pravachan ratnakar - part 11 - lectures on shree samaysaar

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Ývcn rTnakr (wag-11)

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prm pUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamInaH

]I smysar prmagm _pr A#armI vqt =yelaH Ývcno

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: Ýkaxk:

]I kuHdkuHd-khan prmagm Ývcn !^S!

173‡17p, muHbadevI roD, muHb{-400002

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]I idgHbr jEn Sva|yaymHidr !^S!, song#

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ÝaiPtS=an: ]I idgHbr jEn Sva|yaymHidr !^S!, song#‐3642p0 ]I idgHbr jEn mumuÙu mHDz, 173‡17p, muHbadevI roD, muHb{‐400002

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iv. sH. 2043 vIr sH. 2p13 Ý=m Aav<i¿: Ýt‐p000

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muãk:

sumit iÝiN!Hg Ýes Ael‐802, Ò. Aa{. DI. sI. , ic5a, wavngr‐364004. fon: p164




· ÝkaxkIy invedn ·

mHglH wgvan vIro mHglH gaEtmogÌ.

mHglH k¡Ndk¡NdayÈ jEn \mÈStu mHglmŸ..ÝarHiwk:

prm devai\dev ijne¬rdev ]I vâRmanSvamI, g`\rdev ]I gaEtmSvamI t=a AacayR wgvan ]I kuHdkuHddevaidne ATyHt wi› siht nmSkar.

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wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev ivØe

_Lleqo

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vN>o ivwuWwuRiv n kaE~Dk¡Hd:k¡Nd-Ýwa-Ýìy-kIitR-ivwuiØtax:.yüaÌ-car`-kraMbujc¨crIk-üke ]utSy wrte Ýyt: Ýit¤amŸ..

(cHãigir pvRt prno ixlaleq) A=R:‐ kuNdpu*pnI Ýwa \rnarI jemnI kIitR vDe idxaAo ivwUiØt ={ Ke, jeAo caròna‐

car`%iâ\arI mhamuinAona‐suHdr hStkmzona w/mr hta Ane je piv5a„aAe wrtÙe5maH ]utnI Ýit¤a krI Ke, te ivwu kuHdkuHd Aa p<+vI pr kona=I vH\ n=I?

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......ko~Dk¡Hdo ytINã:..rjoiwrSp<ÚtmTvmNt-baRæeip sHVy¨jiytuH ytIx:.rj:pdH wUimtlH ivhayccar mNye cturHgulH s:..

(ivH|yigir-ixlaleq)




A=R:‐ ytI¬r (]I kuHdkuHdSvamI) rj:S=anne‐wUimtzne‐KoDIne car AaHgz êce AakaxmaH calta hta te äara huH Aem smj¡H KuH ke, teAo]I AHdrmaH tem j bharmaH rj=I (potanuH) ATyHt ASp<Úp uH ƒ› krta hta. (‐AHdrmaH teAo ragaidk mz=I ASp<Ú hta Ane bharmaH \Uz=I ASp<Ú hta.)

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j[ p_m`Hidàho sImH\rsaimidVvàè`.` ivvoh[ to smà khH sumGgH pya`Hit..

(dxRnsar)

A=R:‐ (mhaivdehÙe5na vtRman tI=Åkrdev) ]I sImH\rSvamI pase=I mzela idƒ &an vDe ]I pÍnHidna=e (]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve) bo\ n AaPyo hot to muinjno saca magRne kem Ô`t?

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he kuHdkuHdaid AacayÈ¦ tmaraH vcno p` Sv$panusH\anne ivØe Aa pamrne prm _pkarwUt =yaH Ke. te ma!e huH tmne Aitxy wi›=I nmSkar kruH KuH.

(]ImdŸ rajcHã)

· · · jem smysar xaS5na mUz ktaR AlaEikk puruØ Ke tem tena !Ikakar p` mhasm=R AacayR Ke.

Aa„Qyait jevI !Ika hj¡ su\I bIÔ ko{ jEn g/H=nI lqayelI n=I. Ait sHÙepmaH gHwIr rhSyone go@vI devanI ]I Am<tcHãacayRdevnI Ajb xi› iväanone AaüyRcikt kre Ke. xasnmaNy wgvan kuHdkuHdacayRdeve Aa kizkazmaH jgdŸguÌ tI=Åkrdev jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke Ane ]I Am<tcHãacayRdeve, Ô e ke teAo kuHdkuHdwgvanna ñdymaH pesI gya hoy te rIte temna gHwIr Aaxyone y=a=Rp e ƒ› krIne, temna g`\r jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke.

Ae to suividt Ke ke AHitm tI=Åkr wgvan ]I vâRmanSvamInI idƒ|vinno sar AacayR ]I kuHdkuHddev ÝÌt smysar, Ývcnsar, inymsar, pHcaiStkay Aaid prmagmomaH @aHsI @aHsIne wrelo Ke. wƒÒvonaH sdŸwaGye Aaje p` Aa prmagmo ]I Am<tcHãacayR Aaid mhan idGgj AacayÈnI !Ika siht _plB\ Ke. saHÝtkazmaH Aa prmagmonaH gU# rhSyo smjvanI ÒvonI yoGyta mHdtr =tI Ôy Ke, moÙmagR Ýaye luº =yo hto teva kazmaH mhawaGye jEnxasnna nwomHDzmaH Aek mhaÝtapI yugpuruØ, Aa„&sHt prmpUßy guÌdev]I kanÒSvamIno _dy =yo. 46 vØÈ su\I _pro› prmagmo t=a ANy prmagmomaH Ýitpaidt jEn\mRnaH mUzwUt isâaHtone AitSpÚ$pe, AivÌâtapUvRk wƒ Òvone wvtapivnaxk prmxaHitÝdayk ÝvcngHga äara, teAo]I relavta ræaH. suØuº jEnxasnmaH Aek mhan ÊaHit _dy pamI. prmagmone smjvano Òvone y=a=R ¹iÚko` saHpD–o. Aa ÝvcngHgamaH Avgahn pamIne Anek wƒ Aa„aAone jEn\mRnI Ýaiº ={ Ke, tem j Anek Òvo jEn\mRnaH gHwIr rhSyone smjta =ya Ane magaRnusarI bNya. Aa rIte pUßy guÌdev]Ino jEn smaj _pr Anupm, AlaEikk, AnHt _pkar Ke. teAo]Ina _pkarno Ahowav nIcenI pHi›Ao äara ÝTyek mumuÙu ƒ› kre Ke.

Aho¦ _pkar ijnvrno, kuHdno, |vin idƒno¸ijn-kuHd-|vin AaPyaH, Aho¦ te guÌkhanno.




Aa Ývcn rTnakr g/H=mazanaH Ý=m 5` wag pUßy]InI hyatI drimyan bhar pDI cUk–a hta. teAo]InI xItz KayamaH Aa g/H=mazamaH teAo]InaH sFza prmagmo _prnaH Ývcnono sar Ýkaixt krvanI AmarI wavna A\UrI rhI. sHvt 2037 na kartk vdI 7 xuÊvar ta. 28‐11‐80 na roj smai\wavpUvRk teAo]Ino SvgRvas =yo. Amara pr v«Fat =yo. xa¬txaHitno magR btavnar Amne drek Òvma5ne ;wgvan' khI bolavnar ivro\IAone p` ;wgvan' khI temnI wUl ÝTye Ùma£iÚ raqI, teAo p` dxaAe wgvan =ay AevI kÌà vrsavnar Aek me$pvRt jevo Acl, ADg, ÊaHitkarI, AeklvIr, moÙmagRne AitsU"m Kàv! siht ÝkaxIne inj Aa„sa\nana mageR calI nIkZyo. Aa!la ÝcarpUvRk Ane AavI sU"mta siht ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRynI Kàv! jEnxasnmaH KeLlI ke!lIye xtaiBdAomaH k–arey ={ n=I Aem khevamaH Aave to AemaH jray Aitxyoi› n=I.

pUßy]InI ÝvcnxElImaH p` waiv tI=ÅkrnaH lÙò JzktaH htaH, svR Òvo moÙmagRne pamo AevI temnI AdMy wavna varHvar éKztI htI. magR ÝkaxvamaH teAo Anek ivro\IAonI vCce p` Aekla ADg rheta, äeØbuiâ seƒa vgr ivro\IAona ivro\nuH taiÀvk rIte qHDn krI y=a=R magRnuH S=apn krta Ane te=I m|yS= ivro\IAo ivro\ TyÒ snatn jEn\mRne AHgIkar krta. tdupraHt temnI piv5 Kaya he@z Anek S=zoAe ]I ijnmHidronuH inmaR =yuH Ane temaH vItragI ijnibHbonI mha pavnkarI Ýit¤a ={. prmagmonaH g/H=onuH laqonI sHQyamaH Ýkaxn =yuH. ]I vItragdev, ing/Å=guÌ Ane vItragI xaS5onuH sTySv$p smÔvI temno mihma y=a=Rpè btaƒo. pU. guÌdev]I varHvar frmavta ke ]I vItrag ijnibHbonI Ýit¤a Ane Ò`Èâar to vØÈ=I loko krta Aaƒa Ke p` teno mihma Ôe y=a=R rIte krvo hoy to temne Aozqavnar prmagmono Ýcar p` Ae!lo j AavXyk Ke. prmagmo Ane tenuH rhSy ÝTyek ƒi› Aabazgopaz saEna ñdymaH S=an pame tevI temnI wavna rhelI Ane prmagmona Ýkaxn ma!e varHvar Ýerà Aapta. Ane Ae |yeynI isiâ A=eR teAo]I prmagmo _pr Ývcn Aapta ræa Ane inTy Sva|yaynI Ýv<i¿ temè sÒvn krI, mumuÙuAona inTyÊmmaH Sva|yaynI Ýv<i¿ vÌ lI\I. jena Ýtape Anek gamomaH samUihk Sva|yaynI Ýv<i¿no bhozo felavo =yo. ixÙ`‐ixibronuH Aayojn =yuH. jypurmaH jEn iv>apI@nI S=apna ={. Aaid Anek Ýkare tÀvno Ýcar =yo Ane =ay Ke. Aa„wavnanI lokone AevI \Un lgaDI ke qa\a vgr cale p` Aa„ane ivcayaR vgr n cale. teAo]I frmavta ke \mR te A\aR klak, klak ke pvR pUrtI myaRidt sa\nanI cIj n=I p` \mR Ae Òvn Ke. Ae!le ke svRkailk Ane svRÙe5e sa\nanI cIj Ke. Aam Anekiv\ rIte teAo]I äara Aava Anek ÝsHgo äara \mRÝcar Fò =yo. laqo loko \mRwavna wavta =ya. Aa=I A|yS= Òvo p` temna ÝTye bhumannI £iÚAe Ôeta. idgHbr smajnaH pHiDto, iväano Ane TyagIg` p` Ae sTyno SvIkar krta ke Amo Aek p` nvo jEn bnavI n=I xkta Tyare Aa mhapuruØe laqo lokone jEn\mRmaH ]âanI bnaƒa. Aapà mhawaGye Aava ivlÙ` puruØno pHcm kazmaH yog =yo. pa5 Òvone ma!e Aek ApUvR mhan tk AavI. \maRm<tnI vØÈ su\I Aek\arI vØaR ={. pU. guÌdev]I sHtonI vaÌ _pr varI j{ jem gata tem —Am<t vrSya re pHcm kazmaH...˜ AHte Êmanusar saHyoigk wavno kaz pUro =yo. Ae mhapuruØno Aapà _pr Ait _pkar Ke. jenuH v`Rn xBdo äara Axk– Ke. je e xa¬t suqno magR AaPyo tenuH %` feDvano ko{ magR j n=I. Ae=I ivnm/p e te pavn prmam<t äara vItrag svR&ÝÌt ]I g`\raid mhan AacayÈ rict prmagmono _kel krI inj sa\nanI pirpU`Rtane pamIAe Ane svR Òvo pamo Ae j AWy=Rna.




pu~yÝsHgnuH saEwaGy: sHvt 2034nI dIpavil ÝsHge muHb{ mumuÙu mHDzna sWyo pUßy guÌdev]I pase 90mI

jNmjyHtI muHb{maH _jvay te ma!e Anumit Ýaº krva ivnHtI krva ma!e song# Aavela Tyare ke!lak sWyone potana Sva|yayna hetu=I pUßy guÌdev]Ina ]I smysar prmagm _pr A#armI var =yel saitxy Ývcno (sne 197p, 1976, 1977maH) Ýisâ krvano mHgz ivcar Aaƒo. Aa ivcar mHDzna saE sWyoAe Ýem=I AavkayÈ Ane Ýisâ A|ya„Ýv›a, \maRnuragI murBbI ]I lalcHdwa{nI p` Aa suHdr kayR ma!e mHDzne ÝoTsaiht krtI xuwÝerà mzI. Aa rIte muHb{na mumuÙumHDzne pUßy guÌdev]Ina A#armI varna prmagm ]I smysar _pr =yela AnuwvrsmHiDt, prmkLya`karI, Aa„ihtsa\k Ývcno Ýkaixt krvana Aa puint ÝsHgnuH saEwaGy Ýaº =yuH Ke te ATyHt hØR Ane _LlasnuH kar` Ke.

]I kuHdkuHdacayeR smysar xaS5maH ktaRkmR Ai\karnuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke je temnaH ANy xaS5omaH ke ANy AacayÈnI rcnaAomaH Alg Ai\kar$pe k–aHy ÔevamaH AavtuH n=I. je Aa Ai\karnI ivixÚta Ke. ktaRkmR Ai\kar äara ÒvnuH AktaRSv$p Fà Ýkare SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. je ÒvonI Anek ÝkarnI w/màAone dUr =vanuH kar` Ke. jena _prna pU. guÌdev]Ina Ývcno p` AlaEikk Ke. ij&asu Òvone AvXy Ae Ýeràdayk invDxe. je svR ÒvoAe Sva|yay krva yoGy Ke.

Ýkaxnno hetu: Aa Ývcnona Ýkaxnno mUz hetu to injSva|yayno law =ay te j Ke. tdŸ_praHt saE

ij&asuwa{‐bhenone pUßy guÌdev]InaH ]I smysar _prnaH szHg svR Ývcno saÙatŸ saHwzvano law Ýaº n ={ xk–o hoy te sHwivt Ke, te=I Aa g/H=mazamaH Êmx: Aaid=I AHt su\InaH pUraH Ývcnone smjvano kaymI Ane svRkailk law mzI rhe te hetu=I pUßy guÌdev]InI A|ya„rsJrtI Am<tmyI vaÌna Sva|yay äara inrHtr mumuÙu Òvone Aa„ihtnI Ýerà mztI rhe, tevo Aaxy p` Aa ÝkaxnnuH Ýerkbz Ke.

vzI Aa pHcmkazna ÝvahmaH Êmx: Òvone Ùyopxm mHdtr =to Ôy Ke te=I prmagmmaH rhelaH sU"m Ane gHwIr rhSyo SvyH smjvaH Fà j ki@n Ke. Aa piriS=itmaH pUßy guÌdev]IAe sadI Ane srz waØamaH SpÚ krela Ývcno leqbâ krI puStka$# krvamaH Aave to wavI pe#Ine p` ]I smysar prmagmnaH AitgU# rhSyo smjvamaH srztapUvRk shay$p bnI rhexe Ane te rIte ijno› tÀv&an Ane tenI Sva|yayprHpra tena y=a=R Sv$pmaH jzva{ rhexe tem j te äara Anek wƒÒvone potanuH Aa„kLya` sa\vamaH mhan Ýerà Ýaº =xe teva ivcarna bze pUßy guÌdev]Ina ]I smysar _praHt bIÔ p` Anek prmagmo _pr =yel Ývcno Ýkaixt krvanI wavna Ke Ane te wavnavx Aa !^S!nI rcna ={ Ke. te=I pUßy guÌdev]InaH hÔro Ývcno Ýisâ krvano muQy _dŸex Aa !^S!maH raqvamaH Aavel Ke.

Aa ÝsHge Sv. ]I soganIÒnuH Aek vcn sakar =vanuH hoy tevuH wase Ke. tem e kæuH Ke ke pUßy guÌdev]I=I \mRno je Aa payo nHqayo Ke te pHcmkazna AHt su\I rhexe. tdupraHt pUßy bhen]InaH vcnam<t nH. 27 maH _Lleq Ke ke —temno (pUßy guÌdev]Ino) mihma Aaje to gvay Ke prHtu hÔro vØR su\I gvaxe.˜ qreqr &anIAona inmRz ]ut&anmaH waivÝsHgo kevz&anvtŸ Ýitwase Ke, kar` ke Aa !^S!nI yojnamaH pUßy guÌdev]Ina paHc prmagmo _pr =yela Ývcno _praHt bIÔ p` Anek xaS5o _pr =yela Ývcno Êmx: Ýisâ krvanI wavna smaiht Ke. Ae rIte hÔro ÝvcnonuH sHkln Ý=m sHSkr`maH j Anek g/H=o$pe puStka$# =xe Ane teva ÝTyek puStkonuH sHSkr` (Aav<i¿) hÔronI sHQyamaH




rhexe. Ae rIte ihNdI Ane gujratI waØamaH taTkailk Ýkaxn =taH puStkonI sHQya laqomaH =va Ôy Ke Ane tenI prHpra cale to _pro› &anIAonaH vcno isâ =vanuH ÝTyÙ jà{ Aave Ke.

kayRvahI:

]I smysar prmagm _prnaH pUßy guÌdev]Ina A#armI vqtna =yel mHgz Ývcno te smye !eprekoDRr _pr AHikt krI levamaH Aaƒa hta. Aa |vinmuiãt Ývcno !ep _pr=I saHwzIne Êmx: leqbâ krvamaH AaƒaH Ke. Aek j !epne varHvar saHwzIne leqn krvamaH Aavel Ke. tem KtaH temaH kaH{ 5ui! rhI jva n pame te hetu=I lqnar isvay tpasnare frI=I sFzaH ÝvcnonI ckasÌ krel Ke. Aa Ýmaè tEyar =yelaH Ývcnona y=ayoGy susHgt fkra paDI tene frI=I wa{]I rm`lal maèklal xahe ilipbâ krI Aapel Ke. t=a ilipbâ =yelaH ÝvcnonI p` KeLle wa{ ]I hIrawa{ dhegamvaza äara pUrtI ckasÌ krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa rIte pUßy guÌdev]InaH ÝvcnomaH ƒ› =yel wavo sarI rIte y=aiS=t jzva{ rhe tenI pUrepUrI kazÒ levamaH AavI Ke.

AavkayR:

Aa Ýkaxn Amaro AgIyarmo Ýyas Ke. ATyHt kazÒ Ane sHwaz raqva KtaH ÝkaxnmaH ko{ 5ui!Ao rhI jva pamI hoy te sHwivt Ke. su& pa@kg` trf=I Aa sHbH\I je kaH{ sUcno moklvamaH Aavxe tene A5e AavkarIAe KIAe Ane hve pKIna ÝkaxnmaH te sHbH\I F!tuH krvamaH Aavxe.

sUcna:

(1) Aa xaS5nuH A|yyn krnar drek wa{‐bhenone nm/ ivnHit Ke ke Aa ijnvaÌ Ke ma!e tenI Aasatna n =ay tenuH qas |yan raqxo.

(2) Aa xaS5maH smysarÒnI !Ika, wava=R, kzx Ane Tyarbad pU. guÌdev]InuH Ývcn Ae rIte Êm AapvamaH Aavel Ke.

il.

vIr sH. 2p13 ]I kuHdkuHd khan prmagm Ývcn !^S! vtI

rm`lal ma eklal xah hIralal wIqalal xah xaHtIlal cImnlal xah kaHtIlal ramÒwa{ mo!aÌ !S!IAo




AnuÊmi`ka Êm ivØy p<¤ Êm ivØy p<¤

pirixÚ 31 31‐AekTvxi› 148

1 1‐ÒvTvxi› 9 32 32‐AnekTvxi› 1p2

2 2‐icitxi› 19 33 33‐wavxi› 1p3

3 3‐d<ixxi› 24 34 34‐Awavxi› 1p7

4 4‐&anxi› 28 3p 3p‐wavAwavxi› 161

p p‐suqxi› 31 36 36‐Awavwavxi› 164

6 6‐vIyRxi› 38 37 37‐wavwavxi› 167

7 7‐ÝwuTvxi› 44 38 38‐AwavAwavxi› 171

8 8‐ivwuTvxi› p1 39 39‐wavxi› 17p

9 9‐svRdixRTvxi› p6 40 40‐iÊyaxi› 179

10 10‐svR&Tvxi› p9 41 41‐kmRxi› 183

11 11‐SvCKTvxi› 67 42 42‐kt<Rxi› 188

12 12‐Ýkaxxi› 71 43 43‐kr`xi› 192

13 13‐AsHkuictivkasTvxi› 77 44 44‐sHÝdanxi› 198

14 14‐AkayRkar`Tvxi› 80 4p 4p‐Apadanxi› 202

1p 1p‐pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› 82 46 46‐Ai\kr`xi› 206

16 16‐Tyag‐_padanxUNyTvxi› 87 47 47‐sHbH\xi› 211

17 17‐AguÌlFuTvxi› 93 48 kzx‐264 21p

18 18‐_Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› 97 49 kzx‐26p 217

19 19‐piràmxi› 102 p0 kzx‐266 233

20 20‐AmUtRTvxi› 107 p1 kzx‐267 23p

21 21‐Akt<RTvxi› 109 p2 kzx‐268 239

22 22‐Awo›<Tvxi› 11p p3 kzx‐269 242

23 23‐ini*ÊyTvxi› 117 p4 kzx‐270 24p

24 24‐inytÝdexTvxi› 122 pp kzx‐271 248

2p 2p‐svR\mRƒapkTvxi› 127 p6 kzx‐272 2p2

26 26‐sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐ p7 kzx‐273 2p6

sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTvxi› 130 p8 kzx‐274 262

27 27‐AnHt\mRTvxi› 132 p9 kzx‐27p 264

28 28‐ivÌâ\mRTvxi› 136 60 kzx‐276 266

29 29‐tÀvxi› 139 61 kzx‐277 269

30 30‐AtÀvxi› 14p 62 kzx‐278 276




]I smysarÒ-Stuit

(hirgIt)

sHsarI ÒvnaH wavmrò !azva kÌà krI,sirta vhavI su\a tÌ Ýwu vIr¦ teH sHÒvnI¸xoØatI deqI sirtne kÌàwIna ñdye krI,muinkuHd sHÒvnI smyÝaw<t t e wajn wrI.

(AnuÚup)

kuHdkuHd rCyuH xaS5, sai=ya Am<te pUyaR,g/H=ai\raj¦ taramaH wavo b/ïaHDna wyaR.

(ixqirÌ)

Aho¦ vaÌ tarI Ýxmrs-wave nItrtI,mumuÙune patI Am<trs AHjil wrI wrI¸AnaidnI mUKaR ivØ tÌ Tvra=I étrtI,ivwave=I =HwI Sv$p wÌ doDe pirìt.

(xadURlivÊIiDt)

tuH Ke inüyg/H= wHg sFza ƒvharna wedva,tuH Ý&aKIÌ &an ne _dynI sHi\ shu Kedva¸sa=I sa\kno, tuH wanu jgno, sHdex mhavIrno,ivsamo wvkŸlaHtna ñdyno, tuH pH= mui› tò.

(vsHtitlka)

sU~ye tne rsinbH\ ixi=l =ay,Ô~ye tne ñdy &anI tàH jày¸tuH ructaH jgtnI Ìic Aazse saE,tuH rIJtaH skl&aykdev rIJe,

(AnuÚup)

bnavuH p5 kuHdnnaH, rTnona AÙro lqI¸kuHdsU5onaH AHkaye mULy na kdI.




prm pUßy Aa„&sHt ]I kanÒSvamI




]I sdŸguÌdev-Stuit

(hirgIt)

sHsarsagr tarva ijnvaÌ Ke naEka wlI,&anI sukanI mZya ivna Ae nav p` tare nhÄ¸Aa kazmaH xuâa„&anI sukanI bhu bhu doælo,muj pu~yraix fZyo Aho¦ guÌ khan tuH naivk mZyo.

(AnuÚup)

Aho¦ w› icda„ana, sImH\r-vIr-kuHdna¦baæaHtr ivwvo tara, tare nav mumuÙunaH.

(ixqirÌ)

sda £iÚ tarI ivmz inj cEtNy nIrqe,Ane &iPtmaHhI drv-gu`-pyaRy ivlse¸inÔlHbIwave pirìt Sv$pe j{ wze,inim¿o vhevaro icdFn ivØe kaH{ n mze.

(xadURlivÊIiDt)

hEyuH ;st st, &an &an' \bke ne v«vaÌ KU!e,je v«e sumumuÙu sÀv Jzke, prãƒ nato tU!e¸-ragäeØ Ìce n, jHp n vze waveiNãmaH-AHxmaH,!HkoTkI`R AkHp &an mihma ñdye rhe svRda.

(vsHtitlka)

inTye su\aJr` cHã¦ tne nmuH huH,kÌà Akar` smuã¦ tne nmuH huH¸he &anpoØk sumeF¦ tne nmuH KuH huH,Aa dasna ÒvnixLpI¦ tne nmuH huH.

(s/G\ra)

êDI êDI, êDe=I suqini\ stna vayu inTye vhHtI,vaÌ icNmUitR¦ tarI _r-Anuwvna sU"m wave wrelI¸wavo êDa ivcarI, Aiwnv mihma ic¿maH lavI lavI,qoyeluH rTn pamuH, -mnr= mnno¸ pUrÔe xi›xazI¦




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prm pUßy sdŸguÌdev ]I kanÒSvamInaH Ývcno

]Imdm<tcNãsUirkËta AaTmQyait:.

pirixÚ

AacayRdev AnekaNtne hj¡ ivxeØ cceR Ke:-

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a &ananHdSv$p Ýwu AnHt \mRSv$p vStu Ke tene prãƒo=I Ane prwavo=I iwþ Aozqavva ma!e AacayRdev ;&anma5' kheta Aaƒa Ke. TyaH ;&anma5vStu Aa„a' ‐Aem khetaH &an=I ivruâ je jD prãƒo Ane ragaidwavo Aeno to inØe\ ={ Ôy Ke, p` &annI sa=e rhenara je dxRn, suq, vIyR [Tyaid




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AnHt gu o teno kaH{ inØe\ =to n=I. Aa rIte &an sa=e bIÔ AnHt \mÈ ;&anma5 vStu Aa„a'maH sa=e j (ANvy$p) hova=I &anma5 Aa„ane AnekaNtpùH Ke AhÄ Aa vat AacayRdev ÝÆo¿r$pe ivxeØ SpÚ kre Ke:‐

;ÝÆ:- Aa„a AnekaHtmy hova KtaH p` AhÄ teno &anma5p e kem ƒpdex krvamaH Aave Ke? (AaTma AnHt \mÈvazo hova KtaH tene &anma5p e kem khevamaH Aave Ke? &anma5 kheva=I to ANy \mÈno inØe\ smÔy Ke.)'

ÔeyuH? ix*yno Aa ÝÆ¦ Aem ke‐Aa„a to AnekaHtmy vStu Ke temaH ttŸ‐AttŸ Aek‐Anek, stŸ‐AstŸ, inTy‐AinTy [Tyaid AnHt\mÈ Svymev Ýkaxe Ke, KtaH ;Aa„a &anma5 Ke' Aem Aap _pdex kem kro Ko? ÝÆ smÔy Ke? Aem ke‐Aa„a icdanHd Ýwu Aek &anma5 Ke Aem war d{ne Aap kho Ko to Ae vDe, temaH &an sa=e bIÔ AanHd Aaid, ttŸ‐AttŸ Aaid AnHt \mÈ Ke teno to inØe\ n=I ={ jto ne? AnHt \mRmy hova KtaH Aa„ane ;&anma5' khevanuH xuH Ýyojn Ke? Lyo, Aa ix*y AaxHka krIne pUKe Ke.

;_¿r:- lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe l"ynI Ýisiâ krva ma!e Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa„anuH &an lÙ` Ke, kar` ke &an Aa„ano Asa\ar` gu Ke (‐ANy ãƒomaH &angu n=I.) ma!e &annI Ýisiâ vDe tena l"ynI‐Aa„anI‐Ýisiâ =ay Ke.'

j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke Aa„anuH &an lÙ` Ke, Ane Aa„a l"y Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke &anlÙ` Aa„anI Ýisiâ kre Ke. &an Aa„ano Asa\ar` gu Ke ne¦ te=I &an Aa„anuH sTya=R lÙ` Ke Ane te l"y Aeva Aa„ane Ýisâ kre Ke. Aahaha...¦ &an Aa„ane ragaid=I j¡do ÔÌ xuâ Aek Aa„ane Ýisâ kre Ke. ha, p` kyuH &an? pr trf vzeluH &an nih, prHtu AHtmuRq ={ne Aa„ane je &an Ô e Ke te &an Aa„anuH lÙ` Ke Ane te Aa„ane Ýisâ‐Ýg! kre Ke. je &an xuâ Aa„ane j Ô e nih Ane prmaH ne ragmaH Aekakar ={ ÝvteR te qreqr &an j n=I, kemke te xuâ Aa„anI Ýisiâ krtuH n=I, p` prne‐ragne Ýisâ kre Ke. wa{¦ ragaid bIÒ cIj ho wle, p` Ae ragaid huH nih, huH to xuâ cEtNymUitR Aa„a KuH Aem Ýisâ krnaruH &an te y=a=R lÙ` Ke, Ane te lÙ`na dore AHdr l"ynuH‐xuâ Aa„anuH g/h` =ay Ke. Lyo, Aa rIte xuâ cEtNySv$p Aa„anI Ýisiâ A=eR tene &anma5 kæo Ke. ;&anma5' khIne Aeklo &angu isâ n=I krvo, p` Aaqo (pUr`) Aa„a Ýisâ krvo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa xrIr to jD pudŸglmy Ke, Ane ragaid wavo p` Aa„a=I ivprIt Svwavvaza‐jD Svwavvaza Ke te=I xrIr ne ragaid Aa„anuH lÙ` n=I, Aek &an j Aa„ano Asa\ar` gu Ke te=I Aa„anuH lÙ` Ke. Asa\ar` gu Ae!le xuH? ke Aa„a isvay ANy ãƒomaH &angu n=I, Ane Aa„ana AnHt\mÈmaH p` Aek &an j SvprÝkaxk Ke. te=I &angu Asa\ar` Ke je vDe wgvan Aa„anuH g/h` krI xkay Ke. Aa rIte &anlÙ` te Aa„anI prm ÝisiânuH sa\n Ke. Ahaha...¦ xrIr, rag, Aa„a Aaid Anek cIj mzelI (AekÙe5avgahmaH) jày Ke, TyaH &anlÙ` vDe j iwþ Aa„Sv$pne AozqI xkay Ke, g/h` kray Ke. Aa rIte &anlÙ` iwþ Aa„Sv$pne AozqvanuH sa\n hova=I Aa„ane &anma5 khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. AavI vatu Ke.

Ahaha...¦ &an... &an... &an... Ô`p uH te Aa„a‐Ae!lo AwedmaH Ý=m wed paDI pKI v<i¿ ßyaH AHtmuRq ={ l"y‐AaTmana lÙe Aekakar‐tãUp =ay Ke TyaH wgvan Aa„a Ýisâ =ay Ke, jày Ke. AanuH nam lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe l"ynI Ýisiâ Ke. lÙ`na‐vtRman &annI dxana‐lÙe l"y jày Aem nih, p` lÙ`‐&annI vtRman dxa, l"y nam xuâ Aa„ana lÙmaH jtaH xuâ Aa„a jày Ke. Aho¦ sHtoAe sHÙepmaH F uH wyuÅ Ke.

;lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe'‐Aem kæuH ne¦ AemaH xuH kheva mage Ke? ke &annI vtRman pyaRy je Aa„anuH lÙ` Ke te Ýg! Ke, ne te vDe AÝg! (xi›$p) l"y (xuâ Aa„a) jày Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`nar‐Ô`nar AevuH i5kazI &ayk Sv$p to Ýg! n=I, p` tena lÙ`$p je vtRman dxa Ke te Ýg! Ke, temaH Aa huH l"y‐wgvan Aa„a




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KuH‐Aem j`ay Ke. Aam lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke ma!e Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex krvamaH Aaƒo Ke. &an gu =I AhÄ vat krI temaH &angu to i5kaz Ke, te=I te kaH{ Aa„ane pkDto n=I, prHtu tenI AHtmuRqakar vtRman Ýg! dxa wgvan Aa„ane pkDe Ke. te=I, khe Ke, Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

hve Aam Ke TyaH rag=I‐ƒvhar=I Aa„a j`ay Ae vat k–aH rhI Ýwu¦ rag to jDSvwav Ke Ae xuH Ô e¦ kaH{ j n Ô e. ma!e rag AaTmanuH lÙ` n=I. wa{¦ ƒvhar rTn5yna ragmaH Aa„ane Ô`vanuH AozqvanuH sam+yR n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

hve Aa„a l"y Ke, ne &an tenuH lÙ` Ke‐Aem lÙmaH lI\a pKI hve ix*y pUKe Ke:‐

;ÝÆ:- Ae lÙ`nI Ýisiâ=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? ma5 l"y j Ýsa|y A=aRtŸ Ýisâ krvayoGy Ke. (ma!e lÙ`ne Ýisâ kyaR ivna ma5 l"yne j‐Aa„ane j‐Ýisâ kem krta n=I?)'

j¡Ao, ix*y xuH khe Ke? ke &an te Aa„a, &an te Aa„a‐Aem lÙ`‐l"yno wed paDva=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? Aem ke wed=I xuH sa|y Ke? Aek l"y nam Aa„a j Ýsa|y A=aRtŸ Ýisâ krvayoGy Ke. ma!e Aek Aa„ane j sI\o Ýisâ kravI do ne. AHte to Awed Aek Aa„a j sa|y Ke. to sI\o tene j isâ kravI do ne vCce wed xa ma!e lavo Ko? Lyo, Aavo ÝÆ¦ hve teno _¿r khe Ke:‐

;_¿r:- jene lÙ` AÝisâ hoy tene (A=aRtŸ je lÙ`ne Ô`to n=I Aeva A&anI jnne) l"ynI Ýisiâ =tI n=I. jene lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke. (ma!e A&anIne phelaH lÙ` btavIAe Tyare te l"yne g/h` krI xke Ke.)'

j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke jene &anlÙ` vDe l"ynuH lÙ Ane wan =yuH Ke tene (‐&anIne) l"y‐lÙ`na wed=I Ýyojn n=I Ae to brabr¸ p` jene l"ynI‐Aa„anI qbr j n=I tene y=a=R lÙ` vDe l"y Aozqavvo j$rI Ke, kemke lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke. A&anIne lÙ` AÝisâ Ke. te dehne ne ragaidne Aa„a mane Ke. deh te huH Aa„a, va rag te huH Aa„a Aem A&anI mane Ke. tene khIAe ke wa{¦ je l"ymaH i5kaz rhe Ane l"yne pirpU R Aozqave te lÙ` Ke. &an Ke te j taruH lÙ` Ke, kemke Aa„a sday &anSv$p Ke ne &an vDe Aozqay Ke. &anne AHtmuRq krI Aa„vStu=I Aekmek =taH Aa„a Aozqay Ke, Ýisâ =ay Ke. Aa Ýma e &anlÙ`nI Ýisiâ äara Aa„a je l"y Ke tenI Ýisiâ =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, Aa l"y‐lÙ`no wed kI\o te wedmaH A!kva ma!e nih, p` Awed Aa„anuH lÙ kravva ma!e Ke. wedne gaE krI je AwednuH lÙ kre Ke tene wgvan Aa„anI Ýisiâ =ay Ke, Ane Tyare l"y‐lÙ`no wed te ƒvhar khevay Ke. wedmaH (‐ƒvharmaH) A!kI rhe tene Aa„ Ýisiâ =tI n=I, Ane Awed smjtaH vCce l"y‐lÙ`no wed Aave Ke tene Ô e nih teney Aa„ Ýisiâ =tI n=I, kemke jene lÙ` AÝisâ hoy tene l"ynI Ýisiâ =tI n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ko{ A&anIAo khe Ke‐AekluH &an‐&an xuH kro Ko? Ame je Aa pu~ynI ne dehnI iÊya krIAe KIAe te sa\n Ke, te vDe Aa„a Aozqay jxe. tene AhÄ khe Ke‐mU# Ko ke xuH? dehnI iÊya ke pu~ynI iÊya te Aa„ane AozqvanaH sa\n n=I, Aek &anlÙ` vDe j Aa„a Aozqay Ke. Aam &anlÙ` khIne ƒvharawasno inØe\ kyÈ.

vzI ko{ khe Ke‐&an te lÙ` Ane Aa„a l"y‐Aem wed xa ma!e paDo Ko? sI\o j Aa„a btavo ne? lÙ` äara l"y btavo Ko tene bdle sI\uH l"y j btavI do ne¦ tene khe Ke‐wa{¦ je lÙ`ne Ô`to n=I te l"yne p` Ô`to n=I, lÙ`ne Aozqva=I j l"y AozqI xkay Ke. jem ko{ khe‐Amare sakr Ôe{Ae Ke, gzp`=I kam n=I, to tene sakrnI Ýaiº =tI n=I¸ tem Ôe ko{ khe‐Amare l"y‐Aa„a Ôe{Ae Ke, &an=I‐lÙ`=I xuH kam Ke? to tene Aa„anI Ýaiº =tI n=I. Aa Ýma e &anlÙ e Aa„a liÙt =to hova=I &anlÙ` khIne inüyawasno inØe\ kyÈ. smÔ uH kaH{...?





;ÝÆ:- kyuH te l"y Ke ke je &annI Ýisiâ vDe tena=I (‐&an=I) iwþ Ýisâ =ay Ke?'

j¡Ao, AHdr njdIk Aavelo ix*y Aa pUKe Ke ke‐Ýwo¦ jene lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke Aem Aap kho Ko to AevuH kyuH iwþ l"y Ke je &anlÙ` vDe Ýisâ =ay Ke? A=aRtŸ Aap &anlÙ`=I Aozqavva mago Ko te l"y‐cIj xuH &an=I j¡dI Ke? xuH &annI Ýisiâ ne Aa„anI Ýisiâ be j¡dI j¡dI cIj Ke? j¡Ao, ix*yne l"y‐lÙ`no wed posato n=I te=I Aa ÝÆ _@–o Ke. (SvanuwvnI j AiwlaØa Ke ne¦)

;_¿r:- &an=I iwþ l"y n=I, kar` ke &an Ane Aa„ane ãƒp e Awed Ke.'

j¡Ao, guÌ khe Ke‐saHwz wa{¦ &anlÙ`=I j¡duH‐iwNn ko{ l"y n=I. Ae to lÙ` l"yne btave Ke te=I A&anIne l"y Aozqavva wed=I vat krI Ke, p` kaH{ &an ne Aa„a iwþ cIj Ke Aem n=I, kemke &an ne Aa„ane ãƒp e Awed Ke. A=aRtŸ Aa„a &anSvwavmy j Ke.

AhÄ &an Ae!le prnuH ne xaS5nuH &an Aem vat n=I. AhÄ to rag=I iwþ pDeluH AHtrmaH vzeluH AHtmuRqakar &an te lÙ` l"y=I iwþ n=I, Awed Ke‐AenI vat Ke. jem sakr mI@I Ke Aem khIAe TyaH sakr=I mI@ax ko{ j¡dI cIj n=I, tem Ônn... Ônn... Ônn Svwav Ane Aa„a Aekmek Ke. jem rag ne Aa„a j¡dI cIj Ke tem &an ne Aa„a j¡dI cIj n=I. wle &an Aek gu Ke, ne Aa„a AnHtgu my gu I Ke, KtaH &an ne Aa„a vStup e Awed Ke. te=I je &annI Ýisiâ Ke te j Aa„anI Ýisiâ Ke. Aa rIte l"y‐lÙ`nI isiâ Aek sa=e j Ke Ane AekvStumy Ke. Ahaha...¦ &annI pyaRy ßyaH ãƒ sa=e Awed tNmy ={ TyaH Aa„a‐ãƒ Ýisâ =yuH, ma!e &anlÙ`=I j¡duH ko{ l"y n=I, bþe Aekmek Ke ne Aek sa=e j Ýisâ =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...¦

hve Aa rhSy paMya ivna Ae xaS5 wÌ‐wÌne AnHtvar Aigyar AHgno pa@I =yo, ne dev‐guÌ‐xaS5nI p` bharmaH AnHtvar ]âa krI t=a AnHtvar baæ v/taid \ar` kyaÅ, p` Ae=I xuH? Ae ko{ Aa„anuH lÙ` n=I, Aena=I Aa„anI Ýisiâ sHwivt n=I. Aha¦ gjb vat krI Ke Aa. AamaH to bar AHgnuH rhSy quLluH mUkyuH Ke.

;ÝÆ:- to pKI lÙ` Ane l"yno ivwag xa ma!e krvamaH Aaƒo?'

j¡Ao, ix*y pUKe Ke ke‐wgvnŸ¦ Aap kho Ko ke &an Ane Aa„a ãƒp e i5kaz Awed‐Aekmek Ke, to pKI lÙ` Ane l"yp e temno wed xa ma!e krvamaH Aaƒo? be Aek Ke to ivwag xa ma!e?

;_¿r:- ÝisâTv Ane Ýsa|ymanTvne lI\e lÙ` Ane l"yno ivwag krvamaH Aaƒo Ke. &an Ýisâ Ke, kar` ke &anma5ne SvsHvedn=I isâp uH Ke (A=aRtŸ &an svR ÝaÌAone SvsHvedn$p AnuwvmaH Aave Ke)¸ te Ýisâ Aeva &an vDe Ýsa|yman, tdŸ‐AivnawUt (‐&annI sa=e AivnawavI sHbH\vaza) AnHt \mÈna smuday$p mUitR Aa„a Ke. (&an Ýisâ Ke¸ Ane &an sa=e jemno AivnawavI sHbH\ Ke Aeva AnHt \mÈna smudaySv$p Aa„a te &an vDe Ýsa|yman Ke.) ma!e &anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI £iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ‐AivnawUt (‐&annI sa=e AivnawavI sHbH\vazo) AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.

Aa kar e j AhÄ Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex Ke.'

j¡Ao, ]IguÌ Aa _¿r khe Ke:‐ ;ÝisâTv Ane Ýsa|ymanTvne lI\e lÙ` Ane l"yno ivwag krvamaH Aaƒo Ke.' &an Ke te Ýisâ Ke. huH Aa Ô uH KuH ne te Ô uH KuH Aem saE khe Ke ne¦ mtlb ke A&anmaH p` Ô`vuH to Ke. ko{ khe ke‐huH n=I¸ to Aene pUKIAe ke ;huH n=I'‐Aevo in Ry konI s¿amaH kyÈ? &annI s¿amaH Ae in Ry kyÈ Ke. te=I &an jenuH sÀv Ke te huH KuH Aem temaH isâ ={ Ôy Ke. Aam Aa &an Ke te huH KuH Aem in Ry krtaH &annuH lÙ Sv‐Aa„a trf Ôy Ke Ane Tyare SvanuwvmaH Aa„a Ýisâ =ay Ke.

&an Ýisâ Ke. je s¿amaH Aa deh Ke, vaÌ Ke, rag Ke, {Tyaid jày Ke te &an Ýisâ Ke, Ane te Aa„anuH &an Ke. dehaidnuH &an khIAe Ae to ƒvhar Ke, vaStvmaH dehaidne Ô`vana kazmaH &an j jày Ke. dehaid




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pda=R ho, p` tene Ô`vana kaze Ô`vamaH to &an j Aave Ke, kar` ke &anma5ne SvsHvedn=I isâp uH Ke. xuH kI\uH Aa? ke saE Òvone &an potana SvsHvedn A=aRtŸ potana vedn=I Ýisâ Ke. dehaid pda=R Ke ma!e &an Ke Aem nih, p` potana vedn=I &an Ýisâ Ke. JIÌ vat wa{¦ Aa b\uH Ô e Ke te &an Aa„anuH Ke, ma!e te &anne Aa„a trf vaz¸ tne Aa„a Ýisâ =xe.

\Ire=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa to jEn kevzI prme¬rno vItragI magR Ke. Are¦ wrtÙe5maH wgvan kevzIna ivrh pD–a, ne Avi\&an ne mn:pyRy&annI %iâ rhI nih¦ AavI sTy vat ßyaH bhar AavI TyaH loko sHxymaH pDI gya ne ivvad‐JFDa éwa =ya. p` wgvan¦ Aa to tara FrnI vat Ke ma!e bharnuH lÙ m!aDIne ßyaH pU aRnHdno na= wgvan Aa„a Ke TyaH &anlÙ` vDe lÙ kr¸ te=I &an‐pyaRy pote j Awed sa=e tNmy ={ Aa„Ýisiâ krxe.

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐;te Ýisâ Aeva &an vDe Ýsa|yman, tdŸ‐AivnawUt AnHt \mÈna smuday$p mUitR Aa„a Ke.' xuH kI\uH? ke &an Ýisâ Ke, Ane tdŸ‐AivnawUt ]âa, iS=rta, AanHd, ÝwuTv, SvCKTv, Aaid AnHt\mÈna smuday$p‐ipHD$p Awed Aek cEtNymUitR wgvan Aa„a Ýsa|yman Ke. Ýisâ &anlÙ` vDe prãƒo ne ragaid Ô`vayoGy Ke Aem nih, p` i5kazI Awed AnHt\mRmy icdanHd Ýwu Aa„a Ýsa|yman ‐sa\va yoGy Ke. AamaH Ýisâ &annuH &ey Ane |yey kone bnavvuH AenI vat Ke. &anne AHtmuRq vazIne tdŸ‐AivnawUt xuâ Aa„ane |yey bnavvanI AamaH vat Ke kemke Ae rIte Aa„anI Ýisiâ =ay Ke A=aRtŸ sMykŸ ]âan‐&an Ýg!e Ke.

wa{¦ Aa smßya ivna bharmaH gme te!laH v/t, Aaid kre, p` Aena=I wvna fera nih m!e bapu¦ jNm‐mr` nih m!e. deh‐iS=it pUrI =taH j piràm Anusar k–aHy j{ne Avtrxe. Aha¦ AhÄ mo!a kroDpit ne AbÔepit xei@ya hoy te mrIne k–aHy (kIDa, mkoDa vgeremaH) j{ne Avtre. kem¦ kemke jem ko{ mj¡ro Aaqo id' mj¡rI kre tem Aa inrHtr rag‐äeØ‐mohnI‐papnI mj¡rI kyaR kre Ke. prãƒnI iÊya to ko{ krI xktuH n=I, p` Aa Aaqo id' rag‐äeØ‐moh$p Anek Ýkarna ivkLponI mj¡rI kyaR kre Ke. teAo mo!a mj¡ro Ke wgvan Aava Òvone ;vraka:' Ae!le ibcara khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ AHtrmaH siCcdanHd Ýwu Aa„a ivraje Ke tene |yey bnaƒa ivna, teno Aa]y kyaR ivna b\uH (Ô`pùH) \Uz‐\aÌ Ke kemke &an je Ýisâ Ke tena vDe Ýsa|yman to Aek xuâ Aa„a Ke. xuH kI\uH? je dxamaH Ô`p uH Ke te Ô`vanI dxa Ýisâ Ke, kemke te potana vedn=I isâ Ke. &an Svne Ô e Ke, prne p` Ô e Ke Aene AemaH prnI j$r‐ApeÙa n=I. &an Svne Ô e ne Ô`va$p ÝvteR, vzI &an prne p` Ô e, p` prne kre nih ne prmaH wze nih. Ahaha...¦ AavuH &an Ýisâ Ke, Ane Ae &an vDe Ýsa|yman‐sa\vayoGy AnHt\mÈna smuday$p Aek Awed wgvan Aa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ýisâ Ô`vanI pyaRy Ke Ae vDe, AhÄ khe Ke, rag ke inim¿ne pkDvaH n=I, p` AHtrHgmaH AnHt\mRno \rnaro \/uv\am inj|yey$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke te Aekne pkDvo Ke. Ô`vanI dxa je lÙ` Ke tena lÙ$p l"y Aek \/uv wgvan Aa„a Ke. bs¸ Aa isvay baæ inim¿o‐dev‐guÌ‐xaS5 [Tyaid ANy ko{ AenuH l"y n=I. AavI sU"m Ane gHwIr vat Ke bapu¦

Are¦ Anaid=I A&anI ÝaÌAonuH lÙ Svl"yne cUkIne bharmaH‐dev‐guÌ‐xaS5 Aaid inim¿omaH Ane v/t‐pUÔ‐wi› Aaid ragmaH j‐inrHtr ræuH Ke Ane Ae!le j temne Aa„anI Ýisiâ kdI ={ n=I. wa{ re¦ jenuH je lÙ` Ke te lÙ`ne temaH j \arI raqvuH te vStuSv$p Ke. &annI pyaRymaH prnuH Ô`vuH wle =ay, p` Ae=I krIne Ae (&an) kaH{ prnuH lÙ` ={ jtuH n=I. &anlÙ` to Aa„anuH j Ke. Ae!le Ô`vanI dxamaH prnuH lÙ KoDI d{ne jenuH te lÙ` Ke te cEtNymUitR Aa„ane j pkDvo Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ tarI njr TyaH (xuâ Aa„amaH) kr¸ te=I tne suq Ane xaHit Ýg!xe bakI bharmaH‐inim¿omaH JavaH naQye (sHsar isvay) kaH{ mze AevuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? AHtrHgmaH AanHdno wHDar siCcdanHdmy Aa„a Ko ne Ýwu¦ Ane Ae sda &anSv$p j Ke rag$pe ke sHsar$pe Ae kdIy =yo n=I. taruH Fr j Ae Ke, rag ke inim¿ Ae ko{ taruH





Fr n=I. Ae b\aH Ke qraH, p` Ae tara Sv$pmaH‐FrmaH n=I. Aha¦ Ae b\ane Ô`vakaze taruH &an vaStvmaH &anne j Ô e Ke, Ane te &an taruH injSv$p Ke, SvlÙ` Ke. Aha¦ Ae &anlÙ`ne‐vtRman &annI dxane TyaH AHdrmaH vaztaH AanHdno sagr &anmUitR Ýwu Aa„a inivRkLpp e (pyaRymaH) isâ =ay Ke‐Ýg! =ay Ke. Aane wgvan sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an khe Ke. wa{¦ wvrog m!aDvano Aa _pay Ke bakI to b\aH =o=aH Ke.

gujratmaH dlptram Aek kiv ={ gya. temna kaƒmaH Aek kDI Aave Ke ke‐

—Ýwuta Ýwu tarI to qrI, mujro muj rog le hrI.˜

wgvan, tarI Ýwuta to huH Tyare manu ke maro wvrog tuH dUr kre. Ae to kiv {¬rne ktaRp e SvIkarIne vat kre Ke. AhÄ Ae vat n=I. AhÄ khe Ke‐l"y Aevo AaTma AHdr pote j Ýwu Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anlÙ` vDe Aene AHtmuRq ={ AozqtaH Aeno wvrog !zI Ôy Ke. wa{¦ AhÄ to potano Ýwu pote j Ke. k–aHy bharmaH #UH#vanI j$r n=I‐Aem vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? na!k smysarmaH Aave Ke ke‐mero \nI nih dUr idsHtr, mohI mEH hE moih sUJt nI kE..

Ahaha...¦ Aavo AnHt AnHt Ýwutano wrelo {¬rSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ýsa|yman Ke, Ane te Ýisâ =ay Ke. j¡Ao, ix*yno ÝÆ hto ne ke‐vStup e Aap (l"y‐lÙ`) Aek kho Ko to AekmaH l"y‐lÙ`na be wed Aape kem kæa? teno Aa _¿r dI\o ke‐Ô`vuH... Ô`vuH AevuH &annuH je Ýg!p uH te AHtrmaH vztaH AnHtgu no ipHD icdanHd \/uv Ýwu Ýisâ =ay Ke. Aa smÔvva ma!e ij&asu Ýit Ame l"y‐lÙ`no ivwag kæo Ke bakI to lÙ`‐&an Ane l"yAa„a Aek‐Awed j Ke Ane bNnenuH Awedp uH j {Ú Ke. (wed [Ú n=I.)

hve khe Ke‐;ma!e &anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI £iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ‐AivnawUt AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.'

ÔeyuH? AhÄ Êm$p Ane AÊm$p b\uHy lI\uH. Êm$p to smye smye Êm=I Ýg! =tI inmRz pyaRyo Ke, ne AÊm$p ãƒmaH ANvyp e sa=e rhenara AnHt gu o Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ae b\ay &anma5 wavmaH Awedp e sma{ Ôy Ke. AhÄ Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto‐Aem kæuH TyaH Ae £iÚno ivØy Ke Aem n=I levuH AhÄ to AHtrmaH &anma5 Aek Awed vStu‐Aa„amaH ßyaH Aciltp e £iÚ S=aipt ={ TyaH Êm‐AÊm$p ÝvtRto &an=I AivnawavI sHbH\vazo AnHt \mRsmUh Aevo Aa„a liÙt =ay Ke. Aa Ýma` &anno ivØy Ke. AhÄ &an=I AivnawavI sHbH\vazo‐Aem kæuH ne¦ mtlb ke &an sa=e ãƒne AivnawavI Aekp`ano sHbH\ Ke. ßyaH pyaRymaH &an Ýg! =ay Ke TyaH &annI sa=e Aa„amaH Awedp e rhela Ane &anmaH Ýitwaist =ta AnHtgu nI inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke. AhÄ ÊmmaH inmRz pyaRyo levI Ke, rag‐ƒvhar nih, kemke rag‐ƒvhar te Aa„a n=I, teno Aa„amaH Awav Ke. (xi›na Aa Ai\karmaH ivkarI pyaRyone Aa„a g`I n=I). Ahaha...¦ lÙ`wUt &annI pyaRy äara ßyare Ýsa|yman Aa„a Ýisâ =yo‐AnuwvmaH Aaƒo Tyare Ae Ême ÝvtRtI pyaRyo ne AÊme rhela gu o‐Ae siht Aaqo Aa„a &anmaH Ýmey =ay Ke Ane Aa Ýma`&an Ke. &anlÙ` vDe &anma5ne lÙmaH letaH AekluH &an j¡duH liÙt =ay Ke Aem nih, p` &an sa=e rhela AnHt \mÈna smUh$p AaquH ãƒ liÙt =ay Ke Ane te Aa„a Ke Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

sU"m vat Ke wa{¦KeLle Aa pirixÚ Ke ne¦ kheluH khevuH, nih kheluH p` khevuH Ane =oDamaH b\uH khevuH AenuH nam pirixÚ. AemaH Aa ix*yno ÝÆ hto ne?ke l"y‐lÙ`na Aape be wed kem paD–a? Aene khe Ke ke‐vStup e be wed n=I, A=aRtŸ be vStu n=I. &annI sa=e ãƒne Aekp uH Ke, AivnawavIp uH Ke. Ae!le ke ßyaH &an Ke TyaH (AnHt\mRmy) Aa„vStu Ke, ne ßyaH Aa„vStu Ke TyaH &an Ke Ùe5wed n=I, kazwed p` n=I. &an Ane Aa„a A=aRtŸ lÙ` Ane l"y vStup e Awed‐Aek Ke, Ae to smÔvva ma!e l"y‐lÙ`no wed paD–o Ke bakI bNne Aek Ke. Aa„ane lÙmaH l{ne &an tãUp‐Awed pir`MyuH Tyare Aa„a l"y =yo Ane &an tenuH lÙ` =yuH. bakI l"y‐lÙ` Aek Awed Ke Ane bNne Aeksa=e j Ýisâ =ay Ke.

to wed to nkamo @yÈ?




pirixÚ : 7

wa{¦ ßyaH su\I Aekla wed _pr j £iÚ Ke TyaH su\I te inr=Rk‐nkamo j Ke, kemke wed£iÚmaH to ivkLpnI‐ragnI j Ýisiâ =ay Ke, Aa„anI nih. p` ßyaH wedne gaE` krI, wed=I h@I &an AwedmaH #ze TyaH Aa„Ýisiâ =ay Ke, Ane Tyare wedne ƒvhar=I sa\n khevay Ke. AavI vat Ke. wed$p ƒvhar hoy Ke qro, p` te ƒvhar nam Tyare j pame Ke ßyare AwednI isiâ =ay Ke ANy=a te inr=Rk‐nkamo j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Lyo, Aa kar e AhÄ Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex Ke. Aho¦ AavI vaÌ svR&dev Ane svR&na keDaytI sHto isvay bIje k–aHy n=I. ;ÝÆ:- jemaH Êm Ane AÊme ÝvtRta AnHt \mÈ Ke Aeva Aa„ane &anma5p uH k{ rIte Ke?' j¡Ao, ix*y frI pUKe Ke ke‐Ýwo¦ wgvan Aa„aAe AÊm$p AnHt gu o Ane Ême ÝvtRtI tenI

AnHt pyaRyo \arI raqI Ke, KtaH Aeva Aa„ane Aap &anma5 k{ rIte kho Ko? ÝÆ smÔy Ke? wgvan AacayRdeve Aa„a &anma5 Ke Aem Ôer AapIne kæuH to ix*y AaxHka krI pUKe Ke‐Ýwu¦ Aa„a Aeklo &anma5 to n=I¸ AemaH to AnHtI inmRz pyaRyo Êmsr =ay Ke, Ane AnHta gu o Aeksa=e rhela Ke to pKI Aa„ane &anma5 khetaH temaH AnHta gu Ane Ême ÝvtRtI AnHtI inmRz pyaRyo kevI rIte smay Ke? AhÄ Aa„a &ata‐ãÚa A=aRtŸ deqva‐Ô`vap e Ke Aem levuH Ke Ae!le xuwaxuw ivkarnI AhÄ vat levI n=I, kemke xuwaxuw wav Ae Aa„anI cIj n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

;_¿r:- prSpr iwþ Aeva AnHt \mÈna smuday$pe pir`t Aek &iºma5 wav$pe pote j hova=I (A=aRtŸ prSpr iwþ Aeva AnHt \mÈna smuday$pe pir`melI je Aek Ô`niÊya te Ô`niÊyama5 wav$pe pote j hova=I) Aa„ane &anma5p uH Ke. ma!e j tene &anma5 Aek wavnI AHt:paitnI (&anma5 Aek wavnI AHdr pDnarI A=aRtŸ &anma5 Aek wavnI AHdr AavI jtI) AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke. (Aa„ana je!la \mÈ Ke te b\ayne, lÙ`wede wed hova KtaH, Ýdexwed n=I¸ Aa„ana Aek piràmmaH b\ay \mÈnuH pir`mn rheluH Ke. te=I Aa„ana Aek &anma5 wavnI AHdr AnHt xi›Ao rhelI Ke. ma!e &anma5 wavmaH‐&anma5 wavSv$p Aa„amaH‐AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke.)'

;prSpr iwþ Aeva AnHt \mÈna smuday$pe pir`t.... ,' j¡Ao, AamaH xuH kI\uH? ke ãƒmaH je AnHt gu o Ke teAo prSpr iwNn Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke jem Aa„a kdI jD$p n =ay tem Aa„ano Aek gu bIÔ gu $pe =to n=I. ãƒwed, ke Ùe5wed Ke Aem nih, p` ÝTyek gu iwþ iwþ lÙ`vazo Ke. jemke AiStTvnuH lÙ` hovap uH Ke, &annuH lÙ` Sv‐prne Ô`vap uH Ke, AanHdnuH lÙ` AahŸlad Ke, sMykŸTvnuH lÙ` tÀvnI inivRkLp ÝtIit Ke, [Tyaid. Aem to ßyaH &an Ke TyaH j dxRn Ke ne TyaH j AanHd [Tyaid AnHtgu Ke, t=aip Aek gu bIÔ gu $pe =to n=I. Aa rIte AnHt gu o prSpr iwNn Ke. Ahaha...¦ gu ApeÙaAe AnHtta Ane ãƒp e Aekta‐Aem AamaH AnekaNt isâ =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

vzI jem ãƒna AnHt guò prSpr iwþ Ke tem guònI Aekek smynI pyaRyo p` prSpr iwþ SvtH5 Ke. AnHt gu nI pyaRyo b\I Aeksa=e Ke p` temaH ko{ Aek gu nI pyaRy bIÔ gu nI pyaRy$p n=I, teAone prSpr Aekp uH n=I. vzI Aek j gu nI Ême Ýg! =tI pyaRyomaH p` Aek smynI pyaRy tena pUvRvt± smynI pyaRy$p =tI n=I, ke _¿rvt± smynI pyaRy$p p` =tI n=I. Aoho...¦ drek gu`nI smy‐smyvt± Aem AnHt smynI ÝTyek pyaRy SvtH5 Ke. Aha¦ Aava gu ‐pyaRy$p \mÈno Awed ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH &an, dxRn, AanHd, AiStTv, vStuTv Aaid AnHt gu Ane tenI smysmynI AnHt pyaRyo prSpr iwþ iwþ Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke Aek gu bIÔ gu $p n=I. wle Aek gu maH bIÔ gu nuH $p ho, p` Aek gu` bIÔ gu`$p n=I. tem Aek gu`nI AvS=a‐pyaRy bIÔ gu na kar e =ay Aem p` n=I. Aa AHdrnI vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ drek gu nI ÝTyek pyaRymaH Kkark$p ={ne pir`mvanuH potanuH SvtH5 vIyR Ke. ÝTyek pyaRy pote potana sam+yR=I j potanI rcna kre Ke Aavo j (pyaRy\mR Ke. Ahaha...¦ pyaRynuH kar` prãƒ to nih, Svãƒ‐gu p` n=I.) pyaRy pote j potanuH kar` Ke. sU"m vat Ke jrI. Aek j smye pote





j kar` ne kayR Ke. kar`‐kayRna wed paDIAe Ae to qreqr ƒvhar Ke, khevama5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ stŸ, ÝTyek gu` stŸ ne Ýit smy Ýg! =tI pyaRy p` potana Sv$p=I stŸ Ke, (AhÄya AtdŸwav$p iwþtanI vat Ke) Aoho¦ Aam moÙmagRnI pyaRy SvtH5 ne moÙnI pyaRy p` SvtH5 Ke. AamaH to Aeklo inrpeÙ vItragwav j isâ =ay Ke. Aam kem? Aeva ivkLpne Avkax j n=I, AekluH &atap uH isâ =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ahaha...¦ Aavo Aa„a AnHt \mÈna smuday$p Aek \m± Ke.

Ahaha...¦ b!a!anI Aek ra{ je!lI k!kImaH AsHQy AaEdairk xrIr Ke ne te drek xrIrmaH AnHta Òv Ke. te b\a Òv‐ÝTyek j¡de j¡do SvtH5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ te ÝTyek Òv AnHt xi›Aono Aek ipHD Ke. te xi›Ao, AhÄ khe Ke, prSpr iwþ Ke Ane te ÝTyek xi›nI Ême =tI pyaRyo prSpr iwþ ne SvtH5 Ke¸ vzI Aekek pyaRymaH AnHt AivwagÝitCKed AHxo Ke, temaHno Aek AHx bIÔ AHx$p n=I. Aho¦ AavuH AlaEikk SvtH5tane Ýisâ krnaruH vStudxRn te jEndxRn Ke AemaH b\uHy AnekaNtSv$p Ke. ;Svp e Ke ne prp e n=I' AevuH ãƒmaH, gu maH, pyaRymaH ne Aekek AivwagÝitCKedmaH p` AnekaNt Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI AnekaNtmy mUitR Ýwu Aa„a Ke. ;prSpr iwNn Aeva AnHt \mÈ'‐Aem khIne Anekp uH isâ kyuÅ ne ;AnHt \mÈna smuday$pe pir`t Aek &iºma5 wav$pe pote j hova=I Aa„ane &anma5p uH Ke.' ‐Aem khIne Aek &anma5 wavmaH AnHt\mÈne Awed krI smavI dI\a. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ huH &anlÙ`=I liÙt AnHt gu ono ipHD Aevo Aek &anma5 Aa„a KuH Aem ßyaH inivRkLp £iÚ =ay Ke TyaH Ô`niÊyama5‐Aek &iºiÊyama5 wav Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AemaH &annI sa=e bIÔ b\a j AnHt gu nI inmRz pirìt Aek sa=e j _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ahaha...¦ Ae b\anuH pir`mn Aek &iºma5 wavmaH sa=e j Ke Ane te Aa„a j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aek smymaH AnHt gu nI AnHt pyaRy =va KtaH Ae b\uH Aek &iºma5 wavmaH sma{ Ôy Ke. AnHtI pyaRy &eyp e hova KtaH Ae b\u Aek &iºma5 wavmaH Awed$p Ke, iwþ n=I. Ahaha...¦ Ô`vanI Aek pyaRymaH b\a j gu o ne pyaRyonuH &an Awedp e sma{ Ôy Ke Ane te $pe pote j =to hova=I Aa„ane &anma5p uH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AHdr njr krtaH j Nyal krI de Aevo cEtNymhaÝwu Aa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ jemaH prSpr iwþ AnHt\mÈ Ke Aeva Awed Aa„ane lÙ krIne ßyaH &an pir`MyuH, TyaH te &iºma5 wavnI sa=e AnHtgu nuH pir`mn weguH j Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt\mR=I Aekmek AevuH te &an rag=I j¡duH Ke. Aha¦ AavI &iºiÊya te Aa„anI inivRkarI \mRiÊya Ke. Aha¦ AavI AHtrnI vat¦ wgvannI vaÌ bhu gHwIr bapu¦ Aena Aek‐Aek xBde Am<tnI \ara vhe Ke. ko{ne =ay ke xuH Aavo \mR¦ ha, wa{¦ Aa \mRnuH mUz rhSy Ke. Aana ivna b\uH j =o=aH Ke, kaH{ kamnuH n=I.

j¡Ao, damngrmaH Aek xe@ hta. Aemno gam AaqamaH ware Ýwav. Aaqa gammaH ko{ AemnuH vcn _=ape‐AozHge nih. ko{nI p` tkrar hoy to pote vCce pDe ne sma\an ={ j Ôy. hve ßyare Aena mr`no smy AavI laGyo to loko bhu qbr ka#va Aave. gamna bIÔ xei@yaAo p` Aene mzva‐qbr AHtr pUKva‐Aave Tyare AaHqmaH co\ar AaHsu lavI te khe‐Arere¦ Aa gam AaqanI pHcatmaH pDIne meH maruH (mara Aa„anuH) kaH{ j n kyuÅ ijHdgI AaqI Aem ne Aem gamnI pHcatmaH j pUrI ={ g{. wa{¦ Aam ne Aam (ivØy‐kØaymaH) ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke. jra Ôe to qro¸ ivcar to kr ke tuH ko` Ko? ne tuH xuH kre Ko? wa{¦ AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kyaR ivna‐wed&annI ¹iÚ ivna‐taraH jNm‐mr`naH du:q nih m!e. vaidraj muinraj khe Ke‐wUtkaznaH du:qone huH yad kruH KuH to AHdrmaH v«aFat sman Fa vage Ke Aem ke AavaH Asæ du:qo kevI rIte ve@–aH hxe? wa{¦ tare AavaH tIv/ ForaitFor du:qo=I bcvuH hoy to Aeno AhÄ AacayR wgvan _pay btave Ke to sav\an =a.

khe Ke‐;ma!e j tene &anma5 Aek wavnI AHt:paitnI AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ xuH kI\uH Aa? ke Ô`n... Ô`n... Ô`n AevuH je &anlÙ` Ae vDe AHtmuRqp e ßyaH l"yne (cEtNymhaÝwu Aa„ane) pkD–uH TyaH sMyG&annI je inmRz pirìt Ýg! ={ AemaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aaid AnHt gu nI pyaRy AHt:paitnI Ae!le AHdr sma{ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Ý&ab/ïSv$p Svãƒne pkDIne ßyaH




1‐ÒvTvxi› : 9

&an Ýg! =yuH to AemaH Svãƒ (AnHtgu no ipHD) Ane &aniÊyanuH (jemaH AnHtgu nI inmRz pyaRyo sma{ Ôy Ke te) inivRkLp Ýma`&an Aeksa=e Ýg! ={ gyuH. ma!e AhÄ kæuH ke‐&anma5 wavnI AHdr AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke.

AhÄ ;AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke'‐Aem khIne &an sa=e weguH AnHt xi›AonuH inmRz pir`mn AacayRdeve isâ kyuÅ Ke. sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ vStu‐ãƒ j AnHtgu Sv$p Ke te=I ãƒnuH (inmRz) pir`mn isâ =taH j b\a gu o inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHtgu mHiDt Awed Aekakar ãƒne lÙmaH l{ne ßyaH sa\k Òv pir`Myo TyaH te pir`mnmaH wegI AnHtI xi›Ao inmRz éKzva lage Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anaid AnHt xi›Ao Aa„amaH Awed‐tNmy ={ne pir`mI tene j AhÄ ;&anma5 wav' kæo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa„ana AnHtgu maH lÙ`wed wle ho, p` Ùe5wed n=I, ne pir`mnno kazwed p` n=I. Aa„ana AsHQy ÝdexmaH AekIsa=e j AnHt gu ƒapIne ræa Ke. te=I Aa„ana Aek piràmmaH b\ay \mÈnuH pir`mn sa=e j rheluH Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„ana pir`mnmaH AnHt gu ‐xi›Ao AekIsa=e j inmRzp e éKze Ke‐pir`me Ke. gu ona pir`mnmaH (sa\kne) hInai\kta$p tartMyta Ke Ae vat AhÄ n=I levI. xuH kI\uH? Ùaiyk sMykŸTvnuH pir`mn hoy KtaH cair5nI inmRzta pU R n hoy‐Ae gu`wed AhÄ muQy n=I. AhÄ to Awed ãƒ pir`mtaH b\a gu` inmRz pir`me Ke‐Aem AwednI muQyta=I vat Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ pir`mn xBde inmRz pir`mnnI vat Ke¸ ivkarna pir`mnne to AhÄ xi›na pir`mnmaH g~yuH n=I, kemke ivkar Aa„a n=I, AhÄ to ãƒ‐gu ne tenI inmR pirìt‐Ae 5`ne Awed krIne tene j Aa„a g~yo Ke. ivkarne to &anlÙ`na bze Aa„a=I iwþ j krI dI\o Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ùaiyk smikt =taH j sa\kne b\a j gu Aeksa=e pUr` qIlI Ôy Ke Aem to n=I, Ae!le (k=HictŸ) gu`wed Ke, prHtu AhÄ Ae muQy n=I, gaE` Ke. AhÄ to vStup e b\ay gu` Awed Ke, te=I ãƒ Awed pir`mtaH sa=e b\a j gu ono AHx Aeksa=e éFDI Ôy Ke. Aek gu inmRz pir`me Ane bIÔ gu svR=a miln rhe, AHxe p` inmRz n =ay Aem bntuH n=I. Lyo, &anma5 wavnI AHt:paitnI AnHt xi›Ao éKze Ke Aeno Aa Aaxy Ke, Aa A=R Ke‐ke ãƒ Awed pir`mtaH svR AnHt xi›Ao inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke. inmRztamaH hInai\ktana wed pDe Ae AhÄ muQy n=I. AavI vat Ke. p` Arere¦ Aeè kdI SvsNmuqta krI n=I¸ ßyaH potano wgvan‐inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu‐ivraje Ke TyaH njr krI n=I¦ bharmaH ne bharmaH Ae potane pamr manIne roka{ gyo Ke.

j¡Ao, Aa rIte AhÄ ;&anma5 Aa„a' khIne‐‐prãƒ=I Ane ivkar=I wed&an kraƒuH.

‐&anlÙ` vDe l"y Aeva Aa„anI ÝisiânI isiâ krI, Ane

‐Ae &anma5 wavmaH AnHtI xi›Ao wegI j éKze Ke Aem isâ kyuÅ.

hve AacayRdev Aa„anI AnHt xi›AomaH=I ke!lIk (47) xi›AonuH v Rn kre Ke. ke!lIk kem kI\I? kemke KÍS= Òv samaNyp e Aa„amaH AnHtxi›Ao Ke Aem to Ô e, p` ivxeØp e iwþ iwþ AnHtI xi›Aone n ÔÌ xke vzI vaÌ äara AnHtI xi›AonuH k=n p` xk– n bne vaÌmaH to Amuk j Aave. te=I AhÄ qas ÝyojnpUvRk 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

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1: ÒvTvxi› ;Aa„ãƒne kar`wUt Aeva cEtNyma5 wavnuH \ar` jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$pKe AevI ÒvTvxi›

(Aa„ãƒne kar`wUt Aeva cEtNyma5wav$pI wavÝa`nuH \ar` krvuH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI ÒvTv namnI xi›) &anma5 wavmaH‐Aa„amaH _Kze Ke')

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a xi›Aono sagr Ýwu Aek cEtNymhapda=R Ke. temaH AnHt xi›Ao Ae!le gu o Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›van Aa„a Aek ãƒ Ke, ne temaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. xuH kI\uH? wgvan Aa„a Aek vStu Ke ne temaH sHQyaAe AnHt xi›Ao Ke. ke!lI? AnHt... AnHt... AnHt¦




10 : Ývcn rTnakr wag‐11 Ahaha...¦ Aa jgtmaH Òv AnHt Ke, ne prma uAonI sHQya Aena=I AnHtgu I AnHt Ke vzI 5`

kazna smyonI sHQya Aena=Iy AnHtgu I Ke, ne 5` kazna smyonI sHQya=I Aek Aakax ãƒna Ýdex AnHtgu a AnHt Ke. Aa lokalokmaH ƒaº Aakax namno Aek A$pI mhapda=R Ke. teno dxey idxamaH k–aHy AHt n=I. Ôe Aakaxno AHt hoy to pKI xuH? pKI p` Aakax... Aakax... Aakax... Aem j Aave. j¡Ao, caEd b/ïaHDmaH Aa lok Ke, ne bakIna wagmaH dxe idxamaH svR5 AnHt... AnHt ivStrelo Alok‐Aakax Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa Aakax namna pda=Rna 5`kazna smyo=I AnHtgu a AnHta Ýdex Ke. Ane tena krtaH AnHtgu I Ai\k Aek ÒvãƒmaH xi›Ao Ke. Aoho¦ AavDo mo!o wgvan Aa„a Aek cEtNy mhapda=R Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

ha, to te jàto kem n=I?

Are wa{¦ te [iNãygMy pda=R n=I, te SvanuwvgMy AtIiNãy mhapda=R Ke. _pyogne AHtmuRq krva=I j jày Aevo sU"m pda=R Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐

trà Ao=e DuHgr re, DuHgr ko{ deqe nih.

tem, im+yawavnI Ao=e Aatm re, Aatm ko{ deqe nih.

wa{¦ tare Ae cEtNy mhapda=R deqvo hoy to [iNãy Ane rag=I par AHdr tarI vStu Ke TyaH _pyogne lgavI de bakI bharmaH faHfaH mayeR Ae nih jày.

wa{¦ svR& vItrag prme¬r jgtne idƒ|vin äara Aa vat khI Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvanne {CKa ivna j ’|vin nIkze Ke. te ’|vinmaH Aa AaƒuH Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ tuH Aek AnHt xi›vHt ãƒ‐vStu Ko. taramaH ÒvTv, icit, ¹ix, &an, suq, vIyR [Tyaid AnHt xi›Ao wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÝTyek Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao‐gu o Ke. te b\a gu o AÊm Ae!le Aeksa=e Ke, Ane te gu onuH je pir`mn =ay Ke te Ême =ay Ke.

jem sakrmaH sfeda{, cIkax, mI@ax Aeksa=e Ke, tem Aa„amaH &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHt xi›Ao‐guò AÊme‐Aeksa=e Ke, Ane tenI pyaRyo =ay te Êmvt± Ke. Aek smymaH Aek gu nI Aek pyaRy Aem AnHt gu nI Aek smymaH AnHt pyaRyo =ay Ke. te b\I pyaRyo Êm=I smye smye Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aa saHkzI Aave Ke ne? saHkzI jem Anek kDIAono smUh Ke, tem Aa„a AsHQy Ýdexono smUh Ke. Ýdex Ae!le xuH? ke Aek prma u AakaxnI je!lI jGya roke tene Aek Ýdex khe Ke. Aa„amaH Aava AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, Ane te AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5maH svR5 &anaid AnHtgu o ƒapIne rhela Ke. te AnHt guòne smye smye pyaRyo =ay Ke. pyaRyo pl!e Ke, ne ãƒ‐gu` kU!S= Ke. kemke Êm=I vteR Ke ma!e pyaRyo Êmvt± Ke, ne Aeksa=e rhevavaza gu o AÊmvt± Ke. Aam AÊmvt± gu o ne Êmvt± pyaRyono smUh te Aa„ãƒ Ke. AavI vat vItrag svR& prme¬rna xasn isvay bIje k–aHy n=I. wa{¦ jra vatne Nyay=I mezvI Ôe. Aa laEikk NyaynI vat nhÄ, AhÄ to &anSv$p vStu potanI jevI Ke tevI Ô`va Ýit &anne dorI jvuH te Nyay Ke. wa{¦ tarI cIj AHdr kevI Ke tene kdI teH ÔÌ n=I¸ to hve teno in Ry kr.

Are¦ AavuH mnu*yp uH mZyuH, jEnkuzmaH jNm =yo Ane potana cEtNymhapda=Rne n Ô~yo to wvno AHt k–are Aavxe? Are wa{¦ potanI vStunI mh¿anI ikHmt kyaR ivna, pr cIjnI ne ragnI ikHmt‐mihma krI krIne tuH AnHtkaz=I car gitmaH rJzI myÈ Ko. to hve to inj cEtNyvStuno in Ry kr¸ hmàH nih kre to k–are krIx? (Aem ke pKI Avsr nih hoy.)

Aha¦ jzmaH jem trHg é@e Ke tem ãƒmaH=I pyaRy ãve Ke. ;ãvit [it ãVymŸ' ãve Ke te ãƒ Ke. Ahaha...¦ pyaRy AHdr ãƒmaH=I ãve Ke. hve Aavo vItrag prme¬rno magR lokoAe kdI saHwZyo n=I. ;`mo AirhHta H' ‐Aem roj Ôp kre p` AirhHt prma„a kevI rIte =ya ne temnuH kheluH tÀv xuH cIj Ke te Ô`vanI drkarey na kre tene magR k–aH=I mze? Aha¦ tene AHtrmaH jEnp uH k–aH=I Ýg! =ay? wa{¦ jEn ko{ sHÝday n=I. AHtrmaH AnHtgu no ipHD Awed Aek cEtNyvStu jevI Ke tevI AHtrmaH‐AHtmuRq _pyogmaH‐deqtaH‐Ô`taH im+yawavno nax =ay Ke. ne sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke tene jEn khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa isvay jEn ko{ vStu n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa xrIr, mn, vaÌ, kmR Ae to \Uz‐ma!I jD‐AÒv Ke. ne AHdr pu~y‐papna wav =ay Ke te y prma=eR




1‐ÒvTvxi› : 11

Acetn Ke, kemke te wav cEtNynI Ôitna n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHtrHgmaH cEtNy mhapda=R je Ke te to pu~y‐pap=I riht AnHt xi›AonuH sHg/haly‐godam Ke. Aha¦ Ae AnHt xi›AomaH Ý=m AhÄ Òvna Òvn$p ÒvTvxi›=I ÝarHw kre Ke.

xuH khe Ke? ke AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR‐te $p je xi›$p wavÝa` tenuH \ar` krvuH jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke te ÒvTvxi› Ke. Òvna Òvn$p ÒvTvxi› Ke. Aa Òv Òve Ke ke nih? Òve Ke ne¦ AnaidAnHt Òv Òve Ke. Aha¦ jena=I Òv AnaidAnHt Òv Ke te ÒvTvxi› Ke. ;jIvo cir¿dHs`àì@do' ‐Aem smysar ga=a‐rmaH kæuH ne? AemaH=I Aa ÒvTvxi› AacayRdeve ka#I Ke. j¡Ao, phelaH AacayRdeve AnHt gu o=I Awed Aek &anma5 Aa„anuH lÙ kraƒuH, ne hve te Awed Aa„ana lÙpUvRk Aa xi›AonI Aozqa` krave Ke.

Are wa{¦ tara FrmaH xuH xuH wyuÅ Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. tara vEwvnI tne qbr n=I. tara FrmaH to AnHtxi›Aona vEwv=I wrelo wHDar wyÈ Ke. temaH Aek ÒvTv xi› Ke. kevI Ke te xi›? to khe Ke‐;Aa„ãƒne kar`wUt Aeva cEtNyma5 wavnu \ar` jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke AevI ÒvTvxi› Ke. AhÄ cEtNyma5 wavne Aa„ãƒnuH kar` kæuH kem kæuH? kemke cEtNywav vDe Aa„anI isiâ =ay Ke. Ôe cEtNyma5 wav n hoy to Òv j isâ n =ay, cEtNywav ivna Aa„ãƒ j n ho{ xke. ma!e cEtNyma5 wavne Aa„ãƒnuH kar` kæuH Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNyma5 wav$p wavÝa`ne \ar` krI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. Aha¦ AavI ÒvTv xi› ÔÌ, AnHt xi›no \rnaro xi›van je Aek &anma5 Aa„a Ke tena _pr ¹iÚ krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, sMyG&an =ay Ke, ne ÒvTv siht AnHtI xi›Aona Êmvt± inmRz pir`mnnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- to xi›nuH lÙ kre to sMyGdxRn =ay ke nih?

_¿r:- n =ay¸ kemke xi› to Aek gu Ke. jene gu wednI ¹iÚ Ke tene to ivkLp‐rag j =ay Ke. gu wed ke gu ‐gu IwedmaH je A!ke Ke tene sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I, kemke te ragmaH‐ivkLpmaH j A!k–o Ke.

Are wa{¦ tne tara xa¬t xuâ cEtNyÝa`my i5kazI ÒvnnI qbr n mze to tuH sacuH Òvn kevI rIte ÒvIx¦ Aahar‐paÌ ke xrIraid jD Ýaò=I tuH ÒvvanuH man p` te kaH{ sacuH Òvn n=I. Aha¦ xrIr pote j jD m<tk‐klevr Ke to te vDe tuH kem Òve? wa{¦ potana xuâ cEtNyÝaò vDe j tuH i5kaz Òve, Ane xuâcEtNyma5vStuna Aa]ye isâpdne sa\Ine said‐AnHt pUr` AanHdmy Òvn Òve Ae j ÒvnuH sacuH Òvn Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ôe ne, Aa isâ wgvHto xrIraid ivna j potana cEtNyÝa`=I prm suqmy Òvn ÒvI ræa Ke. wa{¦ tare sacuH Òvn ÒvvuH hoy to, Aa ÒvTvxi› jemaH éKzI rhI Ke Aeva tara &anma5 Aa„amaH ¹iÚ kr Ane TyaH j lIn =a. StuitmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

taruH Òvn qruH taruH Òvn,...

ÒvI Ô~yuH nemna=e Òvn...

Ahaha...¦ wgvan kevzI je pUr` AanHdmy, pUr` vItragtamy Òvn Òve Ke te qruH‐sacuH Òvn Ke. bakI A&anmy‐ragaidmy Òvn Òve tene ÒvnuH Òvn ko` khe? Ae to bapu¦ wyHkr wavmr` Ke. ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

—Ù`Ù` wyHkr wavmr e kaH Aho¦ racI rho?˜

bapu deh=I ne rag=I Òvn mane tene to sacuH Òvn ÒvtaH j n=I AavDtuH tene to inrHtr wavmr` j =ya kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

to Òvne dx Ýa` kæa Ke ne?

ha, sHsarI Òvne dx Ýa` kæa Ke. temaH paHc [iNãy, mn‐vcn‐kaya, Aayu*y Ane ¬asoCKvas‐Aeva je dx ãƒÝa` Ke te jDnI dxa Ke, jD$p Ke. Òvna Sv$pmaH teno svR=a Awav Ke. tene Òvna Ýa` khIAe te AsdŸwUt ƒvhar Ke. t=a Ùyopxm$p waveiNãyo, mn‐vcn‐kayana inim¿e kHpn dxa, dehmaH rhevanI yoGyta$p Aayu*y Ane ¬asoCKvas =vanI pyaRynI yoGyta‐Aem je dx Axuâ wavÝa` sHsarIAone hoy





Ke te Axuâ inüyny=I Ke. xuâ inüyny=I te kaH{ Òvna vaStivk prma=R Òvn$p n=I¸ kemke te Axuâ wavÝa` xuâ cEtNyna Sv$pwUt n=I. j¡Ao, Aena (Axuâ wavÝa`) ivna j isâ wgvHto said‐AnHt prm suqmy parmai=Rk Òvn Òve Ke. isâone svR=a dxÝa`$p ÒvTv n=I. ãƒ‐gu maH to phele=I j (sHsar dxa=I j) dxÝa` n hta, hve (isâdxamaH) pyaRymaH p` teno Awav =yo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? dx Ýkarna ƒvhar Ýaò=I Òv Òve Ke‐Aem khevuH te _pcarnuH k=n Ke. AhÄ Ae vat n=I. AhÄ to Òv sday potana cEtNywavÝa`=I j Òve Ke AevI tenI ÒvTvxi› Ke‐Aem vat Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNyma5 wav$p Aa„ane je lÙmaH le tene AnHtgu Aeksa=e j inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke, tene xuâ ÒvTvnI Êmvt± dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ saca piv5 Òvnno Êm tene x$ =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke.

&anÝa`, dxRnÝa`, AanHdÝa`, vIyRÝa`‐Aem Aa xi›$p cEtNywavÝa` Ke. Aha¦ Aa cEtNywavÝa` vDe Òv i5kaz Òve Ke. Aa„ãƒ Ke tena Òvnne kar`wUt Aa cEtNywavÝa` Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNywavÝa`ne \arI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. prHtu dehne, [iNãyne, Aayune ke ragne \arI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p n=I. Are, Aa„anI AnHt xi›AomaH, Aa dehaid jD Ýaòne \ar` kre AevI ko{ xi› n=I. te=I jDÝaò=I huH ÒvuH KuH Aem mane Ae to im+ya Ke. AevuH Òvn p` im+ya Ke. dehaid jDna lÙe pir`me Ae Òvn im+ya Ke, dudRxamy Ke.

Are¦ AavI vat Ae e kdI saHwzI n=I. p` Arere¦ Aa ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke wa{¦ Aa deh to fU ={ KU!I jxe, Ane 84na AvtarmaH Òv k–aHy caLyo jxe. wa{¦ tarI dya krnar TyaH ko{ nih hoy. Ane jgtmaH tarI cEtNyvStu isvay tne ko` xr` Ke? ma!e &anma5 Aa„a cEtNy‐prme¬r tuH pote j potanuH xr` Ko Aem ÔÌ temaH Aekag/ =a, ne TyaH j lIn =a¸ tne ÒvnuH sacuH AanHdnuH Òvn Ýaº =xe.

Aha¦ 5`lokna na= wgvan ijne¬rdev Aa„anuH Sv$p AevuH frmave Ke ke‐Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao‐gu o Ke. te Aek xi› bIÒ xi›$pe =tI n=I¸ prHtu drek xi›nuH $p bIÒ AnHt xi›AomaH hoy Ke. jemke ‐Aa„amaH s¿a‐AiSt Aek gu Ke. te AiSt gu bIÔ AnHt gu maH jto n=I, p` AiSt gu nuH $p bIÔ AnHt gu maH hoy Ke. &an Ke, dxRn Ke, vIyR Ke‐Aem AnHt gu nuH Ke‐p uH Ke te AiStTvgu nuH $p Ke AiStTvgu nih, p` AiStTvgu nuH $p bIÔ AnHtgu maH Ke. Aam drek xi›maH bIÒ AnHt xi›Ao n=I, prHtu temnuH $p hoy Ke. AevI rIte ÒvTv xi›nuH $p bIÒ AnHt xi›AomaH hoy Ke je vDe AnHt xi›Ao ÒvHt Ke ÒvHt &an ÒvHt dxRn, ÒvHt vIyR‐Ahaha...¦ AevI AnHt xi› jenuH Òvn Ke Aevo wgvan Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ tne qbr n=I p` AHtrHgmaH tuH ¹iÚ‐njr kre to tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevI AnHt cEtNysHpda=I wrelI tarI cIj Ke. AhÄ ÒvTvxi› khIne AacayR wgvan taruH vaStivk Òvn btave Ke. Amne to sHvt 1978maH Aa symsar ha= AaƒuH Tyare shj Aeva _dŸgar nIkzela ke‐Aho¦ AxrIrI (‐isâ) =va ma!enuH Aa xaS5‐prmagm Ke.

wa{¦ Aa xrIr, mn, vaÌ, [iNãy, bEraH‐KokraH ne pEsa‐Ae b\uH to \Uz\aÌ Ke, msa`na wwka Ke. jem msa`maH haDkaH pDela hoy Ke temaH foSfrsne l{ne cmk‐cmk =ya kre¸ tem Aa jgtmaH Aa„a isvay bhar je wwka deqay Ke te foSfrsnI cmk jeva Ke. laqona bHgla hoy, kroDonI sHpi¿ hoy‐Ae b\uH jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke tenI mU# A&anI Òvo ikHmt‐mihma kre Ke. Aha¦ AHdr AnHt AnHt cEtNyl"mIno wHDar Ýwu pote Ke teno mihma Ane ÝtIit jene AavtaH n=I te b\a Òvo du:qI Ke. bharmaH pEsavaza hoy to y du:qI Ke. Ae pEsavazaAone loko wle xe@ khe, p` teAo b\a he@ Ke. A&anIAone \UznI‐pEsanI ikHmt Ke te=I teAo pEsavazane xe@ khe Ke, p` qreqr teAo xe@ n=I. (he@ Ke). AHdr cEtNyl"mISv$p pote Ke tenaH ÝtIit ne Anuwv kre te vaStvmaH xe@‐]e¤ Ke lokmaH tenuH Òvn ]e¤ Ke.

wa{¦ Aa tara FrnI vat Aek var saHwz to qro. Are Ýwu¦ AnHt cEtNysHpda=I wrelI tarI cIj‐tene kdI njrmaH lI\I nih, Ane [iNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØyone j lÙmaH lI\a¦ tne xuH =yuH Ýwu¦ wgvannI AomŸ|vinmaH to Aa AaƒuH ke‐ãƒeiNãy, waveiNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØyo‐Ae b\anuH lÙ KoDI, &anSvwav vDe je Ai\k‐iwþ Ke Aeva wgvan Aa„ano Anuwv krI je e [iNãyone ÒtI Ke tenuH nam sMyG¹iÚ Ke,




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Ane te ]e¤ Ke. AhÄ p` Aa khe Ke ke‐&an, dxRn, AanHd, ne vIyR te Òvna cEtNywavÝa` Ke Aha¦ AHt¹RiÚ krI Aava xuâ wavÝa`=I ÒvvuH tenuH nam Òvn Ke Ane te ]e¤ Ke. cEtNywavÝa`=I je Òve Ke, Òvto hto Ane Òvxe tene wgvane Òv kæo Ke. ma!e bihlRÙ m!aDI AHtmuRq =a, ne y=a=R Òvn Ýg! kr.

dxÝa`$p ÒvTv Ke te Axuâ Ke. jDÝaò=I Òv Òve Ke Ae to vat nih, p` paHc [iNãyo (waveiNãyo) ne mn, vcn, kaya, Aayu ne ¬asoCKvas (AHdr ÒvnI yoGyta$p) ‐Aeva dxÝa`$p je Axuâ ÒvTv tena=I Òv Òve Ke‐Ae vat p` AhÄ n=I levI. AhÄ to xi›Aona Aa Ai\karmaH xuâ ÒvTvnI vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNywavÝa`ne \ar` krI raqe Ke AevI ÒvTvxi› ÝTyek Aa„amaH i5kaz Ke Ane sa\kne‐\m± puruØne AHtrmaH Awed Aek &anma5wavnuH je pir`mn =yuH temaH wegI ÒvTvxi› p` inmRz _Kze Ke. Aha¦ jemaH xi›nuH AavuH xuâ ÒvTv$p pir`mn =ay Ke AevuH &ananHdmy Anakuz xaHitmy Ane Ýwutamy Òvn smiktI Òv Òve te j vaStivk Òvn Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ÒvnI ÒvTvxi› AenI AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. xi› kho, gu kho, Svwav kho ke wav kho¸ te Aek wav svR wavomaH ƒapk Ke¦ xuH kI\uH? Aek wav AnHtmaH ƒapk Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÒvTvxi› ãƒ ƒapk Ke, gu maH ƒapk Ke ne xi›man i5kazI \/uv ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke. Are¦ Anaid=I A&anI Òvne inj xi›nuH wan nih hova=I AenI pyaRymaH xi› ƒaptI n htI, ivkar ƒapto hto¸ tene xi›nuH fz‐kayR nhotuH p` ßyaH xi›no mihma lavI xi›man ãƒmaH ¹iÚ dI\I TyaH pyaRymaH inmRz ÒvTv Ýg! =yuH AevuH inmRz &ananHdmy Òvn Ýg!–uH ke huH ãƒ Ýaò=I ne Axuâ wavÝaò=I ÒvuH KuH AevI ¹iÚ tTkal KU!I g{¸ ƒvhar Ýaòno Aa]y KU!I gyo. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...¦

Ahaha...¦ kevzI prma„a Aem khe Ke ke‐wa{¦ tarI cIjmaH Aek Òvn namnI xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ te taruH inj sÀv Ke. hve TyaH xi› Ane xi›vanna wednuH lÙ KoDI Awed Aek &anma5 wavnuH AHtr‐lÙ krtaH tarI Òvn xi› tTkal Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ te ãƒ, gu ne pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒmaH ÒvTv, gu omaH ÒvTv Ane pyaRymaH ÒvTv Ýg! =ay Ke A=aRtŸ tarI Òvnxi› Ême inmRz‐inmRz pir`me Ke. Ôe,

‐Aa xrIraid tara Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy AekeymaH ƒapta n=I,

‐Aa pu~y‐pap Aaid ivkar Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu`maH ƒapta n=I, Aek smynI pyaRymaH teAo ƒape Ke, t=aip svR pyaRyomaH teAo ƒapta n=I. ßyare‐

‐ãiÚvHtne Aa ÒvTv xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke.

Ahaha...¦ te=I potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH ƒapk AevI ÒvTvxi›=I wgvan¦ tuH Òve te y=a=R Òvn Ke, _ßßvz suqmy Òvn Ke. Lyo, Aa rIte Êmvt± pyaRyo ne AÊmvt± gu ono ipHD te huH Aa„a KuH Aem (Ýma`) isâ =ay Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. Aho¦ vItrag isvay AavI cIj vedaHtaid bIje k–aHy n=I, ¬etaHbrmaHy n=I¸ Ame to ¬etaHbrnay kroDo }lok ÔeyaKe.

Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐cEtNyma5 wavÝa`nuH \ar` krvuH jenuH Sv$p Ke AevI ÒvTv namnI xi› &anma5 wavmaH Ae!le AHdr Aa„amaH éKze Ke. Aek &anma5 wav kI\o AemaH AHdr AHtl±n svR AnHtI xi›Ao éKze Ke Aem vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ huH &anma5 Aa„a KuH Aevo ßyaH AHtlRÙe Anuwv =yo‐Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an ßyaH Ýg! =yuH‐TyaH sa=e AanHd, suq, vIyR, Ýwuta, ÒvTv Aaid AnHt gu nI Êmvt± inmRz pyaRyo éKze Ke. AavI sU"m vat¸ smÔy Ae!lI smÔe Ýwu¦ Aa to‐

sheje smuã _lisyo, ne maHhI motI tàtaH Ôy¸

waGyvan kr vavre, AenI motIAe mu@IAo wray.Ahaha...¦ wgvan khe Ke‐AtH¹iÚ krtaH j taro cEtNy‐diryo AnHt gu rTno=I pyaRymaH éKZyo

Ke‐Ýg! =yo Ke. ma!e AhÄ &anma5 kI\o AemaH AekaNt n smjvuH. vaStvmaH &anma5 Aa„anI ¹iÚ =taH &an sa=e AnHt gu nI Êmvt± inmRz‐xuâ pyaRyo _Kze Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5





Aaid inmRz pyaRyone j Êmvt± lI\I Ke. ragaid Axuâ pyaRyo _Tpþ =ay tene AhÄ Êmvt± pyaRyomaH lI\I n=I. (kemke xi›na Ai\karmaH ivkarI pyaRyone pr g`I Ke.)

Ahaha...¦ Aa &anma5 Aa„a kI\o AemaH ¹iÚ pUr` ãƒ je Aek &ayk$p Ke tena _pr Ôy Ke Ane Tyare pyaRymaH inrakul AanHd Ane xuâ‐piv5 Òvn Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ane AanuH nam Òvn Ke. bakI vtRman pyaRy inj ãƒne‐Aek &anma5 Aa„ane KoDIne prne‐ivkarne deqe Ae to ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. ANymtna wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

;nHdlal nih re AavuH re Frkam Ke.'

Aa to ]I k<*`ne je sqI htI te khe Ke ke‐tarI pase nih AavuH, kemke Fre kam Ke. tem Anaid=I A&anI Òv h@=I inj Aa„a Ýit Aevo j wav raqe Ke ke‐

;nHdlal nih re AavuH re pr‐kam Ke.'

Aha¦ A&anI Òvne Anaid=I AevI im+ya maNyta Ke ke tenI pyaRy SvFrmaH n jtaH prna kammaH j gUHcayelI rhe Ke prkamnuH Ae bhanuH ka#I SvFrmaH jtI n=I. prHtu wa{¦ Ae mhaivprItta Ke. AenuH fz bhu AakruH Ke bapu¦ potane Ô e‐deqe te j sacuH &an Ke Ane te j sacuH Òvn Ke.

j¡Ao, Aa xi›Aono Ai\kar Ke. Aa xi›AonuH ivxeØ v`Rn ]I dIpcHdÒk<t A|ya„ pHcsHg/h g/H=na ;&andpR ' ivwagmaH bhu suHdr Aave Ke. vzI Aa ÒvTvxi›nuH v Rn pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe icdŸivlasmaH p` bhu suHdr kreluH Ke. pH. ]I dIpcHdÒ smiktI Aa„&anI puruØ hta. teAo Aek S=an pr khe Ke ‐b\a Aa„a sa\m± Ke. wgvanne sHbo\Ine khe Ke‐wgvan¦ huH tmaro sa\m± KuH. (AmarI) pyaRymaH jrI wUl Ke tene Aek baj¡Ae raqIAe to, Ahaha...¦ jem Aap ãƒSv$p=I pirpU R &ananHd Sv$p wgvan Ko tem huH p` ãƒ$p=I pirpU R &ananHd Sv$p wgvan KuH. Ahaha...¦ te=I Aap mara sa\m± Ko. Are¦ xuâ ÒvTvxi› ApeÙa b\a Aa„aAo mara sa\m± Ke. teAo Aek @eka e khe Ke‐Aa ÒvTv xi› Òvne lokmaH mha suqdayI Ke. Aha¦ jenI pyaRymaH Aa ÒvTv xi› ƒapI‐Ýg! ={ tena suqnuH xuH khevuH? lokmaH te Apar suqI Ke, ne te prm suqne Ýaº =xe.

Aa to A|ya„nI AlaEikk vatuH bapu¦ Aa ko{ laEikk k=a‐vataR n=I. Ahaha..¦ AtIiNãy AanHdmaH JUlta piv5 Òvnna \ark vItragI idgHbr sHtone AHtrmaH (Akar`) kÌ`ano ivkLp _@–o, Ane Aa xaS5 rca{ gyaH Ke. Aha¦ teAo to je ivkLp _@–o tenay SvamI n=I. Ahaha...¦ teAo AhÄ xaS5maH khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tuH &an, AanHd, [Tyaid AnHt gu l"mIno \rnar &anma5 vStu Aa„a Ko. Ane Aa cEtNyma5 Ýa`ne \rnarI Òvnxi› p` tarI AHtrHg l"mI Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI Òvnxi›, Aek &anma5vStuna Aa]ymaH jtaH, pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke Ane Tyare pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI éKze Ke. Aa rIte Òvnxi›maH \/uv _padan Ane Ùi`k _padan bNne AavI Ôy Ke. i5kazI Òvnxi› te \/uv _padan Ke, Ane pyaRymaH dxRn, &an, cair5nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH te Ùi`k _padan Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH Òvnxi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH Tyare pyaRymaH inmRz &an, inmRz AanHd, inmRz Ýwuta, inmRz SvCKta [Tyaid AnHtgu nI inmRz dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ane AanuH nam moÙmagR Ke Ane Aa Ùi`k _padan Ke. Aha¦ Aa wavmaH (Ùi`k _padanmaH) ƒvharno Awav (naiSt) Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ƒvharno svR=a Awav Ke Aem nih, ƒvharmaH ƒvhar wle ho, p` xi›na pir`mnmaH ƒvhar nam Axuâta‐rag smato n=I, Awav$p Ke, kemke xi› xuâ Ane tenuH pir`mn p` xuâ Ke. Axuâta Ae kaH{ xi›nuH kayR n=I¸ Axuâta to prna ne pyaRyna lÙe =ay Ke, prHtu \m±ne prnI ne pyaRynI ¹iÚ j KU!I g{ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, ãƒmaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. TyaH Aek xi›nuH Ùe5 iwþ Ane bIÒ xi›nuH Ùe5 iwþ‐Aem n=I, prHtu Aek Òvnxi› bIÒ AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. Aek Aek xi› bIÒ AnHtmaH ƒapk Ke. vzI Aek Aek xi› bIÒ AnHtne inim¿ Ke, Ae!le Aek gu kar` (inim¿) Ane bIÔe gu kayR Aem khevamaH Aave Ke, Aa ƒvhar Ke inüy=I to gu pote j kar` Ke, ne pote j kayR Ke. inim¿ Ae!le xuH? ke Aek gu na pir`mn kaze bIÔe gu AnukUzp e Ke, bNneno smkaz ne smƒaiº Ke bs¸ ko{ ko{nuH pir`mn krI de Ke Aem nih.




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gu na kayRnuH _padan to gu pote j Ke. hve Aavo vItragno marg sU"m Ke. Aene smßya ivna loko to v/t kro, ne tp kro, ne wi› kro‐Aem Aekla iÊyakaHDmaH c#I gya Ke. p` Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke bapu¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I, p` \mR=I ivruâ wav Ke.

wa{¦ ÝTyek xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I to ÝTyek xi›maH \/uv _padan Ane Ùi`k _padan Ke. Aa to diryo Ke, Aa„anI ÒvTv xi› Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke, Ane AenuH pir`mn =taH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. rag te Ùi`k _padan Ae vat AhÄ Ke nih. AhÄ to xi› ne xi›nuH pir`mn xuâ Ke Aem vat Ke.

to ÝvcnsarmaH ragno ktaR &anI Ke Aem Aave Ke?

sma\an: TyaH ÝvcnsarmaH 47 nyonuH v Rn &anÝ\an xElI=I kreluH Ke. TyaH Aa„anuwv =taH ÒvTvxi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH te, t=a sa=e sMyGdxRn‐&an AaidnuH pir`mn je Ke te Ae!lI to xuâta Ke, t=a je!lo rag bakI Ke Ae!lI Axuâta Ke. pir`mnnI ApeÙa je!luH ragnuH pir`mn Ke Aeno ktaR &anIno Aa„a Ke Aem TyaH &anÝ\an xElI=I kæuH Ke. krvalayk Ke Ae ApeÙa (¹iÚnI ApeÙa) &anI ragno ktaR Ke Aem nih, p` potanI pyaRymaH ragnuH pir`mn Ke tene &anI Ô e Ke ke Aa rag maruH pir`mn Ke ne te maramaH =yelo maro Apra\ Ke.

ßyare AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH ¹iÚnI Ý\anta=I vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a &ananHd Sv$p Ýwu Ke‐Aem Aa„ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH AanHd _Tpþ =ay Ke, AemaH du:qnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Aem Ke nih. ¹iÚÝ\an xElImaH to Svwavna Aa]ye inmRzta Ýg! =ay te Aa„a Ke ragne Aa„anI pyaRy gÌ n=I. ¹iÚ Axuâtane Aa„ap e SvIkartI n=I. ¹iÚno ivØy Awed Aek inivRkLp cEtNyma5 Aa„a Ke, ne ¹iÚ p` inivRkLp cEtNySv$p Ke. temaH ragno SvIkar j n=I. te=I xi›na Ai\karmaH rag te Ùi`k _padan Aem vat Ke nih. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

&anno Svwav to Svpr Ýkaxk Ke. te=I &an Svne Ôè Ke, je xuâta ={ tene Ô e Ke, ne je bakI Axuâta‐ragnuH pir`mn Ke tene p` Aa maro Apra\ Ke Aem Ô e Ke. hve AavI vat¦ Aa to 19mI var cale Ke wa{¦ p` smje nih to xuH =ay? Ae to ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH ne ke‐

je Sv$p smßya ivna, paMyo du:q AnHt,smÔƒuH te pd nmuH, ]I sdŸguÌ wgvHt.re gu`vHta &anI Am<t vrSya re pHcm kazmaH.

Are wa{¦ taruH SvSv$p smßya ivna taro AnHtkaz AnHt du:qmaH j ƒtIt =yo Ke. rag=I iwþ pDI SvSv$pnaH ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv krtaH suq Ýg!e Ke AevuH ]I sdŸguÌ wgvHte Sv$p btaƒuH Ke. Aho¦ Aa to Aa pHcmkazmaH Am<tna meh vrSya Ke. wa{¦ AamaH to duinya=I sav j¡dI vat Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Òvnxi›ne \rnar \/uv\am‐cEtNy\am Ýwu Aa„anI ¹iÚ =taH je Êmvt± Òvnxi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH temaH milnwavno‐Axuâtano‐ƒvharno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ATyare to b\I gDbD cale Ke Aem ke ƒvhar kar` ne inüy kayR‐Aem ke!lak khe Ke, p` wa{¦ Aeno AhÄ inØe\ kre Ke. jem ls` qay ne kSturIno AoDkar Aave Aem kdI bne nih tem ƒvhar=I‐rag=I inüy‐vItragta =ay Aem kdI bne nih. Aa to wgvan kevzInI vaÌmaH AavelI vat Ke bapu¦

ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH ]I neimcHã isâaHt cÊvt± deve kæuH Ke ke‐pU aRnHdno na= Aek &ayk Sv$p ÝwunuH |yan krtaH AHdr inüy moÙmagR Ýg!e Ke, ne sa=e ƒvhar moÙmagR p` Ýg!e Ke. Aano A=R xuH? Ahaha...¦ |yandxamaH |yankaze je!lI inmRzta Ýg! ={ Ae!lo to inmRz rTn5y$p inüy moÙmagR Ke, Ane je ALp ragaHx bakI Ke tene TyaH Aarop AapIne ƒvhar moÙmagR kæo Ke. Lyo, AanuH nam te inüy Ane ƒvhar moÙmagR |yanmaH Aeksa=e Ýg! =ay Ke. bakI ƒvhar moÙmagR kaH{ sTya=R moÙmagR Ke Aem n=I. Ae to rag





j Ke, bH\nuH j kar` Ke. Aarop d{ne tene moÙmagR khIAe te ƒvhar Ke. hve Aam bNne sa=e Ke TyaH ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem k–aH ræuH? Aha¦ potanI inmRz pirìt pota=I ={ Ke, SvAa]y=I ={ Ke, rag=I‐ƒvhar=I nih‐AanuH nam AnekaNt ne Syaäad Ke. ƒvhar=I p` =ay, ne inüy=I p` =ay Ae kaH{ Syaäad n=I, Ae to fUdDIvad Ke Ae kaH{ AnekaNt n=I, im+ya AnekaNt Ke.

Are¦ Aava tÀvnI smj` ivna Òvo ibcara du:qI Ke. Aa pEsavazay b\a du:qI Ke hÇ. potanI AnHt cEtNy sHpdanI qbr n=I ne bharmaH mag`nI jem ;lav‐lav' kre Ke Ae b\a iwqarI Ke. wavngrna raßynI Aek kroDnI épj htI. Aekvar wavngrna drbar ƒaQyanmaH Aavela. Tyare kheluH‐drbar¦ mihne Aek laqnI pedax mage te nano mag`, paHc laqnI mage te mo!o mag` ne kroDnI épj mage te magòmaH mag` mha iwqarI Ke. Aem A&anI ;lav‐lav' Aem ivØyo ne pu~yody mage Ke te mag` iwqarI Ke. xaS5maH temne ;vraka:' Ae!le iwqarI‐ibcara kæa Ke. Aha¦ huH AanHdno na= KuH, marI cEtNyqa`maH Aeklo AanHd Ane xaHit pD–aH Ke‐AevI AHtrHg l"mInI qbr n mze ne bharmaH‐ivØyomaH JavaH naqe te b\a ibcara Ke, raHka‐iwqarI Ke. wgvan¦ AmarI pase to Aa vatuH Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu AnHt AnHt &anno qÔno Ke, AnHt AnHt AanHdno qÔno Ke. Aa to bapu¦ AnHt xi›AonuH mhain\an Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo xi›van Ýwu ne AenI ÒvTv Aaid AnHt xi›Ao Ke te pairàimk wave Ke. pairàimk wav, AaEpximk wav, Ùayopximk wav, Ùaiyk wav ne AaEdiyk wav‐Aem paHc wav kæa Ke ne? Ahaha...¦ temaH Aa ÒvTv Aaid je i5kazI xi›Ao Ke te pairàimk wave Ke, Ane i5kazI ãƒna Aa]ye je inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke te AaEpximk, Ùayopximk ke Ùaiyk wav$p Ke¸ t=a mohna inim¿e je ivkarI miln wav Ke te AaEdiyk wav Ke. wa{¦ Aa dya, dan, v/t Aaidna xuw piràm =ay Ke te miln AaEdiyk wav Ke. wle te ÒvnI dxamaH =ya hoy, p` temnamaH ÒvTv n=I¸ te ÒvTv=I riht Acetn mDda jeva j Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH Aena=I cEtNyna inmRz _pxmaid wav Ýg!e Ae kem bne? kdIy n bne. AavI coQqI vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan cEtNymUitRmaH jem ÒvtÀv namnI xi› Ke tem Ø!Ÿkarko $p K xi›Ao Ke. Ahaha...¦ tenI Aekek xi›maH Ø!ŸkarkonuH $p Ke. j¡Ao, &anmaH ktaR namnI xi› n=I. &angu Ke te kaH{ ktaR gu na Aa]ye n=I. tÀva=RsU5maH wgvan _maSvamIAe kæuH Ke tem gu na Aa]ye gu n=I, b\a gu ãƒna Aa]ye Ke. Aa rIte Aek gu bIÔ gu =I iwþ‐ANy‐ANy Ke, p` Aek gu maH bIÔ gu onuH $p Ke. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aam &anmaH ktaR namnI xi› n=I, p` &anmaH ktaRxi›nuH $p Ke. Ae vDe &an pote potano j (&anno) ktaR Ke tem &anmaH kmRxi› n=I, p` &anmaH kmRxi›nuH $p Ke. Ae vDe &an pote j potanuH‐&annuH kmR Ke [Tyaid. Aa \Ime \Ime \Irj=I smjvuH Ýwu¦ Aha¦ Aa to svR& vItrag AirhHt prme¬rno magR Ke. hve ;`mo AirhHta H'‐Aem roj bole p` AirhHt prme¬r ko` Ke AenI lokone kaH{ qbr n mze¦ Are wa{¦ AirhHtnuH Sv$p ÔÌne temne saca nmSkar krva te to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan AirhHtna jevo j potano ãƒ Svwav Ke Aem ÔÌ je inj ãƒ SvwavnI ¹iÚ kre Ke tene xuâ ÒvTv siht AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aha¦ te AtIiNãy AanHdnI Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mn Ke. AanHd pyaRy te ktaR, AanHdnI pyaRy te kmR, AanHdnI pyaRy te kr`‐sa\n, AanHdnI pyaRy te sHÝdan, te j Apadan Ane te j Ai\kr`‐Aem AanHdnI pyaRy pote Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mI Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? hve AamaH ƒvhar=I =ay Aem k–aH ræuH?

Ae to ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH AavI gyuH ke‐inüy Ane ƒvhar bþe moÙmagR &anIne |yanmaH Aek smymaH sa=e hoy Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe p` kæuH Ke ke‐

ny inüy AekaHt=I, AamaH n=I khel,AekaHte ƒvhar nih, bNne sa=e rhel.

inüy Ane ƒvhar bþe sa=e hoy Ke, KtaH inüy te ƒvhar n=I, ne ƒvhar te inüy n=I. bNnena Ø!Ÿkark




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iwþ iwþ Ke, AekbIÔ=I inrpeÙ Ke. te=I rag ktaR ne inmRz pyaRy tenuH kayR Aem kdI Ke nih. Aha¦ Aa AomŸ|vinmaH AavelI vat Ke.

Aha¦ Ae AomŸ|vinnI gHwIrtanI xI vat¦ j¡Ao, Ý=m devlokno SvamI xÊeNã smiktI Ke¸ te 32 laq ivmanno SvamI Ke, FàmaH to AsHQy dev Ke. tenI p!raÌ‐xcI p` sMyG¹iÚ Ke. bþe AekwvtarI Ke, Aek wv mnu*yno krI bþe moÙ pamvanaH Ke. Aha¦ Aava [Nã‐[NãaÌ wgvannI vaÌ‐AomŸ|vin saHwzva Aave te vaÌ kevI hoy¦ Aha¦ Ae vaÌ Apar gHwIr Ane wƒ Òvone ihtkarI‐suqkarI Ke. Are¦ Aavo mnu*y wv mZyo, jEnmaH jNm =yo Ane KtaH wgvan ijne¬rdev xuH khe Ke te nih smje to fero fog! jxe wa{¦

Ôe to qro¦ Ahaha...¦ wrt cÊvt± hta. Ahaha...¦ temna vEwvnuH xuH khevuH? Apar vEwvna te SvamI hta. 96 hÔr raÌAo, 96 kroDnuH paydz, 48 hÔr ngr ne 72 hÔr pa!`na te SvamI hta. devtaAo temnI seva krta, [Nã sirqa temna im5 hta. p` teAo smiktI Aa„&anI hta¸ AHdr temne SvSv$pno Anuwv Ane ¹iÚ Ýg! =yaH htaH. te=I Aa b\o vEwv te huH nih, ne AHdr je rag Aave Ke te p` huH nih, huH to &ananHdSv$p KuH, Lyo, Aem manta hta. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚ Ane ¹iÚno ivØy (xuâa„a) ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ teno mihma Aave Aene p` AlaEikk pu~y bH\a{ Ôy Ke tenI ÝaiºnI to xI vat¦ Ae to AtIiNãy suqmy ÒvnnI denarI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ Sv$pnI ¹iÚ nam sMyGdxRn ko{ mha mihmavHt cIj Ke wa{¦ sMyG&an dIipkamaH ÙuLlk b/. \mRdasÒAe smiktno mihma btavtaH Aek ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ke‐jem ko{ S5Ine ma=e pit Ke ne tene prvxp e ko{ doØ lagI Ôy to tenI bhar Ýisiâ =tI n=I tem jenI ¹iÚ Aa„a _pr Ke Aeva &anIne (smiktIne) kmRvx ko{ Axuw ragaid wav AavI Ôy to teno doØ bharmaH ÝisiâmaH Aavto n=I (A=aRtŸ te ALpbH\nuH j kar` =ay Ke). hve AamaH to sacI ¹iÚno mihma btavva Aa ¹ÚaHt Ke. AemaH to lok song#na name éhapoh ne qzwza! mcavva mHDIpD–a. p` bapu¦ Aa to ÙuLlkÒAe AapeluH ¹ÚaHt Ke (song#nuH n=I), ne AemaH to sMyGdxRnno‐Aa„dxRnno mihma btavvanuH Ýyojn Ke. bakI ßyaH dya, dan Aaid xuw ivkLp p` du:q$p Ke, to pKI S5I sHbH\I ivØy‐wognaH Axuw piràm kem wla hoy, doØriht hoy? Ae to mhapapmy ne mhadu:qmy j Ke. te krvalayk Ke Aem vat j n=I.

wa{¦ prma„a svR&dev Aem khe Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ tuH Aek Òivt vStu Ko ke nih? Ko, to tenuH kar` xuâ cEtNy wav Ýa`ne \ar` krnarI ÒvTv xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÒvTvne l{ne tuH ÒvI‐!kI ræo Ko. kaH{ xrIr=I, [iNãyo=I, ¬as=I, qorak‐paÌ=I ke pEsa=I tuH !kI ræo Ko Aem Ke nih. Ae sHyogI cIj wle ho, p` Aena=I taruH Òvn !k–uH n=I. Aena=I to wgvan¦ tuH iwþ‐j¡do Ko, ne pu~y‐papna wav=I p` j¡do Ko. to Ae iwþ pda=È tara Aa„ãƒne Òvvana‐!kvana kar`wUt kem hoy? n hoy. Ahaha..¦ tarI Òvnxi›maH &an, dxRn, AanHd Ane bz Aem cEtNywav Ýa` pD–a Ke, ne te vDe tuH i5kaz Òivt Ko, wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ Òvnxi›na \rnar xuâ Aa„anI ¹iÚpUvRk AHdrmaH je e Òvnxi›no SvIkar kyÈ tene pyaRymaH inrakuz AanHdnI Òvn‐dxa Ýg!e Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa Òvnxi› to Òvna ÒvnnI jDIbuÎI Ke wa{¦ je e te hStgt krI, mano te Amr ={ Ôy Ke. (tene mrvanI bIk qlas ={ Ôy Ke). wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke

Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge,ya kar` im+yat idyo tj, k–Ç kir deh \reHge?Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge

Aa deh=I, ne qorak‐paÌ=I maruH Òvn Ke, ne Aa rag ne pu~y mne wlaH Ke Aem manIne Ýwu¦ tuH kem sUto Ko? Ahaha...¦ dehaid=I tuH Òvn mane ne pu~yne wluH Ô e Ae to mha ivprItta Ke, im+yawav Ke, ma=e krj Ke bapu¦ palejmaH iptaÒnI pe#I pr besI sJŸJaymaza vaHcto AemaH AavtuH ke‐

shÔnHdI re Aa„a, sUto kH{ inicHt re¸mohtà ri`ya wme, Ôg-Ôg re mitvHt re¦





Aha¦ cetn Ýwu¦ Ôg re Ôg, na=¦ Ôg¸ tare ma!e Aa Ôg<t =vano kaz Ke. Aha¦ Aa $paza dehaid Ke Ae to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke, Ae to bzIne qaq ={ jxe. Ýwu¦ Aena=I taruH Òvn kem hoy? Aa rag Ane pu~y=I p` tarI cIj‐suqin\an siCcdanHd Ýwu‐AHdr iwþ pDI Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH dehaid ne ragaid=I xUNy (naiStp e) Ko. Ahaha...¦ AavI tarI cIjne njrmaH le Ýwu¦ tarI njrmaH prcIj‐dehaid ne ragaid deqay Ke TyaH=I qsIne tarI njrnI pyaRyne tara suqin\anmaH ÔeD. dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaidna ivkLp krtaH krtaH sacuH Òvn Ýg!xe Aem tuH mane Ae to tne mohjNy ivw/m Ke bapu¦ Ae wavo to b\a du:q$p Ke, Aek Aa„a Ane inmRz Aa„pirìt j inrakuz Ke, suqmy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ smuãmaH jem wrtI Aave Ke tem wgvan Aa„amaH AHt¹RiÚ krtaH vtRman Ýg! pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. Aha¦ \/uv i5kazI xi›van ãƒnI ¹iÚ krtaH pyaRymaH &an‐dxRn‐AanHd‐vIyR$p Òvnxi›na pir`mnnI sa=e bIÒ AnHt xi›Ao ƒ›‐Ýg! =ay Ke. Aene xi›Ao éKze Ke Aem AhÄ kæuH Ke. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚvHtne Òvnxi›nI jem AkayRkar`Tv xi› p` éKze Ke, je vDe wgvan Aa„a ƒvhar‐rTn5yna ragnuH kayR n=I, ne AenuH kar` p` n=I. Ahaha...¦ ƒvhar rTn5yna ragne Aa„a _Tpþ kre Aemey nih. ne Aa„anI inmRz pirìtnuH ƒvhar rTn5y kar` bne Aemey nhÄ. Aha¦ ATyare to bhu Ôer=I Ý$pà cale Ke ke‐v/t kro, ne _pvas kro, ne wi› kro [Tyaid. prHtu wa{¦ Ae ko{ cIj n=I. AemaH rag mHd hoy to pu~ybH\ =ay bs Ae!luH bakI Ae dya, dan, v/taidna ivkLp ko{ ãƒ nih, gu nih, ne Aa„ãƒnI pyaRy p` nih. (AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH inmRz pyaRyne j Aa„a gÌ Ke).

Are¦ wrte ATyare kevzI prmaTmana ivrh pD–a¦ sdŸwaGye prma„anI vaÌ Aa xaÏ$pe rhI g{ Ke. wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayR dev sdehe ivdeh gya hta. saÙatŸ sImH\r wgvannI vaÌ‐’ |vin saHwzI htI. TyaH=I Aa sHdex laƒa Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ Òvnxi›=I taro Aa„a pUr` wyÈ pD–o Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH pu~y‐papne xrIraid=I xUNy Ko, ne potanI AnHt xi›=I AxUNy‐pU R wrpUr Ko. Aha¦ Aavo huH &anma5 Aa„a KuH Aem iv¬as lavI AHt¹RiÚ kre TyaH j AHtrmaH Òvnxi› inmRz inrakuz AanHdmy Òvn siht Ýg! =ay Ke Ane wegI AnHt xi›Ao inmRz éKze Ke. Are wa{¦ AnHt kazmaH tuH dehnI ne ragnI ¹iÚ vDe car gitmaH rJZyo Ko, ma!e pu~y krtaH krtaH \mR Ýg!xe‐Òvn Ýg!xe‐Ae vat jva de, Ane SvSv$pmaH‐jemaH AnHt xi›Ao Aeksa=e rhelI Ke temaH AHtl±n =a. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p Aa j marg Ke wa{¦

wa{¦ Aa tara ihtnI vat Ke bapu¦ tne Aiht jevI lage p` Aa AevI vat n=I. xuwwav‐pu~ywav pote j bH\$p Ke ne bH\nuH kar` Ke, ßyare wgvan Aa„a AbH\ Ke‐mu›Sv$p Ke. smysar ga=a 1pmaH AavI gyuH ke‐je Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú deqe Ke te skz jEnxasn deqe Ke. Aha¦ je ãƒ]ut‐vaÌ Ke temaH p` Aej _pdex Ke ke‐ ;jo pSsid, APpa`H Abâpu‚H A`~`mivsesH. Apdes sHtmßJH pSsid ij`sas`H sVvH' ãƒ]utmaH p` Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú ne pu~y‐papna wav=I riht kæo Ke. Ahaha...¦ ivxeØne gaE krI, tenuH lÙ KoDI je ict‐samaNy wgvan Aa„ane AHtrmaH deqe Ke te AaquH jEnxasn deqe Ke. Aha¦ tenuH Òvn mha mihmavHt Ke.

Are¦ AnHtkaz=I Òv ctugRit‐pirw/m` kre Ke. te pirw/m`na naxno _pay ko{ ApUvR hoy bapu¦ ko{ loko khe Ke‐ƒvhar‐rag krtaH krtaH \mRmy‐suqmy Òvn Ýg!xe, p` Aem Ke nih. wa{¦ dya, dan, v/t Aaidna pu~ywav te ApUvR n=I¸ AnHtkazmaH tuH AnHtvar krI cUk–o Ko. Ýwu¦ (KtaH p` tuH to ßyaH Ko TyaH j Ko). ma!e ƒvhar krtaH krtaH \mR =ay AevI maNyta y=a=R jEnmt n=I. Aha¦ wgvan Aa„a ãƒ Ke AenuH ko{ ƒvhar kar` n=I, gu nuH ko{ ƒvhar kar` n=I, Ane je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay tenuHy ko{ ƒvhar kar` n=I. wa{¦ tarI vStumaH‐i5kazI \/uv ãƒmaH‐AHt¹RiÚ ne AHtr‐rm`ta kre bs Ae Aek j moÙno _pay va kar` Ko smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- xi›nuH v Rn to @Ik, p` Amare to moÙmagR saHwzvo Ke.

_¿r:- moÙmagRnI vat to cale Ke. xi›Aono ipHD xi›van je ãƒ Ke tenI ÝtIit‐Ìic krtaH pyaRymaH moÙmagR




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Ýg! =ay Ke. wa{¦ prpda=È, rag ne pyaRy Ae kaH{ sMyGdxRnno ivØy n=I. ga=a 1pmaH Aem AaƒuH ke‐AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane sHyu›‐Aeva paHcwavo$p Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke te inüy=I smSt ijnxasnnI AnuwUit Ke kar` ke ]ut&an pote Aa„a j Ke te=I &annI AnuwUit te Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke.

Aa„a AivxeØwav Sv$p Ke, ivxeØ‐gu wed te Aa„a nih¸ gjb vat krI Ke ne¦ (¹iÚna ivØymaH wed smato j n=I.)

Aha¦ Aa S5I, puruØ, npuHsk‐Aem dehne n deqo, ne pu~y‐pap Aaid ivkarne p` n deqo¸ Ahaha...¦ AHdrmaH AnHtgu \am icNma5 wgvan Aa„a i5kaz prma„Sv$pe ivraje Ke tene deqo. Ahaha...¦ Aava injSv$pne je e deQyuH te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, te sMyG&anI Ke ne te moÙmag± Ke. wa{¦ moÙ xBd j ivkar ne du:qnI naiSt, ne prm AanHdnI AiSt sUcve Ke. hve ßyaH Aam Ke TyaH pu~y=I‐ivkar=I moÙno _pay mze Ae vat k–aH rhI? wgvanno‐vItragno marg to wa{¦ b\I baj¡=I coÉqo SpÚ Ke.

Aha¦ jem Aa lok Ak<i5m Ke tem loknuH ãƒ p` ko{Ae kreluH n=I¸ tena gu o ke pyaRyono p` ko{ ktaR n=I. ãƒ Ane gu ne pyaRyna ktaR kheva Ae ƒvhar Ke. inüy=I pyaRyna ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr` pyaRy Ke, pyaRynuH kar` ãƒ‐gu nih Ane pr to nih j nih. Aha¦ AavuH vStu‐Sv$p ÔÌne je pr=I h@I, SvSv$p AnHtxi›yu› &anma5 Aa„amaH lIn =ay Ke tene Òvnxi› inmRz _Kze Ke, tenuH Òvn piv5, _ßßvl bne Ke.

Aa Ýma e ÒvTvxi› pUrI ={.

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2: icitxi› AjDTvSv$p icitxi›. (AjDTv A=aRtŸ cetnTv jenuH Sv$p Ke AevI icitxi›)'

j¡Ao, phelaH ÒvTvxi›maH ÒvTv vDe ÒvnuH i5kaz Òvn isâ kyuÅ hve icitxi› khIne ÒvnuH Ae Òvn AjDTvSv$p A=aRtŸ cEtNymy Ke Aem khe Ke. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH ke Òvnxi› Ke AenuH icitxi› Ke te lÙ` Ke. AhÄ icitxi› j¡dI kem khI? ke Ae vDe ÒvvStu i5kaz AjDTvSv$p‐cEtNymy Ke Aem btavvuH Ke. sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ icitxi› AjDTvSv$p cEtNymy, ne tene \rnar AnHt gu \am ÒvvStu p` AjDTvSv$p cEtNymy. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚvHtne‐smiktIne AHdr Òvnxi› wegI icitxi› _Kze Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke icitxi›nuH pir`mn p` xuâ cEtNymy AjDTvSv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa rag‐äeØ‐moh ke pu~y‐papna wav te Aa„anI cIj n=I, kemke Ae to b\a jD Ke, ne wgvan Aa„a AjD‐cEtNymy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

phelaH ÒvTvxi› khI AemaH to Òvva$p‐i5kaz !kva$p AenuH pir`mn Ke Aem vat htI, AhÄ j¡dI icitxi› khIne tenuH i5kaz !kva$p‐Òvva$p Òvn Ke te cEtNymy Ke Aem isâ kre Ke. ÒvTvxi›maH icitxi›nuH $p Ke ne? A=aRtŸ ÒvTvxi›nuH icitxi› lÙ` Ke ne? te=I Òvna ÒvTvne AjDTv‐cetnp uH Ke. AavI JIÌ vat¦

Ahaha...¦ &ananHdSvwavI wgvan Aa„amaH, khe Ke, Aek icitxi› Ke. kevI Ke? to khe Ke‐;AjDTvSv$p icitxi›.' !UHka xBde FÌ (gHwIr) vat¦ khe Ke‐Aa icitxi›maH jDp uH n=I. Ane Aa xrIr, mn, vaÌ, [iNãy Ane kmR vgere to b\a jD Ke. te=I Aa xrIraid pda=È Aa„anI cIj n=I, Aa„a=I iwþ cIj Ke, bharnI cIj Ke. hve AavI vat, Aene kaH{ AWyas n mze Ae!le bese nih, p` xuH =ay?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH jem Aek ÒvTvxi› Ke, tem Aek bIÒ icitxi› Ke. Are, AevI AevI sHQyaAe AnHt AnHt xi›Ao Aek Aa„ãƒmaH Ke. ke!lI? AnHt... AnHt. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH ke‐Aa lok AsHQy ÔejnmaH Ke. tenI bhar b\e Alok AnHt ÔejnmaH ivStrelo Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt... AnHt... AnHt ÔejnmaH Aakax ƒapeluH Ke. ko{ne =ay ke‐pKI xuH?... pKI xuH? p` wa{¦ k–aHy Aeno AHt Aavto n=I, Aem ne Aem Aakax...





Aakax... bs Aakax AnHt‐AnHt ÔejnmaH haLyuH Ôy Ke k–aHy Aena Ùe5no AHt n=I. Aha¦ Aakaxna Ùe5na ivStarno jem k–aHy AHt n=I, tem Ùe5ne Ô`nar Ùe5&na (Aa„ana) wavno AHt n=I. Aakaxna AnHt Ùe5no Ô`nar wgvan Aa„a Ke tena &anno AHt n=I. Aha¦ Ùe5ne Ô`naruH &an behd‐Apirimt AnHt Ke. Aha¦ Aa &anmaH Aakaxna AnHt Ýdexo=I AnHtgu I xi›Ao wgvan Aa„amaH Ke Aem Ô`vamaH Aaƒu Ke. te pEkI, AhÄ khe Ke, tenI (‐Aa„anI) Aek AjDTvSv$p icitxi› Ke. icit nam cetna¸ AemaH &an‐dxRn bNne sa=e levaH. hve pKI bNnenuH iwþ iwþ in$p` p` krxe.

Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tara &anma5 Sv$pmaH Aek icitxi› Ke. te AjDTvSv$p Ae!le pUr` cEtNySv$p Ke. Aha¦ te i5kazI ãƒ‐gu maH ƒapk Ke ne i5kazI \/uvnI ¹iÚ =ye pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa rIte icitxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke ãƒ xuâ cEtNymy, gu xuâ cEtNymy, ne Ême Ýg!tI pyaRy p` xuâ cEtNymy Ke¸ A=aRtŸ icitxi› Ême inmRz cEtNymy pir`me Ke. Ahaha...¦ temaH jDp uH n=I. Ae!le xuH? ke temaH deh, kmR Aaid jD wavono Awav Ke, Ane te jDna lÙe =ta pu~y‐pap Aaid wavono p` temaH Awav Ke. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ jem lo#anI KIÌ=I lo#uH kpay tem AHdr Ý&aKIÌne p!kva=I &an=I rag KU!o pDI Ôy Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke.

Aa pu~y‐pap Aaid ragaid wavo Ke temaH cEtNyno Awav Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aa dya, dan, v/t Aaid wav Ke ne? te cEtNy=I xUNy jD Ke. hve lokone Aa vat AakrI pDe Ke. temne iÊyakaHDnI S=Uz vato pkDavI devamaH AavI Ke ne¦ dya kro, ne v/t kro, ne wi› kro¸ paHc‐pcIs hÔr AemaH qcÈ Ae!le \mR ={ Ôy Aem pkDaƒuH Ke ne¦ prHtu wa{¦ kroDo $ipya danmaH d{ de toy TyaH Ôe mHd rag kyÈ hoy to pu~y bH\ =xe bs, p` \mR nih =ay. Aa to margDa j¡da Ke na=¦ pu~ywavmaH cetnxi›no Awav Ke A=aRtŸ ßyaH tuH Ko TyaH pu~y‐papna wav Ke nih. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ahaha...¦ tuH to Apirimt cEtNyno wHDar Ko Ýwu¦

ha, p` to Ame tI=RsurÙamaH dan det nih.

sma\an:- ko` de bapu? Ae $ipya to Aena kaze Aavvana Aave Ke ne jvana Ôy Ke tuHk–aH Aeno malIk Ko? Aeno ktaR‐htaR tuH n=I. Ae to \maR„ane AiS=rtavx dan devano ivkLp Aave Ke, Aaƒa ivna rheto n=I, p` Ae ivkLp maruH ktRƒ Ke Aem te manta n=I. \maR„a n to dannI raixna SvamI Ke, n to danna ivkLpna SvamI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? wa{¦ tne ivØy‐kØaymaH _Tsah Aave Ke, ne danaidmaH n=I to Ame ÔÌAe KIAe ke tuH mhapapI Ko, ne vzI tne danaidmaH _Tsah vteR Ke, p` Aa„ana AnuwvmaH _Tsah n=I toy wa{¦ tuH mU# Ko, AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aho¦ 47 xi›Ao ka#Ine AacayR mharaje gjb kam kyuÅ Ke, stŸne quLluH kyuÅ Ke. ]Imde kæuH Ke‐stŸ srz Ke, stŸ svR5 Ke, p` stŸnuH mzvuH dulRw Ke.

ha, p` guÌ mze to stŸ mze ne?

Ae to bapu¦ guÌno _pdex ÔÌ AHt:sNmuq ={ AHt:tÀv‐Aek &ayktÀvno Anuwv kre to guÌ mZya Aem khevay¸ bakI guÌ xuH kre? SvyH SvSv$pmaH AHt:¹iÚ krI wgvan Aa„ana AanHdno Anuwv kre te muQy Ke Ane te \mR Ke. Svanuwv‐Aa„anuwv \mR Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐

Anuwv icHtami` rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸Anuwv marg moqko, Anuwv moq s$p.

Ahaha...¦ icdanHdSv$p cEtNymhaÝwu inj Aa„anI sNmuq ={ne Svanuwv Ýg! krvo AenuH nam moÙno magR Ke, bakI ƒvhar rTn5yna wav to kaH{ n=I, bH\nuH kar` Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa AjDTvSv$p icitxi› Ke temaH AkayRkar`Tvxi›nuH $p wyuÅ Ke. Aha¦ Aa &anma5 wavmaH icitxi› _Kze Ke to tena pir`mn$p inmRz &an‐dxRnnI Aek$p pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. icitxi›nuH Aa pir`mn =ay temaH kaH{ ragnuH‐ƒvharnuH kar`p uH Ke Aem n=I. icitxi›na piràm ragnuH kayR nih, ne




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ragnuH kar` p` nih. Aha¦ AavuH AemaH AkayRkar`p uH Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI Aek &anma5 wavmaH icitxi› pDI Ke. xi› Ane xi›vanna wednI p` ¹iÚ KoDI, AqHD Aek &anma5 Sv$p _pr njr krtaH icitxi› pyaRymaH _Kze Ke‐Ýg!e Ke, p` wed=I‐ƒvhar=I‐rag=I‐xi› inmRz Ýg!e Ke Aem n=I. rag to AaH\zo Acetn Ke bapu¦ Aena=I cetn kem Ýg!e? wa{¦ tne ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy Ýg!e Aem h@ Ke p` Ae to tarI ]âa j im+ya Ke. Ae tarI im+ya h@ Ke bapu¦ AenuH fz bhu AakruH Ke wa{¦

&an‐dxRnnI inmRz dxa _Tpþ =ay Ke tenuH kar` ãƒ‐gu ne khIAe Aey ƒvhar=I Ke. vaStvmaH je pir`mn =yuH tenaH kar`‐kayR te pir`mnmaH Ke, ãƒ‐gu p` tenuH kar` n=I. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦ kzx!IkamaH AavI gyuH ke‐piràm‐kayR =ay tenaH ãƒ‐gu _pcarma5=I kar` Ke. inmRz pyaRyno Anuwv Ýg! =yo te kayR Ke, ãƒ‐gu` tenaH kar` _pcar=I Ke, ƒvhar=I Ke ne prvStu ne prwav to AenaH kar`‐kayR Ke j nih.

sH. 1971nI salmaH sHÝdaymaH bpore Aek mo!I swamaH ƒaQyanmaH Ame kheluH ke‐ÒvnI pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te kmRna kar e =ay Ke Aem bIlkul n=I. Amara guÌ wiãk hta, teAo saHwzta hta. Tyare Aa ã#ta=I kæuH ke ÒvmaH je ivkar =ay Ke te kmRne l{ne =ay Ke Ae vat bIlkul sacI n=I. vzI ivkarno nax =vo Ae p` ko{ prnuH kam Ke Aem n=I. ivkarno nax‐ƒy p` potana Svwavna AHt:puruØa=R=I =ay Ke. kmRno nax =ay to ivkarno nax =ay AevI qreqr vStuiS=it n=I. Aha¦ te vqte sHÝdaymaH qzwza! mcI gyelo. damngrna Aek g<hS= xe@ hta te bolI _@ela ke‐Aa k–aH Ke wa{? Aa to dora ivnanI pDa{ _DaDe Ke Aem ke‐guÌAe to AavuH kdI kæuH n=I, ne Aa k–aH=I AaƒuH? p` wa{¦ AavI j vStuiS=it Ke.

jD kmRnI pyaRy =ay Ke te prma una Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, ne Aa„anI pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te potana Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, ãƒ‐gu`=I nih Ane pr=I p` nih. ivkar =ay Ke temaH kmR inim¿ AvXy hoy Ke, p` tene l{ne Òvne ivkar =ay Ke Aem Ke nih¸ ivkarno vaStivk ktaR kmR n=I.

ÒvTvxi› pKI Aa bIÒ icitxi› AacayRdeve v RvI Ke. Aa icitxi›, khe Ke, AjDTvSv$p Ke. wa{¦ Aa„amaH xa¬t dxRn‐&anmy cetnaxi› Ke te AjDTvSv$p Ke. Ane xi›nuH kayR nIpje te p` AjDTvSv$p Ke. te=I prãƒ‐jDãƒ Ane prwav tenaH kar`‐kayR n=I. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. &annI inmRz dxanuH ko{ ANy‐prãƒ‐prwav kar` nih, ne kayR p` nih. Aha¦ pUveR kdIy Òve Aa ApUvR magR Ýg! kyÈ n=I¸ AnHtkaz Aeno rqDvamaH‐ctugRit pirw/m`maH j gyo Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa icitxi› AjDTvSv$p Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐xuâ &ancetna$p piràm te AenuH kayR Ke, ivkar‐kmRcetna te AenuH kayR n=I. Aha¦ Aa gu Ane Aa gu I Aa„a‐Aevo wed ka#I naqIne Awed Aek icNma5 Aa„anI ¹iÚ krva vDe xi›nuH kayR je &ancetna‐&andxRn$p piràm te Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ te piràmnuH ko{ prãƒ kar` n=I. xuH kI\uH? wgvannI vaÌ saHwzI ma!e sMykŸ &anmy pyaRy Ýg! ={ Aem n=I.

to phelaH &an nhotuH, vaÌ saHwZya pKI &an =yuH to saHwzva=I &an Ýg! =yuH ke nih? to khe Ke

na, Aem n=I¸ &annI dxa pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, vaÌ=I nih, vaÌ saHwzI te inim¿ AvXy Ke, p` inim¿ne l{ne &an Ýg! =yuH n=I¸ &an te inim¿nuH kayR n=I. vzI inim¿na lÙe je &an =ay te to prlÙI &an Ke, te kaH{ vaStivk‐y=a=R &an n=I. ãƒSvwavnI AHt:¹iÚpUvRk je &an =ay te j vaStivk‐sTya=R &an Ke. Are wa{¦ je cetna potane cete‐Ô e nih tene cetna ko` khe? Ae to jDp uH =yuH bapu¦ je Svne cete‐Ô e te j prne y=a=R cete‐Ô e Ke Ane te j icitxi›nuH kayR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

AnHt \mÈnuH \am Aek xa¬t \/uv \m± Aa„a Ke. \mR Ae!le xuH? \mR Ae!le xi›‐Svwav. Ahaha...¦ \m± Aek xa¬t Aa„ãƒ Ke, Ane tena icit, ¹ix, &an, suq, vIyR Aaid \mÈ i5kaz xa¬t Ke. tenI pyaRy Ýg!e Ke te Aek smynI Ke pyaRy xa¬t n=I, Ùi`k Ke, p` te xa¬t \/uvna Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aa huH i5kazI \/uv xa¬t cEtNycmTkar vStu Aa„a KuH Aem &an‐]âan krnarI pyaRy i5kazI \/uvna Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam AinTy=I inTy Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. inTy kaH{ Ô`tuH n=I, kemke inTy kU!S= Ke kayR





=ay Ke te pyaRymaH =ay Ke. inTy \/uv ãƒ, ne AinTy pyaRy‐bNne mzIne AaqI AnekaNtmy vStu Aa„a Ke Ane Aene &anma5 Aa„a khIAe KIAe.

Aa„a &anma5 Sv$p Ke. Aa!luH saHwzI ix*ye ÝÆ kyÈ ke‐wgvan¦ &anma5 wav kho AemaH to AekaHt ={ Ôy Ke. Òv &anma5 Sv$p Ke Aem kheva=I temaH AnHt gu n Aaƒa¸ Ane Ôe AnHt gu Ke to Aeklo &anma5 kem kæo? tena _¿rmaH AacayRdev khe Ke‐tuH Aek var saHwz to qro. &anma5 khIne Ame temaH xrIr, kmR, vaÌ Ane pu~y‐papna wavo n=I Aem jDpàno inØe\ kyoR Ke. bakI &anma5 Aa„amaH Aena AnHt gu sma{ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ &anma5 vStu Aek &ayk Ýwuno AHt:sNmuq ={ SvIkar krtaH j ÒvmaH &ancetna Ýg! =ay Ke tenI sa=e ]âa, cair5, suq, vIyR [Tyaid svR AnHt guònI inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ smuãmaH kaH@e jem wrtI Aave tem cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Aa„amaH &anma5 wavnuH pir`mn =taH svR xi›Ao AanHdna ihloze inmRz inmRz _Kze Ke temaH AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. Aam AavuH Aa„anuH AnekaNtSv$p Ke.

ÝÆ:- p` xi›Ao _Kze AemaH \mR xuH =yo? kaH{ tp‐bp kre to \mR =ay ne?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ tuH Aa„a vStu‐pda=R Ko ke nih? Ko¸ to Aeno Svwav xuH? Ahaha...¦ cEtNy... cEtNy... cEtNy Aeno Svwav Ke. wgvan¦ tuH cEtNySvwavmy vStu Ko. AacayR wgvan khe Ke‐tarI cEtNySvwavmy vStumaH &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR, AanHd, Ýwuta Aaid AnHt xi›‐gu nI %iâ wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ae cEtNySvwavmy AnHt gu ini\ Ýwu Aa„ãƒna Aa]ymaH jtaH, temaH j AHtmRG™ ={ pir`mtaH, AhÄ khe Ke, Aek sa=e AnHt guò inmRz inmRz _Kze Ke. inmRz &an, ]âan, cair5 Ýg! =ay Ke. wa{¦ Aa inmRz &an‐]âan‐cair5nuH Ýg!vuH te \mR nih to xuH Ke? wa{¦ AanuH j nam \mR Ke. Aa„anI &an, ]âan, cair5 Aaid xi›Ao i5kazI ãƒna Aa]ye inmRz inmRz pir`me Ae j \mR Ke, Ane Ae isvaynaH v/t, tp Aaid ko{ \mR n=I. smÔùH kaH{...? \mRna dx wed ne tpna bar wed Ae to wed=I‐ƒvhar=I khevay Ke. bakI Aek vItrag wav =vo te j \mR Ane cEtNynuH Sv$piv]aHt ={ AHtrHgmaH ÝtpvuH te j tp Ke, ;sMyG&an dIipka'maH ÙuLlk ]I \mRdasÒAe lQyuH Ke ke‐Aa„a Aek Ane pirØh bavIs k–aH=I Aaƒa? Aa„a Aek Ane \mRna Ýkar dx k–aH=I Aaƒa? Ae to wed=I k=n kyuÅ Ke. bakI kaH{ \mR dx n=I¸ vItragwav Aek j \mR Ke. vItrag prme¬rno Aavo marg Ke. bakI b\a pamrna ne pamrtana pH= Ke. AavI vatuH Ke.

Aha¦ &anma5 Aa„amaH ;&an Ke' Aem khetaH &anmaH AiStTv gu nuH $p AaƒuH. Aam j¡do AiStTv gu isâ =yo. &an AanHd$p Ke Aem khetaH &anmaH AanHd gu nuH $p AaƒuH. Aam j¡do AanHd gu isâ =yo. Aem &anmaH AnHta gu onuH $p hova=I Aa„amaH AnHt gu isâ =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a, Aa Ýma e, AnHt gu nuH godam Ke, xuH kI\uH? ivkarnuH godam Ke Aem nih¸ Ahaha...¦ jemaH AnHt gu inmRz _Kze Aeva piv5 gu onuH godam Ýwu Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ Aa pu~y‐papna je wav Ke Ae to AaEpai\kwav Ke Ane te pyaRy¹iÚ=I k<i5m éwa =ay Ke. vStumaH te _Tpþ =ay AevI ko{ xi› n=I. Ae to pyaRy¹iÚ Òvne pyaRy _pr lÙ Ôy Ke to ivk<t dxa _Tpþ =ay Ke. bakI vStu‐wgvan Aa„a to Aek sekNDna AsHQyatma wagmaH (ÝitÙ`) AnHt xuâ xi›no cEtNymy ipHD Ke. Ahaha...¦ prvStu‐inim¿, rag‐ivkar ne Aek smynI pyaRy‐AHx‐AenuH lÙ KoDIne i5kazI pU R‐&anFn inj Aa„ãƒ _pr njr @ervtaH j AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke, ne Aa moÙmagR Ke. Aa isvay v/t, tp Aaid kaH{ (‐\mR) n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa stŸ naray`nI k=a Ke. sTnaray` nam ko{nuH hoy AenI Aa vat nih, Aa to stŸ nam wgvan Aa„a tenI prma„a =vanI k=a Ke. Ahaha...¦ nrmaH=I naray` =vanI‐prma„a‐wgvan =vanI wgvane khelI Aa wagvt k=a Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐AjDTvmy icitxi› A=aRtŸ pUr` cEtNySvwavno sagr siCcdanHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke Ahaha...¦ tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH‐temaH AHtl±n ={ pir`mtaH cEtNySvwavno sagr Ýwu AnHt xi›Ao siht _Kze Ke. Ahaha...¦ temaH icitxi› siht AnHt xi›Ao pyaRymaH inmRzp e _pje Ke. Aa AnekaHt Ke. Aa„ane &anma5 kI\o to temaH AekluH &an Ke Aem nih, &annI sa=e ÒvTv, dxRn, ]âa, AanHd,




2‐icitxi› : 23

vIyR, AiStTv, vStuTv Aaid AnHt \mÈ‐gu o temaH wega AavI Ôy Ke. &anmaH Aa AnHt gu nuH $p Ke KtaH te AnHt gu b\a iwþ iwþ Ke Ane AnHt gu ÝTyek iwþ hova KtaH b\a mzI AqHD Awed Aek Aa„a Ke. Aho¦ AavuH vStunuH AnekaNtmy Sv$p ko{ AdŸwut AlaEikk Ke.

Aa to vItragno magR Ke bapu¦ Aa ko{ sa\ar` cIj n=I¸ AHtr‐Anuwvna mhan puruØa=R vDe Ýaº =ay AevI cIj Ke. p` Are¦ potana i5kazI Sv$pne wUlIne Anaid=I Ae e pyaRy _pr lÙ kyuÅ Ke¦ Aek smynI pyaRynI paKz pUr` prma„tÀv AHdr pD–uH Ke, p` Are¦ AenI ¹iÚna Awave Aena wvna AHt Aaƒa nih¦ Aha¦ wa{¦ pHcmhav/taidna iÊyakaHDmaH mHd rag kre to devna wv mze, p` wvna AHt n Aave. AavuH b\uH to Ae e AnHt kazmaH AnHt var kyuÅ Ke, Ae pheluH‐nvuH n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHdr wgvan Aa„a AnHt xi›no sagr cEtNy in\an Ýwu Ke tenI AHt:¹iÚ vDe AanHdno Anuwv Aave, inrakuz xaHitno Svad Aave te ApUvR Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHt:puruØa=R Ôg/t krI Sv$pmaH Sfurayman vIyR vDe AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyna Sv$pnI rcna kre tene wvna AHt AavI Ôy Ke. Aavo marg Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AHdr Aa„amaH Aek vIyRgu Ke, Aa„bz namno AHdr Aek gu Ke. te Sfurayman =va vDe cetna gu na pir`mnnI sa=e bIÔ AnHta gu nI inmRz pirìtnI te rcna kre Ke. Aha¦ ragnI rcna kre te vIyRgu nuH kayR nih¸ dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaidna xuwragnI rcna kre Ae to npuHskta Ke. Aha¦ jem hIjDane vIyR n=I to tene ÝÔeTpi¿ =tI n=I tem wgvan Aa„ane wUlIne xuwaxuw wavnI rcna kre tene (‐npuHskne) \mRnI pyaRy$p ÝÔnI _Tpi¿ =tI n=I.

wa{¦ xuwaxuw wav =ay te Aa„anI cIj n=I, SvwavpyaRynI _Tpi¿ =ay te Aa„ana vIyRgu nuH kayR Ke, Ane te AHt:sNmuq puruØa=R vDe ¹iÚmaH wgvan Aa„ano SvIkar kyeR Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ wgvan Aa„ano ßyaH ¹iÚmaH SvIkar kyÈ TyaH AnHt xi›Ao pyaRymaH inmRz _Kze Ke. Aa AHt:sNmuq ={ je inj prma„ãƒno SvIkar kre tenI vat Ke hÇ, ma5 _pr _pr=I ha paDe AenI Aa vat n=I. Are wa{¦ inj prma„ãƒ to i5kaz xuâ Aek icTSvwavp e AHtrHgmaH ivraje Ke p` A&anIne Aeno SvIkar k–aH Ke? Ae to AHt:sNmuq ={ AenI ¹iÚ krtaH Aeno SvIkar =ay Ke Ane Tyare Aene &anma5 wavnI AHdr ÒvTv, icit, ¹ix, vIyR Aaid AnHt xi›Ao pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR ne Aa moÙmagR Ke. Aa isvay v/t, tp, wi› Aaid b\uH =o=aH Ke.

j¡Ao, AhÄ bIÒ icitxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. Aa„ãƒne kar`wUt phelaH ÒvTvxi› khIne tena car‐dxRn, &an, AanHd ne vIyR‐cEtNywavÝa` kæa. Ahaha...¦ Aava cEtNywavÝa` vDe Òv Anaid=I Òve Ke, Òvto hto ne AnHtkaz Òvxe.

to loko khe Ke ne ke‐;Òvo Ane Òvva do'‐Aa wgvan mhavIrno sHdex Ke. Are jEno p` r=ya5a ÝsHge sU5o pokare Ke ke‐

—wgvan mhavIrno sHdex-Òvo Ane Òvva do.˜ Aa xuH Ke?

Are wa{¦ ;Òvva do' Ae!le bIÔ ÒvonuH Òvn Aana ha=maH Ke‐Aevo wgvan mhavIrno sHdex n=I. bIÔe bIÔne ijvaDe, Ane bIÔno ÒvaD–o bIÔe Òve Ae wgvan mhavIrnI vaÌ n=I. ko{ ko{ne ijvaDe ke h e Ae vStuSv$p n=I, Ane Ae wgvannI vaÌ n=I. ÒvmaH i5kaz ÒvTv namnI xi› Ke, Ane i5kaz cEtNywavÝa` vDe Anaid‐AnHt ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. Aha¦ AavI inj Òvnxi›ne AozqI AHtmuRq inrakul Òvn Òv Òve te y=a=R Òvn Ke. Aha¦ AavuH Òvn ;pote Òvo ne saE ko{ Òvo'‐Aevo wgvan mhavIrno sHdex Ke, _pdex Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

smysarnI bIÒ ga=amaH ;jIvo' xBd Ke AemaH=I AacayRdeve Aa ÒvTvxi› ka#I Ke, ne ÒvTvnuH icitxi› lÙ` Ke te=I AhÄ bIÒ icitxi› khI. Ahaha...' Aa ÒvTvxi›, icitxi› [Tyaid xi›Ao Ke





Ae to i5kaz Òvta‐Ôgta ÒvnI Ôherat kre Ke. wa{¦ Aa xi›Ao Ke Ae to AHdr wgvanna drbarno Anupm A`mol qÔno Ke AHt:sNmuq ¹iÚ vDe tene qolI de. Ahaha...¦ cEtNynuH in\an \/uv\am Ýwu Aa„a Ke, Ahaha...¦ Aava potana \/uv\amne |yey bnavI, \Irj=I |yannI \\ktI \U`I \qavI \m± Òv Òvn Òve tene \Ny Ke. saE Òvo AavuH Òvn Òvo Aevo wgvan mhavIrno sHdex Ke.

Aa Ýma e Aa bIÒ icitxi› AhÄ pUrÄ ={.

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3: ¹ixxi›

;Anakar _pyogmyI ¹ixxi›. (jemaH &ey$p Aakar A=aRtŸ ivxeØ n=I Aeva dxRnopyogmyI‐s¿ama5 pda=RmaH _pyu› =vamyI‐¹ixxi› A=aRtŸ dxRniÊya$p xi›.)'

j¡Ao, Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. temaH ÒvTv Ane icitxi›nuH AacayRdeve phelaH v Rn kyuÅ. Aa to v RnmaH Êm pD–o, bakI vStumaH to xi›Ao AÊme Ke. hve AhÄ 5IÒ ¹ixxi› khe Ke. kevI Ke ¹ixxi›? to khe Ke‐;Anakar _pyogmyI ¹ixxi›' Ke. ¹ix nam dxRn‐deqva$p Aa xi› Ke. te Aa„ãƒne deqe Ke, potane deqe Ke, prne deqe Ke gu ne deqe Ke, pyaRyne deqe Ke Ane te b\ane wed paD–a ivna deqe Ke. Aa Svãƒ Ke, Aa prãƒ Ke Aa cetn Ke, Aa Acetn Ke Aem wed paDIne deqtI n=I, samaNy s¿ama5 vStune g/h` kre Ke, deqe Ke. bhu sU"m vat wa{¦

ÝÆ:- to xuH dxRn‐_pyog Òv‐AÒv b\ane Aekmek krI deqe Ke?

_¿r:- na, Aem n=I¸ te s¿ama5 j deqe Ke, ;Aa stŸ Ke' bs Ae!luH j deqvap uH Ke, p` Aa Sv Ke Aa pr Ke [Tyaid AemaH ivxeØ g/h` krvap uH n=I. ivxeØ‐wed paDIne g/h` krvanuH to &annuH kayR Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Anakar _pyogmyI dxRnxi› Ke. Anakar A=aRtŸ Aakar nih. Ae!le xuH? xuH teno Aakar nam Ùe5 n=I? Aem n=I. wgvan Aa„anuH je AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5 Ke te j AenuH Ùe5 Ke. svR AnHt gu nuH Aa Aek j Ùe5 Ke. Ôe Ùe5 n hoy to xi› j n hoy, xi›nuH hovap uH j isâ n =ay, Ane to vStu j isâ n =ay. dxRnne Anakar kæuH Ae to Aeno ivØy samaNy s¿ama5 j Ke Ae ApeÙaAe vat Ke. Aa cIj Aa„a Ke, Aa cIj jD Ke Aa Sv Ke, Aa pr Ke Aa Òv Ke, Aa &an Ke‐Aem wed$p AakarnuH g/h` dxRnxi›maH n=I, b\uH samaNy stŸp e g/h` hoy Ke bs. wa{¦ Aa xi›nuH sam+yR to Ôe. Ahaha...¦ tenuH Ùe5 to AsHQy ÝdexI j Ke, p` Aaqa lokalokne deqI lenara kevzdxRn$p =ay AevuH AenuH Apirimt behd sam+yR Ke. Aoho¦ Aa to AlaEikk vStu Ke.

wa{¦ tarI vStu AavI Apar‐AnHt sm<iâ=I wrI Ke. p` Are¦ teH tara cEtNyin\anmaH njr krI nih¦ wa{¦ tuH man ke dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid xuw‐Anu¤an vDe \mR ={ jxe p` AevI tarI cIj n=I bapu¦ ne AevuH \mRnuH Sv$p p` n=I. ivcar to kr¸ Anaid kaz=I iÊyakaHDna ragnuH sevn krIne mrI gyo p` \mR Ýg! =yo nih. Are¦ taro cEtNy mhaÝwu wgvanSv$pe AHdr ivraje Ke teno teH Anadr kyÈ Ke Ane deh Ane ragno Aadr kyÈ Ke. deqvanI xi›vazo je deqnar mhaÝwu Ke tene teH deQyo nih¦ Aha¦ deqnarne deqvanI drkar suâaH krI nih¦ p` wa{¦ AHdr deqnaro d<Úa Ke temaH ¹iÚ kre Tyare j \mR Ýg! =ay. AavI vat¦

Ahaha‐¦ Aa Aa„a kar`prma„a Ke. i5kazI \/uv icNma5 ãƒne kar` prma„a khevay Ke, Ane kevzdxRn, kevz&annI pyaRy Ýg! =ay tene kayRprma„a khe Ke. Tyare Aek var ÝÆ =yo hto ke‐

—Ôe wgvan Aa„a \/uv kar`prma„a Ke to tenuH kayR Ýg! =vuH Ôe{Ae ne?˜

Tyare kæuH;tuH ke‐\/uv ãƒ te kar`prma„a Ke, p` tenI jene ¹iÚ =ay tene tenuH kayR pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ vStu‐kar`prma„a to pU aRnHdSv$pe inTy ivrajman Ke p` tenI ¹iÚ Ane temaH rm`ta‐lInta kre tene pyaRymaH kayRprma„a Ýg! =ay Ke. hve jene huH prma„Sv$p i5kazI \/uv ãƒ KuH Aem SvIkar




3‐¹ixxi› : 2p

j n=I tene kar`prma„a k–aH Ke? deqvanI xi›no \rnaro AnHt xi›sHpþ Ýwu kar`p e xa¬t iv>man Ke, p` tenuH wan kyaR ivna, teno ¹iÚmaH SvIkar kyaR ivna kar`prma„a Ke Ae k–aH ræuH? wa{¦ _pyogne AHtrmaH vazI i5kazI ãƒnaH &an‐]âan Ýg! kre tene j huH kar`prma„a KuH Aem inüy =ay Ke Ane tene j AHtl±nta vDe kevzdxRn‐kevz&an$p kayR Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aa„a pU aRnHd Ýwu AnHt xi›no ipHD i5kaz Aek$p ãƒ Ke. Aha¦ xi› Ane xi›vanno wed p` jemaH n=I Aeva Aa Awed Aek$p samaNyne ivØy bnavI tenaH ÝtIit Ane Anuwv kre tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. i5kazI vStu to vStumaH Ke, p` AavuH huH i5kazI \/uv cEtNytÀv KuH Aem ]âanI pyaRymaH teno SvIkar =ay Tyare kar`prma„ano y=a=R in Ry =ay Ke. i5kazI cIj Ke te kaH{ pyaRymaH AavtI n=I, p` i5kazI ãƒnuH &an Ane ]âan pyaRymaH Ýg!e Ke, Ane Tyare ;Aa huH kar`prma„a KuH' Aem Aeno vaStivk SvIkar =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ ¹ixna ivØyne‐¹Úane deQya ivna tenI ÝtIit kevI? Ane ivna ÝtIit kar`prma„a KuH Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke?

AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„amaH Anakar _pyogmyI Aek ¹ixxi› Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐Aa Aa„a, Aa &an, Aa dxRn, Aa pyaRy, Aa hey ne Aa _padey‐Aem ko{ wed paD–a ivna je samaNy Ýitwas =ay Ke te ¹ixxi›nuH kayR Ke. Ahaha...¦ wed jeno ivØy n=I AevI Anakar _pyogmyI ¹ixxi› Ke. Anakar Ae!le ivxeØ ivna samaNyp e deqvuH. Ahaha...¦ jemaH &ey$p Aakar n=I, ivxeØ n=I, jemaH s¿ama5 pda=Rno Ýitwas =ay Ke AevI samaNy Avloknma5 ¹ixxi› Ke. Aa ¹ixxi› sU"m Ke. wed paDIne ivxeØp e Ô`vuH Ae to &annuH kayR Ke. Aa Aa„a Ke Aem in Ry =yo Ae to &an Ke. te &anna =va phelaH (KÍS=ne) ¹ixxi›maH samaNy Ýitwas$p _pyog vteR Ke. (kevzIne &an ne dxRn bNne _pyog sa=e vteR Ke).

¹ixxi› Aek gu Ke, teno \rnar Aa„a gu I Ke. ßyare gu I Aeva i5kazI ãƒno AHtrmaH SvIkar =ay Tyare ¹ixxi› pyaRymaH _Kze Ke, tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke, deqva$p pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. deqva$p Svwav \/uvp e hto tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn ={ne deqva$p kayR Ýg! =ay Ke. hve AavI potanI cIjnI idgHbrmaH jNmelaney qbr n mze xuH =ay? kuz=I kaH{ idgHbr \mR n=I, idgHbr \mR to vStunuH Sv$p Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a AHtrmaH ivkLpna vS5riht (inivRkLp) AnHt xi›Aono ipHD Ke tene idgHbr khIAe, Ane ßyare Aava Aa„ana wan siht AHtrHg dxamaH muinp uH Ýg! =ay Tyare bharmaH pHcmhav/t ne nG™dxa inim¿p e hoy Ke tenuH nam idgHbr \mR Ke. Aa ko{ pÙnI vat n=I Ýwu¦ Aa to vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Anakar _pyogmyI ¹ixxi› Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke jemaH &ey$p Aakar n=I, ivxeØta n=I, b\uH samaNy s¿ama5 deqvamaH Aave Ke Aeva _pyogmy dxRnxi› Ke. dxRnnI pyaRy Svne Ane prne deqe Ke, p` AemaH Aa Sv Ane pr Aem wed hoto n=I. wed Ae dxRnxi›no ivØy n=I. vzI Aekla prne deqe Ae dxRnxi›nuH vaStivk kayR n=I. Aa„a siht svR pda=ÈnI s¿ane deqe te j AenuH vaStivk kayR Ke. Aha¦ ãƒ‐gu maH ƒapk Aa dxRnxi› vaStivk k–are pir`me?‐ke ßyare _pyogne AHtrmaH Awed krI Svne g/he‐deqe Tyare. Aa isvay Aekla prne Ô`ta phelaH A&anIne tenuH je samaNy dxRn =ay Ke te xi›nuH vaStivk kayR n=I, Ae to AdxRn Ke, A&anta Ke.

¹ixxi›vaza ãƒne deqva=I potane Ane prne wed paD–a ivna deqvanI pyaRy _Tpþ =ayKe, Ane tenI sa=e bIÔ AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. AhÄ ivkarnI‐ragnI vat lI\I n=I, kemke ivkar ko{ xi›nuH kayR n=I. ivkar to pyaRybuiâ=I pr trf lÙ krva=I _Tpþ =ay Ke, qreqr te Òvna i5kazI Sv$pmaH n=I¸ Ane dxRn gu nI inmRz pyaRy Ýg!va sa=e je AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay temaHy ragaid ƒvhar n=I, Aeno Awav‐naiSt Ke. Aam b\uH AnekaNt Ke.

ke!lak khe Ke‐ƒvhar=I inüy =ay, p` Ae brabr n=I, AhÄ tenI na paDe Ke. Are wa{¦ jra smj`maH to le ke Aa xuH vat Ke? pKI AHtrmaH Ýyog kre Ae to AlaEikk vat Ke. i5kazI ãƒna Aa]ye &anma5





wavnuH pir`mn =taH AHdr ¹ixxi› _Kze Ke‐pir`me Ke, Ane sa=e AnHt xi›Ao _Kze Ke‐pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa b\I Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke A=aRtŸ te kaze temnI jNmÙ` Ke to Ýg! =ay Ke. Ývcnsarna &ey Ai\karmaH ga=a 102maH Aa vat AavI Ke. &eyno (ãƒno) Aavo Svwav Ke Aem TyaH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

]I jysenacayRdeve Aa (Ývcnsarna) &ey Ai\karne sMyGdxRnno Ai\kar kæo Ke. TyaH &eyno Svwav Ae!le ãƒna SvwavnI vat Ke. KAe ãƒono Aa Svwav Ke ke tenI ÝTyek pyaRynI jNmÙ` Ke. A=aRtŸ je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te pyaRy te smye Ýg! =ay j Ke. ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke. Tyare to kæuH ke‐Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ono smuday te Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ wgvanno pH= jevo Ke tem QyalmaH levo Ôe{Ae.

Aekek xi› potana Svwav=I j pir`mn kre Ke, ne temaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke. Aa vStuSvwav Ke. ƒvhar=I p` xi› Ýg! =ay ne inüy=I p` Ýg! =ay Aem Ke nih. lokone sTya=RnI qbr n=I te=I teAo Aa vatno ivro\ kre Ke, p` qreqr to teAo potano ivro\ kre Ke. xuH =ay? Aekek xi› inmRzp e pir`me Ke temaH ƒvharno Awav j Ke. Aa Syaäad Ane Aa AnekaNt Ke. AnekaNtno A=R Aevo n=I ke inmRz pyaRy ƒvhar‐ragna lÙey =ay ne potana inüy ãƒna lÙey =ay. Ae to fUdDIvad Ke wa{¦

Aa„a cEtNyvStu Ke te ãƒ Ke. temaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. xi›nuH pir`mn =ay te pyaRy Ke. Ane je vedn =ay te pyaRymaH =ay Ke. xi› to inTy \/uvSv$pe Ke, temaH kayR n=I, kayR pyaRymaH =ay Ke. vedn‐Anuwv pyaRymaH =ay Ke. ;Anuwv kro, Anuwv kro' ‐Aem ke!lak khe Ke. p` ibcaraAone Anuwv xI cIj Ke AenI qbr n=I. inrakul AanHdnuH vedn =ay te Anuwv Ke, Ane te pyaRy Ke. j¡Ao, pyaRymaH du:q Ke, ãƒ‐gu maH du:q n=I. Svanuwv krtaH pyaRymaH je du:q Ke teno nax =ay Ke, ne AanHdna vednnI nvI AvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke. p` hve vedaHtIAonI jem pyaRy xuH cIj Ke AenIy qbr n mze Ane AnuwvnI vat kre, p` tene Anuwv xI rIte =ay? Aene to du:qno j Anuwv rhe. wa{¦ _pyognI dxane AHtmuRq‐Svaiwmuq kyaR ivna SvanuwvnI dxa Ýg!tI n=I. vItrag svR& prme¬re khelI vStu jem Ke tem y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.

Aa„anI xi›Ao Ke te pairàimkwavSv$p Ke. ¹ixxi› te wav (i5kazI) Ane Aa„ãƒ te wavvan. t=a te bþe piràimkwave Ke. pyaRymaH je wav Ýg!e Ke te bIÒ cIj Ke. Aa to xi› Ane xi›van shj Ak<i5m Svwav$p Ke te pairàimkwave Ke. te nvIn _Tpþ =to n=I, ne teno Awav =to n=I. Aha¦ Aava pairàimkwav$pe ¹ixxi› Ke. pyaRyo nvI nvI _Tpþ =ay Ke, &an, dxRn Aaid guò Ke te _Tpþ =ta n=I, ivnxta p` n=I, i5kaz xa¬tpè rhe Ke. Aho¦ Aa jEndxRn bhu sU"m AlaEikk Ke. teno p¿o lagI Ôy tena wvno AHt AavI Ôy Ke. Aena ivna b\a iÊyakaHD‐v/t, tp Aaid svR‐fog! Ke, sHsarnuH‐bH\nuH j kar` bne Ke.

Aha¦ i5kazI ¹ixxi› Ke te pairàimkwave Ke. 320mI ga=amaH moÙnuH kar` k–a wav Ke teno qulaso kyÈ Ke. AaEdiyk, AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk‐Aa car wav pyaRy$p Ke, ne ãƒ‐gu Ke te pairàimkwav Ke. temaH=I moÙnuH kar` ko`? TyaH qulaso kyÈ Ke ke‐

‐pairàimkwav Ke te moÙnuH kar` n=I, kemke te AiÊy Ke, temaH kayR =tuH n=I.

‐AaEdiykwav moÙnuH kar` n=I, kemke ragaid AaEdiykwav Ke te bH\$p ne bH\nakar`$p Ke.

‐bakIna _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk Ae 5` wav moÙnuH kar` =ay Ke kemke te xi›na inmRz kayR$p Ke.

AhÄ dxRnxi›nI vat cale Ke. Aha¦ tenuH AHxe inmRz pir`mn Ke te Ùyopxmwave Ke, kevzdxRn Ùaiykwav$p Ke ne dxRnmaH _pxmwav hoto n=I ne xi›na pir`mnmaH AaEdiykwavno to Awav j Ke. AavI vat Ke.

co=a gu S=anke Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ke te Ùaiykwav Ke. ]e Ik raÔ Ý=m baEâ\m± hta. temne muinrajno




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smagm =taH te smikt paMya. Aa„&an =ya pKI te wgvan mhavIrna smosr`maH p\ayaR. TyaH Ùaiyk smikt paMya¸ wgvanna kar e nih hÇ, potana AHt:puruØa=R=I¸ wgvan to temaH inim¿ma5 Ke. Ùaiyk smikt =ya pKI kdI teno Awav n =ay. Ùaiyk smikt pyaRy Ke Ae!le pl!e qrI, p` Awav ={ne kdI im+yaTv n =ay. smikt =ya phelaH temne nrkgitnuH Aayu*y bH\a{ gyeluH. vtRmanmaH teAo Ý=m nrkmaH Ke. p` nrkmaHy temne xIl Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an ne Sv$pacr`$p xIl temne TyaHy Ke. te xIlna Ýtape TyaH=I nIkzI AavtI covIsImaH wrtna Ý=m tI=Åkr ={ moÙ pamxe. paHcma, K‚a gu S=anmaH xIlnI ivxeØta hoy Ke, t=aip co=ey xIl hoy Ke. AnHtanubH\I kØayno Awav Ke Ae!luH TyaH nrkmaHy co=e gu S=ane xIl Ke. xIl Ae!le bharmaH b/ïcyR hoy AenI vat n=I. Aa to Sv$pnaH ]âan‐&an ne lInta$p piràm tene xIl khe Ke. Are¦ AnHt var muinp uH l{ne Ae nvmI g/Eveykno dev =yo, p` Aa„wan ivna Aene xIl n =yuH Aha¦ Aena pHcmhav/tna wav xIl n hta. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{¦ Aa b\uH qas AWyas krIne smjvuH pDxe hÇ. bhar (ctugRitmaH) rqDvano AWyas to Anaid kaz=I krto Aave Ke. sarI nokrI mze, bag‐bHgla mze ne pase paHc‐ds laqnI mUDI ={ Ôy Ae b\uH to \Uz\aÌ Ke. bharmaH laqonI pedax =ay Ae b\o qo!no \H\o Ke. bharna Aem. Ae. , ne Ael. Ael. bI. na AWyasmaH vØÈ gaze Ae Aeklo papno AWyas Ke. tena fzmaH tne du:qnaH inim¿o mzxe. Ane Aha¦ Aa A|ya„iv>ano AWyas kre to tena fzmaH Sva\In AtIiNãy AanHd mzxe. Aa sHyogonI ¹iÚ jva de wa{¦ sHyog to je AavvayoGy hxe tej Aavxe. ;da e da e qanarnuH nam'‐lokmaH Aem khe Ke ne? Aeno A=R xuH? Ae j ke je rjkò sHyogmaH Aavvana Ke te Aavxe j, Ane nih AavvayoGy sHyog ÊoD _pay kyeR p` nih Aave. wa{¦ sHyog mezvvano _\m kre Ke ma!e te mze Ke Aem n=I. (hve tÀvaWyas ivna Aa kem smÔy?)

wa{¦ Aa xi›no Ai\kar sU"m Ke ma!e xaHit=I saHwzvuH. Aa Aa„ana AHtrnI ihtnI vat Ke. duinya mane n mane Aena=I kaH{ j sHbH\ n=I. AhÄ khe Ke‐dxRnxi› Anakar _pyogmyI Ke. dxRn Ae!le ]âa xi›nI Aa vat n=I. Aa„anI ÝtIit$p‐sMyGdxRn$p jenuH kayR Ke te ]âaxi›nI Aa vat n=I. Aa to inmRz deqvana _pyog$p dxRnxi›nI vat Ke. potana ãƒ Ane AnHt gu ‐pyaRyone pyaRymaH deqe AevI Anakar _pyogmyI dxRnxi›nI Aa vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ ¹ixxi› siht AHdr ãƒmaH j–aH deqva Ôy TyaH te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒapI Ôy Ke. vzI prne deqva=I dxRnxi›no _pyog sakar ={ Ôy Ke Aem n=I. dxRn _pyog to Svne, prne‐svRne wed paDya ivna j samaNyp e deqe Ke. ¹ixxi›, tenI sa=e AnHta gu o, Ane Aek$p i5kazI ãƒ Ae b\uH dxRn _pyogmaH samaNys¿ama5 deqvamaH Aave Ke. wa{¦ Aa dxRn _pyog sU"m Ke. Anakar Ke ne? te=I KÍS= tene pkDI n xke, p` Aagm, Anuman Ane AHtmuRq =yela &an vDe te smÔy Aem Ke. Aa to bapu¦ AHtrnI potanI cIjne phÇcvanI vat Ke. bakI 11 AHgnuH Ô`p uH ={ Ôy toy Aa„a deqay Aem n=I.

Ahaha...¦ Anakar _pyog (xi›p e) to i5kaz Ke, prHtu A&anIne Anaid=I vtRman vtRto _pyog kevz prsNmuq ÝvtRto hova=I tene xi›nuH vaStivk pir`mn Ýg!tuH n=I, tene xi›nuH y=a=R fz AavtuH n=I. p` ßyare te SvsNmuq ={ Sv‐Aa]ye pir`me Ke Tyare inmRz _pyog (Sv‐prne deqva$p) Ýg! =ay Ke Ane sa=e AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu onuH $p temaH AavI Ôy Ke. bIÔ gu temaH AavI Ôy Aem nih, p` bIÔ gu nuH $p temaH AavI Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ b\uH deqay p` Aakar nih, _pyog inrakar inivRkLp hoy Ke. b\ane deqe p` _pyog sakar n =ay, s¿ama5 deqe bs. &an Ke te sivkLp Ke, te Sv‐prne svRne wed paDIne Ô e Ke. prHtu dxRnxi›no _pyog to s¿ama5 vStumaH _pyu› =va$p Ke. dxRniÊyama5 Ke. wa{¦ Aa tara Aa„ana gu ono qÔno qolvamaH Aave Ke. (Aem ke sav\an ={ qÔno Ôe.)

Aha¦ wgvan kevzI khe Ke‐wa{¦ tarI cEtNy vStumaH Anakar _pyogmyI Aek dxRnxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa _pyog Ane Aa _pyogvan Aeva wednuH lÙ KoDI Awed Aek cEtNy vStunuH ßyaH AHtr‐AalHbn kre ke tTkal inmRz _pyognI dxa$pe xi› Ýg! =ay Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ





¹Úa, gu ¹Úa, Ane pyaRy p` Aek ¹Úawav$p Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa dxRnxi› Ême inmRz inmRz AevI pir`me ke Aaqa lokalokne deqnara kevzdxRn$p pir`mI Ôy Ke. te lokalokna pda=Ène kre Aem nih, ma5 samaNys¿a$p deqe bs. Aha¦ Aam ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape AevI dxRnxi›na _pyog vDe tuH deqe te y=a=R deqvuH Ke. kemke temaH pravlHbn n=I. bakI [iNãyona ke ivkLpna AalHbne‐Aa]ye je _pyog Ýg! =ay te to Aa„ano _pyog j n=I, te xi›nuH kayR n=I. xi›nI sa=e Aekta krI pir`me te xi›nuH kayR Ke. AavI vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„anI Aekek xi› AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. Ane te ÝTyek xi› ãƒ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH p` ƒape Ke. Aa dxRnxi› Ke tey ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. TyaH xi› \/uv i5kaz Ke te \/uv _padan Ke, Ane tenI vtRman pyaRy Ýg! =ay te Ùi`k _padan Ke.

to ko{ inim¿ Ke ke nih?

[iNãyaid baæ pda=È temaH inim¿ ho, p` xi›ne tenuH AalHbn n=I. inmRz dxRnopyog Ýg! =ay te SvalHbI Ke, [iNãyaid baæ cIÔe=I te inrpeÙ Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ dxRnxi› to \/uv Ke, p` tenuH Anakar _pyog$pe pir`mn =ay Ke te tenI [iNãyaid inim¿=I inrpeÙ SvalHbI iÊya Ke. xi›na pir`mnnaH KAe karko Sva\In Ke. Aho¦ Aavo AdŸwut AlaEikk ko{ Aa„ãƒno mihma Ke. wa{¦ Aa b\uH potane Ô`va‐smjva ma!e Ke. bIÔne ivSmy pmaDvanI Aa vat n=I. wa{¦ AdŸwut AnHt AaüyÈnuH in\an cEtNycmTkar vStu tuH Ko. teno AHtrmaHmihma lavI Aek var AHtr‐¹iÚ krI pir`mI Ô¸ Ae=I tne suqnuH in\an Aevo \mR Ýg!xe, Ane AnaidkalIn sHsarnI rJzpÎI m!xe. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa Ýma e Aa 5IÒ ¹ixxi› pUrI ={.

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4: &anxi› ;sakar _pyogmyI &anxi›. (je &ey pda=Èna ivxeØo$p AakaromaH _pyu› =ay Ke AevI

&anopyogmyI &anxi›.)'

;sakar _pyogmyI &anxi›' ‐Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? phelaH inrHjn inrakar ¹ixxi› khI. te &eypda=Ène svRne s¿ama5 deqva$p Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐je smye ¹ixxi› Ke tej smye Aa„amaH sakar _pyogmyI &anxi› Ke. &anxi› sakar Ke Ae!le xuH? ke te &eypda=Ène‐Sv Ane pr, Òv Ane AÒv svR pda=Ène‐ivxeØp e iwþ iwþ krIne p` Ô e Ke. &an Awedne Ô e Ke, wedne p` Ô e Ke ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy‐svRne Ô e Ke. Ahaha..¦ &annuH ko{ AlaEikk sam+yR Ke, Aeno Aa mhan ivixÚ Svwav Ke ke te svRne‐svR wavone wed$p p` Ô e Ke. A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH Aave Ke ke‐

Aho¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH ¹ixxi›no _pyog ko{ p` wed kyaR ivna pU R deqe Ane te ¹ixxi›na pir`mnnI sa=e &anxi›nuH je pir`mn Ke te pir`mn Aekek ãƒne iwþ iwþ Ô`e, Aekek gu ne iwþ iwþ Ô e, Aekek pyaRyne iwþ iwþ Ô e, Ane Aekek pyaRyna AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKedone iwþ iwþ Ô e. Aa rIte Aek smynI &annI pyaRy svRne iwþ iwþ Ô e Ane te j smye ¹ixxi›nI pyaRy svRne Aiwþ deqe. Aho¦ Aa &annI ko{ AdŸwut lIla Ke. AavI vat¦

hve [iNãyo=I‐inim¿=I ne ivkLp=I Aa„a Ô e Ae to k–aHy dUr rhI gyuH (A&anmaH gyuH), AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„amaH sakar _pyogmyI Aek &anxi› Ke jena Aek smyna inmRz _pyogmaH Sv‐pr siht svR Òv‐AÒv pda=È Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ &annI Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHta isâo ne kevzI wgvHto &eyp e j`ay AevuH AicHTy AenuH sam+yR Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

&anxi› sakar _pyogmyI Ke. sakar Ae!le xuH? Ýdex ApeÙa tene Aa„ano AsHQyÝdexI A$pI Aakar‐Ùe5 Ke ma!e &an sakar Ke Aem vat AhÄ n=I. vzI tene jem jD‐pudŸglne SpxaRid siht Aakar‐mUtRp uH hoy Ke tevo mUtR Aakar Ke Aem p` n=I, kemke Aa„a to i5kaz A$pI‐AmUtR j Ke. te=I pudŸglnI jem mUtRp uH




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nih hova=I &an A$pI Anakar‐inrakar j Ke. to sakar kevI rIte Ke? Ahaha...¦ &anmaH Sv‐pr siht cetn‐Acetn smSt pda=Ène ivxeØp e Aakaro siht Ô`vanuH ivxeØ‐Asa\ar` sam+yR Ke te=I te sakar Ke. Aa Ýma e‐

‐pudŸglnI jem mUitRk nih hova=I &an inrHjn inrakar‐Anakar Ke.

‐A$pI Aakar‐Ùe5 siht hova=I sakar Ke, p` Ae vat AhÄ n=I.

‐Sv‐prne‐ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy siht smSt pda=Ène ivxeØp e iwþ iwþ Ô`vana Asa\ar` sam+yR siht Ke ma!e &an sakar Ke Aem AhÄ vat Ke.

Aha¦ wedne ivØy nih krtI hova=I dxRnxi› Anakar _pyogmyI Ke, Ane wed‐Awed svRne ÔÌ letuH hova=I &an sakar Ke. Aho¦ &annI ko{ AicHTy AdŸwut lIla Ke.

Aha¦ Svaiwmuq &anno _pyog potane Ô e Ke, i5kazI \/uvne Ô e Ke, sa=e Aena AnHta gu one ne AnHtI pyaRyone Ô e Ke, AHtrHgmaH Ýg! =yelI AtIiNãy AanHdnI lhrne p` Ô e Ke. wle ]ut&anno _pyog hoy, ]ut&annI pyaRynuH p` sam+yR Ae!luH Ke ke te potana i5kazI ãƒne, i5kazI gu one Ane potanI AnHt pyaRyone Ô e Ke Ane AnHta pr ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne‐b\ane &annI pyaRy ÔÌ le Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`vano jeno AÙy Apirimt Svwav Ke te kone n Ô e? Ahaha...¦ &an pote potamaH j iS=t rhIne svRne ÔÌ le Ke. Aha¦ AavI sakar _pyogmyI ÒvmaH &anxi› i5kaz Ke. Aha¦ AavI xi›vaza xi›van Aa„ano mihma lavI AHtrmaH AenI Ìic kre tene kevz&annI xHka rhe nih.

wa{¦ taro Aa„a to AÙy Apirimt &anSvwavno smuã Ke. Ahaha...¦ temaH=I inrHtr &annI pyaRyo ‐lhro _@–a kre AevuH tenuH sam+yR Ke. said‐AnHtkaz pyÅt temaH=I kevz&an nIkZya j kre toy &an SvwavmaH kaH{ Ùit n =ay AevuH tara kevz&anSvwavnuH AicHTy sam+yR Ke. wa{¦ tuH AHdr Ôe to qro¸ tTkal tne tenI Ìic‐ÝtIit =xe.

Ahaha...¦ dxRnxi› jra sU"m Ke. dxRnxi›nI pyaRymaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy siht Sv‐pr svÅne deqvanuH kayR =ay Ke, p` dxRnxi›no _pyog sakar n=I. Aa &anxi› Ke te sakar _pyogmyI Ke. pU R Svãƒ, i5kazI &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHt gu Ane potanI AnHtI pyaRy Ane te isvay AnHta pr ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy Ae b\uH j Aek smymaH sakar nam ivxeØp e Ô`va$p pir`mn kre AevuH AdŸwut Aa &anxi›nuH kayR Ke. Aavo JIò marg¦

ha, p` AavuH &an Ýg! kem =ay? bhu xaS5 w e to =ay qruH ne?

Are wa{¦ &an to Aa„anI injxi› Ke. hve injxi›ne ÔÌ xi›van i5kazI \/uv ãƒmaH ¹iÚ S=aipt kre Tyare xi› SvyH pir`mI Ôy Ke, pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. &anxi›nuH pir`mn k–aHy bhar=I‐xaS5maH=I ke dev‐guÌ AaidmaH=I n=I AavtuH. Aha¦ mhamihmavHt &anxi›vaza Aa„anI ¹iÚ kyaR ivna Aekla prlÙe xaS5 ko{ wÌ Ôy toy xuH? Ae=I kaH{ xi›nuH kayR je sMyG&an te Ýg!tuH n=I. xaS5 to bapu¦ inim¿ma5 Ke. tey kone? je AHtr‐AvlHbne pir`me tene. je SvSv$pnuH AalHbn le nih tene xaS5 xuH kre? kaH{ j n kre. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, Awivne &annI pirìt n=I Ahaha...¦ Anek xaS5 w e, Aigyar AHg w e toy Awivne &annI pirìt n=I. JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Awivne &anno Ùyopxm Ke, p` AwƒTv$p AyoGyta Ke ne? im+ya¹iÚ Ke ne? te=I tene &annI pirìt n=I, tene xuâ&anmy Aa„anuH &an‐]âan _dy pamtuH n=I. &annI pirìt to xuâ sMyG¹iÚne j hoy Ke. Aem to &annI pyaRymaH A&anIne p` Aa„ãƒ Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aavo 17‐18 ga=amaH pa@ Ke. &angu to i5kaz \/uv Ke, temaH Ô`vanuH kayR =tuH n=I, Ô`vanuH kayR pyaRymaH =ay Ke. to Ô`vanI pyaRymaH A&anIne p` Svãƒ Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, p` tenI ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ n=I, tenI pyaRy Ane rag _pr j ¹iÚ Ke. te=I pyaRy ne rag huH KuH Aem te Ô e Ke, mane Ke. Aa rIte xaS5 w`va KtaH AHt:¹iÚ ivna A&anIne xaS5 w`vano law =to n=I. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?




30 : Ývcn rTnakr wag‐11 Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐sakar _pyogmyI &anxi› Ke. ;_pyogvazI' Aem nih, ;_pyogmyI' Aem

khIne _pyognuH &angu sa=e Awedp uH hovanuH isâ kyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ je _pyog &anSvwavI SvãƒmaH Aekakar‐Awed ={ ÝvteR tene j, khe Ke, Ame _pyog khIAe KIAe. Aha¦ je _pyog bhar prãƒmaH ne ragaidmaH tNmy ={ ÝvteR tene Aa„ano _pyog kheta j n=I, tene inmRz &annI pirìt kheta n=I¸ Ae to A&an Ke. Aa xi›no Ai\kar bhu sU"m Ke. Aa potana ihtnI vat Ke, p` iht k–are =ay? Ahaha...¦ vtRman &annI pyaRy &anSvwavI SvãƒnI sNmuq ={ temaH tNmyp e ÝvteR Tyare ;Aa huH &anSvwavI Svãƒ KuH'‐Aem &an‐]âan Ýg! =ay Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an Ke, Ane Aa iht$p \mR Ke. A&anIne p` &annI dxamaH Svãƒ jày Ke, p` tenuH lÙ TyaH Svãƒ pr n=I, tenuH lÙ bhar pyaRy ne ragaid pr Ke. te=I tene &anSvwavI Aa„ãƒ huH KuH Aem Ô`p uH n =taH Aa vtRman pyaRy ne ragaid huH KuH Aem im+ya &an‐]âan =ay Ke. Aa potana AihtnI du:qnI dxa Ke. wa{¦ _pyog injSv$pmaH Aekakar‐Awed ={ ÝvteR te j ihtnI dxa Ke te j moÙmagR Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› Ke te shj Svwav$p pairàimkwav$p Ke. A&anI Òvne AenI qbr n=I. Ahaha...¦ p` Aa i5kaz pairàimkwav Ke Aem jày k–are? AenuH wan k–are =ay? to khe Ke‐SvSv$pmaH AHtr‐Aekag/ ={ AenI s¿ano SvIkar kre Tyare. Ahaha...¦ pairàimkwav to i5kaz Ke, p` AHtmuRq &anna pir`mnmaH teno Ýitwas =ay Tyare te Ke Aem inüy =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ AHtr‐Aekag/ta=I inüy kyaR ivna Ae Ke Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? Aha¦AavuH bhu sU"m vStunuH Sv$p Ke. tene hmàH nih smje to wa{¦ k–are smÒx?

Aha¦ bs Ô`vuH Ae &anno Svwav Ke. &an jem Svãƒne Ô e tem pudŸglaid prãƒne Ô e Ke ne Aek smynI pyaRymaH ivkar‐rag Ke teney Ô e Ke. p` te=I kaH{ &an pudŸglaid prãƒ$p ke rag$p ={ jtuH n=I¸ A=aRtŸ te pudŸglaid prãƒne ke ragne krtuH n=I. Aa vStuiS=it Ke. Anaid=I Aa nih manto hova=I j Òv A&anI Ke. &an Svãƒne Ô e tem tena AnHt gu ne p` iwþ iwþ Ô e Ke, p` &an kaH{ bIÔ AnHt gu $p ={ jtuH n=I. Ôe =ay to &an j n rhe, &anno Awav =ay, Ane to ãƒno p` Awav =ay. p` Aem Ke nih. ãƒmaH Aek gu bIÔ gu $p =ay AevI vStuiS=it j n=I. KtaH b\a AnHt gu Aek ãƒmaH Awedp e ƒapk Ke. Aha¦ Aava AwednI jene ¹iÚ =ay tene AHdr AanHd _Kze Ke A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. lokone qbr nih Ae!le ;AekaNt Ke' Aem raDo paDe p` bapu¦ Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke. tuH saHwz to qro¸ waGy hoy to saHwzvay mze AevI Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒnI AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. xi› kho ke gu kho¸ Ahaha...¦ Aekek gu svR AnHt gu maH ne AnHtgu my ãƒmaH ƒapk Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒmaH ƒapk Ke, gu maH ƒapk Ke, Ane Awed Aek i5kazI ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Ane Tyare rag iwþ rhI Ôy Ke kemke AwednI ¹iÚmaH rag ƒapto n=I. Aha¦ phelaH pyaRymaH rag ƒapto hto, im+yaTvaid ƒaptaH htaH, Ane Tyare sHsarnuH fz AavtuH htuH p` hve ßyaH ãƒ¹iÚ ={, Aa &anSvwavI huH Aa„a KuH Aem ¹iÚ ={ to pyaRymaH &an ne AanHd _KZyaH, AnHt xi›Ao inmRz _KzI. Ahaha...¦ AtIiNãy &an ne AanHd Ýg! =yaH. prãƒmaH=I maruH &an ne suq Aave Ke Aeva im+ya AiwÝayno nax ={ gyo, ne &anna inmRz inmRz pir`mnnI \arano Êm x$ =yo. Aho¦ AavI ãƒ¹iÚ AlaEikk cIj Ke.

Aha¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. temaH &anxi› i5kaz \/uv$pe Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke Ane pyaRymaH &anna _pyog$p tenuH pir`mn =ay te Ùi`k _padan Ke. hve AavI vat tmarI laEikk kolejna w`trmaH bI. Ae. ne Ael. Ael. bI. maH n Aave. p` Aa to kevl&annI kolej bapu¦ Ahaha...¦ ßyaH &anxi›nuH Sv‐Aa]ye inmRz pir`mn =yuH TyaH Ae &ane potanuH i5kazI ãƒ Ô~yuH, potana AnHt gu Ô~ya, potanI inmRz pirìt p` ÔÌ¸ Ahaha...¦ te smye AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn =yuH tem (potanuH Ke Aem) Ô~yuH, Ahaha...¦ p` ƒvharrTn5yno rag k–aHy dUr rhI gyo. (potano Ke Aem n jàyo.) Ahaha...¦ AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. ƒvhar=I‐rag=I p` \mR =ay Ane inüy=I p` \mR =ay AevuH AnekaNtnuH Sv$p n=I¸ Ae to fudDIvad Ke.




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Aa xi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. temaH &anxi› Ke te i5kazI gu Ke, Ane gu nuH \rnaruH i5kazI ãƒ Ke te gu I Ke. Ahaha...¦ TyaH gu I‐i5kazI ãƒ sNmuqnI ¹iÚ =taH xi› Ke te Êmvt± inmRz inmRz pir`me Ke, ne ivkar to k–aHy iwþ rhI Ôy Ke. Are wa{¦ xi› Ane xi›na pir`mnmaH ivkarno sday Awav Ke, kemke ivkarne kre AevI Aa„ãƒmaH ko{ j xi› n=I. Aa ƒvharrTn5yno rag =ay te xi›nuH kayR n=I, inmRz &ananHdmy pir`mnmaH ƒvhar rTn5yno to Awav j Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. Aho¦ Aavo magR idgHbr sHtoAe quLlo kyÈ Ke. hve AemaH mne n smÔy AevuH xLy jva de wa{¦ sHtoAe tne smÔy AevI cIj Ke Aem ÔÌne Aa vat krI Ke.

wa{¦ ij&asa=I |yan d{ne Aa smje to Aa„&an ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. Aha¦ paÌnI trs lagI hoy to Fre FoDo hoy tene n khevay ke‐paÌ lav¸ p` jenamaH smjxi› Ke teva Aa@ vrsna bazkne khevay ke paÌ lav. Ahaha...¦ tem AacayRdev jenamaH smjxi› Ke Aeva sH&I wƒ Òvone khe Ke ke‐&anSv$pI wgvan Aa„ane tuH Ô`. Ahaha... AHdr Ô`vana Svwavvazo wgvan Aa„a tuH Ko‐tene tuH Ô`. Ahaha...¦ AacayRdev kaH{ jD xrIrne ke ragne kheta n=I ke tuH Aa„ane Ô`¦

Aoho...¦ ;sakar _pyogmyI &anxi›' khIne AacayRdeve ke!luH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ xi›maH ƒapk‐tNmy ={ne Ýg! =tI &annI Êmvt± pyaRyne potanaH ktaR, kmR Aaid Ø!Ÿkark Sva\In Ke. kaH{ prna ke ragna Aa]ye &an pir`me Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ &annaH karko prmaH ne ragmaH n=I, p` &annaH karko &anmaH j Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anxi›maH ktaR, kmR, kr` Aaid Aa„ãƒnI Ø!Ÿkark xi›AonuH $p Ke. xuH kI\uH? &anxi›maH Ø!Ÿkark xi›Ao n=I, p` temaH Ø!Ÿkark xi›AonuH $p Ke. te=I &an SvyH j ktaR ={ne, sa\n ={ne potamaH SvtH5 &annuH kmR kre Ke, tene ko{ prnI ke ragnI ApeÙa n=I. hve AavI vat pEsa ne Aab$ rzvamaH roka{ gya hoy ne ivØyomaH roka{ gya hoy temne xeH smÔy?

p` Are wa{¦ Ae pEsa ne Aab$ ne ivØyo‐Ae b\uH to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke. AemaH‐jDmaH suq k–aH Ke ke tne mze? AemaH=I suq mze Aem 5`kazmaH sHwivt n=I. suq to tara Aa„ano Svwav Ke temaH Aekag/ =a ne temaH j roka{ Ô¸ tne suq mzxe.

Aha¦ SvSv$pmaH tNmy AevI &annI pyaRy potane Ô`tI Ýg! ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 102maH Aa vat Aave Ke. Aha¦ _Tpþ =vano te kaz hto to &annI pyaRyno _Tpad =yo. te _Tpad pUvR pyaRy Ane \/uvnI ApeÙa raqto n=I. jra JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ &annI pyaRy \/uvnI sNmuq =yelI \/uvne Ô e qrI, p` te pyaRy \/uvnI ApeÙa raqtI n=I. te pyaRy pote j kar` Ane pote j kayR Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH pr=I‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ=I =ay ne ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? Aha¦ AavI cEtNyna _pyogmyI Aa„anI Aek Asa\ar` &anxi› Ke je Aek &anma5 wavmaH _Kze Ke, Ane Tyare ]âa, cair5 AanHd Aaid AnHt xi›Ao wegI _Kze Ke Ane Aa„ane AicHTy AanHd pmaDe Ke. Aavo magR Ke wa{¦

Aha¦ Aava &anSvwavI Aa„anI SvsNmuq ={ AHtr‐ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke Ane te \mR Ke.

Aa Ýma e Aa co=I &anxi› pUrI ={.

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p: suqxi› ;Anakuzta jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke AevI suqxi›.'

Ahaha...¦ xuH kI\uH? ke Aa„amaH Òvna Òvn$p jem Aek ÒvTvxi› Ke tem Aek AtIiNãy AanHdxi› Ke A=aRtŸ Aa„ana Anakuz AanHdSvwavmy AanHdxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a i5kaz siCcdanHd Ýwu Ke. AemaH stŸ nam xa¬t ictŸ Ane AanHd xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. jem ãƒ i5kaz Ke tem temaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI \/uv Aa„ãƒ AHdr pUr` AanHdna Svwav=I wreluH Ke tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH, tenI sNmuq ¹iÚ krI pir`mtaH, AHdr=I Aa AanHdxi› _Kze Ke A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHdna sHvednvazI Anakuz





dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. ga=a pmaH AacayRdev khe Ke ne ke‐Amne inrHtr Jrto‐AaSvadmaH Aavto suHdr je AanHd temy ÝcurSvsHvednSv$p SvsHvedn Ýg! Ke. Ahaha...¦ te Aa AanHdxi›nuH kayR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦ Ahaha...¦ AHdr AanHdxi›p e pUr` wrelo Ke, AacayRne tenI ƒi› Ýg! dxamaH ={ Ke. AavI vat¦

Aa suqxi›nuH v Rn Ke. kevI Ke suqxi›? to khe Ke‐Anakuzta lÙ`Sv$p Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aek smynI vtRman dxamaH Aakuzta‐du:q Ke te gaE Ke, AHdr vStu i5kazI \/uv inTyanHd Ke te AnakuztalÙ` Ke. JI`I vat Ke Ýwu¦ ;kaH{k huH kruH'‐AevI v<i¿ je _@e te Aakuzta Ke. xuwaxuw ivkLp _@e te Aakuzta Ke. p` mare kaH{ j krvuH n=I, &an p` krvuH n=I, =ay Ke tene xuH krvuH? Ahaha...¦ AavI svR ivkLp riht, kaH{p` krvana boÔ riht inwaRrta te Anakuzta Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI Anakuzta lÙ` suqxi› Ke, Ane tenuH kayR p` Anakuz AanHdmy Ke Aeno Svad wgvan isâna suq jevo hoy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

47 xi›na Aa Ai\karmaH ]âa Ane cair5‐Ae bNne xi›AonuH Alg=I v Rn kyuÅ n=I. Aa suqxi›maH te bNne xi›Ao smavI dI\I Ke. suqxi›nI jem ]âaxi› i5kaz Ke. Aa &ananHdmy i5kazI \/uv ãƒ te huH KuH AevI ÝtIit‐]âan =ay te tenuH kayR Ke. Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn$p =vuH te ]âaxi›nuH kayR Ke Ane te Ýg!taH sa=e te j smye inym=I Anakuz AanHdnuH sHvedn Ýg! =ay j Ke. Aa Ýma e suqxi›na kayR äara‐Anakuz AanHdna sHvedn äara ]âaxi› Ane tenuH kayR Ýg! =yanuH smÒ xkay Ke. Aa rIte suqxi›maH AacayRdeve ]âaxi› giwRt krI dI\I Ke. (TyaH bNnenaH lÙ` to iwþ j Ô`vaH).

Ahaha...¦ ]âa Ane cair5 to mUz cIj Ke. 47 xi›maH tenuH v Rn n=I te=I te n=I Aem n smjvuH. bNnene Aa suqxi›maH smavI dI\el Ke Aem y=a=R Ô`vuH. Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH jem ]âaxi› i5kaz Ke tem cair5xi› i5kaz Ke. Sv$pacr`‐Sv$piS=rtanI Ême ivxeØta =vI te cair5xi›nuH kayR Ke, Ane te i5kazI \/uv ãƒna _g/ AalHbn=I Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavI cair5nI Êmvt± vItragI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke Tyare tenI sa=e inym=I Anakuz AanHdnI Ýcur‐Ýcurtr dxa Anuwvay Ke. Aa Ýma e Anakuz suqxi›na kayR äara cair5 gu nI dxa smÒ xkay Ke.

Ahaha...¦ SvSv$pna Aa]ye Sv$prm`tanI Aa„anuwvnI dxa =taH mha vEraGy Ane cair5nI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa dxamaH Anupm Anakuz AanHd wego hoy j Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„anuwv =taH mha ihtkarI vItragta siht Anakuz AaLhadjnk suqnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Are¦ A&anI Òv AavI cair5dxane kÚdayk mane Ke. Kh#alamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

;Aatm ihthetu ivrag &an, te lqE Aapko kÚ dan.'

p` wa{¦ Aek var saHwz to qro, Ahaha...¦ AHdr i5lokIna= wgvan siCcdanHd Ýwu AnHt xi›Aono sagr lhra{ ræo Ke. Ahaha...¦ tenI Aekek xi›maH bIÒ AnHt xi›nuH $p Ke Aekek xi›maH AnHt xi› ƒapk Ke. Aha¦ Aava AnHt xi›my wgvan Aa„ane ßyare pyaRy AHtrmaH vzIne deqe Ke, ]âe Ke, ne temaH rme Ke Tyare Ýcur AanHdnI‐mha AanHdnI dxa Ýg!e Ke. AavI Aa AanHdxi›maH ]âa Ane cair5 bNnene smavI dI\el Ke.

wa{¦ sMyGdxRn =ay, sMykŸcair5 Ýg!e, Ane sa=e AanHd n Aave AevI vStuiS=it n=I, kemke &an‐ma5 wavna pir`mnmaH svR AnHtI xi›Ao Aek sa=e _Kze Ke Ae!le to svR gu aHx te smikt Aem kæuH Ke. ko{ khe ke Amne smikt =yuH Ke p` AanHd‐Anakuz AaLhad Ýg!–o n=I to tenI vat jU@I Ke, A=aRtŸ tene smikt =yuH j n=I, te A&anI j Ke. F`a jEnawasIAo AevuH mane Ke ke‐Amne smikt to Ke, ne hve v/t l{Ae Ae!le cair5 AavI jxe, p` temnI Ae maNyta tdŸn jU@I Ke, kemke Anakuz AanHdnI dxa Ýg!–a ivna smikt hotuH j n=I¸ kuzpâit=I kaH{ smikt hotuH n=I.

sHÝdaymaH Amara guÌwa{ kheta ke‐Aap e jEnkuzmaH jNMya KIAe, Ae!le smikt to g`\rdev jevuH j =yeluH Ke, hve bs v/t, tp, dIÙa g/h` krIAe Ae!le cair5 ={ Ôy. Are wgvan¦ xuH vat Ke Aa? sMyGdxRn




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kaH{ kuzpâitnI cIj n=I wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ AHdr pUàRnHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz ivraje Ke tenI Ìic‐ÝtIit =vI te sMyGdxRn Ke, Ane te SvanuwUitnI dxamaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa smikt to svR \mRnuH mUz Ke wa{¦ hve smikt xuH cIj Ke Aey Ô e nih te Aeno puruØa=R kem kre? Ane ivna smikt cair5nI dxa kem Ýg! =ay? Aa \aimRk vgRmaH Aavela saE brabr Ô e ke smikt Ane \mR‐cair5 xuH cIj Ke, kemke lokmaH Ae j sarwUt ihtkarI cIj Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐

—tInlok ithu¥kal maHih nihH dxRn so suqkarI¸skl \rmko mUb yhI [s ibn krnI du:qkarI.˜

wa{¦ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH AaquH i5kazI Aa„ãƒ AavI Ôy Aem nih, p` AemaH pU R AanHdSvwav Aeva i5kazI ãƒnI ne Aena pU R i5kazI sam+yRnI ÝtIit‐]âa AvXy AavI Ôy Ke. Aho¦ sMyGdxRn AavI ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. AenI Ýaiº =taH inmRz rTn5y$pI moÙmagR qulI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ co=e, paHcme, Kõe gu S=ane sMyGdxRn siht je AHtra„a Ke tene ixvmgcarI kæo Ke. Kh#alamaH Aave Ke ke‐

m|ym AHtr-Aatm hEH je, dexv/tI AngarI¸jFn khe Aivrt sm£iÚ, tInÇ ixvmgcarI.

AhÄ magRmaH gmn x$ kyuÅ Ke to co=e Aivrt sMyG¹iÚne p` ixvmgcarI kæo Ke. cair5nI pU Rta to caEdma gu S=anna AHtsmymaH =ay Ke KtaH K‚a satma gu S=anmaH SvSv$pnI ¹iÚ siht Sv$pmaH rm`ta‐lIntanI ivxeØ dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane Tyare sa=e Ýcur AanHdnI dxa Ýg!e Ke, Aha¦ Aa K‚a‐satma gu S=an=I muQyp e cair5 g`vamaH AaƒuH Ke Ane TyaH=I moÙmagR khevamaH Aave Ke. co=a gu S=an=I magR qule Ke, t=aip co=amaH saÙatŸ cair5dxa n=I¸ saÙatŸ moÙmagR n=I. saÙatŸ cair5dxa to Sv$pnI _g/ rm`tanI ivxeØ dxa =taH Ýg! =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, ]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smiktI hta. AHdr pU aRnHdSv$p inj Aa„ãƒnI inül ÝtIit ={ htI. t=aip teAo cair5 l{ xk–a n hta, SvSv$pnI _g/ rm`ta$p cair5nI dxa temne Ýg! ={ n htI. tevI rIte ]I %Øwdev wgvan vtRman covIsIna Ý=m tI=RHkr hta¸ 84 laq pUvRnuH temnuH Aayu*y htuH, Ùaiyk smiktI hta, 5` &an sa=e l{ne AvtyaR hta. KtaHy 83 laq pUvR su\I teAo g<hS=a]mmaH ræa, cair5 \ar` n krI xk–a. Aek pUvR Ae!le ke!laH vrs qbr Ke? Aek pUvRmaH 70 laq p6 hÔr kroD vØR =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aava 83 laq pUvR su\I teAo cair5 l{ xk–a n hta. _¿rpura`maH Aem v Rn Ke ke b\a tI=Åkro Aa@ vØRnI ëmre bar v/t \ar` kre Ke. Aa rIte AbÔe vØR temne paHcmuH gu S=an ræuH, p` TyaHlgI Aagz n v\I xk–a. co=e, paHcme gu S=ane, Ôe ke cair5no AHx hoy Ke, p` muindxane yoGy saÙatŸ cair5dxa TyaH hotI n=I. Aho¦ AavI cair5dxa ko{ AlaEikk hoy Ke Ane te mha puruØa=± bDwagI puruØone Ýaº =tI hoy Ke.

wa{¦ smiktnI ÝaiºmaH Ôe AHtmuRq ¹iÚno ApUvR puruØa=R Ôe{Ae to cair5dxanI ÝaiºmaH p` Sv$prm`tano mhan puruØa=R Ôe{Ae. ma5 nG™ ={ jvuH ke 28 mUzgu` pazva tenuH nam kaH{ cair5 n=I¸ AHdr AanHdSv$p Aa„amaH _g/ lInta‐rm`ta ={ Ôy, AanHdSv$pnI AiStnI mStImaH mXgul ={ Ôy tenuH nam cair5 Ke. ATyare to cair5na nam pr b\I gDbD ={ g{ Ke. hve r8 mUlgu naHy @ekaàH n hoy, paHc mhav/tnaHy @ekaàH n hoy, ne ma5 bhar nG™ta vDe cair5 manva‐mnavva laGya Ke, p` Ae to A&an Ke wa{¦ AemaH tne ko{ law n=I bapu¦ ë\I‐ivprIt maNytanuH fz to bhu AakruH Ke wa{¦ Sv$plInta ivna 28 mUlgu p` kaH{ j n=I bapu¦ te=I to kæuH ke‐

muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo,pE inj Aatm&an ivna, suq lex n payo.

Are, paHc mhav/t coQqaH paze, A‚avIs mUlgu` brabr \ar` kre, potana ma!e bnavelaH Aahar‐paÌ ÝaàHte p` n le, t=a Aigyar AHg wÌ Ôy‐Aha¦ Aava iÊyakaHDna xukl leXyana piràm p` Òve AnHt var





kyaR Ke, Ane KtaH sMyGdxRn‐&an ivna te lex p` suq paMyo n=I, A=aRtŸ du:q j paMyo Ke. mtlb ke paHc mhav/taidna piràm Aas/v hova=I du:q$p j Ke, cair5 n=I.

to cair5vHt mhamuinvrone te hoy Ke to qra? hoy Ke, cair5vHtone te AvXy hoy Ke, t=aip te cair5 n=I, muinvro tene cair5 kheta n=I.

cair5nI sa=e te wle ho, p` Ae b\uH ƒvhar Aacr` rag hova=I du:q$p j Ke. tene smysar na!kmaH jgpH= kæo Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐

ta karn jgpH= [t, _t isv marg Ôer¸prmadI jgkÕ \ukE, Aprmaid isv Aor. -40, moÙäar.

wa{¦ je!lo rag Aave Ke te sHsar Ke Aem pHcsHg/hmaH p` kæuH Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...? Are, sMyGdxRnna Sv$pnI Ane tene Ýg!avvanI rItnI qbr ivna Òv potanI mit‐kLpna=I

v/t‐tp \ar` krIne tene \mR manI le p` te=I kaH{ tene \mR =ay nih. jene Sv$pnaH ]âan‐&an =yaH hoy Ane Sv$pnI _g/ rm`ta =ay tene cair5 ne \mR =ay Ke, Ane tene AHtrmaH Anakuz AanHdno Ýcur AaSvad Aave Ke. Aha¦ Aava AHtrHg cair5 ivna mui› =tI n=I. wa{¦ jemaH AaSvadmaH AavtI AtIiNãy AanHdna rsnI Ýbz \ara Ýg! =ay AenuH nam cair5 Ke, Ane te sMyGdxRnna AwavmaH kdIy hotuH n=I.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a inTy &ananHdSv$p Ke. tenI AHtr‐rm`ta =ay te cair5dxa Ke. Aha¦ Aava cair5 sa=e AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdnI Ýk<Ú \ara vhe Ke. AavI Anakuz AanHdnI wUimkamaH muinne ikHictŸ ƒvhar‐rTn5yno rag Aave, p` tenuH tene SvaimTv n=I¸ ƒvharno rag Ane tenuH fz‐je [Nã‐[NãaÌna vEwv ne kroDo APsraAono sHyog Aave te‐Aene Jer sman heybuiâAe hoy Ke. pu~y Ane pu~ynaH smSt fz smiktIne Jer jevaH lage Ke. [Ndorna kacmHidrmaH lQyuH Ke ke‐

cÊvt±kI sHpda, AÌ [Nã sirqa wog¸kagiv!Ÿ sm ignt hE, sMyG¹iÚ log.

ko{ne =ay ke pu~ynaH fzne kag‐iv!Ÿ A=aRtŸ ivÚa sman kem kæaH? Are wa{? wgvane to pu~y Ane pu~ynaH fzne Jer kæaH Ke. KtaH tne pu~yno Aa!lo b\o h@Ilo Ýem kem Ke? Ôe tare \mR‐cair5 Ôe{Ae Ke to pu~yno Ýem Ý=m j KoDvo Ôe{xe kemke je e pu~yne _padey maNyuH Ke tene AanHdSv$p Aa„a hey j ={ gyo Ke, Ane jene Aa„a _padey Ke tene pu~y hey j hoy Ke. AavI vat Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Anakuzta jenuH lÙ`‐Sv$p Ke AevI suqxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem Ô`vuH‐Ô`vuH Ae &annuH lÙ` Ke. tem Anakuzta suqxi›nuH lÙ` Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava suq=I wrelo AÙy wHDar wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ Ae suq kone khIAe? ke jemaH AakuztanuH naminxan n=I. suqxi›maH Aakuzta nih ne tena Êmvt± pir`mnmaH p` Aakuzta nih. wa{¦ tare suq Ôe{Ae Ke to Anakuz suq jeno Svwav Ke Aeva tara Aa„ãƒnI ¹iÚ kr Ane temaH j lIn =a. bakI Aa ragaid ivkar to Aakuzta Ke pu~yna piràm p` Aakuzta Ke, du:q$p Ke. wa{¦ mare suq Ôe{Ae Aem suqnI AiwlaØ‐[CKa kyeR suq nih mze, kemke [CKama5 du:q$p Ke, du:qmUz Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐

—kya [CKt qovt sbE, hE [CKa du:qmUz˜

ma!e [CKama5=I ivram pamI suqna wHDar Aeva SvSv$pmaH guº ={ Ô. j¡Ao, hr`nI naiwmaH kSturI hoy Ke p` AenI Aene qbr n=I. te=I gH\ AavtaH AenI xo\maH te

bhar doDadoD krI mUke Ke. p` bharmaH hoy to mze ne? ibcaruH =akIne nahk qediqNn‐du:q =ay Ke. tem wgvan Aa„amaH suqxi› i5kaz Ke. prHtu A&anI Òvne AenI qbr n=I. te=I te suqnI xo\maH bhar [iNãyna ivØyomaH‐qanpanmaH, S5Ina dehmaH, bag‐bHglamaH, rHgragmaH [TyaidmaH suq Ke Aem manI [iNãyna ivØyo Ýit doDadoD krI mUke Ke. p` TyaH bharmaH‐Ae jD pda=ÈmaH‐suq hoy to mze ne? ivØyomaH fog! faHfaH




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marIne te nahk qediqNn =ay Ke, du:qI j =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ bharna jD ivØyomaH suq n=I, ivØyonI mmta ne AnuragmaH suq n=I ne kevz ivØyone j Ô`nara bihlRÙI &anmaHy suq n=I. Aha¦ Aek SvanuwUitmaH j suq Ke. ma!e suq Ôe{Ae to [CKa=I ivram pamI SvanuwUit kr. Aha¦ Lyo, Aavo marg¦

wgvan Aa„amaH xi›$pe suq i5kaz wyuÅ Ke. wgvan isâne tenI pU R ƒi› ={ Ke. isâ wgvanne suqnI pU R dxa‐AnHt suq hoy Ke. isâ wgvanne Ýg! Aa@ gu na v RnmaH sMykŸTv, &an, dxRn, ne vIyR Ae car Aave Ke. car FaitkmRna Ùy=I sMykŸTv, &an, dxRn, Ane vIyR Ýg! =ay Ke Ane car AFaitkmRna Ùy=I Aƒaba\, Avgahn, sU"mTv Ane AguÌlFu gu Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavI svÈTk<Ú dxa AnHtmihmayu›, AnHtxi›my inj Aa„ãƒnaH &an‐]âan Ane rm`ta krtaH Ýaº =ay Ke. Are¦ loko (ko{ jEnawasIAo) smßya ivna j v/t, Ýitma vgerene cair5 khe Ke p` wa{¦ Ae magR n=I. Aa„a Sv$p=I j sda AanHdmy‐siCcdanHdmy Ke, tenaH &an‐]âan Ane rm`ta krtaH Anakuz suq Ýg!e Ke, tenI pU Rta =ye pU R suq‐AnHt suq Ýg!e Ke. bs, Aa j magR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa pHdrmI AogS!e dexno SvatHœy idvs _jve Ke ne? p` Ae to taro dex‐Svdex nih wa{¦ tuH Aeno SvamI nih¸ Ae to ÝTyÙ iwþ cIj Ke bapu¦ AenI seva (mmTv) kyeR tne (sHsar isvay) kaH{ j law n=I. Ahaha...¦ AsHQy Ýdex‐ke jemaH Aa„anaH AnHt gu svR5 ƒapIne i5kaz ræaKe te Aeno Svdex Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a Aeno SvamI Ke. Aha¦ Aava Sv‐dexnI seva sevn kyeR AHdr SvatHœy‐Svraj Ýg! =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ AnHt gu shj inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke. j¡Ao, Aa Svraj¦ smysarnI 17‐18 mI ga=amaH Aa„ane raÔ‐;Òvraya' ‐kæo Ke. Ahaha...¦ ;rajte‐xowte [it raÔ' je Anek sm<iâ vgere=I xowe te raÔ Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem bharmaH raÔ tena K5, camr Aaid ivwUit Ane xrIrnI %iâ t=a baæ sm<iâ vgere=I xowe Ke tem Aa Aa„‐raÔ potana suqaid AnHt gu onI sm<iâ=I xowe Ke. ivkar piràm Ane sHyog=I xowe te Aa„‐raÔ nih, Ane cÊvt± ke [Nãna vEwv=I xowe te p` Aa„‐raÔ nih. Ahaha...¦ jemaH AanHdrsno AaSvad Aave Aeva AnHtgu ‐vEwvnI Ýg!ta=I xowayman te Aa„‐raÔ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra muinvronI AHtrdxa¦ Aa„&anI |yanI inÔnHdrsna AnuwvmaH lIn muinvro, temne dehnI iS=it pUrI =vano Qyal AavI Ôy Tyare kevuHk icNtvn kre Ke¦ Ahaha...¦

clo sqI vhaH j{Ae, jhaH n Apna ko{¸klevr wqe jnavra, muva n rove ko{.

Ahaha...¦ muinraj potanI xuâ pir`tIne khe Ke‐ßyaH AanHdno sagr‐AanHd‐su\aisH\u wgvan Ke TyaH calo j{Ae. AHdr Aeva mG™‐lIn ={Ae ke klevrne‐Aa mDdane ixyaizyaH qa{ Ôy toy qbr n pDe t=a deh KU!I Ôy to ko{ paKz ronar n hoy. Ahaha...¦ kevI AHtr‐lInta Ane kevuH inmRmTv¦ AanHdsagr Aa„amaH tLlIn =va mhamuinraj igirgufamaH caLya Ôy Ke inüy=I to inj xuâa„a icdanHd Ýwu Ke te j igirgufa Ke.

ÝvcnsarmaH crànuyog cUilkamaH dIÙa=±nuH bhu suHdr v Rn Ke. Ahaha...¦ dIÙa=± Aa„ana AanHdmaH lIn =va dIiÙt =ay Ke Tyare potanI S5Ine khe Ke‐mara dehne rmaDnar he rmÌ¦ marI AnuwUitSv$p rmÌ to AnaidAnHt AHdr xa¬t pDI Ke, hve tenI sa=e rmva A=aRtŸ mara SvSv$pmaH lIn =va huH Ô_H KuH. smysar ga=a 73maH p` Aa i5kazI AnuwUitnI vat AavI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—svR karkona smUhnI ÝiÊya=I par _trelI je inmRz AnuwUit, te AnuwUitma5pàne lI\e xuâ KuH.˜ j¡Ao, Aa„anI pyaRymaH ragnI iÊya =ay te to mara Aa„anuH Sv$p nih, p` rag riht inivRkar pirìt pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay te p` huH i5kaz AnuwUitSv$p Aa„a nih. huH pr=I j¡do, rag=I j¡do, ne inmRz Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt je =ay tena=Iy j¡do i5kazI AnuwUitSv$p wgvan AaTma KuH, Aa AnuwUit te i5kazI Aek$p SvwavnI vat Ke hoH, Aa AnuwUitnI pyaRynI vat n=I. Ahaha...¦ dIÙa=± khe Ke‐huH maro i5kazI AnuwUitSv$p wgvan ßyaH Ke TyaH Ôë KuH, hve TyaH j mare AanHd=I rmvuH Ke ma!e Aa dehne rmaDnarI he rmÌ¦ Anumit de, A=aRtŸ mne KoDI de. Lyo, Anumit Aape ke n Aape, Ae to srrr AHdr caLya Ôy Ke vnvas caLya Ôy Ke.





vzI dIÙa \ar` krvana ÝsHge matane sHbo\e Ke‐he jneta¦ Aa xrIrnI jNmdata tuH jneta Ko, p` huH to Anakuz AanHdSvwavI Aa„a KuH, Aa Aa„anI tuH jneta n=I. mara AanHdSv$pI Aa„amaH=I marI AanHdnI dxano jNm =ay Ke te=I inüy=I te j marI jneta Ke. mata¦ mne rÔ de, huH marI i5kaz AanHdSv$pI matanI godmaH Ôë KuH TyaH huH Aevo rmuH‐rm`ta kruH ke fer jNm na \ruH. mata, Aek var tare rovuH hoy to ro{ le, hve huH bIÒ mata nih kruH‐Aa maro kol Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aam AHtrmaH d<# vEraGy \ar` krIne yuvan rajkumaro Ýcur AanHdna SvadnI Ýaiº A=eR vnvasmaH‐Aa„vasmaH caLya Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ kevo vEraGy¦ kevuH inmRmTv¦¦

Are¦ A&anI baæmaH suq mane Ke. &anI ßyaH=I ivr› =ay Ke, A&anI TyaH cEn manI JHplave Ke. A&anI S5I, pirjn, \n, mkan [TyaidmaH suq mane Ke, Ane TyaH j roka{ rhe Ke. suq to potamaH j wyuR Ke, p` AenI qbr n=I te=I te b\e bhar j faHfaH mare Ke, Ane inrax ={ du:qI du:qI =ay Ke.

ha, p` ko{ ko{ Ae sHyogomaH suqI hoy Aem deqay Ke?

\Uzey suqI n=I saHwzne. suq to dUr rho, Ae sHyogomaH suqnI gH\ey n=I¸ _l!uH Aena trfnuH je vl` Ke te mha pap Ane du:q Ke. wa{¦ suq to tene khIAe jemaH AakuztanI KaH! p` n hoy Ane je kdI nax n pamI Ôy, kdI pl!I n Ôy.

gjsukumar muinnI vat xaÏmaH Aave Ke. ßyare ]Ik<*` ]I neimna= wgvannaH dxRn krva ha=I pr besIne smosr`maH Ôy Ke Tyare tena qozamaH nanawa{ gjsukumar be@el Ke. magRmaH Aek sonInI Ait Sv$pvan kNya sonana geDIdDe rmtI htI. tene dUr=I Ôe{ne ]Ik<*è sevkone Aa&a krI ke‐Aa kNyane AHt:purmaH l{ ÔAo, tenaH gjsukumar sa=e lG™ krvaH Ke. sevko te kNyaHne AHt:purmaH l{ gya, Ane AhÄ ]Ik<*` gjsukumarne l{ne wgvannaH dxRna=R smosr`maH p\ayaÅ. pKI xuH =yuH? Aha¦ wgvannI ’|vin saHwzIne gjsukumarnuH ic¿ Ait d<# vEraGy=I wra{ gyuH. teAo boLya‐na=¦ huH muinp uH AHgIkar krva cahuH KuH. mata devkI pase j{ kheva laGya‐he mata¦ AHdr AanHdno na= ivraje Ke tenI sarsHwaz‐surÙa ma!e huH wgvtI dIÙa AHgIkar krva maguH KuH. hve huH Sv$pnI sHwaz ma!e vnmaH Ôë KuH. he mata¦ Aa dehnuH mmTv dUr kro. marI pyaRymaH jra du:q Ke, p` te du:qno mara AanHdnI pirìtmaH Awav Ke.

pKI to gjsukumar wgvan pase dIiÙt ={ne äairkana SmxanmaH |yan krva caLya gya. temnuH xrIr ha=Ina tazva jevuH lalcoz, komz htuH. te=I temnuH nam gjsukumar paDvamaH AaƒuH htuH. Aha¦ muinraj to inj AanHdSv$pna |yanmaH tLlIn hta Tyare Êo\aiG™=I bzI rhela pela sonInI kNyana ipta TyaH Aaƒa. tem e SmxannI raq l{ temaH paÌ reDI gjsukumar muinna ma=a _pr paz bnavI, Ane AHdr msa`na \g\gta AHgara pUyaR ma=a _pr wDwD AiG™ bzva lagI. p` muinraj to |yanmaH Acz ræa. Aha¦ Aekkor wDwD AiG™=I ma=uH bze Ane Aekkor muinraje Ýg!avelI |yanaiG™maH kmR bze. ma=uH bze tenI trf to muinrajnuH lÙ j n=I. Aaqre |yanaiG™maH svR kmR wSmIwUt =yaH. muinraj tTkal kevz&an Ýg!avI prmsuqSv$p injpd‐moÙpdne paMya. Aho¦ Sv$p|yannI‐SvanuwUitnI dxano ko{ AicHTy mihma Ke AenuH fz prm suq\am AevuH moÙ Ke.

smysarnI Aa„Qyait !Ikana mHglacr`maH Ý=m j ]I Am<tcHã SvamI khe Ke‐

nm: smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste.icTSvwavay wavay svRwavaNtriCKde..

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐ ;nm: smysaray' Ahaha...¦ rag riht &an Ane AanHd=I wreluH maruH Sv$p Ke tene huH nmn kruH KuH. Aha¦ smysar maro na= AanHdno sagr Ke temaH huH marI pirìtne JukavI nmn kruH KuH. AavI vat¦




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kevo Ke smysar? ;SvanuwUTya ckaSte' Ahaha...¦ mara AanHdno na= SvanuwvÝTyÙ inj SvanuwUit=I Ýg! =ay tevo Ke. Aha¦ te dya, dan, Aaid ko{ ƒvharna wavo=I Ýg! =to n=I. vzI

;icTSvwavay wavay' Ahaha¦ ;wavay' nam s¿aSv$p Aa„pda=R icTSvwavmy Ke, &an‐dxRn$p cEtNySvwavmy Ke. Aha¦ &anaid gu Ke te teno Svwav Ke, Ane SvanuwUitmaH te Ýisâ =ay Ke. vzI

;svRwavNtriCKde' 5`kaz 5`lokna smSt pda=Ène Aek smymaH pU R Ô e Aevo teno svR&Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa svR&xi› phelaH je &anxi› khI temaH giwRt Ke. Aha¦ Aavo svR&Svwav SvanuwUitmaH Ýaº =ay Ke. Aavo sU"m marg Ke wa{¦

ke!lak khe Ke ne ke‐Aa to bhu sU"m Ke. p` xuH =ay? wgvan¦ taruH Sv$p j sU"m Ke. sU"mTv gu` ãƒmaH ƒapk hova=I &an sU"m, dxRn sU"m, AanHd sU"m, ktaR sU"m‐Aem svR gu sU"m Ke. Aha¦ Aava sU"mne pamvano marg sU"m Ke wa{¦ pu~y‐papna S=Uz wavomaH Ae sU"m jàto n=I.

ko{ne Aem =ay ke Aa ƒvharno inØe\ kre Ke. p` xuH =ay? vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke. }lokna care cr`maH AiSt=I vat krI Ke. Aa„amaH AÒv n=I, pu~y‐pap n=I, ƒvhar n=I Aem naiSt temaH isâ ={ Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, Aa same x5uHßy phaD _pr paHc paHDvo muindxamaH ivcrta hta. wgvanna dxRnno wav =yo TyaH qbr pDI ke wgvan neimna= to moÙ p\ayaR. Are, wrtÙe5maH wgvanno ivrh pDI gyo. Aha¦ paHce muinvrone mihna mihnana _pvas Ke, Ane phaDna ixqr pr |yanmG™ éwa Ke. TyaH duyÈ\nna wa eje AavI _psgR maHD–o¸ \g\gtaH loqHDnaH \re aH temne pheraƒaH. Aha¦ ma=e \g\gto mug!, kH@maH \g\gtI maza Ane ha=‐pgmaH \g\gtaH kDaH pheravI te e mhamuinvro pr wyHkr _psgR kyÈ. \mRraÔ, Aj¡Rn Ane wIm‐Ae 5` muinvroAe TyaH j xukl|yannI ]e I maHDI, kevz&an _pÔvI moÙpd Ýaº kyuÅ. nana be wa{Ao shdev Ane inkuzne jra ivkLp ={ Aaƒo ke‐Are¦ mo!awa{ \mRraÔ pr Aavo _psgR¦ Aa!la ivkLpna fzmaH temne be wv ={ gya. mo!a 5` paHDvo pUr` vItrag ={ moÙpd paMya, ßyare nana bene jrak ivkLp Aaƒo temaH be wv ={ gya. bNne svaR=Risiâ namna devlokmaH 33 sagropmnI AayuiS=itmaH gya. ivkLp Aaƒo to kevz&an A!kI gyuH. j¡Ao, xuwivkLp tey sHsar Ke. A&anI Òvo xuwwav=I law‐\mR =vanuH mane Ke, p` Ae Aemno w/m j Ke, kemke xuwwav p` bH\nuH j kar` Ke, AbH\ n=I. AavI vat¦

Are wa{¦ tara SvwavmaH to AekluH suq‐suq‐suq bs suq j wyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ vIàna tarne KeDtaH jem J`Jà! krtI vage Ke tem suqxi›=I wrela Aa„amaH Aekag/ =taH J`Jà! krtI suqna sHvednnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Are¦ Aene inj Svwavno mihma n=I¦ AnHt gu na rs=I wrela injpdnI sHwaz kyaR ivna Aha¦ te Anaid=I prpdne potanuH manI wvsagrmaH go=aH qaya kre Ke. Aha¦ AenI dudRxanI xI vat¦ daÌ` du:qo=I wrelI AenI k=nI ko` khI xke? Are wa{¦ AhÄ AacayR wgvan tne taruH suqin\an btave Ke. to hve to injin\an pr Aek var njr kr. Aha¦ njr krtaH j tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevuH taruH idƒ AlaEikk in\an Ke. Aha¦

;mara nynnI Aazse re, nIrQya n meH nyè hir.'

Aa hir te ko{ bIÒ cIj nih, inj xuâa„a icdanHdFn Ýwu te hir Ke. je du:qne hre A=aRtŸ suqne kre te hir Ke. pHca|yayImaH Aave Ke ke‐ ;hrit [it hir:' du:qna bIjwUt je im+yaTvaidne hre te hir nam suqin\an AanHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ Ýmad KoDIne, ivØyonuH vl` KoDIne potana hir nam wgvan Aa„ane Aekag/ ={ nIrqvo, wjvo te suqno _pay Ke. Lyo....

Aa Ýma e Aa paHcmI suqxi› pUrI ={.

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6: vIyRxi›

;Sv$p (‐Aa„Sv$pnI) rcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi›'

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH jem &an gu Ke tem vIyR namno Aek gu Ke. Aa pu5‐pu5I =vana inim¿$p je xrIrnuH vIyR‐jD vIyR Ke tenI AhÄ vat n=I. vIyR Ae!le bz namnI Aa„amaH Aek xi› Ke. Aa xi› vDe Aa„a bzvan Ke. Ahaha...¦ potana Sv$pnI rcna kre‐Sv$pne \arI raqe Aevo je Aa„ano Svwav te vIyRxi› Ke.

Ahaha...¦ vIyRxi›no Svwav Aa„ana Sv$pnI rcna krvano Ke. xuH kI\uH? &an, dxRn, AanHd, Ýwuta, SvCKta Aaid AnHt gu o te Aa„anuH Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu no SvamI Aa„a AnHtna= wgvan Ke. tenI sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an, sMyGcair5, Anakuz AtIiNãy AanHd, sMykŸ vIyR [Tyaid inmRz pyaRyne rce te vIyRxi›nuH kayR Ke. p` ragnI rcna kre, ke jDnI‐xrIrnI, mkannI, smajnI ke dexnI rcna kre te Aa„anI vIyRxi›nuH kayR nih. wa{¦ Aa„amaH je bzxi›‐vIyRxi› Ke te inmRz SvSv$pnI rcna krvana sam+yR$p Ke Ane jDnI rcna to jDnI xi›nuH kayR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, neimna= wgvan g<hS=dxamaH hta Tyarno Aek ÝsHg pura`maH v Rvelo Ke. ]Ik<*`‐vasudevnI rajswamaH Aek var ccaR nIkzI ke AhÄ saE=I bzvan ko`? ko{ khe paHDvo bzvan Ke, bIÔe khe ke bzwã bzvan Ke, 5IÔe khe ke ]Ik<*`‐vasudev bzvan Ke, co=o khe ke \mRraÔ bzvan Ke. AevamaH te j vqte rajswamaH neimkumar p\ayaR. Tyare bzwãe kæuH ke‐b\a bzvan wle ho, p` neimkumarna tole nih¸ neimkumar bavIsma tI=Åkr Ke Ane te j saEmaH bzvan Ke. ]Ik<*`ne Aa vat ruic nih¸ Ae!le tem e neimkumarne kuStI krIne potanuH bzvanp uH saibt krva Aaæan AaPyuH. neimkumare kæuH‐bH\uvr¦ mo!awa{nI sa=e kuStI n kray, p` bznI prIÙa j krvI Ke to Aa maro pg AhÄ=I tme qseDI do. ]Ik<*è FÌ mhent krI, p` te neimkumarno pg qseDI xk–a nih. pKI neimkumare potanI !clI AaHgzI sI\I krI kæuH‐Aa marI !clI AaHgzI vazI Aapo. ]Ik<*` !clI AaHgzI pr pUrI takat=I Aaqa !Äga{ gya, p` AaHgzI vzI nih. p` Aa to xrIrnuH ‐jDnuH bz bapu¦ temaH Aa„ane kaH{ nih. neimkumar to Tyarey Ô`ta hta ke Aa xrIrbz te huH nih, ne Aa kso!Ino ivkLp _@–o tey huH nih. huH to inj cEtNySv$pne \ar` krnarI vIyRxi› jenuH bz Ke Aevo Sv$pnI rcna$p tene xi›nuH fz‐kayR Ýg! nhotuH p` ßyaH inj vIyR xi›no mihma lavI xi›man ãƒmaH AHt¹RiÚ krI ke tTkal Sv$pnI rcna krnaruH vIyR pyaRymaH Ýg! =yuH. Ahaha...¦ Aa rIte ãƒmaH vIyR, gu maH vIyR ne pyaRymaH vIyR‐Aem ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH vIyRxi› ƒapk =ay Ke, Ane inmRz &an, AanHd, suq, Ýwuta, ÒvTv, SvCKTv Aaid AnHtgu SvwavonI pyaRynI rcna kre Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI Ke Aa vIyR xi›¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...¦

Aoho¦ kevzI prma„aAe btavelo prma„a =vano magR AhÄ sHto Ýsad$pe quLlo kre Ke. Aha¦ jem bazknI mata tene suvaDva tenI ÝxHsanaH m\ur halrDaH gay Ke ke‐

;dIkro maro Daæo ne pa!le besI naæo'‐[Tyaid. tem AhÄ sHto‐kevzIna keDaytIAo‐A&anIAone jgaDva tenI (Aa„anI) ÝxHsana m\ur gIt gay Ke. khe Ke‐jenI Sfurà =taH tuH 5`lokno na= =ay AevI vIyRxi›no SvamI tuH wgvan Ko. Ôg re Ôg¦ Ôgvana tare Aa Avsr Aaƒa Ke. wgvan¦ tare wgvan =vana Avsr Aaƒa Ke [Tyaid.

Ame nanI ëmrmaH vDodramaH Aek na!k ÔeyeluH. ;AnsUya'nuH na!k htuH. AnsUya stI gàtI. te Aek AH\ baï`ne prÌ htI. tene Aek bazk =yuH. te potana bazkne suvaDva par uH JulavI mI@I hlke gatI‐

;be!a¦ xuâo½is, buâo½is, _dasIno½is, inivRkLpo½is

;he pu5¦ tuH xuâ Ko, &anI Ko, _dasIn Ko, inivRkLp Ko.' ‐Aam vqa` krtI. Aa to Ae vqtnaH na!ko




6‐vIyRxi› : 39

p` kevaH vEraGyrs=I wrpUr wjvataH AenI vat Ke. AavaH ¹Xyo Ôe{ne Amne te vqte vEraGynI qumarI j cDI jtI. ATyare to kaH{ vat krva jevI n=I, t¶n hlkI kÙanaH £Xyo btavay Ke.

smysarna bH\ Ai\karmaH Ke ke wgvan Aa„a xuâ, buâ, inivRkLp Ane _dasIn Ke. ]ImdŸ p` khe Ke‐ —xuâ buâ cEtNyFn SvyHßyoit suq\am

bIj¡H khIAe ke!luH? kr ivcar to pam.˜

Ahaha...¦ lokmaH ÝTyek Aa„a pU R &ananHdSvwav=I wrelo wgvan Ke. potana Aava Sv$pne lÙmaH l{ temaH Aekag/ =taH Sv$pnI rcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi› pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa ktRƒ ne Aa \mR Ke.

wa{¦ jene suqI =vuH hoy, sHsarnI pIDa=I mu› =vuH hoy te e pote xuH cIj Ke te Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae. wgvan khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tuH AnHt xi›Aono ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ko. tarI Aekek xi›maH bIÒ AnHt xi›AonuH $p Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt sam+yR=I wrelI Aekek xi› Ane AevI AnHt xi›Ao=I wrelo wgvan¦ tuH cEtNy‐Ýkaxna nUrnuH pUr Ko, p` Are¦ Ae e potana AHtrHg Sv$pne ÔeyuH n=I¦ cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Ýwu pote potane wUlIne AH\are A!vayo Ke. Aa pu~y‐papna wav te bapu¦ AH\aruH Ke, ne jD pu~y‐pap kmR Ae y AH\aruH Ke t=a Ae pu~y‐pap kmRnuH fz je SvgR‐nkR Aaid Ae y AH\aruH Ke, kemke Ae svRmaH cEtNyÝkaxno Awav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo ãƒkmR‐wavkmR‐nokmR=I riht xuâ buâ Ýwu¦ tuH cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Aa„a Ko.

AhÄ AenI vIyR nam bzxi›nI vat cale Ke. Aa vIyRxi› Aa„ana AsHQyat ÝdexmaH ƒapk Ke. potana Sv‐dexmaH vIyRxi› svR5 ƒapelI Ke. Aa„ano AsHQyat Ýdex te Sv‐dex Ke. ragaid pu~y‐papna wav te pr‐dex Ke.

Aha¦ jem nrknuH Ùe5 Svwav=I du:q$p Ke, SvgRnuH Ùe5 Svwav=I laEikk suq$p Ke, tem wgvan Aa„anuH SvÙe5 Svwav=I vIyRxi›=I wrpUr AtIiNãy &an Ane AanHd$p &an Ane AanHdno pak nIpje Ke. jem sa\ar` jmIn hoy temaH lal kz=I pake Ane êcI jmIn hoy to temaH sugH\Idar sfed _ßßvz basmtIna coqa pake tem Aa„anuH AsHQyÝdex=I je Ùe5 Ke temaH inmRz &an Ane AanHdna mol pake Ke. p` k–are? ßyare SvSv$pno AHtrHgmaH AHtmuRq ={ SvIkar kre Tyare Tyare SvSv$pnI rcna krnaruH vIyR shj Sfurayman =ay Ke Ane sa=e inj &ananHd SvwavnaH &an‐]âan _dy pame Ke. Aho¦ te smye Ýg! =ta AtIiNãy AahŸladnuH xuH khevuH¦ te vcnatIt ne _pmariht hoy Ke. Aavo AtIiNãy &an ne AanHdno pak pake AevuH Aa„anuH Sv‐Ùe5 Ke.

p` Aa ragaid ivkar =ay Ke ne?

Are wa{¦ Aa„ana AsHQy Ýdex Ke. temaH ivkar _Tpþ =ay Aevo ko{ gu n=I. jem sonanI saHkzImaH AaqI saHkzI te ãƒ Ke, saHkzIna b\a AHkoDa te AenuH Ùe5 Ke, Ane pIzax, cIkax, vjn te AenI xi›Ao Ke tem Aa„a ãƒ Ke, b\a AsHQy Ýdex tenuH Ùe5 Ke, te AsHQy ÝdexomaH ƒapIne rhela AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR, AnHt Ýwuta, AnHt SvCKta [Tyaid AnHt Aa„anI inmRz xi›Ao Ke. temaH ivkar _Tpþ kre AevI ko{ xi› n=I. p` Are¦ AnHtkazmaH Ae`e kdIy SvSv$pnI ¹iÚ krI n=I¦ potane wUlIne Ae prmaH ne prmaH j roka{ ræo Ke. te=I tenI vIyRxi› Anaid=I Sfurayman =tI n=I Ane Aene pu~y‐pap$p wavnI rcna =ya j kre Ke. p` Ae (pu~y‐pap) kaH{ Aa„ana vIyRnuH kayR n=I. wa{¦ dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaidna xuwwavnI rcna kre te vIyR Aa„anuH n=I.

Aa„anu vIyR to tene khIAe je pyaRymaH potana AnHt gu ‐Svwavona Sv$pnI rcna kre, AnHt gu onI inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! kre te Aa„anuH vIyR Ke. ivkarI pir`amnI rcna kre te Aa„ana vIyRnuH kayR n=I. Aha¦ SvSv$pnI rcna krnar vIyRxi›na \ark Aa„ane je deqto n=I Ane pu~y‐papnI rcna =ay tene j (Aa„ap e) deqe Ke te im+ya¹iÚ, A&anI Ke Ane tene inrHtr pu~y‐papna wavonI j rcna =ya kre Ke. wa{¦ Aa bar v/t ne paHcmhav/tno je rag Aey b\o Acetn Ke, Aa„a n=I. Are, je wav=I tI=Åkr go5nI Ýk<it bH\ay te wav p` Acetn jD Ke, te Aa„a n=I, Aa„ana vIyRnuH kayR n=I. rag wav gme tevo mHd hoy to y te





bH\wav Ke, cEtNynI ivruâ Ôitno Ke temaH cEtNyÝkaxno AHx n=I, te potane y Ô`to n=I, ne cEtNySv$p Aa„ane y Ô`to n=I ma!e te Acetn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aho¦ Aavo marg sUrjna Ýkaxna jevo SpÚ idgHbr sHtoAe quLlo krI dI\o Ke. p` deqe tene deqay ne¦

;mara nynnI Aazse re, nIrQya n meH nyè hir' Are¦ &an, AanHd Aaid AnHtgu ‐l"mI=I xowayman inj xuâa„a te ]I hir‐tene Ae e Ýmad

KoDIne AnHtkazmaH dI@a nih¦ hve ]Ihir nam xuâa„anI vat p` saHwzva n mze te Aeno k–are ivcar kre, Ane k–are Aene deqe‐]âe? k–are AenI ruic kre? p` Aa AnHtkaze Ýaº n =ay AevI AlaEikk cIj Ke wa{¦ (Aem ke AenI Ýaiºno Aa AmULy Avsr Ke).

sadI waØamaH to khevay Ke Ýwu¦ Aa S5I‐puruØnaH xrIr Ke Ae to haDkaH, camDaH ne maHs‐ma!I Ke. te kaH{ Aa„a Ke? na¸ te Aa„a nih, ne tene kre‐rce te y Aa„a nih. vzI AHdr pu~y‐papna wav =ay Ke te xuH Aa„a Ke? na¸ te Aa„a nih, ne tene rce te y Aa„a nih¸ kemke Ae to Acetn jD tÀv Ke, ne wgvan Aa„a Aekla cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Ke. jenI Sfurà vDe pyaRymaH inmRz rTn5ynI‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI rcna =ay tene Aa„anuH vIyR A=aRtŸ Aa„a khIAe bakI ragnI‐ivkarnI rcna kre tene Aa„anuH vIyR ko` khe? Ae to npuHsk vIyR Ke, kemke Aene \mRnI _Tpi¿ =tI n=I¸ smysar ga=a 1p4nI !IkamaH Aeva Òvone ÉlIb nam npuHsk kæa Ke.

Are Ýwu¦ tuH wgvan jevo wgvan ={ne, iwqarInI jem pamr bnI sHsarmaH rJze Ke¦ tuH 5` lokno na= cEtNySv$p Ýwu‐tara gwRmaH AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn, AnHtsuq, AnHtvIyR, svR&Tv, svRdixRTv Aaid AnHt inmRz xi›Ao pDI Ke teno tuH pyaRymaH Ýsv n kre Ane pu~y‐papno‐milntano Ýsv kre Ae xuH tne xowa de Ke? j¡Ao, ko{ S5Ine gwR rhe Ane te covIs vØR su\I rhe Ke. gwRmaH rhevanI _Tk<Ú iS=it covIs vØR Ke Aem xaÏmaH k=n Ke. AevI iS=itmaH p` tuH AnHt var ræo wgvan? gwRvasmaH rhevanI _Tk<Ú iS=it 24 vØRnI Ke ma!e AnHtkaze Aa Avsr Aaƒo Ke to i5kazI ãƒSvwavnuH lÙ krI, Sv$psNmuq ={ hmàH j pyaRymaH &an Ane AanHdno Ýsv kr. vItrag svR& prme¬rnI Aa Aa&a Ke wa{¦ lokone stŸ saHwzva mze nih Ae!le ibcara xuH kre? teAo dya, dan v/t Aaid iÊya Ane xrIrnI iÊyane potanuH ktRƒ manI im+yawavna sevn vDe car gitmaH rJzI mre Ke. xuH =ay? im+yawavna sevnnuH AevuH j fz Ke.

wa{¦ tarI cEtNyvStuna pe!maH (‐Ùe5maH) AnHt‐gu ‐l"mIno wHDar wyÈ Ke. TyaH njr krvane bdle bharnI \nsHpi¿ Ôe{ tuH hrqay Ke p` AemaH xuH Ke? Ae to \UznI \Uz (pudŸgl‐rj) bapa¦ Aa Ôeta n=I Ait t<*àvHt mo!a kroDpit ne AbÔepit mrIne Ù`maH k–aHy nrkaidmaH caLya Ôy Ke¦ wa{¦ tare suqI =vuH hoy to AHdr (SvSv$pmaH) njr kr.

\mRna name ATyare to v/t kro, piDma lo, _pvas kro, Aa kro ne te kro Aem Ý$pà cale Ke. p` AemaH to \Uze y \mR n=I saHwzne. Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke, AemaH \mRno AHx p` n=I. Are wgvan¦ jevI tarI cEtNyvStu Ke tevI tne n Anuwvay to \mR k–aH =xe? Ane iS=rta k–aH=I Aavxe? bharnaH iÊya‐kmR vDe tuH \mR =vanuH mane p` bharnaH kmR (kayR) ko` kre ne ko` KoDe? Aa jD kmR‐nokmR Ae to jD prma unI dxa Ke, tene tuH krI xkto n=I, KoDI xkto n=I¸ pu~y‐pap$p wavkmR Ke te ivkarI dxa Ke, te tarI xi›nuH kayR n=I¸ Ane inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p vItragI kmR t=a kevz&an Ane isâpd te tarI xi›nuH kayR Ke. Aa„a pote SvtH5p e SvvIyR vDe potanI te inmRz pyaRyone rce Ke. te inmRz pyaRyone‐

ko{ [¬r rce Aem nih,

ko{ prãƒ (kmR Aaid) rce Aem nih, ne

ko{ ragnI iÊya Aene rce Aem p` nih¸Ahaha...¦ Aa„a pote j potana SvvIyR=I ktaRid Ø!Ÿkark$p ={ne potanI sMyGdxRnaid$p inmRz




6‐vIyRxi› : 41

pyaRyone rce Ke. sMyGdxRn=I maHDI isâpd su\InI inmRz pyaRyne rcnaro pote j AnHt xi›man ;[¬r' Ke. AavI vat¦

wa{¦ tara svR&Svwavna sam+yRnI‐vIyRnI xI vat¦ Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH svR lokaloknI wUt, waiv Ane vtRman smSt pyaRyone ÔÌ le AevI svR&xi› Aa„ãƒmaH i5kaz pDI Ke. Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐vtRman Ýg! vtRtI pyaRyne svR& Ô e, p` wUt, wiv*yne n Ô e p` tenI Aa vat brabr n=I, im+ya Ke. tene potana svR&Svwavna Sv$pnI ne wgvan svR&na idƒ &annI qbr n=I. Are, je svR&nuH Sv$p p` bIÒ rIte mane tene Aa„anI ÝtIit k–aH=I =ay? n =ay. Are wa{¦ jem prmaù Aek smymaH 14 raj¡lok gmn kre Ae prma unI gitnuH vIyR Ke tem wgvan Aa„a Aek smymaH i5kazvt± svR lokalokne saÙatŸ ÔÌ le AevuH AenI svR&xi›nuH vIyR Ke. Aha¦ AavuH idƒ &an wgvan kevzIne hoy Ke.

Aha¦ AavI (‐ko{ AicHTy, idƒ) Aa„amaH svR&xi› Ke ne sa=e bzxi›‐vIyRxi› p` Ke. Aa vIyRxi› iwþ Ke, vIyRxi› svR&xi›$p n=I p` svR&xi›maH vIyRxi›nuH $p Ke. Aa„anI ÝTyek xi›maH bIÒ AnHt xi›AonuH $p hoy Ke. Aa rIte &an, dxRn, suq, Ýwuta, svR&Tv, svRdixRTv [Tyaid AnHtgu maH vIyRxi›nuH $p hoy Ke jemke &anvIyR, dxRnvIyR, suqvIyR [Tyaid. Aho¦ AavI AnHt xi›Aono sagr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI sNmuq £iÚ krva=I vIyRxi› Sfurayman ={ AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRynI rcna kre Ke. AanuH nam Aa„vIyR Ke. lokone Aa ivØyno (‐A|ya„no) AWyas nih Ae!le kora iÊyakaHDmaH lagI Ôy Ke p` Ae b\I to Aekla ragnI‐ÉlexnI iÊyaAo Ke. Kh#alamaH kæuH Ke ne ke‐

muinv/t \ar AnHt bar, g/Ivk _pÔyo,pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payo.

Aano A=R xuH? pHc mhav/t AnHtvar paZyaH KtaH Aa„&an ivna lex p` suq n =yuH A=aRtŸ du:q j =yuH Aeno A=R xuH? Ae j ke pHcmhav/tnaH piràm p` suq$p n=I, du:q$p Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Aava du:qnI rcna kre te Aa„anuH vIyR n=I¸ Sv$plInta ne Sv$p‐Aekag/tana |yan vDe inmRz rTn5y Ýg! kre te Aa„anuH vIyR Ke, te puruØa=R Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Sv$prcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi› Ke. TyaH ãƒ Ane gu maH to rcna krvap uH xuH Ke? ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz \/uv Aek$p Ke temaH rcna krvap uH kaH{ n=I. je kaH{ rcna =ay te pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Sv$pnI pyaRymaH rcna =ay te vIyRxi›nuH kayR Ke. &an, dxRn Aaid AnHt gu nI inmRz pirìtnI rcna =ay te vIyRnuH kayR Ke. hve AamaH ƒvharnI rcna kre Aem n AaƒuH, kemke inmRz pirìtmaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke. ƒvhar Ke qro, p` tene to &an bs (iwþ) Ôè j Ke. JIÌ vat jrI. ßyaH Sv‐Aa]ye &an‐]âan‐cair5nI xuâ pirìt Ýg! ={ te smye rag Ke tene &an ma5 Ô e Ke bs. ragne Ô e Ke Aem khIAe Ae ƒvhar Ke. te smye Ýg! =yelI &annI SvprÝkaxk dxa shj j potamaH iwþ rhIne pota=I j ragne Ô e Ke, ragne l{ne Ô`p uH Ke Aem nih¸ potanI &annI pyaRy j Aeva sam+yRvazI Ke ke te Sv Ane prne pota=I Ô e Ke. hve ko{ loko khe Ke ke ƒvhar‐xuwrag krtaH krtaH inüy‐xuâ dxa Ýg! =xe p` temnI Ae vat im+ya Ke. temne Aa„anI inmRz vItrag pirìt kem Ýg! =ay AenI qbr n=I A=aRtŸ temne inmRz pirìtne rcnaruH vIyR SfuyuÅ j n=I.

Are¦ wgvan svR& prme¬rna ATyare wrtÙe5maH ivrh pD–a¦ ivdehÙe5maH to saÙatŸ prma„a svR&pdmaH ibrajman Ke. Aek ÊoD pUvRnuH temnuH Aayu*y Ke. Aek pUvRmaH 70 laq p6 hÔr ÊoD vØR ƒtIt =ay Ke. Ae wgvanna muqmaH=I nIkzelI Aa vaÌ ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev AhÄ wrtmaH laƒa Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan kuHdkuHddev nG™ idgHbr wavilHgI mha sHt hta. morpÄK Ane kmHDz isvay temne ko{ pirg/h nhoto. teAo sdehe ivdeh gya hta, Aa@ idvs ræa hta. TyaH=I AavIne wgvannI vaÌ Anusar Aa mhan prmagmnI rcna krI Ke. smysarnI Ý=m ga=amaH khe Ke:‐





vHid¿u sVvis|de \uvmclmòvmH gidH p¿e. voCKaim smypahuDim`mo sudkevlI wi`dH..

khe Ke:‐ ]utkevzIAoAe khela Aa smysar namna Ýaw<tne khIx. AacayR Am<tcHãSvamIAe Aem A=R kyÈ Ke ke kevzI Ane ]utkevzInuH kheluH Aa smyÝaw<t khIx.

inymsarnI Ý=m ga=amaH ]ImdŸ wgvtŸ kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke:‐

voCKaim i`ymsarH kevil sud kevlI wi`dH..

kevzI Ane ]utkevzInuH kheluH inymsar huH khIx. kevuH Ke inymsar? kevzI Ane ]utkevzIAoAe kheluH Ke, wa{¦ kevzI prma„aAe saÙatŸ kheluH Aa xaS5 Ke. vzI ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev ivdehmaH p\ayaR hta te sHbH\I devsenacayRrict dxRnsar xaÏmaH Aa leq Ke:

—(mhaivdehÙe5na vtRman tI=Åkr dev) ]I sImH\rSvamI pase=I mzela idƒ &an vDe ]I pÍnHidna=e (]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve) bo\ n AaPyo hot to muinjno saca magRne kem Ô`t?˜

Aa Ýma e AacayR kuHdkuHddev wgvan pase saÙatŸ j{ne Aa bo\ laƒa Ke. temaH AhÄ khe Ke:‐

Sv$pnI rcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ Sv$pnaH ]âan‐&an‐rm`ta$p je xuâ cEtNypirìtnI rcna =ay te khe Ke, vIyRxi›nuH kayR Ke. Aa„a pote potanI vIyRxi› vDe xuâ vItrag pirìtnI rcna kre Ke. Aa xuâ pirìt v/taid ÝxSt ragnuH kayR hoy Aem kdIy n=I. Aha¦ jem Aa„amaH vIyR gu Ke tem Aek AkayRkar`Tv namno gu Ke. vIyRgu maH Aa AkayRkar`TvnuH $p Ke, je=I Sv$pnI rcna =ay temaH ƒvhar rTn5yno rag kar` Ane Sv$pnI rcna =ay te tenuH kayR Aem kdIy n=I. Aha¦ Aa„a ragnuH kar` p` n=I Ane kayR p` n=I. cEtNy‐cEtNywav kar` ne rag tenuH kayR Aem kdIy n=I. Lyo, AavuH SpÚ vStuSv$p hova KtaH ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem b\I grbD ATyare cale Ke p` wa{¦ ragwav to pamrta Ke, tena=I Ýwuta kem Ýg! =ay? Ane inmRzanHdno na= Aa„a icdanHd Ýwu Ke te ragwav$p Élexne kem rce?

phelaH xrafne TyaH ko{ var qo!o $ipyo k–aHk=I AavI Ôto to tene bhar frto mUkvamaH n Aavto, p` dukanna ëbramaH qIlI=I jDI devato. tem Aa wgvan vItrag svR&devnI xrafI pe#I Ke¸ temaH qo!I vat calva n devay. prma„anI sTya=R vat AhÄ sHto AaDitya ={ jgt smÙ Ôher kre Ke. khe Ke‐wgvan¦ taramaH vIyR namno je gu Ke tenuH $p Aa„ana bIÔ AnHt gu omaH Ke. te=I AnHta gu o potana vIyR=I potana Sv$pnI‐sMyGdxRnaidnI rcna kre Ke, p` ivkarnI rcna krta n=I. wa{¦ taro vIyRgu Svwav=I j Aevo Ke ke Aa„a ko{ prnI ke ivkarnI rcna krI xke nih. Ôe vIyR gu` ivkarne‐ragaidne rce to te sday ragaidne rCya kre¦ ‐to pKI Aa„anI ragriht vItrag mu›dxa kevI rIte =ay? te=I prvStumaH kaH{ kre ke ivkarne rce AevuH qreqr Aa„anuH bz‐vIyR n=I. vzI Sv$pnI‐sMyGdxRnaidnI rcna je =ay te prnuH ke ragnuH kayR n=I. prvStu (devaid) ke ragaidwav (ƒvhar rTn5y) Sv$prcnanuH kar` n=I. Aho¦ ko{nI p` Aoixyaz n rhe Aevo Aa„ano vIyRgu AlaEikk Ke¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ma!e sav\an ={ Sv$pnI sHwaz kr.

ÝÆ:- Ôe Aa„a prnuH kaH{ n kre to Aa jgtnI rcna ko` kre?

sma\an:- Are wa{¦ K ãƒmy Aa lok Ke te Ak<i5m Ke, SvyHisâ Ke, ko{ Aeno rcnaro Ke Aem Ke j nih. Aa„a prnI rcna kre Aem manvuH Ae to mhamU#ta Ke. A&anIAo j ko{ prne ([¬rne) jgtno rcnaro mane Ke bakI jemne AnHtAa„bz‐AnHtvIyR Ýg!–uH Ke Aeva ArhHt ke isâ wgvan p` prnI rcna krvanuH sam+yR \ravta n=I. potana Sv$pnI rcna krvanuH pUr` AnHt sam+yR Ke, p` prnuH kaH{ p` krvamaH teAo pHgu Ke, A=aRtŸ lexp` sam+yR \ravta n=I.

vzI Aa„a pote j potanI pyaRynI rcna vIyRxi› vDe kre Ke, ko{ [¬r ke pr inim¿ Aa„anI‐pyaRynI rcna kre Aem 5` kazmaH n=I. Aha¦ AavI vIyRxi› Aa„amaH i5kaz Ke. AavI potanI vIyRxi›




6‐vIyRxi› : 43

ÔÌ Awed icNma5 inTyanHdSv$p Aa„vStumaH tNmy ={ ÝvtRvuH te \mR Ke, te moÙmagR Ke.

ÝÆ:- vIyRgu ivkarne rcto n=I, to pKI ivkar =ay Ke kem?

_¿r:- Anaidkaz=I Òv A&anI pyaRy£iÚ Ke. te pyaRybuiâ=I j ivkarne _Tpþ kre Ke. pyaRybuiâmaH j ivkarnI rcna Ke. pote ßyaHsu\I prmaH ne pyaRymaH A!k–o Ke TyaH su\I ivkarnI rcna =ay Ke. bakI SvwavmaH ivkar n=I, ne Svwav‐£iÚmaH‐ãƒ£iÚmaH ivkarnI rcna =tI n=I. Aa„anI vIyRxi› Svwav£iÚ =taH Sv$pnI‐inmRz inmRz pyaRynI j rcna kre Ke. ma!e he Òv¦ pyaRybuiâno Tyag krI SvwavnI £iÚ kr. Are wa{¦ tara SvwavvIyRmaH cEtNynI je!lI xi›Ao Ke te b\anuH $p Ke. £iÚmaH ßyaH xuâ AHt:tÀvno SvIkar =yo TyaH pyaRymaH AnHtgu onI inmRz pyaRynuH kayR Ýg! =ay Ke, ne Aa inmRz pyaRy te moÙmagR Ke. (pyaRybuiâ te sHsarmagR Ke).

pHiDt dIpcHdÒ kaxlIvale ;icdŸivlas' g/H=maH vIyRxi›nuH bhu v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ãƒvIyR, gu vIyR, pyaRyvIyR, Ùe5vIyR, kazvIyR, tpvIyR, wavvIyR [Tyaid TyaH ivxeØ (vat) Ke. ãƒ ãƒ=I xi›van Ke, pyaRy pyaRy=I xi›van Ke [Tyaid. ãƒnuH (‐Aa„anuH) je AsHQyÝdex Ùe5 Ke te Ùe5vIyR Ke. Aa Ùe5vIyR pota=I ræuH Ke. nrk du:qnuH Ùe5 Ke, SvgR sHsarsuqnuH Ùe5 Ke‐Ae to sHyog=I Ùe5nI vat Ke. wgvan Aa„anuH AsHQyÝdex‐Ùe5 Ke te Ùe5vIyR Ke. Aa AsHQyÝdex$p vIyR suqSv$p Ke. AsHQyÝdexmaH jeno invas‐vaStu Ke tene AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke, Ane pu~y‐pap$p ragaidmaH jeno invas Ke tene du:qnuH vedn =ay Ke. Aavo wgvanno marg bhu JIò‐sU"m¦

Aa„a pote sU"m Ke. Aa„amaH sU"mTv namno gu` Ke ne¦ te=I Aa„anI drek cIj sU"m Ke. &ansU"m, dxRnsU"m, AanHdsU"m, vIyRsU"m [Tyaid b\uH sU"m Ke. tevI rIte vIyRnuH $p p` ãƒvIyR, Ùe5vIyR, kaz (pyaRy) vIyR ne wavvIyR [Tyaidpè Ke. Aam dIpcHdÒAe qUb ivStar=I vat krI Ke. Ahaha...¦ dIpcHdÒ sa\m± g<hS= hta. lokmaH ko{ kroDpit AasamIne g<hS= khe te nih, Ae to qro g<hS= n=I¸ Aa to potana cEtNyFrmaH je iS=t Ke te saco g<hS= Aem vat Ke. potana cEtNySvwavmaH Aekag/ ={ iS=t =vuH te Aa„vIyR Ke. potana ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmaH potanuH kam kre te potanuH vIyR Ke pu~y‐papmaH iS=t =ay te Aa„vIyR n=I.

ãƒna AalHbn=I je moÙmagRnI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay te pyaRynuH Ùe5 iwþ Ke Ane ãƒ‐gu nuH Ùe5 iwþ Ke. ãƒanuyognI vat bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ sHvr Ai\karmaH AaƒuH Ke ke‐ivkar j¡dI vStu Ke, tenuH Ùe5 ãƒ‐Svwav=I iwþ Ke. pyaRynuH Ùe5 pyaRy, pyaRynI xi› pyaRy, pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy Ke. ãƒ‐gu te pyaRynuH qreqr kar` n=I. svR& prme¬r isvay AavI vat bIje k–aHy Ke nih. Aha¦ svR& prme¬re je Aa„a Ôeyo tenI Aa vat Ke. Aek StvnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

Ýwu tum Ô`g rIit, saE jg deqta ho lal¸

injs¿aAe xuâ, saEne deqta ho lal.

he prma„a¦ Aap 5`kaz 5`lok deqo Ko. temaH Aa„a inj s¿aAe xuâ piv5\am Ýwu Ke Aem Aap Ôò Ko. AnaidAnHt Akar` xuâ cEtNys¿aSv$p ÒvvStu Ke Aem Aape kevz&anmaH ÔeyuH Ke. Aha¦ svR& prma„aAe Ôeyela Aava Aa„ane‐inj xuâ AHt:tÀvne‐AHtmuRq ={ deqe Ke tene sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR Ýg! =ay Ke, AanuH nam Aa„vIyRnI Sfurà Ke. bakI je pu~ywavmaH iS=t rhe Ke tenuH Aa„vIyR Sv$pnI rcna Ýit Ôg/t =tuH n=I, tene sHsar A=aRtŸ du:q j fze Ke, kemke pu~ywav Ke te vtRman du:q$p Ke Ane AenaH je fz pake Ke Aey du:q$p Ke. smysarnI ga=a 74maH Aave Ke ke‐Aas/vo‐;duÉqa duÉqfl i¿...' A=aRtŸ Aas/vo du:q$p Ane du:q fz$p Ke. Aa=I j ivvekI puruØo pu~ywav=I p` ivr› ={ inj Aa„vIyRne Sv$pnI rcna Ýit Ôg/t kre Ke. AanuH nam puruØa=R Ke Ane Aa magR Ke.

Aa Ýma e K‚I vIyRxi› AhÄ pUrI ={.

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7: ÝwuTvxi›

;jeno Ýtap AqHiDt Ke A=aRtŸ ko{=I qHiDt krI xkato n=I Aeva SvatHœy=I (‐Sva\Inta=I) xowaymanp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI ÝwuTvxi›.'

Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, Aa ÝwuTvxi›¦ Aa to AlaEikk vat Ýwu¦ Aa A|ya„vaÌ Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan jEn prme¬re khelI wgvan Aa„anI wgvan =vanI Aa wagvtk=a Ke. inymsarmaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa wagvtxaÏ Ke. kzx !IkamaH Aave Ke ke‐Aa xaÏ prma=R$p Ke, vEraGy‐_Tpadk Ke, wart‐ramay` pe@e ragv\Rk n=I. Aa xaÏ vItragwavnI ÝernarI ramay` Ane wagvt k=a Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐ ;jeno Ýtap AqHiDt Ke...' kono? ke Aa„ãƒmaH Aek ÝwuTv namnI xi› Ke teno Ýtap AqHiDt Ke, Abai\t Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÝwuTvxi› kho ke [¬rxi› kho ke prme¬rxi› kho‐b\uH Aek j Ke. te potana Ýwupd‐prma„pdne wUlI gyo Ke. wa{¦ Aa tuH jenuH Smr` kre Ke te vItrag svR& prme¬r saca prme¬r Ke, p` te pr hova=I temna Smr` Aaid vDe rag j _TpNn =ay Ke. p` Ôe ko{ temne Ôe{ne potana cEtNyprme¬rne yad krI le Ke, ÔÌ le Ke to tene wvna Awavna bIj $p sMyGdxRn Aaid Ýg! =ay Ke, Aoho¦ je e potana Ýwune‐cEtNy mhaÝwune AHtrmaH dI@a tene pyaRymaH Ýwuta Ýg! =ay Ke.

smysarnI ga=a 38maH kæuH Ke:‐ —jem ko{ mU@ImaH raqeluH suv R wUlI gyo hoy te frI yad krIne te suv Rne deqe te Nyaye, potana prme¬r‐(svR sam+yRna \rnar) Aa„ane wUlI gyo hto tene ÔÌne, tenuH ]âan krIne t=a tenuH Aacr` krIne (‐temaH tNmy ={ne) je sMykŸ Ýkare Aek Aa„aram =yo, te huH Aevo Anuwv kruH KuH ke huH cEtNyma5 ßyoit$p Aa„a KuH ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. ... Aam svR=I j¡da Aeva Sv$pne Anuwvto Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo.˜

Ahaha...¦ potanI ÝwutanuH wan =yuH A=aRtŸ pote j potano prme¬r Ke Aem Ô~yuH to mohno nax ={ne AqHD Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman inj cEtNy prme¬rnaH &an‐]âan Ane Aacr` _dy paMyaH. AanuH nam \mR Ane Aa moÙmagR. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a icdanHd Ýwu AnHt gu rTno=I wrelo cEtNyrTnakr Ke. temaH jem &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid gu o Ke tem ÝwuTv namno Aek gu Ke. Aha¦ Aa ÝwuTv gu bIÔ AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. &anmaH ÝwuTv, dxRnmaH ÝwuTv, AanHdmaH ÝwuTv, vIyRmaH ÝwuTv, AiStTvmaH ÝwuTv, ktaR, kmR, kr` Aaid Ø!Ÿkark xi›AomaH ÝwuTv‐Aem AnHtgu maH ÝwuTv ƒapk Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa ÝwuTvxi› ãƒmaH ƒapk Ke, gu maH ƒapk Ke, ne AqHD Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman i5kazI \/uv ãƒnI £iÚ =taH pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke. Aam ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH‐5 eymaH ÝwuTvxi› ƒape Ke. ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 e y AqHD Ýtap=I Sva\In xowI é@e Ke. Aha¦ Aena Ýtapne toDI xke AevI ko{ cIj jgtmaH n=I. ga=a 38nI !IkamaH AaƒuH ne ke‐

—Aam svR=I j¡da Aeva Sv$pne Anuwvto Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo. Aem ÝtapvHt vtRta Aeva mne, Ôe ke (marI) bhar Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpda vDe smSt prãƒo Sfurayman Ke to p`, ko{ p` prãƒ prmaùma5 p` marapè wastuH n=I ke je mne wavkpè t=a &eypè marI sa=e Aek ={ne frI moh _Tpþ kre¸ kar` ke injrs=I j mohne mUz=I _qeDIne‐frI AHkur n épje Aevo nax krIne mhan &anÝkax mne Ýg! =yo Ke.˜

j¡Ao, Aa AÝitht ]âan ne AÝitht vIyR¦ AHtrmaH Ýwuta Ýg! ={ pKI Aena Ýtapne ko` toDI‐hÌ xke? Aha¦ potana prme¬rna we!a =ya Ae dxanI xI vat¦

ÝÆ:- p` AakraH kmR _dymaH Aave to?‐to Aa„ane lUH!I Ôy ne?

_¿r:- AakraH kmR _dymaH Aave to Aa„ane lUH!I Ôy Ae vat brabr n=I. ke!lak loko khe Ke ke kmR




7‐ÝwuTvxi› : 4p

Òvne heran kre Ke, kmR verI Ke, Òvne lUH!I le Ke, p` temnI Ae vat qo!I Ke kemke kmR to jD Ane pr Ke. Ae prãƒ to Òvna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne SpxR su|\aH krtaH n=I to pKI te Òvne heran kre ne lUH!I le Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke? wa{¦ Aa tarI ë\I maNytanuH xLy j tne heran kre Ke. wa{¦ wgvan Aa„ano Ýtap AqHiDt Ke, ko{=I bai\t n =ay Aevo Abai\t Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. te AqHiDt Ke kemke te Sva\In Ke. ha, jem wrt cÊvt±no Ýtap bahublI vDe qHiDt =yo tem mo!a raÔ‐mharaÔAono Ýtap qHiDt =ay, kemke te pu~ykmRne Aa\In Ke p` Aa cEtNycÊvt±‐cEtNy mhaÝwu wgvan Aa„ano Ýtap ko{=I qHiDt n =ay tevo AqHiDt, Sva\In Ke. Aha¦ jene AHtrmaH potanuH ÝwuTv waSyuH, prme¬r Sv$p waSyuH tene AakraH kmR ne Aakra pirØh Aaid xuH kre? kmR to AenI same ibcaraH Ke. Aek pdmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

kmR ibcare kaEn, wUl merI Ai\ka{¸AiG™ shE FnFat, loh kI sHgit pa{.

AhÄ ÝwuTv xi›maH car babto btavI Ke: 1. Ýtap (jyvHt tej) 2. AqHiDtta 3. SvatHœy A=aRtŸ Sva\Inp uH 4. xowa, xowaymanp uH.

Aa Ýma e wgvan Aa„a cEtNy‐Ýwu Sva\Inp e potana AqHiDt Ýtap vDe inTy xowayman Ke te tenuH ÝwuTv Ke. gujratI waØamaH Aek kivAe (dlptrame) lQyuH Ke‐

Ýwuta Ýwu tarI to qrI,mujro muj rog le hrI.

Ôe ke kivAe to ko{ bIÔ Ýwune (jgt‐prme¬rne) lÙ krIne Aa wav Ýg! kI\o Ke, p` AhÄ Ae vat n=I. ANy ko{ prme¬r Aano rog hrI le Ae jEnmt n=I. AhÄ to Aa„a pote j rag Ane A&anna rogne hrI le Aevo Ýwu Ke Aem vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman wgvan Aa„a pote j jNm‐mr`na rogne hrI le Aevo Ýwu Ke. wa{¦‐

‐ taruH Aa„ãƒ AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman,

‐ tara gu AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman, ne

‐ Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! =yelI tarI pyaRy p` AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman Ke. Aha¦ ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH Ýwuta ƒapI Ke. Ahaha...¦

sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ temaH Ýwuta ƒapk Ke. Aha¦ tenI Ýwutane ko{ Aakra _psgR Ane pirØh, Aakro kmÈdy qHiDt krI xke nih AevuH tenuH Sv$p Ke. Aha¦ tara ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynI ÝwutamaH Axuâtano Awav Ke, kemke Axuâta to bhar ne bhar Ke. te xuH kre? él!uH Ýg! =yelI Ýwuta v<iâgt ={ Axuâtana‐ragna qHD‐qHD krI de Aevo teno Svwav Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- ha, p` te Axuâta nam ƒvhar rTn5yno rag ÝwutanuH sa\n to Ke ne?

_¿r:- na, Aem n=I¸ kemke ko{p` rag Ke te pamrta Ke, ne pamrta ÝwutanuH sa\n =ay Aem bnI xke nih. tene sa\n khIAe Ae to _pcarma5 Ke. i5kazI ãƒmaH ne ]âa, &an, AanHd Aaid gu omaH to Ýwuta i5kaz wrI j Ke, Ane tenI vtRman dxa to i5kazInI sNmuq £iÚ krI, temaH rm`ta krtaH Ýg! =ay Ke, kaH{ ƒvhar rTn5yna rag=I Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. wa{¦ i5kazI xuâ ãƒna AalHbn vDe j AqHD Ýtap=I xoiwt Ýwuta Ýg! =ay Ke te kaze ƒvharno rag ho wle, p` te Aa„a ma!e kaH{ j lawdayk n=I. AavI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?





Ahaha...¦ Aa„ãƒ Ane tenI Aekek xi› Ane tenI inmRz ƒi›nI Ýwutano AqHD Ýtap Ke, Ane te SvtH5‐Sva\Inp e xowayman Ke. j¡Ao, Aa xowa‐x`gar¦ Aa xrIr pr Fre aHno x`gar kre Ke ne¦ Ae to \Uze y x`gar n=I saHwzne Ae to mDdano‐ma!Ino x`gar Ke. dehnaH x`gar‐xowa Ae kaH{ Aa„anI xowa n=I, ne dehna neh$p pir`me Ae p` Aa„anI xowa n=I. Ahaha...¦ deh Ane rag=I iwþ AHdr cEtNy icdanHd Ýwu Ke tenI sNmuq ={ pir`me te Aa„anI xowa Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. Aha¦ j¡Ao to qra¦ wavilHgI muinraj dehnI xowa=I (sHSkar=I) riht Ke. Aha¦ teAo Aahar leva ma!e ngrmaH Ôy ne ko{ Ìdn sHwzay to Aahar lI\a vIna j vnmaH paKa frI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Sva\Inp e xoiwt moÙmagRne sa\va nIkZya TyaH Aa Axowink xuH? Aha¦ AanHdno wHDar qolvo Ke TyaH Aa dehne xuH wrvo? Lyo, Aam ivcarI du:qno icTkar saHwztaH j Aahar lI\a ivna j vnmaH caLya Ôy Ke Ane SvSv$pmaH lIn ={ Ôy Ke.

Aoho¦ AHdrmaH 5`lokno na= wgvan ivraje Ke, p` wa{¦ tne tenI ikHmt n=I. ko{ lakDaH vecnara Aek ki@yarane jHglmaH=I Aek hIro jD–o. te e Fer AavIne potanI S5Ine te AaPyo Ane kæuH‐Aa p+=r qUb cmkdar Ke Ae!le hve Aap e Gyastelno dIvo nih krvo pDe. Aek idvs Aek hIra‐parqu (JverI) tena Fr Aagz ={ nIkZyo. te e hIrano Ýkax Ôeyo. te e ki@yarane kæuH‐mne Aa cmkto p+=r Aap, tena bdlamaH huH tne Aek hÔr sonamhor AapuH. Tyare ki@yarane qbr pDI ke Aa p+=r to svR dirãtano nax kre Aevo mha ikHmtI hto. ;Anuwv Ýkax'maH Aa £ÚaHt AaƒuH Ke. tem AhÄ khe Ke‐wa{¦ Aa Aa„a cEtNy‐hIrlo Ke. Aena cEtNyÝkaxmaH AaquH lokalok jày AevuH tenuH ÝwuTv Ke. tena ãƒ‐gu maH to Ýwuta wrI j Ke, p` tena &an‐]âan$p je inmRz pir`mn =ay te p` AqHD Ýtap=I xowayman Ke. sa=e AtIiNãy AanHdnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay temaH p` Ýwutano AqHD Ýtap xowe Ke. Aha¦ Sva\Inp e xoiwt &an‐AanHdnI dxanI Ýwutane ko{ lUH!I ke nuksan krI xke Aem n=I.

j¡Ao, sMyGdxRn kem =ay AenI AamaH vat Ke. khe Ke‐sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy SvtH5pè‐Sva\Inp e xowayman ={ne Ýg! =ay Ke. AavuH j tenuH ÝwuTv Ke. xuwrag‐ƒvharna kar e sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Aem kdI y Ke nih, kemke xuwrag pravlHbI Ke, SvalHbI‐Sva\In n=I. tevI rIte xuâ rTn5y$p cair5nI dxa p` Sva\Inp e Ýg! =ay Ke, ƒvhar rTn5yna kar e kaH{ cair5 Ýg!e Ke Aem n=I. ƒvhar rTn5y Ae kaH{ vaStivk rTn5y n=I, cair5 n=I¸ Ae to pravlHbI ragnI j dxa Ke.

Ahaha...¦ sa\u‐muinvr‐sHt to pHc prme¤IpdmaH ivraje Ke. teAo lokmaH pUjnIk Ke, vHdnIk Ke. ;`mo loO sVvsahU`mŸ' Aem pa@ Ke ne? mtlb ke Ýcur vItragI AanHdnI dxa jene AHtrHgmaH Ýg! ={ Ke Aeva cair5vHt svR ing/H= sa\uAone nmSkar Ke. Ahaha...¦ cair5 Ae!le xuH? smiktIne Svwavno Ait _g/ Aa]y Ane rm`ta =taH cair5 Ýg! =ay Ke. ;Sv$pe cr H cairZH' Ahaha...¦ Ae cair5nI dxa AqHiDt Ýtapvaza SvatHœy=I xowayman ÝwuTvmy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wgvan Aa„a cEtNyxazI Ke. cEtNyxazI Ae!le cEtNyvHt Ane cEtNyvDe xowayman Aem be A=R =ay Ke. lokmaH kroDonI sHpi¿vazane waGyxazI‐waGy vDe xowayman‐khe Ke. p` jD sHpi¿=I kaH{ ÒvnI xowa n=I, Ane tena trfno mmtano wav te mha AxownIk papwav Ke. Are, \m± puruØone to pHc prme¤I wgvHto Ýit je ivny‐wi›no wav Aave Ke te y posato n=I, hey wase Ke. yogsarmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

pap$pne pap to Ôè jg shu ko{¸pu~ytÀv p` pap Ke, khe AnuwvI buâ ko{

ÝvcnsarnI ga=amaH (ga=a 77) Aa SpÚ kæuH Ke ke pu~y @Ik Ke Ane pap A@Ik Ke Aem je bemaH (pu~y‐papmaH) wed mane Ke te mohaCKaidt =yo =ko For Apar sHsarmaH pirw/me Ke. smysar pu~y‐pap Ai\karmaH p` Aave Ke ke‐xuwaxuwwav bNne kuxIl Ke. xuwwav p` kuxIl Ke. je wav Òvne sHsarmaH daql kre tene suxIl kem khIAe? xuwwav Òvne sHsarmaH Ývex krave Ke. tenuH fz wvsHsar j Ke. te=I xuwwav xownIk n=I. je wav=I wvno Awav =ay te xuâwav j Aek _padey Ane xownIk Ke. \m± puruØne xuwwav




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ho wle, p` tene Aek xuâopyognI j wavna hoy Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan kevzI khe Ke‐wa{¦ tarI Aa„vStumaH Aek ÝwuTvxi› Ke. TyaH Aa xi› Ane xi›van Aeva wednuH lÙ m!aDI Awed Aek i5kazI xuâ icNma5 vStunuH lÙ krtaH tarI ÝwuTvxi› AqHiDt Ýtap siht tTkal Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒmaH ÝwuTv, gu omaH ÝwuTv Ane pyaRymaH ÝwuTv Ýg!e Ke A=aRtŸ tarI ÝwuTvxi› Ême inmRz‐inmRz AevI pir`me Ke ke Aeno Ýtap ko{=I invarI xkato n=I. j¡Ao, ‐

‐ Aa dev‐guÌ Aaid pHc prme¤I wgvHto prãƒ hova=I tara Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy AekeymaH ƒapta n=I,

‐vzI dev‐guÌ ÝTyeno ivny‐wi› Aaidno xuwrag‐ivkar te y Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu maH ƒapto n=I, Aek smynI pyaRymaH te ƒape Ke top` te svR pyaRyomaH ƒapto n=I. ßyare‐

‐\m± puruØne Aa ÝwuTv xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH ƒape Ke.

Ahaha...¦ te=I potana ãƒ‐gu maH ƒapk AevI ÝwuTvxi› vDe Ýwu¦ taruH Òvn cEtNyna AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman =ay te j ÒvnnI vaStivk xowa Ke, _ßßvzta Ke. Aa isvay bIÔ ko{=I tarI xowa n=I.

Are, A&anI Òvo potane pamr manIne be@a Ke. Ame to grIb KIAe, sHsarI‐ragI KIAe, ALp& KIAe, Ame xuH puruØa=R krIAe? Aam A&anIAo dInta krI ræa Ke. temne AhÄ khe Ke‐wa{¦ taruH Sv$p AHdr AnHt Ýwuta=I ivraje Ke. tara Aekek gu maH ÝwuTv xi› wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt AnHt Ýwuta=I wrelo huH cEtNy mhaÝwu KuH Aem wan krI AHtr‐lÙ krtaH j pyaRymaH Ýwuta éKze Ke sa=e &an, dxRn Aaid AnHtI xi›Ao inmRz éKze Ke. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke.

to &anI p` potane ALp& Ane pamr Ô e Ke te k{ rIte Ke?

_¿r:- sMyG¹iÚne ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH Ýwuta ƒapI Ke. t=aip pU R dxa Ýg!I n=I, pU R vItragta Ane kevz&an =yaH n=I, to je!lI vtRman dxa A\UrI Ke te!lI TyaH pamrta Ane ALp&ta Ke Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke. Aa Syaäad Ke. pU R prma„dxa Ýg!I n=I te ApeÙaAe sa\k potanI pyaRyne pamr Ô e Ke. Aa teno pyaRy‐ivvek Ke.

smiktI potana Aa„ane t< sman smje Ke‐Aem SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙamaH Aave Ke. TyaH AHtrHgmaH ÝwutanI ÝtIit siht pyaRyna ivveknI vat Ke. Aem ke‐k–aH idƒ kevz&an? Ane k–aH marI ALp& dxa? Ahaha...¦ ‐Aam ivvek krIne ãƒna Aa]ye pUr` dxa Ýg! krvanI \m± puruØ wavna wave Ke. wa{¦ Ôe AeklI j pamrta mane, Ane AHtrHg Ýwuta n Aozqe to pamrta dUr krI Ýwuta k–aH=I lave?

sMyG¹iÚne potana Sv$pno Anuwv =taH j inj pU aRnHd ÝwunI AHtr‐ÝtIit =ay Ke, Ane tene AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. prHtu ßyaH su\I pUr` cair5nI dxa‐pU R vItragta n =ay TyaH su\I ikHictŸ rag Aave Ke. te ragne te pamrta smje Ke. Ahaha...¦ cair5vHt mha muinvrnI AanHdnI rm`tanI dxa k–aH? Ane marI vtRman vtRtI co=a gu S=annI dxa k–aH?

]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smiktI hta¸ tI=Åkr go5 baH|yuH Ke. ATyare temne Ùaiyk smikt Ke Ane Aagz jtaH kevz&an Ýg! krxe. teAo hm`aH Ô e Ke ke AmarI vtRman dxa pamr Ke. Aha¦ k–aH cair5vHt mha muinvronI dxa? k–aH kevz&annI dxa? Ane k–aH AmarI vtRman ALp& dxa? Aavo sa\kdxamaH \m±ne pyaRyno ivvek hoy Ke.

\vlmaH Aevo pa@ Ke ke‐Svwavna Aa]ye mit‐]ut&annI je vtRman dxa Ýg! ={ Ke te kevz&anne bolave Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke vtRman sMykŸ&annI dxa kevz&anna Sv$pne Ô e‐Aozqe Ke Ane te j v\tI‐v\tI





kevz&an$p ={ jxe. Aho¦ sHtoAe xuH kmal kam kyaÅ Ke¦ Aekvar saHwz, na=¦ tara ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH sHrÙ` Ane sHv\Rn krnar tuH pote j Ko, Ùemno krnar tuH pote taro na= Ko.

pit pTnIno na= khevay Ke, kemke pTnI pase je sHyog Ke tenI te rÙa kre Ke, Ane je (kpDaH, dagIna vgere) n=I te mezvI Aape Ke. tem je &an‐]âan‐AanHdnI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ tenI rÙa kre Ane AnHtkazmaH je kevz&an n=I mZyuH te mezvI Aape‐Aevo Ùemno krnaro tuH pote j taro na= Ko. tarI rÙa krnar bIÔe ko{ Ýwu Ke Aem Ke nih.

Ahaha...¦ mit&an kevz&anne khe Ke‐Aav re kevz&an Aav¦ Ahaha...¦ sMyG¹iÚ‐\m± ivcare Ke ‐Aho¦ \Ny Aa Avtar¦ marI %iânuH ÝwuTv marI pyaRymaH Ýg! =yuH Ke, p` pU R dxanI Ýg!ta =vI hÒ bakI Ke. ãƒ Ane gu to pU R Ke, p` jevo‐kevz&an, kevzdxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR, AnHt Ýwuta Aaid pU R vEwv Ke te sFzo Ahaha...¦ marI pyaRymaH xI\/ Ýg!o¦ Lyo, Aam mit&an pokare Ke. Aha¦ \m±ne ‐sMyG¹iÚne ApU Rta rhe (ikHictŸ pamrta rhe) tenuH posa` n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Aa„amaH Ø!Ÿkark$p K xi›Ao Ke. ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr` ‐Aem Aa K xi›Ao Sva\Inp e xowayman Ke kemke teAo potana ÝwuTvmy Ke A=aRtŸ temaH ÝwuTv gu ƒapk Ke. je=I teAo potanuH kmR (‐kayR) inpÔvvamaH pra\In n=I, prnI ApeÙariht Sva\In Ke. ktaR Sva\In, kmR Sva\In, kr` Sva\In Aem KAe karkxi› Sva\In Ke. Aha¦ Aa sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p kmR nIpje tene Òv pote Ø!Ÿkarkp e pir`mIne Sva\Inp e Ýaº =ay Ke, temaH rag ke inim¿‐prvStunI ApeÙa n=I. inymsarnI bIÒ ga=amaH (!IkamaH) kæuH Ke ke inüy rTn5y prm inrpeÙ Ke, ƒvhar rTn5yna ivkLpnI, pr inim¿nI ke wed‐ivkLpnI ‐ko{nI tene ApeÙa n=I. AavuH Ýwuta=I wreluH vStu tÀv Sva\In Ke wa{¦ lokmaH jem raÔ Sva\In xowayman hoy Ke ne¦ tem vStutÀv Sva\In xowayman Ke. smysar ga=a 17‐18maH Aa„ane cEtNy raÔ kæo Ke. Ahaha...¦ raÔ Ae!le xuH? ;rajte xowte [it raja' ‐ je AqHiDt Ýtap=I Sva\In xowe Ke te raÔ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa cEtNyraÔ potanI AnHt gu pyaRy=I Ainvairt jenuH tej Ke Aeva Ýtap=I Sva\In xowayman Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, pHiDt dIpcHdÒ sa\m± g<hS= hta. tem e ;pHcsHg/h' g/H= lQyo Ke. temaH x<Hgar Aaid Aa@ rsnuH bhu taiÀvkrIte AnoquH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. TyaH te lqe Ke‐AanHdrskHd Ýwu Aa„anI AnHtxi›nuH pir`mn =ay te x<Hgarrs Ke. Aa ƒvhar rTn5y te Aa„ano x<Hgar n=I, Ae to rag nam du:q Ke. TyaH teAo lqe Ke‐Aa„a g<hS= Ke, b/ïcarI Ke [Tyaid ivSmykarI vato TyaH dxaRvI Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aek smynI dxRnnI pyaRy lokalokne wed paD–a ivna samaNy deqe, te j smye &annI pyaRy Aa Òv Ke, Aa gu Ke, Aa pyaRy Ke, Aa pyaRyna Aivwag ÝitCKed Ke‐Aem wed paDIne Ô`I le Ke. Ahaha...¦ dxRnnI pyaRy b\uH Awed samaNy$pe deqe, ne &annI pyaRy te j kaze Sv‐pr b\ane iwþiwþp e wed paDIne Ô e. Aho¦ Aavo cmTkarI AdŸwut rs Aa„amaH Ke. Aam AdŸwut rs, x<Hgarrs vgere Aa„amaH AekIsa=e SvtH5 xowe Ke te Aa„anuH ÝwuTv Ke.

Aa„a ãƒ‐vStu Ke. temaH sHQyaAe Aek, be, 5`‐Aem AnHt xi› Ke. ãƒ Aek Ane xi› AnHt. temaH AenI ÝwuTvxi› AqHiDt Ýtapmy SvatHœy=I xowayman Ke. Aa ÝwuTvxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH‐5 emaH ƒape Ke, p` te pyaRyna kazne AaFopaKo krva sm=R n=I. inyt ÊmmaH je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j =ay Ke.

ÝÆ:- drek pyaRy =vanI hoy te inyt ÊmmaH Êmbâ =ayto puruØa=R krvano k–aH ræo?

_¿r:- ãƒmaH je smye je pyaRy Ýg! =vanI hoy te smye te j Ýg! =ay Aevo y=a=R in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ potana i5kazI xuâ cEtNyãƒ _pr j hoy Ke. ¹iÚ i5kazI ãƒ _pr Ôy Tyare j Êmbâ pyaRyno saco in Ry =ay Ke. Aa in RymaH ãƒ¹iÚno AnHto sMykŸ puruØa=R Ke kemke ãƒ¹iÚ te j sMykŸ ¹iÚ Ke. ÝTyek smye ãƒmaH je pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te tenI jNmÙ` Ke Aem ÝvcnsarmaH (ga=a 102 maH) pa@ Ke. Ae!le




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xuH? ke tene ko{ prvStunI‐inim¿aidnI ApeÙa n=I. inim¿ Aave to =ay Aem mannar to AekaHt inim¿vadI A&anI Ke. inim¿nI to xuH? Ýg! =tI‐_Tpad$p =tI‐pyaRyne pUvR pyaRyna ƒynI p` ApeÙa n=I. inim¿ Ke, pUvR pyaRyno ƒy Ke (n=I Aem vat n=I), p` _Tpad$p pyaRyne tenI ApeÙa n=I. Aho¦ vItrag svR& prme¬r isvay AavI bIje kŸ–aHy vat n=I.

ÝÆ:‐ p` AavuH smjvamaH to ke!lo b\o vqt Ôy?

_¿r:- Are¦ sHsarna w`tr paKz ke!lo vqt ka#e Ke? vzI ivdexmaH w`va Ôy Ke ne laqo $ipyano qcR kre Ke. p` Aa laEikk w`tr xuH kam Aave? (sHsar v\arva isvay) kaH{ j kam n Aave. ma!e Aa tÀv&anno AWyas ÊoD _pay krIne p` krvo Ôe{Ae. Kh#alamaH kæuH Ke ne ke‐

;koi! _pay bnay wƒ tako _r Aano.' ;SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙa' namna g/H=maH ga=a 321‐322‐323maH ]I kaitRkey SvamIAe kæuH Ke ke‐

svR&deve je Òvne jNm, mr`, suq, du:q Aaid je dexmaH, je kaze, je ivi\=I =vanuH inyt Ô~yuH Ke te Òvne te dexmaH, te kaze, te ivi\=I te te =ay j Ke temaH [Nã ke ijneNã‐ko{ kaH{ ferfar krva sm=R n=I. Aa Ýma e je inüy=I svR ãƒo Ane svR pyaRyone Ô e Ke te xuâ sMyG¹iÚ Ke, Ane je xHka kre Ke te ku¹iÚ A=aRtŸ im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aha¦ drek ãƒnI, drek gu nI je kaze je pyaRy =vayoGy hoy te kaze te j pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke Aem y=a=R Ô`narnuH lÙ pyaRy _pr n rhetaH i5kazI ãƒ Svwav _pr Ôy Ke Ane Ae j Svwav‐¹iÚno sMykŸ puruØa=R Ke, Aa rIte Êmbâ pyaRyno in Ry krvamaH wego puruØa=R AavI j Ôy Ke. ma!e Êmbâ manva=I puruØa=R éDI Ôy Ke AevI xHka krvI yoGy n=I. wa{¦ inyt Êm KoDIne ko{ Ýkare (inim¿aid vDe) pyaRy y=eCK AaFIpaKI =vanuH tuH mane p` Ae to im+yadxRn Ke Ane tarI AevI ceÚa im+ya puruØa=R‐im+ya ivkLp isvay kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- ha, p` ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ýkr`maH kazny Ane Akazny Aem bNnenuH iv\an Ke. te=I AekaHte b\uH Êminyt‐Êmbâ manvuH yoGy n=I.

_¿r:- ÝvcnsarmaH 47 nyno Ai\kar Ke temaH kazny Ane AkaznynI vat AavI Ke. TyaH 30ma kazny=I k=n krtaH kæuH Ke ke‐

—Aa„ãƒ kaznye jenI isiâ smy pr Aa\ar raqe Ke AevuH Ke, _nazana idvs Anusar pakta Aam/fznI mafk.˜

mtlb ke je kaze je pyaRy =vanI hoy te kaze te =ay AenuH nam kazny Ke. vzI, TyaH 31ma Akazny=I v Rn krtaH kæuH Ke ke‐

—Aa„ãƒ Akaznye jenI isiâ smy pr Aa\ar raqtI n=I AevuH Ke, k<i5m grmI=I pkvvamaH Aavta Aam/fznI mafk.˜

AhÄ bNne‐kazny Ane Akazny‐Aek j kayR Ýit potpotanI ivvÙa rjU kre Ke. jem kaznymaH kaznI ivvÙa Ke tem Akazny te j kayR Ýit ANy hetuAo‐Svwav, puruØa=R, inyt Ane inim¿nI ivvÙa dxaRve Ke. AhÄ Akaznyno Aevo A=R k–aH Ke ke pyaRy =vanI hoy te n =taH AaFI‐paKI =ay ke bIÒ =ay? Akazno A=R Aem Ke ke Svwav, puruØa=R, inyt Ane inim¿‐Ae b\a p` pyaRy =vana kaze sa=e j Ke bakI pyaRy =va yoGy hoy te Aagz‐paKz =ay ke bIÒ =ay Aevo teno A=R n=I. vaStvmaH ÝTyek pyaRy potana inytÊmmaH j Ýg! =ay Ke Ane te kaze baæ Ane AWyHtr samg/Ino shj j yog hoy Ke.

Aek pHiDt AhÄ Aavela. AhÄnI vat saHwzI teAo bhu quxI =yela. pote bhu nrm ma`s hta. tem e pHca|yayIno ihHdImaH Anuvad kyÈ Ke. temaH wUl rhI gyelI te btavI to boLya, ‐AmarI wUl hoy to su\ravo, mharaj¦ TyaH pHca|yayImaH (tem`e) Aem vat krI Ke ke buiâpUvRkno rag Kõa gu S=ane hoy Ke Ane AbuiâpUvRkno rag satma gu S=ane hoy Ke. prHtu Aa k=n, kI\uH, sdoØ Ke. Kõa gu S=anmaH j QyalmaH Aave Aevo je rag




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Ke te buiâpUvRkno rag Ke, Ane te j vqte (K‚e gu S=ane) QyalmaH n Aave Aevo rag Ke te AbuiâpUvRkno rag Ke. satma gu S=ane Aeklo AbuiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke, Aam y=a=R smjvuH.

j¡Ao, smysar ga=a 308 =I 311nI !IkamaH AacayR Am<tcHãdeve Êmbâ ivØe SpÚ vat krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ Aeva potana piràmo=I _pjto =ko Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I¸ AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ potana piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke, Òv n=I.˜ mUz sHSk<t !IkamaH ;Êminyimt' xBd pD–o Ke. Ae!le ãƒmaH Ýg! =ta ÝTyek piràm Êm=I iniüt tena ÊmmaH =vana kaze j Ýg! =ay Ke, AaFa‐paKa =ta n=I. wa{¦ Aa to i5lokIna= svR&devnI vaÌmaH JreluH prmam<t Ke. Aena rspan ivna b\uH =o=aH Ke. xuH =ay? ATyare to b\a pHiDtonuH w`tr j inim¿aFIn buiâvazuH Ke, Aem ke inim¿=I =ay¸ p` pr=I prnuH pir`mn n =ay Aevo AWyas j n=I, pKI Svanuwv to k–aH=I =ay?

Aa vat saHwzIne pH. devkInHdn bolela ke‐sHto AagmcÙu hoy Ke Ae vat hve brabr smÔy Ke. wa{¦ gme tem krIne ÒvnmaH Aa vat smjva jevI Ke hÇ. Ahaha...¦ AHtmuRhUtRmaH kevz&an Ýg! krvanI tarI takat Ke. ma!e Aa mne n smÔy AevuH xLy KoDIne AWyas kr, j$r tne Svanuwv Ýg! =xe. smysarna Aek kzxmaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aek cEtNyma5 vStune pote inüz lIn ={ deq¸ Aevo K mihna AWyas kr Ane Ôe (‐tpas) ke Aem krva=I potana ñdy‐srovrmaH jenuH tej‐Ýtap‐Ýkax pudŸgl=I iwþ Ke Aeva AaTmanI Ýaiº n=I =tI ke =ay Ke? wa{¦ Ýaiº =ay j AevI Aa vat Ke. pote Ôgto éwo Ke te k–aH Ôy? Ýaº =ay j. AhÄ K mihnano AWyas kæo te=I Aem n smjvuH ke Ae!lo vqt lage. tenuH =vuH to AHtmuRhUtRmaH j Ke, prHtu ko{ mHd ruicvazo hoy to tena ma!e kæuH Ke ke‐K mihna Aa tÀv&anno SvlÙpUvRk AWyas kr, tne Anuwv =xe j =xe. AHtrnI Ìic vDe vaStivk tÀv&anno AWyas kre tene Aa„‐AnuwUit =ay j Aem vat Ke. p` Are¦ rzva‐kmava paKz mjUrnI jem AaqI ijHdgI veDfI naqe¦ nokrIvaza to pp vØRnI ëmre inv<¿‐KU!a =ay, p` Aa to \H\anI mmta AaDe 80‐90 vØRnI ëmr =ay KtaH TyaH=I inv<¿ ={ AavuH tÀv smjva fursd na le to xuH =ay? wa{¦ ijHdgI harI j{x hÇ. mrIne k–aHy sHsar‐smuãmaH qova{ j{x.

smysarnI pmI ga=amaH AacayRdeve kæuH ke‐ ;te AekTv‐ivw› Aa„ane huH Aa„ana inj vEwv vDe deqaDuH KuH Ôe huH deqaDuH to Ýma` (SvIkar) krvuH.' ;Ýma` krvuH' Ae!le xuH? ke je AekTv‐ivw› Aa„ane dxaRvuH KuH tene Svymev potana Anuwv‐ÝTyÙ=I prIÙa krI Ýma` krvuH. AeklI ha paD Aem nih, p` he ix*y¦ potana SvsHvedn‐ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kr‐Aem khevuH Ke. vStu pote Aa„a Svanuwv‐ÝTyÙ n =ay Aem vat j n=I. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI Aa ramba` vaÌ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Are wa{¦ ÒvonI dya pazo, dan Aapo, ne wi› kro to \mR =ay AevI vat to laEikkmaH samaNy loko p` kre Ke. Fà vØÈ phelaH Amara gammaH Aevo irvaj hto ke jEnonaH pyuRØ` Aave Ae!le FaHcI, kuHwar vgere loko Aek mas su\I potano \H\o bH\ raqta, inHwaDa, FaÌ vgere calu n raqta. p` Ae=I xuH? Ae b\a=I kaH{ \mR =oDo =ay? rag mHd hoy to pu~ybH\ =ay, bs. \mR vStu to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ jgtna ÝaÌAone \mRna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. SvSv$pmaH sNmuq ={ TyaH j rmvuH, temaH j lIn‐iS=r =vuH te vItragI jEn\mR Ke. AavI dxa =taH \m±ne dya, danno rag Aave Ke, p` tene te Ô`valayk Ke bs. tenI ¹iÚ to inrHtr AqHD Aek inTy ÝtapvHt inj &ayk pr j hoy Ke Ane TyaH j iS=t =va te Ýv<¿ =ay Ke. Lyo, Aavo \mR¦

j¡Ao, inim¿‐_padan inüy‐ƒvhar, ne Êmbâ Ae paHc vat AhÄ=I qas bhar AavI Ke te qas smjva jevI Ke. ke!lak smßya ivna j teno ivro\ kre Ke. AhÄnI vat saHwzI pH. devkInHdn boLya hta ke‐Aho¦ ÊmbânI AavI vat Ame k–aHy saHwzI n=I. Amara b\a pHiDtonuH w`tr j inim¿a\In ¹iÚvazuH Ke. ÝTyek ãƒnI pyaRy SvtH5p e potana _padan=I Ýg! =ay Ke AevI vat Amara AWyasmaH kdI AavI n=I¸ Anuwv =vanI vat to k–aHy dUr rhI g{.

Are wa{¦ wgvane Aa iv¬maH K ãƒo ÔeyaH Ke. temaH Aek Òv Ane bakInaH paHc ãƒo‐pudŸgl, \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, Aakax, Ane kaz‐te AÒv Ke. Aa svR Òv‐AÒv ãƒo Ýitsmy potpotana




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Êmbâ piràmo=I inrHtr _pje Ke. ko{ ãƒ ko{ ANyãƒna piràmne _pÔve AevI vStuiS=it j n=I. ga=a 308 =I 311 maH‐!IkamaH Aa vat AacayRdeve Ýisâ krI Ke. AavI vStuƒvS=a SvIkarIne je AtHmuRq ¹iÚ kre Ke tene Êmbâno saco in Ry =ay Ke Ane tene Êmbâ inmRz AanHd Aaid pyaRynI \ara x$ =ay Ke. bakI to jgtna Òvo ibcara du:qmaH pIlay Ke. Are¦ FaÌmaH tl pIlay tem ragäeØnI FaÌmaH teAo pIlay Ke. Aha¦ AnHt Ýwutamy potana Ýwune‐Aa„ane AozQya ivna ibcara xuH kre? k–aH Ôy? (du:qmaH DUbI mre Ke). ko{k ivrl Òv AHtr Svwav‐sNmuqno puruØa=R kre te ALpkazmaH kevz&an l{ne moÙ Ýaº kre Ke. sßJaymaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

shÔnHdI re Aa„a, sUto kH{ iniüHt re, mohtà re ri`ya wme, Ôg Ôg mitvHt re¸ lUH!e jgtna jHt re, ivrla ko{ _grHt re..

Are Ýwu¦ Aa moh‐rag‐äeØaid ri`ya tara ma=e wme Ke ne tuH potana shÔnHdI Sv$pne wUlI ÝmadI ={ sUto Ke¦ Ôg re Ôg na=¦ Aa jgtna ÝaÌAo tne lUH!e Ke. Aa bEraH‐KokraH vgere ku!uHbIjno potanI AaÒivka hetu tara AanHdne lUH!e Ke. inymsarmaH Aave Ke ke Aa S5I‐pu5 Aaid pirjn potanI AaÒivka ma!e tne \UtaraAonI !ozI mzI Ke. hve AavI iS=itmaH ko{ ivrl Òv mohmu› ={ potana i5kazI xuâ shÔnHd‐&ananHd Sv$pnI sHwaz kre Ke te _grI Ôy Ke A=aRtŸ potanuH kLya` krI le Ke.

Aha¦ AHdr pote cEtNy mhaÝwu ivraje Ke tene wUlIne tuH bhar faHfaH mare Ke? bharmaH k–aH taraH Ýwuta ne AanHd Ke? Aha¦ AnHt gu nI Ýwutana sÀv=I wrelo tuH Ýwu Ko. Aha¦ Aava inj Sv$pno mihma lavI AHtmuRq =a. tem krtaH j AqHiDt tej vDe taro Aa„a Ýwuta=I pyaRymaH xowI _@xe. Aa isvay bharmaH k–aHy=I tarI Ýwuta Ýg! =ay Aem Ke nih. smÔ uH kaH{...¦ Lyo, ‐

Aa Ýma e AhÄ ÝwuTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH. ‐

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8: ivwuTvxi› ;svR wavomaH ƒapk Aeva Aek wav$p ivwuTvxi›. (jem ke, &an$pI Aek wav svR wavomaH ƒape

Ke.)'

Aa xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. temaH AhÄ Aa Aa@mI ivwuTvxi›nuH v Rn Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a xuâ cEtNymy pda=R Ke te kmR Ane xrIr=I sday iwþ cIj Ke¸ vzI AHdr je pu~y‐papna ivkLpo _Tpþ =ay Ke tena=I p` Aa„a vaStvmaH iwþ vStu Ke, kemke te ivkLpo i5kazI cEtNyvStumaH Ýsrta n=I. prHtu potanI je AnHt xi›Ao Ke tena=I Aa„a Aiwþ Ke, Aek Ke¸ kemke svR AnHt xi›Ao pUrI Aa„vStumaH Awedp e ƒapk Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa xi›AomaH=I AhÄ ivwuTvxi›nuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

kevI Ke ivwuTvxi›¦ to khe Ke‐;svR wavomaH ƒapk Aeva Aek wav$p ivwuTvxi›.' wav Ae!le xuH? ke Aa„vStumaH je &an, dxRn, icit, ÒvTv, ÝwuTv Aaid xi›Ao Ke tene AhÄ wav khel Ke. wav xBd car A=RmaH khevay Ke.

1. ãƒne wav khe Ke, 2. gu ne wav khe Ke, 3. pyaRyne wav khe Ke, Ane 4. ragne‐ivkarI pyaRyne p` wav khe Ke.

temaH AhÄ i5kazI xi›ne wav khel Ke. mtlb ke svR AnHt xi›AomaH ƒapk Aeva Aek wav$p ivwuTvxi› Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„ãƒmaH je ivwuTvxi› Ke te ãƒna svR wavomaH ƒapk Aeva Aek wavSv$p Ke. A=aRtŸ ãƒna svR AnHt wavomaH ƒapk KtaH ivwuTvxi› AnHt wav$p ={ jtI n=I, sda te Aek wav$p j rhe





Ke. Aha¦ Aekp e rhIne AnHt gu SvwavomaH ƒape AevuH Aa„anuH ivwuTv Ke. AhÄ &annuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ne¦ ke &an$pI Aek wav svR wavomaH ƒape Ke. tevI rIte Aek wav$p ivwuTv svR wavomaH ne Aa„ãƒmaH ƒape Ke. Aa rIte ivwuTv Svwav vDe Aa„a ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke, ne Aa„ana ÝTyek gu p` ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke.

ANymtmaH Aa„a Aaqa iv¬maH svRƒapk Ke Aem manvamaH Aave Ke. teAo AakaxmaH (lokalokmaH) svR5 wgvanno‐Aek b/ïno vas Ke Aem mane Ke, p` wa{¦ AevI Aa„vStu n=I. AhÄ to potana svR‐AnHta gu ‐pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aevo Aa„a ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke Aem vat Ke. wa{¦ ÝTyek Aa„vStu potana Sv$pne KoDIne potana AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5nI bhar k–aHy (ANy ãƒmaH) ƒapto n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aavo bharna svR prãƒo=I iwþ Ane AHdr svR AnHt gu pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aevo Aa„a ivwu SvwavI Ke.

to StuitmaH‐w›amr Sto5 AaidmaH‐wgvanne ivwu kæa Ke ne? he na=¦ Aap ivwu Ko‐Aem kæuH Ke ne?

sma\an:- ha, kæa Ke p` Ae to Aa„anI ivwuTvxi›nI ApeÙaAe kæa Ke. wgvan kaH{ lokalokmaH ƒapI ræa Ke Ane ma!e teAo ivwu Ke Aem n=I. Ae to ivwuTv SvwavnI Ýg!ta =taH potana svR AnHta gu ‐pyaRyomaH wgvan ƒapk Ke Ae ApeÙaAe wgvan Aap ivwu Ko. Aem kæuH Ke. wa{¦ lokalokmaH ƒape AevuH kaH{ Aa„anuH ivwuTv n=I, p` potamaH rhIne lokalokne shj ÔÌ le AevuH Aa„anuH ivwuTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ kevz&an potamaH rhIne (ÝsrIne) Aaqa lokalokne ÔÌ le tevuH AenuH ivwuTv Ke. AavI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aho¦ Aa ivwuTvxi› to Ajb Ke. ivwuTv Svwav vDe jem Aa„a ivwu Ke tem tena AnHta gu ‐ÝTyek ivwu Ke. &an ivwu, dxRn ivwu, cair5 ivwu‐Aem drek gu ivwu Ke. gjb Ke ne¦ jem AiStgu =I b\a (AnHta gu ) AiSt$p Ke tem ivwuTv gu =I b\a ivwuSv$p Ke. jem AiStTv gu ƒapIne b\ane AiSt$p kre Ke tem ivwuTv gu ƒapIne b\ane ivwuTv ApeR Ke. Aho¦ AavI potanI ivwuTvxi›ne ÔÌ, Aa xi› Ane Aa xi›van ãƒ Aeva wednuH lÙ KoDI Awed AqHD Aek xi›van ãƒ pr ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. Aa \mR Ýg! krvanI rIt Ke. wa{¦ xi›Ao no wed Ke te Ô`va ma!e Ke, p` sMyGdxRn Ýg! krva ma!e to wednuH lÙ m!aDI AwednI AHt¹RiÚ krvI Ae j sa\n Ke.

j¡Ao, ãƒmaH‐Aa„vStumaH svR xi›Ao AÊm A=aRtŸ Aek sa=e rhelI Ke, Ane pyaRyo Êmsr Aek pKI Aek suiniüt =ay Ke. Aha¦ &annI pyaRy Êmbâ Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke tem drek gu`nI pyaRy Êmbâ Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke. hve ke!lak AamaH tkR kre Ke ke‐—kevz&annI ApeÙaAe to drek pyaRy inyt Êmbâ Ke Ae vat brabr Ke, prHtu ]ut&an ALp Ke, ma!e ]ut&annI ApeÙaAe pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ae vat brabr n=I. baæ sa\no vDe jevo puruØa=R kre tevI pyaRy =ay, Êmbâ nih.˜ qainya tÀvccaRmaH Aavo tkR =yelo Ke, tenuH sma\an pHiDt ]I fUlcHdÒAe brabr kreluH Ke. Are wa{¦ xi› Ane xi›van ãƒ Aeva wednuH lÙ m!aDI Awed Aek i5kazI &aykSvwav sNmuq =ay Tyare sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke Ane Tyare sa=e j wav]ut&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa wav]ut&an kevz&anne Anusre Ke te=I ]ut&anmaH p` svR pyaRyo Êmbâ =ay Ke Aevo in Ry hoy Ke. Aha¦ kevz&anmaH je vStuƒvS=a wasI tena=I ANy Ýkare (ivprIt) (vStuƒvS=a) ]ut&anmaH wase to te ]ut&an kevuH? te ]ut&an n=I, Ae to im+ya&an j Ke.

wa{¦ Ame to AhÄ vØÈ=I khIAe KIAe ke‐ÝTyek ãƒnI Ýitsmy je je pyaRy =ay Ke te te Êmbâ‐Êminyimt Ýg! =ay Ke. ÝTyek smye je pyaRy =vayoGy hoy te j TyaH Êminyimt Ýg! =ay Ke. temaH kaH{ AaFuHpaKuH ke AaDuHAvzuH =vano sval j n=I. wa{¦ Aa to wgvan kevzInuH frman Ke. jem motInI mazamaH ßyaH ßyaH je je motI Ke te TyaH TyaH (Ýkaxe) Ke tene AaFaHpaKaH krva Ôy to maza tU!I jxe. tem drek ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy 5è kaze je =vanI Ke te j Ýg! =ay Ke, temaH AaFuHpaKuH krva Ôy to pyaRyno Êm tU!I jxe Ane AqHD ãƒ isâ nih =ay. (A=aRtŸ im+yaTv j rhexe).




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ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Êmbâno A=R Aek pKI Aek =ay Aem brabr, p` Amuk Aa j =ay Aem nih. prHtu AevI vStuiS=it n=I wa{¦ ãƒnI (i5kazvt±) ÝTyek pyaRyno Êm inyt‐iniüt j Ke. ko{ pyaRy kdIy AaDIAvzI ={ xke nih. drek pyaRy potana Ùi`k _padannI yoGytanusar je kaze je =vayoGy hoy te j te kaze iniüt Ýg! =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, Aa„amaH Aek ivwuTvxi› Ke AenI AhÄ vat Ke. Aa ivwuTvxi› pUra ãƒmaH Ane tena AnHt gu omaH ƒapk Ke. ãƒnI AnHt xi›Ao Êmbâ pyaRypè pir`me Ke. bih¹iÚne teno AHdr SvIkar =to n=I, p` Aek Awed xuâ AHt:tÀvnI ¹iÚ krtaH j pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ke teno y=a=R in Ry =ay Ke. Ame to Aa vat ÝvcnomaH ivStar=I krI Ke

ÝÆ:- to Aap KapIne bhar paDvanuH kho to vhelI Ýisâ =ay. _¿r:- Ame ko{ne kaH{ kheta n=I. tÀv‐ivcar Ane Sva|yay krva isvay bIÔ ko{ kammaH Ame

pDta n=I. xuH KapvuH ne bhar paDvuH Ae smajnuH kam Ke, AmaruH te kam n=I.

Aa ivwuTv namnI xi› svR xi›AomaH ƒape Ke, ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I ãƒ ivwu, gu ivwu ne vtRman pyaRy ivwu Ke. sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aa &anSvwav ivwu Ke, ne &annI vtRman dxa ivwu Ke. &annI Êmsr pyaRy suiniüt je =vayoGy hoy te j Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane tenI sa=e AnHt gu nI p` te smye suiniüt je pyaRy Ýg! =vanI hoy te j Ýg! =ay Ke, AnHt gu nI pyaRymaH p` Aa ivwuTv gu ƒape Ke.

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Êmbâ pyaRy manva=I inyt (‐inytvad) ={ Ôy Ke.

Are wa{¦ jem ãƒ Ane tenI xi› inyt Ke Ane iniüt Ke tem potanI Ùi`k _padannI yoGyta Anusar smy smye Ýg! =tI drek pyaRy p` inyt j Ke. je smye je pyaRy =vayoGy Ke te j Ýg! =ay Ke p` pyaRy Êmbâ Ke Aevo in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ i5kazI xuâ Aek &ayk _pr Ôy Ke Tyare j Êmbâno y=a=R in Ry =ay Ke. ãƒ¹iÚ riht A&anIne Aa vat go@tI n=I. te khe Ke‐]ut&annI ApeÙa inyt n=I. p` wa{¦ taro tkR y=a=R n=I, kemke ]ut&annI ApeÙa p` drek pyaRy Êmbâ j Ke Aevo y=a=R in Ry sMyG¹iÚne hoy Ke. wa{¦ jra ¹iÚ sU"m krI Aa smjva ma!e ÝyTn krvo Ôe{Ae Aa Avsr Ke.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 1ppmaH sHsarI Òvne inyt t=a Ainyt Aem bþe ÝkarnI pyaRyo =ya kre Ke Aem kæuH Ke ne? ga=a Aa Ýma e Ke‐

jIvo shavi`ydo Ai`ydgu`pßjAo\ prsmAo.jid k¡ìd sgH smyH pBwSsid kMmbH\ado..

_¿r:- ha, pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 1ppmaH inyt Ane Ainyt pyaRynI vat Ke. TyaH Svwav Ane SvwavlIn inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay tene inyt khel Ke Ane ivwav pyaRy Ýg! =ay tene Ainyt khel Ke. Ainyt pyaRy Ae!le te Aagz‐paKz ke AaDI‐AvzI =ay Aevo TyaH A=R n=I. Ainyt Ae!le SvwavmaH AnviS=t Anek$p ivkarI pyaRy¸ te p` je smye Ýg! =ay te inyt Êmbâ j Ýg! =ay Ke. ga=amaH Ane !IkamaH p` gu ‐Svwav Ane inmRz pyaRyne inyt khel Ke, Ane ivkarI ivwav pyaRyne Ainyt khel Ke. AhÄ Ainytno A=R pyaRy AaDI‐AvzI =ay Ke Aem Ke nih. wa{¦ potanI mit‐kLpna=I xaS5na A=R kre te kem cale? n cale. paÌno xItz Svwav te inyt Ke, SvwavlIn xItz dxa te inyt Ke Ane AiG™na inim¿e tenI _*` dxa te Ainyt Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH ka{...¦

xuH =ay? lokone pUvRna Aag/h (h@ag/h) hoy Ae!le Aa bese nih. Aa vat phelaH htI nih¸ hmàH song#=I ÝisiâmaH AavI Ke Ae!le ke!lak h@pUvRk teno ivro\ kre Ke. Ae to ;jEntÀvmImaHsa'maH kevz&an‐SvwavmImaHsa namna Ýkr`maH pH. ]I. fUlcHdÒAe Aa babte kæuH Ke ke‐—ßyar=I svR ãƒonI pyaRyo Êminyimt (Êmbâ) =ay Ke Aa t+y Ýmuq$p=I b\anI same AaƒuH Ke Tyar=I iväano äara Aava kutkR _@avvamaH Aaƒa Ke. jemna mnmaH AevuH xLy Fr krI be@uH Ke ke kevz&anne svR ãƒo Ane tenI svR pyaRyonuH &ata manI





leva=I song#na ivro\maH je Amara trf=I humlo krvamaH AavI ræo Ke te kmÔer pDI jxe teAo Ae cahta n=I ke Aam jntamaH song#no Ýwav v\e, Aa=I teAo kevl&anna sam+yR pr j _› Ýkarna kutkR krva laGya Ke. prHtu, Aa Ýkarna kutkR krtaH teAo Ae wUlI Ôy Ke ke jEn\mRmaH tÀvÝ$pàno mUz Aa\ar j kevz&an Ke.˜

;qainya tÀvccaR'maH p` pH. ]I fUlcHdÒAe lQyu Ke ke —ijnvaÌ Ane Aek mhapuruØ äara Êmbâ‐pyaRynI SvtH5tano #H#ero pI!vamaH Aaƒo Ke Tyar=I ke!lak pHiDto kevz&anna ivØymaH p` xHka krva laGya Ke. Ôe ke kevz&anna ihsabe drek pyaRy Êmbâ hovanuH SvIkare Ke p` ]ut&an ApeÙaAe pyaRy Êmbâ Ke Ae vat temne maNy n=I. p` Ae maNyta brabr n=I. ]ut&an Ke te kevz&an AnusarI Ke ]ut&an kaH{ kLpna n=I.

Are Òvone mUz vatnI qbr n=I. xuw iÊyamaH \mR manIne be@a Ke p` AevI iÊyaAo to Òve AnHt var krI Ke. xuwragnI iÊyaAo to bH\nuH kar` Ke. xi› Ane xi›van ãƒ jem inyt Ke tem tenI drek pyaRy inyt Ke. pyaRy inyt Ke Aevo in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ i5kazI &ayk _pr Ôy Ke. Aa ivØyno AWyas krvo Ôe{Ae.˜

ÝÆ:- Êm Aavxe Tyare AWyas krIxuH. _¿r:- AWyasno puruØa=R krnarne Êm AavI Ôy Ke. SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙamaH KAe ãƒmaH

kazliB\nI vat krI Ke. je ãƒnI je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j pyaRy te smye TyaH Ýg! =ay AenuH nam kazliB\ Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 102maH ãƒnI je pyaRy Ýg! =ay te tenI _Tpi¿nI jNmÙ` Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 99maH p` harna ¹ÚaHte kæuH Ke ke pyaRy potpotana Avsre Ýg! =ay Ke. &eyno Svwav Aevo Ke ke potpotanI te te pyaRy potana Avsre Ýg! =ay. Aam drek pyaRynI kazliB\ Ke, p` tenuH sTya=R &an kone =ay? ke je inj i5kazI xuâ AHt:ãƒno Aa]y le tene pyaRynI kazliB\nuH sacuH &an =ay Ke. bakI pyaRyna Êm same (takIne) Ôeya kre te to pyaRymU# Ke, tene kazliB\nI qbr n=I.

pHiDtÝvr ]I !oDrmlÒAe moÙmagR Ýkaxkna 9ma Ai\karmaH kazliB\ Ane wivtƒ ko{ vStu n=I Aem kæuH Ke. to AamaH xuH smjvuH?

wa{, TyaH ix*yno ÝÆ Ke ke‐

—ÝÆ:- moÙno _pay kazliB\ AavtaH wivtƒanusar bne Ke ke mohaidkno _pxmaidk =taH bne Ke, ke potana puruØa=R=I _>m krtaH bne Ke? te kho. Ôe phelaH be karò mztaH bne Ke to tme Amne _pdex xa ma!e Aapo Ko? t=a Ôe puruØa=R=I bne Ke to svR _pdex saHwze Ke KtaH temaH ko{ puruØa=R krI xke Ke t=a ko{ n=I krI xkta tenuH xuH kar`?

_¿r:- Aek kayR =vamaH Anek karò mze Ke. moÙno _pay bne Ke TyaH to pUvÈ› 5 e karò mze Ke t=a n=I bnto TyaH Ae 5 e karò n=I mztaH pUvÈ› 5` karò kæaH temaH kazliB\ va wivtƒ (honhar) to ko{ vStu n=I, je kazmaH kayR bne Ke te j kazliB\ t=a je kayR =yuH te j wivtƒ. vzI je kmRna _pxmaidk Ke te to pudŸglnI xi› Ke, teno ktaRhtaR Aa„a n=I, t=a puruØa=R=I _>m krvamaH Aave Ke te Aa Aa„anuH kayR Ke ma!e Aa„ane puruØa=RpUvRk _>m krvano _pdex AapIAe KIAe. hve Aa Aa„a je kar`=I kayRisiâ AvXy =ay te kar`$p _>m kre TyaH to ANy karò AvXy mze j Ane kayRnI isiâ p` AvXy =ay j, t=a je kar`=I kayRisiâ =ay A=va n p` =ay te kar`$p _>m kre to TyaH ANy karò mze to kayRisiâ =ay, n mze to n =ay. hve ijnmtmaH je moÙno _pay kæo Ke tena=I to moÙ AvXy =ay j, ma!e je Òv ]I ijne¬rna _pdex Anusar puruØa=RpUvRk moÙno _pay kre Ke tene to kazliB\ va wivtƒ p` ={ cUk–aH t=a kmRnaH _pxmaid =yaH Ke Tyare to te Aavo _pay kre Ke, ma!e je puruØa=R vDe moÙno _pay kre Ke tene to svR karò mze Ke Ane AvXy moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke Aevo inüy krvo.˜

j¡Ao, AhI kayRnaH svR karò Aek sa=e j smkaz hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Òv potana i5kazI ãƒ Svwav‐sNmuqno puruØa=R kre Tyare je smikt Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te j wivtƒ Ke, Ane te pyaRy




8‐ivwuTvxi› : pp

tena Svkaze Ýg! ={ te tenI kazliB\ Ke. kazliB\ Ane wivtƒ kaH{ je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Aena=I iwþ vStu n=I. vzI te j vqte kmRna _pxmaid p` SvyH inim¿p e hoy j Ke. Aavo shj j yog hoy Ke. ma!e potana i5kazI Aek &aykSvwavnI je ¹iÚ kre Ke tene j kazliB\nuH sacuH &an =ay Ke bakI \arà=I kazliB\‐kazliB\ Aem khe, p` tene kazliB\nI qbr n=I A=aRtŸ tene kazliB\ ={ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ Aavo vItragno marg vItrag magRna AHtr‐puruØa=R=I Ýg! =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 172maH care AnuyognuH taTpyR vItragta kæuH Ke. TyaH !IkamaH kæuH Ke‐—ivStar=I bs =aAo. jyvHt vtÈ vItragp uH ke je saÙatŸmoÙmagRno sar hova=I xaÏtaTpyRwUt Ke.˜ Aam care Anuyogno sar vItragta Ke. Aa vItragta k–are Ýg! =ay? ke i5kazI xuâ Aek &aykwavno Aa]y kre Tyare pyaRymaH vItragta Ýg! =ay Ke inim¿, rag ke pyaRyna Aa]ye vItragta Ýg! =tI n=I. Aam care Anuyogno sar Aa Ke ke Aek Svãƒno‐inj &aykvStuno Aa]y krvo. Svãƒno Aa]y kyaR ivna pyaRyna ÊmbâpànuH sacuH &an =tuH n=I.

vzI pyaRyna Êmne AaDo‐Avzo mane tenuH to prlÙI baæ &an p` jU@uH Ke, to pKI tene ãƒ¹iÚ k–aH=I Ýg! =ay? pHcaiStkaymaH pyaRyne Ainyt khel Ke TyaH pyaRy AaDI‐AvzI ke Êmriht Aagz‐paKz =ay Ke Aevo teno A=R n=I¸ TyaH to ivkarI‐ivwav pyaRyne Ainyt khel Ke. vaStvmaH ivkarI pyaRy p` Êmbâ Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke. ko{ p` pyaRy AaFI‐paKI =ay Aevo vStuno Svwav j n=I, AevI vStu j n=I.

damngrna Aek xe@ hta. teAo idgHbr xaÏo vaHcta, p` temnI ¹iÚ ivprIt htI. temè Aek var Amne pUKeluH ke‐covIs tI=Åkr, bar cÊvt±‐Ae b\a kaze (Svkaze) =ay Ke ma!e kazliB\ Aave Tyare kayR =ay. Tyare kæuH'tuH ke‐kazliB\nuH &an kone hoy Ke‐qbr Ke? &aykSv$pI wgvan Aa„ano je Aa]y kre Ke tene kazliB\nuH sacuH &an hoy Ke. bakI kazliB\ same mÇ takIne bese tene kazliB\ paktI j n=I. svare AaƒuH htuH ne ÝvcnmaH ke‐

suâta ivcarE |yavE, suâtamEH keil krE¸suâtamEH i=ræE mgn, Am<t\ara brsE.

Ahaha...¦ potana xuâ Aek siCcdanHdSv$p Ýwu Aa„ano ßyare Aa]y le, TyaH j rme, Ane TyaH j mG™ ={ rhe tene Am<t\araSv$p vItragta Ýg! =ay Ke Ane Aa vItragta bar AHg Ane caEd pUvRno sar Ke.

ijn so hI hE Aa„a, ANy so hI hE kmR¸yhI vcnse smj le, ijn Ývcnka mmR,

ijnSv$p pote Aa„a Ke Aek teno Aa]y kre te j \mR Ke. bakI b\uH kmR Ke, sHsar Ke. Aa wgvannI vaÌno mmR nam rhSy Ke. wa{¦ smikt=I maHDIne pUr` moÙ su\InI b\I j dxa Aek xuâ Aa„ãƒna Aa]ye Ke.

p` Are¦ jEn kuzmaH‐idgHbrmaH jNmelane p` jEn tÀvnI qbr n=I¦ ko{ Aek pHiDt kheta hta ke‐idgHbr kuzmaH jNMya te b\a sMyG¹iÚ Ke, hve v/t Ane cair5 \ar` krI le Ae!le bs kLya` ={ Ôy. Lyo, AavI vat¦ hve xuH khevuH? ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk'maH pH. ]I !oDrmlÒAe ¬etaHbraidne to ANymt khel Ke, p` TyaH jEn kuzmaH jNmela Ane idgHbr jEn\mRnI baæ maNyta hova KtaH p` Òvne AHdr sU"m im+yaTv rhI Ôy Ke tenuH ivStar=I satma Ai\karmaH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. wa{¦ kuz=I ne jNm=I jEnp uH n=I bapu¦ AhÄ to AHtrmaH‐AHt:tÀvmaH sma{ Ôy te jEn Ke. bakI bharna iÊyakaHD to b\aH kmRnaH kam bapu¦ Aena=I kmR nam sHsar nIpje, \mR nih.

Aha¦ im+yaTv te j mUz sHsar Ke. Aa bEraH‐KokraH b\aH pr Ke temaH sHsar n=I Ane potana ãƒ‐gu maHy sHsar n=I. Aek smynI pyaRymaH im+yaTvaid wUl Ke, Ane te wUl m!aDtaH (Svãƒna Aa]ye) moÙmagR Ýg! =ay Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr sHto‐wgvan kevzIna keDaytIAoAe magR bhu coÉqo SpÚ krIne btaƒo Ke. p` xuH =ay? lokono Jukav bharmaH (iÊyakaHDmaH va ivØykØaymaH) Ke Ae!le teAo xuâ tÀvne Ô`va Ýit _>mxIl =ta n=I¦





KAe ãƒmaH kazliB\ Ke. ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy Svkaze Ýg! =ay tenuH nam kazliB\ Ke, te AenI jNmÙ` Ke. pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! =ay Aevo j &eyno Svwav Ke. ]I jysenacayRdeve Ývcnsarna &eyai\karne sMyGdxRnno Ai\kar kæo Ke. &eyno Svwav j Aevo Ke ke je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j =ay¸ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke Aem sMyG¹iÚ ÝtIit kre Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy wle Awed Aek &ayk Ke, p` &anÝ\an xElI=I &an Ane &ey‐bþenI y=a=R ÝtIitne sMyGdxRn khevamaH Aave Ke. Aekla ãƒnI Awed ¹iÚ te sMyGdxRn‐Ae dxRnÝ\an k=n Ke. ßyare‐

Ývcnsar ga=a 242maH &anÝ\an xElI=I sMyGdxRnnI ƒaQya krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—&eytÀv Ane &at<tÀvnI t=a Ýkare (jem Ke tem, y=a=R) ÝtIit jenuH lÙ` Ke te sMyGdxRnpyaRy Ke &eytÀv Ane &at<tÀvnI t=aÝkare AnuwUit jenuH lÙ` Ke te &anpyaRy Ke &ey Ane &atanI je iÊyaNtr=I inv<i¿ tena vDe rcatI ¹iÚ&at<tÀvmaH pirìt jenuH lÙ` Ke te cair5pyaRy Ke.˜

j¡Ao, AhÄ &anÝ\an xElI=I sMyGdxRnnI ƒaQya Ke. ¹iÚÝ\an k=nmaH Aekla AwednI ]âane sMyGdxRn kæuH Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãrict Aa„isiâmaH ;Anuwv, lÙ, ÝtIt'‐Aem xBdo Aave Ke. TyaH Anuwv te cair5pyaRy, lÙ te &annI pyaRy ne ÝtIt te ]âanI pyaRy Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH Anuwvne &anpyaRy khI Ke, t=a xuwragnI iÊya=I inv<i¿ Ane Ô`nar‐deqnar SvwavmaH rm`tane cair5nI pyaRy khI Ke. nG™dxa Ane pHc‐mhav/tnI iÊya Ae kaH{ vaStivk cair5 n=I.

ÝÆ:- to sMyGdxRn be ÝkarnuH Ke?

_¿r:- na, sMyGdxRn be Ýkare n=I. sMyGdxRn to AeklI inivRkLp ÝtIit$p Aek j ÝkarnuH Ke tenuH k=n be Ýkare Ke‐Aek dxRnÝ\an Ane bIj¡H &anÝ\an. ÝvcnsarmaH &anÝ\an in$p` Ke, smysarmaH dxRnÝ\an in$p` Ke.

Ahaha...¦ je Òv ivwu Aeva potana xuâ cEtNySv$pno iv¬as‐ÝtIit krI temaH j @re Ke te AnHt gu nI ivwUit‐AnHt ctuÚyaid injvEwvne Ýaº =ay Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ ivwuTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

∙ 9: svRdixRTvxi›

;smSt iv¬na samaNy wavne deqva$pe (A=aRtŸ svR pda=Èna smUh$p lokalokne s¿ama5 g/hva$pe) pir`mta Aeva Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi›.'

Aaqa iv¬ne samaNyp e wed paD–a ivna deqe AevI svRdixRTvxi›nuH AhÄ v Rn Ke. Aa Òv Ke, Aa jD AÒv Ke, Aa gu Ke, Aa gu I Ke, Aa wiv Ke, Aa Awiv Ke [Tyaid wed paD–a ivna svR lokalokne samaNy s¿apè deqva$p pir`mtI AevI Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi› Ke. lokalokne s¿ama5 samaNyp e deqe Ae!le pda=R Ke bs Ae!luH deqe. Aa Aa„a Ke Aem wed paDe Ae to &an ={ gyuH. dxRn ko{ wed paDtuH n=I.

AhÄ Aa je svRdixRTvxi› khI Ke te Aa„dxRnmyI Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐svRne deqe Aem khetaH svRmaH AnHta pr AavI gya, Ane te=I prne deqe Aem p`

AavI gyuH to Aa„dxRnmyI kevI rIte Ke? A=aRtŸ pUra lokalokne deqe to tenI ApeÙa AavI ke nih? sma\an:- Are wa{¦ svRdixRTvxi› deqva$pe pir`me te Aa„dxRnmyI piràm Ke. jra sU"m

vat Ke. Aa„dxRnmyI piràm Ke Ae!le xuH? ke Svne deqtaH shj j Aaqa iv¬ne deqI le Ke, iv¬ne deqva ma!e iv¬ Ýit _pyog ÔeDvo pDto n=I. svR xBde Sv‐pr siht AaquH lokalok AavI gyuH. svRne deqe Ke Aem khIAe AemaH prne deqe Ke Aem p` AavI gyuH p` prne deqe Ke Aem khIAe Ae to AsdŸwUt ƒvharny Ke. bakI svRdixRTvxi›na deqva$p je piràm =ay te Aa„dxRnmyI piràm Ke, Sva]yI piràm Ke. temaH prnI




9‐svRdixRTvxi› : p7

‐lokaloknI ko{ ApeÙa n=I. Ahaha...¦ potamaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke te pir`mtaH te xi› Aa„dxRnmyI =ay Ke. AemaH prne dequH Aem vat j n=I. je Aa„dxRnmy piràm Ke, te kaH{ prdxRnmy =tuH n=I.

AaquH iv¬, AnHta ãƒ, tena gu o t=a tenI pyaRyo‐Aa AaquH lokalok samaNy s¿ap e mhas¿a$p Ke. mhas¿a namnI ko{ iwþ s¿a Ke Aem n=I, p` b\uH Ke... , Ke... , Ke AevuH wed paD–a ivna samaNy$pe je hovap uH tene mhas¿a khe Ke. Aa mhas¿ane g/hva$pe pirìmt Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi› Ke. Aa svRdixRTvxi› Ane xi›van Aa„ãƒ‐Aevo wed dUr krI i5kazI Aa„ãƒnI Awed¹iÚ krtaH xi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane te Aa„dxRnmyI Ke Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ prma„a kevzI khe Ke‐Aa„amaH jem ÒvTv, icit, £ix Aaid xi›Ao Ke tem temaH Anaid‐AnHt Aek svRdixRTv namnI xi› Ke. Aem to ¹ixxi›maH Aa svRdixRTvxi› giwRt Ke. p` ¹ixxi›maH TyaH svRdx±pànI vat n krI te kar e Aa svRdixRTvxi› Alg=I dxaRvI Ke. Aha¦ svRdixRTvxi›nuH \rnar i5kazI Aa„ãƒ ßyaH ¹iÚmaH AaƒuH ke svRdixRTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =yuH Ane Tyare Sv‐prne svRne deqvanI pyaRy potamaH pota=I pota$p shj j Ýg! ={ Ke. svR‐lokalok Ke to te deqva$p pyaRy AhÄ Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I, Ane temaH svRne‐lokalokne deqvanI ApeÙa Ke Aem p` n=I¸ kemke svRdixRTvxi› Aa„dxRnmyI Ke.

svRdixRTvxi› pir`t =taH svRne deqe temaH prnI ApeÙa Ke Aem n=I, svRne deqva$p piràm shj j potamaH potane kar e Ýg! =ya Ke. Aa ivØy pr sH. 1983 maH Aek ccaR =yelI. ÔmngrmaH Aek mumuÙu vkIl hta. temne idgHbr xaS5ono saE=I Ý=m AWyas hto. temnI sa=e Aek damngrna xe@ne ccaR ={. xe@ khe ke‐lokalok Ke to svR&pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. AhÄ vkIl khe‐Aem nih, svR&pyaRy potana kar e Ýg! =ay Ke, lokalok Ke ma!e svR&dxa Ke Aem Ke nih. pKI te bNne Aaƒa AmarI pase. Tyare Ame kæuH‐wa{¦ Aa„a &Sv$p‐svR&Sv$p Ke. tene prsHbH\I ne potasHbH\I Ô`vanI &annI je pyaRy Ýg! =ay te potamaH pota=I =ay Ke, prna kar e nih. lokalok Ke ma!e wgvan kevzIne svR&dxa Ýg! ={ Ke Aem Ke nih.

Are wgvan¦ taramaH ke!lI Apar %iâ wrI Ke‐tne tenI qbr n=I¦ tuH prmaH mU# =yo Ko, p` AaHhI AacayRdev khe Ke‐taramaH Aek svRdixRTv namnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. teno Aa\ar AHdr i5kazI ãƒ Ke. Aha¦ te i5kazI ãƒno Aa]y letaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH Svprne deqva$p pir`mn =ay Ke te, khe Ke, Aa„dxRnmyI Ke, te pir`mn prdxRnmy n=I, prna lÙe =yuH n=I, prmy n=I. hve AamaH ke!lakne kaH{ frk n lage, p` AamaH to pUvR‐piümno fer Ke wa{¦

Aa svRdixRTvxi› Ke te potana shj Svwav$p pairàimkwave Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem shj Svawaivk pairàimkwavmy Aa„a Ke tem tenI svRdixRTvxi› pairàimkwav$p Ke. temaH ko{ prnI‐inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. Ahaha...¦ pairàimkwavmy inj i5kazI Aa„ãƒno Aa]y letaH pyaRymaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke te Ùayopximk ke Ùaiykwav$p hoy Ke. xi›nI pU R pyaRy te Ùaiykwav Ke, ne tenI A\urI pyaRy te Ùayopximkwav$p Ke, sa=e sMyGdxRn Ane sMykŸcair5nI pyaRy Ýg!e Ke te AaEpximk, Ùayopximk ke Ùaiykwave hoy Ke, ne te kaze je rag bakI Ke te AaEdiykwav Ke. j¡Ao, sa\k Aa„ane‐

‐ÝtIit _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiykwav$p hoy Ke, ‐cair5nI dxa _pxm ke Ùyopxmwav$p hoy Ke. Ane ‐&an‐dxRn Ùyopxmwav$p hoy Ke. smSt iv¬na samaNywavne deqva$pe pir`t AevI Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi›‐Aam kæuH Ke

AemaH ;pir`t' xBd kæo Ke te sU"m A=RnuH sucn kre Ke. xÌAatmaH j Aem kæuH htuH ke Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto‐&annI sa=e AivnawavI sHbH\vazo AnHt \mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke. AhÄ ÊmmaH ivkarI piràmnI vat j n=I, kemke Aa„anI xi›Ao i5kaz xuâ j Ke ne tenI pirìt Êmsr xuâ j =ay Ke Aem AhÄ vat Ke. je xi›Ao‐gu Ke te AÊm$p Ke, Ane tenI ƒi›Ao Êmsr xuâ Ke Aem





vat Ke. te Êm$p Ane AÊm$p \mÈna smUhne Aa„a kæo Ke.

;pir`t' xBdnI sU"mta _pr ivcar Aavel Ke tenuH SpÚIkr` krIAe KIAe. Amare to Aaqo id' tÀvivcar Ae j \H\o Ke ne¦

Are wa{¦ Aa„amaH Ôe dxRn gu n hoy to Aa„vStu A¹Xy ={ Ôy¸ ne Aa„vStu A¹Xy =ay to svRvStu A¹Xy =ay. Aem =taH svR &eyvStuno Awav @re. ma!e dxRn gu Ý\an Ke, svRdixRTv Ý\an Ke.

A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH Aem kæuH Ke ke Awivne &an Ke p` &annI pirìt n=I. Awiv Òvne 11 AHg Ane 9 pUvRnI liB\ hoy Ke. Aa &an Ke, p` &annI pirìt n=I. Aha¦ Aek AacaraHgmaH A#ar hÔr pd hoy Ke, ne Aek pdmaH p1 ÊoD=I JaJa }lok hoy Ke. tena=I bm uH sUyDaHg, Aem _¿ro¿r bmà bmà Aigyar AHg Ane nv pUvRnuH &an Awiv Òvne hoy Ke, p` tene &annI pirìt n=I, pir`t &an n=I, kemke &anSv$pI wgvan Aa„ano Aa]y tene n=I. Sv‐Aa]ye je &an Ýg! =ay tene &anpirìt khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. sItaÒne KoDavva ma!e rav` sa=e l"m`Òne yuâ =yuH Tyare rav e l"m`Òne xi› marI. te vDe l"m` bexuâ ={ gya. te ÝsHge ramcHãÒ mUiCKRt l"m`Òne sHbo\Ine khe Ke‐

Aaƒa'ta Tyare 5` jà ne, ÔxuH AekaAek¸mataÒ qbru pUKxe Tyare xa xa _¿r d{x?l"m` Ôg ne hoÒ, bol Aek var Ò

he l"m`¦ sItaÒne rav` l{ gyo, tuH Aam bexuâ ={ gyo. mata pase hve huH xuH jvab AapIx? ma!e wa{, Ôg¦ bH\u¦ Aek var bol. Aam ramcHãÒ xokatur ={ ivlap kre Ke. Tyare temne ko{ inim¿&anIAe kæuH, ‐wrtna raßymaH Aek raÔnI Aek kuHvarI kNya ivxLya Ke. tene AevI liB\ Ýg! Ke ke tena SnannuH jz l"m`Ò pr KaH!vamaH Aave to l"m`Ò mUCKaR tÒ tTkal be@a =xe.

Aa ivxLya te ko`? te pUvR wvmaH cÊvt±nI pu5I htI. tene ko{Ae jHglmaH KoDI dI\elI. TyaH Aek mo!o Ajgr tene gzI gyo. jra mo#uH bhar htuH TyaH tena ipta jHglmaH TyaH AavI phÇCya Ane ba`=I Ajgrne marvanI tEyarI krI. to kNyaAe iptane kæuH, ‐iptaÒ, Ajgrne marxo ma¸ meH to yavtŸ Òvn ANn‐jzno Tyag kyÈ Ke. huH hve ko{ rIte bcuH Aem n=I, ma!e Ajgrne nahk marxo nih. Aha¦ kevI £#ta¦ ne kevI kÌà¦ Aa kNya mrIne wrtna raßymaH Aek raÔne TyaH rajkuHvrI ivxLya ={ AvtrI.

sEinko Ae kNyane l{ AaƒaH. ivxLyaAe jevo lXkrna pDavmaH Ývex kyÈ ke Fayl =yela sEinkona Fav Ù`ma5maH j AapoAap $Ja{ gya Ane tenuH Snanjz jevuH l"m`Ò pr KaH!vamaH AaƒuH ke trt l"m`ÒnI mUCKaR _trI g{ Ane teAo wanmaH Aaƒa, Ù`varmaH l"m`Ò éwa ={ gya, rav e marelI xi› qulI g{. pKI to ivxLya sa=e l"m`ÒAe lG™ kyaÅ.

AhÄ isâaHt Aem Ke ke‐i5kaz &ananHd‐siCcdanHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a inmRz pirìt$p rmÌ sa=e ÔeDay Ke TyaH tena AnHt gu o$p xi› pyaRymaH qulI Ôy Ke. xi›van ãƒ sa=e ÔeDa{ne je inmRz dxa AHdr Ýg!I tene AhÄ ;pir`t' khI Ke. xi› pyaRymaH qIle nih, kayR$p pir`me nih to xi› pDI Ke teno xo law¦ svRdixRTvxi› deqva$p pir`t khI TyaH xi›nI inmRz Ýg!tanI vat Ke, Ane te Ýg!ta Aa„dxRnmy Ke, prdxRnmy n=I Aem khe Ke.

Aa A|ya„ vaÌ bhu su"m wa{¦ hve xuwwavmaH \mR manI sHtuÚ Ke tene Aa gze kem _tre? p` xuwwav Ae kaH{ ApUvR n=I wa{¦ pUveR AnHt var Òve xuwwav kyaR Ke. Aha¦ nvmI g/Eveykna AhimNã pdne pame Aeva xuÉlleXyana piràm Aa Òve AnHtvar kyaR Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐




10‐svR&Tvxi› : p9

;muinv/t \ar AnHt bar, g/Ivk _pÔyo.'

Aha¦ Aa xuklleXya j¡dI cIj Ke, ne xuÉl|yan j¡dI cIj Ke, xuÉl|yan to wavilHgI muinvrne ]e I c#e Tyare sMyGdxRnpUvRk hoy Ke. ßyare xuÉlleXya$p piràm to Awivne p` =ay Ke. bhu _jza Ait mHdkØay$p piràm te xuÉlleXya Ke. xuÉl leXyavazo Òv Kõa devlokmaH Ôy Ke. nvmI g/Eveyk jnara Òvne to Fà ëca xuÉlleXyana xuwwav mHdkØay$p hoy Ke. Kõa devlokmaH sMyG¹iÚ p` Ôy to xuÉlleXyana tene piràm hoy Ke prHtu nvmI g/Eveyk jnarne to Aha¦ Ae=Iy Ai\k keva ëca mHdkØay$p xuÉlleXyana piràm hoy Ke¦ KtaH Aa wav \mR n=I, Ae to kØayno j AHx Ke, Aakuztamy Ke. te \mR$p nih ne \mRnuH kar ey nih.

Aa xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. AhÄ AacayRdeve 47 xi›nuH Ait sU"m Ane AlaEikk v Rn kyuÅ Ke. Êm$p pir`t Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta AnHt \mÈna smudayne AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. AeklI xi›Ao pDI Ke Aem vat n=I¸ xi›Aono wHDar pyaRymaH qolI naQyo Ke. hve AavI AdŸwut mUz cIj potanI smjta n=I ne loko ivro\ kre Ke¦ p` Aa wgvan kevzIno prm sTy magR Ke.

]ImdŸna Aek p5maH Aave Ke ke‐co=a gu S=ane sMyG¹iÚne kevz&an ]âap e Ýg! =yuH Ke. Ae!le xuH? kevz&an pir`mn$pe pyaRymaH to terma gu S=ane Ýg! =xe. prHtu co=a gu S=anvazane potana ]âanmaH kevz&annI ÝtIit ={ Ke te=I tene ]âap e kevz&an =yuH Ke Aem khIAe KIAe. xi›nuH Ane xi›nI AHx$p ne pUr`Sv$p Ýg!tanuH smiktIne y=a=R &an‐]âan hoy Ke Ane te=I ]âap e smiktIne kevz&an ne moÙ =yo Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

Are, potana in\an pr njr naqe to smÔy ne? Aha¦ ßyaH potana in\an pr njr naqe ke trt inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. temaH ivkarnI to gH\ey n=I. je inmRz piràm Ýg!–a te wav$p Ke, ne temaH ivkarI wavno Awav Ke. AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. xi› AHdr pDI Ke te Svaiwmuq =taH j AHdr qIlI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ potanI pirìt$pI rmÌ sa=e rmtaH‐AHtr Aekag/ ={ne rm`ta krtaH‐te inrakul AanHdna wog de Ke Aha¦ AavuH Ke AanHdnuH jNmS=an¦ AanuH nam \mR ne Aa moÙno marg Ke. bakI b\aH =o=aH Ke.

Aa xi›na v RnmaH be vat muQyp e smjva jevI khI Ke.

(1) xi›ne pir`t khI Ke. (2) te Aa„dxRnmyI Ke, prdxRnmyI n=I.

Aa Ýma e Aa svRdixRTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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10: svR&Tvxi›

;smSt iv¬na ivxeØ wavone Ô`va$pe pir`mta Aeva Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi›.'

;b\uH Ke' bs Ae!lI j vat dxRnxi›maH htI. wed paD–a ivna samaNyp e AaquH iv¬, lokalok AiSt$pe Ke Aem dxRnxi›maH deqvamaH Aave Ke. Aa Aa„a Ke, Aa jD Ke, Aa isâ Ke, Aa sa\k Ke, Aa gu Ke, Aa pyaRy Ke‐Aevo wed dxRnxi›no ivØy n=I. iv¬na je AnHta ivxeØ wavo Ke te b\ayne ivxeØpè‐iwþ iwþ Ô e AevI Aa„anI svR&Tvxi› Ke. Ô e Ae!luH j hÇ¸ AemaH @Ik‐A@Ik kre Ae svR&Tvxi›nuH kam n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aek smymaH svRne wed paD–a ivna AiStTv$pe deqvuH te svRdixRTv xi›nuH kayR Ke, Ane te j smymaH svR ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne iwþ iwþ wed paDIne Ô`vuH te svR&Tvxi›nuH kayR Ke. te bþe pyaRy Aek smymaH AekIsa=e Ke. Aho¦ Aek pyaRy Aek j smymaH svRne samaNyp e s¿a$pe deqe Ane bIÒ pyaRy te j smymaH svRne ivxeØp e wed paDIne Ô e Aevo Aa„amaH ko{ AdŸwutrs Ke. TyaH nv rs v Rƒa Ke temaH AdŸwutrsnuH AavuH AlaEikk v Rn kyuÅ Ke.





Aho¦ wgvan Aa„a idƒ icTcmTkar Ýwu Ke. Aena in RymaH AnHta kevzI‐isâ wgvHto siht svR lokalokna ivxeØ wavono in Ry sma{ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Aa svRdixRTv Ane svR&Tvxi› to mha AaüyRkarI Ke. Aha¦ svR lokalokna AnHta wavone deqe‐Ô e p` te Ýit (&an‐dxRnno) _pyog ÔeDvo pDe nih, Ane k–aHy prno Aa]y nih. gjb vat Ke Ýwu¦ cEtNySvwavmy Aa„ano Aa AdŸwut rs Ke Aha¦ jemaH vItragI vIrtano vIrrs ne Anakuz AanHd$p xaHtrs smay Ke‐Aevo Aa„ano Aa AlaEikk AdŸwut rs Ke.

svR lokalokne s¿ama5 samaNy deqva$pe pir`me Ke te svRdixRTvxi› Ke, Ane te j smymaH iv¬na smSt ivxeØ wavone wed paDIne Ô`va$p pir`me te svR&Tvxi› Ke. ivxeØ wavo xuH? ivxeØ wavomaH i5kazI ãƒSvwav, gu wav, pyaRywav, Aekek pyaRymaH AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKed, 5 e kazna AnHta kevzI wgvHto siht svR AnHta ãƒo Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ kevzI wgvan ke jemna &anmaH lokalok jày‐Aeva AnHta kevzI wgvHto kevz&annI Aek pyaRymaH jày te kevz&annI Aek smynI pyaRynI takat ke!lI? ingoidya Òvne AÙrna AnHtma wage &anno ivkas Ke. temaH AnHt Aivwav ÝitCKed hoy Ke. kevz&annI pyaRynuH to xuH khevuH? Ahaha...¦ kevz&annI Aek pyaRymaH AnHt AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKedo Ke. tene iwþ iwþ krIne wgvan kevzI Ô e AevuH kevz&annuH Apar Apirimt AnHtu sam+yR Ke. Aha¦ ÝTyek ÒvmaH AavI svR&Tvxi› AHdr i5kaz pDI Ke. p` tenI AHtmuRq ={ ÝtIit kre to qbr pDe ne? StvnmaH Aave Ke ke:‐

Ýwu tum Ô`g rIit, saE jg deqta ho lal¸inj s¿aAe xuâ, saEne peqta ho lal.

Aha¦ ingodna Òv p` s¿aAe xuâ i5kaz Aek &aykwavSv$p Ke Aem he wgvan¦ Aape kevz&anmaH ÔeyuH Ke. wa{¦ Aa pu~y‐papna wav =ay te kaH{ Aa„a n=I. gHwIr vat Ke Ýwu¦ ingodna Òv p` Svwave xi›‐ApeÙa xuâ Ke pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke, p` Ae to Aek smynI Ke. Aek smynI pyaRymaH wUl Ke, bakI vStu to AHdr i5kaz xuâ pDI Ke. Aha¦ AavI inj Aa„vStumaH Aekag/ ={ne ÝvteR TyaH svR&SvwavnI ÝtIit Ýg! =ay Ke, huH svR&SvwavI KuH Aem Tyare inüy =ay Ke, prHtu ALp&p uH mane TyaH su\I svR&SvwavnI ÝtIit n=I, A=aRtŸ TyaH su\I tene svR&Svwav pir`t n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ pote xuâ Aek &ananHd‐siCcdanHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke Aem inüy krI temaH Aekag/ =taH maro svR&Svwav Ke A=aRtŸ maro kevz&an Ae!le Aeklo &anSvwav Ke Aem kevz&anSvwavnI ]âa‐ÝtIit Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ co=e gu S=ane Aam kevz&anSvwavnI jene ÝtIit Ýg! ={ Ke tene ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke. &annI kevz&an$p pU R dxa to terma gu S=ane =ay Ke, p` potana xuâ svR&SvwavnI ÝtIit =taH pyaRymaH xi›nuH pir`mn =yuH, xi› pir`t ={ tene TyaH ]âap e kevz&an =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI vat¦ hve AamaH ke!lakne Aem lage ke \mRno Aa k{ Ôtno _pdex?

Are wa{¦ i5kazI \/uv AqHD Aek &aykSvwavI Aa„ãƒnI ¹iÚ‐ÝtIit krtaH A&anjNy prno mihma _DI Ôy Ke¸ piràm SvmaH‐SvSv$pmaH iv]aHt =ay Ke, @re Ke, ne Aa„amaH dxRn, &an, ]âa, suq, vIyR, ÝwuTv Aaid AnHt xi›AonuH inmRz inmRz pir`mn Aek sa=e _Kze Ke, Ýg!e Ke. Aa j \mR ne Aa j moÙmagR Ke. sa|y Aa„anI Aa rIte j isiâ =ay Ke. Aa isvay v/t pazvaH, dya pazvI [Tyaid ƒvhar‐rag kaH{ \mR n=I, \mRnuH sa\ney n=I, vaStvmaH to te rag hova=I bH\nSv$p j Ke. Are Ýwu¦ ragnI mmtanI AaDmaH taraH prm in\an tarI njrmaH AaƒaH nih¦

AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„amaH iv¬na ivxeØ wavone Ô`va$pe pir`t Aeva Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› Ke. AamaH AeklI xi›nI vat n=I, p` pir`t =yelI Aa„&anmyI xi›nI vat Ke. AHdr svR&Tvxi› pDI Ke tenI pirìt Ýg! ={ Ke te Aa„&anmyI Ke. Aa„ane Aekne Ô`va$pe pir`t =ay AevI svR&Tvxi› Ke.

to xuH te (‐pirìt) prne Ô`tI n=I?

prne Ô`tI n=I Aem k–aH vat Ke? prne Ô`va Ýit te sav\an n=I, prmaH te tNmy n=I. prmaH tNmy ={ne prne Ô`tI n=I Aem vat Ke. te=I prne Ôè Ke Aem khIAe te AsdŸwUt ƒvharny Ke. jemaH pr‐lokalok




10‐svR&Tvxi› : 61

Jzke Ke AevI potanI pyaRyne potamaH tNmy ={ne Ô e Ke.

inymsar, ga=a 166maH ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke:‐

Ýwu kevzI deqe inÔ„ane, n lokalokne¸-Ôe ko{ waqe Aem to temaH kho xo doØ Ke?

inüy=I kevzI wgvan Aa„Sv$pne deqe Ke, lokalokne nih‐Aem Ôe ko[ khe to tene xo doØ Ke? A=aRtŸ kaH{ doØ n=I. AhÄ inüy‐ƒvhar sHbH\I Aem smjvuH ke‐jemaH SvnI j ApeÙa hoy te inüy‐k=n Ke, Ane jemaH prnI ApeÙa Aave te ƒvhar‐k=n Ke. ma!e kevzI wgvan lokalokne‐prne Ô e‐deqe Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar‐k=n Ke, Ane wgvan kevzI Sva„ane Ô e‐deqe Ke Aem khevuH te inüy Ke.

inymsar, ga=a 169maH kæuH Ke ke:‐

Ýwu kevzI Ô`e i5lok-Alokne, nih Aa„ne¸-Ôe ko{ waqe Aem to temaH kho xo doØ Ke?

ƒvhar=I kevzI wgvan lokalokne Ô e Ke, Aa„ane nih‐Aem Ôe ko{ khe to tene xo doØ Ke? A=aRtŸ kaH{ doØ n=I.

inymsarna xuâopyog Ai\karna }lok 28pmaH muinraj khe Ke:‐

—tI=Rna= qreqr Aaqa lokne Ô e Ke Ane teAo Aek, AnF (indÈØ), inj‐saEQyin¤ (inj suqmaH lIn) Sva„ane Ô`ta n=I‐Aem ko{ muinvr ƒvharmagR=I khe to tene doØ n=I.˜

Aam &anI‐\m± puruØ je ivvÙa=I vat khe te ivvÙa y=a=R smjvI Ôe{Ae. inüy=I kevzI wgvan Sva„ane Ô e Ke, lokalokne nih¸ ne ƒvhar=I kevzI wgvan lokalokne Ô e Ke, Sva„ane nih‐Aam Aa bNne k=n ivvÙa=I brabr Ke.

p` AamaH smjvuH xuH?

wgvan lokalokne Ô`ta n=I Aem vat n=I. prHtu wgvanno _pyog qreqr AHtmuRq Sv$pÝTyÙ Ane Sv$pin¤ Ke, te lokalokmaH tNmy n=I, lokalokmaH ÔeDa{ne _pyu› n=I. prHtu inÔnHdrslIn Ke. Ôe lokalokne, temaH tNmy ={ne Ô e to nkaRid Ùe5na du:qnuH vedn tene =vanuH bne. p` Aem Ke nih. te=I j kæuH ke wgvan lokalokne Vyvhar=I Ô e Ke. AanuH nam te svR&Tvxi› pU Rwave pir`t =taH je kevz&an =yuH te Aa„&anmyI Ke, pr&anmy n=I. gHwIr sU"m vat Ke wa{¦

Aha¦ Aa„ana ÒvTv, ÝwuTv Aaid AnHtgu omaH Aek svR&Tvxi› p` wegI pir`mI rhI Ke. Are, lokone potana AHtr in\annI‐cEtNyin\annI qbr n=I. Aha¦ Aa svR&Tvxi›nI pU R Ýg!ta te svR&ta A=va kevz&an Ke. Aa kevz&an te SvlÙe Sv$pnI Aekag/ta=I qILyuH Ke, kaH{ prna jgtna lÙe qILyuH Ke Aem n=I. wa{¦ jgt Ke ma!e kevz&an Ýg!–uH Ke Aem n=I. jgt to i5kaz Anaid‐AnHt Ke. Ôe tene l{ne &an =tuH hoy to Anaid=I j ÝTyek Òvne kevz&an hovuH Ôe{Ae. p` Aem Ke nih. Ae to Òv ßyare SvmaH Aekag/ ={, Svãƒne j kar`p e g/hIne SviS=t pir`me Ke Tyare kevz&an =ay Ke, Ane temaH jgt AaquH &eyp e Jzke Ke. TyaH xi›nuH pir`mn Svai]t Ke, prai]t n=I, Aa„&anmy Ke, pr&anmy n=I. Aha¦ svR&ta Ae to xi›nI Sv‐Aa]ye pUr` Ýisiâ Ke. p` xuH =ay? ;svR&' saHwztaH j A&anIAone bharna &eyo Ýit lÙ Ôy Ke, p` jemaH=I svR&dxa qIlI te svR&Tvxi›‐svR&Svwav ÝTye lÙ jtuH n=I. prHtu AHtlRÙ =ya ivna svR&nI sacI ÝtIit =tI n=I.

Are¦ potana Sv$pna wan ivna Òv AnHt kaz=I rqDe Ke. Aha¦ satmI nrkmaHy te AnHt var jNMyo‐myÈ Ke. j¡Ao, b/ïd¿ namna cÊvt± mrIne satmI nrke gya Ke, TyaH mhadu:qna vednmaH pD–a Ke. AhÄ 700 vØRnuH Aayu*y wogvIne, AhÄna kaLpink suqna fzmaH te5Is sagrna AayunI iS=it baH\I teAo





satmI nrkna For du:qna Ùe5maH gya Ke. dx ÊoDaÊoDI pLyopmno Aek sagr =ay Ke, Ane Aek pLyopm kazna AsHQyatma wagmaH AsHQyat Abj vØR smay Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„a AHdrmaH pUr` AanHdnuH in\an Ýwu Ke. teno Anadr krI wogna suqno Aadr Ane SvIkar kyÈ to te kiLpt suqna fzmaH satmI nrkmaH 33 sagropmnI iS=itmaH te Òv mhan du:q wogvI ræo Ke. wogmaH suq n=I wa{¦ wog to rog Ke, du:q Ke, ne tenuH fz p` du:q Ke. Aa (b/ïd¿) cÊvt±ne kuÌmit namnI Aek raÌ htI. tenI Aek hÔr devo seva krta. tenuH xrIr Ait suHdr $pazuH Ane komz htuH. cÊvt±Ae hIrana plHgmaH sUtaH sUtaH AHitm smye —kuÌmit, kuÌmit˜ Aeva AatR pokaro siht Ýa` KoD–a, Ane te Òv satmI nrke pD–o.

AhÄ ko{ Aem tkR kre ke‐AamaH to kakDIna corne k!ar marva jevI vat Ke. p` Aem n=I wa{¦ wogmaH (im+yaTv siht) Ait tIv/ Aasi›na mha Axuw piràm tene

hta. potana svR&Svwavno Anadr krI, tIv/ wogas› bnI te Òv satmI nrkmaH gyo Ke. Aha¦ potana svR&SvwavI Aa„ano Aa]y l{ pir`me to &an‐dxRn‐cair5$p inmRz pirìt siht AanHd$pI pu5no jNm =ay Ke, Ane ivØymaH suqbuiâ krI, wog‐ivØyna mha tIv/ piràmnuH sevn kre to Aena fz$pe mhadu:qna piràm _Tpþ ={ne Òv hlkI gitmaH _pje Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„ano svR&Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ tenuH AHtmuRhUtR |yan kre to kevz&annI JzhztI ßyot Ýg! =ay Ke Ane tenI sa=e AnHt AtIiNãy AanHdnI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. drek smye te te pyaRy iwþ iwþ Ýg! =ay Ke. bIje smye AevI ne AevI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, p` AenI Ae nih. Aha¦ Aava injin\anne AozQya ivna im+yaTvnuH sevn krI paravar du:qmy sHsarmaH Òv pirw/me Ke. Aha¦ Aena du:qne ko` khe? te vcn‐Agocr Ke, khI n xkay tevuH Ke.

j¡Ao, ;hola' namna Aek Ôtna pÙI =ay Ke. te hola ;soDhmŸ, soDhmŸ' Aevo Avaj kre Ke. p` ;soDhmŸ' Ae!le xuH AenuH Aene k–aH wan Ke? ;soDhmŸ' Ae!le huH isâ prma„a sman KuH. ;isâ sman sda pd mero'‐Aem Aave Ke ne? ha, Ae p` xuw ivkLp Ke. temaH=I ;so' (‐isâ prma„a) ka#I naqIne ;AhmŸ' huH KuH Aem SvlÙ‐AHtrlÙ krIne Svanuwv krtaH pir`mn =ay Ke Tyare svR&Tvxi›nI tene ÝtIit =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR&xi›=I wrelo potano pUr` prma„Svwav‐tenI AHtr‐ÝtIit pir`mn ={ne =ay tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke, Aha¦ te kaze Anuwvno rs‐AanHdrs Ýg!–o pKI ko` pUKe ke‐ko` ktaR, ko` krÌ ne ko` krm?

AhÄ svR&xi›ne ;pir`t' khel Ke. phelaH p` Aa„ane &anma5 kæo TyaH ix*ye ÝÆ kyÈ hto ke‐Ýwu¦ Aa„ane &anma5 khetaH to AekluH &an AaƒuH, to AekaNt ={ jxe ke kem? Tyare TyaH ]IguÌAe sma\an kyuÅ ke‐saHwz, Aa„ane &anma5 khetaH AekaNt ={ jtuH n=I, p` AnekaNt j isâ =ay Ke. kemke &anma5 wavmaH AnHta \mÈ sa=e AavI Ôy Ke. jemke‐&an AiStp e Ke, vStup e Ke, Ýmeyp e Ke, &aykp e Ke‐Aem &anma5 khetaH temaH AnHt \mÈ wega AavI Ôy Ke. ma!e AhÄ AekaNt =tuH n=I. &anma5 wavnuH pir`mn =taH &anma5 wavmaH sa=e AnHt xi›Ao _Kze Ke, wegI svR&Tvxi› p` pir`t =ay Ke. Aha¦ Ae piràmmaH prnuH ne ragnuH ktaRp uH to dUr rho, huH prne Ane ragne ÔùH, Ae maraH &ey Ke Aemey n=I. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ p` Aa prma=R sTy vat Ke. lokona sdŸwaGye prm sTy vat ÝisiâmaH AavI Ke.

co=a gu S=ane &anmaH Sv&ey‐i5kazI Svãƒ‐Ô`vamaH AaƒuH TyaH svR&Tvxi›nI ÝtIit Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane Tyare smiktIne ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem khevay Ke. Ôe ke saÙatŸ kevz&annI pyaRy to terma gu S=ane Ýg! =xe, prHtu smiktIne co=e gu S=ane xi›nuH pir`mn =taH, A=aRtŸ svR&Tvxi› pir`t =taH, ]âanmaH kevz&anSvwav Ane kevz&annI ÝtIit ={ g{ Ke, te=I tene vtRman mit‐]ut&anpUvRk ]âa$pe kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem khIAe KIAe. phelaH kevz&anne maNyuH n htuH, hve kevz&anno AHtrmaH SvIkar =taH kevz&anne maNyuH. AanuH nam te mit‐]ut&an kevz&anne bolave Ke. \vl isâaHt xaÏmaH pa@ Ke ne ke mit‐]ut&an kevz&anne bolave Ke. mtlb ke mit‐]ut&anmaH kevz&anno inüy =yo Ke Ane te &an v\tuH‐v\tuH pU R kevz&an




10‐svR&Tvxi› : 63

={ jxe. AanuH nam svR&nI‐ArhHtnI vaStivk ÝtIit Ke. Ývcnsar, ga=a 80maH kæuH Ke:‐

je Ô`to AhÅtne gu`, ãƒ ne pyRypè¸te Òv Ôè Aa„ne, tsu moh pame ly qre.

je Òv AhÅtne ãƒp e, gu p e Ane pyaRyp e Ôè Ke, te (potana) Aa„ane Ô e Ke Ane teno moh AvXy ly pame Ke.

AamaH xuH kI\uH? ke AhÅtwgvanna ãƒ‐gu` ne kevz&annI pyaRyne Ý=m ivkLp äara ÔÌne pKI potana Aa„a sa=e tenuH imlan kre Ke Aoho¦ vtRmanmaH mne wle kevz&an Ýg!$p n=I, p` ãƒ$p=I maro kevz&anSvwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aam ivcarI svR&SvwavI inj Aa„ãƒne kar`p e g/h` krIne tenI sNmuq ={ pir`me Ke TyaH AvXy teno moh nax pamI Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ tene pyaRymaH SvSv$pnI ÝtIit$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ ßyaH sMyGdxRn =yuH TyaH Aa inüy =yo ke huH to Aeklo &anSv$p xi›Ae pU R vStu KuH. Ahaha...¦ kevz&an‐xi› maramaH i5kaz pDI Ke te AHt:puruØa=R vDe ALpkazmaH j pUr` Ýg! ={ Ôxe. Lyo, AavI vat¦ phelaH Aam ÝtIit nhotI to ]âap e kevz&an n hotuH, p` ßyaH AHdr i5kazI Svãƒne &ey bnaƒuH to svR&SvwavnI ÝtIit ={, ]âanmaH kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ane pyaRymaH ALpkazmaH j saÙatŸ kevz&an Ýg! =vanI tEyarI ={ g{. smÔ uH kaH{...?

hve AavI sar‐sar vat KoDIne loko bharnI tkrarmaH pD–a Ke. xuwwav=I \mR =ay, pu~y \mRnuH sa\n Ke vgere qo!I maNytamaH teAo race Ke. p` wa{, xuwwav tara Sv$pmaH Ke nih, tara ãƒ‐gu maH n=I, Ane xi›nuH je inmRz pir`mn =ay temaHy n=I. Sv$p lÙe sMyGdxRnnuH pir`mn =ay temaHy k–aHy xuwwav Ke nih. ha, Ae!luH Ke ke sMyGdxRnnI sa=e svR&xi› pir`t =taH je &annI dxa Ýg! ={ te &an, te kaze jevo jevo rag Ke tene Ôè Ke bs. te &an te kaze Svai]t Ýg! =yuH Ke, kaH{ ragne l{ne Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ xi›nuH pir`mn AekluH Aa„&anmyI Ke, ragmyI ke pr&anmyI n=I.

&anIne rag Aave Ke rag je hoy tene te kaze Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke. 12mI ga=amaH ;tdaTve' xBd pD–o Ke. &anI‐\mIR puruØne rag Aave Ke tene te kaze Ôèlo Ýyojnvan Ke, Ae!le ke SvprÝkaxI &annI pyaRy shj potana sam+yR=I j te kaze Ýg! =ay Ke, ragne l{ne ragnuH &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. ragno to &anmaH Awav Ke wa{¦ qreqr to &an potanI pirìtne Ô e Ke, ragne &an Ô e Ke Aem khIAe te ƒvhar Ke. &anIne &annI pyaRy ALp&$p Ke, Ane te kaze tene pyaRymaH rag p` Ke, to &an ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke, inüy=I to pote potane‐potanI pirìtne j Ô e Ke.

inüy=I kevzI wgvan potanI pirìtne Ô e Ke, kemke &an, &ata Ane &ey‐b\uH Aa„a Ke. Aa„a &ata Ane prvStu &ey Ae vStu inüy=I Ke nih. svR&xi›nI Sva]ye sMyG&an$p pirìt Ýg! ={ temaH pU R Svwav Ane pU R pyaRynI ÝtIit AavI j g{ Ke AanuH nam Aa„&anmyI svR&xi›nI pirìt Ke.

Aha¦ Aa svR&xi›maH FÌ gHwIrta Ke wa{¦ svR xi›AonuH pir`mn Sv‐Aa]ye pota=I =ay Ke te=I AhÄ Aem kæuH ke‐smSt iv¬na ivxeØ wavone Ô`va$pe pir`mta Aeva Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› Ke. Aha¦ svR&xi› je i5kaz Ke te svR wavone Ô`va$pe vtRman pir`t =ay Ke TyaH tena piràm Aa„&anmyI Ke, pr&anmyI n=I. ;qainya tÀvccaR'maH Aa sHbH\I ÝÆ _@avI tkR kyÈ Ke ke‐svR&xi› Ke te svRne Ô`vanI ApeÙa raqe Ke ma!e ƒvhare svR& Ke. p` Aa vat brabr n=I. vaStvmaH AaTmãƒmaH svR&Svwav‐svR&xi› shj j \/uvp e i5kaz Ke Aha¦ AavI xi›no \rnar je wgvan Aa„a tenI sNmuq ={ Sv‐Aa]ye pir`mva=I Sv$pna ]âan$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke wegI AnHt xi› siht svR&xi› p` inmRz pir`t =ay Ke to ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. saÙatŸ pir`mn$p kevz&an =yuH Aem nih, svR&xi›nI ÝtIit ={ to ]âapè kevz&an =yuH Aem khevay Ke. phelaH Aa„a ALp& j Ke A=aRtŸ svR&xi› n=I AevI ¹iÚ htI te im+ya ¹iÚ htI. hve SvsNmuq ={ pir`mtaH svR&SvwavI huH KuH Aem inüy =yo





to ¹iÚ sMykŸ ={. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? wa{¦ svR&xi› Ke te svRne Ô`vanI ApeÙa raqe Ke ma!e ƒvhare svR& Ke Aem nih, svR&xi› pir`t =taH te Aa„&anmyI j Ke, p` svRne‐prne Ô`vanI ivvÙa krtaH ƒvhar Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke wa{¦

sHÝdaymaH p` Amare Aa ccaR‐vataR caltI. Aek var Ame pUK–uH ke‐jgtmaH svR& Ke ke n=I? Tyare teAo khe‐svR&nuH svR& Ô e Amare AenuH xuH kam Ke?

Are Ýwu¦ tuH xuH khe Ke Aa? wgvan¦ tuH Aa„a pda=R Ko ke nih? to teno Svwav xuH? Ahaha...¦ ;&' teno Svwav Ke, i5kazI ;&' Svwav Aa„a Ke. ;&' Svwav kho ke svR&Svwav kho‐te Aa„anuH Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava svR&SvwavI Aa„anI ¹iÚ =taH svR&SvwavnuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke. bapu¦ \mRnuH mUz j svR& Ke, kemke svR&Svwavne AalHbIne svR& =ya Ke, ne svR&=I j Aa vItragI \mRnI iS=it _Tpþ ={ Ke. ma!e svR& ko` Ke Ane svR&dxanuH pir`mn kem Ýaº =ay te brabr Ô`vuH AavXyk Ke.

i5kaz svR&Svwav ivØe be mt Ke. ¬etaHbr mtvaza khe Ke‐kevz&an s¿aSv$p Ke¸ Aem ke kevz&an pyaRy$pe s¿amaH Ýg!$p Ke, Ane _pr kmRnuH Aavr` Ke. idgHbr sHto‐%iØvro khe Ke‐kevz&an ãƒmaH xi›$pe Ke Ane pyaRymaH tenuH ALp&$pe pir`mn Ke, pU R &an (pyaRymaH) Ýg! n=I temaH inim¿$pe kmRnuH Aavr` Ke. Aam bNne vatmaH mhan‐AasmanjmInnuH‐AHtr Ke. vaStvmaH kevz&an vtRman pyaRymaH s¿a$pe Ýg! n=I, p` xi›$pe ãƒmaH i5kaz pDeluH Ke. Ýg! Ke ne Aavr` Ke Aem nih, p` xi›$pe Ane tenuH pyaRymaH ALp&p e pir`mn Ke.

]ImdŸ rajcHã Sv$pne Ýaº smiktI sTpuruØ ={ gya. teAo khe Ke:‐

Ôe kdI Ýg!p e vtRmanmaH kevz&annI _Tpi¿ ={ n=I, p` jena vcnna ivcaryoge xi›p e kevz&an Ke Aem SpÚ Ô~yuH Ke, ]âap e kevz&an =yuH Ke, ivcardxaAe kevz&an =yuH Ke, [CKadxaAe kevz&an =yuH Ke, muQy nyna hetu=I kevz&an vteR Ke, te kevz&an svR Aƒaba\ suqnuH Ýg! krnar jena yoge shj ma5maH Òv pamva yoGy =yo, te sTpuruØna _pkarne svÈTk<Ú wi›Ae nmSkar ho¦ nmSkar ho¦¦

Aha¦ ;`mo AirhHta H' Aem loko bolI Ôy Ke, p` AirhHtdev xuH cIj Ke AenI tmne qbr n=I¦ Air nam ivkar, ne hHt nam teno nax krI Svna Aa]y=I je pUr` vItrag svR&dxane Ýaº =ya te AirhHt Ýwu Ke. hve jene AirhHtdxa Ýg! n=I, p` huH svR&Sv$pI AqHD Aek Aa„ãƒ KuH Aem ÝtIitmaH AaƒuH tene te ]âap e kevz&an =yuH vzI te kaze Ýg! &anmaH Aevo inüy =yo te ivcardxaAe kevz&an =yuH, vzI svR&SvwavnI pUr` Ýg!ta$p kevz&annI wavna ={ te [CKadxaAe kevz&an =yuH.

phelaH pyaRybuiâmaH kevz&annaH ]âan‐&an ne wavna n htaH. pyaRybuiâmaH huH ALp& j KuH Aem maNyuH htuH, Ane temaH j ragbuiâ vtRtI htI. p` hve, cEtNyÝkaxno puHj, &ananHdno diryo, xaHtrsno smuã huH svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a KuH Aem AHtrmaH SvIkar =yo TyaH pyaRymaH ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH, ivcardxaAe kevz&an Ýg! =yuH, ne ALpkazmaH Aa mit‐]ut&anno ƒy ={ kevz&an =xe‐Aem wavnadxaAe kevz&an =yuH. Aha¦ jem Aarsna S=HwnI Aek haHs deqatI hoy to te Aek haHsna &an=I Aaqa S=HwnuH &an ={ Ôy Ke tem potana svR&Svwavno inüy =taH &anmaH Aaqa &eyno inüy ={ Ôy Ke. jemke mit‐]ut&an Avyv‐AHx Ke, ne kevz&an AvyvI‐AHxI Ke AHxnuH &an =taH temaH AHxInuH &an AavI Ôy Ke. \vlmaH Aave Ke ke ‐mit&an te kevz&anno AHx Ke.

;qainya tÀvccaR'maH pHiDtoAe dlIl krI Ke ke‐Aa„&anmyI Aek \mR Ke, ne svR&Tv bIÔe \mR Ke. p` Aem n=I bapu¦ Ae to ivvÙano wed Ke, bakI bþe Aek j \mR Ke. svRne Ô e Ane potane Ô e AevI Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› Ke, Svai]t svR&dxa Ýg! ={ Ke temaH prnI rHcma5 ApeÙa n=I. svR&p uH kho ke Aa„&p uH kho‐bNne Aek j cIj Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa vStuSv$p Ke. Are wa{¦ kevz&an levanI Aa„anI takat Ke. Aene prnI ikHictŸ ApeÙa n=I. kevz&annI pyaRy iv¬na svR wavone Ô e ma!e




10‐svR&Tvxi› : 6p

temaH prnI ApeÙa Ke Aem qreqr n=I. Aek smymaH te kaze (=va yoGy) kevz&annI pyaRy potana kar e Ýg! ={ Ke, pUvRna car &anno Awav ={ne kevz&an Ýg!–uH Aem khevuH Aey ƒvhar Ke. vaStvmaH svR&p uH te Aa„&p uH Ke. AavI vat Ke.

sHvt 1983maH damngrmaH Aek xe@ sa=e Aa ÝÆ _pr ccaR =yelI. teAo khe ke‐lokalok Ke ma!e kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Tyare Ame kæuH, ‐Aem bIlkul n=I. &ey Ke to &an =ay Aevo vStuno Svwav n=I. svR&pànI pyaRy Sva]ye Ýg! ={ Ke, temaH lokaloknI jray ApeÙa n=I. p` Aavo inüy ko` kre? kone (Sv‐Aa]ynI) pDI Ke? Are wa{¦ Aa ALp&ta Ane Aa xuwaxuw rag taruH Sv$p n=I. tuH to svR&SvwavI Ko ne Ýwu? Ahaha...¦ taramaH svR&xi›nuH sam+yR wyuÅ Ke. kevI Ke svR&xi›? to khe Ke‐iv¬na svR wavone Ô`va$p Aeva Aa„&anmyI svR&xi› Ke. Aa„&anmyI kho ke svR&Tvxi› kho‐Aek j vat Ke. Are, lokone vat bese nih Ae!le ivro\ kre ne bIÒ rIte khe, p` Aa j sTy vat Ke. Aha¦ jena fzmaH AnHt kevz&an ne AnHt AtIiNãy AanHd Ýg!e te cIj kevI hoy bapu¦ ne teno _pay p` kevo hoy? prmpd ÝaiºnI wavna krtaH ]ImdŸ khe Ke ne? ke‐

said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH,AnHt dxRn, &an, AnHt siht Ôe... ApUvR.

Aha¦ kevz&an nvuH Ýg! =ay Ke ma!e said‐Aaidsiht Ke, Ane teno AHt n=I ma!e AnHt Ke. Aa Ýma e kevz&anno kaz said‐AnHt Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt kaz pyÅt svR&dev smai\suqmaH lIn‐tLlIn rhe Ke. StvnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

;_pxmrs vrse re Ýwu tara nynmaH...' Ahaha...¦ prm cair5$p pUr` vItragdxa Ýg! =taH pUr` AkØay‐xaHt... xaHt... xaHtrsnuH wgvanne vedn hoy Ke. wgvan inÔnHdrslIn Ke. Aa ;pir`mta Aeva Aa„&anmyI' xBd pD–o Ke Aeno ivStar Ke. Aha¦ idgHbr sHt ]I Am<tcHãacayRdev \mRna S=Hw hta. Ahaha...¦ vItrag pirìtna S=Hw sma vItragI sHtonI Aa vaÌ Ke. wa{¦ taro Svwav p` Aavo pUr` vItragtamy Ane svR&tana sam+yR=I wrelo Ke. AHdr Ôe to qro, ÔetaH veHt j halt ={ jxe. Ahaha...¦ ATyare pyaRymaH svR&ta wle Ýg!I n hoy, p` marI pyaRymaH ALpkazmaH svR&pd Ýg! ={ jxe AevI co=e gu S=ane sMyG¹iÚne sMykŸ ÝtIit ={ Ôy Ke jem bIj _gI te pUnm =xe j tem.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aa xrIrna rjk`=I iwþ, Acetn kmR=I iwþ, pu~y‐pap$p wavkmR=I iwþ Ane ALp&pànI dxa=I iwþ AqHD Aek$p svR&Sv$p vStu Ke. Aha¦ te SvanuwUitmaH Ýaº =ay Ke, p` ragnI iÊya=I ke ƒvhar krtaH krtaH Ýaº =ay AevuH AenuH Sv$p n=I. ƒvharrTn5y p` xuwivkLp Ke. te krtaH krtaH sMyGdxRn Ane kevz&an Ýg! =ay Aem bnvaÔeg n=I, kemke potanI vStu AevI n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke‐sMyGdxRn =taH AevI ÝtIit ={ Ôy Ke ke huH svR&xi›my KuH, ne tenI pirìt pota=I _Tpþ =ay Ke, Aene lokaloknI ko{ grj‐ApeÙa n=I.

Are wa{¦ tuH ko` Ko? tara Sv$pnI tne qbr n=I¦ smysarnI jysenacayRk<t !IkamaH Aave Ke ke ko{ Aek wav Ôe y=a=R besI Ôy to AaqI vStu y=a=R QyalmaH AavI Ôy. Aha¦ ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy, svRdixRTv xi›, svR&Tvxi› [Tyaid ko{ Aek wav brabr lÙmaH besI Ôy to vStu AaqI lÙgt ={ smÔ{ Ôy.

AhÄ Aem btavvuH Ke ke‐Aa„&anmyI Ane svR&Tvxi› Ae be cIj n=I. bNne ={ne Aek j cIj Ke. Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› te inüy Ke, ne lokalokne Ô e Aem ivvÙawed krvo te ƒvhar Ke. AhÄ xi›na Ýkr`maH inüy Ke te muQy Ke. ko{ khe Ke‐

Aap inüynI vkIlat kro Ko.

p` wa{¦ Aa j¡dI ÔtnI vkIlat hÇ¸ wgvan =vanI Aa vkIlat Ke. pote wgvanSv$p Ke tene pyaRymaH





Ýg! krvanI Aa vat Ke.

svare rekoDÜgmaH Ý=m kzxnI bhu sarI vat AavI htI: —... tenI ANtrKedI A=aRtŸ Aek smymaH yugpdŸ ÝTyÙ$pe Ô`nxIl je ko{ xuâ ÒvvStu, tene mara nmSkar. xuâ Òvne ;sar'p uH F!e Ke. sar A=aRtŸ ihtkarI, Asar A=aRtŸ AihtkarI. TyaH ihtkarI suq Ô`vuH, AihtkarI du:q Ô`vuH¸ kar` ke AÒv pda=Rne‐pudŸgl, \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kazne‐Ane sHsarI Òvne suq n=I, &an p` n=I, Ane temnuH Sv$p Ô`taH Ô`nhar Òvne p` suq n=I, &an p` n=I, te=I temne ;sar'p uH F!tuH n=I. xuâ Òvne suq Ke, &an p` Ke, tene Ô`taH‐AnuwvtaH Ô`nharne suq Ke, &an p` Ke, te=I xuâ Òvne ;sar' p uH F!e Ke.˜

AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐Aek pudŸgl prmaù=I maHDIne xrIr, mn, vaÌ, pEsa, S5InuH xrIr [Tyaid cIÔemaH suq n=I, &an p` n=I. ingodna AnHta Òv Ke tene p` pirìtmaH suq n=I, &an p` n=I. j¡Ao, Aa xi›nI vat n=I. ingodna AnHt Òv Ane Aa xrIraid prma una SkH\ tene Ô`nar Òvne p` suq n=I, &an n=I, Ahaha...¦ sHsarI ÝaÌ‐ingod Aaid AnHt Òv‐je milnwave pyaRymaH pir`Mya Ke temne Ýg! dxamaH suqey n=I, &aney n=I. vStumaH i5kaz suqSvwav ne &anSvwav Ke AenI AhÄ vat n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke‐A&anI Òv je ingodaid sHsarI Òvne Ôè to te Ô`nharne suq n=I, &an p` n=I. Aha¦ rajmlÒAe gjbnI !Ika krI Ke. ingodaid sHsarI Òvone to pyaRymaH suq n=I, tena Ô`narney suq ne &an n=I. gjb vat Ke wa{¦

xuâ cEtNySv$p wgvan Aa„a pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ane isâ prma„a te xuâ Òv Ke. te bNnene suq p` Ke, &an p` Ke Ane temne Ô`nar Òvne p` suq Ke Ane &an p` Ke. prHtu xuâ Òvne Ô~yo k–are khevay? ke wgvan isâ prma„a jem xuâ Ke tem maro wgvan Aa„a p` i5kaz xuâ Ke. Ahaha...¦ ;isâ sman sda pd mero.' Aha¦ Aa i5kazI xuânI ¹iÚ krI pir`mva=I, te SvãƒnI sNmuq ={ne tena Aa]ye pir`mva=I SvanuwvnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, inmRz ]âan‐&an Ýg! =ay Ke Ane wegI AtIiNãy suqna AaSvad$p dxa Ýg!e Ke. Aave Ke ne na!k smysarmaH ke‐

vStu ivcart |yavtEH, mn pavE iv]am¸rs Svadt suq _pjE, Anuwv tako nam,

Aha¦ AavI SvanuwvnI dxa Ýg! kre Tyare xuâne Ô~yo khevay. xuâ ÒvmaH suq Ke, &an Ke, ma!e tena Ô`narne p` suq Ane &an Ke.

ÝÆ:- isâne Ô`taH suq Ke ke nih?

_¿r:- ha, isâne Ô`taH suq Ke p` isâne Ô~ya k–are khevay? ke potano Svwav sda isâ sman xuâ Ke Aem inüy krI SvwavsNmuq ={ne teno Anuwv Ane ÝtIit kre Tyare isâne Ô~ya khevay. sa=e temaH AtIiNãy suqno AaSvad p` hoy Ke.

ÝÆ:- AamaH Svãƒne Ô`vanI xI j$r Ke?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ prãƒne Ô`va Ôy Ae to ivkLp Ke, Ane ivkLp Ke Ae to du:q j Ke. moÙpahuDnI sozmI ga=amaH AacayRdev khe Ke‐;prdVvado duGg{'. Aha¦ wgvannI vaÌmaH AavelI ko{ AlaEikk vato idgHbr sHtoAe krI Ke. Svãƒ isvay wa{¦ ANy ãƒ _pr taruH lÙ jxe to inym=I ivkLp j _Tpþ =xe, Ane te=I tne du:q j =xe. TyaH to prãƒna lÙe ivkLp =ay te dugRit Ke Aem ÔÌ potana Sv$pmaH mG™ ={ Ôy Ke AenI vat krI Ke.

Aha¦ marI pyaRymaH svR&ta n=I, ne wgvanne pyaRymaH svR&p uH Ýg! Ke to te svR&p uH AaƒuH k–aH=I? ke potana Sv$pmaH svR&xi› i5kaz pDI Ke tem inüy krI inj Sv$pnuH AalHbn leva=I pyaRymaH svR&p uH Ýg! =yuH Ke, prne Ô`taH Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem n=I. ma!e prne Ô`vana Ùow=I‐AakaHÙa=I ivram pamI SvSv$pna Aa]ye pir`mvuH ne TyaH j rmvuH, @rvuH ne lIn =vuH te j svR& =vano magR Ke. AavI vat Ke. Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ svR&Tvxi› pUrI ={. ∙




11: SvCKTvxi›

;AmUitRk Aa„ÝdexomaH Ýkaxman lokalokna Aakaro=I meck (A=aRtŸ Anek‐Aakar$p) Aevo _pyog jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI SvCKTvxi›. (jem dpR nI SvCKTvxi›=I tena pyaRymaH F!p!aid Ýkaxe Ke, tem Aa„anI SvCKTvxi›=I tena _pyogmaH lokalokna Aakaro Ýkaxe Ke.)'

Aoho¦ &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHt xi›Aono wHDar Aeva wgvan Aa„ane AsHQy Ýdexo Ke te AmUitRk Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNyna AsHQy Ýdexo AmUitRk Ke. AmUitRk Ae!le xuH? ke temaH ko{ SpxR, rs, gH\ ke v R n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ te ÝdexomaH, khe Ke, Ýkaxman lokalokna Aakaro=I meck A=aRtŸ Anek Aakar$p Aevo _pyog jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI SvCKTv namnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. AhÄ lokalokna Aakaro kæa temaH jD ne cetn svR pda=È AavI gya. jD pudŸglna SpxR, rs, gH\, v`R AhÄ _pyogmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, p` te jD mUitRk pda=È kaH{ Aa„ana AmUitRk ÝdexomaH Ývexe Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„a svR pda=Ène ko{ prnI ApeÙa ivna j potana _pyogmaH ÔÌ le Aevo j tenI SvCKTvxi›no Svwav Ke.

ÝÆ:- lokalok Ke to tenuH &an =ay Ke ne?

_¿r:- na, Aem bIlkul n=I. SvCKTvxi› Svt: pota=I j SvCKta$pe pir`me Ke Ane te vDe _pyogmaH lokalokna Aakaro shj j jày Ke. lokalok Ke to _pyogmaH tenuH Ô`va$pI kayR =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.

Aa to wgvan svR&devnI vaÌ wa{¦ wgvanna smosr`maH so [Não Aa vaÌ saHwzva Aave Ke. kesrI‐isHh, vaF, mo!a kaza nag vgere p` wgvannI vaÌ saHwzva jHglmaH=I Aave Ke. smosr`maH _pr jva ma!e 20 hÔr rTnmy pgi=yaH hoy Ke. Aek AHtmuRhUtRmaH saE _pr phÇcI Ôy Ke, ne TyaH j{ wgvannI idƒ AomŸ|vin saHwze Ke. Aoho¦ inveRr ={ Ait nm/wave smosr`maH besIne saE wgvannI vaÌ saHwze Ke.

ÝÆ:- to xuH isHh Ane vaF te vaÌ smjtaH hxe?

_¿r:- ha, potpotanI waØamaH brabr te ityÅco smÒ Ôy Ke Ane ke!laHk to vaÌ saHwzIne TyaH sMyGdxRn p` pamI Ôy Ke. xrIr‐klevr wle isHh ke vaFnuH hoy, p` AHdr to svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a ivraje Ke ne? Ahaha...¦ AHdr pU anHdno na= Ýwu Aa„a Ke te y=a=R smÒ Ôy Ke. wa{¦ tuH p` mnu*y n=I, wgvan Aa„a Ko. (Aem y=a=R icHtv).

A#I äIp su\I mnu*y Ke. A#I äIpnI bhar AsHQy ityÅco sMyG¹iÚ, pHcm gu S=anvaza pD–aH Ke. KeLlo SvyHwUrm` namno smuã Ke. temaH hÔr yojnnI lHba{vaza xrIr\arI mo!a mgrmCK Ke. temaH ko{ ko{ sMyG¹iÚ Ane paHcma gu S=anvaza ]avk ityÅco Ke. AHtrHgmaH xaHitnI v<iâ ={ne temne ]avkdxa Ýg!I Ke. AagmmaH pa@ Ke ke A#I äIpnI bhar AsHQy sMyG¹iÚ Aa„&anI ityÅco Ke. temaH=I ko{ ko{ne to sMyGdxRn _praHt Sv‐Aa]ye xaHitnI v<iâ ={ne ]avknuH paHcmuH gu S=an vteR Ke. temaH ke!lak ÔitSmr`&anvaza, Avi\&anvaza pHcm gu S=anvt±Ke. ko{ S=zcr ÝaÌAo‐vaF, rÄK, ha=I, FoDa vgere, ko{ jlcr ne ko{ nwcr‐kaEAa, pop!, ckla, cklI vgere AsHQy ityÅco sMyGdxRn siht paHcma gu S=anvaza TyaH A#I äIpnI bhar Ke. wle =oDaH Ke, top` AsHQy Ke. ityÅconI sHQya FÌ mo!I Ke. temaH AsHQy im+ya¹iÚ same ko{k Aek sMyG¹iÚ Ke.

Òve saE=I AoKa wv mnu*yna kyaR Ke. AnHt var Aa Òvne mnu*yp uH AaƒuH Ke, to p` care gitmaH saE=I AoKa wv mnu*yna kyaR Ke. je!la (‐AnHt) wv mnu*yna kyaR Ke tena krtaH AsHQyat gu a AnHt wv nrkna kyaR Ke. nrkna je!la wv kyaR Ke tena=I AsHQyat gu a AnHt wv SvgRna kyaR Ke. SvgRmaH Òv k–aH=I Aave Ke? nrkmaH=I to Òv SvgRmaH jta n=I, ne mnu*y bhu =oDI sHQyamaH Ke. Ae!le ityÅcmaH=I j mrIne Fà Òvo SvgRmaH Ôy Ke. ityÅcmaH=I ke!lak Òvo mrIne nrkmaH p` Ôy Ke. mnvaza Ane mn vgrna pHceiNãy ityÅconI sHQya FÌ mo!I Ke. temaH ko{ne xuÉlleXya, pFleXya ke pItleXyana wav =ay Ke, te mrIne SvgRmaH Ôy Ke.





Aa bzd vgere pxuAone deqIne Aem =ay Ke ke‐Arere¦ Aa ibcara Òv k–aH jxe? \mRna piràm to tene nih, ne pu~ynaH p` k–aH @ekaàH Ke? Arere¦ mrIne nrke jxe A=va pxu mrIne pxu =xe. SvgRna wv krtaH AekeiNãy=I pHceiNãy su\Ina ityÅcna wv Òve AsHQyat gu a AnHta kyaR Ke. Are¦ Aa„&an ivna dehbuiâ vDe Aava AnHt wv krI krIne Òv mrI gyo Ke, mhadu:qI =yo Ke. Aha¦ tena du:qnuH xuH k=n krIAe? paravar Ak+y du:q Ae e shn kyaÅ Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐wgvan Aa„ana Ýdexo AmUitRk Ke. temaH mUtR ãƒ AavtuH‐pestuH n=I.

ha, p` mUitRknI &anmaH ÝitCKaya to pDe Ke ne?

na, Aa same lImDo Ke to xuH &anmaH lImDano Aakar Aave Ke? na, lImDo (klevr) to jD Ke, SpxR, rs, gH\, v Rvazo mUitRk pda=R Ke. te mUitRk pda=R AmUitRk cEtNyÝdexomaH Aavto‐pesto n=I¸ ne te mUitRk pda=R sHbH\InuH &an AhÄ pota=I j pir`me Ke. Ôe jD &eyakar &anmaH pese to &an jD ={ Ôy, p` Aem Ke nih. mUitRk pda=Rne Ô`taH &annI pyaRy mUitRk ={ Ôy Aem 5`kazmaH n=I. AmUitRk cEtNyÝdexo mUitRk kevI rIte =ay?

Aha¦ &anma5 vStu Aa„a Ke tenI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH sMyGdxRn‐&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Tyare wegI SvCKTvxi› p` pir`mI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ te SvCK _pyog lokalokne Ô`to =ko meck‐Anekakar Ke KtaH temaH kaH{ milnta =tI n=I, _pyog to SvCK Aek &an$p j rhe Ke. Aha¦ sa\knuH &an AevI SvCKtap e pir`MyuH Ke ke te shcr ragne Ô e KtaH rag$p miln ={ jtuH n=I. xuH kI\uH? rag Ke te mel Ke, p` ragne Ô`naruH &an miln n=I, SvCK Ke. SvCKTvxi› pir`mtaH Aa„ana _pyognuH AevuH sam+yR Ýg!e Ke ke _pyog Anek pda=Ène Ô e KtaH te miln =to n=I, p` A$pI, SvCK ne inÌpai\k inivRkar j rhe Ke. Aaqa lokalokne Ô`va$p je meckta (Anekp uH) Ke Ae to &annI‐_pyognI SvCKtane Ýisâ kre Ke. Aha¦ &anmaH pUro lokalok n jày to te &annI SvCKta xuH? ne idƒta p` xuH?

Aa„ana ÝdexomaH lokalokna Aakaro=I Anek Aakar$p _pyog pir`me Ke. Aevo _pyog te SvCKTvxi›nuH lÙ` Ke. Sv Ane pr sHbH\InuH ivxeØ &an =ay tene AhÄ Aakar khel Ke. Sv‐pr A=RnuH &an tene Aakar khe Ke. A=R‐ivkLpne &anakar khe Ke. AamaH to vate vate fer Ke wa{¦ Aavo marg sU"m, jevo Ke tevo y=a=R smjvo Ôe{Ae.

dxRn inrakar‐inivRkLp Ke, ne &an sakar Ke. &an sakar Ke Ae!le temaH jDno Aakar Aave Ke va te prna‐jDna Aakar$pe ={ Ôy Ke Aem teno A=R n=I. Sv Ane prne iwþ iwþ ÝkaxnarI &annI pirìtne AhÄ Aakar khel Ke. &eyakarone Ô`vap e &annuH ivxeØ$pe pir`mn =vuH tene AhÄ Aakar khevamaH Aavel Ke. iv¬na smSt &eyakarone Ô`vapè ivxeØ pir`me te qreqr _pyognI SvCKta Ke Ane te qreqr ÒvnI SvCKTvxi›nuH lÙ` Ke. hve AavI vat kdI kaney n pDe te ibcara potanI cIj xuH Ke te kem Ôè?

Arere¦ Òv ibcara corasIna AvtaromaH rqDI mre Ke. Aha¦ AhÄ mo!o AbÔepit xe@ hoy ne Ù`maH mrIne te satmI nrkmaH j{ pDe¦ tenI pIDanI xI vat krvI wa{¦ AevI Apar AHk+y AenI vedna ne pIDa Ke ke tene Ôenarne p` $dn AavI Ôy. Aha¦ Aava pIDakarI S=anmaH Òve AnHt var jNm‐mr` kyaÅ Ke. Aha¦ p` te wUlI gyo Ke. AhÄ mnu*ypùH mZyuH, temaH vzI paHc‐pcIs laqnI mUDI ={, ne S5I‐bazko kaH{k srqaH‐saraH mZyaH to TyaH givRt ={ mohvx te im+ya AiwmanmaH c#I gyo Ke. p` Are wgvan¦ Aa tuH xuH kre Ke? AavuH paglp uH‐gaHDp` tne k–aH=I AaƒuH? tarI cIj xuH Ke Ae to Ôe.

vzI xrIr kaH{k suHdr‐$pazuH mZyuH hoy to TyaH pagl ={ gyo. tene nvDave, \ovDave ne ArIsamaH mo#uH Ôe{ tena pr Anek sHSkar kre ne mane ke huH $pazo‐SvCK ={ gyo. Are wa{¦ teH Aa xuH paglp uH maHD–uH Ke? xuH xrIrne \ova=I kdI Aa„a SvCK =ay? xrIrne \ova=I xrIr SvCK n =ay to Aa„a k–aH=I SvCK =ay? SvCKta to Aa„ano Svwav Ke, te kaH{ xrIr \ova=I Ýg!e Aem n=I¸ p` SvCKta jeno Svwav Ke teva inj




11‐SvCKTvxi› : 69

Aa„Sv$pnI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH SvCKta Ýg!e Ke. Are¦ A&anIAo inj cEtNyna SvCKtana Svwavne wUlIne dehna sHSkarmaH (SnanaidmaH) \mR =vanuH mane Ke¦ p` wa{¦ AemaH kaH{ ha= Aave Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

;haD jle ßyÇ lkDIkI g@DI, kex jle ßyÇ Fas.' wa{¦ Aa lakDaH ne Fas jem bze tem tuH jena sHSkar (Snanaid) kre Ke te Aa $pazuH xrIr bzIne

qak ={ jxe. temaH=I bIj¡H kaH{ nih nIkze A=aRtŸ Aa„anaH xaHit ne SvCKta temaH=I nih nIkze. AavI vat¦

wgvan¦ tuH to cEtNymy AmUitRk Ýdexono puHj Ko ne Ýwu¦ Ahaha...¦ tara SvCK _pyogmaH jD mUitRk pda=È jày Ke to _pyog kaH{ jD mUitRk Aakar$p ={ jto n=I. tara &anna _pyogmaH kaH{ mUitRkno Aakar Aavto n=I. &anne sakar kæuH TyaH Aakar Ae!le ivxeØta sihtnuH &an Aem A=R Ke. &eynuH jevuH Sv$p Ke te Ýma e ivxeØta siht &annuH pir`mn =ay tene Aakar khe Ke. &an to &anakar j Ke, te &anakar‐Sv‐Aakar rhIne j Anek pr &eyakarone Ô e Ke. Aha¦ lokalokne Ô`taH Anekakar$p _pyog Ke te &anakar‐Sv‐Aakar$p Ke Ane te SvCKTvxi›nuH lÙ` Ke. AavI sU"m vat¦

Ý=m icitxi› khIne tena be wed paD–a‐£ixxi› Ane &anxi›. pKI svRdixRt Ane svR&Tv xi›Ao khI. tena=I iwþ Aa SvCKTvxi› AhÄ khevamaH AavI. kevI Ke SvCKTvxi›? to khe Ke‐;AmUitRk Aa„ÝdexomaH Ýkaxman lokalokna Aakaro=I meck‐Anekakar$p Aevo _pyog jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI SvCKTv‐xi›.' Aha¦ SvSv$pna Aa]ypUvRk SvCKta pir`t =taH &annI‐_pyognI AevI ko{ inmRzta‐SvCKta =ay Ke ke Aena pir`mnmaH lokalok‐mUitRk Ane AmUitRk Aem b\uHy‐temaH‐AmUitRk Aa„ÝdexomaH Jzke Ke, Ýitwase Ke, jày Ke. Aha¦ AHtmuRq êDa _trIne j¡Ae to AHdr AavaH ivSmykarI AdŸwut cEtNynaH in\an pD–aH Ke p` Are¦ A&anI ÝaÌAo bharmaH‐\n Ane dehaidmaH‐mUiCKRt‐pagl ={ne pD–a Ke¦

hve AhÄ ArIsanuH ¹ÚaHt Aape Ke:

;jem dpR nI SvCKTvxi›=I tena pyaRymaH F!p!aid Ýkaxe Ke, tem Aa„anI SvCKTvxi›=I tena _pyogmaH lokalokna Aakaro Ýkaxe Ke.'

ÔeyuH? SvCKTv dpR no Svwav‐xi› Ke, Ane tenI pyaRymaH F!‐p! Aaid pda=È Ýkaxe‐Ýitwase Ke. TyaH F!‐p! Aaid pda=È kaH{ dpR maH jta n=I, pesta n=I, p` Ae to F!‐p! Aaid sHbH\I ArIsanI SvCKtanI pyaRy ÔevamaH Aave Ke. ArIsanI same AiG™ hoy ke brf hoy, ArIsamaH te te Ýkarna Ýitwas$p ÝitibHb deqay Ke. TyaH vaStvmaH kaH{ ArIsamaH AiG™ ke brf n=I. f› same je je pda=R Ke te ÝkarnI ArIsanI SvCKtanI pyaRy ArIsamaH deqay Ke. qreqr ArIsamaH AiG™ ke brf n=I deqato, p` tevuH ArIsanI SvCKtanuH j pir`mn Ke je deqay Ke. tevI j rIte wgvan Aa„anI SvCKTvxi› pir`mtaH tena _pyogmaH lokalok Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ AavI j SvCKTv xi›nI inmRz pyaRy Ke. Are¦ Òve AavuH potanuH Sv$p smjvanI kdI drkar krI n=I. maruH xuH =xe? huH mrIne k–aH j{x? ‐Aene Aevo ivcar j n=I¦

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? Ahaha...¦ lokalokno ArIso Aevo cEtNymUitR Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. Aha¦ tarI SvCKtamaH lokalok Aeva SpÚ Jzke‐Ýitwase Ke ke Ô e lokalok temaH (‐_pyogmaH) pesI gya hoy? p` qreqr kaH{ lokalok Aa„ana _pyogmaH pesI jta n=I, lokalok to bhar j Ke, p` Aa„ano SvCK _pyog j teva ÝitwasSv$pe pir`Myo Ke. Aha¦ lokalok jày Ke te qreqr _pyognI SvCKta j jày Ke. Aha¦ AavI SvCKTvxi› Aa„amaH i5kaz Ke Ane te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aha¦ _pyognI SvCKtano Aevo ko{ AicHTy Svwav Ke ke prnI sa=e Ôeva ivna j pote potana Svwav=I j lokalokne Ô`va$pe pir`mI Ôy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? hve pote ko` Ke? kevDo Ke?‐AenI qbr n mze Ae ibcara xuH kre? (wvsmuãmaH DUbI mre.)

sH. 1964nI salmaH Ame Aek ;AnsUya'nuH na!k ÔeyeluH. te vqtnaH na!ko vEraGyrs=I wrpur wjvataH. AnsUya prÌ n htI. SvgeR jtaH tene deve kæuH, ‐;ApuZSy gitnaRiSt'‐jene pu5 n hoy tene SvgRnI git





n mze. (Aa to ANymtnI maNyta Ke, qreqr Aem Ke Aem nih.) ma!e tuH nIce Ô, Ane Ý=m je same mze tene vr. pKI AnsUya nIce AavI, Ane Ý=m same mzel AH\ b/aï` sa=e pr=I. tene Aek bazk =yuH. AnsUya bazkne paràmaH JulavI halrDuH gatI ke‐;be!a¦ tuH xuâ Ko, tuH inivRkLp Ko, tuH _dasIn Ko.' Lyo, AavuH halrDuH ga{ne bazkne suvaDtI. hve te vqte na!kmaH p` AavI vat btavatI¦ smysar bH\ Ai\karmaH Ane svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH (jysenacayRdevk<t taTpyRv<i¿ !IkamaH) p` Aa vat Ke. prma„ÝkaxmaH p` KeLle Fà ivxeØò siht Aa vat AavI Ke. tuH i5kaz xuâ Ko, pU aRnHdSv$p wgvan Ko, tenI wavna kr to taruH kLya` =xe Aem TyaH vat Ke.

prma„ÝkaxmaH AHitm k=n krtaH !Ikakar ]I b/ïdevsUir khe Ke:‐ Aa prma„ÝkaxnI v<i¿nuH ƒaQyan ÔÌne wƒjnoAe xuH krvHu? to Aa prma„ÝkaxnI v<i¿nuH ƒaQyan ÔÌne wƒjnoAe Aavo ivcar krvo Ôe{Ae ke‐

—xuâinüyny=I huH Aek (kevz) 5` lokmaH 5`kazmaH mn‐vcn‐kaya=I Ane k<t‐kairt‐Anumodn=I _dasIn KuH, inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„ana sMykŸ]âan, sMyG&an Ane sMykŸAnu¤an$p inüyrTn5ya„k inivRkLp smai\=I _Tpþ vItrag shÔnHd$p suqanuwUitma5 lÙ`vaza, SvsHvedn&an=I SvsHve>, gMy, Ýaº Aevo pirpU R huH KuH. rag, äeØ, moh, Êo\, man, maya, low, paHc [iNãyona ivØy ƒapar, mn‐vcn‐kayana ƒapar, wavkmR, ãƒkmR, nokmR, Qyait, law, pUÔ, deqela, saHwzela Ane Anuwvela wogonI AakaHÙa$p indan, maya, im+yaTv‐Ae 5 e xLy Aaid sveR ivwavpiràmo=I riht‐xUNy huH KuH. sveR Òvo p` Aava j Ke, ‐AevI inrHtr wavna krvI.˜

Aha¦ Aam Aa„a AnHt gu ‐SvwavonuH sHg/hS=an i5kaz xuâ, piv5, SvCK cEtNymy mhapda=R Ke. Aha¦ tenI AnHt xi›‐Svwavone ÔÌne xi›van inj ãƒ _pr AHtr‐¹iÚ devI te sMyGdxRn Ke Ane te \mRnI Ý=m dxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ ¹iÚ te sMyG¹iÚ Ke. smysarmaH ãƒ¹iÚno Ai\kar Ke AhÄ (‐pirixÚmaH) AacayRdeve xi›no Ai\kar lI\o Ke. temaH xi›no Aa\ar huH Aa„a Ane Aa\ey xi› Aevo wed dUr krI Awed Aek inj Aa„ãƒnI sNmuq &annI pyaRyne Jukavva=I &annI pyaRymaH tenuH wan ={ne AHtr‐ÝtIit Ýg! =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. AanuH nam sMyG&an Ane sMyGdxRn Ke Ane Aa \mR Ke. lokone Aa k@` pDe Ke Ae!le Aa AekaNt Ke Aem raDo naqe Ke, p` wa{¦ Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke bapu¦ bakI inim¿=I _padanmaH kayR =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay [Tyaid tuH mane p` tarI AevI maNyta y=a=R n=I, im+ya Ke.

Are wa{¦ smysar ga=a 372 maH AacayRdev vStuiS=it to AavI Ýg! kre Ke ke‐kuHwar=I FDo =ay AevuH Ame deqta n=I. ma!I=I FDo =ay Ke, kuHwar=I nih. ma!I \/uv _padan Ke Ane FDanI pyaRy Ùi`k _padan Ke¸ temaH kuHwar inim¿ Ke, p` inim¿ xuH kre? inim¿ prnuH kaH{ p` kre Ae 5`kaz 5`lokmaH sHwivt n=I, kemke pr vDe prnuH kayR kravanI AyoGyta Ke. inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay Ae vat jEndxRnmaH n=I. temƒvhar Ke te inüy ApeÙa inim¿ ho, p` ƒvharno xuwrag Aa„SvwavnI ÝaiºmaH shayk Ke Aem n=I. lokone‐ke!lakne Aa AakruH lage Ke p` xuH =ay? magR j Aavo Ke, ne vStu p` AavI j Ke.

svare kzx!Ikana kzx 60maH AaƒuH htuH ke‐—... &an iwþ, Êo\ iwþ‐AevuH AnuwvvuH F uH j k@` Ke. _¿r Aam Ke ke sace j k@` Ke, prHtu vStunuH xuâ Sv$p ivcartaH iwþpà$p Svad Aave Ke.˜

wa{¦ k@` to Ke, p` Axk– n=I. F uH k@` lage Ke kemke Anaid=I wed&anno AWyas n=I. xrIr maruH, rag maro, pu~y maraH Ane Aa pyaRy te j huH‐AavI ivprIt ¹iÚ AaDe tena=I wed&an krvano tene AWyas j n=I¸ Ane wed&anna AWyas ivna Ýaº =ay AevI Aa cIj n=I.

AhÄ SvCKTvxi›nI vat cale Ke. jem dpR maH F!, p! Aaid Ýkaxe Ke te F! ke p! Aaid n=I, te to dpR nI SvCKtanI j AvS=a Ke tem AmUitRk wgvan Aa„ana AsHQy AmUitRk cEtNyÝdexo Ke, temaH lokalokna Aakarno was =ay Ke te qreqr lokalok n=I, Ae to potanI SvCKTvxi›nuH pir`mn Ke. Aho¦ lokalokne Ýkaxnaro wgvan Aa„a ko{ AdŸwut cEtNy ArIso Ke. te pote potane Ýkaxe ne prne p` Ýkaxe




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Ke. wa{¦ jra iS=r ={ne, Ane \Ir ={ne tuH pote potana cEtNy ArIsamaH AHtmuRq j¡Ae to temaH potanuH xuâSv$p deqay ne sa=e lokalok p` jà{ Ôy. Aho¦ Aavo AaüyRkarI cEtNycmTkar Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. ma!e he wa{¦ tuH prne Ô`vanI AakaHÙa=I‐Aakuzta=I bs kr, ne AHtmuRq ={ Sv$pmaH @rI Ô. Ahaha...¦ te=I prmsuqnI Ýaiº$p Aa„opliB\ =xe Ane tara SvCK _pyogmaH lokalok Svymev Jzkxe. Aha¦ AavuH SvCKTvxi›nuH pir`mn Ke¦ Aha¦ kevI SvCKta¦

ÝÆ:- lokaloknuH &an =ay temaH lokalok inim¿ Ke, inim¿ Ke ke nih?

_¿r:- lokaloknuH AhÄ potanI pyaRymaH &an =yuH temaH lokalok AvXy inim¿ Ke, inim¿ Ke nih Aem k–aH vat Ke? p` te=I krIne AhÄ SvCKtanI je pyaRy ={ teno ktaR kaH{ lokalok n=I. _pyognI SvCKtanI pyaRymaH Anek$pta AavI te potanI pyaRyno Svwav Ke, temaH lokaloknuH kaH{ j kayR n=I. smÔùH kaH{...? inim¿ n=I Aem vat n=I, p` inim¿=I _padannuH kaH{ kayR =ay Aem 5`kazmaH n=I. wa{¦ Aa to jEndxRnnI mUz vat Ke.

j¡Ao, xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke‐lokalokmaH kevz&an inim¿ Ke. Aaqo lokalok‐K ãƒo, tena ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyo, AnHta isâo Ane AnHta ingodna Òv Aaid‐AemaH kevz&an inim¿ Ke. xuH te=I Aem A=R Ke ke kevz&ane lokalok bnaƒo Ke? Aem kdIy n=I. n to lokalok kevz&annuH vaStivk kar` Ke, n kevz&an lokaloknuH kar` Ke. Aa vStuiS=it Ke.

Aha¦ Aa SvCKTvxi› ãƒna AnHt wavomaH ƒapk Ke, je=I ãƒ SvCK, gu SvCK ne Svaiwmuq =yelI pyaRy p` SvCK Ke b\uH j SvCK‐&an SvCK, dxRn SvCK, AanHd SvCK, vIyR SvCK [Tyaid AnHt Svwavo SvCK Ke, inmRz Ke. wa{¦ tarI SvCKTvxi› AevI Ke ke tara ãƒ‐SvwavmaH ivkar smato n=I, ne ãƒSvwavmaH Awedp e pir`mtaH Ýg! pyaRymaH p` ivkar smato n=I. Ahaha...¦ AaHqmaH jem rjk` smay nih tem Aa„ana SvCK _pyogmaH ivkarno k` p` smay nih. Aho¦ AavI AdŸwut SvCKTvxi› Ke. Lyo, ‐

Aa Ýma e AhÄ SvCKTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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12: Ýkaxxi›

;SvyH Ýkaxman ivxd (‐SpÚ) Aeva SvsHvednmyI (‐SvanuwvmyI) Ýkaxxi›.'

AhÄ xuH khe Ke? ke wgvan Aa„amaH AevI Ýkaxxi› Ke je SvyH Ae!le pota=I j Ýkaxman Ke, Ane SpÚ SvsHvednmyI Ke. Aha¦ pota=I potanuH ÝTyÙ vedn =ay AevI Aa„amaH i5kaz Ýkaxxi› Ke. AamaH mhÀvnI be vat Ke. ke Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav‐

(1) pote pota=I j Ýkaxman Ke Aene ko{ prnI ApeÙa n=I.

(2) SpÚ SvsHvednmyI Ke. SvanuwvmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ SpÚ jày Aevo Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav Ke.

Aha¦ jem dIvo SvyH pota=I j Ýkaxman Ke, tene deqva‐Ýkaxva bIÔ dIvanI j$r n=I tem wgvan Aa„a cEtNyÝkaxnuH ibHb Ýwu SvyH pota=I j Ýkaxman Ke, Ahaha...¦ SvsHvednmaH pote j potane ÝkaxI ræo Ke tene Ýkaxva‐Ô`va bIÔ ko{nI‐ragnI, ƒvharnI ke inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. Ahaha...¦ ƒvharnI (v/taid ragnI) ke inim¿nI (dev‐guÌ AaidnI) ApeÙa ivna j SvsHvednmaH‐Svanuwvmy dxamaH ÝTyÙ =ay Aevo Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav Ke. wa{¦ baæ inim¿=I ke ƒvhar=I ÝTyÙ vednmaH Aave AevuH Aa„anuH Sv$p n=I. sU"m vat Ke Ýwu?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH jem &an, dxRn Aaid Ke tem Aek Ýkaxxi› Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐SvsHvednmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay te tenuH kayR Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH mit‐]ut&anmaH SvsHvedn äara Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay‐Anuwvay te Aa xi›nuH kayR Ke. ko{ khe ke mne A$pI Aa„a kem jày? to khe Ke‐SvsHvednmaH Aa„a





ÝTyÙ jày Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke wa{¦ proÙ rhe Aevo Aa„ano Svwav n=I. ha, p` te {iNãy ÝTyÙ n=I, Sv$p ÝTyÙ‐SvsHvedn ÝTyÙ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ SvsNmuq =taH Aa„ana AtIiNãy AanHdnuH ÝTyÙ vedn =yuH te Ýkaxxi›nuH kayR Ke sa=e ƒvhar Ke ne baæ inim¿ Ke to Aa kayR nIpßyuH Ke Aem n=I.

ÝÆ:- to xuH ƒvhar n=I? inim¿ n=I? Aap ƒvhar ne inim¿ne _Davo Ko.

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ ƒvhar n=I, inim¿ n=I‐Aem ko` khe Ke? ƒvhar Ke, baæ inim¿ Ke¸ te jem Ke tem n Ô e to tenuH &an im+ya Ke, vzI ƒvhar ne inim¿=I Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay, va tenaH inmRz &an‐]âan Ýg! =ay‐Aem mane tey ivprIt ]âan Ke. AhÄ Aem vat Ke ke ƒvhar ke baæ inim¿=I Aa„a ÝTyÙ n =ay, p` tenuH lÙ KoDI Sv sNmuqta krtaH SvsHvednmaH j Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav Ke. AhÄ to ƒvhar ne inim¿nuH jem Ke tem S=apn Ke, p` tena lÙe‐Aa]ye Aa„anuwv$p ‐Aa„ana &an‐]âan‐rm`ta$p \mR Ýg! =ay Ae maNytano inØe\ Ke, kemke AevuH vStuSv$p n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ AnHt kaz=I corasIna AvtaromaH rqDtaH‐rJztaH wa{¦ tne maHD Aa mnu*ywv mZyo, Ane temaHy jEnmaH taro jNm =yo Ae ko{ mhawaGy Ke Aha¦ Aa b\uH hova KtaH AHtrmaH ruic lavI tuH Aa tÀv‐&annI‐wed&annI tara ihtnI vat tuH n smje to AHtr‐Anuwv k–aH=I =ay? Are wa{¦ tuH saHwz to qro, AhÄ sHto prma„ano sHdex pokarIne jgt pase Ôher kre Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ tara SvsHvednmaH taro Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay AevI Ýkaxxi›=I tuH i5kaz wrpur Ko.

hve ijHdgImaH kdI AavI tÀvnI vat saHwzvanI fursd n hoy Ae to ibcara‐mo!a kroDpit hoy toy ibcara hÇ‐rzvuH‐kmavuH, qavuH‐pIvuH ne qelvuH, ne ivØywogmaH rhevuH‐bs Aem j ijHdgI vItave Ke, p` Ae to ijHdgIAeze (‐in*fz) Ôy Ke hÇ. Are Ýwu¦ tuH ko` Ko? ne taruH kayR xuH Ke? ‐tenI tne qbr n=I¦ Aha¦ tuH Aa„anuH (AHtr‐AnuwvnuH) kayR krvanuH KoDI d{ne dya, dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid xuwragnI iÊyamaH \mR manI TyaH j roka{ gyo¦ p` wa{¦ Ae to jgpH= Ke, Ae \mRpH= nih¸ \mRpH= to SvanuwvmyI ko{ AlaEikk Ke.

Ývcnsar, ga=a 172maH ;AilHgg/h`' xBd Aave Ke. ]I Am<tcHãacayRdeve te xBdna 20 A=R kyaR Ke. temaH kæuH Ke‐

—g/ahk (‐&ayk) Aeva jene ilHgo vDe Ae!le ke {iNãyo vDe g/h` (‐Ô`vuH) =tuH n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a AtIiNãy&anmy Ke Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ‐1.

g/aæ (jàvayoGy) Aeva jenuH, ilHgo vDe Ae!le ke [iNãyo vDe g/h` (‐Ô`vuH) =tuH n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a [iNãyÝTyÙno ivØy n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ‐2.

jem \umaDa äara AiG™nuH g/h` =ay Ke tem ilHg äara Ae!le ke [iNãygMy äara (‐[iNãyo=I jàvayoGy icNh äara) jenuH g/h` (‐Ô`vuH) =tuH n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a [iNãyÝTyÙpUvRk Anumanno ivØy n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ‐3.

bIÔAo vDe ma5 ilHg äara j jenuH g/h` =tuH n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a Anumeyma5 (kevz Anuman=I j jàvayoGy) n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ‐4.

jene ilHg=I j prnuH g/h` =tuH n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a Anumatama5 (kevz Anuman krnaro j) n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ‐p.

ilHg äara nih p` Svwav vDe jene g/h` =ay Ke te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„a ÝTyÙ &ata Ke Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke.˜ ‐6.




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j¡Ao, Aa Kõa bolmaH Svwav vDe jene g/h` =ay Ke Aevo Aa„a ÝTyÙ &ata Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aha¦ Aavo Aa vItragno magR Ke. p` Arere¦ svR& prme¬rna ivrh pD–a, ne bharmaH FÌ b\I grbD _wI ={ g{¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐[iNãyÝTyÙ ke [iNãyÝTyÙpUvRk Anuman vDe Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo Aa„a n=I. tem j pote [iNãy=I ke Anuman=I prne Ô e Aevo p` Aa„a n=I. Ahaha...¦ potana Svwav vDe Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ýwu Aa„a Ke. AhÄ Aa 12mI xi›na v RnmaH Aa j vat krI Ke ke‐Aa„a pote j potana SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Aevo teno ÝkaxSvwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ [iNãyo=I nih, rag=I nih, p` potana Svwav=I Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo Aa„a ÝTyÙ &ata Ke‐Aeva AilHgg/h`na Kõa bol sa=e AhÄ mez Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

Aha¦ Aa Ýkaxxi›maH AevuH AicNTy idƒ sam+yR Ke ke ko{ pr‐inim¿nI ApeÙa ivna j te potana j SvsHvedn vDe Aa„ane ÝTyÙ kre Ke. Aha¦ AavI idƒxi› sHpNn inj Aa„ane AHtmuRq ={ deqe to ãƒ¹iÚ _FDI‐qIlI Ôy. wa{¦ tara Aa„ano Apar‐AnHto vEwv deqvo hoy to taraH idƒcÙu yane ãƒcÙu qol¸ Aa bharnaH camDanaH cÙu vDe Ae nih deqay, ne AHdr ragnaH cÙu vDe p` Ae nih deqay¸ AHtrnaH SvwavcÙu vDe j te jàxe‐Anuwvaxe. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ae to !Ika ÝarHw krtaH mHglacr`maH j AacayRdeve kæuH ke‐

;nm: smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste' Aem ke‐pote potanI AnuwUit=I Ýkaxman Ke Aeva smysar nam xuâ Aa„ane nmSkar. Ahaha...¦ inim¿ ke ƒvharna AalHbn ivna j, Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu SvyH potana Svwav=I j SvanuwUitmaH Ýkaxe Ke.

wa{¦ Aa to tne i5lokIna= kevzI prma„anaH ve Ane khe Aaƒa Ke teno nkar n kray. laEikkmaH p` Aem hoy Ke ke‐dIkranI sga{ krvanI hoy ne ds‐vIs FrnaH naizyer AaƒaH hoy to temaH=I je mo!a FrnuH khe hoy te SvIkarI le Ke. to Aa to kevzI svR& prma„anaH svÈCc FrnaH khe bapu¦ teno J! SvIkar kr, na n paD Ýwu¦ mui›‐suHdrI sa=e taraH sgp` krvanaH khe Ke. AanHd\nÒna Aek pdmaH Aave Ke ke‐

smikt sa=e sga{ kI\I, spirvar suga#I¸ Aha¦ p` smikt sa=e sga{ k–are =ay? ke SvwavsNmuq ={ Aa„ane SvsHvedn=I ÝTyÙ Ô e Tyare. Aa svR& prma„anI idƒ|vinmaH AavelaH khe Ke. Aho¦ Aa to jNm‐mr`na rognuH invar` krnarI wgvan kevzIAe khelI prm Am<tmy AaEØi\ Ke.

vzI TyaH (‐ÝvcnsarmaH) AilHgg/h`na satma bolmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—jene ilHg vDe Ae!le ke _pyog namna lÙ` vDe g/h` Ae!le ke &ey pda=ÈnuH AalHbn n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„ane baæ pda=Èna AalHbnvazuH &an n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke.˜ j¡Ao, khe Ke‐Aa„ana _pyogmaH prpda=R‐pr&eynuH AalHbn n=I. wa{¦ tarI xi› SvyH Ýkaxman SvsHvednmy Sv$p jenuH Ke AevI Ke tne k–aHy pravlHbn n=I.

p` Ae (SvsHvedn) k@` ={ pD–uH Ke ne? ha, Ae to kzx!Ikana 60ma kzxmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—saHÝt (halmaH) Òvãƒ ragaid Axuâ cetna$pe

pir`MyuH Ke TyaH to Aem Ýitwase Ke ke &an Êo\$p pir`MyuH Ke te=I &an iwþ, Êo\ iwþ‐AevuH AnuwvvuH F uH j k@` Ke. _¿r Aam Ke ke sace j k@` Ke, prHtu vStunuH xuâSv$p ivcartaH iwþpà$p Svad Aave Ke.˜

wa{¦ Svwavno Anuwv krvo k@` to Ke, p` Axk– n=I, AsHwv n=I. F uH k@` lage Ke, kemke AnHt kaz=I wed&anno AWyas n=I. p` vStuSv$p ivcartaH‐|yavtaH iwþpà$p Svad Aave Ke, Axk– n=I. Aha¦ potana SvwavnI Ýaiº potane Axk– kem hoy? Ae to TyaHsu\I j Ýaº n=I ßyaH su\I SvwavnI ¹iÚ krto n=I. ßyaH AHtr‐¹iÚ kre ke tTkal Aa„a SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Ke. hve ÒvoAe AWyas kyÈ n=I, Ane Aa pâitno vtRmanmaH bhu lop Ke te=I potanI cIj Ýaº =vI k@` ={ pDI Ke. p` marg to Aavo Ke Ýwu¦ =oDuH kæuH JaJuH krI Ô`vuH bapu¦

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a AnuwvmaH‐SvanuwvmaH ÝTyÙ =ay AevI AenI xi› Ke. Aha¦ AnHt gu ‐SvwavomaH Ýkaxxi› ƒapk Ke je=I &an ÝTyÙ, dxRn ÝTyÙ, suq ÝTyÙ, vIyR ÝTyÙ‐Aem drek xi›





ÝTyÙ =ay AevuH j AenuH Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tara FrmaH AnHt cEtNyl"mI wrI Ke. taro Aa„a ÝTyÙp e AanHdnuH vedn kre AevI taramaH l"mI wrI Ke. wa{¦ tarI AavI Sv$pl"mI Ke tenI ha to paD¸ ha paDIx to tenI lt lagxe Ane ;halt' Ýg! ={ jxe. Aha¦ Aa to‐

—sheje smuã _lisyo, AemaH motI tàtaH Ôy¸waGyvan kr vavre, AenI mUi@yuH motIAe wray.˜

Aha¦ ha paDI AHt:puruØa=R kre tene rTn5ynI Ýaiº =ay. p` rag=I =ay ne inim¿=I =ay ne ƒvhar=I =ay Aem ivcarI AHt:puruØa=RhIn‐waGyhIn rhe tene Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I, tene to car git j éwI rhe Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐

—waGyhIn kr vavre AenI mUi@yuH xHqle wray.˜ AavI vat Ke. Aa ko{ sHÝdaynI vat n=I, Aa to vStuna FrnI vat Ke.

Aa barmI Ýkaxxi›maH gjbnI vat krI Ke. potano &anno Ane AanHdno Svwav Ke tenuH SvyH ÝTyÙ sHvedn =ay, Are, AnHt gu onuH ÝTyÙ vedn =ay Aevo Ýkaxxi›na sam+yRno AicHTy mihma Ke. xuH khIAe? je!luH AHtrmaH wase Ke te!luH waØamaH AavtuH n=I, kemke waØanuH pir`mn SvtH5 Ke, Ane tenI khevanI xi› myaRidt Ke.

idƒ|vinmaH je in$p` Aave Ke te wgvanne kevz&an Ke ma!e Aave Ke Aem n=I. vaÌ KU!e Ke te to vaÌnuH _padan Ke, ne &an Ane yog to temaH inim¿ma5 Ke. j¡Ao, waØavgR a (pir`mn) car Ýkare Ke sTywaØa, AsTywaØa, im]waØa ne ƒvharwaØa. Aa car ÝkarnI vcnvgR a iwþ iwþ Ke. hve wgvanne to AekluH kevz&an Ke, to waØamaH AeklI sTywaØa nIkzvI Ôe{Ae p` waØamaH sTy Ane ƒvhar‐Aem be Ýkare vaÌ Aave Ke. kevz&anmaH ko{ ƒvhar n=I. prHtu waØamaH yoGyta j AevI Ke ke sTy Ane ƒvhar bþene te btave. Aam waØanI pyaRy pote pota=I SvtH5 pir`me Ke. temaH &an inim¿ ho, p` inim¿ tenuH ktaR n=I, waØavgRànI pyaRyno ktaR Aa„a n=I, wgvan kevzI n=I¸ kevzIna yognuH kHpn Ke te p` waØavgR anI pyaRyno ktaR n=I. waØavgR a jD Ke te SvyH SvtH5 je kaze jem pir`mvayoGy hoy tem te kaze pir`mI Ôy Ke, Ýyog krIne Aa„a tene pir`mavI de Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih.

waØamaH Sv‐prne khevanI takat Ke, ne Aa„amaH Sv‐prne Ô`vanI takat Ke. magR to j¡Ao Ýwuno¦ ãƒmaH pyaRy pota=I SvtH5 Ýg! =ay Ke. vaÌmaH Sv‐prne Ô`vanI takat n=I, ne Aa„amaH Sv‐prne khevanI takat n=I. Aam vStuiS=it Ke, KtaH huH vaÌ kruH Aem ko{ mane to te mU# j Ke. Are wa{¦ Aa bharnI l"mI, mkan, xrIr, mn, vaÌ [Tyaid maraH Ke Aem mane Ae to w/aiNt Ke, im+ya w/m Ke, paqHD Ke. Are, Aa ragno AHx p` ßyaH taro n=I to tara=I i5kaz iwþ AevI prcIj tarI k–aH=I ={ g{? prcIjnuH to Ùe5 j iwþ Ke ne Ýwu¦

smvxr`maH Òv AnHt var gyo, ne TyaH wgvannI idƒ|vin AnHt var saHwzI. TyaH vaÌ saHwzIne je &annI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te pota=I ={ Ke, vaÌna kar e ={ Ke Aem n=I. wle te prlÙI &an ho, p` vaÌ=I te prlÙI &an =yuH Ke Aem n=I¸ prlÙI &aney potana _padan=I =ay Ke. ha, Ae!luH Ke ke prlÙI &anmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I. j¡Ao, loko k–aHy dUrdUr=I Aa vat saHwzva Aave Ke. Ame to prma„anI idƒ|vinmaH AavelI Aa vat frmavIAe KIAe ke‐Aa &an =yuH te xaÏ‐]v`=I =yuH n=I, pota=I =yuH Ke. ]v`na inim¿e =yelI &annI pyaRymaH, te pota=I ={ Ke top` temaH pra]yp uH Ke te=I, Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I. jemaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I te AekluH prlÙI &an, &an j n=I¸ Ae to im+ya&an Ke. prHtu ko{ prma„anI vaÌ saHwzIne, xi›van inj ãƒne ivcare Ke, |yave Ke to tene ãƒ‐gu maH je AnaidkalIn xi› Ke tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn ={ne Aa„a SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Ke, Ane Tyare vaÌne inim¿ khevay Ke. AavI vat Ke.

AamaH ;SvyH' ne ;ivxd' Ae be xBdo pr qas vjn Ke. Aa„a ko{nI ApeÙa riht SvyH Ýkaxman Ke, Ane ivxd Ae!le SpÚ, ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn ={ne Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. wa{¦ \Ire \Ire Aa ivØy smjvo




12‐Ýkaxxi› : 7p

bapu¦ Aa to wgvannI idƒ|vinno sar Ke. Aho¦ AacayR wgvHtoAe vnmaH vsIne kevaH Ajb kam kyaÅ Ke¦ j¡Ao, mUz ga=aAo ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve be hÔr vØR pr rcI Ke, ne tena Aek hÔr vØR pKI tenI !Ika AacayR ]I Am<tcHãsUirAe bnavI Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr muinvro¦ Ô e halta‐calta isâ¦ inj Aek &aykwavmaH jem e _pyognI‐xuâopyognI _g/ jmav! krI Ke Ane jeAo Ýcur SvsHvednmaH mSt, inÔnHdrsmaH lIn rhenara Ke Aeva yogIvroAe Aa idƒ xaÏ rCyuH Ke.

Aem xuâopyog to co=a gu S=an=I hoy Ke, prHtu xuâopyognI jevI _g/ jmav! muinvrone hoy Ke tevI smiktIne co=e gu S=ane hotI n=I. muinrajne to 5` kØayna AwavvazI xuâopyognI tIv/ lInta hoy Ke. t=aip sMyG¹iÚne co=e gu S=ane g<hvasmaH rheva KtaH Aa„a SvsHvednÝTyÙ=I AnuwvmaH Aave AevI Aa„anI Aa Ýkaxxi› Ke. Aa Nyay=I‐yui›=I vat Ke. co=e gu S=ane smiktI khe Ke‐mara AaTmana SvsHvedn‐ÝTyÙ=I huH mne AnuwvuH KuH. Aho¦ Aa SvsHvedn AicHTy mihmayu› Ke, temaH AnHt gu ono rs smay Ke, temaH AtIiNãy AanHd Jre Ke, Sv$pnI ÝtIit Ýg!e Ke, Ane AnHt xi›Ao inmRzp e _Kze Ke. Aho¦ Aa SvsHvedn to moÙnaH äar qolvano ramba` _pay Ke.

smiktI cÊvt± wle K qHDna raßymaH bhar=I deqay, p` qreqr te raßyno SvamI n=I. 47 xi›maH KeLlI Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke Aevo smiktI, &anI cÊvt± KNnu hÔr raÌAona v<HdmaH deqay to p` te potana ãƒ‐gu Ane SvsHvednnI inmRzpyaRy je tene Ýg! ={ Ke teno te SvamI Ke, ragno‐ivkLpno SvamI n=I. hve ragno SvamI n=I to pKI raßyno, prno ke S5Ino SvamI hoy Ae vat k–aH rhI?

Aha¦ Aa Ýkaxxi›nuH bIÒ AnHt xi›AomaH $p Ke. te=I &an, ]âa, AanHd vgere ÝTyÙ =ay AevuH AenuH Sv$p Ke. Aho¦ Aa to mo!o wHDar wyÈ Ke, jeno par n Aave AevI Aa vat Ke. Aekek xi›maH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦ Aek ;jgt' xBd l{Ae AemaH ke!lo ivStar wyÈ Ke? Ahaha...¦ K ãƒ, Aena gu , AenI pyaRy, 5` kaz, AnHta isâ, AnHta ingodraix, AnHtaAnHt pudŸglo... Aohohoho...¦ ;jgt' xBde ke!luH b\uH Aave¦ hve Ae jgtne Ô`nar &anna sam+yRnuH xuH khevuH? Aam Aekek xi›no Fò Apirimt ivStar Ke. (ma5 ÝTyÙ AnuwvmaH j par pmay Aem Ke.)

ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH ]I neimcHã isâaHtcÊvt±dev khe Ke‐inüy Ane ƒvhar moÙmagR |yanmaH Ýg! =ay Ke.

duivhH ip moÉqheë Jaè pa_ìd jH muÌ i`yma.tMha py¿ic¿a jUyH Ja`H smBwmsh.. 47..

\m±puruØ Sv$pmaH ßyare _pyog lgave Tyare |yan =ay Ke. |yan te j xuâopyog Ke. &ayknuH |yan lgavtaH Aa„a &anmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Ke, AnuwvmaH Aave Ke. mit‐]ut&anmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ Ke.

ÝÆ:- mit‐]ut&anne tme ÝTyÙ kho Ko, prHtu tÀva=RsU5maH ;Aa>e proÙmŸ' AarHwnaH be A=aRtŸ mit‐]ut&an proÙ Ke Aem kæuH Ke. to Aa kevI rIte Ke?

_¿r:- tÀva=RsU5maH mit‐]ut&anne proÙ kæaH Ke te to prne Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe proÙ kæaH Ke, potane Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe to mit‐]ut&an ÝTyÙ Ke. Aa vat AemaH giwRt Ke. ƒvharmaH jem khe Ke ne ke‐Aa ma`sne meH ÝTyÙ Ôeyo Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a SvsHvedn&anmaH SpÚ SvyH Ýkaxman =ay Ke. ]utpyaRy AHtrmaH vzIne ßyaH cEtNySv$pne |yey bnave Ke TyaH tenuH ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn =ay Ke. SvanuwvmaH Aa„a SvyH Ýg! =ay Ke.

meH raÔne ÝTyÙ Ôeyo Aem khevuH te ƒvharÝTyÙ Ke. prnuH &an p` jene Sv$pg/ahI sTya=R &an hoy tene sacuH hoy Ke. Aa dev Ke, Aa guÌ Ke, Aa xaÏ Ke‐AevuH prsHbH\InuH &an tene sacuH hoy Ke jene SvnuH wan Ke. jene SvnuH &an =yuH n=I tene prnuH &an te &an n=I, Ae to AekaHt prÝkaxk &an Ke.

vØÈ phelaH sHÝdaymaH Ame kæuH htuH ke‐Svanuwv kro, Svanuwv krvo Ôe{Ae. Svanuwv muQy Ke.





Tyare Aek wa{ khe‐Aa SvanuwvnI vat k–aH=I ka#I? Amara guÌAe to AavuH kdI kæuH n=I.

Are wa{¦ SvanuwvÝTyÙ Aa„ãƒ Ke proÙ rhe Aevo Aeno Svwav n=I. Aa„ano Anuwv ÝTyÙ =ay Ke. Svanuwv kaze Aa„a potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH tNmy =yo =ko pote potane SpÚ ÝTyÙ vede Ke, ne AanuH nam sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ane \mR Ke. mit‐]ut&anmaH Aa rIte Aa„a ÝTyÙ vednmaH‐Ô`vamaH Aave Ke.

Aoho¦ AHdr to j¡Ao¦ wgvan Aa„anI xi› Apirimt Apar Ke. Aa Ýkaxxi›naH be $p‐Aek \/uv$p te \/uv _padan, Ane pirìt Ýg!e te Ùi`k _padan Ke. AhÄ xi› ne xi›nI inmRz ƒi›nI vat Ke. \/uv p` SvanuwUitnI pyaRymaH ÝTyÙ Ô`vamaH Aave Ke.

smysar kzx!Ika, kzx 60maH kæuH Ke ke‐vStuna xuâ Sv$pno ivcar krtaH A=aRtŸ |yavtaH iwþ Aa„ano Anuwv ={ne AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. Aekla rag Ane pu~y‐papno ivcar kre Ae to prÝkaxk im+ya&an Ke. rag Ane pyaRy Ýit to Anaid=I JukI ræo Ke. Aha¦ te trfnuH lÙ KoDI &anne potana xuâSv$p sNmuq Jukavva=I te &annI dxamaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay Ke, Ane AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke.

wa{¦ tara Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav Ke temaH proÙpàno Awav Ke. smiktIne Aa„SvwavnuH AHxe ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. tene sa\kdxamaH pU R ÝTyÙ&an Ýg!–uH n=I, ne proÙ&an p` vteR Ke. Sv$pna _g/ AalHbne jem jem tene Aa„anuH ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn v\tuH Ôy Ke tem tem proÙp uH KU!tuH Ôy Ke ne AHte proÙpàno svR=a Awav ={ pU R ÝTyÙ&an‐kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke Aa Ýkaxxi›nI pirpU R Ýg!ta Ke jemaH AeklI pU R ÝTyÙta j Ke. Aa rIte‐

‐A&anIne svR=a proÙ j &an hoy Ke,

‐smiktIne, sa\kne AHxe ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn hoy Ke, ne sa=e Ême Awav$p =tuH proÙp uH p` hoy Ke, ne

‐kevzIne svRÝTyÙpùH‐pU R ÝTyÙp uH hoy Ke.

AavI vat¦

wa{¦ guº rhe AevuH Aa„anuH Sv$p j n=I. p` tne AnHtxi›sHpþ inj Aa„ãƒno iv¬as Aave Tyare ne? lokomaH khevay Ke ke iv¬ase vha` tre. tem tuH AnHtgu \am inj Aa„ãƒno iv¬as lavI AHtmuRq =a, tem krva=I Aa„anuH vha` trIne par _trI jxe. Aha¦ Aa AnHt jNm‐mr`na AHt krvanI vat bapa¦ bakI dya, dan Aaid wavna fzmaH to tuH wvw/m` krxe. dya, dan Aaid wav vDe kdac tuH SvgeR j{x to TyaH p` sMyGdxRn ivna du:qI j ={x Ane mrIne AHte nkR‐ingodmaH caLyo j{x.

wa{¦ SvgRna wv p` te AnHt kyaR Ke. Ane TyaH=I nIkzI wvw/m`maH tuH ingodmaH _pßyo TyaH p` AnHt wv kyaR, SvgR krtaH AekeiNãymaH AsHQygu aH AnHta wv Òve kyaR Ke. Aek ¬asmaH A#ar wv ingodmaH =ay Ke. Aava AnHt AnHt wv ingodmaH kyaR Ke. Aha¦ Aava wvna du:q=I mu› =vuH hoy to AnHt xi›van Aeva \/uv inj Aa„ãƒmaH ¹iÚ lgaDI de. xi› Ane xi›van Aeva wednuH p` lÙ KoDI i5kazI ãƒmaH ¹iÚ kr, te=I tara &anpyaRymaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =xe. SvsHvednmaH SvyH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =ay Aevo j Aeno ÝkaxSvwav Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Lyo, ‐

Aa Ýma e Ýkaxxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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13: AsHkuictivkasTvxi› ;Ùe5 Ane kaz=I AmyaRidt Aeva icdŸivlasSv$p (‐cEtNyna ivlasSv$p)

AsHkuictivkasTvxi›.

Ahaha...¦ &anSv$pI AnHtgu smuã Ýwu Aa„amaH jem &anaid Ke tem temaH AsHkuictivkasTv namnI Aek xi› Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke Aena cEtNymaH sHkoc ivna ivkas ={ te pU`R ivkse‐ivlse Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„ano Aavo Svwav Aena AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke je=I AenI ÝTyek xi›‐gu sHkoc ivna pU R




13‐AsHkuictivkasTvxi› : 77

ivkas$p qIlI _@e Ke. Aha¦ Aena ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav AsHkuict ivkasmy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐wgvan kevzI ãƒonI vtRman vtRtI pyaRyne Ôè p` i5kazvt± svR pyaRyone n Ô e kemke Aek smynI vtRman pyaRy vteR Ke, p` wUt‐wiv*ynI pyaRyo vtRman vtRtI n=I. p` Aa maNyta brabr n=I, kemke wgvan kevzInI &anxi› sHkoc riht qIlIne AevI pU R&an$p‐kevz&an$p ={ Ke ke Aek smymaH 5è kaznI smSt pyaRyone wgvan kevzI svR&dev ÝTyÙ Ô e Ke. wgvan kevzI vtRman vtRtI Aek smynI pyaRyne j deqe Ke, ne wUt‐waivnI pyaRyone deqta n=I Aem Ke j nih. Aem mane Aene cEtNynI xi›nI qbr j n=I. wa{¦ AamaH Aek Nyay fre to AemaH AaqI vStu frI Ôy.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„anI &anxi›maH Aa AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke. AemaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke Aem nih, p` AemaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke. jem &anmaH AiStTvnuH $p Ke tem &anmaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke je=I &annI xi›maH sHkoc ivna pUr` ivkas =ay Ke Ane 5`kaz 5`loknI pyaRyone sHkoc ivna Aek smymaH Ô e Ke. cEtNyno pU R ivlas =taH Ô`vamaH ko{ Ùe5nI myaRda n=I ke Aa!luH j Ùe5 Ô e, va kaznI ko{ myaRda n=I ke Aa!la kaznuH j Ô e 5`kaz siht lokalokne myaRda ivna Aek smymaH ÝTyÙ Ô e Aevo Apirimt pU R AnHt &anxi›no ivkas wgvan kevzIne =yo hoy Ke.

tÀva=RsU5maH Aave Ke ke car FatIkmÈno na= =va=I kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Aa to inim¿=I k=n Ke, te y=a=R inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e Ke. vaStvmaH car FatIkmÈno Ùy krvo Ae Aa„ana Sv$pmaH Ke j nih. Ae to potano Aevo AsHkuictivkasTv Svwav Ke je vDe Òv (‐&an) pU`R ivkas$p ={ kevz&an Ýg! kre Ke. p` Arere¦ A&anI pamrne potanI Ýwutano mihma besvo k@` pDe Ke, Aem ke AavuH te hoy¦ p` Are wa{¦ &anmaH sHkoc riht pU R ivkas =ay AevuH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke, dxRnmaH p` sHkoc n rhe Ane ivkas ={ Ôy AevuH $p Ke, je=I AsHkoc‐ivkas$p je dxRn te svR ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavne potana ivkas=I deqe Ke.

Aa„ano AtIiNãy AanHdno Svwav Ke. temaH p` AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke, je vDe AanHdSvwav ko{ sHkoc ivna pU aRnHdSv$pe pir`me Ke. vzI ÒvmaH AkØaySv$p cair5 namno Aek gu Ke, temaH p` Aa xi›nuH $p Ke, je=I cair5nI pU`R rm`ta‐iS=rta ={ pU R AkØay$p cair5 Ýg! =ay Ke. Ôe ke Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH cair5 namnI xi› j¡dI v`RvI n=I, p` suqxi›maH ]âa Ane cair5 Ae bþe xi› smaDI dI\I Ke. wgvan isâna Aa@ gu na v RnmaH p` cair5 gu j¡do kæo n=I¸ sMyGdxRn Ane vIyR gu nuH k=n kyuÅ Ke TyaH ]âamaH cair5xi› smavI dI\I Ke.

prma„ÝkaxmaH Aek ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. vaHsno mHDp hoy TyaH su\I vel maHDva _pr c#e Ke, p` velmaH hÒ _pr jvanI xi› to wrI Ke. mHDp v\are êco hoy to vel p` v\are êce c#e AevI velmaH potana kar e (mHDpna kar e nih) xi› Ke. tem Aa 5`kaz‐5`lokno mHDp Ke tene kevz&an Aek smymaH Ô e Ke. vzI Aena=I AnHtgu a Ùe5 ne kaz hoy to p` kevz&an tene Ô e AevI tenI AnHt ivkas$p xi› Ke. lokalok Aek j Ke, p` Aena=I AnHtgu a lokalok hoy to p` sHkoc ivna ivkas ={ne kevz&an te b\ane ÔÌ le AevuH tenuH Sv$p Ke. wa{¦ Aek Aek gu`nI Aek Aek pyaRy sHkoc ivna pU`R ivkas$p ={ ivlse Aevo Aa„anI AsHkoc‐ivkasxi›no Svwav Ke. wgvan¦ AHdr taruH Sv$p to Ôe.

pH. fUlcHdÒAe ;qainya tÀvccaR' g/H=maH AanuH saruH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke. wa{¦ vStuiS=it j AavI Ke. Ame to saÙatŸ wgvan pase saHwZyuH Ke. prHtu vat AavI sU"m Ke Ae!le lokone besvI k@` pDe Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„anuH &an ÝTyÙ ={ne pirpU R ivkist =ay Aevo Aeno AsHkoc‐ivkas Svwav Ke. p` te pyaRymaH pU R ivkas$p k–are =ay? ke i5kazI ÝTyÙ pirpU R Aek &aykwavno Aa]y krIne pir`me Tyare pyaRymaH pU R ivkas =ay Ke. Aa isvay jDno ke ivkarno Aa]y krIne law mane to pyaRymaH ivkas n =ay, ivkar =ay ne pyaRy sHkoc$p j rhe. Aha¦ ÒvnI pyaRymaH Anaid=I sHkoc Ke, te sHkoc !zIne sHkoc riht ivkas kem =ay te AhÄ AacayRdev btave Ke.





Aha¦ Ýwu¦ taramaH je!lI AnHt xi›Ao Ke te b\I sHkoc ivna ivkas pame Aevo ÝTyek xi›no Svwav Ke. ÒvTvxi›maH &an, dxRn, AanHd Ane s¿a Aeva car wavÝa` Ke teno sHkoc ivna pyaRymaH ivkas =ay Aevo ÒvTvxi›no Svwav Ke. Svxi›ne SpxR krIne pir`mtaH j Aa„a SvyH ivkas pame Ke. Are Ýwu¦ tuH AHdr Ôe to qro¸ tuH dIn n=I, iwqarI n=I, pamr n=I, A\uro n=I. Ahaha...¦ AnHt AnHt Ýwutano SvamI svR xi›=I wrpur prme¬r Ko ne Ýwu¦ Ahaha...¦ idgHbr sHto tne Ýwu khIne bolave Ke ne¦ ga=a 72nI !Ika lqtaH AacayR Am<tcHãSvamI tne ;wgvan Aa„a' khIne pukare Ke ne¦ Aho¦ AtIiNãy AanHdna Jule Julnara ivragI idgHbr sHto tara Aa„ane wgvan khIne jgaDe Ke. Ôg na=¦ Ôg. AHtr‐ÝtIit krI AHtr‐rm`ta krtaH taramaH (pyaRymaH) prma„pdno ivkas =xe.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` Aap muinne manta n=I ne?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Ame to idgHbr sHto‐mhamuinvrona dasanudas KIAe. 5` kØayna AwavvazI AHtrHgmaH AtIiNãy xaHit‐AanHd Ýg!–aH hoy AevI muindxa to saÙatŸ moÙmagR Ke. Aha¦ AavI muindxane ko` n mane wa{? Aha¦ idgHbr sHt‐muinvronI AHtbaRæ dxa ko{ AdŸwut AlaEikk hoy Ke. p` baæ ãƒilHgma5 muinp uH n=I. Aagm Ýma e baæ v/taidno saco ƒvhar hoy te ãƒilHg Ke. p` Aagm Ýma eno saco ƒvharey n hoy TyaH xuH krIAe? (wavilHg to dUr rho). coka lgavI potana ma!e bnavelo Aahar le AemaH to Aagm Ýma ena coQqa ƒvharnuH‐ãƒilHgnuHy @eka uH n=I. wa{¦ ko{no Anadr krvanI ke ko{ne du:q lgaDvanI Aa vat n=I, p` tarI cIj kevI Ke, moÙmagRnuH Sv$p kevuH Ke te potane smjva ma!enI Aa vat Ke.

vzI ko{ khe Ke ‐dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaid ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =ay, p` tenI Ae maNyta y=a=R‐sTya=R n=I. vaStvmaH tene i5kazI ãƒ Ane ãƒnI xi›nI AHtrHg ÝtIit ={ n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke ‐ragnI mHdtanI ApeÙa ivna j potana AnHta gu o sHkoc ivna pyaRymaH ivkas$pe pir`me Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Are wa{¦ ragna AwavSv$p vItragtanI (‐cair5nI) pU R dxa Ýg! kre Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke, p` rag kre AevI to Aa„anI ko{ xi› n=I. pU R ivkasp`e xi› SvyH pir`me Ke TyaH ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =ay Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? Aho¦ Aa to AacayR Am<tcHãdeve Am<tna dirya wrI dI\a Ke.

Aha¦ cEtNy$p Am<tno sagr Ýwu tuH Aa m<tk klevrmaH k–aH mUCKaR{ gyo? smysar, ga=a 96nI !IkamaH Aave Ke ke‐Am<tsagr Ýwu Aa„a m<tk klevrmaH mUCKaR{ gyo Ke. Are wa{¦ jenI tuH ratidn seva ne AazpHpaz kre Ke te Aa xrIr to jD, Acetn, m<tk klevr Ke¸ AemaH=I bzIne raq nIkzxe, p` AemaH=I ivksIne kevz&an nih nIkze. ma!e dehnI mmta jva de, Aa $paza xrIrna Aakarne deqvuH jva de, te tarI cIj n=I. AHdr &an, AanHd Aaid xi› i5kaz pDI Ke temaH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kr Ane tenI j seva kr¸ Ahaha...¦ te=I &an ne AanHdnI dxano ivkas ={ pU`R &an‐kevz&an Ane pU R AanHdnI Ýg!ta =xe, Ane Aa ÒvnnuH nav sHsarsagr trIne par _trI jxe.

Are wa{¦ Aa sHkoc$p ALp& pyaRy Ae kaH{ tara Aa„ano Svwav n=I. Ahaha...¦ taramaH to svR&Tv Ane svRdixRTv Aaid xi›Ao pDI Ke vzI tenI pU R ivkas$p svR& dxa Ane svRdx± dxa Ýg! =ay Aevo taro AsHkocivkas Svwav Ke. ma!e Aa ALp& dxa Ane ragnI dxa je pamr cIj Ke tenI ÝtIit jva de. huH ALp& KuH, huH ragI KuH‐AevI ÝtIit jva de¸ Ae to im+ya ÝtIt Ke wa{¦ AevI ÝtIit hota tarI sHkocdxa‐hIndxa kem m!xe? Ane tne AsHkocivkas k–aH=I Ýg!xe? Ahaha...¦ AHdr vStu potana pU`R behd Svwav=I wrpur Ke Aem iv¬as lavI temaH tNmy ={ pir`mtaH vStu AsHkocivkas$p pir`mI Ôy Ke. Aavo marg Ke bapu¦

Aha¦ Aa„ana SvwavnI AHtr‐¹iÚ krvI Ane potanI i5kazI cIjna behd sam+yRno iv¬as krvo Ae ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene Ùe5‐kaznI ko{ myaRda n=I AevI AmyaRidt &anxi› ivkas pamIne svR lokalokne Ô`va$pe pir`me Ke. prma„ÝkaxmaH je mHDp Ane velnuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke TyaH velmaH mHDp=I Aagz jvanI xi› n=I Aem n=I, tem lokalok Ke Aena=I AnHtgu o hoy to p` &annI dxa pU R ivkas$pe




13‐AsHkuictivkasTvxi› : 79

pir`mIne tene ÔÌ le. Aha¦ j¡Ao, Aa AirhHtnuH Sv$p¦ Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, Aa„bagno icdŸivlas¦ loko bagmaH ivlas krva Ôy Ke ne¦ muHb{maH fUlJaDna mo!a bgIca Ke, loko saHjna TyaH hva qava Ôy Ke. Ae wav to pap$p Ke. Aa to cEtNyivlasSv$p Aa„bagmaH AnHt xi›Ao AmyaRidt ivkas pamIne inmRz‐inmRz AanHd AaptI pir`me Ke AenI vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ sHkoc n rhe Ane pUr` behd ivkas ={ Ôy AevI ÒvnI xi› Ke. &an, dxRn, AanHd, vIyR, AiStTv, vStuTv, ktaR, kmR [Tyaid Aekek xi› Ke te sHkoc ivna Apirimt ivkas$pe pir`me Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. jem prma umaH AnHtgu lIlI, lal Aaid pyaRy =ay Ke te potana kar e =ay Ke, temaH prnuH kar` bIlkul n=I¸ tem wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt&an, AnHtsuq, AnHtvIyR Aaid pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke te pota=I =ay Ke, temaH prnuH rHcma5 p` kar` n=I. Are wa{¦ Aek smymaH 5`kaz siht lokalokne pU R Ô e, tenI wUt Ane wiv*ynI pyaRyone p` vtRmanvtŸ ÝTyÙ Ô e tene svR& khevamaH Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR& Ae!le xuH? Ae to xi›nI AmyaRidt AsHkuictivkas$p AvS=a Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Are Ýwu¦ kevI kevI (‐mha AaüyRkarI) xi›Aono wHDar Ýwu tuH Ko tenI qbr krvane bdle tuH bIje iÊyakaHDmaH roka{ gyo¦ Aha¦ AnHt AmyaRidt mihmavHt AevI potanI cIjna wan ivna Aa tara v/t, tp Aaid kaH{ kamna n=I. injRra Ai\karmaH AacayR wgvane pokarIne kæuH Ke ke‐A&anI Òv Aa„ana wan ivna v/taid Élex kre to kro, p` te vDe tene sHsarno nax =to n=I.

Are wa{¦ tuH ALp& rhe, ALpdx±, ALp vIyRpè Ane ALp AanHdp e rhe Aevo taro Svwav n=I, p` wgvan¦ tuH pU aRnHd Ýwu pU R &ananHdno diryo Ke, Ahaha...¦ AlaEikk cIj Ko tuH Ýwu¦ Aha¦ AavuH wed&an krI AHdr AHtmuRq vzI AvloktaH svR&Tv, svRdixRTv Aaid AnHt xi›maH sHkoc ivna pU R ivkas =ay Aeva injSvwavnI ÝtIit =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AamaH Aa Aek Nyay smje to b\a j wav smÔ{ Ôy AevI vat Ke. Aha¦ Aa AsHkuictivkasTvxi› ãƒ‐gu maH to i5kaz ƒapk Ke, Ane SvsNmuqta vDe teno SvIkar krtaH j te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI ãƒ AsHkoc ivkas$p, gu o AsHkoc ivkas$p Ane tãUp‐pir`t pyaRy p` AsHkoc ivkas$p¦¦ gjb vat, wa{¦

ha, p` pU R ivkist &annI pyaRy pU R lokalokne Ô e temaH lokalok kar` Ke ke nih?

_¿r:- na, jray nih, Ae to inj AHt:puruØa=Rna sam+yR=I j pU R ivkist &annI dxa lokalokne ÝTyÙ ÔÌ le Ke temaH lokaloknuH kaH{ j kar`p uH n=I. Ôe lokalok kar` hoy to lokalok to Anaid Ke Ane te=I kevz&an‐&annI pU`R ivkist dxa‐Anaid hovI Ôe{Ae. p` Aem to Ke nih, kemke kevz&an to Òvne nvuH said Ýg!e Ke. te=I SpÚ =ay Ke ke lokalok &annuH kar` n=I¸ vzI te &annuH kayR Ke Aem p` n=I.

Aha¦ &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHtI xi›Ao AsHkuict ivkasne Ýaº =ay Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke Ane te SvsNmuqta$p AHt:puruØa=R vDe isâ =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke Aa isvay b\uH =o=e=o=aH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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14: AkayR-kar`Tvxi›

;je ANy=I kratuH n=I Ane ANyne krtuH n=I Aeva Aek ãƒ Sv$p AkayRkar`Tvxi›. (je ANynuH kayR n=I Ane ANynuH kar` n=I AevuH je Aek ãƒ te‐Sv$p AkayRkar`Tvxi›.)'

Aoho...¦ &anSv$pI Ýwu Aa„a AnHt xi›Aono Aek ipHD Ke. temaH &an‐dxRnnI jem Aek AkayRkar`Tv xi› Ke. kevI Ke Aa? to khe Ke‐;je ANy=I kratuH n=I Ane ANyne krtuH n=I Aeva Aek ãƒ Sv$p AkayRkar`Tv xi› Ke.' xuH kI\uH AamaH? ke Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne ko{ pr vStu kre nih te=I AaTma AkayR Ke, ne prãƒna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne Aa„a kre nih te=I Aa„a Akar` Ke. Aoho...¦ prãƒ sa=e kayR‐kar`wav riht Aa„ano Aa AlaEikk AkayRkar`Tv Svwav Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Tyare ko{ AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐Aa to ãƒnI vat Ke, Aem ke ãƒ ko{nuH kar` nih Ane ãƒ ko{nuH kayR nih Aem AhÄ vat krI Ke.

Are wa{¦ tarI Aa smj` brabr n=I, kem ke ÝStut ivØy ãƒnI xi›ne lgto Ke. Aha¦ xi› jenI Ke Aeva xi›van, ãƒno Anuwv =taH pyaRymaH p` AkayRkar` dxa Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ je pyaRy ãƒna Aa]ye Ýg! ={ te prnuH‐ragnuH kar` n=I Ane te prnuH‐ragnuH kayR p` n=I. jem ãƒ‐gu ko{nuH kar` n=I Ane ko{nuH kayR p` n=I tem tenI je pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te pyaRy p` ko{ prnuH kar` n=I ne ko{ prnuH kayR p` n=I. Aa AkayRkar`Tv xi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ãƒ‐gu` to pr=I n =ay, p` pyaRy pr=I =ay Aem manva tuH Ýeray Ke, p` wa{¦ Aem vStu n=I. Aa AkayRkar` Svwav Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ AkayRkar`Svwavmy, gu AkayRkar`Svwavmy Ane pyaRy p` AkayRkar`Svwavmy Ke. Aho¦ jem ãƒ‐gu ANy vDe kray nih tem pyaRy p` ANy vDe kratI n=I Aevo Aa vStuno AlaEikk Svwav Ke. pyaRy smye smye nIpjtuH nvuH kayR Ke Ae brabr, p` te=I kaH{ te bIÔ vDe kray Ke Aem k–aH=I AaƒuH? kar` ivna kayR n hoy Ae qruH, p` te kar` potamaH hoy ke prmaH? kayR potamaH ne kar` prmaH‐Aem Ke nih, Ae ijnmt n=I.

Are wa{¦ Ôe potanuH kayR pr‐bIÔe kre to pra\In Aevo pote potanuH iht kevI rIte krI xke?

Ane Ôe pote prnaH kayR kre to potanuH kayR ko` kre? ne k–are kre? wa{¦ potana kayRnuH kar` potamaH j Ke, prnI sa=e potane kayRkar`p uH Ke j nih‐Aavo j vStuno Svwav Ke.

AacayRdeve Aa AkayRkar`Tv xi› 72mI ga=anI !IkamaH=I ka#I Ke. Ame sMmedixqrÒnI ya5amaH gyela Tyare TyaH 72mI ga=a _pr Ývcno =yelaH. wa{¦ Aa AkayRkar`Tv xi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu maH to i5kaz ƒapk Ke j, p` i5kazI ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH te pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ drek gu nI pir`it prnuH kar ey nih ne prnuH kayR p` nih‐Aem Aa xi› Ke teno ivkas‐ivStar =ay Ke. wgvanne je kevz&annI dxa Ýg! ={ te kaH{ car FatIkmRno nax =yo ma!e Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I. pH. fulcHdÒAe jEn tÀvmImaHsamaH brabr qulaso kyÈ Ke ke‐car FatIkmRno nax ={ne tenI AkmR$p dxa ={ Ke, je kmR$p pyaRy htI te AkmR$p pyaRy ={. (kaH{ kevz &an$p ={ Ke Aem n=I) kevz&an to Òvna gu nI dxa Ke. te=I FatIkmRna nax=I kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem n=I.

to xaÏmaH Aem kæuH Ke ne?

Ae to inim¿nuH (inim¿nI muQyta=I) k=n Ke wa{¦

pH. ]I fulcHdÒAe qainya tÀvccaRmaH drek ivØy bhu sarI rIte SpÚ kyÈ Ke. Aa Aek AEithaisk tÀvccaR bnI Ke. Are wa{¦ vStunuH y=a=R Sv$p jevuH Ke tevuH y=a=R smjva=I ivtragta isâ =ay Ke kaH{ vad ivvade Aa vat par pDe Aem n=I. ko{ne j¡@a paDva Ane potanI vat sacI manvI AevI vat AhÄ n=I.




14‐AkayRkar`Tvxi› : 81

AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„ano Aevo AkayRkar` Svwav Ke ke je=I tenI Sva]ye je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te ragnuH kayR n=I. ƒvhar (ƒvhar rTn5y) Ke ma!e inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I. ƒvhar rTn5y kar` ne inüy rTn5ynI inmRz pyaRy kayR Aem n=I. tem Aa„a (inmRz pyaRy) ragnuH‐ivkarnuH kar ey n=I. Aa„a sHsarnI _Tpi¿nuH kar` n=I. AavI vStuiS=itnI myaRda Ke wa{¦ ãƒ stŸ, gu stŸ ne pyaRy p` stŸ Ke 5 e SvtH5 Ke. te=I inüye pyaRy pota=I _Tpþ =ay Ke, ko{ bIj¡H (ANy ãƒ) kar` Ke ma!e te _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.

inüy=I to Aem Ke ke sMyGdxRn ke kevz&annI je pyaRy _Tpþ ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. tenI _Tpi¿no te kaz hto ma!e te pyaRy TyaH _Tpþ ={ Ke¸ te tenI kazliB\ Ke. te smye wƒtano wav _Tpþ =vano kaz hto ma!e te pyaRy pota=I Ýg! ={ Ke, prnuH AemaH jray kar`p uH n=I. j¡Ao, SvSv$pmaH lIn‐iS=r =ay Tyare cair5mohkmRno nax =ay Ke. TyaH cair5mohkmRna naxnuH kayR kaH{ ÒvnuH kayR n=I. (ÒvnuH kayR to Sv$plInta Ke). tem cair5mohkmRno Awav =yo te kar` Ane Sv$plInta$p inmRz cair5 te kayR Aem p` n=I.

ha, p` inim¿ to Ke ne?

Are wa{¦ inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R xuH? Ae Ke bs Ae!luH j, bakI inim¿ kaH{ kre Ke Aem Ke nih. j¡Aone, Aa coÉquH to kæuH Ke ke‐je ANy=I kratuH n=I Ane ANyne krtuH n=I Aeva Aek ãƒSv$p AkayRkar`Tvxi› i5kaz ÒvãƒmaH pDelI Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH inim¿‐prvStu _padanmaH xuH kre? kaH{ j na kre. vaStvmaH Aekek smynI pyaRy pote j potana kar`‐kayRp e vteR Ke. prm xuâ¹iÚmaH to kayR‐kar`na wed j n=I, wed paDvo te ƒvhar Ke.

AhÄ ãƒnI xi›nI vat krI Ke, p` ãƒmaH je xi› Ke te pyaRymaHy ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI xi›van inj ãƒno ßyaH Svaiwmuqp e SvIkar =yo TyaH xi› pyaRymaH ƒapI Ôy Ke. te=I pyaRymaH p` prnuH kayR‐kar`p uH n=I Ahaha...¦ je e AkayRkar`$p ãƒ Svwav SvIkayÈ te pyaRy p` AHtmuRq ={ne ãƒmaH Awed =yelI Ke, te=I te pyaRy p` prnuH kayR‐kar` n=I. Aha¦ ãƒno‐ãƒ Svwavno jemaH in Ry =yo te pyaRy Ke te Ýg!elI pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke huH AanHdnI mUitR icdanHdFn Ýwu ragnuH kar ey n=I Ane ragnuH kayR p` n=I. rag ragna kar e =yo Ke Ane AanHd AanHdna kar e. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐ragnuH kar` jD kmR to Ke ne? to Ae vat p` n=I. jD kmR inim¿ ho, p` inim¿ inim¿maH SvtH5 Ke Ane rag ragna kar e

SvtH5 =ay Ke. Aha¦ gjb vat Ke wa{¦ ko{ jDnI AvS=a ke ragnI AvS=anuH Aa„a kar` n=I, kayR p` n=I. Aavo vStuSvwav Ke.

smysarnI 72mI ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐Aas/vo Aakuztana _Tpþ krnara Ke te=I du:qna kar` Ke, Ane wgvan Aa„a to sday inrakuz‐Svwavne lI\e ko{nuH kar` n=I, ko{nuH kayR n=I. Lyo, AamaH=I AacayRdeve Aa AkayRkar`Tv xi› ka#I Ke. ko{ [¬r jgtne bnave Ae vat to dUr rho, AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„a prãƒne kre Ane prãƒ Aa„ane kre AevuH prSpr kayR‐kar`p uH n=I. wa{¦ Aa to tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevI vat Ke. A&anI p` prnuH kaH{ kre Ke Aem n=I, Ae to h@=I huH prnuH kruH KuH Aem (im+ya) mane Ke bs, bakI vStuno AkayRkar`Svwav to jem Ke tem Ke Aeno AHtrmaH SvIkar kre te &anI Ke. AavI vat¦

ÝÆ:- to tÀva=R rajvaitRkmaH be kar`=I kayR _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem k=n Ke ne? _¿r:- Ae to kayR =yuH Tyare inim¿ ko` Ke tenuH &an kravva ma!e TyaH Ae vat krI Ke. pyaRy ko{nuH

kar` nih Ane kayR p` nih Ae mUz vatne raqIne pKI TyaH inim¿ ko` Ke tenuH Ýma`&an kravva be kar`=I kayR =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. inüy=I pyaRy pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, pr tenuH kar`‐kayR n=I Ae vat raqIne Ýma`, inim¿nuH &an krave Ke bakI inüyne jU@o manIne (_DaDIne) inim¿nuH &an krave to te sacuH Ýma`&an j n=I, Ae to im+ya&an Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

AkayRkar`Tvxi›nI ƒaQyamaH je ;Aek ãƒSv$p' Aevo xBd Ke te=I ke!lakne Aem lage Ke ke Aa to





Aekla ãƒnI vat Ke Aem ke pyaRy to nvI nvI _pje Ke ma!e temaH to prnuH kayR‐kar`p uH hoy.

Are wa{¦ tarI Aa maNyta jU@I Ke, kem ke ãƒnI AkayRkar`Tvxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. jem ãƒ ANy=I kray nih, gu` ANy=I kray nih tem tenI ÝTyek pyaRy p` pr=I kratI n=I. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRySv$p AaqI vStu AhÄ to (prna) AkayR‐kar`my isâ kre Ke. Sv‐Aa]ye je Aa sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ={ te pr=I (kmRna _pxmaid=I) kra{ n=I, tem te pyaRy prmaH (kmRmaH) kaH{ kre Ke Aem n=I. ANynuH kayR ANy vDe kray Ae jEn isâaHt n=I, Aha¦ Aa kevz&an =yuH to moÙmagR kar` Ane kevz&an tenuH kayR Aem n=I, kem ke kevz&annI pyaRymaH AkayRkar`Tvxi› ƒapI Ke. (AhÄ pUvR pyaRy vtRman kevz&annI dxanuH pr Ke). hve Aam Ke TyaH mnu*yp uH Ane _¿m sHhnn Ke ma!e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ae vat k–aH rhI? Ae to b\aH inim¿naH k=n bapu¦ hve AavI sU"m vat lokone k@` pDe Ke, prHtu Aa Nyay=I‐loÒk=I isâ sTy vat Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„anI ÝTyek xi›maH Aa AkayRkar`SvwavnuH $p Ke. cair5nI inmRz pyaRy ßyare _Tpþ =ay Ke Tyare ãƒna Aa]ye te _Tpþ =ay Ke. te=I potana ãƒna Aa]y=I (kar`pà=I) cair5dxa Ýg! ={ Aem khIAe, p` Ae ƒvhar Ke, kemke qreqr to cair5nI pyaRynuH kar` te pyaRy pote Ke. te pyaRy pote j Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mIne te‐$pe ={ Ke. hve AavI vat Ke TyaH ƒvhar rTn5yno rag kar` Ane cair5nI inmRz pyaRy Ýg!I te kayR Aem k–aH ræuH? Aem Ke j nih. smy‐smynI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te xi›na kar e Ýg!e Ke Aem khIAe te p` ƒvhar Ke, Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inmRz inrakuz AanHdnI AnuwUitnI dxa Ýg!I te dxa‐pyaRyna sam+yRnuH xuH khevuH? Ahaha...¦ te pyaRy inj sam+yR=I j SvtH5 Ýg! ={ Ke, te ANynuH kayR n=I, ANynuH kar` p` n=I. AnuwvnI inmRz dxa =va phelaH xuwwav hto to AnuwUitnI dxa Ýg!I Ke Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ &anmaH, dxRnmaH, AanHdmaH, cair5maH, vIyRmaH‐Aem ÝTyek gu maH AkayRkar`pàno Svwav Ke. gu Ýg!e temaH prnuH kayRkar`p uH ikHictŸ n=I. Aa AHt:puruØa=R Ôg<t =ay temaH prãƒ (dev‐guÌ‐xaS5, kmR Aaid) nuH ikHictŸ kar`p uH n=I. ;wudT=miSsdo qlu sMmaid‚I hvid Òvo'‐wUta=Rna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke Aem kI\uH Ke ne? p` Ae y ƒvhar Ke. Aha¦ sMyGdxRn Ýg! =vamaH jem prãƒ kar` n=I. tem potana ãƒ‐gu p` qreqr kar` n=I Aevo pyaRyno AkayRkar` Svwav Ke. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦

Aha¦ Aa AkayRkar`Svwav jene AHtrmaH besI Ôy tenI xI vat¦ tenI to mit Ane git frI (sul!I) Ôy. ;huH prnuH xuH kruH? kaH{ p` n kruH'‐Aem Ô`to te pr=I (prna krvapà=I) h@I Ôy Ke Ane Sv wÌ vzI TyaH SvSv$pmaH j lIn‐iS=r =ay Ke Ane Tyare mne mara kayR (sMyGdxRnaid) ma!e prnI ko{ Aoixyaz‐ApeÙa n=I AevI tene inmRz ÝtIit =ay Ke. Lyo, Aavo Sva\Intano marg Ane Aa \mR¦ bakI A&anI Òvo Anaidkaz=I prmaH potanuH kayRkar`p uH manI SvkayR ma!e prna Aoixyaza ={ prmaH j ÝvteR‐rme Ke, p` Ae to sHsarmaH rJzvano du:qno pH= bapu¦ Ae im+ya pH= wa{¦ ma!e pr ivna mne n cale Ane prnaH kam huH krI dë Ae vat jva de wa{¦ Ae w/m KoDI pr=I qsI SvmaH sav\an =a, ne SvmaH vs¸ kem ke tare sday pr vgr j calI ræuH Ke, Ane prnaH kam kdIy tuH kre AevuH taruH Sv$p j n=I. Aho¦ Aa„ano AkayRkar`Svwav khIne AacayRdeve pr=I wed&an kravI Sva\In suqno magR btaƒo Ke. Lyo, ‐

‐Aa Ýma e AkayRkar`Tvxi› pUrI ={.

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1p: pir`My-piràmkTvxi›

;pr Ane pote jemnaH inim¿ Ke Aeva &eyakaro t=a &anakarone g/h` krvana Ane g/h` kravvana Svwav$p pir`My‐piràmkTvxi›. (pr jemnaH kar` Ke Aeva &eyakarone g/h` krvana Ane pote jemnuH kar` Ke Aeva &anakarone g/h` kravvana Svwav$p pir`My‐piràmkTvxi›)'.




1p‐pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› : 83

j¡Ao, Aa„ane prãƒ sa=e kayR‐kar`pùH n=I AevI AkayRkar`Tvxi›nI vat AavI g{. hve khe Ke‐pr Ane pote jemnaH inim¿ Ke Aeva &eyakaro t=a &anakarone g/h` krvana Ane g/h` kravvana Svwav$p Aa„amaH pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› Ke. =oDI sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ jra |yan raqI smjvuH. pr&eyone g/h` krvana Svwav$p je xi› Ke te Ýma` nam pir`Myxi› Ke, Ane &anakarone g/h` kravvana Svwav$p je xi› Ke te Ýmey nam piràmkTvxi› Ke. \Ire \Ire smÔe bapu AhÄ xuH khevuH Ke? ke Aa„amaH Ýma` namnI Aek xi› Ke Ane Ýmey namnI p` Aek xi› Ke. Ýma` te pir`My xi› Ke Ane Ýmey te piràmkTv xi› Ke. Aa bNne mzIne Aa„amaH Aek pir`My‐piràmkTv namnI xi› i5kaz Ke.

;pir`My' Ae!le pr&eyo vDe Aa„a pir`mavay Ke va pr&eyo Aa„ane &anne pir`mave Ke Aem nih, p` same jeva pr&eyo Ke tevuH &annuH shj j pir`mn potana Svwav=I =ay Ke. Aavo Aa„ano pir`My Svwav Ke. Svwav=I j prne Ô`va$p pir`mvanI Aa„anI xi› Ke. Aa pir`My xi› Ke.

vzI ;piràmkTv' Ae!le sama ANy Òvna &anne Aa Aa„a pir`mave Ke Aem nih, p` pote shj j &eyp e sama Òvna Ýma`&anmaH Jzke Aevo Aa„ano piràmkTv Svwav Ke. prna &anmaH &eyp e Jzkvano Aa„ano piràmkTv Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa„a prne Ô e Ane prna &anmaH pote jày. Aava bNne Svwav temaH AekIsa=e rhela Ke. tene AhI ;pir`My‐piràmkTv' xi› khI Ke.

Aa„anI xi›nuH AhÄ Aa sU"m v Rn Ke. Aa„a prno ktaR =ay A=va pr vDe Aa„anuH kayR =ay Aevo to Aa„ano Svwav n=I. prHtu svR &eyakarone‐je &ey vStuAo AnHt Ke tene ivxeØp e g/h` krvana Svwav$p Aa„amaH Ýma` nam pir`My namnI xi› Ke temj prna Ýma`maH Ýmey =vanI A=aRtŸ potana &anakarone g/h` kravvana Svwav$p AaTmamaH ÝmeyTv nam piràmkTv namnI xi› Ke. AamaH Sv Ane pr Aem be vStuAo isâ krI Ke. Aeklo pr prb/ïSv$p Aa„a j Ke Aem nih, t=a Aekla pr&eyo Ke Aem p` nih. Aha¦ &eyo (Òv‐AÒv$p) p` AnHt Ke Ane &anSv$pI Aa„a je Ýma`‐Ýmey Svwavmy Ke te p` wav=I AnHt$p Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH AnHt xi›, AnHt gu , AnHt Svwav wyaR Ke. temaH Aek Ýma` namnI xi›‐Svwav Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐Svpr svR &eyakaronuH tena ivxeØo siht &an krvuH te Ýma` xi›nuH kayR Ke. AhÄ svR &eyakaro kæa temaH potano Aa„a p` Aek &eyakar trIke AavI gyo. te=I Ôe ko{ Aem khe ke‐Aa„a prne Ô e p` Svne n Ô e to tenI Ae vat jU@I Ke, kem ke Aa„amaH Sv‐prne Ô`va$p Aa Ýma` xi› Ke. vzI ko{ Aem khe ke‐Aa„a Svne Ô e, p` prne n Ô e to tenI Ae vat p` jU@I Ke, tene Aa„amaH Svprne Ô`va$p Ýma` xi› Ke tenI qbr n=I.

vzI Aa„amaH Aek Ýmey namnI xi› p` Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐prna Ýma` &anmaH potana &anakarone g/h` kravvano ApR krvano Aeno Svwav Ke. Aa Ýma e Ýma`‐Ýmey‐bþe mzIne Aa Aek pir`My‐piràmkTv xi› AhÄ AacayRdeve khI Ke. prne rce‐rcave ke kre‐krave Aevo ko{ Aa„ano Svwav n=I, p` prno &ata p` =ay Ane &ey p` =ay Aevo Aa„ano Aa pir`My‐piràmkTv Svwav Ke. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦

ÝÆ:- Aa„amaH Sv‐prna &anmaH &ey =vano Svwav Ke t=a Svprne Ô`vano Svwav Ke to Amne Aa„a jàto kem n=I?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa„a [iNãy&an=I n jày Aevo sU"m AtIiNãy A$pI pda=R Ke. tene Ô`va [iNãy&an kam nih Aave¸ tare taro _pyog AHtmuRq AtIiNãy sU"m krvo Ôe{xe. Aa„a AtIiNãy SvsHvednmaH j jày AevI cIj Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

AhÄ=I Aa stŸ‐xaÏ nam ijnvaÌ bhar pDe Ke ne? te &ey Ke. te &eynuH &an krvuH te wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHta &eyone Ô e Aevo wgvan¦ taro Svwav Ke. te AnHta &eyonI rcna krvI ke tenuH kayR krvuH Aem nih (Aevo taro Svwav nih), tem te &eyo vDe tara kayRnI rcna (&anakaronI rcna) =ay‐kray





Aem p` nih (Aevo &eyono ne taro Svwav n=I)¸ prHtu ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy$p AnHta &eyo potana &anmaH Ýma`maH g/h` =ay Ane Sv‐pr Ýma`&anmaH potana &anakaro Ýmeyp e jày Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ AnHta isâ wgvHto Ane AirhHto vgerene pote potana &anmaH Ô e t=a AnHta isâ wgvHto Ane AirhHto vgerena &anmaH pote‐potana &anakaro‐Ýmey ={ jày Aevo potano‐Aa„ano Svwav Ke. wgvan¦ tara Aava Svwav‐sam+yRne Ô~ya ivna tuH AnHtkaz car gitmaH rJzI myÈ Ke. Ôe tara Svwav‐sam+yRno mihma tuH smje‐SvIkare to sHsar‐pirw/m`na du:qno AHt Aave AevI Aa vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ tarI Aekek pyaRymaH Sv‐prnuH &an krvanI ne Sv‐prnuH &ey =vanI AdŸwUt xi› pDI Ke. Aa smÒne AHtmuRq =ay to ;mne Aa„a kem jàto n=I' Aevo sHdeh m!I Ôy, AevI xHka rhe j nih. Aekla prne j Ô`va‐manva$p je ÝvteR Ke tene Aa„a jàto n=I¸ bakI Sv‐pr bNnene Ô e AevuH wgvan Aa„anuH shj Svwav‐sam+yR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aho¦ AHdr SvSv$pna AanHdmaH JUltaH JUltaH AacayR wgvane Aa„anI xi›AonuH mha AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. khe Ke‐Aa„anI AnHt xi›Ao Ke, p` khevI ke!lI? Aem ke‐xBdo to pirimt Ke, ne xi›Ao to Apirimt AnHt Ke. te=I vcn äara Ame ke!lI khIAe? Ane Amne Aene khevanI fursd p` k–aH Ke? Ame to inÔnHdrslIn rhIAe KIAe. kevz&an =ye b\Iy‐AnHt ÝTyÙ jàxe, vaÌmaH ke!lI khevI? KtaH AhÄ 47 xi›AonuH v Rn krIne Aa„ano AdŸwut vEwv AacayRdeve quLlo kyÈ Ke.

temaH Aa„anI Aek xi› AevI Ke ke pote Sv‐prno &ata p` =ay Ane Sv‐prno &ey p` =ay. AhÄ Svprno &ey =ay Aem kæuH TyaH prno Ae!le prÒvona &anmaH &ey =ay Aem vat Ke, kaH{ jDno‐[iNãyaid jD pda=Èno &ey =ay Aem nih. jDmaH to k–aH &an Ke ke Aa„a Aeno &ey =ay? hve jDne‐[iNãyaidne to potanI j qbr n=I TyaH te bIÔne xuH Ô e? Aek Aa„ane j Sv‐prnI qbr Ke. Aho¦ Aa„ana potana Aava &ey‐&ayk Svwavne AHtmuRq ={ Ô`taH potane potanI qbr pDe Ke. pote sU"m A$pI cIj Ke te=I pote potane n Ô e Aem ko{ A&anIAo mane Ke p` AevI vStu n=I. Are wa{¦ potane potanI qbr n pDe to potanI in:xHk ÝtIitk–aH=I =ay? Ane inj SvwavnI in:xHkta =ya ivna sa\k Òv konI sa\na kre? Are wa{¦ AHdr taro Svwav j Aevo Ke ke AHtrmaH Ôg/t =taH Sv$pnI in:sHdeh ÝtIit =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aavo marg¦

hve lokone to pUÔ krvI, wi› krvI, ne v/t‐_pvasaid krvaH @Ik pDe Ke, p` wa{¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I¸ \mRnuH kar ey n=I.

to &anI‐\m± puruØo p` Aa b\uH kre to Ke? xuH kre Ke? Axuw=I bcva ma!e &anIne wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid xuwwavna piràm =ta hoy Ke, p`

tene te \mR va potanuH ktRƒ Ô`ta n=I. Ae sFza xuwwavo &anIne heyp e j hoy Ke. hve &anIna AHtrne Ô e nih, ne kre Ke, kre Ke Aem mane, p` Ae j to A&an Ke¦

qreqr to sacaH wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid xuwwavo smiktIne j hoy Ke, A&anIne nih. pHcaiStkaynI (ga=a 136) !IkamaH Aave Ke ke wi› Aaid ÝxSt rag, AS=anno rag A!kavva A=eR va tIv/ rag ßvr invarva A=eR, kdaictŸ &anIne hoy Ke. vaStvmaH sMyG¹iÚne j y=a=R ƒvhar hoy Ke. bakI A&anIne ƒvhar kevo?

Aek vqt sHÝdaymaH ccaR ={ htI. Aek xe@ trf=I ÝÆ =yelo ke‐ßyaH su\I Òv im+ya¹iÚ hoy TyaH su\I j mUitR‐pUÔ hoy Ke, sMyGdxRn =ya pKI mUitR‐pUÔ Aaid hotaH n=I¸ brabr ne?

Tyare _¿r Aapelo ke‐wa{¦ sMyG¹iÚne j sacaH wi›, pUÔ Aaidno ƒvhar hoy Ke, kem ke vaStvmaH sMyGdxRn =ay Tyare j tene sMykŸ wav]ut&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa sMykŸ ]ut&an AvyvI Ke, ne inüy‐ƒvhar ny tena Avyv Ke. AHdr wav]ut Ýg! =yuH hoy Aeva smiktIne j Aa bNne ny hoy Ke. A&anIne inüy p` n=I ne ƒvharey n=I. AenI b\I j iÊya, te=I A&anmy hoy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

inüy Ane ƒvhar Ae be ny ]utÝma`na wed Ke. nyna ivØyne inÙep khe Ke. Aa inÙepna car wed




1p‐pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› : 8p

Ke‐nam, S=apna, ãƒ Ane wav. Aa car inÙep te &eyna wed Ke. temaH S=apna inÙep te ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. te=I AirhHtnI S=apna$p Ýitma te \m±‐smiktIne pUjnIk Ke, Ane te y=a=R inim¿ Ke. Aa Ýma e sMyGdxRn =ya pKI wgvannI wi›, Stuit Ane pUÔna wav &anIne AvXy =ta hoy Ke, Ane tene ƒvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ &anIne wi›, pUÔ [Tyaidno ÝxSt rag j$r =to hoy Ke, p` tenI tene pkD (pirg/h) n=I. Ame to Aa vat p0 vØR phelaH sHÝdaymaH hta Tyare krelI. Tyarey sHÝdaymaH caltI vat Aem ne Aem manI levI te AmarI rIit nhotI. Sv‐ihtnI JHqna htI ne¦ Ae to AHtrmaH Nyay=I bese te j SvIkarvanI AmarI pâit htI.

Aha¦ Sv‐pr &eyone g/h` krvano Òvno Svwav Ke. g/h` krvuH Ae!le xuH? g/h` krvuH Ae!le ha==I jem ko{ cIj pkDIAe tem &eyone pkDvuH Aem nih, kem ke Òvne k–aH ha=‐pg Ke? g/h` krvuH Ae!le Ô`vuH Aem vat Ke. AhÄ Sv‐pr &ey kæaH temaH AnHt gu my i5kazI xuâ ãƒ ne temaH Awed‐tNmy =yelI vItrag pirìt te Sv&ey Ke, Ane ƒvhar rTn5yno rag t=a dev‐guÌ Aaid pr&ey Ke, kem ke rag Ane dev‐guÌ Aaid kaH{ ÒvSv$p n=I. Aha¦ AavuH AHtrmaH smje tena &anmaH inj xuâ cEtNynuH g/h` =ay Ke, ne pr&eyo mara Ke AevuH ivprIt ]âan dUr =ay Ke. Aa ApUvR \mR Ke.

Ahaha....¦ wgvan, tuH Aekla cEtNySv$p Ko na=¦ ga=a 17‐18maH AaƒuH Ke ke Aabaz‐gopaz svRne sdakaz &annI pyaRymaH Sv&ey Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo &annI pyaRyno Svwav Ke. p` Are¦ AnaidnI AenI bihdRiÚ Ke¦ i5kazI Aek &aykwavnI ¹iÚ n ho[ tenI ¹iÚ pr=I qstI n=I¸ prHtu AHt¹iÚ krtaH j xuâ cEtNynuH g/h` =ay Aevo wgvan AaTmano &anSvwav Ke. Aha taro &anSvwav Sv‐pr &eyone Ô`vana Ýma`&an$p Ke, Ane tara &anaid AnHt Svwav prna &anmaH (kevzI Aaidna &anmaH) g/h` kravvana ÝmeySvwav$p Ke. Aha¦ AavI taramaH pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› Ke.

Are wa{¦ Aa pEsa mara Aem tuH mane p` Aevo taro‐Òvno Svwav n=I. l"mI, mkan, S5I‐ku!uHb‐pirvar, dev‐guÌ Aaid Ae b\uH &eyp e tara &anmaH jàvalayk Ke, p` Ae b\a &eyo tara Ke AevuH k–aH Ke? te &eyo mara Ke Aem tuH mane p` Ae to kevz w/m Ke, kem ke Aevo vStuSvwav n=I. vzI prna Ýma`maH Ýmey =ay Aevo taro Svwav Ke, p` prno tuH =ay, prno ipta ne prno pu5 tuH =ay, Aevo taro Svwav n=I.

saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ jgtnI sFzI cIÔe &ey trIke tara &anmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo tara &anno Svwav Ke. wa{¦ tuH te cIÔeno kaH{ malIk n=I. Aha¦ pr&eyone g/h` krva$p je Ýma`&an teno tuH malIk Ko, p` pr&eyono malIk n=I. wgvan mara ne guÌ mara‐Aem tuH mane, p` Ae b\a to tara &anna &ey Ke bs¸ mara wgvan ne mara guÌ AevI to jgtmaH ko{ vStu Ke nih vzI &ananHd Svwave pir`mela hoy Aeva Òvna Ýma`&anmaH Ýmey ={ne temaH jàvalayk tuH Ko, p` prno tuH =a AevI tarI laykat n=I. wa{, prno tuH kaH{ n=I, Ane pr tara kaH{ n=I. prno tuH =a ne pr tara =ay Aevo vStuSvwav j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ha, p` wgvanne 14000 sa\u‐ix*yo hta, ne 36000 AaijRkaAo‐ix*ya htI Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?

_¿r:- Aave Ke p` Aa b\aH k=n ƒvharnynaH Ke bapu¦ bakI wgvannuH kaH{ n=I, ne wgvan ko{na n=I. AhÄ to Aa vat Ke ke wgvanna kevz&anmaH lokna svR &eyakarone yugptŸ g/h` krvano Svwav Ke, Ane pr kevzIna &anmaH &eyakarone g/h` kravvano teno Ýmey Svwav Ke. wa{¦ tara &anSvwavmaH svR &eyo jàvalayk Ke bs Ae!luH raq. pr&eyo mara, ne huH prno‐Ae vat jva de wa{¦ (kem ke) AevI vStu n=I. Aho¦ AacayRdeve AeklaH Am<t reD–aH Ke¦

Aha¦ Aavo AnHt Svwavmy Am<tsagr _Kze TyaH vaH\a‐ivro\nI vato xowe nih. AhÄ to khe Ke‐jgtmaH ko{ ÝaÌ ivro\I‐duXmn Ke nih¸ svR ÝaÌ &eyma5 Ke. Aavo wgvanno NyaymagR wa{¦ jevuH pda=ÈnuH Sv$p Ke tevuH tenuH &an krvuH te Nyay Ke tevI tenI ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. AhÄ to Aa!lI vat Ke ke‐pr &eyakaro potana &anmaH inim¿ Ke bs, Ane potana &anakaro prna &anmaH inim¿ Ke bs. Aavo j Aa„ano pir`My‐piràmkTvSvwav Ke.





wa{¦ vItrag svR&dev Aem khe Ke ke‐mara &anmaH tuH &ey trIke jàvalayk Ko, p` maro tuH kaH{ n=I, vzI huH p` pr kevz&anI Òvna &anmaH Ýmey =vane layk KuH, p` teno huH kaH{ n=I. Aavo vStuSvwav Ke wa{¦

ke!lak S5Ine A\aÅgna khe Ke ne¦ \Uzey A\aÅgna n=I saHwzne, Ae to tara &annuH pr&ey Ke. te &eynuH &an kre AevI je &annI pirìt Ke te tarI Ke, kem ke Svprne Ô`vano Aa„ano Svwav Ke. pr&eynuH kayR kre ke pr&ey potana ={ Ôy Aevo Aa„ano Svwav n=I. Aha¦ Aavo vStu‐Svwav je e y=a=R AozQyo te Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke.

lokone Aa vat sU"m pDe Ke, p` Aa mUz mudŸanI vat Ke. prna guÌ =vuH ke prna ix*y =vuH Ae kaH{ Aa„ano Svwav n=I. xi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =yuH AenI Aa vat Ke. xi› ãƒmaH gu p e to i5kaz pDI Ke, p` ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ =taH xi›nuH pir`mn pyaRymaH =ay Ke. te pyaRymaH bharna AnHt &eyo jày Ke. p` te &eyo mara Ke Aem ko{ mane to AevuH k–aH Ke? Ae to tdŸn ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. bIÔ Òvne kevz&an Ýg!–uH hoy va mit‐]ut&an hoy‐tena &anmaH &ey ={ne &anakarone g/h` kravano taro Svwav Ke, p` prno tuH ={ Ô Aevo taro Svwav n=I. wgvan¦ tuH Aek &ata‐¹Úa Ko¸ bs Aa vat AhÄ ivxeØp e isâ kre Ke.

Aha¦ sMyG¹iÚ Òvne AHtrmaH AevI ÝtIit ={ Ke ke‐svR pr&eyo‐xrIr, mn, vaÌ, kmR, wavkmR, ragaid b\a mara &anmaH jàvalayk Ke ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp _@e te p` pr&eyp e &anmaH jàvalayk Ke, p` temaH SvaimTvnI buiâ n=I. hve lokone Aana j mo!a vaH\a Ke, Aem ke‐ƒvhar‐xuwrag moÙno magR Ke‐Aem teAo mane Ke. p` AhÄ tenI na paDe Ke. xuwrag p` pr&ey Ke, Ana„a Ke. te &eyne g/h` krvano Ae!le ke Ô`vano Aa„ano Svwav Ke. 12mI ga=amaH p` AavI gyuH ke ƒvharny Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke. 11mI ga=amaH p` AavI gyuH ke‐potano Aek i5kazI &aykwav sTya=R Ke, kem ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn ne \mR =ay Ke. carekor=I deqo to Aa Aek j isâaHt isâ =ay Ke. sMyG¹iÚne je ragaHx bakI Ke te tene pr&ey trIke &anmaH Ô`valayk Ke p`¸ rag maro Ke, va rag=I &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ rag=I iwþ pDI vItrag =va nIkZyo Ke te ragne potano kem Ô e? ne ragne wlo kem mane? rag to Aena &annuH &ey Ke bs. bakI rag ragp e ragmaH Ke, ne &an &anp e &anmaH Ke. (prSpr kaH{ levadeva n=I). smÔ uH kaH{...? (rag=I &an nih, ne &an=I rag nih.) AavI vat Ke bapu¦

AacayR]I Am<tcHãSvamI khe Ke‐je smye je!lo rag hoy Ke te te smye ƒvhare Ô`valayk Ke. barmI ga=anI !IkamaH ;tdaTve' xBd pD–o Ke, Ae!le ke te te kaze rag Ô`valayk Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke rag mara &annuH &ey Ke Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. vaStvmaH te te kaze &annI Sv‐pr‐Ýkaxk pyaRy SvyH pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane temaH rag pr&eyp e jày Ke bs. rag &ey Ke ma!e &annI prÝkaxk pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. Svprne Ô`vanI &annI Êmvt± pyaRy potana sam+yR=I Ýg! =ay Ke, ragna‐inim¿na kar e Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I.

Are wgvan¦ taro magR to Ôe. Aha¦ tarI cIj AHdr AevI Ke ke je smye rag Aaƒo te smye te rag sHbH\I &an =ay Aevo taro Svwav Ke. t=aip te rag=I &annI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ke nih¸ &annI pyaRy pota=I j _Tpþ =ay Ke. temaH &eynuH‐ragnuH &an =yuH Aem khevuH ƒvhar Ke. vzI &annI dxano Ô`nar huH KuH‐Ae p` wed$p ƒvhar Ke. huH to Aek &ayk KuH. Ahaha...¦ AevuH AHdr pir`mn ={ gyuH TyaH &ayk ={ gyo. sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ AHdr je gHwIrta wase Ke Ae!luH b\uH khevanuH bne nih, kem ke xBdonI Ae!lI takat n=I. wgvan kevzIAe Ane idgHbr sHtoAe je kæuH Ke tenI ëDp Apar Ke. Are¦ wgvanna Ane kevzIna keDaytI idgHbr sHtona AhÄ Aa kaze ivrh pD–a¦ potana &anmaH prvStu &ey Ke Ane prna &anmaH pote &ey Ke‐AevI ÒvnI Ýma`‐Ýmey xi›ne je y=a=RSv$pe mane tene AHtrmaH xi›van ãƒnI ÝtIit =ay Ke, Ane tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke.

Aha?H AhÄ Aa pir`My‐piràmkTv namnI xi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. AacayR ]I jysenacayRdev khe Ke ke Aek\araAe Aek xi› ke Aek wav Ôe y=a=R smje to b\a wav y=a=R smÒ Ôy AevuH Aa vStuSv$p Ke.




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Aha? Aa„a Sv‐pr &eyone‐svRne Ô e Aem khIAe Ae ƒvhar Ke. Ô e‐Aem wed pD–o ne¦ ma!e ƒvhar Ke. Aa„a to bs Aek &ayk Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an vDe Ô e Aevo wed p` jemaH n=I Aevo i5kazI wUta=R Aek &ayk Ýwu Aa„a Ke Ane te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Aho¦ vItrag svR& prma„anI vaÌnI Aa Asa\ar` Am<t\ara Ke.

j¡Ao, DuHgzInI Aek ra{na daà jevDI nanI k!kImaH AsHQy AaEdairk xrIr Ke, Ane te Aekek xrIrmaH AnHt ingoidya Òv Ke. xuH kI\uH? K mihna ne Aa@ smymaH Kso Aa@ Òv moÙ pame Ke. hve Aaj su\ImaH je!la (AnHta) isâ =ya Ke tena krtaH AnHtgu a Òvo ingodna Aek xrIrmaH Ke. te b\a Òvo wgvan &aykna &annuH &ey Ke. Aho¦ wgvan &ayknuH ko{ AdŸwut Apirimt &an sam+yR Ke. wa{¦ lokmaH AnHta Òvo Ke temnI ma5 dya pazva j temnuH v Rn Ke Aem n=I, p` wgvan &aykna Sv‐pr ne Ô`vana prm AdŸwut &anSvwavno mihma lavI AHtmuRq =vuH Aem Aeno ivxeØ Aaxy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

vzI prnI rÙano wav pap Ke Aem ko{ loko mane Ke, p` Ae maNyta qo!I Ke, im+ya Ke. vzI prnI rÙa krI xkay Ke Ae maNyta p` brabr n=I, im+ya Ke. pr ÒvonI rÙana piràm pu~ywav Ke, Ane te &anI‐\m±ne p` =ta hoy Ke, p` te Ae!la ma!e sa=Rk n=I ke pr ÒvonI rÙa krI xkay Ke‐Aem vStu Sv$p n=I. pr ÒvonI rÙana piràm =ay, p` tdnusar pr ÒvonI rÙa =ay ke krI xkay AevuH vStu Sv$p n=I. bhu gHwIr vat Ke wa{¦ loko sTyne smßya ivna ivro\ kre, p` xuH =ay? wa{¦ inj AnHtgu Svwavmy ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ jtaH SvanuwUit Ýg!e Ke Ane tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke.

Lyo, Aa Ýma e pHdrmI Aa pir`My‐piràmkTvxi› pUrI ={.

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16: Tyag-_padanxUNyTvxi›

;je F!tuH‐v\tuH n=I Aeva Sv$pmaH inytÀv$p (iniütp e jemnuH tem rheva$p) TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›.'

Aa sozmI xi› Ke. wgvan Aa„a soze kzaAe‐pU R wgvan Ke Aem Aa xi›maH btaƒuH Ke. xuH khe Ke? wgvan &ayk je \/uv inTyanHd pU aRnHd Ýwu Ke temaH, khe Ke, kmI ke v<iâ =tI n=I. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &ayk Ýwu wirtavS= Ke, A=aRtŸ pirpU R AviS=t Ke. Ahaha...¦ pUr` prma„Sv$p Aevo &aykdev Ýwu Aa„a Ke, AemaH AxuâtanuH to nam‐inxan n=I.

wa{¦ AhÄ xuâtanI ALp‐ApU R pyaRy Ýg! Ke to AHdr i5kazI \/uv ãƒSv$pmaH ivxeØ xuâta Ke, ne pU R xuâ kevz&annI dxa Ýg! =ye TyaH i5kazI Sv$pmaH xuâtanI kmI ={ g{ Aem Ke nih. Aha¦ wgvan &aykSv$p to AHdr jemnuH tem rheva$p i5kaz pU R inyt$p Ke. hve AavuH Aek &ayktÀv‐pUr` sarwUt vStu‐ko{k ivrla Òv pamI Ôy Ke. Aek pdmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

ggnmHDl meH gaEAa ivyaÌ, ne vsu\a dU\ jmaya¸ivrla =a so maq` paya, Kaxe jgt wrmaya....Ahaha...¦ saE sUò re wa{¦ vloùH vlove so tÀv Am<t ko pa{.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan AirhHt prma„a AakaxmaH‐smosr`maH rTnjiDt isHhasn _pr AHtirÙ ibraje Ke. p00 \nuØnI ëca{ Ke. TyaH wgvanna ]I muqe=I ’kar \uin$pe Am<tnI \ara Ku!e Ke. Aa reiDyo vage Ke ne? tene AakaxvaÌ khe Ke, tem wgvannI ’ |vin KU!I te ggnmHDzmaH gaEAa ivyaÌ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ae Am<t\arane ko{ ivrla wƒ Òvo k R$pI AHjil vDe wrpur pIAe Ke, ne AHtmuRq ¹iÚ vDe sarwUt inj &ayktÀvne Ýaº =ay Ke. Ane bIÔ Fà (dIFR sHsarIAo) to pu~ykmR$pI KaxmaH j wrma{ Ôy Ke. (Aem





ke pu~y krtaH krtaH \mR =xe Aem wrma{ Ôy Ke). AavI vat¦

Are wa{¦ tuH Aek var Aa tarI vat saHwz to qro¦ Aha¦ tuH ko` Ko, kevo Ko? to khe Ke‐jemaH kdIy F!‐v\ =tI n=I Aevo Aek &aykSv$p pUàRnHd‐&ananHd Ýwu Ko. Ahaha...¦ isâpdnI pyaRy Ýg! ={, Ae!lI pU R xuâta pyaRymaH AavI to AHdr i5kazImaH kaH{ kmI ={ ke nih? to khe Ke‐na, Aem Ke nih. vzI co=e gu S=ane sMyGdxRnnI xuâ pyaRy ={ TyaH pU R iS=rta ={ n=I to AHdr ãƒ Sv$pmaH xuâta ivxeØ (ivxeØ xuâta) Ke ke nih? to khe Ke‐na, Aem Ke nih. Ahaha...¦ AHdr ãƒSvwav to jevo Ke tevo j i5kaz pirpU R Ke, temaH kaH{ F!‐v\ =tI j n=I.

hve Aavo marg Ýwuno Ke. bharmaH to Aa kro ne te kro‐pUÔ kro ne wi› kro, v/t kro ne tp kro‐Aem kro‐kro‐nI j ÝrUpà cale Ke p` Ae to b\a xuwwav Ke bapa¦ Ae \mR nih Ýwu¦

p` \m±ne Ae xuwwav hoy Ke ne?

ha, hoy Ke, Ane hoy Ke Ae!le Aene ƒvhar=I \mR khe Ke, p` Ae kaH{ vaStivk \mR n=I. \m±ne Ae xuwwavo heybuiâAe hoy Ke, AemaH Aene kaH{ ktaRpànI buiâ hotI n=I. AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH Ae miln wavnI kaH{ iS=it j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ je xi› i5kaz xuâ Ke te ãƒ‐gu maH to Anaid=I ƒapk Ke, Ane xi›van ãƒ je Ke tenI AHtmuRq ÝtIit =taH xi› pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke, Ane Tyare pyaRymaH xi›nuH inmRz kayR Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI ãƒ‐gu to prãƒ ne ivkarna g/h`‐Tyag=I riht Tyagopadan xUNy Ke, p` tenI inmRz pyaRy je Ýg! =ay tey prãƒ ne ivkarna g/h`‐Tyag=I riht Tyagopadan xUNy Ke, A=aRtŸ temaH ko{ F!‐v\ n=I. pyaRy ApU`R xuâ ho ke pU`R xuâ ho, ãƒmaH‐i5kazImaH jem ko{ F!‐v\ =tI n=I, tem te pyaRymaH p` prãƒnaH ke ivkarnaH g/h`‐Tyag nih hova=I F!‐v\ =tI n=I. AavI sU"m vat¦

v\ F! riht inytÀv$p xi› Ke tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke. te=I pyaRymaH xi› ƒapk =taH ãƒnI pyaRymaH (inmRz pyaRymaH) p` F!‐v\ =tI n=I. wa{¦ wle pyaRymaH ALp‐ApU R xuâtaH hoy, p` te pU R i5kazI, ãƒne Ýisâ kre Ke, te kaH{ ivkarne ke prãƒne Ýisâ krtI n=I. prãƒnI ke ivkarnI temaH FUs‐pe@ j k–aH Ke? wa{¦ Aek p` pyaRymaH Ôe kmI‐v<iâ =vanuH mano (prãƒnI ke ivkarnI FUs‐pe@mano) to i5kazI ãƒ isâ nih =ay. (A=aRtŸ im+yaTv j =xe) p` AhÄ AxuâtanI vat j n=I. Aa rIte ãƒnI Êmvt± (inmRz, inmRz) pyaRyomaH Aa TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nuH p` weguH pir`mn =ay Ke.

vStu je Ke Ae to i5kaz Tyagopadanriht Ke. prnuH (ke ivkarnuH) g/h` ke prno (ke ivkarno) Tyag Ae to Òvna Sv$pmaH j n=I. xuH kI\uH? ragno Tyag krvo Ae AenuH Sv$p n=I. Ae e ragne k–aH g/æo Ke ke Tyag kre? ragno Tyag krvo Ane inmRz pyaRyne krvI Ae Aena Sv$pmaH n=I, Ae to pyaRy shj j _Tpþ =ay Ke. TyaH je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te, khe Ke, F!‐v\ riht Ke, A=aRtŸ temaH ivkarnaH g/h`‐Tyag n=I. hve AavI vat svR& isvay bIje k–aHy mze Aem n=I.

wa{¦ tuH Ôe to qro AHdr pUr` xuâ tarI cIj kevI Ke? tne pU R xuâta Ýg! =ay to temaH xuH kaH{ kmI =ay Ke? Ane kdac ApU R xuâta rhI Ke to xuH AHdr cIjmaH ivxeØ‐v\are xuâta Ke? AhÄ khe Ke‐na, Aem Ke j nih¸ i5kazI xuâ Aek &aykwavmy ãƒ Ke Ae to jem Ke tem j Ke, temaH kaH{ kmI‐v<iâ =tI j n=I, kem ke temaH prãƒ‐prwavnaH g/h`‐Tyag n=I. Aha¦ AhÄ to ivxeØ‐pyaRynI vat isâ krvI Ke. Aha¦ xi› je Ke te ãƒmaH i5kaz ƒapk Ke, Ane ¹iÚvHtne te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›van AevuH je ãƒ Ke tenI AHt¹RiÚ Ane AHtr‐rm`taH =taH je inmRz rTn5y Ýg! =yaH temaH, khe Ke, F! v\ n=I, kem ke temaH p` prãƒ‐prwavnaH g/h`‐Tyag =taH n=I. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.

Are¦ prma„ana ivrh pD–a¦ t=aip wrtmaH prma„anI vaÌ Aa smysarmaH rhI g{ Ae sdŸwaGy Ke. Aa vaÌ saÙatŸ xBd b/ï Ke. tÀv Sv$p=I AÔ` ko{ Aeno ivro\ kro to kro, p` Aa sTy vat





Ke, ijn vcn Ke. wa{¦ tuH rag=I law =vanuH mane p` Ae to im+ya maNyta Ke, kem ke rag tara Sv$pmaH j n=I to te tne kem lawdayk =ay? qreqr to pyaRyne g/hvI‐KoDvI Ae vat p` ãƒmaH n=I¸ TyaH tuH prna je ragnaH g/h`‐Tyag potane mane Ae to nyuÅ im+yaTv Ke, kem ke prnaH g/h`‐Tyag Aa„amaH Ke j nih. ivcar to kr. xuH Òve rjkòne pkD–a Ke ke tene KoDe? S5I‐ku!uHb‐pirvar, mhel‐mkan‐hÒra ne \naid samg/I vgerene xuH Òve pkD–aH Ke ke Aene KoDe? bIlkul nih¸ Aene pkD–aHy n=I, ne Aene KoDvay n=I.

ÝÆ:- to dIÙa vqte muinraj Ae b\uH‐Frbar vgere KoDe Ke ne?

_¿r:- xuH KoDe Ke? Frbar vgere b\uH to ßyaH Ke TyaH j Ke. Ae to phelaH Ae pda=ÈmaH‐Frbar vgeremaH‐Aasi› htI te, vEraGyivxeØ =taH Sv$plInta ¹#‐ga# =va=I, KU!I Ôy Ke to muinraje Ae b\uH KoDI dI\uH Aem k=nma5 ƒvhar krvamaH Aave Ke bakI prãƒnaH g/h`‐Tyag vaStvmaH Aa„ane Ke j nih¸ dIÙakaze muinrajna Aa„amaH kaH{ F!‐v\ =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ vÏaidne KoDe ke Aaharne g/h` kre Aevo cair5 pyaRyno Svwav n=I, cair5 pyaRy to Aa„lInta$p Ke, temaH prna g/h`‐Tyag Ke j nih.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a icdanHd Ýwu pU aRnHdno na= Ke. tenamaH kdIy F!‐v\ n =ay Aevo teno TyagopadanxUNyTv Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa TyagopadanxUNyTvxi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aa xi› ãƒnI bIÒ AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke, ne AnHt gu nI pyaRymaH p` Aa xi›nuH $p Ke. te=I to ãƒ‐pyaRymaH F!‐v\ =tI n=I, A=aRtŸ ãƒ‐pyaRymaH prãƒnI FUs‐pe@ =tI n=I.

wa{¦ ApU R xuâ Ane pU R xuâ Aevo wed pyaRymaH wle ho¸ p` je ApU R xuâ pyaRy Ke tey F!‐v\ riht Aaqa‐pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. te=I Aek pyaRyne p` n mano to AaquH ãƒ isâ nih =ay, kem ke svR AnHt pyaRyono ipHD te ãƒ Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa to gjbnI vat Ke. Aa to QyalmaH Aave tevuH Ke, Aana pKI AguÌlFuTvgu namnI xi›nuH sU"m v Rn Aavxe. tenuH Sv$p to kevzIgMy kæuH Ke.

bH\ Ai\karmaH (jysenacayRdevnI !Ika) Aave Ke ke bH\na nax ma!e Aam wavna krvI. xuH¦ ke‐;huH inivRkLp KuH, huH wirtavS= KuH.' wirtavS= Ae!le pyaRy nih, p` wirtavS= Ae!le inüy xi›=I pirpU R wrpur wrelo AviS=t KuH. Ahaha...¦ AavI F!‐v\ riht AnHt xi›=I pU`R wrpur shj xuâ &ananHdSvwavI Ýwu huH KuH Lyo, Aa bH\na nax ma!enI wavna khI Ke.

sHvt 1964nI salmaH Ame vDodra mal leva gyela. Tyare TyaH ;sit AnsUya' namnuH na!k Ôeva gyela. te na!kmaH Aam vat AavtI. AnsUyane pu5 nhoto. te ßyare SvgRmaH g{ to tene khevamaH AaƒuH ke‐;ApuZSy gitnaRiSt'‐jene pu5 n hoy tenI sdŸgit =tI n=I. Aa to Aek mtnI AavI maNyta Ke, AevuH vStuSv$p Ke Aem n smjvuH. AhÄ to ¹ÚaHtma5 vat Ke. to SvgRmaH AnsUyane khevamaH AaƒuH ke‐pu5 rihtne SvgRmaH S=an n mze, ma!e nIce Ô, Ane phelaH je ko{ puruØ samo mze tene vr. Aam te nIce AavI ne Ý=m same mznar AH\ b/aï` sa=e te e lG™ kyaR. tene Aek pu5 =yo. mata AnsUya pu5ne paràmaH JulavtaH Aam khetI ke‐;be!a, xuâoDis, buâoDis, inivRkLpoDis, _dasInoDis'‐be!a, tuH xuâ Ko, inivRkLp Ko, _dasIn Ko. Lyo, na!kmaH p` Tyare AavI vEraGywrpur vato khevatI. ATyare to FÌ b\I grbD ={ g{ Ke. Are, jEnmaH p` Aa vat caltI n=I¦

AhÄ khe Ke‐i5kazI ãƒmaH kmI‐v<iâ =tI n=I. Aevo huH i5kaz inivRkLp, Awed, _dasIn KuH. Ahaha...¦ \m± Òv Aem wave Ke ke‐inTy inrHjn xuâ icda„ana sMykŸ ]âan‐&an‐Anu¤an$p, inüy inivRkLp smai\=I _Tpþ, vItrag shÔnHd$p, sday AnuwUitma5=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ke Aevo huH SvsHv>man pU R KuH. Ahaha...¦ rag‐äeØ‐moh=I riht, ãƒkmR‐wavkmR‐nokmR=I riht, pHceiNãyna ivØy ƒapar=I ne mn‐vcn‐kayna ƒapar=I riht Aevo i5kaz &anrs, AanHdrs, ]âars, cair5rs, xaHtrs‐Aem AnHt gu ona rs=I wirt‐pU R Aek huH KuH. j¡Ao, Aa wavna¦





ÝvcnsarmaH (ny Ai\kar) Aave Ke ke huH pota=I AxUNy KuH, pU R KuH Ane pr=I xUNy KuH. xuH kI\uH Aa? ke huH pr=I‐ragaid ivkar=I xUNy KuH, xuwaxuwwav=I huH xUNy KuH, huH svR ivwavpirìt=I riht KuH. hve Aam Ke KtaH loko to xuwwav=I kLya` =vanuH mane Ke. p` wa{¦ tarI Ae maNyta qo!I Ke, kemke xuwwav Ke te bH\$p Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke, Ane wgvan Aa„a tena=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ lokmaH ingod=I maHDI isâ pyÅtna svR Òvo injSvwav=I pU R wrpur Ke, ne pr=I xUNy Ke. ingodnI dxana kaze ke isânI dxana kaze‐svR AvS=aAomaH Aek &aykÝwu wgvan Aa„a inj cEtNy Svwav=I pU`R wrpUr Ke, ne pr=I xUNy Ke. wa{¦ ãƒSvwav i5kaz Aevo ne Aevo Ke, temaH kdIy F!‐v\ =tI n=I. Aha¦ AnHt AnHt kevz&annI ne isâdxanI pyaRyo Ýg!I Ôy toy ãƒSvwav to Aevo ne Aevo j F!‐v\ riht rhe Ke. Aam Sv$p=I ÝTyek Aa„a inivRkLp, wirtavS=, pU`R, icdanHdSv$p Ke. Aavo pU R injSvwav Ke tene SvIkarI tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH xuâta ne pU Rxuâta Ýg!e Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke.

smysarnI 34mI ga=amaH AaƒuH Ke ke‐Aa„ane ragna TyagnuH ktaRp uH namma5 Ke. prma=eR Aa„a ragna Tyagno ktaR n=I. Ae to potana Sv$pmaH ßyaH rm`ta‐iS=rta ={ TyaH ragnI _Tpi¿ j n ={ to te e ragno Tyag kyÈ Aem ƒvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. potanuH Sv$p injSvwav=I wrpur wyuÅ Ke, tenI Ýitit krI Sv$pmaH iS=rta krvI te cair5 Ke. Sv$piS=rta$p Aa cair5 ragna TyagSv$p Ke, te=I ragno Tyag kyÈ Aem namma5 khevamaH Aave Ke. prma=R=I ragno Tyag krvo Ae vat Aa„ane lagu pDtI n=I, kemke prma=eR wgvan &aykmaH ragnaH g/h`‐Tyag Ke j nih. Aha¦ Aava &aykSvwavne AnusrIne‐AalHbIne je pyaRy (cair5nI dxa) Ýg! =ay. te p` ragna g/h`‐Tyag riht Ke. Aa rIte ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 ey ragna‐ivkarna g/h`=I ne Tyag=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ AavI AlaEikk vat wgvan svR&na xasn isvay k–aHy n=I. p` xuH =ay? jEnmaH jNmelane p` AanI qbr n=I¦ wa{¦ jem iptanI mUDI‐varso hÇx=I sHwaze tem prm ipta‐jEn prme¬rno Aa varso qUb hÇx lavI sHwazvo Ôe{Ae. (temaH j potanuH kLya` Ke).

Ahaha...¦ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a Aekla (xuâ) cEtNySvwav=I pU R wrpur Ke. te prna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke Aavo Aa„ano Tyagopadan‐xUNyTv gu nam Svwav Ke. inj i5kazI ãƒnI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH weguH TyagopadanxUNyTv gu nuH pir`mn p` =ay Ke, je=I Ýg! pyaRymaH prãƒ‐prwavnaH g/h`‐Tyag =taH n=I, Ýg! pyaRy F!‐v\ riht Ke. Aa xuâ pyaRynI vat Ke, AhÄ Axuâ pyaRynI vat n=I. potamaH Ýg! =tI AavI pyaRy pU`R xuâ ho ke ApU R xuâ ho, te pyaRy pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ho to p` te pyaRy pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. ma!e te pyaRyne p` pU R khevamaH Aave Ke. hve Aavo marg jEn prme¬rno¦ Aa kaH{ kLpna=I éwo krelo marg n=I, Aa to vStuSv$p Ke wa{¦ kæuH Ke ne ke‐

ijn sohI hE Aatma, ANy sohI hE kmR¸yhI vcnse smj le, ijn Ývcn ka mmR.

Aha¦ AHdr wgvan &ayk pirpU R wrpur Ke. temaH Aa Aek xi› AevI Ke ke drek gu nI pyaRy pU R wirtavS= Ke, drek gu nI pyaRymaH TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nuH $p Ke. je=I &annI pyaRy pr&eyna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke, ]âanI pyaRy im+yaTvna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke, cair5nI pyaRy ragna‐ivkarna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke. AanHdnI pyaRy Aakultana g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ Aa to Am<tnaH JràH væaH Ke wa{¦ idgHbr sHto‐muinvro isvay k–aHy Aa JràH Ke nih. khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tuH pirpU R Ko na=¦ ne pirpU RmaH=I je pyaRy Ýg!I tey pU R Ke, prna g/h`‐Tyag riht Ke.

AaquH ãƒ Ke te gu I Ke, temaH xi›Ao Ke te gu Ke. te gu nuH AhÄ v Rn cale Ke. gu kho, Svwav kho ke stŸnuH sÀv kho‐b\ano Aek j A=R Ke. xÌmaH j AacayRdeve kæuH Ke ke‐—&anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI ¹iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ AivnawUt AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke,





te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.˜ xuH kI\uH? je AnHt xi›Ao Ke te AÊm$p Ke, ne xi›AonuH je pir`mn Ke te Êm$p ÝvteR Ke. AhÄ ÊmmaH AxuâtanI vat n levI, Êm$p ÝvtRta piràmmaH xuâtanI vat levI. AxuâtanI vat n levI, Axuâta Ke tenuH je &an =ay Ke te potanI pyaRymaH pota=I =ay Ke. AevuH j &annuH shj SvprÝkaxk sam+yR Ke. &annI pyaRy Svprne ÝkaxtI =kI pote pota=I j Ýg! =ay Ke. 12mI ga=amaH je kæuH Ke ke‐ƒvharny, ivic5 (Anek) v Rmaza sman hova=I, Ô elo te kaze Ýyojnvan Ke teno p` Aa j A=R Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

AhÄ Êmvt±$p Ane AÊmvt±$p je AnHt\mÈno smUh Ke te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke Aem kæuH Ke. temaH Aa xi› ne xi›van, Aa pyaRy ne pyaRyvan‐Aeva wed$p ƒvharne dUr (gaE`) krIne, xi›van je i5kazI Aek ãƒ Ke tenI ¹iÚ krvI AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy bhu su"m, AicNTy ne AlaEikk Ke.

AhÄ xi›nuH v Rn Ke te ãƒnI (ãƒ¹iÚnI) Ý\anta=I Ke. te=I Êmvt± piràmmaH AeklI xuâtanI j vat krI Ke. te xuâtana ÊmmaH AxuâtanI‐ƒvharnI naiSt Ke, AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. Ývcnsarna pirixÚmaH KeLle (nynuH) v Rn Ke te &anÝ\an k=n Ke. TyaH &anÝ\an xElI hova=I ragno ktaR AaTma Ke Aem kæuH Ke.

temaH sacuH k–uH smjvuH?

bþe vat ApeÙa=I sacI Ke. ßyaH je ApeÙa=I vat krI Ke TyaH te ApeÙa=I y=a=R smjvI Ôe{Ae. xi› Ae!le Svwav, Ane Svwavvan je Aa„a‐tenI ¹iÚ kravvI Ke TyaH AxuâtanI vat Ke j nih, kemke ãƒ¹iÚ inivRkLp Ke, teno ivØy p` inivRkLp Ke. Axuâta =ay AevI ãƒmaH ko{ xi› j n=I. t=aip ßyaHsu\I sa\kp uH Ke TyaHsu\I rag hoy Ke. ãƒ¹iÚnI sa=e je &an =yuH Ke te ragne p` Ô e Ke. &an to Sv‐prÝkaxk Ke ne? te=I &anÝ\an ßyaH k=n hoy TyaH ragnuH pir`mn potamaH Ke, te=I ragno ktaR pote Ke‐Aem pyaRy ApeÙa khevamaH Aave Ke. &anÝ\an k=nmaH ragno ktaR pote Ke‐Aem pyaRy ApeÙa khevamaH Aave Ke. &anÝ\an k=nmaH ragno wo›a p` pote Aa„a Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ivkarno AHx Òvno Ke Aem lI\uH Ke kemke Aek smyna ivkarI AHxne Ôe ka#I naqo to, 5` kaznI pyaRyono smUh te ãƒ‐Ae vat isâ nih =ay. AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH xuâ pyaRynI j vat lI\I Ke. xuâ pyaRy wle ALp ho, p` te pyaRy pirpU`R ãƒne isâ kre Ke, Ýisâ kre Ke AHx Ke te pUr` AHxIne isâ kre Ke. Aek AHxne ka#I naqo to pU R ãƒ isâ nih =ay. Lyo, AavI vat Ke.

AaºmImaHsamaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke‐Axuâ pyaRy ho ke xuâ pyaRy ho, te pyaRy Aaqa ãƒne isâ kre Ke, kemke ny‐_pnyna ivØyno smUh te ãƒ Ke. TyaH Axuâny p` lI\o Ke. Axuâta‐je rag Ke, te Êmvt± &annI pyaRymaH jày Ke. rag Ke to ragnuH &an =ay Ke Aem nih, SvprÝkaxk &annI Êmvt± pyaRy te smye pota=I j _Tpþ =ay Ke. ragne pr&eyp e Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke inüy=I to SvprÝkaxk &annI pyaRy &an j Ke.

svRdixRTvxi› ne svR&Tvxi›ne Aa„dxRnmyI Ane Aa„&anmyI khI Ke. svR& prne Ô e Ke ma!e svR& Ke‐xuH Aem Ke? na, Aem n=I. Aek smymaH potana i5kazI ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH &an kre, Ane prna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH &an kre AevI svR& pyaRy je Ke te Aa„&anmyI Ke. Sv$p=I j kevz&an Aek smymaH SvprÝkaxk Ke, prne Ýkaxe Ke ma!e svR& Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ Aa„&an$pe pir`mvuH‐Ô`vuH te Aeno Svwav Ke. prne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae to AsdŸwUt ƒvhar Ke. lokalokne Ô e AevI &annI pyaRy Ke te Aa„&anmyI Ke. lokalok Ke to Aa„&anmyI svR& pyaRy Ke Aem Ke nih.





sHvt 1983nI salmaH Aa ivØyne lgtI ccaR =yelI. Aek xe@ hta te khe‐lokalok Ke to kevz&annI pyaRy ={. Tyare Ame kheluH‐na, Aem n=I¸ kevz&annI pyaRy pota=I ={ Ke, lokaloknI Aene ApeÙa n=I. lokalok Ke ma!e kevz&an Ke Aem Ke nih. svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH Aa vat AavI g{ Ke. kevz&an lokalokne inim¿ Ke, Ane lokalok kevz&anne inim¿ Ke‐Aavo pa@ Ke. inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R xuH? bIÒ cIj Ke bs Ae!luH. lokalok Ke ma!e kevz&an Ke Aem Ke nih, Ane kevz&an Ke to lokalok Ke Aem p` Ke nih.

;vT=u shavo \Mmo' ‐vStu je wgvan &ayk Aa„a Ke AenI je xi›Ao, te Aeno Svwav Ke, Ane te Svwav Aeno \mR Ke. TyaH Aa \mR Ane Aa \m±‐Aem wednI ¹iÚ KoDIne \m±‐inj &ayk Ýwu _pr ¹iÚ deva=I pyaRymaH vItragta$pI \mR Ýg! =ay Ke. sday Aavo marg Ke.

p` Ame vrsI tp krIAe to \mR =ay ke nih?

\Uzey n =ay saHwzne. AHtrmaH marg smßya ivna qUb AakraH tp tpe to p` Ae to b\aH =o=aH Ke bapa¦ AHdrmaH AanHdno sagr wgvan Aa„a _Kze AenuH nam tp Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„amaH AHdr xi›$pe AanHd pU R‐pU R wyÈ Ke. TyaH Aa AanHd Ane Aa AanHddata‐Aevo wed ¹iÚmaH=I ka#I naqIne pU aRnHdSv$p inj wgvan &ayk _pr ¹iÚ krI AHtr‐rm`ta kre tene, jem smuãmaH wrtI Aave tem, pyaRymaH AanHdnI Koz _Kze Ke. AanuH nam tp Ane Aa \mR Ke¸ bakI to tp nih, laHF` Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

lokone wgvan kevzInI ]âa n=I. j¡Ao, ãƒnI pyaRy Ýitsmy Êmbâ =ay Ke. xaÏmaH (smysar ga=a 308‐311nI !IkamaH) ;Êminyimt' xBd pD–o Ke. teno A=R pH. ]I ihMmtwa{Ae ;Êmbâ' kyÈ Ke. wa{¦ Aa kaH{ song#nI vat n=I, Aa ko{ pÙnI vat n=I. Aa to vStuSv$p Ke, tene jem Ke tem SvIkarvuH Ôe{Ae.

ÝÆ:- p` tme Aa nvo marg k–aH=I ka#–o?

_¿r:- Aa nvo marg n=I bapu¦ Aa to Anaidno Ke. AnHta svR& prma„aAe khelI Aa vat Ke. vtRmanmaH Aa vat caltI n htI qova{ g{ htI‐te ATyare ÝisiâmaH AavI Ke.

sHvt 1972nI salmaH Amare sHÝdaymaH ccaR =yelI. Amara guÌwa{ khe‐wgvan kevz&anIAe ßyare jem =vanuH dI@uH hoy Tyare tem =ay j, ma!e Aapè vzI puruØa=R xuH krvo? te vqte Ame nvdIiÙt, ma5 rp vØRnI ëmr, ne ccaR nIkzelI to Tyare kheluH‐kevz&anIAe ßyare jem =vanuH dI@uH hoy Tyare tem =ay Ae to brabr¸ p` tmne kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar Ke? Ahaha¦ je kevz&annI dxamaH Aek smymaH AnHta isâo, AnHta ingodna Òvo siht K ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy siht jày te kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar Ke? jene Aeno SvIkar hoy tenI ¹iÚ inj &anSvwav _pr Ôy Ke, jvI Ôe{Ae Ane AenuH j nam puruØa=R Ke. AHdr svR&Svwav Ke tene Ô~ya ivna wa{¦ lokmaH svR& Ke Aem tuH k–aH=I nÞI krIx?

wgvan Aa„a svR&Sv$p pU R wirtavS= Ke. Aa vat xaÏomaH 5` jgaAe AavI Ke. smysar bH\ Ai\karmaH, svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH (jysen AacayRdevnI !Ika) Ane prma„ ÝkaxmaH Aa vat AavI Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR Òv inivRkLp, inrHjn, wirtavS= Ke. wirtavS= Ae!le xi›=I pU R wrela Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRman pyaRyne lÙmaH=I KoDI do to AHdr vStu Ke pU R prma„Sv$p‐svR&Sv$p Ke. tenI wavna krvI te puruØa=R Ke.

sHvt 1972maH Ame gjsukumarnuH ¹ÚaHt Aapta. ]Ik<*` wgvan ]I neimna=naH dxRn krva ha=I _pr besIne jta hta. temna nana wa{ gjsukumar qozamaH be@a hta. rStamaH ]Ik<* e Aek sonInI kNyane sonana dDe rmtI dUr=I Ôe{. kNya qUb Sv$pvan ne qUbsurt htI. tene Ôe{ne temè nokrne Aa&a krI ke‐Aa kNyane AHt:purmaH l{ ÔAo¸ gjsukumar sa=e Aa kNyanaH lG™ krvamaH Aavxe. nokro kNyane AHt:purmaH l{ gya.




17‐AguÌlFuTvxi› : 93

hve ]Ik<*`, gjsukumar sa=e wgvanna smosr`maH AavI phÇCya. wgvannaH dxRn krI wgvannI vaÌ saHwzva laGya. vaÌ saHwztaH j gjsukumarno puruØa=R AHdr=I _KZyo. teAo boLyo, —wgvn¦ huH to Aagar KoDI A`gar =va maguH KuH, muindIÙa AHgIkar krvanI marI wavna Ke.˜ j¡Ao, Aa puruØa=R¦ gjsukumare ßyaH wgvannI vaÌ saHwzI TyaH AHtl±n =vano puruØa=R _KZyo¦ wgvane dI@uH hxe Tyare =xe Aem manIne puruØa=RhIn n =ya p` AHdr vEraGywavna ÝdIº ={. teAo]I mata devkI pase rÔ leva Ôy Ke. khe Ke‐mata, huH muindIÙa AHgIkar krva [CKuH KuH mata rÔ Aap.

devkI khe Ke‐;be!a, devnuH Aara\n krva=I to taro jNm =yo Ke tuH keva keva laDmaH _KyÈ Ke? ha=Ina tazva jevuH Aa taruH komz xrIr¦ tne vnvas jvanI rÔ kem Apay? Tyare gjsukumar khe Ke‐mata¦ AHdr maro AanHdSv$p icdanHd‐inTyanHd‐pU aRnHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke temaH j{ TyaH j invas krva huH A\Ir KuH¸ hve Aek pz p` huH AhÄ rhI xkuH nih, ma!e he mata¦ mne rÔ deH. matane rudn krtI Ôe{ khe Ke‐mata¦ tare rudn krvuH hoy to krI le, p` hve huH Ù`var p` =owuH tem n=I¸ huH kolkrar kruH Ke ke frIne hve huH bIÒ mata nih kruH, hve huH (sHsarmaH) paKo nih fruH. hve huH inj xuâaTmanI xr`maH xIF/ j Ôë KuH. Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra, jene AHtrmaH kevz&an be@uH teno puruØa=R kevo inj &anSvwavnI sNmuq JUkI Ôy Ke¦ AanuH nam puruØa=R ne Aa kevzInI ÝtIit Ke.

vaStvmaH car AnuyognuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. Aa vItragta k–are Ýg! =ay? kevz&annI s¿ano je AHtmuRq ={ SvIkar kre tene vItragta Ýg! =ay Ke. kevz&an mane (‐khe) Ane vzI Aap e puruØa=R xuH krIAe? ‐Aem khe tene to kevz&an be@uH j n=I. vaStvmaH jene kevz&annI s¿ano AHtrmaH SvIkar =yo Ke te AHt:puruØa=± Ke ne tena kevz&anIAe wv dI@a hoy Aem Ke je nih.

Amne pUvRna sHSkar hta Ae!le Aa vat AHdr=I te vqtey AavtI. j¡Ao Aa puruØa=RnuH Sv$p. kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar kre tene to AnHto puruØa=R Ke, Ane wgvan kevz&anIAe te Òvna wv dI@a hoy Aem Ke j nih¸ kemke jgtmaH kevz&an Ke Ane tenuH sam+yR xuH? ‐Aeno SvIkar AHdr kevz&anSvwavmaH JUkva=I j =ay Ke. Aha¦ pUr` wirtavS= kevz&anSvwavI wgvan Aa„a Ke te F!‐v\ riht sday Aevo ne Aevo j Ke Aem SvIkarI tena Aa]ye pir`mvuH te \mR Ke.

Aam khI TyagopadanxUNyTvxi› pUrI ={.

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17: AguÌlFuTvxi›

;Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhain$pe pir`mto, Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`$p (‐vStune Sv$pmaH rhevana kar`$p) Aevo je ivixÚ (‐qas) gu` te‐Sv$p AguÌlFuTvxi›. (Aa Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhainnuH Sv$p —goMm!sar˜ xaÏmaH=I Ô`vuH. Aivwag pirCKedonI sHQya$p Ø!ŸS=anomaH pDtI‐smavex pamtI‐vStuSvwavnI v<iâhain jena=I (‐je gu =I) =ay Ke Ane je (gu ) vStune Sv$pmaH !kvanuH kar` Ke Aevo ko{ gu Aa„amaH Ke tene AguÌlFuTvgu khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI AguÌlFuTvxi› p` Aa„amaH Ke.)'





;Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhain$pe pir`mto, Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`$p Aevo je ivixÚ (‐qas) gu` te‐Sv$p AguÌlFuTvxi›' xuH kæuH Aa? Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH Aa ko{ AevI xi› nam Svwav Ke ke ÝTyek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu , v<iâhain =ay Ke Ane te Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`$p Ke. gjbnI sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ Ø!Ÿgu v<iâ Ø!Ÿgu hain Ane smy Aek. Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Aevo Òvno ko{ AicNTy AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke.

Aa AguÌlFuTvxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. AguÌlFuTv Svwav AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. AguÌlFuTv gu bIÔ AnHt gu maH Ke Aem nih, p` bIÔ AnHt gu maH AguÌlFuTv gu nuH $p Ke. Aa rIte dxRnnI pyaRymaH AguÌlFup uH Ke, &annI pyaRymaH AguÌlFup uH Ke, cair5nI pyaRymaH AguÌlFup uH Ke, [Tyaid. Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH je Aa mit&an, ]ut&an, kevz&an Aaid pyaRy =ay Ke temaH ÝTyekmaH Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ =ay Aevo AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke. Aa kevzIgMy Ke. pH. dIpcHdÒAe ;icdŸ‐ivlas' g/H=maH Aa xi›nuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. isâwgvan Ke temna ivØe Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhainnuH Sv$p kæuH Ke te ma5 TyaH ¹ÚaHt$p k=n Ke. bakI AguÌlFuTv gu nuH sU"m pir`mn kevz&angMy Ke, vcnAgocr Ke, tkR‐Agocr Ke. (j¡Ao, Aalap pâit p<. 89) wa{¦ ]ut&anmaH Ôe b\uH smÔ{ Ôy to kevz&anno idƒ mihma xuH?

Aha¦ kevz&annI pyaRymaH p` Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu` v<iâhain =ay Ke. kevz&an to Ke tevuH j Ke, 5`kaz‐5`lok siht lokalokne Ô e Ke Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =taH temaH kaH{ v\‐F! =tI n=I. Aha¦ Aavo j ko{ AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke je wgvan svR&deve kæo Ke ne prmagmmaH btaƒo Ke. Aa vat kaH{ tkR=I‐yui›=I pmay Aem n=I¸ te AagmÝma`=I manvI Ôe{Ae.

hve jene TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nI vatmaH pyaRynI pU Rta manvI k@` pDe Ke tene Aa Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhainnuH Sv$p smjvuH muXkel pDe AevI Aa vat Ke. khe Ke‐Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke. wle Aek smynI Ùaiyk smiktnI ke Ùaiyk &annI pyaRy ho, to p` temaH Aek smymaH Aa Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke Aevo Òvno ko{ AicNTy AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke.

Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke te Aa Ýma e:‐

(1) AnHtgu` v<iâ (2) AsHQygu` v<iâ (3) sHQyatgu` v<iâ (4) AnHtwag v<iâ (p) AsHQywag v<iâ Ane (6) sHQyatwag v<iâ.

Aa Ýma e hainna K bol:

(1) AnHtgu` hain (2) AsHQygu` hain (3) sHQyatgu` hain (4) AnHtwag hain (p) AsHQywag hain Ane (6) sHQyatwag hain.

Aa Ýma e Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain$pe AguÌlFuTv gu nuH ko{ sU"m pir`mn =ay Ke Ane te kevzIgMy Ke.

TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›maH Aem kæuH ke ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH kmI‐v<iâ =tI n=I Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aekek gu nI Aekek pyaRymaH F!‐v\ =tI n=I. Aek smynI &annI pyaRymaH, dxRnnI pyaRymaH, AanHdnI pyaRymaH, vIyRnI pyaRymaH, AnHt ctuÚynI pyaRymaH ne isânI pyaRymaH kmI‐v<iâ =tI n=I. wle ALp pyaRy ho to p` te F!‐v\ riht pirpU R Ke Aem TyaH kæHu Ke. Ùyopxm smiktnI pyaRy ho ke ÙaiyknI pyaRy ho, mit‐]ut&an ho ke kevz&annI pyaRy ho, cair5nI ALp inmRz pyaRy ho ke pUr` vItragtanI pyaRy ho, te Aekek pyaRy pU`R ãƒne isâ kre Ke ne prna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy F!‐v\ riht Ke, ma!e pU R Ke. Aha¦ AavI sU"m gHwIr vat kevzIna xasn isvay k–aHy n=I. Ahaha...¦ tuH kevDo mo!o Ko¦ wgvan¦ tne tarI mo!pnI‐ÝwutanI qbr n=I. Ahaha...¦ jenI ÝwutamaH k–aHy F!‐v\ =tI n=I Aevo wgvan¦ tuH pirpU R Ýwu Ko.




17‐AguÌlFuTvxi› : 9p

Ahaha...¦ Aa (‐AaTma) to mo!o diryo Ke. AsHQy Ôejnna ivStarvazo KeLlo SvyHwUrm` smuã to sa\ar` Ke. Aa„a to AnHt AnHt wav=I wrelo mhasmuã Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe wgvannI vaÌno mihma krtaH kæuH Ke ke:‐

AnHt AnHt wavwed=I wrelI wlI, ....... ijne¬r tÌ vaÌ ÔÌ te e ÔÌ Ke.

hve ’|vin ßyaH AavI Ke TyaH tenI vaCyvStu‐AnHt AnHt Svwav=I wrpur wgvan Aa„anuH xuH khevuH?

wa{, Aa xi›na v RnmaH to F uH F uH wyuÅ Ke temaH=I xi› Anusar =oDuH =oDuH khevay Ke. kHko5ImaH lqe Ke ne ke‐=oDuH lQyuH JaJuH krI manÔe ne mHDpnI xowamaH Aiwv<iâ krva vhelaH vhelaH AavÔe. tem AhÄ p` xi›na v RnmaH =oDuH kæuH JaJuH krI manÔe Ane AHt¹RiÚ krI Aa„anI xowa v\arÔe. wa{¦ taro AaTma SvSv$pmaH‐inj AekTv‐xuâTvSv$pmaH sday suÝiti¤t xowa$p Ke. Aha¦ Aavo teno AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke tene AozqI temaH j AHtl±n ={ pir`me te xowa Ke.

Aa $pazuH xrIr, vS5‐AawUØ`, \n‐sHpi¿ ne bag‐bHgla Ae to b\aH jD pudŸgl$p Ke bapu¦ Aena=I kaH{ Aa„anI Ýit¤a‐xowa n=I. Ae to b\aH pu~ykmRne Aa\In Ke ne ÔetÔetamaH ivlIn ={ Ôy Ke, ivqra{ Ôy Ke. SvSv$pmaH Ýiti¤t Aevo Aa„a‐cEtNyibHb Ýwu‐inj cEtNyÝkax=I SvyH xa¬t xowayman Ke. Ahaha...¦ tene AozqI, AHtr¹iÚ vDe TyaH j lIn ={ rhevuH te pyaRynI vaStivk xowa Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHtra„a ={ prma„a tuH =a Aena=I bIÒ k{ xowa? Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a‐cEtNy mhaÝwu AnaidAnHt potana SvSv$pmaH‐icãUpSv$pmaH j Ýiti¤t Ke, ko{ bIÔ (xrIraid) vDe tenI Ýit¤a n=I. Aava inj Sv$pna AalHbne pyaRymaH inmRz rTn5y$p nvI xowa‐Ýit¤a Ýg!e Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aho¦ Aavo Aa„ano AicNTy AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke je ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, AhÄ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ƒvharnI kaH{ vat j lI\I n=I. ƒvharna rsvazane‐pÙvazane to Aa vat bese nih. wa{¦ rag Aave tenuH &an krvuH te ƒvhar Ke. Ae &an to potanI pyaRymaH pota=I =ay Ke, ragne kar e nih. hve AamaH loko wDke Ke. Aem ke‐Aa inüy Ke, AekaHt Ke‐Aem khI teAo wDke Ke, ne wDkave Ke. p` wa{, Aa to sMykŸ AekaHt Ke bapu¦ sMykŸ AekaHtnuH &an =ay tene potanI pyaRymaH ApU Rta Ke tenuH &an =ay Ke AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. hve AamaH vaH\a _@avI tkrar kre, p` xuH =ay? (vStu j AavI Ke AemaH xuH =ay?)

ha, p` Frbar, ku!uHb‐pirvar, dukan‐\H\a vgere TyagvaH pDe ne¦

_¿r:- Are wa{, ragno Tyag p` ßyaH Aa„ana Sv$pmaH n=I TyaH prna TyagnI xI k=a? Frbar, ku!uHb‐pirvar [Tyaid KoD–aH Ae!le sHsar KoD–o Aem teH maNyuH Ke p` te maNyta y=a=R n=I. vaStvmaH to SvSv$pmaH lInta‐rm`ta =ye Frbar [Tyaid pr pda=È sHbH\I mmTv ne Aasi› m!I Ôy Ke, =taH‐_pjtaH n=I to te KoD–a Aem k=nma5 ƒvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. Are¦ lokone AHdr inivRkLp AnuwvnI dxa$p‐AtIiNãy AanHdnI dxa$p \mR Ke tenI qbr n=I, ne Aekla bharna Tyag vDe \mR =vanuH mane Ke, p` te maNyta y=a=R n=I.

sozmI TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nuH Sv$p to QyalmaH Aave AevuH Ke, p` Aa s¿rmI AguÌlFuTvxi›nuH Sv$p to AagmgMy Ae!le Aagm=I Ýmai`t krva yoGy Ke, te tkRgocr n=I, kevz&anmaH ÝTyÙ =va yoGy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH‐Aek smynI pyaRymaH, khe Ke, K Ýkare v<iâ ne K Ýkare hain Aem barey bol Aek sa=e lagu pDe Ke. drek gu`nI, drek smynI drek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu`v<iâhain =ay Ke. Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu





v<iâ, ne bIÔ smymaH Ø!Ÿgu` hain =ay Aem vat nih, ÝTyek pyaRymaH barey bol Aek sa=e lagu pDe Ke. wgvan svR& prme¬re Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu`v<iâhain ÝTyek pyaRymaH Ôeya Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo‐Ø!Ÿgu` v<iâhain$p =to‐pir`mto, Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`wUt Aevo Aa„ano ko{ AicNTy AdŸwut AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke. wa{, KÍS=na &anmaH AavI Ôy AevI Aa vat n=I. Ôe KÍS=na &anmaH b\uH AavI Ôy to kevz&anno mihma xuH? kevz&anmaH jày te b\uH KÍS= n ÔÌ xke. ha, Sviht A=eR Ýyojnwut hoy tene to KÍS= &anI‐sMyG&anI in:xHkp e Ô e Ke, t=aip Aa AguÌlFuTv gu nuH sU"m pir`mn to kevz kevz&an‐gocr Ke.

Aha¦ drek gu maH AguÌlFup uH Ke, tenI drek pyaRymaH p` AguÌlFup u Aave Ke. Aa Ait sU"m ivØy Ke. &annI kevz&annI pyaRy ho ke mit‐]ut&annI pyaRy ho, ÝTyek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke. ingodna Òvne AÙrna AnHtma wage &anno _FaD Ke temaH p` Aa Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke, ne kevzIne AnHt&an‐kevz&an Ke, temaH p` Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhain =ay Ke. AemaH Êm n=I‐Aek smye v<iâ Ane bIÔ smye hain AevuH n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aek j smymaH AnHtgu v<iâ, AnHtgu hain¸ AsHQygu v<iâ, AsHQygu` hain¸ sHQygu` v<iâ, sHQygu` hain¸ AnHtwag v<iâ, AnHtwag hain¸ AsHQywag v<iâ AsHQywag hain¸ sHQywag v<iâ, sHQywag hain‐Aem barey bol Aek sa=e hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„ano AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ane tenuH pyaRymaH sU"m pir`mn jevuH wgvane ÔeyuH Ke tevuH kæuH Ke. AhÄ tenuH Aa samaNy k=n kyuÅ Ke. xaÏmaH kæuH Ke ke Aa Ø!Ÿgu v<iâhainnuH Sv$p Ke te ]ut&angMy n=I, AagmgMy Ke. temaH tkR n _@avvo, kemke tkR=I bese Aevo Aa ivØy n=I.

Aa Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhainnuH Sv$p ;goMm!sar' xaÏmaH=I Ô`vayoGy Ke. Aivwag pirCKedonI sHQya$p Ø!ŸS=anomaH pDtI‐smavex pamtI‐vStuSvwavnI v<iâhain jena=I =ay Ke Ane je vStune sda Sv$pmaH !kvanuH kar` Ke Aevo ko{ AaüyRkarI gu Aa„amaH Ke tene AguÌlFuTvxi› khe Ke. Aivwag ÝitCKed Ae!le xuH? ke AHxne KedtaH KedtaH jena be wag n pDe Aeva Aek AHxne Aivwag ÝitCKed khevamaH Aave Ke. ingodna Òvna AÙrna AnHtma wagÝma` &anpyaRymaH p` Aava AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKed Ke. Are wa{¦ Aa ko{ AicNTy AlaEikk vat Ke Aem lÙ krI teno mihma to kr. Aa to‐

sheje smuã _lisyo, jemaH rtn tàtaH Ôy¸waGyvan kr vavre, AenI motIye mUi@yuH wray.

‐AavI AlaEikk vat Ke. AaS=a=I, ]âa=I, _Tsah ne _mHg lavI Aa kbule‐SvIkare te Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Aa cIj Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhain$pe pirìmt Ke KtaH ãƒna Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`$p Aa xi› ivixÚ gu Sv$p Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke wgvan Aa„a‐AnHtgu in\an Ýwu‐sday potana Sv$pmaH j Ýiti¤t rhe Ke‐!kI rhe Ke¸ te potana Sv$p=I pDIne kdIy pr$p‐jD$p ={ jto n=I, teno ko{ gu ANygu $p ={ jto n=I, t=a tena AnHt gu ãƒ=I KU!a pDI ivqra{ jta n=I, tem j ãƒnI‐Aa„anI ko{ pyaRy ANypyaRy$pe ={ jtI n=I. saE potpotana Sv$pmaH !kI rhe Ke. Aho¦ Sv$pmaH Ýiti¤t rheva$p Aa„ano Aa ko{ AlaEikk Svwav Ke. Sv$p F!e nih, v\e nih, Sv$pno ko{ AHx (gu`) kdI KU!e nih, ANy$p =ay nih, ne nvuH kaH{ temaH Aave nih. Aavo AguÌlFuSvwavI wgvan Aa„a Ke tene AozqI ¹iÚgt krtaH pyaRymaH inmRzta‐inmRzta Ýg!e Ke Ane Aa \mR Ke. gjbnI Agm‐ingmnI vato bapu¦ Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ AguÌlFuTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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18: _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›

Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›. (Êmv<i¿$p pyaRy _Tpadƒy$p Ke Ane AÊmv<i¿$p gu \/uvTv$p Ke).'

j¡Ao, AnHt xi›Aono ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› i5kaz Ke. kevI Ke Aa xi›? to khe Ke‐;Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›, AamaH Êmv<i¿$p A=aRtŸ Aek pKI Aek vtRva$p pyaRyo Ke, ne AÊmv<i¿$p A=aRtŸ Aek sa=e i5kaz vtRva$p guò Ke. ãƒmaH gu o b\a AÊmv<i¿$p i5kaz Aek sa=e pD–a Ke, ne pyaRy Aek pKI Aek szHg ëca{‐_|vRÝvah$pe Êmbâ =ay Ke. pyaRyo Êmvt± Ke, te=I Ême ÝvtRvuH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI pyaRyo _Tpadƒy$p Ke, ne AÊmv<i¿$p gu o \/uvTv$p Ke. Aam AaquH ãƒ Êm‐AÊmv<i¿ vDe _Tpadƒy\/uv SvwavvazuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

Are wa{, Aek smynI pyaRymaH wUl Ke, tene !aztaH ke!lo kaz lage? to khe Ke‐Aek smymaH te wUl m!I xke Ke, kemke Ême vtRvuH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI pyaRy Êmv<i¿$p Ke. Aha¦ je smye inj Svwavne ÔÌ Sv‐Aa]ye pir`me te j smye wUl m!I inmRz pir`mn A=aRtŸ moÙmagR Ýg! =ay Ke. xuH =ay? A&anI Òv Anaid=I inj Svwavne wUlI pr‐Aa]ye pir`me Ke te=I tene ivkarI pir`mn nam wUl Ane sHsar Ke. Ahaha...¦ Êm‐AÊmv<i¿$p vtRvana SvwavvazuH je Svãƒ tena ruic Ane lInta$p pir`mta Òv inmRz rTn5y$pe pir`me Ke Aa \mR Ke ne Aa j xi›nuH vaStivk pir`mn Ke.

pyaRymaH Êmvt±p uH to &anI A&anI bþene Ke TyaH A&anIne pra]ye pir`mvane lI\e Êmvt± Axuâ‐wUlvazI miln pyaRyo =ay Ke, ßyare &anIne Sva]ye pir`mvane lI\e Êmvt± inmRz‐inmRz smikt Aaid moÙmagRnI pyaRyo =ay Ke. Aa pyaRymaH wUl hovanuH ne wUl m!aDvanuH sHÙepmaH rhSy Ke. AavI vat Ke.

Aa Êm‐AÊmp e vtRvano Svwav Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH lagu pDe Ke, kemke Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH ƒapk Ke. Ae to Ý=m kheva{ gyuH Ke ke Êm Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta AnHt \mÈno smuday te Aa„a Ke. Aam drek xi›nuH _Tpadƒyp e Ême ÝvtRvuH Ane AÊmp e \/uv rhevuH te Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anma5 wavnI AHdr AavI jtI AnHt xi›Ao Aek sa=e pyaRymaH _Llse Ke, _Kze Ke. Aho¦ ãƒna b\ay gu no Aevo Svwav Ke ke gu p e \/uv rhIne te Êmvt± pyaRye pir`me Ke.

tuH saHwz to qro bapu¦ tara Aa„ãƒnI‐

‐Aekek xi› AnHt gu omaH ƒapk Ke.

‐Aekek xi› AnHtmaH (gu omaH) inim¿ Ke.

‐Aekek xi› ãƒ, gu , pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke.

‐Aekek xi› \/uv _padan Ke, Ane tenI pyaRy Ùi`k _padan Ke. temaH AÊme rhevuH te \/uv _padan Ke, ne Ême vtRvuH te Ùi`k _padan Ke.

‐Aekek xi›maH ƒvharno‐ragno ne inim¿no Awav Ke. Aekek xi› Ême ÝvteR Ke te inmRz pirìtAe ÝvteR Ke, ne temaH ƒvharno‐ragno ne inim¿no Awav nam naiSt Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ƒvharna ke inim¿na kar e AhÄ xi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke Aem Ke nih.

AhÄ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ƒvharnI vat j krI n=I. sa\kne dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaid ƒvharna‐xuwragna piràm hoy Ke qra, p` tene te ma5 Ô e j Ke, temaH tNmy n=I. &an rag=I KU!uH ne KU!uH j &anp e rhe Ke. tenI te &an pyaRy potamaH potana sam+yR=I pota=I j =ay Ke, temaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav j Ke. &annI pyaRy, smiktnI pyaRy, cair5nI pyaRy, AanHdnI pyaRy, prnI ApeÙa ivna j pota=I =ay Ke. AavI sU"m vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...¦





Ahaha...¦ Êm‐AÊmvt±pà$p Aa _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH (‐b\I AnHt xi›maH) ƒapk Ke, je=I ÝTyek gu maH je smye je pyaRy =vano kaz Ke te TyaH _Tpþ =ay Ke. ÝTyek smye pUvR pyaRyno ƒy ={ Êmvt± nvI pyaRyno _Tpad =ay Aevo Aa xi›no Svwav Ke mtlb ke Ýit smy Ême _Tpþ =vavazI pyaRy prne‐inim¿ne l{ne _Tpþ =ay Aem Ke j nih. dya, dan, pHcmhav/t Aaid$p ragnI mHdtana (wed rTn5yna) piràm Ke ma!e Ême inmRz rTn5yna piràm Ýg! =ya AevuH vStuna Sv$pmaH Ke nih. ãƒna shj pir`mnne, _Tpad‐ƒyne ko{nI ApeÙa Ke nih, JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ kæuH Ke ne ke‐;vat Ke JIÌ, ne lo#uH kape KIÌ.' lo#uH kapvamaH lo#anI KIÌ Ôe{Ae, bIj¡H kam n Aave tem Aa wed&annI sU"m vato Ke te AHtrna sU"m AWyas=I pmay tevI Ke, temaH S=Uz _pyog kam n Aave. Ahaha...¦ jene AHt¹RiÚ ={, xi›nuH pir`mn x$ =yuH te sa\k Ke. tene kaH{k rag Ke. p` te ragnI, xi› Ane xi›na pir`mnmaH naiSt Ke. Aam Aekek xi›maH ƒvharno Awav Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›nI inmRztanI AiSt, ne temaH ivkarnI ne ƒvharnI‐ragnI naiSt‐AavuH AnekaNtmy sa\knuH pir`mn hoy Ke.

‐vzI Aekek xi› Ke te pairàimkwave Ke. ko{Ae ÝÆ krelo ke‐

ÝÆ:- moÙmagR É–o wav Ke? Tyare kæuH‐ _¿r:- moÙmagR _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiykwav$p Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Ke

te pairàimkwave Ke. Aa xi›na inim¿e‐kar e je _Tpadƒy$p Êmvt± pyaRyo =ay Ke te inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$pe =ay Ke, Ane te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke ÙaiykwavSv$pe Ke. (jemaH je wav lagu pDto hoy te smjvo). Aa inmRz pyaRyomaH _dywavno Awav Ke, kemke _dywav xi›na kayR$p n=I. hve AamaH ko{ne =ay ke Amare ke!ke!luH yad raqvuH? Are wa{¦ Aava mÇFa mnu*ypà mZya ne AemaH tuH ATyare Aa nih smj to ke'id' smÒx? (Aem ke hmàH nih smje to pKI smjvanuH sam+yR j rhexe nih AevI AekeiNãyaid hlkI dxa AavI pDxe).

wa{¦ Aa svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a AHdr xi›Aono diryo Ke. temaH kevz&annI pyaRy jevI AnHtI pyaRyo Êmsr =ay Ke. kevz&annI pyaRy Ke te Aek smy pUrtI Ke, bIje smye AevI bIÒ =ay Ke. said AnHtkaz AevI pyaRyo Ême =ay Aevo vStuno Svwav Ke. AevI AnHt pyaRyono smuday te &angu Ke. tem ]âagu`nI AnHtI pyaRy, cair5 gu`nI AnHtI pyaRy, AanHd gu nI AnHtI pyaRy, ... [Tyaid. Aha¦ AavI AnHt pyaRy Ane AnHta gu ono ipHD te inj Aa„ãƒ Ke. hve Aava inj AHt:tÀvno AWyas kdI kre nih Ane bharmaH _pvasaid kre Ane mane ke kLya` ={ Ôy¸ p` \Uzey n =ay saHwzne, kemke vStu AevI n=I. lokone Aa AakruH pDe, p` wgvanno magR Aavo Ke wa{¦

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a stŸ xa¬t vStu Ke. temaH xi›Ao Ke te p` i5kaz xa¬t Ke. ãƒ Ke te pairàimkwave Ke, temaH rhelI xi›Ao p` pairàimkwave Ke. Aek xi› Ke te bIÒ AnHtne inim¿ Ke, p` Aek xi› bIÒ xi›ne (tenI pyaRyne) _Tpþ kre Aem n=I. drek xi›maH Êm‐AÊmvt±pà$p _Tpadƒy\/uvTvnuH $p Ke. &annI pyaRyno je smye inmRzpè Êmvt± _Tpad =ay Ke te &an gu no Êm‐AÊmvt±pàno Svwav Ke. _Tpadƒy\/uvTv temaH inim¿ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi›maH‐&an, dxRn, cair5, vIyR, SvCKta, Ýwuta [TyaidmaH ‐_Tpadƒy$pe je pyaRy smye smye =ay Ke te prnI ApeÙa ivna j, potana Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. Aavo j ãƒno _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Svwav Ke. Aam &anmaH mit&an, ]ut&an ke kevz&annI pyaRyno je Êmvt± _Tpad =ay Ke te Aa _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›na kar e =ay Ke. AavI sU"m gHwIr vat Ke bapu¦

ÝÆ:- car FaitkmRna Ùy=I kevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke‐xaÏmaH‐tÀva=RsU5maH to Aem kæuH Ke? _¿r:- ha, kæuH Ke. te inim¿nuH k=n Ke A=aRtŸ kevz&an =va kaze baæ inim¿ xuH hoy Ke tenuH temaH

&an kraƒuH Ke, bakI &an gu maH _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›nuH $p Ke te=I &annI kevz&an$p pyaRy tena kaze pota=I j Ýg! =ay Ke. kmRno Ùy baæ inim¿ ho, p` kmRnI ke bIÔ ko{nI temaH ApeÙa n=I. AavuH j vStuSv$p Ke.

;SvamI kaitRkeyanuÝeÙa'maH Aem kæuH Ke ke pUvRpyaRyyu› ãƒ te kar` Ke, Ane _¿rpyaRyyu› ãƒ te tenuH




18‐_Tpadƒv\/uvTvxi› : 99

kayR Ke. jEn tÀvmImaHsamaH p` pH. ]I fUlcHdÒAe Aa vat lI\I Ke. Ae to ãƒnI pUvR pyaRynuH &an kravva TyaH vat krI Ke. AhÄ Ae vatne ƒvhar gÌ _DavI dI\I Ke. wa{¦ _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Ae vStuno‐ãƒno Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒnI Aekek pyaRymaH shj SvtH5 _Tpadƒy smye smye =ay Ke. Aha¦ baæ inim¿na kar e pyaRyno _Tpad =ay Ke Aem n=I, ne temaH pUvR pyaRynuH kar`p uH Ke Aem p` n=I. potana Ême Ýg! =yelI pyaRy pote j tena _TpadnuH vaStivk kar` Ke. baæ inim¿ne, v/taid ƒvharne ne pUvR pyaRyne kar` khevuH te ƒvhar Ke bs. t=a vtRman Aek gu nI pyaRy bIÒ (bIÔ gu nI) pyaRynuH vaStivk kar` n=I. sMyGdxRnna kar e sMyG&an =ay Ke Aem n=I. (ivvÙa=I Aem khevuH Ae bIÒ vat Ke).

wgvan Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz \/uv... \/uv... \/uv Ke. tenI Aekek xi› p` \/uv Ke. te xi› Ane xi›van ãƒna wednuH lÙ KoDI AwednI ¹iÚ krva=I, Ahaha...¦ Awed xuâ cEtNyna tzmaH SpxR krva=I, SpxR krva=I Ae!le ke \/uvnI sNmuq ={ pir`mva=I inmRz pyaRyno shj j potana kar e _Tpad =ay Ke. Tyare pUvR pyaRyno ƒy p` pota=I SvtH5 =ay Ke. ko{ ko{na kar e Ke Aem Ke j nih. ãƒ‐gu \/uv Aek$p s¹x rhe Ke te p` pota=I j Ke. Aho¦ AavuH AlaEikk vStuSv$p Ke wa{¦ sa\kne vCce xuwrag Aave te ƒvhar ho wle, p` inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =vanuH te kar` n=I¸ ne pUvR pyaRy p` vaStivk kar` n=I. Aa b\uH JI uH pDe toy Ô`vuH pDxe hÇ. Aa jgtna hIra‐maèk‐motI, bag‐bHgla‐bgIca, S5I‐pu5‐pirvar ne Aa $pazuH xrIr Ae to kaH{ n=I wa{¦ Ae to bIÒ cIj bapu¦ Aene Ô`taH kaH{ suq n =ay, kemke AemaH suq n=I¸ SvsNmuq ={ne Sv nam inj xuâa„Sv$pne Ô`taH suq =ay Ke, kemke temaH suq Ke, Are te (‐pote) suqSv$p j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ane pyaRy Êminyt nih p` inyt‐Ainyt Ke. Aem Aa ivØyo pr vtRmanmaH Fò ivro\ cale Ke. Are wa{¦ Aa ivØyonuH y=a=R Sv$p smÒ ivro\ m!aDva jevuH Ke bapu¦

pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 1ppmaH inyt‐AinytnI vat AavI Ke. Aa ga=amaH Svsmy Ane prsmynI ƒaQya krvamaH AavI Ke. TyaH SvwavlIn piràmne inyt khel Ke, Ane ivwav piràmne Ainyt khel Ke. Ainyt Ae!le piràm Êminyt nih =taH Aagz‐paKz =ay Ke Aevo A=R n=I, p` Ainyt Ae!le SvwavmaH AnviS=t, SvwavmaH lIn nih AevI ivwav pyaRy Aem TyaH A=R Ke.

vzI ÝvcnsarmaH 47 nyno Ai\kar Ke. te 47 \mÈ Aa„amaH AekI sa=e Ke. TyaH p` kazny, Akazny kæa Ke.

;Aa„ãƒ kaznye jenI isiâ smy pr Aa\ar raqe Ke AevuH Ke.' vzI,

Aa„ãƒ Akaznye jenI isiâ smy pr Aa\ar raqtI n=I AevuH Ke.'

hve AamaH Akazno A=R pyaRy ÊmAinyt A=aRtŸ Aagz‐paKz =ay Ke Aem k–aH Ke? pyaRy to Êminyt Svkaze j _Tpþ =ay Ke, p` sa=e Svwav Ane puruØa=R hoy Ke te btavva ma!e TyaH AkaznynI vat krI Ke. vStut: Aek j pyaRy AekI sa=e kazny Ane Akaznyno ivØy =ay Ke. TyaH kazne gaE krI puruØa=R Ane SvwavnI ivvÙa hoy Tyare te Akaznyno ivØy =ay Ke. Aam ko{ pyaRy Aagz‐paKz =ay Ke Aem TyaH AiwÝay Ke j nih. vaStvmaH drek pyaRy Êmbâ potana Svkaze j _Tpþ =ay Ke.

Aha¦ jem ãƒna b\a gu Aek sa=e j ãƒmaH i5kaz svR Ýdexe ƒapk Ke, temaH kdIy F!‐v\ =tI n=I¸ tem ãƒna AnaidAnHt ÝvahÊmmaH 5 ekaznI Ýitsmy Ýg! =narI pyaRyono Svkaz inyt Ke. wa{¦ 5 ekaznI pyaRyono Ývah ãƒmaH inyt pD–o Ke, pyaRyonI Êminyt \aramaH kdI wHg pDto n=I. Aha¦ AavuH Êm‐AÊmvt±p uH Ae ãƒno Svwav Ke. hve AamaH ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Êmvt±p uH Ae!le pyaRyo Aek pKI Aek =ay bs Ae!luH j, p` Ême Ýg! =tI pyaRyo Amuk iniüt j =ay Aem nih, p` Aa maNyta brabr n=I. Êmvt±p uH Ae!le ãƒmaH pyaRyo Aek pKI Aek =ay Ae!luH j nih, ÝvahÊmmaH k–a smye k{ pyaRy =ay te p` inyt‐iniüt j Ke. jem sat var (som, mHgz vgere) iniüt Êmbâ Ke tem ãƒnI 5`kaznI pyaRyo





p` iniüt Êmbâ Ke. ;ÝmeykmlmatÅD' maH ;Êmwav'ne smÔvtuH nÙ5onuH ¹ÚaHt p` Aa j vat isâ kre Ke.

smysar, svRivxuâ&an Ai\karnI ga=a 308=I 311nI !IkamaH AacayRdeve Aa vat quLlI krI Ke. TyaH Ait SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐Òv ne AÒv b\a ãƒo potana Êminyimt piràmo=I _pje Ke. Êminyimt kho ke Êmbâ kho‐Aek j vat Ke. wa{¦ \/uv rhIne Êminyimt wave pir`mvano ÝTyek ãƒno Svwav Ke. AaquH ãƒ j AavuH Ke. Aha¦ ãƒna Aava Êm‐AÊmvt±pàna Svwavne y=a=R Ô e to pyaRyo AaDI‐AvzI‐AagzpaKz =ay, inim¿=I =ay ne inim¿=I bdlI xkay‐AevI ë\I‐ivprIt ¹iÚ m!I Ôy Ane tene SvsNmuq‐¹iÚ vDe inmRz pir`mnnI \ara x$ =ay Ke. Aam ãƒmaH =tI pyaRyo Svkaze Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke Aem in Ry krnarnuH Ôer Svãƒ wÌ, xuâ Aek &aykSvwav Ýit vze Ke Ane tene inmRz pir`mnnI Êmvt± \ara _Llse Ke. Aa \mR Ke.

ÝÆ:- smysar kzx!IkamaH kzx 2p2maH i5kazI ãƒne Svkaz khel Ke te xuH Ke?

_¿r:- smysar kzx!IkamaH kzx 2p2maH i5kazI ãƒne Svkaz khel Ke. vtRman pyaRyno wed paDvo tene TyaH prkaz khel Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke:‐ —Svãƒ Ae!le inivRkLpma5 vStu, SvÙe5 Ae!le Aa\arma5 vStuno Ýdex, Svkaz Ae!le vStuma5nI mUz AvS=a, Svwav Ae!le vStunI mUznI shj xi›¸ prãƒ Ae!le sivkLp wed‐kLpna, prÙe5 Ae!le je vStuno Aa\arwUt Ýdex inivRkLp vStuma5$pe kæo hto te j Ýdex sivkLp wed‐kLpna=I prÝdex buiâgocr$pe khevay Ke, prkaz Ae!le ãƒnI mUznI inivRkLp AvS=a te j AvS=aNtr wed$p kLpna=I prkaz khevay Ke, prwav Ae!le ãƒnI shj xi›na pyaRy$p Anek AHx äara wed‐kLpna, tene prwav khevay Ke.' j¡Ao bharna ANyãƒnI pyaRy te prkaz Ke Ae vat to k–aHy dUr rhI g{, AhÄ to ãƒnI potanI AvS=ane j wedkLpna=I prkaz khe Ke. wed _pr=I ¹iÚ _@avvI Ke ne¦ to prma=eR je Svãƒ Ke te j SvÙe5, Svkaz, Svwav Ke Aem khIne Awed¹iÚ kravI Ke. Aha¦ ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavna car wed p` qreqr i5kazI vStumaH n=I. hve Aam Ke TyaH pyaRy inim¿=I‐prãƒ=I =ay AevI pra]ynI vatne Avkax j k–aH Ke? vaStvmaH ÝTyek ãƒno _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Svwav Ke, Ane te=I ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy pota=I SvtH5 Ýg! =ay Ke, tenuH ko{ prãƒ kar` n=I, pUvR pyaRy p` tenuH kar` n=I. ãƒ pote potana Svwav=I j Aek AvS=a=I pl!Ine inyt AvS=aNtr$p =ay Ke. Aa to AekluH Am<t Ke wa{¦ Aano AHtrmaH in Ry kre tene wednI ¹iÚ t=a marI AvS=a ko{ bIÔe pl!avI dexe AevI pra]ynI ¹iÚ KU!I Ôy Ke, Ane Awed Aek &ayknI ¹iÚ ={ inmRz inmRz pir`mn =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ vStu i5kazI wgvan Aa„a Ke te gu ‐pyaRyna wed=I riht, kmR‐nokmR=I riht Awed Aek$p &ayk Ýwu Ke. temaH pUvR pyaRyno ƒy ={ nvI pyaRyno _Tpad =ay t=a vStu icNma5 sda Aek$p s¹x rhe tevo teno _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Svwav Ke. temaH prãƒnuH‐inim¿nuH‐kmRnuH kaH{ kar`p uH n=I. Are, tenI Aek xi›nuH kar` bIÒ xi› n=I, kemke Aekek xi›maH _Tpadƒy\/uvTvnuH $p Ke A=aRtŸ ÝTyek xi›nuH potanuH _Tpadƒy\/uvTv pota=I Ke. Aha¦ Aava potana Êm‐AÊmvt± Svwavne AozqtaH gu ‐pyaRyna wed _pr=I ¹iÚ qsIne, ¹iÚ Awed Aek &aykSvwav _pr =Hwe Ke, ne te ¹iÚmaH Ême inmRz pyaRynI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. Aa sa\k dxa Ane Aa moÙmagR Ke. hve loko potana AHtrHg Sv$pne Ô`va drkar kre nih ne bharna iÊyakaHDmaH moÙmagR manI rCya rhe, p` wa{¦ AevI iÊyakaHDna xuw ivkLp to Ae e pUveR AnHt var kyaR Ke. AemaH nvuH xuH Ke? ApUvR xuH Ke? Kh#alamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

muinv/t \ar AnHt var g/Ivk _pÔyo¸pE inj Aatm&an ivna, suq lex n payo.

Are wa{¦ tuH AHdr Ôe ne bapu¦ TyaH AHdr tzmaH Aeklo (inweRz) AanHd wyÈ Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem smuãna tizye sonuH, hIra, motI pD–aH Ke tem wgvan Aa„ana tzmaH &an, dxRn, AanHd, xaHit, SvCKta, Ýwuta [Tyaid AnHt gu rTnono wHDar wyÈ Ke. Ahaha...¦ te drek gu ‐xi›, khe Ke, potana _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Svwavne kar e pote potanuH kayR kre Ke, temaH bIj¡H ko{ kar` n=I. ãƒ¹iÚvHtne sMyGdxRnnI inmRz pyaRyno _Tpad =ay Ke




18‐_Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› : 101

te Svkaze pota=I =ay Ke temaH bIj¡H‐kmRno _pxmaid vaStivk kar` n=I. &anna _Tpad‐ƒy‐\/uv pota=I Ke, pr=I ke vaÌna karè Ke‐Aem n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHtrsNmuq pir`mta &anSvwav pote j ivxeØ &anp e pir`me Ke, vaÌna kar e &annI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke Aem n=I. AavI vat¦

ÝÆ:- to pKI ijnvaÌ saHwzvanuH xuH Ýyojn Ke?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ vaÌna kar e &annI _Tpi¿ n =ay, p` &anSvwavI inj &ayknI sNmuq ={ne pir`mta &an =ay Ke Aem smjvuH Ae ijnvaÌ saHwzvanuH vaStivk Ýyojn Ke. te=I ij&asune bhu ivny ne wi›pUvRk &anI pase=I stŸna ]v`no Ýem Ane _Tsah Aave Ke. ;vaÌ=I &an =tuH n=I ma!e saHwzvanuH xuH kam Ke?' AevI SvCKHdtano wav tene hoto n=I. stŸna ]v`kaze p` tene wav to AHdr potano j FUH!ay Ke. tenuH vl` Ane vjn inim¿ pr n hotaH, &anI je ãƒSvwav btave Ke tena pr hoy Ke. Aa j vaÌ saHwzvanuH Ýyojn Ke. &anIne p` varHvar stŸna ]v`no wav Aave Ke. temaH tenI ruicnuH Ôer Aek inj &aykSvwav pr hoy Ke, inim¿ pr ke rag pr tenI ruicnuH Ôer hotuH n=I. jene Aa„SvwavmaH j ruicnuH Ôer vzI Ôy tene vaÌ saHwzvanuH Ýyojn isâ =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{, tare bIÔ=I‐inim¿=I xuH kam Ke? AHdr tarI &anma5 vStumaH Aek sa=e AnHt gu o \/uvp e ræa Ke. Aha¦ AnHt gu nuH Awed Aek$p i5kazI Svãƒ‐temaH tuH ¹iÚ kr to AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =xe. Ahaha...¦ Svãƒna Aa]ymaH jtaH j &an, AanHd, ]âa, SvCKta, Ýwuta, vIyR [Tyaid b\I AnHt xi›Ao inmRzp e _LlsIne pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. Aha¦ te SvsHvednmaH‐SvanuwvmaH AnHt xi›nI inmRzta Aek sa=e smay Ke. Aho¦ Aavo AdŸwut cEtNy gu rTnakr Ýwu tuH Ko, AHdr njr krtaH j sMyGdxRn Aaid ApUvR ApUvR rTno Ýg! =ay Ke. hve AHdr #H#oze nih, ne bharmaH‐ragnI iÊyamaH ne inim¿maH‐faHfaH mare. p` te=I xuH =ay? \Uzey n =ay. AHtrsNmuqtana puruØa=R ivna b\uH j =o=e=o=aH Ke.

j¡Ao, Sv$pnI rcnana sam+yR$p Aa„amaH Aek vIyRxi› i5kaz Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐Sv$piS=t dxRn, &an, cair5, AanHd [Tyaid gu onI inmRz pyaRyonI rcna krvI te tenuH kayR Ke. j¡Ao, vIyRxi›nuH sam+yR¦ Ahaha...¦ Aa„a pote SvvIyR=I‐AHt:puruØa=R vDe potanI sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI inmRz pyaRyne rce Ke. inmRz pyaRynI rcna =ay temaH SvvIyRne KoDI ko{ prvStu kar` n=I.

-dev-guÌ-xaS5 tenuH kar` n=I. -prãƒ-kmR Aaid tenuH kar` n=I, ne -ƒvhar-ragnI iÊya tenuH kar` n=I.

Aa„a pote SvvIyR=I‐Ôg/t =yela AHt:puruØa=R=I j ktaR ={ne inmRz sMyGdxRnaid$p kayRne rce Ke. Aoho¦ potanI inmRz pyaRyone rcnaro Aa„a pote j AnHtvIyRvan {¬r Ke. AavI vat¦

ÝÆ:- ha, p` sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRyo Êmbâ Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke Aem Aap kho Ko, to pKI vIyRxi›nuH xuH kam? (Aem ke vIyR nam puruØa=RnuH AemaH xuH kam ræuH?)

sma\an:- Aem n=I wa{¦ pyaRyo Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke ma!e vIyRxi› kaH{ kayRkarI n=I Aem n=I. sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRyo to Êmbâ Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke Ae brabr Ke, p` Tyare vIyRxi›na kayR$p AHt:puruØa=R p` wego j hoy Ke. Aoho¦ inmRz rTn5yno Svkaz kaH{ Sv$psNmuqta ne Sv$plInta‐Sv$prm`tana AHt:puruØa=R ivnano hoy Ke AevuH n=I. vaStvmaH inmRz rTn5yna SvkazmaH AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyo wegI j hoy Ke, AHt:puruØa=R p` wego hoy j Ke. pyaRyo Svkaze Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke Ae Aek ivvÙa=I vat Ke, p` te=I kaH{ te kaze puruØa=Rno Awav hoy Ke AevuH n=I. &anma5 wavna pir`mnmaH AnHt gu nI pyaRyo AekI sa=e _Llse Ke Aem y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae Aa AnekaNt Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Are, prma umaH p` potanI vIyRxi› Ke, je=I SpxR, rs, gH\, v R Aaidgu o potpotana kayRnI rcna$pe pir`me Ke. drek gu potana kar e potana kayR$pe pir`me Ke prna kar e te kayR =tuH n=I. Aek KU!o prma u





sU"m Ke. te S=Uz SkH\maH wztaH S=Uz$pe pir`mn kre Ke, TyaH te potanI pyaRynI yoGyta=I sU"mmaH=I S=Uz$pe pir`me Ke temaH S=Uz SkH\ tene kar`wUt n=I. be gu` cIkaxvazo Aek prma`, car gu` cIkaxvaza ANy prma uH sa=e wztaH car gu cIkax$pe pir`mI Ôy Ke te potanI pyaRynI xi›nI yoGyta=I car gu` cIkax$pe pir`me Ke. inim¿na karè te prmaù car gu` cIkaxpè pir`me Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Ae ÝTyek ãƒno Svwav Ke, Ane te=I te (ãƒ) SvtH5p e pota=I j _Tpadƒy$pe pir`me Ke. Aha¦ SvsNmuqtana AHt:puruØa=RpUvRk inivRkLp Anuwv =ya ivna Aa Êmbâ AaidnuH y=a=R &an =tuH n=I. qalI ÊmbânuH nam l{ puruØa=RhIn =vuH Ae to SvCKHdta Ke, A&an Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„ane potana AHtrHg Sv$pnuH &an =ay Tyare j ANy ÒvpudŸglaid ãƒona ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH y=a=R &an =ay Ke. Aa vat smysar kzx!Ika, kzx 60maH khI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—jem AiG™ Ane paÌna _*`pà Ane xItpàno wed injSv$pg/ahI &an=I Ýg! =ay Ke tem. wava=R Aam Ke ke‐jem AiG™sHyog=I paÌ énuH krvamaH Aave Ke, khevamaH p` ;énuH paÌ' Aem khevay Ke, to p` Svwav ivcartaH _*`p uH AiG™nuH Ke, paÌ to Svwav=I xItz Ke‐AavuH wed&an, ivcartaH épje Ke.˜ j¡Ao, Aa wed&an¦ _*`ta paÌnuH Sv$p n=I, tem rag‐ivkar Aa„anuH Sv$p n=I. hve Aam Ke TyaH rag=I‐ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem k–aH ræuH? Aem Ke nih.

Aha¦ stŸ Ke te _Tpad‐ƒy‐\/uvSv$p Ke. tÀva=RsU5maH Aave Ke ke ;_TpadVyy\/aEVyyuÉtmŸ stŸ', tenuH AhÄ _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›$pe v Rn kyuÅ Ke. khe Ke‐Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTv xi›. temaH Êmv<i¿$p pyaRyo _Tpadƒy$p Ke, ne AÊmv<i¿$p gu o te \/uvta$p Ke. Aava Êm‐AÊmvt± wavono smUh A=aRtŸ gu pyaRyona Aek ipHD te ãƒ Ke. Aa„a Ane jgtna svR ãƒo Aava _Tpad‐ƒy\/uvSv$p shj pota=I Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj Aa„ãƒno in Ry krI ãƒSvwavmaH Aekakar ={ pir`me tene Svwav‐Aai]t inmRz inmRz pyaRyono _Tpad =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke.

ÝÆ:- smysar, ga=a 38nI !IkamaH pyaRyne Êm‐AÊm$p ÝvtRtI khI Ke te xuH Ke?

_¿r:- ha, TyaH bIÒ ApeÙa=I vat Ke. TyaH ;AÊm' Ae!le pyaRy Aagz‐paKz =ay Ke Aevo A=R n=I. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—icNma5 Aakarne lI\e huH smSt Êm$p t=a AÊm$p ÝvtRta ƒavhairk wavo=I wed$p =to n=I ma!e huH Aek KuH.˜ hve AamaH gitnI pyaRy Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke te=I tene Êm$p ÝvtRto wav khel Ke ne yog, kØay, leXya Aaid wavo Aek sa=e hoy Ke te=I tene AÊm$p ÝvtRta wavo khel Ke. ÝTyek gu maH =tuH pir`mn to Êmvt± j hoy Ke Aem y=a=R Ô`vuH. Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› pUrI ={.

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19: piràmxi›

;ãƒna SvwavwUt \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt (‐SpixRt), s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi›.'

j¡Ao, i5kazI Svãƒna lÙe =taH &anma5 wavna pir`mnmaH AekluH &an j n=I, p` &annI sa=e ]âa, AanHd, vIyR Aaid AnHt xi›Ao wegI _Llse Ke temaH Aek ;piràmxi›' Ke. kevI Ke Aa piràmxi›? to khe Ke‐;ãƒna SvwavwUt \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi› Ke.' j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke Aa„a ãƒ Ke tena SvwavwUt \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad Ke. \/aEƒ‐inTy !kvap uH ãƒna Svwav=I j Ke, ne Ù e Ù e pyaRyna =taH _Tpad‐ƒy p` ãƒna Svwav=I j Ke. mtlb ke _Tpad‐ƒy‐\/aEƒ 5 ey pr=I n=I. prne‐inim¿ne lI\e Aa„ana piràm _pje Ke Aem n=I.




19‐piràmxi› : 103

vzI ãƒnI je s¿a‐AiStTv Ke te \/aEƒ‐_Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt Ke. mtlb ke \/aEƒ‐\/uvta ne _Tpad‐ƒy kaH{ 5` iwþ‐iwþ s¿a n=I, p` 5èy mzIne Aek s¿a‐AiStTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ 5 ey=I AailHigt Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi› Ke. \/aEƒnI ApeÙaAe te (‐AiStTvAe) s£x Ke ne _Tpad‐ƒynI ApeÙaAe te ivs£x Ke. Aha¦ Aava s£x‐ivs£x$p Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi› Ke. bhu JI uH wa{¦ p` |yan raqe to pkDay AevuH Ke.

wa{¦ Aa kaH{ k=a vataR n=I. Aa to tÀv&anno ivØy‐bhu sU"m bapu¦ khe Ke‐wgvan Aa„a ãƒ Ke te \/aEƒ‐_Tpad‐ƒy 5 ene Aek smymaH AailHgn kre Ke. gjb vat wa{¦ Ôe \/aEƒ n hoy to piràm xamaH =ay? ne Ôe _Tpad‐ƒy n hoy to piràm kevI rIte =ay? \/aEƒ‐_Tpad‐ƒy 5èy AekI sa=e hoya ivna piràmxi› bnI xke nih. te=I kæuH ke‐\/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI piràm xi› Ke. ;sdŸãVy lÙ`mŸ' ne ;_TpadVyy\/aEVyyu›mŸ stŸ'‐Aeva je be mhan sU5o tÀva=RsU5maH Aaƒa Ke te AamaH sma{ Ôy Ke. AhÄ AiStTvma5 khIne Aek stŸ‐s¿a btavI Ke.

wa{¦ ÝTyek ãƒ Ýitsmy potana \/aEƒ‐_Tpad‐ƒyne AailHgn kre Ke. smysar ga=a 5`maH Aave Ke ke‐ÝTyek ãƒ potana \mÈna cÊne cuHbe Ke, p` prne SpxRtuH n=I. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐—keva Ke te svR pda=È? potana ãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhel potana AnHt \mÈna cÊne cuHbe Ke‐SpxeR Ke top` jeAo prSpr AekbIÔne SpxR krta n=I.˜ j¡Ao, Aam vStuSv$p Ke KtaH ke!lak loko mane Ke ke‐kmR=I ivkar =ay Ke, p` te maNyta brabr n=I. kmRno _dy ÒvnI pyaRyne ADto suâaH n=I to kmRna _dy=I Òvne ivkar kem =ay? Ae to Òv pote prno sHg kre Ke ma!e ragaid ivkar =ay Ke. Are¦ potana AsHg Sv$pne wUlI A&anI Òv prno sHg kre Ke te=I tene pyaRymaH ragäeØaid ivwav wavo _Tpþ =ay Ke. wa{¦ ivkar =ay Ke te ÒvnI potanI tevI yoGyta=I =ay Ke. pr=I‐kmR=I te =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih.

ÝvcnsarmaH 47 nyno Ai\kar Ke. temaH Aek [¬rny kæo Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Aa„ãƒ [¬rnye prtH5ta wogvnar Ke, \avnI dukane \vDavvamaH Aavta musafrna bazknI mafk.˜ Aam Òv pote inim¿ne Aa\In ={ne pyaRymaH pra\In ={ ivkar$pe pir`me AevI tenamaH yoGyta Ke. kmRne l{ne ivkar =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.

AhÄ khe Ke‐wa{¦ tarI cIjmaH \/aEƒ‐_Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI piràm‐xi› Ke. xi› \/uv Ke te _Tpad‐ƒy$pe pyaRymaH pir`me Ke. temaH \/uv Ke te s£x Aek$p Ke, Ane _Tpad‐ƒy Ke te ivs£x Ke. _Tpad‐ƒy Aek srqa n=I, prSpr ivruâ Ke ma!e tene ivs£x khel Ke. \vlmaH temne (_Tpad‐ƒy‐\/aEƒne) ivruâ Ane Aivruâ kæa Ke. _Tpad‐ƒy ivruâ Ke, Ane i5kazI \/uv s£x te Aivruâ Ke. ƒy Ke te pUvR pyaRyno Awav Ke, ne _Tpad Ke te vtRman pyaRyno wav Ke. Aek wav$p ne bIÔe Awav$p Ke, te=I _Tpad‐ƒy Ke te ivruâ A=aRtŸ ivs£x Ke Ane \/aEƒ Ke te Aivruâ A=aRtŸ s£x Ke. \/uv kho, Aek kho, samaNy kho, s£x kho‐b\u Aek j Ke.

Aa smje to jNm‐mr`na AHt AavI Ôy AevI Aa cIj Ke. dya, dan, pUÔ, wi› [Tyaid wav to Òv Anaid=I kyaR kre Ke, p` te kaH{ \mR n=I. AHdr Aa„a xuâ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Ke, tenI AHtrmaH ¹iÚ =ya ivna \mR ={ Ôy AevuH Sv$p n=I. Are wa{, Aa„amaH ko{ AevI xi› n=I ke ivkar krave, wvw/m` krave. xi› Ane xi›van ãƒ i5kaz \/uv piv5 prma„Sv$p Ke, ne tene ¹iÚmaH leta piv5tano‐inmRz piràmno _Tpad =ay Ke. AhÄ inmRz‐piv5 piràmnI j vat Ke, AhÄ milntanI vat j n=I. inmRz piràm te Êmvt± Ane inmRz gu o te AÊmvt±‐te b\ano smuday te Aa„a Ke Aem AhÄ vat Ke.

to inymsar, ga=a 38maH i5kazI \/uvne inüy Aa„a kæo Ke? ha, TyaH ¹iÚno ivØy isâ krvo Ke. jenI ¹iÚ krI pir`mta inmRz‐inmRz piràm =ya kre te

¹iÚno ivØy TyaH btavvo Ke. te=I TyaH i5kazI \/uvne inüy Aa„a kæo ne pyaRy inmRz ho top` te ƒvhar Aa„a Ke Aem TyaH kæuH Ke. |yan raqIne smjvuH bapu¦ Aa ivØy bhu sU"m gHwIr Ke. ko{ inüy‐inüy Aek AekluH





kæa kre to Aem vat n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHdr kar`prma„a‐inTyanHd, icdanHd \/uv Ýwu‐i5kaz ibraje Ke. tenI ÝtIit‐AHt¹RiÚ Ane Anuwv =taH je inmRz‐inmRz pyaRyno _Tpad =ay tene AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. ApeÙa brabr smjvI Ôe{Ae.

j¡Ao, AhÄ piràmxi›nI vat cale Ke. ko{ne Aem =ay ke 18mI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Ane Aa 19mI piràmxi› bþe Aek Ke p` Aem n=I. Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› khI, ßyare AhÄ Aa piràmxi›maH, \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi›‐Aem khel Ke. Aam bþemaH fer Ke.

wa{¦ s£x Ane ivs£x Aeva bþe SvwavvazuH taruH AiStTv Ke. _Tpad‐ƒy ivs£x A=aRtŸ ivruâ Ke, ne \/uv te s£x A=aRtŸ Aivruâ Ke. smysar, ga=a 3nI !IkamaH Aa vat AavI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—jeAo !HkoTkI R jeva (xa¬t) iS=t rhe Ke Ane smSt ivruâ kayR Ane Aivruâ kayRna hetupà=I jeAo hHmexaH iv¬ne _pkar kre Ke‐!kavI raqe Ke.˜ AamaH _Tpad‐ƒyne ivruâ kayR khel Ke, ne \/aEƒne Aivruâ. AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH tene s£x‐ivs£x khel Ke. \/aEƒ i5kaz Aek$p Ke te=I s£x Ane pyaRy _Tpad‐ƒy$p‐wav‐Awav$p Aem bep e Ke te=I ivs£x Ke. Aha¦ Aava s£x‐ivs£x$p Aek AiStTvma5myI piràmxi› Ke.

hve je pir`mn =ay Ke te gu maH=I =ay Ke ke ãƒmaH=I =ay Ke? ;icdŸivlas'maH AanuH sma\an kyuÅ Ke ke‐ãƒ pir`me Ke, gu nih. pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH Ke Ae

babt icdŸivlasmaH nIce mujb SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke: —ko{ ÝÆ kre Ke ke‐gu äar=I je pirìt épÒ te gu nI Ke ke ãƒnI Ke? Ôe gu nI hoy to gu o AnHt Ke te=I pirìt p` AnHt hoy¸ Ane (Ôe te pirìt) ãƒnI hoy to gu pirìt xa ma!e kho Ko?‐

tenuH sma\an:- Ae pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH Ke ãƒ gu ono puHj Ke, te potana gu $pe pote j pir`me Ke¸ te=I gu`my pir`mta (tene) gu`pyaRy khIAe. te=I ãƒnI pirìt, gu`nI pirìt‐Aem to khIAe KIAe prHtu Aa pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. AenI saÙI sU5ÒmaH (tÀva=RsU5maH) dI\I Ke ke‐ ;ãVya]ya inguR a gu a:' ãƒna Aa]ye gu Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. ;gu`pyRyvdŸ ãVymŸ' (‐gu pyaRyvazuH ãƒ Ke)‐Aem p` kæuH Ke. pyaRyvazuH ãƒ j kæuH, (p`) gu n kæo.˜... —pir`mnxi› ãƒ=I Ke. ãƒ gu`lÙ`$pe pir`me Ke, te=I Êm‐AÊm Svwav ãƒno kæo Ke.˜ Ane AhÄ p` Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ono smuday te Aa„a Aem Ý=m vat krI Ke.

j¡Ao, \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad Aem 5`=I AailHigt s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke AevI piràmxi› pir`me Ke to pirìt ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. ma!e xi› Ane xi›van Aevo je wed Ke tenuH lÙ KoDI de, kemke wedna lÙe sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz piràm =ta n=I. wed Ke te to Awedne btavva pUrto Ke. te=I wednuH lÙ KoDI Awedne g/h` kr. Ahaha...¦ Awed Aek$p samaNy AbâSp<Ú je \/uv Svwavwav Ke tenI ¹iÚ krI temaH j Aekag/ =a¸ te=I sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR Ýg! =xe. marg Aa Ke wa{¦

AhÄ ãƒ¹iÚ kravvI Ke. piràmxi› Ke A=aRtŸ piràm ãƒno Svwav Ke Ae!le ãƒnuH pir`mn =taH tenI ivxeØta‐gu nuH pir`mn‐=ay Ke, te=I pirìt ãƒ=I _@e Ke, gu =I nih. ãƒ pote j potanI ivxeØta$p pir`mI Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ \mR krvo hoy to AavI je potanI cIj Ke tenuH &an wlI Ýkar krvuH pDxe wa{¦ Aa tmaraH hIra‐motI ne bag‐bHgla temaH kam nih Aave. Aa to fursd l{ne smjva jevI cIj Ke bapu¦

piràmxi› khI temaH xi›=I pirìt _@tI n=I. qreqr ãƒ j ãve Ke, ãƒ=I pirìt _@e Ke. pHcaiStkay ga=a 9maH mUz pa@maH kæuH Ke ke‐—te te sdŸwavpyaRyone je divyid-ãvit‐ãve Ke‐gCKid-gCKit‐ pame Ke, tene (svR&o) ãƒ khe Ke‐ke je s¿a=I AnNywUt Ke.˜ Aa mUz pa@ Ke. AhÄ gu ãve Ke Aem n=I kæuH, p` ãƒ ãve Ke Aem kæuH Ke. ]I jysenacayRdevnI !IkamaH p` AhÄnI mafk j ;ãvit gCKit' no Aek A=R to ;ãve Ke A=aRtŸ pame Ke' Aem krvamaH Aaƒo Ke, te _praHt ;ãvit Ae!le SvwavpyaRyone ãve Ke Ane gCKit Ae!le ivwavpyaRyone pame Ke' Aevo bIÔe A=R p` TyaH krvamaH Aaƒo Ke. AhÄ to ãƒ xuâta$pe




19‐piràmxi› : 10p

pir`me Ke Aem vat Ke, AhÄ Axuâtana pir`mnnI vat j n=I. pir`mn =ay te piràmxi›nuH kayR Ke, p` te pir`mn ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. ãƒ pote gu ‐lÙ`$pe pir`me Ke te=I Êm‐AÊmSvwav ãƒno kæo Ke. AavI JIÌ vat¦ waØa to srz Ke, p` wav ëDo gHwIr Ke.

ãƒnuH pir`mn =ay Ke Tyare weguH gu nuH pir`mn AivnawavIpè hoy Ke, p` AhÄ ãƒ ãvit‐ ãve Ke Aem khIne wednI vasna m!aDI ãƒ¹iÚ kravI Ke. paÌmaH jem trHg _@e Ke tem vStu je ãƒ Ke temaH trHg _@e Ke. gu ãve Ke, pyaRy ãve Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke te wednuH k=n Ke. vaStvmaH AanHdnI je pirìt _@e Ke te AanHd gu maH=I nih, ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke. sMyGdxRn$p inmRz ]âannI je pirìt _@e Ke te ]âa gu`maH=I nih p` ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke. ]âa gu` sMyGdxRn$pe =yo Ke Ae to wedk=n Ke. prma=eR i5kazI ãƒ je wgvan Aa„a Ke te sMyGdxRn$pe pir`t =ay Ke. Aam gu pir`me Ke Aem n leta ãƒ pir`me Ke Aem levuH prma=R Ke. wa{¦ Aa to vItrag wgvanno magR¦ Ae to vItragtamy j hoy Ke. Aha¦ te vItragta kem Ýaº =ay? to khe Ke‐i5kazI xuâ je inj Aa„ãƒ Ke tenuH lÙ krI pir`mta vItragta Ýaº =ay Ke. Aavo marg jem Ke tem y=a=R Ô`vo‐smjvo Ôe{Ae. Aha¦ Aa„a Aek smymaH AnHt Svwavno sagr Ke. teno Aa]y leta AnHt xi›na pir`mn siht ãƒ‐Aa„a _Kze Ke tene piràmxi› kayR$p‐pir`t ={ Aem wed=I khevamaH Aave Ke.

ÝÆ:- hve Aavo nvo marg k–aH=I ka#–o?

_¿r:- Aa nvo marg n=I wa{¦ Aa to AnHta tI=ÅkroAe idƒ|vin äara btavelI vat Ke. Ane te prHpraAe Anaid=I Ývah$pe calI AavI Ke. Aa vat hmàH caltI n htI Ane AhÄ=I ÝisiâmaH AavI te=I nvI lage Ke.

ÝÆ:- xuH AavuH smßya ivna \mR n =ay?

_¿r:- wa{¦ Ý=m \mR xuH Ke, ne te kem =ay te b\uH Ô`vuH‐smjvuH Ôe{Ae. tÀvnI vaStivk smj` kyaR ivna tÀv¹iÚ‐AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kevI rIte =ay? Ane AHtmuRq ¹iÚ =ya ivna \mR kevI rIte =ay? AnHt kaznaH du:q m!aDvano _pay to brabr Ô`vo Ôe{Ae ne?

ÝÆ:- to xuH ityÅy smikt pame tene AavuH b\uH &an hoy Ke?

_¿r:- ha, ityÅcone sMyGdxRn =taH sate tÀvonuH &an‐]âan ={ Ôy Ke. maruH ãƒ je Aa pU R AanHdSv$p Ke te huH ÒvtÀv KuH, du:qnuH vedn te Aas/v, bH\ Ke Aa AanHdnuH vedn =yuH te sHvr, injRra Ke. Aam, xBdonuH wle tene &an n hoy to p`, wavnuH wasn ityÅy sMyG¹iÚne p` brabr hoy Ke. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aa ivØyno qulaso kyÈ Ke. wogwUimmaH Ùaiyk smiktI ityÅco Ke temne sat tÀvna wavnuH wasn y=a=R hoy Ke. sMyGdxRn =va phelaH ityÅcna Aayu*yno bH\ pDI gyo hoy to te Òv wogwUimno ityÅc =ay Ke. te Ùaiyk smikt l{ne p` ityÅcmaH Ôy Ke. hve te Òvne TyaH kdac sat tÀvna namnI qbr n hoy p`, sate tÀvona wavnuH y=a=R wasn to hoy Ke.

ãƒ stŸ, gu` stŸ Ane pyaRy stŸ Aem te 5è stŸ khevay, p` vaStvmaH stŸ 5` n=I, 5è mzIne Aek stŸ Ke. stŸ ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke. Ahaha...¦ \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt stŸ ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke. Aa rIte jgtnaH svR ãƒo stŸ Ke. te=I svR ãƒonuH !kIne bdlvap uH Ke te potpotana Svwav=I j Ke, ko{na kar e bIÔ ko{nuH bdlvap uH Ke j nih. Aa Ýma e Sv‐prnI s¿a iwþ‐iwþ hova KtaH, prvStuna kayÈ huH kruH KuH Aem je mane Ke te prvStunI SvtH5 s¿ano [Nkar krI, prne potane Aa\In manI tenI Sva\Intane h`va [CKe Ke. p` Are, prvStu tene Aa\In ={ne pir`mtI n=I. piràme A&anI Òv prna Aa]ye pir`mto =ko Aakuz‐ƒakuz ={ potanI s¿ane j h e Ke. A&anI prnI s¿amaH Falmel krva Ôy Ke, p` Aem bnvuH sHwivt n=I, te=I TyaH ivsHvad éwo =ay Ke, tenI xaHit hày Ke, tene AxaHit Ane du:qpU R sHsar j fze Ke. Aa Ýma e tÀvna vaStivk Sv$pne Ô~ya ivna Òv du:qI =ay Ke.





ãƒna SvwavwUt \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt AiStTvma5myI piràmxi› Ke. \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpadne AailHgn krvuH Ae ãƒ‐Svwav Ke. ãƒ potana gu pyaRy$p \mÈne cuHbe Ke, p` ãƒ prne cuHbtuH n=I. te=I kmeR Òvne heran kyÈ Ke Ae maNyta brabr n=I¸ kemke kmRno _dy Òvna ivkarne ADto n=I, ne Òvno ivkar kmRna bH\ne ADto n=I. Òv potana _l!a pir`mnnI yoGyta=I car gitmaH rqDe Ke. Aha¦ tarI Axuâta p` mo!I Ane xuâta p` mo!I‐Aem AnuwvÝkaxmaH kæuH Ke. potanI Axuâta=I Òv rqDe Ke, kmRna kar e rqDe Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ tI=ÅkrdevnI ’ vaÌ Òve AnHt var saHwzI Ke, p` Aene tÀv¹iÚ ={ nih, potana piràm ãƒ sNmuq vZya nih te teno potano doØ Ke, temaH kmRno _dy bIlkul kar` n=I. (kmRno _dy to inim¿ma5 Ke).

icdŸivlas pa. 33 _pr piràmxi›na v RnmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—Aek Awed vStumaH svR isiâ Ke, jem cHã Ane cHãno Ýkax Aek j Ke. samaNyta=I inivRkLp Ke ivxeØta=I ix*yne Ýitbo\ krvamaH Aave Tyare jem jem ix*y, guÌna Ýitbo\va=I gu nuH Sv$p ÔÌ ÔÌne ivxeØ wedI =to Ôy tem tem te ix*yne AanHdna trHg _@e, te smye vStuno inivRkLp AaSvad kre. Aa kar e gu ‐gu Ino ivcar yoGy Ke. gu na ivxeØne (piràm) kæa Ke Aa piràm=I j _Tpad‐ƒy vDe vStunI isiâ Ke Aem khIAe KIAe. ˜ Aam wed äara AwednuH &an kravvanuH Ýyojn Ke.

Aa xi›nuH pir`mn ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih, kemke gu ãƒna Aa]ye Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. vzI gu pyaRyvazuH ãƒ Ke Aem kæuH Ke TyaH pyaRyvazuH ãƒ j kæuH (p`) gu n kæo. Aam gu wednI vasna m!aDI ãƒ¹iÚ kravI Ke.

ÝÆ:- Ôe Aem Ke to Aa xi›Aone j¡dI j¡dI smjvanI ksrt xuH kam krvI?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa xi›Ao y=a=R smje to AHtrmaH AanHdna trHg _Kze AevI Svwav¹iÚno puruØa=R Ôg/t =ay Ke. Aa smjvuH te qalI ;ksrt' n=I, p` AnHt kazno =ak _tarvana puruØa=Rno marg Ke bapu¦ Aekek xi›ne y=a=Rp e smÒ xi›van ãƒnI ¹iÚ kre TyaH Awed Aek &anma5 vStu Aa„anuH pir`mn =ay Ke ne wegI temaH AnHtI xi›Ao Aek sa=e _Kze Ke. Aa rIte AnHt gu =I Awed inj Aa„vStunI ¹iÚ kravva Aa xi›AonuH v Rn Ke. vStu‐Aa„a Svwav=I AnekaHtmy kevI rIte Ke A=aRtŸ temaH AnHt \mÈ k{ rIte Ke te SpÚ Ô`va‐smjva AacayRdeve AhÄ xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. TyaH wedvasnamaH n rokavuH, kemke wedna lÙe sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ýg!tI n=I. AavI vat¦

hve AavI tÀv&annI vat sU"m pDe Ae!le ATyare to loko bharmaH‐S=Uz ragmaH roka{ gya Ke. v/t kro, dya pazo, tp kro, wi› kro‐[Tyaid Aacr`maH \mR =vanuH manI TyaH roka{ gya Ke. p` Ae to b\o xuwrag Ke wa{¦ Ae to bH\nuH j kar` Ke. Aena=I tuH \mR =vanuH mane Ae to im+yawav Ke.

ÝÆ:- to &anI p` dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› Aaid Aacr` kre Ke ne?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ AS=anna rag=I ne Axuw=I bcva ma!e &anIne dya, dan, v/t Aaidno xuwrag Aave Ke, p` tene te hey mane Ke. &anI tene \mR ke \mRnuH sa\n manta n=I. &anInI pirìtmaH v/taid ƒvhar wle ho, KtaH p` Aena=I j¡duH xuâtanuH pir`mn tene AHtrHgmaH vteR Ke te xuâtamaH tNmy Ke, ne ragmaH AtNmy Ke. qreqr tene Svwav sNmuqI _Tpad‐ƒymaH inmRzta ={ Ke, ne temaH ragno Ývex n=I¸ rag to iwþ &eypè rhI Ôy Ke, ne tenuH &an SvkazmaH smay Ke. rag te cEtNyno Svkaz n=I, prkaz Ke, prpirìt Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an ne rag‐bNne smkaze ne smÙe5e hova KtaH Aek (‐&an) Svkaz Ane bIÔe prkaz. Aho¦ kevuH sU"m wed&an¦ Aa to AlaEikk vItragI iv&an wa{¦ je &anIne Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. A&anI to ragne _padey mane Ke. Aam v/taid hova KtaH &anI‐A&anIna AiwÝaymaH Fò fer Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{¦

hve ke!lak to smßya ivna v/t‐piDma l{ le Ke be, paHc, Aigyar piDma‐Are, Ôe piDma pHdr hoy to A&anI Òvo pHdr piDma p` l{ le. kemke temne piDmana Sv$pnIy qbr n=I, ne inj cEtNyvStuna




20‐AmUtRTvxi› : 107

Sv$pnIy qbr n=I. Are, teAo to ibcara AaH\ze‐bheruH kU!e raqe Ke. Aek TyagI kheta hta ke‐meH piDma lI\I Ke to qrI, p` piDma marI pase AavI Ke ke nih AenI mne qbr n=I. Lyo, tÀv smßya ivna AavuH b\uH bharmaH caLya kre Ke p` Aa ko{ marg n=I wa{¦

xaS5maH v/t‐Av/tmaH Kaya‐Aatpno fer kæo Ke ne?

ha, kæo Ke xaS5maH Aem kæuH Ke ke tDke éwa rheva krta KaHyamaH éwa rhevuH saruH Ke, A=aRtŸ Av/t krtaH v/t saruH Ke, wluH Ke. p` kone? ke jene AHtrmaH xuâ AHt:tÀv$p inj Aa„anuH wan =yuH Ke, AanHdna AnuwvnI v<iâ ={ Ke tene Av/tno ivkLp KU!I v/tno ivkLp Aave Ke, Ane tena Ae (v/tne) Av/tnI dxa ApeÙa saro kæo Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene sMyGdxRnpUvRk AanHdnI \ara ivxeØtaAe Ýg!I Ke tene paHcma gu S=anmaH v/t‐piDma levano ivkLp _@e Ke Ane te y=a=R ƒvhar Ke p` A&anIne Ae vat lagu pDtI n=I, kemke tene y=a=R v/t (sMyGdxRnpUvRkna) Ke k–aH? (ƒvharawas Ke). Aa to‐

co=a gu S=anvt± svaR=Risiâna dev krtaH paHcmaH gu S=anvt± ]avkne v/tna ivkLp vqte p` AHdr xaHitnI ivxeØ \ara hoy Ke, Ane tena ivkLpne Kaya khevamaH AavI Ke. qreqr to TyaH AHtrmaH AanHdrsnI \ara Ýg!I Ke te qrI Kaya Ke. sa=e v/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke tene ƒvhar=I _pcarma5 Kaya khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI vat Ke. Lyo,

AhÄ Aa Ýma e AogÌsmI piràmxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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20: AmUtRTvxi›

;kmRbH\na Awav=I ƒ› krvamaH Aavta, shj, SpxaRidxUNy (‐SpxR, rs, gH\ Ane v`R=I riht) Aeva Aa„ÝdexoSv$p AmUtRTvxi›¦

Ahaha...¦ &anlÙ`=I liÙt wgvan Aa„amaH Aek AmUtRTv namnI xi› Ke. xuH kI\uH? je [iNãyg/aæ n=I, AtIiNãy&an äara j je Ô`vamaH‐AnuwvmaH Aave Ke Aevawgvan Aa„ano, khe Ke, AmUtRTv Svwav Ke, kmRbH\na Awav=I tenuH ƒ›$pe pir`mn =ay Ke. smSt kmÈno Awav ={ne isâdxa Ýg!e Ke Tyare saÙatŸ pU R AmUtRp uH ƒ›‐Ýg! =ay Ke. Ane co=e gu S=ane je!lo kmRbH\no Awav Ke Ae!luH Aa AmUtRTvxi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu ono smuday Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI sNmuqnI ¹iÚ‐ãƒ¹iÚ =taH AnHt gu ono Aek‐Aek AHx pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane Tyare wegI Aa AmUtRTvxi› p` AHxe ƒ›$pe pir`me Ke.

Aha¦ rag=I qsIne i5kazI xuâ ãƒno Aa]y leta AnHt gu maH AHxe AmUtRpànuH ƒ› pir`mn =ay Ke, Aa„Ýdexo$p AmUtRp uH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aem Aa„a Ke to AmUtR cIj, p` kmRna sHbH\=I tene $pI khevamaH Aave Ke. sMyG¹iÚne je ragaid wav Ke tene p` $pI‐mUtR khe Ke. rag pudŸglna piràm Ke ma!e te $pI Ke. ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚpUvRk je!lI Sv$plInta =ay Ke te!lo kmRbH\no Awav =ay Ke, ne te!la Ýma`maH ragna Awav$p je xuâTv‐pir`mn ƒ› =ay Ke te AmUtRTvxi›nuH pir`mn Ke. sa\kne wle pU R Ýg! n =ay top` AHxe AmUtRTvxi›nuH ƒ›$pe pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane te pir`mn SpxR‐rs‐gH\‐v`R=I riht hoy Ke.

Aas/v Ai\karmaH Aa vat lI\I Ke. co=a gu S=ane ãƒ¹iÚ =taH je!la AHxe xuiâ Ýg! =ay Ke te!la AHxe TyaH kHpnno Awav ={ne AÔegp uH ƒ› =ay Ke. te j Ýma e AmUtRTvxi›nuH p` ƒ› pir`mn co=a gu S=anmaH =ay Ke. in*ÊyTvxi›nuH v`Rn hve pKI Aavxe. Aa„ano Anuwv =taH &anIne pyaRymaH AHxe ini*ÊyTv xi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke, TyaH AkHpdxa =ay Ke. AavI vat¦

Aa b\o AWyas krvo Ôe{Ae wa{¦ ityÅcne sMyGdxRn =ay Ke p` tene bIÔ xLy hota n=I. (xrIraidmaH) AekTvbuiânuH Aek j xLy hoy Ke Ane te =taH KU!I Ôy Ke. AhÄ mnu*ypàmaH to Fà





xLy Ane Fà b\a ivprIt Aag/h hoy Ke. ma!e te Anekiv\ xLyne dUr krva saru Anek Ýkare tÀvaWyas krI sacuH &an krvuH Ôe{Ae.

Aha¦ &anSv$pI Aa„a sday AmUtR j Ke AmUtRTv Ae teno Svwav Ke ne te gu pyaRymaH ƒape Ke je=I tena gu o AmUtR Ane pyaRyo p` AmUtR Ke. Are wa{¦ &anma5 wavmaH mUtRpàno Ývex j n=I, temaH kmRno sHbH\ ne dehno sHbH\ k–aHy Aavto n=I. Aha¦ AxrIrI cEtNyibHb‐bInmUrt icNmUrt Ýwu‐tene mUtR dehna sHbH\=I Aozqvo Ae to klHk Ke, im+yawav Ke. Are wa{¦ potanI AnHt cEtNyxi›maH wgvan Aa„aAe mUtRpàne‐dehne, kmRne ne ragaid ivkarne kdI g/æaH j n=I¸ Ae to sday AmUtRpè xowI ræo Ke. hmàH p` xuâny=I ÔetaH Aa„a kmRna sHbH\ riht Abâ‐ASp<Ú Ane ragna sHbH\ riht Ke. \m± Òv AHt¹RiÚ vDe potana AaTmane kmRna sHbH\ vgrno AmUtR Anuwve Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI ãƒ‐wgvan AaTma i5kaz AmUtR Ane tenI Svwav¹iÚmaH je inmRz pyaRy Ýg!I te p` AmUtR‐deh, kmR Ane vàRidwavo=I riht Ke. t=aip ATyare to Aa„a kmRna sHbH\vazo Ke, dehvazo Ke, mUtR Ke, ivkarI Ke Aem j je Anuwƒa kre Ke te Aa„a‐Ana„ana ivvekriht im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

to xaS5omaH Òvne mUtR p` kæo Ke ne?

ha, kæo Ke sHsardxamaH Òvne mUtR kmÈ sa=e inim¿ sHbH\ Ke te=I tenuH &an kravva _pcar=I tene mUtR kæo Ke top` inüy=I jeno sday AmUtRSvwav Ke Ane _pyoggu vDe je smSt ANy ãƒo=I Ai\k Ke Aeva Òvne vàRid$p mUtRp uH jray n=I. smysar ga=a 62maH, vàRid wavo sa=e ÒvnuH tadaTMy mannarne kæuH Ke‐—he im+ya AiwÝayvaza¦ Ôe tuH Aem mane ke Aa vàRidk svR wavo Òv j Ke ‐A=aRtŸ Òv mUtR j Ke, —to tara mtmaH Òv Ane AÒvno kaH{ wed rheto n=I.˜ vzI sHsarI Òvo mUtR Ke Aem Ôe tuH khe to mUtR to pudŸgl j hoy Ke te=I tarI maNytamaH pudŸgl j Òv @yÈ, j¡do Òv to ræo nih¸ moÙdxamaH p` moÙ to pudŸglno j =yo. ma!e Nyay to Aa j Ke ke moÙdxamaH ke sHsardxamaH wgvan Aa„ano sda AmUtR‐Svwav j Ke. (j¡Ao smysar ga=a 63‐64).

AhÄ ;kmRbH\na Awav=I ƒ› krvamaH Aavta... Aa„ÝdexoSv$p AmUtRTvxi›'‐Aem khIne i5kazI xi› Ane tenI inmRz pyaRy btavI Ke tem j sHsardxamaH kmRbH\nuH inim¿p uH Ke Aem p` btaƒuH Ke. Aa„ane sHsardxa Ke Tyare tena inim¿$p kmRno sHbH\ p` Ke, p` te k<i5m _pai\$p Ke, ne te AwUta=R Ke, je Òv potanI AvS=anI Axuâtane t=a tena inim¿ne jem Ke tem ÔÌ, t=a potanI xi›ne AozqI, xi›van inj Aa„ãƒna Aa]ye pir`me Ke tene Axuâta !zI xuâta Ýg!e Ke, ne Tyare kmRbH\na AwavpUvRk Aa„Ýdexo shj‐Svawaivk AmUtRp e ƒ› =ay Ke. Aam shj SpxaRidxUNy Aa„ÝdexoSv$p AmUitRkp uH i5kaz Ke te pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ;smÔ uH kaH{...? ' ‐Ae!le k{ pâitAe khevay Ke teno Qyal Aave Ke ke nih? bakI vaStivk smj` krI AHtr‐Anuwv kre Ae to Nyal ={ Ôy, Aene Aa„a ÝTyÙ ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke

Aha¦ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a sday AmUtR Ke, ne Aa xrIr to mUtR j Ke. ATyare p` bþenaH lÙ` j¡daH Ke. Aha¦ Aam lÙ`wed vDe bNnenI iwþta ÔÌne he wa{¦ tuH mUtR xrIrno paDoxI ={ Ô. Ahaha...¦ jeva isâ Ýwu AmUtR, tevo j tuH AmUtR Ko. ma!e mUtR xrIrnI iÊya=I iwþ Aeva tara cEtNySv$pne Ô`. Aa [iNãyaid mUtR pda=È tara kaH{ n=I. ma!e TyaH=I lÙ h@avI, _pyogne SvSv$pmaH ÔeDI de. Arere¦ iv&anFn Ýwu Aa„a mUtR klevrmaH mUKaR{ Ôy Ae to mha klHk ne mha ivprItta Ke.

wa{¦ y=a=R smßya ivna (AekaHte) kmR=I rag =ay, ne rag=I‐xuwrag=I \mR =ay Aem tuH mane p` te brabr n=I. Ôe kmR=I rag =ay to kmR‐pudŸgl j sHsar =yo, p` sHsar to ÒvnI ivkarI pyaRy A=aRtŸ ivwav dxa Ke, Ane te potanI yoGyta=I ={ Ke, kmRne l{ne nih. t=a Ôe xuwrag=I \mR =ay to xuwrag j \mR @yÈ, p` \mR to vItragta$p Ke. Aha¦ Aa Ýma e y=a=R tÀv¹iÚ =ya ivna, Aa„wan ivna ko{ muinp uH‐ãƒilHg bharmaH AHgIkar kre, p` te=I xuH? ]I ÝvcnsarmaH tene sHsartÀv kæuH Ke. ãƒilHg \ar` kre, pHc




21‐Akt<Tvxi› : 109

mhav/taid paze, KtaH Ôe vStuSv$pne bIÒ rIte mane to Aeva nG™ idgHbr jEn sa\une ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 271maH sHsartÀv khel Ke. rag Ane pu~yna wavne potana mannarne, iht$p mannarne moÙ ke moÙno marg hoto n=I¸ te to sHsarI j Ke Ane kmRna sHbH\e pir`me te p` sHsarI j Ke.

Are wa{¦ Aa„anI pyaRymaH ivkar Ke, kmRno sHbH\ Ke‐Aem Ô`vuH te ƒvhar Ke, Ane cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a ivkar ne bH\n=I riht Ke Aeva Aena icNma5 Svwavne Ô`vo te inüy Ke. TyaH je Òv AekaHte ƒvharne j SvIkarI tena Aa]ymaH A!kI rhe Ke te sHsarI im+ya¹iÚ Ke ne je Òv icNma5 xuâ Aa„ãƒno Aa]y kre Ke te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, \maR„a Ke tene xuâ ãƒna Aa]ye pyaRy inmRz‐inmRz =tI Ôy Ke, Ane kmR sa=eno sHbH\ m!to Ôy Ke, ne Ême saÙatŸ isâdxanI Ýaiº =ay Ke. TyaH Aa„ano AmUtRSvwav pU R qIlI Ôy Ke. Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ yogsarmaH yogINdudeve kæuH Ke ne ke‐

|yan vDe AWyHtre deqe je AxrIr,xrmjnk jNmo !ze, pIAe n jnnIÙIr.

wa{¦ wv=I KU!vuH hoy, AxrIrI =vuH hoy to |yan vDe tara AHtrmaH AxrIrI &anSvwavne deq¸ tene |yataH prm suqmy AxrIrI isâdxa =xe¸ pKI frIvar bIÒ matanuH dU\ nhÄ pIvuH pDe.

Aa Ýma e vIsmI AmUtRTvxi› purI ={.

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21: Akt<RTvxi›

;smSt, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta, &at<Tvma5=I j¡da je piràmo te piràmona kr`na _prmSv$p (te piràmona krvanI inv<i¿Sv$p) Akt<RTvxi›. (je xi›=I Aa„a &atapà isvayna, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta piràmono ktaR =to n=I, AevI Akt<RTv namnI Aek xi› Aa„amaH Ke.)'

j¡Ao, kmRna inim¿e, kmRna inim¿na Aa]y=I krvamaH Aavta je ragaid piràm teno ktaR Aa„a n=I. Aa@ kmRna inim¿e je xuwaxuw piràm =ay Ke te sFza &at<Tvma5=I j¡da piràm Ke, Ana„ piràm Ke, ASvwavwavo Ke wgvan Aa„a teno ktaR n=I. Aoho¦ smiktIne je Sv$pnaH inmRz &an‐]âan Ýg! =yaH Ke tena weguH ragaidnuH Akt<RTv p` Ýg!–uH j hoy Ke, je=I &anI‐\m± Òv ragaidno ktaR =to n=I. Aha¦ Aavo Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„amaH AktaRpàno Aek gu Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? ke kmRna inim¿na Aa]ye _Tpþ =yela pu~y‐papna ivkarI wav tene kre nih, krvanI inv<i¿Sv$p pir`me te AenuH kayR Ke. bs, ivkar=I invtRvuH... invtRvuH... invtRvuH ne Sv$pmaH‐&anSvwavmaH @rvuH j @rvuH Ae AenuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ isâ prma„anuH je kayR n=I te (‐ivkar) wgvan Aa„anuH kayR nam ktRƒ n=I. Aavo j Aa„ano Akt<RTv Svwav Ke.

ÝÆ:- to xuH &anI‐\m± puruØne rag hoto j n=I.

_¿r:- wa{¦ Aem vat n=I. AiS=rtana kazmaH \m±ney y=asHwv xuwaxuw hoy Ke, p` tenuH ]âan‐&an Aam Ke ke Aa ivkar maruH Sv$p n=I, maruH ktRƒ n=I. huH to Aek &ananHdSv$p Ýwu &ayk KuH, ne temaH @ruH Ae j maruH ktRƒ Ke. Aam pyaRymaH &anIne dya, dan Aaid ragna piràm Ke, p` tenuH Aene kt<RTv n=I. &an sa=e ragnuH AktaRp uH inym=I &anIne Ýg! =yuH j hoy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Aa„a kmRne kre ne kmRne wogve.

Are, tuH xuH khe Ke Aa wa{? AnHtgu in\an Ýwu Aa„amaH AevI ko{ xi› j n=I je kmRne kre ne kmRne wogve. Ae to A&an ¹iÚmaH j tne kmRnuH ktaRp uH wase Ke, bakI Svwav¹iÚvHtne to Aa„a AktaR j Ke, Awo›a j Ke. rag krvo Ae Aa„anuH Sv$p j n=I.





j¡Ao, nIce nrk git Ke. nrknI wUimmaH vEtrÌ namnI ndI Ke. te ndInuH paÌ AiG™nI ßvaza jevuH _*` Ke. prma\amI devo narkI Òvone te ndIna paÌmaH feHke Ke. Arrr¦ ke!lI pIDa¦ AhÄ mo!a raÔ hoy te ihHsaid kukmÈ vDe mrIne nrkmaH Ôy Ke. TyaH _pjvanaH wmrIna dr jevaH bIl hoy Ke. TyaH=I p!ka{ne nIce pDe tenI vednanuH xuH khevuH? paravar Asæ vedna hoy Ke. ]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smikt siht phela nrkmaH gya Ke. TyaH du:qna piràm =ay tena teAo ktaR n=I, wo›a n=I. &anIne to Ô`va‐deqva$p piràm =ay Ke Ane tena teAo ktaR Ke. &aykSvwavnI ¹iÚ hova=I, pyaRymaH kmRna inim¿e je ivkarI wav =ay Ke tena teAo ma5 &ata‐¹Úa Ke, ktaR n=I. Ô`va‐deqvana piràm =ay te &anInuH kmR Ane tena &anI ktaR Ke, sa=e ƒvhar‐rag Ke tena &anI ktaR n=I. wa{¦ saca dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI wed$p ]âana piràm te rag Ke, te piràm im+yaTv n=I, p` tene \mR manvo te im+yaTv Ke. qainya tÀvccaRmaH Aa ÝÆ ccaRyo Ke.

ÝÆ:- dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano wav xuH im+yaTv Ke?

_¿r:- na, bIlkul nih¸ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano wav te xuwwav Ke, te im+yaTv n=I¸ te \mR p` n=I, tene \mR manvo te maNyta im+yaTv Ke. pH. fUlcHdÒAe jvab AapI brabr qulaso kyÈ Ke. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ke te prãƒ Ke. temna Ýit lÙ Ôy te wav xuw Ke. te wav &anIne p` Aave Ke, p` tene te \mR manta n=I. Are wa{¦ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa‐wi›‐ivny hoy Ae j¡dI vat Ke Ane temna ÝTyenI ]âana ragne \mR manvo Ae j¡dI vat Ke.

ãƒsHg/hnI ga=a 47maH kæuH Ke ke &aykwavnuH |yan krtaH je inivRkLp dxa ={ te inüy moÙmagR Ke, t=a sa=e je rag ræo tene Aarop=I ƒvhar moÙmagR kæo Ke. Aa Ýma e ƒvharno rag hoy Ke p` teno Aa„a ktaR n=I. Ahaha...¦ ragna AktaRp e pir`me Aevo Aa„ano shj AktaR Svwav Ke. ragna ktaRp e pir`me AevI Aa„amaH ko{ xi› j n=I. AavI vat¦

hve AavuH smjvanI Aene k–aH fursd Ke? Ae to bs qavuH, pIvuH, qelvuH ne bEraH‐KokraHne raÒ raqvamaH roka{ gyo Ke. Ane temaH kaH{k \n‐paHc pcas laqnuH kmay Ae!le raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy ne fUla{ Ôy. p` Ae to b\I pudŸglnI cIj¸ \Uz Ke bapu¦ qay, pIve ne kmay‐Ae b\I to p<=kŸwUt pudŸglnI iÊya Ke, teno ktaR Aa„a n=I t=a te pda=Èna lÙe je ragnI v<i¿nuH _T=an =ay teno p` ktaR Aa„a n=I. Aa„a to teno &ata‐¹Úa Ke, ktaR nih. prna lÙe rag =ay tene p` xaÏmaH pudŸglna piràm kæa Ke, tenuH kt<Tv Aa„ane n=I A=aRtŸ tene n krva AevI Akt<RTv namnI Aa„anI xi› Ke.

Are wa{¦ Aa deh to ÔetÔetamaH fU ={ne _DI jxe. dehnI iS=it k–are pUrI =xe te ko` Ô e Ke? ma!e jgtnI jHÔz Ane dehnI sHwaz Aek kor mUkIne Aa„anI‐potanI sHwaz kr. jgtnuH kaH{ kam krvuH ne dehne @Ik raqvo Ae to tara Ai\karnI vat n=I. ma!e jU@a ivkLp=I ivram pamI inj xi›nI sHwaz kr¸ temaH j Aa _¿m AvsrnI sa=Rkta Ke. AamaH 5` vatno inüy =ay Ke.

1. p<=kŸwUt prãƒnuH kt<RTv Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH ko{ Ýkare n=I. 2. Svwav=I to ivkarnuH p` Aa„ane Akt<RTv j Ke. huH kruH KuH‐AevI im+ya maNytane kar e A&anI

pyaRymaH ivkarno ktaR =ay Ke. (vaStvmaH to AktaR j Ke, p` AevuH Ae manto n=I te=I ktaRp e pir`me Ke).

3. SvSv$pnI sHwaz krIne je SvsNmuq ={ inmRz‐inmRz pir`me Ke te &anI ivkarno saÙatŸ AktaR ={ne &anwavp e‐&ata¹Úap e pir`me Ke.

Are wa{¦ Aa AvsrmaH Sva|yay vDe y=a=R tÀvin Ry krvo Ôe{Ae.

j¡Ao, xaÏ‐Sva|yayno wav Aave te xuw ivkLp Ke, t=aip ÝvcnsarmaH Svwavna lÙe Aagmno AWyas krvanuH kæuH Ke. smysarnI phelI j ga=amaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke‐kevzI, ]utkevzInuH khel smyÝaw<t huH khuH KuH, te he ix*y¦ tuH saHwz¸ kevI rIte? ke AnHt isâonuH tarI pyaRymaH S=apn krIne saHwz. meH to AnHt isâonuH marI pyaRymaH S=apn kyuÅ Ke, tuH p` AnHt isâonI tarI pyaRymaH S=apna krIne smysar nam xuâ Aa„a




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‐tene khenaruH Aa smysar xaÏ saHwz. isânI pyaRy to Aek smynI Ke, p` potano Aa„a AnHt AnHt isâ pyaRyono ipHD Ke ne¦ Aha¦ Aeva Sv$pnI tuH Aa vat saHwz. Ahaha...¦ ;vHid¿u sVvisâe' no Aavo A=R Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt isâonuH pyaRymaH S=apn kre TyaH potanI ¹iÚ i5kazI xuâ ãƒ wÌ Ôy Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke. ‐xuwaxuw ragna piràm &at<Tv=I iwþ Ke ne te piràm kmR=I krvamaH Aave Ke. p` wgvan Aa„a teno ktaR n=I. kemke Aa„a te piràmona krvanI inv<i¿Sv$p Akt<RTvSvwavI Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a &atapà isvayna, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta xuwaxuw piràmono ktaR =to n=I, Aevo j Aeno Akt<RTv Svwav Ke. je wav=I tI=Åkr namkmRnI Ýk<itno bH\ pDe te wavno ktaR Aa„a n=I, teno ma5 &ata‐¹Úa Ke. kmRk<t piràmono Aa„a Ô`nar Ke, ktaR n=I.

AhÄ xuwaxuw ivkar =ay Ke tene kmRk<t kæa te=I te kmR=I nIpje Ke Aem A=R n=I. ivkarwav to Òv pote SvtH5pè kre Ke, p` kmR‐inim¿ne Aa\In ={ ivkarne krto hova=I tene kmRk<t kæa Ke. bakI kmR to ibcaraH jD Ke, te xuH kre? pUÔnI jymalamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

krm ibcare kaEn, wUl merI Ai\ka{¸Agin she FnFat, lohkI sHgit pa{.

to goMm!sarmaH &anavr`=I &an rokay [Tyaid Aave Ke ne?

ha, p` Ae to inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!enuH inim¿prk k=n Ke. &an kaH{ &anavrÌy kmRna _dy vDe roka{ gyuH Ke Aem n=I. &annI hIndxanuH hovuH Ae to potanI j yoGyta=I Ke, kmR to inim¿ma5 Ke. ivkar kmRnuH inim¿ hotaH =ay Ke te=I tene kmRk<t khevamaH Aave Ke.

sMyG¹iÚne je ikHictŸ rag =ay Ke te potanI yoGyta=I kmÔerIvx =ay Ke, p` Svwav¹iÚvHt &anI tena ktaR n=I, kemke ivkarne kre nih Aevo Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ rag =ay te &ayk=I iwþ piràm Ke Ane &at<Tvma5=I j¡da je piràm Ke te piràmona kr`na _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke.

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Aap`ne Aatma‐fatma kaH{ smÔy nih, Aapè to pu~y kyaR krvaH ne SvgaRidnaH suq wogvvaH bs.

Are wa{¦ AHdr tuH suqin\an &ata‐¹ÚaSv$p wgvan Ko teno {Nkar krIne pu~yna fznI hÇx‐mI@ax krI ræo Ko, p` temaH to AnHt sHsar$pI v<Ùna im+yaTv$p mUizyaH pD–aH Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐pu~y piràm wgvan &ayk=I iwþ Ke, Ane tena kr`na _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. hve potana Aava Svwavne AozQya ivna pu~y ne pu~ykmRnI hÇx tuH kyaR kre Ke. p` Anaid sHsarmaH pu~y Ane pu~ykmRno kaz ATyHt ALp hoy Ke im+yadxamaH AnHt AnHt kaz to Òvno pap Ane papna fz$p du:qmaH j ƒtIt =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Aek AÔ~ya g<hS= =oDa vqt phelaH Aavela. te khe‐—huH tI=Åkr KuH, car FaitkmRno mne Ùy =yo Ke, car AFaitkmR bakI Ke.˜ pKI =oDI var pKI te khe‐—marI pase pEsa n=I, mara ma!e sgvD krI Aapo.˜ j¡Ao, Aa ivprItta¦ tene kæuH‐wa{¦ Aa to tdŸn ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke, kemke vÏ siht muinpùH ho{ xke nih, pKI kevz&an ={ Ôy, Ane car FaitkmRno Ùy ={ Ôy Ae to sHwve j k–aH=I? hve AavuH ne AavuH‐F uH b\uH ivprIt‐mannara jgtmaH Fà pD–a Ke¦

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a AnHt xi›no ipHD, AnHt gu rTno=I wrelo wgvan rTnakr Ke. teno AHtrsNmuq ={ Anuwv =taH sa=e AtIiNãy AanHdnI lhr _@e Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. j¡Ao, ;cair¿H qlu \Mmo'‐ cair5 qreqr \mR Ke, Ane ;dHs` mUlo \Mmo' ‐\mRnuH mUz sMyGdxRn Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke sMyGdxRn Ke te cair5nuH mUz Ke sMyGdxRn ivna cair5 hotuH n=I. sMyGdxRn ivna ko{ bharmaH v/t, tp kro to kro, p` Ae kaH{ n=I, =o=aH Ke A=aRtŸ wgvane tene bazv/t Ane baztp kæaH Ke.





Ahaha...¦ SvSv$pnI rm`ta$p cair5 to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke wa{¦ inÔnHd‐&ananHdSv$pmaH rmvuH, crvuH, @rvuH AenuH nam cair5 Ke. Ýcur AtIiNãy AanHdnuH ßyaH wojn Ke AenuH nam cair5 Ke. Ae to ko{ prm parlaEikk dxa bapu¦ cair5 kone khIAe? Aho¦ \Ny Ae cair5 dxa ne \Ny Avtar¦ sMyG¹iÚne Aa cair5dxa pUjnIk Ke. Ahaha...¦ Awed rTn5ySv$p wgvan Aa„a AnHtgu ‐rTnakr Ke tena sNmuqnI ¹iÚ krI teno SvsHvednmaH Anuwv krvo te sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ke, Ane te mha mihmavHt moÙ dxanuH Ý=m sopan Ke. Kh#alamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

moÙmhlkI pr=m sI#I, ya ibn &an-cir5a¸sMykŸta n lhE so dxRn, \aro wƒ piv5a.

A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH pH. dIpcHdÒAe kæuH Ke ke‐Awƒ Òvne &an hoy Ke p` &annI pirìt hotI n=I. Ae!le xuH? Ahaha...¦ AHdr &anSv$pI wgvan Aa„a Ke tenuH SvsHvedn &an =ay tene &an pirìt khe Ke. Awivne 11 AHg Ane nv pUvRnuH &an =ay Ke, p` tene &annI pirìt =tI n=I. Aohoho...¦ Aigyar AHgnuH &an kone khIAe? Aek AacaraHg xaÏna 18000 pd Ke, Ane Aek pdna p1 kroD JaJera }lok Ke. bIÔ sUyDaHgna Aena=I bmà, Aem bmà bmà krtaH 11 AHg su\I levuH. Aa _praHt nv pUvRnuH &an hoy Ke. AavuH &an kaH{ AWyas krva=I Ýg!tuH n=I. Ae to shjp e Ae ÔtnI liB\ Ýg!e Ke. sat äIp Ane sat smuã deqe AevuH ivwHg &an p` Awivne Ýg! =ay Ke prHtu tene &annI pirìt n=I. Aha¦ jemaH inj &aykSvwavnuH inmRz &an‐]âan =ay tevI &annI pirìt tene n=I.

Ahaha...¦ xi› Ane xi›vanna wednuH lÙ KoDIne, siCcdanHdSv$p AHdr Aa„a inivRkLp Awed Aek ibraje Ke tene &anmaH &ey bnavI, tenaH inmRz &an‐]âan krvaH tenuH nam &an pirìt Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavuH inj Aa„anuH &an =taH &annI pirìtnI sa=e AnHt xi›Ao p` wegI ƒ› ={ne pyaRymaH _Kze Ke, _idt =ay Ke. AanuH nam Aa„&an Ke, Ane te &anmaH AhÄ khe Ke, ragnuH ktaRp uH n=I. &an sa=e wego AktaR Svwav _Kze Ke ne¦ te=I &anI ragno ktaR n=I, ma5 &ata Ke. AavI vat¦

j¡Ao, m|ylokmaH AsHQyat äIp‐smuão Ke. temaH KeLlo SvyHwUrm` namno smuã Ke. teno ivStar AsHQy ÔejnmaH Ke. temaH nIce retI n=I, rTno wyaÅ Ke. tem wgvan Aa„a‐AqHD Aek$p cEtNy mhaÝwu‐AnHt cEtNy‐rTnono wHDar Ke, SvyHwU cEtNyrTnakr Ke. ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 16maH tene SvyHwU khel Ke. Ahaha...¦ tenI ¹iÚ krI AHdr Jukva=I A=aRtŸ temaH tNmy ={ pir`mva=I AnHt gu rTno pyaRymaH inmRz‐inmRzp e ƒ› ={ _Kze Ke. Aha¦ te pyaRyo Êm$pe ÝvteR Ke. AhÄ xuâ pyaRyonI vat levI, kemke xi›na Ai\karmaH Axuâ pyaRynI vat j n=I.

inymsarnI ga=a 38maH pyaRy=I riht i5kazI je Aek &aykwav Ke tene Aa„a kæo Ke. TyaH ãƒ¹iÚno ivØy AevuH i5kazI xuâ ãƒ isâ krvuH Ke. ßyare AhÄ i5kazI \/uv Aek &ayknaH ]âan‐&an =taH je pyaRyomaH AnHt xi›AonuH pir`mn =yuH te pyaRyo Ane gu ona smUhne Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ ãƒnI xi›Ao Ane tenuH pir`mn isâ krvuH Ke. te=I ãƒmaH AÊme ÝvtRtI xi›Ao Ane Êmvt± pyaRyono smUh te Aa„a Aem kæuH Ke. AamaH ivkarI pir`mnnI vat AavtI n=I, kemke ivkar te xi›nuH kayR n=I, p` kmRna inim¿e _Tpþ =to AaEpai\kwav Ke vaStvmaH tenuH ktR<Tv wgvan Aa„ane n=I.

Aa 47 xi›Ao khI Ke te b\I Aa„amaH to Aek sa=e Ke, AhÄ tenuH v Rn Aek pKI Aek kyuÅ Ke. tem ÝvcnsarmaH KeLle 47 nyno Ai\kar Ke. Ane te nyna ivØy$p \mÈ p` ãƒmaH AekI sa=e Ke. xuH kI\uH? inTy, AinTy Aaid b\a \mÈ AekI sa=e Ke. ne te=I kaze moÙ =ay Ane Akaze moÙ =ay Aem kæuH Ke KtaH te bþe \mÈ AekI sa=e Aek smymaH rhe Ke. te ÔtnI je ãƒ ke pyaRygt yoGyta Ke tene \mR khel Ke. inyitny Ane Ainyitnyna ivØy$p bþe \mÈ pyaRymaH Aek j smye Ke. Svwav$p pyaRyne inyt kI\I Ke, ne ivwav$p pyaRyne Ainyt khI Ke. tevI rIte iÊyany Ane &annynI p` TyaH vat krI Ke

—Aa„ãƒ iÊyanye Anu¤annI Ý\anta=I isiâ s\ay AevuH Ke.˜




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—Aa„ãƒ &annye ivveknI Ý\anta=I isiâ s\ay AevuH Ke.˜ Aa bNne \mÈ Aa„amaH AekI sa=e Ke. Aek Òvne iÊya=I moÙ =ay ne bIÔ Òvne &an=I moÙ =ay

Aem bntuH n=I. tem j Òvne ko{var iÊya=I Ane ko{var &an=I moÙ =ay Aem p` bntuH n=I. bþe \mÈ ãƒmaH AekI sa=e hoy Ke ma5 ivvÙawed Ke.

AhÄ Akt<RTvxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela ivkarI piràmna krvana AwavSv$p Akt<RTvxi› Ke. ivkarna piràm kmR‐inim¿na Aa]ye =ay Ke te=I kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela piràm‐Aem kæuH Ke. ivkar kaH{ Svwavna Aa]ye =to n=I, ne Aa„amaH ivkar krvano ko{ Svwav‐xi› n=I. pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te xi›nuH kayR n=I. te=I dya, dan Aaid ivkarna piràmne kmR=I krvamaH Aavela piràm kæa Ke.

pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 62maH ivkar potanI pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. mtlb ke Aek smynI pyaRymaH =tI im+yaTv Ane ragäeØ$p ivk<it potanI pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, prna karè nih ne potana ãƒ‐gu na kar ey nih.

Tyare smysarnI ktaRkmR Ai\karnI ga=a 7p‐76‐77maH Aem kæuH Ke ke \m±ne potano pU R Svwav¹iÚmaH AavtaH je inmRz piràm Ýg! =ya Ke te tenuH ƒaPy Ke Ane Aa„a teno ƒapk Ke. prHtu tene (‐\m±ne) je ivkar bakI Ke te ivkar tenuH ƒaPy n=I. TyaH, ivkar Ke te ƒaPy Ke Ane pudŸgl kmR tene ƒapk Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ae to TyaH ivkar=I iwþ i5kazI ãƒ Svwav isâ krvo Ke ma!e Aem kæuH Ke. rag SvwavwUt n=I, pudŸgl kmRna sHgmaH =ay Ke ne teno sHg m!I jtaH m!I Ôy Ke te=I tene pudŸgl kmRnuH ƒaPykmR kæuH Ke.

kzx !Ika, kzx 68maH kæuH Ke ke‐rag‐äeØ‐mohna piràm ƒaPy Ke Ane im+ya¹iÚ Òv temaH ƒapk Ke. te=I te im+ya¹iÚ Òv Axuâ cetnpiràmono ktaR Ke. A&anI Òv ivkarmaH tNmy ={ne pir`me Ke te=I te ivkarno ktaR =ay Ke. wa{¦ k{ ApeÙa=I k–aH xuH k=n kyuÅ Ke te |yanmaH raqIne tena A=R smjva Ôe{Ae. AhÄ khe Ke‐ivkarna piràm kmR äara krvamaH Aaƒa Ke. AhÄ Svwavna piràmnuH v Rn Ke ne¦ te=I ivwavne kmRna _dyna inim¿a\In wav gÌ tene kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela piràm kæa Ke. Aam ßyaH je ApeÙa=I k=n hoy TyaH te y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae. xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke drek k=nna paHc Ýkar=I A=R krI tene y=a=Rp e smjvuH. 1. xBda=R, 2. Aagma=R, 3. mta=R, 4. nya=R, Ane p. wava=R‐Aam paHc Ýkare A=R krI k=nne y=a=R Ô`vuH.

wgvan Aa„a xuâ &aykma5 vStu Ke. tena sNmuqno Anuwv =taH &an Ane AanHdnI inmRz dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, tena wegI AnHt xi›Ao p` _Kze Ke, p` ivkarna piràm wega smata n=I, kemke ivkar piràmna _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. AÊme ÝvtRta gu o ne Êmvt± inmRz pyaRyo‐Ae bNneno smuday tene AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. dya, dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔna piràm kmR=I krvamaH Aavela ivk<t piràm Ke, te &at<Tvma5=I iwþ piràm Ke Ane tena=I (tene krva=I) &anI inv<¿Sv$p Ke¸ A=aRtŸ &anI &atapà isvayna kmR=I krvamaH Aavta piràmono ktaR n=I.

ÝÆ:- AamaH to Aap pu~yne _Davo Ko? _¿r:- Aem n=I wa{¦ AamaH to ivkar riht tara Aek &aykSvwavnI Ýisiâ =ay Ke. tara

Svwavno mihma lavI Ýsþ =a. SvwavnI smj`na kaze tne je pu~y bH\axe te p` bhu ëcaH hxe. vzI inj Svwavne smÒne pu~y‐papna ivCKed$p pir`me to to xuH vat Ke¦ to vItragta ne kevz&an =xe Ane te to ktRƒ j Ke, [Ú j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›na \ark wgvan Aa„anI AHt¹RiÚ krI teno ßyaH Aa]y lI\o TyaH \m± ivkarna‐ragna piràm=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke ivkarmaH &anI Ýv<¿Sv$p n=I¸ ma!e &anIne ivkarnuH kt<RTv n=I. marg bhu j¡do Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ jena fzmaH AnHt kaz pyÅt rhe Aeva AnHt ctuÚy‐AnHt dxRn, AnHt &an, AnHt suq ne AnHt vIyR Ýg!e Ahaha...¦ teno _pay ko{ Anupm AlaEikk hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo vItragno loko¿r marg ko{ mha waGyxazI hoy tene Ýaº =ay Ke. bakI loko to v/t kro ne dan kro ne tp kro‐Aem pu~y





krvamaH marg smÒ sHtuÚ =ay Ke, p` Ae marg n=I bapu¦ Ae to sFzo pra]y$p ƒvhar, bH\nuH j kar` Ke.

Ahaha...¦ \m±‐&anI Aene khIAe ke je pra]y$p ƒvhar‐ragna krva=I inv<¿Sv$pe &anmy piràme, AanHdmy piràme pir`me Ke. ragno‐ƒvharno potane je ktaR mane Ke te to ƒvharmU# Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aha¦ ƒvharna Aa]ye moÙmagR n=I te=I to wgvane ƒvharna Aa]yno inØe\ kyÈ Ke. jem prne huH kruH ‐Aevo Sv‐prnI Aektano im+ya A|yvsay bH\nuH j kar` Ke tem prai]t ƒvharna wavo=I moÙmagR =xe AevI maNyta p` im+ya Ke ne te bH\nuH j kar` Ke. wa{¦ Aa wgvanna ]Imuqe=I AavelI vat Ke, AamaH k–aHy ivro\ krva jevuH n=I.

\m± puruØ ƒvharna rag=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke. prnI iÊya =ay teno ktaR Aa„a Ke Ae vat to dUr rho, ragna‐ƒvharna piràmna kr`=I‐krva=I Aa„ãƒ inv<i¿Sv$p Ke. svR prãƒo nkama A=aRtŸ kdIy kayR ivnana n=I. ÝTyek ãƒ potanuH kam inrHtr krI j ræuH Ke, ko{ p` ãƒ Aek Ù`ma5 p` potana kayR ivnanuH hotuH n=I. ma!e bIÔe‐ANy ãƒ tenuH kayR kre Ae vat to Ke j nih¸ prHtu &anIne je ikHictŸ rag Ke tenoy te ktaR n=I, ma5 &ata‐¹Úa Ke. &anInI rIit‐cal bhu inrazI Ke bapu¦ wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

icNmUrtH£g\arIkI moih rIit lgit hE A!ap!I. ÝÆ:- to ÝvcnsarmaH nyona Ai\karmaH tene ktaR kæo Ke ne? _¿r:- ha, &anIne je!lo rag Ke te!la te piràmno, &an ApeÙaAe, ktaR p` kæo Ke. ragna

piràm krvalayk Ke Aem nih, &anIne kt<RTvbuiâ=I ragnI Ýv<i¿ hotI n=I¸ t=aip kmÔerIvx je!lo rag Ke te!la ragno, pir`mn ApeÙaAe &anIne TyaH ktaR kæo Ke. TyaH ÝvcnsarmaH &anÝ\an xElI=I vat Ke. AhÄ ¹iÚ Ane ¹iÚna ivØynI ApeÙaAe vat Ke te=I AhÄ &anI rag=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke Aem kæuH Ke. sa=osa= ragnuH pir`mn Ke Ae!lo te ktaR Ke Aem (kt<Rnye) &an ApeÙaAe smjvuH.

ÝvcnsarmaH to je!lo rag Ke te!lo teno wo›a &anI Ke Aem p` kæuH Ke. &anIne je!lo rag Ke te!luH TyaH du:qnuH vedn p` Ke. j¡Ao, ]ei`k raÔ AagamI covIsIna Ý=m tI=Åkr =xe. vtRmanmaH nrkÙe5maH Ke. teAo Ùaiyk smiktI Ke. teAo TyaH=I (‐nrk=I) nIkzI matana gwRmaH Avtr` krxe Tyare SvgRna [Não AavI mo!o _Tsv _jvxe. [Nã p` Ùaiyk smiktI Ke, Aek j wv krI moÙ jxe. KtaH wgvannI matane Stuit äara khe Ke‐he mata¦ Aap jgtŸjnnI, rTnkUHq\airÌ Ko. Aa bazknuH jtn krIne, sHwazIne raqÔe. he mata¦

pu5 tumaro \Ì hmaro, tr`tar` jhaj re¦mata¦ jtn krIne raqÔe, tum sut Am Aa\ar re.

j¡Ao, smiktI [Nã wi›wav=I Stuit krIne Aam khe Ke ke‐he mata¦ Aapne mara nmSkar ho. Aha¦ Aavo rag Ùaiyk smiktI AekwvtarI [Nãne p` Aave Ke, KtaH te ragna ivkLp=I qreqr &anI inv<i¿Sv$pe pir`me Ke. ragna‐ivkLpna teAo &ata j Ke, ktaR nih. \H\a‐paÌnI iÊya to jDnI‐jDSv$p Ke, teno to ktaR AaTma n=I, p` &anIne wgvan ÝTye je wi› ivnyno ivkLp _@e Ke tenoy te ›aR n=I, tena=Iy &anI to inv<¿Sv$p Ke. Aho¦ muinrajne je v/taidna ivkLp _@e Ke tena krva=I teAo inv<¿Sv$p Ke. hve AavI AHtrnI vat smßya ivna lok to v/t, tp Aaid krvamaH mHDI pD–a Ke, p` Ae b\I iÊyaAo to =o=aH Ke wa{¦ Aena ktaRp e pir`mvuH Ae to im+yadxa Ke. smiktIne to xuâta$pe Akt<RTvxi› pir`mI Ke Ane te ragna inv<i¿Sv$p Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke.

rag=I \mR =vanuH mane Ane &ata¹Úa Svwavna Aa]ye p` \mR =vanuH mane te AnekaNt n=I, Syaäad n=I¸ Ae to fUdDIvad Ke. Aa„a potana inmRz piràmno ktaR Ke Ane ragna‐ƒvharna kt<RTv=I inv<¿ Ke‐Aa sMykŸ AnekaNt Ke.

to pHcaiStkaymaH ƒvhar sa\n kæuH Ke ne? ha, pHcaiStkaymaH iwþ sa\n‐sa|ynI vat krI Ke, p` Ae to baæ shcr Ane inim¿nuH &an

kravva




22‐Awokt<Tvxi› : 11p

ma!enI vat Ke. vaStvmaH iwþ sa\n‐sa|y Ke j nih. prma=eR sa\n be n=I, p` xaÏmaH sa\nnuH be Ýkare in$p` kyuÅ Ke¸ jem moÙmagR be n=I, p` moÙmagRnuH k=n xaÏmaH be Ýkare Ke tem. moÙmagR to 5 ekaz Aek j Ke, vItragwav$p Aek j moÙmagR Ke. te sa=e shcrp e rag bakI hoy Ke te=I tene Aarop d{ne ƒvhar=I moÙmagR kæo Ke, p` te Ke to bH\no j magR. &anI to tena kt<RTv=I inv<¿Sv$p j Ke.

Aha¦ Akt<RTvxi› pir`me Ke tena wegI AkayRkar`Tvxi› p` pir`me Ke. te=I xuwwav kar` Ane Svanuwv =yo te AenuH kayR Aem n=I. t=a inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an Ýg! =yuH te kar` Ane ƒvharno xuwrag =ay te AenuH kayR Aem p` n=I. wa{¦ Aa„a ragnuH kar ey n=I, Ane ragnuH kayR p` n=I. tem je xuwrag Ke te &annuH kar ey n=I, Ane &annuH kayR p` n=I. Aha¦ Aa to jEndxRnnI AlaEikk vat¦ \mR kem =ay te smjva ma!e Aa b\uH phelaH Ô`vuH Ôe{xe hÇ¸ Aa smßya ivna \mR =vo sHwivt n=I.

wa{¦ xaÏmaH k{ pâit=I xuH kæuH Ke te brabr smjvuH Ôe{Ae potanI mit‐kLpna=I ë\a A=R krxe to ¹iÚ ivprIt =xe Ane to xaÏ‐Sva|yaynuH sacuH fz nih Aave, sHsar‐pirw/m` j rhexe.

Aho¦ Aekek xi›ne v RvIne AacayRdeve wgvan smysar nam xuâa„a Ýisâ kyÈ Ke. Aek xi›ne p` y=a=R smje to AnaidkalIn je ivkarnI gH\ pesI g{ Ke te nIkzI Ôy. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi› je Aek &aykne Ýisâ kre Ke te &ayknI ¹iÚ =taH Ane temaH j @rtaH ivkarno AHt AavI Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. he wa{¦ ivkar kaH{ marI cIj n=I Aem ÔÌ ivkar=I iwþ inj &aykwavnI ¹iÚ kr, ne temaH j @r, temaH j cr¸ je=I Aa„ano AktaRSvwav AHtrmaH Ýg! =xe. wvw/m`no nax krvanI Aa j rIt Ke wa{¦

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Akt<RTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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22: Awo›<Tvxi›

;smSt, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta, &at<Tvma5=I j¡da piràmona Anuwvna (‐wogv!ana) _prmSv$p Awo›<Tvxi›.'

j¡Ao, AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐Aahar, paÌ, ÏInuH xrIr vgereno wo›a to Aa„a n=I, p` kmR=I krvamaH Aavela, &at<Tvma5=I j¡da Aeva je smSt ivkarI wav Ke teno p` Òv wo› n=I. Aha¦ Aavo wgvan Aa„ano Awo›apàno Svwav Ke. &anIne wognI Aasi›na piràm =ay, p` te piràmna wogv!a=I &anI inv<i¿Sv$p Ke. Aha¦ hrq‐xokna, sata‐Asatana je piràm Ke te &anIna &atapiràm=I j¡da j Ke, &anI temaH tNmy =to n=I, te=I &anI teno wo›a n=I, ma5 &ata j Ke. j¡Ao, Aa &anwav sa=enuH Awo›<Tv SvwavnuH pir`mn¦ pyaRymaH iv>man hova KtaH te hrq‐xok Aaid prwavnuH &anIne Awo›ap uH Ke. Aho¦ Aa to Svwav¹iÚnI ko{ AdŸwut kmalnI vat Ke. SvwavnI pirìt =ya ivna n smÔy AevI Aa AHtrnI AlaEikk vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

daz, wat, mosHbIno rs, rsguLlaH [Tyaid jD, ma!I, AÒv tÀv Ke. te $pI pda=R Ke. A$pI Aevo wgvan Aa„a teno wo›a n=I. $pI pda=R trf lÙ krIne Aa cIj @Ik Ke Aevo rag Òv _Tpþ kre, Ane TyaH A&anI Aem mane ke huH xrIraidne wogvuH KuH, prcIjne wogvuH KuH, p` Ae to AenI im+ya maNyta Ke, kemke prcIjne Aa„a 5`kazmaH wogvI xkto n=I‐jDne Ôe Aa„a wogve to tene jDp uH AavI pDe.

ko{ mo!o xe@ hoy, ware pu~yna @a@ vCce _wo hoy, $pazo deh mi`‐ma ek=I m#elo hoy ne Fre bag‐bHgla‐bgIca‐mo!ro [Tyaid kroDonI saæbIwyÈ vEwv hoy, TyaH A&anIne mÇmaH paÌ vze ke‐Aha¦ kevI saæbI ne kevo wogv!o¦ Aa xe@ keva suqI Ke¦ p` wa{¦ Aa to tarI bih¹iÚ Ke Ane te im+ya Ke kemke jD pda=Èno wogv!o Aa„ane Ke j nih. suqno Aek AHx p` temaH=I Aave tem n=I.





AhÄ to \m± ÒvnI vat Ke. \m± Òvne SvSv$pnI ¹iÚ =taH Aa„&an Ýg! =yuH Ke te=I teAo Ýg! AtIiNãy AanHdna wo›a Ke temne ikHictŸ rag bakI Ke, p` te ragna teAo wo›a n=I. Aha¦ isHh ke ixyaizyaH faDI qataH hoy te kazey inÔnHdrslIn Aeva muinraj AanHdna wo›a Ke ikHictŸivØadna piràm te kaze =ay, p` tena teAo wo›a n=I. AHdr Awo›<Tv Svwav Ýg!–o Ke ne? te=I &anI hrq‐xokna wogvvana inv<i¿Sv$pe pir`Mya Ke. AavI vat¦ A&anIne deha|yas Ke te=I &anInuH AHtrHg pir`mn tene wastuH n=I.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` to ragne ko` wogve Ke?

_¿r:- ko` wogve? ragne wogve ragI. ragna piràm potana Ø!Ÿkark=I pyaRymaH =ay Ke, ne ragI Òvo temaH tNmy ={ pir`me Ke &anI temaH tNmy n=I, te=I &anI ragna wo›a n=I. AhÄ Aa SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐ÒvnI Awo›<Tvxi›, rag‐äeØaidna Anuwv=I _prmSv$p Ke. ko{ p` prãƒno wo›a to Òv 5`kazmaH n=I, p` ragna wogv!a=I p` _prmSv$p Òvno Svwav Ke, te=I Svwavinyt &anI puruØ ragna wo›a n=I.

Tyare ko{ pHiDtoAe èdormaH Aek var kheluH‐—Òvne prãƒno ktaR n mane te idgHbr n=I.˜ Are, tuH xuH khe Ke Aa? mhan idgHbracayÈ‐kevzIna keDaytIAo xuH khe Ke Ae to Ôe. AhÄ Aa SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a ragno ktaR‐wo›a n=I. prna ktaR‐wo›apànI to vat j k–aH rhI? Are wa{¦ Svwavna ¹iÚvHtne Aek inÔnHdno j wogv!o Ke, te ANy (ragaidna) wogv!a=I sda _prmSv$p Ke. Are wa{¦ ‐

• Aa„a Ôe jDne wogve to tene jDp uH AavI pDe.

• Aa„a Ôe ragne tNmyp e wogve to tene bihra„p uH AavI pDe. te=I

• Aa„a (&anI puruØ) inj Svwav=I potana &ananHdmy inmRz wavne j wogve Ke, Ane te j xowaSpd Ke. temaH Aa„anI Aa„ap e Ýisiâ Ke, ne temaH svR prwavonuH Awo›ap uH Ke.

wa{¦ tne smjmaH n Aave te=I xuH =ay? marg to Aavo j Ke. Are wa{¦ Aek var Aa xrIraidno moh KoDI, kutuhl krIne AHdr Sv$pmaH DUbkI to mar. tne TyaH

ko{ AicNTy in\an deqaxe. Aa deh to haD‐maHs‐camnuH, ma!InuH #ÄgluH Ke Ane Aa b\a bag‐bHgla‐mo!ruH p` \UznI \Uz Ke. Aena=I tne xuH Ke? Aena lÙe to tne rag Ane du:q j =xe. Ane Ae ragne wogvvanI ¹iÚ to tne AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe. kazkU! spRnuH Jer to Aek var mr` krave p` Aa ë\I ¹iÚnuH Jer to AnHt mr` kravxe. ma!e he wa{¦ AnHtsuqin\an inj cEtNySv$pne AozqIne tena Anuwvno _>m kr¸ te j tne AnHt jNm‐mr`=I _garI prm suqnI Ýaiº kravxe.

&anIne ikHictŸ Aasi›na piràm =ay Ke, p` tenI tene ruic n=I, temaH tene suqbuiâ n=I. &anIne inj cEtNySvwavnuH wan =va=I, ragna AwavSvwavSv$p je Awokt<Tv xi› Ke tenuH pir`mn =yuH Ke. Ane te=I te Aasi›na piràmno wo›a =to n=I. Ahaha...¦ cEtNy icdanHdmy Aek &aykwavna tzno SpxR krIne &ata‐¹Úana piràm Ýg! =ya Ke te=I &anI ivkarna‐Aasi›$p piràmna wogv!a=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke. Aa smjva qUb \Irj Ôe{Ae wa{¦ Aa to \mRk=a Ke bapu¦

j¡Ao, wrt cÊvt± Ùaiyk smiktI hta, K qHDna raßymaH hta ne Kþu hÔr raÌna wognI Aasi›na piràm temne =ta hta. KtaH ¹iÚ Svwav pr htI, te=I te kaze teAo &ata‐¹Úa piràmna wo›a hta, ivkarna ivØEla Svadna nih. Are wa{¦ &ata‐¹Úa$p piràm SvyH ivkarna Awo›<TvSv$p Ke. sMyG¹iÚ Òv nrkna ware ÝitkUz sHyogmaH hoy ne tene ikHictŸ Aakuztana piràm =ay. KtaH te Aakuztane wogvto n=I, Ae to SvwavnI ¹iÚ vDe inmRz pirìtna suqnI AHtrmaH g!ag!I kre Ke. Ahaha...¦

baihr narkIk<t du:q woge, AHtr suqrs g!ag!I¸icNmUrt ¹g\arIkI moih, rIit lgit hE A!ap!I.




23‐ini*ÊyTvxi› : 117

Ahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚnI pirìt A!p!I Ke. ]ei`k raÔno Òv nrkmaH p` ATyare inrakuz AanHd$p piràmno j wo›a Ke, ne je du:q Ke, ÝitkUzta Ke tene bharnI cIj ÔÌ tena wogvvana _prSv$p j teAo pir`mI ræa Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH...?

xuH =ay? A&anI to bhanuH krvamaH roka{ gyo Ke Aaqo idvs pap, pap ne pap. hve te k–are inv<i¿ le Ane k–are tÀv smje? p` Aa to Òvn caLyuH Ôy Ke wa{¦ pKI k–aH j{x, k–aH _tara krIx? jra ivcar kr.

AhÄ khe Ke‐AnHtgu in\an Ýwu Aa„amaH, &at<Tvma5=I iwþ Aeva ivkarI piràmna wogv!a=I inv<¿Sv$p AevuH i5kaz Awo›ap uH Ke. ne Aava Svwavno AHtr‐lÙ krI SvIkar krtaH pyaRymaH p` Awo›a gu nuH pir`mn wo›a =to n=I. waØa to sadI Ke, wav gHwIr Ke. Aha¦ Awo›<Tvxi›nuH wan =taH pyaRymaH Awo›ap uH Ýg!–uH Ane hve te ragna‐ivkarna piràmno wo›a n=I. AanuH nam \mR Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Awo›<Tvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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23: ini*ÊyTvxi›

;smSt kmRna _prm=I ÝvtRtI Aa„ÝdexonI in*pHdtaSv$p (‐AkHptaSv$p) ini*ÊyTvxi›. (skz kmRno Awav =ay Tyare ÝdexonuH kHpn m!I Ôy Ke ma!e ini*ÊyTvxi› p` Aa„amaH Ke.)'

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„ano‐i5kazI Aek &aykwavma5 vStuno‐Aa]y krtaH &annI pyaRymaH AaquH pU R ãƒ Ane tenaH AnHt gu nuH &an =ay Ke ne Tyare pyaRymaH svR gu onI Aekdex ƒi› Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AÊmvt± AnHtgu my Ýwu Aa„a Ke, Ane tenI inmRz inmRz pyaRyo Êmvt± Ýg! =ay Ke. te AÊmvt± gu o ne Êmvt± pyaRyono smuday te Aa„a Ke. ivkarI pyaRynI AhÄ vat krI n=I, kemke ivkar Ae xi›nuH‐gu nuH kayR n=I. Ahaha...¦ xi›na \rnar samaNy \/uv Aek Svwavwav‐Aek &aykwav _pr ¹iÚ krva=I sMyGdxRn‐&an Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane Tyare Aa„amaH ini*ÊyTv siht je!la AnHt gu Ke te pyaRymaH Aekdex Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ &anwav Ýg! =taH sa=e AnHtI xi›Ao wegI _Kze Ke.

j¡Ao, phelaH Akt<RTv Ane Awo›<Tvxi›nuH v Rn kyuÅ TyaH Aem kæuH ke‐smSt, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta, &at<Tvma5=I j¡da piràmona krvana Ane wogvvana _prmSv$p Akt<RTv Ane Awo›<Tvxi›. AhÄ Aa in*ÊyTvxi›na v RnmaH khe Ke‐smSt kmRna _prm=I ÝvtRtI Aa„ÝdexonI in*pHdtaSv$p (‐AkHptaSv$p) ini*ÊyTvxi› Ke. juAo, AaTmano Svwav to iS=r‐AkHp‐ini*Êy Ke. ÝdexonuH kHpn Ae to kmRna inim¿e =yelo AaEdiykwav Ke, te Svwavwav n=I. Sv$pna Aa]ye svR kmÈno Awav =taH cEtNyÝwu pU R iS=r‐AiÊy =ay Ke. Ane te AiÊyTv Aa„ano Svwav Ke, Svwav Ke tenI TyaH Ýg!ta Ke. smiktI \m±ne p` Aa SvwavnI Aekdex ƒ›ta =ay Ke. \m±nI ¹iÚmaH kmR‐inim¿na sHbH\ riht Aek AkHp icdanHd Svwav j vteR Ke, Ane te=I tene kmR trfna kHpn siht b\a wavono ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe Awav Ke.

tdŸn AkHpp uH to caEdma gu S=anmaH Ýg! =ay Ke t=aip co=a gu S=ane Ùaiyk smiktI Òvne p` ini*ÊyTvno AHx ƒ› =ay Ke. Aas/v Ai\karmaH ga=a 176na wava=RmaH Aa vat AavI Ke. qreqr to potanuH pU aRnHdSv$p i5kazI ãƒ jyaHH ÝtIit ne AnuwvmaH AaƒuH TyaH drek sMyG¹iÚ Òvne co=a gu S=ane pyaRymaH Aekdex in*pHdta$p pir`mn =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ ini*ÊyTvxi›no Aek AHx pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe p` ;svR guàHx te sMykŸTv'‐Aem sMyGdxRnnI ƒaQya krI Ke mtlb ke sMyGdxRn =taH Aivnawavp e svR AnHt gu no AHx Ýg! =ay Ke.

rhSypU R ic‚ImaH pH. ]I !oDrmlÒ khe Ke‐—Ae j Ýma e co=a gu S=anmaH Aa„ane &anaidgu o Aekdex





Ýg! =ya Ke t=a terma gu S=anmaH Aa„ane &anaidguò svR=a Ýg! =ay Ke.˜ j¡Ao &an, dxRn, AanHd gu no Aek AHx Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I kæuH, p` &anaid gu ono Ae!le &anaid svR gu ono Aekdex co=a gu S=anmaH Ýg! =ay Ke Aem vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt... AnHt... AnHt gu rTnono wHDar cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Ane sMyGdxRn Ýg! =taH tena &anaid svR gu ono Aek AHx ƒ›$pe pyaRymaH pir`me Ke. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH AnHtu sam+yR Ke. Aekek xi›maH AnHt xi›nuH $p Ke. Aekek xi› AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. te=I ini*ÊyTvxi› ãƒ‐gu maH i5kaz ƒapk Ke. Ane i5kazI ãƒnuH wan =taH ini*ÊyTvxi› pyaRymaH p` ƒapk =ay Ke. Aa Ýmaè ini*ÊyTvxi›no Ayogpà$p AHx co=a gu S=ane smiktIne pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. car AFait kmÈno nax =taH je ÝitÒvI gu o Ýg! =ay Ke teno pÀek AHx co=a gu S=ane Ýg! =ay Ke. rhSypU R ic‚ImaH Aa vat SpÚ krtaH TyaH kæuH Ke‐—vzI wa{]I¦ tme 5` ¹ÚaHt lQyaH A=va ¹ÚaHt äara ÝÆ lQya, p` ¹ÚaHt svaÅg mztaH Aave nih. ¹ÚaHt Ke te Aek Ýyojn dxaRve Ke. AhÄ bIjno cHã, jz ibHdu, AiG™k` Ae to Aekdex Ke Ane pUi Rmano cHã, mhasagr t=a AiG™kuHD Ae svRdex Ke. Ae j Ýma e co=a gu S=anmaH Aa„ane &anaidgu o Aekdex Ýg! =ya Ke t=a terma gu S=anmaH Aa„ane &anaidgu o svR=a Ýg! =ay Ke.˜

cHãmanuH ¹ÚaHt AhÄ svaÅg lagu n pDe. cHãno jem =oDo wag ƒ› Ke Ane bakIna wagmaH Aavr` Ke tem AhÄ isâaHtmaH lagu n pDe. sMyGdxRn =taH AaquH ãƒ QyalmaH Aave Ke, Ane ƒ›maH AsHQy Ýdexe AnHt gu ono Aek AHx Ýg! =ay Ke. cHãno to Amuk wag quLlo Ke, Ane bakIna wagmaH Aavr` Ke, Aa ¹ÚaHt AhÄ isâaHtmaH svaÅg lagu pDtuH n=I. wgvan Aa„ana AsHQy Ýdexna Ùe5maH AnHt gu onaH in\an pD–aH Ke. te AnHt gu pUra Ùe5maH AsHQy ÝdexmaH ƒapk Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH co=a gu S=ane te &anaid svR gu ono AsHQy ÝdexmaH Aek AHx ƒ› =ay Ke ko{ gu bakI rheto n=I. car ÝitÒvI gu o t=a Aa ini*ÊyTvxi›no p` pyaRymaH Aek AHx Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavuH AlaEikk sMyGdxRn Ke.

smysarnI ga=a 11 jEndxRnno Ýa` Ke. temaH kæuH Ke‐

vvharo DwUdT=o wUdT=o deisdo du su|dÀo.wudT=miSsdo qlu sMmaid‚I hvid jIvo..

ƒvharny AwUta=R Ke Ane xuâny wUta=R Ke Aem %ØI¬roAe dxaRƒuH Ke je Òv wUta=Rno Aa]y kre Ke te Òv inüy=I sMyG¹iÚ Ke.

pH. ]I kElascHãÒAe Aa ga=ane jEndxRnno Ýa` kæo Ke. wUta=R, i5kaz sTya=R siCcdanHdSv$p inj Aa„ãƒ Ke. teno Aa]y letaH pyaRymaH AsHQy Ýdexe AnHt gu no Aek AHx Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke.

j¡Ao, Aas/v Ai\karnI ga=a 176na wava=Rna bIÔ fkramaH kæuH Ke‐—sMyG¹iÚne im+yaTvno Ane AnHtanubH\I kØayno _dy nih hova=I tene te Ýkarna wavas/vo to =ta j n=I Ane im+yaTv tem j AnHtanubH\I kØay sHbH\I bH\ p` =to n=I. (Ùaiyk sMyG¹iÚne s¿amaH=I im+yaTvno Ùy =tI vqte j AnHtanubH\I kØayno t=a te sHbH\I Aivrit Ane yogwavno p` Ùy ={ gyo hoy Ke. te=I tene te Ýkarno bH\ =to n=I¸...)˜ AhÄ Ùaiyk sMyG¹iÚnI vat krI, p` drek sMyG¹iÚne co=a gu`S=anmaH ini*ÊyTvxi›no Aek AHx pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke Aem smjvuH. Aho¦ Aa vat AdŸwut AlaEikk Ane sU"m gHwIr Ke¦ co=a gu S=anvt± Aa„ane &anaid gu o Aekdex Ýg! =ya Ke tenI t=a terma gu S=anvt± Aa„ane &anaid gu o svRdex$p Ýg! =ya Ke tenI Aek j Ôit Ke Aem smjvuH‐Aam khIne pH. ]I !oDrmlÒAe AdŸwut rhSy quLluH kyuÅ Ke. wa{¦ AavI vat svR&na marg isvay k–aHy n=I.

bharmaH \n‐l"mIno wHDar mze Ae to pu~y hoy to mze, AemaH kaH{ ko{nI hoixyarI ke Dhap` kam AavtuH n=I. p` je e potanuH Dhap`‐ivvek&an AHdr AnHtgu in\an cEtNyl"mIno wHDar wyÈ Ke tene Ôeva‐Ô`vamaH lgaƒuH, Ahaha...¦ tene, khe Ke, ãƒmaH AsHQy Ýdexe je AnHt gu ‐xi›Ao Ke te b\Ino Aek AHx





pyaRymaH ƒ› ={ Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ‐gu maH to xi› ƒapI Ke, ne pyaRymaHy te ƒape Ke kemke drek xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aa ãƒanuyognuH k=n bhu JI uH bapu¦ inj pu R stŸnI ÝtIit jyaHH ={ ke svR gu ono Aek AHx pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. Aho¦ ini*Êytano Ayogpà$p Aek AHx smiktI \m±ne co=a gu S=ane Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke.

hve Aa potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy xuH AenIy Fàne to qbr n=I. =an=I Aek wa{ Aavela. tem e AhÄna Sva|yay mHidrnI idval _pr lqelo cakzo vaHCyo, —ãƒ¹iÚ te sMyG¹iÚ˜ ‐pKI te boLya‐—mharaj¦ Aa ãƒ¹iÚ te sMyG¹iÚ‐Aem AhÄ lQyuH Ke to xuH ãƒ Ae!le pEsavaza AhÄ Fà loko Aave Ke te b\a sMyG¹iÚ Ke Aem Aa lqvano A=R Ke?˜ Tyare temne kæuH‐Aem n=I wa{¦ ãƒ Ae!le pEsavaza Aevo A=R n=I bapu¦ ãƒ Ae!le Aa„ãƒ‐AnHtgu in\an prma=R vStu, gu Ae!le Aeno i5kazI wav‐Svwav, Ane pyaRy Ae!le tenuH pir`mn =ay te dxa. ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyno Aavo A=R Ke wa{¦ hve jEnmaH jNmelaney AanI kaH{ qbr n mze Aene \mRnuH Sv$p kevI rIte smÔy, Ane \mRnI Ýaiº Aene kevI rIte =ay? pEsa to jD Ke bapu¦ Ane tene potana mane Ae to jDno SvamI, jD =ay Ke. jem weHsno pit paDo hoy tem pEsa Ane ragno SvamI =nar jD Ke, cetn n=I. injRra Ai\karnI ga=a 208nI !IkamaH AacayR Am<tcHãSvamI frmave Ke ke‐

—Ôe AÒv prãƒne huH pirg/huH to AvXymev te AÒv maruH ;Sv' =ay, huH p` AvXymev te AÒvno SvamI =aë¸ Ane AÒvno je SvamI te qreqr AÒv j hoy. Ae rIte Avxe (lacarI=I) p` mne AÒvp uH AavI pDe. maruH to Aek &ayk wav j je ;Sv' Ke, teno j huH SvamI KuH ma!e mne AÒvp uH n ho, huH to &ata j rhIx, prãƒne nih pirg/huH.˜

hve AavI vat Aola ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem mane Ke Aemne AekaNt lage Ke p` Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke wa{¦ tuH n smje Ae!le ivro\na pokar kre p` Aa prma=R sTy Ke. Ahaha...¦ potanuH Sv$p AHdr i5kaz \/uv Aek siCcdanHdmy Ke. temaH Aekag/ =taH pyaRymaH AekaNt A=aRtŸ AeklI vItragI xaHit Ýg! =ay Ke. AhInuH vatavr` p` AekaNtmy‐xaHitmy Ke ne? Sv$pnuH wan =ye AnHt gu omaH inmRztano AHx Ýg! =ay Ke, AanHd gu no AHx Ýg!e Ke, ne sa=e vIyR gu no AHx p` Ýg!e Ke. vIyR Ae!le? Ahaha...¦ SvSv$pnI rcna kre AenuH nam vIyR Ke. ragnI rcna kre Ae vIyRnI pirìt nih, Ae to npuHskta‐hIjDap uH Ke. jem npuHskne ÝÔ =ay nih tem Aane p` \mRnI ÝÔ =tI n=I.

marg Fò sU"m Ke wa{¦ bharna pda=R sa=e tne xuH sHbH\ Ke? Are, xuwragno ivkLp =ay tey du:qdayk Ke. Are wa{¦ tne tarI qbr n=I¦ wgvan¦ tuH &ananHdSvwavI Ko ne¦ tarI dxamaH AanHdno Svad Aavvo Ôe{Ae tena bdle Are, tuH ragna‐du:qna vednmaH roka{ gyo¦ du:qna‐ragna AwavSvwav Sv$p wgvan¦ tuH AsHgmUitR cEtNyÝwu Ko. Aha¦ Aava inj AanHdSv$pna sHgmaH‐smIptamaH gyo nih, Ane ragna sHgmaH tuH roka{ gyo, ragna rHgmaH rHga{ gyo¦ ragno sHg krIne wa{¦ teH pyaRymaH du:q vhorI lI\uH Ke. xuwyogne tuH moÙnuH sa\n mane p` Ae to taruH A&an Ke. \m±ne je AHxe AkHpdxa Ýg! ={ Ke temaH xuwyogno to Awav Ke te \mRnuH sa\n kem =ay? xuwrag \mRnuH sa\n 5`kazmaH n=I.

Tyare ko{ Aek pHiDte lQyuH Ke ke‐;xuwragne hey mane te im+ya¹iÚ Ke' Are wa{¦ pHiDt ={ne teH Aa xuH lQyuH? taro Aa ivprIt AiwÝay duinya manI lexe (kemke duinya to Avze mageR Ke j), p` vStuiS=itmaH mha ivro\ =xe, vStu tara AiwÝay=I sHmt nih =ay.

Akt<RTvxi›maH smSt, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta piràmona kr`na _prmSv$pnI vat htI. ivkarI wav kmR=I krvamaH Aavela piràm Ke, ne tena kr`na _prmSv$p Akt<RTvxi› Ke. tem AkHpnSv$p ini*ÊyTvxi›nI ivk<t AvS=a kHpn$p piràm Ke te kmR äara krvamaH AavelI dxa Ke vaStvmaH svR kmRna Awav=I ÝvtRtI AkHpta$p ini*ÊyTvxi› te Aa„ano i5kazI Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa !IkamaH to wHDar wyaR Ke.

wgvan Aa„a cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Ke. tenI pyaRymaH kHpn =ay Ke te kmR äara krvamaH Aavta piràm Ke, te Aa„ano Svwav n=I, Ane teno ktaR Aa„a n=I. co=a gu S=ane \m±ne je AHxe AkHpn$p dxa Ýg!





={ Ke temaH te kHpndxano Awav Ke. xuH kI\uH? ini*ÊyTvxi›na pir`mnmaH je!lI AkHpta ={ Ke te ãƒnI pyaRy Ke, Ane kmRna inim¿e je!lI kHpn dxa Ke teno AkHpndxamaH Awav Ke. inmRz pyaRy Ýg!I temaH ƒvharno Awav Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke, Aa Syaäad Ke. in*kHpxi›nuH pir`mn wav$p Ke, temaH smSt kmRno Awav Ke. magR JIò Ke wa{¦ lokone AWyas n=I, bharna sHsarmaH rqDvana laEikk AWyasmaH Òvn ƒtIt kre Ke p` Aa to ijHdgI (ƒ=R) calI Ôy Ke wa{¦

Ame to nanI ëmrmaH sat copDI su\I AWyas krI laEikk w`vanuH KoDI dI\uH htuH¸ temaHy satmI copDInI prIÙa AapI n htI. te vqte Amara Aek im5 sa=e w`ta. te ke!lak vØR bad Amne wavngr wega ={ gya. Tyare Ame temne pUK–uH‐—hal tme xuH kro Ko?˜ to tem e jvab dI\elo‐—huH to hÒ AWyas kruH KuH Lyo, bavIs‐bavIs vØR su\I AWyas kyaR kre¦ smysarkzxmaH AacayR ]I Am<tcHãdev to khe Ke‐Aa tÀv&anno K mas to AWyas kr. Are, tuH pote AHdr prma„a Ke tenI Aek var K mas lgnI lgavI de. Ahaha...¦ Ýwu, lagI lgn hmarI¦ Aek var lgn lagI pKI xuH khevuH? AHdr AahladwyÈ cEtNyno Svanuwv Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa bIÔ (AirhHtaid) prma„anI lgnI lage te piràm to rag Ke, p` AHdr inj prma„Sv$p Aa„a Ke tenI lgnI lage to prm AaLhadkarI, prm kLya`karI smikt Ýg! =ay Ke¸ Ane Tyare svR kmRno Awav =taH je caEdma gu S=ane AyogIdxa Ýg! =ay Ke teno Aek AHx Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AnHtmihmain\an Ýwu Aa„a Ke. y=a=RmaH Aeno mihma wase to xI vat¦ smysar na!kmaH KeLle Òv‐n!no mihma kæo Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Òv$pI n!nI Aek s¿amaH AnHt gu Ke, ÝTyek gu maH AnHt pyaRyo Ke, ÝTyek pyaRymaH AnHt n<Ty Ke, ÝTyek n<TymaH AnHt qel Ke, ÝTyek qelmaH AnHt kza Ke, Ane ÝTyek kzanI AnHt Aak<itAo Ke, ‐Aa rIte Òv F uH j ivlÙ` na!k krnar Ke.˜ pHiDt ]I dIpcHdÒAe p` xi›na v RnmaH Fò mihma kyÈ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava inj cEtNyma5 Aa„ano mihma ÔÌ AHtr sNmuq pir`me tenuH xuH khevuH? Ae=I to Òv svR kmÈno Awav krI pU`R ini*Êy‐in*kHp, AwUtpUvR isâpdne pame Ke. AavI vat Ke.

Aek bIÔe Nyay: xuwwav Ke temaH xuâtano AHx giwRt Ke. &anno AHx v\Ine kevz&an =ay Ke tem xuwmaH xuâno AHx Ke to te v\Ine y=aQyat cair5 =ay Ke. xuwmaH Ôe giwRt xuâtano AHx n hoy to xuwrag v\Ine kaH{ y=aQyat cair5 Ýg! =xe? na, ={ xke nih. ma!e xuwyogmaH giwRt xuâta rhelI Ke Aem isâ =ay Ke.

ha, p` te kone lagu pDe? jene g/Hi=wed =ay tene. jene ragnI Aekta tU!I g{ Ke tene xuwmaH je giwRt xuâta pDI Ke te v\Ine y=aQyat cair5$pe Ýg! =ay Ke. &annI xuiâ v\e ma!e cair5nI xuiâ v\e Aem Ke nih. Aa vat pH. ]I bnarsIdase _padan‐inim¿nI ic‚ImaH krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐ivxeØ Ae!luH ke giwRt xuâta Ae Ýg! xuâta n=I, Ae bþe gu nI giwRt xuâta ßyaH su\I g/Hi=wed =ay nih TyaH su\I moÙmagR sa\e nih, prHtu (Òvne) _|vRta kre, AvXy kre j, (p` moÙmagRna kar`$p te n =ay). Ae bNne gu onI giwRt xuâta ßyare g/Hi=wed =ay Tyare Ae bNnenI ixqa fU!e Ane Tyare Ae bNne gu \araÝvah$pe moÙmagR trf cale.

pH. bnarsIdas ;prma=R vcinka' ne AHte khe Ke‐—(tÀv) vcnatIt, [iNãyatIt, &anatIt Ke te=I Aa ivcaro bhu xa lqva? je &ata hxe te =oDuH lqeluH (p`) bhu smjxe. je A&anI hxe te Aa ic‚I saHwzxe qro, prHtu smjxe nih. Aa vcinka jem Ke tem‐(y=ayoGy)‐sumitÝma` kevzI‐vcnanusar Ke. je Òv Aa saHwzxe, smjxe, ]âxe, tene kLya`karI Ke‐waGyÝma`˜. Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra¦ Aa kazmaH kevz&anI to AhÄ Ke nih, ne ivdehmaH wgvan pase to gya n=I, KtaH vaÌmaH Aa!luH Ôer? to khe Ke‐ha, sMyGdxRn =taH AavI £#ta AavI Ôy Ke. Ame ivdehmaH wgvan pase gya n=I, p` Amara wgvan Aa„a pase gya KIAe tena Ôer=I qUb £#ta=I Ame Aa vat krIAe KIAe ke AmarI Aa vat kevzI vcnanusar Ke.

Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI to bilharI Ke, sa=e smiktI g<hS=onIy bilharI Ke. hve AamaHy ke!lak pHiDto ATyare ivro\ kre Ke. temne tÀvna Sv$pnI qbr n=I, Ae!le potanI ¹iÚ Ýma e mez n qay Ae!le ivro\ kre Ke. p` Are wa{¦ sMyG¹iÚ‐co=a gu S=anvt± \m±‐ÒvnI vaÌ ho ke paHcma ke K‚a gu S=anvt± sHtonI vaÌ ho, temnaH tÀv&annaH b\aHy k=n kevzIvcnanusar Ke, temaH ko{ frk hoto n=I.





co=a gu S=anmaH sMyG¹iÚ Òvne ini*ÊyTvxi›nI in*kHp dxa AHxe Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ meru hle to Ýdex hle‐AevI in*kHp dxano Aek AHx &anIne pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke temaH kmRinim¿k kHpnno Awav Ke. in*kHp pyaRyo Êmvt± Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane gu o AÊme rhe Ke, te Êm Ane AÊmna smudayne Aa„a khevamaH Aavel Ke. Aa„ana SvwavmaH to AkHpp uH‐AiÊyp uH i5kaz Ke AhÄ pyaRymaH Aekdex AkHpta &anIne ƒ› =ay Ke AenI vat Ke. pyaRymaH je!luH kHpn ræuH Ke teno Aa AkHpdxamaH Awav Ke.

xaÏmaH caEdma gu S=ane AkHpdxa khI Ke Ae pU R AkHptanI vat Ke ne te=I terma gu S=anmaH syogdxa khevamaH AavI Ke. \m±ne‐smiktIne sMyGdxRn Ýg! =taH ¹iÚmaH svR kmRno Awav Ke, in*kHpn pyaRymaH kmRno Awav Ke, ne kmRna inim¿e je kHpn Ke teno p` AkHpndxamaH Awav Ke. Aoho...¦ bhu sU"m gHwIr vat. ¹iÚno ivØy bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ Aha¦ idgHbr sHto isvay AavI vat k–aHy Ke nih. ãƒ‐gu maH to i5kaz kHpnno Awav Ke, ne ãƒnI ¹iÚ =ye smiktIne inim¿ kmRna sHge je kHpn bakI Ke teno tenI AHx$p AkHpndxamaH Awav Ke. Aavo AdŸwut marg Ke bapu¦

ÝÆ:- guÌdev, Aape to b\ane in*kHp bnavI dI\a¦ _¿r:- ÝTyek Aa„a in*kHpSv$p j Ke wa{¦ in*kHpta‐ini*Êyta to Aa„ano i5kazI Svwav Ke.

siÊyp uH‐kHpnp uH Ae kaH{ Aa„anuH SvSv$p n=I. Ahaha...¦ i5kaz ini*Êy Aek &aykwav Aeva inj Aa„ãƒno Anuwv =taH pyaRymaH AkHppànuH pir`mn =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ te AkHpp uH kar` Ane kHpn tenuH kayR Aem n=I, tem j kHpn kar` Ane AkHpn tenuH kayR Aem p` n=I. kHpn sa\kdxamaH Ke qruH, p` AkHpn$p je pir`mn =yuH temaH kHpnno Awav Ke. xuâopyog Ke temaH Axuâopyogno Awav Ke. Lyo, AavI Aa„¹iÚ =vI te in*kHp =vano magR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wgvan¦ taramaH AnHt gu wyaR Ke temaH Aek AkHpn gu Ke. Aa AkHpn gu nuH AnHt gu maH $p Ke te=I svR gu o AkHpSv$p Ke. ko{ gu \/ujta n=I. xaÏmaH Aek jGyaAe Aem vat AavI Ke ke ÔegnuH kHpn Ke temaH \maRiStkay inim¿ n=I, kemke kHpnmaH \maRiStkaynuH inim¿ manvamaH Aave to AkHpnmaH A\maRiStkaynuH inim¿ manvuH pDe p` Aem Ke nih. ma!e kHpnmaH \maRiStkay inim¿ n=I. \maRiStkay to gitmaH inim¿ Ke, ne kHpn to kmRk<t AaEpai\kwav Ke. Aavo marg bhu JIò¦ ko{ Ýbz puruØa=± Òv j pame Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐

Ýwuno marg Ke xUrano, nih kayrnuH kam Ôe ne ragmaH racnara kayr puruØone Aa vItragno marg Ýaº =to n=I. ]ImdŸe p` lQyuH Ke ne ke‐

vcnam<t vItragnaH, prm xaHtrs mUz¸AaEØ\ je wvrognaH, kayrne ÝitkUz.re gu`vHta &anI, Am<t vrSyaH re pHcm kazmaH...

Aho¦ idgHbr sHtoAe pHcm kazmaH Am<tnI \ara vrsavI Ke. Aekek xi›maH ke!luH wyuR Ke? Aa to y=axi› vat Aave Ke. muinvrona ÙyopxmnI Ane AHtrdxanI to xI vat¦ Ahaha...¦ wgvan kevzInI idƒ|vinmaH Aa vat Aave, ne 5` &anna \Ì, AekwvtarI [Não saHwzva Aave te vat kevI hoy Ýwu¦ AhÄ Aa AnekaNt isâ kyuÅ ke‐AkHpxi›na pir`mnmaH je AkHpp uH Ýg! =yuH temaH kmR Ane kmRk<t kHpnno Awav Ke. AkHpndxa wav$p Ke, ne temaH kHpnno Awav Ke. AkHpn p` Ke, ne kHpn p` Ke AevuH SvanuwvnI Sv$p¹iÚmaH Ke nih. Aa„amaH kHpn Ke j nih.

_pr AavI gyuH Ke ke Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu no smuday te Aa„a Ke. AhÄ Êmvt± pyaRymaH inmRztana ÊmnI vat Ke. AÊmvt± gu to i5kaz inmRz Ke j, tenI Êmvt± AkHpnnI dxay inmRz Ke. kHpn Aa„anI cIj Ke Ae vat AhÄ SvIkarI j n=I¸ kemke kHpn Aa„ana SvwavnuH kayR n=I. &annI AnuwUitmaH &anIne kHpnno Anuwv n=I. Ahaha... kHpn vgrno AkHpSvwavI ini*Êy Ýwu Aa„a Ke, Ane svR kmÈno nax =taH Aa„ano AkHpSvwav saÙatŸ Ýg! =ay Ke isâdxamaH te said‐AnHt Aivcl iS=r‐iS=r rhe Ke.

he wa{¦ tara Aa„ana i5kazI Aek ini*Êy &anSvwav same Ôe, tarI AnHt xi›AonuH inmRz‐inmRz





pir`mn ={, pyaRymaH=I kHp KU!I, tne said‐AnHt AkHp AevI pU R isâdxa Ýg!xe. Lyo, ‐

Aa Ýma e AhÄ tevIsmI ini*ÊyTvxi› pUrI ={.

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24: inytÝdexTvxi› ;je Anaid sHsar=I maHDIne sHkocivStar=I liÙt Ke Ane je crm xrIrna pirma`=I kaH{k é`a

pirma e AviS=t =ay Ke AevuH lokakaxna map je!la mapvazuH Aa„‐Avyvp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI inytÝdexTvxi›. (Aa„ana lokpirma` AsHQy Ýdexo inyt j Ke. te Ýdexo sHsar‐AvS=amaH sHkocivStar pame Ke Ane moÙAvS=amaH crm xrIr krtaH kaH{k AoKa pirma ee iS=t rhe Ke.)'

j¡Ao, smysarmaH Aa xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. xi› Ae!le xuH? ke wgvan Aa„a &aykSvwavma5 vStu Ke te ãƒ Ke. temaH AnHt Svwav nam gu Ke. gu kho ke xi› kho, te Aek j vStu Ke. Aa„a ãƒ trIke Awed Aek Ke, Ane xi›Ae (wed=I) AnHt Ke. Aa AnHtno (AnHt gu no) k=nivStar kem krI xkay? Ae!le AacayRdeve AhÄ 47 xi›nuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. Aem to Aa„amaH samaNy gu o AnHt Ke, ne ivxeØ gu o p` AnHt Ke. te AnHt gu no ivStar krva Ôy to AnHt kazey par n Aave, vzI xBdo p` sIimt Ke, ne &an (Ùayopximk&an) nI p` myaRda Ke. te=I !UHkamaH AacayR wgvane AhÄ 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a prm piv5 xuâ cEtNymy AnHtgu rTnakr Ke. Aoho...¦ xuâ cEtNy xi›Aono sagr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ teno Apirimt mihma Ke¸ Ùe5 wle xrIr Ýma` hoy, p` tena piv5 xuâ cEtNySvwavmaH pirimtta n=I, myaRda n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi›maH AnHt AnHt sam+yR wyuÅ Ke. AavI AnHt xi›AonuH Aek$p, Awed icNma5Sv$p te wgvan Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ AhÄ xi›nuH v Rn to pUr` Aek Awedne smjva ma!e Ke. te=I Aa xi› Ane Aa xi›van‐Aevo je wed Ke tenuH lÙ dUr krI i5kazI Awed Aek &ayknI ¹iÚ krtaH xi›nuH inmRz inmRz pir`mn ={ne teno Svad Aave Ke. &anno Svad, dxRnno Svad, suqno Svad, ÒvTvno Svad‐Aem AnHt xi›na Aek$pno pyaRymaH Svad Aave Ke. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- Aa Svad xuH Ke?

_¿r:- Svanuwv =taH inj &ananHd Sv$pnuH vedn =ay Ke tene Svad khe Ke. Aa daz, wat, laDva qay TyaH Svad Aave Ke te jDno Svad to Aa„ane Aavto n=I. te jD pda=RnuH lÙ krIne Aa @Ik Ke AevI je ragnI v<i¿ _@e Ke teno tene Svad Aave Ke. vÄKI krDe TyaH vÄKIna DHqnuH‐jDnuH Aene vedn n=I, p` tena ÝTye je A`gmo‐äeØ =ay Ke te äeØnuH tene vedn Ke. wgvan Aa„a A$pI cEtNy ãƒ Ke, tene jD pda=Èno Svad ke vedn n hoy¸ p` potana SvwavnuH lÙ KoDI, AnukUz cIjmaH rag kre ne ÝitkUz cIjmaH äeØ kre, TyaH tene pyaRymaH ragäeØno kluiØt Svad Aave Ke. Are¦ Ae e potanuH &ananHd Sv$p Ke teno AkØayI inrakul Svad kdIy lI\o nih¦

Aa„anuH Ùe5 xrIrÝma` Ke, p` tenI xi›nuH sam+yR to Apirimt AnHt Ke. Ahaha...¦ sHQyaAe xi›Ao AnHt Ane Aekek xi›nuH sam+yR p` Amap... Amap... Apirimt AnHt Ke. j¡Ao, loknI b\I baj¡Ae Aakax AnHt AnHt ivStreluH Ke. Aa Aakaxna Ýdexo AnHt Ke. Ýdex Ae!le xuH? ke Aek prma u Aakaxna je!la Ùe5ne roke tene Ýdex khe Ke. Aakaxna Aava AnHt AnHt Ýdex Ke, Ane tena=I AnHt gu a gu Aekek ÒvãƒmaH i5kaz Ke. wa{¦ Svwav Ke tene Ùe5nI mh¿a sa=e sHbH\ n=I. SvwavmaH to tenI behd xi›‐sam+yRnI mh¿a Ke. Aekek ÒvmaH AavI AnHt sam+yRyu› i5kazI AnHt xi›Ao Ke. temaH AhÄ inytÝdexTvxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke.

ÝTyek xi› ãƒ‐gu maH i5kaz ƒapk Ke, Ane potana i5kazI xuâ ãƒnI ¹iÚ =ye te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. icdanHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a pote Ke teno SvIkar Ane sTkar =ye ;huH i5kazI stŸ KuH, Aem ÝtIit ={ne pyaRymaH tenuH pir`mn =ay Ke, pyaRymaH teno Svad Aave Ke.




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Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH AnHt sam+yR Ke. Aekek xi›nI AnHtI pyaRyo Ke. Aam AnHt xi›nI _Tpad‐ƒy$p Êmvt± pyaRyone AÊmvt± AnHt gu o‐Aemno smuday te Aa„a Ke. ÝTyek xi› shjwav$p pairàimkwave Ke. tenuH wan =taH Êmvt± inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. te AaEpximkwav$p, Ùayopximkwav$p va Ùaiykwav$p Ke, AaEdiykwavno temaH Awav Ke. Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ivkarI wavnI vat j lI\I n=I, kemke ivkar te kaH{ xi›nuH kayR n=I.

Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao AÊme i5kaz Ke temaH Aek inytÝdexTvxi› i5kaz Ke. Ae!le xuH? Aa„ana Ùe5maH AsHQy Ýdexo inyt Ke. Ahaha...¦ je Ùe5maH cEtNyna AnHtgu no Ýkax _@e Ke te Aa„ana ÝdexonI sHQya inyt Ke. AhÄ AsHQy Ýdexne inyt khel Ke ANy=a AsHQy Ýdexne ƒvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 32nI !IkamaH ÒvnuH Ùe5 Aek ÝdexvazuH khel Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Òvo qreqr AivwagI‐Aekãƒpàne lI\e lokÝma`‐AekÝdexvaza Ke j¡Ao, AamaH xuH ApeÙa Ke? ke AsHQy Ýdexna wedno inØe\ krI Òvne AivwagI‐Aekãƒpàne lI\e lokÝma` Aek ÝdexI khel Ke. AsHQyÝdexo Aek ãƒmy Awed Aek$p Ke Aem TyaH vat levI Ke, Tyare AhÄ, ÝdexonI sHQya Ke te i5kaz inyt Ke, temaH v\F! n=I te=I, AsHQy Ýdex inyt Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aa rIte pHcaiStkaymaH Aek ÝdexI Òv ãƒ kæuH ne AhÄ inyt‐AsHQy ÝdexI Òv ãƒ kæuH Ae be_ k=nmaH ivro\ n=I, Aivro\ Ke¸ ma5 ivvÙawed Ke, ApeÙa=I bþe k=n brabr Ke.

kzx!IkamaH AsHQy Ýdex Aek$p Ke, ne temaH wed paDvo te ƒvhar Ke Aem kæuH Ke. kzx 2p2maH Aa vat krI Ke. ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavnI TyaH vat Ke. TyaH Aek$p vStune Svãƒ kæuH Ke, Ane ;Aa ãƒ, Aa gu '‐Aem wed paDvo tene prãƒ kæuH Ke. AsHQy Ýdex Aek$p Ke te SvÙe5 Ke Ane temaH ;Aa Ýdex, Aa Ýdex'‐Aevo wed paDI lÙmaH levuH tene prÙe5 kæuH Ke. wgvan Aa„a i5kazI ãƒ wUta=R Awed Aekakar te Svkaz Ke, ne pyaRyno wed paDI tenuH &an krvuH tene prkaz kæo Ke. AnHt xi›‐AnHt Svwav$p Aek wav te Sv‐wav Ke, Ane Aekek xi›no wed paDI tene lÙmaH levI tene prwav kæo Ke. hve AavI vat jra \Irj raqI |yan d{ne saHwze to b\o im+ya Aag/h m!I Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. wa{¦ Aa kiLpt vat n=I bapu¦ Aa to wgvan kevzIAona Ývah=I calI AavtI vaÌ Ke. wedne KoDI, Awedne pkDvana puruØa=Rne jgaDnarI Aa Am<tvaÌ Ke. wa{¦ wed Ke te Awedne smjva pUrto Ke, bakI wed ¹iÚno ivØy n=I.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a AnHt gu Svwavono Aek$p cEtNy SvyHwU wgvan Ke. SvyHwUrm` namno KeLlo smuã Ke, teno AsHQy yojnmaH ivStar Ke. tena tizye retI n=I, rTno wyaÅ Ke. tem Aa„anuH AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5 Ke, temaH Aekek Ýdexe AnHt gu $pI cEtNyrTno wyaÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aeva AnHtwav$p i5kazI Aek wav te Sv‐wav khevay, ne temaH Aekek gu ‐xi›no wed paDvo‐Aa &an, Aa suq, ‐Aem wed paDvo tene prwav khevamaH Aave Ke. vaStvmaH je Svãƒ Ke te j SvÙe5 Ke, te j Svkaz Ke ne te j Svwav Ke. Aam ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavna wed riht wgvan Aa„a SvyHwU AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke te AkØay, vItragSvwav=I wrelo xuâ Svãƒ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a cEtNy‐Am<tno ipHD Ýwu Ke. wa{¦ smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa to vItragno marg Ke wednuH lÙ dUr krI Awed Aek i5kazIne lÙmaH letaH te Ýaº =ay Ke. Aene \mR kho ke moÙno marg kho, Aek j vat Ke. jem kerImaH je v R Ke te j gH\, te j rs Ane te j SpxR Ke. wedne lÙmaH n l{Ae to AaqI cIj v R‐gH\‐rs‐SpxRmy Ke tem wgvan Aa„a icNma5 Awed Aek ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava AwednI ¹iÚ te ãƒ¹iÚ Ane ãƒ¹iÚ te sMyG¹iÚ. smÔ uH kaH{...?

AhÄ khe Ke‐Anaid sHsar=I maHDIne sHkocivStar=I liÙt AevuH lokakaxna map je!la mapvazuH Aa„‐Avyp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI Aek inytÝdexTvxi› Aa„amaH i5kaz pDI Ke. Aa„amaH je AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke te j¡dI cIj Ke, ne Aa sHkocivStar=I liÙt je inytÝdexTvxi› Ke te j¡dI cIj Ke.

AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH Sv$p to AevuH Ke ke‐jemaH sHkocno Awav Ke Aevo pyaRymaH gu no Apirimt ivStar =ay te AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ pU R ãƒ, pU R Ùe5, pU R kaz Ane pU R wav‐Ae b\ane sHkoc riht pU R ivkas$p xi›na sam+yR=I Ô e AevI ÒvmaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ jemaH sHkoc nih, pirimtta nih Aevo &anaidmaH pU R ivkas =ay, AevI AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. lokone AavI vat mze





nih Ae!le teAo bharmaH‐iÊyakaHDmaH roka{ Ôy Ke p` wa{, inj Sv$pnI Aozqa` ivna Ae b\uH kaH{ j n=I¸ =o=aH Ke. ßyaH su\I iÊyakaHDmaH‐ragmaH mU#p e roka{ rhe TyaH su\I Svanuwv =vo sHwivt n=I.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a mU# n=I¸ tena &an, dxRn Aaid AnHt gu xi›Ae AmU# Ke. wa{¦ Aa„amaH AmU# Svwavno par n=I. Ahaha...¦ \m±‐&anI Aem Anuwve Ke ke‐huH Apirimt AnHt xi›Ao=I wrelo icdanHdkHd Ýwu AmU# KuH Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH 5`kaz‐5`lokne Ô e AevI AnHt pyaRyono ipHD &an gu maramaH pD–o Ke Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdnI ÝtIit$p said‐AnHt pyaRyono ipHD ]âa gu maramaH pD–o Ke Aek smymaH inbaR\ AnHt AanHdne Aape AevI said‐AnHt AanHdnI pyaRyono ipHD AanHd gu maramaH pD–o Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava AnHt gu no rTnakr Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH. Are, Aava potana Aa„ane wUlI, he Òv¦ tuH Aa AakuztanI w‚Ina vednmaH k–aH roka{ gyo¦

Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHd‐siCcdanHdSv$p cEtNycmTkarmy Ýwu Aa„a Ke. teno AHtrmaH SvIkar Ane sTkar kyeR tenI pyaRymaH &an ne AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐

;rsSvadt suq _pjE, Anuwv tako nam.'

Ahaha...¦ TyaH vtRmanmaH je AanHd Ýg! =yo te wiv*yna pU R AanHdnuH kar` Ke. vtRman Ýg! &an ne AanHdnI dxane pU R AanHdnuH kar` khevuH te ƒvhar=I Ke. vaStvmaH to Aek smymaH je pU R AanHdnI dxa Ýg! ={ te tTsmynI Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt=I Ýg! ={ Ke. wa{¦ pUvRnI moÙmagRnI pyaRyno ƒy =yo ma!e AhÄ kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem vaStvmaH n=I, Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke kemke _Tpad Ke te kaH{ ƒynI ApeÙa raqto n=I. pUvR pyaRyno ƒy Ke, vtRman pyaRyno _Tpad Ke¸ t=aip _Tpadne ƒynI ApeÙa n=I. JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ kevz&annI Aek smynI pyaRy te ktaR, je pyaRy Ýg!I te kmR, te pyaRy j kr` A=aRtŸ sa\n, ‐pUvRnI car &annI pyaRyno ƒy te sa\n Aem nih, je pyaRy Ýg!I te potamaH j raqI te sHÝdan, pyaRy potamaH=I ={ te Apadan, Ane pyaRyno Aa\ar te pyaRy te Ai\kr`‐Aam potana Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I kevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke. pUvRnI car &annI pyaRyno ƒy =yo ma!e kevz&an _pßyuH Aem khevuH Ae ƒvharnuH k=n Ke. Awav ={ne wav =yo to te wav k–aH=I Aaƒo? AwavmaH=I nih, p` ãƒmaH svR&Tv Aaid xi› tena inyt ÝdexmaH i5kaz pDI Ke Ane temaH=I xi›van ãƒno Aa]y letaH pyaRymaH kevz&an Aaid pU R dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI sU"m vat Ke.

AhÄ inytÝdexTvxi›nI vat cale Ke. khe Ke‐Aa„ana ÝdexnI sHQya inyt‐lokÝma` AsHQy Ke. AhÄ ÝdexnI sHQyane inyt‐inüy khel Ke pHcaiStkaymaH AiStkay ãƒnI isiâ krvI Ke te=I TyaH ÝdexnI Aek$ptanI vat krI Ke. AavI vat¦ hve pote kevo Ane kevDo Ke te bhu grj krIne, drkar raqIne Ô e nih to \mR kevI rIte =ay? Aha¦ Aek raÔne‐badxahne mzva jvuH hoy to ke!lI tEyarI krIne Ôy? to AhÄ to wgvanna we!a krva jvuH Ke, to pKI temaH ke!lI tEyar Ôe{Ae? AnHt AnHt AHt:puruØa=RnI sa=e we! baH\Ine Ôy to wgvanna we!a =ay. Ahaha...¦ 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô`vanuH sam+yR raqe, Ane te p` Aek smymaH, Aevo AnHt xi›no wHDar wgvan Aa„a svÈpir cEtNy badxah Ke. Aena we!a krva jvuH Ke to Aa bharnI ‐hIra, maèk, motInI we! kam nih Aave, Ane iÊyakaHDna ragnI we! p` kam nih Aave Aha¦ Ae to AHt:puruØa=R Ôg/t krI, Aena SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv kyeR tTkal dxRn de Aevo te prma„a Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ bharna kolahl=I ivram pamI AHtmuRq =a.

Aa bharna pEsa Aaid sHyog to pu~y yoge mze Ke. te sHyog ho ke n ho¸ te Òvne xr` n=I, ne v/taidno rag p` xr` n=I, Aek smynI pyaRy p` xr` n=I. AHdr wgvan pU aRnHdno na= icNma5icHtami` Svymev dev ivraÒ ræo Ke te Aek xr` Ke, te mHgz Ke ne _¿m Ke. bharmaH ijndev, ijnguÌ, ijn\mRne xr`, mHgz ne _¿m Ô`va te ƒvhar=I Ke.

Anaid sHsar=I maHDIne Òvna Ýdexono sHkocivStar =ay Ke. ingodnI dxamaH Òvna Ýdexono sHkoc =ay to p` ÝdexonI sHQya AoKI =tI n=I ne hÔr Ôejnna mCKna xrIrmaH rhela Òvna Ýdexono ivStar =ay




24‐inytÝdexTvxi› : 12p

to p` ÝdexonI sHQya v\tI n=I. Òvna ÝdexonI sHQya to 5 e kaz Ae!lI ne Ae!lI‐AsHQy rhe Ke. Òv isâdxane Ýaº =taH tenI Avgahna KeLla xrIr=I ikHictŸ NyUn je!lI rhe Ke. Aa Avgahna

said‐AnHt kaz rhe Ke. sHsardxamaH AsHQy Ýdexono sHkocivStar =ay Ke te Ô`valayk Ke. sHsardxamaH Aek$p Avgahna rhetI n=I. kpDane sHkelI letaH tena ÝdexnI sHQya F!tI n=I, ne kpDane phozuH‐quLluH krtaH tena ÝdexonI sHQya v\tI n=I¸ Ýdex je!la Ke te!la j rhe Ke.

j¡Ao, ingoidyanuH xrIr AHgulna AsHQyatma wag je!luH hoy Ke Ane Aek xrIrmaH AnHta ingodna Òv hoy Ke. ke!la? AnHta. K mas Ane Aa@ smymaH Kso ne Aa@ Òvo mui› pame Ke. Anaid=I Aaj su\ImaH AnHt pudŸgl pravtRn kaz ƒtIt =yo. te kazmaH AnHta Òv moÙdxane paMya Ke. Aha¦ temnI sHQya krtaH ingodna Aek xrIrmaHna ÒvnI sHQya AnHtgu I Ke. TyaH ingodmaH Òvna Ýdexo sHkoca{ gya Ke.

to xuH Òvno Aek Ýdex je!lo Ke tena=I sHkoca{ Ôy Ke? na, Aem vat n=I. TyaH Aekek ÝdexmaH sHkoc =ay Ke Aem vat n=I. ÝdexmaH sHkoc =to n=I. Ýdex

to AivwagI AHx Ke, te jevDo Ke tevDo j Ke, temaH sHkoc n =ay¸ prHtu sHsardxamaH Òvna Ýdexo sHkelay A=va ivSt<t =ay Ke. svR ÝdexonI Avgahna AoKI‐v¿I =ay Ke, Ýdexo to Ke te!la j inyt rhe, Ane Ýdex p` jevDo Ke tevDo j rhe Ke, ma5 Ýdexo sHkela{ prSpr Avgahna pame Ke A=va ivSt<t =ay Ke. ÝdexonI sHQya to inyt AsHQy j rhe Ke. hve AavI vat Aek svR&na marg isvay bIje k–aH Ke wa{? Òvna AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5nI vat bIje k–aHy Ke j nih.

vedaHt vgere ANymtmaH Aa„a xuâ cEtNy Ke Aem vat krI Ke, p` tenuH Sv$p TyaH brabr btaƒuH n=I. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe vedaHtna Aek AWyasIne p5 lqel Ke ke‐—Aap`e pda=RnI ƒaQya car Ýkare krI xkIAe. ko{ p` pda=RmaH ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz Ane wav Aava car AHx hoy Ke. Aa„amaH p` ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz Ane wav Aem car bol _tarva Ôe{Ae.˜ Aa„a ãƒe Aek Ke, Ùe5=I AsHQy ÝdexI Ke, kaz=I i5kazI A=va Aek smynI AvS=a$p Ane wav=I AnHt gu my Ke. ANymtvaza Aava car wed manta n=I. teAo Aa„ane ma5 Aek, svRƒapk, xuâ cEtNymy, Awed mane Ke, p` Ae to k=nma5 Ke, Aa„ana vaStivk Sv$pnI teAone qbr n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„a AsHQy ÝdexI Ke. sHsardxamaH tena Ýdexono sHkocivStar =ay Ke. (Aek) Ýdex sHkocato ke phozo =to n=I, p` Ýdexono prSpr Avgahna$p sHkoc‐ivStar =ay Ke. mu› =taH Òv Aaqrna xrIrna pirma`=I kaH{k NyUn pirma e AviS=t =ay Ke, Ane Aa Avgahna said‐AnHtkaz AviS=t rhe Ke.

lokakaxna je!la AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, \maRiStkay‐A\maRiStkayna je!la AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, te!la ÝdexonI sHQya Aek ÒvnI hoy Ke. lokakax‐Ýma` Òv ƒaº n=I, p` lokakaxna je!la‐AsHQy Ýdexo Ke te!la Aek Òvna Ýdexo Ke. Aa„a AvyvI Ke, ne Ýdex tena Avyv Ke, jem xrIr AvyvI Ke Ane ha=pg tena Avyv Ke tem¸ jem ]ut&an Ýma` te AvyvI Ane inüy‐ƒvharny tena Avyv Ke tem.

]ut&an Ýma`maH ßyare Aa„ano Anuwv =ay Ke Tyare te ]ut&annI pyaRy‐ke je Ýma` Ke te‐AvyvI Ke, Ane tena inüy Ane ƒvharny‐Aem wed pDe te Avyv Ke. wav]ut&an te pyaRy Ke. te pyaRyne AqHD g`Ine tene AvyvI khe Ke Ane inüy‐ƒvharna wedne Avyv khe Ke. tem wgvan Aa„a Aek Ke te AvyvI Ke Ane AsHQy Ýdex tena Avyv Ke. ha=, pg, mo#uH, nak kan [Tyaid xrIrna Avyv Ke te jD Ke, te Aa„ana Avyv n=I. xrIr Ane xrIrna Avyv=I pote iwþ Ke, Ane pota=I Ae b\a iwþ Ke p` A&anI Òv AavuH wed&an krto n=I, ne Svprno qIcDo kre Ke te=I te ctugRit‐pirw/m` kyaR kre Ke.

Aa„ana AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5maH Ýdexe Ýdexe AnHt gu ƒapk Ke, tene xaÏmaH ityRkŸ Ýcy khe Ke. tena Aek ÝdexmaH bIÔ Ýdexno Awav Ke. wa{¦ Aam manIAe to j AsHQy ÝdexnI isiâ =ay. Aek ÝdexmaH ßyaH Aek gu Ke TyaH bIÔ AnHta gu p` ƒapk Ke. AsHQy ÝdexI Aaqa Ùe5maH drek Ýdexe AnHt gu rhela Ke. Aa„a to AnHt gu ono pa!lo Ke wa{¸ jem sonano pa!lo hoy Ke tem Aa„a AnHt gu no Aek ipHD Ke. hve, potanuH Fr‐potanuH Ùe5 kevuH Ane kevDuH Ke Aeno kdI ivcar j kyÈ n=I¦ potana AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5maH gu o keva





Ke, ne AenI pyaRy kevI Ke‐Ae smjva‐ivcarvanI Aene fursd n=I¦ inüy=I AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5maH AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay AevuH AenuH Sv$p Ke. AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke, milnnI vat n=I. sHkocivStar =ay AevI miln pyaRyno inmRz pyaRymaH Awav Ke. JIÌ vat wa{¦

Aa„ana AsHQy Ýdexone AhÄ inyt khel Ke. inyt Ýdex te inüy Ke Aeno A=R Aem Ke ke je Ýdexo Ke te inyt sHQyaAe‐AsHQy Ke, ne tena SvS=an p` inyt Ke. wle sHkocivStar =ay, p` ÝdexonI sHQya inyt j Ke. vStunuH injFr$pI ãƒ, injFr$pI AsHQy ÝdexI inyt Ùe5, i5kaz injFr$pI kaz Ane injFr$pI wav‐carey Aek Ke wa{¦ wednI ¹iÚ KoDI, Awed AeknI ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. kzx!Ikana kzx 2p2maH kæuH Ke:‐ ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav carey Awed Aek$p vStu Ke. temaH pyaRyna wedne g/h` krvo te prkaz Ke, ne AsHQy Ýdexna wednuH lÙ krvuH te prÙe5 Ke. SvkazmaH prkaznI naiSt Ke, SvÙe5maH prÙe5nI naiSt Ke. prãƒ, prÙe5, prkaz, prwav prpè to AiSt$p Ke, p` prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavnI Aa„amaH naiSt Ke. JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ SvctuÚymaH prctuÚyno Awav Ke Ae to S=Uz vat Ke. AhÄ to i5kazI potanuH Sv$p te Svãƒ, Svkaz Ke, ne Aek smynI ivkarI‐inivRkarI pyaRyna wed _pr lÙ krvuH te prãƒ, prkaz Ke. inymsarmaH (ga=a‐p0) Aek smynI pyaRyne prãƒ kæuH Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwavo Ke, prãƒ Ke, te=I hey Ke AHt:tÀv AevuH Svãƒ‐Aa„a‐_padey Ke.˜ AavI vat¦ tÀv&anno ivØy bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ Awed Aek xuâ &aykma5 vStu ¹iÚno ivØy Ke Ae mUzvat Ke.

xi› Ae!le Aa„ana gu onuH Aa v Rn Ke. gu I nam Aa„a AnHt gu rTnono wHDar‐qÔno Ke. TyaH gu ‐gu Ina wednuH lÙ KoDI, gu I nam Awed &aykSv$pnI ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. inmRz rTn5ySv$p moÙno magR kæo Ke ne? Aha¦ te rTn5y kem Ýg! =ay? Aa„a xuâ cEtNyrTnakr Ke, tena _pr ¹iÚ krI temaH j rm`ta krva=I‐TyaH j lInta krva=I‐sMyGdxRn siht inmRz rTn5y Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke, ne Aa moÙmagR Ke. wa{¦ Ô`p uH (Ùyopxm) F uH b\u n hoy, va Ùe5‐Avgahna nanI‐mo!I hoy tenI sa=e ko{ sHbH\ n=I¸ Awed Aek inj cEtNyvStunI ¹iÚ Ane rm`ta krvI te rTn5y$p \mR Ke, ne tenuH fz pU Rdxa$p moÙ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝvcnsarnI 99mI ga=amaH lI\uH Ke ke AsHQyÝdexSv$p ityRkŸÝcy Ke temaH Aek ÝdexmaH bIÔ Ýdexno Awav Ke, A=aRtŸ ko{ Ýdex bIÔ ÝdexmaH wzI jto n=I. Aem hoy to j AsHQy Ýdex isâ =ay. Aa AsHQy Ýdex$p Ùe5nI je Aak<i¿ Ke tene ƒHjn pyaRy khe Ke. te ƒHjn pyaRy sHsardxamaH sHkocivStar pame Ke. isâmaH KeLla xrIr=I kaH{k NyUn Aakare ƒHjn pyaRy AviS=t rhe Ke.

ÝdexTv gu nI pyaRyne ƒHjn pyaRy khe Ke ÝdexTv isvayna ANy gu onI pyaRyne A=RpyaRy khe Ke. ƒHjn pyaRy Ane A=RpyaRynI Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae bena smudayne AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ Axuâ pyaRy n levI. vzI ÝdexmaH je kHpn =ay Ke teno AhÄ Awav levo, Aa vat phelaH ini*ÊyTvxi›maH AavI g{ Ke. ini*ÊyTvxi› AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. AsHQy ÝdexmaH je ƒHjn pyaRy Ke temaH ini*ÊyTvxi› ƒape Ke te Ýdex TyaH iS=r ={ gya. je!lI AiS=rta Ke teno Aa ƒHjn pyaRymaH Awav Ke. bhu JIÌ vat Ýwu¦

icdŸivlasmaH gu Ai\kar pan 8 _pr Aam kæuH Ke:‐ —Aek &ann<TymaH AnHt gu no Fa! Ô`vamaH Aaƒo Ke. te=I (te AnHt gu no Fa!) &anmaH Ke AnHt gu na Fa!maH Aekek gu AnHt$pe ={ne potana j lÙ`ne \are Ke, te kza Ke Aekek kza gu $p hova=I AnHt $pne \are Ke Aekek $p je $pe =yuH tenI AnHt s¿a Ke Aekek s¿a AnHt wavne \are Ke Aekek wavmaH AnHt rs Ke Aekek rsmaH AnHt Ýwav Ke. Aa Ýkare Aa wedo AnHt su\I Ô`va.˜ svEya !IkamaH Aa ivØynuH ivStar=I v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

Aek &annI pyaRy ãƒne Ô e, gu ne Ô e, pyaRyne Ô e Ae rIte Aek smynI AnHt gu nI pyaRy siht ãƒne Ô e‐AevuH &annI pyaRynuH n<Ty =ay Ke. Aek smynI &annI pyaRymaH AnHt n!, @! hoy Ke. samaNy‐ivxeØ vStune &an Ô e, sHkocivStarne Ô e, AviS=tne Ô e, AnHt gu , AnHt pyaRyne Ô e. Aekek pyaRymaH




2p‐Sv\mRƒapkTvxi› : 127

AnHt n!, @!, kza hoy Ke. AavuH bhu sU"m v Rn svEyamaH pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe kyuÅ Ke. teAo 200 vØR phelaH ={ gya, smiktI \maR„a hta, ivxeØ Ùyopxm \ravta hta. tem e sU"m AlaEikk v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aekek gu , Aekek pyaRy, temaH n<Ty, @!, $p, s¿a, rs, Ýwav‐Ahoho...¦ AnHt drbar wyÈ Ke. jem wgvannuH smosr` idƒ, AlaEikk \mR drbar Ke ne¦ tem wgvan Aa„a, cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu‐temaH AnHtgu in\an$p AlaEikk drbar wyÈ Ke. wa{¦ tarI cIj‐cEtNy vStu=I jgtmaH êcuH kaH{ n=I¸ ma!e AHt¹RiÚ krI tenuH sevn kr.

Aagz vat AavI g{ ke Aa„ana inyt AsHQy ÝdexmaH svR&Tv Ane svRdixRTv xi›naH Anupm in\an pD–aH Ke. Aa xi›Ao ßyare pyaRymaH pUr` Ýg! =ay Ke Tyare svRdixRTv xi›nI pyaRy ivxeØ wed paD–a ivna samaNy stŸne deqe Ke, Ane kevz&annI pyaRy Aekek ãƒna iwþ iwþ gu`o, Aekek gu`nI iwþ iwþ pyaRyo, Aekek pyaRyna iwþ iwþ AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKedo, ne tenaH (pyaRyonaH) n!, @!, kza, $p, rs [Tyaid b\ane Aek smymaH Ô e Ke. tene AhÄ xaÏmaH AdŸwut rs kæo Ke. Aek smymaH be xi›nuH pir`mn, temaH bþenaH lÙ` iwþ iwþ¦ Aha¦ tene AdŸwut rs khIAe.

Aho¦ wgvan Aa„anI s¿a AavI AdŸwut cmTkairk Ke. &an sakar Ke, dxRn inrakar Ke. bþenI s¿a Aek ãƒmaH AekI sa=e Aek smymaH Ke. Aane AdŸwut rs xaÏmaH kæo Ke.

&an sakar Ke Ae!le xuH?

sakarno A=R Aakar nih, p` Svpr A=Rne &an iwþ iwþ Ô e Ke te=I &anne sakar kæuH Ke. prno Aakar va prnI Jlk &anmaH pDe Ke ma!e &anne sakar kæuH n=I, &anno Svpr A=Rno Ýkaxk Svwav Ke ma!e &anne sakar kæuH Ke. vzI dxRn inrakar Ke Ae!le tene Ýdex n=I Aem nih, p` wed paD–a ivna j samaNy Avloknma5 dxRn Ke ma!e tene inrakar kæuH Ke. sakar Ae!le sivkLp¸ Svprne &an wed krIne Ô e ma!e sivkLp. AavI vat¦

Aha¦ Aa„ana AsHQy Ýdexo svR5 AnHt gu o=I ƒapk Ke. temaH Aem n=I ke gu no Amuk AHx Amuk ÝdexmaH ne Amuk AHx bIÔ ÝdexmaH hoy. Aa„ana ÝdexomaH ko{ Ýdex gu`=I hIn ke Ai\k n=I. he wa{¦ je kaH{ Ke te svRSv taruH inyt AsHQy ÝdexmaH j Ke, tara AsHQy ÝdexnI bhar taruH kaH{ n=I. ma!e prãƒ=I ivram pamI, AnHt gu`Svwavmy Aek Svãƒne j Ôe, te=I tne &an, suq Ane xaHitnI Ýaiº =xe.

Aa Ýma e inytÝdexTvxi› AhÄ pUrI ={.

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2p: Sv\mRƒapkTvxi›

;svR xrIromaH AekSv$pa„k AevI Sv\mRƒapkTvxi›. (xrIrna \mR$p n =taH potana \mÈmaH ƒapva$p xi› te Sv\mRƒapkTvxi›)'.

Ahaha...¦ ingod=I maHDIne crm xrIr su\I Òve AnHtaH xrIr \ar` kyaR p` Aa b\a xrIromaH wgvan Aa„a to potana AekSv$pa„k Aek &aykwavma5 j Ke Aevo Aeno Sv\mRƒapkTv Svwav Ke. Aha¦ sHsar pirw/m` krtaH Òve mnu*y‐dev‐narkI Ane ityÅcnaH‐ÝTyekna AnHtaH xrIr \ar` kyaÅ, te te xrIrna Aakar Ýma e potanI ƒHjn pyaRy ={, KtaH xrIrmaH Aa„a ƒapk n=I¸ kemke xrIr ƒaPy Ane wgvan Aa„a ƒapk Aem Ke nih. Aa„anuH Sv$p sda Aek &ayk Ke, xrIrmaH ke ragmaH ƒape AevuH AenuH Sv$p n=I.

potana AnHt gu o Ane potanI inmRz pyaRyomaH Aa„a ƒape Aevo Aeno Sv\mRƒapkTv gu Ke. AhÄ inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke, milnnI nih, kem ke miln pyaRymaH Aa„a ƒapk n=I. wa{¦ Aa„a jDmaH‐xrIrmaH





to ƒapk n=I, te ragmaH‐ivkarmaH p` ƒapk n=I. Anaid sHsar=I Aene rag to iviv\ Ýkarna Anek =ya Ke, AsHQy Ýkarna xuwaxuw wav =ya Ke, p` temaH wgvan Aa„a ƒapk‐tNmy n=I. Aa„a ragmy ={ jto n=I¸ Ae to i5kaz AekSv$pa„k j Ke.

jem Aek dIvo varafrtI Anek AorDaAomaH fre, TyaH dIvo to inj ÝkaxSv$p dIvo j Ke, dIvo kaH{ AorDa$pe ={ jto n=I. tem AnHtaH xrIromaH ne AsHQyat Ýkarna ragmaH frva KtaH Aa cEtNydIvDo Ýwu Aa„a i5kaz inj cEtNyna Ýkax$p‐AekSv$p‐&aykSv$p j Ke¸ jem dIvo AorDamaH ƒapto n=I, tem cEtNy‐dIvDo‐Aa„a xrIrmaH ne ragmaH ƒapto n=I. Ahaha...¦ AenI pyaRymaH je dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna ivkLp =ay Ke temaH wgvan Aa„a tNmypè ƒapto n=I. Lyo, hve loko pokar kre Ke ke‐ƒvhar=I inüy =ay¸ p` AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„a ƒvharmaH ƒapto n=I. wa{¦ Aa„a ƒapk ne ƒvhar‐rag tenuH ƒaPy Aem vStunuH Sv$p j n=I. wgvan Aa„a ƒapk Ae!le ktaR Ke te inmRz pyaRy$p ƒaPy AvS=ano ktaR Ke qreqr to Aem khevuH Aey ƒvhar Ke, kemke te inmRz pyaRy pote pota=I _Tpþ ={ Ke. te pyaRy ktaR Ane te pyaRy pote j kmR Ke. AhÄ to pr=I iwþta isâ krvI Ke ne? to kæuH ke‐AnHt xrIromaH Aa &ayk Ýwu i5kaz AekSv$pa„k Ke Aevo Aeno Sv\mRƒapkTv Svwav Ke.

te Aek hÔr yojn lHba{vaza xrIrne Ýaº =yo hoy ke tene AHgulna AsHQyatma wagÝma` xrIr mZyuH hoy, wgvan Aa„a to SvyH potana Sv$pmaH j ƒapk Ke¸ te xrIrmaH ƒapk n=I, ne ragmaH p` kdI ƒapk n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aavo pU aRnHdno na= siCcdanHdSv$p Ýwu AHdr Aa„a i5kaz ibraje Ke. wa{¦ AHdr taraH cEtNynaH in\an xuH Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH pU R &ananHdSv$p ijnSv$pI Ýwu Ko. AnHt dxRn, AnHt &an, AnHt suq [Tyaid AnHt gu Sv$p=I xowayman Ýwu tuH Sv\mRƒapk Ko. tne nanaH‐mo!aH xrIr mZyaH, p` temaH tuH ƒapk n=I. Are, xrIrne tuH kdI AD–o p` n=I, Ane ragne p` tuH AD–o n=I. Aha¦ Aavo i5kaz AekSv$pa„k wgvan Aa„a Ke tene AozqI teno Aa]y krtaH inmRz inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke.

AsHQy ÝdexI AnHt gu nuH \am Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aa nam d{ne bolave Ke ne¦ Ae nam to xrIrnuH bapa¦ xrIrnuH nam paD–uH te Aa„a n=I. Are, Anek namvazaH nanaH‐mo!aH xrIrmaH ræo KtaH xrIrne te SpXyÈ p` n=I. Aha¦ Aena AnHt gu maH te ƒapk hova KtaH te gu wedne SpXyÈ n=I Aevo te inTy AekSv$p Ke te Anek‐Sv$pe kdI =yo j n=I. hve Aam Ke TyaH Aa l"mI marI, ne Aa ÏI‐ku!uHb maraH ne Aa mhel‐mkan maraH‐Ae k–aH ræuH? Ae to b\I j¡dI cIj bapu¦ sHyog Aave ne Ôy¸ p` te$pe‐pr$pe Aa„a kdI =to j n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Anaid=I Aa„a potana AekSv$pmaH j ræo Ke. Aha¦ AavI potanI cIjnI ¹iÚ krvI tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Arere¦ Aava Aa mnu*ydehmaH, potanI AavI cIj smjmaH n le, ne tenI ¹iÚ n kre to te e ÒvnmaH xuH kyuÅ? kaH{ j n kyuÅ Òvn ƒ=R j qoyuH. wa{¦ AekSv$p Aeva inj &aykSv$pne Ô~ya‐Anuwƒa ivna, cahe je!laH v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid kre p` Ae=I xuH? Ae=I ko{ j law n=I, kemke wgvan Aa„a temaH ƒapk =to n=I. jem iwþ‐iwþ xrIromaH rheva KtaH temaH Aa„a ƒapk =to n=I tem xuwaxuw rag =ay temaH p` wgvan Aa„a ƒapk =to n=I. Aa xaÏnI‐prmagmnI K‚I ga=amaH AaƒuH ne ke‐

` iv hoid APpm¿o ` pm¿o ja`go du jo wavo.OvH w`Hit su|dH àdo jo so du so cev..

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a AÝm¿ n=I, Ým¿ n=I, Aek &aykwavSv$p Ke. AhÄ xBdnI vat n levI, xBdnuH je vaCy Ke te &ayk tÀvne g/h` krvanI vat Ke. ;&ayk' je xBd Ke temaH &ayk pda=R n=I. ;sakr' xBd vack Ke, ne sakr pda=R tenuH vaCy Ke. tem AhÄ ;&ayk' xBd vack Ke, ne &ayk wav je i5kazI ãƒ Ke te vaCy Ke. Aha¦ te i5kazI ãƒ &ayk Ýwu, AhÄ khe Ke, Aek$p ræo Ke, Ým¿‐AÝm¿ =yo n=I. pyaRy wle miln ke inmRz ho, vStu to i5kaz AekSv$pe j rhI Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj AekSv$pa„k ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH p` AekSv$pa„kpànuH‐Sv\mRƒapkTvnuH pir`mn =ay Ke. AavI vat bhu sU"m¦




2p‐Sv\mRƒapkTvxi› : 129

ãƒ‐gu to AekSv$p i5kaz Ke j, teno AHtrmaH SvIkar krva=I pyaRymaH p` AekSv$pa„kpànuH pir`mn =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ inj &ananHdSv$pI‐AekSv$pI wgvanno AHtrmaH sTkar krvo, Aadr krvo tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Aa„ane‐inj Sv$pne xrIrp e manvo, va ragp e manvo va pyaRyma5 manvo Ae to pU R vStu pote Aa„a Ke teno Anadr Ke. Ane te j Aa„ano Fat nam ihHsa Ke. Aha¦ i5kaz siCcdanHdSv$p pote Ke tene ragvazo manvo te teno Fat Ae!le ihHsa Ke. ihHsa bIÒ xuH cIj Ke? prÒvna Fat krvana piràm =ay te to ihHsa Ke p` potane xrIrmy ne ragmy manvo te SvFat$p mha ihHsa Ke kemke svR ihHsanuH te mUz Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AHdr AnHtgu my AekSv$pa„k Òvn Ke AevuH SvIkar krva=I pyaRymaH inmRz pirìt$p pir`mn =ay Ke AekSv$pa„k ãƒ Ke tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa„anI AavI Sv\mRƒapkTv‐xi› Ke. potana \mÈmaH‐potana gu o ne inmRz pyaRymaH Aa„a ƒapk Ke, p` dehmaH ke miln pyaRymaH te ƒapk n=I. to pKI xuwrag Ane xuwÔeg=I \mR =ay Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke? wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve to xuwragne hey kæo Ke. pH. kElascHdÒAe lQyuH Ke ke‐AacayRdevnI vat brabr Ke.

prma„ ÝkaxmaH kæuH Ke ke je xuwragne _padey mane Ke te inj Aa„ane hey mane Ke. ƒvhar rTn5y$p je xuwyog Ke tene je AadrÌy Ane _padey mane Ke te e icdanHdSv$p potana AqHDanHd Ýwune hey maNyo Ke, hey krI dI\o Ke. ßyare \m± Òvo to ragne hey manI xuâ i5kazI inj Aa„ãƒne _padey krta =ka ÝvteR Ke. wa{¦ tarI cIj je je Ýkare Ke te Ýkare teno SvIkar kr temaH j taruH iht Ke, ANy=a to Aa„Fat j Ke. stŸ pirpU R iv&anFn Ýwu i5kaz AekSv$p j Ke, te Sv\mRmaH j ƒapk Ke, potana gu ‐pyaRymaH j ƒapk Ke, ANy5 ƒapk n=I.

ÝÆ:- Aa„a Sv\mRmaH sday ƒapk Ke, to pKI tene \mR krvanuH k–aH ræuH?

_¿r:- Aa„a Svwav=I Sv\mRƒapk Ke Ae to brabr j Ke, p` A&anIne AenI k–aH qbr Ke? Ae to dehmy ne ragmy huH KuH Aem Ô e Ke. te=I ;huH sday Sv\mRmaH rhelo AekSv$p KuH' AevuH Ôe AHdrmaH wan kre to tene pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR =ay. te=I j Aa _pdex Ke ke‐he wa{¦ AnHt gu Svwavmy inj Aa„ãƒne AozqI tenI j ¹iÚ kr, je=I tne moÙmagR Ýg! =xe.

smysarnI ga=a 17‐18nI !IkamaH Aavo j ÝÆ pUK–o Ke. TyaH ix*y pUKe Ke‐Ýwo¦ Aa„a to &an sa=e tadaTMy$p‐Aekmek Ke, j¡do n=I¸ te=I &anne seve j Ke, to pKI tene &annI _pasna krvano _pdex kem AapvamaH Aave Ke? TyaH AacayRdeve sma\an kyuÅ Ke ke‐—te Aem n=I. Ôeke Aa„a &an sa=e tadaTMySv$pe Ke top` Aek Ù`ma5 p` &anne sevto n=I¸ kar` ke SvyHbuâTv A=va boi\tbuâTv‐Ae kar`pUvRk &annI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke.˜ Aam Svwav=I pote Aek &anSv$p hova KtaH, &anSvwavnI sNmuq ={ tenuH sevn n kre TyaH su\I Òv A&anI j rhe Ke, Ane te=I j tene &annI _pasnano‐AHtr Aekag/tano _pdex krvamaH Aave Ke.

Aho¦ Aa pHcm kazmaH wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve tI=Åkr tuLy kam kyuÅ Ke. wa{¦ xBdo =oDa Ke, p` Ae=I AenuH mhÀv AoKuH n AaHkvuH. j¡Ao, ;jgt' 5` AÙrno xBd Ke, p` temaH xuH n AaƒuH? b\uH j AavI gyuH. Aha¦ Aek ;jgt' xBde AnHta ingod, AnHt isâ, K ãƒ ne K ãƒnaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy... Aohoho...¦ b\uH j AavI gyuH. 5` AÙrna kanama5a ivnana Aek ;jgt' xBdmaH ke!luH sma{ Ôy Ke? wgvannI vaÌmaH ;’' nIkze Ke temaH b\uH AavI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ AavI vaÌ¦

ÝÆ:- guÌdev¦ Aape p` gjbnuH kam kyuÅ Ke?

_¿r:- xuH kam kyuÅ Ke? AacayR wgvHtoAe je kæuH Ke tenuH Ame to SpÚIkr` krIAe KIAe. gayna AaHczmaH dU\ wyuÅ hoy tene ko{ kuxz dohnar dohIne bhar ka#e tem xaÏomaH tÀv wyuÅ Ke tene sm=R AacayR Am<tcHãdeve tkR vDe bhar ka#I ÝkaXyuH Ke. temaH AmaruH kaH{ n=I. Ame to ma5 tenuH SpÚIkr` krIAe KIAe, bs.

Are¦ mU#‐A&anI Òvo inj icdanHdmy cEtNynuH vaStu KoDIne, jD dehmaH ne ivkarmaH potano vas manI ræa Ke. tene khe Ke‐he Òv¦ te taro vas n=I¸ jD dehmaH ne ivkarmaH vsvano taro Svwav n=I. taro Svwav





to tara ]âa‐&an‐AanHd [Tyaid AnHt Sv\mÈmaH vsvano Ke. Aha¦ Aava tara Svwavne AozqIne temaH vas kr, tenaH ]âa‐&an‐rm`ta kr¸ ne ivkarnI vasna KoDI de. Aha¦ deh ne ivkarnI vasna KoDI, AnHt\mRSv$p AekSv$pa„k‐Aekakar inj Aa„ane Aozqvo te AnekaNt Ke, Ane tenuH fz prm Am<t Ke, prm suqnI Ýaiº$p prmam<t Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Tyare ke!lak vzI khe Ke‐Aap e to Aaqa iv¬ _pr Ýem krvo Ôe{Ae. iv¬Ýem te \mR Ke.

Are wa{¦ iv¬Ýem Ae cIj xuH Ke? svR iv¬nuH &an krI, inj cEtNyvStumaH Aekta S=aipt krvI AenuH nam Ýem Ke. Aa Ýem Ae!le vItragta Ke. bakI bIÔ ÝTye Ýem krvo, Are, tI=Åkr Ýwu ÝTye Ýem krvo Ae p` rag Ke, te rag Aa„ana AekSv$pa„kpàmaH Ke j nih. xrIrna ne prna \mR$p n =taH potana \mÈmaH ƒapk =ay Aevo j Aa„ano Sv\mRƒapkTv Svwav Ke.

prma=eR wgvan Aa„a potana inmRz gu o Ane inmRz pyaRyomaH ƒape Ke, rag Ane xrIrne Ae kdI ADto j n=I. Aavo j ãƒSvwav Ke. hve potanI cIj kevI Ke AenI qbr ivna \mR ={ Ôy Aem kevI rIte bne? kdIy n bne. Are¦ Aeno AnHt kaz Aem ne Aem caLyo gyo¦ sHsarna \H\a AaDe ne ivØy‐kØay AaDe Aene inv<i¿ nih¸ Aaqa idvsmaH maHD klak devdxRn, wi›, pUÔ ne Sva|yaymaH ka#e, bakIno b\o smy Aekla AxuwmaH ka#e‐ƒtIt kre Ke. Fò to ku!uHbne ne lokone raÒ raqvamaH vqt Ôy Ke, p` wa{¦ AemaH taro Aa„a naraj =ay Ke tenI tne qbr n=I¸ Arere¦ tuH du:qI‐du:qI ={ ræo Ke¦ Are wa{¦ tare pr sa=e xuH sHbH\ Ke? pr sa=e Ýem krvanuH khe Ke p` Ýem krvano A=R xuH? potanI pyaRy potana ãƒmaH Aekag/ =ay te Ýem Ke pr trfno Ýemwav Ae to rag Ke, ne tene krvamaH \mR mane Ae to w/aiNt Ke Ane te hey Ke.

Are wa{¦ Aa deh=I tuH j¡do Aƒapk Ko, to pr (iv¬) taruH k–aH=I ={ gyuH? ma!e pr=I ne jD deh=I j¡do ne j¡do taro Aa„a Aevo ne Aevo Aek$p icdanHd cEtNySv$pe ræo Ke Aem ÔÌne tuH Ýsþ =a, Ýmuidt =a, ne tara Aa„ane Sv\mRmaH rhelo Anuwv¸ Aem krtaH xrIr=I sHbH\ KU!Ine tne AxrIrI mu› dxanI Ýaiº =xe.

Aa Ýma e AhIH Sv\mRƒapkTvxi› pUrI =[.

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26: sa\ar`-Asa\ar`-sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTvxi› ;Sv‐prna sman, Asman Ane smanasman Aeva 5` Ýkarna wavona \ar`Sv$p sa\ar`‐

Asa\ar`‐sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTvxi›'

j¡Ao, Aa„amaH AnHt \mÈ Ke. temaH je ko{ Sv‐prna sman \mÈ Ke te sa\ar` Ke, AiStTv, vStuTv, ãƒTv, ÝmeyTv Aaid \mÈ sa\ar` Ke, kemke te \mÈ jem Aa„amaH Ke tem Aa„a isvayna bIÔ ANy ãƒomaH p` Ke. Aava sman‐sa\ar` \mÈ Aa„amaH AekI sa=e rhela AnHt Ke. SvmaH Ane prmaH hoy Aeva sa\ar` \mÈ AnHt Ke.

vzI ko{ \mÈ Aekla SvmaH‐Aa„amaH j hoy Ke. te Aa„ana ivxeØ \mÈ hova=I Asman‐Asa\ar` \mÈ Ke. &an‐dxRn‐cair5 Aaid Aa„ana Asa\ar` \mÈ Ke, kemke te Aek Aa„amaH j Ke, Aa„a isvay ANy ãƒomaH n=I. Aava Asa\ar` \mÈ p` AnHt Ke. temaH &an Aa„ano Sv‐prne cetva$p‐Ô`va$p \mR hova=I te Aa„anuH Asa\ar` lÙ` Ke. wgvan Aa„a &anlÙ` vDe liÙt =ay Ke. Ôe ke stŸ ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke, to p` te Aa„anuH lÙ` n=I, kemke stŸ sa\ar` \mR hova=I te vDe Sv‐prnI iwþta pamI xkatI n=I, A=aRtŸ stŸ=I Aa„anuH ANyãƒ=I j¡duH Sv$p lÙmaH AavtuH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

vzI Aa„amaH ko{ \mÈ Aeva Ke je, ko{ prãƒ sa=e sman hoy ne ko{ prãƒ sa=e Asman hoy. teva \mÈ sa\aràsa\ar` Ke. AmUtRTvaid Aa„ana sa\aràsa\ar` \mR Ke¸ kemke AmUtRTv \mR, A\mR, AakaxaidmaH Ke, p` te pudŸgl ãƒmaH n=I. AakaxaidnI ApeÙa Òvno AmUtRTv \mR sa\ar` Ke, ne pudŸgl ãƒnI ApeÙa Òvno te \mR Asa\ar` Ke. te=I AmUtRTv gu Òvno sa\aràsa\ar` \mR Ke. AmUtRTv vDe p`




26‐sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTvxi› : 131

Aa„a j¡do liÙt =to n=I, kemke tene \mR, A\mR, Aakaxaid ãƒo sa=e sa\ar`p uH Ke AmUtRTv vDe pudŸgl ãƒ=I Asa\ar`p uH jày Ke, p` Aakaxaid ãƒo sa=e tenuH sa\ar`p uH hova=I te AmUtRTv vDe Aakaxaid ãƒo=I j¡da Aa„anuH lÙ ={ xktuH n=I.

Aa Ýma e AiStTvaid sa\ar` \mÈ¸ &an, dxRn, AanHd [Tyaid Asa\ar` \mÈ ne AmUtRTvaid sa\aràsa\ar` \mÈ‐Aem 5` Ýkarna \mÈ wgvan Aa„amaH AekI sa=e hovano teno sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTv SvwavKe. Aa„a stŸ‐ictŸ‐AmUitRk Ke‐Aem khetaH _prna 5 e Ýkarna \mÈ temaH AavI Ôy Ke.

ÝvcnsarnI 9pmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„amaH je cEtNy gu Ke te Aek ApeÙa samaNy gu Ke, kemke potamaH jem cEtNygu Ke tem bIÔ AnHta Aa„amaH p` cEtNy gu Ke. Aa Ýma e &an, AanHd Aaid gu o jem SvãƒmaH Ke tem AnHta bIÔ Aa„amaH p` Ke te ApeÙa te sa\ar` \mÈ Ke. prHtu TyaH Aa ÒvnuH je &an Ke te j &an bIÔ ÒvomaH Ke Aem n=I. ÝTyek Òvna &an, dxRn, cEtNy Aaid \mÈ te te Òvna j ivxeØ \mR$p Ke. Aa Ýma e Asa\ar`p uH p` Ke Ane te=I potana &an vDe pote bIÔ Òvo=I j¡do AnuwvmaH Aave Ke.

wa{¦ &an, AanHd vgere ivxeØ gu o ÝTyek Aa„amaH Ke SvmaH Ke ne bIÔ ÒvomaH p` Ke. prHtu Svna &an, AanHd vgere SvmaH, ne pr Òvona &an, AanHd vgere p` ÒvomaH potpotamaH Ke. SvnuH &an bIÔ ÒvmaH n=I, bIÔ ÒvnuH &an SvmaH n=I. Aa Ýmaè SvnI pr Òvo=I Ai\kta hova=I SvsNmuq =taH j potana &an vDe bIÔ b\a Òvo=I j¡do potano Aa„a potana sHvednmaH Aave Ke. AavuH SvsHvedn&an te &an Ke Ane te \mR Ke. wa{¦ taruH &anlÙ` Aek AevuH Asa\ar` Ke ke te svR prãƒo ne prwavo=I iwþp e ne potana AnHt \mÈ‐gu o=I Aekp e Aa„ano Anuwv krave Ke ma!e Ýsþ =a ne &anlÙ e Svãƒne liÙt kr.

hovapè‐AiStp e Aa„a Ane ANy pda=È srqa Ke prHtu Aa„amaH &an Ke, ne svR ANy jD ãƒomaH n=I. Aa rIte Aa„anI ivxeØta Ke. jem pudŸglmaH $pIp uH A=aRtŸ SpxR‐rs‐gH\‐v R Ke, ne te bIÔ ko{ ãƒomaH n=I te=I $pIpùH pudŸglno Asa\ar` \mR Ke, tem &an, dxRn Aaid ÒvmaH j Ke, ANy ãƒomaH n=I, ma!e &anaid Òvna Asa\ar` \mR Ke.

Aa Ýma e prãƒo=I wgvan Aa„a j¡do Ke ne AHdrna ragaid ivkar=I p` te j¡do Ke kemke ragaid ivkarmaH &an n=I. jem Aa„a Ke, prma u p` Ke, bNne hovap e Ke, KtaH bNne j¡da j Ke kemke bNneno Svwav j¡do Ke. tem Aa„amaH i5kazI &anSvwav Ke, ne Ùi`k ivkar p` Ke bþe hovap e Ke, KtaH bNne j¡da j Ke, kemke &anSvwavmaH te ivkar n=I, ne ivkarmaH &anSvwav n=I. Aa rIte bþenI iwþta hova=I, AHtmuRq ¹iÚ vDe ivkar=I iwþ inj &ananHdSv$pno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa Ýma e prãƒo=I ne xuwaxuw ivkarI wavo=I wed&an krIne AHt¹RiÚ vDe xuâ &anaid AnHt xi›Ao=I Aekakar‐Aek$p Aeva Svãƒno Anuwv krvo te moÙmagR Ke.

Are¦ potana SvSv$pne Ô~ya ivna loko to iÊyakaHDma ne xuwyogna ƒvharmaH j \mR manI sHtuÚ ={ne be@a Ke. p` wa{¦ jene tuH ƒvhar khe Ke te qreqr Aa„ƒvhar n=I. Ývcnsar ga=a 94maH (!IkamaH) kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a xuâ &an ne AanHd$pe pir`me te Aa„ano xuâ ƒvhar Ke. Aa„a ragwave‐ivkarp e pir`me te Aa„ano ƒvhar n=I, te mnu*y‐ƒvhar Ke. Aha¦ Aa Ývcnsar to wgvannI idƒ|vinnosar Ke. wa{¦ ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ Ke, ne pyaRy xuâ cEtNyp e pir`me te Aa„ƒvhar Ke. Aa isvayno to sFzo ƒvhar‐rag =o=aH Ke, Ae ApUvR n=I, Ae to Òve AnHtvar kyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

wa{, ;Aa„a Ke'‐Aem ma5 AiStTv gu =I Aa„ane xo\va j{x to Aa„a ha= nih Aave, kemke AiStTv Ae to svR ãƒono Svwav Ke.

vzI Aa„a ;AmUtR' Ke‐Aem AmUtRpà=I Aa„ane xo\va j{x toy te ha= nih Aave, kemke AmUtRp uH Ae Aakaxaid ãƒono p` Svwav Ke.

vzI dya, dan, v/t Aaid Anek Ýkarna xuw ƒvhar=I Aa„ane xo\va j{x toy tenI Ýaiº nih =ay,





kemke te xuwrag Aa„ana Sv$pwUt n=I¸ rag ne &anSvwav tdŸn iwþ cIj Ke.

;&an te Aa„a'‐Aem &anlÙ`ne AnusrIne xo\taH, pr=I ne ivkar=I j¡do ne potana AnHt Svwavo=I Aekmek Aevo wgvan Aa„a Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa j sMyGdxRn Ane Aa„opliB\nI rIt Ke.

sman, Asman, ne smanasman‐Aem i5iv\ \mÈno \ark wgvan Aa„a Ke Aava inj Sv$pne AozqI, pr=I ne ivkar=I wed&an krI, AHt¹RiÚ vDe xuâ Aa„ano Anuwv krvo te \mR Ke, Ane te j ktRƒ Ke. Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐sa\aràsa\ar`\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.

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27: AnHt\mRTvxi›

;ivlÙ` (prSpr iwþ lÙòvaza) AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTvxi›.'

AhÄ ;AnHt\mRTv' xBdmaH ;\mR' xBde gu ‐SvwavnI vat Ke inTy, AinTy Aaid je ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke AenI vat n=I. Ahaha...¦ ;\aryit [it \mR:'‐Aa„ãƒ je AnHt gu ‐Svwavne \ar` kre Ke te \mR Ke. AhÄ \mR xBde i5kazI gu ‐Svwav‐xi›nI vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH xi›Ao ke!lI?‐ke AnHt¸ Aho¦ AnHt xi›‐Svwavo=I AiwnHidt (AiwmHiDt) Aa„a i5kaz Aek$p Ke Aavo j teno AnHt\mRTv Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj Aa„ãƒne ¹iÚmaH l{ pir`mtaH tenuH inmRz pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane Tyare wego AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke t=a Aa„&an Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aha¦ AnHt\mRTvmy wgvan Aa„a Ke. keva Ke tena AnHt \mÈ? to khe Ke‐ivlÙ` Ke, A=aRtŸ prSpr iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. Ke ne AHdr ke‐;ivlÙ` AnHt Svwavo=I waivt...' Ahaha...¦ Aa„ana AnHt Svwavo Ke te prSpr iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. Aek gu =I bIÔe gu ivlÙ` Ke. &annuH lÙ` Ô`vuH, dxRnnuH lÙ` deqvuH, vIyRnuH lÙ` Sv$pnI rcna krvI, AanHdnuH lÙ` prm AaLhadno Anuwv =vo, AiStTvnuH lÙ` i5kaz stŸpè rhevuH‐Aem ÝTyek AnHt xi›Ao ivlÙ` SvwavvazI Ke ko{ gu nuH lÙ` ko{ bIÔ gu maH jtuH n=I, wzI jtuH n=I¸ Ôe wzI Ôy to AnHt Svwav‐gu isâ n =ay. Aha¦ Aava AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTv xi› ÒvmaH Ke. AnHt \mÈ ivlÙ` hova KtaH Aekwavp e rhevano Aavo wgvan Aa„ano AnHt\mRTv Svwav Ke.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` Aava AnHt \mÈ jàta to n=I? _¿r:- KÍS=ne iwþ iwþp e AnHt \mÈ ÝTyÙ n jày Ae to qruH, p` AHtmuRq ¹iÚ vDe AnHt

\mÈ=I Awed Aek icNma5 vStu Aa„ano Anuwv AvXy =ay Ke Ane te AnuwvmaH b\ay \mÈ sma{ Ôy Ke. xuH kI\uH? jem AaEØi\nI Aek gozImaH Anek Ýkarna AosDno wego Svad hoy Ke, tem Aa„vStuna AnuwvmaH AnHt xi›Aono rs wego hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ SvanuwvrsmaH AnHt gu ono rs smay Ke. te=I to kæuH Ke ke‐

Anuwv icHtamin rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸Anuwv marg moqko, Anuwv moqs$p.

Ahaha...¦ Aa Anuwv to svR sar$p Ke. wa{¦ AhÄ Aa xi›AonuH v Rn wedmaH A!kva ma!e kyuÅ n=I, p` AnHt gu ono Awed Aek je rs‐Anuwvrs Ke tenI Ýaiº ma!e kyuÅ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

xi›Aona wedna lÙe Svanuwvrs Ýg!to n=I, AwedAek &aykna j lÙe Svanuwvrs Ýg!e Ke, ne Tyare j xi›AonI y=a=R ÝtIit =ay Ke. Aha¦ AnHt gu na iwþ iwþ lÙ` hova KtaH ;Aa„a'‐Aem khetaH temaH b\a gu Aek sa=e sma{ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Aava Awed Aek$p icNma5Sv$p Aa„amaH AHtmuRq ={ pir`mtaH SvanuwvnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, ne temaH Aa„a Ane tena AnHt \mÈnI sacI ÝtIit =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke. Aa




27‐AnHt\mRTvxi› : 133

to \mRk=a Ke bapu¦ sav\an ={ne smjvuH.

yui›, Aagm Ane Anuwv=I wgvan Aa„a ne tena AnHt \mÈno y=a=R in Ry =ay Ke. prHtu jeAo SvsNmuq ={ Aa„vStuno in Ry krta n=I temne AnHt \mÈno inüy =to n=I. temne AnHtxi›my Aa„a i5kaz iv>man hova KtaH nih hova brabr j Ke, kemke temne xi›Ao _LlstI n=I, &an _LlstuH n=I, AanHd _Llsto n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aho¦ ;huH to AnHt \mRmy AekwavSv$p &aykma5 Aa„a KuH, ‐Aam in Ry krI ßyaH AHtmuRq =yo TyaH AHt:puruØa=RnI Ôg<itpUvRk xi›Ao pyaRymaH _Llse Ke, Ane teno wego Aekrs SvanuwvmaH‐vednmaH Aave Ke. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an Ke, Ane Aa marg Ke.

xi›‐gu to i5kaz Ke, ne tenI pyaRy Êmvt± Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa Êmvt± pyaRyo ne AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae b\uH mzIne AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. temaH ivkarnI vat n=I, kemke xi› Ke te inmRz Ke, ne xi›van ãƒ je Ke tey inmRz xuâ Ke, t=a i5kazI xuâ ãƒnuH wan =taH je pyaRyo Ýg! ={ te p` inmRz Ke, temaH ivkar smato n=I. ivkarno to inmRz pyaRymaH Awav Ke. AanuH nam Syaäad, Ane Aa AnekaNt Ke. hve lokone ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy xuH? Ae kaH{ qbr n mze Ane prnaH‐xrIr, mhel‐mkannaH ne ku!uHbnaH ne smajnaH‐kam huH kruH Aem Aiwman kyaR kre Ke. p` Ae to sHsar pirw/m`no marg Ke bapu¦ prnaH kam kre AevI tarI vStu j n=I wgvan¦ ne rag kre Aey taro Svwav n=I.

ÝÆ:- to xuH kuHwar FDo krto n=I?

_¿r:- na, kuHwar FDo krto n=I¸ FDo =ay Ke te ma!I=I =ay Ke, kuHwar=I =to n=I. kuHwarmaH FDo krvanI kt<RTvxi› Ke Aem ke!lak khe Ke, p` te brabr n=I, sTy n=I. smysar, ga=a 372 maH AacayRdev pokarIne khe Ke‐kuHwar=I FDo =ay Ke Aem Ame deqta n=I¸ ma!I=I FDo =ay Ke Aem Ame deqIAe KIAe. wa{¦ Aa to vStu j AavI Ke Ane jEndxRn to vStudxRn Ke, Ae kaH{ vaDanI‐sHÝdaynI cIj n=I.

ha, p` kuHwar inim¿ to Ke ne?

wa{¦ inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R xuH? inim¿ Ke Ae!le j ktaR n=I Aem Aeno A=R Ke. inim¿=I kayR =ay AevI maNyta te jEndxRn n=I. inim¿ to prãƒ Ke, Ane _padan tena=I iwþSv$p Ke. te=I inim¿ _padannuH kaH{ j krtuH n=I, kemke prãƒnI pyaRy bIÔ prãƒ vDe =tI n=I. kayRkaze inim¿ Ke, bs Ae!luH.

Aha¦ potamaH AnHt\mRTvxi› i5kaz iv>man Ke tenuH pir`mn pota=I =ay Ke. potamaH inmRz pyaRyne kre Aevo ktaR namno gu Ke. xuH kI\uH? &an, AanHd, Ýwuta [Tyaid AnHt gu nI pyaRyno ktaR =ay Aevo ktaR namno potamaH gu Ke, ne te AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. Aa rIte xi› pote j pota=I pir`me Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH prãƒ prãƒnuH kre Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke?

Ývcnsar, ga=a 102 maH Aave Ke ke‐ÝTyek pyaRynI jNmÙ` A=aRtŸ _Tpi¿no kaz Ke, Ane Tyare te (pyaRy) _Tpþ =ay Ke. hve AamaH inim¿ kre Ke Ae k–aH ræuH? iciälasmaH inüy‐ƒvharna Ai\karmaH vat lI\I Ke ke‐je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te smye te j =ay te inüy Ke.

ÝÆ:- b\uH honhar Ke to Aap e xuH krvanuH ræuH?

_¿r:- kaH{ j nih¸ p` honharno in Ry k–are =ay? i5kazI Aek &aykwav sNmuqno AHt:puruØa=R kre Tyare honharno saco in Ry =ay Ke. =vavazI pyaRy to te j smye (=vakaze j) =ay Ke, p` te honharno in Ry ãƒsNmuqnI ¹iÚna puruØa=R=I =ay Ke. Lyo, Aa krvanuH Ke xuH? ke ãƒsNmuqnI ¹iÚno puruØa=R. AavI vat¦

Amare sHÝdaymaH sH. 1972maH Aa ÝÆe qUb ccaR =yelI. ÝÆ Aem =yelo ke‐wgvane kevz&anmaH dI@uH hxe Aem =xe, Aap`o puruØa=R xuH kam krI xke?

Ame be vØR AavI vat saHwzI, p` Amne Aa vat q!ktI htI¸ to Ame Tyare kheluH‐wgvane kevz&anmaH dI@uH Ke Aem =xe Ae vat to Aem j brabr Ke, p` kevz&annuH Sv$p xuH Ke AenuH ]âan Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦





kevz&an Ae!le xuH? Aek smynI &annI pyaRy je wUt, wiv*y Ane vtRman‐Aem 5`kaz, 5`lokne Aek smymaH ÝTyÙ Ô e AenuH nam kevz&an Ke. Aha¦ Aava AdŸwut sam+yR$p kevz&annI s¿a jgtmaH Ke Aeno in Ry k–are =ay? ke potano &anSvwav‐kevz&anSvwav AHdr i5kaz Ke teno AHt:puruØa=R vDe in Ry kre Tyare =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ wgvanne kevz&annI dxa Ýg! ={ te k–aH=I ={? Ae to ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke bapu¦ AHdr kevz&an Svwav Ke tene kar`pè g/hva=I pyaRymaH SvwavnI Ýg!ta$p kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke. Aha¦ Aam jgtmaH kevz&an pyaRyno in Ry krva Ôy tene AHdr potano kevz&anSvwav Ke Aem AHtrmaH in Ry =ay Ke. Aavo in Ry =ay temaH Êmbâno sMykŸ in Ry =ay Ke, Ane Aa j puruØa=R Ke, kemke AHtmuRq ¹iÚna puruØa=R ivna svR& Svwavno in Ry =to n=I. potana svR&SvwavnI AHtr‐ÝtIit =ay Tyare j svR&‐pyaRynI sMykŸ ÝtIit =ay Ke.

hve loko to ibcara inim¿maH A!k–a Ke. ãƒnI pyaRy inim¿=I =ay Aem teAo mane Ke. vzI teAo khe Ke‐_padanmaH yoGyta Anek ÝkarnI Ke, p` jevuH inim¿ mze tevuH kayR =ay Ke. inim¿ kayRno inyamk Ke Aem teAo mane Ke p` temnI Aa maNyta y=a=R‐sTy n=I. Are wa{¦ ßyaH su\I inim¿ _pr ¹iÚ hoy, rag _pr ¹iÚ hoy, ne pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ hoy TyaH su\I SvwavsNmuqno puruØa=R Ôgto n=I, ne potana svR&Svwavno in Ry =to n=I. pKI tene kevz&anno ne Êmbâ pyaRyno sMykŸ in Ry k–aH=I =ay? n =ay, Aa rIte inim¿a\In ¹iÚvaza bih¹iÚ bihra„a j Ke, teAo saca dev‐guÌne Ýaº ={ne p` sHsar pirw/m` j sa\e Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ kevz&annI pyaRynuH sam+yR ke!luH? AnHt AnHt kevzIna pe!ne ÔÌ le te!luH. Aoho¦ AavuH kevz&an AHdr &anSvwav i5kaz pD–o Ke tena Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anSvwav pir`mIne kevz&an =yuH Ke. Aava &anaid AnHt Svwavo‐gu ono ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aek var kæuH htuH ke Aek gu maH=I pyaRy _@tI n=I¸ p` AaquH ãƒ Ke teno SvIkar =taH Aaqa ãƒmaH=I pirìt _@e Ke. tÀva=RsU5maH wgvan _maSvamIAe p` ;gu pyRyvtŸ ãVymŸ'‐Aem sU5 kæuH Ke. AHdrmaH gu nI pirìt iwþ =ay Ke ne ãƒnI pirìt iwþ =ay Ke Aem n=I. potanI Anek ivxeØtaAo$p ãƒ j pir`mI Ôy Ke. Lyo, Aam btavIne i5kazI Awed ãƒnI ¹iÚ krvanuH xaÏmaH kæuH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐ivlÙ` AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTvxi› Ke. Aha¦ ivlÙ` AnHt \mÈne \rnaruH Aa„ãƒ Ke te Aek wav$p Ke. &annuH lÙ` j¡duH, ]âanuH j¡duH, AanHdnuH j¡duH‐Aem AnHt gu nuH lÙ` j¡duH Ke, t=aip &annI vStu j¡dI, ]âanI vStu j¡dI, AanHdnI vStu j¡dI‐Aem kaH{ j¡dI j¡dI AnHt vStuAo n=I, vStu to AnHt Svwavona Aek wav$p Aek j Ke. Aek sa=e AnHt Svwavo$pe vStu to Aek j Ýitwase Ke, ÝtIitmaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ AavI AaüyRkarI AdŸwut cIj Aa„a Ke. ivlÙ`ta KtaH Aek$pta, ne Aek$pta KtaH ivlÙ`ta. ivlÙ`ta hova=I Ùaiyk sMyGdxRn =va KtaH te j vqte b\a gu Ùaiykwave _FDI jta n=I, ne vStup e Aek$pta hova=I, vStuna Aa]ye pir`mn =taH, b\a gu ono Aek AHx inmRz qIlI Ôy Ke, _Kze Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH j kevz&an wle n hoy, p` sMyG&an to AvXy hoy j Ke, Ane Ae Ýma e b\a gu no Aek AHx to _FDI j Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Aava AnHt\mRSv$p inj Aa„ane AozqIne teno Anuwv krvo, tenI AHtrsNmuq ={ pir`mvuH te moÙmagR Ke, mui›nuH kar` Ke.

Are¦ lokoAe bharmaH v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaid vDe \mR ={ jxe Aem maNyuH Ke. prHtu Ae to b\o xuwwav‐rag Ke wa{¦ vStumaH to Ae cIj Ke j nih¸ Aena=I potanuH kLya` =vanuH manvuH Ae to mhan w/m Ane paqHD Ke. Are wa{¦ tara AnHt \mÈ Ke AemaH xuwrag n=I. xuwrag to pyaRymaH nvo _Tpþ =ay Ke. prna lÙ=I pyaRymaH ragaidwav nva _Tpþ =ay Ke.

ãƒ‐gu maH ivkar kre AevI ko{ xi› n=I, to ivkar k–aH=I Aaƒo?

pyaRynI yoGyta=I, potana Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke potanuH ãƒ tenuH kar` n=I, ne prãƒ p` tenuH vaStivk kar` n=I, pHcaiStkaymaH AiStkay isâ kyaÅ Ke TyaH AiStkaynI pyaRymaH Ø!ŸkarknuH




27‐AnHt\mRTvxi› : 13p

pir`mn btaƒuH Ke, ÒvnI pyaRymaH ivkar pota=I SvtH5 _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem TyaH ;AiSt' isâ kyuÅ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ATyare to Ý$pà j AavI _l!I ={ g{ Ke ke‐v/t pazo, ne dya kro ne dan kro [Tyaid¸ p` Ae to b\o rag‐ivkLp Ke wa{¦ tarI cIj cEtNyrTnakr to AHdr ko{ j¡dI j AlaEikk Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt cEtNy gu rTnono AHdr wHDar wyÈ Ke. ragnI ktaRbuiâmaH Ae wHDarnuH tazuH bH\ ={ gyuH Ke. te qUle kem? to khe Ke ‐rag _prnI buiâ KoDI de, AnHt Svwavona wednuH lÙ KoDI de, ne Aek$p‐Aek &aykwav$p AHdr pote Ke temaH ¹iÚ lgavI de qÔna qUlI jxe, ne AdŸwut AahŸladkarI AanHd Ýg!xe.

smysar, paHcmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne ke‐

tH Oy¿ivhtH daOhH APpò sivhve`.jid daOßj pma`H cuÉkeßj KlH ` Fe¿VvH..

Ahaha...¦ AacayR khe Ke‐wgvan svR&devnI idƒ|vinmaH potana Svwav=I AekTv Ane ragaid ivkar=I ivw› AevuH wgvan Aa„anuH Sv$p AaƒuH Ke, Ane AevuH j Ame ÝTyÙ Anuwv krI Ô~yuH Ke. ma!e he ix*y¦ tuH AnuwvmaH SvsHvedn vDe Ýma` kr. Lyo, Aam SvsHvednmaH wgvan Aa„a rag=I iwþ AekTvivw›Sv$p Anuwvay Ke.

Aa„a &anSv$p Ke, te &an=I Ýaº =ay Ke. vzI te AanHdSv$p Ke, te=I AanHdnI pyaRy=I te Ýaº =ay Ke. ÝwuTvxi›=I Aa„a wyÈ pD–o Ke to ÝwuTvnI pyaRy=I tenI ÝwutanuH wan =ay Ke AaTma Akt<RTvxi›=I wyÈ Ke, te=I pyaRymaH ragna AktaRp e ne &anna ktaRp e te Anuwvay Ke. Awo›<Tv namno Aa„ano gu Ke, to ragnuH Awo›<Tv Ane AanHdna wogv!a=I AaquHy ãƒ Awo›aSv$p Anuwvay Ke. AavI vat¦ Are¦ lokoAe magRne vÄqI naQyo Ke. AavuH sTy bhar AaƒuH to Aa AekaNt Ke, AekaNt Ke Aem raDo paDI ivro\ krva maHDI pD–a Ke. p` wa{¦ Ôe tuH svR&ne mane, kevz&anne mane to inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay ne ãƒnI pyaRyo sÊm‐Ainyt p` =ay Ae b\I ivprIt maNytaAo sheje _DI Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ AevI maNytaAone ko{ Avkax j n=I.

Aha¦ Aa„a AnHt\mRSv$p Aek Ke temaH rag n=I, ivwav n=I. Ahaha...¦ pote j potane tarnaro AicNTy dev Ke bIÔe ko{ tarnar n=I. Are wa{¦ potano Svwav xuH? ne dev‐guÌ‐\mRnuH Sv$p xuH?‐te y=a=R smßya ivna, tenI Aozqa` kyaR ivna tuH kona Ôere trIx? ë\I maNyta ne kudev‐kuguÌ‐ku\mRnuH sevn to tne sHsar smuãmaH DubaDnar j Ke. he wa{¦ tuH pote j kLya`Sv$p Ko, pote j potanI inmRz pyaRyonI s<iÚno s/Úa Ko, ne pote j potano rÙk Ko. wgvan to khe Ke‐Amara jeva b\ay \mÈ tara Sv$pmaH wyaR Ke, teno AHtrmaH SvIkar kr ne wgvan ={ Ô. Lyo, Aavo marg Ke. AHdrmaH SvSv$pno SvIkar te marg Ke, ne ASvIkar te AmagR Ke.

AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH xi›ne \rnaruH ãƒ te piv5 Ke, xi› piv5 Ke, ne tenI pirìt p` piv5 Ke. inmRz pyaRyne j AhÄ xi›nI pyaRy g`vamaH AavI Ke, ne xuwaxuw ragno‐ivkarno temaH Awav Ke. AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. loko smßya ivna ivro\ kre Ke. p` inüy=I A=aRtŸ xuâwav=I p` pyaRy xuâ =ay ne xuwrag$p ƒvhar=I p` xuâ pyaRy Ýg! =ay AevuH vStuSv$p n=I, Ae AnekaNt n=I, p` im+ya AnekaNt Ke. moÙmagR Ýkaxkna satma Ai\karmaH inüyawas Ane ƒvharawasnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke temaH Aa vat bhu SpÚ AavI Ke. AnekaNt p` be Ýkare Ke: sMykŸ AnekaNt Ane im+ya AnekaNt. tevI rIte sMykŸ AekaNt Ane im+ya AekaNt Aem AekaNt p` be Ýkare Ke.

wa{¦ Aekek xi›na pir`mnmaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke, Aa AnekaNt Ke. Aa QyalmaH raqva jevI vat Ke. game gam Ane FerFer Aa vat phÇcaDva jevI Ke. Sv$pna pir`mnnI AiStmaH ragaid ivkarnI naiSt Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Svaiwmuq pir`mn =taH Òvna AnHt\mRTv SvwavnuH weguH j inmRz pir`mn =ay Ke,





Ane Tyare AnHt \mÈnuH weguH j pir`mn =ay Ke. b\a j gu o Aek sa=e pir`me Ke, pyaRymaH Aeksa=e pir`t =ay Ke, ne temaH ragno‐ivkarno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ƒvharno Awav ne inüyno sdŸwav‐AenuH nam sMykŸ AnekaNt Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ AnHt\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.

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28: ivruâ\mRTvxi›

;tdŸ$pmyp uH Ane AtdŸ$pmyp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI ivruâ\mRTvxi›.'

j¡Ao, smysarmaH ttŸ‐AttŸ [Tyaid caEd bol v Rƒa Ke TyaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke‐&aykSvwavI AaTma inj &aykSv$p=I ttŸ Ke, ne pr&eyo temaH n=I te=I &eySv$p=I AttŸ Ke. Aha¦ potamaH je &an Aaid wav Ke te vDe ttŸp uH Ke, p` potamaH je wav n=I te vDe AttŸp uH Ke. Aa„a &anSv$p=I ttŸ Ke, kemke Aa„a &an=I tdŸ$pmy Ke, p` Aa„a ragaid=I‐&eyo=I AttŸ Ke kemke Aa„ane ragaid=I‐pr&ey=I AtdŸ$pmyta Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ Aa rIte ttŸp uH Ane AttŸp uH Aeva bþe ivruâ \mÈ AekI sa=e jemaH rhela Ke Aeva Aa„ano ivruâ\mRTv Svwav Ke.

smysar, pirixÚmaH &ayk Ane &ey vCce ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. &ayk &aykSv$pe pota=I Ke, Ane &eySv$p=I‐pr&ey=I n=I Aem TyaH ttŸ‐AttŸwav khel Ke. pHca|yayImaH Aem kæuH Ke ke‐vStu vStup e pota=I ttŸ Ke, ne prvStup e te AttŸ Ke A=aRtŸ n=I. TyaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH p` ttŸ‐AttŸp uH _tayuÅ Ke. Aho¦ Aa to AnekaNtnuH AekluH Am<t Ke.

ÝTyek vStu pota=I Ke te ttŸ, Ane prvStup e n=I te AttŸ¸ Aava ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈ vStumaH AekI sa=e rhela Ke AevI vStunI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. ANymtmaH to Aa vat Ke j nih. ANymtmaH to Aek j Aa„a svRƒapI Ke Aem mane Ke, teAo Anekp uH manta n=I. prHtu jgtmaH AnHt ãƒo Ke. temaH ÝTyek ãƒ pota=I‐potana Sv$p=I Ke, Ane te AnHt prãƒp e n=I Aavo j ãƒ‐Svwav Ke, vStuSvwav Ke. AhÄ Aa„ãƒnI vat Ke, to kæuH ke‐&an &anp e Ke, ne &eyp e n=I. Aa rIte ttŸ‐AttŸp uH Ae Aa„in¤ Aa„ana \mÈ Ke. Aha¦ &anSvwavI wgvan Aa„a &eynuH‐ragaidnuH &an kre Ke, p` &ey‐ragaid temaH Ke nih, teno AttŸ Svwav ragaidne‐pr&eyne AHdr Ývexva deto n=I. j¡Ao, Aa Aa„ane Òivt raqnaruH wed&an¦ Aa to AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦

pHca|yayImaH Aave Ke ke‐ttŸ‐AttŸ Ane inTy‐AinTymaH xuH fer Ke?

tene, te Ke A=aRtŸ te‐$p=I‐Sv$p=I te Ke te ttŸp uH Ke, ne tene, te n=I, A=aRtŸ pr$p=I te n=I te AtTp uH Ke. Aa ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈ vStuin¤ i5kazI Svwav Ke. inTy‐AinTy \mÈ to ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. vStu ãƒ$p=I i5kaz Ke te inTy, ne pyaRy$p=I Ùi`k Ke te AinTy. Aam inTy‐AinTy Ae ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. Aam bNnemaH fer‐frk Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„amaH Aek sa=e be ivruâ xi›Ao rhe Ke AevI AenI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. &an pota=I Ke, &ey=I n=I‐Aam je Ke te n=I Aem ivro\ =yo¸ p` Aava ivruâ \mÈ AekI sa=e Aivro\p e vStumaH rhe Ke AevI Aa„anI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. Aa gu Ke, tenI pir`mn$p pyaRy Ke. ßyare inTy‐AinTy to ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. ãƒ kaym rhevanI ApeÙa inTy khevay, inTy ko{ gu` n=I, tem tenI ko{ pyaRy hotI n=I. t=a pyaRy pl!e Ke Ae ApeÙa vStu AinTy khevay. AinTy ko{ gu n=I, Ane tenI pyaRy =ay Ke Aem p` vStu n=I. inTy‐AinTy ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke.

Aa„anI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke te teno Svwav‐gu Ke. xi› kho, gu kho ke Svwav kho‐Aek j vat Ke. Aa xi›nuH ttŸ‐AttŸp e pir`mn p` Ke. potana &anp e &an rhe Ke, A&anp e =tuH n=I¸ vItragta




28‐ivruâ\mRTvxi› : 137

vItragtapè rhe Ke, ragpè =tI n=I, AanHdnI dxa AanHdpè rhe Ke, du:qpè =tI n=I‐Aam ttŸ‐AttŸp e vStu pote pir`me Ke Aevo Aa„ano ivruâ\mRTv Svwav Ke. Aavo wgvanno marg Ke.

AnekaNtna caEd bolmaH ttŸ‐AttŸnI sa=e Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I AiSt, ne prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I naiSt‐Aem bIÔ Aa@ bolnuH TyaH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. phelaH ttŸ‐AttŸnI vat krI TyaH &an‐&ey vCce ttŸ‐AttŸp uH kæuH, Ane pKI AiSt‐naiStna Aa@ bolnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. kul caEd bol _tayaR Ke te Aa Ýmaè: ttŸ‐AttŸ¸ Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I AiSt Ane prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I naiSt¸ Aek‐Anek¸ inTy‐AinTy‐Aam caEd bol=I AnekaNtnuH Sv$p smÔƒuH Ke. Aha¦ Aa AnekaNt to Òvna ÒvnnuH prm Am<t Ke.

Òvne potanI pyaRymaH Anek Ýkare ivprIt xLy hoy Ke rag=I p` \mR =ay, ne Aa„a prnuH p` kayR kre [Tyaid Anek Ýkare ÒvmaH Anaid=I ë\aH xLy pDelaH Ke. AnekaNt teno inØe\ krIne, AsTy AiwÝay KoDavI, vStunuH sacuH‐sMykŸ &an krave Ke, ne svR ivro\ m!aDI de Ke. Aha¦ ivro\ m!aDvano teno Svwav Ke kemke vStumaH prSpr ivruâ xi›Ao Aek sa=e wle ho, p` teAo vStuno ivro\ n=I krtI, bLke vStune nIpÔve Ke, isâ kre Ke, Ýisâ kre Ke. ttŸ‐AttŸp uH vStune vStumaH S=aipt kre Ke. Aho¦ AnekaNt Aevo Awed ikLlo Ke ke Aa„ane te sda pr=I iwþ j raqe Ke, prna Aek AHxne p` Aa„amaH wzva deto n=I. Aha¦ AHt¹RiÚ vDe Aava inj Sv$pne AozqvuH te ApUvR sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an Ke.

Ývcnsar ga=a 200maH Aem kæuH Ke ke:‐

—hve, Aek &aykwavno svR&eyone Ô`vano Svwav hova=I, Ême ÝvtRta, AnHt, wUt‐vtRman‐wavI ivic5 pyaRy smUhvazaH, Aga\ Svwav Ane gHwIr AevaH smSt ãƒma5ne‐Ô e ke te ãƒo &aykmaH kotra{ gyaH hoy cItra[ gyaH hoy, d!a[ gyaH hoy, qoDa[ gyaH hoy, DUbI gyaH hoy, sma[ gyaH hoy, ÝitibHibt =yaH hoy Aem‐Aek Ù`maH j je (xuâ Aa„a) ÝTyÙ kre Ke, ... te xuâ Aa„ane, Aa huH mohne _qeDI naqIne, Ait in*kHp rheto =ko y=aiS=t j (jevo Ke tevo j) Ýaº kruH KuH

Aa to AamaH inim¿=I k=n kyuÅ Ke. &ey sHbH\I AhÄ Aa„amaH &an =yuH Ke, bakI &ey kaH{ &anmaH AavtuH n=I, &an &eyp e ={ jtuH n=I. wa{¦ care pDqe=I sTy smjvuH Ôe{Ae, nhÄtr AekaNt ={ jxe. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ke!lak khe Ke‐inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay Aem mano, nhÄtr AekaNt ={ jxe.

Are wa{¦ vStuiS=it Aem n=I. inim¿ to prvStu Ke. te potanuH kam kre ne prnuH p` kam kre Aem ivruâ\mRTv n=I¸ te potanuH kam kre Ane prnuH kam n kre‐Aem ivruâ\mRTv vDe vStu y=aiS=t isâ =ay Ke Ane te AnekaNt Ke. vStu prp e =tI j n=I TyaH prnuH kam kevI rIte kre? ma!e inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay AevI maNyta im+ya xLy Ke.

vzI ko{ khe Ke‐v/t, tp, wi›na xuwrag=I \mR =ay Aem mano, nhÄtr AekaNt ={ jxe.

Are wa{¦ wgvan Aa„a inj &anSvwav=I tãUp Ke, ne ivkar=I‐xuwaxuwrag=I AtãUp Ke. vzI SvwavnuH wan =taH je inmRz pirìt ={ tey Svwav=I tãUp Ke ne ragaid=I AtãUp Ke. hve rag, inmRz‐vItrag pirìt=I tãUp j n=I TyaH rag=I \mR =ay Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke? Aa Ýma e rag=I \mR =ay AevI maNyta ragnI Aektabuiâ$p im+ya xLy isvay kaH{ n=I¸ Ae im+ya AekaNt Ke.

Ame to sH. 198pmaH sHÝdaymaH hta Tyare bo!admaH Aek mo!I swamaH kheluH ke‐je wav=I tI=Åkr nam kmRnI Ýk<it bH\ay te wav \mR n=I¸ kemke je wav=I \mR =ay te wav=I kmRbH\ 5`kazmaH =ay nih. swa to vat brabr saHwzI rhI htI, p` AmarI pase Amara guÌwa{ be@a hta temne Aa vat n rucI Ae!le teAo éwa ={ne caLya gya hta. Ae swamaH Ame bIÒ vat p` khI htI ke‐pHcmhav/tna piràm Aas/v Ke, \mR n=I. magR to Aavo Ke \mRna piràm to AbH\ SvwavI hoy, jena=I bH\ =ay te wav \mR kem hoy? n hoy. tena=I \mR manvo Ae to mha A\mR Ke, An=R Ke, ivprItta Ke.





wgvan Aa„a i5kazI xuâ ãƒ Ke te AbH\SvwavI Ke, ne tena piràm‐moÙmagR$p piràm p` AbH\SvwavI j Ke. AbH\ piràm bH\nnuH kar` =ay Aem kdIy bne nih. te=I je vDe bH\n =ay te xuwrag \mR n=I. vaStvmaH je bH\magR Ke te A\mR Ke. AavI vat Ame sHÝdaynI swamaH mUkelI. Tyare loko iv¬as raqI brabr saHwzta. te vqte Ame idgHbr xaÏo vaHcta hta, p` Amara ÝTye ko{ xHka n krtuH. Aaidpura`, tÀva=R rajvaitRk, smysar, Ývcnsar‐Aa b\aH idgHbr xaÏo Ame vaHcelaH. Ame to Aem SpÚ kheta ke‐AamaH (sHÝdaymaH) AavI gya KIAe ma!e AamaH j rhIxuH Aem n=I¸ vat ferfarvazI lagxe to Ame Ù`ma5maH sHÝday KoDI d{xuH. (bNyuH p` Aem j).

AhÄ khe Ke‐potanuH &anSv$p pota=I ttŸSv$p Ke, ne te pr=I‐&ey=I‐rag=I AttŸSv$pe Ke. Aha¦ AanHdSv$p pote Ke tenI pirìt p` AanHd$p j hoy Ke¸ te pirìt prãƒ$p, pr&ey$p ke du:q$p hotI n=I¸ AanuH nam AttŸ Ke. potana Svwavna AiStTvpè, Svwavne AnusrIne pirìt hoy Ke te ttŸ, Ane te prna‐prwavna Awav$p Ke te AttŸ, Aha¦ Aavo ivruâ\mRTv namno Òvno gu ‐Svwav Ke.

inüy=I (inüyna Aa]ye) p` \mR =ay ne ƒvhar=I (ƒvharna Aa]ye) p` \mR =ay AevI maNytamaH to ivruâ\mRTvxi› n rhI, AemaH to ivruâ\mRTvno Awav =yo. p` ivruâ\mRTv to (Òvno Svwav) Ke j. inüy=I \mR =ay, ne ƒvhar=I \mR n =ay‐Aem ivruâ\mRTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ &ananHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke te &an ne AanHd$p pir`me Ke, ne &ey$p ne ƒvhar$p =to n=I te Aa ivruâ\mRTvxi›nuH kayR Ke. wa{¦ Anekp uH mane to ivruâ (ivruâ\mRTv) isâ =ay, b\uH Aek Aa„a mane tene ivruâ isâ n =ay. vedaHtI Aek svRƒapk cEtNy Aa„a mane Ke to TyaH AekmaH ivruâxi› k–aH=I isâ =ay? n =ay.

Aha¦ pote SvsNmuq ={ pir`mtaH weguH ivruâ\mRTv SvwavnuH pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane temaH rag Ane prna piràmno Awav hoy Ke kemke xi›nI pirìt rag Ane prna piràm=I AttŸSv$pe Ke. Aam ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ae vat AhÄ _DI Ôy Ke. xi›na v RnmaH ãƒ‐gu Ane tenI inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke. xi› inmRz Ke, ne tenuH pir`mn p` inmRz hoy Ke, ivkarnuH pir`mn temaH smatuH n=I. Aha¦ vStune potana Svwav=I tdŸ$pmyta Ke, ne pr=I AtdŸ$pmyta Ke. Aavo vStuSvwav Ke. te=I wgvan Aa„a ƒvhar Ane prãƒ=I AtdŸ$pmy Ke. rag Ane prãƒna Svwavno xi›na pir`mnmaH Awav Ke to hve xrIr ne jD kmR to k–aHy rhI gyaH¸ kmRno to Awav j Ke, kemke kmR=I AtdŸ$pmy Aa„ano Svwav Ke. A&anI khe Ke ke kmRna _dy=I ivkar =ay Ke, p` AhÄ teno inØe\ kre Ke.

ÝÆ:- to xuH kmR kaH{ j n=I.? _¿r:- kmR Ke ne, p` kmR kmRmaH Ke, Aa„amaH te kaH{ j n=I. Aa„a potana cEtNymy ãƒ‐gu ‐

pyaRyo sa=e Aek$p‐tãUp Ke, prHtu kmR=I AtdŸ$p Ke j¡do Ke. Ôe Aam n hoy to jD‐cetnno ivwag m!I jtaH Aa„a Ane jD bNne Aekmek ={ Ôy, A=va to vStuno j Awav ={ Ôy. p` Aem Ke nih.

kmRno _dy Ane ivkar bNne=I Aa„a AtdŸ$pmy Ke. ivkar ivkarmaH rhe Ke ivkarnI pirìt Ke te inivRkar pir`mnmaH AavtI n=I. inüy=I to ivkarne (Aa„anI) vStu j g`vamaH AavI n=I¸ ivkar pyaRymaH Ke tene prma=eR prvStu g`vamaH Aave Ke. wa{¦ ƒvhar rTn5yno je ivkLp Ke te xuwrag Ke, tene &anI potana Sv$pmaH g`to n=I, tenuH te SvaimTv ne ktaRp uH raqto n=I.

cair5 gu Ke te vItragtap e pir`me Ke, ragp e nih, rag=I te AtdŸ$pmy Ke¸ AanHd gu` Ke te AanHd$pe pir`me Ke, du:qpè nih, du:q=I te AtdŸ$pmy Ke. Aam tdŸ$pmyta Ane AtdŸ$pmyta Ae ivruâ\mRTvxi›nuH lÙ` Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt gu o‐\mÈ Ke. te b\a inmRz‐piv5 Ke, ne te potanI inmRz pirìtmaH tdŸ$p‐tNmy Ke, Ane ragaid ivkarmaH ne prãƒmaH AtdŸ$p‐AtNmy Ke. AnHt gu nuH tNmy pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane ivkar t=a prnuH AtNmy$p pir`mn =ay Ke. ivkarmaH Aa„a ne Aa„anI pirìt tNmy n=I. vaStvmaH ivkar ne ƒvharnuH pir`mn Aa„ana AiStTvmaH Ke Aem g`vamaH AavtuH n=I. Aa to vØÈ=I caltI Aa vatnuH ivxeØ SpÚIkr` krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa to FUH!IFUH!Ine £# krvuH Ôe{Ae wa{¦




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bakI bhar to FÌ gDbD cale Ke. loko AavI sTy vatno p` ivro\ krva laGya Ke. te=I £#ta ma!e AhÄ ivxeØ SpÚ krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa„amaH &an, AanHd Aaid AnHt inmRz xi›Ao Ke. te xi›AonuH te$p pir`mn =ay te tdŸ$pmyta Ke, ne ragaid$p ne prSvwav$p te n =ay te AtdŸ$pmyta Ke. Aa rIte ragmy pir`mn te Aa„anI cIj Ke j nih, te to Ana„a Ke, prãƒna Svwavmy Ke, AavI qUb gHwIr sU"m vat Ke.

iblaDI tena bCcane sat sat idvs su\I sat Fre ferve Ke. tenI AaHq Tyare bH\ hoy Ke. ßyare tenI AaHq qUle Ke Tyare te jgtne deqe Ke. tenI AaHqo qUlI nhotI Tyarey jgt to htuH j, Ane AaHqo qUlI Tyarey jgt Ke. Aem Aa nvIn pH= n=I, Anaidno pH= Ke. tne qbr nhotI Tyare p` Aa vat htI, ne hve tne qbr pDI Tyare p` Aa vat Ke. Ae to AnaidnI Ke. je smje tena ma!e te nvIn khevay, p` Ke to Anaid=I j. vItragno magR to Ývah$pe Anaid=I caLyo Aave Ke je smje tene nvo Ýg! =ay Ke. wa{¦ tuH ÝyTn krIne Aa tÀv smj. SvSv$p=I KuH, ne pr=I n=I‐AevuH tÀv smj¸ taruH AivnaxI kLya` =xe. [it.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ ivruâ\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.

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;tdŸ$p wvn$p AevI tÀvxi›. (tTSv$p hova$p A=va tTSv$p pir`mn$p AevI tÀvxi› Aa„amaH Ke. Aa xi›=I cetn cetnp e rhe Ke‐pir`me Ke.)'

Aa smysar xaÏ Ke temaH xi›na Ai\kar pr ƒaQyano cale Ke. Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. te AnHtnuH v Rn ={ xke nih¸ te=I AhÄ AacayRdeve 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ai\karmaH 47 nynuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. wEya wgvtIdasÒ Aek iväan kiv ={ gya. tem e inim¿‐_padanna doha bnaƒa Ke temaH p` 47 sHQya Ke. Ane car Fait kmRnI Ýk<it p` 47 Ke. teno nax krvano AamaH _pay btaƒo Ke. ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH Aam v Rn kyuÅ Ke:‐

duivhH ip moÉqheë Jaè pa_ìd jH muÌ i`yma.tïa py¿ic¿a jUyH w›a`H smBwsh..

xuH kæuH ga=amaH? ke potana Aa„ana Anuwv$p je inüy moÙmagR Ke te |yanmaH Ýaº =ay Ke. _pr _pr=I ko{ \arà krI le AevI Aa cIj n=I bapu¦ Ahaha...¦ \/uv ãƒne |yey bnavI \/uvna Aa]ye inivRkLp |yannI dxamaH AanHdno Anuwv Ýg! krvo te moÙmagR Ke, tenuH nam \mR Ke. Aa |yannI dxa te inül Aekag/tanI Sv$p‐rm`tanI dxa Ke.

ra5e ÝÆ =yelo ke‐&ata, &an Ane &ey xuH Ke?

_¿r:- &ata‐&an‐&ey 5 e Aa„a Ke. &ata p` Aa„a, &an p` Aa„a, ne &ey p` Aa„a j Ke. AavI |yan‐dxa Ke.

kzx !IkamaH lI\uH Ke ke‐&ey Aek xi› Ke, ne &an p` Aek xi› Ke. wgvan Aa„a &at< ãƒ Ke tenI &ey Aek xi› Ke, ne &an p` Aek xi› Ke. &at< ãƒnI Aekag/tana pir`mnmaH bNnenuH pir`mn weguH j Ke. Aam &an‐&ata‐&ey Ane |yan‐|yata‐|yey‐b\uH Aa„a j Ke. sU"m vat Ke wa{¦

wgvan Aa„a AnHtgu in\an pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ke. xi› Ane xi›van‐Aevo jemaH wed n=I AevI Awed ¹iÚ krI Awed Aek &aykSv$pmaH Aekag/ ={ temaH j lIn =vuH te |yan Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. temaH huH





Aavo KuH‐Aeva ivkLpno p` Awav Ke. Aha¦ AavI SvSv$pnI inül |yan‐dxamaH Svai]t inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inüy moÙmagR Ýg! =ay Ke: Ane Ae |yanmaH j ƒvhar moÙmagR p` sa=e‐shcr hoy Ke. |yanmaH je!lo Sv‐Aa]y =yo te!luH dxRn‐&an‐cair5nuH pir`mn inmRz Ke, bakI je rag shcr ræo tene _pcar=I ƒvhar moÙmagR khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa rIte |yanmaH bþe moÙmagR Ýaº =ay Ke.

AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH =oDa xBdomaH Aaqo wHDar wyÈ Ke. khe Ke‐;tdŸ$p wvn$p AevI tÀvxi›.' Ahaha...¦ siCcdanHd shÔ„Sv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke te potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmaH tdŸ$p Ke. Aavo Aa„ano tÀv Svwav Ke. TyaH‐

• i5kazI Aek &aykwav$p inivRkLp vStu te Svãƒ,

• AsHQyÝdexI vStuna Aa\arma5 potano Ýdex te SvÙe5,

• i5kaz vStuma5nI mUz AvS=a‐iS=it te Svkaz, Ane

• vStunI mUz shj xi› te Sv‐wav. Aha¦ AavI potanI Awed AqHD inivRkLp cIjnuH vl` krIne tdŸ$p ={ne pir`mvuH te \mR Ke. Aavo magR sU"m Ke bapu¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.

Are, lokoAe to dya, dan, v/t, wi›maH ne laqonuH qcR xuwkayÈmaH kre AemaH \mR maNyo Ke. p` Ae \mR nih bapu¦ Ae to b\a ivkLp Ke, ne \mR to inivRkLp Ke. Ane pEsa vgere to jD vStu Ke. Ae jD marI cIj Ke Aem manIne danmaH Aape Ae to im+yaTvnuH sevn Ke. Aha¦ jevo Aek &aykwav Ke tevuH tenuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =vuH te \mR Ke. &aykna tdŸ$p wvn$p tÀvxi› Ke temaH ragno‐ivkLpno Awav Ke. magR to Aavo Ke bapu¦

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &aykSv$p, xuâtaSv$p, AanHdSv$p prm piv5 ÝwuTvxi›Sv$p Ýwu Ke. temaH tdŸ$p =vuH, te $pe wvn =vuH te tÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. wvn Ae!le pir`mn sihtnI xi›nI Aa vat Ke. tdŸ$p wvn Ae!le pir`mn =vuH te xi›nuH kayR Ke. Ahaha...¦ xuâ &an$pe, xuâ AanHd$pe, xuâ smikt$pe, piv5 vItragta$pe, xuâ ÝwuTv$pe, potana ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I wgvan Aa„a jevo Ke te$pe tenuH pir`mn =vuH te tÀvxi›nuH kayR Ke temaH ragno Awav Ke. Aa„a AekluH cEtNynuH dz Ke, tena tdŸ$p pir`mnmaH rag smato n=I. Aam ragp e‐ƒvhar rTn5y$pe =vuH te potano Svkaz n=I, te Aa„a n=I. Are¦ lokone inv<i¿ mze nih, potana Sv$pnI kaH{ drkar nih ne Aaqo idvs sHsarna‐papna kayÈmaH, ivØykØaymaH vItI Ôy Ke. Are wgvan¦ tare k–aH jvuH Ke? AhÄ khe Ke‐jemaH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay TyaH jvuH Ke, jemaH prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavno Awav Ke Aeva Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmaH tdŸ$p =vuH Ke. Lyo, Aa \mR krvanI rIt Ke.

j¡Ao, phelo saE\mR devlok Ke temaH 32 laq ivman Ke: Aekek ivmanmaH AsHQy devta hoy Ke, ko{ ivman nana Ke temaH sHQyat devo hoy Ke. Aa devlokno SvamI [Nã smiktI ne AekwvtarI Ke¸ tene hÔro [NãaÌAo hoy Ke, temaH je Aek muQy [NãaÌ Ke tey smiktI ne AekwvtarI Ke, Aek wv krIne teAo moÙ pamxe. temne bharmaH A#zk sm<iâ‐sHpda Ke. p` te sm<iâ‐sHpda potana Sv$p=I‐Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I baæ Ke, SvSv$pwUt n=I Aem teAo mane Ke, Anuwve Ke. Aha¦ sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke, Ane teno ivØy inj AHt:tÀv Aek &aykma5 vStu kevI AdŸwut AlaEikk cIj Ke AenI lokoneqbr n=I.

Are, loko to laqono qcR krI mHidr bH\avo ne Ýit¤a kravo [Tyaid bharmaH roka{ gya Ke, p` Ae to mHdkØayna piràm Ke wa{¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. inj xuâ cEtNynI ¹iÚ krvI te \mR Ke, te tdŸ$p pir`mn Ke. \m±ne te vqte je xuwrag Ke tena=I pu~y j bH\ay Ke. te pu~ybH\ Ane tenuH fz je Aave tenuH lÙ KoDI Sv$pmaH iS=r ={ jxe Tyare te moÙ pamxe. smÔ uH kaH{...?

AhÄ to Aa SpÚ vat Ke ke‐ko{ kroDo $ipya danmaH qc± mHidr Aaid bnave to TyaH Ôe ragnI mHdta hoy to pu~y bH\ay, p` \mR n =ay. dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna piràm te Aas/v wav Ke, tena=I pu~y bH\ay, ne tena fzmaH sHyog mze, kdaictŸ tena fzmaH vItrag svR&devnI vaÌ saHwzva mzI Ôy, p` wgvan khe Ke‐AmarI vaÌ saHwzvamaH lÙ Ôy Aey rag Ke, du:q Ke¸ 72mI ga=amaH Anek Ýkarna




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xuwwavne Axuic, jD Ane du:qna kar` kæa Ke, ne 74mI ga=amaH tene vtRmanmaH du:q$p Ane wiv*ymaH du:qna kar`$p kæa Ke.

ÝÆ:- to pKI Amare xuH krvuH?

_¿r:- Ae to khIAe KIAe ke‐rag=I iwþ ={ AHtr‐Svwavno Anuwv krvo, SvwavmaH tdŸ$p ={ pir`mvuH. AanuH nam \mR Ke. bakI ragnI ruic Ke, prvStu deh ne \naidmaH tNmyta Ke Ae to A&an Ke, mU# p uH Ke.

Aha¦ tÀvxi› Ke Ae to \/uv i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ya ivna Aa (‐xi›) Ke AenI ÝtIit k–aH=I =ay? Aha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd$pe pir`mvuH, &atapè pir`mvuH, AkØay vItragwav$pe pir`mvuH tene tdŸ$p wvnmy tÀvxi› khe Ke. Aha¦ Aa xi›na v RnmaH to FÌ gHwIrta Ke. jem ;jgtŸ' xBdmaH ke!luH sma{ Ôy Ke? K ãƒ, tenaH gu ‐pyaRy, AnHt isâ, AnHtanHt ingodraix [Tyaid b\uH ;jgtŸ' xBdmaH sma{ Ôy Ke, tem Aa tÀvxi›maH F uHb\uH smay Ke. Aha¦ potana SvSv$pe‐Aek cEtNy$pe tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay tenuH nam tÀvxi› Ke, temaH ragno Awav Ke, kemke cEtNymaH ragno AHx n=I.

Aa xrIr to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke wa{¦ wgvan Aa„amaH teno sday Awav Ke. Are, p` Aene k–aH pDI Ke ke wiv*ymaH xuH =xe? AhÄ mnu*ydehnI iS=it to pcIs‐pcas, so vØRnI Ke. qbrey n pDe ne deh fU ={ne _DI Ôy. AhÄ=I deh KU!–a pKI k–aH j{x wa{? k–aH _tara =xe? kaH{ ivcar j n=I, p` Aa„a to Anaid‐AnHt vStu Ke, Ae!le te AnHt kaz rhexe p` Aa dehnI ruicmaH te k–aHy cargitmaH rJzxe‐Aa=Dxe. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Are¦ loko to xrIr, bEraH‐KokraH ne \H\a‐veparmaH slva{ gya Ke. Arere¦ Aa \H\anI loluptavaza Òvo to mrIne k–aHy pxumaH Avtar lexe kemke temne tãup wvnmy \mR to Ýaº =yo n=I, Ane pu~ynaH p` kaH{ @ekaàH n=I. saca vItragI dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnuH sevn krvuH te pu~y Ke, Aey temne n=I. \H\anI lolupta ne ivØy‐wognI Ýv<i¿ AaDe Aemne \DInIy nvrax n=I. prHtu wa{¦ Ae b\uH \UznI \Uz Ke bapu¦ AemaHnu kaH{ tara Sv$pmaH Aave Aem n=I.

xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke mnu*yno wv AnHtkaze maHD Aek var Aave Ke. Ane toy Ane AnHt var mnu*yno wv mZyo Ke. Aha¦ je!la AnHt wv Ae e mnu*yna kyaR Ke Aena=I AsHQyat gu a AnHt wv Ae e nrkna kyaR Ke Ane je!la wv Ae e nrkna kyaR Ke Aena=I AsHQy gu AnHt wv Ae e SvgRna kyaR Ke. narkI to mrIne SvgeR jta n=I, ne mnu*yo bhu =oDa Ke. sH&I pHceiNãy pxu mrIne SvgeR Ôy Ke. A#I äIpnI bhar FàH pxu Ke temaH=I mrIne xuwwavna fzmaH Fà Òvo SvgRmaH Ôy Ke. Òve SvgRna je!la wv kyaR Ke tena=I AsHQy gu a AnHt wv ityÅcna kyaR Ke. Aek ¬as levay Ae!la smymaH to Òv ingodmaH A#ar wv krI le Ke. Aha¦ Òve AnHt kaz ingodmaH vItaƒo Ke. Aam car gitnI rJzpÎImaH Ae e du:q j du:q‐paravar du:q _@aƒuH Ke.

AhÄ Aek kaH!o vage to kevuH du:q =ay Ke? raD paDI Ôy Ke. Aek kaH!o vagtaH ware du:qI =ay Ke. phelI nrkmaH AoKamaH AoKI ds hÔr vØRnI Aayu*ynI iS=itmaH Aana krtaH AnHtu du:q Ke ne ingodna du:qnuH to xuH khevuH? wgvan isânuH AnHt suq ne ingodnuH AnHt AnHt du:q‐tenuH k=n kem krI krvuH? wa{¦ teH Aava du:qmaH AnHt kaz vItaƒo Ke. AhÄ Ae du:q=I inv<i¿no AacayRdev _pay btave Ke.

khe Ke‐Aek var saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ AhÄ Ame wvno Awav krvano _pay tne khIAe KIAe. Aha¦ tarI vStumaH Aek tÀvxi› namnI xi› pDI Ke. tenuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a siCcdanHdSv$p Ýwu Ke temaH Aekag/ ={ tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH &anSv$p, AanHdSv$p‐AevuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke. wa{, xi›nuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay tene j AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. xi›na pir`mnmaH ivkarnI vat j n=I. ivkar to bharnI cIj Ke. AhÄ to Êmvt± inmRz pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ona smudayne Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Ae to Ý=m j kheva{ gyuH ke‐—&anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI ¹iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ‐AivnawUt AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te





sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.˜ Aam Aa„a &ananHdSv$p Ke tenuH tdŸ$p‐&an$p, AanHd$p, vItragta$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke.

bhu JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ ATyare to \mRna name bhu go!a _@–a Ke. dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna xuwwavmaH loko \mR manI be@a Ke, p` Ae maNyta to im+ya Ke bapu¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐sMyGdxRnSv$p je potanI cIj AHdr AqHD Aek$p Ke te |yey$p inj vStumaH Aek tÀvxi› pDI Ke. tenuH tdŸ$p‐&ata¹Úa$p, vItragta$p, AanHd$p pir`mn =ay te tÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. hve Aavo _pdex kdI saHwZyo n hoy, ne ma5 mU#p e ijHdgI ƒtIt kyeR Ôy. bharmaH kdaictŸ Daæo gày toy xuH? Ae te kaH{ Dhap` Ke? potana ha=maH rheluH hi=yar potanuH j gzuH kape to Ae hi=yar xuH kamnuH? tevI rIte je Dhap`=I tara wv v\I Ôy te Dhap` xuH kamnuH? Ae to nrI mU#ta j Ke.

Aa tÀvxi› Ke te i5kaz \/uv Ke. tena pir`mnmaH tenI ÝtIit =ay Ke. pir`mn =ya ivna tenI ÝtIit k–aH=I =ay? Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p i5kaz Ke, p` pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdna rsnuH vedn Aaƒa ivna AtIiNãy AanHdSv$pnI ÝtIit k–aH=I Aave? kar` to i5kaz \/uv Ke, tdŸ$p kayR =ay temaH kar`nI ÝtIit Aave Ke, Ane AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? tÀv¹iÚ bhu sU"m Ke bapu¦ p` tena ivna b\uH \Uz\aÌ Ke. Aa dehna rjk` to gme Tyare sa= KoDI dexe, ne tÀv£iÚ ivna Ae corasIna cÞrmaH Ae kyaHy A!va[ jxe. wa{, hmàH j tÀv¹iÚno puruØa=R kr.

p` tÀv¹iÚ bhu k@` Ke ne? ha, k@` Ke¸ AnHt kazmaH tÀv¹iÚ krI nih te=I k@` khI Ke, p` te Axk– n=I. kzx !IkamaH

Aave Ke ke Aa vStu smjvI Ait k@` Ke, p` xuâ Sv$pno ivcar krtaH AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke. xuâ Sv$pnuH AHtmuRq Anuwvn‐tdŸ$p‐&ananHd$p wvn krtaH Aavo Anuwv ={ xke Ke. Arere¦ puruØa=R xuH khevay tenI loko ne qbr n=I. Aa kyuÅ ne te kyuÅ‐Aem Anek Ýkarna im+ya ivkLpo kre tene loko puruØa=R khe Ke. b\a AaH\ze‐AaH\za hoy TyaH xuH =ay? calnaroy AaH\zo ne magR deqaDnaroy AaH\zo¸ pKI bþe kUvamaH (sHsarmaH) j pDe ne¦

Aha¦ 32 laq ivmanno SvamI saE\mR‐[Nã [NãaÌ sa=e wgvannI vaÌ saHwzva Aave Ke. Aha¦ te vaÌnuH xuH khevuH? t=aip [Nã te vaÌmaH ne tene saHwzvana ragmaH tNmy n=I. marI pyaRymaH vaÌnI ne ragnI naiSt Ke Aem te mane Ke. hve Aola 32 laq ivmannuH SvamIp uH to k–aHy jtuH ræuH. Ae to Ae b\ane pr&eyp e Ô e Ke. Aho¦ sMyG¹iÚ puruØo AavI tÀv¹iÚ vDe bharmaH k–aHy guHcata n=I, muHJata n=I.

Aha¦ tdŸ$pwvnmy tÀvxi› Ke. Aa tÀvxi› ãƒ‐gu ne pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aha¦ xi› xi›p e i5kaz Ke, te pyaRymaH Éyare ƒapk =ay? ke tTSv$p _pr ¹iÚ ={ne pir`mn =ay Tyare te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aam xi› pyaRymaH ƒapk =taH ãƒ tTSv$p i5kaz, gu` tTSv$p i5kaz ne vtRman pyaRy p` tTSv$p Ýg! =ay Ke, ne AanuH nam \mR Ke. hve ke!lakne to ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy xuH Aey qbr n hoy Ane mane ke Aem jEn KIAe, p` bapu jEn kaH{ sHÝdaynI cIj n=I, Ae to vStuna tdŸ$p pir`mnSv$p Ke. Are wgvan¦ taruH $p xuH, taruH Sv$p xuH ne taruH tdŸ$p wvn xuH‐Ae b\uH smßya ivna tne \mR k–aH=I =xe?

Aagz Sv\mRƒapkTvxi›nuH v Rn AavI gyuH. temaH kæuH ke‐rag Ke te pr\mR Ke, te ragmaH Aa„a ƒapk n=I. AhÄ khe Ke‐tTSv$p pir`mn =ay te taruH $p Ke. &an ne AanHdnuH pir`mn =ay te $p tÀvxi› Ke, ne te tÀvxi›my tuH wgvan Aa„a Ko. Aoho¦ Aa tarI cEtNy %iâ‐sHpdane jra Ôe to qro¦ taramaH xuH wyuÅ Ke tenI Aa vat cale Ke. Ýwu¦ tuH \UznI sHpdamaH mUKaR pamI mU# ={ gyo Ko, p` tarI cEtNyvStumaH AnHt cEtNysHpdaAo‐AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR Aaid AnHt gu sHpdaAo wrpur wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ jenI ¹iÚ krtaH tuH Nyal ={ Ôy Aevo wgvan¦ tuH kar`prma„a Ko.

Aek vqte ÝÆ =yelo ke‐kar` prma„a Ke to tenuH kayR AavvuH Ôe{Ae ne? Tyare kheluH‐kar`prma„a to AHdr i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ay temaH tenI ÝtIit =ay ne?




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AHtr‐ÝtIit =ya ivna kar`prma„a kone khevo? tTSv$pnI‐xuâ Aek &aykSv$pnI ¹iÚ krIne, &anmaH potana Svãƒne &ey bnavI, tenI AHtr‐ÝtIit kre tene, huH Aa kar`prma„a KuH Aem ÝtIit =ay Ke. tene kar`prma„a Ýisâ =ay Ke, ne tene sMyGdxRn‐&an Aaid kayR Ýg! =ay Ke. p` je AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krto n=I tene kar`prma„a k–aH Ke? tene to te hova KtaH nih hova brabr j Ke.

Aha¦ prna ÝemmaH te potana Ýwune wUlI gyo Ke. Aaqo idvs bs rzvuH‐kmavuH ne bEraH‐KokraH sacvvaH ‐Aem prmaH j te roka{ gyo Ke. Aam tene potana Sv$p‐Svãƒ ÝTye AÌic‐äeØno wav vteR Ke. —äeØ Arock wav˜‐jene Sv$p ructuH n=I, prvStu ruce Ke tene Sv$p ÝTye äeØ Ke. jene ragnI ruic Ke, je ragmaH tNmy Ke, tene potana &anSvwavmy AHt:tÀv ÝTye äeØ Ke. StuitmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

sHwvdev te \ur sevo sve re, lhI Ýwu sevn wed¸sevn kar` phelI wUimka re, Awy, AäeØ, Aqed.

A&anI wy pamIne cHcz =ay Ke, tena piràm AHdr SvSv$pmaH jta n=I¸ tene Sv$pno wy Ke, Sv$p ÝTye tene äeØ Ke, AHdr ÝvextaH tene wy Ane qed =ay Ke.

wy cHclta ho je piràmnI re, äeØ Arock wav. Aha¦ Sv$pmaH jtaH A&anIne wy Ane qed‐=ak lage Ke, te=I tene Sv$p ÝTye äeØ vteR Ke. p` Are wa{¦ taruH Sv$p to Awy, Aqed Ke. Aha¦ Aekek xi›maH AacayRdeve ke!ke!luH rhSy wyuÅ Ke¦ Aek xi›no Qyal Aave to AnHt xi›my vStuno Qyal AavI Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. AacayR jysendeve kæuH Ke ke‐Aek wavne y=a=R Ô e to AnHt wav y=a=R Ô`vamaH AavI Ôy Ke.

Aha¦ svR& prma„a jeAo pU`R tÀvSv$p pir`mIne svR&Tv, ne svRdixRTv$p dxane Ýaº =ya te wgvanna ]Imuqe=I Aa vaÌ nIkzI ke‐taruH Sv$p marI jem pU R tÀvxi›my Ke. xrIr$pe =vuH, ne rag$pe =vuH AevuH taruH Sv$p n=I. xrIr‐haDmaHsnuH po!luH to jD ma!I \Uz Ke. xrIrnI iÊya =ay tey jDnI iÊya Ke, ne dya, dan, v/t, wi›na ivkLp _@e tey jDna sHge =yela jD$p piràm Ke, te cEtNyna tdŸ$p wvn$p n=I. AakrI vat Ýwu¦ p` Aa sTya=R Ke.

Aha¦ loko Anaid=I papna fHdmaH fsa{ ræa Ke. TyaH=I nIkze to dya, dan, v/t, Aaid baæ iÊyakaHDmaH roka{ Ôy Ke. p` Aey b\o ivkLp‐rag Ke, ne rag$pe =vuH Ae tdŸ$p wvnmy xi›nuH kayR n=I. Arere¦ A&anI Òvo xuwragnI iÊyanuH xuâtanuH kar` manI \mRna bhane ragnuH j sevn kre Ke¦ p` Are wa{¦ Ae iÊyana ÝemmaH teH tarI cIjne mr`tuLy krI naqI Ke, potana i5kaz stŸne teH hÌ naQyuH Ke. svare !eprekoDIÅgmaH kzx!Ikano kzx 28mo caLyo hto. bhu j srs vat AavI htI. xe@ to qux ={ bolI _@ela‐—idƒ|vin nIkzI.˜ Are wgvan¦ wg nam &an Ane AanHdnI l"mI=I wrpur tarI cIj wrI Ke. to svR wedivkLpnuH lÙ KoDI AHtmuRq lÙ kr, je=I AanHdno Anuwv Ýg! =xe. AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke.

Aha¦ wgvan ijneNãdev, svR& prma„a Aem frmave Ke ke tdŸ$p wvn$p tarI xi› Ke, taramaH tdŸ$p pir`mnnuH sam+yR Ke. tara puruØa=RmaH AavuH sam+yR wyuÅ Ke, kemke tdŸ$p =va$p tÀvxi›nuH puruØa=R xi›maH $p Ke, puruØa=RmaH pote xuâTv$p pir`me AevuH tÀvxi›nuH $p Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{¦ AacayRdev tne wgvan khIne bolave Ke. 72mI ga=amaH AacayRdeve Aa„ane ;wgvan Aa„a' khIne jgaD–o Ke. jem mata bazkne JulamaH Julave Tyare mI@aH halrDaH ga{ tenI ÝxHsa kre Ke, ne tene suvaDe Ke. bazkne Aƒ›p e ÝxHsa iÝy hoy Ke. tem sHto tne jgaDva ma!e tara Sv$pnaH mI@aH gIt gay Ke. Are wa{¦ tara gu naH mI@aH‐m\uraH gIt xuH tne iÝy n=I? Ôg na=¦ Ôg¸ cEtNynI cmTkairk xi›=I wrelo wgvan¦ tuH siCcdanHdSv$p prma„a Ko. tdŸ$p wvn$p tara Svwavne wUlIne dya, dan Aaid ragna ÝemmaH teH tara cEtNydevne mr`tol krI naQyo Ke. ragna ÝemmaH Ýwu¦ tarI cEtNysHpda hà{‐lUH!a{ rhI Ke.

ke!lak to vzI Aem mane Ke ke‐Aa \H\apaÌmaH ne ivØymaH lÙ Ôy tene rag khevay, p` v/t, tp,





wi›, pUÔ [Tyaidna ivkLp kaH{ rag n khevay, Ae to \mR khevay. Are wa{¦ ragna Sv$pnI tne sacI smj n=I. Ae svR iÊyakaHDmaH lÙ Ôy te wav p` rag Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke, du:q$p Ke. te wav kaH{ cEtNyna tdŸ$p pir`mn$p n=I.

ÝÆ:- to xaÏomaH v/t‐tp Aaid piràmne \mR kæo Ke? _¿r:- ha, Ae to \m± puruØnI \mR pirìtno shcr ÔÌne Aarop d{ _pcar=I tene (v/taidna

ivkLpne) \mR kæo Ke. te _pcarma5 smjvo, te kaH{ vaStivk \mR n=I.

ÝÆ:- to pKI xuH krvuH?

_¿r:- rag Ane &an vCce shj j iwþta Ke tenuH wan krI wed&an krvuH ragnuH lÙ KoDI, SvwavnuH g/h` krvuH. Lyo, AanuH nam \mR Ke. \m± puruØne rag AavI Ôy Ke p` temaH tene heybuiâ hoy Ke, temaH Aene ktaRbuiâ Ane SvaimTv hotaH n=I. xuwragne _padey manva=I, AadrÌy manva=I wgvan icdanHdSv$pno Anadr ={ Ôy Ke. rag hey Ke tene _padey manva=I icãUp, tãUp wvnmy wgvan Aa„ano ¹iÚmaH Awav ={ Ôy Ke kzxmaH AaƒuH Ke ke‐mr`ne Ýaº =ay Ke.

wgvan¦ &an Ane AanHdmy taruH Òvn Ke. Òvnxi›=I xi›no Ai\kar xÌ kyÈ Ke ne? Ahaha...¦ Òvnxi›maH tÀvxi›nuH $p Ke, ne tÀvxi›maH Òvnxi›nuH $p Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke wgvan Aa„anuH tÀv je &ananHdSvwavmy Ke te‐$pe‐tãUp pir`mn krvuH, te rIte ÒvnuH ÒvvuH Ae vaStivk Òvn Ke. xrIr=I ne rag=I ÒvvuH Ae Òvn n=I, Ae to mr` brabr j Ke.

hve lokone AavI vat smÔy nih, ne potana manela (im+ya) Aacr`no Aag/h KU!e nih Ae!le ivro\ kre, p` kono ivro\? Ae to potano j ivro\ Ke bapu¦ prno ivro\ ko` krI xke Ke? ko{ j nih. Ame to ;mHidr bnavo ne mhoTsv kravo' [Tyaid ko{ idvs ko{ne kheta n=I. Ame to stŸxaÏna AWyas=I sTy smjvano ne AHtrmaH sMykŸ puruØa=R krI sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvano _pdex krIAe KIAe. ATyare to stŸxaÏna AWyas vDe sTy smjvano kaz Ke.

Arere¦ AHdr pU aRnHdno na= siCcdanHdSv$p Ýwu Ke te ¹iÚmaH n Aaƒo, tenuH tãUp wvnmy pir`mn n kyuÅ to ÒvnmaH xuH kyuÅ? kaH{ j na kyuÅ, Òvtr Aeze gyuH. wa{¦ Aa bharnI \Uz‐laq‐ÊoDnI sHpi¿ mzI Ôy to AemaH xuH Ke? Ae to \UznI \Uz Ke. muHb{maH Ame _tyaR hta Ae mkan 70 laqnI ikHmtnuH htuH. p` AemaH xuH AaƒuH? Aa mnu*y deh KU!–a pKI Òv corasIna AvtarmaH k–aHy rJzto ={ jxe. Ame to varHvar khIAe KIAe ke jem vH!oizye c#eluH t`qluH k–aH j{ pDxe te iniüt n=I tem im+yaTvna vH!oizye c#elo Òv corasIna AvtarmaH k–aHy kagDe‐kutre‐kH=ve... j{ pDxe, ‐kaH{ iniüt n=I. Are wgvan¦ jra AHdr to njr kr¸ AekluH cEtNynuH dz cEtNy‐cmTkar Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko, Ane tãUp wvn‐pir`mn Ae taruH kayR Ke.

Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI Aa ramba` vaÌ Ke. xuH =ay? Òvne Aa vaÌ mzI n=I, ne kdaictŸ mzI to Ýem=I ij&asa krI saHwzI n=I. —JIÌ vat Ke, sU"m vat Ke, AamaH Aap uH kam nih˜‐Aam bhanaH ka#Ine te e smjvanuH KoDI dI\uH Ke. Ahaha...¦ p` wgvan Aa„a &anaid AnHt Svwavno diryo Ke. smuãna kaH@e smuãna paÌnI jem wrtI AavI tem wgvan Aa„amaH ¹iÚ krtaH pyaRymaH tãUp wvn$p &an ne AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke, ne AanuH nam \mR Ke.

Aha¦ wgvan Aa„a xuâ cEtNySvwavmy Ke, te Aek cEtNy$pe pir`me te tenuH tdŸ$p wvn Ke. Are Daæa¦ taruH AavuH pir`mn =ay Tyare taruH Dhap` khevay. 1964nI vat Ke. palejmaH AmarI dukan htI. Daæawa{ \ozxanI w$cmaH na!k kHpnI AavelI. mIraHba{nuH na!k htuH. te na!k kHpnIna malIknuH nam Daæawa{ htuH. te mrtI vqte Aem bolela‐Daæa¦ xaHitpUvRk taro deh KU!e Tyare taruH Dhap` khevay. tem AhÄ svR& prma„a khe Ke‐inj cEtNySv$p Aa„ãƒno Aa]y krI AHtrmaH inivRkLp AanHdnI Anuwv dxa Ýg! kre Tyare taruH Dhap` khevay. bakI rag mHd krIne laqonaH dan Aape toy xuH? Ae=I pu~y bH\ay, sHsar mze,




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p` tãUp wvn$p cEtNynI inrakul AanHdnI pirìt n =ay.

wa{¦ tara Aa„amaH tdŸ$p wvnmy tÀvxi› Ke¸ tene AozqI AHtmuRq =taH j tenuH tãUp pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane Aa j \mR Ke, Aa j moÙmagR Ke.

Aa Ýma e tÀvxi›nuH AhÄ v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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30: AtÀvxi›

;AtdŸ$p wvn$p AevI AtÀvxi›.' (tTSv$p n hova$p A=va tTSv$pe nih pir`mva$p AtÀv‐xi› Aa„amaH Ke. Aa xi›=I cetn jD$p =to n=I.)

Ahaha...¦ rag$pe n =vuH, pu~yna wavp e n =vuH, pr ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e n =vuH AevI AtÀv namnI ÒvmaH xi› Ke. potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e rhevuH... inmRz inmRz =vuH‐te tÀvxi›maH vat krI. Ane ragp e n =vuH tem j prna ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e n =vuH Aevo je Aa„ano Svwav Ke te AtÀvxi› Ke.

Lyo, hve loko to khe Ke ke‐ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =xe, Tyare AhÄ Aa SpÚ khe Ke ke‐ƒvhar$pe n =vuH AevI Aa„anI AtÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt AnHt xi›no wHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ tara wHDarmaH AÙy in\an wyaÅ Ke. Aha¦ te in\an AevaH wyaÅ Ke ke kevz&an =ay toy temaH kaH{ F!aDo =to n=I¸ Ane ingodmaH gyo TyaH AÙrna AnHtma wage mit&an htuH Tyarey AHtrnaH AÙy in\an to AevaH ne AevaH pU R ræaH Ke. Aa ls` ne DuHgzImaH ingodna Òvo Ke. Aek nankDI kÌmaH AsHQy xrIr Ke, ne Aekek xrIrmaH AnHta Òvo ræa Ke. p` Ae Òvo Sv$p=I to tdŸ$p wvn$p Ke.

kale vat krI htI ke narkIne SvgRnuH suq n=I. Aa laEikk suqnI vat Ke sacuH suq to SvgRnI \UzmaHy k–aH Ke? ko{ narkI ÒvnI Aayu*ynI iS=it ds hÔr vØRnI hoy Ke, ne v\aremaH v\are 33 sagrnuH Aayu*y hoy Ke. te narkIna Òvne SvgRnuH suq bIlkul n=I, tem j SvgRna devne narkI ÒvonuH du:q bIlkul hotuH n=I. tevI rIte prmaùmaH pIDa n=I, t=a wgvan Aa„amaH ivkar ke xrIr n=I. Aek prma u KU!o Ke te xuâ hoy Ke, SkH\maH wztaH te ivwav$pe =ay Ke. SkH\maH vEwaivk pyaRy =ay Ke. kmR$p pyaRy Ke te vEwaivk pyaRy Ke¸ kmRpè =ay Aevo ko{ gu prma umaH n=I. ivwav$p pyaRy pota=I SvtH5 =ay Ke. prmaù SvtH5pè, ko{ gu` ivna, pyaRymaH kmR$pe‐ivwav$pe pir`me Ke. Aa xrIr, mn, vaÌ, [iNãy, pEsa‐\Uz Ae b\a SkH\o Ke te vEwaivk dxa$pe =yela Ke. tevI rIte wgvan AaTmamaH ivkar =ay Aevo ko[ gu n=I, bLke ivkarp e n =ay Aevo Aa„ano AtÀv Svwav‐gu Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ivkar =ay Ae to prna lÙe SvtH5 =yelI vEwaivk dxa Ke, te kaH{ xi›na kayR$p n=I. AavI JIÌ vat wa{¦

benna vcnam<tmaH Aave Ke ke‐jem AiG™maH _\{ n=I, kHcnmaH ka! n=I, tem Aa„amaH Aavr` n=I, _`p n=I, Axuiâ n=I. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a pU Riv&anFn, prm piv5, pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ke, temaH prãƒ$pe n =va$p Aek AtÀvxi› i5kaz pDI Ke. Aha¦ rag$pe ne xrIr$pe n =ay AevI Aa„amaH AtÀv‐xi› i5kaz Ke. hve AavI vat ko{ waGyxazI hoy tena kane pDe. StuitmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

wiv wagnvx Ôege vxay,tum \uin æE suin ivw/m nxay.

pu~yna fzmaH Aa \Uz‐l"mI mze te waGyxazI Aem nih, wgvannI vaÌ kane pDe te waGyxazI Ke Ae \Uzvaza‐l"mIvaza to waHgxazI Ke, kemke Aemne to Aeno nxo c#e Ke ne¦

wa{¦ Aa to 5`lokna na= svR& prma„anI vaÌ Ke. wgvan mhavIr SvamI to moÙ p\ayaR. teAo





to ;`mo is|da`H'‐isâpdmaH hal ivraje Ke. ]I sImH\r wgvan mhaivdehÙe5maH hal ibraje Ke. teAo ;`mo AirhHta`H'‐AirhHtpde ivraje Ke. temnI ’|vin hHmexaH nIkze Ke. wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev sHvt 49nI salmaH ivdehÙe5maH p\ayaR hta, TyaH Aa@ idvs ræa hta. tem e TyaH saÙatŸ wgvannI vaÌ saHwzI Ke, ne TyaH=I AavIne pKI Aa b\aH xaÏo rCyaH Ke. Aam Aa wgvannI vaÌ Ke.

temaH khe Ke‐rag$pe, ivkar$pe n =vuH AevI Aek Aa„anI AtÀvxi› Ke. dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaidna wav Ae rag Ke. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa‐ivny‐wi›no wav Aey rag Ke, xaÏ w`vaH Aey rag‐ivkLp Ke. nv tÀvnI wed$p ]âa ne pHcmhav/tna piràm Ae p` b\o ivkLp‐rag Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae ƒvhar rTn5yna rag$pe n =vuH Aevo AtÀvxi›Sv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH bEraH‐KokraH ne mhel‐mkan ne hÒra ne \n‐sHpi¿ [Tyaidp e =vuH Ae k–aH ræuH? Are, Ae to b\aH k–aHy dUr rhI gyaH. wa{¦ Ae b\aHne potanaH manIne tuH AnHtkazmaH heran‐heran ={ gyo Ke. Apneko Aap wUlke heran ho gya. Are, potanuH Sv$p AHdr kevuH Ke AenI vat Ae e AHdr ÝIit lavIne kdI saHwzI n=I. ]I pÍnHid SvamI pÍnHid pHcivHxitmaH khe Ke ne ke‐

tTÝit ÝIitic¿en yen vataRip ih ]uta.

iniütH s wve…Vyo waivinvaR`wajnmŸ..

Aha¦ Òve rag=I iwþ inj wgvan Aa„anI vat ÝIitpUvRk kdI saHwzI n=I. AacayR khe Ke‐AHtrmaH ÝIit lavIne je inj xuâa„anI vat saHwze Ke te AvXy waiv invaR nuH wajn =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, phelaH kæuH ke‐AanHd$pe pir`me AevI Aa„anI tÀvxi› Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐rag$pe ne jDp e pir`me nih AevI Aa„anI AtÀvxi› Ke. AavI vat¦ hve ATyare to bhar b\e Ý$pà j AevI cale Ke ke ‐dya pazo, v/t kro, tpSya kro, wi› kro, ne Aem krtaH krtaH Aa„‐kLya` ={ jxe. p` AavI Ý$pà brabr n=I, kemke pr$pe ke rag$pe pir`me AevI Aa„amaH ko{ xi› j n=I¸ _l!anuH khe Ke‐Aa„amaH AtdŸwvn$p AtÀvxi› Ke. xrIrp e n =vuH Ae to @Ik vat, p` pyaRymaH ragaid$p pir`mn Ke te‐$pe‐tdŸ$pe n =ay AevI AtÀvxi› Aa„amaH i5kaz pDI Ke.

xuâ cEtNyp e =vuH AevI Aa„anI tÀvxi› Ke, ne rag$pe n =vuH AevI AenI AtÀvxi› Ke. Aevo j Aeno Svwav Ke. te=I rag kro ne tmaruH kLya` ={ jxe AevI vat tdŸn ivprIt Ke. im+yaTvna ÔermaH A&anI wle gme te khe, p` ragaid$p n =vuH Aevo wgvan Aa„ano i5kazI Svwav Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH Aa pEsa kmava, ne sgaHvhalaHne raÒ raqvaH, ne ivØywog wogvva [Tyaid$pe Aa„a =ay Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke? Ae to b\uH k–aHy dUr rhI gyuH. hve tÀv‐smj` krto n=I, ne Aaqo id' sHsarna ÝpHcmaH j rCyo rhe Ke, p` AenuH fz bhu AakruH Aavxe wa{¦ im+yaTvnuH fz prHpra ingod Ke bapu¦

AhÄ khe Ke‐je AenamaH n=I te‐$pe =vuH Aevo vStuno Svwav j n=I¸ pr$pe ne ragaid$pe n =ay Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke.

cÊvt±ne nv in\an hoy Ke Ae to \Uz‐jD in\an Ke. Ane wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt cEtNyxi›naH in\an wyaÅ Ke. p` Aeno mihma lavI AenI ruic Aeè kdI krI n=I. kdIk xaÏnuH &an =yuH to AemaH quxI ={ gyo, sHtuÚ ={ gyo¸ prHtu wa{, xaÏ&an Ae vaStvmaH &an j n=I, Aa„&an &an Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐A&anp e n =vuH AevI Aa„anI AtÀvxi› Ke. jem prma umaH kmR =ay Aevo ko{ gu n=I¸ gu` ivna Aâr=I prmaùmaH kmR$pI pyaRy =ay Ke, tem Aa„amaH ivkar =ay AevI ko{ xi› n=I¸ Aâr=I, gu` ivna, pyaRymaH SvtH5 pota=I ivkar =ay Ke. bakI ivkarp e n =vuH Aevo j ãƒno i5kazI Svwav Ke AavuH AtÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke.

jem Aek prmaù ãƒmaH pIDa n=I, pIDano Awav Ke, tem i5kazI Aa„ãƒmaH ivkar n=I, ivkarno Awav Ke. ivkarne _Tpþ kre AevI Aa„amaH ko{ xi› n=I. Aa„amaH Aek vEwaivkxi› Ke, p` te xi› ivkar kre Ke, ivwav$p pir`mn kre Ke Aevo Aeno A=R n=I. Ae to \maRiStkay Aaid car ãƒomaH n=I AevI ivxeØ xi›ne vEwaivkxi› khevamaH AavI Ke. Òv Ane pudŸgl prma u‐Aa be ãƒomaH AavI qas xi› Ke. \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, Aakax Ane kaz Ae car ãƒonuH to xuâ pir`mn sda pairàimkwav$p Ke.




30‐AtÀvxi› : 147

te carnaH ãƒ‐gu pairàimkwave Ke, Ane tenI pyaRy p` pairàimkwav$p khevamaH AavI Ke, kemke temaH _Tpad‐ƒy$p pyaRynI \ara xuâ Aek$p vteR Ke.

ÒvãƒmaH Aek \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy pairàimkwav$p khevamaH AavI Ke. inymsarmaH \/uv kar`xuâpyaRynI vat AavI Ke. \maRiStkay Aaid care ãƒnaH ãƒ‐gu Ane pyaRy pairàimkwav$p Aek$p Ke temaH _Tpad‐ƒy$p pyaRynI \ara Aek$p vteR Ke, p` Aa„ãƒmaH Aek$p _Tpad‐ƒy n=I. tenI sHsar dxamaH ivkarI pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy =ay Ke, moÙmagRmaH xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy =ay Ke, Ane isâ dxamaH AeklI xuâ pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy hoy Ke. Aa Ýma e ÒvmaH _Tpad‐ƒyvazI pyaRy Aek$p n=I. car ãƒmaH jem _Tpad‐ƒynI Aek$p \ara i5kaz cale Ke, tem ÒvmaH _Tpad‐ƒynI \ara i5kaz Aek$p n=I.

ÒvãƒmaH \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke te i5kaz \aravahI Aek$p Ke, p` Aa kar`xuâpyaRy Ýg! _Tpad‐ƒy$p n=I. samaNy... samaNy AevuH je Aa„ãƒ i5kaz \/uv Ke tena ivxeØ$p \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke temaH _Tpad‐ƒy n=I. smuãnI (Aek$p)spa!InI jem kar`‐xuâpyaRy i5kaz \/uv Ke. inymsarnI ga=a 1 =I 19 su\InaH Ývcno Kpa{ne bhar pD–aH Ke temaH Aa ivØy SpÚ kyÈ Ke, samaNy vStu je \/uv Ke, temaH Aek ivxeØ \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy AnaidAnHt vteR Ke. tene inymsarmaH 1pmI ga=amaH pHcmwavnI pUjnIk pirìt khI Ke. hve Aava sU"m ivØynuH ]v`, ivcar, \arà, mH=n hoy nih Ae!le iväanone p` Aa vat bese nih, p` xuH =ay? wa{, ëDaH tlSpx± ivcar ne mH=n krI Aano sMykŸ in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae. Aa kar`xuâpyaRy Ke te Ýg! pyaRy$p n=I, smuãmaH jem paÌnI spa!I hoy Ke tem Aa wgvan Aa„a AnHt gu nI \/uv ipHD$p vStu Ke temaH spa!I sman AnaidAnHt \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke. Aa tdŸn nvI vat Ke. sU"m icHtn‐mnn vDe teno y=a=R in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae.

jem gu` i5kaz \/uv Ke, tem drek gu`nI pyaRy i5kaz \/uv AnaidAnHt xuâ Ke Aa _Tpadƒy ivnanI kar`‐xuâpyaRy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa kar`xuâpyaRymaH p` AtÀvxi› ƒapk Ke. ãƒ‐gu no to Aa Svwav Ke ke ivkarp e n =vuH, kar`xuâpyaRynoy Aevo Svwav Ke ke ivkar$pe n =vuH. Aa AtÀvxi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. wgvan Aa„a xuâ kar`prmaTma Ke tena _pr ¹iÚ rhetaH Ýg! pyaRymaH p` rag$pe n =vuH AevuH xuâ pir`mn ={ Ôy Ke. wa{¦ Aa 5`lokna na= wgvan ijneNãdevnI vaÌ Ke. bharmaH to Anek ÝkarnI iÊya kro, v/t‐tp kro ne \mR ={ jxe Aem vat cale Ke, p` te y=a=R n=I. NyalcHdwa{Ae ;ãƒ¹iÚ Ýkax' namna puStkmaH kæuH Ke ke‐;krna so mrna hE', kemke krvamaH to Aekla ivkLp Ke. Aa ivkLpomaH guHca{ne Òv potana cEtNy ÒvnnuH mr` kre Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐cEtNy Ke te cEtNy$pe pir`mn kre Ke, te jD$pe kdIy n =ay AevI AenI AtÀvxi› Ke. wgvan Aa„a i5kaz Aek &aykp e ræo Ke, te xuwaxuwwav$pe kdI =yo j n=I. te jD$pe kdI =yo j n=I. AÒv Ai\karmaH xuwaxuwwavne AÒv‐jD kæa Ke.

smysarnI K‚I ga=amaH AacayRdeve Aa K‚Ina leq lQya Ke ke‐&aykwavSv$p Aa„a i5kaz &aykibHb Ke, te kdIy xuwaxuwwav$pe =yo j n=I. cEtNynuH tej Ae xuwaxuwwavmaH ÝsrtuH j n=I. wa{, marg to Aavo Ke, ne Aa j ihtno marg Ke. wa{, tara ãƒ‐gu ne kar`pyaRynI shj xi› j AevI Ke ke Aa„a rag$pe, ƒvhar rTn5ypè =ay nih. Ae to SvwavnI ¹iÚ je e KoDI dI\I Ke Aeva pyaRy¹iÚvaza A&anIne pyaRymaH ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke bakI ãƒ ivkarne _Tpþ kre AevuH AemaH Ke j nih.

Arere¦ tÀv¹iÚ ivna Òv Anaidkaz=I du:qI‐du:qI ={ne car gitmaH rJzI ræo Ke. j¡Ao, b/ïd¿ name Aek cÊvt± =ya. temnuH 700 vØRnuH Aayu*y htuH. te pUruH =taH satmI nrke j{ pD–a. Ahaha...¦ hIrajiDt plHgmaH sunara, ne jenI hÔro dev seva kre Aeva b/ïd¿ cÊvt± mrIne papna fz$pe satmI nrkmaH 33 sagrnI AayunI iS=itmaH gya Ke. potane wUlIne A&anp e For pap kyaÅ te=I AhÄna Aek ¬asna kLpela suqna fzmaH TyaH 11, p6, 97p (AgIyar laq KPpn hÔr nvso pHcoter) pLyopmnuH du:q Ýaº =yuH Ke. Aek pLyopmna AsHQyatma wagmaH AsHQy Abj vØR vItI Ôy Ke. AhÄ 700 vØRna Aayu*yna wogv!amaH Aeva duÚ wav





kyaR ke tena fz$pe satmI nrkmaH jvuH pD–uH. im+yaTv sihtna ma@a wavnuH fz Aa!luH du:q, Ane Aa„&an Ýg! kre, tÀv¹iÚ Ýg! kre to tena fzmaH AnHt kaz AnHt AanHd Aene Ýaº =ay Ke. ma!e wa{, AavuH Aa„&an tuH xIF/ Ýg! kr, Aa tara ma!e Avsr Ke.

pr ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz, wav te Aa„amaH AttŸ$p Ke AavI Aa„anI AtÀvxi› Ke. potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I AiSt$p Ke te tÀvxi›, ne prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I naiSt$p Ke te AtÀvxi› Ke. Aa bþe prSpr ivruâ Ke. Svp e hovuH ne prp e n hovuH AevI ÒvmaH Aek ivruâ\mRTvxi› i5kaz Ke. Aa=I prSpr ivro\I ÝtIt =ta \mÈ Aek sa=e ãƒmaH Aivro\p e rhe Ke, ne ãƒne suiS=t ÝS=aipt kre Ke. Aa tÀvxi› Ane AtÀvxi›na pir`mnmaH vItragtanuH vedn =ay Ke ragna Awav$p Ane vItragwavna sdŸwav$p pir`mn TyaH =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aa smßya ivna v/t‐tp b\uHy ƒ=R Ke.

A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH lI\uH Ke ke‐Fe!aH, bkraH nG™ rhe Ke. pxu nG™ rhe, muHDn krave, pirØh shn kre AemaH temne xuH AaƒuH? AHdr pU aRnHdSv$p Ýwu pote Ke Aena wan ivna qalI baæ Tyag=I kaH{ law n=I.

Aha¦ SvSv$p‐Aek &aykSv$pna AvlHbne pir`me AevI tÀvxi›, Ane ivkar$pe n pir`me AevI AtÀvxi› wgvan Aa„amaH Ke tene y=a=R AozqI Sv‐AalHbn krvuH te iht$p Ke, law Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ AtÀvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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31: AekTvxi›

;Anek pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aeva Aekãƒmyp`a$p AekTvxi›.'

Aha¦ Aa„amaH AekTv namno Aek i5kazI gu ‐Svwav Ke. Anek gu pyaRymaH‐wedmaH ƒapk AevuH Aekãƒmyta$p Aekp uH‐Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke. kzx !IkamaH Aek‐Anekp uH AaƒuH Ke te bIÒ vat Ke. TyaH to huH Aek KuH‐Anek KuH Aeva ivkLpo KoDaƒa Ke. AhÄ to Aek &aykma5 vStu Aa„a Ke. teno Aa]y krtaH AekTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke Ae AekTv gu nI vat Ke. 47 nymaH p` Aek‐Anek ny Aave Ke. Aam 5` Ýkare Aek‐AneknuH v Rn Aave Ke:‐

1. AhÄ AekTv, AnekTvxi›nI vat Ke.

2. kzx !IkamaH Aek‐Anekna ivkLp KoDvanI vat Ke.

3. ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ai\karmaH Aek‐Anek ApeiÙt \mRnI vat Ke.

jem AiG™no #g hoy temaH AekluH AiG™p uH Ke, tem Aek &aykSv$p Aa„amaH &an, lokalokÝma` Aek$p &an AäEt Ke. AäEt Ae!le Aek, be nih, Anek nih. vedaHtI je AäEt‐Aek khe Ke Ae to ivprIt Ke. jgtmaH kxuH äEt n=I, b\uH AäEt Ke‐Aek Ke‐Aam vedaHtI khe Ke te tdŸn ivprIt‐jU@I vat Ke.

Ývcnsar, nyÝ&apn Ai\karmaH AäEt‐äEtny kæa Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke:‐

—Aa„ãƒ &an&ey‐AäEtnye (&an Ane &eyna AäEt$p nye), mo!a è\n smUh$pe pir`t AiG™nI mafk, Aek Ke.˜‐24

—Aa„ãƒ &an&ey äEtnye, prna ÝitibHbo=I sHyu› dpR nI mafk, Anek Ke. (A=aRtŸ Aa„a &an Ane &eyna äEt$p nye Anek Ke, jem pr‐ÝitibHbona sHgvazo ArIso Anek$p Ke tem.)˜‐2p

AiG™ è\n sa=e Aek$p ={ Ôy Ke tem Aa„ãƒ, &an&ey AäEtny=I Aek Ke. Ae!le xuH? &eynuH &an Ane &annuH &an Aek Ke. &ey to &eymaH rhI gya, p` &eynuH &an te Aa„anuH &an Ke‐Aem AäEt p` Ke.




31‐AekTvxi› : 149

mo!o è\nno #glo bzIne AiG™my =ay Ke. è\nnI AiG™ te AiG™nI AiG™ Ke‐Aem AäEt Ke. Aam Aa„ãƒ Aek Ke. Aa Aek Ke te ApeiÙt \mR Ke. jem AiG™ è\n$p ={ Ôy Ke tem &eynuH &an Ane potanuH &an Aek$p =ay Ke. Aa AäEt ny Ke.

äEtnye Aa„ãƒ Anek Ke, prnaH ÝitibHbo=I sHp<› AirsanI jem. prna ÝitibHbna sHgvazo ArIso jem Anek Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a &anmaH &eyna sHg=I Anek$p Ke. &an to pota=I =ay Ke, &eynuH temaH inim¿ Ke bs. ArIsamaH ÝitibHb pDe Ke TyaH ArIso ne ÝitibHb be ={ gyaH‐äEt =yuH, tem &eynuH &an, ne potanuH &an‐Aem be$p =yuH, äEt =yuH.

wgvan Aa„ane Aek ApeÙa=I svRgt khevay Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve Aa„ane ApeÙa=I svRgt kæo Ke. temaH lokalok‐svRnuH &an ={ Ôy Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Aa„a svRgt Ke Aem kæuH Ke. pU R&an‐kevz&an svRne Ô e Ke ma!e svRgt kæuH Ke. p` svRgt Ae!le prmaH ƒapk ={ Ôy, ÝsrI Ôy Aevo teno A=R n=I. brf Ane AiG™ ArIsanI bhar hoy Ke. tenuH ArIsamaH ÝitibHb deqay Ke. ArIsanI AHdr kaH{ brf ke AiG™ n=I. je deqay Ke Ae to ArIsanI SvCK AvS=a Ke. TyaH ArIso Ane SvCKtagt ÝitibHb ‐Aem äEt =yuH. tem &eynuH &an Ane Aa„anuH &an‐Aem äEt =yuH. Aam äEt nye Aa„ãƒ Anek Ke.

kzx !IkamaH Aek‐Anek AaƒuH, ny Ai\karmaH Aek‐Anek kæuH, Ane AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH Aek‐Anek xi› khI. Aam tÀv Ait ivxaz Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Anek gu ‐pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aeva Aekãƒmyta$p Aa„a Aek Ke. Aha¦ AekTv Ae Aa„ano Svwavgu Ke. tenuH Sv$p xuH? to khe Ke‐Anek inmRz inmRz pyaRyomaH ƒapk =va KtaH, Aa„a ãƒ$p=I Aek j rhe Ke, Anek =to n=I. sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aa äEt‐AäEt kæa te gu n=I, Ae ApeiÙt \mR Ke, AenuH pir`mn n hoy. Aa AekTvxi›nuH pir`mn =taH ãƒna‐wgvan &aykna AekpànuH &an ={ AanHdnI AnuwUit =ay Ke. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. Aa„ãƒna AekpànI AnuwUit‐vedn ivna je kaH{‐kayklex kre, v/t paze, xaÏ wè‐Ae b\o y sHsar Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...?

wgvan Aa„a potanI AekTvxi›=I svR pyaRyomaH ƒape, Ýsre‐felay‐Aek$p i5kaz Aekãƒmy vStu Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ potana svR gu ‐pyaRyomaH ƒapk, Aevo svRƒapk Aekãƒmy, AekTv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. Are wa{¦ taro Aa„a prmaH ƒapk n=I, Ane te Êo\aid ivkarmaH ƒapk =to n=I, t=a inmRz gu`‐pyaRyomaH ƒape Aevo te Aek &aykp e j ræo Ke, Ane Anek$p‐wed$p =yo n=I, =to n=I. ma!e AneknuH‐wednuH lÙ KoDI Aek &ayknuH lÙ kr. Aem krtaH tne Svwav sa=e Aekmek AevI sMykŸTvaid inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =xe. AavI vat¦

Aha¦ Aa AekTvxi›nuH pir`mn =taH pyaRymaH Aa„ãƒnuH Aekp uH Ýg! =ay Ke. vedaHtmaH je AäEt‐Aekp uH kæuH Ke te vat AhÄ n=I. Aa to potana gu`pyaRyomaH ƒapkp uH Aeva AekmypànI vat Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ xuH kæuH Ke? ;Anek pyaRyomaH ƒapk...' ‐Aem kæuH Ke. svR ãƒomaH ƒapk Aem vat n=I. Aa„a prãƒmaH kdI y ƒapk n=I. potana Anek pyaRyo‐wedo, AnHtgu nI inmRz pyaRyo sa=e Aa„a ƒapk =ay Ke Aem vat Ke. AamaH miln pyaRynI ko{ vat n=I, kemke Aa„ãƒ ragaid miln pyaRymaH ƒapk =tuH n=I. Ahaha...¦ potanI Anek... AnHt inmRz pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aeva Aek ãƒmy AekTvxi› Aa„ãƒmaH Ke.

ha, p` AamaH \mR xuH Aaƒo? Are wa{¦ maro Aa„a xrIraid prãƒmaH ne ivkarmaH ƒapk n=I, Ae to ma5 potanI AnHt inmRz

pyaRyomaH j ƒapk =ay Ke AavuH Ô`nar‐inüy krnarnI ¹iÚ ivkar=I ne prãƒ=I qsI i5kazI inj Aa„ãƒ _pr iS=r =ay Ke, Ane tenuH j nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. wa{ re¦ tara gu ‐pyaRyo=I bhar bIje k–aHy taro Aa„a n=I, ma!e tuH bhar n xo\, AHtrmaH xo\, AHtmuRq ={ Sv$pmaH Aekmek #zI Ô, kemke \mR \m± sa=e j Aekmek Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦ wednuH p` lÙ KoDI inj AekTv$p i5kazI Aa„ãƒnI ¹iÚ kre tene pyaRymaH AanHdno Svad Aave Ke, ne AenuH j nam sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an Ke.

xaÏ&an gme te!luH hoy, nvpUvRnI liB\ hoy top` Ae=I xuH? Awƒne p` AevuH &an to hoy Ke. Aek




1p0 : Ývcn rTnakr wag‐11

var AhÄ vat ={ htI ke Awƒne i5kazI &anxi› Ke, p` tene &annI pirìt n=I. te 11 AHg Ane nv pUvRnI liB\ siht hoy to p` tene &an‐pirìt n=I. &an‐pirìt Ae!le xuH? ke &anSvwav _pr Aekmek ={ ¹iÚ krtaH, &annI pyaRy &anSvwavno SpxR krIne Ýg! =ay tenuH nam &anpirìt Ke. tene &an‐pirìt kho, sMyG&an kho, Aa„&an kho, ke \m±nuH &an kho‐b\uH Aek j Ke.

ÝÆ:- to xuH AavuH smßya ivna \mR n =ay?

_¿r:- na, n =ay. smj`‐ivvek ivna bIÒ ko{ rIte \mR n =ay.

ÝÆ:- pxune &an =ay Ke te k–aH w`va Ôy Ke?

_¿r:- pxune p` &anmaH b\o Qyal AavI Ôy Ke. huH &ananHdSv$p KuH, rag =ay Ke te du:q Ke‐Aam &an Ane rag vCcenuH wed&an pxune =ay Ke. nam wle n AavDe, p` tÀvonuH &an‐]âan Aene brabr =ay Ke. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aano qulaso kI\o Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐ityÅcne nv tÀvnaH nam wle n AavDe, p` tenuH wavwasn tene y=a=R =ay Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p huH wgvan Aa„a KuH Aem inüy krI, inim¿, rag ne pyaRyno Aa]y KoDI, i5kazI inj &aykwavno Aa]y krtaH Anakuz AanHdno Svad Aave Ke AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. Aha¦ AavI \mR‐pirìt pxune p` =tI hoy Ke¸ temaH xaÏ w`vanI A!k n=I.

AanHd FnÒ khe Ke:

Aatm Anuwv-rs k=a, Pyala pIya n Ôy¸mtvala to igr pDe, iwþta pDe rca{.

je xaÏ&annuH Aiwman kre, v/taidnuH Aiwman kre tene Anuwvrs Ýg!to n=I. Ame v/t krIAe KIAe, tpSya krIAe KIAe, ÒvonI dya pazIAe KIAe‐Aem moh‐md vDe je mtvala Ke teAo Anuwv=I bhar rhI Ôy Ke, bihra„a rhI Ôy Ke. prHtu prna mmTv=I iwþ pDI, potana AekTvSv$p Aek &aykno jeAo Aa]y kre Ke temne Aa„anuwv Ýg! =ay Ke, teAo \ra{ne Anuwv‐rs pIAe Ke, AanHdrs pIAe Ke.

pxune qIla sa=e baH\e to pKI te frI xke nih. tem Aa„ane AekTv$p \/uvna qUH!e baH\I dI\o hoy to te pirw/m` n kre. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a &ayk Ýwu SvyH AtIiNãy AanHdmy \/uv qUH!o Ke. te \/uvne |yey bnavI tenuH je |yan kre Ke tene Aekla AanHdno Svad Aave Ke, tene Svanuwvrs Ýg! =ay Ke. hve te car gitmaH pirw/m` nih kre.

huH \/uv KuH‐Aem |yey trfno ivkLp krvanI Aa vat n=I. \/uv trf pyaRy lÙ krI pir`me Aem vat Ke. pyaRy, prsNmuqta KoDI, SvsNmuqta‐\/uv Aek &ayknI sNmuqta krI pir`me Ke AevI vat Ke. Aha¦ \/uvne lÙmaH lenarI pyaRy \/uv sa=e Aekmek ={ Ke, hve te pirw/m` krxe nih. je KU!o fre Ke, Svãƒ=I iwþ je ragaid ivkar sa=e ne prãƒ sa=e Aekmek ={ pir`me Ke te Òv car gitmaH pirw/me Ke prHtu rag=I iwþ AHdr pote AanHdkHd Aek &ayk Ýwu Ke TyaH ¹iÚ lgavI pyaRyne \/uv qUH!a sa=e baH\I dI\I te hve wvmaH w!kxe nih, ivkarmaH w!kxe nih. te hve inwRy Ane in:xHk Ke, ivkarno ne wvno naxk Ke ALpkazmaH j te mui› pamxe. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

Aa xi›na v RnmaH =oDa xBdomaH F uH rhSy wyuÅ Ke. hmàH Do. cHduwa{no p5 Aaƒo Ke. temaH Amara BlDno‐lohIno irpo!R kevo Ke te jàƒuH Ke. Dok!rnuH khevuH Ke ke Aa BlD‐keNsr n=I, lohImaH jra ivk<it Ke, p` AemaH icHtanuH ko{ kar` n=I¸ Aa to sa\ar` rog Ke, bhar Ýg! =ay Aevo ko{ rog n=I. Are, Aa dehnI iS=it je rhevanI hoy te rhe, Amne AemaH xuH icHta Ke? j¡Ao ne, AhÄ sHto khe Ke‐huH Aek KuH, xuâ &ayk KuH‐Aeva ivkLpnI icHtamaH p` wgvan Aa„a ƒapk n=I to pKI te Aa dehmaH kem ƒapk =ay? A&anI Òvne Aem =ay ke Aa„a dehmaH ræo n=I to k–aH ræo Ke? xuH A|\r AakaxmaH ræo Ke? tene khIAe‐wa{¦ \Iro =a bapa¦ deh jem jD Ke tem Aakax p` jD Ke. xuH jDmaH Aa„a rhe? Aa„a to inj cEtNynI inmRz inmRz pyaRyomaH ræo Ke. hve Aavo inüy =ay tene dehnI xuH icHta? Amne to kaH{ qbre y pDtI n=I ke




31‐AekTvxi› : 1p1

xrIrmaH rog Ke.

Aha? maro Aa„a marI pyaRyomaH j ƒapk Ke, bIje nih, ne marI pyaRyomaH Aek xuâ Aa„a ƒapk Ke. bIÔe nih‐Aevo in Ry kre tenI ¹iÚ j bdla{ Ôy Ke. Aavo inüy =taH tene pra]ypànI buiâ m!I Ôy Ke, ne Sv‐Aa]ynI wavna Ôg/t =ay Ke. hve te SvãƒnuH AeknuH j AalHbn krIne xuâ pyaRyo$pe inrHtr pir`Mya kre Ke. pyaRye pyaRye tene AekTvSv$p inj Aa„ãƒnuH j AalHbn vteR Ke, ne xuâ Aa„ãƒna AalHbne Ýg! =tI pyaRyo tene inmRz inmRz j =ay Ke. Aha¦ \m± puruØnI b\I pyaRyo Aek xuâ Aa„ãƒne j _padey krIne pir`me Ke, tenI pyaRymaH ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp Aaid bIj¡H kaH{ _padey n=I.

to muinrajne pHcmhav/taid ƒvhar cair5 hoy Ke ne?

ha, muinrajne pHcmhav/taid ƒvhar Aacr` hoy Ke, p` Ae to ivkLp‐rag Ke muinrajne te _padey n=I, hey Ke. _padey to Aek xuâ Aa„ãƒ j Ke. A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH Aave Ke ke‐

dya, dan, pUÔ, xIl, sHymaid xuwwav,ye hu pr ÔnE naHih, [nmeH _mEya hE.

A&anI Òv dya, dan, v/t Aaid xuwwav pr Ke Aem Ô`to n=I, te AemaH j _Llist =ay Ke. huH kaH{k (\mR) kruH KuH Aem te mane Ke. ßyare &anI puruØ‐

xuwaxuw rIit TyagI je Ôge hE te Sv$p maHih &anvan icdanHd hE¸

vaÌ wgvan kI skl incoD yh, smysar Aap, nih pu~ypap mere hEH..

j¡Ao Aa wgvannI vaÌno incoD¦ xuH? ke xuwaxuwnI rIitne TyagI, huH pu~ypap ne iÊyakaHDna rag=I iwþ xuâ Aek icdanHdmy wgvan Aa„a KuH Aem &anI Anuwve Ke, Are, A&anI potana Sv$pne wUlIne iwqarInI jem mare pEsa Ôe{Ae, ne bHgla Ôe{Ae, ne Aab$ Ôe{Ae‐Aem t<*àvHt ={ne xuwaxuw Aacr` kyaR kre Ke. p` Ae=I xuH? &andpR maH ¹ÚaHt AapI kæuH Ke ke‐j!a v\arva=I Ôe isiâ =tI hoy to vDne mo!I j!a hoy Ke. —mUHDnteH _rnI, ngn rhte pxu¸ kÚ shn krte tÌ˜‐vzI vaz to Fe!aH p` kpave Ke, nG™ to pxu p` fre Ke Ane v<Ùo !a#‐tap she Ke. t=a ;p#nte xuk' ‐pop! mo#e=I pa@ kre Ke Ane ;qg|yan' ‐bgla p` |yan kre Ke. prHtu te=I xuH =yuH? teAo ko{ \mR pamta n=I. Ae!le ke AemaH Aa„ane xuH AaƒuH? kaH{ j nih. wa{¦ AHdr cEtNy icHtami` Aevo wgvan icdanHdSv$p Aa„a Ke tena Aa]ye inivRkLp AanHdno Anuwv krvo Ae j potana iht$p \mR Ke.

Aa„anI Aa AekTvxi› Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke, ne tena pir`mn$p pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. xi› to i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ya ivna xi› Ke AenI ÝtIit =tI n=I. xi› sa=e wzIne ‐Aekmek ={ne xuâta$pe pir`Mya ivna xi›no ne xi›van Aa„ano vaStivk SvIkar =to n=I. s¿ano SvIkar k–are =ay? ke Svaiwmuq‐SvsNmuq ={ne stŸãƒna Aa]ye pir`me Tyare ßyaH s¿ano SvIkar =ay ke (SvIkarnarI) pyaRy temaH Aekmek wzI Ôy Ke, ne te pyaRy inmRz inmRz ApUvR‐ApUvRwave Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa \mR Ke, Aa moÙno pH= Ke. Aa isvay b\uH =o=e=o=aH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa Ýma e AhÄ AekTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

·





32: AnekTvxi›

;Aek ãƒ=I ƒaPy (ƒpava yoGy) je Anek pyaRyo te‐mypà$p AnekTvxi›.'

wgvan Aa„a je i5kaz AekTvSv$p ãƒ Ke tena=I ƒaPy Anek pyaRyo Ke, te‐mypà$p Aa„anI AnekTv xi› Ke. ãƒp e Aa„a Aek hova KtaH Anek pyaRyop e p` pote j =ay Ke AevI tenI AnekTvxi› Ke. Aam AekTvnI jem AnekTv p` Aa„ano gu ‐Svwav Ke. vedaHtvaza b\uH mzIne Aek mane Ke, Anek manta n=I, p` temnI AevI maNyta qo!I‐ivprIt Ke. teAo khe Ke‐—Aa„a Anuwvo˜‐AemaH to be cIj ={ g{, Aa„a Ane teno Anuwv‐Aem be cIj ={ g{¸ Aam teAo Anekpàno inØe\ kre Ke, p` Ae to ¹iÚ im+ya Ke. w›amr Sto5maH (24ma }lokmaH) Aave Ke:

tuH Aa> Aƒy AicNTy AsHQy ivwu,Ke b/ï {¬r AnHt AnHgketu¸yogI¬r ividtyog Anek Aek,ke', Ke tne ivmz &anSv$p sHt.

he na=¦ Aap Aa> Ko, kdI nax n =ay Aeva Aap Aƒy Ko, ivkLp vDe icHtvtaH par n pmay Aeva Aap AicNTy Ko, AsHQy Ko, ivwu Ko, b/ï Ko¸ laEikkmaH b/ï khe Ke te nih hÇ, Aa to kevz&annI ßyoit JzhztI Ýg! ={ Ke Aeva Aap b/ï Ko‐Aem vat Ke. Aap yogI¬r Ko, ividtyog Ko, AnHt Ko, AnHgketu Ko, Aek Ko, Anek Ko. j¡Ao, AhÄ p` AaƒuH ne? ke Aap Aek Ko, Anek p` Ko. wa{¦ Aekp uH Ane Anekp uH ‐Aem bþe gu o‐xi›Ao Aa„amaH i5kaz Aeksa=e j Ke. vzI Aap ivmz &anSv$p Ko. ‐AevuH ko` khe Ke? ke sHto‐muinvro‐g`\ro. Ahaha...¦ Aekla &anna puHj Ýwu Aap Ko. Aa b\a prma„ana gu te Aa„ana j Ke wa{¦ Aa to ÝaºnI Ýaiº$p AhÄ StuitmaH v Rƒa Ke. tÀv&an trHigÌmaH drek }lokmaH Aave Ke—icãUpoDhH huH Aekla &anSv$p KuH. Lyo, AavI vat¦ Aa to smÒne AHdr @rvano‐rmvano, suqI =vano marg Ke. wavdIipkamaH lQyuH Ke ke‐

Acl AqHD Abai\t Anupm mha,Aai„k &anka lqEya suq krE hEH.

Aai„k &anna Ô`vavaza suq pame Ke, bakI to b\a wv‐ÉlexmaH Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ AnekTvxi›nI vat cale Ke. Aek ãƒ=I ƒaPy Anek pyaRyo$p pote Aa„ãƒ =ay Ke

AevI Aa„anI AnekTvxi› AhÄ isâ krI Ke. ÒvmaH AekTvxi›nI jem AnekTvxi› p` i5kaz vteR Ke. Aekp e rhevuH, Ane Anekp e =vuH‐Ae bNne Svwav wgvan Aa„amaH sa=e j rhela Ke. Ôe AekluH AekTv hoy to ãƒ xemaH Ýsre? Aek pyaRy pl!Ine bIÒ inmRz pyaRy$pe kem =ay? Ane Ôe AekluH AnekTv hoy to Anek pyaRyo kona Aa]ye =ay? Aam Aa„amaH AekIsa=e AekTv Ane AnekTv bNne xi›Ao i5kaz hovap e isâ =ay Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„anI sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRyomaH ko` ƒape Ke? prãƒ nih, ko{ inim¿ nih, ivkar‐ragaid p` nih¸ Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNymUitR Aevo Aa„a j pote pir`mIne sMyGdxRnaid pyaRyomaH ƒape‐te $p =ay AevI AenI AnekTvxi› Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRynI isiâ ma!e tuH isâ sman inj Aa„ãƒmaH Ôe xuâ Aek Sv$pnuH AalHbn kr. Aek Aa„a j b\I inmRz pyaRyomaH ÝsrI Ôy Ke AevI tarI AnekTvxi› ÔÌ, inim¿ne wednuH lÙ m!aDI xi›van \/uv Aek Aa„ãƒno Aa]y kr, SvsNmuqta kr¸ tem krtaH j pyaRyo Ême inmRz inmRz Ýg! =ay Ke AanuH j nam \mR Ke ne Aa j marg Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ývcnsar, ny Ý&apn Ai\karmaH iÊyany Ane &anny=I moÙ =ay Aem vat Aave Ke. te Aa Ýmaè:

—Aa„ãƒ iÊyanye Anu¤annI Ý\anta=I isiâ s\ay AevuH Ke, =aHwla vDe ma=uH wedataH ¹iÚ _Tpþ




33‐wavxi› : 1p3

={ne jene in\an mze Ke Aeva AH\nI mafk.˜‐42.

—Aa„ãƒ &annye ivveknI Ý\anta=I isiâ s\ay AevuH Ke, cànI muõI d{ne icHtami` qrIdnar Aevo je Frna qU amaH rhelo veparI tenI mafk.˜‐43.

j¡Ao, iÊyanye Anu¤annI Ý\anta=I moÙ =ay Aem kæuH Ke TyaH kyuH Anu¤an? ragna Awav$p Anu¤annI AamaH vat Ke. Ai\karmaH TyaH Ý=m j vat krI Ke ke‐

—Ý=m to, Aa„a qreqr cEtNy samaNy vDe ƒaº AnHt \mÈnuH Ai\¤ata (SvamI) Aek ãƒ Ke, kar` ke AnHt \mÈmaH ƒapnara je AnHt nyo temaH ƒapnaruH je Aek ]ut&anSv$p Ýma` te Ýma`pUvRk Svanuwv vDe (te Aa„ãƒ) Ýmey =ay Ke (‐jày Ke).˜

j¡Ao, ]ut&anÝma`maH Aek sa=e AnHt \mÈ deqay Ke ma!e iÊyanyna ivØy$p \mR ne &annyna ivØy$p \mR iwþ iwþ kaze Ke Aem n=I. Aa to ApeiÙt \mR Ke. ragna Awav$p Anu¤an=I iÊyanye moÙnI isiâ Ke Aem TyaH kæuH Ke p` te j kaze &annye ivveknI Ý\anta=I moÙ =ay Aevo \mR sa=e j Ke. ]ut&an Ýma` Aeksa=e b\a j \mÈne deqe Ke. phelaH &anny Ane pKI iÊyany AevuH kaH{ Ke nih. iÊyany=I moÙ kæo TyaH ragna Awav$p \mRnI ApeÙa levI. ;&aniÊyaWyamŸ moÙ:' Aem kæuH Ke TyaH p` vItragI iÊya=I moÙ =vanI vat Ke.

nyona ivØywUt \mÈ ãƒmaH AekIsa=e rhela Ke. ]ut&anne Ýma` kæuH Ke, te ]ut&an Ýma` Aek smymaH ãƒmaH Aek sa=e rhela svR\mÈne Ô e Ke. ma!e ko{ne iÊyany=I moÙ =ay ne ko{ne &anny=I moÙ =ay Aem Ke nih¸ vStu j AevI n=I. te=I j AhÄ ;]ut&anSv$p Ýma` te Ýma`pUvRk Svanuwv vDe (te Aa„ãƒ) Ýmey =ay Ke'‐Aem xBd lI\a Ke.

wa{¦ Aek smynI yoGytane &an Ô e Ke. je smye mui› =vanI hoy te j smye te =ay Ke. kaznye mui› Ane Akaznye mui›‐Aem p` nyna v RnmaH Aave Ke. TyaH mui› to tena Svkaze =ay Ke (Aagz‐paKz nih), p` kaznymaH kaznI ApeÙaAe vat Ke, ne AkaznymaH kaz isvaynaH bIÔH inim¿onI (smvay karònI) ApeÙa=I vat Ke. te=I ko{ne kaznye mui› =ay, ne ko{ne Akaznye mui› =ay Aem vStu n=I. Are, ATyare to xaÏna A=R krvamaH FÌ grbD cale Ke. wa{¦ loko tarI manelI (im+ya) laEikk vat manI lexe, p` tne qUb nuksan =xe.

inüynyna ivØy$p Aek \mR Ane ƒvharnyna ivØy$p bIÔe \mR‐Ae vat p` TyaH Ke. Aa b\a ApeiÙt \mÈ Aeksa=e g`vamaH Aaƒa Ke. TyaH ko{ne inüynye mui› ne ko{ne ƒvharny=I mui›‐Aem vat Ke nih. xaÏmaH k{ ApeÙa=I kæuH Ke te smje nih, ne mit‐kLpna=I A=R kre to mha ivprItta =ay, ma!e ApeÙa smÒne A=R krva Ôe{Ae.

AekTvxi›na v`RnmaH Aekãƒmyta khI htI, AhÄ AnekTvxi›na k=nmaH Aek ãƒ=I ƒaPy je Anek pyaRyo tepàmy AnekTvxi› khI Ke. Aek Aa„ãƒ pote j Anek pyaRyo$p =ay Ke AevI AenI AnekTv xi› Ke. AekTv Ane AnekTv‐bNne Svwav$p Aa„a pote j Ke, te=I Aa„sNmuqta=I j tenI y=a=R ÝtIit =ay Ke¸ rag=I ne pr‐inim¿=I nih, kemke ragno ne prno xi›AomaH Awav j Ke. AavI vat Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ AnekTvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

· 33: wavxi›

;iv>man‐AvS=avazapà$p wavxi›. (Amuk AvS=a jemaH iv>man hoy Aevapà$p wavxi›.)'

j¡Ao, Aa„amaH Aek wavxi› AevI Ke ke tenI ko{ Aek inmRz pyaRy vtRman‐iv>man hoy j Ke. pyaRy krvI pDe Aem nih, ko{ inim¿=I =ay Aeme y nih¸ wavxi›nuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke ke vtRman inmRz pyaRy





iv>man hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ je smymaH wavxi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke te smye inmRz pyaRy iv>man hoy Ke. Aha¦ iv>man‐pyaRyvazap e wavxi› Ke. inmRz pyaRyne huH kruH to te hoy AevI vat n=I.

Ahaha...¦ AnHtgu nuH cEtNyin\an Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH jem &anxi› Ke, AanHdxi› Ke, ]âaxi› Ke, tem Aek wavxi› Ke. wavxi›nuH Sv$p xuH? tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐wav nam wvn‐inmRz pir`mnna wvn$p pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy Ke. AnHt gu onI inmRzta$p pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy j Ke AevuH Aa xi›nuH Sv$p Ke. AhÄ xi›nuH jene pir`mn =yuH Ke Aeva sMyG¹iÚnI vat Ke, im+ya¹iÚnI vat n=I, im+ya¹iÚne to xi›nI ÝtIit j n=I. wavxi› Ane xi›van Aa„a‐teno jene Anuwv vteR Ke tene, khe Ke, inmRz pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy j Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene wgvan Aa„anI AHtr‐ÝtIit ={, &anmaH inj &ayk jàyo, ne inmRz &an sa=e Anakuz AanHd Ýg! =yo tene wavxi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke je=I tene vtRman inmRz AvS=a iv>man j Ke. AavI sU"m vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...?

hve wavxi›nuH AavuH Sv$p Ke TyaH pr inim¿=I =ay, ne ƒvhar‐rag=I =ay Aem k–aH ræuH? Are, pUvRnI pyaRy inmRz htI ma!e vtRman pyaRy inmRz ={ Aeme y n=I. vtRman iv>man pyaRyne pUvRnI pyaRynI ApeÙa n=I. \Irj=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ¹iÚnI Ý\anta Ke. Aa„ano wavxi›my Svwav j Aevo Ke ke temaH vtRman inmRz pyaRy iv>man hoy j Ke.

;SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙa'maH kaitRkey SvamIAe kæuH Ke ke‐ÝTyek ãƒnI pyaRymaH kazliB\ hoy Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke je smye je pyaRy =ay te tenI kazliB\ Ke. ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 102maH pyaRynI _Tpi¿nI jNmÙ` hovanI vat AavI Ke. mtlb ke vtRmanmaH ÒvnI moÙdxa Ke te tenI kazliB\ Ke, pUvRnI moÙmagRnI pyaRy tenuH vaStivk kar` n=I. (kar` khevuH te ƒvhar Ke.)

ha, to pKI tenuH kar` xuH?

Ae j AhÄ khe Ke vtRman AvS=a iv>manp e hoy j AevI Aa„anI wavxi› tenuH kar` Ke. vtRman vtRman vtRtI ÝitsmynI AvS=a tena Svkaze iv>man =ay AevI Aa„anI wavxi› Ke te kar e Ke.

hve Aam Ke TyaH ragnI iÊya=I‐ƒvhar‐rTn5yna rag=I Aa„anuH &an Ýg! =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? rag to bapu¦ bH\nuH j kar` Ke. tena=I AbH\Sv$p Aevo moÙmagR Ane moÙ kdI y Ýg! =to n=I. moÙmagR=I moÙ Ýg!e Ke Aem n=I, TyaH ragnI xuH k=a? Ahaha...¦ AbH\Sv$p inTyanHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke tena Aa]ye Ême moÙmagR Ane moÙ Ýg!e Ke. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH ke &anma5 vStunuH pir`mn =taH wegI AnHt xi›Ao inmRzp e éKze Ke. AavI SvanuwvnI dxa hoy Ke. Ae SvanuwvnI dxa kaH{ ivkLp=I ke inim¿=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem n=I. Svkaze iv>man Ae dxa, AhÄ khe Ke, wavxi›nuH kayR Ke, ne potana ãƒSvwavnI sNmuq =taH te Ýg! =ay Ke.

Ôe ke Aa Aa„a xrIrÝma` Ke, t=aip te xrIr=I tdŸn iwþ Ke. xrIr tenuH kaH{ sHbH\I n=I. Aavo wgvan Aa„a AsHQyÝdexI vStu AnHt gu o=I ivrajman mo!o (svÈTk<Ú) cEtNy badxah Ke, AsHQy Ýdex teno dex Ke, temaH ƒapk AnHt gu tenaH gam Ke, ne Aekek gammaH AnHtI inmRz pyaRy$p ÝÔ Ke. Aa pyaRy$p ÝÔ kevI rIte Ýg! ={? to khe Ke‐AnHt gu maH wavxi›nuH $p Ke, te=I ÝTyekne vtRman iv>man AvS=avazap uH Ke. AavI JIÌ vat Ke. (mtlb ke _pyogne JIò krtaH smÔy tem Ke).

j¡Ao, AakaxmaH \/uvno taro hoy Ke. tene lÙmaH raqIne smuãmaH vha` cale Ke. \/uv taro to ßyaH Ke TyaH Ke, tenuH S=an frtuH n=I, p` mo!aH vhaò hoy Ke te Aa \/uvna tarane lÙmaH raqI iniüt S=an Ýit git kre Ke. tem wgvan Aa„a \/uv, icdanHd Ýwu, AanHdrs, &anrs, xaHtrs, vItrag rs, Òvnrs‐Aeva AnHt gu na injrs=I wrpUr wrelo \/uv‐\/uv‐\/uv Ke. Aava \/uvna lÙe vtRman pyaRyne AHdr êDe (sNmuq) l{ jtaH pyaRynI \/uvmaH Aekta =ay Ke. rag Ane pr inim¿ sa=e Aekta htI te pl!Ine \/uvna lÙe \/uvmaH Aekta =ay Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. Aekta Ae!le xuH? \/uv ne pyaRy kaH{ prSpr wzIne Aek ={ Ôy Ke




33‐wavxi› : 1pp

Aem nih, p` pyaRy \/uvnI sNmuq ={ to tene Aekta ={ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. hve AavuH sTy AHdr bese nih, AHtr‐Anuwv kre nih ne qalI v/taid vDe kLya` ={ jvanuH mane, p` Ae to w/aiNt Ke, im+yadxa Ke.

wgvan Aa„a cEtNy gu rTno=I wrelo rTnakr Ýwu Ke. temaH Aek wavxi› namno gu Ke. Aa wavxi› vtRman iv>man AvS=ane Ýg! kre Ke, Ýg! kre Ke xuH? xi› pir`mtaH vtRman iv>man AvS=a hoy j Ke. wavxi›nuH wvn‐pir`mn hotaH Aa„ane vtRman iv>man‐AvS=ayu›p uH hoy j Ke AvS=a krvI pDe Aem nih. AhÄ inmRz AvS=a levI, miln AvS=a xi›na kayR$p n=I.

ÝÆ:- Aa„a Ane tenI AvS=a pota=I iv>man Ke Ae to maNyuH, p` AmarI AvS=amaH im+yaTv vteR Ke ne?

_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa„anI AvS=a pota=I j Ke Aem teH konI same Ôe{ne maNyuH? Ôe Aa„anI same Ôe{ne maNyuH hoy to pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH im+yaTv rhe j nih. potanI AvS=a pota=I j iv>man Ke Aevo ãƒSvwav je e SvIkayÈ tene inmRz AvS=anuH j iv>manp uH hoy Ke. AoFe‐AoFe, j ;Aa„ana wav pota=I Ke' Aem Ôe tuH mane Ke to ãƒSvwavnI sMykŸ ÝtIit ivna tne im+yaTvaid ivkar j iv>man Ke temaH Ame xuH krIAe? AavI im+yadxa tne Anaid=I Ke, te SvwavnI‐SvãƒnI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH !zI Ôy Ke, ne inmRz pyaRyono Êm x$ =ay Ke.

Are¦ Òve sMyGdxRn kdI Ýg! kyuÅ nih¦ AnHtkazmaH bharnI ma=akU! krIne mrI gyo. Aek to sHsarnaH‐papnaH kam AaDe Aene fursd mzI nih, ne kdaictŸ fursd mzI to v/t, tp, wi› Aaid ragnI mHdtanI iÊyamaH roka{ gyo, xuH krIne? \mR manIne. p` wa{¦ ragnI iÊya mHd ho to p` te bH\nuH j kar` Ke, sHsar$p Ke Ane sHsarnuH kar` Ke weguH im+yawavnuH mhapap to éwuH j Ke, je AnHt sHsarnuH kar` Ke. ßyare Òvnxi›nI iv>man pyaRy Ke te AbH\ Ke. moÙmagR‐ke moÙ$p Ke¸ temaH ivkarno‐ivkLpno Awav Ke. xuH kI\uH? jemaH wavxi›nuH $p Ke AevI wavxi›nuH $p Ke AevI Òvn xi› pir`mtaH ÒvnnI vtRman inmRz AvS=a inym=I iv>man hoy Ke, temaH ivkarno Awav Ke. vStumaH ivkar nih, ne tena pir`mnmaH y ivkarno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ane Syaäad Ke. Svwavna AiSt$p pir`mnmaH ivkarnI naiSt Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke.

ÝÆ:- Aek wa{ ÝÆ krta ke Ame Aa v/t, tp, wi› Aaid krIAe KIAe, ne Frbar‐ku!uHbne KoDI inv<i¿ lI\I Ke te xuH \mR nih? Ôe Ae \mR n hoy to Amare xuH krvuH?

_¿r:- AenI to AhÄ vat Ke. xuH? ke rag=I iwþ huH Aek &aykSv$p KuH‐Aem SvsNmuq ={ wed&an Ýg! krvuH te \mR Ke. dya kruH, ne v/t kruH, ne tp kruH‐Aem krvanuH mane Ke Ae taruH inym=I mr` Ke. soganIÒAe kæuH Ke ke ;krna so mrna hE.' huH rag kruH Ae AiwÝaymaH taruH wavmr` =ay Ke. AnHt cEtNyxi›Aono ipHD te huH nih, p` ragna ktaRSv$p huH KuH Aem mannar potanI cEtNyxi›no Fat kre Ke, potana SvwavnI ihHsa kre Ke. Aha¦ Aavo Aa„‐Fat mhapap Ke.

Arere¦ Ae e potanI drkar krI nih. pcas‐so vØRnaH Aayu*y to ÔetÔetamaH vItI Ôy wa{¦ ne 5smaH rhevanI iS=it _Tk<Ú be hÔr sagropm Ke. TyaH su\ImaH Ôe \mR Ýg! n kyÈ to smjvuH ke iS=it pUrI =ye Òv inym=I ingodmaH caLyo jxe, pKI Avsr nih rhe. Aa bEraH‐KokraH, \n‐sHpi¿ [Tyaid kam nih Aave, ne tena lÙe AekluH pap j =xe. kdaictŸ pu~yna wav kyaR hoy to y tena fz$pe wv mzxe. pu~yna wav p` sHsar Ke ne tenuH fz p` sHsar Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐Ýwu¦ tarI xi›maH sHsar n=I. Ae xi› vtRman iv>man AvS=a siht Ke, te AvS=amaH p` sHsar n=I. sHsarno je ivkLp Ke teno wavxi› Ane iv>man AvS=amaH Awav Ke. hve AavI coQqI vat Ke, KtaH loko raD naqe Ke ke‐ƒvhar krIAe KIAe te sa\n Ke. Are wa{¦ inim¿nuH &an kravva tene _pcar=I sa\n kæuH Ke, te kaH{ qreqr sa\n n=I. lokone Aem lage Ke ke‐AhÄ inüy... inüy... ne inüynI j vat kre Ke, p` wa{¦ inüy Ae!le sTy Ane ƒvhar Ae!le _pcar. Aam inüy‐ƒvhar y=a=R





smjva Ôe{Ae.

ƒvharna‐xuwwavna fzmaH Aekad SvgRno wv Aave, p` te=I xuH? pUÔmaH to AaƒuH Ke ne ke‐

Aek var vHde Ôe ko{, tare nrk pxu git nih ko{.

Aekad wv SvgRno mzI Ôy, p` pKI TyaH=I nIkzIne paKo pxugit ke nrkgitmaH caLyo Ôy. vtRmanmaH bhu xuwwav kyaR hoy to Òv SvgRmaH Ôy, ityÅc mrIne Aa@ma SvgR su\I Ôy Ke. TyaHnu Aayu*y pUruH krIne paKa ityÅcmaH p` jva sHwivt Ke.

ÝÆ:- sMmedixqrnI Ô5a kre to tena wvno nax =ay Ae to qruH ne?

_¿r:- na, Aem n=I. sMmedixqrnI gme te!lI Ô5a kre to y Ae xuwwav Ke, Ane xuwwav=I bH\ =ay Ke, mui› nih, wvnax nih. Ae to smiktI Òvne Ô5a Aaidna wav hoy Ke to tena Aeva xuwwavne Aarop=I _pcar krIne wvnaxk kæo hoy Ke, p` vaStvmaH Ô5ano xuwwav bH\$p j Ke.

ÝÆ:- to lokomaH khevay Ke ne ke x5uHjy Ane sMmedixqrnI Ô5a kro to kLya` =ay Ke?

_¿r:- \Uze y kLya` n =ay saHwzne. Ô5ana piràm xuwrag Ke ne Aena=I pu~ybH\ =ay, \mR nih, kLya` nih. teno _pcar=I mihma krvamaH Aaƒo hoy to tene _pcarma5 j smjvo Ôe{Ae. vaStvmaH tara kLya`nuH kar` to wavxi› Ke. wavxi›nI vtRman iv>man inmRz AvS=a te tara kLya`nuH kar` Ke. Aa wavxi› ãƒ‐gu maH‐AnHtmaH ƒapk Ke, je=I AnHt gu siht ãƒnI vtRman AvS=a inmRz iv>man hoy j Ke, ne te mui›nuH kar` Ke. AavI vat Ke.

i5kazI wavxi› Ke te pairàimk wave Ke. tenuH pir`mn =ay Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk Aeva 5` wav$p hoy Ke. _dywav te xi›nuH kayR n=I. Aha¦ inmRz pyaRynI vtRman hyatI hoy AevI wavxi› ÒvmaH i5kaz Ke. ;Amuk AvS=a' Ae!le AhÄ iniüt inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke. ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚpUvRk jene wavxi›nI ÝtIit ={ Ke tene wavxi›na kayR$p inym=I iniüt inmRz AvS=a iv>man hoy Ke. ;Amuk AvS=a' Ae!le Êmbâ je inmRz AvS=a =vanI hoy te AvS=a vtRman‐vtRman iv>man hoy Ke Aem vat Ke Amuk AvS=a Ae!le gme te AvS=a Aem vat n=I, p` Amuk inmRz iniüt AvS=anI vat Ke.

Aha¦ Aa wavxi›na v RnmaH F uH rhSy wyuÅ Ke. wavxi› pir`mtaH‐

• inym=I vtRman inmRz AvS=a iv>man hoy Ke te=I • ãƒnI pyaRynuH (inmRz pyaRynuH) ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp kar` n=I. • ãƒnI inmRz pyaRynuH dev‐guÌ Aaid pr inim¿ kar` n=I. • ãƒnI pyaRy krvI pDe Ke Aem n=I. • ãƒnI pyaRy Svkaze Ýg! =ay j Ke. • ãƒmaH Ýg! =tI pyaRy inyt Êm=I Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke. [Tyaid Anek rhSyo Aa wavxi›na

v RnmaH wyaÅ Ke. Are, loko to paHc‐pcIs laq qc± mHidr bnave ne ijnibHb p\rave Ae!le kLya` ={ jxe Aem

mane Ke, p` AevuH vStuSv$p n=I. mHidr bnavvana xuwwav=I pu~y bH\ay, p` \mR n =ay. Ame to sHÝdaymaH hta Tyare y Aa vat bhu Ôer d{ne kheta. Are wa{¦ xuâ Aa„ãƒna lÙe inmRz AvS=ayu› xuâ rTn5ynaH piràm =ay te moÙnuH kar` Ke. Aha¦ wavxi›nuH wvn... inmRz iv>man pyaRyyu› =vuH te tenuH kayR Ke. Aa inmRz AvS=anuH ƒvharrTn5y kar` n=I. ƒvharrTn5y \m±ne ho, p` Ae tenI \mRpirìtnuH‐inüy rTn5ynuH kar` n=I. ƒvharrTn5y inmRz AvS=anuH kar e y n=I, kayR p` n=I.

pHcsHg/hmaH kæuH Ke ke‐

AiG™na tap=I Ôe law =to hoy to ptHigyaH AiG™maH pDe Ke tene law =vo Ôe{Ae.




34‐Awavxi› : 1p7

jzmaH Snan krva=I Ôe law =to hoy to jzcr ÝaÌAo jzmaH DUbkI mare Ke temne law =vo Ôe{Ae. nG™ rheva=I Ôe mui› =tI hoy to pxuAo nG™ j rhe Ke, temne mui› =vI Ôe{Ae. kexluHcn=I Ôe \mR =to hoy to Fe!ana vaz bare mihne kape Ke tene \mR =vo Ôe{Ae. prHtu Aa b\I to jDnI iÊya bapa¦ Aena=I \mR n =ay, ne rag=I y \mR n =ay. Aek ãƒ bIÔ

ãƒmaH kaH{ kre Ae to vStuiS=it j n=I.

Aa xi›na v RnmaH pyaRyna pir`mn sihtnI vat Ke. pir`mnmaH Aekek xi› Ane xi›van ãƒnI ÝtIit =ay Ke. xuâ pir`mn ivna i5kazI xuâ ãƒnI ÝtIit‐isiâ =tI n=I. pyaRy$p pir`mn ivna konI ÝtIit? xemaH ÝtIit? vtRman siht i5kazI ãƒ Ane xi›nI ÝtIit pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Òvne ßyaH su\I ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ n hoy TyaH su\I tene xi›nuH pir`mn n=I, te=I tenI ÝtIitmaH i5kazI ãƒnI hyatI n=I, tene to ragnI j hyatI Ke. miln ragnI ruicmaH tene Aa„a wasto n=I, tene rag j‐miln AvS=a j iv>man Ke. vaStvmaH jene pu~ynI‐ragnI mI@ax Ke tene inj &anSvwavnI Aruic‐äeØ Ke. ;äeØ Arock wav'‐prnI ruic ne Sv$pnI Aruic te inj Aa„ãƒ ÝTyeno äeØ Ke. \m±ne ragnI ruic‐Ýem hotaH n=I. rag ho, y=asHwv rag hoy Ke, p` \m± puruØne tenI ruic hotI n=I¸ te to ragno &ata‐ãÚa j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

drek xi› vItrag Sv$p Ke. xi› Ane xi›vanne AozqI ßyaH ãƒ‐¹iÚ kre TyaH vItragI pyaRy p` iv>man =ay Ke rag AemaH iv>manp e Ke j nih. \m± to ragne mara Ô e Ke bs¸ te Ô e Ke Aem khIAe Ae y ƒvhar Ke, kemke rag Ke to ragne Ô`narI &annI dxa ={ Ke Aem n=I. potane Ô e ne ragne‐prney Ô e Aevo shj j Aeno Svpr Ýkaxk Svwav Ke, te &annI dxa pota=I Ýg! ={ Ke, ragne lI\e nih, temaH ragno to Awav j Ke. Lyo, AavuH vtRman inmRz AvS=ana hova$pe wavxi› Ke tenuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ wavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

∙ 34: Awavxi›

;xUNy (‐Aiv>man) AvS=avazapà$p Awavxi›' (Amuk AvS=a jemaH Aiv>man hoy Aevapà$p Awavxi›)'

Aa smysarno xi›no Ai\kar Ke. xi› Ae!le gu ¸ Aa„a gu I xi›van Ke. wgvan Aa„a i5kazI stŸ AivnaxI vStu Ke, guà tenuH sÀv Ke, sam+yR Ke. Ahaha...¦ gu kho, xi› kho, Svwav kho‐b\uH Aek j Ke.

AhÄ Awavxi›nuH v Rn Ke. xuH khe Ke? ke ;xUNy AvS=avazapà$p Awavxi› Ke.' Ahaha...¦ Aa„a cEtNy ãƒ Ke, tenI Aa xi› i5kaz \/uv Ke. tenuH Sv$p xuH? to khe Ke‐tenI iv>man AvS=a pr nam Aa@kmRna Awav$p AvS=a Ke, Ane te vtRman iv>man AvS=amaH pUvÈ¿r AvS=aAono p` Awav Ke.

Aha¦ wavxi›nI jem Aa„amaH Awavxi› i5kaz Ke. jene AHt¹RiÚ‐Aa„¹iÚ ={ tene wavxi›nuH pir`mn =yuH, Awavxi›nuH p` pir`mn =yuH te=I tene je vtRman inmRz AvS=anI iv>manta =[ temaH, AhIH khe Ke, Aa@ kmRnI AvS=anuH Aiv>manp uH‐xUNyp uH Ke. Aha¦ Aa„ana AnHtgu nI inmRz AvS=anuH vtRman iv>manp uH Ke te, khe Ke, Aa@ kmRnI AvS=a=I xUNy Ke.

A&anIAo pok mUke Ke ke‐Are¦ kmRnuH Ôer F uH¦ kmR mha bzvan¦ tene khe Ke‐wa{, tarI pyaRymaH kmRno to Awav Ke, te tne xuH kre? Aa@ kmR=I Aa„a xUNy Ke, ne tena inim¿e =ta ivkar=I‐wavkmR=I p` tenI iv>man inmRz AvS=a xUNy Ke wavkmRnI AvS=a Aiv>man Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aa dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaid je ivkLp Ke tena=I Aa„anI iv>man AvS=a xUNy Ke. Are, lokone potanI xi› Ane xi›vannI t=a tena pir`mnnI qbr n=I, ne kmRnuH Ôer Ke Aem qalI raDo paDe Ke.





wa{¦ tarI vtRman iv>man dxamaH kmRno‐ãƒkmR‐wavkmRno to Awav Ke, tdupraHt AhÄ Aem khevuH Ke ke‐tarI iv>man dxamaH pUvR pyaRyno p` Awav vteR Ke. ma!e, Arere¦ pUveR bhu Apra\‐pap kyaR Ke, hve tena=I mu› kem =vay?‐AevI kayrta KoDI, tarI vtRman pyaRyne SvwavmaH vaz to pUvRna svRdoØnuH invar` ={ tne inmRz \mRpirìt Ýg! =xe. A&anIne p` potanI vtRman ë\a{nI j milnta Ke, kaH{ pUvRnI milnta vtRmanmaH iv>man n=I¸ pUvRnI milntano to vtRmanmaH Awav j Ke. Aho¦ AamaH Ýitsmy vtRman vtRtI pyaRyno ;wav' Ane temaH bIÒ pyaRyono ;Awav'‐Aem btavIne to pyaRy‐pyaRynI SvtH5ta isâ krI Ke, ne vtRman pyaRyne vtRman i5kazI ãƒnuH j AalHbn btaƒuH Ke. Aa to gjb vat Ke wa{¦

Aho¦ ãƒmaH ßyare j¡Ao (¹iÚ kro) Tyare tenI inmRz AvS=a pota=I j iv>manp e vteR Ke, Ane te AvS=amaH bIÒ Aagz‐paKznI b\I AvS=aAo Aiv>man j Ke. vtRman iv>man pyaRynuH vtRvap uH te ;wav' ne Tyare bIÒ pyaRynuH nih vtRvap uH, Aiv>manp uH te ;Awav'. Aha¦ AavI bNne xi›Ao Aa„amaH Aeksa=e i5kaz vteR Ke.

he wa{¦ taro Svwav ivwavna Awavvazo Ke. taruH &an A&anna AwavvazuH Ke, tarI ]âa ivprIttana AwavvazI Ke, taruH cair5 kØayna AwavvazuH Ke, taro AanHd Aakuztana Awavvazo Ke.

‐Aem tarI b\I j xi›Ao ivwavna AwavvazI Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj Svwavno SvIkar krtaH j pyaRymaH p` Svwavna tãUp pir`mn ={ Ôy Ke, ‐Aa j \mRnI rIt Ke. xuâ cEtNy Svwavne ÝtIitmaH l{ne tena Aa]ye pir`mn kyaR ivna \mRno bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I.

to ke!lak loko khe Ke ke‐dya, danna xuwwavne nih mano to nrkmaH jxo. Are wa{¦ saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ tuH Aek vStu Ko ke nih? Ôe Ko to temaH vselI i5kazI xi›Ao

Ke ke nih? vStu to tene khIAe ke jemaH xi›no vsva! hoy, jem gam tene khIAe jemaH ÝÔno vsva! hoy. Aa dya, dan, v/t Aaid wav to ivkarI ivwavdxa Ke, te wavkmR Ke¸ tenI xi›nI iv>man inmRz dxamaH Aiv>manta j Ke AevI Aa„anI Awavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ wavkmR=I wgvan Aa„a xUNy Ke, ne tena inmRz pir`mnmaH p` wavkmRno Awav j Ke. xuwwavne Aa rIte manva te manvuH y=a=R Ke. bakI ke!lak AavI vat smje nih Ae!le ivro\ kre, p` Aa ivro\ krva jevI cIj n=I bapu¦ AamaH to tara ihtnI vat Ke. Aeno ivro\ to potano j ivro\ Ke. Amne to kÌà j Ke. ]Imde kæuH Ke ne ke‐

ko{ iÊyajD ={ ræa, xu*k&anmaH ko{¸mane marg moÙno, kÌà _pje Ôe{.

xuwwavnI ruicvazane iÊyajD kæa Ke, ne bhar &annI vato kre, p` AHdr cEtNynuH iwþ pir`mn =vuH Ôe{Ae teno jene Svaiwmuq _>m n=I tene xu*k&anI kæa Ke. bNne A&anI im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

to &anIne xuwrag to hoy Ke? ha, &anIne xuwragAave Ke, p` tene ragnI ruic, ragno Ýem hoto n=I. Aha¦ Aa„amaH ivkarI

piràmna Awav$p Svwav Ke te &anIne pir`Myo Ke, je=I tenI inmRz iv>man dxamaH ivkarnI Aiv>manta j vteR Ke. ikHictŸ rag pyaRymaH Ke tene AhÄ Aa„a kheta‐g`ta n=I. Aa„anI xi›na Ai\karmaH ivkarne xi›na kayR$p g`vamaH Aavto n=I. Aa Awavxi› ãƒ‐gu Ane pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I xi›maH jeno Awav Ke, xi›nI pyaRymaH p` teno Awav‐Aiv>manta j Ke.

&anavr` Aaid Aa@ kmRnI AvS=a=I wgvan Aa„a xUNy Ke. A&anI khe Ke‐mne kmR nDe Ke. Are wgvan¦ kmR to ibcaraH jD Ke. te tne xuH nDe? pUÔnI jymalamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐




34‐Awavxi› : 1p9

kmR ibcare kaEn, wUl merI Ai\ka{.

kmRnI AvS=a=I to wgvan Aa„a xUNy Ke. je taramaH n=I te tne xuH kre? Are, kmR to xuH, kmRna inim¿e _Tpþ =ta ivkar=I p` Aa„a xUNy Ke, ne potana AanHdSvwav=I AxUNy Ke. Aha¦ Aa wav‐Awavxi› v RvIne AacayRdeve gjbnI vat krI Ke.

Aa@ kmRnI 148 Ýk<itno Aa„amaH Awav Ke. namkmRnI tI=Åkr Ýk<it=I Aa„a xUNy Ke, ne tI=Åkr Ýk<itna kar`$p solhkar` wavna=I p` Aa„a xUNy Ke. Aha¦ Aa Awavxi›maH to gjbnI vat Ke.

to, ;drxivxuiâ wavna way, solh tI=Åkrpd pay, prmguÌ ho, jy jy na= prmguÌ ho.' Aem solhkar`nI pUÔ krvamaH Aave Ke ne?

Ae to b\o baæ ƒvhar bapu¦ bakI Ae wavna=I AHdr wgvan Aa„a iwþ Ke. je wav=I kmRÝk<it bH\ay te wavnI Aa„anI vtRman wav$p inmRz dxamaH Aiv>manta j Ke AevI Aa„anI Aa Awavxi› Ke. AavI vat lokone mzI n=I Ae!le prHpra tU!I g{, stŸguÌ p` ræa nih. pH. jycHdÒAe lQyuH Ke ke‐Aa g/H=na guÌ‐sHÝdayno (‐guÌprHpragt _pdexno) ƒuCKed ={ gyo Ke, ma!e je!lo bnI xke te!lo (‐y=axi›) AWyas ={ xke Ke. top` jeAo Syaäadmy ijnmtnI Aa&a mane Ke, temne ivprIt ]âan =tuH n=I. k–aHk A=RnuH ANy=a smjvuH p` ={ Ôy to ivxeØ buiâmannuH inim¿ mZye y=a=R ={ Ôy Ke. ijnmtnI ]âavazaAo h@g/ahI hota n=I.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a pU R piv5tano ipHD Ke. tenI vtRman iv>man AvS=a p` piv5 Ke te Apiv5ta=I xUNy Ke. ãƒkmR, no kmR ne wavkmR=I te xUNy Ke. paHc xrIr=I te xUNy Ke. Ôe ke &anIne j tI=Åkr Ýk<it hoy Ke, A&anIne hotI n=I¸ Aahark bH\nnI Ýk<it p` smiktIne (muinvrne) hoy Ke, A&anIne hotI n=I. t=aip tenI iv>man inmRz AvS=amaH te ãƒkmR, nokmR ne wavkmRno Awav Ke. Aa rIte kmR=I huH heran KuH‐AevI maNyta brabr n=I. vaStvmaH ;Apne ko Aap wUlke heran ho gya'‐Ame vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a prm piv5 cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu potanI piv5tano rÙk‐na= Ke. potana yogÙemno krnaro hoy tene na= khIAe, kemke te mezvelI cIjnI rÙa kre Ke, Ane nhÄ mezvelI cIjne mezvI Aape Ke. wgvan Aa„a vtRmanmaH iv>man inmRz dxa Ke tenI rÙa kre Ke. pote ivkarna AwavSvwave Ke ne¦ to ivkarne Ývexva deto n=I, Ane vtRmanmaH kevz&anno Awav Ke tene te AHt:puruØa=RnI pU R ÝkØRta vDe mezvI Aape Ke. Aha¦ Aavo wgvan Aa„a na= Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aho¦ pHcm Aarana muinvr ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve tI=Åkr tuLy kam kyuÅ Ke, ne Am<tcHãsUirAe temna g`\r jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke. Aa xi›AonuH SpÚIkr` pH. dIpcHdÒAe ivxeØta=I kyuÅ Ke. =oDuH smysar na!kmaH p` Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„a AnHt xi›nuH Aek$p \/uv cEtNydz Ke. tenI ¹iÚ siht Anuwv jene AHtrmaH Ýg! =yo tenI vtRman iv>man xuâ AvS=amaH ivkarnuH Aiv>manp uH Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anI‐\m± puruØ, ragnI AvS=a=I, marI iv>man &annI dxa xUNy Ke Aem Anuwve Ke. rag Ke Ae to A&anIne pyaRy¹iÚmaH iv>man Ke. kmRna inim¿e je dxa =ay tene A&anI potanI mane Ke, Ane Aa maNyta j tene sHsar pirw/m`nuH Ane du:qnuH kar` Ke.

ÝÆ:- to gom!sarmaH &anavrÌyna inim¿=I &an rokay Ke Aem Aave Kene? _¿r:- ha, Aave Ke p` Ae to inim¿naH k=n bapu¦ Òvne potanI ãƒ¹iÚnI dxano Awav Ke to

te pote &annI hIÌ dxa$pe pir`me Ke, Ane Tyare &anavrÌy kmR temaH inim¿ hoy Ke bs. kmR &an roke Ke Aevo Aeno A=R n=I. kmRÝk<itAe Aavr` kyuÅ Ae to inim¿nI Ý\anta=I ÒvnI hIÌ dxa btavva ma!enuH ƒvharnynuH k=n Ke vaStvmaH wavFatI kmR=I ivk<t dxa =ay Ke, ãƒFatIkmR to tenuH inim¿ma5 Ke. AhÄ to Aem isâ kyuÅ Ke ke Aa„a wavFatI kmR ne ãƒFatI kmRnI AvS=a=I xUNy‐Aiv>man Ke. SvwavnI ¹iÚ =taH AnHt gu nI inmRz iv>man AvS=a hoy Ke, ne temaH kmR, xrIr Ane ragnI AvS=a Aiv>man Ke. hve AavI vat svR& isvay k–aH hoy? k–aHy n hoy.





Aha¦ taraH cEtNyin\an to Ôe. temaH ragno Awav Ke. jem nrkmaH SvgRna suqnI gH\ n=I, SvgRmaH nrknI pIDa n=I, prmaùmaH pIDa n=I, tem wgvan cEtNyÝwumaH ivkar n=I. Ahaha...¦ cEtNy‐sUyRna ÝkaxmaH ragna AH\karno Awav Ke.

Are, Aa xrIr Ke te to haD‐maHsnuH dugÅ\my po!luH Ke. temaH xuH racvuH? temaH=I bhubhu to raq ne \umaDo nIkze, tenI iÊyamaH=I kaH{ sMyGdxRn Aaid rTno n nIkze tena lÙe ragäeØna Apiv5, miln‐gH\ata wavo =ay, kaH{ &anmy wav n =ay. p` Are wa{¦ AHdr Aa taruH cEtNyin\an AnHt gu rTno=I wyuÅ Ke, temaH Aekag/ ={ne tuH Ôe to qro¦ Ahaha...¦ temaH Ôeta ne Ôeta rhetaH temaH=I sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an, sMyGcair5, muindxa, kevz&an Ane isâpd [Tyaid inmRz inmRz rTnonI harmaza guH=aAelI Ke te Ême Ýg! =ay Ke. Aho¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐kmR, xrIr ne ragnI dxanI Aiv>manta j hoy Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Awavxi›$p Svwav Ke.

ÝÆ:- to ÝvcnsarmaH kt<Rny kæo Ke te xuH Ke? _¿r:- ÝvcnsarmaH TyaH &anÝ\an xEil=I vat Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐

;Aa„ãƒ kt<Rnye, rHgrejnI mafk, ragaidpiràmnuH krnar Ke (A=aRtŸ Aa„a ktaRnye ragaid piràmono ktaR Ke, jem rHgaro rHgkamno krnar Ke tem)'.

Aha¦ \m±ne sMyGdxRn sa=e &annI‐sMyG&annI dxa ={ Ke. te &anmaH Aem Ô e Ke ke‐marI pyaRymaH ivkar Ke. Ane pir`mn ApeÙa teno huH ktaR KuH. prHtu ¹iÚ ivkarne potana Sv$pmaH SvIkartI n=I. te=I ¹iÚnI Ý\antamaH ;huH to ivkar=I xUNy KuH' ‐Aem &anI Anuwve Ke. AhÄ smysarmaH ¹iÚnI Ý\anta Ke. ¹iÚnI Ý\antamaH ivkar gaE gÌ, n=I‐Awav$p Ke Aem k=n hoy Ke. ßyare &an to ÊmmaH je ikHictŸ rag Ke tene potana Apra\$p Ô e Ke. (tene potamaH wezve Ke Aem nih)

AacayR Am<tcHãSvamI 5IÔ kzxmaH khe Ke ke‐

;AivrtmnuwaVy-Vyaiº kLmaiØtaya:'‐huH to ãƒ¹iÚAe xuâ cEtNyma5 KuH, prHtu marI pirìt mohkmRna _dynuH inim¿ pamIne melI Ke‐ragaid$p ={ rhI Ke. marI pyaRymaH du:qnuH vedn Ke. ßyare AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH AacayRdev khe Ke ke‐du:qna vednnI AvS=ano marI vtRman iv>man inmRz AvS=amaH Awav Ke. wa{, ßyaH je ApeÙaAe k=n hoy TyaH tene ApeÙa=I y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae. wa{¦ tarI cIj AlaEikk Ke, te laEikk iÊya=I Ýaº =ay tevI n=I. ãƒsHg/hmaH ƒvharnyne laEikk kæo Ke. ma!e pu~ynI‐ragnI ruic KoDI SvwavnuH g/h` kr. &anIne rag Aave Ke, p` te ragne g/hta‐pkDta n=I¸ te=I &anI ragnI AvS=a=I xUNy Ke, Aevo j Aa„ãƒno Svwav Ke. Are wa{¦ Aa to ÝsNntana AHkuro fU!e ne tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke ivdehÙe5maH wgvan sImH\rSvamI ibraje Ke TyaH=I AavelI Aa vaÌ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

ãƒ Svwav Ke te Axuâ AvS=a=I xUNy Ke, svR gu nI pyaRyo p` Axuâta=I xUNy Ke. AiStTv, vStuTv Aaid samaNy gu o Axuâ =ta n=I, Amuk gu`nI pyaRy Axuâ =ay Ke. samaNy gu omaH Aek ÝdexTv gu nI pyaRy (sHsar dxamaH) miln =ay Ke. Aga_ vat krI htI ke Amuk gu`nI pyaRymaH Axuâta =ay Ke, b\a AnHt gu kaH{ Axuâ$pe =ta n=I. Amuk dxRn, cair5, AanHd [Tyaid gu nI pyaRymaH Axuâta =ay Ke. p` Aa to &an krva ma!e Ke, mtlb ke &anI Aene Ôè Ke bs. (tãUp =to n=I). ãƒ SvwavnI ¹iÚmaH to ÝdexTv ne &an Aaid gu nI AxuâtanI dxano Awav j Ke.

Are Ýwu¦ tne tarI mo!pnI qbr n=I. Axuâta=I xuâta‐\mR =ay Aem manIne teH tarI cIjno Fat kyÈ Ke, kemke xuâ dxamaH Axuâtano Awav vteR Ke. tara ãƒno j Aavo Svwav Ke. AHdr pU R xuâ cEtNy ãƒ Ke te ãvIne xuâ =ay Ke Aem n mantaH AxuâtamaH=I xuâ dxa Ýg! =ay, va ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =ay Aem mantaH tara Svwavno Anadr =ay Ke, Ane te j Aa„Fat Ke. ma!e ƒvharno Aa]y KoDI i5kazI ãƒSvwavno Aa]y kr¸ kemke ãƒSvwav i5kaz piv5 Ke, prm piv5 Ke, Ane tena Aa]ye j piv5tanI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke.




3p‐wav‐Awavxi› : 161

Aha¦ jDkmR Ane wavkmRnI dxano to vtRman iv>man dxamaH Awav Ke, ne wUt‐wiv*ynI potanI AvS=aAono p` temaH Ýagwav ne Ý|vHsawav Ke. Ôe tem n hoy ne wUt‐wiv*ynI pyaRyo p` vtRmanmaH iv>man hoy to vtRman sa\k pyaRymaH wUtkaznI A&andxa p` vTyaR kre, t=a vtRman sa\kpyaRymaH kevz&an dxa p` hmàH j ={ Ôy. Aam =taH sa\kdxa vgere Aekey pyaRy isâ n =ay, Ane pyaRy isâ n =taH, ãƒ p` isâ n =ay, A=aRtŸ A&an j rhe. ma!e vtRman sa\kdxanuH iv>man Svwavvazap uH Ke temaH ANy (Aagz‐paKznI ne vtRman ivkarnI) AvS=aAono Awav j Ke Aem ÔÌ xuâ cEtNyna lÙmaH dÙ =a, kemke cEtNyna lÙmaH dÙ =taH Aa„a potanI inmRz AvS=ap e iv>man vteR Ke. Aavo vItragno marg Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Awavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

· 3p: wav-Awavxi›

;wvta (‐vtRta, =ta, pir`mta) pyaRyna ƒy$p wavawavxi›'.

Aha¦ Aa„amaH Aek AevI xi› Ke je vDe vtRmanmaH je pyaRy iv>man‐wav$p Ke teno inym=I bIje smye Awav =ay. wav‐Awavno Aevo A=R Ke ke vtRman piv5tanI je iv>man‐wav$p AvS=a Ke teno bIÔ smye Awav =ay Ke. jra xaHit=I saHwzvuH bapu¦ Aa to wgvan kevzIno marg ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Aha¦ wgvan kevzIAe Aa„amaH jevaH in\an ÝTyÙ ÔeyaH Ke tevaH, wgvan¦ tne A&an m!Ine &anmaH waist =ay AevI tarI cIj Ke.

Aha¦ AnHt gu nI je inmRz pyaRy vtRman iv>man Ke te wvta wavno‐piràmno bIje smye ƒy =ay AevI Aa„anI wav‐Awavxi› Ke. Aa pyaRy Ke teno huH Awav kruH Aem n=I, ne tene huH pkDI raquH Aem p` n=I, kar` ke vtRman wavno bIje smye Awav =ay j Aevo Aa„ano wav‐Awav Svwav Ke.

Are wa{¦ tuH muHJa{x ma... , Arere¦ Fà laHba kaz=I seveluH A&an hve kem !zxe, ne sMyG&an kem =xe?‐Aam tuH muHJa{x ma¸ kemke Anaid=I je A&an seƒuH te A&an sday !kI j rhe‐Aem n=I. Anaid=I smye smye iv>man Aeva A&anno Awav ={ne, ApUvR sMyG&anno wav =ay AevI xi›Ao taramaH i5kaz wrI Ke. bs tuH Sv sNmuq =a, ne tarI b\I j muHJv` m!I jxe.

j¡Ao, Aa AnekaNtno Ai\kar Ke. AacayRdev AhÄ AnekaNtne ivxeØ cceR Ke. ix*ye ÝÆ kyÈ hto‐

ÝÆ:- Aa„a AnekaNtmy hova KtaH p` AhÄ teno &anma5p e kem ƒpdex krvamaH Aave Ke? (Aa„a AnHt \mÈvazo hova KtaH tene &anma5p e kem khevamaH Aave Ke? &anma5 kheva=I to ANy \mÈno inØe\ smÔy Ke.) teno AacayRdev _¿r kre Ke‐

_¿r:- lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe l"ynI Ýisiâ krva ma!e Aa„ano &anma5p e ƒpdex krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa„anuH &an lÙ` Ke, kar` ke &an Aa„ano Asa\ar` gu Ke. (‐ANy ãƒomaH &angu n=I). ma!e &annI Ýisiâ vDe tena l"ynI‐Aa„anI‐Ýisiâ =ay Ke.

&anma5 cetnSv$p Aa„a Ke, tenI pirìt$p &annI pyaRy Ke tenI sa=e AnHt gu onI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. &anma5 khetaH temaH AnHt xi›Ao AavI Ôy Ke, temaH rag‐pu~y‐pap wavono inØe\ Ke, kaH{ xi›Aono inØe\ n=I. Aa„anI pyaRymaH vtRman &annI dxa iv>man hoy Ke Aa wav Ke ne temaH ragno‐ƒvharno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. loko ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem mane Ke, temnI Aa ivprIt maNytano AnekaNtnI ccaR äara AacayRdeve inØe\ kyÈ Ke.

Aa„anI AnHt xi›Ao Ke. temaH wavxi›nuH $p Ke. te=I tenI ÝTyek xi›nI vtRman inmRz AvS=a





iv>man hoy Ke, Aa vtRman iv>man inmRz dxamaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke. AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. Are, loko to v/t, tp Aaid ƒvhar rTn5yna ivkLp=I \mR =vanuH mane Ke, p` te maNyta AekaNt Ke teAo AekaNtvadI im+ya¹iÚ Ke, temne AnekaNtna Sv$pnI qbr n=I.

potana ãƒmaH je AnHt xi›Ao Ke tenI vtRman iv>man AvS=a hoy j Ke. te AvS=a prnuH kar` =ay ke prnuH kayR =ay Aem Ke nih. A&anIAo qalI bharmaH \ma\m kre Ke. mHidr bnavo, ne Ýit¤a kravo ne r=ya5a ka#o‐[Tyaid bharmaH A&anI qUb \ma\m kre Ke. Fà loko khe Ke ke AhÄ jHglmaH Aa prmagm mHidr, ne smosr` mHidr ne Ývcn mHDp [Tyaid kroDona qceR rcna ={ Ke te tmara (kanÒ SvamIna) kar e ={ Ke.

Are wa{¦ Ae b\uH ko` kre? xuH Òv kre? Ae to prmaùAonI rcna AenI SvtH5 yoGyta=I ={ Ke. Ame to varHvar khIAe KIAe ke Ae prma uAonI dxa tena Svkaze tena=I ={ Ke, Amara ke bIÔ ko{na karè te ={ Ke Aem n=I. Aa to vStuSv$p Ke bapu¦ duinyalok to A&anmaH pD–a Ke, te gme te mane‐khe te=I xuH? j¡Aone, Aa xaÏnI !Ikana KeLla kzxmaH AacayR Am<tcHãsUir xuH khe Ke? ke Aa !Ika meH bnavI n=I. tena xBdo Aa Ýma e Ke:

—potanI xi›=I jem e vStunuH tÀv (‐y=a=R Sv$p) sarI rIte kæuH Ke Aeva xBdoAe Aa smynI ƒaQya (‐Aa„vStunuH ƒaQyan A=va smyÝaw<t xaÏnI !Ika) krI Ke¸ Sv$pguº (‐AmUitRk &anma5 Sv$pmaH guº) Am<tcHãsUirnuH (temaH) kaH{ j ktRƒ n=I.˜

wa{¦ Aa xaÏnI vat kane pDe ma!e ix*yne &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. xaÏna xBdona kar e &an =ay Ke Aem, he jno¦ moh=I ma naco¸ kemke xBd to jDnI dxa Ke, ne &annI dxa to &an=I wavxi›na kar e vtRman iv>man =ay Ke.

Are¦ lokone prmaH kayR krvanuH Aiwman KU!vuH k@` ={ pD–uH Ke. p` wa{¦ te Aiwman tara AnHt sHsarnuH kar` Ke. j¡Ao, sMyG¹iÚ Òvo wgvannI vaÌ saHwzva Aave Ke. AekavtarI [Nã Ùaiyk smiktI Ke te wgvannI vaÌ saHwzva Aave Ke. p` tene &annI dxa je Ýg! ={ Ke te &angu pir`mIne ={ Ke, vaÌ=I nih. je smye, &annI je pyaRy =va yoGy hoy te smye te pota=I Ýg! =ay j Ke, te pyaRy pr=I ke xBd=I _Tpþ =tI n=I. Aha¦ jEndxRn ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ teno laEikk ƒvhar sa=e mez ={ xke Aem n=I.

AhÄ wav‐Awavxi›nI vat cale Ke. AnHt gu nI ÝvtRman‐iv>man pyaRyno bIje smye Awav =ay te‐$p wav‐Awavxi› Ke. vtRman pyaRyno Awav kem =ay? ko{ pr=I‐inim¿=I =ay Aem nih, ne ƒvharna ivkLp=Iy nih. ke!lak khe Ke ke‐pir`mnmaH kaz inim¿ Ke to kaz=I =ay Ke. p` Aem n=I. pir`mnmaH kaznuH inim¿p uH kæuH Ae to kazãƒnI isiâ krva ma!e Ke. vtRman pyaRyno bIÔ smye Awav =ay Ke Ae to Aa„ãƒno potano shj j wav‐Awav Svwav Ke, AemaH prnuH‐inim¿nuH rHcma5 kar`p uH n=I.

hve ke!lake to ãƒ xuH? gu xuH? pyaRy xuH?‐kdIy saHwZyuH n hoy. i5kazI xi›no ipHD te ãƒ Ke, temaH je xi›Ao Ke te gu Ke, ne tenI je AvS=a bdle Ke te pyaRy Ke, TyaH vtRman vtRtI pyaRyno ƒy =ay Ke te k–a kar`=I? to khe Ke‐wav‐Awavxi›na kar`=I. vtRman pyaRyna ƒy =va$p Aa wav‐Awavxi› Ke. AhÄ inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke. sa\kne inmRz vtRman pyaRyno ƒy ={ nvI nvI ApUvR inmRz dxa Ýg!e Ke, TyaH vtRman pyaRyno ƒy =ay j, te lHba{ne bIÔ smye n rhe Aevo Aa„ano Aa wav‐Awav Svwav Ke. isâne vtRmanmaH kevz&an Ke, te ƒy pamI bIje smye nvI kevz&annI dxa =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aavo AdŸwut cmTkarI ãƒno Svwav Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH kmRna Awav=I inmRz dxa ={, ne kevz&an =yuH Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? Ae to inim¿nI muQyta=I ƒvharny=I Ý$pà krI Ke Aem y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae.

moÙmagR Ýkaxkna satma Ai\karmaH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke ke‐—ƒvharny Svãƒ‐prãƒne va tena wavone va kar`‐kayaRidne ko{na ko{maH mezvI in$p` kre Ke ma!e Aeva j ]âan=I im+yaTv Ke te=I teno Tyag krvo,




3p‐wav‐Awavxi› : 163

vzI inüyny tene j y=avtŸ in$p` kre Ke, t=a ko{ne ko{maH mezvto n=I te=I Aeva j ]âan=I sMykŸTv =ay Ke ma!e tenuH ]âan krvuH.˜ wa{, vStu jevI Ke tevo &anmaH sMykŸ in\aRr‐in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae. AhÄ in Ry krnar smiktInI pyaRynI vat cale Ke.

Ahaha...¦ \m± puruØnI vtRman inmRz rTn5ynI, AanHdnI iv>man dxa Ke te ƒy$p ={ bIje smye ApUvR ApUvR dxa Ýg! =ay Ke TyaH vtRman dxana ƒynuH kar` xuH? to khe Ke‐Aa„amaH vtRman dxana ƒy =va$p Aek wav‐Awav Svwav‐xi› Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu¦ Aa to kevzInaH khe AacayR l{ne AaƒaH Ke. je e AHtrmaH SvIkar kyÈ Ae Nyal ={ Ôy AevI vat AemaH Ke. xuH? ke pyaRynI iS=it Aek smynI Ke, te lHba{ne bIje smye rhe Aem kdIy sHwivt n=I, kem? kemke Aevo j vtRman pyaRyno Awav =va$p Aa„ano wav‐Awav Svwav Ke.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` te pyaRy ƒy ={ne Ôy Ke k–aH?

_¿r:- jzna trHg jzmaH smay Ke tem pyaRy ãƒmaH smay Ke. pKI te pyaRy$p n rhI, p` pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. pyaRy to _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav$p Ke, te bIje smye ƒy pamtaH‐ãƒmaH ivlIn =taH pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. dya, dan Aaid wav Ke te _dywav Ke. bIÔ smye te ƒy pamtaH ãƒmaH ivlIn ={ne pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke.

moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH be jGyaAe Aave Ke ke xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRyono ipHD te Aa„a Ke. Ae to je wUtkaznI Axuâtane manto n=I tene smÔvva ma!e Ae vat krI Ke Axuâta Ae!le AHdr ãƒmaH Axuâta Ke Aem nih. ãƒ to xuâ pairàimkwav$p j Ke. Aa Ýma e _dywav$p Axuâ pyaRy, ne _pxmaid xuâ pyaRy ƒy pamIne AHdr jtaH xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRy$p rhetI n=I, p` pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ tara stŸnuH Sv$p Ôe to qro¦

vtRmanmaH Òvne sHsardxano sdŸwav Ke p` te ;wav'no ;Awav' krI naqe AevuH sam+yR AHdr Aena ãƒmaH pD–uH Ke. \m± puruØ tene ÝtIitmaH l{ ãƒna Aa]ye ApUvR ApUvR inmRz dxaAone Ýaº ={ sHsarno Awav krI Ême moÙdxane Ýaº =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke. loko to, idgHbrmaH jNMya Ke tey, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaid rag krvamaH \mR mane Ke, p` Ae magR n=I. wgvanno khelo sTy pH= AhÄ idgHbr AacayÈAe SpÚ kyÈ Ke.

AhÄ xi›nI ƒaQya krtaH khe Ke: wvTpyaRyVyy$pa wavawavxi›: wvta pyaRyna ƒy$p wavawav‐xi› Ke. AamaH to AnHt pyaRyono qulaso krI dI\o Ke. Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. tenI inmRz pyaRyo sMyG¹iÚne Ýg! vtRman iv>man hoy Ke. te pyaRyono ƒy =vo te wavawavxi›nuH kayR Ke. tene krvuH pDtuH n=I¸ huH Aene kruH Ae to ivkLp Ke, ne ivkLp=I kaH{ sa|y =tuH n=I. Ae to cEtNyicHtami` Aevo pote xi›van ãƒ Ke. tene AHtmuRq ¹iÚmaH letaH drek xi›nI pyaRymaH tenuH kayR =ay Ke. sa\kne sHsardxano Awav ={ne pU R dxanI Ýaiºna puruØa=Rno Aavo AlaEikk magR Ke. wa{¦ Aa smjvamaH jene _Llist vIyR hoy tena ma!e Aa vat Ke. bakI to b\I rJzpÎI Ke.

Aha¦ pyaRymaH sHsar Ke teno Awav krI pU R dxane phÇcvuH Ke p` te kem =ay? sHsarno Awav ={ pU`Rta kem =ay? to khe Ke‐tara ãƒmaH pU Rta wrI Ke. tena AalHbne pyaRymaH p` pU`Rta Ýg!I jxe, ne ApU Rtano Awav =xe. sa\knI ¹iÚmaH ãƒnuH j AalHbn Ke. Aha¦ inj ãƒnI sNmuq ={ne tenI sevna‐_pasna‐lInta rm`ta krIne te pU R dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº ={ isâdxane pame Ke. Aa magR Ke, bakI b\uH (v/taidna ivkLp) =o=aH Ke.

lokone =ay ke Aekla inüynI vat kre Ke. wa{, inüy j sTy Ke, ƒvhar to Aaroipt Ke, _pcar Ke, k=nma5 Ke, laEikk Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ wav‐Awavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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36: Awavwavxi›

;nih wvta (nih vtRta) pyaRyna _dy$p Awavwavxi›.'

j¡Ao, phelaH vtRman iv>man AvS=ano bIje smye Awav =ay Ke AevI wavAwavxi› khI. to bIje smye pyaRy rhI nih? Lyo, Aa ÝÆna sma\an$p khe Ke‐ ;nih wvta pyaRyna _dy$p Awavwavxi›' Ke. bIje smye je vtRman pyaRymaH Awav$p Ke te pyaRyno _dy =ay te $p Aa„amaH Awavwavxi› Ke. Aa to wgvan Aa„anI wagvt k=a Ke bapu¦ Aa bhu \Irj ne _Llas=I saHwzvI. pÍnHdI pHcivxitkamaH Aek }lok äara ]I pÍnHdI SvamI khe Ke‐

ttŸ Ýit ÝIitic¿en, yen vataR ip ih ]uta.iniü¿H s wvedŸwVyo, waivinvaR` wajnmŸ..

Aha¦ je`e Ýsþ ic¿=I, _Llist vIyR=I inj AHt:tÀvnI vat saHwzI Ke, te khe Ke, AvXy wiv*ynI mui›nuH wajn Ke, wƒ Ke.

Aa pÍnHdI SvamIAe b/ïcyRno Aek Ai\kar lQyo Ke. xrIr=I b/ïcyR paze te b/ïcyR nih, ne b/ïcyRno ivkLpe y rag Ke. prHtu wgvan Aa„a b/ï nam inTyanHdSv$p AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke temaH lIn =vuH te b/ïcyR Ke. pKI KeLle kæuH Ke ke‐he yuvano¦ Aa b/ïcyRno Amaro _pdex tmne @Ik n lage to Ùma krÔe, Ame to muin KIAe. (Aem ke AmarI pase Aa isvay bIÒ vat n hoy). ivØywogmaH lIn Aeva tmne AmarI Aa vat n Ìce to maf krÔe. Are, b/ïcyR Ae!le xuH? b/ï nam xuâ icdanHd Ýwu Aa„a‐temaH crvuH, rmvuH, @rvuH AenuH nam b/ïcyR Ke ne Ae cair5 Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

smysarmaH AnekaNtnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. TyaH caEd bolmaH AekaHtvadI im+ya¹iÚne pxu kæo Ke. rag=I law =vanuH mane te AekaHt Ke tevuH mannarne pxu kæo Ke. kem pxu kæo Ke? ;pXpit, b|yit [it pxu:' im+yaTv=I bH\ pame Ke, nax pame Ke ma!e A&anI AekaHtvadIne pxu kæo Ke. Òv im+yaTvna fzmaH Ême krIne ingodmaH Ôy Ke ma!e AekaNtvadI A&anI Òvne xaÏmaH pxu kæo Ke.

AacayR kuHdkuHdSvamIAe xaÏmaH (AÚpahuDmaH) Aem kæuH Ke ke‐vÏno Aek !ukDo raqI je potane muinp uH manxe‐mnavxe te ingodmaH caLyo jxe. Aem kem kæuH? kemke vÏno !ukDo p` raqI muinp uH 5`kazmaH ho{ xke nih. vÏ raqvano ivkLp xrIr ÝTyenI mmta‐mUCKaR ivna hoy nih, Ane mmta‐mUCKaR hoy TyaH cair5 kevuH? Aene cair5 manvuH Ae to im+yaTvwav Ke, ne im+yaTvnuH fz prHpra ingod Ke. xuwwav hoy to SvgR mzI Ôy, ne tIv/ Axuwwav hoy to Òv nrke Ôy, p` tÀvnI ivra\nanuH fz to ingod Ke. Aha¦ tÀvnI Aara\nanuH fz AnHtsuq\am AevuH moÙ Ke, ne tÀvnI ivra\nanuH fz AnHt du:qmy ingod Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...?

AhÄ khe Ke‐wiv*ynI pyaRy je vtRmanmaH n=I, bIÔ smye je =vanI Ke teno bIÔ smye _dy =ay AevI Aa„amaH Awavwavxi› Ke. vtRmanmaH je _dy$p n=I, Awav$p Ke te pyaRyno bIje smye wav‐_Tpad ={ Ôy te$p Awavwavxi› ÒvmaH i5kaz Ke. Aam vtRmanwavno bIje smye Awav =taH, jeno vtRman Awav Ke teno te smye wav‐_Tpad ={ Ôy Ke, Aevo Aa„ano i5kazI Awavwav Svwav Ke.

jem vtRman Ùyopxm smikt Ke, temaH Ùaiyk smiktno Awav Ke. to khe Ke‐wle vtRman Ùaiykno Awav hoy, p` Ùyopxm smiktno Awav ={ne pKI je Awav$p Ke te Ùaiykno wav‐_Tpad ={ jxe.

ha, p` kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIptamaH Ùaiyk smikt =ay ne? kevzI ]utkevzInI smIptamaH Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ae to inim¿nuH ƒvharny=I k=n Ke. xaÏmaH AavaH b\aH k=no inim¿nuH ne ƒvharnuH &an kravva ma!e hoy Ke. bakI kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIpta=I j Òvne Ùaiyk ={ Ôy Ke Aem vStu n=I. qreqr to vtRman pyaRymaH je Ùaiyk smiktno Awav Ke, teno wav‐_Tpad =xe te Awavwavxi›na kar`=I =xe. vtRman je




36‐Awavwavxi› : 16p

Ùyopxm smikt Ke teno Awav =ay te wavno Awav Ke, ne vtRman je Ùaiyk smikt n=I teno bIje smye wav =ay te Awavno wav Ke. Aa rIte wav‐Awav Ane Awav‐wav Ae Aa„anI bNne xi›Ao Aek smymaH Aeksa=e vteR Ke.

vtRman Sv$pacr` cair5 Ýg! Ke, temaH ivxeØ iS=rtanI dxano Awav Ke p` teno pKIna smye wav ={ jxe AevuH Aa„anuH Awav‐wavxi›$p sam+yR Ke. AhÄ (ƒaQyamaH) ;_dy' xBd vapyÈ Ke. ;_dy' Ae!le _Tpad =vo, Ýg! =vuH Aem A=R Ke. ]Imde p` ;_dy' xBd vapyÈ Ke.

;_dy =ay cair5no, vItragpd vas.'

Ahaha...¦ xi›no A=R Ke ãƒnuH sam+yR. ÒvnI AnHt xi›AomaH Aek Awavwavxi› Ke. tena=I vtRman nih wvta wavno _dy =ay Ke. vtRman &andxamaH Ùyopxm &an‐kmIvazuH &an Ke teno Awav ={ne bIje smye pU R kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aavo cmTkairk Aa„Svwav Ke. car kmRno nax ={ne kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem tÀva=RsU5maH Aave Ke Ae inim¿nuH ƒvharny=I k=n Ke.

Aha¦ Aa„ano Aa Aevo gu Ke ke vtRman pyaRymaH jeno Awav Ke teno bIje smye _dy =ay Ke. Lyo, AamaH inim¿na kar e nEimi¿k dxa =ay AevI maNytano inØe\ Ke.

to xuH inim¿ kaH{ j n=I?

inim¿ Ke, ho¸ p` tena=I kayR nIpje Ke Aem n=I. qainya ccaRmaH Aa ivØy ccaRyo hto. xHkakar pÙnI dlIl htI ke car FatIkmRno nax =va=I kevz&an Aaid AnHt ctuÚy Ýg! =ay Ke. pH. fUlcHdÒAe tenuH sma\an krtaH kæuH Ke ke‐car FatIkmR$p pyaRyno nax ={ne TyaH tenI AkmR$p dxa =ay Ke. kmRnI pyaRyno ƒy ={ne ;wav' xuH =yo? ke AkmR$p dxa ={. ma!e temaH=I (kmRna AwavmaH=I) kevz&an Aaid ÒvnI pyaRy Ýg! ={ Aem n=I. wa{, ivxeØ icHtn‐mnn krI y=a=R in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae. inim¿ Ke, hoy Ke, p` _padannuH kayR krvamaH inim¿ kaH{ j n=I. AavI gHwIr sU"m vat Ke.

&annI pyaRymaH hain ke v<iâ =ay te potanI tTkalIn pyaRynI yoGyta=I =ay Ke, temaH &anavr`Iy kmRnuH inim¿ wle ho, p` inim¿=I &annI pyaRy =ay Ke Aem n=I. ãƒnI xi›maH j AevuH sam+yR Ke ke nvI (ApUvR) pyaRy Ýg! =ay. kmRna Awav=I =ay Aem Ke j nih. Aagm, yui› Ane Anuwv‐5 e Ýkare Aam j isâ =ay Ke.

potanI pyaRy pr‐inim¿ vDe =tI n=I, kemke inim¿ Ke te inim¿nI potanI pyaRy kre Ke, to pKI bIÔnI pyaRy te kevI rIte kre? inim¿no‐prno to potamaH (Aa„ãƒmaH) ATyHt Awav Ke. Aa yui› Ke. vzI vtRman ALp&annI dxamaH ivxeØ&an Awav Ke te Awav‐wavxi›na sam+yR=I pKIna bIÔ smye wav‐_Tpad$p =xe Awavno wav =xe. Aavo vStu‐Svwav Ke, te=I inim¿=I ke guÌgm=I ivxeØ &an =ay Aem Ke nih. wgvan¦ Aa sTy vat Ke, ne Aa ihtnI vat Ke.

p` AamaH krvanuH xuH?

Aha¦ icdanHd icãUp Ýwu pote Ke teno AHtmuRq ={ SvIkar krvo, ne tãUpSv$p pir`mvuH: bs Aa!luH krvanuH Ke. wa{, Aa smÒne Aa!luH kre tene inim¿=I =ay, ne ƒvhar=I =ay‐Ae b\a go!a éDI jxe. Aek vat p` Ôe y=a=R smje to b\a go!a éDI Ôy. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

ATyare to Aa ivØymaH mo!I grbD cale Ke. j¡Ao, èdorvaza pHiDt devkInHdn AhÄ ivätŸ pirØdmaH Aaƒa hta. tem e pHca|yayInuH sHpadn kyuÅ Ke. temaH Aek jGyaAe tem e je A=R lQyo hto te wUlvazo hto. temaH Aam KpayuH htuH ke‐Kõa gu S=anmaH buiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke, Ane satma gu S=ane AbuiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke. temne Ame kheluH, ‐pHiDtÒ, AamaH wUl Ke. qreqr Aem Ke ke ‐Kõa gu S=anmaH buiâpUvRk Ane AbuiâpUvRk‐Aem bþe Ýkarna rag hoy Ke, ßyare satma gu`S=anmaH Aeklo AbuiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke. co=a gu S=ane p` QyalmaH Aave Aevo buiâpUvRkno, ne QyalmaH n Aave Aevo AbuiâpUvRkno p` rag hoy Ke. AhÄ





muinnI vat Ke. cair5vHt muin Ke. temne 5` kØayno Awav Ke. temne Kõa gu S=anmaH buiâpUvRkno Ane AbuiâpUvRkno‐Aem bþe Ýkarno rag hoy Ke.

AbuiâpUvRkno rag Òvno Ke Aem AsdŸwUt Anupcar ny=I khevamaH Aave Ke, ne QyalmaH Aave Ke te buiâpUvRkno rag te AsdŸwUt _pcirt nyno ivØy Ke. rag potana Sv$pwUt n=I ma!e te AsdŸwUt Ke, ne QyalmaH Aave Ke te ragne Òvno khevo te _pcar Ke. tevI rIte QyalmaH n Aave tevo sU"m AbuiâpUvRkno rag Anupcirt AsdŸwUt nyno ivØy Ke. buiâpUvRkno ne AbuiâpUvRkno rag‐bNne Kõa gu S=an pyÅt hoy Ke, satma gu S=an=I _pr Aeklo AbuiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke.

pHiDtÒAe potanI wUl SvIkarI su\arI lI\eluH. teAo te vqte boLya, ;Amara b\a pHiDtonuH w`tr inim¿a\In ¹iÚvazuH j =yuH Ke, inim¿=I kayR =ay AevuH j Ame b\a w~ya KIAe. Aap kho Ko AevI smj AmarI pase n=I.'

co=a gu S=anmaH Aa„&an Ýg! =va KtaH tene ikHictŸ kØaywav hoy Ke. kØaymaH rag‐äeØ bþe AavI gya. maya‐low te rag, ne Êo\‐man te äeØ. AamaH=I ko{p` AHx QyalmaH Aave te buiâpUvRk Ke, ne je QyalmaH n Aave te AbuiâpUvRk rag Ke. Ae bþeno Aa„amaH Awav Ke ma!e tene AsdŸwUt khevamaH Aave Ke. Êo\ Ke ne teno Awav =xe Ae vat AhÄ n=I. xi›na v RnmaH Êo\aid Ke nih, xi› to inmRz Svwav$p Ke, ne tenI ƒi›‐pir`mn inmRz j Ke. inmRz Êmvt± pyaRy ne AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae beno smuday tene AhÄ Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo Ke ivkarnI AhÄ vat j n=I.

Are¦ AnHtkazmaH Ae e kdI y=a=R in Ry Ane Svanuwv kyÈ nih¦ Svanuwv kyaR ivna taraH jNm‐mr` nih m!e wa{¦ wi›, pUÔ, v/t ne tp laq kre to y Aa„&an ivna Ae b\a rag Ke, ivkar Ke, du:q Ke, Élex Ke. pHiDt doltramÒAe kæuH Ke ne ke‐

—pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payo.˜

wa{, paHc‐ds kroDnI mUDI hoy, ne paHc‐pcIs laq qc± naqe to \mR ={ Ôy AevuH \mRnuH Sv$p n=I. xuH krIAe? vStu j AevI Ke. Ame to Aek ¹ÚaHt AapIAe KIAe: Aek kroDpit g<hS=, temnI KeLlI iS=it vqte wav =ya ke Aa b\I pUHÒ KoDIne hm`aH caLya jvanuH Ke, to lav danmaH kaH{k AapuH. hve lkvane l{ne pUruH bolay nih. tU!k tU!k bolvanI ceÚa kre ke‐xu.. w qa... te... ds... la... q. Kokro smÒ gyo ke bapuÒ dx laq danmaH AapI devanuH khe Ke. Ae!le trt te Aena bapuÒne khe‐—bapuÒ ATyare pEsane yad n kray, wgvannuH Smr` kro.˜ j¡Ao, Aa sHsar¦ inymsarmaH Aek }lok Aave Ke ke‐Aa bEraH‐KokraH ne sgaH‐vhalaH Ae to potanI AaÒivka ma!e \utaranI !ozI tne mzI Ke. taruH b\uH j lUH!I lexe. tare dan krvuH hxe to vCce iv¼™ naqxe. prãƒ maruH Ke, tene huH sacvI raquH‐Aem mannarne xaÏmaH im+ya¹iÚ kæo Ke. Ane dan=I \mR =ay Aem mannar p` im+ya pH=e j Ke. wa{¦ tarI cEtNy vStuno SvanuwvmaH in Ry kyaR ivna k–aHy \mR =ay Aem n=I.

wgvan Aa„a &anmaH‐SvsHvedn&anmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke tenI jevo Ô~yo tevI ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. je SvsHvednmaH Ô~yo tenI ÝtIit krvanI Ke. smysarnI ga=a 38, ne ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 92maH AacayRdev khe Ke ke‐Amne Aa„&an=I im+yaTvno nax =yo Ke¸ hve frIne moh _Tpþ nih =ay. smikt =ay, ne pKI pDI Ôy AevI AhÄ vat j n=I. jene Aa„&an Ýg! =yuH Ke tene vtRman Awav Ke teno wav =xe. phelaH wav‐Awav kæo to temaH smikt Ýg! =yuH teno Awav =xe Aem n levuH. AhÄ to Aem A=R Ke ke‐vtRman inmRz pyaRy Ke te ;wav' no Awav ={ne bIÒ inmRz pyaRyno _dy‐wav =xe. vtRman ALp inmRz pyaRy Ke to teno Awav ={ne, Awav‐wavxi›na kar e ivxeØ inmRz ApUvR ApUvR pyaRy wav$p =xe, _dy$p =xe. pDI jvanI AhÄ ko{ vat j n=I. Aha¦ jene ãƒ¹iÚmaH pU R cEtNynuH dz AevuH ãƒ AaƒuH tene ãƒno Awav =ay to smiktno Awav =ay¸ p` ãƒ Ane ãƒnI xi›no kdI y Awav n =ay. Aha¦ teno‐xuâ cEtNy i5kazI \/uv ãƒno jene Svanuwv ={ne ÝtIit ={, tene pyaRyno ƒy‐Awav =xe, p` te




37‐wavwavxi› : 167

ivxeØ inmRz pyaRyna wav‐_TpadpUvRk =xe vtRman inmRz pyaRyno ƒy ={ne tene ApUvR ApUvR inmRz pyaRyno wav‐_Tpad =xe. AavI vat¦

Aas/v Ai\karmaH mUz to xuânyne ny kæo Ke. ƒvhar nyne ny g~yo j n=I. TyaH kæuH Ke‐jeAo xuâ ny=I Cyut ={ne frI=I ragaidna sHbH\ne pame Ke teAo kmR baH\e Ke. p` AhÄ to KoDvanI vat j n=I. AhÄ to AÝitht wavnI vat Ke. ATyare wle Ùyopxm smikt hoy, p` pKI te Ùaiyk =vanuH Ke. ATyare wle Ùyopxm &an hoy, p` pKI v\Ine te kevz&an =vanuH Ke sa\k dxa m!Ine isâdxa =vanI Ke je wav vtRmanmaH n=I, Awav$p Ke, te Awavno wav ={ jxe. Aho¦ =oDa xBde Aa to gjbnI vat krI Ke. xuH =ay? loko Sva|yay krta n=I, Aagmno xuH AiwÝay Ke te potanI ¹iÚmaH leta n=I¦

prma„ ÝkaxmaH Aave Ke ke‐idƒ |vin=I kaH{ &an =tuH n=I, ne muinnaH khelaH sacaH xaÏo=I p` kaH{ &an =tuH n=I. pyaRymaH je ALp &an Ke te Awav ={ne, vtRman je Awav Ke te ivxeØ &anno wav =ay Ke AevuH Aa„anI Awav‐wavxi›nuH sam+yR Ke.

svR gu aHx te smikt. co=a gu S=ane ãƒmaH je AnHt gu Ke teno smiktnI sa=e j AHx ƒ› =ay Ke. te Aa Awav‐wavxi›no mihma Ke. jem Aek gu maH tem b\amaH levuH ke vtRman pyaRymaH je ALpta Ke te KU!Ine ivxeØta =xe sa\kwav KU!Ine pUr` isâdxa Ýg!xe. qUb gHwIr vat Ke. Aho¦ y=a=R tÀv\ara‐Am<t\ara jemna=I ÝvteR Ke te sHtonI bilharI Ke. idgHbr sHto isvay AavI \ara k–aHy n=I.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Awav‐wavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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37: wavwavxi›

;wvta (vtRta) pyaRyna wvn$p (vtRva$p, pir`mva$p) wavwavxi›.'

Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn Ane \mR krvo hoy to kem =ay? wa{¦ ƒvharna je ivkLp Ke tenI ruic KoDI, Aek &aykwav, xuâ icdanHd, AqHD AanHdkHd Ýwu pote Ke tenI ¹iÚ krI, ruic krvI, teno Anuwv krvo te ÒvnI Ý=m kayRisiâ$p sMyGdxRn Ke¸ AanuH nam \mR Ke. Ôe ke xuwwav hj¡ KU!I jto n=I, xuâopyog pU R Ýg! =ye te KU!xe, p` xuwnI ruic AvXy KU!I Ôy Ke. wa{¦ xuwragnI ruic tne Ke te mhan doØ Ke, mhan ivprItta Ke. AakrI vat Ýwu¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke.

ƒvhar Ke te im+yaTv Ke Aem vat n=I¸ \m±ne p` bharmaH te hoy Ke, p` ƒvharne \mR manvo te im+yaTv Ke. Ý=m xuwwav Aekdm KU!I Ôy ne xuâ ={ Ôy Aem nih, p` xuwwavnI ruic KU!I xuâopyog Ýg!e Ke. Svwavno Aa]y letaH SvanuwvmaH Ý=m xuâopyog Ýg!e Ke, AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. ßyare AaHtr‐iS=rta ={ xuâopyog puÚ =ay Tyare Êmx:xuwwav KU!e Ke, ne Aa cair5 Ke, \mR Ke. wa{, xuwwavnI ruic to phele=I j KU!vI Ôe{Ae.

Axuwwav to hey Ke j, Ane xuâopyog KU!Ine xuwwav =ay Ae y ko{ cIj n=I. xuw KU!I Axuw =ay te to AhÄ vat j n=I. AhÄ to xuwwavnI ruic KoDI xuâ icdanHd Sv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke tenI ¹iÚ krvI, tenI rm`ta krvI, temaH @rva$p iS=rta krvI AevI inmRz pir`it te \mR Ke. ma!e Ý=m xuwnI ruic KoDvanI vat Ke, xuwno Aa]y KoDvanI vat Ke. i5kazI xuâ inj cEtNyvStu Aek Aa]y krva layk Ke, te trf JUkva=I xuwragno Aa]y KU!I Ôy Ke.

Aha¦ &anI‐\m± puruØne, ßyaH su\I pU`R vItragnI dxa ={ n=I TyaH su\I, AHdr xuânI ¹iÚ ne Anuwv hova KtaH, xuwwav Aave Ke, p` temaH tene heybuiâ Ke, tenuH tene SvaimTv n=I. j¡Ao, ]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smiktI





hta, KtaH xuwwavnI ÝkØRta vDe tI=Åkr go5 baH|yuH Ke. wa{¦ xuwwav papbH\nuH kar` Ke Aem n=I, t=a te AbH\ wav Ke Aem p` n=I, Ae bH\wav j Ke, ne Aena=I pu~ybH\ =ay Ke. ma!e xuwnI ¹iÚ KoDI, AHdr taruH cEtNyin\an pU R &an ne AanHdna Am<t=I wyuÅ Ke tene deq, tuH Nyal ={ j{x, tarI pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnuH Am<t Jrxe. Lyo, AacayRdeve potana cEtNyin\anne FozI FozIne teno sar Aa smysarmaH wyÈ Ke. Aha¦ jene AHt¹RiÚ ={ Ke, ne AHdr AanHdrsna Am<tno Svad Aaƒo Ke tene Aa K xi›AonuH v Rn lagu pDe Ke A&anIne to xi›nuH wan j k–aH Ke?

j¡Ao, phelaH wavxi› khI temaH vtRman iv>man AvS=a hovanI vat krI Ke. iv>man‐AvS=avazap`a$p wavxi› Ke, je=I \m±ne vtRman xuâpyaRynI iv>manta hoy Ke. temaH Axuâta hotI n=I. ikHictŸ Axuâta hoy teno te SvamI n=I, ma5 Ô`nar Ke. Ô`vanI pyaRy potamaH Ke, p` Axuâta potamaH Ke Ae vat hve ãƒ¹iÚvHtne n=I.

bIÒ Awavxi› lI\I Ke. xUNyAvS=avazap`a$p Awavxi› Ke. rag Ane pu~yna AwavSvwav$p Awavxi› Ke. inmRz pyaRy AiStp e iv>man Ke te wavxi›, Ane ragna Awav$p pir`mn te Awavxi›nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ vItragdeve Ý$pelo magR bhu sU"m Ke. p` Aekvar mUz vStu ha= lagI Ôy pKI magR qUlI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI SvwavnI sa=e Aektabuiâ ={ ke AHdr=I kmaD qUlI gyaH, qÔno qUlI gyo. ragnI ruic KU!Ine SvwavnI ruic ={ ke sMyGdxRn$p cavI ha= lagI g{, Ane wrpUr cEtNyno qÔno qUlI gyo¸ AanHdnuH pir`mn =yuH.

5IÒ wavAwavxi›maH vtRman inmRz pyaRyno inym=I Awav ={ jxe Aem btaƒuH Ke kemke pyaRynI iS=it Aek smyma5 Ke, bIje smye wavno inym=I ƒy‐Awav ={ Ôy Ke.

co=I Awavwavxi› khI Ke. vtRman je inmRz pyaRy n=I, te pKI Ýg! =xe j AevI Aa Awavwavxi› Ke. pKInI inmRz pyaRyno vtRmanmaH Awav Ke teno vtRman inmRz pyaRyno ƒy ={ wav =xe Ae Aa Awavwavxi›nuH kayR Ke.

hve Aa wavwavxi›nuH v Rn Ke. khe Ke‐wvta pyaRyna wvn$p wavwavxi› Ke. vtRman &annI pyaRy wvn$p Ke, te AevI ne AevI wvn$p =ya krxe‐Aeva Sv$pe wavwavxi› Ke. Aha¦ vtRman vtRman vtRto wav i5kazI wav sa=e Aek ={ne inrHtr vteR AevI Aa wavwavxi› Ke. i5kazI ãƒ &anSvwav Ke. tenI vtRman vtRman vtRtI dxa i5kazI &anSvwav sa=e Aek ={ne sday vteR. Aha¦ Aevo Aa Aa„ano wavwav Svwav Ke. Aa to gjbnI vatu Ýwu¦

Aha¦ wgvan Aa„amaH Aek wavwavxi› Ke. tenuH Sv$p xuH? to khe Ke‐Aa„ana ãƒ, gu Ane pyaRymaH &an Ke te wav$p Ke ãƒmaH wav Ke, gu maH wav Ke, ne tãUp wvn$p pyaRymaH p` smyesmye wav Ke. AanuH nam wavwavxi› Ke. &annI pyaRy vtRman Ke, AevI ne AevI (sMyG&an$p) pyaRy bIje bIje smye p` rhexe. &annI AenI Ae pyaRy n rhe, p` &annI Ôit AevI ne AevI rhexe. vtRmanmaH mit‐]ut&annI inmRz pyaRy Ke te Aa wavwavxi›na kar`=I AevI ne AevI wav... wav... wav$pe‐inmRz &an$pe‐rhexe. ãƒgu maH to inmRzta Ke, pyaRymaH p` &annI dxa Aeva ne Aeva inmRzwavp e rhexe. sU"m ivØy wa{¦ ivcar‐mH=n krIne QyalmaH levanI cIj Ke. jem &annI tem smiktnI, cair5nI vtRman inmRz pyaRy inmRz smikt Ane cair5$p rhexe‐AavI wavwavxi› Ke. Aha¦ AavuH potanuH tÀv Ke tenuH wavwasn =ya ivna \mR ={ Ôy Aem kdI bntuH n=I.

smiktI ityÅcne nam wle boltaH n AavDe, to p` tene AHtrmaH SvtÀvnuH wavwasn =yuH hoy Ke. lokmaH sa\kdxa pamela Òvo ityÅcgitmaH p` AsHQyata Ke. teAo AHdr Aem n=I Ô`ta ke huH ityÅc KuH, teAo vaStvmaH Aem Anuwve Ke ke‐xuâ cEtNy j huH KuH, cEtNy=I ANy bIÔ ko{ wavo huH n=I, Lyo, AavuH AHdr wavwasn =yuH hoy Ke.

xaÏmaH Aek ixvwUit muinnI k=a Aave Ke. temnI yadxi› AoKI htI. temne guÌAe Aa!luH j kæuH ke




37‐wavwavxi› : 169

‐—ma ÌØ, ma tuØ˜ ko{ Ýit rag n krvo, ne äeØ n krvo¸ mtlb ke vItrag wave rhevuH. prHtu muinraj Aa xBdo wUlI gya. TyaH Aek ba{ ADdnI daznaH fotraH j¡daH krtI htI, bIÒ ba{Ae tene pUK–uH, ‐ben, xuH kro Ko? to pelI ba{Ae jvab AaPyo, ‐maØ=I tuØ iwþ kruH KuH. Aa saHwztaH muinrajne guÌAe khelI vat yad AavI g{. ragaid Ke te tuØ Ke, ne marI &anxi› Ke te marI mUz cIj Ke. Aam nÞI krI inj icdanHd ÝwumaH AHtmRG™ iS=r =ya, TyaH kevz&an Ýg! =yuH. AavI wavwasnnI bilharI Ke, AemaH kaH{ bhu xaÏo yad rhe AevI j$r n=I. xaÏ yad rhe. Ae @Ik Ke, p` tÀvnuH wavwasn muQy cIj Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{¦ icdanHd cEtNymy vStu potanI cIj Ke, potanuH Fr Ke temaH jvuH te ={ xke AevuH kam Ke. prma une potana krva hoy to te Axk– Ke, AnHtkaze y n =ay: =ya nih, ne =xe nih. prma une ne ragne potana krvano taro _>m 5 ekaz in*fz Ke bapu¦ Aa xrIraid ne ragaid wavone tuH potana krva ratdI Aek kre Ke, p` 5`kazmaH Ae =vuH sHwivt n=I. temaH tne AekluH nuksan Ke wa{¦ Svwavne potano krIne, Ae ={ xke Aem Ke, ne AemaH iht Ke. AavI vat¦

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke ke‐stŸ srz Ke, stŸ svR5 Ke. ha, p` &anmaH tenI kbUlat Aave Tyare ne? &annI pyaRy AHtmuRq ={ i5kazI stŸ wgvan &ayknI sNmuq =ay Tyare AenI kbUlat‐ÝtIit =ay Ke. AanuH nam stŸ srz Ke. bakI ragnI ruicmaH rme tene stŸ k–aH Ke?

AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐&annI pyaRy vtRman wav$p Ke te wav$p &an... &an... &an... &an$p‐rhexe¸ te A&an$p nih =ay, ne te ANy$p p` nih =ay. &annI pyaRy A&an$p ={ Ôy, va ANy ]âanaid$p ={ Ôy Aem 5` kazmaH bntuH n=I. AavI Aa„anI wavwavxi› Ke. Aho¦ Aa to =oDa xBde AacayR wgvane bhu êDa wav wrI dI\a Ke. xuâ cEtNynI ¹iÚ ={ Ae!le je &annI Ôt Ke te &anwav$p rhexe, smikt sda inmRz ]âa$p rhexe ne cair5nI pyaRy iS=rta$p j rhexe. inmRz pyaRy AevI ne AevI inmRz rhexe. tene ko` krxe? to khe Ke‐ko{ j nih, tene krvI pDtI n=I¸ Ae to ãƒno Aevo j wavwav Svwav Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦

Are wgvan¦ tarI cIjno AHdr p¿o lagIne Svanuwv =yo, xuâ sMykŸdxRn =yuH, pKI te ]âanI pyaRy bdla{ne ANy$p‐&anaid$p n ={ Ôy, va im+ya$p p` n ={ Ôy. Aa to Aavo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? k{ pâit=I khevay Ke te QyalmaH Aave Ke ke nih Aem vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a AnHt gu no smuã Ke. te AnHt gu maH potana wav pD–a Ke, te ANy$p n =ay. Ahaha...¦ gu no je wav, te wavnuH wvn =yuH, te te wav$p rhexe, ANy$p nih =ay. Aek gu maH AnHt gu no wav Ke. AnHt gu maH Aek gu no wav Ke‐Ae vat j¡dI Ke. Ae to Aek gu nuH bIÔ AnHt gu maH $p Ke AenI vat Ke, p` Aek gu nuH potana je wavnuH wvn =ay te bdla{ne ANy wav$p n =ay. ]âana wavp e pir`mn =yuH te pl!Ine &anna wav$p n =ay, va A]âana wav$p n =ay. ]âa ]âa j rhexe, pl!Ine tenuH wvn ]âa j rhexe. AiStTvno vtRman wav‐pyaRy AiStTv$pKe te pl!Ine inmRz AiStTv$p j rhexe, kaH{ naiStTv$p ke ANy$p n =ay. Aem b\a j gu omaH levuH. Lyo, Aa wavwavxi› Ke.

AhÄ KAe xi›na v RnmaH pyaRynuH Sv$p xuH AenI vat krI Ke. Aha¦ AamaH vStuna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH Sv$p SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. vedaHtIAo Aa„ane AanHdSv$p, AqHD, Awed, Aek$p, svRƒapk mane Ke, p` pyaRyne teAo manta n=I. Are wa{¦ huH AqHD, Awed, Aek, ƒapk KuH Aevo in Ry teH xamaH kyÈ? Aevo in Ry to pyaRymaH =ay Ke, ne tuH pyaRy manto n=I¸ te=I tne ko{ in Ry n=I, A=aRtŸ taro in Ry jU@o Ke. tuH Aa„ane svRƒapk mane Ke Ae y jU@uH Ke. kemke AaTmanuH AevuH svRƒapI Sv$p n=I. Aek wa{ kheta hta ke smysarne vedaNtna #azamaH #aZyuH Ke. Are Ýwu¦ vedaNtvaza pyaRyne k–aH mane Ke? smysarne to Aa„anuH jevuH Sv$p Ke teva #azamaH #aZyuH Ke, tene vedaNt sa=e ko{ j mez n=I.

vedaNtvaza khe Ke ke Aa„a xuâ Ke, Aek Ke, svRƒapk Ke. ha, p` Aevo in Ry ko e kyÈ? te in Ry pyaRy kre Ke.





bIÒ vat: Aa„a svR=a xuâ j Ke, AHdr k–aHywUl n=I to _pdex xa ma!e AaPyo? ma!e wUl Ke, ne wUl Ke te pyaRy Ke, wUlno nax =ay te y pyaRy Ke. ãƒno to nax =to n=I. ma!e pyaRy isâ =ay Ke. ãƒ‐gu no SvIkar p` pyaRymaH j =ay Ke. ãƒ‐gu to i5kazI Ke, ne wUl Ke te pyaRymaH Ke. wUlno nax =yo te y pyaRy Ke. ƒy ={ne _Tpad =ay te y pyaRy$p Ke. AhÄ K bolmaH pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy Ae ãƒna Svwav$p Ke Aem tenuH suHdr ta¹x v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

ragnI _Tpi¿ j n =ay, vItragta =ay te AihHsa Ke, te \mR Ke, te cair5 Ke. prnI dyana rag Ae kaH{ cair5 n=I, vaStvmaH Ae ihHsa Ke. AakrI vat Ýwu¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke. Are wa{¦ sa\kne‐\m±ne vtRman je cair5wav Ýg! Ke Ae to isâ dxamaH y (pU`R wave) kaym rhexe. cair5 to vItragtaSv$p Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ co=a gu S=ane je cair5dxa ={ te cair5... cair5.. cair5wave v<iâgt ={ kaym rhexe. hve te Acair5 va ragp e nih =ay. Ahaha...¦ vtRman vItragta Ýg!I te wav (pU`R) vItragta$p isâmaH p` rhexe. Aa to b\I AHdrnI vatuH bapu¦ JI`I pDe to y Ô`vI j pDxe. [iNãyonuH dmn, bar ÝkarnaH v/t te sHym Ae j¡dI vat Ke. Ae to ƒvhar=I sHym kæo, teno to Ême Awav ={ vItragta v<iâgt ={ pU R vItragta =xe Aem khe Ke. Aha¦ wgvan Aa„anI pyaRymaH potana wavnuH wvn n hoy to pyaRy kem hoy? AevI pyaRynuH Sv$p j xuH? co=agu S=ane p` &annI, ]âannI, cair5nI, ÝwutanI pyaRy iv>man Ke, ne te te wave te kaym rhexe. Aho¦ idgHbr sHto isvay AavI vat k–aHy n=I. bIÔne du:q lage p` xuH krIAe? sTy Aa j Ke.

nG™p uH te idgHbr sHtp uH‐muinp uH‐Aem nih¸ kem? kemke AemaH Aitƒaiºno doØ Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn‐&an Ane AHdr vItragI cair5nI dxa =ay te sa\kdxa Ke. phelaH Sv$piS=rtana wav hta te v<iâgt ={ Kõa gu S=ane ivxeØ cair5dxa ={ te muindxa Ke. TyaH je Ôt Ýg!I te isâmaH y kaym rhexe. jem caHdInI pyaRy caHdI$p rhe, loqHD$p n =ay tem cair5wav Ýg! =yo te cair5... cair5$p j rhexe, Acair5$p nih =ay. caHdIna prma`u to kdac pl!Ine loqHDp e ={ Ôy, p` AamaH n =ay¸ cair5 pl!Ine Acair5 n =ay. AavI vat¦ co=a gu S=ane ALp SvsHvedn Ke, te pl!Ine _g/ SvsHvedn =xe, pU R SvsHvedn =xe, p` SvsHvedn m!Ine ANy$p ={ Ôy Aem nih bne, kem? kem ke vStu j AevI wavwav‐SvwavI Ke ke wavna wvn$p wav, wav rhe. vStu j AevI Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒmaH je!la gu Ke Ae!lI Aek smymaH pyaRy Ke. je pyaRyno je wav Ke te wav wiv*ymaH p` kaym j rhexe, ANy$p =ay, va bIÔmaH wzI Ôy Aem 5`kazmaH bntuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ pyaRy ãƒna Aa]ye pir`mI to pyaRy ãƒmaH tNmy ={. tNmy ={ Ae!le xuH? pyaRy, ãƒ$p ={ Ôy, ke ãƒ pyaRy$p ={ Ôy Aem nih, p` prsNmuqta htI te SvsNmuqta ={, prmaH AekTv maNyuH htuH te SvmaH AekTv manI Ýg! ={‐Aane tNmy ={ Aem khevay Ke. pyaRy to pyaRy$p rhIne ãƒnuH &an‐]âan kre Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae &an‐]âan$p je wav Ýg!–a te hve kaym rhexe, pl!Ine A&an‐A]âan$p nih =ay‐AavuH ãƒnuH wavwav$p sam+yR Ke. je gu no je wav Ke tena wvn$p pyaRy Ýg! ={ to te wav hve Aevo ne Aevo kaym rhexe. Aa wavwav Ke.

hve AamaH Aola ƒvharvazaAone vaH\a pDe Ke‐Aem ke ƒvhar=I =ay, ƒvhar sa\n Ke. Are bapu¦ tne Aa„amaH xuH sam+yR wyuÅ Ke tenI qbr n=I. Aa vItragtaSv$p vItragno magR Ke

tene ragno marg @ravI de Ae kem cale? rag=I‐ƒvhar=I law =xe Ae vat vItragmagRmaH Ke nih. phelaH ]âamaH Aa pako in Ry =vo Ôe{Ae ke marg vItragtamy j Ke, Ane Aena=I j kLya` Ke. vItragwav v\taH v\taH pU R vItrag =ay Ke, vItragwav Ýg! =yo te kaym rhe Ke. tem ALp&an‐mit]ut&an =yuH te &an... &an... &anwave kaym rhIne pU R&an‐kevz&an =xe‐AavuH wgvan Aa„anuH sam+yR Ke, bIÔna kar e kaH{ j n=I. AanuH nam wavwavxi› Ke. Aha¦ i5kaz wav Ke tevo vtRman vtRman vTyaR krxe. Aem i5kaz ne vtRmannI sday Aek Ôit rhexe‐AevuH wavwavxi›nuH Sv$p Ke.

AhÄ Aa Ýma e wavwavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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38: Awav-Awavxi›

;nih wvta (nih vtRta) pyaRyna Awvn$p (nih vtRva$p) Awavawavxi›.'

smysarno Aa xi›‐Ai\kar Ke. Aa„amaH sHQyaAe AnHt xi›Ao Ke. tenuH k=n Êm=I =ay Ke, p` te b\I wgvan Aa„amaH Aeksa=e i5kaz ƒapelI Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNySv$pI Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke te teno Svwav Ke. ;xuâ Aek cEtNyma5 &aykSv$pI huH KuH' ‐Aem jene AHtrmaH ¹iÚ =ay tene te ¹iÚmaH AnHt xi›AonI ÝtIit sma{ Ôy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? AhÄ K bolmaH‐

• Ý=m kæuH ke‐Aa„amaH vtRman inmRz iv>man AvS=a hoy Ke te ‐$p wavxi› Ke.

• pKI kæuH ke‐Aa„amaH vtRman iv>man AvS=a Ke temaH pUvÈ¿r AvS=aAo Aiv>man Ke, t=a ragna pir`mn$p AvS=a Aiv>man Ke‐AevI Awavxi› Ke.

• vzI 5IÒ wav Awavxi› Ke tena kar e vtRman je inmRz AvS=a iv>man Ke teno ƒy ={ne wavno Awav =ay Ke.

• co=I Awavwavxi›ne lI\e vtRman iv>man AvS=a Ke temaH pKInI ivxeØ inmRz AvS=ano Awav Ke to teno pKI na smye wav‐_Tpad ={ jxe.

• paHcma bolmaH wavwavxi› khI. wavwavxi›na kar e ÝTyek gu nI vtRman pyaRy je inmRz wav$p Ke te inmRz inmRz wav$p j rhexe.

hve AhÄ Awav‐Awavxi›nI vat Ke. Aha¦ \m±ne vtRman ivkarna Awav$p je pir`mn =yuH Ke te ivkarna Awav$p j rhexe Aem khe Ke. kæuH ne ke‐;nih wvta pyaRyna Awvn$p Awavawav xi› Ke.' ƒvharrTn5y rag‐ivkar Ke, tena AwavSvwav$p \m±nuH vtRman pir`mn Ke te tena AwavSvwav$p j rhexe Aem khevuH Ke.

phelaH Awavxi›maH Ae!lI j vat htI ke \m±ne vtRman ƒvharna‐ragna Awav$p pir`mn Ke AhÄ Awav‐Awavxi›maH Aem khe Ke ke vtRman ƒvharna‐ragna Awav$p pir`mn Ke te hve pKI p` Awav$p rhexe. vtRman Ke AevuH wiv*ymaH rhexe.

\m±ne vtRman pyaRymaH _dywavna Awav$p pir`mn Ke. _dywavno tenI vtRman pyaRymaH Awav Ke. Awavxi›na kar e _dywav tenI pyaRymaH Ke j nih. ãƒ‐gu`maH _dywav n=I, ne \m±nI pyaRymaH p` teno Awav Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐te _dywavna Awav$p je tenuH pir`mn Ke te hve pKI p` _dywavna Awav$p rhexe. Aa Awav‐Awavxi› Ke. Aha¦ muinraj‐wavilHgI sHtne cair5na pir`mnmaH vtRman inmRz rTn5ynI pir`it Ýg!I Ke temaH Acair5na pir`mnno Awav Ke. hve wiv*ymaH p` te Acair5na pir`mnno Awav rhexe. \Irj=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa to AHdrna i5lokIna=ne jgaDvanI vato Ke. pyaRybuiâne l{ne pyaRymaH rag Ke, p` ßyaH ãƒ¹iÚ Ýg! ={ to vtRman tene ragna Awav$p pir`mn =yuH¸ hve te ragna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhexe‐AevI Aa Aa„anI Awav‐Awav xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne isâdxa pyÅt ne isâmaH y ragna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhexe.

isâne kem ivkar =to n=I? to khe Ke ke‐Aa„amaH AevI Awav‐Awav xi› Ke jena sam+yR=I tene ivkarna Awav$p pir`mn sday rhe Ke. isâmaH xi› sHpU Rt: qIlI g{ Ke, te=I temne ivkar ne ivkarnuH pir`mn =tuH n=I. kmR n=I ma!e isâne ivkar =to n=I Aem khevuH Ae to inim¿nuH k=n Ke. qreqr to ivkar$p =vano Aa„ano Svwav j n=I, Ane Aa Svwav isâne pU R Ýisâ ={ gyo Ke, te=I temne ivkar =to n=I. Ahaha...¦

;cetn$p AnUp AmUrt, isâ sman sda pd mero.'

Ahaha...¦ isânI jem vStu cEtNy icdanHd Ýwu pr=I ne rag=I _das _das Ke. vStu pr=I AwavSvwave Ke. pr xBde xrIr, mn, va`I, [iNãy, kmR, nokmR, wavkmR [Tyaid‐prna AwavSvwave wgvan Aa„a Ke.





\m±ne Ae svR prna Awav$p pir`mn iv>man Ke te sday Awav$p rhexe AevI Aa„anI AwavAwav xi› Ke. Aho¦ Aavo cEtNyno wrpUr qÔno AHdr pD–o Ke, p` Aeno Aene iv¬as n=I.

xuwrag kre Ke Aeno iv¬as Ke rag potana SvwavmaH Ke nih, KtaH rag=I maruH kLya` =xe Aevo A&anIne iv¬as Ke Aha¦ p` Ae to Aa„vHcna‐\oqa\DI Ke wa{¦ AemaH ¹iÚnI mhaivprItta Ke te ware nuksan krxe.

Aha¦ ßyaH Svwavna Aa]ye ¹iÚ frI TyaH sMyGdxRn =yuH, \m±ne temaH im+ya ]âan$p pir`mnno Awav Ke Ane hve AevuH j im+ya]âanna Awav$p pir`mn rhexe. \m± Òvne ãƒ¹iÚ ={ne je ragna Awav$p ÝvtRn =yuH te hve kaym rhexe. hve ƒvhar‐rTn5y=I inüyrTn5y =ay Ae vatne k–aH Avkax Ke? prma„a kevzI Ýwu tenI AhÄ coQqI na paDe Ke¸ kem ke smiktI ¹iÚvHtne ragnuH AÝvtRn Ke. Are, Ae e potanuH Fr kdI ÔeyuH n=I. wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

hm to kbhu¥ n inj Fr Aaye, pr Fr ifrt bhut idn bIte nam Anek \raye...

Arrr¦ Ae e Anek nam \ar` kI\aH¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae vStunuH Sv$p n=I. huH ragI KuH, Êo\I KuH, manI KuH, ƒvharno krnaro KuH‐Aam A&anI mane p` Ae vStunuH Sv$p n=I. injFrmaH Aave to temaH ragno Awav &anIne deqay Ke. ivkarna Awav$p =vuH Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke, ne te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. ãƒ¹iÚ =taH Awav‐Awav Aevo je Svwav te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke, te=I tene ivkarna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhe Ke.

to xuH &anIne v/taidno ivkLp‐rag Ke j nih?

Ke ne¸ &anIne dya, dan, v/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke, KtaH tenI pyaRymaH tena Awav$p pir`mn Ke. &anI rag Ke teno ma5 Ô`nar Ke. rag Ke tene Ô`vanI je &annI dxa temaH &anI vteR Ke, ragmaH vtRto n=I. AavuH ragna AwavSvwave \m±nuH pir`mn hoy Ke. Aho¦ AacayRdeve AekluH Am<t pIrSyuH Ke.

smysarnI ga=a 96maH AacayRdev khe Ke ke‐Am<tno sagr Ýwu Aa„a m<tk klevrmaH mUCKaR{ gyo Ke. Aa xrIr Ke te mDduH Ke wa{¦ Ae jD prma`unI dxa Ke. temaH cEtNygu no Awav Ke ma!e te m<tk klevr Ke. Are, mU# Òv Ae mDda sa=e potanI sga{ mane Ke. mU# A&anI Òve Anaid=I jD deh Ane rag sa=e sga{ krI Ke, ragmaH te Aekakar =yo Ke. p` wa{, tuH Ae n=I. ne Ae tarI cIj n=I. je wav=I tI=Åkr namkmRnI Ýk<it bH\ay te tarI cIj n=I, tena AwavSvwav$p wgvan¦ tuH Ko, Ane tevI ¹iÚ =ye tena AwavSvwave pir`mn =ay Ke, ne te kaym AevuH rhexe.

;drxivxuiâ wavna way, solh tI=Åkr pd pay¸prm guÌ ho, jy jy na= prm guÌ ho.

A&anI Aa saHwzI raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy Ke. tene mÇmaH pa`I vze Ke ke‐Aho¦ solh kar` wavna¦ p` wa{, AhÄ khe Ke‐te wavnana AwavSvwav$p \m±nuH pir`mn Ke.

Aha¦ vIyRxi›maH p` Aa Awav‐Awavxi›nuH $p Ke. te=I vIyR ragna Awav$p je inmRztanI rcna kre Ke te ragna Awav$p rcna j kyaR krxe, temaH milntano hHmex Awav j rhexe Aha¦ Aa„ana vIyR=I‐bz=I miln pyaRynI rcna =xe j nih. Aha¦ je puruØa=R=I inmRz rcna ={ te inmRz rcna tevI ne tevI ræa j krxe. AavI vat¦

Aek ãƒno bIÔ ãƒmaH i5kaz Awav Ke. be ãƒ vCce ATyHt Awav Ke. Aa rIte ÒvmaH pota=I iwþ Aeva ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyno 5 ekaz Awav Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH Òv bIÔnuH xuH kre? ne bIÔe ÒvnuH xuH kre? kaH{ j n kre. tevI rIte ragno p` SvwavmaH ATyHt Awav Ke. AakrI vat bapu¦ Aa A|ya„no Awav kæo. Ýagwav, Ý|vHsawav, ANyoNyawav, ne ATyHtawav‐Aa car AwavmaH A|ya„no Awav Aavto n=I.




38‐Awav‐Awavxi› : 173

pyaRymaH inmRz Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mn =ay Ke temaH miln piràmna Ø!Ÿkarkono Awav Ke. pyaRybuiâ Òvne pyaRymaH je ivk<t piràm =ay Ke te kaH{ ãƒ‐gu maH=I Aavta n=I, ivkar$pe pir`me AevI ãƒmaH ko{ xi› n=I. pyaRybuiâmaH ivkarno ktaR ivkarI pyaRy Ke. rag ktaR, rag kmR, rag kr`, rag sHÝdan, rag Apadan ne rag tenuH Ai\kr`‐Aem ivkarna Ø!Ÿkark ivkarI pyaRymaH Ke ßyaH ãƒ¹iÚ ={ TyaH ivkarna Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mnno temaH Awav Ke. ßyaH su\I im+ya ¹iÚnI ¹iÚ pyaRy _pr Ke TyaH su\I pyaRymaH ivkar Ke.

pyaRymaH je ivk<t AvS=a Ke te ko{ xi›nuH kayR n=I. pyaRymaH tene _@avgIre (A&anI mU# Òve) Aâr=I _@avI Ke vStumaH te n=I. ivkar Ke Ae to &an kraƒuH Ke, bakI tarI cIj AevI Ke ke ivkar$pe n =ay‐pir`me‐\m±ne ivkarna Awav$p inmRz pir`mn =yuH te AevuH ne AevuH ivkarna Awav$p inmRz j rhexe‐Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke.

wa{¦ tarI xi›maH Aek Awav‐Awav gu Ke je=I ]âan‐&annI vtRman dxamaH ivprIttano Awav Ke, to wiv*ymaH p` ivprIttano Awav kaym rhexe. &annI pyaRy je inmRzwav$p Ke te Aeva ne Aeva inmRzwav$p sday rhexe, temaH ivkarno Awav Ke to kaym ivkarno Awav rhexe. jene ãƒ¹iÚ AHdr qIlI g{ tene pKI pDvanI‐qsvanI vat j n=I. Ôe ãƒno nax =ay to ãƒ¹iÚno pDe p` ãƒ, vStu je Aek &aykSvwav Ke te to AnHtxi›no ipHD Ýwu i5kaz iv>man Ke. Aava ãƒnI ÝtIit ={, ne &annI pyaRymaH tenuH &an =yuH pKI Ae &an pDI‐KU!I Ôy AevI ãƒmaH to ko{ xi› n=I A=aRtŸ ãƒ‐gu maH AevuH ko{ kar` n=I.

j¡Ao, Anaid=I Òvne 21 gu maH ivprIt pir`mn =ay Ke Aem tarvÌ ka#elI. prHtu Svwav¹iÚvHtne‐\m± puruØne ivprIt pir`mnno tenI pyaRymaH Awav Ke, ne inmRz pirìtno sdŸwav Ke. Aa AiStnaiSt ={. Aa AnekaNt Ke. wavwavxi›na kar e tene inmRz pirìtno wav‐wav rhexe, ne Awav‐Awavxi›na kar e tenI pyaRymaH ivprIttano‐milntano Awav rhexe. wa{, tarI cEtNysHpda to Ôe¦ AHdr j¡Ae to Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Ae cIj Ke bapa¦ Ae bharmaH k–aHy mze Aem n=I. piv5tano ipHD Ýwu AHdr Ke te AHtr¹iÚ krtaH Ýaº =ay Ke, bIÒ ko{ rIte Ýaº =to n=I. AavI vat Ke.

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐kmR=I ivkar =ay Ke¸ p` Aem Ke nih. Ôe Aem hoy to sHsarIne kmR to Ke, pKI te inivRkar kem =xe? ivkar$pe piràm =ay te potana (pyaRyna) Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke KtaH potano Svwav to tena=I riht Ke. Aa vat 39mI xi›maH Aavxe.

wa{¦ Aa to vItragI k=a bapu¦ \m± puruØne _pdexno ivkLp Aave Ke, to p` te ivkLpna AwavSvwav$p \m±nuH pir`mn Ke. Are Ýwu¦ Aek var AHdr tara ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ de. ãƒno SvIkar =taH rag$pe pir`mvuH Ae Ke nih¸ kem ke Awav‐Awavxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aha¦ hÔr vØR phelaHna Aa idgHbr sHtnI vaÌ to j¡Ao¦ Ahaha...¦ kevz&annaH kba! qolI naHQyaH Ke. Are Ýwu¦ ragmaH tuH rme Ae tarI rmtuH nih¸ rag=I ivrme, rag$pe n pir`me Ae tarI rmtuH Ke. hve AavI vat k–aH mze Ýwu¦ rzva ma!e dex‐ivdex rqDe, p` Aa k–aH mze? AHtrnI cIj to AHtrmaH Ke ne AHtrmaH Ôy to te mze Ke. Aha¦ Aa AlaEikk v Rn Ke jgtnaH waGy hoy te!luH bhar Aave Ke.

p` Aa ivxeØ khone¦

ko` khe? Ae to waØanuH sam+yR Ke. waØamaH Sv‐prne khevanI takat Ke, ne Aa„amaH Svprne Ô`vanI takat Ke. bNne potpotana _padan=I SvtH5 pir`me Ke, ko{ ko{ne kre AevuH vStuSv$p j n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

AhÄ khe Ke‐inüy=I sHsar je _dywav Ke teno \m±nI pyaRymaH Awav Ke. AavaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynI ÝtIit =ay tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Aa &anÝ\an xElI=I k=n Ke. &ey Ane. &ayknI y=a=R ÝtIit tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke ‐Aa &anÝ\an ƒaQya ={. Aek wUta=RnI ]âa te sMyGdxRn Ke‐Aa dxRnÝ\an ƒaQya Ke.





ãƒ¹iÚvHt \m± puruØ ivkarne pr&ey trIke Ô e Ke. &an krnarI te &annI pyaRy vtRman iv>man Ke temaH ivkarno Awav Ke. Aam drek gu maH smjvuH. wgvan¦ tuH &ananHd SvwavI Ko. taramaH ragne Aakuztana Awav$p Svwav Ke. i5kaz prna AwavSvwav$p Ýwu tuH Ko. hve Aam Ke TyaH prãƒnI pyaRyne Òv kre Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? ne prãƒ ÒvnI pyaRyne kre Ae vat p` k–aH rhe Ke? AHtray kmRna Awav=I vIyRxi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? Aem Ke j nih.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a ivkLpriht (xuâ) idgHbr Ke. im+yaTvna Awav$p pir`mn kre Tyare Òv ¹iÚmaH idgHbr =yo khevay. smiktI Ane wavilHgI muin idgHbr Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHdrmaH 5` kØayno Awav Ane bharmaH vÏno Awav tenuH nam idgHbr muindxa Ke. Ôe ke prãƒno SvwavmaH Awav Ke, ne prãƒ nuksan krtuH n=I¸ p` tenI mmta Ke te nuksannuH kar` Ke. vÏ ÝTyeno rag‐mmta Ke te nuksannuH kar` Ke. dehnI rÙano rag Ke, mmta Ke te nukxannuH kar` Ke. te=I j kpDaH raqvano rag hoy TyaH su\I muindxa hotI n=I. magR Aa Ke wa{. AamaH xuH krvuH‐xuH n krvuH‐te to potane in Ry krvanI vat Ke. AmarI pase to tÀv¹iÚnI Aa vat Ke. jene jem @Ik pDe tem kre, p` vÏ siht muinpùH mane‐mnave tenI nvtÀvnI wUl Ke, A=aRtŸ tenI im+yaTvdxa Ke. AavI vat Ke.

xuâ cEtNyna Aa]ye muindxamaH 5` kØayno Awav =ay Ke. tem =taH tene AiS=rtano rag tenI wUimkane yoGy j hoy Ke. muindxamaH vÏ raqvano rag ho{ xke nih¸ te=I vÏ sihtne Aas/v tÀvnI wUl Ke. tene xuâ Òvãƒno Aa]y n=I te Òv tÀvnI wUl Ke, ne Ae Ýma e sate tÀvnI wUl Ke. ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve (sU5pahuDmaH) bhu SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐vÏno !ukDo raqI muinp uH mane‐mnave to ingodmaH jxe. Aam kem kæuH? kar` ke Aem mannarnI im+yaTv dxa Ke, ne im+yaTvnuH fz Ême ingod j Ke. Aha¦ Kõa gu S=anmaH sHt‐muinvrne ƒvharna Awav$p inmRz pir`mn Ke ne te AevuH ne AevuH inmRzp e kaym rhexe.

Aha¦ Aa Awav‐Awavxi› i5kaz Ke te \/uv _padan Ke, ne tenuH vtRman vtRman pir`mn Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. temaH xi› Ke te i5kaz pairàimk wave Ke, ne ragriht tenaH je inmRz piràm Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiyk wave Ke. _dywav temaH Aavto n=I, kemke _dywavna AwavSvwave j xi›nuH pir`mn hoy Ke.

ke!lak khe Ke ke‐x5uHjynI Ô5a krIAe to kLya` ={ Ôy¸ Aa b\uH smÒne xuH kam Ke?

Are wa{¦ Aem n=I bapu¦ Ô5a krvana wav to rag Ke, ne ragna AwavSvwave ÒvnuH pir`mn =ay te kLya`$p Ke ragne ragnuH pir`mn kLya`$p n=I, vaStvmaH AkLya` Ke. AavI AakrI vat¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke.

_pxmno to =oDo kaz Ke, bakI Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiykwav hoy Ke. Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk te pirìt Ke. te AHtrmaH Ôy Tyare pairàimk wav$pe ={ Ôy Ke, kar` ke vtRman je Aek smynI AvS=a Ke teno bIje j smye ƒy ={ AHdr Ôy Ke. —jl ka trHg jl meH DUbta hE ‐Aem potanI pyaRy ƒy ={ AHdr Ôy Ke, ne AHdr g{ te pairàimkwave ={ Ôy Ke.

je jNmÙ` te j (pUvR) pyaRyno nax Ù` Ke. Awav‐Awavxi›nI je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. te pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! ={ Ke te AenI kazliB\ Ke. te pir`mn Êmbâ‐potana Sv‐Avsre =yuH Ke.

ha, p` temaH Aap e xuH krvuH?

Êmvt± pyaRy ne xi›na wednuH lÙ KoDI, xuâ Aek cEtNyma5 inj i5kazI ãƒnuH lÙ krvuH. Aem krtaH




39‐wavxi› : 17p

xi›nuH inmRz pir`mn shj j Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane te teno Svkaz Ke. wa{¦ Êmvt± pyaRy‐Ane xi›no wed Ae smiktno ivØy n=I. ¹iÚno ivØy to Awed xuâ cEtNyvStu Ke. AwednI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH xi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane te inmRz pirìt ivkarriht hoy Ke.

Aha¦ xi›nI je inmRz pirìt Ýg! ={ te AkayRkar`my Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke te pirìt ragnuH kayR n=I, Ane ragnuH kar` p` n=I. Êmvt± &annI pyaRy =ay te ragnuH kayR n=I¸ rag=I &an =yuH Ke Aem n=I. Êmvt± &annI pyaRy ragne Ô e Ae y ƒvhar Ke, qreqr to pote potane Ô e Ke. rag sHbH\I &annI pyaRy potane Ô e Ke to ragne Ô e Ke Aem ƒvhar=I khevay Ke.

Are wa{¦ huH ragno Ô`nar KuH Aeva wed=I xuH sa|y Ke? kaH{ j nih. Are, huH Ô`naro Ô`nar KuH Aeva wed‐ivkLp=I y xuH sa|y Ke? kaH{ j nih. ma!e xi›no ipHD xuâ Aek Awed cEtNyãƒ i5kaz Ke tenI ¹iÚ kr, tem krtaH svR kayR isâ ={ Ôy Ke. wed‐¹iÚ Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke, ne AwednI ¹iÚ krvI Ae j \mR Ke. Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Awav‐Awavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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39: wavxi›

;(ktaR, kmR Aaid) karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht wvnma5myI (‐hovama5myI, =vama5myI) wavxi›.'

j¡Ao, phelaH 33mI wavxi› khI TyaH to vtRman inmRz AvS=anI iv>manta hova$p xi›nI vat htI, AhÄ vat j¡dI Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐;karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht wvnma5myI wavxi›.' Ahaha...¦ ãƒvStu je Aek &aykwav tena trf jenI ¹iÚ Ke te \m±‐sMyG¹iÚ Òvne ivkarI karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht pir`mn hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ karkwednI iÊya vgr j wvvuH A=aRtŸ &anwavmy pir`mvuH AevI Aa„anI Aa wavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne ;Aa ktaR ne Aa kmR' Aeva karkwednI iÊya=I riht inmRz &anwavmy wavnuH wvn =ya kre Ke‐Aa wavxi›nuH kayR Ke.

\m± Òvne pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I xuwaxuwwav =ta hoy Ke. Aa rIte tene Aek smynI pyaRymaH ragaid ivkLpnuH pir`mn hoy Ke. ragnI pyaRy ktaR, je pyaRy ragnI ={ te kmR, te pyaRy pote kr` nam sa\n, te ivkar pyaRy potamaH raqI te sHÝdan, pyaRy potamaH=I ={ te Apadan, Ane pyaRyna Aa\are pyaRy ={ te Ai\kr`‐Aam Aek smynI ivk<t AvS=amaH Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mn Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ø!Ÿkark Anusar je iÊya‐xuwaxuw ivkLp Ke, v/taid ivkLp Ke, tena=I rihtp e \m±, ãƒ¹iÚvHt &anInuH pir`mn hoy Ke.

\m± Òvne pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Anusar ivk<t AvS=a Ke AemaH Aem isâ kyuÅ ke pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke te Aena (pyaRyna) Ø!Ÿkark=I Ke, jDkmR=I n=I, temj potana ãƒ‐gu =Iy n=I. je xi› Ke tena=I ivk<it n=I, kemke Ø!Ÿkark$pe ivk<t AvS=a SvyHisâ Ke, Ane tena=I riht wvn‐pir`mn =ay te wavxi›nuH kayR Ke.

Ýwu, tarI cIj‐xuâ cEtNyvStu AHdr pU R AqHD Ke ne¦ Ahaha...¦ te AqHD \/uv _pr ¹iÚ detaH, pyaRymaH, Ø!Ÿkark=I je ivk<t AvS=a Ke tena=I rihtp e pir`mn =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aavo tarI cEtNyvStuno Svwav Ke. dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaidno je &anIne ivkLp hoy Ke te pyaRyna ktaR‐kmR Aaid Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐&anIne Aena=I rihtp e &anwavmy pir`mn hoy Ke‐Aa wavxi›nuH kayR Ke. potane je ivk<t dxa Ke tena=I riht potanI cEtNydxa Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke.

AamaH Aem isâ =yuH ke pyaRy¹iÚ‐im+ya¹iÚne pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I ivk<t dxa hoy Ke, Ane ãƒ¹iÚvHt





\m± puruØne p` pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark=I ivk<t dxa hoy Ke. Aha¦ prHtu jene pyaRy¹iÚ m!I xuâ ãƒnI ¹iÚ ={ Ke, Aek &aykwavnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene ivk<t AvS=a=I rihtp e pir`mn krvap e wavxi› Ýg! ={ Ke. Aa wav gu na kar e ivkarwav=I Awav$p pir`mn =ay Ke. je ivkarnI dxa rhe Ke te pr&eymaH Ôy Ke. AavI Aa JIÌ vat Ke.

Ýwu¦ tarI ÝwutamaH wav namnI Aek Ýwuta pDI Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÝwutamaH pamrta$p Ø!Ÿkark‐pir`mn=I rihtp e pir`mvano Aeno Svwav Ke. jene pyaRy¹iÚ Ke tene to Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I pamr ivk<t dxa Ke, p` xuâ ãƒnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke Aeva sMyG¹iÚne, tenI pyaRymaH Ôe ke ikHictŸ ivk<t dxa Ke top`, te smye je inivRkLp AvS=a ãƒ Ýit JUkI Ke te Aa Ýwutamy wavxi›nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ \mR kem =ay AenI Aa vat cale Ke.

Aha¦ cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tena sNmuqnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene pyaRymaH ivk<it ikHictŸ hova KtaH tena=I rihtp e pir`mvuH Aevo teno Svwav Ke. Aa to Aem vat Ke ke‐pyaRymaH ƒvhar rTn5yno wav ho, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano ivkLp ho, nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âa ho, pHcmhav/taidna palnno ivkLp ho¸ te b\I ivk<t AvS=a Ke, ne te pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn$p Ke, t=aip Aa„amaH tena=I rihtp e pir`mvano wavgu Ke, je=I \m± puruØne ivkarna rihtp e inmRz &anwavmy pir`mn hoy Ke. Aha¦ dya, dan, v/t Aaidna ivkLp te karko AnusarnI ivk<t iÊya Ke, ne tena=I rihtp e wvn$p‐pir`mn$p wavxi› ÒvmaH Ke. Aho¦ sHtoAe =oDa xBde ramba` mayaÅ Ke.

ke!lak Aem mane Ke ke x5uHßy Aaid tI=RnI ya5a krIAe Ae!le bs \mR ={ Ôy, p` Aem Ke nih. kemke tI=R‐ya5ana piràm to rag‐ivkLp Ke, ne ragnI iÊyane Anusar n =vano wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. vaStvmaH Aa„a pote j x5uHßy tI=R Ke. Aa ivprIt je rag Ke te Aa„ano Fatk x5u Ke, ne tena=I rihtp e =vano jeno Svwav Ke te Aa„a pote x5uHßy tI=R Ke. Aha¦ Aava tI=RSv$p inj Aa„anI ya5a krvI te \mR Ke. bakI ƒvharnI iÊya bharmaH ho, p` tena=I riht &anInuH pir`mn hoy Ke ne ƒvharnI iÊya to bhar pr&eyp e rhI Ôy Ke. rag=I‐ivkar=I riht wvn‐pir`mn te Aa„ano gu ‐Svwav Ke.

jEn dxRnmaH to b\e kmR j kmR Ke Aem ke!lak mane Ke. teAo khe Ke‐xuâtamaH to ANy karko=I rihtp uH wle ho, prHtu AxuâtamaH to jD kmR vgere karko Ke Aem ke kmR=I ivk<it‐ivkar =ay Ke.

p` Aem n=I wa{¦ Axuâta vqte p` Òv Ane pudŸgl bNne AekbIÔ=I inrpeÙp e Svymev K kark$p ={ne pir`me Ke. ivkar =ay Ke te pyaRymaH K karkna pir`mn=I =ay Ke. Aa babt iväano=I Anek var ccaR =yelI Ke. Ame to pHcaiStkay ga=a 62na Aa\ar sa=e varHvar kheluH Ke ke‐pyaRymaH ivk<t AvS=a potana K karkna pir`mn=I SvtH5 =ay Ke, temaH pr karkonI ApeÙa n=I. TyaH pHcaiStkay ga=a 62maH Ait SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐—kmR qlu.... , Svymev Ø!ŸkarkI$pe` Vyvit¤manH n karkaNtrmpeÙte.˜ kmR qreqr... , Svymev Ø!Ÿkark$pe vtRtuH =kuH ANy karknI ApeÙa raqtuH n=I. vzI TyaH kæuH Ke‐—OvH jIvo½ip.... , Svymev Ø!ŸkarkI$pe` Vyvit¤mano n karkaNtrmpeÙte.˜ Ae Ýma e Òv p`... , Svymev Ø!Ÿkark$pe vtRto =ko ANy karknI ApeÙa raqto n=I. Aa Ýmaè ANy karkonI ApeÙa ivna j Òv potana AaEdiyk Aaid wav$pe pir`me Ke Ae inüy Ke. loko Aa ;inüy Ke, inüy Ke'‐Aem khIne Aane _DaDe Ke, p` inüy Ae!le j sTy, ne ƒvhar Ae to _pcar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Aha¦ jene wedno Aa]y KU!Ine, prma=RSv$p xuâ Aek &aykno Aa]y =yo Aeva sMyG¹iÚ Òvne pyaRymaH ivk<t AvS=a hoy Ke, p` tenI tena _pr ¹iÚ n=I, tenI ¹iÚ i5kazI \/uv ãƒSvwav pr hoy Ke, Ane te kar`=I \m± Òvne ivk<t AvS=a=I rihtp e pir`mn =ay Ke. Aa wavxi›nuH kayR Ke. \m±ne pyaRymaH ikHictŸ ivkar hoy Ke te &anna &eymaH Ôy Ke, pr &eyp e bhar rhI Ôy Ke. Aho¦ jEn\mR Aavo AlaEikk pH= Ke.

ƒvharny Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke Aem barmI ga=amaH AaƒuH ne¦ Ae vat AhÄ AamaH p` AavI Ôy Ke. AigyarmI ga=amaH kæuH ke‐wUta=Rna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI Aek &aykwav




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wUta=R‐sTya=R Ýwu Ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke te inüy¸ p` tene ƒvhar Ke ke nih? Ke ne¦ smysarnI barmI ga=amaH kæuH ke‐ƒvhar Ke. rag hoy Ke tene Ô`vo‐Aevo ƒvharny Ke. ragne Ô`vo te ƒvharny, p` rag maro Ke, va wlo Ke Aem Ô`vuH‐manvuH AevuH AenuH (ƒvharnynuH) Sv$p n=I. Aho¦ Aa smysare to wgvan kevzIna ivrh wUlavI dI\a Ke. =oDa xBde ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦ —karko Anusar iÊya˜ Aem kæuH Ke, p` —jD kmR Anusar iÊya˜‐Aem n=I kæuH. wa{, tarI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Anusar ivk<t AvS=a$p iÊya =ay Ke, prHtu ivk<t AvS=a riht wvn Aevo taro wav gu Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ =oDuH lQyuH F uH krIne Ô`Ôe‐AevI Aa vat Ke. Are, Ae e potana Sv$pne smjvanI kdI drkar krI n=I. AhÄ frI frIne khe Ke‐wa{, ivk<t AvS=a$p je iÊya Ke te iÊya=I rihtp e =vuH AevuH taruH Sv$p Ke, ivk<t AvS=a siht rhevuH Aevo ko{ taro gu n=I. Aho¦ inralHbI xuâ cEtNynI Aa ApUvR vat Ke? khe Ke‐ragaid karkone AnusyaR vgr j sMykŸTvaid xuâwav$pe pir`mvano wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. wav nam xuâwav$pe wvvuH‐=vuH Aha¦ xuâwav$pe SvyH wvvanI‐=vanI Aa„anI xi› Ke, temaH iwþ bIÔ ko{ karkonI ApeÙa n=I, iwþ bIÔ ko{ karkonuH AalHbn n=I. wa{¦ Aek var Aa„anI AavI AicNTy xi›ne Aozqe to bharmaH k–aHy moh n rhe, ne AHtmuRq ={ ALpkazmaH mui› ={ Ôy AevI Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu¦ pyaRymaH ivkar Ke te pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark Anusar Aâr=I qDo =yo Ke prna Anusar ivkar n=I, ne Svãƒ‐gu p` ivkarnuH kar` n=I. wgvan¦ tarI cEtNyvStu AHdr Aekla vItragtana Svwav=I wrelI Ke. ßyaH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ ={ ke trt j ivkar=I rihtp e wvva$p SvwavnuH wvn‐pir`mn =ay Ke. AHtmuRq ¹iÚnI Aa kmal Ke ke ãƒ¹iÚvHt puruØne ivkarna K kark$p pir`mn KU!Ine, moÙ ÝTyena K karkonuH pir`mn x$ =ay Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ tuH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kr, tne prmpdnI‐moÙpdnI Ýaiº =xe.

hve jEn nam \ravIne loko ivvadmaH pD–a Ke ke‐Ame idgHbr, ne Ame ¬etaHbr¸ Are wa{, AHdr tarI cEtNy cIj kevI Ke te to Ô`. Ahaha...¦ vStu AHdr Aek smymaH pU R iv&anFnSv$p Ke. AanHdno rskHd Ke. tene i5kazI khIAe Aey ƒvhar Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRmanmaH pU`R i5kazI potanI cIj AHdr pDI Ke te i5kaz AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrI pDI Ke. temaH, khe Ke, ivkar riht wvn‐pir`mn =ay AevI Aek wavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ inj Sv$pmaH rme te ram nam Aa„a ivk<t AvS=a=I rihtpè inmRz‐inmRz pir`me AevI temaH Aek wavxi› Ke. temaH prno Ývex to dUr rho, pyaRymaH je ivk<t AvS=a Ke tey potana ãƒ‐gu ne inmRz pyaRymaH ÝvextI n=I. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. Are¦ Aa ijHdgI Aem ne Aem calI Ôy Ke bapu¦

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? xuH tuH xrIr Ko? na, xrIr to camDe m#eluH haD‐maHsnuH jD Acetn po!kuH Ke, ne tuH to cEtNyFn Ýwu Aa„a Ko. to xuH tuH rag$p Ko? na, rag p` tuH n=I, kemke rag p` jD Acetn Ke, miln‐Apiv5 Ke, Fatk Ane du:qdayk Ke¸

ßyare tuH to pU R siCcdanHdmy AeklI piv5tano ipHD Ko. Ahaha...¦ piv5 xi›Aono ipHD Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. to pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke ne? pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke te tena Ø!Ÿkark=I éwI ={ Ke, ivk<it =ay Aevo ko{ gu taramaH n=I, t=a

pyaRymaH ivk<it =ay teno ktaR ko{ pr n=I. Aha¦ pyaRy potana Ø!Ÿkark=I ivk<t =ay Ke, pr=I nih‐Aem ÔÌ je pr=I praNmuq ={ pir`me Ke te ivk<it=I rihtpè inmRz pir`me Ke, ne ivk<it=I rihtpè inmRz pir`mvuH Aevo j wgvan¦ taro Svwav Ke, Aevo j taro wav gu Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...¦

hve je ƒvhar=I‐rag=I inüy =vanuH mane, ƒvharne saco moÙmagR mane AenI maNytamaH bhu fer Ke. Arere¦ Sv$pmaH DUbkI marvI Ôe{Ae Aene bdle te ragmaH DUbkI mare Ke. xuH =ay? te sHsar smuãmaH Arere¦ k–aHy DUbI jxe. wa{ re¦ taruH ãƒ prm piv5 Ke, tara gu` ATyHt piv5 Ke, to pKI tara pir`mnmaH piv5ta





AavvI Ôe{Ae ke Apiv5ta? Apiv5ta$pe =vuH Ae taruH Sv$p n=I. Apiv5ta pyaRymaH wle ho, p` tena=I rihtp e piv5tanuH pir`mn =ay Ae wgvan¦ taruH Sv$p Ke.

Aha¦ pr=I ne rag=I‐ivkar=I inrpeÙ &an‐AanHd$pe wvvano‐pir`mvano potano Svwav Ke tene A&anI Ô`to n=I te=I te bharmaH karòne xo\e Ke ne ƒ=R Aakuz‐ƒakuz ={ du:qI =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ pr‐inim¿ vStu kar` Ke Ae vat to dUr rho, ivkarna ktaR‐kmR Aaid K karko je pyaRymaH hoy Ke te karko Anusar wvvano‐pir`mvano p` Aa„ano Svwav n=I. pr=I ivkar =ay ke pr=I gu` =ay Aem je mane Ke te to pravlHbI bih¹iÚ im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Ane ragaid ivkarne je potanuH Sv$p mane Ke, ivkar=I potane gu =vanuH, wluH =vanuH mane Ke tey ragI im+ya¹iÚ Ke, kemke rag=I iwþ huH Aek xuâ cEtNyFn Aa„a KuH Aem te Ô`to‐Anuwvto n=I. vaStvmaH &ata pote j xuâ Aek &aykSvwavna Aa]ye wed$p karkonI iÊya=I rihtp e xuâwav$pe pir`me Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aa wavxi› Ke.

Are¦ jgt Anaid kaz=I Anek Ýkarna ivkLponI ÔzmaH potap uH manIne car gitmaH rqDe Ke. xuH =ay? potana ãƒ‐gu prm piv5 Ke temaH potap uH SvIkarto n=I, ne Aa xrIr, mn, vaÌ, [iNãy, bEraH‐KokraH [Tyaid je pr Ke tene potana suqnaH kar` manI temaH potap uH krI pir`me Ke. p` wa{, Ae b\aH prãƒ to tena=I tena karè pir`mI ræaH Ke, tara kar e nih¸ tenI pyaRy to tena=I j =ay Ke. te b\aH potana kar e AaƒaH Ke, potana kar e ræaH Ke, ne potana kar e caLyaH jxe. AemaH tne xuH Ke? Ae ko{ tne xr` n=I. Ôe xr` hoy to ivruâ kem pir`me? Ane caLyaH kem Ôy? vaStvmaH teAo taraH kaH{ j (sHbH\I) n=I. temne potana suqnaH kar` manI @gato Aevo tuH ƒ=R j du:qI‐ƒg/ =ay Ke.

Ývcnsar ga=a 16maH ;SvyHwU'nI ƒaQya krtaH AacayRdev khe Ke‐—(Ae rIte) Svymev K kark$p =to hova=I, A=va _Tpi¿‐ApeÙaAe ãƒ‐wavwede iwþ FaitkmÈne dUr krIne Svymev AaivwURt =yo hova=I, ;SvyHwU' khevay Ke.

Aa=I Aem kæuH ke‐inüy=I prnI sa=e Aa„ane karkpàno sHbH\ n=I, ke je=I xuâa„SvwavnI Ýaiºne ma!e samg/I (‐baæ sa\no) xo\vanI ƒg/ta=I Òvo (nkama) prtH5 =ay Ke.˜

AhÄ khe Ke‐;karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht wvnma5myI wavxi›.' Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra, =oDa xBde ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦ Aha¦ Aek hÔr vØR pr AacayR Am<tcHãdev Aa wartwUim pr ivcrta hta. Aha¦ Ae vItragI sHt‐muinvr Ô e isâpdne sa=e l{ne ivcrta n hoy¦ AemnI pirìt AHtmuRq ={ne Ù eÙ e inj isâpdne we!tI htI. Aha¦ Aava Aa sHt‐muinvre Aa prmagmnI !IkamaH prmam<t reD–aH Ke. temne smysarnI Aa !Ika rcvano ivkLp _@–o. TyaH xBdonI rcna to jD prma uAo=I ={ Ke. prHtu !Ika rcvano je ivkLp Aaƒo Ke tena=I riht maruH pir`mn Ke Aem AhÄ teAo khe Ke. rag siht je dxa te huH n=I. Lyo, AavI sU"m vat¦

hve ke!lak khe Ke‐kmR=I ivkar =ay Ke, ccaR kro.

Are Ýwu¦ tarI pyaRymaH pra]ye Ø!Ÿkark Anusar ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke, temaH kmR kar` Ke Aem bIlkul n=I. Axuâta kazey potana j Axuâ Ø!Ÿkarko vDe Aa„a Axuâ$pe =ay Ke, kmRne lI\e =to n=I, pHcaiStkay ga=a 62nI !Ika lqtaH jysenacayRdev khe Ke‐—y=EvaxuâØ!ŸkarkI$pe pir`mman: sNnxuâmaTmanH kroit t=Ev xuâaTmtÀvsMykŸ]âan&ananu¤an$pe a wedØ!ŸkarkISvwaven pir`mman: xuâmaTmanH krotIit˜- jem Axuâ K kark$pe pir`mto =ko Axuâ Aa„ane kre Ke, tem xuâ Aa„tÀvna sMykŸ‐]âan‐&an‐Anu¤an$p Awed K kark$pe Svwav=I pir`mto =ko xuâ Aa„ane kre Ke. ‐Aa rIte AxuâtamaH tem j xuâtamaH ANy karko=I inrpeÙpùH Ke. AhÄ ãƒ¹iÚmaH &anma5wavna wvnmaH wed$p Axuâ karkono Awav j Ke. Aam karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I rihtp e wvvano‐pir`mvano wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. wa{, taramaH Aevo ko{ gu n=I ke ivkar siht pir`mn =ay. pyaRymaH potana Ø!Ÿkark=I SvtH5 ivk<t AvS=a ={ Ke, p` tara SvwavmaH‐wavgu maH AevuH sam+yR Ke ke taramaH ivkar=I riht inmRz xuâwav$p




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wvn‐pir`mn =ay. Lyo, Aa b\uH Aa AD\I lI!InI !IkamaH wyuÅ Ke.

AHdrnI je vat Ke te Aa khevay Ke. Aha¦ wavxi›nuH Êmvt± pir`mn te pyaRy, i5kaz AÊme vtRtI xi› te gu , ne te gu ‐pyaRyne \rnaruH ãƒ te ãƒ‐Aem 5 e mzIne Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ AnHtgu Svwav=I wrelo wgvan Aa„a Ke. te vItragtana wave pir`me AevuH tena wav gu nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ rag$pe n pir`mvuH, rag riht pir`mvuH AevuH taruH Sv$p Ke wa{¦ Are Ýwu¦ AamaH tuH tkrar‐ivvad xuH kam kre Ke? AamaH to tara ihtnI prma=R$p vat Ke. ivkar siht pir`mvuH, ne ivkarmaH suqbuiâ =vI Ae to A&anI im+ya¹iÚne hoy Ke. &anI to pyaRymaH ikHictŸ je Aasi›na piràm Ke, ƒvharna piràm Ke‐tena=I riht potanuH pir`mn sa\e Ke. Lyo, Aa sa\na‐Aara\na Ke, ne AanuH nam \mR Ke.

hve AamaH ke!lak khe Ke‐tmo iÊyakaHD _=apo Ko. p` Aem n=I Ýwu¦ iÊya to karko Anusar pyaRymaH =ay Ke p` tene AnusrIne nih, p` tena=I riht wvnma5myI Aa„anI wavxi› Ke. gHwIr vat Ke wa{¦ Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu AHdr prma„Sv$p Ke. Aa kaze AhÄ bharmaH prma„anI hajrI n=I, p` AHdr taro Ýwu to tarI pase Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦ tarI Ýwuta Aekek xi›maH pDI Ke, je=I tarI wavxi› Ýwu Ke tenuH pir`mn =taH Aa„a Svymev rag riht inmRzwav vDe xowane Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa wgvannI vaÌ Ke. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I‐iÊyakaHD=I gu Ýg!e, ne inüy =ay Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? bharmaH ƒvhar ho, inim¿ ho, p` Aena=I SvwavnuH pir`mn =ay Ke Aem 5`kazmaH sTy n=I. ƒvharnuH‐iÊyakaHDnuH hovuH j¡dI vat Ke, ne Aena=I gu nuH Ýg!vuH =ay, \mR =ay‐Aem manvuH Ae j¡dI vat Ke. ƒvhar=I‐iÊyakaHD=I \mR ={ jxe AevI tarI ÝtIit mha xLy Ke wa{¦ Ae tne AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe. tne AakrI lage p` Aa sTy vat Ke, tara ihtnI vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ¦ AacayR Am<tcHãdeve xi›nuH ko{ AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. AhÄ wavxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. ;wav' to ãƒne p` khe Ke, gu ne p` wav khe Ke, inmRz pyaRyne p` wav khe Ke, ne xuwaxuw ragnI miln dxane p` wav khe Ke. AhÄ bIÒ vat Ke. AhÄ to ;wav' namnI Aa„anI Aek xi›‐Aek gu ‐Svwav Ke AenI vat Ke. kevo Ke te Svwav? to khe Ke‐karko Anusar je iÊya‐ivk<it‐rag‐te$pe n =vuH Aevo Aa Aa„ano Svwav Ke. hve Aola ragnI hÇxvaza kayronaH kazÔH kHpI Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. xuH =ay? Aa to marg j Aavo Ke.

hirno marg Ke xUrano, nih kayrnuH kam Ôe ne¸ Ý=m phelaH mStk mUkI, vztaH levuH nam Ôe ne... hirno

AamaH hir Ae!le A&an Ane ragne hrvano jeno Svwav Ke te wgvan Aa„a smjvo. ivkarne hre te hir Aem vat Ke. ivkarne hre Aem khIAe Aey k=nma5 Ke. Sv‐Aa]ye Aa„anI je piv5, inmRz inivRkar pirìt ={ temaH &annI, ]âanI, AanHdnI pirìtnuH &an sma{ Ôy Ke, ne potana Svpr Ýkaxk &anna kar e prnuH‐ragnuH &an p` temaH AavI Ôy Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐&annI inmRz, inivRkar pirìt je Ýg! ={ te potana gu nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ vtRman rag=I riht =vuH‐pir`mvuH te Aa wav gu nuH kayR Ke. AavI vat¦ Lyo,

Aa Ýma e AhÄ wavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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40: iÊyaxi›

;karko Anusar =vapà$p (‐pir`mvapà$p) je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi›.'

j¡Ao, phelaH 39ma bolmaH karko Anusar je ivk<t AvS=a$p iÊya tena=I riht pir`mvanI vat htI. AhÄ inmRz Awed karko Anusar Aivk<t inmRz iÊya=I siht pir`mvanI vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ ktaR, kmR, kr`





Aaid inmRz Awed karko Anusar =va$p je wav‐inmRz pirìt =va$p je wav‐te‐myI iÊyaxi› Ke. AHdr i5kaz inmRz Ø!Ÿkark pD–a Ke te Anusar inmRz pirìt =vI Aevo wgvan Aa„ano iÊya gu Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

huH cetnaro cetk KuH, huH mne cetuH KuH, huH marI cetna vDe cetuH KuH‐Aem SvsHvednmaH Awedp e KAe karko sma{ Ôy Ke¸ temaH karkwedna ivkLp hota n=I¸ inmRz inivRkar iÊyamaH KAe kark$p Aa„a pir`mI Ôy Ke, TyaH karkwedna ivkLp n=I. Aha¦ ivkLpnI iÊyanI ApeÙa ivna j tena wavnuH wvn =ay Aevo Aa„ano wav gu Ke, ne potana inmRz Awed Ø!Ÿkarko Anusar inmRz iÊya$pe wvn =ay Aevo Aa„ano Aa iÊya gu Ke, wa{, potana inmRz Ø!Ÿkarkone AnusrIne inmRz pirìtAe =vuH Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke, ne ragp e n =vuH Aevo p` Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. Ahaha...¦ pr$pe n =ay, ivkar$pe n =ay, wedna AalHbne n pir`me, prHtu Awed inmRz Ø!Ÿkarko Anusar inmRz inivRkar pirìt$pe pir`me Aevo idƒ xi›man cEtNyicHtami` Ýwu Aa„a Svymev dev Ke. hve wed$p‐ƒvhar$p iÊyane te Anusrto j n=I pKI te ƒvhar inüynuH sa\n kem =ay? wa{, ƒvhar inüynuH y=a=R sa\n Ke j nih, Aene sa\n khevuH Ae to _pcarma5 Ke.

wa{, &annI iÊya ne ragnI iÊya‐Aem be ={ne moÙno magR Ke Aem n=I. sHÝdaymaH Ame hta Tyare ÝÆ =yelo ke‐

ÝÆ:- ;&anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ:' Aem kæuH Ke teno xuH A=R Ke. _¿r:- Tyare kheluH ke‐&an Ae!le SvsHvedn &an, Aa„anuH sHvedn te &an, Ane rag riht vItragI

wav te iÊya‐Aam &an Ane iÊya mzIne moÙ Ke. AanuH nam ;&anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ:' Ke. prHtu potanuH &an ne ragnI iÊya‐Aevo ko{ moÙmagR ke moÙ n=I. Aha¦ inmRz Ø!Ÿkarko Anusar inmRz xuâ rTn5ynI pirìt =vI te moÙnuH kar` Ke. Aa inmRz pirìt$pe pir`mva$p iÊyaxi› Ke.

xi› Ae!le gu . Aekek gu ‐Aem AnHt gu ãƒna Aa]ye rhela Ke. TyaH Aa gu ne Aa gu I‐Aeva wednI ¹iÚ KoDIne i5kazI xuâ Awed Aek ãƒnI ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI Aek ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ krtaH ãƒ inmRzp e pir`mI Ôy Ke ne temaH gu nuH pir`mn weguH j smay Ke, gu nuH kaH{ j¡duH pir`mn =ay Ke Aem n=I. AamaH Nyay smÔy Ke? |yan d{ne smjvuH Ýwu¦

xi›nuH Aek$p te ãƒ Ke. ãƒ pir`mtaH wega guò pir`me Ke. AamaH rhSy Ke. gu _pr ¹iÚ deva=I gu nuH pir`mn =tuH n=I, p` gu no Aa]y je Aek ãƒ Ke te ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ deva=I ãƒnuH pir`mn =ay Ke, ne temaH weguH gu nuH pir`mn sma{ Ôy Ke, ãƒ=I Alg gu nuH SvtH5 pir`mn =tuH n=I, A=aRtŸ ãƒ (inmRz) n pir`me Ane gu pir`mI Ôy Aem bntuH n=I.

gu wednI ¹iÚ krva=I gu nuH pir`mn isâ =tuH n=I. gu`na lÙe gu` (inmRz) pir`mto n=I, wedna lÙe to rag j =ay Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ;&anno Aa]y' Aem vat Aave Ke, p` TyaH ;&an' xBde ;Awed Aek$p Aa„a' Aem A=R Ke. wa{, Aa to \Irj=I smjvanI AHtrnI vatu Ke.

;iciälas'maH pir`mnxi›nuH v Rn Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. AenI saÙI sU5ÒmaH (tÀva=RsU5maH) dI\I Ke ke‐ ;ãVya]ya inguR a gu a:' Ae!le ke ãƒna Aa]ye gu Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. vzI TyaH j ;gu pyRyvtŸ ãVymŸ' gu ‐pyaRyvazuH ãƒ Ke Aem p` kæuH Ke. pyaRyvazuH ãƒ j kæuH, p` gu n kæo. mtlb ãƒnI pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu`maH=I nih. xi›‐gu Ae to ãƒnI i5kazI ivxeØta Ke, ne te ivxeØta$p ãƒ pir`mI Ôy Ke, kaH{ ivxeØta‐gu SvtH5 pir`me Ke Aem n=I.

ãƒmaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. te=I ãƒ pir`mtaH xi› pir`mI Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. mtlb ke Awed Aek i5kazI xuâ ãƒnI ¹iÚ krva=I, ãƒnI sNmuq ={ pir`mva=I AaquH ãƒ inmRz pir`me Ke. gu nuH SvtH5 pir`mn =tuH n=I, p` ãƒnI pirìt wegI gu nI pirìt _@e Ke. Aam‐Aa rIte gu ‐gu Ina wednI ¹iÚ




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KoDvanuH Ýyojn isâ =ay Ke. wa{¦ tara cEtNyin\anmaH AnHtaH gu in\an wyaÅ Ke tene ÔÌ AnHtgu in\an Aeva xuâ cEtNyin\anmaH ¹iÚ kr, te=I tne sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inmRz inmRz pirìt Ýg! =xe. Aavo marg Ane Aa \mR Ke, bakI b\uH =o=e=o=aH Ke.

ãƒ‐gu maH inmRz Ø!Ÿkarko Ke.

to pyaRymaH ivkar k–aH=I Aaƒo?

pHcaiStkaynI 62mI ga=amaH pyaRyna Ø!ŸkarknI vat krI Ke. mtlb ke pyaRymaH pyaRyna Axuâ Ø!Ÿkarko Anusar ivkar =ay Ke, temaH prnI ApeÙa n=I, ne ãƒ‐gu` p` kar` n=I. Aek smynI ragnI pyaRymaH te pyaRy ktaR, te pyaRy kmR, te pyaRy kr`, te pyaRy sHÝdan, te pyaRy Apadan, ne te pyaRy Ai\kr`‐Aem Aek j pyaRymaH tena Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I ivk<t AvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke. ;karko Anusar je iÊya...' Aem khIne 39mI xi›maH p` Aa vat isâ krI Ke. prHtu vStuno‐cEtNyvStuno gu Aevo Ke ke karko Anusar ivkarnI je iÊya Ke tena=I rihtp e te pir`me. karko Anusar pyaRymaH je miln pir`mn =yuH Ke te to &annuH &ey ={ rhe Ke. jem prãƒ &ey Ke tem pyaRynI ivk<t dxa p` &anIna &annuH &ey Ke Ane tena=I riht wvnma5myI je wavxi› tenuH pir`mn tene isâ =ay Ke.

AhÄ 40mI xi›maH ;karko Anusar =va$p' kæuH AemaH i5kazI inmRz karko levana Ke. 39mI xi›maH pyaRyna (Axuâ) Ø!ŸkarkonI vat htI. AhÄ ãƒ‐gu na inmRz karkonI vat Ke. ;karko Anusar'‐mtlb ke i5kazI inmRz karko Anusar =vapà$p je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi› Ke. wa{, Aa„a SvyH K kark$p ={ne inmRz inmRz wavp e pir`me AevI AenI iÊyaxi› Ke. Aho¦ Svymev K kark$p ={ne kevz&anaid$pe pir`me Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa„ane potana inmRz wav$pe pir`mva ko{ pr karkonI grj‐ApeÙa n=I, tem j Aa„a kark ={ne jDnI iÊya kre ke ivkarne kre Aevo p` Aeno Svwav n=I. potana j inmRz karkone AnusrIne potana vItragwav$pe pir`mvanI iÊya kre Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Aa iÊyaxi› Ke.

wa{, \mRnuH Sv$p AavuH bhu JIùH Ke bapu¦ hve Aa vai`yane AavuH smjvanI fursd n mze, Aaqo id' rzva‐kmavamaH, ivØy wogmaH ne bEraH‐KokraH sacvvamaH caLyo Ôy Ae k–are Aa smje? p` wa{, inv<i¿ l{ne smjvano Aa magR Ke. Aha¦ dxRnxuiâ jenuH mUz Ke Aevo Aa ko{ AlaEikk magR Ke.

phelaH (39mI xi›maH) je kark Anusar iÊya khI te Aek smynI pyaRyna (Axuâ) Ø!ŸkarknI vat htI. AhÄ je kark Anusar iÊya khI Ke te i5kazI piv5 karknI vat Ke. Aa inmRz karkono Aa]y Awed Aek ãƒ Ke. Ae!le ;karko Anusar' kæuH AemaH Aek Awed ãƒno j Aa]y Ke AemaH pr sa=e ke rag sa=e kaH{ j sHbH\ n=I. hve AamaH loko raD naqe Ke ke‐AamaH ƒvharno lop ={ gyo. Are Ýwu¦ tuH saHwz to qro, taro ƒvhar ƒvharmaH ræo Ke, p` Aena=I moÙmagR =xe AevI tarI maNytano AamaH j$r wuÞo ={ gyo Ke Ane te y=a=R j Ke, kemke ƒvhar=I‐rag=I rihtp e inmRz inmRz pir`me Aevo j wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. AWyas nih Ae!le AavI vat k@` pDe, p` Aa sTy vat Ke, wgvannI vaÌmaH AavelI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

AhÄ iÊyaxi›maH je karkonI vat krI te ãƒmaH je inmRz karko i5kaz xi›$p Ke tenI vat Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI ãƒmaH je inmRz Awed Ø!Ÿkarko pD–aH Ke Ae karkona Anusar =vapà$p, pir`mvapà$p iÊyaxi› i5kaz ÒvãƒmaH pDI Ke. Aa svR& ijneNãdevnuH frman Ke. Ýwu¦ tarI pyaRymaH ãƒ‐gu na Aa]y ivna, pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I je ivk<twav$p iÊya =ay Ke tena=I riht =vuH‐wvvuH Aevo taro wav gu Ke, ne inmRz inmRz rTn5y$pe =va$p taro iÊyagu Ke. miln piràm siht =vano ko{ gu taramaH Ke j nih. te=I ßyaH ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ mUke ke trt j miln piràm=I riht inmRz inmRz rTn5y$p pir`mn =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke.

p` Aa to mo!a pHiDt hoy tene smÔy¦





Aem n=I wa{, Aa smjvamaH pHiDta{nI j$r n=I. pHiDt kone kheva? prma=Rne Ô e‐Anuwve te pHiDt Ke. bakI to moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aave Ke ke‐

—he paHDe¦ he paHDe¦ he paHDe¦ tuH k`ne KoDI ma5 tuØ j qaHDe Ke, A=aRtŸ tuH A=R Ane xBdmaH j sHtuÚ Ke p` prma=R Ô`to n=I ma!e mUqR j Ke.˜

Aa smjvamaH to AHtrnI ruicnI j$r Ke, bharnI pHiDta{nI nih. smysar, ga=a 1p6maH p` kæuH Ke ke‐

iväßjno wUta=R tÒ ƒvharmaH vtRn kre,p` kmRÙynuH iv\an to prma=R-Aai]t sHtne.

j¡Ao, Ø!Ÿkark=I pyaRymaH je ivk<it$p ƒvhar temaH ivätŸ jno‐pHiDto vtRn kre Ke, p` inüy inj prma=R vStumaH vtRn krta n=I. wa{, tarI bharnI pHiDta{ xuH kam Aave? Aey sHsar j Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

ko{Ae AhÄ Aa„isiâ xaÏnI Aek ga=a‐ ;guÌ ræa KÍS= p` ivny kre wgvan'

Aa ga=ana SpÚIkr`nI magÌ krI Ke. vat Aem Ke ke AamaH ¬etaHbr xElInI jra vat AavI g{ Ke. qreqr kevzI wgvan KÍS=no

ivny kre Aevo ƒvhar 5`kazmaH sHwivt n=I. kevzI wgvanne ApU`Rtay n=I, ne ivkLpey n=I¸ pKI te bIÔno ivny kevI rIte kre? ¬etaHbr xaÏomaH AevI vat wrpur Aave Ke, tenI =oDI Jlk AamaH rhI g{ Ke. bakI 5`lokna na= kevzI prma„a=I mo!a ko` Ke ke teAo bIÔno ivny kre? ivnyno ivkLp kevzIne hoto n=I, kemke teAo pU R vItrag =ya Ke. wa{, kso!IAe c#avIne magRnI sTytano in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae, ma5 AoFe‐AoFe manI levuH Ae ko{ cIj n=I.

TyaH bIÒ p` ga=a AavI Ke:‐ Ôit vexno wed nih, kæo magR Ôe hoy¸sa\e te mui› lhe, AemaH wed n koy.

Aa k=n p` sTy=I fervazuH Ke. gme te Ôit Ane gme te vex=I mui› =ay Aem AamaH kæuH lage Ke, p` vaStvmaH Aem n=I. bharnI Ôit b/aï`, Ùi5y Aaid Ae j hoy, Ane xrIrnuH nG™p uH Ae j baæmaH vex hoy, ko{ bIÒ rIte mane ke sHÝday clave to te sTy Ke Aem n=I. (Aa Ýma e ivprIt A=RnuH inrakr` kyuÅ)

Are¦ wrtÙe5maH ATyare ko{ kevzI ne ivxeØ &anI ræa nih, ne loko magRne bIÒ rIte manI tÀvno ivro\ kre Ke. p` te mha ANyay Ke. tenuH fz bhu AakruH Ke wa{¦ tÀvnI ivra\nana fzmaH tara=I shn nih =ay AevuH AnHtu du:q AavI pDxe. ko{ Òv du:qI =ay te ÝxHsalayk n=I. p` xuH =ay? im+ya xLynuH fz AevuH j AakruH Ke. ma!e cetI Ô Ýwu¦ ne stŸno jem Ke tem SvIkar kr.

Aha¦ AacayRdeve xi›nuH v Rn krIne inmRz moÙmagR kem Ýg! =ay te isâ krI dI\uH Ke. miln pirìt ho, KtaH milnta riht pir`mn‐inmRz &anwavmy pir`mn‐=ay Ae j &anInI pirìt Ke. dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaidna piràm hoy, p` te &anInuH mUz Sv$p n=I, kemke Ae to rag‐ivkLp Ke, pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. &anI tene pr&eyp e Ô e Ke bs. Aavo marg Ke. Are¦ Ae e sTya=R magRne saHwZyo n=I, ne Aeno kdI pircy p` kI\o n=I¦ bhar ne bhar go=aH qa\a kre Ke p` potanI cIj bharmaH Ke nih to k–aH=I mze?

Are wa{¦ tara ihtne ma!e tuH AHdr taramaH j Ôe, bharmaH karòne ma xo\¸ kemke tara ihtnaH karko bharmaH n=I. potana j inmRz K karkone AnusrIne pote j prma„dxa$pe pir`mI Ôy Aevo wgvan¦ taro Svwav Ke. tuH wgvanSv$p j Ko Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwuta ma!e baæ samg/I (inim¿aid) ne xo\vanI ƒg/ta ma kr. baæ samg/I ivna j pote Aeklo potana inmRz karko$p pir`mIne kevz&an$pe ={ Ôy Aevo SvyHwU wgvan




41‐kmRxi› : 183

tuH pote j Ko. ma!e dIn ={ne bharmaH faHfaH kaH mare? AHt¹RiÚna bze taraH AHtrnaH cEtNyin\an qolI de tarI dInta !zIne prmanHdnI Ýaiº =xe.

Aha¦ karko Anusar je wav Ke tdŸAnusar sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR Ýg! =ay Ke. tena Anusar cair5 hoy Ke, pHcmhav/tna Aa]ye cair5 hoy Ke Aem n=I. loko khe Ke‐Aa to inüy, inüynI vat Ke. ha, Aa inüy Ke, p` inüy Ae!le j sTy.

ƒvharI loko mane Ke ke‐samaiyk kro, v/t kro, svar saHj ÝitÊm` kro Ae!le bs ={ gyo \mR. Are wa{, Ae b\I xI cIj Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. Ae to b\o ivkLp‐rag Ke bapu¦ tenuH pir`mn Ø!Ÿkark=I \m±nI pyaRymaH hoy Ke, p` tena=I riht pir`mvuH Aeva Svwavno temne Aa]y Ke. \m± teno (ragna pir`mnno) SvamI n=I. xuH kI\uH? Aa ƒvharrTn5yno je ivkLp _@e Ke tena=I riht \m±nuH inmRz inmRz pir`mn hoy Ke, Ane \m± te ragna SvamIpà=I riht Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI xuâ ãƒ, xuâ gu Ane ãƒna Aa]ye =yeluH xuâ pir`mn te potanuH Sv, Ane \m± teno SvamI Ke, p` ragno SvamI \m± n=I¸ ƒvharrTn5yno SvamI \m± n=I. Aa prm sTy Ke wa{¦ wgvan svR&devna ]Imuqe=I nIkzelI Aa vaÌ Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene ãƒno Aa]y vteR Ke tene inmRz karko Anusar inmRz wavmyI iÊyaxi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke, te rag siht pir`mn je =ay teno SvamI n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

car FaitkmÈno nax =va=I kevz&an =ay Ke Aem tÀva=R sU5maH Aave Ke Ae to inim¿=I k=n Ke. bakI AhÄ khe Ke‐wa{, inmRz karko Anusar =va$p taramaH inmRz wavmyI iÊyaxi› Ke, je=I tuH pote j Sv‐Aa]ye inmRz inmRz wav$p pir`mto =ko kevz&an$pe pir`mI Ôy Ke. baæ karkonI tne xuH grj Ke? kmRno Awav to rjk`nI dxa Ke, temaH cEtNyãƒne xuH Ke? Aha¦ kmRna Awav=I nih, ƒvhar rTn5y=I nih, ne kevz&an =va phelaH moÙmagRnI dxa Ke tena=I p` nih, p` i5kazI xuâ karko Anusar Sv Aa]ye kevz&annI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke.

AnHtgu wHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tena ÝTyek gu maH iÊyaxi›nuH $p Ke. te=I i5kazI xuâ ãƒno Aa]y krtaH ãƒ sa=e drek gu nI pyaRy Svt: SvyH inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke. kmRno Awav =va=I te pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem nih, ne pUvRnI moÙmagRnI pyaRyno Awav =yo ma!e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem p` nih. hve AavI vat ibcara lokone k–aH saHwzva mze? Aem ne Aem teAo ijHdgI ƒtIt kre Ke. xuH =ay? magR to Aavo SpÚ Ke wa{¦ tene smÒne taruH kLya` kr.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ iÊyaxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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41: kmRxi›

;Ýaº krato Aevo je isâ$p wav te‐myI kmRxi›.'

j¡Ao, Aa sTyno pokar¦ AHdr=I stŸ éwuH (Ýg!) =ay Ke tene, khe Ke, AstŸ ivkarna xr`nI ko{ j$r n=I. xuH kI\uH? ƒvhar rTn5ynI inmRz pirìtnI ÝaiºmaH ko{ j$r‐grj n=I. kemke potamaH Aa„ãƒmaH j karko Anusar =va$p inmRz wavmyI iÊyaxi› hotaH ãƒna Aa]ye SvyH j inmRz dxRn‐&an‐cair5$p Ke. tena=I AHdr wav‐cair5 Ýaº =ay Ke Aem kdI y n=I. Aam A&anInI drek vatmaH mo!o fer Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke‐;Ýaº krato Aevo isâ$p wav...' ‐isâ$p wav Ae!le xuH? isâ$p wav Ae!le Aa„ana kmR$p Aevo Ýaº‐Ýg! inmRz wav‐pyaRy. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a pote te kmR$p =ay Ke AevI tenI kmRxi› Ke. AhÄ isâ pyaRynI vat n=I, p` isâ Ae!le inmRz pyaRy$p je wav Ýg! =ay tene AhÄ isâ$p wav khel Ke. Svãƒna Aa]ye Ýaº krato je wav te isâ$p wav Ke. Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, sMyG&annI pyaRy,





sMykŸcair5nI pyaRy, kevz&annI pyaRy‐Aem Êmvt± Ýg!elI iniüt inmRz pyaRy te isâ$p wav Ke.

AnHtgu ‐Svwavno ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI AHt¹RiÚ krI pir`mtaH inmRz pyaRy$p kmR Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa Aa„anuH kmR Ke. ;kmR' khetaH AhÄ jD ãƒkmR ke ragaid wavkmRnI vat n=I. te Aa„anuH kmR n=I, p` cEtNySvwavmaH=I je sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRynI Ýaiº =ay te Aa„anuH kmR Ke. i5kazI xuâ ãƒna Aa]ye Ù e Ù e je inmRz inmRz wav Ýg! =ay Ke te Ýaº =to isâ$p wav Ke. vStumaH xi›$pe i5kaz wav Ke te ƒ› pyaRy$pe Ýg!taH tene isâ$p wav kæo Ke. sMyGdxRnaid b\I pyaRyo Aa rIte isâ$p wav Ke. Aa Ýaº =to isâ$p wav te Aa„anuH kmR Ke, Ane Aa„a potanI xi›=I te‐$p =ay Ke AevI tenI kmRxi› Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ ;Ýaº krato...' ÔeyuH? ;Ýaº krato'‐Aem kæuH Ke, mtlb ke je smye je pyaRy Ýaº =va yoGy hoy te smye te j pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. tene AhÄ Ýaº krato isâ$p wav khel Ke. Ahaha...¦ puruØa=R=I Ýaº krato Aevo je isâ$p wav te‐myI Aek kmRxi› ÒvãƒmaH Ke. AnHt gu ‐xi›no Aa]y Aa„ãƒ Ke, ne ãƒna Aa]ye puruØa=R Ke. Aam Svãƒna Aa]ye Ýaº krato Aevo je isâ$pwav te‐myI kmRxi› Ke. vtRman inmRz pyaRynI Ýaiº$p kmR te kmRxi›na kayR$p Ke te ƒvharrTn5ynuH kayR n=I, ne te pUvRpyaRynuH p` kayR n=I. ANy iwþ karko to k–aHy dUr rhI gya. JIÌ vat wa{¦ khe Ke‐kmR namnI ÒvmaH Aek xi› Ke je=I ãƒna Aa]ye shj j inmRz pyaRynI Ýaiº =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, ;kmR' xBd car A=RmaH Aave Ke:

1. &anavràid jD ãƒkmRne kmR khe Ke,

2. rag‐äeØ‐moh Aaid ivkarI wavkmRne kmR khe Ke,

3. sMyGdxRnaid inmRz pirìtne kmR khe Ke, Ane

4. AhÄ jenuH v Rn Ke te ÒvnI kmRxi›ne kmR khe Ke.

temaH, ‐

‐jD ãƒkmR inj cEtNyvStu Aa„a=I iwþ cIj Ke. te Aa„anI cIj n=I. A&anIAo, kmR nDe Ke ‐Aem kmR... kmR pokare Ke, p` wa{, Ae Aa„anI ko{ cIj n=I.

‐rag‐äeØ, pu~y‐pap Aaid ivkarI wav te y Aa„anuH vaStivk kmR n=I. A&anIAonuH kayR te ho, kemke temaH teAo tNmy Ke, p` &anI temaH tNmy n=I, &anInuH te kmR n=I. xuH kI\uH? dya, dan, v/t, tp Aaid ƒvharrTn5yno rag te &anInuH kmR n=I, &anIna &anmy wav=I Ae iwþ j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

‐Svãƒ‐xuâ Aa„ãƒna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn inmRz inmRz pyaRynI Ýaiº =ay Ke te Aa„anuH Ýaº kmR Ke. kemke Aa„a temaH tNmy Ke, Aa„a SvyH te‐p e ={ne tene Ýaº kre Ke. j¡Ao, Aa Ýaº krato isâ$p wav‐Aa Aa„anuH‐\maR„anuH vaStivk kmR Ke.

‐jem &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid gu` Ke tem Aa„amaH kmR namno Aek gu Ke. Aa kmRgu hotaH, Aa„a SvyH potanI sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRyne Ýaº kre Ke, phÇce Ke. AhÄ kæuH ne ke‐;Ýaº krato Aevo je isâ$p wav te‐myI kmRxi›.' Aha¦ Aa„ana je Aava Svwavne ÔÌ AHtmuRq ÝtIit kre Ke tene ãƒkmR, wavkmRno sHbH\ KU!I Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

ÝÆ:- smÒne krvuH xuH?

_¿r:- smÒne AHtmuRq, ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ devI. vtRman sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz kayRne ãƒ pote j Ýaº kre‐phÇce Aevo ãƒno‐wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke, xi› Ke Aem y=a=R in Ry krvo. wa{, ƒvhar rTn5yna rag=I ke dev‐guÌ‐xaÏna inim¿=I sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz kayR =ay Aem vStuSv$p n=I. bharmaH inim¿ ho, p` inim¿=I kayR =ay Ke Aem 5`kazmaH n=I. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p vItragI moÙmagRnI pirìt te Aa„amaH Ýaº krato isâ$p wav Ke, Ane te‐my kmRxi› Ke, A=aRtŸ kmRxi› temaH tNmy Ke, A=aRtŸ kmRxi›nuH te kmR Ke. AavI vat¦




41‐kmRxi› : 18p

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz \/uvSvwavI vStu Ke. Aa \/uvmaH Aek kmR namnI xi› Ke jena=I AenuH vtRman kayR su\re Ke. \Irj=I saHwzvuH bapu¦ Aa to \mRk=a Ke wa{¦ khe Ke‐taruH je Aa„ãƒ Ke te AnHtgu my gu I Ke, temaH kmR namno Aek gu Ke, kmR Ae!le kayR =ay Aevo temaH gu Ke. Aa kmR gu na kar e vItragI inmRz kayR Ýaº =ay Ke. wa{, Aa kmRgu taruH kayR su\rvanuH kar` Ke. ma!e bIje Ôe{x ma, AHdr ßyaH xi› Ke temaH Ôe, ne temaH j @rI Ô.

Aoho...¦ AHdr j¡Ao to AnHt AnHt xi›no AqU!‐AÙy wHDar wyÈ Ke. Ýwu¦ taramaH Aek ÒvTv xi› Ke. te ÒvTv xi›maH Aa kmRxi›nuH $p Ke, je=I &an, dxRn, AanHd, s¿a‐Aeva je xuâÝa`‐tena inmRz kayR$p vaStivk Òvn Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. inmRz rTn5ynuH Ýaº =vuH te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. xrIr vDe ÒvvuH Ae ÒvnuH Òvn n=I, bharmaH mn, vcn, kay [Tyaid dx Ýa` vDe ÒvvuH Ae ÒvnuH Òvn n=I, ne waveiNãy=I ÒvvuH Ae p` ÒvnuH vaStivk Òvn n=I. Ahaha...¦ dx Ýaò=I iwþ Ane AHdr waveiNãyna kayR=I iwþ, &an, dxRn, AanHd Ane s¿anuH‐xuâ cEtNy ÝaònuH inmRz kmRp e pir`mn =ay te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. Lyo, AavuH Òvn te sacuH Òvn¸ bakI to car gitnI rqDpÎI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{, tara kayRp e inmRz rTn5ynuH kayR =ay tenuH kar` ko`?

to khe Ke‐taramaH kmR namno gu Ke te Aa inmRz pyaRynuH kar` Ke. mohnIy Aaid kmR qsI Ôy to inmRz rTn5y Ýg! =ay Aem n=I. Ane pUvRnI inmRz pyaRy p` vtRman inmRz pyaRynuH vaStivk kar` n=I. Ae to taruH Aa„ãƒ j inj xi›=I Ùè Ù e inmRz kayR$pe pir`t =ay Ke. wa{¦ inmRz rTn5y$p kmR k–aHy bhar=I AavtuH n=I, Aa„amaH j te‐$p =vanI xi› Ke. inj SvwavnI sNmuq =taH Aa„a pote j teva kayR$pe pir`t =ay Ke. Aha¦ j¡Ao Aa kmRxi›¦ potanuH kayR (&an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid) pote Ýaº kre Aevo j Aa„ano Svwav Ke. p` jDnuH kre ke ivkar kre Aevo Aa„ano Svwav n=I, jD kmR ke ivkar te Aa„anuH kmR n=I.

Ahaha...¦ inmRz &an‐]âan‐AanHdnI xuâ pyaRypè pir`mvuH‐te wavne Ýaº krvo‐phÇcvuH te Aa kmRgu nuH kayR Ke. hve AavuH kdI kane y pD–uH n hoy te xuH kre? Arere¦ car gitmaH ibcara rJzI mre. AhÄ khe Ke‐potanI inmRz vItragI pyaRyne pote Ýaº kre Aevo potano‐Aa„ano gu Ke. AanuH nam kmRxi› Ke. Aa kmRxi› \/uv _padan Ke, ne tenI inmRz pirìt te Ùi`k _padan Ke. kmRxi› je \/uv Ke te pairàimk wave Ke, ne teno sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na pir`mnnI Ýaiº$p je wav Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk wave Ke. jD kmRno _pxm =yo ma!e AhÄ inmRz _pxmwavnI pyaRy Ýg!I Aem n=I. Ae to Òvno i5kazI kmR‐gu ‐Svwav Aevo Ke je=I _pxmwav$pI kayR isâ =ay Ke. Aho¦ AavuH jEndxRnnuH Sv$p sU"m Ke, tene AacayR wgvHtoAe SpÚ quLluH kyuÅ Ke.

dya pazo, v/t kro, wi› kro, _pvas kro... [Tyaid‐Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. Aa to be FDI samaiyk l{ne bese ne mane ke ={ gyo \mR p` bapu¦ samaiyk to AHdrnI cIj Ke¸ tne te samaiykna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. Aa to hj¡ co=a gu S=ane to AekluH ƒvhar smikt hoy, ne inüy smikt to satma gu S=an=I hoy. Are Ýwu¦ tuH xuH khe Ke Aa? ƒvhar smikt to _pcar Ke, ne inüy ivna kono _pcar? tarI vat brabr n=I. co=a gu S=an=I j Aa„anI inivRkLp ]âa$p inüy vItrag smikt &anIne Ýg! =ay Ke, ne Tyare dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI AenI ]âane _pcar=I ƒvhar smikt khe Ke.

Aa to xaHit=I smjvanI cIj Ke. vItragna Aa magRno vtRmanmaH bhu\a ivCKed ={ gyo Ke. sHÝdaymaH Aa vat caltI n=I. tuH wgvan Ko ne wa{¦ wg nam &an Ane AanHdnI l"mI, Ane van nam te‐$p. &an ne AanHdnI l"mI$p tuH wgvan Ko ne Ýwu¦ Ahaha...¦ Aa \UznI l"mI kaH{ tarI cIj n=I, p` AHdr cEtNyl"mI$p wHDarmaH tarI Aek kmRxi›$p l"mI Ke. Ahaha...¦ taramaH sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz rTn5y$p \mRnuH kayR Ýg! =ay tena kar`$p AHdr kmRxi›$p l"mI pDI Ke. ma!e Ýsþ =a, ne ƒvharno Aa]y KoDI, ßyaH Aa l"mI pDI Ke Aeva tara cEtNyin\anne Ôe, tne AdŸwut AahŸlad =xe, Ýdex‐Ýdexe Anakuz AanHd





éKzxe. AanuH nam smikt ne Aa \mR Ke.

Are, saHwz wa{¦ ƒvhar smikt te kaH{ smikt n=I. ƒvhar smikt Ae to ivkLp‐rag Ke. ãƒ¹iÚ =ye ]âagu na kayR$p inivRkLp inüy smikt Ýg! =ay Ke, ne tene shcrp e je dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ sHbH\I xuwrag hoy Ke tene _pcar=I Aarop d{ne ƒvharsmikt khevamaH Aave Ke. vaStvmaH te rag j Ke, ne te isâwav$p Aa„anuH kmR n=I, t=a Aena=I inmRz pyaRy$p Aa„anuH kmR =ay Ke Aem p` n=I. vaStvmaH sMyGdxRnno _Tpad =vamaH ]âagu kar` Ke. ]âagu maH kmRxi›nuH $p Ke ne¦ ma!e te wav Ýaº kray Ke. wa{, ]âa, &an, cair5, AanHd‐Aem drek gu maH potanI inmRz pyaRy$p kmR Ýg! =ay Ke te Ýaº krato isâ$p wav Ke, ne te‐myI kmRxi› Ke.

Sva|yayno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` te ivkLp=I sMyG&an Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„ano Aevo &anSvwav Ke ke je=I te potana sMyG&an$p kmRne Ýaº kre.

tevI rIte pHcmhav/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` te ivkLp=I sMykŸcair5$p inmRz kayR =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„ano Aevo cair5 Svwav Ke ke je=I te potana sMykŸcair5$p kmRne Ýaº kre.

Aa Ýma e ]âa, AanHd [Tyaid Aa„ana b\a j gu omaH smjvuH. Aa„ana &an, cair5, AanHd Aaid b\a gu maH kmRxi›nuH $p Ke. te=I Aa„a pote potana inmRz Svwav$p kmRne Ýaº kre j Ke. ßyaH injSv$pna lÙe AHtr‐Aekag/ =ay ke Svwavna Aa]ye ]âa‐&an‐cair5‐AanHd vgerenuH inmRz inmRz kayR Ýg! =ay j Ke. TyaH ;huH Aa inmRz kayR Ýaº kruH' AevI wedvasna rhetI n=I, kemke potanI kmRxi›=I pote Svymev inmRz kayR$p ={ Ôy Ke. AavI sU"m vat Ke.

ƒvhar smiktmaH sHveg, inveRd, AaS=a, AnukHpa‐Ae b\a ivkLp Ke. Ae ivkLp=I riht kmRgu na kar`=I sMyGdxRn$pI vItragI pyaRynuH kayR Ýg! =ay Ke. pu~y Ane ivkLp=I AenI isiâ =tI n=I. bharmaH AnukUz inim¿=I kayR =yuH Aem inim¿nI muQyta=I khevay, p` Aem Ke nih. ko{ khe ke‐Aho¦ wgvan¦ AapnI k<pa=I kayRisiâ ={, p` Aem Ke nih, vStuSv$p AevuH n=I.

ÝÆ:- mharaj¦ loko khe Ke AapnI Aa lakDI fre to pEsa mzI Ôy Ke?

_¿r:- loko khe Ke Ae to lokmU#ta Ke wa{¦ bakI Aa lakDImaH kaH{ mal n=I. hm`aH j Aek lakDI cora{ g{, ko{k l{ gyuH (AHdr mU#ta Ke ne?) Aa lakDI to Ame ha=maH Ae!la ma!e raqIAe KIAe ke xaÏne prsevavazo ha= ADI Ôy to Asatna =ay. bakI lakDImaH kaH{ Ôdu n=I ke Aena=I pEsa mze.

j¡Ao, beHGlormaH Aek xe@e wƒ ijnaly bH\aƒuH. tenI Ýit¤ano mo!o _Tsv =yo. xe@ pHdrek idvs _Tsvna kammaH rokaya, to dukanmaH mal hto Ae vecata ivna pDI ræo. bNyuH AevuH ke pKI Aena wav v\I gya, ne xe@ne A#zk pEsa mZya. p` Ae to pUvRna pu~yna kar e l"mI Aave Ke wa{¦ Ane AemaH y xuH Ke? l"mI‐\Uz AavI AemaH Aa„ane xuH law? wgvan¦ vItragI inmRz sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ae taruH kmR Ke, ne Ae law Ke. bakI to b\I \UznI \Uz Ke, ne tena lÙe car gitnI rJzpÎI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ \m± Òv Aem Ô e Ke ke sMyGdxRn=I maHDIne isâpd pyÅtnaH je prm pdo Ke te Ýaº krvanI xi› mara Aa„amaH Ke, ne te j maraH kmR Ke Ae isvay bharmaH mo!aH rajpd ke devpd vgere Ýaº =ay te kaH{ maraH kmR n=I. ktaRnuH [Ú te kmR. Aha¦ mne mara &an‐AanHd SvwavmaH=I Ýaº =tI je inmRz rTn5y$p AvS=a te j maruH [Ú kmR Ke, Aa isvay pu~y ne pu~yna fz$p Ýaº sHyog te maruH kaH{ j n=I. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI AHt¹RiÚ¦

\m±ne phelaH pyaRymaH xuiâ ALp htI, pKI Ême ivxeØ xuiâ ={. xuiânI v<iâ ={ te injRra Ke. injRrana be Ýkar Ke: ãƒinjRra, ne wavinjRra. jD kmRnuH qrI jvuH te ãƒinjRra Ke, ne te kaze Axuâtano ƒy ={ne xuiânI v<iâ =ay te wavinjRra Ke. \m±ne je xuiânI v<iânuH kayR =yuH tenuH kar`, AhÄ khe Ke, ãƒnI kmRxi› Ke. pUvRpyaRy inmRz htI ma!e pKInI pyaRy ivxeØ inmRz ={ Aem n=I. pUveR moÙmagRnI pyaRy htI ma!e vtRman




41‐kmRxi› : 187

kevz&an pyaRy Ýg! ={ Aem kar`‐kayR n=I. vtRman kevz&an pyaRynI Ýaiº SvtH5 ãƒna Aa]ye =ay Ke. AavI sU"m vat vItragna magR isvay bIje k–aHy n=I. Aho¦ AamaH to b\uH Êmbâ j Ke Aem smÔ{ Ôy Ke.

Aa„a i5kaz \/uvSv$p Ke. te Sv$pnI AiStno SvIkar inmRz pyaRymaH =ay Ke. pyaRymaH \/uvnI kbUlat krI, Ane pyaRymaH inmRzta ={‐te inmRz Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae beno Aeksa=e smuday te Aa„a Ke. AhÄ rag te gu nuH kayR‐kmR n=I, te=I tenI ko{ g`trI n=I. hve ke!lak khe Ke‐Aa song#vazaAe nvuH ka#–uH. p` Aa smysar xaÏ k–aH song#nuH Ke? Ae to vItragnI vaÌ AacayR kuHdkuHddeve smysar$pe vhavI Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi› pairàimkwave Ke, Ane tenuH kayR Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiykwave Ke. _dywav te xi›nuH kayR n=I. ãƒ xuâ, tena gu xuâ, Ane tenuH kayR p` xuâ piv5 j Ke. _dywav tenuH kayR Ke j nih. Ae to pyaRynI yoGyta=I _dywav Ke, p` \m± tene potanuH kmR g`ta n=I¸ \m±ne te pr&eyp e Ke.

Are¦ A&anI Òvo ratid' sHsarnI mjUrI krIne mrI Ôy Ke. AemaH y ko{ pu~yodye be‐paHc kroDnuH \n mzI Ôy to mane ke mo!I badxahI mzI. Are wa{¦ badxahI xuH Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. inrakuzta$p sacI badxahI to tarI AHdr pDI Ke. tuH AHdr Anakuz &ananHdSv$p badxah Ko. TyaH n ÔetaH bharmaH AhÄ=I suq mzxe ke TyaH=I suq mzxe Aem JavaH naqe Ke p` Ae to taruH iwqarap uH Ke. Are¦ AnHtgu cÊno SvamI mo!o cÊvt± badxah ={ne tuH iwqarInI jem rqDe Ke¦ ne pu~ynI‐ivkarnI wIq mage Ke¦¦ Are wa{, bhar=I k–aHy=I tne suq nih mze. mo!o badxah tuH AHdr ibraje Ke TyaH AHtmuRq ={ne Ôe. temaH badxahI xi›Ao pDI Ke tenuH inmRz pir`mn =taH tne badxahI Ýaº =xe. SvwavmaH=I Ýaº =ay te badxahI, te AanHd Ane te suq. bakI to b\I AakuztanI wõI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aaqa smysarno sar Aa Ke. xuH? ke ãƒkmR, wavkmR Ane nokmRriht xuâ cEtNy\n Aa„a te wgvan smysar Ke. Aa smysar kem Ýg! =ay? to khe Ke‐AHt¹RiÚ krva=I xuâ kmRnI Ýaiº$p kayRsmysar Ýg! =ay Ke, Arere¦ Anaid kaz=I taruH kayR tuH bgaDto Aaƒo Ko. pyaRymaH xuwaxuw rag =ay te kayR maruH ‐Aem manto =ko bihmuRqp e tuH taruH Òvn bgaDto Aaƒo Ko. p` wa{ re¦ ivkar =ay Ae ko{ tara ãƒ‐gu nuH kayR n=I, jem pudŸglmaH Aa@ kmRnI pyaRy =ay te tara ãƒ‐gu`nuH kayR n=I tem tarI pyaRymaH pu~y‐pap$p ivkar =ay te tara ãƒ‐gu nuH kayR n=I. pyaRymaH tena Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I Aâr=I ivkLp$p milnta =ay Ke, p` miln ivwav$p pir`mvano taramaH ko{ gu n=I. ivwav$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo gu Ke, p` ivwav$pe =vuH Aevo Aa„amaH ko{ gu n=I. Lyo, AavuH tÀv xuH? tena gu xuH? Ane tenuH kmR xuH? ‐Are¦ A&anI Òvone kaH{ qbr n=I.

—stŸ saihTy˜ ÝcarmaH Aek mumuÙuAe laq $ipya AaPya Ke, Aem bIÔAe AeHsI hÔr AaPya Ke. Ame to kæuH‐AamaH xuwwav Ke, \mR nih¸ pu~ybH\ =xe. vaStvmaH Ae xuwwav$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo teno (‐Aa„ano) gu Ke, ne te ivkar$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo teno gu Ke. hve potana SvFrnI‐SvwavnI qbr n mze ne prFrna‐prwavna Aacr`maH ko{ \mR manI le, p` Ae kem cale? Ae to im+ya xLy Ke. ƒvhar smikt te smikt, ne ãƒ cair5 te cair5 Aem je mane Ke tene \mRna vaStivk Sv$pnI qbr n=I. tenI ¹iÚ jU@I‐ivprIt Ke, tena AHtrmaH im+yaTvnuH xLy pD–uH Ke. Are wa{, te tne ware nukxan krxe, AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe.

AnHtgu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek kmR namno gu Ke. Aa kmR namno gu Ke. Aa kmR gu na kar e ãƒ¹iÚvHtne potanuH sMyGdxRnaid$p inmRz kmR Ýaº =ay Ke. Aam \m±ne potanuH kayR smye smye su\re Ke. p` Ae to smye smye tenI _Tpi¿no kaz Ke, Ae AenI jNmÙ` Ke. gu na kar e te pyaRy _Tpþ ={ Aem khevuH Ae to _pcar Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH ƒvharna rag=I inüy (vItrag pirìt) =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? wa{, Ôe tarI ¹iÚ n pl!I to Aam ne Aam rqDvano taro rSto nih m!e. Arere¦ mrI‐mrIne nrk‐ingodmaH jvuH pDxe. xuH =ay? vStuiS=it AevI Ke. Aem xrIrmaH AnHt Aa„a, AnHtno Aek ¬as, AnHtnuH Aayu*y weguH,





p` du:qnI pyaRy j¡dI‐Aha¦ Aava du:qmy S=anmaH taro AnHt kaz gyo Ke Ýwu¦ Aha¦ Ae paravar du:qnuH xuH khevuH? wa{, Ae du:q=I mu› =vuH hoy to jemaH AnHt xi› wrI Ke Aeva tara ãƒnI sHwaz kr, tara cEtNyãƒnI rÙa kr. huH xuâ Aek icdanHdSv$p KuH‐Aem AHt¹RiÚ vDe ÝtIit krvI ne temaH rm`ta krvI Ae tenI rÙa Ke. Aa isvay b\I ihHsa j ihHsa Ke, Aa„Fat Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...¦

wa{, tarI icdŸFn‐cEtNyvStu \/uv i5kaz Ke. tenI Aek kmRxi› \/uv i5kaz Ke. Sv‐Aa]ye xi› pir`mtaH inmRz pyaRy$p kmR je nIpje te Ýaº krato isâ$p wav Ke. Aha¦ te wavna kar`$p kmRxi› Ke Aem ÔÌ ãƒ¹iÚ krtaH pyaRymaH inmRzta$p su\aro =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke. Aa isvay _NmagR Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ kmRxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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42: kt<Rxi›

;=vapà$p Ane isâ$p wavna wavkpàmyI kt<Rxi›.'

Ahaha...¦ cEtNy gu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH, AhÄ khe Ke, Aek kt<R‐ktaRpàno gu Ke. =vapà$p Ane isâ$p wavna wavkpàmy Aa kt<RTv gu Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRman sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inmRz wav Ýg! =ay te =vapà$p Ane isâ$p wav Ke, teno wavk A=aRtŸ te wavno ktaR, khe Ke, wgvan Aa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRman =va yoGy ne isâ$p wavno ktaR ={ne Aa„a te wavne wave‐kre Aevo Aa„ano kt<RSvwav Ke. potanI kt<Rxi›=I Aa„a pote j Sva\Inp e potana sMyGdxRnaid inmRz wavne kre Ke.

phelaH kæuH ke‐Ýaº krato Aevo je isâ$p wav te‐myI kmRxi› Ke. mtlb ke Aa„a pote j potana isâ$p wav‐=vayoGy inmRz wavne kmRp e Ýaº =ay AevI AenI kmRxi› Ke. hve, Ýaº kratuH Aa inmRz wav$p kmR, jene isâ$pwav kæo, teno ktaR ko`?‐Aem ivcartaH khe Ke‐ktaRp uH jeno Svwav Ke Aevo Aa„a pote j potana Ae wavno ktaR Ke. Ahaha...¦ inj Aa„ãƒna Aa]ye kt<Rxi› Ke Aem ÔÌ je e inj i5kazI ãƒ ¹iÚmaH lI\uH te SvyH ktaR ={ne potana sMyGdxRn Aaid wav$pe pir`me Ke.

AhÄ isâ$p wav Ae!le isâ pyaRy Aem A=R n=I. p` je =vayoGy vtRman iniüt‐coÞs vItragI inmRz pyaRy ={ tene AhÄ isâ$p wav khel Ke. sa\knI sMyGdxRn=I maHDI isâpd pyRHtnI inmRz pyaRy je Ême Ýaº =vayoGy =ay Ke tene AhÄ isâ$p wav kæo Ke. te isâ$p wavna ktaRpàmy Aa„anI kt<Rxi› Ke. vtRman inmRz rTn5y te =vapà$p‐wvn$p wav Ke, ne te wvn$p wavmaH tNmy ={ne, teno wavk ={ne, Aa„a pote tene wave Ke AevI tenI kt<Rxi› Ke. Lyo, hve AamaH ƒvhar rTn5y=I inüy =ay Aem k–aH ræuH? wa{¦ ƒvharna‐ivkLpna AalHbn vgr j injxi›=I ktaR ={ne Sva\Inp e Aa„a potana inmRz inmRz wavo$p pir`me Ke. Aha¦ Aekek xi›na v RnmaH gjbnI vat krI Ke.

bhenna vcnam<tmaH sadI waØamaH bhu sarI vat AavI Ke: —Ôgto Òv éwo Ke, te k–aH Ôy? j$r Ýaº =ay˜ Lyo, waØa sadI, ne wav srs, Ô e Am<t. ;Ôgto Òv' Ae!le Ôg/t cEtNy ßyoitSv$p Aek &aykSvwavI Aa„a¸ ;éwo Ke'‐Ae!le ke te i5kaz \/uv AiStp e Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aek &aykwavSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke te i5kaz !kvap e‐hovap e \/uv Ke, ne temaH njr krtaH te AvXy Ýaº =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ tenaH ]âan‐&an‐Aacr` AvXy Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ \m±ne je Aa„anaH &an‐]âan‐Aacr`$p kmR Ýg! =yuH teno ktaR ko`? to khe Ke‐\m± (‐Aa„a) pote j ktaRp uH g/h` krIne inmRz &an‐]âan‐Aacr`$p inj kmRne Ýg! kre Ke tene ko{ ANy iwþ karkonI grj n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Aha¦ Aa„anI Aa kt<Rxi› AevI Ke ke potana ]âan‐&an Aaid inmRz kayRna ktaR pote j =ay Ke




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tene ko{ bIÔnI ApeÙa n=I. Aha¦ xuH wgvanno idƒ|vin Aena &anno ktaR Ke? na. kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIpe j Ùaiyk smikt =ay Aevo inym Ke. Ae to brabr Ke, p` xuH kevzI‐]utkevzI Aena (‐Aa„ana) Ùaiyk smiktna ktaR Ke? na. wa{, wgvannI idƒ|vin Ane kevzI‐]utkevzI bharmaH inim¿ ho, p` te Aena (\m±na) &an‐]âanna ktaR n=I. Ae to Aa„a pote j potana Svwav=I te$pe‐&an‐]âan$pe pir`Myo Ke, Ae!le Aa„anuH j te kmR Ke, ne Aa„a j teno ktaR Ke, tene ko{ bIÔnI ApeÙa n=I¸ kemke vStunI xi›Ao bIÔnI ApeÙa raqtI n=I.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a Ý&ab/ïSv$p Ýwu Ôg/tSvwavI‐Aek &aykSvwavI wgvan Ke. temaH Aek kt<Rxi› wrI Ke. Aa kt<Rxi›nuH bIÔ AnHt gu maH $p Ke. xuH kI\uH? &an, ]âa, AanHd [Tyaid AnHt gu maH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke. te=I Aek &aykSvwavnI ¹iÚ krtaH te potanI vtRman &an‐]âan Aaid$p inmRz pyaRyna wavno wavk nam ktaR =ay Ke. &angu nI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay te =vayoGy isâ$pwav Ke. &anna te inmRz wavnuH &an ktaR Ke, xaÏo ke ]utna ivkLpo &anwavna ktaR n=I. tevI rIte ]âagu nI inmRz pyaRy‐smikt =ay teno ]âagu` ktaR Ke, nvtÀvna ivkLp tena ktaR n=I¸ Ane cair5‐sMykŸcair5 Ýg! =ay teno cair5gu ktaR Ke, v/taidna ivkLp tena ktaR n=I. Aha¦ Aa rIte potanI inmRz pyaRyone Ýaº ={‐phÇcIne, temaH tNmy ={ne Aa„a j tena ktaRpè pir`me Ke. te inmRz wavono wavk Aa„a j Ke, bIj¡H ko{ nih, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ nih, ƒvharna ivkLp nih ne kmR p` nih. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ inj &aykSvwavnI AHtrmaH jene ÝtIit vteR Ke te sa\kne inmRz &an‐]âan Ane vItragta [Tyaid inmRz pir`mn$p kmR Ýg! Ke¸ te isâ$p wav Ke. Aha¦ te wavno ktaR ko`? ‐ke te wavmaH tNmy ={ne pir`me te ktaR Ke. Aha¦ te‐$p je =ay te ktaR Ke p` AtNmy‐j¡do rhe te ktaR n=I, tene ktaR khevo Ae to _pcarma5 Aaroipt k=n Ke. Ahaha...¦ ktaRnuH [Ú AevuH je sMyGdxRnaid inmRz kmR te ktaRnuH kayR Ke, ne \m±‐sa\k teno ktaR Ke. ktaR‐kmR‐kr` [Tyaid b\uH j Aa„amaH smay Ke wa{¦ Aa„a Aeklo j pote KAe karkp e =ay Ke. bharmaH jD kmRno Awav =yo ma!e inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke Aem Ke j nih. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ Ýwu¦ tarI %iâ to Ôe, tarI sm<iânI sHpda to Ôe. &an, dxRn, AanHd, Ýwuta, SvCKta‐Aem AnHt gu ‐sm<iânI sHpda taramaH wrI Ke. AemaH Aek kt<Rxi›$p gu Ke. Aha¦ Aa kt<RTv gu ãƒ‐Ane AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. Aa„ana svR gu maH kt<RTv gu ƒapk Ke svRgu maH kt<RTvgu nuH $p Ke. te=I &anaid svR gu ktaRp e ={ne potanI inmRz pyaRyne kre Ke. Aha¦ Aa kt<RTv gu na kar e &angu nI inmRz pyaRynI Ýaiº =ay Ke. vtRman mit‐]ut&annI Ýaiº kt<Rxi›na kar e Ke. &anmaH kt<Rgu nuH $p Ke ne¦ pKI Ême kevz&annI Ýaiº =ay te p` kt<Rxi›na kar e Ke. tevI rIte dxRn namno je gu Ke tenI cÙudxRn, AcÙudxRn, Avi\dxRn ke kevzdxRn‐je pyaRy =ay te isâ$p vtRman wav Ke, ne te wavnI wavk kt<Rxi› Ke. Ke ne AHdr? ;=vapà$p Ane isâ$p wavna wavkpàmyI kt<Rxi›? wa{, Aa to AHdr Ke AenI ivxeØ ƒaQya Ke. Aoho...? AamaH ke!luH smaDI dI\uH Ke¦ Aemke jDkmRno Ùyopxm ke Ùy =yo ma!e AhÄ dxRnnI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I. dxRnavrÌy kmRna Ùyna kar e kevzdxRnnI pyaRy ={ Ke Aem n=I. ho, inim¿ ho, p` te (_padanmaH) kaH{ krtuH n=I.

jypur (qainya)maH iväano vCce tÀvccaR =yelI Tyare xHkapÙ trf=I Aa vat rj¡ =yelI: Aem ke‐—car FaitkmÈna nax=I kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke.˜ tÀva=RsU5maH Aa sU5 Ke. p` Aeno A=R xuH? Aa to inim¿nuH k=n Ke. bakI car FaitkmRno nax ={ne to prma uAonI AkmR dxa ={ Ke, temaH Aena=I Aa„amaH xuH =yuH Ke? wa{, Aa„anI kevz&annI pyaRy te te smye =vapà$p ne isâ$pwav Ke, ne te wavna wavkmyI kt<Rxi› Ke.

Aa„amaH Aek d<ixxi› Ke. icitxi›maH &an Ane d<ix‐Aem bNne xi› AavI g{. AhÄ khe Ke‐d<ixxi›nI pyaRynI ktaR d<ixxi› Ke. drek gu nI vtRman pyaRy Ýaº Ke temaH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke. te ktaRp e _Tpþ =ay Ke. stŸnI iS=it j AavI Ke wa{¦

ÒvmaH Aek Òvnxi› Ke. ÒvnuH inmRz cEtNyÒvn Ýg! =ay teno ktaR Aa Òvnxi› Ke. wa{, deh,





[iNãyo ke Aayu [Tyaidna kar e ÒvnuH ;Òvn' ‐cEtNyÒvn Ke Aem n=I, dehaid tena ktaR n=I. Ae to A&anI huH dehaid vDe ÒvuH KuH Aem mane Ke, p` vaStvmaH to Ae AenuH mr`‐wavmr` Ke. jemaH Òvnxi› ƒape te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke.

Aa„amaH Aek AanHdxi› Ke. jem &an Aa„ano Svwav Ke tem AanHd Aa„ano Svwav Ke. vtRmanmaH je AtIiNãy AanHdnI AnuwUit$p kayR Ýg! =ay teno ktaR AanHd gu Ke. temaH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke ne¦ ko{ne =ay ke Aa b\uH ke!luH yad raqvuH? Are wa{, bIje vepar Aaid sHsarI kamomaH to qUb b\uH yad raqe Ke. AhÄ mU#ta btave Ke. te=I nÞI Ke ke tarI ruic AamaH n=I. p` wa{, Aa to Asa\ar` wagvt k=a Ke. Aa smysar to jEn\mRnuH mha wagvt Ke. Aa j sacuH wagvt Ke kemke wgvannuH kheluH Ke, ne wgvan =vanuH btave Ke. Aha¦ Aa to mhayTn krIne p` smjva jevI cIj Ke wa{¦ Aane smjva mha puruØa=R, AnHt‐AnHt puruØa=R krvo Ôe{Ae.

Aha¦ Ae puruØa=RnI pyaRy k–aH=I Ýg!xe? vIyRxi›maH=I vtRman puruØa=RnI pyaRyno ktaR vIyRxi› Ke. vtRman Ôg<t puruØa=RmaH vIyRxi› tNmy Ke. Aha¦ Aavo y=a=R in Ry kre tenuH vIyR pra]y KoDI Sva]ye ÝvteR Ke, Ane potana inmRz inmRz wavo rcvamaH _pyu› =ay Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ bakI AamaH to Apar êDI vatu Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aekek gu maH AnHt gu nuH $p ne AnHt gu maH Aekek gu nuH $p Ke. AlaEikk vat Ke Ýwu¦

;sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ai` moÙmagR:'‐AavuH tÀva=RsU5maH sU5 Ke. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy je Ýaº =ay te Ýaº =vano teno kaz Ke. Aha¦ te wavno ktaR ko`? ]âa gu maH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke te=I te teno ktaR =ay Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy je _Tpþ ={ te isâ$p wav Ke, ne te wavna wavkpàmyI kt<Rxi› Ke. ;wavk' xBd pD–o Ke. wavna wavkpàmy Ae!le wavna ktaRpàmy te gu Ke. Aavo magR sU"m Ke. Are, lokoAe S=Uz ragmaH magR mnavI dI\o Ke. Aem ke v/t kro, tp kro, _pvas kro‐Aem b\e rag krvanI Ý$pà cale Ke. ko{ dxlÙ` pvRmaH ds _pvas kre to mane‐mnave ke‐Aohoho..¦ ware \maR„a, Fò \mR kyÈ. p` bapu¦ _pvas Ae!le xuH? _p nam smIp, ne vas Ae!le rhevuH¸ Aa„anI smIp‐Aa]ymaH rhevuH te _pvas Ke. &aykwavnI inmRz pirìt Ýg!e tenuH nam _pvas Ke. bakI b\o to Apvas nam ma@o vas‐dugRitno vas Ke. hve vate vate fer Ke TyaH bIÔ sa=e mez kevI rIte krvo?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH AnHt gu Ke. ÝTyek gu Ashay Ke. ko{ gu ne ko{nI (ko{ ANynI) shay n=I. vzI ko{ gu` bIÔ gu`nI shay=I Ke Aem n=I, tem j Aek gu`nI pyaRy bIÔ gu`nI shay=I =ay Ke Aemey n=I. Aek gu maH bIÔ gu nuH inim¿p uH ho, kemke Aek gu ßyaH ƒapk Ke TyaH bIÔ AnHt gu ƒapk Ke, p` ko{ gu na kayRno ko{ bIÔe gu ktaR n=I. svR5 inim¿nuH AavuH j Sv$p Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH (kayR) ƒvhar=I =ay ne inim¿=I =ay Ae k–aH ræuH? k–aHy _DI gyuH.

wa{, tara Aa„ãƒna ktaR ko{ [¬r n=I. tara gu na ktaR p` ko{ [¬r n=I, tara ÝTyek gu nI pyaRy =ay teno ktaR ko{ bIÔ gu nI pyaRy n=I. Aha¦ ãƒ‐gu pote j potana kayRna ktaRpàna sam+yRyu› [¬r Ke. Aho¦ AacayRdeve kt<R Aaid xi›AonuH ko{ AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. AavI vat bIje k–aHy n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ýwu¦ tuH ÔgtI ßyot, éwo Ko ne? Ahaha...¦ ÔgtI ßyotno =Hw‐\/uvS=Hw Ko ne¦ tena pr njr krvI te taruH kayR Ke. \/uvnI njre j isiâ Ke wa{¦ jem ko{ mo!o ma`s Fre Aave te vqte teno sTkar, Aadrman krvane bdle ko{ Frna nana bazk sa=e rmt krva mHDI Ôy to te mo!o ma`s Aeno _peÙawav ÔÌne caLyo Ôy. tem AHdr ÔgtI ßyot wgvan &aykdev éwo Ke, tena _pr njr n kre, teno sTkar, Aadrman n kre, Ane rag ne pu~y$pI bazk sa=e rmtuH maHDe to wgvan &ayk caLyo Ôy, A=aRtŸ tarI cIj tne Ýaº n =ay. wa{, pu~y‐papmaH roka{ rhevuH Ae to bazk buiâ Ke.

Aa xrIr to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke, ne pu~y‐papna ivkarI wav du:q ne du:q$p Ke. temaH wgvan &ayk n=I. AHdr iwþ ÔgtI ßyot‐cEtNy ßyot Ýkaxe Ke te wgvan &ayk Ke. wa{, tenI ¹iÚ kr, temaH njr krI




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TyaH j rmvanuH Ôer Aap, tenuH j |yan kr. te=I tne inmRz rTn5y Ýg!xe, AdŸwut ApUvR AaLhad =xe. Aha¦ te ApUvR AanHdnI dxa =ay teno ktaR AanHd gu Ke. AanHd gu ãvIne AanHdnI dxa$p =ay Ke. Aam drek gu`maH Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn hova=I te te gu`nI pyaRyno ktaR te te gu Ke. qreqr to pyaRyno ktaR pyaRy j Ke, p` AhÄ Ae vat n=I. AhÄ to ƒaPymaH ƒapk ={ne pir`me Ke ko`?‐Aem levuH Ke. te=I gu nI pyaRy =ay teno ktaR gu Ke, ne Awed=I ãƒ Ke. Aha¦ Aa kt<RTv gu ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke, p` kone? ãƒ¹iÚmaH teno SvIkar kre tene tene smye smye inmRz inmRz pyaRyo =ya kre Ke.

wa{¦ stŸ xuH? stŸnuH Sv$p xuH? ‐hve AenuH y=a=R &an =ya ivna stŸ kevI rIte Ýaº =ay? wavwasnmaH to potanI cIj AavvI Ôe{Ae ne? AhÄ khe Ke‐=vapà$p Ane isâ$p wav tena wavkpàmyI kt<Rxi› Ke. isâ$p wav Ae!le te smye =vayoGy je iniüt inmRz wav Ýaº =ay te te smynuH ÝaPy. smysarnI ga=a 76‐77‐78maH ÝaPy, ivkayR Ane inv<RTy‐Aeva 5` bol Aave Ke. ÝaPy Ae!le te smye je =vayoGy inyt wav Ke tene Ýaº kre Ke AenuH nam ÝaPy. Aha¦ AamaH to smye smye =vayoGy Êmbâ pyaRy =ay Ke te, Ane tenuH ktaRp uH p` isâ kyuÅ Ke. wa{, stŸ bhu sU"m Ke, tene y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae.

drek gu maH kt<RTv gu nuH $p Ke. te kar e ÝTyek gu` ktaR ={ne potanI inmRz pyaRyne kre Ke, bIÔe gu teno ktaR n=I. AanHd gu nI pyaRy Ýg!I tene kt<RTv gu nI pyaRy krtI n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aek pyaRymaH Aek gu ktaR, Ane Aekek pyaRymaH te pyaRy pote ktaR. Aekek gu`nI Aekek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark, ne Aekek pyaRymaH pr pyaRy nih‐Aam AnHtI pyaRymaH sºwHgI lgavvI. potanI pyaRy=I potanI pyaRy, te pyaRy bIÒ AnHtI pyaRyna kar e n=I‐Aem AnHt sºwHgI lgavvI. Lyo, AavI jEn prme¬rna FrnI vatno loko smßya ivna j ivro\ kre Ke. wa{, jra \Irj=I saHwze to tne ivro\nuH kar` rhexe nih. Aa to tara ihtnI vat Ke bapu¦

j¡Aone¦ ãƒ SvtH5, gu SvtH5, ivkarna Awav$p pyaRy SvtH5 Ke. p` Aa to inüy Ke, AekaHt Ke ‐Aem khIne Aene !azI de Ke. Are Ýwu¦ AekaHt Ke, p` Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke.. wa{, AekaNtna p` be Ýkar Ke: sMykŸ AekaNt, Ane im+ya AekaNt. AnekaNt p` sMykŸ Ane im+ya Aem be ÝkarnuH Ke. potanI pyaRy pota=I Ke, ne rag=Iy Ke‐Ae im+ya AnekaNt Ke. potanI pyaRy pota=I Ke, ne pr=I‐rag=I n=I‐Aa sMykŸ AnekaNt Ke. Arere¦ Aa ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke wa{¦ krvanaH kayR n kre, Ane n krvayoGy pu~y‐papmaH roka{ Ôy Ae to bazv<i¿ Ke wa{¦

p` AaqI duinya to Aem kre Ke? AaqI duinya to ë\e rSte Ke, Ane tene deqIne pote p` ë\e rSte Ôy AemaH xuH ivvek Ke? duinya to

du:qI Ke, ne du:qI rhexe, ma!e duinyanuH lÙ KoDI, tara Aa„anuH lÙ kr¸ AanHdno smuã taro Aa„a Ke tenuH lÙ krtaH pote j AanHd$p ={ne tene AanHd Aape Aeva sam+yRvazo te Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ Aa„anI iÊya to &ata¹Úap e Ô`vuH te Ke, Ane teno Aa„a ktaR Ke. p` milnta‐ivkarna piràmno Aa„a ktaR n=I. vaStvmaH ivkar$p =vana _prmSv$p‐inv<¿Sv$p wgvan Aa„ano Akt<RTv Svwav Ke. (j¡Ao 21mI Akt<RTvxi›) ivkar Aa„a nih, ne ivkarne kre tey Aa„a nih¸ kemke ivkarna krva$p Aa„ano ko{ gu n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aha¦ xuâ cEtNypirìt KoDIne, bIÔ ko{ prwavonuH‐ƒvhar rTn5yaidnuH p`‐wgvan Aa„ane kt<RTv n=I, Akt<RTv j Ke, &atap uH j Ke. &anI ƒvhar rTn5yna ragne ma5 Ô e j Ke bs. Aha¦ AavuH \mRnuH Sv$p Ke.

ÝÆ:- AnHt xi›man Aa„a Ke. to te jnihtnaH kayÈ to kre ne? _¿r:- Are wa{, AnHt xi›man Aa„a Ke Ae to sacuH, p` tenI AnHt xi›AonuH kayR Aa„amaH

j smay Ke, bharmaH te ivStrtuH j n=I. Aa„a bharmaH kaH{ kre AevI ko{ AenI xi› j n=I. lokna Aek prma une p` kre AevuH Aa„anuH sam+yR n=I. bemaH ATyHtawav hova=I, prmaH kaH{p` krvanuH Aa„anuH sam+yR j n=I to pKI te jnihtnaH kayÈ kevI rIte kre? huH prnaH‐jnihtnaH kayR kruH KuH AevI maNyta to FelKa ne mU#p uH isvay kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?





Aa to Am<tcHãdeve AeklaH Am<t pIrSyaH Ke wa{. Am<tSv$p AnHt xi›van inj ãƒne ÔÌ tenI ¹iÚ‐&an‐rm`ta krvaH te krvayoGy kayR Ke, Ane te prm iht Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ kt<Rxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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43: kr`xi›

;wvta (‐vtRta, =ta) wavna wvnna (‐=vana) sa\ktmpàmyI (‐_Tk<Ú sa\kpàmyI, _g/ sa\npàmyI) kr`xi›'.

Aa„a pote ktaR ={ne potana sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz kayRne kre Ke¸ Ae to @Ik, p` AenuH sa\n xuH? Aem ke ktaR k–a sa\nvDe potanuH kayR sa\e Ke? Lyo, Aana sma\an$p khe Ke‐

;wvta wavna wvnna sa\ktmpàmyI kr`xi› Ke.' Aa„anI Aa xi› vDe Aa„a pote j potana inmRz wavnuH sa\ktm sa\n =ay Ke. ;wvta wavna wvnna...' , wvto wav Ae!le xuH? ke vtRman vtRto inmRz wav, vtRman sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz wav te wvto wav Ke, te kayR Ke te kayR =vanuH _Tk<Ú sa\n Aa„a pote j Ke. Ahaha...¦ sa\kne vtRman sMyGdxRnaid inmRz kayR vteR Ke tenuH sa\ktm sa\n sa\kno Aa„a pote j Ke. ;sa\ktm' kem kæuH?‐ke inym$p Abai\t sa\n Aa (‐Aa„a) Aek j Ke. gjb vat wa{¦ ƒvhar rTn5y te sa\n n=I, ne ANy pda=R p` ko{ sa\n n=I‐Aem AhÄ khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„a &ayk Ýwu gu I‐Svwavvan Ke, ne &anaid tena gu Ke. tena gu ne AhÄ xi› khe Ke. gu kho, xi› kho ke Svwav kho‐b\I Aek j vStu Ke. Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›Aono Awed Aek ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ Aa Awed Aek$pnI ¹iÚ krva=I \mRnuH Ý=m pgi=yuH AevuH sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke. j¡Ao Aa \mRnI xruAatnuH kayR¦ ha, p` tenuH sa\n xuH? v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid AenuH sa\n qruH ke nih? to khe Ke‐na, Ae ko{ sa\n n=I, kemke Aena=I \mR =vano inym n=I. kr`xi› vDe Aa„a pote j tenuH sa\ktm sa\n ={ sMyGdxRn$p pir`me Ke. AaTmamaH j tenuH inym$p sa\n =vanI xi› Ke. AavI vat¦

hve AavuH kdI saHwZyuH n hoy tene Aa Aekdm k@` pDe. Aem ke dya krvI, v/t pazvaH, wi›‐pUÔ krvI, Ô5a krvI‐Aena=I j Ame to \mR =vanuH manIAe KIAe, ne Aa te kevo \mR ka#–o?

Are wa{, tne \mRna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. \mR to Aene khIAe jemaH rag riht AHdr potanI i5kazI cIj Ke tenI ¹iÚ Ane AalHbn hoy, jemaH Anakuz AanHdna vednvazI SvanuwvnI vItragI dxa hoy. Ahaha...¦ wedna pÙ=I riht ={ne potanI Awed Aek$p icNma5 vStu AHdr Ke tenI ¹iÚ krva=I \mRnuH Ý=m cr` AevuH sMyGdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aa isvay taruH b\uH j =o=aH Ke bapu¦ tne gme n gme, Aa wgvan Aa„anI wagvt‐Sv$p k=a Ke svR& vItrag jEn prme¬re \mRswamaH khelI Aa Aa„anI \mRk=a Ke. Ýwu¦ Aek var mn d{ne \Irj=I saHwz. tarI cIjmaH vtRman =vayoGy je inmRz \mRna piràm =ay tena sa\ktmpàmyI taramaH kr`xi› Ke. Aoho...¦ \mRne sa\nara \mRna S=Hw Aeva vItragI sHto‐muinvro wgvan kevzIna AaDitya ={ne Aa vat jgtne Ôher kre Ke.

wa{, AamaH kaH{ AaDuH‐AvzuH krva Ôy to kaH{ ha= Aave Aem n=I. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na piràm te wvto wav Ke. tena wvnna _Tk<Ú‐Aekma5 inbaR\‐sa\n$p Aa„amaH kr`xi› Ke. j¡Ao Aa sa\n¦

ÝÆ:- ha, Ae to inüy Aiwþ sa\n kæuH p` xaÏmaH iwþ sa\n‐sa|y p` kæuH Ke. _¿r:- wa{, TyaH Ae to baæ inim¿nuH &an kraƒuH Ke. ragnI mHdta$p ƒvhar rTn5y te sa\n

Ane inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p xuâ rTn5y te sa|y‐Aem kæuH Ke Ae to baæ ƒvharnuH &an kravva ma!e




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kæuH Ke. Ae Aaroipt _pcarnuH k=n Ke. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏne smiktnuH kar`‐sa\n kæuH hoy tey _pcarma5 inim¿nuH k=n Ô`vuH. AHdr inÔ„anuH sa\n jene vteR Ke Aeva \m±na ƒvhar rTn5yne ne dev‐guÌ‐xaÏne shcr va inim¿ ÔÌ _pcar=I sa\n khevamaH Aave Ke. bakI kr`‐sa\ngu vDe potano Aa„a j potana smikt Aaid inmRz wavonuH vaStivk sa\n Ke. inmRz pir`t inj xuâa„a j prma=R sa\n Ke, baæ inim¿o ne wed$p ƒvhar ko{ sTya=R sa\n n=I, ßyaH sa\n kæaH hoy TyaH _pcarma5=I kæaH Ke Aem smjvuH, Ane mUz AHtrHg sa\nna AwavmaH tene _pcar p` lagu pDto n=I Aem y=a=R Ô`vuH. Aha¦ Aavo vItragno marg, waQyo ]I wgvan¦

Aa smysar xaÏmaH ga=a 3p6 =I 36p nI !IkamaH AacayRdeve ÝÆ mUk–o Ke ke‐;AhÄ Sv‐SvamI$p AHxona ƒvhar=I xuH sa|y Ke?' tena _¿r$pe kæuH ke‐;kaH{ sa|y n=I.' hve AHdrna gu ‐guÌ$p wedna sU"m ƒvhar=I kaH{ sa|y n=I to pKI v/t, tp Aaid ƒvhar rTn5yno S=Uz rag sa\n k–aH=I =ay? wa{, SvwavnuH AalHbn j sa\ktm sa\n Ke, Aa isvay ƒvhar=I ke inim¿=I kaH{ j sa|y n=I.

Ahaha...¦ AnHt var Aeno jEn kuzmaH jNm =yo. saÙatŸ 5`lokna na= AirhHtdevna smosr`maH p` AnHt var gyo, ne wgvannI idƒ vaÌ p` saHwzI. vzI vnvas j{, idgHbr nG™ muin‐ãƒilHgI ={ne duâRr v/t, tp AadyaÅ¸ pHcmhav/t paZyaH‐Ahaha...¦ ;vh sa\n bar AnHt ik–o'‐AnHt var Ae e AavaH sa\n g/æaH, p` b\uH j fog! gyuH. kar`? kar` ke Aa baæ sa\n inym$p sa\n n=I. sa\nxi›my inj cEtNySv$p Aa„a j smikt Aaid sa|ynuH sa\n Ke. ma!e te AeknI j ¹iÚ kr, te AeknuH j AalHbn kr. taruH sa|y Ane sa\n taramaH j‐Aek xuâa„amaH j smay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦

ijHdgI Aeze Ôy Ke wa{¦ Are¦ Aene sacI vat kdI saHwzva mzI n=I. AhÄ khe Ke‐wvna Awavna kar`$p je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI inmRz pyaRyo tenuH kar` xuâ Aa„ãƒna Aa]ywUt sa\nxi› Ke. \m±ne vCce ƒvhar rTn5y Aave Ke AvXy, p` te sa\n n=I. vaStvmaH Ae to hey tÀv Ke. AakrI vat Ýwu¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke. _padey tÀv inj xuâa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ sa\n gu no \rnaro guÌ, pHcm pairàimkwav‐Aek &aykwav jeno Svwav wav Ke, Ahaha...¦ Aevo inTyanHdno na= Ýwu inj xuâa„a Ke teno Aa]y krva=I, tenI sa\nxi› pir`mtaH, sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p inmRz wavonuH wvn =ay Ke. Ýwu¦ tara \mRnuH je vItragI kayR tenuH sa\n ƒvharno rag n=I, kemke tene te phÇcto n=I¸ vItragI kayRne rag phÇcto n=I, SpxRto n=I, AnHtgu mihmavan xuâ Aa„ãƒ j tara isâ$p wavonuH sa\n Ke kemke te wavomaH Aa„a tNmy Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR& prme¬re Aa„ane kevo deQyo? khe Ke‐

Ýwu tum Ô`g rIit, saE jg deqta ho lal¸inj s¿aAe xuâ, shune peqta ho lal.

Ahaha...¦ svR jgtne deqnar Ýwu¦ Aap &ayk Ko. Aa„anuH inj s¿a=I j hovap uH xuâ, piv5 Ke Aem Aape &anmaH ÔeyuH Ke. prvStu xrIr, mn, vaÌ, [iNãy, kmR, nokmRne wgvan¦ Aape AÒvp e deQyaH Ke ihHsa, jU@, corI, ivØyvasna [Tyaidne Aape pap$pe deQyaH Ke¸ ne dya, dan, v/t, tp, xIl [Tyaid wavne Aape pu~y trIke deQyaH Ke. inj hovap uH to Ýwu, Aap xuâ deqo Ko. Lyo, v/t, tp Aaid pu~ywavone Aa„ana hovap e wgvan deqta n=I, pKI te sa\n Ke Ae vat k–aH rhI?

Are, AaqI ijHdgI pEsa Aaid \UzmaH suq manIne vItave Ke. prma„a khe Ke‐je ko{ pr cIjne mage‐vaHKe Ke te mo!o iwqarI Ke. potanI cIj pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu AnHtxi› sHpþ AHdr ivraje Ke tenI smIp j{ suq mezvto n=I, ne bharnI cIjmaH‐dehmaH, \nmaH, ÏI AaidmaH‐suq ma!e JavaH naqe Ke to mha dirãI‐iwqarI Ke.

p` Ae AbÔepit Ke ne?

AbÔepit hoy toy Ae \Uzno \Ì \Uzpit Ke, ne tIv/ t<*à=I mag mag krnaro mo!o mag`‐iwqarI Ke¸ vzI te mUqR p` Ke, kemke wa{, Ae \UzmaH jrIye suq n=I, blke AenI t<*àmaH Aakuztano wHDar Ke, du:qno





diryo Ke. KtaH A&an=I temaH suq manI ræo Ke. Are, taruH suq to AHdr suqno smuã wgvan Aa„a Ke temaH Ke. Aa„amaH suq Ane sa\n‐AevI xi›Ao pDI Ke. Aha¦ suqnuH sa\n ={ne potane suqnI Ýaiº kravvI te kr`xi›nuH kayR Ke. wa{, AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krI AHdr Ôe to qro, tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevaH suqnaH in\an deqaxe.

Ahaha...¦ cEtNygu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek kr` nam sa\n gu Ke. &anaid bIÔ AnHt gu maH Aa sa\n gu nuH $p Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aa„amaH &an vgere gu Ke temaH sa\n gu nuH $p Ke. &angu maH sa\n gu Ke Aem nih, p` temaH sa\n gu nuH $p Ke. bIÒ rIte khIAe to &angu pote j sa\n$p ={ne potana sMyG&an piràmne sa\e AevuH AenuH Sv$p Ke. AavI vat¦ Are, potana FrmaH xuH wyuÅ Ke AenI Òve kdI sHwaz krI n=I. jene AHtrmaH ij&asa ÔgI Ke tene sa\n btavtaH AacayRdev ga=a 294 nI !IkamaH khe Ke‐

—Aa„a Ane bH\ne iä\a krva$p kayRmaH ktaR je Aa„a tena kr` sHbH\I mImaHsa krvamaH AavtaH, inüye pota=I iwþ kr`no Awav hova=I wgvtI Ý&a j (‐&anSv$p buiâ j) Kedna„k kr` Ke. te Ý&a vDe temne KedvamaH AavtaH teAo nanapàne AvXy pame Ke ma!e Ý&a vDe j Aa„a Ane bH\nuH iä\a krvuH Ke. (A=aRtŸ Ý&a$pI kr` vDe j Aa„a ne bH\ j¡da kray Ke.)˜

j¡Ao Aa sa\n¦ Ahaha...¦ SvanuwvmaH AHt:SpxR krIne AacayR wgvan khe Ke‐wgvtI Ý&a j‐Svaiwmuq #zelI &annI dxa j‐Kedna„k kr` Ke. Ý&a$pI sa\n vDe j Aa„a Ane bH\ j¡da kray Ke. Lyo, Aam ktaRnuH sa\n potamaH j Ke, ktaR pote j Ke. ;pota=I iwþ kr`no Awav hova=I' ‐Aem khIne AacayRdeve Aa mha isâaHt S=aipt kyÈ Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ tara sa\nnI AHdr cEtNyna tzmaH ëDa _trIne taramaH j tpas kr¸ bIje xo\ ma. jeAo sa\nne bharmaH xo\e Ke teAo S=Uz buiâvaza bih¹iÚ Ke, temne bIje k–aHy sa\n ha= AavtuH n=I. ]ImdŸmaH AaƒuH Ke ne ke‐

—vh sa\n bar AnHt iÉ–o,tdip kKu ha= hj¡ n pyÈ.˜

je cEtNyna tzmaH ëDa _trIne xo\ kre Ke temne potana Aa„amaH j potanuH sa\n wase Ke. Are, pote j sa\n$p ={ne sMyGdxRnaid inmRz wavone Ýaº kre Ke.

Aha¦ &anne sU"m krIne ßyaH AHtrmaH vaZyuH, Svaiwmuq kyuÅ TyaH wgvan Aa„ano Anuwv =ay Ke. Aa Svaiwmuq &annI dxane wgvtI Ý&a khe Ke, Ane Aa j SvanuwvnuH ne moÙnuH sa\n Ke. wgvtI Ý&a Awedp e Aa„a j Ke, te=I Aa„a j pote potana inmRz wavonuH‐smikt=I maHDIne isâpd pyÅtna wavonuH‐sa\n Ke. Aa isvay iwþ sa\n kæuH hoy te _pcarma5 kæuH Ke Aem Ô`vuH. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Are, potanI xi›nuH AHtrmaH xo\n kyaR ivna, potana sa\nnuH wan kyaR ivna Ae corasIna AvtarmaH rqD–a kre Ke. AhÄ mo!o AbÔepit xe@ hoy te mUqR (tÀv mU#) mrIne Ôy he@ k–aHy nrkmaH. Aa b\uH‐bag‐bHglane \n‐sHpi¿‐\Uz\aÌ bapu¦ nrkmaH AenI paravar vedna‐du:qnuH xuH khevuH? Are, AnHt kaz to Aeno AnHtI vednanuH‐du:qnuH S=an Aeva ingodmaH gyo Ke. wa{, tare du:qmu› =vuH hoy to AHdr taramaH AenuH sa\n Ke teno inüy kr. Ahaha...¦ pyaRymaH je inmRz &an ne AanHdnuH kayR Aek pKI Aek Ýg! =ay Ke te vItragI wvta wavnuH kar`, khe Ke, Aa„amaH sday rhelI sa\nxi› Ke. Aa„amaH AHt¹RiÚ krI Ke te ¹iÚvHtne, ]âa gu vDe Aa„a pote j sa\n ={ne smiktp e pir`me Ke, &angu vDe Aa„a pote j sa\n ={ne sMyG&anp e pir`me Ke, ne AanHd gu vDe Aa„a pote j Anakuz AanHdp e pir`me Ke. Aam sa\n gu nuH svR gu maH $p hova=I svR gu omaH potpotanI pyaRyonuH sa\n =vanuH sam+yR hoy Ke. b\a gu ‐pyaRyo Awed Aa„amaH j smata hova=I Aa„a j sa\n‐sa|y Ke. (wed to smjva ma!e Ke). Are, Aa vatno ATyare bhu lop ={ gyo Ke. ëca pd \ravnara p` v/t kro, tp kro, wi› kro... , ne tmaruH kLya` ={ jxe‐AevI Ý$pà kre Ke p` wa{, xuwwav krtaH krtaH xuâtaH =xe AevI Ý$pà sMykŸ n=I, kemke xuwrag ko{ xuâtanuH sa\n n=I.

Aa xei@yaAo mo!a mo!a bHgla bH\ave ko` bH\ave? Ae to k=n Ke. pKI bHglanuH vaStu le Tyare mo!o _Tsv _jve Ke p` Ae to prFr bapu¦ taruH Fr nih wgvan¦ tara SvFrmaH to cEtNynI AnHt xi›Ao wrI




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Ke. Aha¦ te inj FrnuH‐inj cEtNy\amnuH tare vaStu levuH hoy to tara Awed SvãƒnI ¹iÚ krvI pDxe inim¿nI nih, pyaRynI nih, ragnI nih ne gu`wednIy nih. \/uv Svwav Aek &aykwav Svãƒ Ke, AenI ¹iÚ krva=I SvFrnuH‐AnHt suq\amnuH vaStu =ay Ke. AavI vat¦

hve k–aHk AavI tÀvnI vat saHwzva mze nih, ne pEsa rzvamaH ne bEraH‐KokraH sacvvamaH ne ivØy‐kØayna wogmaH‐Aem ne Aem ijHdgI ibcaranI calI Ôy¦ maHD ko{k id' klak‐be klak kdac saHwzvano vqt mze to kuguÌ ibcarane lUH!I le. vai`ya Aem to bIje n Ketray, p` AhÄ \mRmaH Ketra{ Ôy Ke. dan kro, wi› kro, sMmedixqr ne x5uHßynI Ô5a kro‐bs, pKI xuH Ke? Aa j \mR‐Aha¦ Aavo _pdex mze ne vai`ya Ketra{ Ôy. loiwya qra ne¦ b\e j sStu xo\e. jem sSta fz lave, ne pKI bgDelaH‐sDelaH ne qa!aH nIkze Ae!le feHkI devaH pDe Aem AhÄ xuwwavmaH sSto magR xo\I lave p` mÇFo pDI Ôy, kemke AemaH k–aHy \mR n=I. ibcara \mRna name Ketra{ Ôy¦ Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐

p` sMmedixqrnI ya5ano to bhu mihma kyÈ Ke. kæuH Ke ke‐

;Aek var vHde Ôe ko{, tako nrk pxu git nih ho{'

Are wa{, xuwwav=I pu~y bH\ata Aek var kdac nrk‐pxugit n mzI to temaH xuH faydo =yo? SvgRnuH Aayu*y pUruH krIne A&anvx pxu =xe Ane pKI nrke jxe. Are wa{, tne pu~ynuH fz deqay Ke, p` A&annuH ne im+yawavnuH fz n=I deqatuH. bapu¦ im+yawavnuH fz prHpraAe ingod Ke wa{¦ ßyaH su\I Aa„&an n=I, SvwavnuH sa\n n=I, Sv$pnaH ÝtIit ne iv¬as n=I to iÊyakaHDna AalHbne Aekad wv SvgRno mzI Ôy, p` pKI ityÅc ={ne nrk ke ingodmaH Òv caLyo jxe tene wvno Awav nih =ay. wvna AwavnuH sa\n to Svwavna AalHbn=I j Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aha¦ sa\kne vtRman inmRz vItragI wavna wvnnuH kar` Aa„anI kr`xi› Ke.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` te _Tk<Ú sa\n kæuH Ke p` jFNy sa\n bIj¡H kaH{ Ke ke nih? dya, dan, v/t Aaid xuwwav =ay te jFNy sa\n Ke ke nhÄ?

_¿r:- na, xuwwav sa\n n=I. Ae to \m±ne bharmaH inim¿$p ne shcr kevo xuwwav hoy Ke tenuH &an kravva Aena te xuwwavne Aarop d{ne _pcar=I sa\n kæuH Ke, p` te inym$p sa\n n=I, te sa\n j n=I. _Tk<Ú sa\n Ae!le Aekma5 inym$p sa\n‐Aevo A=R =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? wvna Ked$p sa\knuH qruH sa\n Aekma5 Aa„iS=t inmRz pir`t sa\nxi› Ke. AavI vat Ke.

AamaH =oDa xBde F`I b\I vat krI Ke. AnHtgu \am Ýwu Aa„amaH Aek cair5 gu Ke. te cair5 SvwavmaH kr`‐sa\n xi›nuH $p Ke je=I vItragI pyaRynuH kar` te cair5 gu` =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ cair5 gu vDe Aa„a pote j sa\n ={ne cair5nI vItragI dxa$p pir`me Ke. Aoho...¦ cair5nI AkØay vItragI pir`it sHt‐muinvrone hoy Ke ne? tenuH sa\ktm sa\n AHdr cair5 pir`t Aa„a Ke. Aa muinvrone temnI dxamaH Ýcur AanHdnuH vedn hoy Ke. sMyGdxRnmaH AanHdnuH vedn Ke, p` Ýcur AanHdnuH vedn n=I. vItragI ing/Å= idgHbr sHt‐muinvrne Ýcur AanHdnuH vedn hoy Ke. j¡Ao, vÏ siht hoy te ko{ sa\u n=I¸ tem j qalI v/t, tpnaH sa\n kre te sa\u n=I, kar` ke Ae to b\o rag Ke ne Ae bH\nnuH kar` Ke.

wa{, 5`lokna na= kevzI prma„a Ae khelI vat AhÄ sHto AaDitya trIke Ôher kre Ke. jNm‐mr` m!aDvana bIj$p sMyGdxRn Ke. Aho¦ sMyGdxRnno mihma Apar Ke. \mRnuH mUz sMyGdxRn Ke. te=I sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvuH te \mR nam cair5no _pay Ke. cair5dxa jene Ýg! =ay tene bharmaH dehnI nG™ dxa ={ Ôy Ke. bharmaH deh=I nG™ Ane AHdr rag=I nG™‐AevI vItragI sHt muinvrnI cair5 dxa hoy Ke. tene vCce pHc mhav/tno ivkLp Aave Ke, p` te kaH{ cair5 n=I, cair5nuH sa\ney n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHdr SvSv$pmaH Ýcur AanHdpU R rm`ta hoy te cair5 Ke. te cair5nuH sa\n xuH? pHc mhav/t ne pHc simitno ivkLp te sa\n Ke? na, te sa\n n=I. cair5gu`maH kr`xi›nuH $p Ke, je=I Aa„amaH injSvwav sa\n vDe vItragI cair5 pyaRynuH wvn =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ vÏ siht ko{ marg n=I, ne v/taidna ragne sa\n mane





tey marg n=I¸ Ae to _NmagR Ke.

Aa„ana AanHdna wognuH kar` bharnI cIj n=I. ÏIna xrIrno ke gulab ÔHbuno wo›a Aa„a n=I¸ prHtu te pda=Èna wog kaze Aane je rag =ay Ke te ragno te wo›a Ke, p` te Aakuztano wog Ke. hve jene Anakuz AanHdno wogv!o Ke tena AanHdnuH kar` nam sa\n ko`? Aha¦ Anakuz AanHdno wog krvo hoy to tena sa\nnI xo\ AvXy krvI Ôe{xe. AhÄ khe Ke‐tara AanHdnuH sa\n AnHt xi›van Aevo tuH j Ko. Ahaha...¦ tara Aa„amaH Aek sa\nxi› i5kaz pDI Ke, te=I xi›vanne xo\va=I, temaH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krva=I, taro Aa„a j tne Anakuz AanHdnuH sa\n ={ne Anakuz AanHdno wog Aape Ke. ma!e shÔnHdI inÔnHdI Ýwu Aa„ane j sa\n Ô`Ine temaH AHtmuRq =a. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aha¦ Anakuz AanHdnuH vedn tenuH nam \mR Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH Apirimt AnHt xi›Ao Ke. tenI Aekek xi› AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. Ae rIte ÝTyek gu maH Aa sa\nxi› ƒapk Ke. te=I AnHtgu in\an inj Aa„ãƒ‐\/uv i5kazIno Aa]y krtaH xi›Ao vDe Aa„a SvyH sa\n$p ={ne potanI inmRz pyaRyone _Tpþ kre Ke. Lyo, Aa Ke smikt=I maHDIne pHc prmpd pyÅtnaH S=anonI isiâna sa\nnuH rhSy. hve jEnmaH jNmIne p` loko ;`mo AirhHta H' [Tyaid pHc prme¤Ina Ôp jpe, p` AenI isiânuH sa\n xuH? Aeno ivcar suâaH na kre. Are wa{, nmSkar mH5na Ôp to Ae e AnHt var kyaR Ke. p` Ae=I xuH law? Ae to xuwrag Ke, AemaH pHc prmpd$p \mR k–aH=I Aave? pHc prmpd$p \mRdxana kar`$p‐sa\n$p to AHdr sa\nSvwavmy Aa„a Ke. ma!e Ôpna ivkLpna Aa]y=I qsI, wgvan Aa„ana Aa]ymaH Ô, Aem krtaH taro Aa„a j inj Svwav‐sa\n vDe pHc prmpd$p ={ tne sa|ynI isiâ kravxe‐dexe. Aa isvay bIÒ ko{ rIte sa|ynI isiâ n=I. AacayRdev SvyH kzxmaH khe Ke‐

sttmnuwvamo½nHtcEtNyicNhH n qlu n qlu ySmadNy=a sa|yisiâ:..

Aha¦ Aa„ano Aa Svwav j Aevo Ke ke tene sa\n bnavIne AnHta ÒvoAe isâpd sa|yuH Ke, Ane Svwavna sa\n vDe j AnHta Òv isâpdne sa\xe. inj Svwav isvay bharmaH‐inim¿maH ne ragmaH sa\n xo\narane to sHsarnI j isiâ =xe, A=aRtŸ te sHsarmaH j rqDxe.

wa{, sa\kne potano Aa„Svwav j Ýitsmy inmRztanuH sa\n =ay Ke. Aa„amaH sa\nxi› to i5kaz Ke. p` pote SvsNmuq ={ inj Svwavsa\nne g/he to ne? SvsNmuq ={ne Svwav‐sa\nne g/he to smikt siht sa\kdxa AvXy Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI ãƒne sa\np e g/htaH j &anaid AnHt gu o potpotanI inmRz pyaRyo $p pir`mI Ôy Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 21nI !IkamaH kæuH Ke ke‐kevzIwgvan —Svymev smSt Aavr`na ÙynI Ù e j, Anaid AnHt, Ahetuk Ane Asa\ar` &anSvwavne j kar`p e g/hva=I turt j Ýg!ta kevz&anopyog$p ={ne pir`me Ke..˜ j¡Ao, AamaH ke!lI SpÚ vat Ke¦ kevz&annuH sa\n bIj¡H ko{ Ke j nih, potano &anSvwav j kevz&annuH sa\n Ke. AavI rIte ]âa, AanHd Aaid b\I j xi›Aona pir`mnmaH smÒ levuH.

wa{, Aa to tara FrmaH puHÒ Ke tenI vat cale Ke. Ahaha...¦ tarI puHÒmaH AnHt gu ‐Svwav Ke. temaH Aek kr`‐sa\n Svwav Ke je vDe ÝTyek gu nuH smye smye inmRz inmRz kayR =ay tenuH Aa„a sa\n =ay Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐

ha, p` Aa to inüynI vat Ke.

wa{, tuH Aene inüy... inüynI vat Ke Aem khI Avg`na kre, p` inüy Ae!le sTy vat Ke, ne ƒvhar to _pcar Ke. ]I moÙmagR Ýkaxkna satma Ai\karmaH inüy‐ƒvharnuH Sv$p smÔƒuH Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—ijnmagRmaH ko{ @eka e to inüynynI muQyta siht ƒaQyan Ke tene to ;sTya=R Aem j Ke' Aem Ô`vuH t=a ko{ @eka e ƒvharnynI muQyta siht ƒaQyan Ke tene ;Aem n=I p` inim¿aidnI ApeÙaAe Aa _pcar kyÈ Ke' Aem Ô`vuH. Ane Ae Ýma e Ô`vanuH nam j bþe nyonuH g/h` Ke p` bþe nyona ƒaQyanne sman




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sTya=R ÔÌ, ;Aa Ýma e p` Ke t=a Aa Ýma e p` Ke' Aeva w/m$p ÝvtRva=I to bþe nyo g/h` krva kæa n=I.˜ Ahaha...¦ pHiDtÝvr !oDrmlÒAe. ke!lI b\I SpÚta krI Ke¦ p` Are, Òve wgvanno magR Ìic lavIne saHwZyo n=I¸ bs Aem ne Aem v/taidne sa\n manI haHke j raqe Ke. p` bapu¦

—muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo¸pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payo˜

j¡Ao, AamaH xuH khe Ke? ;suq lex n payo'‐Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke Ae piràm du:q Ke. pHc mhav/t paZyaH Aena=I lex suq na =yuH, du:q =yuH. Aha¦ A&anIne bharnuH cair5 (ãƒ cair5) du:qnuH sa\n =ay Ke. wa{, tene Aa AakruH pDe Ke, pÀasTy Ke. Ahaha...¦ cair5 kone khIAe? jemaH AHdr Ýcur AanHdnI Lher _@e. tenuH nam cair5 Ke Ane Aa„ Svwav j tenuH sacuH sa\n Ke. v/taidne sa\n kæaH Ke Ae to _pcar=I Ke, mtlb ke Aem n=I. \m± to Aene hey Ô e Ke, ne A&anI tene _padey Ô e Ke. bNnemaH AavDo mo!o fer Ke. AavI gjb vat Ke wa{¦

pa5 smjnar hoy tene Aa khevay Ke. potanI pa5ta n hoy tene saÙatŸ kevzInI vaÌ p` xuH kre? pa5ta pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, pr=I nih. Ahaha...¦ Aa pa5ta xuH cIj Ke? ke jena=I sMyGdxRn pame tene pa5ta khIAe. Aho¦ sMyGdxRnnI sa=e isâpd ÔeDayeluH Ke. mtlb ke jene Svwavna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn$pI bIj _gI tene te j Svwavna sa\n vDe isâpd$pI pUnm =xe j =xe. Aho¦ Aavo inj Svwav‐sa\nno AlaEikk mihma Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Arere¦ sHsarI ÝaÌAo ATyHt du:qI Ke. mo!o raÔ hoy, ne mrIne nrkmaH caLyo Ôy. Aha¦ tIv/ ihHsaid papna wav krI Òv nrkmaH Ôy Ke. 2p vØRna yuvan rajkumarne jmxedpurnI lo#a gazvanI wõImaH Òvto naqe ne je du:q =ay tena=I AnHtgÌ _*`tanuH du:q phelI nrkmaH Ke. wa{, Aava Aava wv teH AnHt var kyaR Ke. taruH du:q deqnarne p` $dn AaƒaH Ke. Arere¦ tara m<Tyu paKz tarI matana $dnna AaHsuna Aek Aek buHdna sHg/h=I diryana dirya‐AnHt dirya wray Ae!laH mr` teH kyaR Ke. bhu gHwIr vat Ke wa{¦ Aha¦ jene sHsarna pirw/m`no =ak laGyo Aevo ko{ Òv pa5 ={ne Svãƒ sNmuq ={ Svwavna g/h` vDe smikt Ýg! krI le Ke. Aha¦ te \m± Òv ivxeØ vEraGy pamIne Sv$pnI rm`ta krva Aeklo j jHglmaH caLyo Ôy¸ ko{ sa=e nih, ko{ Aahar denar nih, ko{ xrIrnI rÙa krnar nih, ko{ vE> sa=e nih¸ Ahaha...¦ AHdr AekTvna AalHbnmaH rhI AHtrna AanHdnI lher krva AekaHt jHglmaH caLyo Ôy. muin =ta phelaH mata pase rÔ mage‐mata, rÔ Aap¸ mata rDe to khe‐Aek var $dn krI le, hve huH kol AapuH KuH ke frI bIÒ mata nih kruH. Svwavna _g/ AalHbnmaH rhI cair5nI _g/ sa\na krIx. Aaje j cair5na AanHdnI dxane huH AHgIkar krva maguH KuH. rÔ Aap. Lyo, ATyare to AavI vatey saHwzva mze nih. p` jNm‐mr`na rog m!aDvanI Aa j dva Ke. Aa„ano Aa]y levo Ae j AaEØ\ Ke.

Aa„-w/aiNt sm rog nih, sdŸguÌ vE> suÔ`¸guÌ Aa&a sm p+y nih, AaEØ\ ivcar |yan.

inim¿ sa\n, ne rag sa\n‐AevI w/aHit sman ko{ rog n=I. im+yaTv mha rog Ke. stŸne Ô`nara guÌnI Aa Aa&a Ke ke Svãƒna Aa]ymaH jtaH \mR =xe taro Svwav j tara \mRnuH sa\n Ke. ivcar Ane |yan te AaEØi\ Ke. Sv$pnI Aekag/ta$p |yan te AaEØ\ Ke. Aa isvay bharnaH AaEØ\ b\aH \Uz \aÌ Ke, _pay n=I.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ kr`xi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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44: sHÝdanxi›

;pota=I devamaH Aavto je wav tena _peypàmyI (‐tene mezvvana yoGypàmy, tene levana pa5pàmy) sHÝdanxi›.'

Aha¦ AacayR wgvane iwþ iwþ Ýkare xi›AonuH AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›no wHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aa Aek &aykSvwavI icNma5 vStu Aa„a AnHt xi›Aono wHDar Ke. hve pote xuH cIj Ke AenI qbrey n mze, Ane Aene \mR ={ Ôy Aem kdI bne nih. AhÄ khe Ke‐temaH (‐Aa„amaH) Aek sHÝdan‐xi› Ke. kevI Ke Aa xi›? to khe Ke‐;pota=I devamaH Aavto je wav tena _peypàmyI Aa sHÝdanxi› Ke.' xuH kI\uH? inj cEtNy vStuna Aa]ye Svwav sa\n vDe je sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz wav =yo te ;pota=I devamaH Aavto' wav Ke, Ane tena _peypàmyI sHÝdanxi› Ke, A=aRtŸ te wav pote j pa5 ={ne potane ma!e le Ke, raqe Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ko{ bIÔAe‐inim¿e ke xuwrage‐te wav dI\o Ke Aem nih, ne te wav k–aHy bIje gyo Ke Aem p` nih. potamaH _Tpþ =yelo wav pote potane dI\o, ne pote j pota ma!e te lI\o‐AavI Aa„anI sHÝdanxi› Ke.

l"mI denar te data, Ane lenar te supa5‐ANy datar Ane ANy pa5‐Aem vat Ke j nih¸ kemke AevI vStu nam Aa„a n=I. wa{, bIÒ cIj devI Ane levI te Aa„anI xi› n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„ano Aevo sHÝdan Svwav Ke ke je vDe inj Sv$pnI ¹iÚ =taH &annI vtRman je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te inmRz pyaRyno Aa„a pote data Ke, ne potanI pyaRyne lenaro pote j pa5 Ke‐bþe Aek smymaH Ke. sMyG&anno data Aa„a pote Ke, vItrag wgvan ke temnI vaÌ ke temnaH wi›‐ivny$p ÝvtRn te sMyG&anna data n=I. Aha¦ AaTma bIÔne kaH{ de AevI Aa„anI ko{ xi› j n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke, Aene laEikk sa=e ko{ mez n=I.

Ahaha...¦ \m±ne sMyG&annI pyaRy Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! ={ teno data ko`? tene lenaro pa5 ko`?

to khe Ke‐sMyG&anmy wgvan Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek sHÝdanxi› Ke. te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I Sv‐Aa]ye je &annI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te pote data Ke, Ane te j smye levanI pa5ta p` te j pyaRymaH potanI Ke.

j¡Ao, 5`lokna na= ]I tI=Åkrdev KÍS= muindxamaH hoy ne Fre Aahar ma!e Aave to \m±nuH ñdy AHdr AanHd=I _KzI Ôy, Aho, saÙatŸ moÙnuH kLptÌ mare AaHg e fZyuH¦‐Aem tena romrom AanHd=I _LlsI Ôy Ke. te Apar wi›=I muinrajne Aahardan de Ke. p` bNnena AHtrmaH xuH Ke? Aem ke Aaharna rjk`no denar‐lenar Amaro wgvan &ayk n=I¸ Ane wgvan &aykmaH ko{ xi› n=I ke Aahardanna xuwwavne de Ane le. Ahaha...¦ AHdr &annI, Anakuz AanHdnI je inmRz pirìt Ýg! ={ Ke te j dannI datar Ke, ne te j dannI lenarI pa5 Ke. denar data p` te pyaRy Ane lenar pa5 p` te j pyaRy. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI AHt¹RiÚ¦

sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ \m±ne vtRman Ýg! =yelI sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&annI pyaRy, Anakuz AanHdnI ne xaHitnI pyaRy, sMykŸ vIyRnI pyaRy‐te inmRz pyaRy pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke, ne tene levana pa5pàmy p` te inmRz pyaRy Ke. Awed=I khetaH Aa„a pote potane potanI inmRz pyaRynuH dan Aape Ke, Ane pote j tene levana pa5pàmy Ke. Aavo potano sHÝdan Svwav Ke. Aek j smymaH data Ane pa5 bþe pote j Ke. Aha¦ \m± AHt¹RiÚ vDe ÝitÙ` potana SvwavmaH=I Ýaº inmRz pyaRynuH dan de Ke, ne pote j tena pa5my ={ne te le Ke. j¡Ao Aa dan¦ AanuH nam \mR Ke. bakI Aaharno denaro‐lenaro potane mane Ae to mU# Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

Aha¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy AnHtgu in\an Ýwu Aa„a Ke. ßyaH te ivØy ¹iÚmaH Aaƒo, Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdno na= pote Ke AenI ßyaH ¹iÚ ={ TyaH tena sMykŸ ]âan$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy te pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke. xuH kI\uH? pote j potane sMyGdxRnno data Ke, ne pote j pa5p e teno lenaro Ke.




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hve AamaH ke!lak khe Ke ke guÌ smiktna datar Ke, Ane kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIpmaH Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ke.

Are wa{, Ae to b\aH inim¿naH k=n Ke bapu¦ pote AHtrHgmaH inj Svwavna sa\n vDe smikt Ýg! kre Tyare bharmaH inim¿ kevaH hoy Ke tenuH &an kravva ma!e AavaH k=n hoy Ke te _pcarma5 Ô`vaH. bakI ko{, ko{ bIÔne smikt Aape Ane le AevuH smiktnuH Sv$p n=I, Ane vStuSv$p p` AevuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ýwu¦ tarI cIjmaH xuH qamI Ke ke tare bIÔ pase=I levuH Ke? wgvan¦ tuH pU R Ko ne¦ pU R iv&anFn Ko ne¦ pU R AanHdFn Ko ne¦ Ahaha...¦

Ýwu mere¦ tUH sb vate pUra... Ýwu mere¦ tUH sb vate pUra... prkI Aax kha kre ÝItm¦ Ae ik` vate A\Ura-Ýwu mere...

Aoho...¦ \m± khe Ke‐maro Aa„a Svymev AicHTy xi›vazo dev Ke. tene |yavtaH j kevz&an Aaid Aape Aevo te cEtNyicHtami` Ke. Aam jena svR A=R isâ Ke Aevo pote j hova=I mne bIÔnI xuH Aaxa Ke? mne bIÒ cIj=I xuH kam Ke? (j¡Ao kzx 144) AhÄ khe Ke‐kevz&annI pyaRy je Ýg!I teno pote j datar Ke, ne pote j teno pa5p e lenaro Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? AHdr xa¬t cEtNydev ivraje Ke, tene sevtaH sheje smikt=I maHDIne isâpdnaH Ae dan Aape Ke. ma!e pra]y KoDI, wa{, tarI cEtNyvStunuH sevn kr.

Are, AnHt kaz=I rqDva AaDe Aene sTy smjvanI fursd n=I¦ AnHt kazmaH xuw‐Axuw wav to Ae e AnHtvar kyaR Ke. p` Ae to ivwav nam ivprIt wav Ke. te ivwavnI pyaRy pyaRy¹iÚ Òvne pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I SvtH5 _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ prna kark ivna, ne ãƒ‐gu nI ApeÙa ivna pyaRyna potana Ø!Ÿkark=I ivwavnI dxa SvtH5 Aâr=I j _wI =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa ivwavnI dxane devI ke levI Ae A&anInI ceÚa ho, p` Aevo ko{ gu Aa„amaH n=I. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ khe Ke ke‐xuwwav =vo, devo Ane tene potamaH raqvo Aevo ko{ gu Aa„amaH Ke j nih.

wa{, tara qÔne qo! n=I na=¦ tara qÔne to AnHt AnHt xi›AonI %iâ pDI Ke ne¦ tuH bharmaH k–aH xo\va Ôy Ke? bhar tuH w!ke Ke Ae tosHsar Ke. cahe Axuwwav hoy ke xuwwav hoy‐Ae bþey sHsar Ke, du:qno davanl Ke. tarI xaHitne bazva isvay tne Ae kaH{ Aape Aem n=I.

Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu sm<iâ=I wrelo cEtNyicHtami` Ýwu Aa„a Ke. teno Aek sHÝdan gu Ke. te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te AanHd gu maH ƒapk Ke. je=I \m±ne AanHdnI je inrakuz dxa Ýg! ={ tenuH pote j potane dan kre Ke, ne pote j pa5 ={ tene le Ke. j¡Ao Aa \m±nuH dan¦ \m±ne to inrHtr AtIiNãy AanHdno Aahar Ke ne? Aha¦ te AtIiNãy AanHd$p AaharnuH dan pote potane Aape Ke, ne pote potana ma!e supa5p`e le Ke. Aha¦ Aa \mR Ke jemaH datar‐dan‐dannuH pa5‐b\uH Aek Awed Aa„amaH smay Ke. pote Ýg! AanHdno datar, potanI Ýg! AanHd dxa te dan, ne tene lenaro‐potane ma!e raqnaro‐pote j pa5. Aek smymaH datar p` pote, dan p` pote ne pa5 p` pote. Aho¦ Aa„a AdŸwut AlaEikk cIj Ke.

cÊvt±ne Fre vaFr` hoy tene magvanI !ev KU!e nih. goqlamaH ro!lo mUkIne mage ke‐;b!ku ro!lo AapÔe ba.' Ane te ro!lo le Tyare tene mn vze. tem Òv AHdrmaH cEtNy cÊvt± Ýwu ivraje Ke. A&anI tene wUlIne xuwaxuw wav krIne suq leva mage Ke. mne pu~y hoy to @Ik, bharna vEwv hoy to @Ik‐Aem bharmaH wIq mage Ke te raHka‐iwqarI Ke. tene bIÔ pase suq magvanI !ev pDI g{ Ke. pote AHdr cEtNybadxah Ke, p` tene ragno‐pu~yno gulam bnavI dI\o Ke. tene potano mihma wasto n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHdr 5`lokno na= cEtNycÊvt± ivraje Ke teno mihma tene xuwwavna mihma AaDe wasto n=I. p` wa{ re, tne bharmaH ko{ suq Aape Aem n=I. tuH AHdr Ôe to qro, Ahaha...¦ AHdr Aeklo suqno diryo wyÈ Ke.





Aha¦ je e potana SvwavnI ¹iÚ krI tene tenI pyaRymaH suq Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa„amaH suq namno gu Ke ne¦ Ahaha...¦ AHdr Aeklo suqno smuã Ke. temaH ¹iÚ krtaH suq pyaRy Ýg! ={ te pota äara potane devamaH Aave Ke, Ane pote te suqnI pyaRyne levanI pa5tamy Ke te=I lenar p` pote Ke. bharmaH ko{nI shay nih, ApeÙa nih. wa{, ivØyomaH=I suq Aave Ke Aem tuH mane Ke Ae kevz w/m Ke. Ôe ivØyo suq Aape Ane tne te phÇce Aem hoy to tne pra\Inta Aave, ne pra\Inne suq kevuH? pra\Inne SvPne p` suq n hoy. Sva\Inp e Aa„a pote j potana suqno datar Ke, ne pote j pa5 ={ne lenar Ke. AavI j vStu‐ƒvS=a Ke.

smysarnI 72mI ga=amaH Aa„ane wgvan khIne bolaƒo Ke. AanHdnI dxamaH lIn muinraj khe Ke‐saHwz wgvan¦ tarI pyaRymaH pamrta Ke, vStumaH pamrta n=I. vStumaH AnHtI Ýwuta wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi› pU R Ýwuta=I wrI Ke. &annI pyaRy pota=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. potana äara te pyaRy devamaH Aave Ke, Ane potana äara te pyaRy levamaH Aave Ke. bþeno smy Aek Ke. denar data, Ane lenar pa5‐bþe Aek j pyaRymaH Ke. guÌ tena data n=I, xaÏ tenuH data n=I. dev tena datar n=I. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ to baæ inim¿ma5 Ke. tem e j Aa kæuH Ke ke‐taramaH AÙy wHDar wyÈ Ke, temaH njr kr to Nyal ={ j{x. tarI inmRz rTn5y Aaid pyaRyonuH tuH j data Ko. bIj¡H ko{ nih ne te inmRz wav levanI pa5tamy p` tuH j Ko.

Aho...¦ xi›no AdŸwut qÔno Ýwu Aa„a Ke. A&anI Òve dya, danno ivkLp te mne lawdayI Ke Aem ragnI Aektabuiâ vDe qÔnane tazuH dI\uH Ke, p` rag=I wed krI AHtr Aekag/ta krtaH tazuH qUlI Ôy Ke ne tTkal qÔnamaH gu rTno wyaÅ Ke te Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR, SvCKta, Ýwuta [Tyaid svR gu nI inmRz dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ te inmRz wav je Ýg! =yo te pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke, teno datar pote Ke, te inim¿ äara ke rag äara devamaH Aave Ke Aem kdIy n=I. Aa AnekaNt Ke. AHdr êDo ivcar kre to qbr pDe ke‐pUvRnI inmRz pyaRy Ke te p` vtRman pyaRynI data Ke Aem n=I TyaH baæ inim¿aid mara datar‐Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? sTy to AavuH Ke wa{¦ AavI vat bIje k–aHy n=I, ¬etaHbrmaHy n=I. Aa saHwzI bIÔne du:q =ay p` xuH krIAe? bIÔne du:q lgaDvanI Aa vat n=I, Aa to sTynuH j _dŸFa!n Ke. wa{, ivprIt ¹iÚnuH tne du:q Ke. ivprIt ¹iÚ KoDI de, tne mhan law =xe.

ÝÆ:- guÌ=I &an =tuH n=I, guÌ &anna data n=I Aem Aap varHvar kho Ko, to pKI \m± puruØo guÌ Ýit ivny‐wi›$p kem ÝvteR Ke?

_¿r:- guÌ=I &an =tuH n=I, guÌ &anna data n=I‐Ae to sTy j Ke. AevI j vStuiS=it Ke. Aha¦ ]I guÌ Aavo vStuSvwav dexnakaze bhu Ýsþta=I ix*yne btave Ke to pa5 ix*y tene JIlIne _Tk! AHt:puruØa=R Ýg! krI AHt:inmG™‐Sv$p inmG™ ={ sa\kwavna AHkura Aeva smiktne ne AanHdne Ýg! krI le Ke. hve tene ivkLpkaze ]IguÌ Ýit bhuman Ane ivny‐wi› AHdr ñdymaH éKZya ivna rhetaH n=I. sa\kdxa j AavI hoy Ke. AHdr loko¿r AanHdnI dxa ={ tene bharmaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ýit ivny‐wi›yu› ÝvtRn hoy j Ke teno ƒvhar p` loko¿r hoy Ke.

ko{ AavI sa\kdxane Ô e nih, ne ;guÌ=I &an =tuH n=I, guÌ &anna data n=I'‐Aem ivcarI ]IguÌ Ýit _peÙa seve Ke te inüyawasI SvCKHdI Ke, AanHdne JIlvanI tenI pa5ta hj¡ ÔgI n=I. Aho¦ Aavo inüy‐ƒvharna sHi\pUvRkno ko{ AdŸwut loko¿r magR Ke. jene gu nI‐\mRnI ÝIit Ke tene gu van \m± Ýit Aadr, Ýmod ne ÝIitno wav =ya ivna rheto n=I. AHtbaRæ ivvekno Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

car ÝkarnuH dan indÈØwav=I devuH Ae xuwwav Ke. dan lenar pa5 ing/Å= idgHbr muinvr Aaid Ke. sMyG¹iÚne wi›wave AaharaidnuH dan devano wav Aave te xuw Ke. t=aip dan devano xuwwav =ay tevo Aa„amaH ko{ gu n=I. te to AvS=anuH ivprIt kayR Ke. tene xuH levuH‐devuH? gu nuH kayR to Aa Ke ke inmRz AvS=a Ýg!I te pote dI\I, ne pa5p e pote lI\I. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? v/t kro, tpSya kro, wi›‐pUÔ kro‐Aem ATyare Ý$p`a cale Ke. tene khIAe KIAe ke Aena=I \mR kdI y nih =ay. Aevo xuwwav Aave qro, sa\kne y=asHwv Aave j Aave, p` te wav gu nI ivprIt AvS=a Ke. xuwwav leva‐devanI ceÚa




44‐sHÝdanxi› : 201

supa5p uH n=I. xuwwav potamaH raqvanI ceÚa te supa5p uH n=I. \m±ne xuwwav Aave p` Aene tena=I kaH{ leva‐deva n=I. Aene to je gu na kayR$p rTn5ynI inmRz AvS=a =ay tena=I j leva‐deva Ke.

wa{, Aa ÏI‐puruØ‐npuHskna deh te tarI cIj n=I. dehna Aakar Ae to jD prma unI cIj Ke. [iNãyna Aakar te jD, ma!Ina Aakar Ke. te Aakar tara=I =ya n=I. Are, xuwwavey tara=I =yo n=I. pyaRybuiâ=I ivkar pyaRymaH éwo =ay Ke. te kaH{ tara gu nuH kayR n=I. gu nuH kayR to Awed Aek gu I cEtNyãƒnI ¹iÚ krtaH Ýg! =ay Ke, ne ivkarno temaH Awav j Ke. Aha¦ te gu na kayR$p cEtNynI xuâ pirìt te pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke, ne te smye tene JIlnarI pa5ta te p` potana wav$p Ke. ko{ne =ay Aa AekaHt Ke, p` Aa sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. AekaHt khI ivro\ krIx ma, kemke Ae taro j ivro\ Ane ivra\na Ke.

wa{, Aa jEndxRn to AHtrnI cIj Ke. jEndxRn Ae!le xuH? jEndxRn Ae!le vItragdxRn. rag lawdayk Ke te maNyta vItragdxRn n=I, Ae jEn\mR n=I. jEn\mR Ae!le vItragI pyaRy, ne te pyaRy pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke. Aam data pyaRy pote Ke, ne te pyaRyne leva yoGy pa5 p` pote j Ke. jene ãƒ¹iÚ ={ tenI Aa vat Ke. pyaRy¹iÚ Òvne to sHÝdanxi› Ane xi›vannI ÝtIit j n=I. wa{¦ Aa kaH{ vadivvad=I par pDe AevuH n=I. Aa to AHtrmaH DUbkI lgavI TyaH j rmvanI cIj Ke.

Aha¦ ragnI FÌ mHdta hoy, xukl leXyana wav hoy, p` Aena=I \mR n =ay. xukl leXyana wav krIne te AnHt var nvmI g/Eveykno dev =yo, p` Ae=I xuH? xukl leXya Ane xukl |yan bþe j¡dI j¡dI cIj Ke. xukl leXya to Aene AnHt var ={ Ke, ne te Awivne p` =tI hoy Ke, ßyare xukl |yan to Aa@ma gu S=ane ]e I c#nara wavilHgI sHt mha muinvrne hoy Ke. xaÏmaH Aevo _Lleq Ke ke Òve mnu*yna wv AnHt kyaR Ke, ne tena=I AsHQy gu a AnHtwv nrkna kyaR Ke. mnu*yna Aek wv same AsHQy wv Ae e nrkna kyaR Ke. t=a nrkna wv krtaH AsHQy gu a AnHtwv Ae e devna kyaR Ke. Aa rIte te xuwwavna fzmaH AnHt var devmaH gyo Ke. kaH{ papna fzmaH devna wv n mze. Aam AnHt var Òve xuwwav Ane xukl leXyana wav kyaR Ke, Ae xukl leXyana wav to =ya ne caLya gya. Aena=I jD prma u bH\aàH, p` AemaH tne xuH AaƒuH? tarI dxamaH xuH milnta KU!Ine inmRzta AavI? wvna Kednara wav xuH tne Ýaº =ya? n =ya. Ae!le to doltramÒAe kæuH ke‐

muinv/t \ar AnHt bar, g/Ivk _pÔyo¸pE inj Aatm&an ibna suq lex n payo.

Are wa{, Ae wvne KednarI xuâ pirìt to Svãƒna Aa]ymaH jva=I =ay Ke Ane tene AhÄ pota=I devamaH Aavto, ne tena pa5p e pota=I levamaH Aavto wav kæo Ke. Aha¦ SvãƒnI ¹iÚ kre tene Aa„a j inmRz rTn5yna wavono mo!o datar ={ pir`me Ke, ne Aa„a j tene JIlnaro mhan pa5$pe =ay Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ ragnI ¹iÚ KoDI, tara ãƒ sNmuq ¹iÚ kr, tne &an, AanHd Aaid AdŸwut in\annaH dan mzxe.

Aha¦ Aa sHÝdanxi›maH Svãƒ Aevo inj xuâa„a j supa5p e nÞI kyÈ. xano? ke sMyGdxRn=I maHDIne isâpdno. Ahaha...¦ Ae sMyGdxRnaidno datar p` Aa„a Ane te Ù e tena pa5 ={ne lenar p` Aa„a. Aha¦ datarnuH AavuH supa5dan¦ Aho¦ Aa„anaH AtIiNãy AanHdnaH AlaEikk dan¦ Aana=I êcuH jgtmaH ko{ dan n=I. \m±ne car dan kæaH Ae to ƒvhar=I smjva yoGy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{, tne ƒvharno‐xuwwavno pÙ Ke p` Ae to A&anwav Ke. AenaH dan n hoy Ýwu¦ Ae dan nih, Aeno Aa„a datar nih, ne AenuH supa5 p` Aa„a nih. Ae to pyaRymaH Aâr=I _Tpþ =to wav Ke, Aa„a teno mailk j n=I TyaH dan‐datar‐pa5nI iS=it j k–aH rhe Ke?

smysarnI 11mI ga=ana wava=RmaH kæuH Ke: —ÝaÌAone wed$p ƒvharno pÙ to Anaid kaz=I j Ke. Ane Aeno _pdex p` bhu\a svR

ÝaÌAo prSpr kre Ke. vzI ijnvaÌmaH ƒvharno _pdex xuânyno hStavlHb ÔÌ bhu kyÈ Ke p` AenuH fz sHsar j Ke Lyo, Aa ƒvharna pÙnuH fz¦ AhÄ to sHsarne KedvanI‐m!aDvanI vat Ke. ƒvharwav devo‐levo te





AenuH Sv$p n=I. ÒvmaH Aevo ko{ gu n=I ke te ƒvharne kre, potane de Ane potamaH raqe.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe Aek jGyaAe kæuH Ke ke‐—sMyG¹iÚ \mRnuH pa5 Ke.˜ j¡Ao Aa pa5¦ _¿m vStunuH dan JIlvanuH pa5 p` _¿m hoy Ke. jem isHh`nuH dU\ sonana pa5maH j rhe Ke, tem _¿m AevaH rTn5yne JIlvanuH pa5 _¿m Aevo sMyG¹iÚ Òv j hoy Ke. A&anI tenuH pa5 n=I. Aha¦ Aa„amaH j AevI _¿m pa5xi› (sHÝdanxi›) Ke ke pote pir`mIne potana AtIiNãy AanHdne potamaH JIle Ke. gu nI AvS=anI yoGyta te pa5 Ane gu nI te AvS=a j data Ke. Aa svR&devnI vaÌmaH AavelI vat Ke. je e ãƒ Svwavno Aa]y lI\o, tene sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy Ýg! ={, te pyaRy pota=I devamaH Aave Ke te=I data Ke, Ane tene levane yoGy pa5ta p` Ae j pyaRymaH hova=I te supa5 Ke. Ane te smye dan p` te pyaRy pote j Ke. Aavo AHtrno marg AdŸwut Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ sHÝdanxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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4p: Apadanxi›

;_Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wavno Apay (‐hain, nax) =va=I hain nih pamta Aeva \/uvpàmyI Apadanxi›.'

Aa smysarno xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. ãƒ Aek, Ane tenI xi› Ae!le gu o Anek‐AnHt Ke. temaH=I AhÄ 47 xi›AonuH AacayR wgvane v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ATyare AhÄ Apadanxi›nI vat krvI Ke.

khe Ke‐;_Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wavno Apay =va=I hain nih pamta Aeva \/uvpàmyI Apadanxi› Ke.' Aha¦ _Tpad‐ƒy$p wavo Ae!le pyaRyo Ùi`k Ke, teno smye smye nax ={ Ôy Ke, KtaH wgvan Aa„a i5kazI cEtNyvStu \/uvp e rhe Ke, nax pamto n=I. \/uv Aa„Svwav to Aevo ne Aevo i5kaz !kI rhe Ke. Aa \/uv !kta wavmaH=I j nvuH nvuH kayR épje Ke. Aa rIte \/uvp e !kIne nvuH nvuH kayR krvanI Aa„anI Apadanxi› Ke. Aha¦ potanI AavI xi› ÔÌ je ko{ Aek \/uvSvwavne AvlHbe Ke tene smye smye inmRz inmRz kayR =ay Ke.

Aa xi› b\amaH Ý\an Ke. pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe Aa xi›naH bhu vqa` kyaÅ Ke. \/uv Ane Ùi`k Aem be Ýkare _padan Ke. je i5kazI gu Ke te \/uv _padan Ke, _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wav te Ùi`k _padan Ke. icdŸivlasmaH AÚshÏIno Aa\ar AapI kæuH Ke: —ãƒno Ty› Svwav to piràm($p) ƒitrek Svwav Ke Ane ATy› Svwav gu $p ANvy Svwav Ke. te gu to pUveR hta te j rhe Ke, piràm ApUvR ApUvR =ay Ke. Aa ãƒnuH _padan Ke te piràmne to tje Ke p` gu ne svR=a tjtuH n=I¸ te=I piràm Ùi`k _padan Ke Ane gu xa¬t _padan Ke. vStu _padan=I isâ Ke.˜

vtRman je inmRz pyaRy Ke te _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wav Ke. te pyaRy _Tpþ ={ne bIje smye KU!I Ôy Ke te=I tene Ùi`k _padan khe Ke. sMyGdxRnnI Ýg!tI pyaRy te Ùi`k Ke, bIÔ smye bIÒ pyaRy =ay Ke te=I te Ùi`k _padanne Ty› Svwav khel Ke. Aa inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke, milnnI AhÄ vat n=I¸ kemke milnta gu nuH kayR n=I. milnta pyaRymaH Ke te heymaH Ôy Ke. milnta Ùi`k _padan n=I. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI AHtrmaH jvanI Ajb AlaEikk xElI Ke.

wa{, wgvan inmRzanHdno na= AHdr \/uv ivraje Ke TyaH smIpmaH Ô. smIpmaH jvanI pyaRy vtRman Ke te bIje smye KU!I Ôy Ke ma!e tene Ty› Svwav khI Ke. vtRman piràm KU!Ine nva piràm =ay Ke tene Ùi`k _padan khel Ke. \/uv _padan je Ke te KU!tuH n=I, bdltuH n=I, i5kaz Aek$p rhe Ke. bhar inim¿‐_padanna ivvad cale Ke ne¦ inim¿=I kayR =ay AenI AhÄ na paDe Ke.




4p‐Apadanxi› : 203

saHwz wa{¦ _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt ko`? ke vtRman inmRz pyaRy. sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Aaid AnHt gu nI vtRman inmRz pyaRy te wav Ke. te wav _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt‐SpixRt Ke. Aa to mhamH5 Ke wa{¦ sMyG¹iÚ \m± Òvna vtRman inmRz piràm, je _Tpad‐ƒy =ay Ke Aena=I AailHigt Ke. te pyaRyno bIÒ Ù e Apay nam nax =ay Ke. Aha¦ sMyGdxRn Aaid AnHt gu nI vtRman inmRz pyaRy Ke teno nax =va KtaH \/uvno‐\/uv Svwavno nax =to n=I. smiktIne Aa \/uvna AalHbne \/uvmaH=I nvI nvI inmRz pyaRy =ya kre Ke. Aam inim¿=I =ay, ne ƒvhar=I =ay‐Aem vat rhetI‐!ktI n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

;svR guàHx te sMykŸTv' Aem ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke. mtlb ke ÒvmaH je!la gu sHQyaAe Ke te b\a AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyno sMyGdxRnmaH Aek AHx ƒ› =ay Ke. te sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _TpadƒyvazI Ke AnHt gu nI je ƒ› pyaRyo Ke te b\I pyaRyo _TpadƒyvazI hoy Ke. wa{, vItragnaH pe! qolIne sHtoAe vat krI Ke. khe Ke‐_Tpad‐ƒy=I SpixRt je wav Ke teno nax =ay Ke p` \/uv ãƒ‐gu` nax pamta n=I, kemke _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wavno nax =va KtaH je hain pamto n=I Aevo \/uvpàmyI Aek Aa„ano Apadan Svwav Ke, gu Ke. AnHt gu maH Aa Apadanxi›‐gu nuH $p Ke. je kar`=I &angu Ke te \/uv Ke. xi› \/uv _padan Ke, pyaRy Ùi`k _padan Ke. Apadanxi›na be wed Ke. je &angu \/uv i5kaz Ke te \/uv _padan Ke. temaH Apadanxi›na kar e te \/uv _padan kaym rhIne tenI vtRman Ýg! _Tpad‐ƒy=I SpixRt pyaRy =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. Aho¦ Aa xi›nuH v Rn krIne AacayR Am<tcHãdeve smysar$pI mHidr _pr suv`Rkzx c#aƒo Ke. xBdo to sada Ke, teno vaCywav jevo Ke tevo smjvo Ôe{Ae.

_padan‐inim¿, inüy‐ƒvhar Ane ÊmbâpyaRy‐Aa paHc ivØyona sHbH\maH loko êDa étrIne smßya ivna ivro\ kre Ke. pyaRynI hain =va KtaH \/uvnI hain =tI n=I. vtRman pyaRy je _Tpþ ={ Ke te potana _padan=I ={ Ke, te inim¿=I ke ƒvhar=I _Tpþ ={ n=I. te _Tpþ =yelI pyaRyno nax =va KtaH \/uv _padan kaym rhe Ke, \/uv _padanno kdI p` nax =to n=I. tÀvnI iS=it AavI Ke wa{¦ vStu Ane vStunI pirìtnI AavI myaRda Ke.

jene tÀv&annI qbr n=I tene \mR kem =ay? tÀv&annI Ýaiº ma!e vStunI iS=it jem Ke tem Ô`vI Ôe{Ae, AenuH y=a=R &an kyaR ivna ¹iÚ inmRz =tI n=I. khe Ke‐vtRman &annI hain =va KtaH &an tÀv i5kaz \/uv rhe Ke, temaH hain =tI n=I. Aam \/uvnI‐xa¬t _padan je \/uv Ke tenI ¹iÚ rhetaH &annI inmRz pyaRy nvI nvI Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa &annI je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te, te te smyna Ùi`k _padan=I Ýg! =ay Ke &anavr` kmRno Awav =yo ma!e te Ýg! =ay Ke, va xaÏ w`vana ivkLp=I te Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. bIÒ cIj te kaze inim¿ ho, p` inim¿na kar e te kaze sMyG&annI pyaRy =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. Aem to 11 AHg Ane nv pUvRnuH xaÏ&an =yuH, p` Aena=I xuH =yuH? kaH{ j nih. \/uvna AHtr‐AalHbn=I sMyG&an Ýg! =ay Ke Ane te Ùi`k _padan Ke. inim¿=I ne ƒvhar=I =ay AevI je maNyta Ke te kevz w/m Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›no \/uvwHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI jene ¹iÚ ={, teno AHtrmaH jene SvIkar =yo te sMyG¹iÚ Ke. tene pyaRymaH Anakuz AanHdna vednnI dxa Ýg! ={ Ke. te AanHdnI dxa, khe Ke, Aek smy rhe Ke. te dxano Awav =va KtaH AanHd gu to \/uv kaym rhe Ke. Aha¦ te \/uvna AalHbne \/uvmaH=I nvI nvI Anakuz AanHdnI dxa ¹iÚvHt \m± smiktIne =ya kre Ke. Aavo marg wa{¦ Arere¦ loko Aekla \H\ana papmaH rokayela rhe Ke. covIse klak AekluH pap, pap ne papnuH kam¸ \mR to dUr, Aemne pu~ynaHy @ekaàH n=I, kemke tÀv]v` Ane tÀvicHtnnI Aemne fursd n=I. \H\anaH kam to ko` kre? AekluH papnuH kam (papna wav) kyaR kre. p` Aa to ijHdgI Ôy Ke wa{¦

vtRman piràm Ty›$p wav Ke, \/uv ATy› Svwav Ke. \/uv kaym rhe Ke, Ùi`k _padan Ù e Ù e pl!e Ke. AhÄ inmRznI vat Ke. Ùi`k inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te potana _padan=I =ay Ke. Apadanxi›no bIÔe A=R _padanxi› Ke. pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe pHcsHg/h namna puStkmaH tenuH F uH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. &andpR maH p` (panuH p6) v Rn kyuÅ Ke.





ƒakr`maH K ivwi› Aave Ke: ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan Ane Ai\kr`. temaH \/uvpàmyI Apadanxi›na kar e AHdr icãUpnI pyaRymaH Ýaiº =ay Ke inmRz \mRnI pyaRy Apadanxi›na kar e Ýg!e Ke¸ te baæ inim¿na kar`=I, kmRna Awavna kar`=I, ke ƒvharna kar`=I Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. b\I xi›maH Aa Apadanxi› prm Ý\an Ke, kemke AemaH _padan Aave Ke, \/uv _padan Ane Ùi`k _padan bþe temaH smay Ke.

icdŸivlasmaH (panuH 34) kæuH Ke: —samaNyta=I inivRkLp Ke ivxeØta=I ix*yne Ýitbo\ krvamaH Aave Tyare jem jem ix*y, guÌna Ýitbo\va=I gu nuH Sv$p ÔÌ ÔÌne ivxeØ‐wedI =to Ôy tem tem te ix*yne AanHdna trHg é@e, te smye vStuno inivRkLp AaSvad kre. Aa kar e gu ‐gu Ino ivcar yoGy Ke. gu na ivxeØne (piràm) kæa Ke Aa piràm=I j _Tpadƒy vDe vStunI isiâ Ke Aem khIAe KIAe.˜

j¡Ao, vStu mtlb vStuna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy _padan=I isâ Ke, ANy=a isâ n=I, inim¿ ke ƒvhar=I isâ n=I.

wa{, tara gu maH Ane tarI pyaRymaH (_padan) xi›nI takat Ke tena=I te inmRz kayR Ýg! =ay Ke¸ prna‐inim¿na kar`=I te kayR Ýg! =tuH n=I. prna ne ƒvharna kar`=I kayR =ay Ke Aem manvuH Ae to mo!uH xLy Ke, mU#p uH Ke, pra\In ¹iÚ Ke. gu ne \/uv _padan kæuH Ke, tenI pyaRyne Ùi`k _padan kæuH Ke. Aha¦ pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe srs kam kyuÅ Ke. AacayRdeve xi›nI ƒaQya lqI Ke tena ivxeØ SpÚIkr` sihtnuH v Rn ]I dIpcHdÒ isvay bIÔ ko{Ae qas kyuÅ n=I. smysar na!kmaH =oDuH Ke, p` pHcsHg/h Ane iciälasmaH jevuH SpÚIkr` Ke AevuH bIje n=I. temè (]I dIpcHdÒAe) Aem kæuH Ke ke‐svR xi›AomaH Aa Apadanxi› prm Ý\an Ke.

wgvan Aa„ana \/uv SvwavmaH ¹iÚ deva=I, Apadanxi›na kar`=I Ùi`k pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ane AanHdnI inmRz pyaRyo _Tpþ =ay Ke. bhu xaÏ w~yo ma!e &annI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I, t=a ƒvhar‐cair5 bharmaH Ke ma!e inüy Awed rTn5y$p cair5 Ýg!e Ke Aem p` n=I. pirìtmaH je _Tpad‐ƒy =ay Ke te _padan=I =ay Ke. AaƒuH ne ke‐vStu _padan=I isâ Ke. inüy=I je inmRz pirìt ={ te potana kar`=I _Tpþ ={ Ke, te j tenuH _padan Ke.

sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI inmRz pyaRy potana kar e SvtH5 Ýg! =ay Ke temaH inim¿nuH ke baæ ƒvharnuH kar`p uH n=I, potana ãƒ‐gu p` kar` n=I. Aa vat iciälasmaH (pan 9p pr) AapI Ke. —pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy j Ke. gu ivna j (A=aRtŸ gu`nI ApeÙa vgr j) pyaRynI s¿a pyaRynuH kar` Ke, pyaRynuH sU"mTv pyaRynuH kar` Ke, pyaRynuH vIyR pyaRynuH kar` Ke, pyaRynuH ÝdexTv pyaRynuH kar` Ke.˜ Aha¦ Aa„amaH i5kaz \/uvp e cair5 gu Ke. tenI vtRman je inmRz vItragI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te tenuH vtRman Ùi`k _padan kar` Ke. ƒvhar kar` nih, ne ãƒ‐gu p` kar` nih. Aha¦ AavI vStuiS=it ÔÌ je ivxeØne wedI \/uvne AvlHbe Ke tene AHdr Anakuz AanHdna trHg _@e Ke, AHdrno qÔno qulI Ôy Ke, ne pyaRymaH \nna (inmRz rTn5yna) #gla =ay Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr sHto Ane g<hS= pHiDtoAe AdŸwut AlaEikk SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke. loko mane n mane Ae bIÒ vat Ke, potanI cIj AavI j Ke. Aa to Anaid prHpranI _pdex Ke. ]I dIpcHdÒ 200 vØR phelaH wavdIipkamaH lqI gya Ke:

Aha¦ AagmnI prHpra ÝmaènI ]âavaza ko{ deqata n=I. y=a=R ]âavaza ko{ v›ay deqata n=I. muq=I Aa vat khIAe to ko{ saHwzta n=I. ma!e huH lqI Ôë KuH ke magR Aavo Ke. Lyo, AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

sMyGdxRn Aaid je pyaRy Ýg! ={ tena Ýdex iwþ Ke. jrIk sU"m vat Ke. AsHQy ÝdexomaH pyaRyna Ýdexo iwþ Ke, \/uvna Ýdexo iwþ Ke. je!la Ùe5maH=I inmRz pyaRy _@e Ke Ae!la Ýdex iwþ g`vamaH Aaƒa Ke. pyaRynuH kar` pyaRyna Ýdex Ke, pyaRynI _Tpi¿maH \/uvnuH Ùe5 kar` n=I. pyaRynuH Ùe5 pyaRynuH kar` Ke. _Tpadƒy=I pyaRy AailHigt Ke, ma!e _Tpad‐ƒy pyaRynuH kar` Ke, \/uv nih.




4p‐Apadanxi› : 20p

sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy moÙno magR Ke. te pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy SvtH5 potana kar`=I =ay Ke. \/uv _padan Ke to tena=I te pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I, kemke \/uv _padan to i5kaz Aek$p rhe Ke. pyaRymaH kevz&annI pU R ivkasnI dxa =ay to &annI \/uvtamaH, \/uv &anSvwavmaH kaH{ kmI =tI n=I, ne ingodnI pyaRymaH AÙrna AnHtma wage &anno ivkas Ke to \/uv &anSvwavmaH v\u puÚta =ay Ke Aemey n=I. \/uv to AkbH\ AevuH ne AevuH Aek$p i5kaz Ke.

Aha¦ xi› Ane xi›na ivxeØona Sv$pne ÔÌ je e ãƒ¹iÚ krI, \/uvnuH AalHbn lI\uH te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, tenI pyaRy paKz h@Ine pDI Ôy Ane tene vCce im+yaTv AavI Ôy AevI ko{ vat Ke nih. jenI ¹iÚ \/uv _pr Ke, \/uvne potana |yannuH |yey bnaƒuH Ke tene Êmvt± inmRz pyaRyo =ya j kre Ke, tenI inmRz pyaRy KU!Ine tene im+yaTv AavI Ôy Aevo ko{ gu Ke j nih. wa{, tara Aa„amaH Apadanxi› AevI Ke ke temaH (Aa„amaH) AnHt AnHt pyaRyo ={ne nax pame KtaH tena \/uvnuH sam+yR to AevuH ne AevuH AÙy‐AnHt xa¬t rhe Ke, ne temaH=I pyaRyo inmRz inmRz =ya j kre Ke. Aoho¦ Aa cEtNyicHtami` Aeva \/uvno ko{ AicNTy Svwav Ke ke smye smye pirpU R &an, AanHd Aaid temaH=I nIkZya j kre, Ane KtaH AnHtkazey Ae to AkbH\ AevuH ne AevuH j ræa kre.

ko{ne =ay ke Aa Ame xrIrnI Anek iÊya krIAe, dya, dan Aaid pu~ynI Anek iÊya krIAe to AemaH=I \mR Aave ke nih?

to AhÄ khe Ke‐tara \mRnI \/uv qa` taro Aa„a j Ke. Aha¦ te \/uvnuH AalHbn le, temaH ¹iÚ kr, Ane tenuH j |yan \r, temaH=I j taro \mR Ýg! =xe. Aa isvay xrIrnI iÊya Ane pu~ynI iÊya to b\aH =o=aH Ke, Ae bharnI cIjmaH=I k–aHy=I taro \mR Aave Aem n=I.

hve Aek bIÒ vat: sMyGdxRn AaidnI inmRz pyaRy ALp ho, tenI hain (ƒy) =taH te pyaRy k–aH g{? to khe Ke‐jem jzna trHg jzmaH DUbe Ke, ne samaNy jzp e =ay Ke tem te ALp pyaRy \/uvmaH Ôy Ke, ne \/uvmaH jtaH te pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Ùaiykwav p` hain‐ƒy pamtaH \/uvmaH wzI Ôy Ke ne pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ je inmRz pyaRy Êmvt± Ýg! =ay Ke te ƒy pamta \/uv samaNymaH Ôy Ke ne te pairàimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke.

Aha¦ pyaRy Êmvt± Ane gu o AÊmvt± Aeksa=e Ke. te bena smudayne Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ inmRz pyaRy levI. rag pyaRymaH Ke to ragvazo Aa„a Ke Aem n smjvuH.

to moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRyono ipHD te Aa„a Aem kæuH Ke? ha, TyaH ApeÙa bIÒ Ke. pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke Aene je manto j n=I Aeva inüyawasIne smÔvva

ma!e Ae vat krI Ke. Aha¦ pyaRymaH je Axuâta Ke te AxuâtanI pyaRyno ƒy =yo to te k–aH g{? te pyaRy AHdr \/uvmaH g{, p` AHdr Axuâta g{ Ke Aem nih, AHdr to yoGyta g{ Ke, te pairàimkwav$p ={ g{ Ke, wgvan \/uvmaH wzI wgvan$p ={ g{ Ke. prm pairàimkwav i5kaz \/uv xuâ Ke temaH te pyaRy g{ Ke.

to Aap e krvanuH xuH? Aa j ke i5kazI Svwav je \/uv Ke temaH JUkI Ô. \/uvne |yanmaH l{ne \/uvne j |yannuH |yey bnav.

Aa isvay bIj¡H kaH{ krvanuH n=I. pyaRy ÝÔ Ke, \/uv teno ipta Ke \/uvnuH AalHbn \mR Ke. AavI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha?H rag=I iwþ potanI cIj AHdr Ke tenuH jene wan n=I, xi› te \/uv _padan Ane vtRtI pyaRy te Ùi`k _padan‐Ae bNnena Sva\In Sv$pnI jene qbr n=I te ragnI AektamaH ræo Ke¸ mr` !aè te ragnI AektanI wÄsmaH wÄsa{ jxe. xuwwav=I \mR =ay Aem je mane Ke te m<Tyu smIp AavtaH ragnI AektanI wÄsmaH wÄsa{ jxe. AaqI ijHdgI je e potanI cEtNyvStune iwþ ÔÌ‐AnuwvI nih teno deh mr` !a e, jem FaÌmaH tl iplay tem, ipla{ne KU!I jxe, ne ko` Ô e k–aHy te car gitmaH rJzto caLyo jxe. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

j¡Ao, paHc paHDvo wavilHgI vItragI sHt hta. x5uHjy phaD pr teAo |yanmaH lIn hta. duyÈ\nna wa eje





\g\gta lo#anaH Fre aH temna ha=pgmaH pheravIne temna _pr ware _psgR kyÈ. te vqte yui\i¤r, wIm Ane Aj¡Rn Ae 5` to AHtr|yan vDe kevz&an pamI moÙe p\ayaR. shdev Ane nkuz Ae bþene sa\m± Ýit jrI xuw ivkLp Aaƒo ke Are¦ Aa sHto pr Aavo For _psgR¦ Ae xuwivkLpna fzmaH temne kevz&an Ýg! n =taH, AayuiS=it pUrI ={ne svaR=Risiâna devmaH jvanuH =yuH. TyaH temne 33 sagropmnI iS=it Ke. te iS=it pUrI krIne mnu*y trIke jNmxe, Ane frI muindIÙa l{, kevz&an pamIne moÙe jxe. j¡Ao, jra xuwrag Aaƒo to Aa!lo smy sHsarmaH temne rhevuH pDxe.

wgvanna ]Imuqe=I nIkzelI vaÌno Aa Ývah Ke. khe Ke‐vtRman pyaRyno Apay A=aRtŸ nax =va KtaH hainne Ýaº =to n=I Aevo je \/uv wav Ke te‐my Apadanxi› ÒvmaH Ke. pyaRynI hain ={ne te AHdr g{, p` \/uv _padan pD–uH Ke, ma!e bIje smye bIÒ nvI pyaRy _Tpþ =xe j. Aha¦ bIÒ nvI inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Aevo Aa„ano Apadan Svwav Ke, ne wav Svwav Ke. Aek pyaRyno Awav =yo te=I Awav (xUNyta) kaym rhI Ôy AevI vStu n=I. wavxi›na kar e bIÒ inmRz pyaRy bIje smye iv>man hoy j Ke. AavI vat¦ Aa b\I inüy... inüynI vat Ke Aem khI loko tene ka#I naqe Ke, p` wa{¦ inüy Ae!le prma=R, sTy¸ Ane ƒvhar Ae!le _pcar. smÔ uH kaH{...?

kevz&annI pyaRy Aek smynI Ke, teno Apay nam nax =va KtaH \/uvTvwav nax pamto n=I, prmpairàimk Aevo \/uv Aek &aykwav nax pamto n=I¸ ma!e bIÒ Ù e bIÒ kevz&annI pyaRy iv>man =xe j =xe. vtRman pyaRyno ƒy =yo Ae!le hve bIÒ pyaRyno _Tpad nih =ay Aem vStu n=I. Ùyopxm smiktno Awav ={ne Ùaiyk smikt Ýg! =ay Ke Alb¿ te kaze wgvan kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIpta hoy Ke, p` te pyaRy‐Ùaiyk smiktnI dxa kaH{ kevzI‐]utkevzIna kar e ={ Ke Aem n=I. \/uvxi›maH takat Ke te=I Ùyopxm dxano ƒy ={ne Ùaiyk pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke. AHdr \/uv Svwav pD–o Ke, jena Aa]y=I Ùyopxm dxa ƒy pamIne bIÒ inmRz Ùaiyk pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. ãƒ vtRman iv>man AvS=a ivna hoy nih AevI Aa„anI wavxi› Ke. bIÒ iv>man inmRz AvS=a _Tpþ =xe j =xe Aevo Aa„ano Aa Apadan gu Ke. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I inüy =ay, ne inim¿=I _padanmaH kayR =ay‐Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke?

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Apadanxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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46: Ai\kr`xi›

;waƒman (A=aRtŸ wavvamaH Aavta) wavna Aa\arpàmyI Ai\kr`xi›.'

smysarmaH Aa xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. Aa„pda=R ãƒ$p=I Aek Ke, Ane tena gu Anek‐AnHt Ke. Aha¦ Aa AnHt gu nuH Ai\kr` ko`? to khe Ke‐Ai\kr` gu vDe Aa„a j tenuH Ai\kr` Ke, A=aRtŸ tenuH Ai\kr` =ay Aevo Aa„ano Ai\kr` gu ‐Svwav Ke.

Aha¦ Òv ßyare inj ãƒSvwavno, wgvan i5kazIno Aa]y le Ke Tyare &annI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te sMyG&annI pyaRy Ýg! =ay tenI sa=e AnHt gu nI pyaRy wegI éKze Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem patazmaH paÌ hoy Ke te, p+=rnuH pD tU!I jtaH AHdr=I Aekdm Kozo martuH éKzI bhar Aave Ke, tem Aa cEtNyna patazmaH &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid AnHt xi›Ao pDI Ke te, ragnI Aekta toDIne ßyaH ãƒSvwavno Aa]y Òv le Ke ke tTkal cEtNyna patazmaH=I &anaid AnHt gu ‐xi›Ao inmRz pirìt$pe éKzI Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ &anaid inmRz pirìt ={ tenuH Ai\kr` nam Aa\ar ko`? to khe Ke‐wgvan Aa„a j tenuH Ai\kr` Ke, kemke tenuH Ai\kr` =vano Aa„amaH Ai\kr` gu Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? sHvr Ai\karmaH vzI Aem lI\uH Ke ke‐Aa„a &anSv$p Ke, temaH Ô`niÊya je =ay Ke te Ô`niÊyana Aa\are Aa„a Ke. Ae to Ô`niÊyamaH




46‐Ai\kr`xi› : 207

wgvan Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke to Ô`niÊyana Aa\are Aa„a Ke Aem kæuH Ke. AhÄ xi›na Ýkr`maH j¡da Ýkare vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›Aono ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH sMyG&annI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, te Ô`niÊya Ke. te Ô`niÊyamaH wgvan Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ sHvr nam \mR kem =ay AenI vat sHvr Ai\karmaH krI Ke. tenI AarHwnI ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐;_pyogmaH _pyog Ke'‐Aeno A=R Aem Ke ke i5kazI xuâ _pyog Sv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke te _pyogmaH Ae!le vtRman Ô`niÊyamaH‐je SvsNmuq _pyog =yo Ke temaH‐Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ô`niÊyana wavmaH Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke to Ô`niÊyana Aa\are Aa„a Ke A=aRtŸ _pyogmaH _pyog Ke Aem kæuH Ke. ßyare AhÄ Aa„ana Aa]ye‐Aa\armaH rhela Ai\kr` gu ne lI\e, AnHt gu nI je inmRz pyaRyo Ýg! =ay teno Aa\ar, khe Ke, Aa„a Ke, inim¿‐prvStu ke rag teno Aa\ar n=I. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, potano Aa„a xuâ cEtNyFn AnHtgu na sÀv$p i5kazI \/uvÝwu Ke, tena gu ‐pyaRyna Aa\are ãƒ isâ =ay Ke gu Ane pyaRy inmRz‐tena Aa\are ãƒ isâ =ay Ke. AÊmvt± gu ne Êmvt± (inmRz) pyaRyono ipHD te Aa„a Aem Ke ne¦ vzI ãƒna Aa\are gu ‐pyaRy isâ =ay Ke ãƒmaH Ai\kr` xi› pDI Ke to ãƒna Aa\are gu pyaRy isâ =ay Ke, kemke gu ‐pyaRyono Aa\ar‐Ai\kr` ãƒ Ke.

bIÒ Aek vat yad AavI: ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 126maH ktaR, kmR, kr` Ae 5` bol Aave Ke. TyaH sU"m vat lI\I Ke. gu ‐pyaRyna Aa\are ãƒ QyalmaH AavI Ôy Ke Aem ÝvcnsarnI Aa ga=amaH isâ kyuÅ Ke. TyaH (ÝvcnsarmaH) samaNy vat Ke Ae!le miln pyaRy sihtnI vat krI Ke. Ai\kr` namno gu t=a tenuH pir`mn‐inmRz tem j miln‐Aem bþenI TyaH vat krI Ke. wa{, xaHit Ane \Irj=I smjvuH Ýwu¦ TyaH ivkarI pyaRyna Aa\are p` gu ‐ãƒ Ke Aem lI\uH Ke, kemke ivkarI pyaRy=I ãƒ‐gu` isâ =ay Ke. Aem ke ivkarnI AvS=a Ke te konI? ãƒnI to Ke. Ae Ýma e ivkarI pyaRyna Aa\are TyaH ãƒnI isiâ krI Ke, tem j ãƒna Aa\are ivkarI pyaRy isâ =ay Ke Aem TyaH kæuH Ke.

wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt gu , Ane AnHt pyaRy Ke. vtRman Aek gu nI Aek Aem AnHt gu nI AnHt pyaRyo isâ =ay Ke. te pyaRyo Ane gu na Aa\are ãƒnI isiâ =ay Ke. miln pyaRyne p` TyaH lÙ` kæuH Ke. pHcaiStkaymaH p` Aem lI\uH Ke ke _Tpad‐ƒy, miln hoy to p` te ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke. ßyare AhÄ jenuH &an lÙ` Ke te Aa„a Aem vat krI Ke. Ae SvwavnuH wan kravva kæuH Ke. smysarmaH SvwavnI ¹iÚnuH Ýyojn Ke te=I SvwavnI muQyta Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH samaNy k=n Ke. te=I TyaH ivk<t AvS=a Ke te p` ãƒnI Ke Ae!le Ae lÙ`=I p` Aa„a Ke Aem isâ =ay Ke Aem vat krI Ke. ivkarI pyaRyne p` lÙ` bnavI Aa ãƒ Ke AevuH l"y TyaH isâ kyuÅ Ke.

sHvr Ai\karmaH Ô`niÊyanI je inmRz pirìt Ke tena Aa\are Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke te=I ãƒno Aa\ar inmRz pyaRy Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 10maH Aem lI\uH Ke ke Axuâ piràmno Aa]y p` ãƒ Ke, ivkarI pyaRy p` ãƒnI Ke. ãƒmaH pyaRy ={ te ãƒna Aa]ye ={ Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. gu pyaRy Aa\ar Ane ãƒ Aa\ey Ke Aem TyaH samaNyp e vat Ke. AhÄ kona Aa]ye‐Aa\are inmRz pyaRy Ýg!e Ke AenI vat Ke. to khe Ke‐waƒman wavna Aa\arpàmyI Aek Ai\kr`xi› ÒvãƒmaH Ke. Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ne AanHdnI je inmRz pyaRy, xuâ Svwavna Aa]ye Ýg! =ay te wavvamaH Aavto waƒman wav Ke, te wavna Aa\arpàmyI Ai\kr`xi› Ke.

xuH kI\uH? sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRy Ýg! ={ te waƒman‐wavvamaH Aavto wav Ke. Ahaha...¦ te wavno Aa\ar ko`? to khe Ke‐te wavna Aa\arpàmyI Ai\kr`xi› Ke, A=aRtŸ Ai\kr`xi›=I Aa„a j teno Aa\ar Ke. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I inüy =ay‐Aem loko mo!o JFDo kre Ke, p` ƒvharnI vatey k–aH Ke? wgvan¦ teH tÀvnI vat saHwzI j n=I. ƒvharnuH lÙ KoDI ãƒne ßyare lÙ bnaƒuH Tyare to sMyGdxRnnI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke. Aha¦ te inmRz pyaRynuH Ai\kr` Aa„a j Ke, kemke Aa„amaH j tena Ai\kr`no





gu ‐Svwav Ke. Aam ANy ko{ Aa„ana inmRz wavonuH Ai\kr` n=I.

sMykŸ mit‐]ut&annI pyaRy te waƒman wav Ke. teno Aa\ar Aa„iS=t &angu Ke, &angu nuH te waƒ Ke. j¡Ao, bharmaH [iNãyo, ke xaÏna ke ANy inim¿na Aa\are &annI pyaRy _Tpþ ={ n=I, kemke &an j¡duH ne [iNãyo j¡dI Ke, &an j¡duH Ane xaÏ Aaid inim¿ j¡duH Ke &annI pyaRy temnuH waƒ n=I¸ prSpr Aa\ar‐Aa\eyp uH bntuH j n=I. &angu j &annI pyaRyno Aa\ar Ke, kemke Ai\kr` gu Aa„ana &angu maH p` ƒapk Ke &angu maH Ai\kr` namnuH $p Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

tevI rIte sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ]âa gu na Aa\are _Tpþ =ay Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH ]âa gu i5kaz Ke. Ôe ke ]âa gu nuH v Rn Aa 47 xi›maH Alg=I AavtuH n=I, suqxi›na v RnmaH tene smavI dI\uH Ke. Aha¦ te ]âa gu na Aa\are smiktnI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, kaH{ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa=I ke nv tÀvnI wed$p ]âa=I xuâ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _Tpþ =tI n=I. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtoAe‐muinvroAe jgtne kevz&annI Ýaiºno magR btaƒo Ke.

wgvan¦ tuH &ananHd$p cEtNyl"mIno wHDar Ko. temaH je sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy$pI rTn _Tpþ =ay Ke te kona Aa\ar=I Ýg! =ay Ke? xuH teno Aa\ar ƒvhar rTn5y Ke? na, ƒvhar rTn5y teno Aa\ar n=I. to xuH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ teno Aa\ar Ke? to khe Ke‐na, ƒvhar rTn5y teno Aa\ar n=I. Ae to b\I bharmaH iwþ cIj Ke, te Aa\ar n=I. gjb vat Ke, bharmaH ATyare mo!I grbD cale Ke. vaStvmaH AHdr ]âa gu i5kaz Ke tena Aa\are sMyGdxRnnI inmRz pyaRy =ay Ke.

tevI rIte Aa„amaH je Aas/v riht sHvrnI vItragI cair5nI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke teno Aa\ar ko`? xuH srag smikt Ane pHcmhav/tna ƒvharna piràm te teno Aa\ar Ke? to khe Ke‐na, ƒvharna‐iÊyakaHDna ko{ piràm inüy cair5 Ýg! =ay teno Aa\ar n=I. Aha¦ AHdr Aa„amaH cair5 gu i5kaz Ke tena Aa\are Sv$pnI rm`tamy AevI vItragI cair5nI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Ýwu¦ tarI cair5dxa pr=I Ane rag=I inrpeÙ Ýg! =ay Ke. moÙno magR prm inrpeÙ Ke, tene bharna ko{ Aa\arnI j$rt n=I. Aha¦ pote j potanI vItragI cair5nI pyaRynuH Ai\kr` Ke, Ae!le jene moÙmagR Ôe{Ae Ke te e ãƒ‐i5kazI Aa„ãƒnI ¹iÚ krvI Ôe{Ae. wa{, Aa ãƒ¹iÚ Ae j vItragno magR Ke Ane te AlaEikk Ke, AenaH fz p` AlaEikk Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt &an‐kevz&an ne AnHt suq Ýg!e Ane te said‐AnHtkaz rhe te AenuH fz Ke. isâ pyaRy Ýg!e te said‐AnHtkaz rhe Ke Aoho¦ Aekla AtIiNãy suqno, pU R suqno Ane AnHt suqno TyaH wogv!o hoy Ke. Aha¦ AavI AlaEikk dxa =vana kar`no Aa\ar AHdr Aa\arnI jenI xi› Ke Aevo wgvan Aa„a Ke Aa isvay bharmaH ko{ Aa\ar n=I, xrIrey nih, [iNãyey nih, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ p` nih, ne ƒvharey nih. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Are¦ sHsarI Òvone Anaidkaz=I ragnI Ìic Ke, ne tene _pdexk p` Aeva j mzI Ôy Ke. _pdexk p` dya, dan, v/t Aaidna xuwrag=I \mR =vanuH btave Ke. Lyo, ;jslo ÔegI Ane malI mkvaÌ' ‐beyno mez qa{ gyo. p` Ae to bNney cargitmaH rJzxe. ihHsaid Axuwragna wav to mhapapna wav Ke, A\mR Ke, p` AihHsaid xuwragno Anuwv p` \mR n=I, A\mR Ke Aem AhÄ khe Ke te wavna Aa\are Aa„anI moÙmagRnI pyaRy =tI n=I. tena=I \mR =vanuH mane Ae to im+yaTv$p mhaxLy Ke.

ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Aa„Svwavna Aa\arey \mR =ay, ne ƒvharna ne inim¿na Aa\arey \mR =ay‐Aem mano to AnekaNt Ke. p` Aem n=I wa{¦ ƒvhar‐ragna Aa\are vItragta‐\mR =ay Ae tarI maNyta AH\arana Aa\are AjvazuH =ay Aena jevI im+ya Ke, kemke \mR to vItragta Sv$p Ke. vzI inim¿ Ke te prvStu Ke, ne prvStu SvãƒmaH xuH kre? kaH{ j n kre. ADe nih te xuH kre? Aa rIte Aa„Svwavna Aa\arey \mR =ay ne ƒvharna‐ragna Aa\are ne inim¿na Aa\arey \mR =ay AevI tarI maNyta w/m Ke¸ Ae AnekaNt p` n=I, vaStvmaH Aa„Svwavna Aa\are j \mR =ay, ne ƒvhar ne inim¿na Aa\are \mR n =ay Ae maNyta sTya=R AnekaNt Sv$p Ke. Aa„ana AnHt gu no Aa\ar‐Ai\kr` Aa„a j Ke, kemke Aa„ano Ai\kr` gu ‐Svwav Ke. drek gu maH Ai\kr` gu ƒapk Ke, drek gu maH tenuH $p Ke. te=I drek gu potana Aa\are potanI inmRz




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pyaRy Ýg! kre Ke. sMyG&an Ane kevz&annI pyaRy Aa„ana &anSvwavna Aa\are j Ýg! =ay Ke. kevz&annI pyaRy ={ te tena pUvRna car &annI pyaRyna ƒyna Aa\are ={ Ke Aem ßyaH n=I TyaH hve ƒvhar Ane inim¿na Aa\are =ay Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? Aa loijk=I‐Nyay=I to vat Ke. 5` lokna na=no magR Nyay=I isâ Ke. ;Nyay' xBdmaH ;no'‐;nyŸ'‐dorI jvuH‐Ae!le ke jevI vStu Ke tene tevI Ô`va$pe &anne Sv$pmaH dorI jvuH‐l{ jvuH te Nyay Ke. Aohoho...¦ Aa to \NywaGy hoy tene vItragnI vaÌ saHwzva mze.

bhennaH ;vcnam<t' vaHcIne Aek mumuÙu wa{ bolI é@ela‐;Aa to jEnnI gIta Ke.' vat sacI Ke. jEnna Ae!le vItragtanaH gaàH gay te gIta Ke. Aa„ana gu naH gaàH te gIta Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenaH Aa gaàH Ke pyaRynaH ke ragnaH Aa gaàH n=I. bIÔna Aa\are tuH potanI pyaRy =vanuH mane p` AevI vStuiS=it n=I. bIÔne Aa\ar mannaro potana AnHt gu ‐Svwavno Anadr kre Ke. ƒvharna risyane Aa AakruH lage, AekaHt jevuH lage, p` xuH =ay? AenuH ic¿ AekaNt‐g/h=I g/ist Ke.

smysarnI 83mI ga=amaH smuãnuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. diryamaH trHg é@e Ke te pvnna kar e nih¸ pyaRyno Aevo Svwav Ke ke trHg potana kar e pota=I é@e Ke, ne te trHg sma{ne diryamaH caLya Ôy Ke. tevI rIte \Ô frfre Ke te pvnna kar e nih, p` tenamaH iÊyavtI xi› pDI Ke tena kar e \ÔnuH frfrvap e pir`mn =ay Ke. Aavo pyaRyno Svwav Ke. Tyare ko{ wa{Ae ÝÆ krelo:

ÝÆ:- Aem ke paÌ _*` =ay Ke te AiG™=I =ay Ke Aem ÝTyÙ deqay Ke ne tme kem na paDo Ko?

_¿r:- paÌnI @HDI AvS=a bdlIne _*` AvS=a =ay Ae to paÌnI pyaRyno Svwav Ke. AiG™ inim¿ ho, p` AiG™ to prvStu Ke, AiG™na rjkò paÌne ADta suâaH n=I.

AacayR ]I kuHdkuHddeve smysarnI ga=a 372maH kæuH Ke ke‐FDo ma!ImaH=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ame deqIAe KIAe, kuHwar=I FDo =ay Ke Aem Ame deqta n=I. FDanI pyaRynI ktaR ma!I Ke, ne ma!I j FDanuH kr` Ane Ai\kr` Ke. ma!InI FDa$p pyaRy kuHwar=I, dHD=I ke cÊ=I ={ Ke Aem Ke j nih, Aha¦ ãƒnI SvtH5ta to j¡Ao¦

Aa„amaH Aek Ýwutaxi› Ke. Ae i5kaz ÝwutamaH=I vtRman Ýwuta Aave Ke. Ý=m pyaRymaH pamrta htI te ƒy ={ne Ýwuta Ýg!I. te Ýwuta kaH{ pUvR pyaRyna ƒyna Aa\are Ýg!I Ke Aem n=I. i5kaz Ýwutana Aa\are Ýwuta Ýg!I Ke. Aa Ýwutaxi› ÝTyek gu maH ƒapk Ke. ÝTyek gu maH ÝwutanuH $p Ke. te kar`=I sMykŸTvaid inmRz pyaRyo gu nI Ýwutana Aa\are Ýg! =ay Ke. xi›vanna Aa]ye xi› Ke, to tenI pyaRy p` xi›vanna Aa]y‐Aa\ar ivna kem hoy? maHD Ýwu¦ Aavo Avsr mZyo Ke, to Svwav=I wrela wgvanna xr e Ô, teno Aa]y le tuH Nyal ={ j{x, tne xaHit ne Anakuz AanHdnI Ýaiº =xe. Aa isvay laq‐ÊoD _pay b\a im+ya Ke.

smysarnI bIÒ ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐ ;jIvo cir¿dHs`àì‚do...' Lyo, AamaH=I AacayRdeve ÒvTvxi› ka#I Ke. ragmaH iS=t hto, te inj &an, dxRn, cair5maH iS=t =yo te Òv Ke. te iS=t =vanI xi› Ai\kr` gu vDe Aa„anI j Ke. Aha¦ tene Aa„ano j Aa\ar Ke. Aa„anI Ai\kr`xi› AbH\Sv$p Ke, te shj pairàimkwave Ke. tena Aa]y=I waƒman wav te _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiykwav$p Ke, Ane te Aa„ana Aa\are j Ýg! =ay Ke. Svwavne Aa\ar bnaƒa ivna, Aekla ƒvhar rTn5yna je piràm Ke te bH\nnuH kar` Ke, ne tena Aa\are AbH\na kar`$p piràm _Tpþ =ay Aem kdI bntuH n=I.

Aha¦ \m± puruØ Ô e Ke ke‐Amne Amara icdanHd wgvanno j Aa\ar Ke. mhelmaH ho ke jHglmaH, potano Aa„a j potano Aa\ar Ke Aem \maR„a Ô e Ke. j¡Ao, sItaÒ \maR„a htaH. ßyare lv Ane kux jeva crm‐xrIrI pu5o temnI kUHqe Aaƒa to temne sMmedixqr Aaid tI=ÈnI vHdnano wav ={ Aaƒo. brabr te j vqte lokoAe AavIne ramcHãÒne lokapvadnI vat khI. te=I ramcHãÒAe senapitne bolavI sItaÒne tI=ÈnI vHdna kravI, pKI isHhnad namna wyank vnmaH temne KoDI devanI Aa&a krI.

sItaÒAe bhu AanHd=I ne wi›=I tI=RvHdna krI, ne pKI ßyaH isHhnad vn AaƒuH TyaH r= éwo raqIne





senapit rDva laGyo. sItaÒ khe‐Are, Aa xuH =yuH? senapitÒ, tI=RvHdnana AanHdna ÝsHge Aap Aam kem rDo Ko? senapit rDtaH rDtaH khe‐mataÒ, jem muinvro rag pirìtne KoDe tem ]Irame lokapvadna wy=I tmne Aa jHglmaH AeklaH KoDI devanI Aa&a krI Ke. senapitna Aa xBdo saHwzIne sItaÒ becen‐bebakzaH ={ mUiCKRt =yaH. pKI hoxmaH AaƒaH to ramcHãÒne sHdexo khevDaƒo ke‐—he senapit¦ mara ramne kheje ke lokapvadna wy=I mne to KoDI, p` ijn\mRne n KoDxo. A&anI loko ijn\mRnI inHda kre to te inHdana wy=I sMyGdxRnne kdI n KoDxo...˜ j¡Ao Aa \maR„anI AHtr‐pirìt¦ \mRna Aa\arwUt Svwav AHtrmaH waƒo Ke to sHdexamaH khe Ke‐Svwavna Aa\are Ýg! sMyGdxRnne lokinHdana wy=I ma KoDxo. Ahaha...¦ \mRno Aa\ar Aeva inj icNma5 icdanHd Ýwune ¹iÚmaH raQyo Ke to wyank vnmaH p` sItaÒ wywIt n=I. ramno wle ivyog ho, p` AHdr Aatmram Ke te hajrahjUr Ke. sItaÒna &an‐]âanmaH inj Aatmramno Aa\ar inrHtr vTyaR j kre Ke. Aha¦ AatmramnuH xr` mZyuH te Axr` n=I. te to vnmaH p` potana Aa„ana Aa\are in:xHk Ane inwRy Òvn Òve Ke, dxRn‐&an‐cair5my Òvn Òve Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH Aek ÒvTvxi› i5kaz Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? &an, dxRn, AanHd, s¿a‐Aeva wavÝa`$p ÒvnnuH kayR AemaH =ay Ke. Aa„ana Aa\are Ýg! wavÝa` te Aa„anuH Òvn Ke. xrIr=I ÒvvuH Ae Òvn n=I. ;Òvo ne Òvva do' Aem sU5 bole Ke ne¦ p` Ae ijnsU5‐ijnvaÌ n=I. je dxRn‐&an‐cair5maH iS=t ={ ræo Ke te \maR„anuH Òvn Ke, te Svsmy Ke. rag=I ÒvvuH, deh=I ÒvvuH, Axuâ Ýa`=I ÒvvuH te Aa„Òvn n=I, vaStvmaH Ae to Aa„‐Fat Ke. Aa ds ãƒÝa` Ke Ae to jD Ke. tena Aa\are Òv Òvto n=I. xuH khIAe? vate vate fer Ke¦

Aa`Hda khe prma Hda, ma`se ma`se fer¸Aek laqe to na mze, Aek 5aHibyana ter.

prma„a khe Ke‐tare ne mare vate vate fer Ke, tarI ¹iÚ ê\I Ke ma!e ko{ vate mez qato n=I. Aha¦ waƒman wavno Aa\ar =ay tevI Aa„anI inj xi› Ke. jem inralHbI Aakaxne ANy

ko{ Aa\ar n=I, tem inralHbI cEtNy Ýwune bIÔe ko{ Aa\ar n=I. cEtNyna wavone inj cEtNy Ýwuno Aekno j Aa\ar Ke, AevI j Aa„anI Ai\kr`xi› Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ potana xuâ cEtNyno Aa\ar cUkIne jeAo bharmaH potano Aa\ar xo\e Ke te bih¹iÚ Òvo bharmaH wle mo!a xe@ hoy toy teAo raHka‐iwqara j Ke, kemke bIÔ pase=I teAo potana &an ne AanHdnI wIq mage Ke. Ane smiktIne bharmaH kdac dirãta hoy toy xuH? ;mara suqno Aa\ar huH j KuH, mare ko{ bIÔnI j$r n=I'‐AevI Svwav¹iÚ vDe te inrHtr Anakuz AtIiNãy suqno wogvnaro =ay Ke.

j¡Ao, kevz&an waƒman wav Ke, tena Aa\arpàmy Aa„anI Ai\kr`xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR&Tv Ane svRdixRTv Ýg!–uH teno Aa\ar ko`? xuH v«v<Øwnarac sHhnn hoy te teno Aa\ar Ke? na, te Aa\ar n=I. dehnuH Ai\kr` Aa„a, ne Aa„anuH Ai\kr` deh‐Aem n=I. kevz&annuH Ai\kr` v« xrIr n=I. Ôe te xrIr kevz&anno Aa\ar hoy to xrIr ivna kevz&an rhI kem xke? p` wgvan isâne sday kevz&an Aaid vteR Ke, ne xrIr vtRtuH n=I. ma!e xrIr kevz&anno Aa\ar n=I, Aa„a j Aek kevz&anno Aa\ar Ke. v«v<Øwnarac sHhnn hotaH kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke Aem kæuH hoy te ƒvharnynuH k=n _pcarma5 Ô`vuH. (iwþ Aa\arnI buiâ KoDI Svãƒna Aa]ymaH rhevuH.)

Aha¦ Aekek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Ke. Ai\kr`xi› Ýg! ={ te Ø!Ÿkark=I Ýg! ={ Ke. karko Anusar =vapà$p je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi›nI vat AavI g{ Ke. Aho¦ Aa to AlaEikk mH5o Ke. Aa vat sHÝdaymaH k–aHy Ke nih. idgHbrmaH Ke, p` Aeno A=R krvamaH go!a _@aƒa Ke. p` Aho¦ vItragI muinvroAe ramba` mayaÅ Ke. Ai\kr` jeno gu Ke Aeva Aa„ane _padey krtaH gu nuH pir`mn =ay Ke, weguH AnHta gu nuH pir`mn =ay Ke. Aa \mR ne Aa moÙmagR Ke, Ane AenuH fz moÙ Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ ragne hey ÔÌ tuH inj Svwavne _padey kr, te=I vItragta ne suq Ýg! =xe, kemke Aa„Svwav j tenuH Ai\kr` Ke.

Aa Ýma e AhÄ Ai\kr`xi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.




47: sHbH\xi›

;Svwavma5 Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi›. (potano wav potanuH Sv Ane pote teno SvamI‐Aeva sHbH\myI sHbH\xi›).

j¡Ao, Aa xi›no Ai\kar Ke. xi› Ae!le gu . wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt gu Ke. Aa AnHt gu ‐ÝTyek iwþ hova KtaH Aekek gu nuH bIÔ AnHtmaH $p Ke. temaH Aek xi› AevI Ke ke pote Aa„a SvsHvedn‐ÝTyÙ =ay. potanuH &an Ane potano AanHd SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Aevo teno Ýkax Svwav Ke. temaH Ai\kr` gu nuH $p Ke te kar`=I te xi› prna Aa\ar ivna potana j Aa\are potanuH SvsHvedn ÝTyÙ kre Ke. te potanI SvyHisâ dxa Ke. ƒvhar rTn5yna kar e SvsHvedn =ay Ke Aem n=I.

;svR gu aHx te sMykŸTv' Ae ]ImdŸnuH vcn Ke. rhSypU R icõImaH p` Aa vat AavI Ke. co=e gu S=ane &anaid gu ono Aekdex ƒ› =ay Ke. ]âa gu nI sMyGdxRn$p pyaRy ƒ› =ay Ke tenI sa=e &an gu nI mit‐]ut$p sMyG&annI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, cair5 gu nI Sv$pacr`nI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. paHcme, Kõe gu S=ane ivxeØ cair5 hoy Ke te AhÄ n=I, p` cair5no AHx co=a=I xru =ay Ke. AavI vStuiS=it Ke. phelaH AenI y=a=R smj` krvI Ôe{Ae, ivna smj` Ýyog kevI rIte =ay? AHtmuRq =vano Ýyog krta phelaH y=a=R smj` hoy Ke, pKI Aekag/ta$p |yan äara Svanuwv Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ y=a=R smj` krI AnHtgu no wHDar Aeva Aa„ano ßyaH Aa]y le Ke TyaH co=a gu S=ane sMyGdxRn siht svR gu no AHx Ýg! =ay Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Awed Aek &aykwav Sv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke. te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ane |yey Ke. te |yeynI ¹iÚ‐AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krtaH sMyGdxRn$p pyaRynI ƒ›ta =ay Ke. Aa mUz cIj Ke, Aene bdle ;sHym lo, sHym lo'‐Aem ke!lak p5omaH lqa` Aave Ke. p` Are wa{, sHym kone khevay? sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke AenI qbr ivna sHym Aaƒo k–aH=I? magR j¡do Ke bapa¦ AnHt xi›no ipHD xi›van ãƒ Awed Aek Ke tenI ¹iÚ krva=I smikt siht AnHt xi›no ƒ› AHx pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ jem paÌno FDo wyÈ hoy ne Klkay tem &anma5wavnI AHdr AnHt xi›AonuH éKzvuH =ay Ke AenuH nam smikt Ke. wa{, Aava smikt ivna v/taid kaH{ j n=I. Ae to =o=aH Ke =o=aH wgvan¦

Aa smysarmaH xi›nuH v Rn ¹iÚnI Ý\anta=I Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH je 47 nynuH v Rn Ke te &annI Ý\anta=I Ke. xi› 47, ny 47, wEya wgvtIdas rict inim¿‐_padanna doha 47, Ane car FaitkmRnI Ýk<it p` 47 Ke. Aa 47 xi›nuH Sv$p y=a=Rta=I smje tene 47 Ýk<itno nax =ay Ke. kmRÝk<itno nax khevo Ae to ƒvhar Ke, vaStvmaH tene AnHt&anaid Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aha¦ AacayR Am<tcHãSvamIAe 47 xi›nuH AamaH Ajb v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ÒvTvxi›=I x$ kyuÅ Ke. xi›nI AavI vat ¬etaHbr Aaid bIje k–aHy n=I. Aa to kevz&annI keDIAe calnara sHtoAe Am<t pIrSyaH Ke. wgvannI idƒ|vinno Aa sar Ke. ATyare KeLlI sHbH\xi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. khe Ke‐;Svwavma5 Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi› Ke'. &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid AnHt gu Ane tenuH wvn nam pir`mn te Svwavma5 SvvStu Ke kemke Aa Svwav Ke Aem tenI pirìtmaH wan =ya ivna Aa Svwav Ke Ae vat k–aH=I AavI? Aam ãƒ‐gu Ane tenI inmRz pirìt te Svwavma5 Sv Ke, Ane tena SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi› Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AnHtgu $pI SvwavnuH SvaimTv k–are =ay? ke ßyare pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Tyare Aa Sv‐Svwavmy potanI pU R vStu Ke Aem wan =yuH to Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi›nI pyaRy no AHx Ýg! =ay Ke. Tyare ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH sHbH\xi›nuH ƒapkp uH =ay Ke. AhÄ ;Svwavma5 Sv' Aem kæuH Ke AemaH Aekla i5kazInI vat n=I. i5kazInuH pyaRymaH wan =yuH to i5kazI ãƒ, AnHt gu Ane tenI inmRz inivRkarI pyaRy‐5 e Svwavma5 Ke Ane Ae 5 emaH Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi›nuH ƒapkp uH =ay Ke.

wgvan Aa„a cEtNy lÙ e liÙt Ke. &annI vtRman pyaRy Sv&eyne Ô`tI Ýg! ={ temaH Aa





prma„Sv$p pU R iv&anFn vStu huH KuH Aem Ô`vamaH AaƒuH, sa=e AenI ÝtIit ={. Ôe ÝtIit n =ay to Aa isâ sman kar`prma„a huH wgvan Sv$p KuH Ae k–aH ræuH? Aek var Aek ÝÆ =yelo:

ÝÆ:- mharaj¦ Aap i5kazI \/uv vStune kar`prma„a kho Ko¸ Ôe tevo kar`prma„a hoy to tenuH kayR AavvuH Ôe{Ae ne? kar`prma„a to moj¡d Ke, p` tenuH sMyGdxRn$pI kayR to Ke nih, ma!e tene kar`prma„a kem khevay? Tyare Ame jvab dI\elo ke‐

_¿r:- wa{, jene kar`prma„a ÝtIitmaH Aaƒo tene te kar`prma„a Ke. jene ÝtIitmaH Aaƒo n=I tene kar`prma„a k–aH Ke? smÔy Ke? kar`prma„a i5kazI AnHtgu Sv$p wgvan to Anaid=I Ke, p` teno pyaRymaH was =ya ivna kar`prma„a Ke Ae vat k–aH rhI? im+ya ]âavazane kar`prma„anI ]âa n=I¸ tene to bharmaH rag Ane pyaRynI ]âa Ke. sMyG¹iÚne j kar`prma„anI ]âa Ke. Aaj xaÏnI 17‐18 ga=anI !IkamaH Aem kæuH Ke ke‐A&anInI &an‐pyaRymaH p` pyaRyno Svwav SvprÝkaxk hova=I, Sv&ey Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, p` tenI ¹iÚ TyaH Svãƒ pr n=I¸ ma!e tena &anmaH jàto hova KtaH tenI pyaRymaH kar`prma„a Aaƒo nih. ãƒ &anmaH jàva KtaH ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ nih hova=I pyaRymaH ãƒ AaƒuH nih.

wa{, rag Ane pyaRyne je potanuH Sv mane Ke te bihra„a Ke, kemke pyaRy te bihtRTv Ke, ne vStu Ke te AHt:tÀv Ke. Aek smynI pyaRy _pr jenI ¹iÚ Ke te bih¹iÚ bihra„a Ke, ne wgvan &aykno je e AHtrmaH SvIkar kyÈ te AHtra„a =yo. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐AanHd$p je Svna wvn$p wav Ke te j maruH Sv Ke ne huH teno SvamI KuH, Aa isvay bIj¡H kaH{ maruH Sv n=I, ne bIÔ ko{no huH SvamI n=I‐Aem tene hve in Ry =yo Ke. j¡Ao Aa sHbH\xi›¦ pr=I sHbH\ hovanuH inØe\Ine Aa sHbH\xi› SvmaH Aekta S=aipt kre Ke.

p` Are¦ A&anInI ¹iÚ bhar pr Ane pyaRy pr hoy Ke. inymsarna xuâwav Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ke‐Òvaid sat tÀv bihtRTv Ke. TyaH Òvaid Ae!le ÒvnI pyaRy smjvI. Òvaid bihtRTv hey Ke Ane potano Aa„a je Aek &aykwavma5 Ke te _padey Ke. inmRz pyaRyne p` TyaH bihtRTv khevamaH Aavel Ke. sHvr, injRra Aaid pyaRy Ke tene TyaH bihtRTv khI Ke, hey khI Ke. TyaH Ýyojnvx nve tÀvnI b\I pyaRyne hey khI Ke, ne Aek AHt:tÀv Svãƒne j Aa]y krvayoGy _padey kæuH Ke. hve Aa saHwzvay n mze tene ke id' tenuH &an =ay, ne k–are te AHtrmaH _tre? Aa smßya ivna taruH b\uH =o=aH Ke wa{. Aa dya, dan, v/t [Tyaidna ivkLp b\uH =o=aH Ke wgvan¦

TyaH khe Ke‐dya, dan [Tyaid je ivkLp Ke te to hey Ke, p` ãƒ¹iÚ krtaH je sHvr injRranI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ tey hey Ke. sHvr Ae!le cair5. wgvan AanHdSv$pmaH rm`ta krtaH je cair5nI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te cair5 dxa hey Ke, kemke pyaRyna lÙe rag _Tpþ =ay Ke. pyaRynuH lÙ KoDavI Aek &ayknuH j lÙ kravvanuH Ýyojn Ke te=I TyaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI dxane hey khI Ke, prãƒ khI Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒne tÀv¹iÚ htI. tem e Aek var kheluH‐;Are, Aa nad ko` saHwzxe? ko` ha paDxe? prma„ano Aa nad Ke.

lokoAe bharnuH b\uH maNyuH Ke. v/t kre, ne tpSya kre p` Ae sHsarna naxno _pay n=I. AHdr Svwavma5 kar`prma„a Ke, p` je tenI ÝtIit ne &an kre tene ne? i5kazI &ayk Svwav te potanuH Sv Ke, p` je teno Aa]y krIne Ô e tene te Sv Ke. SvnuH wan =ay, sMyGdxRn‐&an =ay Tyare te Sv‐wav Ke Aem khevay.

Are¦ Aa lokmaH potanuH xuH Ke ne konI sa=e potane prma=R sHbH\ Ke tena wan ivna, prne j potanuH manIne Òv sHsarmaH AnHt kaz=I rqDI mre Ke. te prne potanuH krva inrHtr _>mxIl rhe Ke, p` prãƒ kdIy potanuH ={ xktuH n=I, te=I mohmuG\ Aevo te du:qI j du:qI =ay Ke.

Aha¦ Ôe prne pr$pe Ô e ne Svne Sv‐$pe Ô e to AvXy te potana Sv$pnI‐Svwavma5 vStunI‐Aekag/ta=I suqI j =ay.

i5kazI Aek &aykSvwav Ýwu Aa„a te Sv, Ane tena wavnuH wvn‐jemaH Aa Sv Ke Aem wan =yuH te Sv‐wav Ke. Aa rIte cEtNyãƒ, tena gu Ane tenI xuâ pirìt Ýg! ={ te potanuH Sv, Ane tenI sa=e \m±




47‐sHbH\xi› : 213 puruØne SvaimTvno sHbH\ Ke. bakI pu~y ke ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp te Sv Ane \m± tena SvamI‐Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih. Ýwu¦ tara SvwavmaH je iS=r hoy te taruH Sv Ke, ne tenuH pir`mn =ay te taruH Sv‐kayR Ke. Aam ãƒ‐gu ne pyaRy Ae 5 e taruH Sv Ane tenI sa=e tare SvamIpàno sHbH\ Ke. Aa isvay pr ke rag sa=e tare Sv‐SvamIpàno sHbH\ n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ potano Aek &aykwav AnHt xi›=I wrpur wyÈ Ke. Aeno ßyaH Anuwv =yo to tena pir`mnmaH p` Sv‐wav‐Svna wvn$p Sv‐wav Aaƒo, Ane sHbH\ xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5èmaH ƒapI¸ ãƒ‐gu maH to htI, ne wan =yuH TyaH pyaRymaH xi›no AHx Ýg! =yo. to \m± potana ãƒ‐gu ne tena Aa]ye Ýg! xuâ pirìt‐Ae isvay potane Sv‐SvamI sHbH\ hovanuH k–aHy SvIkarto n=I. Aha¦ idgHbr sHto isvay vStunuH AavuH Sv$p ko` btave? idgHbr sHtoAe Akar` kÌà krIne sar tÀv jgt smÙ mUk–uH Ke. teAo wgvan kevzIno varso mUkI gya Ke. p` Are¦ varso (varsdar) ræa nih¦ ko{ne =ay ke AmaruH b\uH qo!uH? ha, qo!uH Ke rag ne pr sa=eno taro svR sHbH\ qo!o Ke.

Are Ýwu¦ vStunuH Sv$p AavuH Ke. potanaH ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ Ke, ne xi›na \rnar ãƒno ßyaH pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo TyaH Sv‐SvaimTvmy sHbH\xi›nuH pir`mn p` =yuH. to ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 e Sv‐wav Ke, ne te Sv‐wavno SvamI pote Aa„a Ke Aem inüy =yo. j¡Ao Aa inüy¦ Aha¦ \m±ne Aa inüy =yo Ke ke huH mara &an‐AanHd vgere AnHt gu ono SvamI KuH, ne te j mara Sv‐wavo Ke. maruH Sv$p AevuH n=I ke huH prno ne ivkarno SvamI =aë. prno SvamI prãƒ ne ivkarno SvamI ivkar hoy¸ maro xuâwav ivkarno SvamI kem hoy? mara Aek &aykwav sa=e je e AekTv kyuÅ Ke Aevo je xuâ rTn5yno wav te j maruH Sv Ke, ne teno j huH SvamI KuH. ragaid to mara=I KU!a pDI Ôy Ke, ma!e te maruH Sv n=I, huH teno SvamI n=I. huH to Sv‐wavma5no j SvamI KuH.

ÝÆ:- to Aa ÏIno SvamI, l"mIno SvamI, ÝÔno SvamI vgere lokmaH khe Ke te xuH jU@uH Ke?

_¿r:- ha, ÏIno SvamI, l"mIno SvamI, ÝÔno SvamI [Tyaid lokmaH je khevay Ke te prma=R n=I. qreqr Aa„a ÏI, l"mI ke ÝÔ vgereno SvamI n=I, kemke Ae p<=kŸ vStuAo tenuH Sv n=I. Aa xrIrno Aa„a SvamI n=I, ne ragaidnoy SvamI n=I¸ Aa„a to &an‐dxRn‐AanHd$p Sv‐wavono j SvamI Ke, ne te j Aa„ana ;Sv' Ke. ;Sv' to tene khIAe je sday sa=e rhe, kdIy pota=I j¡duH n pDe. xrIr j¡duH pDe Ke, rag j¡do pDI Ôy Ke, p` &an‐dxRn‐AanHd j¡da pDta n=I, ma!e tenI sa=e j Aa„ane Sv‐SvamIpùH Ke, ragaid sa=e nih. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, ram, l"m`, sIta vnmaH gyaH htaH. sItane _paDI jva=I rav` sa=e temne lHka pase yuâ =yuH. rav e l"m`ne xi› marIne mUiCKRt bnavI dI\a. xi› Ae!le bharnI iv>a. Tyare l"m`nI halt Ôe{ne ram kLpaHt krva laGya:

Aaƒa'ta Tyare 5` jà ne ÔxuH AekaAek,Ae mataÒ qbruH pUKxe, Tyare xo xo _¿r d{x¸l"m` Ôgne hoÒ, tuH bol de AekvarÒ...

j¡Ao, smiktI ramne Aavo ivkLp Aaƒo Ke, p` te sIta, l"m`na ke tTsHbH\I ivkLpnay te kaze SvamI n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...? smiktInI pirìt j AavI ivic5 A!p!I hoy Ke. wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

—rmit Anek surin sHg pE, its pirnit tEH int h!ah!I¸icNmUrt £gŸ\arIkI moih rIit lgit hE A!ap!I.˜

l"m` mUiCKRt ={ pD–a Ke, Tyare ko{Ae kæuH ke Aek ivxLya namnI kuHvarI kNya Ke. te wrtna raßymaH rhe Ke. tene tTkal AhÄ bolavo. tena SnannuH jz KaH!va=I l"m`nI mUCKaR _trI jxe. ne bNyuH p` Aem. te Ýma e krtaH l"m`Òna xrIrmaH=I xi› calI g{, ne l"m`Ò Ôg<t =ya. AhÄ khe Ke‐xLy riht ivxLya AevI





Aa„anI xuâ pirìt ßyaH Ôg<t ={ TyaH ;huH AanHdkHd Aek &ayk Ýwu KuH, te maruH Sv ne huH teno SvamI KuH'‐Aem tene Sv‐SvamI sHbH\ Ýg! =ay Ke. benna vcnam<tmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐;Ôgto Òv _wo Ke, te k–aH Ôy? j$r Ýaº =ay.' Ôgto Òv Ae!le \/uv Aek &aykwav‐tenI ¹iÚ kyeR te j$r Ýaº =ay. Aa„amaH xi› ÔgI (‐pir`mI) TyaH Aaqoy Aa„a ÔgI gyo. phelaH ragnI AektamaH mUiCKRt hto te hve Aek &aykwavnI Ae›amaH Ôg<t =yo. tena ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH Sv‐SvamIpàno sHbH\ S=aipt =yo. hve tene ragaid sa=e Sv‐SvaimTv sHbH\ n=I.

to ƒvhar rTn5yna piràm to Aene Ke?

ha, Ke¸ p` ƒvhar rTn5yna piràm sa=e Sv‐SvaimTv sHbH\ n=I. tenI sa=e &ey‐&ayk sHbH\ ƒvhar‐ma5=I Ke. te ragna piràmne pr&eyp e ma5 Ô e Ke. bs. smÔ uH kaH{...?

inymsarmaH inmRz pyaRyne prãƒ, Ane hey khI Ke. TyaH ApeÙa j¡dI Ke. TyaH _padey tÀv je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke Aevo Aek &aykwav isâ krvo Ke, ne pyaRynuH lÙ m!aDvuH Ke to inmRz pyaRyne prãƒ Ane hey khI. AhÄ sHbH\xi›maH Òvno vaStivk sHbH\ kona=I Ke Ae isâ krvuH Ke, to ãƒ‐gu ne tenI inmRz pyaRy j potanuH Sv Ke, ne pote teno j SvamI Ke, prno ne ragno nih‐Aem isâ kyuÅ Ke. hve sTy vat saHwze nih ne rag‐äeØnI‐AeklI papnI‐mj¡rImaH AavI ijHdgI veDfI naqe¦ Are wa{, AemaH tne ware nukxan Ke. bharnI iÊya to tuH krto (krI xkto) n=I, ne pu~y‐papna ivkLponI mj¡rI kyaR kre Ke p` Ae=I to tne AnHt sHsar fzxe ko` Ô e k–aHy nkR‐ingodmaH caLyo j{x.

ÝÆ:- ha, p` Aa„ane kmR sa=e to inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke ne?

_¿r:- na¸ potana Svwav sa=e j Sv‐SvaimTv sHbH\ jene Ýg! =yo, Aek &aykwavna AekTvp e je pir`Myo Aeva \m± puruØne kmR sa=ena inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\no ivCKed =to Ôy Ke. jene SvwavnI ¹iÚ ={ n=I Aevo im+ya¹iÚ Òv j kmR sa=ena inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\e pir`me Ke. jene inj Svwav‐Aek &aykwav sa=e Aekp uH =yuH. &ayk sa=e j Aekakar ={ je pir`Myo tene hve kmRnuH inim¿p uH Ku!tuH Ôy Ke. sa\kne to potana SvwavmaH jem jem Ae›anuH pir`mn £# =tuH Ôy Ke tem tem kmRno sHbH\ tU!to Ôy Ke, ne Êmx: pU R wavne Ýaº ={ kmRna sHbH\ riht ={ Ôy Ke, isâpdne Ýaº =ay Ke.

Aha¦ smiktIne kmRnuH ne ragnuH SvaimTv n=I. Ae to Sv‐Svwavna SvamI Ke. potana ãƒ‐gu ne ãƒna Aa]ye Ýg!elI inmRz rTn5ynI dxa‐tena j te SvamI Ke, ne te j AenuH Sv Ke. kmRna ne kmRjint ragno SvamI =ay te to im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Lyo, hve loko khe Ke ke‐ƒvharnI iÊya kro, Aem krtaH krtaH \mR =xe, ƒvhar rTn5y=I inüy rTn5y =xe, srag sHym paztaH vItragI sHym =xe¸ p` wa{, AavI je Ý$pà Ke Ae to Sv$pno Fat krnarI Ke. Aa„ane ßyaH ragnuH SvaimTv j n=I TyaH rag=I Aa„ano \mR kem Ýg! =xe? wgvannI vaÌmaH to Aa AaƒuH Ke ke vItrag pirìt=I j \mRdxa _TpNn =ay Ke, Ane te ivtrag pirìt Svãƒna Aa]ye j _Tpþ =ay Ke. kmRna Aa]ye ke ƒvhar‐rTn5yna Aa]ye vItrag pirìt _pje Ae 5`kazmaH sTy n=I. Aha¦ \m± Òv pr sa=e jray sHbH\ manta n=I.

smysar ga=a 207‐208 nI !IkamaH AaƒuH Ke ke‐

—je jeno Sv wav Ke te tenuH Sv Ke. Ane te teno (Svwavno) SvamI Ke‐Aem sU"m tI"` tÀv¹iÚna AalHbn=I &anI (potana) Aa„ane j Aa„ano pirg/h inym=I Ô e Ke, te=I ;Aa maruH Sv n=I, huH Aano SvamI n=I' Aem Ô`to =ko prãƒne pirg/hto n=I.˜

vzI &anI khe Ke ke‐—Ôe AÒv prãƒne huH pirg/huH to AvXymev te AÒv maruH Sv =ay, huH p` AvXymev te AÒvno SvamI =aë¸ Ane AÒvno je SvamI te qreqr AÒv j hoy. Ae rIte Avxe (lacarI=I) p` mne AÒvp uH AavI pDe. maruH to Aek &ayk wav j je Sv Ke, teno j huH SvamI KuH ma!e mne AÒvp uH n ho, huH to &ata j rhIx, prãƒne nih pirg/huH.˜




kzx‐264 : 21p

j¡Ao \maR„anI Aa sU"m tÀv¹iÚ¦ jem weHsno pit paDo hoy tem, khe Ke, jDno pit jD j hoy. p` huH to Aek &ayk wav KuH, ne &ayk j rhIx A=aRtŸ &aykna SvamIp e j rhIx. Lyo, AavI vat¦ \m± Òv ma5 potana Sv‐SvwavmaH j Sv‐SvaimTv Ô e Ke, xrIr, kmR, ke ragaid sa=e Sv‐SvaimTv SvIkarta n=I. \m±ne vtRman dxamaH ikHictŸ rag Ke, p` tena AiwÝaymaH ;rag te huH' AevI ragnI pkD n=I¸ ;Aek &ayk wav j huH‐AevI SvwavnI j pkD Ke.

sMyG¹iÚno Sv‐SvaimTv sHbH\ potana Sv$pmaH j smay Ke. te=I inmRz i5kazI ãƒ‐gu Ane tenI inmRz, piv5 pirìt‐Ae 5 e je potano wav Ke te tenuH Sv Ke, ne teno j te SvamI Ke. &anI \maR„a puruØne ;rag maruH Sv ne ragno huH SvamI' Aevo sHbH\ Ke j nih. tene ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp Aave Ke, p` te &ey‐&ayk$p ƒvharna sHbH\maH Ôy Ke. rag te pr&ey Ke, potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy te Sv&ey Ke xuâ Aa„ãƒ Sv&ey Ke, te _padey Ke, ne rag pr&ey Ke, teno \m± Òv &ata ma5 Ke. rag pr&ey‐bs Ae!lo ƒvhar sHbH\ Ke, tenI sa=e hve \m±ne bIÔe ko{ sHbH\ n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHdr mI@o mheram` Am<tno na= Ýwu Aa„a Jule Ke, temaH=I Am<t Jre Ke teno Svad kr¸ rag Ke Ae to Jerno Svad Ke, &anI tena Svadna SvamI =ta n=I.

j¡Ao, rTn5yna inmRz piràm te maruH Sv ne huH teno SvamI, Aek &ayk wav te maruH Sv, ne huH teno SvamI‐Aem Sv‐SvamI$p wed‐ivkLpnI Aa vat n=I. vaStvmaH \m±ne ãƒ‐pyaRynI Aekta$p pir`mn =yuH Ke AenI Aa vat Ke. pote potana Svwav sa=e j sHbH\ raqIne tena=I j Ae›a$pe pir`me, temaH j lInta krI pir`me Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke, ne te j AenI xowa Ke, suHdrta Ke. prna sHbH\=I Aa„ane Aozqvo Ae to klHk Ke laEikkmaH p` Aene klHk khe Ke, ma!e he wa{¦ prna sHbH\=I ivir¿ ={ne tara Aek &ayk wavmaH j AekTv kr. Aek &ayk wavmaH AekTv pamtaH AHdr inmRz rTn5y pakxe. te taro Sv‐wav Ke, ne tuH teno SvamI Ko. Aa isvay bIÔ ko{ sa=e tare Sv‐SvamIpàno sHbH\ Ke nih. Lyo, AavI vat¦

Aa Ýma e KeLlI Aa sHbH\xi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.

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kzx - 264

;[Tyaidk Anek xi›Ao=I yu› Aa„a Ke top` te &anma5pàne KoDto n=I' ‐Aeva A=RnuH kzx$p kaƒ hve khe Ke:‐

(vsNtitlka)

[Tya>nekinjxi›suinwRro½ipyo &anmaZmytaH n jhait wav: .OvH kÊmakÊmivvitRivvtRicZHtãVypyRymyH icidhaiSt vStu.. 264..

}loka=R:- ([Tyaid-Anek-inj-xi›-suinwRr: Aip) [Tyaid (‐pUveR khelI 47 xi›Ao vgere vgere) Anek inj xi›Ao=I sarI rIte wrelo hovaH KtaH (y: wav: &anmaZmytaH n jhait) je wav &anma5mypàne KoDto n=I, (tdŸ) AevuH te, (OvH kÊm-AkÊm-ivvitR-ivvtR-icZmŸ) pUvÈ› Ýkare Êm$pe Ane AÊm$pe vtRta ivvtR=I (‐$paHtr=I, pir`mn=I) Anek ÝkarnuH, (ãVy-pyRymyH) ãƒpyaRymy (icdŸ) cEtNy (A=aRtŸ Aevo te cEtNywav‐Aa„a) ([h) Aa lokmaH (vStu AiSt) vStu Ke.

wava=R:- ko{ Aem smjxe ke Aa„ane &anma5 kæo te=I te AekSv$p j hxe. prHtu Aem n=I. vStunuH Sv$p ãƒpyaRymy Ke. cEtNy p` vStu Ke, ãƒpyaRymy Ke. te cEtNy A=aRtŸ Aa„a AnHt





xi›Ao=I wrelo Ke Ane Êm$p t=a AÊm$p Anek Ýkarna piràmna ivkarona smUh$p Anekakar =ay Ke top` &anne‐ke je Asa\ar` wav Ke tene‐KoDto n=I, tenI svR AvS=aAo‐piràmo‐pyaRyo &anmy j Ke. 264.

· kzx 264: }loka=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

[Tyaid-Anek-inj-xiÉt-suinwRr: Aip [Tyaid (pUvR khelI 47 xi›Ao vgere vgere) Anek inj xi›Ao=I sarI rIte wrelo hova KtaH... ,

j¡Ao xuH khe Ke? wgvan Aa„a inj xi›Ao=I ;suinwRr:' sarI rIte wrpur wrelo Ke. xuH vas`maH dU\nI jem Aa„a injxi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo Ke?

na, dU\maH jem \ozp wrelI Ke, va sakrmaH jem gzp` wreluH Ke tem wgvan Aa„a inj xi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a AnHtxi›my j Ke. dU\ne vas` Ae to be p<=kŸ cIj Ke, AevuH AamaH n=I. Aa„a Ane xi›Ao Awed Aek$p Ke Aa„a xi›my j Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐Aam AnHt xi›Ao‐gu o=I sarI pe@e wrpur wrelo hova KtaH ;y: wav: &anmaZmytaH n jhait' je wav &anma5mypàne KoDto n=I, ;tdŸ' AevuH te, ;OvH kÊm-AkÊm-ivvitR-ivvtR-icZmŸ' pUvÈ› Ýkare Êm$pe Ane AÊm$pe vtRta ivvtR=I (‐$paHtr=I, pir`mn=I) Anek ÝkarnuH, ;ãVypyRymymŸ' ãƒpyaRymy ;icdŸ cEtNy (A=aRtŸ Aevo te cEtNywav‐Aa„a) ;[d' Aa lokmaH ;vStu AiSt' vStu Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ÔeyuH? AnHt gu o=I wrelo hova KtaH je wav &anma5pàne KoDto n=I A=aRtŸ jena AÊme vtRta gu o ne Ême vtRtI pyaRyomaH &an ƒapk Ke Aevo cEtNywav vStu Aa„a Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ AÊme vtRta gu o Ane Ême vtRtI pyaRyo te Aa„a khIne Ýma`&an kI\uH Ke. Aha¦ ÝTyek gu ‐pyaRymaH &an ƒapk Ke te=I j Aene &anma5 Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ AÊme vtRta guò ne Ême vtRtI pyaRyo‐Ae$p &anma5 vStu Aa„ãƒ lI\uH Ke kemke AnHt gu maH‐ÝTyekmaH Ýitsmy $paHtr‐pir`mn =vuH te Aeno Svwav Ke. Aam AÊme vtRta gu o ne Ême vtRtI‐$paHtr =tI pyaRyo‐Aem ãƒpyaRymy cEtNywav te Aa„a Ke Ane te lokmaH vStu Ke. be‐ãƒ‐pyaRy be ={ne Aek vStu Ke, be iwþ‐iwþ cIj n=I, be ={ne be vStu n=I.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? to khe Ke‐AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrel &anma5 vStu Aa„a Ko. Ahaha...¦ taro Aa„a kaH{ ivkar ke kmÈ=I wrelo n=I, Aena=I to iwþ xuâ cEtNyvStu tuH Aa„a Ko. Ahaha...¦ ivkar=I ne pr=I j¡do Aevo Aa cEtNy wgvan, khe Ke, &anma5mypàne kdI KoDto n=I. Aha¦ \umaDa=I iwþ AevI AiG™ jem _*`tane kdI KoDtI n=I, tem pr=I ne ivkar=I iwþ xuâ cEtNyvStu potana &anmypàne kdI KoDtI n=I. ma!e he wa{, &anwav vDe tarI Aa„vStune lÙmaH l{ne teno Anuwv kr. j¡Ao, Aa \mRnI rIt¦

Ahaha...¦ AHtmuRq ={ne &anwav vDe je e inj cEtNy vStuno Anuwv kyÈ te &anI‐\m± Ke, te &anwavmyp e. j sday vteR Ke, te &anwavne kdI KoDto n=I. Aha¦ Aavo sa\k \m± puruØ Aem Ô e Ke ke‐maro Aa„a shj j ÊmpyaRy$p ne AÊmgu $p Svwavvazo Ke. AnHt gu Aek sa=e AÊmp e vStumaH itrKa‐ityRkŸÝcy$p rhela Ke, ne pyaRyo inyt Êmpè Êmvt±‐_|vRÝcy$p =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ mara AÊmvt± gu omaH ne Êmvt± pyaRyomaH huH sday &anma5wavp e j vtuÅ KuH. Aava in RymaH &anIne &ataSvwavna AalHbnno puruØa=R vteR Ke ikHictŸ rag Ke tene te &anwav=I bhar pr&eyp e j Ô e Ke bs. Lyo, Aam &anma5wavp e j pir`mto pir`mto sa\k sa|y Aeva isâpd Ýit haLyo Ôy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

· kzx 264: wava=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;ko{ Aem smjxe ke Aa„ane &anma5 kæo te=I te AekSv$p j hxe prHtu Aem n=I. vStunuH Sv$p ãƒpyaRymy Ke. cEtNy p` vStu Ke, ãƒpyaRymy Ke.'




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j¡Ao, Aa„ane &anma5 kæo te=I te AekSv$p j Ke Aem nih, p` ãƒpyaRymy Ke Aem vStune jem Ke tem AnekaNtmy Ô`vI.

ÝÆ:- to smysarnI KõI ga=amaH huH‐Aa„a AÝm¿ey nih ne Ým¿ey nih‐Aem kæuH Ke ne?

_¿r:- ha, TyaH bIÒ vat Ke. TyaH ¹iÚno ivØy Aek &ayk wav btavvanuH Ýyojn Ke. AhÄ ¹iÚ Ane ¹iÚno ivØy‐bNne mzI Aek cEtNyvStu Aa„a Aem Ýma`&an kraƒuH Ke. te=I khe Ke ke‐cEtNy p` vStu Ke, Ane te ãƒpyaRymy Ke. AamaH AhÄ inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke hÇ, Axuâta Ae to xi›nuH pir`mn n=I. hve khe Ke‐

;te cEtNy A=aRtŸ Aa„a AnHt xi›Ao=I wrelo Ke. Ane Êm$p t=a AÊm$p Anek Ýkarna piràmna ivkarona smUh$p Anekakar =ay Ke to p` &anne‐ke je Asa\ar` wav Ke tene‐KoDto n=I, teno svR AvS=aAo‐piràmo‐pyaRyo &anmy j Ke.

ÔeyuH? khe Ke‐Aa„a AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo Ke. ke!lI? to khe Ke‐jene g`taH AnHtkazey par n Aave Ae!lI AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ AnHt xi›my j wgvan Aa„a Ke. &anne AHtrmaH vaztaH AnHt xi›my wgvan Aa„a AnuwvmaH Aave Ke, ne sa=e xi›Ao inmRzp e éKze Ke‐pir`me Ke. Aam inmRz inmRz pir`mtaH kevz&an =ay Tyare AnHt xi›Aone t=a AsHQy Ýdexone iwþ iwþ krIne ÝTyÙ Ô e. ma!e he wa{, tarI AnHt cEtNy sHpdane. saÙatŸ deqvI hoy to tara &anne rag=I KU!uH krIne AHdr SvwavmaH vaz, SvwavmaH AHtl±n ={ne Ô`taH AnHt cEtNy sHpda saÙatŸ jà{ Ôy Ke.

j¡Ao, vedaHtvaza AäEt b/ï‐Aek j Aa„a‐b/ï Ke Aem khe Ke, teAo gu ‐pyaRyone SvIkarta n=I. Aa„ano Anuwv Ae vzI xuH? ‐Aem ãƒ‐pyaRy$p AnekaNtmy vStune manta n=I. prHtu temnI AevI maNyta im+ya Ke, kemke vStumaH‐Aa„amaH AÊmvt± gu o ne Êmvt± pyaRyo sday vteR Ke. vaStvmaH AÊme vtRta gu o ne Ême vtRtI pyaRyo‐Ae bena smuday$p j cEtNyvStu Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ Aava Aa„ana AnHt gu maH &an Aek Asa\ar` wav Ke je Svne Ane prne svRne wed paDIne Ô e Ke. Aa &anwav vDe Aa„anI b\I AvS=aAo‐pyaRyo &anmy j Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

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;Aa AnekSv$p‐AnekaHtmy‐vStune jeAo Ô e Ke, ]âe Ke Ane Anuwve Ke, teAo &anSv$p =ay Ke'‐Aeva AaxynuH, SyadŸvadnuH fz btavtuH kaƒ hve khe Ke:‐

(vsNtitlka)

nEkaNtsùtdxa Svymev vStu-tÀvVyviS=itimit ÝivlokyNt:.Syaäadxui|dmi\kami\gMy sNto&anIwviNt ijnnIitmlûyNt:.. 265..

}loka=R:- ([it vStu-tÀv-VyviS=itmŸ nEkaNt-sùt-dxa Svymev ÝivlokyNt:) AavI (AnekaHta„k) vStutÀvnI ƒviS=itne AnekaHt‐sHgt (‐AnekaHt sa=e susHgt, AnekaHt sa=e mezvazI) ¹iÚ vDe Svymev deqta =ka, (Syaäad-xui|dmŸ Ai\kamŸ Ai\gMy) SyadŸvadnI ATyHt xuiâne ÔÌne, (ijn-nIitmŸ AlûyNt:) ijnnIitne (ijne¬rdevna magRne) nih _LlHFta =ka, (sNt: &anIwviNt) sTpuruØo &anSv$p =ay Ke.





wava=R:- je sTpuruØo AnekaHt sa=e susHgt ¹iÚ vDe AnekaHtmy vStuiS=itne deqe Ke, teAo Ae rIte SyadŸvadnI xuiâne pamIne‐ÔÌne, ijndevna magRne‐SyadŸvadNyayne‐nih _LlHFta =ka, &anSv$p =ay Ke. 26p.

· kzx 26p: }loka=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;[it vStu-tÀv-VyviS=itmŸ nEkaNt-sùt-dxa Svymev ÝivlokyNt:' AavI (AnekaNta„k) vStutÀvnI ƒviS=itne AnekaNt‐sHgt (‐AnekaNt sa=e susHgt, AnekaNt sa=e mezvazI) ¹iÚ vDe Svymev deqta =ka...'

j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? ke AnekaNta„k‐Anek \mRSv$p vStu wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ AavI vStutÀvnI ƒvS=ane‐ãƒpyaRymy vStu ƒvS=ane AnekaNt sa=e susHgt‐mezvazI ¹iÚ vDe jeAo deqe Ke, vaStvmaH teAo y=a=R ¹iÚvaza Ke. ãƒnI ¹iÚ (ãƒ¹iÚ) Aava ãƒpyaRySv$p vStuna y=a=R &anpUvRk hoy Ke. ;Svymev deqta =ka'‐Aem kæuH ne? mtlb ke \m± sTpuruØo pote j potana &annI inmRz dxamaH jevI AnekaNtmy vStu Ke tevI AnekaNt=I susHgt ¹iÚ vDe deqe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

hve khe Ke‐Ane Ae rIte ;Syaäad-xui|dmŸ Ai\kamŸ Ai\gMy' SyaäadnI ATyHt xuiâne ÔÌne, ;ijn-nIitmŸ AlûyNt:' ijnnIitne (ijne¬rdevna magRne) nih _LlHFta =ka, ;sNt: &anIwviNt' sTpuruØo &anSv$p =ay Ke.

;SyaäadnI ATyHt xuiâne ÔÌne' Ae!le xuH? ke je Ýkare vStu inTy Ke te Ýkare tene inTy ÔÌne, t=a je Ýkare vStu AinTy Ke te Ýkare tene AinTy ÔÌne, tevI j rIte vStu je Ýkare Aek Ke te Ýkare Aek ÔÌne t=a je Ýkare Anek Ke te Ýkare Anek ÔÌne ‐Aa Ýma e vStu inTy‐AinTy, Aek‐Anek, stŸ‐AstŸ, ttŸ‐AttŸ [Tyaid Ýkare jem Ke tem ApeÙa=I y=a=R Ô`vI te SyaäadnI ATyHt xuiâ Ke‐tene ÔÌne Ahaha...¦ ãƒpyaRySv$p vStu Aa„a Ke tene y=a=R ÔÌne, ijnnIitne A=aRtŸ wgvan ijne¬rdevna magRne nih _LlHFta =ka... , j¡Ao, sTpuruØo‐sHto‐wgvanna magRne AozHgta n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aam wgvanna magRne nih AozHgta =ka, sTpuruØo &anSv$p =ay Ke A=aRtŸ pU R &anSv$pne‐kevz&anne pame Ke.

j¡Ao Aa ijnnIit¦ Ahaha...¦ jevuH vStuSv$p Ke tevuH Ô`vuH, jevI vStu Ke tevI tenI ]âa krvI, Ane SvsNmuq ={ne vStu‐Aa„ãƒmaH j rm`ta krvI te ijnnIit nam ijnmagR Ke. sHto Aava magRne nih AozHgta =ka, magRne j Anusrta =ka, kevz&andxane pame Ke. Lyo, Aa isvay bIÔnuH kaH{ wluH‐buruH krvuH AevI Aa„anI xi› n=I.

ÝÆ:- to isâ wgvan xuH kam kre?

_¿r:- pote &anSv$p ={ne Aekla AanHdne Anuwve‐wogve. wgvan AnHt suq Ýg! =yuH tene wogve bs.

ÝÆ:- Aava mo!a wgvan ={ne ko{nuH kaH{ kre nih?

_¿r:- na ko{nuH kaH{ kre Aevo Aa„Svwav j n=I. hram Ôe ko{nuH kaH{ kre, kemke ko{nuH kaH{ krvano Aa„ano Svwav j n=I. Aha¦ AavuH vStuSv$p Ke tena=I ivprIt manvuH te ijnnIit‐ijnmagR n=I, p` AnIit Ke Aha¦ ijnnIitne je AozHge Ke te im+ya¹iÚ =ay Ke ne For sHsarmaH pirw/me Ke. sTpuruØo ijnnIitne AozHgta n=I¸ ko{nuH kaH{ krva rokata n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

· kzx 26p: wava=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;je sTpuruØo AnekaNt sa=e susHgt ¹iÚ vDe AnekaNtmy vStuiS=itne deqe Ke, teAo Ae rIte SyaäadnI xuiâne pamIne‐ÔÌne, ijndevna magRne‐SyaäadNyayne‐nih _LlHFta =ka, &anSv$p =ay Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ AnekaNtmy vStuSv$p Ke, ne Syaäad tenuH >otk Ke. xuH kI\uH? Syaäad, AnekaNtmy vStune y=a=R Ýkaxe Ke. AhÄ khe Ke je sTpuruØo AnekaNt sa=e susHgt‐mezvazI ¹iÚ vDe Aa„vStune deqe Ke, teAo Ae rIte SyaäadnI xuiâne pame Ke, A=aRtŸ Syaäad äara vStune y=a=R Ýkaxe Ke‐deqe Ke Ane Ae rIte ijndevna magRne‐




kzx‐26p : 219

SyaäadNyayne nih AozHgta =ka &anSv$p =ay Ke. gHwIr vat Ke Ýwu¦ wgvan ijndevno magR‐xuâ rTn5yno magR Syaäad Nyay=I isâ Ke Ane te=I te SyaäadNyay$p Ke. Aha¦ Aava ijndevna magRne‐moÙmagRne nih AozHgta =ka sTpuruØo &anSv$p =ay Ke A=aRtŸ prm Am<tmy Aeva moÙpdne pame Ke. j¡Ao Aa AnekaNt‐¹iÚnuH fz¦ ijnmagR ne prm moÙpdnI Ýaiº Ae AnekaNt‐¹iÚnuH fz Ke.

bH\ Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ke &anSv$pI Aa„a ragne‐ƒvharne‐bH\wavne kre te Aena Sv$pmaH n=I, inüyne rce (SvSvwavwave pir`me) Ane ƒvharne‐ragne n rce‐Aevo j wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke, Ane te SyaäadNyay=I isâ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

pirixÚnI xruAatmaH be vat krI htI: (1) Syaäad (A=aRtŸ vStunuH AnekaNt Sv$p) khIxuH, ne (2) _pay‐_pey khIxuH. SyaäadmaH xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ. hve _pay‐_pey‐magR ne magRnuH fz Ae ivxe =oDuH khexe.

· !Ika ·

(Aa rIte Syaäad ivØe khIne, hve AacayRdev _pay‐_peywav ivØe =oDuH khe Ke.)

;hve Aano (‐&anma5 Aa„vStuno) _pay‐_peywav ivcarvamaH Aave Ke (A=aRtŸ Aa„vStu &anma5 hova KtaH tene _payp uH Ane _peyp uH bþe k{ rIte F!e Ke te ivcarvamaH Aave Ke):

Aam vStune &anma5p uH hova KtaH p` tene _pay‐_peywav (_pay‐_peyp uH) Ke j¸ kar` ke te Aek hova KtaH pote sa\k $pe Ane isâ $pe Aem bþe $pe pir`me Ke. temaH je sa\k $p Ke te _pay Ke Ane je isâ $p Ke te _pey Ke. ma!e, Anaid kaz=I im+yadxRn&ancair5 vDe (im+yadxRn, im+ya&an Ane im+yacair5 vDe) Sv$p=I Cyut hovane lI\e sHsarmaH w/m` krtaH suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5na pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra vDe AnuÊme Sv$pmaH Aaroh` kravvamaH Aavta Aa Aa„ane, AHtmRG™ je inüy‐sMyGdxRn&ancair5$p wedo te‐p`a vDe pote sa\k $pe pir`mtuH, t=a prm ÝkØRnI hdne pamela rTn5ynI Aitxyta=I ÝvteRlo je skz kmRno Ùy tena=I Ýßvilt (dedIPyman) =yelo je ASqilt ivmz Svwavwav te‐p`a vDe pote isâ $pe pir`mtuH AevuH Aek j &anma5 _pay‐_peywav sa\e Ke.

(wava=R:- Aa Aa„a Anaid kaz=I im+yadxRn&ancair5ne lI\e sHsarmaH wme Ke. te suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5nI v<iânI prHpra vDe AnuÊme Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an sa\k $pe pir`me Ke, kar` ke &anmaH inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5$p wedo AHtwURt Ke. inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI x$Aat=I maHDIne, Sv$p‐AnuwvnI v<iâ krtaH krtaH ßyaH su\I inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI pU Rta=I smSt kmRno nax =ay A=aRtŸ saÙatŸ moÙ =ay Tyare &an isâ $pe pir`me Ke, kar` ke teno ASqilt inmRz Svwavwav Ýg! dedIPyman =yo Ke. Aa rIte sa\k $pe Ane isâ $pe‐bþe $pe pir`mtuH Aek j &an Aa„vStune _pay‐_peyp uH sa\e Ke.)

Aa rIte bþemaH (‐_paymaH tem j _peymaH‐) &anma5nuH AnNyp uH Ke A=aRtŸ ANyp uH n=I¸ ma!e sday ASqilt Aek vStunuH (‐&anma5 Aa„vStunuH‐) in*kHp g/h` krva=I, mumuÙuAone ke jemne Anaid sHsar=I wUimkanI Ýaiº n ={ hoy temne p`, tTÙ` j wUimkanI Ýaiº =ay Ke pKI temaH j inTy mStI krta te mumuÙuAo‐ke jeAo pota=I j, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta Anek AHtnI (Anek \mRnI) mUitRAo Ke teAo‐sa\kwav=I _Tpþ =tI prm ÝkØRnI koi!$p isiâwavnuH wajn =ay Ke. prHtu jemaH Anek AHt A=aRtŸ \mR giwRt Ke Aeva Aek &anma5 wav$p Aa wUimne jeAo Ýaº krta n=I, teAo sda A&anI vtRta =ka, &anma5 wavnuH Sv$p=I Awvn Ane pr$p=I wvn deqta (‐]âta) =ka, Ô`ta =ka Ane Aacrta =ka, im+ya¹iÚ, im+ya&anI Ane im+yacair5I vtRta =ka, _pay‐_peywav=I ATyHt w/Ú vtRta =ka sHsarmaH pirw/m` j kre Ke.





· !Ika _prnuH Ývcn ·

;Aa„vStune &anma5p uH hova KtaH p` tene _pay‐_peywav (_pay‐_peyp uH) Ke j¸ kar` ke te Aek hova KtaH pote sa\k $pe Ane isâ $pe Aem bNne $pe pir`me Ke. temaH je sa\k $p Ke te _pay Ke Ane je isâ $p Ke te _pey Ke.

j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? ke wgvan Aa„a i5kaz Aek &aykSv$p, &anno ipHD Ý&a b/ïSv$p Ýwu Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anma5 vStu Aa„a i5kaz Ke, KtaH tenI pyaRymaH _pay‐_peywav Ke j. Ahaha...¦ vStup e Aa„a inTy &anma5 hova KtaH AenI pyaRymaH sa\kp uH‐moÙmagR Ane isâp uH A=aRtŸ moÙ‐Aeva be wav Ke j¸ kemke ãƒ$p=I Aek hova KtaH pyaRy$p=I pote sa\k$pe Ane isâ$pe Aem bNne $pe Êm=I pir`me Ke. AemaH je sa\k$p pir`mn Ke te _pay Ke Ane isâ$p pir`mn te _pey Ke A=aRtŸ Ýaº krva yoGy moÙ te _pey Ke, Ane jena vDe Ýaº kray te moÙmagR _pay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, sa\kp uH Ane isâp uH Ae be Aa„ana piràm Ke, pyaRy Ke. &anSvwavnI ¹iÚ Ane rm`ta =ye je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p xuâ rTn5ynI vItragI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te sa\k dxa Ke, te sa\kdxa$pe pote j pir`me Ke. Ane kevz&an ={ne isâ$p je dxa =ay Ke te $pe p` pote j pir`me Ke. AemaH bharnaH sa\nonI Aene grj‐ApeÙa n=I. bharmaH ƒvhar saro su\are to sa\k dxa Ýg! =ay Aem n=I. Ôeke moÙmag±ne bharmaH ƒvhar saro‐y=a=R j hoy Ke, p` Aena=I AHtrnI sa\kdxa Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. wa{, dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaid b\uH Ke Ae to ragnI v<i¿nuH _T=an Ke, Ae ragnI v<i¿na share AHdr Aa„anI inmRz vItragI sa\kdxa =ay Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih.

Arere¦ xuH =ay? Anaidkaz=I potanI cEtNyvStunI mh¿a j Aene wasI n=I, Ane te=I inj Svwavne wUlI dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid krtaH krtaH mne sa\kp uH‐sMyGdxRnaid =xe AevI (im+ya) maNyta vDe te A&anI Òv !eva{ gyo Ke, ne Fera{ gyo Ke. Aha¦ AHdr siCcdanHdSv$p‐stŸ nam xa¬t, icdŸ nam, &an, Ane AanHdSv$p‐pote i5kaz hova KtaH tene wUlIne huH mnu*y KuH, huH pu~yvazo KuH, huH ragI KuH ne ALp& KuH AevI je pyaRybuiâ Ke te w/m‐im+yaTvdxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHdr AanHdno smuã pote hova KtaH maro AanHd ivØyomaH=I Aave Ke Aem maNyuH Ke te im+yaTv Ke, im+yaTv Ae!le dI\Rkaz pyÅt car gitmaH rJzavnaruH sHsarnuH bIj Ke.

Aha¦ Aa im+yaTvno‐w/aHitno nax krvano _pay xuâ cEtNynaH ¹iÚ‐&an Ane rm`ta Ke Aena=I A&anno nax ={ne sa\kdxa Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane te sa\kdxa$p _pay=I _pey AevI moÙdxanI Ýaiº =ay Ke. potamaH ApU R xuâdxanuH =vuH te sa\kwav Ke, ne pU R xuâdxa te sa|y‐moÙ Ke. i5kazI xuâ ãƒ Ke Ae to Aa]yno‐AalHbnno ivØy Ke, Ae moÙmagR ke moÙ n=I, p` Aena Aa]ye moÙmagR Ane moÙnI pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke.

moÙmagR=I moÙdxanI Ýaiº =ay Aem bolay qruH, prHtu Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. qreqr moÙnuH kar` to kmR‐nokmR=I iwþ Aevo moÙSv$p inj Aa„a Ke, kemke teno pU R Aa]y =ye moÙ Ýg! =ay Ke. ivxeØ ivcartaH moÙnI dxa je Ýg! =ay te j moÙnuH kar` Ke, Ane te j moÙ$p kayR Ke.

Ahaha...¦ inmRzanHdno na= cEtNymUitR Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH. marI cIjmaH deh‐mn‐vaÌ nih, kmR‐nokmR nih, ne Aek smymaH _Tpþ =to ivkar p` nih‐Aevo huH AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo wgvan Aa„a KuH. AhÄ khe Ke‐Aavo Aa„a pote sa\k$pe Ane isâ$pe pota=I pirìmt =ay Ke. sa\kdxa‐_pay ho wle, p` Aek smynI pU`R AanHdnI dxa‐moÙdxa‐prm vItragI dxa‐te$pe Aa„a SvyH pir`me Ke, pUvRmaH _pay Ke ma!e Aena=I _pey‐moÙdxa ={ Ke Aem nih. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦ hve AamaH ƒvhar (rag) kar` Ke Ae to k–aHy _DI gyuH. smÔy Ke kaH{...?




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jem naizyerno gozo, _prnaH KalaH, AHdrnI kaclI Ane goza _prnI ratD=I iwþ Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a KalaH sman xrIr, kmRna rjk`$p kaclI, Ane pu~y‐papna wav$p ratD=I iwþ Ke, Ane potanI AnHt xi›Ao=I Aiwþ Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI potanI cIj Ke tenI sNmuq ={ AHtr‐Aekag/ =va=I sa\kdxa$p inmRz rTn5ynI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te _pay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AanHdkHd Ýwu pote Ke Aena sNmuqnI ¹iÚ‐&an Ane rm`ta te sa\kdxanuH pir`mn Ke, Ane te _pay Ke, Ane Aa„anI pU R inmRz dxanI Ýaiº =vI te moÙdxa‐_pey Ke. Aa moÙmagRnI dxa Ane moÙdxa‐bNne $pe Aa„a j pote pir`me Ke, rag ke inim¿ne l{ne te dxa =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.

Are, lokone Aano AWyas nih ne Aaqo id' bayDI‐KokraHnuH krvamaH ne pEsa rzvamaH guHca{ rhe, p` wa{, konI bayDI, ne konaH KokraH? tTsHbH\I ragey tarI cIj n=I pKI bayDI‐KokraH taraH k–aH=I AaƒaH? Ae b\I to ATyHt iwþ cIj bapu¦ AemaH tuH slva{ pD–o Ko te taruH mhan Aiht Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ýwu¦ saHwz. taruH iht krnaroy tuH, ihtno _paye tuH Ane iht$p pU R dxay tuH Ko. Ahaha...¦ AHdr &an ne AanHdnI l"mI$p wgvan Ýwu tuH Ko, pKI tare bIÒ cIj=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? ma!e TyaH=I qsI Aek var AHtmuRq =a, tne &an ne AanHdnI ApUvR dxa Ýg! =xe. Aa _pay Ke, Ane te Ý=m co=e gu S=ane Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa isvay b\uH =o=aH Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„amaH Aek Awav gu Ke. ragna‐ivwavna Awav Svwave inmRz pir`me Aevo wgvan¦ taro Aa Awav Svwav Ke. i5kazI xuâ &ayk ãƒno Aa]y kre tene xi›nuH pir`mn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa _pay Ke. AamaH prnI ApeÙa‐grj raqvI pDe Aevo Aa„a paHgzo n=I. ma!e he wa{¦ prnI ApeÙa KoDI SvsNmuq =a, Sv‐Aa]y kr. Sv‐Aa]ye j sa\kdxa, ne Sv‐Aa]ye j isâdxa Ýg! =ay Ke.

jem tav detaH sonanI 12, 13, 14 vla xuâta =ay te ApU R xuâ dxa Ke, Ane prm ÝkØR$p 16vla =ay te tenI pU R xuâ dxa Ke, tem Sv‐Aa]ye pir`t Aa„a ALp‐ApU R xuâ pir`me te sa\k dxa Ke, pU R xuâ pir`me te sa|y dxa Ke. sa|ydxa Ke te prm moÙdxa, isâdxa Ke¸ ne sa\kdxa te moÙmagR Ke. tene sHvr‐injRra kho, sa\kwav kho, ke _pay kho‐b\uH Aek j Ke. sa\k‐sa|ydxa bNne Sv‐Aa]ymaH j smay Ke. Sv‐Aa]y isvay bakI b\uH =o=aH j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Arere¦ sHsarmaH wmtaH‐wmtaH AnHtkazmaH Ae AnHt var nG™ idgHbr sa\u =yo, nG™ ræo, jHglmaH vas kyÈ, maEn ræo ne v/t‐simit paZyaH, p` Sv‐Aa]y kyÈ nih to AemaH Ae e xuH kyuÅ? Sv‐Aa]ye Aa„&an kyaR ivna b\uH j =o=aH Ke bapu¦ Ae!le to kæuH Ke ke‐

buiâ vgrno bavo =yo ne wvsagrmaH bUDI myÈ.

Aha¦ ragna ivkLp=I KU!I potano iv&anFnSvwavI Aa„a Ke temaH lInta krvI te sa\udxa Ke, ne te j _pay Ke. Aa isvay to b\uH lokrHjn Ke, magR n=I.

]ImdŸna Aek p5maH Aave Ke ke‐jgtne $DuH deqaDva Ane jgt=I raÒ =vano Ae e ÝyTn kyÈ Ke, prHtu potanuH $DuH kem =ay Ae ÝyTn Ae e kdIy kyÈ n=I. loko saro khe ne ÝxHsa kre to huH mo!o, ne to huH smajmaH kH{k Ai\k. p` bapu¦ AemaH xuH Ke? Ae to b\uH \Uz Ke. Aha¦ bIÔ=I maramaH Ai\kta‐ivxeØta Ke Ae maNyta j mU#p uH Ke. loko AiwnHdnnuH pUHKDuH Aape toy AemaH xuH Ke? AemaH mG™ =vuH‐fUla{ jvuH Ae to sace j pUHKDuH nam #ornI dxa Ke.

AhÄ to pote j Ýwu Ke. te pote potana SvwavnI ¹iÚ krI potane AiwnHdn kre te AiwnHdn Ke. duinya Ô e n Ô e, pote potana AtIiNãy AanHdSv$pne Anuwve te AiwnHdn. ko{ n Ô e te=I xuH? Aaj su\I AnHta isâ =ya¸ ATyare temnaH nam suâaH ko{ n Ô e te=I xuH? inÔnHdrslIn teAo to sday pota=I AiwnHidt Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

hve khe Ke‐;ma!e, Anaid kaz=I im+yadxRn&ancair5 vDe Sv$p=I Cyut hovane lI\e sHsarmaH w/m`





krtaH,...' ÔeyuH? Anaidkaz=I im+yadxRn, im+ya&an Ane im+yacair5=I Òv Sv$p=I w/Ú =yo Ke. kmRne

l{ne w/Ú =yo Ke Aem loko khe Ke ne? p` Aem Ke nih. Aha¦ ;Apne ko Aap wUl ke heran ho gya'¸ potanI cIjne pote wUlI gyo Ane ivprIt manI lI\uH, te=I te Sv$p=I Cyut =yo Ke. Ahaha...¦ pote icdanHdFn Ýwu AHdr Ke, AanHdnuH vaStu‐Fr pote Ke‐tene wUlIne te injFr=I w/Ú =yo Ke. wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

hm to kbhU¥ n injFr Aaye, prFr w/mt bhut idn bIte, nam Anek \raye¸ hm to kbhU¥ n injFr Aaye.

huH mhHt KuH, bavaÒ KuH, sHNyasI KuH, TyagI KuH, v/tI KuH, sa\u KuH‐Aem Anek nam \ar` kI\aH, p` AemaH xuH AaƒuH? Ae to b\aH prFr bapu¦ AemaH je raÒ =ay Ke Ae to Sv$p=I Cyut Ke.

Aha¦ A&an j prtH5ta ne prtH5tanuH kar` Ke kmRne l{ne prtH5ta ={ Ke Aem n=I. ;kmR ibcare kaEn? wUl merI Ai\ka{.' potanI ivprIt ]âa, ivprIt &an ne ivprIt Aacr` vDe pote SvSv$p=I Cyut =yo Ke. ivprIt ]âan vDe prne Aa\In =yo te=I pra\In Ke, pr‐kmeR Aa\In kyÈ Ke Aem Ke nih. kmR to ibcaraH jD Ke, te xuH kre? Are wgvan¦ tarI wUl tuH bIÔ pr naqI de Ke¦ Aa to AnIit Ke. Are, p` Aene AavI kmR pr #ozvanI Anaid=I !ev pDI g{ Ke. Aoho...¦ AhÄ to SvtH5tana #H#era pI!–a Ke. kmR iwþ Ane tuHy iwþ Ýwu Ko. prHtu‐

jem lokmaH mane Ke ke Amne [¬rno sharo Ke, tem jEnmaH ko{ A&anI Òvo Aem mane Ke ke Amne kmRno sharo Ke, kmR marg Aape to \mR =ay. A=aRtŸ A&anIAone kmR [¬r ={ pD–o Ke. Are Ýwu¦ tne shay kre Aevo ktaR [¬r Ke j k–aH? taro [¬r tuH Ko. sa\kdxa Ane sa|ydxa‐bNne $pe pir`mnaro tuH j taro [¬r Ko. bIÔe [¬r taruH kre Ae to kevz (jU@I) kLpna Ke. bIÔe (kmR vgere) to tara=I ANy Ke, te taro [¬r kem =ay? A=aRtŸ te taruH xuH kre? kaH{ j n kre. kmR taruH kaH{ j na kre. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AqHD Ýtap=I yu› SvatHœy=I xowayman Aevo pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu pote Ke tenI ¹iÚ nih krta Anaid=I ivkarnI ¹iÚ krIne tuH pote j pra\In =yo Ke. ko{ bIÔe‐kmR Aaid‐pra\In kre Ke Aem sHtoAe, g`\roAe kæuH j n=I. ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ke‐;Aa„ãƒ [¬rnye prtH5ta wogvnar Ke, \avnI dukane \vDavvamaH Aavta musafrna bazknI mafk.' Lyo, Aam Òv potanI pyaRymaH pra\In potana kar e =ay Ke. SvtH5ta wogve tey pota=I, ne pra\Inta wogve tey pota=I. Ahaha...¦ Aa te xuH !Ika Ke?

Anaid=I im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5 vDe Òv Sv$p=I w/Ú =yo Ke Aem kæuH ne? mtlb ke pu~ywavmaH _padey buiâ, ALp&dxamaH pU`RdxanI w/aiNt‐Ahaha...¦ Aavo je im+yawav‐ivprIt ]âa‐Aene l{ne Òv Sv$p=I w/Ú =yo Ke. Aa xrIr maruH, ne pu~y‐pap maraH, ÏI‐ku!uHb pirvar maraH‐AevI je prãƒ‐prwavmaH mmTvbuiâ Ke te im+yadxRn Ke xuâ icNma5 huH Aa„a KuH Aem nih mantaH huH miln KuH, ragI KuH, pu~y‐papvazo KuH AevI maNyta im+yadxRn Ke Ane dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaid ƒvharno je xuw ivkLp tena=I mne \mR =ay Ke AevI maNyta p` im+yadxRn Ke xrIraid prãƒnI iÊya huH kruH Aey maNyta im+yadxRn Ke. Aha¦ Aam im+yadxRn vDe Òv Anaid=I, SvSv$p=I w/Ú =yo Ke.

vzI pote &anSv$p Ke tenuH &an Ane teno SvIkar nih krtaH je potana Sv$pmaH n=I AevaH deh, mn, va`I, [iNãy Ane pu~y‐papna wav‐tenuH &an krvamaH rokay te im+ya&an Ke. Aa„&an ivna, SvSv$pna &an ivna kdaictŸ Aigyar AHg Ane nvpUvRnuH &an ={ Ôy toy xuH? Aa„&an ivna Ae kaH{ cIj n=I.

;Aa„&an hI &an hE, xeØ swI A&an' Aha¦ Aava A&an‐im+ya&an vDe Òv SvSv$p=I w/Ú =yo Ke.

t=a SvSv$pmaH‐Aek &aykwavmaH lIn ={ne n rhetaH xuwaxuwwavmaH lIn ={ne rhevuH te im+yacair5




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Ke. Aa„a‐Ana„ana &an (wed&an) ivna je kaH{ iÊya kre te im+yacair5 Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aa b\uH pote éwuH kre Ke hÇ¸ kmeR Aene wUl‐wUlamÌmaH naQyo Ke Aem n=I. Are, Ae Sv$p=I w/Ú ={ potanI wUl=I j sHsarmaH rqDe Ke. p` Aa smjvanI fursd kone Ke? ATyare to ke!lak pHiDto p` xHka kre Ke ke‐

ÝÆ:- xuwrag=I xuâtano AHx Ýg!e ke nih?

_¿r:- tene khIAe‐wa{, Aem n=I. xuâtano AHx to Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke, ne xuwrag to pra]y‐wav Ke. xuwrag prna lÙe =ay Ke.

Are, im+yaTvaid wavo vDe icrkaz=I Ae SvSv$p=I w/Ú ={ne 84 laq yoinmaH‐ÝTyekmaH Ae e AnHt var Avtar \ar` kyaR Ke. potane wUlIne Ae e nkR‐ingodna ne kagDa‐kUtra Aaid ityÅcna AnHt AnHt wv kyaR Ke. ke!lak khe Ke‐Aa kmRnuH Ôer Ke. p` jU@I maNyta krIne pote rqDe AemaH kmR xuH kre? kmR to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke, AenuH kaH{ Ôer n=I ke te wUl krave. jU@I maNyta vDe pote j Sv$p=I Cyut =yo te potanI wUl Ke. Aha¦ jEn sa\u ={ne p` Ôe v/taid baæ sa\nmaH mmTvbuiâ kre, va tene _padey mane to te Sv$p=I w/Ú Aevo sHsarmaH j rqDxe. Aa to 5`lokna na=nI vaÌ bapu¦ AacayR kuHdkuHddev temna AaDitya ={ne AhÄ Ôher kre Ke.

khe Ke‐im+yaTvaid vDe Sv$p=I Cyut ={ne sHsarmaH wmtaH, ;suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5na pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra vDe AnuÊme Sv$pmaH Aaroh` kravvamaH Aavta Aa Aa„ane, AHtmRG™ je inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5$p wedo te‐pà vDe pote sa\k $pe pir`mtuH,...'

j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„anI ¹iÚ Ane tenaH &an Ane rm`ta =yaH Ke te \m± Òvne potanI wUimkane yoGy ƒvhar dxRn‐&an‐cair5 inym=I hoy Ke. ƒvhar sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra Ae!le xuH? ke ƒvhar sMykŸTvaid$p xuwragnI mHdtana ÝkØRnI prHpra (Êm Ývah) \m±ne AvXy hoy Ke. saca vItragI dev‐xaÏ‐guÌnI ]âano xuwrag, ne nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âano ivkLp te ƒvhar sMyGdxRn Ke, stŸxaÏonuH‐]utnuH ivkLpa„k y=a=R Ô`p uH te ƒvhar‐sMyG&an Ke, t=a AihHsaid paHcmhav/tno ivkLp te ƒvhar cair5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne jem jem Svãƒno Aa]y v\to Ôy Ke tem tem te!la Ýma`maH ƒvhar sMykŸTvaidna ragnI mHdtano ÝkØR =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ tene rag F!to Ôy Ke, ne vItragI dxa v\tI Ôy Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aek baj¡ inivRkLp ¹iÚ, &an ne rm`ta Ke, ne Aek baj¡ ƒvharcair5 Aaidna ivkLp Ke. \m±ne bNne sa=e shcrp e Ke. xaÏmaH ƒvharna ragne shcr kæo Ke te=I ke!lak loko AemaH go!a vaze Ke. Aa ƒvhar hoy Ke ne? ma!e Aena=I inüy pmaxe Aem teAo go!a vaze Ke. prHtu wa{, ƒvhar Ke Aena=I inüy pmay Ke Aem Ke nih. Fà vØR phelaH ko{Ae ÝÆ krelo.

ÝÆ:- ƒvhar=I inüy =ay ke nih? Tyare kheluH‐

_¿r:- Aena=I n =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy n =ay.

ÝÆ:- p` xaÏmaH Aena=I =ay Aem kæuH Ke ne? to kæuH‐

_¿r:- na, Aem n=I kæuH prHtu te te wUimkamaH \m±ne te (‐ƒvhar) hoy Ke tenuH TyaH &an kraƒuH Ke. wa{, xaÏmaH _pcar=I k=n kæuH hoy tene Aa _pcar Ke Aem y=a=R rIte smjvuH Ôe{Ae. ATyare to Ô e ƒvhar sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae j \mR Ke Aem loko manI‐mnavI ræa Ke¸ p` Ae to im+yawav Ke. AenuH fz bhu AakruH Aavxe wa{¦

suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvhar sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5no pak Ae ragnI mHdta Ke. ßyare inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae vItragI dxa Ke Ane Ae j sTya=R sa\kp uH Ke. K‚e gu S=ane muinrajne AavI inüy sa\kdxa Ýg!I hoy Ke, Ane temne AemnI wUimkamaH shcr‐sa=e rhevavazo ƒvhar rTn5y$p xuwwav AvXy hoy Ke. te xuwwav Ke to bH\nuH kar`, t=aip _Tk<Ú wave AbH\ piràm n=I TyaH Aeva bH\ piràm hoy





Ke. wa{, je te dxanI je iS=it Ke tene y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.

ÝÆ:- to ;&anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ:' Aem xaÏmaH kæuH Ke ne?

_¿r:- ha, kæuH Ke p` kyuH &an? Ane kyI iÊya? AekluH pravlHbI xaÏnuH &an, ne ragnI iÊya‐te moÙnuH kar` Ke va tena vDe moÙ =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg!eluH Sv$pnuH &an, SvsHvedn &an te &an Ke, ne Sv$pmaH rm`ta‐lInta te iÊya Ke, Ane AavaH &an‐iÊya vDe moÙ =ay Ke Aem TyaH vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

puruØa=RisâyupaymaH AacayR Am<tcHãdeve kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„anuH inivRkLp sMyGdxRn, SvsHvedn &an, Ane SvmaH lInta‐te moÙnuH kar` Ke¸ ßyare nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âa‐te$p ƒvhar sMyGdxRn, xaÏnuH &an‐te$p ƒvhar&an, t=a pHc mhav/tna ivkLp‐te$p ƒvharcair5‐Ae b\o Apra\ Ke. Are¦ je wave tI=Åkr go5 bH\ay te xuwwav p` Apra\ Ke. hve je wav Apra\ Ke te moÙne kem sa\e‐Aara\e? n sa\e. Aa wa{, Aa to vItragno magR bapu¦ marg to vItrag‐wav$p j Ke.

khe Ke‐ƒvharrTn5yna pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra vDe AnuÊme Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krvamaH AavtaH Aa Aa„a, AHtmRG™ je inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p wedo te‐p`a vDe pote sa\k$pe pir`me Ke. Ahaha...¦ ƒvharna ivkLpne KoDIne pote icdanHdFn Aeva SvSv$pmaH Aaroh` kre Ke, lIn =ay Ke to, jem DuHgrmaH=I Jr uH Jre tem SvSv$pnaH ]âa‐&an‐rm`tapUvRk AHdr Anakuz AanHdnuH Jr uH Jre Ke, AHdr xaHitnaH vhe vhe Ke. Lyo, Aane wgvan moÙmagR khe Ke.

smysar, ga=a 12maH kæuH Ke ke‐Sv‐Aa]ye SvSv$pnuH &an, Aa„&an =yuH Ke, p` dxamaH pU R xuâta, pU R &an‐kevz&an Ýg!–uH n=I ne nIclI dxa Ke Aeva Òvne Axuâtano ivkLp hoy Ke, tene te Ô e j Ke. Aha¦ je ivkLp hoy Ke tene Ô`vo te ƒvhar ny Ke, Ane AenuH nam ƒvharno _pdex Ke. p` Are¦ xuH =ay? ƒvharna‐ragna pÙ AaDe Ae e AnHtkazmaH Aa vat lÙmaH lI\I j n=I.

Aha¦ AHtrmaH potana wgvanna we!a =ya Ke, Sv$pnaH ]âa‐&an ne rm`ta Ýg! =yaH Ke, Ýcur AtIiNãy AanHdna JUle JUle Ke Aeva, isHhnI jem AekakI jHglmaH rheta ÝcHD puruØa=Rne \rnara mha muinrajne, khe Ke, pU Rdxa Ýg! ={ n=I to vCce shcrp`e ƒvhar dxRn‐&an ne mhav/tna ivkLp hoy Ke, AenuH te &an kre Ke, Ane Aene KoDI Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krta =ka inüy iS=rtane Ýaº =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AanHdno‐inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu AHdr Ke AemaH ßyare Aaroh` =yuH Tyare Ae e Aa„anI Ô5a krI. Aa Ô5a te Ô5a Ke, bakI xe5uHÔe ne sMmedixqrÒ Ôy Ae to b\o xuwwav Ke, Ae sacI Ô5a nih, Aene _pcar ma5 Ô5a khevay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ sa\kne bharmaH ƒvhar hoy Ke, Ae ƒvhar=I qsIne ßyare Sv$pmaH Aaroh` kre Ke Tyare te inüyne Ýaº =ay Ke. te jem jem ƒvharno Awav krto Ôy Ke tem tem inüymaH (‐Sv$pmaH) @rto Ôy Ke prHtu Aem n=I ke ƒvhar=I inüy Ýaº =ay Ke. Aho¦ inj prma„Sv$pmaH lIn Aeva te muinvrone \Ny Ke. Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krta =ka teAo saÙatŸ moÙna sa\ko Ke.

wa{, rag$pe‐xuwrag$pe =vuH Ae kaH{ sa\kp uH n=I, ne ƒvharna ivkLp=I sa\kp uH Ýg!e Ke Aemey n=I. wa{, rag=I qsI AHtrmaH gya ivna tara pirw/m`na Aara nih Aave. Aa b\a xei@ya dan qUb kre ne¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae taraH laqo‐kroDonaH dan kam nih Aave. ma5 ƒvharnI iÊyaAo=I kaH{ ha= nih Aave. ivkarne ivwav=I ivmuq ={ inÔnHdSv$pnaH &an‐]âan ne lInta krvI bs Aa Aek j moÙmagR Ke, ne Aa j sa\kdxa Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH vStu Ko ke nih? vStu Ko to taramaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›Aona ipHD$p AevI tarI cEtNyvStunuH AvlHbn krtaH, tena Aa]ymaH £#‐iS=r =taH je inmRz dxRn‐&an‐cair5$p pir`mn =ay te moÙmagR Ke Aa sa\kdxa Ane Aa _pay Ke. p` Arere¦ potanI




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cEtNyvStuna wan ivna, Aa„dxRn ne Aa„&an ivna AeklI iÊyaAo krI‐krIne Ae e Aa„ane mr`tuLy krI naQyo Ke.

dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano rag, pHcmhav/tna palnno rag t=a Sva|yayno ivkLp [Tyaid b\o xuwrag Ke Aene AozHgI j{ne, jem diryana tizye jtaH motI ha= Aave tem, AHtrmaH DUbkI lgavtaH cEtNyÝwu Aa„a ha= Aave Ke Aane inüy sMyGdxRn khe Ke, t=a AHtmuRq =taH je SvsHvedn &an =ay te sMyG&an Ke, t=a AHtr‐lInta =ay te sMykŸcair5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p wedo te‐pà vDe Aa„a SvyH sa\kp e =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ moÙna _payp e SvyH Aa„a =ay Ke. Lyo, AavI vat¦ p` Arere¦ ragnI AaDxmaH Aene AavDo mhan ;AnHt suq=I wiryo, AnHt gu no diryo' ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I. Anek v/t, tp krva KtaH tene sa\kp uH Ýg!tuH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

hve khe Ke‐;t=a prm ÝkØRnI hdne pamela rTn5ynI Aitxyta=I ÝvteRlo je skz kmRno Ùy tena=I Ýßvilt (dedIPyman) =yelo je ASqilt ivmz Svwavwav te‐pà vDe pote isâ $pe pir`mtuH AevuH Aek j &anma5 _pay‐_peywav sa\e Ke.'

j¡Ao, AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐AHdr Sv$pmaH mG™‐lIn =taH je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!–a te rTn5y Ke. tenI prm ÝkØR$p _Tk<Ú dxa =taH A=aRtŸ wgvan Aa„ano pU R Aa]y =taH tena fz$pe moÙdxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ rTn5ynI Aitxyta=I ÝvteRlo je skz kmRno Ùy tena=I Ýßvilt =yelo je ASqilt ivmz Svwavwav te pU R moÙdxa Ke.

ÝÆ:- _pvas krva=I kmRno Ùy ={ Ôy Ke Ae brabr Ke?

_¿r:- na, Ae brabr n=I. dxRn‐&an‐cair5nI prm ÝkØR$p Aitxyta ivna kmRno Ùy =to n=I. _pvas=I kmRno Ùy =ay Ke Aem khevuH Ae _pcarma5 k=n Ke. Are, Sv$pna Aa]ye Ýg!va yoGy AevaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ivna Ae e _pvasaid baæ krÌ AnHt var krI¸ p` Ae=I xuH? Aeno sHsar m!–o nih, wvna inveDa Aaƒa nih. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI ivxeØta=I Aas/vono inro\ =ay Ke, ne kmRno Ùy =ay Ke. rTn5ynI prm ÝkØR$p Aitxyta=I skz kmRno Ùy =ay Ke, Ane Tyare AHdr Ýg! =yelo ASqilt _ßßvz ivmz Svwavwav‐kevzdxRn‐kevz&an‐AnHtsuq [Tyaid$p Svwavwav‐te $pe pir`mvuH te moÙdxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI moÙdxa ASqilt Ke jene ={ te ={, frI te sHsarmaH Aave nih.

to jgtmaH pap v\I pDe Tyare w›onI rÙa krva wgvan Avtar le Ke Ae xuH vat Ke?

Ae to laEikk maNyta Ke, Ae vatmaH kaH{ t+y n=I. ASqilt Ae!le fre nih, pDI Ôy nih Aeva pU R ivmz Svwavwave _pßyo te isâ$pe pir`Myo, hve te sHsarmaH Avtre nih, kemke sHsarmaH Avtre AevuH ko{ kar` j ræuH n=I.

Ahaha...¦ &anSvwav i5kaz Aek$p hova KtaH, pyaRymaH sa\kp e Ane isâp e‐Aem be‐p e pote =ay Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aem sa\k$pe Ane tenI _Tk<Ú dxa =taH isâ$pe‐Aem be $pe pote j Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae bþe wgvan Aa„anI AvS=aAo Ke ne te‐$pe te pote j pir`me Ke, Ane ko{ baæ ƒvharnI grj‐ApeÙa n=I. y>ip baæ ƒvhar hoy Ke, p` \maR„ane Ae kaH{ n=I, Aene AozHgIne te Ême isâ$pe pote pir`mI Ôy Ke.

ÝÆ:- Ôe ƒvhar‐xuwwav jray mddgar n=I to Aene xaÏmaH sa\k kem kæo Ke?

_¿r:- \m± puruØne tenI vtRman Ýg! inmRz dxane te (‐ƒvhar) ivÙep krto n=I te=I shcr deqIne _pcar=I sa\k kæo Ke. wa{, tare Ôe moÙ j Ôe{Ae Ke to Sv‐Aa]ye sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$pe pir`mvuH pDxe Aa Aek j moÙmagR Ke, Ane te‐$pe _Tk<Ú pir`mtaH kevz&an Ýaº =ay Ke. bapu¦ Aa to ÝaºnI Ýaiºno Sv‐Aa]yno magR Ke. jem lÄDI pIprmaH cos@ phorI tIqax Ke to tene FUH!ta bhar AvS=amaH Ýg! =ay Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a Svwav=I moÙSv$p Ke temaH Aekag/‐pU R Aekag/ =taH bhar AvS=amaH moÙdxa Ýg!e Ke.





Aam dxRn, &an, cair5, suq, vIyR [Tyaid AnHt rTno AHdr Svwav$pe Aa„amaH pD–aH Ke te AHtr‐Aekag/tana puruØa=R=I bhar pyaRy$pe Ýg! =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke.

sa\kne ikHictŸ rag rhI Ôy ne Aayu*y pUruH ={ Ôy to te SvgRmaH Ôy Ke. TyaH=I mnu*yp e AvtrIne AHtrna sa\n=I‐inj Svwavna sa\n=I te isâ =ay Ke. Aha¦ \m±nI ¹iÚmaH to inrHtr potano wgvan Aa„a j trvrto hoy Ke, te isvay ƒvharno wav hoy Ke tene te hey j Ô e Ke. Ahaha...¦ je wave tI=Åkr go5 bH\ay te wav p` tene hey j ={ gyo hoy Ke. Aha¦ AlaEikk cEtNyin\an AHdr waZyaH Aene pu~y=I xuH kam Ke? hve Aene pu~ynuH lÙ j n=I. xuH =ay? Arere¦ Ae e injFrnI AnHt AlaEikk iriânI ko{ id' vat saHwzI n=I.

ÝÆ:- to loko (\m± puruØo p`) Ô5aAe kem jta hxe?

_¿r:- je Ùe5=I prma„a isâ =ya hoy tenI sm]e`IAe _pr isâalymaH isâ prma„a ibraje Ke tenuH Smr` =ay te ma!e Ô5a Ke. p` Ae xuwwav Ke¸ ƒvhare Ô5a khevay, inüy Ô5a to Aeva ragne KoDI AHdr Sv$pmaH @re Tyare =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke. xuH =ay? vadivvade jgtne marI naQyuH Ke. (Aam ne Aam) stŸne smjvana idvso caLya Ôy Ke wa{¦ tuH mane ke huH mo!o =aë KuH, p` vaStvmaH tuH m<TyunI smIp Ôy Ke bapu¦ hm`aH Aa nih smje to k–are smÒx? (Aem ke pKI smjvano dav nih hoy).

Aha¦ je e Sv‐Aa]ye moÙmagR Ýg! kyÈ tene Ae inüt Ke ke ALpkazmaH kevz&an ={ne isâdxa =xe. Aam Aa„a bhu$pIAo Ke, _pay Ane _pey‐Aem bNne$pe pote j pir`me Ke, sa\k Ane isâp e pote j =ay Ke.

· wava=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;Aa Aa„a Anaid kaz=I im+yadxRn&ancair5ne lI\e sHsarmaH wme Ke.'

j¡Ao, Òv kmRne l{ne sHsarmaH rqDe Ke Aem nih, p` Anaid kaz=I Aene je SvSv$pnaH ivprIt ]âan‐&an ne Aacr` Ke tene lI\e te sHsarmaH rqDe Ke. Òv kmRna inim¿e sHsarmaH rqDe Ke AevuH k=n xaÏmaH Aave qruH, p` Ae to ƒvharnynI k=nI Ke, vaStvmaH Aem Ke nih.

xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„a pote Ke, tena=I ivprIt ragnI ne kmRnI ]âa te im+ya ]âa Ke, pote &ananHd‐Sv$p Ke tenuH &an n krtaH ragnuH ne kmRnuH &an krvuH te im+ya&an Ke. Aa im+ya]âan ne im+ya&an te sHsar‐pirw/m`nuH mUz Ke.

kzx!IkamaH ;nm: smysaray' [Tyaid phela kzxmaH Aave Ke ke‐—xuâ Òvne sarp uH F!e Ke. sar A=aRtŸ ihtkarI, Asar A=aRtŸ AihtkarI. TyaH ihtkarI suq Ô`vuH, AihtkarI du:q Ô`vuH, kar` ke AÒv pda=Rne‐pudŸgl, \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kazne‐Ane sHsarI Òvne suq n=I, &an p` n=I, Ane temnuH Sv$p Ô`taH Ô`nhar Òvne p` suq n=I, &an p` n=I, te=I temne sarp uH F!tuH n=I.˜ j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH Aa? ke 148 Ýk<it AÒv Ke, ne sHsarI Òv ragI Ke‐tene Ô`taH Ô`nharne &aney n=I ne suqey n=I. Aek &aykna &an ivna prvStune Ô`va=I ko{ &an Ane suq =tuH n=I. AevuH Ô`p uH im+ya&an Ke, sHsarnuH kar` Ke.

ingodna Òvo p` im+ya ]âan‐&an‐Aacr`$p Ýcur wavklHkne l{ne j TyaH ne TyaH ingodmaH sbDe Ke. Aha¦ inTy ingodmaH rhelo Òv ke je ko{ idvs 5s nih =ay tey potana siCcdanHd Sv$p=I ivprIt Aeva ragmaH rm`ta krvane lI\e j sHsarmaH rvDe Ke. Aa mUz vat Ke. hve pote pirw/m` kem kre Ke AenI qbr n mze Ane manI le ke kmR rqDave Ke to te potanI wUl k–are Ô e Ane k–are !aze? wa{, Aa wUl m!aDvano Avsr caLyo Ôy Ke hÇ.

hve khe Ke‐;te suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5nI v<iânI prHpra vDe AnuÊme




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Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an sa\k $pe pir`me Ke, kar` ke &anmaH inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5$p wedo AHtwURt Ke. inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI xruAat=I maHDIne, Sv$p‐AnuwvnI v<iâ krtaH krtaH ßyaHsu\I inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI pU Rta n =ay, TyaHsu\I &annuH sa\k $pe pir`mn Ke.'

j¡Ao, AhÄ Kõa gu S=annI wUimkanI vat Ke. te phelaH Ae e inj cEtNymUitR Aa„ane vednmaH to lI\o Ke, A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Ke. Ae=I to kæuH ke‐;suinüzp e g/h` krela'‐mtlb ke inüynI sa=e wUimkane yoGy ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5 je hoy te Aene AaƒaH Ke. Aeno bIÔe A=R Aem p` Ke ke AHdr je inüy Ýg!–uH te hve Ôy nih, A=aRtŸ hve te he@e _tre nih p` ƒvhar KoDIne AHdrmaH Ôy. Aavo ƒvhar bIje (bIÔ ko{ gu S=anke) n=I. inüy to AHdr Ke, ne ƒvharne AozHgIne satma AÝm¿ gu S=anmaH jxe‐AamaH Aem khevuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? sa\u Ke ne? Sv$p=I Cyut hto te Sv$pmaH Aaƒo‐c#–o. phelaH paHcma gu S=ane=I |yanmaH pheluH satmuH gu S=an Aave Ke, p` Ae vat AhÄ n=I¸ AhÄ to Kõe gu S=ane xuw ivkLp Aave Ke tene AozHgI j{ne Sv$pmaH jvanI‐c#vanI vat Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtoAe sUrjnI jem magR SpÚ ÝkaXyo Ke. ¹iÚ ivna lokone ha= n Aave te=I xuH magR bIÔe ={ Ôy? n =ay.

Lyo, hve ko{ khe Ke‐tme ƒvharno lop kro Ko.

p` je te gu S=ane je ƒvhar (ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp) hoy Ke teno ko` lop kre? te te gu S=ane to te Ke j¸ AhÄ to tene AozHgIne Aagz jvanI‐c#vanI vat Ke. \m±ne y=asHwv ƒvharno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` temaH tene _padeybuiâ Ane SvaimTv hotaH n=I¸ Ane Aena bze j te ëce‐ëce Aaroh` kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

;te suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5nI v<iânI prHpra vDe'... Lyo, hve ƒvhar‐sMyGdxRn&ancair5‐ƒvharrTn5y Ae to xuw ivkLp‐rag Ke tenI v<iânI prHpra vDe Ae!le xuH? Ae!le ragnI v<iânI prHpra vDe‐Aem A=R n=I, kemke ƒvharno‐ragno to Êmx: (Aagz Aagz) Awav =to Ôy Ke, Ane AHdr xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke. Aa to xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke teno Aarop ƒvhar _pr krI ;ƒvharnI v<iâ vDe'‐Aem kæuH Ke. ;ƒvharrTn5ynI v<iânI prHpra vDe' Aem kæuH Ae to ƒvharnynuH k=n Ke. ƒvhar nynaH k=n AavaH j hoy Ke tene jem Ke tem smjvaH Ôe{Ae. vaStvmaH rag tU!to Ôy Ke, ne AHdr xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke te vDe AnuÊme Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an nam Aa„a sa\k $pe pir`me Ke. AavI vat¦

;AnuÊme Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an sa\k$pe pir`me Ke'‐Aam kæuH AemaH Aa„a pote sa\k$pe =ay Ke, ƒvhar sa\k $pe =ay Ke Aem nih. Ahaha...¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= AHdr Ke AenaH ¹iÚ‐&an ne rm`taH =yaH Ke Aeno _pyog ßyare inivRkLp =yo, xuâopyog$p pir`t =yo, A=aRtŸ _pyog inivRkLp &annI wUimkamaH Aaƒo Tyar=I te Aa„a sa\kp e pir`Myo. AemaH sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Aeva wedo AHtwURt Ke. wedo Ke qra, p` moÙmagRnI pirìtmaH 5 e Awed Aek$p Ke. hve moÙmagRnI pirìtmaH 5` wedonuH p` lÙ n=I TyaH ƒvharnI‐ragnI xuH k=a? ragno to AemaH Awav j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, sa\kdxa co=e=I barma gu S=an su\InI Ke. Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I Aa„a xuâ dxRn‐&an‐cair5nI Ae›a$pe pote pir`me Ke. te sa\kp e pir`me AemaH Aene bharmaH ƒvharnaH sa\n Ke te=I pir`me Ke Aem n=I. ƒvhar hoy Ke tene jàƒo Ke, prHtu Aene l{ne sa\kp e pir`me Ke Aem n=I, Aeklo &anSvwavI Aa„a j _pay‐_peywave pir`me Ke. Aha¦ pr sa\n ivna j, ƒvharna sa\n ivna j, cEtNy jenuH svRSv Ke AevI Aa„vStu pote j pota=I sa\kp e Ane sa|yp e pir`me Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐

xuH Aa AekaHt n=I?

ha, AekaHt Ke, p` sMykŸ AekaHt Ke¸ kemke Sv trf #zelI inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI dxa‐te j AekaHte inüy sa\k Ke vCce ƒvharrTn5yna ivkLp Aave qra, p` te inüy sa\k n=I, qreqr to Ae ba\k Ke temne sa\k ƒvharny=I khevamaH Aave Ke, p` Ae to _pcarma5 Ke.





inüy Ane ƒvhar (rTn5y) Ke Aek bIÔ=I ivro\I, p` sMyGdxRn Ane im+yadxRnne sa=e rhevamaH jem ivro\ Ke tem, &an ßyaHsu\I pU Rtane n pame TyaHsu\I, &an Ane ragne sa=e rhevamaH ivro\ n=I. xaÏmaH temnI prSpr mE5I p` khI Ke. p` mE5Ino A=R Ae S=anmaH (wUimkamaH) be sa=e hoy Ke Ae!luH j bs. ƒvhar Ke ma!e inüy Ýg!e Ke, va ƒvhar=I inüy Ýg!e Ke Aem Aeno A=R n=I. mE5I Ae!le mdd kre Ke Aem Aeno A=R n=I¸ kemke inüy Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke, ne ƒvhar pr‐Aa]ye Ýg!e Ke, inüy (moÙmagR) AbH\ moÙnuH kar` Ke, ne ƒvhar (moÙmagR) bH\nuH kar` Ke. bNne Ke to tdŸn ivruâ, p` Ae Ôtno ƒvharno ivkLp Ae S=anmaH ]âa‐&an te iS=rtane ba\a krto n=I, p` tene AozHgIne j ivxeØ‐ivxeØ iS=rtanaH S=ano Ýaº =ay Ke, wa{, vStuiS=it jem Ke tem raq. tene fervvana ivkLp=I xuH sa|y Ke? AHtrna Aa]ymaH _pyog rhe bs Ae Aek j magR Ke. vcmaH ƒvhar Aave, p` Ae sTya=R magR n=I. Are¦ tI=Åkr Ane kevzIna ivrh pD–a Ane loko ivvadmaH pDI gya¦

wavpahuDmaH Aave Ke ke‐wa{, AHdr icdanHd cEtNy prme¬r Ýwu tuH Ko, tena Aa]y ivna tara b\a iÊyakaHD fog! gya, kemke ragnI Ae b\I iÊya Aa„ane \mRnuH sa\n n=I. Aha¦ Aava iÊyakaHD teH AnHt var kyaR, p` te tne sa\n n =ya. wa{, Aek Svna Aa]ye j \mR‐vItragta Ýg!e Ke. Aa Aek j magR Ke. AavI vStuiS=it Ke. sa\kp`anI xruAat Sv‐Aa]ye Svanuwv=I =ay Ke, ne tenI v<iâ Ane pU Rta p` Sv‐Aa]ye Svanuwv=I =ay Ke. smysar na!kmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

Anuwv icHtamin rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸Anuwv marg moqkaE, Anuwv moq s$p.

Ahaha...¦ SvanuwvnI isiâ =taH, gulab jem laq paHqDIAe qIlI _@e tem, cEtNySv$p wgvan Aa„a AnHt pyaRy‐paHqDIAe qIlI _@e Ke. Aha¦ muindxanI to xI vat¦ Aene to Ýcur SvsHvednnI dxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ýcur Ae!le pu*kz, Sv Ae!le pota=I, smŸ nam ÝTyÙ AanHdnuH vedn‐AevI AlaEikk muindxa Ke. Aeno je _pask =ay tey smiktI ={ Ôy Ke kemke je e guÌne AozQya te e sat tÀv Ô~yaH Ke. ne te e potana Aa„aney Ô~yo‐AozQyo Ke. Ahaha...¦ sa\u‐guÌ kone khIAe? Sv$pnI Ait _g/ rm`ta te sa\udxa Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH sa\une moÙ tÀv kæuH Ke. moÙnI tze!ImaH ivraje Ke ne¦ Ahaha...¦ ßyaHsu\I xuâ rTn5ynI pU Rta n =ay TyaHsu\I &annuH sa\kp e pir`mn Ke, te ApUvR AevuH AlaEikk pir`mn Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

hve khe Ke‐;ßyare inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI pU Rta=I smSt kmRno nax =ay A=aRtŸ saÙatŸ moÙ =ay Tyare &an isâ $pe pir`me Ke, kar` ke teno ASqilt inmRz Svwavwav Ýg! dedIPyman =yo Ke.'

j¡Ao, inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI pU Rta=I smSt kmRno nax =ay Aem kæuH Ae ƒvharnynuH k=n Ke. kmR to prãƒnI dxa Ke, Aeno Ùy to Aena kar e =ay Ke. kmRno Ùy =vano. Ae j kaz Ke, bakI kevz&an Aa„amaH Ýg! =yuH Aena=I kmRno Ùy =yo Ke Aem n=I, Ane kmRna Ùyna kar e AhÄ kevz&an =yuH Ke Aemey n=I. Aa to ƒvharnynI k=npâit AavI Ke bapu¦ bakI xuH prãƒnI pyaRy Aa„a kre? na kre, kdIy na kre. Aa„a isâ$pe pir`me te Aa„anI dxa Ke, ne kmRno Ùy te tenI‐prma unI dxa Ke. bþe iwþ iwþ pir`mn potpota=I Ke. AavI vat¦

Sv‐Aa]ye Svanuwv =taH, t=a temaH v<iâ =taH ßyaH pU Rdxane pyaRy Ýaº ={, pU R kevz&an Ýg! =yuH te hve ASqilt‐paKuH fre nih Aevo Aeno inmRz Svwavwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ jevo pU R kevz&anSvwav ãƒ$pe Ke tevI pU R kevz&an ßyoit JzhztI pyaRy$pe Ýg! ={ g{ te hve pDe nih tevo Svwavwav Ke. Aane AirhHt Ane isânI prma„dxa khe Ke. hve AhÄ to ƒvharrTn5ynuH nam‐inxaney na ræuH. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{¦ Aa tara FrnI ne tara ihtnI vat Ke. Are, AnHt kazmaH Ýwu¦ teH xuH xuH na kyuÅ? b\uH j kyuÅ, Aek Sv‐Aa]y na kyÈ. Òv ßyare Sv‐Aa]ye Svaiwmuq ={ pir`mxe Tyare Aene \mR =xe. Ahaha...¦ 5`lokno na= cEtNymhaÝwu AHdr ivraje Ke tena Aa]ymaH‐xr`maH ßyaH gyo TyaH Ae mo!anI Ao=e gyo¸ hve Aene xuH icHta Ke? kevz&an =xe j =xe. bIj _ge te pUnm =ay, tem sa\kp uH Ýg!–uH te isâ =xe j =xe. sa\knI




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isâdxa =ye j KU!ko. \vlmaH Aave Ke ke‐Svna Aa]ye Ýg!el sMykŸ mit‐]ut&an kevz&anne bolave Ke Aeno A=R xuH? Ae j ke tene ALpkazmaH hve kevz&an =xe kevz&an hve ha=veHtmaH Ke jem cHã soze klaAe qIle tem ALpkazmaH wgvan Aa„a soze klaAe qIlI kevz&anp e Jzhz dedIPyman Ýg!xe. AavI AdŸwut vat¦

hve srvazo kre Ke ke‐;Aa rIte sa\k $pe Ane isâ $pe‐bNne $pe pir`mtuH Aek j &an Aa„vStune _pay‐_peyp uH sa\e Ke.' Lyo, _pay‐_peypùH, sa\k‐sa|ypùH‐bNne Aa„anI AvS=aAo hova=I Aa„vStumaH j smay Ke. ƒvhar hoy Ke, ;suinüzp e g/h` krelaH' Aek kæuH, p` Aeno A=R ƒvharne Ô elo‐Ô`vamaH Aavelo Aem =ay Ke. g/h`no A=R Ô`vuH =ay Ke. ƒvharne Aadrvo Aevo A=R AhÄ Ke j nih. g/h` Ae!le Ô`vuH‐Aevo A=R moÙmagRÝkaxkmaH kyÈ Ke. smysar ga=a 12nI !IkamaH p` ƒvhar Ô elo Ýyojnvan kæo Ke. wa{, Aa to tÀvne y=a=R smÒ AHtrmaH _trI jvano magR Ke. Aavo Avsr mZyo ne n smßyo to k–are smÒx? Aa mnu*yp uH Aemne Aem ivHqa uH (KU!I gyuH) to pKI Avsr nih Aave. hve !IkamaH ivxeØ khe Ke ‐

· AagznI !Ika _prnuH Ývcn · ;Aa rIte bþemaH (‐_paymaH tem j _peymaH‐) &anma5nuH AnNyp uH Ke A=aRtŸ ANyp uH n=I.'

j¡Ao, ]ImdŸ AacayR Am<tcHãdev khe Ke‐wa{, saHwz. AHdr Aek &ananHdSv$pI cEtNymUitR Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH, &an, ]âa, AanHd, xaHit, iS=rta, Ýwuta [Tyaid Aek sa=e pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavI Sv$pmaH rm`ta$p inivRkLp pirìt te _pay nam sa\kpùH Ke. ƒvhar vcmaH ho, p` te sa\kp uH n=I. Aa je (bar Ýkare) ƒvhar tp Ke te sa\kp uH n=I¸ kem? kemke temaH Aa„a AnNy n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu Aa„a Ke, AenuH sa\kp uH (_pay) te AanHdnI pyaRy Ke, ne AenuH sa|yp uH (_pey) tey pU R AanHdnI pyaRy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ae bNne $p Aekla &anma5‐cEtNycmTkar Ýwu Aa„anuH j wvn‐=vap uH Ke _pay Ane _peymaH‐bNnemaH Aek Aa„vStu j AnNy Ke, prãƒ ke ragaid ƒvharno ivkLp temaH AnNy n=I. Ae!le xuH? ke dya, dan, v/t, tp [Tyaid je baæ ƒvhar Ke te inüy rTn5ynuH kar` n=I. Ahaha...? _pay Ae!le moÙmagR, ne _pey Ae!le Aena fz$pe Ýg! isâdxa‐Ae bNnemaH, khe Ke, Aa„a j AnNy Ke.

vclI wUimkamaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa, ne pHcmhav/taid ragnI mHdtano wav hoy Ke Ae!luH btavva ƒvharnI vat krI Ke, p` Ae inüypè sa\kp uH ke moÙmagR Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ kemke AemaH Aa„a‐\/uv cEtNynuH dz AnNy n=I. xuâ cEtNy vStumaH =oDI lInta‐te$p je moÙmagR, ne pU R lInta‐te$p je moÙ‐Ae bNnemaH &anma5 xuâ cEtNyvStu j AnNy A=aRtŸ Aekmek Ke. sa=e rag Ke Ae to bH\wav Ke, sa\kpàne iv¼™$p Ke, Jer Ke. inmRz rTn5y te Am<t Ke, ne rag to Jer Ke Aena=I (‐rag=I) Am<tmy Aevo moÙmagR kem =ay? n =ay. AavI ApUvR vat Ke. ƒvharna pÙvazane Aa AakrI lage Ke, p` xuH =ay? Aa to vStu j AavI Ke.

bharmaH to v/t kro, ne tpSya kro, ne pUÔ‐wi› kro Ae!le ={ gyo \mR AevuH saHwzva mze Ke, p` AevI Ý$pà sTy n=I, kemke Ae b\a ivkLpmaH cEtNy vStu AnNy‐tNmy =tI n=I. inüynI iS=rta hoy Ke TyaH sa=e Aavo ƒvhar hoy Ke tene _pcar=I \mR khevamaH Aave Ke, p` vaStvmaH te \mR n=I. \mR n=I tene _pcar krIne \mR khevo te ƒvharny Ke, p` AemaH \mR manvo Ae to im+yaTv Ke, mhan wUl Ke. ƒvhar su\re to inüy su\rxe Aem ke!lak mane Ke, p` Ae brabr n=I, AhÄ AenI na paDe Ke. xuH kolso kazo Ke te \ova=I sfed =ay? n =ay. Ae to kolsane bazI de to _ßßvz sfed =ay¸ tem ƒvharne (Svna Aa]ye) bazI mUke to _ßßvz piv5 moÙmagR ne moÙnI dxa =ay.

wav pahuD, ga=a 83maH Aave Ke ke‐ijnxasnmaH ijneNãdeve Aa Ýkare kæuH Ke ke‐pUÔ AaidkmaH t=a v/tsiht hovuH AemaH ;pu~y' Ke, t=a moh‐Ùow=I riht je Aa„ana piràm te ;\mR' Ke. TyaH Aena wava=RmaH





qulaso kyÈ Ke ke‐laEikk jn t=a ANymtI ko{ khe Ke ke‐puÔidk xuw iÊyaAomaH t=a v/tiÊya siht Ke te jEn \mR Ke, prHtu Aem n=I. ijnmtmaH ijn wgvane Aem kæuH Ke ke‐pUÔidkmaH t=a v/tsiht hovuH te to ;pu~y' Ke. AemaH pUÔ t=a Aaid xBd=I wi›, vHdna, vEyav<Ty Aaid smjvuH. AenuH fz SvgaRidk wogonI Ýaiº Ke, te jEn\mR n=I. j¡Ao Aa jEnxasnnuH rhSy¦

AavI coQqI vat Ke to p` ƒvharvadIAonuH xLy m!tuH n=I Ae tIv/ mohno j mihma Ke. smysar ga=a 1pmaH kæuH Ke ke‐je Aa AbâSp<Úaid paHc wavoSv$p inj Aa„ane AHtrmaH deqe Ke te skl jEnxasnne deqe Ke. jEn xasn Ae to vItrag pirìt Ke wa{¦ ƒvhar‐rag Ae jEnxasn n=I. ƒvhar ho wle, hoy Ke Ae!le AenuH k=n p` Ke, p` Ae jEnxasn n=I. magR to Aavo Ke wa{¦ cEtNy rTnakr Ýwu pote Ke temaH ëDa _trI tene j |yannuH |yey bnavtaH te pote j ]âa‐&an‐AanHdp e pir`me Ke tene j AhÄ _pay khevamaH Aave Ke, Ane te!luH jEnxasn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

wa{, AavuH maHD mnu*yp uH mZyuH Ae to vIjzIno Jbkaro Ke. Aa vIjzIna jbkare sMyG&an$pI doro provI le to provI le, doro na proƒo to, dora ivnanI soy jem k–aHy qova{ Ôy tem sMyG&an$pI dora ivna, Aa deh KU!taH, wgvan¦ tuH k–aHy sHsarmaH qova{ j{x, p¿oy nih lage. sMyG&an$pI doro proƒo hxe to pote qovaxe nih, ALpkazmaH moÙ\am phÇcI jxe.

Aha¦ pote Svno Aa]y kre Aena=I j \mR Ane Aena=I j mui› =ay Ke. Aa Svno Aa]y te inüy Ke, ne temaH ƒvharnynI _peÙa Ke. Svna Aa]ymaH ƒvharnI _peÙa te j tenI ApeÙa‐sapeÙta Ke. ƒvharno Aa]y te sapeÙta‐Aem nih, p` inüyno Aa]y levo temaH ƒvharnI _peÙa te tenI sapeÙta Ke. Svna Aa]ymaH ƒvharnynI (Aena ivØynI) _peÙa j hoy Ke. Ýma`&anmaH bNnenuH (ãƒ‐pyaRynuH) &an vteR Ke, p` Aa]y to Aek Svãƒno j hoy Ke Ane temaH ƒvharnI _peÙa j hoy Ke, Ane te j tenI sapeÙta Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH (satma Ai\karmaH) Aave Ke ke‐;je Òvo jEn Ke, t=a ijn Aa&ane mane Ke, temne p` im+yaTv rhe Ke, tenuH AhÄ v Rn krIAe KIAe. kar` ke Ae im+yaTv x5uno AHx p` bUro Ke, te=I Ae sU"m im+yaTv p` Tyagva yoGy Ke.' temaH j vzI Aagz kæuH Ke ke‐;ijnagmmaH inüy‐ƒvhar$p v Rn Ke, temaH y=a=RnuH nam inüy t=a _pcarnuH nam ƒvhar Ke. tena Sv$pne nih Ô`taH ANy=a ÝvtR Ke, te AhIH khIAe KIAe.' wa{, jra \Ira ={ne Aa smjvuH Ôe{Ae. (nyivvÙa y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.) meH Aam maNyuH Ke ma!e Aam j saibt =ay Aem n hoy¸ jevI vStu Ke tevI j lÙmaH ne AiwÝaymaH AavvI Ôe{Ae. Aavo wv ke id' mze bapu¦ hmàH j Aana sHSkar naqI le.

AhÄ khe Ke‐moÙmagRmaH (_paymaH), ne moÙmaH (_peymaH) &anma5nuH Ae!le ke Aa„anuH j AnNyp uH Ke. ƒvhar‐rag to Aena=I iwþ j rhI Ôy Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH AenI (‐ragnI) xI ApeÙa? Aha¦ pote xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Ke, ne Aena Aa]ye rag riht vItragI inmRz rTn5ynI AanHdmy dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te _pay Ke, Ane te _paynI pirìt Ait _g/ ={ prm ÝkØRtane pamI _peypè =ay Ke Tyare Aa„a pote j isâpàne pame Ke. Aam ÒvnI j Aa be‐inmRz ne pU R inmRz AvS=aAo Ke.

ha, p` AenuH ko{ sa\n to hxe ne?

sa\n? sa\n gu vDe Aa„a pote j sa\n ={ne sa\kp e Ane isâp e pir`me Ke. sa\n vStunI j xi› Ke TyaH Aene bIÔ sa\nnI xuH ApeÙa Ke? wa{, Aavo AlaEikk marg Ke. Aa smßya ivna wle AhÄ laqo‐kroDona bHglamaH pD–o hoy, p` mrIne k–aHy #ormaH‐kagDe‐kUtre‐kH=ve caLya jxe. AavI iS=it Ke.

Aa rIte _pay temj _peymaH Aa„anuH AnNyp uH Ke, rag temaH AnNy n=I, ma!e khe Ke‐;ma!e sday ASqilt Aek vStunuH (‐&anma5 Aa„vStunuH‐) in*kHp g/h` krva=I, mumuÙuAone ke jemne Anaid sHsar=I wUimkanI Ýaiº n ={ hoy temne p`, tTÙ` j wUimkanI Ýaiº =ay Ke.'




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Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? ke sday ASqilt‐Acilt Aevo‐cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tene in*kHp g/h` krva=I A=aRtŸ inivRkLp &annI pirìtmaH pkDva=I‐Ô`va=I mumuÙuAone‐ke jemne Anaid sHsar=I wUimkanI Ae!le ke sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº ={ n hoy temne‐tTkal j sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. j¡Ao Aa _paynI ÝaiºnI rIt¦ xuâ Aa„ana g/h` äara j sMyGdxRn Aaid Ýaº =ay Ke.

hve ATyare to bs pu~y kro... pu~y kro‐Aem b\e haLyuH Ke, p` pu~y=I to SvgaRid mze, ne bhu bhu to vItragdev Ane temnI vaÌno smagm mze, p` AemaH Aa„amaH xuH AaƒuH? Aa„ano Anuwv to AHdr AqHD Acilt Aek &aykSvwavI potanI cIj Ke tene Svaiwmuq &anmaH pkDva=I =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ inim¿nuH ne ƒvharnuH lÙ KoDI Aek &aykna lÙe pir`me tene \mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH AevuH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. wa{, pheluH lÙmaH to le ke \mRno dor Aa Ke, Aa isvay bharnI iÊyana lÙe sMyGdxRn =ay AevuH vStuSv$p n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

puruØa=Risiâ‐_paymaH Aave Ke ke‐moÙno _pay je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 te bH\nuH kar` n=I. bH\nuH kar` to yog Ane kØay Ke. jene tI=Åkr Ýk<it bH\ay Ke te p` Ae moÙmagR=I bH\ay Ke Aem n=I, yog Ane kØay=I j bH\ay Ke. inivRkLp dxRn‐&an‐cair5‐te$p moÙmagR te yog Ane kØay$p n=I, KtaH khevay ke smiktIne sMyGdxRn devna Aayuna bH\nuH kar` Ke. Aa ƒvharnynuH‐_pcarnuH k=n Ke. nyna Sv$pne sMykŸ Ýkare Ô e Ke tene AemaH kaH{ ivro\ jevuH deqatuH n=I.

ÔitSmr`=I sMyGdxRn pame, dev‐guÌ=I pame, ijnibHbna dxRn=I pame, [Tyaid xaÏmaH Aave Ae to kona _pr lÙ htuH ne KoD–uH te btavnaraH k=n Ke. bakI i5kazI \/uvne |yey bnavIne |yan krvuH‐bs Ae j jNm‐mr`na AHtno _pay Ke. satmI nrkno narkI Svno Aa]y l{ne smikt pame Ke. Aa isvay xuH SvgRmaH ke xuH nrkmaH‐ßyaH Ôy TyaH b\e potanI xaHitne xeknara AHgara j Ke. ijnibHbna dxRn=I in\¿ Ane inkaict kmRno Ùy krI smikt paMyo Aem xaÏmaH Aave, p` Ae to inim¿nI muQyta=I k=n Ke. ijnibHbna dxRn kaze tenuH lÙ KoDI pote je ijnSv$p Ke tenuH lÙ kre to smikt =ay Ke. Svãƒna Aa]ye j smikt =ay Ke Aa Aek j rIt Ke. wa{, tuH bIÒ rIte‐dya, dan, v/t, tp=I =ay Aem man p` Ae to tarI h@ Ke. Arere¦ xuH =ay? wvw/m`no Aene =ak laGyo n=I te=I sHsar=I KU!vuH go@tuH n=I. Fà idvsona kedInI jem tene wvw/m` ko@e pDI gyuH Ke, Aek wvmaH=I bIÔ wvmaH jva tEyar Ke, p` tÀvnI vat smjva te tEyar n=I¸ tÀv Aene go@tuH n=I.

bakI j¡Ao ne, Aa xuH khe Ke? Ahaha...¦ ASqilt‐jena cEtNyno Ývah \/uv... \/uv... \/uv Aek$p Acl Ke Aeva wgvan Aa„ane in*kHp‐inivRkLp &annI dxamaH pkDva=I tene tTÙ` j ApUvR AevI wUimkanI A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. Lyo, hve Aa isvay bIÒ ko{ ivi\‐rIt n=I. guÌnI k<pa=I smikt =yuH Aem khevuH Ae to inim¿nI Ý\anta=I k=n Ke. inüy=I Aa„ano guÌ Aa„a‐pote j Ke. ßyare pote AHtmuRq ={ smikt Ýg! kre Tyare guÌ bharmaH inim¿$pe hoy to _pcar=I guÌnI k<pa ={ Aem khevay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? wa{, _pcarnaH‐ƒvharnaH k=n jem Ke tem y=a=R smjvaH Ôe{Ae.

hve khe Ke‐;pKI temaH j inTy mStI krta te mumuÙuAo‐ke jeAo pota=I j, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta Anek AHtnI (Anek \mRnI) muitRAo Ke teAo‐sa\kwav=I _Tpþ =tI prm ÝkØRnI koi!$p isiâwavnuH wajn =ay Ke.'

;pKI temaH j inTy mStI krta'... j¡Ao sMyGdxRn paMya pKI Sv$pmaH inTy mStI‐keil krta Aem kæuH Ke, v/t pazta ne tpSya krta kevz&an Ýg! kre Ke Aem kæuH n=I. &ananHdSv$pI inj wgvan Aa„a AnuwvmaH Aaƒa pKI AemaH j mStI‐rm`ta krta, AemaH j AanHdnI keil krta mumuÙuAo isiâwavnuH wajn =ay Ke.

Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn$pI \mRnI \Ô jeè hStgt krI Ke tene hve jgtmaH luH!naraAo ko{ n=I. Ahaha...¦ te mumuÙuAo inÔnHd‐&ananHdSv$pmaH mStI krta‐moj krta‐lher marta, pota=I j





Êm$p‐AÊm$p ÝvtRta... , Ahaha...¦ waØa to j¡Ao, sa\k co=e, paHcme, K‚e vgeremaH potana j &ananHdSv$pmaH lIn ÝvteR Ke, ƒvharmaH ke inim¿maH lIn ={ ÝvtRta n=I. vzI in*kHpp e Aa„ane g/h` krtaH inmRz rTn5ynI ‐Anakuz AanHdnI \ara (Ývah) je Ême Ême Ýg! ={ rhI Ke te pota=I j ={ Ke, ne AÊme gu o rhela Ke tey pota=I j rhela Ke‐Aa rIte mumuÙuAo pota=I j Êm$p‐AÊm$p ÝvtRta te Anek \mRnI mUitRAo Ke. Ahaha...¦ AÊme ÝvtRta AnHt gu Ane Ême ÝvtRtI tenI inmRz inmRz pyaRyo‐te $p pota=I j =ta te mumuÙuAo, khe Ke, Anek \mRnI mUitRAo Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ teAo sa\kwav=I‐inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p wav=I _Tpþ =tI prm ÝkØRnI koi!$p, Ae!le ke ëcamaH ëcI‐_Tk<Ú dxa$p isiâwavnuH wajn =ay Ke Ae!le ke teAo said‐AnHt Aeva isâpdne pa5 =ay Ke hve temne frIne sHsar hxe nih. AavI vat¦

Ahaha...¦ jene AHtrmaH in*kHp inrakuz AanHdnI lher Ýg! ={ te Òv Sv$pnI moj krto krto Sv$pmaH j lInp e iS=it krIne AnHtkaze nih Ýaº =yel Aeva isâpdne Ýaº krI le Ke. jemaH AnHt suq, AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt vIyR [Tyaid Ýg! Ke Aeva isâpdne te Ýaº krI le Ke. j¡Ao Aa Sv‐Aa]ynI kmal¦ Sv‐Aa]ye j sa\kp uH ne Sv‐Aa]ye j isâpd Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. Aeno inØe\ na kr wa{¦ wgvan Aa„a xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu‐AenI AHtr‐Aekag/ta te magR Ke, AemaH ãƒaHtrno SpxR n=I, ƒvhar Aey AneruH (bIj¡H, pr) ãƒ Ke, Aeno AemaH SpxR n=I. AavI vat¦

Aam _pay‐_peynI vat krI.

hve khe Ke‐;prHtu jemaH Anek AHt A=aRtŸ \mR giwRt Ke Aeva Aek &anma5 wav$p Aa wUimne jeAo Ýaº krta n=I, teAo sda A&anI vtRta =ka, &anma5 wavnuH Sv$p=I Awvn Ane pr$p=I wvn deqta (‐]âta) =ka, Ô`ta =ka Ane Aacrta =ka, im+ya¹iÚ, im+ya&anI Ane im+yacair5I vtRta =ka, _pay‐_peywav=I ATyHt w/Ú vtRta =ka sHsarmaH pirw/m` j kre Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ &an, dxRn, AanHd [Tyaid AnHt \mR jena pe!maH pD–a Ke Aeva i5kazI \/uv inj &ananHdSv$pne jeAo Ýaº krta n=I teAo A&anmaH vtRnara Ke. Ahaha...¦ ragna piràmmaH AekTv krIne vtRta te mU# Òvo sda A&an$p vteR Ke. Aha¦ jenI ¹iÚmaH potano \/uv icdanHd wgvan Aaƒo n=I, jene AHtrmaH Anakuz AanHdno Svad Aaƒo n=I Aeva Òvo A&an$p ÝvteR Ke. bharmaH wle hÔro raÌAo KoDIne nG™ idgHbr =ay, pHc mhav/tnuH paln kre, tp kre, jHglmaH vse, p` vaStvmaH ragmaH vsnara teAo A&anI j Ke. Aha¦ Aava Òvo Élex kro to kro, p` inÔnHd‐siCcdanHd‐Sv$pna wan ivna temnI mui› =tI n=I, teAo sHsarne AozHgta n=I. AemnaH sFzaH v/t ne tp bazv/t ne baztp j Ke, fog! j Ke.

teAo &anma5 wavnuH Sv$p=I Awvn Ane pr$p=I wvn deqnara‐]ânara Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke potano &ananHd Svwav Ke tenuH pota=I ‐Sv‐Aa]y=I wvn‐pir`mn =ay Aem nih, p` pr=I‐ragnI iÊya=I AenuH wvn‐Ýg!vuH =ay Ke Aem teAo mane Ke, Aem teAo Ô e Ke, ne Aacr` p` Aem j kre Ke. Aha¦ Aam vtRta teAo Ý=m wUimka je sMyGdxRn tene Ýaº krta n=I¸ Aha¦ ragmaH jeAo vteR Ke temne SvwavnuH wvn =tuH n=I¸ temne A&annuH j wvn =ay Ke. Aha¦ pote rag$pe pir`me Ane mane ke mne \mR =ay Ke, va ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =xe, kaH{ Aem ne Aem Aâr=I \mR n ={ Ôy‐Aha¦ AavI maNytavaza mU# Òvo ragnuH j &an‐]âan‐Aacr` krta =ka im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5pè j pir`mI ræa Ke temne sa\kwavna AHkur Ýg!ta n=I.

bapu¦ Aa to vItragno magR Ke, Aa ko{ pÙ ke vaDo n=I. Ahaha...¦ Sv$p=I j wgvan¦ tuH ijnSv$p Ko. AavI potanI cIj inivRkLp ¹iÚ ne &anmaH Ýaº =ay Ke. p` tene bdle tuH ragnI iÊya=I Ýaiº =vanuH manI ragmaH j rCyo rhe Ke to tne SvwavnuH Awvn‐AÝaiº j Ke, ne A&annuH wvn‐Ýaiº =ay Ke. Ame muin KIAe, jHglmaH rhIAe KIAe, Amare k–aH vepar‐\H\anaH pap Ke? Ame to b\uH KoD–uH Ke. tene khIAe‐xuH KoD–uH Ke? \Uzey KoD–uH n=I saHwzne. im+yaTvnuH mhapap to éwuH Ke, pKI xuH KoD–uH?




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Aha¦ Sv$pnI ¹iÚ ivna, A&anI Òv Aekla ragna rHge rHgayo Ke. dya, dan, v/t, tp [Tyaid ragnI iÊyaAomaH te rCyo rhe Ke. te ragne j deqe Ke, ragne j sjeR Ke, ne ragne j Aacre Ke. tene im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5nuH j Aacr` Ke. \mRnI iÊyanuH to tene waney n=I. xuâ cEtNyna Aa]ye je inivRkLp dxaAo =ay tenI to Aene gH\ey n=I. tene SvwavnuH wvn j n=I ne¦ Ae to AekaHte ragnI iÊyaAomaH \ama naqIne TyaH j rmI ræo Ke. Aha¦ Anek iÊyakaHD krva KtaH tene sHsar‐pirw/m` j éwuH rhe Ke te sHsarmaH j‐84na AvtaromaH j ‐rqDe Ke.

Aha¦ kmRnuH Ôer Ke ma!e A&anIne Sv$pnuH Awvn Ke Aem n=I. AenI ë\I ]âane l{ne Aene Sv$pnuH Awvn Ke. potanI ë\I ]âanuH Ôer Ke te=I A&anI rqDe Ke. kmR magR Aape to \mR =ay Aem kmRnaH ë\aH lakDaH AenamaH grI gyaH Ke. Aem kmR‐kmRnuH Ôer manIne Ae e inj Aa„Svwavno Tyag krI dI\o Ke. Are wa{, kmR Ke, p` Ae to jD‐\Uz bapu¦ Ae tne xuH kre? tarI ¹iÚ bdl to s<iÚ bdla{ jxe.

Aek var Aek laEikkmaH Ýisâ sHt puruØ rajko!maH Amara ƒaQyanmaH Aavela. Tyare kheluH ke‐pr ÒvonI dya pazvano wav te ragwav Ke, xuwrag Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke, te \mR n=I. vzI je Òv mane Ke ke huH prnI dya pazI xkuH KuH te mU# Ke. ragmaH \mR mane Aey mU# Ke, ne prnI dya pazvanuH mane tey mU# Ke. temne Aa vat jcI nih. p` xuH =ay? im+yawav to AHtrna puruØa=R=I j m!e ne¦ Sv$pne wUlI jvuH te wUl Ke, ne potanI wUlne l{ne j Òv sHsarmaH wme Ke. ;Apne ko Aap wUl ke heran ho gya.' ragnI iÊyamaH je \mR manI be@a Ke te im+ya¹iÚ A&anI Òvo Ke, ne te car gitmaH pirw/me Ke. AavI vat¦

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kzx - 266

hve Aa A=RnuH kzx$p kaƒ khe Ke:‐

(vsNtitlka)

ye &anmaZinjwavmyImkMpaHwUimH ]yiNt k=mPypnItmoha: .te sa\kTvmi\gMy wviNt is|damU#aSTvmUmnuplWy pirw/miNt.. 266..

}loka=R:- (ye) je puruØo, (k=mŸ Aip ApnIt-moha:) ko{ p` Ýkare jemno moh dUr =yo Ke Aeva =ya =ka, (&anmaZ-inj-wavmyImŸ AkMpaH wUimH) &anma5 injwavmy AkHp wUimkano (A=aRtŸ &anma5 je potano wav te‐my inüz wUimkano) (]yiNt) Aa]y kre Ke, (te sa\kTvmŸ Ai\gMy is|da: wviNt) teAo sa\kp`ane pamIne isâ =ay Ke (tu) prHtu (mU#a:) jeAo mU# (‐mohI, A&anI, im+ya¹iÚ) Ke, teAo (AmUmŸ AnuplWy) Aa wUimkane nih pamIne (pirw/miNt) sHsarmaH pirw/m` kre Ke.

wava=R:- je wƒ puruØo, guÌna _pdex=I A=va Svymev kazliB\ne pamI im+yaTv=I riht ={ne, &anma5 Aeva potana Sv$pne pame Ke, teno Aa]y kre Ke, teAo sa\k =ya =ka isâ =ay Ke prHtu jeAo &anma5 Aeva potane pamta n=I, teAo sHsarmaH rqDe Ke. 266.


;ye' je puruØo, ;k=mŸ Aip ApnIt-moha:' ko{ p` Ýkare jemno moh dUr =yo Ke Aeva =ya =ka, ;&anmaZ-inj-wavmyImŸ AkMpaH wUimmŸ' &anma5 injwavmy AkHp wUimkano (A=aRtŸ &anma5 je potano wav





te‐my inüz wUimkano) ;]yiNt' Aa]y kre Ke, ;te sa\kTvmŸ Ai\gMy is|da: wviNt' teAo sa\kpàne pamIne isâ =ay Ke ...

xruAat=I maHDIne magR j Aa Ke wa{¦ smysar ga=a 11maH AaƒuH ne ke‐ ;wUdT=miSsdo qlu sMmaid‚I hvid jIvo' je wUta=Rno Aa]y kre Ke te sMyG¹iÚ =ay Ke. Ae j Aa vat Ke. khe Ke‐je puruØo, ko{ p` Ýkare A=aRtŸ mhan puruØa=R krIne mohno nax kre Ke, im+yawavno nax kre Ke‐Aeva ={ne... , j¡Ao, AamaH AiStmaH puruØa=R ne naiStmaH mohno nax Aem be vat krI Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHt:puruØa=R vDe mohno nax =yo Ke Aeva ={ne je puruØo, &anma5 injwavmy AkHp‐inül Aek &aykwavno Aa]y kre Ke teAo sa\kpàne pamIne tenI _Tk<Ú dxa$p isâ =ay Ke. wa{, dya pazvI, v/t krvaH, wi› krvI ke Aahardan devuH Ae ko{ magR nam moÙmagR n=I, sa\kpùH n=I, t=a te magRnuH‐sa\kpànuH AalHbn p` n=I. Lyo, AavI vat¦ bhu AakrI p` sTy vat Ke. Aha¦ Axuw=I bcva \m±ne Aevo wav Aave Ke p` Ae \mR n=I.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= ragna ivkLp=I riht potana Svwav=I Ô e Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke. Ývcnsar, ga=a 172maH AilHgg/h`na Ý=m K bolmaH Aa Ýma e lI\uH Ke ke‐

1. jene [iNãyo vDe g/h`‐Ô`vuH =ay Aevo wgvan Aa„a n=I.

2. je [iNãyo vDe g/aæ‐jàvayoGy =ay Aevo [iNãyÝTyÙno Aa„a ivØy n=I.

3. [iNãyÝTyÙpUvRk Aa„a Anumanno ivØy n=I.

4. bIÔAo äara ma5 Anuman=I jày Aevo Aa„a n=I.

p. Aa„a Aekla Anuman vDe Ô e Aevo Anumata n=I.

6. Aa„a potana Svwav=I Ô e Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Aam potanI Ôt=I wat paDe Aevo Aa„a Ke ragna ivkLp=I te jày Aevo n=I. AavI JIÌ vat kdI saHwzI n=I. ko{k var saHwzvamaH AavI Ôy to inüy Ke, inüy Ke‐Aem khIne ka#I naqe Ke.

Aha¦ wgvan Aa„a proÙ rhe Aevo Aeno Svwav j n=I. te=I wgvan Aa„anuH AiStp e je AtIiNãy pU R Sv$p Ke Aeno je Aa]y kre Ke te sa\kpàne pamIne isâ =ay Ke.

to ƒvhar sa\n Ane inüy sa|y Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?

ha, Aave Ke¸ p` Ae to _pcar=I k=n Ke bapu¦ bakI ƒvhar kaH{ prma=R$p sa\n Ke nih. Aa„amaH sa\n namno gu Ke te vDe Aa„a j pote sa\n$p ={ne potanI inmRz vItragI pyaRyne Ýg! kre Ke. pote j potanuH sa\n Ke. ivxeØ SpÚ khIAe to je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te j tenuH sa\n Ke. Ahaha...¦ \mR kem pmay? to khe Ke‐i5kazI Aek &aykSv$p, kmR‐nokmR=I iwþ AevuH Svãƒ Ke tena Aa]ye sa\kpàne pamIne isâ =vay Ke. Aa j \mR pamvanI rIt Ke rag ke inim¿na Aa]ye \mR Ýg!e AevI vStu n=I.

Are¦ Aa„ana wan ivna Òvo AekaHte du:qI Ke. wle bhar=I trfiDyaH n marta hoy, p` AHdr=I du:qI j du:qI Ke. xrIrmaH \orIrg tU!e to f! d{ne qlas ={ Ôy, ne nanI rg tU!e to trfDI‐trfDIne qlas ={ Ôy. Arere¦ AavaH vedn Ae e AnHt var kyaÅ Ke¸ kemke Aene deh ne rag=I AekTv buiâ Ke. rag to SvyH du:q$p Ke, davanz Ke. Ae e rag=I AekTv krIne icrkaz=I potanI xaHitne jlavI dI\I Ke.

Aha¦ Aa JverIAo b\a kroDonI ikHmtna hIrane prqe, p` prqnaro AHdr cEtNyhIrlo Ke tene na prqe, Ahaha...¦ AHdr j¡Ae to Ae cEtNyhIrlo Aekla &an ne AanHdno diryo Ke. jem diryamaH=I paÌnI Kozo _Kze tem Aa cEtNyhIrlanI ¹iÚ krtaH AHdr=I &an ne AanHdnI Kozo _Kze Ke. Ahaha...¦ kroDo AbÔenI ikHmtna hoy toy Ae jD hIranI xI ikHmt? Ae to \UznI \Uz Ke bapa¦ hIray \Uz ne tenI ikHmtey \Uz. ßyare Aa cEtNyhIrlo‐Aekla &aykSvwav=I Jzhzto‐tenI xI ikHmt? Ahaha...¦ AHt¹RiÚ vDe nIrqtaH ne AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH temaH=I AanHdnI Koze siht sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!e AevI Ae A`mol cIj Ke. Ahaha...¦




kzx‐267 : 23p

Aeno Aa]y krtaH AemaH=I sa\kdxa ne isâdxa Ýg!e AevI A`mol Anupm cIj cEtNyvStu Aa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐je e Aa cEtNyhIrlano Aa]y lI\o te sa\kpàne pamIne isâpd pamxe. Ahaha...¦ AnHt‐suq\am AevuH isâpd kone khIAe? Aoho¦ AacayR Am<tcHãdeve suqnaH ve laH vhevDaƒaH Ke. khe Ke‐Sv$pna Aa]ye jene sa\kdxa ={ tene ALpkazmaH prm suq\am AevI isâdxa Ýg! =xe. AavI vat¦

hve khe Ke‐ ;tu' prHtu ;mU#a:' jeAo mU# (‐mohI, A&anI, im+ya¹iÚ) Ke, teAo ;AmUmŸ AnuplWy' Aa wUimkane nih pamIne ;pirw/miNt' sHsarmaH pirw/m` kre Ke.

Ahaha...¦ jeAo mU# Ke, A=aRtŸ jeAo potanI icdanHdFnSv$p cEtNyvStune Aozqta n=I, Ane piv5tano ipHD Aevo pote, Ane Apiv5 Aevo rag‐xuw ke Axuw‐AhÄ xuwnI Ý\anta=I vat Ke‐Ae bNnene Aekmek Ô e Ke, mane Ke teAo mU# Ke, mohI, A&anI Ke. rag=I mne law =xe, ne ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy \mR Ýg!xe ‐Aem mane Ke teAo mU# Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aha¦ Aava im+ya¹iÚ Òvo, khe Ke, Aa wUimkane A=aRtŸ sMykŸdxRn Aaid wavne‐sa\kpàne Ýaº krta n=I. jeAo xuwna ivkLpmaH rokayela Ke teAo sa\kpànI wUimkane Ýaº krI xkta n=I.

ÝÆ:- teAo v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ, dya, dan [Tyaid wgvane khelaH sa\n to kre Ke?

_¿r:- Ae to b\aH _pcar=I sa\n kæaH Ke, tene teAo prma=R sa\n manI be@a Ke Ae j wUl Ke. v/taid kaH{ vaStivk sa\n n=I. te=I ragmaH j rokayela teAo bharmaH cahe nG™ idgHbr sa\u =ya hoy, jHglmaH rheta hoy, pHcmhav/taid pazta hoy toy mU# ræa =ka sa\kpàne pamta n=I. Aha¦ Aigyar AHg Ane nv pUvRnI liB\ Ýg!I hoy toy xuH? toy teAo A&anI Ke kemke ragnI AektanI AaDmaH temne Aa„&an =yuH n=I. Aha¦ je ragna‐pu~yna ÝemmaH fSyo Ke te ƒiwcarI Ke, mU# Ke, Aava mU# Òvo rag ivnanI sa\knI wUimkane pamta n=I. teAo sHsarmaH j pirw/m` kyaR kre Ke. Aoho¦ mo!o sHsar smuã pD–o Ke. kdIk ëce SvgRmaH Avtre, ne kdIk he@e nkRmaH Ôy¸ Arrr..¦ paravar du:qne wogve Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?


;je wƒ puruØo, guÌna _pdex=I A=va Svymev kazliB\ne pamI im+yaTv=I riht ={ne, &anma5 Aeva potana Sv$pne pame Ke, teno Aa]y kre Ke, teAo sa\k =ya =ka isâ =ay Ke prHtu jeAo &anma5 Aeva potane pamta n=I, teAo sHsarmaH rqDe Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ ko{ne guÌAe kæuH‐marI samuH ma Ôe, AHdr icdanHdFn Ýwu tuH Ko TyaH taramaH Ôe TyaH Ô, ne TyaH j rmI Ô, TyaH j @rI Ô, Aha¦ te e Aem kyuÅ to smikt siht tene sa\kp uH =yuH. t=a ko{ SvyH AHdr Ôg/t ={ AHt:puruØa=R krI sa\k =yo. Aha¦ Aam smikt yu› sa\kpàne pamIne Òvo isâdxane pame Ke. Aa j magR Ke wa{¦ jeAo potana Svwavno Aa]y kre Ke teAo sa\k =ya =ka isâ =ay Ke. prHtu jeAo xuwaxuw iÊyamaH j lIn ={ rokaya Ke teAo Aa„vStune pamta n=I, sHsarmaH rqD–a kre Ke. AavI vat¦

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Aa wUimkano Aa]y krnar Òv kevo hoy te hve khe Ke:

(vsNtitlka) SyaäadkaExlsuinülsHymaWyaHyo wavyTyhrh: Svimhopyu›:.





&anikÊyanyprSprtIv/mEZI- paZIkËt: ]yit wUimimmaH s Ok:.. 267..

}loka=R:- (y:) je puruØ (Syaäad-kaExl-suinül-sHymaWyaH) SyadŸvadmaH ÝvI`ta t=a (ragaidk Axuâ pirìtna Tyag$p) suinüz sHym‐Ae bþe vDe ([h _pyu›:) potamaH _pyu› rheto =ko (A=aRtŸ potana &anSv$p Aa„amaH _pyogne ÔeDto =ko) (Ah: Ah: SvmŸ wavyit) Ýitidn potane wave Ke (‐inrHtr potana Aa„anI wavna kre Ke), (s: Ok:) te j Aek (puruØ), (&an-ikÊya-ny-prSpr-tIv/-mEZI-paZIkËt:) &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5Ina pa5$p =yelo, ([mamŸ wUimmŸ ]yit) Aa (&anma5 injwavmy) wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke.

wava=R:- je &annyne j g/hIne iÊyanyne KoDe Ke, te ÝmadI Ane SvCKHdI puruØne Aa wUimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I. je iÊyanyne j g/hIne &annyne Ô`to n=I, te (v/t‐simit‐guiº$p) xuw kmR=I sHtuÚ puruØne p` Aa in*kmR wUimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I. je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ô e Ke (‐Anuwve Ke) t=a suinüz sHymmaH vteR Ke (‐ragaidk Axuâ pirìtno Tyag kre Ke), Ae rIte je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5I sa\I Ke, te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke.

&anny Ane iÊyanyna g/h`‐TyagnuH Sv$p Ane fz ;pHcaiStkay‐sHg/h' xaÏna AHtmaH kæuH Ke, TyaH=I Ô`vuH. 267.


;y:' je puruØ ;Syaäad-kaExl-suinül-sHymaWyamŸ' SyaäadmaH ÝvI`ta t=a (ragaidk Axuâ pirìtna Tyag$p) suinüz sHym‐Ae bNne vDe ;[h _pyuÉt:' potamaH _pyu› rheto =ko (A=aRtŸ potana &anSv$p Aa„amaH _pyogne ÔeDto =ko) ;Ah: Ah: SvH wavyit' Ýitidn potane wave Ke (‐inrHtr potana Aa„anI wavna kre Ke).

Ahaha...¦ AhÄ SyaäadnI ÝvI`ta Ane suinüz sHym‐Aem be vat lI\I Ke. TyaH SyaäadnI ÝvI`ta Ae!le xuH? ke ãƒSv$pmaH, wgvan i5kazI Aek &aykmaH inim¿, rag ke pyaRy n=I, ne inim¿, rag ke pyaRymaH wgvan &ayk n=I, Ahaha...¦ AavuH Svna Aa]ye je &an‐]âan$p pir`mn =ay te SyaäadnI ÝvI`ta Ke. ;xuâ'maH ragaid nih, ne ragaidmaH ;xuâ' nih‐AevuH &annuH pir`mn te SyaäadnI ÝvI`ta Ke. t=a jemaH Axuâ pirìtno Tyag vteR Ke AevI SvSv$pnI rm`ta, iS=rta, inülta te sHym Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐SyaäadnI ÝvI`ta Ane suinüz sHym‐Ae be vDe je puruØ potamaH _pyu› rheto =ko, _pyogne potamaH j iS=r krto =ko Ýitidn potane wave Ke te Aa wUimkane A=aRtŸ sa\kpàne pame Ke. Lyo, AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ jene sMykŸ ]âan‐&an Ýg! =yuH tene Sv‐Aa]ye suinüz sHym Ýg! =ay Ke. &an‐]âan =vamaH Svwav sNmuqtano je puruØa=R Ke tena=I suinül sHym =vamaH cair5no Anek gu o puruØa=R hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ cair5 Ae!le xuH? je cEtNySv$p &anmaH ÝitwaSyuH ne ]âamaH AaƒuH temaH ivxeØp e crvuH, rmvuH, @rvuH, jmvuH tenuH nam cair5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ jemaH Ýcur AanHdnaH wojn =ay AevI SvanuwvnI suinül dxa tene cair5 khe Ke. Axuâtano Tyag ={ xuâ rTn5y pirìtnuH Ýg! =vuH AenuH nam sHym A=aRtŸ cair5 Ke.

K kaynI dya pazvI tene sHym khe Ke ne?

ha, K kaynI dya pazvI tene sHym khel Ke, p` Ae to wed$p sHym Ke. vaStvmaH Ae xuwrag Ke,




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Ane \m± puruØnI \mR pirìtno shcr ÔÌ tene _pcar=I sHym khel Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ mhan vEwvxIl Aeva rav`ne Aek Sfi!kno mhel hto. Aena Sfi!k Aeva Jzhzta Ýkaixt hta ke ko{ duXmn TyaH Ôy to pg k–aH \rvo te qbr n pDe Ae!le trt pkDa{ Ôy. tem Aa Aa„a cEtNyno mhel Aeva cEtNyna Ýkax=I wrpur Jzhzto _ßßvz Ke ke TyaH moh Aaid duXmno trt j pkDa[ Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNyhIrlo cEtNy Ýkaxno puHj Aevo Ke ke AemaH cr` \rtaH, crtaH‐ivcrtaH mohaH\karno nax ={ Ôy Ke, ne Ýbz piv5 _ßßvz cair5no Ýkax Ýg! =ay Ke. Lyo, AanuH nam sHym Ke. xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„a AnuwvmaH Aaƒo, pKI Aeva j AnuwvmaH iS=r ={ne rhevuH te sHym Ke.

Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐AacayR kuHdkuHddev p` AihHsaid mhav/t pazta hta, Ame kem n pazIAe?

Are wa{¦ tne AacayRdevna AHtrna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. muQyp e teAo xuâopyogmaH j iS=t‐lIn hta¸ inrHtr xuâopyognI j temne wavna htI, v/taidnI nih. temno j Aa sHdex Ke ke‐pHcmhav/taidno ivkLp rag Ke, ßyare AHtrmaH Sv$p‐iS=rta krvI te sHym nam cair5 Ke. pHcmhav/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke qro, p` te kaH{ sHym n=I, qreqr to (inüy=I) te hey Aevo AsHym, Acair5 j Ke. hve AavI vat AakrI lage p` Aa sTy vat Ke.

Aha¦ \maR„a, sHymI‐muin inrHtr potana xuâ Sv$pne wave Ke. Aa„avloknmaH Aave Ke ke‐muinAo varHvar vItragtano _pdex Aape Ke, xuâ Sv$pmaH rm`ta kr‐Aevo j _pdex teAo Aape Ke. rag krvanI to vat j n=I wa{¦ (v/taidno) rag hoy Ke Ae j¡dI vat Ke, ne ragne krvo‐Ae j¡dI vat Ke. Are, je wave tI=Åkr namkmR bH\ay te wavnI p` muinvrone wavna hotI n=I. xuH Aas/vne \m± wave? kdIy n wave.

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐inrHtr je puruØ _pyogne SvSv$pmaH _pyu› krI inj xuâa„ane wave Ke. ;s: Ok:' te j Aek (puruØ), ;&an-ikÊya-ny-prSpr-tIv/-mEZI-paZIkËt:' &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5Ina pa5$p =yelo, ;[mamŸ wUimmŸ ]yit' Aa (&anma5 injwavmy) wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Lyo, &an Ane iÊya nam cair5‐bNnenI mE5Ina pa5$p =yelo te Aek j &anma5 wUimkane Aadre Ke te Aek j sa\kpàne pame Ke, bIÔ ragmaH rokayela Ke teAo sa\kpàne Ýaº =ta n=I.

Ahaha...¦ xuH kzxo Ke¦ ko{ne mo#amaH AmI n AavtuH hoy, ne tene so‐bso AaHblIna katrana #g vCce besaDIAe to mÇmaH paÌ vzI Ôy, ne AmI Aave, tem AacayR Am<tcHãdeve AhÄ Am<tmy kzxono #g qDo kyÈ Ke. Aha¦ je AenI m|ymaH Ôy A=aRtŸ tenuH Avgahn kre tene AHdr Am<t$pI AmI _KzI Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHdr AmIno sagr _Kaze Aeva Aa kzxo Ke. Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐je puruØ SyaäadmaH ÝvI`ta Ane suinüz sHym vDe, xuâa„amaH _pyu› =yo =ko potane j wave Ke te puruØ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p =yo =ko sa\kpàne pame Ke ne isâ ={ Ôy Ke.


;je &annyne j g/hIne iÊyanyne KoDe Ke, te ÝmadI Ane SvCKHdI puruØne Aa wuimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I.'

j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke AekluH xaÏnuH Ô`p uH kre, p` AHt¹RiÚ Ýg! krI Axuâtane !aze nih te ÝmadI Ane SvCKHdI Ke. Aeva xu*k&anIne AHtrmaH sa\kp uH Ýg!tuH n=I. xaÏnuH Ô`p uH qUb kre te=I Ùyopxmno ivkas to =ay, p` AemaH xuH? AHdr prm punIt xuâwavmy Aa„ane Ô e nih, ne AekaHte &annyne g/he te puruØ Axuâta !azIne AHdr jto n=I. Aeva ÝmadI SvCKHdI puruØne wUimkanI‐sa\kpànI dxanI Ýaiº =tI n=I.

vzI, ;je iÊyanyne j g/hIne &annyne Ô`to n=I, te (v/t‐simit‐guiº$pe) xuwkmR=I sHtuÚ puruØne p` Aa in*kmR wUimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I.'

j¡Ao, dya, dan, v/t, tp, simit, guiº [Tyaidna xuwwavmaH jeAo sHtoØa{ Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ Aa xuwwav=I \mR =ay Ke Aem jeAo mane Ke teAo &annyne Ô`ta n=I. temne xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„anuH wan n=I. wa{,





v/taidnI je baæ iÊya Ke Ae to rag Ke, ne ragmaH sHtuÚ Ke tene ragriht in*kmR vItragI wavnI wUimka Ýaº =tI n=I. Aha¦ Aava iÊyajD iÊyakaHDIAone AaTmana \mRnI iÊya =tI n=I. vaStvmaH teAo A&anI j rhe Ke.

hve khe Ke‐;je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ô e Ke (‐Anuwve Ke) t=a suinüz sHymmaH vteR Ke (‐ragaidk Axuâ pirìtno Tyag kre Ke), Ae rIte je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5I sa\I Ke, te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke.'

xuH kI\uH Aa? ke je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ôè Ke A=aRtŸ ãƒpyaRy Sv$p Aa„vStu Ke temaH i5kazI xuâ ãƒ Ke te pyaRy n=I, ne Aek smynI pyaRy Ke te i5kazI xuâ ãƒ n=I‐Ahaha...¦ AavuH je i5kazI xuâ ãƒ tene je puruØ Anuwve Ke te sMyG&anI Ke. Aha¦ Aam sMyG&an Ane suinüz sHym‐Aem bemaH je vteR Ke te puruØ &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH j AiwÝay=I to rag=I iwþ pD–o hto, KtaH rag hto. to tene ÔÌne Sv$pna _g/ Aa]y vDe xuâ pirìt‐vItragI pirìtne Ýg! kre tene sHym khe Ke. AeklI [iNãyone dmvI ne AihHsaid v/t pazvaH te sHym Aem nih. Ae to sHym Ke j nih. Sv$pmaH je lInta‐iS=rta Ke te sHym Ke. Aam sMyG&an Ane sMyGcair5 vDe je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI mE5I sa\I Ke te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnaro Ke.

Ahaha...¦ pu~y‐pap=I riht icNma5ßyoitSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. tenI AHtmuRq ={ne SvsHvedn‐potanuH pota=I vedn krvuH te &anny Ke t=a temaH j iS=r ={, Axuâtana‐ragna Tyag$p xuâ pirìt$pe pir`mvuH te sHym nam iÊyany Ke. sMyG&an‐Aa„&an ne ragna Awav$p sHym‐bene mE5I‐ga# mE5I Ke. Aa &anny ne iÊyanynI mE5I Ke. hve Aavo marg vItragno Ke, p` lokone te smjvo k@` ={ pD–o Ke.

p` xuH =ay? jem mabap mrI Ôy ne KokraAo AHdr‐AHdr lDe‐Aem ke bape Aam kæuH htuH ne tem kæuH htuH tem Arere¦ ATyare kevzI‐]utkevzIna ivrh pD–a Ke. kevzI ræa nih, ne Aam \mR =ay ne tem \mR =ay‐Aem loko AHdr AHdr ivvade c#I gya Ke. prHtu wa{¦ vStu je wgvan Aa„a Ke teno &ananHd Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI injvStuna Aa]ye pir`mtaH pyaRymaH &an ne AanHd Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. vStuno Svwav te \mR. SvnuH‐&an ne AanHdnuH wvn‐=vuH te Svwav nam \mR Ke. Aa jEndxRn Ke. jEndxRnnI AavI vat bIje k–aHy n=I.

wa{, AnekaHtno Aevo A=R n=I ke‐inj Svwavna Aa]ye p` \mR =ay ne ragna‐ƒvharna Aa]yey \mR =ay. vaStvmaH Svwavna Aa]ye j \mR =ay ne ragna‐ivwavna Aa]ye \mR n =ay tenuH nam AnekaHt Ke. Are, jgtne jEn\mRnuH vaStivk Sv$p Ô`va mZyuH n=I. jgt to v/t kro, ne tpSya kro, ne wi› kro ne bharmaH [iNãyone dmo, b/ïcyR pazo Ae!le ={ gyo \mR‐Aem mane Ke, p` AevuH \mRnuH Sv$p n=I. Ahaha...¦ pote AHdr &anSv$pI prm piv5tamy Ýwu Ke temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ ={ TyaH j @rvuH AenuH nam \mR Ke. sa=e xuwwav ho, p` te \mR n=I. xuwwavne ƒvhare mE5I khI Ke, p` inüy=I Ae mE5I n=I. AhÄ to Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! sMyG&an, Ane Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! sHymwav‐inmRz rTn5y‐tene prSpr mE5I khI Ke. bakI jene AHtrmaH SvSv$pnuH wan vtRtuH n=I tenaH v/t, tp Aaid to svR fog! j Ke A=aRtŸ sHsar qate j Ke jem lG™maH fera fre Ke ne¦ tem corasIna Avtarna te fera frxe. yogsarmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

ßyaH lgI Aek n Ôi`yo, prm punIt xuâ wav¸v/t-tp-sHym-xIl shu, fog! Ôò sav.

AavI vat Ke¦ hmàH hmàH ke!lake ka#–uH Ke ke‐;Òvo Ane Òvva do'‐Ae wgvannuH sU5 Ke. p` wa{¦ AevuH

wgvane kæuH j n=I. wgvane to Aem kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„amaH Aek Òvn xi› i5kaz Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an, dxRn, AanHd, s¿a‐Aeva xuâ cEtNy Ýaò vDe Òv i5kaz Òve j Ke, tene Òvva devanI vat j k–aH Ke? Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNy Ýaòna \rnar inj cEtNyãƒno je Aa]y kre Ke tene inmRz &an ne AanHdmy Òvn Ýg! =ay Ke Ane te ÒvnuH vaStivk Òvn Ke. Aha¦ pHc prme¤I wgvHtonuH Òvn vaStivk Òvn Ke. bakI mn, vcn,




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kay, [iNãy [Tyaid ds Ýa` vDe je e Òvn maNyuH Ke tey AnHt kaz Òve Ke qro, p` te sHsarmaH rqDe Ke, kemke te ds Ýa` Ane tenI yoGyta$p Òvna Axuâ Ýa` te y=a=RmaH AenI cIj n=I. tena (jD Ýaò ne Axuâ Ýaòna) AalHbnmaH rhelo Òv AnHt sHsarmaH pirw/me Ke. hve AavI vat Ke smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a &anSv$p Ke temaH Aekag/ ={ne iS=t rhevuH te &ancetna Ke, ne ragmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRcetna Ke. baæ v/taidmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRcetna Ke ne tena fzmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRfz cetna Ke. &anIne &ancetna Ke, ne A&anIne kmRcetna ne kmRfzcetna hoy Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI A=aRtŸ sMyG&an Ane Sv$p iS=rtanI ga# mE5I sa\I Ke te j puruØ &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnaro Ke te j sa\k ={ne isâ =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ Sv‐Aa]ye je &an Ane vItragI xaHit Ýg!I Ke tene AhÄ &anny Ane iÊyanynI mE5I khI Ke.

—&anny Ane iÊyanyna g/h`‐TyagnuH Sv$p Ane fz ;pHcaiStkaysHg/h' xaÏna AHtmaH kæuH Ke, TyaH=I Ô`vuH

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Aam je puruØ Aa wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke, te j AnHt ctuÚymy Aa„ane pame Ke‐Aeva A=RnuH kaƒ hve Ke:‐

(vsNtitlka) iciTp~Dci~Dmivlaisivkashas: xu|dÝkaxwrinwRrsuÝwat:. AanNdsuiS=tsdaSqiltEk$p- StSyEv caymudyTyclaicRraTma.. 268..

}loka=R:- (tSy Ov) (pUvÈ› rIte je puruØ Aa wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke) tene j, (ictŸ-ip~D-ci~Dm-ivlais-ivkas-has:) cEtNyipHDno inrgRz ivlsto je ivkas te‐$p jenuH qIlvuH Ke (A=aRtŸ cEtNypuHjno je ATyHt ivkas =vo te j jenuH qIlI nIkzvuH Ke), (xu|d-Ýkax-wr-inwRr-suÝwat:) xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e je suÝwat sman Ke, (AanNd-suiS=t-sda-ASqilt-Ok-$p:) AanHdmaH suiS=t AevuH jenuH sda ASqilt Aek $p Ke (c) Ane (Acl-AicR:) Acz jenI ßyot Ke Aevo (AymŸ AaTma _dyit) Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.

wava=R:- AhÄ ;iciTp~D' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt dxRnnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke, ;xu|dÝkax' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt &annuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke, ;AanNdsuiS=t' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt suqnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke Ane ;AclaicR' ivxeØ`=I AnHt vIyRnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke. pUvÈ› wUimno Aa]y krva=I j Aava Aa„ano _dy =ay Ke. 268.


besta vØRne suÝwat khe Ke ne? rai5na AH\karno nax ={ wUmHDzmaH sUyRnaH ikrò felay tene suÝwat khe Ke tem pu~y‐papnI Aektabuiâ$p AH\karne wedIne sMyGdxRn‐&an$p je cEtNynI ßyoit Jzhz Ýg! =ay tene suÝwat khe Ke. Aha¦ AavuH suÝwat jene Ýg!–uH te Òve idvazI krI, id' nam kazne te e AHtrmaH vaZyo. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ae j khe Ke‐

;tSy Ov' (pUvÈ› rIte je puruØ Aa wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke) tene j, ;ictŸ-ip~D-ci~Dm-ivlais-ivkas-has:' cEtNyipHDno inrgRz ivlsto je ivkas te‐$p jenuH qIlvuH Ke (A=aRtŸ cEtNypuHjno





je ATyHt ivkas =vo te j jenuH qIlI nIkzvuH Ke), ... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.

Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? inmRzanHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz \/uv AHdr ivraje Ke teno je Aa]y kre Ke tene j cEtNyno inrgRz ivlsto je ivkas te‐$pe qIlvuH =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem kmz hÔr paHqDIAe qIlI nIkze tem wgvan Aa„a, temaH Aekag/ ={ iS=t =taH AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR‐Aem AnHt gu ‐pyaRye qIlI nIkze Ke. ;inrgRz ivlsto ivkas' Ae!le xuH? ke ÝitbH\ riht inrHkux AmyaRidt pU R &an‐dxRnaid$p ivkas =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene ko{ roknaruH n=I Aevo AnHt &an‐dxRn‐suq‐vIyR$p ivkas qIlI Ôy Ke. sa\kne vCce ƒvhar Aave Ke, p` te kaH{ j n=I, te pU R dxanuH kar` n=I.

vzI khe Ke‐ ;xuâ-Ýkax-wr-inwRr-suÝwat:' xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e je suÝwat sman Ke... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.

xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxyta Ae!le xuH? ke &annI saitxy ivxeØta A=aRtŸ kevz&annI Jzhz ßyoit tene Ýg! =vane lI\e je suÝwat sman Ke Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke. j¡Ao Aa suÝwat¦ Ahaha...¦ pU R &an ne AanHd=I wrelo Ýwu Ke‐AenaH AHt¹RiÚ‐&an ne rm`ta =yaH tene pyaRymaH kevz&anno idƒ saitxy Ýkax Ýg! =ay Ke Aa kevz&an xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e suÝwat sman Ke. AavuH suÝwat ƒvharna Aa]ye Ýg!tuH n=I, xuâ inüyna Aa]ye j Ýg!e Ke, Ane tene j idvazI =ay Ke.

ÝÆ:- p` &anavràid FaitkmÈno Awav kre Tyare kevz&an =ay Ke ne? _¿r:- wa{, kmRno nax to kmRna kar e kmRmaH (prmaùmaH) =ay Ke, teno ktaR‐htaR Aa„a n=I¸

jDkmRno Awav krvo te Aa„ana Ai\karnI vat n=I. Aha¦ Aa„a kmR=I to j¡do Ke, ne kmRne Aa\In =yel ivkar=I p` j¡do Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj xuâa„ana Aa]ye temaH j pU R iS=t =va=I kevz&an Aaid Ýg! =ay Ke. ATyare to xuâ cEtNymUitR Aa„ane KoDIne kmRno ne ragno mihma caLyo Ke, p` Ae to ivprItta Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ývcnsar ga=a 16maH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a pote j ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ane Ai\kr`$p ={ne pyaRymaH kevz&anaid$pe SvyHwU Ýg! =ay Ke ma!e Òvo bharnI samg/I xo\va nahk ƒg/ xa saru =ay Ke? Svwavno Aa]y krtaH AHdr xi›$pe Ke te Svymev pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke, temaH baæ samg/InI ko{ grj hotI n=I. vzI TyaH Aek ãƒFait Ane Aek wavFait‐Aek FaitkmRna be Ýkar kæa Ke. pote j ragmaH A!vayo Ke te wavFaitkmR Ke, ne te Òvno Fat kre Ke, temaH ãƒkmR inim¿ ho, p` te ÒvnI dxano Fat kre Ke Aem n=I¸ ãƒFait kmR inim¿ma5 j Ke.

ÝÆ:- wgvanne dIndyaz khe Ke te xuH Ke? _¿r:- wgvan dIndyaz Ke‐Ae!le ke pyaRynI pamrta‐dInta htI tene toDIne Sv‐Aa]ye wgvan

potanI Ýwuta Ýg! krIne pote j dIndyaz =ya Ke. ko{ bIÔnI dya kre Ke ma!e dIndyaz Aem nih¸ bIÔnI dya krvanuH to Aa„anuH sam+yR j n=I, p` wgvane potanI dInta dUr krI pU`R Ýwuta Ýg! krI Ke to temne dIndyaz khe Ke. ÝTyek Aa„a Aa rIte j dIndyaz =ay Ke.

Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNySv$pnI xi›ne ƒ› krvano _pay te cEtNySv$pmaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =vuH te j Ke. kevz&anno xuâ Ýkax Ýg! =ay tey AHtr‐Aekag/tanI pU Rta =taH =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavuH kevz&an xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e, khe Ke, suÝwat sman Ke. kzx !Ikakar ]I rajmlÒAe sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&anne suÝwat kæuH Ke kemke temaH dxRn mohno nax ={ne sMyG&anno ÔßvLyman sUyR _ge Ke. Aam sMyG&an ne pU R kevz&an suÝwat sman Ke.

vzI khe Ke‐ ;AanNd-suiS=t-sda-ASqilt-Ok-$p:' AanHdmaH suiS=t AevuH jenuH sda ASqilt Aek $p Ke... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.

Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdno na= AanHdFn Ýwu AHdr pote Ke Aeno pyaRymaH SvIkar krI temaH j lIn rhe tene AnHt AanHdnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. kevI Ke Aa dxa? to khe Ke‐prm Am<tmy Ke. Aa [Nã Ane [NãaÌnaH




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suqo to Jer Ke, Ane Aa to AekluH Am<t Ke, prm Am<t Ke. Aha¦ Aa prm AanHdno Aek AHx p` jene Aaƒo Ke Aeva smiktIne [Nã Ane [Nãa`Ina wogo sDela mÄdDa jeva tuCK wase Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐

cÊvt± kI sHpda, AÌ [Nã sirqa wog¸kagiv!Ÿ sm ignt hE, sMyG¹iÚ log.

Ahaha...¦ AtIiNãy AanHdna Svwav=I KloKl wrelo Ýwu \/uv ivraje Ke, teno je e Aa]y lI\o tene pyaRymaH je AtIiNãy AanHd Ýg! =ay Ke tenI Aagz [Nãna wogo tuCK wase Ke. pU R AanHd, prm‐_Tk<Ú AanHdnuH to xuH khevuH?

AhÄ khe Ke‐AanHdmaH suiS=t Ke AevuH AenuH sda ASqilt Aek $p Ke. Ahaha...¦ pU R AanHdnI dxa je Ýg! ={ te ASqilt Ke, hve Ae kaH{ fre Aem n=I¸ said AnHtkaz Aevo ne Aevo j AanHd ræa kre Ke. Ahaha...¦ ;said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH' sHsarno AHt ={ne moÙdxa ={ temaH pU R AanHdnuH, Aekla AanHdnuH, AnHt AanHdnuH vedn Ke, temaH hve ko{ frk =ay nih AevuH Ae ASqilt Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

isâmaH (isâdxamaH) xuH Ke?

to khe Ke‐TyaH Sv$p‐lInta=I Ýaº Aekla AanHdnuH, AnHt AanHdnuH vedn Ke. Aa isvay bIj¡H kaH{ j n=I¸ bag‐bHgla, bgIca, hIra‐motI‐pNna ke ku!uHb‐pirvar kaH{ j n=I. Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdna na=ne we!va=I je AanHdnI‐AnHt AanHdnI dxa Ýg!I Ke te khe Ke, wgvan isâne Aivcl‐ASqilt Aek $p Ke. AavI vat¦

vzI khe Ke‐ ;c' Ane ;Acl-AicR:' Acz jenI ßyot Ke Aevo ;AymŸ AaTma _dyit' Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AnHtvIyRSv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke temaH lIn ={ pir`mtaH AnHt &an‐dxRn‐suq [Tyaid siht inj Sv$pnI rcna kre AevuH AnHt bl tene Ýg! =ay Ke. je xi›maH Ke te, teno Aa]y letaH Acz ßyoit$p Ýg! =ay Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AavuH idƒ suÝwat¦ sUyR _ge Ane Aa=me AemaH to suÝwat kaym rhetuH n=I, prHtu Aa cEtNysUyR to _Gyo te _Gyo, hve te Aa=mto n=I. AavuH idƒ suÝwat saidAnHt rhe Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.


AhÄ ;iciTpHD' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt dxRnnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke, ;xu|dÝkax' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt &annuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke, ;AanNdsuiS=t' [Tyaid ivxeØ`=I AnHt suqnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke. suq\am Ýwu Aa„a Ke te=I suq to Aa„amaH wrpur wyuÅ htuH, te AHtr‐Aekag/ta vDe pyaRymaH ƒ›p e Ýg! =yuH Aem khevuH Ke. Ahaha...¦ moÙSv$p j wgvan Aa„a Ke ragnI Aekta !zI Ae!le AenuH wan =yuH ke huH Aavo KuH, ne Sv$pmaH ßyaH Aekag/ta isâ krI TyaH ragno nax =yo, ne pyaRymaH mui› ={ g{, moÙ ={ gyo. ;AclaicR' ivxeØ`=I AnHt vIyRnuH Ýg! =vuH btaƒuH Ke. j¡Ao, Aam ;pUvÈ› wUimno' ‐&anma5 injwavmyI wUimno ;Aa]y krva=I j Aava Aa„ano _dy =ay Ke.'

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kzx - 269

Aevo j Aa„Svwav Amne Ýg! ho Aem hve khe Ke:‐

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SyaäaddIiptlsNmhis Ýkaxexu|dSvwavmihmNyuidte myIit .ikH bN\moÙp=paitiwrNywavE-inRTyody: prmyH Sf¡rtu Svwav:.. 269..

}loka=R:- (Syaäad-dIipt-lstŸ-mhis) SyadŸvad vDe ÝdIº krvamaH AaveluH lslstuH (‐JgJga! krtuH) jenuH tej Ke Ane (xu|d-Svwav-mihmin) jemaH xuâSvwav$p mihma Ke Aevo (Ýkaxe _idte miy [it) Aa Ýkax (&anÝkax) ßyaH maramaH _dy paMyo Ke, TyaH (bN\-moÙ-p=-paitiw: ANy-wavE: ikmŸ) bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? (inTy-_dy: prmŸ AyH Svwav: Sf¡rtu) inTy jeno _dy rhe Ke Aevo kevz Aa (AnHt ctuÚy$p) Svwav j mne Sfurayman ho.

wava=R:- SyadŸvad=I y=a=R Aa„&an =ya pKI AenuH fz pU R Aa„anuH Ýg! =vuH te Ke. ma!e moÙno [CKk puruØ Ae j Ýa=Rna kre Ke ke‐maro pU RSvwav Aa„a mne Ýg! =aAo¸ bH\moÙmagRmaH pDta ANy wavonuH mare xuH kam Ke? 269.


Ahaha...¦ Aa kzxmaH AekluH maq` wyuÅ Ke. lslsto xIro n=I kheta? FI Ane sakr naqelo lcpcto _no_no xIro =ay Ke ne? tem pu~y‐papna ivkLp=I riht &ananHdSvwavI Ýwu huH KuH Aem ßyaH AHt¹RiÚ ={ TyaH AHdrmaH cEtNyna tejno Jgmga! krto Ýkax Ýg! =yo Ke, AnuwvmaH Aaƒo Ke. hve Amare bIÒ cIj=I xuH kam Ke? Lyo, AacayR AavI wavna wave Ke. khe Ke‐

;Syaäad-dIipt-lstŸ-mhis' Syaäad vDe ÝdIº krvamaH AaveluH lslstuH (‐JgJga! krtuH) jenuH tej Ke Ane ;xu|d-Svwav-mihmin' jemaH xuâSvwav$p mihma Ke Aevo ;Ýkaxe _idte miy [it' Aa Ýkax (&anÝkax) ßyaH maramaH _dy paMyo Ke, TyaH...

;Syaäad vDe' Ae!le xuH? ke ivkar Ane pr=I iwþ Aevo &an, AanHd Aaid AnHt gu =I wrpur wrelo pU R AanHdFn‐icdanHdFn Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH AevI SvSv$pnI AnekaHt ¹iÚ vDe, khe Ke, cEtNynuH lslstuH‐JgJga! tej Ýg! =yuH Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNyna Aa Ýg! tej Aagz mohaH\kar Ane rag ivly pamI gyaH Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNySvwavna Aa]y vDe Aa„anuH JgJga! krtuH A&anne dUr krtuH AevuH cEtNytej‐sMyG&an$pI tej Ýg! =yuH Ke. Lyo, AanuH nam \mR, bakI pu~y‐papnI vasna Ae to A\mR Ke. pu~y wluH Ke AevI vasna A\mR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aa to Svwavna Aa]ye Ýg! JgJgtuH sMyG&an$pI tej AevuH Ke ke tenI sa=e im+yavasna$pI AH\kar rhI xkto n=I, ivlIn ={ Ôy Ke.

Are, Aene potanI cIj kevI Ane kevDI Ke tenI qbr n=I. tene sHto khe Ke‐wgvan¦ Aek var Ôg Ýwu¦ rag Ane sHyog‐ko{ tarI cIjmaH n=I. tarI cIjmaH to AnHt &an ne AanHd wyaÅ Ke. tuH siCcdanHd Ýwu Ko ne¦ Ahaha...¦ jem pIprmaH cos@ phorI tIqax Ane lIlo rHg wyÈ Ke je FuH!taH bhar Aave Ke, tem wgvan¦ tarI cIjmaH pU R &an ne AanHd wyaÅ Ke je teno Aa]y krtaH pyaRymaH Ýg! ƒ› =ay Ke. bakI bharmaH tuH AbÔepit hoy toy kaH{ n=I¸ Ae to b\I cIj \Uz Ke bapu¦ Ane Aena lÙe to AnHtkazmaH du:q




kzx‐269 : 243

j =yuH Ke. prno‐jDno mihma krI krIne wgvan¦ tuH du:qI j =yo Ko.

wa{¦ Aa pEsa to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke. pEsa k–aH tara ={ne ræa Ke? Ae to Aenap e ræa Ke. tarap e ={ne rhe to Ae A$pI ={ Ôy, Ane Ôe tuH Aene tarap e mane to tuH AÒv ={ Ôy. p` Aem to =tuH n=I. ma!e potano mihma m!aDIne, prno mihma kre Ae to b\uH A&an Ane mU#ta Ke. AacayR khe Ke‐inj &ananHdSvwavna Aa]ye Amne cEtNynuH lslstuH AevuH tej Ýg! =yuH Ke je=I A&an Ane mU#ta ivlIn ={ gyaH Ke, nax pamI gyaH Ke.

Aha¦ potanI cEtNyvStu to Anaid=I Ke, p` tene wUlIne Anaid kaz=I Ae car gitmaH nkR‐ingodaidmaH Avtar krI krIne du:qI ={ ræo Ke. Aha¦ nkR ne ityÅcna Ae e AnHt AnHt Avtar kyaR Ke. ko{ pu~y yoge maHD mnu*y =yo ne kaH{k \n mZyuH to AiwmanmaH c#I gyo ne Ô e ;huH phozo Ane xerI saHkDI,' Aene sHto khe Ke‐wa{, jra saHwz. jena vDe tuH AiwmanmaH c#–o Ke te cIj tarI n=I. pu~yna fzmaH xe@a{ vgere mzI Ôy p` Ae to \Uz Ke. Ae \UznaH pd bapu¦ Ae cEtNynaH pd nih. Ame to Anek var khIAe KIAe ke vØeR je ds hÔr mage te nano mag`, laq mage te mo!o mag`, ne ÊoD mage te Aena=I mo!o mag`‐iwqaro Ke. potanI AnHt cEtNysHpdane AozQya‐Anuwƒa ivna Aa xei@ya ÊoDpitAo b\a iwqara Ke. AavI vat jra kDk lage p` Aa sTy vat Ke. pu~y mage te b\a iwqara j Ke.

Aha¦ AHtrmaH AanHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu pote Ke. jem hIramaH pasa (phel) paDtaH Ýkax vDe JgJga! cmke Ke, tem wgvan Aa„ano AHtrmaH SvIkar krtaH cEtNynuH lslstuH tej Ýg! =ay Ke. jem hIramaH cmk wrI Ke tem wgvan Aa„amaH &an ne AanHdnuH pu R wrpur tej wyuÅ Ke. temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH sMyG&annuH tej Ýg! =ay Ke A=aRtŸ xuâ Svwav jeno mihma Ke Aevo xuâ, buâ wgvan Aa„a JgJga! Ýkaxe Ke. Aa sMyG&anno Ýkax =taH prno mihma m!Ine inj Svwavno mihma Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aa dehmaH vat, ip¿ ne kf ßyare vkre Tyare siNnpat =ay Ke. siNnpat =taH ma`s gaHDo‐pagl ={ bharnI cIÔe Ôe{ hsva lage Ke. Ae kaH{ hrqnuH hsvuH n=I, Ae to siþpat bapu¦ paglnI dxa wa{¦ tem im+yadxRn, im+ya&an ne im+ya Aacr` vkre Tyare Òv pagl‐besu\ ={ Ôy Ke. potanI AHdr AnHtI &an Ane AanHdnI sHpda wrI Ke KtaH, Aa xrIr maruH, Aa \n maruH, Aa bayDI‐KokraH maraH, Aa gam maruH, Aa dex maro‐Aem b\e marap uH krI krIne gaHDo‐pagl mU# jevo ={ Ôy Ke. sHto khe Ke‐wa{¦ jem krvt vDe lakDana be k!ka j¡da kre Ke tem wed&an vDe Sv Ane prne juda kr. &ananHd Sv$p te huH, Ane jD dehaid huH nih‐Aem bene juda paD. Aho¦ AacayR wgvan potanI vat krIne jgtne smÔve Ke ke‐rag=I iwþ pDIne SvwavmaH Aekag/ =taH mne lslsto &anÝkax _dy paMyo Ke. AavI vat¦

hve khe Ke‐&anÝkax ßyaH maramaH _dy paMyo Ke TyaH ;bN\-moÙ-p=-paitiw: ANy-wavE: ikmŸ' bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? ;inTy_dy: prmŸ AymŸ Svwav:Sf¡rtu' inTy jeno _dy rhe Ke Aevo kevz Aa (AnHt ctuÚy$p) Svwav j mne Sfurayman ho.

Ahaha...¦ Lyo, AacayRdev khe Ke‐maramaH &anÝkax ßyaH _dy paMyo Ke TyaH hve bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? Ahaha...¦ im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5 te bH\magR Ke, ne sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 te moÙmagR Ke. p` Ae bH\‐moÙna ivkLp=I mare xuH kam Ke? wgvan Aek &aykna Aa]ye, je Svwav AHdr hto te JgJga! krto Ýg! =yo Ke, to hve bH\‐moÙna magRmaH Aavta Anek duivRkLp=I Amare xuH kam Ke? Ame to Amara Sv$pna inÔnHdrsmaH ivraßya KIAe. Amne hve AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR‐AevI AnHt ctuÚynI dxa Ýg! =aAo¸ Amare bIj¡H kaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI wavna¦

Ahaha...¦ AacayRdev khe Ke‐Anaid kaz=I pu~y‐pap ne dehnI iÊya marI AevI w/m`a vDe sHsarmaH wmta hta. p` hve Amne Amara wgvan‐icdanHdFn Ýwuno ¹iÚ Ane &an äara we!o =yo Ke. Aa iS=itmaH hve Amne pU R Ýkax‐kevz&an Ýkax Ýaº =ay Ae j wavna Ke. hve Amne pU R AanHdna wognI wavna





Ke bIÔ ivkLp ne v<i¿nuH Amare kam n=I¸ pHcmhav/taidna ivkLp=I Amne kam n=I. Ahaha...¦ AmarI cIjmaH pU R &ananHd Svwav wyÈ Ke, hve te SvwavnI pU R ƒ›ta =aAo bs Ae j wavna Ke. wvno Awav ={ne AmarI je inj ini\‐AnHt ctu*y Ke te Ýaº =aAo¸ Aa isvay bIÒ ko{ (SvgaRidnI) Amne vaHKa n=I. pu~y _pÔvIne SvgeR ÔxuH AevI vaHKa to A&anIAone j hoy Ke &anIne pU R Sv$pnI ÝaiºnI j wavna hoy Ke.

Fà vqt phelaHnI lgwg 66‐67nI salnI vat Ke. te vqte wavngrmaH \/uvnuH na!k Ôeva gyela. \/uvnI mata mrI g{ to \/uv vEraGy pamI sa\u ={ gyo, Ane jHglmaH tp krva caLyo gyo. TyaH tene tp=I czavva _pr=I devIAo‐APsraAo AavI Ane treh trehnI ceÚa vDe tene czavva ÝyTn krva lagI. p` cze to \/uv xano? \/uv cZyo nih. te e Ae!luH kæuH‐;he mataAo¦ Ôe mare bIÔe wv hxe to tmare kUqe AavIx, bakI bIj¡H hram Ke.' Aem ßyare rajkumarone \/uvnuH wan ={ vEraGy =ay Ke Tyare, Ôe ke Fer APsraAo sman ÏIAo hoy Ke KtaH, mata pase rÔ leva Ôy Ke Ane khe Ke‐he mata¦ Ame Amara \/uv AanHdSv$pne sa\va vnmaH j{Ae KIAe he xrIrne jNm denarI jneta¦ Aek var rovuH hoy to ro{ le, bakI Ame frI=I mata krvana n=I, Ame Amara AanHdSv$pnI Ýaiº krIxuH, AhÄ AacayRdev khe Ke‐Amare mhav/taidna ivkLpo=I kam n=I, Amne bs pU`R dxa‐isâ dxa Ýaº =aAo. sa\kp e Ame ÔGya, to Amne AmaruH sa|y je isâpd ‐pU`R prma„pd‐tenI Ýaiº =xe. Amare Ae isvay kaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. Aho¦ \maR„anI AHtrnI wavna idƒ AlaEikk hoy Ke teAo bharnI ko{ cIj ([Nãpd Aaid)nI vaHKa krta n=I.

naizyer Ke ne, naizyer¦ tena car wag Ke: Aek _prnaH KalaH, Aek kaclI, Ae kaclI trfnI ratI Kal Ane co=uH mI@uH \ozuH !opruH. tem Aa Aa„ane ivØe Aa deh Ae KalaH sman Ke, AHdr kmR Ke te kaclI Ke, ragäeØna wav te ratI Kal jeva Ke, Ane Ae ratI KalnI paKz !oprana sfed goza jevo wgvan Aa„a Aek &ayk wavp e ivraje Ke. jem mI@o SvaidÚ !oprapak krvo hoy to ratD‐lal Kal ka#I naqvI pDe tem Anakuz AanHd Ôe{Ae te e rag=I iwþ pDvuH Ôe{Ae. wa{, rag=I iwþ pDI xuâ cEtNy SvwavnuH AalHbn kyaR ivna b\uH inr=Rk Ke. ANymtmaH nrisHh mheta =ya te p` AavuH khe Ke, j¡Aone‐

ßyaH lgI AatmatÀv cINyo nih, TyaH lgI sa\na svR jU@I.' wa{, Aa smjvanaH !aàH AaƒaH Tyare tuH bIje roka{ Ôy, vepar‐\H\amaH ne Kokra‐KokrInuH krvamaH roka{ Ôy to Avsr vItI jxe, ne A&an éwuH rhexe. pKI k–aH _tara krIx bapu¦

Aha¦ Aa„a Aek ¬asnI iÊya krI xkto n=I ke tene fervI xkto n=I TyaH huH b\I duinyanaH kam kruH KuH AevI maNyta im+ya w/m ne im+ya Aiwman n=I to xuH Ke? Aha¦‐

;huH kruH huH kruH Ae j A&an Ke, xk!no war jem ¬an taè.'

gaDanI nIce kutruH caltuH hoy te Aem Ô e ke Aa gaDuH mara=I cale Ke, tem prvStunI iÊya pr=I =ay tene A&anI huH kruH KuH Aem mane Ke. Aha¦ Aola kutrana jevo Aane im+ya w/m Ke, ktaRpànuH im+ya Aiwman Ke. Aha¦ AavI w/màne waHgI AHdr wgvan ÔGyo Ke to khe Ke‐Amne AanHdno Svad Ýg! =yo Ke, ne pU R AanHdnI dxa =aAo¸ isâpdnI Ýaiº =aAo. AavI wavna¦


;Syaäad=I y=a=R Aa„&an =ya pKI AenuH fz pU R Aa„anuH Ýg! =vuH te Ke.'

j¡Ao, ãƒkmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR=I iwþ &ananHdSvwavI Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH Aem inüy krI injSv$pmaH Aekag/ =ay tene Aa„&annuH tej Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa„&an =ya pKI tene Sv$pmaH rm`tanI j wavna hoy Ke. te Sv$pmaH rm`tana puruØa=R vDe tena fz$p pU R Aa„anI Ýaiº krI le Ke Aa rIte tene pU R &an ne AanHdnI Ýg!ta =ay Ke. Aam pU R SvwavnI Ýg!ta te Aa„&annuH fz Ke, ne Aa„&anIne te ={ne rhe Ke. j¡Ao Aa Aa„&annuH fz¦ Aa„&annuH fz moÙ Ke.




kzx‐270 : 24p

;ma!e moÙno [CKk puruØ Ae j Ýa=Rna kre Ke ke‐maro pU RSvwav Aa„a mne Ýg! =aAo¸ bH\moÙ‐magRmaH pDta ANy wavonuH mare xuH kam Ke?'

j¡Ao Aa \m±nI wavna¦ moÙna [CKuk \m± puruØo inrHtr prma„pdnI‐pU RSvwavnI Ýaiº$p isâpdnI j wavna wave Ke Aemne bIÒ ko{ [CKa hotI n=I. temne bH\moÙmagRmaH pDta je ANy wavo tena=I Ýyojn n=I. v/taid ivkLpo ne tena fzmaH Ýaº =taH [Nãaid pdo‐Aena=I \m±ne Ýyojn n=I. \m±nI ¹iÚ pU R ãƒSvwav pr hoy Ke, Ane pU RnI ÝaiºnI j tene wavna hoy Ke. \m±nI AHtrdxa AlaEikk hoy Ke, laEikk pdomaH te racta n=I. AavI vat Ke.

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kzx - 270

;Ôeke nyo vDe Aa„a s\ay Ke top` Ôe nyo pr j ¹iÚ rhe to nyomaH to prSpr ivro\ p` Ke, ma!e huH nyone Aivro\ krIne A=aRtŸ nyono ivro\ m!aDIne Aa„ane AnuwvuH KuH'‐Aeva A=RnuH kaƒ khe Ke:‐

(vsNtitlka)

icZaTmxi›smudaymyo½ymaTma s>: Ý`Xyit nyeÙ`q~D–man:. tSmadq~DminrakËtq~Dmek- mekaNtxaNtmclH icdhH mho½iSm.. 270..

}loka=R:- (icZ-AaTmxi›-smudaymy: AymŸ AaTma) Anek ÝkarnI inj xi›Aona smudaymy Aa AaTma (ny-{Ù`-q~D–man:) nyonI ¹iÚ=I qHDqHD$p krvamaH AavtaH (s>:) tTkaz (Ý`Xyit) nax pame Ke¸ (tSmatŸ) ma!e huH Aem AnuwvuH KuH ke- (AinrakËt-q~DmŸ Aq~DmŸ) jemaH=I qHDone inrak<t krvamaH Aaƒa n=I KtaH je AqHD Ke, (OkmŸ) Aek Ke, (OkaNt-xaNtmŸ) AekaHt xaHt Ke (A=aRtŸ jemaH kmRna _dyno lex p` n=I Aeva ATyHt xaHt wavmy Ke) Ane (AclmŸ) Acz Ke (A=aRtŸ kmRna _dy=I czaƒuH cztuH n=I) AevuH (icdŸ mh: AhmŸ AiSm) cEtNyma5 tej huH KuH.

wava=R:- Aa„amaH Anek xi›Ao Ke Ane Aek Aek xi›no g/ahk Aek Aek ny Ke¸ ma!e Ôe nyonI AekaHt ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to Aa„ana qHD qHD ={ne teno nax ={ Ôy. Aam hova=I SyaäadI, nyono ivro\ m!aDIne cEtNyma5 vStune Anekxi›smUh$p, samaNyivxeØSv$p, svRxi›my Aek&anma5 Anuwve Ke. AevuH j vStunuH Sv$p Ke, AemaH ivro\ n=I. 270.


;icZ-AaTmxi›-smudaymy: AymŸ AaTma' Anek ÝkarnI inj xi›Aona smudaymy Aa Aa„a ;ny-{Ù`-q~Dyman:' nyonI ¹iÚ=I qHDqHD$p krvamaH AavtaH ;s>:' tTkaz ;Ý`Xyit' nax pame Ke ...

Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›Aona smudaymy wgvan Aa„a Ke. wgvan Aa„a ÒvTv, icit, £ix, &an, suq, vIyR, ÝwuTv, ivwuTv, svR&Tv, svRdixRTv Aaid AnHt gu na smudaymy AqHD Aek cEtNyvStu Ke. smysarmaH 47 xi›AonuH AacayR wgvane v Rn kyuÅ Ke, p` Aa„a Ke AnHt gu na smudaymy vStu.

Ahaha...¦ Aa to AlaEikk Am<twyaR klxo Ke wa{¦ jene sHsarnuH du:q m!aDI Anakuz AanHdmaH rhevuH Ke Aena ma!e Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. vadivvad krI bIÔne hravva Ke Aena ma!e Aa vat n=I. yogsarmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐





;car git du:q=I Dre to tj saE prwav'

Ahaha...¦ sHsarmaH care git du:q$p Ke. SvgRmaH dev p` du:qI Ke, Ane mnu*ymaH kroDpit, AbÔepit ne mo!a mo!a raÔ‐cÊvt± p` du:qI Ke. sHsar Ae!le j du:q bapu¦ Aha¦ Aava du:qmy sHsar=I Ku!vuH hoy Aena ma!e Aa vat Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aha¦ idgHbr sHtonI k=nImaH Apar ëDa` wyuÅ hoy Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? to khe Ke‐AnHt gu rTnakr‐cEtNyrTnakr‐&an Ane AanHdno sagr Ýwu tuH Ko. huH Aavo KuH Aem ha to paD, ha paDe to halt =xe. bakI ha paDe toy Aavo Ko. ne na paDe toy Aavo Ko.

Aha¦ Aava Aa„ane, khe Ke, nyonI ¹iÚ=I qHDqHD krvamaH AavtaH tTkaz nax pame Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke tena Aek Aek \mRne Aek Aek ny=I lÙmaH letaH Aaqo Aa„a qHDqHD ={ Ôy Ke. Aek Awed Sv$pne ny‐\mR=I ÔetaH va gu wed=I ÔetaH Awedno nax ={ Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ Awed ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I. Lyo, hve ßyaH AavuH Ke TyaH v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaidna xuwrag=I \mR =ay Ae k–aH ræuH?

j¡Ao, A&anIne potanI cEtNyvStu gayb Ke. tenI Ýaiº kem =ay tenI Aa vat Ke. to khe Ke‐Aa„a vStuAe Awed Aek Ke, temaH AnHt gu Ke, p` AnHt gu my vStu Awed Aek Ke. Aha¦ Aava Aa„ane Aek Aek ny=I ÔetaH Aa„vStu AaqI qHDqHD ={ Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ pU R Aa„vStu ¹iÚmaH=I qova{ Ôy Ke, &an Ane ¹iÚmaH Aa„vStunI Ýaiº =tI n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aek Aek ny=I ÔetaH Aek Aek ny‐\mR _psI Aave Ke, tTsHbH\I ivkLp _@e Ke, p` AqHD Awed vStu lÙmaH AavtI n=I. Aa„ane wed=I ßyaH ¹iÚmaH leva Ôy Ke TyaH wed‐ivkLp _@e Ke, p` Awed lÙmaH Aavto n=I, Ae!le ¹iÚmaH te Ù e te gUm ={ Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ pr=I ne rag=I Aa„anI Ýaiº =vanuH to dUr rho, AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„ane tena Aek Aek gu =I Ôeva jtaH tenI Ýaiº =tI n=I. Ahaha...¦ xuH kzx Ke¦ gjbnI vat wa{¦

khe Ke‐bIÒ vat (inim¿=I ne ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat) to tuH jva de, Ô`va layk je &ey Ke Aevo taro AqHD Aek Aa„pda=R tene Ô`vamaH, temaH rhelI AnHt xi›Aone wed paDIne Ôeva jtaH, khe Ke, Aek$p Aa„pda=R ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I, prHtu ivkLp _@e Ke, Aa rIte Aa„pda=R ]âa‐&anmaH nax pame Ke A=aRtŸ wgvan &ayknuH y=a=R &an‐]âan _dy pamtuH n=I. xuwrag=I‐ƒvhar=I ne inim¿=I \mR =ay Ae to Aekkor ka#I naQyuH, kemke Ae to Aa„ana AiStTvmaH j n=I, iwþ cIj Ke. Aa to AenamaH je Ke AenI vat Ke. wa{, tara tÀvmaH AnHt gu Ke, te hotaH Aek Aekne wed paDIne lÙmaH letaH ivkLp _Tpþ =ay Ke, Awed Aek$p ãƒnI ¹iÚ =tI n=I. Aavo marg Ke. &an Ane ¹iÚno dor Awed Aek ãƒ pr hovo Ôe{Ae. ƒvhar ho, p` AenI AHt¹RiÚmaH kaH{ j ikHmt n=I.

Aavo marg to srz Ke bapu¦ p` Aene je rIte Ke te rIte in:sHdeh besvo Ôe{Ae. Are, loko to inim¿ ne ƒvharmaH A!k–a Ke, p` Ae magR n=I, kemke inim¿ ne ƒvhar Aa„anI cIj j n=I. AavI vStuiS=it Ke.

hve AacayRdev potanI vat kre Ke. khe Ke‐ ;tSmatŸ' ma!e huH Aem AnuwvuH KuH ke‐ ;AinrakËt-q~DmŸ Aq~DmŸ' jemaH=I qHDone inrak<t krvamaH Aaƒan=I KtaH je AqHD Ke, ;OkmŸ' Aek Ke, ;OkaNt xaNtmŸ' AekaHt xaHt Ke (A=aRtŸ jemaH kmRna _dyno lex p` n=I Aeva ATyHt xaHt wavmy Ke) Ane ;AclmŸ' Acz Ke (A=aRtŸ kmRna _dy=I czaƒuH cztuH n=I) AevuH ;icdŸ mh: AhmŸ AiSm' cEtNyma5 tej huH KuH.

ÔeyuH? Aa„amaH=I wedone inrak<t A=aRtŸ rdbatl n=I kyaR, bih*k<t n=I kyaR, Aa„amaH AnHt gu` Ke qra, t=aip wgvan Aa„a AqHD Aek &ayk vStu Ke, ne Ae AqHDnI ¹iÚ krva=I Aa„anI Ýaiº =ay Ke, wednI ¹iÚ=I nih¸ wednI ¹iÚ=I to ivkLp _@e Ke, inivRkLpta =tI n=I. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu nuH Aek$p Aa„a ‐AavuH Aa„Sv$p svR& isvay ko` khe? bIÔAo to mitkLpna=I khe Ke, p` te sTy n=I, im+ya Ke.

Ahaha...¦ AavI Aa„vStu AekaHt xaHt Ke, svR=a xaHt Ke. xaHt... xaHt... xaHtSv$p j Aa„a Ke Aem, khe Ke, Ame AnuwvIAe KIAe. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚno ivØywUt Aa„a AqHD Awed Ke, Aek Ke ne AekaHt




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xaHt Ke jemaH ivkLpno kolahl ne kmRna _dyno lex p` n=I Aevo ATyHt xaHt wavmy Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnekaHt Sv$p wgvan Aa„a AekaHt xaHt wavmy Ke, pU R xaHt Ke. vzI te Acz Ke.

kmRna _dy=I kdIy cze nih Aevo i5kaz Acz Ke. Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐sday Acz Ke AevuH cEtNyma5 tej huH KuH. Lyo, Aava Aa„ane ¹iÚmaH levo tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aavo marg wa{¦ Aa„a ijnSv$p j Ke. ijn Ane ijnvrmaH kaH{ j fer n=I.

· kzx 270: wava=R _prnuH Ývcn · ;Aa„amaH Anek xi›Ao Ke Ane Aek Aek xi›no g/ahk Aek Aek ny Ke ma!e Ôe nyonI AekaHt

¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to Aa„ana qHDqHD ={ne teno nax ={ Ôy.' ÔeyuH? khe Ke‐Aek Aek ny=I Aek Aek xi›ne ÔevamaH Aave to Aa„ana qHDqHD ={ne teno nax

={ Ôy¸ A=aRtŸ AqHD ãƒ‐vStu &anmaH Aave nih. AhÄ ko{ khe ke‐Aa„a qHDqHD k–aH=I =ay? kemke xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke‐n iKdiNt, n iwdiNt. wa{¦ AhÄ k{ ApeÙa=I vat Ke te smjvI Ôe{Ae. vStu to AqHD j Ke, p` Aek Aek gu ne

lÙmaH letaH Aa„a Anek qHDqHD$p wasxe, AqHD$p nih wase Aem Aeno A=R Ke. Aem to Aa„a AnaidAnHt i5kaz AivnaxI Ke, p` Aek Aek wedne lÙ krI g/h` krtaH qHDqHD ={ne teno nax ={ Ôy Ke. hve Aano A=R xuH? Ae j ke potanI hyatImaH AqHD‐Aekp uH waSyuH nih, Ane qHDqHDp uH waSyuH to te AqHDp`anI naiSt Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? &anmaH AqHDp uH waSyuH nih to AqHDp uH k–aH ræuH? AqHD to Ke, p` Aena &anmaH AqHDnI naiSt ={.

hve khe Ke‐;Aam hova=I SyaäadI, nyono ivro\ m!aDIne cEtNyma5 vStune Anekxi›smUh$p, samaNy‐ivxeØSv$p, svRxi›my Aek&anma5 Anuwve Ke. AevuH j vStunuH Sv$p Ke, AemaH ivro\ n=I.'

vStumaH inTy, AinTy¸ Aek, Anek [Tyaid \mÈ Ke, t=a samaNy ãƒSv$p=I Aek$p Ane ivxeØ ApeÙa wed$p Aem vStu Ke, t=aip (Aa rIte vStune Ý=m Ô`Ine) vStune svRxi›my Awed Aek &anma5 Anuwve Ke tenuH nam sMyGdxRn ne sMyG&an Ke. huH Aek cEtNyma5 vStu KuH AevI ¹iÚ krIne vStumaH Aekag/ ={ pir`mvuH AenuH nam \mR Ke AenuH nam Aa„anI SvIk<it ne Aozqa` Ke, ne Ae j Svanuwv Ke. AavuH j vStuSv$p Ke, SyaäadIne AemaH ivro\ n=I¸ ivro\nuH inrakr` Ke.

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hve, &anI AqHD Aa„ano Aavo Anuwv kre Ke Aem AacayRdev g>maH khe Ke: ;n ãVye` q~Dyaim, n ÙeZe` q~Dyaim, n kalen q~Dyaim, n waven q~Dyaim¸ suivxu|d Oko

&anmaZo wavo½iSm' ;(&anI xuânynuH AalHbn l{ Aem Anuwve Ke ke:) huH mne A=aRtŸ mara xuâ„Sv$pne n=I ãƒ=I

qHDto (‐qHiDt krto), n=I Ùe5=I qHDto, n=I kaz=I qHDto, n=I wav=I qHDto¸ suivxuâ Aek &anma5 wav KuH.'

;xuânynuH AalHbn l{'‐Ae!le xuH? ke xuânyna ivØywUt Awed Aek xuâ cEtNyma5 inj vStunuH AalHbn l{ &anI Aem Anuwve Ke ke‐ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I huH mne qHDto n=I. ãƒ=I j¡do, Ùe5=I j¡do, kaz=I j¡do ne wav=I j¡do‐Aem huH mne qHDqHD$p Anuwvto n=I. ãƒmaH ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav‐b\uH j Awedp e smay Ke Aevo huH potane AqHD AnuwvuH KuH. ãƒ=I xuH, Ùe5=I xuH, kaz=I xuH, wav=I xuH‐huH to AaqI AqHD Aek j vStune AnuwvuH KuH. vStumaH AenuH ãƒ, AenuH Ùe5, Aeno kaz (‐AvS=a) Ane Aena wav (gu ) j¡da j¡da Ke Aem Ke j nih.

kzx !IkamaH kerInuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ne? jevI rIte kerImaH ko{ AHx resa Ke, ko{ AHx fotruH Ke, ko{ AHx go!lI Ke t=a ko{ AHx mI@ax$pe Ke‐Ae care AHx j¡dej¡da Ke, Aem Aek ÒvvStumaH ko{ AHx Òvãƒ Ke, ko{ AHx ÒvÙe5 Ke, ko{ AHx Òvkaz Ke, Ane ko{ AHx Òvwav Ke‐Aem car j¡dej¡da n=I. Ae to Aek





Awed vStumaH car j¡da wag pDI gya. AevuH mantaH ivprItta =xe, A=aRtŸ vStu jevI AqHD Ke tevI rhexe nih.

ma!e Aa Ýkare Ke: kerI Aek SpxR, rs, gH\, v`Ryu› pudŸglno ipHD Ke. te=I SpxRma5=I ivcartaH (Ae j kerI) SpxRma5 Ke, rsma5=I ivcartaH (Ae j kerI) rsma5 Ke, gH\ma5=I ivcartaH (Ae j kerI) gH\ma5 Ke Ane v R=I ivcartaH (Ae j kerI) v Rma5 Ke. Ae!le ke kerI (Svwav=I) Aek$p Ke, AqHD Ke tene SpxR=I j¡Ao toy kerI, rs=I j¡Ao toy kerI, gH\=I j¡Ao toy kerI, ne v R=I juAo toy kerI j Ke. (SpxR‐rs‐gH\‐v`R kerI=I j¡dI cIj n=I)

Aem Òvãƒne (Aek AqHD vStune) ãƒ=I j¡Ao toy Ae AqHD vStu Ke, Ùe5=I j¡Ao toy Ae AqHD vStu Ke, kaz=I j¡Ao toy Ae AqHD vStu Ke, ne wav=I j¡Ao toy Ae i5kazI AqHD vStu Ke. Aek AqHD cEtNyvStu ãƒ=I j¡dI, Ùe5=I j¡dI, kaz=I j¡dI, ne wav=I j¡dI Aem Ke nih. ãƒ j¡Ao to Ùe5‐kaz‐wav Ke, Ùe5 j¡Ao to ãƒ‐kaz‐wav Ke, kaz=I j¡Ao to ãƒ‐Ùe5‐wav Ke, ne wav=I j¡Ao to ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz Ke. ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav carey Awed Aek vStu Ke.

&anI khe Ke‐suivxuâ Aek &anma5 wav huH KuH. Aek &anma5 wav te huH Aem khetaH AemaH Awedp e ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav AavI gya¸ car kaH{ j¡da Ke Aem Ke nih.

· wava=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;xuâny=I ÔevamaH Aave to xuâ cEtNyma5 wavmaH ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I kaH{ p` wed deqato n=I. ma!e &anI Awed&anSv$p AnuwvmaH wed krto n=I.'

xuâny=I ÔevamaH Aave to Ae!le ke Awed Aek ãƒne ÔevamaH Aave to xuâ cEtNyma5 wavmaH ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I kaH{ p` wed deqato n=I¸ Ae!le ke vStu Awed j AnuwvmaH Aave Ke. j¡Ao Aa &anInI AnuwUit¦ \m±‐&anI puruØ AqHD Aek vStumaH wed paDto‐Ôeto n=I.

Aek vStune ãƒ kho toy Ae, Ùe5 kho toy Ae, kaz kho toy Ae, ne wav kho toy Ae &anI potanI &anma5 vStune Aek‐Awedp e g/h` kre Ke, qHDqHD krI Ôeto‐Anuwvto n=I. vStu‐ãƒ kho toy Ae ãƒ‐Ùe5 kho toy AsHQyat ÝdexI Ae ãƒ, kaz kho toy Ae i5kazI ãƒ, ne wav kho toy Ae &anma5 ãƒ‐Aem care=I ÔetaH &anI Awed Aek inivRkLp vStuma5 j deqe Ke. AHt¹RiÚmaH wed n=I, AemaH to Aeklo Awedno j Anuwv Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

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;&anma5 wav pote j &an Ke, pote j potanuH &ey Ke Ane pote j potano &ata Ke‐Aeva A=RnuH kaƒ hve khe Ke:

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yo½yH wavo &anmaZo½hmiSm&eyo &ey&anmaZ: s nEv.&eyo &ey&ankÐolvLgnŸ&an&ey&at<mäStumaZ: .. 271..

}loka=R:- (y: AyH &anmaZ: wav: AhmŸ AiSm s: &ey-&anmaZ: Ov n &ey:) je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 j n Ô`vo¸ (&ey-&an-kLlol-vLgnŸ) (prHtu) &eyona Aakare =ta &anna kLlolo$pe pir`mto te, (&an-&ey-&at<mtŸ-vStumaZ: &ey:) &an-&ey-&atamy vStuma5 Ô`vo (A=aRtŸ




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pote j &an, pote j &ey Ane pote j &ata-Aem &an-&ey-&ata$p 5 e wavo siht vStuma5 Ô`vo).

wava=R:- &anma5 wav Ô`niÊya$p hova=I &anSv$p Ke. vzI te pote j nIce Ýma e &ey$p Ke. baæ &eyo &an=I ÔudaH Ke, &anmaH pestaH n=I¸ &eyona AakarnI Jzk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar$p deqay Ke prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo (trHgo) Ke. te &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày Ke. Aa rIte pote j pota=I jàvayoGy hova=I &anma5 wav j &ey$p Ke. vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Aa Ýma e &anma5 wav &an, &ey Ane &ata-Ae 5 e wavoyu› samaNyivxeØSv$p vStu Ke. ;Aavo &anma5 wav huH KuH' Aem Anuwv krnar puruØ Anuwve Ke. 271.


;y: AyH &anmaZ: wav: AhmŸ AiSm s: &ey-&anmaZ: Ov n &ey:' je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 j n Ô`vo¸...'

j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te K ãƒona Ô`vama5 j n Ô`vo. xuH kI\uH? lokmaH je!laH ãƒo Ke‐AnHta isâo ne AnHta ingodna Òvo siht Òvo, AnHtanHt pudŸglo‐deh, mn, vaÌ, kmR [Tyaid, Ane \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz‐Aem K ãƒo‐tena ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyo‐te maraH &ey Ane huH Aeno &ayk Aem, khe Ke, n Ô`vuH hve AenuH ktaRp uH to k–aHy gyuH, AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aena (K ãƒona) Ô`vama5 huH KuH Aem n Ô`vuH. gjb vat Ke wa{¦ prãƒo sa=e &ey&aykpàno sHbH\ p` inüy=I n=I, ƒvharma5 Aevo sHbH\ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? jEn tÀv&an bhu JI uH Ke wa{¦ Aa ƒvhar rTn5yno rag hoy Ke ne \maR„ane? AhÄ khe Ke‐wgvan Aa„a &ayk, ne ƒvhar rTn5yno rag AenuH &ey Aem vaStvmaH Ke nih. barmI ga=amaH ƒvhar ;Ô elo' Ýyojnvan kæo Ae to ƒvhar=I vat Ke. inüy=I to Svprne ÝkaxnarI potanI &annI dxa j potanuH &ey Ke. ragaid prvStu‐prãƒone AenaH &ey khevaH te ƒvhar=I Ke, inüy=I pr sa=e Aene &ey&ayk sHbH\ p` n=I. hve pr sa=e Aene marapàno ‐SvaimTvno Ane ktaRpàno sHbH\ hovanI vat to k–aHy _DI g{. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 n Ô`vo. to kevI rIte Ke? to khe Ke‐

;&ey-&an-kLlol vLgnŸ' (prHtu) &eyona Aakare =ta &anna kLlolo$pe pir`mto te, ;&an-&ey-&at<mtŸ-vStumaZ: &ey:' &an‐&ey‐&atamy vStuma5 Ô`vo. (A=aRtŸ pote j &an, pote j &ey Ane pote j &ata ‐Aem &an‐&ey‐&ata$p 5 e wavo siht vStuma5 Ô`vo).

;&eyona Aakare =ta &anna kLlol$pe pir`mto'‐Aa ƒvhar=I kæuH hÇ. qreqr to &eyonuH‐K ãƒnuH jevuH Sv$p Ke tene Ô`vana ivxeØ$pe pir`mvuH te &annI potanI dxa Ke, ne te &anna potana sam+yR=I Ke. ;&eyona Aakare =tuH &an' Ae to khevama5 Ke, bakI &an &anakar j Ke, &eyakar Ke j nih. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae &annI pyaRy ne mara ãƒ‐gu` (ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy) 5 e ={ne huH &ey KuH. &an huH, &ata huH, ne &ey Aa lokalok‐AevuH ko e kæuH? prma=eR Aem Ke nih. Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±na AHtrnI qumarI to j¡Ao¦ khe Ke‐jgtmaH huH Aek j KuH, jgtmaH bIÒ cIÔe ho to ho, prma=eR tenI sa=e mare Ô`vapànoy sHbH\ Ke nih. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AhÄ xuH khe Ke? ke pr &ey (prpda=È‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ, pHc prme¤I, ne ƒvhar rTn5y Aaid &ey), huH &an, ne huH &ata‐Aevo sHbH\ hovanuH to dUr rho, huH &ey, huH &an, ne huH &ata‐Aeva 5` wed$p p` huH n=I. Ae 5 ey huH Aek KuH. j¡Ao Aa SvanuwvnI dxa¦ &an‐&ata‐&ey Aeva wedo=I wedato n=I Aevo Awed icNma5 huH Aa„a KuH. huH &ey KuH, huH &an KuH, huH &ata KuH Aeva 5` wed _pje Ae to rag‐ivkLp Ke, p` vStu ne vStunI ¹iÚmaH Aeva wed Ke nih, b\uH Awed Aek Ke.

wa{¦ taramaH taruH hovap uH kevDuH Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. 5` lokna ãƒo‐ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyo i5kazvt±





je AnHtanHt Ke te b\ane Ô`narI tarI &annI dxa te qreqr taruH &ey Ke. te dxa AeklI nih, p` tara ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy te b\uH &ey Ke. Ahaha...¦ te smStnuH (‐potanuH) &an te &an, te smSt (‐pote) &ey Ane pote &ata‐Ae 5èy vStu AeknI Aek Ke, 5` wed n=I. AavI JIÌ vat¦ &an‐&ata‐&ey 5 e wavo siht vStuma5 pote Aek Ke.


Ahaha...¦ bhu srs wava=R Ke vStuna mmRnuH maq` Ke. khe Ke‐potana ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ AaptaH pote j &ata, pote j &an Ane pote j &ey Ke Aem Anuwvay Ke, K ãƒ &ey, huH &an Ane huH &ata Aem AnuwvatuH n=I¸ kemke prma=eR pr sa=e &ey‐&ayk sHbH\ Ke j nih. AavI vat¦

khe Ke‐;&anma5 wav Ô`niÊya$p hova=I &anSv$p Ke.'

j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke &eyo jgtna Ke tene Ô`va$p Ô`niÊya te &an‐Sv$p Ke, &eySv$p n=I. &annI pyaRymaH K ãƒ jày Ke te qreqr K ãƒ jàta n=I, p` K ãƒ sHbH\I potanuH je &an te jày Ke Ane te qreqr Aa„anuH &ey Ke. pr&ey jày Ke Aem khevuH Ae to ƒvhar Ke. &ey sHbH\I potanI &annI pyaRy Ô`va$p ={ te AenuH &ey Ke, AoluH (pr&ey) nih, kemke potamaH potanI &anpyaRynuH AiStTv Ke (prnuH nih). Ahaha...¦ K ãƒne Ô`vanI &annI pyaRy potanI Ke, tene K ãƒnuH &an khevuH te ƒvhar Ke &ey‐&an &eynuH n=I, p` &annuH &an Ke, Ô`niÊya$pwav &anSv$p Ke. pH. jycHdÒ Ae j SpÚ kre Ke‐

;vzI te pote j nIce Ýma e &ey$p Ke. baæ &eyo &an=I j¡daH Ke, &anmaH pestaH n=I¸ &eyona AakarnI Jlk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar$p deqay Ke prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo (trHgo) Ke. te &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, baæ &eyo‐ragaidk=I maHDI KAe ãƒo potana Aa„a=I (‐potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 e=I) j¡daH Ke. Ôe te j¡daH n hoy to Aek hoy, p` Aem kdI bntuH n=I, Ke nih.

ragnuH &an =ay temaH kaH{ rag &annI pyaRymaH Aavto n=I. kevzIne lokaloknuH &an =yuH to lokalok kaH{ &anmaH pesI gyaH n=I. F!no Ô`nar F!‐$pe =to n=I. vzI F!no Ô`nar vaStvmaH F!ne Ô e Ke Aem n=I. Svprne Ô`vana &an$pe SvyH Aa„a j =ay Ke. F!ne Ô`vana &an$pe Aa„a =ay Ke te=I F!nuH &an nih, p` Aa„anuH j &an Ke. potanamaH to potana &anpiràmnuH AiStTv Ke, &eynuH nih. Aa„ano ;&' Svwav Ke, ne ;&' SvwavI Aa„amaH Ô`niÊya =ay te pota=I =tI potanI iÊya Ke, AemaH pr&eynuH kaH{ j n=I. Aam &ey sHbH\I potana &annuH je pir`mn =yuH te &ey pote, &an pote j, ne pote j &ata Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

&eyona AakarnI Jlk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar deqay Ke, prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo Ke. j¡Ao, &an &eyakar Ke Aem nih, Ae to &eyne Ô`va Ýit teva &anakare &an pote j =yuH Ke. &eynuH temaH kaH{ j n=I. &ey &anmaH pe@uH Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ A=aRtŸ &an &ey$pe =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. &an &anakar j Ke, Ae &anna j kLlolo Ke.

Ahaha...¦ kevuH wed&an kraƒuH Ke¦ vItrag magR bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ jra \Iro ={ne saHwz. khe Ke‐Aa„a prne kre ke pr=I Aa„amaH kaH{ =ay Ae vat to jva de, Ae vat to Ke nih, p` pr &annI pyaRymaH jày, &an prne Ô e ke pr&ey &annI pyaRymaH Aave‐pese Aem p` Ke nih. vStu‐ãƒ Aek &aykwavp e Ke te pote &annI pyaRyp e, Ô`niÊya$pe =ay Ke te potanI SvprÝkaxknI iÊya Ke. AemaH pr jày Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke bs. pr jàtuH n=I, potanI Ô`niÊya Ô`va$pe Ke te jày Ke.

wgvan¦ tuH AavDo ne Aavo j Ke bIÒ rIte man to tara Svwavno Fat =xe. svR& prme¬r khe Ke‐lokalok jày AevDI tarI pyaRy n=I, tarI &anpyaRyne tuH Ô` AevuH taruH Sv$p Ke. lokalokne Ô`vuH Aem khevuH Ae AsdŸwUt ƒvhar Ke, jU@o ƒvhar Ke.




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to saco Vyvhar xuH Ke?

te Aa¸ pote Ô`g‐Ô`vana wavvazuH tÀv hova=I lokaloknaH je!laH &eyo Ke tene Ane potane Ô`vanI iÊya$pe potamaH (potana AiStTvmaH) potana kar e pir`me Ke. qreqr to Aa &anno pyaRy te &ey Ke. &annI pyaRynuH pr (pda=R) &ey Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke. AavI vat Ke.

&eyona Aakar Ae!le &eyona ivxeØo‐AenI &anmaH Jlk Aave Ke A=aRtŸ te sHbH\InuH potanuH &an potamaH pota=I pir`me Ke. te &an &eyakar deqay Ke Aem kæuH p` te &eyakar =yuH n=I, Ae to &anakar‐&anna j trHgo Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`g... Ô`g... Ô`g potano Svwav Ke, AemaH prvStuno‐pr&eyno Ývex n=I, KtaH AenuH Ô`vuH AhÄ (‐potamaH) =ay Ke te qreqr AenuH (pr&eynuH) Ô`vuH n=I¸ Ô`vanI potanI dxa Ke AenuH Ô`vuH Ke. Aa Nyay=I to vat Ke Aene smjvI to pDe ne¦ ko{ =oDuH smÔvI de?

j¡Ao, dpR na ¹ÚaHte Aa vat smÒAe:

jem dpR nI same kolsa, AiG™ vgere mUkelaH hoy te dpR maH deqay Ke. p` Ae dpR =I j¡dI cIj Ke ne? dpR`maH to te pda=ÈnI Jlk deqay Ke, p` xuH kolsa ne AiG™ vgere dpR maH Ke? dpR maH to dpR nI SvCKtanuH AiStTv Ke. Ôe AiG™ vgere temaH pe@aH hoy to dpR AiG™my ={ Ôy, tene ha= ADkaD–e ha= bzI Ôy. p` Aem Ke nih. dpR` dpR`nI SvCKtana piràme pote j pota=I pir`MyuH Ke kolsa ke AiG™nuH temaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aa xuH kI\uH? Lyo, frI=I. Aek baj¡ dpR Ke, Ane tenI same Aek baj¡ AiG™ ne brf Ke. AiG™ AiG™maH lbk‐Jbk =ay Ke, ne brf brfmaH pIgzto Ôy Ke. te smye dpR maH p` bs AevuH j deqay Ke. to xuH dpR maH AiG™ ne brf Ke? na¸ AiG™ Ane brfnuH hovuH to bhar potpotamaH Ke, dpR maH temnuH hovap uH n=I, dpR maH teAo pe@a n=I. dpR`maH to dpR`nI te‐$p SvCK dxa ={ Ke te Ke. AiG™ Ane brf sHbH\I dpR nI SvCKtanI dxa te dpR nuH potanuH pir`mn Ke, AiG™ ne brfnuH temaH kaH{ j n=I¸ AiG™ Ane brfe AemaH kaH{ j kyuÅ n=I, Ae to j¡da pda=È Ke.

tem wgvan Aa„a SvCK cEtNy dpR Ke. tena &anmaH &eyona AakarnI Jlk AavtaH &an &eyakar deqay Ke. same jeva &eyo Ke te j ÝkarnI ivxeØta$pe potanI &annI dxa =taH Ô e ke &an &eyakare ={ gyuH hoy tem deqay Ke, prHtu &an &eyakar =yuH j n=I, &anakar Ke A=aRtŸ te &eyna kLlolo n=I, p` &anna j kLlolo Ke, &annI j dxa Ke &eyonuH AemaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Aha¦ Aavo potana AiStTvno mihma Ô~ya ivna wa{¦ tuH dya, dan, v/t, tp krIkrIne sUka{ Ôy toy lex p` \mR =ay nih. potana Sv$pna mhatm (‐mahaTMy) ivna \mRnI iÊya ko{ id' ={ xktI n=I.

nanI ëmrnI vat Ke. palejmaH iptaÒnI dukan htI. te bH\ krI ra5e mharaj _pa]ymaH Aaƒa hoy TyaH AemnI pase jta. TyaH mharaj gata‐

—wU\rÒ tmne wULyo re w!kuH KuH wvvnmaH, kutrana wvmaH meH vIÌ qa\a k!ka, TyaH wUqna ve@ya wDka re˜

hve AamaH tÀvnI kaH{ qbr nih, p` saHwzIne te vqte raÒ raÒ ={ jta. lokmaH p` b\e AavuH j calI ræuH Ke ne¦ pote ko` ne kevDo Ke AenI qbr n mze, p` maHDe v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ Aaid krva¸ Aem ke Aena=I \mR =xe, p` \UzmaHy \mR nih =ay. pote ko` Ke AenI qbr ivna xemaH \mR =xe? bapu¦ huH &anSvwav KuH Aem wUlIne ragna ktaRpàmaH mHDyo rhe Ae to paglp uH Ke. duinya AaqI AavI pagl Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐;Aa &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày Ke.' potana hovapàmaH dya, dan Aaidna wav, ke xrIr, mn, vaÌ [Tyaid pr&eyono Ývex n=I, Ae to j¡da pr Ke ma!e Ô`vanI iÊya j &an vDe, Aa„a vDe jày Ke. dyana piràm =ay tene Ô`narI iÊya Aa„anI Ke ne te AenuH &ey Ke, p` dyana piràm prma=eR Aa„ana n=I, ne prma=eR te Aa„anuH &ey n=I.





hve ko{ne =ay ke Aa te vzI kevo \mR? wUQyane wojn AapvuH, trSyane paÌ AapvuH, nagane kpDaH devaH, ne maHdanI mavjt krvI‐AevI ko{ vat to smÔy. Are wa{¦ Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya bapu¦ te kaze jDnI iÊya to jDmaH =vayoGy ={, te iÊya tarI nih, ne ragnI iÊya p` tarI n=I. Are, te kaze ragnuH &an =yuH te &an ragnuH n=I, rag temaH pe@o n=I, Ô`vanI iÊya tara AiStTvmaH ={ Ke te tarI Ke, Ane te qreqr taruH &ey Ke, ragaid prma=eR taraH &ey n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

A&anI Òvone Aa!luH b\uH (dya, dan Aaidne) AozHgIne AhÄ (&anwavmaH) AavvuH mo!o meÌ pvRt _paDva jevuH lage Ke. p` AamaH taruH iht Ke wa{¦

hve khe Ke‐;Aa rIte pote j pota=I jàvayoGy hova=I &anma5 wav j &ey$p Ke. vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Aa Ýma e &anma5 wav &an, &ey Ane &ata‐Ae 5 e wavoyu› samaNyivxeØSv$p vStu Ke.'

j¡Ao, Aa b\ano srvazo kyÈ. jàvvayoGy pr pda=È prmaH ræa Ke, Ane Ô`naro Ô`narmaH rhel Ke. Ô`nar pote &an$p =yo =ko potane Ô e Ke. Aam Aa„a pote j jàvayoGy Ke &anma5 wav j potanuH &ey Ke. pr pda=Rne &ey khevo Ae ƒvhar Ke bs.

vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Ahaha...¦ prnI sa=e prma=eR Aa„ane ko{ sHbH\ n=I. je jày te p` potanI dxa, Ô`naro p` pote Ane &an p` pote j, Ahaha...¦ &an, &ata, &ey 5 ey Aek$p. AHtrmaH ¹iÚ mUktaH Aava 5` wed Aa„ana Ke Aem rhetuH n=I. pr vStu &ey ne pote &ata Ae to k–aHy rhI gyuH. pote j &ey, pote j &an, ne pote j &ata‐Aeva 5` wed p` AHt¹RiÚmaH smata n=I, b\uH Awed Aek$p Anuwvay Ke. Lyo, AanuH nam \mR Ke jemaH samaNyivxeØnuH Awedp uH Ýaº‐isâ =yuH te \mR Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ;Aavo &anma5 wav huH KuH' Aem Anuwv krnar puruØ Anuwve Ke. &ata p` huH, &an p` huH, ne &ey p` huH‐Aem 5èy Aek huH‐Aavo je &anma5 wav te huH KuH Aem Anuwv krnar puruØ potane Anuwve Ke. Aavo Anuwv =vo te \mR Ke. ;Anuwv'‐Anu nam AnusrIne, wv nam wvn =vuH Aa„ane‐&anma5 vStune‐AnusrIne =vuH te Anuwv Ke ne te \mR Ke. Aa isvay ragne AnusrIne =va$p je Anek iÊyaAo Ke Ae b\o sHsar Ke, Ae b\uH r`maH pok mUkva jevuH Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Anuwv krnar puruØ Aem Anuwve Ke ke Ô`nare y huH, &aney huH, ne jàvayoGy &ey p` huH j KuH. Aa 5 ena AwednI ¹iÚ =taH Aene Svanuwv Ýg! =yo Ke, ne temaH Aene AtIiNãy AanHdna SvadnuH vedn Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. Aane smikt Ane \mR khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

j¡Ao, AhÄ samaNy‐ivxeØ bey weguH lI\uH Ke, kemke Ýma`&an kravvuH Ke. Ýma`&anmaH vStu i5kazI stŸ, AenI xi›Ao i5kazI stŸ Ane AenI vtRman pyaRy Ae 5 e ={ne vStu Aa„a kæo Ke. AemaH xrIr, mn, vaÌ, kmR, ne ivkar [Tyaid n Aave.

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Aa„a meck, Ameck [Tyaid Anek Ýkare deqay Ke top` y=a=R &anI inmRz &anne wUlto n=I-Aeva A=RnuH kaƒ hve khe Ke:-

(p<+vI)

ÒicÐsit meckH ÒicNmeckameckHÒicTpunrmeckH shjmev tÀvH mm.t=aip n ivmohyTymlme\saH tNmn:prSprsusHhtÝk!xi›ckÊH Sf¡rtŸ.. 272..




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}loka=R:- (&anI khe Ke:) (mm tÀvH shjmŸ Ov) mara tÀvno Aevo Svwav j Ke ke (ÉvictŸ meckH lsit) ko{ var to te (Aa„tÀv) meck (-Anekakar, Axuâ) deqay Ke, (ÉvictŸ meck-AmeckH) ko{ var meck-Ameck (bþe$p) deqay Ke (pun: ÒictŸ AmeckH) Ane vzI ko{ var Ameck (-Aekakar, xuâ) deqay Ke¸ (t=aip) top` (prSpr-susHht-Ýk!-xi›-ckÊH Sf¡rtŸ ttŸ) prSpr susHht (-suimilt, sug/i=t, sarI rIte gUH=ayelI) Ýg! xi›Aona smUh$pe Sfurayman te Aa„tÀv (Alm-me\saH mn:) inmRz buiâvazaAona mnne (n ivmohyit) ivmoiht krtuH n=I (-w/imt krtuH n=I, mUHJvtuH n=I).

wava=R:- Aa„tÀv Anek xi›AovazuH hova=I ko{ AvS=amaH kmRna _dyna inim¿=I Anekakar Anuwvay Ke, ko{ AvS=amaH xuâ Aekakar Anuwvay Ke Ane ko{ AvS=amaH xuâaxuâ Anuwvay Ke¸ top` y=a=R &anI SyadŸvadna bz=I w/imt =to n=I, jevuH Ke tevuH j mane Ke, &anma5=I Cyut =to n=I. 272.


(&anI khe Ke:) ;mm tÀvmŸ shjmŸ Ov' mara tÀvno Aevo Svwav j Ke ke ;ÉvictŸ meckH lsit' ko{ var to te (Aa„tÀv) meck (‐Anekakar, Axuâ) deqay Ke, ;ÉvictŸ meck-AmeckH' ko{ var meck‐Ameck (bþe$p) deqay Ke ;pun: ÉvictŸ AmeckH' Ane vzI ko{ var Ameck (‐Aekakar, xuâ) deqay Ke...

Ahaha...¦ xuâ icdanHdFn Aek icNma5 vStu huH Aa„a KuH AevI jene AHt¹RiÚ ={ Ke te sMyG&anI Ke. Aha¦ te sMyG&anI potana tÀvne kevuH Ô e Ke tenI Aa srs vat Ke. khe Ke‐ko{ var meck A=aRtŸ pyaRymaH Axuâta‐milnta‐du:q Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke. milnta‐du:q prna‐inim¿na kar e Ke Aem nih, p` potanuH j (pota=I) AevuH pir`mn Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke. Ývcnsar, 47 nyna Ai\karmaH ktaR Ane wo›a nynI vat lI\I Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐&anInI pyaRymaH potanI kmÔerI=I ragnuH pir`mn Ke, rag krva layk Ke Aem nih, KtaH tene ragnuH pir`mn Ke te ApeÙaAe ragno ktaR‐wo›a huH KuH Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke. ¹iÚ ragne SvIkartI n=I, kemke ¹iÚno ivØy Aek Awed icNma5 Aa„a Ke, p` sa=e sMyG&an je vteR Ke te Aem Ô e Ke ke marI dxamaH meckpùH‐ragaidwav$p milnta Ke. &an SvprÝkaxk Ke ne? to SvnI sa=e pyaRymaH je rag Ke tene te Ô e Ke. g`\raid Ùaiyk smiktI hoy te p` AavuH Ô e Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

j¡Ao, AacayR Am<tcHã deve Aa smysar xaÏnI ;Aa„Qyait' namnI sHSk<tmaH !Ika lqI. mhan !Ika Ke. ANymaH to xuH jEnmaH p` AavI !Ika bIje n=I. teAo Kõe‐satme gu S=ane Ýcur AanHdna Jule Julta sHt‐muinvr hta. teAo 5IÔ kzxmaH potanI iS=it btavtaH khe Ke:

ãƒ¹iÚ=I (huH) xuâ cEtNyma5 mUitR KuH, top` marI pirìt ragaid piràmonI ƒaiº Ke tena=I inrHtr kLmaiØt (melI) Ke. khe Ke‐marI ¹iÚ inrHtr icNma5 ãƒ‐vStu _pr hova KtaH pyaRymaH milnta Ke Aem maruH &an Ô e Ke. ßyaH su\I ragnI‐kmRnI pU R inv<i¿ n =ay TyaH su\I &anIne &an\ara Ane kmR\ara‐bNne Aek sa=e cale Ke. je!lo rag Ke Ae!lI kmR\ara Ke, ne te Ke Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke.

to smiktIne Aas/v‐milnta n=I, te inras/v Ke‐Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?

ha, Aave Ke. te ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe vat Ke. vzI tene AnHtanubH\I kØay n=I Aem sUcvva ma!enI vat Ke. smysar ga=a 7p, ktaRkmR Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke ke‐xuâ cEtNymUitR Aa„anI ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene Aa„a ƒapk ={ xuâ pyaRyno ivStar kre Ke, A=aRtŸ xuâ pyaRy tenuH ƒaPy Ke, Axuâ pyaRy tenuH ƒaPy kmR n=I. Aa ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe vat Ke. bakI &anIne ¹iÚ sa=e je &an vteR Ke te y=aiS=t Ô e Ke ke pyaRymaH ikHictŸ kluiØtta‐milnta Ke.

Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke co=a gu S=an=I xuâTv pir`mn Ke, Ane bIÒ baj¡=I Aem khe ke Kõe gu S=ane p` milnta Ke‐Aa kevuH?

wa{, ßyaH je ApeÙa hoy te brabr Ô`vI Ôe{Ae. AekaHt ta`vuH n Ôe{Ae. y=aQyat cair5 n hoy





TyaH su\I rag hoy Ke. ¹iÚ tene SvIkartI n=I, p` &an tene y=aiS=t jem Ke tem Ô e Ke. Aha¦ Aa vItrag svR& ÝÌt magR yui› vDe jem Ke tem Ô`vo Ôe{Ae.

hve khe Ke‐;ko{ var meck‐Ameck (bþe$p) deqay Ke.' Ahaha...¦ sMyG&anIne cair5gu nI Aek j smynI pyaRyna be wag‐AHxe inmRzta ne AHxe milnta bNne‐deqay Ke. moÙmagRnI inmRz rTn5ynI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te, t=a sa=e shcr Aevo je rag bakI Ke te‐bNne deqay Ke. Aek smymaH be \ara Ke ne? &anIne jem xuâtanuH &an Ke tem te smye je Axuâta‐milnta Ke Ae p` Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. bharmaH ivkLp Ke Tyare (_pyog Sv=I qsI pr trf gyo Ke Tyare) inmRz pyaRy‐inmRzta$p dxa p` Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, ne milnta p` Ô`vamaH Aave Ke Aek smymaH bNne Ô`vamaH Aave Ke.

hve khe Ke‐;vzI ko{ var Ameck (‐Aekakar, xuâ) deqay Ke.'

inivRkLp AnuwvmaH, xuâopyognI dxamaH Aeklo AanHd Ane xuâta j Ke. te kaze rag deqato n=I. inivRkLp _pyogna kaze AbuiâpUvRkno rag Ke, p` Ae QyalmaH Aavto n=I. inivRkLp _pyogmaH xuâtanuH j vedn Ke, te kaze AbuiâpUvRkna ragne _pyog ÔÌ xkto n=I.

Aam 5` Ýkar deqay Ke. hve khe Ke‐

;t=aip' top` ;prSpr-susHht-Ýk!-xiÉt-ckÊH Sf¡rtŸ ttŸ' prSpr susHht (‐suimilt, sug/i=t, sarI rIte gUH=ayelI) Ýg! xi›Aona smUh$pe Sfurayman te Aa„tÀv ;Aml-me\saH mn:' inmRz buiâvazaAona mnne ;n ivmohyit' ivmoiht krtuH n=I (‐w/imt krtuH n=I, muHJvtuH n=I).

Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? ke inmRz pyaRy ne miln pyaRy‐susHht A=aRtŸ sarI rIte gUH=ayelI Ke. @e@ caEdme gu S=ane p` AisâTv wav kæo Ke ne¦ te AisâTv wav sHsar Ke. tÀva=RsU5maH _dywavna AekvIs bolmaH AisâTvwav khelo Ke. caEdme gu S=ane inim¿$pe car kmÈ iv>man Ke te!lI milnta‐AisâTv$p milnta potana kar e hoy Ke. nIce smiktInI pyaRymaH p` je!lI SvwavnI ¹iÚ Ane iS=rta ={ Ae!lI inmRzta, t=a je!lo rag Ke Ae!lI milnta‐Ae benuH sHg@n Ke, Ae be sug/i=t Ke, sarI rIte gUH=ayelaH Ke. sa\k Òvne sa\kwav sa=e ba\kta Ke j, n hoy to svR&p uH hoy. Aa bNne wav‐inmRzta ne milnta‐Ýg! Ke. Ahaha...¦ waØa xuH Ke j¡Ao¦ ;Ýg! xi›Aona smUh$pe Sfurayman'‐Ae!le ke inmRz pyaRynI xi›‐yoGyta, Ane milntanI yoGyta‐bNne Aek sa=e Ýg!$pe mzelI Ke. AhÄ xi›$pe wgvan pU R Ke AenI vat n=I. AhÄ pyaRynI yoGytanI vat Ke. inj pU aRnHd SvwavnuH AvlHbn letaH Svãƒna Aa]ye je inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg! =yuH te, Ane tenI sa=e \m±ne je pHcmhav/taidno ivkLp vteR Ke te‐Ae bNne Aek smymaH sug/i=t smUh$pe Sfurayman Ke. Aek smynI dxamaH Aa bNne wavo Ýg!$p Ke. Aha¦ gjb vat krI Ke¦ xuH kzx Ke¦ pyaRy‐pyaRynI sHwaz lI\I Ke.

Aha¦ jenI buiâ inmRz ={ g{ Ke Aeva sMyG¹iÚ Òvne Aa„tÀvnI AavI ivic5ta‐inmRzta ne milnta bNne sa=e deqava KtaH tena mnne ivmoiht krtI n=I, muHJvtI n=I¸ A=aRtŸ \m± Òv im+yawavne Ýaº =to n=I. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne Aek sa=e suqnuH vedn, Ane AxuâtanuH‐du:qnuH vedn hoy top` te muHJato n=I, magR=I cilt =to n=I. Aek pyaRymaH je!lo moÙmagR Ýg! =yo Ae!lo AanHdno wag, Ane je!lo rag Ke Ae!lo du:qno wag‐Ae bey vStuiS=it Ke Aem \m± brabr Ô e Ke. huH (Svwave) inmRz KuH, KtaH Aa rag kem? Aa xuH? ‐Aem \m±ne w/mà =tI n=I. AavI vat Ke.


j¡Ao, ihHsa, jU@, corI, kuxIl [Tyaid papwav Ke, ne dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi›‐pUÔna ivkLp te pu~ywav Ke Aa bNne wav bH\nuH kar` Ke. Ae bþe=I iwþ pDI, inj inTy inrHjn icNma5 vStunI ¹iÚ krtaH pyaRymaH




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AanHdna Anuwv siht smikt Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa \mR Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aam jene AHtrmaH \mR Ýg!–o Ke Aeva smiktI &anIne potanuH Aa„tÀv kevuH deqay Ke AenI Aa vat Ke. to khe Ke‐

;Aa„tÀv Anek xi›AovazuH hova=I ko{ AvS=amaH kmRna _dyna inim¿=I Anekakar Anuwvay Ke, ko{ AvS=amaH xuâ Aekakar Anuwvay Ke Ane ko{ AvS=amaH xuâaxuâ Anuwvay Ke...'

j¡Ao, Aa„a xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu‐AenI inmRz ÝtIit Ane Anuwv =va KtaH \m±ne pyaRymaH ivkarnuH vedn‐AaSvad hoy Ke. \m±ne xuâopyogmaH AanHd Ane xaHitnuH vedn hoy Ke. KtaH puruØa=RnI kmÔerI=I je!luH lÙ pr _pr Ôy Ke te!lo &anIne du:qno AaSvad‐vedn hoy Ke¸ Ôeke kmRno _dy to inim¿ma5 Ke, prHtu potanI pyaRymaH je nEimi¿k ivkar Ýg! =ay Ke AenuH vedn \m±ne Ke, Ane tenuH &an Aene y=aiS=t Ô e p` Ke. xrIr, vaÌ [Tyaid jDnuH vedn to (&anI ke A&anI) ko{ne hotuH n=I. prHtu &anIne, je!lI AHtr‐SvwavmaH Aekag/ta Ke Ae!lo AanHd Ke top`, je!lo rag iv>man Ke te!luH tene du:qnuH AaSvadn‐vedn AvXy Ke.

vzI, khe Ke, ko{ AvS=amaH xuâ Aekakar Anuwvay Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m± Òvne potana AHtrmaH _pyog lage Ke, xuâopyognI dxa hoy Ke Tyare Aekakar xuâno‐piv5tano j Anuwv hoy Ke.

Ane vzI ko{ AvS=amaH xuâaxuâ Anuwvay Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke potanI icNma5 vStuna Aa]ye je!lI inmRz AanHdnI pirìt Ýg! Ke tene \m± Ô e Ke Ane sa=e je!lo rag‐milnwav Ke tene p` &anI Ô e Ke. \m±ne xuâtanI sa=e ikHictŸ ragnuH vedn hoy Ke temaH ivro\ n=I. be Ke to ivruâwav p` sa=e rhI xke Ke. \m±ne je!lI vItragta ={ te!luH xuâtanuH‐AanHdnuH vedn Ke, ne sa=e je!lo rag Ke te!luH du:qnuH p` vedn Ke. Aam Aek sa=e AanHd Ane du:qna vednmaH ivro\ n=I, Ke to bNne prSpr ivruâ, p` bNne sa=e rhe Ke AevI j sa\kdxa hoy Ke. bNnene &anI Aek sa=e Ô e Ke.

j¡Ao, tI=Åkrne jNm=I j Ùaiyk smikt hoy Ke. Aa@ vØRnI ëmre Svwavna ivxeØ AalHbnpUvRk paHcma gu S=anne Ýaº ={ A uv/t \ar` kre Ke. temaH ko{ tI=Åkr cÊvt± p` hoy to tene Kþu hÔr raÌAo Ane te sHbH\I wog p` hoy Ke. wogmaH suqbuiâ n=I t=aip wognI Aasi›na piràm hoy Ke. Aa Aasi›na vednne te du:q$p Ô e Ke. Ane je!lI xuâta Ýg! vteR Ke te!luH xaHitnuH vedn Aave Ke tene suq$p Ô e Ke‐bNnene te Aek sa=e Ô e Ke. Kõe gu S=ane wavilHgI muinvrne xuwwav hoy Ke tene te du:q$p Ô e Ke, Ane Aa„ana Aa]ye je!lI inmRzta Ýg!I Ke te!luH tene AanHdnuH vedn hoy Ke. sa\k \m± Aa bNnene Aek sa=e Ô e Ke. AavI sa\kdxa hoy Ke. j¡Ao, ‐

‐im+ya¹iÚne AekaHt AxuâtanuH‐du:qnuH vedn hoy Ke. ‐wgvan kevzIne AekaHt xuâtanuH‐AanHdnuH vedn hoy Ke. Ane ‐sa\kne AHxe AanHd Ane AHxe du:q‐Aem bNnenuH Aek sa=e vedn hoy Ke.

Ahaha...¦ Ýwu¦ tarI ivic5ta to deq¦ Anek ÝkarnI yoGyta pEkI Aek ivkarpè pir`mvanI yoGyta p` Ke. smiktIne je rag _Tpþ =ay Ke te pyaRynI yoGyta‐xi›=I =ay Ke, Ane teno &anI ktaR Ane wo›a p` Ke. (pir`mnnI ApeÙa ktaR‐wo›a kæo Ke, \m± ragno SvamI Ke Aem nih). Ývcnsar, 47 nyna Ai\karmaH kæuH Ke ke‐&anIne p` je!lo rag =ay Ke Aeno Aa\ar‐Ai\¤ata Aa„a Ke. prHtu ßyaH Ýyojn ãƒ¹iÚ kravvanuH hoy TyaH ragno Aa\ar Aa„a n=I Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aavo wgvan kevzIno khelo marg ApUvR Ane sU"m Ke. wa{¦ tene Aek var tara &an‐]âanmaH to le tuH Nyal ={ j{x.

hve khe Ke‐AavuH ivic5 Aa„tÀv Ke ;top` y=a=R &anI Syaäadna bz=I w/imt =to n=I, jevuH Ke tevuH j mane Ke, &anma5=I Cyut =to n=I.' Aha¦ pyaRymaH raEã|yanna piràm hoy top` Syaäadna bz=I \m± w/imt =to n=I¸ magR=I cilt =to n=I. pHcm gu`S=an su\I raEã|yan hoy Ke. to raEã|yan =taH Are¦ Aa xuH? icNma5 Aeva mne raEã|yan¦ ‐Aem cilt =to n=I. (blke vEraGy pame Ke).

j¡Ao, jena pe!maH te j wve moÙgamI Aeva lv Ane kuxna Òvo hta AevaH sItaÒ ma!e ramcHãÒAe





sar=Ine hukm kyÈ ke‐sItaÒne ßyaH isHh ne vaF hoy Aeva jHglmaH l{ ÔAo, Ane TyaH KoDI do. Arrr¦ Aava piràm¦ sar=I p` StB\ ={ gyo, p` xuH kre? Aek baj¡ nokrI ne bIÒ baj¡ ramcHãno hukm. sar=IAe sItaÒne jHglmaH KoD–aH to Ý=m Aekdm AaFat =yo, Aem ke Aa xuH? AaHqmaH=I AaHsunI \ara vheva lagI. =oDI varmaH xaHt =ya pKI sItaÒAe sar=Ine kæuH ke‐—ramcHãÒne kheÔe ke huH \maR„a KuH Aem Ô`va KtaH lokapvad=I tme mne tÒ to wle, p` lokapvad=I \mR ma KoDxo¸ smikt ne Aa„xaHitnI dxane ma KoDxo.˜ j¡Ao, Ae vqte p` Aa Avaj¦ pyaRymaH rag Ke, AatR piràm Ke AenuH wan Ke, Ane Svwav=I huH rag riht KuH AenuH p` wan Ke. Aam \m± smiktI puruØ w/imt =to n=I, prHtu jem Ke tem mane Ke.

j¡Ao, ramcHãÒ p` puruØo¿m smiktI hta. Aemne p` (pyaRymaH) xuâta Ane raEãta‐be wav Aek sa=e hova KtaH potana Svwav=I Cyut =ya nih. Aa rIte Syaäadna bz=I \m± Svwav=I Cyut =ta n=I. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?

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AaTmano AnekaHtSv$p (-Anek \mRSv$p) vEwv AdŸwut (AaüyRkark) Ke-Aeva A=RnuH kaƒ hve khe Ke:-

(p<+vI)

[to gtmnektaH d\idt: sdaPyekta-imt: ÙìvwùurH \/uvimt: sdEvodyatŸ.[t: prmivSt<tH \<timt: ÝdexEinRjE-rho shjmaTmnStiddm…utH vEwvmŸ .. 273..

}loka=R:- (Aho AaTmn: tdŸ [dmŸ shjmŸ A…utH vEwvmŸ) Aho¦ AaTmano te Aa shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke ke-([t: AnektaH gtmŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH te Anektane pamelo Ke Ane ([t: sda Aip OktamŸ d\tŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday Aektane \ar` kre Ke, ( [t: Ù`: ivwùurmŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur Ke Ane ([t: sda Ov _dyatŸ \/uvmŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday teno _dy hova=I \/uv Ke, ([t: prm- ivSt<tmŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH prm ivSt<t Ke Ane ([t: injE: ÝdexE: \<tmŸ) Aek trf=I ÔetaH potana Ýdexo=I j \ar` krI rqayelo Ke.

wava=R:- pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH AaTma Anek$p deqay Ke Ane ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aek$p deeqay Ke¸ ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur deqay Ke Ane shwavI gu`¹iÚ=I ÔetaH \/uv deqay Ke¸ &annI ApeÙavazI svRgt ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH prm ivStarne pamelo deqay Ke Ane ÝdexonI ApeÙavazI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH potana ÝdexomaH j ƒapelo deqay Ke. Aavo ãƒpyaRyaTmk AnHt\mRvazo vStuno Svwav Ke. te (Svwav) A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pÔve Ke ke Aa to AsHwivt jevI vat Ke¦ &anIAone Ôeke vStuSvwavmaH AaüyR n=I top` temne pUveR kdI nhoto =yo Aevo AdŸwut prm AanHd =ay Ke, Ane te=I AaüyR p` =ay Ke. 273.




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prma„pura`maH dxRn Ane &an‐Ae bene AdŸwutrsmaH lI\a Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke Aa„anI Aek smynI dxRn Ane &an Ae be pyaRymaH=I Aek dxRnnI‐dxRnopyognI‐pyaRy lokalokne A=aRtŸ Aaqa pU R stŸne ;te b\uH Awed Ke' Aem deqe Ke. temaH ;Aa Òv Ke ne Aa AÒv Ke' Aevo wed p` n=I. Are, ;Aa Ke' Aevo wed p` temaH n=I. ßyare bIÔe Aek smyno &anpyaRy b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne wed=I Ô e Ke. ãƒwed, gu wed, pyaRywed Ane Aek‐Aek pyaRymaH p` AnHt wed vgere b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne &an Ô e Ke. Aa rIte, je smye dxRnno pyaRy b\ane iwþ kyaR ivna deqe Ke te j smye &anno pyaRy b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne Ô e Ke. Ane Aa Aa„ano AdŸwut rs Ke. ßyare AhÄya Aa„amaH kevo AdŸwut vEwv Ke te khevuH Ke. to, khe Ke ke,

;Aho AaTmn: tdŸ [dmŸ shjmŸ A…UtH vEwvmŸ Aho¦ Aa„ano te Aa shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke ke‐ [t: AnektaH gtmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH te Anektane pamelo Ke.' pyaRy=I ÔetaH Aa„a Anekp e deqay Ke Ane te Aevo Ke p` qro. Lyo, Aa p` Aa„ano Aek Svawaivk AdŸwut vEwv Ke Aem khe Ke.

;[t: sda Aip OktamŸ d\tŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday Aektane \ar` kre Ke.' vStu¹iÚ=I‐ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a Aek$p Ke. Ane Aa p` Aa„ano Aek shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke.

ÝÆ:- jgt to Aa bharna pEsaidne vEwv khe Ke ne?

sma\an:- wa{¦ Ae to \UDno vEwv Ke. te k–aH Aa„amaH hto? te AekeAek (drek) prmaù to tenamaH‐jDmaH Ke. te=I te pEsaid Aa„ano vEwv Ke Aem k–aH=I AaƒuH?

AhÄ to Aa„ano vEwv Aene khe Ke ke Aek baj¡=I‐pyaRy¹iÚ=I‐Anekne ÔevanI ¹iÚ=I‐Ôe{Ae to pyaRymaH Anekta deqay Ke A=aRtŸ AnHt pyaRyo deqay Ke. kemke AnHt gu onI AnHt pyaRyo Ke. Ane Aek baj¡=I‐ãƒ¹iÚ=I‐vStu¹iÚ=I‐ÔetaH Aa„a Aek$p deqay Ke. j¡Ao, Aa Anekta pyaRymaH Ke Ane Aekta ãƒmaH Ke Aem kæuH Ke. t=a Aa„a sday OktamŸ d\tŸ-Aektane \ar` kre Ke, \arI raqe Ke Aem p` kæuH Ke.

;[t: Ù`-ivw¢gurmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur Ke.' Ae!le? ke Ême‐Ême =tI dxanI ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to Aa„a Ù`wHgur deqay Ke.

rajko!maH Aek vedaHtI bavo hto. te e Aek var AevuH saHwZyuH ke jEnna Aek sa\u (pU. ]I kanÒSvamI) A|ya„nI bhu êcI vat kre Ke. tene te=I =yuH ke lav saHwzva Ôë. te saHwzva Aaƒo. ÝvcnmaH Tyare AevuH AaƒuH ke pyaRyno nax =ay Ke ma!e Aa„a pyaRy=I AinTy Ke. te bavane =yuH ke xuH Aa„a AinTy hoy? Aavo (AinTy) Aa„a n hoy, Ae to inTy hoy. AivnaxI Aa„a hoy te brabr Aa„a Ke. te=I, ;mare AavuH saHwzvuH n=I' ‐Aem khIne te caLyo gyo. p` wa{¦ pyaRy=I Aa„a naxvan Ke Ane vStu=I AivnaxI Ke. Ane Aa to vStunuH Sv$p Ke.

prHtu Aa to jEnnuH Ke?

wa{¦ jEnnuH Ae!le ke vStunuH AavuH Sv$p Ke. prHtu, Ôe vStumaH AinTyp uH n j hoy to, kayR to AinTypàmaH =ay Ke? Aa ãƒ \/uv Ke, xuâ Ke AevuH (in Ry$pI) kayR to pyaRymaH =ay Ke? Ý=m pyaRymaH sacuH maNyuH nhotuH Ane hve tene fervIne (!azIne) sacuH maNyuH to te pyaRymaH mnayuH Ke. A=aRtŸ AinTy inTyno in Ry kre Ke. p` kaH{ inTy inTyno ke AinTyno in Ry krtuH n=I. kar` ke Ae inTy to inTy j Ke. (temaH ferfar =to n=I.)

AhÄ khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH pote pota=I Ù`wHgur Ke, Ùè‐Ù e nax =vavazI cIj Ke Aem deqay Ke. j¡Ao, prne l{ne Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke Aem n=I kæuH. tem j prvStunI‐ke je Ù`wHgur Ke tenI‐p`





AhÄya vat n=I. Ae!le ke pEsa ne xrIraid Ù`wHgur Ke Ae vat ATyare n=I. prHtu vStunI (Aa„anI) AvS=a Aek smy rhe Ke ne bIje smye teno nax =ay Ke te=I Êmvt± dxa=I ÔetaH Aa„a j Ù`wHgur deqay Ke Aem khevuH Ke.

Aha¦ phelaH Aem vat krI htI ke Aek trf=I‐pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„amaH Anekta deqay Ke Ane Aek trf=I‐ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH temaH Aekta deqay Ke. ‐bs, Ae!lI vat htI. ßyare hve khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH Ù e Ù e naxvanp uH deqay Ke. pyaRy _Tpþ ={ne nax pame Ke. te=I te ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to pyaRymaH‐Aa„amaH Ù`wHgurta Ke, Aa„anI pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke. mtlb ke pyaRy Êmsr =ay Ke te ApeÙaAe AaTmane Ù`wHgur khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane Aane potano Svawaivk vEwv kæo Ke.

Aha¦ Aek‐Aek }lokmaH ke!luH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ p` Ôe xaHit=I potana Aa„a ma!e =oDo Sva|yay kre to qbr pDe ke Aho¦ AavI cIj bIje Ke nhÄ Ane vStu AavI j hoy. Are¦ Aava inj Aa„a trfna ivcar, mnn, mH=n kre to teno xuwwav p` bIÒ Ôtno hoy Ke. prHtu te to bharmaH A!k–o Ke.

j¡Ao, pEsa Aaidne l{ne Aa„a Anek Ke Aem nhÄ. prHtu pyaRymaH Anekp uH Ke te=I te Anek Ke. t=a pEsa ne xrIraid naxvan Ke ma!e Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke Aem p` nhÄ. prHtu tenI pyaRy j naxvan hova=I te Ù`wHgur Ke Aem khe Ke. Lyo, AavI cIj Ke.

;[t: sda Ov _dyatŸ \/uvmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday teno _dy hova=I \/uv Ke.' j¡Ao, sday ne \/uv‐Ae be xBdo Aek sa=e kæa Ke. to khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday nam 5è kaz Aa„ano _dy hova=I \/uv Ke. Ae!le ke Ae to Ke tevo Ke‐5 e kaz \/uv Ke... \/uv Ke... \/uv Ke. Ane te=I Ù e Ù e nax =vuH Ae temaH n=I. pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke ne? te=I tenI same khe Ke ke Aa„a i5kaz Aek$p rhenar Ke. Lyo, Aa Aa„ano vEwv btavay Ke.

Ahaha¦ Aek trf=I ÔetaH Aa„a sday Aek j Ýkare‐\/uvp e rhe Ke. pyaRy bdltI rhe Ke p` \/uv bdltuH n=I. Ane Aavo teno Svwav Ke. AhÄ to Ýma`&anno ivØy btave Ke ne¦ Aa„anuH‐potanuH AiStTv ke!lamaH Ke tenuH &an krave Ke ne¦ te=I wle pyaRy Ù`wHgur ho‐Ùè Ùè nax pamtI ho‐top` te Ke to Aa„ano vEwv Aem khe Ke. A=aRtŸ potanamaH potane l{ne pyaRy Ke p` prne l{ne te Ke nhÄ. Aha¦ mUz cIjne phÇcva ma!e to Anek Ýkarna puruØa=RnI _g/ git Ôe{Ae.

AhÄ khe Ke ke wgvan Aa„a, Aek trf=I ÔetaH, i5kaz \/uv‐Aek$p Ke. mtlb ke te Ke... Ke... ne Ke. Ane Aek baj¡=I ÔetaH te Ke... Ke... ne Ke Aem nhÄ p` te Ke ne nax pame Ke, Ke ne nax pame Ke. Ae!le ke Aa„a ãƒe sda \/uv, Aek$p ne s£x Ke. Ane pyaRye Ù`wHgur, ivs£x Ke. pyaRy Ù e Ù e _Tpþ ={ne Ôy, _Tpþ ={ne Ôy Ke tenaH s<iÚ ne nax, s<iÚ ne nax =ay Ke tenaH jNm ne mr`, jNm ne mr` =ay Ke. jNm nam _pjvuH, s<iÚ =vI, _Tpi¿ =vI. Ane mr` nam nax =vuH. Aek smynI pyaRynI _Tpi¿ =vI te teno jNm Ke Ane bIje smye te Ù`wHgur pyaRyno nax =vo te tenuH mr` Ke. Lyo, Aa rIte pyaRymaH jNm‐mr` Ke. A=aRtŸ tena _Tpi¿ ne ƒy¸ s<iÚ ne nax¸ jNm ne mr` to pyaRymaH Ke. Aha¦ Aa„tÀvna shj vEwvnuH Sv$p AavuH Ke. Ane tene ¹iÚpUvRk &anmaH brabr levuH Ôe{Ae.

‐Aa rIte pyaRymaH (1) Anekta ne (2) Ù`wHgurta t=a ãƒmaH (1) Aekta ne (2) \/uvta Ke Aem v RƒuH. hve (5IÔ bolmaH) Ùe5=I v Rve Ke.

;[t: prm-ivSt<tmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH prm ivSt<t Ke.' Aek trf=I ÔetaH Aa„a Aek smymaH lokalokne Ô e Ke te=I Ô e ke te!lo ƒapk hoy Aem deqay Ke. vStu Aa„a Aek smymaH Aek sa=e Ô e 5` kaz ne 5` lokmaH ƒapI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke tenuH &an svRgt ={ Ôy Ke‐svRne ÔÌ le Ke te=I Ô e ke te te!lo ivxaz Ke Aem deqay Ke. Aa„a ATyare p` Aavo Ke ho. Ôe ke AhÄ to ATyare sa\kÒvnI vat Ke. to, sa\kÒvno p` Aek smyno &anpyaRy lokalokne‐je!la AnHt isâo Aaid K ãƒo Ke te b\ane‐Ô e Ke. ma!e, Aek baj¡=I j¡Ae‐Ô e to Aem jày ke Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe Aa„ano Ùe5=I te!lo ivStar Ke. kar`




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ke te b\ane Ô e Ke ne¦

;[t: injE: ÝdexE: \<tmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH potana Ýdexo=I j \ar` krI rqayelo Ke.' pyaRymaH lokaloknuH &an \arI raQyuH Ke te ApeÙaAe tene ivSt<t kæo hto. Ane hve khe Ke ke ãƒnI ApeÙaAe j¡Ao to Aa„aAe ma5 potana Ùe5ne \arI raQyuH Ke (‐potana Ùe5maH rhelo Ke) prHtu pr vStune \arI n=I, pr vStune potana ÝdexomaH \ar` krI n=I. Aha¦ pyaRymaH prnuH ivxaz &an Ke te ApeÙaAe Aa„ane svRgt khevamaH Aave Ke Ae!le ke Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe te svRgt Ke p` prmaH Ùe5 ApeÙaAe ƒapva trIke ke pesI jva trIke te svRgt Ke Aem n=I. kar` ke Aa„a lokalokne Ô e Ke te=I Ô e ke te!la Ùe5maH ƒapelo Ke Aem deqava KtaH te potana ÝdexomaH j ƒapelo Ke.

to AhÄ kæuH ke Aek baj¡=I j¡Ao to Aa„a potana ÝdexomaH‐SvÙe5maH j Ke. p` prÙe5maH Ke nhÄ. Ôe ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH te e pr Ýdexone Ô e ke potanI pyaRymaH \ayaR hoy Aem deqay Ke top` vStu=I ÔetaH te Aa„a SvÙe5maH‐potana AsHQy ÝdexomaH j Ke. pr Ýdexone potanI pyaRymaH \ayaR Ke teno A=R Ae Ke ke SvyH Ô`naruH Ae pyaRynuH &an lokalokna Ùe5maH Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe ƒapk ={ Ôy Ke.

j¡Ao, Aa rIte pyaRyna be bol kæa ke (1) pyaRymaH Anekta Ke ne (2) pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke. t=a Ùe5na Aa rIte be bol kæa ke (1) te svRne Ô e Ke Ae ApeÙaAe svRgt Ke ne (2) KtaH Anaid=I te potana ÝdexomaH j Ke. Ane Aavo teno shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke. Aha¦ AavI vat bIje Ke nhÄ, hoy j nhÄ. Lyo, Aava AdŸwut kzxo Ke¦ Aa phelano 271mo }lok bhu êco hto. temaH kæuH htuH ke Ô`naro p` pote, je jày te &ey p` pote Ane je Ô e te &an p` pote. bapu¦ AavuH Ke.

Aha wa{¦ Aa taro vEwv Ke. Ane te p` kevo Ke? ke pUvaRpr ivro\I jevo lagva KtaH p` Aivro\I Ke. Aha¦

(1) pyaRymaH Anekp uH deqava KtaH vStu trIke te (Aa„a) Aek Ke. (2) Ême =tI pyaRy Ù`wHgur‐naxvan deqava KtaH vStu trIke te Aek$p (\/uv) Ke. (3) Aek smyno Ô`vano pyaRy Ô e ke lokalokmaH ƒapI gyo hoy A=aRtŸ te e potana ÝdexomaH Ô e ke

lokalokne \ayaR hoy Aem deqava KtaH te pote inj AsHQy ÝdexomaH j Ke.

A=aRtŸ

(1) Aa„amaH Aekta sa=e Anekta hoy Ke. (Aek j smye Aekta ne Anekta hoy Ke.) (2) Aa„a vStu trIke kaym rhIne AvS=a trIke Ême‐Ême bdle Ke. (3) Aa„a Aek sa=e (Aek j smye) SvÙe5maH rhelo Ke Aevo deqava KtaH lokalokne (Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe)

\are Ke Aevo p` deqay Ke.

Lyo, Aavo Aa„a Ke Ane Aavo teno vEwv Ke.

ANymaH Aave Ke ke ;ßyaH lgI Aatma tÀv cINyo nhÄ...' p` Ae ;Aatma tÀv' Ae!le Aavo Aa„a ho. bakI Aatma... Aatma Aem waØa to FàHy kre Ke. AhÄ=I Aa„anI vat bhu nIkzI Ae!le hve bIÔ FàH p` Aatma... Aatma... Aem waØa l{ne vato kre Ke. p` wa{¦ ;Aa„a' xBd Aaƒo Ae!le xuH =yuH? svR& prme¬re Aa Aa„vStune AavI rIte je Ôe{ Ke te rIte tenI ¹iÚmaH Aave Tyare te e Aa„a Ô~yo khevay Ke. bakI Aatma... Aatma... krva=I xuH =ay? (kaH{ j faydo n =ay.)


Aa kzxmaH ãƒ‐pyaRyno wed btaƒo Ke ne¦ Ae!le khe Ke ke ;pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a Anek$p deqay Ke.' kemke pyaRyo Anek Ke. pyaRy¹iÚ=I bIÒ rIte ÔevanuH pKI khexe. A=aRtŸ bIÔ bolmaH ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevanuH khexe. ßyare Aa phela bolmaH AeklI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevanuH khe Ke. Ae!le ke pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH AnHt gu onI AnHt AvS=aAo deqay Ke. ‐bs, Ae!lI vat khe Ke. to, AhÄ kæuH ke AvS=a¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a





Anek$p‐AnHt$p deqay Ke.

;Ane ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aek$p deqay Ke.' j¡Ao, ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔevanuH kæuH Ke. Ane ãƒ¹iÚno ivØy ãƒ Ke. to, ãƒ¹iÚ=I‐vStu¹iÚ=I Aa„ãƒ‐vStune ÔetaH te i5kaz Aek$p deqay Ke. p` temaH Anekta deqatI n=I.

Lyo, Aa rIte Anek$p p` Aa„a Ke ne Aek$p p` Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ te smj`no pÄD Ke. te=I tena &anmaH Aa b\a smjvana Ýkaro smay Ôy Ke. A=aRtŸ Aa„&an =taH, Aa„amaH Aava je wavo Ke te b\a tena smj`maH AavI Ôy Ke. Ane Tyare te e Aa„ane Ô~yo Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ ANymtmaH to wgvan... wgvan... kro, wgvannI \Un lgavo Aem khe Ke. p` wa{¦ AevI \Un lgavva=I xuH mze? (kaH{ nhÄ.) kemke Ae to ivkLp Ke. KtaH, tevo ivkLp ho. prHtu tenI sa=e‐sa=e inivRkLp, Aek xuâ Aa„a Ke te tarI ¹iÚmaH Ke ke nhÄ? (Ôe Ke to tuH &anI Ko. nhÄtr A&anI Ko.)

j¡Ao, AhÄ Axuâta Ke te!lI j vat krvI Ke ho. mtlb ke AhÄ to xuâta ne Axuâta‐Ae benuH Aa„amaH hovap uH Ke te!lI bs vat krvI Ke. p` Axuâta Ke ma!e xuâta Ýg!xe Aem kaH{ AhÄ vat khevI n=I.

ÝÆ:- song#vaza to ƒvhar manta n=I?

sma\an:- ƒvhar Ke tenI ko` na paDe Ke? Ôe ƒvhar n=I to pyaRy p` n=I. kemke pyaRy pote ƒvhar Ke. ha, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ke Aem vat n=I. (‐Aem manta n=I.)

hve pyaRy¹iÚ=I bIÒ rIte ÔevanI vat kre Ke:

;ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur deqay Ke.' Aa bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ=I Aa„a Anek$p deqay Ke Aem nhÄ p` te Ù`wHgur deqay Ke Aem khe Ke. A=aRtŸ Ù e Ù e nax =vuH Aevo teno Svwav Ke Aem khe Ke.

ÝÆ:- phela bolmaH to ;pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH' ‐Aem khI dI\uH Ke. to pKI, hve Aa vzI nvuH xuH kæuH ke ;ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH'?

sma\an:- wa{¦ Aa pyaRy¹iÚ=I bIÒ rIte ÔevanI vat Ke. phela bolmaH Aem kæuH htuH ke pyaRy¹iÚAe AvS=ane Ôe{Ae to te Anek Ke. Ane hve bIÔ bolmaH Aem khe Ke ke Ême =tI AvS=a¹iÚAe Ôe{Ae to te Ù`wHgur Ke.

Aha¦ hve Aam vat Ke TyaH Ù`wHgur Aeva va`I ne xrIraid to k–aHy rhI gya. ÏI‐pu5aidno sHyog sH|yana rHg jevo Ke, FDIkmaH kazaH AH\ara ={ jxe. A=aRtŸ te b\uHy naxvan Ke Aem vat Aave Ke. prHtu te vat AhÄya n=I. AhÄya to pyaRy naxvan Ke Aem khe Ke. pyaRy Aek smyne ma!e AiStTvp e ={ne rhe Ke. ne bIje smye te Ôy Ke‐nax pame Ke. (pyaRynuH AiStTv Aek smynuH Ke.) Aha¦ stŸne isâ krvuH hoy to ko{no Aaxro levo pDe nhÄ. kemke stŸ to stŸ j Ke. te=I tena S=apnmaH b\uHy sI\uH stŸ j caLyuH Aave. ßyare qo!uH S=apn krvuH hoy to Anek grbD krvI pDe. j¡Aone¦ AhÄ ke!luH SpÚ kæuH Ke. Ýwu¦ Aa to vStu j AavI Ke wa{¦

;shwavI gu ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH \/uv deqay Ke.' j¡Ao, phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ ne ãƒ¹iÚ lI\I htI. Ane hve Aa bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ ne gu ¹iÚ le Ke. ma!e, te be bolmaH fer Ke.

xuH kæuH te smÔ uH kaH{?

ke phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ=I Anekp uH ne ãƒ¹iÚ=I Aekp uH deqay Ke Aem kæuH htuH. ßyare hve bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ lI\I Ke qrI p` Ême Ême =tI pyaRy¹iÚ lI\I Ke. tem j ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ ne AÊmwavI (shwavI) gu`¹iÚ=I ÔevanI vat Aa bIÔ bolmaH lI\I Ke.

to, khe Ke ke Ême‐Ême =tI pyaRy¹iÚ=I j¡Ao to te Ù`wHgur Ke Ane shwavI gu`¹iÚ=I j¡Ao to te \/uv Ke. j¡Ao, phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚnI same ãƒ¹iÚnI vat htI. ßyare Aa bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚnI same gu`¹iÚnI vat khI Ke. kemke ÊmwavInI same AÊmwavI (shwavI) khevuH Ke ne¦ to, AÊmwavI gu` Ke. t=a shwavI khevuH Ke to Anek p` kheva Ke ne¦ to, ãƒ Aek Ke ßyare gu AnHt Ke. Ane te gu o shwavI‐




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Aek sa=e rhe Ke. (te=I, Aa bolmaH gu ¹iÚ lI\I Ke.)

Aha¦ b\I pyaRy Aek sa=e n hoy. Aek smye‐Aek sa=e Aek smynI Aek j pyaRy hoy Ke. Ane te kar e te ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke. Ane gu o Aek sa=e j sday hoy Ke. te kar e te ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a \/uv Ke. Aha¦ sU"m to Ke wa{¦ kemke Aa marg j Aavo Ke. ne prm sTy j AavuH Ke. te=I AakruH lage ke n lage, te e Aa rIte Ô`vuH Ôe{xe. sHsarna davanz=I Ku!vuH hoy to te e Aa„ano Aavo Svwav Ke Aem brabr AHtr Anuwv=I in Ry levo pDxe. (krvo pDxe.)

j¡Aone, VhalamaH Vhalo Aekno Aek dIkro mrI Ôy to bap gaHDo ={ Ôy Ke. p` Ae to Ae smyno Òvno pyaRy bdlavano j hto to bdlay Ke. te kaH{ bIÔna kar e bdlato n=I. Aa xrIraid to dUr ræa prHtu Aa to ÒvnI pyaRy bdlay Ke tenI vat Ke. to khe Ke ke Aa wvno pyaRy KU!I bIÔ smye bIÔ wvno pyaRy =vano j hto to =yo Ke. Are¦ git trIke k–a Aa mnu*ypànI pyaRy ne k–aH bIje smye sI\o bIÔe wv. Ane A&anIna to mmtamaH‐bihlRÙI ¹iÚmaH‐deh KU!e Ke, pyaRy bdlay Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke Aa mnu*ypànI pyaRyno nax ={ne bIje smye bIÒ gitnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Aevo tenI pyaRyno Ù`wHgur Svwav Ke. Ane shwavI gu ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to te \/uv deqay Ke. shwavI Ae!le ke b\a gu o Aek sa=e hoy Ke. ßyare b\I pyaRyo Aek sa=e n hoy. ha, AnHt gu nI vtRman AnHt pyaRyo Aek sa=e hoy Ke. prHtu Aek gu nI Aek pyaRy sa=e te j gu nI bIÒ pyaRy n hoy.

;&annI ApeÙavazI svRgt ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH prm ivStarne pamelo deqay Ke.' &annI ApeÙaAe j¡Ao to lokalok Ô e ke &annI pyaRymaH AavI gya hoy Aem deqay Ke. A=aRtŸ te svRgt Ke, b\uHy Ô e Ke. Are¦ Alokno AHt n=I KtaH tenuH &anmaH wan ={ Ôy Ke Aem khe Ke. to, kæuH ke lokalokno ivStar &annI pyaRy ÔÌ Ôy Ke te=I Ô e ke Aa„a te!lo ivSt<t Ke Aem deqay Ke. Ane Aavo j Aa„ano AdŸwut vEwv Ke.

;ÝdexonI ApeÙavazI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH potana ÝdexomaH j ƒapelo deqay Ke' Aa„a tem j tenI &anpyaRy potana AsHQy ÝdexomaH j Ke. te kaH{ bIÔna ÝdexomaH ke bIÔnI pyaRyp e ={ne ræa n=I.

j¡Ao, hve b\ano srvazo le Ke ke ;Aavo ãƒpyaRya„k AnHt\mRvazo vStuno Svwav Ke.' sHÝdayna Amara guÌwa{ jEnna beirS!r khevata. KtaH te AevuH kheta ke \maRiStkaymaH be j gu hoy‐A$pI ne githetuTv. 5IÔe ko{ gu` hoy to lavo, btavo. ma!e temaH AnHt gu keva? p` wa{¦ bIÔH gu o n kæa hoy top` te ãƒ Ke to temaH AnHt gu hoy j. Ane te=I to AhÄya khe Ke ke ãƒpyaRya„k AnHt\mRvazo vStuno Svwav Ke. ãƒ Ae!le vStu, pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a ne Aa„k Ae!le Sv$p.

hve A&anI ne &anInI vat kre Ke: ;te (Svwav) A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pÔve Ke ke Aa to AsHwivt jevI vat Ke¦' A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pje Ke ke Aa xuH khe Ke?

(1) tenI te vStu Anek ne tenI te vStu Aek¸

(2) tenI te vStu Ù`wHgur ne tenI te vStu \/uv¸

(3) tenI te vStu svRƒapk ne tenI te vStu SvÙe5maH rhe.

‐Aa xuH khe Ke? Aa to AsHwivt jevI vat lage Ke. AavuH sHwve nhÄ, Amne kaH{ Aa vat bestI n=I‐Aem A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pje Ke. p` wa{¦ tne qbr n=I bapu¦ ke vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke. Ane te j yoGy Ke.

Aa rIte A&anIne AekluH AaüyR =ay Ke ßyare ;&anIAone Ôeke vStuSvwavmaH AaüyR n=I' kemke vStuno Svwav j Aevo Ke. ;top` temne pUveR kdI nhoto =yo Aevo AdŸwut prm AanHd =ay Ke, Ane te=I AaüyR p` =ay Ke.' &anIne AaüyR =ay Ke ke Aho¦ Aa kevI AdŸwut vStu Ke.





Aha¦ Aa„a (1) pyaRy ApeÙaAe Anek Ke ne ãƒ ApeÙaAe Aek Ke. (2) pyaRy ApeÙaAe naxvan Ke ne ãƒ ApeÙaAe naxvan nhÄ p` \/uv Ke. (3) &an (Ô`vanI) ApeÙaAe teno ivStar Ôe{Ae to Ô e ke lokalokne gzI gyo hoy te!lo Ke. Ane bIÒ trf=I Ùe5 ApeÙaAe ÔetaH te potana AsHQy ÝdexomaH j smayel Ke. ‐Aavo j vStuno Svwav Ke te=I &anIne AaüyR =tuH n=I. Ane top` temne pUveR kdI nhoto =yo Aevo AdŸwut prm AanHd =ay Ke A=aRtŸ Aava vStuSvwavne ßyaH Ôeva ne temaH @rva Ôy Ke TyaH temne AdŸwut AanHd =ay Ke. Ane te=I AaüyR p` =ay Ke. Ae!le ke te AdŸwut AanHdne l{ne &anIne AaüyR p` =ay Ke Aem khe Ke.

Aha¦ A&anIne Aavo te vStuSvwav hoy? ‐Aem AaüyR =ay Ke. ßyare &anIne Aa AanHd k–aH=I Aaƒo? ‐Aem AaüyR ne AanHd‐bþe =ay Ke. Aha¦ pyaRymaH AekluH du:q ne AeklI Aakuzta htI. k–aHy (pyaRymaH) gH\ma5 p` AanHd nhoto. temaH Aa AanHd k–aH=I‐k{ qa`maH=I‐Aaƒo? \/uvnI qa`maH=I te AanHd Aaƒo Ke. Aa rIte tene AanHd p` =ay Ke ne AaüyR p` =ay Ke.

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frI Aa j A=RnuH kaƒ khe Ke:-

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kØaykilrekt Sqlit xaiNtrSTyektowvophitrekt: Sp<xit mui›rPyekt:.jgiTZtymekt: Sfurit icŠkaSTyekt:SvwavmihmaTmno ivjyte½…utad…ut:.. 274..

}loka=R:- (Okt:kØay-kil: Sqlit) Aek trf=I ÔetaH kØayono klex deqay Ke Ane (Okt:xaiNt: AiSt) Aek trf=I ÔetaH xaiNt (kØayona Awav$p xaHt wav) Ke¸ (Okt: wv-_phit:) Aek trf=I ÔetaH wvnI (-sHsar sHbH\I) pIDa deqay Ke Ane (Okt: mui›: Aip Sp<xit) Aek trf=I ÔetaH (sHsarna Awav$pI) mui› p` SpxeR Ke¸ (Okt: iZtymŸ jgtŸ Sfurit) Aek trf=I ÔetaH 5` lok Sfurayman Ke (-Ýkaxe Ke, deqay Ke) Ane (Okt: ictŸ ckaiSt) Aek trf=I ÔetaH kevz Aek cEtNy j xowe Ke. ( AaTmn: A…utatŸ A…ut: Svwav-mihma ivjyte) (Aavo) AaTmano AdŸwut=I p` AdŸwut Svwavmihma jyvHt vteR Ke (-ko[=I bai\t =to n=I).

wava=R:- AhIH p` 273 ma kaƒna wava=R Ýma e Ô`vuH. AaTmano AnekaHtmy Svwav saHwzIne ANyvadIne ware AaüyR =ay Ke. tene Aa vatmaH ivÌâta wase Ke. te Aava AnekaHtmy SvwavnI vatne potana ic¿maH smavI-ÒrvI xkto n=I. Ôe kdaictŸ tene ]âa =ay top` Ý=m AvS=amaH tene bhu AdŸwutta lage Ke ke ; Aho Aa ijnvcno mha _pkarI Ke, vStuna y=a=R Sv$pne j`avnaraH Ke¸ meH Anaid kaz Aava y=a=R Sv$pna &an ivna qoyo¦'-Aam AaüyRpUvRk ]âan kre Ke. 274.


Aha¦j¡Ao, Aa Aa„a Aek vStu Ke. to sa\kp`amaH Aena ãƒ‐pyaRynuH vaStivk Sv$p \m±ne kevuH wase




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Ke tenI vat kre Ke:

;Okt: kØay-kil: Sqlit' Aek trf=I ÔetaH kØayono Élex deqay Ke Ane ;Okt: xaiNt: AiSt' Aek trf=I ÔetaH xaHit (kØayona Awav$p xaHt wav) Ke ...

j¡Ao, pyaRymaH ragaid Ke te kØayonI wDwDtI wõI Ke, Élex Ke. Ôe ragaid n hoy to prm Anakuz isâ dxa hoy. p` pyaRyne ÔetaH kØayonI Aakuzta ne Élex deqay Ke Ane Aek trf=I A=aRtŸ ãƒnI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH xaHit‐kØayona AwavSv$p xaHtwav Ke. inj AkØay SvwavnI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH xaHitno ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke Aem deqay Ke, tene deqnarI ¹iÚ p` kØayna Awav$p xaHtwavmy Ke. AavuH AdŸwut Sv$p Ke. hve khe Ke‐

;Okt: wv-_phit:' Aek trf=I ÔetaH wvnI (‐sHsar sHbH\I) pIDa deqay Ke Ane ;Okt: muiÉt: Aip Sp<xit' Aek trf=I ÔetaH (sHsarna Awav$p) mui› p` SpxeR Ke ...

ÔeyuH? pyaRymaH nr‐narkaid git Ke, te sHbH\Ina rag=I Òv h`ay Ke, pIDay Ke. Aam pyaRy=I j¡Ao to nr‐narkaid git sHbH\I pIDa deqay Ke, Ane Aek trf=I A=aRtŸ ãƒna Svwav=I j¡Ao to ãƒ to wvna AwavSv$p mu› Ke Aem deqay Ke. ko{ kzxmaH Aave Ke ke pyaRynuH lÙ KoDI de to vStu mu› j Ke. AhÄ ;mui›ne SpxeR Ke' Aem kæuH Ke ne? mtlb vStu je mu›SvwavI Ke teno Aa]y letaH Aa mu› huH KuH Aem pyaRymaH wase Ke, Lyo, Aavo mha AdŸwut Aa„ano Svwav Ke.

Aha¦ Aa xrIr _pr=I deqo to Ô e suHvazuH camDuH hoy AevuH deqay Ke. Aene j AHdrna wag=I deqo to j¡da j Ýkare camDuH deqay Ke. AenI nIce j¡daH j¡daH AHgnaH haDkaH deqay Ke, Ane AemaH wrelo mz‐Aene deqo to Ô e garo wyÈ hoy. Aa carene j¡da paDI Aek tpelamaH wrI deqo to lage ke‐Arrr¦ AavuH xrIr¦ deqIne cÞr Aave, ne _l!I =ay. wa{, Aavo Aa deh‐tenI iS=it, sHto khe Ke, doDtI mr` sNmuq ={ rhI Ke. wa{, ÔetÔetamaH AenI iS=it pUrI ={ jxe, Ane tuH k–aHy haLyo j{x. Aa xrIr ne tare xuH Ke? kaH{ j sHbH\ n=I, Ae to bharnI cIj Ke Aene ÔevanuH KoDI de, ne tara AiStTvmaH xuH Ke te Ôe.

Aha¦ sa\kdxamaH \m±ne Aek baj¡ wv deqay Ke to bIÒ baj¡ mui› deqay Ke. Aek baj¡ git deqay Ke to bIÒ baj¡ git ivnano Svwav deqay Ke. AavI sa\kdxa Ke. mu›nI‐isânI Aa vat n=I.

j¡Ao, jEndxRnnuH tÀv kho ke vStunuH tÀv kho, te AavuH AnekaNtmy Ke. wa{, jra xaHit ne \Irj=I ivcare to smÔy AevuH Ke.

vzI khe Ke‐;Okt: iZtymŸ jgtŸ Sf¡rit' Aek trf=I ÔetaH 5` lok Sfurayman Ke (‐Ýkaxe Ke, deqay Ke) Ane ;Okt: ictŸ ckaiSt' Aek trf=I ÔetaH kevz Aek cEtNy j xowe Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ÔeyuH? khe Ke‐Aek trf=I A=aRtŸ potanI &annI dxamaH iwþ 5`kaz‐5`lok‐AaquH iv¬ j`ay Ke, Ane Aek trf=I ÔetaH, AHtmuRq ÔetaH kevz Aek cEtNy j Ýkaxe Ke. pyaRymaH i5kazI ãƒne ÔetaH Aek cEtNy j Aena AiStTvmaH wase Ke Ahaha...¦ ictŸ... ictŸ... ictŸ... icTcmTkar j kevz wase Ke, jgtnuH AnHtp uH wase Ke Aem nih. Ahaha...¦ Ô`narna &anmaH, A=aRtŸ sa\kna &anmaH Aam be Ýkare tÀv wase Ke.

Aha¦ AhÄ Aem n=I lI\uH ke Aek baj¡ j¡Ao to kmR, xrIr, bayDI‐KokraH ne mhel‐hÒra deqay Ke Ane bIÒ baj¡ Aa„a deqay Ke kemke Ae ko{ to Aena AiStTvmaH j n=I. AhÄ to Svwav=I pU R wrpur AevI potanI vStunuH wan =yuH TyaH sa\kne‐\m±ne Aek baj¡ vtRman wv pIDakarI wase Ke, Ane bIÒ baj¡ wv riht potano wgvan wase Ke. AavuH &anmaH wastaH Aene inüy =ay Ke ke hve wv Ane wvno wav rhexe nih. Aha¦ meH dya pazI, ne v/t paZyaH, ne dan dI\aH Aem \m± n mane. vtRman ALp rag hoy te \m±ne pr$p wase, ne Élex$p wase. AemaH SvaimTv n wase. Aavo magR Ke.

;AaTmn: AdŸwutatŸ AdŸwut: Svwav-mihma ivjyte' (Aavo) Aa„ano AdŸwut=I p` AdŸwut Svwav‐mihma jyvHt vteR Ke. (‐ko{=I bai\t =to n=I).

Ahaha...¦ Aek smynI kluiØtta‐ba\kwav pota=I Ke, ko{ ANy=I bai\t =to n=I, ne Aek smynI





xuâta‐sa\kwav tey pota=I Ke, Ashay Ke, ko{=I bai\t =to n=I. Lyo, Aavo gHwIr ne AdŸwutmaH AdŸwut inj Svwav‐mihma Ke, inj vEwv Ke. AhÄ Ýma`&an kravIne paHce wavne (car pyaRy$p ne Aek pairàimk‐wavne) Òv tÀv kæuH Ke.

wa{, tuH Aa„tÀv Ko¸ taruH hovap uH taramaH tara=I Ke. Ùi`kp e pir`mvuH, ragaidp e pir`mvuH‐taruH taramaH Ke, bIÔmaH n=I, bIÔ=I n=I, ne bIÔ taramaH n=I. AavI tara AiStTvnI prm AdŸwut AlaEikk vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?


;AhÄ p` 273 ma kaƒna wava=R Ýma e Ô`vuH'.

mtlb ke &anI Anek \mRmy Aa„vStune Syaäadna bz vDe ÔÌne, w/imt =to n=I, magR=I Cyut =to n=I.

;Aa„ano AnekaNtmy Svwav saHwzIne ANyvadIne ware AaüyR =ay Ke. tene Aa vatmaH ivruâta wase Ke. te Aava AnekaNtmy SvwavnI vatne potana ic¿maH smavI‐ÒrvI xkto n=I.'

wa{, vStu to jem Ke tem Ke. y=a=R mane nih Tyare p` Ae to Aem j Ke, Ane y=a=R mane to? to pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH fer pDe. vStu to Aem ne Aem Ke, tene y=a=R mantaH \mR Ýg! =ay Ke, ne Êmx: wvno nax =ay Ke. vedaHt pyaRyne mantuH n=I. p` phelaH vStu smßyo nih, pKI kar` pamIne smßyo, to smßyo Ae j AenI pyaRy isâ ={ g{.

prHtu A&anI ANyvadI Aa vat=I wDke Ke. tene AamaH ivruâta wase Ke te=I te vatne pcavI xkto n=I, potana ic¿maH ÒrvI xkto n=I. tene Aem =ay ke AavuH prSpr ivruâ te kem hoy? hve khe Ke‐

;Ôe kdaictŸ tene ]âa =ay top` Ý=m AvS=amaH tene bhu AdŸwutta lage Ke ke‐—Aho Aa ijnvcno mha _pkarI Ke, vStuna y=a=R Sv$pne jàvnaraH Ke meH Anaid kaz Aava y=a=R Sv$pna &an ivna qoyo¦˜‐ Aam AaüyRpUvRk ]âan kre Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ ij&asune Ý=m Ý=m ware AdŸwutta lage Ke ke‐Aho¦ AavuH Sv$p¦ Aavo magR to svR& vItragna xasnmaH j hoy, bIje k–aHy n hoy. ij&asune Aa vat ware gjbnI lage Ke. tene ApUvR mihma Ôge Ke ke‐Aho¦ ijnvcno mha _pkarI Ke, vStuiS=itne y=a=R btave Ke. Arere¦ vStune Ô~ya ivna meH AnHt kaz qoyo¦‐Aam te AaüyRpUvRk ]âan kre Ke.

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hve !Ikakar AacayRdev AHtmHgzne A=eR Aa icTcmTkarne j svoRTk<Ú khe Ke:-

(mailnI) jyit shjtej:pu¨jmßjiTZlokI-SqldiqlivkLpo½Pyek Ov Sv$p:.SvrsivsrpUàRiCKþtÀvoplMw:ÝswinyimtaicRiüŠmTkar OØ:.. 275 ..

}loka=R:- (shj-tej:pu¨j-mßjtŸ-iZlokI-SqltŸ-Aiql-ivkLp: Aip Ok: Ov Sv$p:) shj




kzx‐27p : 26p

(-potana Svwav$p) tej:puHjmaH 5` lokna pda=È mGn =ta hova=I jemaH Anek wedo =ta deqay Ke top` jenuH Aek j Sv$p Ke (A=aRtŸ kevz&anmaH svR pda=È Jz›a hova=I je Anek &eyakar$p deqay Ke top` cEtNy$p &anakarnI ¹iÚmaH je AekSv$p j Ke), (Sv-rs-ivsr-pU`R-AiCKNn-tÀv-_plMw:) jemaH inj rsna felav=I pU R AiKNn tÀv-_pliB\ Ke (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmRno Awav =yo hova=I jemaH Sv$p-Anuwvnno Awav =to n=I) Ane (Ýsw-inyimt-AicR:) ATyHt inyimt jenI ßyot Ke (A=aRtŸ AnHt vIyR=I je in*kHp rhe Ke) (OØ: ictŸ-cmTkar: jyit) Aevo Aa (ÝTyÙ Anuwvgocr) cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke (-ko{=I bai\t n krI xkay Aem svÈTk<Úp e vteR Ke).

(AhÄ ;cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke' Aem khevamaH je cEtNycmTkarnuH svÈTk<Úp e vtRvuH btaƒuH, te j mHgz Ke.) 27p.

· kzx 27p: }loka=R _prnuH Ývcn ·

;shj-tej: pu‰-mßjtŸ-iZlokI-SqltŸ-Aiql-ivkLp: Aip Ok: Ov Sv$p:' shj (‐potana Svwav$p) tej: puHjmaH 5` lokna pda=È mG™ =ta hova=I jemaH Anek wedo =ta deqay Ke top` jenuH Aek j Sv$p Ke (A=aRtŸ kevz&anmaH svR pda=È Jzkta hova=I je Anek &eyakar$p deqay Ke top` cEtNy$p &anakarnI ¹iÚmaH je AekSv$p j Ke),...

j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? ke potana &anna tejmaH 5` lokna pda=È mG™ =ta hova=I, A=aRtŸ 5` lokna pda=È &anmaH j`ata hova=I, Ô e ke 5` lokna pda=È AhÄ &anmaH pesI gya hoy Aem &anmaH Anek wedo =ta deqay Ke top`, khe Ke, &annuH Aek j Sv$p Ke. Aha¦ kevz&anmaH svR pda=È Jzkta hova=I Anek &eyakar$pe te deqay Ke, A=aRtŸ lokalokne Ô`taH &an &eyakar =tuH deqay Ke top` qreqr &an &anakar j Ke, &eyakar$pe =yuH n=I. Anekne Ô`taH p` &an Aek$p (&an$p j) rhe Ke. lokalokne Ô`narI &annI dxa potanI j Ke, temaH pr&eyono Ývex n=I. Aha¦ &an Anekne Ô`va KtaH Anek$p =tuH n=I, Aek$p j rhe Ke.

hve ivxeØ khe Ke‐;Sv-rs-ivsr-pU`R-AiCKNn-tÀv-_plMw:' jemaH inj rsna felav=I pU R AiKþ tÀv‐_pliB\ Ke (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmRno Awav =yo hova=I jemaH Sv$p‐Anuwvnno Awav =to n=I) Ane...

Ahaha...¦ xuâ Aa„anI pU R Anuwv dxa, pU R _pliB\ ={ te ={, hve teno Awav nih =ay. Ývcnsar ga=a 172nI !Ikana nvma bolmaH Aave Ke ke‐;_pyognuH ko{=I hr` =tuH n=I,' Ae!le ke Aek var xuâa„ana Aa]ye je _pyog Ýg! =yo teno ko{=I nax =to n=I. ãƒSvwavno nax =ay to tena Aa]ye Ýg! =yela _pyogno nax =ay. (p` Aem =tuH n=I, =vuH sHwivt n=I). vStuiS=it AavI Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &aykSvwav Ýwu‐ten ¹iÚ ne rm`tanI pU Rta ={te frIne hve nIce pDe ne sa\kdxa =ay va ivprItta =ay Aem bntuH n=I. Aek var sa\kmaH=I isâpdnI Ýaiº =ay te hve isâpdmaH=I sa\k =ay ke pyaRymaH ivprItta =ay Aem bntuH n=I. isâpd Ýaº =yuH tene Keday nih tevI tÀvopliB\ ={. tÀvnI _pliB\ Ae!le xuH? tÀv to tÀv$p Ke j, prHtu jevuH tÀv Ke AevI tenI pU R dxa =ay Ae!le tÀvnI _pliB\ ={ khevay. smÔ uH kaH{...?

Ane ;psw-inyimt-AicR:' ATyHt inyimt jenI ßyoit Ke (A=aRtŸ AnHt vIyR=I je in*kHp rhe Ke) ;OØ: icTcmTkar: jyit' Aevo Aa (ÝTyÙ Anuwvgocr) cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke. (‐ko{=I bai\t n krI xkay Aem svÈTk<Úp e vteR Ke.)

Ahaha...¦ kevz&an ßyoit je Ýg! ={ te, khe Ke, AnHt vIyR=I sda in*kHp Aek$p rhe Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ AnHt vIyR lI\uH. Ahaha...¦ AnHt vIyR vDe Aa kevz&an ßyoit, bIje smye, 5Ije smye AevI ne AevI Ýg!





=tI rhe Ke. phelaH AiKþ tÀv‐_pliB\ khI, Ane AhÄ inyimt in*kHp ßyoit khIne &annI \ara pU R ={ gyanuH khe Ke.

Aha¦ Aavo Aa ÝTyÙ Anuwvgocr cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke ko{=I bai\t n =ay Aevo svÈTk<Úp e vteR Ke. j¡Ao Aa maHgizkmaH maHgizk¦ AavI icTcmTkar svÈTk<Ú vStune KoDIne dya pazvI, v/t krvaH ne wi›‐pUÔ krvaH‐[Tyaid xuwwav krvaH Ae to b\o rag Ke bapu¦ AemaH kaH{ n=I, Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. AhÄ to kevz&an Aaid AnHt ctuÚy AevuH je pU R Sv$p‐ke je sda in*kHp ne svÈTk<Ú jyvHt vteR Ke te maHgizk Ke.

Aha¦ jemaH kevz&an Aaid sda in*kHp vteR Aevo cEtNycmTkar Ýwu tuH Ko¸ tene KoDIne tare kevo cmTkar Ôe{Ae? bharnI liB\maH to \Uzey n=I, bar AHgnI liB\ne p` (kzx !IkamaH) ivkLp kæo Ke. vaStivk cmTkar to prmanHdnI‐pU aRnHdnI pyaRymaH Ýaiº =vI te j Ke.

;(AhÄ cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke Aem khevamaH je cEtNycmTkarnuH svÈTk<Úp e vtRvuH btaƒuH, te j mHgz Ke.)'

Ahaha...¦ ;said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH' potana cEtNynuH rhevuH AevuH je isâpd te jyvHt vtÈ Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?

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hvena kaƒmaH !Ikakar AacayRdev pUvoRkt AaTmane AaxIvaRd Aape Ke Ane sa=e sa=e potanuH nam p` Ýg! kre Ke:-

(mailnI) AivcilticdaTmNyaTmnaTmanmaTm- NynvrtinmGnH \arydŸ |vStmohmŸ. _idtmm<tcNãßyoitretTsmNta- ßßvltu ivmlpU`R in:spTnSvwavmŸ.. 276 ..

}loka=R:- (Aivcilt-icdaTmin AaTmin AaTmanmŸ AaTmna Anvrt-inmGnH \arytŸ) je Acz-cetnaSv$p Aa„amaH Aa„ane pota=I j Anvrtpè (-inrHtr) inmG™ raqe Ke (A=aRtŸ Ýaº krela Svwavne kdI KoDtI n=I), (|vSt-mohmŸ) je e mohno (A&an-AH\karno) nax kyÈ Ke, (in:spTnSvwavmŸ) jeno Svwav in:spTn (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmÈ ivnano) Ke, (ivml-pU`R) je inmRz Ke Ane je pU R Ke AevI (OttŸ _idtmŸ Am<tcNã-ßyoit:) Aa _dy pamelI Am<tcHãßyoit (-Am<tmy cHãma sman ßyoit, &an, Aa„a) (smNtatŸ ßvltu) svR trf=I ÔßvLyman rho.

wava=R:- jenuH mr` n=I t=a jena=I ANynuH mr` n=I te Am<t Ke¸ vzI je ATyHt SvaidÚ (-mI@uH) hoy tene loko $i#=I Am<t khe Ke. AhÄ &anne-Aa„ane-Am<tcHãßyoit (A=aRtŸ Am<tmy cHãma sman ßyoit) khel Ke, te luºopma AlHkar=I kæuH Ô`vuH¸ kar` ke ;Am<tcNãvtŸ ßyoit:'no smas krtaH ;vtŸ' no lop ={ ;Am<tcNãßyoit:' =ay Ke.

(;vtŸ' xBd n mU›aH Am<tcHã$p ßyoit Aevo A=R krIAe to wed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke. ;Am<tcHãßyoit' AevuH j Aa„anuH nam khIAe to Awed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke.)

Aa„ane Am<tmy cHãma sman kæo hova KtaH, AhÄ khelaH ivxeØò vDe Aa„ane cHãma sa=e ƒitrek p` Ke¸ kar` ke--;|vStmoh' ivxeØ` A&an-AH\karnuH dUr =vuH jàve Ke, ;ivmlpU`R' ivxeØ` laHKnrihtp uH t=a pU Rp uH btave Ke, ;in:spTnSvwav' ivxeØ` rahuibHb=I t=a vadzaH Aaid=I




kzx‐276 : 267

AaCKaidt n =vanuH jàve Ke, ;smHtatŸ ßvltu' kæuH Ke te svR Ùe5 t=a svR kaze Ýkax krvanuH jàve Ke¸ cHãma Aavo n=I.

Aa kaƒmaH !Ikakar AacayRdeve ;Am<tcHã' AevuH potanuH nam p` jàƒuH Ke. smas pl!Ine A=R krtaH ;Am<tcHã'na Ane ;Am<tcHãßyoit'na Anek A=È =ay Ke te y=asHwv Ô`va. 276.


Ahaha...¦ AHitm mHgz krtaH Aa„a Aa„ane AaxIvaRd Aape Ke. Aa„ane Aa„a isvay bIj¡H ko` AaxIvaRd Aape? Ane bIj¡H ko` SvIkare? khe Ke‐

;Aivcilt-icdaTmin AaTmin AaTmanmŸ AaTmna Anvrt-inmGnH \arytŸ' je Acz‐cetnaSv$p Aa„amaH Aa„ane pota=I j Anvrtp e (‐inrHtr) inmG™ raqe Ke,

Ahaha...¦ Acz nam kdI cze nih Aevo cetnaSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. sMyG¹iÚne potano wgvan Acz cetnaSv$p wase Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aavo pote, khe Ke, potane potamaH pota=I j inmG™ raqe Ke. ÔeyuH? wgvan Aa„a xuâ cetnaSv$p Ýwu ƒvharrTn5yna ragnI ke inim¿nI ApeÙa ivna j pote pota=I potane potamaH inmG™ raqe Ke. Ahaha...¦ dya, dan, v/taidna piràm kmR cetna Ke, Ane suq‐du:qnuH vedn kmRfz cetna Ke. Ae bNne=I rihtp e, AhÄ khe Ke, pote j potane pota=I potamaH AHtinRmG™ raqe Ke. AavI vat¦

Ývcnsar ga=a 172na AilHgg/h`na K‚a bolmaH Aave Ke ke‐Aa„a potana Svwav=I Ô e Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a Svwav=I j inrHtr AHtmRG™ rhe Ke. Lyo, Aavo Anuwv \m±ne‐sMyG¹iÚne =ay Ke. A&anIne to ibcarane Sv$pnI j qbr n=I¸ Ae to iÊyakaHDmaH mG™ rhe Ke p` Ae=I kaH{ j law n=I¸ iÊyakaHD=I‐ƒvhar=I AHtmRG™ta =ay Aem Ke nih. wa{, inymsar ga=a 3maH kæuH Ke ke‐wgvan Aa„anI ¹iÚ, tenuH &an‐SvsHvedn &an, Ane temaH lInta‐rm`ta‐te$p je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 te j ktRƒ Ke, bIj¡H nih. ƒvharna ivkLp _@e Ke, p` te ktRƒ Ke Aem nih. Ahaha...¦ AlaEikk Asa\ar` Aeva sMyGdxRn Aaid j ktRƒ Ke.

j¡Ao, AhÄ AHitm mHgzmaH AacayR Am<tcHãdev Aa„ane AaxIvaRd detaH khe Ke‐pote potane pota=I j AHtmRG™ raqe Ke. ƒvhar rTn5y to khevama5 Ke, Aena=I Aa„a Aa„amaH mG™ =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. wa{, ivkLp=I inivRkLp kevI rIte lÙmaH Aave? ivkLp to prlÙe =ay Ke. hve prlÙvazI dxa=I SvlÙvazI dxa kevI rIte =ay? n =ay.

Ý=m maHgilkmaH ;nm: smysaray'‐kzxmaH jem AiSt=I vat krI Ke tem AhÄ AiSt=I vat kre Ke. TyaH ;nm: smysaray' khIne smysar nam icTSvwavI inTyanHd Ýwune huH nmuH KuH‐Aem kæuH. ;SvanuwUTya ckaste' je pote potanI SvanuwUitnI dxa=I Ýkaixt =ay Ke Aem pyaRynI vat krI. ;icTSvwavay' khIne gu` kæo, ;wavay' khIne ãƒ kæuH t=a ;svRwavaNtriCKde' khIne svR&ta isâ krI. Aam phela kzxmaH b\uH AiSt=I lI\uH Ke. tem Aa kzxmaH b\uH AiSt=I lI\uH Ke. AhÄ Aa kzxmaH ;Aa„a' te ãƒ, ;Acz cetna' te gu , ne ;Aa„amaH mG™' te pyaRy lI\I. Aam AiSt=I kæuH temaH naiStnuH &an AavI Ôy Ke. xaÏmaH maHgizk 5` Ýkare Aave Ke‐xrumaH, vcmaH ne AHtmaH. kzx 122 maH vcmaHnuH maHgizk AavI gyuH Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐xuâny Tyagva yoGy n=I, kar` ke tena ATyag=I kmRbH\ =to n=I, Ane tena Tyag=I bH\ j =ay Ke A=aRtŸ xuâny=I moÙ Ke‐Aa xaÏno incoD Ke. Lyo, AavI ApUvR vat Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ to kevzInI vaÌ Ke¸ jena ic¿maH cÇ!I Ae to Nyal ={ gya. Aha¦ Aa Nyal =vano kaz Ke wa{¦ inivRkLp AnuwUitmaH Aa„a Ýaº =yo te Anvrtp e potane Ýaiºmy j raqe Ke, kdI KU!to n=I.

vzI, ;|vSt-mohmŸ' je e mohno (A&an‐AH\karno) nax kyÈ Ke, j¡Ao, Aa ƒvharny=I vat Ke. potana





xuâ cEtNySvwavna Aa]ye pir`t =taH mohnI _Tpi¿ ={ nih to mohno nax kyÈ Aem ƒvhar=I kæuH Ke. potanI AnHt&an Aaid l"mI Ýg! ={ TyaH prnI sav\anIno wav j n=I, prnI sav\anI rhI j n=I Ae!le mohno nax kyÈ Aem kæuH Ke. Ahaha¦ cEtNyna Aa]ye cEtNyno inmRz‐xuâ _pyog je Ýg! =yo te inmRz inivRkar Ke to khe Ke ke‐mohno nax kyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

vzI, ;in:spTn-SvwavmŸ' jeno Svwav in:spTn (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmÈ ivnano) Ke, Ahaha... ÔeyuH? wgvan Aa„ano Svwav kmÈ=I iwþ Ke, ivruâ Ke. &an, AanHd [Tyaid Svwav j–aH pU R Ýg! ={ gyo TyaH kmR nDe Aem Ke nih.

vzI, ;ivml-pU`R' je inmRz Ke Ane je pU R Ke. Ahaha...¦ jevo wgvan Aa„a ãƒ‐gu`=I inmRz Ke, pU R Ke tevo te Sv‐Aa]ye pyaRymaH inmRz, pU R Ýg! =yo Ke A=aRtŸ ãƒna Aa]ymaH pyaRy inmRz, ne pU R Ýg! ={ g{. Aa sa|y$p isâdxa Ke.

Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐AevI ;OttŸ _idtmŸ Am<tcNã-ßyoit:' Aa _dy pamelI Am<tcHãßyoit (‐Am<tmy cHãma sman ßyoit, &an, Aa„a) ;smNtatŸ ßvltu' svR trf=I ÔßvLyman rho.

Ahaha...¦ Am<tSv$p Aa„a inTyanHd Ýwu‐tena Aa]ye Ýg! =yelI Am<tmy, cHãma sman ßyoit A=va Am<t sman &an, A=va Am<tcHã sman Aa„a svR trf=I‐svR Ýkare ÔßvLyman rho Aem Aa„ane AhÄ AaxIvaRd dI\a Ke. Lyo, pote potane AaxIvaRd Aape Ke.

Ahaha...¦ pHcm Aarana muinvr khe Ke‐Amne je moÙmagR Ýg! =yo Ke te Aevo ne Aevo ÔßvLyman rho¸ Aem ke Aa wav=I Aagz jtaH Amne pU R kevz&an Ane moÙ =xe. Ahaha...¦ Amne je inmRz pyaRy ={ te AevI ne AevI Ýg! =ya kro, ko{ Ýkare hI`p n ho‐Aem isâpd ma!e potane AaxIvaRd Aape Ke.


;jenuH mr` n=I t=a jena=I ANynuH mr` n=I te Am<t Ke vzI je ATyHt SvaidÚ (‐mI@uH) hoy tene loko $i#=I Am<t khe Ke.'

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy$pe hovapànuH xuH mr` =ay Ke? na, wgvan Aa„a ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRypè Amr Ke, Am<tSv$p Ke, Aeno kdIy nax =to n=I. \/uv icdanHdFn Ýwuna Aa]ye je inmRz pyaRy Ýg!e Ke tenoy nax =to n=I, tey AÙy Ke. vzI te AanHdna SvadvazI Am<t Ke. lokmaH p` SvaidÚ hoy tene Am<t khe Ke ne? tem Aa Anakuz AanHdna SvadvazI Am<t Ke. Ahaha...¦ Am<tSv$pI Aa„a Am<tmy Svadyu› Am<t Ke.

;AhÄ &anne‐Aa„ane‐Am<tcHãßyoit (A=aRtŸ Am<tmy cHãma sman ßyoit) khel Ke, te luPtopma AlHkar=I kæuH Ô`vuH kar` ke ;Am<tcNãvtŸ ßyoit:' no smas krtaH ;vtŸ' no lop ={ ;Am<tcNãßyoit:' =ay Ke.

(;vtŸ' xBd n mUktaH Am<tcHã$p ßyoit Aevo A=R krIAe to wed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke. ;Am<tcHãßyoit' AevuH j Aa„anuH nam khIAe to Awed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke.)'

Aa AlHkar Ae waØana pHiDtono ivØy Ke.

hve khe Ke‐;Aa„ane Am<tmy cHãma sman kæo hova KtaH, AhÄ khelaH ivxeØò vDe Aa„ane cHãma sa=e ƒitrek p` Ke kar` ke ;|vSt-moh' ivxeØ` A&anAH\karnuH dUr =vuH jàve Ke.'

wgvan Aa„a A&an‐AH\karne dUr krvavazo Ke, ßyare cHãma smSt AH\karno nax krto n=I. xuH FrmaH ke FrnI AHdrna p!aramaH cHãma Ýkax kre Ke? ma!e cHãmanI _pma svaÅxe lagu pDtI n=I.

vzI, ;ivml pU`R' ivxeØ` laHKnrihtp uH t=a pU Rp uH btave Ke.

wgvan Aa„a pU R ivml Ke, ßyare cHãmane to laHKn Ke. te=I cHãmanI _pma tene lagu pDtI n=I.




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vzI, ;in:spTnSvwav' ivxeØ` rahuibHb=I t=a vadzaH Aaid=I AaCKaidt n =vanuH jàve Ke.'

cHãnI AHdr rahu Aave Ke Ane te Aek Aek idvse Aek Aek kzane roke Ke¸ vzI cHã vadzo=I AaCKaidt =ay Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH tene rokvavazo ko{ rahu Ke nih, t=a te ko{=I AaCKaidt =to n=I. ma!e cHãmanI _pma tene lagu pDtI n=I.

vzI, ;smNtatŸ ßvltu' kæuH Ke te svR Ùe5e t=a svR kaze Ýkax krvanuH jàve Ke cHãma Aavo n=I.

Aha¦ 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô e Aevo Aa„ano Ýkax Ke ßyare cHãno Ýkax to =oDo kaz Ane =oDa Ùe5maH j hoy Ke. Aa Ýma e cHã sa=e wgvan Aa„anI _pma lagu pDtI n=I.

Aa kaƒmaH !Ikakar AacayRdeve ;Am<tcHã' AevuH potanuH nam p` jàƒuH Ke. smas pl!Ine A=R krtaH ;Am<tcHã'na Ane ;Am<tcHãßyoit'na Anek A=È =ay Ke te y=asHwv Ô`va.

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hve ]Iman Am<tcHã AacayRdev be kaƒo khIne Aa smysarxaÏnI AaTmQyait namnI !Ika pU R kre Ke.

;A&andxamaH AaTma Sv$pne wUlIne ragäeØmaH vtRto hto, prãƒnI iÊyano ktaR =to hto,-iÊyana fzno wo›a =to hto,-[Tyaid wavo krto hto¸ prHtu hve &andxamaH te wavo kaH[ j n=I j Aem Anuwvay Ke.'-Aava A=RnuH kaƒ Ý=m khe Ke:-

(xadURlivkÊIiDt)

ySmadŸ äEtmwUTpura SvpryowURtH yto½ZaNtrHragäeØpirg/he sit yto jatH ikÊyakarkE:.wu‰ana c yto½nuwUitriqlH iqþa ikÊyaya: flHtiä&anFnaEFmG™m\una ikiˆþ ikiîTkl.. 277..

}loka=R:- (ySmatŸ) jena=I (A=aRtŸ je prsHyog$p bH\pyaRyjint A&an=I) (pura) Ý=m (Sv-pryo: äEtmŸ AwUtŸ) potanuH Ane prnuH äEt =yuH (A=aRtŸ potana Ane prna wezsezpà$p wav =yo), (yt: AZ ANtrH wUtH) äEtp uH =taH jena=I Sv$pmaH AHtr pD–uH (A=aRtŸ bH\pyaRy j pota$p jàyo, (yt: rag-äeØ-pirg/he sit) Sv$pmaH AHtr pDtaH jena=I ragäeØnuH g/h` =yuH, (ikÊya-karkE: jatH) ragäeØnuH g/h` =taH jena=I iÊyana karko _TpNn =ya (A=aRtŸ iÊyano Ane ktaR-kmR Aaid karkono wed pDyo), (yt: c AnuwUit: ikÊyaya: AiqlH flH wu¨jana iqNna) karko _Tpþ =taH jena=I AnuwUit iÊyana smSt fzne wogvtI =kI iqNn ={ (-qed pamI), (ttŸ iv&an-Fn-AoF-mGnmŸ) te A&an hve iv&anFnna AoFmaH mG™ =yuH (A=aRtŸ &an$pe pir`MyuH) (A\una ikl ikiˆtŸ n ikiˆtŸ) te=I hve te b\uH qreqr kaH{ j n=I.

wava=R:- prsHyog=I &an j A&an$pe pir`MyuH htuH, A&an kaH{ judI vStu nhotI¸ ma!e hve ßyaH te &an$pe pir`MyuH TyaH te (A&an) kaH{ j n ræuH, A&anna inim¿e rag, äeØ, iÊyanuH ktaRp uH, iÊyana fznuH (-suqdu:qnuH) wo›ap uH [Tyaid wavo =ta hta te p` ivly paMya¸ Aek &an j rhI gyuH. ma!e hve Aa„a Sv-prna 5`kazvt± wavone &ata-ãÚa ={ne Ô~ya-deQya j kro. 277.





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;A&andxamaH Aa„a Sv$pne wUlIne ragäeØmaH vtRto hto, prãƒnI iÊyano ktaR =to hto, iÊyana fzno wo›a =to hto, ‐[Tyaid wavo krto hto¸...'

xuH kæuH? potana xuâ cEtNySv$pne Ô e nih, Ane pu~y‐papne Ô~ya kre Ae A&andxa Ke. Aha¦ AavI A&andxamaH, inj &ata‐¹Úa Sv$pne wUlIne ragäeØ$p ÝvtRvuH te im+yaTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu pote Ke Aene wUlIne ragäeØ$p ÝvtRvuH te im+yadxa Ke. AnHt kaz=I Òv AavI im+yadxa vDe du:qI Ke. ;Apne ko Aap wUlke heran ho gya'. Aha¦ potane wUlIne Òv ctugRit‐pirw/m` kre Ke.

Aha¦ potane wUlIne te prãƒnI iÊyano ktaR =to hto. xrIr, mn, vaÌ t=a xuwaxuw rag Ae pudŸglna piràm Ke, Ae kaH{ potanI cIj n=I, KtaH Aeno huH ktaR KuH‐Aem ÝvtRto hto. ragaid wavono te A&andxamaH ktaR ne wo›a =to hto. Aha¦ Ae e AnHt var muinv/t \ar` krIne, ragnI iÊyaAo krI krIne, rag=I iwþ inj cEtNynI ¹iÚna AwavmaH Ae e ragnuH fz je du:q tenuH j vedn kyuÅ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

;prHtu hve &andxamaH te wavo kaH{ j n=I Aem Anuwvay Ke.' Aava A=RnuH kaƒ Ý=m khe Ke:‐


;ySmatŸ' jena=I (A=aRtŸ je prsHyog$p bH\pyaRyjint A&an=I) ;pura' Ý=m ;Sv-pryo: äEtmŸ AwUtŸ' potanuH Ane prnuH äEt =yuH (A=aRtŸ potana Ane prna wezsezpà$p wav =yo)...

kzx bhu maimRk‐mmRwyÈ Ke. kmRna inim¿e je ragäeØmy pyaRy _Tpþ ={ te bH\jint pyaRy Ke. wavbH\ Ae bH\jint pyaRy Ke. Ae potanI cIj n=I KtaH Aene potanI manvI te A&an Ke, im+yawav Ke. Aa bH\jint pyaRy kmRna kar e _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem nih, Ae potana kar e _Tpþ =ay Ke Aene kmRjint khevI Ae ƒvharny Ke. xaÏmaH AevaH ƒvharnynaH k=n Aave Ke, gom!saraidmaH FàH Aave Ke. Aene inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!enuH ƒvharnynuH k=n smjvuH Ôe{Ae.

Ahaha...¦ xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu pote Ke. tene Fat krI je ivkarI pyaRy potamaH _Tpþ =ay te pota=I potana kar e _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa ivkarI dxane inj cEtNymaH wezvvI‐Aena=I Aekta krvI te äEt Ke. Ahaha...¦ potana AbH\SvwavmaH bH\wavne wezvvo te äEt Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aa mhav/taidno ke wi›no ivkLp =ay te rag Ke, ivwav Ke, sHyogIwav Ke tene xuâ cEtNySvwav sa=e Aekp e manvo te äEt Ke, ivsHvad Ke. ga=a 3maH Aave Ke ke‐wgvan Aa„ane pr‐rag sa=e sHbH\ khevo Ae ivsHvad _wo krnarI k=a Ke. ãƒSvwavmaH AekTv pamvuH te b\e suHdr Ke, p` Aa„ane rag=I Aekpàno sHbH\ manvo te Élex _Tpþ krnaruH Ke.

Ahaha...¦ jena AiStTv‐hovapàmaH Aeklo &ananHdno Svwav wyÈ Ke te inj s¿anI ¹iÚ ivna rag _pr lÙ jtaH A&an _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aha¦ potanI cIj je Aek &aykwavmy Ke AemaH ragne wezvvo, ragne potano Ô`vo TyaH, khe Ke, äEt éwuH =ay Ke. Aha¦ huH to Aek icNma5 vStu KuH, ne rag iwþ Ke Aem nih Ô`taH, huH Ane rag Aek KIAe Aem Ô`taH äEt qDuH =ay Ke. Are, Anaid=I Aene Sv‐prnuH äEt j éwuH =yuH Ke. Ke ne AHdr¦ ;Sv-pryo: äEtmŸ AwUt' Aha¦ AacayRnI FÌ‐gU# xElI Ke. gagrmaH sagr wyÈ Ke. Aha¦ kevzIna keDaytI idgHbr sHtonI xI vat¦ &anmaH rag n=I, ne ragmaH &an n=I. Aha¦ Aa prma=R sTy Ke. KtaH Anaid ingod=I maHDIne Aene SvprnI Aektana A&an=I äEt éwuH =yuH Ke. xuâ cEtNy to AäEt AekluH Ke, AemaH ragne‐prne wezvtaH äEt =yuH Ke. wa{¦ AacayR tne Ôg/t =vanaH gaàH gay Ke ke‐Ôg na=¦ Ôg. Aa rag sa=e wztaH to äEt éwuH =yuH Ke. Arere¦ AekmaH äEt =yuH Ae to mhadu:q Ke. ivsHvad Ke.

Ahaha...¦ ;yt: AZ ANtrH wUt' äEtp uH =taH jena=I Sv$pmaH AHtr pD–uH,... Aa„ãƒ &an ne AanHd=I wrelo saÙatŸ wgvan Ke, Aene pamr rag sa=e ÔeDI detaH Sv$pnuH AHtr pDI gyuH Ke, Sv$pnI ÝaiºmaH iv¼n




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=yuH Ke. Aene &anmaH ;rag te huH' Aem waSyuH ne¦ Aa kar e Aene ragnI‐ivkLpnI pÞD ={ g{ Ke. Sv$pnI pÞDne bdle Aene ragnI‐bH\nI pÞD ={ g{ Ke. icdanHdFn cEtNymy potanI cIj Ke te Aene dUr rhI g{. ragnI‐du:qnI pÞDmaH &ananHd Ýwu dUr rhI gyo.

Are wa{¦ wgvan kevzI to Aem khe Ke ke‐AmarI same Ôe ma¸ kemke AmarI same Ôeva=I tne rag _Tpþ =xe, du:q =xe. ma!e tuH tarI same Ôe, SvsNmuq =a Ane AHtrmaH Ôe. te=I tne AanHd Ýg!xe. Lyo, Aa rIt Ke. Aa isvay Ae e Anaid=I Sv sa=e prne wezvIne äEt j éwuH kyuÅ Ke ragne j g/æo Ke.

hve khe Ke‐;yt: rag-äeØ-pirg/he sit' Sv$pmaH AHtr pDtaH jena=I ragäeØnuH g/h` =yuH, ;ikÊya-karkE: jatH' ragäeØnuH g/h` =taH jena=I iÊyana karko _Tpþ =ya (A=aRtŸ iÊyano Ane ktaR‐kmR Aaid karkono wed pD–o),...

Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? ke SvSv$p AanHdkHd Ýwu dUr ={ jtaH ragäeØnuH g/h` =yuH, Ane ragnuH g/h` =taH Aene iÊya nam ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko _Tpþ =ya. ragaidno huH ktaR, ragaid maruH kmR, ragaidnuH huH kr`, ragaid j meH mne dI\aH [Tyaid A&an$p ragaid iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko potamaH _Tpþ =ya. Aha¦ wUl kem ={, Ane AenuH piràm xuH? Ae btave Ke.

A&anIne wUlnI qbr n=I. Ae to smje Ke ke‐dxRnmohnIyna _dy=I im+yaTv =yuH Ke. Are wgvan¦ Aa tuH xuH laƒo? dxRnmohnIyno _dy to jD Ke, Ane je ivkarna piràm tarI dxamaH =ay Ke Ae to icdawas Ke. bþe vCce Awav Ke TyaH te kmR xuH kre? kmRno _dy ivk<twavne kre Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih. ivk<twav taramaH tara=I =ay Ke, ãƒkmR ivkar kre Ke Aem Ke j nih. teH ãƒkmR sa=e sHbH\ maNyo Ke, p` vaStvmaH Aem Ke nih. prma=eR wgvan Aa„a AbâSp<Ú j Ke. wa{¦ jEnna name ßyaH TyaH kmR rqDave Ke Aem tuH khe Ke, p` kmR to jD Ke bapu¦ Ae tne xuH rqDave?

vStu Aem Ke ke‐Anaid=I Òvne ãƒnI ¹iÚ KU!I g{ Ke. Anaid=I tene [iNãy‐Aa\In &an vteR Ke Ae!le ragne Ô`taH huH rag KuH‐Aem ragnI Aene pkD ={ g{ Ke. rag potanI cIjmaH nih hova KtaH A&anne kar e ragnI pkD ={ g{ Ke. Ane te=I tene ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko _Tpþ =ya Ke. pyaRynI ferÌ te iÊya Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐

krta pirnamI drv, krm $p pirnam¸ikirya prjykI ifrin, vStu Aek 5y nam.

Aha¦ w/aHitvx Aene ragna Ø!Ÿkarko peda =ya Ke.

pHcaiStkay ga=a 62maH lI\uH Ke ke‐je rag va ivkar =ay Ke teno ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr`‐te ivkar‐rag Ke. Aek smynI ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkark te te pyaRymaH Ke. kmR Aaid prãƒmaH nih, ne ãƒ‐gu maH p` nih. ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ j Ke te Axuâne kem kre?

Aha¦ je e ragnuH g/h` kyuÅ Ke tene AanHdkHd Ýwu Aa„anuH g/h` =yuH nih, Ane ragnuH g/h` =taH tene iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko _Tpþ =ya. A=aRtŸ ktaR, kmR, kr` [Tyaid karkona wed pDI gya. te potanI cIj=I ivqu!o pDI gyo. tene karko _Tpþ =taH ragno Anuwv =yo Ane ragnI AnuwUit na fzp e te e Anaid=I du:q j wogƒuH. Aha¦ Anaid=I ingod=I maHDI jEnno idgHbr sa\u ={ nvmI g/Eveyk gyo TyaH p` te e ragno j Anuwv kyÈ. ga=a 102maH AavI gyuH ke je smye je wavno ktaR =ay Ke te smye teno j te wo›a =ay Ke. sHyog mze Ae to pKInI vat Ke. Aa to je smye rag kre te j smye teno te wo›a =ay Ke.

hve khe Ke‐ ;yt: c AnuwUit: ikÊyaya: AiqlH flH wußjana iqNna' karko _TpNn =taH jena=I AnuwUit iÊyana smSt fzne wogvtI =kI iqþ ={ (‐qed pamI),.....

Ahaha...¦ ÔeyuH? huH rag KuH Aem ragmaH Aektabuiâ =va=I ragnuH fz wogvto qediqþ ={ gyo. wle xuwrag hoy, toy te qediqþ j ={ gyo¸ te e qedne j wogƒo Aem khe Ke.





im+ya¹iÚ je nvmI g/Eveyk Ôy Ke Aene xukl leXyana piràm hoy Ke, p` Ae kaH{ cIj n=I. k<*`, nIl, kapot, pIt, pÍ, ne xukl Ae b\I j leXyaAo ragwav Ke, Élexwav Ke xukl leXya p` kØayna rHg=I j rHgayelI Ke. loko ÝxSt ragne wlo mane Ke ne? p` Ae to Aene AxuwnI ApeÙa ÝxSt kæo Ke, bakI Ae p` AÝxSt j Ke, AenI (ÝxSt ragnI) ruicmaH to Aene Aaqo Aa„a dUr ={ gyo Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...¦

;iÊyana smSt fzne' Aem xBdo Ke ne? mtlb ke je!la ragäeØ _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae!luH te kaze TyaH du:q wogve Ke. Aha¦ Aa„ano Anuwv Ke nih, Svwav sNmuqta Ke nih, Svwav=I ivmuqta Ke, ne ragnI‐ivwavnI sNmuqta Ke to tene te kaze ragnuH‐du:qnuH vedn Ke Aem khe Ke. Aa b\a \npit‐\Uzpit Ke ne? Ae b\a rag‐äeØnuH‐JernuH vedn kre Ke. AemaH mJa mane Ke Ae to mU#p uH ne paglp uH Ke. jem _nazano sqt grmIno idvs hoy, Ane bazkne AenI mataAe dU\ bhu pIvDavI dI\uH hoy to pKI te bazkne patza dSt =ay Ke, Ae dStne bazk ha= ADaDe Ae!le te @HDo lage te=I bazk tene ca!va lage Ke, bs AenI jem A&anI ragäeØ _Tpþ krIne temaH mJa mane Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? Aa to AenuH paglp uH j Ke. Aha¦ ragnuH AekTv krva=I ragnI iÊya _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ane AenuH fz Ae j smye du:qne wogve Ke, du:qne wogvtaH qediqþ =ay Ke. Aa!lI A&annI iÊyanI vat krI, hve gulaH! qay Ke &annI vat kre Ke.

;ttŸ iv&an-Fn-AoF-mGnmŸ' te A&an hve iv&anFnna AoFmaH mG™ =yuH (A=aRtŸ &an$pe pir`MyuH) ;A\una ikl ikˆt n ikiˆt te=I hve te b\uH qreqr kaH{ j n=I.

j¡Ao xuH kI\uH? ¹iÚAe ßyaH pl!o qa\o TyaH AHdrmaH huH rag KuH AevI je buiâ htI te m!I buiâ iv&anFn ={ g{. huH iv&anFn Aa„a j KuH AevI ¹iÚ =taH sMyGdxRn =yuH, A&an hve iv&anFnna AoFmaH sma{ gyuH, ãƒmaH AHdr pairàimkwave wzI gyuH. rag _dywav Ke, Aeno ƒy =taH te AHdr rag Sv$pe ãƒmaH gyo Aem nih, p` te yoGyta$pe pairàimkwav ={ne ãƒmaH wzI gyo Aem vat Ke.

A&annI Ùyopxm dxa ho ke sMyG&annI Ùyopxm pyaRy ho, Ae nax ={ne k–aH g{? to khe Ke‐jem jzna trHg jzmaH DUbe Ke tem A&annI ke &annI pyaRy ƒy pamI AHdrmaH guDp ={ Ôy Ke. ragnI pyaRy ho ke A&annI pyaRy ho, te pyaRy stŸ Ke, Ane teno ƒy =taH AHdr ãƒmaH yoGyta$pe guDp ={ Ôy Ke je Aem n hoy to stŸno Awav ={ Ôy, ne Awav ={ Ôy to AHdrmaH yoGyta n rhe. AhÄ khe Ke ‐te A&an hve iv&anFnna AoFmaH mG™ =yuH, A=aRtŸ A&anno ƒy ={ne sMyG&an =yuH. phelaH ¹iÚ ivprIt htI te pl!Ine ãƒnI ¹iÚ ={ TyaH huH iv&anFn prm Ýwu KuH AevuH ¹iÚ‐&annuH pir`mn ={ gyuH. pir`mn hÇ, ivkLp nih. huH xuâ KuH, buâ KuH [Tyaid ivkLp rhe TyaH su\I to sMyGdxRn n=I. Aa vat ktaRkmR Ai\karmaH AavI g{ Ke. Aa to ãƒnI AekpànI ¹iÚ ={ TyaH ragnI pyaRyna karko KU!I inmRz pyaRyna karko éwa =ya. ¹iÚ pl!I, idxa pl!I, ne Aa„a AanHdmaH lIn =yo.

svarmaH ÝÆ hto ne ke sMyGdxRn kem =ay? Lyo, sma\an Aem Ke ke‐ragnI ruic pl!Ine inj iv&anFn Sv$pnaH mihma Ane ruic krI ¹iÚ

AHdrmaH l{ jtaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. phelamaH pheluH Aa ktRƒ Ke Aa ivna b\uH AekDa ivnanaH mÄDaH Ke. te A&an iv&anFnSvwavmaH mGn =yuH, Ae!le A&an n ræuH, AHdrmaH yoGyta$p =[ ãƒmaH gyuH.

AHdrmaH A&an rhe Ane ne &an =ay Aem bne nih. Aha¦ ragnI Aekta Ae to Aa„Fat Ke AemaH to Aa„anuH m<Tyu =ay Ke. iv&anFn Ýwu Aa„ane

ragvazo manvo, A=aRtŸ huH rag KuH Aem manvuH Ae to wavmr` Ke, kemke AemaH potana cEtNySv$pno [Nkar =yo ne¦ cEtNyno [Nkar Ae AenI ihHsa Ke, ne Ae wavmr` Ke. Aha¦ rag=I mne law Ke AevI ¹iÚmaH Ýwu¦ taruH Ù e Ù e wavmr` ={ ræuH Ke. ]ImdŸmaH AaƒuH Ke ne ke‐;Ù` Ù` wyHkr wavmrè kaH Aho racI rho¦' wa{, prmaH ne ragmaH suq mantaH tara suqno nax =ay Ke Ae to Ôe. Aa Avsr pUro ={ jxe wa{¦ deh fU ={ jxe, ne tuH k–aHy caLyo j{x, ne Ù`Ù`nuH wavmr` caLya j krxe. (Ôe Aa„¹iÚ hmàH j na krI to).

Ahaha...¦ Anaid=I Òv ragmaH potap uH manto hto te hve gulaH! marI ßyaH ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ krI




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TyaH A&ansmUhno nax ={ne te iv&anFnSvwavmaH mlI gyuH. im+ya&anno ƒy ={ne sMyG&annuH pir`mn ={ gyuH. ragnI iÊya ne tenuH fz hve ræuH nih. sMyG¹iÚ cÊvt± hoy, bhar Anek vEwvmaH éwo hoy toy AHdr &anmaH Ae b\uH (potanuH) kaH{ j n=I. ßyaH lgI puruØa=R AoKo Ke TyaHsu\I Aivrit‐wav Ke, p` te Aivrit‐wav &anwavne ADto j n=I. &anIno to &ata¹Úa wav j Ke, ne AnHtkaz &ata¹Úa‐wav j rhexe kevz&an =taH &ata¹Úa j rhexe. smÔ uH kaH{...?


;prsHyog=I &an j A&an$pe pir`MyuH htuH. A&an kaH{ j¡dI vStu nhotI¸ ma!e hve ßyaH te &an$pe pir`MyuH TyaH te (A&an) kaH{ j n ræuH,...'

j¡Ao, pu~y‐papna ivkLp Ae sHyogI cIj Ke. ivwav Ke ne¦ Ae potana SvwavnI cIj n=I. Aa ivwavna sHgna wav=I, khe Ke, Anaidkaz=I &an j A&an$pe pir`MyuH htuH A&an ko{ j¡dI vStu nhotI. Ahaha...¦ jem sutrnI dorImaH gaH@ pDe Ke Ae kaH[ sutr=I iwþ cIj n=I, tem A&an kaH{ j¡dI cIj n=I, Aey &anSv$pI Ýwu Aa„anuH j A&anmy pir`mn Ke. Aha¦ &anSv$p Aa„a sa=e ragna AekTv=I bH\ayelI te A&anmy pir`mn$p Aa„anI gaH@ Ke, Aam te Aa„a=I j¡dI cIj n=I.

wgvan Aa„aAe ragno sHg kyÈ te=I tena &annI AavI A&anmy dxa ={ Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐

;AiG™ she FnFat, lohkI sHgit pa{.'

AiG™Ae loh‐lo#ano sHg kyÈ to Aena pr F`na Fa pDe Ke tem AsHg cEtNyßyot Ýwu Aa„aAe ragno sHg kyÈ to Aena &annuH A&anmy pir`mn =yuH Ke. A&an$p AvS=a (pyaRy ApeÙa) Aa„a=I ko{ iwþ cIj n=I. A&an kho ke sHsar kho, Ae Aa„anI pyaRy=I iwþ cIj n=I. Aa xrIr, ÏI, ku!uHb‐pirvar ke kmR Ae Òvno sHsar n=I, sHsr` (ragna sHgmaH rhevuH) te sHsar Ke, Ane Òve te sHsar potana A&an$p Apra\=I éwo kyÈ Ke. ke!lak khe Ke tem ÏI‐ku!uHb Aaid KoDI dI\aH to sHsar KU!I gyo Aem nih, A&anwav‐ragna sHgno wav‐KoDva=I sHsar KU!e Ke, A=aRtŸ &anwav=I j sHsar KU!e Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aho¦ idgHbr sHtoAe to Nyal krI dI\a Ke. jene jene Aa vat AHtrmaH be@I te Nyal ={ gya Ke.

Aha¦ Anaid=I potana A&anwav=I Òv corasIna AvtarmaH rqDe Ke, kmRne kar e rqDe Ke Aem n=I. wUl pote kre, ne naqe kmR ma=e te kaH{ wUl m!aDvanI rIt n=I. vaStvmaH Aa„a potanI pyaRymaH SvtH5p e ivkar kre Ke, AemaH kmRnI ApeÙa n=I. Ôe kmRna kar e ivkar =ay to Aa„anuH Sva\Inp uH rhe nih¸ kmR !ze to ivkar !ze, p` sHsarIne kmR k–are n hoy? vaStvmaH ãƒ¹iÚ ivna, A&an=I Aa„a Svymev ivkarna Ø!Ÿkark$pe pir`me Ke, AemaH kmRnI ko{ ApeÙa n=I. wa{, phelaH saco in Ry to kr ke wUl pota=I ={ Ke, kmR=I nih. sacI smj` kre to wUl !azvano Avkax Ke. bakI kmR ivkar krave to kmR KoDe Tyare KU!karo =ay, potane Aa\In to kaH{ ræuH nih, p` AevI vStu n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke‐te (A&an) &an$pe pir`MyuH TyaH te kaH{ n ræuH. Ahaha...¦ huH Ô`gSvwavI iv&anFn Ýwu Aa„a KuH Aem inj s¿ano in Ry =yo TyaH A&an ræuH nih. wle pyaRymaH ALp&ta Ke, p` svR&SvwavI inj Aa„anuH wan =yuH to A&an kaH{ n ræuH. A&an jevI cIj j n rhI, &an‐&an‐sMyG&an =yuH. smÔ uH kaH{...? im+ya&an Ane sMyG&an‐bNne sa=e rhI xktaH n=I, te=I AHt¹RiÚ =taH sMyG&an =yuH to A&an kaH{ n ræuH. AavI vat Ke.

Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a potanI cIjnI ßyaH AHdrmaH sHwaz leva gyo TyaH Aene A&an !zI gyuH, ne sMyG&an Ýg! ={ gyuH. &anne5 je bH\ htaH te qulI gyaH, kba! je bH\ htaH te qulI gyaH.

Aha¦ ij&asu ke jene Aa vat \ar`amaH Ke, p` AHt¹RiÚ ={ n=I tene hj¡ kba! bH\ Ke. ßyaH AHt¹RiÚ ={ ke trt j A&anno nax ={ kba! qulI Ôy Ke, Ane Tyare huH xaHtrsno‐cEtNyrsno‐AanHdrsno ipHD KuH Aevo Anuwv =ay Ke.





Aha¦ ÏIno, puruØno, npuHskno ko{ Aakar Aa„amaH n=I. ãƒ‐wavved=I riht iv&anFnSv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 172maH AilHgg/h`na bolmaH Aa vat lI\I Ke ke Aa„amaH ãƒvednI Aak<it n=I, tem wavved‐ivØyvasna p` Aa„amaH n=I. Ahaha...¦ AavI Aa„¹iÚ je kre Ke te ÏI ho, bazk ho, ke puruØ ho, te AHtrmaH Anuwv krIne sMyGdxRn Ýaº krI le Ke. SvsNmuqnI ¹iÚ vDe j sMyGdxRn‐&an =ay Ke, Ae isvay Aeno bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I. AhÄ khe Ke Sv‐Aa]ye ßyaH sMyG&an =yuH TyaH A&an kaH{ ræuH nih¸ A&anno nax ={ gyo.

hve khe Ke‐;A&anna inim¿e rag, äeØ, iÊyanuH ktaRp uH, iÊyana fznuH (‐suqdu:qnuH) wo›ap uH [Tyaid wavo =ta hta te p` ivly paMya¸ Aek &an j rhI gyuH.'

Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNymUitR Ýwu pote Ke, teno AHtmuRq ¹iÚmaH SvIkar kyÈ TyaH sMyG&an Ýg! =yuH to A&anwavmaH je ragäeØ =ta hta te ivly paMya, ne ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko=I te inv<¿ =yo, ne iÊyanuH fz je du:q tena=I p` inv<it ={. bakI xuH ræuH? to khe Ke‐Aek &an j rhI gyuH. Ahaha...¦ potana &ananHdSvwavnI ¹iÚ ={ to sMyGdxRn‐&annI inmRz pirìt Ýg! ={¸ rag‐äeØ ne tenuH fz iviln ={ gya, ne Anakuz AanHdnI vItragI pirìt Ýg! ={. Aa„amaH ktaR, kmR Aaid SvwavonuH inmRz pir`mn xru =yuH. Aane \mR Ane vItragmagRnI xruAat khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aha¦ potana Sv$pnI ¹iÚ =taH A&an Ane A&an=I _Tpþ =tI ragnI iÊya Ane tenuH fz du:q nax pamI Ôy Ke. ¹iÚmaH ragey n=I ne du:qey n=I. p` sa\kne pyaRymaH ikHictŸ Axuâta Ke, rag Ke. &anI tene y=aiS=t Ô e Ke. tene je &an vteR Ke te Ô e Ke ke je AHxe rag Ke tenuH ktaR‐wo›ap uH p` Ke. krva‐wogvvayoGy Aem nih, p` AHxe ragnuH pir`mn Ke to pir`mn ApeÙa tenuH ktaR‐wo›ap uH Ke. Aavo vItragno AnekaHtSv$p magR Ke.

Aek baj¡ &anIne ragaid ivlIn ={ gya kho, ne vzI ktaR‐wo›ap uH kho‐Aa to ivruâ Ke?

ivvÙa smjtaH ivruâ to kaH{ j n=I. &anIne ragnuH SvaimTv n=I to ivlIn ={ gyo kæuH, ne ikHictŸ pir`mn Ke to ktaR‐wo›ap uH kæuH. SyaäadIne AamaH kaH{ ivruâ wastuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...? SvwavnI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH &anIne rag iv>man n=I, ne &annI njre j¡Ao to, pyaRyne j¡Ao to ikHictŸ rag Ke, ne tenuH vedn p` Ke. AavI j vStu Ke, temaH ivruâ kaH{ j n=I. StvnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

Ýwu tum Ô`g rIit, saE jg deqta ho lal¸inj s¿aAe xuâ, saEne peqta ho lal.

he na=¦ he svR&dev¦ AmarI inj s¿a‐inj Svwav xuâ Ke Aem Aap deqo Ko. pyaRymaH je pu~y‐papna ivkLp _@e Ke‐te Aas/v tÀv Ke, Aa„a n=I. inj s¿aAe xuâ icdanHdkHd Ýwu Ke tene Aap Aa„a Ôò Ko. Aha¦ Aava xuâ cEtNySv$pnI ¹iÚ =vI te sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke, Ane Ae j ApUvR puruØa=R Ke. Aa isvay v/t, tp, dya, dan, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid iÊyakaHD to AnHt kazmaH AnHt var kI\a, p` Ae kaH{ n=I. Aena=I \mR manvo Ae to A&anwav Ke. ßyare wgvan Aa„anI ¹iÚ ne Aa]y =ay Ke Tyare A&an !zI, &an =ay Ke, ne Aek &an j rhI Ôy Ke ragnI iÊya ne iÊyafzno nax ={ Ôy Ke. smiktI ragno hve ktaR‐wo›a =to n=I, Aek &ata‐¹Úa rhI Ôy Ke. xrIr hoy teney te Ô e, ragney Ô e, ne wv hoy teney bs (Aa pr Ke Aem) Ô e j Ke.

;ma!e hve Aa„a Svprna 5`kazvt± wavone &ata‐¹Úa ={ne Ô~ya‐deQya j kro.' j¡Ao Aa wavna¦ Aek ke pU R &an‐dxRn$p ={ Ô~ya‐deQya j kro. Lyo, AavI vat¦

ÝÆ:- pyaRy ivlIn ={ te k–aH g{?

_¿r:- ãƒmaH AHdr calI g{. pyaRy$p n rhI, yoGyta$pe AHdr ãƒmaH wzI g{, iv&anFnsmUhmaH mG™ ={ g{. jem srkÌ gaH@ hoy Ke te qeHcva=I kpDamaH sma{ Ôy Ke, tem ragnI Aektabuiâ htI te




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gaH@ htI, g/Hi=wed =taH yoGyta$pe ãƒmaH AHdrmaH sma{ g{. i5kazI pyaRyono ipHD Ae ãƒ Ke ne? Anaid‐AnHt pyaRyono ipHD te gu Ke, ne AnHt gu no ipHD te ãƒ Ke. AavI jEndxRnnI vat AlaEikk Ke. AenuH &an =taH wvno AHt AavI Ôy Ke. smiktIne Aekad wv hoy te Aena &annuH &ey Ke, bs.

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;pUvoR› rIte &andxamaH prnI iÊya potanI nih wastI hova=I, Aa smysarnI ƒaQya krvanI iÊya p` marI n=I, xBdonI Ke'-Aeva A=RnuH, smysarnI ƒaQya krvana Aiwman$p kØayna Tyagne sUcvnaruH kaƒ hve khe Ke:-

(_pjait)

Svxi›sHsUictvStutÀvE- VyaRQya kËteyH smySy xBdE: . Sv$pguºSy n ikiˆdiSt ktRVymevam<tcNãsUre: .. 278 ..

}loka=R:- (Sv-xi›-sHsUict-vStu-tÀvE: xBdE:) potanI xi›=I jem e vStunuH tÀv (-y=a=R Sv$p) sarI rIte kæuH Ke Aeva xBdoAe ([yH smySy VyaQya) Aa smynI ƒaQya (-Aa„vStunuH ƒaQyan A=va smyÝaw<txaÏnI !Ika) (kËta) krI Ke¸ (Sv$p-guºSy Am<tcNãsUre:) Sv$pguº (-AmUitRk &anma5 Sv$pmaH guº) Am<tcHãsUirnuH (ikiˆtŸ Ov ktRVymŸ n AiSt) (temaH) kaH{ j ktRƒ n=I.

wava=R:- xBdo Ke te to pudŸgl Ke. teAo puruØna inim¿=I v R-pd-vaÉ–$pe pir`me Ke¸ te=I temnamaH vStuna Sv$pne khevanI xi› Svymev Ke, kar` ke xBdno Ane A=Rno vaCyvack sHbH\ Ke. Aa rIte ãƒ]utnI rcna xBdoAe krI Ke Ae vat j y=a=R Ke. Aa„a to AmUitRk Ke, &anSv$p Ke. te=I te mUitRk pudŸglnI rcna kem krI xke? ma!e j AacayRdeve kæuH Ke ke ;Aa smyÝaw<tnI !Ika xBdoAe krI Ke, huH to Sv$pmaH lIn KuH, maruH ktRƒ temaH (-!Ika krvamaH) kaH{ j n=I.' Aa k=n AacayRdevnI inmaRnta p` btave Ke. hve Ôe inim¿nEimi¿k ƒvhar=I khIAe to Aem p` khevay Ke j ke Amuk kayR Amuk puÌØe kyuÅ. Aa Nyaye Aa Aa„Qyait namnI !Ika p` Am<tcHãacayRk<t Ke j. te=I tene vaHcnara t=a saHwznaraAoAe temno _pkar manvo p` yu› Ke¸ kar` ke tene vaHcva t=a saHwzva=I parmai=Rk Aa„anuH Sv$p jày Ke, tenuH ]âan t=a Aacr` =ay Ke, im+ya &an, ]âan t=a Aacr` dUr =ay Ke Ane prHpraAe moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. mumuÙuAoAe Aano inrHtr AWyas krvayoGy Ke. 278.

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;pUvÈ› rIte &andxamaH prnI iÊya potanI nih wastI hova=I, Aa smysarnI ƒaQya krvanI iÊya p` marI n=I, xBdonI Ke'‐Aeva A=RnuH, smysarnI ƒaQya krvana Aiwman$p kØayna Tyagne sUcvnaruH kaƒ hve khe Ke ‐

pUvÈ› Ýkare Ae!le huH Aa„a Aek &ananHdSv$p KuH AevI ¹iÚ ={ hova=I &andxamaH xrIrnI, vaÌnI ke ragnI iÊya potanI wastI n=I. Ahaha...¦ pyaRy rag=I ivmuq ={ SvwavnI sNmuq ={, potanuH AiStTv pU RSv$p AnuwvmaH AaƒuH to Ae dxa =taH, khe Ke, &anIne xrIrnI ne vaÌnI iÊya, ne ƒvharno je ivkLp _@e Ke te iÊya marI Ke, hu Aeno ktaR KuH Aem wastuH n=I. j¡Ao Aa \mR ne \m±nI AHtrdxa¦





Ahaha...¦ &ananHdSvwav=I wrpur pU Riv&anFn Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tene AnusrIne Anuwv =yo te Anuwv kevo Ke? Ahaha...¦

—Anuwv icHtamin rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸Anuwv marg moqko, Anuwv moq s$p.˜

Ahaha...¦ sMyG¹iÚ‐&anI huH pU R prma„Sv$p KuH Aem potane Anuwve Ke, ragvazo, ne kmRvazo KuH Aem Anuwvto n=I. Are, huH Aek KuH, xuâ KuH‐Aevo ivkLpey TyaH n=I. Aha¦ AavI inivRkLp AnuwUit ={ Ke te &anI khe Ke‐Aha¦ xBdonI rcna xBdo=I ={ Ke, Ae iÊya marI Ke, ne huH Aeno ktaR KuH Aem mne wastuH n=I. meH waØ` dI\uH, ne _pdex AaPyo, ne Aa maro _pdex‐Aem mane Ae to im+yawav Ke, im+ya Aiwman Ke. wa{, _pdexnI waØa ko` kre? xuH Aa„a kre? kdIy na kre. wgvannI idƒ|vin nIkze Ke tena ktaR wgvan n=I. vaÌ pota=I Ýmai`k Ke, pr=I Ýmai`k khevI Ae to ƒvhar Ke.

AhÄ AacayR wgvan potanI vat khe Ke ke‐smysarnI ƒaQya krvanI iÊya marI n=I. Lyo, AavI srs AlaEikk !Ika rcI, ne hve AacayRdev khe Ke‐Aa ƒaQya‐!Ika meH krI Ke, mara=I ={ Ke‐Aem n=I. huH to Aa„a KuH, Sv$pguº KuH, waØanI iÊya marI Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ xBdonI gUH=Ì meH krI Ke Aem Ke j nih. gjbnI vat¦

AhÄ Aek bIÒ vat:

suny Aene khIAe jene bIÔ nynI ApeÙa hoy, A=aRtŸ suny sapeÙ Ke. sapeÙtano A=R xuH? ke pyaRy, wed ne ragnuH lÙ KoDvuH, tenI _peÙa krvI. Lyo, Ae AenI sapeÙta Ke. jemke‐Svwav sNmuq =taH inüyny Ýg! =yo, to inüynyne bIÔ nynI ApeÙa hovI Ôe{Ae ke nih? Lyo, Aavo ÝÆ =ay to sma\an Aem Ke ke‐prnI‐ragnI‐wednI _peÙa te ApeÙa Ke. Aa sunynI ƒaQya khI.

kunymaH bIÔ Anera \mRnI ApeÙa n=I. Ýma`maH inüynyna ivØy _praHt ƒvharnyne pyaRyne wezvvamaH Aave Ke ãƒ‐pyaRySv$pnuH &an kravvamaH Aave Ke. hve inüynyne ƒvharnynI ApeÙa xuH? to ƒvharno ivØy je wed tenuH lÙ KoDvuH, pyaRynuH lÙ KoDvuH te AenI sapeÙta Ke. Aavo marg AlaEikk Ke wa{¦

ÝÆ:- Sv‐Aa]ye inüyny to Ýg!–o, p` sa=e bIÔe ny n hoy to im+yany ={ Ôy.

_¿r:- p` bIÔe ny hoy Aeno A=R xuH? Ae j ke tena ivØywUt pyaRynI ne wednI _peÙa krvI. Lyo, Aa AenI sapeÙta Ke. AenuH lÙ KoDI i5kazI Aek &aykmaH Aekag/ =vuH tenuH nam sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ke.

Ahaha...¦ smiktIne &annI dxamaH prnI iÊya potanI wastI n=I. mtlb ke pyaRymaH rag Ke, lqtI veza vaÌna jLpno ivkLp Ke, Ane xBdo lqay Ke, p` jenI ¹iÚmaH Aek &ayk vSyo Ke tene Ae b\I prnI iÊyaAo potanI Ke, pote krI Ke Aem wastuH n=I. Aene to Ae b\I iÊyaAo Ýit _dasInta ne _peÙa j Ke.

vzI Aek bIÒ vat:

inymsarnI bIÒ ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐xuâ rTn5ya„k magR prm inrpeÙ hova=I moÙno _pay Ke. j¡Ao, inüy moÙmagR prm inrpeÙ Ke, temaH ƒvharnuH lÙ n=I, ƒvharnI tene ApeÙa n=I. Aa rIte inüyne ƒvharnI ApeÙa n=I. wa{, Aavo AHtrno magR AnHt kazmaH Ae e smj`maH lI\o n=I. bharmaH iÊyakaHD krIne mrI gyo p` AHtrnI cIj Ae e lÙmaH lI\I nih. Are, je _peÙayoGy Ke tenI ApeÙa kI\a krI, ne jenuH AHtrlÙ krvanuH Ke tenI Ae e _peÙa j kI\e raqI Ke¦

xuâ rTn5yno magR prm inrpeÙ Ke. j¡Ao Aa sHtonI vaÌ¦ Aa to wgvannI vaÌ wa{¦ mzvI mha muXkel khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tara Sv‐Aa]ymaH prnI‐ragnI ne wednI ko{ ApeÙa n=I. ßyaH ƒvharnI ApeÙa khI Ke TyaH AenI _peÙa Ae j AenI ApeÙa smjvI. ga=amaH Aave Ke ne ke‐

—inüynyai]t muinvro Ýaiº kre invaR`nI.˜




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Aha¦ Aavo vItragno marg¦ Ae!le to ga=amaH (ga=a 11maH) ƒvharnyne AwUta=R nam AsTya=R kæo Ke. Aene AwUta=R Ô`vo AenuH nam AenI sapeÙta. smÔ uH kaH{...?


;Sv-xi›-sHsUict-vStu-tÀvE: xBdE:' potanI xi›=I jem e vStunuH tÀv (‐y=a=R Sv$p) sarI rIte kæuH Ke Aeva xBdoAe ;[ymŸ smySy VyaQya' Aa smynI ƒaQya (‐Aa„vStunuH ƒaQyan A=va smyÝaw<t xaÏnI !Ika) ;kËta' krI Ke¸ ;SvÌp guPtSy Am<tcNãsUre:' Sv$pguº (‐AmUitRk &anma5 Sv$pmaH guº) Am<tcHãsUirnuH ;ikiŠtŸ Ov ktRVyH n AiSt' (temaH) kaH{ j ktRƒ n=I.

j¡Ao, AacayRdev khe Ke‐vStutÀvne y=a=R khenara Aa smysar xaÏnI ƒaQya xBdo=I rcayelI Ke, mara=I nih. Aha¦ xBdonI guH=ÌnI iÊya xBdoAe j krI Ke, meH krI Ke Aem n=I. potanI xi›=I xBdoAe j vStutÀv sarI rIte kæuH Ke. Ahaha...¦ xBdomaH Sv‐prne khevanI potanI j xi› Ke. jem Sv‐prne Ô`vanI Aa„anI shj j xi› Ke, tem Sv‐prne khevanI xBdonI shj j xi› Ke. ko[ Aem khe ke xBdonI rcna meH krI Ke to AenI Ae mU#ta Ke, paglnI dxa Ke. Are wgvan¦ xBdne to Aa„a AD–oy n=I, ne xBd Aa„aney AD–o n=I. jgtnaH AnHt tÀvo iwþ iwþ j Ke. Aam Ke TyaH xBdonI gUH=Ì Aa„a kre Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke?

ÝÆ:- te ÝkarnuH &an kam kre Tyare xBdo nIkze ne?

_¿r:- xBdo xBdo=I nIkze Ke, xBdo to jDno wav Ke, temaH &annuH xuH kam Ke? &an &annuH kam kre, &annuH xBdomaH kaH{ j kam n=I. Aa„a xBdonI iÊya 5`kazmaH krto n=I.

wgvanne kevz&an =taH idƒ vaÌ nIkzI te 5`kaz 5`lokne y=a=R jàve, Ae jàvvanI (khevanI) prmaùmaH SvyHnI xi› Ke, wgvan inim¿ ho, p` AemaH wgvannuH kaH{ j kayR n=I. xBdomaH Svprna vStuSv$pne khevanI potanI j xi› Ke, &anne l{ne Ke Aem n=I. &anne l{ne vaÌ qrI Aem Ke nih. vaÌ to jD Ke, temaH Aa„anuH &an pestuH n=I. (pesI xktuH n=I). Aho¦ ke!lI SpÚ vat¦ Aa smysarnI ƒaQya xBdoAe krI Ke, meH Am<tcHãe nih. Aha¦ ßyaH vaÌna ivkLpno ktaR Aa„a n=I, to vaÌno ktaR kem hoy?

Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐AacayRdeve smyÝaw<tnI ƒaQya to qreqr krI Ke, p` AamaH Aem e potanI inriwmanta btavI Ke, te=I khe Ke‐meH kaH{ kyuÅ n=I.

Are wa{¦ xBdo to jD pudŸglnI pyaRy Ke, pudŸgl=I j¡do Aa„a vaÌne kem rce? AacayRdev khe Ke ‐huH to Sv$pguº KuH. xBdo ne xrIr=I iwþ cEtNyna AanHdmaH mxgul‐lIn KuH, &anSvwavmaH ræo KuH, vaÌnI pyaRy Aena prma u=I ={ Ke, mare Aena=I xuH Ke? huH to Aene AD–oy n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?

Ae to Aem khevay ke‐kuHdkuHdacayRdeve Aa xaÏ rCyuH, ne Am<tcHãdeve !Ika rcI, prHtu Ae to inim¿ ko` htuH AenuH AemaH &an kraƒuH Ke, bakI AenI rcna xBdoAe j krI Ke, AacayRdeve nih. Aa xBdonI gUH=Ì meH krI n=I Aem kæuH AemaH AacayRdeve vStuiS=it btavI Ke. ko{ ãƒ ko{ ANy ãƒnuH kam kre nih Ae vStuno pokar Ke bapu¦ Ane Aem j Ô~yuH Ke te AacayRnI inriwmanta Ke. qreqr kre Ane meH kyuÅ n=I Aem khe AemaH xuH inmaRnta Ke? Ae to Kl Ke. p` AacayRdeve to SpÚ vStuiS=it Ane potanI Aa„iS=it Aa kzxmaH quLlI krI Ke. Ahaha...¦ AacayRdev khe Ke‐

huH Òv KuH, xBdo AÒv Ke: huH cEtNy KuH, xBdo jD Ke huH AmUitRk‐A$pI KuH, xBdo mUitRk‐$pI Ke.

huH to &anma5 SvwavmaH guº KuH, ßyaH KuH TyaH KuH, xBdomaH gyo j n=I¸ pKI vaÌnI rcna kem kruH? Aa vaÌnI rcnamaH maruH kaH{ j ktRƒ n=I. j¡Ao Aa vStuiS=it khI. AacayRdeve AavI j vStuiS=it ÔÌ





te temnI inmaRnta Ke. bakI lokmaH to Aek‐be puStk lqe TyaH to ;Aa Ame lQyuH Ke' ‐Aem fUlIne fazko ={ Ôy¸ Ane vzI bIÔne khe ke AmarI ikHmt krvI Ôe{Ae. hve xuH ikHmt kre? jDno ktaR =yo Ae j ikHmt ={ g{¸ Ae ikHmtmaH car gitmaH rqDxe. smÔ uH kaH{...?


;xBdo Ke te to pudŸgl Ke. teAo puruØna inim¿=I v R‐pd‐vak–$pe pir`me Ke¸ te=I temnamaH vStuna Sv$pne khevanI xi› Svymev Ke, kar` ke xBdno Ane A=Rno vaCyvack sHbH\ Ke.'

ÔeyuH? ;puruØna inim¿=I' ‐Aem kæuH p` Aeno A=R xuH? Ae j ke xBdonI pd‐vak–$p rcna xBdo=I =ay Ke, inim¿=I nih. AemaH j inim¿ inim¿ ræuH. inim¿=I =ay‐kray to inim¿ k–aH ræuH? ;inim¿=I' Aem khevay Ae to inim¿prk waØa Ke, bakI inim¿ _padanmaH kaH{ j krtuH n=I.

j¡Ao, xBd vack Ke, ne vStu vaCy Ke. Aam hotaH xBdomaH vStuna Sv$pne khevanI xi› Svymev Ke. vack xBd vaCyna kar e Ke, ke vaCy vackne l{ne Ke Aem n=I, ne khenaro hÇixyar Ke to vack xBdo Ke Aem p` n=I. kevzI wgvanne idƒ|vin nIkze Ke ma!e AemaH kevz&annI kaH{ Asr Ke Aem n=I. wa{, jEn tÀv&an bhu sU"m ne ghn Ke. hve khe Ke‐

;Aa rIte ãƒ]utnI rcna xBdoAe krI Ke Ae vat j y=a=R Ke. Aa„a to AmUitRk Ke, &anSv$p Ke, te=I te mUitRk pudŸglnI rcna kem krI xke? ma!e j AacayRdeve kæuH Ke ke —Aa smyÝaw<tnI !Ika xBdoAe krI Ke, huH to Sv$pmaH lIn KuH, maruH ktRƒ temaH (‐!Ika krvamaH) kaH{ j n=I.˜ Aa k=n AacayRdevnI inmaRnta p` btave Ke.'

j¡Ao Aa vStuiS=it¦ AmUitRk &anSv$pI Ýwu Aa„a, khe Ke, $pI jD pudŸglone kem krI rce? n rce. ma!e smyÝaw<tnI !Ika xBdoAe rcI Ke, Am<tcHãe nih‐Aa isâaHt Ke, Aa vStuiS=it Ke. huH to Sv$pguº KuH Aem khIne AacayRdeve potanI AHtrdxa quLlI krI Ke. Aa k=n=I AacayRdeve potanI inmaRnta p` Ýg! krI Ke. hve ƒvhar khe Ke‐

;hve Ôe inim¿nEimi¿k ƒvhar=I khIAe to Aem p` khevay Ke j ke Amuk kayR Amuk puruØe kyuÅ.'

j¡Ao, Aa to inim¿ ko` htuH Ae btavva inim¿nI muQyta=I Aam khevay Ke. Aavo khevano ƒvhar Ke, p` kayR inim¿=I =yuH Ke Aem Ke nih. Aa„a‐puruØ jDnuH kam kre Aem Ke nih. hve khe Ke‐

;Aa Nyaye Aa Aa„Qyait namnI !Ika p` Am<tcHãacayRk<t Ke j.' j¡Ao Aa inim¿nuH k=n¦ ƒvhar=I Aam khevay, p` qreqr Am<tcHãacayR !Ikana rciyta n=I, inim¿ Ke bs. xBdnI rcna=I xaÏ bNyuH Ke, Am<tcHã to inim¿ma5 Ke. jD prma uAo AÙr‐pd‐vak–p e =ya Ke, Aa„a Aene krI xkto n=I. ƒvhare Am<tcHãk<t kæuH Aeno Aevo A=R n=I ke jDnI AvS=a jD prma uAoAey krI ne Am<tcHãe p` krI. vaStvmaH jDnI AvS=a jD j kre, Aa„a nih‐AavI j vStuƒvS=a Ke. KtaH Aa„aAe‐puruØe kyuÅ AevuH k=n krvano ƒvhar Ke. hve khe Ke‐

;te=I tene vaHcnara t=a saHwznaraAoAe temno _pkar manvo p` yu› Ke kar` ke tene vaHcva t=a saHwzva=I parmai=Rk Aa„anuH Sv$p j`ay Ke, tenuH ]âan t=a Aacr` =ay Ke, im+ya &an, ]âan t=a Aacr` dUr =ay Ke Ane prHpraAe moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. mumuÙuAoAe Aano inrHtr AWyas krvayoGy Ke.'

j¡Ao, bharmaH mumuÙuAomaH Aavo ƒvhar hovayoGy Ke. xaÏnuH p@n‐mnn, Ane dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ýit ivny‐wi›$p ÝvtRn mumuÙuAomaH AvXy hovayoGy Ke Aem AhÄ ƒvhar dxaRƒo Ke. Sv‐Aa]y te inüy Ke. Sv$pnI lgnI lage tene bharmaH Aavo ƒvhar hoy Ke.

;Aam ]I smysarnI (]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝ`It ]I smysar prmagmnI) ]ImdŸ Am<tcHãacayRdevivrict Aa„Qyait namnI !Ika smaº ={.




kzx‐278 : 279

(hve pH. jycHãÒ waØa!Ika pU R kre Ke:‐)

;kuHdkuHdmuin ikyo ga=abH\ Ýak<t hE Ýaw<tsmy xuâ Aatm idqavnUH,su\acHãsUir krI sHSk<t !Ikavr Aa„Qyait nam y=at+y wavnUH¸dexkI vcinkameH iliq jycHã p#E sHÙep A=R ALpbuiâkUH pavnUH,p#o suno mn lay xuâ Aatma lqay &an$p ghaE icdanHd drsavnUH.' - 1.

;smysar Aivkarka, v`Rn k`R sunHt¸ ãƒ-wav-nokmR tij, AatmtÀv lqHt.' -2.

Ahaha...¦ wrtÙe5maH inj sar vStu xuâa„a‐pu~y‐papriht xuâ cEtNywav‐te deqaDva ma!e AacayR kuHdkuHddeve ga=abâ Ýak<tmaH Aa smysar xaÏ rCyuH Ke. AacayR Am<tcHãdeve AenI Aa„Qyait namnI sHSk<t !Ika rcI Ke. Ahaha...¦ jevo cEtNydev Ýwu Aa„a Ke tevo vaÌ äara Ýisâ kyÈ Ke t=a tevI j wavna wavI Ke. teno jycHã pHiDte caltI waØamaH bhu !uHko A=R lQyo Ke, je=I ALpbuiâ Òvo p` pamI xke Ke. te tme saca mn=I wò Ane saHwzo. Aek &ata‐¹Úa Aevo xuâ Aa„a‐tene g/ho. te &anSv$pI Aek cEtNyibHb Ke. Ahaha...¦ jemaH deh, mn, vaÌ, ivkLp n=I Aeva xuâ icdanHd Sv$pno Anuwv kro‐Aem khe Ke. ‐1.

AivkarI wgvan smysarnuH A=aRtŸ siCcdanHd Ýwu Aa„anuH v Rn saHwznar ãƒkmR, wavkmR‐pu~ypapna wav, Ane nokmR‐xrIraid=I riht ={ xuâ cEtNySv$p inj Aa„tÀvne Ô e Ke‐Anuwve Ke. ‐ 2.

;Aa Ýma e Aa smyÝaw<t (A=va smysar) namna xaÏnI Aa„Qyait namnI sHSk<t !IkanI dexwaØamy vcinka lqI Ke. temaH sHSk<t !Ikano A=R lQyo Ke Ane Ait sHiÙº wava=R lQyo Ke ivStar kyÈ n=I. sHSk<t !IkamaH Nyay=I isâ =yela Ýyogo Ke. temno ivStar krvamaH Aave to AnumanÝma`naH paHc AHgopUvRk‐(1) Ýit&a' ‐Ae!le xuH kheva magIAe KIAe AenI Ýit&a krvI (2) ;hetu' ‐hetu btavvo (3) ;_dahr`' ‐daqlo Aapvo (4) ;_pny' ‐sH&a$pne mezvvuH A=va in Ry krvo (p) ;Ane ingmnpUvRk' ‐srvazo krvo‐Aema paHc bol Ke. Aa paHc AHgonuH ;SpÚta=I' ‐ivxeØ ivStar=I ;ƒaQyan lqtaH g/H= bhu v\I Ôy¸ te=I Aayu, buiâ, bz Ane iS=rtanI ALptane lI\e' te=I AoKuH Aayu*y, AoKI buiâ, bz =oDuH Ane ALp iS=rtane lI\e ;je!luH bnI xk–uH te!luH, sHÙep=I Ýyojnma5 lQyuH Ke. te vaHcIne wƒ Òvo pda=Rne smjÔe. ko{ A=RmaH hInai\kta hoy to buiâmano mUz g/H=maH=I jem hoy tem y=a=R smÒ leÔe. Aa g/H=na guÌsHÝdayno (guÌprHpragt _pdexno) ƒuCKed ={ gyo Ke,' A=aRtŸ A|ya„ Sv$p‐AlaEikk cIj‐AenI prHpra tU!I g{ Ke. ;ma!e je!lo bnI xke te!lo AWyas ={ xke Ke. top` jeAo Syaäadmy ijnmtnI Aa&a mane Ke, temne ivprIt ]âan =tuH n=I. k–aHk A=RnuH ANy=a smjvuH p` ={ Ôy to ivxeØ buiâmannuH inim¿ mZye y=a=R ={ Ôy Ke. ijnmtnI ]âavazaAo h@g/ahI hota n=I.'

hve AHtmHgzne A=eR pHc prme¤Ine nmSkar krI xaÏ smaº krIAe KIAe ‐

mHgl ]I ArhHt Faitya kmR invare,mHgl isâ mhHt kmR Aa@Ç prÔre¸Aacarj _vßJay munI mHglmy sare,dIÙa ixÙa dey wƒÒvinkUH tare¸A@vIs mUlgu` \ar je svRsa\u A`gar hEH, mEH nmuH pHcguÌcr`kUH mHgl hetu krar hEH.- 1.





Ahaha...¦ car FaitkmRno nax krI jeAoAe prma„pd Ýaº kyuÅ Ke te wgvan AnHtctuÚy\arI AirhHt Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„anI hIÌ dxamaH inim¿ je kmR tene je e dUr kyaÅ Ke, A=aRtŸ je xrIr riht ={ne Aekla pU R AanHdmUitR‐&anmUitR Aa„ap e =ya Ke, ne je e svR pra]yno nax kyÈ Ke te wgvan isâ Ke. vItragI sHt, Aa„ana AanHdna sa\k Aeva AacayR, _pa|yay Ane muin‐Aa 5 ey mHglmy Ke. AacayR dIÙa‐ixÙa d{ wƒ Òvone tare Ke. AõavIs mulgu ne \rnar Aeva svR sa\u A`gar Ke. mHgzna hetuna krnar hova=I huH Ae pHcguÌna cr`kmzmaH nmSkar kruH KuH. papno nax Ane piv5tanI ÝaiºmaH je inim¿ Ke Aeva pHc prme¤Ine AhÄ mHgz kæa Ke.

hve pH. jycHãÒ potanI vat khe Ke:‐

jEpur ngrmaHih terapH= xElI bDIbDe bDe gunI jhaH p#E g/H= sar hE,

jycHã nam mEH hUH itinmeH AWyas ikKUikyo buiâsaÌ \mRragteH ivcare hE¸

smysar g/H= takI dexke vcn$pwaØa kir p#o sunUH kro inr\ar hE,

Aapapr wed Ôin hey Tyaig _padeygho xuâ AatmkUH, yhE bat sar hE. -2.

jypur ngrmaH jEnonI mo!I vStI Ke, mHidro Ke. mo!a mo!a gu Ijno g/H=na sarno AWyas kre Ke. AemaH jycHã name huH Aek =yo. mne kaH{k =oDo AWyas Ke. marI buiâ Ýma e \maRnurag=I meH Aa smysar g/H=no dexI‐caltI waØamaH A=R kyÈ Ke. tene Ôò, saHwzo, ne in Ry kro. saHwZyuH k–are khevay? ke kæa Ýma e smÒ AHtrmaH SvsHvedn kre AHdr AanHdnI AnuwUit Ýg! kre Tyare saHwZyuH khevay. ma!e Svprno wed ÔÌ heyne TyagIne xuâ Aa„ane g/h` kro. Lyo, Aa!lo j sar Ke. Aa ivna b\uH =o=aH Ke Aem khe Ke.

sHvTsr ivÊm t UH, AÚadx xt AaEr¸ caEsi@ kaitk vid dxE, pUr` g/H= su@aEr. -3.

sHvt A#arso cos@, kartk vdI dsmne idne Aa g/H=nI vcinka pU R ={.

Aam ]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝÌt smyÝaw<t namna Ýak<tga=abâ prmagmnI ]ImdŸ Am<tcHãacayRdevivrict Aa„Qyait namnI sHSk<t !Ika Anusar pHiDt jycHãÒk<t sHÙepwava=Rma5 dexwaØamy vcinka _prnaH prmopkarI Aa„& sHt ]I kanÒSvamInaH sargiwRt mno& Ývcno smaº =yaH.

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