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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
Hadn t he come home several times lately to find Smither s sillyblack rihbons dangling over the teacups?
MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
BY
GELETT BURGESS
ILLUSTRATED BY
HENRY RALEIGH
NEW YORKTHE CENTURY CO.
1917
Copyright, 1917, by
THE CENTURY Co.
Copyright, 1917, byTHE CURTIS PUBLISHING COMPANY
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Published $epte#fyrK 2917
TO
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FROM
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PARIS 1916-17
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Had n t he come home several times lately to find
Smither s silly black ribbons dangling over the
teacups? Frontispiece
Said Lester Hope :
"
I m an attorney at law"
. . 9
" You were surrounded by admirers, and I could
not, would not, force myself on your notice !
"
47
"Where did this carnival of roses come from?" . 65
Was n t she always saying how clever he was, andhow sensitive? 75
There was a small oblong hole in the paper, throughwhich, quite unsuspected, he could watch his
wife 107
"
I ve Oh, it s sickening to have to tell you, butI Ve fallen in love, Lester at least I think
I have"
141
" Where did you get this?"
Pauline was demanding 151
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
WHOwas she? Just another of the
smart and daringly gowned guests in
vited by Mrs. Woodling? As she sauntered
across the wide drawing-room floor, laughing
and trifling so nonchalantly with her escort,
her careless scarf artfully trailing off a white
shoulder, all eyes followed her. Bored, stiff
gentlemen awoke; laughing ladies suddenly
ceased their chatter; some of the more dis
cerning began to wonder. Who was she?
Wasn t she almost too charmingly distin
guished for a mere millionaire ?
But when, fine eyebrows lifted, she held out a
graceful white-gloved hand and exchanged the
first bright smiles with her eagerly welcominghostess no longer was there any question
about it. Indubitably she was the lion of the
evening.
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
But the gentleman who accompanied her, so
tall antf dark and picturesque, so gracefully
erect, , with , that ..queer unreadable smile was
he famousj too ? ; &y\the fine intellectuality of
his face yes, possibly. And yet, aristocratic
and interesting as he seemed, was n t he a little
ill at ease? That defensive reserve wasn t
it somewhat overdone? Alas, probably not a
celebrity. Feminine eyes were already desert
ing him. As his bland, bejeweled hostess
greeted him with her second-best smile oh,
no, certainly not a celebrity I Only a husband.
Glances, disappointed, returned to the lady.
Round the elaborately paneled room, the
gilded, mirrored room, frescoed, columned
and Louis Quatorzed, the guest of honor s
name came out in whispers."
Mrs.Hope," poet informed banker, backed
up against the wall."
Mrs. Hope," the in
quisitive rosy debutante murmured to her lor-
gnon-peering, white-haired dowager mama on
the gold settee."
Why, you know Pauline
Hope, the novelist I
"
Aigrettes nodded, jewels
flashed, pink-powdered shoulders leaned to
crinkling white shirt fronts."
Yes, yes, of
course; she wrote that wonderful, romantic
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why, what is the name of it, now? . . . stun
ning, is n t she !
" And before the buzzing flut
ter had subsided, Mrs. Woodling, expensiveand expansive, had bubbled through the first
effervescence of her amenities; proudly she had
passed her prize along." A rare, exotic curi
osity of my own private collection," she seemed
to smile :
"
inspect, admire !
"
"
Oh, I just loved it, Mrs. Hope!"
virginal
voices petted her. ..." Perfectly fascinat
ing!" ... u So adorably romantic!" . . .
"
Oh, it must be simply wonderful to write!"
how the blue eyes beamed !..."! suppose it
just drips off your pen, Mrs. Hope, does n t
it ?"
. . .
"
Oh, I do wish you d put me in a
book, some time !
"
And thus, as one after another flatterer was
brought up to talk with Mrs. Hope or talk
at her and her husband, elbowed aside with
careless"
beg pardons," gradually edged off to
ward the wall the season s literary favorite
graciously accepted her homage.How smiling she was, how affable! As
Pauline Hope the novelist she may have winced
at times as the inevitable glib inanities gushedfor her
; but Pauline Hope was not only a nov-
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elist, she was a woman. Any shrewd ob
server such as her frowning, proud husband,
for instance, seeing what only a suffering lover
can see might have suspected that this first
full taste of social success was refreshening her
very soul. With what histrionic zest she was
throwing herself into the part of handsome-
and-accomplished ! with what modest depre
ciation, too, of her fame!
But if her pose was woman-easy, her hus
band s, obviously, was hard. High though his
chin was held (suspiciously high, even), he
withdrew more and more into himself as he
withdrew from the ignoring crowd. Almost
cynically he watched her till at last she. was
captured from the Philistines by a pair of enor
mous tortoise-shell spectacles and a pointedbeard. He smiled as the editor Peever the
classic, stoop-shouldered Peever claimed her
as his lawful prey; for, in that crowd, even
Peever could not hold her long. From the at
mosphere of diamonds and dollars she wassoon borne away in triumph to a rarer, loftier
air, breathed by an inner circle of intellectuals,
birds of a still finer feather. These, as ambitious Mrs. Woodling fondly cooed, had all
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND" done something
"
;and here Pauline Hope
was, henceforth, to shine.
Over her bared white shoulder," Follow me,
Lester, follow !
"
her backward, questing glance
had seemed to call. Oh, yes, she wanted him,
no doubt. But what, in the name of all these
snobs and toadies, was the use? Well he
knew, by this time, what brand of patronage
snubs or worse to expect of them. He was
sensitive, he was fine-grained and he was
married to a celebrity. He was "
Mrs. Hope s
Husband!"
In the companies where they had appeared
together since her first public recognition, he
had, so far, endeavored to hold his own with
dignity. But now his pride had begun to re
volt. This evening, as he was removing his
coat, upstairs, he had been introduced to a
bearded and spectacled professor, only to hear,"
Ach, Mr. Hope ! Not de huspant of our so-
distinguished friend Pauline Hope de novelist,
yes?"
He still loved his wife; he was proud of her
success. But that he himself should have to
pay for it so dearly he had never anticipated.
Why should he submit any longer to being
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treated as a nonentity? Nonentity! Why,was n t it worse even than that ? To-night, he
could n t be even simply Lester Hope. Other
men, respectable and otherwise, with brains
and without, seemed here to be willingly ac
cepted at their face value. He, however, with
a professional record of which he was in no
wise ashamed, was only"
Mrs. Hope s Husband!"
Yet, while he was present at such congregations of tuft-hunters, escape seemed impossible.
Even as he stifled his pride and brooded, nerv
ously twisting his mustache and the little tuft
on his lower lip, watching the universal adula
tion of his wife, Mrs. Woodling, like a som
nambulist, glassy-eyed, obsessed with a fixed
idea, was bearing magnificently down upon him
with a large lady in tow. Stoically he awaited.
Ah, yes, it came "
Mrs. Poppity, I want
you to meet Mrs. Hope s Husband !
" Theblow accomplished, his hostess, smiling, oh, so
sweetly smiling, slipped away.The round-eyed matron in black satin was as
soft and silly as only a huge woman in black
satin can be. Fan lifted, gazing at him dream
ily, "And what do you do, Mr. Hope?" she
8
Said Lester Hope: "I m an attorney at law"
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breathed;
"
ah, something won-derful, I msure !
" And then, waiting for no answer, her
round, near-sighted eyes rolled away to the
other side of the crowded room, where Pauline
reigned.
Lester Hope looked at her, and looked in no
kindly mood. Said Lester Hope,"
I m an
attorney-at-law."
Surprised and shocked, the round eyes sud
denly returned, as if for explanation of a jest
too subtle for her brain;and then, embarrassed,
she began to prattle very hurriedly. But whenshe got down to rheumatism and the weather,
he finished her off with the excuse that his wife
was again beckoning him, and if Mrs. Poppitywould pardon him, he really must As he
left, her relief, apparently, was as large as
his.
Toward Pauline, however, he did not, could
not, go. Under the sparkling crystals of a
chandelier, surrounded by men, he caught sight
of her, flushed and radiant. A shock of musi
cal black hair was being emotionally shaken be
side her; she was attended by Poetry (with a
broad, black silk ribbon depending from his
eye-glasses), as she collogued Drama, fierce in
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a red mustache, and dry, whiskery Architec
ture.
Lester watched her pensively. Well, she
was happy; she had "done something." De
lightedly she was receiving the Right Hand of
Fellowship as a new-comer to Fame. There,
he too should be, longed to be, with those
choice spirits, the brains of New York. But
be with them as a mere appendage he could not.
He had no "
tag"
to his name except that
damnable, that humiliating one that still rangin his ears like the tin can on a dog s tail
"Mrs. Hope s Husband!" wherefore, his
pride compelled him to lurk on the ragged
edges of intellectuality, the limbo of half wits.
From the pompous prattle of a lank youthwho would criticize plays (but could n t write
them), and a jolly big broker with a gold tooth
who had just published an almost-original"
Life of Napoleon"
(at his own expense), he
turned, resignedly, to slip the pale graces of
Helen Ramsay, a mildly literary friend of a
certain age the age that has known one at
college, and feels privileged to whisper, "I
say, Lester, we never thought, in those dayswhen you were an editor and carrying off all
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the prizes, that you d have a wife who d be
more famous than you were, did we !
"
Mrs. Woodling, however, was one of those
busy hostesses. It was against her principles
to let any one linger long with a congenial soul ;
wherefore Helen s green ear-rings and laven
der and lace were soon escorted away throughthe throng to meet a more appropriate guest.
Lester Hope nursed a sardonic smile. It
was quite all right, of course. What damned
him, apparently, amongst these New York ink-
worshipers, was merely that his name was not
printed in the papers or between covers.
What were the intricate cases he had arguedbefore the Supreme Court compared with her
magazine stories ? Could his reputation at the
bar hope to compete with the thrill of her eld
erly lovers, and meek self-sacrifices, and mis
taken identity? Helen Ramsay, of course,
was "
famous." She"
really must meet"
What s-his-name.
"Oh, Mr. Hope!" came a thin feminine
voice in his ear. Ten thousand dollars worth
of emeralds confronted him, strung on a skinny
neck. An aged head was grinning." How
proud you must be of your wife, to-night, Mr.
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Hope ! Such a privilege, I m sure, for us
poor, matter-of-fact souls to be associated with
Real Brains !
" And it came out, in smirks
and simpers and amiable wrinkles, that MyDaughter Pearl was also literary, Mr. Hope,She too had real brains. It was, oh, it was
too bad, Mr. Hope, that he could n t have heard
a paper that My Daughter Pearl had written
for our Fortnightly!
Held by her emeralds and her eyes, he was
rescued only by supper; and as the faint odor
of sizzling lobster called her joyously away, an
other provocative perfume brought its messageto his own nostrils. So, toward the altar of
masculine peace he wandered, musing his insig
nificance, to burn his incense at her shrine
whose aromatic sweetness makes all menbrothers.
In a remote corner of the billiard-room,
where a few men, almost as disconsolate as he,
were fingering their watch chains and yawning
sulkily, he sat down to inhale, with his ciga
rette, a few pungent truths.
Was it possible that he could be envious of
the attention his wife was receiving? Conscience indignantly answered, No. To be sure,
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he had some contempt for the silly fulsomeness
of the tribute paid, in such places as this, to lit
erary achievement; but if Pauline, a little ro
mantic in her illusions, cared for that sort of
thing, well, had n t she honestly earned it ? But
why why should he be made the sport of
fools? Potentially, at least, he considered
himself quite the intellectual equal of any of
those whom his wife found so brilliant, and,"
Really worth while, Lester !
" Not a whit
was he overpowered by the roaring lions of the
Woodling salon. What, then, was wrong?Half amused, half contemptuous, he glancedabout at the burlesque side-show of Mrs.
Woodling s intellectual circus.
Across the room cards flipped on a table;
and some one said, "Hearts!" But the manbeside Lester still gazed silently at the portrait
of a dead pheasant on the wall. Beyond him,
other moody gentlemen were lost in their highballs. He couldn t understand it. Why, he
had never been left out of it like this before!
He had never failed to be sought and welcomed
much less failed even to be considered.
What was wrong ?
From where Lester sat he saw, slantwise
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through the portieres, a strip of the flowery,
red velvet hall, where violins sobbed plaintively
to an accompaniment of babbling voices not at
all plaintive, as brilliant couples passed and re-
passed. Suddenly, for one bright moment he
saw Pauline ! Pauline, in her gold-hued
silk, lovely with pearls, smiling up at a hand
some blond portrait painter with a Vandykebeard. She looked about a moment, as if for
her husband and was gone.
How vivid she was, to-night, gleeful with
victory! But as he sat there smoking reflec
tively, his mind drifted off to another world
to those days before Fame had found her. . . .
Had n t she been even more adorable then ?
. . . That little pink dimity frock . . . how
proudly she had told him ..." only seven
cents a yard, Lester," and she had made it all
herself! . . . Pauline Forr! Romantic, en
gaging Pauline-of-the-Violets ! . . . How rap
turously she had seized them from his hand,
that day !
"
Oh, Lester ! Think of it, Lester !
Violets in January !
" How she had kissed
them "
Oh, you darling little rascals !
"
kissed them, kissed" Damned bore !
"
grunted the man beside
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him, lighting still another cigar, and beginning
on his seventh glass of whisky.-"
Lord, I de
spise these confounded affairs!"
The shrugged shoulders of Lester Hope un
intentionally endorsed the sentiment."
Lots of good-looking women, though.
Here, waiter, bring me another Scotch! Say,
that Mrs. Hope s rather clever, I expect, is n t
she ? Pretty, anyway. Meet her ?"
"Oh, yes."But Lester Hope s cigarette
had accidentally dropped." What s her husband like? Know him?
"
Lester hesitated."
Oh, yes, fairly well."
Uncomfortable and alarmed, he had started
to rise to make his escape; but the man was
holding him with a twinkling, alcoholic eye." He must feel pretty cheap, I should think,
tagging along after her. Here, try one of
these Vencedoras." He yawned and hic
coughed behind his hand, and grinned,"
Lord,if my wife had beat me out like that, damnedif I would n t stay at home." Twisting his
perfecto in his mouth he began to chuckle."
Say reminds me of a vaudeville team
fellow told me about once. Wife used to do a
heavy acrobatic stunt and practised seven
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hours a day ;earned two hundred a week. Mr.
Husband stood in the wings for twenty min
utes, twice a day, handing her the props.
Then he d go round to the nearest saloon and
brag about Our Act !
"
Poking Lester in the
side with his thumb, he added,"
Say, this chap
Hope s probably about like that, eh?" He
laughed reflectively, unctuously.
As a horrified guest plucked at the joker s
sleeve and whispered something which made
him sit up, sobered, and mutter," Good God !
He is?"
Lester Hope retreated to the drawing-
room, blushing hot with shame, but at last thor
oughly awakened.
He had his answer, now. Why, if he had
grown so negative and insignificant that a mancould assume from his mere appearance that he
was a nobody well, he must have fallen a
good deal below par. Why should he have
crawled away and hidden amongst these merelyHusbands? What the devil had he, Lester
Hope, to be ashamed of ? Was n t it manlier,
after all, to swagger about" Our Act," than to
sneak off with his tail between his legs ?
Yes; he was making more of a fool of him
self than they were of him. Either he should
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swallow his infernal pride and be honestly,
openly proud of his wife, or else stay decently
at home and let the Mrs. Poppitys of this fool
ish bookish world forget him.
And before he had left that swarming house
that night that was what Lester Hope had
firmly decided to do.
II
S. HOPE S HUSBAND!" For
days, to the confusion of every other
idea, the phrase had rung in his ears." Mrs.
Hope s Husband, Attorney-at-Law," he
seemed to read at the top of his office station
ery ; and, at the bottom he had all but written," Yours truly, Mrs. Hope s Husband." Everybookstore he passed called out to him,
"
Mrs.
Hope s Husband !
"
That miserable ghost of
his mortified self had worked and walked homewith him. Nor did it leave him even there.
Once the key was turned and the door of his
smart little Georgian house, opening, showed
the hall, trim and elegant with its white woodwork and curling stairway, lo, the specter was
ready, awaiting him.
That specter, seated mockingly upon the
floor, was a huge package wrapped in brown
paper. It was the regular, fat, monthly offer
ing of books from Peever, her publisher, ad
dressed to"
Mrs. Pauline Hope."
" But why20
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the devil not Mrs. Lester Hope ?"
he ques
tioned sulkily. On a tray was the usual pile of
letters. The envelopes were almost all ad
dressed also to"
Mrs. Pauline Hope"
;as if,
indeed, she were already a widow !
Depressed, his aristocratic appearance al
ready a little dimmed, he went into the long,
low library. Those rows of books and books
had often sheltered him in a port of peace.
But to-night his own books reproached him.
Sighing, he listlessly took up the evening
paper. His eyes, after a while, fell upon the
society notes. Yes, there it was ! At the veryend of a list of
"
those present"
at the Wood-
ling reception he read :
"
Miss Helen Ramsay, Mr. Saul Tremlett, and Mr. L. Hope, the
husband of the distinguished novelist." The
paper sailed across the room. Surely it was
high time for him seriously to consider his
problem !
"Mrs. Hope s Husband!" He Lester
Hope! Long he sat and pondered it. He,with his high pride a mere possession !
How had he ever become so negative, he whohad so often been called magnetic !
Was it just another of the many comic trage-21
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dies of the too-early marriage one partner
going on and the other lagging behind in ar
rested development? Bang! His fist came
down on the table. No! Downtown he was
positive enough. Men respected him, admired
him; and women had shown him favor. Hefelt strength in him. He was not one of those
timid mortals whom success had never touched.
At college, in the polo field, and before the
bar he had proved it. Yes, in his own way he
too had won. But he had n t happened to win
in hers.
Spontaneously, out of the past, a picture
came a day in their first suburban homewhen she had been so happy that she had been
almost afraid it might not last. With what
devoted courage she had said," Promise me,
Lester, let us promise each other that if the
time should ever come when our love changesever so little, we will be honest with each
other!"
Would that time ever come? Was it, per
haps, even now well on the way? Could this
new success of hers possibly separate them?
And if it did, would she be honest, would she
tell him? . . . Like a warning, the ringing,
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ringing of a bell awakened him from his revery."
Hello! Yes ...yes."
He had goneacross to Pauline s desk and taken up the tele
phone."
No, she s not at home yet ... I
don t know . . . Yes, probably." Then, his
face clouded and he smiled bitterly."
Yes,
this is Mrs. Hope s Husband. . . . Verywell, Mrs. Tremlett, when she comes in." The
receiver struck the hook with a whang. Even
in his own home he could n t escape !
Well his wife, he recalled, was that after
noon reading from her own " works"
at some
precious woman s club. There was, as usual,"
something on"
for the evening somethingof Peever s contriving, with people, of course,
who had "
done something." But Lester Hopehad decided not to be there; and he antici
pated a rather bad quarter of an hour breakingthe news to Pauline.
After she had come laughing home, how
ever, and, with an impulsive kiss, had joyouslyinvited him up to her pretty, feminine, blue-
chintz room while she dressed combing,
manicuring, gossiping of her female adorers of
the afternoon, and," Where is that cold
cream?" her lips saying, "Oh, but. Lester,
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those women were too absurd, really," while
her eyes were confessing," How I love their
praise !
"
he found his excuses for his ab
sence that night accepted, as she gazed at her
self in the mirror, with a careless,"
I m so
sorry, dear, you can t go !
"
And at dinner, later, with her pile of letters
at her plate, as she took, first, a spoonful of
celery soup, and then a taste of buttered flat
tery from some unknown correspondent
chattering on over her fish of how Helen Ramsay had inquired for him, and
"
Heavens, an
other request for an autograph!" enthusi
astically attacking her roast, seasoned with" Think of advertising me as the most beauti
ful authoress in the United States !
"
but, with
the olives, only nibbling abstractedly at"
Could n t you really manage to go with me,
darling or come for me later, dear?" and"
Oh, what is this ?"
as she read another"
lovely"
review of her book, kindling and
glowing, so pleased with life and art Lester
Hope smiled to think with what ironic ease the
scenes often pass off that one has most dreaded.
He was working on an important case, he
had told her, and she accepted his explanation
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without suspicion. Was n t she, in fact, a little
too ready to accept it ? Did n t she change the
subject rather abruptly to the fact that her
name was in the new edition of" Who s
Who? "
And, while she ran on about havingher portrait painted by Willyer, and her elec
tion to a woman s fashionable club, Lester
Hope sat thinking. Why was he so perturbed ?
After all, was n t it natural enough and pardonable enough that all this flattery and hero-wor
ship should turn her head a little ?
But every day he grew more depressed. So
far, he had felt only the pin-pricks to his pride ;
but now a steady heart-ache began to oppresshim. More and more her career seemed to be
alienating them. Undoubtedly if he had
spoken of it, she would have said that it was
only his fault. If he would stay at home
nights, or work late at the office instead of
accompanying her, how could she help it?
Nevertheless, he noticed that she urged him less
and less to go with her.
There were, of course, dinners she gave at
home, ordeals which he had perforce to at
tend. He could n t always have"
business in
Boston," or"
an important conference in Phil-
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adelphia."At his own table he roused him
self with an effort to be agreeable to the Peev-
ers and Woodlings, to joke affably with writing
persons, from the latest visiting Briton to
story-tellers of the Helen Ramsay type. V/ith
an occasional guest, such as the handsome portrait painter, Willyer, who, thank God, did n t
scribble, he got on sympathetically ; but his hos
pitable efforts in the role of Mrs. Hope s Husband usually exhausted him. The minor
celebrities were over-polite, treating him as
something between an old family servant and
a precocious boy. The higher stars of litera
ture drank his wines, they smoked his cigars,
they were assiduous to his pretty wife. But
her husband they jovially ignored.
Down to the library, one evening, came Pauline in a bewitching new gown one of the
extravagances for which she was now payingherself. Never had he seen her so beautiful,
he thought, as when she walked into the roomand threw down her tulle scarf. What a
change from the slender lines of her budding
youth to this regnant lady blooming to-night in
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perfect flower! His wife? It seemed impossible!
The jewels on her bare throat sparkled; and
as she critically selected her orchids under the
Winged Victory, Lester Hope saw as never
before what success had done for her. Let
ting his pen fall, he watched her. No, ah, no
longer was she Pauline Forr, the naive, roman
tic, talented girl, the wayward darling he had
first loved and molded. Could Pauline Forr
ever have handled those orchids so calmly?Pauline-of-the-violets ! Nor was she any
longer that young Mrs. Hope, that fresh, subur
ban Mrs. Hope, so proud of her husband, her
home, her position. Oh, no; young Mrs.
Hope, before this, would have had her arms
about him, petting him, teasing him, pulling
that obstinate lock of hair God, how he
remembered so whimsically affectionate!
The orchids were arranged in her corsage;the orchids were rearranged. There was a re-
connoitering glance ; then," Could n t you pos
sibly come with me, dear, this time ?"
He stiffened, and shook his head."
I d particularly like you to, to-night, Les-
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ter. It s horrid going alone." She laid her
hand gently on his arm. "Of course I know
it may bore you, but"
God, how he wanted to seize that hand,
seize her as he used to, and crush her in his
arms ! But his demon of pride forbade. In
stead, he turned to his papers uneasily."
No,"
he said, dully,"
I m sorry, but I ve got some
writing to do."
There was a moment s wait; then, with a
toss of her head, her expression changed.
Chin up, shoulders back, splendid as a countess
was Pauline Hope. Oh, there was no chang
ing her pose, now;
it was quite evident that it
would last all the evening and more than
one would ask, admiringly," Who is that over
there, that proud-looking creature, with the
dark hair?"
As the front door closed on her, Lester Hoperose wearily. To-night, for the first time
yes, for the very first time he really wanted
to be alone. He looked about. Good Godalone? why, the whole room seemed fairly
filled with her brilliant, eclipsing personality.
Didn t everything in it suggest her? She
dominated him still.
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Out went an electric light, and her writing
desk disappeared into the gloom. Shrouded in
that shadow too, her framed photographs of
authors and "
presentation copies"
no longer
accused him of his own conspicuous lack of
fame. He turned another switch, and another,
drowning more evidences of her new, public
prosperity those rare editions she was so
proud of, her prints, her paintings, and all that
made the place so appallingly literary until
at last he was safe in a little yellow oasis of
light at his own desk. Safe? Ah, still in the
shadows the specter lurked." What are you
going to do with me? "
it seemed to say."
I
am Mrs. Hope s Husband !
"
And yet it was not as"
Mrs. Hope s Hus
band"
that he had gone so brilliantly through
college; it was not "Mrs. Hope s Husband"
who had won with dash and skill on the polo
field;and when men talked of the stars of
criminal legal practice his successes had never
been set down to"
Mrs. Hope s Husband."
Surely there was some personal force in him.
No, what people had said was that Lester
Hope was magnetic ;that he was a good fighter ;
that he never quit. They said also that his
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force was heightened by his picturesque and
distinguished appearance, for, so tall and dark,
with his twisted mustache and the little tuft
on his chin, with his long sensitive hands, he
looked more like a French count that a NewYork lawyer. Now, alone in his library as he
paced, absorbed, he showed something of that
old vigor ;but well he knew that, once Pauline
had returned radiating her new prestige, that
positive personality of his would again fade
and dwindle.
The dull blue portieres were parted, Amaid looked into the room.
" There s a package come for Mrs. Hope,
sir," she said." Could you sign for it ? The
man s awful particular about it, but he said if
she was n t in, Mrs. Hope s Husband would
do." She left without noticing the cheeks of
the self-controlled man who had handed her
back the receipt book. They were burning as
hotly as if she had struck him in the face.
As he opened and shut the drawers of his
desk, thinking dispiritedly that he must go to
work, he paused, staring at something some
thing ragged, worn, soiled.
He drew it out. What queer, stutteringly
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printed words, what irregular spacing and er
ratic margins. Hyphens and capital letters
strewn in reckless profusion, words crossed out,
words written in, careted and blotted well he
knew those pages! Again he seemed to be
talking over those early tales of hers with her,
arguing their psychology, elaborating their ro
mantic plots. Why, they had sat up talking
them over excitedly, night after night to
gether, often till two or three in the morning!
Together ! where was that"
togetherness,"
as she used to call it, now ?
He laid the manuscript gently down . . .
Pauline . . . Pauline! . . . How he had
worked with her! Heart and brain, how he
had fought for her ! ... He could n t help it,
damn it, the tears would come. . . . Once he
had inspired her once he had taught her
that was all over. For a while his education
and his man s experience had led her, but her
technique had soon caught up with her creative
talent. Yes, she had caught up with him, too,
and passed him on the road. And now, appar
ently, she needed him no longer.
Well, even if he had lost her, or was, appar
ently, fast losing her, did n t that word "
hus-
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band" mean at least that he had won her once?
Lost! why lost? Hadn t he lost cases be
fore, in the lower courts, only to win them in
the end doggedly on appeal? Why, then,
should n t he demand a retrial in this case, the
greatest case of his life, and try to win her back
again? But how? His mind began to seek
back and forth furiously on the scent, as it
often did downtown when he seemed to be
beaten. How? How? Was a second ro
mance ever possible between married lovers?
Was it? Was it? It seemed absurd, yet the
thought stimulated him.
How ? How the devil how? Gazing at
the rows and rows of books that lined the
walls, wandering, wondering through"
if
only"
and "
there must be some way !
"
his
fancy quested until he had no idea how longhe had been sitting there, scowling, chewinghis cigar he came briskly to himself, apos
trophizing the shadowy Winged Victory with
the savage exclamation,"
Why not ?"
Others had done it; why not he ? Did n t
they still come continually, come by dozens
sometimes, those confounded letters, those
friendly letters, foolish letters, fulsome, flat-
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tering, from unknown correspondents? Howinterestedly they had both read them, at first,
discussing the writers, analyzing the characters
they revealed! How proud she still was of
them, too! He smiled . . . Pauline at her
desk, opening her letters complacently, sucking
the last drop of praise from every one. . . .
Yes, and she would read his, too. Perhaps,
though, she might not answer it. A frown.
But why not compel her to answer it ? A smile
of pride. He had invention, many had called
him clever;could n t he play on her curiosity,
her passion for romance? After all, Pauline
was still a woman, and he was still a man.
What were men s wits for, anyway, but to con
quer women ? And his wits were supposed to
be trained in practical psychology; why not
prove them ? And, at least, one sharp weaponwas left to him
;its name was Mystery.
By the Winged Victory of Samothrace, he d
do it ! At that moment any woman would say,
and most men think, that Lester Hope was
handsome. There was a new strength in the
gesture with which he tossed back his black
hair. Had Pauline come in upon him at that
moment But she did not come in.
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Of course the letter would have to be type
written to conceal his identity. A mere detail
that of course could be done next day at the
office. Let s see he would give for his ad^
dress a new post-office box ;and he would sign
it what? Long he studied before he chose
"John Irons." Long, long he reflected,
more absorbed than ever he had been in a crim
inal case, smoking on, smoking on, before he
had, lawyer-wise, decided with a new smile
upon Pauline s vulnerable point and where the
line of least resistance to his flattery lay.
And so, crossing to the bookshelves to turn
the pages of her novel thoughtfully, back to his
desk with it, lost in his plan, scribbling fu
riously walking the floor sitting down,
finally, to copy all carefully, deliberately, Les
ter Hope did not realize, till at midnight he
heard the front door opening, that for two
whole hours he had forgotten that he was"
Mrs. Hope s Husband."
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Ill
ITis a fact, although some unmarried women
may not know it, that trimming a mustache
is one of the few small vanities a self-respect
ing man permits himself to practise before the
mirror consciously, seriously, and unashamed.
Lester Hope, with puckered brow, was trim
ming his mustache. A knock a knock at
his wife s door. Eight thirty-five. Ah, her
breakfast and her mail ! Smiling, but a
little excited, he laid down his scissors. Thenew trial had begun. Anxiously he awaited
Pauline s opening for the defense.
It was not long, however, before her gay
soprano, "Lester! oh, Lester!" brought him
strolling into her room, to find her ambushed
in laces and ribbons in her four-poster, propped
up luxuriously amongst the pillows. She was
drinking her chocolate. Smiling consciously,
he waited. Many, many were the witnesses he
had cross-examined, and well he knew their
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carefully-careless look. But this time that look
was on his own face."
Say, Lester," she began," remember what
fun we had about all the people who congratu
lated us on our engagement? Remember
Quivin, Les?"
"
Why, yes. Heard from Quivin ?"
" No. But just think of his saying to you,
that time, Well, I hope you 11 get along well
with her ! But that showed that Quivindidn t get along any too well with his wife,
didn t it? And that snippy Nell Tremlett,
too!"
"Oh, heard from Nell?"
She shook her head with impatience.<c Don t you know, though, Nell said, Well,
you 11 find it very different, Pauline, after
you re married ! and that told her story.
Why, your cousin Ned no, I have n t heard
from Ned, Lester;don t be so nervous ! he
was the only one, apparently, who was happily
married. Good for you, Les, it s the only
way to live ! remember ?"
Watching her sharply, he nodded."
Yes,
of course;what of it ?
"
"
Why, only this : each one of them was un-
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consciously expressing his subconscious mind,"
said Pauline, decidedly."
According to modern psychology one s dominant traits must in
evitably come out in one s talk or one s writ
ing. A penurious person is n t he always
talking about money, and a vain person of peo
ple s looks?"
"
Yes, my dear," Lester smiled at his cig
arette." Also the earth is round, and slightly
flattened at"
but his eyes were suddenly at
tracted by the yellow sheet with which she was
now gesticulating. That squarish, yellow sheet
he had chosen purposely that he might recog
nize it at a glance."
See here," she said,"
I d like your opinion
of this. I think it s rather clever, myself.
It s from one of my latest admirers." Bri
dling, she turned it over and looked at the sig
nature."
John Irons, whoever he is. Lis
ten to this, though : Tiny, small, delicate, wee,
darling, diminutive, little and so on. Look
at that long list of words, will you ? All taken,
if you please, from one chapter of my novel.
See? Friend Irons infers, from the tendencyshown in that unconscious way, that I am fond
of little things toys, carvings, and minia-
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tures, and bibelots, etc. Well that s all true
enough. Why, he s deduced my whole wonderful exquisite character, in fact, from my vo
cabulary."
Now, as she re-read the letter, he wondered,
for a moment, if he had made any mistake that
might have betrayed him. She was chuckling."
Dusky gold !
"
she laughed."
Dusky
gold ! Yes, I remember I was rather pleased
at that. Opalescent, sheen, velvety-bloom,
smoky-red, virginal, gossamer, floaty, filmy, di
aphanous look, a whole procession of deco
rative words like that, marching right down the
page. See ? And here s what John says in
conclusion. Are you listening, Lester ? Analmost pathetic love of beauty; you must have
been deprived of pretty things when you were
young. That s right, too; I was, wasn t I?*
Disliking discords in life and art. H m!Fond of admiration. Well, who is n t?
"
Lester walked to the window to hide his face
from her." What an ass !
"
"
Oh, I don t know, Les," her tone now was
thoughtful."
Loyal, while seeming to for
get. I don t see where he got that ! But is n t
it remarkable ?"
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND"
Sounds like the Baconian cipher, to me,
picking out words to fit, like that. Why, youcould prove almost anything, that
way."
"
But he happens to prove just exactly the
things that are true. Why, he might have
known me for years ! Of course, he s rather
complimentary, too. He says where is
that ? oh You must be the most charm
ing woman in the world. You need n t shrug
your shoulders, Lester; perhaps I am. But
wait a minute !
"
and she continued more
slowly."
Hopes he may develop the ac
quaintance by some more direct means.
Her embarrassed laugh did not conceal a seri
ous interest." What d you suppose he in
tends by that? Meet him around the corner,
or what ? Would you answer him, Les ?"
Lester yawned artistically."
Oh, if youfeel like it. Lord, / don t know !
"
"
I don t know either." As she spoke,
abstractedly she kept folding and unfolding the
yellow sheet."
I think sometimes you can
really tell more about a person from a letter
than why, Lester, if I wanted to get a line
on you d you know what I d do? I d just
go away, visit mother or something, and make
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you write to me. I really believe I d find out
more about you than by living with you for six
months !
"
And, though she drifted off in a description
of last night s reception, her husband suspected,
beneath her gossip of Mrs. Poppity s latest
blunder, and how Smithers wished to dedicate
his book of poems" To P. H.," a strong under
current of John Irons in her mind, which she
seemed to be taking some pains to conceal.
That forenoon Lester Hope walked downtown
to his office not a little elated.
For three afternoons, each day a little less
elated, he walked downtown only to be disap
pointed. But on the fourth day when he
stopped at the post office and looked in as
usual through the little glass door, behold, a
pale blue envelope! It was addressed to
"John Irons, Esq., P. O. Box 1711" in
Pauline s handwriting, bold and rapid.
Gingerly he took it out, feeling somewhat as
if he were robbing the mails, and tore open the
blue envelope. The sensation was, he thought,
a bit too like eavesdropping on Pauline to be
comfortable. Of course it was for him, that
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letter ; but at the same time it was n t exactly
for her husband, was it?
Well, never mind;at a shelf-desk by the big,
dirty window, hustled by the crowd, he found
himself reading:
"
My dear Mr. John Irons:"
I m so glad to have found at least one
careful student of my book. Really, you
quite remind one of those patient, laborious
old prisoners in medieval dungeons who spent
their days counting the number of the s and
and s in the Bible. It was almost a pity,
though, for you to have wasted so much time
on my novel that might have been spent,
might n t it ? at a dollar a palm, with the gypsies."
Pauline went on in an almost gleeful strain
to fear that she wasn t half so nice as JohnIrons had made out, and that, really, if she
were honest (which, of course, she was n t), she
ought to insert a lot of brittle, magenta, sharp-
pointed words into her next novel, just to make
his pet theories consistent. In conclusion, (the
note was short), she wondered Who he was.
MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
There was altogether a dancing note of cor
diality and frankness in it that rather surprised
him ; and a little something about it also that he
did n t quite like. Just why, he found
it hard to decide. What, then, had he antici
pated? Wasn t it in just this way, inducing
just this charmingly amenable mood, that he
had expected to rewin her love? All he knew
was that some Imp of the Perverse had touched
him with a faint regret that he had succeeded
so well. Did n t she, he thought, come almost
too easily? The sudden revelation of her as
she appeared secretly with a stranger was al
most uncomfortable, even though that stran
ger were himself.
At the office, he found, after some search,
the last letter he had received from his wife,
when, two months ago, she had gone to visit
her mother. It told of the weather, it told of
the theaters, it told of the state of her health.
Quite a contrast, it seemed to him, her letter
to"
Mrs. Hope s Husband "
and that flirta
tious note to John Irons but the thought he
shook off. After all, since he was John Irons,
why not rejoice with John? This was the
only way he knew to win her, and win her
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he must! On with the masquerade! Jumping again into his new mental costume, he sat
down to write his reply." So you wonder who I am ? You will
never, never suspect me." He stopped and
gazed at his typewriter. Then the keys
snapped savagely."
I am far too unimportant, and I am too proud to confess my name.
I am not in your set, nor even in the brilliant
circle of your acquaintance. We have met, it
is true; but I have every reason to believe that
you have forgotten me. But, my dear Mrs.
Hope, though I have only just summoned
courage to write to you, I have long, long ad
mired you. And yet, bright a star as I see
you, don t think me dazzled or afraid. I
know your faults as well as your virtues.
You have no greater friend, or severer critic
and remember that I am watching you all
the time, in the dark!"
He continued in as spirited and daring a
vein as he thought he might without fright
ening her away. Experience had taught himthat when a woman is to be won she must be
won quickly, while the game is new and ex
citing.
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That night they had pork chops for dinner.
Pauline asked if the coal had been ordered
and the milk bill paid. She spent most of the
evening in deciding which photograph, from
a set of proofs, would be most effective in ad
vertising a holiday edition of her novel.
Her next letter, because of two sly little
words, amused him." Are n t you forcing
this a little?" came her mild protest." As a
reader of character I admit you are rather
good, though I fear superficial. I have an
idea, however, that I might perhaps do as well
myself; but I haven t enough data, as yet, in
your vocabulary to be able to deduce your
character, and decide whether or not I care to
continue the correspondence."" As
yet."Business forgotten, the tele
phone unanswered, in his office he thought
fully rubbed his chin and smiled at those two
words;then frowned.
"
I have n t enough
data, asyet!" Why, couched though it was,
woman-fashion, in the guise of a rebuke,
was n t it virtually an invitation to continue ?
Yes, she was distinctly encouraging. Thebattle was on.
And, daily, as it raged, for they now wrote
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daily, there was at home, apparently, never
anything more between them than a dinner
table or the upstairs hall! Friends, partners,
mates, roast beef and the"
Evening Tribune"
plus invisible, clandestine romance! With
every surreptitious glance he stole at her as
she read, or wrote, or sang, he wondered what
name to give to the domestic drama Com
edy or Tragedy ?
Never before, possibly, had his office type
writing machine transcribed such jaunty mes
sages as during these weeks when, evening
after evening, he lighted the electric lamp and
sat down alone to write to Pauline. Those
stiff old wires and springs, habituated to" Yours of the i8th at hand," and
"
the party
of the firstpart,"
must have felt an unaccus
tomed thrill as they jumped and rattled to the
elastic words :
"
// / could be near you, and
see you and hear you, I d probably fear youtoo much to confess what now I m Implying,
(at least I am trying), and also relying on
you, too, to guess!"
So shrewdly, he eschewed the sentimental
note. At lovers fond perjuries they say Jove
laughs; but Minerva, yes, and all Olympus,
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will abet a courtship where grace and humorwoo.
Hard work enough it was, too, with his
wife drifting, drifting away, to force himself
to the blithe pristine note of his early sweet-
hearting; but he succeeded. He was sure of
that when she responded a little more promptlythan before, and quite in his own vein. Howlong, oh, how long it had been since his wife
had written verses to him !
So nibble, nibble, nibble and his fish
was almost on the hook. His romantic bait
had been just the thing for her fancy. At
home, Pauline had casually mentioned the
John Irons letters occasionally as they came,
with a touch of amusement.
"Want to see it, Lester?" she would say,
carelessly, as she skirmished through the magazines for a February number, containing her
picture.
He displayed only the lukewarm interest of c*
sleepy spouse."
Oh, I guess not now, thanks,
I d like to finish this story I m reading."
Show him her letters, would she? It was
a harmless Platonic game, then a family
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affair! He had no idea of carrying on a mere
practical joke; his object was serious; to re-
win her love, no less. So now if he were to
land her, so to speak, it was time for a quick
jerk to the line. He decided to try to write
her so warm, so private a letter that, thoughshe would accept it from an unknown admirer,
she would not quite care or even dare to show
it to her husband.
For this, a new touch of romance. And if
there are still those who think a typewrittenletter cannot breathe romance, they should
have watched Pauline Hope (as, through her
half-opened door, Lester himself, one morn
ing, shamelessly watched her), studying his
ardent lines."
Always I shall think of you as once I saw
you, in golden silk andpearls,"
he had writ
ten." You were surrounded by admirers,
and I could not, would not, force myself on
your notice; though I watched you all the
evening! But to-day I saw you almost more
radiant on the street with your husband.
Yes, and I was, for a moment, very near youI might have touched your hand ! And I
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knew, then, that I loved you! You wore no
flowers, I am sure, and yet when you passed,
I swear I breathed violets !
"
Ah, love unadorned is common enoughbut robed in mystery mystery and mischief !
Little wonder the situation caught her novel
ist s fancy. Yet, pause a moment, and ob
serve the piquant picture ; for, tapping away at
the prosaic keys of his typewriter, it never
occurred to Lester Hope to wonder which,
after all, was the more romantic figure his
picturesque John Irons of fiction, following
her dramatically in secret, or Mrs. Hope s
Husband of fact, in blue worsted, in shirt
sleeves and green eye-shade, alone in his office
after his clerks had gone, only the one desk
lamp lighted, trying mercilessly to divide him
self in twain and pit one against the other in
the fight for Pauline.
It was the pile of unopened letters that lay
on her flowery-fragrant breakfast table next
morning that gave him his real result; amongst
them he spied no square yellow envelope. Yet
a square yellow envelope certainly had been on
the tray when the mail was brought up to her
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he had assured himself of that when the
maid passed him on the stairs.
Pauline rose, and Pauline dressed. Downthe curly staircase, clad all in white, she came
a-singing. A joyous kiss she threw at
Willyer s portrait of herself in the library.
She scolded the dog, petted the cat, ordered
veal cutlets for luncheon, talking gaily all the
time.
The creaming and sugaring of her oatmeal,
however, seemed to require more concentra
tion. In silence, she took a few dainty spoonfuls. Then, thoughtfully: "Lester, d yourecall when I wore that yellow silk even
ing gown of mine last? At the Woodlings ,
was n t it ? You were there, that night, at
that first reception she gave for me, were n t
you?"
"Why, yes" he said; "what about it?"
"
Oh, nothing." She looked up, caught his
eye, suddenly looked down again."
I was
just wondering if if I d dare to wear it
there again, that s all." A pause."
Say,
Lester; d you remember who was there, that
night? Now, don t be sarcastic I mean,
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was there any one there well, that we knew,but had n t seen for a long time, for instance ?
Nobody of any importance of course. Al
most a stranger, you might say ?"
He appeared not to notice any hidden motive in her query, and with the stupidity of a
doting, unsuspicious husband, he answered
only, "No. Why?"
"Oh, I was only trying to think of of
whom to invite to . . ." Pauline dwindled
off, and for a time there was no sound but the
delicate click of her spoon against the plate,
and the rustling of his newspaper."
Say, Les; you know when we were walk
ing downtown yesterday morning ? You don t
recall seeing any one particular, do you?
any one you knew ?"
"
Nobody but the postman."" That s funny/ Pauline murmured.
Yes, it was rather funny, he thought; but
he did n t say so.
Over the top of his newspaper he watched
guardedly as she tasted her porridge, waitingfor her to mention John Irons. Never a word
more did Pauline say.
But, when it came to it, why should she?
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Happy as their married life had been, it was
not established upon the theory of a private
ownership of one by the other. They were
both tacitly free to give or withhold their con
fidence. But one significant thing he did no
tice that Pauline s farewell kiss was just
a bit more clinging than usual. Was n t her
conscience troubling her a little ? he wondered.
And by just that extra amount of fervor
in the demonstration, he suspected, Lester
Hope had fallen, and John Irons had risen, in
the scales of her affection.
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IV
INthe weeks that followed, Lester s tete-a
tetes with his wife grew ever rarer. Tofind a bevy of celebrities gossiping over Pau
line s teacups when he came home was quite
what he had to expect, nowadays ;or else, per
haps, it would be old Peever ensconced with
her in the library. Manuscripts and magazines, royalties, reviews how sick Lester
had grown of them ! But when, by happy ac
cident, he and Pauline did have dinner alone
together, without literary ladies-with-three-
names or blatant he-talkers, Lester was often
tempted to hazard the careless question :
"
Oh, by the way, Pauline, ever heard any
thing more from that Irons chap ?"
But, as he leaned back in his chair, scrutin
izing her thoughtfully, he would always wonder: What if Pauline should deny it? No,he feared to put her to the test. He, the hus
band, was still jealous of himself, the lover.
Still, she was friendly enough, too. She
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was always considerate; outwardly, at least,
she was affectionate. But somehow his wife
well, she seemed to be growing every daymore like the fine portrait Willyer had painted
of her that handsome, that inscrutable, aris
tocrat in black velvet. And often, as he
looked up at her, she seemed to smile ambigu
ously down at him from the library wall as if
saying,"
Well, I too have my secret." Hersoul was fading from his ken.
The Lady of the Letters, on the other hand,
was becoming ever more sharply defined.
Nothing gives a woman a new lease of life like
the discovery of an unsuspected Romeo, and
the avowal of John Irons s love had lifted her
spirits like wine. She was no longer merely
Pauline; she was quite a new person, with all
the charm of newness. But did n t she have
also, thrilling him often, a charm that was old,
familiar long lost? Why, at times, in the
exuberance of her letters she was almost Pau-
line-of-the-Violets !
Weaving in and out through the drearytechnicalities of his business affairs, day after
day, her friendly nonsense would dance
through his head :
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And your charming incognito is a gameThat you handle with the grace of a Delsartist;
But I think you re quite too speedy, all the same !
" So the kiss that you beseech of me to post youI refuse; for you must surely understand
That a lady does n t give a kiss, you ghost, you,
Till the gentleman at least has held her hand !
"
Oh, it was easy enough, now, to sit downand begin,
"
My dear Pauline"
; easy enoughto jest with her on paper, easy enough to pique
her curiosity and keep the romance at the bub
bling point."
Yesterday, I saw you and fol
lowed you for blocks. At first, I could have
killed every man who turned to look at you;afterwards I could have killed every man whodid not. I wonder if you are as proud as you
ought to be of that free graceful gait of
yours?" Easy enough it was, in the neutral
environment of his downtown office, alone,
quiet, to forget for the nonce that he was"
Mrs. Hope s Husband." . . .
What was hard was when he was at homewith her; when he was watching her intently
watching Pauline the wife, that is and
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trying to discover in her Pauline the sweet
heart."
Why, Lester, what is the matter with
you?" she would exclaim, sometimes, glanc
ing up from her book." You ve been look
ing at me so queerly ! What are you thinking
of? I should think I were a total stranger!"
And Pauline would laugh in A-sharp and Les
ter in D-flat, which, in domestic music,
whether classic or modern, is a discord.
Harder still it was when Helen Ramsaycalled, and was coquettish.
" Are n t you looking rather fagged, Les-
.ter? You re not leading a double life, are
you?" A wink at Pauline.
" You can t tell
much about Lester, you know; he was rather
romantic, I found, when he was at college."
Hardest of all on his pride were the times
when his wife, smoothly reluctant, explainedthat Peever was going to bring that Englishauthor to-night, you know, and she supposed
they d just talk books and books and, "Of
course I d love to have you, Les, but still, if
you think you ll be bored"
She might as
well have given him a stick of candy, and told
him to go off and play by himself !
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And, meanwhile" How do you dare, you
devil !
"
she was writing to John Irons." You
know that I am married. Well, how do I
dare? I don t know whether you are, or not;
but,, (is n t it awful!) I don t much care as
yet. I have to confess that you, my charming
serpent, have quite fascinated poor timid bird
Me. There s something about you, plague
take you, that makes me quite willing to trust
you recklessly. I am even willing to run the
risk of your thinking me (I m not) bold or
credulous. Oh, J. L, I have simply searched
my soul for phrases to explain why, somehow,
I don t and simply can t feel guilty. I am re
duced, actually, to the coy school-girl confes
sion, I feel as if I had known you always !
"
And then to come home, hungry for one
look of that affectionate abandon in her eyes
to find her, so beautiful, so cool oh, God,
so suave with her drawing-room full of
Polish artists, varnished mondaines, hungry-
looking poets, and be affably patronized as
"Mrs. Hope s Husband!"
And so, Lester Hope having thus been in
troduced to the torture chamber, let him be
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delicately tormented further to determine if
he be domitable; or, if not, what lyric may be
wrung from his distress.
Lying on the big leather couch in the library
alone one night (and that is where Willyer
should have painted him, a long, graceful fig
ure, with a darkly picturesque head how he
would have made those Irish-blue eyes twinkle
under the black lashes!) Lester Hope was
wondering wondering if, after all, he could
ever bear it to win Pauline anew in this
strange, unsatisfactory fashion. Was n t it
even dishonorable; a sneaky trick on her, of
which he should be ashamed ? What would it
prove, anyway, to make her fall in love with
an unknown ?
Suddenly there came a sickening thought.
What if it weren t an unknown? What if
she did know, or thought she did, who JohnIrons was? Scraps of a month-old conversa
tion had come back to him."
Lester, you remember Paul Smithers,
don t you ?" Pauline s question had been
off-hand, as she was adjusting her hat before
the mirror.
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Oh, yes, Lester knew; Smithers was that
poet-person he of the black beribboned eye
glasses and the little black chopped mus
tache."
Tell me," she had asked, carelessly this
was after J. I. s first really daring missive" do you think he is really clever, Lester?
"
Lester, quite profanely, did not.
But, now he thought of it, had n t he come
home from the office early several times, lately,
to find Smithers s silly black ribbons dangling
over the teacups, and Pauline gazing a bit in
terestedly into those owlish, tortoise-shell eye
glasses? When was it she had asked about
him ? Was n t it yes, it must have been
just after the day J. I. had written that letter
about seeing her. By Jove, the poet had been"
quite near enough to touch her hand !
"
Lester groaned. What a fool he had been
to mention that in his letter ! Why, had n t he
kept his John Irons invisible, detached, an in
soluble mystery, instead of setting Pauline s
romantic imagination to work trying to iden
tify him amongst her acquaintances! Good
God! Could it be that, writing his aching
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playing into that pale poet s languid, effemin
ate hands?
Whereat, the preliminary pleasantries with
the thumbscrews having been finished, his tor
turing fate now smilingly took up the red-hot
pincers.
That week Smithers came to dinner.
Smithers was elegant at dinner, with a pat
ronizing, Harvard drawl, with all the airs of
a genius, and a cigarette-holder seven inches
long. A separate affront was in every gog
gled glance he gave Pauline, and every smile
she sent him in return made Lester a little
faint. Continually he kept saying to himself:"
Well, at least Smithers can know absolutely
nothing of the letters";
but it was small satis
faction, for, if Pauline really believed Smith
ers to be John Irons, her unconscious thought
would instinctively encourage him. And Les
ter Hope, knowing him well, had seen at a first
glance that small-eyed Smithers was scarcely-
one to be trusted with a complaisant woman.
And, so suffering, as he told his legal anec
dotes, gallantly rallying Helen Ramsay as a
beauty and blarneying enthusiastic, spluttery
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Mrs. Woodling as he might a girl, laughingeven at old Peever s monumental attempts at
the jocose, Lester Hope never once lost sight
of Smithers talkative Smithers in his poet
ical black silk stock and soft, many-plaited,
white silk shirt.
Was n t he a very cat-like, a very stealthy
black-and-white creature whom it might be un
pleasant to arouse? thought Lester, watching
him, disgusted. Think of his wife playing
with such an animal it was horrible !
Now, Pauline had other admirers in her
newly discovered intellectual world. Theycalled, they dined, they danced. They sent
their little books with the fly-leaves elabo
rately inscribed, they presented her with little
bas-reliefs and statuettes, with little colored
daubs signed prominently "A mon amie."
Smithers was but a sample of many who were
beginning to flutter about her bright person
ality. But Smithers, as the most persistent
and obnoxious of them all, Smithers the soft,
Smithers the sticky, had become Lester s ob
session. How could Pauline possibly endure
him, he wondered bitterly."
I must get rid
of Smithers!"
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But, as things turned out, it was not Lester
who got rid of him, after all; it was Pauline.
Or, rather, Smithers rid them both of himself
by a characteristic form of social suicide.
"
I don t think I shall see much more of
Smithers," said Pauline, one night, after com
ing home alone and cool-eyed from a reception
to which the poet had escorted her. Smith
ers, it appeared from her subsequent reluctant
confession, was not a gentleman and had not
apparently considered her a lady. Smithers,
in short had, in the cab"
Well, don t
worry, Lester; you know you can always trust
me to take care of myself and any possible im
pertinence."
White-hot with indignation though he was
(and not without unpleasant suspicions that
perhaps Pauline had quite unconsciously en
couraged the beast), the elimination of Smith
ers certainly brought Lester a relief. Pauline
now knew, of course, that Smithers was not
the author of the John Irons letters; his vul
garity was incompatible with the romance as
it had been played. Lester had a quick bound
of spirits.
With that recrudescence of his first fresh
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impulse he saw plainly now that it was not
enough to get rid of Smithers; he must, so to
speak, get rid of himself. Compunction for
the husband was retarding the lover. Nomore regrets, then; no more reproaches; Les
ter Hope must be tossed bodily overboard to
save John Irons.
The poor husband did not quite drown,
however, until one day Lester came home to
find, as he had often found of late, a vase of
roses on the library table. At sight of the
flowers he, as John Irons, had sent, he had,
heretofore, always had an uneasy feeling of
having robbed Peter to pay Paul. Not so to
day. Always before he had gingerly avoided
the subject, trying to let Pauline off from anydefinite explanation.
But to-day he looked her in the face and
asked outright :
"
Say, where the devil did
this carnival of roses come from anyway ?"
Instead of the hoodwinked husband s cus
tomary twinge of pain at her feminine evasion,
he smiled indulgently at her embarrassed,"
Oh,I got them this morning; are n t they pretty!
"
He felt only the lover s joy at getting ahead of
a rival. Was n t that card with the"
J. I." al-
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ways missing? Pauline was already feeling
guilty. What could be more encouraging?
But his respite was short; only just long
enough to restore the victim sufficiently for
him to feel the full force of his next keen
agony. Fate had by no means exhausted the
torturing possibilities of the situation; and
fate, in grim earnest, now, laid him upon the
rack for the peine forte ct dure.
For, if you mingle contempt with jealousy,
the pain is fairly easy to endure. One s na
tive feeling of superiority soon heals the smart.
Another week of Smithers and who knows
how Lester s scorn of Pauline s taste mighthave affected his love for her? But, poison
the wound with admiration, and jealousy has
a deeper, deadlier sting. No man is so fiercely
jealous as he who suspects his best friend.
It was while he was shaving, one morning,
shaving quite happily, listening to Pauline s
voice gaily trilling in her room, that the
thought struck him. Suddenly he put down
his razor and watched a small spot of red on
his chin grow larger and larger.
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No, he had not wounded himself, he knew.
That blood was really drawn by Norman Will-
yer. . . . Merry as a canary, Pauline sang on.
. . . Lester cleaned his razor and rubbed an
alum stick on his cut;but still it bled and bled.
. . . And, like a spiritual wound, his sudden
jealousy bled and bled. . . .
Had n t Pauline been a good deal with Will-
yer of late? And those long sittings in his
studio when she had posed for her portrait
what had happened? Little pictures of the
two came back to his mind. Was n t she al
ways watching him, studying him ? Was n t
she always saying how clever he was, and howsensitive ? Was n t she, in short, suspecting
Willyer of being John Irons?
Probably every man, if he would but con
fess it, admires some particular type and rec
ognizes it, when it appears, as the sort of per
son he would secretly like to be. For Lester
Hope, Willyer personified that ideal. The
best testimony to the strength and elegance of
the big blond artist with the pointed beard was
that even women s opinion that he was"
charming"
could n t damn him in the eyes
of men; no such praise can hurt a man who is
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as good on a hunting trip as in a studio. But
what Lester most admired about him was that
Willyer, unlike most of the pseudo-celebrities
exploited by Mrs. Woodling & Co., knew the
difference between conversation and mere talk.
He always looked forward to seeing Will
yer ; they had tastes, and what was still
more satisfactory distastes in common ; they
often had very agreeable masculine conversa
tions in mere monosyllables. In short, there
was never that infernal sheet of plate glass
between them that Lester usually found seem
ing to shut him off from other men.
Now, in a single moment the thought of
Willyer had become sickeningly painful. If
Pauline did think Willyer was J. I., there was
trouble ahead. But how the devil was Lester
to find out?
Uncomfortable, perplexed, he entered her
room. Pauline, without turning, smiled at
him in her mirror."
Say, Pauline," he seated himself on her
bed." How many sittings did you have with
Willyer d you remember? "
As the soft lead pencil administered an ex
tra quarter of an inch to her already perfect
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eyebrows, Pauline did n t really recall half
a dozen, perhaps why?Oh, it was nothing. Somebody had asked
him, that was all. Lester sat watching her,
suffering her prettiness hungry to claim it,
enjoy it.
"
Ripping studio, Willyer has, isn t it!"
(How he loathed that studio now!)" Must
be a rich place to talk in." (What had she
talked in it?) "Magnificent rugs. Like to
get him to pick some out for us. Seems to
know a lot about such things." (What other
things did Willyer know?)Oh, yes, Mr. Willyer was very clever. She
liked Willyer. So clean, and so graceful
expressive gestures, too, had n t he ? And
Pauline, rising, turned a frank gaze at her hus
band.
She had turned, however, just as frank a
gaze at him yesterday, he recalled, after she
had received such a letter from John Irons
as most wives would hesitate to show to their
husbands. "If love is a unified trinity of
emotions spiritual, mental, and physical
don t for a minute imagine that I am all Holy
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Ghost ! I don t believe that any woman wants
to think that she has n t sexual attraction
well, then, why not say frankly that you have ?
You re no more an angel than I am a phan
tom, and if I were blind and deaf and dumb I
could have no greater desire to see you and
hear you and touch you !
"
The sentiment did not in the least seem to
offend her."
If I could only hear your voice,
it would tell me all I want to know," she wrote." Would it rend your delightful veil of mys
tery if you should, say, talk to me on the tele
phone? It is surely an instrument of Romance. But yet, you have such a graphic,
colorful way of revealing yourself that I
scarcely think I should be surprised if I did
hear you speak."
Lester smiled cynically. How often had he
heard it said that, when a man s wife has an
affair with another man, her husband is usu
ally the last one to hear of it. At least they
could never say that of him! And yet, what
did he know? Whatever was in Pauline s
mind was, after all, as deeply hidden from
him as any other guilty wife s secret.
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Could her letter mean that his own ardent
words went perfectly, in her mind, with Will-
yer s pleasing personality?
As he watched her with Willyer, next day,
she was, for all Lester could detect, not par
ticularly happy or excited with his friend; and
Willyer, damn him, appeared perfectly natural,
frank, candid, altogether admirable, as usual.
Yet the thought that Pauline might be think
ing of Willyer as that impassioned J. I., whowas bombarding her with provocative mis
sives, kept Lester in a delirium of jealousy.
How the devil could any woman, he wondered,
resist Norman Willyer who seemed to care
nothing for any of them?
On his way downtown one morning, uncon
sciously he found himself turning in at his
club. Usually there was nobody about at this
hour, and so by one of the big windows on
the avenue he selected an easy chair and lighted
a cigar to think things over."
Oh, I say, Hope, may I speak to you a
moment ?"
A black eye-glass ribbon dangled before
him, and Lester looked up at a little black,
chopped mustache.
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Before he could rise, however, a chair was
being pulled up with,"
Say, I d like to apolo
gize to you, Hope or rather, I d like to ex
plain."
Again Lester tried to escape but he
could n t. A horrid curiosity held him. Hewatched the poet as one watches a barnyard
pest, and glared." You remember," said Smithers, quite
jauntily, playing with his bamboo stick,"
that
night I took a certain lady to the Woodlings ?
Well, really I m afraid I must have quite par
donably misinterpreted something she said.
That is to say"
he waved an effeminate
hand "
she said something, or at least I un
derstood her to say something, about my writ
ing to her, you know. There was somethingof that sort, anyway. No, just wait a min
ute, please! I took it, naturally, that she
wanted me to write to her awfully queer
and all that, of course, but how the devil
could I help it? She was really, you know, if
I do say it, well, what you might call encour
aging you know what I mean ? Oh, hold
on; it was just simply a misunderstanding. I
suppose I was a little hasty in my presump-
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tions, but, Lord, I don t see why she should
have taken fire the way she did, much less gonehome alone what s the matter ?
"
Lester Hope s tense fingers knew, at that
moment, exactly how Smithers s white throat
would feel if his own two thumbs should meet
on that poet s windpipe. It was hard work
controlling himself enough to say," D you
mind leaving me alone ? Or do I have to vio
late the house rules ?"
Smithers did not move.
"Good morning!" Lester repeated, rising.
The moment grew dangerous."
By Jove !
"
drawled Smithers. He wasnot looking at Lester, now ;
he was gazing out
the broad front window. He pointed with
his little bamboo stick."
I see why you took
this seat," he grinned."
Behold the beaute
ous lady in question ! I Ve seen her several
times lately like that. Of course you know
Willyer s studio is right over Oh, good
morning, Hope; yes, I m going!" And with
an ironic laugh he was off before Lester could
well, what, in "a gentlemen s club" could
he have done ?
Pauline s ermines, now, were crossing the
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street beside a tall gray overcoat. Now they
were at the entrance to Willyer s studio build
ing. Now they had disappeared.
Well, thought Lester, why not? It was all
right enough, of course. Many people went
to Willyer s studio. But somehow his own
reason had deserted him, and he was the prey
of raging doubts." Have you seen Willyer lately?
"
he asked
Pauline, next morning. It was all he could do
to voice the question.
Pauline s face brightened."
Oh, Les, I
forgot to tell you. Why, yes, I had luncheon
with him at his studio, yesterday. Helen
Ramsay was there. She s so silly, lately.
She always seems to own that studio."
Did n t she run on a bit hysterically ? he
thought; wasn t there too much of Helen
Ramsay, too much explanation of that partic
ular studio party? It sounded suspicious.
Lester s mood grew darker.
That evening Willyer dropped in, as he
often did, nowadays, for a game of chess. Ofcourse it happened to be one of the few nights
that Pauline remained at home. Was it really
fortuitous? Lester wondered, as he watched
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her. There was no doubt at any rate she was
posing for Willyer, at least to the extent of
making a charming figure of herself, under
the lamp, reading her book.
Ordinarily, Lester played a scientific, im
personal game, that kept him cool and unruf
fled. But to-night his heart beat passionately
in the crises of the game, and he found himself
desperately fighting a personal antagonist.
Willyer s leisurely, artistic hands over the
board maddened him. And any one who has
ever been beaten at a game of skill by one whohas also beaten him at the game of love will
know how Lester Hope felt when his antag
onist pronounced" Checkmate !
"
Willyer rose, yawned, and stood, tall and
graceful, by the mantel. Why the devil
doesn t he go home, damn him? Lester said
to himself, as he saw Pauline s eyes watchinghim admiringly.
Willyer, however, seemed disinclined to
move. For some minutes, his hands in the
pockets of his speckled gray homespun suit, he
regarded his friend quizzically. Next, he
slowly examined his cuff-links with absorbed
interest. Then his long fingers pulled
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thoughtfully, lazily, at his blond Vandykebeard. Finally he broke the long silence by
remarking :
"
I say, I Ve got some news for you people.
I do hope you 11 like it. The fact is, I mabout to take the fatal plunge."
Lester stared. Pauline stared. Not a
word, till Willyer, chuckling at their surprise,
added :
" That s right. I m engaged. It s
Helen Ramsay. She said I might tell just youtwo."
Tick tick tick tick went the clock;
then,"
Well, what s the matter?" The voice
of Willyer took on a sharper, harsher tone." Can t you congratulate me ? Lord, I should
say you did n t approve !
"
Up jumped Lester and clapped him riotously
on the shoulder."
Congratulate you ! Yes,
by Jove, of course I do !
"
Grabbing Will-
yer s hand, Lester shook off the suspicions and
jealousies of a month of suffering. "Fine!
Fine! Fine! Why, I m delighted!" Heshook that hand till Willyer s eyes grew large."
Why, it s the best news I ve heard for a
year ! is n t it, Pauline ?"
Pauline s voice came calmly enough, but her
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smile was queer."
Why, yes, of course !
I m really awfully, awfully pleased, Mr. Will-
yer ! Helen s such a dear I m so fond
of her. Indeed, you re both of you in
luck!"
Fairly bubbling over, now, Lester herded
him into the dining-room for an immediate
drink, Willyer, apparently, a bit puzzled byhis tardy enthusiasm. As they left, Pauline
was sitting inert. Pauline was gazing up at
her portrait with that same queer smile.
Many things he had repressed (things he
couldn t bring himself to write for fear that
Willyer might get the credit for them), now
appeared in John Irons s letters.
Was she happy? Lester learned to his sur
prise that she was not; even her"
best of hus
bands," apparently, could not make her so.
Did she love that superlative husband ? She
ignored the question.
What did she do with herself ? Unsuspectedlittle adventures she never had told her hus
band came out. It developed, for instance
she made a joke of it that Peever, dry old
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Peever, had tried to make silly love to her
yes, and in Lester Hope s own library !
"
I think you were rather rude to Mr. Pee
ver, last night,"said Pauline, one day soon
after that. What could poor Lester say?As John Irons, he had already said all that was
necessary. But Peever never saw Pauline
alone again in Lester s house.
Queer, however, that it was old Peever who
speeded John Irons up. Lester, seconding
John Irons fighting toward a finish, suddenlyfound his principal a bit slow. Why, if even
Peever could put in a few strokes behind his
back, John would have to make himself more
forcibly felt.
From that day J. I. became ubiquitous.
Messengers boys, as Pauline stepped into her
cab in front of the house, handed her notes,
or flowers while Lester gazed gloomily
upon the act from behind a bedroom windowcurtain. That she might not forget JohnIrons even for a day, he had her followed;
taxicabs drew up to the curb when she emergedfrom teas, or waited for hours at her club,
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her habits so well ? she asked, as bewildered as
she was flattered. J. I. refused to state. But
he succeeded in raising his mystery to a sec
ond degree. Books came, confectionery carne,
flowers came. He tried jewelry but Pau
line sent the parcels back.
It was she herself who, perhaps uncon
sciously, raised the mystery still higher.
Women live mainly in the present, men in the
future. It is not man s eager desire for the
denouement that gives women pleasure in an
affair of the heart; it is the playing with pos
sibilities, the exquisite unfolding of romance.
And so, never once did Pauline ask to meet
John Irons; and Lester had, besides his own
personal energy, the accomplice of her creative
imagination.
How busy that imagination was, and how
dangerous it might be, he found out, soon
after Willyer was removed from the field of
suspicion.
He had a melancholy streak, one day; it
was after Pauline had been dining out for a
week, and he had, consequently, not seen her
even at breakfast." You were not so far wrong," he wrote,
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a dungeon. For all hopes I have of gaining
you, I am immured in a cell of loneliness.
What would I do without your letter every
day ? By that one window through which youshine I get all I know of happiness. For your
ray of light I watch daily, and for that one
hour I am joyful. When that gracile vision
fades, you will never know my recidivation
into the gloom of waiting!"
Reading it over, he smiled."
Recidiva
tion"
and"
gracile" were hardly in his nor
mal vocabulary, and it occurred to him that
he had done an amusing bit of unconscious
cerebration with those words. Where had he
heard them lately? Oh, yes. In Spenser
Thasp s weekly theatrical article.
Queer, too, because Thasp was Lester s bete
noir, or, more strictly, his bete rouge. It
was n t however so much Thasp s brisk red
hair and orange mustache that Lester ab
horred; it was the fact that Thasp was per
haps the most saturating talker ever tolerated
in an intellectual drawing-room; and, like
most of his species, talked mainly about him
self and his own work.
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As luck ordained, Thasp appeared next day,
at one of the few dinners of Pauline s which
Lester desperate to see her, watch her,
adore her had decided to grace as host.
Thasp, he suspected, was tolerated mainly on
account of his influence with the newspapers.
Pauline never lost a chance though always
a delicate, unobvious, ladylike chance to
advertise herself. Thasp, therefore, was al
lowed to perform, and assiduously he did per
form, upon his one-stringed harp. Peever
yawned, Helen and Willyer held communion
with their eyes; Mrs. Woodling listened, be
lieving, apparently, everything he said. Pau
line s attention was a fine bit of acting until
he had talked from soup to ice, laughing heart
ily at his own wit, as such bores ever do"
In point of fact, the American stage is in
a lamentable state of recidivation. Where
are there such gracile stars as Modjeska, as
Mary Anderson and Lotta"
and so on, and
on, and on interminably." What the devil is recidivation ?
" mut
tered Willyer in Lester s ear.
His question was unanswered. Lester,
watching Pauline, had seen her stop, spoon in
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air, staring at Thasp. There was an expres
sion on her face, part incredulity, part horror.
It was controlled in a moment, but until the
ladies left the room, she cast keen glances from
time to time at the critic. Apparently she
was fascinated by him.
Lester looked on, helpless. She had, of
course, been struck by those two words, both
rather unusual, and had recalled their occur
rence in the last letter from John Irons.
Thasp, scourge though he was, was indubitably
clever, not at all one to be disregarded offhand
as a possible John Irons. All that sustained
Lester, in the contretemps his own fault
was that expression of dislike on Pauline s
face. No wonder she shuddered if she were
thinking of what she herself had written
possibly to Spenser Thasp !
It was not Lester himself, this time, whohad to be saved; it was Pauline. The proofof it was that, for a week, she did not answer
John Irons s letters. Undoubtedly she was
afraid of committing herself with the critic
and was waiting for further evidence. What,
then, could be done to destroy him ?
A night of deliberation brought Lester, one
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morning, to Pauline s room with the informa
tion that he was called to Washington on busi
ness. With this alibi established, that eveninghe kissed her good-by. He could hardly have
gone to Washington, however, for, two days
later, Pauline received a letter from JohnIrons stating that, for a week, his address
would be"
General Delivery, Boston."
It was a merry answer John Irons received
in Boston :
"
I met Spenser Thasp at dinner
at the Woodlings to-night," she wrote,"
and
if you will promise to forgive me, I will con
fess a shameful thing. For three days I al
most believed that you were Thasp. Don t be
insulted; really, the evidence was damning. I
was so relieved when I got your letter. It
was such a satisfaction to know that not be
ing a bird/ you could not be in two places at
once."
Exultant at this success, Lester returned
home to find that he had not only settled
Thasp, but, by his little trip, had settled al
most any possible suspect, as well. Pauline
now had her touchstone for them.
"Have you been in Boston recently?" he
heard her ask, one afternoon, at tea time, a
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rather too-dashing young architect, who had
worshiped at her shrine for some weeks past.
No; he had not, it appeared, eaten brown
bread and baked beans for years. Lester
noted, with considerable glee, that afterwards,
when that suitor called, Pauline spent far less
time on the lamentable lack of prestige given to
architects as compared with all other artists.
Whether they"
signed"
their buildings or
not, she no longer seemed to care.
So Pauline applied her test, and was able to
discover, if not who John Irons was, at least
who he was not. More than once Lester was
to catch that magic word "
Boston" and see
her countenance clear at the puzzled answer:"
Why, no ! What made you think I d been
there ?"
Another candidate eliminated.
And, each time he noted her suspicions,
John Irons quickened his game. Even if it
were but a line or two, he managed to have her
receive a letter by almost every delivery. Six
hours did not pass without her being reminded
of him in some exciting way. Finally, when
every expedient he could think of had been
tried, one day Lester found his hand reaching
for the telephone.
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He called her number; he heard her say,
"Hello!"
He tried his best to think of himself as some
short, stout person with yellow whiskers; hop
ing in that way to disguise his voice. He suc
ceeded somehow in enunciating in a very fat
tone, the name "
John Irons."
He heard her gasp. There was a long
silence. Then,"
Is it really you?"
she asked.
No answer. "Really?"
"
Yes."
Another pause."
Well, why don t you say
something?" No answer. "Can t you?""
No."
"Oh, why not?" A long wait. "Don t
you dare?"
"
No."
"
Oh, I see. Then, I suppose, I shall have
to do the talking."
"
Yes."
"
Like a game of Forty Questions?"
"
Yes."
She laughed."
Well, am I ever to knowwho you are?
"
How curiously his heart was beating! Hewas talking to his own wife, or, rather, he was
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listening to her, as he had listened every dayfor years. Why should he tremble ?
" Have you seen me lately?"
"
Yes."
"Where? Oh, I forgot; you can t an-
,swer. Well, you know this is hardly fair,
making me do all the work talking. Youknow I m dying to hear your voice. Can t
you say anything besides yes and no ?"
"No."
" Are you still in love with me ?"
"
Yes." But he could hardly get it out.
And then, impulsively, he snapped the re
ceiver back on the hook. For some reason he
could n t quite bear to go on.
\
V
T N Lester Hope s private office there was a
well-worn track in the green carpet from
the door to the window. Traveling that road,
to and fro, working out difficult legal cases, he
had walked many a mile. So now he walked,
but not as a lawyer; this case was not one for
the intellect, it was for the heart.
Well, what, after six months perfervid cor
respondence with Pauline, had he accom
plished? Had his passionate attempt served
only to amuse her ? Was it merely a flirtation
by post ? He could n t quite believe it. At
any rate, the affair should now be at the boil
ing point; if he had n t yet won her, he never
would. Wherefore, at whatever the risk, the
time had come, he decided, to put his courtship
to the test and find out definitely whether he
were still only Mrs. Hope s Husband or had in
deed become Mrs. Hope s Lover.
He was sick of the suspense, sick of the
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artificiality, sick of the deception. To reveal
himself, to confess the whole thing to her,
laugh over it and then to be together again
where they were before they had gone astray
how he longed for it! If Lester Hope,thrown overboard, had really drowned, his
ghost now haunted John Irons. The impos
sible, romantic situation had tired him; he
wanted reality he wanted his own wife back.
But, to get her he must win this last move!
So, many a time, up and down he paced ; manya letter he wrote before he wrote the one that,
at last, he sent her. It was short :
"
My dear:" Don t be afraid that I have lost my sense
of humor; but to-day I must be serious. At
any rate, the question I want to ask is quite in
earnest. My dear, not knowing me in the
flesh perhaps you may have really got to think
ing of me as a kind of disembodied spirit.
But I assure you I am not. I am a live man.
My love for you is real and human. It is so
great that any attempt to try to express it
would be futile. I can only trust that my sin
cerity has convinced you, that you have felt the
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truth, and that you care, as I care. So far,
I have been able to wait and hope ; but I can t,
any more. My dear, I must know now
whether you can love me, do love me in the
way I love you. We must meet; but, before
you ever see me you must answer me. Will
you answer me? "
Next morning, Lester went downstairs early.
Pauline rose, and Pauline dressed. Down the
curly staircase, clad all in white, she came a-
singing. Thus, capriciously, once or twice a
month, this lady chose to grace her husband s
breakfast.
But to-day, when she appeared in the dining-
room, her whimsical mood perturbed him. Hefound himself watching her as one watches a
child with firearms. Why did she take this
particular morning to honor him, he wondered.
Why, as she airily sat down opposite him, had
she to be so gay, to rally him on his own
taciturnity ? For, try as he might to respond
in the same vein, that letter of his, awaiting
her, hidden in the pile beside her plate, ob
sessed him; it fascinated him like a lighted
bomb.
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Laughing and chattering, she picked up her
mail and looked it over."
Oh, dear, three more wedding presents to
be bought this month !
"
she remarked, sigh
ing; "reallyit wouldn t be a bad idea, for
Helen Ramsay s, to give her one of my old
manuscripts. She has n t sold a story for ages,
poor thing! After inviting every editor in
New York to her literary dinners, too !
" And
then, while jocosely wondering what letters
he was receiving at his office, meanwhile, and
how did she know he was n t perhaps corre
sponding with some dangerous blonde her
persiflage suddenly stopped.
In her hand was a yellow envelope. She
gave him a look. For a moment she seemed
uncertain whether or not to open it; but, as his
oatmeal seemed to interest him extraordinarily
just then, she nonchalantly drew out the let
ter.
Lester, reaching for the cream, saw her face
change quickly while she read. Then, as she
laid the sheet aside, he admired her control; it
was far better than his own. She had assumed
woman s favorite disguise, a smile.
The rest of the meal was eaten in silence;
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quite the lady of the portrait was Pauline
Hope.
"Good-by, Pauline!"
"Good-by, Lester!"
As he left, he felt as he had often felt when,after doing all he could, he had seen a jury file
out to consider the verdict. He closed the
door. It was Pauline s turn again.
Corporations and corporation counsel, re
ceiverships, appeals, exceptions, demurrers,
rebuttals, and writs of error confused him next
day. His work was far behind; that day it fell
behind still more. Lester Hope, attorney-at-
law, sitting at a desk covered with papers,
papers, papers and a pale blue letter har
assed by questions and telephone calls and call
ers, read and reread legal documents endlessly
without comprehension. To wit:"
It is understood and agreed between the
two parties to this contract that / cannot do
what you wish / cannot!" What did that
mean? " And it is furthermore agreed that if
at any time you have no right to ask me; I
know too little of you!" Ah, little enoughdid he know, too! With a great effort he
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would try to separate the two documents, law
from love, and keep"
their heirs, assigns, and
administrators" from "
I cannot answer.
You must not write to me again" but such
strange terms as"
hereunto set our hands and
seals"
would persist in getting mixed up with
still stranger sentences :
"
If you do persist
in writing, I shall be forced to place your letters
in the hands of my husband!"
All he could get through his head was that,
dreadfully, it was all over, his romance; and he
had failed. The case of"
Irons vs. Hope"
had been decided against him. He had lost
Pauline a second time!
That night he had his dinner sent into the
office and he worked long after the others had
gone. How often, of late, he had stayed there
all alone with the one light at his desk and
Pauline! But now it all seemed changed
cold, empty, desolate. It was only an office,
now; something had gone that had once made
it almost a home." You must not write to me again!" The
secret, charming creature that in this dull room
he had conjured up out of the failure of his
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married life had vanished like a fairy back
again into the Unreal.
Where were those roses that bunch of red
roses ? In the library, in the dining-room, her
chamber, no sign of them he saw;and Pauline
said nothing. Yet the florist had sworn he had
sent them, that they had been received, and
with them, yes, he was sure, the card with the
inscription,"
Finis. J. I" Could Pauline
possibly have thrown them away ?
Weeks passed. ... In spite of himself, in
spite of her renewed attempts at comradeship,Lester became with his wife more what
was it distant? Self-conscious? Formal?
Without the stimulus of her letters he found
himself steadily more nervous and distraught.
His experiment had failed; things between
them were worse, rather than better.
That Pauline thought so, too, was evidenced
when, one day, she announced that she was
going to visit her mother for a month or so.
She wanted to finish her new novel in peace,
that was her excuse;but might n t she perhaps
wish peace also for her conscience or her
heart? So Lester wondered, left alone.
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In the unusual quiet of the house for no
body more famous than grocers and bill-col
lectors disturbed Mrs. Hope s Husband when
Mrs. Hope was away he spent many a
dreary evening in thought. And that evening
was dreariest when with what a pang he
recognized that familiar pale blue envelope !
he received his first duty-letter from his wife.
It told of the weather, it told of the theaters,
it told of the state of her health. The tears
came to his eyes, to read her perfunctory com
monplaces dashed off in the same bold, rapid
handwriting that had indited such spirited and
gallant messages. Ah, both were drowned,
now John Irons as well as Lester Hope !
Must he give her up? As time went on,
stronger and stronger became his impulse, de
spite her command, to write to her just once
more. Would she really show the letters, con
fess everything, to her husband? And what,
in the name of nonsense, if she did? A tragic
little farce, that, for an evening by the fireside
he and Pauline pouring quicklime on the
corpse of poor John Irons!
And then, another dismal afternoon when,unable to work, he stood at his ofHce window,
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moodily watching the smoke of a chimney op
posite, blown about quite as fantastically as
was he himself, the idea came to him whynot, instead of forcing her to confess, confess
himself? Why not make an end of the mystery tell the whole wretched story of his
negation, his wounded pride, his suffering, and
let come of it what would? He had lost.
The situation, at any rate could n t be worse.
More and more he grew inclined to try it. He
longed for the relief of confession. It did n t
seem possible any longer to keep his misery to
himself.
And so it was that one evening he sat wearily
down to his desk in the office, and, frowning,
inserted a sheet of paper into his typewriter.
... A half hour passed, . . . and then, al
most automatically, he began to write. . . .
It is only weak souls that are crushed by
suffering; those of firmer fiber resist to the end,
and that very resistance it is that finally forces
the revelation of oneself in bursts of power.
So, in Lester Hope s mind the tension of
months suddenly broke, and everything that he
had endured poured forth with the unconscious
energy of pure feeling.
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I have searched my soul for phrases"
so Pauline with her facile grace had written;
but Lester Hope toyed with no such pretty
fallacy. His soul was ransacked by savage
emotions that snatched mutinously at what
terms they could find at hand and set them
furiously at work to effect their revolt. Not
like her filigree sentences did his flash and
sparkle, like jewels artfully arranged. Hetook no thought of words no adjectives he
chose for mere literary beauty. The pas
sionate, strong suffering Idea led him fiercely,
unerringly, along the old, simple, forthright
Anglo-Saxon ways. Unction is in all ele
mental impulse. True emotion has instinctive
modes; it is as crisp as childhood, as dramatic
as a tempest.
This night, Lester Hope was freeing his
mind simply and without shame. Like a pris
oner who for months has been starved and tor
tured, now, bursting the bonds of discretion,
bold Truth sprang out of him . . . glowingwith his new liberty, rejoicing in self-expres
sion, he wrote on and on. ...It was long after midnight when he awak
ened from his absorption. Where was he?
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... He looked curiously about saw that he
was in a room an office there was a filing
cabinet oh, yes, his office, of course! Heseemed to have come back from somewhere.
The floor was strewn with papers. Howmany papers there were ! He picked them up,
and arranged the sheets, wondering why he
had such a queer sensation such a relief.
It was as if a high wind that had long been
blowing in his mind had abated and he was
at peace.
It was the calmest moment he had known for
many months when, lighting a cigar and tilting
comfortably back in his chair, he began to read
what he had written. When he had finished
he was almost afraid of it. No, it was still hot
from his brain s mint; he would put it awaytill he could get a cooler, better judgment of it
to-morrow. In a reverie he finished his cigar.
Then folding the sheets into his pocket, he went
home.
, On the morrow, however, after re-reading it
calmly in his library, he saw that it would never
do to send it to Pauline. Not, at least, in that
form. His pride forbade it. He had begunto tear up the pages, regretfully one by one,
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when he stopped, his eye fixed on the Winged
Victory and then
On the shoulders of his first idea, another
had suddenly vaulted, higher, more ambitious,
more bold, and waved him on. Now he saw
clearly what to do. That moment was cli
mactic;for an instant he was more than happy ;
he was exultant, thrilled. Emancipation!
Insistent, that idea drew him every night
after dinner back into that creative trance to
write and rewrite, forge and file, hammer and
polish, over and over and over. The vivid moment passed; and from now on his work was
like a hard, slow, laborious fight, night after
night of fatiguing effort, concentrated exer
tion, pressure. Only the artist knows that
exquisite, that almost intolerable mixture of
pleasure and pain. Only the artist and the
mother suffer that delicious agony of creation.
Lester Hope wrote on and on. Even after
Pauline had returned, he spent every evening
writing at the office.
And lo, as he wrote, the haunting ghost of
his stultified self grew dim and dimmer. . . .
Mrs. Hope s Husband was vanishing! ... on
and on he wrote ... on and on and on. . . .
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VI
THEREwas a way Pauline had, whether
she had been away a minute, an hour,
or a day, of beginning to speak to him before
entering the room, as if continuing a conversa
tion she had only just left. One night toward
one o clock, Lester, looking over her letters in
the library, had scarcely time to throw them
into a lower drawer of his desk and kick it shut
before he heard her voice in the hall. Snatch
ing a copy of" Tom Jones," he began to pre
tend to read it, upside-down."
Oh, you really ought to have been there
to-night, Lester ; it was so interesting !
"
and,
appearing in the opening of the portieres,
Pauline continued, yawning prettily,"
I mafraid you 11 get awfully stodgy staying by
yourself all the time."
Upon his forehead she pressed a dutiful
kiss; listless, she dropped upon the couch and
began abstractedly to draw off her long suede
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gloves. Usually, Pauline came home in high
spirits with a lively budget of gossip, and
would listen to nothing till she had told it all.
But this evening to Lester s questions she gave
only an absentminded,"
Oh, yes, perhaps,"
twirling her rings dreamily, or a remote,"
No,
not exactly"
;and gradually the scene dropped.
After a while, she arose restlessly and
walked to the fireplace. She stood for some
time as if she had forgotten what she was
going to do. Finally she roused; and when
she turned, he noticed that she had more color
than usual." Some feminine tiff," thought Lester, re
garding her with a husband s eye,"
or else it s
that infernal lobster Newburgh they have at
the WoodlingsV But his diagnosis, like most
husbands,was incorrect.
"
Oh, Lester, I had a talk with Peever to
night. Remember how afraid I used to be of
him?" A little nervous laugh (what did
that mean?)"
Well, he s afraid of me, now.
About a new author he s discovered or
rather he has n t discovered at all;it seems he s
quite a mystery. Anyway, Peever s perfectly
mad over this man s work, whoever he is.
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It s a short novel. A sort of confession, in a
way, I believe an imaginary biography, or
something like that."
She was back on the couch again, speaking
a bit excitedly, watching the paper cutter in
Lester s hand waving slowly back and forth."
Why, Peever said he sat up last night and
simply bawled over it. Can you imagine
Peever s ever bawling over anything, Les?
And he s going to let me read the proofs.
I m awfully why, what s the matter?
What a peculiar expression! Oh, well, youneed n t smile, Lester
; evidently the book is
unusually strong and original. Why, Peever
says it actually bleeds !
"
She took a new, quick look at him, saw the
paper cutter now calmly slicing an imaginarycake on the table, and added :
"
John Irons,
the man s name is."
No response: but the paper cutter had
stopped." Remember him, Les ?
" As she
watched him, the paper cutter tapped the table
slowly, very slowly; then it was laid gently
down.
She advanced with caution :
"
Why, he s
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the man who wrote me about reading my char
acter from my vocabulary. You thought it was
so clever."
"
Clever !
"
Lester smiled enigmatically, and
carefully inspected the end of his cigar. "I
thought he was an ass!"
A quick frown marked Pauline s displeasure.
There was a pregnant silence; then, shrugging,
she rose languidly and drawing the flowers
from her corsage, she arranged them in a vase
thoughtfully. Turning at last, sweetly she
smiled at him; then,
"
Well, what have youbeen doing all the evening, Lester?" Her
tone had the far-away indifference of one who
says :
" Remember me to your mother," or,"
If there is anything I can do, let me know."
That night he lay awake for long. The let
ter he had started to Pauline, the letter that,
running away with him, had developed in such
unexpected fashion, she would read, now in
type ! and all the world, too, might read it.
His novel had been accepted !
But, after all, what did that matter, now?The writing of it had been not a quest for
fame, but a spiritual experience, a passion a
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cri du cceur. He smiled, recalling how often
he had heard Pauline say,"
Oh, I just love to
write!"
So he, too, had hoped some day to sit
quietly down with paper, fountain pen, and a
box of cigars, and satisfy the secret desire
which, ever since he had first loved Pauline,
he had sacrificed to make her ambitions paramount.
How strange, now, seemed that pleasant,
romantic view of literary composition! Hethought of those nights at the office as havingbeen crammed with infinitely harder, more ex
hausting work than ever he had put on Black-
stone, Torts, or Contracts. And so, now, the
fact that Peever approved his book interested
him no whit; what did interest him and kept
him so long awake was: how would it affect
Pauline ?
" Your little novel may have a fair success,"
Peever wrote to John Irons," and we shall be
glad to put it into type as soon as you can call
in and sign the contract." Peever said noth
ing whatever about"
bawling"
over the book,
but he did rather suspect (from the address),
that"
John Irons" was a pseudonym.
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John Irons refusing to call, however, Peever
got no nearer the mystery of its authorship.
Following the agreement he reluctantly mailed
(wherein John Irons became a"
Party of the
Second Part") came, a week or so later, the
proofs, a jolly fat roll filling Box 1711; and
then, behold, one evening in the library, ap
peared a similar fat roll in the hands of
Pauline !
Luxuriously reclining, propped with cush
ions on the big leather couch, she began to read
the sheets. Settled back in his Morris chair,
comfortably, Lester Hope began to read the
evening paper. After a while, she was sitting
up straighten After a while, he was sitting
up straighter. After a while she moved to an
easy chair nearer the lamp.
Now in Lester s newspaper, that evening,
he had just noticed a short legal item; and, as
Pauline read on, he reached for the scissors
and snipped it neatly out. Queerly enough,after he had removed the clipping there was a
small oblong hole in the paper, through which,
as through a little window, he could, and he
did, quite unsuspectedly, watch his wife.
The amused smile a bit patronizing, even,
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at first had already given way to a look of
intense interest absorption. At times lay
ing down the sheets she would sit gazing off,
lost; while Lester ostentatiously rustled his
paper or lit cigars, as one engrossed in the
Law, to whom mere Literature was a silly
pastime.
But she had not read long before he found
the look in her face growing still more fascinat
ing. Her lips moved, her brows drew down.
And finally, through his little Judas-hole,
Lester saw in his wife s eyes something that
gave him a grim pleasure tears !
He saw her dash them off. She rose,
proofs in hand."
I m getting rather sleepy,
Les," she said,"
I think I 11 go up to bed."
After those dull blue portieres had closed
upon her abrupt" Good
night," Lester Hopesmoked, smoked, cigar after cigar. ... At
one o clock, when he went upstairs, he noticed
that there was a light in her room. Pausing a
moment by her door, he listened ; why, was
that Pauline sobbing?
Tears, yes; one sometimes sheds tears; but
one doesn t sob aloud over mere fiction.
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What did that sobbing mean? Should he
knock at the door ? No. No he would
go on.
Next morning, however, it was the aristo
cratic lady of the portrait who came down to
him; her eyes were hard and bright. A fort
night passed. One evening he patronizingly
picked up a copy of a new book," The Book
of Pride," which had appeared mysteriouslyon the library table, and idly turned the pages.
Far from idly had he turned those pages whenhe first received from the publisher that verybook !
Pauline remarked casually that the novel
seemed to have caught the public. The re
views were better than enthusiastic; they were
causing discussion; everybody was reading" The Book of Pride," and wondering who
John Irons really was. Peever had told her,
in fact, that the first edition was already sold
out.
All this neither interested nor surprised him.
What did surprise him, however, was a remark
she made, later, after he had acknowledged
having read the book.
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I like the heroine, rather," said Lester."
That s just the one I dislike," Pauline re
plied." She s a perfect minx."
Lester smiled."
I m afraid you don t quite
understand her." And then he added, reflec
tively,"
I think the author did, though.""
John Irons ?"
Pauline took up the novel
and began thoughtfully to turn the pages.
"Of course any one like that is fascinating to
read about, but I mean well, actually to live
with, you know, I m afraid she d be trying,
at least."
He had another surprise when, one morning,he caught a first sight of the extraordinary ap
pearance of Post Office Box No. 1711.
Receiving now no letters from Pauline, it
had been over a week since he had looked into
that box. But this morning it was so full of
letters that, when he opened the door, they
poured out, tumbling upon the tiled floor.
Amazed, he tore one open. Why, it was as
if he were back at that happy, suburban break
fast table again with Pauline listening to the
first flattering tributes to her stones ! But no ;
as he walked along, dipping into another and
another, these"
charmed-with-its"
and "
in
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dignants,"these young lady letters of praise
and spinsters disapproval were now the ridicu
lous gratuities of his own literary success!
No, he was not running for the 7.55, proud
of Pauline s prestige, he was proceeding se
dately to his office quite unmoved by the thirty-
two letters from strangers testifying to the
popularity of John Irons.
That superior, unmoved serenity, however,
received a shock when, skimming the pile of let
ters at his desk, from "
so human and so con
vincing"
to" no man who really loved would
ever act like that," he came unexpectedly uponone from Pauline! Crowded in and lost
amongst all the others, she seemed pathetic.
"
My dear John Irons:11
1 have read it ! What an alluring plot !
You won t find many women, I m afraid, who
will openly approve a hero who refuses to
marry his sweetheart just because she had sud
denly become famous;but all the same you re
right, and every woman will secretly sympathize with him, as I certainly do, J. I. Whatever the feminists say, there is n t a womanworth having, no, for that matter, not the
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stoutest, mannishest, most militant standard-
bearer in the Suffrage Parade who does n t, at
heart, wish her lover to dominate. That s
what lover means, in woman-talk. Strengthof mind and strength of body that s what
women want; they still love to be mastered
at least / do, anyway. That s the surest wayto be happy. I know that well. Women love
villains (the right kind of villains), and brutes
attractive brutes, at least. Surely an artist,
a creator like you, will know what I mean." Don t try to deny that the novel is the
story of your o\vn life; I feel it, I know it.
No doubt you have paraphrased the actual facts
beyond all recognition to protect that girl, but,
oh, you must have lived those emotions, or
never, never could you have made the story
so bitey and so bitter. At first I hated yourheroine. Then I pitied her. How you suc
ceed in making one love that woman, I don t
see. No doubt because you have loved her
vain and spoiled though she was." And talk about telling my character from
my vocabulary, what about wounded pride
and shame and lost self-respect and hu
miliation ? Why, I could make columns and
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columns of your pet words that show how you
must have suffered, even if the whole book
itself weren t full of pin-pricks! Why, J. I.,
I actually cried to think I had written that
cruel letter to you. Who are you? What
are you ? Where are you ? Secrecy hid
den*
reserve masque concealed
you must be as subtle and as proud as Satan !
"
Altogether the book had so strange an ef
fect upon me that I found myself reading it
as if it were a letter to just Me. Was n t that
what your daring and flattering mysterious
dedication meant? It brought you nearer to
me than all your letters. Who are you? I
feel as if you were right in the next room and
I could n t open the door ! I get such mysterious glimpses through the keyhole, though;
and I can almost recognize your voice! But,
whoever you are, I am sure you re a genius.
Oh, I m afraid of you, now, J. I. What could
you ever have seen in me? But in all hu
mility I say, now if you wish it I hope
you do ! I shall be so glad to see you"
So far, he had read with a pleasant excite
ment; but "I shall be so glad to see you"
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brought a frown. See him! That would
never do. She had had her chance;it was too
late, now. The next line deepened the furrow
between his eyes."
that is, if you aren t
now too famous for me."
" Famous !
"
the frown changed to a
sneer. Was n t it just because he was "
fa
mous/ as she called it, or whatever it was
that all these letters and the literary gossip
proved, that Pauline had suddenly affected this
new interest in John Irons? With her whole
little hero-worshiping world gabbling about
the" Book of Pride," of course she could n t
afford to let the mysterious author go !
No, he d be damned if he d answer the let
ter. If she wanted him, now, only because he
was famous but there he stopped ;he smiled.
Of all insidious drinks, perhaps none turn
the head so effectively as those that are smooth
and sweet. Fame, too, is dangerously sweet.
For three weeks Lester Hope had been tasting
praise and publicity in daily doses. Careless as
he had been at first of any recognition, he
could n t forever ignore the amusing worldly
rewards of his literary effort. Now, for the
first time, he realized that no longer was he
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Mrs. Hope s Husband." He was "
the Author of," he had a
"tag";he was the
" famous"
John Irons. In short he had" done something !
"
" Where are you going to-night, Pauline ?"
he asked, one evening, wandering debonairly
into his wife s room to find her dressing."
Oh, just the Woodlings . Hand me that
brooch, will you, Les ?"
He handed it to her with a playful gesture;
she did not notice it. Then, hands in pockets,
he regarded her admiringly. She was putting
an ornament in her hair.
Said Lester,"
I believe 1 11 go along with
you."
She stopped, hands upraised, and stared at
him. Then :
"
Oh, I m awfully glad!"
He noticed her equivocal accent, and smiled.
Nevertheless, to the Woodlings he went that
night, and, moreover, he thoroughly enjoyed
mingling again with those who had " done
something." Self-consciousness was gonefrom Lester Hope. He cared no longer howhe appeared nor what people thought of him.
He neither posed nor felt ashamed. His se-
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cret so sustained him that the very way he
entered a room was different.
Not even when he was introduced as"
Mrs.
Hope s Husband "
did he lose his equanimity.
The bony dowager of the emeralds he found
himself actually enjoying this evening as an
excellent comedy character part. He enjoyed"
my daughter Pearl." Why, in this mood, he
could have enjoyed even talker Thasp, the
Bore Royal.
But, after all, was n t it really himself that
he was most enjoying? Haroun Al-Raschid,
no doubt, never felt himself quite so much a
sultan as when incognito on the streets of Bagdad, he was clapped familiarly on the shoulder
by a porter, or asked to help a blind beggar.
So, hearing John Irons s name, and the" Book
of Pride"
continually buzzing about him, Les-
er Hope (as one who fumbles a diamond in his
pocket) diverted himself with his paradox,
marveling what would happen should he murmur into the jeweled ear that never yet had
listened to his words :
"
Florrie Woodling,behold me, your latest lion !
"
Not that he had the slightest desire to do
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flattery of overhearing himself and his work
discussed? Indeed, so delightfully superior
did he feel in his modest disguise that few
farces had ever pleased him as did a little
dialogue he listened to while loitering alone bythe palms. A peep through the leaves showed
him that others, also, might assume that modest
disguise !
Behind his beribboned goggles, Smithers
was looking more than usually important, to
night. He was evidently enjoying himself."
I believe you are he !
"
said Helen Ram
say, shaking a coy ringer at him."
Now,are n t you?
"
Smithers, besides looking important, looked
wise." You don t dare say you re not, at any
rate !
"
she insisted.
Smithers, besides looking important and
wise, looked mysterious."
My dear Miss Ramsay," he drawled," what in the world is the use of my saying
anything at all about it? Suppose I do denyit what would that prove? If I really were
John Irons, wouldn t I deny it, also? I d
have to, to defend my secret, wouldn t I?"
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And with a bland smile Smithers tactily as
sumed the laurels.
And with a smile equally bland Lester Hope,almost as invisible to Mrs. Woodling s clever
guests as was John Irons himself, wandered
and wondered like a pleased ghost through the
evening s entertainment, not noticing this time
the adulation paid to his wife, but pausingoften idly to twist his mustache and that little
tuft below his lip, while maidens exclaimed,"
Oh, it must be Spenser Thasp, I m sure !
"
or smiling cynically at,"
Why not old Peever,
sly old dog, himself?"
No one asked Lester Hope s opinion of the
popular mystery; no one accused him of beingother than a rather poetic looking tall lawyer.
Helen Ramsay Willyer, coming upon him
thus alone with his diverting thoughts, smirked
coquettishly."
Lester, you re looking much
better, lately, d you know it ?"
she said." Somehow you re more well, as you used
to be; you have more animation. Why, posi
tively, I think you re growing handsome !
What have you done to yourself? Lester
Hope, are you in love ?" He admitted it
frankly.
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Willyer, tall and blond, looking on with a
smile, inspected Lester critically." Helen s
right, Hope,"said he.
"
I ve noticed it for
some time. I ve made a study of your face,
you know ;I Ve always wanted to paint your
portrait, but there has always been somethingthat baffled me something I could n t quite
decide upon in it. I ve got it, now, though,and I believe I could get you onto canvas."
Said Pauline, after their return home, quite
in her old mood of gossip,"
Oh, Lester, youshould have heard that near-sighted old Mrs.
Poppity gushing over me to-night. She was
so lackadaisical and so far away! She said,"
Oh, Mrs. Hope, when did you first find youhad this power?
"
" And d you know what I said to her, Les
ter? I just took out my powder puff, and I
powdered my nose, and I said in just exactly
as soulful a tone as hers, Always Mrs. Pop-
pity ;I have always known it ! But wait a
moment. Listen! The joke of it was, myacting was quite lost on her. She had al
ready begun on Peever. She was asking himwho that splendid distinguished looking manwas, over there. He looked so like a genius !
"
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Pauline rose, gaily smiling, and touched him
mischievously on the shoulder." And who
d you think it was, Lester?" Pauline broke
into laughter."
It was you!"
It was his turn to laugh when alone in the
library after she had gone upstairs, he recol
lected his pique at not having been recognized
long ago as a potential celebrity. Now, al
though unconscious of betraying any visible
trace of having won a personal victory, that
mystic difference between ability in the bud
and the full flower of achievement, the pungent,
psychic perfume of expression, of success,
was beginning to affect those about him, de
spite all his attempts at concealment. AlreadyHelen had noticed it in his face, and so had
Willyer even near-sighted old Mrs. Pop-
pity ! Why, then, had n t Pauline ?
That it was only because she was so near to
him and so familiar, that it was because she
was obsessed with John Irons, he decided,
when next day he read :
"
My dear J. L :
"
Why don t you answer ? Are you always
going to be merely a romantic ghost? I can t
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stand it any longer. I have always been afraid
of ghosts, J. I., and you haunt me day and
night, as if I had murdered you. Well, per
haps I did when I wrote you that cruel letter,
so long ago. But if I could only see youdo let me see you ! I could tell you, perhaps,
just why I refused to let you write to me, and
then you would forgive me. Do say you will !"
Oh, yes, he thought, bitterly, tantalizing
enough it must be for poor Pauline to know
that, when John Irons was a nobody, she had
cast him aside. Well, she would have to take
the consequences. He was by no means ca
joled by her flattery.
No, indeed. That flattery, now, was becom
ing so frequent that it had begun to lose its
spice. He got it not only in letters, from the
newspapers and reviews, but it was served, hot
and crisp, in his own dining-room. It was
more usual nowadays at those little literary
dinners that were making Pauline as a hostess
in her way quite as noted as Mrs. Woodlingin hers, to see the foot of the table occupied byMrs. Hope s Husband. Suave, smiling, hos
pitable, he was the most charmingly harmless
host ever intellectually ignored. And the most
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hospitable :
" A little more champagne, Mrs.
Woodling?" "Another cognac, Peever?"
Unnoticed was the new twinkle in Lester
Hope s eye. He felt as if John Irons were
surreptitiously kicking him, under the table." A very nice chap, that husband of Mrs.
Hope s, isn t he?" So people obviously
thought, as they talked to Pauline and her as
sorted authors."
Such large boxes of such
large cigars! Yes, and so soon after the
dessert, too; not a second of suspense! Such
pleasant compliments, and such affable ways!
Say, we must have him to dinner next week.
He M be so attentive to Cousin Dorothy of
Toronto he 11 take her right off our hands,
poor thing. She hates literary talk, and they 11
hit it off beautifully !
"
And meanwhile," Have you read The Book
of Pride ?"
But the pretty, privately printed
poetess beside him had turned away even be
fore he answered, and was already learning of
Peever, Peever purring over his port, that"
Why, d you know, this man Irons has n t
even yet cashed the cheque I sent him for an ad
vance on royalties. Eccentric chap, evidently."
Lester poured more port and encouraged him.
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND" One of these temperamental artistic crea
tures apparently no idea of money."
Lester s sudden grin caught Peever s eye,
and Peever grinned also."
I suppose, Hope,as a business man, you can hardly understand
that, eh ? Yes, just a very little this port is
excellent ! Well, there s one thing you do un
derstand, anyway, Hope, you know good port
ha, ha, ha!"
Laughter; and a sweet smile from Helen
Willyer to little Lester."
That heroine of Irons s is a fascinating
character," Peever continued to his port," ex
asperating, though, as the modern literary
woman is bound to be present company,"
he waved his glass to Pauline"
of course ex-
cepted! Wilful, vain, spoiled.""
Oh, no, not exactly spoiled, surely," said
Lester hotly."
Why don t you see, she
only"
But nobody was listening to Mrs. Hope s
Husband. Amidst the crackling crunch of
celery stalks, the incoming of glasses of pink
punch, and the silent offerings of two impas
sive, unfathomable maids, the guests were
agreeing that John Irons s heroine was an ad-
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mirable portrait of a familiar type of over-esti
mated celebrity." For my part, I don t see how her lover
ever stood her," said Pauline." He ought to
have boxed her earsJ Now, if / were ever like
that"
"
Oh, you d be fascinating, too, in JohnIrons s
eyes," said Helen; "it s quite obvious
that he thought her charming, at least."
" Did n t he prove that she was charming?"
Lester again ventured,"
Is n t it his success
just that he did vindicate her apparent van-
ity?"
Several impatient looks at him indicated
plainly that he had said quite enough, as an
amateur, amongst technical experts far more
competent to criticize. Mrs. Woodling, how
ever, as a professional hostess, was permitted
an ex-ofhcio word.
Thrilled, yes, almost agonized had Mrs.
Woodling been by the" Book of Pride." And,
"Ah," she moaned,"
if I could only get hold
of Mr. Irons, I d give him a reception such
as"
up rolled her eyes as if only the heavenly
hosts could compete with hers, in splendor."
Ah, such a brilliant light to be hid under so
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mysterious a bushel. It s so quaint to be shy,
nowadays, isn t it, Mr. Hope?"
Pauline did n t think John Irons was neces
sarily shy. Nor apparently did Helen Will-
yer, who looked suddenly very knowing and
whose freckled cheeks blushed through her
powder. She started to speak." D you
know "
but the talk had already become general and unctuous with adjectives of praise.
Eagerly Helen watched her chance, as they
wondered if John Irons could be a womanhorrid thought if the book wasn t perhapstoo true to be acknowledged, and if it would
sell a hundred thousand, and if it would be
dramatized." D you know, I wrote
"
Helen began
again, when again she was submerged in the
conversational flood. Still she hung on till a
pause gave her, at last, her chance." D you know, I wrote to John Irons a while
ago, and"
ff You wrote to him ?"
Pauline faced her
like a tigress.
The company sat, spellbound. Helen wasnow easily the heroine of the party.
"
Yes,
and he answered me !
"
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MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND" What did he say?" Everybody leaned
forward. Lester leaned forward.
Helen took her time, gave a proud glance at
Willyer, and smiled."
Well, he was most
kind and most interesting. Of course, he
did n t exactly tell who he was, but well, I
don t think, really, I ought to repeat just what
he said. It was confidential."
Lester took an olive, bit it, and watched
Helen, hinting and bridling as she held the
center of the stage. Now, it was true that,
amongst a mass of letters he had found in Box
1711, one morning, forwarded from Peever s
publishing house, there had been a sentimental
note from Mrs. Willyer. As the audience
pleaded with her for more light, he tried to
recall just what he had written in answer. Tothe best of his knowledge it had run about like
this:
"
My dear Mrs. Willyer:"
I am sincerely grateful to you for your ap
preciation of my work, and thank you for yourkindness in telling me of it."
But if the scene was comic to him, Pauline,
by what he could read of her face, found it
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tragic. So darkly did she regard her dear
friend Helen that, when the guests had gone,
he could not forbear to remark, easily,"
I say, Helen Willyer looked well to-night,
didn t she? Almost beautiful."
"
Beautiful!"
replied Pauline with asperity,"
I thought she looked like a fright. I never
saw her so unbecomingly dressed !
"
What more she thought was evidenced next
day in her letter to John Irons:
" Who are you ! I simply must know I
must see you. I don t care whether you are
deaf or dumb or blind, a cripple or deformed,
red, black, or yellow. I can t bear it not to
have you write Oh, I must see you I
must!"
The letter left him cold. Her pride, of
course, had been piqued, that was all. She
was envious and feared that Helen would capture the hero of the hour.
And, since as a lover he had failed to win
her, why pursue the correspondence further as
a celebrity to please her vanity? No. Hesat down to finish her off with a last letter in
the grand manner. If Pauline would take the
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bit in her teeth and try to run away with him,
he would have to steer her toward the brink of
a chasm so deep that she would simply have to
stop, a precipice she would never dare to jump.Pauline was proud of her position, her name,
and fame. A little spoiled, of course, she
was. Her head was turned, but was still well
set on her shoulders no danger of her los
ing it for a man she had tossed aside so
cavalierly a man absolutely unknown to her.
That scandal and disgrace was impossible for
Mrs. Lester, much less for Mrs. Pauline Hope.And so, with one of those crafty smiles a
husband, be he never so much in love, some
times indulges in, secretly, he sat down to end
the romance beyond recall.
fe
My dear Pauline:"
Yes, I will meet you ; but only on one
condition. I love you are ordinarily silly,
meaningless words. What I mean by them is
that, if I cannot be first, the only one in your
life, I prefer to be nothing. But, if you are
ready to give up everything, yes, I mean it,
everything your husband, your home, your
comfort, your reputation, and face the world
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with me then set your own time and place
and I shall be there and, whatever may come,
ready to protect you always. If not, then this
is
The End."
This rash epistle he sent by special deliv
ery ;when he reached home he knew it must al
ready have been delivered. Pauline, however,showed no sign of excitement; seldom had he
seen her so calm. Undoubtedly she had given
up all hope of attaching John Irons s scalp to
her belt. Well, he thought, thank heaven, the
sorry farce which had kept him so long in a
fool s paradise was now played out. He and
Pauline would jog on together; and she would
never know.
He was, next morning, searching absent-
mindedly for some court-plaster in her cham
ber, when the half-opened door of a closet
where she kept her hats caught his eye. Some
thing (why, that wasn t like a hat!) in the
shadow (what were those brown things
rosesf) attracted him.
Nearer, he saw, attached to the withered,
discolored flowers, a card :
"
FINIS. J. I."
MRS. HOPE S HUSBAND
He stared at it uncomprehending, then he
could n t quite believe it but, yes, they were
the same. His roses ! So that was what had
become of them she had kept them! Thenhe had won! He had won! Pauline loved
him! He rejoiced. But no, not him, either;
she loved John Irons. He sickened. But he
was John Irons yes, he must rejoice ! JohnIrons must win that he might win as Lester
Hope.
Slowly he walked downstairs and, hesitat
ing, stopped at the library door. Through the
slit of the portieres he saw her bending over
her desk, writing she was smiling, trans
figured.
No, not for many, many months had he seen
that once-familiar look of youth and romantic
love. With that happy, rapt expression, why,she might have been Pauline-of-the-Violets !
How often, writing to her in his office, he had
longed for a vision of that mysterious inner
self of hers, for a glimpse underneath the mask
she always wore, now, when they were to
gether.
Well, there, at last, she was not his wife
his secret correspondent. He knew that she
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was writing to John Irons. He knew that she
cared for John Irons. But that he himself was
John Irons, try as he might, somehow he
could n t feel. To him, also, John Irons was a
ghost.
Lost in that reverie, he had scarce time to
escape before she had risen and was comingtoward him. As the chameleon changes, some
where between that table and that door she
changed; and it was now Mrs. Hope, Mrs.
Pauline Hope, who found him in the dining-
room, and, smiling calmly, handed him a let
ter. For a moment he stared at her, wonder
ing that women could thrive, yes, and growfair in an atmosphere of duplicity that would
suffocate a man." D you mind mailing this letter for me,
Lester?"
she said, placidly."
I ve just writ
ten to that mysterious Irons person"
she
hesitated"
about his book. Every one s
talking about him so, I do hope I can find out
who he is. He may answer me. Don t put it
in your pocket now, and forget it !
"
He did not put it in his pocket. He did not
forget it. Once safe out of sight and he was
reading:
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"My dear J. L:" You know I am romantic ;
I always was.
I always shall be, I suppose. And so it makes
me feel appallingly grown up to have to say
it, but what you ask is really quite too rash
yes, it s too romantic even for romantic me.
As a writer, I simply adore the idea;
it s de
licious. But as a flesh-and-blood woman of
twenty-eight, living on West Seventy-second
Street, New York City, in this year of our
Lord, well, the plan won t quite stand up
straight, exactly; it tumbles over in my mind." And then, it is n t quite fair, is it, J. I. ?
You say you have seen me, but I have never
seen you. To be sure mentally, even spirit
ually, I do feel that I know you rather better
than most women know their husbands, at least
better than I do mine and yet, as you say,
you are not a phantom. You are a man.
There s no doubt about that, after your wonderful book! An actual, face-to- face meeting
well, it does have, you must admit, possi
bilities for surprise as great possibilities as
a first letter from a man you ve known all
your life! And it takes so little to destroy an
illusion! Not that I m afraid I m not a
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bit afraid; but still I bope you won t insist on
an unconditional surrender in advance. I re
spect you, I admire you beyond words but
whether I love you or not I cant say till I see
you and if I could, I wouldn t. There!
If you do love me as you say, trust me. Let s
just see what will happen when the curtain
rises on you and"
PAULINE."
But already those roses, those old, faded
roses, had reassured him, warmed him toward
her. Slight evidence, perhaps, of her sin
cerity, but it gave him a welcome excuse for be
lieving her letter. He was sure at least that
she was not merely tuft-hunting. And if he
had not succeeded in winning her acknowl
edged love (the thing was impossible, he
saw that, now) he had at least, as John
Irons, reestablished the old relation of mental
equality and camaraderie. That much, then,
he would accept as his victory. And so now,
to have the mystery over, he would explode his
bomb and blow the romance to bits.
He wired her merely," How ? When ?
Where?" Her answer came post haste the
same afternoon.
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"My dear J. I.:
"
Oh, I knew that if you really loved me youwould be magnanimous. And the only way to
prove that I appreciate your self-denial is to
acknoweldge now what I never dared to ex
press before. I wrote you once that you had
fascinated me, but what I did n t write was
that long before our correspondence was cut
short I knew quite well that I was dangerously
near falling in love with you. Indeed, I ended
it all only because I was afraid it was
too dangerous. Didn t you understand? I
simply could n t bear the deceit I felt too
ashamed and guilty. That was why I forbade
you to write any more it seemed impossible
to risk the consequences of letting myself go,
but you will never know what a struggle with
myself that decision cost me. Then I tried to
forget you ;but I did n t, I could n t. I felt
perfectly lost without your letters. And now
your book has prevented my ever being able to
forget you. It has affected me so that it is
more dangerous than ever for us to meet
but, meet you I shall. I have to. I must know
who you are !
"
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There was, in postscript, an address where
he might meet her he recognized it as the
Willyer s apartment, and remembered that
the Willyers were away. The next evening at
nine!
Now he was in for it. And now, at last, he
was all John Irons, rejoicing in his success.
Lester Hope could wait. As John Irons he
would win, and then
That night Lester dined alone, not knowingwhat he ate, and went to a theater, not know
ing what he saw. He left, next morning, with
out having seen Pauline. Little work was
done, that day, at the office of Lester Hope,
Attorney-at-Law. He was too busy preparingfor the death of John Irons. After to-morrow
night his rival would be no more.
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VII
INsomewhat the mood of one who, with
ticket ready and trunks strapped, sits wait
ing, with a little useless time on his hands,
before the carriage calls to take him to the
train, Lester Hope in the library was attempt
ing rather unsuccessfully to read the evening
paper. It was his own thoughts rather than
the gathering dusk that prevented him.
Pauline, when he had come in, was not at
home; but he had since heard her enter and go
upstairs. He did not call to her, but waited
patiently, or impatiently, for dinner to be an
nounced. It promised to be rather interest
ing, he thought, that dinner with a wife on the
eve of her clandestine meeting with a lover.
It would be an occasion not many husbands
had the opportunity and fewer still the desire
of anticipating.
A quick click of the curtain rings aroused
him from his reverie. "Are you there, Les
ter?"
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Pauline, entering, switched on the electric
light. The tall library clock was just then
striking seven. Lester dropped his paper and
watched her. What feminine casuistry would
she use to explain her absence to-night, he won
dered; or would she indeed vouchsafe to ex
plain it at all?"
I m going to dine out with that is, I ve
got a little dinner to-night." That was all;
except that she showed some curiosity as to
whether or not he was to be at home this eve
ning.
No, this evening, Lester was thinking of go
ing out himself.
For a while she stood, absorbed in her
thoughts. Her gloves seemed to require con
siderable buttoning. Then she took up a tulip
from a bowl. Now, to most persons the odor
of a tulip is far from fragrant ; but, by the wayPauline smelled of this one, it might have been
a lily-of-the-valley."
Will you be home early ?"
she asked
finally.
Lester could n t say. Would Pauline ?
The tulip was thrown aside; she stood si
lently while the clock ticked six or seven sec-
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onds. Then, gazing down at the open fire, she
replied quietly," Would you care very much if
I never came home, Lester ?" And then,
dropping into a chair, she turned to him to
watch the effect of her words.
"What d you mean?" He knew, of
course, just what she meant, but her unex
pected candor had surprised him. Somehow,he had n t counted on her compunction.
"
Mydear Pauline," he said,
"
if you have anything
to tell me, I think I shall be able to stand it.
You need n t think you have to break it to me
gently, you know."
There was a long, long pause, while she sat,
her chin in her gloved hand, looking at him
steadfastly."
Lester," she began,"
you know we once
promised each other that if either of us ever
changed toward the other oh, Lester, youknow what I mean, don t you ? that we d
be honest, and that we d tell the other?"
He helped her out only with a nod."
It is n t so much that I ve changed toward
you, dear, as that I ve changed all over. I mnot the girl you married any more, Lester;
I m not Pauline Forr;I m Pauline Hope, now
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and I ve gone on I m different. Youcan t create and not well, I don t know,
something changes you. It s a different
world, the artist s. Oh, I can t explain it,
Lester you would n t understand/*
Her egoism was so beautifully blind that he
missed the sting in her reproach. It had only
a grim humor. Consolingly the words
of"
Alice in Wonderland " came to him, and
he thought," The less there is of mine, the
more there is of yours/ John Irons !
"
"
And, Lester, there s something else I ve
got to tell you. It s extraordinary, it s wild
and rash, I suppose but I can t help it."
With pity, she hesitated before she dealt the
blow."
I ve oh, it s sickening to have to
tell you, but I ve fallen in love, Lester at
least I think I have I m afraid I have
with some one else. I don t know I can t
explain it even to myself, but I well, you 11
be awfully surprised, Lester it s JohnIrons!"
"
John Irons !
"
Lester repeated stupidly."
Yes, John Irons. And the impossible part,
the mad part, of it is that I ve never even seen
him at least to my knowledge/
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Now what would a surprised and jealous
husband naturally do, Lester wondered un
easily, to express his emotion ? Rage and rail,
break down and weep, slay her with withering
contempt? And yet, how could he feign such
a part when he was so distracted by that baffling
Siamese-twin feeling of combined victory and
defeat? Engrossed by it, he almost forgot to
speak. The occasion certainly called for some
display of feeling, but all he could do was to
nod like a mandarin gravely and remark,"
Oh,
yes; I do recall his having written you a let
ter once." How flat it fell! But it was the
best he could do.
It didn t matter. Pauline was too excited
by her own confession to listen; and while
Lester wondered why he did n t himself con
fess and end it all, he was held entranced bythe grotesqueness of the situation and the
nervousness with which she was pouring out:" He s written me many letters. I never told
you, because -. well, because I was in love with
him, I suppose. His letters got me, just as
his book*
got the public. Oh, I suppose it
sounds strange, but letters do reveal so much!
They tell things, sometimes that are always
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hidden when one meets face to face. One
can know a person for years sometimes and
never find out what one letter will betray. Oh,
you know how I used to be thrilled by your let
ters, Lester, more thrilled, often, than whenI was with you. I was a young girl then; I
don t know how they d be now you never
write me letters like that, any more. Oh, Les
ter"
the tears had come into her eyes"
I know you won t believe it and I can t ex
plain, but really I love you, dear, just as muchas ever ! Really I do, Lester. That s the
inexplicable part of it all it does n t seem to
take away anything of my feeling for you.
Don t think I ever can forget those wonderful
days we ve had together, dear only, I mafraid I care for him more, somehow, at least
in a different way. I mean he s just like
another you, somehow, only more so like
you in evening dress, or a romantic costume, or
you in another incarnation."
She was getting a bit hysterical ;Lester s very
impassivity seemed to drive her on." When
I saw that I was getting too interested in himI tried to stop it, Lester. In fact, I did stop it.
I did n t hear from him for months and months.
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And then oh, if he had n t written that won
derful, terrible book ! I could n t bear it ! It
just talked to me it took hold of me it
dragged me, dragged me ! It s no use my try
ing to resist him, I can t, I can t !
"
She looked up at him desperately."
Les
ter, I m going to see him to-night. I feel as
if I knew him, through his letters and his book,
as well as I know you, better, even; and yet I
can t be absolutely sure whether I really love
him or not till I have actually seen him. But
I could n t go on without telling you, Lester;it
did n t seem fair, because, Lester, if he is what
I think he is well, it will be like touching
a match to gunpowder, I suppose I don t
know what may happen. It may mean "
She stood looking at him for a moment, her
eyes wet. Then, as he tried vainly to make uphis mind to tell her before it was too late, she
was kneeling beside him and she was clasping
his hands and she was pleading :
" Won t youkiss me, Lester ? Just one kiss for for what
we have been to each other?"
He kissed her somehow; somehow she left
him. Through the dull blue portieres he saw
her go. ... Then, not till then, did the inhibi-
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tion of his will for a moment relax. Up he
jumped and followed her, reaching the hall
just as the front door closed. But open it and
call her he could not. . . . He walked back to
the library . . .
What now? What should he do? Theclock struck half-past seven.
Too late, he saw the dilemma he was in.
How could he meet her at nine o clock! Goto that rendezvous as her lorer, only for her to
find her husband ? And she was expectinga match to her gunpowder. Never! Could
she, could any woman, bear such a banal anti
climax at the very crisis of her secret, long-
nourished romance? Put the picturesque,
chivalrous ideal, the"
wonderful"
John Irons
she had created (with what wealth of fervent
fancy, he could well imagine) into the plod
ding shoes of a commonplace lawyer the blue
worsted coat and pantaloons of a man she saw
every day, talked with, ate with? No!
Pacing the floor, back and forth, back and
forth, pacing, he argued it. But if he did
not go what then? No excuse whatever
for John Irons s absence to-night was ade-
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quate; even if it were, wouldn t it only post
pone the difficulty? No; more and more he
felt it impossible to tell her the truth. And
yet Pauline waiting for a lover who never
came ! How could he so humiliate her, end it
all so miserably? Was there no other way?So Lester Hope sought desperately for some
means of avoiding the issue. So all the while
he knew that he would not, could not, ever con
fess. . . . The clock struck eight . . . half-
past. . . . Still irresolute, he struggled with
his predicament, until he awoke from his ab
sorption with a start. The clock was striking
nine! His very indecision had decided it for
him;it was too late.
Decided it for him, yes ;but what about poor
Pauline, a mile away, waiting? Somethingmust be done, and be done immediately to
spare her further mortification. No more time
for thought, now; the affair must be settled
irrevocably.*
Thank God, one resource was
left that modern magic ever at hand to protect the shame of the coward.
In an instant he was at the telephone; he
called up Helen Willyer s apartment. A mo-
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ment of distressing suspense, then her fright
ened, anxious,"
Hello !
"
No need to disguise his voice; his emotion
did that for him. "Is this Mrs. Hope?"
Surely she would never recognize that strange,
husky tone.
"Pauline? ... It s John Irons . . . Yes,
John Irons! I can t come . . . No, I can t
meet you at all, I can t even explain. I can
never come never ! . . . Good-by !
"
The phone clicked. Their romance was
over. Whether he had killed or wounded, he
did n t know ; but he felt exactly as if he had
shot somebody. Well, John Irons at least was
dead. No one ever would know who he was,
now, or what had become of him.
Tick, tick, tick, tick the library clock
ticked on while, unlocking a lower drawer of
his desk, Lester Hope looked in, as into a new-
made grave. There never again ! there
they were, her letters. That was all he had of
her, now all he ever would have to solace
his loneliness. . . . One envelope he took out
abstractedly, and opened. It was the letter
about his book. . . . Tick, tickj tick, tick
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the clock ticked on as he sat there, reading
dreaming. ..." Women still love to be mas
tered" ... "At least, I do, anyway !" . . .
" That s the surest way to be happy, as I know,
full well!" . . .
Suddenly startled, he threw the letters back
into the drawer just in time. He jumped
up; and, as he stood there as if dreading a
ghost, she was before him Pauline, in a gap
of the portieres.
Which of the two was the whiter, the more
haggard? A sense of intolerable guilt un
nerved him; he trembled. He was the con
science-stricken sportsman ; she the bird with a
broken wing."
Well, I ve come back, Lester," she said
simply." That is, if
"
wearily she dropped
down upon the couch,"
that is, if you 11 let
me. . . ." She sat apathetic, her eyes on the
floor. ..." He did n t come."
Lester s eyes, too, were on the floor. If he
could only have put his arm about her., kissed
her, assured her of his devotion, made up in
some way for her disappointment but he
was numb, dazed. He tried to think of some
thing to comfort her nothing came. For a
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while there was no sound in the room but
the ticking of the clock . . . tick tick
tick. . . .
More wretched now from the pain he had
caused her than he had ever been from his own
suffering, he waited in silence, feeling shame
fully inadequate to the situation. The sports
man can kill his wounded bird outright and
put it out of its misery ; but Lester Hope dared
not act. Nervously, to brace his courage, he
kept saying to himself,"
No, she must never
learn the truth; it is ghastly, but she will re
cover in time." Whatever happened he would
let her at least keep the memory of her romance
inviolate, a poetic mystery to the end.
After a while she roused herself and said,
languidly,"
Lester, would you mind getting
me a glass of milk? I feel faint. I haven t
had any dinner. I could n t eat."
Glad of any excuse for action he left her,
her eyes still fixed on the floor . . .
A few minutes later in the doorway :
Lester Hope had stopped suddenly, transfixed.
A glass had fallen from his fingers with a
crash." Where did you get this ?
"
Pauline was
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demanding. She was standing by his desk;
in her hand was a pale blue envelope one of
her own letters to John Irons. It had dropped
upon the floor, undoubtedly, when he had
thrown the others into the drawer." Did John Irons give you this letter ?
"
No answer." Do you know John Irons ?
"
No answer. But in his countenance was
something that made her stare and stare at
him. And her face, too, like his, was chang
ing, changing, and her eyes were as if she were
watching the crumbling of a year s illusions.
Then suddenly they fired as she made the des
perate jump at an unthinkable conclusion.
"You are John Irons!"
He started to speak, hesitated. But there
was little need to confess, corroboration was in
his face." Did you write those letters to me,
Lester Hope? Did you, did you? Tell me!"
As he tried to put his arm about her she
avoided him, crouching away as if he were
something dreadful, and made her way 10 the
door. One bewildered, incredulous look, and
she was gone. Up the stairs he heard her
stumbling; then, above, a door slammed.
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Below Lester Hope stood, his eyes fixed on
the letter, then gradually he awoke, his mind
insurgent. It was all so stupid, so unreal, so
unnecessary! After all, why were they both
suffering so? A violent revulsion of feeling
swept over him indignant revolt an im
perious mandate of common sense. Lawyeror novelist, invisible or in blue worsted suit,
still he was John Irons. Husband or ghost,
was n t he her lover ? Good God, he had won
her, had n t he ? Why the devil did n t he take
her? Why fear a bugaboo anticlimax? Hehad kissed her with passion before this, whyshould she shrink from him now? There she
was, right upstairs; what was he doing downhere ? fool !
" Women still love to be mastered at least
I do, anyway." Why, was n t it in that veryletter he had just been reading?
"
That s the
surest way to be happy!" Take her at her
word, fool be happy ! The morbid fantasy
he had built from his diseased pride fell to
pieces. An abnormal mental tension was
miraculously freed in his brain; his spirits
soared, soared, skylarking.
But already he was running upstairs, two
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steps at a time, and now his hand was on the
knob of her door. Locked."
Pauline!"
he cried,"
let me in!"
There was no reply.
"Pauline!" This time it was a command,in virile vermilion.
Pauline, half-dressed, clutching a white ki-
mona about her, opened the door and looked
out at him with frightened eyes. It was longsince she had heard that compelling tone.
In strode Lester Hope, confident and jubi
lant, and smiled as for long he had not smiled,
at his wife.
The achievement of success is like climbing a
hill. Once at the top, and lo, a new mental
prospect shines beyond. Mrs. Hope s Husband had reached at last the summit of his en
deavor, and there, meeting him over the ridgehe found himself. Oh, positive enough,
now, was Lester Hope. He was so sure of
himself that he could play with the situation,
play with Pauline, yes, and play comedy. In
his voice was the laughter of victory."
Mrs. Lester Hope," he announced,"
I Vedecided to appeal your case. I have won youonce, and lost you. I have won you twice, and
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lost you. But now, by the Winged Victory
of Samothrace, I m going to win you for the
third time. I intend to take your case up to
the Supreme Court !
"
He seized that darling defendant in his arms
and held her close." And I am now going to
show you,"he informed her,
" what I know
about the Supreme Courtship !
"
But Pauline was pushing him away."Wait! Wait a minute," she was crying;
and then, with her two hands on his shoulders,
she gazed long, long into his eyes."
John Irons !
"
It was scarcely audible.
And then" You wrote those letters ! You
wrote that book !
"
And as she looked, looked, over her rapt face
there passed admiration, contrition, anger,
amusement, disappointment, delight a rain
bow of emotions refracted from the white light
of revelation.
She sighed,"
Well, in the last ten minutes
I Ve thought out ten whole months," she went
on," and I want to tell you, Lester Irons,"
and now there was no mood on her face but
joy,"
that I have n t changed my mind one bit
about that self-satisfied little chit of a heroine
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of yours. I hate her just hate her! AndI still insist that if I had been your hero, I
would have jolly well boxed her ears! Is it
too late now, Les?"
It was Pauline-of-the-Violets who was speak
ing to him; it was Pauline-of-the-Violets whowas smiling at him so mischievously.
But, temptingly though she leaned to him,
he did not box those ears. Instead
The case of"
Irons vs. Hope"
was not a
long contest, however, the two parties to the
suit the blue worsted suit soon arriving
at a happy arrangement. After the Agreement was duly signed and sealed some time
after Pauline smiled whimsically up into
his eyes."
I suppose I am a very bad woman," she
said."
After being married to the nicest and
cleverest man in the world, I have had two
lovers. But it is n t every bad woman whocan say, can she, Lester, that she has been in
love three times, and each time with her ownhusband !
"
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ITwas Mrs. Woodling s lifelong regret that
"
John Irons"
refused to disclose his iden
tity until his second book had been published." And a second book," she confided, with raised
eyebrows and a Woodling smile,"
is usually
such a drop after an initial success." Consid
erable satisfaction it was to this professional
hostess nevertheless, to sustain her reputation
as a lion-hunter by being the first, the very first,
to present the latest popular author to the public in flesh and blood and swallow-tail.
He had insisted (genius is always eccentric,
Mrs. Woodling well knew, and how she loved
it!) that he be presented still as "John
Irons"
; and, standing beside his proud, smiling
wife, he was so introduced to flattering fools
who had once ignored him as"
Mrs. Hope s
Husband." To the unillumined his real namewas whispered behind Mrs. Woodling s bedia-
monded fingers ;at which her prize exhibit felt
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even queerer than he had when, coming homeone evening, he had found the Irish night-
watchman sitting on his front steps reading" The Book of Pride."
Yielding to Pauline s insistent fond demand,he endured it, however, for this one ridiculous
evening only, and did his best to enjoy the
comedy, accepting with an ironic grace the ex
aggerated reward paid, in such salons as this,
to literary achievement. Over bare shoulders,
past heads tousled and heads bald, through the
brilliant shifting whirl of wealth and talent,
style and beauty gaily chattering, his eyes
roved, meanwhile, toward the dim outer
regions, limbos of hall and library and the
smoky refuge of the billiard room, questing a
familiar expression on the faces of bored hus
bands. One or two such countenances as
suaged his own ordeal.
To Pauline, on the contrary, the affair, with
its lights and laughter was all solemn earnest.
She glowed at the"
fascinatings" and
"
charmings"
and other adulatory adjectives
bestowed upon his novel by sweet young things,
low-necked, even as a mother listens to the
praise of an only child. Eyes burning, uncon-
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scious even of her own pearls, she looked up at
him, so handsome and distinguished, as every
woman with a third lover looks at him, caring
not who may witness her infatuation.
Towards the end of the evening, a last, late-
arriving lady was presented to Mr. "
JohnIrons."
She was a round-eyed matron in black satin.
She was as soft and silly as only a huge womanin black satin can be. At the author of the
hour near-sighted Mrs. Poppity let her senti
mentality gush copiously forth, unwitting that
it had ever gushed at him before. Finally she
turned; and as her round eyes rolled toward
the wife of the newest celebrity, slowly her
fan swayed back and forth -back and forth,
her ostrich fan.
"A h !
"
in her wistful, far-away tone she
breathed, never once looking at Pauline s face,
"and what do you do, Mrs. Irons?" Then,
waiting for no answer, soulfully she added,
"something wow-derful, I m sure!"
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