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(hirgIt)sHsarsagr tarva ijnvaÌ Ke na Eka wlI,&anI sukanI mZya ivna Ae nav p` tare nhÄ¸Aa kazmaH xuâa„&anI sukanI bhu bhu doælo,muj pu~yraix fZyo Aho¦ guÌ kŸhan tuH naivk mZyo.

(AnuÚup)Aho¦ w› icda„ana, sImH\r-vIr-k u Hdna¦baæa Htr ivwvo tara, tar e nav m um uÙ una H .

(ixqirÌ)s¹a ¹iÚ tarI ivmz inj cEtNy nIrqe ,Ane &iPtma HhI drv-gu`-pya Ry ivlse ¸inÔlHbIwav e pirìt Sv$pe j{ wze,inim¿o vh evaro icdFn ivØe ka H{ n mze .

(xadURlivÊIiDt)hEyuH ;st st, &an &an' \bke ne v«vaÌ KU!e,je v«e sumumuÙu sÀv Jzke¸ prãƒ nato tU!e¸-ragäeØ Ìce n, jHp n vze waveHiãmaH-AHxmaH,! HkoTkI`R AkHp &an mihma ñdye rh e svRda.

(vsHtitlka)inTye su\aJr` cHã¦ tne nmu H h u H ,kÌà Akar` smuã¦ tne nmu H h u H ¸h e &anpoØk sum eF¦ tne nm u H h u H ,Aa dasna ÒvnixLpI¦ tne nmuH huH.

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ta. 12-8-70smysar, tInso vIs ga=a, _skI jysenAacayRkI !Ika,

phla pairg/af ho gya, dUsra pairg/af, Aekdm sU"m tÀv hE, lokopUKte hEH, sU"m k–Ç khete ho? (]ota:) _ska qulasa (guÌdev:)vo AtIiNãy&anse pÞDmeH Aave AEsI cIj hE, xe@? ivØy k–acIj hE? sMyGdxRn hE ye pyaRy hE-AvS=a... p` _ska |yey... k–acIj hE? Ae cIjnI ƒaQya !UHkI hE, ivxeØ pIKe khega.

phla xBd hE ;svRivxuâ' kEsa wgvan Aa„a AHdr? AeksmykI pyaRy ibnakI cIj¦ xrIr to nhÄ, vaÌ to _smeH nhÄ,pu~y-papka ivkLp Ôe rag hE Ae to AemaH nhÄ, p` Aek smykIpyaRy-Ôe moÙ AaEr moÙka margkI hE, ye wI _smeH nhÄ AEsasvRivxuâ wgvan Aa„a¦

(]otako) panaH hE ne ha=meH? panaH ho to @Ik pDega, KenHdlalwa{? panamaH |yan raqvuH ho? dagInamaH kem raqe KeFere? hIrane raqe DablImaH Aene cUH=a{ Ôy ne mela ={ Ôy Aemn raqe, Aa to hIra jesI cIj hE smjme Aaya?

k–a khte hE? ;svRivxuâ'-wgvan Aatma, Aek sekNDkaAsHQymaH wagmeH -Aek smymeH vStu svRivxuâ-\/uv-svRivxuâAek bol. ;pairàimk'-shj i5kazI wav, svRivxuâ-pairàimk, pairàimk A=aRtŸ shj..... ko{nI ApeÙa-pyaRynInhÄ, inim¿nI nhÄ. , inim¿na AwavnI nhÄ, Aevo i5kazI¦prm-pairàimk-;prm wavg/ahk' -Aevo je prmwav... \/uv¦smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Ôe prmwav, i5kazIwav, Aek smykIpyaRy ivnaka wav, prmwav... ye hE AHdrmeH ho AEsa? hE AEsabtate hEH AHdrmeH hE drekmeH _sko btate hEH. (]ota:) _skI ¹iÚ

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krna phle AEsa khte hEH (leikn) _sko QyalmeH lI\a ivna ¹iÚkhaHse kre? smjmeH Aaya?

Ý=mmeH Ý=m sMyGdxRnka Ýaiº krnemeH _ska ivØy k–a?_ska |yey k–a? ye cltI hE bat, sU"m hE AEsI bat jEndxRnisvay bIje k–aHy ho ske nhÄ (]ota: bIÔ kre Ke to qra)(guÌdev:) { vatuH kre b\ay. smjmeH Aaya? qbr nhÄ _sko.qbr nhÄ Ae mane ke yhaH bI @Ik hE vhaH bI @Ik hE, @Ik hE hI nhÄk–aHy svR& prme¬r, vItragdeve Aek sekNDke AsHQy wagmeHtInkal, tInlok deqa, _ske muqse vaÌ nIklI, Ae AagmmaHAaya ye y=a=R, nHdikxorÒ? (]ota:) ye to sHÝdaykI bat hE(guÌdev:) sHÝday nhÄ vStukI iS=it AEsI hE, sHÝdaykI batnhÄ Aa... smjmeH Aaya?

jEndxRn ko{ sHÝday nhÄ hE, vStuka AEsa Svwav, _skojEn khte hEH, AEsI jEnnI Ôe cIj AHdr hE vItragSv$p¦svRivxuâ¦ _smeH rag nhÄ, pyaRy miln nhÄ, Aek smykI hIÌAvS=a wI nhÄ, pyaRy-Ôe Aek smykI hE vo wI nhÄ. pyaRy hEp` i5kazI \/uvmeH pyaRyka Awav hE. smjmeH Aaya?

;svRivxuâ-pairàimk. pairàimk Ae!le shjwav. ijsmeHshj$p, i5kazI \/uv-prmwav, AEsa Ôe prmwav. \/uvwav,&aykwav AivnaxIwav... _sko g/ahk (A=aRtŸ) _skoÔnnevalI ny, ny Ae!le &anka AHx, Ôe AEsa prmwav vStukopkDe-Ôè, _ska nam ãƒai=Rkny khneme H Aayega deqo¦;prmwavg/ahk xuâ_padanwUt'-phle _padan Aa gya, yepyaRyka =a, yh xuâ_padan \/uvka hE. xaÏ taTpyR dophrmeH Aaya=a, smjmeH Aaya?

\/uv... inTyanHdÝwu¦ ijsmeH hln-cln-moÙka marg AaErmoÙkI pyaRy wI ijsmeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ;AEsa xuâ

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_padanwUt' Aem xBd pDa hE n, AolamaH xuâ-_padan$pse AEsa=a, xuâ _padanwUt nhÄ =a, phle paHcmI pHi›. (pote xuâ_padan$pe krto n=I Ane vedto n=I) AEsa k=n =a, vhaH pyaRy=I, {\r ;xuâ-_padanwUt' i5kaz (|yeynI vat Ke) smjmeHAaya? xaHitse smjna, ApUvRcIj hE Aa !Ika AacayeR Ae!lIsU"mtase kIya, Aekla Am<t reD–aH Ke smjmeH Aaya?

ijsko smjna ho to _se smjna to pDega ne phle, (ik)k–a cIj hE? Ane k{ cIjkI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE.sMyGdxRn to \rmkI phelI sI#I hE, \rmkI dxa Ýg! huAe ibna_sko \rm khaHse hoga? smjmeH Aaya? &an ne cair5 to pIKep` sMyGdxRn ho to &an sCca hota hE AaEr &an sCca ho toSv$pmeH iS=rta ho to cair5 sCca hota hE, Ý=m ¹iÚka ivØyk–a hE _skI to qbr nhÄ to khte hEH ik ;prmwavg/ahk'-prmwavi5kaz, _se ÔnnevalI-g/h` Ae!le ÔnnevalI-g/h` krnevalI(ny), i5kazwavko g/h` krnevala AEsa nyka AHx-&ankavtRman AHx, Aage khega. ;xuâ _padanwUt' i5kazI \/uv &aykwgvan... cEtNyibHb¦ Anaid-AnHt (A=aRtŸ) Aaid-AHtivnaka, AEsa xuâ_padanwUt-xuâ _padan Sv$p, Aem khte hEH,Ae!la to ivxeØ` idya, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

xuâ ãƒai=Rknyse-AEsa Ôe cIj, i5kazI \/uv Svwav, yexuâ ãƒ¦ xuâ ãƒSvwav nam Ôe ãƒ-samaNySvwav yexuâãƒai=Rk-xuâãƒkI Aai=Rk-Ôe &anka Ýyojn xuâ-ãƒko lÙmeHlena hE AEsI nyko xuâ ãƒai=Rkny khte hEH. xuâ... ãƒ, ãƒ Ae!levStu Aai=Rk Ae!le ijska Ýyojn AEsa ny-Ôe &anka AHxkaÝyojn i5kazI \/uvko lÙmeH lena hE AEsa nyko yhaH xuâãƒai=Rknykhte hEH Aaha... ha¦

Aaha.. ha¦ sHsarmaH-veparmaH Aa vat hoy nhÄ, hoy? (tme)




be wa{Ao vCce Aa vat krI Ke? sHÝdaymaH Ôy TyaH y mze nhÄ(TyaH) wi› kro ne Ô5a kro ne pUÔ kro... dya pazo ne v/t kro,#Ik uH ne pUÔ kro ne v/t... S=ankvasI hoy to dya pazo, deravasIhoy to Ô5a-pUÔ kro... mHidr-mHidr bnavo. idgMbr hoy toAEsa qana ne AEsa n qana-pIna ={ g{ tpsa. \rm.. Ae.. y¦pop!wa{? (]ota:) AavuH cale Ke. (guÌdev:) cale Ke Tyare toAa vat cale Ke.

khete hEH... Ao.. ho.. ho.. ho AHdr. vStu je hE wgvan Aa„a\/uv¦ Ae AemaH xrIr to nhÄ, vaÌ to nhÄ, kmR to nhÄ, pu~y-papnaivkLp-rag vo to nhÄ p` Aek smyka pyaRy Ôe Ýg! pyaRy-ƒ›pyaRy Ôe vtRman AvS=a vo wI ijsmeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?ware wa{¦ saHwZyuH no hoy ke!lake to AavuH¦ ko` Ô e xuH hxe¦

;svRivxuâ'-fer lete hEH ye wa{ to Ônevale hEH, (|yantoAape) ke vStu hE AEsI vItragmargmeH vStuka marg meH (]ota:)Ýwuka margmeH hE (guÌdev:) Ýwu¦ piv5ta ka ipHD¦ Okla xuâSvwavka gHj ¦ Aekla inTyanHd p/wu ¦ inTy AanHd pDa hE AEsIcIj¦ Ae svRivxuâ-pairàimk A=va i5kaz wav¦ pairàimkAe!le shjpiràm-Aa„Sv$pka law Ae!le vaStivkAa„Sv$p te \/uv. pairàimknI ƒaQya hE ;pHcaiStkay'meH;Aa„Sv$plaw: pairàimk:' smjmeH Aaya? pHcaiStkaymeH hE.

(pHcaiStkay g/H=maH ÔetaH ÔetaH) ]ota: p4-pp maH(guÌdev:) p6maH Ke. qbr Ke ne¦ Ae.. KPpn (ga=a) AavI.KPpnmaH hE ;ãƒAa„lawhetuk: piràm:' sHSk<t hE, voAm<tcHãacayR kha hE. ãƒ-Aa„law, ãƒ nam vStu. vStu nampda=R, AaEr _ska Aa„law-Sv$pno law, ijsko yhaHpairàimk khte hEH, ãVy-AaTmlaw, vStuka Sv$p _ska law,law nam _skI hEyait (A=aRtŸ) vStuka i5kazI Sv$p, _ska

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law nam hEyait AEsa Ôe kar` AEsa piràm. smjmeH Aaya?Aa to AaiqrkI bat, sMyGdxRnka ivØykI hE (]ota: maq`

hE) (guÌdev:) maq` hE kwI sUna hI nhÄ AHdrmeH, je te sUnkrijHdgI gaz idya, (]ota: Ab suna{Ae Aap) ãƒ-Aa„lawhetuk: deqo¦ sHSk<tmeH hE (nIce) piràm Ae yu› jepairàimk-kEsa hE? ke Aa„law. Aa„law nam Sv$pka law.Sv$pka lawka A=R pyaRy nhÄ AhÄyaH, Sv$pkI hEyait¦ deqo,Aa„law ka A=R kÕsmeH ikya hE-hEyait.

wgvan Aa„a¦ inTyanHd¦ Aek smykI vtRman-Ýg!AvS=a isvay. smjmeH Aaya? Aa„law-Aa„anI hEyait j¡Ao¦pyaRykI hEyait nhÄ ikya Aa„akI yhaH. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ pu~y-papka rag to Aek baj¡ rhI gya p` AeksmykI pyaRy vo wIAa„law nhÄ, wgvan \/uv inTyanHd Ýwu¦ Aaid-AHt ivnakastŸ Sv$p AEsa Aa„a _ska law. Sv$pÝaiº nIce A=R ikya hEpHiDtÒ ne (ik) Aa„law Sv$pÝaiº-Sv$pne \arI raqnar-potane \arI raqnar hEyatI ãƒ potane \arI raqe-potanI hEyaitrhe tene pairàimk khene meH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aek tene jyhaH pairàimk kha hE pairàimk µ vStuka hEyait$p wav.i5kaz stŸ$p wav, i5kaz inTy$p wav _sko yhaH pairàimk-Aa„Sv$p-hEyait khenemeH Aata hE ijsmeH Aek smykI pyaRywI AatI nhÄ, nHdikxorÒ? AEsa ;prmwavg/ahk' AEsa i5kazIwav, Sv$pkI hEyait$p \/uv wav, \/uvwav _sko g/h` krnevalIny, ke je ;xuâ_padanwUt' i5kaz kha hE -AHdr AadrÌy cIjho to xuâ _padan-g/h` krnelayk cIj ho to ye cIj hE.sMyG¹iÚko (&anIko-) \m±ko ye xuâ_padancIj ye g/h` krnelaykye cIj hE. i5kazI \/uv Aa]y krnelayk y cIj hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AEsa ;xuâ_padanwUt' Awed kr idya hE, xuâ_padanwUt

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Sv$p, Aek smykI pyaRy cltI hE wle \rmkI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ho to wI _s pyaRyse riht, vtRman AvS=ase riht;xuâ_padanwUt' -i5kaz cIj, ;xuâãƒai=Rknye'-xuâ ãƒkoÔnnevalI-Aai=Rk ny AEsI ny. AEsI nyse ;Òv'-wgvanAa„a, kt<RTv-wo›<Tvse riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? jEndxRn sU"mhE. Aa jEndxRn, vStu je i5kazI \/uv &aykwav hE ye wav, ragkawI ktaR nhÄ, ragka wo›a nhÄ, bH\ka pir`amka ktaR nhÄ,bH\ka kar`$p pir`amka ktaR nhÄ, moÙkI pyaRyka ktaR nhÄ,moÙka magRkI pyaRyka ktaR-wo›a nhÄ, Are¦ gjb vat hE,nHdikxorÒ? puruØa=R hE, kid Aaya nhÄ ik puruØa=R k–a hE?

wgvan¦ tera FrmeH cIj AEsI hE (]ota:) sbkI AEsIiS=it hE? (guÌdev:) sbkI-sb Aa„ameH AEsa hE. st... stŸAivnaxI inTyanHd na=¦ AEsa Òv-vo Òv ho? \/uv vo Òv,(]ota:) vnSpit wI? (_¿r:) ye b\a, vnSpit-ingod sbwgvan prma„a SvtH5 hE smjmeH Aaya?

AaHhI to ¹iÚ ijsko krnI hE _sko khte hE ik |yey krnelayk Aa cIj hE, ye isvay ragka |yey, inim¿ka |yey AaEr AeksmykI pyaRyka |yey lÙmeH lenese \mR hota nhÄ-sMyGdxRn Ýaºhota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? waØa sadI hE, AEsI gU# nhÄ hE bhot,wle wav gU# ho ¦ smjmeH Aaya ? mgr kwI sUna nhÄ-smjenhÄ-\rmne name Ao\e Ao\e haHke, Aem n cale marg k–a cIj hE?k–a cIjko ¹iÚmeH lena _ska Aa]y krnese \rm hoga sMyGdxRn,ye ivna \mR hoga nhÄ. sMyGdxRn ivna ko{p` iÊya v/tinymAaid kre Ae b\a AekDa ivna xUNy hE. smjmeH Aaya? brabr @IkhE Aa, ga=ameH Aa gya. khaH gya ÝkaxdasÒ? hE ke nhÄ?

panuH Ke ke nhÄ? tmarI pase nhÄ, imla nhÄ? panuH Aapo,j¡Ao Aa„a Ôe{Ae ne tmare? AaHhI to =azI to Aape phelI,

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=azImaH wojn pIrsene? deqo, _smeH k–a ilqa hE?AEsa ;Òv' kEsa Òv ? ke Ôe ;svRivxuâ i5kaz-pairàimk

shj Aa„Sv$pkI hEyait$p wav'- Aohoho¦ Aek smykI pyaRy,Ae Aa„Sv$pkI hEyait nhÄ, Aek smykI pyaRymeH Ôe rmte hE-lÙ krte hEH vo pyaRy¹iÚ-im+ya¹iÚ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha..ha¦ pyaRybuiâ hE _skI.

AaHhI to khte hEH ke i5kazI wgvan, AEsa Ôe ;Òv' _prkha AEsa ivxeØ`vala. Ae kt<RTv-wo›<Àvse-ktaR-wo›a se prkaktaRwo›a nhÄ ragaidka ktaR nhÄ-wo›a nhÄ, Aa bH\-moÙkekar`ka ktaR wo›aH nhÄ, _sse xUNy-ktaR-wo›ake piràmsexUNy AaEr bH\-moÙke kar`se xUNy, AEsa kha hE. (]ota:) AxuâtaAne xuâta beyse (_¿r:) ha, bey smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd Ýwu¦ \/uv, siCcdanHd Sv$p, vocIj ragka ktaR nhÄ, ƒvhar-dya danka ktaR nhÄ Ane dya-danka wo›a wI \/uv cIj nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Ae isvay, bH\-moÙke kar`-bH\ka kar` Ôe im+yaTv-Av/taid piràm, _ssevo \/uv cIj riht hE. smjmeH Aaya?

bH\-moÙke kar`-phelaH _skI ƒaQya hotI hE, im+yaTvAaid Ôe piràm, bH\ka kar` hE ye bH\ka kar` piràm Ôe hE _sexUNy Aa„a hE, \/uvwgvan Aa„ameH ye piràm hE hI nhÄ. smjmeHAaya? moÙka kar`-Are, sMyGdxRn&ancair5 ka Ôe piràm-sCca moÙmarg, AEsa Ôe piràm, moÙmarg wI piràm hE-pyaRy hE-AeksmykI AvS=a hE moÙka marg$pI piràm-inüy,sCca sMyGdxRn-sCca sMyGdxRn-sCca sMykŸcair5$p vtRmanpiràm-pyaRy, _sse \/uv riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? xowalalÒ.

Aa puStk-panaH raQya Ke, ihNdIwaØI wa{ Aave, vaHce toqbr pDe ke jEndxRnmeH k–a hE? kEsI cIj hE? ye sb loijkse-

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yui›meH isâ krte hEH drkar nhÄ hE Anaidkalse. (]ota: puStk tohE _ske pas) (guÌdev:) qolvanI drkar k–aH Ke saHwzvavazane¦smjmeH Aaya?

Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan Aa„a¦ inTyanHd, xuH { ãƒai=Rknykaprmwav-Svwav wav, AEsI cIj ktaRse riht ne wo›ase riht.ikska? Aa bH\ka kar`$p piràm _ska ktaR nhÄ, moÙka kar`$ppiràm _ska ktaR nhÄ, Ae bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm se wIxUNy hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr bH\ ne moÙka piràmse xUNy. vophela bH\-moÙka kar` kha =a. smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan Aa„a, Ôe \/uvcIj hE ÒsmeH ¹iÚ denese, ¹iÚkI =apdenese sMyGdxRn hota hE AEsI Ôe cIj hE vo cIj ktaR ne wo›aseriht hE-pyaRyka ktaR-wo›a wI ãƒ nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?(]ota:) ktaR-wo›a ãƒ xI rIte hoy? smjmeH Aaya? Ahaha¦ApnI inmRz pyaRy-moÙka magRkI AanHdkI pyaRy, _ska wI Aeãƒ\/uv ktaR nhÄ ne _ska wo›a wI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

hE ik nhÄ? same panaH idya hE, pHdrse Kpaya hE ramÒwa{ne(]ota:) vj¡wa{Ae (guÌdev:) Ae to ramÒwa{Ae kæuH'tuH Tyarene¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: kar` prma„a) (guÌdev:) heH? kar`prma„a, { p` kar`-far` lena nhÄ, kayRka kar` AEsa AaHhInhÄ lena hE. smjmeH Aaya? vo to ;inymsar'meH pyaRyka k=nhE n-moÙmagRka TyaH kar` ne kayRkI bat hE n TyaH kar` ne kayRnIbat hE.

kayRka kar` \/uv, AEsa wI lena nhÄ AaHhI, smjmeH Aaya?Ae.. y? (]ota: k=n to =a) ;(guÌdev:) moÙmagRmeH pyaRykak=n hE' -moÙmagR wI pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya? vhaHse to _@ayahE 5IÒ ga=amaH ;Ay inymxBdSy'-inüy krne layk hE p` voto pyaRykI bat hE ãƒ to inüykI pyaRyka ktaR hI nhÄ, Aa re¦

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kaEn-sI ApeÙa se bat cltI hE sunna to caihAe ne-inymen cinüyen yTkayÅ' inüy=I krvalayk ho to moÙka magR krvalaykhE. sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5 p` Ae krnelayk pyaRy krnelayk hE.ãƒ to moÙmagRkI pyaRyka krnevala hI nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦

(]ota:) AEsa hE to jgh, jgh, kuK ilqte hEH to hm wUlÔte hEH (guÌdev:) wUl Ôte ho? @Ik¦ qatavhImeH qtvte ho iknhÄ jgh-jgh iwþ-iwþ ilqa ho to? ke flaàna namnaAekavn $ipya, flaàna hÔr $ipya, to Ôe Ôe qatameH qtvnaho to qtvte ho ke nhÄ, j¡da-j¡da ilqa hE to iwþ-iwþ qatemeHqtvte ho (]ota: vhaH to nhÄ wUlte) TyaH to wulta nhÄ (]ota:TyaH to nuksan Ke) (guÌdev:) AaHhI wI bDa nuksan hE, TyaH tonuksan hE hI nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya¦

pyaRyko ãƒmeH qtvna, ãƒko pyaRymeH qtvna-vo bDIqtvnImeH fer hE-Aa to vItrag svR& prma„a i5lokna=vItragdeve Ôna, _skI vaÌmeH AEsa Aaya AaEr AEsa hE. _skain$p` hota hE.

vStu hE to vStu \/uv hE AaEr Aek smyka kayR$pI pyaRy hE,p` ye kayRka kar` \/uv AEsa AhÄya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? \Ime-\Ime smjna yh to Am<tka Jrà hE, Lyo JràHKe-jykumar wI khte hEH-wgvan¦ bat to AEsI hE ko{ AlaEikkbat hE.

;Òv' k Esa Òv? _pr kha A Esa-;sv R ivx uâ-pairàimk-prmwav g/ahk-xuâ _padanwUt' xuâ ãƒai=Rknyse\/uv i5kazI cEtNy wgvan¦ Apna inj Sv$p¦ inTySv$p¦kaym rhnevalI cIj¦ stŸ hE to Aaid-AHtka wav ivnakI cIjvo (Òv) ktR<Àv-wo›<Tvse (xUNy hE) ye ApnI pyaRyka ktaRAaEr wo›ase ye \/uv-ãƒ to riht hE. smjmeH Aaya?

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ivxeØ Aayega pIKe ho-SpÚIkr` bhot Aayega ye to(320) ga=a hE n bDI Aahaha¦ jEn \rm iksko khte hEH _skIto qbr nhÄ. jEn\rmkI pyaRy-\rm to pyaRy hE-\mR vItragIpyaRy hE _ska wI ãƒ to ktaR wI nhÄ, wo›a wI nhÄ. Aaha..ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

\/uv icdanHd¦ Ýwu¦ inTyanHd¦ inivRkLp¦ ini*Êy¦ Awed AEsaÔe \/uvSvwav- AEsa Ôe Òv, vhI Òv, vo Òv ApnI pyaRymeHrag AaEr inmRzpyaRy-donÇ ka ktaR nhÄ, donÇka wo›a wI nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya?

bH\-moÙke kar`se xUNy hE, wgvan Aa„a, inTyanHd Ýwu¦\/uv, stŸ ye bH\ke kar`-im+yaTv, Av/t, Ýmad, kØay, yog yepiràmse wI \/uv to xUNy hE. ye piràm \/uvmeH hE nhÄ. AaErmoÙka marg-moÙka kar` hE n-Ùaiyk smikt, Ùaiyk cair5,sMyGdxRn &an-kevz&an, AhÄ to kar` Ke, moÙka kar`sMyGdxRn&ancair5 vItragIpyaRy-AvS=a-halt Ae kar`=I\/uv xUNy hE, ye piràm \/uvmeH hE nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

bH\-moÙka kar` AaEr piràm, Ae k–a ilya vzI? bH\-moÙka piràm Aem. bH\-moÙka kar` Ane Aa bH\-moÙ$pISvt: piràm. kevz&annaH piràm-isâkI pyaRy$pI piràmAne bH\ka piràm-vtRman im+yaTv Aaid, Ae piràmse \/uvxUNy hE. Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae... isâkI pyaRy-AnHt kevz&an-AnHt kevzdxRn-AnHtvIyR-AnHt AanHd AEsIÔe moÙkI pyaRy hE _sse \/uv xUNy hE. \/uvmeH moÙkI pyaRy hE nhÄAaha.. ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

ware vat wa{¦ bH\-moÙka kar` AaEr bH\-moÙ$pIpiràm, bey lena, bH\-moÙke kar`se wI xUNy hE. Aa„a-\/uvbH\ AaEr moÙke piràmse wI vStu (\/uvãƒ) xUNy hE-_ska

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nam wgvan \/uv cIj Òv khnemeH Aata hE, _s pr ¹iÚ denesesMyGdxRn hota hE Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

smjmeH Aaye AEsI cIj hE hÇ, AEsI ko{ waØa AEsI nhÄ hEwle k@` pDe AHdr go@vvamaH... p` magR Aa Ke-cIj AEsI hEAEsa to Qyal Aavene _sko AHdr?

icdŸibMb pDa hE AHdr.. \/uv stŸ hE-vStuka Sv$p \/uv. ye?;Òv'-ApnI pyaRy Ôe khnemeH Aata hE _ska wI ktaR-wo›anhÄ Ane vo bH\-moÙka kar`$p Ôe piràm hE _sse ye \/uv xUNyhE. AaEr bH\ ne moÙka sI\a piràm Ôe hE _s piràmse \/uv xUNyhE cImnwa{? AavuH ko{ id' saHwZyuH tuH? (]ota:) bH\-moÙnaHkar` ne piràm to Ke ne? (guÌdev:) kI\uH ne¦ bH\-moÙka piràmhE p` bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm Ane bH\-moÙnaH potanaHpiràm Aem. smjmaH AaƒuH? (]ota:) na (guÌdev:) bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm AaEr bH\-moÙ$p piràm. smje nhÄ?bH\ Ôe hE _ska kar` im+yaTv Aaid Ae piràm Ae piràmsexUNy AaEr moÙke kar`-moÙka magR$p piràm sMyGdxRn&an,Ae piràmse \/uv xUNy Ane bH\piràm-sI\a bH\ piràmvtRman kar` bH\ka kar` nhÄ ne moÙnaH piràm, moÙna (sI\a)piràm _sse wI (\/uv) xUNy. pHiDtÒ? hE AEsI cIj? AaquHvaHcI gya hE n phele (]ota: vaHCyuH'tuH p` AavuH nhotuH vaHCyuH) AapHiDtÒ Ke bey Ane Aa vkIl hE ko' smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:Aem e smajna kam kyaÅ Ke) (guÌdev:) \Uze'y krta nhÄ hEsmajka kam, smajka kam ko` krte hEH?

AaHhI to khte hEH ãƒ, ApnI pyaRyko kre nhÄ, to smajka(kam) kaEn kre? Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ vItrag svR& prme¬rka marg-Aa„a ho. Aa„a vItrag Ae!le tuH, tera prme¬r vItragSv$psewrapDa hE. vItrag AEsI \/uv cIj-ApnI pyaRy ko kre ne wogve

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nhÄ to prko smajko k–a kre? Aiwman krke im+yaTvwavkokre¦ to wI vo im+yaTvwavse \/uv to xUNy hE, smjmeH Aaya?Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm, Aem lena, bH\-moÙkakar`$p piràm, _ska kar`$pe Ane bH\-moÙ$pI piràm,_sse xUNy hE, \/uv AEsa \/uv _sse qalI hE, Apna AanHd Aaidgu Çse wrpUr hEH to wI vh pyaRyse xUNy hE, vahrevah gjb vathE (]ota:) inmRz pyaRyse wI? (guÌdev:) inmRl pyaRyse wI vexUNy hE.

moÙnaH kar` ne moÙ-pyaRy-isâkI pyaRyse \/uv xUNy hE,pyaRy hE n, pyaRy to Aek smykI AvS=a hE (_sme xUNy) \/uvcIj hE i5kazI \/uv Ôe kevz&ankI pyaRy ne isâkI pyaRyse qalIhE, isâkI pyaRy _smeH hE nhÄ, pyaRy, pyaRymeH hE, \/uvmeH hE nhÄ.ware vat wa{¦ Aey? smjmeH Aate hE n Qyal. Aa to Am<treDte hEH Am<t. smjmeH Aaya?

Aoho¦ be lI!ImeH iktna wr idya hE, Aage ivxeØ Aayega ho,SpÚ kreHge, Aa to AesI vat khnemeH Aa g{ hE AEsa yhaH kha hE;svRivxuâ &an Ai\kar' _paDa hE _smeH ye bat khnemeH Aa g{ hE.

;AEsa smuday patinkameH kha gya =a' deqo¦ phlesHSk<t!IkameH vo ga=a Aa g{ hE _smeH khenemeH Aa gya hE. smjmeHAaya? hÒ to AaHhI ma=aku! bharnI, dya-dan ne v/t kro totmne \rm =ay, \Uze y n =ay hve saHwzne¦ (]ota:) pHcmkazmaH=ato hxe¦ (guÌdev:) pHcmkazmaH y n =ay suqDI Ke te pHcmkazmaHpexabnI =atI hxe? Aa!a, sakr ne FI Ae 5 ekI suqDI hotI hE,pHcmAarameH Ae 5èkI jgaAe paÌne @eka e pexab ne Aa!ane@eka e kadv, _skI suqDI bntI hE? Aey.. xe@? (]ota:) ma'rajAap bar-bar inüykI bat krte ho to ko{ ndImeH DUbta ho to

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DUbne deH? (guÌdev:) p` ko` DUbte hEH, DUbe ko`? vo to AEsI dehkIiÊya honevalI ho to huAe ibna rhe nhÄ, ivkLp Aave p` ivkLpAaya to dehkI iÊya hu{ AEsa nhÄ he, AaEr dehkI iÊya hu{ to bcgya vo AEsa wI nhÄ. (]ota:) bcavvano wav Aaƒo te \mRto huAa? (guÌdev:) \mR to _smeH khaH hE? rag hE AaEr ragApneko ihtkr manta hE vo to im+yaTvka poØk hE.

Ajr Pyala hE wa{¦ vItragka marg hE bapu¦ Aaha.. ha¦(]ota:) margne to Aap pyaRy @ervo Ko ne pyaRy to ãƒmaH KenhÄ. (guÌdev:) heH ? marg pyaRy hE, kt<RTv pyaRymeH hE, kt<RTvãƒmeH kEsa? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ktRƒ-ktRƒ khna yh topyaRymeH hE, AEsI pyaRyka ktaR wgvan hE hI nhÄ. Aey nHdikxorÒ?hE ik nhÄ {smeH? (xaÏ) panaH hE vo xBdka A=R to hota hE-&anto krna pDega n, AwI tk sUna =a kuK ne Aa vat hE dUsrIAaha... ha¦ (]ota:) idgMbrkI vaÌmeH idgMbr honekI hI bathE (guÌdev:) idgMbrnI vaÌse idgMbr hona-idgMbr namrag ivna pyaRy ivnakI ¹iÚ krna vo idgMbr hE (]ota:) tTkalA=R bdl idya (guÌdev:) sbka A=R bdl idya-Aa Amare xe@khte =e. smjmeH Aaya? jEsa =a vEsa hE-Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya to khte hEH ßyaH ¹iÚ naqna hE, Ae ktRƒ pyaRymeH hEmoÙmagRkI pyaRy ktRƒ hE p` vo to pyaRyka ktRƒ hE, \/uvmeH kt<RTvhE hI nhÄ (]ota:) kb? (guÌdev:) i5kaz. Ae i5kaz hE, vo batto ikya-piràmse xUNy hE to _ska A=R k–a hE? smjmeH Aaya?piràm-moÙnaH piràm-ye inüysMyGdxRn-&ancair5 hE vepiràm hEH vo piràm ktRƒ hE to vo ktRƒ to ãƒmeH hE nhÄ,piràmmeH ktRƒ ho to ho... Aahaha¦ xowalalÒ? kwI sUna hInhÄ NyaH bIDImaH k–aH Aa? htuH y nhÄ Aa paKuH TyaH xe@ Aem khe Kene¦ NyaH to =ay nhÄ ne¦

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Aahaha¦ vat AevI Ke¦ pyaRy _pr {tna Ôer-rag_pr Ôer deta hE Are, wgvan rag ne pyaRy to teremeH hE hInhÄ, sUn to shI, iktna Ôer tere dena hE? pyaRy _pr Ôer degato mUH#-im+ya¹iÚ hoga, smjmeH Aaya?

Ajr Pyala ipAo mtvala, icNhI A|yaTmvasa¸AanHdFn cetn VhE qele, deqe lok tmaxa.

Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan to AanHdkHd hE, vh jgtka saÙI wInhÄ wa{? (]ota:) saÙI to pyaRymaH hoy ne¦ (guÌdev:) saÙIto pyaRy hE-smjmeH Aaya? AEsI AEsI saÙIkI pyaRy to _smeHAnHt pDI hE, i5kaz lena hE AaHhI to... smjmeH Aaya? Aahrq-jm`kI ga=a hE Aa, lG™ hota ho tb krte hEH ne Aaiqrkajm`, Amare AhÄya krte hEH kai@yavaDmeH (]ota:) hve pa!± hog{¦ (guÌdev:) pa!± ho g{ to vo lo. Amare phle lgn hota=a ne to lgnmeH-xadImeH sat !Hk jmaDte =e, sat !Hk smje? tInidn AaEr Aek Aa\aidn. (]ota:) hmare yhaH wI paHc-paHc idnhota =a. (guÌdev:) yhaH wI phle AEsa hota =a (]ota:)b/aïòmaH to mihno (guÌdev:) b/aïòmeH to Aek mihna-mihnaAmara gammaH hE Aek ]ImazI b/aï`. Aek mihna rqe ÔnkopIKe Aaiqrke idn jm` kre (hrqjm`) Ae!le saramaH saruH neêcamaH êcuH jm` kre Aem Aa saramaH saruH ne êcamaH êcuH jm`Ke Aa. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:) yhaH ikskI xadI ho rhI hE?(guÌdev:) xadI, Aa„akI.. wa{? Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a¦ AaHhI to khte hE ik xadIke piràmse wI\/uv xUNy hE, xadIka kya, moÙka margke piràmse wI \/uv xUNyhE, te to k–a isâpdkI pyaRyse \/uv xUNy hE. Aahaha¦ xuâtakIpyaRy Ôe hE _sse wI \/uv xUNy hE-\/uv xUNy hE k–Çik kevz&anAaid to Ùaiyk pyaRy hE-vo Ùaiykwav hE vo Aayega, Ùaiykwav

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to pyaRy hE, pyaRy \/uvmeH nhÄ hE, pairàimk (wav) to i5kazI\/uv hE _smeH pyaRy-fyaRy kEsI? smjmeH Aaya?

;bH\-moÙke kar` AaEr kt<RTv-wo›<Tvse AaEr piràmsexUNy' AEsa Òv AEsa smudaypatinkameH khnemeH Aaya =a-k=nmeHphle Aa khna =a AEsa Aa gya =a, püat car ga=a äara ÒvkeAkt<RTvgu ke ƒaQyankI muQytase samaNy ivvr` ikya gya,phle Aa Aa gya hE, Ab ivxeØ pIKe khega car ga=a äara, ÒvAkt<RTv hE-ÒvmeH kt<RTv hEH hI nhÄ, prka pyaRyka Akt<RTvgu keƒaQyankI muqytase-muQytase samaNy k=n ikya gya-ivvrìkya, ivvr` kho ke k=n kho, ttŸ püatŸ car ga=a äara xuâkowI Ýk<it ke sa= Ôe bH\ hota hE ye A&anka mahaTMy hE, AEsaA&anka sam+yR khne$p ivxeØ k=n ikya gya =a.

k–a khte hEH j¡Ao¦ Are, AEsa wgvan (Aa„a) xuâ \/uvÝwu¦ ijsmeH pyaRy wI nhÄ to ivkar to khaH Aaya? AEsI cIjmeHAa bH\ Ôe A&anka Ýg! hota hE, prkmRka bH\ hota hE vo toA&anka mahaTMy hE. Sv$pka wan nhÄ ye A&anke kar`se bH\hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:) A&annuH maha„y? (guÌdev:)A&anka mahaTMy hE ne A&anka maha„y hE ik nhÄ?

Aaha¦ vStuka mahaTMy KoDkr, A&anka mahaTMy¦ Aa k–ahuAa¦ ke!lak khte hE n Aa„a xuâ hE n, piv5 hE ne¦ _smeH yeA&an khaHse Aaya? Aem ke!lak khe Ke (Aeno _¿r:) { pyaRymeH_TpNn ikya to Aaya. smjmeH Aaya?

icdanHd wgvan, inTyanHdka na= _ske _pr ¹iÚ n krkeAek smyka rag AaEr pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ krke A&an _Tpþ huAa,A&anke kar` AEsa \/uv Sv$p hone pr wI bH\ hota hE, smjmeHAaya? AEsa A&anka sam+yR kha hE j¡Ao A&anka sam+yR khahE w/màka sam+yR¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:) pyaRy Aek ne AenuH sam+yR

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kevuH? guÌdev: hE ne¦Aaha.. ha¦ mhaÝwu¦ i5kaz AanHdkHdka na=, _ska Aa]y

n ikya AaEr Aek smykI pyaRy-ragka Aa]y ikya, A&anhuAa, A&an ka sam+yR hE ye bH\ka kar`meH to... smjmeH Aaya?(]ota:) \rmnuH sam+yR Ke ne Ae to¦ (guÌdev:) \rmnuH sam+yRbH\meH khaHse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Ae.. y Aa ragse \rm hotahE Aem khte hEH ik nhÄ? ƒvhar rTn5yse inüyrTn5y hota hE,\UzmeHy hota nhÄ sUn to shI. je!la ƒvhar sa\n-fa\n khahE { inüyse sa\n nhÄ p` ba\k hE. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH qulailya hE. ko'smjmeH Aaya sa\k kha vohI ba\k hE smjmeH Aaya?

AlaEikk cIj¦ pyaRy Ôe AHdrmeH vtRmanmeH vtRtI hE, ye pyaRysewI vStu AHdr xUNy hE AEsa Ý=m k=nmeH Aa gya hE, pKI ilyaik bH\ k–Ç hota hE AEsI cIjmeH bH\ k–Ç hota hE? kmRka bH\ ikyato k–Ç bH\ Aaya? to khte hEH Sv$pka icdanHd wgvan, _skaQyal ibna-&an ibna, _ska A&anse bH\ hota hE, smjmeHAaya? A&anka mahaTMy hE, AEsa A&anka sam+yR kha, AEsaA&anka sam+yR$pe ivxeØ ivvr` krnemeH Aaya tTpüatŸ carga=a äara Òvka Awo›<Tvgu ka ƒaQyankI muQytase ƒaQyankrnemeH Aaya-phle kha =a p` Awo›<Tv gu ka samaNy ƒaQyan=a, phle-phle Aaya n, ye Awokt<Tvgu ka ivxeØ ƒaQyan hE,Tyar bad do ga=a khnemeH AayI ijske äara, pUveR bar ga=ameH ;xuâinüyse' kt<RTv-wo›<Tv ke Awav$p-xuâ inüyse wgvanAa„a, pyaRyka ktaR ne wo›a nhÄ t=a bH\moÙke kar` nepiràmka Awav$p-phle xUNy kha =a, smjmeH Aaya?

\/ uv wgvan Aa„a, vo to bH\ka kar` ne moÙkakar`piràm AaEr bH\ne moÙ$p piràmse Awav$p hE, TyaHxUNy kha =a, yhaH Awav kha, AEsI bat Aa g{ hE smjmeH

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Aaya? Ôe ƒaQyan ikya gya, _ska hI _psHhar krnemeH Aaya,_ska hI _psHhar hE, {s Ýkarse smysarkI ;xuâa„anuwUit-lÙ`'-deqo¦ wgvan Aa„a \/uv¦ _ska AnuwUit-Anuwv honaAEsI AnuwUit ijska lÙ` AEsI ;taTpyRv<i¿' namkI !IkameHmoÙai\kar sHbH\I cUilka smaº hu{ A=va ANy Ýkarse ƒaQyankrnese, yhaH moÙai\kar smaº huAa.

ifr ivxeØ khnemeH Aata hE, hve ivxeØ SpÚIkr` Aayega,khte hEH AaEpximkaid paHc wavomeH iks wavose moÙ hota hE vhivcarnemeH Aata hE, hve jrI'k bat (]ota:) vo to pyaRykI vat(guÌdev:) pyaRykI bat hE ye paHc wavomeH Aek (wav) ãƒ wI hEAne car pyaRyeH hEH _smeH k{ pyaRyse moÙ hota hE? k{ AvS=aseAa„akI mui› hotI hE? smjmeH Aaya?

AaEpximkaid paHc wavomeH iks wavse moÙ hota hE Ab vhivcarte hEH, hve wav k–a? TyaH AaEpximk phle wav, _pximk kaA=R: Aa„ameH _pxm sMyGdxRn ne sMykŸcair5 hota hE, vo_pxmwav $p hE. Ùy nhÄ _skI Ýk<itka prma u pDa hE, jEsejlmeH mel hE _smeH f!kDI naqnese mel bE@ gya hE, mel smßyane?mel besI gyo Ke, nIkzI gyo n=I, AEse Aa„ameH { sMyGdxRnmeH_pxm, Ýk<itka @rna-@rna vh _pxm huAa, Ýk<itka Awav(Ùy)nhÄ huAa hE, smjmeH Aaya?

Aek daqlo yad Aaƒo Amare palejmaH, mnsuqne qbr nohoy AenaH phelaHnI-tara jnm phelaHnI vat Ke, Aek vqar htIne vqar tenI nIce paKz Aek spR grI gyelo mo!o, FàH vrsnIvat Ke AenaH phelaHnI vat Ke Amare TyaH (palejmaH) dukan htIne¦ vqar mo!I, spR mo!o, ka#vo xI rIte? FàH loko AavI cDyatemaH ko'k mo!o hxe ne te e kæuH paÌ KaH!o (]ota:) paÌ KaH!e torhe nhÄne mre nhÄ (spR) mrI p` n Ôy Ane nIkzI Ôy,

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paKz vqar htI ne TyaH nIce spR, taro jNm to cImotermaH =yo,AenaH phelaHnI vat Ke. { spR, mo!o spR hve tene pkDvo xI rIte?Ane nIce xuH khevay? hDfo-hDfo¦ hDfo Ae!le lakDano-lakDanIpe!I, hve lakDanI pe!ImaH mal (pe!I) _paDvI xI rIte? smÔ uH?ko{Ae kæuH ke paÌ KaH!o, paÌ KaH!–a pKI pkDo, Aem Aa Ýk<it_pr paÌ KaH!–uH pheluH (Ae _pxm) smjmaH AaƒuH?

dxRnmohnI Ýk<it ne cair5mohnI Ýk<it _pr paÌ KaH!–uHpheluH (Ýk<it xaHt ={ g{) Awav kyÈ n=I, AevuH pyaRymaH_pxm, yad AavI gyuH (¹ÚaHt) smjmaH AaƒuH? AEsa sMyGdxRn,(¹ÚaHt) FÌ vqt yad AavtuH.

_pxm sMyGdxRn phle kha deqo¦ _smeH dohI le lena,AaEpximÞa do Ýkar-Aek _pxmsMyGdxRn AaEr _pxmcair5-do Ýkar yh Ùayopximkka A#ar Ýkar-tÀva=RsU5meH A#ar(Ýkar) idya hE. (mit, ]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRy Ae car &an,kumit, ku]ut, kuAvi\ Ae 5` A&an cÙu, AcÙu, Avi\ Ae 5`dxRn, Ùayopximk dan-law-wog-_pwog-vIyR Ae paHc liB\,Aem car´5`´5` Ane paHc wedo temj Ùayopximk cair5Ane sHyma sHym, Ùayopximkwavna A#ar wed Ke. ;tÀva=RsU5'AEse A#ar wav hE ye tÀva=RsU5meH hE AaEr Ùaiykka nv bol hE(kevz&an, kevzdxRn, Ùaiykdan, Ùaiyklaw, Ùaiykwog, Ùaiyk_pwog, Ùaiyk vIyR t=a ;y' khetaH ÙaiyksMykŸTv Ane Ùaiykcair5-Aem Ùaiykwavna nv wed Ke ;tÀva=RsU5 A. 2. sU54') AaEr _dyna AekvIs bol hE tÀva=R sU5ke (ityÅc, nrk,mnu*y, dev Ae car git, Êo\, man, maya, low Ae car kØay,ÏIved, puruØved, Ane npuHskved Ae 5` ilHg, im+yadxRn, A&an,AsHym, AisâTv t=a k<*`, nIl, kapot, pIt, pÍ, xukl Ae KleXya Aem carćar´5`ÁekÁekÁek Aek Ane K -Ae b\a

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mzIne AaEdiykwavna AekvIs wedo Ke.Ae car wav pyaRy$p hE, Ae care wav AvS=a$p hE, i5kazI

\/uvSv$p nhÄ. =oDa smjna pDe w{ lHba ke!lakne qbrey nhoy, paHc wavna namey AavDta n hoy-paHc wav hE to Aa carwav to pyaRy$p hE, AvS=a hE. Aa„a \/uv Ôe hE i5kaz vo topairàimk wave hE vo to ãƒ$p hE, Ane Aa car Ke { pyaRy-AvS=a$p hE bey mzIne Ýma`ka ivØy bnta hE, sU"m =oDa Aagya. smjmeH Aaya?

Ae car wav pyaRy$p hE, pyaRy smje? AvS=a, phle khane Ôe \/uv, xuâ ãƒai=Rknye Ôe Òv, \/uv _skI pyaRy$p Aa carwav hE, Ae car wav \/uv$p nhÄ, tÀva=RsU5meH Aata hE pìvcar nhÄ drkar nhÄ, Aa to dxlÙÌ pvRmeH boleÔy giDya,giDya boLye Ôy pHiDtÒ? nHdikxorÒ? hE giDya¦

khte hEH { car wav pyaRy$p, ivxeØ SpÚIkr` AageAayega-

(Ýma` vcn)

\mR\UrH\r yogINãdev pokar kre Ke ke Are¦ AaTma¦tuH prmaTma jevo Ko KtaH tuH ijnmaH ne taramaH fer paDeKo? fer paDIx to fer ke dI KU!xe? te=I khe Ke ke huH ragvazoALp&tavazo Om mnn nih kro p` je ijneNã Ke te jhuH KuH OvuH mnn kro¦ Arere, huH ALp& KuH, maramaH AavIkaH{ takat hotI hxe?--O vat rheva de wa{¦ huH pUr`prmaTma =vane layk KuH--Om nih p` pUr` prmaTmaATyare huH KuH-- Om mnn kr¦ Aahaha¦¦

(Aa„\mR AHk-703, me 2002, panuH-2)

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pU. guÌdev]InuH A|yaTm rsrock maimRk (A"arx:)p/vcn smysar ga=a-3r0 jysenacayRnI !Ika

ta. r0-8-70(smysar) 320 ga=a, jysen AacayRkI !Ika, Ai\kar prm

rhSymy =a, =a k–a khte hEH tuMharI ihNdImeH (]ota: =a) =oDa sU"mpDa, ifr wI sUne to qra¦ kya cIj he? vaStivk bar AHgne isâaHtkasar¦ isâaHt Ae Ke ke &aykwav Apna Aa„a, \/uv prm pair`aimk-wav lÙ` tÀv¦ _skI sNmuq hokr ]âa-&an krna ye sara barAHgka sar hE, AenI pKI b\I !IkayuH ne ivStar smjmeH Aaya?

j¡Ao¦ Aap e yhaH Aaya hE ;ivviÙt Aekdex xuânyai]t yhwavna' k–a wavna? Ôe cEtNySv$p &aykwav vo trfkIAekag/ta, AEsI Ôe wavna nam inmRzdxa, ye Aekdex xuâ nyai]thE, kem ke ƒ›$p pyaRy hE ne¦ ƒ›-Ýg!$p moÙka marg-sMyGdxRn&ancair5 ke Ôe i5kazI ãƒka Aa]yse AnuwvmeH Aaya,to ye Aekdex xuâ hE, ye inivRkar SvsHvedn lÙ` Ùayopximk &anhonese &ankI Ý\antase yhaH k=n ikya hE. Aam to (phle mUlpa@meH) tInwav (_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk) Aa gya =a AaHhI toAeklo Ùyopxm$p wav ilya.

i5kazI wgvan Aa„a¦ &ayk Sv$p vo trfkI Aekag/taseÔe ivkas huAa &anka pyaRymeH ye Ùayopximk &an$p honese ;Ôe keAekdex ƒi›$p hE'-Aek AHxe Ýg!$p hE (A=aRtŸ) Aek AHx Ýg!$phE, cahe to moÙ ho p` Aek AHx Ýg!$p hE, pyaRy AHx j Ke, qHDhE, AHx hE, wed hE-Aek smykI dxa vo k–a cIj (hE?)

AEsa honese, t=aip AEsI pyaRy inmRz... Ýg! hu{, Svwav\/uvke Aa]yse, \/uv cEtNy wgvan _sko AHdr ¹iÚ-|yey krke,dUsrI trfse ¹iÚ sme!-krke-smjmeH Aaya? vo wI hE naiStsek=n Apna F/uv cEtNy &aykmeH ¹iÚ lgana Aor vo trfka &an

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krna Aor _smeH lIn hona vo moÙka marg hE, xuw-Axuw wavko{ moÙka marg nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? AEsI Ýg!dxa, xi›meHseƒ›-Ýg! dxa hu{ inmRz ;to p`'-t=aip-top` khte hEH netmare ihNdI waØameH? (]ota: to (wI) to wI-t=aip |yatapuruØ AEsa wata hE-sMyG¹iÚ |yan krnar AaTma, {sko watahE ik i5kaz cIjko wata hE. smjmeH Aaya?

xuâ wgvan Aa„a¦ AnHt-AnHt suqsagrka srovr-suqsagrka _Klta dirya... suqsagr¦ AEsI cIj Ôe i5kazIhE, _smeH AHtrmeH Aekag/ hokr, Svwavka |yey bnakr, Ôe pyaRy-inmRzdxa Aek AHxe Ýg! hu{, p` Ae |yan krnelayk nhÄ,|yanmaH _sko |yey bnanelayk nhÄ, nHdikxorÒ? Aaha... ha¦;|yata puruØ'-Apna Sv$p xuâ |yan krnevala Aa„a,sMyGdxRn&ancair5-ye tInÇ |yan hE, k–a kha? (]ota:)sMyGdxRn&ancair5 ye tInÇ |yan hEH (guÌdev:) |yan hEH, ye |yanijsko Ýg! huAa, vo |yanI iksko |yata hEH? smjmeH Aaya?

AnHt suqsagrka nIr Ýwu¦ j¡Ao¦ sagrmeH nIr(jz)hota hE ne¦ (]ota:) sagrmeH to nhÄ hE¦ (guÌdev:) nhÄ, nhÄ,nhÄ tmara sagrnI vat nhÄ, ye to injsagr¦ AnHt sagr¦nIr (&annIr se pirpU R) smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Ýwu (Aa„a),|yan krnevala \m± iksko |yata hE? iksko |yey bnate hEH? yeinim¿ko-wgvanko |yey nhÄ bnate hEH Aem khte hEH (]ota:)F`I coqv! (guÌdev:) Aaha... ha¦ Ae ivkLp-dya-dan-v/tkavcmeH ho _sko (|yata puruØ) |yey nhÄ bnate hEH, sMyG¹iÚ-\m±Òv, ijsko sMykŸ AeksmykI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! hu{ hE-moÙmagRkI, _sko wI |yey nhÄ bnate hEH, smjmeH Aaya? barAHgka incoD-sar Aa hE, smjemH Aaya?

|yata puruØ AEsa wata hE-AEsa |yeyko wavna krte hEH, kEsa

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|yey? Ôe skl inravr` hE Aa„a Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao¦ rag Aaidto _dywav hE, p` xaÏmeH Ùyopxm, _pxm ne Ùaiykko savr`khnemeH Aaya hE, pHiDtÒ? k–a khte hEH? ;inymsar'meH hE-savr`hE ne-Aavr`ke AwavkI ApeÙa Aa{ ne¦ pHcaiStkaymeH ilya ncar wav kmRk<t, wEya? (]ota: kuHdkuHdcayeR) (guÌdev: kuHdkuHdacayeRmUzpa@meH ilya hE, (k–Çik) kevz&an qHD$p Aek smykI pyaRyhE-_sme Aavr`ka AwavkI ApeÙa Aa g{, kevz&anko wIivwavwav-ivwav&an khnemeH Aaya hE, ivwav nam ivxeØwavwa{? ivwav nam ivxeØwav ye samaNywav nhÄ, Aaha... ha... ha¦

khte hEH ;skl inravr`'-kevz&anko wI, car (wav)Aavr`vala kha hE, car wavko ;inymsar'meH-_dy, _pxm,Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk car Aavr`vala (kha gya hE) kyuHik AekmeHAavr`ka inim¿ hE ne tInÇmeH Aavr`ka AHxe Awav ka kar` hEto care ApeÙavala wav ho gya, to savr`-Aavr`vala khidya _nko, (AaEr) wgvan Aa„a skl inravr` i5kalinravr`-Aavr` ijsko hE hI nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

—AhÄ Aa„tÀv inüyse iksko khte hEH ye bat cltI hE,inüyse... y=a=Rse... sTyse... vaStivkse |yan krnar \m± Òv,iksko AaTma mante hEH ne iksko |yey bnate hEH, vo bat cltI hE .

;skl inravr`' (Aa„a hE) dUsra Aavr`vala hE vo toAaya, wa{¦ car wav Aavr`vala hE Aem Aayane _smeH? (]ota:AaHhI Ke) (guÌdev:) AaHhI AaƒuH Aem nhÄ bIje (inymsarmaH)p` Ke.

i5kaz wgvan sTy Ôe &anSvwav wav, \/uvwav, Anaid-AnHt Aek$pwav, ye i5kazwav skl inravr`, vo car wavAavr`vala hE vo |yeymeH lene layk nhÄ (]ota: nhÄ, nhÄ,nhÄ) Ao.. ho.. ho.. ho¦ smjmeH Aaya? ma=e kha ne Aekdex Ýg!

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huAa inmRl AanHd-suqanHd¦ Lyo¦ suqanHd \mRxaza Ke ne tmareTyaH muHb{maH ne, Aey cHãkaHtwa{ wazI Ke ke nhÄ, Aavel KesuqanHd \mRxaza, { bar`amaH bese Ke TyaH, suqanHd \mRxazawgvan Aa„a hE, suqne AanHdna SvwavvazI \mRxaza {Aa„a, AEsa \/uv Aa„a¦ _ska Aa]y krke, |yey bnakr ÔevItragI inivRkLp sMyGdxRn-sMyG&an xaHtI AanHd Aaid ÔeÝg! huAa vo |yey nhÄ \m±ka, tem kevz&an \m±ka |yey nhÄAem khte hEH AhÄya. Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

smysarmeH Aate hEH _pay-_pey, pIKe Ai\kar Aata hE n_pay-_pey (]ota: KeLla wagmaH) Aaqr ke wagmeH lo, lo Aeyad Aa gya. vhaH _pay to moÙka marg hE, _pey to moÙmagRkafz AEsa isâpd hE TyaH AEsa ilya hE ;smysar' _pay-_pey-_pay to moÙka kar` hE AaEr _pey moÙ$p dxa, _sko TyaH... |yeyAne Aa sa\n TyaH khnemeH Aaya hE, pHcaiStkay meH wI Aata hEn-ƒvhar sa\n-sa|y iwþ sa\n-sa|y¦ Lyo¦ ko' vat k{xElI wa{¦

Aiwþ sa\n-sa|y kho to wI inmRz vItragI pyaRysa\n AaEr pUr` vItragpyaRy-vItragI dxa pUr` moÙ te sa|y¦smjmeH Aaya? AaHhI to khe Ke ke ;sa|y' Ae nhÄ (]ota: { sa|ybIj¡H? (guÌdev:) kya A=RmaH khe Ke- { to Ýg! krvanI ApeÙaAeTyaH sa|y khnemeH Aaya hE p` Ýg! ikska Aa]yse hota hE?Aaha... ha¦

|yata puruØ (AEsa wate hEH ik) skl inravr` wgvanAa„a¦ \/uv inravr` cEtNy ipHD¦ cEtNy ibMb¦ prm suqsagrkasmuã hE, Ae iblkul Aavr` ne Aavr`ka AwavkI ApeÙa Ae\/uvmeH hE nhÄ, AaEr ;AqHD' deqo¦ kevz&an Aaid pyaRyo qHD(qHD) hE, AHx hE, pyaRy AHx hE Aata hE n wa{¦ ÝvcnsarmeH

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pyaRy AHx hE pyaRy AHx hE-AHxI nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?AaHhI to hÒ k–aHk=I bnxe smikt-smikt, wgvannI

Ýitma=I ne, sMmedixqrnI Ô5amaH=I ne smikt =xe¦AaHhI khte hEH ik smiktka |yey to \m±ko pU aRnHd Ýwu Ae

|yey hE, NyaHse smikt Ýaº hota hE, xe@¦khte hE H ik ;AqHD' hE, deqo¦ waØa wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd

Ýwu¦ mha AiSt$p Svwav, inüy-vaStivk-y=a=R Aa„a Ôe\/uv hE, vo AqHD hE. _smeH qHD hE nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ Ae \m±ko |yey hE,smiktI-&anIko vo |yey hE, Aahaha¦ AqHD same qHDka inØe\,;Aek' Aoho¦ AHqD meH Awed Aa gya, smjmeH Aaya? Ae.. k,pyaRy to Anek hE, vStu trIke \/uvwgvan (Aa„a) to ;Aek' hE,smjmeH Aaya?

xuH khe Ke tmare... AeÞo Aave Ke ne rmvamaH wa{¦ Aave Ke ne¦gHÒpano AeÞo (]ota: { hukmno AeÞo) ha, hukmno AeÞo, {ÒtI Ôy Aem hoy Ke ne¦ gulo ne ra`I ne badxah ne AeÞo¦ AaveKe ne AemaH (]ota: { hukmno AeÞo) Aoloy AeÞo c#I Ôy AevoKe, to hukmno AeÞo to qlas¦ pKI khe Ke (Aene ko{ n Òte)badxah krtaH AeÞo êco hoy Ke Aem rmta'ta ne¦ Aa rmtAmara mamane Fre, nanI ëmrmaH b\uH rmtaH-=oDuH =oDuH b\uH kyuÅ Ke=oDuH =oDuH, Amare mama htane TyaH Aa b\I rmtuH caltI, g<hS=hta tene TyaH vaHcta-rmtaH AeÞo ne gulo nanI ëmrnI vat Ke hÇ¦

AhÄya to khe Ke ke gulo to pyaRy Ke Aa wgvan Aa„abadxah ne AeÞo Ke. ;Aek'-wgvan Aa„a pU R \/uv, Ae... kijsko ¹iÚmeH Aaya hE (Ae sMyG¹iÚ) _ska |yan krte hEH, Aemkhte hEH, smjmeH Aaya? skl inravr` khkr Aavr`vala carpyaRyÇka inØe\ kr idya, AqHD khkr Aek AHx (qHD) pyaRykainØe\ kr idya, ;Aek' khkr Anek pyaRyÇka inØe\ kr idya,

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inØe\ krnemeH n Aaya leikn _smeH inØe\ Aa gya.;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aaha.. ha¦ kEsa hE wgvan Aa„a?

Aek smykI pyaRy-AvS=a isvaykI cIj (Aa„vStu)ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Sv$p ÝTyÙ hI vStu hE, ;inymsar' meH AEsaxBd ilya hE ;Sv$p ÝTyÙ' \/uv Ae Sv$pÝTyÙ hE, smjmeH Aaya?

p`.. iksko? ijsne mit AaEr ]ut&ankI pyaRyse Apnaãƒko ÝTyÙ kr ilya hE AEse smiktIko |yey$pe vo ÝTyÙÝitwasmy ãƒ hE. ware vat Aa¦ (]ota: sbke ilAe-b\aHne ma!enhÄ? (guÌdev: sbke lIAenhÄ b\aHne ma!e k–a? Ae ma!e to AaÝÆ cale Ke. ijsko sMykŸ Qyalme H hI cIj Aa{ nhÄ,ÝTyÙÝitwasmy Aa cIj hE, AEsI (vStu) ¹iÚmeH Aaye ibna(man lena) |yata-|yan krte hEH to |yatako Qyal hE ik Aa cIj(ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE) wa{? =oDa sU"m hE hÇ¦ p` hve sUne toqra¦ (]ota:) sUnna to pDega hI¦ (guÌdev: sUnna pDega... AeLyo, {tnI =oDI drkar hE (_sko-xe@ko) smjmeH Aaya?

ye smje ivna 5` kazmeH k–aHy _âar hE nhÄ, laq Ô5akrene, pUÔ kre ne dya kre ne dan kre Ae sb xuwwav (hE) Ane TyaH¹iÚ hE to im+yaTv wav hE. smjmeH Aaya?

Aaha... ha.. ha¦ AaHhI khte hEH ;ik ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy'_ska A=R ye huAa pyaRymeH-vtRmandxameH smiktI ko, mit-]utka&anäara, Ae Aa„a ÝTyÙ huAa hE _sko ye ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE,AEsa |yey krte hEH Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ ware vat wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa barme idvse, Ae wagvt k=a pUrI hotI hE (]ota:wagvt k=a hE? Aa„ wagvt, inymsarmeH hE ;wagvt xaÏ'inymsar !IkameH hE sb bat pÍÝwml\arI devnI wagvt xaÏ-wgvanka kha huAa ;wagvt' smjmeH Aaya?

khte hEH ke wgvan Aa„a¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy'

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waØa to AEsI lI hE, Ô e Ae cIj ¹iÚmeH, i5kazI ¹iÚmeH Aa g{ hEÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE n¦ k–a khte hE sUno¦ AHtr Ôe cIj hE \/uv_skI inmRzpyaRy vo \/uv-\/uv-\/uv ye \/uv \/uv meH Aa gya hE lÙmeHAem khe Ke. ÝTyÙÝitwasmy-ÝTyÙka was hota hE \/uvmeH.. wa{?Aaha.. ha¦ vStu Ôe \/uv ÝTyÙÝitwasmy, Ýitwas nam \/uv ÔehE AEsa wavmeH, \/uvwavmeH Ýitwas \/uvka Aa gya hE... Ae.. y¦sU"m, =oDI vat hE, Aaiqrka xBd AEsa le ilya h E-ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE ye vStu, vStumeH ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE-vStu\/uv hE _sko mit&anmeH ]ut&anI Òv-cahe to Aa@ vrskI bailkaho, p` sMyG¹iÚ ho, to ye sMyG¹iÚka |yey ÝTyÙÝitwasmyãƒ _pr (_skI) ¹iÚ hotI hE. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ Ô e ke ye vStuÝTyÙ j hu{ hE AEsI pDI hE Aesa ÝTyÙ hE AEsI hI cIj pDI hE.smjme Aaya? AEsa mit ne ]ut&anmeH ye ÝTyÙ vStu pDI hE \/uv-\/uv AesI ¹iÚmeH Aaya, |yey bnaya ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmyko, proÙ&anka |yey nhÄ, Aa ÝTyÙ kevz-&ankawI |yey nhÄ. Aa.. ha..ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:) proÙ&anka |yey nhÄ, ÝTyÙ kevz&anka wI |yeynhÄ¦ (guÌdev:) Ae p` nhÄ, ÝTyÙÝitwasmy |yey bnaya.\/uvmeH Ýitwas \/uvka ho gya¦ AEsI cIj hE Aem khte hEH. k–Çik&anmeH-mit AaEr ]ut&anmeH-Ae &anmeH ÝTyÙ namka gu hE i5kaz,;Ýkax' namka-{ Ýkax namka gu hE i5kaz Aa„ameH, Ae 47xi›meH Aata hE, barmI xi› (smysar, pirixÚ-SvyHÝkaxman ivxd (-SpÚ) Aeva SvsHvednmyI (-SvanuwvmyI)Ýkaxxi›.) Ýkaxi› (hE) to gu ka kayR k–a? to gu hIÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦

Ae.. y? (Ò saheb¦) w{, Aa xIqvanuH to Aa hE, ixibrAe!le xuH? pUK–uH'tuH svarmaH pKI ihHmtwa{ khe ke Kav`I, wegaH

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=ay te, pKI kæuH ke ixibr Ae!le xuH khevatuH hxe? Aap`ne to kaH{qbr nhÄ Aey¦ pHiDtÒ? ixibr-ixibrne xuH khe Ke? ixÙ`-ixibr¦ (]ota: ixÙ` ixibrmeH idya Ôta hE) guÌdev: p`ixibrno A=R xuH? (]ota: Aap kho ma'raj) guÌdev: AaHhI k–aHAe xBdna A=RnI qbr Ke¦ Ae to Amare pHiDtÒ Ô e (pHiDtÒ:ixibr AemaH ixÙ`no mukam, keMp.. Lyo¦ ixÙ`no keMp, ixÙ`nokeMp Aaj =yo. (]ota: ixÙ`ke keMpmeH Aa„akI wagvt k=aclI) ye vStu hE, sCca wagvt¦

Aaha.. ha¦ j¡Ao¦ Aa vat AEsI wI clI ke pyaRy hE -pir`mn hE p` vo pyaRy, |yan ikska krtI hE? \/uvka. \/uv \/uvka|yan k–a kre? hÒ to ko{ pyaRy hE vo mane nhÄ, \/uv k–a hE vomane nhÄ, _sko to Aa hota hI nhÄ,... pyaRymeH-AvS=ameH \/uvÝitwasmy ÝTyÙ Ôe cIj hE AEsa &anmeH Aaya hE, Aa cIjÝTyÙ hI hE, hE ApnI pyaRymeH Ôe ÝTyÙ huAa, AEsI cIj hE voÝTyÙ hI hE-(\/uv Aa„a) ÝTyÙ vStu hI AEsI hE. smjmeH Aaya?Ýkaxxi› hE ne SvsHvednmyI Ýkaxxi›-Ýkax namka gu hE.sHtokI kla rIt AEsI... AlaEikk¦ k=n pâi¿ AlaEikk¦

(]ota: \/uvmeH \/uvka was hota hE n? (guÌdev:) \/uvmeH\/uvka was huAa vo ÝTyÙmeH was huAa to \/uvmeH \/uvka was hEAEsa mana. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ k–a khte hEH smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:brabr nhÄ Aaya), nhÄ Aaya.. k@` pDe Ke =oDuH (]ota: pyaRymeHwas huAa \/uvka ik \/uvmeH \/uvka was huAa? (guÌdev:) pyaRymeHwas huAa ye yhaH bat nhÄ hE-vStu ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy AEsI\/uv cIj hE. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy ãƒ hE AEsa lenahE n¦ yh ãƒ k–a? inÔ„a-inj prma„ãƒka ivxeØ` b\aclta hE n¦ Aaha.. ha¦

wgvan inj prma„a, deqo¦ prma„ ãƒ-inj prma„a,

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i5kaz prmSv$p wgvan \/uv inTyanHd na=, ye kEsa hE? ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE { vStu hI AEsI hE, Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ (pHiDtÒ:)Ýitwas hE ve bharmeH Aata hE n¦ (guÌdev:) { bharmaH... jEsecIj ÝTyÙ hotI hE ne ApnI pyaRymeH, AEsI \/uvmeH ÝTyÙ hE ye cIjAEsI¦ (]ota:) smÔ uH nhÄ¦ (guÌdev:) &an Ýitwasmy hE-&anmeH dusrI cIj ÝitwastI hE-Ýit-prwastI hE, &ankI pyaRymeH,to Aa \/uv hE ye Ýitwasmy i5kaz hE Aaha¦ sU"m hE sU"m =oDa,Aa vStu sMyG¹iÚka ivØy hE, smjmeH Aaya? prmwavmeH iS=t-sMyG¹iÚ, ye prmwav AEsa hE, vo Ônte hEH. Aaha.. ha¦nHdikxorÒ? NyaH tmara gammaH AavuH ƒaQyan n hale, AavuH(sU"m) cale? k–aH gya rajeNãkumarÒ? NyaH to hale nhÄ AavIvat cale nhÄ ko{ Aekad id' hoy.. Lyo, Aa ixÙ`-ixibrmeH cleAahaha¦ (]ota: ye nhÄ cle) xhermaH Ôy to khe Aa xI maHDI Kemharaje maHDI Ke xuH Aa vat¦ kaH{ AWyas nhÄ, sa\ar` pamrÝa`I¦ hmko Aa khte hEH, tU pamr nhÄ, tuH to wgvanka wgvanhE, wa{¦ tne qbr n=I. smjmeH Aaya?

AnHta isâ prmaTma Ane sHQyata AirhHto-tI=Åkro-kevzIAo sHto ye to terI Aek &anpyaRymeH sma Ôta hE. smjmeHAaya? AEsI (AEsI) AnHtI pyaRyka ipHD \/uv ipHD hE ye tU wgvankawgvan hE Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ ÝkaxdasÒ Aa _skI ƒaQya cltIhE sahebkI, (]ota: kbIr ;saheb' khevay Ke ne¦ ha, kbIrsaheb¦(guÌdev:) saheb to Aa hE (ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy ãVy)

wgvan ÝTyÙ, AHdr ÝTyÙ¦ Ýitwas-Ô e ke &an ÝTyÙ¦Aave Ke ne wa{¦ inymsarmaH ke kar`smysar ko Ônnevala&an i5kaz _smeH pDa hE, Aave Ke ne¦ (]ota:) i5kaz xi›$p¦(guÌdev:) kar` smysar Ôe hE _sko Ônneka &an i5kaz _smeHpDa hE { kar`smysarko Ônte hEH AEsa do wed paD idya hE \/uvmeH

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Ke¦ k–aHk Ke. heH? kar`smysar nam Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ wgvan,kar` nam yhaH Ôe khte hEH prma„ãƒ Ae kar`smysar (hE)

to _sko k–a khte hEH? kar`smysarmeH Aek &an AEsa hE keApneko pUr` Ône, dxRn AEsa hE (pUr` deqe) Aa \/uv hÇ? Aaha..ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae (k=n) k–aHk hxe¦ p` Ae k–aH Aap`ne qbr¦ inymsarmaHp` k–aH hoy Ae kaH{ vzI AaHhI ihNdI (g/H=) Ke p` meH gujratIvaHCyuH hoy (]ota: 11-12 ga=amaH Ke.) _pyognI ƒaQya AatI hEAeto Ke p` &an potane Ô e Ke AevuH Aave Ke. smßya¦ AaƒuH LyoAaƒuH¦ kar`&an wI AEsa hI hE-11, 12 ga=a Aa to (ihNdIÝt) nvI Ke ne AemaH ichŸn n hoy, AolamaH ichŸn kyaÅ hoy.j¡Ao¦ k–a khte hEH? kar`&an Ae i5kazI &an-\/uv&an¦

(;inymsar' ga=a-12 !Ika... kar`&an p` tevuH j Ke.xa=I? injprma„amaH rhelaH shjdxRn, shjcair5, shjsuq,shj prm icTxi›$p inj kar`smysarnaH Sv$pone yugpdŸÔ`vane sm=R hova=I tevuH j Ke. Aam xuâ &annuH Sv$p kæuH...)

AaHhI Ke Lyo, kar`&an p` tevuH j Ke, kem? inj prma„ameHiv>man shj dxRn-i5kazI dxRn, i5kazI cair5 deqo i5kazIcair5 pDa hE Aa„ameH, smjmeH Aaya? AaEr shjsuq AaErshj-prm-ictŸxi›$p &an, inj kar`smysarke Sv$pÇkoyugpdŸ ÔnnemeH sm=R hone se AEsahI hE deqo¦ sU"m hE =oDI bat¦

i5kaz Ôe &an hE \/uv vo Apne &anko Ônte hEH AEsa i5kazpDa hE-i5kaz \/uv Ônta hE AEsahI &an hE (]ota: xi› Ke ne¦)guÌdev: xi› hE p` Ônneka Svwav pDa hE n, pyaRymeH ÔnaTyare AEsa Ônnevala i5kaz hE AEsa in Ry huAa. Aaha.. ha¦smje n... 11-12 ga=a hE. shj&an wI vEsa hI hE, kem? kese? keinjkar`smysarke Sv$poHko yugpd ÔnnemeH sm=R hE, k–a ikya?

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(]ota:) frma{Ae sab Aap kI bat kuK smjmeH nhÄ Aa rhIhE (guÌdev:) bhut ACKa bat hE.

khte hEH ik Ôe \/uv, \/uv kar`prma„a A=va AhÄ kha voinjprma„a-injãƒ, _smeH &an hE, dxRn hE ye kEsa? ke &anApneko i5kaz yugpdŸ ÔneH AEsa &an AHdr pDa hE (\/uv hE) \/uv,\/uvko ÔneH AEsa pDa hE-Aem khte hEH Are wa{ gjb vat Ke(bhut qUb-bhu coQquH) smjmeH Aaya? Aaha.. ha¦

shj kar` &an wI prma„akÇ-injprma„ameH, j¡Ao¦Aap e (calta ivØymaH injprma„ãƒ Aave Ke ne¦ _ska lÙ`hE ye.. Ôe injprma„ameH iv>man shj dxRn, shj cair5,shj AanHd, prmictŸxi›$p vStu AEsa inj kar`smysarkeSv$poHko yugpdŸ \/uv ÔnnemeH sm=R hona caihye, Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦(]ota:) bhut qUb (]ota:) pyaRykI bat nhÄ hE? (guÌdev:)pyaRykI bat nhÄ Aa to \/uvka AEsa lÙ` (]ota:) \/uvmeH AEsIxi› pDI hE? (guÌdev:) AEsI xi›, Apneko i5kaz yugpdŸÔne AEsa hI Svwav hE. Aaha.. ha¦ (]ota:) AemaH xi› hE topyaRy Ýg! hotI hE. (guÌdev:) pyaRy to Ýg!.... smjmeH Aaya?

i5kaz &an \/uv hE vo \/uvko brabr Ônte hEH-Aem khte hEH,AEsa _ska (Svwav) hE-pDa hE. Aaha.. ha¦ ;b/ï _pdex' kyÈAamaH Aave Ke ne wa{¦ AanuH pUruH =ay Tyare... bs, AamaH j Ae Kej¡Ao¦ 11-12 ga=amaH Ke, termI (ga=a) pKI, bar ga=amaH poteb/ï_pdex kyÈ meH Aem Ke j¡Ao¦ (inymsar ga=a-12) sHsar$pIltaka mUl Kedneko hHisya$p hE, (ye _pNyas se ;b/ïopdex' ikya)

prmpair`aimk Svwav, sHsarko KednemeH datrDa sman hE,Kedn _ska A=R KednmeH hE AEsI pyaRy _smeH nhÄ, sHsarKedn hI_ska Sv$p hE. smjmeH Aaya. wgvan \/uv &aykwav, ijskoyhaH ini*Êy kha =a-ini*Êy kha =a ijsmeH pir`mn nhÄ, ijsmeH

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moÙmagR nhÄ, ijsmeH moÙ nhÄ AEsa \/uvSv$p¦ to khte hEH-AeApnemeH Apneko i5kaz ÔneH AEsa Svwav pDa hI hE-Apneko\/uvko \/uv ÔneH AEsa Svwav i5kaz pDa hE. smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:) kmR hLka hoga tb ÔneH AEsI bat hEH? (guÌdev:)kmR-kmRkI AaHhI bate y nhÄ hE, kmR rha _ske Fr, kmR prãƒ hE AeyhaH SvãƒmeH khaHse Aaye? (]ota:) Ae to AenI meze injRre j Ke.Aaha.. ha¦ yhaH prm pair`aimkmeH pyaRykI wI bat nhÄ hE TyaHvzI kmRkI bat to k–aHy rh g{ Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan Aa„a(\/uv) j¡Ao khe Ke ne ;Ana='-mui›suHdrIka na= wana caihAe,_skI wavna krnI caihAe-Aem khte hEH-Ae i5kaz wgvan(\/uv) mui›suHdrIka na=¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aeno Anuwv krna caihAebhu srs, ;inymsar' meH wI bhu prmpair`aimkwav kI qUb-qUb (wavna wa{ hEH)

AaHhI khte hEH ;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aoho¦ hÒ to AemaH neAemaH F uH bakI Ke, (]ota:) ivxeØ smje to bhut mal inkle ne?(guÌdev:) bahr inklene¦ AemaH hE ke nhÄ?

AaHhI khte hEH-inj prma„a-i5kazI ãƒ, Aek smykIvtRman AvS=ake pIKe, Ôe \/uv cIj pDI hE, _skI bat cltI hEk–Ç ke \m±ka |yey vo hE AaEr \m±ko sMyGdxRn Ýg! huAa voãƒkI ¹iÚse p/g! huAa hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha... ha.. ha¦;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aa Lyo¦ Ae ivxeØ` smÔyuH ke iksko khtehEH ÝTyÙÝitwasmy?

Ôe ye ãƒ, ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Sv$p ÝTyÙ hI hE, vStu,vStu trIke Ae ÝTyÙ hE. AEsa mit Ane ]ut&an äara, ÝTyÙ hokrAa„aka Anuwv huAa to Ae khte hEH ke ÝTyÙÝitwasmy \/uv hEvo mera |yey hE. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ ware kam AakruH jgtne AavuHsaHwzvanuH mZyuH n=I.

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Aeklo wgvan¦ jena &annI pyaRymaH |yey$pe \/uv wgvan,khte hEH ke { to ÝTyÙÝitwasmy vStu { Ke-Anaid-AnHtÝitwasmy vStu j AEsI hE. Aaha.. ha¦

;Aivn¬r' hE. @Ik¦ inØe\ kr idya, ÝTyÙ isva proÙpnakainØe\ kr idya. smjmeH Aaya? A=va Aek smykI pyaRy Ôekevz&ankI _ska wI inØe\ ho gya¦ ha, Aivn¬r hE, wgvan\/uvSv$p i5kaz Aivn¬r hE, pyaRy to naxvan hE-kevz&ankIpyaRy wI naxvan hE, Aa vat¦ k–Ç ke kevz&ankI pyaRy hE teAeksmy rhtI hE dUsre smy to _ska nax ho Ôta hE, pyaRy hEn-;_Tpad-ƒy\/aEƒyu›H stŸ' Aek smy kevz&an _Tpþ huAa,dusre smy pyaRyka nax hota hE, dUsre smy dUsra kevz&an_Tpþ hota hE, Aohohoho¦ kevz&an naxvan¦ (]ota: kU!S= kæuHKe ne¦) (guÌdev:) Ae ApeÙa yhaH khna nhÄ hE ye to kevz&ans¹x rhta hE { ApeÙase kU!S= kha hE¦ AaHhI to i5kaznI ApeÙa_sko naxvan kha hE smjmeH Aaya? (kU!S= k–Ç kha?) AEsIne AEsI kevz&ankI pyaRy Ýg! hotI rhtI hE AEsI ne AEsI rhtIhE s¹xpne-pyaRy vhI nhÄ p` AEsIne AEsI rhtI hE Ae ApeÙasekU!S= kha hE to wI hE to naxvan¦ Ae.. wgvan \/uvSv$p AivnaxIhE¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

AaHhI to hÒ xrIr ne pr naxvan Ke { bestuH n=I AHdr¦Aa naxvan pda=R, { bese nhÄ-rag naxvan hE Ae bese nhÄ AenepyaRy naxvan hE ye kEse bese? Aa.. ha.. ha¦ k–are bese ke {wgvan (Aa„a) pote besare to bese¦ smjmeH Aaya? inüyguÌto { Aa„a hE-inüydev ne inüyguÌ hE inüyguÌ to Aa„a hEAa \/uv¦ Ae tI=Å meH Snan kro Aem khte hEH Lyo¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦marg ware wa{¦

;Aivn¬r' kwI nax nhÄ hota, pl!n hota nhÄ _smeH

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Aem khte hEH \/uvmeH pl!n kEsa-pir`mn kEsa? pir`mn hE vo tonaxvan hE Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;xuâ pairàimk prmwav lÙ`'-bIjem e Hprmpairàimkwav AEsa xBd Aata hE wa{¦ pairàimkwav yeprmpairàimk-AaHhIyaH ;xuâ' _pr Ôer d{ne... i5kaz xuâ¦ Ae5`wav pairàimkka ÒvTv-wƒTv AwƒTv Ae nhÄ... xuâpairàimk-shj wav-prmwav... kevz&an Aaid wIAprmwav, smjmeH Aaya?

Aaha.. ha¦ ijsko pcasmI ga=ameH kha ne.. inymsarmeHÙaiyk smikt wI prSvwav hE-prãƒ hE-prSvwav hE, gjbvat hE, pcasmI ga=ameH ilya (ANvya=R:- pUvÈ› svR wavoprSvwavo Ke, prãƒ Ke, te=I hey Ke AHt:tÀv AevuH Svãƒ-Aa„a-_padey Ke) tera Svwav to i5kaz Aeklo Svwav hE, AeksmykI Ùaiyk smiktkI pyaRy... prSvwav hE. ;inymsar' meHhE, _smeH nhÄ. inymsar ga=a pcas. j¡Ao¦ prSvwav hÇ¦prwav nhÄ Aa to phle prSvwav-pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwavhE... Ae car wav prSvwav hEH-Ùaiyk smikt prSvwav hE...Aahaha¦ Aa te kaH{ idgMbr sHto¦ Ýwu¦ khte hEH ik cair5pyaRyprSvwav hE-vItragI cair5pyaRy Ýg! hu{ sMyGdxRnpUvRkAnuwvmeH prSvwav hE.. (]ota:) ikskI ApeÙa? (guÌdev:)i5kazkI ApeÙaAe, ragkI ApeÙase to Svwav hE p` i5kazkIApeÙase prSvwav hE AaEr ;prãƒmŸ'-_sko prãƒ kh idya..Aahaha¦ i5kazI &aykwgvan Svãƒ Ane pyaRy-inmRz pyaRy-moÙka marg vo pyaRy prSvwav ne prãƒ¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AaErhey-tIn bol lIya hE.. AHt: tÀv AEsa SvãƒmŸ-Aa„a _padey hE.

wgvan Aa„a¦ j¡Ao¦ bhu ivxeØ lI\uH Ke, Aa SvãƒkaAa\ar shj prmpairàimkwav lÙ` kar` smysar hE.

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Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI wgvan, ijsmeH pirìt moÙkI wInhÄ, AEsa wgvan \/uv, khte hEH ik xuâ pairàimk wav Ane Aeisvay AeksmykI pyaRy-\mRkI-sCcI \mRkI pyaRy hÇ, vo wIprSvwav, prãƒ ne hey hEH. ye hey hEH _padey nhÄ. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦xe@? sUna hI nhÄ kwI... AEsa.

(]ota:) Aa@ sal ho gye, Aapke pas ksm phelI barsUna (guÌdev:) bat sCcI hE, vo hI vqt nhÄ =a Aa ga=ameH,vHca{ gya hE phle¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa to AgmingmnI vatuH hE¦

khte hEH AHt:tÀv ãƒ-Sv, ijsko AaHhI pairàimkwavkhte hEH, j¡Ao¦ (shj) prm pairàimkwav lÙ`-pairàimk,xuâpairàimk Aem lIya hE kar` ke vo Axuâpairàimkka inØe\krna hE n¦ xuâpairàimk prmwav¦ dUsra Aprmwav¦ kevz&anAaid, Ùaiyk smikt Aaid Aprmwav, AaEr (xuâpairàimk)prmwav \/uv Aahaha¦ injprma„ ãƒ-inj prma„ãƒ i5kazIdeqo¦ inj Apna prma„ãƒ vhI mEH hU¥. sMyG¹iÚ, _sko Apna|yey bnakr AEsa Ônte hEH ne mante hEH, vhI meH hU¥. smjmeH Aaya?Ae mEH hU¥-AEsa in Ry to pyaRy krtI hE p` pyaRy in Ry krtI hEAa MÕ hUH. smjmeH Aaya? injprma„ ãƒ¦

j¡Ao¦ Ae!la ivxeØ` Aaya =a, Aaya =a n phle? (dUsrepane) svRivxuâ-pairàimk-prmwavg/ahk xuâ _padanwUtxuâãƒai=Rknyse Òv kt<RTv-wo›<Tvse riht hE AaEr bH\-moÙkekar` ne piràmse xUNy hEH bIje pane Ke. smjmeH Aaya?

(]otane) panaH nhÄ hE? tmarI pase? k–aH gya? _ske pasnhÄ Fer wUl gya? smjmeH Aaya? ATyare vHcata hE vo qbr hE kenhÄ? Fr to wUl gya hE, panaH wUl gya? smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:)gltIse panaH rq idya gltIse khaH rqe? smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to pIKe varHvar Aata nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa

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injprma„ãƒ vhI mEH hU¥-vhI mEH hU¥¦ sMyG¹iÚ, Apneko |yey AaAa„ako khE ik ye mEH hU¥. AEsa ivxeØ`vala (Aa„a mEH hU¥) prHtu AEsanhÄ wata-naiStse bat krte hEH-AnekaHtse-sMyG¹iÚ AEsI wavnanhÄ krta ke mEH qHD&an$p mEH huH-mEH pyaRy$p huH AEsI wavna krtenhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? qHD&an$p hu¥ mEH AEsI wavna nhÄ krte¦

Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ kazÔ kHpI Ôy A&anIna, sa\ar` Ýa`InaHto j–aH AavuH saHwze¦ Aaha¦ ha¦ Aare Aavo marg? vItragAavuH AekaHt khe Ke? Aa to AekaHt Ke.. AekaHt Ke.. Are¦ saHwztoqro¦ AekaHt j khevay ne¦ (]ota: sMykŸ AekaHt j hoy ne¦)

sMykŸ AekaHt AEsI SvãƒkI ¹iÚ ivna-|yey bnaya ivna,sMyGdxRn kwI tInkalmeH hota hI nhÄ.. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?sMyGdxRn huAa ifr wI |yey to _ska vohI hE. pIKe xaÏmeH AatahE ik nhÄ-Av/tka Tyag kr vo to Sv$pka Anuwv huAa hE _smeHAv/tka Tyagka A=R: Sv$pmeH iS=rta ivxeØ hu{ hE, Tyare Av/tkaTyag hokr v/tka ivkLpkI wUimkameH AEsa ivkLp Aata hE, { toAanHdme iS=r hE to v/t kha¥ rha hE? vo to Aata hE n Ae k–akhevay? pUßypad SvamIke ;[Úopdex' meH Aata hE, Av/t KoDInev/t lena. _ska A=R kya? (]ota: pKI bey KoDva layk kha hE)(guÌdev:) pKI.. Ae KoDvalayk nhÄ ne Ae cIj-ivkLpey meremeHnhÄ, v/t ne Av/tka ivkLp meremeH hE hI nhÄ-merI pyaRymeH hE nhÄto ãƒmeH to hE hI nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ AEsI ¹iÚ huAa pIKe-AnuwvkaAanHdka Svad AayameH ivxeØ iS=r hokr AanHdkI ivxeØ dxa hu{to Av/tka Tyag huAa Ane Tyare v/tka ivkLpkI wUimka _sko_Tpþ hotI hE. p` AanHdmeH ivxeØ Aaya hE _s wUimkameH v/tkaivkLp _Tpþ hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AEse hI khte hEH ke Av/tse nkaRidmeH Ôyega, v/tse SvgaRidmaHÔyega. vo Kaya hE vo tDka hE-AEsa Aata hE n¦ (]ota: yevaStivk nhÄ, ye bat vaStivk hE AapkI) guÌdev: ye vaStivk

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hE (]ota:) qHD$p ivØyk¦ guÌdev: qHD$p? qHD$p-Ôe paHc &anhE n¦ (]ota:) pyaRy, pyaRy (guÌdev:) pyaRy hE n¦ (]ota:)rag krtI hE vo? guÌdev: rag, ragkI bat nhÄ, yhaH to AeksmykI pyaRy hE vo qHD$p hE. xuâ kevz&ankI pyaRy wI qHD$p hEwgvan i5kaz hE vo AqHD hE. smjmeH Aaya?

qHD&anko wI wata nhÄ to vzI xuwragne wave AaErinim¿ko wanekI wavna ho, AEsI wavna &anIko hotI nhÄ.ware vat wa{¦ (bhu coQquH)

(]ota:) AEsI wavna sMyG¹iÚko wata hE to kha hE ;Aatmwavna wata hE' (guÌdev:) _sko sHmt krte hEH \/uvko, \/uv ¹iÚmeHAaya vohI sHmt krte hEH varHvar TyaH j ¹iÚ pDI hE varHvar TyaHj ¹iÚ ÔtI hE-Aem khte hEH. (]ota:) hrsmymeH hEH? guÌdev: ha,hrsmymeH hEH ¹iÚ p` AaHhI vat krna hE n¦

pHcacar, ye Aata hE }lok Aata hE inymsarmeH-pHcacarinmRz panevala, muin¦ pHcmgitne kar e, pHcm wavko Smr`krte hEH. AEsa }lok hE. k–a kha? inmRz sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5tp ne vIyR, inmRz vItragI-pHcacar palnevala \maR„a,pHcmgitke kar e, pHcmwavko Smr` krte hEH AEsa pa@ hE. Smr`krtaka A=R kya? _skI pir`it varHvar Ae trf JUkI hE. Aaha..ha.. ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya? k=nI to Aemj Aave ne k=nI kEsIAave¦ \m±kI-sMyG¹iÚkI ¹iÚ \/uv |yey _pr g{ hE ne pir`mnhuAa hE.. smjmeH Aaya? vo pir`mn inrHtr calu hE... _ska namSva„ako |yata wata hE Aem khnemeH Aata hE.

waØamaH _pdex to _pdexnI rIte Aave waØa jD, wav khnaAHtrka... smjmeH Aaya?

inj prma„ ãƒ vhI mEH hU¥ prHtu Aem nhÄ wata ke qHD&an$pmeH hU¥. mEH mit&an ne ]ut&an $p meH hU¥-qHD&an$p mEH hU¥ AEsIwavna &anIko hotI nhÄ Aaha... ha¦ AEsa wava=R hE Lyo¦ AEsa

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wava=R hE sarI ga=aka Aa wava=R hE.yh ƒaQyan prSpr sapeÙ AEsa Aagmse-A|ya„se &an

krke y=a=R ikya hE Aem khte hEH-AagmkI waØa kya hE, A|ya„kIwaØa k–a hE-sb imlakr kha hE, moÙka marg Aagm waØaAe_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk kha, AaEr moÙkamarg A|ya„ waØaAexuâa„ Aiwmuq pir`am ne xuâopyog kha, doymeH ivro\ nhÄ,k–Çik doy ApeÙa lekr bat ikya hE. smjmeH Aaya? t=a-tem jnyäyke ãƒai=Rk-pyaRyai=Rkke AiwÝay lekr Aivro\pUvRk khagya hE k–Ç ke? phle kha=a ke Ôe car wav hE vo pyaRy$p hE,i5kazI wav ãVy$p hE AEsa donÇko imlakr bat ikya =a, pyaRynhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ pyaRy pyaRymeH hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aem khte hEHdeqo¦ nyäyke ãƒai=Rk-i5kazI ãƒ \/uv AaEr vtRman pyaRy-carwav$p do ko imlan krke AiwÝay ko Aivro\pUvRk kha gyahE, _smeH khI ivro\ hE nhÄ, AacayR pote isâ krte hEH, smjmeHAaya? sU"m to hE =oDa wa{¦ (]ota:) pyaRy wI to hE, (guÌdev:)haH, pyaRy hE p` pyaRyka |yey k–a hE vo bat hE-[silAe to doybat ikya hE ik pair`aimkwav \/uv$p hE pyaRy car wav$p hE-wavna krnevala \/uvkI wavna krte hEH pyaRykI wavna krte nhÄ,moÙmagR to pyaRy hE. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ ware vat wa{¦

;nyäyke AiwÝayke Aivro\pUvRk hI khnemeH Aaya honeseisâ hE. (inbaR\ hE)-_smeH ko{ ivro\ AHxep` Aagmse ke A|ya„sehE nhÄ. Aem AacayR pote khte hEH, AEsa ivvekI ÔneH... Aahaha¦deqo Aek xBdmeH kh idya AEsa ivvekI ÔneH-ragse p<=kŸ hokr\/uvka ¹iÚ krnese, _skI ivvekI ho.. sb qbr pDtI hE. smjmeHAaya? ivvekI ÔneH ho-sHSk<t !IkameH hEH phlese ktaR-kmRse _paDahE, Aa„a ktaR-wo›a nhÄ, ivkarka ktaR ne ivkarka wo›a ãƒnhÄ, TyaH=I _paDa hE, smjmeH Aaya?

k–a khte hEH? (]ota:) Aem AaƒuH ne ke Ô`vavazo to Ke.

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(guÌdev:) Ô`vavazo Ae bIj¡H -Ô`vavazo bIÔe A=RmeH kæo Ke.Apneko Ônta hE { Ô`vavala, yh tÀv clega Aap e -

hve (]ota:) vo ivvekI ÔneH guÌdev: haH. vo ivvekI ÔneH, AlaEikkmagR hE wa{¦ Ô e, Ô e no A=R { ke pyaRymaH AEsa &an hota hE,{se ÔneH AEsa kha hE shj$p pir`mnkI pyaRymeH vo Ôtka &anhota hE, smjmeH Aaya? Ône AEsa kha¦ Ô e Ae!le Ônne ÔtahE NyaH? { ÔnnekI pyaRy AEsI Ýg! hotI hE ik rag Aaye to_sko Ô e Aem khna _pxm ho to _pxmko ÔneH Aem khna,Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk ho to _sko ÔneH Aem khna. khna ka A=R k–a?_sko ÔneH (]ota:) Ô`to n=I Aem khevay Ke ne¦ (guÌdev:)Ô`to n=I Aem nhÄ Ô e Ke ApnI pyaRymeH vo Aaya hE {tnIƒvharkI ApeÙa ÔneH AEsa khnemeH Aaya hE, smjmeH Aaya?

Lyo¦ barma ƒaQyan pUra ho gya _smeH. Aaj barma idnhE. sb bat Aa g{. (Aaj) pUra ho gya, AEsa kwI nhÄ batAaya hÇ¦ kwI ƒaQyan AEsa bhar nhÄ Aaya, SpÚIkr`wI AEsa Aaya vEsa phle kwI nhÄ Aaya. Aaha.. ha¦

ini*Êy hE wgvan Aa„a¦ A=aRtŸ isâkI pyaRyse wI rihthE wgvan Aa„a¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AEsI bat ikya vo AagmseAaEr A|ya„se y=a=R hE vo ivvekI Ônte hEH Aem khte hEH, ijskoivvek nhÄ vo Ôn skte nhÄ. (]ota:) ivvekI maneH sa\k?(guÌdev:) sa\k-&anI-smiktI.. AaHhI to sMyG¹iÚ ÔneH Aemlena hE n... A&anIko p¿a hI khaH hE k–a cIj hE? smjmeH Aaya?

ApnI ¹iÚmeH \/uv Aaya hE _sko sb ivvek hE _sko sbkaQyal hE pyaRy Aa ãƒ Aa, dUsreko _skI qbr pDtI nhÄ Aaha..ha¦ (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

xuâ pair`aimk wav sHbH\I-bar ApUvR Ývcn äara-ÙI`mohgu` S=annI Ýaiºno AmoF _pay dxaRvnar ]IsdŸguÌdevno jy ho... jy ho... jy ho¦

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