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as dolars afasebda da oTxmocadmomca. gamixarda, oci dolari mrCebo-da. am fuliT bevr cot-cota rames viy-iddi _ fqvils, yvels, karaqs, makarons,yavas. SeiZleba erTi-ori kilo xor-cisTvisac gamomekra xeli. sul aT-aTdolarobiT mqonda mogrovili esTanxa _ janis sazRauric iyo daTvalebisac. satvirTo vagonebidan ce-mentiT savse tomrebis gadmozidvasa dagrZel, mosawyen romanebSi wertil-mZ-imeebis sworad dasmaSi erTnairad mix-didnen. oRond samuSao meSova daarafers daveZebdi _ Zalac merCoda dasaTvalec ar mWirdeboda petitiT awy-obili striqonebis gasarCevad.

es sizmari _me rom ukve wyalsgavatane _SeiZleboda,SenTvismeambo...zaal

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veliT mzis amosvlas _ moTmena nebisyofobs...da mTvares SevxariT, viT Ramis episkoposs....RmerTs vTxoveT, qveyanas zurgi rom gaemarTa _xsna ar Cans, magram mze? mzes raRa daemarTa?cac sxvafrobs da Tavi ara aqvs lilaobis.mzec ar Cans, mzec aRar amodis dilaobiT...mogvbezrda amdeni tatu da bodiari!..

es miwa adamis bostani rodiari!..mogvbezrda yureba SeRebil wkvarameTis...mze gvinda! _ Cveni mze raRatom aramodis?ra xdeba? _ warsuli RmerTma nurc dagvalandos!dae Cvens patarebs, morTulebs sakalandod,mosilebs sruliad sxva dibiT, sxvamoviTac,sul male emReroT: Cveni mze amovida!

ciklidan `ARTeklebi~baTu SarelisaSobao leqsi

`mzes mainc raRa mouvida?~nomadi barTaia

1ramdenjer damsizmrebia, rom vcdilob

cecxlmokidebuli saxlidan Tavis daRwevas.oTaxebSi vikargebi. kars ver vagneb. irgvlivsul fanjrebia, magram fanjrebsac cecxliukidia. oTaxebs Soris vwrialeb. garedan ki xme-bi ismis. xmebi _ keTili da boroti, magram amsizmarSi sikeTe da boroteba pirobiTi ar aris.Cemi gadarCenac undaT da Caqolvac. mSoblebs,uaxloes naTesavebs veZeb, netav sad arian? al-baT, xanZars Tavi daaRwies, magram vis xmaSi Ca-vardnen, keTilisa Tu borotis, Tu zRvarzegairbines? saxli ki iwvis _ maRali Weri, civiiataki, winaprebis suraTebi _ mogonebebiT. xissaxlia da swrafad iwvis. yvelaferi xurs, rasacvexebi. es Cemi saxlia, sadac arasdros micx-ovria. ar vici, ratom mesizmreba. aq ar davbade-bulvar. ar gavzrdilvar da veRarc movkvdebi,magram Cemia. bebiaCemis naambobi saxlia. ufrolamazad miambobda, vidre vwer. sikvdilis winsul am gadamwvar saxls ixsenebda. sxvasarafers. daibruneo, mTxova. istorikosi xar darame narkvevic dawereo. miambobda yvelafers,Tan arafers. ara mgonia, narkvevi gamomivides.Zalian cudi istorikosi var, istoriis muzeum-Si vmuSaob eqsponatad. werac ar mexerxeba. bavS-vobaSi mxolod uxeiro leqsebs vwerdi. hoda,Canawerebs gavakeTeb.

Svebuleba aviRe. sakuTar Tavs dro movpare,Cemi winaprebis istoriaze istoriuli narkvevidamewera. Canawerebamde ki davedi. nawyvet-naw-yvet CavjRabni Cems wignakSi Canaxatebs. cxovre-ba fragmentebisgan Sedgeba. ormoc wels gadav-abije. davRvindi. mgoni, raRacasac mivxvdi dazRvispira patara qalaqSic Camovedi.

beso xvedeliZe, aCiko qiqoZe dame visxediT sofel ZenwmanSi, xal-vaSebis saojaxo sastumros ezoSida velodebodiT holivudel sce-naristebis jgufs, irakli javax-aZes rom unda Camoeyvana.

xuTi qarTveli mwerali aar-Cies, konsultacia unda gagvewiaraRac holivuduri moblogbas-tero filmis scenaristebisTvis,romeliRac islamuri radikal-uri dajgufebis wevrebze rom iy-o, romlebic, viTomda gonioSi Ca-modian mociqul mataTas saflav-is gasaTxrelad da misi wminda naw-ilebis gasataceblad.

saqarTvelo im wels msofliokinematofrafis TvalsawierSi aR-moCnda. erTma qarTulma filmmasami oskari moipova da msofliosyvelaze didi kinokoncernebiaqaurobas moednen. saqarTveloSikinos gadaReba moduri gaxda danaTqvami romaa, namcecebiT mtre-debic purdebodneno, ise iyo Cve-ni saqme.

es meoTxe filmi iyo, konsult-aciisTvis rom dagviqiraves da ragvenaRvleboda, davyvebodiT ame-rikelebs, polonelebs, frangebs,indusebs, avstralielebs, norveg-ielebs, Svedebs, ingliselebs davaZlevdiT rCevebs.

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dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

fasze rom SevTanxmdiT, gamyidve-li, Tan me rom melaparakeboda da Tansicives ebrZoda xelisgulebis erT-maneTze xaxuniT, karga mozrdil far-dulisxela konteineris siRrmeSigauCinarda. aq, am bazrobaze, jixureb-is nacvlad rkinigzis depoebSi`daTreuli~ liTonis Jangiani kontei-nerebi edgaT movaWreebs. mec sicivesvebrZodi, oRond saxlidan undaganmedevna is, kargad unda gameTbomama-papiseuli, talaxiTa da brtyeliaguriT naSeni kedlebi.

mSioda. erTi suli mqonda, fenovanixaWapuri meyida, saguldagulod Caf-uTnuli qalebi rom daatarebdnenmuyaos Tavaxdili yuTebiT, magramjibeSi ̀ xelSeuxebeli~ dolarebis gar-da zustad imdeni fuli medo, ramden-ic metros Jetonis yidvas sWirdebo-da.

Semcivnuli kacis mier konteineri-dan gamotanil yuTs, romelic mogrZoufro iyo, vidre ganieri, cali xeliT,iRliaSi amodebuls ver wamoviRebdi.mZime ar gaxldaT, satareblad iyomouxerxebeli. mkerdze avixute daTavi gverdze gadavwie, win ra xdebodarom damenaxa. bevri xalxi ireoda ir-gvliv. Cveulebrivze meti dro movan-dome aqoTqoTebuli quCis gavlas,vfrTxilobdi, vinmes ar davjaxebodi.metroSi rom Sevedi, maSin moviTqvisuli.

yuTSi rac ido, zed exata, magramsaxls rom mivuaxlovdi, ise Sevanacv-le gverdi, rom naxatisTvis Cemi dan-axvisTanave ar moekraT Tvali. idayviTCamovwie karis saxeluri, Sevabije Sinda omaxianad daviZaxe _ naxeT, ra mov-itane-meTqi. gamocvivdnen SuSabandSicoli da Svili. colma _ xo mSvi-dobaao... is sul ase mommarTavda, radrosac da rogor xasiaTzec undadavbrunebuliyavi Sin. biWma, romelicaTiode wlisa iyo maSin, mkiTxa _ xe-lovnuri naZvis xeo?.. ara, ufro magarirame-meTqi, TiTi gaviqnie...

transformerio? _ aucimcimdaTvalebi. transformeri saTamaSo iyo,sportuli avtomobilisgan meomariroboti ewyoboda ramdenime martivimoZraobiT da _ piriqiT. ara-meTqi damomdevno SekiTxvas davelode. lam-fao? _ didi xnis natvra gaaxmovanacolma. ZvelisZvel, naxevari saukuniswinandel lamfas viyenebdiT, mis mb-Jutav Suqze ikemseboda jemprebi dawindebi, mzaddeboda gakveTilebi daswordeboda SecdomebiT savse xelnaw-erebi. Tbila-meTqi, vupasuxe da aRargavagrZelebine marCieloba, yuTs Taviavxade, xeli Cavyavi da amovwie, magramra amovwie _ maRali, vercxlisferliTonis badeSi Casmuli wiTelavzianinavTqura... Tan ubralo ki ara, koreu-li, samxreT koreuli.

au, mam, ra magariao, biWma da davd-gi Tu ara iatakze, gverdiT miucucq-da. Cem klasels aqvs aseTi, ise, romicodeT, saaviacio navTze muSaobso,`gagvanaTla~ mSoblebi da ise gadaus-va xeli priala Sav xufs, TiTqosnavTqura ki ara, velosipedi momet-anos saCuqrad. colma, Zviri eRirebo-da exla eso. Zviri ki Rirda, magram meiafad momces-meTqi, Tan davamSvide daTan Tavic moviwone.

saaviacio, Cveulebrivze ufro daw-mendili navTi `yazarmis ubanSi~ meg-uleboda. gaviyole biWi da wavediT,plastmasis bidoni waviReT, rvalitri-ani. Tu gavavsebinebdiT, sam Casxmazegagvwvdeboda, sami Casxma kidev, TiTq-mis erTi kvira gveyofoda gasaTbobadda saWmlis gasakeTeblad. saWmeli amkviraSi namdvilad gveqneboda, gasulkvireebze meti da ufro yuaTiani. mar-Talia, `xelSeuxebeli~ oci dolar-isTvis raRac Tanxa unda momeklo saa-viacio navTis siZviris gamo, magram

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sakvebis SesaZenad gasawev xarjs esdidad ar daazaralebda.

xuTdolariani gadavaxurdaveT _balonic kargad gavaliplipebineT daukana gzaze kvercxis fxvnilic viyi-deT. bedi gqoniaT, es erTi parkiRamqonda darCenilio, gviTxra xuT Tueqvs sqladnaqsov jemprSi CafuTnul-ma, welze SalSemoxveulma deidam,romelic adre, oTxmocian wlebSi, xiz-ilalas da saTals hyidda aqve, avla-bris bazarTan...

Sinmisulebma Zabri da tafa moviTx-oveT. jer Zabri-meTqi, davazuste, avzsxufi movxraxne, Zabris mili Cavyavi daise gamozomilad, wvril nakadad Ca-varakrake qarvisferi siTxe, rom erTiwveTic ar damikargavs. lamis buxariv-iT rom avaguzguzeT navTqura, mx-olod amis Semdeg SemovdgiT maszetafa. kvercxis fxvnilis tafamwvarsbevri araferi ecxo erbokvercxisa,magram CvenTvis, namdvil gemoebs dan-atrebulebisTvis, maTi msubuqi imita-

ciac ki sakmarisi gaxldaT pirisCasagemrieleblad. ugrZes rigSi dgo-miT mopovebuli puric, uSuqobis gamoTiTqmis umoqmedo, ganjinad qceul ma-civarSi rom vinaxavdiT, axalnavTquraze gavxuxeT da ise SeveqeciT.vaqebdiT, magram ras vaqebdiT ZvirfasSenaZens, rogori epiTetebiT aRarvamkobdiT. vin moTvlis, meramdenedvamatebdi axal-axal detalebs Cemiwarmatebuli vaWrobis ambavs da saxot-bo sityvebs arc im kacisTvis viSureb-di, didsulovnad rom moiqca da fasidaaklo...

davnayrdiT da cota xanSi dabind-da kidec. davavleT xeli quras da`zalaSi~ gadavinacvleT. avanTeT lam-fa da SemovusxediT magidas. laparak-iT guli najerebi gvqonda da Cumad Se-vudeqiT Cven-Cven saqmianobas. karg xa-siaTze viyavi da didi xnis win dawye-bul da mere mouclelobis gamo migde-bul moTxrobis Targmnas mivubrundi.henri mileris `diepi-niuheivens~,

romelic parizSi mcxovreb xelmoklemweralzea, inglisurenovani samyarorom moenatreba da nislian albionsmiaSurebs gemiT. biWma ariTmetikisrveuli gadaSala da wiladebis gamar-tivebas Seudga. kargad rom gamosdio-da gvarianad daxunZluli mricxveleb-isa da mniSvnelebis orad or cifram-de dayvana, saxeze etyoboda, kmay-ofilebisgan eRimeboda drodadro.colic xalisianad irjeboda _ Cemiar iyos, isic adre dawyebul da Suagzaze mitovebul saqmes agrZelebda,sadgisiviT nemsiT da msxvili ZafiTromeliRac cnobili romanis daqsero-qsebul furclebs kinZavda Jurnaliv-iT. `yofierebis autaneli simsubuqe~iyo mgoni, kunderasi.

kedlis saaTma aTjer rom Camore-ka, navTqura saZinebel oTaxSi gavi-tane, iqaurobac rom gamTbariyo co-taTi. TxuTmeti-oci wuTis Semdegdeda-Svilic gavistumre. ufrosebimiCveulebi viyaviT adre dawolas, Su-

qis lodins azri ar hqonda, Tu modio-da _ naSuaRamevs da isic, erTi saaTiT.

magidasTan gvianobamde mjdars dasxvis Tu sakuTar xelnawerebSi TavCar-guls adrec araerTxel CamZinebia daaxlac CameZina. gasaRviZeblad aravisSevunjRrevivar, Tavad davubrundicxads. marto ar viyavi, coli mejdawin. Zilburanidan gamorkveuls mo-meCvena, rom Tvalebi awylianebulihqonda.

ra iyo, moxda rame-meTqi? _ vkiTxe.Tavi gadaaqnia, arao. vifiqre, rom mar-Tla momeCvena raRac da mivacqerdi. armeCveneboda. sanam CaveZiebodi, dam-aswro, xelisgulebi loyebze aifara,idayvebiT magidas daeyrdno, gamiRimada mkiTxa _ ici, ra miTxra Senma Svil-mao? mec zustad masaviT moviqcie ni-kapi xelisgulebs Soris da ise miv-marTe _ aba, ra giTxra-meTqi? ra da _dReidan Cven Raribebi aRar varT, de-dio!..

loraprustTan, cacxvis nayenSi Cambali nam-

cxvris gemo mogonebebs da mTel qalaqs romacocxlebs, swored ise xdeba, qarvisferikaramelis motkbo aromati patara,zRvispira dasaxlebis konturebsgamokveTs mexsierebaSi da TandaTan xorcsisxams, xmas da fers iZens yvelaferi:

cicabo ferdobebze Sefenili TeTrisaxlebi da mixveul-moxveuli, qvafenil-iani quCebi, maRazia, sadac nair-nairitkbileuloba iyideba, gogo, romelsackanfetebiT savse, konusiseburi qaRal-dis parki uWiravs xelSi, kanfetisSesafuT brWyviala garsze Sav-yviTelzolebiani, buTxuza futkaria gamosax-uli, zustad iseTi, rogoric maRaziisgrZel, neonis SuqiT ganaTebul abraze,fraza, romelsac paemanze dagvianebisgamo ismens gogosgan _ ai, am lamaz ka-bas viuTovebdio _ TeTri, usaxeloebomokle kaba, kargad garujuli saxis,mklavebisa da wvivebis kontrastuli,qaTqaTa foni, gogo gaurujavadac mu-qia, Savi, bunebrivad xveuli TmiT, savsetuCebiT da mkiTxavi qalis Tamami, idu-mali mzeriT, musika sacekvao moedanze_ edit piafis simRera cudi vokalis-tis SesrulebiT, grZeli, alag-alag ga-naTebuli bulvari, zRvis monotonuri,drtvinvaSi gardamavali Sriali, ukle-bliv yvela Cabnelebuli monakveTisgamoyeneba, xangrZlivi, mwveli kocneb-isTvis, survili _ usasrulod gagr-Zeldes es gza...

`Wilyvavebi~ _ TavzexelaRebuli bi-Webisgan Semdgari jgufebi, aRWurvilebikastetebiT da velosipedebis jaWvebiT,xsenebuli frinvelebiviT gund-gundadmqrolavebi, dasaxlebis xan erT da xan me-ore adgilas moulodnelad aRmoceneb-ulebi da moulodneladve gauCinarebule-bi, egreT wodebuli `adgilobrivebi~,`ucxoebs~ _ Soridan Camosulebs rom er-Cian, umowyalod cemen...

erT aseT gundTan gadayra, misiwinamZRoli _ mezRvauris maisuriani biWiSuaze gayofili Calisferi TmiT dawvetiani cxviriT, laparakis dros romsrutunebs da Tvalebs lulavs daban-guliviT, zizRiT aRsavse SekiTxva gogos_ amasTan ra ginda, ras eglisebio? da misiukmexi pasuxi, mzeris gadmonacvleba daTiTis moSvera perangis gulisjibeze _sigareti momecio, gawodebuli RerisTvisxelis akvra _ kolofi minda mTlianado,uari, daumorCileblobis niSnad xelebisukan waReba da welze dawyoba patimariviT,molodini, rodis da saidan mogxvdebamuStze gadaxveuli jaWvis Tavisufalibolo, gaoflil xelisgulze raRacgrili sagnis da gogos TiTebis Sexeba, sag-nis CabRujva da fiqri imaze, rodis gam-oiyeno is...

Wreltariani dana, romelicanalogiur viTarebaSi sxva dros, sxvabiWebisTvisac miuwodebia gogos malu-lad da maT, im biWebs xeli gauSviaT,moucilebiaT is, mas ki, morig `ucxos~aseTi ram ar damarTnia, piriqiT, mzer-aze datyobia, rom gamxnevda momxvdur-Ta mogeriebis Sansis gaCenis gamo da eswinamZRolsac amoukiTxavs mis Tvaleb-Si, gaogneba am ambis mosmeniT, romelicxsnis da ganmartavs `Wilyvavebis~ mSvi-dobian gaclas, gabrazeba gogoze, Txro-bis dasrulebis Semdeg rom aqebs _ ma-gari biWi yofilxaro da SekiTxvaze aseT`gamocdebs~ ratom awyobo? mokled pa-suxobs _ mSiSrebs ver Seviyvarebo...

ambavi, romelsac mogvianebiT ismensplaJis dabal, xis skamloginze gulaRmagawolili gogosgan, varskvlavebiTmoWedil cas rom elaparakeba TiTqos daara gverdiT myofs, kvlav Wreltarianidana, saojaxo reliqvia, maTi, yirimeliTaTrebis gadasaxlebis dros, rusi wiTe-larmielebis xiStebis winaaRmdeg romelavda _ mSiSara kacis xelSi moxvedri-sas gavarvarebas iwyebs Turme da ise cx-eldeba, rom misi floba aTiod wamiTac kiSeuZlebeli xdeba...

qars moyolili simReris sityvebi _`gorozi mTebis CrdilqveS gulSi Camikravslora...~ _ sadac gogos saxelia naxsenebi.

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* * *dagemSvidobeise, rogorcxe Tavis foTlebs,mTeli weli romgulSi hyavda Caxutebulni...axal samoselsiTxovs mudamsiyvarulida es aris xeebis jvarcma:idgnen,foTlebi scviodeTda eTxovebodnen _xelgawvdilniaxal-axalsimwvaneTaTvis...

lazare

me aRvsdeqi, aRvsdeqi:geZaxi iasamnebis iqiTa mxaridan,WvartliT gadalesili qalaqis bolodan,rom me Sen mWirdebi,rom kbili mtkiva da arafriT ar arisgaumxeleli siyvarulikbilis tkivilze ufro mosaTmeni.

me gavcocxldi.SemiZlia, dagelaparako,oRond ise, romCemi xma yovelTvis Soridan gesmodesda arsaiT qrodes qari,romelic yvelaze mniSvnelovansityvebs mogawvdida.

aha, avdeqi da gareT gamovedi,magram samyaro didi momeCvena,da Sen mogZebne da TvalebiT CageWide:Tu qari ar qroda,ratom macocxlebdi?

etiraT Cems debs dasofelsac etira —arc erT das ar erqvamarTa an mariami,sofelic is iyo, rac unda yofiliyo —qvaze dadebulimadli da boroteba:orive saSiSi,orive windamxvedri.

me ki, lazare,gareT gamovedida raxan vcocxlobdi,unda myvareboda.Semcivda,perangis sayelo aviwie,martis talaxian quCas gavuyevi.

da ratom macocxlebdi, ratommacocxlebdi?!Tuki sikvdiliviT mTrgunavs siyvaruli,Tuki Sen —sikvdiliT sikvdilis damTrgunvelma —ar Tqvi, siyvaruli rogorRa dameTrguna.

da Sen Tu gigrZnia, rogori mZimeasaflavis lodic da perangis sayeloc,roca talaxian quCaSi midixarda perangs saflavis lodiviT ifareb,rom gulis siRrmidan xmam ar gaaRwios;es xma xom Sxamian eklebad iqceva:

radganSen ici, romsami dRis mkvdari xarda ginda damaloCamqrali Tvalebi...

* * *fanjrebis iqiT Ramis xaverdida aRarcerTi naTeli RriWo,Sen araferi gagiWirdeba,radgan tyuilSi cxovreba gijobs.ase sjobs, radgan namdvili cecxlidaunaneblad bolomde gnacravsda yinvis mkrTali, sastiki xelisaxeSi girtyams Zalian mkacrad;xolo sicrue Semparavia,rogorc mezoblis cbieri kata,rogorc maisi, saflavis borcvebsrom dauvlis da aTasfrad xatavs;magram tkivili ar feraddeba,Tumc yvavilebiT irTveba borcvi,qvemoT wuxs Seni daxruli Zvlebi,usiyvarulod damdnari xorci...da Seirxeva ori gvirila,orive ise saTno, keTili,TiTqosda, dedis ori Tvalia _miwidan SenTvis gamoxedili...

da am TvalebSi Camdgari Suqiuflebas gaZlevs, kvlav iyo bavSvi,jadoqariviT, uceb aRgidgensdedamiwasTan darRveul kavSirs.Tumc sinamdvilec fexdafex mogdevsqalaqis SeSlil mtvrian quCebad,Sebinddeba da im gvirilebisdidi Tvalebic daixuWeba.

rxeva

araferi ar irxeva ise, rogorc genitalia _kiTxulobs Svedi poetiTavis mSvenier leqssdaviT gabunias mSvenier TargmanSi...Cven vusmenT,megobari Cemken ixreba da meCurCuleba:`amis saTqmelad gamoiara amxela gza?!~viRimebi...Tvals kedelze acocebuli surosaken vapareb,qari qris da suros foTlebiise irxevian,rogorc idumali sizmrebi,rogorc Svedi poetis genitaliamSvenier TargmanSi...

* * *mkvdari ena var,miswavleda avmetyveldebi...

* * *iseTiZvelmoduri musikasaviT kacia,rom mgonia,sadacaa,firfitaze nemsisfxaWunis xmebic aCqamdeba...

* * *viRacam ayvavebuli tyemalimoisaklisaSua tyeSida gaifiqra,rom ukveCaqragazafxuli...TiTqosucebsinaTlegamoirToda mTelmasimwvanemwyvdiadiviT ixuvlaxeebidan...

* * *ise moviwyine,TiTqos gamoketil saxlSizafxulidan SemTxveviTSemorCenilianTebulinaTuragadaiwva...

* * *wavlen meqorwileebiaxali cxovrebisken,Tovls miikvalavenda miiRerian,TiTqosmTeli cxovrebis nadimzemidiodnen...patarZalma,romelic cxenze uziT damihyavTmwyazari,dedali xoxobiviT,jer ar icis,rogor keTdeba Caxoxbili,roca es gza uecrad mouxvevsdayvelaferisamzareulos qvabebTandamTavrdeba...

* * *bedi zogjerkarze ase mogifxaWunebs:gauReb damawanwala lekvi dagxvdeba.arada, marTla bedi aris,lekvi ki ara,da vin icis, ramxela gza gamoiara,vidre Senamde movidoda,vidre ityodi:saidan gaCnda aq es lekvi,esRa makldao! _da TovaSikars gulgrilad miuxuravdi...

samSoblo

ase mgonia,TiTqos deda CavabareTmoxucebulTaTavSesafarSi.gamoveTxoveTda wamosvlisasgviTxra:Svilebo,Tavs gaufrTxildiT,nu geSiniaT,me araferigamiWirdeba...

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ciklidan `zmnariTmianebi~

1. drosTan TamaSi

gulis karebi gaRebulia _didi grZnobebi waRebulia,darCenilia naxevebidagulisTvis maxe dagebuliada yvelaferi gagebulia...veras gaxdebi gaxevebiTac _drosTan TamaSi wagebulia...

2. ubedo

roca cxovrebas gaveparebi,mis xmas momgvrian mwvave qarebi:`ra iqna Cemi sada virio?!~ _me Rrublis goraks avefarebi,mere mTlad Rrubels davedarebi,magram, rac unda gadavirio,cxovrebas rogor gavekarebi!

3. nukva

xmali qarqaSSi Camagebine!navTsayudeli amagebine!damarekine Cemi zarebi!eSmasTvis maxe damagebine!satrfosTan brZola wamagebine!oRond manamde, gemudarebi,cxovreba raa _ gamagebine!

4. eulgula

Wiri, rac gulSi Cateulia _ramodenime aTeulia...mxmoben lxinebi, Sorielebi,magram es guli mTladeulia...Rame ki _ yvela gaTeulia...rogor gavaZRe morielebi! _es nakbenebi maTeulia...

ciklidan `ARTeklebi~

qalis mklavebidan

momxvie xelebi, Zalian momxvie,Zalian Camikar, Zalian momekar:siyvaruls arasdros ar miscems noyierniadags arc alfa da arca omega...

Sen aRar Sewuxde RilebiT, sakinZiT,me gavxsni. me gagxdi am kabas, amwindebs...guls axaldakrefil SroSnebad gagiwvdi _es guli uSenod rodemde damZimdes!

momxvie mklavebi, Torem dro Sebindavsgzas, romlis galeva sul undaT wyvilebad...vai ra mwarea _ qalis mklavebidansikvdilis mklavebze gadaadgileba!

siyvarulsa da siZulvilze

ialqanTan qars Tu ra aqvs miqaruli,zRvas ki ara, unda hkiTxo mTavarafrebs!..arafrobas ayvelafrebs siyvaruli,siZulvili suyvelafers aarafrebs.

ra waiRes Turqobam da arabobam?! _siZulvili, wyevla-krulviT Senaferi!siZulvilis nayofia arafrobada siyvaruls elodeba yvelaferi...

miuxedavoba

sanugeSo silamazes uSvebsbegonia,leqsebi ki saarsebod uSedegonia _me ki ara, amas ambobs paulpetersoni.leqsebs miaqvT siameni saukeTesoni.aswleulebs Soris, zogjer, Trombobsistoria...poezia _ umusiko kompozitoria...magram ras mrgebs poeziis igav-arakebi!laparaki rom SemeZlos, vilaparakebdi,xalxs yurebze imeds sityviT mivuWedebdidafuls imisTvis aviRebdi biujetebidan.fuls mivcemdi da momcemdnen niorsbatonebi...da mec maTTvis dRe da Rame vioratorebdi _laparakiT movivlidi wriuldedamiwas...cisqveS mxolod poetia miuxedavida...is ki Cvenze sulSi mainc arwevscnobiswadils,RmerTs enukvis Cvens ukeTes arsebobisaTvis.xolo RmerTma, xalxi poets miuxvdebaoda... _

ra cudia, ra mwarea miuxedavoba! _daakvirdiT, rogor hgvanan mlocavwelkaviansupatrono alublebi, rocaveryvavian,me ki ara, amas ambobs paulpetersoni.leqsebs miaqvT siameni saukeTesoni.

parisiviT

mwuxare dReebs da Rameebs vamxnevebdi,Tumc Cemken morbodnen varamis aqlemebi,kuzebze tvirTebi edoT da moarxevdnenda qaris qrolamde _ udabnos moaxlemde,cdilobdnen rogorme Cemamde moeRwiaTda Cemi gulidan waeRoT poezia,igive _ cxovrebis CuqurTmeb-rikulebi...da, RmerTo, Sen yvelas erT kadrSi gviyurebdiCven _ dResac, Ramesac, meca da aqlemebsacda viyav qceuli me _ poet-aqilevsadda bedi, rodisme damWrida parisiviTda sulSi mikvnesda sicocxlis mkvdarisimi...

siyvaruli da Zveli furclebi

TiTze zro meCxvlita Zvelebur Wikartisda uceb vigrZeni, rom isev miyvardi,vfurclavdi Zvel furclebs (xsovnebma mibwkines),Zvel leqsebs veZebdi, Sendami miZRvnilebs,vnaxavdi erT-ors da Sens sunTqvas vusmendi,Sens siTbos avlendnen is Zveli furclebi,feric da surnelic dahkravdaT Senidadineba sisxls Senken undoda venidanda ara gulisken... da, albaT, mitomac _tkivilma gulidan sulSiac iTova...da JrJola mivlida Tavidan quslamdi,vtirodi da mainc Zvel furclebs vfurclavdida uceb me Seni momesma kiskisi...da mere imdeni, imdeni viskivsvimartokam dilamde!..

cekva wvimaSi

imnair wvimaSivar _tboroba mwadia.owinars miraJiviTmouCans badia.

ras veli amwvimidan? _daumcxral primaJins!..samyaros ganZimindavipovo wvimaSi...

da wvims da caCamodisvarskvlavTa amaliT.ganzraxvas, saCumaTos,aJRerebs mamali

saxlisqveS, bokonebTan,yinCi da enamze...wvimaSi mogonebagamodis scenaze

da Tavis rolisTamaSsiwyebs da TamaSobsda, cxels da brolisTavas,surs cekviT gamaSros...

macekvebs wvimaSidadardi maqvs samidis...vcekvav da miraJivarda buRi amidis _

viwvebi, vbrialdebi _wvimac cecxls margunebs...milebiT, iardebiTdavSordi salbunebs...

sicocxleSi samoTxis mZebnelebs

rad `viZiebT~ Surs zecier `batonebze~da samoTxes sicocxleSi ratoveZebT?rad gavurbiT Wirs, bedisgan amoxvneSils,da rad gvinda aq cxovreba samoTxeSi?nurc gvaocebs _ gvaxurvebdes, gvaciebdes,utopiis parodiul pacientebs!..samoTxe ki aq cidanac arvardebada fuWia misTvis yvela warmateba...

warmatebas nu endobiT naucbadevs!warmateba gvianic ki xmaursbadebs...warmatebiT sikvdilic rom gavaqvaoT,edems mainc ver mogviZRvnis saaqao _ar arsebobs aq samoTxis garantia,aq samoTxis naperwkalic aranTia,is iqaa mxolod, RmerTis fuCinebo,da Sedian mis wiaRSi uCinebod!..

aq ki misi pawawina wiliardevs,Tundac xeli gamohkariT miliardebs,Tundac oqro amoicviT satalaxod,everestic aTasjer rom gadalaxoT,Tund ayvavdeT uaxles Tu ZvelmodebiT _aq samoTxis baRSi mainc vermoxvdebiT,verc pirdapir, verc SemovliT _ sxvakaridan,magram mainc ggoniaT rom aqarida...

aq imisi warmosaxvac fuWiadaCven ki mainc aq daveZebT ujiaTadda satrfoTa Ria sarkmlebs veTuTebiT...da vikebi, likebi Tu qeTuTebi,saswaulad rom arian kargebidaundaT welze movexvioT sarkmlebidan _aq madls yvela gaiRebs da amotvifravs,magram aq ver ipovnian samoTxiskars...

ZlierebiT sikvdilic rom gavaqvaoT,samoTxis baRs ver mogviZRvnis saaqao,aq ver gavcveTT netarebis inventarebs,srulyofilad aq verasdros vinetarebT,ver viqceviT Zlevamosil cierebad,rac und gvqondes ufleba da Zliereba...rac und vWeqoT polkebiT da vermaxtebiT _samoTxeSi sikvdilamde vermoxvdebiT!

fiqrebi dedis saflavTan

deda, Cemi Zaxili minda isev gesmodes,Sen xom jerac apureb matlebs _ mkvdarTa despotebs,TiTqos atarebeno krebas anda sesias...netav, Seni matlebi yvela me damesios! _me xom miCveuli var maTnairTa dasevas _me xom pirvel striqonis daweridan asevar! _swored im matlebiviT mWamenesstriqonebi...magram jibriT mainc leqss kvlavvemecixovnebi...poetoba amqveynad saswauli Saria _mWamen striqonebi da kmayofilni arian...mWamen, magram leqsis Txzva CemTvis mainc eTikobs...Sen ki rad waxvedi da rad damtove, dediko?! _me xom cisqveS Sens meti aRaravin mebada!gixseneb da bavSviviT isev metirebada...me sikvdilic! sikvdilic Seni xsovnis fonzemsurs,rom im qveynis SarTanac mivaRwio konsensuss...aq ki, yofnam Cemi sve ise uRvTod aWena,rom poetad arasdros momindeba gaCena!..

RmerTis saxelze

taj-mahals, anda varZias, anda qaabas,iqneba ZaluZs baasi RmerTTan gaabas!vin icis, iqneb vercerTi cudi Jamiverabrkolebs maT da baasobs RmerTTan samive!iqneb maT RmerTTan saubars Jami veruSlismaSinac, roca saqmes iqms RmerTi peruSi,anda cimbirSi, an zRvaSi, anda mTvareSi,iqneb is arsad araa magaT gareSe!da me dReidan adgils da saSvels daveZeb,rom qoxi mainc avago RmerTis saxelze...

gaumarjos damarcxebas!

me striqonebs vewirebi, rogorc mefe ewireba Sinamtrebs...striqonebic sul mnatroben _ maTnaira veRaravin minatrebs...da striqonebs me rom vuvli, ise awi ver movuvli veravis _me var maTi mouravic, meezovec, stilistic da mkeravic...da gadavyev me striqonebs _ magaT banas, davarcxnas Tu masaJebs,

baTu Sareli

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radgan vxedav, mavan-mavan poetebma leqsi rogor dasajes,xolo Tavi moaqvT, rogorc momgoneblebs poeziis kompasis...da maTia gamarjveba, jildoebi _ arafrobis tolfasi,me ki, radgan ar vasveneb melnis Txier makratlebs

da savarcxlebsda, radganac, maTi WkuiT, leqsze bevri mzrunveloba mamarcxebs _

gaumarjos damarcxebas _ siyvaruliT SegrZnebaTa gabanas,damarcxebas, qceuls gulis, gonebis da xatovnebis akvanad,Tu RvTaebriv simaRlemde SeuZlia poeziis ayvana!..

moxuci poeti axalbedebs

jer adrea _ ase adre armindaromviyo yvela mogonebis kar-midamo.ar minda rom, xelisgulze satarebels,gadasagdeb ramerumes madarebdeT.marTla vinmes dasaCagri kiarvardajerac ZalmiZs orTabrZola ianvarTan...dardic ar maqvs yulfebis da satevrebis _me xom leqsebs vabaRebdi, vatevrebdi!me xom kalmis da striqonis oridanarogor mfleTda, daganaxeT Soridanac!axlodanac SemiZlia daganaxoT,qaRaldis kords rogor veZeb sabalaxod!da rom CemTan saWidaod iqonebiT,jer frTebiviT moiqnieT striqonebi!..

marss vucqer

alRosi antena Sor talRebs ariWersdayurs misvla uxdeba siSoris karibWesTan.siSores fexebTan bomJiviT mivuwvebi,rom, iqneb, gavigo ciuri niusebi! _msoflios gavuqro Tvalebis SeSupeba,Torem aq rac xdeba, jojoxeTs SeSurdebada pulss ra damigdebs, an wnevas radamiwevs! _garSemo xocaven uTvalav adamisZes,davyruvdiT, davbrmavdiT, ar vaqcevT yuradRebas,ZaRli rom mgeldeba, kata rom turavdeba...eseni eZeben saTqvlefebs, salafavebs,muclebis tkbobisTvis bavSvebsac dalaxvraven,survilebs itkboben taZrebis afeTqebiTsiaviT gamZRari _ satanis agentebi.mZinare moxucebs esxmian uTeniada Svilebs fulebiT jibeebs utenianda gulsac ifxanen, enasac iqaveben,gvTaflaven TavianT mogonil igavebiT,magram dro am uricxv miwier tartarozebsda yvela maT igavs aiyvans samsjavroze,dRemde ki, ar uwyiT, xval da zeg raeliTdamaT bRavils gaigebs marseli aelitac,xolo me, vidre guls Cemive striqonebiTvijereb da vidre sityvebad vikonebida vidre ostatebs mivuyvan margaritebs _marss vucqer da caze mgonia gargaridevs...

uSenod

garTulda uSenobis gamartiveba:uSenod _ sixarulic amatirebda.

uSenod _ warmatebis baRadaRerilguliTac, aRara var aRaraferi...

uSenod _ qvebs da joxebs vuSentkbobiskars,rom Taflic gamimwardes uSenobisgan.

uSenod _ kurcxalebiT tuCebmobanils,sizmarSic matireben uSenobani...da dae Sevewiro muzisfarulomsuSenod, ese igi _ usiyvarulod!

qalamnebi sizmarSi

wuxel sizmrad qalamnebi misaxsovresda, fexSvelas, Cacmas viRa damaswrebda!ukve mqonda xelmwifesTan misasvleli,ar meloda dacinva da gamasxreba...

magram cxadi gars mevleba sizmarSive,rogorc mosavs sinamdviles farCamiTiski mwadia seirnoba mzisgarSemo,magram fexi qalamanSi arCamidis...

viRviZeb da Sens sizmrian `dovindovlebs~vegebebi kalam-qaRald-magidebiT...SiSs davZlev da saswaulad movindomeb!..wamoval da Soriaxlos dagidgebi!..

ciklidan `riTmiani hoku~

berikacis sinanuli

ver viWer dReebs oxer-tialebs,verc maTTan vxdebi moxetiale...

momakvdavi sikvdilisadmi

sikvdilo, Senken ar ZalmiZs xedva,radganac ukve erT navSi vsxedvarT...

Terapevti udabnoSi

moses maniacmosasmenia...

vali

wuxel gulze, krZalviT,cadavixate,TiTqos RmerTis valigadavixade...

striqoni

vangelozdebi, roca qaRalds loyas ulokavsstriqoni _ sulis bundovani moxazuloba...

ciklidan `ugalobeli sagaloblebi~

mesame fexi

kalami Cemi mesame fexiada roca ori fexi ar myofnis xolmekalmis cal fexiT xtunva-xtunviTvakeTeb nabijebs mokle-moklesromlebic mereise grZeli aRmoCndebarom fexebis nabijebzelaparakic ar Rirs...

ciklidan `jvaloebi~

xsovnaSi

xsovnaSi calke davawyob dReebs giJurebsda frTebs saCemod arcerTi aRar iSurebs,saCemo axal vaSlisTvis Tundac miCurinsmoigoneben axals da magram ocnebasdaacxrebian awmyoSi, suldgmul cocxebadda roca tkbili simRera mesmis siCumis _viRacebs Savi laqebis ZaluZT mocxeba.

vSli laqebs, magram macxeben mere sxvalaqebsda gavurbivar grZnobaTa damsvrel talaxebs,rogorc gaurbis ynosva nexvs, myrala balaxebsda roca xsovnis aCrdilebs vnaxav aqedan,iq vCanvar, rogorc foTlebis cvena baRebTan,iq mkvdari coli midis da ise malagebs,rogorc Cvens logins cocxali daalagebda...

isev sikvdil-sicocxleze

xom ar daiwyo sikvdilma CemTan TamaSi! _es rogor vigrZno? sad vigrZno? _ smaSi, WamaSiTu qalTan, roca win vnebis mTeli lamanSigadasacuri melis da... _ aseT aTkidesvipovi, magram rogorRa unda dadgindesmoaxloeba sikvdilis! _ drois dramaSicdidxans sicocxles vnatrob da vtkbebi natvriTve.

is ki, vin icis sadaa, romel saxsarTangvisafrdeba da sad gvimkis mwife TavzarTaTavTavebsa da, erTxel Tu aRar dagvzarda,sad amogvaclis suls, rogorc qurdi safulesgulis jibidan! is yovel Cxvletas aqulebsTavisTvis, Cven ki, gvebneva amiT Tavgzada,nuTu tyvila varT sicocxlis moWirnaxule!..

ciklidan „naxevarjvaloebi~

atmisferi

Tvalma maSinve igema gemo atmisfris _RmerTo, aseTi mSveneba sxvagan sadmirbis?CvenTan darCenas romeli wesi ukrZalavs?atmisferi rom mokle xniT mogyavs, ugrZeles

gzas rad ar aZlev, mokvdavis Tvalis satkbobad?Tumca Tvalebis armtkbobel anwlis furcelissimwvanisTvisac gekuTvnis Cvengan madloba...

RmerTo, Sen TeTrad Semosvas aRar daiSli,magram, diado, miTxari, april-maisSi,atmisfersac xom gadicvam, zogjer mantias,TeTrsac rom avlens da jamSi ise anTia,iseT ferebiT, romlebic SensRa samoselsSeefereba da ara mokvdavT RrantiansxeulTa masas, codvebis suns rom gamoscems!..

erTguleba

es arseboba rac ufro mtkepnis da mbeknis,miT ufro vgavar kriWaSi mdgomels da mdevars.mas ki surs Cveva iokos _ maqcios kevadda gemrielad mReWavdes, frenisTvis Seqmnils,vinc, rogorc, kerket kakalSi, lebani _ lebnis,viyav mewyvile, axla ki martoka vwevarda diliT mrCeba loginSi erTerTi nekni...

ra vqna, verafriT uarvyof Zvelebur xedebssiyvarulisas _ medrove verafriT gavxdida gulSi erTxel visac ki davudgi taxti,imasve minda bolomde guSagad vedge...vici, rom amiT sakuTar cxovrebas zedmetproblemas vuqmni, magram me amiT var naRdi,rom Wirs, zemodan damyures, davyureb zedve...

ciklidan `Zveleburebi~

dro, saxli da deda

drom afTariviT SemWama, mZiZgna... _dros uamravi cudi wesiaqvs...magram amqveynad es Cemi cicqnasaxli koSkzedac udidesia...

dro dReebs Tavze manayavs kudiT _maTTan mitarebs mSxamav seminars...netavi, deda manaxa wuTiTda mtkivan gulSi Camakvrevina!

saSveli wvima

varams tvirTiviT vixsni wvimaSi,amitom wvimis bevri valimaqvs...cudsac verafers vxedav imaSi,rom daRoneba miwevs malimal...

xolo malmale mitom vRondebi,rom ver Cavicvi Jami kvarTebad...Tanac _ Sen sadac momagondebi,yvelgan tirili amivardeba...

miviwyebuli sityvebis apologia

rad gavuwyeriT Cven sityva `satrfos~?`trfobas~ da `vetrfis~ ratom vuganeT?arada yvela iseve gvaTbobsda, ukan myofi, dagvdevs ukanve...

mdinaris trfobiT micekvavs rucki.satrfos kurcxalic haers anislebsda ra Tbilia ianvris susxi,roca mivdivarT paemanisken!

TovaSi Sexvedramde

Tovli ar Cans, zamTari ki iwevsnabij-nabij, magram mainc winda...Tovli gulze momaZrobda xiwvebs,Tova mainc SenTan erTad minda...

Senamde ki manZilia mzemdis _kvlav vazaveb martoobis neqtrebs...da ra kargi iqneboda CemTvis,rom Tovlsa da Tovas Soris SevxvdeT! _

yvela fifqi giambobda Cemzeimas, rasac me ver getyvi eniT.da, TovliviT msubuqi da Semwe,xelSi xeli medeboda Seni...

magram Tovli ar Cans, me ki dromlevs,rom gamxados nawilaki mTelis...mainc is var, vinc bedidan TovlismatarebliT Sens Camosvlas elis.

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gaga naxucriSvili

zamTris zRvafragmenti romanidan

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

2zamTris zRva uCveulod mSvidia.

sanapiro ukacrieli. wynari. vdgavarCemi wignakiT da veRarafers vamateb.SegicuravT zamTris civ da wynar zR-vaSi? talRebic rom gaSeSebulan dagelodebian. aravis Seucuravs. me undaSevacurino, Cemi istoriuli narkvevi-Ta Tu CanawerebiT, zamTris zRvis siT-bo rom igrZnon.

gaSeSebul talRebTan Toliebidafrinaven. sakvebs eZeben sadRac iq,zRvis siRrmeSi. Znelia danayreba, rocazamTaria, yinavs da cac carielia.yvavebis gundi daesxaT Tavs. haerSi Sav-TeTri bumbulebi gaifanta. yivilSigareulma yrantalma da afrTxialebu-li frTebis xmam siCume gabzara. mereciv haerSi mxolod TeTri bumbulebigamoCnda, Savi gaqra.

adamianebis zamTari ufro susxianida mkacria. sakvebisTvisac ufro saz-arlad ibrZvian, haeric mxolod TeTribumbulebiT ar ivseba. puris natexiSevagde zRvaSi. mere wignakis miyole-bac vifiqre, magram ubeSi Cavide dahorizonts gavxede.

andro papa sikvdilis win mxolodzRvas xatavda, horizonts da gemebs.Toliebi arasdros dauxatavs, yvavebixom ara da ara. cxovelebs ki sul mix-atavda, ratomRac arwivsac. xatva arexerxeboda da is arwivic xan yvavs hgav-da da xan Tolias. me ki mixaroda, oRondrame daexata. erTad verTobodiT. wig-naki amoviRe. Tolia Cavxate da yvavi ga-momivida. mere yvavis xatyva daviwye daufro Tolias daemgsgavsa. mivxvdi, romdaviRale. puris naWeric aRar mqonda,talRebi rom ameRelvebina. sanapirosnel-nela davSordi da xuTvarskvlavi-an sastumroSi marisTan wavedi.

3_ fizikosi xar? _ vekiTxebi maris._ ara, _ ecineba._ aba, fizikosebis seminarze ra gin-

da?_ Sen ra ginda istoriis muzeumSi?_ vmuSaob._ ras akeTeb?_ eqsponatad vmuSaob._ eqsponatad?_ vzivar da xelfassac maZleven._ vakansia gaqvT?_ ratom, koordinatoroba cudia?_ daviRale._ mainc ra daamTavre aseTi, rom

koordinatori gaxdi, Tanac fizikose-bis.

_ menejmenti, marketingi da bizne-sis administrireba,_ ecineba, _ ar-qeologias ratom ar gahyevi?

_ Cems dros, vTxridiT ki ara vmarx-avdiT.

_ tarantinosaviT iumori gaqvs._ tarantinosaviT?_ ki, Zalian Savi.fanjaraSi gavixede. Toliebi gafan-

tuliyvnen. maris wablisferi Tma hqon-da.

_ Cemi siZea fizikosi, _ vuTxari,_ sul daxetialoben, xan italiaSi, xanfineTSi, axla germaniaSi arian.

_ sul ase? _ mkiTxa marim da orifinjani yava Semoitana. Tma isev wabl-isferi hqonda.

SuadRec movida. civ caze mze an-aTebda, TavisTvis, mbJutavi naTurasav-iT. mTavaria, rom egona, gvaTbobda. ma-rim mosasxami moicva.

mecineba. marisac ecineba, rom eq-sponati var.

4lana bebo ixsenebda... ori Zma hyav-

da. andro da zura. andro papaCemi iyo,magram lana bebo sul maxsenebda, rommisi Zmaa. ixsenebda, rogor daarbies dagadauwves saxl-kari. xSirad igonebdaatmis baRs, gadabuguls da ganadgure-buls.

sikvdilis winac atami mTxova. zam-Tari iyo maSinac. Cavicvi qurTuki, quCa-quCa „butkebs~ Soris davdiodi da erTiatami ver viSovne. is yvelafers mis-

rulebda. me erTi atamic ver mivutane._ arauSavs, _ miTxra lana bebom._ ar iSoveboda._ ar idardo. iseT atams mainc ver-

sad iSovnidi, Cvens baRSi rom iyo._ ginda, fexze wamogayeneb? _

vkiTxe, _ mzes gavxedoT, zamTris mzea,magram mainc.

fanjarasTan mivediT. omi axalidamTavrebuli iyo. quCa ki mainc cari-eli.

sadRac isroles. bebiaCemi SekrTa.mere quCis ZaRlebis yefa gaisma, fan-jaras movSordiT. isev davawvine.

_ andro papa xom gaxsovs? _ mkiTxa._ maxsovs._ xo, ukve didi biWi iyavi. zura?_ ara._ rogor gexsomeba, mec Zlivs maxs-

ovs, TiTqos damesizmra. kaba Caacves daise gaapares.

_ vici, bebo, mogiyolia._ mere? dawere._ ar mexerxeba._ bavSvobaSi xom werdi leqsebs. ga-

mogiva._ raze unda davwero, bebo? araferi

mogiyolia._ rogor ara, _ gabrazebulma

miTxra._ aba, sityva ar giTqvams, vin dag-

varbia._ amaze ar minda, dawero. vinc

dagvexmara, maTze xom giambobdi._ mere? _ vkiTxe da fanjarasTan

mivedi.haeri ganiavda da fanjara mivxure.

sadRac isev hyefdnen quCis ZaRlebi._ vinc dagvexmara, imaTze dawere,

bebo.

5_ marTla arasdros araferi dagi-

weria?_ Rrma bavSvobaSi, da Sen?_ CemTvis vwerdi dRiurebs, gogoe-

bi rom weren xolme._ wamakiTxe._ maSin, Seni Rrma bavSvobis leqsebi

wamakiTxe._ ar varga.fanjarasTan mivedi da perangis

Rilebi Sevikari._ mogklavs amdeni yava, _ miTxra

marim.Tma isev wablisferi hqonda da cxvi-

ri odnav kexiani._ ver davrCi germaniaSi._ ratom?_ sizmrebma gamawvala._ sul cecxlmokidebul saxls xe-

davdi?_ eh, marto eg rom yofiliyo._ Senebi xom wavidnen mSvidad?!

_ ra mSvidad, daexetebian boSebiv-iT.

_ mere, ratom?_ mivxvdi ratomac._ miTxari, aba?_ roca daexetebi, sul ggonia, rom

saxlSi brundebi.

6me andro mqvia. lana bebos qmars

giorgi erqva da daxvrites. ar maxsovs.rogor unda maxsovdes, roca Cems da-badebamde daxvrites?! dedaCemis ma-masac giorgi erqva. isic daxvrites dacxadia, arc is maxsovs. CemTvisac gior-gi unda daerqmiaT, magram bebiaCemmagaaprotesta. erT ojaxSi amdeni gior-gi ra ambaviao, Tan Cven ojaxSi uiRblogiorgebi iyvnen. mokled, mamaCemsac an-dro daarqves da mec.

atmis ganadgurebasa da saxlis gada-wvas xSirad ixsenebda lana bebo. Cveu-lebrivi ambavia. siberisas xom bavSvo-bisa da axalgazrdobis mogonebebSibrundebi, magram im Ramis zarsa dagiorgis daWeraze araferi uTqvams.RamiT movidnen da waiyvaneso, Tumcadarbevas ixsenebda. albaT imitom, rompatara iyo da cecxlmokidebuli sax-li, gadamwvari atmis baRi misTvis cuds,saSiSs, magram mainc TamaSs hgavda. isRamis stumari momwifebul cxovrebaSiewvia da waarTva vinc qveynad yvelazemetad uyvarda. cxovreba mainc gaagr-Zela, magram im Rames arasdros ixseneb-da da arc me vaxsenebdi.

dedaCemis mamasac giorgi erqva. isicRamiT gaiyvanes da daxvrites. deda kigadausaxles da gadasaxlebaSive gar-daicvala. mamida zrdida, magram argaborotebula. gansacdeli adamianebsar aborotebs. aseTi mimndobi da gulu-bryvilo adamiani dedamiwis zurgze armeguleba. arc fufuneba afuWebs adami-anebs. ubralod, sakuTar saxes avlen.

7omi damTavrebuli iyo. omi, romel-

ic TiTqos arc dawyebula da arc aras-dros damTavrdeba. germaniaSi wavedi _germanuli enisa da literaturis Sesas-wavlad.

ucnauri leqtori Semxvda, romel-ic mere Cemi megobari gaxda.

_ bolos ra waikiTxe? _ mkiTxa._ „tramalis mgeli~, _ vupasuxe._ ra enaze?_ rusulad._ ase ar SeiZleba._ vici._ gaTxoveb, magram ver gaCuqeb._ ratom? maCuqeT ra, _ vexumre._ es wigni, wlebis win maCuqes da

aravisTvis miTxovebia.

_ dagibrunebT._ modi, TqvenobiT nu melaparakebi._ ki batono, maSin dagibruneb._ eg ukve kargia. dampirdi, rom

miZRvnas ar waikiTxav._ ra miZRvnas?_ sasaCuqre warweras._ amaze arc ifiqro._ amitomac marto Sen gaZlev._ didi madloba._ am wignma wlebis win miSvela.maSin ver mivxvdi, ras meubneboda.

Zalian axalgazrda da briyvi viyavi._ Tu germaniaSi darCena ar ginda,

erTmaneTTan eleqtronuli fostiT kiara, Ria baraTebiT viurTierToT.

Cvenc Ria baraTebs vwerdiT erTma-neTs.

8_ mainc ratom ar darCi germania-

Si?_ ver davtovebdi._ ras?_ ojaxs._ ojaxi xom uSenodac kargad iyo?

piriqiT, nerviulobdnen, roca Tbilis-Si iyavi.

_ mogonebebs ver davtovebdi._ poeturia._ ara, prozaulia da mZime, viRac

sul ukan rom geqaCeba da mogaTrevs. Tuginda, samSoblo daarqvi, ginda, ojaxi,ginda, bavSvobis megobari, erTguliZaRli Sarvalze rom gejajgureba dasaxlisken migaTrevs.

_ da mogoneba?_ es yvelaferi xom mogonebaa, roca

saxlSi ar xar._ ucnauria, _ ambobs mari, sarke-

sTan dgas da konferenciaze wasasvle-lad emzadeba. mzec Cadis da mis wabl-isfer Tmas TiTqos fers ucvlis, _ he-seze mere vilaparakoT.

9ar vici, sanapiroze ratom gamaxsen-

da. Cven xom mTaSi davdiodiT erTad. amqalaqSi erTxel CamovediT. Tan iseTimTvralebi, arc gvaxsovda, viyaviT Tuara. netav sad aris da rogor aris. mo-meCvena, rom germaniaSi damireka. yur-mili aviRe da gabmuli zari iyo. meremec davureke. Zalian mTvrali xaro, xoici, saxlSi ar aris da imecadineo, si-Cumem miTxra. dedamisi aseT pasuxs argamcemda. kargi adamiania.

Turme ludi bevri momsvlia da xal-iCazeve meZina. kidev kargi, maSin mobi-luri telefonebi ar iyo, Torem qvey-anas avawiokebdi. patara qalaqSi eklesi-is zari gulisgamawvrileblad rekda.wveri unda gameparsa, Camecva da leq-ciaze wavsuliyavi.

Cems oTaxSi mxolod sawoli, karadada macivari eteoda. miuxedavad CemiaRnagobisa, saSxapeSic Tavdaxrili Sev-diodi. am yvelafers ar vCiodi, radganstipendiiT minazRaurebdnen.

macivars erTi kargi Tviseba aqvs,ludi devs xolme. gadavkari da tele-fonis nomeric avkrife, vuTxari, romcudad viyavi da leqcias gavacdendi.damijeres. xom SeiZleba, adamiani cx-ovrebaSi erTxel cudad gaxdes.

magidas mivujeqi. leqsi davwere. jermomewona, mere _ ise ra, mere ki davWmu-Wne da iqve nagvis yuTSi gadavuSvi.

fanjaraSi gavixede. uJmuri amindiiyo. wvimas rom wamosvla unda da eSin-ia. zarebma isev darekes. megona, rom memirekavdnen da telefonis yurmiliaviRe, Turme Sua dRis Tormeti saaTia.avad var da leqcias vacden.

10Cemma megobarma leqtorma miTxra,

rom gamouZinebeli viyavi. mkiTxa, heseTu wavikiTxe. SabaTi dRe iyo da leq-ciaze mivedi. is ki fexburTs uyurebda.ucnaur gunds gulSematkivrobda didekranze. gunds, romelsac arasdrosaraferi mougia da verc verasdrosmoigebda. miTxra, rom kviras velorbo-lis kargi turi iqneboda da gayola Se-momTavaza. Tavi mtkioda da „tramalismgelze~ saubari merCivna, iungisa dafroidis SedarebiT daxasiaTebac ki. ai,

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velorbola namdvilad ar mindoda. xomgiyvardao, mkiTxa da Tvali Camikra.mezareba-meTqi, vuTxari. indireqterede xo kargad moamzadeo, mkiTxa.arauSavs-meTqi, vupasuxe.

gareT wvimda da Ria kafeSi qolgeb-is qveS visxediT.

_ gaige? _ mkiTxa._ hese?_ warwera xo ar ginaxavs?_ ara, jer wignic ar wamikiTxavs.

Tavis indireqte redeTi._ amitomac mogeci._ rom ar wamekiTxa?_ ara, vicodi warweras Tvalsac ar

Seavlebdi.germaniis patara qalaqSi wvimda.

qolgebs ecemoda wvimis wveTebi da uc-naur xmas gamoscemda. TiTqos gveZaxd-nen sadRac, mzian mxareSi, sadac daviw-yebuli siyvaruli gvelodeboda.

11rogor mazalod moviqeci, roca

pirvelad likas Sevxvdi. saSinlad. ax-lac mrcxvenia, rom maxsendeba da Tanmecineba.

mis saxlSi sruliad SemTxveviT aR-movCndi. ucabedad da daupatiJeblad,rogorc axalgazrdobaSi xdeba xolme.saba amixirda da avyevi. raRac patara,myudro wveuleba hqondaT, ramdenimegogo iyo, saba da me.

jer raRac fokusebis Cveneba wamov-iwye. ar vici, ratom gadavwyvite. cx-ovrebaSi fokusi ar gamikeTebia. koka-kolis boTli magidaze davanarcxe,koxtad gaSlili sufra da erTi gogomagrad davasvele. sasmelic male mo-mekida. gaurkvevel anekdotebs vyvebo-di da TviTonve gulianad vicinodi.ara, ucenzuros ara. ubralod yvela-saTvis gaugebars, radgan alag-alagmaviwydeboda. gogoebic zrdilobisgamo iRimodnen. arafers imCnevdnen.mainc stumari viyavi, mere ra rom dau-patiJebeli. saba gaognebuli miyureb-da, bavSvobidan micnobda, magram aseTijer ar venaxe. mere yvelaze saSinelisaqcieli Cavidine _ vicekve. martovcekvavdi. kidev kargi, rom aravin gam-oviwvie, Torem aSkarad fexebs da-vamtvrevdi. cekva fxizelsac ki ar mex-erxeba. musika alTas iyo, me ki balTasvtokavdi. bolos erTi genialurifokusic Cavatare, perangi gvarianadamoviwvi da gamovemSvidobe. momavalSexvedramde!

meore dResve sabas likas nomeri gam-ovarTvi da davureke.

_ didi, didi bodiSi, _ vbur-dRunebdi darcxvenili, _ Zalian cud-ad gamomivida, ar vici, ra damemarTa.

_ arc araferi, _ ecineboda likas,_ ras izam, yvela erTnairi xom ar iqneba.

_ xo, magram guSin Zalian sxvanairiviyavi.

_ kargi ra, daiviwye, _ isev icino-da.

yvelaferSi damnaSave ki lika iyo.pirveli danaxvisTanave ise momewona,rom Tavi davkarge. Turme Semiyvarda.ar maxsovs, rodis da rogor. ginda arginda, ase xdeba xolme. raRa Seyvare-baa, Tu dagamaxsovrda. likas siyvaru-li dRemde momyveba, rogorc niJaraszRvis talRebis Cumi, Soreuli xmauri.

12saRamos sabam amomakiTxa._ ai, Seni cekva da bolo fokusi Cem-

pioni iyo, _ maSayirebda._ bodiSi movuxade, _ vuTxari

darcxvenilma, _ ise, damanebe ra Tavi._ kidev me merCi? _ icinoda saba._ wamosvla xo ar mindoda, rogor

mitydeba._ ra? gisayvedura?_ ara, da eg ufro mitydeba._ axla atrakeb._ gasatrakebeli guSin gavatrake,

_ mec gamecina._ hoda, yvavilebi avutanoT._ ras mekaifebi?_ biWo, mgoni, imasac moewone._ Sen ra ici, rom me momewona! _

avReldi._ vici, vici, _ isev eRimeboda da

maSayirebda, _ telefoni xo kargadgamomarTvi.

_ bodiSi movuxade._ bodiSi ara mwnili, wavediT..._ fulic ar gvaqvs, _ fexs viTrev-

di._ gmirTa moedanze vnaxe magari

vardebi. uceb CavalT, fexiT._ ra gmirTa moedani, ra vardebi,

xo ar urev._ davkref ra, eg saqme me momande.kibeze gagvaxsenda, rom dana ar

gvqonda. arc erTi vatarebdiT.swrafad avbrundi da wamoviRe.

quCas mivuyvebodiT, Tbilisurigazafxulis saRamo iyo. sabam elvissiswrafiT moWra vardebi, megona, ani-maciur films vuyurebdi.

_ sad daamxece? _ gulwrfeladgamikvirda.

_ eg me vici, _ mipasuxa.Zalian uyvarda es _ eg me vici. fiz-

ikurze swavlobda da unda scodnoda,aba, ra. gakveTilzec, roca lazRan-darobda da maswavlebeli dasatuqsaddafasTan gaiZaxebda, swrafad amoxsni-da rTul gantolebasa Tu amocanas.

_ likasTan riTi wavideT? _ vkiTxe.ukve gviani iyo. sazogadoebrivi

transporti aRar dadioda._ fexiT Soria, ara? _ fexs viTrev-

di._ eg, me vici. _ mipasuxa Tavda-

jerebiT da mousvenrad aqeT-iqiT mi-moixeda.

Cemda Wirad, romeliRac ezosTanzaporoJeci SeamCnia, miirbina da ja-jguri dauwyo.

_ eee, ras Svebi? sul gareke? _ ux-eSad gamovwie.

_ ra dagemarTa? _ gaukvirda sa-bas, _ yvavilebs avitanT da dav-abrunebT.

isev daejajgura._ tareba mainc icode normalu-

rad._ Sen ar ici, rogori vadila var._ moSni. pravis gareSe.isev gamovwie da am jajgurSi preis-

toriuli manqanis karic xrWialiTgaiRo. amasobaSi Tavze asakovani kacidagvadga.

_ ra xdeba, axalgazrdebo? _gviTxra dinjad, magram mkacrad.

gacveTili, Tumca sufTa pijakiecva. Zvelmoduri saTvale ekeTa dadidi, kargad movlili TeTri ulvaSihqonda. raRaciT andro papas mivams-gavse, Tumca mxolod ulvaSiT Tu hgav-da. Zalian Semrcxva. vigrZeni, rom sa-basac, SeiZleba Cemze metadac, magramar daibna.

_ didi bodiSi, batono, _ uTxramokrZalebiT, _ Zmakacis Seyvarebul-Tan gvindoda vardebis atana da dav-abrunebdiT. qurdebi ar varT...naRdad...

_ Zmakacis SeyvarebulTan? _ Cae-Rima moxucs, _ CasxediT, gagiyvanT.

aTasi madloba gadavuxadeT._ aba, Tqven iciT. WkuiT iyaviT, _

isev gagviRima da manqana nela daZra.saba vardebianad sadarbazoSi

gauCinarda. maleve aivnidan likam gad-momxeda da mimipatiJa.

fokusebi aRar miCvenebia. aRarcmicekvia. samive visxediT da dilamdevlaparakobdiT.

13_ Tu ginda, darCi da imuSave, _

mTavazobs mari.sarkesTan dgas da xSir wablisfer

Tmas isworebs. sarkeSi mis anareklsvaTvaliereb. saRamovdeba da marisanarekli Cum, Tbil, myudro ganwyobasmiqmnis, Tvals ver vaSoreb. netav didx-ans darCes ase, arasdros mombezrdeba.anareklebi arasdros gtoveben,rogorc Zvirfasi mogonebebi, arclaparakoben da verc ityuebian, andaraSi sWirdebaT tyuili?!

_ cotas gavivli, sanapirozegaviseirneb, _ veubnebi maris, _ didimadloba.

_ ar mogeridos, marTla, _ eRimebamaris da sarkes Sordeba, _ maledavbrundebi.

_ gaval mec da rom morCebi, Sevxmi-andeT, ludze dagpatiJeb.

Cems naqiraveb oTaxSi dabrunebadamezara. oTaxi ki ara karceria, TanZviradRirebuli. CvenTan xom turizmiTaviseburad viTardeba, erTia rom, xe-diT zRvaze gadis, amitomac sxvakarcerebs varCie.

sanapiros mivuyvebi. zamTris Secie-buli mze Cadis. TiTqos unda, zRvaSigaTbes. cota daisvenos, wauZinos, dil-iT rom isev amovides da caze ekidos,sanam magrad ar gaiToSeba. mzisanarekls vuyureb zRvaze. isic ar tyuis,marTla midis da mtovebs, magram meoredResve dabrundeba, upirobod, anarek-lebi xom arasdros tyuian.

portis kafe. Seciebuli gemebi kivi-an, magram eseni sul kivian, sicxeSic dayinvaSic. sadRac Sors mihyavT adamiane-bi an tvirTi miaqvT an adamianebis tvir-Ti. brundebian, rom isev wavidnen, ganu-wyvetliv, sul... luds ara uSavs, zam-Tris pirobaze. musika ki mdare, daZvele-bul luds hgavs. barmens vTxov, romgamocvalos anda sul gamorTos. swyinsda rTavs, memorCileba, sxva gza arc aqvs.kafeSi jerjerobiT mxolod Cven vsxed-varT, Tanac zamTaria, SeiZleba damSeu-li frinvelebi Semogvematon. mofrind-nen, ludze davpatiJeb. mari cota daR-lilia, magram rogorc yovelTvis kargxasiaTze, Zalian unda Seecado, rom amgogos xasiaTi gaufuWo. amiT likasZalian magonebs.

_ guSin isev saba gamaxsenda. arada,darbevaze vwerdi.

_ zaporoJecisa da vardebis ambavi,xo? _ daRlili, magram xalisiani xmiTmekiTxeba.

_ xo..._ likaze momiyevi ra rame, _ mTx-

ovs mari.fanjridan zRva Cans. fanjaraze

maris anarekli, isev rom ar tyuis. unda,likaze vuambo, gogoebs xom gansakuTre-biT ainteresebT erTmaneTis cxovreba,erTmaneTis Tavgadasavlebi. gemebi kikivian, napirs Sordebian da brundebian,miaqvT da moaqvT adamianebis tvirTi.

_ meTevzeze mogiyvebi._ romel meTevzeze? _ gakvirvebu-

li mekiTxeba._ Cemi bavSvobis meTevzeze. guSin

damesizmra._ meTevze arasdros damsizmrebia,

_ iRimis mari da luds svams._ monadire?_ momiyevi ra, Tu miyvebi.

14biWvinTeli meTevze gamaxsenda.

Tavze Txeli kovbois qudi exura,raRacnairad feTxumurad, yovlad ar-akovbourad. mezRvauris gvarianaddalaqavebuli maisuriT Semosiliyo.gverdiT viwro, Jangiani taSti edga, sa-dac momakvdavi Tevzebi farTxalebd-nen. mivirbine, gavucine da taSts zRva-Si gadavuZaxe ise umal, rom sapasuxodgaRimeba verc moaswro. SemebralnenTevzebi. bavSvobidan CamrCa misi garu-juli, daRaruli saxe da Tvalebi, gaog-nebuli, damfrTxali, SeZrwunebuli.Tevzebi Semebralnen, aseTi humanuribavSvi viyavi.

mesizmreba, rom wlebis mere isevvnaxe, imave sanapiroze, isev kovbois qudiexura, Taviseburad, mazalod. isev mezR-vauris Txeli maisuri ecva, gverdiTacis viwro, gaSavebuli taSti edga, oRondcarieli. Tevzebi gamqraliyvnen, yinvi-sa da meTevzis SiSiT aorTqlebuliyvnen.Semomxeda, daRaruli garujuli saxesusxisgan gafiTreboda. gaToSili,kbils kbilze akawkawebda da mTeli sx-euli ucaxcaxebda. gancvifrebulimaTvalierebda, TiTqos micno. ar mi-brazdeboda, ubralod, ukvirda, romisev SevxvdiT. saSinlad Semebrala, imJangian taStSi mofarTxale Tevzebzemetad. adamianebi arasdros mebralebi-an. isini ar unda Seibralo. undaTanaugrZno, mxarSi amoudge, Torem Se-braleba da damcireba ram gayo.

mesizmreba da ZilSi Camesmis, meoreSexvedrisas rogor veZaxdi. moica, Ziakaco, Tbili jempri maqvs... xo, balan-tainsac xom ar dalev, as grams?mogixdeba. veZaxi da sastumroskenqoSiniT gavrbivar. meRviZeba.

15gareT viyurebi. ise Camobnelda,

zRva TiTqmis aRar Cans. sadRac SuquraanaTebs, magram sanapiro zolamde verwvdeba. mxolod Suqi moCans da zRva kisibneleSia Cakarguli.

_ marTla arsebobda is meTevze? _mekiTxeba mari.

_ xo, arsebobda._ Tevzebic?_ Jangiani taStic._ isev xumrob._ ara. marTla damesizmra._ monadireebi ar gesizmreba?zRvis sibneleSi, anarekli imdenad

lamazi da daxvewilia, rom fanjarasTvals vwyvet da maris vuyureb. albaT,namdvil adamianebTan ufro martiviaurTierToba. xandaxan ginda, rom gipa-suxon, Tundac mogatyuon andamoatyuo. likas xSirad vatyuebdi. is _arasdros. me megona, rom ar vatyuebdi.imas egona, rom Cemi tyuilebis jero-da. SeiZleba isic matyuebda xolme. ma-gram ar vicodi. Cven xom adamianebiviyaviT da ara anareklebi. anareklebadrom davbadebuliyaviT, axlac erTadviqnebodiT an erTad gavqrebodiT. esyvelaferi minda maris avuxsna, magrammgoni ver gamigebs, albaT ZalianSevaSineb. wamodgeba, gaiqceva da Cemi cx-ovrebidan samudamod daikargeba,rogorc lika, Tumca likasgan me gaviqe-ci. sxva gza ar iyo. xandaxan sxva gza araris, mxolod ganSorebaa gamosavali.

maris silueti sul ufro emsgavse-boda likas mogonebas. mindoda, rom esgamemxila, magram ver vbedavdi. gemebikiodnen da siSoridan mogonebebi mo-hqondaT, TiTqos mogoneba da sinamd-vile erTmaneTs unda Serwymoda. „egaris!~ _ metyoda, saba. giyvars da cx-ovreba axlidan daiwye.

Tumca Znelia, Zmao. fizikosi xar daCemgan ar geswavleba droisa da sivr-cis ambavi. warsuls da awmyos ver ga-vaerTianebT. warsuls plus awmyo mo-mavals arasdros udris.

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lela mgelaZesamSoblos siZulvili

Cemi samSoblo kalmiT naxati,`ca-firuz, xmeleT-zurmuxti~ da a. S.eri Cemi _ tolerantuli:siamovnebiT mivaTxovebT qaliSvilebsmdidar ucxoelT;siamovnebiT davulocavT gzas vaJiSvilebsdovlaTiT savse evropaSi.axia mdidar evropelebze, Tuki SemTxveviTmaTi binebi SemoeZarcvaT,marketebidan TiTo Sesvlaze samasi evros saqoneli Tu gamoyvebaT.qurdoba, raRa Tqma unda, qarTvelisTvis ukadrisia,magram, gadasakargavSi, sadac nacnobi veravingxedavs _ SeiZleba.aq ki dasaSvebia qarTvelTa marSi`gaxrwnil~ ucxoelTa winaaRmdeg.Tavisuflebismoyvarea Cemi eri da aba raRa gasakviria,rom bevri CvenSi ver iguebs moralis lagams.ar eswavlebaT mamakacebs qalis mixedva, muWSi momwyvdeva,xolo qalebs feminizmi asxamT tvinebSi.CvenTan cocxals gasaWirSi oci lariT SeveweviT(an saerTod _ ar), mkvdars ki _ orasiT.Sromismoyvare xalxi gaxlavarT, oRondSroma maSin gviRirs, Tu fufunebas velodebiT.lukma-purisTvis oflisRvra ki ar gvekadreba.verc imas vitanT, roca Cveni oflis magivrad am miwaze sxvisi iRvreba.purismWameli eri gaxlavarT da restoranSi erT dRes`Wama-sma didad Sesargi~ gviRirs momdevno aT dRes SimSilad.Cemi samSoblo namdvilad aris:akakis leqsiviT ankara silamazis;vaJasaviT kacobriuli tkiviliT gajerebuli:galaktionis simaRle ciT da misive siRrme zRviT;xaverdovani da nayofieri mTa-veliT.es silamaze mSvenieri masalaa sadRegrZelosTvis.sacxovreblad ki is adgili gvirCevnia,sadac firuz cas faravs Savi gamonabolqvi,zurmuxt xmeleTs ki asfalti da rkina-betoni.Cems samSobloSi politika da eklesia saukeTeso biznesebia.

aseTi aris Cemi samSoblo.am yvelafrisTvis me mezizReba mTeli guliT Tanamedrove,magram vgiJdebi maradiul saqarTveloze.radganac, rogorc Rvinis bocaSi mTxles emarTeba,ise Caitans am yvelafers dro fskerze da mousavleTSi,xolo zemoT istoria, rogorc naRebs ise moidebs:im usaxelo moxuci qalis ambavs,Tvalsawieri mavTulxlarTiT rom SekumSvia,uxeljoxod sakuTar sxeuls rom ver atarebs,magram vefxvis brdRvinvasaviT ismis misgan,rom ar daTmobs arc arT goj miwas;an _ gvirgvinad daadgeba biWebis xsovna,vinc yumbarebs gadaefarnen;an imaTi _ mSvidobisas, sxvisi sicocxle Tavisas rom amjobines.swored amitom mTeli guliT, mTeli gonebiT,mTeli Cemi uZlurebiT var Seyvarebulimaradiul saqarTveloze.

wuTisoflis ori polusi

grZeli da Wreli procesiataxtrevaniviT Zvirfas kubosmiyveba ukan.erT bedis rCeuls acilebenuflis karamde(visTvisac mudam `fafis Wama~ iyo sofeli).misi saflavi yvavilTa sqeli sabniT dafares.

Soriaxlos kisawuTrosTan omwagebuls asaflaveben.misi saxeli icvleboda wlebis mixedviT:erqva oboli; martoxela;mudam sxvis Svil-Zirs gadamkvdari;Tavze dolabebnatrialebi;ocnebis bolowveTdamSrali...mcirea misi procesiada SiSveli miwayrili misi saflavisim bedis kvers hgavs,didxans rom cxva, cxva...ver gamocxvaumad CaifSvna soflis nacarSi.

ocneba _ wreze

swrafad iyrian tans xeebi sasaflaoze.fesvebTan Cveni Cataniliocnebis zRviT ivseben foTlebsda abruneben sunTqviT cocxlebTan.

mkiTxvels

yovelTvis, roca vmZimdebigaurkveveli warmoSobis sicarieliT,mxolod SenTan movdivar,Semovxsni am samyaros virtualur karsda giyvebi, rogor eweva guls qvemoTken miwis simZime.

roca vmZimdebi gaurkveveli warmoSobis sicarieliT,movdivar SenTan, amogivseb Tvalebs sityvebiT,romlebadac iqcnen vnebani.vimuxtebi aramiwier samyarosTansulis SexebiT da mivdivaramaoebis sisavseSi dajerebuli,mivdivar, daclilobis momdevno Semotevamde.

siyvarulisa sikvdilisa da miwisa

im siyvarulis istoriayvelaze metad mSvenieria,Cumad, CrdilSi furcel-furcelrom iwerebada samzeoze gasatanad mis avtorebsar emetebaT.

* * *erTad daxnuli yanebis;erTad daCexili SeSis;erTad aweuli Wiqis;avbedobasa da bedobaSierTad gaweuli Wapanis wilmezoblebisgan miZRvnili kvercxiZvirfas samSvenisad daxvdaT Svilebs,misi ubralo saflavis qvasTan.

* * *sikvdilis xedvaadreul wlebSi gveZleva mokvdavT.xedva imisa, rom bavSvobis ocnebebiaris momavlis butaforia _mxolod maSin, roca sikvdiliukve mzeraSi gvisaxldeba.

* * *gulmowyale da keTilia miwa,Tu giyvars.ar getyvis, rom asakovansver dagasaqmebs.guluxvobas gaixdis wesad,mis mosmenas Tuki iswavli.oRond es zne aqvs _mosiyvarules Tu moZules

erTnairi aRfrTovanebiTCaikravs gulSi.

* * *xes gavs poeti _Tamamad ise ver itoteba cis siRrmeSi,miwa-tkivili Tuki mWidrod ar adgas fesvze.roca miwasTan metad unda Sexeba,foTlebs gaicvens.

* * *jer vwerdi caze, cisartyelaze,cis namiviT wyalwyala leqsebs.mogvianebiT _ siyvarulze da vnebis cecxlze,iseT msubuqebs, rogoricTavad nacaria _ cecxlis nayofi.axla _ sikvdilze,mtvris gemoTi Sezavebulda miwasaviT mZime leqsebs vwer.

* * *rogorc sikvdilsa da sicocxles Soris;rogorc saR azrsa da sigiJes Soris,rogorc casa da miwas Soris,rogorc siyvarulsa da siZulvils Soris,ise mcirea gza Senamde, ufalo Cemo,me ki mainc ver movaRwie.

warmatebis formula

Tu SeaRwev romelime miuval sferos,sadac cotas Tu SeZlebia kalmis miwvdenada ginda sxvebic aziaro samyarostolitvirTis simCates,tyuilad eli mowonebas mkiTxvelisagan.taSi Tu ginda, were wvimaze, yvavilebze,qaris qrolvaze.strofSi erTxel Tqvi sityva _ `miyvarxar~;moduri arisabstraqtuli movlenebis gaxda-Semocma.zvinebad dadgi ipiTetebi,an daayene gulisamrevad mWevrmetyveluririTmebis tbori(gulisamrevad _ radgan lamazi ver iqneba namdvili sityva).itrabaxe, rom megobrad geguleba baxusis bindi;rom ibolebi da gadixar.gansxvavebuli Seni xelwera aravis unda.mkiTxvelis fexs ver eRirsebi,nurc dakvirvebul Tvals elodebi,Tu SemTxveviTi konkursis prizmagasxivosneba ar mogitana.amis gareSe,Tu vinmem SenTan Semoirbina, zedapirze gadagabijebs.aravis da araferSi sWirdeba siRrme.Senc adeqi da itivtive, an ifarfate.rac SeiZleba met megobars waakiTxe Seni naweri.gijobs gabruvde maTi yalbi taSis grialiT.ase jobia.an ra siRrmeSi qeqva agityda,samudamo CaRrmaveba merec geyofa.

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Tova fanjridan

arc melandeba, arc vazviadeb _anaTebs, rogorc saxe momavlis:qali, romelic lamaziada,bavSvi, im qalis Svili romaris.

anaTebs ZaRlic, baRic, garaJic,manqanac, rasac Tova SefuTnisramdeni Suqi Cans fanjaraSi,magram arcerTi me ar mekuTvnis...

xvedri

vmartoob Cem wil cian-miwian,ZafiviT mwyveten nervebs wuTebi:qars gavekide _ ar damiwia,wvimas viWer da ver vexutebi.

Tovls vuyvarvar da isic oriansami dRiT tovebs Tavis saelCosda yvelaferi ise Soria,ise mZafri da ise saeWvo!..

viwvnie Wiris yvela damRadavewvie tanjvis yovel derefans.me sikvdils ise marTals davxatav _vidre momklavdes, momefereba...

martoxela

roca deda aragyavs,roca mama aragyavs,roca da-Zmac aragyavs,roca Svilic aragyavs,roca colic aragyavs,roca arvin aragyavs _sixarulic, ocnebacgaclis, Turme, araqaTsda mTel Sens arsebobassevda gasdevs varayad,TiTqos dedamiwazegaCenili araxar...

dila zRvis sanapiroze

margalitebis cariel saxlebs _niJarebs eWvi avsebT loqoriszRva mdumarebas xeliviT maxlebs _mSveniereba sufevs rogori!

daval da vucqer Tvalebis amqarxiblebs da sulis erTgul fareSebs.ar SeiZleba iaro amgvarsilamazeSi qalis gareSe...

bedi da siyvaruli

beds rad abrazebs Cemi braldeba,me xom ara vTxov oqros dukatebs! _qali Tu Zlier Semiyvardeba,minda im qalsac Zlier vuyvarde.

sanam vcxrebode grigiT, bizeTida vrTavde cremlebs _ Zafebs saqargavs! _ver Seviyvare qali iseTi,romelic Cemze Wkuas dakargavs!

ar vici xval-zeg Tu ra momelis,mzada var bedis jvarze salursmned.ver Seviyvare qali, romelicWkuas dakargavs Cem siyvarulze.

baTu Sareli

* * *bavSvobaSi,roca ezoSi vTamaSobdiTdamalobanas dakaraliokis xes miyrdnobilni,rig-rigobiT vixuWebodiT,RmerTiviT gvwamda, romerTmaneTs kvlav vipovnidiTda agznebulni(Cveni rwmenis gasamtkiceblad)Tamamad vxsnidiT yvela samalavs.

da roca Cveni ezos mtverSigaTqvefili mzeemsgavseboda simwifisgandamskdar broweuls,izrdebodnen Cveni Crdilebi.

da izrdebodnen aramarto Cveni Crdilebi,aramed _ Cveni sxeulebicda mxolod suli,mxolod suli ar gaizarda,romelic ise vaSimSileT, rom daavaddada wonaSi kidec daiklo.

bavSvobaSiRmerTiviT gvwamda,rom es mxolod TamaSi iyo.

* * *dedamiwa rom TviTneburad mitrialdebada zurgs Seaqcevs...Cven ki, vambobT _ mze Cavidao,es, rwmenaa, Tu _ Sengan Tavis daRwevis xerxi?

ocdaTeqvsmeti weli gavidada jer saTqmeli ver amovRerRe!

dedis muclidan moyolebuli,sulze macvia cxovelis tyavi!aTiaTasjer mombane wyluli,aTasjer Ziri gamomiTxare!

adamiani! _ ai, vin SegrCi! _aTasi codviT tanmokirwyluli.

* * *noemberia. sicivea. mze TiTebs imtvrevs.foTlebi xeze TamaSoben „CamoxrCobanas~.qari damZimda _ veRar beravs imdenad filtvebs,sulis SeberviT, cas, abelis sisxli mibanos.

cac aRar aris gamWvirvale, miT ufro _ Txeli.miwa naxSirisnacvalia da talaxs akmevs.tartarozebad gadaqceul dedebis xeliT,Cvilebis sisxlSi gadayrian damtvreul akvnebs

da ar iqneba yvavilebSi mzeebis kdema-mosileba da mimoseva velze siota.mxolod siSiSvle, simartove, sibere, sevda,sinanuliviT morCenili ukan, sioni,

mogonebebi _ sisxlisferi, rogorc katequ,survili, wixliT gautexo xerxemlis malasakuTar warsuls, da radganac ganze gadeqi,amomSral sulSi, mewamul fers, SviliviT malav,

rogorc oboli _ gardacvlili mSobelis suraTs,romelsac xSirad ixsenebs da saxe ar axsovs.wevxar nestian sawolSi da mTvare gaxuravs,masac, SensaviT, gamosvlia TvalebTan xavsi.

vin icis, iqneb, Svili mokla SensaviT manac?vin icis, iqneb, SeSlilia SensaviT isic?ginda, ar gwamdes es ca, miwa, sisxli da, aRarcsiqalwuleSi dadebuli gulwrfeli ficic,

romelic gatyda, rogorc brolis nazi larnaki,rogorc odesRac daluquli bneli saknebi.me Sen mogitan gadagdebul akvans, gatirebda Sen geqneba erTi codviT ufro naklebi

da Senc naxav, rom gamWvirvale da Tanac _ Txelica aRar aris, miwac ukve Sens sxeuls akmevs.axla, mkvlelebad gadaqceul dedebis xeliT,Cvilebis sisxlSi gadayrian damtvreul akvnebs,hoda, avkrifoT.

* * *oTaxSi sami dRis samyofi haeria.kedlebze peplebi xataven bavSvobas.Seni Tvalebia aTasi karati.

debiuti soso lipartia

erTmaneTs davSordiTda var gaxleCilida, Cems damSral fskerze,abelis sisxliviT iRvreba sicive.me misiT vivsebi, rogorc avzi,da minda gaqceva, rogorc avazas,magram, Seborkili, mxolodsakuTari RerZis garSemo Tu SevZleb trials.da asec xdeba (uZraoba, mxolod sikvdilSia)da viwyeb trials sakuTari RerZis garSemo,Tumca ki, ar aris advilisiciviT savse sxeulis daZvrada Tavs vimxneveb, rom mxoloddaZvraa saWiro, mere ki, yvelaferiinerciis saqme iqneba.gamocdili meTodia:Semiyvardi da,mas mere, inercias mivyvebi.

* * *RmerTo! dekemberi civi morevia!an es amindebi ratom aiCeme!deda, momefere, Zili momeria.deda, momefere, guli gaviWeri.

* * *cis da miwis sarecels _

horizonts Tu miaRwev,anu, Tu gadalaxav zRvas, romelic napirmadaatyveva, zecidan, yvelganmyofi iahve,marjnisferi lampariT gaginaTebs gza-savals,zRvidan, TeTrma meduzam qvebze gainapirada siyvaruls avedrebs mzes _

qvesknelSi Camavals.

aris TeTri ocneba, rogorc TeTri klaviSi.aris am ocnebaSi minoruli siSavec.rom makvdebi yoveldRe

Cems dakoJril mklavebSi,mzeo, ra dagiSave! mzeo, ra dagiSave!

* * *suli amindiviT ameria,fanjrebs Seesisxlnen moskitebi.Tu ar mapatieb Secodebas,rogorc tyavgaclili kamelia,mogikvdebi.

* * *guSin qari xaverdian gumbaTebTan gaifanta,Sen sarecels gisvelebdnen

Tovlis TeTri zefirebi,mTvare, rogorc sulamiTa,

mgloviare rogorc altida siyvarulgaReRili uriJraJo Ramis farda,irxeoda, rogorc saflavs dafenili rekviemi,sadac yvela uSviloa,

sadac yvela akvnebs amtvrevs,sadac yvela mihyavs fantoms,

sadac yvela (mkvdrebis garda)aris kaklis kuboebTan gadarguli oleandri.

me movedi SenTan,roca Tovli brolis TiTebs gbanda,

roca bages giwiTlebda ziarebis tkbili bangi,Rame iyo ukelaptro da sikvdilis angeloziRia TvalTa sarkmlebidan

gahyurebda mwife tyemlebs,mTaSi Tovli yvavilobda, caSi _ sulTa ikebana.mowyenilma tirifebma wamwamebi daisveles.

noemberic miileva, vidre miwa giamborebs,vidre muxis mZime kubo Seereva mtvrian cxedars.me davxocav Sens saflavze gadawolil niamorebs,vidre RmerTi Sens ganaCens

xelmeored gadaxedavs.

magram...rogor miicvale...ici? _ kidev mova Tovli,gaSiSvlebul fiWvis fesvebs Seaciebs, gadafaravs.veRar naxav rogor bardnis...es iqneba, albaT, bolo...es iqneba mTvaris fifqi

da landebiT qali _ alti,qerubimTa frTebis wyeba, serafimTa wynari arfa,sulmimqrali daisebi da bulbulis nazi solo.rom mcodnoda Seni tanjva,

me gazafxuls mogitandi,Cemi sunTqvis dedofalo, Cemo TeTro dedofala.

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aCu, besodasawyisi pirvel gverdze

es xalxi irakli javaxaZem iSova.rogorc icis xolme, Cqar-CqaralaparakiT damireka da mokled dasruliad gasagebad miTxra, rac undo-daT. Seno, mgoni, raRac magdagvarigaqvs dawerilio da vabSe is ambavi mo-vuyveT, rogorc namdvilio, miTxra.ra gvenaRvleboda, zemo aWaraSi gada-vreke, gadmovreke da ina gorgilaZeSevigule _ saqarTvelos arasodesgacdenia, magram Tanamedrove tipismuslimi gogo iyo. avuxseni rac mind-oda _ rom viTom Tavis droze isla-muri saxelmwifos tyveoba gamoiarada es ambebi magrad icis. Cemi wignicgavugzavne, meTqi, waikiTxe daamerikelebTan erTad rom CamovalT,mwyobrad da gasagebad mogviyevi.gaecina, magaT Cveni konsultacia radundaT, islamuri qveynebis mimarT ise-Ti ltolva aqvT, sayvareli qalis sx-eulze arsebuli yvela xaliviT zepi-rad ician ambebio. amerikuli stan-darti aseTi iyo, holivudi asemuSaobda da ras SevcvlidiT?

irakli javaxaZe da daTo gabuniaunda Camosuliyvnen. gabuniam dareka,gamxnevdiT, sazamTro momaqvso, magramaCiko qiqoZis maradmowyenil saxesamiT Sveba mainc ar miadga.

_ Wadraki mainc viTamaSoT, _vuTxari orives da Cemi xeliT davaw-yve.

zemo aWara yovelTvis Zalian gan-sxvavebuli, gamorCeuli iyo xolmesaqarTvelodan. aWareli kacic xomraRacnairi dinji da mZimea, raWulisidinjisgan da svanuri simZimisgansruliad gansxvavebuli, ufro roman-tikuli da mciredad xistic da aqau-ri bunebac xom swored aseTia.

saqarTveloSi ar megulebodaufro mciremiwiani adgili, ase romaiTvisa qarTvelma. wlebis win zemoaWaraSi rom Cavdiodi, arwivis bude-saviT gamokidebuli saxlebi da dReSixuTjer medreses moZaxili mTidanmTaze rom ismoda, iseT avTenturobasmatebda aqaurobas, rom kaimaRi, bora-no, sinori Tu yuruTi Cemnairi mWame-li kacisTvisac ki meorexarisxovanixdeboda.

aqauri muslimobac xom sruliadgansxvavebuli da avTenturi iyo.radikalizmisgan Soreuli da ucnau-rad msuye, aRmosavluri tkbileuliv-iT.

axlac, isargebles ra avtonomiiT,aWarlebma pirveleba gamoacxades,rom saqarTvelos am nawilSi, mxolodeleqtrotransportiT gadaadgilebaiyo SesaZlebeli. es gadawyvetileba,ekonomikurad saocrad warmatebuliaRmoCnda. gadazidvebi mxolod ma-tareblebiT xorcieldeboda, rac Se-mosavlis didi wyaro aRmoCndarkinigzisTvis. ekologiurma oazismaturistebis ricxvi gaarvamaga ara mx-olod ucxoeTidan, qveynis Signidan-ac.

baTumSi fasebi xelovnurad aswies.saqarTveloSi arsad ise Zviri ar Rir-da gadaadgileba, rogorc aq. tram-vais sammagi fasebi Tavidan adgilo-brivebisTvis lamis demonstraciebissababi gaxda, mere ki gasammagebulmayavisa da sastumros gadasaxadma daxelfasebma, es ambavi TavisiT daareg-ulires.

beso TeTrebiT TamaSobda. qiqoZemairCia Savi. sadac ori mweralia, iq am-bebis korianteli TavisiT dgeba, aq kisamni visxediT da danarCen ors velo-debodiT.

1.mf3 mf6 / 2.c4 g6 / 3. mc3 kg7 / 4.d4 0-0 /5.kf4 d5 / 6.lb3 dXc4 / 7.lXc4 c6 / 8.e4 mbd7/ 9.ed1 mb6 / 10.lc5 kg4 /11.kg5 ma4...qiqoZem frTxilad daiwyo. iseTi piriuCanda, kai sammag dacvas apirebda.xvedeliZe aqac SetevaSi garboda daTan gauTaveblad miziarebda misibolo wignis ambavs, rac aseve misi aR-moCenis Sedegad daebada. ambavi ki ase-Ti iyo:

xvedeliZis azriT, stalini sinamd-vileSi sulac ar iyo juRaSvili, ju-RaSvilis ambavi gadasaxlebaSi das-

rulda, roca orma patimarma SesaW-melad wamoiyvanao. xvedeliZes sain-tereso ideebi ki hqonda xolmestalinTan dakavSirebiT, magaliTad,saxlmuzeumis ramdenime TviT CineTSiwaReba da miliardobiT dolariswamoReba, potsdamis stalinisvagoniT „vakrugsvetas~ mowyoba daegeTebi, magram es axali versia ZalianTamami iyo.

12.la3 mXc3 /13.bXc3 mXe4 /14.kXe7lb6 /15.kc4 mXc3. sanam beso rolSi Sei-Wra da im epizods miyveboda, rogorSeicvala juRaSvili cimbirSi, isevreligiuri cxovreba daiwyo dagaqceviTac mxolod imitom gaiqca,rom monasterSi dasaxlebuliyoo.jibgirma, vinc misi ndoba imiT moipo-va, rom Rrmadmorwmune adamianadmoaCvena Tavi, daarwmuna, gahyoloda.Cemi moZRvari Старец Фаддей dagvx-vdeba marxiliT da iseT miuval adgi-las vicxovrebT, mxolod RvTismSobe-li an misi Ze gankiTxvisas Tu mogvag-nebeno. cxonebuli soso SeuWamiaT orgaqnil inguSsa da afxaz jibgirs, erT-erTs amxanagis tansacmeli CaucmeviamisTvis da roca meorec moinela, Tavi-si buSlati dautovebia ZvlebTan er-Tad da soso juRaSvilis patimrisformiT ki misula revolucio-nerebTan, Zmebo, mimiReTo.

sosos bevri ambavi mouyolia sinan-uliT. rogor gaitaces milionebiTbilisidan, rogor hyavda ukanonoSvilebi, rogor ar daufasa partiamSroma da msgavsebi. gadarCenilma afx-azma yvelaferi licenzirebuli vin-dousiviT Seinaxa tvinis Hard Disk-zeda mere, roca komunistebs Sexvda, kaigamocdili partieliviT eWira Tavi,Tumca jibgirobas sikvdilamde vergadaeCvia da maSinac ki, roca na-cistebTan brZolis strategiazemuSaobda sxva komunistebTan erTad,xan romels amoaclida jibidan part-bileTian safules da xan romelso.

beso wlebis ganmavlobaSi nepalSicxovrobda, yvelaze mSvidobismoy-vare xalxSi dedamiwis zurgze. am mS-vidobismoyvareobas cota waxmarebacWirdeba, maTi religiis garda. amg-vari waxmareba sruliad bunebrivi me-TodebiT xdeba, romelsac, eWvi mqon-da, beso qarTuli SemarTebiT, gansx-vavebuliT etaneboda.

_ jibgiroba nametani xom araa, _vkiTxe, roca besom qiqoZis Semotevismere, e7-dan kuTi ukan daixia. qiqoZemfrTxili Setevebi gaaagrZela... 16.kc5efe8 qiSi / 17.mff1ke6 /18.kXb6 kc4 qiSi /19.mfg1 me2 qiSi / 20.mff1 mXd4 qiSi /21.mfg1 me2 qiSi / 22.mff1 mc3 qiSi / 23.mfg1aXb6 / 24.lb4 ea4 / 25.lXb6 mXd1...swrafad gaiTamaSes da besom siuJetisganviTareba ganagrZo. aq uxvad iyo SeT-qmulebis Teoriebi, daxvretili adami-anebi, visac crustalinis SesaZlo sai-dumlos gaTqma SeeZloT. beso xvedel-iZe iqamdec ki mivida, rom sawyalikekec Semoiyvana siuJetSi _ staliniwlebi imitom ar naxulobda ̀ dedas~, arsurda qals misi saidumlo gaeTqvao.amas garda, siuJetSi bevri sisxli, seq-si da ZaRlebi iyvnen. besos yovelTvisuyvarda cxovelebi da es gasakviri ariyo, magram amdeni sisxli?

saaTs davcqerodi. Cvenebi ar Cand-nen. beso grZlad da vrclad yveboda.pirvel pirSi rom ar mogviTxro es am-bavi da iq viyavio, ar daifica, ukvekargi iyo. rogorc wesi, sanam rameswerda, nacnob-megobrebSi yvebodaxolme siuJetebs da amitom, aRaravisukvirda Tu beso raWaSi moCvenebas Sex-vda, mkvdari ipova sadarbazos lift-Si, ucxoplanetelebma moitaces an ku-marma xeli dauqnia fanjridan _ ase-Ti iyo beso.

vicodi, misi ambavi crustalinzekidev kai xani gagrZeldeboda. vi-fiqre, kargi iqneboda, Tu vaioSi CemZvel karg nacnobebs maxo gorgilaZisojaxSi vestumrebodi da maT gakeTe-bul ugemrieles yuruTs SevWamdi.maxo Zalian karg Rvinos ayenebda, Tu-Tuni ki mgoni aWaraSi saukeTesoc kimohyavda. vifiqre, mivirben,gavabolebT erT-or gadaxvevas, dav-levT sam-oTx Wiqas da im ambebs gavix-senebT, jer kidev axali gaxsnili romhqonda marani da kulinariuli eqs-pediciiT vestumreT-meTqi. davurekekidec da saqarTveloSi ar iyo. rome-liRac saerTaSoriso Rvinis festi-valze wavida da sam dReS Camovao. mivx-vdi, besos ambebis mosmena isev momiw-evda da vcade, siamovneba mimeRo mos-menilisgan, xvedeliZes xom unarihqonda sruliad banaluri situaciawarmoudgenlad daexata. axlac aqeTmihyavda.

_ aCu, beso! _ im cnobili frTianifrazasaviT Sevyvire, magrammxedrisTvis xelic ar uxlia.

26. h3 eXa2 / 27.mfh2 mXf2 / 28.ee1 eXe1/ 29.ld8 qiSi kf8 / 30.mXe1 kd5 / 31.mf3 me4 /32. lb8 b5. swrafad gaiTamaSes da be-som ganagrZo. meore msoflio omi iyo,hitleri ukve CamosuliyosaqarTveloSi, kerZod ki likanSi, sai-dumlo matarebliT, da crujuRaS-vils Sexvedria. am ukanasknels uTq-vams, omi mogebuli maqvs, xom xedav,SemiZlia Seni piradi usafrTxoebadavicva, Tu teqnologiebs, romelicgermaniam SeimuSava, amerikelebzeadre me gadmomcemo. hitlers,rogorc sCveoda, simwrisgan sul xal-iCebi daukbenia, magram mere daTanxm-da da swored aq gadawyda yvelafer-io.

ambebi ki iyo saintereso, magramguli migrZnobda, beso waagebda. iseukanmouxedavad utevda, qiqoZe erTkai aperkots daaxvedrebda da daaSa-maTebda. vicodi me aCikos oinebi.

_ dacvas mixede, xvedeliZe, dac-vas! _ kidev erTxel vuTxari da inamaWaruli tkbileuli da aRmosavluriyava mogvitana. qiqoZe dafas uyureb-da, xvedeliZe saRamos tbasaviT mSve-nier maspinZels, me yvelas erTad dauceb mivxvdi, rom am qveyanas aqvs San-si, iyos bednieri da gamixarda.

Tumca, es bolos dasaweri frazaada iqidan ganvagrZob, inam yava romdagvilaga magidaze da Camogvijda.

ina wiTurTmiani aWareli iyo.aseTs bevrs ver naxavdi xulos raion-Si. aseT lamaz qals ki saqarTveloSicZnelad moZebnidi. amitom uyurebdaxvedeliZe ase miSterebiT da stalin-ic daaviwyda da trockic, romlis am-

bavzec aucileblad mividoda, Caqu-CiT iyo mosaklavi argentinaSi.

inam wyliT savse boTlidan „koko-tauri~ Camoasxa da ratomRac qiqoZeshkiTxa: „ver mivxvdi, qristianiwinaswarmetyvelis saflavi rad undaTmuslimebs?~

qiqoZes gaecina, kargi kiTxvaao. ne-tav eg SekiTxva Cven, mwerlebsacdagvesva damkveTisTvis, axla aq arviyuryutebdiT „javaxaZe i ivo kaman-das~ molodinSio.

yvelas gagvecina. aCikos hqonda esniWi, Zalian sevdiani saxiT ixumreb-da, arc CaiRimebda da Sen gagecinebo-da. axlac ase iyo.

mokled vcade amexsna, rom viTomromeliRac fanatikurad ganwyobiliislamuri dajgufeba msoflios sxva-dasxva kuTxidan mociqulTa wmindanawilebis moparvas iwyebs, rom yve-lanairi kvali gaqres qristesa da misi12 mowafis Sesaxeb. rom viTomda, amismere daiwyeba propaganda, qristiano-bis, rogorc srulad gamogonili re-ligiis Taobaze. viTom, 11 mociqulissaflavi ganZarcvulia da meTormete,mataTas wminda nawilebis dasacavadaris mobilizebuli interpolic daprotagonisti semuelic, visac, stan-dartulad, amerikuli kinosTvis dam-axasiaTeblad, ojaxuri problemebiaqvs, SeiZleba col-Svili teraqts See-wira, an loTobasa da narkomanias ga-dayolils gaeqcnen, an sulac Tavaddaxoca da axla, erTis mxriv, msof-lio gmiri xdeba, meores mxriv, irkve-va, rom saSinel adamianTan gvaqvssaqme.

Tu vinmes ar unaxavs, rogor icv-lis mxiarul saxes aWareli muslimiqali, vwuxvar. amaze avismomaswavebe-li da amave dros lamazi sanaxaoba,veWvob, beSumSi 3 wuTSi Secvlili amin-dic ki iyos.

me saqarTveloSi Zalian cota meg-uleba qali, visac gabrazebis damal-va ase Zalian SeiZleba uxdebodes.

ina ki sruliad afeTqda. marTalia,araferi uTqvams, magram Tan TqvasaerTod araferi. misma TiTebma, tu-Cebma da mxrebma ki veraferi damales.

Zalian Sevwuxdi. raRacnairad, ux-erxulad gamomivida. adgilobriviwarmoebis sigaretis filtrs suli Se-vubere da uxerxulobis gasafantavadbesos mxarze xeli davartyi:

„aCu, beso!~es cnobili gamoTqma, romliTac,

viTomda nona gafrindaSvilma mwvrT-nelis karnaxiT msoflio Cempionatimoigo, albaT ar exsomebaT maT, vincsabWoTa kavSiris dangrevis mere dai-bada, magram mainc Zalian magarigamoTqmaa.

da rom Zalian magaria, amaSi inasgamodarebamac damarwmuna. albaT mix-vda, ar viyaviT Zalian cudi biWebi damere ra, rom beso standartuladepranWeboda, aCiko uxmod eweoda sig-arets da me, sruliad ucxo 10 adami-ani unda momeyvana ojaxSi, romelsacarc ki vicnobdi.

holivudelebi gvian RamiT Camov-idnen. eleqtroavtobusi gafuWebuliar iyo, rogorc vivaraudeT, ubral-od, holivudel stumrebs da Cven mw-erlebs uCxubiaT.

daTo gabunias erT-erTi produse-risTvis muSti Caurtyams saxeSi daaxla amerikels wina kbili aklda, da-Tos Sexveuli hqonda marcxena. acragaukeTebiaT gabuniasTvis da Serige-bac mouswriaT, Tumca Cvenebi cotauxasiaTod momeCvennen.

ambavi ki ase moxda:sahaero taqsiT Zvel baTums aTva-

lierebdnen Turme. restoran „Rele-Rurdanidan~ kai naxevari saaTis wamo-sulebi yofilan. produser, vinme jei-son Comskis cota meti dauleviaojaleSi, Cxaveri da maxaTuri. Rvinisarevas abralebdnen jeisonisarevasac. miwaze barbaciT, magram ad-amianad idga Turme, taqsiSi kimZRolisTvis, qobuleTeli fut-karaZe SuSanasTvisTvis pirdapirZuZuebSi Cauyvia Tavi da mere cotagulic arevia zed.

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mainc fxizel gabunias Caurtyams sax-eSi.

sanam manqanas miwaze dasvamdnen,kargad uyanyaliaT. didi gaweva-damS-videba yofila transportSi da bev-ric kivili _ produsers Tavi mowam-luli qaTamiviT Camougdia da ariqa,stumari movkaliTo, amtydara yvir-ili.

mere, gvian Rame, „kaknaturis~ smarom gavagrZeleT, ki xumrobdnenamerikelebi, amas dartma codnia,mters moxvdes eg xelio. daTo, Cveu-lad, uxerxulad icinoda da TanTvals kbildakarguli stumriskenaparebda.

yvela didi ambis nawili Cxubia. siy-varulic ki gadis am xids, zogi Cavar-deba xolme, zogi Zlevs. Cxubis (kon-fliqtis) gareSe istoriis mTavari mo-mentebic ki uinteresoa, gansakuTre-biT mniSvnelovani ki sakuTar TavTandapirispirebebia, rogorc wesi.

gabunia meore dRes uxasiaTod iyo.aravis elaparakeboda da iRrineboda.SeeSvi ra, kacis fiqrebSi Careva aravi-si saqme araa, uTxra qiqoZem besos,roca dedofali Sewiruli hyavda.aseT upiratesobas WadrakSi aravin pa-tiobs. „aCu, beso~ _ kidev erTxelvuTxari da amjerad, es susti pozici-is mqone aCikos daxmarebis surviliufro iyo, vidre besos daxmareba.xvedeliZem yuric ar Seibertya da isevSetevaSi wavida.

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bolo 8 svla ufro tragikuli aR-moCnda, vidre vaterlooSi gamagrebu-li napoleoni da misi brZaneba gener-al de gruSis _ sanam ar gibrZaneb, armomeSveloo. marSalma da generalmarom damoukidebeli gadawyvetilebismiReba ver SeZlo da Soridan uyureb-da, rogor anadgurebdnen frangebsbluheris mamaci biWebi (romelsacbrZolis velze ar eloda cnobilijuja). yvelam icis, mere rac moxda,belgiis es cnobili xidic am adamianisunebobis saukeTeso magaliTia, magramzemo aWaraSi, xvedeliZis sa-sowarkveTili mefis xetiali ufrodramatuli iyo, vidre is, 1815 wlis 18ivnisis ambavi.

_ ra mosesaviT daatareb dafazemag mefes, danebdi, _ erTi Tqva, ma-gram imerulad javaxaZem da sanamgaucinar qiqoZes vasulierebdiT,xvedeliZem waago.

ase fexebze ekidos wageba, iSviaT-ad minaxavs, xvedeliZes es SeeZlo. isCveulebrivi tipi arasodes yofila,iqneb amitomac dabodialobda nepal-idan bhutanSi da bhutanidan tailan-dSi. misi es xetiali mefis dafaze bo-dials hgavda, dacemebiT, wagebebiT daadgomebiT. raRacnairad gavbrazdi,aseTi mSvidi rom SeeZlo darCeniliyoda darCa.

„bolobolo, stalini juRaSviliiyo Tu ar iyo?~ _ vcade damcinavadmeTqva. „ar iyo!~ _ mTeli seriozulo-biT mipasuxa. vin icis, ramdeni hqondaamaze nafiqri?

„iqneb, arc Cven varT Cven?~ _ wa-filosofoseba vcade, magram ar gamo-mivida. xuTive avtori TavisTvis gan-martovebuliyo da fiqrobda. mweralirom fiqrs iwyebs, amaze autisturidedamiwaze araferia. misi ho, ho araa,ara _ arasodes „ara~. romeli dayude-buli beri gaejibreba mofiqral av-tors? veravin!

gvian RamiT, roca WriWinac ki cotaxniT isvenebs, yvelani SevikribeT. xomxdeba asec: arafers daTqvam, magramerTnairad ar dageZineba. gabunia dakbilmomZvrali produseri kargi me-gobrebiviT erTad svamdnen, aCiko mar-to ijda, beso krialosniT meditireb-da, javaxaZe mociqulebrivi aRfrTo-vanebiT anaTebda naxevradsibneleSi, meuceremoniod vamTqnarebdi.

yvelam Cveni versia vTqviT. arcerTi iyo urigo, yvelas Tavisi xedvada gansakuTrebulobis elferi dah-kravda. amerikeli produserebi dascenaristi, visac aqamde xma saerTodar amouRia, kmayofilebi Candnen.

mZRolebic ki gamovidnen gorgi-laZeebis ezoSi. saocari ganwyobaiyo. srul siCumeSi morigeobiT vam-bobdiT Cven-Cven versiebs. gana azre-bis gacvlaze didi saidumloeba bev-ria? meeWveba. rom mkiTxo, amaze metiintimis moZebna rTulia, rodesacerTi adamiani meores exsneba da azrsuziarebs.

rodis SemogvierTda ina, arc gami-gia. albaT WriWinebze metad vixmau-reT. kaklis ZirSi Camojda da gvismi-na da gvismina. sadRac gamTeniisken,roca upiloto patrulma mesamedgadagvifrina Tavze, manac Tqva. Tqvamokled da albaT yvelaze gasageba-dac:

didi sisulele mgonia muslimebsqristianis wminda sxeulis moparvasurdeTo da Tu mainc ase gindaT, memovaparinebdi mataTa mociqulis Zv-lebs da sadRac siriis Tavze, sadacufro adre Tendeba, vidre gonioSi,cecxlis irgvliv Semokrebili ter-oristebis Soris Zvlebidan aRmdgarqristian mociquls Cavsvamdio. me,muslim qals, mSvidobisTvis TqveniRmerTis cocxali arsebobis dajere-ba mirCevnia, vidre isev omi da sisx-lio.

Tavze ise dagvaTenda, verc mivx-vdiT. zemo aWaraSi sxvanairi gaTenebaicis. aseTi mzis amosvla saqarTvelo-Si arsad meguleba. sul megona, rom mzeswored aqedan, zotiyelis mxridan am-oiwvereba xolme, rom baTumTan zRva-Si Caixedos da Tavi moiwesrigos.

xvedeliZes ar dauZinia. arcgamkvirvebia _ male albaT gasxivosn-deboda da gveyoleboda qarTvelimeloti buda, 18 dekembers aRvniS-navdiT mis dabadebas da vTqvaT, 22 ian-vars gaxsivosnebas. im oTaxis fan-jarasTan atrialebda krialosans, merom unda mZineboda da ver CaviZine.fanjridan Tavi gavyavi da seriozu-li saxiT vcade, mekiTxa: bijo, stali-nis Secvla ram mogafiqrebina mainc?

aranakleb seriozulad amomxedada moWutuli TvalebiT mipasuxa:

_ micvalebuli stalinis 4 santi-metriani WuWu rom naxes, ici, rom wi-nadacveTili iyo?

iseTi mecnieruli damajereblo-biT Tqva, aRmomxda: kai, Cemi!

_ abaa! _ gaagrZela STagonebiT,_ da Tu soso juRaSvili iyo, CuCa rauyo?

besos melot Tavze mzis pirveli sx-ivi daeca Tu ara, Zilma Tavi wamarT-va. narkozis gakeTebisas aris aseTimomenti, roca fiqrob, rom wamiT dax-uWav Tvals da fiqrs ganagrZob, pal-ataSi ki geRviZeba. bolo rac gavi-fiqre is iyo, xvedeliZe raRaca Zalianmagars eweoda da malavda!

titaniver gadagviwyvetia, manqaniT wavi-

deT Tu matarebliT. matarebeli xom-lis mTamde ar midis. oTara ambobs, Tuisev unda viqiravoT, gadajeqi-gad-mojeqi mezarebao. zazas matarebeliauCemebia. mokled, varT gaurkvevlo-baSi. svani modis da meore klasis 9 bi-leTi moaqvs, sxva aRar iyoo, bodiS-obs.

sabolood, aTni mivdivarT. cxra-ni Cven varT: vaska, zaza, dekanozi le-vani, svani levani, jibe zura, oTo, me,Tamaza, irakli gelaSvili. meaTemanana menabdea, isic xomlis samecni-ero centrSi modis da Cven vagonSia,Cven gverdiT.

menabdes yvela icnobs. rusTavelisTeatrSi rom leikemiiT daavadebulibavSvebis dasaxmareblad menabdiskoncerti gaimarTa 2015 Si Tu 2016 Si,maSin gavacani.

manana isev iseTia _ odnav pirquSisaxiT, magram keTili TvalebiT. Levis-is jinsebi acvia da Hugo Boss-is pi-jaki. saTvale xelSi uWiravs da mTe-li taniTaa miyrdnobili sazurges. arvekiTxebi, vis sanaxavad midis. arc isgvekiTxeba. aseTi rangis moazrovneadamianebTan urTierToba Zalian ad-vilia. arasodes gadmova uxilav zR-

vars da arc Sen gadagiSvebs. zazasgverdiT zis. TvaliT vaniSneb da adg-ils sTavazobs fanjarasTan. mananaakvirdeba. wamieri Sefaseba icis.Zalian saintereso meTodi aqvs _piris formis mixedviT SeuZlia adami-anis xasiaTis gamocnoba. madlobas am-bobs da zazas adgilas jdeba.

xomlis sakvlevi baza sami wlis winSeiqmna. qarTul-amerikul-iaponuriinovaciuri proeqtis farglebSi,romelic gansakuTrebul energiaTakveTis wertilebSi tranzistorebsamontaJebda, risi saSualebiTacparalelur samyarosTan komunikaciaxerxdeboda.

pirvelad, msgavs Temaze diserta-cia romeliRac frangul JurnalSiwavikiTxe. avtorebi Denis Borisov daMiloslav Znojil iyvnen. Tema: Mathematicaland physical meaning of the crossings of energylevels in PT symmetric systems. mere pirve-li sakvlevi baza leCxumSi aSenda, me-ore norvegiaSi, mesame sadRac boliv-iisken. ramdenime weli intensiuri kv-levebis Semdeg pirveli saCvenebeliSenobac gaixsna. arc ise Zvirad, gar-dacvlili axloblis dnm-is meSveobiT,SegeZlo misi naxva, kontaqti, magramamaze ufro vrclad qveviT.

matarebeli 3 saaTSi Cava leCxumSi.daZinebas azri ar aqvs, Tan roca Sen-Tan erTad menabde modis. salaparakoTemas ra gamolevs, mTeli 8 Tvea ar mi-naxavs. wina Ramis uZiloebi varT, Cve-ni magari Zmakacis, revaza jiqias da-badebis dRe iyo guSin. bevri davlieTda cota viZineT. sastumroSi gamov-iZineb, vfiqrob da Tan mecineba. sas-tumros dajavSna oTos daevala. misiambavi rom vici, naRdad daaviwydebo-da. CavalT da dagvxvdeba High TouristicSeason. gadavsebuli sastumroebi, za-zas Cxubi, Tamazas mSvidi toni: mTa-varia, sasmeli viSovoT da martis bo-los gareTac daviZinebTo da CemisituaciiT garToba. rac Zalian miy-vars, megobrebTan erTad Tavgadasava-lia, aseTi ki SeuZlebelia mogakldes,roca darCenili 13 dan 9 mainc erTadmidixarT leCxumSi.

gzaSi aTas sisuleleze vlapara-kobT. vgrZnob, rom yvela nerviulobs.amdeni wlis mere pirvelad unda vnax-oT revaza. ar vici, rogoria aseTi Sex-vedrebi. Cemi fantazia ver wvdeba aseTsiRrmeebs. SevZlebT, rom xeliT Sevex-oT Tu ekranze davinaxavT. TvalRiavekontaqtebiT Tu Cvenive warmosaxvi-sa da xomlis mTis maRali bioenerge-tikuli velis wyalobiT tvinis war-moudgeneli da aqamde amouxsneliresursi megobris xat-saxebas gaa-cocxlebs?

matareblidan Camosulebi mananasvemSvidobebiT. is gvian RamiT Sedisxomlis mTis sacdel laboratoriaSi,Cven ufro adre.

rasakvirvelia, sastumroebSi adg-ils ver vpoulobT. oTos aravinarafers eubneba da amaze ufro metadmecineba. es warmosaxuli didsulovne-ba pirvelsave diskomfortze sapnisbuStiviT gaskdeba da yelSi amova-denT. wylis Camrecxi ar imuSavebs sao-jaxo tipis sastumroSi, kondicioneriTu sauzme iqneba ugemuri, yvelaferioTaras dabraldeba. Zalian vxalisob,radgan vici, rogor fexebze hkidiaSeniSvnebi da wuwuni, aqeT dagv-abralebs rames. qalaqis centrTan ax-los 4 nomrian saxls vpoulobT da iqvCerdebiT.

sadilamde kidev droa, magram namg-zavrebebs gvarianad gvSia. maspinZels,Suaxnis leCxumel kacs vekiTxebiT, sadgvirCevs Wamas. moridebulad gvTava-zobs, mwiri pur-marili gvaqvs, TudamewveviT, ZelSavsac gagasinjebTo.

uaris Tqma gverideba, arada raunda hqondes martoxela, Svilda-colmkvdar kacs saxlSi 9 damSeulikaci rom gaaZRos? Cven xom 13 ka-cisTvis 15 kilo saxaSes vyidulobTxolme, rom bolo dasxmazec yvelaseyos. oTo vaskas aniSnebs TvaliT dagverdiT gadian. cota xanSi Semodianda CurCuliT vambobT, rom ori kaciwava da saWmels moitans da davela-parakoT am kai kacs da viyoT aqve.

irakli, oTo da vaska midian. dan-

arCenebi vrCebiT. me werili maqvsgasagzavni da oTaxSi avdivar. me damama levans erTad gvZinavs. imedia,Rame xvrinvas ar daiwyebs, vfiqrob damecineba. ucnauria, Zmakaci mRvdelirom gyavs da is isev iseTi Seni Zmaka-cia, rogoric manamde iyo. sanam wer-ilebs vagzavni, kai gvarianad viTen-Tebi da vTvlem. arc vici, ramdeni xanigadis. rodesac pirvel sarTulzeCavdivar, jibes ukve winsafari uke-Tia, zaza xorcs Wris da mama levanimaspinZelTan erTad fotoebs aTva-lierebs. Tamazas Rvino gauxsnia dawrupavs.

_ ra xorcia, zaza? _ vekiTxebi._ biWo, ai, Cveni maspinZlis, bato-

ni... sosos mokluli jixvia da Se-mogvTavaza, _ ambobs gapranWulimoridebulobiT ise, TiTqos TavisCartyma kbilebSi erideba, rocasaWiroa.

_ jixvi araa, Svilo, fsitia. arCvi!_ gamogvZaxebs maspinZeli. xelSi 20wlamde biWis foto uWiravs. vxvdebi,rom Svilia, ise uWiravs.

_ nadirobT xolme? _ vekiTxebi._ adre ufro xSirad, axla aRarc

muxlia, aRarc dro, arc nervebi.saxeze vakvirdebi. irakli CofikaS-

vilis gasveneba da iqauri moxevis ko-mentari maxsendeba _ monadiris cno-ba saxiT SeiZleba. bozi bozs aucile-blad icnobs da monadire monadireso.foto vaCvene cnobili xevsuri mona-diris da kveri damikra.

me miWirs adamianis amocnoba na-kvTebis mixedviT, zogadad, adamianisamocnoba Zalian miWirs. arc lombro-zo var da arc is moxeve da saerTo-dac, adamianis amocnoba warmoudgene-li rame mgonia, cxovelebisgan gansx-vavebiT, adamiani mudmivad icvleba _viTardeba an degradirdeba, win midisan ukan rCeba. rogor amovicno, aba, ad-amiani?

adamianis amocnoba rTulia. Tupirovnebas individis kategoriasmivuyenebT, maSin vityvi, rom adami-anis amocnoba SeuZlebelia. yvelaaxsnad qcevas aqvs kidev damatebi-Ti, urTulesi nazaviT gajerebuliauxsneli motivatori. xSirad Cven-save saqciels logikur axsnas va-ZlevT, magram sinamdvileSi kidevbevri, uxilavi molekulur donezemartivad rTuli fenomenebigangvsazRvraven.

albaT amitomacaa saintereso ad-amiani da safrTxiloc. rodesac qur-dobis Camdens qurds veZaxiT da mkv-lelobis Camdens mkvlels, es saxelde-ba SesaZloa sruliad Sors iyospirovnebis realuri daxasiaTebisgan.meZavi is aRmoCndes, seqsi arasodesrom hqonia da qalwuli ki is, bevripartniori rom gamoucvlia siyvaru-lis ZiebaSi. vin icis?

maspinZeli ioseb xecuriania. vla-parakobT, svamT da gviyveba.

Svili Teatris gamnaTebeli hyo-lia. rva weli umuSavia ciurixSi. meredabrunebula da mSobliur qalaqSi ax-alaSenebul TeatrSi dasaqmebula. Te-atri sami wlis win aaSenes pirvelad.rom vambob pirvelad, ar meSleba, me-ored swored wels aSenda da premieraarc yofila jer. scenaze mokvda gog-lika. xom aris ara, ori didi movlenadroSi rom ikveTeba da amaTgan erTikidev ufro didi da Semzaravia. ai,daaxloebiT kukaraCas sikvdili rommeore dRes yvelas daaviwyda, radganmsoflio omi daiwyo.

Teatris premieris dRes miwisZvramoxda leCxumSi, ai, rom daingraraRac saxlebi da magrad gvazanzaradanarCen saqarTveloSic. scenaze ga-naTebas amagrebda Turme goglika. Se-nobis nangrevebidan meoTxe dRes am-oiyvanes. rogorc qristem dauZaxalazares, adeqio, ase davuZaxe Svilso,magram ar adgao, gviyveba maspinZelisoso xecuriani.

cdilobs, tragikuli xma arhqondes. coli Svilis ambavs gadayo-lia. Tavi ar mouklavso, samjer am-bobs. dardiT mokvda. veRar Wama, veR-arc dalia. Svilze loculobda dawavida SvilTan, ambobs.

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grinvaldi axali Camosuli iyosanapiroze, magram Tavs ukve mis mSob-liur Svilad miiCnevda. amayaddaabijebda aqeT-iqiT da Tavis msax-urebsac mosvenebas ar aZlevda. erikgrinvaldi axlad gamdidrebuli ad-amiani iyo da Tavi, ra Tqma unda, iseeWira, TiTqos mTeli cxovreba fufu-nebaSi gaetarebina. axladCamosulsmwared sjeroda, rom sanapiroze kar-gad Tu ar gaidgamda fesvebs, aq didx-ans ver gaZlebda.

qalaqgareT didi mamuli iyida dadauyovnebliv Seudga mSeneblobasa dakar-midamos mowyobas. Tavidan xalxialmacerad uyurebda. ramdeni mdi-dari vaWaric sanapiroze Camovida,yvelam cxviri abzika da danarCenebszevidan dauwyo yureba. magram erikiase ar moqceula. mas erTxelac ar ux-senebia Tavisi warmomavloba da, saer-Todac, ar uxsenebia gvariSviloba Tuaristokratia. marTalia, ganaTle-bul ojaxSi iyo dabadebuli da Tvi-Tonac wignieri adamiani Canda, magramarc amiT ucdia yuradRebis miqceva.Cemi ganaTleba cxovrebiTaa gamowr-Tobili da ara wignebis kiTxviTo _uTqvams kidec qalaqis merisTvis.

qalaqis mers, romelsac sxva mdi-dari vaWrebi xandaxan gamarjobisRirsadac ar Tvlidnen, maleve daume-gobrda. Tavmdabali da TiTqosdaSinebuli kaci iyo meri rikardo.Zneli saTqmelia, visi ufro eSinoda,ucxoeli vaWrebisa, arafrad romagdebdnen Tu Tavisi veluri Taname-mamuleebisa, zogi maTgani kbilebam-de SeiaraRebuli rom daiarebodaqalaqis quCebSi. patara kaci iyo,odnav gaberili, dabali, magram didpasuxismgeblobas grZnobda qalaqiswinaSe. xelSi yovelTvis Savi qolgaeWira. Sav pijakSi gamokvarTuli daTavze cilindrCamofxatuli CqarinabijiT gadacunculdeboda xolmemeriidan mopirdapire quCaze, Ser-ifTan, da cota xanSi isev ukan micun-culebda.

grinvalds Zalian moewona rikar-do, xSirad stumrobda xolme da misyvela rCevas iTvaliswinebda. rikar-dosac Zalian siamovnebda amgvariyuradReba da yovelTvis megobruladegebeboda stumris axalgazrdul en-ergiasa da SemarTebas. erikic Wiqaviskis dausxamda, saucxoo sigarasgauwodebda da aivanze mokalaTe-bulni saaTobiT saubrobdnen. grin-valdi iribi SekiTxvebiT cdilobda,Seeswavla sanapiro, misi xalxi da is-toria. rikardos CamoaTvlevinebdaxolme noyier miwebs, Zveli baronebismitovebul midamoebs da winaswargaafrTxilebda samomavlo Sesyidve-bze. grinvalds yvelaferi saukeTesoundoda sanapirosgan, misi xalxisganda miwebisganac, da araferze ixevdaukan. mzad iyo, fexiT moeara soflebi,mTebi, tyeebi, qalaqis viwro da saSiSiquCebi, oRondac swored is epovna, racyvelaze metad gamoadgeboda TavisisaqmisTvis: saukeTeso xelosani, mSene-beli, mosamsaxure Tu miwa, xe-tye TusaSeni masala.

aseTma SemarTebam maleve SedegicgamoiRo. erTi welic ar iqnebodagasuli, rom Tavisi mdidruli saxliukve TiTqmis damTavrebuli hqonda,uSvelebel ezosac Txeli galavniTRobavda da mebaReebic TiTqmisamTavrebdnen iqaurobas yvavilebiTada xexiliT morTvas. Tavidan, es miwarom iyida, SuagulSi patara qoxi idga.rogorc merma uTxra, adre eklesiayofiliyo mis adgilas. axla im qoxmax-is fuZes TeTri aivani amSvenebda, uxde-boda TeTr svetebian da maRalfanjre-bian, yviTlad SeRebil saxls.

diliT gamovidoda xolme aivanze,gadasZaxeb-gadmosZaxebda msaxurebs.magidasTan dajdeboda da sauzmisdros Tvals ar aSorebda maT saqmi-anobas. mere sakididan quds Camoxsni-da, gavidoda ezosa da mamulebSi, iw-yebda aRma-daRma siaruls, muSebi-sTvis Tvalyuris devnasa da miTiTe-bebis micemas. grinvaldi gacilebiT

bevrs uxdida maT, amitom arc aravisswyinda misi zogierTi axireba. rom mo-saRamovdeboda da muSebs gaistumreb-da, TviTonac qalaqisken gaemarTebo-da restoranSi an salonSi drois sa-tareblad.

grinvalds yovelTvis sufTadecva. rikardom ki gaafrTxila, Cvenihava binZuria, zafxulSi yvelganmtveri devs da danarCen sezonzeqalaqSi Wyapi da wvima talaxs ar gva-Sorebso, magram eriks mainc ar SeeZ-lo sxvanairad, mosamsaxureebs sagul-dagulod arecxinebda xolme Tavistansacmels. ramdenjerme waurTmeviada Tavadac gaurecxavs, rom zustadiseTi yofiliyo, rogoric TviTonsurda. TeTr qaTqaTa Sarvals Caic-vamda, Sav perangze TeTrsave JiletsSemoikravda da zemodan TeTr mantosmoisxamda, gulze muStisxela oqrosburTiT Sekravda da xSirad marcxena

xels ar aSorebda am Sesakravs. marjve-naSi wvrili, ubralo, magram ornamen-tebamotvifruli, saguldagulodgamoTlili xis joxi moemarjvebina,xan eyrdnoboda, xan ara, ver gaigeb-di, marTla koWlobda Tu esec misiaxireba iyo. Jiletis jibeSi vercxlissaaTi edo, xSirad daaZrobda xolmeda uyurebda gaSterebuli, mere isevjibeSi Caabrunebda da romelime msax-urs dauZaxebda. fexze sqeli tyavisCeqmebi ecva. energiulad daabijebdaaqeT-iqiT. marad momRimari, aqtiurida energiuli saxe mis pirovnebasacTiTqos keTilSobilebis brwyinvale-baSi xvevda.

erT saRamosac stumar-maspinZelimeriis aivanze mokalaTebuliyvnen.orives TiTqos xelSi gaeyina viskisWiqa da sulac daaviwyda sigara.TiTqos, Tu ram salaparako iyo, aqam-de ukve yovelive wvrilad hqondaTgarCeuli da Tema aRar darCenodaT,razec sityvis daZvra SeiZleboda. ma-gram iyo iseTi Temebic, romlebsacxSirad Tavs aridebda rikardo. mSi-Sara rikardo saSiSi qalaqis meri iyoda erCivna, bevr sakiTxze piri daemu-wa, Tumca grinvaldis Seupovroba verisvenebda, da imgvarad mouvlida am-bebs da iseT SekiTxvebs dausvamdaxolme, rom rikardo iZulebuli xde-boda, iribi pasuxebi mainc gaeca.zogjer, ridis gamo, uarsac ver eub-neboda da nebismier momxdars mokledCaukarklavda xolme stumars.

grinvaldma viskis dabal da gani-er Wiqas zedapirze TiTi mousva dasxvaTaSoris hkiTxa mers:

_ batono rikardo, ras apirebTmerobis Semdeg?

_ ar vici... _ TiTqos Tavis RipsCasCurCula merma, _ sabWo isev me dam-tovebs. ara mgonia, sadme momiwios was-vlam. mSvenivrad vumklavdebi amsaqmes. ukmayofilo aravinaa.

rikardo isev Sefiqrianda. hori-zonts gaxeda. raRaca gaaxsenda, ra-Racas ver ixsenebda. grinvaldma si-garas moukida, msubuqad gaabola.

maspinZels, rogorc sakbilos, mzer-as ar aSorebda. rikardos monayolismixedviT, mxolod qalaqis sabWoshqonda meris arCevis ufleba. pirve-lad da meored rikardo airCies, rad-gan mis Tanamdebobas mxolod for-maluri daniSnuleba hqonda. sana-piroze gamdidrebul vaWrebs sworediseTi kaci awyobdaT, romelic uarsveraferze ityoda da Tavis saqmiTacaravis SeuSlida xels. rikardo aSkar-ad verafers xvdeboda, eriki cotaxans gaCumda da ramdenime wuTSi sulsxva TemiT daarRvia siCume:

_ im mRvdlisa isev araferi ismis?.._ ha? _ rikardo gawiTlebuli

zRvis cqeriT iyo gatacebuli, _ rabrZaneT?

_ avi mRvdeli... ar gamoCenila?_ o, ara... _ xeli aiqnia rikardom,

_ ra gamoaCens magas. adre Tu erTigiJi gvyavda sanapiroze, axla orni

arian... Tavisufleba! ai, ra mogvitanaTavisuflebam.

_ koltonTan megobrobdao, am-boben, _ xmadabla Cailaparaka grin-valdma, _ kvlavac arafers metyviTam adamianze?

mers Savi WiriviT ejavreboda kol-tonis xseneba.

_ batono grinvald, koltoni omisveterani gaxlavT. mas unda vumadlo-deT, rom Cveni sanapiro samefos klan-Webisagan dRemde Tavisufalia. eserTi damsaxureba mainc aqvs, raSiceWvic aravis epareba da ar minda,Crdili mivayeno mis Rvawls. sxva Turam dauSavebia, imis sapasuxo sasjel-sac cixeSi ixdis. amitom sxva ramisTqma, Cemi azriT, yovelTvis zedmetiiqneba. magram, ai, mRvdelic romWkuidan gadava, Zalian Znelia, mereraime mosTxovo am velur xalxs.

_ Tqvens xalxs marTla velurebadmiiCnevT? _ RimiliT CaekiTxa stu-mari.

_ ar mimaCnia, batono grinvald. esasea. amas arc dacinviT vambob da arcsiZulviliT, miTumetes, arc sixaru-liT.

_ ki magram, sanapiroze xom bevrimorwmunea?

_ hm... _ Caecina rikardos, _ ramogaxsenoT... yvela ambobs, morwmunevaro, magram sul tyuilad.

_ Tqven morwmune xarT?_ albaT, mec iseTive morwmune var,

rogorc Cemi xalxia, _ gaecina mers._ da rogor ganmartavdiT amas?_ Zalian mdabiurad: mwams, rom

raRaca arsebobs. viRac arsebobs, vincganagebs yvelafers, samyaros, mzes,mTvares, movlenebs... meti verafriTgagaxarebT.

_ sanapiroze bevrs swams Tqven-nairad?

_ ki, bevrs._ magram, miuxedavad amisa, Tavi

qristianebad moaqvT._ ho. ho, egrea, _ Tavi dauqnia

stumars._ Tu vityvi, Cven megobrebi varT-

meTqi, Secdoma xom ar iqneba? _ ikiTxagrinvaldma.

rikardom warbi aswia. moulodne-li SekiTxva iyo. amaze arasodesufiqria. rom dafiqrda, verc ki gaix-sena, odesme hyavda Tu ara megobari,an ras niSnavda es sityva, miTumetesgrinvaldisTvis, magram mainc daeT-anxma:

_ ras brZanebT, batono grinvald,ra Tqma unda, ar SecdebiT. Cven mego-brebi varT, _ rikardom yoveli sity-va mkvaxe nayofiviT isrola.

_ didi xania, erTi kiTxva mawuxebs:Tu RmerTi RmerTia, maS raRaSi sWird-eba Cveni dasturi, msaxureba da dide-ba? rad gadmogvyurebs zevidan? ra-tom Cveni megobari araa? ucnaurad argeCvenebaT yovelive es? Tqven xomTqveni xalxis meri brZandebiT, magramzevidan aravis uyurebT, yvelasTanmegobrobT.

_ ki, magram... _ civma oflmadaasxa rikardos. ar icoda stumrisamgvar saubars rogor gamklaveboda.kedlebsac yurebi aqvTo, gaifiqraTavisTvis, SeeSinda, vinmem mkrexelo-baSi cili ar damwamoso, _ me xom Rm-erTi ara var, batono grinvald, _uxerxulad gaiRima, _ ise saidumlodgetyviT da, me erTi ubralo kaci var,romelic cdilobs, sikeTiT icxovrosda gverdSi daudges Tavis moqalaqeebs.

_ ki, ki, marTali brZandebiT, _Cqar-Cqara daeTanxma grinvaldi,TiTqos ukan mihqonda sakuTari si-tyvebi, _ ubralod, azri gagiziareT.

_ raxan saubarma moitana, _rikardos ar undoda, mis megobarsTavi daCagrulad egrZno gulaxdi-lobis gamo da gadawyvita, TviTonacdaeTmo pozicia, _ koltonze erTiram SemiZlia giTxraT: mas aranor-malurad uyvarda Tavisufleba. amaSibevri baZavda kidec. omSi isini imit-om wavidnen, rom icodnen, samefos ba-tonobas erT wamsac ver gauZlebdnen.erCivnaT, brZolis velze daxocil-iyvnen, vidre odesme sxvis Wkuaze gae-vloT. da, sabolood, iseT adamiane-bad Camoyalibdnen, batono grinvald,RmerTi romc dainaxon, SeiZleba Tval-Sic ki epataraoT. es ganuzomelisiamaye mTel sanapiros moedo. me mar-to is makvirvebs, maTi gamarjvebiTTavi iseT xalxs rom moaqvs, romlebicomis dros dabadebulic ki ar iyvnenda sanapiroze mTeli cxovreba Wama-smis meti araferi ukeTebiaT. amitomCvens ufals verafriT gavamtyuneb, _Rrmad Cafiqrebul rikardos Ripzedaekrifa xelebi da cera TiTebs aTa-maSebda.

es iyo maT Soris yvelaze gu-laxdili saubari. mas Semdeg grinval-di ufro da ufro iSviaTad stumrob-da mers da maTi sasaubro Temebic sulufro mcirdeboda.

roca saxlis mSenebloba dasas-ruls miuaxlovda, danarCenma vaWreb-mac ikadres grinvaldTan stumroba.ojaxebiT modiodnen da ecnobodnenmezobels, romelic mTeli weli aqcxovrobda, magram mxolod axlaRadaetyo simdidre. grinvaldic didisixaruliTa da pativiT iRebda yvelas:magrad CamoarTmevda xolme xels dalamis bavSviviT uxaroda maTi maspin-Zloba. TiTqos Tavmdabalic iyo, ma-gram sakuTar siamayes aravis umalav-da. saubrisas marcxena xels oqrosSesakravidan Tu CamoiRebda, Tavissaxls, ezos, midamos moavlebda xolmeda ityoda, aqauroba yvelasTvisaa,Cemi saxli Tqveni saxliao. vaWarTacolebi ki interesiT akvirdebodnenam Sesakravs da eWvebi mosvenebas araZlevdaT, marTla oqrosi iyo is muS-tisxela burTula Tu ara.

grinvaldi sixaruliT iRebdastumrebs, magram didxansac ar uyvar-da maspinZlis rolSi yofna da or-samsaaTSi zrdilobianad gaistumrebdaxolme yvelas. isini ki gvian mixvdnen,rom Tavadac unda daepatiJaT axalinacnobi da uamrav baraTs ugzavnid-nen: maskaradebze, balebze, wveulebe-bze epatiJebodnen, Tumca, grinvaldi

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iSviaTad eswreboda aseT RonisZiebeb-sa da saRamoebs. magram, Tu gamocxad-deboda, yovelTvis Tan axlda Tavisiganuyreli msaxuri alberto, romel-ic gverdidan ar scildeboda. alber-tos saxeze arafrismTqmeli Rimilihqonda Camocmuli da yvelas Tavazi-anad ukravda Tavs. misi batoni yovelsaubarSi siRrmiseulad erTveboda,nebismieri qaragmuli replika,romelsac TiTqos SeumCnevlad undaCaevlo molxenili stumris yurTan,Tavs ver daaRwevda mis mkvircxlgonebas. Tavisi enamoswrebulobiT,umalve gamoaaSkaravebda naZaladeviiumoriT wamoZaxebuli sityvebis WeS-marit mniSvnelobas da im oqrosferZafebs, romliTac sanapiros mdidarixalxi erTmaneTTan urTierTobisablabudas xlarTavda, xelad gada-aqcevda xolme sasacilo da saarSiyotkbilsityvaobad. TiTqos maTicrusityvaoba avgulobasa damliqvnelobis dasturi ki ara, bavS-vuri gulubryviloba yofiliyo.

grinvaldi saubris maneras mar-Tlac rom Zalian kargad flobda.aiRebda erT frazas da iqamde ganavr-cobda, sanam sanapiros cxovrebasa dasaqmianobas ar daukavSirebda. TiTqossanapiroze cxovreba xdida yvela ad-amians unikalurs, risac nacrisfersamefoSi Zalian SurdaT. yvela darw-munda, rom erik grinvaldma marTlacaraCveulebrivad icoda Tavisi saqmeda iqneb ufro metadac ki imsaxureb-da iseT simdidresa da avtoritets,rogoriTac yvelani sargeblobdnen.rodesac am WeSmaritebiT ainTebodagrinvaldisken momarTuli yvela Tva-li, isic swored maSin gadawyvetdaxolme saRamos datovebas.

grinvaldi nel-nela sul ufroCamoSorda rikardos da ufro metaddauaxlovda mdidar vaWrebs. ar gavi-da didi dro da sanapiroze xma dairxa:sabWom qalaqis axal merad SeiZlebabatoni erik grinvaldi airCioso.xalxi laparakobda, Worebi vrcelde-boda, sanapiroelebi Cumad ime-dovnebdnen kidec, netav asec moxdeso.mdidari vaWrebidan yvelaze xelgaS-lili, Rirseuli da mizanswrafuliswored grinvaldi Canda. rikardosmerobas TiTqos kvalic ar dautove-bia qalaqis cxovrebaze. marTalia,misi wyalobiT iyo, quCebi quCebs romdaemsgavsa da lamazi moedanic kimoewyo wminda jovanis ZegliT qala-qis centrSi, magram verc qvis qandake-basa da verc mokirwylul bilikebsver Caanacvlebda mSieri kuWis amovse-ba. da rodesac merobis axal kandi-datze mdidarma vaWrebmac daiwyesfiqri, erik grinvaldi umetesobasWkuaSi daujda: diax, erT-erTi Cven-gani da Cveni Tanaswori unda iyosqalaqis saTaveSi, Zalian sworiciqnebao. xalxis winaSe pasuxismgeblo-ba vaWrebis sayvareli saqmianoba argaxldaT da Tu jan-RoniT savse axal-gazrdas surda am saqmis sakuTarTavze aReba, Zalianac kargi! batonirikardo maTTvis arafers warmoad-genda, groSi ar egdo jibeSi, cotagaunaTlebelic ki iyo da Tanac max-inji. sircxviladac ki miaCndaT misiarseboba.

Worebi, ra Tqma unda, rikardosacmiswvda. misTvis es iseTi Tavzardam-cemi ambavi iyo, rom Tavidan verc kiijerebda. ar undoda dajereba. grin-valdi Tu merobas moindomebda, is xommarTlac miaRwevda amas! Tavis msax-urebs da TanamSromlebs eubneboda: nuijerebT, Woria es yvelaferio. magramsinamdvileSi Tavis Tavs ufro arwmu-nebda Worebis fiqciurobaSi. „ara,grinvaldi amas ar izams~ _ fiqrobdaTavisTvis _ „me ase ar momeqceva. Cvenxom amxanagebi varT.~ sityva megobrisxsenebas gonebaSic ki gaurboda da am-itom raRac ufro Sualeduri moigo-na _ amxanagi.

samwuxarod, Tavzardamcemi dRemaleve dadga. rikardo sakuTari kab-inetidan xedavda, rogor mogrovdaxalxi mis mier aSenebul moedanze,

rogor moafrialebdnen proklama-ciebs da akravdnen kedlebze. ismodaSeZaxilebi, frialebda droSebi. ma-leve gamoCnda grinvaldic, TeTrimosasxamiT sinaTlesaviT miapobdabrbos nacrisfer talRas. marcxenaxeli isev magrad CaeWida oqrosferSesakravze, marjvenaTi ki Sekrebilebsesalmeboda, msaxurebis morbeninebultribunamdec maleve miaRwia. iqidansaxeliTac ki mimarTavda zogs daswored maSin SeniSna rikardom, romxalxis mniSvnelovani nawili grin-valdis mier daqiravebuli mSeneble-bi, muSebi da mosamsaxureebi, maTiojaxis wevrebi da axlo megobrebiiyvnen. gafiTrebuli iyureboda fan-jridan da Zlivs ylapavda civ haers.

grinvaldma megobrulad daiwyosaubari, yvela moikiTxa, zogs gaexum-ra, qalebs gaearSiya. yvela karg xasi-aTze daayena da neli-nel gadavida

saqmeze. dinjad saubrobda, auRelve-blad. yvela daarwmuna, rom mas,rogorc qalaqis momaval mers, au-racxeli saqme eloda win, magramnabij-nabij, yvelafers moagvarebda.

_ bevri Tqvengani Cemi saxlismSeneblobaze muSaobda! _ aRniSnakmayofilebiT, _ Tqven piradad iciT,rogori mewvrilmane da dauzarelivar amgvar saqmeebSi. me minda, Cemi sax-li iyos magaliTi imisa, Tu rogoriunda gaxdes mTeli qalaqi. me sana-piroze imitom ki ar davide bina, romTqveni qalaqi dameCrdila da zemodanmeyurebina aqaurebisTvis, rogorcZalian bevri moiqca, _ aq SeCerda daSemdeg xmadabla Cailaparaka, _ yve-lam viciT maTi saxelebi, CamoTvlasar vapireb, _ yvela gulSi iTvlidaam saxelebs, _ qalaqis mSenebloba Se-qmnis ufro met samuSaos, ufro metisamuSao Seqmnis ufro met saqmian ad-amians sanapiroze, romelTa moR-vaweoba, vinmes survilebis asrulebaki ara, mTliani qalaqis keTildReobaiqneba! am yvelafers ki sWirdeba brZo-la, raSic sanapiros xalxs Zaliandidi gamocdileba aqvs. sanapirosxalxi aris gamarjvebuli xalxi! ambolo dros yvelas urCevnia, miiviwy-os is omi, romelic Tqven gadaitaneT,TiTqos is arasodes momxdariyos. maTar sWirdebaT Rirseuli xalxi sana-piroze! arc ki minda gavixseno, Tu rashgavs veteranTa sasaflao! zogi me-brZolisTvis ficaric ki ver gamonax-es, rom saxeli da gvari waeCxapnaTzed! omSi daRupulma gmirebma CveniTavisuflebisTvis ibrZoles, Tavisu-fleba ki gamarjvebul ers ekuTvnis!swored aseTi gamarjvebuli adamianisWirdeba Cvens qalaqs imisaTvis, romwin wavides! da gaxdes iseTi,rogorzedac ocnebobdnen omis gmire-bi!

rikardo mojadoebuli usmendaTavis dauZinar mters da civi haeri,romelsac weRan ylapavda, erT didyinulis lodad gaeCxira sasuleSi.mware ofli eklebiviT moedo Sublze

da saxe SiSiT gadaeWima. kefaSi TiTqossisxlis gunjali moawva da egona,Tvalebi wuTi-wuTze gadmoscvivdebo-da budidan. moaxlem savarZelSi dasvada wyali moutana. rikardom Wiqa pirzemiido, odnav mowrupa, mTeli cxovre-bis manZilze mxolod axlaRa igrZno,rogori Jangiani da mwlake gemo hqon-da sanapiros wyals. gadmoafurTxa.yvela sxva grZnoba brazma da mZvin-varebam gadafara. magram rikardo arganZreula. ijda. cxel gulze gadaw-yvetilebis miReba ar axasiaTebda.

saRamomde savarZelSi ijda. bolosveRar moiTmina, cilindri sakididanCamoxsna, miyudebul qolgas xelidastaca da gareT gavarda. wlebis man-Zilze, albaT, swored axla miabijeb-da sakuTar qalaqSi ase amayad. diax,sakuTar qalaqSi. axla ukve ase swamda.TiTqos nanobda, ratom aqamde ar dav-diodi ase amayado. „es xom Cemi qala-

qia?! es xom marTlac Cemi qalaqia!~ _imeorebda gulSi.

swrafi nabijebiT gaxurebulma dafiqrebSi garTulma, verc ki gaigo, iseswrafad aRmoCnda grinvaldis saxl-Tan. adre sul ramdenjerme yofila aq.uzarmazari saxli, didi galavniT, mar-Tlac Zalian lamazi sanaxavi iyo.rikardom am kar-midamos danaxviTacigrZno grinvaldis upiratesoba. is xommdidari iyo, maRali, lamazi, kargimosaubre. TviTon ki... Tavisikonkurentis saxlis Semyure fiqrob-da, rom araferic ar iyo. karzedaakakuna, maleve gamoegeba alberto.

_ riT SemiZlia dagexmaroT?_ batoni grinvaldis naxva msurs,

_ gaWirvebiT amoRerRa rikardom._ mgoni, ar SegiTanxmebiaT Cems ba-

tonTan stumroba, _ mokled mouWramsaxurma.

_ aucileblad unda vnaxo, alber-to... _ qalaqis meri sayeloze Camoeki-da msaxurs, _ ratom akeTebs amas? rasmerCis?

_ ra suleluri kiTxvaa, batonorikardo, _ Zlivs moiSora msaxurmamisi msxvili TiTebi, _ ra surs nebis-mier adamians, visac Zalaufleba aqvs?.._ qalaqis meri gaSterebuli Se-hyurebda da pasuxi verafriTmoefiqrebina, _ meti Zalaufleba!

_ alberto! stumrebi gvyavs? _ezodan grinvaldis xma moisma.

rikardom msaxurs xeli hkra daezoSi Sevarda. Tavis metoqes Tvaligauswora, TiTqos misgan eloda axsna-ganmartebas, magram maspinZeli xmas ariRebda.

_ ratom mogindaT qalaqis mero-ba? ratom aamxedreT xalxi CemswinaaRmdeg? ra dagakldaT? axalTax-al saxlSi cxovrobT! miwaze, romel-ic groSebad iyideT! gyavT Tqvennairimdidari megobrebi, romlebsac ZalianmoswonxarT! gyavT saukeTeso cxenebi!tansacmeli! saWmeli da sasmeli! raRame gadamemtereT? me ra maqvs? me vinvar? aravinac ar var! araferi ar maqvs,am qalaqis garda! am qalaqs mivuZRve-

ni mTeli Cemi cxovreba! imis iqiTaraferi gamaCnia! ratom gindaT, romwamarTvaT?! me dabali var, me msuqanivar, me arafris niWi ar maqvs... CemsmSoblebs CemTvis ar dautovebiaTaraviTari qoneba! me Zlier mov-ikoWleb rwmenaSi da arc Tofis sro-la vici! me iseTi maxinji var, romqalebi zedac ar miyureben da iseTidabali, rom yvelani zemodandamyurebT! magram gareT gamosuligxedavT Tqven da Tqvens megobrebs.gxedavT, ra lamazebi xarT, rogorikargad Cacmulebi, rogor gadmodix-arT Zvirfasi karetebidan, rogordaaWenebT jiSian cxenebs, rogorgixdebaT mooqrovili trosti xelSi,lamazi beWdebi da gulsabnevebi,Tanac rogor lamaz da did saxlebSicxovrobT!.. da, Tqveni Semyure, mecvivsebi am ambiciiT. mipasuxeT, Tu Sei-Zleba... axla ra vuyo am ambicias?! _rikardo iseTi gamwarebuli yviroda,TiTqos mis mier CamoTvlili yoveliuiRbloba sworedac erikis brali yo-filiyo.

_ Zalian vwuxvar, Tu Tqven ase gan-icdiT am ambavs, _ wynarad upasuxagrinvaldma, _ magram Tqven sakuTarTavze fiqrs unda SeeSvaT. Cems mego-brebTan erTad me SevZleb iseTsaqmeebs gavuZRve, risac Tqven geSin-iaT da rasac verasodes SeZlebT.Tqven am qalaqs sakuTari umweobiTada umoqmedobiT RalatobT. arada, amqalaqsac da sanapirosac udidesi po-tencia aqvs, rom marTla gaxdes iseTiTavisufali, rogorzedac preten-zias acxadebs. magram Tu saTaveSiTqvennairi adamiani edgeba, es SuZle-beli iqneba. rodesac beCavi adamianiimarjvebs, sxva yvela gamarjvebulimarcxdeba!

rikardos cremlebi moadga. grin-valdis yoveli sityva Rrma WeSmar-itebad moeCvena. sasuleSi gaCxerilihaeris lodi, rogorc iqna Caylapa.danebda. Tavi Caxara. TiTqos eriksacmoerida da mis saxeze TanagrZnobamgaielva. gawbilebuli rikardo nerv-iulad atrialebda quds xelSi. mereisev Tavze daixura, xelebi gaasavsa-va, Tqva, ra gaewyobao da metoqesgamoemSvidoba.

wvima daiwyo. grinvaldi aivanzeavida, Tavis savarZelSi mokalaTda.wvimis xmaze CaTvlima. ganerviulda,borgavda. sizmarSi Tavis gamarjvebasxedavda, magram es cudi sizmari iyo.roca gamoiRviZa, sizmari malevedaaviwyda, magram iseTi SegrZnebahqonda, TiTqos kvlavac sizmarSi iyo.msaxuris mier dafarebuli plediiatakze daagdo.

_ TqvenTan stumaria, ser! _ moax-sena albertom.

_ amjerad vinRaa?_ mama gustavo._ avi mRvdeli?!grinvaldma moajiridan gaixeda,

ezoSi maRali kaci idga, sqeli ruxianafora ecva da daJinebiT iyurebo-da zemoT. grinvaldma Sin SeipatiJa,magram stumarma iuara, bevri yoyman-is Semdeg isev maspinZeli gavida ga-reT. msaxurebi saxlidan ucqerdnen.ezoSi mxolod wvimis xma da yvavileb-is nami trialebda.

_ gavige, _ ufrosuli, mkacritoniT wamoiwyo gustavom, _ didi pa-suxismgebloba gsurT aiRoT sakuTarTavze. sxvebze zrunvis survili ad-amians uflis TvalSi amaRlebs, ma-gram me Tu damijerebT, ar mo-tyuvdebiT. nuravisi SegeSindebaT,nurc sabWosi, nurc Tqveni amxanage-bis, nurc uflisa _ ufali mowyalea!xalxis geSinodeT. kacma Seqmna uflisxati, kacmave acva ufali jvars. esxalxi gaqcevT merad, esave xalxi mo-giSorebT samaradisod. nu gegonebaT,rom xalxi raimes SegarCenT an maTibolomde gacureba gamogivaT! es min-doda meTqva. RmerTi iyos Tqvenimfarveli! _ maspinZels pirjvarigadawera, karisaken gaemarTa daCamowolil nislSi gauCinarda.

dasaaruli me-15 gverdze

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* * *oqtombris bolo... kaxeTis xedi...mtevani ivsebs ubes sitkboTi,dagvCereboda mze _ qveynis bedi,rogor mwamdi da rogor mindodi...natvris xis totze Citi galobda,xesac nayofi esxa edemis,zecam dauSva Cvenze wyaloba,kvlav yvaviloben Cemi qedebi;gadafrenilan mercxlebi ukve,Tivac daudgamT koxta zvinebad,xuTi wlis Semdeg am siyvarulzeneta isev Tu gagveRimeba?!Tu mainc tanjvis ali gagvTiSavs,rogorc daWril da daRlil meomrebs,davxuWav Tvalebs, albaT maSinacwarsuls xsovnaSi gavimeoreb.

* * *biZaSvili var Tqveni, suldgmuli,xeo, mdinarev, qvav da balaxo!ukve vimRere Cemi urmuli,dardebze aRar melaparakoT;ukve vaSene, ukve davlewe,vimRere kidec, roca damWirda,sufra daarRvevs dardis karcerebs,magari Rvino dgeba maWridan...mifrinavs Citi, gavatan werils,frTosanma icis uflis samyofi,ai, gasula es erTi welicda mousxia xexils nayofi.

* * *Sen sdarajobdi budes da bartyebs,ijeqi totze savse imediTda gulis swori giqrobda dardebs,ra kmayofili Candi mcireTic,mohqonda Cala niskartiT SenTvis,giwyobda frTxilad budis garSemo;risTvis movediT? nuTu imisTvis,rom sikvdilamde raRac vaSenoT...

es siyvaruli wamebiT kvdeba

rogorc feradi broli granitze,ise daimsxvra Rame zrialiT,momskdari setyviT ube avivseWeqa-quxilis Tanaziari.

xval Cemi saxec gaqreba cidan,romelsac viTom zRaprad saxavdi,noembris qari xmel foTlebs hgvida,gaqra tyuili, morCa `saxadi~...

ruxi bindebi sul neba-neba,TiTqos vefxviviT hkraven kamarebs,siyvaruli ki wamebiT kvdeba,simartovea civi samare.

rogorc feradi broli granitze,ise daimsxvra Rame zrialiT,momskdari setyviT ube avivseWeqa-quxilis Tanaziari.

* * *iswavle siCume balaxisgan,amodi, amoxeTqe miwidan,Cemo SfoTiano nakadulo,sicocxlesaviT rom mizidav!me da Sen mzis sxivi gvenatreba,cxeli alersi da imedi,asjer gulmokluli ver adgeba,siTbo gaimeteT mciredi.iswavle siCume balaxisgan,mdeloze gauSlia logini;oqro ar aiRo aravisgan,Tundac daiRalo lodiniT.

* * * antonio gaudis

iRbalma vis ar daugo maxe?davseirnobdiT... ca iyo muqida anaTebda saocar saxlebsfarTo naTuris damreci Suqi.uecrad, TiTqos, gaudis landigamoemarTa Cvensken Soridan...oi, maestro! aravis hgavdi,saukuneebs ugeb koridas!

dedis naqoni kaba udedod gazrdil bavSvebs

eferebodi kabas naqargiTda maqmanian TaTmanebs wiTels,usiyvarulod mTeli bavSvobada siWabuke rogorRa zide?

fanjridan Canda zRva Zalze mRvrie,da talRas SerCa mainc Tolia,Sen deda xSirad mognatrebia,magram viRacas sul ar hyolia;

Sen inaxavdi kabas naqargiT,gefereboda warsulSi qalida sanam rame axals naxavdi,mogonebebiT iyavi mTvrali...

ixare, axla mainc ixare,enTos Sens gzebze mudam sinaTle,sicruis nacvlad iRbalma yvelganSemogaSvelos didi simarTle.

* * *me mivdiodi nawvimar gzazeda mainc yarda midamo suniT...ise advilad adebdnen fasebsusaxur xalxs da usaxur survils;ca iyo Sori, amitom camdegza grZeli iyo, Tanac cicabo...Znelia, mzeo! gulgatexilmauzenaesi sibrZne iwamo.

mxedari

mTis mwvervalebTan gamoCnda mTvare,zecaze kuTvnil adgils ikavebs,

ra afermkrTalebs miTxari barem,am sevdian da nacnob igavebs?!

ufalo, nuTu xorcs Tu gaswiravs,maSin gaxdeba kaci netari?!bedi gamisxlta gverdze; Wadrakisdafaze rogorc TeTri mxedari.

ozonis Sre ixvriteba

ozoni ixvriteba, ozoni ixvriteba,uSveleT dedamiwas, haeri SeaSveleT!yanebSi Tavebi wamohyves simindebma,vucqeri Soridan mzis sxivis diademebs.oqtombris qarebma ra oqro daafines,xeebs ganaSores Zvirfasi samoseli,naWuWi axlaxans dafSveni, ra gesmis?patara wiwilav, saidan amoZveri?!yurZeni daikrifa, mtevnebi anaTeben,zarebi reken da badagic daduRdeba!yvelafers Tavisi pewi da lazaTi aqvs,me mesmis, sixaruls SiSi rom ar uxdeba.Citebi JivJiveben, nel-nela wyvildebian,mercxlebi aivnebze budeebs ikeTeben,ambavi momiyevi xvalindel gariJraJze,ambavi momiyevi qalebis sikeTeze...qalaqic gaanaTes yviTelma naTurebma,sibnele daafrTxes da qurdebi SeaCvenes,uSveleT dedamiwas, ozoni ixvriteba,uSveleT dedamiwas, xelebi SeaSveleT!

uerTmaneTod

gamaxsenda da xmamaRla ver vTqvi,cxel Rames cxeli kocniT vjobnidiT,quCaSi idgnen xeebi verxvis,gvakvirdeboda viRac WogritiT;mere sicili agvityda, radganviRaca gaskda SuriT kinaRamda ganTiadic umalve dadga,im Rames mudam gulSi vinaxav.dila da Rame, mze da Rrubeli,Wori, simarTle, wyali da qviSa...cxovrebis didma sevda-wuxilma,Cveni gulebic ase gaTiSada axla, TiTqos, uerTmaneTod,Tavisuflad da mSvidad davdivarT,damTavrda Woric da sixarulicda yvelaferi aris martivad.

ucnobs axalgazrda kacma zRvis saSineli Relvis dros bavSvi gadaarCina...

zRva Relavs, rogorc mZvinvare lomi,bavSvi ixrCoba, ar grZnobs arafers,sikvdil-sicocxlis iwyeba omi,talRa SxuiliT ipyrobs qarafebs;is zRvaSi xteba mZlavri cecxliviT,TiTqos zecidan RmerTi daeSva,Wabuki _ qveynis mravalwertili _lewavs sikvdilis Crdils da kaeSans;miapobs, amsxvrevs mklavebiT talRebs,magram rux demons ase ra daRlis?!amodis wylidan, amohyavs bavSvi,rogorc Zvirfasi, mZime nadavli.

Samqoris brZola

Tamar! droSas ferxTiT gifens Salva axalcixeli,Samqors TurqTa damarcxeba Tavad unda gaxaros,o, mefeo! Zleulia abu-beqris laSqari,Sen, qarTvelTa mzeTa mzeo, saqarTvelos zRaparo!taZrisaTvis Segiwiravs droSac, ganZic xalifis,xaxulis xats Seavedre oboli da Raribi,Seavedre Cveni zeca da erTguli mxedroba...o, mefeo! daRlili xar, magram sul ar getyoba.macneebi daagzavneT arwiviviT frTamali:mosra mteri, Sin brundeba mefe Tavis amaliT.

Citad viqcevi mere sxva qveynad...

albaT maSinebda avsuli daukve monusxuli vxvdebi qarebs...xeo, warmarTuli warsulidandamelaparake, Semifare!zorba totebiT rom mogizide,eg fesvebi ukve berdeboda;Citad qcevamde rom momicdide,yvelaferi kargad gveqneboda;iqiT jojoxeTi darCeboda,visiyvarulebdiT, viamebdiT,lxini iqneboda garSemo dazeviT iqneboda mzianeTi.

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titanidasasruli

biWebi, Cemi biWebi magari gulCvilebi myavs. Tavismitrialeba ar minda, vici, romeliRaca ukve cremlebsyris. sruli dumilia. isev mama levani iwyebs laparaks.

revaza rom gardaicvala, maSinac man Tqva pirvel-ma. me amerikaSi viyavi, ar miTxres dakrZalvis dRemde.yvela dabneuli iyo. Zmakaci rom gardaicvleba, dab-neuli xar. ar ginda, rom rogorc mkvdarze, ise ila-parako, magram ici, rom aRarc cocxalia, SensaviTaRaraa. ar gaicinebs, ar gadagkocnis, qalebs Tvals argaayolebs, Tvals ar Cagikravs, aRar icekvebs. mama le-vanma simSvide SeinarCuna. mere oTiko ambobda, gas-venebaSi Tamadobas veravin bedavdao. arada wesi iyo,sityva vinmes unda warmoeTqva. aqac mama levani gamod-ga. arada yvelaze Zalian iqneb mas uWirda. ar vici.

nanadirevi saSualod gemrielia. moxarSuli mowi-Talo fers iRebs da Znelad iReWeba. Rvino aris sruli-ad fantastikuri. ver vijereb, rom aseTi Rvino Sei-Zleba Cvennair rigiT stumrebs gauxsna da daagemovnebi-no.

_ es is momentia, Tamaz, _ veubnebi Tazos, _ rode-sac sruliad geTanxmebi. meti sasmeli da cota saWme-li sjobs am viTarebaSi!

Tvals mikravs. saaTs vkiTxulob. arada, vici, romyvela saaTs akvirdeba. mec. vici, rom eqvss aklia oTxiwuTi. Svidze unda SevideT darbazSi.

sufras uxmod valagebT da fexiT mivdivarT labo-ratoriisken. gzaSi sruliad arafrismomcem TemebzevlaparakobT. zaza ver iTmens da mainc wakbens oTarassastumros javSanze. oTo pasuxad botasebs aCvenebs:

_ mogwons Cemi axali „Saucony~-ebi?darbazi Cem warmosaxvaSi arsebul kosmosur xoma-

lds hgavs. sruliad sada da konusuri formisaa. iata-ki, Weri, kedlebi SuSisaa da instalacia gadis. albaTes ganwyobisTvisaa, vfiqrob. musika ar ismis, mxolodZalian umniSvnelo SiSinis xmas aRviqvam.

personals iasamnisferi acvia, zustad iseTi gamaa,rogoric Rvino „navazelis~ saferavis etikets. ocdax-uTi-ocdaeqvsi wlis gogo xeliT dasavleTisken gvaniS-nebs _ Tqveni Sexvedra B2V darbazSia. wyali da sasme-li SigniTaa da SegiZliaT miirTvaTo, gviRimis.

darbazi saSualoze patara zomisaa. Sesulebsuzarmazari ekrani gvxvdeba. ekranze grZeli derefanimoCans da vxedavT fexebs, romelic moemarTeba. gulis-cema Cqardeba. revazas siarulia. Zalian maRali iyorevaza da Taviseburad dadioda. grZeli, momwvanoacvia. ekranze nabijebi sul ufro axlovdeba, lamisgadmovides. mxarze xelis dadebas vgrZnob, vtrialde-bi da revaza dgas. ai, aseTia, cocxali. „dastaevski,rogor xar?~ _ mekiTxeba. `biWo, ra lamazi Tvalebigaqvs!~ _ vicini. bolos roca vnaxe, es vuTxari da zus-tad ise mipasuxa, rogorc axla mpasuxobs _ `ee, naSavar, Zmao?~ arada, mowons. wyliani, didi cisferi Tvale-bi aqvs, rogorc mis Svils, anas.

_ ra gacvia, to? _ ekiTxeba zaza._ anafora! _ kvdeba siciliT._ ara, marTla! _ ekiTxeba vaso._ vaa, anafora, Zmao! _ isev icinis._ mRvdeli xar mand? _ ekiTxeba irakli.revaza isev icinis. pasuxs ar gvcems. marTla namd-

vilia es dampali. es warmosaxva araa. xelze xels vkidebda im momwvano tansacmelze Cumad vqaCav.

mere gviyveba rogorcaa. adamiani ar kvdeba. adami-ani formas da adgils icvlis. sakmarisia, dedamiwazegardaicvalo, rom avtomaturad sxvagan Cndebi. sakma-risia, dedamiwaze dagCagron, sadRac sxvagan keTilimogegeba.

„zRaprebs gviyveba~, vfiqrob CemTvis da vcdilob,mivxvde, ra fokusia. aq Semosvlisas araferi damile-via, nuTu haerSia specifikuri nivTiereba, rac Cvenskoleqtiur aracnobiers marTavs?

_ mand sul keTili adamianebi arian? _ ekiTxebaTazo.

_ ara, aqac arian boroti tipebi. visac eseni Ca-graven, isini mand cxovroben sikeTeSi.

_ jer aqaa Tu jer mand? _ ver viTmen da vekiTxebi._ dastaevski, tvoi um ne xvataet! _ iRimis.Cveni revaza, jiqia.mere movdivarT. aRaraferi maxsovs, raze vilapar-

akeT, rodis wavida da rogor.Cven saojaxo sastumroSi vbrundebiT. maspinZeli

cxel Cais gvasmevs da Tavisive gakeTebuli koniaki ga-moaqvs. Cemi biWis qorwilisTvis vaZvelebdi, gavsinjo-To, ambobs.

vxvdebi, rom xvdeba Cven mdgomareobas. aba, ratomaaaq. ramdeni Cvennairi stumrobs. iqneb, sulac amisTviscocxlobs an iqneb, TviTonac sxva sivrcidanaa mosu-li.

gaisad rom CamoxvalT, SviliSvilis saxelze day-enebul Rvinos gagasinjebTo.

minda vkiTxo, gyavT SviliSvili? da enaze vikben.Cais vsvamT da xomlis mTas vuyurebT. aseTi iduma-

li adgili aris sadme dedamiwaze?„ekranidan velodebodi da mxarze ar damado xeli?~

_ ambobs svani levani.vaska gaxedavs. me xomlis mTas vuyureb da meRimeba.netavi xval SevxvdebiT manana menabdes?

guram megreliSvili mirian rCeuliSvili

qalaqis meridasasruli

im RamiT grinvalds ar sZinebia. mze amoiwvera Tuara, maSinve loginidan wamoxta da mowesrigebas Seud-ga. wminda jovanis moedanze pirveli mivida. didxanselaparakeboda Tanaqalaqelebs, muSebs, xelosnebs, vincaxla ukve nacnobebisa da megobrebis iers atarebdnen.karga blomad xalxi Segrovda. guSindeli dRiT da-muxtulebs, kidev undodaT momavali merisgan sityvismosmena. magram roca grinvaldma neli-nel talRagaarRvia da win gavida, tribunaze rikardo dainaxa.misi metoqe amayad idga da eriks jiutad dahyurebdazemodan. mere mis danaxvaze CaCumebul xalxs gadaxeda,bevri maTgani qalaqis mers saxeze verc ki scnobda dagadalaparakeba da CoCqoli atyda.

_ Tu SeiZleba, batonebo... _ aRelda rikardo, _me xom maqvs ufleba, Tavi davicva? guSin am moedanzearaerTi CemTvis sawyeni sityva warmoiTqva... me xom maqvsufleba gamovexmauro! _ nel-nela yvela CaCumda, _Cemi gamosvla bevrad ufro xanmokle iqneba, vidre guSinCemi metoqisa iyo. pirvel rigSi, imiT daviwyeb, rac yve-laze metad momxvda gulze _ veteranebi! Cemo Tanamo-qalaqeno, veteranebma Tavi Seswires Cvens Tavisufle-bas. es fraza ukve sakmarisze metad gacvda, magram misiSinaarsi, vgoneb, kvlavac bundovania TqvenTvis. vet-eranebma Tavi Seswires Cvens Tavisuflebas! samefosganTavisuflebas! Tavisuflebas samefos batonobisgan! imTavisuflebas, romelic maT Cven langarze mogvarTves!da ras vakeTebT Cven? Cven es Tavisufleba fexqveSgavTeleT! Tqven gindaT winamZRolad daiyenoT same-fodan Camosuli, samefoSi gamdidrebuli da aq gaba-tonebuli kaci, romelmac Tavisi brWyviala fuliTmogixiblaT goneba? kaci, romlis megobrebmac TiTq-mis mTlianad iyides sanapiro! isini aq Camovidnen, dain-axes miwa, ifiqres, rogor gamoviyenoTo, dainaxes zRva,kvlavac ifiqres, rogor gamoviyenoTo! axla giyurebenTqven da fiqroben, rogor gamoviyenoT es xalxio! mkv-dar veteranebs ki nu mistiriT, cocxlebi moikiTxeT,zogi maTgani sapyrobileSi rom lpeba! maT ibrZolesTavisuflebisTvis, Cveni TavisuflebisaTvis! samefosmonobaSi dabadebuli da aRzrdili kaci ki verasodesgauZRveba Tavisufal xalxs!

rikardos cremlebi Camougorda saxeze, magram ve-ravin daabralebda, tiriso. ybebi dauwiTlda, Sublzeoflma daasxa. mainc kmayofilebis eiforia daudiodasaxeze. tribunidan Camosuli neli nabijiT gaeria xalx-Si, umisamarTod esalmeboda yvelas da bolos moedniscentrSi, wminda jovanis ZeglTan SeCerda. yvela grin-valds miaSterda, magram saxewaSlils aSkarad araferihqonda saTqmeli. xalxic nel-nela, kefis fxaniTa dazmorebiT daiSala. dReis sanaxaoba mainc Sedga. qan-dakebasTan mdgar rikardos gaocebuli grinvaldi mi-uaxlovda.

_ xom iciT, rom sabWo Tqven mainc ar agirCevT?_ Cemo megobaro, _ mimarTa qalaqis merma, _ Sen

wminda jovanis ambavi Tu ici?.. arc Tu ise Zveli amba-via. jovani erTi ubralo kaci iyo. erTxel sanapirozemogzauri Camovida. sawyals gza aeria, rogorc bevrsxva mogzaurs arevia, sadRac gadauxvia da banditebidaesxnen Tavs. gaZarcves, scemes da mZimed daWrilidatoves gzis piras. sxva mogzaurebma Cauares, magramyuradReba aravin miaqcia. sanapiroze xSiri iyo aseTiambavi. aravis undoda autkivari Tavis atkieba. sana-piroelebmac Cauares, arc maT aTxoves yuri daWrilisgodebas. bolos jovanim gamoiara. dainaxa Tu ara, imwamsve eca. wyali miawoda, xelSi aiyvana da ase waiyvanaqalaqSi. SiSi gulSic ar gauvlia da arc Tavis Sewuxebadazarebia. eqimTan miiyvana, Tu ram fuli hqonda,samkurnalod dautova. mogzauric ramdenime dReSigamojanmrTelda da Tavs ukeTesad grZnobda. jovaniase imitom moiqca, rom Zalian uyvarda sanapiro, Cveniqalaqi da yvelas winaSe Tavs valdebulad grZnobda,vinc ki aq fexs dadgamda. mas ar miaCnda, rom sanapiroiyo misi, aramed piriqiT, Tavis Tavs miiCnevda sana-piros msaxurad, _ cremli moiwminda rikardom, _ bavS-vobidan mwamda, rom swored jovanisnairi viyavi.

_ mgoni, _ Cailaparaka grinvaldma, _ Tqvens miermoyolil ambavSi Cven yvelani is usircxvilo bandite-bi varT, umweo mogzaurs rom daesxnen Tavs, magramZalian gvinda jovanis saxiT gvicnobdnen.

krebulidan `SerisxulTa siameni~

lurji frinveli

gulSi momwyvdeul Cems lurj frinvelssurs Tavis daxsna,magram me ki metad mkacrad veqcevi,me veubnebi: mand daetie,veravis mivcem uflebas, gnaxos.

gulSi momwyvdeul Cems lurj frinvelssurs Tavis daxsna,me ki viskiT da sigaretis kvamliT vabrueb.arc meZavebma, arc barmenebma da arc sursaTisdamtareblebma,aravin icis,rom is iqaa.

gulSi momwydeul Cems lurj frinvelssurs Tavis daxsna,magram me metad mkacrad veqcevi,me veubnebi:_ mand daetie,albaT, ginda SarSi gamxvio?Cems naSromebs xeli dario?ginda Caflavdnen evropaSi Cemi wignebi?

gulSi momwyvdeul Cems lurj frinvelsTavis daxsna surs,me ki sakmaod Wkviani var,da gareT mxolod RamiT Tu vuSveb,isic xandaxan,rodesac yvelas Rrma ZiliT sZinavs,da vambob:vici, rom mand xar,ase rom, sevdas nu miecemi.

mere, isev ukan vabruneb,da isic cotas waigalobebs,sulis gafrTxobis nebas ar vaZlev,viZinebT erTadsaidumlo paqtiT SeTqmulni.es ki iseTi saamoa, itirebs kaci,Tumc me ar vtiri,da Sen?

* * *xandaxan RamiT gaseirneba,ai, ra aris sulisTvis kargi,sarkmelebSi rom iWyitebi da uTvalTvalebqancgawyvetil diasaxlisebs,ludiT gamomtyvral amrezil qmrebTanbolomde rom cdiloben brZolas,nabanavebi sanapiroze,sawolze mwoli viReb siZveliT gayviTlebulCem ubis wignaks,da isev vwer, SarSandeliviT.orSabaTs eqims mivakiTxav.`diax, eqimo, fexebi ar memorCileba,Tavbru mexveva,Tavic mtkiva da zurgic mawuxebs~.`svamT?~ _ mekiTxeba.varjiSobT anda vitaminebs Tu iRebT mainc.vfiqrob, ubralod am cxovrebam damaavada,veRar vuZleb ryevebis ZalasTundac, roca velotrekze cxenebis jiriTsvumzer da meCveneba did uazrobad,iqaurobas vtoveb. Semdeg kvlav bileTebs viZendarCenili rbolebisaTvis,iqidanac adre mivdivar.`midixar?~ _ mkiTxavs sastumros klerki.veubnebi: `ho, mombezrda, cota ar iyos~.`Tuki fiqrob, rom mosawyenia, _ meubneba, _nu dabrundebi~.ase rom aq var, baliSebze ayudebuli.me, bebruxana, bebruxana sityvis ostati,Cemi yviTeli ubis wignakiT.raRaca dadis iatakze da Cemsken modis,oh, es amjerad Cemi kataa.

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metamorfoza

Semovida Cemi Seyvarebuli,sawoli damigo,gaxexa da gaapriala samzareulos iataki,Camowminda kedlebimtversasrutiT,gawminda tualetida abazana,saabazanos iatakic gaxexa,damWra fexis frCxilebida Tma Semiswora.

Semdeg,imave dRes,santeqnikosi movida, SeakeTa samzareulos onkanida tualeti,gazis xelosanma SeakeTa gamaTbobeli,telefonistma ki _ telefoni,axla, me vzivar am srulyofil garemoSi,simSvidea.Cemi samive sayvareli gavapanRure.

Tavs ukeT vgrZnobdi, vidre irgvlivqaosi iyo.ramdeni Tve damWirdeba, rom davubrundenormalur yofas:tarakanac ki ver vipove,rom xma gameca.

davkarge Cemi cxovrebis ritmi,Zili gamityda,madac aRar maqvs.gamZarcvesCemi sibinZurisgan.

van gogi

Tamamad miabijebdnen ampartavani,surnelovani qalbatonebi,roca van gogma Tavs es damarTa.

gogoebi mindorSi miaTrevdnen slikinaSlangs,roca van gogma Tavs es damarTa.

ukocnelmada uaresmac.

quCaSi Cavuare,`saqme rogor midis, van?~

`ra vici, kaco~, _ meubnebada gzas ganagrZobs.

uceb ifeTqeben mgznebare ferebi,siyvaruliT Tavbrudasxmulikidev erTiarseba,

da maSin man sTqva:`unda wavide~.

isini ki Sehyureben mis naxatebs,da axla uyvarT.

leqsi qalaqia

leqsi qalaqia quCebiT savse, kanalizaciiT,savse wmindanebiT, gmirebiT, maTxovrebiT,banalurobiT, alkoholiT,savse wvimiT, Weqa-quxiliT da gvalvianidReebiT, leqsi qalaqia omSi CarTuli,leqsi qalaqia, `ratom?~ _ ekiTxeba saaTs,leqsi qalaqia xanZarmodebuli,leqsi qalaqia tyviebis wvimis qveS,misi saparikmaxeroebi savsea cinikuriloTebiT,leqsi qalaqia, SiSveli RmerTi amxedrebulidahqris mis quCebSi, rogorcledi godiva,aq RamiT yefen ZaRlebi, dasdevendroSas,leqsi poetebis qalaqia,maTi umravlesoba urTierTis msgavsia,SuriT savse da enamware... leqsi axla es qalaqia,50 miliT daSorebuli arsaidan,

dilis 9 saaTi da 9 wuTia,liqiorebis da sigaretis gemoTi gaJRenTiliquCebSi ki arsad Cans, arc policia,Seyvarebulebi.es leqsi, es qalaqi ketavs Tavis kars,barikadebiT, TiTqmis carieli.mgloviare, cremlgamSrali,Seubraleblad rom berdeba,salkldovan mTebSi.okeanes ki dahkravs lavandis ferididebulebisgan ganZarculi mTvare,odnav moismis musikis xma Camsxvreulisarkmelebidan,leqsi qalaqia, leqsi naciaa,leqsi samyaroada me mas axla SuSis qveS vakrav,rom SeSlilma gamomcemelmagulisyuriT ganixilos.irgvliv ki Ramea yvelganda fermkrTali nacrisferi qalbatonebiCamwkrivebulan,ZaRli ZaRls misdevs okeanisSesarTavisken,galerebi mohyavT sayvirebsmaSin, roca patara kacunebimaRalfardovnad saubroben iseT rameze,rasac verasdros gaakeTeben.

Rimili, romelic unda gaxsovdes

Cven saxlSi oqros Tevzebi gvyavda,Seusvenebliv rom dacuravdnen,akvariumSi, im sqel fardebTan,moxatuli fanjrebs rom faravdnenda dedaCemi sul iRimoda, elodeboda,rom yvela erTad bednieri vyofiliyaviT,meubneboda: `bednieri iyavi, henri!~dedaCemi marTali iyo, umjobesia bednieradrom igrZno Tavi, Tu amas SesZleb.Tumc mamaCemi yovel kvira or-samjer mainc,rodesac brazi boboqrobda mis ormetrianzorba sxeulSida ver gaego, ra utevdaSignidan ase,ganagrZobda mis da Cems cemas.

dedaCemi, sabralo Tevzi,romelsac surda bedniereba, kviraSi orjerTu samjer mainc, meubneboda: `bednieri iyavi,henri, gaiRime!ratom arasdros ar iRimebi?~da mere TviTon gaiRimebda, raTa menaxa,Tu rogor unda gameRima da esyvelaze sevdiani Rimili iyo,rac odesme minaxavs sadme.erT dRes ki suli ganuteves oqros Tevzebma,gverdze gadaxril xuT maTgans isevdarCenoda Tvalebi Riad.da roca mama Sin dabrunda,isini katas gadauyarasamzareulos iatakze.Cven vuyurebdiT yvelafer amas,dedaCemi ki iRimeboda.

mocinari guli

Seni cxovreba Seni cxovrebaa,ar dauSva, romCaaxSon da sibneleSi gamoamwyvdion,fxizlad iyavi,gamosavals mudam ipovi,sadRac mainc Cndeba sinaTle,SesaZloa arc Tu Zlieri,magram mainc amarcxebs wyvdiads,fxizlad iyavi,RmerTebi mudam gaCveneben gzebsTavis daxsnis,Seiswavle isini,gamoiyene isini,Tumca sikvdils ver daamarcxeb,magram xandaxan dasZlev sikvdilsSens sicocxleSi,rac ufro xSirad SeZleb amas,ufro SesZen sinaTles Zalas,Seni cxovreba Senve gekuTvnis,sanam arsebob, ufro metad Seican igi,saswauli xarda RmerTebi netarebas elian Sengan.

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Carlz bukovski