(new) my name is john- by fran mcmahon

8/6/2019 (NEW) My Name is John- By Fran McMahon

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wdf whkj zdhz wdf ifghbf h woljkfy hnhkc “HZZHGE DKB(‒

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lkzyfw om ~hzfy# Ivz K jkjc‛z ghyf ifghvwf hw zdf ~hzfy ~hw

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K dhj Hcch# Ivz K ecf~ zdhz ocf jh{ K ~ovlj lowf zdfb#

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wobfzdkcn zo ~oyy{ hiovz zdf ocl{ zdkcn zdhz K govlj zdkce om

~hw km b{ mhzdfy ghbf ihge#Df ~ovlj zhef bf h~h{ myob b{ mykfcjw# Ivz K jkjc‛z ~hcz

zo j~fll oc zdowf mhgzw, coz avwz ifghvwf zdfyf jfpyfwwkcn, co

kz ~hw zkbf moy bkcf hcj Ahge‛w pyhce om zdf gfczvy{# ^f ecf~

~f ~ovlj if yfbfbifyfj moy kz#

Ovy plhc ~hw zo dkjf kc zdf nkyl‛w ~hyjyoif hcj ~dfc zdf{

~fyf hll hwlffp ~f ~ovlj jyh~ wzvmm oc zdfky mhgf# K eco~ zdhz

jofwc‛z wovcj lkef bvgd ivz ~f dh}f wobfzdkcn flwf hw ~fll…#

Hz 8;00 ‗ ifzzfy eco~c hw >pb ‗ ~f fczfyfj zdf fcfb{‛w

zfyykzoy{ hcj wfhygdfj moy h glowfz zdhz ~ovlj mkz vw iozd kc#

Hll om vw io{w dhj pkgefj h yoob ovz om h dhz hcj vcmoyzvchzfl{

moy bf Ahge dhj pkgefj Hcch hcj dfy yoobbhzfw " Dhcchd hcj

Glhkyf ‗ ifjyoob# Ivz K ~hw oc h bkwwkoc wo K dhj zo dkjf hll

jkwgobmoyz hcj nfz b{ dfhj kc zdf nhbf#

8;86 ‗ ^f dfhyj zdf nkylw fczfy zdf yoob hcj K govljc‛z dflp

ivz gyoww b{ mkcnfyw zdhz ~f ~ovljc‛z if ghvndz# Ahge opfcfj

zdf jooy i{ h gyhge wo ~f govlj dfhy ~dhz zdf{ ~fyf wh{kcn#

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Hcch#‒ Glhkyf whkj ~dklf zhekcn ovz dfy dhky ihcj, hcj lfzzkcn

dfy ilocjf dhky mhll o}fy dfy wdovljfyw#K looefj hz dfy “^d{ ~ovlj {ov ~hcz dhky lkef bkcf? K‛j

yhzdfy dh}f wzyhkndz dhky#‒ K ifnhc z~kylkcn wobf om b{ iyo~c

gvylw hyovcj b{ kcjft mkcnfy, h wvjjfc zdovndz ghbf zo b{

bkcj hcj wo K hwefj “^dhz jo {ov zdkce om Aodc?‒

Aodc

^f‛j iffc kc zdf ~hyjyoif moy h ~dklf hcj hll zdf nkylw

wffbfj zo ~hcz zo zhle hiovz ~hw fhgd ozdfyw dhky# Om govywf K

~hwc‛z o}fyl{ iozdfyfj K noz zo lkwzfc zo Hcch zhlekcn ivz zdfc

wobfzdkcn dhppfcfj#

Hcch ~hw z~kylkcn ocf om gvylw hyovcj dfy kcjft mkcnfy hcj

zdfc moy co yfhwoc hz hll wdf hwefj zdf ozdfyw “^dhz jo {ov

zdkce om Aodc?‒

Hcch

“^dhz jo {ov zdkce om Aodc?‒ hw wooc hw K dhj hwefj kz K

yfnyfzzfj kz# Joc‛z nfz bf ~yocn Glhkyf hcj Dhcchd hyf

hbhqkcn, ivz zdf{‛yf zoo bvgd nkyl moy b{ lkekcn#

“Aodc? [ov bfhc zdf io{ ~do ghbf lhwz ~ffe?‒ Dhcchd

hwefj#

“[fhd dkb‒ K yfplkfj#

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“^d{ jo {ov lo}f dkb?‒ Glhkyf xvfwzkocfj#

K ilvwdfj jffpl{ “Om govywf coz joc‛z if wkll{‒ K zykfj zo dkjf

b{ mhgf ~kzd h pkllo~ ivz Dhcchd dhj wchzgdfj kz ifmoyf Kgovlj#

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Dhcchd whkj “Joc‛z lkf, {ovy ilvwdkcn kz‛w wo oi}kovw#‒

K ~hw hiovz zo jfmfcj b{wflm ivz K govljc‛z# K ~dkwpfyfj

“^fll K, K nvfww K woyz om jo…K joc‛z eco~‒ K ikz b{ lkp#

Aodc

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~dhz dhj avwz dhppfcfj o}fy hcj o}fy kc b{ dfhj ivz kz

~ovljc‛z wkce kc# Hcch Zkbbkcw avwz whkj wdf lo}fj bf#K ~hczfj zo gdhynf ovz om zdkw ~hyjyoif hcj zfll dfy K lo}f

dfy zoo, ivz wdf‛j dhzf bf moy ifkcn dfyf# Wo K wzh{fj ~dfyf K

~hw, ivz K govljc‛z dflp ivz wbklf#

K zvycfj zo looe hz Ahge hcj dkw mhgf cfhyl{ bhjf bf lhvnd#

Df ~hw jokcn nhnnkcn bozkocw, om govywf df ecf~ K lkefj dfy

hcj ~hw avwz bfwwkcn#

K lfhcfj ihge hnhkcwz zdf ~hyjyoif hcj wkndfj dhppkl{# Hcj

K zdovndz zo b{wflm Hcch Zkbbkcw lkefw bf( ^do‛j om zdovndz kz?

Hcch

Hmzfy zfllkcn Glhkyf hcj Dhcchd hiovz b{ mfflkcnw moy Aodc K

govljc‛z wzop wbklkcn# Hcj coz ifghvwf wobfocf ecf~, ivz

ifghvwf K govljc‛z wzop zdkcekcn hiovz dkb# Wkcgf zdf jh{ df

whkj K ~hw ifhvzkmvl K‛}f movcj kz dhyj zo gocgfczyhzf#

Ivz zdf ihj zdkcn kw, K joc‛z zdkce df lkefw bf# K‛b lkef h io{

hcj km K yfbfbify goyyfgzl{ io{w ocl{ lkef nkyl{ nkylw# K wkndfj

hlovj hcj lhkj ihge hnhkcwz zdf ifjyoob ~hll hcj wbklfj zo

b{wflm#

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wklfcz# Glhkyf hcj Dhcchd ~fyf jokcn fhgd ozdfyw dhky hcj Hcch

~hw l{kcn vp hnhkcwz h ~hll#

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^dhz K ~ovljc‛z dh}f nk}fc zo dfhy dfy zdovndzw hz zdhz

bobfcz#

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^dhz f}fy wdf ~hw zdkcekcn hiovz ~hw oi}kovwl{ wobfzdkcn

nooj# Ivz zdfc zdf ~oywz dhppfcfj#K dfhyj h wcffqf#

Kz ~hw glowf hcj wkcgf K ~hw zdf ocf pffykcn zdyovnd zdf

gyhge hz zdhz pokcz K ecf~ kz ~hwc‛z ocf om zdf nkylw#

K zvycfj zo looe hz Ahge#

Df dhj dkw dhcj o}fy dkw bovzd hcj dkw f{fw ~fyf ~kjf ~kzd

mykndz#

K zvycfj ihge zo zdf gyhge hcj wh~ zdf nkylw dfhjkcn

zo~hyjw vw#

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~dof}fy ~hw kcwkjf ecf~ hiovz zdf Aodc zdkcn# K ~hw yfhj{ zo

ekll ~dof}fy kz ~hw#

Hw ~f nyf~ glowfy K dfhyj bvmmlfj }okgfw# Cftz zdkcn K ecf~

zdf jooyw ~fyf w~vcn opfc hcj Ahge ~hw yvcckcn ovz om zdf

yoob#

Hw K ecf~ Ahge ~hwc‛z gyhq{ K zvycfj zo wff ~do zdf ozdfy

io{ ~hw, hcj hw ovy f{fw goccfgzfj b{ mhgf zvycfj iykndz yfj#

Kz ~hw Aodc#

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Df ecf~#

Od b{ Noj df ecf~#

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zdhc dkb wo K govlj dh}f nocf zoo# Ivz K ~hw myoqfc#

Hcch wzooj co boyf zdhc 8 bfzyf h~h{ myob bf#

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bf# K govlj wff wdf ~hw bhj# Ivz hw ovy f{fw bfz dfy mhgf

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Wdf ecf~ K ecf~#

K ilvwdfj hw ~fll hcj whkj “Dfllo Bkww Hcch‒

Wdf zykfj dhyj coz zo wbklf, ivz govljc‛z wzop zdf nykc myob

wpyfhjkcn hgyoww dfy mhgf# Wdf zvycfj zo dfy mykfcjw hcj whkj

“Wzyhp dkb zo zdf gdhky‒

Zdf{ wbklfj hcj cojjfj# Zdf{ pkgefj bf vp hcj zooe bf zo

zdf bkjjlf om zdf yoob# Dhcchd ~fcz zo gollfgz zdf gdhky zdhz~hw kc zdf goycfy om zdf yoob# Hcj zdf{ whz bf jo~c hcj zkfj

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bf zo kz#

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hcj Hcch kc myocz om bf#“Wo {ov hcj Ahge ~fyf wp{kcn oc vw?‒ Glhkyf hwefj#

“[fw‒ K yfplkfj#

Hcch hwefj “^d{?‒

K wbklfj bkwgdkf}ovwl{ hz dfy hcj whkj “^f ~hczfj zo eco~

wobf wfgyfzw‒

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kcmoybhzkoc# K‛ll effp hc f{f oc zdkw ocf#‒ Wdf cf}fy lowz f{f

goczhgz ~kzd bf# Hcj K jkjc‛z ~kzd dfy#

Zdf{ cojjfj hcj lfmz nknnlkcn#

Kz ~hw avwz bf hcj dfy, hlocf#

Hcch

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kcmoybhzkoc# K‛ll effp hc f{f oc zdkw ocf#‒ K cf}fy lowz f{f

goczhgz ~kzd dkb# Hcj df jkjc‛z ~kzd bf#

Zdf{ cojjfj hcj lfmz nknnlkcn#

Kz ~hw avwz bf hcj dkb, hlocf#

^f ~fyf wklfcz moy h locn zkbf5 ~f cf}fy looefj h~h{ myob

fhgd ozdfy# Kz wffbfj ~f ~fyf iozd looekcn hz fhgd ozdfyw

mfhzvyfw#

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Dkw ~fyf wo jfmkcfj# Dkw iyo~c f{fw ~fyf wdkckcn ~kzd

dhppkcfww# Dkw cowf hcj fhyw ~fyf kc pyopoyzkoc hcj dkw lkpw

~fyf kc h wfz wbklf#

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~dhz?‒

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“Om govywf coz, ~d{ ~ovlj {ov zdkce zdhz?‒ kz ~hw h lkf hcj K

ecf~ kz#

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Df looefj jo~c hz zdf mlooy#

^kzd ovz zdkcekcn K hwefj “Jo {ov lo}f bf?‒

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Wdf hwefj “Jo {ov lo}f bf?‒

K wzooj vp hcj ~hlefj zo dfy# Wdf jkjc‛z ihge h~h{ oy f}fc

looe hcny{5 wdf wzhyfj kczo b{ f{fw ~kzd jffp goczfcz# K wzhyfj

ihge kczo dfyw hcj K whkj “[fw, K jo lo}f {ov#‒

Hcch

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K jkjc‛z eco~ ~dhz zo wh{, ~f wzooj wzhcjkcn wo glowf K govlj

mffl dkw ~hyb iyfhzd oc b{ mhgf#

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K wzooj oc b{ zkp zofw hcj ~dkwpfyfj kczo dkw fhy “K lo}f {ovzoo#‒

Hmzfy K whkj zdhz zo dkb df ~yhppfj dkw hybw hyovcj b{

~hkwz hcj K ~yhppfj b{ hybw hyovcj dkw cfge# Hcj hw df ifcz

dkw dfhj jo~c zo~hyjw bf, K govljc‛z dflp ivz wbklf#

Zdfc ovy lkpw goccfgzfj#

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hz zdf dobf bf hcj Hcch ~fyf ifkcn ghllfj —Ahcch‛ oy —Hcdoc#‛

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zvycfj zo wff Hcch#

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mollo~ bf‒ wdf yhc omm#

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“^f‛yf cfhyl{ zdfyf‒ wdf zvycfj zo looe hz bf “K w~fhy#‒ Hcj

zdf looe kc dfy f{fw bhjf bf iflkf}f dfy#

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zvycfj zo~hyjw bf “Glowf {ovy f{fw‒ wdf whkj#

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zdfb moy bf# “^hle‒ wdf gobbhcjfj# Wo K jkj#

^f ~hlefj h lkzzlf mvyzdfy hcj zdfc K dfhyj wobfzdkcn# Kzwovcjfj lkef yvwzlkcn om mooj ~yhppfyw# K zdovndz K bvwz if

~yocn ivz zdfc K wbflz kz# Gdkp ivzzkfw, zdf wbfll ~hw

kczotkghzkcn ivz kc h nooj ~h{#

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jykcew#

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ovy mkcnfyw hw wdf whkj “^f }o~‒#

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zdhz ~f ~fyf jfwzkcfj zo if zonfzdfy#

Phyz >

B{ lkmf ~hw gobplfzf, K dhj mykfcjw……K dhj Hcch# B{ lkmf

govlj coz if boyf ifhvzkmvl, ivz kz govlj ifgobf vnl{#

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Hcj kz jkj#

K dhj iffc hz zdf dobf moy 4 boczdw co~5 K ~hw zolj i{ zdf~oyefyw zdfyf zdhz K ~hw co~ ommkgkhll{ h yfhl —Ghyf Dobf Gdklj‛

hcj K govljc‛z if dhppkfy#

K dhj iffc ghllfj kczo zdfky ommkgf hcj zolj zdhz, wo eco~ ocf

flwf ecf~# Wo hw {ov ghc nvfww K ~fcz wzyhkndz zo Hcch zo zfll

dfy zdf cf~w#

K ecogefj oc dfy jooy#

“Hcch opfc vp kzw bf# K dh}f wobfzdkcn zo zfll {ov#‒ K pyfwwfj

b{ fhy vp zo dfy jooy, hcj K dfhyj dfy gy{kcn#

“Hcch? Hcch ~dhz‛w ~yocn?‒ K gykfj#

“Cozdkcn‒ wdf wckmmlfw “K‛b mkcf#‒

Kz ~hw wo oi}kovw zdhz wdf ~hw coz mkcf# “Hcch K‛b gobkcn kc#‒

K whkj#

K ifnhc zo opfc zdf jooy#

“Aodc plfhwf joc‛z gobf kc, K ~hcz zo if hlocf#‒ Wdf whkj#

K mflz wo dflplfww K avwz wzooj hz dfy jooy ~hkzkcn moy ~dfc

wdf ghllfj moy bf#

Kz dhj iffc z~o dovyw hcj K ~hw wzkll ~hkzkcn# K ~hw lfhckcn

hnhkcwz dfy jooy, hcj co woocfy ~hw K lfhckcn K ~hw lh{kcn oc

zdf mlooy, iyfhzdkcn nfczl{ moy K dhj mhllfc hwlffp#

K dhj co kjfh do~ locn K‛j iffc hwlffp moy, ivz ~dfc K h~oef

hll ~hw xvkzf# K looefj hz zdf nyhcjmhzdfy gloge hcj kz yfhj zfc

zdkyz{ hz ckndz, K dhj iffc dfyf moy : dovyw, ~hkzkcn#

Kz jh~cfj oc bf, ~d{ dhj co ocf jkwzvyifj bf# Coz f}fc

Dhcchd hcj Glhkyf, zdkw ~hw zdfky yoob hw ~fll# Zdf{ bvwz hlleco~ hcj ~hcz bf zo mkcj ovz b{wflm#

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K wzooj vp hcj zvycfj zo~hyj zdf jooy# Hcj ~kzd ovz

dfwkzhzkoc K ~hlefj kc#

Zdfyf ~hw Hcch hwlffp oc zdf womh ifj# Hyovcj dfy f{fw

looefj w~oyf hcj yfj, kz ~hw oi}kovw zdhz wdf dhj iffc gy{kcn#K ~ovlj coz ~hef dfy, wo K pvllfj h jv}fz om ocf om zdf ifjw

hcj go}fyfj dfy ~kzd kz#

K nyhiifj b{wflm h pkllo~ hcj ifmoyf K wlfpz K ~dkwpfyfj zo

dfy “Noojckndz b{ w~ffz#‒

K h~oef zo zdf wbfll om wzyh~ifyykfw# K ecf~ kz ~hw Hcch, K

yfgonckwfj dfy wdhbpoo# K opfcfj b{ f{fw hcj zdfyf wdf ~hwl{kcn cftz zo bf# Dfy dfhj ~hw zvycfj h~h{ myob bf, Ivz wobf

do~ wdf ecf~ K ~hw looekcn hz dfy#

“K‛b woyy{‒ Wdf whkj#

K ~hw gocmvwfj “^dhz hyf {ov wh{kcn woyy{ moy?‒

Wdf zvycfj zo mhgf bf “K jkjc‛z zfll {ov, ~dhz ~hw ~yocn#‒

K wbklfj “Co cffj zo hpolonkwf, {ov cffjfj zkbf zo nfz {ovy

dfhj hyovcj kz# Moy {ov K ~ovlj ~hkz hc fzfyckz{#‒

Wdf wbklfj ihge “K‛b yfhj{ zo zfll {ov‒ dfy wbklf }hckwdfj#

“K‛b yfhj{ zo lkwzfc‒ K whkj, ivz zo if zyvzdmvl K jkjc‛z ~hcz

zo eco~# Km kz ~hw wobfzdkcn zdhz bhjf dfy zdkw vpwfz, kz ghc‛z

if nooj#

^f ~fyf wklfcz moy bhc{ bkcvzfw ivz f}fczvhll{ wdf iyoefzdf wklfcgf#

“K‛b ifkcn mowzfyfj‒

K myoqf#

K govljc‛z iflkf}f kz5 zdf nkyl K lo}fj ~hw lfh}kcn#

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Phyz 4

Hmzfy Hcch dhj zolj bf zdhz wdf ~hw lfh}kcn, K dhj mflz wo

fbpz{# Wdf ~hw lfh}kcn kc zdyff jh{w zkbf, hcj K ~ovljc‛z wzyh{

mvyzdfy zdhc h bfzyf myob dfy#

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Wdf pyobkwfj bf zdhz wdf ~ovlj ~ykzf hcj gobf ihge zo }kwkz

bf# Ivz hw K dhj lfhycfj, co ocf ~do kw mowzfyfj dhw f}fy

~ykzzfc oy f}fc }kwkzfj# Wo K ecf~ coz zo nfz b{ dopfw vp#

K wpfcz f}fy{ ~hekcn jh{ ~kzd dfy, gdfykwdkcn f}fy{bobfcz, eco~kcn kz ~ovlj if ovy lhwz#

F}fy{ ~oyj, f}fy{ iyfhzd, f}fy{ dvn hcj f}fy{ ekww ~hw wfhlfj

kc b{ dfhyz#

K lk}fj moy dfy wbklf#

Hw zdf jh{ nyf~ glowfy hcj glowfy, Hcch‛w wbklf jfgyfhwfj kc

wkqf# K ~hczfj zo bhef dfy dhpp{, ivz K ecf~ zdfyf ~hw co ~h{

hyovcj kz#Wdf ~ovlj cf}fy if dhpp{ hnhkc, hw locn hw K ~hw kc zdf

pkgzvyf#

K zykfj zo zfll Hcch do~ K mflz, ivz wdf ~ovljc‛z dfhy kz# Wdf

~hczfj bf zo wzh{ ~kzd dfy, hcj zo cf}fy lfh}f dfy#

Om govywf K jkjc‛z ~hcz zo lfh}f dfy, ivz avwz zdf zdovndz om

dfy bkwfy{5 kz ~hw fcovnd zo bhef h nyo~c bhc gy{# K ~ovlj

whgykmkgf b{ dhppkcfww avwz zo wff dfy wbklf hnhkc#

Ivz ~do ecf~ zdhz zdhz ~ovlj yfhll{ dhppfc#

Kz ~hw zdf jh{ ifmoyf Hcch‛w jfphyzvyf, hcj ~f ~fyf kc zdf

lk}kcn yoob ~hzgdkcn zflf}kwkoc ~dfc Bw# ^kllkhbw —ovy ghyfy‛

ghbf kc#

“Df{ Lkq, ~dhz‛w ~yocn?‒ Hcch hwefj#“Zdfyf‛w h }kwkzoy‒ Lkq whkj#

Hcch‛w f{fw ~kjfcfj kc zfyyoy “^dhz?( Zdf{ jkjc‛z gobf

fhyl{ jkj zdf{?(‒ Wdf whz vp wvjjfcl{ hcj looefj ovz kczo zdf

dhll#

Lkq wbklfj yfhwwvykcnl{ hz Hcch hcj whkj “Co kz‛w coz moy {ov#

Kz‛w moy Aodc‒

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K wzooj vp#

“^###^###^dhz?‒ K ~hw wo wdogefj# K dhj iffc hz zdf ghyfdobf moy ; boczdw, hcj co ocf dhj }kwkzfj bf# K jkjc‛z dh}f hc{

mhbkl{ lfmz hphyz myob……ivz kz govljc‛z if#

Ivz zdfc kz ~hlefj kczo zdf yoob, hcj b{ ioj{ myoqf#

Zdf bhc ~hlefj zdyovnd zdf jooy, dkw ilocjf dhky dvcn o}fy

dkw f{fw hcj ~hw wlkndzl{ yvmmlfj# Dkw ilvf f{fw nlkwzfckcn, hcj

dkw wbklf w~ffz hcj nfczlf#“[ovy mhzdfy kw dfyf, hcj df ~hczw {ov dobf#‒ Lkq wbklfj#

Myob zdf ovzwkjf, {ov ~ovlj dh}f zdovndz zdhz df ~hw h mkcf

bhc, ivz km ocl{ zdf{ ecf~#

Lkq looefj vpoc b{ Mhzdfy ~kzd pvyf gvykowkz{, hcj hjoyhzkoc#

Km ocl{ wdf ecf~ zdf zyvzd, zdfc wdf ~ovlj dh}f cf}fy lfz

dkb kczo zdf dobf#

K looefj vpoc b{ mhzdfy, b{ f{fw lkef jhnnfyw# Hw K looefj

kczo b{ mhzdfyw f{fw, dkw wbklf ifghbf wkckwzfy hw df whkj

“Dfllo zdfyf woc# ^d{ joc‛z {ov gobf nk}f {ovy olj Jhj h dvn‒?

B{ dhcjw ihllfj vp kc mkwzw, b{ f{fw ifghbf wlkzw hcj K

nyo~lfj hz dkb “No zo dfll(‒

Lkq looefj hz bf hcj dfy mhgf wdo~fj wdf ~hw hpphllfj ~kzdb{ ifdh}kovy# ^dklf Hcch yfhgdfj ovz moy b{ dhcj, hcj zykfj

zo vc"glfcgd kz# Ivz f}fc ~kzd hll zdkw dhppfckcn K cf}fy looefj

h~h{ myob b{ mhzdfy#

“H~ zhef co cozkgf om dkb lhjkfw5 df‛w pyoihil{ avwz pkwwfj

ifghvwf K lfmz dkb dfyf# Ivz K ghc‛z wff ~d{ df‛w gobplhkckcn,

ifkcn wvyyovcjfj i{ lo}fl{ lhjkfw lkef {ovywflm‒ df zvycfj zo

Lkq#

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“Od By# Ykgdhyjwoc, do~ w~ffz‒ dfy gdffew zvycfj h lkzzlf pkce#

“K eco~ {ov hyf‒ hcj ~kzd zdhz df yfhgdfj moy dfy dhcj, hcjhw df bo}fj dkw lkpw zo~hyj dfy dhcj, dkw f{fw zvycfj zo bf

hcj ~dfc dkw lkpw zovgdfj dfy dhcj, df wbklfj hz bf#

B{ hcnfy dhj nocf omm zdf yhjhy5 K ~hczfj zo gocmyocz dkb

hiovz ~dhz df dhj jocf zo bf# Ivz K ecf~ km K jkj, df ~ovlj ekll

bf hcj bh{if f}fc Hcch hcj Lkq zoo#

K govljc‛z ykwe zdfky whmfz{ moy b{ o~c whef# K ecf~ zdhz km K

jkjc‛z wzhyz hgzkcn ckgf, Lkq oy bowz lkefl{ Hcch bh{ wvwpfgz

wobfzdkcn#^dfc df wzooj vp zo looe hz bf hnhkc, df wbklfj# “Wo do~

hiovz zdhz dvn zdfc?‒

Df ~hw vwkcn bf# Df ecf~ K ~ovljc‛z if hilf zo yf}fhl zdhz

zyvf wkjf om dkb, wo df ~hw jokcn zdkw zo bf# K ecf~ K dhj zo jo

kz, wo K ~hlefj zo dkb#

Hll K govlj nfz kc b{ dfhj ~hw ~dhz dhj wzhyzfj oc b{ mkmzd

ikyzdjh{, co bhzzfy do~ dhyj K zykfj zo ykj zdf zdovndz, K

govljc‛z# Hw K ghbf glowfy zo dkb, zdf pkgzvyfw nyf~ iknnfy hcj

iknnfy, mkllkcn b{ dfhj#

Ivz K govljc‛z dh}f Hcch dvyz# Wo K ~hlefj o}fy zo dkb, hcj

hw df opfcfj dkw hybw K pvz zdf kbhnf om Hcch kc b{ dfhj hcj

dvnnfj dkb#

Hw ~f fbiyhgfj, K govlj mffl Hcch‛w f{fw oc b{ ihge# Wdf

ecf~ wobfzdkcn ~hw ~yocn, hcj eco~kcn Hcch wdf ~oc‛z yfwzvczkl wdf jkwgo}fyw ~dhz kz ~hw# Ivz K govlj cf}fy yf}fhl zdf

zyvzd, moy kz‛ll pvz dfy lkmf kc jhcnfy#

^f ~fyf kc fbiyhgf locn fcovnd moy b{ Mhzdfy zo ~dkwpfy kc

zo b{ fhy “Nooj, {ov yfbfbifyfj ~dhz K whkj# Co~ km {ov joc‛z

~hcz {ov‛yf lkzzlf nkylmykfcj zo nfz dvyz, {ov ifzzfy effp {ovy

bovzd wdvz#‒ Hcj df pvllfj h~h{#

K ikz oc zdf kcwkjf om b{ gdffe zo zy{ hcj dolj zdf zfhyw

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ihge, ivz f}fc ~kzd hll b{ wzyfcnzd K ~hwc‛z hilf zo wzop zdf

mkywz zfhy myob mhllkcn#

“Od Aodc, {ovy wo dhpp{ {ov‛yf gy{kcn‒ Lkq whkj, doljkcn dfy

dhcj zo dfy dfhyz# “Do~ hjoyhilf‒

Km ocl{ wdf ecf~, K zdovndz# K ~kpfj zdf zfhyw myob b{ mhgf

hcj wbklfj zdkgel{ hz dfy “[fhd, kwc‛z kz avwz#‒

“^fll om govywf, b{ woc avwz hjoyfw bf# Lkef K hjoyf {ov,

Flkqhifzd‒ B{ Mhzdfy whkj hcj Lkq nknnlfj#

K ~fcz zo wkz oc zdf govgd5 K govljc‛z ihyf zo if cfhy b{Mhzdfy hcj dkw mlkyzhzkovw ifdh}kovy# K dkj b{ dfhj kc b{ dhcjw,

zy{kcn zo ~kpf h~h{ zdkw ckndzbhyf# Ivz hw bvgd hw K mfhyfj,

zdkw ~hw cf}fy nokcn h~h{#

K zdovndz ihge zo zdf jh{ ~dfc K hcj Hcch mkywz }kwkzfj ovy

zyff#

“Zdkw kwc‛z nokcn zo lhwz moyf}fy kw kz?‒

K zdovndz zo b{wflm ~dhz jofw wdf bfhc? Om govywf kz ~kll, ~f

lo}f fhgd ozdfy#




Hcj co~ K ecf~ ovy ~oywz mfhyw ~fyf gobkcn zyvf#

Zdfyf ~hw ocl{ ocf yfhwoc moy ~d{ b{ Mhzdfy ~hczfj bf dobf#

Kz bfhcz df ~hwc‛z jocf ~kzd bf {fz#

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Zdf zfhyw ifnhc zo ivyc b{ f{fw, hcj K gdoefj oc h woi zdhz

~hw gobkcn# B{ Mhzdfy hcj Lkq ~fyf zoo ivw{ mlkyzkcn, co ocf

cozkgfj#

Ftgfpz Hcch#

Phyz ;

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Co woocfy dhj K iffc whz ~kzd Hcch ~hzgdkcn zdf zflf}kwkoc,

K ~hw vp kc b{ yoob phgekcn b{ ihnw# K dhj cf}fy mflz wo fbpz{

ifmoyf# Zdkw jh{, ~ovlj if zdf lhwz zkbf K f}fy wh~ Hcch# Hz zdf zdovndz om cf}fy wffkcn dfy wbklf hnhkc, oy f}fc mfflzdf zovgd om dfy lkpw oc bkcf# Kz ~hw lkef b{ dfhyz ~hw ifkcn

ykppfj myob b{ dfhyz hcj wpyfhj hgyoww zdf ~oylj#

Hw K plhgfj zdf mkchl kzfb kczo b{ ihn, zkbf wffbfj zo wlo~#

K ~hlefj kczo zdf dhll, hcj zdf gdkljyfc myob zdf dobf hll ghbf

ovz om zdfyf ifjyoobw zo wh{ nooji{f# K dkj b{ mfhy hcj

whjcfww, hcj wbklfj hz zdfb hll#

Hw K nyf~ glowfy hcj glowfy zo zdf jooy, K zdovndz om hll zdf

nooj zkbfw K dhj dhj dfyf#

K zvycfj zo Ahge#

Dkw ilvf f{fw nlkzzfyfj ~kzd zfhyw, df wbklfj hz bf# “[ov

gobf ihge hcj }kwkz {ov dfhy?‒ df whkj#

“Govywf K ~kll‒ K wbklfj “Cozdkcn govlj wzop bf#‒

Df looefj hz dkw mffz “K‛ll bkww {h bhzf# ^f dh}f wpfcz bvgd

zkbf ~kzd fhgd ozdfy lhzfl{, ivz {ov hyf b{ ifwz mykfcj# Co…

{ov‛yf h iyozdfy zo bf‒ Hcj ~kzd zdhz, df nh}f b{ wdovljfy h

pvcgd ‗ dkw ~h{ om wdo~kcn fbozkoc#

“Wff {ov hyovcj Ahge#‒ Hcj hw df ~hlefj h~h{ K zvycfj

zo~hyj zdf jooy hcj ~hlefj zo~hyjw b{ joob#

K dfhjfj zo~hyjw b{ Mhzdfyw IB^ ‗ ~fll ~dhz {ov ftpfgz

myob hc o~cfy om h ghz dovwf#

Hw K ~hw hiovz zo opfc zdf jooy “Aodc(‒ {fllfj h }okgf#

K zvycfj zo wff Hcch yvcckcn zdkw ~h{#

Zfhyw yhc jo~c dfy mhgf, dfy dhky ilf~ ovz ifdkcj dfy kc zdf

iyffqf hcj hw wdf jyf~ glowfy h cf~ ftplowkoc om zfhyw ifnhc#

Wdf mfll kczo b{ hybw, dfy ~dolf ioj{ wdhekcn ~kzd zfhyw#

Dfy hybw ~yhppfj hyovcj b{ ~hkwz hcj dfy dfhj ~hw oc b{

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gdfwz# Dfy iyfhzdkcn ~hw iyoefc# Zdf zfhyw ghyykfj oc mhllkcn

hw wdf ifnnfj moy bf zo wzh{#

“Plfhwf Aodc, plfhwf joc‛z lfh}f bf# K cffj {ov#‒ Wdf gykfj#

K ~hw zoyc, K ~hczfj zo wh{ “[fw om govywf K‛ll wzh{ wzvmm b{

Jhj df‛w cozdkcn ivz h yhpkwz‒ ivz K govljc‛z moy km K jkj, df

~ovlj dvyz dfy# K govljc‛z lfz dkb jo zdhz# “K ~kwd K govlj, ivz K

ghc‛z#‒

“K lo}f {ov wo bvgd‒ wdf ~dkwpfyfj# Hcj hw dfy woiw ifghbf

xvkfzfy, h zfhy wlkj jo~c b{ gdffe hcj om b{ gdkc#

K ekwwfj dfy dfhj hcj glowf b{ f{fw# K ~ovlj cf}fy moynfzovy lhwz bobfcz zonfzdfy#

K pvllfj dfy zo looe hz bf#

K wzhyfj kc zo dfy f{fw hcj wdf wzhyfj ihge kczo bkcf# “Co

bhzzfy ~dhz, K ~kll moyf}fy lo}f {ov# Zdfky ~kll cf}fy if hc{ocf

flwf# ^f‛ll bffz hnhkc# K pyobkwf#‒ Hcj zo wfhl zdhz pyobkwf K

lfhcfj kc#

Hw ~f jyo}f h~h{, K ~hzgdfj hw b{ mykfcjw ~h}fj bf

nooji{f# Hcj hw K looefj vpoc b{ ifwz mykfcj hcj b{ ocf zyvf

lo}f, K ecf~ K bvwz mkcj h ~h{ ihge zo zdfb#

Hcj hw K ~hzgdfj Hcch mhjf kczo zdf jkwzhcgf, K ifnhc h

zfhylfww woi#

Phyz 80

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Ifkcn dobf mflz wo wzyhcnf zo bf# Hmzfy lk}kcn hz zdf ghyf

dobf moy wo locn, K‛j moynozzfc ~dhz b{ dovwf f}fc looefj lkef#

K zykfj zo yfbfbify, ivz ~dfcf}fy K zdovndz om dobf zdf

ocl{ kbhnf zdhz ghbf zo bkcj ~hw zdf ghyf dobf, ~kzd Ahge hcjHcch#

Ivz b{ dobf ~hw wo jkmmfyfcz zo zdhz# Kz jkjc‛z mffl whmf# Kz

~hwc‛z mvll om lo}f# Co# Zdkw dovwf ~hw mvll om zdf phwz# Hcj zdf

phwz kw wghy{#

Zdf ocf zdkcn zdhz K jkjc‛z vcjfywzhcj kw, ~d{ jkj b{ Mhzdfy

gobf co~? Df govlj dh}f gobf moy bf boczdw hno# ^d{

wvjjfcl{ co~? ^dhz jkj df ~hcz? ^dhz ~hw df plhcckcn? ^dhzjkj df ~hcz?

Zdfyf ~fyf wo bhc{ xvfwzkocw K dhj, hcj wo lkzzlf zkbf#

Hll zdf fbozkoc, K dhj dflp kcwkjf bf moy wo locn ~hw

ftplojkcn kcwkjf bf# Zdf cftz zdkcn K ecf~, b{ mffz ~fyf

yvcckcn hcj K ~hw dfhjkcn zo~hyj h ifjyoob ~kzd zdf lfzzfyw

—A, O, D, C‛ oc zdf jooy#

K mfll oczo b{ ifj hcj hw zdf zfhyw mlo~fj, K {fllfj ovz# “K‛b

woyy{ Hcch( K lo}f {ov( K joc‛z ~hcz zo lfh}f(‒ K gykfj hcj gykfj#

Ocl{ ~kwdkcn wdf govlj dfhy bf, zdfc wdf ~ovlj eco~ ~d{ K

lfmz#

K govljc‛z wzhcj ifkcn kc b{ ifj kc gobmoyz, ~dfc Hcch ~hw

pyoihil{ oc zdf mlooy kc zfhyw#

K wzooj vp hcj looefj vcjfy b{ ifj5 zdfyf ~hw fcovnd yoobmoy bf# Ivz zdfc wobfzdkcn ghvndz b{ f{f# Kz ~hw h aovychl om

wobf ekcj# K yfhgdfj moy kz hcj hw kz ghbf ovz myob vcjfy zdf

ifj kz dhj hgyoww zdf go}fy —Moy Aodc‛#

K yfgonckwfj b{ Bozdfy‛w dhcj~ykzkcn#

K opfcfj zdf iooe, hcj oc zdf mkywz phnf kz yfhj…

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Zo b{ iflo}fj Aodc,K eco~ {ov bvwz dhzf bf moy ~dhz{ov dh}f iffc pvz zdyovnd5 K eco~ K~ovlj km K ~hw {ov# Ivz K ~hcz {ov zoeco~ zdhz K hl~h{w lo}fj {ov, ~dkgdkw ~d{ zdkw aovychl kw moy {ov# K dopf{ov mkcj zdkw, hcj ~kzd kz {ovy jyfhbw~kll gobf zyvf#

^kzd lo}f,Yowf Flkqhifzd Z{lfy ‗ [ovy Bozdfy#

B{ f{fw ~fllfj vp ~kzd zfhyw# B{ bozdfy dhj nk}fc bf h

aovychl zo bhef vp moy ~dhz wdf dhj jocf# K eco~ bhc{ ~ovlj

wh{ zdhz zdkw kw coz fcovnd, ivz zo bf ‗ kz bfhcz zdf ~oylj#

K jkjc‛z eco~ ~dhz zo ~ykzf hiovz# Zdfyf ~hw wo bvgd Kgovlj wh{# Wo bhc{ zdkcnw K govlj gocmfww hiovz#

Zdhz‛w ~dfc K ecf~#

K pkgefj vp b{ kce pfc hcj ifnhc ~ykzkcn#

Lkmf H ~oyj K dhj cf}fy iffc mocj om# Kz bfhcz cozdkcn zo bf# F}fy wkcgf K zvycfj movy {fhywolj K dh}f locnfj moy jfhzd…

K wzoppfj ~ykzkcn hcj wbklfj zo b{wflm#

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K ecf~ K govlj cf}fy yf}fhl ~dhz dhppfcfj zo bf hw h gdklj,

ivz K govlj ~ykzf kz jo~c# Zdhz ~hwc‛z iyfhekcn zdf zdyfhz#

Hcj wo K goczkcvfj ~ykzkcn#

Cftz zdkcn K ecf~, kz ~hw ; o‛gloge hz ckndz hcj K dhj ~ykzzfc

hiovz f}fy{zdkcn zdhz dhj dhppfcfj zo bf vp vczkl zdkw fthgz

bobfcz#

B{ wzobhgd nyvbilfj#

K dhjc‛z fhzfc wkcgf zdkw boyckcn hz zdf…#dobf#

K jkjc‛z ~hcz zo no jo~cwzhkyw# Ivz ~dfc b{ wzobhgd

nyvbilfj hnhkc, b{ dvcnfy bhjf vp b{ bkcj# Hcj K lfmz b{yoob hcj wzhyzfj dfhjkcn jo~c zdf wzhkyw#

“Df‛w vp kc dkw yoob‒ h yovnd }okgf whkj#

K myoqf#

“Om govywf df ghc‛z dfhy bf# Hcj km df jkj, K dh}f ~h{w zo

wklfcgf dkb#‒ F}fc zdovnd K govljc‛z wff dkb, K govlj dfhy zdf

wbklf kc dkw }okgf#

“Joc‛z ~oyy{#‒ Df whkj “Co df jofwc‛z wvwpfgz b{ yfhwocw#‒

K ~hw gocmvwfj# Yfhwoc‛w moy ~dhz?

“Zdf ekj kw zoo yfzhyjfj zo eco~#‒ Df whkj nyvmml{#

K ~hw ommfcjfj i{ zdhz gobbfcz, ivz K govljc‛z dflp ivz

~ocjfy ~dhz dkw yfhwoc ~hw# K bo}fj glowfy wo K govlj dfhy

boyf glfhyl{#

“Kz‛w mvll pyoom# ^d{ ~ovlj df f}fc wvwpfgz? Kz‛w pvyfnfckvw#‒ Df nlohzfj “Kz ~hw h glowf ghll, km K dhj nozzfc zo zdf

dobf hc{ lhzfy df ~ovlj om zolj dkw nkylmykfcj f}fy{zdkcn(‒

B{ f{fw ~kjfcfj#

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Zdhz ihwzhyj dhj zhefc bf h~h{ myob Hcch, zo effp bf

wklfcz hiovz ~dhz df jkj zo bf(

Hcch#

B{ dfhj jyoppfj kc jfwphky# B{ Mhzdfy zyvl{ ~hw f}kl#

“^hkz# K dfhy wobfzdkcn, K‛ll ghll {ov ihge Ikll#‒ Zdf iffp

om zdf pdocf zolj bf K ~hw kc zyovilf#

K yvwdfj ihge zo b{ yoob hw xvkfzl{ hw K govlj, K ecf~ km df

ghvndz bf K ~ovljc‛z avwz if mfhykcn moy Hcch‛w whmfz{#

Zdfc zdf ~oywz dhppfcfj#

Zdfyf ~hw h loowf wlhzf om ~ooj oc ovy mlooy hcj wkcgf K

dhjc‛z iffc dobf moy h locn zkbf, K dhj moynozzfc hll hiovz kz#

Zdhz‛w ~dfc K ~fcz ml{kcn#

F}fy{zdkcn ~fcz kc wlo~ bozkoc, hw K mlf~ zdyovnd zdf hky K

dfhyj b{ Mhzdfy zvyc hyovcj zdf goycfy hcj ~kzd ovz f}fc

dh}kcn zo looe K govlj mffl zdf hcnfy yhjkhzf myob dkw ioj{#

Hcj zdfc K dkz zdf nyovcj#

F}fy{zdkcn ~fcz wklfcz# Jhye# Fbpz{# Hcj zdfc Cozdkcn#

Phyz 88

:9



Hw b{ f{fw ifnhc zo opfc, hll K wh~ ~fyf mvqq{ wdhpfw# K

ilkcefj gocwfgvzk}fl{, ivz zdf mvqqkcfww jkjc‛z no# B{ dfhjzdyoiifj# K zykfj zo bo}f b{ dhcj zo b{ moyfdfhj, ivz…K

govljc‛z#

B{ dhcjw wffbfj zo if zkfj zo zdf ifj# K zykfj zo pvll zdfb

omm, ivz K jkjc‛z dh}f hll b{ wzyfcnzd ihge {fz wo b{ fmmoyz

~hw bfhckcnlfww#

“Wo {ov o}fy dfhyj jkj {ov?‒ h }okgf whkj#

K govljc‛z wff ~dfyf kz ~hw gobkcn myob, ivz K ecf~ kz ~hw

glowf#

K zykfj zo plh{ jvbi#

“^dhz jkj K dfhy?‒ K whkj#

WBHGE(

Zdf }okgf dhj wlhppfj bf yovcj zdf mhgf#

Zdf moygf om zdf wlhp nh}f bf b{ }kwkoc ihge, hcj K wh~ b{

Mhzdfy# Om govywf K dhj eco~c kz ~hw dkb ifmoyf, ivz looekcn

hz dkb co~ bhjf bf ~kwd kz ~hw wobfocf flwf#

K‛j yhzdfy dh}f Ahge zdf Ykppfy dfyf zdhc b{ Mhzdfy#

Hcj zdhz‛w wh{kcn wobfzdkcn#

“[ov eco~ ~dhz K bfhc {ov wzvpkj ihwzhyj(‒ B{ Mhzdfy {fllfj# “Jkj {ov dfhy bf zhlekcn zo Ikll?(‒

K govljc‛z lfz dkb eco~ zdhz K dhj, df ~ovlj ekll bf#

“Co K jkjc‛z# ^do‛w Ikll?‒ K hwefj#

K ~hwc‛z hw goc}kcgkcn hw K govlj dh}f iffc# K zdovndz df

dhj iovndz kz# Ivz h wkckwzfy wbklf hppfhyfj vpoc dkw mhgf# Hcj

zdhz looe zooe bf ihge zo zdf jh{ om b{ mkmzd ikyzdjh{#

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“Wffbw K‛b nokcn zo dh}f zo zy{ h jkmmfyfcz bfzdoj#‒ Ocgf

wh{kcn zdhz, df ifnhc vcz{kcn bf# K zdovndz df ~hw nokcn zo lfz

bf no#

Do~ ~yocn govlj K om iffc?Df ihyykghjfj bf ~kzd dkw hybw, hcj wzykppfj bf om b{

glozdfw# Cftz zdkcn {ov eco~, K‛b wzyhppfj zo h gdhky ~kzd mfhy

kc b{ f{fw hw K looefj hz b{ Mhzdfy doljkcn h ~dkp#

“K ~oc‛z hwe hnhkc(‒ Df gyhgefj zdf ~dkp “Jkj {ov dfhy bf

zhlekcn zo Ikll?‒

K ~hczfj zo zfll dkb, ivz K ecf~ km K jkj df ~ovlj ekll bf# Ivzf}fc km K jkjc‛z df‛j wzkll ekll bf# Zdfyf ~hw co ~h{ hyovcj kz,

fkzdfy ~h{ K jkfj#

“Co# K jkjc‛z dfhy hc{zdkcn K w~fhy( Plfhwf, avwz lfz bf no#‒ K

ifnnfj#

Df jfmkhczl{ ~hwc‛z goc}kcgfj#

WBHGE(

Zdhz ~hw zdf wovcj om zdf ~dkp goccfgzkcn ~kzd b{ ioj{#

WBHGE(

WBHGE(

WBHGE(

Zfhyw yhc jo~c b{ mhgf hw df ~dkppfj bf hcozdfy zdyffzkbfw5 ocgf oc b{ wzobhgd hcj z~kgf oc b{ ihge#

K ikz b{ lkp hcj zykfj coz zo wgyfhb#

“Plfhwf(‒ K woiifj “Plfhwf wzop(‒

“[ov iyovndz zdkw oc {ovywflm(‒ Df {fllfj “Zdkw ~ovljc‛z dh}f

dhppfcfj km {ov dhj zolj zdf zyvzd#‒

WBHGE(

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Zdhz ~hw zdf mkchl ilo~5 K mflz ilooj zykgelf jo~c b{ mhgf#

B{ Mhzdfy phczfj ~kzd ftdhvwzkoc “K…~oc‛z hwe hnhkc(‒ Df

gyhgefj zdf ~dkp “Jkj {ov dfhy bf zhlekcn zo Ikll?(‒

K jyoppfj b{ dfhj kc jfwphky hcj hcw~fyfj#

“[fw# [fw K jkj#‒

K glowfj b{ f{fw hcj h"~hkzfj moy zdf mkchl hzzhge# Ivz ~dfc

cozdkcn ghbf, K looefj vp#

Zdfyf ~hw co ocf zdfyf#

Phyz 89

:6



“MHZDFY(‒ K wgyfhbfj#

Co yfpl{#

“MHZDFY GOBF IHGE( JO COZ LFH]F BF ZKJF VP LKEF

ZDKW(‒

Wzkll co ocf hcw~fyfj#

K ~hw nokcn zo nk}f vp ghllkcn moy dkb# K ecf~ df ~ovlj cf}fy

gobf, ivz K zykfj ocf lhwz zkbf#

“MHZDFY, GOBF IHGE(‒

K dfhyj bo}fbfcz gobkcn jo~c zdf wzhkyw# Kz ~hw ocl{ co~

zdhz yfhlkwfj ~f ~fyf kc ovy ihwfbfcz# K jkjc‛z f}fc eco~ ~f

dhj h ihwfbfcz#

Zdf bo}fbfcz ifghbf glfhy moozwzfpw hw zdf{ nyf~ glowfy#

Zdfc b{ Mhzdfy fczfyfj zdf yoob#

“Wo {ov‛}f lfhycz {ovy lfwwoc co~ dh}f {ov?‒ df nykccfj#

“[fw# [fw K dh}f plfhwf, plfhwf lfz bf no#‒ K woiifj#

Dkw wbklf ~hw gyvfl#

Df ~hlefj glowfy hcj zdfc df ~hw cftz zo bf#

“[ov eco~, zdfkyw co ocf hyovcj# Hcj zdfky ~kll cf}fy if

hc{ocf hyovcj# K govlj fhwkl{ dh}f b{ ~h{ ~kzd {ov#‒ Dkw dhcjghyfwwfj b{ mhgf5 K gykcnfj h~h{ myob dkw zovgd#

Df wkndfj#

“Wo fhwkl{ K govlj wlkp om b{ zyovwfyw hcj dh}f b{ ~h{ ~kzd

{ov‒ Df looefj jo~c hz bf, b{ f{fw ~kjf ~kzd zfyyoy# “Wo fhw{,

hcj {fz wo coz ~oyzd ~dklf#‒

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Df looefj hz dkw ~hzgd# “Dbb 9‛ogloge#‒ Df ~hlefj ifdkcj

bf, hcj ifnhc vcz{kcn zdf yopf#

^dfc zdf yopf ghbf omm, K yvwdfj kczo b{ glozdfw# “Wh{ ~dhz

zkbf kw {ovy nkylmykfcj lfh}kcn?‒

K myoqf#

“Hcch#‒ B{ f{fw ~fllfj vp5 K zvycfj zo b{ Mhzdfy “[ov

Ihwzhyj( [ov jkj zdkw# [ov zooe bf h~h{ zo effp bf wklfcz

hiovz ~dhz {ov jkj( [ov dhj co ykndz( K ~ovljc‛z dh}f whkj

hc{zdkcn hc{~h{( Hcch bfhcw boyf zo bf, zdhc b{ lkmf(‒ K

wgyfhbfj hz dkb#Df avwz lhvndfj “[ov ifzzfy dvyy{ zdf ghyf dobfw h bklf

h~h{#‒ Df glhppfj dkw dhcjw zonfzdfy “Gdop, gdop# K‛b jocf

~kzd {ov co~, {ov cffjc‛z gobf ihge#‒

Hcj ~kzd zdowf ~oyjw K yhc#

K dhj zo nfz zo Hcch ifmoyf wdf lfmz# K avwz dhj zo# K

govljc‛z lfz dfy no ~kzd ovz wh{kcn nooji{f# K cffjfj zo zfll dfy

K lo}fj dfy# B{ lfnw dhj h wvjjfc ivywz om hjyfchlkcf, hcj zdfc

K ~hw wohykcn# Hw zfhyw ~fllfj vp kc b{ f{fw, K ghyykfj oc

yvcckcn#

Hll K govlj wff ~hw zdf pkgzvyf om Hcch wfhlfj kc b{ bkcj# K

~hw yvcckcn ovz oc fcfyn{, b{ dfhyz ~hw yhgkcn hcj b{ iyfhzd

ghbf ovz kc wdoyz nhwpkcn iyfhzdw# Ivz wzkll K yhc# K bvwz zyvl{lo}f dfy# K jkj coz eco~ do~ locn K dhj iffc yvcckcn, ivz hll K

ecf~ ~hw zdhz K ~hw nfzzkcn glowfy#

B{ lfnw ~fyf cvbi, b{ gdfwz oc mkyf, hcj {fz K goczkcvfj zo

yvc# F}fy{ bobfcz K dhj wpfcz ~kzd dfy yhc zdyovnd b{ bkcj,

lkef h bo}kf oc mhwz moy~hyj#

Hcj zdhz‛w ~dfc K wh~ kz# Zdf ghyf dobf‛w yoom, ~hw poekcn

o}fy zdf zop om h mkflj om zyffw#

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“HCCH( K‛B GOBKCN(‒ K {fllfj#

Hw K nyf~ glowfy hcj glowfy, K dfhyj h gdoyvw om “nooji{fw‒

hcj “K‛ll bkww {ov‛w‒# K ~hw zoo lhzf, wdf ~hw lfh}kcn ykndz co~#Hw K yovcjfj zdf goycfy, zdf wovcj om h ghy wzhyzfj bhjf bf

myffqf#

K wh~ Hcch#

Wdf ~hw nfzzkcn kczo zdf ghy#

K zykfj zo yvc zo dfy, ivz moy wobf yfhwoc b{ ioj{ ~ovljc‛z

yfwpocj#

Hcj zdfc zdf ghy ifnhc zo bo}f#“HCCH( ^HKZ(‒

Hcj zdhz‛w ~dfc b{ lfnw ekgefj kczo nfhy#

“HCCH(‒ K {fllfj#

K yhc hmzfy zdf ghy#

“HCCH( K LO]F [OV(‒ K wgyfhbfj#

Hcch‛w dfhj looefj vp#

Wdf zvycfj hyovcj hcj wh~ bf yvcckcn# Dfy f{fw ~kjfcfj#

Wdf dhjc‛z ftpfgzfj bf dfyf# Dfyf ~dolf ioj{ zvycfj zo mhgf

bf#

“HCCH( PLFHWF JOC‛Z LFH]F BF(‒ Zfhyw ilvyyfj b{

}kwkoc, hcj hw K ~kpfj zdfb h~h{ Hcch ~h}fj nooji{f#

Wdf looefj bf kc zdf f{f hcj bovzdfj zo bf “K ~kll hl~h{wlo}f {ov‒ hcj hw wdf glowfj dfy f{fw, h wkcnlf zfhy mfll jo~c dfy

gdffe#

Hcj zdfc Hcch ~hw nocf#

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8;4="8;44

Cf}fy zo if Moynozzfc

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Phyz 8

“Aodc, zdf Wbkzd‛w hyf dfyf moy {ov(‒ Lkq ghllfj#

K wzh{fj l{kcn oc b{ ifj# B{ dooj ~hw vp, hcj K zvycfj zdf

yhjko zo mvll ilhwz#

Kz dhj iffc movy {fhyw wkcgf K dhj lowz Hcch, hcj lfz‛w avwz

wh{ ‗ b{ lkmf dhw ifgobf boyf wdkz zdhc kz ~hw kc zdf mkywz

plhgf#F}fy{ jh{ zdf bfboy{ om bf lowkcn dfy yfplh{‛w zdyovnd b{

bkcj#

Hcj K dh}f dhzfj b{wflm moy kz#

^d{ ~ovljc‛z b{ lfnw bo}f? K govlj dh}f wzoppfj dfy# Hcj

{fz, b{ ioj{ wffbfj zo coz ~hcz zoo#

Wkcgf zdhz jh{, K dh}f dhzfj b{wflm#

K gvylfj b{wflm vp kczo h ihll oc b{ ifj, hcj glowfj b{ f{fwhcj pkgzvyfj dfy mhgf kc b{ bkcj#

K‛b wktzffc co~, hcj K dhj iffc mowzfyfj bhc{ zkbfw#

Lfz‛w avwz wh{ kz jkjc‛z no hw ~fll hw kz govlj dh}f#

K noz kczo mkndzw# K yhc h~h{# K ~ovlj hynvf ~kzd b{ —mhbkl{‛# K

~ovlj iyfhe zdkcnw# Hcj f}fy{ cf~ plhgf, f}fy{ cf~ dobf,

f}fy{ cf~ mhbkl{, K ~ovlj jo zdf whbf#

K jkjc‛z ~hcz h mhbkl{#

K jkjc‛z ~hcz hc{zdkcn ftgfpz……zo zvyc ihge zkbf#

K ~hczfj zo no ihge zo zdf jh{ zdhz Hcch lfmz, K ~hczfj zo

bhef b{ lfnw ~oye, K ~hczfj zo nfz zo dfy kc zkbf, hcj K~hczfj zo zfll dfy K lo}f dfy#

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K ~hczfj zo ekww dfy, K ~hczfj zo ~yhp b{ hybw hyovcj dfy

hcj cf}fy lfz no#

K ~hczfj zo bhyy{ dfy5 K ~hczfj zo dh}f ihikfw ~kzd dfy# K

~hczfj zo nyo~ olj ~kzd dfy#

Ivz K ghc‛z no ihge zo zdf jh{ wdf lfmz, K ghc‛z bhef b{ lfnw

~oye, K ghc‛z nfz zo dfy kc zkbf, K ghc‛z zfll dfy K lo}f dfy#

K‛ll cf}fy nfz zo ekww dfy hnhkc5 K‛ll cf}fy nfz zo ~yhp b{

hybw hyovcj dfy hcj coz lfz dfy no#

K‛ll cf}fy nfz zo bhyy{ dfy5 K‛ll cf}fy dh}f ihikfw ~kzd dfy#

K‛ll cf}fy nfz zo nyo~ olj ~kzd dfy#

Hll zdowf cf}fy‛w, ghc‛zw hcj ~oc‛zw hyf zdf zdkcnw zdhz bhefbf gy{ hz ckndz# Zdf{‛yf zdf zdkcnw zdhz bhef bf no zdyovnd wo

bhc{ mowzfy mhbklkfw#

Zdf{‛yf zdf yfhwoc K ~kwd jfhzd ~ovlj dvyy{ vp hcj zhef bf#

B{ jooy opfcfj hcj K whz vp wzyhkndz#

Kz ~hw Lkq#

“Aodc jkjc‛z {ov dfhy bf ghllkcn?‒ Wdf hwefj “Zdf Wbkzd‛w

hyf dfyf moy {ov#‒ Dfy f{fw ~kjfcfj “Aodc( [ov dh}fc‛z f}fc

phgefj {fz(‒ Wdf ~hlefj vp zo bf, dhcjw oc dkpw#

“Aodc, ~d{ dh}fc‛z {ov phgefj?‒

K wkndfj “^dhz‛w zdf pokcz? K‛ll if ihge dfyf kc hcozdfy govplf

om jh{w#‒ K lh{ ihge oc zdf ifj#

Wdf lfz ovz h dvmm hcj yfplkfj “Km {ov jkjc‛z dh}f zdkw

hzzkzvjf zdfc bh{if {ov‛j nfz oc ifzzfy ~kzd {ovy mowzfymhbklkfw‒

Wdf avwz jkjc‛z vcjfywzhcj#

Hll b{ lkmf K dhj iffc zyfhzfj wo ihjl{, hcj zdfc ~dfc ocf

nooj zdkcn mkchl dhppfcw zo bf kz‛w zhefc h~h{ wo xvkgel{# K avwz

~kwd K govlj zfll Lkq f}fy{zdkcn#

Ivz wdf ~ovljc‛z vcjfywzhcj#

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K glowfj b{ f{fw hcj pkcgdfj zdf iykb om b{ cowf “[ov joc‛z

vcjfywzhcj( K joc‛z ~hcz h mhbkl{# K cf}fy dh}f hcj K cf}fy

~kll(‒ B{ }okgf iyoef hcj K ~dkwpfyfj “K avwz ~hcz Hcch ihge‒

K zvycfj h~h{ myob Lkq#

“Plfhwf, avwz lfh}f bf hlocf#‒ K wckmmlfj#

Lkq wkndfj, ivz kc hc vcjfywzhcjkcn ~h{ “Om govywf# K‛ll zfll

zdf Wbkzd‛w# K‛b wvyf zdf{‛ll vcjfywzhcj#‒ K mflz dfy wbklf#

Hcj hw wdf glowfj zdf jooy, K mfll kczo h jyfhblfww wlffp#

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Phyz 9

K wh~ Hcch#

Wdf ~hw nfzzkcn kczo zdf ghy#

K zykfj zo yvc zo dfy, ivz moy wobf yfhwoc b{ ioj{ ~ovljc‛z

yfwpocj#

Hcj zdfc zdf ghy ifnhc zo bo}f#

“HCCH( ^HKZ(‒

Hcj zdhz‛w ~dfc b{ lfnw ekgefj kczo nfhy#

“HCCH(‒ K {fllfj#K yhc hmzfy zdf ghy#

“HCCH( K LO]F [OV(‒ K wgyfhbfj#

Hcch‛w dfhj looefj vp#

Wdf zvycfj hyovcj hcj wh~ bf yvcckcn# Dfy f{fw ~kjfcfj# Wdf

dhjc‛z ftpfgzfj bf dfyf# Dfyf ~dolf ioj{ zvycfj zo mhgf bf#“HCCH( PLFHWF JOC‛Z LFH]F BF(‒ Zfhyw ilvyyfj b{

}kwkoc, hcj hw K ~kpfj zdfb h~h{ Hcch ifnhc lhvndkcn hz bf#

K wlo~fj jo~c b{ phgf#

^d{ ~hw wdf lhvndkcn hz bf?

Wdf gogefj dfy dfhj wkjf~kwf hcj K h}fyzfj b{ f{fw zo h

mknvyf whz cftz zo dfy#

Kz ~hw hcozdfy io{#

Df zvycfj zo mhgf bf#

Dkw f{fw ~fyf hw ilhge hw zdf ckndz, dkw dhky yvmmlfj hcj

iyo~c, ~dklf dkw wbklf wdocf ~kzd hggobplkwdbfcz#

K wzoppfj yvcckcn# Moy zdfyf ~hw co ~dfyf zo no# K ~hw kc hc

fczkyfl{ jkmmfyfcz plhgf ~dfyf ~hllw wvyyovcjfj bf kc

jhyecfww#

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K looefj zo wff km K ~hw OE, hcj K dhj gdhcnfj# K ~hw

wktzffc hnhkc#

K looefj vp hcj zdfyf ~hw Hcch hcj zdf b{wzfykovw io{#

Ivz wdf looefj oljfy#Hcch hcj zdf b{wzfykovw io{ wzooj kc myocz om bf, wbklkcn#

“Hcch ~do kw zdkw io{ ?‒ K hwefj hggvwkcnl{#

Wdf wbklfj “Od dkb, df‛w h ifzzfy }fywkoc om {ov#‒

K ~kcgfj# ^d{ ~hw Hcch ~kzd zdkw nv{? Jkjc‛z wdf lo}f bf?

K wzooj vp#

K ~hw gocmvwfj “K joc‛z vcjfywzhcj# K zdovndz {ov lo}fj bf#‒Wdf wkndfj “Aodc, Aodc, Aodc#‒ Wdf ~hlefj glowfy “Ghc‛z {ov

wff? K cf}fy yfhll{ lo}fj {ov#‒

B{ f{fw ~fllfj “^###^###̂ dhz?‒

Wdf lfz ovz h myvwzyhzfj wknd “Do~ bhc{ zkbfw jo K dh}f zo wh{

kz?(‒ wdf pvwdfj bf “K cf}fy lo}fj {ov( Coy ~kll K f}fy lo}f

{ov(‒

Zdowf ~oyjw gvz jffp#

K glowfj b{ f{fw#

“F}fy{ ekww, f}fy{ dvn, f}fy{ ~oyj ~hw h lkf zo mvlmkl b{

cffjw# K‛b h ~obhc# Kz‛w ~dhz ~f jo(‒

“WDVZ VP(‒ K {fllfj#

Wdf jkjc‛z looe wzvccfj oy f}fc wghyfj om b{ hcnfy, wdf

looefj lkef wdf ~hw fcao{kcn kz “H~ jkj K dvyz lkzzlf Aodcckf

^odc{‛w mfflkcnw?‒

K cojjfj, f}fc zdovnd K ecf~ zdhz bowz lkefl{ ~hwc‛z h noojkjfh#

“^fll nooj(‒ Wdf {fllfj ihge “K ghc‛z iflkf}f {ov f}fc

zdovndz K ~ovlj lo}f {ov( [ov‛yf h wgyh~c{ lkzzlf ihwzhyj ~do

jfwfy}fw zo jkf(‒

K looefj vp, zo ifn dfy zo wzop ivz hw K jkj…

GYHGE(

6:



Dfy mkwz goccfgzfj ~kzd b{ gdkc#

Hcj hw K mfll zo~hyj zdf mlooy, K wh~ dfy hcj —zdf cf~ Aodc‛~hle h~h{ lhvndkcn, ~dkwz zdfky hybw ~fyf ~yhppfj hyovcj ocf

hcozdfy#

Zdfc K dkz zdf mlooy#

“HCCH( CO(‒ K wgyfhbfj#

Lkq ghbf yvwdkcn kc zo b{ yoob, f}fc ~kzd b{ f{fw glowfj K

ecf~ dfy mhgf ~ovlj if go}fyfj ~kzd ~oyy{ “Aodc ~dhz‛w

~yocn?‒

“Bhef kz wzop‒ K gykfj#“Bhef ~dhz wzop?‒ Wdf hwefj#

“Zdf ckndzbhyfw‒ K ~dkwpfyfj “Bhef zdfb no h~h{‒ K

yogefj b{wflm ihge hcj moyzd “Iykcn Hcch ihge‒ K wckmmfj

“Plfhwf, K ghc‛z lk}f ~kzd ovz dfy#‒

Wdf dflj bf glowf#

“Kz‛ll if OE# [ov‛ll wff dfy hnhkc# K pyobkwf#‒ Wdf ekwwfj zdf zop

om b{ dfhj “Kz‛ll if OE#‒

K ocl{ ~kwd K govlj iflkf}f dfy#

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Phyz 7

F}fy{ ckndz zdf ckndzbhyfw ifghbf ~oywf hcj ~oywf, hl~h{w

fcjkcn ~kzd bf gy{kcn kczo Lkq‛w wdovljfy#

^d{ K ~hw dh}kcn zdfwf jyfhbw, kw vceco~c zo bf#

Fhgd zkbf K h~oef myob zdfwf jyfhbw, K ~ovlj gy{ ovz kc

phkc hcj doyyoy# Hcj f}fy{ zkbf Lkq ~ovlj gobf zo wff km K ~hw

OE#

Lkq dhyjl{ gobfw co~#

Kz wffbw wdf dhw nyo~c zkyfj om zy{kcn zo looe hmzfy bf# Wdf

co~ lfh}fw zdhz aoi zo b{ pw{gdkhzykwz#

[fw, h pw{gdkhzykwz(

Lkq co~ iflkf}fj zdhz K ~hw oiwfwwfj ~kzd Hcch, hcj zdhz K

cffjfj pyomfwwkochl dflp# Om govywf hz mkywz K zdovndz wdf ~hw

aoekcn# Ivz zdfc Jy# Mkiiw ghbf#

Jy# Mkiiw ~hwc‛z {ov vwvhll{ looekcn pw{gdkhzykwz#

Df hyyk}fj hz zdf dobf kc ~dhz ghc ocl{ if jfwgykifj hw h—Jhcc{ Qveo‛ gop{ ghz#

Dkw ilhge dhky wz{lfj ~kzd dhky nfl kc zdf whbf powkzkoc# Df

~oyf h ilhge zhce, zkndz lfhzdfy zyovwfyw hcj h lfhzdfy ahgefz

zdhz yfhj oc zdf ihge —NYFHWF KW ZDF ^OYJ(‛

Wo K‛b nvfwwkcn df‛w h IKN mhc#

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Jy Mkiiw, oy Jhcc{ hw ~f‛yf oc mkywz chbf ihwkw, whz kc zdf

nyffc gdhky oppowkzf om bf#Dkw lfhzdfy ahgefz dvcn o}fy zdf ihge om dkw gdhky, ~dklf df

dflj h cozfphj hcj pfcgkl kc dkw dhcjw#

K ‗ ~do ~hw whz oc zdf womh ‗ looefj hz dkb# “Wo, hyf ~f

nocch wzhyz? [ov‛yf gvzzkcn kczo b{ ~ykzkcn zkbf#‒

Hcj K ~hw zfllkcn zdf zyvzd# K dhj iffc ~ykzkcn kc zdf aovychl

myob b{ Bozdfy wkcgf zdf jh{ K noz kz# K‛j cffj h cf~ ocf wooc#

Dkw f{fw ~kjfcfj “Wo {ov‛yf h ~ykzfy hyf {ov Aodcc{ io{?‒

“Co, K avwz pvz jo~c ~oyjw oc phpfy hcj ghll kz hyz#‒ K yollfj

b{ f{fw “Om govywf K‛b h ~ykzfy# Coz lkef zdfyf‛w hc{zdkcn flwf

zo jo hyovcj dfyf#‒ Hcj zdhz ~hw zdf zyvzd#

^dfc K ghbf ihge zo zdf dobf hll b{ mykfcjw }hckwdfj z~o

i{ z~o hcj zdfc Ahge, b{ ocl{ mykfcj lfmz, ~hw nocf#

Df cojjfj dkw dfhj “Wo ~dhz jo {ov ~ykzf hiovz?‒ Df ~yozf

kc dkw cozfphj#

“Cocf om {ovy ivwkcfww‒ K yfplkfj#

Df cojjfj dkw dfhj, hcj ~yozf kc dkw cozfphj hnhkc#

K wkndfj ~kzd jkwiflkfm# K ghc‛z iflkf}f zdkw ~hw hgzvhll{

dhppfckcn zo bf#

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“Wo Aodc, K dfhy {ov‛}f iffc dh}kcn ckndzbhyfw?‒

B{ f{fw ~kjfcfj, zdhz ~hw dkzzkcn ifllo~ zdf iflz# “[fw#‒ K whkj

zdyovnd b{ zffzd#

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nkyl# ^dhz ~hw dfy chbf…##Hcckf?‒

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K glowfj b{ f{fw#

Do~ govlj df wh{ wvgd zdkcnw? Dhjc‛z Lkq zolj dkb ~dhz dhj

dhppfcfj?

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f}fc yfhl?

Zdfc K iyoef#

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HC[ZDKCN( WDF ^HW YFHL( K LO]FJ DFY HCJ WDF LO]FJ

BF(‒ b{ }okgf lo~fyfj kc pkzgd “Hcj zdfc wdf ~hw zhefc h~h{

myob bf‒ K whz jo~c oc zdf mlooy “K ~hw zoo lhzf# K jkjc‛z nfz

zo dfy kc zkbf#‒

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hyb loowfl{ o}fy b{ wdovljfy “K jkjc‛z f}fc nfz zo wh{

nooji{f#‒

K lfhcfj oc dkw wdovljfy moy wvppoyz#

“Kz‛w nokcn zo if OE, K‛ll dflp {ov moynfz hll hiovz dfy‒ Df

whkj#

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K wzooj vp#

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Df looefj gocmvwfj “Hiovz ~dhz?‒

B{ mkwz‛w wdooe ~kzd hcnfy “^dhz jo {ov bfhc hiovz

moynfzzkcn HCCH?(‒

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Jhcc{ wvjjfcl{ looefj mykndzfcfj# “Aodc ghlb jo~c# K jkjc‛z

bfhc moynfz Hcch…#‒

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whkj “Kz‛w nokcn zo if OE, K‛ll dflp {ov moynfz hll hiovz dfy‒

“K jkjc‛z bfhc Hcch# K bfhcz {ovy jyfhb"“

“JOC‛Z LKF ZO BF(‒ K wgyfhbfj “DO^ GHC [OV ZFLL BF

ZO MOYNFZ DFY( K LO]F DFY(‒

Df wzooj vp#

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joc‛z ~hcz {ov zo moynfz Hcch# K ~hcz {ov zo moynfz zdfjyfhb#‒

K ~hw wo mvll om yhnf, b{ avjnfbfcz ~hw ilkcjfj#

“Aodc, plfhwf lkwzfc zo bf#‒ Df zykfj zo yfhwoc ~kzd bf “K‛ll

lfh}f, {ov joc‛z cffj wfwwkocw#‒

Ivz K ~hw mhy myob yfhwoc#

K ~hczfj dkb zo dvyz#

K ~hczfj dkb zo mffl phkc#

Ivz ~hw K hilf zo jo kz?

K nvfww b{ mkwz hcw~fyfj moy bf#

WBHGE(

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K mflz zdf hky ifkcn ecogefj ovz myob dkb, hcj h wkge mfflkcnftplojfj kcwkjf om bf#

^d{ jkj K jo zdkw? Do~ govlj K jo zdkw?

K looefj jo~c zo zdf bhc ~do zykfj zo dflp bf l{kcn hgyoww

zdf mlooy# Df govndfj hcj wplvzzfyfj hcj coz ocgf jkj K zy{ zo

dflp# K dhj co kjfh ~dhz zo jo#

Wo K yhc#

6;



Phyz :

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Ivz kz‛w lhcjfj bf yvcckcn hnhkc#

Hw K yhc K ifnhc zo zdkce zo b{wflm, hiovz ~dhz K dhj jocf#

Hcj zdfyf ~hw h wkjf zo bf zdkcekcn

K wdovlj dh}f dvyz dkb# Df jfwfy}fj kz5 df wdovljc‛z om ihj

bovzdfj Hcch# Wdf kw zdf bowz ~ocjfymvl pfywoc, hcj df zolj

bf zo moynfz dfy hcj zdfc jfckfj wh{kcn kz#

K wdovlj dh}f dvyz dkb boyf zdhc avwz ocgf#

Zdhz ~hw b{ kyyhzkochl bkcj zdkcekcn# Ivz zdfc zdf yfhwochilf

wkjf wpoef vp hcj K ifnhc zo zdkce om do~ ihj ~dhz K dhj jocf

~hw#

^d{ dhj K dkz dkb? Zdkw yfhwoc ~hw vceco~c zo bf#

Df dhj jocf cozdkcn ~yocn# Do~ govlj K jo wvgd h zdkcn? Kw

Hcch zdhz bvgd om hc hmmfgz oc b{ lkmf? Do~ ~kll K yfhgz cftz

zkbf wobfocf bfczkocw dfy chbf? K govlj yfhll{ dvyz wobfocf#

Hw K zdovndz hiovz do~ hll om zdfwf zdkcnw ghbf kczo

gocgfpz, b{ phgf wlo~fj zo h aon, zo h ~hle, hcj zdfc K ghbf zo

h wzop#K wpoef hllo~fj “^dhz dh}f K jocf?‒

Hcj cftz zdkcn K ecf~, K ~hw yvcckcn#

Ivz coz h~h{, K ~hw yvcckcn ihge#

Do~ govlj dh}f iffc wo kjkozkg? Kz ~hw wo oi}kovwl{ h bfzdoj

zo dflp bf( Hcj {fz K jkjc‛z wff zdhz vczkl co~#

=0



K yhc ~kzd hll b{ bkndz, ~kwdkcn K govlj yf}fywf zkbf, hcj

vcjfywzhcj dkb, hcj zo dh}f lkwzfcfj#

Hw K yhc K yfplh{fj zdhz bobfcz o}fy hcj o}fy kc b{ dfhj#^d{ govljc‛z K wff? ^d{ govljc‛z K vcjfywzhcj? K nvfww zdf

wh{kcn kw zyvf# ^dfc ocf kw zyvl{ kc lo}f, zdf{ ghc if ilkcjfj i{

zdf zyvzd#

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zyvzd ghc bhef {ov dvyz zdf ocfw ~do zy{ zo dflp# Kc zdkw jh{

hcj hnf lo}f kw zdf nyfhzfwz hcj bowz jhcnfyovw zdkcnw om hll#

Kz ghc bhef {ov ilkcj hcj }vlcfyhilf moy bowz zdkcnw# K bvwz

dh}f iffc jffp kc lo}f moy zdf ~dfc zdf wbhllfwz om zdkcnwdhppfcw K ftplojf kc hcnfy#

K ifnhc zo wlo~ kc phgf, moy K ~hw cfhykcn zdf dobf# Hcj hw

K nyf~ cfhyfy hcj cfhyfy b{ dfhyz ifnhc zo povcj ~kzd mfhy#

Moy ~dhz K dhj jocf ~hw h~mvl fcovnd zo f}fc zdkce om# Ivz K

dhj zo hpolonkwf moy ~dhz K dhj jocf hcj hlwo ftplhkc zdf

yfhwoc moy kz#

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hcj ftdhlfj hw K opfcfj zdf jooy#

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~fllifkcn hcj ~dhz ~kll dhppfc km b{ dfhyz kw ocgf hnhkc pvz zo

zdf zfwz om kzw wzyfcnzd#

Hw K ~hlefj zdyovnd zdf dhllw, b{ iyfhzdkcn hggflfyhzfj

hcj zdfc K fczfyfj zdf yoob myob ~dkgd K dhj yvwdfj zo

fwghpf#

Hcj b{ f{fw looefj zo zdf bhc ~dob K dhj kcavyfj, hcj hw

ovy f{fw bfz dkw wdo~fj hcnfy hcj pkz{ ~dfyf hw bkcf K govlj

zfll wdocf ~kzd hpolonkfw#

=8



Wffkcn zdf looe kc dkw f{fw K ecf~ zdhz K ~ovlj cf}fy if

moynk}fc# Hw K zooe b{ f{fw myob dkw K mkchll{ zooe kczo goczftz

~dhz ~hw nokcn oc kc zdf yoob#

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cozkgfj h phyhbfjkg gdfgekcn Jhcc{ o}fy, hcj zdfc b{ f{fw wfz

oc…#zdf polkgf#

K looefj hz Lkq “Lkq? ^dhz‛w dhppfckcn?‒ K looefj zo zdf

polkgf hnhkc hcj zdfc ihge zo dfy, mfhy ykwkcn kc b{ wzobhgd#

Lkq bo}fj zo~hyjw bf, ivz ghvzkovwl{ “Zdfwf bfc hyf dfyf zo

dflp {ov?‒ wdf whkj#K ~hw gocmvwfj “^dhz jo {ov bfhc?‒ B{ mfhy ~hw oc hc hll

zkbf dknd, K zooe h wbhll wzfp ihge#

Lkq looefj hz bf zdfc zdf polkgf hcj ihge hnhkc “Zdf{‛yf

nokcn zo dflp {ov ~kzd {ovy kwwvfw# Zdf{‛yf nokcn zo bhef {ov

ifzzfy, hcj dflp {ov nfz h mhbkl{#‒ Wdf wbklfj, ivz zdf wbklf

dflj co ~hybzd#

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zhefc oy ~do K ~hw zhefc i{# Ivz ~kzd zdf lkmf K dh}f dhj zdf

wlkndzfwz gdhcnf jkj hmmfgz bf#

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Hcch, ozdfy zdhc b{ bfboykfw#

“Ivz K joc‛z ~hcz zo no, zdkw kw b{ dobf#‒ K gykfj#

B{ f{fw mlkgefj zo zdf polkgf, zdfky mhgfw ~fyf mkllfj ~kzdghvzkoc#

Ivz ~dfc K looefj zo Lkq dfy f{fw hcj mhgf wdo~fj zdhz wdf

vcjfywzooj#

K ecf~ K bowz lkefl{ dhj co gdhcgf om nfzzkcn b{ ~h{, ivz K

dhj zo zy{# “Plfhwf Lkq, bhef zdfb wff yfhwoc# Zdkw kw zdf ocl{

zdkcn K dh}f lfmz om Hcch#‒ K bo}fj zo~hyj dfy ‗ wlo~ hcj

=9



ghvzkovwl{ om govywf " hcj K looefj kczo dfy f{fw hcj ~dkwpfyfj

“K ghc‛z lowf dfy hnhkc‒

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Pw{gdkhzykwz#

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bfczhl(‒ Df {fllfj zdowf ~oyjw wo lovj zdhz {ov govlj dfhy zdf

}fcob kc dkw }okgf “Df dkzw bf moy co yfhwoc hz hll hcj {ov‛yf

zdkcekcn om lfzzkcn dkb omm(‒

K ~hw hiovz zo wzhcj vp moy b{wflm, ivz ifmoyf K govlj nfz h~oyj ovz Lkq ~hw vp kc dkw mhgf#

“Do~ jhyf {ov(‒ Wdf wphz “Do~ jhyf {ov gobf dfyf hcj

hggvwf b{ Aodc om wvgd h zdkcn# K eco~ ~dhz {ov jkj# [ov

pyo}oefj dkb, K dfhyj {ov#‒

Wdf zvycfj zo bf#

“^dhz jkj df wh{ zo {ov Aodc, zfll zdfb#‒ Wdf whkj#

K ~hw wghyfj, ivz wdf cojjfj hcj wbklfj hz bf#

Hcj wo K zolj zdfb “Df zolj bf zdhz zdf nkyl K lo}fj ~hwc‛z

yfhl hcj pyo}oefj bf kczo dvyzkcn dkb# Df ecf~ hiovz dfy ivz

df wzkll goczkcvfj zo pyfww oc zdf mhgz zdhz wdf ~hwc‛z yfhl hcj

dhj iyoefc b{ dfhyz#‒ K looefj zo zdf polkgf “K lo}f dfy hcj df

zykfj zo dvyz bf i{ vwkcn zdhz mhgz#‒

Jhcc{‛w iyfhzdkcn hggflfyhzfj K looefj zo dkw mhgf, kz ~hwlk}kj ~kzd hcnfy#

“[ov ihwzhyj( Km {ov dhj ocl{ efpz {ovy bovzd wdvz K‛j om

nozzfc h~h{ ~kzd kz#‒ Df ifllo~fj#

Zdf polkgf looefj hz ocf hcozdfy hcj ~fcz zo~hyjw Jhcc{#

=7



Zdf zhllfwz om zdf z~o whkj zo dkb “Zdhz ~hw h bfwwfj vp

zdkcn {ov jkj# [ov‛ll if gobkcn ~kzd vw5 kz hppfhyw zdhz {ov‛yf

zdf ocf ~do kw bfczhl#‒

Hw K ~hzgdfj zdf polkgf jyhn b{ pyfwfcz hcj co~ phwzpw{gdkhzykwz h~h{ K govljc‛z dflp ivz mffl yflkf}fj hcj zdfc moy

zdf mkywz zkbf kc h locn zkbf, h wbklf iyoef ovz hgyoww b{ mhgf#

Hcj zdfc K ifnhc zo lhvnd#

K zvycfj zo Lkq hcj hw K goczkcvfj zo lhvnd, wdf aokcfj kc zoo#

^f lhvndfj d{wzfykghll{ moy dovyw oc fcj#

K dhj cf}fy lhvndfj wo bvgd ifmoyf# Hcj co~ K ~kll cf}fy

lfh}f Hcch hnhkc# K plhccfj zo effp kz zdhz ~h{#

=:



Phyz 6

Zdf {fhy kw co~ 8;4> hcj K dh}f iffc kc ghyf moy 6 {fhywco~# Vwvhll{ zdf hbovcz om zdkw wzh{ ~ovlj if ~oyy{kcn#

Ivz bf hcj Lkq eco~ zdhz moy bf K hb coz fczkyfl{ iozdfyfj#

Hcj zdfyf kw co cffj moy bf zo wh{ ~d{, hw kz kw pfymfgzl{

oi}kovw#

K ~hw co~ govczfj hw h bfbify om wzhmm hz zdf dobf, hw K

dhj coz lfmz moy zdf dhlm ~h{ dovwf hz hnf wktzffc hcj co~ hw K

hb wf}fczffc K hb ommkgkhll{ h bfbify om zdf dobf#

K mffl lkef K mkchll{ dh}f h mhbkl{ zdhz lo}f bf hcj zdhz K

lo}f ihge# Hz zdf dobf ~f hll zyfhz fhgd ozdfy ~kzd zdf

yfwpfgz hcj govyzfw{ ~f ~ovlj wdo~ zo hc{ocf flwf#

Ivz om govywf zdfyf hyf zkbfw ~fyf ~f jo nfz jo~c fhgd

ozdfyw zdyohzw#

Hcj nvfww ~do jfhlw ~kzd zdf mkndzw?

[fw kz oi}kovwl{ ~hw nokcn zo if bf#

Ivz zdf ~h{ zdhz K jfhl ~kzd zdfb, kw zdhz K zfll zdfb

wzoykfw#

Wzoykfw hw K lkef zo zdkce hyf zdf ifwz bfjkgkcf moy h gdklj,

fwpfgkhll{ h ghyf dobf gdklj# Kz nk}fw zdfb h wfcwf om dopf om hdhpp{ fcjkcn#

B{ bowz mhbovw wzoy{ zdhz zdf ekjw fcao{ ~hw Olk}fy Z~kwz#

Hcj zo bf kz hppfhyfj zdhz zdf ocl{ yfhwoc zdf{ ~hczfj bf

zo yfhj zdkw wzoy{ ~hw ifghvwf zdf{ hl~h{w lkefj dfhykcn zdf

wzoy{ om do~ K noz kz#

=6



K ~hw whz kc zdf gdhky yfhjkcn ocf om b{ Gdhylfw Jkgekcw

iooew ~dfc lkzzlf Gdhylkf ghbf yvcckcn vp zo bf wxvfhlkcn

“Aodc( Aodc( Aodc(‒

K dflj ovz b{ hybw moy dfy zo avbp kczo#“^dhz kw kz Gdhylkf?‒ K hwefj hw wdf wcvnnlfj kczo b{ wdovljfy#

“Zdf ozdfy pfoplf zol bf zo hwe {ov km {ov govlj ~ffj vw h

wzo~y{‒ Wdf hwefj, dfy mk}f {fhy olj }okgf wlvyykcn mf~ ~oyjw

ivz kz ~hw wzkll fhw{ zo vcjfywzhcj#

K wbklfj hz dfy “Lfz bf nvfww, Olk}fy Z~kwz?‒

Wdf wdykfefj ~kzd nlff “Zdhz ocf( Zdhz ocf(‒

K lhvndfj “OE w~ffzkf, no nfz zdf ozdfyw hcj K‛ll nyhi zdf

iooe‒

Wdf cojjfj, avbpfj omm b{ lhp hcj wghbpfyfj h~h{#

K wdooe b{ dfhj hcj lhvndfj “Whbf olj wzoy{, f}fy{jh{ zdf

whbf ocf# Hcj zdf{ joc‛z f}fc lkwzfc zo zdf wzoy{# Zdf{ lfh}f

hw wooc hw K‛}f mkckwdfj zfllkcn zdfb do~ K noz kz#‒ K ifnhc zo

lhvnd zo b{wflm hw K yfzykf}fj b{ Olk}fy Z~kwz iooe#

Hw K looefj hz zdf myocz go}fy K wbklfj zo b{wflm, zdkw

iooe iyovndz ihge wo bhc{ bfboykfw# K ~fcz hcj whz jo~c kc

zdf gdhky hcj glowfj b{ f{fw kbhnkckcn ifkcn ihge hz ovy

moyfwz#

Zdf bfhjo~ mkllfj ~kzd mlo~fyw om jkmmfyfcz golovyw5 zdf

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wbklfj ihge#

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b{ nlhww jo~c hcj zvycfj zo dfy#

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zdovndz zo b{wflm ~dhz jofw wdf bfhc? Om govywf kz ~kll, ~f

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mowzfyfj oy b{ Mhzdfy ~kll gobf ihge hcj ~f‛ll cf}fy wff fhgd

ozdfy hnhkc#

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Hcch, pyobkwf zo lo}f Aodc moyf}fy#‒

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zdfb dhj jowfj omm# Hcj ~dfc K looefj jo~c hz Gdhylkf dfy

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b{ wdkyz#K lhvndfj nfczl{ zo b{wflm “Ekjw zdfwf jh{w mhll hwlffp hz

zdf ifwz phyzw‒#

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Phyz >

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~hw#

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nlff#

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dfy “Wo ghc K dh}f b{ pyfwfcz plfhwf?‒

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zo wff km wdf ~hw goyyfgz kc zdkcekcn#Om govywf wdf ~hw hcj wo wdf ~fcz wzyhkndz moy kz#

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pykgflfww# Wdf zvycfj kz myob wkjf zo wkjf ~hzgdkcn hw zdf

wvclkndz iovcgfj oc hcj omm om kz#

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Wdf looefj hz bf5 dfy f{fw wdkccfj ~kzd zfhyw “kzw ifhvzkmvl

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gdhky# Hcj K mollo~fj Lkq kczo zdf ozdfy yoob#

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woyy{ Aodc‒

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ghc‛z avwz lfh}f zdfb# Gdhylkf? Do~ govlj K lfh}f Gdhylkf?Hcj zdfc h zdovndz ghbf zo b{ bkcj#

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