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S>m°.Za|Ð Xm^mocH$a ¶m§Mr h˶m Pmcr ˶mcm AmVm gÎma {Xdg hmoD$Z Joco AmhoV. AÚmn ˶m§À¶m ‘maoH$è¶m§Mm emoY cmJcocmZmhr. ˶m g§X^m©Vrc Am‘À¶m mdZm AmVm {XdmirÀ¶m H$mimV Var 춺$ H$aʶmMo Amåhr Q>miV AmhmoV. nU Varhr Am‘À¶mà‘mUoM‘hmamï>mVrc cmImo cmoH$m§Zm ¶m dfuMr {Xdmir gmOar H$aʶmV AmZ§X dmQ>Uma Zmhr. ˶m‘wio "{XdmirÀ¶m ew oÀN>m' ho eãXAm¡nMm[aH$Vm åhUyZ Cƒmaʶmcmhr H$mhr AW© Zmhr.

Joë¶m n§Yam dfmªVrc gmYZmÀ¶m Zì¶m-Owݶm dmMH$m§Zm S>m°.Xm^mocH$am§Mr IynM gd¶ Pmcr hmoVr, ^co Vo gmYZmVyZ {chrVAgmoV dm ZgmoV! ¶mMo H$maU ˶m§Mr ^mfUo, ‘wcmIVr, d¥ÎmnÌm§Vrc ~mVå¶m d Xÿa{MÌdm{hݶm§darc N>moQ>o-‘moR>o ~mB©Q>g² ¶m§À¶mÛmaogmYZmÀ¶m dmMH$m§Zm S>m°³Q>am§Mo Xe©Z ¶m Zm ˶m ñdê$nmV hmoV hmoVo. ¶m nmíd© y‘rda, Vo Joë¶mZ§Va "gmYZm'Mo Xhmhr A§H$ doioda Am{U¶Wm¶mo½¶ nÕVrZo N>mnm¶cm OmD$Z ˶m§Mo {dVaU hmoV AgyZhr EH$ àH$maMo [aH$m‘onU Amåhr AZw dV hmoVmo. ¶m H$mimV ˶m§MrH$‘VaVm Amåhmcm R>m¶r-R>m¶r OmUdV hmoVr, ¶mV {deof Ago H$mhr Zmhr. nU ¶m H$mimVrc à˶oH$ N>moQ>çm-‘moR>çm ¶emÀ¶m jUr˶m§Mr AmR>dU OmñV hmoV hmoVr Am{U ˶m‘wio ˶m ¶emMm AmZ§Xhr KoVm ¶oV ZìhVm.

~mcHw$‘ma {Xdmir A§H$mMr {dVaU ‘mohr‘ Am{U ‘w»¶ {Xdmir A§H$mMr Om{hamV ‘mohr‘, ¶m XmoZhr ‘mo{h‘m S>m°³Q>am§À¶m Ñï>rZo"‘moR>o ¶e' åhUmdo Aem AmhoV. Amnë¶m AZwnpñWVrV Amnë¶m cmoH$m§Zr MmoI H$m‘ Ho$co Va ˶mMm hmoUmam AmZ§X S>m°³Q>am§Zm gdm}ƒXOm©Mm dmQ>V hmoVm, ho Aem àg§Jr cjmV ¶oVo Am{U ‘J EH$ doJù¶mM àH$maMr CXmgr XmQy>Z ¶oVo. åhUOo ˶m§À¶m Zgʶm‘wio ¶oUmaoAS>Wio qH$dm ‘¶m©Xm ¶m§Mr I§V EH$m ~mOycm Am{U {‘imcoë¶m ¶emZ§VaMr CXmgr Xþgè¶m ~mOycm Aer n[apñWVr {Z‘m©U Pmcr Amho.¶mVyZ ~mhoa nS>m¶cm {H$Vr H$mi cmJoc ho H$imd¶mg ‘mJ© Zmhr.

"emoY Am{U ~moY', "doJ Am{U doY', "‘mJmodm Am{U H$mZmogm' Aem VrZ "Wr‘' KoD$Z ‘mJrc VrZ {Xdmir A§H$ gmYZmZoH$mT>co hmoVo. ¶m dfu "Jm^m Am{U AmdmH$m' Aer Wr‘ KoD$Z A§H$ H$mT>m¶Mm {dMma hmoVm, ˶mà‘mUo {Z¶moOZmcm gwédmVhr Pmcr hmoVr.nU S>m°³Q>am§Mr h˶m Pmë¶mZ§Va gmarM g‘rH$aUo ~XcyZ Jocr Am{U åhUyZ ¶m dfu Vr "Wr‘' KoD$Z {Xdmir A§H$ H$mT>m¶Mm {dMmagmoSy>Z {Xcm. nU Varhr, ¶m {Xdmir A§H$mV XmoZ {d^mJ OwiyZ Amco AmhoV. n{hcm {d^mJ Va S>m°³Q>am§À¶m g§X^m©Vrc coIZmMm Amho.(åhUyZ A§H$mÀ¶m ‘wIn¥ð>mdahr ˶m§Mm 60 dfmªnyduMm ’$moQ>mo KoVcm Amho.) ¶m {d^mJmVrc coIZmVyZ S>m°³Q>am§À¶m ì¶{º$‘ÎdmMo ~aoMn¡cy nwT>o Amco AmhoV. AWm©VM AZoH$ n¡cy CKS> hmoUo ~mH$s Amho. Xþgè¶m {d^mJmVrc nmMhr coIm§V EH$ àH$maMo A§VJ©V gyÌ Amho.¶m nmMhr coIm§Mo {df¶ d ˶mV§rc N>m¶m{MÌo n{hcr Var ˶m§V H$mhr g‘mZ YmJo Agë¶mMo cjmV ¶oB©c.

¶m XmoZ {d^mJm§À¶m ~amo~aM "gmYZm {deof' ¶m {d^mJmVrc {MÌH$ma {Jare ghò~wÕo ¶m§À¶m ‘wcmIVrVyZhraH$‘hmoËgdmZ§VaÀ¶m gmYZmÀ¶m gdm©{YH$ ¶eñdr ‘mo{h‘oda d gmZo JwéOtZm gdm©{YH$ AJ˶ hmoVo ˶m {df¶mda H$mhr H$dS>go nS>coAmhoV. hr ‘wcmIV à{gÕ H$aʶmMo ‘w»¶ H$maU, gmYZmÀ¶m ~mcHw$‘ma A§H$mMm EH$ Q>ßnm nma Pmcm Amho. n{hë¶m dfu Á¶mnmMdrÀ¶m ‘wcm§Zr hm A§H$ IaoXr Ho$cm hmoVm Vr ‘wco AmVm AH$amdrV OmUma AmhoV... Am{U åhUyZ (nydu R>aë¶mà‘mUo) Amåhr nwT>rcdfu "¶wdm {Xdmir A§H$' gwê$ H$aUma AmhmoV. ~mcHw$‘ma A§H$mÀ¶m Odinmg XþßnQ> nmZm§Mm d g§nyU© a§JrV Agm ¶wdm {Xdmir A§H$Ad¿¶m 20 én¶m§V CncãY H$ê$Z Úm¶Mm Am{U EH$ cmI àVtMo C{Ôï> R>odyZ ˶mMo {dVaU ‘hmamï>mÀ¶m H$moZmH$monè¶mV H$am¶Mo Agmg§H$ën Ho$cm Amho. AWm©VM ˶mcm AZoH$m§Zr gmW-g§JV XoD$ Ho$cr Amho.

S>m°.Xm^mocH$am§Zr Jocr 15 df} "gmYZm'Mr Ywam gm§ miVmZm, ‘Zwî¶~imMr d gmYZm§Mr Am{U gmܶgmYZ{ddoH$mMr KS>r Aer~gdyZ {Xcr hmoVr H$s, gmYZm gmám{hH$ A‘¥V‘hmoËgdr dfmªn¶ªVMm àdmg ghO H$ê$ eHo$c. S>m°³Q>am§nmR>monmR> AÊUm Ym[a¶m Joë¶m‘wioAm‘Mm AmYma AmUIrM H$‘r Pmcm Amho ho Iao, nU H$m¶©H$mar {dídñV Amßnmgmho~ gm.ao.nmQ>rc d {dídñV g{Md ho‘§V ZmB©H$ZdaoAm{U Aݶ {dídñVm§Zr Amdí¶H$ Vr "VmH$X' gmYZmÀ¶m ‘mJo C^r Ho$cr Amho. Xadfu {Xdmir A§H$mgmR>r Aܶm© Om{hamVtMm dmQ>mAmßnmgmho~ CMcV Amco AmhoV, ¶m dfu ˶m§Zr Amncm dmQ>m XmoZV¥Vr¶m§e Ho$cm Amho. AmUIr {H$VrVar {‘Ì, {hVqMVH$ nwT>o AmcoAmhoV, ¶oV AmhoV Am{U ghH$m¶m©Mm d ‘XVrMm hmV nwT>o H$arV AmhoV. ˶m‘wio gd© àH$maÀ¶m à{VHy$cVm, Q>rH$m-{Q>ßnUr dAmìhmZm§Mm gm‘Zm H$arV gmYZm gmám{hH$ nwT>o nwT>oM OmV amhrc! - g§nmXH$

gmYZm nwT>o nwT>oM OmV amhrc...

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g§nmXH$

{dZmoX {eagmR>

_wIn¥ð> aMZm d A§H$ _m§S>Ur{Jare ghò~wÕo

Om{hamV _m§S>Ur d A§H$ {Z{_©Vrgwaoe _mZo

_w{ÐVemoYZ{_qcX ~moaH$a

N>nmB© d ~mBªqS>JAmZ§X cmQ>H$a

H$m°ån-qàQ> H$ënZm àm. {c., nwUo 30

gmYZm H$m`m©c`rZ ghH$margwaoe _mZo, _Zmoha nmQ>rc, n[aVmof JmoS>~moco,

Jmonmi Zodo, gwdUm© XoR>o, {dZm`H$ ndma,{demc {Iao, AemoH$ XodioH$a, n§{S>V, gm[aH$m

H¥$VkVmAmßnmgmho~ gm. ao. nmQ>rc,

ho_§V ZmB©H$Zdao, XÎmm dmÝÐo, à_moX ~|Ðo,Oo. ~r. nmQ>rc Am{U gmYZm {_Ì_§S>i

gmYZm gmám{hH$mMm nwT>rc A§H$7 {S>g|~a 2013 amoOr à{gÕ hmoB©c.

(A§H$mV ì`º$ Pmcoë`m gd©M _Vm§erg§nmXH$ gh_V AgVrcM Ago Zmhr.)

gmám{hH$

{Xdmir : 2013

9 Zmoìh|~a 2013 gmYZm{Xdmir4

ñWmnÊ`m g_Vm em§Vr R>odwZr ewÕ gmYZm§ &H$[aVr gmYZm Ë`m§Zm R>odmo CËñ\y$V© gmYZm &&

Za|Ð Jocm...A{Zc AdMQ> & 7

...H$maU Amncr dmQ>na’o$³eZMr Amhoe¡cm Xm^mocH$a & 31

ho {‘Ìd¶m©am. J. OmYd & 26

Vo Mma {Xdg...XÎmàgmX Xm^mocH$a & 17

Za|ÐZo "{ddoH$'¶m eãXmcm AW© {Xcm{ddoH$ gmd§V & 13

{d^mJ : 1

^maVr¶ ñdmV§Í¶mÀ¶m n{hë¶m dYm©nZ{XZr åhUOo15 Am°JñQ> 1948 amoOr, gmZo JwéOtZr gwê$ Ho$coco

gmYZm gmám{hH$ Jocr 65 df} AI§S> àH$m{eV hmoV Amho.

g§ñWmnH$ : gmZo JwéOr

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‘mPm (Eo{Vhm{gH$)amOrZm‘m

‘mohZ Ym[a¶m & 59

"~mcHw$‘ma a§JdVmZm{Jare ghò~wÕo & 43

^mJrXma H$s ì¶mdgm{¶H$?(ñdmV§Í¶nyd© ‘w§~B©À¶m B§J«Or d¥ÎmnÌm§Mo

{~«{Q>e g§nmXH$)AéU {Q>Ho$H$a & 107

OmoS>mo{Z¶m YZ &MVwa doìhmao...

{dZ¶ hS>uH$a & 91

gwhmg nierH$a¶m§Mr ‘wcmIV

{Z{Ic dmJio & 75

nmoc§S>À¶m öX¶mVrcXmoZ ^maVr¶ Jmdo

cú‘rH$m§V Xoe‘wI & 123

{d^mJ : 2

gmYZm {deof

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"gmYZm' gmám{hH$mÀ¶m hraH$‘hmoËgdr dfm©nmgyZ (2008) Xadfu ~mcHw$‘ma {Xdmir A§H$ àH$m{eV hmoV Amho. Xþgè¶m dfuOdinmg XrS> cmI àVtMr {dH«$s Pmë¶m‘wio S>m°. Za|Ð Xm^mocH$am§Zr ¶m A§H$mMr {dVaU ‘mohr‘ "dmMZg§ñH¥$VrÀ¶m Midir'à‘mUoMam~dm¶cm gwédmV Ho$cr. n[aUm‘r, ‘mJrc VrZ dfmªV AZwH«$‘o 3 cmI 76 hOma, 4 cmI 40 hOma Am{U 3 cmI 60 hOma BV³¶màVtMr {dH«$s Pmcr. S>m°.Xm^mocH$am§Zr ¶m dfuÀ¶m ‘mo{h‘oMrhr AmIUr H$ê$Z R>odcr hmoVr. ˶m‘wio ˶m§À¶mZ§Va Vr am~{dUo ho EH$‘moR>oM AmìhmZ hmoVo. nU ‘mJrc VrZ df} ˶m§À¶m Vmc‘rV V¶ma Pmcoco (~mcHw$‘ma A§H$mMo àH$ën ì¶dñWmnH$) Jmonmi Zodo ¶m§ZrVo AmìhmZ ì¶dpñWV nocdco. ¶m dfu 20 Zmoìh|~an¶ªV, 3 cmI 70 hOma àVtMo {dVaU nyU© Pmco Amho. AmUIr 45 hOma àVtMr‘mJUr gmYZmH$S>o Zm|Xdcr Jocr Amho, ˶m§Mo {dVaU {XdmirZ§Va hmoUma Amho. åhUOo 2013 Mm {Xdmir A§H$ gìdmMma cmI àVtnojmA{YH$ Jocm Ago åhUmdo cmJoc.

S>m°³Q>a Zgë¶m‘wio ¶m dfu cmoH$m§Mr ghmZw yVr àM§S> hmoVr, na§Vw Zm|XUr ‘mo{h‘oMm "’$m°cmoAn' R>odUo Am{U {dVaUmMr à˶jH$m¶©dmhr nma nmS>Uo ho ‘moR>çm {O{H$arMo d H$m¡eë¶mMo H$m‘ AgVo, ˶m~m~V Jmonmi Zodo Am{U ˶m§À¶mgmo~V H$m‘ H$aUmè¶mgmYZmÀ¶m gd© ghH$mè¶m§Mo H$m¡VwH$ H$amdo VodT>o WmoS>oM...

¶m dfuhr ~mcHw$‘ma A§H$mÀ¶m ‘mo{h‘oV AZoH$m§Mm gh^mJ am{hcm Amho.a¶V {ejU g§ñWoMo H$m¶m©Ü¶j amdgmho~ qeXo ¶m§Zr Joë¶m dfuà‘mUo ¶m dfuhr 60 hOma àVtMr ‘mJUr Zm|Xdcr Am{U Z§Va

"a¶V'Mo g{Md ZmZmgmho~ Jm¶H$dmS> ¶m§Zr AmUIr 20 hOma àVtMr a Q>mH$ʶmgmR>r ñdV:hÿZ nwT>mH$ma KoVcm. hS>nga (nwUo) ¶oWrca¶VÀ¶m {ejU g§Hw$cmZo ‘mJrc dfuà‘mUoM ¶m dfuhr 20 hOma àVr KoVë¶m, ˶mgmR>r am‘^mD$ Vwno d H$X‘ JwéOr ¶m§MmZoh‘rà‘mUoM CËgmh hmoVm. ¶mMm AW© EH$ cmI àVr EH$Q>çm a¶V {ejU g§ñWoZo KoVë¶m AmhoV.

Am¡a§Jm~mX ¶oWrc gañdVr wdZ ¶m {ejU g§ñWoZo 15 hOma àVr KoʶmgmR>r g§ñWoMo g{Md AemoH$ mcoamd ¶m§Zr nQ>H$Z g§‘Vr{Xcr, Va A‘amdVr ¶oWrc lr {edmOr {ejU g§ñWoMo A°S>.AéU eoiHo$, àmMm¶© ^m§~waH$a Am{U A{Zc nmQ>rc ¶m§Zr KaMoM H$m¶©g‘OyZ 20 hOma àVr ‘mJdë¶m. gm§Jcr ¶oWrc cÇ>o EÁ¶wHo$eZ gmogm¶Q>rZo ZD$ hOma àVr KoVë¶m, ˶mgmR>r gw mf nmQ>rc ¶m§Mr {deof‘XV Pmcr. Oo.¶w.ZmZm R>mH$ao ¶m§Zr Ywio {OëømVrc gmH«$s EÁ¶wHo$eZ gmogm¶Q>rÀ¶m emim§gmR>r 15 hOma àVr KoVë¶m.

¶m{edm¶ XmoZ-AS>rM hOma Vo nmM-ghm hOma àVtMr Zm|XUr d {dVaU H$aʶmgmR>r ‘XV H$aUmar hr H$mhr Zmdo : JOmZZH$moQ>odma (dYm©), H$mo¶Zm {ejU g§ñWm, H$ë¶mU-S>m|{~dcr ‘hmZJanm{cH$m, ¶ed§V {dÚmc¶ (Ah‘Xnya), S>r.~r.nmQ>rc d lr {àÝg{edmOr ‘amR>m ~moS>vJ hmD$g, ~m~yamd ‘wirH$, Am§Va^maVr {ejU ‘§S>i (H$moëhmnya), AZ§V AmOJmdH$a, Am§Va^maVr {ejU g§ñWm(AmOam), lr.Jmo.g~Zrg, {ejU ‘§S>i H$amS>, à{V^m ^amS>o (gmVmam), Zm‘Xod ‘mir (gm§Jcr), S>m°.{Xcrn qeXo (gm§Jcr), gwZrcnmQ>rc (ZmJnya), ~m~yamd Jwad (gm§Jcr), gw mf Hw$cH$Uu (VmgJmd), ~wagnÅ>o JwéOr, {dO¶ H$amS>o, a‘oe JmocmdcH$a, S>r.Q>r.~S>},B˶mXr...

{edm¶, e§ a-XmoZeo Vo hOma-~mameo àVtMr ì¶{º$JV IaoXr qH$dm g§ñWm§gmR>r IaoXr H$aUmao AZoH$ cmoH$ AmhoV.amï> godm Xc, ‘hmamï> A§YlÕm {Z‘y©cZ g{‘Vr, gmZo JwéOr H$Wm‘mcm ¶m§À¶m H$m¶©H$˶mªMrhr Zm|XUr d {dVaU ‘mo{h‘ocm

doimodoir ‘XV Pmcr Amho. doJdoJù¶m {Oëøm§Vrc {ejUm{YH$mar d H$mhr {Oëhm{YH$mar ¶m§Mohr ghH$m¶© ‘mocmMo R>aco. ‘hmamï>mMo{ejU g§MmcH$ (àmW{‘H$ d ‘mܶ{‘H$) Am{U {ejU‘§Ìr amO|Ð XS>m© ¶m§Zrhr ñdV§ÌnUo "gmYZmMm ~mcHw$‘ma A§H$ emim§Zr IaoXrH$amdm' Ago {e’$mag H$aUmao nÌ {Xco hmoVo, ˶mMmhr Zm|XUr ‘mo{h‘ocm ’$m¶Xm Pmcm Amho.

¶m gdmªMo ghH$m¶© Amho åhUyZM Ho$di gmYZmcm BV³¶m ‘moR>çm à‘mUmV A§H$ nmoMdVm Amcm Amho. ¶m dfuMm AmUIr EH${deof hm Amho H$s, ‘hmamï>mVrc gd© 35 {Oëøm§V ¶m A§H$mMo {dVaU Pmco Amho. åhUOo gmYZmMm ~mcHw$‘ma AmVm pñWamdcm Amho,Ago åhUm¶cm haH$V Agy Z¶o. Joë¶m ghm dfmªMm {dMma Ho$cm Va AmVmn¶ªV EHy$U 17 cmI àVr {dV[aV Pmë¶m AmhoV.

hr ‘mohr‘ am~dʶmgmR>r ì¶dñWmnZ d {dVaU H$aVmZm H$mhr ÌwQ>r am{hë¶m Agë¶mg, {dVaUmV {Xa§JmB© Pmcr Agë¶mgg§~§{YV 춺$s d g§ñWm§Zr Amåhmcm ‘m’$ H$amdo. nwT>rc dfu e³¶ {VV³¶m ÌwQ>r Xÿa H$ê$Z Amåhr Zì¶m X‘mZo AmnUmn¶ªV ¶oD$, VoìhmAmnUmH$Sy>Z A{YH$ CËgmhmZo ñdmJV ìhmdo hrM Anojm.

3 cmI 76 hOmam§dañdën{dam‘

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A{ZbAdMQ>

Am wî`mÀ`m EH$m Q>ßß`mda Za|Ð A§YlÕm {Z_y©bZmM§ H$m_H$ê$ bmJbm Am{U WmoS>çmM H$mimV VoM Ë`mM§ Or{dVH$m © Pmb§.`m JwÝømV _mPmhr WmoS>m gh^mJ Amho. H$moëhmnyabm Am_M§ H$gb§ Var{e{~a hmoV§. amÌr gJio Jßnm _maV ~gbmo hmoVmo.Hw$Ur Var H$ënZm H$mT>br H$s, AmnU `m H$m_mH$S>o H$go dibmo,Vo àË oH$mZo gm§Jm`M§. _r Iam H$gm dibmo, Vo AmR>dy bmJbmo...{gZo_mAmYr B§{S> Z Ý yO XmIdVmV Ver {~hmaÀ`m XwîH$mimdaVrS>m°Š w_|Q>r nm{hbr Am{U OrdZM ~XbyZ Job§. Vr {\$ë_ gwIXod `m§Zr Ho$ë`mM§Z§Va H$ib§. Za|ÐZo H$m` gm§Jmd§? "A{Zb Ë`m doir _Zmoha gmám{hH$mV(Vo Ë`m doiM§ bmoH${à` gmám{hH$) ~wdm~mOr, A§YlÕo{déÕ boI {bhm`Mm.Vo dmMyZ dmQ>b§, `m joÌmV H$m_ H$amd§.' _r AJXr _mohê$Z Jobmo.boIH$mM§ åhUÊ`mnojm, boIZmM§ ho Ho$dT>§ ^m½`!

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Za|Ð Jobm. Ë`mMm YŠH$m Amogabm. AOyZ g§Vmn, Xw:I_ZmV a|JmiV AmhoM. Vohr H$Yr Var OmVrb. Voìhm _bm hm,IamIwam, Amnbm Za|Ð {Xgy bmJob. AmÎmmM nwgQ>gm {XgybmJbm`. _bm Vmo ‘wS>mV Agoc Va "A{ZbmoÎm_' åhUm`Mm.AmVm "H$m`, A{ZbmoÎm_@' Aer hmH$ _mabobm Ë`mMm AmdmOAñnï>gm EoHy$ oVmo . Ë`mMr _bm MT>dm`Mr EH$ arV hmoVr.

""Vy H$m` ~m~m, _amR>rVbm »`mVZm_ boIH$!'' Ag§ Vmo_bm åhUo.

Ë`mda EH$Xm _r añË`mVë`m EH$m _mUgmbm Wm§~db§ Am{U{dMmab§, ""Vwåhmbm A{Zb AdMQ> _mhrV AmhoV H$m?''

Vmo _mUyg ~KVM am{hbm. _r _J _wÔm_ Ë`mbm ""qhQ>{Xbr- Vo à{gÕ boIH$?''

Vmo _mUyg ZH$mamWu _mZ hbdV åhUmbm, ""Zmhr ~wdm, _r`m dñVrV Zdm Amho.'

Amåhr XmoK§ Z§Va Iyn hgbmo. "»`mVZm_' hm Hw$R>bm OwZm-nwamUm eãX Ë`mZo Hw$Ry>Z emoYyZ H$mT>bm hmoVm, Hw$Umg R>mD$H$.

Za|Ð hm _mPm Mmirg-n§MoMmirg dfmªMm {_Ì; nUAm_À`mV \$aH$ EdT>m H$s, AmíM © dmQ>md§. Vmo H$mQ>oH$moa,g§KQ>H$, hmVr ¿`mb Vo VS>rg Ý`m Q>mB©nMm. _mP§ gJi§M H$m_{T>gmi, T>onmibob§. _ZmV Amb§ VaM H$aUma, Agm bharnUm.Za|Ð åhUOo Q>mñH$ _mñQ>a. Ambm H$s, Ë`mMr _bm MT>dmMT>drgwê$ ìhm`Mr. H$s _r AmoiIm`Mmo- gmho~ H$mhr Var H$m_Jù`mV KmbUma. _rhr à{VH$mamÀ`m V`marV. _J Vmo H$m_gm§J`MmM, "VwP§M Vmo EoHo$b, ~mH$s Hw$UmM§ EoH$Uma Zmhr.'qH$dm "VwbmM Ë`mVb§ H$iV§. Vy ~amoã~a Vo H$m_ H$aerb.' _rVob bmdboë`m n{hbdmZmà_mUo Ë`mÀ`m nH$S>rVyZ ghrgbm_V

{ZgQ>V Ago. _J Vmo _mKma Oam KoB©. naV Oam doimZ§ åhUm`Mm,"~a§, Vo H$m_ ZH$mo H$ê$g. Ë`m A_Š`mbm oQy>Z V_H§$ H$m_H$am`M§. ho Va gmoßn§ H$m_ Amho; ghO H$aerb.' Ag§ XmoZ-VrZXm Ë`mÀ`m nH$S>rVyZ gwQ>ë`mda EImX§ H$m_ _r H$~ybH$am`Mmo. nU {VW§M Vmo Wm§~m`Mm Zmhr. åhUUma, "_J ho H$m_H$aUmaM Zm Vy, _J OmVm-OmVm hohr H$m_ H$a.' åhUyZ _J Xwga§H$m_ Jù`mV Kmbm`Mm. Vmo Om`bm {ZKm`À`m AmV EH$mH$m_MwH$dy _mUgmÀ`m Jù`mV nmM-ghm H$m_§ KmVbobrAgm`Mr Ë`mZo.

Ë`mZo ~arM VmpÎdH$ _m§S>Ur Ho$br Agbr, AZoH$ nwñVH§${b{hbr Agbr; Var _bm Ë`mM§ Ia§, à_wI ì`pŠV_Îdg§KQ>H$mM§M dmQ>m`M§. ASw>gï> H$s gÎma gmbÀ`m gw_mamgË`mÀ`m H$~È>r _§S>img_moa Ë`mZo _bm Jßnm _mam`bm ~mobmdb§hmoV§. Vmo AY©dQ> A§Yma. Ë`mV Vr VéU _wb§ O_V hmoVr.oQ>VmZm, {Zamon KoVmZm "O` {edam`' åhUm`Mr. _bm AmíM ©

dmQ>b§. Za|ÐMr Vr ZwgVr H$~È>r Q>r_ ZìhVr; Vr g§K{Q>V Q>r_(Ia§ Va Q>moir) hmoVr. Ë`m§Zr Ë`m§M§ "O` {edam`' ê$nmZod¡{eîQ>ç§ V`ma Ho$bob§. _bm _ZmV oV hmoV§- ho H$embm? "O`{edam`' Ag§ åhUyZ {edmOr{df`r ào_ WmoS>§M ì`ŠV hmoUmaAmho? H$s {edmOr{df`r g_O dmT>Uma Amho? nU Ë`m nmoam§À`mQ>r_Zo _hmamï>mV Mm§JboM {dO` {_idbo hmoVo Iao. Am{UAmnbm Za|Ð (Ë`mbm gmVmaH$a ghH$mar "Zê$^mD$' åhUm`Mo.)Mm§JbmM IoimSy> hmoVm. Vmo amï>r` nmVirdaMm IoimSy> "H$~È>rH$~È>r' H$aV Xwgè`m nmQ>uV {eabm Am{U gJù`m§Zr Ë`mbmKoab§, Var Vmo Ë`m§À`m S>moŠ`mdê$Z CS>r _mê$Z gwQ>H$m H$ê$Z¿`m`Mm. Ë`m CS>rbm ñQ>mQ>© ¿`m`bm OmJmM Zgm`Mr, H$s bm§~ídmg KoD$Z N>mVr ^ê$Z ¿`m`Mr gmo Zgm`Mr. Agob {VWyZnmM-ghm \y$Q> C§M CS>r _mam`Mr- Am{U {VH$S>ohr YS>nSy>Z nm`_moSy>Z ¿`m`Mm Zmhr. b±qS>J ~amo~a XmoZ nm`m§da, _Yë`mnmQ>rda.

EH$Xm {dÚmnrR>mÀ`m _¡XmZmV Amåhr {\$aV hmoVmo. _r Ë`mbmË`m CS>r{df`r {dMmab§ Am{U åhQ>b§, "Vr CS>r _mê$Z XmIdZm.' åhUmbm, "AmVm Zmhr Ver oUma. Ë`mbm Iyn dfª Pmbr.'_r AmJ«hM Yabm, "WmoS>rer XmId Zm- H$ënZm Var oB©b.'{VW§ A§XmOo Mma \y$Q> C§MrMm AmoQ>m hmoVm. g_moa OmD$Z C^mam{hbm Am{U EH$ nmD$b nwT>§ Q>mHy$Z WoQ> da Jobm Am{U C^mam{hbm. _r WŠH$ Pmbmo. Ia§M, _mPm AmJ«h åhUOo Ho$dT>mAmVVm`rnUm hmoVm. nm`mbm Mm§Jb§M bmJy eH$b§ AgV§. _wH$m_ma Va ZŠH$sM. nU Ë`mZo _mPm hÅ> nwadbm.

˶m§Mr ˶m H$mimV gmVmè¶mV "g¶wX' (g‘mOdmXr ¶wdH$Xc) hr g§KQ>Zm hmoVr. cú‘U ‘mZo, nmW© nmoiHo$, {H$emoa~oS>{H$hmi.... Aem AmR>-Xhm H$m¶©H$˶mªMm Mm§Jcm g§M hmoVm.˶m§À¶m OmoaXma MMm© MmcV. Vo Za|Ð D$’©$ Zé^mD$cm Mm§JcoMYmaoda YaV. XmoZ àg§J AmR>dVmhoV. EH$Xm Za|ÐZo Kar N>VmcmcmdVmV Vmo n§Im ~gdyZ KoVcm. ˶m~amo~a ghH$mè¶m§Mr Q>rH$m.

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Vy S>r-³cmg (nËH$acocr J[a~r) ìhm¶M§ gmoSy>Z M¡ZrÀ¶m ‘mJoH$m¶ cmJcmg? AmVm ¶m MM}M§ hgy ¶oV§. nU Voìhm ¶m§Zmg‘OmdVm g‘OmdVm Am{U n§»¶mcm nadmZJr H$mT>Vm H$mT>VmZmH$s ZD$ Amco hmoVo. EH$Xm gmVmè¶mV JUoe {dgO©ZmMr{‘adUyH$ Mmccr hmoVr. Za|Ð Vr nmhV C^m hmoVm. ˶mMo nyduMoH$~È>rdmco {‘Ì Jwcmc IoiV ZmMV hmoVo. Za|Ðcm nmhÿZ ˶m§Zr˶mcmhr AmoT>co Am{U JwcmcmZo {^OdyZ Q>mH$co. ¶mda"g¶wX'‘ܶo Ho$dT>r KZKmoa MMm©. Zé^mD§$Zr Ago H$ê$M H$go{Xco dJ¡ao...

dmñV{dH$ Za|ÐZo hm gJim CnH«$‘ gwê$ Ho$cocm. VmoM ˶mMmIa§ Va ‘w»¶, nU ghH$mè¶m§Mr Q>rH$m gJir EoHy$Z ¿¶m¶Mm.CcQ> CÎmao {Xcr ZmhrV H$s ˶m§Zm Jßn H$aV ~gcm Zmhr. Vmoem§VnUo gmogV am{hcm.

Vmo H$ënH$ g§KQ>H$ hmoVm. gVV H$mhr Var Zdm H$m ©H«$_¿`m`Mm. Ë`m H$mimV ~m~m AmT>mdm§Mr "EH$ Jmd-EH$nmUdR>m' _mohr_ gwê$ Pmbobr. _r, Za|Ð O_ob Vgo ~m~m§~amo~aAgm`Mmo. Ë`mÀ`m bjmV Amb§- gmVmaOdiÀ`m {ÌnwQ>rBWë`m _§{XamOdiÀ`m Vù`mVb§ nmUr X{bV KoD$ eH$VZmhrV. AmYr gm_monMma, MMm© Ag§ H$ê$Z e oB©Zm, Vg§ Ë`mZoAm{U Ë`mÀ`m ghH$mè`m§Zr Ë`m{déÕ gË`mJ«h H$am`M§ R>adb§.gË`mJ«h H$gm Pmbm, Ë`mbm `e H$g§ {_imb§ ho \$ma gm§JVZmhr; nU Za|ÐM§ {Z`moOZH$m¡eë` AmR>dV§ , Vo gm§JVmo. ~mhoê$ZAmboë`m Amåhm gJù`m {_Ìm§Mr amhÊ`mMr ì`dñWm Ë`mÀ`mKar Vmo H$ê$ eH$bm AgVm. nU Ë`mÀ`m EHo$H$m H$m ©H$Ë`m©À`mKar Amåhm EHo$H$mMr amhÊ`mMr ì`dñWm Ë`mZo Ho$br. Am_Mmghdmg Ë`mÀ`m H$m ©H$Ë`mªZm {_imdm, hr Ë`mMr H$ënZm. _mPrì`dñWm bú_U _mZo `m Voìhm nmoaJobgm AgUmè`mH$m ©H$Ë`m©H$S>o. Ë`mMr N>moQ>r eoS>dOm Imobr. OodVmZm _r Ë`mbmË`mMr bhmZnUmnmgyZMr h{H$JV {dMmaV hmoVmo. amÌ^a g§dmXMmbbobm. _bm ^Q>Š`m§À`m OJmM§ Zd§M XmbZ Iwb§ hmoVMmbbob§.

gH$mir _r Ë`mbm åhQ>b§, "bú_U, ho gJi§ Vy {bhÿZH$mT>.' Vmo åhUmbm, "VyM H$mT>. _bm H$m` {bhm`bm oV§ ?'

nU _r nwT>§ _{hZm^a amoO EH$ H$mS>© bú_Ubm nmR>dVam{hbmo. _J Vmo {bhm`bm ~gbm. Ë`mVZ§ Ë`mM§ "Cnam' nwñVH${bhÿZ Pmb§. Za|ÐZo _mPr gmo bú_UÀ`m Kar Ho$br ZgVr, VaH$m` Pmb§ AgV§; H$moU OmUo! EH$m H$m ©H«$_mÀ`m doir Ë`mZo_mPr gmo EH$m Xoe_wI _wbmH$S>o Ho$br. Ë`m_wio _bm n§MHw$ir,ehmÊUd Hw$ir Xoe_wIm§À`m OrdZmM§ à^mdr, AmíM ©H$maH${VVH§$M XmhH$ Xe©Z Pmb§. KamoKa Amåhm H$m ©H$Ë`mªZmCVadÊ`mÀ`m CnH«$_m_wio Ogm bú_UMm \$m`Xm Pmbm, Vgm`m Xwgè`m _wbmÀ`m ~m~VrV- _bm Xoe_wI g_mOmM§ A§Va§JH$ib§, hm _mPmhr EH$ àH$mao \$m`XmM Pmbm, ho {deof.

BVŠ`m dfmªÀ`m Am_À`m _¡ÌrV H$Yr Xwamdm Ambm Zmhr. VmoH$Yr éï> Pmbm Zmhr. _r Ë`mÀ`m AZoH$ ImoS>çm H$mT>V Ago.

VéU, J«m_rU H$m ©H$Ë`mª_Ü o gVV dmdaë`mZo Oer Ë`m§ZrZa|ÐMr ^mfm CMbbr hmoVr, Vg§M Za|ÐZohr H$mhr CMbb§hmoV§M. "À`m`bm, {VÀ`m`bm' ho eãX ghOnUo Ë`mÀ`m Vm|S>roV. Vmo H$mhr Vmo eãX {edr åhUyZ dmnaV Zgo. Amnë`m

~mobÊ`mV Ago {ZaW©H$ eãX AgVmVM. nU _r Ë`mbmåhUm`Mmo, "hr AmB©Mm C„oI Agbobr {edr Amho.' Vmo eodQ>rhVme hmoD$Z åhUm`Mm, "~a§ ~m~m, MwH$b§ _mP§.' _J _r Ë`mZonaV Vgo eãX Vm|Sy>Z H$mT>bo H$s, Ë`mÀ`mda Xhm én o X§S>~gdbm. EH$Xm Vmo ~mobVmZm Vmo eãX AmbmM. _r Ë`mbmAS>dyZ åhQ>b§, "H$mT> Xhm én o.' Vmo hgyZ åhUmbm,"{VÀ`m`bm, H$ib§M Zmhr H$g§ Vm|S>mV Amb§ Vo!' _r åhUmbmo,"AmVm drg én o.' EH$Xm Va Hw$UmÀ`m JmS>rZo Mmbbm hmoVm.JmS>r Wm§~dyZ _mÂ`m hmVmV Ë`mZ§ drg én o R>odbo. åhUmbm, "VyZgVmZm Vo Vm|S>mV Amb§, Ë`mMo.'

nwÊ`mV Vmo Am_À`m KaMm nmhþUm Agm`Mm. nU AmYrH$idU§ Zmhr; Oodm`bm oVmo , ho gm§JU§ Zmhr. Ë`m H$mimVamÌrhr Am_M§ Xma ZwgV§ T>H$bbob§. Vmo Agm ~°J KoD$Z hOaìhm`Mm. Vmo wHo$bm Amho, ho H$im`M§M bJoM. _r KamVb§gJi§ Agob Vo Ë`mÀ`m g_moa R>odm`Mmo. Vmohr {_Q>Š`m _marVIm`Mm. (Vrhr Ë`mMr EH$ gd`.) gJir m§S>r nwgyZ ¿`m`Mm.Z§Va ZimImbr YwD$Zhr Q>mH$m`Mm. _J Vmo _wS>mV `m`Mm. VmooaPmam Kmbm`Mm. diVmZm EH$m nmdbmda Ja©H$Z dim`Mm H$s

g_Om`M§ H$s AmO ñdmar Iwe Amho. H$Yr Vmo gwaoe ^Q>m§MrJPb JwUJwUm`Mm. Ë`m§À`m AZoH$ H${dVm, JPbm Za|Ðbm nmR>hmoË`m. JmU§ åhUm`bm _mÌ Ë`mbm AmdmO ZìhVm. Ë`mZ§ Ë`mMmXm^mobH$ar IO© bmdbm, H$s JmÊ`mMm ZmOyH$nUm, VabnUmniyZ OmV Ago. _J _r _Yo nS>V Ago. JmU§ åhUVm odmo Zodmo; Ë`mbm Vo AmdS>V Ago, ho {deof. H$Yr Va "_mbdyZ Q>mH$

Xrn'gmaI§ amo_±{Q>H$ JmU§hr. gwaoe ^Q>m§Mr "H$ê$ ZH$m EdT>çmVMMm© nam^dmMr. aUmV AmhoV PwOUmao AOyZ H$mhr' hr JPbhr_moR>_moR>çmZ§ åhUm`bm Ë`mbm AmdS>o.

nwT>§ Ë`mM§ _mP§ JyinrR> Am_À`m Hw$Qw>§~nmVirdahr O_b§, Vo~a§M Pmb§. Ë`mMr ~m`H$mo e¡bm Am{U gwZ§Xm EH$_oH$sÀ`m KÅ>_¡{ÌUr Pmë`m. _wŠVm, `emo, h_rX Am{U _wŠVm `m§M§hr g»`Ag§M. H$Yr gmVmè`mbm OmD$Z Amåhr gJio _hm~ioídabmhrJoë`mM§ AmR>dV§ . Vg§M H$mg Vbmd, ~m_Umobrn ªV Ambob§H$mo ZoM§ nmUr... Aer H$mhr {R>H$mU§hr AmR>dVmhoV. Vr gJir_§S>ir gmYr hmoVr. e¡bm Am{U gwZ§XmV EH$ gmå` Ag§ H$s,XmoKtZr Ë`m§À`m Zdè`m§Zm Am{W©H$ O~m~Xmè`m§VyZ _wŠV Ho$b§hmoV§ Am{U XmoKtMo Zdao Ë`m ñdmV§Í`mMm "~am' Cn`moJ H$aV hmoVo.Ë`m§Zr _wbmM§ Zmd h_rX R>odb§, H$maU Ë`m AmYr _wpñb_gwYmaH$ h_rX XbdmB© m§M§ {ZYZ Pmb§ hmoV§. bhmZ½`m h_rXMr_bm EH$ AmR>dU Amho. {S>{bìhargmR>r Ho$g Ambr H$s AmB©(e¡bm) hm°pñnQ>b_Ü o Om`Mr. h_rXbm AmB© H$Yr Kar oVo`mMr CËgwH$Vm Agm`Mr. Vmo \$moZ H$am`Mm. {VH$S>o {gñQ>a \$moZ

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¿`m`Mr. hm {dMmam`Mm. "Am°g (J^m©e`mMo Vm|S>) S>m`boQ>(_moR>m) Pmbm H$m?' Ë`mdê$Z Ë`mbm AOyZ {S>{bìharbm {H$Vrdoi Amho, Vo H$im`M§. CÎma "hmo' Agb§ H$s mMm nwT>Mm àíZ,"{H$Vr q\$Jg©?' EH$ ~moQ> OmB©b EdT>r H$s XmoZ, VrZ? Vg§Agob Va AmB© bdH$a oUma. AmB©Mr _o{S>H$b n[a^mfm Ë`mbmË`m d`mV AdJV Pmbr hmoVr. Ë`m doiMm AdIi h_rX AmVmHo$dT>m em§V (gm`{H$`m{Q>ñQ>) Pmbm Amho Am{U ~wOar _wŠVmAmVm Q>rìhrg_moa H$er VS>mVS>m ~mobV hmoVr.

Va, Za|Ð{df`r gm§JV hmoVmo. ~mhoa EdT>r ^mfU§ XoUmam Za|ÐKar em§V Ago. KamVbr H$m_§ H$aV Ago. Ë`mMo H$nS>o nyU©ImXrMo. ImXr Ë`mÀ`mH$S>o ~hþYm XmXm§H$Sy>Z (XodXÎm) AmbrAgmdr. H$Yr N>mZN>moH$s Zmhr, H$Yr {gZo_m-ZmQ>H$ Zmhr. VmogXmgd©H$mi g_{n©V H$m ©H$Vm© hmoVm. Ë`mdê$Z _r Ë`mbm{MS>dm`Mmo, WÅ>m H$am`Mmo. Vmo åhUm`Mm, "_bm {VW§ Pmon oVo.'IamoIa Vmo Iyn WH$V AgUma. nU Ë`mbm WH$bobm _r H$Yrnm{hbm Zmhr. AmOmarhr nS>bobm nm{hbm Zmhr. Amåhm~amo~aÀ`m§Mr (_mPr, bú_UMr) AZoH$ Am°naoeÝg Pmbr,AmOmanU§ Pmbr; nU hm AgmÀ`m Agm. Ë`mMr Vr H$~È>rVbrCS>r _mê$Z naV nm`m§da C^m, Vgm!

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Ë`mM§ g§KQ>ZH$m¡eë` nUmbm bmJbob§ nm{hb§, Vo "b¾mMr~oS>r' `m ZmQ>H$mÀ`m Xm¡è`mV. H$m ©H$Ë`mªZm _XV H$aÊ`mgmR>rAmåhr "gm_m{OH$ H¥$VkVm {ZYr' hm Q>ñQ> H$mT>bm hmoVm. S>m°.bmJy Ë`mMo AÜ`j. Ë`m§Zr {Ziy \w$bo, VZwOm, amo{hUr hÅ>§JS>r,gwYra Omoer dJ¡a|Zm KoD$Z Vo ZmQ>H$ ~gdb§. _hmamï>^a Xm¡amH$ê$Z Ë`mVyZ n¡go C o H$am`Mo Am{U Q>ñQ>_m\©$V nÞmgH$m ©H$Ë`mªZm _XV H$am`Mr- Aer Vr H$ënZm. Ë`mM§ {Z`moOZZa|ÐZo Ho$b§ hmoV§. AmYr {OW§ à`moJ hmoUma, {VW§ OmD$Z Ë`mZoñdmJV g{_Ë`m ñWmnZ Ho$ë`m. hm°bMr ì`dñWm, CVaÊ`mMrì`dñWm- Ag§ gJi§ Ho$b§. àË`j Xm¡è`mV _r hmoVmo. EH$m{R>H$mUr nmohmoMë`mda {VWyZM \$moZ H$ê$Z nwT>À`m à`moJmÀ`mì`dñWoÀ`m gyMZm XoU§, {VWyZM {Vgè`m {R>H$mUMr H$m` H$m`ì`dñWm Pmbr` Vo nmhU§... ~m...~m...~m...~m... _r Va WŠH$ìhm`Mmo. ZwgVo à`moJ ZmhrV, Va Ë`m AmYr Xwnmar Mmabm àogH$m°Ý\$aÝg. Z§Va XoUJrXmam§~amo~a MhmnmZ. à`moJ doioV gwê$.~g_Ü o _r S>m°. bmJ§yeoOmar ~gm`Mmo. (hmhr Za|ÐÀ`m ì`dñWobmEH$ ^mJ. S>m°. bmJy§Zm hd§-ZH$mo ~KÊ`mM§ H$m_ _mÂ`mda.) VoZa|ÐMr hr bJ~J- JS>~S>, Ymdni nmhÿZ åhUm`Mo, "H$m`_mUyg Amho hm!' Ë`mMr {Z`moOZmMr dhr Ë`mÀ`m hmVmV H$m`_Ago. Vo nmhÿZ S>m°. bmJy EH$Xm åhUmbo, "Amåhr gd© ZmQ>çì`mdgm{`H$m§Zr Xm^mobH$am§À`m `m dhrMm Aä`mg Ho$bmnm{hOo. {Z`moOZ H$g§ H$amd§, ho Ë`m§À`m nm`mer ~gyZ {eH$b§nm{hOo.'

Vmo Agm Q>mñH$ _mñQ>a, g§KQ>H$ hmoVm; Var hoH$Q> ZìhVm.AmnU gm§Jm`M§ Am{U Xwgè`mZ§ EoH$m`M§, Aer gd` AemVèhoÀ`m _mUgm§Zm hmoD$Z OmVo. nU Za|Ð Vgm ZìhVm. Ë`mMr{eH$Ê`mMrhr V`mar Ago. _r Zoh_r Ë`mÀ`mH$Sy>Z {eH$VAmbobmo. Var Ë`mÀ`m _ZmV (Ia§ Va e¡bmÀ`m) gmVmè`mbmì`gZ_wŠVr H|$Ð H$mT>m`M§ Amb§. Voìhm Vmo nQ>²H$Z Am_Mm(_wŠVm§JU n[admamMm) {eî`hr Pmbm. Eadr Z Ho$boë`mH$m_m§_wio H$mZ{nirMm A{YH$ma Ë`mÀ`mH$S>o. nU AmVm H|$ÐgaH$mabm AO© H$go H$am`Mo, ~amo~a Hw$R>bo Hw$R>bo H$mJXOmoS>m`Mo, ho _r gm§{JVb§. Am{U Ë`m {Z_yQ> {dÚmÏ`m©Zo Vo gJi§{bhÿZ KoVb§. _wŠVm§JU_Yë`m Q>oqZJ g|Q>a_Ü o Vmo Am{U Ë`mMo

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ghH$mar oD$Z ~gm`Mo. {VW§ Hw$UmMm ~S>oOmd ZìhVm, H$sñnoeb \°${g{bQ>r ZìhË`m. {dÚmWu åhUOo {dÚmWu.

Z§Va Ë`mMo "n[adV©Z' ZmdmMr A{Ve` Aà{V_ g§ñWm C^rHo$br. e¡bm, gm`{H$`m{Q>ñQ> nwVÊ`m àgÞ Aer g_{n©V VÁk_mUg§ Agë`mda H$m` hmoUma? Xa doir _bm, Amåhmbm Hw$Ur{dMmab§- Mm§Jb§ H|$Ð ~Km`M§ ; Va Amåhr {Z:e§H$nUo"n[adV©Z'H$S>o ~moQ> XmIdVmo. Z§Va Va Vmo `m MidirMm OgmàdŠVmM Pmbm hmoVm. Vmo Am{U A^` ~§J ho XmoK§ gaH$maÀ`mYmoaUmda Q>rH$m H$aVmV. Xmê$Mm dmT>Vm Iyn Am{U Ë`mVZ§gaH$mabm {_iUmam H$moQ>çdYr én`m§Mm Q>°Šg... dJ¡aoAmH$S>odmè`m Ë`m§Zm H$em H$iVmV, Hw$Umg R>mD$H$. _r ì`gZr_mUgm§Zm ì`gZmVyZ Xya H$mT>m`À`m H|$Ðm§er OmoS>bm Jobobmo.Ë`mnwT>o OmD$Z g^m KoD$Z bmoH$m§Zm m ì`gZm§Mo VmoQ>o gm§JU§, dJ¡aoOmUrd-OmJ¥VrM§ H$m_hr H$aVmo. Am_À`m H|$ÐmVbr _wb§nWZmQ>ç§hr H$aVmV. Vo ghO O_Uma§, gmon§ dmQ>V§. nUH$m`ÚmMm, {Z`_m§Mm, YmoaUm§Mm Aä`mg H$aU§ _hmAdKS>. naVVo gmaIo ~XbV AgVmV. Ë`m§Mm nmR>bmJ H$gm H$am`Mm?Za|ÐÀ`m AJXr {O oda AmH$S>odmar. _bm Hw$Ur m~m~V åhUOogaH$mar YmoaU dJ¡ao- àíZ {dMmabm; Va _r gm§JVmo, m~m~VrVAm_Mm brS>a åhUOo Za|Ð Xm^mobH$a. Ë`mbm oQ>m.

åhUOo ~Km- AmYr "n[adV©Z' H$mT>VmZm Vmo Am_Mm {eî`Pmbm hmoVm Am{U `m~m~VrV ~KVm-~KVm Vmo AmåhmgJù`m§Mm Jwê$ H$Yr Pmbm, Vo g_Ob§M Zmhr.

Am wî`mÀ`m EH$m Q>ßß`mda Za|Ð A§YlÕm {Z_y©bZmM§ H$m_H$ê$ bmJbm Am{U WmoS>çmM H$mimV VoM Ë`mM§ Or{dVH$m ©Pmb§. `m JwÝømV _mPmhr WmoS>m gh^mJ Amho. H$moëhmnyabmAm_M§ H$gb§ Var {e{~a hmoV§. amÌr gJio Jßnm _maV ~gbmohmoVmo. Hw$Ur Var H$ënZm H$mT>br H$s, AmnU `m H$m_mH$S>o H$godibmo, Vo àË oH$mZo gm§Jm`M§. _r Iam H$gm dibmo, Vo AmR>dybmJbmo. {gZo_mAmYr B§{S>`Z Ý yO XmIdVmV Ver {~hmaÀ`mXwîH$mimdaVr S>m°Š w_|Q>r nm{hbr Am{U OrdZM ~XbyZ Job§. Vr{\$ë_ gwIXod `m§Zr Ho$ë`mM§ Z§Va H$ib§. Za|ÐZo H$m` gm§Jmd§?"A{Zb Ë`m doir _Zmoha gmám{hH$mV (Vo Ë`m doiM§ bmoH${à`gmám{hH$) ~wdm~mOr, A§YlÕo{déÕ boI {bhm`Mm. Vo dmMyZdmQ>b§, `m joÌmV H$m_ H$amd§.' _r AJXr _mohê$Z Jobmo.boIH$mM§ åhUÊ`mnojm, boIZmM§ ho Ho$dT>§ ^m½`! _r MidirVAmbmo, nU Vo {Z{_ÎmmnwaV§M. Ë`mZ§ _mÌ Vr Midi Aer H$mhrnwT>§ aoQ>br`, H$s Hw$R>ë`m Hw$R>§ OmD$Z nmohmoMbr`. Ë`mbm Ho$aiMo~r. ào_mZ§X oQ>bo. (A~«mh_ H$modya oQ>bo H$s Zmhr, Vo _mhrVZmhr.) Ë`m§Zr ~wdm~mOrMm nXm©\$me H$am`À`m wŠË`m{eH$dë`m. hmVmVyZ A§Jmam H$gm H$mT>m`Mm, dJ¡ao. g oV H$moUr~m~m ~ZyZ oUma, ho M_ËH$ma H$ê$Z XmIdUma, H$mhr _wb§{damoYr KmofUm XoUma, _J hm ~m~m Jdr dó§ H$mTy>Z Q>mHy$Z Ë`mM_ËH$mam§_mJM§ ahñ` g_OmdyZ gm§JUma... Agm Vmo à`moJAgo. Ë`mMo H$m`H$V} m à`moJmV Va~oO Pmbo. JmdmoJmdr à`moJ

H$ê$ bmJbo. \$gdUmè`m ^m|Xy ~m~m§Mm nXm©\$me H$ê$ bmJbo.gJù`m _hmamï>mV hbH$„moi. gm_m{OH$ à~moYZmÀ`m MidirW§S>mdV Mmbë`m AgVmZm hr Midi \$mo\$mdbr AJXrIoS>çmnmS>çn ªV nmohmoMbr.

Ë`m MidirV eŠ` hmoB©b {VW§ Ë`mZ§ _bm Jmodb§M. _rË`mÀ`mgmaIm VS>mIo~§X ^mfU H$aUmè`m§_Ybm ZìhVmo.AmË_JV, _wi_wirV dmQ>ob Ag§ _mP§ mfU. Vwåhr H$m` H$amd§,ho gm§Jm`bm Or^M aoQ>V Zmhr. nU Var Za|ÐZo Vo MmbdyZ KoVb§.EH$Xm " wVmMm emoY' hr emoY`mÌm H$mT>br. IwÔ H$moH$UmV. {VW§åhUo- nmamnmamda, \$m§Úm\$m§Úm§da wV§ ~gbobr AgVmV. IynbmoH$m§Zr Ë`m§Zm AS>db§, dmX KmVbo. mMo H$m ©H$V} åhUV, " yVHw$R>o Amho Vo XmIdm.' H$s {VH$Sy>Z bmoH$ åhUV. "A_Š`mZXrÀ`m nwbmda amÌr ~mambm yV oV§.' hr _wb§ {VW§ OmD$ZXmIdV. bmoH$m§À`m ê$T> H$ënZm§er Q>ŠH$a KoU§, ho H$m__hmamï>mV {H$Ë oH$ dfmªV Pmbob§M ZìhV§. Ë`m `mÌoÀ`mg_mamonmbm _bm ~mobmdb§. d|Jwbm© BWo amÌr g^m hmoVr. {VW§hr_mPm, Za|ÐMm qnS> {H$Vr doJim Amho, ho {Xgb§. _mP§ mfU gwê$Pmb§. _r åhUmbmo, "EH$mhr _mUgmZ§ g oV JS>~S> Ho$br, Va _r

Ë`mbm Midi H$am`Mr hmoVr,Jmoï>r KS>dyZ AmUm`À`m hmoË`m._r Ë`mVbm ZìhVmo.Varhr Am_M§ Iyn g»` hmoV§.Ë`mZ§ _mÂ`m nS>ob y{_Ho$da H$YrQ>rH$m Ho$br Zmhr, H$s H$Yr H$Yr^mfU~mOr_Ü o T>mo~i hmoÊ`mdaAmjon KoVbm Zmhr._r _ZmÀ`m bharà_mUo dmJUmam,{b{hUmam; Va Vmo H$V©ì`^mdZoÀ`m{Zð>oZo bT>Umam. Ë`mZ§ Vmo OmXyQ>moUm{damoYrH$m`Xm ìhmdm åhUyZ Ü`mg KoVbm,bmdyZ Yab§. amOH$maÊ`m§À`m ApñWay{_Ho$nwT>o Zm_moha_ Pmbm Zmhr.

ho gJi§ AMmQ> Amho. Xþgè`m ~mOybmgmYZm gmám{hH$ hmVr KoU§ Am{UË`mbm Hw$R>ë`m Hw$R>o ZoD$Z R>odU§...hohr Vg§M AMmQ> H$m_.

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Imbr ~goZ. Hw$Umdahr _bm _mP§ ^mfU bmXm`M§ Zmhr.'H$mhr doimZ§ EH$ _mUyg H$mhr Var ~S>~S>bm. Pmb§, _r

Imbr ~gbmo. Za|ÐZo _J g^m hmVr KoVbr Am{U Ag§ R>UH$mdyZ^mfU Ho$b§, H$s ~ñg! Hw$R>§ JS>~S> Zmhr, H$s Jm|Yi Zmhr.g oZ§Va bmoH$ _mÂ`m^modVr O_bo. åhUmbo, "Vwåhr n{hë`m§XmMd|Jwë`m©V oVm`. Vw_M§ ^mfU EoH$m`bm Amåhr gJio CËgwH$VoZ§Ambmo hmoVmo. Vwåhr H$m Wm§~bmV? ~mobm`Mm Vg§M.'

_r åhUmbmo, "Vwåhmbm EoH$m`M§ hmoV§ Zm; _J Ë`m JS>~S>H$aUmè`m _mUgmbm Jßn H$aÊ`mMr O~m~Xmar Vw_Mr Zmhr H$m?_r Ë`mbm Jßnm H$gm ~gdVmo , hr _Om ~Km`bm Vwåhr O_bmhmoVmV?' hm Za|Ð Am{U _mÂ`mVbm \$aH$. Ë`mbm MidiH$am`Mr hmoVr, Jmoï>r KS>dyZ AmUm`À`m hmoË`m. _r Ë`mVbmZìhVmo. Varhr Am_M§ Iyn g»` hmoV§. Ë`mZ§ _mÂ`m nS>oby{_Ho$da H$Yr Q>rH$m Ho$br Zmhr, H$s H$Yr H$Yr mfU~mOr_Ü o

T>mo~i hmoÊ`mda _r Amjon KoVbm Zmhr. _r _ZmÀ`m bharà_mUodmJUmam, {b{hUmam; Va Vmo H$V©ì`^mdZoÀ`m {Zð>oZo bT>Umam.Ë`mZ§ Vmo OmXÿQ>moUm{damoYr H$m`Xm ìhmdm åhUyZ Ü`mg KoVbm,bmdyZ Yab§. amOH$maÊ`m§À`m ApñWa y{_Ho$nwT>o Zm_moha_ PmbmZmhr. ho gJi§ AMmQ> Amho. Xþgè`m ~mOybm gmYZm gmám{hH$hmVr KoU§ Am{U Ë`mbm Hw$R>ë`m Hw$R>o ZoD$Z R>odU§... hohr Vg§MAMmQ> H$m_. VwbZm H$am`bmhr H$mhr gmå` Agmd§ bmJV§.VodT>§hr Ë`mÀ`m-_mÂ`mV Zmhr. Varhr Ë`mbm _r {_Ì åhUmd§?

_r Ë`mÀ`m Am wî`mH$S>o, ñd^mdmH$S>o Omo-Omo ~Kmd§, Vmo-Vmo AmíM`m©V ~wS>m`bm hmoV§. ñdV:À`m _`m©Xm§Mr I§Vhr dmQ>Vo.`m A§YlÕo{déÕÀ`m H$m_m§_wio ~wdm~mOr H$aUmè`m§À`m ŠVm§ZrË`mÀ`mda IQ>bo ^abo. Hw$R>§ Var Vmo åhUmë`mM§ AmR>db§,Ë`mÀ`mda XmoZeo IQ>bo Mmby AmhoV. EoH$Ê`mVbr MyH$ Agob,XmoZeoEodOr drg AgVrb. _mÂ`mda XmoZ IQ>bo hmoVo, Vohr drgdfmªÀ`m A§VamZo; Var _r {H$Vr ~oOma hmoVmo! Za|ÐZo m IQ>ë`m§MmC„oIhr H$Yr Ho$bm Zmhr. ^maVmVë`m {Za{Zamù`m eham§VAgbobo IQ>bo H$go bT>dV Agob- {H$Vr em§VnUo! VgmMAmUIr EH$ XwY©a àg§J. Ë`mÀ`m {_ÌmZoM Ë`mÀ`mda g§ñWoÀ`mg§X^m©V IQ>bm ^abm. ho XmoK§hr _mPo {_ÌM. nU Za|Ð H$YråhUmbm Zmhr H$s, Vy Oam gm§J Ë`mbm- AmnU ~gyZ {_Q>dyZQ>mHy$, dJ¡ao. Vmo IQ>bm bT>V am{hbm. Vmo Ë`mZo qOH$bmhr. nUË`mMm Ë`mZo O„mof Ho$bm Zmhr, H$s H$er {Oadbr Aer\w$emaH$s _mabr Zmhr. Ë`m IQ>ë`m§_Ü o Ë`mbm _Z:ñVmn PmbmZgob H$m? _mUgmbm Agm _Z:ñVmn Hw$R>o Var ~mobyZ _moH$i§ìhm`bm hd§ AgV§. nU Hw$Umer Vmo ho ~mobë`mM§ Eo{H$dmV Zmhr.H$m Vmo ho gJi§ gmogV am{hbm? hr Ë`mMr H$V©ì`H$R>moaVmåhUmdr H$s m gJù`mH$S>o g_Ñï>rZo nmhÊ`mMr mo½`mMr d¥Îmr?

Ë`mbm `moJr åhUmd§g§ dmQ>V§. H$maU Vmo H$Yrhr,Hw$Um{df`rhr dmB©Q> ~mobë`mM§ _bm AmR>dV Zmhr. A§YlÕm{Z_y©bZ g{_Vr_Ü o OÝ_ë`m-OÝ_ë`mM \y$Q> nS>br Am{U em__mZd doJim Pmbm. `mZ§ Ë`mÀ`mda H$gbo Amamon Ho$bo ZmhrV,

H$s Q>rH$m. hm g§KQ>ZoM§ H$m_ em§VnUo H$aV am{hbm. hr g§KQ>ZmEH$m {XdgmV \$mo\$mdbr Zmhr; {dQ>oda drQ> R>odmdr, Aem àH$maoVr ~m§Ybr Jobr`. _bm àíZ nS>bm`- BVŠ`m dfmªÀ`m, BVŠ`m{ZH$Q> ghdmgmZ§Va _r Ë`mÀ`mH$Sy>Z H$m` CMbb§? H$m`{eH$bmo? EdT>§M {eH$bmo H$s, Vmo Am{U _r doJir ì`pŠV_Îd§AmhmoV. doJio ñd^md KoD$Z OÝ_mbm AmbmoV. Varhr Aem§_Ü o_¡Ìr hmoD$ eH$Vo?

_J Vmo Joë`mM§ H$ië`mda, N>mVrV H$i H$m CR>br? S>moH§$VrZ-Mma {Xdg H$m XwIb§? am̧{Xdg? Hw$R>ë`mhr Am¡fYmZo ZWm§~Uma§? Amnë`m {OdmMm Hw$Ur Var bMH$m VmoS>bm`, Ag§CUonU AOyZ H$m ì`mnyZ am{hb§ ? "A{ZbmoÎm_' Aer EoHy$ ZoUmar hmH$ H$mZm§da H$m gmaIr nS>Vo Amho?

_mUyg H$Yr OmUma, ho AmYr H$iV Zmhr. _bm Ë`mÀ`mYmdnirH$S>o nmhÿZ AZoH$Xm dmQ>V Ago- Ë`mbm KoD$Z_wierÀ`m O§JbmVë`m EImÚm \$m_©hmD$gda Omd§.Ë`mÀ`mH$Sy>Z gwaoe ^Q>m§À`m JPbm EoH$mì`mV. Ë`mbm _rXm^mobH$ar IOm©Vbr JmUr _ZgmoŠV åhUy ÚmdrV. O_ë`mg~mgarMm _ZmV WoQ> CVaUmam gya Var Ë`mbm EoH$dmdm... _rË`mÀ`mgmaIm Zgbmo, Oar Ë`m P§PmdVr OrdZmV {dgmdm VarZŠH$s hmoD$ eH$bmo AgVmo.

AmO Vmo Joë`mbm _{hZm CbQy>Z Jobm. nmo{bgm§Zm AOyZIwZr gmnS>bm Zmhr. Ë`m_wio Ë`m§À`mda Mm¡\o$a Q>rH$m hmoVo Amho.`mda nÌH$ma, Q>rìhr M°Zobdmbo hmM àíZ C^m H$ê$Z à{V{H«$`m{dMmaVmV. nmobrg Ë`m§M§ H$m_ H$aVrb. _bm Ë`mMr \$maCËgwH$Vm Zmhr. Za|Ð Jobm, åhUOo JobmM; Vmo H$mhr naV {XgUmaZmhr. AJXr JwÝhoJmambm nH$Sy>Z Ë`mbm \$mer {Xb§, Varhr Za|ÐnaV {XgUma Zmhr. _bm "IwZr H$moU'nojm Za|ÐÀ`m g§KQ>ZoMoH$m ©H$V} H$m` H$aVmhoV, mMr CËgwH$Vm OmñV Amho. H$moU H$moU{Q>Hy$Z amhUma Amho? H$moU ^md{ZH$ AmH«$moemZ§Va H$m_mVyZ~mOybm hmoUma Amho? Y_m©À`m ZmdmImbr gm_mÝ` OZm§Zm Hw$Ur\$gdV Agob, Va Ë`m{déÕ X§S> WmonQy>Z {ZYS>çm N>mVrZo H$moUC^m amhUma Amho?

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nU Iar n[apñWVr nyU© doJir hmoVr. XodXÎm d Za|Ð `m§Mr d¥ÎmrAm{U H$m ©nÕVr AJXr gmaIr hmoVr. XmoKohr ñdV:Mo gmao CYiyZg‘mOmgmR>r H$mhr Var H$aV Agm`Mo- qH$dm ‘r Ë`m§Mr Moï>m H$aVË`m§Zm åhUm`Mmo, ""AmnU H$aVmo Vo gmao g‘mOmgmR>r, AgoVwåhr g‘OV AgVm Am{U Amåhmbm g‘OmdÊ`mMm à`ËZH$aVm!'' XodXÎm åhUOo XmXm Jobo, Ë`m doir ‘r "A§VZm©X'‘Ü oË`m§À`mda EH$ boI {b{hbm hmoVm. Za|Ðbm Vmo Om‘ AmdS>bm.åhUmbm, ""~§S>çm, AmVm IaoM Mm§Jbo {bhmd`mgbmJbm`g!'' ‘r em§VnUo åhQ>bo, ""Vy nU AmVm Ago N>mZ{bhmd`mg bmJ. VwbmnU ‘mÂ`mda H$Yr Var {bhmd`mgbmJUma!'' ‘mÂ`mhÿZ A{YH$ em§VnUo åhUmbm, ""{bhmd`mgIaoM AmdS>ob ao. nU H$mhr Var H$m‘ H$am`bm bmJ. ZwgVmMAmnbm {Q>dë`m-~mdë`m H$arV ^Q>H$V AgVmog.''

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bjmV Ambo- àM§S> JXu åhUOo H$m` ho nhmV hmoVmo. KamnmgyZAYm© {H$bmo‘rQ>ada JmS>çm§Mm IM- ‘moQ>mar, ‘moQ>magm`H$br...gm`H$br, bmoH$ ~o mZ hmoD$Z KmofUm XoV hmoVo. H$mhr OU aS>VhmoVo. Za|Ð EdT>çm bmoH$m§n ªV EdT>çm Odi nmoMbm` `mMr‘bm Ia§M H$ënZm ZìhVr. ~hþYm Za|Ðbmhr Zgmdr. m XoemVrbn[adV©ZmMr Midi EdT>r ngabobr Amho, `mMr `mMidirbmnU H$ënZm Zgmdr..

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Ia§M gm§JVmo . amÌr ‘bm AJXr em§V-ñdñW Pmon cmJbr.gH$mir AJXr àgÞ dmQ>V hmoVo. Mhm KoVm-KoVm ‘ZmV åhQ>bo..."nabmoH$, ‘¥Ë yZ§VaMm àdmg Ago H$mhr Agob Va AmB©, dS>rb,XmXm, Za|Ð {VH$S>o Mhm KoVm-KoVm ‘mPr {’$aH$s VmUV AgUma.g‘Om Ago Zgoc... {dMma- doìhO² åhUOo bhatÀ`m ê$nmV{dídmV qhS>V AgVrb, Va `mo½` A°ÊQ>oZm {‘iVmo H$m, hoemoYV Ë`m bhar qhS>V AgUma. Vmoda Am‘Mm Jwê$ AmB©ÝñQ>mB©ZAmR>dbm. Vmo åhUmbm`- "Xod Amho H$m Zmhr; ‘aUmoÎmaApñVËd Amho H$s Zmhr, m àíZm§Mr CÎmao XoÊ`mBVnV ‘mZdr ‘|XÿAOyZ {dH${gV Pmbobm Zmhr. Y‘©, {dkmZ, VÎdkmZ ’$º$ hdoVB‘bo CR>dVmV qH$dm H${dVm aMVmV. Ë`mnojm `m H$ënZm{dgê$Z, ‘|Xÿbm à‘mU ‘mZyZ, Amnë`m ^modVmbÀ`m ‘mUgm§ZmA{YH$ gwIr H$am`bm Am{U ^modVmbMo OJ A{YH$ gw§XaH$amd`mg bmJm...'

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EH$Xm ‘mÌ ‘mPo Am{U Za|ÐMo H$S>mŠ`mMo m§S>U hmoUma, Agogmè`m gmVmam ehambm dmQ>bo hmoVo. gmVmabm Voìhm XmoZ ~bmT>çAer H«$sS>m‘§S>io hmoVr. EH$ "lrH¥$îU H«$sS>m ‘§S>i', Xþgao"{edmOr CX` ‘§S>i'. Iao Va XmoÝhr ‘§S>im§V gd© Y‘mªMo, gd©OmVtMo Am{U gd© {dMmaYmam§Mo bmoH$ hmoVo. hþVwVy d BVa XoerIoim§Mm àgma `mM H$m‘mV XmoÝhr ‘§S>io gd©eº$sZwgma H$m‘H$aUmar. nU XmoKm§À`mV {dù`m^monù`mEdT>o d¡a. àM§S> IwÞg.‘r H¥$îUH«$sS>oMm IoimSy>. ‘w§~B© amÁ` H«$sS>m ‘hmoËgdmV {edmOrCX` ‘§S>imÀ`m ZmH$mda {Q>ƒyZ gmVmam {Oëhm hþVwVy g§KmMmH$U©Yma åhUyZ {ZdS>bm Jobobmo. Za|ÐZo H¥$îUm H«$sS>m ‘§S>imV`m`bm nm{hOo H$s Zmhr? nU Zmhr, hm Amnbm gai {edmOrCX` ‘§S>imV Jobm. Kar H$mhr ~mobm`Mr gmo Zmhr. AmB©-d{S>bm§Zr gdmªZm gm§{JVbobo ""Vwåhmbm àË oH$mbm Oo nQ>Vo dAmdS>Vo, Vo AJXr Amåhmbm Z {dMmaVm H$am. åhUOo {eH$m`MoVa {eH$m, Zgob {eH$m`Mo Va ZH$m {eHy$. b¾ dmQ>bo Va H$am,Zmhr dmQ>bo Va ZH$m H$ê$. {ejU H$moUË`m {df`mMo ¿`m`Mo,b¾ Hw$Umer Am{U Ho$ìhm H$am`Mo, hm ’$º$ Vw‘Mm àíZ Amho.''Aem `m KamV Za|ÐZo {edmOr CX` ‘§S>imV OmUo MwH$sMo Amho,ho ‘mPo H$moU EoH$Uma?

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Zìho, Va {edmOr {dÚmnrR>mÀ`m hþVwVy g§KmMm Vmo gbJ VrZ df}H$U©Yma hmoVm. Ë`mZo Ë`m {dÚmnrR>mbm Am§Va{dÚmnrR>r` MfH${‘idyZ {Xbm Am{U ^maVmMm n{hbm H$~È>r g§K Á`m doir{ZdS>bm Jobm, Voìhm Ë`mV Ë`mMr {ZdS> Pmbr!- Pmbo Vo IaoEdT>oM. {edmOr CX` ‘§S>i ho ‘hmamï>mVrb EH$ ~bmT>ç H«$sS>m‘§S>i åhUyZ C o Amho. Za|Ð åhUOo Zê$^mD$ ho Ë`m§Mo Am`H$m°ZAmhoV. H¥$îU H«$sS>m ‘§S>i OdiOdi g§nb§ Am{U ‘r hþVwVyIoim`Mmo, ho gmVmè`mV AmVm Hw$Umbmhr AmR>dV Zmhr!{edmOr CX` ‘§S>imZo Za|БYrb ZoV¥ËdmMo Am{Ug§KQ>ZH$m¡eë`mMo JwU AmoiIbo Am{U Omonmgbo. Ë`mMo lo Vmo{edmOr CX` ‘§S>imMo Jwéd © ~~Zamd CWi|Zm Úm`Mm.

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XmoZ dmOVmM àdmg g§ndyZ Jmoì`mbm nmoMbmo Am{U EH$ doJioMÌm§JS>o ‘mÂ`mg‘moa C o am{hbo. nwñVH$ àH$meZmMm H$m ©H«$‘ nmMdmOVm. nU Jmoì`mÀ`m "A§{Zg'Zo Xþnmar VrZ dmOVm emoH$g^mR>odbr hmoVr. ‘r VoWo hOa AgoZ, åhUyZ nÌHo$ dmQ>br hmoVr. Vgo’$bH$ bmdbo hmoVo. ‘bm Va A§{Zg‘Ybo R>mogwÕm ‘m{hVr Zmhr.Ë`m§Mm EH$hr H$m ©H«$‘hr ‘r AOyZ Xþê$Zhr nm{hbobm ZìhVm.‘bm dmQ>bo, AgVrb AmR>-Xhm åhmVmar ‘mUgo. nU g obmJobmo Am{U CS>mbmoM! nUOr oWrb {dbjU gw§Xa Agboë`m"Ý y AmQ>© A°ÊS> H$ëMa {~pëS>J'Mo àeñV, dmVmZwHy${cV g^mJ¥hJXuZo VwS>w§~ Amog§Sy>Z dmhV hmoVo. ‘r Za|ÐMm ^mD$ åhUyZ ‘bmì`mgnrR>mda ~gdbo. EH$mnmR>monmR> EH$ lmoVo ~mobV hmoVo. Ë`mVór, nwéf, åhmVmao gd© hmoVo. ‘hÎdmMo åhUOo dºo$ H$moH$Ur,‘amR>r, qhXr, B§J«Or gd© ^mfm§V ~mobV hmoVo. Ë`m§Mo {dMmag‘OV hmoVo. `m XoemV ^mfm§Mo ^m§S>U IaoM Amho Hw$R>o? Zg‘OUmar Jmoï> åhUOo, ~mobVmZm dºo$ g§Vá Am{U J{hdabobohmoVo. H$mhr OU Va M¸$ aS>V ~mobV hmoVo. Za|Ð EdT>çmbmoH$m§n ªV, BVH$m Ë`m§À`m ‘ZmV Am{U H$miOmV nmoMbmH$gm?

g oV ‘mOr H$m`Xm‘§Ìr a‘mH$m§V Ibn, ImgXma A°S>. A‘¥VH$mgma, Jmodm H$bm AH$mX‘rMo AÜ`j {dîUy gy m© dmK AgoAZoH$ Zm‘d§V lmoVo åhUyZ CnpñWV hmoVo. dºo$ ~moMao, oXH$ àíZ{dMmaV hmoVo. oWo ‘Zmoha n[a©H$a d Ë`m§Mo ‘§Ìr H$m ZmhrV?H$m‘mV AgVrb. Amåhr g‘Oy eH$Vmo. nU `m gaH$maZo `mIwZmMm AOyZ {ZfoY Ho$bm Zmhr. Xm^mobH$am§Zm lÕm§Obrdm{hbobr Zmhr. ‘mÌ gZmVZ Y‘©g§ñWoÀ`m H$m ©H«$‘mbm Ë`m§MoJwUJmZ H$arV hr ‘§S>ir H$m C^r AgVmV?

Xþgè`m EH$m dŠË`mZo {dMmabo, ""n[admamMm Jm§Yr, Zohê$`m§À`mda amJ Amho. ‘mÌ n[adma Vgm nQ>obm§Zm ‘mZVmo. nQ>obm§ZrJmoidcH$am§Zm nmR>{dboë`m nÌmV {b{hbo hmoVo- "g§KmMm `mIwZmV hmV hmoVm H$s ZìhVm, Vo Z§Va R>aob. ‘mÌ, Vwåhr XoemV Oo

dmVmdaU {Z‘m©U H$aV hmoVm, Ë`m {dfmar dmVmdaUm‘wio hm IyZPmbm`, ho AmnUmbm ZmH$maVm oUma Zmhr.'' ‘J hm IyZgZmVZ à^mV Á`m {dImar ^mfoV Xm^mocH$am§da {bhrV hmoVm;Y‘©H¥$Ë` åhUOo H$m` ho AZw m`m§Zm {eH$dV hmoVm Am{U AmOXm^mocH$am§Zm lÕm§Obr åhUyZ Ë`m§Zr Omo ~r^Ëg ‘OHy$a{b{hbm Amho... Ë`mMm qhXÿ Y‘© Am{U qhXÿ g§ñH¥$Vr `m§Mo ajUH$amd`mg H${Q>~Õ Agbobm g§K, ^m.O.n., {d.qh.n.,{dÚmWu n[afX {H$‘mZ {ZfoY H$m Zmhr H$aV?''

EH$ {e{jH$m ’$ma nmoQ>{VS>H$sZo ~mobbr. {VZo Oo Zo‘Ho$ oXH${dYmZ Ho$bo, Ë`m‘wio emoH$g^m AgyZhr jU^a hmñ`mMr bHo$angabr. Vr åhUmbr, ""‘hmamï>mVrb ZoVo oWo Ambo H$s, EH$mX‘mV "emhÿ-’w$bo-Am§~oH$a' Ago åhUVmV. Am‘À`memioVë`m AZoH$ ‘wbm§Zm ho EH$mM ‘mUgmMo Zmd Amho, AgodmQ>Vo. Z§Va ‘mÂ`m bjmV Ambo- m ZoË`m§Mrhr AerM g‘OyVAmho! ‘r EH$Xm EH$mbm {dZ§Vr Ho$br. emiogmR>r nwñVHo$ IaoXr

EH$ {e{jH$m ’$ma nmoQ>{VS>H$sZo ~mobbr.{VZo Oo Zo‘Ho$ oXH$ {dYmZ Ho$bo,Ë`m‘wio emoH$g^m AgyZhr jU^ahmñ`mMr bHo$a ngabr. Vr åhUmbr,""‘hmamï>mVrb ZoVo oWo Ambo H$s,EH$m X‘mV "emhÿ-’w$bo-Am§~oH$a'Ago åhUVmV. Am‘À`m emioVë`mAZoH$ ‘wbm§Zm ho EH$mM ‘mUgmMoZmd Amho, Ago dmQ>Vo. Z§Va ‘mÂ`mbjmV Ambo- `m ZoË`m§Mrhr AerMg‘OyV Amho! ‘r EH$Xm EH$mbm {dZ§VrHo$br. emiogmR>r nwñVHo$ IaoXrH$am`MrV; "emhÿ-’w$bo-Am§~oS>H$a'`m§À`m EH$m nwñVH$mMo Zmd gm§Jm.Vmo åhUmbm, "{VH$S>o Joë`mda H$idVmo!'AmO ~Zdbobm "OmXÿQ>moUm{damoYrH$m`ÚmMm' ‘gwXm `m {VKm§n¡H$sEH$mbmhr XmIdbm AgVm, Va Ë`m§ZrVmo ’$mS>yZ hdoV CS>dbm AgVm-EdT>m gm¡å`, nMnMrV H$m`Xm!

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H$am`MrV; "emhÿ-’w$bo-Am§~oH$a' `m§À`m EH$m nwñVH$mMo Zmdgm§Jm. Vmo åhUmbm, "{VH$S>o Joë`mda H$idVmo!' AmO ~Zdbobm"OmXÿQ>moUm{damoYr H$m`ÚmMm' ‘gwXm `m {VKm§n¡H$s EH$mbmhrXmIdbm AgVm, Va Ë`m§Zr Vmo ’$mS>yZ hdoV CS>dbm AgVm-EdT>m gm¡å`, nMnMrV H$m`Xm! Am{U H$m`Xm ZrQ> Z ~ZdVmoUmè`m ‘§Í`mbm Am{U g{Mdmbm bJoM ~S>V’©$ H$am, åhUyZ

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""‘bmbmdarb h„m Am{U Xm^mocH$am§darb h„m hr EH$mMVm{c~mZr d¥Îmr‘YyZ {Z‘m©U hmoVmV. Amåhr gm§JVmo Vmo Y‘©,Amåhr gm§JVmo Vmo Y‘©J«§W, Amåhr gm§JVmo Vmo Ë`m Y‘©J«§WmMmAW©- Vmo {Z‘yQ>nUo ‘mÝ` H$am, Zmhr Va añË`mdarb Hw$Í`mÀ`m{n„mÀ`m ‘m¡VrZo {MaS>yZ ‘amd`mg V`ma ahm. ‘bmbmÀ`m doirJim H$mT>Umao maVmVbo gmao ZoVo AmO em§V H$m AmhoV? maVr`g§gXoZo "A§YlÕm {Z‘y©bZ H$m`Xm' g§‘V H$amdm, Ago åhUV nwT>oH$m oV ZmhrV?- nm{H$ñVmZ Am{U ^maV `mVrb Vm{c~mZr‘§S>ir Am{U amÁ`H$V} AJXr gmaIoM H$go?''

Z§VaMm nwñVH$ {d‘moMZmMm H$m ©H«$‘ A{YH$ ÁdmbmJ«mhrhmoVm. ""naewam‘ åhUOo ~hþOZ g‘mOmbm Ad‘m{ZV H$aUmaoEH$ àVrH$. 21 doim Zag§hma H$ê$Z Amåhr Vw‘Mm dU© Zm‘eofHo$bm, åhUyZ gm§JUmao... Vw‘Mm dU© H$m`‘Mm g§nmdm, åhUyZAm‘À`m `m àVrH$mZo J ©dVr ‘mVm§Mr nmoQ>o ’$mS>yZ Ë`mVrbOrdgwÕm MoMbo. ‘mV¥gÎmmH$ Hw$Qw>§~nÕVr AmVm H$m`‘Mr g§nbr.AmVm {nV¥gÎmmH$ Hw$Qw>§~nÕVr Amho. d{S>bm§Zr gm§{JVbo VaAmB©Mo S>moHo$ CS>dbo OmVo, ho bjmV R>odm...'' åhUyZ gm§{JVbo.""hr Vw‘Mr ‘hm^`mZH$ àVrHo$ Vwåhr ’$ŠV gm{hË` g§‘obZoAm{U ApIb Am`m©dV© ~«m÷U g§‘obZmV {‘adyZ Wm§~V Zmhr.S>m°. ‘meobH$am§Mo boIZ Am{U S>m°. ‘mYdamd {MVi|Mo nwñVH$`mVyZ naewam‘mbm nwÝhm àñWm{nV H$aVm`... OmVr` ÛofdmT>dVm`... ‘mYdamd {MVi|À`m nwñVH$mMo Zmd Amho-"^JdmZ naewam‘- Zd{Z‘m©Vo'. S>m°. {MVio, ‘meobH$a `m§Mo `m{df`mVrb kmZ H$m`?''- dºo$ ~mobV hmoVo Vo ^`mdh Am{U{dbjU hmoVo. nU Ë`mZ§Va AmUIr EH$ {dbjU Jmoï> KS>br.‘r AZoH$ nwñVH$ {d‘moMZmÀ`m H$m ©H«$‘mbm `m Zm Ë`m H$maUmZoCnpñWV am{hbmo . nU ‘r nm{hbobm hm n{hbm {d‘moMZg‘ma§ - OmÊ`mnydu lmoË`m§Zr JXu H$ê$Z, nwñVHo$ {dH$V KoD$Zn{hbr Amd¥Îmr g§ndbr hmoVr.

nwñVH$ {d‘moMZmZ§Va Mhm KoVmZm Pmbobr MMm© A{YH$ oXH$hmoVr. EH$ OU åhUmbm, ""e§ a ‘wIdQ>çm§Mm amdU åhUyZ AmOn[adma qhS>Vmo Amho, ho AmnU ZrQ>nUo qH$dm A{O~mV bjmVKoVbobo Zmhr. EH$ ‘wIdQ>m "gZmVZ à^mV' hm Amho, Xþgam‘wIdQ>m "lram‘ goZm' Amho. lram‘ goZoZo ‘wbtZm hm°Q>ob‘YyZ~mhoa H$mTy>Z ~S>dbo Amho. ho qhXÿ Vm{c~mZr AmhoV. Ia§ Va VoË`m§À`mhr nwT>o JoboV. gag§KMmbH$m§Zr "qhXÿ ìhm°Bg'Mo H$m¡VwH$H$ê$Z Ë`mbm Amerdm©X {XboV Am{U Ë`m "qhXÿ ìhm°Bg'Zo Ë`mM

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XmoZ H$m ©H«$‘- ImonS>r AmCQ> H$aUmao. amÌ^a EH$X‘AñdñW Pmon. Ë`mVyZ gH$mir bdH$a CRy>Z gmVmabm Om`MohmoVo. {XZH$a qP~«obm 12 dmOVmMm dm`Xm Ho$bobm. nU ^ë`mnhmQ>o ‘mOr H|$Ðr` H$m`Xm‘§Ìr Ibnm§Mm ’$moZ- "A§{Zg åhUVoVgm maVr` H$m`Xm hmoD$ eH$Vmo, Pmbm nm{hOo,' Ago gm§JyZ VoåhUmbo, ""Jmoì`mÀ`m noS>Uo ^mJmV ‘m§Oao ZmdmÀ`m IoS>oJmdmV‘r H$m°boO MmbdVmo. VoWrb ‘wbm§Zm Vw‘Mo nUOr oWrbH$m°boOmVrb ^mfU {‘Ìm§Zr gm§{JVb§ . gH$mir 8 dmOVm gd©{dÚmWu O‘Uma AmhoV. Vw‘Mo {ddoH$mZ§X Ë`m§Zm g‘OmdyZ¿`m`Mo AmhoV.''

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XmXm§Mr ‘wbJr Apñ‘Vm {hMo b¾ ‘wHw$§X ~hmiH$a `m OmV Z‘mZUmè`m dmUr OmVrVrb ‘wbmer O‘{dbo. ‘wHw$§XMm ^mD$amO|Ð ~hmiH$a hm amï> godmXbmMm nyU©doi H$m ©H$Vm© Agë`mZoZa|ÐMm {‘Ì hmoVm. EH$ doJio b¾ Va Za|Ðbm H$ënZmhr ZgVmZm’$º$ Za|Бwio Pmbo. ‘mPm ^mMm em‘ ^mogbo "E‘.S>r.' Pmbm.Ë`mZo _rZmjr Zb~bo `m "E‘.Eg.' Pmboë`m ‘wbrer b¾R>adbo. AmVm _rZmjr Zb~bo ho Zmd ‘hmamï>mVrb AZoH$m§ZrEoH$bobo AgUma. hr ‘wbJr bmVyaOdiÀ`m Ah‘XnyaMr.Xhmdr d ~mamdr `m ~moS>m©À`m XmoÝhr narjoV Vr ‘hmamï>mVrb~moS>m©À`m gd© H|$Ðm§V n{hbr Ambobr. {VMm hm {dH«$‘ AOyZhrH$moUr ‘moS>bobm Zmhr. ‘wbrMo dS>rc dmabobo. {VÀ`m AmB©Zo dBVa ZmVodmBH$m§Zr b¾mbm {damoY Ho$bm. Ë`m§Mo åhUUo gaihmoVo- AmnU gbJa (YZJa) g‘mOmVbo. gbJa, YZJa`m§À`mV b¾o Pmbr, Var ê$T>r-na§nam `m§Mm Zme hmoVmo. ho EH$doi ~mOybm R>ody. Vy EdT>r hþema S>m°ŠQ>a Pmbobr. mogbo åhUOoehmÊUd Hw$ir ‘amR>o. Ë`m KamV b¾mZ§Va Vwbm d KaÀ`m§ZmnUÌmg hmoUma. ‘mÌ Á`m doir H$ibo H$s, em‘ hm Za|ÐMm ^mMmAmho- Ë`m doir {VMr AmB© d KaMo åhUmbo, "‘J H$mhr haH$VZmhr!'- _rZmjr Amnë`m b¾mMo lo Za|Ðbm XoVo. ‘mÌ Za|ÐMoAmUIrhr H$mhr ’§$S>o AgV. b¾ AJXr gmYo d Zm|XUr nÕVrZoPmbo nm{hOo, ho Amnbo ‘V Za|ÐZo _rZmjr d em‘ `m§Zm N>mZnQ>dyZ {Xbo. _rZmjrÀ`m AmB©Mm `mbm ì`mdhm[aH$ H$maUmZo{damoY hmoVm. H$maU Ago b¾ Pmbo, Va ‘wbrZo niyZ OmD$Z b¾Ho$bo Ago JmdmVrb bmoH$ g‘OUma. ‘J Amåhr Za|Ðbm Z gm§JVmEH$ ì`mdhm[aH$ VmoS>Jm H$mT>bm. b¾ gmYoM d Zm|XUr nÕVrZo.‘mÌ, gmIanwS>m Ë`mnydu XmoZ ‘{hZo AmYr Ah‘Xnyabm. AJXrJmdOodU KmbV {VÀ`m AmB©Zo gmIanwS>m Ho$bm. ‘mÌgmIanwS>çmbm Am‘À`mH$Sy>Z ’$º$ em‘Mo AmB©-dS>rb,‘mder, d ‘r Am{U XrZmZmW Ago XmoZ ‘m‘m. em‘Mo b¾ Pmbo2001 ‘Ü o; Ë`mÀ`m nmM df} AmYr ‘wº$mZo b¾ Ho$bo. {VMmZdam A{Ze nQ>dY©Z hm A§{ZgMm H$m ©H$Vm©. b¾ A§Yoar oWrb{ddmh Zm|XUr H$m`m©b`mV Ë`m§Zr AJXr am§JoV C o amhÿZ Ho$bo.Am‘À`mH$Sy>Z ghr H$am`bm åhUyZ ‘r AZ² Za|Ð Ago XmoKo am§JoVC o. A{ZeMo AmB©-dS>rc nU AgoM am§JoV C o. åhUOo b¾mbmdYy-da ‘§S>itÀ`m ZmË`mVrb EHy$U Mma ‘mUgo!

JmS>rV ~gbmo Am{U EH$m nmR>monmR> VrZ ^`mU {dZmoXr"Eg.E‘.Eg' Ambo. n{hbm gm§JV hmoVm- "AmVm Var nQ>bo Zm,Amnbo Y‘©J«§W ~amo~a AmhoV? H$moUVohr Mm§Jbo qH$dm dmB©Q> H$m‘Za~ir {Xbm Va bJoM nma nS>Vo. O` {g`mam‘!' hm {S>{cQ>Ho$bm. nwT>Mo {S>{cQ> Ho$bo Zmhr, Vo ~ao Pmbo. Xþgam gm§JV hmoVm,"AmVm Imbrb do~gmB©Q>daMo ho nmZ nmhm. Vw‘À`m Zmdmg‘moaXmoZ ’w$ë`m Q>mH$ë`mV. Ë`mMm AW© g‘OVm Zm?' {Vgam gm§JVhmoVm- "Jmoì`mV oD$Z Y‘©{damoYr ~mobVm`. Vwåhmbm H$m`^mdmÀ`m ‘mJm©Zo Om`M§ ?' ‘r bJoM Vo g§Xoe ‘mPm {‘Ì gXmZ§X

XmVo `mbm ’$m°adS>© Ho$bo. Ë`mMm bJoM Eg.E‘.Eg. Ambm-"S>moÝQ> dar.'

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XoV qhS>Umao VéU, åhmVmao, {ó`m, nwéf AmhoV. ho IaoM H$m¶Amho?'' ‘r ‘ZmV åhQ>bo- "n[adV©ZmgmR>r AñdñW Am{UAmVwa, Ë`mgmR>r H$ï> moJm`Mr V`mar Agbobr- n[adV©Z Am{U{ddoH$dmXr ‘mUgo Amnë`m^modVr àË oH$ {R>H$mUr ^a^ê$ZdmhVmhoV. Am{U Amnbo XþX£d ho H$s, "emhÿ-’w$bo-Am§~oS>H$a',Am{U hmo- {b‘ o, Eg.E‘., S>m§Jo `m§À`m `m ‘hmamï>mV, `m‘hm‘mZdm§À`m C§MrMo amhÿ Xo, Ë`m§À`m Odinmghr OmD$ eHo$b,Amåhm gdmªZm EH$m gyÌmV Jmodob, Ago ZoV¥Ëd Am‘À`mg‘moaHw$R>oM Zmhr...

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OÝ__¥Ë yMo JyT>AgVo _mZdmÀ`mho Vwcm nQ>V Zgo.{ddoH$m~mhoa H$mhrhrZgVo _mZdmÀ`m,gVV nQ>drV Jocmg{ZË` Zo_mZo,AdYo {ZgJ©OmV åhUOod¡km{ZH$ {ddoH$mMr_hmì`dñWm_mZcrg Vy,{dkmZ{Zð> {ddoH$dmXmMrVwPr _emcgVV YJYJV R>odcrg Vy,Am{U lÕm-A§YlÕm§À`mwÕmV

Vy H$m`_M qOH$cmg,Iam noM VyM OmUcmg {_ÌmeoH$S>mo AS>mUr OZm§À`m{MdQ> «_m§MmAZ² Ë`m «_m§Mm \$m`XmKoUmè`m ehmÊ`m§Mm!Y_© VwPm {df` ZìhVm.nU AdKo cmoH$ «_Va Y_©J«ñVhohr Vy OmUco hmoVo, {_Ìm!Vy AmH$pñ_H$nUo Jocmg\w$Q>coë`m \w$½`mVrchdogmaIm,OÝ__¥Ë yMo {dkmZOmUco VarVwÂ`m hm¡VmËå`mMm{dkmZ{Zð> {ddoH$dmXC_Joc H$Yr Amåhmcm?{Ìdma j_ñd!

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EH$m A{VXÿaÀ`m g\$arMm Vy àdmgreoH$S>mo «_ Am{U ê$T>r`m§Mo AmoPo AhmoamÌ VwÂ`m _mWr!Vy H$_r ~moccmg,A§Va§JmerM VwPo am̧{XZ dmX-g§dmX...VwPr cm§~Mr g\$aAH$mcrM g§ncrA{Ve` A_mZwfnUo...H$m` H$m` hmoVo VwÂ`m S>moŠ`mV,aº$mÀ`m Wmamoù`mV?VwPr AIoaMr gmXHw$UrM EoH$cr Zmhr...g_moaÀ`m Am|H$maoídamZohr!

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Ho$gm§À`m OS> OmS>OyS> OQ>m,_mÏ`mda nmR>rda nocUmè`mA^mJr {ó`m...Hw$Ê`m {ZX© ê$T>rZo cmXcocoVo Hw$ê$n AmoPoCVadcog Vy {_Ìm...VwPr ór_wº$s {VÀ`m Ho$gm§nmgyZMr,órñdmV§Í`mMr IarIwar dmQ>{_Ìm, VyM emoYcrg...!

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_amR>r órnwéf-VéUmB©MmVwÂ`m MidirMm Moham...OmVrO_mVr, d`moJQ>, ehar, {e{jV AZ² A{e{jVAem Ad¿`m ^maVr`VoMm MohamAXå` CËgmhmZo {ZWiUmam;nXm{YH$mar Zm__mÌM,gJioM H$m ©H$V} Ho$di-VwÂ`mgH$Q>.VwPr Midi {~ZKamMrdmñVy Amcr H$s Midi Kwg_Q>Vo,EH$H$„r hmoV OmVo-hm VwPm R>m_ {dídmg!dma§dmaMo Aä`mgdJ©,dma§dmaMo H¥${VH$m ©H«$_,OdiOdi à{V{XZ ì`m»`mZ d Q>rìhrda MMm©,Vy `m§V gd©Ì,Am{U Hw$R>ohr Zmhrg...JXuV JXugmR>r amhÿZVy {VÀ`mnmgyZ A{cá-hm VwPm gdmªV _moR>m M_ËH$ma!- AmVm, `mnwT>o {_Ìm...?

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S>m°ŠQ>a, Vwåhr ~moccm;""g_moaÀ`m JXuVcm Hw$UrVar_mÂ`mda Jmoir PmS>m`cm Q>nyZ Amho,nU Ë`mÀ`m ~§XþH$sMr XheV _cm dmQ>V Zmhr...~§XþH$s_mJMo hmV {^Ìo AgVmV {_Ìm,Va Q>mH$ Vr ~§XÿH$-AmnU XmoKo {_iyZ àH$memMm añVm emoYy!''

-Vw_Mo ho ~moc S>m°ŠQ>a,Hw$Umcm _hmËå`mMo dmQ>Uma ZmhrV?

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VwÂ`m AmdS>r AZ² CËgwH$Vm ì`mnH$H$m_Jmam§nmgyZ {dMmad§Vm§n ªV-gJù`mer g§Yr {_iVmMZmZm àíZ {dMmaV am{hcmg...VÎdo Am{U VÎdkmZ,Y_© AZ² amOH$maU,AW©H$maU {Z g_mOH$maUgJù`m§Mr __} OmUyZ KoV am{hcmg-Ë`m§À`m Am§Vag§~§Ym§gh,

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AmoŠgm~moŠer aSy>hr Z XoVm Amåhmcm!

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_Xm©Zr Ioi Vwåhmcm {à`,Hw$ñË`m§À`m X§JcrgmR>rH$moëhmnya-~oiJmdn ªV dma§dma dmè`m!

H$~È>r Vwåhmcm AmdS>o,Vw_À`m hZw_mZ CS>rZo{H$VrVar gm_Zo qOH$co d {edN>ÌnVr nwañH$mahr!

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coIZhr Vwåhr Ho$coMidirMm ^ma gm§ miV...Vw_Mo d MidirMo Iao AmË_d¥Îm åhUOo Vw_Mr nwñVHo$,"{V{_am§VwZr VoOmH$S>o' hm Vw_Mm ~¥hX²J«§W,`mnwT>rc MidirÀ`m {dMma-_mJmªMm XrnñV§ !

Midi Va AhmoamÌ Vwåhr MmcdcrM-n§Mdrg df}AZw m`m§Mr eoH$S>mo ~m¡{ÕHo$ KoVcr...{ZfoY, {ZXe©Zo, g^m, {_adUwH$m Am{U CnmofUhr Ho$cog.

{_Ìm,BVŠ`m N>moQ>çm d`mV AZ² Ho$di n§Mdrg-Vrg dfmªV_hmË_mOtÀ`m dmQ>odê$Z dmQ>Mmc H$aVVr dmQ>M Vy {H$Vr cm§~é§X d AmH$f©H$ ~Z{dcrg!

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EH$m jUmV àñVwVmer g_agVo g§nVmM Xþgè`m jUr nyU©V: A{cá...{_Ìm, VwÂ`m `m AOy~mMo Zdc nocco _r {Z_yQ>nUo-nU EH$ {Xdg Z amhdyZ {dMmaco,""S>m°ŠQ>a, ho H$go O_Vo Vwåhmcm?''`mda _moR>çmZo hgyZ Vo CÎmaco;""H$mhr Zmhr hmo! Am` OñQ> EÝOm° ~moW- Qy> ~r Am°a Zm°Q> Qy> ~r''_r hmXacmoM!S>m°ŠQ>aM nwT>o _moR>çm J§ ranUo åhUmco,""_mPm ñd^md {dcjU EH$m§V{à` Amho, _mUgm§Zm _r Q>miVmo!''hm Va Xþgam hmXam!{cáVm d A{cáVm, BVŠ`m PQ>nQ> ~XcUmamhm ~o{_gmc {_Ì hmoVm-g_yhmgmR>r OJUmam Am{U Amnë`m EH$m§VdmgmgmR>rhr!

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e¡cm Xm^mocH$a

‘m¶mg‘moa ˶m§Zr H$Yrhr ‘m¶mgmR>r˶m§Zm H$mhr H$am¶cm Z {‘ië¶mMr I§V~mocyZ XmIdcr Zmhr. nU Amåhm XmoKm§MrOr eodQ>Mr ‘wcmIV EH$m nonacm {Xcr hmoVr,˶mV ˶m§Zr ho OmhranUo ‘mݶ Ho$c§ hmoV§ H$s-""e¡cmMm ‘r Iyn AnamYr Amho Ag§ ‘cm dmQ>V§.H$maU ‘r {VÀ¶mgmR>r H$mhr H$ê$ eH$cmo Zmhr.''‘r åhQ>c§, ""Ahmo, AnamYr H$emcm dmQy>Z KoVm¶?Vwåhr AmhmV H$s ‘m¶m~amo~a!Am{U H$mhr Zgc§ Var AmnU XmoKo AgoM EH$‘oH$m§Zm^m§S>m¶cm Var AmhmoVM Zm. Amncr ‘V§ AerHw$Umhr Xþgè¶mg‘moa ‘m§S>Vm ¶oV ZmhrV.amo‘±{Q>H$ ào‘ H$m¶ Hw$Urhr H$ê$ eH$V§.nU ho Oo EH$‘oH$m§~Ôc dmQ>V§, Vo Ia§ Ia§ gm§JU§hoM ‘hÎdmM§ AgV§. Ag§ AgyZhr AmnU EdT>§H$m¶ H$m¶ Mm§Jc§ H$aVmo, {Xdg^a EH$‘oH$m§ZmoQ>VgwÕm Zmhr, Varhr Amnë¶mcm EH$‘oH$m§À¶m

em°Q>©H$q‘½OM OmñV {XgVmV, H$maU Amncr dmQ>na’o$³eZMr Amho.''

(C o) AemoH$ (e¡cmMm ^mD$), Za|Ð, XrZmZmW, XodXÎm, XÎmàgmX, AVre, àgÞ, (IwMuda) crcmdVr, e¡cm,‘mB© (e¡cmMr AmB©), ‘mB©, h‘rX, cVmd{hZr, gw‘Z, {MÌm, (O{‘Zrda) g‘Vm, ‘wº$m, Apñ‘Vm.

(ñWi - gmVmam, ‘mBªMm 75 dm dmT>{Xdg, {X.4 {S>g|~a 1978)

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‘mPo ~mbnU1942 Mm ñdmV§Í`bT>m Mmby hmoVm, Voìhm ‘mPo dS>rb

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EH$Ì Hw$Qw>§~nÕVr Am{U Am‘Mr KS>U‘mPr AmB© Jmoì`mMr Amho. Ë`m doiobm Jmoì`mV nmoVw©JrOm§M§

amÁ` hmoV§. Ë`m‘wio ‘mÂ`m ‘m‘m§Mr ‘wbo {ejUmgmR>r ~oiJmdbmAmbr. Vr Am‘À`mM d`mMr hmoVr. {edm`, d{S>bm§À`mZmË`mVbr H$mhr ‘wb§hr Am‘À`mH$S§> hmoVr. åhUOo AmB©H$S>rb

Am{U d{S>bm§H$S>rb ZmË`m§Vrb {‘iyZ Xhm-~mam ‘wb§ Amåhm^md§S>m§~amo~aM dmT>br. Ë`m doiobm Am‘M§ Ka N>moQ>§ hmoV§. åhUOoAmåhr gd© OU Ho$di XmoZ-VrZ Imoë`m§‘Ü o amhV hmoVmo. BVH$mJmoVmdim gm§ mim`Mm åhQ>ë`mda n¡em§Mr MUMU H$m`‘Agm`Mr. nU Ag Agb§ Var Amåhr gJio A{Ve`JwÊ`mJmoqdXmZ§ amhV hmoVmo. hr gJir AmnbrM ‘wb§ AmhoV,Aer AmB©~m~m§Mr; Va hr AmnbrM md§S§> AmhoV, Aer Amåhm‘wbm§Mr mdZm hmoVr. Ë`m‘wio "Amnb§ Am{U naH§$' qH$dm "‘mP§Am{U VwP§' hr oXmMr ^mdZm bhmZnUmnmgyZ Am‘À`m ‘ZmdaH$Yrhr q~~br Zmhr. CbQ> AmnU gJio EH$, hoM H$m`‘ ‘ZmdaR>gb§ Job§. AOyZhr ‘mÂ`m ‘ZmV hrM ^mdZm Amho.Am‘À`mn¡H$s H$mhr OU ‘amR>r ‘mÜ`‘mV, Va H$mhr B§p½be‘mÜ`‘mV hmoVo. ~m~m§Zm Ag dmQ>m`M§ H$s ‘mPr ~mobm`Mr nÕVdJ¡ao Mm§Jbr Amho, Voìhm ‘r B§p½be ‘mÜ`‘mV {eH$md§. åhUyZ~m~m§Zr g|Q> Omogo’$ H$m°Ýìh|Q>‘Ü o ‘mP§ EH$Q>rM§ H$m hmoB©Zm, ZmdKmVb§. ho gJi§ Ë`m§Zr Odi nwaogo n¡go ZgVmZm H$mQ>H$garVyZHo$b§. ‘mÌ Amåhm ‘wbm§Zm H$mhr H$‘r nSy> {Xb§ Zmhr. "AmåhrVwÂ`mgmR>r ho ho Am{U BVH§$ Ho$b§' Ag dmŠ` ‘mÂ`m AmB©-~m~m§Zr H$Yrhr Cƒmab§ Zmhr.

{Ma§VZ ‘yë`m§M§ amonUXþgar ‘hÎdmMr Jmoï> åhUOo, ~m~m Amåhm ‘wbm§Zm XaamoO

d¥ÎmnÌm§Vrb boI dJ¡ao dmMyZ XmIdm`Mo. Ë`m§V AmMm © AÍ`m§Mo"‘amR>m'‘Yrb Iyn gw§Xa boI Agm`Mo. gÜ`mH$mir AmR>-ZD$bm H$m‘mdê$Z naV Amë`mZ§Va ~m~m Amåhmbm AJ«boIdmMyZ XmIdm`Mo. boI dmMVmZm Vmo H$gm dmMbm nm{hOo,Ë`mVrb {dam‘{MÝhm§Zwgma-gdmXm§Zwgma AmdmOmMm MT>-CVmaH$gm H$am`Mm, Hw$R>ë`m eãXmda H$Yr {Z H$gm ^a Úm`Mm,Ë`mVbm ‘hÎdmMm ‘wÔm H$m` Amho B. g‘OyZ gm§JV. mVbr EH$AmR>dU Aer H$s- Amnë`mbm Oa Hw$Um~Ôb Mm§Jb§ gm§Jm`M§Agob Va AmnU H$g gm§Jy eH$Vmo qH$dm Hw$Um~Ôb dmB©Q>~mobm`M§ Agob Va {H$Vr ~moby eH$Vmo, ho AÍ`m§Zm {H$Vr Mm§Jb§`m`M§, ho Vo gm§Jm`Mo. Voìhm AÌo H$m`‘ n§.Zohê$§da Iyn Q>rH$mH$am`Mo. nU Ooìhm Zohê$ Jobo, Voìhm AÍ`m§Zr Zohê$§da gbJ 13{Xdg Iyn Mm§Jbo boI {b{hbo. Ë`m boIm§Mr H$mÌUo ~m~m§ZrAmåhm ‘wbm§gmR>r H$mTy>Z R>odbr hmoVr Am{U Vr AmåhmbmnwZ:nwÝhm dmMm`bm bmdbr hmoVr.

~m~m Amåhmbm doiàgJr {eH$dm`Mo, nU Ë`m {eH$dÊ`mVAdmñVd {eñV Zgm`Mr. mCbQ> ‘mPr AmB© A{Ve` {eñV~ÕhmoVr. AmB©Mr AmB© (AmOr) {VÀ`m bhmZnUrM Jobr hmoVr,Ë`m‘wio AmB©Z§ Ag R>adb§ hmoV§ H$s, {OW§ Hw$R>§ AmnU amhÿ {VW§B§{S>n|S§>Q> Agb§ nm{hOo. {VÀ`m ‘ZmMr Vr R>odU hmoVr. Ë`m‘wioVr Amåhm ‘wbm§Zm Iyn {eñVrV dmT>dm`Mm à`ËZ H$am`Mr.{eñVrdê$Z Ë`m XmoKm§V ^m§S>U§hr ìhm`Mr. gmh{OH$M Am‘MmH$b ~m~m§H$S§> OmñV Agm`Mm, H$maU ~o{eñV amhm`bm

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nadmZJr Agm`Mr. Ë`m§Zr Ë`m§À`m {dMmam§à‘mUo Amåhm ‘wbm§ZmdmT>db§. "dmT>db§' åhUÊ`mnojm "KS>db§' Ag åhUU§ A{YH$g w{º$H$ R>aob. "{XdgmH$mR>r EH$ Var Mm§Jbr Jmoï> Ho$brnm{hOo,' Agm EH$ gñH$maM Ë`m§Zr Am‘À`mda Ho$bm hmoVm. Ia§åhUOo, Amåhr Vgo Jar~M hmoVmo. Ka Oo‘Vo‘ n¡em§da Mmbm`M§.Aem pñWVrVhr dS>rb åhUm`Mo H$s, ""e¡bm, Amnë`mOdi OoAmho Vo H$m`‘ OmñVr Amho Ag g‘Om`M§, åhUOo VwÂ`mOdiEH$ ^mH$ar Agob Va Ë`mVbr MVH$moa Xþgè¶mgbm XoVm Ambrnm{hOo.'' Aem {H$Vr Var Jmoï>r bhmZnUrM ~m~m§Zr Amåhm‘wbm§Zm {eH$dë`m hmoË`m, Ë`mhr nwT>§ OmD$Z gm§Jm`M§ Va {Ma§VZ‘yë`m§M§ amonUM Am‘À`m ~mb‘Zmda Ho$b§ hmoV§. AmO mM§ ‘bmIyn ‘hÎd OmUdV§.

AmZ§XmMr d gñH$mam§Mr nwaMw§S>rEH$ ‘hÎdmMr Jmoï> gm§{JVbr nm{hOo H$s, ~m~m Jm§YrOt~Ôb

d EHy$UM Ë`m§À`m Midir~Ôb Iyn Mm§Jb§ Am{U ^a^ê$Z~mobm`Mo. Ë`m§Zm {Xgbobo Jm§YrOr, Jm§YrOtÀ`m Jmoï>r,Jm§YrOtMm {dMma qH$dm n§. Zohê$ ~oiJmdbm Ambo VoìhmMrË`m§Mr ^mfU§, Ag ~a§M H$mhr Vo Amåhmbm gm§Jm`Mo. {edm`Ë`m doir ~oiJmdmV Iyn ZmQ>H$m§Mo à`moJ ìhm`Mo. ‘mPo ~m~md¥ÎmnÌm‘Ü o Agë`mZo Ë`m§Zm ZmQ>H$m§Mo nmg H$m`‘ `m`Mo.Ë`m‘wio ~m~m Amåhmbm Xa Ionobm ZmQ>H$mbm KoD$Z Om`Mo. `mCbQ> AmB© åhUm`Mr H$s, "ZmQ>H§$ ~KyZ ‘wb§ {~KS>Vrb.' ‘mPm^mD$ {VM§ EoH$m`Mm Am{U Kar ~gm`Mm. ‘r ‘mÌ Oam AdIiAgë`mZo ZmQ>H$mbm Om`MoM. Ë`m H$mimV ‘r Iyn ZmQ>H§$nm{hbr. hm H$mi ‘mÂ`mgmR>r Iyn AmZ§XmMm Jobm. hm H$miåhUOo AmZ§XmMr nwaMw§S>rM. hm AmZ§X Xþgè¶m§~amo~a dmQy>ZKoÊ`mMr EH$ gd`M bmJbr. ho H$aVmZm AmnU ’$ma H$mhr doJi§H$aVmo AmhmoV, Ag ‘bm H$YrM dmQ>b§ Zmhr. ‘r ñd^mdV…gai MmbUmar Agë`mZ§ OJhr VgM Amho, Ag ‘bmdmQ>m`M§. Ë`m‘wio Amnë`mH$S>o Oo Amho Vo H$m`‘ Xþgè¶mbm {Xb§nm{hOo qH$dm Xþgè`mer eoAa Ho$b§ nm{hOo, Ag ‘bm dmQ>m`M§.`m gJù`m‘wio Am‘À`m ‘Zmda ZH$iV H$mhr Mm§Jbo gñH$maPmbo. gñH$mam§Zr Am‘M§ ~mbnU Jƒ abob§ hmoV§, Ag åhQ>b§Var dmdJ§ hmoUma Zmhr. Ag ~mbnU ¹${MVM Hw$Umbm {‘iV§,Vo ‘mÂ`m dmQ>çmbm Amb§ `mM§ ‘bm Iyn g‘mYmZ dmQ>V§.

‘r S>m°ŠQ>a Pmbo‘bm ‘o{S>H$bbm A°S>{‘eZ {‘imbr. nU nwîH$iXm Km~ê$Z

‘r H$m°boO‘YyZ naV Kar `m`Mo. ‘J ~m~m ‘bm nwÝhmH$m°boO‘Ü o gmoSy>Z `m`Mo. Ag H$aV-H$aVM ‘r S>m°ŠQ>a Pmbo.nwT>o ‘bm E‘.S>r. (‘o{S>{gZ) H$am`M§ hmoV§. Am‘Mo EH$ gaE‘Amagrnr (b§S>Z) hmoVo. Ë`m§M§ {Q>qMJ Am{U AmoaoeZ Iyn N>mZhmoV§. EH$m ‘moR>çm gaH$mar hm°pñnQ>bbm Vo A°Q>°M hmoVo, Ë`m‘wioIyn OUm§Mr godm H$aVm `m`Mr. ‘bm Ag dmQ>m`M§ H$s,

AmnUhr E‘Amagrnr H$ê$Z `mM H$m°boO‘Ü o {ejH$ åhUyZamhmd§. ‘mPr B§Q>Z©{en Mmby AgVmZm ‘bm ‘o{S>{gZ‘Ü o IynN>mZ ‘mŠg© nS>bo hmoVo. Vr grQ> ‘bm Z¸$s {‘iUma hmoVr.Ë`mgmR>r n¡em§Mr O‘dmO‘dnU Ho$br hmoVr. Ë`m H$m°boObmJar~ bmoH$m§M§ Iyn ‘moR>§ SoZoO hmoV§. {VWo Oa H$m‘ H$am`Mr gYr{‘imbr AgVr Va ‘r hOmam|Mr godm H$ê$ eH$Uma hmoVo. Ë`m‘wio{VW§ OmD$Z bJoM H$m‘mbm gwédmV H$am`Mr, Agm ‘mPm {dMmahmoVm. ‘mÌ Kar oÊ`mMr ‘mPr Or AmoT> hmoVr, Ë`m‘wio grQ>{‘iyZgwÕm ‘mPm A°Q>|S§>g H$‘r nS>bm. Ë`m‘wio Vo åhUmbo H$s, hrgrQ> Amåhr Vwbm ghm ‘{hÝ`mZo XoD$. ‘J ‘r E‘nrEggrÀ`mnarjobm ~gbo Am{U VrV nmg hmoD$Z ‘bm J«oS> 2 : J°PoQ>oS>Am°{’$gaMr nmoñQ> {‘imbr. ‘mP§ nmopñQ>§J ~oiJmdÀ`m {gpìhbhm°pñnQ>b‘Ü o Pmb§. `m‘wio AmVm naV E‘.S>r. ‘o{S>{gZbmOm`M§ H$s Zmhr, Agm àým C^m am{hbm.

b¾ ZmdmMr VmnXm`H$ Jmoï>Ë`m doir ‘mP§ d` gw‘mao n§Mdrg df} hmoV§. ‘mÂ`m S>moŠ`mV

b¾mMm {dMmahr Ambobm ZìhVm. na§Vw AmOy~mOyM§ OJ ~KyZ

eodQ>r ‘mÂ`m ‘ZmV nwÝhm{dMma `m`bm bmJbm H$s,Hw$R>§ Var Am wî`mV Amnë`mbmgoQ>b ìhmd§M bmJUma Amho.`m VmnmVyZ AmnU H$mhr gwQy> eH$VZmhr. `mVyZ ‘ZmV ZH$iVVwbZmhr ìhm`bm bmJbr, H$shr gJir n¡godmbr, {‘OmgImoa‘wb§ EH$sH$S§> Am{U gmVmaMmVmo ‘wbJm EH$sH$S§>. øm XmoKm§VIyn ’$aH$ Amho. H$maU Ë`mZ§{ZXmZ Amnë`mbm nyU© ñdmV§Í`{Xb§ Amho. {edm` Vmo ‘bmIyn [añnoŠQ>hr H$aVmo- ‘mÂ`mdaIyn {dœmg R>odVmo ; ’$º$ ‘rKa Mmbdmd§,EdT>rM Ë`mMr Anojm Amho.

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‘mÂ`m AmB©Mr BÀN>m hmoVr H$s, ‘r b¾ Ho$b§M nm{hOo. ‘r {VbmåhUm`Mo H$s, "Zmhr, ‘bm AOyZ Iyn {eH$m`M§ .' Am‘À`mEH$ b{bVm ‘°S>‘ EH$Q>çmM amhm`À`m. Ë`m§À`mgmaI§MAmnUhr EH$Q>§ amhmd§, Aer ‘mPr BÀN>m hmoVr. nU AmB© ‘bm{Xdg^a gmaI§ gmaI§ VoM- b¾mM§M ~mobm`Mr. Ë`m‘wio ‘r nUIyn d¡VmJm`Mo. eodQ>r ‘bm Ag dmQ>m`bm bmJb§ H$s, `mVyZgwQ>m`M§ Va AmnU b¾ Ho$bob§M CÎm‘. ‘r Á`m {gpìhbhm°pñnQ>b‘Ü o J°PoQ>oS> Am°{’$ga hmoVo, Ë`m hm°pñnQ>bbm~oiJmdmVb§ EH$ ‘o{S>H$b H$m°boO A°Q>°M hmoV§. Ë`m‘wio {VW§hr‘bm boŠMaa åhUyZ {eH$dm`bm Omd§ bmJm`M§. Ë`m H$m°boOmVÁ`m§Zm ‘r {eH$dm`Mo, Vr ~hþVoH$ ‘wb§ hr S>moZoeZ ê$Z AmbobrhmoVr. {edm`, H$mhr OU ‘mÂ`mnojm d`mZ§hr ‘moR>o hmoVo. ‘mPr~«±M Jm`Z°H$m°bm°{OñQ>Mr hmoVr. Ë`m‘wio Am°nñQ>o{Q>Šg{eH$dVmZm- g‘Om, ~mB© ~mi§V hmoV Amho Va {dÚmÏ`mªZm{eH$dVmZm ""Vy Ag Ya, Vy Ag H$a'' dJ¡ao gyMZm H$amì`mbmJV AgV. qH$dm Ë`m§Zm O‘b§ Zmhr H$s ‘J ‘rM Ë`m§Mm hmVYê$Z gm§JV Ago. Ë`m‘wio Ë`mVë`m EH$m ‘wbmbm Ag dmQ>b§H$s, ‘mP§ ào‘M Amho Ë`mÀ`mda åhUyZ. ‘J Ë`mZ§ ‘bm ànmoPHo$b§. nU ‘bm Va ho H$YrM H$Ýìho Pmb§ ZìhV§. H$maU ‘r EH${ejH$ hmoVo Am{U {ejH$ `mM ^mdZoVyZ Ë`m§Zm ‘r {eH$dVhmoVo. `mVyZ ‘mÂ`mg‘moa EH$ ZdrZM g‘ñ`m {Z‘m©U Pmbr.EH$sH$S>o AmB© b¾mMm hÅ> H$aVo , XþgarH$S>o hr Aer ‘wb§Amnë`mbm ànmoP H$aVm`V. `mVyZ H$mhr Var dmQ> H$mT>mdrMbmJUma. Zmhr Va ‘J øm VmnXm`H$ Jmoï>rbm Amnë`mbmH$m`‘M gm‘moa§ Omd§ bmJUma, Agm {dMma ‘mÂ`m ‘ZmVKmoim`bm bmJbm.

S>m°ŠQ>am§er n{hbr oQ>, n{hb§ ~mobU§‘mÂ`m AmB©Mr EH$ ‘¡ÌrU (åhUOo ‘mPr ‘moR>r OmD$) EH$Xm

AmB©bm åhUmbr H$s, ""‘bm EH$ Xra Amho Am{U Ë`mM§ b¾H$am`M§ Amho, Va VwPr ‘wbJr b¾mMr Amho, Voìhm {dMma H$aË`mÀ`mgmR>r.'' ‘mPr AmB© åhUmbr H$s, ""hmo, Mmbob.'' Ia§Va ‘bm ho Ag XmIdyZ-{~IdyZ b¾ H$aU§ ‘wirM AmdS>VZìhV§. EH$ Va ‘mÂ`m {dMmamVM ho ~gUma§ ZìhV§. AmB©åhUm`Mr, ""VwP§ gJi§M OJmdoJi§ AgV§. g‘mOmV amhm`M§Va OJahmQ>rà‘mU§ Mmbb§ nm{hOo.'' Ia§ Va ‘r m‘wio {VÀ`mdaIyn amJmdbobo hmoVo. Ë`mnydu ‘r AmB©da Aer H$YrM amJmdboboZìhVo. ‘J EHo$ {Xder AmB©-~m~m§Zr {‘iyZ ‘bm EH$m JmS>rVKmbyZ gmVmè`mbm AmUb§. gmVmaÀ`m `mM gXm{ed noR>oVë`mKamV daÀ`m ‘Oë`mda ‘mP§ Am{U S>m°ŠQ>am§M§ (Za|ÐXm^mobH$am§M§) n{hb§ ~mobU§ Pmb§. n{hbr oQ> Pmbr. Ë`m§Zr‘bm n{hbm àý {dMmabm, ""Vwbm {gPo[aAZ H$aVm oV§ H$m?qH$dm Vwbm Ka MmbdVm Am{U gm§ miVm oB©b H$m?''`mÀ`mnwT>o OmD$Z Ë`m§Zr ‘bm ñnï> gm§{JVbo H$s, ""g‘Om, ‘bm{bhmd§g dmQ>b§ Va ‘r ’$º$ {bhrZ, ZmoH$ar-H$m‘-n¡gm {‘idU§

`mÀ`m dmQ>obm Va ‘r A{O~mV OmUma Zmhr, Ë`m‘wio Vwbm gJi§gm§ mimd§ bmJob. ~mH$s VwP§ Vwbm nyU© ñdmV§Í` Agob.'' `mMdoir ‘bm EH$ Jmoï> H$iyZ MwH$br H$s, hm ‘mUyg H$m`‘ñdV…À`m ‘ZmV oB©b VoM H$aUmam Amho. ‘J Ë`m§M§ ho gJi§EoH$ë`mda ‘bm Ag dmQ>b§ H$s, Amnë`mbm {VW§ Mm§JbrJ°PoQ>oS> Am°{’$gaMr nmoñQ> Amho; Voìhm Vo gJi§ Mm§Jb§ gmoSy>Z Hw$R>§BW§ øm ‘mUgm~amo~a amhm`M§? eodQ>r Amnë`mbm {VW§ H$m` {ZBW§ H$m`- H$m‘M H$am`M§ Amho Zm, ‘J {VW§M H$ê$. ’$ma ’$maVa OmñVrV OmñV AmB©Mm {damoY ghZ H$arZ, nU b¾ ZmhrH$aUma. hm {dMma ‘ZmV n¸$m H$ê$Z ‘r øm§Zm gm§JyZ Q>mH$b§ H$s,""‘bm H$mhr ho gJi§ PonUma Zmhr. Ë`m‘wio ‘r H$mhr ho b¾ H$ê$eHo$Z, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V Zmhr.'' EdT>§ ~mobyZ Amåhr ~oiJmdbmnaVbmo. Vmo {df`hr {VW§M Wm§~bm.

b¾ CaH$b§‘J nwT>À`m XmoZ ‘{hÝ`m§V ‘bm nwÝhm b¾mMr Iyn ànmoPëg

Ambr. H$maU ‘r EH$m ‘o{S>H$b H$m°boO‘Ü o boŠMaa hmoVo, EH$mMm§Jë`m {gpìhb hm°pñnQ>b‘Ü o Am°{’$ga hmoVo. `m‘wio AZoH$‘wb§ gm§JyZ oV hmoVr. åhUOo hm EH$ doJimM Vmn gwê$ Pmbm.nU hr gJir gm§JyZ oUmar ‘wb§ Iyn n¡godmbr, M¡ZrV OJUmar‘§S>ir hmoVr. åhUOo ‘mPr ZmB©Q> S>çyQ>r AgVmZm Vo {VW§ Jm`Z°H${S>nmQ>©‘|Q>‘Ü o Ambo Va {VW§ {~AaÀ`m ~mQ>ë`m nS>boë`m{XgV. Xmê$À`m ~mQ>ë`m {Xgë`m H$s ‘mP§ S>moH§$ gUH$m`M§Am{U Ë`m§À`mer m§S>U ìhm`M§. ‘r åhUm`Mo, ""‘r Am°Z S>çyQ>rAgVmZm Am{U ‘mÂ`m hÔrV ho àH$ma hmoVm H$m‘m Z oV'' dJ¡ao.H$mhrhr Agb§ Var ‘r ‘mPr ‘V§ naIS>nUo ‘m§S>V Ago. nwT>o nwT>oVa ho gJi§ Iyn ÌmgXm`H$ ìhm`bm bmJb§. eodQ>r ‘mÂ`m ‘ZmVnwÝhm {dMma m`bm bmJbm H$s, Hw$R>§ Var Am wî`mV Amnë`mbmgoQ>b ìhmd§M bmJUma Amho. m VmnmVyZ AmnU H$mhr gwQy> eH$VZmhr. `mVyZ ‘ZmV ZH$iV VwbZmhr ìhm`bm bmJbr, H$s hrgJir n¡godmbr, {‘OmgImoa ‘wb§ EH$sH$S§> Am{U gmVmaMm Vmo‘wbJm EH$sH$S§>. øm XmoKm§V Iyn ’$aH$ Amho. H$maU Ë`mZ§ {ZXmZAmnë`mbm nyU© ñdmV§Í` {Xb§ Amho. {edm` Vmo ‘bm Iyn[añnoŠQ>hr H$aVmo- ‘mÂ`mda Iyn {dœmg R>odVmo ; ’$º$ ‘r KaMmbdmd§, EdT>rM Ë`mMr Anojm Amho. Aer ‘ZmMr KwgiUìhm`bm bmJbr.

‘J ‘r S>m°ŠQ>am§Zm nwÝhm oQ>bo Am{U åhUmbo H$s, ‘bm ‘mÂ`mAmB©-d{S>bm§~amo~a amhm`Mr BÀN>m Amho. mdm-~{hUtZmhr ‘rH$Yr gmoS>Uma Zmhr. ho ‘mÝ` Agob, Va AmnU XmoKm§Zr b¾H$am`bm haH$V Zmhr. Vo åhUmbo, ""‘bm Mmbob.'' ho AgAm‘M§ R>aë`mZ§Va ‘r b¾mbm "hmo' åhQ>b§. åhUOo ho Ag df© aMmbë`mda EH$XmM§ b¾hr CaH$b§.

~oiJmd Vo gmVmam ìhm`m H$moëhmnyab¾ H$ê$Z ‘r gmVmabm Ambo. BW§ ~KVo Va Iyn OwZo Ka.

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‘mPm ñd^md OÝ‘V…M Iyn {OÔr Am{U AmË‘{dœmgy. {H$VrhrAS>MUr oD$ Xo, ‘r Ë`m AmoìhaH$‘ H$aV OmVo. Ë`m‘wio AgobË`m n[apñWVrV AmnU ‘°ZoO H$am`M§, Ag ‘r R>adb§.~oiJmdMr ‘mPr ZmoH$ar Mmby hmoVrM. øm§Zmhr Ë`m doir ZmoH$arhmoVr. nU VrV øm§Zm H$mhr B§Q>aoñQ> ZìhVm. ‘ZmV ZgVmZmhr Vohr ZmoH$ar H$aV hmoVo. Aem nÕVrZ§ Ë`m§Zr H$mhr dfª Vr ZmoH$arHo$br. ‘bm ‘mPr J°PoQ>oS> Am°{’$gaMr Mm§Jbr ZmoH$ar gmoS>m`bmZH$mo dmQ>V hmoV§. Ë`m‘wi§ gwédmVrM§ dfª-XrS> dfª ‘r gmVmabmam{hboM Zmhr. AYyZ‘YyZ oD$Z øm§Zm oQ>m`Mo. ‘J AmåhmXmoKm§Zmhr (~oiJmd-gmVmaÀ`m ‘Yb§) gmoB©M§ {R>H$mU åhUyZH$moëhmnyabm- ‘mÂ`m {XamÀ`m Kar oQ>m`M§ R>adb§. Ë`mà‘mU§Am‘À`m {VW§ JmR>r oQ>r hmoV AgV. gwÅ>r Agob Vg EImX-Xþgam {Xdg Amåhr {VW§ amhm`Mmo. Am‘À`m ggmamMr gwédmV hrAer Pmbr. ‘J J§‘V åhUOo, {VW§ ~oiJmdmV ‘bm bmoH${dMmam`bm bmJbo H$s, ""VwP§ Zdè¶mgmo~V nQ>V Zmhr åhUyZ VyBW§ amhVog H$m?'' ho EH$ AmUIrM gmoeb àoea. ‘mÂ`mg‘moaAmUIr EH$ AS>MU. AmUIr EH$ {ZU© ¿`m`Mr doi Ambr.

VmaodaMr H$gaV Am{U nwÝhm gmVmamIa§ Va, npãbH$ gpìh©g H${‘eZ Pmë`m‘wio AmnU

S>rEMAmon ªV (S>m`aoŠQ>a Am°’$ hoëW Am°{’$ga) daÀ`m loÊ`mMT>V OmD$ eH$Vmo, {edm` Amnë`m hmVmV Iyn A{YH$mahr oD$eH$VmV- Oo bmoH$m§gmR>r AmnU A{YH$ n[aUm‘H$maH$ nÕVrZ§dmnê$ eH$Vmo, Agm gJim Voìhm ‘mPm {dMma Pmbm hmoVm. `mgJù`mV ‘mP§ E‘.S>r. ‘o{S>{gZ Hw$R>§ Var hadb§ hmoV§. Am{U hrZdr dmQ> ‘bm {‘imbr hmoVr. Varhr `mVyZ H$m‘ H$aVm oB©b,Ag dmQ>V hmoV§. `m‘wioM ZmoH$ar gmoS>m`À`m Ho$di {dMmamZoM‘bm Iyn Xþ…I Pmb§. nU Xþgam H$mhr n`m© hr ZìhVm. gmVmabm`m`M§ Agob Va H$mhr Var gwQ>UmaM hmoV§. BW§ Amë`mda ‘w§~B©{dÚmnrR>mV S>rOrAmobm ({S>ßbmo‘m BZ Jm`Z°H$m°bm°{OñQ>) ‘ràdoe KoVbm. ~oiJmdbm ZmoH$ar H$aV-H$aV {S>ßbmo‘mhr H$aVhmoVo. EH$mM doir XmoZ Jmoï>t‘wio Iyn VmaodaMr H$gaV Pmbr.H$maU n{hë`m {Xder Oa ‘r S>çyQ>r Ho$br, Va Mm¡Ï`m-nmMì`m{Xder ‘bm naV ZmB©Q> `m`Mr. ‘J ho XmoZ {Xdg ‘r ‘w§~B©bmOm`Mo. ‘w§~B©bm OmVmZm dmQ>oV WmoS>m doi gmVmabm CVê$Z øm§ZmoQ>m`Mo Am{U ‘J nwÝhm ~g nH$Sy>Z ‘w§~B©bm OmD$Z ‘mPr

boŠMg© H$am`Mo. Vmon ªV ZmoH$arMm n{hbm-Xþgam {Xdg naVAmbobm Agm`Mm. ‘J nwÝhm ~oiJmdmV oD$Z ‘r ZmB©Q> H$am`Mo.hr H$gaV EH$ df© Mmbbr. eodQ>r S>rOrAmo Pmbo. ‘J E‘.S>r.H$am`M§, Ag nwÝhm S>moŠ`mZ§ KoVb§. H$maU ‘mPm Ë`m {df`mMmH$mhr Aä`mg AmYrM Pmbobm hmoVm. åhUyZ ‘r øm§Zm åhQ>b§H$s, ""‘bm E‘.S>r. nwa§ H$ê$ Xo.'' Va ho åhUmbo H$s ""Zmhr,H$maU ‘mP§ ZmoH$arV ‘Z bmJV Zmhr`, ‘bm hr ZmoH$ar gmoS>m`MrAmho Am{U bdH$amV bdH$a ‘bm MidirM§ H$m‘ nyU©doi gwê$H$am`M§ Amho. Am{U AmVm ‘bm EH$Q>çmbm amhm`Mmhr Iyn

H§$Q>mim Ambm`, Voìhm Vy gmVmabm naV o.'' ‘J ‘bm ‘mP§E‘.S>r. gmoSy>Z naV gmVmabm `md§ bmJb§.

noe§Q>²g ßboÝQ>r Am{U nm°Ho$Q²g EåßQ>røm§Zm nmMghmeo én o nJma hmoVm, nU Vmohr VrZVrZ-

MmaMma ‘{hZo {‘im`Mm Zmhr. Voìhm KamV Am{W©H$ AS>MUrgwê$ Pmë`m. BW§ oD$Z ‘r ‘mPm XdmImZm gwê$ Ho$bm. øm§À`mAmoiIr Iyn Agë`mZ§ XdmImÝ`mV noe§Q> `m`bm gwédmVPmbobr hmoVr. `mVhr EH$ J§‘V hmoVr H$s, Oa ‘r {XdgmbmVrg-Mmirg noe§Q> Vnmgbo Va ‘mÂ`mOdi Xhm én ogwÕmO‘bobo Zgm`Mo. ‘bm bmoH$m§H$S>o n¡go ‘mJVm `m`Mo ZmhrV,H$maU gJio OU åhUm`Mo H$s, ""Amåhr Zé^mD$§À`m AmoiIrMoAmhmoV.'' ‘J ‘r n¡go H$go ‘mJUma? ‘m{JVbo Var Z§Va AmUyZXoVmo åhUm`Mo. AemVyZ ‘mÂ`mH$S>o Oo H$mhr WmoS>o~hþV n¡goO‘m`Mo, Vohr XdmImÝ`mÀ`m Am¡fYm§gmR>r- gbmB©ZgmR>r dJ¡aoIM© ìhm`Mo. ‘r `mbm Zmd {Xb§ hmoV§ "noe§Q>²g ßboÝQ>r Am{Unm°Ho$Q²g EåßQ>r.' ‘{hÝ`mÀ`m eodQ>r KamV H$mhr nm{hOo Agb§H$s Hw$UmH$S>o n¡go ‘mJUma? EHo$ {Xder ‘bm noe§Q> VnmgyZ{Xdg^amMo Mmirg én o {‘imbo. Vo Mmirg én o nmhÿZ ‘bm

øm§À`m AmoiIr Iyn Agë`mZ§XdmImÝ`mV noe§Q> `m`bmgwédmV Pmbobr hmoVr. `mVhrEH$ J§‘V hmoVr H$s, Oa ‘r{Xdgmbm Vrg-Mmirg noe§Q>Vnmgbo Va ‘mÂ`mOdi Xhm én ogwÕmO‘bobo Zgm`Mo. ‘bm bmoH$m§H$S>on¡go ‘mJVm `m`Mo ZmhrV,H$maU gJio OU åhUm`Mo H$s,""Amåhr Zé^mD$§À`m AmoiIrMoAmhmoV.'' ‘J ‘r n¡go H$go ‘mJUma?‘m{JVbo Var Z§Va AmUyZ XoVmoåhUm`Mo. AemVyZ ‘mÂ`mH$S>oOo H$mhr WmoS>o~hþV n¡go O‘m`Mo,Vohr XdmImÝ`mÀ`m Am¡fYm§gmR>r-gbmB©ZgmR>r dJ¡ao IM© ìhm`Mo.

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Ë`m {Xder Iyn Iyn AmZ§X Pmbm. H$maU ZmoH$ar gmoS>ë`mZ§Va{H$Vr Var {Xdgm§Zr ‘r BVHo$ n¡go nmhV hmoVo. ‘bm AOyZhrAmR>dV§ H$s, ‘r Vo n¡go EH$m S>ã`mV R>odyZ {Xbo hmoVo.

S>m°ŠQ>am§Mm "YS>H$' Am{U ‘mÂ`mdarb XmoZ IQ>bonwT>o ‘J ‘bm BWë`m ZJanm{bHo$V Mmaeo én o nJmamMr

ZmoH$ar {‘imbr. `m Mmaeo én`m§V ‘r {ZXmZ Am‘Mm ggma^mJdy eH$V hmoVo. {edm`, {VW§ BVŠ`m ~m`H$m ~mi§VnUmgmR>roV AgVmV H$s Amnë`mH$Sy>Z Ë`m§Mr godmhr hmoB©b, Voìhm Mmaeo

én o Va Mmaeo én o, Ag ‘mZyZ ‘r hr ZmoH$ar Z¸$s Ho$br. hm OmoAmË‘{dœmmg Amho Zm, Vmo AgmM ‘mÂ`mV bhmZnUmnmgyZH$m`‘ hmoVm. ~oiJmdmV AmnU H$go am{hbmo AZ² BW§ H$g amhmd§bmJV§ qH$dm Mm§Jb§ gmoSy>Z Ambmo dJ¡ao VH«$ma ‘mPr H$YrMZìhVr. Ë`m~Ôb ‘bm H$YrM Xþ…Ihr dmQ>b§ Zmhr. AmOhrdmQ>V Zmhr. EH$Xm øm§Zr BWë`m ZJanm{bHo${déÕ EH$ ‘moR>mbT>m Ho$bm. Ë`m doir Ë`m§Zr "YS>H$' ZmdmMm EH$ nonahr gwê$Ho$bm hmoVm. Ë`m§À`m S>moŠ`mV n{hë`mnmgyZ ho AgM H$m` H$m`Iyn n §$ Pmb§ hmoV§ H$s- EH$ nona H$mT>m`Mm, gKf© H$am`Mm.ZJanm{bHo$Vbr ZmoH$ar ‘r AmZ§XmZ§ H$aV hmoVo. {VW§ dfm©H$mR>rOdiOdi XrS>-XmoZ hOma ~m`H$m {S>{bìha ìhm`À`m.Ë`m§Vë`m AZoH$ {S>{bìharO H$m°åßbrHo$Q>oS> Agm`À`m. ‘r Ë`mgJù`m OUtH$S>o ñdV… OmVrZ§ bj Úm`Mo. Ë`m§M§ ImU§{nU§,Am¡fY§ Ag gJi§. nwîH$iXm Ë`m§À`mH$S>o Am¡fYm§gmR>rhr n¡goZgm`Mo. ‘J ‘r ‘mÂ`m Mmaeo én`m§À`m nJmamVyZ Ë`m§À`mgmR>re§ aoH$ én`m§Mm EH$ ’§$S> doJim H$mTy>Z R>odm`Mo. Ë`m e§ aén`m§VyZ Ë`m§Mm O‘ob Vgm IM© ^mJdm`Mo. `mVë`m Hw$Ê`m~mB©Zo ‘r {VÀ`mgmR>r IM© Ho$bobo n¡go ‘bm naV Ho$bo, Va Vo ‘rIM© Z H$aVm nwÝhm Ë`mM ’§$S>mV Q>mHy$Z Xþgè¶m noe§Q>bmdmnam`Mo. Ag H$ê$Z ‘r Ë`m§Mr QrQ>‘|Q>nU Båàyìh Ho$br hmoVr.‘wº$mbm dmT>dVm-dmT>dVm ‘r S>m°ŠQ>a åhUyZ ‘mP§ ho EH$ doJi§Am wî` OJV hmoVo. S>m°ŠQ>am§H$S>o gVV Iyn H$m ©H$V} `m`Mo.Am‘Mm hm°b H$m ©H$Ë`mªZr ^ê$Z Jobobm Agm`Mm. ‘mÂ`mñd^mdmZwgma ‘r Ë`m§Zm Mhm, ’$ami Ag gVV H$mhr Zm H$mhrXoV Agm`Mo. ‘bm Ag dmQ>m`M§ H$s- Vo g‘mOmgmR>r EdT>§Mm§Jb§ H$m‘ H$aVm`V, Amnë`mbm EH$ gw§Xa ~mihr Amho,Ë`m§À`m~amo~a Amnë`mbm Iyn H$mhr eoAa H$am`bm {‘iV§,Voìhm Ë`m§Zm AmnU ~i {Xb§M nm{hOo d Ë`mgmR>rM AmnbmOÝ‘ Pmbobm Amho.

nm{bHo$V ‘r ‘o{S>H$b Am°{’$ga AgVmZm EH$Xm EH$ ~miXJmdb§. Ë`m ~mimÀ`m earamV ‘pëQ>nb H$ÝPZm`Q>bAZm°‘{bO hmoË`m, åhUyZ Vo Job§ hmoV§. Ag AgyZhrnm{bHo$Vë`m bmoH$m§Zr ‘mÂ`m{déÕ hr Ho$g ñQ>±S> Ho$br. ‘mÂ`mgmo~V Agboë`m {VÝhr ghH$mar S>m°ŠQ>am§n¡H$s H$moUrhr AgåhUV ZìhV§ H$s, "e¡bm Xm^mobH$am§Mr ~mOy ~amo~a Amho.'åhUyZ ‘r R>adb§ H$s, Amnbr ~mOy AmnUM ‘m§S>m`Mr Am{U

AmnU {ZXm}f AmhmoV ho {gÕ H$am`M§. Ë`m‘wio Ë`m bmoH$m§Zm ‘rì`dpñWV h±S>b Ho$b§ Am{U Kar {ZKyZ Ambo. Pmb§-Job§ {VW§MgmoSy>Z {dgê$Z Om`M§, hm ‘mPm ñd^md. Ë`m‘wio Kar Amë`mdaS>m°ŠQ>am§Zm H$mhr gm§Jm`Mr gd`M ‘bm ZìhVr.

nwT>o øm§Zr Ë`m§À`m "YS>H$' ZmdmÀ`m nona‘Ü oZJanm{bHo$Vë`m «ï>mMmam~Ôb H$mhr Var {b{hb§ Am{U VoàH$aU ~mhoa H$mT>b§. Xþgè`m {Xder nm{bHo$Vbm EH$ A{YH$mar‘mÂ`mH$S>o Ambm Am{U åhUmbm H$s, ""Vw‘À`m Zdè¶mZo hogJi§ Ho$b§ . Ë`mbm Oam g‘OmdyZ gm§Jm. Agb§ H$mhr H$ê$ZH$mog åhUmd§, Zmhr Va Vw‘Mr ZmoH$ar OmB©b.'' dJ¡ao. ‘r Ë`mbmåhQ>b§, ""ZmoH$ar OmVo Va OmD$ XoV H$s.'' Ë`mZ§ ‘bm nwÝhmg‘OmdÊ`mMm à`ËZ Ho$bm- ""ho ~Km, gÜ`m Vw‘M§ gJi§ Hw$Qw>§~Vw‘À`mM nJmamda Adb§~yZ Amho. Am{U Vw‘Mr n[apñWVråhUmdr Ver H$mhr Mm§Jbr Zmhr, ho ‘bm ‘m{hVo . ‘rXm^mobH$am§Zm- Ë`m§À`m KamÊ`mbm bhmZnUmnmgyZ AmoiIVmo ,Voìhm Vwåhr H$mhr `m ^mZJS>rV nSy> ZH$m. Vw‘À`m Zdè`mbm hoAgbo Y§Xo H$am`M§ gmoS>m`bm gm§Jm. gmVmè`mV amhÿZ AgMmbUma Zmhr.'' ‘r åhUmbo, ""ho ~Km, Ë`m§Zm H$m` gm§Jm`M§Am{U H$m` Zmhr gm§Jm`M§, hm ‘mPm àýM Amho. Xþgar Jmoï> hrH$s, b¾ H$aVodoirM Am‘M§ Ag R>abob§ Amho H$s, Amåhr OoH$aVmo Vo AJXr ~amo~a Amho Am{U mV Xþga§ H$moUrhr ‘Yo Amb§Va Ë`mM§ EoH$m`M§ Zmhr. Ë`m‘wio Vwåhmbm ‘mPm amOrZm‘mM hdmAgob Va Vmo XoD$Z Q>mH$Vo.'' Ë`m doir Ë`m§Zm Xþgam S>m°ŠQ>aCnbãY Zgë`mZ§ Ë`m§Zr ‘mPm amOrZm‘m H$mhr KoVbm Zmhr.EdT>çmda ho àH$aU {VW§M gnb§ Ag ‘bm dmQ>b§, nU VgPmb§ Zmhr. H$maU ‘{hZm^amV nwÝhm ‘mÂ`mda ~mbhË oMmAmUIr EH$ IQ>bm KmVbm Jobm. EH$ AmB© ~mimda PmonbrAm{U Vo ~mi Job§. ‘r amÌr ~mam-EH$ dmOVm Jobo. ~mimMmnmoñQ>‘mQ>}‘ [anmoQ>© ‘m{JVbm. EH$m ‘moR>çm {gpìhb hm°pñnQ>b‘Ü oH$m‘ Ho$b§ Agë`m‘wio ‘bm gJi§ H$mhr ‘mhrV hmoV§. nU Ë`m§ZrVmo [anmoQ>© ‘bm {Xbm Zmhr. ‘J EH$ nona ‘r {VW§M {bhÿZ nwamHo$bm hmoVm, Vmo {VW§M R>odbm. Aem doir Vmo Amnë`mOdiR>odm`Mm AgVmo. Vmo KoD$Z Om`bm ‘r {dgabo. Ë`mÀ`mdê$ZË`m§Zr Ho$g C^r Ho$br Am{U ~mhoa Mm¡H$mV ~moS>© bmdbm.EImÚmÀ`m Zmdo Mm¡H$mV ~moS>© bmJbm H$s AmnU ~mXM Pmbmo-gnbmo, Aer Ë`m doiMr pñWVr. Vmo nona {VW§ {dgaë`m‘wio nwT>oH$m` H$amd§, ho H$mhr ‘bm gwMoZm. ‘J ‘r øm§Zm {dMmab§. hoåhUmbo H$s, Vo gJi§ AmVm nwÝhm Amnë`mbm {bhÿZ H$mT>md§bmJob, dH$sb emoYmdm bmJob.'' dmñV{dH$ Aem àH$mao‘mÂ`mda Ho$g hmoUma Amho, ho Amåhmbm Ë`m noe§Q>À`m Zdè`mZ§MoD$Z gm§{JVb§ hmoV§. H$maU Ë`m noe§Q>bm ‘r doimodoir Iyn ‘XV

Ho$bobr hmoVr Am{U Ë`mbm Iar n[apñWVrhr ‘mhrV hmoVr. VmoAm‘À`mH$S>o Ambm Am{U åhUmbm H$s, ""ho ~Km Zm ‘°S>‘, VwåhrAmåhmbm {H$Vr ‘XV Ho$br Amho. ~mi H$g Job§, ho ‘bm nU‘m{hVo Am{U Vwåhmbm nU ‘m{hVo . Vo bmoH$ ‘bm n¡go XoD$Z

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Vw‘À`m{déÕ Ag Ag H$a åhUVm`V. ‘bm Vo gm§JVm`VË`mà‘mUo Vw‘À`m {damoYmV Vg H$am`M§ Zmhr. nU Vo bmoH$ ‘bmIyn Ìmg XoVm`V. ‘r AmVm H$m` H$ê$?'' ‘J Ë`mZoM ‘r VoWo{dgabobm Vmo nona JwnMwn AmUyZ {Xbm Am{U ‘J ‘r Vr Ho$gbT>bo. nwÝhm Agë`m H$Q>H$Q>r ZH$moV, åhUyZ eodQ>r ‘r ZmoH$arMmamOrZm‘m XoD$Z Q>mH$bm. na§Vw Ë`m bmoH$m§Zm Vr Ho$g ñQ>±S>MH$am`Mr hmoVr åhUyZ Vo ‘bm amOrZm‘m XoD$M XoV ZìhVo.A§{V‘V… Ë`m§Zm Vmo ñdrH$mamdm bmJbm.

KamMr AdKS> O~m~Xmar‘mPr ZmoH$ar Va Jobr, AmVm Ka H$g Mmbdm`M§? hm àý

C^m am{hbm. Ë`m doir S>m°.~m~m AmT>md `m§Mr "EH$ Jmd, EH$nmUdR>m' hr Midi OmoamV Mmby hmoVr, S>m°ŠQ>ahr Ë`mV nyU©nUoPmoHy$Z XoD$Z nS>bo hmoVo. Ë`m§Zm Or ZmoH$ar hmoVr, Vrhr Ë`m§ZrgmoS>br hmoVr. Ë`m{edm` Midirbm nyaH$ BVahr H$mhr Jmoï>rg‘m§VanUo Vo H$aV hmoVo. ho Ag H$mhr H$mhr H$aV Agbo Var"Zo‘H§$ H$m` H$am`M§' ho Ë`m§M§ n §$ Pmbob§ ZìhV§. Voìhm ‘wº$mMma dfmªMr Pmbobr hmoVr Am{U h‘rX OÝ‘bm hmoVm. AempñWVrV Ka MmbdÊ`mMr AdKS> O~m~Xmar ‘bm gm§ mim`MrhmoVr. ‘r Og O‘ob Vg Ka MmbdV hmoVo. Ë`mV ‘r gwê$ Ho$bob§‘°Q>{Z©Q>r hmo‘ Agw{dYmOZH$ hmoV§. gm‘mÝ`nUo XdmImZmåhQ>ë`mda Á`m gw{dYm d gmYZ§ bmJVmV, Vrhr Am‘À`mH$S>oZìhVr. Ë`m‘wio Iyn Ìmghr ìhm`Mm. `mM KamV EH$m ImobrVAmåhr amhm`Mmo, Xþgè`m ImobrV XdmImZm Mmbm`Mm. Ë`m‘wionoe§Q>Mr JXu Pmbr H$s Ka Am{U XdmImZm H$moUVm, hohrH$im`M§ Zmhr. nU g‘mYmZH$maH$ EH$ ~m~ hmoVr- Vr åhUOo,‘mÂ`m gmgy~mB© BW§ hmoË`m. Ë`m§Mr ‘bm gJù`m H$m‘mV IynM‘XV ìhm`Mr. Ë`m§À`m‘wio ‘bm H$m‘ ho H$m‘ dmQ>V Zgo. hm‘mÂ`mgmR>r Iyn ‘moR>m {Xbmgm hmoVm.

h‘rXMm OÝ‘ hm Am‘À¶m Am¶wî¶mcm pñWaVm AmUUmam EH$Q>{ZªJ nm°B§Q> hmoVm. ˶mZ§Va ‘wº$m Am{U h‘rX ¶m XmoKm§ZmhrdmT>dVmZm ‘r {deof H$miOr KoVcr. ˶m H$mimV ‘r‘mZgemómdaMr nwñVHo$ dmMm¶cm gwédmV Ho$cr Am{U ˶mVyZPmcoë¶m AmH$cZmZwgma ‘r gwédmVrMo à¶moJ ˶m XmoKm§daMHo$co. ˶mMm ˶m§Zm Am{U S>m°³Q>am§À¶m d ‘m¶m ghOrdZmcmIyn ’$m¶Xm Pmcm Ag§ ‘mJo diyZ nmhVmZm dmQ>V§.

S>moŠ`mV {Xdg^a Ho$di "Jm§Yr'MIa§ Va ‘bmhr MidirV CVam`Mr Iyn BÀN>m hmoVr. `m

EH$mM ‘wÚmdê$Z Am‘À`mV nwîH$iXm dmX ìhm`Mm. ‘bmAmR>dV§ H$s Voìhm ‘wº$m H$mhr ‘{hÝ`m§MrM hmoVr. EH$ ^m§S>a§ZmdmM§ Jmd Amho {VW§ H$mhr bmoH$m§À`m O{‘ZrMm àý hmoVm, VmogmoS>dm`bm ho {ZKmbo hmoVo... Voìhm Ë`m§Zr EH$ N>moQ>§g AmR>-XhmbmoH$m§M§ gKQ>Z C § Ho$b§ hmoV§. ho gJio OU Ë`m JmdmV Om`Mo,{VWë`m bmoH$m§Zm oQ>m`Mo, Ë`m§À`mer ~mobm`Mo. ‘J Ë`m§Zr

R>adb§ H$s "MaIm' ZmdmMr Midi Mmby H$am`Mr. Ë`m doiobmË`m§À`m S>moŠ`mV {Xdg^a Ho$di "Jm§Yr'M Agm`Mo. ‘J Ë`m§ZrHw$Ry>Z Var H$mhr MaIo AmUbo. ‘J Ë`mMr Qm`b Ë`m JmdmVë`mbmoH$m§Zm Vo Úm`Mo ...Va ho amÌr {ZKmbo Ë`m Jmdmbm OmÊ`mgmR>rAm{U åhUmbo H$s, ""AmO ‘r oUma Zmhr`. CÚm qH$dm nadmnaV oB©Z.'' ‘J ‘r åhQ>b§, ""Ag Zmhr. ‘r Am{U Vwåhr {‘iyZOm`M§, AgM Amnb§ R>abob§ Amho. Am{U ‘wº$mbm KoD$ZM ‘roUma Amho. Vwåhr Og amhmb, Imb VgM ‘rhr amhrZ, ImB©Z.

‘bm H$mhrhr AZ² H$ghr MmbV§. VwåhmbmM VodT>r ~Q>mQ>çmMr^mOr bmJVo.'' Vo åhUmbo, ""Ag Zmhr MmbUma. Vy BW§M amhm.~mi ZrQ> dmT>b§ nm{hOo.'' Am{U Vo ‘bm KoD$Z Zmhr Jobo. AgmAm‘Mm Voìhm dmX Pmbm hmoVm. ‘r åhQ>b§ H$s, {H$Vr {XdgAmnU m {df`mda AgmM dmX KmbUma? Amnë`mbm AmnbrdmQ> emoYmdrM bmJUma.

‘bm EH$ Vrd« I§V hmoVr. Vr åhUOo, ‘mÂ`m Zdè¶m~amo~aH$m‘ H$ê$Z Oo Am wî` ‘bm OJm`M§ , VoM ‘bm OJm`bm{‘iV Zmhr. åhUyZ ‘J Amåhr XmoKm§Zr Ag R>adb§ H$s,e{Zdma-a{ddma AmnU nyU©nUo EH$‘oH$m§ZmM doi Úm`Mm.~mH$sMr H$m‘§ BVa dmar H$am`Mr. mVM A§{ZgMr Midi Iyn

Ë`m doiobm Ë`m§À`m S>moŠ`mV{Xdg^a Ho$di "Jm§Yr'M Agm`Mo.‘J Ë`m§Zr Hw$Ry>Z Var H$mhrMaIo AmUbo. ‘J Ë`mMr Qm`bË`m JmdmVë`m bmoH$m§Zm Vo Úm`Mo...Va ho amÌr {ZKmbo Ë`m JmdmbmOmÊ`mgmR>r Am{U åhUmbo H$s,""AmO ‘r oUma Zmhr`.CÚm qH$dm nadm naV oB©Z.''‘J ‘r åhQ>b§, ""Ag Zmhr.‘r Am{U Vwåhr {‘iyZ Om`M§,AgM Amnb§ R>abob§ Amho. Am{U‘wº$mbm KoD$ZM ‘r oUma Amho.Vwåhr Og amhmb, Imb VgM ‘rhramhrZ, ImB©Z. ‘bm H$mhrhrAZ² H$ghr MmbV§. VwåhmbmM VodT>r~Q>mQ>çmMr ^mOr bmJVo.''

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Omo‘mV dmT>br Am{U nwT>o nwT>o Va Amåhmbm hohr eŠ` hmoB©Zm.Ag Agb§ Var ‘bm Ë`m§À`m~Ôb H$mhr ÌmJm dmQ>V ZìhVm.H$maU Vo H$m` H$aVm`V ho ‘r H$YrM OmUb§ hmoV§, Ë`m§À`mH$m‘mM§ ‘hÎd ‘bm H$YrM AmH$ib§ hmoV§. Ë`mZ§Va `m§À`mda"gmYZo'Mr O~m~Xmar nS>br.

A§{ZgMr gwédmV Am{U S>m°ŠQ>am§À`m Am wî`mVbm‘hÎdmMm Q>Z©

A§{ZgMr gwédmV Pmbr Ë`m doir Ia§ Va m§À`m~amo~a XmoZ-Mmanojm A{YH$ H$m ©H$V} ZìhVo. Oo XmoZ-Mma ‘r åhQ>b§ VoH$moU; Va ‘r, AéU {b‘ o, Á`moVr gw mf, àgÞ Xm^mobH$aAm{U Y‘m©{YH$mar ZmdmMr EH$ ‘wbJr. A§{Zg gwê$ Pmbr VrAer. ‘J Amåhr gd© {‘iyZ IoS>oJmdm§V Om`Mmo. {VW§ OmD$Z‘mZ{gH$ Amamo½` åhUOo H$m`, OmXyQ>moUm, A§JmV oU§ Aem{H$Vr Var doJdoJù`m Jmoï>tda H$m ©H«$‘ H$am`Mmo. ‘J EH$XmAéU {b‘ oZ§ a°eZ°{bñQ> åhUyZ à{gÕ Agbobo ~r.ào‘mZ§X`m§Zm gmVmabm AmUb§. Am{U Amåhr gdmªZm {‘iyZ Ë`m§Mo à`moJXmIdbo. hmM Ia§ Va S>m°ŠQ>am§À`m Am wî`mVbm ‘hÎdmMm Q>Z©hmoVm. H$maU ~r. ào‘mZÝXm§À`m Ë`m à`moJmV S>m°ŠQ>am§Zm Ë`m§M§ nyU©pìhOZM {Xgb§ Am{U Ë`mVbo Vnerb Ë`m§M§ ‘Z hiyhiyOwidV Job§. S>m°ŠQ>am§À`m y{‘H$m H$m`‘ d¡Mm[aH$M Agm`À`m.‘mÌ Hw$R>ë`mhr d¡Mm[aH$Vobm H¥$VrMr OmoS> Zgob Va Ë`mbm’$magm AW© CaV Zmhr, `mda Vo R>m‘ Agm`Mo. åhUOoH¥${VH$m ©H«$‘m{edm` Hw$R>brhr Jmoï> H$am`Mr Zmhr, hrM Ë`m§Mry{‘H$m Vo H$aV Agboë`m Hw$R>ë`mhr H$m‘mV Agm`MrM Am{U

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H$mhr ZdrZ KamV amhm`bm OmUma Zmhr. {dZmH$maU AmUIrEH$ O~m~Xmar dmT>Vo . OgOg ~KVo VgVg ‘r KamÀ`mAmV-AmVM Mmbbo . ‘r Vw‘À`mgmo~V H$m ©H$Vm© åhUyZ b¾Ho$bob§ Amho. ‘bm ~mhoa amhm`M§ hmoV§, nU ‘r AmVm nyU©nUoKamÀ`m AmV Jobo . Ë`m‘wio Vwåhr ~m§Yboë`m ~§Jë`mV ‘rA{O~mV amhm`bm OmUma Zmhr.'' dJ¡ao. OdiOdi df©-XrS>df© ‘r Ë`m KamV Jobo ZìhVo. H$g ~m§Yb§ , hohr ‘bm ‘mhrVZìhV§. Xaå`mZ ‘wb§ ‘moR>r hmoV hmoVr. Ë`mV Am‘M§ ho Ka AJXrbhmZ Am{U OwZ§. {VW§M amhm`M§, {VW§M noe§Q> Vnmgm`Mo,Mm¡Xm-n§Yam noe§Q> H$m`‘ A°S>{‘Q> Agm`Mo- Ag gJi§ hmoV§.`mVyZ ‘J hiyhiy ‘wbm§Zm BÝ’o$ŠeZ ìhm`bm bmJb§ Am{U VrgmaIr gmaIr AmOmar nS>m`bm bmJbr. hr EH$ ZdrZM g‘ñ`mCX² dbr. eodQ>r ZdrZ KamV Om`M§ Z¸$s Ho$b§. nU {VW§ OmD$ZH$m` H$aUma? åhUOo {VW§ doJi§ nmhm`M§, øm§M§ nmhm`M§, ‘JBH$S>o XdmImZmhr nmhm`Mm. Hw$R>§ Hw$R>§ Am{U H$g nmhUma? AgAgb§ Var H$m‘mÀ`m ~m~VrV ‘mPm n{hbm {à’$aoÝg øm§Zm Am{UË`m§À`m H$m‘mbm ‘XV H$aU§ hmM hmoVm, ~mH$s gJi§ Z§Va, hoAg AmYrM ‘r n §$ R>adb§ hmoV§. ‘mÂ`m AmB©dS>bm§M§, ^mdmM§åhUU§gwÕm "g‘mOmgmR>r Agboë`m H$m‘mbm àW‘ àmYmÝ`' hoMhmoV§. åhUOo gnyU© ‘mPr ’°${‘br Am{U Xm^mobH$am§Mr ’°${‘brË`m§À`m ‘mJo I§~ranUo C^r hmoVr. `m AWm©Z§ Ë`m§À`m ‘mJoOdiOdi Hw$R>§hr Z {XgUmao KamVrbM Amåhr Mmirg-nÞmgH$m ©H$V} R>m‘nUo C o hmoVmo. H$maU hm {Z © Amho Am{U Vmo H$mhrVar H$ê$ BpÀN>Vmo Amho, Voìhm AmnU gJù`m§Zr Amnë`mbmeŠ` hmoB©b Ver Ë`mbm ‘XV Ho$br nm{hOo. åhUOoAmnë`mOdi Oo H$mhr åhUyZ [agmog}g AgVrb, Vo Vo Ë`mbmÚm`Mo. CXm- Amnë`mH$S>o doi Amho Va Ë`m doioV Vmo gm§Job VoH$m‘ H$aU§, Amnë`mH$S§> n¡go AgVrb Va Ë`mbm Vo XoU§ B. AemàH$mao Ë`m§À`mà{V Amåhm gJù`m§Mr ^mdZm hr AmnbonUmMrhmoVr. "Amnb§-naH§$' Ag Am‘À`m gnyU© Xm^mobH$a Hw$Qw>§~mVHw$Urhr, H$Yrhr Ho$bob§ Zmhr Am{U AOyZhr H$moUr H$aV Zmhr.hrM Am‘Mr Iar VmH$X hmoVr, Amho. Ë`m‘wio øm§Zm H$Yrhr’«$ñQoeZ ^moJmd§M bmJb§ Zmhr. åhUyZ ‘r øm§Zm åhUm`Mo H$s,Vwåhr H$m ©H$Vm© AmhmV, Vw‘À`m‘mJ§ Amnbr KaMrM BVH$s‘mUg AmhoV H$s ho {XgyZ oV Zmhr åhUyZ AmnU gJù`mAS>MUrÀ`m n[apñWVrVyZ {Z^mdyZ OmVmo.

Am‘Mr KaMr EH$ Q>r‘ZdrZ KamV amhm`bm Om`M§ Va Vo {Xdg^a ~KUma§ H$moUr

Var KamV hd§. eodQ>r ‘r ‘mÂ`m AmB©dS>bm§Zm {dMmab§ H$s VwåhroD$Z amhmb H$m BW§? Zmhr Va ‘bm à°pŠQ>g ~§X H$ê$Z ‘wbm§Zm

KoD$Z BW§ amhmd§ bmJob. Og Ka Mmbob Vg ‘r MmbdoZ Am{U‘wbm§Zm ‘moR>§ H$aoZ. EH$mM doir Ka-‘wb§ Am{U XþgarH$S>o à°pŠQ>gH$aU§ hr H$gaV ‘bm AmVm AeŠ` hmoVo . ~a§, ‘wb§gm§ miÊ`mÀ`m ~m~VrV ‘r ’$º$ ‘mÂ`m AmB©daM {dg~yZ amhÿ

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eH$V hmoVo. H$maU ‘bm hdr AmhoV åhUyZ Vr ‘wb§ Pmbobr hmoVr.Ë`m‘wio H$mhrhr Pmb§ Var ‘bm Ë`m§Zm Mm§Jb§ dmT>dm`M§ hmoV§. Vr‘mPr n{hbr H${‘Q>‘|Q> Amho. AmB© åhUmbr H$s, ""Amåhr ZmhrAg oD$Z amhUma Omd`mÀ`m Kar.'' ‘r åhQ>b§, ""AJ ~mB©,VmoM Vw‘À`mH$S>o oD$Z amhUma Amho, ho Ka Vw‘M§M Amho. Amåhr’$º$ {VW§ amhÿ. Ag AmnU Ho$b§ Va Vwbm Mmbob H$m?'' Va VråhUmbr, ""‘bm Zmhr MmbUma.'' ‘J S>m°ŠQ>a {VÀ`mer ~mobboAm{U Vr `m`bm V`ma Pmbr. AmB©~m~m BW§ Ambo. h‘rXÀ`mdoir Ë`mMr nyU© H$miOr KoB©b, Ë`mbm Amnb§g dmQ>ob Aer~mB© Amåhr Zo‘br. {VÀ`m‘wi§ ‘J Am‘M§ Ka ì`dpñWVMmbm`M§. AmB© {Vbm gm§Jm`Mr Am{U {VZ§ Vo H$am`M§- Ag.~oiJmdbm ‘mPm mD$- A{Zb- hmoVm. Vmo Am{U Ë`mMr ~m`H$moXmoKohr BW§ Ambo. Aem nÕVrZ§ Am‘Mr EH$ Q>r‘M V`ma Pmbr.

‘mÂ`m gmgaMr ‘§S>irhr gmo~V hmoVrM. Am‘Mo gdmªMoZmVog~§Y A{Ve` gm¡hmXm©Mo Am{U AmnwbH$sMo AmhoV.gmgaH$S>br gJir ‘§S>ir ‘mÂ`m AmB©bm Iyn ‘mZVmV. AmB©bmVo "‘mB©' åhUVmV. åhUOo Xm^mobH$am§À`m Hw$Qw>§~mV {VMr åhUyZñdV…Mr Aer EH$ Am`S|>{Q>Q>r Amho. Ver ‘mÂ`m ^mdmMrhr-A{ZbMr- Amho. ‘mPm ^mD$ ‘mÂ`mnojm Iyn hþema Amho. AgAgyZhr Vmo ‘hmamï> ~±Ho$À`m Šbo[aH$b Ho$S>abmM H$m`‘ am{hbm,Ë`mZ§ Amnbr nmoñQ> H$Yrhr ~Xbbr Zmhr H$s à‘moeZhr H$YrKoVb§ Zmhr. H$m? Va, AmnU Jmd gmoSy>Z Jobmo Va Amnbr VmB©EH$Q>r H$m` H$aob åhUyZ. EdT>§ gJi§ Vr Zmhr gm§ miy eH$Uma.{Vbm WmoS>m AmYma- ^md{ZH$ - bmJVmo. åhUOo ‘mPo gJioem°Q>©H$q‘½O Ë`mbm ‘m{hVr hmoVo. Ë`m‘wio Vmo VgmM am{hbm.Ë`mZo Am‘M§ gJi§ Ka EH$Ì R>odm`Mm à`ËZ Ho$bm. ‘hÎdmM§åhUOo, Ë`mZ§ AmOda EH$m eãXmZ§hr ho H$Yr ~mobyZ XmIdbob§Zmhr. hm Ë`mMm ‘mÂ`mgmR>r Iyn ‘moR>m Ë`mJ hmoVm. ‘mPr gyZ-‘w½Ym- AmOhr {VM§ ‘Z ‘mÂ`m ^mdmOdi ‘moH$i§ H$aVo. {VbmH$mhr AS>MU Ambr Va Ë`mÀ`mer ~mobVo. åhUOo A{Zb hm‘wº$m Am{U h‘rX m§Mm EH$ nmbH$M Amho. VgmM AmUIr EH$nmbH$ åhUOo àgÞ Xm^mobH$a. àgÞ Va gH$mir ghmbm CRy>Zh‘rXbm Aä`mgmbm CR>dm`Mm. åhUOo A{Zb Am{U àgÞ `mXmoKm§Zr {‘iyZ Za|Ðm§Mr X¡Z§{XZ nmbH$ËdmMr OmJm ê$Z H$mT>brAm{U Am‘Mr hr gJir ’°${‘br ì`dpñWV R>odm`Mm AmQ>moH$mQ>à`ËZ Ho$bm.

H$Xm{MV Vwåhmbm øm ~marH$-~marH$ Jmoï>r dmQ>Vrb, nUVem Ë`m Agë`m Var ’°{‘brMm {dMma H$aVmZm Ë`m ‘moR>çmMAm{U Iyn ‘hÎdmÀ`m AgVmV. øm Jmoï>r ì`º$sÀ`m KS>UrÀ`mÑï>rZ§ A{Ve` ‘hÎdmÀ`m AgVmV. Ë`mÀ`mH$S>o ZOaA§XmOH$ê$Z MmbV Zmhr. Am‘À`m KamVM Amåhm MmirgoH$ bmoH$m§M§gKQ>Z V`ma Pmbob§ hmoV§ Am{U `mVbr àË oH$ ì`º$sAmnmnë`mbm O‘ob Vg `moJXmZ XoV hmoVr. doioH$mimbmEH$‘oH$m§gmR>r YmdyZ oV hmoVr. åhUOo Za|Ðm§Zm H$Yrhr Am{W©H$AS>MU Ambr qH$dm Za|Ðm§À`m Mohè¶mda Oar ZwgVr H$miOr

{Xgbr H$s XÎmàgmX Vo AmoiIm`Mo Am{U Ëd[aV n¡go AmUyZÚm`Mo. qH$dm "gmYZo'V Vwbm gnmXH$ ìhm`M§ Zm Va {~ZYmñVhmo, H$mhr H$am`M§ Va Vy Om Am{U H$a; H$mhr AS>MUr Amë`mVa oD$ Xo, ‘r Amho Zm, Ag åhUm`bm XodXÎm hmoVo. åhUOo H$mhrPmb§ Va "‘r Amho Zm' Ag åhUm`bm, ‘mZ{gH$ Y¡ © Úm`bmIyn ‘mUg hmoVr. AOyZhr AmhoV. EH$m {d{eï> H$m°OgmR>r VrgJir ‘§S>ir H$m‘§ H$aV hmoVr. BVH$s ‘moR>r ’°${‘br Hw$UmMrhrZgVo. ‘mUg Aer EH$‘oH$mbm EH$m AZw~§YmZ§ OmoS>bobrZgVmV. dmñV{dH$ EH$m H$m°OgmR>r BVH$s gJir ‘mUgOmoS>bob§ Xþga§ CXmhaU ‘mÂ`m ~KÊ`mV Zmhr. nU øm Jmoï>rH$Yrhr Hw$UmÀ`m bjmV Amë`m ZmhrV. bmoH$m§Zm Ag dmQ>m`M§H$s, `mVbm àË oH$ OU doJim Amho. nU Vg Vo ZìhV§ Am{U

Am‘À`m KamVM AmåhmMmirgoH$ bmoH$m§M§ gKQ>Z V`maPmbob§ hmoV§ Am{U `mVbràË oH$ ì`º$s Amnmnë`mbm O‘ob Vg`moJXmZ XoV hmoVr. doioH$mimbmEH$‘oH$m§gmR>r YmdyZ oV hmoVr.åhUOo Za|Ðm§Zm H$Yrhr Am{W©H$AS>MU Ambr qH$dm Za|Ðm§À`mMohè¶mda Oar ZwgVr H$miOr {XgbrH$s XÎmàgmX Vo AmoiIm`Mo Am{UËd[aV n¡go AmUyZ Úm`Mo.qH$dm "gmYZo'V Vwbm gnmXH$ìhm`M§ Zm Va {~ZYmñV hmo,H$mhr H$am`M§ Va Vy Om Am{U H$a;H$mhr AS>MUr Amë`m Va oD$ Xo,‘r Amho Zm, Ag åhUm`bmXodXÎm hmoVo. åhUOo H$mhr Pmb§ Va"‘r Amho Zm' Ag åhUm`bm,‘mZ{gH$ Y¡ © Úm`bm Iyn‘mUg hmoVr. AOyZhr AmhoV.EH$m {d{eï> H$m°OgmR>r VrgJir ‘§S>ir H$m‘§ H$aV hmoVr.

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Zmhr. EImXr ì`º$s Oa EH$m {d{eï> {dMmamgmR>r H$m‘ H$aVAgob, Va AmnU {Vbm ghH$m © Ho$b§ nm{hOo. Amnë`mÀ`mZ§EH$ œmg MmbU§ hmoB©b Va EH$ œmg Mmbb§ nm{hOo, hrM AmåhmgdmªMr ^mdZm hmoVr, Amho. ‘mPr EH$ ZU§X Amho, {VZ§øm§À`mgmR>r Iyn H$mhr Ho$b§. åhUOo ^mdmnojmhr ho Amnb§ ‘ybAmho, BVH§$ {VZ§ øm§À`mgmR>r Ho$b§; Oo H$moUr ghgm H$ê$ eH$VZmhr. Ia§ Va ho gJio ‘hÎdmMo n¡by Hw$R>§ Var ‘mJoM am{hbo.g‘mOmg‘moa Vo H$YrM AmboM ZmhrV. EImXm ‘mUyg Oa ZrQ>nUoC^m amhm`Mm Agob Va Ag EH$ Mm§Jb§ Q>r‘dH©$ Agb§ nm{hOo.Mm§Jbm H$moAaJ«wn nm{hOo. Vmo H$moAaJ«wn øm§Zm Amnë`m KamVM{‘imbm.

‘oS> ’$m°a BM Am°Xa`mV EH$ ~m~ hmoVr. Vr åhUOo, øm§À`m Á`m H$mhr

em°Q>©H$q‘½O hmoË`m, Ë`m Ë`m§Zm Hw$Qw>§~mVb§ H$moUr gm§Jy eH$VZìhV§, Va Ë`m gm§Jm`bm ‘r hmoVo. Am{U Vo ‘bm H$m`‘åhUm`Mo H$s, ""e¡bm, ‘ZmVyZ ‘r Iyn EH$Q>m Amho Am{U Vy ‘bmH$Yrhr gmoSy>Z OmD$ ZH$mog.'' ho EH$ dmŠ` Ë`m§Zr ‘mÂ`mgmR>råhQ>b§ hmoV§ Am{U OJÊ`mgmR>r ‘bm ho EH$M dmŠ` Am wî`^anwao hmoV§. ‘bm ~i XoUma§ hmoV§. mM ~imda Vo ‘hmamï>^a {’$aVam{hbo. Amåhr Va n§Yam-n§Yam {Xdg EH$‘oH$m§M§ Vm|S>hr nmhÿeH$V ZìhVmo; oQ>U§ Va XyaM. ’$moZgwÕm Ho$boVM Aghr Zmhr.nU H$mhrhr AS>MU Ambr Va AmnU XmoKo EH$‘oH$m§gmR>rAmhmoVM Am{U Amåhr hmH$ ‘maë`mZ§Va KamVbr hr EdT>r gmar‘mUg YmdyZ `m`bm AmhoV, hm Iyn ‘moR>m {Xbmgm hmoVm.

‘r ñdV… Za|ÐM Pmbo hmoVo‘r àË`j Oar Ë`m§À`m ~amo~a MidirV H$m‘ H$aV Zgbo

Var Vo Hw$R>brhr Jmoï> H$aV AgVmZm Ë`mMm n{hbm à`moJ‘mÂ`mda H$am`Mo.

CXm. Ë`m§Zm Hw$R>§ ^mfU Úm`M§ Agob Va Ë`m ^mfUmMmn{hbm lmoVm ‘rM Ago. åhUOo gH$mir Amåhr XmoKo {’$am`bmOm`Mmo. Voìhm OmVmZm- oVmZm Vo ‘bm ^mfU EoH$dm`Mo. hoZoh‘rM§M. EHo$ {Xder ‘r åhQ>b§ H$s, ""Ahmo, hr ^mfU§ EoHy$ZEoHy$Z ‘bm Zm Om‘ H§$Q>mim Ambm`. gmaI§ gmaI§ VoM Vo H$m`gm§JVm? ‘bm Xþga§ H$mhr ~mobm`M§ AgV§, Vo `mÀ`mV VgMamhÿZ OmV§.'' ‘J nmM {‘{ZQ>§ Amåhr Xþga§ H$mhr ~mobbmo H$sbJoM Vo nwÝhm ^mfUmda `m`Mo. ‘J EH$Xm d¡VmJyZ ‘r åhQ>b§H$s, ""‘bm Zm Vw‘À`m øm ^mfUm§Mm AmVm BVH$m amJ `m`bmbmJbm` Zm H$s, {dMmê$ ZH$m. nU Varhr ‘r Vo ñdrH$maVo,H$maU ‘mP§ Vw‘À`mda Iyn ào‘ Amho.'' ho ‘r Ag ~mobyZhr Ë`m§M§Amnb§ ^mfU MmbyM. ‘J naV oVmZm {dMmam`Mo H$s, ""H$mhram{hb§ Zmhr Zm J `mV, EImXm ‘wÔm dJ¡ao...'' ‘bmhr Vo~mobVmZm gJi§ bjmV R>odmd§ bmJm`M§, H$mhr am{hb§ H$s ZmhråhUyZ. WmoS>Š`mV ‘r ñdV… Za|ÐM Pmbo hmoVo. ‘bm ~moMUmar

Ë`m§Mr nwéfàYmZVm ‘r Ë`m§Zm gm§JV amhm`Mo Am{U Ë`mZwgma Vo~XbVhr hmoVo.

‘r ‘mP§ doJi§ H$m‘ C § Ho$b§Ë`m H$m‘mMr gwédmV ‘r n{hë`m§Xm ‘wº$m VrZ-Mma dfmªMr

AgVmZm Ho$br hmoVr. EH$ ~mB© ‘bm oQ>ë`m hmoË`m. Ë`m§Zr ‘bmË`m§À`m gmo~V H$m‘ H$aerb H$m, åhUyZ {dMmab§. {Zdo{XVmZmdmMm Ë`m§Zm EH$ ’§$S> {‘imbm hmoVm. EH$m IoS>oJmdmV OmD$ZH$m‘ H$am`M§ hmoV§. {VW§ Ë`m§Zr nmiUmKa dJ¡ao Mmbdb§ hmoV§. ‘r"hmo' åhUmbo Am{U Ë`m§À`m~amo~a IoS>oJmdm§V OmD$ bmJbo. VoH$aVm H$aVm Am{U IoS>oJmdmV ~m`H$m§~amo~a ~mobVmZm ‘mÂ`mbjmV Amb§ H$s, odVoœamÀ`m Imbr Agboë`m S>m|Jamda H$mhr~m`H$m amhVmV. ‘J ‘r Xþnmar XdmImZm Pmbm H$s OmVmZmË`m§À`mgmR>r JìhmM§ {‘Šg Ý y{Q{eAg ’y$S> dJ¡ao H$ê$Z KoD$ZOm`Mo odVoœamÀ`m nm`Ï`mbm. AmR>dS>çmVyZ XmoZ {Xdg. VrgJir Ka§ {’$ê$Z ‘r {VWë`m ~m`H$m§Zm oQy>Z ‘wbm§Zm Im`bmH$g Kmbm`M§ dJ¡ao gm§Jm`Mo. ho H$aVmZm ‘mÂ`m Ag bjmVAmb§ H$s, øm ~m`H$m Ho$dT>m S>m|Ja MTy>Z Am{U {H$Vr Xyadê$ZS>moŠ`mda nmUr AmUVmV! m§À`mgmR>r H$moUr H$mhr H$aV Zmhr o.‘J ‘r Ë`m ~m`H$m§er ~mobbo. Ia§ Va hm àý H$gm gmoS>dmdm`m~Ôb ‘bm ’$ma H$mhr ‘mhrV ZìhV§, Var nU ‘bm dmQ>b§ H$sAmnU H$boŠQ>abm OmD$Z oQ>b§ nm{hOo Am{U BWbr pñWVrgm§JyZ H$mhr R>mog ‘mJUr Ho$br Va ho H$m‘ hmoD$Z OmB©b. EH$boIr {ZdoXZ H$ê$Z Omd§, Ag R>ab§. nU ‘bm Hw$R>§ {b{hVmoV§? ‘J ‘r øm§Zm {dMmab§ H$s, ""Ahmo, ho {ZdoXZ ‘bm {bhÿZ

Úmb H$m? Xþgao nwéf Og Amnë`m ~m`H$mobm gmS>r dJ¡ao KoVmV,Vg ‘bm gmS>r dJ¡ao ZH$mo, ’$º$ ho {bhÿZ VodT>§ Úm.'' ‘J Ë`m§ZrEH$ Iyn Mm§Jb§ {ZdoXZ {bhÿZ {Xb§. Ë`mda Ë`m ~m`H$m§À`m gømKoVë`m. ‘J ‘moMm© H$mT>VmZm Hw$R>ë`m KmofUm Úm`À`m dJ¡ao hogJi§ ‘r Ë`m§Zm {dMmê$Z KoVb§ hmoV§. H$boŠQ>a H$Moarg‘moa Ë`m~m`H$m§Zm KoD$Z Jobo. {ZdoXZ {Xb§. ‘r Ho$bobm hm à`ËZ Z§VaXþgè`m§Zr CMbyZ Yabm Am{U nwT>o H$mhr ‘{hÝ`m§Zr Ë`m§Zm nmUr{‘imb§. AmVm Ë`m§À`m KamKam§V nmUr nmoMb§. AOyZhr Ë`m~m`H$m- AmVm Iyn åhmVmè`m Pmë`m AmhoV- oQ>ë`m H$s ‘bmåhUVmV, ""~mB© J, Voìhm Vy hmoVrg åhUyZ ho Pmb§ ~K.'' Ia§ Va‘r {dgê$Zhr Jobo hmoVo Vo.

Ë`mZ§Va EH$Xm ‘{hbm ‘§S>i V`ma H$aÊ`mg~§YrMm gaH$maMmEH$ AmXoe {ZKmbm hmoVm. ‘J ‘r g~§{YV S>rEMAmoH$S>o JoboAm{U ‘bm ho H$m‘ H$aÊ`mMr BÀN>m Agë`mM§ gm§{JVb§. Ë`mdoir Ë`m§Zmhr Amo[aEÝQ>oeZbm Hw$Ur S>m°ŠQ>a Agm oQ>bm ZìhVm.‘bm Amamo½`mda Iyn Mm§Jb§ Amo[aEÝQ>oeZ Amho. ~m`H$m O‘mH$aU§ dJ¡ao, ho ‘r AmYr Ho$bob§ hmoV§. ‘mP§ ho H$m‘ Z¸$s Pmb§.{VW§ Om`Mr doihr XþnmaMr Agm`Mr. ‘J ‘r XmoZn ªV gJionoe§Q> Amdê$Z Q>mH$m`Mo Am{U XmoZ Vo nmMn ªV {VH$S>o doiÚm`Mo. ‘J nwÝhm nmMnmgyZ noe§Q> Vnmgm`Mo. Ë`m§À`mH$Sy>Z

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{’$am`bm JmS>r Agm`Mr, lmoVohr V`ma Agm`Mo. ’$º$ ‘rOm`Mo, ~m`H$m§Zm oQ>m`Mo, Ë`m§À`mer gdmX H$am`Mo, Ë`m§Mo àýOmUyZ ¿`m`Mo, Ë`mMo [anmoQ>© Úm`Mo. Aer 217 ‘§S>i§ ‘r Ho$br.S>rEMAmo gmZn åhUyZ hmoVo. Vo ‘bm Iyn [añnoŠQ> H$am`Mo. `mH$m‘mVyZ ‘bm Iyn AmZ§X {‘imbm. ‘mPm H$m°pÝ’$S>Ýghr IyndmT>bm. `mVyZ ‘bm ~m`H$m§À`m AS>MUr g‘Om`bm bmJë`m.{edm`, XdmImÝ`mV noe§Q> åhUyZ oUmè`m ~m`H$m§À`mhrAS>MUr ‘r g‘OyZ KoV hmoVoM. Ia§ Va AmnU óramoJVÁk Pmbmo`mMm ‘bm ñdV…bm AmYr Iyn amJ `m`Mm. H$maU XaamoO~m`H$m§Mr hr gJir aS>JmUr EoH$mdr bmJm`Mr, {S>{bìhargmR>ramÌ amÌ C § amhm, ‘J Zdam-~m`H$m|Mr ^m§S>U§ B.B. ZH$modmQ>m`M§. ‘ob Am{U {’$‘ob [aàm°S>pŠQ>ìh {gpñQ>‘ {‘iyZ OràoaUm Amho, Vr nwar H$aÊ`mgmR>r Hw$Qw>§~ Amho. Am{U Ë`m Mm¡H$Q>rV~ir Jobobr hr ~mB© Amho. ho ‘bm Iyn ñnï> H$im`M§, nU Ë`mVB§Q>a’o$Aa Zmhr H$aVm `m`M§. EH$Xm EH$ noe§Q> Ambr Am{UåhUmbr, ""‘bm ~mi hd§ .'' ‘r {VMr {hñQr {bhrV hmoVo. ‘råhQ>b§, ""Vy Va BVH$s bhmZ- gmoim dfmªMr {XgVog, ‘J VwPmZdam H$gm Agob?'' {VZ§ ~mhoa ~gboë`m Zdè`mbm ~mobmdb§Va Vmo EH$ nÞmg dfmªMm ~mß`m hmoVm. hr gmoim dfmªMr! ‘bm Va~KyZM Iyn amJ Ambm. Varhr ‘r Ë`mbm {dMmab§,

""hr Vw‘Mr ~m`H$mo Amho?''Vmo åhUmbm,""ìh`, ‘yb ìh`Zm åhÿZ Va hr {Vgar ~m`Hy$ Ho$br. AmVm

{hbm Var ìhV§ H$m, Vo ~Ky.''‘r åhUmbo,""Vwåhr Ag H$embm Ho$b§V? Vw‘Mr VnmgUr H$m Zmhr H$ê$Z

KoV?''Vmo åhUmbm,""nwéfm§Mr Hw$R>§ VnmgUr H$aË`mV H$m?''‘r åhQ>b§,""Ag Zmhr, Vw‘Mr VnmgUr H$am`bmM nm{hOo.''‘J Ë`mbm ~mhoa Om`bm gm§{JVb§ Am{U {Vbm {dMmab§,""Vwåhr {VKr Ë`mÀ`m~amo~a Zm§XVm H$m?''Vr åhUmbr,""Zm` Zm§XyZ H$m` H$aUma? ‘wb§ ZmhrV Zm, Ë`m‘wi§ naVhr

OmVm oV Zmhr Am‘À`m OmVrV. Amåhr {VKr VemM gdVrgdVr åhUyZ amhVmo.''

‘r åhUmbo,""Vwbm ‘yb hmoD$M eH$V Zmhr, H$maU Xmof hm Ë`mÀ`mV

Amho. Ooìhm VrZ ~m`H$m Mm§Jë`m AgVmV Am{U EH$ nwéf AgmAmho, Va Xmof Ë`mÀ`mV Amho ho Z¸$sM.'' Vr åhUmbr,""Amåhmbm Agb§ H$m` H$aVm oV Zmhr.''

åhUOo Mmirg dfmªnydu ~mB© ñdV…gmR>r H$mhr H$ê$ eHo$b,Agm Vmo H$mi ZìhVm. mVyZ EH$ Jmoï> ‘mÂ`m bjmV Ambr H$s,Amnë`mbm BW§ ~gyZhr H$m‘ H$aVm oB©b. ‘J Aem

~m`H$m§gmR>r H$m` H$m` H$ê$ bmJbo. ‘r ‘mÂ`m Á oð> {XamH$Sy>Z(lr.A.Xm^mobH$a) eoVr {eH$bo. H$moUmbm eoir KoD$Z Xo,H$moUmbm H$m|~S>çm KoD$Z Xo, Ag ‘r H$am`bm bmJbo. ‘r Ë`m§Zmgm§Jm`Mo H$s, Vy Oa Xhm H$m|~S>çm nmië`mg Va VwPm KaIM©Var mJob. Z§Va mgmR>r ‘r ‘mÂ`m ZU§Xo~amo~a Om‘IoS>bm Jobo.VoWo EH$ S>m°ŠQ>a AmhoV Am{U Ë`m§Zr Aem àH$maM§ EH$ CÎm‘‘m°S>ob C § Ho$b§ Agë`mM§ ‘r EoH$b§ hmoV§. {VW§ OmD$Z Vo gJi§nm{hb§, Ë`mMr ‘m{hVr {‘idbr Am{U Ë`mÀ`mgmaI§M ‘m°S>obAmnë`mbm C § H$aVm oB©b, Ag dmQ>m`bm bmJb§....

‘mPm VodT>m Var Cn`moJ Amho Zm Vwbm!`m gJù`m CnH«$‘m§V Amåhmbm S>m°ŠQ>am§Mr Iyn ‘XV

ìhm`Mr. H$mhr AS>MUr Amë`m Va Ë`m Xÿa H$am`bm Vo ‘XVH$am`Mo. ‘r åhUm`Mo H$s, ""{H$Vr V§ÐrV OJVm hmo Vwåhr{Xdg^a! {Xdg^a Zm, Vw‘À`m S>moŠ`mV gmaIo {dMmam§Mo ’w$JoAgVmV. `mMo n{hbo à`moJ Vwåhr ‘mÂ`mda H$aV AgVm.Ë`m‘wio EH$ Iyn ~a§ Pmb§ H$s, ‘bm Vw‘À`mgmaIr Iyn nwñVH§$dmMmdr bmJV ZmhrV Am{U AZm`goM `m OJmM§ Iyn Mm§Jb§Xe©Z ‘bm KS>V§. `mgmR>r ‘r H$m`‘ Vw‘Mr G$Ur amhrZ.'' ‘rAg åhQ>b§ H$s Vo hgm`Mo Am{U åhUm`Mo, ""~a§, Mb- ‘mPmVodT>m Var Cn`moJ Amho Zm Vwbm!''

‘mÂ`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zm H$mhr H$am`bm Z {‘ië`mMr I§V‘mÂ`mg‘moa Ë`m§Zr H$Yrhr ~mobyZ XmIdbr Zmhr. nU AmåhmXmoKm§Mr Or eodQ>Mr ‘wbmIV EH$m nonabm {Xbr hmoVr, Ë`mVË`m§Zr ho OmhranUo ‘mÝ` Ho$b§ hmoV§ H$s- ""e¡bmMm ‘r IynAnamYr Amho, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§. H$maU ‘r {VÀ`mgmR>r H$mhrH$ê$ eH$bmo Zmhr.'' ‘r åhQ>b§, ""Ahmo, AnamYr H$embm dmQy>ZKoVm`? Vwåhr AmhmV H$s ‘mÂ`m~amo~a! Am{U H$mhr Zgb§ VarAmnU XmoKo AgoM EH$‘oH$m§Zm ^m§S>m`bm Var AmhmoVM Zm?Amnbr ‘V§ Aer AmnU EH$‘oH$m§g‘moa ‘m§Sy> eH$Vmo. amo‘±{Q>H$ào‘ H$m` Hw$Urhr H$ê$ eH$V§. nU ho Oo EH$‘oH$m§~Ôb dmQ>V§, Vo

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Ia§ Ia§ gm§JU§ hoM ‘hÎdmM§ AgV§. Ag AgyZhr AmnU EdT>§H$m` H$m` Mm§Jb§ H$aVmo, {Xdg^a EH$‘oH$m§Zm oQ>VgwÕm Zmhr,Varhr Amnë`mbm EH$‘oH$m§À`m em°Q>©H$q‘½OM OmñV {XgVmV;H$maU Amnbr dmQ> na’o$ŠeZMr Amho.''

Amåhr gd© H$m¶©H$V}S>m°³Q>am§À¶m h˶oZ§Va g§nyU© ‘hmamï>mVyZ Xm^mocH$a Hw$Qw>§~r¶

Am{U H$m¶©H$V} ¶m§À¶mH$S>o ‘moR>çm ghmZw yVrZo Am{U AnojoZonm{hco OmV Amho. {d{dY ñVam§VyZ ‘moR>çm à‘mUmda nmqR>~m{‘iV Amho. ˶m‘wio gd© H$m¶©H$˶mªdarc O~m~Xmar OmñVdmT>Uma Amho. ¶m {Z{‘ÎmmZo ‘cm ho AmdOy©Z gm§Jmd§g§ dmQ>V§ H$s,Xm^mocH$a Hw$Qw>§~mVrc Amåhr gd©OU H$m¶©H$V}M AmhoV,S>m°³Q>am§Mm ghdmg H$mhr ~m~VrV Amåhmcm WmoS>m OmñV {‘imcmAgoc EdT>mM H$m¶ Vmo ’$aH$.

AmVm S>m°³Q>a Zgë¶m‘wio nwT>o H$m¶, Agm àíZ H$m¶©H$˶mªÀ¶m‘ZmV ¶oU§ ñdm^m{dH$ Amho. Am{U Q>moH$ AmUUmar H¥$VrH$aʶmMr KmB© hmoUohr gmh{OH$ Amho. H$maU Ver gd¶M AmnUcmdyZ KoVcr Amho, nU ~Xccocr n[apñWVr cjmV KoD$ZAmnU ˶m gd¶rcm ‘waS> Kmcm¶cm {eH$co nm{hOo. ‘mZdr‘|XÿV H«$m§Vr hmoV ZgVo, CËH«$m§Vr hmoV AgVo. Amnë¶m ‘ZmVrc^mdZm d àoaUm Amncr dV©UyH$ R>adrV AgVmV. Am{U åhUyZAmnco dV©Z A{YH$ {ddoH$s H$go hmoB©c ¶mH$S>o cj {Xco nm{hOo.

{ddoH$s dV©ZmÀ¶m AmS> g‘mOmVrc ñdmW© ¶oV AgVmo.g‘mOmMo {dMma ~aoM am° AgVmV, ˶mda àmogoqgJ hmoU§ JaOoM§AgV§ Am{U Vr à{H«$¶m doJdmZ ZgVo. hr ‘yc yV g‘O AmnUdmT>dcr nm{hOo Am{U nUVrZo nUVr noQ>dV OmD$Z dmQ>MmcHo$cr nm{hOo. H$moUVmhr g‘mO EH$m Mm¡H$Q>rV OJV AgVmoAm{U Vr Mm¡H$Q> ‘moS>ʶmMr ^rVr ˶mcm dmQ>V AgVo. AerMm¡H$Q> ‘moS>m¶cm H$moUr {ZKmcm Va, g‘mOmcm ˶mMr ^rVrdmQ>Vo Am{U ‘J Aem cmoH$m§Zm g§ndʶmgmR>r g‘mOmH$Sy>ZA{ddoH$s H¥$Vr KS>dë¶m OmVmV.

g‘mO co {H$Vrhr àJVrerc {XgV Agcm Am{U d¡km{ZH$gw{dYm§Mm cm^ KoD$Z OJV Agcm Var ˶mÀ¶m ‘ZmVrc^rVrMr Mm¡H$Q> ‘mÌ ‘moS>cocr ZgVo. ˶m‘wio Aem Mm¡H$Q>r‘moS>ʶmgmR>r g§Kf© H$aUmam§Zr "{dZ {dZ nm°{cgr'Mm Adc§~H$am¶cm hdm, ˶mVyZM g‘mOmÀ¶m A{ddoH$s H¥$Vr amoIVm¶oVrc. Amnë¶mV AOyZ {dZ {dZ nm°{cgr {^Zcocr Zmhr, hrAmncr ‘moR>r ‘¶m©Xm Amho. g‘moaÀ¶mcm hadʶmMm {dMma gVVAmnë¶m ‘ZmV Agoc Va AmnU Iè¶m AWm©Zo qOHy$ eH$UmaZmhr. Amnë¶mgmR>r cT>V amhU§ hoM Ia§ qOH$U§ AgV§. {edm¶,g‘mOmMm BJmo XþImdyZ AmnU ‘moR>r ‘Oc ‘mê$ eH$Uma Zmhr.˶mM~amo~a g‘mOmH$Sy>Z hmoV Agcocr Q>rH$m PocʶmgmR>rAmnU Amncr ghZeº$s dmT>dV am{hco nm{hOo. ¶m àdmgmVg˶ d Aqhgm ¶m§Mm ˶mJ H$Yrhr H$aVm H$m‘m Z¶o. ˶m‘wionwT>rc H$mhr df} Amnco H$m‘ Q>moH$Xma Zmhr Pmc§ Var Mmcoc.

¶mg§X^m©V ‘cm Ag§ Vrd«VoZo dmQ>V§ H$s, H$m¶©H$˶mªZr Amnc§dmMZ dmT>dc§ nm{hOo. Amnë¶m g^modVmcÀ¶m ~Xcm§M§AmH$cZ dmT>dc§ nm{hOo. S>m°³Q>ahr AcrH$S>À¶m H$mimV¶mdaM ^a XoV hmoVo.

Q>moH$mÀ¶m H¥$Vr Z H$aVm, g‘mOmMm amof AmoT>dyZ Z KoVm IynH$mhr H$aVm ¶oU§ e³¶ Amho. ˶m g§X^m©V S>m°³Q>a AgVmZmAmnU {H$VrVar H¥$VrH$m¶©H«$‘ gwê$ Ho$co AmhoV. n¶m©daUnyaH$JUnVr Agmo, qH$dm XÿY ߶m, Xmê$ ZH$mo; ¶m§gma»¶m {H$VrVarH¥$Vr Amnco ~i dmT>dUmè¶m R>aUma AmhoV, g‘mOmMm nmqR>~m{‘idyZ XoUmè¶m AmhoV. ˶m‘wio EImXm ~m~m-~wdm nH$S>mdmqH$dm ˶mdaM cjmV H|${ÐV Ho$co Omdo Ago hmoD$ Z¶o. Amdí¶H$Agoc Voìhm Vo H$am¶cmhr hdo, nU Vo Amnco ‘w»¶ cj AgVmH$m‘m Z¶o. ˶mMà‘mUo Am§VaOmVr¶ d Am§VaY‘u¶ {ddmhKS>dyZ AmUʶmgmR>r Oê$a à¶ËZ H$amdoV, nU OmV Am{U Y‘©¶mda Q>rH$m H$aʶmV A{YH$ doi d D$Om© IM© H$ê$ Z¶o. AmnUAmnë¶m ‘¶m©Xm d j‘Vm g‘OyZ ¿¶m¶cm hì¶mV Am{U ˶mdmT>dV ݶm¶cm hì¶mV. {dZmH$maU eº$sàXe©Z H$ê$Zg‘mOmÀ¶m gwa{jVVocm Y¸$m cmdʶmV AW© Zmhr. AemZog‘mO IdiyZ CR>Vmo, Am{U A{YH$ OmoamMm à{VH$ma H$aVmo.Vgo hmoUma Agoc Va, AmnU Xþgè¶mM {XeoZo OmUma AmhmoV.S>m°³Q>am§Zm H$moUr g§ndco Vo emoYʶmMo H$m‘ nmo{cgm§Zm H$ê$ Úmdo.Vo emoYʶmMm à¶ËZ AmnUhr H$aUma Agy, Va AmnU Amnë¶mܶo¶mnmgyZ {dM{cV hmoD$, Vgo hmoUo S>m°³Q>am§Zmhr AmdS>co ZgVo.

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{Jare : ~mc-Hw$_ma A§H$mMm _OHy$a \$m`Zc Pmë`mZ§VaVmo Am°naoQ> hmoD$Z _mÂ`mH$S>o oVmo. Ë`mnyduM _r Vmo EH$XmdmMcocm AgVmo. Ë`m_wio _mPo {dMma gwê$ Pmcoco AgVmV.gd© _OHy$a _mÂ`mH$S>o Amë`mZ§Va Vmo R>acoë`m AmH$mamV-nmZm§V ~gdyZ KoVmo. gmYmaUV: àË oH$ H$Wocm Mma Vo nmM nmZo{_iy eH$VmV. àË oH$ Jmoï> nmZmV cmdVmZm EH$Xm dmMZ PmcoAgë`mZo {MÌm§gmR>rÀ`m OmJm gmoS>Vmo Am{U gd© nmZm§Mr EH${à¨Q> H$mT>Vmo. Ë`mMo nwÝhm EH$Xm dmMZ H$aVmo. {MÌm§gmR>rgmoS>coë`m OmJm `mo½` dmQ>V AgVrc Va Ë`m OmJoV H$ƒoaoImQ>Z H$aVmo. H$Yr H$Yr Xþgao dmMZ H$aVmZm H$mhr Zì`m OmJmgwMVmV, Zì`m H$ënZm gwMVmV; Ë`mZwgma _J Ë`mV ~XcH$aVmo. H$ÀÀ`m aoImQ>ZmMr à{H«$`m nyU© Pmë`mZ§Va \$m`Zc {MÌH$mT>m`cm KoVmo.

`m dfuÀ`m S>m°. Xm^mocH$am§À`m H$Wocm n{hë`m dmMZmZ§Va_r Ho$di XmoZ {MÌm§gmR>r OmJm gmoS>cr hmoVr. Ë`mZwgma EH$S>~cñàoS> {MÌ Am{U EH$ hm\$ noO {MÌ Ago R>adco hmoVo. hm\$noO {MÌmV {ejH$ _wcm§Zm J¥hnmR> g_OmdyZ gm§JVm`V, VaS>~cñàoS> {MÌmV H$WoMm na_moƒ q~Xy "_wcm§Zm yV {Xgc§' Ago{MÌ H$mT>m`Mo R>adco hmoVo. nU Xþgè`m dmMZmÀ`m doir _cm honwaog§ dmQ>oZm. EHy$UM S>m°ŠQ>am§À`m AZwnpñWVrV H$m_ H$aVmZm_ZmV H$_mcrMr ~oM¡Zr hmoVr Am{U Ë`mda BcmO gmnS>VZìhVm. Xþgè`m dmMZmÀ`mdoir _ZmV Amc§ H$s, hr H$WmA{YH$m{YH$ a§OH$ nÕVrZ§ H$ê$ m. nmZm§Mr _`m©Xm Va {ZpíMVhmoVr; nU CncãY OmJoMm OmñVrV OmñV dmna H$am`Mm AgoR>adco Am{U AmVm ˶m A§H$mV nmhmVm` Vr {M̧ V`ma Pmcr.

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AmO Aem nÕVrZ§ S>m°ŠQ>am§Mr ñ_¥Vr åhUyZ Ë`m§À`mH$Wmê$n coIZmda H$m_ H$amd§ cmJU§ IamoIaM doXZmXm`r hmoV§.Ë`m§Mr H$Wm Aem nÕVrZ§ ~mc-Hw$_ma A§H$mV `mdr, `m~ÔcIyn AñdñWVm dmQ>V hmoVr. AmOhr _ZmV {dMma oVmo- OaË`m§Zr hr {M̧ nm{hcr AgVr, Va Ë`m§Mr H$m` à{V{H«$`m AmcrAgVr?

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{Jare : ¶m dfuMm A§H$ H$aVmZm S>m°ŠQ>am§Mr CUrd AmåhmgdmªZmM ^mgcr. A§H$mÀ`m Xþgè¶m dfu Odinmg XrS> cmIàVtÀ¶m {dH«$s‘wio `m A§H$mÀ`m H$m_mV nmoQ>opÝe`c Amho, hoS>m°ŠQ>am§À`m cjmV Amco hmoVo. {Vgè¶m dfu åhUOo gZ 2010_Ü o ~mcHw$_ma A§H$ a§JrV Pmcm, Voìhm Ë`m§Zm {deof AmZ§XPmcm. AmnU Mm§Jë`m XOm©Mm a§JrV A§H$ Am{W©H$ J{UVOwidyZ XoD$ eH$Vmo, ho cjmV Amë`mda Vo Ë`m§À`m Zoh_rÀ`mCËgmhmV åhUmco H$s, "ho \$maM N>mZ Pmco. AmVm AmnU hmàH$ma H$§{Q>Ý y H$ê$ `m.' \$ŠV {MÌm§~m~V Zmhr Va A§H$mMo{dVaU, Om{hamV m~m~Vhr Vo _cm àíZ {dMmam`Mo. Vy BVaÌhrH$m_ H$aV AgVmog Va `m AZwf§JmZo ~mcHw$_maMo {dVaU d_mH}$qQ>J H$go H$aVm oB©c, Agohr Ë`m§Zr _cm {dMmaco hmoVo.

~mcHw$_ma A§H$mgmR>r Vo g§nyU© _hmamï>^a {\$am`Mo.A§H$mÀ`m {Vgè`m dfu (2010)cm _r Ë`m§Zm åhUmcmo H$s, `mdfu AmnU A§H$mMr qH$_V dmT>dy m. H$maU BVa H$m_m§Mo IM©hrdmT>coco AmhoV. Ë`m doir Vo åhUmco, "{H$_mZ nmM df} VarAmnU A§H$ ñdñVmV Úm`Mm Amho. AmVm A§H$mMm àgma hmoUo_hÎdmMo Amho.' S>m°ŠQ>am§À`m `m XÿaÑï>rMm A§H$mÀ`m InmV_mocmMm dmQ>m Amho. Mm¡Ï¶m dfu 4 cmI 40 hOmam§À`m {dH«$sMmCƒm§H$ JmR>cm.

yfU : n{hë¶m dfuMo ‘wIn¥ð> d ¶m dfuMo ‘wIn¥ð>A§H$mVrc ‘OHw$amer g§~§Y Zgcoco Ago nyU©V: doJio Amho.‘Yë¶m Mma dfmªV ‘mÌ A§H$mVrc Jmoï>tMo H$mocmO {MÌ‘wIn¥ð>mda ¶oV Ago.... Va ¶m dfuMm ~Xc OmUrdnyd©H$ Ho$cmAmho?

{Jare : ~mcHw$_ma {Xdmir A§H$mV Xa dfu N>moQ>o-N>moQ>o~Xc H$aÊ`mV Amco, nU Q>moH$mMo ~Xc H$aÊ`mMo Q>mico Joco.`m_mJo {dZmoXMr ñnï> d _hÎdmMr y{_H$m hmoVr. Ë`mÀ`m _Vo,~mcHw$_ma hm ~«±S> àñWm{nV hmoÊ`mgmR>r gmVË` {Q>H$dUo JaOoMoAmho. _cm Ë`mMr y{_H$m _mÝ` hmoVr.

`m dfuÀ`m "gmYZm ~mcHw$_ma'Mo _wIn¥ð> ho g§nyU©nUo dm°Q>aH$ca_Ü o Ho$co Amho. `mMr h{H$JV J§_Vrera Amho. A§H$mgmR>r_r \$moQ>moem°nÀ`m gmømZo A§H$mMm ^md ì`ŠV H$aUmao {MÌ Ho$cohmoVo, Vo AmYrÀ`m ~mcHw$_ma A§H$m§À`m \$m°a_°Q>Mo hmoVo. Ë`mVH$mocmO hmoVm, nU WoQ> \$moQ>mo H$mocmOà_mUo Vo H$moUË`mM dfuZìhVo. Ë`mV ~°H$J«mD§$S>cm doJdoJù`m Wråg hmoË`m. H$Wm§_YrcJmä`mMm Ame` Ë`mV _m§S>Ê`mMm à`ËZ hmoVm. nU `m

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Agmdo. Ë`mV Wr_ AgcrM nm{hOo Ago Zmhr, nU Vo {MÌcjmV R>odm`cm gmono Agmdo. Ë`mZwgma `m dfuÀ`m ~mcHw$_maA§H$mMo _wIn¥ð> Ho$co, Vo gmYo-gwc^ Am{U AmH$f©H$ PmcoAmho.

\$moQ>moem°nMm {MÌH$mamcm \$m`Xm hmoVmo; nU {MÌmVrcZ¡g{J©H$Vm dm°Q>a H$ca n|qQ>J_Ü o {Q>Hy$Z amhVo, hoM Iao!\$moQ>moem°n_Ü o hdo Vgo AmH$ma, H$ca B\o$ŠQ> ho ~XcVm oVmV;nU Ë`mV EH$ H¥${Ì_Vm AgVo. dm°Q>a H$ca n|qQ>J_Ü o Z¡g{J©H$VmAgVo. ¶mM AZwf§JmZ§ Xa dfu _r {dZmoXcm åhUVmo H$s, m dfuAmnU cdH$a gwédmV H$ê$ m. nU _OHy$a {_idÊ`mnmgyZÀ`mAm{U Zoh_rÀ`m gmám{hH$ gmYZmÀ`m A§H$mH$S>o EH$mM doircj Úmdo cmJV Agë`mZo Ë`mcmhr cdH$a gwédmV H$aUoAdKS> OmVo. _OHy$a Omon ªV Ë`mÀ`m hmVr cdH$a nS>Uma ZmhrVmon ªV ho AdKS>M Amho. R>amdrH$ _`m©XoZ§Va `m gd©M Jmoï>tMrAJXr doioda gm§JS> KmcUo AdKS>M AgVo. Am{U gd© {MÌohmVr a§JdyZ A§H$ V¶ma H$aUo e³¶ hmoV Zmhr. Agmo. Varhr _r_mÌ `m dfu Ago R>adco Amho H$s, 2014 ‘ܶo _mÌ~mcHw$_maÀ`m dmMH$m§Zm ZdrZM A§H$ XoÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$ê$Z nmhÿ`m. `mV dm°Q>aH$ca {MÌm§Mm g§nyU©nUo dmna Ho$bobm Agoc,Zì`m e¡crMm, _m§S>UrMm, gOmdQ>rMm A§H$ AmnU Ë`m§À`mg_moanoe H$ê$ `m. OUy Ë`m§Zmhr ~mcHw$_magmR>r ZdrZM {MÌH$maB§Q>moS>çyg Pmë`mgmaIo dmQ>co nm{hOo.

yfU : ‘Yë¶m Mma dfmªÀ¶m "H$mocmO' ‘wIn¥ð>m§{df¶r

WmoS>³¶mV gm§Jm Zm....{Jare : ~mcHw$_maÀ`m _wIn¥ð>mÀ`mM ~m~VrV Xadfu

doJio XoÊ`mMm à`ËZ Amho. n{hë`m ~mcHw$_ma A§H$mgmR>rH$WmñnYm© KoÊ`mV Amcr hmoVr. hm ^mJ Hw$_maJQ>mMm hmoVm, VaCd©[aV ^mJ amOrd Vm§~|À`m H$Wm§Mm (~mcJQ>mMm) hmoVm.ñnY}Vrc {ZdS>coë`m H$Wm§V J«m_rU ^mJmMm VoWrcdmVmdaUmMm Ame` gm_mdcocm hmoVm, åhUyZ _J J«m_rUnmíd© y_rMo {MÌ {_ZrEMa nÕVrZo Amåhr hoVwnwañga KoVco hmoVo.

Xþgè`m dfuÀ`m 2009 À`m ~mcHw$_ma A§H$mgmR>r Amåhmcm(AmYrÀ`m dfunojm) g§nyU©nUo doJio H$ìha H$am`Mo hmoVo. `mVA§H$mVrc H$Wm§_Yrc _hÎdmMr H°$aoŠQ>g© d Ë`m§Mr g§{_l aMZmAgm {df` hmoVm.

2010 À`m A§H$mV A{Zc AdMQ>m§À`m H$WoVrc S>m|Ja~°H$J«mD§$S>cm Amcm Amho. A§H$mVrc gd© H$Wm§‘Yrc EH$-EH$nmZ OUy Amnë`mg_moa CcJS>V OmVo Amho, Aer aMZm `mH$ìhada Amcr Amho. `m nmZm§da H$Wm§‘Yrc H°$aoŠQ>g© AmcrAmhoV. `m nmZm§À`m _Ü` ^mJmVrc nmZmV ^maV gmgU|Mmg_eoa Hw$cwnKao Amho. Vmo _Ü`^mJr oÊ`mMo H$maU Vmo Iè¶mAWm©Zo _amR>r ~mcHw$_ma {dídmcm `m A§H$mVyZM BÝQ>moS>çygH$ê$Z XoÊ`mV Amcm hmoVm. AWm©V ~mcHw$_maÀ`m H$ìhadaKoVcocr gd© H°$aoŠQ>g©hr AmVyZ OerÀ`m Ver H$m°nrnoñQ> _wirMHo$cr ZmhrV. H$WoMm Ame` H$m`_ R>odyZ ñdV§Ì {MÌo `mH$aVmH$mT>cr AmhoV. Ë`m§Mo doJionU OnÊ`mMm hm à`ËZ hmoVm.

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2011 À`m A§H$mÀ`m H$ìhagmR>r AdMQ> `m§À`m"S>m|JamVrc emim' `m H$WoVrc _Ü`dVu AgUmè`m ~m§~y `mZ¡g{J©H$ Wr_Mm dmna Ho$cm hmoVm. ho _wIn¥ð> ~m§~§yMr ~m§YrdaMZm Amnë`mg_moa _m§S>Vo. ~mcHw$_ma {Xdmir A§H$mMohr AgoMZmhr H$m? hm A§H$hr doJdoJù`m Jmoï>r Amnë`mcm ~m§YyZM XoVAgVmo; åhUyZM hr aMZm!

~mcHw$_maÀ`m 2012 À`m H$ìhaMr doJirM h{H$JV Amho.`m H$ìhada amOZ Jdg `m§À`m "YS>m@@S> Yy_' `m H$WoVrc_mUyg Am{U {ZgJ© øm§Mm ~°H$J«mD§$S>cm Wr_ åhUyZ dmnaHo$cocm Amho. Ë`mZwgma docr Am{U nmZm§Mr aMZm `m A§H$mVrcBVa H°$aoŠQ>g© modVr J§w\$cr Amho. gwédmVrcm H$ìhagmR>r hr Wr_ZìhVr. Jdg `m§À`mM H$WoVrc {MÌmMm dmna H$ìhada H$ê$Znm{hcm, nU Vo nwÝhm ~mcd`moJQ>mnwaVo _`m©{XV amhV hmoVo. åhUyZ_J M§ÐH$m§V dmZIS>o m§À`m "q~Jmo, _cm _m\$ H$a' m H$WogmR>rH$mT>coë`m ~moY{MÌmMm dmna H$ê$Z nmhm`Mo R>aco. Ë`mV_moH$im AdH$me OmñV Agë`mZo d Vo {MÌ Agcoco H$ìha\$maM [aH$m_o dmQ>V Agë`mZo Anrc hmoB©Zm. åhUyZ _J nwÝhmJdg m§À`m H$WoVrc Ame` KoD$Z Zì`mZo doctMm d {ZgJm©MmAmH$ma~Õ _mUyg H|$ÐñWmZr KoVcm. m_mJo {ZgJ© g§ndcmV Va_mUgy g§noc, hm H$WoMm Jm^m hmoVm. Vo {MÌ Oam Xþ~m}YVoH$S>oPwH$ë`mgmaIo A§H$ N>mnyZ Amë`mZ§Va dmQ>co. Agmo.

yfU : ¶m dfuMm AndmX Ho$cm Va ‘mJrc nmMhr dfuÀ¶mA§H$mV {ZgJ© OmñV Amcm¶, ˶m‘mJo H$mhr H$maUo hmoVr?

{Jare : Iao Va {ZgJ© hm _wcm§À`m OJÊ`mVrc _hÎdmMmKQ>H$ R>aVmo. AmVmÀ`m H$mimV Vmo Ë`m§À`mnmgyZ Xÿa MmcbmAmho, åhUyZM Ame`mer EH$ê$n hmoUmao a§J _wIn¥ð>mda Amco

AmhoV. {Zù`m Am{U {haì`m a§Jm§Mm dmna H$aÊ`m_mJo hr gmYry{_H$m Amho. AJXr AmVmÀ`m ~mcHw$_ma {Xdmir A§H$mgmR>r

dm°Q>a H$caMm à`moJ H$am`Mo R>aco, Voìhmhr "AmnU {ZgJm©nmgyZXÿa Om`Mo Zmhr,' hmM {dMma hmoVm. _wIn¥ð>mMm ñdV§ÌnUo {dMmaH$aVmZmhr _ZmV gVV Ago hmoVo H$s, AmnU Omo ehar H$mocmhmcAZw dVmo, Ë`m nmíd© y_rda g§wXa {ZgJ©{MÌ nmhUo _Zmcmem§VVm XoUmao AgVo Am{U åhUyZhr ~mcHw$_maÀ`m _wIn¥ð>mdaem§V d aå` {ZgJ© Amë`mMo {XgVo.

gmYZmÀ`m ~mcHw$_ma A§H$mgmR>r J«m_rU nmíd© y_rÀ`mH$Wm§Mr {M̧ H$aVmZm (OdinmgÀ`m) IoS>oJmdmcm oQ> XoÊ`mMr_cm JaO nS>cr Zmhr. H$maU _mPo ~mcnU OwÞagma»`m J«m_rU^mJmV Jococo Amho. n{hcr Vo Xhmdrn ªVMo _mPo {ejU VoWoMPmco. _mPo dS>rc VoWrc àmW{_H$ Amamo½` H|$ÐmV Hw$ð>amoJ{d^mJmV H$m_mcm hmoVo. Ë`m_wio OwÞa øm VmcwŠ`mÀ`m {R>H$mUrAmgnmgÀ`m IoS>çm§Vrc cmoH$ Ë`m§À`mH$S>o CnMmamgmR>r oV.chmZnUmnmgyZ _r Vo nmhV Amcmo Amho. OwÞa ho VmcwŠ`mMo{R>H$mU Agco Var Ë`mMm Vm|S>dim nyU©nUo J«m_rUM hmoVm. `m^mJmV gd© àH$maMr eoVr hmoVr- AJXr ^mVeoVrnmgyZ \$i d\w$ceoVrn ªV. Ë`m_wio VoWrc eoVr dmVmdaUmMm _mÂ`mdag§ñH$mahr Amho. emioV doJdoJù`m Am{W©H$ ñVam§Vrc _wcm§Mmn[aM` hmoVm. Ë`m§À`m~amo~a Ë`m§À`m Kar, eoVmda, JwèhmimdaOmUo hmoB©. Ë`m doir AmnU _moR>onUr {MÌH$ma hmoD$ Ago _ZmVhrZìhVo, nU H$moR>oVar gm§XrH$monè`mV chmZnUr nm{hcoco-AZw dcoco OJ Ka H$ê$Z am{hcoco hmoVo. Vo ~mcHw$_ma A§H$m§À`m{MÌm§gmR>r Cn`moJr nS>co. ~XcË`m J«m_rU OrdZmMo Xe©Zhr_cm àdmgmV d BVa H$m_m§_wio Pmcoco hmoVo. {ZarjUeŠVrMm

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dmna {MÌH$coV Mm§Jë`m nÕVrZo H$aVm oVmo. yfU : ghm dfmªn¡H$s n{hco d AmVmMo Aer XmoZ df}

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Amho. AWm©V `m_mJohr cm°{OH$ AmhoM. {ZgJm©Mm ^mJ åhUyZË`mÀ`m doJdoJù`m N>Q>m VoWo _r dmnacoë`m AmhoV.

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_mÂ`m e¡crda hO©À`m A°S>ìh|Ma Am°\$ {Q>Z{Q>ZMm à^md Amho. _r Ë`mMr {MÌo gmaIr gmaIr nhm`Mmo,Ë`m§Mr ZŠH$c H$am`Mm à`ËZ H$am`Mmo. dmñVdmÀ`m Odi OmUmar Ë`mÀ`m H$mQw>©Ze¡crMr(Ë`mVrc {Q>ncoë`m ~marH$ hmd^mdm_wio) _mÂ`mda _mo{hZr hmoVr d AmOhr Amho. _mÂ`m {MÌe¡crMo _yihO©Mm {Q>Z{Q>Z Amho Ago _r åhUoZ. A{^Zd H$m°coOcm AgVmZm _r {MÌm§nojm _m§S>Ur. gOmdQ>, Q>m`nmoJ«m\$s`m _mÂ`m AmdS>Ë`m {df`m§da A{YH$ cj H|${ÐV Ho$co hmoVo. nwT>o chmZ _wcm§À`m {MÌ{dídmH$S>o dimcmo.H$m°coOÀ`m H$mimV _cm dg§V gadQ>o, à^me§H$a H$dS>r `m§Mo H$m_ AmdS>m`Mo, AmOhr Ë`m§Zr Ho$coco H$m__hÎdmMo dmQ>Vo. à^m e§H$a H$dS>tMm Va _r \°$ZM Amho. AmVmÀ`m KS>rcm M§Ð_mohZ Hw$cH$Uu `m§M§ H$m_hr_bm à^m{dV H$ê$Z OmV§. {MÌH$codaMr {d{dY nwñVHo$ dmMUo, g_H$mcrZ {MÌH$mam§~amo~a {MÌH$coda Jßnm _maUo,B§Q>aZoQ>dê$Z OmJ{VH$ {MÌH$cm g_OyZ KoÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$aUo, VoWrc {MÌH$cm{df`H$ {d{dY J«wn_Ü oH$m¶ H$m‘ Mmby Amho Vo nmhmUo , gwXe©Z H$cm _§MÀ`m H$cm{df`H$ H$m ©H«$_m§Zm OmUo,`mVyZ _r _mÂ`m _ZmVrb ‘m¶m {MÌH$bm {df¶H$ H$ënZm VnmgyZ nmhmV AgVmo.

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dmT>rH$aVm Amdí`H$ AgVo. A{YH$ Mm§Jco H$m_ H$aÊ`mH$[aVmhr XIc OUy àmoËgmhZmMoM H$m_ H$aVo. S>m°ŠQ>a Za|Ð Xm^mocH$ad {dZmoX {eagmR> `m§Zr `m~m~VrV _cm Amncm I§~ra nmqR>~m{Xcocm Amho.

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{Jare : ~mcHw$_ma A§H$m~m~V {_iUmè`m à{V{H«$`m \$maJ_Vrera AgVmV. ~è`mMXm Ë`m chmZ _wcm§À`m, Hw$_mam§À`mAgVmV. ~mcHw$_ma A§H$mda _mPm _mo~mB©c H«$_m§H$ N>mncocmAgVmo. Ë`mdê$Z _hmamï>mÀ`m H$moZmH$monè`mVyZ,IoS>çmnmS>çm§VyZ, XþJ©_ ^mJmVyZ _wco \$moZ H$aVmV, {dMmaVmV-"hm {Jare ghò~wÕo§Mm Z§~a Amho H$m?' AmnU "hmo' åhQ>c§ H$scJoMM Vo åhUVmV- _cm Vw_Mo {MÌ AmdS>co, _cm Vw_Mr Jmoï>AmdS>cr Am{U Ago åhUyZ cJoMM \$moZ R>odyZ XoVmV. _cmË`mVhr _Om dmQ>Vo. AmZ§X hmoVmo. AZoH$ nmcH$m§Mo, {ejH$m§Mo,H$cm{ejH$m§Mo \$moZ oVmV. Ë`m§Zm {MÌo AmdS>cocr AgVmV._OHy$a AmdS>cocm AgVmo. {deofV: H$cm{ejH$ gm§JVmV-~mcHw$_ma A§H$mVrc {MÌo _wcm§Zm Iyn AmdS>cr AmhoV, VogmaIr-gmaIr Vr {MÌo nmhV AgVmV. Ver {MÌo H$mT>Ê`mMmà`ËZ H$aV AgVmV.'

Xþgè`m dfuÀ¶m ~mbHw$_ma A§H$mÀ`m doir 92 dfmªÀ`mlra§J daoaH$am§Mm _cm \$moZ Amcm hmoVm. (gmZo JwéOtZr gmYZmgmám{hH$ gwê$ Ho$co, Voìhm Vo Ë`m§À`mgmo~V hmoVo. Vo ñdV:_mcdUÀ`m emioV H$cm{ejH$ hmoVo.) A§H$mVrc {MÌ nmhÿZ_cm Vo EdTo>M åhUmco, "X ~oñQ>'. `m XmoZ eãXm§VM _cm YÝ`Pmë`mgmaIo dmQ>co. H$Yr g_H$mcrZ H$cmH$mahr H$m¡VwH$H$aVmV. Vg§hr Amnë`mH$S>o àË oH$ H$cocm à{VgmX {_iÊ`mMo

à_mU Aën Amho Am{U àË oH$ joÌmcmM ho cmJy Amho. _rñdV:cmM {dMmaVmo, AmnU Var Hw$R>o Hw$Umcm cJoM ^a^ê$Zà{VgmX XoV AgVmo? Agmo. Varhr Ago à{VgmX gwImdyZOmVmV. `m~m~VrV _r EH$ åhUoZ H$s, Amnë`mH$S>o eŠ`Vmoà{V{H«$`m Mm§JcrM Úm`cm hdr Agm EH$ g_O Amho; nU Oa_mPo EImXo H$m_ AmdS>co Zmhr Va Ë`mda cmoH$m§Zr _moH$ionUmZo_V Oê$a Zm|Xdmdo, Ago _bm dmQ>Vo. H$maU Ë`m _VmMm _mÂ`mÑï>rZo nwT>rb H$m_mgmR>r {ZpíMV Mm§Jcm Cn`moJ hmoVmo.

OmoËñZm àH$meZm~amo~a _r chmZ d Hw$_ma JQ>mÀ`m {MÌm§À`mnwñVH$mgmR>r H$mhr à_mUmV H$m_ H$aV AgVmo. Ë`m§Mm EHy$UH$m_mH$S>o ~KÊ`mMm Ñ{ï>H$moZ IynM ñnï> Am{U Zo_H$m Amho."{MÌH$ma åhUyZ Og§ ñdmV§Í` hd§ AgV§, Vg§ Vo ñdmV§Í¶ KoVAgVmZm Vwåhr {M̧gwÕm Mm§JcrM Úm`cm hdrV. _J Ë`mVVS>OmoS> ZH$mo.' Ag§ Vo åhUVmV. OJmVrb ~mbgm{hË`mÀ`m{d{dY àXe©Zm§Zm Vo hOoar cmdyZ Amcoco AmhoV. VoWyZ ~arMnwñVHo$ Ë`m§Zr _amR>rV AmUcr AmhoV. Ë`m XOm©Mo H$m_ AmnU{_iyZ H$ê$ m, Ago Ë`m§Mo åhUUo AgVo. ~mcHw$_ma gm{hË`mVÁ`moËñZm àH$meZmZo Amnë`m Mm§Jë`m H$m_mMr _mohmoa C_Q>dcrAmho.

gmYZoMm ~mcHw$_ma A§H$hr AgmM XOm©Mm AmJ«h YaUmamAmho, gmVË` {Q>H$dUmam Amho. gmYZmMr Q>r_ m H$m_r A{Ve`_ZmnmgyZ H$m_ H$aVo Amho, åhUyZM "gmYZm ~mcHw$_ma' InmMoZdo Cƒm§H$ JmR>V Amho. m Q>r_Mm EH$ KQ>H$ åhUyZ _cm hr ~m~{deof gwImdUmar dmQ>Vo.

Vg§ nm{hc§ Va- ~mcHw$‘ma A§H$mMr AmOdaMr dmQ>Mmc hrA§H$ _ZmV R>gdU§, AerM am{hcr. AmVm BWyZ nwT>À`mA§H$m§_Ü o {MÌ Am{U _m§S>UrV H$mhr à`moJ H$am`Mo AmhoV. VoOoìhm H$aVm ¶oVrb, Voìhm AOyZ EH$ nmD$c nwT>o nS>ë`mMog_mYmZ _cm {_ioc.

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‘mJrc 25 df} "gmYZm Q>ñQ>'Mo {dídñV am{hcoco ‘mohZ Ym[a¶m ¶m§Mo15 Am°³Q>mo~acm {ZYZ Pmco. Jocr 30 df} ˶m§Zr "dZamB©' ¶m g§ñWoÀ¶m ‘m’©$VdZrH$aU d J«m‘rU {dH$mg ¶m joÌmcm dmhÿZ KoVco hmoVo. nU ˶mAmYr 40 df}Vo g{H«$¶ amOH$maUmV hmoVo. 1970 Vo 1980 hm H$mi Va AÊUm§À¶m OrdZmVrc

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àm§VmÜ`jm§À`m nÌmMm _gwXm lr.XodH$m§V ~éAm `m§À`mKarM V`ma Pmcm hmoVm. Ë`mZ§Va _r nmR>{dcoco CÎma Am{UAmXë¶mM {Xder Ah_Xm~mX oWo Ho$coco mfU m AZwf§JmZoM~éAm `m§Mo ~mocmdUo AgUma, ho CKS> hmoVo. Zamoam H±$nnydunjmÜ`j d n§VàYmZ `m§Zm nmR>{dcoë`m nÌmÀ`m àVr, ~moS>uoWrc {e{~amV d Z§Va Ho$cocr ^mfUo, Ah_Xm~mXMo ^mfU

Am{U 1971 nmgyZ njmZo {Xcoë`m AmœmgZm§Mr nyV©VmH$aÊ`mgmR>r gmXa Ho$cocr {ZdoXZo d {Q>ßnÊ`m ~amo~a KoD$ZM~éAm `m§À`m oQ>rgmR>r _r Jocmo. Ë`m doir gH$miMogmS>oAH$am-nmdUo~mam Pmco AgmdoV Am{U {Xdg hmoVma{ddma, 2 _mM© 1975.

Am¡nMm[aH$ IwemcrMr àíZmoÎmao Pmë`mZ§Va AmnU H$m~moc{dco Amho, Ë`mMr _r {dMmaUm Ho$cr.

""lr. ~mimgmho~ gmd§Vm§Mo nÌ d Ë`mcm Vwåhr nmR>{dcoë`mCÎmamg§~§Yr _cm ~mocUo H$amd`mMo Amho.''

""_cm {_imcoë`m _m{hVrZwgma nÌ Vw_À`m Kar V`maPmco; Voìhm Vo nÌ Vw_MoM hmoVo Ago _mZco, Va J¡a R>aoc H$m?''

~éAm `m§À`m Mohè`mdarc hmñ` d AdgmZ EH$X_ JiyZnS>co Am{U Ë`m§Mm Moham nm§T>am\$Q>H$ nS>cm. _mÂ`m {dYmZmcm{damoY H$aÊ`mMr qh_V Ë`m§Zr XmI{dcr Zmhr. Ë`m dmXmV Z{eaVm, ~éAm `m§Zr EH$X_ n§VàYmZm§Mm AmYma KoVcm.

""Vw_À`m CÎmam_wio n§VàYmZ IynM ZmamO AmhoV.''""n§VàYmZm§Zr _cm ~mocmdyZ KoVë`mg _r _mPr ~mOy Oê$a

Ë`m§À`mg_moa _m§S>rZ. Ë`m§Zr Vw_À`m_m\©$V hm {Zamon H$idmdm,Ago n§VàYmZm§Mo d _mPo g§~§Y AmhoV, Ago _cm dmQ>V Zmhr.Am{U g§~§Y Ë`m ñVamda Amco AgVrc, Va _r _§{Ì_§S>imV

amhUohr Bï> R>aUma Zmhr.''""Zmhr. Vgo _cm gwMdm`Mo Zmhr.''""_r n§VàYmZm§Zm 26 \o$~«wdmarcm g{dñVa nÌ nmR>{dco

Amho. Ë`m§Mr oQ> KoD$Z _moH$ionUmZo MMm© H$aVmo. Ë`mZ§Va nwT>rc{ZU© KoUo _cmhr gmoB©Mo OmB©c.''

dmñV{dH$, Am_Mr MMm© oWoM g§ncr AgVr; na§Vw ~éAm`m§Zr _mÂ`m{df`r H$mhr J¡aàMma Mmc{dë`mMo _mÂ`m H$mZmdaAmco hmoVo. Ë`mMo WmoS>o {ZamH$aU H$ê$Z ¿`mdo, åhUyZ _r Vmo{df` H$mT>cm. Ë`m doir Ë`m§Zr AJXr ñnï> eãXm§V Ë`m d¥ÎmmMmBÝH$ma Ho$cm. dmñV{dH$, Á`m VrZ-Mma {_Ìm§Odi ~éAm m§Zr_mÂ`m{df`r J¡aàMma H$aUmao CX²Jma H$mT>co hmoVo, Vo gd©OUImoQ>o ~mocÊ`mMr gwVam_ eŠ`Vm ZìhVr. A{Ic ^maVr`H$m±J«ogMo AÜ`jnX yf{dUmar ì`ŠVr {H$Vr chmZ Amho,Ë`mMoM Vo ÚmoVH$ hmoVo. Varhr Vo {dMma Xya R>odyZ gwg§dmXmMmAmJ«h _r H$m YarV Amho, Vo Ë`m§Zm g_OmdyZ gm§{JVco. njmZodoimodoir {Xcoë`m AmœmgZm§Mr nyV©Vm H$aÊ`mgmR>r gmVË`mZoHo$coë`m à`ËZm§Mr Ë`m§Zm nyU© H$ënZm {Xcr.

~éAm `m§À`m ZoV¥ËdmImcr Zmoìh|~a 1974 _Ü o ^acoë`mZamoam H±$nZo 13 H$c_r H$m ©H«$_ Omhra Ho$cm hmoVm. Ë`mn¡H$s_mÂ`m _§Ìmc`mer {ZJ{S>V Agcoë`m H$m ©H«$_mMo H$go qYS>dS>o{ZKV AmhoV, ho _r Ë`m§Zm gm§JV hmoVmo. Ë`m doir Ë`m§Zr _cmAS>{dco.

""Vwåhr _cm H$m {c{hco Zmhr?'' Aer {dMmaUm Ë`m§ZrHo$cr. {X. 5 {S>g|~a 1974 amoOr Ë`mg§~§Yr _r {c{hcoë`mnÌmMr àV _r Vm~S>Vmo~ Ë`m§À`m hmVmV {Xcr. ~oKa eoV_Owam§ZmKamgmR>r OmJm XoUo, ehamVrc PmonS>nQ²Q>çm§Vrc g§S>mg, Zi,nmUr AmXr {H$_mZ JaOm ^mJdUo Am{U J[a~m§gmR>r ñdñV KaoC^maUo ho Zamoam H$m ©H«$_mVrc H$m ©H«$_ _mÂ`m _§Ìmc`mer{ZJ{S>V hmoVo. Ë`mgmR>r _Ü`dVu emgZmZo d amÁ`m§Zr n¡emMrVaVyX H$aUo Amdí`H$ hmoVo; Ë`m{edm` Vmo H$m ©H«$_ nyU©hmoÊ`mMr eŠ`Vm ZìhVr, åhUyZM ~éAm§Zm nÌ nmR>dyZ g§~§{YV_Ü`dVu _§Ìr Am{U _w»`_§Í`m§Mr ~¡R>H$ KoÊ`mMr {dZ§Vr _rHo$cr hmoVr. _mÂ`m nÌmMr àV dmMV AgVmZm ~éAm§Mo hmVWaWaV hmoVo Am{U Moham nwÝhm CVacm hmoVm. ~éAm§Mo nÌmModmMZ Pmë`mZ§Va _r åhUmcmo,

""AmnU OZVocm dma§dma AmœmgZo XoVmo; _mÌ Vr nyU©H$aÊ`mV {VVHo$M ~o{\$H$sa amhVmo, åhUyZ XoemV Ag§VmofmModmVmdaU {Z_m©U Pmco Amho. {damoYH$m§Zm Xmof XoV AgVmZmAm{U O`àH$me Zmam`U m§Zm XoeÐmohr R>adrV AgVmZm AmnUH$moR>o MwH$V AmhmoV, Ë`mMm gmYm {dMma H$aÊ`mg AmnU V`maZmhr. åhUyZM gmVË`mZo AmJ«hmMr y{_H$m KoÊ`mMm àg§J_mÂ`mda Amcm. AOyZhr doi Jocr Zmhr, Ago _cm dmQ>Vo.Ah_Xm~mX oWrc _mÂ`m {dYm`H$ gyMZm§Mm AmnU nmR>nwamdmHo$ë`mg EH$ Eo{Vhm{gH$ H$m © Ho$ë`mMo lo AmnUmg {_iyeHo$c.''

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_mPo {dMma ~éAm§Zr W§S>nUo EoHy$Z KoVco, na§Vw H$mhrhrà{VgmX {Xcm Zmhr. Vo ñdm^m{dH$ hmoVo. O`àH$meOtg§~§YrË`m§À`m _ZmV BVH$m AmH$g d Ûof hmoVm H$s, _mPo {dMma Ë`m§ZméMÊ`mMr eŠ`VmM ZìhVr. OdiOdi EH$ Vmg MMm©Pmë`mZ§Va _r CR>cmo. Voìhm àm§VmÜ`jm§À`m nÌmcm _rnmR>{dcoë`m CÎmamMm Ë`m§Zr C„oI Ho$cm Am{U _r {Xc{Jarì`ŠV H$amdr, Ago gwM{dco.

""~éAmOr, àm§VmÜ`jm§Zr _cm ~mocmdco AgVo, VaMM}gmR>r _r H$moR>ohr Jocmo AgVmo. {X. 14 \o$~«wdmarcm àm§VmÜ`j{X„rVM hmoVo. Ë`m doir AmnU d àm§VmÜ`jm§Zr _cm ~mocmdcoAgVo, Va oWoM Amcmo AgVmo. Ë`mEodOr OmUyZ~wOyZ, EH$XheVrMo dmVmdaU {Z_m©U H$aÊ`mgmR>r OmhranUo _cm X_~mOrH$aÊ`mMm H$Q> {X„rVM aMcm Jocm Am{U Ë`mMo Ë`mM ^mfoVCÎma XoUo _cm H«$_àmá Pmco. {dZ`mZo d gm¡OÝ`mZo dmJÊ`mV_cm AmZ§X hmoVmo. H$moR>ohr amJmdÊ`mMm àg§J Amcm, Va _cmÌmg hmoVmo. _cm {c{hcoco nÌ à{gÕrg Úmd`mg ZH$mo hmoVo, AgoAmnU AJa àm§VmÜ`j åhUÊ`mg V`ma Agmc; VaXþImdcoë`m ^mdZm§~Ôc {Xc{Jar ì`ŠV H$aÊ`mg _r V`maAmho. _mÌ X_~mOr H$ê$Z - amñV AmdmO CR>Vm H$m_m Z o,Agm ~§Xmo~ñV H$aÊ`mMm à`ËZ Agoc Va- {H$_mZ_mÂ`m~m~VrV AmnU `eñdr R>aUma Zmhr, Ago _cm Z_«nUogwM{dco nm{hOo.''

""Zmhr- Zmhr, _r {dMma H$aVmo.'' Ago ~éAm åhUmcoAm{U _r ~mhoa nS>cmo.

gd© MM}_Ü o ~éAm `m§Mm Moham EImÚm _hmnmnr_mUgmgmaIm {XgV hmoVm. Ë`m§À`m EHy$U Am{d^m©dmdê$Z H$moR>oVar H$mio-~oao cnV Amho, Ago _cm gmaIo dmQ>V hmoVo.

Xþnmar EH$À`m gw_mamg _r Kar Amcmo. OodU V`ma hmoVo.gwQ>rMm {Xdg Agcm åhUOo Amåhr gd© OU {_iyZ OodV Agy.KamVrc _§S>ir dmQ> nmhV hmoVr. OodUmgmR>r IwMuda ~gcmo.BVŠ`mV _mPm {MQ>Urg AmV Amcm.

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gmh{OH$M _r CR>cmo. \$moZ KoVcm. _mPo {_Ì a§JamOZ`m§MmM \$moZ hmoVm.

""_mohZ, EH$ J§ ra d¥Îm Amco Amho. Vwåhmcm Vo n§VàYmZm§MonÌ {_imco AgocM. Vwåhmcm _§{Ì_§S>imVyZ H$mTy>Z Q>mH$Ê`mVAmco Amho.''

""a§JamOZ, _cm AÚmn Var Vgo nÌ Amcoco Zmhr. _rAmÎmmM ~éAm§H$S>o hmoVmo. Vohr Vgo H$mhr åhUmco ZmhrV.''

""_J... Vw_Mr à{V{H«$`m H$m`?''""Aao, _cm H$mhr _mhrVM Zmhr, Va à{V{H«$`m H$m`

XoUma?''Vmo \$moZ Imcr R>odVmo VmoM nwÝhm K§Q>r IUIUcr. nr.Q>r.

Am`. d¥Îmg§ñWoMm Ë`mM Ame`mMm \$moZ hmoVm. Ë`m§Zmhr VgoM

CÎma {Xco. VodT>çmV EH$m Img JmS>rVyZ n§VàYmZm§Mm grc~§XcImoQ>m _mÂ`mH$S>o Amcm. n§VàYmZm§Zr {c{hco hmoVo,

n§VàYmZ {Zdmg,Zdr {Xcr

1 _mM© 1975{à` lr. Ym[a`m,AmnU {Xcoë`m H$mhr mfUm§Mo d¥ÎmnÌm§Vrc Ahdmc Am{U

_hmamï> àXoe H$m±J«og H${_Q>rÀ`m nÌmcm AmnU YmS>coco CÎmadmMyZ _cm Amü`m©Mm \$maM YŠH$m ~gcm. `mdê$Z ho gwñnï>hmoVo H$s, `m~m~VMo Amnco {dMma H$m±J«og njmÀ`m{dMmaàUmcrer {_iVoOwiVo ZmhrV.

Amnë`m _ZmV H$mhr e§H$m hmoË`m, Va Ë`m _mÂ`mn ªVnmoMdUo ho Amnco H$V©ì` ZìhVo H$m`? Aem n[apñWVrV AmnU`mnwT>o _§{Ì_§S>imV amhUo `mo½` R>aUma Zmhr. _r amï>nVtZmË`mà_mUo H$idV Amho.

Amncr ñZohm§{H$V,B§{Xam Jm§Yr

n§VàYmZm§Mo nÌ 2 _mM©cm Xþnmar EH$ dmOyZ n§Yam {_{ZQ>m§Zr_mÂ`m hmVr Amco Agco, Var Ë`mda 1 _mM© 1975 hr VmarIhmoVr. åhUOo AmXë`m amÌrM gd© ~Zmd V`ma hmoVm. ~éAm§erPmcoë`m MM}_Ü o n§VàYmZ ZmamO AmhoV `mncrH$S>o _mÂ`mamOrZmå`mg§~§Yr Vo EH$ eãXhr ~mocbo ZìhVo. _cm ~mocmdyZKoD$Z, B§{XamOtZm _mPm amOrZm_m Ho$ìhmhr _mJVm Amcm AgVmd jUmYm©V Vmo XoD$Z _r _moH$imhr Pmcmo AgVmo. _mÂ`mñdm{^_mZr ñd^mdmMr n§VàYmZm§Zm nyU© H$ënZm hmoVr. AgoAgVmZm `m Ame`mMo nÌ n§VàYmZm§Zr H$m {chmdo? Vo nÌ_mÂ`m hmVmV nS>Ê`mnyduM, d¥ÎmnÌ g§ñWm§H$S>o "n§VàYmZm§Zr

_mPo amOrZm_mnÌ amï>nVtZm {_imco,na§Vw n§VàYmZm§Zr _cm nÌ nmR>{dcoAgco Var amï>nVtZm H$mhrH$i{dcoco ZìhVo. H$Xm{MV,"`mnwT>o Vwåhr _§{Ì_§S>imV amhUoBï> hmoUma Zmhr; Vgo _r amï>nVtZmH$idrV Amho', ho g_Oë`m~amo~a_r _§{ÌnX dmM{dÊ`mgmR>r Ë`m§À`mH$S>oYmdV OmB©Z d "Ago H$mhr H$ê$ ZH$m',Aer {dZdUr H$arZ,Aer Ë`m§Mr H$ënZm Agmdr.

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_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ _cm H$_r Ho$ë`mMo' d¥Îm H$go Joco? ~éAm`m§À`mH$Sy>Z Kar nmohmoMë`mZ§Va H$mhr {_{ZQ>m§VM nr.Q>r.Am`. dy.EZ.Am`. `m d¥Îmg§ñWm§Mo \$moZ H$m Amco?

CÔoe ñnï> hmoVo. O`àH$me Zmam`U d amï>r` d¥ÎmrÀ`m gd©ZoË`m§~amo~a n§VàYmZm§Zr gwg§dmX gmYmdm, `m _mJUrcm àË`jH$m±J«og_YyZ \$ma _moR>m à{VgmX {_iÊ`mg gwédmV Pmcr hmoVr!Vgo Pmco AgVo, Va _yë`m§Mr H$Xa H$aUmao ZoVoM XoemMo ZoV¥ËdH$ê$ eH$co AgVo; BVa ZoVo B{VhmgmÀ`m Imoc XarV \o$H$co JocoAgVo, nmcmnmMmoù`mV O_m Pmco AgVo. ho Q>miÊ`mgmR>r,H$m±J«og_Yrc gwg§dmXmMm AmdmO ~§X H$aÊ`mgmR>r ho {dMmanyd©H$aMcoco Hw${Q>c H$mañWmZ hmoVo. H$m±J«og njm§VJ©V cmoH$emhrÀ`mnmR>rV Iwngcocm Vmo I§Ora hmoVm. Ë`mM~amo~a AmUIrhr EH$S>md hmoVm.

cmoH$g oÀ`m d amÁ`g oÀ`m {Z`_mZwgma _§{Ì_§S>imMmamOrZm_m XoUmè`m _§Í`mcm g^mJ¥hm_Ü o amOrZmå`mg§~§YrAmncr y{_H$m {deX H$aÊ`mMm A{YH$ma Amho. _mÌ_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ Á`mcm H$mTy>Z Q>mH$Ê`mV Amco Amho, Aem_§Í`mcm Vr g§Yr {_iy eH$V Zmhr. {ZdoXZ H$aÊ`mMm _mPmA{YH$ma {hamdyZ KoÊ`mgmR>r Am{U njmV O~aXñV XheV{Z_m©U H$aÊ`mgmR>r hm A{^Zd n{dÌm Q>mH$Ê`mV Amcm hmoVm.g§gXoÀ`m H$m_H$mOmMo {Z`_ _cm Mm§JcoM AdJV hmoVo.n§VàYmZ d H$m±J«og AÜ`jm§Mm hm H$Q> CYiyZ Q>mH$Ê`mMm _rVËH$mi {ZU© KoVcm. _§Í`mMm amOrZm_m n§VàYmZm§_m\©$Vamï>nVtH$S>o nmR>{dÊ`mMr àWm Amho. Vr àWm Jw§S>miyZ R>odyZ _mPmamOrZm_m amï>nVtH$S>o Vm~S>Vmo~ admZm H$aÊ`mMo _r R>a{dco.gwX¡dmZo _mPo g{Md, ñQ>oZmo dJ¡ao hOaM hmoVo. amOrZmå`mMo EH$N>moQ>ogo nÌ V`ma Ho$co. n§VàYmZm§À`m nÌmMr àV Ë`mcm OmoS>crAm{U _mPm amOrZm_m amï>nVtH$S>o admZm Ho$cm. H$moUmMm{dœmghr ~gUma Zmhr- n§VàYmZm§Mo nÌ Xþnmar EH$ dmOyZ n§Yam{_{ZQ>m§Zr _mÂ`m hmVr Amco Am{U n§Yam {_{ZQ>m§À`m AmV _mPoamOrZm_m nÌ amï>nVtH$S>o admZm Pmco. _mPo amï>nVtH$S>onmR>{dcoco amOrZm_mnÌ Ago hmoVo-

_mM© 2, 1975Xþnmar 1.30

_mZZr` amï>nVrOr,_cm n§VàYmZm§H$Sy>Z AmÎmmM EH$ nÌ Amco Amho. Ë`mMr àV

gmo~V OmoS>cr Amho. n§VàYmZm§Zr Ë`m§Mr hr BÀN>m _cm g_jAJa H$moUmH$adr H$i{dÊ`mMm Mm§JwcnUm XmIdcm AgVm, VaVËnaVoZo d _ZmnmgyZ _r _mÂ`m nXmMm amOrZm_m Ë`m§Zm {XcmAgVm. _mPo ho nÌ åhUOo ^maV emgZmÀ`m _§{Ì_§S>imVrc_mÂ`m nXmMm amOrZm_m åhUyZ H¥$n`m _mZmdo. `m~m~VMr _mPry{_H$m d ^mî` _r cmoH$g oV AWdm nÌH$ma n[afXoV _m§S>rZ.gmXa àUm_.

Amncm Z_«,_mohZ Ym[a`m

amï>nVtZm nmR>{dcoë`m amOrZm_mnÌmMr àV n§VàYmZm§H$S>oadmZm Ho$cr. Xþnmar naV oÊ`m~Ôc _mPo {MQ>Urg, ghm`H$ dñQ>oZmo `m§Zm gm§{JVco Am{U KamVrc _§S>it~amo~a em§VnUo^moOZmg ~gcmo. gd© KQ>Zm§Mr H$ënZm Ë`m§Zmhr Amcr hmoVr. hmàg§J Ho$ìhm Var oUma, mMr gdmªZmM OmUrd hmoVr. OodU KoVAgVmZm ~éAm `m§À`m~amo~a Pmcoë`m MM}nmgyZ amï>nVtH$S>onmR>{dcoë`m amOrZmå`m§n ªV Ë`m§Zm BËW§ yV _m{hVr {Xcr._mÂ`mnojmhr A{YH$ AmZ§X d¥ÎmrZo d Y¡ m©Zo _mÂ`m gm¡ m½`dVrZod _wcm§Zr Ë`m gd© KQ>Zm§Mo ñdmJV Ho$co. _Zmo_Z gmW XoUmè`m_mÂ`mgma»`m ghH$mar ì`ŠVrcm n§VàYmZm§Zr gmYo MM}gmR>r~mocmdy Z o, `mMo _cm H$_mcrMo Xþ:I Pmco. Vo EH$ Xþ:IdJië`mg _§{ÌnX Joë`m~Ôc _cm H$mhrhr dmQ>co Zmhr; CcQ>amï>r` H$V©ì` ~OmdrV AgVmZm {_imcoë`m _wŠVVoV EH$doJioM g_mYmZ gm_mdcoco hmoVo. ^moOZmÀ`m Q>o~cmda~gÊ`mnydu _§Ìr Agcocr ì`ŠVr OodU KoVm-KoVm nyd©dV²ImgXma ~Zcr Agcr, Var Amnë`m Hw$Qw>§~r`m§g_doVZoh_rÀ`mM AmZ§XmV JßnmJmoï>r H$aÊ`mV X§J Pmcr hmoVr.

gd©gm_mÝ` OZVocm {Xcoë`m AmœmgZm§Mr n[anyV©VmH$aÊ`mÀ`m CÔoemZoM _r _§{Ì_§S>imV gh^mJr Pmcmo hmoVmo.Ë`mgmR>r gmVË`mZo AmJ«h d YS>nS> Ho$cr hmoVr. OZVoZo BVHo$àM§S> gm_Ï © {Xco AgVmZmhr n§VàYmZ d H$m±J«ogloð>tMrMmcT>H$c _moR>r C~J AmUUmar hmoVr. amOZrVrÀ`m gmoB©ñH$aéimdarc JmS>r dMZnyVuÀ`m éimda AmUÊ`mV H$moUVmhrAS>ga ZìhVm. dma§dma gm§JyZ, nÌo d {ZdoXZo nmR>dyZ H$mhrCn`moJ hmoB©Zm åhUyZM 1973 À`m AIoarg "AmnUdMZnyVugmR>r R>mog nmdco Q>mH$Uma Zgmc, Va _cm_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ _wŠV H$am', Aer {dZ§Vr _r n§VàYmZm§Zm Ho$crhmoVr. Ë`m doir Ë`m§Zr {Z{üV AmœmgZ {Xco Am{U WmoS>m AdgaXoÊ`mMr BÀN>m àX{e©V Ho$cr. n§VàYmZm§Zr ì`ŠV Ho$cocr BÀN>m\o$Q>miyZ cmdÊ`mMm CÕQ>nUm _mÂ`mOdi ZìhVm. {edm`, Vo`mo½`hr R>aco ZgVo. 1971 nmgyZ 73 AIoarn ªV gVV VrZ df}Ho$cocm amñV AmJ«h \$cXm`r hmoB©Zm, åhUyZM amOrZmå`mMr^mfm _cm ~mocmdr cmJcr. nwÊ`mcm H$m ©H$Ë`mªg_moa _mPo_ZmoJV Am{U _mÂ`m ì`Wm Ë`mZ§Va _r EH$Xm ì`ŠVhr Ho$ë`m.

JwOamV_Yrc VéUm§Mo Am§XmocZ Vrd« Pmco. Ë`m S>H$coë`mÁdmcm {~hma_Ü o ngaë`m Am{U Xoe^a Ag§VmofmMo ñ\$moQ> hmoD$cmJco. O`àH$me Zmam`U gwédmVrg `m Am§XmocZm_Ü o ZìhVo,na§Vw gd© Am§XmocZmcm {dYm`H$ diU XoÊ`mgmR>r Am§XmocZm_Ü oVo gh^mJr Pmco. ^maVr` VéUm§Zrhr Ë`m§Mo gmoÁdi, gmcg,{dZ`erc ZoV¥Ëd AmZ§XmZo _mÝ` Ho$co. O`àH$meOtÀ`mH«$m§{VH$maH$ ZoV¥Ëdm_wio gd© Am§XmocZmcm ì`mnH$ ñdê$n àmáPmco. Ë`m Am§XmocZmVrc gd© _mJÊ`m§er AWdm _mJmªer _rgh_V ZìhVmo. na§Vw «ï>mMma{damoYr _yë`m§gmR>r gwê$ Pmcocr_mohr_, VéUm§À`m g_ñ`m d g§Vá ^mdZm cjmV KoD$Zamï>{dH$mgmÀ`m H$m`m©V Ë`m§Zm gh^mJr H$ê$Z KoÊ`mgmR>r

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CR>cocm AmdmO d gáa§Jr H«$m§VrMr H$ënZm, J«m_rU {dH$mgmda{Xcocm Img ^a _cm _mocmMm dmQ>cm. Vo gd© g_OmdyZ KoD$ZXoemVrc amOZrVrcm Zdo diU XoÊ`mMr {ZVm§V Amdí`H$VmhmoVr. g_mO d Xoe{hVmgmR>r ì`mnH$ Ñ{ï>H$moZ ñdrH$mê$ZO`àH$me Zmam`U Am{U AÝ` amï>ào_r ZoË`m§~amo~a gwg§dmXH$ê$Z mo½` _mJ© H$mT>Uo Ë`m n[apñWVrV eŠ` hmoVo, JaOoMo hmoVo.Ë`mEodOr ~éAm, Z§{XZr gËnWr d BVam§Zr O`àH$meOt{déÕ{ZaW©H$ hrZ Amamon gwê$ Ho$co. COì`m H$å w{ZñQ>m§Mm Ë`mVnwT>mH$ma hmoVm. Ë`m§À`m ZrVrcm EH${OZgr, g_§Og amï>r`dmVmdaU Ho$ìhmhr _mZdV Zmhr. H$maU Vgo Pmë`mg naXoeràoaUm§da MmcUmè`m m mS>moÌr njmMo ApñVËdM amhUma Zmhr.XþX£dmZo, `m gd© àH$mam§Zm n§VàYmZm§Mr A§V:ñW àoaUm d _yH$g§_Vr hmoVr. hr gd© H$Qw>Vm Am{U g§Kf© gd© XoemÀ`m Ñï>rZoYmoŠ`mMmM Zìho, Va _hmKmVH$ hmoVo. åhUyZM àW_ njmÀ`mì`mgnrR>mda Am{U Z§Va OmhranUo amï>r` gwg§dmXmMm AmJ«hYaÊ`mV _r Amnco amï>H$V©ì`M ~OmdVmo Amho, Ago _mPr_ZmoXodVm _cm gm§JV hmoVr. IwemcM|Sy>à_mUo OrdZ ì`VrVH$aUmè`m ~éAm§gma»`m§Mr O`àH$meOtgma»`m Wmoaamï>^ŠVmg amï>Ðmohr R>adÊ`mn ªV _Oc Jocr; Voìhm Aem CWiQ>rH$mH$mam§Mr S>moH$s {R>H$mUmda ZmhrV, Aer _mPr ImÌr Pmcr.

Amncr amï>r` O~m~Xmar Am{U OZVocm {Xcocr n{dÌAmœmgZo {dgê$Z amÁ`H$Vm© nj d gd© Xoe g§Kfm©À`m XarV\o$H$cm OmUma, Aer ñnï> {MÝho {Xgy cmJcr; Voìhm _rH$_mcrMm AñdñW Pmcmo. S>moio {_Qy>Z _wH$ñV§ mà_mUo Jßn~gÊ`mMr y{_H$m _r KoVcr AgVr, Va _mÂ`m ñWmZmcm`pËH${MVhr YŠH$m ~gUma Zmhr mMr _cm OmUrd hmoVr. na§VwIwMuÀ`m g§ajUmgmR>r gd© Xoe Agwa{jV H$aÊ`mMm _cmA{YH$ma ZìhVm. pñWa ñdmWm©gmR>r gd© g_mOmcm ApñWaH$aUmao ZoVo AWdm S>moio {_Qy>Z Ë`m_Ü o gh^mJr hmoUmaoIwMu~hmÔa `mZH$ amï>r` nmn H$arV AmhoV, Ago _cm dmQ>co.Xoe{hVmgmR>r Amncr {dYm`H$ y{_H$m gd© Xoemg_moa R>odÊ`mMm_r {ZYm©a Ho$cm. Ë`m ^mdZoVyZM H$m±J«og d wdH$ H$m±J«ogÀ`m{e{~am§VyZ Am{U àm§VmÜ`jm§Mo X_XmQ>rMo nÌ Amë`mZ§VaAh_Xm~mXÀ`m hoam°ëS> cmñH$s BpÝñQ>Q>çyQ>_Ü o "amï>mnwT>rcñ\$moQ>H$ g_ñ`m Am{U _mJ©' `m {df`mdarc _mPo {dMmanaIS>nUo ì`ŠV Ho$co. ì`mnH$ amï>{hVmgmR>r _§{ÌnXmda{Vcm§Ocr gmoS>Ê`mV AmnU \$ma _moR>m Ë`mJ H$aVmo AmhmoV, Ago_cm Ho$ìhmhr dmQ>co Zmhr. Amnë`m n{dÌ aŠVmZo _mV¥ y_rcmnmdZ H$aUmao ghH$mar hþVmË_o Á`m S>moù`m§Zr nm{hco hmoVo, Ë`mS>moù`m§Zm _§{ÌnX Joë`mMo Xþ:I hmoÊ`mMr gwVam_ eŠ`Vm ZìhVr.

_mPo amOrZm_mnÌ amï>nVtZm {_imco, na§Vw n§VàYmZm§Zr _cmnÌ nmR>{dco Agco Var amï>nVtZm H$mhr H$i{dcoco ZìhVo.H$Xm{MV, "`mnwT>o Vwåhr _§{Ì_§S>imV amhUo Bï> hmoUma Zmhr; Vgo_r amï>nVtZm H$idrV Amho', ho g_Oë`m~amo~a _r _§{ÌnX

dmM{dÊ`mgmR>r Ë`m§À`mH$S>o YmdV OmB©Z d "Ago H$mhr H$ê$ZH$m', Aer {dZdUr H$arZ, Aer Ë`m§Mr H$ënZm Agmdr._mPm nyU© n[aM` AgVmZm Agm {dMma Ë`m§À`m _ZmV H$m AmcmAgmdm, Vo gm§JUo H$R>rU Amho. _§{Ì_§S>imV KoÊ`mgmR>r BVaImgXmam§Mm Ü`mg d YS>nS> nmhÿZ n§VàYmZm§Zm H$Xm{MV VgodmQ>co Agmdo, AWdm ~éAmgma»`m§Zr Vgo A§XmO ~m§YyZ Vmog„m {Xcm Agmdm. {edm` _r n§VàYmZm§H$S>o Jocmo Zmhr, Vagai _§{Ì_§S>imVyZ H$_r Ho$ë`m_wio g§gXoV {ZdoXZ H$aÊ`mMmA{YH$mahr Jocm AgVm.

_mPo amOrZm_mnÌ amï>nVtZm {_iVmjUrM Ë`m§À`m{MQ>UrgmZo n§VàYmZm§À`m H$m`m©c`mH$S>o Mm¡H$er Ho$cr.n§VàYmZm§H$Sy>Z H$moUVohr nÌ Ë`m àH$aUmV amï>nVtH$S>o JocoZìhVo. _mPm amOrZm_m n§VàYmZm§_m\©$V amï>nVtH$S>o Jocm ZgcmVar H$m`ÚmZwgma Vmo _mÝ` H$aUo amï>nVtZm ^mJ hmoVo. `màg§JmVyZ _mJ© H$mT>Ê`mgmR>r H$m`XoVÁkm§Mr ~¡R>H$ Pmcr.n§VàYmZm§Zr _cm _§{Ì_§S>imVyZ H$_r Ho$co Amho, Ago ImoQ>o d¥Îm

ho {dMma _Zmg_moa Amco H$s,Vr oQ> Q>miÊ`mV AmnU MyH$ Ho$cr,Ago dmQ>Vo. CcQ> gd© _yë o d g§~§YJw§S>miyZ R>odUmao, YmoHo$~mO amOZrVrMoàg§J AmR>dco Am{U _mÂ`mamOrZmå`mZ§Va KS>coë`m KQ>Zm§Mm{MÌnQ> ZOaog_moa Amcm H$s;Z oQ>Ê`mMm {ZU© M ~amo~a hmoVm,Ago dmQy> cmJVo. Ë`m_wio _mÂ`mñdËdmMo d Apñ_VoMo g§ajU_r H$ê$ eH$cmo. AmO {H$Vrhr H$R>rUH$mimVyZ OmV Agcmo- _Ü`dVu_§{Ì_§S>imnmgyZ _Ü`dVuH$mamJ¥hmn ªVMr IS>Va g\$a H$amdrcmJcr Agcr- Var g_mYmZr {MÎmmZoñdm{^_mZr OrdZ OJUo _cmeŠ` Pmco Amho. EdT>o _mÌ Iao H$s,B§{XamOr d _mÂ`m_Yrc _moH$ionUmZoMMm© H$aÊ`mMm _mJ© VoìhmnmgyZH$m`_ Hw§${R>V Pmcm.

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n§VàYmZm§À`m H$m`m©c`m_m\©$V gd©Ì àg¥V Pmco hmoVo Am{U^maVr` AmH$medmUrdê$Z Vmgm-Vmgmcm hm AgË` àMma gwê$hmoVm. VoM gË` Amho, Ago {gÕ H$aÊ`mgmR>r Iyn IQ>nQ> Pmcr.na§Vw _mPo amOrZm_mnÌ amï>nVtH$S>o nmohmoMco hmoVo Am{U doi dVmaIogh Ver coIr nmoM _mÂ`m hmVmV hmoVr. Ë`m_wio Ë`m§MmZmBcmO Pmcm. AIoarg amï>nVr dZmVyZ amÌr Iyn C{eam EH$nÌH$ à{gÕrg XoÊ`mV Amco Am{U Omhra H$aÊ`mV Amco H$s-

""n§VàYmZm§À`m gëë`mZwgma lr. _mohZ Ym[a`m `m§Mm_§{ÌnXmMm amOrZm_m amï>nVtZr ñdrH$macm Amho.'' (2 _mM©1975)

_cm _§{Ì_§S>imVyZ dJico, H$mTy>Z Q>mH$co- hr ~mV_r Am°cB§{S>`m ao{S>AmoZo {d{dY ^mfm§_YyZ AI§S>nUo àg¥V Ho$cr.^maVmÀ`m H$moZmH$monè`mV Vr nmohmoMcr. {X„rÀ`m n[agamV _mPoZmd Pmcoco hmoVo. {deofV: PmonS>nQ²Q>çm, Jar~ dñË`m§_YyZamhUmao a{hdmgr Am{U _Ü`_dJu` `m§_Ü o _mÂ`m{df`rAmñWm hmoVr. ~hþg§»` H$m±J«og H$m ©H$Ë`mªÀ`m _ZmV ào_ hmoVo.\w$c_mim§gh Ë`m§Mr gwê$ Pmcocr arK AI§S> hmoVr. g§gXoMoA{YdoeZ gwê$ Agë`m_wio ImgXmam§Mm Vi {X„rVM hmoVm.H$m±J«og d {damoYr njm§Mo ImgXma Am{U {damoYr njm§Mo ZoVohroQ>Ê`mgmR>r Amco. gdmªZr A{^Z§XZmMm dfm©d Ho$cm. _§{ÌnX

{_i{dÊ`mgmR>r d gÎmogmR>r O~aXñV ñnYm© gwê$ AgVm,gwg§dmXmMm AmJ«h Yê$Z amï>{hVmgmR>r ‘r Ho$coë`m Ë`mJm~ÔcË`m§À`m _ZmV H$_mcrMr H¥$VkVm hmoVr. ~m§YH$m_ d J¥h~m§YUr_§Ìmc` Am{U {Z`moOZ _§Ìmc`mVrc oQ>Ê`mgmR>r Amcoë`m

chmZ-_moR>çm A{YH$mè`m§Zm Ë`m KQ>ZoMo \$ma Xþ:I Pmco. Jar~g_mOmVrc Ag§»` H$m ©H$V} d ghH$mar {_Ìm§À`m S>moù`m§VrcAly nmhÿZ _rhr gX²J{XV Pmcmo. Vmon ªV Vmam oÊ`mg gwédmVPmcr. XmoZ {Xdgm§V A{^Z§XZna eoH$S>mo Vmam§Mm Ajae: IMnS>cm hmoVm. Ë`m A{^Z§XZmÀ`m {T>Jmè`mV d gwöXm§À`m Aly§À`màdmhmV _r ~wSy>Z Jocmo.

Xþgè`m {Xder d¥ÎmnÌm§V n{hë`m nmZmda Xþgam _OHy$aoÊ`mMr eŠ`VmM ZìhVr. "lr. Ym[a`m§Zm _§{Ì_§S>imVyZ

Kmc{dco', "dJico' BË`mXr _Wio _mÂ`m \$moQ>mogh à{gÕPmco. "Q>mBåg Am°\$ B§{S>`m'gma»`m H$mhr d¥ÎmnÌm§V EH$m~mOycm chmZ Mm¡H$Q>rV "amï>nVtZr lr. Ym[a`m§Mm amOrZm_mn§VàYmZm§À`m gëë`mZwgma _§Oya Ho$cm Amho', ho d¥Îm Amco hmoVo.Vmo àH$ma nmhÿZ JwUr d AdJwUr _mUgm§Mr am_ JUoe JS>H$ar`m§Zr Ho$cocr VwcZm _mÂ`m ZOaog_moa Amcr. JS>H$è`m§Zr åhQ>coAmho, "EImÚm nwînJwÀN>mV KmUoarÀ`m \w$cm§Mo Jwcm~m§À`m\w$cm§er Oo à_mU AgVo, AWdm _{XamnmZmV noë`mVrc nmÊ`mMoXmê$er Oo à_mU AgVo, VoM OJm_Yrc AdJwUr _mUgm§Mo JwUr_mUgm§er à_mU AgVo.' d¥ÎmnÌm§Vrc _OHy$a nmhÿZ JS>H$è`m§MrVwcZm AmR>dcr Am{U OJm_Ü o VoM à_mU AgË`mMo gË`merAgmdo, Ago ghO _ZmV oD$Z Joco.

{X. 3 _mM©cm gH$mirM {X„rH$am§Mr JXu Cgicr hmoVr.d¥ÎmnÌo g_moa N>moQ>çm Q>o~cmda nS>cr hmoVr. \$moZ oV hmoVo.VodT>çmV EH$ _hÎdmMm \$moZ Amcm. Vmo \$moZ hmoVm n§VàYmZm§Mog{Md Q>r.EZ.eofZ `m§Mm.

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""Ym[a`mgmh~, _¢ eofZ ~moc ahm hÿ±Ÿ& àmB_ {_{ZñQ>aAmnH$mo ~wcm ahr h¡Ÿ& H$c amVgo dh ~hmoV naoemZ h¡Ÿ& Amn hm±AmBEŸ& AmnH$m _§{ÌnX H$m _m_cm ^r V` hmo OmEJmŸ&''

_r em§VnUo EoH$V hmoVmo. g_moarc d¥ÎmnÌm§Vrc R>iH$ _Wio'Dharia sacked', 'Dharia dismissed' ZOaog_moa hmoVo._§{Ì_§S>imMm amOrZm_m {Xë`m_wio AWdm n§VàYmZm§À`mH$madmB©_wio OZ_mZgmV d gd© Xoem_Ü o _mPr à{V_m {H$VrC§Mmdcr Amho, Ë`mMr àMrVr _r KoV hmoVmo. Aem Ad_m{ZVAdñWoV _§{Ì_§S>imV naV Jocmo AgVmo, Va Vo _mPo {Od§VnUrnËH$acoco _aU R>aco AgVo. XoemÀ`m n§VàYmZm§H$Sy>Z ~mocmdUoAmco, Va H$moUË`mhr ì`ŠVrZo Vo ñdrH$maco nm{hOo. _r_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ ~mhoa nS>cmo Agcmo Var H$m±J«og njmV hmoVmo dB§{XamOr H$m±J«ogÀ`m ZoË`m hmoË`m. gmh{OH$M _r n§VàYmZm§H$S>oOmUo _mPo H$V©ì` hmoVo. na§Vw _mPm amOrZm_m _§Oya PmcmAgVmZmgwÕm Am°c B§{S>`m ao{S>Amo d d¥ÎmnÌm§_YyZ Á`m VèhoMmOhar d ~XZm_rH$maH$ àMma gwê$ hmoVm, Vmo _mÂ`m ZOaog_moaAmcm. n§VàYmZm§H$S>o Joë`mda "_§{Ì_§S>imV ¿`mdo åhUyZYm[a`m§Zr n§VàYmZm§Mr Iyn _ZYaUr Ho$cr, na§Vw n§VàYmZm§Zr Vo_mÝ` Ho$co Zmhr.' Aer àÀN>Þ ~XZm_r Va hmoUma Zmhr Zm-Aer e§H$m _ZmV Amcr Am{U _r CÎma {Xco,

""eofZOr, n§VàYmZ O~ MmhoJr Cg g_` _¢ dhm± hmOrahmoZm _oam \$O© h¡Ÿ& cmoH$g^m _| _oam ñQ>oQ>_|Q> hmoZo Ho$ ~mX _¢ Oê$aAmD±$JmŸ& _Ja AmOHo$ AI~ma {Og Vahgo ^ao hþE h¡, dhXoIH$a AmO dhm± AmZm R>rH$ Zht hmoJmŸ& Bg AdñWm _|

_§{Ì_§S>c _| {\$a go gh^mJr hmoZo H$m gdmc hr n¡Xm Zht hmoVmŸ&IwX Ho$ ñdm{^_mZ H$s Omo ì`ŠVr ajm Zht H$a gH$Vm, dh XoeHo$ ñdm{^_mZ H$s ajm H$^r r Zht H$a gHo$JmŸ& Xmo {XZ Ho$ ~mX_¢ Oê$a AmD±$Jm& _Ja AmO _¢ j_m MmhVm hÿ± {H$ _¢ Zht AmgH$VmŸ&''

eofZ Var H$m` ~mocUma? {VWoM Am_Mo ~mocUo g§nco. 5_mM©cm amOrZmå`m~m~V cmoH$g oVrc ^mfU Pmë`mZ§VaoQ>rgmR>r n§VàYmZm§Zm nÌ nmR>{dco. Amnë`m ñd^mdmà_mUoM,

gmYr nmohmoM XoÊ`mMo gm¡OÝ`hr Ë`m§Zr XmIdco Zmhr.3 _mM©cm gH$mir eofZ `m§Mm \$moZ Amë`mZ§Va

n§VàYmZm§H$S>o OmÊ`mMo _r Q>mico Vo `mo½` H$s A`mo½`- hm àíZ_r Ho$ìhmhr {ZH$mcmV H$mTy> eH$cmo Zmhr. n§VàYmZm§H$S>oJoë`mZ§Va H$moUË`mhr _§{ÌnXmÀ`m Am{_fmcm _r ~ir nS>Ê`mMreŠ`Vm ZìhVr. Ë`m {Z{_ÎmmZo Ë`m§À`m~amo~a _moH$ionUmZo MMm©H$aVm Amcr AgVr. O`àH$meOr `m§À`m~amo~a Pmcocrg{dñVa MMm© Ë`m§À`m H$mZmda KmcVm Amcr AgVr.g§Kfm©EodOr amï>r` gwg§dmXmMm à`ËZ hmoD$ eH$cm AgVm.n§VàYmZm§Zr _mPo 26 \o$~«wdmarMo nÌ AmXë`m amÌr H$miOrnyd©H$dmMcoco Agmdo. Ë`m_wio Ë`m§À`mda H$mhr n[aUm_ PmcmAgë`mg _mÂ`mda Pmcoë`m AÝ`m`mVyZ H$Xm{MV gwg§dmXmÀ`m{dMmamcm Ë`m§Zr _mÝ`Vmhr {Xcr AgVr Am{U EH$ n{dÌ amï>r`H$V©ì` Ho$ë`mMo g_mYmZ {_iy eH$co AgVo. {H$_mZ, n§VàYmZB§{XamOr d _mPo d¡ pŠVH$ ZmVo - Vrd« _V oX hmoD$Zhr - Mm§Jcoam{hco AgVo Am{U nwT>rc H$R>rU H$mimV Ë`mMm dmna H$aUo

Xþgam ñdmV§Í`cT>m MoVdcm : (O`àH$me Zmam`U)

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eŠ` Pmco AgVo... ho {dMma _Zmg_moa Amco H$s, Vr oQ>Q>miÊ`mV AmnU MyH$ Ho$cr, Ago dmQ>Vo. CcQ> gd© _yë o dg§~§Y Jw§S>miyZ R>odUmao, YmoHo$~mO amOZrVrMo àg§J AmR>dcoAm{U _mÂ`m amOrZmå`mZ§Va KS>coë`m KQ>Zm§Mm {MÌnQ>ZOaog_moa Amcm H$s; Z oQ>Ê`mMm {ZU© M ~amo~a hmoVm, AgodmQy> cmJVo. Ë`m_wio _mÂ`m ñdËdmMo d Apñ_VoMo g§ajU _rH$ê$ eH$cmo. AmO {H$Vrhr H$R>rU H$mimVyZ OmV Agcmo-_Ü`dVu _§{Ì_§S>imnmgyZ _Ü`dVu H$mamJ¥hmn ªVMr IS>Vag\$a H$amdr cmJcr Agcr- Var g_mYmZr {MÎmmZo ñdm{^_mZrOrdZ OJUo _cm eŠ` Pmco Amho. EdT>o _mÌ Iao H$s, B§{XamOrd _mÂ`m_Yrc _moH$ionUmZo MMm© H$aÊ`mMm _mJ© VoìhmnmgyZH$m`_ Hw§${R>V Pmcm.

gmo_dma, 3 _mM© 1975. _mÂ`m amOrZmå`mMm Xþgam {Xdg.g§gXoMo A{YdoeZ Voìhm gwê$ hmoVo. _§{ÌnXmMr dóo Imcr R>odyZ_r _mPo ghH$mar M§ÐeoIa d H¥$îUH$m§V `m§À`mg_doV Q>°ŠgrZog§gX ^dZmH$S>o Jocmo. Q>°Šgrdmë`mZo n¡go KoÊ`mg ZH$ma XoD$Z_cm n{hcm YŠH$m {Xcm. dm°M A°ÊS> dm°S>©Mo ew « dofYmar godH$Zoh_rM hgV_wImZo _cm A{^dmXZ H$arV AgV. Ë`m {XderH¥$VmW© ^mdZoZo Ë`m gdmªZr _mPo ñdmJV Ho$co. Vm|S>mda hmñ`Zgco, Var Ë`m§Mo ^mdnyU© S>moio ~mocHo$ hmoVo. g|Q>c hm°c_Yrcg^mgXm§Zr d nÌH$mam§Zr Jù`mV Jim KmcyZ A{^Z§XZ Ho$co.Ë`mZ§Va _r cmoH$g oÀ`m g^mJ¥hmV Jocmo. _cm nmhVmjUrMgwê$ Pmcocm Q>mù`m§Mm àM§S> H$S>H$S>mQ>- gdmªZm A{^dmXZH$ê$Z _r _mÂ`m OmJoda ~gë`mZ§Va em§V Pmcm. {X„rV{\$aVmZm {R>H${R>H$mUr _r Vmo AZw d KoV hmoVmo. Q>°Šgrdmë`m§ZmO~aXñVrZo n¡go Úmdo cmJV hmoVo. cmMmar d ñdmWm©Zo~a~Q>coë`m amOH$s` OrdZmV Aënem Ë`mJmMmhr _{h_m {H$VrAJmY Amho, Ë`mMr àMrVr _r jUmjUmcm KoV hmoVmo.

_hmZ _mZdr g§ñH¥$VrMo Wmoa Xe©Z Ë`m H¥$VkVoV gm_mdcocoAmho. Amnë`m àmMrZ B{VhmgmnmgyZ AmYw{ZH$ ^maVmn ªVghO ZOa {\$adcr, Varhr Vo cjmV oVo. gÎmm-g§nÎmrÀ`mgm_Ï`m©da gd©gm_mÝ` OZVoMr öX o qOH$ë`mMo CXmhaUH$moR>ohr AmT>iV Zmhr. à y am_M§Ðm§Mo _moR>onU Ë`m§À`m amOnXmVZmhr. Amnë`m d{S>cm§Mo dMZ nyU© H$aÊ`mgmR>r àXrK© dZdmgAmZ§XmZo nËH$aÊ`mV Vr Wmoadr Amho. dZdmg g§ndyZ am_M§Ð naVoB©n ªV, ñdV:À`m ~§YyÀ`m nmXþH$m qghmgZmda R>odyZ EImÚm

godH$mà_mUo amÁ`H$ma^ma Ho$cm åhUyZM ^aVmcm AmnU_mZVmo. ^JdmZ ~wÕ d _hmdra amOà_wI Agco Var {dcmgramÁ`d¡ dmda R>moH$a _mê$Z _mZdr à{Vð>oÀ`m g§ajUmgmR>r Vo~mhoa nS>co, hm Ë`m§Mm Ë`mJ gdmªZm AmH${f©V H$ê$Z KoVmo.Ohm{JarMm d Or hþOyarMm ZmX gmoSy>Z, ñdV:À`m gm_Ï`m©daqhXdr ñdamÁ`mMr C^maUr H$aÊ`mgmR>r amZmdZm§Mm dXè`mImoè`m§Vrc S>m|Jar {H$ëë`m§Mm H$ï>_` _mJ© {edN>ÌnVrñdrH$maVmV åhUyZM Amnë`m öX`_§{Xamda Vo H$m`_ ñdmahmoVmV. "AmYr cJrZ H$m|S>mÊ`mM§' Aer JO©Zm H$arV {ed~mcm

gmW XoUmao VmZmOr d eocma_m_m Amnë`mcm Ë`mgmR>rM {à`dmQ>VmV. amUr cú_r~mB©, dmgwXod ~id§V, ñdmV§Í`dragmdaH$a, ^JVqgJ, Mm’o$H$a~§Yy, M§ÐeoIa AmPmX, ZoVmOrgw mf~m~y AmXr Wmoa amï>dra Amnë`m Agr_ Ë`mJmVyZM Am_OZVoMo àoaUmñWmZ R>aco. oey {¼ñV, _h§_X n¡J§~am§nmgyZ_hmË_m Jm§Yr, _m{Q>©Z ë wWa qH$Jn ªVMo wJàdV©H$ AWdm_mŠg©, co{ZZ, _mAmo, Mo Jìhoam, hmo {M {_Ýh `m§gmaIoH«$m§{VH$maH$- H$moUrhr ¿`m - Ë`mJmÀ`m A{Yð>mZmVyZM {Mam yPmco. nmedr gÎmoÀ`m Omoamda JwUJmZmMo H¥${Ì_ {ZZmX H$mhrH$mi {Z_m©U H$aVm Amco, Var {Ma§VZ ào_mMo {Xì` ñda CƒV_Ë`mJmÀ`m Vmam§_YyZM {ZKy eH$VmV.

AWm©V, Ë`m _mZmZo _§{ÌnX gmoS>Uo, hm H$mhr \$ma _moR>m Ë`mJZìhVm. Ë`m Ñï>rZo 1942 À`m ñdmV§Í`cT>çmV AWdm 1948_Ü o O§{Oam g§ñWmZda ñdmar H$ê$Z åhgio d lrdY©Z VmcwHo$àË`j Vmã`mV KoVmZm Amåhr H$mhr {_Ìm§Zr Ho$coco YmS>g {H$VrVar _moR>o hmoVo. na§Vw ñdmV§Í`mZ§Va ^moJdmXmcm BVH$m D$V AmcmH$s, ^maVr` ^moù`m-^m~S>çm OZVocm Aënem Ë`mJmMoXe©Zhr Xþ{_©i Pmco. Ë`m_wioM _§{ÌnXmMm amOrZm_m EImÚmnamH«$_mgmaIm dmQy> cmJcm. _mÂ`m amOrZm_m àH$aUmdaXoemVrc gd© ^mfm§_Yrc à_wI d¥ÎmnÌm§_YyZ AJ«coI à{gÕPmco. H$mhtZr Q>rH$m Ho$cr Agcr, Var ~hþVoH$m§Zr \$ma _moR>çmà_mUmV Jm¡adM Ho$cm. hr AdñWm Ho$di gd©gm_mÝ` OZVoMr,H$m ©H$Ë`mªMr AWdm g§nmXH$m§MrM hmoVr Ago Zìho; Va _moR>_moR>oZoVohr Ë`mcm AndmX ZìhVo. O`àH$me Zmam`U `m§Mo Ë`mMgw_mamg {X„r_Ü o H$m ©H«$_ hmoVo. EH$ ^ì` OZVm _moMm©Am`mo{OV H$aÊ`mV Amcm hmoVm. Ë`mgmR>r ghòmdYr OZVmAd¿`m ^maVmVyZ oV hmoVr. {X. 4 _mM©cm am§Mr, JwS>JmdMmH$m ©H«$_ g§ndyZ {X„rVrc {ZdmgñWmZr OmÊ`mnydu O`àH$meOrWoQ> _mÂ`mH$S>oM Amco. EH$_oH$m§Zm {_R>r _mê$Z Amåhr oQ>cmo.EH$sH$S>>o _mPo A{^Z§XZ H$arV AgVmZm ""_oar dOh go AmnH$mo_§{ÌnX go Xya hQ>Zm nS>m'' Ago åhUyZ Ë`m§À`m ^mdZm{ddeS>moù`m§VyZ ~mhoa oUmè`m Aly§Zr _cm h¡amU Ho$co. Ë`m Wmoagy m©À`m Ë`mJ_` OrdZmnwT>o _mPm Ë`mJ EImÚm _oU~ÎmrgmaImhmoVm. gy m©cm A§YH$mamZo doT>ë`mZ§Va chmZer Á`moVgwÕmXoXrß`_mZ dmQ>mdr, Ë`mVcmM Vmo àH$ma hmoVm.

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Ë`mZ§Va M§ÐeoIa d H¥$îUH$m§V `m C^`Vm§Zr Vmo dmMcm Am{UZì`m H$mhr XþéñË`m gwM{dë`m. Am_Mr {VKm§Mr nwÝhm ~¡R>H$Pmcr. Ë`m MM}Z§Va _r Ë`mda AIoaMm hmV {\$adcm d nhmQ>ogmS>onmM-ghmÀ`m gw_mamg _mPo AIoaMo {ZdoXZ V`ma Pmco.amÌr EH$ jU^ahr Cg§V Z KoVm Amåhr {VKm§Zr {_iyZ Vo mfUV`ma Ho$co. {Z`_mZwgma 5 VmaIocm gH$mir XhmÀ`m nydu,ñnrH$a d g^mJ¥hmÀ`m ZoË`m åhUOoM n§VàYmZm§H$S>o coIr^mfUmMr àV admZm Ho$cr. nÌH$mam§gmR>r gm`ŠcmoñQ>mB©c àVrH$mT>Ê`mMr ì`dñWm Ho$cr. ñZmZ dJ¡ao AmQ>monyZ doiodacmoH$g oV Jocmo.

_mÂ`m OrdZmVrc Vmo EH$ _hÎdnyU© Eo{Vhm{gH$ {Xdg hmoVm.cmoH$g oMo g^mJ¥h Am{U àojH$m§À`m J°cè`m VwSw>§~ ^aë`mhmoË`m. nÌH$mam§À`m J°carV ~OoQ>À`m {Xdgmnojmhr A{YH$ JXuPmcr hmoVr. {H$Ë oH$ Á oð> nÌH$mam§da C o amhÊ`mMr doi AmcrhmoVr. OdiOdi gd© _§Ìr, n§VàYmZ B§{XamOr Am{U gd©{damoYr njm§Mo ZoVo CnpñWV hmoVo. àíZmoÎmamMm Vmg g§ncm.H$m_H$mOn{ÌHo$darc {H$aH$moi H$m_ CaHy$Z Q>mH$ë`mZ§Vag^mnVr JwéX`mcqgJ {Y„m± `m§Zr _mPo Zmd nwH$maco Am{UQ>mù`m§À`m {ZZmXmV _r C^m am{hcmo.

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""AmnU gÜ`m AË §V {~H$Q> n[apñWVrV AmhmoV. XoemnwT>oA yVnyd© àíZ C o AmhoV. XoemMr Am{W©H$, gm_{OH$ damOH$s` pñWVr gÜ`m g§H«$_Unyd© AdñWoV Amho. `mn[apñWVrMm {dMma AË §V g§ _mZo, na§Vw {VVŠ`mM Jm§ r`m©ZohmoUo Amdí`H$ Amho. _mPr {^Þ _Vo _r n§VàYmZm§Zm nyduH$idcr ZìhVr, ho Ë`m§À`m nÌmVrc {ZdoXZ dmMyZ _cm Amü ©dmQ>co; Xþ:Ihr Pmco. Ë`m§Zr Agohr åhQ>co Amho H$s, H$m±J«ognjmÀ`m YmoaUmer _r gh_V Zmhr. ho {ZîH$f© H$emÀ`mAmYmamda H$mT>Ê`mV Amco AmhoV, ho _r g_Oy eH$V Zmhr. ñnï>Iwcmgm ìhmdm åhUyZ _r ho gm§Jy BpÀN>Vmo H$s, n§VàYmZm§Zm dnjloð>tZm _mPo {dMma H$imdoV åhUyZ H$m±J«og njmMr ì`mgnrR>od BVa _mJ© `m§Mm dmna _r dma§dma Ho$cm Amho. g{dñVaH$m ©H«$_dOm {ZdoXZ Am{U EH$ _hÎdmMo nÌ {X. 19 Zmoìh|~a1974 amoOr _r _mZZr` n§VàYmZm§Zm nmR>dco hmoVo. Zamoam oWohmoUmè`m {e{~amV Vem VèhoMm H$mc~Õ H$m ©H«$_ hmVr

KoÊ`mÀ`m CÔoemZo MMm© ìhmdr, Ago _r gwMdco hmoVo. `mXoemVrc à{VJm_r eŠVt~amo~a `eñdr arVrZo gm_Zm Úmd`mMmAgoc; Va gm_m{OH$-Am{W©H$ d amOH$s` AmKmS>çm§daEH$gyÌr cT>m XoUo Amdí`H$ Amho, Agm _mPm AmJ«h hmoVm.{ZdoXZo, ^mfUo d gmd©O{ZH$ dŠVì o `m§À`mÛmao _r hrM _mPr_Vo _m§S>cr AmhoV. {X. 26 \o$~«wdmar 1975 amoOr n§VàYmZm§ZmEH$ nÌ nmR>dyZ Ë`mV _mÂ`m {dMmam§Mo A{YH$ ñnï>rH$aU Ho$co.{X. 11 \o$~«wdmarnmgyZ n§VàYmZm§Mr oQ> KoÊ`mMm _r à`ËZ H$arVhmoVmo. Vo O_co Zmhr, åhUyZ _r ho nÌ {c{hco. _mPo {dMman§VàYmZm§Zm gVV H$imdoV, åhUyZ _r gX¡d à`ËZerc am{hcmo.AË §V ZmOyH$ Am{U Jw§VmJw§VrÀ`m AZoH$ àíZm§g§~§YrMr _mPrñnï> _Vo Ë`m§À`mg_moa {Z^uS>nUo _m§S>Ê`mMo gmhg _r AZoH$XmHo$co Amho. {X. 7 Am°ŠQ>mo~a 1974 amoOr _r Ë`m§Mr ì`pŠVe:oQ> KoVcr Am{U "Mm[aÍ`eyÝ` qH$dm g§e`mñnX dV©Z AgUmè`m

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gm§{JVco. _§{Ì_§S>imV _moR>m \o$a~Xc hmoUma hmoVm, åhUyZ _r_wÔm_ oQ> KoVcr hmoVr. AWm©V _mÂ`m gyMZm§Mo Am{U {dZ§Ë`m§MoH$em VèhoZo ñdmJV Ho$co OmB©c, `m~Ôc _mPm _wirM J¡ag_OZìhVm. nU Ë`m§Mm EH$ ghH$mar m ZmË`mZo cmoH$emhr ì`dñWoV`mo½` dmQ>Umam _mJ© gwMdUo ho _mPo H$V©ì` hmoVo, Ago _cmdmQ>co. _mÂ`m gyMZm§Mr _mZZr` n§VàYmZm§Zr XþX£dmZo XIcKoVcr Zmhr. qH$~hþZm, Ë`m§À`mH$S>o Xþc©jM H$aÊ`mV AmcoAm{U Ë`mVyZ J¡ag_O dmT>Ê`mgM _XV Pmcr. na§Vw _mPo H$V©ì`nma nmS>Ê`mV _r H$YrM Hw$MamB© Ho$cr Zmhr. _cm AmO ñnï>Bemam Úmdmgm dmQ>Vmo H$s, «ï>mMmamg g§ajU XoUmar Am{Uàm_m{UH$nUmg {ejm R>moR>mdUmar cmoH$emhr qH$dm XþgarH$moUVrhr amÁ`nÕVr \$ma H$mi {Q>Hy$ eH$Uma Zmhr.

""_hme`, _mÂ`m Ñï>rZo cmoH$emhr ho amOH$s` gÎmm{_i{dÊ`mMo Am{U {Q>H${dÊ`mMo Ho$di gmYZ Zmhr. ^maVr`amÁ`KQ>ZoMr C{Ôï>o d Á`m Agr_ Ë`mJmVyZ Amncm Xoe ñdV§ÌPmcm, Ë`m ñdmV§Í`cT>çmMr C{Ôï>o gmÜ` H$aUmar Vr amÁ`nÕVrAmho. Ë`m_Ü o gd© OZVocm gh^mJr H$ê$Z ¿`mdo cmJoc.

Ë`mgmR>r àemgZmZo H$mhr Z¡{VH$ _yë o AmË_gmV H$aUo dOZVoÀ`m àoaUm, {VMr Xþ:Io `m§Mr XIc KoUo Amdí`H$ AgVo.hr amÁ`nÕVr {MaH$mc {Q>H${dÊ`mgmR>r Ë`mMr JaO Amho. `m_yc yV _yë`m§Mo nmcZ H$aÊ`mV {T>cmB© Pmcr, Va cmoH$emhrMremZ Am{U AmË_mM Zï> hmoB©c. OZVoMr JmèhmUr, {VÀ`m_ZmVrc dmT>Ë`m e§H$m m~Ôc ~o{\$H$sa amhUo H$mhr H$mi eŠ`Amho; nU Ë`mVM cmoH$emhrÀ`m {dZmemMr ~rOo gm_mdcocrAmhoV, Ago _mPo ñnï> _V Amho. åhUyZM _mÂ`m~Ôc J¡ag_OhmoVrc, ho Ü`mZr R>odyZhr `mÀ`m{déÕ AmdmO CR>{dÊ`mIoarO_mÂ`mnwT>o Xþgam n`m© M ZìhVm. {^Þ _Vo gm§JUmam AmdmOXS>nyZ Q>mH$Uo H$mhr H$mi eŠ` hmoB©c, na§Vw Vmo H$m`_ ~§X H$aUoHo$ìhmhr eŠ` hmoUma Zmhr. Aem à`ËZm§VyZ cmoH$emhrH$m ©nÕVrcm _XVhr hmoV Zmhr. cmoH$emhrV AmnUmcm{_iUmar gÎmm d A{YH$ma `m§Mm CJ_ gd©gm_mÝ` OZVo_Ü oAgVmo. hm àdmhM AmQy>Z Jocm, Va Amncm AY:nmV AQ>iAmho. Oo gÎmmYre AgVmV, Ë`m§Mr gMmoQ>r d àm_m{UH$nUmAm{U Ë`m§À`m_m\©$V MmcUmam amÁ`H$ma^ma `mdaM OZVoMm

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{dídmg d lÕm Adc§~yZ AgVo. hoM cmoH$emhrMo Iao gm_Ï ©Amho. hr lÕmM Oa T>iy cmJcr, Va {Zamem Am{U d¡\$ë``mIoarO H$mhrhr CaUma Zmhr. Ë`mVyZM eodQ>r ~o~§Xemhr dAamOH$Vm {Z_m©U hmoB©c.

""1967À`m {ZdS>UwH$m§Z§Va Amnë`mcm AgoM Ñí`{Xgco. Ë`m doir AZoH$ amÁ`m§V ApñWaVm {Z_m©U Pmcr.H$m±J«og_Ü o Oo Eo{Vhm{gH$ dmXi 1969 _Ü o Pmco, Vmo `mMn[apñWVrMm n[anmH$ hmoVm. `m njmMm Z_« H$m ©H$Vm© åhUyZ,H$m±J«ogda OZVoMr lÕm nwÝhm àñWm{nV ìhmdr d g§gXr`cmoH$emhrdarc OZVoMm {dœmg ÑT> ìhmdm, `mgmR>r _r _mPmhmV^ma cmdcm Amho. lr_Vr B§{Xam Jm§YtÀ`m g_W©ZoV¥ËdmImcr hr lÕm nwÝhm àñWm{nV Pmcr Am{U cmoH$m§ZrH$m±J«ogcm {Z{d©dmX nmqR>~m {Xcm. 1971 À`m cmoH$g^m{ZdS>UwH$sV d 1972 À`m {dYmZg^m§À`m {ZdS>UwH$m§V `mMoàË §Va Amco. 1969 Vo 1971 `m H$mimV Zì`m n[apñWVrcmAZwgê$Z AmnU OZVocm AZoH$ AmœmgZo {Xcr. OZVocm{Xcoë`m AmœmgZm§Mr nyVu H$aÊ`mMm {ZYm©a H$m±J«ogZo ì`ŠV Ho$cmAmho. 1971 Z§Va Amnco emgZ Ë`m H$m ©H«$_mMr àm_m{UH$nUoH$m ©dmhr H$arV Amho Aer AmncrM Zìho, Va OZVoMrhr ImÌrnQ>dyZ XoÊ`mMr O~m~Xmar emgZmMr hmoVr. Xm[aÐç, ~oH$mar,dmT>Ë`m {H$_Vr, X¡Z§{XZ JaOoÀ`m dñVy§Mr Q>§MmB© Am{U Ë`m§À`mdmQ>nmMr Ý`mæ` gm_wXm{`H$ ì`dñWm, gm_m{OH$ d Am{W©H${df_VoMo {Z_y©cZ, dmT>Ë`m _ŠVoXmarda {Z §ÌU, Am{W©H$ ÑîQ>çm_mJmgcoë`m àXoem§H$S>o d OZVoVrc Am{W©H$ ÑîQ>çm

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A§_c~OmdUr, {ejUnÕVrV gwYmaUm, àemgZ §ÌUoMrnwZa©MZm, {ZdS>UyH$nÕVrV gwYmaUm `m§gma»`m {d{dYg_ñ`m§da AmnU H$moUVr H¥$Vr H$aUma AmhmoV `mMm AmamIS>mH$m±J«ogMo 1971 d 1972Mo {ZdS>UyH$ OmhraZm_o, R>amd Am{Un§VàYmZm§Mr dŠVì o `m§_m\©$V AmnU Omhra Ho$cocm Amho. hoàíZ gmoS>dÊ`mgmR>r OZVoMo _Z:nyd©H$ ghH$m © {_imdo åhUyZAmnU Amncm R>mog H$m ©H«$_ OZVonwT>o gmXa Ho$cm hmoVm. `mH$m ©H«$_mMr A§_c~OmdUr H$aÊ`mV Á`m AS>MUr oÊ`mMmg§ d Amho, Ë`m§Mr OmUrd AgyZhr hr dMZo OZVocm AmnU{Xcr hmoVr. Ë`m§Mm Amåhmcm XþX£dmZo {dga nS>cm. g^mnVrOr,hmM Amncm H$m ©H$_ BVa amOH$s` eŠVtZr d ì`ŠVtZr A§JmdaKoVcm, Va AmnU `m H$m ©H«$_mH$S>o nmR> {\$ady eHy$ H$m?Amnë`mM YmoaUmMr d H$m ©H«$_mMr A§_c~OmdUr H$aÊ`mgmR>rAgo nj AWdm ZoVo `m§À`m~amo~a g§dmX H$aÊ`mg {damoY H$gmhmoD$ eH$Vmo? _cm Z_«nUo, na§Vw {VVŠ`mM {ZYm©amZo Agogm§Jmdogo dmQ>Vo H$s, Aem àH$maMm gwg§dmX hmM g§gXr`cmoH$emhrMm Añgc Jm^m Amho.

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15 \o$~«wdmar 1975 amoOr (Á`m {Xder AmnU Amnco nÌà{gÕrgmR>r {Xco, Ë`mM {Xder) IwÔ n§VàYmZm§Zr {damoYrnjr`m§er dmX d AZmR>m`r {damoY Q>miÊ`mgmR>r H$m±J«oggXñ`m§Zr g§dmX H$amdm, Aem àH$maMo Amnco _ZmoJVnjgXñ`m§nwT>o ~mocVmZm ì`ŠV Ho$co hmoVo. amï>nVtZr {X. 17\o$~«wdmar 1975 amoOr g§gXonwT>o Oo A{^^mfU Ho$co, Ë`m_Ü o VoåhUmco hmoVo, "`m _yc yV àíZmda g_mOmVrc gdmªZr J§ ranUo{dMma H$ê$Z, Amnë`m {dYm`H$ d aMZmË_H$ gyMZm AWdmQ>rH$m gmXa H$amì`mV Am{U Ë`m àíZm§À`m amï>r` gmoS>dUwH$sMo_mJ© emoYyZ H$mT>Ê`mgmR>r gaH$ma~amo~a ghH$m © H$amdo, hmcmoH$emhrMm _mJ© Amho. `mIoarO AÝ` H$moUË`mhr _mJm©Zo~o~§Xemhr d «_{ZamgM nXar oB©c.' amï>nVtZr `mA{^^mfUmV _m§S>coco YmoaU ho H|$Ð gaH$maMo, H$m±J«og njmMo{dMmanyd©H$ R>a{dcoco YmoaU Amho. hrM _mJUr _r H$m±J«ogÀ`m{e{~amV d AÝ`Ì Ho$cr Amho. Vgo H$aÊ`mV _mÂ`m hmVyZH$moUVmhr JwÝhm KS>cocm Zmhr. _r Oo H$mhr gm§{JVco Amho; VoXoemÀ`m, cmoH$emhrÀ`m, H$m±J«og njmÀ`m Am{U Amnë`mn§VàYmZm§À`m {hVmgmR>rM gm§{JVco hmoVo, ho _r nwÝhm ñnï> H$ê$BpÀN>Vmo. Vgo H$aUo hmM Oa JwÝhm Agoc, Va _r ho CKS>nUo_mÝ` H$aVmo H$s, _r Vmo JwÝhm Ho$cocm Amho Am{U XoemÀ`m dcmoH$emhrÀ`m {hVmgmR>r Ho$ìhmhr, {H$Vrhr qH$_V Úmdr cmJcr,H$moUVmhr Ë`mJ H$amdm cmJcm, Var {Z © nUo d nwZ: nwÝhm VmoJwÝhm _r dma§dma H$aUma Amho...

""amï>nVtZr EImXr gyMZm Ho$cr Am{U VoM {dMma Oan§VàYmZm§Zrhr ì`ŠV Ho$co, Va lr. O`àH$me Zmam`Um§gma»`mamï>r` XOm©À`m ZoË`m~amo~a qH$dm {damoYr njr`m§~amo~a amï>r`nmVirda MMm© H$amdr, ho gm§JÊ`mMm _cm nyU© A{YH$ma Amho.ho njmÀ`m YmoaUm{déÕ Zmhr qH$dm g§gXr` cmoH$emhrÀ`m{déÕhr Zmhr; qH$~hþZm, Xoe gÜ`m Á`m n[apñWVrVyZ OmV AmhoVr cjmV KoVm, hr _mJUr H$aUo _mPo n{dÌ H$V©ì`M Amho. Á`mdoir nañnam§~Ôc A{dœmg dmT>Vmo Amho, _V oX é§XmdVAmhoV; Ë`m doir g§gXr` g§ñWoZo OZVo_Ü o gX² md {Z_m©UH$aÊ`mMo d nañnam§V ghH$m © {Z_m©U H$aÊ`mMo H|$Ð Pmco nm{hOo._hmZ amï>r` C{Ôï>o gmÜ` H$aÊ`mgmR>r g§dmX, g_PmoVm dghH$m © H$aUo hm JwÝhm Zmhr. _mÂ`m ^mfUmV qH$dm amï>r`àíZm§darc _mÂ`m y{_Ho$V à{VJm_r d gZmVZr àd¥Îmr~ÔcH$moUË`mhr àH$maMr ghmZw yVr _r XmI{dcocr Zmhr. Amnë`mC{Ôï>nyVuAmS> oUmè`m§Mr _r J` Ho$cocr Zmhr; _mÌ gm_mÝ`_mUgmÀ`m {hVmgmR>r AmIcoë`m H$m ©H«$_mÀ`mA§_c~OmdUrgmR>r gd© _V oX ~mOycm R>odyZ Oo ghH$m ©H$amd`mg V`ma AmhoV, Aem njm§Mo d cmoH$m§Mo ghH$m ©{_i{dÊ`mgmR>r AmnU nwT>o Amco nm{hOo. gÎmoMr ñWmZo Amnë`mVmã`mV amhmdrV åhUyZ Or hrZ amOH$s` ZrVr ñdrH$macr OmVo,Ë`m H$joVyZ amï>r` C{ÔîQ>o ~mhoa H$mT>Ê`mMm à`ËZ _r Adí`Ho$cm Amho.

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""Amnë`m YmoaUmÀ`m A§_c~OmdUrgmR>r Amåhr _XVH$arV AmhmoV, Agm Xmdm H$aUmao Am_Mo H$mhr {_Ì ñdV:MoamOH$s` hoVy gmÜ` H$aÊ`mgmR>r àM{cV n[apñWVrMm dmnaH$arV AmhoV. _mPo {dMma Ooìhm Ë`m§Zm J¡agmoB©Mo dmQ>VmV, VoìhmVo AË §V dmB©Q> àH$mao _mPr qZXm-ZmcñVr gwê$ H$aVmV.H$m±J«ogÀ`m {~H$Q> H$mimMm J¡a\$m`Xm KoÊ`mMo H$å w{ZñQ>njm_Yrc _mÂ`m H$mhr {_Ìm§Mo à`ËZ qH$dm amOH$s` S>mdnoMm§ZrgÎmoV mJr {_i{dÊ`mMo Ë`m§Mo à`ËZ {Z{üVM KmVH$ ñdê$nmMoAmhoV. nwamoJm_r YmoaUm_Ü o {Xem§Va Pmco H$s, Ë`mH$S>ogmoB©ñH$anUo Xþc©j H$amd`mMo Am{U Amnco C{Ôï> gmYÊ`mÀ`mÑï>rZo H$_r _hÎdmÀ`m Aem jw„H$ Jmoï>tda JhO~ H$amd`mMm-ho Ë`m§Mo V§Ì CÛoJOZH$ Amho. H$mën{ZH$ d AdmñVd àíZm§darcjw„H$ _V oXm§Mm nd©V C^m H$ê$Z H$m±J«ogÀ`m àm_m{UH$ d OwÝ`mH$m ©H$Ë`mªMr à{V_m S>mJmiÊ`mMm qZÚ à`ËZ H$aÊ`mVM VoJw§Vcoco {XgVmV. nU m nm§KéUmImcr Ë`m§Mo Xþï> hoVy OZVonmgyZË`m§Zm cndyZ R>odVm oUma ZmhrV. Vo Ho$ìhm Var CKS>o nS>VrcAm{U VÎdeyÝ` y{_H$m ñdrH$mê$Z AmnU Or H$_mB© Ho$cr- AgoË`m§Zm AmO dmQ>Vo Amho- Vr gd© H$_mB©hr Vo J_mdyZ ~gVrc.

""_hme`, _r `m H|$Ðr` _§{Ì_§S>imMm gXñ` Pmë`mnmgyZ_mÂ`mda gmondcocr H$m_{Jar àm_m{UH$nUo d {OÔrZo nmanmS>Ê`mMm à`ËZ Ho$cm Amho. {H$Ë oH$Xm, _mPo Á oð> ghH$mar dZoVo `m§À`mer _mPo YmoaU{df`H$ _V oX hmoV AgV. cmoH$emhrì`dñWoV ho An[ahm © Amho. nU Á`m OZVoMo _r à{V{Z{YËdH$aVmo, Ë`m OZVocm d Xoemcm {Xcoë`m dMZmnmgyZ _r H$YrhrT>icmo Zmhr. Mm¡Ï`m n§Mdm{f©H$ `moOZoÀ`m _Ü`H$mcrZ_yë`_mnZmMo doir _mPo {dMma d gyMZm _r n§VàYmZm§Zm coIr{Xë`m hmoË`m. 1972 À`m gmd©{ÌH$ {ZdS>UwH$sZ§Va H|$Ð d amÁ`gaH$mao Am{U H$m±J«og njmgmR>r EH$m H$mc~Õ H$m ©H«$_mMo{ZdoXZ H$m±J«og ZoË`m§Zm _r {Xco hmoVo. OZVocm {Xcoë`mAmœmgZm§Mr nyVu gËda ìhmdr, hm _mPm AmJ«h hmoVm.{Z`moOZmÀ`m à{H«$ oV gd© ñVam§_Yrc OZVocm H$go gh^mJrH$ê$Z KoVm oB©c, `mg§~§YrMr EH$ `moOZm _r Ë`mM doir gmXaHo$cr hmoVr. gßQ>|~a 1972 _Ü o, "dmT>Ë`m {H$_Vr, {ZË`mon`moJrd gm_y{hH$ Cn^moJmÀ`m dñVy§Mo dmQ>n' `m{df`r EH$ àXrK©{Q>nU {Xco hmoVo. Ë`mda MMm© ìhmdr d {ZU© ìhmdm, Agm _rAmJ«h YarV hmoVmo. gm_mÝ` _mUgmcm Amdí`H$ dñVy§Mm nwadR>mdmOdr {H$_VrV H$aÊ`mMr Z¡{VH$ O~m~Xmar gaH$maMr Amho dVr AmnU ñdrH$macr nm{hOo, Ago _mPo _V hmoVo. {ZË` JaOoÀ`mdñVy§Mm nwadR>m H$m H$amdm, `mMm {dMma H$aÊ`mgmR>r Zo_coë`mYm[a`m g{_VrZo {S>g|~a 1973 _Ü o gaH$macm gmXa Ho$coë`mAhdmcmV _r _mPo _V AmJ«hmZo _m§S>co. Ë`m AhdmcmMo nwT>oH$m` Pmco, mMr AÚmn Var _cm _m{hVr Zmhr. A. m. H$m±J«ogg{_VrÀ`m {~YmZZJa (H$cH$Îmm) A{YdoeZmV AmnU {e{jVVéUm§Zm OmhranUo AmœmgZ {Xcoco hmoVo H$s, Xa dfu nmM cmIVéUm§gmR>r amoOJma {Z_m©U H$aÊ`mMr moOZm gaH$ma Ëd[aV hmVr

KoB©c. m H$m_mgmR>r {Z`moOZ-_§S>imV Omo {d^mJ gwê$ H$aÊ`mVAmcm, Ë`mMm _r à_wI hmoVmo. `m H$m ©H«$_mMr AmIUr dA§_c~OmdUr H$aÊ`mgmR>r eŠ` Vo gd© à`ËZ _r Ho$co. nU1975-76 À`m AW©g§H$ënmV `m Zì`m H$m ©H«$_mgmR>r n¡emMrH$mhrhr VaVyX H$aÊ`mV Amcocr Zmhr, ho IoXmZo Z_yX H$amdogodmQ>Vo. Jar~ dJm©gmR>r Ka~m§YUr, J¥hhrZm§À`m Kam§gmR>r O{_Zrd J{cÀN> dñVr_Ü o gwYmaUm H$aÊ`mgmR>r {d{dY `moOZm-`mg§~§YrMr AmnU Zamoam {e{~amV Or dMZo {Xcr, Ë`m§Mo ñ_aUgd© ZoË`m§Zm _r H$ê$Z {Xco. Ë`mgmR>r cmJUmam nwaogm n¡gmCncãY H$am, Agm AmJ«h Yacm; nU XþX£dmZo Ë`mgmR>rhr nwaoerVaVyX 1975-76À`m A§XmOnÌH$mV H$aÊ`mV Amcocr Zmhr.

Amåhr H$mhr {_Ì g|Q>c hm°c_Ü o~gcmo hmoVmo. Am§Y«_Yrc EH$ d¥ÕImgXma {_Ì gy ©Zmam`U {VWo Amco.EImÚm g§emoYH$mcm Iyn n[al_mZ§VaZdm emoY cmJmdm Am{U Ë`m AmZ§XmÀ`m^amV Ë`mZo Vmo Omhra H$amdm,Aem Am{d^m©dmV Vo åhUmco,""Aao, _mohZ Ym[a`m§Mm amOrZm_md ^mfU BVHo$ à^mdr H$m R>aco,ho Vwåhmcm _mhrV Amho? _r AmÎmmM_mPo àmW{_H$ g§emoYZ nyU© Ho$co Amho.Á`m _Ü`dVu _§Í`m§Mr amOrZm_m^mfUo JmOcr, Ago _§Ìr XmoZM.EH$ lr. gr. S>r. Xoe_wI d Xþgaolr. _mohZ Ym[a`m. Vo XmoKohr _hmamï>mMo.Ë`m XmoKm§Mmhr {Oëhm EH$M - Hw$cm~m,VmcwH$mhr EH$M - _hmS>. Am{UVw_Mm {dœmg ~gUma Zmhr,Ë`m XmoKm§Mo OÝ_Jmdhr EH$M - ZmQ>m(ZmVo). lr. Xoe_wI d Ym[a`m `m§À`mñdm{^_mZr ~mÊ`mMo _yi nmhÊ`mgmR>rË`m "ZmVo' JmdÀ`m _mVrMo d nmÊ`mMog§emoYZ `mnwT>o H$amdo cmJoc.''hmñ`mÀ`m H$„moimV g_moarcH$Sy> H$m°\$shr JmoS> Pmcr hmoVr.

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H$m ©H«$_mÀ`m A§_c~OmdUrgmR>r _r gmVË`mZo Mmcdcocoà`ËZ Aeñdr Pmco. EdT>oM Zìho, Va Ë`m§Mr CnojmM H$aÊ`mVAmcr. H$moaS>r AmœmgZo XoD$Z OZVoMr Xþ:Io Ho$ìhmhr Xya hmoD$eH$Uma ZmhrV. AÚmnhr dMZo Am{U H¥$Vr `m§_Yrc A§VaH$m`_M Amho.

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nU _r AmnUmg AmœmgZnyd©H$ gm§Jy BpÀN>Vmo H$s, àË oH$g§Kfm©_Ü o ñdmV§Í`cT>çmÀ`m àoaUm KoD$Z cT>Ê`mMm _mPm{ZYm©a A{YH$m{YH$ nmocmXr ~ZVmo, H$R>moa ~ZVmo.

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^mfUmda _mPm hmV d Ñï>r {H$Ë oH$Xm {\$acr hmoVr. Ë`m_wio{H$Ë oH$ dmŠ o _wImoÒV Pmcr hmoVr. H$moR>o Wm§~mdo, H$moR>o OmoaÚmdm, H$moR>o AmdmO Imcr AmUmdm- `mg§~§YrÀ`m IwUmhmVmVrc àVrda Ho$ë`m hmoË`m. gmh{OH$M EImÚmH$cmH$mamÀ`m A{^Z`mMm gmO MT>{dcm Joë`m_wio Vo ^mfUA{YH$M AmH$f©H$ d à^mdr R>aco. dma§dma Q>mù`m dmOdyZ gd©g^mJ¥hmZo _mÂ`m AmdmhZm§Zm à{VgmX {Xcm. ^mfU g§nco,Voìhm ^mamdcoë`m g^mgXm§Zr Q>mù`m§Mm àM§S> H$S>H$S>mQ> Ho$cmAm{U g^mJ¥hmMo H$m_H$mO Mmcy AgVmZmhr gd© {Z`_ {dgê$Z_mÂ`mda A{^Z§XZmMm dfm©d Ho$cm. Ë`m_Ü o ~m~y OJOrdZam_`m§À`mgmaIo Á oð> _§Ìrhr gh^mJr Pmco hmoVo. Ë`m doirQ>mù`m§À`m JOamV gh^mJr Pmë`m~Ôc g§gXr` H$m±J«og njmMo{MQ>Urg am_YZ, cú_rH$m§Vå_m AmXr {_Ìm§Zm H$m ©H$m[aUrÀ`m~¡R>H$sV Om~ {dMmaÊ`mMm A{VaoH$gwÕm Pmcm.

Ë`mnydu amÁ`g oV d cmoH$g oV _mPr {H$Ë oH$ _hÎdnyU©^mfUo Pmcr hmoVr. AZoH$ àg§Jr g^mJ¥h JmO{dÊ`mMo H$m_ _rHo$co hmoVo. na§Vw amOrZmå`mZ§Va Ho$coco ^mfU AdU©Zr` R>aco.amï>mV d naamï>m§V Ë`mcm Vw\$mZ à{gÕr {_imcr. XoemÀ`mH$moZmH$monè`mV Ë`m{Z{_ÎmmZo _mPr y{_H$m _r nmohmoMdy eH$cmo.amOrZmå`mnmR>monmR> Ë`m Eo{Vhm{gH$ ^mfUm~Ôc A{^Z§XZmMmdfm©d gwê$ Pmcm. Vmo ñdrH$marV AgVmZm M§ÐeoIa d H¥$îUH$m§V`m§Mm _r AmdOy©Z C„oI H$arV Ago, H$maU Ë`m_Ü o Ë`mXmoKm§Mmhr dmQ>m hmoVm. _moH$ionUmZo Ho$coë`m Jm¡ß`ñ\$moQ>m_wio Vo^mfU H$go V`ma Pmco, `mMrhr dU©Zo H$mhr d¥ÎmnÌm§VyZ à{gÕPmcr. gd© Xoemcm àH$me XoUmao Vo ^mfU V`ma H$aÊ`mgmR>ramÌ^a àH$me OiV hmoVm Am{U _mohZ, M§ÐeoIa d H¥$îUH$m§V`m§Mm hmV mfUmdê$Z dma§dma {\$aV hmoVm- Ago dU©Z "Q>mBågAm°\$ B§{S>`m' `m d¥ÎmnÌmZo Ho$co hmoVo. EdT>o Iao H$s, ^maVr`g§gXoÀ`m B{VhmgmV {Ma§VZ gwg§dmXmMm gwJ§Y XoUmao Vo ^mfUAOam_a Pmco.

XmoZ-VrZ {Xdg Pmco AgmdoV. Amåhr H$mhr {_Ì g|Q>chm°c_Ü o ~gcmo hmoVmo. Am§Y«_Yrc EH$ d¥Õ ImgXma {_Ìgy ©Zmam`U {VWo Amco. EImÚm g§emoYH$mcm Iyn n[al_mZ§Va

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Zdm emoY cmJmdm Am{U Ë`m AmZ§XmÀ`m ^amV Ë`mZo Vmo OmhraH$amdm, Aem Am{d^m©dmV Vo åhUmco,

""Aao, _mohZ Ym[a`m§Mm amOrZm_m d mfU BVHo$ à^mdr H$mR>aco, ho Vwåhmcm _mhrV Amho? _r AmÎmmM _mPo àmW{_H$g§emoYZ nyU© Ho$co Amho. Á`m H|$Ðr` _§Í`m§Mr amOrZm_m ^mfUoJmOcr, Ago _§Ìr XmoZM. EH$ lr. gr. S>r. Xoe_wI d Xþgao lr._mohZ Ym[a`m. Vo XmoKohr _hmamï>mMo. Ë`m XmoKm§Mmhr {Oëhm EH$M- Hw$cm~m, VmcwH$mhr EH$M - _hmS>. Am{U Vw_Mm {dœmg~gUma Zmhr, Ë`m XmoKm§Mo OÝ_Jmdhr EH$M - ZmQ>m (ZmVo). lr.Xoe_wI d Ym[a`m `m§À`m ñdm{^_mZr ~mÊ`mMo _yi nmhÊ`mgmR>rË`m "ZmVo' JmdÀ`m _mVrMo d nmÊ`mMo g§emoYZ `mnwT>o H$amdocmJoc.'' hmñ`mÀ`m H$„moimV g_moarc H$Sy> H$m°\$shr JmoS> PmcrhmoVr.

nÌH$mam§gmR>r V`ma R>odcoë`m XmoZeo àVtMr Ho$ìhmM MQ>UrCS>mcr. AmUIr XmoZ-AS>rMeo àVr V`ma Ho$ë`m, VoìhmMË`m§Mr yH$ Amåhr ^mJdy eH$cmo. " §J B§{S>`m'_Yrc Am_MoghH$mar ~«÷mZ§X `m§Zr, Ë`m ^mfUmMr gmaIr _mJUr hmoUma, ho~amo~a hoaco. nwÝhm AmUIr EH$ amÌ^a Ë`m§Zr OmJaU Ho$co.amVmoamV ñdV: àw\o$ VnmgyZ Ë`m§Zr XmoZ hOma àVr N>mnyZ KoVë`mAm{U Xþgè`m {Xder gH$mir Ë`m àVtÀ`m JÇçmMm ZOamUmKoD$ZM Vo _cm oQ>co.

Á oð> AW©VÁk d _mOr H|$Ðr` _§Ìr S>m°. ìhr. Ho$. Ama. ìhr.amd `m§Zr A{^Z§XZ H$aVmZm ì`ŠV Ho$coë`m {dMmamV gdmªMo^md gm_mdcoco hmoVo.

""_mohZ, VwPm amOrZm_m Am{U {dMmaàdV©H$ mfU maVr`cmoH$emhrÀ`m B{VhmgmV gwdUm©jam§V Zm|X{dco OmB©c. VwPmgwg§dmXmMm AmJ«h hmM àmá n[apñWVrVyZ Xoemcm `mo½` _mJm©daAmUy eHo$c. _mÂ`mgmaIo AZoH$ MmhVo H$Xm{MV ~mocUmaZmhrV, na§Vw hOmamo ^maVr`m§À`m ^mdZm Am{U ì`Wm Vy ì`ŠVHo$ë`m Amhog; Ë`m gdmªMr Vwcm gmW amhrc. VwPo _Ü`dVugaH$mamVrc amÁ`_§{ÌnX Joco Agco Var `m EH$mM KQ>ZoZo{H$_`m Ho$cr Amho. H°${~ZoQ> _§Í`mnojmhr _moR>o ñWmZ OZVoÀ`möX`mV Vwcm àmá Pmco Amho.''

_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ {Zd¥Îm Pmë`mnmgyZ S>m°. amd m§À`m {dYmZm§MrgË`Vm _r XaamoO AZw dV hmoVmo. eoH$S>mo cmoH$ _mÂ`m Kar JXuH$ê$Z Ë`mM mdZm ì`ŠV H$arV hmoVo. Q>°Šgrdmco n¡go KoÊ`mghrV`ma ZìhVo. EH$Xm gm §H$mir M§ÐeoIa, H¥$îUH$m§V d _r {\$aV-{\$aV H°$Zm°Q> ßcogcm Jocmo. AZmoiIr VéUm§Zr \y$Q>nmWdê$ZMmcUohr AeŠ` Ho$co. {H$Ë oH$ OU A{^Z§XZmgmR>r nwT>ogagmdco. Vmo~m JXu Cgicr. Am_Mm nm`r {\$aÊ`mMm H$m ©H«$_aÔ H$ê$Z Q>°Šgr JmR>Uo An[ahm © Pmco. Ë`m gd© àH$aUmV IarnmdVr {_imcr _mÂ`m nwUo ehamV.

cmoH$g oVrc mfUmZ§Va nwÊ`mcm oÊ`mMm AmJ«h gwê$ Pmcm._VXmag§KmVrc ZmJ[aH$m§Zm {dœmgmV KoD$Z Ë`m§Zm gd© àH$aUg_OmdyZ XoUo _mPo H$V©ì`hr hmoVo. Ë`mà_mUo nwÊ`mMm H$m ©H«$_

{Z{üV Ho$cm Am{U 16 _mM©cm _w§~B©hÿZ {gH§$Xam~mX EŠñàogZogm¡. Ym[a`m§g_doV nwÊ`mcm Amcmo. ñQ>oeZda ñdmJVmgmR>r Vw\$mZJXu Cgicr hmoVr. AmJJmS>rÀ`m S>ã`mVyZ Imcr CVaUohrAdKS> Pmco. eodQ>r ñQ>oeZ~mhoa oÊ`mgmR>r nmo{cgm§Mr _XV¿`mdr cmJcr. ñQ>oeZg_moaMo Amdma \w$cbo hmoVo. hmam§da hmam§MmAm{U \w$cm§Mm dfm©d Pmcm. gX²J{XV A§V:H$aUmZo gdmªMo Am^ma_mZco Am{U e{ZdmadmS>çmg_moarc Omhra g oV _mPo {dMmaì`ŠV H$arZ, Ago gm§JyZ _mÂ`m Kar Jocmo.

XmoZ {Xdgm§V hOmamo ZmJ[aH$ oQ>rgmR>r Amco. ghmZw yVr,AmXa d ào_mMm _hmnya cmoQ>cm. oQ>rg oUmè`m§Mo S>moio Aly§ZrS>~S>~co ZmhrV, Ago Pmco Zmhr. gd©gm_mÝ` OZVoMr Am{U{_Ìm§Mr Vr Anma lÕm nmhÿZ _r Ajae: YÝ` Pmcmo. _§Í`mMrIwMu {_i{dÊ`mgmR>r EH$sH$S>>o ^`mZH$ Mwag Mmcy AgVmZmAmncm à{V{ZYr VÎdmgmR>r Am{U Xoe{hVmgmR>r IwMucmgaigai {Vcm§Ocr XoVmo, m EH$mM {dMmamVyZ Vohr YÝ` PmcohmoVo. Ë`m§Mo H$mo_c A§V:H$aU _mVogmaIo H$idico hmoVo. Xþgè`m{Xder g§Ü`mH$mir e{ZdmadmS>çmg_moa, VËH$mcrZ _hmnm¡a mB©d¡Ú m§À`m AÜ`jVoImcr nwUoH$a ZmJ[aH$m§Zr EH$m {damQ> g oV

""amï>nVtZr EImXr gyMZm Ho$crAm{U VoM {dMma Oan§VàYmZm§Zrhr ì`ŠV Ho$co,Va lr. O`àH$me Zmam`Um§gma»`mamï>r` XOm©À`m ZoË`m~amo~a qH$dm{damoYr njr`m§~amo~a amï>r` nmVirdaMMm© H$amdr, ho gm§JÊ`mMm _cmnyU© A{YH$ma Amho. ho njmÀ`mYmoaUm{déÕ Zmhr qH$dm g§gXr`cmoH$emhrÀ`m {déÕhr Zmhr;qH$~hþZm, Xoe gÜ`m Á`m n[apñWVrVyZOmV Amho Vr cjmV KoVm,hr _mJUr H$aUo _mPo n{dÌH$V©ì`M Amho. Á`m doir nañnam§~ÔcA{dœmg dmT>Vmo Amho, _V oXé§XmdV AmhoV; Ë`m doir g§gXr`g§ñWoZo OZVo_Ü o gX² md{Z_m©U H$aÊ`mMo d nañnam§V ghH$m ©{Z_m©U H$aÊ`mMo H|$Ð Pmco nm{hOo.

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_mPm Jm¡ad Ho$cm. Iyn dfmªV VodT>r àM§S> g^m e{ZdmadmS>çmZonm{hcr ZìhVr.

_hmnm¡a ^mB© d¡Ú AÜ`jñWmZr hmoVo. H$m±J«og njmZoA{YH¥$VnUo mJ KoVcm Zgcm, Varhr Ag§»` H$m±J«og H$m ©H$V}Ë`m doir hOa hmoVo. {d{dY nj, g§ñWm d g§KQ>Zm§À`mnXm{YH$mè`m§Zr nwînhma KmcÊ`mgmR>r EH$M JXu Ho$cr. hmam§MmIM nS>cm. hmaVwè`m§da hmoUmam IM© AZmR>m`r AgVmo ho IaoAgco; Var ^mdZm ì`ŠV H$aÊ`mgmR>r \w$co d S>moio `m§gmaIoà^mdr gmYZ Zmhr, ho _mÝ` H$amdoM cmJoc. Ë`mZ§VanwUoH$am§À`m dVrZo _hmnm¡am§Mo ^mfU Pmco.

""amï>{hVmgmR>r gwg§dmXmMm AmJ«h Yê$Z Am{U Ë`mgmR>r_§{ÌnXmda cmW _mê$Z ImgXma Ym[a`m§Zr EH$ Zdm namH«$_ dZdm AmXe© {Z_m©U Ho$cm Amho. lr. Ym[a`m m§À`m~amo~aM Á`m_VXmag§KmMo Ym[a`m à{V{Z{YËd H$aVmV, Ë`m nwUo ehamMrñdm{^_mZr na§nam A{YH$ C‚dc d VoOñdr Pmcr Amho. lr.Ym[a`m H$m±J«og AWdm H$moUË`mhr njmMo Agco, Varhr gd©nj oX {dgê$Z nwUoH$a OZVoMo gmao gm_Ï © gX¡d Ë`m§À`m_mJoamhrc...'' m Ame`mMo mdnyU© mfU H$ê$Z _hmnm¡am§Zr _mPmJm¡ad Ho$cm Am{U _cm ~mocÊ`mMr {dZ§Vr Ho$cr.

OrdZmV nwîH$i gmohio nmhÊ`mMr d AZw dÊ`mMr g§Yr_cm {_imcr hmoVr. H$mhr gmohio {Mañ_aUr` R>aVmV,Ë`m§n¡H$sM Vmo EH$ àg§J hmoVm. Amnë`m cmS>Š`mcmoH$à{V{ZYrMo ñdV:À`m _VXmag§KmVyZ hmoUmao H$m¡VwH$ _moR>o^mdñneu hmoVo. H$mhr H$mi _mPo A§V:H$aU Jc~cyZ Joco. _r_§{Ì_§S>imVyZ ~mhoa nS>cmo Agcmo, Var _r H$m±J«og_Ü oM hmoVmo.H$m±J«ogda {MS>cocr OZVm Vo gd© oX ~mOycm R>odyZ _mPo EdT>o^ì` ñdmJV H$arc, Ago _cm dmQ>Vo ZìhVo. dmñV{dH$, Ë`m{Xder _cm amUm^r_Xodr WmQmMo> mfU H$ê$Z Q>mù`m§da Q>mù`m{_i{dVm Amë`m AgË`m. na§Vw Vmo _moh _r ~mOycm R>odcm.nwÊ`mcm oÊ`mnydu àdmgmVM, g§gXoV Ho$coë`m mfUmMo _amR>rV^mfm§Va Ho$co hmoVo. VoM {ZdoXZ Ë`m g oV dmMÊ`mMo _r R>a{dcohmoVo. e{ZdmadmS>çmg_moarc A\$mQ> g oV coIr ^mfU hm EH$A{^Zd à`moJ hmoVm. Vmo àH$ma {H$VnV _mZdoc, `m{df`r _rgme§H$ hmoVmo. Varhr Vmo {ZU© _r KoVcm. Am_Xma, ImgXma_§S>ir J„rV ^a_gmQ> ~mocVmV Am{U _w§~B©, {X„rcm Joco H$s,ZoË`m§g_moa eonQ>çm KmcyZ _wH$ñV§ mgmaIo dmJVmV- `mAmjonmcmhr Ë`m_wio MmoI CÎma {_iUma hmoVo. {X„rV Oo~mocbmo, VoM _mÂ`m _VXma ~§Yy-^{JZtZm EoH$dÊ`mMm {ZU©gdmªZr _mÝ` Ho$cm Am{U g§gXoVrc WmQ>mV VoM mfU _amR>r_Ü o_r dmMyZ XmI{dco. BVH$s àM§S> g^m... na§Vw Q>mMUr nS>cr VarAmdmO oB©c, Aer em§VVm hmoVr. dmŠ` Z² dmŠ` ZmJ[aH$g_OmdyZ KoV hmoVo Am{U g_OyVXma à{VgmX gVV XoV hmoVo.

dmMZ g§në`mZ§Va Z_« mdZoZo _r H¥$VkVm ì`ŠV Ho$cr. _§ÌrAgVmZm gdmª~amo~a {dZ`mZo dmJÊ`mMm à`ËZ _r Ho$cm hmoVm.gÎmoMm _X MT>Uo, hr H$ënZmM _cm _§Oya ZìhVr. Varhr

H$moUmÀ`mhr _ZmV _cm gÎmoMr _ñVr Amcr Amho, Aer H$iV-ZH$iV ^mdZm Pmcr Agë`mg Ë`m§Zr _cm _m\$ H$amdo, Aer{dZ§Vr Ho$cr. Vo gm§JV AgVmZm....

""hr {dZ§Vr _r AmnUmg H$aVmo Amho, Ago Zmhr._§{Ì_§S>imVyZ _wŠV Pmë`mZ§Va N>moQ>o-_moR>o A{YH$marM H$m`-_mPo {enmB©, S>m`ìha `m§À`mhr _ZmV, _cm gÎmoMm _X MT>cmAmho Aer mdZm {Z_m©U Pmcr Agë`mg Ë`m§Zr _cm _ZmnmgyZj_m H$amdr, Ago _r gm§{JVco hmoVo.''

ho _r ~mocbmo Am{U... _mÂ`mg_moa ~gcoë`m Ag§»`{_Ìm§À`m S>moù`m§VyZ Ii²H$Z ~mhoa nS>Umao Aly _mÂ`m ZOaognS>co. Ë`mM AlwnyU© em§V dmVmdaUmV gdmªZm A{^dmXZ H$ê$Z_r _mPo ^mfU g§ndco. Ag§»` cmoH$m§Zr hmVmV hmV KmcyZA{^Z§XZ H$aÊ`mgmR>r ñQ>oOH$S>o Ymd KoVcr. Vo S>~S>~coco S>moionmhÿZ _rhr ^mamdyZ Jocmo. _moR>çm _wpíH$crZo _moQ>marn ªV AmcmoAm{U VoWyZ ~mhoa nS>cmo.

Ë`m doiMm Ec. S>r. ^mdo `m§Mm A{^àm` AÚmnhr _mÂ`mñ_aUmV Amho.

""Ym[a`mgmho~, Amåhr XmoKohr g ocm Amcmo hmoVmo. BVH$sJXu hmoVr H$s, nwT>o oUo Ho$di AeŠ` hmoVo.e{ZdmadmS>çmg_moarc nwcmÀ`m Xþgè`m ~mOycm ~gyZ Vw_Mo^mfU EoH$V hmoVmo. gwX¡dmZo eãX AZ² eãX EoHy$ oV hmoVm. BVHo${dMmaàdV©H$ mfU EoH$Ê`mMr g§Yr \$ma dfmªV {_imcr ZìhVr.{deofV: Vw_Mm g_mamon gdmªÀ`m öX`m§Mm R>md KoUmam hmoVm.EdT>m _moR>m _§Ìr Amnë`m nÅ>odmë`mMr d S>m`ìhaMr _m\$s_mJVmo, ho EoHy$Z H¥$VkVoZo Amåhm C^`Vm§Zm ^ê$Z Amco...

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nierH$a : ...hm àíZ {H$Vrhr gmYm-gmonm dmQ>V AgbmVar, (ho Vwåhmbmhr ‘m{hVr o H$s) Ë`mM§ CÎma VodT>§hr H$mhr gmY§AZ² gmon§ Zmhr o.

AmÎmmMr n[apñWVr ^maVmVrb bmoH$emhrbm Hw$R>ë`mhràH$mao YmoH$mXm`H$ Amho, Ag§ H$moUV§hr {dYmZ H$aÊ`mM§ H$mhrhrH$maU AmÎmm Var ‘bm {XgV Zmhr. bmoH$emhr hr ì`dñWmM‘wimV Aer Amho H$s, Á`mV Vwåhmbm gVV qMVm hr dmhmdrMbmJVo. EH$XmMr "bmoH$emhr Ambr' Am{U ‘J AmnUH$m`‘gmR>r {ZqíMV Pmbmo, {ZYm©ñV Pmbmo- Ag§ H$Yrhr hmoD$eH$V Zmhr. AJXr àñWm{nV Aem VWmH${WV bmoH$emhrXoem§Mr CXmhaU§ ¿`m`Mr Pmbr Var, H$Yr EImXm {ZŠgZ `mbmoH$emhrV V`ma hmoB©b Am{U AÜ`j hmoD$Z Amnë`mA{YH$mam§Mm Xþén`moJ gwê$ H$aob, `mMm ^adgm Zmhr. VÛVM,

^maVmVrb bmoH$emhrV H$mhr ÌwQ>r Oa AmnUmbm {XgVAgVrb, Va {VMr dmQ>Mmb {VÀ`m Z¡g{J©H$ nÕVrZoM- AWm©V`mo½` añË`mZoM hmoV Amho- Ago åhQ>bo nm{hOo. qH$~hþZm, gJioH$mhr gwairVnUo gwê$ Amho Aer pñWVr AgVr, VaM CbQ>H$mhrer qMVm dmQ>Ê`mgmaIr doi Ambr AgVr.

VWm{n, AmOMm àý hm bmoH$emhrMm ZgyZ Ë`mÀ`mhrnbrH$S>Mm Amho, Ag§ ‘mP§ ‘V Amho. "Amnë`m AmOÀ`mamOH$maUmVyZ H$mhr {ZînÞ hmoÊ`mMr eŠ`Vm Amho qH$dm Zmhr'-hm àý Am{U e§H$m Aä`mgH$m§À`m VgoM gm‘mÝ`ZmJ[aH$m§À`mhr ‘ZmV CÎmamoÎma dmT>V Mmbë`mMo {XgVo. hr e§H$mamñV Amho Am{U Vr Jm§ r`m©Zo KoVbr OmU§ JaOoM§ Amho.EH$sH$So> bmoH$emhr Zm§XVo Amho, AZ² XþgarH$So> {VÀ`mVyZ ’$mag§H$mhr {ZînÞhr hmoV Zmhr o... Aer n[apñWVr hr bmoH$emhrÀ`m{damoYH$m§À`m ‘ZmVyZ bmoH$emhr{df`rMr ^rVrM KmbdyZQ>mH$Vo. Ë`m§Zm bmoH$emhr ì`dñWoMr ^rVr dmQ>oZmer hmoVo...{VÀ`m{df`r H$miOr dmQ>oZmer hmoVo. "Aer n[apñWVr AmO^maVmV CX`mg oD$ bmJbobr Amho H$m?' hr e§H$m AmOCnpñWV hmoÊ`mbm nwaoer OmJm Amho, ho {Z{üV.

dmJio : nwñVH$mVrb EH$m àH$aUmV H$mhr dfmªnyduMr EH$nmhUr d {VMm Ahdmb ‘m§S>V AmnU bîH$a Am{U nmobrg...Ý`m`g§ñWm d amOH$s` ì`dñWm `m§À`m{df`r ZmJ[aH$m§‘Ü oAgUmè`m {dœmgmMm C„oI Ho$bm Amho. "Xhm§n¡H$s ZD$ OUm§ZmbîH$amda {dœmg R>odmdmgm dmQ>Vmo'- Ag§ hm Ahdmb åhUVmo.^maVmZo bmoH$emhr ì`dñWm ñdrH$mê$Z EdT>r df} hmoD$Zhr, AmObmoH$emhr{df`r MMm© H$aVmZm Xhm§n¡H$s ZD$ OUm§Zm(bmoH$emhrÀ`m VwbZoV) bîH$aM A{YH$ {dœmgmh© dmQ>mdo,`mMm H$m` AW© ¿`mdm?...

nierH$a : `m AhdmbmVrb {ZîH$fm©‘mJo Am{U AWm©VMbmoH$m§À`m ‘ZmVrb bîH$am~ÔbÀ`m ^mdZm§‘mJo Ia§ Va EH$MAgm AW© KoD$Z ~KVm m`Mo Zmhr. Ë`mMo XmoZ-VrZ {Zamio n¡byAmhoV.

OJmVrb Odinmg gJù`mM Xoem§V à{VHy$b àg§JmVrbg§H$Q>‘moMH$ åhUyZ bîH$amH$So> nm{hbo OmVo. XoemgmR>rAS>MUrÀ`m doir YmdyZ OmÊ`mMo H$m‘ ho gm‘mÝ`V… bîH$aMH$aV AgVo. Ë`m‘wio bîH$am{df`r Hw$Umbm {dœmg dmQ>Ê`mVH$mhr J¡a Zmhr, qH$dm Ë`mV H$mhr Amü ©hr AgÊ`mM§ H$maUZmhr. qH$~hþZm, EH$ {eñV~Õ g§KQ>Zm åhUyZ (amOH$maUmVbîH$amZo hñVjon Ho$bm Amho, Ago H$mhr Xoe gmoS>bo Va)bmoH$m§Zm bîH$am{df`r ào‘M AgV§!

Vwåhr Omo àý AmÎmm {dMmabm Amho, Ë`m{df`r nwñVH$mVrb‘m§S>Ur‘mJo WmoS>mgm doJim {dMma Amho. Vmo Agm H$s, Á`mg§ñWm§er (BpÝñQ>Q>çweÝg) bmoH$m§Mm WoQ> g§~§Y gmVË`mZo oVZmhr, Ë`m§À`m{df`r Hw$UmÀ¶m ’$ma H$mhr VH«$mar ZgVmV.{dœmghr AgVmo. g§~§Y Am{U g§nH©$ hm ‘`m©{XV Agë`m‘wiobîH$amgma»`m g§ñWm§‘Ü o Z¸$s H$m` MmbV§, ho gm‘mÝ`m§Zm

{Z{Ic dmJio

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H$iÊ`mMm àý (bîH$amÀ`m IaoXrVyZ {Z‘m©U Pmboë`m àým§MmEImXm "AndmX' gmoS>Vm!) XÿamÝd`mZohr oV Zmhr. Ë`m‘wio hoKSy> eH$V§. Aem g§ñWm§À`m modVr AgUmè`m db`mM§ EH$ gwáAmH$f©Uhr bmoH$m§‘Ü o AgV§... Am{U `m H$maUmZoM(bîH$amÀ`m VwbZoV) nmo{bgm§~ÔbMm bmoH$m§Zm dmQ>Umam {dœmgH$‘rM AgVmo!

Iam àý- `m gmè`mMm AW© H$gm bmdm`Mm- hm Amho.EH$sH$So> Amnë`m XoemVrb bmoH$emhrMm AmnU {H$Vrhr Jm¡adH$aV Agbmo Var, EHy$U g§ñWm MmbdÊ`mV AmnU Am{U BWbrbmoH$emhr ì`dñWm An`er R>aVo Amho, ho g‘OyZ KoVb§ nm{hOo.`m ì`dñWoMr BWbr ‘`m©Xm AmnU bjmV KoV Zmhr AmhmoV.àemgZ, nmobrg, bîH$a qH$dm Ý`m`mb o Aem g§ñWm AmnU`eñdrnUo {Z‘m©U Ho$ë`m- Ë`m§À`m{df`rMo nm{dÍ`hrAmnUmbm {Z‘m©U H$aVm Ambo; na§Vw Ë`m§À`m H$m ©nÕVtV ’$mago~Xb BWo KSy>Z oD$ eH$bobo ZmhrV. CXmhaUM ¿`m`MoPmë`mg, ^maVmVrb gdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb`mMo KoVm oB©b. Amnë`mXoemVrb gdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb` ho OJmVrb EH$ à~i Ý`m`mb`Amho, Ago åhQ>bo Va Vo `mo½`M Amho. AZoH$ Mm§Jë`m dH$ë`mUH$mar {ZU© m§Mm Ë`mbm B{Vhmghr Amho. nU VarhrAmnbr Ý`m`ì`dñWm hr IamoIa EH$ Ý`m`ì`dñWm åhUyZMmbdÊ`mV Xoe åhUyZ Am{U g‘mO åhUyZhr AmnU An`erR>abmo AmhmoV, Ag§ ‘mP§ R>m‘ ‘V Amho.

gmam§e EdT>mM- g§ñWm§~Ôb EH$ Va VoìhmM {dœmg dmQy>bmJVmo, Ooìhm g§ñWm ñdV…M§ EH$ dVw©i {Z‘m©U H$aVmV Am{UñdV…bm ‘moR>onU XoD$ ~KVmV... qH$dm OZVobm H$mhr Var OoìhmXoD$ H$aVmV, Voìhm Ë`m§À`m~ÔbMm {dœmg dmT>rg bmJVmo.amOH$s` nj H$m` Am{U àemgZ H$m`- m Xmohm|À`mhr ~m~VrV"{dídmg {Z‘m©U H$ê$ eHo$b Ag§' H$mhr KSy> eH$bob§ ZgU§, hoË`m§À`mdarb {dœmgmÀ`m H$‘VaVobm H$maUr yV Amho.

dmJio : ...‘J gJù`mV OmñV Xmof `m ‘Ü`‘dJm©MmMAmho?

nierH$a : ‘Ü`‘ dJm©bm Va ‘r àmYmÝ`mZo O~m~XmaYaoZM, Ë`mV H$mhr e§H$m Zmhr; nU gmo~VM ‘Ü`‘ dJm©MrEHy$U g‘O Am{U XÿaÑï>r hr CÎmamoÎma A{YH$M ‘`m©{XV hmoVJobr Aghr ‘r åhUoZ. {Vga§ åhUOo, Á`m ‘Ü`‘ dJm©bm^m§S>dbemhrZo gñWm MmbdÊ`mMr H$m¡eë § {‘idyZ {Xbr, Vmo‘Ü`‘ dJ©M Oa Ë`mMm `mo½` dmna H$aV Zgob Va, Ë`mbmO~m~Xma Z¸$sM Yab§ nm{hOo, Aghr ‘r AmdOy©Z åhUoZ!

dmJio : Amnë¶m XoemVrb bmoH$ Am{U amOH$s¶ nj¶m§À¶mVrb ZmV§, ho BVa Xoem§Vrb ({deofV… ¶wamonmVrb) ¶mMàH$maÀ¶m Zm˶mnojm doJi§ Agë¶mMm C„oI ‘Kmer VwåhrHo$bmV. ho doJionU Z¸$s H$m¶ Amho?

nierH$a : ¶wamon, A‘o[aH$m Am{U {deofV… BVahr H$mhràJV ^m§S>dbemhr Xoem§V ‘VXmZmnwaVm gmoS>bm, Va bmoH$m§MmAZ² amOH$s¶ njm§Mm ’$magm H$mhr g~§Y am{hbm Agë¶mM§

{XgyZ ¶oV Zmhr. {VH$S>o njm§M§ gXñ¶Ëd ho Zm|XUrH¥$V AgV§.Joë¶m gVVÀ¶m H$mhr dfmªV hr Zm|XUr H$‘r-H$‘r hmoV OmU§¶mdê$Z {VWë¶m bmoH$m§M§ njm§nmgyZ ZmV§ VwQ>V Mmbë¶mM§ ñnï>MAmho. Amnë¶mH$S>o Aer g^mgXm§Mr Zm|XM Zgë¶m‘wio hm àý¶oVM Zmhr! Varhr, ¶mda EH$ Cnm¶ åhUyZ EH$Xm Zìho Va XmoZ-VrZXm Ho$boë¶m EH$m gìh}VyZ Am‘À¶m bjmV Amb§ H$s, {H$‘mZVrZm§Vrb EH$m ‘mUgmbm Hw$R>bm Z Hw$R>bm nj Amnë¶mOdiMm Amho, Ag dmQ>V AgV§. ¶mMm AW© njmer AgUmaobmoH$m§Mo g§~§Y ho ^maVmV AmOhr, AOyZhr Am{U AOyZ Var{Q>Hy$Z AmhoV.

~a§, Ag AgVmZmM ho g~§Y ’$º$ ‘VXmZmnwaVoM AmhoV,Aghr H$mhr Zmhr. bmoH$m§Zm Vo nj ‘VXmZmnbrH$S>o OdiModmQ>VmV. maVmÀ`m Ñï>rZo hr O‘oMr ~mOyM Amho. O‘oMr mgmR>rH$s, njm§daM§ bmoH$m§Zm CÎmaXm`r AgÊ`mM§ XS>nU ho Ë`m‘wioAOyZhr {e„H$ am{hb§ ! bmoH$m§Mo Am{U njm§Mo g~§YAgë`m‘wio bmoH$m§À`m ^mdZm§M§, Ë`m§À`m Anojm§M§, ‘Vm§M§H$mhr Var XS>nU njm§da oV amhU§ AOyZhr eŠ` Amho. gmam§e-Amnë`mH$S>Mo amOH$s` nj Amnë`mbm dmQ>VmV VodT>o AOyZVar bmoH$m§nmgyZ VwQ>bobo Zmhr oV.

Ia§ Va amOH$maʶm§Zr {Zb}n d¥ÎmrZoH$m‘ H$amd§, Aer Anojm R>odU§MwH$sM§ Amho. Ag Hw$R>ohr hmoV Zmhr.OJmV gJirH$S>MoM amOH$maUrAmnmnbr gmo¶ nmhÿZ AZ² ñdmW© nmhÿZMbmoH$m§Mr H$m‘§ H$aV AgVmV.bmoH$emhr gJirH$S>o AerM{dH${gV hmoV AgVo. VrM {VMrà{H«$¶m Amho. CXmhaUM Úm¶M§ Pmb§ Va,EImX§ g‘mOmon¶moJr {Z¶VH$m{bH$Ho$di AmXe© CÔoemÀ¶m ~imdaHw$Ur Var IñVm ImV MmbdU§-Agm ‘m‘bm amOH$maUmV ZgVmo.IñVm ImD$Z amOH$s¶ njHw$Ur MmbdV ZgVmo.BWo "ì¶mdhm[aH$ CÔoe'hm ñnï>M AgVmo.

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dmJio : (WmoS>Š¶mV, Amnë¶mH$S>Mo nj AOyZ {ZJaJÅ>Pmbobo ZmhrV!) nU ‘J ho ZmV§... bmoH$m§M§ Am{U njm§M§^maVmVrb ZmV§; ho Z¸$s H$em nÕVrZo {e„H$ Amho? qH$dm VgVo {Q>H$dyZ R>odʶmgmR>r njm§Zr dm bmoH$m§Zr Z¸$s H$m¶ à¶ËZHo$ë¶mM§ gm§Jmb?

nierH$a : ¶mM§ CÎma AZoH$ ~mOy§‘ܶo gmnSy> eHo$b. EH$m~mOybm Amnë¶mbm Ag {Xgob H$s, BWbo amOH$s¶ njñdV…bm gVV H$emM§ Zm H$emM§ Var "àVrH$' ~ZdʶmV Jw§VboboAgVmV. Ago ho nj H$emM§ Var àVrH$ ~Zë¶m‘wio, ‘JbmoH$m§Zmhr Vo Amnë¶m OdiMo dmQy> bmJʶmMr eŠ¶Vm {Z‘m©UhmoVo.

Xþga§ åhUOo, {d{dY ‘mJmªZr ho nj bmoH$m§er ñdV…bm OmoSy>ZKoV AgVmV. gaH$mar `moOZm bmoH$m§n ªV ZoD$Z XoU§... Ë`m§ZmH$mhr nÌH§$ dmQ>U§... Hw$Ur Ia§M OmJ¥V amOH$s` nj Agob(!)Va, ‘¡XmZmV CVê$Z Am{U eodQ>n ªV nmR>nwamdm H$ê$Z bmoH$m§ZmH$mhr `moOZm§Mo bm^ {‘idyZ XoU§... Ago ‘mJ© njm§H$Sy>ZAdb§~bo OmV AgVmV. `m Aem ‘mJmªMo Q>rH$mH$ma AZoH$Xm`mM§ dU©Z "Šbm`ÝQ>o{bP‘' `m gkoZo H$aVmV. ZmJ[aH$m§M§Amnë`m "J«mhH$m§‘Ü o' qH$dm Ia§ Va "Am{lVm§‘Ü o' ê$nm§VaH$aÊ`mMr à{H«$`m åhUOo hm Šbm`ÝQ>o{bP‘! VWm{n, hr Q>rH$mJ¥hrV Yê$ZXoIrb Aem àH$mao H$m hmoB©Zm, nU nj Am{UZmJ[aH$ `m§Mo g~§Y {Z‘m©U hmoU§, ho bmoH$emhrÀ`m Ñï>rZo Mm§Jb§Am{U Amdí`H$ Amho, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§. Ë`m‘wio njbmoH$m§nmgyZ VwQ>Ê`mMr à{H«$`m Wm§~Vo. Iam àý Voìhm CX² dVmo,Ooìhm "J«mC§S> boìhb'da amOH$s` njm§H$Sy>Z OmUrdnyd©H$ {Z‘m©UHo$ë`m Joboë`m `m g~§Ym§V, daÀ`m nmVirda OmVm-OmVmì`mdhm[aH$ A§Va nSy> bmJV§. WmoS>Š`mV, bmoH$m§er AgUmaonjm§Mo ñWm{ZH$ g~§Y Am{U Ë`m§Mo daÀ`m nmVirdarb {ZU© dì`dhma `m§À`mV Hw$R>o Var V’$mdV Ambr H$s, ho g~§YVwQ>ë`mgmaIr n[apñWVr {Z‘m©U hmoVo.

dmJio : ‘J, amOH$s` nj Amnë`m «ï> amOH$s` Am{UAm{W©H$ ì`dhmam§V bmoH$m§Zm gh^mJr H$ê$Z KoVmV, Ë`m§Zm"~o{Z{’${eAarO' ~ZdVmV... Am{U Amnbm amOH$s` ñdmW©Ë`mVyZ gmYyZ KoVmV, Ag åhUU§ `mo½`M R>aob Va...?

nierH$a : ...Vwåhr åhUmbmV VgmM AW© gd©gmYmaUnUoH$mT>bm OmVmo. nU ‘bm Vo VodT>§g ‘mÝ` Zmhr. ‘wimV amOH$s`nj ’$º$, «ï> CÚmoJmVM Jw§Vbobo AgVmV, Ag Zìho. EH$sH$S>obmoH$m§gmR>r H$mhr à‘mUmV Mm§Jë`m `moOZm AmUyZ Ë`mam~dÊ`mgmaIr H$m‘§ H$aV-H$aV XþgarH$S>o Vo "BVa' CÚmoJ MmbyR>odyZ AgVmV. Am{U åhUyZ, Ë`m AWm©Zo njm§À`m «ï> CÚmoJm§Vgm‘mÝ` ZmJ[aH$ gh^mJr AgVmV, ho ‘bm ‘mÝ` Zmhr.

Amnë¶m XoemVrb amOH$maUmVrb Iar {ÛYm BWyZM gwê$hmoVo. åhUOo Ag ~Km- EImXm ZJagodH$, Am‘Xma qH$dmImgXma EH$m doir bmoH$m§gmR>r H$mhr Cn¶moJr H$m‘§hr H$aVAgVmo... Am{U ˶mM doir ñdV…À¶m CËnÞmÀ¶m òmoVm§nojm

Ho$dT>çm Var OmXm ‘mb‘ÎmoMm ‘mbH$hr AgVmo! hr {ÛYm gm§YU§Amnë¶mbm H$R>rUM.

Ia§ Va Hw$UmM§ Zmd KoD$Z gm§JʶmMr JaO Zmhr, na§Vw ¶m{R>H$mUr Am§Y« àXoemVrb "dm¶.Eg.Ama. ‘m°S>ob'Mm XmIbm XoU§‘bm Amdí¶H$ dmQ>V§. Am§Y«mV dm¶.Eg.Ama. aoÈ>tZr Z¸$s H$m¶Ho$b§?... ˶m§Zr M¸$ gñWrH$aUM Ho$b§. H$gb§ gñWrH$aU?...gaH$ma MmbdVmZm, bmoH$mon¶moJr ¶moOZm§gmR>r ^anya n¡gm AmoVyZ˶m bmoH$m§n¶ªV nmoMVrb ¶mMr H$miOr KoʶmM§ YmoaU ˶m§Zrñnï>nUo nwT>çmV R>odb§. EH$sH$S>o ho H$aV AgVmZmM XþgarH$S>o˶m§Zr H$m¶ Ho$b§, ho OJZ‘mohZ aoÈ>tÀ¶m gnÎmrH$S>o nmhVmAmnë¶m bjmV ¶oB©bM! ho Vo "Xþhoar gñWrH$aU'.

...‘bm ‘KmMnmgyZ Oo åhUm`M§ , Vo Vw‘À`m bjmVAmb§M Agob. `mMm AW©~moY AZoH$Xm Amnmnë`m nmVirdaEH$m§Jr AgmM AmnU H$ê$Z KoV AgVmo. åhUOo Ag ~Km-H$Yr Var AmnU EImÚm ZoË`mbm Ë`mÀ`m H$m‘m§dê$Z XodXÿV‘mZVmo, Ë`mbm nÙlr dJ¡ao XoVmo... Va XþgarH$S>o Ë`mbm«ï>mMmamMm AH©$ ‘mZV bmoH$emhrMm {damoYH$ R>adyZ Q>mH$Vmo!Ia§ Va amOH$maʶm§Zr {Zb}n d¥ÎmrZo H$m‘ H$amd§, Aer

Anojm R>odU§ MwH$sM§ Amho. Ag Hw$R>ohr hmoV Zmhr. OJmVgJirH$S>MoM amOH$maUr Amnmnbr gmo¶ nmhÿZ AZ² ñdmW©nmhÿZM bmoH$m§Mr H$m‘§ H$aV AgVmV. bmoH$emhr gJirH$S>oAerM {dH${gV hmoV AgVo. VrM {VMr à{H«$¶m Amho.CXmhaUM Úm¶M§ Pmb§ Va, EImX§ g‘mOmon¶moJr {Z¶VH$m{bH$Ho$di AmXe© CÔoemÀ¶m ~imda Hw$Ur Var IñVm ImVMmbdU§- Agm ‘m‘bm amOH$maUmV ZgVmo. IñVm ImD$ZamOH$s¶ nj Hw$Ur MmbdV ZgVmo. BWo "ì¶mdhm[aH$ CÔoe' hmñnï>M AgVmo. "‘r amOH$maUmV OmVmo, Vo ‘mP§ H$mhr Var {hV,H$mhr Var ñdmW© AgVmo åhUyZM', ho dmñVd bjmV ¶oU§ JaOoM§Amho. ˶m‘wioM, bmoH$emhr hr EImÚm nwñVH$s nÕVrZo H$YrMAZ² Hw$R>oM {dH${gV Pmbobr Zmhr, ho bjmV KoVb§ nm{hOo.

Iam àý nwT>o Voìhm ¶oVmo, Ooìhm "‘mPm ñdmW© Am{U ‘mP§dVw©i ‘r {H$Vr ‘¶m©Xon¶ªV dmT>dV ݶmd§'- ho R>adʶmMr doi‘m¶mda ¶oVo, Voìhm ¶mda bmoH$emhrVrb amOH$maUmM§ ¶emn¶eAdb§~yZ AgV§. Oa ‘r ’$º$ ñdmW© nmhUma Agob Va, ‘mP§dVw©i ho EH$m ‘¶m©Xo~mhoa ‘moR>§ hmoU§ eŠ¶ Zmhr. OJmV Hw$R>ohrnmhm (AJXr AmnU {OÀ¶m{df¶r gX¡d hm¡goZo ~mobV AgVmo,Aem A‘o[aHo$H$S>ohr nmhm...) {VWë¶m amOH$s¶ njm§Zr ˶m§À¶mH§$nݶm Agy XoV qH$dm ‘io Agy XoV, nU ˶m§Mo AVmoZmV ’$m¶XoKoVmZmM AmOy~mOyÀ¶m bmoH$m§Mohr ’$m¶Xo Ho$bo. ‘hÎdmM§ åhUOo˶m‘wio Vo ¶eñdr amOH$maUrhr ~Zbo. J§‘V åhUOo, AmOAmnë¶mnwT>o A‘o[aH$m ho bmoH$emhrM§ EH$ Mm§Jb§ CXmhaUAmho(!); nU ho gagH$Q> Mm§Jb§ åhUVmZm AmÎmm AmnUnm{hbobr Jw§VmJw§V Amnë¶m Jmdrhr ZgVo. Amnë¶mbm Jw§Vm ZH$moAgVmo, pŠbï>Vm ZH$mo AgVo, ˶mV {eaU§ ZH$mo AgV§- hmAmnbm àm°ãbo‘ Amho... Agmo.

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AJXr Am§~oS>H$am§ZrXoIrb KQ>ZmñWmnZoZ§Va {Xbobm Bemam`mhÿZ H$mhr ’$magm doJim Zmhr. "añË`mdaM§ amOH$maU AmVmWm§~dm; AmVm gñWm MmbdyZ àým§Zm {^S>Ê`mMr JaO Amho',hoM Am§~oS>H$a åhUV hmoVo. "nmb©‘|Q>ar S>o‘moH«$gr'Mm-gñWrH$aUmVyZ amOH$maU- hmM AW© Ë`m§Zm Ano{jV hmoVm. EH$àH$maMm "BpÝñQ>Q>çweZ°{bP‘' (gñWmË‘H$ Ñï>r) AgUmao AgoZoVo Ë`m H$mimV hmoVo.

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gñWrH$aUmbm Oo ~i oWrb amOH$s` ì`dñWoH$Sy>Z {‘iV hmoV§,Vo {‘iU§ ‘mÌ Z§VaÀ`m H$mimV H$‘r hmoV Joë`mM§ ‘r Adí`åhUoZ. Á`m doJmZo gñWm§Mm {dH$mg hmoU§ Ano{jV hmoV§, Vmo hmoD$Z {Xë`m H$maUmZo AmnU Iw§Q>bmo... Amnbr dmT> Iw§Q>br. Am{UbjmV ¿`mdr Aer Jmoï> åhUOo, m Pmë`m àH$mamMr O~m~XmarOodT>r amOH$maÊ`m§Mr Amho, OodT>r Ý`m`gñWoMr Amho, OodT>ràemgZmMr Amho... VodT>rM oWrb ~w{Õd§Vm§Mr Amho Am{UVodT>rM Vr g‘mOmMrhr AmhoM!

dmJio : Zohê$-Jm§YtZm `m ‘`m©Xm§Mr OmUrd AgyZhr hoQ>°b|Q> nwT>o H$m oD$ eH$b§ Zmhr? `mbm O~m~Xma H$moU?

nierH$a : EH$ ~m~ m {R>H$mUr bjmV KoVbr nm{hOo, VrAer H$s- ^maVmV Oo amOH$maU Joë`m e§ a dfmªV Pmb§, Vo‘ybV… àñ’$moQ>m§À`m ñdê$nmV Pmb§. Vo gmVË`mZo à{VdmXmÀ`m,à{VH$mamÀ`m Am{U EH$m Q>ßß`mda Hw$Um Z Hw$UmÀ`m {damoYmVAgUma§M hmoV Joë`mM§ {Xgob.

^maVmVrb gmd©O{ZH$VoMm ‘wima§ emoYm`Mm Pmbm, Va Vmo‘hmË‘m ’w$ë`m§‘Ü o Agë`mM§ ‘r åhUoZ. Hw$R>ë`m Var EH$mgmd©O{ZH$ eº$sZo Xþgè`m EH$m gmd©O{ZH$ eº$ser Q>¸$aKoÊ`mMr V`mar- ho ’w$ë`m§À`m H$m‘mV, Ë`m§À`m boIZmV hmoV§.gmd©O{ZH$Vm åhUOo amOH$maU Ag ‘mZm`M§ Pmb§ Va, Ë`mMr

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AmYw{ZH$ ^maVmVrb gwédmV hr ’w$ë`m§H$Sy>ZM Pmë`mMo {XgyZoB©b. ’w$ë`m§Z§VaÀ`m e§ aEH$ dfmªMm AmT>mdm KoVbm Va H$m`

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Zmhr åhUm`bm, oWo AZoH$m§Zr gñWm {Z‘m©U Ho$ë`m. àýZoh‘rM hmoVm Vmo (‘Kmer C„oI Pmbm Ë`mà‘mUo), Ë`mMmbdÊ`mMm! ‘wimV ^m§S>dbemhr ì`dñWoV AgUmam gñWm{Z‘m©U H$aÊ`mH$S>Mm H$b AÚmnn ªV Amnë`mV {dH${gV hmoD$eH$bobm Zmhr, ho bjmV KoVb§ nm{hOo. ‘J `mbm O~m~XmaH$moU?... ‘bm dmQ>V§, ^m§S>dbemhr g‘OyZ KoÊ`mV Ambob§An`e ho `m‘mJM§ EH$ à‘wI H$maU Amho. "à{VH$mamMm ‘wÔmKoD$Z Hw$R>n ªV amOH$maU nwT>o Mmby R>odm`M§, `mM§ nwaog ^mZZgU§', ho Xþga§ ‘hÎdmM§ H$maU ñdmV§Í`moÎma H$mimVrbamOH$maUmV {XgyZ oB©b. B§{Xam~mBªda Ë`m H$mimV Ho$br OmUmarì`{º$JV Q>rH$m, ho "^mZ gwQ>Ê`mM§' EH$ CXmhaUM hmoV§.

{Vga§ Am{U A{YH$ O~m~Xma H$maU åhUOo, ñdmV§Í`moÎmaH$mimV `m XoemV ‘moR>çm à‘mUmda {Z‘m©U Pmbobm ‘Ü`‘ dJ©!gñWm AgÊ`mM§ ‘hÎd bjmV Z oU§, hr ‘Ü`‘ dJm©er {ZJ{S>V‘moR>r g‘ñ`m Amho. OmV-Y‘m©À`m ~mhoa nS>VmZmM (‘YoAgUmam "gñWm§'Mm AZ² g‘wXm`mMm Q>ßnm OUy gmoSy>ZM XoV!)AmnU gwQ>o-gwQ>o ì`º$s åhUyZ amhm`bm bmJbmo AmhmoV, Aer‘mZ{gH$Vm `m dJm©Mr KS>br Amho. B§J«OrV `mbm"B§{S>pìhÁ wEeZ' Ag åhUVmV. Amåhr AmYw{ZH$ Pmbmo åhUOoZ¸$s H$m` Pmbmo- mMm gagH$Q> AW© Omo Amåhmbm bmJbm, VmoåhUOo, OmVr-Y‘m©À`m OmoIS>mVyZ ~mhoa nSy>Z ‘moH$i§ hmoU§...EH$ AmYw{ZH$ Am{U gwQ>r, EH$Q>r ì`º$s åhUyZ OJy bmJU§. EH$"Am°Q>mo‘oQ>oS> B§{S>pìhÁ wAb' åhUyZ Amåhr OJy bmJbmo. ‘mÌ mMdoir Á`m AmYw{ZH$ g‘mOì`dñWm AgVmV, gñWm AgVmV,Ë`m ‘mÌ Amåhr Zmhr A§JrH$maë`m. ‘Ü`‘ dJm©Mr hr‘mZ{gH$VmXoIrb gñWm Z Mmby eH$Ê`mV Hw$R>o Var O~m~XmaR>abr.

dmJio : Ia§M Amho... Amnë`mbm gJù`m àým§Mr CÎma§ hr"ãb°H$ A±S> ìhmB©Q>'‘Ü oM bmJVmV. nU AmÎmm Vwåhrdm`.Eg.Ama. ‘m°S>obMm ‘hÎdmMm C„oI Ho$bmV. AmO VoMh[a`mZm, CÎma àXoe, qH$~hþZm ‘hmamï>mVhr hmoVmZm {XgV§ .`mH$S>o Vwåhr dm`.Eg.Ama. `m§À`m VwbZoV H$g nmhVm?

nierH$a : VmoM Va àý Amho. Am§Y«mV dm`.Eg.Ama.Zr OoHo$b§, Vg H$mhr H$aÊ`mV ho gmao {H$VnV `eñdr hmoVm`V, honmhU§ a§OH$ R>ê$ eHo$b. AmVm Vwåhr {Xbob§ h[a`mZmM§M CXmhaUnmhÿ `m. H$m` {XgV§ {VWo?... CÚmoJnVtÀ`m Am{U ZJa{dH$mgH$ê$ BpÀN>Umè`m {dH$gH$m§À`m XS>nUmImbr X~yZ Jobobm H$m±J«og

nj Am{U {VWb§ X~mdmVb§ gaH$maM ‘bm Var {XgV§. AemàH$maÀ`m n[apñWVr‘wio ñdmW© Am{U bmoH$H$ë`mU `m XmoÝhrAmKmS>çm§da C § R>mH$Ê`mMr amOH$s` j‘Vm jrU Pmë`mMo{XgVo. Xþgam C„oI AmnU CÎma àXoemMm Ho$bmV. {VWbrn[apñWVr `mhÿZ naV doJir. CÎma àXoemV ‘wimVM AgUmarggmYZm§Mr H$‘VaVm hm EH$ ‘hÎdmMm àý {VWo AmhoM. gmo~VM,’$m`Xm Z¸$s Hw$Umbm Úm`Mm- hm {VWo AOyZhr {e„H$ AgUmam‘w»` Ádb§V àý Amho. Am§Y«mV dm`.Eg.Ama. aoÈ>r `m’$m`ÚmÀ`m àýmda "AmoìhaH$‘' H$ê$ eH$bo. gdmªZm gagH$Q>’$m`Xm XoÊ`mMm {ZU© Vo am~dy eH$bo, hm Am§Y« Am{U CÎmaàXoemVrb n[apñWVtVrb ‘yb yV ’$aH$ Amho.

‘hmamï>mMr n[apñWVr nmhÿ m. Joë`m drg-n§Mdrg dfmªVrbBWbr n[apñWVr nmhVm Amnë`m bjmV oB©b H$s, bmoH$m§À`m{hVmMo H$mhr {H$‘mZ H$m ©H«$‘ Ë`m§À`mn ªV nmoMdÊ`mMr H$miOrKoÊ`mM§ amOH$s` H$m¡eë` BWë`m amÁ`ì`dñWoV "hadcoc§'Amho. {Xdg|{Xdg Vo H$‘r-H$‘r hmoV Job§ Amho. gwédmVrbmAmnU Á`m {S>{bìha H$aÊ`mÀ`m j‘Vo~Ôb Am{U BÀN>o~Ôb~mobbmo hmoVmo- Vr hrM!

Oa Ë`mVyZhr H$mhr ~a§ H$aÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$aV àemgZAgob, Va Vo R>rH$M. nU amOH$s` njm§M§ åhUyZ H$mhr H$V©ì`Agob H$s Zmhr? ‘hmamï>mVrb amoOJma h‘r `moOZoM§ CXmhaUnmhm- H$mJXmonÌr AgUmar hr `moOZm Amnë`mbm àË`jmV{Od§VnUo H$m åhUyZ ApñVËdmV Agë`mMo OmUdV Zmhr?..."Am‘À`m JmdmV amoOJma h‘r nm{hOoM', Ag åhUyZ Amnë`mnjmerM bmoH$m§gmR>r ^m§S>U H$aU§ Á`m doir H$m±J«ogÀ`mH$m ©H$Ë`mªZr Wm§~db§, VoìhmM Ia§ Va `m `moOZoM§ ApñVËdgnUma, ho {Z{üV Pmb§ hmoV§. eodQ>r {H$Vrhr Am{U H$ghr Pmb§Var, amOH$maUmV bmoH$m§gmR>r m§S>U§ ho JaOoM§M AgV§. VoM OaWm§~b§ Am{U Vwåhr Oa ImXrMo AZ² BórMo H$nS>o KmbyZ {‘adybmJcmV Va ^m§S>UmMr Y‘H$ Wm§~brM åhUyZ g‘Ob§ nm{hOo!‘J hmVr CaV§ H$m`- Va, Vr BórMr KS>r Z ‘moSy> XoVm OodT>§ eŠ`Amho, VodT>§M amOH$maU H$aU§...

dmJio : åhUOo, `m `moOZm nwaoem à‘mUmV bmoH$m§n ªV ZnmoMÊ`mV njm§BVHo$M Ë`m§Mo H$m ©H$V}hr O~m~Xma Agë`mM§Vwåhr åhUmb? {ZdS>UwH$m Amë`mda H$m ©H$Vm© åhUyZ dmdaUmamEadr "H$m±Q°ŠQ>a' qH$dm AOyZ H$mhr AgVmo, AemVyZM hrn[apñWVr CX² dVo H$m?

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nierH$a : hmo, ho Ia§ . EH$ N>moQ§>g CXmhaU AmnUnm{hb§ Va Amnë`m bjmV oB©b. Vo Ag H$s, AmO H$m±J«ognjmV H$m‘ H$aUmè`m H$m ©H$Ë`m©bm AmnU H$m±J«og‘Ü o Z¸$s H$mAmhmoV, hoM {H$Ë oH$Xm R>mD$H$ ZgV§. qH$dm Amnbm nj^mOnÀ`m {damoYmV H$m Amho, hogwÕm Ë`mbm R>mD$H$ ZgV§.à{ejUì`dñWm gnwï>mV Ambr H$s, ho Ag hmoD$ eH$V§...

dmJio : nU {ZXmZ Ë`m H$m ©H$Ë`m©bm Amnbm nj Z¸$sHw$R>cm, ho ‘mhrV AgU§, hoM AmO nwaog Zmhr H$m?...

nierH$a : Zmhr, åhUOo AJXrM `m ~m~VrV Ag WoQ>åhUVm oB©b H$m Zmhr, ho Aä`mgb§ nm{hOo. na§Vw, Oo nj ’w$Q>VMmbbo AmhoV, Ë`m§À`m ~m~VrV ho {Z{üV bmJy nS>V§. åhUOoEHo$ H$miMm OZVm Xb qH$dm OwZo g‘mOdmXrM nmhm. `mXmohm|À`mhr ~m~VrV "Amnb§ ApñVËd Z¸$s H$m Amho'- hm àýË`m§Zm AZ² Ë`m§À`m H$m ©H$Ë`mªZm Voìhmhr nS>bobm hmoVmM! ho ‘rHo$di H$m±J«og~ÔbM Q>rHo$M§ ~mobVmo Ag Zmhr Va, AmO hoVWmH${WV "{dMmam§Zr MmbUmè`m' ^mOngma»`m njmbmhr{VVH§$M bmJy Amho, Ag ‘r åhUoZ. {deofV… Á`m bjUr`JVrZo ^mOnZo Amnë`m y{‘Ho$V AZ² ‘yb yV aMZoV ~Xb Ho$boAmhoV, Vo nmhVm H$m ©H$Ë`mªM§ AOmUVonU ho A{YH$M R>iH$nUonwT>o oU§ gmh{OH$ R>aob. AmO ^mOn‘ܶo AgUmè`m EImÚmVéU H$m ©H$Ë`m©bm njmV Ë`mÀ`m AgÊ`mMm Z¸$s amOH$s` AW©H$m`, ho gm§JVm oB©b H$m- hm àý Amho.

dmJio : Vwåhr AmÎmm EH$m J§ ra ‘wÚmH$S>o bj doYb§ .Odinmg gJù`mM njm§V AmO hrM n[apñWVr Agë`mM§{XgV§ . "‘r A‘wH$ EH$ {dMma ‘mZVmo Am{U ‘m§Sy> ~KVmo, åhUyZ‘r A‘wH$ EH$m njmV Amho'- hm {dMma AmVm OdiOdiZm‘eofM Pmbm Amho. AmOÀ`m Amnë`m Y‘©{ZanojVm...Y‘mªYVm... qhXþËddmX `mdarb MMm©hr {Zìdi dadaÀ`mMPmë`m AmhoV, Ag Vwåhmbm dmQ>V§ H$m?

nierH$a : ...nwÝhm EH$Xm ‘r ‘KmerM CX²Y¥V Pmboë`m"ì`dgm`' `m eãXà`moJmMm AmYma CÎmamXmIb KoB©Z.amOH$maUmH$S>o Ho$di ì`dgm` åhUyZ nm{hb§ OmÊ`mVyZ ho AgKS>V AgV§. Vg amOH$maUmH$S>o ì`dgm` åhUyZ nmhU§ H$mhrMwH$sM§ Zmhr. na§Vw Ë`mH$S>o {Zìdi ì`dgm` åhUyZ nmhm`bmgwédmV Ho$br H$s, ‘J Vwåhr Hw$R>À`m amOH$s` njmV AmhmV,`mbm ‘hÎd amhV§M Hw$R>o?... qH$~hþZm, VgM H$mhr ‘hÎdam{hb§M Va; Ë`m doir Á`m H$moUË`m njmVyZ "gYtÀ`m' nm`è`mMQ>MQ> CnbãY hmoVrb, Ë`m njmH$S>oM PwH$Ê`mMo {heo~ gwê$hmoVmV.

PQ>nQ> njm§Va H$aUmao Am‘Xma, ImgXma, ‘§Ìr `m§Mr

Ho$di N>moQ>çm-N>moQ>çm KQ>H$m§‘Yrb( w{ZQ²g) dmB©Q> amOH$maU nmhÿZamOH$maUmM§ gagH$Q> ‘yë`‘mnZ H$aU§MwH$sM§ R>aob. AmVm Vw‘À`m VrW© mÌmKS>dUmè`m H$m ©H$Ë`m©M§M CXmhaU nmhm.Ë`mbm H$Xm{MV Amnë`mbm Ano{jVAgUmar O‘mVdmXmMr qH$dmY‘©{ZanojVoMr ì`m»`m O‘V Zgob.Vr ^mfmhr oV Zgob. nU, Agmhm H$m ©H$Vm© X§Jbtgma»`m àgJrZ¸$s H$m` ~a§ nmdb§ CMbVmo,`mZwgma Ë`mMr d¡Mm[aH$ y{‘H$mg‘OyZ KoU§, ho Amnb§ H$m‘ AgV§;Agb§ nm{hOo. (Ago H$m ©H$V} E‘.E.nm°{b{Q>Šg H$ê$Z goŠ wb°[aP‘ {eH$boboAä`mgH$ ZgVmV! Ë`m‘wio R>adyZ EImÚmg¡Õm§{VH$ AZ² d¡Mm[aH$ y{‘Ho$VyZM VoH$mhr H$aVrb, Ag Zmhr.)

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CXmhaU§ hd§ Va AmnU R>ody m ~mOybm. nU hm ì`mdgm{`H$(!)Ñ{ï>H$moZ H$m ©H$Ë`mª‘Ü ohr AgVmoM AgVmo. {deof åhUOo,(àemgZmV OmD$ BpÀN>Umè`m EH$m g‘wXm`mà‘mUoM!)amOH$maUmV oVmZmÀ`m EÝQr nm°B§Q>bm, àË oH$mbm "XoemMr godmH$aÊ`mgmR>r'M dJ¡ao `m`M§ AgV§. AmgnmgÀ`m AñdñWVoVEH$ hñVjon H$aÊ`mMr ‘Zmo‘Z Amg àË oH$mMrM AgVo. nUnwT>À`m Q>ßß`mda hm XoegodoMm ‘wÔm hiyhiy ~mOybm nS>V OmD$ZH$moUË`m gYr Hw$R>o, {H$Vr Am{U {H$Vr doJmZo {‘iUma AmhoV, mJ{UVmÀ`m {XeoZo àdmg gwê$ hmoVmo. åhUyZ ‘J gYtÀ`m emoYmW©njm§Va H$aU§ qH$dm {dMmagaUrM§ {deof ‘hÎd Z amhU§, ho àH$magwê$ hmoVmV. àJVrÀ`m {eS>çm MT>Ê`mgmR>r ‘J Aerì`mdgm{`H$Vm gwê$ Ho$cr OmVo.

ì`mdgm{`H$Vm (àmo’o$eZ°{bP‘) dmB©Q> ZgVo. {VMr MwH$sMrdmQ> MmoImibr OmU§, ho dmB©Q> AgV§. H$g Var AZ² H$mhr VarH$ê$Z doi {Z^mdyZ ZoU§... Ë`mgmR>r dmÅ>ob Ë`m ‘mJmªMm Adb§~H$aU§, mVyZ "Z¸$b ì`mdgm{`H$VoM§' nod ’w$Q>V AgV§. AWm©V,ho àH$ma ’$º$ amOH$maUmVM AmhoV Ag Zmhr, Vo gmd©{ÌH$AmhoV. AJXr Amnë`m ì`dgm`mMr JaO AZ² ‘mJUr åhUyZHw$R>Mmhr Aä`mg ‘mJo ZgUma§, Hw$R>Mmhr XOm© ZgUma§ EImX§nwñVH$ qH$dm Am§Vaamï>r` OZ©ëg‘YyZ Amnbo emoY{Z~§Y(?)Ho$di AmoiIrMm J¡admna H$ê$Z N>mnyZ KoUmao Am‘À`mVboMH$mhr àmÜ`mnH$... Vo AmÎmmM C„oI Pmbm Vgo amOH$maUr... hoAgo Z¸$b ì`mdgm{`H$Vm A§Jr ^ê$Z Agbobo gmd©{ÌH$M

AmhoV!dmJio : ...Vwåhr dmnaUma ZgbmV Var ‘r AY…nVZ hm

eãX nwÝhm dmnaUma Amho. AmÎmm Vwåhr Oo H$mhr ‘m§S>b§V, Ë`md¡Mm[aH$ AY…nVZmdaMm Cnm` Var H$m`?

nierH$a : Ia§ gm§Jy H$m?... "`mda Cnm` H$m`' m àýmM§CÎma ‘mÂ`mH$S>o Zmhr. Ë`mhr nwT>o OmV ‘r åhUoZ H$s, Vg CÎmaHw$UmH$S>oM Zgmd§gwÕm. `m‘mJM§ gmY§ H$maU åhUOo, bmoH$emhramOH$maUmV XþéñVr H$er H$amdr, mMo Cnm` ~mhoê$Z oD$ eH$VZmhrV; Vo Cnm` amOH$maUmÀ`m à{H«$ oVyZM oV AgVmV. J§‘VåhUOo, Ag H$mhr ñnï> gm§{JVb§ H$s, Vo ghgm Hw$Umbm nQ>VZmhr.

‘mP§ ‘mÌ ‘V AgM Amho H$s, amOH$maUmV àË`j Am{UWoQ> dmda ZgVmZm amOH$maUmda ^mî` H$ê$ nmhU§ qH$dm Vo H$ggwYmaob, `mMr y{‘H$m ‘m§S>V amhU§ ho VÁk åhUyZgwÕm‘`m©{XVM R>aV§. qH$~hþZm, Vg Vo AeŠ`àm`M Amho.amOH$maUmÀ`m ñdV…À`m A§VJ©V JVr-emómVyZM Ë`mM§ OoH$mhr ^b§-~wa§ ìhm`M§ Agob Vo hmoD$ eHo$b. ‘J VramOH$maUmMr àJVr Agy XoV, dm Vwåhr åhUmbmV Vg AY…nVZAgy XoV!

dmJio : Amnmnë`m ‘VXmagKmVrb bmoH$m§Zm VrW© mÌmdJ¡ao KS>dyZ, Vr ìhmoQ>~±H$ n¸$s H$ê$ nmhUmè`m gÜ`mÀ`m"{dMmagaUr'{df`rM§ Vw‘M§ {dícofU H$m`? d¡Mm[aH$VoMm A§VhmoÊ`mVrbM hmhr EH$ àH$ma ‘mZVm oB©b?

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nierH$a : ‘bm dmQ>V§, Ho$di N>moQ>çm-N>moQ>çmKQ>H$m§‘Yrb ( w{ZQ²g) dmB©Q> amOH$maU nmhÿZ amOH$maUmM§gagH$Q> ‘yë`‘mnZ H$aU§ MwH$sM§ R>aob. AmVm Vw‘À`m VrW© mÌmKS>dUmè`m H$m ©H$Ë`m©M§M CXmhaU nmhm. Ë`mbm H$Xm{MVAmnë`mbm Ano{jV AgUmar O‘mVdmXmMr qH$dmY‘©{ZanojVoMr ì`m»`m O‘V Zgob. Vr mfmhr oV Zgob. nU,Agm hm H$m ©H$Vm© X§Jbtgma»`m àgJr Z¸$s H$m` ~a§ nmdb§CMbVmo, mZwgma Ë`mMr d¡Mm[aH$ y{‘H$m g‘OyZ KoU§, ho Amnb§H$m‘ AgV§; Agb§ nm{hOo. (Ago H$m ©H$V} E‘.E. nm°{b{Q>ŠgH$ê$Z goŠ wb°[aP‘ {eH$bobo Aä`mgH$ ZgVmV! Ë`m‘wio R>adyZEImÚm g¡Õm§{VH$ AZ² d¡Mm[aH$ y{‘Ho$VyZM Vo H$mhr H$aVrb,Ag Zmhr. åhUyZM Vo g‘OyZ KoU§ A{YH$ JaOoM§ R>aV§.)

‘J AmVm Ë`m AWm©Zo gmYmaUV… VrZ àH$maMo H$m ©H$V}Amnë`m nwT>çmV {Xgy eH$Vrb. EH$ Vmo- Omo X§Jb H$aVmo,X§Jbrbm hmV^ma bmdVmo; ‘wÔm‘ ‘hmAmaVr dJ¡ao H$aVmo,bmD$S>ñnrH$a bmdVmo. Aem `m H$m ©H$Ë`m©À`m Z§VaMm XþgamàH$ma åhUOo Vmo- Omo Amnmnb§ AZ² O‘ob VodT>§ H$m‘ H$aUmamAgVmo; X§Jb H$aV Zmhr, Ë`m H$mimV em§V Var ~gVmo. Am{U{Vgam àH$ma åhUOo Vmo- Omo X§Jb Wm§~dm`bm... Pmb§M Vahmoaniboë`m X§JbJ«ñVm§Zm ‘XV H$am`bmhr OmVmo.

‘bm Ag dmQ>V§ H$s, ì`dhmamV Ooìhm AmnU `mH$m ©H$Ë`mªM§ ApñVËd ‘mÝ` H$aVmo, Voìhm ‘J Ë`m§À`mgmR>rAmnU Or {d{eï>> Zmd§ dmnaVmo, Vr {‘Ï`m åhUVm `m`Mr

ZmhrV. AmÎmm AmnU nm{hbobo H$m ©H$Ë`mªMo àH$ma åhUOo Ia§Va- "Y‘mªY qH$dm O‘mVdmXr' "‘Ü`‘‘mJu', Am{U Y‘©{Zanojhr Vr Zmd§ AmhoV!

‘J EH$ amÁ`emómMm {dÚmWu åhUyZ ‘mP§ H$m‘ H$m`?...Va, {dñH$irV Am{U Jm|YimMr dmQ>Umar hr Or AmOy~mOyMrn[apñWVr Amho, Vr Hw$R>ë`m Var EH$m nÕVera Am{U{dícofUmË‘H$ Mm¡H$Q>rV ‘m§Sy>Z nmhU§- ho ‘mP§ Ia§ H$m‘. EH$mAWm©Zo Vo "hm`nmoWo{Q>H$b' AgV§, hohr Ia§ Amho. nU, Ë`mÀ`mAmYmao amOH$maUmMm EH$ AW© {ZXmZ g‘OyZ KoÊ`mMr gwédmVVar hmoD$ eH$Vo. AÝ`Wm, amOH$maU åhUOo ’$º$ H$mañWmZ§...amOH$maU åhUOo ’$º$ JmdJw§S>r... amOH$maU åhUOo ’$º$JwÝhoJmar Ago AmYrM AgUmao J¡ag‘O A{YH$M àM{cVhmoÊ`mMm YmoH$m g‘mOmbm Amho, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§.

dmJio : ‘bm AmÎmm Vw‘À`m m nwñVH$mVrb XmoZ ‘hÎdmÀ`mKQ>Zm§H$S>o `m`M§ . n{hbr 1975 Mr, Ooìhm AmUr~mUr bmJyPmbr. Xþgar 1992 Mr, Ooìhm ~m~ar ‘erX nmS>Ê`mV Ambr.n{hbrMm g~§Y H$m±J«oger, XþgarMm mOner hmoVm. m XoemÀ`mñdmV§Í`moÎma dmQ>MmbrVrb m XmoÝhr KQ>Zm§Zm Vwåhr "Eo{Vhm{gH$'Ag g~moYb§ Amho. `mM§ {dícofU Vwåhr H$g H$amb?...

nierH$a : gm§JVmo. nwñVH$mV ‘r, "^maVmÀ`mbmoH$emhrMr JmS>r XmoZXm éimdê$Z Kgabr, Vr `m XmoZKQ>Zm§À`m doir...'- Ag åhQ>b§ . `mM§ H$maU Ag H$s,‘KmMnmgyZ AmnU ~mobVmo AmhmoV Ë`mà‘mUo `m bmoH$emhr

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ì`dñWoMo ñdV…Mo åhUyZ {H$Vrhr Jw§Vo Agbo Varhr, H$mhr{H$‘mZ Jmoï>r m bmoH$emhrVhr eodQ>r J¥hrV Yaboë`m Agmì`mMbmJVmV. m Jmoï>r Ooìhm Vwåhr gmoS>Vm, Xþb©{jVm... Voìhm Vw‘MrJmS>r éimdê$Z Kgabr, Ag åhUU§ ^mJ R>aV§.

1975 À`m AmUr~mUrM§ nmhm. Ë`m doir AmUr~mUr OmhraH$aU§ Am{U Á`m nÕVrZo {VMr A§‘b~OmdUr Pmbr, VrA§‘b~OmdUr H$aU§- `m XmoÝhr Jmoï>r ‘mÂ`m ‘Vo, ^maVmÀ`mbmoH$emhrÀ`m dmQ>MmbrVrb EH$ ‘hÎdmMm ~«oH$ hmoË`m. I§S>hmoË`m. AmUr~mUr bmJy H$aÊ`mgmaIr n[apñWVr Voìhm IamoIaMAmbr hmoVr qH$dm Zmhr, hm dmXmMm ‘wÔm Amho. AmUr~mUr bmJyH$aU§ Ë`m doir JaOoM§ hmoV§, Ag ‘mZUmaohr AZoH$ OU AmOAmhoV. nU Vmo ‘wÔm AmÎmmnwaVm ~mOybm R>ody AmnU. `m gmè`mJmoï>r bjmV KoD$ZgwÕm, ‘§{Ì‘§S>imer MMm© Z H$aVm, ‘Ü`amÌr;amï>nVtMr ghr KoD$Z, KmB©KmB©Zo AmUr~mUr bmJy H$ê$Z,{X„rVrb dV©‘mZnÌm§Mr drO VmoS>U§- ho bmoH$emhrÀ`m ì`m» oV~gV§, Ag ‘bmM Zìho; Va AmÎmmÀ`m Q>ßß`mda em§V S>moH§$ R>odyZ{dMma Ho$bm Va, Hw$Umbmhr dmQy> eH$Uma Zmhr! Á`m nÕVrZoamOH$s` H$m ©H$Ë`mªMo AQ>H$gÌ Pmco... ‘J Vo AJXr amï>r`ñd §godH$ gKmMo Agy XoV qH$dm AmUIrZ Hw$Ur... nU VonmhVm, amOH$s` H$m © H$aÊ`m~Ôb Hw$Umbm Vwåhr AQ>H$ H$aUmaAgmb, Va `m XoemVrb bmoH$emhr Kgaë`mM§ Vo bjU Amho,AgM ‘r åhUoZ.

XþgarH$S>o ~m~ar {dÜd§g. ~m~ar ‘yiMr ‘erX H$m XoD$i...Vr Z¸$s Hw$UmMr... {VWo XoD$i ìhmd§ qH$dm Zmhr... ho gJioamOH$s` Am{U dmXJ«ñV ‘wÔo AmhoV, ho ‘bm ‘mÝ` Amho.Ë`m{df`r ‘V{^ÞVm AgÊ`mMrhr eŠ`Vm Amho. VargwÕm, `mKQ>ZoH$Vrc XmoZ-VrZ Jmoï>tH$S>o {dícofUmË‘H$ Mm¡H$Q>rVyZ nmhU§JaOoM§ R>aob. n{hbr ‘hÎdmMr Jmoï> åhUOo, "BWo Aem àH$maM§H$mhrhr hmoUma Zmhr', Aem Ý`m`mb`mbm {Xboë`m boIrAmídmgZmZ§Vahr hm àH$ma hmoD$ XoUma§ amÁ` gaH$ma Am{U VmoamOH$s` nj `m XmoKm§Zrhr bmoH$emhrVë`m gñWmË‘H$VoeràVmaUm Ho$br, ho ñnï> Amho. Xþga§ åhUOo, nydu A‘wH$ EH$m{R>H$mUr XoD$i hmoV§ åhUyZ {VWo gÜ`m Cä`m Agboë`m‘{eXrÀ`m {R>H$mUr Pw§S>rZo OmD$Z Vr nmS>Ê`mM§ H¥$Ë` Oa Hw$UrH$aV Agob, Va Vo bmoH$emhrer {dgJV R>aV§. Pw§S>rZo amOH$maUH$aU§, ho Hw$R>À`mhr Q>ßß`mda bmoH$emhr ì`dñWoV ~gy eH$Uma§ZmhrM!

AmÎmm C„oI Pmboë`m `m XmoÝhr doiobm- {deofV… n{hë`mdoir (AmUr~mUrV) amÁ`gñWmM Zìho, Va Ý`m`gñWmXoIrbPmë`m àH$mamV gh^mJr Agë`mM§ ‘r AmdOy©Z åhUoZ."{h{~Ag H$m°n©g'Mo IQ>bo AmUr~mUrÀ`m H$mimV Á`m doirgdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb`mV Jobo, Ë`m doir Ë`m IQ>ë`m§Vrb AO©Xmam§ZmgajU Úm`bm BWb§ gdm}ƒ Ý`m`mb` gm’$ An`er R>ab§!"KQ>ZoZo {Xbob§ Or{dVmM§ ñdmV§Í`, ho AmUr~mUrV {e„H$ amhÿeH$V Zmhr' hm gaH$maMm w{º$dmX Ë`m doir gdm}ƒ

Ý`m`mb`mZo gneob ‘mÝ` Ho$ë`mM§ {XgV§. {dgJVr Aer H$s,Ë`m doir AZoH$ hm`H$moQ>© ‘mÌ mnojm doJio {ZU© XoV hmoVr. ‘J`mbm gwàr‘ H$moQ>m©M§ An`e H$m åhUy Z o?... Ë`mM Ý`m`mZo~m~arÀ`m ~m~VrVhr amÁ` gaH$ma, àemgZ Am{U H|$ÐgaH$ma... Am{U `mIoarO amOH$s` nj åhUyZ ^maVr` OZVmnjmM§hr Vo An`e Amho! qH$~hþZm, nwT>À`m Q>ßß`mda ^maVr`OZVm njmÀ`m ZoË`m§Zr `m KQ>Zo~Ôb ì`º$ Ho$bob§ Xþ…I Ia§‘mZm`M§ Pmb§... Am{U "Am‘Mo AZw m`r Am‘À`m H$ømVam{hbo ZmhrV', Ag m njmÀ`m ZoË`m§M§ åhUU§ gË` Amho Ag‘mZb§ Va, ~m~ar {dÜd§g KS>U§ ho amOH$s` nj åhUyZ ^mOnM§An`e {Z{üVM R>aV§. Am{U åhUyZM, Aer gmd©{ÌH$ An`e§{Z‘m©U Pmbr Va, Vw‘Mr bmoH$emhr éimdê$Z Kgabr, ho‘mZÊ`mIoarO Aݶ n`m© Vw‘À`mH$S>o {e„H$ amhV ZgVmo!

gmam§e EdT>mM, `m Jmoï>r H$ië`m Va, Amnë`mH$S>obmoH$emhr Amho åhUyZ gagH$Q>nUo Amnë`m nmR>rda Wmn ‘mê$ZKoÊ`mMr Amnbr gd` AmnU Wm§~dy.

dmJio : ‘KmMnmgyZ Amnë`m MM}V H$m±J«og Am{U mOnMmC„oI gmVË`mZo hmoVmo . Vw‘À`m nwñVH$mVhr Vwåhr Ë`mdag{dñVa {b{hb§ . ‘bm Vwåhmbm {dMmam`M§ , hm H$m±J«og njåhUOo Z¸$s H$m` àH$ma Amho?...

nierH$a : EH$m dmŠ`mV CÎma Úm`M§ Pmb§ Va,"^maVmVrb Hw$Umhr ZmJ[aH$mbm Á`mÀ`mV OmD$Z amOH$maUH$aVm oB©b, Agm Omo nj- Vmo åhUOo H$m±J«og nj Amho.'H$m±J«ogZo ñdV…M§ Am{U Aä`mgH$m§Zr H$m±J«ogM§ Oo J‘Vrera dU©ZH$ê$Z R>odb§ , Ë`mZwgma hm nj åhUOo EH$ "aoZ~mo H$moA°{beZ'Amho. AWm©V Vmo B§ÐYZwî`mgmaIm Amho. doJdoJio a§J EH$ÌAgUmam. `mÀ`m ~amoã~a nwT>M§ dU©Z H$m±J«ogMo Q>rH$mH$maH$aVmV. Ë`m§À`m ‘Vo, H$m±J«og hm nj ^bo B§ÐYZwî`mgmaImAgob, nU Ë`mMo gJio a§J ‘mÌ CS>mbobo AmhoV.

J‘VrMm mJ Abm{hXm. nU, AZoH$ dfmªMm EH$ Eo{Vhm{gH$dmagm bm^bm Agë`m‘wio EH$ {d{eï> agm`Z V`ma Pmbobm hmnj Amho. Ë`mM§ Vo d¡{eîQ>ç Amho. Am{U åhUyZM, "AmVm `mH$m±J«ogM§ H$m` H$am`M§', hm H$m±J«ognwT>ohr AZ² Amnë`mnwT>ohrAgUmam AmOMm àý Amho.

dmJio : AmVm ^mOn~Ôb. EH$sH$S>o H$m±J«ogÀ`mgÎmoMmirg nmgyZÀ`m à^mdmbm 67 À`m doir ’$Q>H$m ~gU§...Vo Joë`m drg dfmªV EH$sH$S>o XoemVrb H$m±J«ogMm EHy$U à^mdH$‘r hmoV OmU§ Am{U Ë`mM doir mOnMm à^md AZoH$ amÁ`m§VdmT>V OmU§... `m ~Xbm§H$S>o Vwåhr H$g nmhVm?

nierH$a : ^mOnMm dmT>Umam à^md hm doJim AgmH$mTy>Z AmnUmbm ~KVm `m`Mm Zmhr. H$m±J«ogmoÎma H$mim‘Ü o OrZdr ì`dñWm oD$ ~KVr o; Ë`mV EH$ ‘moR>m, H$m±J«ogbm n`m©R>ê$ eHo$b Agm, nU H$m±J«ognojm doJim Agm nj åhUyZñdV…bm bmoHo$Q> H$aÊ`mMm (KS>dÊ`mMm) à`ËZ ^mOnH$aVmo ... Am{U Ë`mV Vmo ~è`mn¡H$s `eñdrhr Pmbobm Amho.

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`m `eñdr hmoÊ`mV AZoH$ YmoHo$ Agë`mM§hr `m njmbmR>mD$H$ AgUma AmhoM. Ë`mMr qH$‘Vhr Ë`mbm ‘moOmdr bmJVAmho. nU Amnb§ H$m±J«ogÀ`m VwbZoV doJi§ AgU§ {gÕH$aÊ`mgmR>r Xþgam n`m© hr ^mOnnwT>o CnbãY Zmhr. AmnUH$m±J«ognojm doJio AmhmoV, ho gm§JVmZm Q>moH$mMr y{‘H$m Var¿`mdr bmJUma qH$dm ‘J H$m±J«oggmaI§ Var ~ZyZ amhmd§bmJUma, ho An[ahm © Amho. (Vgm H$Zm©Q>H$mV H$m±J«oggmaImM^mOn ~ZbmXoIrb!)

ñdV…Mr VwbZm H$m±J«ogerM gX¡d H$aV am{hë`m‘wio hm Agmemn ^mOnÀ`m ‘mJo H$m`‘MmM AgUma Amho! åhUOo Ag~Km- åhUVmZm bmI "H$m±J«ognojm doJim nj' Ag åhQ>b§ Job§Varhr; A‘Ho$ Xþgao Jm§Yr, A‘Ho$ Xþgao Zohê$, A‘Ho$ Xþgao nQ>ob-AerM VwbZm `m njmV Zoh‘r hmoV AgVo. `mMm Zo‘H$m AW©H$gm KoUma AmnU?... Va H$m±J«ogZo BWë`m amOH$maUmH$S>onmhÊ`mMr EH$ Mm¡H$Q> {Xbr, Ag ^mOnZohr AàË`jnUo‘mÝ`M H$ê$Z Q>mH$ë`mM§ {XgU§, hmM `mVyZ bmJUmam AW©.AWm©V, Ag AgyZgwÕm ^mOn gmoSy>Zhr AZoH$ BVa nj BWoApñVËdmV AmhoV Am{U Vo AmhoV åhUyZ mOnbm ñdV…M§ AgEH$ ñWmZ R>adVm oU§ eŠ` hmoD$ eH$b§ , Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§.

dmJio : A{Ve` ‘hÎdmMm Agm "BVa njm§Mm' ‘wÔm VwåhrnwT>o AmUbm Amho. ZwH$Ë`mM Ho$boë`m EH$m gìh}V, AZoH$ZmJ[aH$m§Zm H$m±J«og-^mOn gmoSy>Z ho "BVa' gÎmoda `m`bm hdoV,Ag§ {XgyZ Amb§. `m BVa njm§H$S>o, Ë`m ’°$ŠQ>aH$S>o Vwåhr H$gnmhVm?

nierH$a : Vwåhr AmÎmm OmJm§Mm C„oI Ho$bmV. na§Vw ‘bmOmJm§‘Ü o {deof ag Zmhr. Ë`mEodOr AmnU Q> o$dmarV ~moby m.Z¸$s {H$Vr Q> o$ ‘V§ Hw$Umbm {‘iUma Agë`mM§ {Xgb§ `mgìh}VyZ?... Va 21-22 Q> o$ H$m±J«og Am{U 28-29 Q> o$ mOnAer H$mhrer hr Q> o$dmar AmÎmm Var {XgVo Amho. åhUOo nÞmgQ> o$. AmVm `m {R>H$mUr EH$ Jmoï> AmnU bjmV KoVbr nm{hOo,Vr Aer H$s `m àH$maMr Q> o$dmar (nÞmg Q> o$ ^mOn-H$m±J«ogAm{U nÞmg Q> o$ BVa) ^maVmV Joë`m drg dfmªnmgyZ VarAerM am{hbobr Amho AZ² maVmÀ`m àM{bV amOH$maUmMm VmoñWm{¶^mdM Amho.

EH$Xm ho J¥hrVH$ Amnë`m bjmV Amb§ H$s, ‘J Ë`mnwT>M§EHy$U AmH$bZ Amnë`mgmR>r gmon§ hmoD$ eHo$b. AmVm àýoVmo- H$moU AmhoV ho BVa nj?... amÁ`nmVirda amOH$s`

AmH$m§jm AgUmao Oo AZoH$ JQ> AmhoV, Ë`m§M§ à{V{Z{YËdH$aUmao ho nj AmhoV. `mnwT>Mr EH$ B§Q>aopñQ>§J Jmoï> Aer H$s,^maVmM§ EHy$U amOH$maU amÁ`m§À`m Mm¡H$Q>rVyZ ~mhoa H$mTy>ZË`mbm A{Ib ^maVr` Mm¡H$Q> àmá H$ê$Z Úm`Mr, hm H$m±J«og-^mOnMm à`ËZ Mmbbobm Amho. åhUOo {dMmagaUr {^ÞAgbr Var, m ~m~VrV Ë`m§À`m Ñ{ï>H$moZmV gmå` Amho. Am{UåhUyZ ho XmoÝhr nj Ooìhmhr ^maVmÀ`m gX^m©V ~mobVmV, VoìhmVo "A{Ib maVr`'M ~mobVmV. maVmM§ naamï> YmoaU... maV

gaH$ma... ^maVmMr àJVr- Ag H$mhrg. BVa nj,Á`m§À`m{df`r AmnU AmÎmm ~mobV AmhmoV, Vo `m "A{Ib^maVr`'À`m {déÕ ZgVmV, na§Vw Ë`m§Mr `m gX^mªH$S>onmhÊ`mMr Mm¡H$Q> A{YH$ àmXo{eH$ (amÁ`nmVirdaMr) AgVo.

VWm{n, maVmgma»`m XoemV Aer n[apñWVr AgU§ ho H$mhrIyn Añdm^m{dH$ Amho, Ag åhUVm oUma Zmhr. BWo H$mhr njAmnmnë`m amÁ`m§nwaVoM AgUma Am{U H$mhr (Agbo Va)A{Ib ^maVr` AgUma, ho Z¡g{J©H$M Amho.

Ë`m AWm©Zo, H$m±J«ogÀ`m nmS>mdmZ§VaM§ Joë`m drg-n§MdrgdfmªVb§ ^maVmVb§ njr` amOH$maU ho OmñV Z¡g{J©H$ ñdê$nmVAmbob§ Amho, Ë`m AmYr Ë`mbm AgUmar "EH$ njr` à^mdmMr'AZ¡g{J©H$ {H$Zma AmVm am{hbobr Zmhr, ho ‘mÝ` Ho$b§ nm{hOo.

dmJio : Joë`m H$mhr ‘{hÝ`m§V- AJXr ‘oZñQr‘‘r{S>`mVë`m bmoH$m§H$Sy>Zhr- 1996 gmaIr n[apñWVr XoemVoUma, AerM EH$ dmVmdaU{Z{‘©Vr hmoV Amho. hr eŠ`Vm Oa

Iar R>abr Am{U ^mOn dm H$m±J«ogÀ`m ‘XVrZo {Vgè`mAmKmS>rM§ gaH$ma gÎmoda Amb§ Va, Vo AñW¡ m©bm {Z‘§ÌU AgobH$m?... ho Ia§M BVH§$ YmoH$mXm`H$ Amho H$m? pñWa gaH$maMm§Jb§, hr H$ënZm {H$VnV `mo½` AgVo?...

Amåhr Ooìhm amÁ`emó {eH$bmo,VoìhmM§ ‘bm AmR>dV§-Xþgè`m ‘hm wÕmZ§Va BQ>brVrbHw$R>M§hr gaH$ma AmR>-ZD$ ‘{hÝ`m§À`mdaH$g {Q>H$V Zgo... Am{U Ë`m‘wioBQ>brMr AW©ì`dñWm H$er H$mogibr,ho XmIdyZ XoUmar {WAar Amåhmbm{eH$dbr Om`Mr. AmåhmbmAW©emó H$Yr {eH$db§ Job§ Zmhr,VargwÕm "BQ>brVrb gaH$ma ApñWaAgë`m‘wio Vmo EH$ Jar~ Xoe Amho',ho Amåhr {eH$bmo! VWm{n,{VWë`m dñVwpñWVrMm H$m ©H$maU g~§Y‘mÌ AmnU H$Yr VnmgyZ nm{hbm Zmhr.Amnë`mH$S>Mr AmKmS>r~Ôb AgUmarXþamì`mMr ^mdZmhr AemM àH$mamVVnmgyZ ~KVm oB©b.

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nierH$a : ‘wimV pñWa gaH$ma Mm§Jb§ H$m AgV§, `mM§ì`dpñWV CÎma Am{U H$maU Hw$UrM XoV Zmhr. `m‘wio ho àý{Z‘m©U hmoVmV. Ë`m‘mJo (pñWa gaH$ma Mm§Jb§, Ag dmQ>Ê`m‘mJo)H$mhr ‘hÎdmMr H$maU§ AmhoV. Ë`mVrb n{hb§ åhUOo, J§ rañdê$nmMr Am{W©H$ YmoaU§ am~dVmZm gaH$ma pñWa Zgob, VaAZoH$ AS>MUr nwT>çmV oD$ eH$VmV, ho Amho. nU Jå‘V ~Km,‘r AmÎmmM Oo H$maU {Xb§, Vo ^maVmÀ`m ~m~VrV ‘mÌ VodT>§gbmJy R>abob§ Zmhr. Amnbm AZw d `mnojm doJim Amho. Á`mÁ`m doir ^maVmVrb gaH$ma§ ApñWa hmoVr, Ë`m-Ë`m doirBWë`m gaH$mam§Zr A{YH$ ZoQ>mZo {d{eï> Aer Am{W©H$ YmoaU§am~dë`mMm Amnbm AZw d Amho!... Ë`m‘wio ^maVm{df`r~mobVmZm ‘r åhUoZ H$s, BWo Ho$di gaH$ma pñWa ZgU§ hrVodT>rer H$miOrMr ~m~ Zmhr. H$miOr H$aÊ`mMrM Oa EImXr~m~ Agob Va, Vr gaH$ma§ Z¸$s H$m` H$m‘§ H$aVm oV qH$dm H$aVZmhr oV hr Amho.

AmVm WmoS§> A{YH$ ImobmV OmV 1996 Vo 2000 `mH$mimH$S>o bjnyd©H$ nmhÿ `m. H$m` {XgV§?... ^maVmV ApñWagaH$ma§ Ambr, Vmo hm H$mi. {deof åhUOo, "‘°H«$mo BH$m°Zm°{‘H$n°am‘rQ>g©'À`m gX^m©Vrb- AWm©V ‘moR>çm à‘mUmdarbgmH${bH$ Am{W©H$ YmoaUm§À`m Adb§~m§Mr gwédmVXoIrb `mMH$mimV Pmë`mM§ {XgV§. WmoS>Š`mV, ^maVmÀ`m nwT>À`mH$mimVrb Am{W©H$ àJVrMr nm`m^aUrM ‘wir `m H$mimVPmë`mM§ åhUVm oB©b! Am{U Ë`m‘wioM nwT>À`m gaH$mam§Zm{deofV… ‘Z‘mohZqgJm§À`m n{hë`m gaH$mabm, ‘moR>çmà‘mUmda gm‘m{OH$ joÌm§V Jw§VdUyH$ H$aU§ eŠ` Pmb§. gmam§e-Á`mbm AmnU amOH$s` ApñWaVoMm H$mi Ag åhUVmo, Ë`mH$mimV Amnë`mbm Am{W©H$ ’$Q>H$m H$YrM ~gbobm Zmhr, AgAmO ‘mJo diyZ nmhVm Amnë`mbm R>iH$nUo {Xgy eHo$b!

dmJio : Vwåhr åhUV AmhmV, BWë`m amOH$s` ApñWaVoMm{deof n[aUm‘ BWë`m Am{W©H$ ì`dñWoda Pmbobm Zmhr. AgAgVmZm, BWbm ‘Ü`‘ dJ©, gw{e{jV dJ© Am{U ‘w»`àdmhmVbo nÌH$ma ‘mÌ {Vgè`m AmKmS>rÀ`m n`m© mbm XoemÀ`m^{dVì`mgmR>r Mm§Jbm ZgUmam n`m© ‘mZVmV. XoembmAñW¡ m©H$S>o KoD$Z OmUmam n`m© , Ag Ë`mbm åhUVmV.Vw‘À`mgma»`m {dícofH$mZo ñnï> H$ê$Zhr Ë`m§Zm Ag dmQ>Ê`mM§H$maU H$m` Agmd§?...

nierH$a : àý `mo½`M Amho Vw‘Mm. nU Ë`mM§ Amho AgH$s, ‘Ü`‘ dJ© H$m` Am{U nÌH$ma H$m`... ho XmoK§hr"BZŠ wao~b' àH$mamV ‘moS>VmV. WmoS>Š`mV, Á`m§À`mV gwYmaUmhmoD$ eH$V Zmhr, Aem§n¡H$s ho XmoK§ AgVmV!

^maVmVrb ‘Ü`‘ dJm©Mr hr ‘mZ{gH$VmM Amho. VwåhmbmOa AmR>dV Agob Va, AmUr~mUrÀ`m gwédmVrÀ`m Q>ßß`mda`mM ‘Ü`‘ dJm©Zo AmUr~mUrbm nmqR>~m {Xbm Agë`mM§ {XgyZoB©b. gn {‘Q>Vrb, ‘hmJmB© AmQ>moŠ`mV oB©b, JmS>çm doiÀ`m

doir gwQ>Vrb, ‘moM} ZgVrb dJ¡ao... WmoS>Š`mV, EHy$U em§VVm

oB©b Agm H$mhrgm hmoam BWë`m ‘Ü`‘ dJm©MmAmUr~mUr{df`r gwédmVrbm hmoVm. (Hw$Umbm H$emM§ H$m¡VwH$Agob, H$mhr gm§JVm oV Zmhr. Agmo.) Va, Aem `m BWë`mnm§T>anoem ehar ‘Ü`‘ dJm©bm AmUr~mUr{df`rM§ gwédmVrM§"~a§ dmQ>U§', nwT>o Ë`m§À`mM ‘wbm§Zm "{‘gm' m VoìhmÀ`m dmXJ«ñVH$m`ÚmImbr Vwé§JmV Om`bm bmJb§, Voìhm AmnmoAmn H$‘rPmb§. ‘J AmUr~mUr Q>moMm`bm bmJbr.

`mVrb ‘hÎdmMm ^mJ hm H$s, ñW¡ m©Mr AmoT> hm ‘Ü`‘dJm©Mm ñWm{¶^mdM AgVmo. AmÎmmÀ`m CXmhaUmdê$Z Vo ñnï>hrhmoV§. Ë`m‘wio gmh{OH$M EImX§ AñW¡ © Ë`m§Zm nQ>V Zmhr.`mnbrH$S>o ‘Ü`‘ dJm©À`m AñW¡ m©{df`rÀ`m ‘Vm§Zm ’$magmH$mhr AW© Amho, Ag ‘bm Var dmQ>V Zmhr! "Amnë`mbm hd§Ë`m nÕVrZo Xoe Mmbbm Zmhr Va, H$mhr Var MwH$sM§ KS>V§ ',Ag ‘Ü`‘ dJm©bm dmQ>V AgV§. mnbrH$S>o m à{V{H«$ oV H$mhr{deof VÏ` Zmhr.

CXmhaU åhUyZ AmÎmmM§ (Joë`m nmM dfmªVb§) ‘Z‘mohZqgJgaH$maM nmhm. ho Ia§ Va pñWa gaH$ma Amho. ‘J AmVm, hogaH$ma {ZU© M KoV Zmhr Aer Q>rH$m ‘Ü`‘ dJm©H$Sy>Z Ho$brOmVr o. Ag H$mhr Var gVV hd§ AgV§.

Amåhr Ooìhm amÁ`emó {eH$bmo, VoìhmM§ ‘bm AmR>dV§,Xþgè`m ‘hm wÕmZ§Va BQ>brVrb Hw$R>M§hr gaH$ma AmR>-ZD$‘{hÝ`m§À`mda H$g {Q>H$V Zgo... Am{U Ë`m‘wio BQ>brMrAW©ì`dñWm H$er H$mogibr, ho XmIdyZ XoUmar {WAarAmåhmbm {eH$dbr Om`Mr. Amåhmbm AW©emó H$Yr {eH$db§Job§ Zmhr, VargwÕm "BQ>brVrb gaH$ma ApñWa Agë`m‘wio VmoEH$ Jar~ Xoe Amho', ho Amåhr {eH$bmo! VWm{n, {VWë`mdñVwpñWVrMm H$m ©H$maU g~§Y ‘mÌ AmnU H$Yr VnmgyZnm{hbm Zmhr. Amnë`mH$S>Mr AmKmS>r~Ôb AgUmar Xþamì`mMr^mdZmhr AemM àH$mamV VnmgyZ ~KVm oB©b.

AmO 1999 Vo 2004 M§ dmOno r gaH$ma Am{U Z§VaM§‘Z‘mohZqgJm§M§ {ZXmZ n{hb§ (2004-2009) gaH$ma Oarnm{hb§ Var, AmKmS>rM§ gaH$ma ì`dpñWV Z MmbU§... qH$dmAmKmS>rM§ gaH$ma åhUOo Jm|Yi, hr J¡ag‘OyV AmVm Var amï>r`nmVirda Xÿa ìhm`bm haH$V Zmhr. Ho$ai, ~§Jmb, ‘hmamï> `mamÁ`m§V Va AmKmS>rMr gaH$ma§ Jobr {H$Ë oH$ dfª AmhoVM.‘hmamï>mV AmKmS>r gaH$ma AgÊ`mbm EìhmZm drg dfª ìhm`bmAmbrV. (Am{U gaH$maÀ`m AmH$S>odmarda {dídmg R>odm`MmPmbm Va, ‘hmamï>mMr àJVr Mmbbobr Amho!) Voìhm, hr"AmKmS>r ZH$mo'Mr ‘mZ{gH$Vm ~XbU§ JaOoM§ R>aob.

dmJio : Vwåhr AmÎmm ynrEÀ`m n{hë`m nmM dfmª~Ôb~mobbmV. ‘bm Vw‘À`mH$Sy>Z ynrEÀ`m Xþgè`m ndm©~Ôb OmUyZ¿`m`M§ . m Xþgè`m ndm©M§ JmS§> Zo‘H§$ Hw$R>o Am{U H$g ’$gb§?

nierH$a : ‘r `m àýmM§ WmoS§> ì`mnH$ CÎma XoB©Z. Va,EImÚm njmbm Ooìhm {ZdS>UwH$sV `e {‘iV§, Voìhm "ho `eH$em‘wio AZ² H$emgmR>r {‘imb§' `mMm {dMma H$aU§ `m

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njmH$Sy>Z Ano{jV AgV§. àý Voìhm CX² dy eH$Vmo, Ooìhm hoKS>V Zmhr.

hm àý njmÀ`m ZoV¥ËdmÀ`m H$mhrem ~ondm©B©VyZ CX² dyeH$Vmo. Am{U åhUyZ Ë`m AWm©Zo njmÀ`m ZoV¥Ëdmbm, "2004‘Ü o AmnU Ag H$m` Ho$b§ Am{U H$g Ho$b§ H$s, Á`m‘wioAmnë`mbm 2009 ‘Ü o nwÝhm e {‘imb§' ho R>adÊ`mV An`eAmb§ Ag ‘r åhUoZ.

Amnë`mbm {‘imbob§ e H$g dmMm`M§ ho H$ib§ Zmhr Va,Amnb§ `e dm`mM OmV§. ho "`e dm`m OmU§' H$m±J«og Am{UynrE-2 À`m ~m~VrV KS>b§.

Xþga§ åhUOo, "AmVm H$m±J«og nj gKQ>Zm åhUyZ H$moUË`mañË`mZo OmUma', mMm {ZU© Ë`m njmbm AmOÀ`m n[apñWVrVAOyZ Var H$aVm Ambobm Zmhr. amhþb Jm§YtZr njmVrb A§VJ©V{ZdS>UwH$m AmUÊ`mMo à`moJ gwédmVrbm H$mhr H$mi Ho$bo...na§Vw, m CnH«$‘mbm njmVyZM nwaogm nmqR>~m ZìhVm. mMm AW©-Oa H$m±J«og nj Hw$Ur Var AmVyZ Vmã`mV KoVbm` (qH$dm{R>H${R>H$mUr Vmã`mV KoVbm`) Agm KoVbm Va, njmMm ZoVmH$moUVohr {ZU© njmda bmXÿ eH$V Zmhr; hrM n[apñWVrH$m±J«og‘Ü ohr {Z‘m©U Pmbr Agë`mM§ ZmH$maVm `m`M§ Zmhr.{deof åhUOo, ho ’$º$ amhþbÀ`mM ~m~VrV hmoV Amho Ag Zmhr,Va AJXr Zohê$§À`m H$mimVhr hr njm§VJ©V ‘Zg~Xmar dmTy>bmJm`bm gwê$ PmbrM hmoVr. `mMr gwédmV CÎma àXoemZo H$ê$Z{Xbr hmoVr. Ë`m AWm©Zo Zohê$ AZ² amhþb `m XmoKm§M§ ^mJYoEH$M åhUVm oB©b!

Oo Zohê$§ZmgwÕm O‘y eH$b§ Zmhr, Vo Z§VaÀ`m H$mimVrbZoË`m§Zm O‘U§ OmñV XþamnmñV Amho Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§. Ë`m‘wio"nj åhUyZ ZoV¥ËdmM§ An`e' ho ‘bm Vw‘À`m àýmM§ EH$mdmŠ`mVb§ CÎma åhUyZ XoVm oB©b.

dmJio : ...`m XoemV gÜ`m Zì`mZoM EH$ "^m½`{dYmVo'AdVabo AmhoV. Ë`m§À`m{df`rÀ`m Vw‘À`m {dícofUmIoarOAmOMr hr ‘wbmIV gnyM eH$Uma Zmhr. Za|Ð ‘moXr... Za|Ð ‘moXrhm Z¸$s H$m` ’o$Zmo‘oZm Amho?

nierH$a : àË oH$ bmoH$emhrV Á`m-Á`m doir EH$"ê$Q>rZ'Mr AdñWm oVo... EH$ VmoMVmonUm Am{U {Z`{‘VnUmoVmo... Ë`m-Ë`m doir "AmnU H$mhrVar doJio AmhmoV, doJi§

XoV AmhmoV', Ag åhUV `mM bmoH$emhrÀ`m Mm¡H$Q>rV KwgUmamHw$Ur Var EH$ ZoVm CnOV AgVmo. AmOÀ`m KS>rbm ‘moXr hoAgoM CnObobo EH$ ZoVo AmhoV!

Aem ZoË`m§À`m CnOoMr {d{dY H$maU§ Agy eH$VmV. Joë`mdrg-n§Mdrg dfmªVrb ^maVmVrb bmoH$emhrH$S>o nm{hb§V VabjmV oB©b H$s, {VÀ`mV H$mhr ZmQ>çnyU© KS>VM Zmhr o. ‘JAem H$mhrhr {deof KS>V ZgÊ`mÀ`m ê$Q>rZ AdñWoV Agboë`mbmoH$emhr{df`rM§ bmoH$m§‘Yrb AmH$f©U hiyhiy H$‘r ìhm`bmbmJV§. Aem Q>ßß`mdaM, Amnë`m ^mfU~mOrZo bmoH$m§Zmg‘mo{hV H$ê$Z Amnb§ ZoV¥Ëd àñWm{nV H$ê$ eH$Umam ZoVm-

Á`mbm B§J«OrV "{S>‘°Jm°J' Ag åhUVmV- CX`mg oV AgVmo!Agm hm ZoVm ‘J gJi§ bj ñdV…H$S>o doYyZ KoVmo. Vo Ë`mM§

H$m¡eë`M AgV§. Ë`m bmoH$emhrbm EH$ "gmd©‘VmM§' ñdê$n VmoXoVmo. gVV ñdV…{df`rMr MMm© bmoH$m§V hmoV amhmdr, `mMrVOdrO H$aUma§ ho gmd©‘VmM§ ñdê$n.

`m {R>H$mUr ho bjmV KoVb§ nm{hOo H$s, H$‘r-A{YH$à‘mUmV ho Ag gJirH$S>oM hmoV AgV§. gmam§e, ‘moXr ZmdmMm’o$Zmo‘oZZ qH$dm amOH$s` K{Q>V ho `pËH§${MVhr AK{Q>V Zmhr o,ho BVa Xoem§er VwbZm H$aVm Amnë`m bjmVhr oB©bM. nwÝhmEH$Xm (gmoB©M§ Agë`m‘wio) MQ²>H$Z A‘o[aHo$M§ CXmhaU ~Ky m.Ooìhm A‘o[aH$mXoIrb AJXrM aS>Hw§$S>rbm oVo, Voìhm {VH$S>ohrHw$Ur Var Amo~m‘m ZmdmMm "gmd©‘V' AgUmam brS>a V`maMhmoVmo! ‘J bmoH$m§Zm AmZ§Xmly dJ¡aohr oVmV... Amo~m‘m AmnboZoVo Pmbo, m AmZ§XmV. (nwT>o A‘o[aHo$V Ia§M H$mhr ~Xb KS>bmqH$dm Zmhr, hm ^mJ VyVm©g Abm{hXm!)

...‘bm Ag {XgV§ H$s, hm Amnë`m gmd©O{ZH${ejUmMmM EH$ ^mJ Amho. bmoH$emhr‘Ü o Aem àH$maoAMmZH$nUo Hw$UmÀ`m Var H$ÀN>nr bmJÊ`mMr EH$ D$‘ubmoH$m§À`m ‘Zr oV AgVo. Vo Agmh{OH$ Zmhr. Am{U ‘J Aer

‘moXtgma»¶m ZoË`m§À`m CnOoMr{d{dY H$maU§ Agy eH$VmV.Joë`m drg-n§Mdrg dfmªVrb^maVmVrb bmoH$emhrH$S>o nm{hb§V VabjmV oB©b H$s, {VÀ`mVH$mhr ZmQ>çnyU© KS>VM Zmhr o.‘J Aem H$mhrhr {deofKS>V ZgÊ`mÀ`m ê$Q>rZ AdñWoVAgboë`m bmoH$emhr{df`rM§bmoH$m§‘Yrb AmH$f©U hiyhiyH$‘r ìhm`bm bmJV§. Aem Q>ßß`mdaM,Amnë`m ^mfU~mOrZo bmoH$m§Zmg‘mo{hV H$ê$Z Amnb§ ZoV¥ËdàñWm{nV H$ê$ eH$Umam ZoVm-Á`mbm B§J«OrV "{S>‘°Jm°J'Ag åhUVmV-Vmo CX`mg oV AgVmo!

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D$‘u bmoH$m§À`mV {Z‘m©U Pmbr åhQ>ë`mda, Amnë`m H$ÀN>nrbmoH$m§Zm bmdyZ KoUmao ZoVohr {ZnOVmV!

dmJio : Vwåhr ZwH$VmM "B§{S>`Z EŠñàog'‘Ü o ‘moXtda EH$boI {b{hbm hmoVm. Ë`m‘Ü o, ‘moXtMm EHy$U AO|S>m VrZ‘wX²Úm§da C^m Amho Ag Vwåhr åhQ>b§ hmoV§. Ë`m VrZ ‘wX²Úm§~ÔbWmoS§> gm§Jm...

nierH$a : ‘moXt{df`r ‘bm ZmJ[aH$ åhUyZ Oo H$mhrdmQ>V§, Ë`mÀ`mda ‘mV H$ê$Z; EH$ amÁ`emómMm {dÚmWu åhUyZ‘moXtH$S>o nmhm`Mm ‘mPm Zoh‘r à`ËZ AgVmo. Ë`m boImVhrZo‘H$m VmoM à`ËZ ‘r Ho$bm hmoVm. ‘moXr gÜ`m Zo‘H§$ H$m`H$aVm`V?... Va {dH$mg ZmdmMr- {Obm Hw$Ur {damoY H$aUmaZmhr Aer- EH$ T>mo~i gd©gm‘mÝ` Mm¡H$Q> Vo bmoH$m§nwT>oR>odVm`V. ‘moXtMm B{Vhmg nm{hbmV Va, Vo EH$ à{VdmXmË‘H$ZoV¥Ëd Amho Aer Ë`m§Mr à{V‘m V`ma Pmbobr Amho. Ë`mÀ`m~amo~a CbQ> {dH$mgmÀ`m ~m~VrV AgV§. {dH$mg hm Hw$UmEH$m-XmoKm§Mm ZgVmo... Vmo gdmªMm AgVmo. Ë`m‘wio Vo Ë`mAWm©Zo gdmªZm A°pßbHo$~b R>aUmam Agm "{dH$mg' XoD$ nmhUmaogdmªMo ZoVo hmoD$ nmhVm`V.

...AmVm Xþgar ~mOy nmhÿ `m. ho {dH$mgmM§ EH$ ‘m°S>ob XoD$~KVmZm ‘moXtÀ`m hmVr CXmhaU åhUyZ ‘w»`V… Oo Amho, Vo AmhoJwOamV amÁ`. Ë`m~Ôb Vo a^ê$Z ~mobVm`V. AmVm ‘mPr e§H$mAer H$s, ’$º$ (Am{U ’$º$) JwOamV m EH$m amÁ`m~Ôb Am{U{VWë`m {dH$mgm~Ôb ~mobyZ Vo gdmªMo (XoemMo) ZoVo H$go ~ZyeH$Vrb?... gdmªZm H$ÀN>nr H$go bmdy eH$Vrb?... Ë`m‘wio,`mda Cnm` åhUyZ Vo amï>mdmXm~Ôb ~mobVm`V!

Jå‘V Aer H$s, amï>dmX åhQ>bm H$s Ë`mbm BWo Hw$UmMmM{damoY ZgVmo. qH$~hþZm, amï>mdmXm~Ôb ~mobyZ Vwåhr AmnmoAmn‘moR>o hmoVm. gmYr Jmoï> Amho- Vw‘À`mV ^maVmMm OmÁdë`A{^‘mZ Agbm nm{hOo Ag Oa Hw$Ur Vwåhmbm gm§{JVb§; VaË`mV MwH$sM§ H$m`?... ‘moXr `mM amï>dmXmÀ`m Mm¡H$Q>rV BWbm{d{eï> àH$maMm amï>dmX ‘m§Sy> nmhVm`V, ho ‘mP§Ë`m§À`m~m~VrVrb {dûcofU Amho. Ë`m§M§ qhXþËd bmoH$m§n ªVnmoMdÊ`mMm Ë`m§Zr {ZdS>bobm ‘mJ© hm amï>dmXmMm Amho! hmË`m§Mm ‘mJ© BWë`m EH$m ‘moR>çm OZg‘wXm`mbm ñdrH$mamh© hmoD$eH$Vmo, Aghr ‘bm dmQ>V§.

AmVm {Vgar ~mOy. ho EdT>§ gma§ H$ê$Zhr ‘moXtZm nwaog ~hþ‘V{‘iobM `mMr h‘r Zgë`m‘wio Am{U BWë`m ‘Ü`‘ dJm©bmEHy$UM H$m±J«ogMm ~amM amJ Agë`m‘wio ‘moXtZr {Vgar KmofUm{Xbr Amho : "H$m±J«og‘wº$ amOZrVr'- Ë`m‘wio {dH$mg, qhXÿamï>dmX Am{U H$m±J«og‘wº$ amOZrVr Aem VrZ ’$ù`m§daVr ‘moXrAmnb§ Am½ w©‘|Q> ~oVVm`V. bmoH$m§À`m ‘ZmV ñWmZ {‘idynmhVm`V...

AmVm Amnë`m{df`r. m gJù`m àH$mamV AmnU EH$ Jmoï>H$Yrhr {dgaVm H$m‘m Z o. AmnU Ë`m S>o‘°Jm°JÀ`m- AWm©VAem ^mfU~mO ZoË`mÀ`m ~mOyZo Agmo qH$dm {déÕ AgVmo...

nU Ë`mbm Ë`mMo ho VrZ doJdoJio gXoe VrZ doJdoJù`màH$maÀ`m bmoH$m§V Am{U {R>H$mUr ’$aH$ H$ê$Z XoVm oVmV, hoË`mM§ H$m¡eë`; åhUOo Vr Jmoï>- Or AmnU H$Yrhr {dgaVmH$m‘m Z o!

ZwH$V§M ‘moXtZr {X„rVë`m EH$m E{bQ> H$m°boO‘Ü o {Xbob§^mfU AmR>dm. (AJXr KamVgwÕm Q>m` KmbyZ ~gUmè`m AembmoH$m§M§...) Vo ‘°ZoO‘|Q>M§ H$m°boO hmoV§. Ë`m‘wio ‘moXtM§ {VWb§^mfU ho AWm©VM {VWë`m ‘°ZoO‘|Q>À`m VéUm§Zm ñ’y$Vu XoUma§,{dH$mgmM§ ^mfU hmoV§. Ë`mM doir Ë`m§M§ nwÊ`mVb§ Ë`mMH$mimVb§ ^mfU nmhm. gmYmaU ‘gwXm VmoM, nU H$mhr YmJodoJdoJù`m nÕVrZo OmoS>bobo, BVH§$M. {X„rVë`m E{bQ>nwT>o~mobÊ`mVbm Am{U nwÊ`mVë`m ‘Ü`‘ dJm©nwT>o ~mobÊ`mVbm hmH$m` Vmo ’$aH$.

VWm{n, B‘oO {~pëS§>JÀ`m Aem H$m¡eë`m‘wio EImXm ZoVm`eñdr hmoD$ eH$Vmo, hohr AmnU bjmV KoVb§ nm{hOo. Ë`m‘wio,‘moXr Mm§Jbo H$s dmB©Q>... ‘moXr {ZdSy>Z oUma H$s oUma ZmhrV...`mV Jw§VyZ amhÊ`mnojm ‘moXr ho gma§ H$g O‘dyZ AmUVmV, honmhÊ`mH$S>o ‘mPm H$b amhrb.

AmVm CaV§ "H$m±J«og‘wº$ amOZrVr'M§ H$mobrV. `m XoemVë`màË oH$ dmB©Q> amOH$s` Jmoï>rM§ g‘rH$aU H$m±J«oger OmoSy>Z, OaVwåhmbm Hw$Ur H$m±J«ognmgyZ ‘wº$ H$aV Agë`mM§ gm§{JVb§; Va‘bm Ag dmQ>V§ H$s, `m XoemVrb EH$m ‘moR>m g‘wXm` PQ>²H$ZË`mÀ`mH$S>o OmB©b... Aer hr VrZ ‘w»` eó§ ‘moXtÀ`m mË`mVAmhoV.

dmJio : EH$m ~mOybm {dH$mgmMm ‘wÔm aoQ>VmZm XþgarH$S>o qhXÿamï>dmXmMm ‘wÔmhr Vo aoQ>VmhoV. ‘bm Vwåhmbm WmoS§> ‘mJo,B{VhmgmV Ý`m`M§ . ^maVr` OZVm njmZo 1991-92 À`mH$mimV qhXþËdmMm ‘wÔm aoQ>bm hmoVm. AmVm ‘moXr qhXþËdmMm ‘wÔm{dH$mgmÀ`m H$dMmImbr aoQ>VmhoV. Ë`m§M§ ho agm`Z `eñdrhmoB©b? Am{U nyduÀ`m {Zìdi qhXþËdmnojm ho A{YH$ KmVH$agm`Z Amho H$m?...

nierH$a : Oa Vwåhr Ë`m§À`m{déÕ Agmb Va Vo KmVH$Amho! Am{U Oa Ë`m§À`m ~mOyMo Agmb Va `mÀ`mBVH§$ Mm§Jb§agm`Z Zmhr... nU J‘VrMm ‘wÔm ~mOybm R>ody. Ho$diqhXþËdmÀ`m ~imda mOn Ooìhm amOH$maU H$aV hmoVm, Ë`m doirË`mbm AVmoZmV ‘`m©Xm nS>boë`m hmoË`m. AmO nmhVm ^mOn91-92 À`m nwT>o drg dfª Jobobm Amho. H$mhr amÁ`m§V m njmZogÎmmhr {‘idbr Amho. amÁ`H$ma^ma Ho$bobm Amho. WmoS>Š`mV,^mOn AmO EH$ AZw dr nj Amho.

AmO ^mOnM§ åhUU§ H$m` Amho?... Vmo åhUVmo - Amåhrna’$m°‘©Ýg XoVmo, ì`dpñWV H$ma^ma H$aVmo. Amåhr {dH$mgH$aVmo. ßbg- Amåhr Vwåhmbm EH$ pñWa gaH$ma Am{U Apñ‘Vm`m XmoZ Jmoï>r "ìh°ë y-A°S>oS> gpìh©gog' åhUyZhr XoVmo.

‘bm dmQ>V§, ho agm`Z Oo H$mhr Amho, Vo amOH$maUmÀ`m Ñï>rZoAË §V nmoQ>oÝQ> Am{U e{º$embr agm`Z Amho, mV ge` Zmhr!

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dmJio : Vwåhr eãX ’$maM gmdY{JarZo dmnaV AmhmV;haH$V Zmhr. ‘bm Vwåhmbm {dMmam`M§ - 2004 nmgyZMramOH$s` {dícofU§ nm{hbr Va, "gd©g‘mdoeH$ amOH$maU'(BÝŠcw{Pìh nm°{b{Q>Šg) hm EH$ eãX gVV dmnabm OmVmZm{XgVmo. AmÎmmMm ^mOnMm AO|S>m nmhVm, `m eãXmM§ H$m`^{dVì` Agob, Ag Vwåhmbm dmQ>V§?

nierH$a : ‘wimV BÝŠcw{Pìh nm°{b{Q>Šg hm eãX BWo XmoZgX^mªZr Ambm. ^mOnMm qhXÿ amï>dmX hm IamoIaMgd©g‘mdoeH$ Amho H$s Zmhr, `m AWm©Zo Vmo n{hë`m§Xm Ambm.Xþgè`m§Xm Vmo eãX Ambm Vmo ‘Z‘mohZqgJm§À`m H$mimV."^maVmMr àJVr hmoV AgVmZm, ^maVmVrb H$moUVmhr KQ>H$ hmË`m àJVrnmgyZ ~mOybm amhVm H$m‘m Z o... åhUyZ gd©g‘mdoeH$AgU§ Amdí`H$ Amho,' Ag H$mhrg ‘Z‘mohZqgJm§À`m H$mimVnwT>o Amb§ hmoV§. WmoS>Š`mV, `m àH$maÀ`m gd©g‘mdoeH$Ëdmbm^maVmVrb Am{W©H$ YmoaUm§‘Ü o Pmbobo ~Xb Mm§Jë`m AWm©ZoH$maUr yV hmoVo.

...‘J AmVm `m eãXmM§ H$m` hmoUma? Ë`mbm XmoZ CÎma§AmhoV. n{hë`m CÎmamZwgma, Oa "dñQ>© Ho$g {gZm[aAmo' PmbmMAm{U ^mOnÀ`m AmKmS>rM§ qH$dm EH$Q>çm ^mOnM§ gaH$maAmb§M, Va Ë`m‘wio gd©g‘mdoeH$VoÀ`m ^maVmVrb EHy$UYmoaUmbm H$mhrVar Y¸$m bmJy eHo$b. hr EH$ eŠ`Vm Pmbr.

‘mÂ`m ‘Vo, Xþgar eŠ`Vm OmñV Amho. Vr Aer H$s-^maVr` OZVm nj Agmo... H$ë`mUqgh AgmoV... C‘m ^maVrAgmoV... bmbH¥$îU AS>dmUr AgmoV... Am{U åhUyZ ‘moXrAgmoV... m§Zm maVmVrb bmoH$emhrMm aoQ>m H$mhr à‘mUmV VarË`m§À`m y{‘H$m gm¡å` H$am`bm ^mJ nmS>ob! Oar Vo gÎmodaAmbo, Var Ë`m§Zm Ë`m§À`m y{‘H$m gm¡å` H$ê$ZM Zm§Xmd§ bmJob,ho {Z{üV. ‘hÎdmM§ åhUOo, ho Ho$di AmKmS>r‘wio hmoB©b AgZìho. AmKmS>r‘wio Va ho hmoB©bM... na§Vw, Vo EH$Q>o Oar gÎmodaAmbo Var Vmo AO|S>m Ë`m§Zm AË §V gmdY{JarZo MmbdmdmbmJob; BVnV "ao{P{b`Ýg', BVnV à{VH$maeº$s Vo Á`mbm qhXÿåhUVmV Ë`mM qhXÿ g‘mOm‘Ü o Amho, Ag ‘mP§ R>m‘ ‘V Amho!

dmJio : Vwåhr AmemXm`H$ ~mobV AmhmV. ‘Kmer~mobVmZm Vwåhr Xþgè`m EH$m "^m½`{dYmË`mMm' C„oI ~mobVm-~mobVm Ho$bm hmoVm. hm Xþgam ^m½`{dYmVm H$moU?

nierH$a : Ia§ Va ho ‘r AZoH$Xm Vwåhmbmhr åhQ>bob§ AmhoH$s, hr bT>V ‘w»`V… BWë`m ‘mÜ`‘m§Zr bT>dbobr bT>V Amho.bjmV KoÊ`mgmaI§ Ag H$s, ‘moXr gÜ`m B‘oO {~pëS§>J‘Ü oAmhoV Am{U Ë`m AZwf§JmZo hr bT>V ‘moXtÀ`m ’$m`ÚmMr Amho,Ë`m‘wio ‘moXr Ë`m~Ôb ~mobVmV.

Ë`mM doir `mbm H$m±J«ogMm gmdY n{dÌm åhUm qH$dm ‘Jì`mdhm[aH$ ehmUnUm- nU AOyZ Var Ë`m§Zr `m ’$mí`mV ZAS>H$Ê`mMr hþemar XmIdbobr Amho. ‘J amhþb Jm§Yr ho^m½`{dYmVo AmhoV H$m?... Va, Á`m AWu Vo H$m±J«ogMo CnmÜ`jAmhoV, Ë`m AWu Vo Z¸$sM `m XoemMo ^m½`{dYmVo ~ZÊ`mÀ`m

‘mJm©da AmhoV. Am{U Ë`mV H$mhr J¡a dmQ>Ê`mM§ H$maU Zmhr.àý Agm Amho H$s, `m gJù`m àH$mamV AS>MUr {H$Vr Am{UH$moUË`m AmhoV? ‘KmerM åhQ>ë`mà‘mUo amhþbZm Ë`m§À`mnjmVyZM nwaogm nmqR>~m {‘iy eHo$b H$m, ho AÚmn ñnï> Pmbob§Zmhr. Oa Ë`m§Zm hdm Vgm nmqR>~m Ë`m§À`m njmVyZ {‘imbm, Va‘moXtÀ`m bT>VrVhr amhþb Jm§Yr `eñdr hmoD$ eH$Vrb. ‘mÌ,Ë`m§Zm hdm Vgm H$m±J«og nj ~ZdVm Z oD$ eH$U§, hr Ë`m§MrAS>MU Amho.

Xþga§ åhUOo, bmoH$m§n ªV nmoMÊ`mM§ Oo EH$ H$m¡eë` ZoVmåhUyZ Agmd§ bmJV§, Vo {ZXmZ AOyZn ªV Var Vo XmIdy eH$boboZmhrV. {Vga§ åhUOo, amhþb Jm§Yr AOyZn ªV Var "AmV Zo‘H§$H$m` Amho ho H$iV Zmhr,' Ag n°Ho$O Amho.

‘moXtZr {ZXmZ ñdV…Mo H$mhr nÎmo Var Iwbo Ho$bobo AmhoV.Vwåhr Ë`m§À`m~Ôb AZwHy$b qH$dm à{VHy$b Var ~moby eH$Vm.amhþbÀ`m ~m~VrV Vg ’$ma H$mhr AOyZ Var hmVr bmJV Zmhr...‘J Vo Ë`m§À`m pìhOZ~Ôb Agmo qH$dm YmoaUm§~Ôb Agmo!

dmJio : ‘mPm eodQ>Mm àý bmoH$m§À`m MiditÀ`m gX^m©V

"Zm°ZnmQ>u nmo{b{Q>H$b ’$m°‘}eZ' AWm©Vnjm§À`m ~mhoa amhÿZ H$am`M§ amOH$maU,Ag EH$ Iyi Oo ^maVm‘Ü o 1970 À`mAmgnmg {Z‘m©U Pmb§; Ë`mVyZ ho gma§KS>V Job§, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§. "amOH$s`nj ho dmB©Q>M AgVmV. {VW§ Om`M§åhUOo hmV ~a~Q>VmVM', Aem‘mZ{gH$VoVyZ WoQ> amOH$maUmV OmÊ`mMrV`mar Z XmIdVm Vo gwYmaÊ`mMo à`ËZ~mhoê$Z hmoU§, hr XþamnmñV Jmoï> AgVo.amOH$s` nj ZH$moVM, Aer n[apñWVr{Z‘m©U hmoU§ hrXoIrb XþamnmñV Jmoï>MAgVo. Ë`m‘wio Ho$ìhm Var `m MiditZmamOH$s` njm§er nwÝhm ñdV…bm OmoSy>Z¿`md§ bmJob. qH$~hþZm, Á`m amOH$s`njm§Zm BW§ XrK© H$miM§ amOH$maU H$amd§Ag dmQ>V Agob, Ë`m§Zmhr ñdV…bmMiditer OmoSy>Z ¿`md§ bmJob, Ag‘bm dmQ>V§!

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Amho. `m gJù`m amOH$s` nmíd© y‘rda bmoH$m§À`m MiditM§H$m` hmoUma?

nierH$a : ...amOH$maUmV gH$g hñVjon H$ê$ eH$VrbAem Midir XþX£dmZo AmO ^maVm‘Ü o ZmhrV. Ë`m‘wioMiditM§ H$m` hmoUma hm ZgyZ, Midir AgUma H$s ZgUmahm àý R>aob, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§.

XmoZ àH$maÀ`m Midir BWo nmhm`bm {‘iVmV. n{hbr AmhogodmH$m`m©Mr Midi. `mbm gd©gmYmaUnUo EZOrAmo AgåhUVmV. Xþgam MiditMm àH$ma åhUOo àñWm{nV Mm¡H$Q>tÀ`m~mhoa OmV n`m© XoD$ nmhUmè`m Midir. m MiditgX^m©VhrJoë`m H$mhr dfmªV EH$ {Z{íMV Aer Mm¡H$Q> V`ma Pmbr Amho.amOH$s` njm§M§ Am{U amOH$maUmM§ EH$ doJi§ {díd... Am{U`m MiditM§ EH$ doJi§ {díd! nU hrM Ë`m AWm©Zo Ë`m§Mr‘`m©Xmhr Pmbr Amho.

`m ’$maH$Vr‘wio MiditM§ nm{dͶ Va H$m`‘ am{hb§, nUBWë`m amOH$maUmV hñVjon H$ê$Z Vo WmoS§>g Var ~XbÊ`mMrqH$dm gwYmaÊ`mMr Or EH$ VmH$X AgVo, Vr ‘mÌ AmnU J‘mdyZ~gbmo Am{U åhUyZ MiditH$Sy>Z amOH$s` njm§da Á`m OmñVà‘mUmV ‘`m©Xm `m`bm hì`mV, ~§YZ§ `m`bm hdrV; Vr AmOH$mhr {XgV ZmhrV, hr AS>MU Amho.

"Zm°ZnmQ>u nmo{b{Q>H$b ’$m°‘}eZ' AWm©V njm§À`m ~mhoa amhÿZH$am`M§ amOH$maU, Ag EH$ Iyi Oo ^maVm‘Ü o 1970 À`mAmgnmg {Z‘m©U Pmb§; Ë`mVyZ ho gma§ KS>V Job§, Ag ‘bmdmQ>V§. "amOH$s` nj ho dmB©Q>M AgVmV. {VW§ Om`M§ åhUOohmV ~a~Q>VmVM', Aem ‘mZ{gH$VoVyZ WoQ> amOH$maUmVOmÊ`mMr V`mar Z XmIdVm Vo gwYmaÊ`mMo à`ËZ ~mhoê$Z hmoU§,hr XþamnmñV Jmoï> AgVo. amOH$s` nj ZH$moVM, Aer n[apñWVr{Z‘m©U hmoU§ hrXoIrb XþamnmñV Jmoï>M AgVo. Ë`m‘wio Ho$ìhm Var`m MiditZm amOH$s` njm§er nwÝhm ñdV…bm OmoSy>Z ¿`md§bmJob. qH$~hþZm, Á`m amOH$s` njm§Zm BW§ XrK© H$miM§amOH$maU H$amd§ Ag dmQ>V Agob, Ë`m§Zmhr ñdV…bmMiditer OmoSy>Z ¿`md§ bmJob, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§!

dmJio : Or Midi XmoZ dfmªnydu JmOV hmoVr, Ë`m AÊUmhOmao AZ² AaqdX Ho$Oardmbm§À`m Midir~Ôb AmnU EdT>çmdoimV H$mhrhr ~mobbmo Zmhr. AmÎmmM Vwåhr åhUmbmV H$s,amOH$maUmV MiditZm gh^mJr ìhmd§ bmJob. ‘J AÊUm§À`mMidirZo g‘mOmda Ho$boë`m ~è`m-dmB©Q> à^mdmH$S>o Vwåhr H$g~KVm?... Am{U AaqdX Ho$Oardmb m§Zr amOH$maUmV àdoemM§Oo nmD$b Q>mH$b§ , Ë`mH$S>ohr H$g ~Kmb?

nierH$a : Xþgam àý gmonm Amho. amOH$s` njM ñWmnZHo$ë`m‘wio AmVm Ho$Oardmbm§À`m njmM§ ‘yë`‘mnZ AmnU BVaamOH$s` njm§à‘mUoM H$ê$ eHy$. Ë`m njm{df`r Q>rH$mË‘H$^mî` H$am`bm (Vmo nj ñWmnZ ìhm`bm Iyn H$‘r H$mi bmoQ>bmAgë`m‘wio) AÚmn doi Amho, Ag ‘bm dmQ>V§. Varhr, ‘mP§Ë`m njm~ÔbM§ åhUU§ ‘r gm§JVmo Vo Ag- OJmVë`m àË oH$

Jmoï>r~Ôb nmo{b{Q>H$br H$aoŠQ> y{‘H$m KoVë`mZoM H$mhramOH$maU KS>V ZgV§. Vo Zoh‘rM mo½` R>aob, Ag Zmhr. hm njgÜ`m `m y{‘Ho$V Jw§Vbm ‘mÌ Amho.

Xþgao AÊUm hOmao- AÊUm§À`m AmYrhr «ï>mMmamMr Midihr ^maVmV 74 ‘ܶo n{hë`m§Xm Pmbr hmoVr. VgM, AÊUm§À`mAmYr Hw$Umbm Var "Xþgao Jm§Yr' åhQ>b§ Job§ hmoV§. Ë`m‘wio AÊUmho PmboM Va Xþgao ZgyZ {Vgao Jm§Yr R>aVrb!

`mVbm ì`mnH$ Am{U J§ ra ‘wÔm Agm H$s,«ï>mMma{damoYmMr amOH$s` Midi hmoU§ ’$ma AdKS> AgV§.

Aem gñWm§‘m’©$V Vmo {damoY hmoU§ ho EH$sH$S>o JaOoM§ Agb§, VarË`m eodQ>n ªV {Q>H$U§ {VVH§$M H$R>rU AgV§. AÊUm§À`mMidirM§hr VoM hmoV§ . «ï>mMma{damoYr MidirM§ d¡{eîQ>çMho Amho H$s, Vr ñ’$moQ>mgmaIr CR>Vo Am{U VerM Imbrhr ~gVo.`mM§ H$maU AmnU gmaoM `m Zm Ë`m àH$maMm «ï>mMma H$aVAgVmo. Ë`m‘wio Ë`m MidirM§ Jm§ r © ‘`m©{XV amhV§.

AÊUm§À`m MidirM§ EH$ ñnoeb d¡{eîQ>ç VodT>§ hmoV§ H$s,Ë`m§Zr (gJioM OU «ï>mMma H$aV AgVmV åhUyZ H$Xm{MV!)Amnë`m amOH$maÊ`m§Zm Q>mJ}Q> Ho$b§ hmoV§. Ë`m‘wio Ë`m§Zm VéUm§MmAm{U ‘Ü`‘ dJm©Mm ‘moR>m nmqR>~mhr {‘imbm hmoVm. VmoH$mbm§VamZo Amogabm Am{U AmVm Vr Midi Zm‘‘mÌ MmbyAmho.(eãXm§H$Z : ñdßZrc OmoJr)

- gwhmg [email protected]

ph.: 020 25636995

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\$ma _moR>çm à_mUmda JwOamVr ~{Z o n{ü_ {H$Zmè`mZo Ho$ain ªV Joco.{VWë`m ^mfm {eHy$Z {VWoM O_ ~gdcm. AmO Ho$ai_Ü o AZoH$ _amR>r ~«m÷U ì`mnmar

Vi R>moHy$Z AmhoV; Oo _wimV JwOamVr ì`mnmè`m§Mo _wZr_ åhUyZ {VWo Joco hmoVo.nyU© X{jUoV Bñcm_r gÎmm pñWamdë`mZ§Va n{ü_ {H$Zmam Vo nyd© {H$Zmam Agm ì`mnmagwê$ Pmcm. n¡R>Ugma»`m àmMrZ ZJam§Mr lr_§Vr _mJo nS>cr. {dOmnya, JmodiH$m|S>m,

Ah_XZJagmaIr Zdr ehao C^r am{hcr. `m gdmªV lr_§V eha {dO`ZJa hmoV§-~hþYm OJmV n{hë`m H«$_m§H$mM§! Ë`mMr _hVr ^maVr`m§nojm Jmodm _mJm©Zo

AmV {eacoë`m wamonr` ì`mnmar àdmem§Zr Zm|XdyZ R>odcr Amho.{dO`ZJaMm nmS>md Pmcm, Voìhm nmoVw©Jmc_Ü o _§Xr Amcr hmoVr Am{U

{cñ~Z_Ü o ãc°H$ AmD$Q> Pmcm hmoVm.

dmamUgr : 1922

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gw_mamg JwOamV-gm¡amï>_Ü o AmR>dS>m^a OmD$Z Amcmo.Ah_Xm~mX, amOH$moQ>, OwZmJT>, Om_ZJa hr eha§ Oam ~maH$mB©Zonm{hcr- dmQ>oda cmJUmar _hÎdmMr _Ü`_ Jmdohr Ý`mhmicr.gnmQ> àXoe, Mm§Jco añVo (_moXtÀ`m AmYrnmgyZMo), Am{W©H$pñWVr g§nÞ Agcoë`m {dÚmÏ`mªH$S>o amhÊ`mMr ì`dñWm,Ë`m§À`m JmS>çm godocm hOa; EHy$U Xm¡am N>mZ Pmcm. BH$S>oXoe^amV lr. AÊUm hOmao `m§À`m cmoH$nmc {dYo H$mÀ`m_mJUrM§ Am§XmocZ JmOV hmoV§. Q>rìhr M°ZoëgZr AÊUm§ZmMm§Jc§M CMcyZ Yac§ hmoV§. ñdmV§Í`{XZmMm gmohim CaH$VmMAÊUm CnmofUmcm ~gUma hmoVo, WoQ> {X„rV! _moR>çm à_mUmdacmoH$ {VWo O_Vrc, Aer gmYma Anojmhr hmoVr. KmoQ>mù`m§ZrMhÿ~mO§yZr doT>coë`m _Z_mohZqgJ-gmo{Z`m Jm§Yr `m§À`mgaH$macm Z_dÊ`mV- hQ>dÊ`mV AÊUm ZŠH$s `eñdr hmoUmaAm{U _J g§nwAm gaH$ma OmD$Z {VWo Za|Ð _moXtÀ`m ZoV¥ËdmM§amcmoAm gaH$ma oUma, Aem MMmªZm Xoe^amV CYmU Amc§ hmoV§.

AmR>dS>m^amÀ`m àdmgmV Á`m _§S>itZm _r oQ>cmo,Ë`m§Vë`m EH$mZohr Za|Ð _moXtMm H$m¡VwH$/Q>rH$m H$aÊ`mgmR>r gmYmC„oIhr Ho$cm Zmhr. _r _hmamï>mVyZ Amcmo Amho, hm YmJm nH$Sy>Z"AÊUm hOmao H$m¡Z h¡... H¡$gm h¡, {S>n|S>o~c h¡ Zm?' Ago àíZ{dMmaco ZmhrV. gcJ AmR>dS>m^a _cm amOH$s` {dûcofUH$am`cm {_imc§ Zmhr. {gJaoQ> \$ma H$_r Am{U ~hþVoH$ doimKam~mhoa/A§JUmV/añË`mda C § amhÿZ AmoT>mdr cmJcr, Ag§Va Joë`m {H$Ë oH$ dfmªV KS>c§M ZìhV§. _mÌ Varhr H§$Q>mimAmcm Zmhr, "H$maU Xoe agmVimcm Mmcbm`', "Mm§Jcr _mUg§

nmc©_|Q>_Ü o {ZdSy>Z AmUcr nm{hOoV... nU n¡emnwT>o H$m`H$aUma!' ..."Jm§Yr-Zohê$ KamÊ`mMr Eo{Vhm{gH$ O~m~XmarMXoemM§ dmQ>moi§ H$aÊ`mMr Amho' qH$dm "EH$ doi Vo MmcVrc, nUaŠVmZo hmV _mIcoco Za|Ð _moXr ZH$moV...' dJ¡ao H$mhrM EoH$md§cmJc§ Zmhr åhUyZ WmoS>§ hm`g§ dmQ>c§; BVH$m _cm `m f§T>à{V{H«$`m§Mm H§$Q>mim oVmo!

nU _mUyg Kar amhm`cmM Amë`mda Ë`mÀ`mer H$mhr~mocm`cm hd§, hm gä`nUmhr gJirH$S>o hmoVm. n{hcmM àíZMH«$mdyZ Q>mH$Umam- ""AmÎmm H$m AmcmV? AmR>-Xg {XZHo$ ~mXAmn AmVo Vmo OÝ_mï>_rH$m nyam CËgd XoIZoH$mo {_cVm!'' H¥$îU^JdmZ hm `m§Mm cmS>H$m Xod! (H$m, Vo nwT>o gm§JrZM!) _cmYm{_©H$ {df`mV \$magm ag Zmhr- ho H$maU gm§{JVc§ Var,""~hþV ~S>m \o$pñQ>ìhc hmoVm h¡. AmnZo EH$ ~ma Vmo XoIZmMm{h o. _§{Xa_| OmZoH$m H§$ncgZ WmoS>r h¡?'' Aer _Icmer!EH$m {dÚmÏ`m©À`m H$mH$mZo Va "Vwåhr Amnë`m gam§Zm BH$S>MrH$mhrM _m{hVr gm§JV Zmhr', ho gyÌ nH$Sy>Z (JwOamVrV) BVH§$Pmnc§ H$s (JwOamVr oV Agë`m_wio), _rM ""d¡gm Hw$N> Zhr,_wPo ^r _§{Xa H$m Am{H©$Q>oŠMa XoIZm AÀN>m cJVm h¡Ÿ&'' Ag§åhUyZ Ë`mcm gmoS>dc§. AmR> {Xdgm§V gÜ`mÀ`m n[apñWVr~Ôcd¡VmJmMm, {ZameoMm EH$hr CX²Jma Zmhr! àË oH$mH$S>o EH$ZwH$VrM KSy>Z Jococr "gŠgog ñQ>moar' hmoVr Am{U oË`m EH$-XmoZ _{hÝ`m§V CncãY hmoUmè`m Zì`m g§YrH$S>oM àË oH$mMr ZOahmoVr.

EH$m {dÚmÏ`mMo dS>rc Ë`m§Mr H$hmUr gm§JV hmoVo. _wimVì`mnmar AgyZhr Ë`m§Zr ~m§YH$m_ì`dgm`mV O_ ~gdcm hmoVm.AmVm XmoZ _wcJo hmVmer Amco AmhoV, åhUyZ {Zd¥ÎmrMr ^mfmgmoS>m; Vo ì`dgm` dmT>dÊ`mMr ê$naofm {Z{üV H$aV hmoVo- ñdßZ§dJ¡ao nmhV ZìhVo. _moR>m _wcJm Ah_Xm~mXcm, YmH$Q>m (_mPmcmS>H$m {dÚmWu) amOH$moQ>cm. Ë`mZ§ hd§ Va KaÀ`mM ì`dgm`mV`md§ qH$dm ñdV:Mm doJim ì`dgm` gwê$ H$amdm. ZmoH$ar H$am`Mm{dMmahr _ZmV AmUm`Mm Zmhr. _r Ë`m§Zm ~a§ dmQ>md§ åhUyZAm{U Ia§hr hmoV§, åhUyZ åhQ>c§, ""_Zw mB©, AmnH$m ~oQ>mB§Q>o{cO§Q> h¡, ~hþV AÀN>r Vah gmoMVm h¡, XmoñVm|Ho$ àm°ãco_gm°ëìh H$aVm h¡!'' Va _Zw mB© åhUmco, ""_wPo Vmo hr Q>oÝgZ h¡Ÿ&Bg Vah dmo Q>rMa/àmo\o$ga ~ZoJmŸ& o Zht hmoZm Mm{h oŸ& _¢ZoCgH$mo Xmo gmc Ho$ {c o nyZm oOm Vmo hr H$hm Wm H$s VoaoH$mo Q>rMaZht ~ZZm h¡Ÿ&'' ho ~y_a±J _r H$g§~g§ nMdc§, VmoM Ë`m§M§ nwT>c§dmŠ` H$mZmda AmXic§, ""Am¡a Xþgar ~mV o ~mocm Wm {H$ nyZmHo$ ~å_Zgo H$^r {~PZog Zht H$aZm h¡Ÿ& dmo cmoJ {g\©$ ~mV H$aVoahVo h¡, {~PZog Zht H$aVoŸ&''

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Amü`m©Mm YŠH$m, nwÝhm EH$Xm! WmoS>§ ImocmV OmD$Z {dMmac§Va H$ic§ H$s, Zd§ H$m°coO C § amhV§ Amho åhQ>ë`mda _Zw mBªZrJmdmVë`m BVa H$m°coOm§VyZ Ë`m-Ë`m {df`mMo ~hþVoH$ CÎm_àmÜ`mnH$ Amnë`m H$m°coOmV AmUco hmoVo. ""_¢ _°ZoO_|Q>H$monyN>Vm, Vw_H$mo H$m¡Z Mm{h o Am¡a {\$a CgH$mo Om Ho$ nyN>Vm, Vw_H$moŠ`m Mm{h o?'' ho gm§JVmZm Vo ñdV:erM Iyf hmoD$Z hgV hmoVo!

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Amåhmcm {H$Vrhr CÝ_mX MT>mo;JwOamVr XþH$mZXma `m {df`mVnS>VM ZìhVo. Vo nwS>çm ~m§YV hmoVo,nwS>çm gmoS>V ZìhVo. g§ wŠV _hmamï> PmcmVar AmnU XþH$mZmgH$Q> BWoM amhUma,`mMr IyUJmR> Ë`m§Zr ~m§Ycr hmoVr.CcQ>, "VmË`m' Am{U "nmdUm' cmoH$m§er-AZwH«$_o _amR>r _Ü`_dJu` Am{U~hþOZ g_mO- Oam A{YH$M _D$nUmZodmJV hmoVo- {JèhmB©H$ hmVM§ gwQ>VmH$m_m Z o. Á`m {H$amUm XþH$mZmVAm_M§ ImV§ hmoV§, {VWo CÎm_ ñdmJV.e§ a/XrS>eo nJma AgUmè`m_mÂ`m d{S>cm§M§ {H$amUm ImV§ Ag§{H$Vr _moR>§ Agoc? _mÌ AmåhrXþH$mZmV Jocmo Am{U H$agZ^mBªZr _yR> a({M_yQ> a Zmhr) gmIa hmVmda R>odcrZmhr, Ag§ H$Yr Pmc§ Zmhr.

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AmYr {eH$mdm cmJoc hr à{ejUmMr nÕV, Zm°Z-{ZJmo{eE~cAg§ H$mhrM/ H$moUrM AgV Zmhr Am{U "^md Ho$ë`m{edm`gm¡Xm H$am`Mm Zmhr d EH$Xm gm¡Xm Pmcm H$s Ë`m~Ôc VH«$maZmhr' hr {eñV. nmhVm-nmhVm AmR> {Xdg {ZKyZ Joco.Ah_Xm~mXhÿZ {ZKmcmo, Voìhm AÊUm§Mr nmoñQ>g© Am{U H$Q>AmD$Q>²g eha^a cmJco hmoVo. nU "AÊUm H$moU, H$go AmhoV' hoCnmofU gwê$ Pmc§ Var H$moUr {dMmac§ Zmhr! ~hþYm Hw$Ur{~PZogdmë`mZ§M ì`dpñWV "^md' H$ê$Z "gm¡Xm' R>adyZ Vocmdco AgmdoV.

nwÊ`mcm naVë`mda "AmR>dS>m^a JwOamV_Ü o hmoVmo,' hoEoH$VmM gJù`m§Mm EH$M àíZ- ""H$m` åhUVmo Za|Ð _moXr?H$m±J«ogMr hdm Q>mBQ> Zm?''

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JwOamË`m§Zm {dMmacm AgVm, Va CÎma Ag§M {_imc§ AgV§-""XoImo ga, _moXrH$m {~PZog nmo{c{Q>Šg h¡ Am¡a h_H$mo AnZm{~PZog H$aZm h¡Ÿ& _moXr h_mao {~PZog H$mo _XV H$aVm h¡ Bg{c odmo h_mam h¡Ÿ& {\$a dmo Mr\$ {_{ZñQ>a ~Zo `m àmB©_{_{ZñQ>a._moXrH$s nmQ>u Š`m h¡, CgH$s nmo{c{Q>H$c cmBZ Š`m h¡, dmoJwOamVHo$ ~mha McoJr `m Zht McoJr- Bg_| Ü`mZ XoZoH$mo h_maonmg Q>mB_ ZhtŸ&'' _moXr-^mOn-JwOamVÀ`m X§Jcr - OmV/O_mVdmXmMm R>nH$m H$moQ>m©H$Sy>Z nŠH$m Pmë`mZ§Vahr {e„H$am{hcocr B_oO ho MM}Mo {df` \$ma Va ~S>moXm-Ah_Xm~mX_Yë`m àmÜ`mnH$m§Mo Am{U JwOamVÀ`m ~mhoa BVaamÁ`m§Vë`m _Ü`_dJu` gw{e{jVm§Mo.

Am{U _cm hr _mZ{gH$Vm Zdr ZìhVr, Ë`m_wioYŠH$mXm`H$hr ZìhVr. {ZdS>UwH$m, àMmamMr aUYw_mir,_mÜ`_m§VyZ oUmè`m ~è`m-dmB©Q> (gÜ`m dmB©Q>M OmñV?)~mVå`m, Ë`m§M§ VËH$mi(!) {dûcofU H$aÊ`mMm Amd AmUyeH$Umè`m "VÁkm§'À`m MMm©, AmaS>mAmoaS>m- hm nmo{c{Q>H$cBH$m°Zm°_rMm dadaMm _wIdQ>m AgVmo. Iar nmo{c{Q>H$c BH$m°Zm°_rCËnmXZmMr gmYZo, àË`j CËnmXZ, Ë`mVë`m dmT>mì`mMmì`mnma, Ë`mVyZ {Z_m©U hmoUmam \$m`Xm, Ë`mMm ~am-dmB©Q>{d{Z`moJ- `m§_YyZM C^r AgVo. CËnmXH$ Vo Cn^moŠVm`m§À`m_Ü o EH$ cm§~cMH$ gmIir na§naoZo V`ma PmcocrAgVo; Vr {OVH$s ^ŠH$_ {VVH$s nmo{c{Q>H$c BH$m°Zm°_r^ŠH$_- {ZXm}f Zgcr Var! åhUyZ Va OmJ{VH$ _§Xr, én`mMrqMVmOZH$ AdñWm, {ZXmZ Xhm cmI H$moQ>r én`m§Mo Joë`m XhmdfmªVco KmoQ>mio, B§YZmMo Xa d D$Om©{Z{_©Vr `m§À`mVco MT>-CVma, amOH$s` ApñWaVm, XheVdmX, X§Jcr `m§V I§S> nS>VZgVmZmhr XoemMr nma§n[aH$ nmo{c{Q>H$c BH$m°Zm°_r {Q>Hy$Z amhVo.

ho AW©emór` {dYmZ {~PZogdmë`m§À`m S>moŠ`mdê$ZOmUma, ho {Z{üV; nU AW©emó Z H$iVm Am{W©H$ Mm¡H$Q>rVcrË`m§Mr OmJm Ë`m§Zm gmnS>cocr AgVo, {VWyZ Vo hcUma ZmhrV.

Ia§ Va ho nmhVM _r dmT>cmo hmoVmo, n{ü_ _wcw§S>_Ü o! _mÂ`mAmgnmg VrZ g_mO hmoVo- ì`mnmar JwOamVr, H$maHw$Zr V{_i/_ë`mir, H$maHw$Zr-H$ï>H$ar _amR>r. åhUOo 1/3 JwOamË`m§Mr{JèhmBHo$ g§nyU© JmdmV hmoVr. XþH$mZmdaÀ`m nmQ>çm JwOamVr,Ë`m_wio JwOamVr AmnmoAmnM dmMVm oD$ cmJc§ (Vg§MAmnë`m à gmaIm A Am{U \$ gmaIm P AgUma§ qhXrgwÕm!H$maU añË`m§À`m nmQ>çm Vem XodZmJarV hmoË`m.). ~mocm`Mrgd` ìhm`cm doi cmJcm, H$maU KamVyZ "Jm§S>m^mBªMr ^mfm'{eH$m`cm CÎmoOZ AgU§ eŠ`M ZìhV§, BVH$m 50-60 À`mXeH$mV g§ wŠV _hmamï> MidirMm Omoa hmoVm. eoH$m njmMo lr.gr. g. gmd§V Va eoOmarM amhm`Mo. Ë`m§À`m Kar "_amR>m' åhUOoVwH$mam_ JmÏ`mBVŠ`mM lÕoZo dmMcm OmB©. AÌo Va ^cVoM\$m°_m©V - _moamaOr^mBªMr oVm-OmVm aodS>r CS>dÊ`mV Ë`m§MmhmVI§S>m! Ë`m_wio _moamaOr Am{U JwOamVr g_mO ho _hmamï>mMoH$Å>a eÌy! Ë`m§À`m hmVyZ _w§~B© dmMdcr nm{hOo, Amnë`mcm105 hþVmËå`m§À`m aŠVmMr AmU Amho; _w§~B©gh g§ wŠV _hmamï>PmcmM nm{hOo!

Amåhmcm {H$Vrhr CÝ_mX MT>mo; JwOamVr XþH$mZXma `m{df`mV nS>VM ZìhVo. Vo nwS>çm ~m§YV hmoVo, nwS>çm gmoS>VZìhVo. g§ wŠV _hmamï> Pmcm Var AmnU XþH$mZmgH$Q> BWoMamhUma, `mMr IyUJmR> Ë`m§Zr ~m§Ycr hmoVr. CcQ>, "VmË`m'Am{U "nmdUm' cmoH$m§er- AZwH«$_o _amR>r _Ü`_dJu` Am{U~hþOZ g_mO- Oam A{YH$M _D$nUmZo dmJV hmoVo- {JèhmB©H$hmVM§ gwQ>Vm H$m_m Z o. Á`m {H$amUm XþH$mZmV Am_M§ ImV§ hmoV§,{VWo CÎm_ ñdmJV. e§ a/XrS>eo nJma AgUmè`m _mÂ`md{S>cm§M§ {H$amUm ImV§ Ag§ {H$Vr _moR>§ Agoc? _mÌ AmåhrXþH$mZmV Jocmo Am{U H$agZ^mBªZr _yR>^a ({M_yQ>^a Zmhr) gmIahmVmda R>odcr Zmhr, Ag§ H$Yr Pmc§ Zmhr. Amnë`m gmd©O{ZH$hm`ñHy$cÀ`m eoOmarM "eoR> _moVr^mB© nMmU amï>r` emio'MrVrZ _Ocr ì` B_maV - nm§T>è`m Am{U JoéAm a§JmV a§Jdcocr(~Zmag qhXÿ {dœ{dÚmc`mMr H$ca ñH$s_, ho Z§Va H$ic§)-{X_mImV C^r hmoVr. _mÌ Am_À`m Ñï>rZo {VWcr _wc§/_wcrnwiMQ>; Jyi-Vyn-gmIaoda nmogyZ Ma~r wŠV Pmcocr. Amåhr_rR>-^mH$a-Voc- MQ>Ur ImD$Z cT>dæ o, {edmOrMo H$mQ>H$_mdio!

Varhr JwOamVr {_Ì hmoVoM. ^mfm `m`cm cmJë`mda VaOmñVM. _r Mm§Jcm ~moca åhUyZ JaO Agoc Voìhm JmoS>nUmZodmJyZ Q>r__Ü o KoV. {dHo$Q> KoVcr Zmhr Va "_oSZ Amoìhago Š`mhmoJm, Xm§S>r CS>m Zo!' Agm AmJ«h-dOm X_hr XoV. ~gë`m-~gë`m Ë`m§À`m-_mÂ`mVcm \$aH$ H$im`cm cmJcm. Ë`m§MoH$nS>o OmñV Mm§Jco, hmVmV EImXr A§JR>r, Jù`mV gmIir,a§Jr~oa§Jr é_mc, {IemV H$m`_ WmoS>o\$ma n¡go; Ë`m§À`m hmVmVKS>çmi§ Am_À`m AmYr m`Mr. _w§~B©-ìhrQ>rcm OmD$Z oÊ`mM§Ë`m§M§ à_mU Iyn OmñV. Ë`m§À`m KamVcr Ym{_©H$ H$m ª cË`mM{X_mImV; Ë`m§Mm ZdamÌ CËgd Amnë`m JUoemoËgdmnojm

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lr_§V. Ag§ H$m, Vo H$im`M§ Zmhr; H$maU _r emioV n{hë`mZ§~ada Am{U Vo gJio Oo_Vo_ nmg Pmco H$s Iyf. Ë`m§MrXodi§hr {X_mIXma. _mÂ`mg_moaM _wcw§S>cm gw§Xa g§J_adar O¡Z_§{Xa C § am{hc§ - Am_Mm Ë`mÀ`mer g§~§Y g§J_adamMo VwH$S>odoMyZ Kar AmUm`Mo Am{U Ic~Î`mV Hw$Qy>Z Ë`m§Mr am§Jmoir~ZdyZ AmB©H$Sy>Z em~mgH$s {_idÊ`mnwaVmM.

^m§S>U-V§Q>m C^m am{hcm H$s JwOamVr cJoM Jm`~ ìhm`Mo;Ë`mVë`m Ë`mV H$ÀN>r ^m§S>Umcm nŠHo$, nU ^m§S>UmMr eŠ`Vm{XgVmM JwOamVr cJoM ni H$mT>Uma qH$dm XmoÝhr ~mOy§Zm _mJoAmoT>Uma. Am_À`m _amR>r Q>r__Ycr ^m§S>U§hr VoM gmoS>dUma-"OmZo Xmo `ma - Vwåhmarhr Q>r_H$m ßco a h¡,' dJ¡ao. JmoS>rVgwQ>ë`mda ñdV:M Jmoù`m, Mm°H$coQ>, {MŠH$s Ag§ H$mhr VarKoD$Z oUma! g§K emIodahr JwOamVr {_Ì \$ma {Q>H$m`Mo ZmhrV.Jm§YrhË oer `mMm \$magm g§~§Y ZìhVm, ho Z§Va H$ic§. H$maUZddr-XhmdrÀ`m d`mVM- 15-16 ì`m dfu Vo KaÀ`m{~PZog_Ü o IoMco Om`Mo. Amåhr nXdrYa hmoB©n ªV ~hþVoH$JwOamVr {_Ì ~mn Pmco hmoVo Am{U KaÀ`m Y§ÚmV goQ>c PmcohmoVo. XmoZ nXì`m§V BVH$m \$aH$! Am_À`m AmoiIrÀ`m AË §V

gYZ JwOamVr Hw$Qw>§~mV EH$ ^mD$ ~rEñgr Pmcm hmoVm, Ë`mcmìhmBg MmÝgcagmaIm _mZ- {ZXmZ Am_À`m g_moa! VgmM _mZAmnë`mcmhr {_imdm åhUyZ _r nXdrYa Pmcmo, Var Ë`mMmgdmªV YmH$Q>m ^mD$ narjm XoVM hmoVm!

g§ wŠV _hmamï> _w§~B©gH$Q> {_imcm Var hm \$aH$ {_Q>UmaZmhr, ho Voìhm H$mhr H$ic§ Zmhr; Vmo EH$XmMm gmR> gmcr{_imcm. g§ wŠV _hmamï> g{_Vr (Z§Va 15-20 dfmªZr amï>r`amOH$maUmV _hÎdmMr nU j{UH$ y{_H$m ~OmdUmè`m OZVmnjmgmaIr) B©pßgV gmÜ` hmoVmM \w$Q>cr. gÎmm _mÌ H$m±J«ogcmM{_imcr. _mJo diyZ nmhVmZm bjmV oV§ H$s, {ZXmZ _w§~B©nwaVrVar g§ wŠV _hmamï>mMr Midi H$å w{ZñQ> nj MmcdV hmoVm.cJoM ñWm{ZH$ {ZdS>UwH$m KoVë`m AgË`m, Va g{_VrÀ`m_wIdQ>çmImcr _w§~B© _hmnm{cH$m H$å w{ZñQ>m§À`m hmVr OmUma,ho CKS> hmoV§. Ë`mMm _w»` VS>mIm JwOamVr ì`mnmè`m§À`mAm{W©H$ {hVg§~§Ym§Zm ~gUma hmoVm, VgmM A_amR>r CÚmoOH$-H$maImZXmam§Zmhr. H$maU H$å w{ZñQ>m§Zm S>m§½`m§À`m ~w{Õ_mZZoV¥ËdmMr OmoS> {_imcr hmoVr; ^m{fH$ cT>çmM§ ê$nm§Va VodJ©cT>çmV H$aUma, ho nŠH§$ hmoV§. ho gJi§ AmoiIyZ gd©

(aoer‘ ì¶mnmar : 1850 Vo 1870 ‘w§~B©)

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A_amR>r ì`mnmar-H$maImZXmam§Zr H$m±J«ogÀ`m dM©ñdmImcrc_amR>r gaH$ma ñdrH$mac§ Agmd§! "VmË`m' Am{U "nmdUm' `mOmoS>rcm Ë`m§Zr S>mdnoMm§V Mmar _w§S>çm MrVnQ> Ho$c§. _amR>r_mUyg hmoVm {VWoM am{hcm. 4-5 dfmªVM {edgoZm C^ram{hcr- Odinmg Ë`mM KmofUm H$aV! Ma~r wŠV, S>anmoH$JwOamVr OmJoda am{hco. Ë`m§Vco Iao {~PZogdmco AmUIr nwT>oJoco!

amOo oVrc-OmVrc, amÁ o C^r H$aVrc, EH$_oH$m§Mr amÁ oOmoSy>Z KoVrc, Zdo _m§S>{cH$ C o H$aVrc, AmS>ì`m oUmè`mamOmMo amÁ` CX²ÜdñV H$aVrc; nU Omon ªV Am_ OZVm Amho,{Vcm AmZ§XmZ§ OJm`M§ Amho, ñdV:À`m {nT>rcm gwImV R>odyZnwT>À`m {nT>çm§À`mhr g_¥ÕrMr h_r {_idm`Mr Amho- Vmon ªVOrdZmdí`H$ dñVy (Á`m§Mr g§»`m H$YrM H$_r hmoV Zmhr,g§ _mMm {H$Vrhr àMma Ho$cm Var) _moR>çm Am{U dmT>Ë`mà_mUmda cmJUma. gd© dñVy EH$mM àXoemV n¡Xm hmoU§ eŠ`MZmhr, åhUyZ dñVy BH$Sy>Z {VH$S>o ZoUmè`m§Mr JaO H$YrM g§nUmaZmhr, ho AmoiIë`m~Ôc `m ì`mnmar dJm©M§ H$m¡VwH$ H$aÊ`mMrJaO Zmhr; nU Ë`m§Mr {MH$mQ>r, XÿaÑï>r Am{U S>mdnoM g_OyZKoÊ`mMr JaO ZŠH$sM Amho.

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H$moQ>r cmoH$ amhV hmoVo. MmVwd©Ê © pñWa Pmcocm hmoVm Ag§ Yac§;Va ~«m÷U 4-5 Q>ŠHo$, j{Ì` 20 Q>ŠHo$, d¡í` 15-20 Q>ŠHo$Am{U Cacoco gd© \w$ë`m§Zr åhQ>ë`mà_mUo l{_H$, H$m~mS>H$ï>H$aUmao eyÐ Am{U A{VeyÐ. ho AmH$S>o T>mo~i AmhoV, nUd¡í`m§Mr g§»`m j{Ì`m§hÿZ OmñV AgU§ Hw$R>ë`mM amOgÎmocmnadS>Ê`mgmaI§ ZìhV§ Am{U ho VrZ daMo dU© Oa {Q>H$m`MoAgVrc, Va H$m~mS>H$ï>mgmR>r 50-60 Q>ŠHo$ g_mO doR>rcmYaU§ ^mJM hmoV§. Ë`mVhr d¡í` ho _wimV eoVH$arM hmoVo Am{U

eoVr_Ü o A{V[aŠV CËnmXZ {_iy cmJë`mda Ë`mÀ`m (àmW{_H$AdñWoVë`m) ì`mnmamgmR>r H$mhr cmoH$ doJio Pmco d Ë`m§MmH$mcm§VamZo doJim dU© Pmcm. _mÌ ~«m÷U Am{U j{Ì` hoË`m§Zmhr d[að> Agë`m_wio Ë`m§Zm Iyf R>odÊ`mgmR>r eyÐeoVH$è`m§Zm cwQ>Ê`mM§ H$m_hr d¡í`m§À`m dmQ>çmcm Amc§.ì`mnmè`m§da XmoÝhrH$Sy>Z R>nH$m oÊ`mMr H§$~ŠVr MmVwd©Ê`m©_wioAmoT>dcr. ì`mnmar g§nÎmr {Z_m©U H$aVmV åhUyZ amOgÎmoZo Ë`m§Zmgd© àH$mao _XV H$amdr; Omon ªV Vo g§nÎmr Amnë`m XoemVAmUVmhoV Vmoda Vr Hw$R>o, H$er {_idcr- _mJ© Z¡{VH$ hmoVm H$sZmhr, `m MM}V amOmZo nSy> Z o, Ag§ gm§JUmam A°S>_ pñ_W^maVmV H$YrM {ZnOcm Zmhr. Ë`m_wio "MrZcm gam©g A\y${dH$Ê`m_mJo Am_Mm hoVy Am¡fY§ Z nadS>Umè`m {MZr J[a~m§M§Xþ:I H$_r H$aÊ`mMm Amho' Ag§ Ho$di ì`mnmar Am{U amOoåhUV ZìhVo, nmÐr _§S>irhr VerM àdMZo PmoS>V hmoVr.

nU MmVwd©Ê © pñWamdÊ`mÀ`m AmYrhr ì`mnma AgUmaM!_ohoaJT> BWë`m CËIZZmV (AmO ho Jmd nm{H$ñVmZmV Amho. nUA{VàmMrZ ^maVdf© A\$Jm{UñVmZnmgyZ ~«÷nwÌ ZXmn ªVAm{U X{jUoH$S>o Z_©Xm ZXrn ªV {dñVmacm hmoVm.) Bgnyd©7000 À`m gw_mamg ApñVËdmV Agcoc§ n{hc§ ZJa gmnS>c§-Á`mV KameoOmar Ka§ Am{U _YyZ añVo Aer ZJaaMZm Amho; _YoKa Am{U Amgnmg eoVrdmS>r, \$i~mJ Aer Zmhr. Aem AZoH$Jmdm§Zr {_iyZ àXoe-amÁ` V`ma hmoV Agë`mg amoOÀ`mdmnamÀ`m {OZgm§gmR>r ì`mnma Am{U ~mOma `m XmoZ §ÌUmAgUmaM. åhUOo, gmYmaU 9000 dfmªnmgyZ CËnmXH$-{JèhmB©H$-ì`mnmar Am{U ~mOma hr ì`dñWm ^maVm_Ü o pñWaAmho. qgYy g§ñH¥$VrÀ`m CËIZZmVhr ~mOmamMr OmJm, YmÝ`mMrJmoXm_o gmnS>br AmhoVM. Ë`m§Mm AmH$ma {dñVma Am{UaMZoVbr `moOH$Vm ~{KVbr, Va Voìhm `mM _mH}$Q> BH$m°Zm°_rM§{dH${gV ñdê$n {XgV§. 9000 dfmªnydu m mJmV H$moUVr mfm~mocbr OmV hmoVr `mMm A§XmO H$aU§ H$R>rU Amho. H$maUdoXH$mimnmgyZ g§ñH¥$V ^mfm àMmamV Amcr Ag§ Yac§, Va7000 dfmªMm {hemo~ hmoVmo- AmYrMr XmoZ hOma df} VerMCaVmV. Ë`m_wio ^maVmVco à_wI ì`mnmar g_mO JwOamVr-H$m{R>`mdmS>r, H$ÀN>r, _madmS>r, qgYr- Ë`m§À`m gÜ`mÀ`m^mfm-~mocr-àXoedmMH$ Zmdm§Zr A{VàmMrZ H$mimV AmoiIcoOmV ZìhVo. gdmªMr {_iyZ EH$ d¥Îmr hmoVr, nwT>o {VMm dU© Pmcm;g§ñH¥$V pñWamdyZ {VMo àmXo{eH$ An «§e V`ma hmoD$Z àMmamVAmë`mda hr Zmdo Ë`m§Zm {MH$Q>cr AgmdrV.

H$m¡{Q>ë`mMm "AW©emó' hm nmo{c{Q>H$c BH$m°Zm°_rMm AmÚ^maVr` à~§Y (AS>rM hOma dfmªnyduMm) àmMrZ ^maVmM§{dœgZr` {MÌ C § H$aVmo. H$m¡{Q>ë`mMm _Zwî`ñd^mdmH$S>onmhÊ`mMm Ñ{ï>H$moZ \$magm CXma ZìhVm Am{U amÁ` H$aUo åhUOoH$R>moanUo, gmdYnUo, YyV©nUmZo, àOoda _wirM {dídmg ZQ>mH$Vm {Vcm nyU©nUo XS>nUmImcr R>odUo `mdaM Ë`mMr {^ñVhmoVr- EdT>§ ~mOycm R>odc§, Va g§nyU© J«§W AË §V VH©$g§JV Am{U

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dmMZr` Amho. EH$M CXmhaU XoVmo- dñVy§Mo ^md R>adVmZmImcrc Jmoï>tMr XIc ¿`mdr- Ë`m§Mo CËnmXZ Odi Pmco AmhoH$s Xÿa, Ë`m CJdË`m AmhoV H$s ~Zdcoë`m, Agë`mg Ë`mgmR>rcmJUmao m§S>dc, àË`j ~ZdÊ`mMm IM© (H$ƒm _mc, _Owar,AdOmao B.), Ë`mdaMm H$a, ^m§S>dcmdaMo ì`mO, ^mS>o Am{UBVa IM©. ho H$m_ AmOÀ`m nUZ-g§MmcH$mÀ`m nmVir-daÀ`m {Z wŠV A{YH$mè`mZo H$am`Mo Amho. H$mhrAä`mgH$m§À`m _VmZwgma, AW©emóm_Ü o AmOÀ`m dm`Xo~mOmamMmhr (futures trading) C„oI Ho$cocm Amho. Ë`mgmR>rdñVy§Mm ^md R>adÊ`mAmYr daÀ`m gd© Jmoï>tMm C„oI H$ê$ZH$m¡{Q>ë` nwÝhm EH$m Zì`m _wÔçmMr a KmcVmo - dm`Xm H$aVmZmZo_Š`m {H$Vr _mcmgmR>r (ZJ, dOZ mZwgma) H$ama Pmcm hmoVm,`mMmhr {dMma Pmcm nm{hOo. `mda A{YH$ gm§JUo ZcJo!H$m¡{Q>ë` {Za{Zamù`m ì`dgm`m§À`m ñdV§Ì g§KQ>Zm (Guilds)gm§JVmo. "gm_wÏWm{`H$mXmÝ`: g_`mZw~§Y:Ÿ&' Agm EH$ AJS>~§~eãX Ë`mZo "ñWm{ZH$ ghH$mar ì`mdgm{`H$ g§KQ>Zm' `m AWm©Zodmnacm Amho. H$a AmH$maUr, dgwcr, Q>mob ZmHo$ dJ¡a|Mr _m{hVrXoD$Z ZmŠ`mda dgwbr H$aUmè`m§À`m g§nÎmrH$S>o cj R>odmdo,Agohr H$m¡{Q>ë`mZo ~Omdco Amho. Q>moc ZmŠ`mda _mc gwa{jVamhmdm åhUyZ dImar Am{U amhÊ`mMr ì`dñWmhr gwMdcr Amho.H$m¡{Q>ë`mÀ`m H$mir ^maVmV 16 _hmOZnXo (_moR>r ì`mnmarehao) hmoVr Am{U _m¡ © gm_«mÁ`mMm {dñVma Vw§J^Ðm ZXrn ªVAgmdm. Ë`mhr H$mimV ho nÊ`H$, n{UH$, d{UH$, n{U`m-~{Z`mM ì`mnmamgmR>r Xoe^a {\$aV hmoVo. (_amR>r ^mfm Am{U_hmamï>mMm OÝ_M Pmcocm ZìhVm; Ë`m_wio VmË`m, nmdUm AmXr"KmQ>r' _§S>ir H$m` hmoVr, Vo gm§JVm oV Zmhr!)

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n{ü_oH$S>o Ad§Vr, CÎma-nyd}cm {h_mc`mÀ`m nm`Ï`mer Hw$é-nm§Mmc, _Ü` ^maVmV MoXr hr 16 _hmOZnXm§n¡H$s à_wI ehao.`m eham§Mr Zmdo åhUOoM EHo$H$m _Ü`_ amOgÎmoMr Zmdo. hmàXoe qgYy Am{U {VÀ`m CnZÚm- J§Jm, _wZm, M§~i m ZÚm§MrImoar- Vmnr, Z_©Xm `m ZÚm Am{U X{jUoH$S>o JmoXmdar-H¥$îUmZÚm§À`m nyd}H$S>rc (VwcZoZo) g_Vc ^mJm§Zr ~Zcocm.O{_Zrdê$Z Am{U ZÚm§À`m nmÊ`mVyZ _mcmMr dmhVyH$ MmcVAgo. AW©emóm_Ü o "XoeH$mcm§V[aVmZm_² nÊ`mZm_²' AgmC„oI AZoH$ doim oVmo. {Za{Zamù`m F$V§y_Ü o (H$mi){Za{Zamù`m àXoem§Vcm _mc BH$Sy>Z {VH$S>o OmV Ago- hm EHy$UàXoehr AmOÀ`m ^maVmEdT>m, H$Xm{MV WmoS>m _moR>mM hmoVm.ì`mnmamÀ`m dñVy§_Ü o eoV_mc, gmoZo- Mm§Xr- Vm§~o- {ego B.YmVy; {hao, _moVr, hpñVX§V, H$mnyg Am{U H$mnS>; _gmë`mMonXmW©; B_maVr d OimD$ cmHy$S>, ~m§~y, doV B.Mo C„oIgmnS>VmV. `mVrc àË oH$ dñVy dmhÿZ ZoÊ`mgmR>r doJdoJirgmYZo dmnaV AgUma. _w»` gmYZo VrZ- gnmQ> àXoemV ~¡c,

O§JcmV hÎmr Am{U ~ma_mhr ZÚm§daMo nS>md. Var YmÝ`YwÝ`dmhÿZ ZoUo Am{U gmJdmZr cmHy$S> BH$Sy>Z {VH$S>o nmoMdUo, `mVO_rZ-Añ_mZmMm \$aH$. _m¡ë`dmZ dñVy AmH$mamZo chmZ, nUOdi ~miJÊ`mV àM§S> YmoH$m. Ë`mgmR>r H$mhr KmoS>oñdma-g¡{ZH$Odi ~miJUo Amdí`H$. dmid§Q>r àXoemV ~¡cmEodOr C§Q>. ho~¡c-C§Q>m§Mo Vm§S>o ~miJUmao c_mU cmoH$ ì`mnmar ZìhVo, Ë`m_wio_mcmMr H$miOr KoÊ`mMr O~m~Xmar naV ì`mnmè`mMr. H$mhrVm§S>o Va 10 hOma ~¡cm§Mo AgV. OmoS>r-OmoS>rZo ~¡c MmcV, Ag§Yac§, Va Aem Vm§S>çm§Mr cm§~r EH$m OmoS>rcm 10 \y$Q> OmJmYê$Z 10 _¡cm§Mr hmoVo. XþJ©_ àXoemV qgJc cmBZ Ho$cr Va 20_¡c. EH$m_mJmo_mJ EH$ 4/5 Vm§S>o Mmcbo (gwajoÀ`m Ñï>rZo VoAmdí`H$hr hmoV§), Va añË`mÀ`m EH$m ~mOyZo 40-50 _¡c.g_Om- Xþgè`m ~mOyZohr VgoM Vm§S>o Amco; Va VodT>çmM àXoemV

H$m¡{Q>ë`mMm "AW©emó' hm nmo{c{Q>H$cBH$m°Zm°_rMm AmÚ ^maVr` à~§Y(AS>rM hOma dfmªnyduMm) àmMrZ^maVmM§ {dœgZr` {MÌ C § H$aVmo.H$m¡{Q>ë`mMm _Zwî`ñd^mdmH$S>o nmhÊ`mMmÑ{ï>H$moZ \$magm CXma ZìhVm Am{U amÁ`H$aUo åhUOo H$R>moanUo, gmdYnUo,YyV©nUmZo, àOoda _wirM {dídmgZ Q>mH$Vm {Vcm nyU©nUo XS>nUmImcrR>odUo `mdaM Ë`mMr {^ñV hmoVr-EdT>§ ~mOycm R>odc§, Va g§nyU© J«§WAË §V VH©$g§JV Am{U dmMZr` Amho.EH$M CXmhaU XoVmo- dñVy§Mo ^mdR>adVmZm Imcrc Jmoï>tMr XIc ¿`mdr-Ë`m§Mo CËnmXZ Odi Pmco Amho H$s Xÿa,Ë`m CJdË`m AmhoV H$s ~Zdcoë`m,Agë`mg Ë`mgmR>r cmJUmao ^m§S>dc,àË`j ~ZdÊ`mMm IM© (H$ƒm _mc,_Owar, AdOmao B.), Ë`mdaMm H$a,^m§S>dcmdaMo ì`mO, ^mS>o Am{UBVa IM©. ho H$m_ AmOÀ`mnUZ-g§MmcH$mÀ`m nmVirdaÀ`m{Z wŠV A{YH$mè`mZo H$am`Mo Amho.

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{ZXmZ EH$ cmI ~¡c, Ë`m§À`mdaMm _mc, Ë`m§À`m~amo~aMmcUmao c_mU Vm§S>odmco, ì`mnmè`m§Mo _wH$mX_, g§ajH$KmoS>oñdma... AmOÀ`m Z°eZc hm`donojmhr OmñV JO~OmQ>AgUma.

EH$m ~¡cmÀ`m nmR>rda {ZXmZ 5 pŠdQ>c AmoP§ Yac§- H$maUgÜ`mhr eoVH$ar ~¡cJmS>rVyZ H$maImÝ`mcm D$g KmcVmV VoìhmEH$ Q>Z D$g ZŠH$s AgVmo- åhUOo EH$m Vm§S>çmV 5 hOma Q>Z_mc! ~¡c EH$m {Xder {H$Vr MmcV AgVrc \$ma Va 15-20_¡c. _J Ë`m§Mm _wŠH$m_, XmUm-d¡aU, AdOS> AmoPr CVadUo,Xþgè`m {Xder gH$mir hmoUmam _c_yÌmMm a|Xm, _mc naVMT>dUo... amÌrÀ`m _wŠH$m_mV Vm§S>çmÀ`m ñQ>m\$Mm ñd¡nmH$,_m¡O_Om, _Zmoa§OZ, ^m§S>m^m§S>r, _mam_mè`m! _J gH$mir CRy>ZÝ`mhmar Am{U XþnmaM§ OodU ~ZdyZ KoD$Z nwT>o Om`M§. àË oH$amÁ`mÀ`m gr_oda Vm§S>o Wm§~dUma. H$a ^am`Mm. {VWo VoìhmhrcmMcwMnV hmoVrM. _mc AmV ZoD$Z nmoMdcm H$s, Ë`mZJamVcm _mc KoD$Z naV CcQ> {XeoZo qH$dm Cacocm _mcnmoMdm`cm nwT>o. _hmOZnXm§nojm _hmOZnWm§daM§ OrdZ A{YH$gZgZmQ>r AgUma! Ë`mVyZM BH$S>À`m ~mVå`m {VH$S>onmoMdÊ`mMr gwédmV Pmcr. ì`mnmè`m§À`m `m H$m¡eë`mMmCn`moJ amOo_§S>ir hoa{JargmR>r H$ê$ cmJcr. KQ>Zm§M§ ê$nm§Vah{H$JVrV ìhm`cm cmJc§ Am{U _mZdr H$ënZmeŠVrcm _moR>mdmd {_imcm. A{Ve`moŠVr_wio dmñVd A{YH$ _Zmoa§OH$ H$aVmoV§, hohr g_Oc§ Am{U cmoH$dmL²>_`mV àdmgr _§S>itÀ`m

H$Wm§Mr ^a nS>cr. ì`mnmar ~mhoa AgVmZm Ë`mÀ`m KaÀ`m^mZJS>tÀ`m H§$S>çm {nH$dÊ`mcm D$V Amcm. XÿaXoer OmD$ZhrAmnë`m {à`V_oÀ`m AmR>dUrZo {dìhiUmam "_oKXÿV'dmcm `jhm {Z`_ g_Om`Mm H$s AndmX? EH$ _mÌ ZŠH$s- ì`mnmar{_eZda AgVmZm Ë`mZo H$mì` {c{hc§, åhUyZ Ë`mMr ZmoH$arZŠH$s Jocr AgUma!

O{_ZrdaMm ì`mnma hm EHy$U ì`mnmamMm _w»` ^mJ;g_wÐ_mJm©Zohr \$ma àmMrZ H$mimnmgyZ ì`mnma gwê$ hmoVm.OmJ{VH$ ì`mnmamV ^maV Am{U MrZ ho XmoZ _w»` ßco g© hmoVo.(50 dfmªZ§Va hoM {MÌ nwÝhm {XgÊ`mMr eŠ`Vm Amho.) _mÌ mXmoZ Xoem§_Ü o A{VàmMrZ H$mimV _w»`V: aoe_mMmM ì`mnmaAgmdm, H$maU Ë`m§À`mH$S>o n¡Xm hmoUmè`m BVa dñVy ~hþe:gma»`mM hmoË`m. MrZ_Yco aoer_ Am{U ^maVmVrc AË §VVc_ _c_c OJ^a {d»`mV hmoVr. VrM Jmoï> Am¾oAm{e`mVrc Xoem§À`m ~m~VrV. Vohr CîU H${Q>~§YmVcoM XoeAgë`m_wio _w»` CËnmXZo VrM- ^mV, cmHy$S>, D$g,_gmë`mMo nXmW©, hpñVX§V B. Amnco ì`mnmar- O¡Z {VH$S>o\$mago Joco ZmhrV. Eo{hH$ CH$fm©À`m ~m~VrV nyU© CXmgrZAgUmao ~wÕmMo {eî` _mÌ {VH$S>o Joco hmoVo!

XmoÝhr A_o[aH$m, CÎma ^mJ gmoS>Vm nyU© Am{\«$H$m, ~hþVoH$gJim n{ü_ wamon, Am°ñQ>o{c`m `m§À`m~Ôc H$mhrM _mhrVZìhV§. Vo OJ AmVmÀ`m OJmÀ`m 1/3 EdT>§M hmoV§. Aa~ Am{U

Á y ì`mnmar g_wÐmncrH$S>Mo, Amnco d¡í`-~{Z o Amnë`mXoemnwaVo. n{e© m, B{Oá, BamU, BamH$ hr XodmU-KodmUhmoÊ`mMr _w»` {R>H$mUo! Á`mo{V©{dÚm, IJmoc {ZarjU, J{UV m{df`m§V Aa~ gJù`m§À`m nwT>o hmoVo. Zm¡H$mZ`ZmV Ë`m§Zm JVrhmoVr, nU OhmO~m§YUrgmR>r cmJUma§ cmHy$S> Am{U {eS>o~ZdÊ`mgmR>r cmJUmam H$mnyg ^maVmV d MrZ_Ü o hmoVm. `màXoemer MrZMm ì`mnma MmcV hmoVm Vmo VoìhmMm {gëH$ ê$Q>,Z§VaMm Amo{n`‘ ê$Q> Am{U AmVmMm Q>oaa ê$Q> m _mJm©Zo. maVr`ì`mnmè`m§Zm n{ü_ g_wÐm_YyZM `m _Ü`-n{ü_ OJmer g§nH©$R>odU§ mJ hmoV§. cmoWmc ho OJmVc§ A{VàmMrZ ~§Xa mM mJmVAmho, hm H$mhr `moJm`moJ Zmhr. _mÌ ^aVr-AmohmoQ>rÀ`mAä`mgmVyZ Ho$cocr ~§XamMr aMZm Am{U OhmOo AmV oÊ`mgmR>rd nwÝhm ~mhoa OmÊ`mgmR>r {VMm Ho$cocm Cn`moJ ZŠH$sMA{^_mZmñnX Amho. AmVmÀ`m nm{H$ñVmZMm X{jU {H$Zmam,cmoWmc, I§~mVMo AmImV, Z_©XodaM§ ^éM, VmnrdaMo gwaV hrn{ü_ {H$Zmè`mdaMr AmÚ ~§Xao hmoVr. JwáH$mimZ§Va Bñcm_rAmH«$_UmÀ`m aoQ>çm_wio CÎmaoVyZ X{jUoH$S>o ñWcm§Vamcm gwédmVPmë`mda gwaVnmgyZ H$m{cH$Vn ªVÀ`m n{ü_ {H$Zmè`mdaMm¡c, Xm^moi, amOmnya, Jmodm, H$madma, H°$Þmoa dJ¡ao _moR>_moR>r~§Xao {Z_m©U Pmcr. \$ma _moR>çm à_mUmda JwOamVr ~{Z o n{ü_{H$Zmè`mZo Ho$ain ªV Joco. {VWë`m ^mfm {eHy$Z {VWoM O_~gdcm. AmO Ho$ai_Ü o AZoH$ _amR>r ~«m÷U ì`mnmar ViR>moHy$Z AmhoV; Oo _wimV JwOamVr ì`mnmè`m§Mo _wZr_ åhUyZ {VWoJoco hmoVo. nyU© X{jUoV Bñcm_r gÎmm pñWamdë`mZ§Va n{ü_{H$Zmam Vo nyd© {H$Zmam Agm ì`mnma gwê$ Pmcm. n¡R>Ugma»`màmMrZ ZJam§Mr lr_§Vr _mJo nS>cr. {dOmnya, JmodiH$m|S>m,Ah_XZJagmaIr Zdr ehao C^r am{hcr. m gdmªV lr_§V eha{dO`ZJa hmoV§- ~hþYm OJmV n{hë`m H«$_m§H$mM§! Ë`mMr _hVr^maVr`m§nojm Jmodm _mJm©Zo AmV {eacoë`m wamonr` ì`mnmaràdmem§Zr Zm|XdyZ R>odcr Amho. {dO`ZJaMm nmS>md Pmcm, VoìhmnmoVw©Jmc_Ü o _§Xr Amcr hmoVr Am{U {cñ~Z_Ü o ãc°H$ AmD$Q>Pmcm hmoVm.

`m nwT>À`m Jmoï>r Pmë`m; nU _m¡ ©-JwáH$mimÀ`m AmgnmgB{Oá, n{e© m, Aa~ñVmZ `m§À`m~amo~aM J«rg Am{U amo_ `mXoem§erhr ì`mnma pñWamdcm hmoVm. ^maVm_Yë`m _gmë`mÀ`m{OZgm§Mr {~co ^mJdVmZm amo_À`m AW©_§Í`mÀ`m ZmH$s ZD$ oVhmoVo. ßcm`ZrÀ`m nwñVH$mVcm hm CVmam- ""ñd¡nmH$mV {_è`mMmdmna H$aÊ`mMr \°$eZ nmhÿZ Amü © dmQ>V§; H$maU Amnë`mdmnamVco BVa AZoH$ nXmW© OmñV JmoS>, {Xgm`cm OmñV Mm§JcoAmhoV. `m {_ar_Ü o \$i qH$dm Vm|S>mV Q>mH$Ê`mgmaIm N>moQ>mnXmW© åhUyZ H$mhrM Zmhr. EH$ CJ« {VIQ>nUm, EdT>mM H$m` VmoË`mMm JwU! VodT>çmgmR>r AmnU BVŠ`m Xÿa maVmVyZ Vo amo__Ü oAmUVmo!'' Xþgè`m EH$m {R>H$mUr "Aa~, ^maVr` Am{U {MZr{_iyZ amo_Z gm_«mÁ`mMr Xa dfu H$moQ>r goñQ>g©Mr (gmoÝ`mMo amo_McZ) cyQ> H$aVmV, H$maU amo_Z ~m`H$m§Mo {O oMo MmoMco'

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Agmhr C„oI Amho. nU {_arÀ`m S>moŠ`mda {_ar dmQ>U§ Ë`mcmeŠ` ZìhV§! amo_Z ñd¡nmH$mV 350 nmH$H¥$VtgmR>r {_arAmdí`H$ hmoVr. Omo Xoe _gmë`mMo {OÞg Vmã`mV R>odrc,Ë`mcmM OJ Vmã`mV R>odVm oB©c- Aer AdñWm hmoVr.

Vm§Xÿi, {_ar Am{U _gmë`mMo BVa {OÞg, Jhÿ, hiX,H$ƒr gmIa, H$mnyg, gmJdmZ d BVa cmHy$S>, {hao, Vm§~o, hÎmrd hpñVX§V, M§XZ d BVa gwJ§Yr Ðì o ho maVm_YyZ ~mhoa OmUmao_w»` nXmW©. nwT>À`m H$mimV Ë`mV H$mnS> Am{U H$nS>o, Jm{cMo,emcr, _rR>, {hao-_mUHo$ `m§Mr ^a nS>cr.

{Z`m©Vr~amo~a Am`mVhr hmoVrM. amo_H$Sy>Z gmoÝ`mMr ZmUr,H$mnS/{cZZ, H$mM, Am¡fYr _c_o, Vm§~o, {Q>Z, a§J, Jhÿ, Am{U_Ü`_ àVrÀ`m {hao-_mUH$m§Mr. J«rH$m§H$Sy>Z H$mMoMr ^m§S>r,Vc_ H$mnS>, {MVmacoco {cZZ, Mm§Xr, gmoÝ`mÀ`m ßcoQ²>g, aoe_rH$mnS>, Zri `m {MOm ^maVmV oV. MrZ_YyZ aoer_ nydm©nmaoVM hmoV§. `m H$mimMm {dMma Ho$cm, Va {ZXmZ

Jwágm_«mÁ`mn ªV ^maVmMm Am§Vaamï>r` ì`mnma g_Vmoc,Amnë`m ~mOyZo PwH$Umam hmoVm. _mcmcm hþH$_r ~mOmanoR>mAgë`m_wio maVr` McZmcm qH$_V hmoVr. maV hm EH$ g_¥Õ,gwg§ñH¥$V Am{U XrKm© wî`r _mUgm§Mm àXoe _mZcm OmV Ago.^maVr` _mUgo gìdmeo-XrS>eo df} OJVmV, Agm C„oI J«rH${cImUmV gmnS>Vmo. {nVm_h Agcm Var ^rî_ CÎm_ cT>dæ`mhmoVm, `mM§ B§{JV hoM Agmd§!

-5-_mÌ `m Am§Vaamï>r` OmJ{VH$ ì`mnmamV ^maV Agcm, Var

^maVr` ZìhVo! ^maVm_Ü o ì`mnma hr Ho$di Am{W©H$ CcmT>mcZìhVr; ì`mnmar AgU§ `mcm gm_m{OH$ g§X © hmoVm. d¡í` hm

dU© hmoVm Am{U CËnmXZo OmVt_Ü o dmQ>cr Jocr hmoVr.H$m¡{Q>ë`mZogwÕm {dUH$a, Vm§~Q> dJ¡ao 18 ì`mdgm{`H$m§À`mg§KQ>Zm§Mm C„oI Ho$cm Amho. dU©-Om{Vì`dñWm B©œar Amho,Ago gm§JUmar JrVm Z§Va {c{hcr Jocr; Vr hr ì`dñWmOdinmg An[adV©Zr` R>aë`m_wioM. àË oH$ OmVrdUm©MoAmhma{df`H$ {Z`_ H$S>H$ hmoVo. amoQ>r-~oQ>r ì`dhma VaZìhVmM. g_wÐ~§XrMm AW© g_wÐàdmgmcm _ZmB© Agm Zmhr. Vg§AgV§, Va ^maVmÀ`m {H$ZmanÅ>rZo d¡í` _§S>ir gd© Xoe^angacrM ZgVr. g_wÐ Amocm§Sy>Z Xþgè`m XoemV OmD$Z- {OWcoì`mnmar Am{U Ë`m§Mo H$maHy$Z, Icmer, h_mc, _Oya, ZmoH$a-MmH$a _§S>itMo Xe©Z ~§Xam~§Xam§VyZ KS>V hmoV§- {VWcrOrdZnÕVr ñdrH$maÊ`mda H$S>H$ {Z~ªY hmoVo. àdmg H$ê$ZoUmè`m§gmR>r ewÕrH$aU{dYr, kmVmkmV nmVH$m§gmR>r àm`{üÎm

`m§Mm gwigwimQ> hmoVm. Z nmiUmè`mM§ g§nyU© Hw$Qw>§~M ~{hîH¥$VR>aV hmoV§! Aem H$S>oH$moQ> gm_m{OH$ _ZmB©ì`dñWo_wio ^maVr`ì`mnmar naXoemV Šd{MV Joco Agco, Var ñWm{`H$ _wirM PmcoZmhrV- EH$ Am{\«$Ho$Mm AndmX dJiVm. nU Vr AJXrAcrH$S>Mr Jmoï> Amho. ì`mnmamgmR>r naXoer Joc§ Var ñdY_©gmoS>m`Mm Zmhr, KamVcm Ymam nyU© maVr`M R>odm`Mm, BWë`mM_wcrer c¾ H$ê$Z EH$ Va {VWo g§gma WmQ>m`Mm qH$dm XmoZXoem§_Ü o oaPmè`m Kmcm`À`m- hm {gc{gcm AOyZhr MmcyAmho. [acm`ÝgÀ`m Yrê$^mB© A§~mZtZr Ag§M Ho$c§ hmoV§!AmOhr A_o[aHo$VyZ AmR>dS>m^amÀ`m aOoda oD$Z _w§O-gmoS>_w§O-c¾ VrZ {Xdgm§V CaH$Umè`m§Mr CXmhaU§ H$mhr H$_rZmhrV. _mÌ `m gm_m{OH$ {Z~ªYm§_wio OmJ{VH$ ì`mnmamda^maVr` ì`mnmar Amncr N>mn nmSy> eH$co ZmhrV. ^maVmV _mÌOJ^amMo ì`mnmar oVM am{hco. Ë`m§Zr BWo dImar C^maë`m,

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Ë`m§À`m g§ajUmgmR>r g¡{ZH$ ~miJco... dJ¡ao gd©lwV AmhoM!gm_m{OH$ {Z~ªY ho Am{W©H$ H$maU _mÌ Zmhr; B{VhmgmMr

dmQ>MmcM Ver Pmcr. Jwá gm_«mÁ` _moS>H$ircm Amë`mZ§Va^maVmV gd©Ì chmZ-_Ü`_ gÎmm§Mm CX` Pmcm. Amnmngm§Vg§Kf© gwê$ Pmco. hr àd¥Îmr nyduhr hmoVrM, nU AmVm Vr Vrd«Pmcr. {OVH$s amÁ o A{YH$ {VVH$m ì`mnma H$Q>H$Q>rMm hmoUma,H$maU {VVH$s McZo A{YH$! H$a AmH$maUr, dgwcrÀ`m VèhmdoJù`m. `mVyZM JwOamVr ì`mnmè`m§_YyZM H$mhr lm°\$ Pmco-{Za{Zamù`m amÁ`m§Vco McZr én o ~XcyZ XoUo, hm ñdV§Ìì`dgm` Ë`m§Zr Am{U dhmUdQ>r _§S>itZr nwT>o Zocm. n¡R>UModmZdio gmdH$ma ho Amnë`mH$S>M§ CXmhaU. Ë`m§À`m dmS>çmV{Za{Zamù`m én`m§À`m nmoË`m§À`m Wßß`m cmJcoë`m AgV Am{UJS>r, _mocH$aUr Ë`mda R>oMH$miV, Agm C„oI _hmXodemórOmoetZr Ho$cm Amho. eoVr CËnmXZhr m {dñH$Q>coë`m àXoem§_YyZKQ>V Mmcb§. n[aUm_r, OrdZmdí`H$ dñVy§Mr CncãYVm H$_rhmoV Mmcbr; md dmT>V Mmcco. ì`mnmè`m§Mr "{ZX© Z\o$Imoa'Aer à{V_m mM H$mimV V`ma hmoD$ cmJcr. AmYrM ~«m÷U dj{Ì` `m§À`m ImcM§ ñWmZ Ë`m§Zm {_imcoc§ hmoV§; AmVmXodim§Zm XoU½`m Am{U ^anya X{jUm XoD$Z ~«m÷Um§Zm g§Vwï>R>odU§, amOo_§S>itÀ`m AmnmngmVë`m gÎmm ñnY}gmR>r g¡Ý`cmJUmaM hmoV§- Ë`m g¡Ý`mÀ`m IMm©gmR>r amOmcm H$O© XoU§,Amnë`m amOmMm nam^d hmoD$Z I§S>Ur R>acr Va Vrhr JmoimH$ê$Z XoU§, ho JiVrMo àH$ma dmT>V Mmcbo. AWm©V Á`m amOmcmI§S>Ur {_imcr, Vmo amOm Ë`m I§S>UrMm Cn`moJ Ë`mÀ`mamÁ`mVë`m ì`mnmè`m§gmR>r H$aUma ZìhVmM!

EdT>çmZo ^mJc§ Zmhr, åhUyZ Bñcm_r AmH«$_UmM§ g§H$Q>AmR>ì`m eVH$mnmgyZ gwê$ Pmc§. {VWyZ nwT>o EH$ hOma df}^maVr` ì`mnmamVyZ m§S>dc {Z_m©U hmoU§ AeŠ` Pmc§. Bñcm_rAmH«$_UmÀ`m n{hë`m VrZeo dfmªV g§nÎmrMr cyQ> hmoD$Z Vr^maVm~mhoa Jocr. JPZrÀ`m _h_XmÀ`m gmoaQ>r gmo_ZmWdaÀ`mñdmè`m ho Va {h_ZJmM§ T>iT>irV Q>moH$ hmoV§! AH$amì`m eVH$mV{X„r_Ü o gwcVmZemhr H$m`_ Pmcr. cyQ> ^maVm~mhoa JocrZmhr; nU {d{eï> dJ©, g_mO, KamUr, gwcVmZm§Mr H$Q>-H$mañWmZo, AmnmngmVë`m cT>m`m§VyZ g¡Ý`mMm IM© Am{UgwcVmZm§Zr Amncr Zmdo A_a H$aÊ`mH$aVm ~m§Ycoë`m_moR>_moR>çm B_maVr d Eof-Amam_mMo MmoMco- H$mí_ra_Yco ~\©${X„rV AmUUo, CÝhmù`mgmR>r ~mJm-_hmc ~m§YUo dJ¡a|V^maVmVc§ ^m§S>dc dm`m Joc§! g¡Ý`mMr JaO Am{U IM© ho VagVV dmT>Vo Am`Q>_ hmoVoM. Owcy_-O~aXñVr_wio Eo{hH$OrdZmcm {dQy>Z eoVH$ar \$ma _moR>çm à_mUmda ^pŠV_mJm©H$S>odico Vo `mM H$mimV. eoVr CËnmXZmV KQ>, Z¡g{J©H$ g§H$Q>o`m§VyZ pŠV_mJ© Mm§JcmM gmoH$mdcm. _hmamï>mnwaV§ ~mocm`M§ VaehmOramOo oB©n ªV AmemdmX, àd¥ÎmrY_© dJ¡aoM§ Zmdhr VrZeodf} Cac§ ZìhV§.

gëVZVr OmD$Z _wJc Amco. Ë`m§Zr IMm©À`m AmYrÀ`m

H$c_m§V AmUIr EH$ ^a Q>mH$cr- àemgH$s` IMm©Mr. «ï>ZmoH$aemhr hr B§J«Om§Mr Zmhr, Va _wJcm§Mr XoUJr Amho. H$Moè`m,nmocrg R>mUr, Ý`m`ì`dñWm `m§À`mdaMm IM© dmT>V Mmcbm.H$maHw$ZrMm Zdm gwa{jV n`m© C^m am{hcm. ñWm{ZH$ ^mfm,g§ñH¥$V Am{U amÁ`H$Ë`mªMr CXÿ©, n{e© Z ^mfm OmUUmè`m~m§S>Jwim§Mr McVr gwê$ Pmcr. {cImnT>rM§ AdS>§~a dmT>c§.àË oH$ S>m°Š w_|Q>À`m AZoH$ àVr H$mTy>Z XâVao \w$JdÊ`mMr gŠVrPmcr. ZH$cdrg hm Zdm ì`dgm`. `m gJù`mMm OmMAW©H$maU-ì`mnma H$aUmè`m§ZmM àW_ hmoVmo Am{U Vo Vmo ~moOmCËnmXH$ l{_H$m§da Q>mH$VmV, hm AW©emómMm {Zðw>a {Z`_ Amho.AmVm ì`mnmar eoVmda oD$Z _mc CMcUmao XodXÿV am{hcoZmhrV; H$_rV H$_r mdmV _mc IaoXr H$ê$Z ZmoH$aXmadJm©H$Sy>ZOmñVrV OmñV ^md CH$iUmao H$gmB© dmQy> cmJco. EHy$UMAW©ì`dñWm AmH«$gV Mmcbr hmoVr. {VMm ^ma d¡í`, eyÐdUmªdaM nS>Uma hmoVm. emo{fVm§_Ü o ^m§S>U§ cJoM gwê$ hmoVmV;emofH$m§Mr EH$OyQ> AmnmoAmnM hmoVo. ì`mnmar-eoVH$ar,ì`mnmar-_Ü`_dJu` {JèhmB©H$ `m g§Kf©aofm AOyZhr H$m`_AmhoV!

^m§S>dc{Z{_©VrÀ`m eŠ`Vm§Mr YyiYmU hmoÊ`mMmH$cemÜ`m` {c{hcm Vmo B©ñQ> B§{S>`m H§$nZr Am{U Z§VaÀ`m{~«{Q>eamO `m XmoZ §ÌUm§Zr. `m XmoZeo dfmªVM ^maVmMrOJmVë`m gdmªV Jar~ Am{U A{dH${gV Xoem§À`m `mXrVcrdaMr OmJm nŠH$s Pmcr. H$m`Xm-gwì`dñWoÀ`m ZmdmImcrZmoH$aemhr, nmocrg, H$moQ>©H$Moè`m, ^maV EH$ R>odÊ`mÀ`m"CXmÎm' hoVyZo g¡Ý`mda (^maVr` Am{U {~«{Q>e) AdmT>ì` IM©,EH$mM ZmoH$argmR>r XmoZ B§J«Om§Zm (àË oH$mcm ghm _{hZo nJmaraOm XoD$Z) ^maVr`m§À`m 10-20 nQ> OmñV nJma- hr cwQ>tMr{~«{Q>e §ÌUm. B©ñQ> B§{S>`m H§$nZrÀ`m H$mimV _g}ZarO- Ho$diì`pŠVJV cm^mgmR>r dmQ>oc Vo H$aUmao- cmoH$ g§nyU© wamonmVyZ^maVmV Amco, ì`mnma Am{U g¡Ý` `m XmoZhr joÌm§V. Ë`m§ZrAR>amì`m eVH$mVë`m A§XmYw§XrMm \$m`Xm KoD$Z Hw$R>ë`mM^maVr` gÎmmYmè`mcm B§J«O ( wamo{n`Z) g¡Ý` A{YH$mè`mÀ`m_XVr{edm` VJyZ amhVm oUma Zmhr, Aer ì yhaMZm H$ê$ZQ>mH$cr. _amR>oemhr, noedmB©Mr {dHo$Q>hr Ë`m§Zr 19 ì`meVH$mÀ`m gwédmVrg KoVcrM. hr à{H«$`m Mmcy AgVmZm 16ì`m eVH$mnmgyZM ^maVmV nm` amodm`À`m IQ>nQ>rV AgUmao{¼üZ ì`mnmarhr Kwgco hmoVoM. Ë`m§Zm 17 ì`m eVH$mV _w§~B©{_imcr, ßcmgrÀ`m cT>mB©Z§Va H$cH$Îmm Vmã`mV Amco. n{ü_{H$Zmè`mda Jmodm gmoS>Vm Ë`m§M§ dM©ñd gd©Ì dmT>V Mmcb§!Ë`mVM nmaer ì`mnmè`m§Mr ^a nS>cr. _Yë`m H$mimVB§½c§S>_Ü o Am¡Úmo{JH$ H«$m§Vr KoD$Z amoO_am© cmJUmè`m ^maVr`dñVy§Zm §Ì{Z{_©V n`m© C o am{hco. "\$m°aoZ _mc' ho à{Vð>oM§cjU Pmc§. ^maVr` H$mamJra AW©ì`dñWo_YyZ ~mhoa \o$H$coJoco Am{U eoVrdaMm ~moOm AOyZM dmT>cm. Ë`mVM nmaerAm{U B§J«O ì`mnmè`m§Zr A\y$À`m ì`mnmamV O_ ~gdcm. Ë`m§Zm

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B§J«O gÎmm Am{U MM©Mm nmqR>~m, CÎmoOZ d Amerdm©Xhr hmoVmM.A\y$ ho ãc°H$ JmoëS>M! {~Ja^maVr`m§À`m hmVr àM§S> Z\$m Jocm.{~PZog pñH$ëg AmhoV, nU hmVmV ^m§S>dc Zmhr- Aer^maVr` ì`mnmè`m§Mr AdñWm 19 ì`m eVH$mV Pmcr!

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XmoKohr CS>dV AgVmZm Xoem§VJ©V ì`mnma _mÌ MT>-CVma gmogV{Q>Hy$Z am{hcm. Ë`mV JwOamVr ~{Z o à_wI hmoVo. EdT>çmAdmT>ì` XoemV JmdmoJmd XþH$mZXma ~{Z`m hmoVmM. Ë`mM§ Am{UJmdmM§ O¡{dH$ Am{W©H$ ZmV§ hmoV§. hm XþH$mZXma H$moUr g§V-_hmË_m Zmhr, ho Jmdmcm _mhrV hmoV§; nU JaOd§V Agë`m_wioZwgË`m kmZmMm Cn`moJ ZìhVm. Am{U XþH$mZXma ho OmUyZ AgVH$s, a_gmQ> Zâ`mMm hì`mg Yacm Va JmdmVyZ Jmem Jw§S>mimdmcmJoc. {O_ H$m°~o©Q>Zo Ë`mÀ`m "_m` B§{S>`m' `m AË §V dmMZr`nwñVH$mV `m nañna Adc§~yZ AgÊ`mMm _m{_©H$ C„oI Ho$cocmAmho.

XþH$mZXma ~{Z`m§Zm _w»` AmYma hmoVm Vmo JaOoÀ`m dñVynwadÊ`mÀ`m Ë`m§À`m j_VoMm. {OVH$s dñVy Xþê$Z oUma {VVH$m{VMm ^md MT>m, ho XmoÝhr ~mOy§Zm _mÝ`M hmoV§. AJXrdñVw{d{Z_`mÀ`m (barter) H$mimVgwÕm ñWm{ZH$ dñVy Am{UXþ{_©i dñVy `m§À`m {H$_Vr ì`ñV à_mUmVM hmoË`m. ^maVr`m§M§JO~Ococ§ gm§ñH¥${VH$ H°$c|S>ahr XþH$mZXmam§Zm Vm|S>nmR> hmoV§.amoO_am© dmnamÀ`m dñVy§~amo~aM amoOÀ`m {Xdgmcm Hw$Umcm VarH$mhr Var doJim {OÞg cmJVM Ago; BVHo$ Hw$imMma, d«V-d¡H$ë o, Cnmg-Vmnmg, Zdg\o$S>rMo àH$ma `m g_mOmV~moH$mico hmoVo. {edm` {deof _whÿVm©da H$am`Mo {deof {dYrhrhmoVoM. {H$amUm- wgmamnojm `m dñVy§Mm nwadR>m H$aÊ`mV OmñVZ\$m gwQ>V AgUma. ho gd© hgV-IoiV nwadUmam ~{Z`m OaCYmarda XoUmam Agcm, Va Vmo XodXÿVM dmQ>Uma hmoVm.

{JèhmBH$mgmR>r CYmarMr gmo H$aUmar ImVonÕVhr Iyn OwZrAgUma; H$maU df© amÀ`m JaOm R>acoë`m Agë`m, VaràmMrZ CÎma ^maVmV eoVH$è`m§À`m hmVr dfm©VyZ XmoZ qH$dm VrZdoimM n¡gm oUma, ho ñnï> hmoV§. ImVonÕVrcm nwT>o-nwT>ogm_m{OH$ à{Vð>mhr {_imcr. "Amåhr XþH$mZmV OmVmZm ~amo~an¡go ZoV Zmhr; XþH$mZXmahr n¡go _mJV Zmhr; CcQ> Am_M§ ñdmJVhmoV§, Mhm-nmUr hmoV§, EH$_oH$m§Mr {dMmanyg hmoVo. H$m` IaoXrH$am`M§ Amho Ë`mà_mUo (H$mnS> IaoXr Agoc Va KaÀ`m {ó`mB.) XþH$mZmV MMm© hmoVo. df© amVyZ EH$-XmoZ doim ~mH$s ^ê$ZQ>mH$m`Mr-' ho AmOhr Mmcy Amho. _m°c {gñQ>r_ maVmV AmcråhUyZ S>mì`m _§S>itZr Zoh_rà_mUo Jim H$mT>cm hmoVmM. _mÌ{Oëhm, VmcwH$mñVamdaMo ì`mnmar {Zdm§V hmoVo. "_m°ëg H°$e{gñQ>r_da MmcVmV; Am_Mr ImVo {gñQ>r_ Amho. VrZ-VrZ{nT>çm EH$m Hw$Qw>§~mM§ EH$mM XþH$mZmV ImV§ AgV§. H$m¡Qw§>{~H$g§~§Y V`ma hmoVmV. XmoKm§Zmhr EH$_oH$mcm cwQ>m`M§ ZgV§.

Ë`m_wio nwÊ`m-_w§~B©~mhoa _m°ëg MmcUma ZmhrV', Ag§ VoAmË_{dœmgmZo gm§JV hmoVo; AmVm Va nwÊ`mVco _m°ëghr åhUmdoVgo `eñdr Pmcoco ZmhrV, Aer MMm© gwê$ Amho.

d¡ pŠVH$ _hÎdmH$m§jocm, CÎm_ XOm©cm CÎmoOZ Z XoUmarMmVwd©Ê © ì`dñWm ~§{XñV Am{U Hw§${R>V hmoUmaM hmoVr; nU{VÀ`m_Ü oM g§ajUhr hmoV§. _mÂ`m JmdmV Xþga§ XþH$mZ oUmaAgoc, Va Vo _mÂ`mM OmVrÀ`m _mUgmM§ oUma hmoV§; doJù`mì`dgm`mV {eaÊ`mM§ doS>§ YmS>g H$ê$Z ~{hîH$mamM§ g§H$Q>AmoT>dyZ KoÊ`mV Hw$UmcmM ñdmañ` ZìhV§. _mÂ`m OmVrMmM_mUyg oUma åhUOo Ë`mM§-_mP§ g§KQ>Z (g§JZ_V?) hmoUmaM-Ë`mVM Vmo ^mMm, nwVÊ`m, OmdB©, ì`mhr Agm H$moUr Amcm(Am{U ~hþYm VgoM oV AgV) Va EHy$U Hw$Qw>§~mMm Z\$m dmT>UmahmoVm. Xþgam XþH$mZXma ZmVodmB©H$ Zgcm Var Z\$m _mÂ`m OmVrVM

Bñcm_r AmH«$_UmM§ g§H$Q>AmR>ì`m eVH$mnmgyZ gwê$ Pmc§.{VWyZ nwT>o EH$ hOma df} ^maVr`ì`mnmamVyZ ^m§S>dc {Z_m©U hmoU§AeŠ` Pmc§. Bñcm_r AmH«$_UmÀ`mn{hë`m VrZeo dfmªV g§nÎmrMr cyQ>hmoD$Z Vr ^maVm~mhoa Jocr.JPZrÀ`m _h_XmÀ`m gmoaQ>rgmo_ZmWdaÀ`m ñdmè`m ho Va {h_ZJmM§T>iT>irV Q>moH$ hmoV§!AH$amì`m eVH$mV {X„r_Ü ogwcVmZemhr H$m`_ Pmcr.cyQ> ^maVm~mhoa Jocr Zmhr; nU{d{eï> dJ©, g_mO, KamUr,gwcVmZm§Mr H$Q>-H$mañWmZo,AmnmngmVë`m cT>m`m§VyZ g¡Ý`mMm IM©Am{U gwcVmZm§Zr Amncr ZmdoA_a H$aÊ`mH$aVm ~m§Ycoë`m_moR>_moR>çm B_maVr d Eof-Amam_mMoMmoMco- H$mí_ra_Yco ~\©${X„rV AmUUo, CÝhmù`mgmR>r~mJm-_hmc ~m§YUo dJ¡a|V^maVmVc§ ^m§S>dc dm`m Joc§!

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amhUma Agoc, Va nwT>o-_mJo _cmhr Ë`mMm \$m`Xm hmoUmaM.AmOhr `m JwOamVr ~{Z`m§_Ü o Aer nÕV Amho H$s, Zdmì`mnmar JmdmV Amcm Va Ë`mcm Y§Xm C^maÊ`mgmR>r df© a BVagd© _XV H$aVmV. Z§Va Ë`mM§ ~ñVmZ ~gc§ H$s, Vmohr gdmªÀ`mVgm_rc hmoD$Z Zì`m ì`mnmè`m§Zm pñWa ìhm`cm _XV H$aVmo.

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dU©-Om{Vì`dñWo_YyZM Amcoë`m EH$Ì Hw$Qw>§~nÕVrMmhr`m g_mOmcm _moR>m AmYma {_imcm. _w»` \$m`Xo XmoZ. KamVcoVéU nwéf BVam§À`m _mZmZo cdH$a c¾ Pmë`mZo H$m_àoaUoMmCne_ hmoD$Z Y§ÚmgmR>r cdH$a CncãY hmoVmV, g§Ü`mH$mirZrQ> Kar oVmV. KamVë`m {ó`mhr OÝ_V:M ì`mnmamÀ`mdmVmdaUmV dmT>coë`m AgVmV, Ë`m_wio gwZm§Zm Zdè`mMmì`dgm` Z AmdSy>Z Hw$Qw>§~ \w$Q>Ê`mMr CXmhaUo H$_r. _wcJmKaMm ì`dgm` H$am`cm ZmIyf Agcm, Va Ë`mM§ _ZdidÊ`mMo gJio _mJ© WH$ë`mg Ë`mcm Xþgam Y§Xm H$mTy>ZXoÊ`mV oVmo. Ë`m{Z{_ÎmmZo Ë`m ì`mdgm{`H$m§er g§KQ>Z V`mahmoVmo. H$mhr doim KaÀ`m Y§Úmcm Vmo nyaH$ Y§Xmhr Agy eH$Vmo.~m§YH$m_ì`dgm`mcm B§{Q>[aAa S>oH$moaoQ>a, \${Z©Ma dJ¡ao! EImXmS>m°ŠQ>a Pmcm Va Ë`mÀ`mM hm°pñnQ>c_Ü o eoOmar Ë`mÀ`mM^mdmM§ qH$dm ZmVcJmM§ _o{S>H$c em°n cJoM C § amhV§. Hw$Ur{ejUjoÌmV (A^mdmZoM, H$maU _Zw mB©gmaIo ~mn) {eacmM,Var {ejU g§ñWm§Zm cmJUmè`m gÌmeogmR> dñVy§Mr H$m±Q>°ŠQ>²g Ë`mHw$Qw>§~mVë`mM H$moUmH$S>o Var oVmV; H$m¡Qw>§{~H$ m§S>dcmMr gVVdmT> hmoV OmVo.

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{¼üZ Am{U nmaer A\y$À`m ì`dgm`mV J~a Pmco;JwOamVr Ë`mV ZìhVo. _madmS>çm§Zr ì`mnmam~ao~aM gmdH$marHo$cr, JhmUdQ> ì`dhmamV {eê$Z gmoZ§-ZmU§ Am{U O{_ZrMm_moR>çm à_mUmda g§M` Ho$cm. Ë`mgmR>r nR>mUm§Zm hmVmer Yac§.nwT>o nR>mUhr ImgJr gmdH$ma Pmco; `mVhr JwOamVr ZìhVo.{¼üZ, nmaer, Á y, _madmS>r ho gÎmmg§Kfm©V Zoh_r AgV.^maVmÀ`m B{VhmgmV EH$XmM 18 ì`m eVH$mV OJVgoR>Mrhdocr cwQy>Z CX²ÜdñV H$aÊ`mMm àH$ma KS>cm; nU Vo H$mañWmZA_rM§XmM§ hmoV§. Aem ^mZJS>rVhr JwOamVr ZìhVo. Ë`m§Mr"Xþ~io, {^Ìo, niH$mTy>' Aer g§ mdZm gVVM Pmcr; nU H$Yr{dQ>§~Zm Pmë`mMr CXmhaUo gmnS>V ZmhrV. "eoR>Or-^Q>Or'`m§Mr AmVyZ {_cr^JV AgVo, m AnàMmamcmhr Q>OtZr CÎma§{Xcr VodT>r eoR>OtZr {Xcr ZmhrV. H$_rV-H$_r g§Kf© H$aV Voì`mnmamV {Q>Hy$Z am{hco. {Xdmio H$mTy>Z Jm`~ hmoUo dJ¡aogmR>rhrË`m§Mr à{gÕr Zmhr. Eo{Vhm{gH$, gm_m{OH$, gm§ñH¥${VH$

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H$maUm§Mm {dMma Pmcm; nU Ho$di n[apñWVr AZwHy$cAgë`m_wio H$moUr eñdr hmoV Zmhr- g§nyU© g_mO Va ZmhrM;_J Zo_H$s "½`mZ~mMr _oI' Hw$R>o Amho?

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åhU gdmªZm _mhrV AgVo. ì`mnma H$aÊ`mgmR>rM AmnUOÝ_mcm Amcmo, hr JwOamVr ~{Z`m§Mr ImÌrhr AgVo Am{Uà{Vkmhr! Oam ImocmV {eac§, Va AWm©Mo AZoH$ nXa {XgVmV;Á`mZo-Ë`mZo Amnc§ (dU©, Om{Vì`dñWo_YyZ {Z{üV Pmcoc§)H$m_ H$amd§, EdT>mM AW© Zmhr. Am_À`m ì`mnmamVAm_À`mn¡H$sM _mUgm§M§ ñdmJV Amho, Eoè`mJ¡è`mZo `mV KwgyZ o; KwgcmM Va Vmo ZŠH$s JQ>m§Jù`m ImB©c (ho Amåhr nmhÿ),Agohr AW© qH$dm J{ ©V Bemao AmhoV. JwOamVr ~{Z`m§Mr Hw$Qw>§~-OmV hr gmIir AVyQ> AgVo. coIr H$ama dJ¡ao H$amdo cmJVZmhrV. {cImnT>r AË §V H$_r- EImÚm nm°Ho$Q> S>m`arVë`mZm|XrEdT>rM; nU "Amnë`m' _mUgmcm "O~mZ' {Xcr H$s{Xcr.

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AmhoV åhUyZM Amho Am{U VmodaM amhUma Amho. _moXr Am{Uamñd g§K `m§À`m {dMmam§Vcm \$aH$hr BWo cjmV oVmo. g§KmMrB{VhmgmMr _m§S>Ur gd© AmH«$_H$m§Zm Cnao R>adVo; nU _moXtZrÁ`m JwOamVr {~PZogdmë`mMr _Zo (gm§àV Var) qOH$cr AmhoV,Vo JwOamVr _mÌ gd©M Zì`m g_mOm§H$S>o- AmOMo AmH«$_H$Agco Var CÚmMr {JèhmBHo$ åhUyZM nmhV hmoVo. Ë`m_wio~S>moÚmcm _amR>r amOm, OwZmJT>cm _wgc_mZ Z~m~, S>m§J mJmVAm{Xdmgr, Ah_Xm~mXcm g§{_l gÎmm-g_rH$aU AgyZhr~{Z`m§Zm H$Yr AS>MU {Z_m©U Pmcr Zmhr. åhUOo amOm Ë`m§Zmg§ajU XoV hmoVm, H$s Vo Ë`m-Ë`m amOmcm MwMH$mê$Z Amncm{hV^mJ gmYV hmoVo?

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Amdê$Z R>odU§, nmUr ^ê$Z R>odU§, Img {JèhmBH$mgmR>r MhmdJ¡ao gm§JU§, amÌr XþH$mZ§ ~§X H$aU§- hr Ë`m§Mr H$m_§.Jëë`mdaMm gr{ZAa gm§Joc Ë`mà_mUo {JèhmBH$mcm Z H§$Q>miVm_mc XmIdU§, ho Xþga§ Q>oqZJ. \$m`Zc {~c H$aVmZm KmgmKrghmoD$Zhr \$m`Xm H$gm CaVmoM, ho {eH$U§ AmnmoAmnM hmoV§. Am{U{~PZog_Ü o Zm°Z-{ZJmo{eE~c Ag§ H$mhr ZgV§. g§ mfUH$cmAm{U Amnë`m ì`mnmamM§ AW©emó _mhrV Agc§ H$s, gm¡XmZŠH$s hmoUmaM AgVmo. JwOamVr ~{Z`m§Zm "gwna {ZJmo{eEQ>a'åhUVmV Vo Ë`m_wioM. qgÜ`mH$Sy>Z _mc KoD$Z Vmo _madmS>çmcm{dHy$Zhr Jw‚my ~{Z`m àm°{\$Q>_Ü oM amhVmo; hm {H$ñgm JwOamVrAË §V A{^_mZmZo gm§JVmV.

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hmoVr! H$m¡adm§Vcm ^rî_ Ë`mZo {_Ç>mg dmJUwH$sZo nm§S>dm§H$S>odidcm hmoVmM; nwT>o-_mJo VmnXm`H$ R>aUmè`m H$Um©cmhrnQ>dm`Mm à`ËZ MmcyM hmoVm- B.B.

{dgmì`m eVH$mVcr JwOamVr gŠgog ñQ>moar åhUOo Yrê$^mB©A§~mZr. KamoKa OmD$Z _mc {dH$Ê`mnmgyZ gwédmV H$ê$Z EH$àM§S> gm_«mÁ` C o H$aUmao Yrê$^mB© {ZJmo{eEeÝg_Ü o AË §VMVwa, gmdY Am{U àg§Jr {ZX© hr hmoVo- ho gdmªZmM _mhrVAmho. B§{S>`Z EŠñàogÀ¶m amOrd Jm§YtÀ`m {damoYmVë`m_mo{h_oMm EH$ ^mJ åhUyZ [acm`Ýgcmhr Mm§JcrM Pi ~gcrhmoVr. Ë`m H$mimV EŠñàog Q>m°dg©À`m n|Q> hmD$g_Ü o am_ZmWJmoE§H$m g_moaÀ`m Q>r-nm° da nm` R>odyZ ~gco AmhoV Am{U EH$eãXhr Z ~mocVm Yrê$^mB© Ë`m§Mo nm` MonVmhoV, ho Ñí` AZoH$m§Zrnm{hc§ hmoV§. `mM Yrê$^mBªMr eoAa hmoëS>g©À`m g^m§_Ycr^mfUo hm ì`dñWmnZemómÀ`m {dÚmÏ`mªÀ`m Aä`mgmMm ^mJPmcm Amho.

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Zoh_rM Ho$co Joco. `m doJù`m åhUrMo g_mOemór` {dûcofUH$am`Mr JaO Amho.

H$_rV H$_r _m{O©Z_Ü o {JèhmBH$mcm OmñVrV OmñV g§Vwï>R>odyZ n¡gm OmoS>m`Mm- Ë`mVcm ~amM n¡gm nwÝhm ì`mnmamV Jw§VdyZì`mnma dmT>dm`Mm, ho JwOamVr ~{Z`m§M§ gyÌ. Ë`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zm{JèhmBH$mMr _mV¥ mfm ~mocmdrM cmJVo Am{U {VMo qYS>dS>ohr VoH$mT>VmV. nU _amR>r, ~§Jmcr, n§Om~r, V{_i cmoH$m§à_mUoñd^mfo~Ôc \$ma A{^_mZ YaV ZmhrV. JwOamVr _amR>rMo Z_wZodmnê$Z {dZmoX H$aU§, ho Va Zoh_rM§M- nwc§À`m coIZmV Ë`mMr^anya CXmhaUo AmhoVM. nU B§J«Or ^mfocmhr Ë`m§Zr VrMdmJUyH$ {Xcr Amho. "AmâQ>a X \§$ŠgZ XoAa {dc ~r ñZoŠg BZX hmoc' Aer "EZmCÝg_|Q>' Vo {dZmg§H$moM H$aVrc, nUH$moUVrhr ^mfm ~mocm`cm cmOUma ZmhrV. _mÂ`m Ë`mAmR>dS>m^aÀ`m àdmgmV 'Pay toll and Walk tall' Aer nmQ>rEH$m Q>mocZmŠ`mda nm{hcr hmoVr. ho `_H$ JwOamVrM OwidyOmUo!

H$_rV H$_r _m{O©Z_Ü o{JèhmBH$mcm OmñVrV OmñV g§Vwï> R>odyZn¡gm OmoS>m`Mm- Ë`mVcm ~amM n¡gmnwÝhm ì`mnmamV Jw§VdyZ ì`mnmadmT>dm`Mm, ho JwOamVr ~{Z`m§M§ gyÌ.Ë`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zm {JèhmBH$mMr _mV¥ mfm~mocmdrM cmJVo Am{U {VMo qYS>dS>ohrVo H$mT>VmV. nU _amR>r, ~§Jmcr,n§Om~r, V{_i cmoH$m§à_mUoñd^mfo~Ôc \$ma A{^_mZ YaV ZmhrV.JwOamVr _amR>rMo Z_wZo dmnê$Z{dZmoX H$aU§, ho Va Zoh_rM§M-nwc§À`m coIZmV Ë`mMr ^anyaCXmhaUo AmhoVM. nU B§J«Or ^mfocmhrË`m§Zr VrM dmJUyH$ {Xcr Amho."AmâQ>a X \§$ŠgZ XoAa {dc ~rñZoŠg BZ X hmoc' Aer "EZmCÝg_|Q>'Vo {dZmg§H$moM H$aVrc, nU H$moUVrhr^mfm ~mocm`cm cmOUma ZmhrV.

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-8-XþH$mZXma-ì`mnmar Aer à{V_m hOmamo dfmªnmgyZ Oncoë`m

~{Z`m§À`m B{VhmgmMr hr EH$ PcH$. ^maVm_Ü o 19 ì`meVH$mÀ`m Xþgè`m ^mJmV `m§{ÌH$ CËnmXZmM§ (_°Ý w\°$ŠM[aJM§)wJ gwê$ Pmc§, Voìhm JwOamË`m§À`m hmVmV ^m§S>dc H$_r hmoV§

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2. Om°O© ã¶yB©ñQg§nmXH$, "X ~m±~o Q>mBåg' (1840-1858)

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‘hmË‘m Jm§YtÀ`m dmñVì`mZo nwZrV Pmboë`m "‘{U^dZ'À`mdmñVyV "Eg.nr.JmoXaoO OÝ‘eVmãXr' À`m {Z{‘ÎmmZoAm`moOboë`m ì`m»`mZmgmR>r Am‘§{ÌV H$ê$Z gÝ‘m{ZVHo$ë`m~Ôb àW‘ ‘r S>m°.Cfm R>¸$a `m§Mo ‘Z:nyd©H$ Am^ma‘mZVmo. Joë`m eVH$mVrb ^maVmMo EH$ gwnwÌ Am{U AmYw{ZH$amï>ào‘r Eg.nr.JmoXaoO `m§Zm {dZ‘« lÕm§Obr An©U H$aÊ`mMrgYr Ë`m§Zr ‘bm {Xbr. AdKS> gm‘m{OH$ g‘ñ`m hmVmiUmè`m‘w§~B©H$am§À`m `mXrV Eg.nr.JmoXaoO `m§Mo Zmd AJ«H$‘m§H$mdahmoVo. IarIwar, {XbXma Am{U ‘mZdr ‘yë`m§da An[a{‘V lÕmR>odUmar nmaer g‘mOmVrb EH$ ì`º$s Aer Eg.nr.Or.`m§MrAmoiI hmoVr. H$m`m©{df`r H$iH$i, CÚmoOH$Vm, ‘mZdVmAm{U Z¡{VH$ ‘yë o `m§Mm gw§Xa gJ‘ Ë`m§À`m ì`{º$‘ÎdmVPmbobm hmoVm. `m H$maUm‘wio JmoXaoO ho Zmd Q>mQ>m Am{UOrOr^m° `m Zmdm§~amo~aM EH$ ~«±S>Zo‘ åhUyZ AmOhr CƒmaboOmVo. Ë`m§À`m CËH$fm©À`m n{hë`m H$mhr {Xdgm§nmgyZ hr Hw$Qw>§~ogm‘m{OH$ F$U OmUyZ KoD$Z Ë`mMr naV’o$S> H$aÊ`mg {eH$brAm{U Vr d¥Îmr A§Jr ~mUdyZ Ë`m H$boV Vr nma§JVhr Pmbr.Ë`m‘wioM `m A’$mQ> Am{U {ZË`ZyVZ ~ZV OmUmè`m ‘w§~B©ehamV m H$mhr Hw$Qw>§~m§Zm Img AmXamMo ñWmZ {‘imbobo Amho.

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Am{U Hw$Qw>§~{Z`moOZ, {ejU, g‘mOH$ë`mU, àgma‘mÜ`‘o,H$bm d nwamVÎdemó Am{U Ë`mM~amo~a oUmao nwamVZH$bm{dîH$ma d Eo{Vhm{gH$ dmaem§Mo OVZ `m gd©M Jmoï>t‘Ü oË`m§Zm ñdmañ` hmoVo. Vo A{ddm{hV hmoVo, Ë`m‘wio Ë`m§À`mA§V:H$aUmVrb gmar OmJm OUy g‘mO{hVmÀ`m {dMmam§Zrì`mnbobr hmoVr. AmYw{ZH$ ^maVmÀ`m Am¡Úmo{JH$ C^maUrÀ`m‘hÎdmÀ`m O~m~Xmar~amo~aM g‘mO{hVmgmR>rhr H$mhr Var Ho$bonm{hOo, hr {VVH$sM CËH$Q> H$iH$i Ë`m§À`m ‘ZmV hmoVr.à»`mV CÚmoJnVr Oo.Ama.S>r. Q>mQ>m§Mo Vo g‘H$mbrZ hmoVo Am{UñdV§Ì ^maV ho EH$ ñd §nyU© Am¡Úmo{JH$ amï> ~Zbo nm{hOo,`mgmR>rÀ`m Ë`m§À`m XÿaXeu à`ËZm§Vhr Eg. nr. Or. gh^mJrhmoVo. Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m OrdZmV AIoar-AIoarg XmoZ ‘hÎdmÀ`mKmofUm OZVobm {Xë`m- "Xoembm ‘XV H$aÊ`mgmR>r ‘w§~B©dmMdm' (goìh ‘w§~B© Qw> hoën B§{S>`m) Am{U "^maVmÀ`m doJdmZàJVrgmR>r gmø Úm' (hoën q~«J Ada B§{S>`m An- {¹$H$br!).`m XmoZ KmofUm§dê$ZM Ë`m§Mr amï>{Zð>m {H$Vr àIa hmoVr `mMrH$ënZm oVo. ‘bm Agohr H$ibo Amho H$s, `m darb XmoZKmofUm§Zm AZwgê$Z EH$ ì`mnH$ H¥${VH$m ©H«$‘ Ë`m§Zr V`ma Ho$bmhmoVm. Ë`mV nwT>rb H$m ©dmhrgmR>r {Z{üV {Xem XmIdbobrAmho. Ë`m ‘hmnwéfmbm ‘Z:nyd©H$ lÕm§Obr!

0‘w§~B©Vrb B§J«Or d¥ÎmnÌm§Mm Iam Am{U gd©g‘mdoeH$ B{Vhmg

AÚmn nyU©nUo CnbãY Pmbobm Zmhr. "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m'gma»`m ‘moR>çm d¥ÎmnÌmH$S>ohr Ë`mMm gnyU© B{VhmgZmhr. Iao Va AR>amdo eVH$ d EH$mo{Ugmdo eVH$ m H$mimVrb{d{dY d¥ÎmnÌm§Mo ‘mbH$sh¸$ H$go ~XbV Jobo Am{UgnmXH$nXmMr O~m~Xmar H$moUr H$moUr gm§ mibr hmoVr, hoOmUyZ KoUo AmVm WmoS>o AdKS>M Amho. AmOÀ`mà‘mUo Ë`mH$mimV gnmXH$, ‘mbH$, ‘wÐH$, àH$meH$ `m§Mr A{YH¥$V‘m{hVr à{gÕ H$am`bm bmdUmam H$m`Xm ApñVËdmV ZìhVm.EH$mo{Ugmì`m eVH$mV ‘w§~B©V AZoH$ B§J«Or d¥ÎmnÌo à{gÕ hmoVhmoVr. Ë`mVbr ~arMer Aënm wfrM R>abr qH$dm Xþgè¶m EImÚm‘moR>çm d Am{W©H$ÑîQ>çm à~i d¥ÎmnÌm§‘Ü o {dbrZ Var Pmbr.Ë`m§À`mn¡H$s H$mhtMr ‘mbH$s ñdV§Ì ì`º$sH$S>o hmoVr, Ë`m‘wioË`m§Mo Am wî` WmoS>o Am{U à^mdhr ‘`m©{XV hmoVm. Amemd¥ÎmnÌm§Mo OwZo A§H$ hñVJV H$aUohr ’$mago eŠ` Zmhr. EH$mMZmdmMr nU doJdoJù`m H$mbI§S>m§V àH$m{eV Pmbobr Aerd¥ÎmnÌohr Ë`m doir à{gÕ Pmbr hmoVr. n[aUm‘ hmM H$s, Ë`mH$miÀ`m d¥ÎmnÌm§Mm g‘J« B{Vhmg g‘OyZ KoUo ’$ma AdKS>Amho.

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1840 ‘Ü o S>m°.ã¶yBñQ> `m§ZmñH$m°Q>b§S>hÿZ nwÝhm ~mobmdyZKoÊ`mV Ambo. Ë`mZ§Va ‘mÌ Ë`m§Zr1840 Vo 1857 Aer Vã~bgbJ 17 df} gnmXH$nXmMrO~m~Xmar ñdrH$mabr. hr O~m~XmarKoVë`mda Ë`m§Zr "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Moê$n Am‘ybmJ« ~Xbbo.Ë`m nÌmÀ`m ‘mbH$m§Zr 1850 ‘Ü oË`m§Mo ^mJ^m§S>db dmT>dyZ `m nÌmMoê$nm§Va X¡{ZH$mV Ho$bo. Vr VmarI hmoVr2 gßQ>|~a 1850. hm ~XbKS>dyZ AmUVmZm Ë`mgmo~V EH$Bemamhr {Xbm Jobm- "Oo H$moUr`m nÌmVrb H$moUVmhr ‘OHy$anyd©nadmZJr{edm` CMbVrb(d XþgarH$S>o dmnaVrb), Ë`m§Zr{ddoH${damoYr dV©Z Ho$bo Amho,Ago ‘mZyZ Ë`m§Zm Ë`mMrH$m`Xoera ^anmB© H$amdr bmJob.'

gnmXH$s` H$V¥©Ëdm~m~Vhr WmoS>o Aä`mgmË‘H$ {ZîH$f© H$mT>mdobmJVrb. ‘r ’$º$ EH$m Eo{Vhm{gH$ Ñ{ï>H$moZmMm AmYma KoD$Zg‘H$mbrZ KQ>Zm§Mo {H$aH$moi gX © XoVmZm, AbrH$S>rbd¥ÎmnÌr` B{VhmgmVrbhr H$mhr Jmoï>tMr Zm|X KoD$ BpÀN>Vmo.

A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z, Ë`mMà‘mUo {~«{Q>e-B§{S>`Z `m gkmAmbQy>Z-nmbQy>Z H$m dmnaë`m Joë`m, `mMo ñnï>rH$aU H$aUoOéarMo Amho. Ë`mMm g~§Y {~«{Q>e dgmhVH$mimV qhXþñWmZmVamhUmè`m {~«{Q>e g‘mOmer Amho; 1947 À`m AmYrÀ`mH$mbI§S>mV oWo ñWm{`H$ Pmboë`m {~«{Q>em§gmR>r Ë`m eãXmMmdmna Ho$bm AgyZ, Ë`mcm B§p½be d qhXr g{‘l nmbH$ËdAgUmè`m ZmJ[aH$m§Mm gX © Zmhr. {deofV: B§p½be {nVm Am{UqhXþñVmZr ‘mVm m§À`m AnË`m§Mm oWo gX © Zmhr. 1916 nmgyZA±½bmo-B§{S>`Z `m gkoMm A{YH¥$V dmna g{‘l nmbH$ËdmÀ`mgX^m©V H$aÊ`mV Ambm, Var {~«{Q>e hm Xoe gmoSy>Z Joë`mZ§VahrH$mhr H$mi hr gkm ‘yi AWm©Zo dmnabr Jobr.Ë`mM ‘yi AWm©ZoVr `m ì`m»`mZmV dmnabr Amho.

gZ 1818 Vo 1947 `m H$mimVrb qhXr d {~«{Q>e`m§À`m‘Yrb g~§Ym§~Ôb ~aoM H$mhr {b{hbo Jobo Amho. `mboIZmn¡H$s OoË`m§À`m dmJUwH$sg~§YmV A{YH$V‘ {bImU{ddoH$mnojm ^mdZoMr dmQ> YaUmao Amho. ‘bm `m~m~V A{YH$ì`mnH$ Am{U CXma Ñ{ï>H$moZ ñdrH$mê$Z OoË`m§Mr dV©UyH$ hrOoË`m§à‘mUoM AgUma, m dmñVdmMm ñdrH$ma H$amdmgm dmQ>Vmo.Oa {OV Am{U OoË`m§À`m y{‘H$m§V AXbm~Xb KS>br AgVrAm{U qhXr bmoH$m§Zr B§½b§S>da dM©ñd {‘idbo AgVo Va qhXrbmoH$ {~«{Q>em§er H$mhr doJù`m nÕVrZo dmJbo AgVo H$m, Agmàý CnpñWV H$amdmgm dmQ>Vmo. {~«{Q>em§Mm qhXr bmoH$m§~ÔbMmÑ{ï>H$moU qH$dm Ë`m§Mr dmJUyH$, Ë`m§À`m§V Imobda éOboë`mCXma‘VdmXr na§nam§‘wio ~arM Mm§Jbr hmoVr Am{U AZoH$ àgJm§VVr amñV qH$dm Ý`mæ` Zgbr Var {ZXmZ dmOdr hmoVr, AgoVËH$mbrZ g‘mOYw[aUm§Zm dmQ>V Ago. ^maVmVrb {~«{Q>em§À`màXrK© àemgZH$mim‘Ü o EH$m {d{eï> H$mbI§S>mVM ¶màemgZmZo gm‘«mÁ`dmXmMr MwUyH$ XmI{dbr hmoVr Am{U ‘bmdmQ>Vo H$s, Vmo H$mbI§S> geó CR>mdm§Mm hmoVm; H«$m§{VH$maH$m§MmhmoVm.

A°bZ Oo. J«rZ~J©a `m§Zr A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z dmL²>½‘`mÀ`mgX^m©V Amnë`m X {~«{Q>e B‘oO BZ B§{S>`m - E ñQ>S>r BZ X{bQ>aoMa Am°’$ B§no[a`brP‘, 1880-1960 (Am°Šg’$S>© w{Z.àog, b§S>Z, 1969) - `m J«§WmV VrZ H$mbI§S> nmS>bo AmhoV.1880 Vo 1910 m H$mbI§S>mbm Vo AmË‘{dœmg nd© (Eam Am°’$H$m°pÝ’$S>Ýg) åhUVmV.; 1910 Vo 1935 `m H$mbI§S>mbm Voe§H$m nd© (Eam Am°’$ S>mD$Q>) åhUVmV, Va 1935 Vo 1960 mH$mbI§S>mbm CXmgr nd© (Eam Am°’$ ‘ob§H$br) åhUVmV. ‘r `mVrZ H$mbI§S>m§À`m AmYrÀ`m AmUIr XmoZ H$mbI§S>m§Mm {ZX}eH$ê$ BpÀN>Vmo - Vo åhUOo 1818 Vo 1857 ho emoYH$ nd© (EamAm°’$ EŠñßbmoaoeZ) Am{U 1857 Vo 1880 ho gmjmËH$ma nd©

(Eam Am°’$ [a`bm`PoeZ). ho Ago H$mbI§S> H$emgmR>r nmS>m`Mo`mMo CÎma AmoKmV ñnï> hmoB©bM.

n{ü‘ qhXþñWmZmVrb n{hë`m qàqQ>J àog(N>mnImZm)MrC^maUr H$aÊ`mMo lo B©ñQ> B§{S>`m H§$nZrMo EH$ Xbmb ^r‘OrnmaI Am{U hoZ«r {hb `m XmoKm§H$S>o g‘g‘mZ OmVo. Ë`m§Zr1674‘Ü o mMr gwédmV Ho$br. gwaV oWrb r‘Or nmaI m§ZrB§p½be B©ñQ> B§{S>`m H§$nZrÀ`m gMmbH$m§Zm nÌ nmR>dyZ ‘w§~B©bm,~«m÷Ur (‘amR>r) ^mfm d {bnr OmUUmam H$moUr Var H$m ©j‘qàQ>a (N>nmB© §Ì MmbdUmam)' nmR>{dÊ`mMr {dZ§Vr Ho$ë`mMr Zm|XAmho. m qàQ>abm Xa dfu 50 én o Agm ‘mo~Xbm gVV VrZ df}XoÊ`mMm H$amahr Pmbm. Aem VèhoZo hoZ«r {‘b ho {~«{Q>e J¥hñW‘w§~B© ~oQ>mMo qàQ>a åhUyZ nmR>{dbo Jobo. ‘w§~B©V Vo qàqQ>J àog,Q>mBn Am{U Mm§Jë`m àVrMm H$mJX KoD$Z 1674 ‘Ü o XmIbPmbo. 1674 ho df© åhUOo N>ÌnVr {edmOr‘hmamOm§À`mamÁ`m{^foH$mMo df©. r‘Or nmaI m§Zm bdH$aM CbJS>bo H$s,hoZ«r {‘b ho ’$º$ qàQ>a AmhoV, N>nmB©VÁk AmhoV; Vo `m àogMo

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"X Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'À¶m g§nmXH$mMr Imocr (Zmoìh|~a 1898)

H§$nmoOa hmoD$ eH$V ZmhrV. ^r‘Or nmaI `m§Zm ‘amR>r Am{UXodZmJarVrb ‘OHw$amMo pIio OwidUmam (H§$nmoOa) hdm hmoVm.B©ñQ> B§{S>`m H§$nZrÀ`m gMmbH$m§er Ë`m§Zr nwÝhm gnH©$ gmYbm.eodQ>r 1678 ‘Ü o ‘w§~B©bm EH$ XodZmJar Ajao OwidUmamH§$nmoOa YmS>Ê`mV Ambm; nU Ë`mZ§Va nwT>rb e§ a dfmªV‘w§~B©Vrb qàqQ>J ì`dgm`mMr {H$VnV dmT> AJa àJVr Pmbr,`m~ÔbMr AJXrM OwO~r ‘m{hVr CnbãY Amho.

‘w§~B©‘Ü o qàqQ>J àogMr ñWmnZm Pmë`mZ§Va nwT>rb 125dfmªV H$moUË`mhr d¥ÎmnÌr` hmbMmbr Pmë`mMr Zm|X AJa‘m{hVr Zmhr. ‘w§~B©Vrb n{hbo àH$meZ EImÚm d¥ÎmnÌmMo ZìhVo,Va "H°$b|S>a ’$m°a X B`a Am°’$ Ada bm°S>© 1780' ho hmoVo. "éñV‘H$agoQ>Or BZ X ~Oma' m qàqQ>J àog‘Ü o N>mnbobo ’w$bñHo$n 34nmZm§Mo H°$b|S>a ‘w§~B©V AdVabo. nU Ë`mM dfu qhXþñWmZrnÌH$m[aVoMm n{hbm AdVma "~|Jm°b J°PoQ>' m d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`m ê$nmVnmhm`bm {‘imbm. `m nÌmbm "{hH$sO J°PoQ>' Ago Zmd nS>bo.Vo H$bH$Î`mV e{Zdma 29 OmZodmar 1780 `m {Xder à{gÕPmbo. nU n{hbm dYm©nZ{XZ nmhÊ`mBVHo$ Am wî`hr Ë`mbmbm^bo Zmhr.

d¥ÎmnÌm§Mo wJ ‘w§~B©V AdVaÊ`mgmR>r ‘mÌ AmUIr ZD$ df}bmJbr. ‘w§~B©V 1789 ‘Ü o "~m±~o hoam°ëS>'À`m àH$meZmbmgwédmV Pmbr, nU H$mhr {Xdgm§VM "~|Jm°b J°PoQ>'à‘mUoË`mMmhr An‘¥Ë y Pmbm. nU ‘w§~B©H$am§Zm d¥ÎmnÌmMr CUrd ’$ma{Xdg ^mgbr Zmhr. H$maU H$mhr {Xdgm§VM 1790 ‘Ü o "~m±~oHw$[a`a' ho ehamVrb Xþgao dmVm©nÌ Xa e{Zdmar gH$mirdmMH$m§Zm {‘iy bmJbo. {dë`‘ A°e~Z©a ho gaH$mar A{YH$marË`mMo àH$meH$ hmoVo. A°e~Z©a ho Ë`mM H$mimV ‘w§~B©Mo eoar’$hrPmbo hmoVo. `m Jmoï>r bjmV KoVm, "~m±~o Hw$[a`a'‘YyZ H$moUË`màH$maÀ`m ~mVå`m Am{U Ë`m g~§YmVrb Q>rH$m{Q>ßnUrMm ‘OHy$a{Xbm OmV hmoVm, `mMr H$ënZm Amnë`mbm oÊ`mgmaIr Amho.àH$meZm~amo~aM d¥ÎmnÌmMr ‘mbH$shr Ë`mZ§Va A°e~Z©a`m§À`mH$S>o Jobr. Oo. Ama. ~r. OrOr^m° `m§À`mH$Sy>Z `m~m~VAer ‘m{hVr {‘iVo H$s "~m±~o Hw$[a`a'‘YyZ 1831 n ªV gaH$mar{ZdoXZo d hþHy$‘ (Am°S>©g© Am°’$ JìhZ©‘|Q>) à{gÕ hmoV hmoVo.Ë`m§‘Yrb BVa ‘OHw$amMo boIH$ Ë`m H$miÀ`m H$mhr ‘mÝ`daì`º$s hmoË`m. Ë`mV Ooåg ‘°{H$ÝQ>m°e (1765-1832),‘mD$§Q>ñQ>çwAQ>© Epë’$ÝñQ>Z (1779-1859) H$Z©b ìhmÝgHo$ZoS>r (1784-1841), ga AboŠPm§S>a ~Ýg© (1805-

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1841), hoZ«r am°{bÝgZ (1810-1895) Am{U AboŠPm§S>a~ob (‘¥Ë y 1853) `m ‘§S>itMm g‘mdoe hmoVm. ~m±~oHw$[a`a'À`m àH$meZmbm 50 df} nyU© Pmë`mda Ë`mMr ‘mbH$shå’«o$ ~moS>oZ, hoZ«r ’$m°goQ>, Ama.S>ãë y.H«$m°’$S>© Am{U O‘eoQ>OrOrOr^m° `m§À`mH$S>o Ambr. Ë`mZ§Va "~m±~o Hw$[a`a'bm ñnY©H$åhUyZ "~m±~o J°PoQ>' d¥ÎmnÌg¥ï>rV Ambo; "~m±~o J°PoQ>' mM ZmdmZodoJdoJù`m H$mimV àH$m{eV Pmboë`m VrZ d¥ÎmnÌm§n¡H$s hon{hbo. S>½bg {ZH$ëgZ `m§Zr 1790 ‘Ü o ~m±~o J°PoQ> àogMrñWmnZm Ho$br Am{U Z§Va 25 OyZ 1790 `m {XdgmnmgyZ XaewH«$dmar ‘°ŠbrZ `m§À`m gnmXZmImbr Vo à{gÕ hmoD$ bmJbo.S>ãë y.Eg.Hy$na ho Ë`mMo qàQ>a hmoVo.

"~m±~o J°PoQ>'À`m Om{hamVrVrb ‘OHy$a Agm hmoVm, ‘w§~B©(~m±~o) ehamÀ`m EH$m {d{eï> (^m¡Jmo{bH$) ñWmZm‘wio^maVmVrb Xþgè¶m H$moUË`mhr {~«{Q>e dgmhVrnojm gd©gmYmaUAm{U ObX ~mVå`m {‘iÊ`mMm ‘mJ© åhUyZ oWrbd¥ÎmnÌì`dgm`mg ‘hÎd Amho. "~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘Yrb wamo{n`Z~mVå`m§Mr I~a XoUmam ‘OHy$a hm BVa H$moUË`mhr ehamVrbd¥ÎmnÌm§nojm A{YH$ d ObX I~a XoUmam Agob.'

‘°ŠbrZÀ`m {Zd¥ÎmrZ§Va 1890 ‘Ü o àW‘ Hw$Ur {’$Aam°ZZmdmMm gnmXH$ Pmbm, nU bdH$aM A°S>m°ë’$g nmongnmXH$nXmda Ambo. hr Zo‘UyH$ Pmë`mda ‘w§~B©Mo eoar’$åhUyZhr Ë`m§Mr Zo‘UyH$ Pmbobr hmoVr. VWm{n, df© amVM Ë`m§Mo{ZYZ Pmbo d gnmXH$mMo nX nwÝhm [aH$m‘o Pmbo. Ë`mZ§Vagr.Oo.’o$Aa m J¥hñWm§Zr gnmXH$nX ñdrH$mabo. na§Vw VËH$mbrZgaH$mar {ZU© m§da Ho$boë`m Q>rHo$‘wio gaH$maMm amof ˶m§ZrAmoT>dyZ KoVbm Am{U Ë`m§Mr Vm~S>Vmo~ admZJr ‘m`Xoer

H$aÊ`mV Ambr. ga ES>‘§S> doñQ> `m gwàr‘ H$moQ>© Am°’$ ~m±~o(1862 n ªV ~m±~o hm`H$moQ>© `mM ZmdmZo AmoiIbo OmVhmoVo)À`m aoH$m°S>©a (AmOMo Mr’$ OñQ>rg) gdm}ƒ Ý`m{`H$A{YH$mè`mda ’o$Aa `m§Zr Ho$bobr H$R>moa Q>rH$m Ë`m§À`m A§JmerAmbr. AWm©V, Ë`m d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`m gnmXH$nXmda Amboë`m~è`mM A{^OZm§À`m Z{e~r hoM {bpIV Ë`mdoir hmoVo.

EH$mo{Ugmì`m eVH$mÀ`m nydm©Ym©V "~m±~o J°PoQ>'bm ‘w§~B©Vrbnmaer g‘mOmÀ`m amofmbm Vm|S> Úmdo bmJbo. ‘w§~B©Vrb p¼üZ{‘eZar ‘§S>itMo H$m ©- {deofV: ’«$s MM© Ag|ãbr `m gñWoMoaoìh. S>m°.Om°Z {dëgZ (Á`m§Zr ñHy$b d H$m°boO `m§Mr ñWmnZmHo$br)- `m§À`m H$m`m©~m~V "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Zo ì`º$ Ho$bobr ‘VonjnmVr AmhoV, Agm nmaer g‘mOmMm Amamon hmoVm. `mMmn[aUm‘ AWm©VM "~m±~o J°PoQ>'À`m dmMH$dJm©da Pmbm Am{U hrn[apñWVr 1840 n ªV am{hbr. Ë`mZ§Va `m nÌmMr ‘mbH$s~Xbbr Am{U Ë`m~amo~aM Ë`mMo Zmdhr. n[apñWVrÀ`mXS>nUm‘wio "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mo n[adV©Z "O§Q>b‘Z J°PoQ>'‘Ü o Pmbo.

nU `m Zì`m ZmdmMr ZdbmB©hr bdH$aM gnbr Am{Udf© amVM Om°Z H$m°ZZ `m§Mr Zdo gnmXH$ åhUyZ {ZdS> hmoVmMnwÝhm OwZo "~m±~o J°PoQ>' ho Zmd Ë`m d¥ÎmnÌmbm {‘imbo. ‘w§~B©À`mgmd©O{ZH$ OrdZmV H$m°ZZ `m§Mm H¥${Verb gh^mJ hmoVm. EH$MVwaò dº$m åhUyZ Ë`m§Mr ehamV »`mVr hmoVr, nUnÌì`dgm`mbm bmJUmao gnmXH$mMo "nmUr' A§Jr ZìhVo.Ë`m‘wio Ë`m§Zm bdH$aM B§½b§S>bm naVmdo bmJbo. nU B§½b§S>‘Ü oË`m§Zr H$m`Xo{df`H$ {ejU nyU© H$ê$Z arVga gZX KoVbr(1853) Am{U H$mhr dfmªZr Vo nwÝhm qhXþñWmZmV naVbo Am{U"~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mr O~m~Xmar Ë`m§À`m AZwnpñWVrVrb gnmXH$ Oo.

hoÝar H$d©Z (1845-1892){~«{Q>e n§VàYmZ ½c°S>ñQ>Z Am{U‘w§~B©Mo JìhZ©a cm°S>© ao ¶m§Mo {damoYH$

J«oQ>Z Jo¶ar :‘w§~B©Mo JìhZ©a cm°S>© ao ¶m§MoH$Å>a g‘W©H$

Oo. E‘. ‘°³crZ :"X ~m°å~o J°PoQ>'Mo Zm‘d§V g§nmXH$

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E‘. ‘°ŠbrZ `m§À`mH$Sy>Z nwÝhm hmVr KoVbr. H$m°ZZ `m§Mrd{H$br Oo‘Vo‘M Mmby hmoVr. nU Ë`m§À`m‘mJo AmVm ~°[añQ>a hrCnmYr hmoVr. Ë`m‘wio ‘w§~B© eha Am{U ~oQ> n[agamMo ‘w»`nmobrg ‘°{OñQoQ> åhUyZ Ë`m§Mr {Z wº$s Pmbr. Vr O~m~XmarË`m§Zr Ë`m§Mr àH¥$Vr {~KS>on ªV {Zð>oZo gm§ mibr. 1874 ‘Ü o‘m` y‘rbm naVVmZm gwdoP oWo Ë`m§Mo {ZYZ Pmbo, VoÝ`m`nrR>mMo à‘wI gXñ` AIoan ªV am{hbo. ‘w§~B©À`må w{Z{gnb H$m°nm}aoeZMo Vo H$mhr H$mi AÜ`jhr hmoVo, Ë`mMrgmj å w{Z{gnb H$m°nm}aoeZÀ`m g^mJ¥hmVrb Ë`m§Mm nwVimAmOhr XoVmo.

Mr’$ ào{gS>oÝgr ‘°{OñQoQ> åhUyZ H$m°ZZ `m§À`m Zo‘UwH$sZ§VaË`m§Zm "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mo ì`dñWmnZ ZrQ> nma nmS>Uo AeŠ` Pmbo,åhUyZ Ë`m§Zr Oo.E‘.‘°ŠbrZ ("JmBS> Qy> ~m±~o'‘wio à{gÕPmbobo) m§À`m hmVr gmondbo (1859) Iao, nU ‘°ŠbrZ m§ZmË`m O~m~XmarVyZ df© amVM Xÿahr Ho$bo. 1863 n ªV H$m°ZZ`m§Zr nÌmMo gnmXZ H$aVmZm ì`dñWmnZmMr Ywamhr dm{hbr, nUAIoa eodQ>r Ë`m§Zm "~m±~o J°PoQ>' ho ‘ogg© ‘°ŠbrZ A±S> em‘Z`m§Zm {dH$mdo bmJbo. Zì`m ì`dñWmnZmV "~m±~o J°PoQ>'ZoehamVrb gm‘m{OH$ KS>m‘moS>t‘Ü o bj KmbÊ`mMo {deofH$V©ì` 1860 Vo 1870 m Xhm dfmªV ~Omdmdo bmJbo. 1840À`m XeH$mVrb H$mhr H$mi Ë`mÀ`m gaH$ma{damoYr‘VàXe©Zm‘wio àemgH$m§À`m dVw©imV Ë`mbm XÿfUohr {‘imbrhmoVr. {~«{Q>e YmoaUmg~§Yr H$S>H$ ^mfoV {Z ©ËgZm H$aUmam‘OHy$a àW‘M `m d¥ÎmnÌmZo à{gÕ Ho$bm. "EH$ qhXÿ' `m ghrZo{b{hbobr Or EH§$Xa AmR> nÌo à{gÕ Ho$br Jobr Vr {~«{Q>eamÁ`H$Ë`mªda gS>Hy$Z Q>rH$m H$aUmar hmoVr. Vr gd© mñH$a nm§Sw>a§JVI©S>H$a (1816-1847) `m§Mr åhUOo gm‘m{OH$ Am{UYm{‘©H$ gwYmaH$ åhUyZ {d»`mV Agbobo XmXmo~m dS>m°.AmË‘mam‘ VI©S>H$a `m§À`m ~§Yy§Mr hmoVr. H§$nZr gaH$mada"^maVmbm AmOn ªV {‘imbobm gdmªV ‘moR>m emn' Agm ñnï>R>nH$m ^mñH$a nm§Sw>a§J VI©S>H$a `m§Zr R>odbm Am{U Ë`mVyZ Ë`mgaH$ma~Ôb n{hë`m§XmM ñnï> eãXm§V OmhranUo AgVmof àH$Q>Pmbm. Ë`mZ§VaÀ`m H$mimV XmXm^mB© Zm¡amoOtMr gwà{gÕ "~«oZ SoZ{WAar' ^mñH$a nm§Sw>a§J VI©S>H$am§À`m `m CÒmam§À`m nmœ© y‘rdaAmYmabr hmoVr. "~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘Ü o AZoH$ {gÕhñV boIH$m§Mo{bImU à{gÕ hmoV Ago. Ë`m§V ga ~mQ>©b {’«$Aa (1816-1873), ga Om°O© ~S>©dwS> (1834 -1917), Oo.Eb.{H$nqbJ(1837 -1911) ho AmQ>© ñHy$bMo àmo’o$ga Am{U {dë`‘dS>©ñdW© (1835-1917) ho Epë’$ÝñQ>Z H$m°boOMo {àpÝgnb`m§gmaIo Zm‘d§V hmoVo.

‘w§~B©V 1789 Vo 1819 m Vrg dfmªÀ`m H$mimV ’$º$ XmoZMà‘wI d¥ÎmnÌo àH$m{eV hmoV hmoVr. 1819 ‘Ü o Oo.EM.ñQ>m°¹$sba(1800-1885) `m§Zr ñW{JV Pmbobo "AmJ©g' ZmdmMoàH$meZ ~m±~o H«$m°{ZH$b' `m Zì`m ZmdmZo Mmb{dÊ`mg hmVrKoVbo. Vo Ë`m§Zr VrZ df} Mmbdbo Am{U 1822 ‘Ü o

ñQ>m°¹$sbaZr qhXþñVmZ gmoS>bm åhUyZ àH$meZ nwÝhm ñW{JVPmbo. Vo nwÝhm qhXþñWmZmV Ambo Iao , nU Ë`m§Zr AmnbrnÌH$m[aVm ‘w§~B©VyZ H$bH$Î`mH$S>o di{dbr. ‘w§~B© Am{UH$bH$Îmm `m XmoÝhr eham§Vrb nÌì`dgm`mV Ë`m§Mo `moJXmZ~amM H$mi Pmbo. Vo 1843 ‘Ü o nwÝhm b§S>Zbm naVbo Vob§S>Z‘Yrb ZmQ>çjoÌmÀ`m AmoT>rZo. nU VoWo Ë`m§Zm ’$ma `e{‘imbo Zmhr. ñQ>m°¹$sba `m§Zr Amnbo nÌH$m[aVoVrb AZw d"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' `m nÌmVyZ 1872 À`m Owb¡ ‘{hÝ`mV 2,10, 17 , 23 d 24 m VmaIm§Zm EHy$U nmM boIm§VyZ ‘m§S>boAmhoV. Ë`mZ§Va boIm§Mo nwñVH$hr àH$m{eV Pmbo, Agm C„oI{‘iVmo. Ë`m H$mimVrb d¥ÎmnÌr` dmVmdaUm~Ôb "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m'Zo Amnë`m 17 Owb¡ 1872À`m A§H$mV Aer Zm|X Ho$brAmho...

...`m H$mimV (1830) "X ~m±~o Hw$[a`a' ho nÌ à{Vð>oMo‘mZbo OmV hmoVo. Ë`mVrb ‘OHy$a daModa XþgarH$S>o CÕ¥V Ho$bmOmV hmoVm, Ë`mMr ^anya àe§gmhr Ho$br OmV hmoVr. Am{U Voñdm^m{dH$M hmoVo. bm°S>© {dë`‘² ~|qQ>Jbm ^anya H$a {‘idyZXoUmar Or nÌo hmoVr, Ë`m§À`mer "~m±~o Hw$[a`a' H$m`‘M gh‘VAgm`Mo.''

gZ 1838 À`m AIoarg ‘w§~B© ehamVrb à‘wI dmVm©nÌm§V"~m±~o J°PoQ>', "~m±~o Hw$[a`a' Am{U "~m°~o Q>mBåg' hr VrZ hmoVr.Ë`m§n¡H$s "~m±~o Q>mBåg' Ë`mM dfu gwê$ Pmbo hmoVo. {‘gog ‘[a`ZnmoñVÝg `m EH$m H°$ßQ>ZÀ`m nËZr. Ë`m§Zr amUr pìhŠQ>mo[a`m`m§À`m H$ma{H$XuÀ`m gwédmVrbm ‘w§~B© eha H$go {XgV hmoVo,`m~Ôb {b{hbo Amho. "doñQ>Z© B§{S>`m BZ 1838' `m 1839‘Ü o à{gÕ Pmboë`m {ÛI§S> J«§WmV Ë`m H$miÀ`m ‘w§~B©À`mOrdZmMo dU©Z Amho. Vmon ªV pìhŠQ>mo[a`Z amOdQ>rMo H$m`Xo‘w§~B©n ªV nmoMbohr ZìhVo. {‘gog nmoñVÝg {b{hVmV,"gd©gmYmaUnUo gwYmaUm§À`m {XeoZo ^maVmMr doJdmZ dmQ>Mmbgwê$ Pmbobr {XgVo. ‘Ü`‘ dJm©V {Xgy bmJbobm hm ~Xb Ë`m§ZmCËH$fm©H$S>o KoD$Z OmB©b.'

‘w§~B©Vrb àJVrÀ`m dmVmdaUmMo EH$ CXmhaU XoVmZm Ë`m{b{hVmV, " oWrb ñWm{ZH$ d¥ÎmnÌOJV A{YH$ à{V{ð>V Am{U‘hÎdmMo hmoV Mmbbobo Amho.' d¥ÎmnÌm§Mo Ago ‘hÎd dmT>VMmbbo, `mMr H$mhr H$maUo AgUmaM!

d¥ÎmnÌm§darb OmMH$ {Z~ªY Am{U gaH$mar {Z §ÌUmMo {Xdggnbo hmoVo. ‘w§~B©Mo VËH$mbrZ JìhZ©a bm°S>© ŠboAa m§Zm Vr ~§YZoH$m`‘ R>odm`Mr hmoVr, nU Ë`m§À`m BÀN>o{déÕ JìhZ©a OZab gaMmëg© ‘oQ>H$m’$ `m§Zr 1835 ‘Ü o Vr H$mTy>Z Q>mH$br. Ë`m‘wioqhXþñWmZMr d¥ÎmnÌo ‘wº$VoÀ`m Zì`m hdoV œmg KoD$ bmJbr. .‘J "~m±~o Hw$[a`a' Am{U "~m±~o J°PoQ>' `m§Zr {‘imboë`mñdmV§Í`mMm ‘Zgmoº$ Cn`moJ H$m H$ê$Z KoD$ Z o? Ë`m§Mo CXmhaUg‘moa R>odyZ Mm§Jbr d¥ÎmnÌo ~mOmamV AmUy nmhUmè¶m g‘{dMmar‘§S>itZm EH$ àH$mao CÎmoOZM bm^bo. Ë`m‘wio ‘w§~B© ehamVàË`jmV EH$ M¡VÝ` {Z‘m©U Pmbo hmoVo.

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""‘w§~B© eha CËgmhmZo abo Amho. Ë`m CËgmhmMo àH$Q>rH$aU1836 ‘Ü o "M|~a Am°’$ H$m°‘g©'À`m gñWmnZo‘Ü o Pmbo.H§$nZrMo AmXoenÌ 1834 ‘Ü o ‘mJo KoÊ`mV Ambo Am{U ImgJrgñWm§er ì`mnma Iwbm Pmbm. X ~±H$ Am°’$ ~m±~o ZwH$VrM da oVAmho. AmJ~moQ>tMr dmhVyH$ Am{U wamonbm OmoS>Umar dmQ> `m{df`mda XaamoO gJirH$S>o MMm© d dmXmdmXr Mmby Amho.‘w§~B©‘Ü o d¥ÎmnÌm§Zm BVHo$ AZwHy$b dmVmdaU AmVmn ªV H$YrMZìhVo Am{U hr gYr nH$S>Umar ‘mUgo Zì`m ì`mnmar KamÊ`mer~ìh§er g~§{YV AmhoV. ì`mnma Am{U ~±qH$J m§À`m‘Yrb Z’$mnydu B©ñQ> B§{S>`m ’$åg© {Ji§H¥$V H$arV hmoË`m, Vmo {‘idyZ `mZì`m ì`mnmè¶m§Zm dmQy>Z ¿`m`Mm Amho.''

`m Zì`m d¥Îmì`dgm`mÀ`m gmhgmV CVê$ nmhUmao hmoVo-‘ogg© ’o$W A±S> H§$nZr; ‘ogg©. ~«mD$Z[aJ A±S> H§$nZr; [aMr,ñQw>AS>© A±S> H§$nZr, pñH$Za A±S> H§$nZr, {dë`‘ {ZH$mob A±S>H§$nZr, {S>amo‘ A±S> H§$nZr; {hp½JZgZ, H$mS>©dob A±S> H§$nZr,E‘S>ãë y A±S> H§$nZr, ‘m{Q©>Z ‘ao A±S> H§$nZr, {Jb±S>ag©; EdmQ>©A±S> H§$nZr, ’«$m‘Or H$mdgOr, ~m±~o ‘MªQ²g, {dë`‘ hm°dS>©,{dë`‘ ‘m°ÝQ²> y, H$bH$Îmm ~°[añQ>a Am{U S>m°.{dë`‘ ‘°H$s ,‘o{S>H$b à°pŠQ>eZa `m gdmªZr EH$Ì oD$Z Zì`m d¥ÎmnÌmMoZm‘H$aU "~m±~o Q>mBåg A±S> OZ©b Am°’$ H$m°‘g©' Ago Ho$bo Am{UVo Xa ~wYdmar d e{Zdmar Ago AmR>dS>çmVyZ XmoZ doim àH$m{eVH$aÊ`mMo R>adbo. S>m°.Oo.B©.~«oZmZZm Ë`m§Zr gnmXH$ Zo‘bo.S>m°.~«oZmZ ho Am`[ae hmoVo. B§½b§S>‘Yrb g‘H$mbrZ d¡ÚH$s`Am{U d¡km{ZH$ n{ÌH$m§‘Ü o Ë`m§Mo C„oIZr` `moJXmZ hmoVo.Ë`m§Zm EH$mM doir XmoZ y{‘H$m {Z^mdm`À`m hmoË`m- "~m±~oQ>mBåg'Mo gnmXZ Am{U M|~a Am°’$ H$m°‘g©Mo g{MdnX. nU Owb¡1839 ‘Ü o ‘w§~B©bm Amë`mZ§Va dfm©VM H$m°bè¶mZo Ë`m§MmXþX£dr ‘¥Ë y Pmbm. Am{U d`mÀ`m Ho$di 36 ì`m dfu PmbobmË`m§Mm An‘¥Ë y "~m±~o Q>mBåg'bm ’$ma ‘moR>m Y¸$m XoD$Z Jobm.

dmñV{dH$ 1839 Am{U 1840 hr XmoZ df} ‘w§~B©Vrbd¥ÎmnÌ- OJVmbm ’$ma ‘moR>m ’$Q>H$m XoUmar R>abr. H$m°bam gmWrZoVrZ CX`moÝ‘wI nÌH$mam§Mo ~ir KoVbo. H°$b‘ ZmdmMo "~m±~oJ°PoQ>'Mo gnmXH$, ê$gmo ZmdmMo "~m±~o Hw$[a`a'Mo CngnmXH$ hoS>m°.~«oZmZ~amo~a H$m°bè¶mMo ~ir R>abobo AmUIr XmoZ nÌH$ma.S>m°.~«oZmZ ho Ë`m gdmªV A{YH$ ~w{Õ‘mZ d Hw$eb hmoVo. Ë`m§Zr‘w§~B©À`m g‘H$mbrZ nÌH$m[aVoda Amnë`m n{hë`mM boImVyZEH$ doJir N>mn C‘Q>dbr. "~m±~o Q>mBåg'À`m n{hë`mM A§H$mVB§½b§S>Zo qhXþñWmZH$S>o Ho$boë`m Xþb©jm~Ôb naIS> Q>rH$m H$ê$Z’$ma WmoS>oM B§p½be bmoH$ m Xoembm oQ> XoÊ`mg V`ma AgVmV,`mH$S>o bj doYbo Amho. S>m°.~«oZmZ m§Zm H$moUË`mhr Ñ{ï>H$moZmVyZqhXþñWmZMr y‘r Ho$di VÎdkmZmÀ`m Aä`mgmgmR>r Zìho, VaBVahr ì`mdhm[aH$ ~m~VrVhr Am¡ËgwŠ` {Z‘m©U H$aUmar dmQ>VhmoVr.

`m "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mr dm{f©H$ dJ©Ur Vrg én o Am{U Ì¡‘m{gH$Xhm én o hmoVr. `m nÌmVrb gwédmVrÀ`mM EH$m Om{hamVrV

nwT>rb àH$maMm ‘OHy$a Amho- ""`m nÌmV amOH$maU, {dkmZAm{U gm{hË`{df`H$ CÎm‘moÎm‘ ‘OHy$a daModa CnbãY ìhmdm,Aer MmoI ì`dñWm H$aÊ`mV Ambr Amho. ZmJar, bîH$ar dZm{dH$ godm§‘Yrb hmoUmao ~Xb- ~T>Ë`m Am{U Ë`m§À`merg~§{YV ‘hÎdmÀ`m Jmoï>tMr Zm|X {Z`{‘VnUo d ì`dpñWVR>odÊ`mV oB©b. nÌmÀ`m ‘OHy$a-ñV§ mVrb H$mhr mJ ñWm{ZH$Am{U B§½b§S>‘Yrb ì`mnmar O‘mVrgmR>r amIyZ R>odbobm Agob.Ë`mV Am{W©H$ KS>m‘moS>tMr AÚ`mdV d A{YH¥$V ‘m{hVr,ì`{º$JV qH$dm gmd©O{ZH$ ~m~VrVrb VH«$mar m§Mr mo½` XIbKoD$Z Mm¡H$er H$aÊ`mV oB©b. `m KQ>Zm§darb MMm© ‘wº$nUoAm{U {Z:njnmVrnUmZo Aer H$miOr KoD$Z Mmb{dbr OmB©bH$s, Ë`mVrb ^mfm Am{U EHy$U gya hm H$moUmbmhr XþImdUmamZgob. {~«{Q>e Am{U wamo{n`Z amOH$maUmÀ`m gX^m©V-Á`m~Ôb B§p½be dmMH$ ’$ma gdoXZerb Amho- doJdoJù`mamOH$s` njm§À`m ‘wInÌm§Vrb boIm§Mm Amdí`H$ ^mJ H$mTy>Zà{gÕ Ho$bm OmB©b Am{U Ë`m§Vrb ‘V‘Vm§Vao d mdZm§Mr XIbAJ«boImVyZ KoÊ`mV oB©b.''

"~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mo gMmbH$ Am{U gnmXH$ `m§Zr darbn[aÀN>oXmV ì`º$ Ho$bobr CXmÎm C{Ôï>o AmOÀ`m H$mimVë`mhrnÌH$m[aVobm ‘mJ©Xe©H$ R>aUmar AmhoV.

"~m±~o Q>mBåg'Zo B§½b§S>‘YyZ EH$ ‘wÐUVÁk ‘mJdyZË`mÀ`m‘m’©$V ñWm{ZH$ H$mam{Jam§Zm AjaOwiUrMo (H§$nmoqOJ)H$m‘ {eH${dÊ`mMo R>a{dbo. B§½b§S>‘YyZ AmUIrhr H$mhrH§$nmo{PQ>g© Am{U ‘erZda H$m‘ H$aUmao qàQ>g© 1842 ‘Ü oAmUÊ`mV Ambo. Ë`m H$mimVhr d¥ÎmnÌmbm bmJUmè¶mH$mJXmÀ`m {Z`{‘V Am{U nwaoem nwadR>çmMm àý hmoVmM! Aemgd© àým§Zm Vm|S> XoV "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mr Am{W©H$ Am{U gnmXH$s`Aem XmoZhr nmVù`m§da àJVr Mmby hmoVr. m àJVrMo J‘H$ AgoH$s, maVmVyZ B§½b§S>‘Ü o admZm hmoUmè¶m A§H$m§Mr g»`m 1841‘Ü o 77,000 hmoVr Vr 1842 ‘Ü o 1,06,830 EdT>r Pmbr.Ë`m§Vrb 39,983 åhUOo OdiOdi Mmirg Q> o$ A§H$‘w§~B©À`m Q>mBåg H$MoarVyZM nmR>{dbo OmV hmoVo. AWm©VM, Ë`mA§H$m§‘Ü o "X ~m±~o Q>mBåg ‘§Wbr g‘ar Am°’$ B§{S>`Z B§Q>o{bOÝg'(nydu ~mVå`m§Zm åhUOo "Ý yO'bm B§Q>o{bOÝg' åhUV!) `m§Mmhrg‘mdoe Ago.

"~m±~o Q>mBåg'À`m ‘mbH$s‘Ü o (àmoàm`Q>a{en) 1846Am{U nwÝhm 1850 ‘Ü o Ago XmoZ doim ~Xb Pmbo; Ë`m doirwamo{n`Zm§~amo~a H$mhr qhXþñWmZr ^mJYmaH$hr nÌmÀ`m

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Agbobo am°~Q>© ZmBQ> `m§Zr nÌmMr ‘mbH$s ~amM ‘moR>m H$miAZw dbr Am{U H$mhr ‘{hZo Ë`m d¥ÎmnÌmMo gnmXZhr Ho$bo.VWm{n, 1840 ‘Ü o S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§Zm ñH$m°Q>b§S>hÿZ nwÝhm~mobmdyZ KoÊ`mV Ambo. Ë`mZ§Va ‘mÌ Ë`m§Zr 1840 Vo 1857Aer Vã~b gbJ 17 df} gnmXH$nXmMr O~m~Xmar nobbr. hrO~m~Xmar KoVë`mda Ë`m§Zr "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mo ê$n Am‘ybmJ«~Xbbo. Ë`m nÌmÀ`m ‘mbH$m§Zr 1850 ‘Ü o Ë`m§Mo mJ^m§S>dbdmT>dyZ `m nÌmMo ê$nm§Va X¡{ZH$mV Ho$bo. Vr VmarI hmoVr 2gßQ>|~a 1850. hm ~Xb KS>dyZ AmUVmZm Ë`mgmo~V EH$Bemamhr {Xbm Jobm- "Oo H$moUr `m nÌmVrb H$moUVmhr ‘OHy$anyd©nadmZJr{edm` CMbVrb (d XþgarH$S>o dmnaVrb), Ë`m§Zr{ddoH${damoYr dV©Z Ho$bo Amho, Ago ‘mZyZ Ë`m§Zm Ë`mMrH$m`Xoera ^anmB© H$amdr bmJob.'

Aem àH$maMm Bemam H$Xm{MV AmO AñWmZr dmQ>ob; nU hobjmV R>odbo nm{hOo H$s, {Q>Hy$Z amhÊ`mgmR>r, ^rfU ñnY}bmVm|S> XoÊ`mgmR>r H$amdm bmJUmam gKf© `m‘wio hm BemamAn[ahm © hmoVm.

X "~m±~o J°PoQ>' ho nÌ J«hU‘wº$ hmoD$Z nwÝhm àH$m{eV hmoD$bmJbo hmoVo Am{U "~m±~o hoam°ëS>' ZmdmMo Zdo {Û-gmám{hH$ gwê$Pmbo hmoVo. ‘w§~B©V 1854 ‘Ü o B§J«Or VrZ X¡{ZHo$, VrZ {Û-gmám{hHo$ Am{U Mma gmám{hHo$ `m§Mo àH$meZ hmoV hmoVo.S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> hm OZVoH$Sy>Z D$Om© {‘idUmam ‘mUyg hmoVm Am{U‘w§~B©À`m ^m¡{VH$ d ~m¡{ÕH$ àJVrH$aVm åhUyZ{ejUàgmamnmgyZ Vo eha gwYmaÊ`mn ªV, AJXr doYemioÀ`mC^maUrn ªV A°J«r- hm°{Q©>H$ëMab gmogm`Q>r (H¥${f-’$bgdY©ZgñWm), X ~m±~o {OAm°J«m{’$H$b gmogm`Q>r (Á`m gñWoMo H$m ©dmhS>m°.ã yB©ñQ> ñdV:M gVV drg df} hmoVo), JìhÝ‘]Q> g|Qbå w{P`‘- Á`mbm AmVm ^mD$ XmOr dñVwgJ«hmb` AgoåhUVmV- `m gdmªÀ`m C^maUrgmR>r Ë`m§Zr {OdmMo amZ Ho$bo.Ë`m§Mm {edS>r‘Yrb ~§Jbm ho VéU ‘w§~B©-gwYmaH$m§À`moQ>rJmR>rMo EH$ H|$Ð hmoVo. S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> m§Mo H$m‘ BVHo$ CÎm‘ àH$mao

Mmby hmoVo H$s, Vo 1857 Z§Vahr BWo {Q>Hy$Z amhÿ eH$bo AgVo;nU 1857 ‘Yrb EVÔoer`m§À`m CR>mdm~m~V Ë`m§Mo AmJ«h-XþamJ«h H§$nZrÀ`m eoAahmoëS>am§À`m {damoYr hmoVo. {~«{Q>egÎmmYmè¶m§À`m {damoYmV ~§S> H$aUmè¶m qhXr bmoH$m§Zm H$moUË`mhràH$maMr X`m‘m`m XmIdy Z o, Aem àH$maÀ`m YmoaUmMmS>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§Zr CKS> d Omhra AmJ«h Yabm. åhUyZË`m§À`mdarb amJm‘wio Ë`m§Mm C„oI "ãbS>r ã yB©ñQ> (aº$mibobmAm{U aº${nnmgy)' Agm hmoD$ bmJbm. Agä` ^mfoV Ë`m§ZrHo$boë`m ‘VàXe©Zm‘wio Ë`m§Zm Ë`m§Mo nX J‘dmdo bmJbo.d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`m qhXþñWmZr eoAahmoëS>am§Zr "~m±~o Q>mBåg'À`mgnmXH$nXmdê$Z Ë`m§Mr CMb~m§JS>r H$aÊ`mgmR>r hmV{‘idUrHo$br. EImÚm OI‘r qghmà‘mUo S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§Zr "~m±~oñQ>±S>S>©'‘YyZ Ohar eãXm§V Amnbr H¡${’$`V ‘m§S>m`bm gwédmVHo$br. "~m±~o Q>mBåg'‘YyZ {ZKmë`mda Amnë`m ‘w§~B©Vrb

ñH$m°{Q>e {‘Ìm§À`m gmømZo Ë`m§Zr Amnbr H¡${’$`V ‘m§S>Ê`mgmR>r"~m±~o ñQ>±S>S>©' gwê$ Ho$bo hmoVo. hr EH$M KQ>Zm Ë`m§À`m H$m`m©MoZmJ[aH$m§Zm dmQ>bobo ‘mob Am{U àË`jmV Ë`m§À`m nXamVnS>bobo ‘mn `m§À`m‘Ü o oD$Z C^r am{hbobr {XgVo, hr ‘moR>rMXþX£dmMr Jmoï> Amho. `mnwT>rb X¡dXþ{d©bmg Agm- 1860 ‘Ü oS>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§Mo {ZYZ Pmë`mZ§Va bJoM 1861 ‘Ü o "~m±~oñQ>°S>S>©' hoM "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o {dbrZ Pmbo. ã yB©ñQ>Z§Vaam°~Q>© ZmBQ> `m§Zr "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mr gnmXH$s` gyÌo hmVr KoVbr.

"~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mo "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o Pmboë`mn[adV©Z- à{H«$ oMo IaoIwao gmjrXma am~Q>© ZmBQ> ho hmoVo, nU"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mm nwT>rb B{Vhmg OmUyZ KoÊ`mAmYr Ë`mdoiÀ`m BVa H$mhr d¥ÎmnÌm§Mm WmoS>Š`mV AmT>mdm ¿`mdm bmJob.1840 ‘Ü o XmoZ Zdr ‘m{gHo$ "~m±~o ‘°J{PZ' Am{U "~m±~oñnmo{Qª>J ‘°J{PZ' hr gwê$ Pmbr. Mma dfmªZ§Va åhUOo 1844‘Ü o "~m±~o {dQ>Zog' ho Ym{‘©H$ gmám{hH$ gwê$ Pmbo, nU Vo XmoZdfmªVM åhUOo 1846 ‘Ü o Jw§S>mimdo bmJbo. 1845 ‘Ü o gwê$Pmbobo "~m±~o ‘ob' åhUOo B§½b§S>‘Yrb dmMH$m§gmR>r gmXaHo$bobr ‘w§~B©Vrb ‘{hÝ`mÀ`m KQ>Zm§Mr O§Ìr Ago. Ë`mM dfm©V"~m±~o ñnmo{Qª>J [aìøy' ho Zdo ‘m{gH$ "~m±~o J°PoQ>'À`mH$m`m©b`mVyZ à{gÕ hmoD$ bmJbo. Ë`m‘wio ~m±~o ñnmo{Qª>J‘°J{PZbm Y¸$m ~gbm. hiyhiy ‘w§~B©Vrb Zì`m d¥ÎmnÌm§MrVgoM {Z`VH$m{bH$m§Mr g»`m Ë`mZ§Va dmT>V Jobr. "X ñnoŠQ>oQ>a'ZmdmMo gmám{hH$ 1847 ‘Ü o gwê$ Pmbo; Va m`Iim àog‘YyZ1854 ‘Ü o "~m±~o ¹$mQ>©bu ‘°J{PZ' {‘iy bmJbo.

`m A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z {Z`VH$m{bH$m§Mr Zm|X AmUIr EH$m‘hÎdmÀ`m {Z`VH$m{bH$mÀ`m Zm|Xr{edm` nyU© hmoUma Zmhr. "{XA°½bmo-B§{S>`Z {n[a`m°{S>H$b {bQ>aoMa' (1887, Zdr Amd¥Îmr)‘Ü o Aer ‘m{hVr {Xbobr Amho H$s, {V‘mhr gm{hpË`H$ AmT>mdmKoÊ`mgmR>r ‘w§~B©V "¹$mQ>©bu [aìøy' àH$m{eV H$amdo, Aer moOZmR>abr. hr `moOZm Owb¡ 1854 ‘Ü o EM.Eb. A±S>g©Z- Oo Ë`mdoir nmo{b{Q>H$b {S>nmQ>©‘|Q>Mo goH«o$Q>ar åhUyZ H$m‘H$mO nmhVhmoVo- Ë`m§Zr {Xboë`m EH$m ^moOZg‘ma§ mV M{M©br Jobr. Ë`mdoir CnpñWV ‘§S>itV- {dë`‘ hm°dS>© (nwT>o A°S>ìhmoHo$Q> OZabPmbo), Ë`m§Mo ~§Yy ES>dS>© hm°dS>© (nwT>o ‘w§~B© àemgZmMo EH$gXñ`), EM.~r.B©. ’«$sAa (nwT>o "ga' nXdr {‘iyZ ga ~mQ>©b’«$sAa åhUyZ AmoiIbo OmD$ bmJbo), EM.H$m°{Z~oAa({gpìhb B§{O{ZAa), H°$ßQ>Z ‘°[aAa (nwT>o bîH$ar ImË`mMog{Md), aoìh. {’${bn A±S>agZ (gXa AXmbVMo a{OñQma),Om°Z H$m°ZZ (nwT>rb H$mimV d[að> nmobrg ‘°{OñQoQ>), h~©Q>©{OamS>© (nwT>rb H$mimV J«±Q> ‘o{S>H$b H$m°boOMo {àpÝgnm°b) Am{Ugr.Oo.AñH$m©BZ (nwT>rb H$mimV ‘w§~B© gaH$maMo EH$ gXñ`)- hogd© ‘mÝ`da hmoVo. "X B§p½be BZ doñQ>Z© B§{S>`m'Mo boIH$ aoìh.nr. A±S>agZ `m§Zm `m "¹$mQ>©abr [aìøy'Mo gnmXH$ Zo‘Ê`mVAmbo. Ë`mZ§Va Pmboë`m àXrK© MM}V Agm {ZU© KoÊ`mV AmbmH$s, "Ho$di EVÔoer` {df`m§À`m n[aKm~mhoaÀ`mhr H$mhr

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1. Wm°‘g Oo. ~oZoQ> : "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' àH$m{eV H$aUmè¶m H§$nZrMo XmoZhr ^mJrXma ‘¥Ë¶y‘wIr nS>ë¶m‘wio ~oZoQ> ¶m§Zm"~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘YyZ ~mocmdco Joco.

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`m gw‘mamg àH$m{eV hmoV Agboë`m ~hþg»`{Z`VH$m{bH$m§Mr n[apñWVr Aer hmoVr. Ë`m§À`mn¡H$s A{YH$m§e~§X nS>br qH$dm nwT>rb H$mhr dfmªV Xþgè¶m ‘moR>çm nÌm§H$S>oAmoT>br OmD$Z Ë`m§Mm ^mJ ~Zbr. 1861 n ªVÀ`m `mH$mbI§S>mV Zì`m nÌm§Mm CX` Am{U OwÝ`m H$mhtMm An‘¥Ë yAgo ‘w§~B©Vrb d¥ÎmnÌr` OJVmMo {MÌ hmoVo.

S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§À`mZ§Va "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mo gnmXH$ åhUyZ am°~Q>©ZmBQ> (1820-1890) `m§Mr Zo‘UyH$ Pmbr. Vo H$Q>ba, nm‘aAm{U H§$nZrMo à{V{ZYr åhUyZ qhXþñWmZmV Ambo hmoVo. "~m±~oQ>mBåg'‘Ü o S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> m§À`m aOoÀ`m {Xdgm§V Ë`m§Zr H$m ©H$margnmXH$ åhUyZ Ho$bobo H$m © C„oIZr` hmoVo. Ooìhm S>m°.ã yB©ñQ>`m§Zm gnmXH$nXmdê$Z Xÿa Ho$bo Jobo, Voìhm Ë`m OmJr am°~Q>© ZmBQ>`m§Mr {ZdS> Pmbr. Ë`m§Zr dmMH$m§Mm, eoAahmoëS>am§Mm Am{UË`m§Vrb qhXþñWmZr eoAahmoëS>am§Mm {dœmg naV {‘idbm. am°~Q>©ZmBQ> gnmXH$ Pmë`mZ§Va Ë`m§Zr ‘Wm`g ‘wb m§À`mer mJrXmarH$ê$Z "~m±~o Q>mBåg' {dH$VM KoVbm. `m ì`dhmamV Ë`m§Zr

XmI{dbobr Hw$ebVm "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Mm m½`moX` H$aUmar R>abr.‘Wm`g ‘wb ho ‘w§~B©VM EÁ wHo$eZ gmogm`Q>rÀ`m àogMrO~m~Xmar KoÊ`mgmR>r åhUyZ qhXþñWmZmV Ambo hmoVo. Vo "~m±~oQ>mBåg'Mo {~{PZog ‘°ZoOa ~Zbo Am{U Ë`m§Zr Amnbo ghm`H$åhUyZ S>mogm^m` ’«$m‘Or `m nmaer g‘mOmVrb B{VhmgH$mam§MrZo‘UyH$ Ho$br. ZmBQ>-‘wb hr OmoS>r {VWoM Wm§~br Zmhr.‘mbH$sh¸$m§V àË`j ~Xb H$ê$Z KoÊ`mAmYr "~m±~o Q>mBåg'Zo"~m±~o ñQ>±S>S>©'Mo {dbrZrH$aU H$ê$Z KoVbo (31 {S>g|~a 1859).`m XmoZ d¥ÎmnÌm§Mo gå‘rbZ H$aUo Amdí`H$ hmoVo, H$maU Ë`m§MoH$S>do à{VñnYu d¥ÎmnÌ Agboë`m "~m±~o J°PoQ>'bmOo.E‘.‘°ŠbrZ `m à^mdembr gnmXH$m§Mo ghH$m © bm^bo hmoVo.Ë`mda ‘mV H$aÊ`mgmR>r "~m±~o Q>mBåg'À`m Zì`m gMmbH$m§Zr"am° Q>g© EOÝgr' `m dmVm©ha gñWobm b§S>ZhÿZ A{YH$ ObXdmVm© nmR>{dÊ`mMr ì`dñWm H$aÊ`mg gm§JÊ`mV Ambo Amho, AgoOmhra Ho$bo. hr Zdr ì`dñWm 1860 n ªV {Q>Hy$Z am{hbr Am{UZ§Va Vr ~§X nS>br. qhXþñWmZmV 1855 nmgyZ Vmagodm gwê$ PmbrhmoVr. Ë`mZ§Va nwT>rb Xhm dfmªV b§S>Zer gnH©$ gmYUmar Ho$~bgodm gwê$ Pmbr. "am° Q>g© Ý yO EOÝgr' 1866 n ªV Mmbyam{hbr hmoVr.

am°~Q>© ZmBQ> gnmXH$nXr AmUIr H$mhr df} am{hbo. Amnë`md¥ÎmnÌm§‘Ü o Ë`m§Zr gVV H$mhr Var Zdo ~Xb KS>dyZ AmUÊ`mMmM§J ~m§Ybm hmoVm. "~m±~o Q>mBåg' Am{U "~m±~o ñQ>±S>S>©' `m§Mo{dbrZrH$aU 18 ‘o 1861 nmgyZ H$ê$Z Ë`m§Zr "X Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m' gwê$ Ho$bm.. "X Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' `m ZmdmnwT>o "BZ{dM X ~m±~o Q>mBåg A±S> X ~m±~o ñQ>±S>S>© Ama BZH$m°nm}aoQ>oS>' AgoeãX hmoVo. Zì`m gMmbH$m§Zm Ago dmQ>bo H$s, ‘w§~B© EìhmZm^maVmMr Am{W©H$ amOYmZr Pmbobr Amho. Ë`m‘wio ‘w§~B©VrbAmnë`m d¥ÎmnÌmbm gmh{OH$M amï>r` d¥ÎmnÌmMm XOm© {‘iUo

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`mo½` Amho. `m nÌmÀ`m H$ma{H$XuVrb Xþgam ~Xb Ë`mZ§VaOdiOdi Xhm AmR>dS>çm§Zr Ambm, Ooìhm "~m±~o Q>o{bJ«m’$ A±S>Hw$[a`a' `m EH$ OmZodmar 1847 amoOr EH$‘oH$m§V {dbrZPmboë`m XmoZ nÌm§‘YyZ {ZKmboë`m nÌmbm bdH$aM "Q>mBågAm°’$ B§{S>¶m'Zo {JiyZ Q>mH$bo. AWm©VM Zì`m nÌmbm Amnë`m‘Wù`m~amo~a Ë`m§Vrb gd©M KQ>H$m§Mr Zmdo XoUo eŠ`Zgë`m‘wio AIoa ’$º$ "X Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' EdT>oMerf©H$ñWmZr H$m`‘ am{hbo . (28 gßQ>|~a 1861) mgmR>r ZmBQ>`m§Zr Or H$maUo {Xbr, Vr- "‘w§~B© hr qhXþñWmZMr Am{W©H$amOYmZr ~Zbobr Amho, Oar AÚmn gdm}ƒ gaH$ma Ë`m ehamVnmohmoMbobo Zmhr; Var XoemVrb gd© doJdoJù`m àH$maÀ`m‘m{hVrgmR>r bmoH$m§Mr ZOa ~m±~o àogH$S>oM bmJbobr AgVo'-Aer hmoVr...

ZmBQ> OdiOdi 16 dfmªZ§Va ‘m`Xoer åhUOo B§½b§S>bm1894 ‘Ü o {ZKmbo. qhXþñWmZMm åhUOo ‘w§~B©Mm {H$ZmamgmoS>Ê`mnydu ‘w§~B©À`m ZmJ[aH$m§Zr Ë`m§Mm gËH$ma g‘ma§ KS>dyZAmUbm Am{U Ë`m§Zm EH$ bmI én`m§Mr W¡br XoD$Z Ë`m§À`mAVwbZr` d¥ÎmnÌr` H$m‘{Jarbm XmX {Xbr. Ë`m n¡emMm Cn`moJZmBQ> m§Zr X{jU qhXþñWmZmVrb H$m°’$s BñQ>oQ>Mo eoAa KoÊ`mgmR>rHo$bm. aOoda OmÊ`mnydu aoìha§S> ’«$mpÝgg ~ob m nwÊ`mOdiÀ`mIS>H$s oWrb MM©Mo M°ßboZ `m§Zm gnmXH$s` O~m~XmarKoÊ`m~Ôb gwM{dbo. `m {d{MÌ Zo‘UwH$sZo AgVmofmMr {R>UJrnSy>Z Ë`mVyZ ‘moR>mM dmX§J {Z‘m©U Pmbm.

ZmBQ> `m§Zm 1869 ‘Ü o "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' gmoS>Uo ^mJnS>bo; H$maU Ë`m§Mo Ë`mÀ`m ^mJrXmam§~amo~a- ‘Wm`g ‘wb`m§À`m~amo~a Pmbobo ‘V oX. ZmBQ>-‘wb {ddmXmVyZ, EImÚmMm§Jë`m arVrZo am~dboë`m ^mJrXmarMmhr eodQ> H$gm Xþ:IXhmoD$ eH$Vmo, Ë`mMm ~moY hmoVmo. VrZ ’o$~«wdmar 1869 À`m"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'dê$Z Ago g‘OVo H$s, am°~Q>© ZmBQ> `m§ZrñWm{ZH$ Ý`m`mb`mH$Sy>Z ‘Wm`g ‘wb m§À`m{damoYmV gnmXH$s`H$m`m©V H$moUVrhr T>dimT>di AJa AS>Wim Z AmUÊ`mMmAmXoe {‘idbm hmoVm. EH$ Owb¡ 1868 `m {Xder nañnam§À`mgh‘VrZo XmoKm§Zrhr ^mJrXmar {ZH$mbmV H$mT>br hmoVr. nU AgoR>adÊ`mV Ambo hmoVo H$s, am°~Q>© ZmBQ> AmUIr EH$ df©, Xa‘{hZm 1300 én o EdT>çm doVZmda gnmXH$ åhUyZ H$m‘H$aVrb. ^mJrXmar gmoS>ë`mMm ‘mo~Xbm åhUyZ Ë`m§Zm é. EH$bmI VrZ hßßË`m§V (é.40,000 Zmoìh|~a 1868 ‘Ü o;é.40,000 OyZ 1869 ‘Ü o Am{U Cabobo 20,000 OyZ1870 ‘Ü o) {‘iVrb. nU XmoKm§‘Ybm d¡ {º$H$ gKf© eodQ>rAem Q>ßß`mda nmohmoMbm H$s, ‘Wm`g ‘wbZo 23 OmZodmar1869 amoOr EH$ nÌ {bhÿZ gnmXH$ ZmBQ> m§À`mda Agm AmamonHo$bm H$s, ZmBQ>Zo H$moUr EH$m {dë`‘ {g‘ ZmdmÀ`m ‘w§~B©À`m‘mUgmbm B§½b§S>H$Sy>Z oUmè¶m Vmam dmMm`bm XoD$Z Ë`mÀ`m‘mo~Xë`mV KoVbobo 4000 én o H§$nZrÀ`m {hemo~mV XmIdboboZmhrV. ZmBQ>Zo hm Amamon gm’$ YwS>H$mdyZ bmdbm, nU Ë`m‘wio

gKfm©Mr {R>UJr nSy>Z ^mJrXmar ‘moS>rV {ZKmbr. ZmBQ> `m§Zr‘w§~B©V "B§{S>`Z BH$m°Zm°{‘ñQ>' ZmdmMo ‘m{gH$ gwê$ Ho$bo. nUbdH$aM ZmBQ> H$bH$Î`mbm nmohmoMbo. {VWo Ë`m§Zr ‘w§~B©V gwê$Ho$bobo "B§{S>`Z ñQ>oQ²g‘Z' ZmdmMo nÌ H$bH$Î`mVrb "’«|$S²gAm°’$ B§{S>`m' `m nÌmer g‘r{bV Ho$bo. nwT>o "B§{S>`Z ñQ>oQ²g‘Z'`mM ZmdmZo Mmby am{hbobo ho X¡{ZH$ ZmBQ> `m§À`m ‘wbm§ZrZmdmê$nmg AmUbo Am{U "X ñQ>oQ²g‘Z' `m ‘Wù`mImbr VoqhXþñWmZmV Am{U qhXþñWmZm~mhoahr {d»`mV Pmbo.

‘Wm`g ‘wb 1879 ‘Ü o {Zd¥Îm Pmë`mZ§Va "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m' OZab {dë`‘ Zmgmo brg (1825-1889) `m§Zr{dH$V KoVbo. OZab brg ho ~§Jmb Am‘u‘Ü o hmoVo Am{Unm¡dm©Ë` {df`m§darb {dÛmZ Aer Ë`m§Mr »`mVr hmoVr. am°~Q>©ZmBQ> `m§Zr "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' gmoS>ë`mda Q>r..EM.J«rZ `mAm°Šg’$S>© ñH$m°baZm gnmXH$nX XoD$ Ho$bo hmoVo, nU Ë`m§Zr VoZmH$mabo. AJXr Aën H$mi Vr OmJm bwB© OoqZJ `m§Zr ^ê$ZH$mT>br. bwB© OoqZJ ho b§S>ZÀ`m "Q>mBåg' `m nÌmMo {deofdmVm©ha åhUyZ qhXþñWmZmV Ambo hmoVo. Z§Va Vo "Ý y m°H©$ Q>mBåg'MognmXH$ Pmbo. ZmBQ>Z§Va "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mo gnmXH$ åhUyZCUrd ^ê$Z H$mT>br Vr S>ãë y.‘m{Q©>Z dwS> `m§Zr (1828-1907). ‘m{Q©>Z dwS> Ë`m H$mimV "b±Ho$ñQ>a Jm{S>© Z' `md¥ÎmnÌmV hmoVo. S>ãë y. ‘m{Q©>Z dwS> ho JmonmbH¥$îU JmoIbo `m§MoñZohr hmoVo Am{U Ý`m`‘yVu ‘hmXod JmoqdX amZS>o m§Mo {eî` hmoVo.JmoIbo `m§Zm Jm§YrOr Amnbo amOH$s` Jwê$ ‘mZV. dwS> `m§Zr1884 ‘Ü o "qW½O Am°’$ B§{S>`m ‘oS> ßboZ' `m ZmdmMo EH$nwñVH$ à{gÕ Ho$bo. Ë`m§Zr "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o{b{hboë`m ~hþVoH$ AJ«boIm§Mo ho gH$bZ Amho. Ë`m§À`mboIZmVyZ qhXþñWmZmVrb "gmho~' ‘§S>itMr AH$maU {eaOmoar dC‘©Q>nUm `m§~ÔbMm d¡VmJ R>m`r-R>m`r ì`º$ hmoVmZm {XgVmo.aoëdo{Z{‘©Vr Am{U ì`dñWmnZ hm Ë`m§Mm AmdS>Vm {df`. aoëdoA{YH$mar dJm©À`m ì`dñWmnZmVrb {T>gminUmda Ë`m§ZrAmnë`m boIZmVyZ ~aoM H$moaS>o AmoT>bo AmhoV.

‘m{Q©>Z dwS> `m§À`mZ§Va J«°Q>Z JoAar ho "Q>mBåg'Mo gnmXH$~Zbo. "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mo ‘mbH$-gnmXH$ åhUyZ Vo à{gÕr nmdbohmoVo. J«°Q>Z JoAatZm VoWo 1877 ‘Ü o hoZ«r H$d©Z (1845-1892) m§Mr "~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘Ü o gmW {‘imbr. Z§Va "~m±~o J°PoQ>'gmoSy>Z JoAar "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o XmIb Pmbo. OoìhmH$d©Z "Q>mBåg'‘Ü o Ambo, Voìhm JoAatZm nwÝhm "~m±~o J°PoQ>'MogMmbH$nXmda ~mobmdUo Ambo Am{U "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'gmoSy>Z XoD$Z Ë`m§Zr Vo ñdrH$mabo. ‘Yë`m H$mimV H$d©Z "Q>mBågAm°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mo ‘mbH$-gnmXH$ ~Zbo Am{U Aem àH$mao EHo$H$miMo ho XmoZ ghH$mar XmoZ {^Þ Ñ{ï>H$moZ KoD$Z AIoan ªVEH$‘oH$m§Mo ñnY©H$ Am{U {damoYH$ am{hbo.

H$d©Z ho ‘wimV H$dr hmoVo; Z§Va Vo nÌH$ma ~Zbo. à»`mVB§p½be H$dr {dë`‘ dS>©ñdW© m§Mo Vo XÿaMo ZmVodmB©H$ hmoVo. (EHo$H$mir ‘w§~B© Bbm»`mV `m H$drMo {H$‘mZ VrZ Amá hmoVo.

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1. ~r. Or. hm°Zu‘Z (1873 Vo 1948) : "~m±~o H«$m°{ZH$c'Mo g§nmXH$ Agcoco hm°Zu‘Z ñdmV§Í¶ g¡{ZH$m§Zm AmncoM nwT>mar dmQ>V.Vo ‘yiMo Ohmc JQ>mMo, nU eodQ>r Jm§YtMo AZw¶m¶r Pmco.

2. àmo’o$ga Am‘m©BZ dwS>hmD$g : ໶mV {~«{Q>e {dZmoXr coIH$ nr.Or.dwS>hmD$g ¶m§Mo ~§Yy. "X Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘ܶo ¶m§Zr Senex

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Epë’$ÝñQ>Z H$m°boOMo {àpÝgnm°b {dë`‘ dS>©ñdW© hohr Ë`m§Mo ZmVyhmoVo. Á w{S>{e`b H${‘eZa H°$bH«$mâQ> Ho$ZoS>r- Á`m§Zr "Ab²-H$mQ>©{hb' `m Q>monU ZmdmZo {bImU H$aV Amnë`m "X bm°ñQ>S>mo{‘{Z`Z' `m J«§WmVyZ {~«{Q>em§À`m qhXþñWmZ{df`H$ YmoaUmdaH$S>H$ Q>rH$mó gmoS>bo hmoVo Vohr- `m H${damOm§Mo ZmVyM hmoVo.)qhXþñWmZmV oÊ`mnydu "gm°amo A±S> gm±J' `m ‘Wù`mImbr EH$nwñVH$ àH$m{eV Ho$bo hmoVo. Ë`mV H$mhr gwà{gÕ H$dtÀ`mdmL²‘`rZ YS>nS>r~ÔbMm, gKfm©~ÔbMm AË §V göX`VoZo doYKoVbm Amho. gm{hË`OJVmV Ë`m§Mr H$sVu Vo qhXþñWmZmVoÊ`mnyduM ngabr hmoVr. Ë`m§Zr 1873 ‘Ü o "{hñQr Am°’$

npãbqeJ' ho nwñVH$ à{gÕ Ho$bo, Á`m‘Ü o gm{hË`{df`H$H$mhr ‘Zmoa§OH$ H$Wm Am{U b§S>Z‘Yrb J«§Wì`dgm` `m§Mr‘m{hVr {Xbobr Amho. Ë`m§À`m AZoH$ gm{hË`H¥$Vtn¡H$s H$mhrH¥$Vr {ZZmdr AmhoV. H$d©Z `m§À`m‘wio "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'bmEH$ {deof gm{hpË`H$ XOm© {‘imbm, Vmo Ë`m H$mimV Xþ{‘©i

hmoVm. H$d©Z `m§À`mdarb Ë`m§À`m {ZYZmZ§Va bJoM {b{hboë`mEH$m boImV (X ½bmo~ Qm°Q>a BZ B§{S>`m, 1895 m‘Ü o g‘m{dï>)àmo’o$ga .‘m`Ho$b ‘°pŠ‘bZ ho Epë’$ÝñQ>Z H$m°boO‘Yrb Zm‘d§VàmÜ`mnH$ {b{hVmV- "Ë`m§À`m A§V:H$aUmV, ‘hmnm{bHo$Vrb{dV§S>dmX qH$dm amOH$s` àý, MMm© `m§nojm bKw{Z~§Ym§ZmA{YH$ OmJm Amho. "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' Ë`m§À`m‘mJ©Xe©ZmImbr Omon ªV {ZKV hmoVm, {VVH$s df} Ë`m nÌmÀ`mnmZm§‘YyZ Ë`m§À`m m dmL²‘`rZ AmñWoMo Xe©Z daModa KS>V JoboAmho.'' àmo.‘°pŠ‘bZ ho g‘Oy eH$bo, H$maU Vo ñdV:Epë’$ÝñQ>Z H$m°boO‘Ü o B§p½be dmL²‘` {eH$drV hmoVo.""H$d©ZÀ`m H$mimVrb "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o ~arM ‘moR>rOmJm gm{hpË`H$ ‘OHw$amgmR>r, åhUOo n[aerbZmgmR>r IM©Ho$bobr Ago. Xa e{Zdmar ‘hÎdmÀ`m ñV§ -boIZmdagm{hpË`H$ MMm© hmoV AgV qH$dm qhXþñWmZmer H$‘r-OmñVà‘mUmV g~§{YV Agboë`m EImÚm Zì`m nwñVH$mMr nS>VmiUr

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AJa gH$g narjUhr Ago. EHy$UM, Ë`m nÌmMr H$mhr n¥ð>oA{^OmV gm{hË`mZo g‘¥Õ AgV.''

åhUyZM, Ooìhm 1880 ‘Ü o J«°Q>Z JoAar "~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘Ü oJobo d Ë`mMo ‘mbH$-gnmXH$ ~Zbo, Voìhm hoZ«r H$d©ZZmgnmXH$s` gyÌo hmVr KoÊ`m~m~V gm§JÊ`mV Ambo. Ë`m§Zr VrO~m~Xmar BVŠ`m C‘XonUmZo nma nmS>br H$s, Ooìhm "Q>mBågAm°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mo ‘mbH$ OZab Z°gmo brg 1889 ‘Ü o {ZYZnmdbo; Voìhm Ë`m§À`m ‘¥Ë wnÌmV Zm|X Ho$ë`mà‘mUo Vo d¥ÎmnÌ{dH$V KoÊ`mMm n{hbm h¸$ H$d©Z `m§Zm XoÊ`mV Ambm. H$d©Z hona§nam{Zð> {~«{Q>e dJm©Mm à{V{ZYr hmoVo. qhXþñWmZr bmoH$m§À`mamOH$s` AmH$m§jm§Mr H$d©Z `m§Zm Oamhr H$Xa ZìhVr. nwamoJm‘rJìhZ©a bm°S>© ao 1885 Vo 1890 `m H$mimV ‘w§~B© Bbm»`mMmH$ma^ma nmhV hmoVo. ‘wimV S>M Agbobo bm°S>© ao H$d©ZMo OUyhmS>d¡ar hmoVo. ½b°S>ñQ>ZÀ`m Ë`m {eî`m‘Ü o H$d©Z EH$hr Mm§JbrJmoï> nmhÿ eH$bo ZmhrV. Ë`m§Zr ‘w§~B©À`m ‘hmZJanm{bHo$bm EH$CXma KQ>Zm ~ZdyZ {Xbr, Or ^maVmVrb BVa AZoH$ eham§À`mhoì`mMm {df` R>abr.

‘w§~B©‘Ü o 1883 ‘Ü o XmoZ A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z X¡{ZHo$ B§J«OrdmMH$m§À`m {d^mOZmg H$maUr yV R>abr. {d^mOZ hm eãX `mgX^m©V oWo WmoS>m AàñVwV Amho, H$maU ~aoMgo dmMH$ XmoZhrnÌm§Mo dJ©UrXma hmoVo. Vo {Xdg ‘`m©{XV àgma, OZ‘mZgmV H$‘rHw$Vyhb Am{U ~mV‘r AS>MUrMr Agbr Va Vr Z N>mnVm ‘mJoR>odÊ`mH$S>o gnmXH$m§Mmhr H$b Ago.

"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' Am{U "~m±~o J°PoQ>'‘YyZ Ë`m doirEH$mMr Img {ZdS> H$aÊ`mgmaIo H$mhr ZìhVo. "A’$dmngadUmè`m' ~mVå`m qH$dm ^mZJS>tÀ`m dmVm© `m§À`mnmgyZ hrXmoÝhr d¥ÎmnÌo ‘wº$ hmoVr. Ë`m§‘YyZ ì`º$ Ho$ë`m OmUmè¶m‘Vm§MmM àý hmoVm. àË oH$ amOH$maUr Am{U Q>rH$mH$ma XmoZhrd¥ÎmnÌm§Vrb AJ«boI dmMÊ`mgmR>r CËgwH$ AgV, åhUyZ VoXmoÝhr nÌo IaoXr H$ê$Z Ë`m§À`mVrb eh-H$mQ>eh qH$dm ñ’$moQ>-à{Vñ’$moQ> AZw dÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$arV. Ë`m d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`mgnmXH$m§‘YyZ Va {dñVd OmV ZìhVm, BVHo$ Amnmnë`m‘Vm§~Ôb Vo AmJ«hr hmoVo. J«°Q>Z JoAar, Oo "J°PoQ>'Mo ‘mbH$-gnmXH$ hmoVo, Ë`m§Zr nydu Q>mBågMo gnmXZ Ho$bobo hmoVo Am{UH$mhr H$mi H$d©Z Ë`m§Mo ghm`H$ hmoVo. nU àË oH$ ‘wÚmda Ë`m§Mo‘V oX AgV. Ë`mZ§Va JoAatZr Oo.E‘.‘°ŠbrZH$Sy>Z "J°PoQ>'MrIaoXr Ho$br. Ë`m§À`m ZmoH$aemhrdarb naIS> Q>rHo$‘wio Vo nÌEVÔoer`m§gmR>r EH$ XrnñV§ ~Zbo. àmJ{VH$ CXma‘VdmX Am{UqhXþñWmZr bmoH$m§À`m AmH$m§jm§Mr XIb `m‘wio Vo {deof MM}VAmbo. Ë`mMdoir H$d©Z A{VaoH$s na§namdmXmÀ`m Amhmar OmVAgVmZm {Xgbo. Vo ZmoH$aemhrMo amoIR>moH$ g‘W©Z H$arV am{hboAm{U A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z VÎdkmZmMo H$S>do nwañH$V} ~Zbo.qhXþñWmZr bmoH$m§Zm Ë`m§À`m h¸$m§gmR>r H$moUVrhr gdbV XoUo hr"ñdXoem'er Ho$bobr àVmaUm Amho, Ago Vo ‘mZrV. JoAar ‘mÌbm°S>© ao `m§À`m nwamoJm‘r ‘Vm§Zm Am{U qhXþñWmZbm AZwHy$b

YmoaUm§Zm ‘wº$ ‘ZmZo nmqR>~m Xe©drV AgV.bm°S>© ao `m§À`mZ§Va ‘mÌ H|$Ð gaH$maÀ`m YmoaUm§Mr ghr-ghr

A§‘b~OmdUr H$aÊ`mMr B©î`m© YaUmè`m JìhZ©am§Mr am§JM‘w§~B©V bmJbr. Aem JìhZ©am§À`m H¥$nmN>ÌmImbr "Q>mBåg'Zo~migo Yabo. H$d©Z m§Mo 1892 ‘Ü o AH$mbr {ZYZ Pmbo. nUVmon ªV "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' ho ~oiJmd Vo ¹o$Å>m (gÜ`mnm{H$ñVmZmV) EdT>çm àM§S> ^m¡Jmo{bH$ joÌm§V bmoH${à` Am{UgwÑT> d¥ÎmnÌ ~Zbo hmoVo. Amnë`m à{VñnÜ`m©Mo ho CÎmw§J `eJoatZm ‘mZ{gH$ CX²ÜdñVVoH$S>o KoD$Z Jobo. "gem~amo~aMr e ©VqOH$br åhUyZ {eH$mar Hw$Í`m§~amo~a {eH$marbm {ZKmbo Am{UVm|S>Ker nS>bo.' Ago n°Q> bmoìhoQ> `m Ë`m§À`m g‘H$mbrZmZo{b{hbo Amho. H$d©ZÀ`m {ZYZmZ§Va H$mhr dfmªZr JoarMm ‘¥Ë yPmbm; Vmon ªV "~m°å~o J°PoQ>'hr ‘¥Ë wn§Wmbm bmJbo hmoVo. Á`mqhXþñWmZr ‘§S>itZm m d¥ÎmnÌmMm EHo$ H$mir AmYma dmQ>V hmoVm,Ë`m§Zrhr Ë`mÀ`mH$S>o nmR> {’$a{dbr hmoVr.

H$d©ZZo ho dV©‘mZnÌ VËH$mbrZ {~{PZog ‘°ZoOa Mmëg© Ho$Z`m§À`m ^mJrXmarV {dH$V KoVbo. hr VéU OmoS>r ‘w§~B© ehamVË`m§À`m nÕVera H$m‘m‘wio Am{U ghO-gwb^ ì`dhma d dV©Z`m§À`m‘wio Iyn bmoH${à` Pmbr hmoVr. nU Ho$Z-H$d©Z^mJrXmargwÕm ’$ma H$mi {Q>H$br Zmhr. 1892 ‘Ü o "Q>mBågAm°’$ B§{S>¶m'~amo~a 15 df} Kmbdë`mZ§Va aOoda OmVmZm qhXr‘hmgmJamV nr.A±S> Amo ñQ>r‘a‘Ü o H$d©ZMo AZno{jV {ZYZPmbo. {ZYZmMo H$maU hmoVo A{V-n[al‘. Ë`m§Mo ^mJrXma Ho$Z`m§Mo VrZ dfmªV (1895) Ë`mM n[apñWVrV ~moQ>rVyZ àdmgH$aVmZm {ZYZ Pmbo. {ZYZmdoir H$d©ZMo d` hmoVo 47 VaWH$boë`m d AmOmar Ho$ZMo d` AdKo 45 dfmªMo hmoVo. XmoKm§MohrA§Ë`gñH$ma ES>Z oWoM Pmbo Am{U Ë`m§À`m H$~arhreoOmareoOmar ~m§Yë`m Joë`m. OUy H$mhr ‘¥Ë ybmhr Ë`m XmoZ^mJrXmam§Zm ’$ma H$mi doJdoJio R>odVm Ambo Zmhr. ‘¥Ë yZo XmoZAem ~w{Õ‘mZ bmoH$m§Zm CMbbo H$s, Á`m§Zr ‘w§~B©Vrb ~m¡{ÕH$Am{U d¡Mm[aH$ joÌmV ~aoM `moJXmZ Úmdo Aer Anojm hmoVr.(‘w§~B©À`m ~m§Ðm `m CnZJamV Mmëg© Ho$Z `m§Mo ñ‘maH$ åhUyZb±S²g EÊS>H$S>o OmUmè`m añË`mbm Ë`m§Mo Zmd XoÊ`mV Amë`mMrZm|X Amho. Ho$Z ho ~m§Ðm å w{Z{gnm{bQ>rMo H$mhr df} AÜ`j hmoVoAm{U AË §V bmoH${à` hmoVo. ñdmV§Í`moÎma H$mbI§S>mVrb~hþVoH$m§Zm ho ‘mhrV Zgë`m‘wio "Ho$Z' `m eãXmMo nmQ>rda{b{hbobo ñnoqbJ 'Kane' ho "H$mUo' Ago dmMbo OmVo. Am{UH$mUo ZmdmÀ`m H$moUm AmO AkmV Agboë`m g‘mOgodrì`º$sÀ`m ñ‘aUmW© ho Zmd Ë`m añË`mbm XoÊ`mV Ambo, Aerg‘OyV AmOÀ`m bmoH$àVt{ZYtZr H$ê$Z KoVë`m‘wio AmOhrË`m añË`mMo Zmd ~Xbbobo Zmhr!)

XmoZhr ^mJrXmam§Mo AH$mbr {ZYZ Pmë`m‘wio {X Ho$Z, H$d©ZA±S> H§$nZrbm ‘mbH$M Cabm Zmhr. Aer {d{MÌ n[apñWVrAmoT>dbr. m n[apñWVrV Wm°‘g Owdob ~oZoQ> m§Mm "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o àdoe Pmbm. "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mo gnmXH$ J«oQ>Z JoAar

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AgVmZm ~oZoQ> VoWo CngnmXH$ hmoVo. Ë`m§Zr 1897 n ªV"Q>mBåg'Mo gnmXH$ åhUyZ H$m‘ Ho$bo Iao, nU npãbqeJhmD$gMm AÜ`j åhUyZ ‘mÌ Ë`m§Zr AIoan ªV H$m‘ Ho$bo.Ë`m§À`mgmo~V H$mob‘Z ho J¥hñW hmoVo. 1925 ‘Ü o Ë`m§Mo {ZYZPmbo. nU Ë`m§À`m npãbqeJ hmD$gMo Zmd "~oZoQ>-H$mob‘Z'AgoM AmOn ªV VgoM Amho. ~oZoQ> `m§Mr bm°S>© ao`m§À`mg~§YmVrb ‘Vo Amnë`mnojm {^Þ AmhoV, `mMr H$d©ZZmH$ënZm hmoVr, Var ~oZoQ> `m§Mr H$d©Zer ‘¡Ìr hmoVr, hr ‘¡ÌrgdmªZmM kmV hmoVr. ~oZoQ>Zm "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mr A§{eH$‘mbH$s Am{U gnmXH$nX ñdrH$maÊ`mMr {dZ§Vr H$aÊ`mV Ambr,Voìhm Ë`m§Zr XmoÝhrMm ñdrH$ma Ho$bm. `m ì`dhmamV Ho$Z Ë`m§Mo^mJrXma hmoVo. VWm{n, X¡d Ë`m§À`mgmR>r doJirM moOZm AmIVhmoVo. H$maU Ho$Z m§Mo 1895 ‘Ü o {ZYZ Pmbo. Ë`mZ§Va ~oZoQ> ho"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mo EH$‘od ‘mbH$ ~Zbo.

Ago {XgVo H$s, 1895 n ªV ‘w§~B©Mo d¥ÎmnÌOJV ho à{e{jVì`mdgm{`H$m§EodOr H$mhr ~w{Õ‘mZ hmoVH$ê$ bmoH$m§À`m hmVrhmoVo. nU Wm°‘g ~oZoQ> `m§Zr nÌH$m[aVoMo kmZ nyU©nUo AdJVHo$bobo hmoVo. Q>mBågMo AmYrMo XmoZ ‘mbH$ (àmoàm`Q>g©) hoZ«rH$d©Z Am{U Mmëg© Ho$Z `m§Zr Ë`m§À`m AZno{jV {ZYZm‘wioAm{U H$moUr dmaghr gy{MV Z Ho$ë`m‘wio "Q>mBåg' d¥ÎmnÌ AZmWPmbo hmoVo. Ë`mÀ`m nmbH$ËdmMr O~m~Xmar ¿`mdr, hr"Q>mBåg'À`m H$‘©Mmè`m§Zr Am{U godH$m§Zr Ho$bobr {dZ§Vr~oZoQ>nwT>rb ‘moR>r gwdU©gYr hmoVr. Vr gmYyZ ~oZoQ> `m§Zr AmnbmH$m ©j‘ ì`dñWmnH$s` gM C^maÊ`mg gwédmV Ho$br. ‘°ZoOaåhUyZ b§S>ZhÿZ E’$.E‘.H$mob‘Z `m§Zm Ë`m§Zr ~mobmdyZ KoVbo.H$mob‘Z ho àË`jmV ‘wÐU ì`dgm`mV CVabobo Am{UX¡{ZH$m§À`m ‘wÐUmMm AZw d Agbobo hmoVo. H$mhr H$mimZ§Va‘wÐUVÁk H$mob‘Z ho ~oZoQ> `m§Mo ì`dgm`mVrb ^mJrXma ~Zbo.H$mob‘ZMo ‘wÐUH$m¡eë` Ë`m§À`m "{Q>{nH$b {nŠMg© Am°’$B§{S>`Z Zo{Q>ìhO² ~rB§J [aàm°S>ŠeÝg ’«$m°‘ ñnoebr {ànoAS>©h°ÊS>H$bS>© ’$moQ>moJ«mâg² {dW {S>pñH«$pßQ>ìh boQ>a àog' (qhXþñVmZrEVÔoer`m§Mr Img hmVmZo a§J{dboë`m {MÌm§Mr Ë`m§À`mdU©ZmgH$Q> N>m`m{MÌo) (1897), `m nwñVH$mdê$Z bjmV oVo.gnmXH$s` O~m~Xmar {Z^mdÊ`mgmR>r ~oZoQ> `m§Zr {~«ñQ>mobhÿZbmodQ> ’«o$Pa (1871-1926) Am{U ñQ>°Ýbo arS> (1872-1969) `m§Zm AZwH«$‘o gnmXH$ Am{U CngnmXH$m§À`m OmJoda~mobmdyZ KoVbo. Ë`m {XdgmnmgyZ qhXþñWmZmVrb "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m'Mr {dH$mgmÀ`m {XeoZo dmQ>Mmb gmVË`mZo Am{Ugw{Z{üVnUo hmoV am{hbr. bmodQ> ’«o$Pa m§Mr Ë`m§À`m H$mimVbmOJmVrb gdm}ËH¥$ï> nÌH$ma åhUyZ »`mVr Pmbr. Ë`m§À`m‘YrbCX`moÝ‘wI nÌH$mamZo Or H$mhr n{hbr nmdbo Q>mH$br, Ë`m§V{deof KQ>Zm§Mr ‘m{hVr nwadÊ`mgmR>r Img dmVm©ham§Mr Zo‘UyH$ hoEH$ hmoVo. bmodQ> ’«o$PaZr "Q>mBåg'BVH$m XO}Xma ~Zdbm H$s,bm°S>© H$P©Z m§Zr Ë`mbm Am{e`mVrb "gdm}ËH¥$ð> d¥ÎmnÌ' åhUyZJm¡a{dbo. ’«o$Pa m§Zr 1907 ‘Ü o gnXH$nX gmoS>Vm§Zm ñQ>°Ýbo arS>

`m§À`mgmR>r gwpñWa gnmXH$s` AmgZ Am{U qhXþñWmZmVrb dqhXþñWmZm~mhoarb àM§S> g» oÀ`m B§J«Or dmMH$m§À`m ew oÀN>m§Mo^m§S>ma ‘mJo R>odbo hmoVo. Ë`m doir Ago ‘mZbo OmV hmoVo H$s,"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'À`m gnmXH$mMr Zo‘UyH$ hr ‘hÎdmÀ`mÑï>rZo ‘w§~B©Vrb JìhZ©aÀ`m Zo‘UwH$shÿZ WmoS>rerM H$‘r Agob.(AmnU XoemVrb Xþgè¶m H«$‘m§H$mMr O~m~Xmar gm§ miV AmhmoVAm{U Amnë`mbm àW‘ H«$‘m§H$mÀ`m OmJoda åhUOon§VàYmZnXmda nmohmoMÊ`mMr Oamhr BÀN>m Zmhr, ho "Q>mBåg'À`mA{bH$S>À`m EH$m gnmXH$mMo CX²Jma `mM g‘OwVrdaAmYmabobo AgmdoV. Eo{Vhm{gH$ AkmZm‘wio H$Xm{MV `mgnmXH$mMr bmoH$m§Zr Hw$Moï>mhr Ho$br Agob Am{U `m Zì`mgnmXH$mbmhr darb gX^m©Mr {H$VnV OmUrd Agob, `mMrH$ënZm Zmhr.)

"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mr gwédmVrMr H$m`m©b o Hw$bm~mH$m°OdoÀ`m Q>moH$mbm Agboë`m ‘mUoH$Or no{Q>Q> {~pëS§>J‘Ü ohmoVr. Ë`mZ§Va Ë`m§Mo ñWbm§Va H«$‘mH«$‘mZo éXa’$moS>© amoS>,{‘{bQ>ar ñ¹o$Aa, ’$moQ>© {d^mJ, ~ob boZ, ‘oS>moO ñQrQ>, 1905n ªV Or B‘maV "’$moS>© M°nob' åhUyZ AmoiIbr OmV hmoVr{VÀ`mg‘moaMr B‘maV Am{U "2, MM©JoQ> ñQrQ>' Ago hmoV Jobo.1886 Vo 1889 `m dfmªV `m nÌmMr H$m`m©b o nmagr ~PmañQrQ>À`m X{jU H$monè¶mbm ‘ogg© Ho$ån A±S> H§$nZrÀ`mXþH$mZmeoOmarM Agboë`m bmb {dQ>m§À`m B‘maVrV hmoVr. `mnÌmÀ`m gd© H$Moè`m 1998 ‘Ü o H°${WSbÀ`m g‘moa Agboë`mB‘maVr‘Ü o hmb{dÊ`mV Amë`m (Z§Va Ë`mM OmJoV am° bBÝewAaÝg H§$nZrMo H$m`m©b` Ambo). 1903 `m dfu AIoapìhŠQ>mo[a`m Q>{‘©Zg aoëdo ñQ>oeZÀ`m g‘moaÀ`m ^ì` B‘maVrV"Q>mBåg'Mm O‘ H$m`‘Mm ~g{dÊ`mV Ambm, Á`m‘Ü o"Q>mBåg'Mm N>mnImZm Am{U "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' g‘yhmÀ`màH$meZm§Mr ‘w»` H$m`m©b o AmVmAmVmn ªV hmoVr. AmVm ngmamIynM dmT>ë`m‘wio Vrhr ehamÀ`m AÝ` ^mJmV ngam`bmbmJbr AmhoV.

Xaå`mZÀ`m H$mimV "~m±~o J°PoQ>'Mo H$m` Pmbo?Oo.E‘.‘°ŠbrZZo Ë`m nÌmbm EH$ à{Vð>m d ñW¡ © {‘idyZ {XbohmoVo. Ë`mZo 1880 ‘Ü o Vo nÌ J«°Q>Z JoAarbm {dH$bo. JoAarZohrVo ‘°ŠbrZÀ`m YmoaUmbm AZwgê$Z Mmby R>odbo. JoAarÀ`m{ZYZmZ§Va Or.Or.{nÝñQ>Z `m§À`m ‘XVrZo JoAatÀ`m nËZrZoË`mMr O~m~Xmar 1906 n ªV gm§ mibr. Ë`mZ§Va EH$m g‘yhmZoVo 1914 n ªV H$go~go gm§ mibo Am{U ‘J ‘mÌ ~§X Ho$bo.

‘w§~B©Vrb gm §X¡{ZH$m~Ôb BWo H$mhr gm§JUo AZmR>m`r R>aUmaZmhr. 1861 ‘Ü o Mmby Pmbobo n{hbo gÜ`mH$miMo nÌ"BpìhqZJ Hw$[aAa' ho hmoVo. Ooìhm "~m±~o Q>o{bJ«m’$' d "Hw$[a`a'EH$Ì Ambo Am{U "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o {‘iyZ Jobo; Voìhmàog‘Yrb H$mhr ‘hÎdmH$m§jr H$m‘Jmam§Zr EH$m nmaerì`mnmè¶mÀ`m nmqR>ã`mda àog {dH$V KoD$Z EH$ gm §X¡{ZH$ gwê$Ho$bo, nU Vo Mmbbo Zmhr. Xþgam Agm EH$ à`ËZ- "A°S>ìhmoHo$Q>

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Am°’$ B§{S>`m' m gm §X¡{ZH$m~m~V Pmbm. ga {’$amoOehm ‘ohVm,S>m°.Wm°‘g ãb°Zr (1823-1903) Am{U BVa H$mhtÀ`mnwT>mH$mamZo ho gm §X¡{ZH$ 15 OmZodmar 1886 ‘Ü o Mmby Pmbo.Jmoåg ZmdmMo J¥hñW Ë`mMo gnmXH$ hmoVo. 1883 ‘Ü o Vogm §X¡{ZH$ Ohm§Jra ‘P©~mZ (1848-1928) Am{U BVa^mJYmaH$m§Zm {dH$Ê`mV Ambo. Ë`mÀ`m ‘mbH$s‘Ü o 1894‘Ü o nwÝhm ~Xb Pmbm. Vo "‘w§~B© J°PoQ>'Mo EH$ dmVm©haE’$.E’$.Jm°S>©Z `m§Zr {dH$V KoVbo. OdiOdi EH$ XeH$^a"A°S>ìhmoHo$Q> Am°’$ B§{S>`m' `eñdr arVrZo Mmbbo. nU AIoaË`mMm {db` "qhXþñWmZ' nÌmV Pmbm. Ë`mZ§Va 1923 ‘Ü o"B§{S>`Z S>obr ‘ob' Am{U "{X BpìhqZJ Ý yO Am°’$ B§{S>`m'(1983 nmgyZ ñW{JV) hr XmoZ nÌo Mmby Pmbr. n{hbo nÌOhm§Jra no{Q>Q> m§À`m ‘mbH$sMo, Va Xþgao "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'Mo^md§S> hmoVo. ~r.Or.hm°{Z©‘Z (1873 -1948) `m§Zr "~m±~oH«$m°{ZH$b'Mr gm §Amd¥Îmr åhUyZ 1931 ‘Ü o "~m±~o g|{Q>Zb'Mmby Ho$bo.

AmYrM CX²Y¥V Ho$boë`m H$mhr d¥ÎmnÌm§IoarO BVa H$moUVohrgH$miMo B§J«Or d¥ÎmnÌ- Zmd KoÊ`mOmoJo 1838 Vo 1913 `mH$mbI§S>mV N>mnbo OmV ZìhVo. "~m±~o H«$m°{ZH$b'Mm CX` 1913‘Ü o Pmbm. ga {’$amoOemh ‘ohVm Ë`mMo gnmXH$ hmoVo. ‘w§~B©VyZ{ZKUmao EH$mM ZmdmMo Vo {Vgao d¥ÎmnÌ hmoVo. AmYrÀ`m XmoZ"H«$m°{ZH$ëg'n¡H$s EH$ Oo.EM.ñQ>m°¹$sba 1819 Vo 1822 `mH$mimV àH$m{eV H$arV hmoVo. Va Xþgao A±½bmo-JwOamVr X¡{ZH$~¡am‘Or H$agoQ>Or Jm§Yr ho 1880 À`m XeH$mV. {Vgao "~m±~oH«$m°{ZH$b' gnmXH$s` YmoaUm‘wio EH$X‘ nwT>o Ambo, H$maU Ë`mH$mimV qhXþñWmZr bmoH$m§À`m ñdmV§Í`mÀ`m ‘mJUrMm H$moR>o VarAmdmO CR>Uo hr H$mimMr JaO hmoVr. hm°{Z©‘Z m§À`m gnmXH$s`‘mJ©Xe©ZmImbr Mmbdboë`m "X ~m±~o H«$m°{ZH$b'‘Ü oEVÔoer`m§Zm Ë`m§Mr JmèhmUr d Anojm B§p½be g‘mOmg‘moaàH$Q> H$aÊ`mg ì`mgnrR> {‘imbo Am{U amOH$s` ñdmV§Í`mgmR>rgaH$ma~amo~a gZXera gKf© H$aÊ`mg EH$ ‘¡XmZhr {‘imbo.

"~m±~o H«$m°{ZH$b'Mo àH$meZ nmhÊ`mgmR>r ga {’$amoOehm‘ohVm OJbo ZmhrV. Vo 1915 ‘Ü o àW‘ à{gÕ Pmbo.{’$amoOehm `m g‘ma§ mV Zgë`m‘wio AZw dmÀ`m‘mJ©Xe©ZmA^mdr nÌmVrb Ohmb mfm Am{U naIS>nUm m‘wioVo A{VaoH$s `m gXamV nS>bo. Ë`mMm n[aUm‘ åhUyZ "~m°~oH«$m°{ZH$b'da gd© ~mOy§Zr dmXio MmbyZ Ambr. hm°{Z©‘Z `m§ZmhÔnma H$aÊ`mV Ambo Am{U CngnmXH$ Eg.E.~«obdr (1841-1949) `m§Zm `m AmR> dfmªV ‘YyZ-‘YyZ ñWmZ~ÕVmhrnËH$mamdr bmJbr. hm°{Z©‘Z `m§À`m {ZYZmZ§Va ‘m‘m©S>çyH${nMhm°b "H«$m°{ZH$b'Mo gnmXH$ Pmbo Am{U Ë`m§À`m‘mJyZ nwÝhm~«obdrM gnmXH$nXmda Ambo. eodQ>À`m ndm©V amOH$s`ñdmV§Í`mgmR>r Mmbboë`m Jm§YrOtÀ`m Midirbm "H«$m°{ZH$b'Zo^¸$‘ nmqR>~m {Xbm. "H«$m°{ZH$b'Mo àH$meZ 1959 ‘Ü o ~§XPmbo, Ë`mM~amo~a "~m±~o g|{Q>Zob'Mrhr g‘már Pmbr.

ñQ>°Ýbo arS> m§Zr 1907 Vo 1923 Aer 17 df} "Q>mBåg Am°’$B§{S>¶m'Mo gnmXZ Ho$bo. `m d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`m XrS>eo dfmªÀ`mB{VhmgmV EH$mM ì`º$sMr gnmXH$s` H$maH$sX© EdT>r ‘moR>rAm{U AI§S> àW‘M Zm|Xdbr Jobr. S>m°.ã yB©ñQ> `m§MrhrgnmXH$s` H$maH$sX© ‘moR>r hmoVr, arS>À`m H$mbI§S>mnojm VrWmoS>rerM H$‘r hmoVr. d¥ÎmnÌ- ì`dgm`mH$S>o nmhÊ`mMr arS>MrÑï>r hr bmodQ> ’«o$Paà‘mUoM ~arMer ì`mdgm{`H$ hmoVr. arS>`m§À`m gnmXZH$mimV "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' ho ‘Vm§Zm- åhUOoM{dMmam§Zm AmH$ma XoÊ`mMo gmYZ ~Zbo hmoVo. Ë`m‘wioàemgZmVrb d[að> A{YH$mar dJm©bmhr Ë`mV à{gÕ Pmboë`m‘Vm§da {dMma H$amdm Ago dmQ>V Ago. ñQ>°Ýbo arS> m§Zr OmJ{VH$wÕmÀ`m ~mVå`m ZwgË`mM N>mnyZ qH$dm Ë`mda MMm© H$ê$Z

Amnbr gnmXH$s` y{‘H$m {Z^mdbr Zmhr; Va Ë`mM~amo~aqhXþñWmZmVrb amï>dmXmMm CJ‘ qH$dm CbQ>Umè¶m àË oH$ Zì`mdfm©~amo~a Vrd« hmoV Mmbbobm ñdmV§Í`bT>m, `mhr {df`m§Mmnam‘e© Vo Amnë`m nÌmVyZ KoV hmoVo. Oar "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'MoñdmV§Í`nyd© H$mimV {~«{Q>e gaH$mabm nyU© nmqR>~m qH$dm AmYmaXoUo ho YmoaU hmoVo, H$mhr ~m~VrV gaH$maYm{O©Uo Ago gnmXH$s`YmoaU hmoVo, Varhr ñQ>°Ýbo arS> `m§Mm Ñ{ï>H$moZ {H$Ë oH$ ~m~VrV{Z:njnmVr d AZmJ«hr hmoVm. arS> `m§Mr ñ‘¥{V{MÌo "{X B§{S>`mAm` Ý y : 1897-1947' m ZmdmZo 1952 ‘Ü o J«§Wñdê$nmVà{gÕ Pmbobr AmhoV. Ë`mV arS> m§À`mgma»`m V`ma nÌH$mamZo^maVmÀ`m Ii~iOZH$ H$mbI§S>mVrb ‘mUgo Am{U KQ>Zm`m§Mo Ho$bobo {dûcofU IamoIaM {dMma H$aÊ`mgmaIo Amho.

ñQ>°Ýbo arS>Z§Va "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'‘Ü o gnmXH$s` nXmdaAmbobo Eg.Q>r.eonmS>© (1880-1951) `m§Mo H$m‘ A{YH$MAdKS> hmoVo. 1923 Vo 1932 hr ZD$ df} Ë`m§Mm gnmXH$s`H$mbI§S> hmoVm. åhUOo, Vo A{YH$M ÌmgXm`H$ Am{U dmXirH$mbI§S>mV gnmXH$s` H$m‘ H$arV hmoVo. Ë`m§Zm AmVm Zì`mZo daoUmè`m "’«$s àog OZ©b'gma»`m ñdmV§Í`mH$m§jr amï>r` ^mdZoZo

ào[aV Agboë`m d¥ÎmnÌm§er ñnYm© H$amdr bmJV hmoVr. amï>r`^mdZonwT>o ~mH$sÀ`m ^mdZm Zoh‘rM {’$Š`m nS>VmV. eonmS>©Zm~hþYm ‘w§~B© `m Ë`m§À`m AmdS>Ë`m ehamÀ`m B{Vhmgm‘Ü oA{YH$ ñdmañ` hmoVo. ‘w§~B© eha Ë`m§Zm IamoIarM ’$ma AmdS>VhmoVo. Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m VrZ Cn wº$ nwñVH$m§À`m ‘mÜ`‘mVyZ "{X^m`Iim Šb~ 1833-1916- E {hñQr' (1916), "~m±~oßbog Zoåg A±S> ñQrQ> Zoåg' (1917) Am{U "~m±~o' (1932)‘w§~B©À`m B{VhmgH$mam§Zm F$Ur H$ê$Z R>odbo Amho. ñWmZr`B{Vhmg `m B{Vhmg boIZmÀ`m ZdemIoMo VrZ CËH¥$ï> Z‘wZoË`m§Zr ‘w§~B©H$amgmR>r ‘mJo R>odbo. Ë`m§Mr VrZ hr nwñVHo$ ‘w§~B©MoB{VhmgH$ma AmOhr A{YH$mar J«§W åhUyZ ‘mZVmV Am{UAä`mgVmV.

"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' ho d¥ÎmnÌ AS>MUrÀ`m H$mimVhmVmiUmao bmJmonmR> {Vgao gnmXH$ ’«$mpÝgg bmo (1893-1972) ho hmoVo. eonmS>© `m§À`mZ§Va Ë`m§Zr gnmXH$nXmMr

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O~m~Xmar ñdrH$mabr. Ý yPrb§S>‘Yrb EH$ à»`mVì §J{MÌH$ma- Á`m§Zm "nm{ü‘mË` OJmda à^md Q>mH$Umamì §J{MÌH$ma' Ago g~moYbo Jobo Vo- S>opìhS> bmo (1891-1063) `m§Mo ’«$mpÝgg bmo ho ~§Yy. S>opìhS> bmo `m§Zr ^maVmVrbamOH$s` ì §J{MÌH$mam§Mr EH$ {nT>r KS>{dbr, Ago åhQ>co VarMmbob. Ama.Ho$.bú‘U, ~mi R>mH$ao Am{U XrZmZmW Xbmb hrË`m§Vrb H$mhr R>iH$ Zmdo. {~«{Q>e gm‘«mÁ`mMo maVmVrb {Xdg^abo AmhoV Am{U AmO Zm CÚm hm Xoe qhXr ‘mUgm§À`mM hmVrgmondyZ Amnë`mbm Omdo bmJUma `mMr OmUrd 1945 ‘Ü oPmë`mda ^maVmVrb B§J«Or d¥ÎmnÌm§‘Ü o {~«{Q>em§Zm dmQ>VAgbobo ñdmañ` AmnmoAmnM H$‘r hmoD$ bmJbo. "~oZoQ>,H$mob‘Z A±S> H§$nZr'‘Ü o Xmb{‘`m§Zr ñdmañ` XmI{dë`mZ§Vaga ’«$mpÝgg bmo `m§Zr gnmXH$nXmdê$Z {Zd¥Îm ìhm`Mo R>adbo(1948).

‘w§~B©Vrb B§p½be nÌH$m[aVoMm Eo{Vhm{gH$ AmT>mdm "XrBS>ñQoQ>oS> drH$br Am°’$ B§{S>`m' m nÌmÀ`m C„oImIoarO AnyU©MAmho. AmR>dS>çmVrb ~mVå`m§Mo AmH$f©H$nUo Ho$bobo gH$bZ hoË`mMo gwédmVrMo ñdê$n hmoVo; nU Ë`mbm Ooìhm aoIm{MÌm§MrOmoS> {‘imbr, Voìhm Ë`mMm {dñVma AZno{jV YS>mŠ`mZo hmoVJobm. 1896-97 À`m ‘moR>çm XþîH$mimV XþîH$miJ«ñV mJmVrb{deof dmVm©ham§H$Sy>Z oUmè¶m ‘OHw$ambm OmoS> åhUyZ n{hbrH$mhr {MÌo A§H$mV Q>mH$Ê`mV Ambr. Ë`m‘wio A§H$mMr ‘mJUrEdT>r dmT>br H$s, d¥ÎmnÌmÀ`m ì`dñWmnH$m§Zm EH$ gnyU© doJim{d^mJ H$mTy>Z {MÌo N>mnÊ`mgmR>r bmJUmao OdiOdi AYm© Q>Zãbm°Šg V`ma H$aÊ`mMr ì`dñWm H$amdr bmJbr. n{hë`m 49dfmªV `m gmám{hH$mbm "{X Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>`m BbñQoQ>oS>drH$br' Ago åhQ>bo OmV Ago. VgoM "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'MognmXH$ hoM "BbñQoQ>oS> drH$br'Mo gnmXZ H$arV. Ë`m H$mimVd¥ÎmnÌo a{ddmar ~§X AgV. "drH$br'Mr bmoH${à`Vm Ë`m H$mimVAer dmT>V Jobr H$s, Ë`m doir ghm`H$ gaì`dñWmnH$(A{g.OZab ‘°ZoOa) åhUyZ "Q>mBåg'‘Ü o XmIb Pmbobo VéUEZ.Oo.h°{‘ëQ>Z (1920) m§Zm AmUIr EH$ amoQ>ar ‘erZ AmUyZË`m~amo~aM "’$moQ>moJ«ì wa' Q>o{ŠZH$Mm dmna H$aÊ`mg gwédmVH$amdr, Ago gwMbo. "drH$br'H$Sy>Z Ë`m H$ënZobm CÎmoOZ{‘iyZ Vr ñdrH$mabr Jobr. 1929 ‘Ü o Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>`mMo"drH$br' ho ñdV§Ì àH$meZ Pmbo. "BbñQoQ>oS> drH$br Am°’$B§{S>`m' `m ZmdmZo à{gÕ Pmboë`m Zì`m AdVmamMo OZH$EZ.Oo.h°{‘ëQ>Z ho hmoVo; Am{U ZmdmVrb ~Xb hrgwÕm Ë`m§MrMH$ënZm hmoVr. `m gmám{hH$mMo n{hbo gnmXH$ ñQ>°Ýbo OoßgZ(1894-1976) hoM 1947 n ªV "drH$br'Mo gnmXH$ am{hbo.

ñdmV§Í`bT>çmÀ`m H$mbI§S>mV ‘w§~B©Vrb B§J«OrnÌì`dhmamMm B{Vhmg gm‘«mÁ`dmXr Am{U amï>dmXr Aem XmoZnañna{damoYr {dMmam§À`m gKfm©Zo ^abobm Amho. ñdm^m{dH$M`m H$mimVrb d¥ÎmnÌo d {Z`VH$m{bHo$ m§Mm a d¥Îm{dVaUmnojm{d{eï> ‘Vm§Mm àgma H$aÊ`mda Ago. Aem àH$maMo XIb

KoÊ`mOmoJo Mmby Pmbobo Zdo d¥ÎmnÌ "’«$s àog OZ©b' ho hmoVo.Eg.gXmZ§X (1900-1953) ho Ë`mMo OZH$ hmoVo. Vo 1930‘Ü o gwê$ Pmbo. Ë`mAmYr XmoZ df} amï>dmXr amOH$s` {dMmam§À`màgmaUmÀ`m hoVyZo gXmZ§X `m§Zr "’«$s àog B§{S>`m EOÝgr'-"E’$.nr.Am`' `m ZmdmZo d¥ÎmgñWm H$mT>Ê`mMm à`ËZ Ho$bmhmoVm; nU Vmo {Zî’$i R>abm. VWm{n, gXmZ§Xm§Mo "’«$s àog' d¥ÎmnÌhr XIb KoÊ`mOmoJr eŠ`Vr d¥ÎmnÌ- OJVmV AdVabr hmoVr."Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'À`m B{VhmgmV Wm°‘g ~oZoQ> `m§Mo Oo ñWmZAmho, VodT>oM ‘hÎdmMo ñWmZ gXmZ§Xm§Mo "’«$s àog OZ©b'À`mB{VhmgmV Amho. "’«$s àog OZ©b' ho d¥ÎmnÌ amï>r` nÌ åhUyZAmoiIbo OmB©. dmñV{dH$, H$moUË`mhr àH$maMr ^¸$‘ Am{W©H$j‘Vm ZgVmZmhr gXmZ§Xm§Zr ho d¥ÎmnÌ Mmby Ho$bo Am{U{VVŠ`mM {OÔrZo Mmb{dbo. Ë`m§Zr 1932 ‘Ü o m nÌmMr gm§OAmd¥Îmr "’«$s àog ~wbo{Q>Z' hohr Mmby Ho$bo. Ë`mZ§Va "’«$s àogOZ©b'Mr a{ddmaMr Amd¥Îmr åhUyZ "^maV-Á`moVr' ho nÌhrMmby Ho$bo. gXmZ§Xm§Mo AmUIr EH$ `moJXmZ åhUOo, VéUCËgmhr nÌH$mam§Zm Ë`m§Zr à{ejU XoD$Z V`ma Ho$bo. Ë`m§À`mn¡H$sH$mhrOU XoemVrb d¥ÎmnÌo d {Z`VH$m{bH$m§À`m ì`dñWmnZmVàdoe H$ê$Z Cƒ nXm§da Jobo Am{U dmMH$m§Zm ^anya d¡Mm[aH$`moJXmZ Ho$bo. EZ.Oo.h°{‘ëQ>Z `m§Zr Xaå`mZÀ`m H$mimVd[að>m§~amo~a Pmboë`m ‘V oXm§‘wio "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' gmoS>bmAm{U E‘.Ama.O`H$a, nr.EZ.hŠga Am{U VoO~hmXÿa gày`m§À`mgma»`m ^maVr` ZoË`m§Zm gmo~V KoD$Z ñdV:Mo "gÊS>oñQ>±S>S>©' ZmdmMo Zdo gmám{hH$ gwê$ Ho$bo. "gÊS>o ñQ>°ÊS>S>©'MoH$m`m©b` gwédmVrbm ~m±~o gm`H$b A±S> ‘moQ>a H§$nZrÀ`mg±S>hñQ>© {~«O n[agamVrb B‘maVrV hmoVo. bdH$aM Vo ggyZ S>m°H${d^mJmV hbdmdo bmJbo. h°{‘ëQ>ZZo ho d¥ÎmnÌ MmbdVmZmAZoH$ gnmXH$ ~Xbbo. a°S>pŠb’$ J|O, EM.B©.~r. H°$Q>br,‘wbobr, ê$gr H$a§Or`m... Ë`m§n¡H$s ê$gr H$a§Or`m `m§Zr pãbQ²PZmdmMo gmám{hH$ Am{U Z§Va H$mhr H$mimZo "S>obr' d¥ÎmnÌMmbdyZ ~arM à{gÕr {‘idbr; nU h°{‘ëQ>ZZm ‘mÌ "gÊS>oñQ>±S>S>©' Am{U "‘m°{ZªJ ñQ>±S>S>©' `m§À`m àH$meZmÀ`m doir AZoH$AmnÎmtZm Vm|S> Úmdo bmJbo. AIoa h°{‘ëQ>Z `m§Zr Vo nÌ ‘ÐmgoWrb CÚmoJnVr am‘ZmW JmoE§H$m m§Zm {dHy$Z Q>mH$bo. JmoE§H$m§Zr

"B§{S>`Z EŠñàog' m erf©H$mZo Vo Mmbdbo Am{U nwT>rb H$mimVË`mMr H$sVu {XJ§V Ho$br. "gÊS>o ñQ>±S>S>©'hohr Ë`m§Zr Amnë`md¥ÎmnÌ JQ>mV gm‘rb H$ê$Z KoVbo.

ñdmV§Í`moÎma H$mbI§S>mV B§p½be d¥ÎmnÌì`dgm` a^amQ>rbmAmbm, nU ñdmV§Í`nyd© H$mimVrb nÌH$m[aVonojm ñdV§Ì^maVmVrb nÌì`dgm`mMr OmV ’$ma doJir hmoVr. amOH$s`hdm‘mZmV hmoUmè¶m ~Xbm§~amo~aM ^maVmVrb- {deofV:‘w§~B©Vrb ‘mÜ`‘m§‘Ü o Am‘ybmJ« ~Xb KSy>Z Ambo. Ë`mM~amo~ad¥ÎmnÌo Am{U Ë`m§À`mer {ZJ{S>V OJhr ~XbV Jobo. d¥ÎmnÌo dg~§{YV nÌH$ma g» oZo dmT>bo Am{U àýhr eVJw{UV hmoV Jobo.nU hr H$Wm doJir Amho Am{U {VÀ`m H$WZmgmR>r doJim doi

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darb gnyU© ^mfUmV ‘r dmgmh{VH$ (H$bmo{Z`b) Am{Ugm‘«mÁ`dmXr (B§nr[aA°{bpñQ>H$) ho XmoZ eãX H$Q>mjmZo dJiboAmhoV. Ë`mMo EH$M H$maU H$s, m XmoZ eãXm§Zm AmVm VQ>ñWVm'am{hbobr Zmhr. Ë`m§À`mda BVa AZoH$ gkm§Mm ^ma Amho. ‘bmAgo dmQ>Vo H$s, amï>r` Am{U gm‘«mÁ`dmXr `m XmoZhr ~mOy§MrCËH$Q>, qhò Ii~i AmVm {Zdibr Amho; pñWa PmbobrAmho. Voìhm EH$m ì`mnH$, A{YH$ CXma d g`‘r ^mdZoVyZ{~«{Q>e Am{U qhXþñWmZr `m§À`m ZmË`mMm doY KoUo JaOoMo AmhoAm{U `m àH$maMo àH$Q>rH$aU AmVm eŠ`hr Amho. Eo{Vhm{gH$Ñ{ï>H$moZmVyZ OoË`m§Mm qOH$boë`m bmoH$m§er hmoUmè¶m dV©ZmMmH$moUr ’$magm {dMma H$arV Zmhr. nU Ago åhQ>bo OmVo H$s, qhXrbmoH$m§er dmJVmZm {~«{Q>em§Mr dmJUyH$ g‘§Og hmoVr, {VbmH$Xm{MV Ý`mæ` åhUUo eŠ` Zmhr. {~«{Q>e-qhXþñWmZrd¥ÎmgñWm§À`m YS>nS>rÀ`m dmQ>MmbrV Ë`m§Zr Omo ‘mJ© nËH$abmhmoVm, Ë`mV ^mJrXmar H$‘r Am{U ì`mdgm{`H$ ‘yë`m§MrnmR>amIU A{YH$ A{YH$ hmoVr, ho XmIdUmar AZoH$ CXmhaUo md¥ÎmgñWm§À`m B{VhmgmVyZ XmIdVm oVrb. Ë`mV gh‘Vr qH$dmgmWrXmar ZìhVrM Ago åhUVm oUma Zmhr, H$maU ì`dgm`mVVr H$Yrhr Am{U Hw$R>ohr AgUmaM! AmOhr {VMo ApñVËd `mì`dgm`mV AmhoM! AndmX dJiVm ho {~«{Q>e gnmXH$ ~hþVm§erË`m§À`m ì`mdgm{`H$ ‘yë`m§er {Zð>m amIyZ hmoVo. d¥ÎmnÌMmbH$m§Mo ‘mJ©Xe©Z Am{U gnmXH$m§À`m {dMmam§Mm H$b, AZw dd VH©$ `m§Zm d¥ÎmnÌo ~m§Ybobr AgV. `m gnmXH$m§Zr doimodoir{~«{Q>em§Zm AZwHy$b AJa à{VHy$b y{‘H$m KoVë`m. ~m±~o J°PoQ>Zo^mñH$a nm§Sw>a§J VI©S>H$a `m§Mr {~«{Q>e YmoaUm§Mm {ZfoY H$aUmarnÌo N>mnbr; S>m°.Om°O© ã yB©ñQ>Zo ^maVr`m§À`m {damoYr y{‘H$mKoVbr åhUyZ Ë`m§Zm "~m±~o Q>mBåg'À`m qhXr gMmbH$m§À`mAmXoemZwgma nX gmoS>mdo bmJbo- `m KQ>Zm `mMm nwamdm XoVmV.`m g~§YmV ghgm H$moUmÀ`m ZOaoV Z ^aUmè`m g°å wAb{S>½~rMo CXmhaU XoVm oB©b. Ë`mMm ^mD$ {dë`‘ {S>½~r hm{~«{Q>e gaH$maÀ`m qhXþñWmZ{df`H$ YmoaUmMm H$R>moa Q>rH$mH$mahmoVm. g°å wAb {S>½~r hm H$‘©R> H$d©ZMm 1883 Vo 1886 `mH$mimV COdm hmV g‘Obm OmV hmoVm. Vmo ñdV: CXma‘VdmXr`m ZmË`mZo gaH$ma{damoYr ‘VàUmbrMm hmoVm Am{U Amnbry{‘H$m OmhranUo gm§JÊ`mMm ~mUoXmanUm Ë`mÀ`mOdi hmoVm.

b§S>Zbm naVë`mZ§VagwÕm {h§Xr gwYmaH$m§er Vmo g~§Y amIyZhmoVm.

"Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'À`m n{hë`m e§ a-gìdmeo dfmªV hoZ«rH$d©Z Vo ’«$mpÝgg bmo `m§À`m H$ma{H$XuÀ`m H$mbI§S>mV "Q>mBåg'gm‘«mÁ`emhrMm hñVH$ R>abm hmoVm. bmoH$‘mÝ` {Q>iH$m§À`mZoV¥ËdmMo P|S>o gd© XoemV bmJV AgVm§Zm Ë`m H$mimV geóamï>dmXmMohr CÐoH$ dma§dma hmoV hmoVo. J«oQ> {~«Q>Z‘Yrb "b§S>ZQ>mBåg'gma»`m Ë`m§À`m ^mB©~§Xm§~m~V H$mhr gm§JVm oÊ`mgmaIoZgbo Var oWo amÁ`H$Ë`mªZm ghH$m © H$amd`mMo H$s ì`mdgm{`H$Zr{V‘Îmm gm§ miyZ {Z`‘mV dmJm`Mo, `m g§nmX>H$m§g‘moarbàýmMo CÎma nÌmMo gMmbH$, gnmXH$ `m§À`m YmoaUm§da ~aoMgoAdb§~yZ hmoVo. gd©M {~«{Q>e B§{S>`Z d¥ÎmnÌm§da gm‘«mÁ`dmXr,gaH$maYm{O©Ur qH$dm {~«{Q>em§Mr H$S> KoUmar d¥ÎmnÌo AgmH$m`‘Mm N>mn ‘maVm oUma Zmhr. gm‘«mÁ`emhrMm dmagmbm^bm åhUyZ "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m'bm I§V dmQ>Ê`mMo H$maUZmhr, H$maU Ë`m dmaemÀ`m dmQ>MmbrVhr H$mhr VoOñdr Q>ßnoAmhoVM.

doioA^mdr A{YH$ ImobmV OmD$Z ‘r A±½bmo-B§{S>`Z nÌm§Zr‘w§~B©Vrb ~w{Õ‘§Vm§À`m AZoH$ {nT>çm§Mr gm‘m{OH$-amOH$s`y{‘H$m H$er KS>dV Zobr `mMo ‘yë`‘mnZ H$ê$ eH$V Zmhr.

EH$mo{Ugmì`m eVH$mV Am{U {dgmì`m eVH$mÀ`m nydm©Ym©VA±½bmo-B§{S>`Z d¥ÎmnÌm§Zm {‘iUmam B§J«Or dmMH$m§Mm nmqR>~mXþ §Jbm hmoVm. VWm{n, ~hþVm§e dJ©UrXma XmoÝhrH$S>o VoM hmoVo,Ago ‘mZm`bm haH$V Zmhr. Ë`m {Xdgm§V d¥ÎmnÌm§Mm àgmaVwbZoZo H$‘r hmoVm; {ejUmA^mdr bmoH$m§‘Yrb Hw$VyhbhrH$‘rM hmoVo. AmO Omo ‘OHy$a N>mnUo J¡agmoB©Mo Amho, VmoCÚmgmR>r amIyZ R>odbm OmB©. H$emMr H$moUmbm KmB© Zgm`Mr.Ë`m‘wio "Q>mBåg Am°’$ B§{S>¶m' H$m` Am{U Ë`mMo g‘H$mbrZ H$m`Ë`m§À`mV {deof AmdS>-{ZdS> H$aÊ`mgmaIo H$mhr ZìhVo. VarhràË oH$ d¥ÎmnÌ Amnbr ñdV§Ì AmoiI gm§ miÊ`mgmR>r YS>nS>VhmoVo. àgma dmT>bm, Var AmOMrhr n[apñWVr doJir Zmhr!

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Ia§ Va _r H$moëhmnyacm (2009Vo 2012) {Oëhm{YH$mar åhUyZ VrZ df} hmoVmo.dirdS>o d Jm§YrZJacm (~mcmN>S>r) AZoH$Xm Jocmo hmoVmo. nU Ë`m doir _cm

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H$mcI§S>mdarc H$mX§~ar dmMZmV Amcr Am{U Ë`mVcm {H$emoad`rZ Zm`H$ d EH$ WmoS>r _moR>rAgcoë`m nmoagdXm nmo{ce VéUrÀ`m cmo g _¡ÌrMm ^mJ _cm _Zñdr ^mdcm.

_J _r JyJc gM© H$ê$Z _m{hVr {_idcr Am{U ^maVmVrc EH$ amo_m§MH$ nmoc§S>nd©_mÂ`mg_moa gmH$ma Pmco. _J JVdfu Am°ŠQ>mo~a 2012 _Ü o {\$ë_{gQ>r- OoWo _r gÜ`m

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Voìhm Vo åhUmco, ""Amåhr _mJÀ`m AmR>dS>çmVM VoWo OmD$Z Amcmo.''_J Am_À`m dirdS>odarc Jßnm a§Jë`m. Ë`m_wio _mPm `m {df`mVcm ag A{YH$M dmT>cm.

(Om‘ZJaMo ‘hmamO {Xp½dO¶qgJOr ¶m§À¶mgmo~V nmo{ce ‘wco)

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nmob§S>À`m öX`mVrb XmoZ ^maVr` Jmdo : ~mbmN>S>r Am{UdirdS>o

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Ë`m§Zm dmMdy eH$cmV.' (When others were killing our

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Zdr {X„r oWo amï>nVr dZmV VËH$mcrZ amï>nVr à{V^mVmB©nmQ>cm§Zm 2008 À`m gßQ>|~a _{hÝ`mV Pmcoë`m Am¡nMm[aH$amOZ¡{VH$ ñdê$nmÀ`m oQ>r_Ü o {eï>mMma ~mOycm R>odV^mdZmde hmoV nmoc§S> XoemMo VËH$mcrZ n§VàYmZ S>moZmëS> Q>ñH$darcà_mUo åhUmco hmoVo. Ë`mMm g§X ©- Xþgè`m _hm wÕmÀ`mdoir Ooìhm gßQ>|~a 1939 _Ü o npíM_ ~mOyZo {hQ>caÀ`m ZmPrgoZoZo d nyd}H$Sy>Z gmo{dEV w{Z`ZÀ`m cmc goZoZo wamonmVcmN>moQ>m Agcocm nmoc§S> Xoe AmngmV dmQy>Z KoVcm hmoVm. Oonmo{ce cmoH$ gmo{dEV w{Z`ZZo gŠVrZo g¡~o[a`mÀ`m N>iN>mdÊ`m§V R>odco hmoVo, Ë`m§Zm O_©ZrÀ`m AmH«$_UmZ§Va XmoñVamï>m§V gm_rc Pmë`mZ§Va {~«Q>ZÀ`m X~mdmImcr gmd©{ÌH$ _m\$s{Xcr. Ë`m§Mr g§»`m A§XmOo drg Vo Vrg cmI EdT>r hmoVr.Ë`m§n¡H$s 500 AZmW ~mcHo$ Om_ZJa (JwOamV) g§ñWmZmV~mcmN>S>r oWo, Va gw_mao 5000 OU dirdS>o (H$moëhmnya) oWo1942 Vo 1949 `m H$mimV {Zdm©{gV åhUyZ am{hco. ZmPrO_©Zr d cmc gmo{dEV w{Z`ZÀ`m A_mZwf-A_mZdr

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AmO OoWo g¡{ZH$s emim Amho, Ë`m ~mcmN>S>r_Ü o 1942_Ü o AZmW nmo{ce _wcm§gmR>r Om_ZJaÀ`m _hmamOm§ZrñdV:À`m ImgJr CËnÞmVyZ 500 AZmW _wcm§gmR>r ~amH$dOmKao d emim-XdmImZm ~m§Ycm hmoVm, Ë`mMo Caco-gwacoAdeofhr 2002 À`m H$ÀN>_Yrc _hm^ §H$a yH§$nmZo Zï> PmcohmoVo. nU VoWo nmoc§S>À`m ZmJ[aH$m§Zr E{àc 1989 _Ü onmoc§S>À`m n§VàYmZm§À`m ^maV oQ>rXaå`mZ ~mcmN>S>rcm1942-46 Xaå`mZ AZmW ~mcH$ åhUyZ am{hcoë`m Am{UOm_ZJaMo _hmamO {Xp½dO`qgJm§Mo {nV¥Vwë` ào_ cm^coë`mdm`gcm° ñQ>m`nwcm, pñQ>\$Z ~wH$modñH$s d AÝ` H$mhtZr nwT>mH$maKoD$Z ~mcmN>S>rÀ`m g¡{ZH$r emioV EH$ YmVwH$m_ Agcocr nmQ>r(ßcoQ>) g^ma§ nyd©H$ ~gdcr. {VÀ`mdaMm qhXr ^mfoVcm_OHy$a Agm Amho-

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{nV¥Vwë` Am¡Xm © AYmoao{IV H$aVo.""~mcmN>S>r H°$ånMr OmJm nmo{ce ZmJ[aH$m§gmR>r AmVm

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nmoc§S>À`m _ZmV _hmamOm {Ûp½dO`qgJm§~Ôc EdT>§ __ËdH$m Agmd§? EH$ Va gd©àW_ Ë`m§Zr Ooìhm OJmda A{YamÁ`JmOdUmam {~«Q>Z gwQ>H$m Pmcoë`m {Zdm©{gV nmo{cem§À`mnwZd©gZm~m~V Vù`mV-_ù`mV H$aV hmoVm d Ë`m§À`mdarchmoUmè`m g§ mì` IMm©À`m Ame§Ho$Z§ {ZU© KoÊ`mMm Q>miVhmoVm; Voìhm g¡~o[a`m d H$PmH$ñVmZÀ`m gŠVrÀ`ml_N>mdÊ`m§Vrc Cnmg_ma, _¥Ë y, amoJamB© d ZaH$Vwë`OrdZmÀ`m A§Jmda ehmao AmUUmè`m nmo{cem§À`m H$hmÊ`m EoHy$ZÐdyZ OmV, _mZdVmdmXr y{_H$m KoV _hmamOm§Zr 500 nmo{ceAZmW _wcm§Mr g§nyU© O~m~Xmar KoÊ`mMo ñd §ñ\y$VuZ§ Omhra Ho$coAm{U {~«{Q>em§Zm eaq_Xo H$arV Ë`m§À`m nwZd©gZmgmR>r mJ nS>co(Ë`m_wioM {~«{Q>em§Zm dirdS>o (H$moëhmnya) oWo gw_mao Xhm hOmanmo{ce cmoH$m§Mo N>mdUrdOm Jmd dgdmdo cmJco; VgoM d X.Am{\«$H$m, Am°ñQ>o{c`m d BVa {~«{Q>eA§{H$V Xoem§V Ë`m§Zm Aml`Úmdm cmJcm). _hmamOm§Zr ~mcmN>S>r oWrc _wcm§Zm ào_ d _m`m{Xcr, dma§dma oQ>r XoD$Z d¡ pŠVH$ cj nwadc§. _wcm§MoñZohg§_ocZ, nmoc§S>Mm dm{f©H$ {Xdg d {¼g_g gmohim AmXrH$m ©H«$_m§V OmVrZ§ gm_rc hmoV _wcm§_Ü o Vo {_gim`Mo. _wcm§ZmVo Zoh_r åhUm`Mo, ""Vwåhr ñdV:cm AZmW g_Oy ZH$m, _rVw_Mm "~mny' (JwOamVr_Yrc d{S>cm§Zm dmnacm OmUmam eãX)Amho.'' ho Ë`m§Mo eãX AZmW-Almn nmo{ce ~mcH$m§À`m _Zmda_m oMr hiwdma \w§$H$a Kmcm`Mo. H$ënZm H$am- nmoc§S>_Ü o AJXrH$modù`m d`mV O_©Zr d a{e`mÀ`m ~m°å~dfm©dmVyZ dmMë`mZ§VaH$S>mŠ`mMr W§S>r Agcocm g¡~o[a`m Am{U H$S>H$ D$Z dH$moUVrM gw{dYm Zgcoë`m H$PmH$ñVmZÀ`m d¡amU àXoemV~mcnU hadyZ ~gcoë`m, ~mam-~mam Vmg H$m_ H$amd§cmJcoë`m, Cnmg_ma d amoJamB©Mm gm_Zm H$amì`m cmJUmè`m{Zînmn AZmW nmo{ce _wcm§da EH$ _hmamOm _wcmà_mUo ào_H$aVmo- Ë`m_wio {H$Vr {Xcmgm {_imcm Agoc! _J hr"~mcmN>S>r`Z' _wco Ë`m§Zm H$er {dgê$ eH$Vrc?

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nmoc§S>À`m _ZmV ~mcmN>S>r d _hmamOm§~Ôc ào_, AmnwcH$sAmho; Vg§M dirdS>o (H$moëhmnya)À`m aå` gwIXm`r

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{~«{Q>em§À`m X~mdmZ§ d nmo{ce g¡Ý` O_©Zr {déÕcT>Ê`mgmR>r {_imd§, m CÔoemZ§ a{e`mZ§ 1942 _Ü o gmd©{ÌH$_m\$s Omhra Ho$cr. nmo{ce g¡Ý`XcmZ§ _J gmo{dEV w{Z`ZÀ`mX{jU mJmV AZoH$ H|$Ðo C^mê$Z, {~«Q>Zda X~md Q>mHy$Z Ë`m§À`m{d{dY A§{H$V Xoem§V nmo{ce ZmJ[aH$m§Zm {Zdm©{gV åhUyZdg{dÊ`mM§ _mocmM§ H$m_ Ho$c§.

gmo{dEV w{Z`Z hm I§S>àm` Xoe hmoVm (Ë`mMo {dKQ>ZhmoÊ`mnydu), Ë`m_wio gmd©{ÌH$ _m\$sZ§Va _XV H|$Ðmda nmoMUo honU nmo{ce ór-_wcm§gmR>r {Xì` hmoVo. n¡go ZmhrV, dmhVwH$sÀ`mAnwè`m gw{dYm, _wŠVVm AmXoe d pìhgm {_iÊ`mÀ`m AZ§VAS>MUtda _mV H$arV gw_mao cmI^a nmo{be nhocdr `mn{e© Z (BamUr) ~§XamV nmoMco. _m\$s Omhra hmoD$Zhr Z§Vanmo{ce Am_ugmo~V Ho${Q>Z hË`mH$m§S>mÀ`m CKS> hmoÊ`mZ§ _V oXPmë`m_wio Z§VaÀ`m nmo{ce ñWcm§V[aVm§Zm pìhgm Z {Xë`m_wioAZoH$m§Zm wÕ g§non ªV VoWoM {IVnV nS>md§ cmJc§ hmoV§.

_m[a`mgmaIr Zer~dmZ ~mcHo$ d {ó`m nhcodr ~§XamVyZŠdoÅ>m _mJ} H$amMr, _J _§w~B©g nmoMë`m. VoWo 1939 nmgyZnmo{ce H$m°ÝgwcoQ> H$m ©aV hmoVr. Ë`m A§VJ©V nmo{ce aoS>H«$m°gg§ñWm ñWmnZ H$aÊ`mV Amcr Am{U Ë`m_m\©$V {Zdm©{gVnmo{cem§Zm _XV XoUo gwê$ Ho$cr. Á w{de [acr\$ EOÝgr(Oo.Ama.E.) hr OmJ{VH$ g§ñWm {Zdm©{gVm§gmR>r- Img H$ê$ZÁ y {Zdm©{gVm§gmR>r H$m ©aV hmoVr. ^maVmVrc H$amMr, _w§~B© dH$cH$Îmm hr Á y d BVa {Zdm©{gVm§Zm BVaÌ OmÊ`mgmR>r Q>m§{PQ>nm°B§Q²>g hmoVr. nmo{ce aoS>H«$m°gcm VËH$mcrZ Q>mQ>m§gma»`mCÚmoJnVtZr ^ard Am{W©H$ _XV nU Ho$cr hmoVr. `m H$m_mVnmo{ce H$m¡pÝgc OZacMr (nr.gr.nr.Mr) nËZr H$sam~mZm{gZñH$m AË §V {H«$`merc hmoVr. dm§S>m S>m`ZmodñH$m hrJm§YrdmXr nmo{ce _{hcm- {Ocm ~mny§Zr C_mXodr Ag§ Zmd {Xc§hmoV§ d Or "{WAm°gm°{\$H$c' gmogm`Q>rÀ`m H$m_mer g§c¾ hmoVr,{VZo- d H$samZo ^maVmV AZoH$ ehao {\$ê$Z nmoc§S>darcAË`mMmamMr _m{hVr {Xcr Am{U OZOmJ¥Vr Ho$cr. Ë`m_wiog§ñWm{ZH$ d CÚmoJnVtH$Sy>Z Ë`m§Zm Am{W©H$ d dñVwê$nmZo ard_XV {_iy cmJcr hmoVr. AZmW nmo{ce ~mcH$m§Zm Aml`

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XoÊ`mMo Om_ZJaÀ`m _hmamOm§Zr _mÝ` Ho$ë`mZ§Va H$sam dC_mXodrZo {~«{Q>em§Zm amOr H$ê$Z ghm Q>H$ nmR>dyZ gw_mao {XS>eo~mcHo$ AñH$m~mX-_oghoX-ŠdoÅ>m-H$amMr _mJ} _w§~B©cmAmUcr. VoWo Ë`m§À`mda Am¡fYmonMma Ho$co, Ë`m§Zm Mm§Jco AÞ d{dlm§Vr {Xcr Jocr Am{U _J ~mcmN>S>rÀ`m N>mdUrMo H$m_ nyU©Pmë`mda E{àc 1942 _Ü o n{hë`m Q>ßß`mV 150, Va 8Am°JñQ> 1942 amoOr 220 AZmW _wco, H$mhr {ó`m d EH$-XmoZàm¡T> nwéf ~mcmN>S>rcm Joco Am{U EH$ Zdo nd© gwê$ Pmco.

-3-~mcmN>S>rcm AZmW nmo{cem§Zm {_imcocr {nV¥N>m`m"Don't condsider yourselves as orphans, you are

now Nawanagris and I am your Bapu, father of all

Nawanagirs including you!'' (Vwåhr ñdV:cm AZmW g_OyZH$m, Vwåhr AmVm ZdmZJarMo (g§ñWmZmMo Zmd) Pmco AmhmV._r gd© ZdmZJarÀ`m ZmJ[aH$m§à_mUo Vw_Mm nU "~mny' (dS>rc)Amho.)

H$ënZm Ho$cr, Va _Z ^ê$Z oV§. XmoZ df} g¡~o[a`m dH$PmH$ñVmZmV ~mcnU hadyZ ~gcocr d AZmW Pmcocr ~mcHo$hOmamo _¡cm§Mm IS>Va àdmg H$ê$Z- Á`m XoemMr _m{hVr Zmhr,^mfm oV Zmhr d dmVmdaU {^Þ Amho- VoWo g§ñWmZmMm _hmamOm`m AZmW nmo{be ~mcH$m§Zm _r Vw_Mm ~mn Amho d ñdV:cmAZmW g_Oy ZH$m, Agm {dœmg Ë`m§M§ ~mcN>S>rcm ñdmJVH$aVmZm XoVmo! nwT>rc Mma df} gw_mao hOma^a AZmW _wcm§Mm{nË`mÀ`m _m oZ§ _hmamOm§Zr gm§ mi Ho$cm d Ë`m§Zm gd© gw{dYmñdV:À`m ImgJr CËnÞmVyZ nwadë`m. Ë`m§Mo emcoñZohg§_ocZ, Ym{_©H$ gU d {¼g_g_Ü o ñdV:M§ amOonU{dgê$Z gm_rc Pmco. gmo{dEV w{Z`ZMm AÝ`m`-AË`mMma,Cnmg_marZ§ nmoicoë`m d AZmW Pmcoë`m Ë`m nmo{ce ~mcH$m§Zm{H$Vr _Z:ñdmñÏ` d {Xcmgm {_imcm Agoc `mMr H$ënZmH$am... åhUOo gÎma-n§MmhÎma dfmªZ§Vahr Ë`m§Zm"~mcmN>S>r'À`m ZmdmZ§ H$m CM§~iyZ oV Agoc, ho g_Oy eH$V§!

_hmamOm {Xp½dO`qgJOr ho Om_ZJa g§ñWmZmMo 1933 Vo1947 `m H$mcmdYrV amOo hmoVo. Vo {d»`mV {H«$Ho$Q>nQy>aU{OVqgJm§Mo YmH$Q>o ~§Yy hmoVo. Ë`m§À`m ZmdmZo aUOr gm_ZoAmOhr ^adco OmVmV. Vo {~«{Q>e Am_u_Ü o goH§$S> coâQ>Z§Q>åhUyZ 1919 _Ü o éOy Pmco. Vo 125 amOnyV BÝ\«$Q>rV hmoVo. VogodoV H°$ßQ>ZnXmn ªV nmoMco d 1931 _Ü o Ë`m§Zr {Zd¥ÎmrKoVcr. XmoZM dfmªZr aU{OVqgJOtÀ`m {ZYZmZ§Va Vo JmXrda{damO_mZ Pmco.

Xþgè`m _hm wÕmÀ`m doir _hmamO ho M|~a Am°\$ {àÝgogMoHw$cnVr (M°Ýgca) hmoVo d `m ZmË`mZo {~«{Q>e gm_«mÁ`mÀ`mB§nr[aAc dm°a H$m°pÝgcMo nX{gÕ gXñ` hmoVo. Or{Zìhm_Ü ocrJ Am°\$ ZoeÝgÀ`m ( wZmoMm nydm©l_rMm AdVma) Pmcoë`mn[afXo_Ü o grAmonrMo Hw$cnVr åhUyZ g{H«$` gh^mJr hmoVo.

Ë`m§Mo ~§Yy aU{OVqgJOtMr Or{Zìhm_Ü o _mc_Îmm hmoVr. VoWoË`m§Mr à{gÕ nmo{ce {n`mZmodmXH$ S>m°.B¾gr n°S>odñH$ser oQ>Pmcr (àW_ _hm wÕmXaå`mZ- 1919-20 _Ü o) d Oo nwT>onmoc§S>Mo- n{hë`m _hm wÕmZ§Va ñdV§Ì Pmcoë`m nmoc§S>Mo-n§VàYmZ ~Zco. {ÛVr` _hm wÕH$mimV EH$Xm _hmamO dS>m°.B¾gr n°S>odñH$sMr oQ> B§nr[aAc dm°a H$m°pÝgcÀ`m EH$m~¡R>H$sÀ`m {Z{_ÎmmZo Pmcr. S>m°.B¾gr `m§Zr Ë`m§Zm gmo{dEVw{Z`Z_Yrb ñWcm§V[aV nmo{ce ór-_wcm§À`m hmc-Anoï>m§Mr

_m{hVr {Xcr. _hmamO Ë`m_wio Ðdco d Ë`m§Zr 500 Vo 1000nmo{ce AZmW _wcm§Mr O~m~Xmar KoÊ`mMo Omhra H$ê$Z Q>mH$co.Ë`m§Mr AmOhr h`mV Agcocr H$Ý`m hf©XHw$_marOtZr ho Z_yXHo$co Amho. _hmamOm§Mr hr Cñ\y$V© _XVrMr KmofUm ^maVmVrcnmoc§S>Mo VËH$mcrZ amOXyV wJo{Z wO ~mZmqgH$s m§Zr CMcbr d{~«{Q>e gaH$maer MMm© H$ê$Z "VmíH§$X `moOZm' _§Oya H$ê$ZKoVcr Am{U ghm Q>H$_YyZ _XVrgmR>r gmYZgm_J«r nmR>dyZ150 nmo{ce AZmW _wco, H$mhr _moOŠ`m {ó`m§Zm ^maVmV-_w§~B©V AmUbo. _hmamOm§Zr g_wÐ{H$Zmar ~mbmN>S>rbmË`m§À`mgmR>r {Zdmg d {ejUmgmR>r Kao, B_maVr ~m§Yë`mdaE{àc 1942 _Ü o hr _wco VoWo Amcr. _hmamO ñdV: OmVrZoË`m§À`m ñdmJVmcm CnpñWV hmoVo.

~mcmN>S>r ho Jmd Om_ZJanmgyZ 17 _¡cm§da Amho. VoWo_hmamOm§Zr Ë`m doir gw_mao XrS> cmI én o IMy©Z Vrg _moR>çm~amH$s, XmoZ ^moOZ H$j (ñd §nmH$Kamgh), H$_©Mmar{ZdmgñWmZo, Vrg ~oS>Mo hm°pñnQ>c, XdmImZm, Am°naoeZ{WEQ>a, ZmoH$am§gmR>r Kao, ñZmZJ¥ho d Q>m° coQ²g ~m§Ycr. nmo{ceamOXyV wJo{Z wO ~mZmqgH$sMr g_mOgodoV ag AgUmar nËZrH$sam hr ~mcmN>S>rcm nmo{ce _wcm§À`m n{hë`m VwH$S>rg_doVAmcr hmoVr. m N>mdUrÀ`m ì`dñWmnZmMr gd© O~m~Xmar \$mXaßcwQ>mH$S>o- Oo ñdV: {Zdm©{gV hmoVo- XoÊ`mV Amcr. H$S>H${eñV, Cƒ Z¡{VH$Vm d _wcm§Mo {ejU d {dH$mgmH$S>o Ë`m§ZrOmVrZo CÎm_ arVrZo cj nwadrV _wcm§Mr O~m~Xmar g_W©nUonocbr. _hmamOm§Mo ~mcmN>S>rMo CÝhmir {ZdmgñWmZ hmoVo;Ë`mVrc ~mJ, ñ¹°$eH$moQ>© d OcVaU Vcmd nmo{ce _wcm§gmR>rIwcm H$ê$Z {Xcm hmoVm. \$mXa ßcwQ>mÀ`m _XVrcm 30 {Zdm©{gVnmo{ce _{hcm hmoË`m. àË oH$ _wcm_mJo é. 40 à{V_mh IM© Ho$coOm`Mo, Vo \$ma OmñV Zgco Var g¡~o[a`m d H$PmH$ñVmZÀ`mCnmg_ma d AZmamo½`mÀ`m nmíd© y_rda g_mYmZH$maH$ hmoVo._w»` åhUOo, l_N>mdÊ`m§Vco gŠVrMo Cañ\$moS>r H$m_ dAÞmMr- wHo$Mr «m§V ZìhVr.

emim, ñH$mD$Q> d MM© modVr nmo{ce _wcm§Mm {XZH«$_{eñVera ~m§Ycm Jocm hmoVm. {ejUmMm IM© {~«{Q>e ^mJdVhmoVo. ~mcmN>S>rcm 40 nmo{ce {ejH$ (nmoc§S>_Yrc emcoAä`mgH«$_ {eH$dÊ`mgmR>r) d B§J«OrgmR>r nmM {ejH$ Zo_coJoco hmoVo. oWo nmo{ce g¡Ý`mVco XmoZ {ejH$ gm_rc Pmco. EH$B{VhmgmMo am|H$mo d emar[aH$ {ejUmgmR>r A±Q>moZr _m{Z`mH$ ho

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XmoKo {dÚm{W©{à` hmoVo. ImgH$ê$Z A±Q>moZr `m§Zr _wcm§À`mH«$sS>m{dH$mgmgmR>r à`ËZ H$ê$Z Am{U _hmamOm§Mr _XV {_idyZEH$ ñQ>o{S>`_, YmdnÅ>r d ì`m`m_emim ({O_) ~m§Ycr. _wco\w$Q>~m°c d ~mñHo$Q>~m°c Ioim`Mr.

Aem VèhoZo em§V d gwa{jV {dÚm{W©OrdZ hmoVo. nwaogo gH$gAÞ, Amamo½`godm d ì`m`m_m_wio _wcm§Mr Amë`mZ§Va OrVmoim_mgm àH¥$Vr hmoVr, Vr AmVm ì`dpñWV Pmcr. _wcm§À`mMohè`mdaMo hmñ` nwÝhm naVco. _hmamOm ~mcmN>S>rcm dma§dmaoQ> XoD$Z nmhUr H$am`Mo d _wcm§Vhr {_gim`Mo. Ë`m H$mir

gwÅ>rÀ`m doir ~mJS>Umè`m _moam§À`m Wì`m§Mm nmR>cmJ H$arV_moa{ngo O_m H$am`Mm Ë`m§Mm N>§X hmoVm. ~mcmN>S>rcm ^ §H$aCî_m Agë`m_wio amÌr Mm§XÊ`mV gm°H$a (\w$Q>~m°c) Ioim`Mo._wco AZoH$ àmUr- CXm. H$mgd, _w§Jyg d harU nmim`Mo.

_wcm§Zr nmoc§S> d VoWrc g§ñH¥$Vr {dgê$ Z o, åhUyZ nmo{ce{ejH$m§Zr {deof cj nwa{dco hmoVo. _wcm§gmR>r g§JrV d Z¥Ë`mModJ© gwê$ Ho$co. EH$Xm Ë`m§À`m gm§ñH¥${VH$ H$m ©H«$_mg _hmamOOmVrZ§ CnpñWV hmoVo. Ë`m§À`m CnpñWVr_wio EH$ nmo{ce _wcJrBVH$s Zìh©g Pmcr H$s, {Vcm ZmMVm oB©Zm. Voìhm _hmamO ñdV:_§Mmda Joco, Ë`m _wcrcm Yra XoV {VÀ`mg_doV Z¥Ë` Ho$co.Ë`m_wioM ~mcmN>S>r`ZgmR>r _hmamO IaoIwao "~mny' ~Zco hmoVo,ho {Z:g§e`.

_hmamOm§Zm nmoc§S>À`m ^{dVì`m~Ôc Iar H$iH$i hmoVr d~mcmN>S>rVrc AZmW-EH$mH$s _wcm§Mr _mZ{gH$Vm H$m` Agoc,`mMr OmUnU hmoVr. Vo Ë`m§Zm Zoh_r Yra Úm`Mo. ào[aV H$am`Mo.nmoc§S> cdH$aM ñdV§Ì hmoB©c d _wcm§Zm _m`Xoer gÝ_mZmZ§ OmVmoB©c, Agm {dœmg Vo Úm`Mo. EH$Xm _wcm§nwT>o ^mfU H$aVmZm

_hmamO åhUmco,""Vw_À`m ñH$mD$Q>Mm Jm°S>n°a|Q> åhUyZ _cm d _hmamUrcm

Amnë`m_Ü o Agë`mMm ~hþ_mZ dmQ>Vmo. AmnU ÜdOmÀ`mXm§S>çmV Mm§XrMo {Iio R>moH$co, Vo CÚm Vw_À`m eÌyÀ`medno{Q>Ho$V R>moH$co OmVrc d Vwåhmcm Vw_Mo ñdmV§Í` {_ioc. _rnmoc§S>Mm d Vw_Mm {dídmgy {_Ì d gmWrXma gX¡d amhrZ. _mPrnmoc§S>À`m ^{dî`mgmR>r Zoh_rM ghdoXZm d ghmZw yVr Amho._mPr ImÌr Amho H$s, EH$ {Xdg nmoc§S> ñdV§Ì hmoB©c d Vw_MrOJà{gÕ "nmo{ce MoVZm (pñn[aQ>)' gd© {dnarV n[apñWVrda_mV H$aoc. _o Jm°S> ãcog y A±S> coQ> y [aQ>Z© Qw> E \«$s A±S> h°nrhmo_c±S>.''

~mcmN>S>rcm Ho$di àmW{_H$ {ejUmMr gmo hmoVr.dirdS>çmcm nmo{ce N>mdUr 1944 _Ü o gwê$ Pmë`mda VoWo_mÜ`{_H$ d ì`mdgm{`H$ {ejUmMr gmo Ho$ë`m_wio BWyZ _wconwT>rc {ejUmgmR>r nmR>dcr Om`Mr. nU Xya Joco Var _hmamOË`m§À`m _XVrcm Zoh_rM VËna Agm`Mo.

gZ 1944 _Ü o O_©ZrMm nmS>md Pmcm d 1945 _Ü o{hamo{e_m-ZmJmgH$sgh A_o[aHo$Zo AUw~m°å~ Q>mHy$Z Xþgè`m_hm wÕmMr B{Vlr Ho$cr. nU nmoc§S>_Ü o XmXm{Jar H$arV

ñQ>m{cZZo Amnë`m {Z §ÌUmV amhUmao cw{~Z gaH$ma ñWmncoAm{U 1946 _Ü o ~mcmN>S>rMm H°$ån ~§X H$aÊ`mMr doi Amcr.nU nmoc§S>_Ü o Agcoë`m H$å w{ZñQ> cw{~Z gaH$maMr ^rVr d{VañH$ma dmQ>V Agë`m_wio Ë`m _wcm§Zm Om`Mo ZìhVo, Aemgw_mao 81 _wcm§Zm _hmamOm§Zr Om_ZJaÀ`m Ý`m`mc`mVyZH$m`XoeranUo XÎmH$ KoD$Z nwT>rc {ejU d ^{dVì`mgmR>rË`m§À`m BÀN>oà_mUo Ë`m§Zm A_o[aHo$cm \$mXa ßcwQ>mogmo~VnmR>dco.

Ë`m_wio gw_mao gÎma dfmªZr nmoc§S>Zo _hmamOm§Zm _aUmonam§V"H$_m§S>a H«$m°g Am°\$ X Am°S>©a Am°\$ X _o[aQ> Am°\$ X nmo{ce[anpãcH$' hm gdm}ƒ ZmJar gÝ_mZ ~hmc H$ê$Z AmncrH¥$VkVm ì`ŠV Ho$cr Amho.

àmo.ŠcmoS>H$mo~ñH$s `m nmoc§S>À`m ^maVmVrc AmYrÀ`mamOXÿVmZ§ ~mcmN>S>rVrb H$mim~Xc Amnë`m ^mdZm Aemì`ŠV Ho$ë`m-

"This is true and captivating story of the 'aam admi'

in both India and Poland. It is a story hidden like a pre-

cious stone in history. We are not satisfied with the com-

mon mans knowledge of the story and intend to take it

in various forms.''

-4-^maVr` nmo{ce Jmd- dirdS>o"It was a home away from home, a sunny, peaceful

refuge after the horrowing deprivation of years spent in

forced exile in the U.S.S.R. Offcourse, there was no

running water or electricity, no glass windows or solid

doors and only charcoal stove for cooking. But the mat

doors could be closed and even locked with a padlock,

giving much needed privacy and semblance of normal

life after years of communal living. What a joy it was to

tend the narrow slips of gardens along the cool

varandahs, to grow ones own banana, papaya or canna

trees.''

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nmoc§S>Mo maVmVrc amOXÿV S>m°.B©. ~mZ{gZñ~r 1941 nmgyZ^maVm_Ü o nmo{ce {Zdm©{gVm§Zm dgdc§ Omd§, `mgmR>r {~«{Q>egaH$maH$S>o nmR>nwamdm H$arV hmoVo. 1942 À`m gßQ>|~a_Ü o{ZU© hmoD$Z maVmV 5000 nmo{ce {Zdm©{gVm§Mr gmo H$aÊ`mV`mdr, Ago ìhmB©gam` Am°\$ B§{S>`mcm H$i{dÊ`mV Amc§. `m{ZU© m_mJo Om_ZJaÀ`m _hmamOm§Mm 500 AZmW _wcm§Zm~mcmN>S>rV Aml` XoÊ`mMm YmS>gr d _mZdVmdmXr {ZU© hmoVm,ho {Z:g§e`. _J N>mdUrgmR>r OmJoMm emoY gwê$ Pmcm.~mcmN>S>rV _wcm§Zm _co[a`mÀ`m dma§dma CX² dUmè`m gmWrcm~ir nS>md§ cmJc§ hmoV§. Ë`m nmœ© y_rda Amamo½`g§nÞ OmJm{~«{Q>e nmhV hmoVo. nwÝhm aoëdo ñQ>oeZOdiMr OmJm hdr hmoVr.Ë`m_wio AIoarg Ë`m§Mm emoY H$moëhmnyaZOrH$À`m dirdS>o oWog§ncm. gw_mao 250 EH$a OmJoV dirdS>o oWo nmo{ce H$m°cZrdOmJmd dgc§ Joc§. _ogg© qhXþñVmZ H$ÝñQ>ŠeZ H§$nZr- _w§~B©cm~m§YH$m_mM§ H§$ÌmQ> {_imc§. oWo 140 \°${_cr ãcm°Šg (àË oH$ãcm°H$_Ü o 12 Hw$Qw>§~m§Mr Kao), ñQ>m\$gmR>r 10 ãcm°Šg, 75ñZmZJ¥ho (EHy$U 750 Imoë`m), 70 em¡Mmc o, ghmA{YH$mè`m§Mo ~§Jco, 10 emimB_maVr, EH$ ñQ>moAaê$_ d EH$mñQ>m\$ _ogMo ~m§YH$m_ H$aÊ`mV Amco. AmR> OmZodmar 1944 cmdirdS>o dgmhVrMm CX²KmQ>Z g_ma§ Pmcm, nU {~«{Q>eZrVrà_mUo H$moëhmnyaÀ`m _hmamUrg {Z_§{ÌV H$aÊ`mV AmcoZìhVo.

`m JmdmV H$m` ZìhVo? emim, nmoñQ> Am°{\$g, MM©,cm`~«ar, IoimMr _¡XmZo... JmdmgmR>r cmJUmè`m gd© gw{dYm{dH${gV H$aÊ`mV Amë`m hmoË`m. "_MªQ> qg{S>Ho$Q>' ñWmnyZË`mMr H§$ÌmQ>o H$moëhmnwamVrc _mVã~a _§S>itZm XoÊ`mV Amcr.KmoS>H|$Zm _m§g-_ÀN>rMo XþH$mZ, {H$ÎmyaZm ~«oS>Mm ñQ>m°c,_hmJmdH$a d Jm`H$dmS>m§Zm ñQ>oeZar, naXoercm {H$amUm,B§Ji|Zm H$moigm d Ho$amo{gZ Am{U BZm_Xmam§Zm H$mnS> XþH$mZ...dirdS>o H°$ån~mhoa nmo{cem§À`m gw{dYogmR>r gwê$ H$aÊ`mMrnadmZJr {Xcr hmoVr.

`m dñVr_Ü o àm_w»`mZo nmo{ce {ó`m d nmM Vo n§Yamdfmªn ªVMr _wco-_wcr `m§Mm ^aUm hmoVm. åhUyZ {ejUmgmR>rVrZ àmW{_H$ emim, VrZ ~mcdmS>çm, VrZ _mÜ`{_H$ emim,EH$ hm`ñHy$c, EH$ ì`mdgm{`H$ {ejUmMo hm`ñHy$c gwê$H$aÊ`mV Amco. 1028 _wco àmW{_H$ emioV, Va 453hm`ñHy$c_Ü o {eH$V hmoVr. emco g§Hw$cmV hñVH$cmà{ejUmgmR>r dH©$em°n, emar[aH$ {ejUmMm {d^mJ, ñH$mD$Q>,gm§ñH¥${VH$ H$m ©H«$_ {d^mJ, AZmWml_ d EH$ {WEQ>ahr hmoVo.200 ~oS>Mo hm°pñnQ>c, gmV-AmR> S>m°ŠQ>g© d 16 Zg}gAmamo½`godogmR>r {Z wŠV Ho$ë`m hmoË`m.

dirdS>o H°$ånÀ`m `m H$mhr "øw_Z B§Q>aoñQ> ñQ>moarO'-1. dirdS>o nmoñQ> Am°{\$g_Ü o gmimoIo ZmdmMm nmoñQ_mñQ>a

hmoVm. Ë`mcm nmo{ce cmoH$m§Mr AdKS> Zmdo {~ZMyH$ CƒmaVm`m`Mr. Amnë`m ZmVodmBH$m§À`m »`mcr-IwemcrÀ`m

~mVå`m§gmR>r nmo{cem§Zm gmimoIo XodXÿVmhÿZ H$_r ZìhVm. Á`m§ZmnÌo `m`Mr ZmhrV, Ë`m§Zm "cdH$aM nÌ oB©c' Agm Yra VmoÚm`Mm.

2. em_amd Jm`H$dmS> hm _MªQ²>>g qg{S>Ho$Q>_Ü o H$maHy$ZhmoVm. Ë`mZo nmo{ce ^mfm AmË_gmV Ho$cr, Ë`m_wio gmè`mnmo{cem§gmR>r Vmo EVÔoer` ^maVr`m§er g§nH$m©gmR>r _hÎdmMm d^ademMm Xþdm hmoVm.

3. nmo{ce _wco d ñWm{ZH$ _wcm§Zr gd©àW_ mfoMm AS>gaXÿa Ho$cm. ñQ>oZrñcm°g ham{g_moìhÀ`m AmR>dUrà_mUo _wco àW__amR>r d nmo{ce ^mfoVë`m {eì`m {eH$cr. nmo{ce _wco^H$mam§Vr {eì`m XoV, Va _amR>r _wco AñI{cV nmo{ce_Ü oË`m§Zm nm§T>ar _mH$S>o åhUyZ {MS>dV.

4. nmo{ce {ó`m YrQ> hmoË`m. Ë`m ^maVr`m§er ghOVoZo~mocm`À`m. Ë`m§Zm Amnë`m Kar MhmnmZmcm ~mocmd`mÀ`m.VgoM ^maVr` Kar Am_§ÌU Amco, Va N>moQ>çm-N>moQ>çmoQ>dñVy§gh Om`À`m.5. am_amd B§Jio d em_amd Jm`H$dmS>À`m _Vo, nmo{ce Jmoao

AgyZhr ^maVr`m§Zm g_mZVoÀ`m VÎdmZo dmJdm`Mo. Ë`m§Mr hrH¥$Vr {~«{Q>em§À`m VwÀN>VoÀ`m d Xþæ`_ËdmÀ`m dmJUwH$sÀ`mnmíd© y_rda gwIX dmQ>m`Mr.

dirdS>oV Cƒ {ejUmMr gmo Zgë`m_wio _moR>çm _wcm§Zmhm`ñHy$cZ§Va H$amMr, _w§~B©, nmMJUrÀ`m emim§V nmR>{dcoOm`Mo. C„oIZr` ~m~ åhUOo, ZD$ _wcr n|qQ>JÀ`m {ejUmgmR>r_w§~B©À`m Oo. Oo. ñHy$c Am°\$ AmQ>²©g_Ü o nmR>{dë`m Joë`mhmoË`m. _wco hm`ñHy$c {ejUmZ§Va OJ^amV XmoñV amï>m§gmo~VO_©Zrer cT>Umè`m nmo{ce goZmXcmV ñdIwfrZ§ Om`Mr.Mmirg _wco 1944 _Ü o dirdS>o d ~mcmN>S>r_YyZ c§S>Zcmnmo{ce _[aZ gpìh©gogcm éOy Pmcr hmoVr. _wcr Z{gªJ dQ>m`qnJ H$mog}gcm ng§Vr Úm`À`m, H$maU Ë`m§Zm H$moëhmnya d_w§~B© oWo N>moQ>r-_moR>r ZmoH$ar ghOnUo CncãY ìhm`Mr.

gmo{dEV w{Z`ZZo gmd©{ÌH$ _m\$s Omhra Ho$ë`mZ§Va gmo{dEVy_rV C^maÊ`mV Amcoë`m goZoV ~hþg§»` nmo{ce gm_rc

Pmco; Va cmI^a ór d _wco-_wcr ^maV, X. Am{\«$H$m AmXr{~«{Q>e dgmhVt_Ü o ñWcm§V[aV Pmcr hmoVr. dirdS>o_Ü ohr_moOH$sM nwéf_§S>ir Amcr hmoVr. Ë`m_wio VoWo nmo{ce {ó`m d^maVr` VgoM {~«{Q>e nwéfm§À`m AZoH$ ào_H$hmÊ`m AmH$mamgAmë`m.

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Ë`mcm Z Ow_mZVm Ë`mZ§ {_Ìmgh H°$åncm oD$Z "{XcdmcoXþëh{Z`m co Om |Jo' ñQ>mB©cZo {Vcm Zocr d {ddmh Ho$cm. {Vcmdg§VZ§ ào_mV H$m` åhQ>c§, ho gm§JVmZm d¥Õ dm§S>m {_ñH$scnUoåhUVo, ""Vmo åhUmcm hmoVm- OmoB© H$moM_ gm`~r (`m H$mh_N>o~m), åhUOo _cm Vy \$ma AmdS>Vog. mncrH$S>o Ë`mMr nmo{ce^mfm Jocr Zmhr, nU _r _mÌ ewÕ _amR>r ~mocVo, nwaUnmoirhrH$ê$ eH$Vo.''

dm§S>m H$merH$aZ§ _wcmIV XoVmZm EH$m dmVm©hmamcm hohrgm§{JVc§ hmoV§ H$s, BVa H$mhr {ó`m§Zr nU ^maVr`m§er Kamo~mHo$cm, g§~§Y OmoS>co; nU wÕ g§në`mda Ë`m naV Joë`m. _r _mÌào_ d {Zð>oZo BWoM H$moëhmnyacm- BWcrM hmoD$Z am{hco!

nmMJUrÀ`m g|Q> nrQ>a ñHy$c_Ü o _wco, Va g|Q> Omogo\$H$m°Ýìh|Q> ñHy$c_Ü o _wcr {eH$m`À`m. {VWo dirdS>ohÿZ AZoH$nmo{ce _wco-_wcr Cƒ {ejUmgmR>r Joë`m hmoË`m. m emim§_Ü o{~«{Q>em§gmo~V AZoH$ lr_§V g§ñWm{ZH$ amOm-_hmamOm§Mr _wcoAgm`Mr. AÝda _wamO hm AmOMm Á oð> nm{H$ñVmZr nÌH$ma1942 Vo 47 H$mimV nmMJUrV {eH$m`cm hmoVm. Ë`mÀ`mAmR>dUrZwgma nmo{ce _wco-_wcr AË §V gH$mamË_H$ {dMmam§MrhmoVr. AZoH$ H$cm§_Ü o Vr àdrU hmoVr. emioÀ`m {àpÝgnm°cZoEH$Xm XmoÝhr emim§À`m _wcm-_wctZm EH$Ì AmUyZ MhmnmZ Ho$cohmoVo. {VW§ EH$m N>moQ>çm _wpñb_ g§ñWmZmMm {àÝg d AË §V gw§Xanmo{ce _wcrM§ àW_Xe©Zr ào_ Owico Am{U H$mcm§VamZo VrË`mMr ~oJ_ Pmcr.

WmoS>Š`mV gm§Jm`M§ Pmc§ Va, ór-nwéf AmH$f©U gmd©{ÌH$AgV§ Am{U Xoe-Y_©-^mfm d g§ñH¥$VrMm AS>ga Z Ow_mZVmào_-_¡Ìr OwiVo-\w$cVo. nwÝhm AZoH$ df} XoemnmgyZ Xÿa, nwÝhmJmdr OmD$ H$s Zmhr hr YmñVr AgUmè`m d EH$mH$s OJUmè`mnmo{ce {ó`m§Mm g§nH©$ `m`Mm Vmo \$ŠV ^maVr`m§er. Ë`m§À`mVwamonr` _moH$ionUm hmoVm; Ë`m_wio AZoH$ ào_H$hmÊ`m,

earag§~§Y d c¾g§~§Y Pmco. wÕmMr nmíd© y_r, XyaXoerMo{Zdm©{gV OJU§, VéU d`, nmo{ce nwéfm§Mr gmW-g§JV Zmhr,_wc½`m§M§ _moR>r hmoVmM g¡Ý`mV c§S>Z-A_o[aHo$cm OmU§... `mnmœ© y_rda _Z:ñdmñÏ` cm^ë`mda Z¡g{J©H$ mdZm OmJ¥V hmoU§ñdm^m{dH$ åhQ>c§ nm{hOo. Ë`mVyZ \w$cUmar EH$-EH$ ào_-AmH$f©U-g§~§YmMr H$hmUr EH$-EH$ H$mX§~ar dm {MÌnQ>mMm{df` hmoD$ eHo$c, Ag§ _cm EH$ coIH$ åhUyZ dmQ>V§. _r ñdV:J§ ranUo `m dirdS>o d ~mcmN>S>rÀ`m nmo{ce cmoH$m§À`mdmñVì`mda EH$ H$mX§~ar {c{hÊ`mgmR>r Aä`mg H$arV Amho;gmYZgm_J«r OwidV Amho. hm EH$ Am§Vaamï>r`- Img H$ê$ZB§S>mo-nmoc§S> H$mo-àmoS>ŠeZ {MÌnQ>mMm {df` Amho. Agmo.

1945 _Ü o wÕ g§në`mZ§Va _mëQ>m n[afXoZ§Va ho ñnï> PmcoH$s, nmoc§S> hm gmo{dEV w{Z`ZÀ`m {Z §ÌUmImcrc H$å w{ZñQ>Xoe amhUma Amho. dirdS>oMo ~hþg§»` nmo{ce H«o$gr {d^mJmMohmoVo, Omo AmVm gmo{dEVMm ^mJ Pmcm hmoVm. Zì`m cw{~ZgaH$macm {~«Q>ZZ§ _mÝ`Vm {Xë`mZ§Va ^maVmVrc nmo{cem§Zm

bdH$amV bdH$a naV nmR>{dÊ`mÀ`m hmcMmcr gwê$ Pmë`m.n{hë`m§Xm 1946 _Ü o ~mcmN>S>r N>mdUr ~§X H$ê$Z VoWrc _wcodirdS>ocm ñWcm§V[aV Ho$cr. {~«{Q>e ìhmB©gam° Mm AmXoeAgyZhr 1948 n ªV dirdS>o H°$ån Mmcy am{hcm. Á`m§Mo dS>rcdm BVa ZmVodmB©H$ g¡Ý`mV hmoVo, Ë`m§Zm {~«Q>Z_Ü o gwc^ àdoehmoVm. H$mhr OU Am°ñQ>o{c`m, Ý yPrc§S> d X. Am{\«$Ho$V Joco.H$mhr _moOHo$ ^m½`dmZ A_o[aHo$V Joco. ~mH$sÀ`m§Zm nmoc§S>cmH$å w{ZñQ> gaH$maÀ`m "{dM h§qQ>JMr' ^rVr AgyZhr naVmdocmJco. _mÌ Á`m§Zr ^maVr`m§er c¾ Ho$c§, Aem AmR>-Xhmnmo{ce {ó`m ^maVmV ^maVmVrc hmoD$Z am{hë`m.

ñ_¥VtZm COmim XoÊ`mgmR>r H$mhr nmo{ce 2009 _Ü o AmcoAm{U Ë`m§Zr dirdS>o ñQ>oeZ, n§MJ§JoMm KmQ>, nÝhmim, _hmdraCÚmZ- OoWo ñ_¥Vr-ñV§ C^macm Amho- d dirdS>oÀ`mX\$Z y_rbm oQ>r {Xë`m. ^maVmVc§ dirdS>o ho nmo{ce JmdË`m§À`m _ZmV {H$Vr Ka H$ê$Z Amho, ho `mdê$Z cjmV oV§.

Cng§hmaAer hr dirdS>o d ~mcmN>S>rÀ`m {Zdm©{gV N>mdÊ`m§Mr,

nmo{ce ór d _wcm§Mr H$hmUr. hr H$hmUr Oncr nm{hOo d{VÀ`mV n[al_nyd©H$ AOyZ ^a Q>mH$cr nm{hOo. nmoc§S>gmR>r Vr_hÎdmMr Amho, H$maU Ë`m§Zm OJmV gd©àW_ ^maVmZ§ 1942À`m MidirÀ`m YJYJË`m H$mcI§S>mV Am{U Z§Va nS>coë`m"X J«oQ> \o${_Z Am°\$ ~§Jmc'À`m nmíd© y_rda ào_mZ§ Aml` {Xcm.^maVmÀ`m "dgwY¡d Hw$Qw>§~H$_²' {dMmaYmaoM§ `mnojm _moR>§ Xþga§amOH$s` CXmhaU {_iU§ AeŠ` Amho. OmV, Y_©, d§e dXoemnojm _mUwgH$s _moR>r AgVo, ho Zì`m {nT>rda R>g{dÊ`mgmR>rhr H$hmUr Oncr nm{hOo; àgm[aV Ho$cr nm{hOo.

^maVmgmR>r nU hr H$hmUr _hÎdmMr Amho. AmOÀ`mAg{hîUy, qhgH$ d OmVr`-Ym{_©H$ ImoQ>çm Apñ_VoÀ`mnmíd© y_rda ^maVmMr gd© Xoe-Y_mªH$S>o g_mZVoZ§ d _mZdVoZ§nmhÊ`mMr ñdm^m{dH$ d Z¡g{J©H$ d¥Îmr AZ² g§ñH$ma AmhoV, honwÝhm Zì`mZo nQ>dyZ XoÊ`mgmR>r ~mcmN>S>r d dirdS>o hr àVrHo$_hÎdmMr AmhoV. H$Xm{MV _rM ho H$mX§~arÛmao d O_c§ Va{\$ë_Ûmao H$ê$ eHo$Z, Ag§ dmQ>V§. nU _rM Zìho, Va AZoH$m§ZrAZoH$ nÕVrZo hr H$hmUr A_a Ho$cr nm{hOo, ho {Z:g§e`.

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