell rang signaling the end of lunch...im slowly beginning to feelguilty....maybe I shouldnt have bothered him so much...damn...why oh why...do I have to go through this crap...

-..babos usually do...-

..im not in the mood to talk to you...

after my last class ended and the bell rang I came outside to find sunho waiting for me....sunho looked at me carefully as if searchingfor some kind of sign...and then finally led me out to the front gate where the car that we had ridden in to school was waiting...we

had a silent ride home...i was too busy thinking of what happened today to make an effort for conversation...what can I possibly doso that jin will recognize me??..what...what..?...

-....dont rush it....if you think of it too much...you might just mess it up more...-

...really?...but...ideas just wont come to me...

we were in my room and I was sitting on top of my bed staring at minwoo....and for once he gave me some helpful and sincereadvice...but...still...i dont get it...what am I supposed to do?...what should I do?....how do I make him recognize me?...aigoo...oneday of my 49 days went down the drain with no evidence of my efforts...my head feels like its going to burst...whew...i think I that Itook this job too easily without much thought...

-...now now....cheer up...eat something and then do whatever....just be like your everyday slow blonde-like self..-

..ya...if you have something to say just say it.... do you have to say like that?...how do you know if I always act like a slowblonde??...


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-I can just tell by the way you act right now...dont think too hard on it....just act like yourself...-

just act like myself?.......my everyday self?....

...whoo...alright...i think Im gonna go get something to drink...my head hurts...

-...its cause you used the brain that you never use for once...-

aish...if I get one little good thought of him...he just makes sure that he erases any good image of him in my head....whoo...but Ifeel better then what I did before.....hmm....is he purposely trying to pick a small fight with me after giving a small word ofadvice?...so that my mind gets off the subject of jin?...noo....that jerkface wouldnt know how to be so nice...

cLiCK

I opened the door and went down to the living room where sunho was watching tv but he now stared at me

.......?...

why is he staring at me like that?...oh...is it because Im still wearing my school uniform?...but...i just cant wear those clothes thatare in the closet...theyre too...revealing...theyre worse then this uniform...

...nuna...want some of this?...

...huh?....

wh...what the...why is he smiling at me out of the blue and passing me a cup full of peach flavored juice??...why the kindness all of asudden?

...th...thanks...

of course Im not the type that would say no to a drink....i swiftly took the cup out of sunhos hands and raised it to my lips to drink itbut sunho kept staring at me with his unwavering gaze...

..what??...is there something on my face??...

at my question sunho just gave a light smile and then shook his head side to side....then as I was about to take big gulp from the cupfull of juice....sunho snatches it away from me...

.............?...

aish....whats wrong with him??...why is he giving it to me and then taking it away again??...as I looked at sunho with a stunnedexpression on my face...sunho just smiled again....

...you really must have lost your memory...and all of it....if I had called you nuna before you wouldve probably started yelling andcussing at me...

..what?...

...you still dont get it?...i just tested you...i wanted to see if you really did lose your memory or not...if you were acting then I wasgoing to....nevermind...

sunho suddenly changed his respectful tone of voice to me and talked to me in a sassy way....as I stared at him stupidly sunho justkept on talking...

...stop being so hard on soohkmo....shes going through a lot of hardships because of you...and also...youre allergic to peaches...soif you drink this juice youre lips are probably going to be all red and swollen...

..................................

this jerk is dangerous too...sunho got up from the couch and headed toward the room that I saw earlier...ohhh....he must be the guythat I saw when I was searching for the kitchen....sunho let out a heavy sigh and then started to say one more thing to me...

...you seem to be a totally different person once you lost your memory...and it always seems like somethings behind you hoveringover you...well anyways...nuna...i hope we get along and that you never get your memory back...

...!!....

it always seems like somethings hovering behind me?...minwoo was behind me....does that mean....sunho can see minwoo?...

-...whoo...i think that kid knows how to sense my presence...-

what do you mean?....are you saying that sunho has some kind of magical powers?..


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-...kind of...he cant see me...or hear me...but he can sense me....he can sense my presence...-

then...isnt that....bad?....shouldnt we be worried?...what if sunho finds out about you....or me?....

-...his powers arent that skilled so dont stress-

really?

Well anyways....where did mom2 go?...i dont see the house lady or the unni that I saw this morning either...i dont see anygardeners too....i have to dye my hair and get myself a new uniform~~....should I just ask sunho?....

*-knock knock

..what?...


I went to the room where sunho had entered and knocked lightly and almost immediately sunho answered in a coldvoice.....whoo....maybe you should leave minwoo....what if he senses something again?...

-alright-

...i said...what do you want?...

after talking to minwoo quietly in my mind....sunho jerked the door open and questioned me again

...uh...do you know where mom went?...

...no...why?...

gosh...why is he glaring at me like that?...its not like Im going to take advantage of he---.....actually I am since I need money fromher...-_-;;;....

...the school principle told me to dye my hair black...and to get a new uniform......so I just wanted to tell mom....

...oh...reallly?...

after saying that sunho slammed the door shut with a loud boom....gosh....i didnt know that there could be even bigger ssa ga jeesother then jin...but...aish...all Im doing now-a-days...is meeting ssa ga jees....sunho and minwoo might be worse then jin...but

never better then him...i looked at the closed door and then turned away....then suddenly the door opened again

...what are you doing?...arent you going to change?...

...hmm?...

sunho talked to me in an annoyed voice as I stared at him stupidly

...we have to go to the hair salon and to the clothes store so you can get another uniform....right?!l...

....oh....

I walked up to my room with a complicated mind....not fully comprehending what sunho was saying...until...ah!!..so is he saying thathell take me to dye my hair?...and to get a new uniform???...oOo...i totally take back me saying that hes a ssa ga

jee!!!.....but.....what am I going to wear?...those clothes in the closet are just too much...i cant wear those....ugh...oh well...ill justhave to....

...sunho ya....

.............?...

sunho looked at me when he heard my voice....and when he saw that I was still in my school uniform....he frowned..

...see...uh...can....do you...think I can borrow some clothes?...

...you have clothes...

...see...that is....i dont wanna wear those....

my face turned red in embarassment....and sunho stared at me for a few seconds...then his face split into a grin...he nodded hishead and went into his room...


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...lets go...

...okay...

his face had turned to a slight red....i better not cry and make him run anymore...-_-;;.............?...I felt this feeling before...when was it?...oh yea!...it was when jin and I were young...and I always took care of him...mom said that itwas a feeling of responsibility....

.................

sunho and I kept walking toward the subway...and I couldnt help but smile...


the place that sunho brought me to was a very expensive looking and fancy clothes store with nothing in stock but designersclothes.

Why did we come here?

I slightly put on a pouty face and as soon as the door opened the tinkling of the small bell above the door greeted us.

Why would they use a bell in a place like this? Shouldnt they use those automatic annoying beeping things?

ChitI like stores where you can just open the door and no sound comes out of it. you can just go right on in. I started pouting againand sunho who was watching my reactions to the store slowly opened his mouth.

you dont like it here?you wanna go somewhere else?

no its not thatits just

that whats the problem?

why did we come here?

sunho who had asked me with a small frown on his face looked at me stupidly as soon as he heard my response to his questions. Andinstead of answering my question directly he answered it with another question.

you said that you couldnt wear the clothes that were in your closet right now?

yeasowere here to buy clothes?

yea

I slowly nodded my head up and down in comprehension and sunho just took my hand and dragged me to the center of the store.

darling~long time no seeits been a while since youve last came shopping

as soon as we approached a man with grease dripping from his voice and his face greeted us. It looks as if he put on olive oil all overhis face. ::bARF::I think Im going to gag or something

I just looked down and avoided looking at the greasy man while sunho walked over to him. He indicated his finger at me and thenstarted whispering to the greasy man. A little bit afterwards sunho beckoned to me with his index finger as if he wanted me to gotowards him.

GawdIm not some god damn dogyou have a mouth to talk you know..

what?

sit herewell pick out you your clothes and bring them to you

alright

chiyea yea mister hot shot

I walked over to the comfy looking sofa in the corner and sat down while I waited for sunho and the greasy looking man to comeback with my clothes.

I let out an annoyed sigh. I dont know whats wrong with me but I keep getting cranky and irritated over nothing.

When I used to be in my old body there was one thing I used to do in a situation like this. I would sing my most favorite song


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called VOICES by makros plus (okayI really dont know who the author was talking aboutso I just wrote down the name of theartist as it is pronounced in the story.)

[...~.. ...

... ...]

(sposed to be pretty japanese words to a japanese song I guess)

the beautiful words from the song VOICES fell from my(?) mouth.

Hmmthis girl has a higher voice then meshe can go up more higher then I can^0^

I dont know how to explain this feeling. Its weirdbut one things for sureits not a bad one.

[...~.. ...

... ...]

the first line isdreams

in your slumber bring out the darkness in your heart

second line iswind

tell us where you are going so that we may fly with you

what song is that?

I was too deeply concentrated in singing the song that I didnt hear sunho approaching and didnt noticed that he was standing bylistening to me.

huh?

I stopped singing and looked at sunho blankly. I gave him an innocent look and gave him a confused huh? at the same time.And sunho just threw the clothes that he was holding onto the couch and asked me again.

what song is that?it sounds japanese to mewhere did you hear it?

how am I supposed to answer him?I was so surprised that my brain is working cooperatively with me at the moment.

I dont know

after a few minutes of silence I gave sunho a simple answer. And at my answer sunho only frowned as if it didnt satisfy him.

then how did you know that song?

I dont knowI was just bored and started singingand I ended up singing that song

at my illogical answer sunhos face which was already crinkled up got even more crinkled up and he was about to question me

further when

--that greasy guy came out from behind sunho and grasped my hand

I heard the whole story from mister sunho over here. You lost your entire memory?th

49 days for a second chance

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