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Year 1, Issue 3Year 1, Issue 3Year 1, Issue 3Year 1, Issue 3

JulyJulyJulyJuly----Sept., 2004Sept., 2004Sept., 2004Sept., 2004

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vsu2avsu2avsu2avsu2a s.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akur

xI8Rk rciyta p<*# s.padkIy Ê c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me. jy c¢vtIR Ë ij_NdgI ka A4R Da$ _ wgIr4 b ole Ë ]#o ik duXmn _ _ _ m2up xmaR Ì dhk rhe A.gar p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ . Ì ibgul Da$ _ kml guPt Í pN³h AgSt : srkarI Tyohar Da$ _ p/em jnmejy Ï Aiwyan inmRl is²U Ï k©rta nreN³ kohlI Ð krnI AOr wrnI Da$ _ xMs ijlanI Ñ guguletu xhr nhI. Da$ _ mu¯a ÉÈ tuMhare jEsa ko{ nhI. 0DvDR 4a$ms ÉÍ Anuvadk, Da$ _ vIreN³ kumar vsu n{ pI“I kI icNta mhex raja ÉÎ dohe suwa8 1<tuj ÉÎ p/itkar sUyRka.t nagr ÉÏ AOrt kI Aavaj_ Da$ _ srla Ag/val ÉÑ saihTy me. idk\-kal bo2 ke Aayam Da$ _ vIreN³ is.h ÊÈ gBbU w[ya ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm ltIf_ 6o.6I ÊÍ doStI ke nam pr gu`an.d 4pilyal ÊÏ pe kwI Akele nhI. hote Da$ _ damodr q se ÊÑ prm Svt.5 - hm log wuvneXvrI pa.Dey ËÈ Anjana suq su2a goyl ËÉ yado. kI pr7a[ya> Da$ _ AMbax.kr nagr ËÊ [tna b a AsTy Da$ _ yogeN³na4 xuKl ËÍ wart kI Aaj_adI? AacayR s.dIp TyagI .dIp . ËÍ ivXv wa8a ke +p me. ihNdI Da$ _ ivjyra6v re−I ËÎ smzOta va%aR surex xmaR ËÑ muhBbt ke mare p/em sUrI ËÑ pr ifr wI _ _ _ _ Da$ _ srla Ag/val ÌÈ dex-p/em Sneh #akur ÌÌ

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hme. gulamI kI j.jIro. se Svt.5 hu0 s%avn sal hone ko Aa0 pr Kya Svt.5ta ke [tne salo. bad wI hmarI raj-wa8a, ra*¨wa8a ihNdI ‘A>g/eijyt’ kI gulamI se Svt.5 ho pa{ hE? AOr yid wa8a hI sMmaint n ho to Kya s.S¡it jIivt rh pa0gI? wa8a AOr s.S¡it ka colI-damn ka sa4 hE| 0k ke ibna dUsre ka AiStTv bna0 rqna yid A.sMwv nhI. to du+h AvXy hE| dUsrI wa8aAo. ka )an burI bat nhI. hE vrn\ yh to miSt*k ke Vyayam ke il0 0k b a hI ]pyogI ]padan hE, sa2n hE|

Aaj kI Globl kMyUin3I me. ANy wa8aAo. ka )an sE²a.itk v Vyvhairk, dono. hI +p se, lawdayI hE| hm wartvasI to sdEv se hI vsu2Ev ku3uMbkm\ kI 2ar`a ko mante cle Aaye hE.| hm to hm, Aaj ke Globl smuday me. to pUra ivXv hI 0k-dUsre ke bhut ink3 Aa gya hE| At: ANy wa8aAo. ka )an, ivxe8 +p se A>g/ejI ka )an, Vyvhairk +p se AavXykta-sI bn gya hE| yid Vyvhairk p9 ko 7o wI de. to wI sE²a.itk +p se wI miSt*k ijtnI Jyada se Jyada wa8aAo. kI jugalI krega, vh ]tna hI tI(` hoga| )an to 0k 0esa A.2a kuAa> hE ik ijtna hI Aap ]sme. DUbte jate hE. ]tnI hI ]ske tl kI ghra{ b“tI jatI hE|

to p/Xn yh nhI. hE ik hm ANy wa8aAo. ke )an se Svy. ko pirict ya v.ict kre. ya nhI.| p/Xn to yh hE ik hm ANy wa8aAo., ivxe8-+p se A>g/ejI kI Vyvhairk-]pyoigta bnaye rqte hu0, Kyo.ik qaskr Ap/vasI wartIyo. ke s.dwR me. [skI AavXykta, [skI AinvayRta ko nkara nhI. ja skta, hm ApnI raj-wa8a, ra*¨-wa8a ihNdI ko y4oict gOrvxalI S4an de.| hmme. iksI wI dUsrI wa8a ke p/it duwaRvna nhI. honI caih0, pr sa4 hI ApnI wa8a ke p/it AaTm-sMman AvXy hI hona caih0| ]se ]ska p/aPy imlna hI caihye| yh iksI 0k ka nhI., hm swI wartIyo. ka, cahe vo duinya> ke iksI wI kone me. ho., daiyTv hE| ApnI s.S¡it ko ijlaye rqne, ]se b“ane AOr ]se wavI pI“I ko ivrast me. 7o ne ke il0 [s ijMmedarI ka, [s daiyTv ka invaRh krna hI p ega| [s daiyTv ka vhn ikye ibna ko{ cara nhI.|

wavI pI“I ko wartIy-s.S¡it kI mxal jlaye rqne ke il0 saihTy kI AavXykta hE; ApnI wa8a me. rict saihTy kI AavXykta hE, Anuvaidt saihTy kI nhI.| Anuvad Anuvad hI hE, ]sme. vo bat Aa hI nhI. sktI jo mat<-wa8a me. hE| Aa nhI. sktI quxbU kag_j ke fUlo. se|

to Ab p/Xn yh ]#ta hE ik [s idxa me. hm p/yTnxIl hE. ya nhI.? Ai2ktr yh sunne me. Aata hE ik hm Akele Kya kre., j_mana hI 0esa hE| ha>, yh sTy hE ik Akela can wa nhI. fo skata; pr yh wI sTy hE ik yid 0k .Akela . Svy. clne kI ihMmt ju3a le, to muze ivXvas hE ik ]ske sa4 0ese k{ AOr .Akele . ju jaye.ge| AOr [n .Akelo. . ka 0k kaif_la hI bn jayega| karva> cl p ega| smuday, smaj bnane ke il0 hm .Akelo. . ko ju ne kI AavXykta hE| AkmR~y bE#ne kI nhI.| kmR~yta hI [skI ku.jI hE|

to, ]#akr z.Da itr.ga kr lo Aaj ye p/it)a wa8a AOr s.S¡it kI r9a hE kmR hmara _ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ twI Svt.5ta idvs mnane ka AOicTy hoga| mat<wa8a ]¶it hE sb ]¶it ka mUl| sSneh,

Sneh #akur

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c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me.c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me.c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me.c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me. ij_NdgI ka A4Rij_NdgI ka A4Rij_NdgI ka A4Rij_NdgI ka A4R jy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIR DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ wgIr_ wgIr_ wgIr_ wgIr4444 b b b b oleoleoleole re pirNde, yugo. se ij_NdgI jo cahte 4e, rc nhI. paye 7o gore r.g ka ip.jra A>2ere ke p/haro. se iksI pl bc nhI. paye c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me.| iksI sc ke il0 duinya 33olI roj hI hmne w/imt hote rhe pr ij_NdgI ke sc nhI. paye !

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ma> ka Sneh se s.p<Kt Aa>cl p/haro.-bIc Apne Aap ko Ab tOlna hoga deq iktna qUbsUrt dIqta hE tU ijye.ge Jyoit, cuPpI to kr sc bolna hoga 7o kr ApnI rso{, isfR_ jU#n ke il0 - rhe hE. sTy ke sa2k, hme. s.koc ifr kEsa Kyo. dUsro. kI Aor pgle, dO ta hE tU? A>2ere ke rhSyo. ko qule me. qolna hoga|

sIq ApnI j o. se ju na, Svy. ke pro. se ] na, ki#n s.68R-p4 clte rhe hr dOr mtvale DUb, bs [k bar Apne r.g me. stt Asfl rhI hE. tb A>2ere kI cpl cale. ]tr jayega sda ko - iksI tUf_an me. muSkan ka mOsm sjate hE. c“a .A>g/ejI-klf_ . jo Aaj cole me.| A>2ere ke [rade to te hE. jUzne vale| janta hU> mE. inrNtr jUz kr hI ij_NdgI ko A4R dena hE tuze bhka g{ p7uAa, hu{ terI w/imt Aa>qe. p/ly ke kal hr tUf_an ApnI nav qena hE suhanI g.2 purva kI mgr, Ab wI - rhe. Aalok jIvI,Vy4R Kyo. wywIt ho. hr pl bulatI hE tuze A>2ere kI cunOtI ifr hme. SvIkar krna hE| Aa lO3 Apne nI me. ifr qol ApnI gvR se pa>qe. Agr hm jUzte hE. hr cunOtI, jIt jaye.ge hE yhI. w/mo. se dUr hogI ij_NdgI, vh rIt laye.ge terI hjaro. pIi“yo. kI mhk ka panI j_mana sa4 me. hoga, ntIj_a ha4 me. hoga kbIra AOr nank kI Amr va`I nye s.68R p4 pr hm ivjy ke gIt gaye.ge| DUb [sme., imlega hr suq yha> ANy5 mIra, sUr, tulsI hE. kha> ! nya jIvn rce.ge, gu.jirt ho.ge nye Anuwv 6Um kr to deq Apne ga>v-3ole me. nye Aakax ke nIce mnaye.ge nye ]Tsv slonI hr subh hr xam ko suriwt bnayegI re pirNde, yugo. ke bad inqrega nye [.san ka gOrv

7o gore r.g ka ip.jra c.d pl ko bE# ihNdI ke ih.Dole me.|

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]#o ik duXmn _ _ __ _]#o ik duXmn _ _ __ _]#o ik duXmn _ _ __ _]#o ik duXmn _ _ __ _ m2up xmm2up xmm2up xmm2up xmaR aR aR aR

]#o ik duXmn ko llkaro, ma> ne hme. pukara hE, 0k [.c wI wUim n de.ge, ihNduStan hmara hE|

soye is.ho. ko 7e a hE, deqo to nadanI, [k cpe3 me. ]skI sarI xeqI hme. wulanI bl AO . sahs ANyayI ne, deqa nhI. hmara hE| Aaj sWyta, bbRrta kI deqo hu{ l a{,

zU# sda hI hara hE, jItI sda sca{ zU#e kI q_aitr sCca{, 0k w ka A.gara hE| bhut idya hE Avsr ]sko, bhut ]se smzaya

bar-bar ]s dubuRi² ne hmko hE ]ksaya AwI tlk phcana ]sne tevr nhI. hmara hE| hmne wa{-wa{ khkr sIne ijNhe. lgaya

]NhI. kayro. ne 2oqe se hm pr 7ura claya AaStIn ke [n sa>po. se Ab Kya wa{cara hE|

ihNdU, muiSlm, isKq, parsI,cahe ho. i¢Stan AaAo 0k sa4 iml bolo sb ihNdI,.jy ih.duStan Aaj dex pr mr im3ne ka hmko imla [xara hE|

rKtdan do, Sv Rdan do, kmRdan do danI dex kI q_aitr krnI hogI, hmko hr k_ubaRnI dex hmara hmko Apne p/a`o. se wI Pyara hE|

]#o ik duXmn ko llkaro, ma> ne hme. pukara hE, 0k [.c wI wUim n de.ge, ihNduStan hmara hE|

dhk rhe A.gdhk rhe A.gdhk rhe A.gdhk rhe A.garararar wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ . wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ . wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ . wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ .

dhk rhe A.gar [Nhe. jlne do| y´ip sb ivXvas de g0 2oqa, ki#n sa2na kI 2ImI Jvala me. pr b“ne vale ko iksne roka? Svi Rm mn ke kLm8 ko glne do|| me6o. AO . z.za ke [s A.cl me., dUr i9itj pr fEla Agr A>2era, khI. itroiht Aaxa ko plne do|| yid wavI p4 ko xUlo. ne 6era, Ama-inxa kI ye Ad<Xy hu>kare., sI2e p4 pr clne ka AWyasI AOr kal-iv82r kI ye fu.kare., [s 3e“e p4 pr wI to clne do|| muze inm.5` Aaj de rhI. ixv ka, jha> smSya Aaj bn gyI sIma, kalkU3 pI nIlk.# bnne do|| jIvn ka ]Tsah ho gya 2Ima, dhk rhe A.gar [Nhe. jlne do| ]s sIma ko to smy ke r4 ka ki#n sa2na kI 2ImI Jvala me.

muze sar4I bn Aage b“ne do|| Svi Rm mn ke kLm8 ko glne do||

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nya ibgulnya ibgulnya ibgulnya ibgul DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ kml guPt _ kml guPt _ kml guPt _ kml guPt

]s xam A.2 Aakr gujr cuka 4a| hLkI bairx se Aasman saf ho gya 4a pr tej hva ke zo.ke AwI wI rh-rhkr Agl-bgl se v<9o. se jb gujrte 4e to AjIb trh kI srsrah3o. ka s.gIt bjne lgta 4a| xam AKsr mE. xa.it vn ke raSto. pr 3hlta huAa bapU kI smai2 tk jakr p/`am krke lO3 Aaya krta 4a| ]s xam mE. ]2r hI ja rha 4a ik hva ke tej zkore ]#e AOr pe o. kI k{ xaqe. 3U3 kr t -t krtI j_mIn pr Aa igrI.| Acank ibjlI wI clI g{| caro. Aor zu3pu3a A>2era wr ]#a| xam ke ]s ]jas wre mahOl AOr raSte kI xaqaAo. ko cIrta huAa mE. smai2 S4l kI Aor b“a ja rha 4a ik mE.ne 4o I dUr pr bapU kI Xvet-vS52arI 7aya¡it ko smai2 S4l kI Aor jate deqa| mE. roma.ict ho ]#a AOr AaihSte se bapU ke ink3 Aakr ibna ko{ Aah3 ik0 cupcap ]nke pI7e-pI7e clne lga| clte-clte jb vh smai2 S4l ke pas ph>uce to Acank pI7e kI Aor mu kr deqa AOr pU7a - .tum mere pI7e-pI7e Kyo. Aa rhe ho? . .bapU mE. Aapke cr`-icNho. pr clna cahta hU>| . .0k tuMhare clne se Kya hota hE, jb sara dex muze wUl cuka hE| . .0k se hI Anek ho.ge bapU| . .Anek me. kOn ho.ge? ye sb w/*3acarI dex ko lU3ne vale lu3ere, hTyare hI to| . .[nse Alg wI bhut se hE. bapU jo Aapko, Aapke is²a.to. ko, Aapke ivcaro. ko Apnate hE., AapkI rah clte hE.|. .isf_R rah pr clne se Kya hoga? . .to ifr? . .Are mere is²a.to. ko Aacr` me. ]taro| dex ko Aaj tuMharI j+rt hE| AaAo, bahr AaAo AOr dex kI qaitr 0k bar ifr mr-im3ne ko tEyar ho jaAo Kyo.ik ANyay ke iqlaf q a n hona kayrta hE| dex ko [n lu3ero. AOr w/*3acarI netaAo. AOr Afsro. ke ANyay se mu¯ krne ke il0 Aaj kmr ks kr vEse hI tEyar ho jane kI j+rt hE jEse mE. A>g/ejo. ke iqlaf q a ho gya 4a| . .]s smy to A>g/ejo. ko ihNduStan se bahr inkalna 4a bapU, Aapne hI to .wart 7o o . ka nara wI idya 4a pr Aaj ke [n w/*3 netaAo. AOr Afsro. ko yha> se kEse inkala ja skta hE? . .}pr to weja ja skta hE| jb tk pCcIs-pcas w/*3 netaAo. AOr Afsro. ko golI ka inxana nhI. bnaAoge, dex nhI. su2rega| Aaj ifr yh ibgul bjane ka v¯ Aa gya hE| . .bapU Aap yh Kya kh rhe hE.? Aap to Aih.sa kI bat krte 4e| . .merI Aih.sa kayro. ke il0 nhI., vIro. ke il0 hE| vh kayro. ka kaihlpn nhI., vIro. ka xS5 hE| . .to Aapke Aih.sa ke is²a.t ka Kya hoga? . .dex kI r9a se b a ko{ is²a.t nhI. hota, [s bat ko ga># ba>2 lo| . .pr Aapne to A>g/ejo. se dex bcane ke il0 Aih.sa ka hI is²a.t Apnaya 4a, ifr? . .[sil0 ik vha> dex ko bcane ka p/Xn nhI. 4a biLk dex ko Aajad krane ka p/Xn 4a| A>g/ej 0k b I takt 4I| [sil0 ]sse b I takt sTyag/h Aih.sa ko mE.ne Apnaya 4a| . .Aaj ke [n w/*3 netaAo. AOr Afsro. ke pas wI b I takt hE bapU ! . .glt socte ho| mKkar, 2UtR, g±ar AOr w/*3 logo. ke pas ko{ takt nhI. hotI, ko{ nEitk bl nhI. hota; ve bato. se nhI. lato. se #Ik ho.ge| ]nke il0 isfR_ 0k golI kafI hE|

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jante ho 0ese hI logo. ke il0 . A>2er ngrI cOp3 raja . na3k ilqne vale warteNdu hirXcNd/ ne Kya kha 4a - .Kya kha 4a bapU? . “]Nho.ne kha 4a ik .jEse tuMhare 6r me. ko{ pu=8 Vyiwcar krne Aave to ijs ¢o2 se ]sko pk kr maroge AOr jha> tk tuMhare me. xi¯ hogI ]ska sTyanax kroge, ]sI trh [s smy jo-jo bate. tuMhare ]¶it p4 me. ka>3a ho., ]nkI j qod kr fe.k do| ku7 mt Dro| jb tk sO-do sO mnu*y bdnam n ho.ge, dird/ n ho ja0>ge, kEd n ho ja0>ge, vrn\ jan se n mare ja0>ge tb tk ko{ dex wI n su2rega| . Aaj ke ye w/*3 neta AOr lu3ere AKsr wart mata ke sa4 blaTkar hI to kr rhe hE.| s%a ke md me. A.2e 2<tra*¨ bne Aaj ke kOrvo. ke bIc ³OpdI kI wa>it ]se n.gI AOr Apmaint kr rhe hE.| [sil0 Aaj mere is²a.t ke Anusar nhI., mhawart ke is²a.t ke Anusar ]nke iqlaf 0k mhawart yu² kro AOr ]nka v2 kro, yhI Aaj kI ma>g hE| ’’

.]nke iv=² 0k s.vE2aink yu² to ho rha hE bapU| s.iv2an AOr Nyaypailka ne ]Nhe. k36re me. q a krke ]nke iqlaf_ ja>c karRva{ ka Aadex idya hE| . .suno, jha> ja>c kI karRva{ya> v8oR.-v8oR. tk #.De bSte me. dF_n kr dI jatI ho. AOr ijs Nyayaly me. irXvt kI klm se f_Else ilqe jate ho., vha> Nyay nhI. Nyay ka na3k j+r ho skta hE| . .hmara s.iv2an bhut ]¶t AOr jag+k hE bapU| vh Aapke dex AOr dexvaisyo. ke ihto. kI r9a ke il0 p/itb² AOr s.kLpb² hE| . .hE, pr tuMhara yh s.iv2an lu3ero., w/*3acairyo. kusIRloiwyo. ke ha4 ka iqlOna bn kr rh gya hE AOr [skI Aa me. Apna ]LlU sI2a krna AOr jnta ko bevkUf bnana yhI ]nkI idn-rat kI iftrt ho g{ hE| jante ho A>g/ej iDva[D 0.D +l kI cal clte 4e AOr tuMhare ye w/*3 neta .mek fUl 0~D +l . kI cal clte hE.| soco, jnta kI Aa>q me. 2Ul zo.kkr dex ke 2n ko lU3na, yojnaAo. ka 2n h p kr jana, ye tmam Aai4Rk 6o3ale, rajnIitk mKkairya>, calbaijya>, ye sb Kya hE? Kya [sI idn ke il0 hmare dex w¯o. ne sIne pr goilya> qa{. 4I., fa>sI pr l3k g0 4e, xhId hu0 4e? bolo, dex kI jnta ke sa4 yh iqlva Kyo.? yh sb jnta, s.iv2an AOr dex ke sa4 gd\darI nhI. to ifr AOr Kya hE? bolo, bolte Kyo. nhI.| [tnI der se bhs ikye ja rhe ho, Ab Kya jvab hE, Kya [laj_ hE [ska tuMhare pas? . .hme. to ku7 nhI. sUz rha hE bapU, ko{ [laj_ smz me. nhI. Aa rha hE| . .Aa0ga wI nhI., Kyo.ik tum sb Drpok, npu.sk, KlIv AOr kayr ho g0 ho| tumme. dexwi¯ kI vh tab AOr jox nhI. hE| srfroxI kI vh tmNna wI nhI., [sIil0 dex AOr dexvaisyo. ke sa4 ho rhI [tnI g±arI, [tna ATyacar AOr ANyay bdaRXt krte ho| muze to Ab lgta hE ik vh AadmI Jyada b a dexw¯ 4a ijse merI yh bat bdaRXt nhI. hu{ ik dex ka pcpn kro +pya dUsre dex ko de idya ja0 AOr ivro2 me. ]sne muze golI mar dI AOr 0k tum sb ho ik Aaj ke ye g±ar neta AOr Afsr dex ka hjaro. kro +pya hjm kr ja rhe hE. AOr tum sb npu.sko. kI trh cupcap bdaRXt ik0 ja rhe ho| lant hE tum pr| tum sb [s layk nhI. ho ik mere pdicNho. pr cl sko, muze pUrI trh smz sko, Apna sko, [sil0 jaAo, cle jaAo yha> se AOr muze Akela 7o do wartmata kI Aa>qo. se bhte qUn ke Aa>sU po.7ne ke il0| muze to [n dex³ohI AOr mKkar netaAo. se nfrt ho g{ hE| Aaj to ye sb A>g/ejo. se wI Jyada [s dex ke il0 qtrnak saibt ho cuke hE. AOr tum sb to Apaihjo. AOr kayro. se wI g0-gujre ho _ _ _ _mudaR|

.bapU ka ]s v¯ ¢o2 se tmtmaya lal cehra deq kr mE. skte me. Aa gya AOr 6bra kr ]nke cr`o. me. igr p a| mE. 4o I der Aa>qe. b.d ik0 vhI. p a rha pr jb ]#a to deqa ]nkI 2vl Aa¡it smai2-S4l me. 2Ire-2Ire smatI ja rhI 4I|

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p.d/h AgSt : srkarI Tyoharp.d/h AgSt : srkarI Tyoharp.d/h AgSt : srkarI Tyoharp.d/h AgSt : srkarI Tyohar DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ p/em jnmejy _ p/em jnmejy _ p/em jnmejy _ p/em jnmejy

kwI huAa krta hoga p.d/h AgSt 0k ra*Ïy pvR pr.tu Aajkl to 0k srkarI Tyohar bn kr rh gya hE, jo srkar ka, srkar µara AOr srkar ke il0 mnaya jata hE| jEse jnta mUkdxRk bnI s.sd me. ho rhe p/jata.i5k qel ko deqne ke il0 ivvx hE vEse hI dUrdxRn AOr AakaxvaÌ se p.d/h AgSt ka Aa>qo. deqa hal sun-deqkr hI Apne k%RVy kI [it man letI hE| [sil0 ko{ f_kR nhI. p ta hE p.d/h AgSt sn\ itranbe ka ho, pCcasI ka ho, nBbe ka ho ya ifr cOranbe| jEse ko{ famURla ifLm lgatar cl rhI hE| lgta hE jEse p.d/h AgSt Ab ko{ jn-s.vedna nhI. jgata hE| ]ógpit ]óg me. VySt hE, w/*3acarI w/*3acar me. g/St hE, 2ink-pu5 pa>c istara s.S¡it me. ilPt hE, g<hSvaimnI cULhe-cOke me. mGn hE, dImke. dex qane me. ju3I hE. AOr jo ku7 nhI. kr rha ho vo ya to cay pI rha hE ya bI I ya ifr pt.ge. ] a rha hE| ra*¨ xayd [s sbke bad me. Aata hE| tIn 6.3e me. ra*¨ kI icNta ko ra*¨ ko hI iplane ka p/yTn ikya jata hE| p.d/h AgSt ko ra*Ïy @vj lhraya jata hE| Apne bcpn me. mE. ApnI 7t pr subh-subh sbse }>ca z.Da lgane ka p/yTn krta 4a Kyo.ik AOro. kI 7t pr z.De lge hote 4e| Aajkl 7te. jIvn-mULyo. kI trh qalI idqa{ detI hE. AOr bcpn .jI . 3I _vI _ pr paXcaTy s.gIt pr i4rk rha hota hE| ra*¨-@vj dex ke sMman ka p/tIk hE| hm Svt.5 hu0 AOr hmne lal ikle pr itr.ga lhra idya| [s itr.ge ko lhrane ke il0 laqo. logo. ne Apne r¯ ka bildan idya| 2Ny hE. hmare Aaj ke neta ijNho.ne [s z~De ke nIce l ne kI prMpra ko bna0 rqa hE| phle hm ivdeixyo. se l te 4e, Aajkl Aaps me. l te hE.| Aajkl ra*¨ nhI. p/2anm.5I pd mhTvpU R hE Kyo.ik p/2anm.5I hokr hI Vyi¯ lal ikle pr itr.ga lhra pata hE, wa8` deta hE AOr p/2anm.5I hone ke Apne Ah. ko pu*3 krta hE| lal ikla vo3o. kI rajnIit ka m.c bnkr rh gya hE| [s m.c se iksI ivix*3 sMp/day ke vo3 z3kne ke il0 savRjink 7u©I kI 6o8à hotI hE ya ifr iryayto. ka w.Dar qola jata hE| iksI pa3IR kI rElI ho to Aa>2I ya tUfan me. wI lal ikle phu>cne ka AaHvan ikya jata hE pr.tu p.d/h AgSt ko ko{ dl 0esa nara nhI. lgata hE| jo cIj_ sbkI hotI hE vo iksI kI nhI. hotI hE| [sil0 he s.padk, p.d/h AgSt Aqbaro. ke ivix*3 s.Skrò., grIb kI ipkink, AOr rSm AdaygI ka nam rh gya hE, [se Aam jnta kEse mnatI hE, [ska sval hI kha> ]#ta hE|

Aiwyan inmRl is²U Aiwyan inmRl is²U Aiwyan inmRl is²U Aiwyan inmRl is²U klm lekr inkla hU> jha> ve iksI ke ha4 n lge. j.gl se mn ke j.gl ko saf krne iksI ko tklIf_ n de.| pe ka3na AOr curana jumR hE [sme. ]ge ya ]gaye gye kam yh [tna srl to nhI leikn mn kI duinya ke ilye pe -pO2e, bel-bU3e mere [s AOjar se brsta bebakpn j+rI hE ya ifr nagfnI me. se [s sfa{ Aiwyan me. kha> tk puranapn saf hota rhe ku7 ko traxne shayk is² hoga nye j.gl lgte rhe. ]%m se ]%m vStu ka +p de kh nhI. skta| nye log imlte rhe. s.sar ke sMmuq rqne mana ik, nye j_Qm iqlte rhe.| AOr ku7 ko hiryalI pyaRvr` ke ilye AavXyk hE ÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞ inr4Rkta ke 4Ele me. wr manvta ke ilye vrdan hE; ÞÞÞÞ dUr bha dene janta hU> yh wI, ÞÞ

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k©rtak©rtak©rtak©rta

nreN³ kohlI nreN³ kohlI nreN³ kohlI nreN³ kohlI .n0 v8R kI bhut bhut b2a{| . ]Nho.ne bhut ]Llist hokr kha| mE. Apna ]Llas ]s sIma tk nhI. b“a ska| bola, .{sa ke nvv8R kI Aapko wI b2a{| . ve wO.ck se mera cehra deqte rh g0, jEse mE.ne ko{ bhut Aix*3 bat kh dI ho| ifr bole, .hm log [tne k©r nhI. hE.| . mE. manta Aaya hU> ik yid {mandarI se ko{ kam krna ho to ]ske inym iv2an ka k©rta se paln krna caih0| !ulmul rh kr s.sar me. ko{ kam “.g se nhI. hota| yid hm k©r n hu0 hote, AOr ]nke sman ]dar bne rhte, to n kwI muglo. ka raJy smaPt hota, n A>g/ejo. ka| _ _ _ik.tu mE. yh wI smz rha 4a ik ]Nho.ne Apne iv8y me. ku7 nhI. kha 4a, jo ku7 kha 4a, vh mere iv8y me. 4a| xBd ku7 wI rhe ho., kha ]Nho.ne yhI 4a ik mE. k©rp.4I hU>; AOr khI. ko*#ko. me. yh wI @vint ho rha 4a ik k©rp.4I hona AC7I bat nhI. hE| .{svI s.vt\ ko {sa ka s.vt\ khna Kya k©rta hE? . .AOr Kya? nvv8R nvv8R hota hE, {sa ka Kya AOr iksI AOr ka Kya? . ve pU Rt: iniXct, iniXcNt AOr AaXvSt 4e| .iv¢m s.vt\ ko iv¢m s.vt\ khna, ihjrI s.vt\ ko ihjrI s.vt\ khna, parsI nOroj_ ko parsI nOroj_ khna k©rta hE? . .vh sb hm nhI. jante| hm to kevl [tna jante hE. ik yhI nvv8R hE| sarI duinya mnatI hE| . .#Ik kh rhe hE. Aap| . mE.ne kha, .xayd Aapko malUm wI nhI. hoga ik yh pa.ca.g, kevl pa.ca.g nhI. hE, {svI pa.ca.g hE _ _ _ _| . .pa.ca.g Kya? . ve bole, .vh jo p.iDto. ke pas hota hE| . .pa.ca.g hm kEleNDr ko khte hE.| . mE.ne kha, .p.iDto. ke pas wI hota hE, AOr sa2ar` jn ke pas wI hota hE| . .mE. vh sb nhI. janta| . ve bole| .Aapke n janne se n t$y bdlte hE., n sTy| . mE. bola, .kbUtr Aa>qe. b.d kr le to ibLlI ka AiStTv smaPt nhI. ho jata| . .Kya bura{ hE [s nvv8R me.? . ve ku7 Aa¢amk ho ]#e| .mE.ne bura{ kI bat khI hI nhI. hE| . mE.ne kha, .mE.ne to [tna hI kha hE ik yh nvv8R, {sa[yo. ke pa.ca.g ke Anusar hE| . .pr kam to hm [sI ke Anusar krte hE.| . .muglo. ke raJykal me. hme. ihjrI s.vt\ ke Anusar kam krna p ta 4a| . mE.ne kha, .vh hmarI mj_bUrI 4I| hmne kwI ]se Apna ]Tsv to nhI. bnaya| vhI bat {svI s.vt\ ke il0 wI sTy hE| A>g/ejI sam/aJy ne ]se hm pr 4opa| Aaj wI ikNhI. glt nIityo. ke Anusar kam krne ke kar` {sa ka v8R hmarI mj_bUrI ho sktI hE, hmara ]Tsv to nhI. ho skta| iksI kI dasta, ]sko b2a{ dene ka kar` nhI. ho sktI| . .iksI ko yad wI hE, Apna desI kEleNDr? . ve chk kr bole| .ijNhe. ApnI AiSmta se p/em hE, ]Nhe. yad hE| . mE.ne kha, .srkar se kih0 wartIy pa.ca.g se vetn dena AarMw kre, sbko Apne Aap wartIy pa.ca.g yad Aa ja0ga| . .[s dex pr ihNdU kEleNDr 4opna cahte ho| . ]Nho.ne gjRna kI, .[s dex me. muslman AOr {sa{ wI rhte hE.|

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..mE. Kya krna cahta hU> ]se jane dIij0| . mE. bola, .Aap [s dex pr {sa{ pa.ca.g 4opte hu0 wUl g0 ik [s dex me. ihNdU wI rhte hE.| {sa{ iktne p/itxt hE. [s dex me.? AOr Aapne ]nka kEleNDr sare dex pr 4op rqa hE| AOr ]s pr Aap n kevl yh cahte hE. ik hm ]se ]Tsv ke sman mna0>, yh wI wUl ja0> ik hmara Apna 0k pa.ca.g hE, jo [sse khI. purana hE| jo hmarI 1<tuAo., pvR Tyoharo. t4a hmare [ithas se ju a hE| . .vh ihNdU kEleNDr hE| . ve icLla0| .yid s.sar me. Aapka maNy pa.ca.g, 0k 2mR se ju a hE to dUsra pa.ca.g wI 2aimRk ho skta hEE| . mE.ne kha, .]sme. Kya bura{ hE? ikNtu hm ijs pa.ca.g kI bat kr rhe hE., vh wartIy hE| ra*¨Iy hE| Aap bato. ko 2mR se jo te hE., hm to ra*¨ kI d<i*3 se socte hE.| {svI AOr ihjrI s.vt\ 2aimRk hE., Kyo.ik ve 0k 2mR - 0k p.4 - ke p/ eta ke jIvn pr Aa2<t hE.| iv¢m s.vt\ A4va yugaB2 ka iksI p.4 A4va p.4p/ eta se ko{ sMbN2 nhI. hE| vh xu² kalg`na hE| [sil0 vh ]s A4R me. 0kdm 2aimRk nhI. hE, ijs A4R me. Aap ]se 2aimRk kh kr ]skI wTsRna krna cah rhe hE.| . .muze 2aimRk bato. me. sa.p/daiykta kI bU AatI hE| . .to Aapko Apne hI tkR ke Aa2ar pr {svI s.vt\ ko 0kdm wUl jana caih0| vh to clta hI 0k p.4 ivxe8 ke Aa2ar pr hE| . .duqI kr idya yar tumne| . ve bole, .tumse to bat krna hI pap hE| Ab iv¢mI, {svI, ihjrI AOr jane iktne s.vt\ ho.ge| mE. iksko mna}>? . [tna s.w/m AC7a nhI. hE| . mE.ne kha, .s.sar me. [tne pu=8 deq kr ]nme. se Apne ipta ko hI n phcan sko, to ko{ tuMhe smzdar nhI. manega| .

krnI AOr wrnIkrnI AOr wrnIkrnI AOr wrnIkrnI AOr wrnI DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ xMs i_ xMs i_ xMs i_ xMs ijlanI jlanI jlanI jlanI Aas g{ wor w{ Ab iksI ne Aana Kya irXte nate to e sare Apna cln wI wUl gye Aaye nbI AOr 1<i8 ]nko iksI ne mana Kya smy imle to g_Or kro g_Er kI 2un pr gana Kya icNta b“I ix9a b“I 6or wya s.sar raj ke lowI neta sare mu>h se ]gle. A.gare rog lga Kya ]sko mUrq smza hE phcana Kya Pyar ko fElana hE muiXkl nf_rt ko w kana Kya Aap hE krnI ApnI wrnI shayta ko tkna Kya Pyar mohBbt AOr Aih.sa mui¯ ke ku7 rSte hE. krnI to wrnI hogI ]s pe Ab p7tana Kya mhapu=8 hE guSsa pI le guSse ko pI jana Kya ccaR hE Aaj_adI ka Apra2I wI Aaj_ad huAa ÞÞÞÞÞ sr idya jo AoqlI me. co3o. se 6brana Kya ÞÞÞ

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guguletu xhr nhI.guguletu xhr nhI.guguletu xhr nhI.guguletu xhr nhI. DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ mu¯a _ mu¯a _ mu¯a _ mu¯a vh 2arap/vah bolta ja rha 4a| mat<wa8a n ]skI 4I n merI| ]skI bato. se ]wrkr 0k m.goilyn pIle ca>d-sa gol-m3ol cehra xrartI Aa>qo. ke pI7e se za>kne lga 4a| do lal xhtUt-se ho.# iqliqlane lge 4e| mE. bar-bar mhsUs kr rhI 4I, mIlo. lMbI hva do fa>ko. me. b>3 ja0 AOr ha4 b“akr mE. ]s cehre ko cUm lU>| vh prexan-sa pU7 bE#a - .Kya huAa Aa.3I? . .Kya tum iksI trh wI nhI. Aa skte? . merI bato. me. ko{ tartMy nhI. 4a| islisla bn hI nhI. pa rha 4a| ku7 bate. ¢m se pre hotI hE.| v8oR. bad Aaj 0k bar ifr mE. yh Anuwv kr rhI 4I| .merI Fla[3 barh bje hE| mE. krolbag me. xa$ip.g kr rha hU>| [s smy nO bj cuke hE.| . .tuMharI ma> merI PyarI shelI hE| . .hm sb Aapko bhut yad krte hE. Aa.3I| ma> hmexa khtI hE., ]s dex me. tuMharI 0k AOr ma> hE| . .be3a, tuMhara nam _ _ _? . vaKy 3U3 gya| yh cO4I bar mE.ne nam pU7a 4a| mE. 6ne v<9 kI Aor b“ rhI 4I| rh-rhkr pEr nmR dUb me. ]lze ja rhe 4e| .p/ist supNya . _ _ _ _.be3e tum deqne me. kEse ho? ApnI ma> jEse? . .iktnI suNdr hE tuMharI ma> _ _ _ _ . .mE. vada krta hU> Aa.3I, lO3kr ka$lej qulne se phle hm k{ idn 0k sa4 ibta0>ge| . .tuMharI ma> ne ku7 lane ko nhI. kha? muzse ku7 ma>ga nhI.? . .Aoh ! yad idlane ke il0 2Nyavad| ma>ga hE 0k pta AOr yh wI kha hE ik yh pta isfR_ Aapke pas hI iml skta hE| . .isf_R mere pas? ikska pta ma>ga hE? . .0.3oinyo bya ka pta| . .0.3o-in-yo bya leikn _ _ _ _intaya ko kEse malUm? . .Aap prexan mt ho.| mE. Aapse le lU>ga| hm jLdI hI imle.ge| . fon k3 cuka 4a| p/ist kI Aavaj_ muze dUr sfr pr le ja cukI 4I jha> se jLdI lO3na sMwv n 4a| .Vha3\s ra.g iv4 yU? Aa{ nevr fa[.D yU Sma[il.g? . 0.3oinyo bya ne pU7a 4a v8oR. phle| mere cehre pr fIkI muSkan 4I| sIne me. An.t Aa¢ox| mE. bhut ku7 khna cahtI 4I| papa-mMmI kI ha -to mehnt ke bavjUd n “.g ke kp e, n iktab-kaipyo. ke il0 pUre pEse| papa AOr mMmI 0k-dUsre ke il0 bne hI nhI. 4e| 0esa ko{ 2ratl nhI. 4a jha> dono ke ib.b ju te ho.| mMmI kI AaxaAo. pr wy.kr tu8arapat huAa jb xeqr wEya ke +p me. papa ka p/it+p samne Aa q a huAa| kl mMmI kI mhTvaka.9aAo. kI A.itm l I wI 2U-2U krke jl g{| .kl se nac b.d ! ya to [.jIinyir.g ka$lej me. p“e ya nac sIqe| 0k ko cun lo| Anu AOr Anu kI ma>, dono suno| merI hEisyt [tnI nhI. hE| . .leikn Anu kI fIs mE. wr rhI hU>| . mMmI ne ivro2 ikya| .yh 6r tuMhare pEse se nhI. clta| . papa ka Svr }>ca ho cuka 4a| .mMmI, tuMharI ijd ne phle hI Anu ka mn bhut b“a idya hE| phle nac isqane kI ijd, Ab [.jIinyir.g ka$lej me. p“ana hE| l ko. ke sa4 yh jo gul iqla0gI vh hm sb ko

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wogna hoga| car pEse bce.ge to 6r ka S3ENDDR hI su2rega| Anu ka Byah wI krna hE| . yh xeqr wEya kI ]²arvadI mu³a 4I|

.tIn bar bI _0 _me. fel hone vala S3ENDDR kI bate. kr rha hE AOr mere hote hu0 iksI ko Anu ke Byah kI icNta nhI. krnI hE . mMmI ne itlimlakr ]%r idya .xeqr, 6u>6+-tbla sb }pr 3al pr c“a do| 6r ko ko#a bna idya hE| mohLlevalo. ke tane to hme. sunne p te hE.| Aaj se Anu ka nac-gana b.d| . papa in Ry de cuke 4e| .mMmI ffkkr ro p I 4I.| s.gIt-saihTy ke 2ur.2r ivµan p. _somd% ]pa@yay kI laDlI be3I =iKmÌ devI Apna 9ow ro-rokr gla rhI 4I| yh nj_ara mE.ne bar-bar deqa hE| kwI wI mMmI ka ivro2 #os c©an nhI. bn paya| vh glkr 2Ire-2Ire bha hE| hmara 6r S5I AOr pu=8 ke 0ese do qemo. me. b>3 cuka 4a jha> kevl hmare hSta9r 33ole jate 4e| xeqr wEya AOr papa ke cehre g−m− 4e| bnars ihNdU yUinvisR3I ke [.jIinyir.g ka$lej me. daiqla merI ApnI kablIyt AOr mehnt ka ntIja 4a leikn xeqr wEya ke Aage merI hEisyt äyl pr 7U3e kEdI jEsI 4I ijskI 0k namalUm-sI gltI ]se fa>sI pr c“ane ke il0 kafI 4I|

mE. bhut ku7 khna cahtI 4I| leikn mere pas xBd nhI. 4e| kha> 4I mere pas lC7edar A>g/ejI ijse mE. xeKsipyr ke 0k vaKy me. gU>4kr 0.3oinyo bya ke kano. me. ] l dU>| rajkIy kNya pa#xala me. p“I 0k g>var l kI ko Kya Ai2kar jo zk cmkdar dexI-ivdexI 7a5o. kI jmat ke bIc bE#kr ih.dI me. iqliqla0? mE.ne ApnI kmjoiryo. ko ApnI cuPpI me. i7pa ilya 4a| Ab mE. 0k xa.t, sOMy, gU>gI, spnIlI Aa>qo.valI l kI 4I| .merI A>g/ejI bhut kmjor hE| kwI-kwI ]%r nhI. sUzta AOr mE. hklane kI hd tk nvRs ho jatI hU>| . fraR3edar A>g/ejI me. 4a[lE.D kI intaya, merI shpai#nI mere samne A>g/ejI n Aane ka duq a byan kr rhI 4I| mE. iqliqlakr h>s p I| .tum zU# smz rhI ho, yh sc hE| leikn tum =ko nhI., h>stI rho| iktnI su.dr lgtI ho, 0ese hI h>stI rho| . hm dono 0k-dUsre ka ha4 4ame der tk iqliqlate rhe| hm dono doSt bn cuke 4e| wojn-Avkax ko 7o kr lgwg pUre idn hm sa4 hote 4e| Aªarh ivái4Ryo. kI hmarI k9a A.traR*Ïy sd\wavna ke mank ke +p me. p/Stut kI ja sktI 4I| nepal ka gol-m3ol cehrevala 4apa, ja.ibya ka mo3I nak, l3ke ho.#o. AOr zUltI cbIR vala me.be, sIlon ka g/Ik devtaAo. jEsa luwavna p/em mohn, AaSëilya ka ¸eNc-k3 da“Ivala AgaS4a, keinya ka bil*# betrtIb kp o., AjIbogrIb xKl AOr i4rkte pEro.vala 0.3oinyo bya, 4a[lE.D kI gui ya-sI intaya AOr wI k{ dexI-ivdexI cehre ijNhe. imlakr hmarI k9a ka wUgol bna huAa 4a| hm sb ka phla AOr A.itm l(y A@yyn 4a AOr ma@ym A>g/ejI| iktab qolna, iktab b.d krna, Da>3 qana, 9ma ma>gna, leKcr kI korI la[no. me. se wI t$y pk ne ka Aiwny krna AOr cObIs 6.3e AOpcairk muSkan 2ar` ik0 rhna| subh se xam tk ka sara kam A>g/ejI me. hI hota 4a| Apna dex kwI iksI kI Aa>qo. ya bato. me. ]tr Aata to ]skI iS4it haSyaSpd ho ]#tI 4I| yh iS4it mere il0 bhut ki#n 4I| glbihya> Dale sheilyo. ke sa4 ittlI ke pI7e wagna, qo-qo kb−I, ko a jmal sahI qelna AOr gui yo. ke Byah se motI, slme. istare curakr Apne spno. kI cunrI me. 3a>k xrma, ljakr sheilyo. ko 7e na, bhnijyo. ke }3p3a>g Sva>g wr-wrkr h>ste-h>ste lo3-po3 ho jana, mere Vyi¯Tv ke Aiw¶ A.g bn cuke 4e| #e# bnarsIpn 7o kr A>g/ejI mem kI jUtI me. svar ho jana Apne bs kI bat nhI. 4I| Apne s5h

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v8R ke jIvn me. bnars ko mE.ne ApnI sheilyo. se hI jana 4a| 6r se kul Aa# mIl dUr p. _ mdn mohn malvIy µara S4aipt kaxI ih.dU ivXvivály me. 0k A>g/ejI bStI ka hona mere il0 nya Anuwv 4a|

jnvrI kI kohra{ subh 4I| keimkl [.jIinyir.g se lekr isreimKs tk cay kI swI gumi3ya> b.d 4I| hmara fameRsI ivwag sbse A.t me. 4a| keimkl [.jIinyir.g kI k9a smaPt ho cukI 4I| Ab famaRkola$jI p/Ei3kLs kI barI 4I| D ^m ka[mog/af, vEKs Ple3fa$mR, kENyUla [Tyaid swI ]pkr` sjakr hm me“k kI p/tI9a kr rhe 4e| xa.t, inrIh, wola-wala p/aÌ manv kLya` ke il0 bil ho ja0ga| mera cehra sfed hota ja rha 4a| ikxn ip.j a lekr Aa cuka 4a| ip.j e me. hre-pIle me“k ]7l rhe 4e| Klorofa$mR dekr [Nhe. behox nhI. ikya ja skta 4a| dvaAo. ka Asr deqne ke il0 [nke swI A.go. ka pUrI trh si¢y hona j+rI 4a| [sil0 me“k ke SnayuAo. ko su{ kI shayta se suPtavS4a tk phu>caya jana 4a| yh k*3p/d p/i¢ya 4I| me“k 7U3ne ka wrsk p/yas krte 4e| swI 7a5o. ko yh kam Svy. krna p ta 4a| shpa#I ya p/yogxala ke kmRcairyo. se shayta lena mna 4a| 0ese Aa e smy me. intaya lgwg roj hI merI mdd krtI 4I| leikn ]s idn lEb AisS3e.3 kI jgh famaRkola$jI ke ivxalkay, ptlI mU7o. AOr sQt nj_ro.vale .sr . Svy. q e 4e| 4apa ne Aage b“kr ip.j e ke A.dr ha4 Dala| me“k ko gdRn AOr 2 ke bIc dboca| 0k ivjyI muSkan hmarI Aor ]7alI AOr .ipi4.g nIiDl . ko miSt*k ke bIco.bIc ]tar idya| me“k ke dono pEr hva me. tn g0| ko3r me. 2>sI Aa>qe. ]bl p I.| mE. ishr ]#I| Ab merI barI 4I| mE.ne ip.j e ke A.dr ha4 b“akr me.“k ko iksI trh ApnI pk me. ilya| leikn Agle hI pl vh ]7la AOr fxR pr ja igra| stkR nj_r ]sne caro. Aor fe.kI| inwIRk senanI kI trh ]7l-]7lkr vh Apna muiKtµar tlaxne lga| xI _ _ _ Aa _ _ _ vo _ _ _va _ _ _Ao _ ___ _ smu³ ke bIc f>sa ko{ naivk t3 deqte hI jEse ApnI mui¯ kI 6o8à kr bE#a ho| sNna3e ko cIrne vala yh Svr 0.3oinyo bya ka 4a| ]ske kale ha4-pEr, m2umKqI ke 7%e jEse bal AOr gle me. zUlta hmxKl tabIj - swI hrkt me. Aa g0 4e| pEr i4rkne lge 4e| mo3e ho.# gol 6Umkr vayum.Dl ko s.gIt de rhe 4e| AsIm ivStar se ho lene cla _ _ _6ne j.gl me. sUyR ko llkarta 0k Aaidm manv| muiKt se muiKt ke µar qulne lge| log AnugamI hu0| sbse phle Aaya 4apa| pha I zrno. kI ly me. pha I 2un gungunata zUmta| mE.ve 0v. bya ne suha[lI me. n<Ty s.gIt kI juglb.dI ka Ad\wut sma> ba>2 idya 4a| intaya 4a{ me. zUm rhI 4I, budbuda rhI 4I, lgatar tailya> bja rhI 4I| mE. Sp.idt 4I| mhIno. se gum p a bnars Aaj jIv.t ho ]#a 4a| g.ga Aaj pUrI }jaR ke sa4 bh rhI 4I| 6a3 ka d<Xy saf idqa{ de rha 4a| p/¡it ikn-ikn +po. me. Svy. ko ]d\6ai3t krtI hE| Aavr` h3 cuka 4a| swI ]Llist 4e| ku7 log ifr wI nhI. Aa0| ye hmare wartIy im5 4e| ijnkI Tvca ke Aitir¯ sb ku7 Aayaitt 4a| AajadI jEse ko{ kLpv<9 ho ijska bIj Acank merI h4eilyo. ke bIc A>kurane lga 4a| Ab muze ]n fiBtyo. kI icNta n hotI jo 0.3oinyo, mere AOr intaya ke pI7e ksI jatI.| 0k idn k9a ke bad hm sa4 4e| merI bat ka =q wI samaNy 4a - .tum {sa{ ho ifr tuMhare gle me. yh p/tIk kEse? . .yh mere pUvRjo. KI AaS4a hE| . .ko{ nIg/o devta hE? .

.yh galI hE| muze AOr mere kbIle ke devta ko nIg/o mt kho| .

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0.3oinyo kI Aa>qo. se A.gare brsne lge| .xa.t, ¡pya xa.t ho jaAo| . intaya ne yacna kI| .kevl yh PyarI l kI hI muze smztI hE| . ]skI Aa>qo. me. intaya ke il0 p/x.sa ka wav 4a| bya kI k3uta ne muze Aaht ikya| mE. AnmnI ho ]#I AOr lMbe AseR tk k vah3 muze 6ere rhI| Ab vh AKsr intaya ke sa4 hota| mE. Apne Akelepn me. AOr wI ism3 g{ 4I| intaya Apne wre-pUre s.sar ke ku7 pl mere }pr ]>Del jatI, .kl lilta me. mUvI deqI, [tnI AC7I 4I ik bSs| ]ska nayk _ _ _vah _ _ _iblkul Apne 0.3oinyo bya jEsa _ _ _bil*# _ _ _}*ma deta _ _ lOh pu=8 _ _ _ .

devI-devtaAo. kI koml 7ivyo. pr rIznevale mere mapd.D iv³oh kr ]#e| kala koyle jEsa r.g, m2umKqI ke iwniwnate 7%e jEse bal, JyaimtIy d<i*3 se cehre kI hr bnav3 iqskI hu{, mu>h se lgatar AatI ma>sl g.2| yhI hE komla.gI, m2ursna Xvet m.gol kNya ka SvPn pu=8| ma>s-midra ka p/emI, 6oi8t +p se Aivvaiht 7a5 hote hu0 wI jaiMbya kI mihla ke sa4 AS4ayI 6r bnanevala 0.3oinyo bya merI nEitkta kI trajU me. khI. nhI. smata 4a|

]s idn sb ku7 y4avt\ 4a| subh se $yorI AOr p/EiK3kl k9aAo. kI vhI idncyaR| sexnl prI9aAo. kI 6o8`a ho cukI 4I| bya AnupiS4t 4a| Avkax ke bad wI mE. la[b/erI me. =kkr no3\s bna rhI 4I| ja e kI xam| A>2era ghrane lga 4a| pNne sme3kr mE. 6r jane ka ]p¢m krne lgI| jEse hI mE. keimkl [.jIinyir.g ivwag ke bag se hokr ge3 kI Aor b“I, ig3ar kI k=` @vin ne muze cO.ka idya| gulmohr ke pe o. ke pas Axok ke tne se i3ka 0.3oinyo ig3ar bja rha 4a| mE. m.5muG2-sI ]s Aor b“ clI| bya kI A>qo. se Aa>sU bh rhe 4e| ASfu3-sI @vin vayu me. tEr rhI 4I| A _ _ __¸I _ _ _ka _ _ _Ao _ _ _ma _ _ _y\ _ _ _A¸Ika _ _ _ _ Ad\wut d<Xy 4a| mE. deq rhI 4I, deh se fU3ta JvalamuqI| A>qo. kI dehrI se ip6lta lava| [s pl ko 7uAa to yh 3U3-3U3kr ibqr ja0ga, [se 0ese hI bIt jane do, 0esa sockr mE. mu I to ]se bo2 huAa, ]sne Aag/h ikya, .bE#o| . mE. bE# g{| vh ASfu3 Svr me. khta rha, .mE. ku7 wI zel nhI. pa rha hU> | pa>c v8R kI ]m/ me. muze Apna vtn 7o na p a _ _ _guguletu _ _ _mera Apna xhr _ _ _di9` A¸Ika _ _ _mera Apna dex _ _ _bs 0k hI spna hE mera, vaps vtn lO3ne ka _ _ _vh khtI hE jaiMbya clo - kEse ho skta hE? bhut ¢Ur hE vh _ _ _]se isfR ApnI if¢ hE _ _ _Apne pe o. kI _ _ _ Apne hone vale bCco. kI| Apne s.sar me. vh qo cukI hE| hmarI sidyo. kI kubaRnI _ _ _hmarI nSl ka sElab _ _ _ku7 wI ]se nhI. ip6lata _ _ _bfR ho cukI hE vh| hm lO3e.ge _ _ _kb? hmara wI sbera hoga| idn AOr rat hmare Apne ho.ge| leikn kb? neLsn m.Dela Ab wI roben µIp kI jel me. hE leikn mE. janta hU> _ _ _hm lO3e.ge j+r _ _ _jra soco kEsI hogI vh subh jb mE. lMbI ktar me. Aage q a vo3 DalU>ga| vh vo3 Akela mera nhI. hoga, ]s vo3 pr hoga As.Qy dexw¯o. ka nam jo xhId ho g0| mere pUvRjo. ka nam jo AajadI kI subh Aa>qo. me. il0 idv.gt ho g0| muze pUra ivXvas hE, hm j+r lO3e.ge ]s subh kI Aor| tum wI AamIn kho mere sa4| hm dono. ke imle-jule Svr vayu me. g>Uj rhe 4e| .AamIn ! AamIn ! AamIn ! .

]s rat phlI bar mE.ne DayrI ilqI _ _ _merI hdo. ko to ne ke il0 2Up ka 0k 3uk a hI kafI 4a; ifr 0.3oinyo ka ivxal hota ja rha kd AOr mere qalI ha4 _ _ _|

xeqr w[ya kI nOkrI [lahabad me. lg g{ 4I| ]nke jane ke bad merI 6ereb.dI wI nrm ho g{\| prI9a0> ink3 4I.| At: mE.ne 7a5avas me. rhna xu+ kr idya 4a| 7a5avas me. k{ n{ sheilya> bn g{ 4I.| intaya A.traR*¨Iy wvn ke l6u pirsr me. rhtI 4I, isf_R ivwag me. hI ]sse imlna ho pata 4a| 0.3oinyo bya ke AKq AOr 0kakI Svawav ne ]se Alg-4lg kr idya

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4a| Aa{ _3I _AarkeSä ka vh nayk 4a| s.gIt ke p/it smipRt| intaya se ]skI 6in*#ta bnI hu{ 4I| 0.3oinyo kI jaiMbyn s.ignI ke p/it intaya kI {*yaR kwI-kwI muqr +p 2ar` kr letI, .vh smztI hE ik 0.3oinyo ]sse Byah krega| ]se Apne dex le ja0ga| . mE.ne intaya ko Aagah ikya, .bya kI ic.ta tum logo. se iblkul Alg hE| ]se smzne kI koixx kro| tum merI PyarI shelI ho| mE. tuMhe. ]das nhI. deqna cahtI| tuMharI h>sI mere il0 mULyvan hE| ku7 mhIno. me. hm sb Alg ho ja0>ge _ _ _]ske bad _ __ _ . .nhI., vh muze 7o nhI. skta . intaya wwk p I| Agle hI pl ]ska Svr inrIh ho Aaya, .mE. ku7 nhI. kr pa rhI hU>| vh muz pr havI hota ja rha hE| vh mere jIvn ka phla pu=8 hE _ _ _lOh pu=8| mE. har rhI hU> _ _ _hartI ja rhI hU> _ _ _¡pya muze _ _ _bca lo _ _ _ _| .

mE.ne intaya ka ha4 4am ilya| ]ska isr mere k.2e pr i3ka rha| prI9aAo. kI ghmaghmI xu+ ho cukI 4I| intaya me. inr.tr ho rhe bdlav ko mE. mhsUs kr rhI 4I| A@yapko. ko mh>gI we.3 dena, ]ske bdle kayaRTmk prI9a me. AC7e A.k lena jEse sSte h4k.De ivdexI 7a5o. kI trh intaya ne kwI [Stemal nhI. ik0 4e leikn [s bar vh Ag/Ì 4I|

prI9aAo. ka islisla smaPt hote hI xEi9k w/m` ka kayR¢m 4a| famaRSyui3kl ]óg tknIkI +p se b.b{ me. Ai2k ivkist hE| AOóigk [ka[yo. kI bhutayt vhI. hone ke kar` hmara phla p av b.b{ me. 4a| ijs 7a5avas me. hme. #hrna 4a ApirhayR karò. se vh ]plB2 nhI. ho ska| intaya ne ivdexI AOr ku7 dexI 7a5o. ka Alg zu.D bnakr yh 6o8à kr dI 4I ik 2mRxala ya iksI sSte ho3l me. #hrna ]nke Str ke iv=² hE| mE.ne wI ivro2 me. Svr }>ca kr idya - .hmarI p/a4imkta ix9a hE n ik mh>gI suq-suiv2a0>| yid hmare im5 mh>ge ho3l me. g0 to hm ]sI la$bI me. bE#kr wUq h tal kre.ge| . 0.3oinyo mera sm4Rn kr rha 4a| ]skI muG2 d<i*3 muze p/oTsaiht kr rhI 4I| intaya ke A e rhne ke kar` iS4it g.wIr ho g{ 4I| pUra idn bIt cuka 4a, hm log saman-siht dadr Ple3fa$mR pr hI ivrajman 4e| hmarI mu³a0> Aa¢amk 4I.| A@yapko. ke p/yas se timl s.gm s.S4an me. jgh iml g{| smzOta to huAa leikn prajy bo2 se intaya mu¯ n ho skI| hm dono. ke bIc AOpcairkta bnI hu{ 4I leikn drar p cukI 4I| 3Ur se lO3ne ke bad hI hme. sda ke il0 0k-dUsre se ivda ho jana 4a| intaya ka Apirict hota jana muze ql rha 4a| vh idn wI ink3 4a ijse A.itm idn is² hona 4a| muze Apne xhr se Apne im5o. ko 0k-0k kr ivda krna 4a| phle 0.3oinyo ifr intaya _ _ _AOr ANy Anek sai4yo. ko| puStkaly me. puStko. ko lO3ane kI AOpcairkta mE. pUrI kr rhI 4I| 0.3oinyo Aa ph>uca| ibna iksI wUimka ke ]sne bat xu+ kI| .bhut phle tumne 0k p/Xn pU7a 4a| Aaj mE. ]ska ]%r dena cahta hU>| . ha4 pk kr ]sne muze bE#a idya| becEn, AnuragI, ivh\vl ho ]#e ]ske hav-wav| .tumne pU7a 4a wart tuMhe kEsa lgta hE| ]s idn mE. ku7 wI in Ry nhI. de ska 4a| iksI dex ka cuMbkIy Aak8R` kEsa hoga yh mE. ]s dex me. jakr hI bta pa}>ga ijse mE.ne pa>c v8R kI ]m/ me. 7o a hE| inXcy hI vh di9` A¸Ika hE| guguletu mera xhr nhI., merI rgo. me. bhne vala gmR qUn hE| wart ke bare me. mE.ne suna 4a [sil0 mE. yha> p“ne Aaya| yh vaStv me. sud.r hE yh tumse imlkr hI jan paya hU>| mE. tumse p/em krta hU>| yh _ _ _khna bhut j+rI 4a| yh khna k#or wI hE Kyo.ik tum [s dex me. rhogI sda AOr mE. kevl tuMhe. yad kr skU>ga| ijs subh, mE. Apne dex me. phla vo3 Dal>Uga tum hogI mere sa4 _ _ _tum duAa krna - mere il0, mere dex kI AajadI ke il0| 0k vada kro, tum muze S3exn pr A.itm ivda dene nhI. AaAogI| hm sa4 rhe.ge _ _ _merI ip/y _ _ _mE. tuMhe. Pyar k+>ga hmexa| ]s subh ke il0 duAa krna| . ]sne mera ma4a cUma AOr Aozl ho gya|

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Acank 63e pl mere il0 Ap/Tyaixt 4e| ijse mE.ne hmexa nkara, }*ma dete hu0 ]s sIne me. tErne ke il0 mE. bar-bar ]trI hU>| Aaj wI ]skI AnugU>j jIivt hE mere wItr| muze AC7I trh yad hE ]s idn mere Aaspas khI. wI intaya nhI. 4I| mere A.tr.g 9`o. ke 3uk e ibqrkr intaya tk kEse phu>ce, yh 0k phelI hE AOr hmarI doStI ka AkR wI| intaya yh kwI nhI. smz skI ik vatayn ko bU>d me. sme3 pana kora w/m hE|

7BbIs Ap/El ]NnIs sO cOranbe ka 0eithaisk idn| di9` A¸Ika me. Svt.5ta kI phlI subh| tIn sdI purane r.gwedI xasn ka A.t ho cuka hE| .Ama.Dla-ngave4U . ke naro. se Aakax gU>j rha hE| mE. saf deq rhI hU>,ktar me. sbse Aage q a lOh pu=8| 0k spna Aaj mu¯ huAa|

tuMhare jtuMhare jtuMhare jtuMhare jEsa ko{ nhI.Esa ko{ nhI.Esa ko{ nhI.Esa ko{ nhI.

0DvDR 4a0DvDR 4a0DvDR 4a0DvDR 4a $$ $$ms, ms, ms, ms,

Anuvadk DaAnuvadk DaAnuvadk DaAnuvadk Da $$ $$ _ vIreN³ kumar vsu vIreN³ kumar vsu vIreN³ kumar vsu vIreN³ kumar vsu

merI im©I se ko{ nhI. mere pas, Pyar krne vala merI Aa>qo. ke samne kwI-kwI to tuMhare jEsa ko{ nhI., kwI nhI. Aaye tum 0esa lgta hE muze mr`opra.t p/Ty9t:, ik tuMhe. nhI. deq pa}> ivlap krnevalI wI hm dono. so hI AC7a, tuMhare jEsa ko{ nhI., smzte hE. 0k-dUsre ko Pyar ke bdle mere ku7 khe ibna hI wlIwa>it, bs yhI Aawar muze [tna jannevala ikNtu [s smz ke p/k3 k+> ik - tuMhare jEsa ko{ nhI., nhI. hE. xBd ko{, 0kaNt me. hI tuMhare jEsa tuMhare idye ka bs bar-bar SvC7, inmRl AOr pavn wI ko{ p/itdan nhI. hE ibsUrta rhU> tuMhe.|

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n{ pI“I kI icNtan{ pI“I kI icNtan{ pI“I kI icNtan{ pI“I kI icNta mhex raja mhex raja mhex raja mhex raja

]Nhe. [n idno. n{ pI“I kI icNta hE| muzse khne lge - Aaj wI purane gane iktne mEloiDys hE. _ _ _ _]nme. mEloDI ke sa4 AC7I xayrI hE, AC7I kivta hE _ _ _ ___mE. to purane gano. ka b a xOkIn hU>| mdnmohn AOr nOxad kI 2une. Aaj wI muze hr bar tajgI detI hE.| mE.ne kha - Aap shI hE.| Aaj ke pa$p gIto. me. ]7l-kUd ke isvay ku7 wI nhI. hE _ _ _n xBd hE. AOr na hI vh k Rip/y 2un hE| mE. to smzta hU> ik paXcaTy s.gIt hmarI n{ pI“I ko bbaRd kr rha hE| vh bole - mE. to 0esa s.gIt iblkul ps.d nhI. krta _ _ _hmarI xaS5Iy gayn kI pr.pra ko n*3 krne kI saijx cl rhI hE [ske pI7e| purane gIto. me. xaS5Iy rago. ka 3c brabr rhta hE AOr yhI vjh hE ik ]nkI 2une. hme. mI#I lgtI hE.| ]nkI bato. se mE.ne A.daja lga ilya hE ik ve AC7I gaykI AOr AC7e s.gIt ke p92r hE.| ifr ]Nho.ne Apne ps.dIda purane gano. ka wI ij_¢ ikya AOr yh wI btaya ik purane gayk ApnI gaykI ke p/it iktne smipRt 4e| ku7 idno. bad ]nse merI mulakat 0k sI _DI _ kanRr pr ho g{| ve Apne ps.dIda gIto. ka kEse3 lene Aa0 ho.ge| yhI sockr mE.ne kha - pakIj_a ke gIto. ke bare me. AapkI Kya ray hE? vh bole - bhut hI AC7e hE.| ijtnI bar suno hr bar mI#e lgte hE.| ]Nhone. dukandar se pU7a - ko{ nya pa$p kEse3 Aaya? AOr [ske phle ik mE. ]nse AOr ku7 pU7ta, vh bole - Kya kre. _ _ _bCce [ske ibna nhI. rhte| bs bCce qux rhe., [ske Alava hme. AOr caih0 wI Kya|

dohe dohe dohe dohe suwa8 1<tuj suwa8 1<tuj suwa8 1<tuj suwa8 1<tuj b I AjUbI ho g{, mj_hb kI dIvar| isN2u Aa>suAo. ka bha, pr lhra{ pIr|| dono. Aor bi2k bse, dono. Aor ixkar|| inqrI 4I qadI lga, dex-p/em ka nIl| nr hE. naray` nhI., v%Rman ke log| dex-d/oh ke mEl ne, ilya ]se wI lIl|| 2n hI [nka wog hE, 2n hI [nka yog|| bm to ]nke pas hE., 2n ka mgr Awav| 7le. A>2ere ga>v ko, jle. xhr me. dIp| vha> kha> mrhm jha>, log ba>3te 6av|| jo ba>3e. motI yha>, imle. ]sI ko sIp|| cUjo. ke sr ld gye, jb nI o. ke war| sUne-sUne idn huye, bE#e log ]das| p.q jvanI ke huye, ] ne me. lacar|| wav mom se z rhe, s.5aso. ke pas|| Pyasa hE Ab r¯ ka, holI ka hr r.g| rhI d<i*3yo. se pre, ]r me. jltI Aag| dIvalI ke dIp ka, huAa icta-sa “.g|| bcpn, yOvn, p/O“pn, raq huAa hr wag|| mana k`-k` dex ka, rha moitya> !al| huAa ictera Aaj mn, bnI Ajb tSvIr| ifr wI ip7 I jaitya>,ifr wI sb k.gal||

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p/itkarp/itkarp/itkarp/itkar

sUyRka.t nagr sUyRka.t nagr sUyRka.t nagr sUyRka.t nagr ku7 log muze kos rhe hE.| ¢Ur, du*3a kh rhe hE.| kha ja rha hE ik nIcta kI hd kr dI| ko{ Apno. ke sa4 wI 0esa Vyvhar krta hE wla ! yh to ApnI hI ja>6 ]6a ne jEsa huAa| ye vo log hE. ijNhe. p<*#wUim ka pta nhI. hE| ijNhe. hE, ]Nhe. #Ik se nhI. hE| ve iknare bE#kr kevl lhre. ignne vale hE.; ghre DUbkr sIp se motI inkalne vale nhI.| sca{ se koso. dUr| ve S5I ko #Ik se nhI. jante| biLk Svy. S5I wI Apne ko #Ik se nhI. jantI| vh kb Kya kr bE#e, ty nhI.| kb ikse ma4e ka isNdUr bna le AOr kb p/emI kI qaitr pit kI hTya krva de, pta nhI.| ve log Kya jane., mE. iks Aag me. jl rhI 4I| 6<`a AOr p/itih.sa ka kEsa A.2 bh rha 4a| muze 9maxIl hone kI ix9a dI ja rhI hE| 9ma ]se ikya jata hE jo ]ska pa5 ho| ijsne ij_NdgI me. j_hr 6ola, ]se Am<t-pan kEse kra sktI 4I ! Amr hokr to pta nhI. iktnI ij_Ndigya> bbaRd krta mE. qux hU>| muze ko{ p7tava nhI.| do8arop` krne valo. ke sm9 mE. 0k-0k sCca{ byan k+>gI| pUrI khanI sunne ke bad, ykIn hE, ixkaytk%aR ApnI ray bdl le.ge| bat xu+ se hI xu+ kI ja0| sa0 se wrpUr ilp3I wI n 4I ik gaj igrI 4I| Byah kr Aane ke ku7 idno. bad hI pta cl gya 4a ik mE. burI trh 7lI g{ hU>| ANy p/dex me. rhne vale mere DEDI #Ik se thkIkat nhI. kr pa0 4e| mI#I-mI#I bato. AOr zU#e vaydo. ke bhkave me. Aa g0 4e| tb iS4it [tnI ivk3 n 4I| ¢mx: ibg tI g{| yha> Aane ke bad hI pta cla ik ijse vrmala phna{ 4I, vh A²ivi9Pt hE|

bIc-bIc me. paglpn ke dOre p te hE.| tb vh pxuvt ho jata hE| vEse pit p“a-ilqa hE| xKl-sUrt wI burI nhI. hE| kha 4a, iksI p/a[ve3 fmR me. nOkrI krta hE| pta nhI., p“a{ pUrI krne ke pXcat\ 0esa Kya huAa ik idmagI-S¢U “Ile p g0| ku7 ne kha ik lMbI beroj_garI ne ]s pr ivprIt p/wav Dala| ku7 ka mt hE ik ma> ke du6R3na me. Acank SvgRvasI ho jane se be3a manisk s.tuln qo bE#a| ku7 yh khte wI pa0 g0 ik ipta kI v<i%yo. AOr k e Anuxasn ne ]ska idmag qrab kr idya| kar` jo wI rha ho, Aaj wugtna to muze p rha hE| pr [ske il0 pit ko kEse do8 dU> ! do8 to ]ske ipta&I ka hE jo jgt me. .ba}jI . ke nam se jane jate hE.| ihtEi8yo. ne ]Nhe. smzaya 4a ik ve yh juAa n qele.| mgr ve be3e ke isr pr sehra b>2a deqne ko becEn 4e| ]nke Apne tkR 4e| pTnI kI m<Tyu ke bad ko{ ro3I bnane vala to caih0| A4aRt ]Nhe. 6r me. 0k nOkranI kI j+rt 4I| sunkr mE. burI trh Aaht hu{ 4I| ]nka yh wI tkR 4a ik ho skta hE ik xadI ke bad be3e ka idmag dUsrI Aor Da[v3R ho ja0 AOr vh #Ik ho ja0| hala>ik [skI ko{ gar.3I nhI. 4I| sc-zU# ka shara le, DEDI ko p/waivt kr ve muze AajNm kEd kI sja sunane me. sfl ho g0 4e| mE. sI.kco. ke pI7e 73p3atI rhI| merI cIq sunne vala ko{ n 4a|

pit kI nOkrI valI bat ka zU# wI xI6/ pk me. Aa gya| ijs fmR me. nOkrI hone kI bat khI g{ 4I, vh to AslI 4I, pr nOkrI valI bat fjIR 4I| drAsl, fmR ba}jI ke pirict kI 4I| ve Apne [s pirict ko hr mah tIn hjar =p0 cupcap de Aate 4e ijse vh ]nke be3e ko phlI tarIq pr btOr vetn de deta 4a| pu5 wI smzta ik vh nOkrI kr rha hE, AOr ANy wI| vaStv me. pu5 kI ]s fmR me. ko{ ]pyoigta nhI. 4I| vh kwI dukan pr jata, kwI nhI.| ]L3e ]skI ]piS4it AOr hrkto. se fmR ke samaNy kam-kaj me. Vyv2an p ta 4a| harkr pirict ne ]s guPt smzOte ko r± kr idya AOr hmexa ke il0 ha4 jo il0| kha, .muzse Ab yh nO3.kI AOr nhI. hogI| .

jb ]s vaK0 kI jankarI imlI to Aadr`Iy ba}jI ka dhej-lowI +p wI samne Aa gya| muzse irXta kaym krne se phle ve be3e ke il0 0k ANy l kI ko ps.d kr cuke 4e|

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bat lgwg pKkI ho g{ 4I| l kI sud.r wI 4I, pr 6r ATyNt sa2ar` 4a| [s bIc ba}jI ka sMpkR mere sMp¶ pirvar se huAa| ba}jI ko phla sMbN2 to , be3e ka irXta mere sa4 jo ne me. tink lJja nhI. Aa{| sc, jo -to me. ]nkI ko{ ho nhI.|

n0 vatavr`, prMpraAo. se imle wartIy s.Skar AOr zU#e Aaxavad ke clte mE. 2EyR 2ar` ik0 rhI| soca, sb #Ik ho ja0ga| leikn jEse-jEse 0k-0k zU# ]jagr hota gya, mere ANdr nag fu>fkarne lge| [tna sb hote hu0 wI ba}jI ke mn me. n dya 4I, n Af_sos| ]L3e tanaxahI kI }>ca{ se ve 6r me. ApnI badxaht clate 4e| iksI kI sunne ko tEyar nhI. 4e| pk e jane pr Apra2I pl3 kr var krta hE, ku7 0esI hI iS4it ]nkI 4I|

sca{ se beqbr log muze inmRm kh rhe hE.| mgr Kya 7atI pr g e da>to. ke ]n 6avo. ko mE. idqa sktI hU> jo Aaj wI hre hE.| 6av jo ]nke pagl be3e ne id0 hE.| jo wle hI AOr ku7 n kr ska, wUqe wei 0 kI trh muze iz.zo ta to rha hI| Kya mE. ]n qroco. ko idqa sktI hU> jo mere bdn pr hE. AOr ]nko wI jo bhut ghre tk hE. AOr muze A.dr tk lhuluhan ik0 hu0 hE.| iktnI rate. mE.ne jag-jagkr ka3I hE. ! iktnI rate. mE. ro{ hU>| mE. ma> bnne ko trstI rh g{| _ _ xrIr kI [C7aAo. ka dmn krne kI koixxo. ke bavjUd kwI-kwI A.dr ka pxu xEtan bn kr muze rat-ratwr prexan krta 4a| ]n rato. ka ihsab mE. ikse dU>?

ivvah ke phle 0k bIma-k.pnI me. seva-rt 4I| ivvah ke bad lMbe smy tk Avkax pr 4I| DEDI ne p/yas kr mera S4anaNtr yhI. krva idya 4a| ijs idn D\yU3I pr jane valI 4I, kafI ivro2 v h.gama huAa 4a| bhut j±ojhd ke bad nOkrI pr ja skI 4I| leikn inwana Aasan nhI. 4a| nOkrI krte hu0 g<hS4I ka sara boz muz pr 4a| dF_tr se lO3te hI bahr kI sa I 0k Aor fe.k jEse-tEse 6r kI sa I lpe3 rso{ me. 6usna p ta 4a| dF_tr phu>cne me. AKsr le3 ho jatI 4I| ba$s kI Da>3 sunna p tI 4I so Alg| AOrt, ijska pit ku7 kmata n ho AOr dOre p ne pr mar-pI3 krta ho, ]skI vedna vhI jantI hE| yh mhsUs krte wI der nhI. lgI ik merI phredarI kI ja rhI 4I| muzpr k I nj_r rqI ja rhI 4I| ba}jI be3e kI kmjorI ko jante 4e| ]Nhe. yhI wy lga rhta ik khI. mera pg glt n p ja0; yh wUlkr ik g_lt in Ry lekr jo g_lt kdm ]Nho.ne ]#aya 4a, vh mere p4-w/*3 hone se Ai2k AnEitk, 6<`aSpd AOr lJjaSpd 4a| muiXkl yh hE, AOrt ke pa>v ka ifslna to der-sber p/mai`t ikya ja skta hE, ikNtu pu=8 µara ik0 ja rhe 7d\m xo8` ka pta km hI cl pata hE| bahr devta bne log, ra9so. se wI bd\tr hote hE., [se ko{ S5I hI bta sktI hE| xayd vh S5I wI nhI. ijsne vEsa jIvn ijya hI n ho| klh, Axa.it AOr Aaropo. ke bIc Aaiqr muze nOkrI 7o ne pr ivvx kr idya gya 4a| bhut ro{ AOr ig ig a{ 4I, pr merI 0k n sunI g{| Aaj soctI hU> to lgta hE, iktnI b I wUl 4I vh| nOkrI pr hotI to hjar-barh sO vetn patI Aaj| yh wI smz me. Aa gya ik Aai4Rk +p se pravlMbI S5I ka xo8` Aasan hota hE| ]Nho.ne mera v%Rman hI 6ayl nhI. ikya 4a, wiv*y wI cOp3 kr idya 4a| ApnI injta, phcan sb qo cukI 4I mE>| socte hu0 mE. Aksr 0esI h>sI h>sne lgtI 4I ijsme =la{ kI Aavaj_ AatI 4I| do-0k bar mayke lO3 jane ka ivcar Aaya| leikn mMmI-DEDI rhe nhI.| wa{-wawI ne jo dUirya> bna rqI hE., ]nke clte lO3ne ka sahs kwI huAa nhI.|

2EyR AOr shnxi¯ ke tmam ba>2 3U3ne lge 4e| ku7 Avsro. pr [tnI inrax ho g{ 4I ik AaTm-hTya ka ivcar kr bE#I 4I| pr ivvek ne sa4 idya 4a| dUsro. ke do8 ke il0 Apne ko d.iDt krna kha> tk ]ict hE ! AaTm-hTya to 0k trh ka playn hE| wavukta me. 0k bar 7lI ja cukI hU>, dUsrI bar 0esa nhI. k+>gI| ANyay ka ivro2 n krna kayrta to hE hI, 0k trh kI AnEitkta wI hE| Vyapk iht me. injI Anuwv AOr s.vedna ko smi*#gt bnana j+rI hE| pu=8 s%aTmk smaj kI calakI ko ]jagr krna laj_mI hE| mE. Aa¢m` kI mu³a me. Aa g{| mE. idn-p/it-idn svalI hotI ja rhI 4I| mE.ne 0k r`nIit tEyar kI| Aadexo. kI Avhelna to mamUlI bat 4I; mE.ne ]nka qana ]nke hI kmre me. phu>cana xu+ ikya|

.nhI., yh tum #Ik nhI. kr rhI ho, . ¢o2 AOr lacargI ke Svr me. ]Nho.ne kha 4a|

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.[tne v8oR. se mE. Aapke pagl be3e ko “o rhI hU>, yh to #Ik kr rhI hU>? . tLq Svr me. mE.ne pU7a 4a|

ve #.De-grm, kCce-pKke qane kI ixkayt krne lge| .yid Aapko mere ha4 ka bna qana ps.d nhI. hE to Apna [.tjam qud kr le.| . mE.ne kha 4a|

ve khI. se i3ifn m>gane lge 4e| mgr bahr ka qana ras nhI. Aa rha 4a - Svad AOr SvaS$y, dono. hI d<i*3 se| leikn dya AOr k=`a ke tmam S5ot mere A.dr sUq cuke 4e| 4pe e qa-qakr c©an [tnI bexmR ho cukI 4I ik ]se ihla pana muiXkl 4a| mE. yhI. nhI. =kI| soca, dhej-p/ta na ka mu±a ]7ala ja0| leikn ivvah ke [tne v8oR. bad [s trh ke Aarop ko AivXvsnIy man qairj_ ikya ja skta 4a|

[s bIc ba}jI kI nj_ro. me. Aa0 bdlav ko mE.ne no3 ikya 4a| ]nkI Aa>qo. me. suAr ka bal Sp*3 nj_r Aa rha 4a| [s hrkt se jha> mn ]nke p/it Glain se wr Aaya, vhI. 0k nya sU5 wI ha4 lga| 0k ibjlI-sI kO.2I mere A.dr| 7e 7a AOr blaTkar ka Arop lgakr ]nkI [Jj_t ke ka>kre to ik0 hI ja skte hE.; sa4 hI hvalat kI hva wI iqla{ ja sktI hE| pr bui² ne 0k bar ifr sa4 idya| yid 0esI rp3 djR krane ke bad meiDkl prI9a kI bat samne Aa{ to zU# kI kl{ qul ja0gI| yojna pr panI ifr ja0ga| vh stITv wI q.iDt ho ja0ga ijse mE. Aaj tk bcatI Aa{ hU>| tb mere idmag ne jo Ab xEtan bn cuka 4a, dUsra raSta qoj inkala| blaTkar n shI, blat\ p/yas ka Aarop to lgaya hI ja skta hE| _ _ suAr ka bal muze burI trh cuwne lga 4a| leikn 0ka0k 0esa ku7 krne kI ihMmt nhI. ho rhI 4I| mn shsa gvah nhI. de rha 4a| leikn A.dr ka Aa¢ox muze cEn nhI. lene de rha 4a| 7lI ke sa4 7l ko{ Apra2 nhI. hE| sbk isqana j+rI hE| Aaiqr 0k idn mE. mihla 4ane pr phu>c hI g{; ibqre bal AOr bd\hvas cehra il0 hu0| AOr ]ske Agle idn S4anIy smacar-p5o. me. qbr 7pI 4I, b e-b e h+fo. me. - sa# v8IRy bU“e µara bhU ke sa4 blaTkar ka p/yas| pU7ta>7 ke il0 puils ihrast me.|

p“ kr mE. paglo. kI trh h>sI 4I| leikn [s bar h>sI me. =la{ kI Aavaj_ nhI. 4I|

AOrt kI Aavaj_ AOrt kI Aavaj_ AOrt kI Aavaj_ AOrt kI Aavaj_ DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val

jb jb Apne qol se inkl kr ranI l(mI ho ya [N³a ga>2I tajI hva pane kI koixx kI hE mE.ne swI pr xr s.2an ikya kucl idya hE isr jailmo. ne mera jIvn me. A.2kar idya| jb-jb gIt gane ko mu>h qola hE Apna jb-jb qol se inklI hU> mu>h isl idya hE istmgro. ne mera jIvn lhU-luhan ikya mera jb-jb AajadI ka z~Da fhrane ka p/yas ikya mE.ne ifr wI ihMmt n harI ha4 to idye hE. duinya valo. ne mere| SvIkar cunOityo. ko sarI mE. yU> hI ism3I rhU> Apne qol me. pg b“aye jIvn ke hr 9e5 me. ig ig atI rhU>, rotI rhU> c“ sflta ke sopan phu>cI A.tir9 me. caha hE yhI [n duxasno. ne po.7 A&u, pI a ibsra{ AihLya ho ya ³OpdI &m ko sa2 sflta pa{ ho gagIR ya ho kuNtI soca mE.ne hr pl sIta sI sa2vI ho ya jo jIta vhI isk.dr ! ho sONdyR p/tIk pd\imnI ÞÞÞÞÞÞ

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saihTy me. idksaihTy me. idksaihTy me. idksaihTy me. idk\\\\----kal bo2 ke Aayam kal bo2 ke Aayam kal bo2 ke Aayam kal bo2 ke Aayam

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ v_ v_ v_ vIreN³ is.h IreN³ is.h IreN³ is.h IreN³ is.h wai8k s.rcna µara saihTy, ApnI iviv2 iv2aAo. ke µara kal ke iw¶ +po. ko pk ne ka p/yTn krta hE| kal kI 2arà me. idk\ ka Svt: smavex hota hE| [sIse, iv)an-dxRn me. idk\-kal ko sape9 mana gya hE AOr wai8k s.rcna me. i¢ya Ü63naÝ, s.)a, svRnam t4a s.b.2sUck xBdo. ke µara kal ka hI inb.2n hota hE| ]dahr`Sv+p yh vaKy le., .ram 0k 6.3e me. do mIl gya . ijsme. kalvadI xBd .0k 6.3a ., s.)a .ram ., do mIl .idk\ ya dUrI . t4a .gya . i¢ya ke +p me. idk\-kal ka hI inb.2n vaKy s.rcna me. krte hE.| saihTy me. rcnakar idk\-kal ka +pa.tr` )an-s.vedn t4a Anuwv ibMbo. ke µara krta hE AOr [s sarI rcnaTmk p/i¢ya me. vh iksI n iksI +p me. wa8a ka p/yog krta hE| At: rcnakar do Stro. pr kal se 3krata hE - 0k ]ske p/TyyaTmk +p se t4a dUsre, s<jn ke Str pr Anuwv-ibMbo. ke µara vh kal ko pk ne ka p/yTn krta hE| ]s Av2aràTmk +p me. kal ka jagitk 0v. b/½a.DIy Üprajagitk wI kh skte hE.Ý - dono. ka s.b.2 rhta hE, At: rcnakar [n dono. Stro. pr samaNyt: i¢yaxIl hota hE| yh iS4it hme. ivXv ke mhan\ saihTykaro. me. p/aPt hotI hE| y4a kaildas, imL3n, xElI Aid se lekr p/sad, inrala, mui¯bo2 t4a 3I _0s _[ily3 Aaid tk| saihTy ke 9e5 me. jagitk kal ya y4a4R ka hI mhTv [s d<i*3 se hE ik rcnakar taiTvk, b/½a.DIy t4a pranuwv ke 9e5o. kI Vy.jna hetu [s jgt ke pda4oR., i¢yaAo. ka shara leta hE jo yh p/k3 krta hE ik rcnakar Üivcark wIÝ kal ke jagitk Str ko 7o nhI. skta| hmara jagitk Anuwv [s An.tta AOr ivStar ko Apne sIimt Avbo2n ke µara p/Ty9I¡t krta hE ya AnuwUit krta hE| saihTy-s<jn me. hme. 0ese ]dahr` p/aPt hote hE. jha> d<Xyman jgt ke pI7e hm .rhSy . kI AnuwUit p/aPt krte hE. ijska sMbN2 .kO.2 . se wI ho skta hE| yh rhSy-wav hE jo .rhSyvad . se Alg hE Kyo.ik yh 0k manvIy Aiwv<i% hE jo cetna kI gVyaTmkta se s.b.i2t hE| yha> AKsr .l6u . Üma[¢oÝ ke µara ivra3 ÜmE¢oÝ kI p/tIit hotI hE jEsa ik inrala kI ye p.i¯ya> s.keitt krtI hE. -

. Aa>qo. kI itl me. idqa ggn vEse kul sma rha hE mn tU 7o3a bn bs 7o3a bn

gagr me. Aa0ga sagr| . Ü .Ara2na . seÝ dUsrI Aor, p.t jI ka yh k4n le., jha> .pl . AOr An.tta ka sape9 s.b.2 hE -

. pl pl ke pirv%Rn me. tum bno snatnta ka Anuwv| . Ü .yuga.t . seÝ

pl, 9`, prma u, kox t4a Vyi¯ - ye swI .l6u . hE. jo ApnI Vy.jna ke µara kal, pda4R t4a smaj ke Vyapk .A4R . ko s.keitk krte hE.| samaijk Str pr Vyi¯ vh .l6u . ka +p hE ijskI sa4Rkta smaj sape9 hE ijse maKsR ne 0k 0ese dxRn ka ivkas ikya ijse hm .xo8` ka dxRn . kh skte hE. jo 0eithaisk p/i¢ya me. 0k sTy hE| Aaj ka saihTy [sI .jn . ko keN³ me. lakr .lok . kI parMpirk 2arà me. ¢mx: pirv%Rn kr rha hE, Ab lok ma5 g/ama.cl tk sIimt n hokr iksan, mj_dUr, &imk, m@yvgR t4a jnjaityo. Aaid ko Apne A.dr sme3 rha hE ya sme3 cuka hE| At: p/d% y4a4R kI vStu0> Aaid An.tta, idVyta t4a pranuwv ka sa9aTkar kratI hE.| yh jagitk kal hI prajagitk kal kI p/tIit krata hE| yh jagitk AOr prajagitk ijs ibNdu pr 0k-dUsre ko ka3te hE. A4va ANtweRdn krte hE., yhI. vh .ib.du . hE. jha> se rcnakar AtIt AOr wiv*y Üs.wavnaÝ ko 0k sU5 me. ba>2ne ka p/yTn krta hE| [ithaskar AtIt ko Apne .mn . me. puni¢RyaTmk +p deta hE, AOr ]se p/maò. t4a sa(yo. ke Aa2ar pr VyaQyaiyt

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krta hE| rcnakar wI AtIt ko Apne .mn . me. puni¢Rya kr ]se s.vedna AOr kLpna ke µara puns<Rijt krta hE| Vyapk A4R me., vh y4a4R ka puns<Rjn krta hE jo p/ity4a4R ka +p hota hE| vE)aink xBdavlI me. vh .ivXv . se .p/itivXv . Ü ka$smas se 0.3Ika$smasÝ kI rcna krta hE| 0eithaihk ]pNyaso. - k4aAo. se hme. NyUnai2k 0esI hI smana.tr ivXv kI rcna p/aPt hotI hE ijsme. rcnakar kI s.vedna v kLpna luPt hu0 A.tralo. ko wrne ka p/yTn krtI hE| s<jn me. yh 7U3 ANtinRiht hE, twI rcnakar kal AOr idk\ kI sape9ta me. Apne ko .0s3R . ya .loke3 . krta hE| v<Ndavnlal vmaR, ctursen xaS5I, mhap.iDt rahul t4a jyx.kr p/sad Aaid ke AOpNyaisk s<jn ko [s d<i*3 se deqna AavXyk hE| yhI. idk\-kal ke 0eithaisk s.dwR kI rcnaTmk A4Rv%a hE| kal ke s.dwR me. jo iw¶ )ananuxaS5o. ke s.p/Tyy, is²a.t t4a +pakar hote hE., ]nke µara rcnakar ApnI rcna-d<i*3 ko Vyapkta p/dan krta hE| ye s.p/Tyy ya p/tIk Aaid #Ik ]sI p/kar s<jn ke 9e5 me. nhI. Aate hE., jo ]nka ]s ivix*3 Anuxasn me. Ü[ithas, iv)an, dxRn, smajxaS5 AaidÝ Sv+p t4a A4R hota hE, pr rcnakar ]s A4R AOr Sv+p ko ApnI rcnaTmk-}jaR se +pa.tirt kr, ]Nhe. saihTy ka A.g bna leta hE| ]dahr` ke tOr pr iv)an ka 0k mhTvpU R s.p/Tyy ya Aaxy idk\ AOr kal ka ctuivRmIy ivStar ya satVy hE ijse .p/sr`xIl b/½a.D . Ü[KspE.iD.g yUnIvsRÝ khte hE. Kyo.ik idk\ kI tIn ivma0> AOr kal ka 0k ivma A4aRt\ ctuivRmIy ivStar me. yh b/½a.D AviS4t hE| [s ivStar me. nIhairka0> lgatar pI7e wag rhI hE. AOr yh pI7e wagna .d<*3a . sape9 hE| hmarI Aakaxg.ga wI 0k nIhairka hE| p/sr`xIl b/½a.D ka mtlb yh nhI. hE ik nIhairka0> Svy. fEl rhI hE. pr p/e9ko. kI sape9ta me. 0esa p/tIt hota hE ik ve ]nse dUr ja rhI hE.| yh 2ar`a kiv ke mns\ ko Aa.doilt krtI hE. AOr vh [ska pro9 +p se p/yog mhakal kI pOrai`k bunav3 ke +p me. krta hE jha> .Aakaxo. . Üidk\Ý ka inr.tr ivStar hota ja rha hE| nrex mehta [ska shara lekr b/½a.D ivStar ka s.ket .mhakal . kI sape9ta me. krte hE. -

. mhakal kI AlgnI pr g/h-n95o. kI raixyo. ko AOr A.ko. ko

Aa¡itya> p/dan kr rha hE s.vTsro. ke [ithaso. ko pOrai`k bunav3 me. bun kr n0 Aakaxo. ke inmaR` me.

fElta ja rha hE fElta hI ja rha hE| . Ü .]Tsva . seÝ

yha> pr .hI . xBd inr.tr fElte .idk\ . ka s.ket kr rha hE| 0ese Anek ]dahr` saihTy se il0 ja skte hE. jo kal ke b/½a.DIy +p ko sm9 rqte hE.| dUsrI Aor kal ka jagitk +p wI p/aPt hota hE| dxRn ke 9e5 me. kal ko .inyit . ya .xi¯ . ke +p me. s.kiLpt ikya gya hE| kal ke [s xi¯ +p ke Aage Vyi¯ ya to ntixr ho jata hE ya ]sse 3krane ya cunOtI dene ko p/Stut ho jata hE| yh 3krane ya cunOtI dene kI iS4it 0k trh se .s.68Rkal . kI dxa hE jo iviv2 +po. me. s<jn ke 9e5 me. imltI hE| ca`Ky ne A4RxaS5 me. kha hE ik pO=8, S4an t4a kal me. .pO=8 . hI sbse Ai2k mhTvpU R hE Kyo.ik Vyi¯ ya smUh .pO=8 . ke µara hI idk\ AOr kal ko iny.i5t krta hE ya 3Kkr deta hE| Ü3a[m 0~D Spes [n [.iDyn 4a$3, ke _ke _ m.Dl, p< ÊÉÝ yhI kar` hE ik deveN³ kumar smy ke p/¢m me. ku7 kr guj_rne ke p9 me. hE. -

. vKt se wI jo ku7 kr guj_rne se 6brata hE

ya jI curata hE [ithas kI 6u dO me.

vh kevl pI7e hI nhI. 7U3 jata biLk jUte me. kIl sa

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hmexa hmexa ke il0 j idya jata hE| . Ü .bhs j_+rI hE . seÝ

dUsrI Aor, kal jo s<jn AOr ivly Üm<TyuÝ ka ¢m hE, vh wI kiv ke xBdo. ke µara iny.i5t hoga, yh iS4it wI kal pr Ai2kar krne kI hE ijse ivXv.wrna4 ]pa@yay [s p/kar Vy¯ krte hE. -

. s<i*3 AOr m<Tyu ke smIkr` #Ik ik0 rhta hE tU bc nhI. skta mrdUd

mE. tere ixkar ko xBdo. me. leq dU>ga kal, mE. tuze deq lU>ga| Ü .hirXc.³ kI m<Tyu . seÝ

saihTy kI Anek iv2a0> hE. jEse kaVy AOr g´ saihTy ijske Anek ]pwed Üna3k, khanI, ]pNyas AaidÝ wI hE. ijnme. kal kI inihit iw¶ +po. me. p/aPt hotI hE| kal kI 2ar`a me. git hotI hE jo i¢ya-63na, Vyi¯yo. ke s.b.2 t4a p/itmano. Aaid ke µNµaTmk s.b.2o. ko [.igt krtI hE, AOr [sme. pa5 ya cir5 kI ivix*3 wUimka hotI hE| jha> tk 63na ka p/Xn hE, vh saihTy t4a kal me. .sU(m . dxa me. t4a AavXyktanusar S4Ul ya ivSt<t dxa me. p/aPt ho sktI hE| iv2aAo. kI d<i*3 se 63na Üi¢yaÝ kI AiNvit me. A.tr ho skta hE| samaNyt: kivta me. 63na0> pro9 ya sU(m hotI hE>, pr lMbI kivtaAo. me. yh Ape9a¡t S4Ul ya ivSt<t hotI hE.| nreN³ mohn, mui¯bo2, inrala t4a rajkml cO2rI Aaid kI lMbI kivtaAo. me. 63naAo. AOr cir5o. ka µNµ AOr ]nka ivStar [sil0 hota hE ik 0esI kivtaAo. kI s.rcna dI6RAayamI hotI hE, vrn\ ]nka +p sa.keitk hI hota hE| [ska AOr S4Ul ya ivStaraTmk +p hme. k4a-saihTy me. NyUnai2k +p me. p/aPt hota hE| [s s.dwR me. 7o3I s.rcnaAo. valI rcnaAo. ka p/Xn hE, vha> pr 63na ka sa.keitk ya sU(m +p hI p/aPt hoga ÜkhanI, 0ka.kI, kivta t4a l6uk4aÝ| yh AvXy hE ik khanI Aaid me. 63na kI inihit me. A.tr AvXy hoga| [s A4R me. 63na [n iv2aAo. me. .p/tIk . ka +p 2ar` kr letI hE| 63naAo. ka yh p/tIkIkr` y4a4R ke iksI p9 ko s6nI¡t +p de deta hE| yh wI 0k sTy hE ik y4a4R Apne +po. ko ijtnI Vyapkta se 63naAo. me. fElata hE, [s fElane me. pa5, wav, ivcar t4a pirvex ka NyUnai2k µNµaTmk s.b.2 rhta hE AOr ye swI tTv iksI n iksI +p me. kal AOr idk\ kI p/tIit krate hE.| yh iS4it samaNyt: ]pNyas, na3k t4a l.bI kivtaAo. me. p/aPt hotI hE| yha> pr ]pNyas ko 0k ANy A4R me. mhTv idya gya hE, vh wI .wai8k vaKy . kI d<i*3 se| ]pNyas kI s.rcna ko 0k .v<hd vaKy . ka +p mana gya hE ijsme. i¢ya Ü63naÝ, s.)a-svRnam Üpa5, mE.-tum, ve-hmÝ, s.b.2 sUck xBd Üme., pr AaidÝ t4a S4an ya pirvex Üidk\Ý ka 0k taikRk s.b.2 hota hE jo Apne smi*3 +p me. idk\-kal ke Aayamo. ko AiwVyi¯ deta hE| dUsrI Aor, khanI t4a 0ka.kI me. yh .v<hd vaKy ., ]pNyas Aaid kI Ape9a Ai2k s6nI¡t t4a sU(m hota hE| yhI kar` hE ik 0k AC7I khanI ÜjEse gulerI kI .]sne kha 4a . ya p/emc.d kI .kf_n . AaidÝ ka p/wav AI2k .s6nI¡t . hota hE, ]pNyas kI Ape9a| na3k kI s.rcna me. idk\-kal ka sape9 +p r.gm.c,r.g-kmR ke µara .d<Xy . +p me. 6i3t hota hE| [s .d<Xy . +p me. pa5o. ke s.vad ApnI ivix*3 wUimka Ada krte hE. Kyo.ik ye .s.vad . hI na3kIyta ke sa4-sa4 k4avStu ke +p ko ivkist krte hE.| pa5, s.vad, r.g-sJja t4a Aa2uink tknIk Ü@vin, FlEx-bEk, p/kax t4a r.g-yojnaÝ ke µara kal ivxe8 ka Anuwv d<Xyo. AOr A.ko. ke µara hota hE| yha> kal ka reqIy +p ke sa4-sa4, kwI c¢akar t4a p/TyavitRt +po. ke µara kal kI p/tIit hotI hE AOr [s p/tIit me. AKsr .Sm<ityo. . ka yogdan rhta hE jo pa5 ke mnovE)aink 0v. samaijk s.68R ko s.keitt krtI hE.| yh kal ka pUvaRpr s.b.2 r.gm.cIy na3k me. ]tnI kuxlta se s.wv nhI. hE ijtna ik ic5p3 ya dUrdxRn me.| sTy me., r.gm.c kI ApnI sIma0> hE., AOr p/Tyek iv2a kI ApnI sIma0> hotI hE.| yhI kar` hE ik p/Tyek iv2a ApnI .pU Rta . ya .Vyapkta . ke il0 ANy iv2aAo. se s.vad krtI hE, AOr yhI iS4it )ananuxasno. kI wI hE ik ve inrpe9 +p me. ApnI .Vyapkta . ko s.keitt nhI. kr sktI, ]Nhe.

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wI ANy )ananuxasno. kI Aor jana p ega| yhI )an ka A.t:AnuxasnIy +p hE jo saihTy-iv2aAo. me. wI pro9t: p/aPt hota hE| na3k me. .s.kln 5y . ko S4an idya gya hE jo kal, S4an AOr i¢ya Ü3a[m, Spes 0~D 0KxnÝ kI jEivk AiwVyi¯ hE| kal AOr idk\ kI git AOr ivStar kI p/tIit hme. pa5o. kI .i¢yaAo. . ke µara hI hotI hE jEse ]nka Vyvhar, A.g-s.caln, A.gmu³a0> t4a s.vad Üwa8a p/yogÝ| na3\y-s.rcna me. pa5 kI ye i¢ya0> pro9 +p se, ivxe8 p/kar kI s.vedna, ivcar t4a 63na ko [.igt krtI hE.| na3ko. me. .Svgt . k4a pa5 kI mn:iS4it ke sa4 vEcairk t4a s.vednaTmk s.dwoR. ko wI s.keitt krta hE| yh vEcairk AOr s.vednaTmk i¢ya0> 4me. hu0 kal ko gitxIl AOr i¢yaTmk +p p/dan kr detI hE.| [sI s.dwR me. .mnovE)aink kal . ka p/Xn ]#ta hE ijskI git sda .sm . nhI. hotI vrn\ vh mn:iS4it t4a Anuwv ke smy, wagta huAa, ink3 Aata huAa, dUr jata huAa, warI, dUwr hota huAa t4a 4mta huAa sa p/tIt hota hE| ye sarI iS4itya> pa5o. kI mn:iS4it ke Anusar hotI hE.| ivrh me. smy dUwr ya 4m jata hE, imln me. ink3 ya wagta huAa nj_r Aata hE, t4a p/tI9a me. smy k3ta nhI. hE ya warI ho jata hE| Aai4Rk t4a ya.i5k kal ne manv ko 0k .ijNs . ya .pujaR . bna idya hE jo Aaj ke saihTy me. Anek +po. me. Vy¯ ho rha hE| mnovE)aink kal ka 0k ANy mhTvpU R 9e5 .Sm<it-ibMbo. . ka hE jo rcnaTmk Str pr n0 s.dwoR. kI Vy.jna krta hE| yhI kar` hE ik saihTy t4a kla me. .Sm<it . ini*¢y n hokr 0k si¢y tTv hE| .Sm<it . ma5 s.g/h nhI. krtI, vrn\ vh cyn 0v. VyaQya ke µara v%Rman AOr wiv*y ke pird<Xy ko .A4R . detI hE| [s p/kar .Sm<it ., kal ke ivix*3 q~D ko g/h` kr ÜAtItÝ, ]se v%Rman AOr wiv*y s.dwoR. me. +pa.tirt krtI hE| Sm<it kal ke pird<Xy ko pk ne ka p/yTn krtI hE| Sm<it me. swI 63na0>, A.tral, dUirya> Aaid smv%IR ho jatI hE.| saihTy kI s<jn-p/i¢ya me. idk\ AOr kal ka yhI 63naTmk Sm<itbo2 AOr i5kal ka NyUnai2k smavex rhta hE| [s p/kar Sm<it 0k 0esI xi¯ hE jo kal AOr idk\ ibNdu pr 6i3t 63na ka punraHvan krtI hE t4a AtIt ka punsR<jn krtI hE, v%Rman )an-s.vedn kI sape9ta me.| [s Sm<it me. s.vedna AOr ivcar kI smi*3 gu`vta hotI hE ijsse rcnakar Svy. ApnI AiSmta ka AOr sa4 hI jatIy t4a manvIy AiSmta ka s.ket krta hE| At: rcnakar Sm<ityo. ke ma@ym se 0k p/kar se kal-idk\ ko pk ta hE, ]Nhe. n0 A4oR. me. s.diwRt krta hE A4aRt\ Sm<ityo. ka s<jn krta hE| [se hI mE. idk\-kal kI sjRna khta hU>| dUsre xBdo. me. [n Sm<ityo. ka, s<jn ke Str pr punjRNm hota hE, AOr ve smy s.dwR ke Anusar jait kI AiSmta ke Aiw¶ A.g ho jate hE.| pirvar ke Anek ibMb Üma>, ipta, bhn, bCca, 6r AaidÝ s<jn ke Str pr [sI trh ka punjRNm hE| im4kIy cir5 t4a p/s.g wI [sI trh ke +pa.tr` hE., [ithas ke cir5 AOr p/s.g wI [sI trh kI SfUitRdaiynI Sm<ityo. ke w.Dar hE. jo saihTy-s<jn ko yugo. se p/eirt AOr p/waivt krte rhe hE.| yha> pr mE. do ]dahr` pairvairk ibMbo. .bihn . AOr .ma> . ke s.dwR me. dena cahU>ga| .bihn . ke Smr` µara pUvRjNm AOr Apne ragaTmk s.b.2 ko 0k sa4 s.keitt kr AtIt AOr v%Rman ko .srl reqa . pe lane ka p/yTn A>g/ejI kiv hoLDriln [s p/kar krta hE -

. Dayoi3ma, ]da% jIvn, merI bihn ijske piv5 s.b.2 pUvR-kal se hE. tuMhara ha4 lete hI, muze lgta hE

ik tum yha> se Ait dUr ho| . ÜhoLDrilnÝ ( ‘Diotima ! noble life , my sister

Holy Ties before

took your hand, I know

you far from here.’ )

dUsrI kivta ivXvna4p/sad itvarI kI hE jo Smr`-p/i¢ya µara .ma> . ke µara pro9 s.68R kI p/tIit krate hE., to dUsrI Aor ]ske b/½a.DIy +p ko s.keitt kr, 0k Vyapk pird<Xy ko .A4R . dete hE.| yh kivta }pr dI g{ kivta se Ai2k v<hd\ s.dwR ko Vy¯ krtI hE -

. ma> ka Aa>cl jl rha 4a

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ijsme. i7paya krtI 4I vh hme. sbse phle pEr jle ma> ke

ifr isr jla ma> AkelI l rhI 4I

lp3o. se, hva se, Aakax se| . ÜivXvna4p/sad itvarIÝ [n Sm<it-ibMbo. ke µara jha> 0k Aor Vyi¯gt s.b.2o. kI ragaTmk }jaR p/aPt hotI hE, vhI Vyi¯ Apne ko Vyapk jIvnv<%, jaitv<% t4a b/½a.DIyv<% se s.b.i2t kr, Apne Anuwv ko rcnaTmk Str pr .A4R . deta hE| ye Sm<it-ibMb Anek +po. me. saihiTyk iv2aAo. me. AiwVy¯ hote hE. ijNhe. +p ya xElI kI s.)a dI jatI hE| s.rcna ya xElI ke ivkas ka p/Tyek cr` kal-s.p/Tyy ke smkailk ya smdexIy AvS4a pr inwRr hE| jb wI hmara s.b.2 idk\ AOr kal se bdlta hE, ]sI kI sape9ta me. y4a4R ke p/it hmara d<i*3ko.` bdlta hE AOr [sI kI sape9ta me. y4a4R kI AiwVyi¯ krne kI p²itya> wI bdltI hE.| saihTy t4a kla me. smy-smy pr jo AiwVyi¯ me. pirvtRn Aata hE, vh inrpe9 .63na . nhI. hE, vrn\ ]nka sape9 s.b.2 idk\ AOr kal se hota hE| ]pNyas, khanI, na3k, 0ka.kI, kivta AOr gIt me. xElI ya +p ke jo iviv2 pirvtRn idqa{ dete hE., ]nka kar` smy AOr S4an kI AavXyktaAO. t4a )an-iv)an ke n0 s.dwoR. se s.b.i2t hota hE| jb hm s.rcna kI bat ]#ate hE., tb ]ske ma@ym - wa8a ka p/Xn ]#ta hE Kyo.ik ye wa8a ke +pakar AOr ibMb hI hE. jo rcna kI s.rcna ko jNm dete hE.| vStu0>, 63na0> shvtRnI ho sktI hE., AOr wa8a ko [se 0k Anu¢m me. VyviS4t krna hota hE| yha> pr wa8a ka do trfa kayR hota hE - 0k y4a4R kI rcnaTmk AiwVyi¯ AOr dUsre wa8a ke Str pr ]s y4a4R ka s.yojn AOr inyojn ijsse vh iksI A4R kI Vy.jna kr ske| yh s.yojn AOr inyojn .rcna . ke +po. ko hmare samne latI hE jo pro9t: idk\ AOr kal ka hI inb.2n hE| rcnaTmk Anuwv me. idk\-kal ka ivq.Dn, ¢m-w.g t4a Anek Aayamo. ka si¶vex [n iv2aAo. me. deqa ja skta hE| kal kI nyI vE)aink 0v. daxRink Av2ar`a ijnka ku7 s.ket [s inb.2 me. ikya gya hE, [nke taiTvk A4R-s.dwoR. ne, saihiTyk iv2aAo. ke il0 n0 Aaiv*karo. kI s.wavna0> qol dI hE.| ]dahr` ke tOr pr kaVy AOr ANy iv2aAo. me., ]nkI 7.d yojna t4a vaKy s.rcna me., cir5 ke mnovE)aink, samaijk t4a b/½a.DIy s.dwR me., k4avStu ke s.yojn me., r.g-sJja me. Aa0 n0 pirvtRno. me. t4a ibMbo.-+pakaro. ke n0 p/yog me. - ye swI pirvtRn mUlt: idk\-kal kI p/tIit t4a bo2 ke kar` Aa0 hE. AOr wa8a [Nhe. sakarta dene ka 0k sx¯ ma@ym hE| rcnakar ke bo2 t4a p/tIit me. jo pirvtRn Aata hE, vha> idk\-kal ka pirvitRt bo2 hI kayR krta hE jo iS4ityo., piriS4ityo. t4a pirvex ke bdlav ko Apne trIke se reqa.ikt krta hE| [s p/kar, wa8a AOr y4a4R ke iw¶ +po. ka AOr ]nke m@y jo AapsI irXte hE., ]n sbka tana-bana pro9t: idk\-kal ka hI tana-bana hE| p/Tyek Anuxasn [s .tane-bane . ko Apne trIke se +paiyt krta hE| mE.ne [s ivvecn me. [sI .tane-bane . ke +po. ko pk ne ka p/yTn ikya hE jo idk\-kal ke saihiTyk s.dwR ko .A4R . de ske| [s .A4R . dene kI p/i¢ya me. .kal-d<i*3 . kI jEivkta t4a Vyapkta j+rI hE, cahe vh s<jn ka 9e5 ho, ya ivcar ka| rcnakar AOr ivcark kI .kal-d<i*3 . ijtnI Vyapk hogI, ]skI sape9ta me. s<jn AOr ivcar wI Vyapk hoga AOr dUsrI Aor yh .kal-d<i*3 . ijtnI sIimt hogI, hmara s<jn AOr ivcar wI ]tna sIimt hoga|

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gBbU w[ya ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm gBbU w[ya ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm gBbU w[ya ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm gBbU w[ya ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm

ltIf_ 6o.6I ltIf_ 6o.6I ltIf_ 6o.6I ltIf_ 6o.6I puratn kal se jo sMbN2 sa>p AOr nevle ka hota hE, vhI s.b.2 hmare gBbU w[ya ka A>g/ejI se 4a| Aa3o maSsab ]n idno. A>g/ejI p“ate 4e AOr gBbU w[ya ke bare me. ]nkI prmaneN3 ray 4I ik Aage cl kr gBbU w[ya kevl 6as hI qode.ge| maSsab ne ihdayt de rqI 4I ik A>g/ejI ka pIiryD xu+ hote hI gBbU w[ya ko beNc pr q e ho jana hE| gBbU w[ya tIn sal tk 0k hI Klas me. beNc pr q e-q e A>g/ejI se s.68R krte rhe AOr A.t me. sn\ ÉÑÌÏ me. inrax hokr dukan ke gLle pr bE# kr gu tOlne lge| sb ku7 pI7e 7U3 gya| leikn Aaj [tne salo. ke bad wI gBbU w[ya kI do cIj_e. nhI. 7U3I., 0k bI I AOr dUsrI A>g/ejI ifLm| dono. cIj_e. ve =tba b“ane ke il0 hI [Stemal krte 4e| Aa3o maSsab ne gBbU w[ya ke A.dr jo buinyad A>g/ejI kI DalI 4I vh lgwg q.Dhr ho g{ hE leikn w[ya [sI q.Dhr se gOrvaiNvt ho lete hE.| ApnI dukan b.d kr gu vala ha4 3a3 ke bore se po.7te hu0 hmse bole - .yar, A>g/ejI ifLme. deqte ho ya nhI.? .

mE.ne kha - .A>g/ejI ifLme. hme. smz me. nhI. AatI.| . gBbU w[ya ke cehre pr kolMbs valI muSkan Aa g{| bole - .ihNdI mIiDym me. vkalt

pas kroge to kha> se smz me. Aa0gI A>g/ejI? Aa3o maSsab kI suta{ hotI tb smzte| hme. deqo _ _ _tIn sal tk A>g/ejI ke nam se 7#vI. Klas me. fel hote rhe tb smz rhe hE. A>g/ejI ifLm| bs, jra bolne kI p/EiK3s wr nhI. hE| smz to pUra lete hE. maSsab kI ¡pa se| .

gBbU w[ya ne bI I sulga{ AOr 0k lMba kx mar kr bole - .clo, Aaj idqate hE. A>g/ejI ifLm tuMhe.| icNta mt krna _ _ _hm sb smza0>ge tuMhe.| .

gBbU w[ya ne balknI kI do i3k3e. lI.| bole - .b a sSpe.s hota hE A>g/ejI ifLmo. me.| jra-sa cUke nhI. ik ku7 smz me. nhI. Aa0ga, ha>| .

mE.ne pU7a - .yh ifLm wI sSpe.s valI hE Kya? . vh bole - .ibLkul hE| mE. to poS3r deq kr hI smz gya ik ifLm kI S3orI Kya hogI| Aaiqr salo. ka tjuRba hE A>g/ejI ifLm deqne ka| ko{ wa nhI. zo.k rhe hE. AajadI ke bad| .

hm dono. ApnI sI3 pr Aa g0| ifLm xu+ h{| 6na j.gl| pha I se inklta huAa zrna| c©ano. ke bIc se bhta huAa

0k nala| nala deqte hI gBbU w[ya bole - .deqna, [s nale se 0k nhatI hu{ AOrt inklegI| .

gBbU w[ya jra tn kr bE# g0| nale se 0k mgr jEsa janvr inkla| mE.ne kha - .ye kEsI AOrt hE gBbU w[ya? . gBbU w[ya bole - .Are sbr kro yar _ _ _inklegI _ _ _[sI janvr ke pI7e hogI| A>g/ejI ifLm hE _ _ _ko{ 0kdm se inkl kr Aa ja0gI Kya? . Acank d<Xy bdla| prde pr ifr 6na j.gl idqa| gBbU w[ya bole - .deqna, dUr se 0k 6o e vala feL3-hE3 phn kr 6o a dO ata huAa inklega _ _ _jra deqna, AajU-bajU khI. idq rha hE Kya? .

twI za ke pI7e se 0k cIta inkla| ]sne gdRn pI7e nale kI trf 6uma{ AOr dha lga{ - .ha.v .|

gBbU w[ya bole - .smze ku7? . mE. cup rha to vh bole - .cIta mgr se pU7 rha hE ha} _ _ _yane ik ha} Aar yU? A>g/ejI me. pUra vaKy nhI. bolte _ _ _kevl ha} khte hE.| .

mE.ne kha - .leikn Aap to kh rhe 4e ik 6o e vala Aa0ga| . vh bole - .Are inklega yar, jra sbr to kro| ihNdI ifLme. deq-deqkr tuMhara 3eS3

ibg gya hE| Ab deqna 0k AOrt zIl ke pas kp e ]tar rhI hogI| .

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mE.ne kha - .zIl kha> se Aa g{? . vh zLla kr bole - .Are yar _ _ _vhI nala hE na| zIl kho ya nala kho _ _ _bat to 0k hI hE| ihNdI mIiDym valo. ke sa4 A>g/ejI ifLm deqne me. yhI to prexanI hE| Ab tum bar-bar pU7oge ik kOn Kya bol rha hE| A>g/ejI ifLm cupcap deqne kI cIj_ hotI hE| tuMhara Kya hE _ _ _ihNdI vale ho, leikn merI to pojIxn qrab ho ja0gI| [sil0 cupcap deqo AOr jha> smz me. n Aa0 ipKcr qtm hone ke bad muzse pU7 lena| vo deqo _ _ _ifr vhI mgr inkla _ _ [ske pI7e hogI l kI _ _ _deqna _ _ _| .

mE.ne kha - .ijse Aap mgr kh rhe ho vo to mgr jEsa nhI. idqta| . vh bole - .Are yar A>g/ejI mgr hE na| Apne [2r vala 4o e hI hE| ku7 to frk bE#ega

ik nhI.? . phle vale mgr ke pI7e dUsre vala mgr inkla to mE.ne gBbU w[ya se kha - .l kI kha>

g{ w[ya? . vh ifr zLla kr bole - .Are yar A>g/ejI ifLm deqne Aa0 ho ik isf_R l kI deqne Aa0 ho? 4o a 2Irj 2ro yar _ _ _[tna mre Kyo. ja rhe ho l kI deqne ke il0? Ab gOr se deqo AOr smzo _ _ _vo dUsra mgr jo hE vh mada mgr _ _ _phla vala nr 4a _ _ _ye phle vale kI imses hE| .

.Aapko kEse pta cl gya? . .[%e sal se A>g/ejI ifLm deq rhe hE. yar _ _ _sb smz me. Aata hE hme.| A>g/ejI kLcr kI

bat hE| A>g/ejI mgr jha> wI ja0ga ApnI imses ke sa4 hI ja0ga| smze| . nale me. ku7 ihlta deq kr mE.ne kha - .vo deqo gBbU w[ya _ _ _0k l kI nha rhI hE

nale me. _ _ _AwI jra dUr hE| . gBbU w[ya ka sIna gvR se fUl gya| bole - .mE.ne to kha 4a| Ab smz me. Aa{ bat|

cIte ne ]sI l kI ko deq kr .ha} . kha 4a| A>g/ejI janvr b e smzdar hote hE.| Apne yha> jEse nhI. ik ijse deqo ]sI ko wkos do pe3 me.| deqna vo l kI cIte ke pas kp e ]tar kr hI Aa0gI| janvro. se Kya prda? ye to bs Apne yha> hI hota hE ik samne yid iksI irXtedar ka ku%a wI idq gya to isr “a>k lo| .

ifr Acank gBbU w[ya sI3 se ]7lte hu0 bole - .vo deqo _ _ _panI ke }pr l kI ke bal idq rhe hE. _ _ _[s nale ka panI jra g.da hE nhI. to yh wI idq jata ik l kI ku7 phn kr nha rhI hE ya 0ese hI| mE.ne to phle hI kha 4a ik l kI j+r hogI| deqa| inklI ik nhI.? seN3-prseN3 l kI hE| Ab mja Aa0ga ipKcr me.| sala ye cIta to khI. g b nhI. krega _ _ _ku7 kh nhI. skte| A>g/ejI ifLm hE| .

leikn gBbU w[ya nale kI ijs vStu ko l kI hone ka dava kr rhe 4e, vh ko{ janvr 4a jo nale me. tEr rha 4a| mE.ne kha - .Kyo. gBbU w[ya, ye kEse ho gya? l kI ke bdle ko{ janvr kEse inkl gya nale me.? .

ve guSse me. bole - .Are cup rho yar _ _ _sSpe.s ifLm hE na| AaqrI me. smz me. Aa0ga| . [N3rv$l me. mE. nIce se mU>gflI le Aaya to gBbU w[ya naraj ho g0| bole - .A>g/ejI ifLm

deqoge AOr mU>gflI qaAoge? log Kya khe.ge? . gBbU w[ya ne jeb se bI I kI jgh isgre3 inkal kr sulga{ AOr bole - .se.sr boDR

Aa>q mU>d kr ifLme. pas kr rha hE leikn tum rhe vhI. ke vhI.| Ab tum hI [s wartIy mU>gflI-s.S¡it ke pI7e p e rhoge to becarI srkar wI Kya kregI| .

twI ha$l kI la[3 buzI| A>2era hote hI gBbU w[ya bole - .yar, dena do-car mU>gflI [2r wI _ _ _b I haDR A>g/ejI hE salI [s ifLm kI _ _ _pk me. hI nhI. Aa rhI hE| .

twI prde pr cIta Aaya AOr ]sne dha lga{ - ha.v| gBbU w[ya ne mu kr pI7e kI sI3 pr bE#I mihla ko deqa AOr mU>gflI 7Ilne lge|

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doStI ke nam pr doStI ke nam pr doStI ke nam pr doStI ke nam pr

guàn.d 4pilyal guàn.d 4pilyal guàn.d 4pilyal guàn.d 4pilyal nIit vcno. ke Anusar .narI ke iviv2 +po. kI trh iviv2 cir5 wI hote hE., [sil0 ]s pr shj ivXvas nhI. krna caih0| . muze AaXcyR hE ik [s s.dwR me. narI vgR ko hI Kyo. la.i7t ikya jata hE? s.wv hE iksI nIitkar ko iksI narI ne j+r 2oqa idya hoga, [sIil0 ]sne smSt narI vgR ko ]NhI. Aa>qo. se deqa hoga| mere khne ka taTpyR yh hE ik [sme. pu=8-vgR wI to Aa skta hE, Aa skta hI nhI., biLk AvXy Aata hE| pu=8 vgR ! muze 9ma kre.| nIitkaro. kI trh mera yh Apna Anuwv hE| mere ]s Anuwv ko nIit vcn n wI mana ja0 to muze ko{ 0traj nhI., ikNtu muze Apne ivcaro. ko Vy¯ krne kI 7U3 to imlnI hI caih0| merI AOr Axok kI bcpn me. bhut hI ghrI doStI 4I| hm tb 0k-dUsre ke ibna 0k pl wI Alg rhna ps.d nhI. krte 4e| hm im©I me. qelte 4e to [k sa4, AOr pI# pr bSta lga0 SkUl jate 4e to 0k sa4| khne ke il0 hm ]nke p osI 4e, ikNtu merI AOr Axok kI trh hmare pirvar ke swI sdSy wI Aaps me. [s trh 6ul-iml g0 4e mano. 0k hI v<9 kI Alg-Alg 3hinya> ho.| hm logo. me. A3U3 im5ta ho g{ 4I| Axok AOr mE. to xayd 0k-dUsre ke il0 hI bne 4e| bCco. kI trh hm Aaps me. kwI nhI. l te 4e| biLk Agr ko{ AOr Axok se zg e to mE. ]sse ]lz p ta 4a| Axok wI 0esa hI krta 4a| Axok kI trh mE. wI Apne ma>-bap ka 0klOta be3a 4a| Axok jo ku7 qana, phnna AOr qelna p.sd krta, merI ps.d wI vhI hotI 4I| hm dono. Apne-Apne 6ro. me. ApnI bate. mnva ke 7o te 4e, Kyo.ik [sme. ko{ ro e A3kane ka duSsahs kr wI nhI. skta 4a| hmare dono. 6ro. me. swI pkvan 0k jEse bnte 4e| mE.ne ]s idn Apne 6r me. sUjI ka hlva qane se .hre hd . kr dI 4I, Kyo.ik muze phle hI malUm ho gya 4a ik Axok ke 6r me. ]s idn sUjI ke hlve kI jgh qIr bnI 4I| Axok ne wI tb 0esa hI ikya 4a| ifr hm dono. ko 0k sa4 ib#aya gya 4a AOr tb 4o I-4o I dono. cIj_e. dono. ko 0k sa4 iqla{ gyI. 4I.| hme. pas hI ngrpailka ke 0k SkUl me. 0k sa4 wtIR ikya gya 4a jha> hmne. .A . se Anar, .k . se kbUtr, .g . se gmla AOr .D . se Dm+ 0k sa4 p“na-ilqna sIqa 4a| ]s idn mE. bhut becEn ho ]#a 4a, jb muze malUm huAa ik Axok AOr ]ska pirvar hmse juda ho rha hE AOr dUr, bhut-dUr kolkata xhr me. ja rha hE, Kyo.ik ]ske iptajI ka tbadla ho gya hE AOr bhut isfairx krne pr AOr p/a4Rna krne pr wI nhI. =ka| mE. 6r me. [sI bat ko bar-bar dohrata 4a ik, .]ske mMmI-papa ja rhe hE. to jane do , ikNtu Axok ko rok do| vh cla ja0ga to mE. ikske sa4 qelU>ga? ikske sa4 SkUl ja}>ga? . Aaid-Aaid| tb mE.ne Apne 6r me. kohram mca idya 4a jb Axok ke 6r ka saman ¨k pr lada gya AOr Axok AOr ]ske mMmI-papa ne irKxe pr bE# kr hmse A.itm ivda lI| ]s smy mE.ne Apne ma>-bap kI Aa>qo. me. =k-=k kr Aa>sU bhte hu0 deqe| Axok ko to jEse sa>p hI sU>6 gya 4a| vh DbDba{ Aa>qo. se muze inharta ja rha 4a| ]ske ma>-bap ne ]se irKxe me. [s trh pk rqa 4a jEse vh ko{ cor ho jo kwI wI wag skta hE| qEr, ]nko to jana hI 4a, cle g0, ikNtu hmare 6r me. ]nke jane se ku7 idn matm-sa 7aya rha| mera mn to ]2r hI gya 4a| SkUl jata to 4a, ik.tu p“a{ me. mn ibLkul wI nhI> lgta 4a| ma> AOr iptajI Anuny-ivny krte rhte 4e| khte 4e - .Axok jb b a hoga tuMhe. imlne yhI. Aa0ga ya tum b e hone pr vha> cle jana| ic.ta mt kro, ku7 hI idn bad vh tuMhe. icªI wI wej skta hE| 0esI bato. se mera mn p/s¶ ho ]#ta 4a| vh icªI wI wej skta hE, yh sunkr mera ]das cehra iql ]#ta 4a| p“a{ pr wI mn lgne lg jata 4a|

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mE. mhIno. nhI., v8oR. tk ]skI icªI kI [.tjarI krta rha, pr.tu ]skI icªI kwI nhI. Aa{| mE. icªI kEse ilq AOr wej skta 4a ]nka Ata-pta to mere ma>-bap ke pas wI nhI. 4a| Aage kI khanI bhut lMbI hE| mera bcpn jEse-tEse k3a, mE. dsvI. pas wI n kr ska 4a ik De.gU buqar kI cpe3 me. Aakr mere ma>-bap [s duinya> se cl bse| muz pr Acank ivpi% ka pha 3U3 p a| mE. Akela rh gya| srkarI ka$lonI 4I, Agl-bgl p“e ilqe log 4e| swI ne merI bhut mdd kI| muze ma>-bap kI kmI mhsUs n ho, [s bat ka k{ logo. ne mhIno. tk @yan rqa| yhI nhI. mere ipta ke Aa$ifs se ku7 pEsa idlvane me. ]n logo. ne merI bhut mdd kI| ve log muze srkar kI Aor se nOkrI AOr pe.xn idlvane kI wI koixx krte rhe, ik.tu 0esa ho n paya| qEr, jo pEsa imla 4a ]se bE.k me. rqa gya| mera p“na-ilqna wa me. cla gya| iksI #ekedar ke sa4 mE. kulI ka kam krne lga| im©I !ona, ¨ko. se {.3-gara ]#ana muze kam idya gya| ik.tu, 0k mhIna wI nhI. ho paya 4a ik #ekedar pr bal mjdUr rqne ka Aarop lgaya gya AOr mE. vha> se h3a idya gya| [sI bIc ipta ke mkan se wI muze bedq_l hona p a| Aage kI khanI sunakr n mE. Aapka idl duqana cahta hU> AOr n Apne purane jQmo. ko kured kr pI a shn krne ko tEyar hU>| qEr, jo huAa, jEse huAa, smy Aaya ik mE. idLlI me. Aaiqr 3EKsI-D ^a[vr bn hI gya| kCcI ka$lonI me. De“ kmre ka mkan bnane me. mere ipta ke Aa$ifs se imlI rkm ne merI bhut mdd kI| [sI bIc ip7le jNm ke pu~y se mera 0k suxIl kNya se ivvah wI ho gya| merI 3EKsI ke sa4-sa4 mere jIvn kI ga I wI cl p I| ku7 smy bIt jane pr 0k-0k v8R ke A.tral me. mere do bCce wI ho g0, 0k l ka, 0k l kI| mE.ne twI pirvar inyojn wI krva ilya 4a|

merI 3EKsI n{ idLlI relve S3exn se idLlI ke kone-kone me. dndnane lgI| 3EKsI bE#ne vale musaifro. kI s.gt se muzme. wI k{ gu`-Avgu` Aa g0| [s bIc merI pIne-qane kI Aadte. wI bn g{.|

0k musaifr 0k idn muze 3EKsI ke ÉÈ+p0 ikraye ke bdle 0k [.iGlx iHvSkI kI pUrI botl jbdRStI pk a gya AOr ca`KypurI me. nxe kI halt me. yh khte hu0 ]tr wI gya - .Ale, duinya me. qaAo, ipAo Aol 0ex kro, Aol ku7 nhI. lqa hE| .

merI ga I me. 0k idn 1<i8-muinyo. kI vexwU8a me. 0k mhaTma 0ese wI Aaye ijnkI dono. Aor do 8oDsI kNya0> bE#I 4I.| mE. 3EKsI clata ja rha 4a AOr ve barI-barI se ]n kNyaAo. ka inlRJjta se Aail.gn ikye ja rhe 4e| hr lal b%I pr gu+ mihma pr kNyaAo. ko ]pdex wI idye ja rhe 4e| mE. yhI soc kr 3EKsI clata ja rha 4a ik muze Kya? mE. to D ^a[vr hU>| swI ko gNtVy tk phu>cana hI to tb mera 2mR 4a AOr Aaj wI hE|

0ese wI sJjn pu=8o. ka mE.ne k{ bar [sI pexe me. dxRn ikye ijnka dxRn hr iksI ko sulw nhI. hota hE| 0k idn merI 3EKsI me. 0k sJjn 0ese wI bE#e ijNho.ne clte-clte mere jIvn kI k=`-k4a ko @yan se suna AOr pU7a - .ko{ pEsa-vEsa nhI. jma ik0? . mE.ne kha, .kha> sab, pEsa bcta hI nhI., qalI qata qola hE, pEsa jma ho hI nhI. pata| . ve sJjn jb ]tre to ]Nho.ne 3EKsI ka wa a to idya hI, sa4 me. pa>c hjar =pye ka .cEk . wI yh kh kr 4ma idya ik - .yh tuMhare ku7 kam Aa jaye to muze bhut pu~y imlega . mE. bhut der tk ]Nhe. jate deqta rha AOr ifr iq kI se bahr gdRn inkal kr Aakax kI Aor nIlI 75I vale ko inharta rha, yh soc kr ik khI. vh 3EKsI me. musaifr bn kr Svy. to nhI. Aaya 4a|

0k idn Apne-Apne ha4o. me. sU3kes 4ame 0k yuvk AOr 0k yuvtI ne n{ idLlI relve S3exn ke bahr se bs.t ku.j ke il0 merI 3EKsI ko buk ikya| .yuvk ko to khI. deqa hE . jEsa ivcar mere mn-miSt*k me. twI 6Um gya 4a| ]ske sa4 jo yuvtI 4I ]sko mE.ne kwI nhI. deqa 4a| vh yuvtI bhut su.dr 4I| ]sne .Bva$y-k3 . bal bna rqe 4e| jINs-pE.3 phn rqI 4I| vh ihNdI AOr A>g/ejI dono 2ara-p/vah bol rhI 4I| ]ske sa4 ka yuvk ]ske [xare pr [sI trh

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nac rha 4a jEse mdarI ke [xare pr b.dr nacta hE _ _ _yh bat mE. twI smz gya 4a jb isgar pIne ke il0 yuvtI ne yuvk se la[3r ma>ga AOr ]sne la[3r jlane kI tklIf wI yuvtI ko nhI. dI|

mera kOtuhl AwI tk bna hI huAa 4a ik [s yuvk ko Aaiqr deqa hE to deqa kha>? mE. m.d-m.4r git se 3EKsI cla rha 4a ik twI .0m Blak . ka vh mo Aa gya, jha> srkarI invas me. mera bcpn bIta| mE. [s S4an ko hmexa sr nva ke clta hU>| #Ik [sI S4an pr mere pI7e bE#a yuvk yuvtI ko [xare se bta rha 4a ik, .]ska bcpn vhI. bIta hE AOr yhI. se ]ske ipta ka tbadla kolka%a ho gya 4a, tb se [s jgh pr Aane ka mOka hI nhI. lga|’ mera ma4a #nka| mE. smz gya ik yh mera bal-sqa Axok hE AOr ko{ nhI.| 3EKsI kI cal 2ImI krte-krte me> pU7 bE#a, .babUjI, Aapka nam Axok hE n? .

.ha> hE, to? . .babUjI Aapne phcana nhI., mE. ivnod hU>, hm wI to yhI. rhte 4e Aapke p os me.| . .AC7a, AC7a, yad Aaya, tum dugaRdas ke l ke ho n? . .ha> babUjI, mE. ivnod hI to hU>| . .AC7a, AC7a Jyada bate. n kro| jra 3EKsI tej_ claAo| hme. jLdI hE| AwI Aaram wI

krna hE AOr kl bhut svere jhaj_ wI pk na hE| . [tna khne ke ]pra.t vh yuvtI se A>g/ejI me. fusfusane lga ik, .[ska bap hmara 6relU nOkr 4a AOr yh ]sI ka l ka hE| . yh sunkr muze sa>p sU>6 gya|

qEr, mE.ne cupcap AOr tej_ git se 3EKsI cla{ AOr bs.tku.j ke ]s S4an pr 3EKsI se ]Nhe. ]tar idya, jha> ]Nho.ne btaya 4a| [sse phle ik yuvtI psR se 3EKsI ka wa a inkale, mE.ne 3EKsI mo dI| yuvk AOr yuvtI icLlate rh gye - .D ^a[vr wa a le lo, wa a le lo| . mE.ne 3EKsI bhut tejI se cla{ AOr mIlo. ka sfr ty krte hu0 kCcI ka$lonI me. bne Apne 6r ke Aage rok dI|

6r me. p/vex krte hu0 merI pTnI AOr dono bCce quxI se ]7l p e ik Aaj jLdI lO3 Aa0, AC7a huAa|

mE. 2 am se ApnI “IlI carpa{ pr le3 gya AOr b b ane lga, .Are pgle, tUne doStI ke nam pr doSt ko hI 7o idya to Kya mE. doStI ke nam pr 3EKsI ka wa a wI nhI. 7o skta? .

pTnI ne nI>bU kI ixk.jvI ipla{| 7atI me. #.Dk p I AOr mE. suq kI nI.d so gya| ÞÞÞÞ

pepepepe kwI Akele nhI. hote kwI Akele nhI. hote kwI Akele nhI. hote kwI Akele nhI. hote DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ damodr q_ damodr q_ damodr q_ damodr q se se se se

smy ke i##urte p%e [.sanI +ho. ko ko.ple. detI hE. s.dex jb 7U3te hE. v%Rman ko DUb kr jIne ka tb n{ ko.plo. kI duinya> mOsm ke bdlte =q me. wI jgmgatI hE beihsab pe ko 4amne ka ko.ple. sh letI hE. mOsmo. ke bdlav pe AOr ko.ple. ko.plo. kI rgo. me. bhta hE pe ka rs 0kakar ho jate hE. kople. hr mOsm ka krtI hE. Svagt sNna3e me. ko.ple. bn kr p%e Apna r.g bdl kr, nacte hE., gate hE., pe kI Dailyo. pr ko.ple. mOsm kI p/it@vinya> bn jatI hE . pe kwI Akele nhI. hote|

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prm Svt.5 prm Svt.5 prm Svt.5 prm Svt.5 ---- hm log hm log hm log hm log

wuvneXvwuvneXvwuvneXvwuvneXvrI pa.Dey rI pa.Dey rI pa.Dey rI pa.Dey kEneDa Aakr hm sb kneiDyn [.iDyn ho gye| yha> Aane ka sbka kar` Alg-Alg rha hoga| 0k nye im5 se pta cla, vo Af/Ika se wag kr Aaye 4e| dUsre sJjn jo piXcmI Af/Ika se yha> phu>ce 4e, ve khte 4e, .wa{. wagte cor kI lgo3I hI shI| . ku7 logo. ne Apna sbku7 wart me. [sil0 bec idya ik yha> wOitk 0eXvyR kI Kya kmI, nye isre se nya 6r bna le.ge| ko{ khte hE., wart me. rqa Kya hE? irXtedaro. kI ca>v-ca>v se bc kr wage| ko{ yh jankr cle Aaye ik suna hE, .kEneDa [j_ 0 lE.D Aa$f Apa$rcuin3I| . iksI ne qud Akele Aakr phle yha> deqa-wala ifr barI-barI pUre pirvar ko SpONsr kr idya, sara kunba yha> Aa gya, wart se Kya lena-dena| 0k mhaxy bole, .yha> bCco. ka wiv*y bhut AC7a hE, Svt.5 jIvn, Svt.5 ivcar-2ara hE| . 0k S5I to [sil0 pit AOr bCco. ko qI.c la{. ik vha> pdaR krna p ta 4a| phlI bar pU7ne pr swI ne ko{ n ko{ k*3 b“a-c“akr hI mhsUs ikya, krte rhe , jb tk yha> phu>c nhI. gye| pr jb ]NhI. logo. se dUsrI-tIsrI bar imle to sbka 0k hI sa r.g ho cuka 4a| sbkI +he. xa.it Aan.d kI qoj me. becEn 4I. AOr Ab sb ko ko{ n ko{ AC7a{ pI7e 7U3 g{ lgtI hE| Ab Kya kr skte hE.? yU> to Vyapar, bajar, kam ix9a sb yha> wI hE., vha> wI 4e| biLk vha. to phle se 4a| yha> Aakr nya xu+ ikya, nye trIke se jana-phcana| xi¯ jo tn-mn me. 4I ]sse b“ cle, qUb 2nI-manI bn gye| AOr 0k bat yha> 2n hona caih0 bs, cahe jEse kmaya ja rha ho| 0k ne Vyapar ikya to deqadeqI dUsre ne wI ikya, 0k ne ¨k-D ^a[iv.g xu+ kI to jane iktno. ne vhI kam xu+ kr ilya| ]2ar pr sb ku7 iml skta hE to ]se Kyo. n pUrI trh haisl kr ilya ja0, if/k ikse hE, cukta kr de.ge 2Ire-2Ire| Aaj ka idn to inkl jaye xan se, kl ho n ho| hm iksI se km nhI.| sb dO me. xaiml hE., dO calU Aahe| 0k to smaj kI dO , ifr ]m/ kI dO | kha> tk wagoge mere wa{?

jra-sa ivram kr lo, Aaram kr lo| dO kr Aaiqr phu>coge tum kha>? maniskta me. Jyada ANtr nhI. Aaya n| tum ijnse wagkr Aa0 4e ]NhI. ko SpONsr kr ilya, iS4it 0k-sI ho g{| tumne ]n pr ]pkar ikya vo mante nhI. to tum mn ke rogI ho gye| jo wogI 4e vo [tne wogI hu0 ik Da$K3r ne yogI bnne kI slah de dI|

tum yha> Aaye hI Kyo.? ye sb to vha> wI 4a, zU#, freb, 2oqa| ]L3e tumne yha> Aakr ye sb yha> wI fEla idya, [s Xvet-xuw/ vtn me.| Aa e-itr7e trIke Apnaye, yha> Aane v s.b.i2yo. ko bulane ke il0| AOr wI w/*3acar b“aya|

yha> l ikyo. ko la0 4e ik kui yo. kI c.gI ij_.dgI ho ja0gI| Kya kha? vha> se yha> AC7I-wlI l ikyo. ko lakr &imk vgR me. xaiml krvana Kya AC7a kam hE? bhu0> laye to ]nse ]nke SpONsr pe qcR ikye pEso. ko vaips krne pr ba@y krna, Kya s.b.2 inwana hE? kha> ja rhe ho tum?

Kya tum vha> kp e nhI. phnte 4e? Kya vha> bCce p“te nhI. 4e? Kya nhI. krte 4e vha>? Aaram se to 4e vha>| nOkr-cakr, ga I, b>gla, 7ui©ya>, ya5a, 3I _vI _, isnema, sMmeln, woj, davte. sb ku7 4a| to mE. kh rhI 4I ik ]s dO me. kha> tk hm phu>ce? Kya sc me. jIt gye? jIt gye hE. to btaAo Kya jIte? [nam kha> hE? pu=Skar-Sv+p imla hE v<²avS4a ka Akela nIrs jIvn, nOjvano. ke sa4 n wag pane ka Klex, xarIirk AnjanI bImairya>, vIk-0.D pr raxn v sfa{ ka wUt, p5-Vyvhar ke nam pr kevl trh-trh ke ibl|

}pr se sb quxI mnate hE. zU#Ie-zU#I| Aate-jate wI km hI hE., v¯ hI kha> hE| 6r sja p a hE, ixkayt hE ko{ Aata nhI.| ko{ Aa jaye to ixkayt hE ik vo .mes . kr gye|

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clo, jo huAa so huAa| Ab to jago| jb jago twI svera| hme. deqna hE ik jo mayajal hmne fElaya he ]sse hm kEse Svt.5 ho.| do suzav hE.| 0k to hm =k ja0> ya dUsra bhav me. bhte ja0>| ya ifr clte hu0 idqe. pr vaStv me. =k cuke ho.| A4aRt\ xrIr to clate rhe. pr mn me. #hrav le Aa0>, twI ku7 A.x me. Svt.5 ho pa0>ge| ye bate. dxRn AOr yog se s.b.i2t hE.| wUtkal me. jo 5ui3ya> ho g{ hE. ]Nhe. dobara n dohra0>| 0ka.t me. mnn kre.| wItr jo Ah. bE#a hE ]ske Sv+p ko jane. AOr [s sopan pr phu>c kr Avlokn kre. ik Aage Kya krna hE| Svt.5 hokr Apna mn icNtn me. lga de. to prm xa.it imlne lgegI| xa.t ho g0 to sb ku7 Sp*3 idqa{ dene lgega|

Anjana suqAnjana suqAnjana suqAnjana suq su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl ku7 pT4r tumne mare 0k Alav kwI mOn ku7 mE.ne hmare bIc kwI cIqo. se hm tmam ]m/ sulgta rha; ApnI-ApnI 0k-dUsre kI Aor bIte lMho. kI bemanI-sI ma5 pT4r ]7alte rhe; pIlI pi%ya> Aneko. bar ku7 lge wI ku7 tumne DalI. khI-sunI khanI ku7 [2r-]2r lu“k g0| ku7 mE.ne DalI. duhrate rhe| jQ_mI kr tapne ka bhana krte pta nhI. 0k-dUsre ko Aag kuredte rhe| iks Anjane s.tui*3 b3orte rhe; kwI samne ka suq v sukUn Apna-Apna Ah. yu² l a kI tlax me. w3kte

shlate rhe kwI luka-i7pI ij_NdgI tmam krte rhe| AOr Apne hone ka qel qela| ÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞ dMw wrte rhe|

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yado. kI pr7a[ya> yado. kI pr7a[ya> yado. kI pr7a[ya> yado. kI pr7a[ya>

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ AMbax.kr nagr _ AMbax.kr nagr _ AMbax.kr nagr _ AMbax.kr nagr ÜihNdI ke gOrvxalI, sup/is²-ivQyat kiv Da$ _ ixvm.gl is.h .sumn . jI ke il0, ra*¨pit sMman ivwUi8t Da$ _ AMbax.kr nagr jI µara ilqa gya s.Smr`, &²aj.il ke +p me. p/Stut hE| - s.paidka Ý Da$ _ixvm.gl is.h .sumn . ko mE.ne sbse phle sn\ ÉÑÍÑ-ÎÈ me. deqa| ]n idno. mE. mharaj syajIrav yUinvisR3I b Oda me. leKcrr 4a| 0k s.go*#I ke il0 sumn jI b Oda p2are 4e AOr b Oda yUinvisR3I ke rijSär &I bI _ke _juTxI ke b>gle pr #hre 4e| mE. Apne ivwaga@y9 kuA>r cNd/p/kax is.h ke sa4 ]nse imlne AOr ]Nhe. Aam.i5t krne gya 4a| sumnjI ke phle dxRn twI hu0 4e| ve mqml ka lal ga]n phne q e 4e| ]nko deq kr muze 0esa lga 4a ik jEse mE. iksI S3e3 ke raja-mharaja ke sm9 q a hU>| ]nka lMba kd, wra-pUra xrIr, gOr v R, j_varIdar Aavaj_, vaÌ me. 0k AojiSvta AOr p/asaidkta, ]#ne-bE#ne me. cplta AOr xalInta AOr ix*3ta ko deq kr mE. ]nke Vyi¯Tv se ATyi2k p/waivt huAa 4a| ihNdI A@yapko. me. se Ai2ka.x ]n idno. dIn ivp/ ke jEse rhte 4e| ihNdI ka ko{ A@yapk, AacayR-p/acayR ya kiv [s rajsI #a3-ba3 se wI rh skta hE, yh deqne ka mera phla Anuwv 4a| mE.ne ]Nhe. ivwag me. Aayoijt s.go*#I ke s.b.2 me. jankarI dI AOr ]Nhe. iks iv8y pr bolna hE yh wI btaya| &I bI _ke _juTxI bhut db.g AOr betkLluf “g ke rijSär 4e| ]dUR xayrI ke ve behd xOk_In 4e| ]Nho.ne bIc hI me. bat ka3 kr kha, .kEse i6se-ip3e iv8yo. pr semInar krte ho, semInar krna hE to .juLf_ . pr kro, .Aa>q . pr kro, .lb . pr _ _ _. .bs, bs ! . sumnjI ne bIc me. 3okkr kha, .#Ik hE, hm iniXct smy pr Aa jaye.ge| . [ske bad p/itv8R 0k-do bar sumnjI b Oda yUinvisR3I me. Aate rhe AOr ]nse we.3 hotI rhI| kwI pI0c _DI _ ke prI9k ke +p me., kwI pepr-se3ro. kI bE#k me., kwI s.go*#I ya kiv go*#I me.| AOr, muze ]nke ink3 se ink3tr Aane ka Avsr ¢mx: imlta cla gya| mE.ne deqa ik ihNdI saihTy ke ghn A@yeta hone ke sa4-sa4 Da$ _ sumn jI AC7e kiv wI hE. AOr AC7a kaVy-pa# wI krte hE.| ihNdI me. AC7e kiv to Anek hE., ikNtu AC7e “.g se kaVy-pa# krne vale kiv [ne-igne hI hu0 hE.| ve Aavex me. Aakr jb kivta sunate hE., to kivta ka p/wav sO guna b“ jata hE| kiv sMmelno. kI bat jane dIij0, sa2ar` bE#ko. me. wI jb ve ApnI kivtaAo. ko ApnI AojSvI vaÌ me. p/Stut krte hE. to &ota m.5muG2 hokr ]Nhe. sunne lgte hE>| kiv goi*#yo. AOr sMmelno. me. to ]nka kaVy pa# &otaAo. pr jadU ÜihPnoi3k-SpElÝ kI trh 7a jata hE| ]nke kaVy-pa# ke pXcat\ ko{ kiv jm nhI. pata hE| ve ]n ivrl kivyo. me. se hE. jo m.cIy wI hE. AOr saihiTyk wI| sn\ ÉÑÎË me. mE. b Oda se Ahmdabad, gujrat yUinvisR3I me. ihNdI ivwag ka A@y9 hokr cla Aaya| ]ske bad to sumnjI mere Aag/h pr Anek kayR¢mo. me. Ahmdabad p2are| ]LleqnIy yh hE ik gvRnr kI ga I ]Nhe. S3exn pr lene gyI to wI ve rajwvn me. n #hrkr sdEv merI kui3ya me. hI #hre| smaroho. AOr kiv sMmelno. me. ve p/ay: kha krte 4e gujrat me. mE. do hI Vyi¯yo. ko janta hU>, 0k ]max.kr ko AOr dUsre AMbax.kr ko| car dxko. ke [s lMbe sahcyR ke kar` sumnjI ke [tne s.Smr` merI Sm<it me. iv´man hE. ik mE. cahU> to 0k wra-pUra g/.4 tEyar ho skta hE| ]nme. se do-car s.Smr` yha> p/Stut kr rha hU>| nam nam nam nam yad rha, pta wUl gye yad rha, pta wUl gye yad rha, pta wUl gye yad rha, pta wUl gye sn\ ÉÑÎÊ kI bat hE, mE. b Oda yUinvisR3I me. leKcrr 4a| mere 0k Aiw¶ im5 p/o _ hirhr p/pNn dxRn-xaS5 ke p/a@yapk 4e| ve ]JjEn ke 4e AOr sumnjI ke wI Sneh wajn 4e| ve

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p/ay: muzse ]JjEn Aane ka Aag/h krte rhte 4e| 0k bar gimRyo. kI 7ui©yo. me. mE. ën se b Oda lO3 rha 4a| shsa mE.ne deqa ik ijs S3exn pr ga I =kI hE, vh ]JjEn hE| p/o _p/pNn ke Aag/h ko yad krke mE.ne Apna saman ]#aya AOr ën se ]tr p a| S3exn se bahr jakr ta>ge me. bE# gya, ta>ge vale ne pU7a, .kih0 kha> clna hE? . muze p/o _p/pNn ke 6r jana 4a| ]nka pta kevl 0k xBd ka 4a| mE.ne bhut koixx kI pr yad nhI. Aaya| ta>ge vale ne ifr pU7a, .kha> clna hE? . smz me. nhI. Aa rha 4a, ]se Kya jvab dU>| mE.ne kha .baj_ar me. le lo| . .kOnse baj_ar me.? . mE. ifr cup ho gya| s.k3 ke smy shsa .mE. mhakal kI ngrI me. rhta hU> . kivta yad Aa{ AOr sumnjI yad Aaye| mE.ne pU7a - .wa{ ta>gevale Da$ _ixvm.gl is.h jI .sumn . ko jante ho? . ]sne kha, .to 0esa kho n ik .sumn jI . ke 6r jana hE| ]Nhe. kOn nhI. janta| . ta>ga sumnjI ke 6r kI Aor cla| raSte me. Da$ _ pvnkumar im& idq gye| ]Nhe. wI mE.ne ta>ge me. bE#a ilya| hm sumn jI ke 6r phu>ce AOr ]Nhe. Aap-bItI suna{| sunkr sumnjI qUb h>se| ]Nho.ne hme. Aag/hpUvRk roka, jlpan kraya, ta>ge vale ko p/o _p/pNn ka pta ÜA.kpatÝ btaya AOr ApnI kivta .nam yad rha pta wUl g0 . sunakr hme. p/em se ivda ikya| tum nhI. AaAoge to hm wI nhI. jaye.ge tum nhI. AaAoge to hm wI nhI. jaye.ge tum nhI. AaAoge to hm wI nhI. jaye.ge tum nhI. AaAoge to hm wI nhI. jaye.ge 0k bar Ahmdabad kI .rajS4an seva simit . ne Da$$ _sumnjI ko 0k kiv sMmeln kI A@y9ta ke il0 Aam.i5t ikya| ve Ahmdabad p2are| S3exn pr muze n deqkr ]Nho.ne lene gye logo. se pU7a, .Da$$ _nagr nhI. Aaye? . logo. ne kha, .cilye to ve wI Aa jaye.ge| Aapke #hrne kI VyvS4a simit kI Aor se fa[v-S3ar ho3l me. kI g{ hE| . ]Nho.ne kha, .nhI., hm Da$$ _nagr ke sa4 #hre.ge| Aap hme. ]nke yha> phu>ca dIij0| . sumnjI 6r pr Aaye| mere sa4 #hre| xam ko kiv sMmeln ka smy huAa to ve sj-2j kr jane ke il0 tEyar hu0| Aayojk ]Nhe. lene Aaye| muzko kaVy pa# ke il0 Aam.5` nhI. 4a| [sil0 mE.ne jane me. AanakanI kI to qud wI phne huye kp e ]tar kr h# krke bE# gye, khne lge, .tum nhI. jaAoge to hm wI nhI. jaye.ge| . ]nke h# ke samne muze zukna p a| mE. ]nke sa4 gya AOr ]NhI. ke Aag/h pr kivta pa# wI ikya| sumnjI ke Sneh se mE. ]1<` nhI. ho skta, ]Nho.ne merI p/4m kaVy ¡it ca>d ca>dnI AOr kEK3s kI 0esI wUimka ilqI ik ijse p“ kr )anpI# pu=Skar ivjetaAo. ne wI merI [*yaR kI| Aa[ hEv vn Ëk AaAa[ hEv vn Ëk AaAa[ hEv vn Ëk AaAa[ hEv vn Ëk Aa $$ $$f ma[NDf ma[NDf ma[NDf ma[ND [sI trh 0k dUsra p/s.g yad Aata hE| Ahmadabad me. gujrat ivápI#, mhaTma ga>2I µara S4aipt ra*Ïy ivápI# hE| [s s.S4a ne yUinvisR3I ke +p me. maNyta p/aPt krne ke il0 .ivXvivály Anudan Aayog . ko Aavedn ikya| Da$ _ixvm.gl is.h .sumn . . . . inàRyk inyu¯ hu0| iniXct idn ve ]s s.S4a ka inrI9` krne Aaye| ]Nho.ne muze sUict ikya 4a ik ve Amuk idn Amuk ën se Aaye.ge| S3exn dUr 4a ga I idn inklne se phle AatI 4I| mE. ]Nhe. lene phu>ca tb tk ën Aa cukI 4I AOr ve ja cuke 4e| mere 0k 7a5 jo vha> ]piS4t 4e ]Nho.ne btaya ik sumn jI Aap hI kI tlax kr rhe 4e| Aap kI AnupiS4it me. ivápI# ke kulpit p/o _ramlal prIq ]Nhe. yh kh kr ik ivápI# wI nagr jI kI hI s.S4a hE, Aag/hpUvRk ]Nhe. Apne sa4 le gye hE.| mE. S3exn se sI2a ivápI# phu>ca| sumnjI, kulpitjI AOr kulsicv ke sa4 ivápI# ke geS3-ha}s me. naXta kr rhe 4e| muze deqkr ve ]# q e hu0 AOr ba>h fElakr gle imle| [s d<Xy ko deqkr ivápI# ke kulsicv AOr kulpitjI AaXcyRcikt rh gye| sumnjI jEse mhapu=8 se mera [tna 6in*# pircy hoga [skI ]Nhe. kLpna nhI. 4I| kulpitjI mere purane im5 4e, pr Aaj ]nkI d<i*3 me. mera sMman b“ gya| ve muze Alg le jakr khne lge, ivápI# AapkI mat<s.S4a hE, Aap jEse wI ho Da$$ _sumnjI ko ivápI# ko maNyta dene ke il0 smza[ye| Da$$ _ sumnjI ko

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mE.ne ivStar se iv´apI# ka pircy idya| ]skI ]pliB2yo. ke bare me. btaya, ]ska mhTv smzaya| sumnjI ne kha - I am a man with one track of mind. Akadimk d<i*3 se jo ]ict hoga vhI mE. k+>ga| [s ]%r se mE. iciNtt huAa ikNtu iv´apI# ko .DIMD yUinvisR3I . ke +p me. maNyta iml g{| hm mehmano. ka Aadr krna jante hE. hm mehmano. ka Aadr krna jante hE. hm mehmano. ka Aadr krna jante hE. hm mehmano. ka Aadr krna jante hE. 0k AOr s.Smr` p/Stut krke mE. ApnI bat pUrI k+>ga| ijn idno. mE. gujrat yUinvisR3I me. wa8a wvn ka indexk 4a ]n idno. sumnjI ko 0k semInar me. Aam.i5t ikya| idn me. s.go*#I rqI| kivta ka kayR¢m say. Ï _ÈÈ bje sEne3 ha$l me. rqa| sumnjI mere sa4 hI #hre 4e| dophr me. wojn ke bad mE. ]Nhe. wa8a-wvn me. 7a5o. ke sMmuq s.go*#I me. wa8` dene ke il0 le gya| ]nka wa8` p/wavpU R rha| wa8` ke bad 0k gujratI saihTykar ]nse imle AOr khne lge, )anpI# pu=Skar ivjeta gujratI ke vir*# ÜsaihTykarÝ kiv ]max.kr joxI ne Aapko bulaya hE| Kya Aap pa>c imin3 ke il0 cle.ge? ve pas me. hI rhte hE.| sumnjI ne merI trf deqa| mE. mOn hI rha| Ai2k Aag/h krne pr sumnjI jane ke il0 tEyar ho gye| khne lge, ]max.kr hmara im5 hE| hm +s me. sa4-sa4 4e| ]nse imlkr hme. p/s¶ta hogI| muzse kha, .clo nagr, cle.| . ga I tEyar 4I, hm pa>c imn3 me. ]max.kr joxI ke b>gle pr ja phu>ce| ]max.kr jI kI supu5I ne btaya ik ve to 6r pr nhI. hE.| kapi ya ke 6r gye huye hE.| ]s gujratI saihTykar ne ifr Aag/h ikya, .ko{ bat nhI., cil0 vha> swI saihTykaro. se 0k sa4 we.3 ho jayegI| . ]nke Aag/h ke kar` hm kapi ya ke 6r pr ja phu>ce| vha> phu>c kr hmne deqa ik Aa#-ds gujratI saihTykaro. ke bIc me. ]max.krjI ivrajman hE.| Apne Svawav ke Anusar sumnjI ne na3kIy “.g se, imln ke ]Llas me. k9 me. p/vex ikya - kho ]max.kr kEse ho tum? iktne idno. bad iml rhe hE. hm ! hm tuMhare 6r hokr Aa rhe hE.| yh khte hu0 ve AOr ]nke sa4 hm dono. ]max.kr ke samne ja bE#e| ]max.kr ku7 der tk AaXcyRcikt ne5o. se deqte rhe| ifr jo mhody hme. lekr gye 4e, ]nse gujratI me. kha .fon krIne kem n AaVya? . [tnI gujratI to ko{ wI smz skta hE| sumnjI wI smz gye| ]Nho.ne merI trf deqa, mE.ne ]nkI trf, Aa>qo.-Aa>qo. me. bate hu{.| hm dono ]# q e hu0 AOr AC7a ]max.kr, hm clte hE., yh kh khte hu0 sumnjI #k-#k-#k bU3o. kI Aavaj_ krte mo3r me. Aakr bE# gye AOr muzse khne lge, clo, [nke khne se yha> Aakr hmne b I wUl kI| ]nka mn kafI Axa.t ho gya 4a| vha> se ve sabrmtI Aa&m gye, vha> 0kaNt me., sabrmtI ke t3 pr bE#kr ]Nho.ne ku7 smy tk @yan ikya| hm xa.t hokr 6r lO3e| sa.ykal jb sumnjI ka kaVy-pa# sEne3 ha$l me. ho rha 4a to hmne deqa ]max.kr joxI cupcap Aakr pI7e kI sI3 pr bE#ne ka p/yTn kr rhe hE.| sumnjI ne ]Nhe. deq ilya| deqte hI bole, .]max.kr ! vha> nhI. yha> AaAo, tuMharI jgh yha> hE| hm mehmano. ka Aadr krna jante hE.| . ]Nho.ne ]max.kr ko bulaya, pas ib#aya AOr jmkr kivta0> suna{.| kayR¢m ke smaPt ho jane pr ]max.kr ne Aw³ Vyvhar ke il0 sumnjI se 9ma yacna kI| khne lge - bhut idno. bad imle to phcan nhI. paya, 9ma kre.| sumnjI ne ba>h me. wr ilya, gle lgakr 9ma kr idya|

[n p/s.go. se sumnjI ke Vyi¯Tv kI ]darta, in*p9ta, 9maxIlta AOr im5vTslta pr p/kax p ta hE| ve mhan kiv, leqk, smI9k, p/kaxk to hE. hI| ve kulpit, kulpityo. ke 0soisyexn ke A@y9, rajdUt to rhe hI| [tna sbku7 hote hu0 ve AC7e [.san rhe| jb-jb ]JjEn kI bat cltI hE, mhakal kI ngrI me. rhne vale AOr i9p/a-se trl srl bhne vale ixvm.glis.h sumn yad Aate he>|

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[tna b[tna b[tna b[tna b a AsTya AsTya AsTya AsTy

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ yogeN³na4 xuKl _ yogeN³na4 xuKl _ yogeN³na4 xuKl _ yogeN³na4 xuKl kayaRly ke b e Ai2karI seva-inv<% ho rhe 4e| S3af ne ]nke ivda{-smaroh ko wVy bnane ka in Ry ilya| kam ka b>3vara kr idya gya| .AiwnNdn-p5 . ilqne ka kam sen sahb ko sO.pa gya| sen sahb 2mRwI+ AOr w/*3acar ivro2I 4e| ]nkI {mandarI se pUra ivwag p/waivt 4a| sen sahb ne bhut pir&m kr .AiwnNdn-p5 . ilqa; ]sme. ]s Ai2karI ko behd {mandar AOr 0k AadxR pu=8 ke +p me. S4aipt ikya| smaroh ke pUvR idvs pr kayR¢m ko Ait.m +p dene ke ilye bE#k rqI gyI| sen sahb µara bnaya gya .AiwnNdn-p5 . swI ko bhut ps.d Aaya| jb kayR¢m-s.yojk ne ]ske vacn kI ijMmedarI sen sahb ko sO.pnI cahI to ]Nho.ne ApnI Ashmit dxaR{| s.yojk-mhody ne ]nkI Ashmit ka kar` janna caha| phle to ve 3alte rhe pr jb bhut jor idya gya to bole, .sr ! Aap ANy4a n lIijyega _ _ _ mE.ne Aapke Aadex ka paln kr p/xiSt-p5 ilq idya pr mE. sbke samne [tna b a AsTy nhI. bol pa}>ga ! . ku7 9` ke ilye k9 me. sNna3a 7a gya| swI mhsUs kr rhe 4e ik samne mej_ pr rqe .AiwnNdn-p5 . ka xIxa c3k gya hE|

wart kI Aaj_adI wart kI Aaj_adI wart kI Aaj_adI wart kI Aaj_adI AacayR s.dIp TyagI .dIp . AacayR s.dIp TyagI .dIp . AacayR s.dIp TyagI .dIp . AacayR s.dIp TyagI .dIp .

[.iDya hI Aajad huAa hE bebs ihNduStan nhI., bU“e wart kI to ko{ pU7 nhI. phcan nhI.|

yid hota ivXvas nhI. to s.iv2an kI puStk lo, phle hI pNne pe deqo [.iDya ko ntmStk ho, bNd ko*#k me. wart ka hona Kya Apman nhI.?

kEse kh de. wart A4va ihNduSta> Aaj_ad hE, [tne salo. ka k3u Anuwv Kya ko{ bkvad hE, Kya Ai2ka.x idlo. me. Ab wI pujta [.iGlXtan nhI.? AalIxan [mart ho3l, mhl, koi#yo., b>glo. me., kevl bsta hE [/i~Dya AOr wart bsta j.glo. me., wUqa ihNduStan bna Kya fu3pa4o. kI xan nhI.? dex bna hE jilya>vala bag, inhT4e mrte hE., jT4o. ke jT4o. me. Ab to Dayr roj ]wrte hE., xhr, xhr lgne ke bdle Kya lgte xmxan nhI.? zuGgI-zopi yo. me. deqo n.ga nac gulamI ka, 6U>3-6>U3 pI rhI j_hr hE wart ma> bdnamI ka, Kya gore A>g/ejo. se kale Jyada xEtan nhI.? dexp/em kI bat kre. to log bhut se h>ste hE., Kyo.ik vo Apne ko Ab to [i~yn Pyor smzte hE., Aaj xhIdo. ke bildano. ka krte vo sMman nhI.| [.iDya hI Aajad huAa hE bebs ihNduStan nhI,

bU“e wart kI to ko{ pU7 nhI. phcan nhI.||

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ivXv wa8a ke +p me. ihNdIivXv wa8a ke +p me. ihNdIivXv wa8a ke +p me. ihNdIivXv wa8a ke +p me. ihNdI s.wavna0> AOr idxa s.wavna0> AOr idxa s.wavna0> AOr idxa s.wavna0> AOr idxa

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ ivjyra6v_ ivjyra6v_ ivjyra6v_ ivjyra6v re−I re−I re−I re−I .ihNdI phu>c gyI A.traR*¨Iy µar pr . AOr [ske sa4 hI dUsra k4n hE, .ihNdI kI ga I b“ b“ kr =k jatI hE| . ye dono. k4n ya yo. khe. ik ye ]d\gar Da$ _ x.krdyal is.h ke hE.| ye ]nke do Alg-Alg inb.2o. ke xI8Rk hE.| ye inb.2 ]nkI puStk .rajnIit kI 2Up AOr saihTy kI 7a>v . me. s.kilt hE.| phle ka s.b.2 vEiXvk s.dwR se hE to dUsra dex ke s.dwR me.| phle ka s.b.2 ivcar`Iy iv8y .ivXv wa8a ke +p me. ih.dI . to dUsre ka s.b.2 dex kI rajwa8a ko lekr hE| phla ]Tsahv2Rk k4n hE to dUsra htoTsaiht krne vala| dex me. ih.dI kI iS4it ku7 logo. ke ivcar me. duqdayI hE| 0esI halt me. ivdexo. me. ya ivXv me. ]s kI suqd dxa kI bat krna kha> tk sa4Rk ho skta hE? yh p/Xn hm me. se, ku7 logo. ko sal rha hoga| ih.dI kI 0k mxhUr khavt .6r me. idya jlakr msij_d me. idya jlana . ke s.dwR ko lekr hmare ku7 sa4I khne lge hE. ik ha>, Aajkl 6r kI Ape9a msij_d kI Jyada if¢ kI ja rhI hE| leikn yh khavt ku7 puranI-sI p g{ hE| smy bItte khavto. me. wI smyanu+p pirvtRn AavXyk p/tIt hota hE| msln .jan bcI laqo. paye . valI ]i¯ ko Aaj ke s.dwR me. bdl kr yo. khna Ai2k smIcIn lgega ik .jan bcI kro o. paye| . qEr| AOpinveixk maniskta ke clte hm ApnI cIj_ kI girma ko nhI. phcan pate hE.| ivdexo. se ya ivdeixyo. ke mu>h se hmarI wa8a, s.S¡it, kla ya saihTy Aaid kI srahna kI jatI ho tb hme. ApnI cIj_ pr wrosa ho jata hE| ivXv wa8a ke +p me. ih.dI 0v. ra*¨wa8a ke +p me. ih.dI kI p/it*#a ko Aaj ke [s wUm.DlIkr` AOr ]darIkr` ke yug me. Alg-Alg n mante hu0 ANyoNyai&t man kr hme. #os kdm ]#ane hE.| hme. j.g dono. mocoR. pr l na hoga| vh wI 0k sa4| khna n hoga ik AajadI se phle ih.dI ko lekr jo wavna0> hmare mn me. 4I. AOr ]ske s.b.2 me. jo ivcar Vy¯ ikye jate rhe, ]nko v%Rman smy kI wavnaAo. 0v. ivcaro. ke sa4 tulna krke deqte hE. to hme. Sp*3 A.tr idqa{ deta hE| samaijk pirvtRn ke s.dwR me. [s A.tr ka A@yyn ikya ja skta hE| AajadI se phle jo kha gya 4a AOr ilqa gya 4a ]sse Jyada bhuiv2 AOr bhumuq se [n idno. ih.dI ko lekr kha-suna v p“a-ilqa ja rha hE| p/4m bar jnvrI ÉÑÏÍ me. ra*¨-wa8a p/car simit v2aR ke p/yTno. ke flSv+p nagpur me. jo p/4m ivXv ih.dI sMmeln Aayoijt huAa; [sme. ko{ s.deh nhI. ik tb se ivXv wa8a ke +p me. ih.dI ko deqne-prqne ka islisla xu+ huAa| Ab tk Aayoijt ivXv ihNdI sMmelno. me. k{ wart ke bahr wI Aayoijt hu0| [n sMmelno. ke Avsr pr sMmelno. ke iviv2 s5o. me. AOr sMmelno. ke bahr wI ivXv m.c pr ih.dI kI iS4it v sMwavnaAo. ko lekr bhut ccaR0> hu{.| bhut ilqa gya| ih.dI ke ma@ym se [s smy hmare samne [s iv8y pr ivpul samg/I ]plB2 hE| [sil0 mE. [n swI bato. pr n jakr ivXv ke kevl ]n [lako. ko lekr ApnI bat khna cahU>ga ijnke sa4 hmara sidyo. se sa.S¡itk v ragaTmk s.b.2 rha hE| Svt.5ta ke bad Aavagmn ke sa2no. 0v. vai`Jy-Vyapar ke ivkas ke kar` Aih.dI p/dexo. ke xhro. me. t4a Ab tk m@y2ara se k3e hu0 ]%r pUvR ke ]n sudUr A.clo. me. wI jha> iwNn-iwNn wai8yo. ko Aaps me. sMpkR me. Aana p ta hE vha> ih.dI iviv2 namo. se kam me layI ja rhI hE| bMb[ya ih.dI, klkitya ih.dI, nagpurI ih.dI, AhmdabadI ih.dI, hEdrabadI ih.dI AOr [sI p/kar ixla.g ih>dIÜme6alyÝ, ihfU ihNdIÜkabIR-Aa laD ijlaÝ, ha$f la.g ih.dIÜna4R k7ar ijlaÝ, brak-ih.dI AOr naga ih.dI ke nam se Aiwiht hokr p/car me. AayI hE, [sI trh igrimi3yo. ke +p me. ivdexo. me jakr bse wartIy mUl ke logo. me. yhI ih.dI ivdexo. me. mairxs i¢yol imi&t wojpurI Ümairxs me.Ý srnamI Üsurnam hEÝ, fIjI bat /sahkI ih.dI ÜfIjI me.Ý,

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i5indadI Üi5indad me.Ý, 3U3l wa8a Üguyana me.Ý Aaid namo. se Aiwiht hokr p/car me. Aa rhI hE| [n iviv2 namo. v xEilyo. me. Vyv¹t ih.dI pr 7u3pu3 A@yyn v xo2-kayR wI sMp¶ hu0 hE.| [s p/kar yha> p/cilt ihNdI ke lok-saihTy ka s.kln wI ku7 Vyi¯yo. ne ikya| yha> ke wartIy mUl ke logo. ke µara inimRt saihTy wI p/kax me. Aane lga hE| Ab AavXykta hE ik b e pEmane pr AOr ra*Ïy Str pr inMniliqt kayR sMp¶ kraye ja0> : É _ dex ke sudUr A.clo. me. 0v. ivdexo. me. jn s.pkR me. iviv2 namo. v xEilyo. me. kam me. Aane valI ih.dI ka wa8a vE)aink ivXle8` p/Stut ikya ja0 AOr ]ske Aa2ar pr ih.dI me. b<hd Aakar ka 0k ivvràTmk Vyakr` p/kaixt ikya ja0| Ê _ ivdexo. me. bse hu0 wartIy mUl ke nagirko. ka ih.dI ke sa4 jo s.b.2 hE, AOr ]nkI Aaka.9a0> jo hE., ve wart ke nagirko. se iwNn hE., vha> kI bujugR pI“I ih.dI ko 0k hd tk wle hI 6relU bolI ya mat<wa8a smztI ho.| leikn yuva pI“I ke il0 ih.dI Ab mat<wa8a nhI. rhI hE| vh ]nke il0 ]s trh kI iµtIy wa8a wI nhI. hE ijs trh se hmare dex ke ih.dItr wai8yo. ke il0 hE| ]nke il0 ihNdI AiSmta kI wa8a hE, ApnI ivix*3 phcan kI wa8a hE| ivrast kI wa8a ÜHeriditary LanguageÝ hE| purqo. kI wa8a ÜHeriditary LanguageÝ hE| kmovexI me. devvaÌ jEsI hE| 0esI wa8a ke ix9`-p/ix9` kI ivi2ya>, ix9` samg/I AOr ]pkr` Aaid iwNn hone caih0| ijs trh se A>g/jI ke ix9` ke s.dwR me. E.S..P. (English for special purpose) kI Av2arà hE ]s p/kar Ab hme. H.S.P. (Hindi for special purpose) kI idxa me. kam krna hE| Ë _ .ihNdI saihTy . kI hmarI v%Rman Av2arà me. pitvtRn inta.t AavXyk hE, ih.dItr 9e5o. me. se AihNdI wai8yo. ke µara jo saihTy ih.dI me. inimRt ikya ja rha hE, vh wI ih.dI saihTy hE, ]se wI ih.dI saihTy ke [ithas me. S4an imlna caih0| leikn 0esa nhI. ho rha hE| [skI ixkayt wI hme. Aaye idn sunne ko imltI hE| dex ke ih.dItr 9e5o. me. hI nhI. Ab to marIxs, fIjI, i5nIdad Aaid dexo. me. wI ih.dI saihTy ka inmaR` ho rha hE, vha> ke lok saihTy ke sa4 vha> inimRt saihTy ka smavex ih.dI saihTy me. hona caih0| Ab hme. savRdeixk ih.dI saihTy (Pan Indian Hindi Literature) ke sa4 smu³par ihNdI saihTy (Overseas Hindi Literature) pr gMwIrta se ivcar krna caih0| ]s saihTy ko 0v. ih.dItr 9e5o. ke saihTy ko smad<t kr ]se ih.dI saihTy ke pa#\y¢mo. ka wI A.g bnana caih0|

ivXvwa8a ke +p me. ihNdI ke ivkas me. wartIy mUl ke p/vaisyo. kI Ahm wUimka ko SvIkar krte hu0 }pr ]iLliqt kayR¢mo. ka s.padn [s s.dwR me. 0k b I ]pliB2 ho sktI hE| ivXvwa8a ke +p me. ihNdI ke ivkas ke s.dwR me. d9es (SAARK) dex b I wUimka inwa skte hE.| bxteR ik wart [ske il0 ]ict kdm ]#a0| hm jante hE. ik malµIp kI raj2anI male me. nvMbr ÉÑÑÈ me. Aayoijt d9es ke pa>cve. sMmeln me. tTkalIn wart ke p/2anm.5I &I cN³xeqr ih.dI me. sMboi2t kr sdSy dexo. ka @yan [s trf Aa¡*3 wI kr cuke hE.| d9es s.g#n ke sato. dexo. kI kul AabadI pUre ivXv kI AabadI me. ÊÉ _ÎÎp/itxt hE jo 0ixya kI AabadI ka É /Ë ihSsa hE| wOgoilk d<i*3 se hI nhI., sidyo. se rajnIitk, sa.S¡itk, wai8k AOr 2aimRk d<i*3 se wart ke sa4 d9es ke xe8 7h dexo. ka 6in*# s.b.2 rha hE| [n dexo. ke k{ 7o3e-b e xhro. ke bajaro. me. bhut Aaram se ih.duStanI se kam claya ja skta hE| jha> tk nepal ka s.b.2 hE dex kI AabadI me. ih.dI smzne v bolne valo. kI s.Qya krIb ÑÈ% manI jatI hE| ÉÑÎÈ tk vha> ix9a ka ma@ym ih.dI rha 4a| Ab k9a Ñ 0v. ÉÈ me. 0eiC7k iv8y ke +p me. ih.dI p“a{ jatI hE| nepalI ke 0m _0 _ kosR me. ku7 v8R phle tk ih.dI saihTy ko wI 0k 0eiC7k iv8y ke +p me. rqa gya 4a| wart ke s.iv2an kI A*3m AnusUcI me. nepalI wI siMmilt hE| hmare yha> ijs trh nepalI saihTy ka inmaR` hota hE, ]sI p/kar nepal se ih.dI rcna0> p/kaixt hotI hE.| [s p<*#wUim me. nepal me. ih.dI kI iS4it sud<“ khI ja sktI hE|

paikStan kI sa.S¡itk wa8a AOr 6oi8t rajwa8a ]dUR hE| ]dUR AOr ih.dI me. A.tr km ho ja0ga yid dono. Aor kI h#2imRta im3 ja0| dono. dexo. kI bolcal kI wa8a ih.duStanI hE jo srl ]dUR AOr srl ih.dI ka hI +p hE| paikStan ke p.jab p/a.t ko imlakr pUre ]%r wart ko

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b<hd ih.duStanI 9e5 (Broad Hindustani) kh skte hE.| wart ke ivXvivályo. ke ih.dI 0m _0 _ pa#\y¢m me. 0k ]dUR ilip ka pcaR t4a ]dUR 0m _0 _ kosR me. 0k devnagrI ilip ka pcaR AinvayR kr idya ja0 to dono. wa8aAo. kI ink3ta S4aipt hone ke sa4 hI dono. ka ivXv smuday me. man b“ega|

b.gladex me. sa.S¡itk d<i*3 se b.gla ke bad ih.dI dUsre S4an pr hE| &Il.ka AOr wU3an 2aimRk d<i*3 se wart se [tne ink3 hE. ik vha> ih.dI kI iS4it ko [ske Aa2ar pr sud<“ bnaya ja skta hE|

d9es s.g#n ke dexo. ke bad ka 0k ivxal wUm.Dl hE jo sidyo. se n kevl wOgoilk d<i*3 se ink3 rha Aiptu sa.S¡itk d<i*3 se wI Ait ink3 rha hE| vh hE di9` pUvIR 0ixya{ dexo. ka [laka ijsko imla kr wart 0k jmane me. b<h%r wart (greater India) khlata 4a| di9`pUvIR 0ixya{ dexo. ka wI 0k s.g#n hE jo 0ixyan khlata hE| [n dexo. me. se AaAos, 4a{lE.D, k.boiDya AOr Myanmar bO² dex hE. ijnka s.b.2 wart ke sa4 hjaro. v8oR. se hE| sa.S¡itk v 2aimRk smantaAo. kI d<i*3 se prqe. to [n dexo. me. wI sa2u smaj ÜiwKqu smajÝ ke p/it Aadr AOr &²a kI wavna Ai2k hE| dex ke sm/a3 wI sa2u smaj ko zuk kr nmSkar krte hE.| wart ke sman yha> ke sa2u kesirya vS5 2ar` krte hE.| iw9a lene ke bad p/2an iw9u ]Nhe. AaixvaRd dete hE. .suqI hotu . A4aRt\ Aap suqI rhe.| yha> ke log sa2u ko wgvan bu² ka Avtar mante hE.| ]nkI 2arà hE ik sa2uTv p/aPt krna sd\git ke il0 sopan hE| [sil0 [n dexo. ke sm/a3 AOr p/2anm.5I wI 0k-do sPtah ke il0 sa2u bnte hE.| wart ke sman [n dexo. me. kNya ko piv5 AOr l(mI ka Avtar mana jata hE| [n dexo. ka p/acIn saihTy hmare s.S¡t AOr palI saihTy ka wa8a.tr hE| jatk k4a0> jnta me. Ai2k lokip/y hE.| laAo wa8a me. bO² 2mR ke p/cara4R ]pNyas wI ilqe g0 hE. ijnka [itv<% bu² kI jIvn-ga4a v jatk k4a0> hE.| [n logo. ke mhatI4oR. me. luiMbnI, bu²gya, sarna4 AOr kuxIngr p/is² hE.| Tyoharo. me. ivjyadxmI, dIpavlI, bu² pUi Rma, bs.tp.cmI AOr holI Aaid p/is² hE.| 2aimRk, saihiTyk, sa.S¡itk siNnk3ta ke sa4-sa4 [n dexo. kI wa8aAo. pr s.S¡t AOr palI wa8aAo. ka p/wav wI deqa jata hE| 0k A@yyn se yh )at huAa ik [n dexo. kI wa8aAo. me. ÎÈp/itxt tk ke xBd s.S¡t /palI ke hE.| leikn ]Ccar` iwNnta ke kar` ]n xBdo. ke mUl S5oto. ka pta tur.t nhI. lg pata| bO² 2mR ke Alava Myanmar 0k smy me. ib/i3x [.iDya ka A.g rha 4a| yha> b I s.Qya me. wartIy mUl ke log k{ pIi“yo. se bse hu0 hE., jo Vyapar vai`Jy ke karobar me. lge hu0 hE.| [nke kar` [n dexo. me. ih.dI s.pkR wa8a ke +p me. p/cilt hI nhI. rhI Aiptu ih.dI ke ma@ym se 2aimRk 0v. sa.S¡itk Anu*#an v smaroh s.pNn ikye jate rhe hE.| xEi9k s.S4a0> s.cailt kI jatI rhI. t4a ih.dI kI p5-pi5ka0> p/kaixt kI jatI rhI.| Myanmar kI raj2anI ya.gUm ke p/acI p/kaxn se phle ih.dI dEink p/acI AOr [sI nam se saPtaihk p5 wI inklta 4a| bmaR ih.dI saihTy sMmeln kI trf se .b/½wUim . namk maisk p5 wI inklta 4a|

[.Doneixya, mleixya AOr is.gapur 0ixyan ke ANy p/muq dex hE. jha> wartIy mUl ke log k{ pIi“yo. se rhte Aa rhe hE.| wart se ye dex s.p¶ hE. AOr [n dexo. ke wartIy mUl ke log ApnI wa8a, s.S¡it v s.Skaro. kI r9a krte hu0 AOr ]nkI VyaiPt ke il0 wI wrsk p/yTn kr rhe hE.| ih.dI ke sa4 ANy wartIy wa8aAo. ko yha> kI ix9a-¢m me. S4an p/aPt hE| yha> kI lilt klaAo. me. ramay` v mhawart kI AaQyano. ka b a p/wav hE| [.Doneixya ka 0k µIp balI to ih.dU bhul µIp hE| bhsa [.Doneixya AOr mly wa8a me. s.S¡t AOr timl mUl ke bhut sare xBd hE.| dono. wa8aAo. ke pairwai8k xBd wI [ske Apvad nhI. hE.| 0k A@yyn se yh pta cla ik kevl xBdavlI ke Str pr hI nhI., vaKy-rcna ke Str pr wI ih.dI AOr [n wa8aAo. me. Ad\wut smanta hE|

[s p/kar kI wai8k, saihiTyk 0v. sa.S¡itk siNnk3ta ke kar` ]Cc Str pr p/yas krne pr [n di9` pUvR 0ixya{ dexo. me. ih.dI kI iS4it ko sud<“ ikya ja skta hE|

dex kI jnta me., dex ke rajneta 0v. p/xasn t.5 me., yh w/amk 2arà 6r kr bE#I hu{ hE ik A.traR*Ïy Vyapar, kU3nIit AOr Aa2uinkta ke p/tIk kI wa8a A.g/ejI hE| leikn yh

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sa.S¡itk sd\wav ke p/tIk kI wa8a nhI. hE| kwI rhI nhI. AOr Aage wI [skI s.wavna nhI. hE| wart kI s.S¡t, palI, p/a¡t AOr timl wa8a0> sa.S¡itk sd\wav ke p/tIk kI wa8a0> rhI hE.| Aaj ih.dI ko vEiXvk Str pr, d9es AOr 0ixyan s.g#n ke dexo. se p/ar.w krte hu0 sa.S¡itk sd\wav ke p/tIk kI wa8a kI wUimka inwanI hogI| [s idxa me. svRp/4m kayR xu+ ho jane caih0|

A.t me. Apne im5 SvgIRy Da$ _sItaram xaS5I ke Svr me. Svr imlakr yh khna cahU>ga ik ih.dI ma5 0k dex kI wa8a nhI. hE| ih.dI 0k nye ivXv2mR AOr A.traR*¨Iy Anuxasn t4a manvIy smrsta ka sU5pat krne valI wa8a hE| [s t$y ko smzte hu0 ivXv r.gm.c pr wa8aAo. kI AiSmta ke m@y ih.dI kI p/it*#a kI idxaAo. ko hme. in2aRirt krna hoga|

smzOta va%aRsmzOta va%aRsmzOta va%aRsmzOta va%aR

surex xmaR surex xmaR surex xmaR surex xmaR SkUl jate pu5 ko ]Nho.ne smzate hu0 kha - .deqo be3a, SkUl me. iksI wI bCce se l a{-zg a n krna| l a{-zg a burI bat hE| sbke sa4 p/em se ihl-iml kr rhna| . .jI, papa jI| . kh kr balk SkUl cla gya| SkUl se lO3ne pr balk ne deqa, papa ke isr t4a ha4-pEr pr pi©ya> b>2I hu{ hE.| bSta p3k kr wy AOr 6brah3 ke sa4 ]sne ma> se pU7a - .papa ko Kya ho gya mMmI? khI. 3Kkr ho g{ Kya? . .nhI.| . ]das Svr me. mMmI ne jvab idya - .pa3IR-mIi3.g me. smzOta va%aR me. wag lekr lO3e hE.| vhI. _ _ _| . bakI ke xBd mMmI ke gle me. hI 6u3 kr rh g0|

mohBbt ke maremohBbt ke maremohBbt ke maremohBbt ke mare p/em sUrI p/em sUrI p/em sUrI p/em sUrI mohBbt ke maro. ka jIna wI Kya jIna hE idl ko jlatI hE. r.gIinya> ]Lf_t kI lgta hE ik ij_NdgI ko mOt se 7Ina hE| nhI. jante hm kha> hmne gf_lt kI|

n sa.s AatI hE n jan jatI hE Kya imla tuze mera Aaixya> jla ke? n raht imltI hE n caht imltI hE| kha> 7up g{ ho muzse damn 7u a ke?

msl Dale fUl [s kxmkx ne ij_NdgI ke Ab to +-b+ ho jaAo 0e istmgr Ab to idyar se wI gmR hva AatI hE| Kyo.ik hr jgh muze tum hI tum nj_r AatI ho|

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pr ifr wI _ _ _ _pr ifr wI _ _ _ _pr ifr wI _ _ _ _pr ifr wI _ _ _ _

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val 6r ka Aa.gn logo. se qcaqc wr gya 4a _ _ _Anjane, AncINhe, Andeqe log ! pUra kSba vha> ]m a cla Aa rha 4a _ _ _hr cehre pr duq AOr gvR se imle-jule wav Aa-ja rhe 4e _ _ _ hr Vyi¯ ijtna janta 4a ]sse AOr Ai2k janne ke il0 ]Tsuk 4a _ _ _sb 0k-dUsre se pU7 rhe 4e _ _ _Aa g{ Kya? iml g{? ko{ qbr to Aa{ hogI? Are, bhut smy lg gya _ _ _Kya malUm {Xvr kI ¡pa se vh ijNda hI ho _ _ _yha> Kya cl rha hE?

6r ke bramde me. rqe 3I _vI _pr sujIt ke ic5o. ke sa4 dex-wi¯ ke gIt bj rhe hE. _ kSbe ka kebl Aa$pre3r ]ske bcpn se lekr ivvah tk kI rIl bnakr 3I _vI _ pr idqa rha hE __ _ _Albm me. lge mUk ic5o. ko lekr bna{ g{ rIl _ _ _khI. nNha sujIt mata-ipta kI godI me. bE#a hE, khI. qel rha hE, SkUl ke D ^ame. me. wag le rha hE, iDbe3 bol rha hE, khI. pu=Skar pa rha hE _ _ _ivvah kI xervanI phne isr pr safa ba>2e, klgI lgaye, sehra ba>2e 6o e pr svar hE _ _ _bhU AnIta ke sa4 g<h-p/vex kr rha hE _ _ _Anek ic5o. me. rca-bsa ]ska jIvn logo. ke mn me. jIvNt ho ]#a hE _ _ _ _|

ku7 wavuk, duqI, s.vednxIl log ]ske bcpn ke im5 AOr sa4I Apne .hIro . ke ic5 ke sa4 xhr me. julUs inkalte hu0 wart kI ivjy ke nare lgate 6Um rhe hE. _ _ _[n idno. ]ska 6r 0k p/kar se tI4RS4l bn gya hE ijske dxRn krne ke il0 pUra kSba lalaiyt hE _ _ _sujIt ke iql.d I Svawav AOr jIvNt Vyi¯Tv ke ikSse hr iksI kI juban pr hE.|

pr ye p/tI9a kI 6i ya> to ka3e nhI. k3tI. ! ye iktnI As¾, iktnI wyavh AOr iktnI duqdayI ho ]#I. hE. ! 0k-0k pl 0k-0k yug ke sman warI lg rha hE _ _ _lMba hota huAa _ _ _jEse 0laiS3k-sa iq.cta ja rha ho _ _ _idl kI 2 kne. p/tI9a se b“tI ja rhI hE. _ _ _ goivNdray pTnI AOr pu5I ke sa4 kmre ke 0k kone me. cupcap bE#e hE. _ _ _tIno. kI Aa>qo. me. bar-bar Aa>sU 7l7la Aate hE. _ _ _mn hI mn yado. ka Anvrt kaifla clta ja rha hE _ __ _piricto., s.b.i2yo. AOr xuwic.tko. ne ]Nhe. 6er rqa hE _ _ _Aaj ve sb AOro. ke il0 mano. dxRnIy pavn vStu bn g0 hE. _ _ _ _|

tIn idn, tIn rato. ka lMba islisla [sI p/kar p/tI9a me. inkl gya hE _ _ _pa>c-7: idn phle hI to ]ska p5 Aaya 4a, .papa-mMmI merI icNta mt krna, mE. kuxlpUvRk hU>| [s mhIne ke A.t tk xayd idLlI Aa}>, do-tIn idn kI 7ui©ya> p rhI hE. _ _ _dIdI ke pas #h+>ga _ _ _AnIta, gOrv ko vhI. bula rha hU>, Aap log wI Aa jana, fEimlI ge3-3ugEdr ho ja0ga| .

ijs idn dophr kI Dak se yh p5 imla 4a, ]sI rat sote-sote Aa2I rat ko rmola kI nI.d Acank ]c3 g{ 4I _ _ _kEsa wyank SvPn deqa 4a ]sne _ _ _]ska idl burI trh se 6brane lga 4a, mano. khI. ku7 Ap/Tyaixt 63 gya ho _ _ _vh cO.k kr ]# bE#I 4I _ _ _ibjlI jlakr ]sne goivNdray ko jga ilya 4a _ _ _| der tk goivNdray ]se 2EyR b>2ate, ]sse bate. krte rhe 4e _ _ _tb tk ku7 wI to nhI. malUm 4a ]Nhe. sujIt ke yo. yu² pr jane ke iv8y me. _ _ _ pr ifr wI mn brbs dO -dO kr ]sI ke pas phu>c jata 4a|

bcpn se hI sujIt ko hva{jhaj bhut AC7e lgte 4e _ _ _]Nhe. 0k bar kI bat yad ho Aa{ , tb sujIt kevl “a{ v8R ka hI rha hoga _ _ _rmola dophr ke smy pl.g pr bE#I ]se A>g/ejI kI 0k sud.r-sI pi5ka se A9r-)an kra rhI 4I| puStk ke hr p<*# pr wa>it-wa>it kI su.dr vStu0> [s p/kar ici5t 4I. ik ve 0kdm hI jIvNt lg rhI 4I.| ic5o. kI phcan kra kr vh ]se p/4m A9r isqa rhI. 4I.| .0 . fa$r .0roPlen . deqo be3a _ _ _]Nho.ne Apne ha4 kI }>glI rq kr sujIt ko idqaya hI 4a ik vh ]se ]s p<*# se ]#ane ka p/yas krne lga _ _ _.suno Kya bta rhI hU> mE. . khkr ]Nho.ne sujIt kI }>gilya> vha> se h3akr AglI vStu kI Aor le janI cahI 4I. _ _ _pr vh ]sI pr A3k kr rh gya 4a|

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.yh ]#ta Kyo. nhI. . nNhe bCce ne +>Aasa mu>h bnate hu0 rmola kI Aor deqa 4a| .yh kEse ]#ega? yh to kagj pr 7pa hE ]s pr rqa huAa 4o I n hE| . ]Nho.ne ]se

smzaya 4a| .do na . _ _ _.muze lena hE . _ _ _khkr vh ]sI p/kar ]se ]#ane kI koixx krne lga 4a|

rmola ne laq smzaya, pr sujIt ne 0roPlen lene kI r3 lga dI| .be3a yh to kevl tSvIr hE, iqlOna nhI. _ _ _jb kwI bajar ja0>ge, hm tuMhe. 0roPlen

j+r idla de.ge, Ab cup ho jaAo _ __ _muze nI.d Aa rhI hE| . rmola ne ku7 sQtI se kha| pr vh rota hI rha 4a _ _ _0roPlen lene ke il0 mclta rha 4a| [sse pUvR [s p/kar

iksI vStu ko lene ke il0 ]sne kwI [s trh h# nhI. ikya 4a| rmola ko bhut hI ¢o2 Aa rha 4a ]s pr, do-car tmace wI j idye 4e tb| ]ske sb iqlOne lakr ]se bhlane kI jI to koixx kI 4I ]sne, pr vh kha> manne vala 4a? rota hI rha _ _ _|

goivNdray ke dFtr se Aane ke pXcat\ rmola ne ]Nhe. sarI bate. bta{.| .ro-rokr 6r wr idya hE Aaj to Aapke be3e ne, hva{jhaj kI sEr krega _ _ _bta{ye Kya kre.| .

.krna Kya hE? clo bajar clte hE., [skI ps.d ka ] ne vala hva{jhaj idla de.ge| . ]sI smy bajar jakr ]Nhe. sujIt ko hva{jhaj idlana p a 4a _ _ _pr ]sI hva{jhaj

ko ] te deq kr sujIt ke ne5o. me. 7lktI p/s¶ta ko deq kr ve wI AaTmivwor ho ]#e 4e| 0roPlen lene ke bad to vh Apne ANy iqlOno. se xayd hI kwI qela ho| AOr Ab vhI xEtan rat-idn hva{jhajo. ke saye me. rhta hE ApnI poS3 pr _ _ _ve dono. yh soc kr h>s p e 4e _ _ _ vatavr` shj ho Aaya 4a|

.vEse to sujIt kwI rota hI kha> 4a _ _ _hmexa xa.t hI rhta 4a| Aapko yad hE 0k bar i¢ke3 qelte smy jb ]ske ma4e pr ba$l lg g{ 4I _ _ _qUn lgatar bh rha 4a _ _ _sare kp e qUn me. tr 4e, pr vh qud hI dO kr bahr ke mEdan se 6r tk Aa gya 4a| tink wI ivcilt nhI. huAa 4a qUn deq kr| .

.ha>, muze yad hE, hm dono. ]se tur.t ha$iSp3l le gye 4e tb, car-pa>c 3a>ke lge 4e| ]ske ma4e pr AwI tk inxan hE ]ska| . ve sujIt ko yad krke muSkurane lge|

b e hone pr sujIt ne Svy. hI 0n _DI _0 _ me. 0Pla{ kr idya 4a| ]se wy 4a ik pU7ne pr khI. ]ske mata-ipta mna n kr de. _ _ _seleKxn hone ke bad hI ]Nhe. btaya 4a| pr ]ske cune jane kI qbr imlne pr ]n dono. ne Apne wy ko A.dr hI A.dr dfn krke bahr se p/s¶ta hI jaihr kI 4I| ]nka 0k hI to be3a hE, ]ske mn ko duqana ]Nhe. AC7a nhI. lga 4a| biLk pu5 ke p/it Aadr wav hI ]pja 4a ]nke mn me. _ _ _.]se Apne dex se p/em hE _ _ _vh dex kI seva krna cahta hE, yh to bhut hI quxI kI bat hE _ _ _sujIt mera bhadur be3a hE| . goivNdray ne Sneh-imi&t gvR se kha 4a|

.AOr mera nhI.? . rmola ne narajgI ka Aiwny ikya 4a| .ha> Aa>, hE to tuMhara wI _ _ _pr mera Jyada hE| . ve muSkuraye 4e| .kEse? mE.ne ]se nO mhIne

tk Apne gwR me. rq kr pala hE, hk to mera Jyada hE ]s pr| . rmola ne tur.t hI kha 4a| goivNdray vha> ke 0k sIinyr sekeNDrI SkUl me. A@yapk 4e| ]nke xa.itpU R jIvn me.

AwI tk ko{ tUfan nhI. Aaya 4a| .hm do hmare do . ka nNha-sa pirvar 4a| pu5I Sneha sujIt se b I 4I _ _ _vh wI p“ne-ilqne me. kafI hoixyar rhI 4I| AOr Ab ]Nho.ne ]ska AC7I jgh ivvah wI kr idya 4a|

jb tIn v8R pXcat\ ve dono. sujIt kI pais.g Aa]3 preD me. wag lene dehradUn gye 4e tb ]NhI. ke ha4o. se to ]sne sbke sMmuq m.c pr ]Nhe. bulva kr Apne v9 pr bEj phna 4a| ]Nhe. ApnI ix9a-dI9a ke il0 &ey dete hu0 sMmanjnk xBd khe 4e _ _ _]ske 0k-0k xBd se tb ]n dono. ke p/it kEsI &²a AOr p/em 3pkta rha 4a, AOr ne5 gIle ho Aaye 4e| ne5 to Sneh, vaTsLy AOr AsIm gvR se ]nke wI wrne lge 4e| ]s 7o3e-se kSbe ka vh phla hI spUt 4a jo [s p/kar Svy. ApnI hI ijd se sena me. wtIR huAa 4a| iktna su.dr lg rha 4a ]nka be3a

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]s smy imilÏ De^s me. _ _ _socte-socte goivNdray ne Apne dono. ha4o. kI Anaimka AOr m@yma }>gilya> ¢as kr lI. _ _ _khI. nj_r n lg ja0 ]nke be3e ko ]NhI. kI ! ihr-ifr kr ]s rat dono. ka @yan brbs sujIt pr hI jakr A3kta rha 4a _ _ _n jane Kyo.?

AOr tIn v8R pUvR jb ]Nho.ne sujIt ka ivvah ikya 4a _ _ _6r me. kEsa Aan.d brsne lga 4a| jEsa h>smuq AOr muqr sujIt hE, vEsI hI to ]nkI bhU AnIta hE| h>sne-h>sane AOr cu3kule sunane me. maihr| bat-bat me. h>sI kI fulzi ya> clatI| twI ]s Aan.d me. 0k AOr Aan.d ju gya 4a _ _ _6r me. 0k nNha-muNna sujIt Aa gya 4a _ _ _]nka Pyara-sa pota| hFte wr phle hI to AnIta gOrv ko lekr Apne mayke g{ 4I _ _ _pr Ab to ]Nho.ne ¨.k-kal krke ]se tur.t yha> Aane ke il0 kh idya hE| Apne mata-ipta AOr gOrv ke sa4 _ _ _iksI wI 9` vh yha> Aa jayegI _ _ _tb ]se vh Kya bta0>ge? goivNdray AOr rmola mn hI mn soc rhe 4e _ _ _|

do-tIn idn pUvR hI kI to bat hE jb Acank AamIR hED-Kva3sR se ]nke pas fon Aaya 4a _ _ _]Nho.ne ]Nhe. btaya 4a ik .karigl me. paikStan smi4Rt 6uspEi#ye Aajkl s.pU R pvRtIy 9e5 me. i3−I-dl se 7aye hu0 hE.| wartIy 9e5 äs pr ]nke hEilka$3r brabr corI-i7pe var kr rhe hE.| wartIy sImaAo. me. 6us kr kb ]Nho.ne karigl, äs, b3ailk 9e5o. me. Apne bNkr bna il0 4e, yh sIma pr tEnat fOj ko pta hI n lg paya 4a| Ab wartIy fOj ko Apna 9e5 x5uAo. se qalI krana 4a| hjaro. fI3 kI }>ca{ pr caro. Aor bfR kI mo3I ptoR. se “kI vIran pvRt &ei`yo. pr AdMy sahs se c“te hu0 6or s.68R krna 4a| ip7le pa>c sPtaho. se pha o. me. bmo. ke 2make AOr S3Engno. kI goilyo. kI t -t krtI p/it@vin inrNtr gU>jtI rhI 4I| tmam ki#na{yo. ke bavjUd wartIy sena kI 3uki ya> Aage b“tI rhI.| 0k djRn se Ai2k S4ano. pr bfR se “kI pvRt &ei`yo. ke bIc 7o3e-7o3e yu² Aamne-samne clte rhe 4e| dono. Aor S3Engno. se goilyo. kI 2>uAa>2ar v8aR cl rhI 4I _ _ _ _|

kEP3n sujIt Apne calIs jvano. ke sa4 karigl yLdor me. ÉÐÈÈÈfu3 }>cI bfIRlI pha I pr paikStanI 6uspEi#yo. se ATyNt vIrta ke sa4 Aamne-samne kI l a{ l te rhe 4e| 0k idn phle hI kEP3n sujIt ApnI yUin3 ke sa4 pErasU3 se vha> ]tre 4e, Kyo.ik pta cla 4a ik tb tk vha> duXmn kI 0k n{ 3uk I AOr phu>c cukI 4I| k{ wartIy topicyo. ke yu² me. xhId ho jane pr wI kEP3n sujIt ne ihMmt nhI. harI _ _ _ApnI 3uk I ka s.caln krte hu0 ve tb tk Svy. wI pUrI trh 6ayl ho cuke 4e _ _ _]nke k.2e AOr sIna goilyo. se 7lnI ho cuka 4a _ _ _pr ve 0k la[3 mxIngn pane ke il0 73p3a rhe 4e _ _ _]nkI gn kI sarI goilya> tb tk smaPt ho cukI 4I. _ ___ _twI ]nke 0k mI3r Aage ]Nhe. ]nke 0k 2raxayI shyogI kI 0k 0l _ 0m _jI _ p I idqa{ de g{ _ _ _bs Ab Kya 4a, ve iksI p/kar ihMmt ju3a kr srkte hu0 vha> ja phu>ce AOr 0l _0m _jI _ ]#a kr dndnate hu0 ]se caro. Aor 6uma idya| yh bhut hI sahs AOr vIrta ka kam 4a| ]Nho.ne bIs-ba[s 6uspEi#yo. ko turt-furt wUn kr rq idya| wart mata ke vIr spUt kEP3n sujIt Aan.d AsIm bhadurI ka pircy dete hu0 Apne ds-barh sai4yo. ke sa4 ApnI wart mata kI r9a krte hu0 xhId ho g0 hE., ik.tu ve 0esI iS4itya> pEda kr gye, ijnse turNt hI wartIyo. kI n{ 3uk I ne Aakr ]s co3I pr Apna kBja krke wart ka z~Da fhra idya| Apne ne5o. se Apne dex kI sIma pr itr.ga fhrta huAa deq kr kEP3n sujIt ke cehre pr s.to8 AOr p/s¶ta kI muSkan i4rk ]#I 4I, pUre s.to8 se ]Nho.ne Apne ne5 mU>d il0| pr ]nka pai4Rv xrIr vha> kI bfIRlI icknI “lan se iqsk gya| ]s ihm-AaC7aidt r`9e5 se ]nka pai4Rv xrIr AwI tk bramd nhI. ho paya hE| hm pUrI sav2anI se qoj rhe hE. _ _ _xI6/ hI _ _ _| wart ko kEP3n sujIt kumar kI bhadurI pr gvR hE ijNho.ne mat<-wUim kI r9a krte-krte Apne p/aò. kI Aahuit dI hE| mat<-wUim ke 0ese sahsI spUt ko sMpU R ra*¨ nmn krta hE AOr ]nke p/it ApnI ¡t)ta )aipt krta hE| . goivNdray ko 3eilfon ka co.ga pk na warI p ne lga _ _ _pUre xrIr pr cI.i3ya>-sI re.gne lgI. _ _ _ha4-pEr “Ile p g0 AOr irsIvr ]nke ha4 se 7U3kr nIce igr gya| ve 2Mm-se vhI. jmIn pr AO.2e p gye _ _ _rmola ne Apna ha4 ]nke k.2e pr rqa AOr ]nke smIp hI bE# g{ _ _

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[tnI der tk fon pr n jane Kya bate. hotI rhI. _ _ _ye to 0k xBd wI nhI. bole jo vh ]sI se ku7 Anuman lga patI _ _ _n jane ikska fon 4a? . vh mn hI mn socne lgI, jb n rha gya to b I ihMmt ju3a kr ]Nho.ne pit se fon pr hu{ bat btane ka Anuro2 ikya| DbDbayI Aa>qo. se nIce deqte hu0 Ümano. yh pap ]NhI. se huAa hoÝ b I ki#na{ se ]Nhe. yh ¹dy-ivdark smacar Apne pu5 kI vIr p/SvnI mata ko sunana p a| dono. ko hI ]skI yxoga4a sun kr pu5 pr gvR huAa _ _ _ _pr ifr wI _ _ _ _dono. ka*#vt\ vhI. bE#e rh g0 _ _ _mano. Ab jIvn me. ku7 krne ya socne ke il0 bca hI kha> 4a| ]Nhe. lg rha 4a jEse iksI ne Acank kuLha I mar kr ]nkI wuja0> to dI ho. _ _ _| jha> wI, ijse wI [s bat ka pta cla, vh sb kayR 7o kr turNt sujIt ko &²a.jlI ApR` krne AOr ]nka duq ba>3ne cla Aaya 4a| tIn idn, tIn rato. se lgatar wI bnI hu{ 4I _ _ _log Aa rhe 4e _ _ _log ja rhe 4e _ _ _pr swI ke mno. me. p/tI9a blvtI bnI hu{ 4I| twI Acank kolahl mc gya _ _ _mhasagr ke xa.t jl me. mano. Jvar Aa gya ho _ __ _jEse v8oR. se suPt JvalamuqI ka muq Acank hI qul gya ho _ _ _tumul jy6o8 ke sa4 hjaro. Svr gU>j ]#e _ _ _logo. kI wI tabUt me. b.d kEP3n sujIt ke xv ko A.dr Aa>gn me. lane ke il0 S4an bna rhI 4I _ __ _tabUt ko Aa>gn ke bIco.bIc rq kr ]s S4an ko sena ke jvano. ne Apne kBje me. le ilya| xv ke sa4 Aaye sEink Ai2karI goivNdray ko ]nke pu5 kI bhadurI se Avgt krane lge| Aqbar valo. kI 3olI Aas-pas m>DratI kwI fo3o qI.ctI, kwI p/es-irpoR3r Apne pED pr ku7 no3\s lete| swI ke muq pr ]nke be3e kI bhadurI ke cceR 4e _ _ _gvR ]Nhe. wI ho rha 4a Apne be3e pr _ _ _pr ]ska n rhna As¾ 4a _ _ _scmuc vh bhadur 4a _ _ _]sne bhadurI ka kam ikya 4a _ _ _pr ifr wI _ _ _ _| tabUt ko deqte hI rmola be3e ke xv ke }pr igr kr iblq ]#I| ]skI mmta Apne pu5 ko Apne Aa>cl me. sme3 lene ko Aatur 4I| vh jb wI 6r Aata 4a ma> ke Aa>cl me. mu>h “a>p kr ]ske vaTsLy se nhaya krta 4a _ _ _Aa mere pu5 Aa _ _ _ma> kI godI terI p/tI9a kr rhI hE _ _ _vh ]ska muq deqne AOr isr ApnI godI me. rq lene ka ]p¢m krne lgI. _ _ _pr sena ke vir*# Ai2kairyo. ne goivNd jI ko s.ket se 0kdm hI mna kr idya _ _ _Aap log deq nhI. pa0>ge, vh burI trh se 9t-iv9t hE.| ]Nho.ne ha4 jo kr 9ma ma>gI 4I _ _ _]s A2Ir hotI mmta ke sMmuq ve liJjt 4e _ _ _Aa>sU ]nke ne5o. se bh cle 4e| goivNdray besu2 hotI rmola ko sMhalne lge| twI 0k bar ifr xor mcne lga _ _ _logo. kI ingahe. [2r-]2r w3kne lgI. _ _ _sb 0k Aor h3ne lge _ _ _AnIta gOrv ko sa4 il0 Apne mata-ipta ke sa4 vha> Aa phu>cI 4I _ _ _vha> ka yh Ap/Tyaixt d<Xy deq kr to mano. ]skI jan hI inklI ja rhI 4I| mu>h pr hva{ya> ] ne lgI 4I. _ _ _itr.ge me. ilp3e tabUt ko samne deq, vh ]se ApnI ba>ho. me. lekr burI trh se iblq p I _ _ _]ske ne5o. se Aivrl A&uAo. kI z I lg g{ _ _ _| hay ! yh Kya ho gya? ]skee muq se inkl p a| .kEP3n sujIt kumar kI pTnI AOr pu5 hE. ye . log Aaps me. quspusa rhe 4e| swI ke cehre ]tr g0, mn wr Aaye _ _ _ne5o. ke kor gIle ho ]#e| k{ log to ihcikya> le-lekr rone lge| 0esa ko{ Vyi¯ n 4a ijskI Aa>qe. Aa>suAo. se n wrI ho. _ _ _he wgvan ! kEsI PyarI-sI bCcI hE _ _ _kEsa nNha du2mu>ha bCca hE _ _ _hay [tnI-sI ]mr me. _ _ _log ]se sa.Tvna b>2ane lge| twI 6r ke bahr lal b%I valI k{ Xvet karo. ka kaifla Aakr =ka| hlcl-sI mc g{| .p/dex ke muQym.5I jI Aa rhe hE. . iksI ne kha| gmI me. wI vatavr` me. caro. Aor ]Tsah-sa wr ]#a| kSbe ke logo. ke mn me. s.to8-sa krv3 lene lga|| klf lge sfed buraRk 2otI-kuteR me. muQym.5I jI Apne djRno. shyoigyo. ke sa4 Aa>gn me. Aa q e hu0| muQym.5I jI ne fUlo. ka b a-sa ir.g sujIt ke tabUt pr cr`o. ke S4an pr rq kr ]se p/`am ikya, ifr ]ske mata-ipta goivNdray AOr rmola ko sa.Tvna b>2ane lge - .bhut hI vIr 4a Aapka supu5, jo Apne dex kI r9a krte hu0 xhId huAa| pUre p/dex ka nam ]JJvl kr idya hE kEP3n sujIt ne, hme. ]n pr gvR hE| . AOr wI bhut ku7 _ _ _ _|

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ifr, 2Ire-2Ire cl kr m.5I jI itr.ge me. ilp3e tabUt ke pas phu>ce| dex pr p/a` NyO7avr krne vale xhId kI pTnI ke isr pr Apna vrd\ hSt rq kr bole - .be3I tum 2Ny ho| tum 0k 0ese vIr kI xhId pTnI ho, ijs pr smSt ra*¨ gvR krta hE| tuMhara suhag Amr hE _ _ _]ske sMmuq smSt dex mStk nvata hE, 2EyR rqo _ _ _[s duq me. hm tuMhare sa4 hE.| . AnIta ne Apne Aa>sU po.7 Dale AOr pu5 .gOrv . ko muQym.5I jI kI god me. dekr vh bolI, .mE. ]nke pu5 ko wI ]ske vIr ipta ke cr`-icNho. pr cla kr dex kI seva krte hu0 bildan hone kI p/er`a dU>gI| yh wI dex ka gOrv b“a0ga, Aap [se AaixvaRd de.| . AnIta ke mStk ke caro. Aor 0k ApUvR Aawa-m~Dl dIPt ho ]#a _ _ _lga jEse ]ske cehre pr hjaro. dIp p/JJvilt ho ]#e ho.| ]ska 0k-0k xBd ixv-s.kLp AOr d<“ta se pirpU R 4a| vha> pr jma sara mj_ma AnIta ke sahs AOr s.kLp ko deqta rh gya| swI roma.ict ho ]#e| swI ke ne5o. se A&u2ara bh clI _ _ _swI AiwwUt 4e, ]ske duq me. duqI 4e, ¹dy ]m a Aata 4a _ _ _| 0k b e ivSfo3 kI wa>it AaTma kI ghra[yo. se inkla sMvet =dn Svr pUre vatavr` me. b I jor se gU>j ]#a _ _ _mano. sidyo. se A.dr hI A.dr 6u3ta-]blta-sulgta JvalamuqI Acank s.vedna kI ic.garI pakr f3 p a ho| swI log 0k-dUsre ke gle lg-lgkr ro rhe 4e| xhId sujIt ke dxRn krne kI ho -sI lgI 4I| fUl malaAo. se vh pUrI trh “k cuka 4a| AnIta rote-rote Acet ho g{ 4I| MuQym.5I Apne shyoigyo. ke sa4 0k Aor Avak\ q e yh mmaRNtk d<Xy deq rhe 4e _ _ _ gujrna 0k vIr pit ka _ _ _ __0k vIr pu5 ka _ _ _ _0k vIr wa{ ka _ _ _ _0k vIr ipta ka AOr wartmata ke 0k bildanI vIr spUt ka ! ne5 ]nke wI gIle ho Aaye|

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sb sMbN2 dex-p/em ke Aage 7o3e p jate hE., ra*¨ kI Aan ke Aage sb bOne ho jate hE.|

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Anmol haSy 9` Ü na3k-s.g/h Ý jIvn ke r.g Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý ddeR-juba> Ü nJ_m v g_j_l s.g/h Ý Aaj ka pu=8 Ü khanI-s.g/h Ý jIvn-ini2 Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý AaTm-gu.jn Ü Aa@yaiTmk-daxRink gIt Ý has-pirhas Ü haSy kivta0> Ý j_J_bato. ka islisla Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý The Galaxy Within ÜA collection of English poemsÝ AnuwUitya> Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý kaVy-v<i*3 Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý pUrb-piXcm Ü Aap/vasI sMbiN2t Aaleq s.g/h Ý bO7ar Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý kaVy hIrk Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý s.jIvnI Ü SvaS$y sMbN2I leq Ý ]pin8d\ dxRn Ü A@yaiTmk Ý

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