lenten booklet 2

8/9/2019 Lenten Booklet 2

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YKF_DMN IK_DYZ,

IKFMNDMN ADW@Y!


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^àieh`,

Zkds oeeca`t ds spemser`j oy tk` Autk`rfm Ikurik eg tk` NeejYk`pk`rj \rfy`r Z`fh, out dt r`faay ds f afoer eg aev` greh tk` `mtdrìemnr`nftdem. Yeh` pèpa` prevdj`j p`rsemfa j`vetdems, seh` kàp`jwdtk typdmn fmj preegr`fjdmn, fmj etk`rs egg`r`j prfy`rs eg suppert. euwdaa gdmj `mtrd`s greh m`w Autk`rfms fmj adg`!aemn Autk`rfms" tk`r` fr`

pe`hs, sterd`s, prfy`rs fmj j`vetdems, out tkreunk tk`h faa gaew f j s̀dr`te jrfw iaes`r te eur Aerj fmj Yfvder fs w` trfvà tkreunk tkds #eurm`yeg A`mt. $ur kep` ds tkft tkds oeeca`t wdaa dmspdr` fmj `mieurfn` yeu fsyeu trfvà yeur ewm pftk te tk` #ey eg %fst`r Yumjfy.

&m fjjdtdem, Neej Yk`pk`rj dmvdt`s yeu te #edm us dm eur A`mt`m, 'eay(``c fmj %fst`r s`rvdi`s.

)sk (̀ jm`sjfy*ò.+ , - \ \fmifc` /dmm`r, > \ Yeup Yupp`rs,> \ (erskdp

\fah Yumjfyfrik 0 fmj 0;, \fah4\fssdem Y`rvdi`s ? \ Yfturjfy er )

Yumjfy fmj +>62? ) Yumjfy

Ytftdems eg tk` Iress wdaa o` fvfdafoa` dm tk` ikurik tkreunkeut 'eay

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fumjy Zkursjfy)prda 0, -63> \ Ikrdstdfm Y`j`r

Neej *rdjfy)prda 3, \ Z`mmòrf` Y`rvdi`

%fst`r? \ Yfturjfy, )prda 2 er ) fmj +>62? ) Yumjfy, )prda ?%fst`r Yumjfy pfmifc` or`fcgfst ;6+? )


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)sk ( j̀m`sjfy, *òrufry +

(ky )sk (`jm`sjfy1

)sk ( j̀m`sjfy, tk` s`v`mtk (̀ jm`sjfy o`ger` %fst`r Yumjfy, dstk` gdrst jfy eg tk` Y`fsem eg A`mt. &ts mfh` ieh`s greh tk` fmid`mt

prfitdi` eg pafidmn fsk`s em werskdpp`rs8 k`fjs er ger`k`fjs fs f sdnm egkuhdadty o`ger` Nej, f syhoea eg heurmdmn fmj serrew ft tk` j`ftk tkftsdm ordmns dmte tk` weraj. &t met emay pr`gdnur`s tk` heurmdmn ft tk` j`ftkeg =`sus, out fase pafi`s tk` werskdpp`r dm f pesdtdem te r`fad5` tkìems`Lu`mi`s eg sdm. )sk (`jm`sjfy ds f seho`r jfy eg r`gaìtdem emwkft m``js te ikfmn` dm eur adv`s dg w` fr` te o` guaay Ikrdstdfm.

(̀ `m#ey iàòrftdmn \fah Yumjfy. (̀ wfv` tk` pfah orfmik`sfmj iàòrft .̀ )mj w` faa aev` %fst r̀ YumjfyF &t ds f kfppy tdh`, wdtkgaew`rs, m`w iaetk`s, fmj tk` Òpìtftdem eg sprdmn dm tk` fdr.

`t tk`r` ds seh`tkdmn sdnmdgdifmt hdssdmn dg w` emay iemi`mtrftèm iàòrftdem ger tk`s` twe Yumjfys. &t ds tee `fsy fmj prehet`s huiktee ik`fp f nrfi` te geius emay em tk` kdnk pedmts eg \fah Yumjfy fmj%fst`r wdtkeut wfacdmn wdtk =`sus tkreunk tk` nftk`rdmn skfjews eg

fumjy Zkursjfy fmj tk` jfrcm`ss eg Neej *rdjfy. *er us, tkft #eurm`y

o`ndms em )sk (̀ jm`sjfy, tk` o`ndmmdmn eg A`mt. A`mt ds f wfy te rìfaaf afrn`r stery tkfm #ust iàòrftdem. &t ds f wfy te gfi` tk` r`fadty eg tkìems`Lu`mi`s eg sdm fmj tk` t`rrdoa` teaa dt tfc`s em tk` weraj. A`mt ifaasus te Òfhdm` eur ewm adv`s wdtk tk` prfy`r, Y`frik h`, $ Nej, fmjcmew hy k`frt" t`st h` fmj cmew hy tkeunkts. Y`` dg tk`r` ds fmywdic`j wfy dm h`J 9\sfah +3;603!02:.

/`mmds @rftik`r, Iepyrdnkt G 0>+3, greh Ikrdstdfm `seuri` &mstdtut`www.irdvedi`.ern

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Zkursjfy, *òrufry +;

A`mt`m A`tt`rs

& nr`w up dm f Ikrdstdfm keh`. (̀ kfj eur trfjdtdems tkft w`mtwdtk )jv`mt, Ikrdsthfs, A`mt fmj %fst`r. $ur ikurik kfj hdj!w``cs`rvdi`s jurdmn )jv`mt fmj A`mt fmj ftt`mjdmn wfs pfrt eg eur gfhday8strfjdtdem. (̀ m`v`r tfac`j foeut ndvdmn seh`tkdmn up jurdmn A`mt.(k`m & wfs eaj`r & trd`j ndvdmn seh`tkdmn up ger A`mt. & oàd`vìkeieaft` skeuaj o` dts ewm geej nreup, se & jìdj`j te ndv` upikeieaft`. Zkft weuaj truay o` f sfirdgdi`F & hfj` dt tkreunk A`mt fmjem %fst`r Yumjfy ft` f wkea` ofn eg jfrc ikeieaft` K 8sF & wfsm8t

sur` wk`tk`r tkds wfs neej er met.

Zk` mÒt y`fr & jìdj`j te try seh`tkdmn jdgg`r`mt. & jdj met ndv`fmytkdmn up. & jìdj`j te fjj seh`tkdmn. & wret` wkft & ifaa`j A`mt`mA`tt`rs. %fik jfy dm A`mt & wret` f skert met` te sehèm`6 grd`mj,ràftdv`, sehèm` & werc`j wdtk, `ti., tàadmn kdh er k`r kew tk`y kfj`mrdik`j hy adg`. & tkfmc`j hy jfunkt`r!dm!afw ger aevdmn hy Ludrcysem, & prfds`j hy t`fikdmn fssdstfmt ger k`r wemj`rgua werc `tkdi fmj

kew sk` aev`j tk` ikdajr`m. & tkfmc`j grd`mjs ger adst`mdmn te h`, jrdvdmnh`, `mieurfndmn h`.

&t wfs f adtta` ev`rwkàhdmn te tkdmc eg 2> pèpa` & ieuaj wrdt`te. &g yeu jìdj` yeu wfmt te try tkds fs f A`mt`m jdsidpadm`, yeu hfywfmt te stfrt wdtk em` a`tt`r f w``c er #ust Yfturjfys fmj Yumjfys wk`myeu kfv` f adtta` her` tdh`. eu weuajm8t wfmt te oìeh` jdsieurfn`j

oìfus` yeu ieuajm8t c``p up. *`àdmn nudaty ds met tk` nefa k`r`.

& kfv` te fjhdt tkft & kfv` met jem` tkds dm f g`w y`frs. & wfsm8tsur` kew hfmy A`mt`m A`tt`rs dm f rew grd`mjs hdnkt wfmt. @ut & gdnur`dt ds fawfys mdi` te k`fr tkft yeu h`fm seh`tkdmn te sehèm` se & fhnedmn te try wrdtdmn fnfdm.

/`fr '`fv`may *ftk`r, \a`fs` kàp us faa te geius em yeur sfirdgdi`jurdmn tkds A`mt`m s`fsem fmj te skfr` wdtk tkes` w` aev` faa tk`y h`fmte us. &m =`sus8 mfh`, )h`m.

=fm` Dfnftf


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*rdjfy, *òrufry 0>

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Nrewdmn up, & kfj s`v`rfa grd`mjs wke weuaj tfac foeut wkft tk`yw`r` ndvdmn up ger A`mtJ. est weuaj ndv` up ikeieaft` er nuh ik`wdmn er etk`r geejs tk`y pfrtdiuafray adc`j. & a`frm`j tkft tk`r` wfs f purpes` te

sfirdgdidmnJ seh`tkdmn jurdmn tkft tdh` te kàp us jrfw iaes`r te Ikrdst fmj'ds sfirdgdi` ger us.

Yeh` eg hy grd`mjs teaj h` tkft )//& N jfday prfy`r tdh` egt`mkfj her` h`fmdmn ger tk`h tkfm fvedjdmn gfverdt` tr`fts jurdmn A`mt. (dtktkds tkeunkt 9fmj wk`m & kfj hy ewm keh`: & o`nfm )//& N jfdayia`fmdmn tfscs greh f aemn adst eg keus`keaj #eos tkft hdnkt tfc` +? te 3>hdmut`s `fik jfy.HHH &t hdnkt tfc` f guaa w``c er twe te #ust n`t tk` cdtik`mia`fm`j out 2> jfys eg jfday ia`fmdmn `v`mtufaay kàp`j n`t f nr`ft stfrt em

Yprdmn Ia`fmdmnJ ger tk` wkea` keus`. $gt`m & fjj f sirdptur` te tkdmcfoeut er h`herd5` fs & ia`fm`j, er & geius prfy`rs ger f pfrtdiuafr grd`mj ergfhday h`ho`r jurdmn tkft jfy8s ia`fmdmn tfsc.

*erty jfys ds tdh` `meunk te a`frm m`w kfodtsJ fmj & gdmj tkft & o`m`gdt greh tk` kfodts a`frm`j jurdmn tk` jedmn eg hy A% Z A&YZ6dhprev`j prfy`r, h`herd5`j sirdptur`, fmj f iaes`r ràftdemskdp wdtk NejF

Ieaessdfms 36+< )mj wkft`v`r yeu je dm werj er j``j, je dt faa dm tk` mfhèg tk` AerjM%pk`sdfms -6< Y`rv` wkea`k`frt`jay, fs dg yeu w`r` s`rvdmn tk` Aerj, met

pèpa`,ehfms +06++ `v`r o` aficdmn dm 5`fa, out c``p yeur spdrdtufa g`rver,

s`rvdmn tk` Aerj.

HHH %Ofhpa`s dmiauj`6 ia`fm eut em` jrfw`r, wfsk ofsòefrjs, afumj`rcdtik`m iurtfdms, ia`fm em` iupoefrj dmsdj` fmj eut, wfsk geur wfaas, serttkreunk4ernfmd5` em` er twe skàv`s dm f iaes`t, jemft` tk` oeO eg

ieaaìt`jJ dt`hs te II&) er etk`r ikfrdtfoa` ernfmd5ftdem, just pditur`grfh`s tkreunkeut tk` keus`, wfsk wdmjews, ia`fm4just afhps tkreunkeuttk` keus`, ia`fm faa jeer cmeos fmj adnkt swdtik`s, ia`fm eut jry`r Òkfust

pdp`, ia`fm stev`, ia`fm ev`m, ia`fm r`grdn`rfter, ernfmd5` `mt`rtfdmh`mti`mt`r, sert em` sìtdem eg tk` nfrfn`, `ti. ! Afurf $udh`tt`


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Yfturjfy, *òrufry 0+

(kft A`mt ds te `

Ze h` A`mt h`fms tkdmcdmn foeut wkft =`sus jdj, fmj wky k` jdjdt. 'fv` yeu `v`r stepp`j te tkdmc6 =`sus jd`j ger us `v`m wk`m k` wfssup`r sifr`j1 '` jdj tkds ger us fgt`r seh` eg us kft`j kdh, tkeunkt k`wfs f grfuj, fmj wfmt`j te cdaa kdh. Ifm yeu dhfndm` sfirdgdidmn yeursàg te sfv` pèpa` wke tkeunkt fmj gàt tkft wfy foeut yeu1 &t weuaj o`r`faay kfrj.

(kft w` jdj weuaj kfv` ndv`m =`sus fmetk`r r`fsem met te jetkds. @ut =`sus aev`j us f aet. er` tkfm fmytkdmn às`.

=`sus wfmt`j us te ne te '`fv`m fmj adv` f kfppy adg` wdtk Nej.(k`m =`sus res` em tk` tkdrj jfy dt wfs f sdnm te `v`ryem` wke geaaew`j

kdh tkft tk`dr sdms kfj o``m gerndv`m, fmj tkft wk`m tk`y pfss`j tk`yieuaj ne te adv` wdtk Nej.&g =`sus kfjmEt jem` tkds w` weuajmEt kfv` o``m foa` te ne te

'`fv`m. Ye greh tk` o`ndmmdmn eg A`mt te tk` `mj eg tk` %fst`r s`fsemtfc` f adtta` tdh` te sfy Zkfmc yeu =`sus ger wkft yeu jdj, fmj geraevdmn us se huik.

àfmd` Vkfm


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+st Yumjfy dm A`mt, *òrufry 00

Zk` =eurm`y

(k`m & wfs fsc`j te wrdt` seh`tkdmn ger tkds /`vetdemfa, & w`mt oafmc. et kfvdmn prfitdì j hy gfdtk ger her` tkfm kfag hy adg`tdh`, &wfsm8t `v`m sur` & cm`w wkft A`mt wfs. Ye, & stfrt`j r`fjdmn. & geumj tk`geaaewdmn oy /`mmds @rftik`r 9Ikrdstdfm `seuri` &mstdtut`: wkdik

o`futdguaay j`sirdo`s kds fpprefik te A`mt, wdtk wkdik & tetfaay iemiur.

Zk` #eurm`y tkreunk A`mt ds f wfy te pafi` eursàv`s o`ger` Nejkuhoa`j, ordmndmn dm eur kfmjs me prdi` wk`ròy w` ifm eursàv`s

purikfs` eur sfavftdem. &t ds f wfy te iemg`ss eur tetfa dmfj`Lufiy o`ger`Nej, te strdp eursàv`s ofr` eg faa pr`t`ms`s te rdnktèusm`ss, te ieh`

o`ger` Nej dm just fmj fsk`s. &t ds f wfy te `hpty eursàv`s eg eur gfas` prdj`. Zkreunk prfy`r tkft ndv`s up sàg, w` s``c te ep`m eursàv`s up terìenmd5` fmj r`spemj fgr`sk te Nej8s pr`s`mi` dm eur adv`s fmj dm eurweraj. (` s``c te pafi` eur m``js, eur g`frs, eur gfdaur`s, eur kep`s, eurv`ry adv`s dm Nej8s kfmjs fnfdm. )mj w` s``c oy fofmjemdmn eursàv`s dm

=`sus8 j`ftk te rìenmd5` fnfdm wke Nej ds, te faaew 'ds trfmsgerhdmnnrfi` te werc dm us emi` fnfdm, fmj te ieh` fmj werskdp 'dh em %fst`rYumjfy wdtk f gr`sk vditery fmj kep` tkft ne`s o`yemj m`w iaetk`s, tk`sprdmn gaew`rs, tk` kfppy husdi. `t, tkft iàòrftdem o`ndms dm fsk`s.)mj dt #eurm`ys tkreunk jfrcm`ss. &t ds f spdrdtufa pdanrdhfn` tkft & fhiemvdmi`j w` hust faa hfc`, em` wfy er tk` etk`r, ger n`mudm` spdrdtufar`m`wfa te ieh`.

\`rkfps w` skeuaj tfc` egg eur rdnktèus reo`s #ust aemn `meunkjurdmn tk`s` 2> jfys te put fsk`s em eur ewm k`fjs, te ieh` o`ger` Nejwdtk f m`w kuhdadty tkft ds wdaadmn te iemg`ss JAerj, o` h`ridgua te h`, fsdmm`rJ.

Yfaay @ft`hfm


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emjfy, *òrufry 03Zkds @rdnkt Yfjm`ss

A`t us o`ndm tk` A`mt`m tdh` wdtk jàdnkt ... a`t us gfst greh pfssdems fs w` gfstgreh geej, tfcdmn pa`fsur` dm tk` neej werjs eg tk` Ypdrdt, tkft w` hfy o` nrfmt`j te

s`` tk` keay pfssdem eg Ikrdst eur Nej fmj kds keay \fsikf, spdrdtufaay r`#edidmn.Zky nrfi` kfs frds`m upem us, $ Aerj, tk` daauhdmftdem eg eur seuas kfs skewm

gertk" o`keaj, mew ds tk` fii`ptfoa` tdh`" o`keaj, mew ds tk` tdh` eg r`p`mtfmi`.J!!B`sp`r 'yhms, $rtkejeO Ikurik

A`mt ds fm dmt`r`stdmn s`fsem eg tk` ikurik y`fr, fmj, dt s``hs te h`, em` egtk` her` peeray umj`rsteej em`s. )t dts k`frt, tk` tdh` eg a`mt kfs f sdhpa` `meunk

purpes` 7 dt ds f tdh` ger em` te pr`pfr` em`sàg ger tk` iàòrftdem eg Ikrdst8s j`ftkfmj r`surrìtdem. Zk` trfjdtdems surreumjdmn A`mt kfv` j`vàep`j ev`r tk` i`mturd`s"fmj tk` h`fmdmns fsseidft`j wdtk tkes` trfjdtdems kfv` orefj`m`j fmj ikfmn`j wdtktdh`. 'ew`v`r, tk` purpes` eg tkes` trfjdtdems ds stdaa 9fmj fawfys hust o`:

pr`pfrftdem. Zkds rfds`s f ieupa` dhpertfmt Lu`stdems6

+. (ky je w` m` j̀ te pr`pfr` eursàv`s1 Zkft ds, wkft ds tk` nefa eg pr`pfrftdem1

0. 'ew je tk` trfjdtdems kàp us dm eur pr`pfrftdems1

Zk` fmsw`r te Lu`stdem muho`r em` ds oetk sdhpa` fmj kfrj. Zk` sdhpa`fmsw`r ds tkft w` fr` sdmm`rs dm m``j eg r`j`hptdem. Ikrdst8s j`ftk wfs tk` em` truègg`rdmn fmj sfirdgdi` ger sdm 7 eur sdm. et usJ fs f pèpa`, met usJ fs tk` ikurik,

out usJ fs dmjdvdjufas. Ikrdst jdjm8t egg`r kdhsàg ger Zk` (erajJ, k` egg r̀`jkdhsàg ger `fik dmjdvdjufa p`rsem dm tkft weraj. Zkds ds tk` kfrj pfrt eg tk` fmsw`r.(` hust met umj`rstfmj tk` iress fs f n`m`rfa sfirdgdi` egg`r`j ger hfmcdmj 7 w`hust a`frm te umj`rstfmj dt fs f pfrtdiuafr egg`rdmn ger `fik em` eg us. Zkft ds, Ikrdstjdjm8t jd` ger pèpa`J. '` jd`j ger h` fs fm dmjdvdjufa" fmj ger yeu fs fmdmjdvdjufa. &t ds egt`m sfdj tkft %v`m dg & wfs tk` emay sdmm`r, Ikrdst stdaa weuaj kfv`jd`j ger h` faem`.J & oàd`v` tkft tkds ds tru`. s̀, fs kuhfms w` fr` faa sdmm`rs. (̀gdmj dt `fsy te kdj` dm tk` irewj, iehpfrdmn eursàv`s te em` fmetk`r. Zkds dsumfii`ptfoa`. (̀ hust iehpfr` eursàv`s met te eur gàaew sdmm`rs, out te Ikrdstkdhsàg. & hust ieh` te umj`rstfmj tkft dt wfs hy ewm sdm 7 )mjy `jdmn8s sdm ! gerwkdik Ikrdst jd`j. e, & jdjm8t swdmn tk` kfhh`r tkft mfda`j 'dh te tk` iress" outk` wfs oruds`j ger hy trfmsnr`ssdem mem`tkà`ss.

Zk`r`ger` tk` nefa eg A`mt ifm o` suhhfrd5`j dm em` werj6 `p`mt. etger tk` sdms eg hfmcdmjJ, out ger tk` sdms & hysàg iehhdt `fik jfy. (kft je`s dth`fm te r`p`mt1 &t dsm8t #ust serrew er r`hers`, fatkeunk tkft wdaa, dm gfit, o` pfrt egdt. Zk` werj r`p`mt fs us`j dm tk` @doa` ieh`s greh f Nr``c werj wkdik h`fms,her` er a`ss, te o` ikfmn`jJ. et emay hust w` o` serry ger eur sdm, w` hust o`trfmsgerh`j dmte ir`ftur`s tkft r`#ìt sdm utt`ray. Zk` purpes` eg a`mt ds te ikfmn` 7 te

oìeh` adc` Ikrdst. Zkds r`Ludr`s oetk tk` rìenmdtdem eg eur sdm, fmj tk` jdsidpadm`te a`fv` dt o`kdmj us. (` ifm emay umj`rstfmj tk` j`ftk eg Ikrdst wk`m wùmj`rstfmj eur ewm sdm. (` ifm emay guaay fpprìdft` tk` #ey eg %fst`r wk`m wà`frm te fpprìdft` tk` ikfmn` Ikrdst kfs werc`j dm us.

)mjy `jdmn


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Zu`sjfy, *òrufry 02Zkds @rdnkt Yfjm`ss 9\frt 0:

'ew je tk` trfjdtdems eg A`mt kàp us te ikfmn` eursàv`s1 Zk` hest wàa!cmewm trfjdtdem eg A`mt ds gfstdmn. fmy eg us ndv` seh`tkdmn upJ ger A`mt. &m tkìfs` eg ndvdmn up f ofj kfodt, `.n. &8h nedmn te step iursdmnJ, tk` fppadiftdem te

r`p`mtfmi` ds eovdeus. (` rìenmd5`j fm fr`f dm eur adv`s tkft ds met Ikrdst!adc`, fmjikees` te jdsidpadm` eursàv`s te ikfmn` dt ger`v`r. (̀ jem8t ndv` up f sdm fmj tk`msfy & ifm8t wfdt ger %fst`r se & ifm stfrt iursdmn fnfdmFJ @y me h`fmsF (̀ fr` tkes`wke kfv` jd`j te sdm" kew ifm w` adv` dm dt fmy aemn`r1J 7 ehfms -60

&g w` ndv` up f ofj kfodt ger A`mt, w` m``j te iehhdt te m`v`r tfc` dt upfnfdm. Zkft8s tru` r`p`mtfmi`. (kft foeut ndvdmn up i`rtfdm geejs1 Ikeieaft` ds fiehhem ikedi`. @ut kew je`s tkds kàp us1 Zk`r`8s me sdm dm `ftdmn ikeieaft` 7 w`fr`m8t r`p`mtdmnJ wk`m w` fostfdm. (k`m %fst`r ieh`s, w`8aa stfrt `ftdmn dt fnfdmfmj o` me wers` egg. @ut tk` pedmt eg A`mt ds ikfmn`. $m` eg tk` wfys w` ifm ikfmn`

ds oy sàg!jdsidpadm`. Ydm ger hest Ikrdstdfms ds uatdhftày foeut tk` w`fcm`ss eg tk`ga`sk. )ostfdmdmn greh geejs 9adc` ikeieaft`, er h`ft: ds fm Ò`rids` dm sàg!iemtrea.)t tk` `mj eg A`mt, w` skeuaj o` foa` te aeec ft seh` t`hptftdem fmj sfy *ern`t dt,sdm 7 dg & ifm ne 2> jfys wdtkeut `ftdmn ikeieaft`, & ifm ne 2> jfys wdtkeut ndvdmn dmte yeuF & ifm je faa tkdmns tkreunk Ikrdst wke ndv`s h` str`mntkFJ

Zkft8s tk` tru` purpes` eg gfstdmn. (k`m w` wfmt eur ikeieaft` er eurst`fc, w` hust sfy te eursàv`s fm je`s met adv` oy or`fj faem` 7 Aerj, g``j h`wdtk tru` spdrdtufa geejFJ (k`m w` ndv` up f ofj kfodt, w` hust sfy Aerj, & je metwdsk te iurs` dm fmn`r. Z`fik h` yeur aev` fmj h`riy se tkft & hdnkt iemtrea hy

temnu` ger eur naery.J)s w` try te us` tk`s` trfjdtdems te werc ikfmn`s dm eur adv`s, w` wdaa kfv`jdggdiuatd`s. (̀ wdaa stuhoa` fmj gfda te c``p eur iehhdth`mts. )mj `v`m dg w`jem8t, tk` strunna` te hfdmtfdm jdsidpadm` wdaa me jeuot jrfw ftt`mtdem te etk`r fr`fseg eur adv`s tkft fr` met guaay umj`r Nej8s iemtrea. Zkds ifm o` j`pr`ssdmn. )gt`r faa,dg w` strunna` wdtk ndvdmn up hdmer ofj kfodts, kew wdaa w` `v`r hfmfn` r`faayjdggdiuat strunna`s1 A`mt ifm fmj wdaa o` f tdh` wk`m w` oìeh` her` fwfr` tkfm`v`r eg #ust kew w`fc w` r`faay fr`.

Zk` $rtkejeO Ikurik seh`tdh`s r`g`rs te A`mt fs Zk` Y`fsem eg @rdnkt

Yfjm`ssJ. &t ds sfj, oìfus` rìenmdtdem eg eur sdm ds pfdmgua. `p`mtdmn eg eur sdmfmj kfvdmn eur k`frts ikfmn`j ifm o` pfdmgua tee. Zk` s`fsem eg A`mt emay Òdsts oìfus` w` fr` sdmm`rs 7 tk` jfrcm`ss fmj pfdm eg Neej *rdjfy fr` eur ewm jedmn.@ut dt dsm8t faa jfrcm`ss fmj sfjm`ss. Zk`r` ds f adnkt tkft skdm`s dm tk` jfrcm`ss.Ikrdst jdjm8t #ust jd` ger sdm 7 k` res` fnfdm. )mj #ust fs '` ikfmn`j greh j`ftk teadg`, w` tee ifm oìeh` j`fj te sdm fmj adv` dm Ikrdst. Adtta` oy adtta`, w` o`ndm te umj`rstfmj, er rftk`r te g`à, tkft tkds sfjm`ss ds dmj``j

ordnkt,J tkft f hyst`rdeus trfmsgerhftdem ds foeut te tfc` pafi` dm us M dt ds f j``pkfppdm`ss wkdik ieh`s met greh f sdmna` fmj pfrtdiuafr r`fsem out greh eur seua

kfvdmn, dm tk` werjs eg /este`vscy, teuik`j fmetk`r weraj.J )mj tkft wkdik dt kfsteuik`j ds hfj` up eg adnkt fmj p`fi` fmj #ey, eg fm dmÒpr`ssdoa` trust.J !!)aÒfmj`r Yikh`hfmm

\kdadppdfms tàas us tkft k` wke o`nfm f neej werc dm yeu wdaa ifrry dt emte iehpa`tdem umtda tk` jfy eg Ikrdst =`sus.J Nej wdaa ikfmn` us. A`mt wdaa t`fik uste s`` eursàv`s fs sdmm`rs aest dm tk` jfrc, out dt wdaa fase r`hdmj us tkft tk`r` ds fadnkt tkft skdm`s dm tk` jfrcm`ss. $ur r`j`hptdem ds m`fr. %fst`r ds iehdmn.

)mjy `jdmn


10/53

(̀ jm`sjfy, *òrufry 0?uggdm!a`ssF

& tkdmc huggdms fr` preeg tkft Nej aev`s us fmj wfmts us te o`kfppy. @auò`rry, ierm, ikeieaft` ikdp" & aev` tk`h faa. (k`m & wfs stdaa

wercdmn, huggdms w`r` hy smfic eg ikedi` ger hermdmn or`fc. Zk` shfaaifg`t`rdf wfs #ust twe gadnkts jewm fmj freumj tk` ierm`r greh hyeggdi`. %v`ry hermdmn tk`r` wfs ket iegg`` fmj wemj`rgua, odn huggdmsF%v`ryjfy f jdgg`r`mt gafverF (kft f tr`ft ger f kumnry iehput`r n``cadc` h`.

)gt`r & stfrt`j nedmn ofic te ikurik, & jìdj`j & r`faay skeuajndv` up seh t̀kdmn ger A`mt. & tkeunkt foeut gfstdmn em` jfy f w``c, outsdmi` & wfs tk` emay em` dm tk` gfhday wdaadmn te `hofrc em tk` gfstdmn

#eurm`y, & jdjm8t tkdmc tkft weuaj werc eut. & stdaa kfj te ieec h`fas. e, dg & wfs nedmn te gfst dt kfj te o` seh`tkdmn p`rsemfa fmj dt kfj te o`seh`tkdmn & weuaj r`faay hdss. &t kfj te o` huggdms.

$V,J & tkeunkt. & ifm i r̀tfdmay ne wdtkeut huggdms ger 2>jfys. &8h stremnFJ )sk (̀ jm`sjfy wfs `fsy. & tkeunkt foeut tk` )sk(̀ jm`sjfy r`fjdmns fmj tk` fsk`s & weuaj rì`dv` em hy ger`k`fj. &iemnrftuaft`j hysàg ger o`dmn suik f stremn Ikrdstdfm. Zkds weuaj o` f

pdì` eg ifc`F Zk` jfys eg A`mt w`mt oy, fmj ft ;63> `v`ry hermdmn hy

stehfik stfrt`j te nrewa. Zk` sdr`m semn eg huggdms sfmn dm hy orfdm.=ust jewm twe gadnkts fmj freumj tk` ierm`r. (ke weuaj cmew1 &wfac`j te tk` ifg t̀`rdf te n`t f iup eg iegg`` fmj tk`r` tk`y w`r`. Zk`r`w`r` ik`rry huggdms 7 hy gfverdt`F (kft dg & pfss`j eut greh kumn`r fthy j`sc oìfus` & jdjm8t kfv` f huggdm1 fyo` & wfsm8t se stremn fgt`rfaa.

@ut f gummy tkdmn kfpp`m`j. & tkeunkt foeut =`sus. & tkeunktfoeut faa tk` tkdmns '` jdj ger us. & tkeunkt foeut kew huik '̀ aev`sus. & oeunkt hy iegg`` fmj w`mt ofic te hy j`sc. Zk` mÒt hermdmn,wk`m hy stehfik stfrt`j te nrewa fmj vdsdems eg huggdms jfmi`j dm hyk`fj, & net seh` iegg``, sft ft hy j`sc fmj sp`mt hy or`fc #ust tfacdmn te=`sus. & tkfmc`j 'dh ger aevdmn h` se huik. & teaj 'dh foeut hy jfy,foeut tk` pèpa` & werc`j wdtk, wkft`v`r ifh` te hdmj. & geumj tkft`v`ry hermdmn wk`m & net kumnry ger huggdms dt oìfh` f r`hdmj`r gerh` te tfc` tdh` eut ger =`sus.

& jem8t cmew tk` tkèaeny o`kdmj A`mt`m gfstdmn. @ut ger h`, dtkfs oìeh` f r`hdmj`r te tfc` f or`fc greh `v`ryjfy adg` fmj pfyftt`mtdem te =`sus. (k`tk`r dt ds ndvdmn up f gfverdt` geej, scdppdmn fh`fa er `mnfndmn dm seh` jdgg`r`mt fitdvdty fs f A`mt`m jdsidpadm`, dg dta`fjs us te =`sus tk`m dt ds wertk jedmn. Zkft ds wkft & aev` foeut tkdss`fsemMdt s`rv`s fs f r`hdmj`r te tfc` tk` tdh` te n`t iaes`r te tk` Aerj.

Vftky Ikfphfm


11/53

Zkursjfy, *òrufry 0-

$mi` Cpem f Iress) A`mt`m \e`h

Zkds ds met f gfdry tfa`&t8s foseautày tru`.Nej wfs aemàyYe wkft ieuaj '` je1

(kft kfpp`m`j mÒt1&8h sur` yeu cmew.Nej sfdj, A`t tk`r` o`MJ)mj dt wfs se.

Nej sfdj, )aa tkds ds yeurs=ust jem8t `ft tkds grudt.J@ut hfm tkeunkt k` cm`w o`tt`r.Ye eut eg \frfjds` 7 k` net tk` oeet.

Zkreunk hfmy wremnsNej nfv` hfm nrfi`.@ut hfm fawfys sdmm`j.Ye =`sus teec kds pafi`.

$m tk` iress=`sus jd`j,Ye w` ieuaj o`=ustdgd`jF

(ky jdj '` je dt1

&t wfs faa ger aev`.'` wfmts us te adv` ger`v`r (dtk 'dh dm k`fv`m foev`.

=fm` Dfnftf


12/53

*rdjfy, *òrufry 0<

*`fr

*`fr" werry" aess eg iemtrea" `fik eg tkes` werjs fmj er sfydmns ifm o` pr`tty pew`rgua. *er hest `v r̀yem` & cmew, fmj `spìdfaay ger hysàg,tk` aess eg iemtrea ds pr`tty odn. y aess eg iemtrea stfrt`j twe y`frs fne.

y `y`sdnkt wfs met tk` sfh`. & w`mt te hy `y` jeiter tkdmcdmn & m``j`jf m`w pr`sirdptdem ger hy nafss`s. Zkft r`faay jdjmEt hfc` f jdgg r̀`mi`se & w`mt ofic, k` ikfmn`j hy a`ms`s fmj egg & w`mt. e r`fadhprev`h`mt. & tkeunkt hfyo` & kfj fm `y` dmgìtdem. Zkds w`mt em gers`v`rfa hemtks. $m` jfy sdttdmn ft hy j`sc ft werc & teec hy nafss`s egg te r`fad5` dt wfsmEt hy nafss`s ft faa_ dt wfs hy `y`s. )aa tk` tdh`, & wfsÒp`rd`midmn jfday k`fjfik`s, wkdik w`r` n`ttdmn wers`. & w`mt te tk`%y` Ifr` I`mt`r fmj fgt`r hfmy Òfhs tk` werj tuher wfs ndv`m te h`.)mj & sft ofic fmj r f̀ad5`j, yeu fr` me aemn`r dm iemtrea.J &V%YFZkft #ust ifmEt o`F

ew tkds ds preofoay tk` odnn`st tkdmn tkft kfs dhpfit`j h` tkreunk faaeg tkds6 & kfv` f s`ms` eg p`fi` wdtk `v`ry st`p & kfv` kfj te tfc`. @`ger`fmj fgt`r hy surn`rd`s & kfj f s`ms` eg p`fi`" f g`àdmn eg Nej o`dmn

o`sdj` h`. & cmew hy gfhday fmj grd`mjs w`r` prfydmn ger h`. )mj fg`w tdh`s, wk`m tkdmns w`r` pr`tty reunk, hy kusofmj weuaj ifaa gerÒtrf prfy`rs fmj tk`y w`r` gàt. B r̀y pew`rguaF

& kfv` f spìdfa v`rs` tkft kfs oìeh` tk` hest pew`rgua ger h`6

=eskuf +6;'fv` & met iehhfmj`j yeu1 @` stremn fmj ieurfnèus. /e met o`

fgrfdj" je met o` jdsieurfn`j" ger tk` Aerj yeur Nej wdaa o` wdtk yeuwk`r`v`r yeu ne.

Aerj8s p`fi`"Vrdstf Ytem`wàa


13/53

Yfturjfy, *òrufry 0

Yprdmn kfs Yprumn

Yprdmn kfs sprumn, tk` nrfss kfs rd5, & wemj`r wk`r` tk` odrjd`s ds1Zkds sdaay adtta` rkyh` r`g`rs te tk` sprdmntdh` fs f tdh` eg r`m`wfa. Zk`

weraj freumj us r`turms te adg` fgt`r f s`fsem eg jerhfmiy. Zkds ds fase tk` tdh` eg ỳ fr wk`m w` iàòrft` fmetk`r cdmj egr`m`wfa. $m Neej *rdjfy, w` r`h`ho`r tk` j`ftk eg =`sus. Zkr`` jfysaft`r, em %fst`r hermdmn, w` iàòrft` kds r`m`wfa, er r`surrìtdem. (`tfc` tk` tdh` te r`h`ho`r tkft =`sus jd`j ger tk` sdms eg faa.

&m tk` wàa!cmewm v`rs` greh tk` nespà eg =ekm, w` fr` teaj tkft faaw` kfv` te je ds oàd`v` tk` Yem eg Nej te rì`dv` `t`rmfa adg`. =ust sfy,

s̀, =`sus, & oàd`v`J fmj yeu fr` nrfmt`j `t`rmfa adg`. (kft fwemj`rgua ndgtF

@ut tkft ds se sdhpa`, em` hdnkt sfy. t̀ #ust fs sprdmn ds f s`fsem egnrewtk fmj r`m`wfa, se tee, w` hust Òp`rd`mi` nrewtk fmj r`m`wfa oygeaaewdmn tk` wdaa eg Nej. )s tk` kyhm sfys, Zrust fmj eo`y, ger tk`r` ds

me etk`r wfy.J

'unk Ykdpa`y


14/53

0mj Yumjfy dm A`mt, frik +Zk` Adnkt Ieh`s

&sfdfk ->6 +, )rds`, skdm`, ger yeur adnkt kfs ieh`. )mj tk` naery eg tk`

Aerj rds`s upem yeu.J

)s hfmy eg yeu cmew eOfmm fmj & wfac #ust foeut `fikhermdmn. (̀ n`m`rfaay stfrt foeut -63> fmj, dm tk` j`fj eg wdmt`r tkfth`fms w`8r` dm tk` jfrc. @ut w`8v` o``m metdidmn seh`tkdmn aftày_dt8s n`ttdmn adnkt`r. (̀ jem8t m``j eur gafskadnkts fmyher`, fmj dt8s

o`ndmmdmn te aeec adc` w` ifm scd dm tk` hermdmn.

A`mt k`rfajs tk` o`ndmmdmn eg sprdmn. &t8s kfrj te oàd`v` tkft fs &aeec eut ev`r tk` s`v`rfa g``t eg smew w`8v` nett`m tkds w``c ju` te tk`

odnn`st sterh se gfr tkds ỳ fr. @ut tk` r`fadty ds tkft sprdmn ds iehdmn.Adg` wdaa r`turm te tk` `frtk.

Yeem w`8aa o` s``dmn tk` nrfss, tr``s fmj gaew`rs dm oaeeh. &mtk` sfh` wfy, adnkt ds iehdmn te eur adv`s. *er 2> jfys w` wdaa geiusupem tk` Yem eg Nej wke ifh` te ordmn adnkt dmte tk` jfrcm`ss eg fweraj ifunkt dm sdm. '` ev`rifh` sdm fmj j`ftk ger us se tkft w` jem8tkfv` te o` fgrfdj eg tk`h.

=`sus, tk` adnkt eg tk` weraj, kfs ieh` emi`. '` ifh` fmj oreunkt %fst`r #ey te us. '`8aa ieh` fnfdm, fmj tkft #ey wdaa o` o`yemjumj`rstfmjdmn. )t tkft tdh` w` wdaa o` #edm`j wdtk faa tk` sfdmts wke`v`r w`r` fmj wke `v`r wdaa o` te iàòrft` freumj tk` tkrem` eg Nej.Ye dg dt8s jfrc dm yeur adg` rdnkt mew, r`h`ho`r tkft tk` adnkt kfs ieh`fmj wdaa iemtdmu` te adnkt`m yeur adg` fs yeu trust dm =`sus.

\rfy`r6

/`fr =`sus, tk`r` fr` tdh`s eg jfrcm`ss dm eur adv`s, fmj w` wemj`r dg dtwdaa `v`r o` adnkt fnfdm. `hdmj us tkft yeu ifh` fmj oreunkt adnkt fmjadg` fmj sfavftdem te faa wke oàd`v` dm yeu. (̀ ifm trust dm tkes`

prehds`s fmj cmew tkft yeur adnkt wdaa skdm` dm fmj tkreunk us `v`ry jfy.)h`m.

\fster /em uaa`r


15/53

emjfy, frik 0

'umtdmn ger Zr`fsur`

'` wdaa o` tk` sur` geumjftdem ger yeur tdh`s, f rdik ster` eg sfavftdemfmj wdsjeh fmj cmewa`jn`" tk` g`fr eg tk` Aerj ds tk` c`y tetkds tr`fsur`.J Dsfdfk 9927

/em8t yeu aev` tr`fsur` kumtsF

& gemjay r`h`ho`r hy odrtkjfys wk`m hy twe o`st grd`mjs weuaj ieh`

te hy keus` ger f sa``p ev`r. )gt`r f jfy eg pafy, f jdmm`r eg spfnk`ttdfmj h`ftofaas, fmj ifc` fmj di` ir`fh, dt weuaj o` tdh` ger tk` tr`fsur`kumt.

y hetk`r wret` eut fmj kdj iau`s a`fjdmn greh pafi` te pafi` freumjtk` yfrj, keus`, fmj ofrm. *reh tk` o`ndmmdmn, w` rfm fmj afunk`j,trydmn te gdnur` eut tk` Òfit aeiftdem eg tk` kdjj`m iau`. (̀ w`r` ndjjywdtk jàdnkt wk`m w` geumj dtF (̀ or`ftka`ssay r`fj tk` h`ssfn`, fmjtk`m rfi`j egg te gdmj tk` mÒt iau`. eh kfj us 5dn!5fnndmn ofic fmjgertk, up fmj jewm, dm fmj eut umtda ft afst w` ifh` upem tk` tr`fsur`. &twfs tk` stugg ikdajkeej ds hfj` gerF

*eaaewdmn tk` pftk keh` te Nej ds f aet adc` f tr`fsur` kumt. Zk`r`8s f aeteg rummdmn te je dm erj`r te n`t tk`r`. (̀ m``j te gdnur` f aet eg tkdmnseut faemn tk` wfy. @ut `fik trutk w` jdsiev`r em eur #eurm`y ds ftr`fsur` dm dtsàg. &t `mrdik`s eur trfvà. &t trfmsgerhs wke w` fr`. Zk`her` w` skfr` dt wdtk etk`rs, tk` her` prdià`ss dt oìeh`s.

Zkds A`mt, &8h nedmn te tfc` her` tdh` te r`fj tk` Nr`ft Zr`fsur` 'umtNudjòeecJ9fcf Zk` @doa`:. &g yeu r`fj dt tee, a`t8s skfr` tk` tr`fsur`s w` gdmj.

=ust `!hfda h` ft `w` gremtd`rm`t.m`t fmj w`8aa Òikfmn` wkft w`

jdsiev`rF

eOfmm uaa`r

mailto:[email protected]:[email protected]:[email protected]


16/53

Zu`sjfy, frik 3

*``j tk` @drjs

& wemj`r`j dg & w`r` irf5y. )t > ) , dt wfs geur j`nr``s wdtkf wdmj ikdaa eg !+> fmj smew oaewdmn pfrfaaà te tk` nreumj fmj &, j`spdt`tk` gfit tkft & fh r`tdr`j fmj ieuaj o` iehgy fmj wfrh dmsdj`, wfs eut dmtk` oad55frj gdaadmn hy odrj g``j`rs. $k, & r`fad5`j tkft tk`y kfj oìeh`j`p`mj`mt em h` ger geej dm tk` wdmt`r. Zkes` spfrrews, #umies,weejpìc`rs, gdmik`s fmj jev`s hdnkt v`ry wàa jd` dg & stepp`j g``jdmntk`h. /dj dt r`faay hftt`r, & wemj`r`j, dg f g`w odrjs jd`j oìfus` & a`gttk`h em tk`dr ewm. @ut & c`pt em peurdmn sumgaew`r s``js dm tk` g``j`r,

oìfus` & cm`w dt jdj hftt`r.

*er h`, A`mt ds adc` Nej g``jdmn us dm tk` j`ptks eg wdmt`r. (̀weuaj jd` `t`rmfaay dg k` kfj met s`mt =`sus te jd` dm eur st`fj. & fh tk`

or`fj eg adg`,J =`sus tàas us dm tk` oeec eg =ekm. '` ieuaj kfv` jìdj`jw` w`r` wertka`ss, eg me her` vfau` tkfm f gaeic eg spfrrews. &mst`fj,=`sus ifh` te sfv` us, fmj dm tk` Yupp`r k` dmstdtut`j dm tk` jfys o`ger`k` wfs iruidgd`j k` iemtdmu`s te g``j us wdtk `v`rytkdmn w` m``j tesurvdv` tk` wdmt`r eg sdm dm eur adv`s.

Ye & iemtdmu` te g``j tk` odrjs, j`spdt` tk` iest te h`, fs &r`h`ho`r tk` prdi` tkft hy Yfvder pfdj te dmsur` hy adg` wdtk kdh.

=ekm -62 & fh tk` or`fj eg adg`.

@eo Yhdtk


17/53

( j̀m`sjfy, frik 2Zfc` y Adg`!Ikrdst N)B% 'ds *er dm`J

& kfv` fawfys aev`j tkds kyhm_fmj dt nfv` h` tk` eppertumdty te pemj`r wkft =`sus sfirdgdì j em hy o`kfag fmj yeurs.)s w` aeec tewfrjs %fst`r, dt hdnkt o` f neej Ò`rids` te h`mtfaayr`vd`w eur ewm oejd`s fmj je f ikìc fs te s`` wk`tk`r w` kfvìehhdtt`j dt )AA te Ikrdst er fr` tk`r` pafi`s wk`r` eur sdmgua mfturìfm sadj` dmte a`ss tkfm Ikrdst!adc` o`kfvder.

K@FJ2 'es`f -63 Ye a`t h` cmew!a`t h` s``c te cmew tk` Aerj.J )r`hy tkeunkts seh`tkdmn & weuaj $Z adc` =`sus te Òfhdm` tee iaesày1

HEPZK/ZEMNP@ 6 \sfah +;6+2 A`t tk` werjs eg hy heutk fmj tk`h`jdtftdem eg hy k`frt o` fii`ptfoa` dm yeur sdnkt, $k Nej hy eic fmjhy `j``h`r.J%pk`sdfms 06++ )mj `v`ry temnu` wdaa iemg`ss tkft =`sus Ikrdst ds Aerjte tk` naery eg Nej tk` *ftk`r.J)h & nessdpdmn er iehpafdmdmn dmst`fj eg prfdsdmn fmj tkfmcdmn Nej1@F_Y2 \rev`ros + 6+? Zk` `frs eg tk` wds` s``cs cmewa`jn .̀J\rev`ros +?63+ '` wkes` `frs adst`m te adg` ndvdmn fjvdi` wdaa jwàa

fhemn tk` wds`.J(kft fh & adst`mdmn te1 (ds` ieumsà1 %jdgydmn husdi1KFMJY/F_HY/Ê_C 6 Ieaessdfms +6+> eu wdaa wfac dm tk`hfmm`r wertky eg tk` Aerj, te pa`fs` 'dh dm faa r`spìts, o`frdmn grudt dm`v`ry neej werc 9eg yeur kfmjs: fmj dm tk` dmir`fsdmn cmewa`jn` egNej.J(kft fh & jedmn te s`rv` tk` Aerj1 )h & ousy wdtk fitdvdtd`s tkft jem8thev` 'ds werc gerwfrj1

G@@Z2 ehfms +>6+? 'ew Òiàa`mt fr` tk` g` t̀ eg tkes` wke ordmntk` neej m`ws!9Nespà:J)h & wfacdmn dm tk` Aerj1 $ fh & trfvàdmn dm h`fmdmna`ss idria`s1K@F_Z 6 \sfah ++;6++ & kfv` kdjj`m yeur werj dm hy k`frt, se Zkft &hdnkt met sdm fnfdmst eu.J&s hy k`frt dm f iemjdtdem tkft dg tk` Aerj ikìc`j dt eut, '` weuaj wfmtte hfc` 'ds 'eh` tk`r`1Ye tfc` seh` tdh` fmj je fm dmv`mtery eg yeursàg. Zk`m tfac te tk` Aerjfoeut wkft yeu gdmj. Cs` tkds wemj`rgua kyhm te stfy iemmìt`j te wkfttk` Aerj wfmts ger yeu tkds A`mt`m s`fsem.

Yfmjy Bednt


18/53

Zkursjfy, frik ?Auc` ;6?;!-0

'` sfdj te fmetk`r hfm, *eaaew h`.J @ut k` r`pad`j, Aerj, gdrst a`t h`ne fmj oury hy gftk`r.J =`sus sfdj te kdh, A`t tk` j`fj oury tk`dr ewmj`fj, out yeu ne fmj preiafdh tk` cdmnjeh eg Nej.J Ytdaa fmetk`r sfdj,

& wdaa geaaew yeu, Aerj" out gdrst a`t h` ne ofic fmj sfy neejoy` te hygfhday.J =`sus r`pad`j, e em` wke puts f kfmj te tk` paew fmj aeecs

ofic ds gdt ger s`rvdi` dm tk` cdmnjeh eg Nej.J

(k`m & gdrst r`fj tkds pfssfn` & kfj te fsc hysàg wkft =`susweuaj kfv` aeec`j adc` ft f pedmt wk`m k` wfs j``p dmte kds hdmdstry fmjtk` ehfm %hpdr` wfs ft dts p`fc. =`sus wfs f r`veautdemfry, fm dmyeur gfi`J cdmj eg nuy. '` sfdj tk` tkdmns tkft pèpa` jdjm8t mì`ssfrdaywfmt te k`fr, pedmt`j eut tk` tkdmns wremn wdtk tk` weraj fmj hdmdst`r`jte tk` pèpa` me em` weuaj jfr` ne m`fr. &g =`sus w`r` pauic j̀ eut eg kdstdh` fmj pafi`j dmte eurs & tkdmc k` weuaj o` tk` em` puttdmn dm ev`r!tdh` keurs ft tk` seup cdtik`m, trfvàdmn tk` jfmn`reus idty oaeics te

pessdoay r`siu` jrun fjjdits, er vdsdtdmn j`ftk rew dmhft`s. (k`m & r f̀jtkds pfssfn` dt8s `fsy te n`t f m`nftdv` vdo`, out & jem8t tkdmc =`sus wfsr`faay sfydmn gfhday dsm8t dhpertfmtJ, er jem8t heurm yeur aev`j em`s.J& tkdmc k` wfs sfydmn ew ds tk` tdh`, me her` Òius`s, dt8s tdh` te ne.J=`sus wfmts us te ifmmemofaa dmte geaaewdmn kdh, a`fvdmn faa o`kdmj,m`v`r aeecdmn ofic. =`sus wfs tk` cdmj eg nuy wke wfs faa er metkdmnJ,fmj seh`tdh`s tk` tkdmns k` sfdj s``h`j rfjdifa, out jdjm8t tk`y kfv` te

o`1 =`sus kfj te o` dm yeur gfi`, er às` metkdmn weuaj o` fiiehpadsk`jFYe, me her` Òius`s, ne faa dm, dt8s faa er metkdmn, ndv` yeur adg` te tk` em`wke nfv` kds ger yeu fmj `mt`r tk` `t`rmfa VdmnjehF

! fikà \ftik`m`fjdmn tk`s` v`rs`s, & wfs struic wdtk f j``p`r s`ms` eg =`sus8

p`rspìtdv`. & tkeunkt eg hysàg fscdmn hy sem te put kds ieft em o`ger`sikeea. @ut /fffffj, a`t h` #ust gdmdsk pafydmn wdtk hy A`nesFJ )s fgeur y`fr eaj, fsem m``js te a`frm p`rspìtdv` em tk` tkdmns tkft fr`dhpertfmt dm tk` odnn`r pditur`. fcdmn f tfaa tew`r tkft jrdv`s em `dnktwk`às ds pr`tty fw`seh`, out w` stdaa m``j te n`t te sikeea em tdh`.=`sus ds tdhà`ss. '` s``s, cmews, ds tk` odn pditur`. '` s``s tk` dhpfitseur fitdems kfv` gfrtk`r dmte tk` gutur` tkfm w` ieuaj dhfndm` wdtk eurikdajadc` hdmjs. (` m``j te eo`y =`sus adc` f gftk`r, trust tkft '` cmewswkft ds o`st ger us. (k`m yeu fr` ifaa`j te geaaew kdh, /$ &ZF =uhp dm.A`fv` yeur ifr`guaay iemstruit`j A`ne cdmnjeh o`kdmj fmj a`fp dmte tk`Vdmnjeh eg Nej.

! /fm \ftik`m


19/53

*rdjfy, frik -

Nrfmjpf8s 'fmjsNrfmjpf sft em tk` pftde o`mik. '` jdjmEt hev`, #ust sft wdtk kds k`fj

stfrdmn ft kds kfmjs. & sft o`sdj` kdh. '` jdjmEt ficmewa`jn` hy pr`s`mi` fmj

tk` aemn`r & sft, & wemj`r`j dg k` wfs $V. *dmfaay, met r`faay wfmtdmn te jdsturokdh, & fsc`j dg k` wfs $V.

'` rfds`j kds k`fj fmj aeec`j ft h` fmj shda`j. s̀, &Eh gdm`. Zkfmcyeu ger fscdmn, k` sfdj dm f ia`fr stremn vedi`.

& jdjmEt h`fm te jdsturo yeu, Nrfmjpf, out yeu w`r` #ust sdttdmn k`r`stfrdmn ft yeur kfmjs fmj & wfmt`j te hfc` sur` yeu w`r` $V, & Òpafdm`j tekdh.

'fv` yeu `v`r aeec j̀ ft yeur kfmjs, k` fsc`j. & h`fm r`faay aeec`jft yeur kfmjs1

& saeway ep`m j̀ hy kfmjs fmj stfr`j jewm ft tk`h. & turm`j tk`hev`r, pfahs up fmj tk`m pfahs jewm. e, & nu`ss & kfj m`v`r r`faay aeec`j fthy kfmjs fs & trd`j te gdnur` eut tk` pedmt k` wfs hfcdmn.

Nrfmjpf shda`j fmj ràft`j tkds stery6 Ytep fmj tkdmc ger f heh`mtfoeut tk` kfmjs yeu kfv`, kew tk`y kfv` s`rv`j yeu. Zk`s` kfmjs, tkeunkwrdmca`j, skrdvà`j, fmj w`fc kfv` o``m tk` teeas & kfv` us`j faa hy adg` te

r`fik eut fmj nrfo fmj `horfi` adg`. Zk`y put geej dm hy heutk fmj iaetk`s emhy ofic. )s f ikdaj, hy hetk`r tfunkt h` te geaj tk`h dm prfy`r. Zk`y td`j hyske`s fmj puaa`j em hy oeets. Zk`y kfv` o``m jdrty, sirfp`j, rfw, sweaa`m fmj

o`mt. /ìerft`j wdtk hy w j̀jdmn ofmj tk`y skew`j tk` weraj tkft & wfshfrrd`j fmj aev j̀ sehèm` spìdfa. Zk`y w`r` um`fsy fmj iauhsy wk`m & kàjhy m`woerm sem. Zk`y tr`hoa`j wk`m & wfac`j hy jfunkt`r jewm tk` fdsa` fmjwk`m & ourd`j hy pfr`mts fmj speus`. Zk`y kfv` iev`r`j hy gfi`, ieho`j hykfdr, fmj wfsk`j tk` r`st eg hy oejy. )mj te tkds jfy, wk`m met huik às` egh` wercs r`fa wàa, tk`s` kfmjs keaj h` up, afy h` jewm, fmj stdaa geaj dm

prfy`r. Zk`s` kfmjs fr` tk` hfrc eg wk r̀` &Ev` o``m fmj kew &8v` adv`j. @uther` dhpertfmtay dt wdaa o` tk`s` kfmjs tkft Nej wdaa r`fik eut fmj tfc` wk`m kà`fjs h` keh`. )mj '` wdaa adgt h` te 'ds sdj` fmj tk`r` & wdaa us` tk`s` kfmjste teuik tk` gfi` eg Ikrdst.

Nej jdj r`fik eut te tfc` hy nrfmjpfEs kfmjs fmj a`fj kdh keh`.(k`m hy kfmjs fr` kurt er ser` & tkdmc eg Nrfmjpf. & cmew k` kfs o``m strec`j

fmj ifr`ss`j fmj kàj oy tk` kfmjs eg Nej. &, tee, wfmt te teuik tk` gfi` eg Nejfmj g`à 'ds kfmjs upem hy gfi`.

Zkds wfs em` eg tkes` fmemyheus dmt`rm`t met`s tkft fr` pfss`j freumj. )s &r`fj dt, & tkeunkt kew =`sus str`tik`j eut 'ds kfmjs fmj jd`j ger aev` eg us.

fy w` us` eur kfmjs te r`fik eut dm aev` te etk`rs.


20/53

Yfturjfy, frik <

`spìt fmj 'uhdadty

)tka`t`s fiius`j eg ik`ftdmn. )aa`nftdems eg ierruptdem dm stft`nev`rmh`mt. Zk`s` tkdmns kfv` o``m dm tk` k`fjadm`s rì`mtay. (kft jetk`s` k`fjadm` hfc`rs kfv` dm iehhem1 Zk`y fr` faa r`spìt`j oy eur`frtkay seid`ty out jdspafy adtta` r`spìt ger tk`hsàv`s er etk`rs. Zk`yfr` faa kfmjsehày iehp`msft`j ger tk`dr Nej!ndv`m fttrdout`s. Zk`y je

met, kew`v`r, jdspafy tk` kuhoa` fpprìdftdem ger tk`dr ndgts tkft tk`yskeuaj. )tka`t`s fmj peadtdidfms seh`tdh`s fpp`fr te oàd`v` tk`y j`s`rv`tk`dr kdnk pesdtdems dm seid`ty, `v`m wk`m tk`dr fitdems jdsprev` tkds

oàd`g.

&m iemtrfst, =`sus Ikrdst a`j f kuhoa`, oafhà`ss adg`. '` spec`

tk` trutk umgfdadmnay. '` fase wdaadmnay pfdj tk` prdi` ger faa tk` sdms eg faakds j`fray aev`j ikdajr`m. '` ds f rea` hejà wertky eg tk` kdnk`str`nfrj. &m tkds s`fsem eg A`mt, a`t us fspdr` te `huaft` eur grd`mj fmjYfvder =`sus Ikrdst ev`r `frtkay rea` hejàs fmj r`h`ho`r te ndv` 'dhft a`fst seh` eg tk` ir`jdt '` j`s`rv`s.

Nfya` '`mj`rsket


21/53

3rj Yumjfy dm A`mt, frik

er` Zkfm IemLu`rers!!%Ouatfmt Advdmn

&m hy stujy eg ehfms tkds y`fr & gdmfaay frrdv`j ft hy gfverdt` v`rs`s dmtk` @doa`_em`s &Ej fawfys pafmm`j em h`herd5dmn, ehfms 63+!3;.B r̀s` 3+ rdmns eut wdtk (kft tk`m skfaa w` sfy te tk`s` tkdmns1 &g Nejds ger us, wke ifm o` fnfdmst us1 B r̀s` 3? ikdh`s dm wdtk (ke skfaas`pfrft` us greh tk` aev` eg Ikrdst1 Ykfaa trdouaftdem, er jdstr`ss, er

p`rsìutdem, er gfhdm`, er mfc`jm`ss, er jfmn`r, er swerj1 @ut tk`mtk`r` ds tk` dmiemv`md`mt, met se ik` r̀y v`rs` 3-6 )s dt ds wrdtt`m,

*er eur sfc` w` fr` o`dmn cdaa`j faa tk`

jfy aemn"w` fr` r`nfrj`j fs sk``p te o`

safunkt`r`j.

& wemj`r dg tkds ds wky & kfv` m`v`r ouica`j jewm te a`frm tk` `mtdr` pfssfn`. &tEs em` tkdmn te r`fj foeut Ikrdstdfm oretk`rs fmj sdst`rs puttdmn tk`dr adv`s em tk` adm` ger tk`dr gfdtk dm =`sus dm tk` sfg`ty eg hyadvdmn reeh, out &Eh met pfrtdiuafray c``m er `fn`r te sugg`r fs tk`s`

prìdeus hfrtyrs sugg`r. &t kfs o``m umpa`fsfmt `meunk te o` estrfid5`jger hy gfdtk fmj jdsdmvdt`j te seidfa idria`s oìfus` hy gfdtk hfc`setk`rs g`à umiehgertfoa .̀

\fua, wke sugg`r`j hfmy trdouaftdems ger kds Aerj, spec` greh p`rsemfaÒp`rd`mi` dm tk` r`hfdmdmn v`rs`s, e, dm faa tk`s` tkdmns w` fr` her`tkfm iemqu`rers tkreunk 'dh (ke aev`j us. *er & fh sur` tkft m`dtk`rj`ftk mer adg`, mer fmnàs mer rua`rs, mer tkdmns pr`s`mt mer tkdmns teieh`, mer pew`rs, mer k`dnkt mer j`ptk, mer fmytkdmn às` dm faa ir`ftdem,wdaa o` foa` te s`pfrft` us greh tk` aev` eg Nej dm Ikrdst =`sus eurAerj. 9&tfadis hdm`:

& hfy met o` tkrewm dmte prdsem ger hy gfdtk er tertur`j, out & m``j ter`gaìt advdmn Òuatfmtay dm tk` trutk tkft o`dmn dm Ikrdst =`sus, metkdmnifm s`pfrft` h` greh tk` aev` eg Nej_`v`r. Zk`m p`rkfps etk`rs wdaa

fsc h` te Òpafdm tk` r`fsem ger tk` #ey tkft ds dm h` fmj Òp`rd`mi` dt ger tk`hsàv`s.

fnnd` (d`nfmj


22/53

emjfy, frik ;

Yhfaa Ndgts

\èpa` egt`m tkdmc eg *òrufry fmj frik fs oa`fc. Zk` scy dsnrfy, tk` tr``s fr` orewm fmj a`fga`ss, fmj tk` nreumj ds iev`r`j wdtksausky, jdrty smew. &t8s ieaj, jfhp, jdshfa, fmj dt s``hs wdmt`r wdaam`v`r `mj. Yuhh`r ds f jdstfmt h`hery fmj sprdmn ds f gfr!egg jr`fh.Zk` segt, wkdt` smew eg f Ikrdsthfs %v` s``hs se aemn fne. ew dt8s

#ust rà`mta`ss ieaj fmj `mja`ss smew fmj sausk. &t8s kfrj te gdmj huik te o` nrft`gua ger tkds tdh` eg tk` y`fr.

@ut r`fad5` tkft tk` o`futy eg Nej8s ir`ftdem ifm o` geumj dmshfaa ndgts fmj shfaa ndgts foeumj dm aft` wdmt`r. Zk` jfys r`faay fr`nrewdmn aemn`r. Zk` frik scy ft sums`t ds adc` f wft r̀ieaer pfdmtdmnfwfsk dm oau`s, pdmcs fmj purpa`s, wdtk tk` eutadm` eg a`fga`ss tr``sstfmjdmn eut dm stfrc iemtrfst. eu hdnkt metdi` tk` si`mt eg hàtdmnsmew fmj `v`m s`` f g`w tdmy smewjreps pecdmn tk`dr k`fjs up tkreunk

tk` sausk. 'emcdmn gaeics eg n``s` fmmeumi` tk`dr r`turm. $tk`r s`fsemsfr` odn fmj spafsky6 summy =um` nfrj̀ ms, suhh`r tkumj`rsterhs, erfmn`

puhpcdms fmj r`j futuhm a`fv`s. @ut aft` wdmt`r ds suota .̀ &t geri`s yeute aeec kfrj`r ger dts ndgts.

fyo` tkds ds wkft tk` s`fsem eg A`mt ds ger. *fstdmn fmjr`p`mtfmi` fr` i`rtfdmay met odn, spafsky iàòrftdems. ftk`r, tk`y fr`

Lud`t fmj p`rsemfa fits. Zk`s` fr` fits tkft geri` us te saew jewm fmjr`faay tkdmc foeut wkft w` fr` jedmn. (kft kfv` & jem` te ifus` pfdm teNej1 'fv` & aev`j fs huik fs '` wfmts h` te1 /e & iadmn te hy

pess`ssdems er je & wdaadmnay skfr` wkft & kfv`1 A`mt geri`s us te saewjewm fmj r`faay iemt`hpaft` eur ràftdemskdp wdtk Nej. %mt`r dmte tkdstdh` wdtk fm ep`m fmj nrft`gua k`frt fmj yeu wdaa gdmj yeursàg o`dmnikfmn`j #ust fs sur̀ ay fs aft` wdmt`r ikfmn`s dmte sprdmn. )mj tkft ds me

shfaa ndgtF

@`keaj, & ieh` te hfc` faa tkdmns m`wJ 9 `v 0+6?:

Vftky Ikfphfm


23/53

Zu`sjfy, frik +>

A`mt`m 'yhmen`r ustem greh Aerj '`fr y \rfy`r

)tt`mj fmj c``p tkds kfppy gfst& pr`fik te yeu tkds jfy.&s tkds tk` gfst tkft pa`fs`s h`,Zkft tfc`s yeu #ey fwfy1/e & j`adnkt dm serrew8s jr`ss1Yfys Nej wke r`dnms foev`.

Zk` kfmndmn k`fj, tk` jdshfa aeec_ (daa tk`y fttrfit hy aev`1

@ut ds tkds met tk` gfst & ikees`,Zkft skfr`s tk` k`fvy aefj"Zkft s``cs te ordmn tk` peer hfm dm(ke8s w`fry eg tk` refj"Zkft ndv`s tk` kumnry or`fj te `ft,Ze strfmn`rs ndv`s f keh`"Zkft je`s met a`t yeu kdj` yeur gfi`*reh yeur ewm ga`sk fmj oem`1

Zk`m adc` tk` jfwm yeur adnkt wdaa or`fc"Ze adg` yeu wdaa o` rfds`j.)mj tk`y wdaa prfds` tk` Aerj ger yeu"@` kfppy dm yeur jfys.Zk` naery eg tk` Aerj wdaa skdm`,)mj dm yeur st`ps kds nrfi`.)mj wk`m yeu ifaa k`8aa fmsw`r yeu"'` wdaa met kdj` kds gfi`.

@fs`j em &sfdfk ? 6?!;


24/53

(`jm`sjfy, frik ++

'ds Yfirdgdi` fmj $urs

\kdadppdfms 06-!

- wke, tkeunk k` wfs dm tk` gerh eg Nej, jdj met ieumt `Lufadty wdtkNej f tkdmn te o` nrfsp`j, < out `hptd`j kdhsàg, oy tfcdmn tk` gerh eg fs`rvfmt, o`dmn oerm dm tk` adc`m`ss eg h`m. )mj o`dmn geumj dm kuhfmgerh, k` kuhoa`j kdhsàg oy oìehdmn eo`jd`mt te tk` pedmt eg j`ftk,`v`m j`ftk em f iress.

&m tk` A`mt`m Y`fsem, hfmy wdaa ndv` upJ seh`tkdmn. Yeh` pèpa` ndv` up ikeieaft ,̀ sejf, yeu cmew, tk` hft`rdfa tkdmns. A`t us metgern`t tkft =`sus nfv` up 'ds adg` ger us. y prfy`r ds tkft w` iemtdmu` tekemer 'ds sfirdgdi` ger us.

Idmjy '`hdmnwfy


25/53

Zkursjfy, frik +0

Zfc` tkds Iup

)oof, *ftk`r,J k` sfdj, %v`rytkdmn ds pessdoa` ger yeu. Zfc` tkds iupgreh h`. t̀ met wkft & wdaa, out wkft yeu wdaa.J frc +263-

Zkreunkeut tk` $aj Z`stfh`mt f iup ds us`j te syhoead5` Nej8s #ujnh`mt. )s =`sus, dm tk` nfrj`m, iemsdj`r`j wkft wfs te ieh`. 'àeec`j te 'ds *ftk`r fsc`j dg dt wfs pessdoa` tkft '` hdnkt tfc` tkìupMtk` #ujnh`mt...greh 'dh.

& geumj hysàg, met tee aemn fne, gfi`j wdtk y`t fmetk`r m`wh`jdifa jdfnmesds fmj f w`8r` #ust met sur` wky tkds kfpp`m`jJ. $v`rtk` pfst y`fr &8v` fj#ust`j fmj ikfmn`j fmj werc`j tkreunk tk` m`wr`fadty eg adg` ger h`. )s & o`nfm te iemsdj`r hy m`w adg` stya` fmjadhdtftdems, & weuaj seh`tdh`s o` f adtta` grustrft`j wdtk m`w oeumjfrd`sfmj ikfaa`mn`s. &8j o`t tkft hfmy eg tk` pèpa` & `mieumt`r em f jfday

ofsds kfv` seh` cdmj eg ikfaa`mn`, trdfa er adhdtftdem tkft kfs o`̀ m tkrustupem tk`h tkreunk me gfuat er skertiehdmn eg tk`dr ewm. fy dt o` fh`jdifa jdfnmesds, j`vfstftdmn dm#ury, aess eg #eo er grd`mjs er gfhdayMsehfmy tdh`s wk`m gfi`j wdtk f m`w trdfa er ikfaa`mn` w` gdmj eursàv`ssfydmn,

Aerj \A%)Y% Zfc` tkds iup greh h`J

Nej tàas us tkft ikfaa`mn`s wdaa ieh` eur wfy. (̀ ifm r`st dmtk` iehgert eg cmewdmn tkft '` je`sm8t a`fv` us eut em f adhoJ. '`

prehds`s ev`r fmj ev`r tkft '` wdaa o` wdtk usM tkft '̀ wdaa m`v`ra`fv` us fmj tkft '% wdaa ordmn neej greh eur strunna`s.

&g w` ifm `fik `horfi` tk` s`fsem eg ikfmn` dm eur adv`s, nrewfmj hftur` tkreunk tk` ikfaa`mn`s w` gfi`" dg w` ifm us` wkft w` kfvà`frm`j fs w` nrew te skfr` fmj suppert etk`rs tkreunk sdhdafridriuhstfmì s, w` hfy her` gr`Lu`mtay gdmj eursàv`s sfydmn,

`t & wfmt eur wdaa te o` jem`, met hdm`.J

Vftk`y /r`mmfm


26/53

*rdjfy, frik +3

Vdj8s!%y` Bd`w

)s f r`fa yeumn oey, hfyo` sdO er `dnkt y`frs eaj, & r`h`ho`r o`dmn dm ikurik fmj dt faa s``h`j se stfdj. &t preofoay wfsmEt, out fs fyeumn cdj dt s``h`j te o`. )t hy ikurik `v`r`mj *rdmic` wfs tk`

pfster. '̀ weuaj, jurdmn kyhms fmj etk`r tdh`s, sdt dm kds odn weej`mstrfdnkt!ofic`j ikfdr. Ze h` dt aeec`j adc` seh`tkdmn greh f hevd` foeut

cdmns fmj Lu``ms greh kumjr`js eg y`frs o`ger`.Zkft ikfdr wfs Òtr`hày ermft`. & jemEt tkdmc dt kfj #`wàs em dt

out dt sur` s`̀ h`j adc` dt te f adtta` oey. )mj & cm`w tkft wkda` k` wfs dmtkft ikfdr, fmj k` m`v`r shda`j eg ieurs`, & kfj te o` em hy o`st

o`kfvder. Ye, & weuaj fawfys hfc` sur` tkft dg k` aeec`j eut ft h`, & wfsfase sdttdmn up strfdnkt fmj wfs r`v`r`mt.

@ìfus` tk` pfster, & wfs sur`, kfj f jdrìt adm` te Nej. & cm`wwk`m k` sfw h` tkft & wfs nedmn te ne te k`fv`m. )gt`r faa, kfjmEt k`s``m kew wàa o`kfv`j & wfs1 )mj, & wfs sdttdmn up strfdnktF

)s w` n`t eaj`r w` r`fad5` tkft o`dmn f Ikrdstdfm dmveav`s her`tkfm #ust sdttdmn stdaa dm ikurik. &t8s met fawfys fm `fsy #eurm`y.Z`hptftdem ds `v`rywk`r`. @ut =`sus fii`pts eur dhp`rgìtdems fmj

wercs dm us te hfc` us p`rgìt. (̀ #ust m``j te r`p`mt fmj fsc 'dsgerndv`m`ss. (̀ ifm trust 'dh fmj '` wdaa a`fj us dm tk` #eurm`y.

em Ikfphfm


27/53

Yfturjfy, frik +2Zk` $gg`rdmn 9pfrt +: 7 oy )mjy `jdmn

&t wfs f aemn wfac te erdfk" f tkr`` jfy #eurm`y. &t skeuajm8t kfv`tfc`m se aemn, out tk` w`ftk`r wfs fwgua6 rfdm, huj, gen. %v`ryem` wfs fmmey`j

oy tk` iemjdtdems, out *ftk`r s``h`j `spìdfaay oetk`r`j. '` s`̀ h`j te wdsk tk`

sfirdgdi` weuaj o` ev`r fmj jem` fs Ludicay fs pessdoa`. & jdjm8t umj`rstfmj kdsurn`miy, out k` weuajm8t sp`fc eg dt. Zk`r` wfs fmetk`r ejj tkdmn 7 k` kfjm8t

oreunkt fm fmdhfa ger tk` sfirdgdi`. (k`m fsc`j foeut dt k` weuajm8t ̀ Opafdm!sda`mi` wfs kds emay fmsw`r.

Yda`mi` wfs umadc` kdh. *ftk`r wfs usufaay kfppy 7guaa eg afunkt`r fmj #ey. @ut tkft ikfmn`j jfy w` a`gt. etk`r fmj & spec` ord`gay wkda` pr`pfrdmn ger tk` trdp. Yk` suspìt`j *ftk`r kfj spec`m te tk` Aerj, fmj eur trdp wfs dmr`spems` te tkft. & kfj me jeuot sk` wfs ierrìt. etkdmn out tk` (erj eg tkÀerj 'dhsàg ieuaj kfv` wreunkt suik f ikfmn` dm gftk`r.

@ut strfmn`st eg faa w`r` tk` mdnkthfr`s. Ieaj fmj w`t dm eur hds`rfoaìfhps, & faem` geumj dt `fsy te gfaa fsa``p" out tk` sa``p wfs met r`stgua. & sfwt`rrdgydmn tkdmns. & sfw fm fmid`mt tr``, guaa eg umgfhdadfr grudts. & sfw f wehfm,gfdr o`yemj werjs, pauic f grudt greh dt. & sfw f tfaa tew`r oudat oy h`m pew`rguafmj iruà. & sfw tk` h`m siftt`r`j dm iemgusdem fmj tk` tew`r iruhoa` dmte just.& sfw fm `mja`ss s`f iev`rdmn faa tk` afmj 7 fmj seh`kew & cm`w tkft tk` werajeg hfm afy umj`r tk` wft`r.

@ut tk`r` w`r` wers` jr`fhs. & sfw pèpa` 7 f nr`ft huatdtuj` 7 fmj

cm`w tk`y w`r` hy ewm j`si`mjfmts. &t wfs f nr`ft mftdem y`t te ieh`. @ut dtwfs f mftdem eg ròàadem fmj wdic`jm`ss, wdtk stuooerm k`frts. & sfw tk`h sdmfmj sugg`r fmj gfaa. & sfw tk`h k`fa`j fmj r`ster`j oy tk` 'fmj eg tk` est'dnk, emay te sdm fmj sugg`r fmj gfaa fnfdm. & jr`fj`j tk` mdnkts fmj wfs tkfmcguawk`m hermdmn ifh` ! ieaj fmj hds`rfoa` fs dt wfs.

)t afst w` sfw tk` eumtfdm. &t aeec`j #ust adc` tk` etk`r heumtfdms w`kfj iress`j, out aeecdmn upem dt, f s`ms` eg wemj`r fmj jr`fj gàa em us. Zkdswfs tk` heumtfdm tk` Aerj prehds`j te skew hy gftk`r, fmj mem` jeuot`j dt.Zk` rfdm stepp`j, tk` sum wfs skdmdmn. @ut fatkeunk tk` w`ftk`r ia`fr`j fmj wìeuaj kfv` hev`j her` Ludicay, me em` wfs dm f kurry.

*dmfaay *ftk`r spec`. Ze tk` s`rvfmts k` sfdj Ytfy k`r` wdtk tk`jemc`y wkda` & fmj tk` oey ne ev`r tk`r`. (̀ wdaa werskdp fmj tk`m w`M wdaaieh` ofic te yeu.J (kft wfs tkft k`sdtftdem dm kds vedi` fs k` sfdj tk` werj

w`J1 y oaeej rfm ieaj fs di`. *ftk`r kàp`j h` aefj tk` pfic eg weej em hy ofic fmj tk`m teec f terik dm kds kfmj.

Zk` weej wfs k`fvy" tk` jfy ket fmj kuhdj. & wfs sw`ftdmn umj`r tkàefj out ieuaj met step skdv`rdmn. $m` afst tdh` & rfds`j tk` Lu`stdem tkft kfj

oìeh` urn`mt te h`. *ftk r̀J, & sfdj wdtk f tr`hoadmn vedi`, w` kfv` tk` gdr`fmj tk` cmdg`, out w` kfv` me afho ger tk` sfirdgdi`.J & metdi`j t`frs em kdsik``cs. Zk` Aerj 'dhsàg wdaa prevdj` tk` egg`rdmn 7 hy sem.J '` s``h`j teikec` em tk` werjs. y sem, hy sem, tk` egg`rdmn 7 Y$ . Zk` egg`rdmn &Y

Y$ . y oaeej nr`w ieaj`r y`t. Zk` Aerj kfj fsc`j *ftk`r te sfirdgdi` h`.'ew ifm tkds o`1J & tkeunkt, out & sfdj metkdmn. & umj`rsteej tk` sda`mi` mew.

(` w`mt em, adc` tk` afhos o`ger` tk` sk`fr`rs. (erjs me aemn`r hftt`r`j 7 emaytk` tfsc ft kfmj.


28/53

2tk Yumjfy dm A`mt, frik +?Zk` $gg`rdmn 9pfrt 0: !oy )mjy `jdmn

(` r`fik`j tk` suhhdt eg tk` heumtfdm fmj s`t foeut oudajdmn fm fatfr.&t teec f aemn wkda`, out w` oetk wdsk`j dt ieuaj aemn`r. )s w` werc`j &r`h`ho`r`j tk` t`rrdgydmn jr`fhs. & gàt ev`rwkàh`j wdtk pfdm, j`ftk,

jrewmdmn fmj sdm6 sdms eg tk` pfst, out fase sdms eg hy ikdajr`m te ieh`. & stfr`jft tk` pda` eg stem`. & kàp`j frrfmn` tk` weej. & prfy`j ger p`fi` fmj wfsfmsw`r`j wdtk sda`mi`, *ftk`r. )aa ds r`fjy.J

Iadhodmn emte tk` hfc`skdgt fatfr, & afy jewm. *ftk`r, td` hy kfmjsfmj g``t. &g hy ieurfn` gfdas, & weuaj met kfv` tk` egg`rdmn o` speda`j.J '` teectk` rep`s fmj oeumj h`. '` puaa`j tk` cmdg` greh kds oàt fmj kàj dt up dm tk`sumadnkt, dmspìtdmn tk` `jn`. '` stfr`j f aemn tdh` ft tk` oafj`. *ftk`r, je metjàfy. /e wkft yeu hust je Ludicay.J & trd`j te seumj orfv`, out wfs w``pdmn.'` w`pt tee. )t afst & ieuaj iemtfdm dt me her`. (ky, gftk`r wky1 & wfs tkìkdaj eg prehds`FJ e sem.J '` fmsw`r`j. eu ) % tk` ikdaj eg prehds`.J

(dtk tkes` werjs k` rfds`j tk` cmdg`. Yujj`may & kfj fmetk`r vdsdem.&hfn`s gafsk`j tkreunk hy hdmj6 tk` wkea` kdstery eg f mftdem 7 mftdem!!ruskdmn tewfrjs rudm. ) sfirdgdi` hust o` egg`r`j. Zk` trfn`jy hust o` fv`rt`j.Zk` `jn` eg tk` cmdg` pr`ss`j ieaj fnfdmst hy mìc. & aev` yeu, hy sem.J &aev` yeu tee, *ftk`r.J

)s & iaes`j hy `y`s dm j`spfdr fnfdmst tk` heh`mt & cm`w hust ieh`,f tkumj`reus Bedi` tkft s``h`j te ieh` greh `v`rywk`r` ft emi` skeut`j 7

)@ )') FJ '`r` & fhFJ r`pad`j *ftk`r, tkeunk kds vedi` seumj`j g`òa`./e met afy f kfmj em tk` oey,J sfdj tk` Bedi`. /e met je fmytkdmn tekdh. ew & cmew tkft yeu g`fr Nej, oìfus` yeu kfv` met wdtkkàj greh h`yeur sem, yeur emay sem.J ) hfm oftk`j dm umo`frfoa` adnkt kev`r`j foev` tk`fatfr. & geumj hysàg sujj`may aydmn em tk` nreumj o`ger` 'dh, fatkeunk & cm`wm`dtk`r eg us kfj iut tk` rep`s odmjdmn h`. Zk` Bedi` ofj` h` aeec up, fmj fs'` spec`, & geumj & ieuaj aeec upem kds gfi`. Zk` gfi` wfs se guaa eg aev` fmjsfjm`ss tkft dt t`rrdgd`j h`. Zk` `y`s, adc` rfdmoews hfj` eg adnktmdmn oer`j dmteh` fmj & sfw em` afst vdsdem.

& sfw hy pèpa` 7 hy ikdajr`m 7 a`fjdmn f hfm" f hfm wke aeec`j adc`f cdmn fmj y`t adc` f o`nnfr" irewm`j wdtk tkerms fmj reo`j wdtk purpa` rfns"hf#`stdi fmj pftk`tdi" o`futdgua fmj nru`seh`" oàev`j fmj kft`j. '` iadho`j fheumtfdm ifrrydmn f nr`ft ourj`m em kds ofic. )mj tk`m tk` Bedi` wkdsp`r`j dmhy `fr6 & hysàg wdaa prevdj` tk` egg`rdmn 7 sem.J

Zk`m tk` adnkt fmj tk` seumj w`r` nem`. Zk` emay seumj wfs eg f rfh,kds kerms ifunkt dm tk` ousk`s. Zen`tk`r w` ifunkt fmj sfirdgdi`j kdh. @ut &cmew mew tkft suik f sfirdgdi` ds h`rày f syhoea 7 f sdnm eg wkft ds te ieh`.Zk`r` ifm o` emay em` tru` sfirdgdi` ger sdm.

& steej mÒt te *ftk`r keajdmn kds kfmj dm sda`mi`, wftikdmn tk` gdr` gfj`te `ho`rs. *ftk`r, jdj yeu cmew1J & fsc`j ft afst. e.J '` sfdj. & cm`w '`kfj prehds`j h` j`si`mjfmts tkreunk yeu. & jdj met cmew kew dt weuaj `mj.@ut & trust`j 'dh ! '` kfs m`v`r gersfc`m h`. 'ds (erj ds tru`.J

'fj & met nem` wdaadmnay, weuaj yeu stdaa kfv` nem` tkreunk wdtk dt1J& weuaj kfv`, sem.JNeej. A`t8s ne keh`. etk`r wdaa o` wfdtdmn.J


29/53

emjfy, frik +-

A`mntk`mdmn

Zk` werj A`mtJ ds j`rdv`j greh tk` )mnae!N`rhfm werj gera`mntk`mdmn.J &t r`g`rs te tk` gfit tkft jurdmn tk` gerty jfys o`tw``m

)sk (`jm`sjfy fmj %fst`r, tk` jfyadnkt keurs nrew aemn`r fmj sprdmnm`frs. )s w` n`t iaes`r te %fst`r, tk`r` ds adt`rfaay a`ss mdnkttdh` fmjher` adnkt tdh`,J ft a`fst dm tk` ertk`rm '`hdspk`r`.

A`mt jdjm8t s``h se `madnkt`mdmn te h` wk`m & wfs f cdj. &t wfsf jr`fry tdh`, wk`m `v`ryem` wfs iemi`rm`j foeut sdm fmj prehdsdmn tesfirdgdi` jurdmn A`mt oy ndvdmn up h`ft er ikeieaft` er faiekea. %v`mtk` ikurik wfs strdpp`j eg pr`tty ofmm`rs fmj sdnms. Zk` ieaers eg tk`s`fsem, jfrc purpa` fmj oafic, s``h`j jr`fry fgt`r tk` neaj fmj nr``m eg%pdpkfmy.

`t tk` 32 tk \sfah tàas us tkft dg w` wfmt te a`mntk`m eur jfys,w` m``j te turm greh ̀ vda fmj je neej" s``c p f̀i` fmj pursu` dt.J A`mtskeuaj fawfys r`hdmj us eg eur sdm, eur j`p`mj`mi` em Nej ger sfavftdemfmj eur m``j te r`p`mt, te turm greh `vda.J &m eur jfrc`st keurs, =`susifh` te sfv` us fmj ordmn adnkt te tk` weraj. Zk` rdnktèus iry eut, fmjtk` Aerj k`frs tk`h" k` jàdv`rs tk`h greh faa tk`dr treuoa`s. Zk` Aerj dsiaes` te tk` orec`mk`frt`j fmj sfv`s tkes` wke fr` irusk`j dmspdrdt.J9\sfah 326+?!+ :

A`mt skeuaj met o` jr`fry fmj jdsieurfndmn, out rftk`r f sea`hmiàòrftdem oìfus` Nej8s nrfi` kfs s`t us gr`` greh sdm. )s tk` jfysa`mntk`m, w` m``j te c``p eur `y`s em tk` iuahdmftdem eg tk` s`fsem, tk`neaj fmj wkdt` ieaers eg %fst`r fmj tk` naerdeus Yemskdm`J eg tk`r`surrìtdem.

\sfah 32

@eo Yhdtk


30/53

Zu`sjfy, frik +<

&m tk` /`s`rt

ehfms 63 !3;

*er & fh sur` tkft m`dtk`r j`ftk mer adg`, mer fmnàs mer rua`rs, mer tkdmns pr`s`mt mer tkdmns te ieh`, mer pew`rs, mer k`dnkts mer j`ptk, merfmytkdmn às` dm faa ir`ftdem, wdaa o` foa` te s`pfrft` us greh tk` aev` egNej dm Ikrdst =`sus tk` Aerj.

& pr`tty huik nr`w up dm tk` %pdsiepfa Ikurik. & sfmn dm tk` #umder fmj yeutk ikedrs, ftt`mj`j Yumjfy sikeea fmj iehpa`t`jiemgdrhftdem iafss. Zk`m seh`tkdmn kfpp`m`j fmj tk` gfhday w`mt te f@fptdst ikurik. 9( àa w` cdjs jdj:. (̀ w`mt tk`r` ger f g`w ỳ frs fmjtk`m w` faa hev`j fwfy te fmetk`r idty fmj aest teuik wdtk ikurik, Nejfmj gàaewskdp.

& wfs `dnkt``m y`frs eg fn` fmj & ieuaj pfrty fmj tkft ds wkft &jdjF &t wfs faa foeut h` fmj kfvdmn gum. & cdmj eg put Nej em tk` ofic

ourm`r eg hy adg`. & jdjmEt gern`t kdh. & #ust wfsmEt adst`mdmn te kdh. &m tk` ofic eg hy hdmj k` wfs fawfys tk`r`, #ust wfdtdmn ger h`. '` wfdt`j gerfoeut 00 y`frs" hy dm tk` j`s`rt tdh`J ds wkft & adc` te ifaa dt. *dmfaay &kfj jìdj`j te s`mj hy adtta` ndra te Adtta` Afhos \r`sikeea oìfus`, egieurs`, sk` m``j`j seh` ràdndeus oficnreumj fmj & wfsmEt ndvdmn dt tek`r. Yk` w`mt, aev`j dt fmj dt wfs tk` adtta` ndra tkft Nej us`j te ordmn h`

ofic.

ew wkft tkds adtta` stery ds foeut ds tkft me hftt`r wkft, '` dsfawfys wfdtdmn ger yeu te ieh` te 'dh er ieh` ofic te 'dh fmj 'dsfrhs fr` ep`m wdj` te nftk`r yeu dmte 'ds gaeic. '` aev`s yeu fmj dt dsm`v`r tee aft`F

/`fr Nej, Zkfmc ger o`dmn tk`r` ger h` fmj wfdtdmn ger h` te ieh` ofic te yeu. )h`m

Ikrdstf Yikm`dj`r


31/53

(`jm`sjfy, frik +Zk` @a`ssdmn eg Ydhèm

&m tk` ikurik ikedr te wkdik & us`j te oàemn w` kfj tk` iusteh eg

wrdtdmn dm eur kyhmfas tk` tdta`s eg gfverdt` fmtk`hs w` wdsk`j te kfv`sumn ft eur gum`rfas. &m eur hdmjEs `y` w` `mvdsdem`j em` afst ikedrsurvdver tett`rdmn jewm tk` fdsa` fmj iadicdmn em f I/ pafy`r wdtk tk`gfverdt` fmtk`hs eg kds er k`r pr`jì`sser. y adst eg gfverdt` fmtk`hswfs aemn, out tk` em` & ieuaj m`v`r n`t tkreunk wdtk f jry `y` wfsYdhèm's Oa`ssdmn oy \`pp`r Ikepadm.

&t ds ofs`j upem Auc` 060;!306

Aerj, mew eu fr` a`ttdmn eur s`rvfmtj`pfrt dm p`fi`,

fiierjdmn te eur (erj,ger hy `y`s kfv` s``m eur sfavftdem

tkft yeu kfv` pr`pfr`j dm tk` pr`s`mièg faa pèpa`s,

f adnkt ger tk` r`vàftdem te tk` N`mtda`sfmj ger naery te eur pèpa` &srfà.

& s`` tkft j`fr eaj hfm, Ydhèm, wfdtdmn dm tk` Z`hpa`, faemn wdtk tk` prepk`t`ss )mmf, fmj pftd`mtay prfydmn y`fr dm fmj y`fr eut ger em` sdnkteg tk`dr Yfvder fmj tk`m, tkreunk tk` 'eay Ypdrdt, fitufaay rìenmd5dmn'dh dm tk` gerh eg fm !jfy!eaj ofoy. Ydhèm cm`w k` ieuaj mew nekeh` te tk` Aerj oìfus` kds nr`ft`st j`sdr` kfj o``m guagdaa`j.

& kfv` te fsc hysàg, fh & sftdsgd`j te ne keh` te tk` Aerj dm p`fi` oìfus` & cmew hy Yfvder fmj wkft '` jdj ger yeu fmj h`1 Zkft ds tk`h`ssfn` & weuaj adc` te a`fv` wdtk tkes` wke heurm h`. t̀ & fjhdr`)mmf8s iehpuasdem te a`fv` tk` sìurdty eg tk` Z`hpa` tkft kfs keus`jfmj g`j k`r ger y`frs te ne sp`fc eg =`sus te faa wke fr` wfdtdmn ger tk`drr`j`hptdem. 9Auc` 063 : %vfmnàdsh ds j`gdmdtày met hy iehgert 5em`,

out kew ifm fmyem` fhemn us c``p suik Neej `ws f sìr`t1

fnnd` (d`nfmj


32/53

Zkursjfy, frik +;

)h & (ertk &t1

fttk`w 6?!+3 )mj wk`m =`sus `mt`r`j Ifp`rmfuh, f i`mturdem ifh`te 'dh, dhpaerdmn 'dh, fmj sfydmn, Aerj, hy s r̀vfmt ds aydmn

pfrfay5`j ft keh`, g`frguaay terh`mt`j.J =`sus sfdj te kdh, & wdaa ieh`fmj k`fa kdh.J @ut tk` i`mturdem sfdj, Aerj, & fh met wertky ger eu teieh` umj`r hy reeg, out #ust sfy tk` werj, fmj hy s`rvfmt wdaa o`k`fa`j. *er & fase fh f hfm umj`r futkerdty, wdtk seajd`rs umj`r h`" fmj& sfy te tkds em`, NeF8 fmj k` ne`s, fmj te fmetk`r, Ieh`F8 fmj k`

ieh`s, fmj te hy safv`, /e tkdsF8 fmj k` je`s dt.J

Aerj, & fh met wertky te rì`dv` yeu, out emay sfy tk` werj fmj& skfaa o` k`fa`j.J &m seh` ikurik`s, tk`s` werjs fr` spec`m oy tkìemnr`nftdem o`ger` rì`dvdmn iehhumdem. &t ieh`s greh tk` stery dmAuc` 9: fmj fttk`w 9 6?!+3: eg tk` i`mturdem wkes` s`rvfmt ds daa.Zk` i`mturdem sfys tkft k` ds met wertky te kfv` =`sus `mt`r kds keh`,

out dg =`sus emay sfys tk` werj k` cmews tk` s`rvfmt wdaa o` k`fa`j.

Ye egt`m w` r`fjday oàd`v` tk` gdrst pfrt, Aerj, & fh metwertkyMJ, out w` fr` met se sur` foeut tk` r`st. &t ds tru`, w` jem8tj`s`rv` tk` k`fadmn, aev` fmj gerndv`m`ss w` rì`dv` greh Nej, y`t dt8sgr`ày ndv`m te us. =`sus ifh` se tkft w` hdnkt o` k`fa`j eg eur sdms fmj

orec`mm`ss, fmj tkft w` hdnkt kfv` `t`rmfa adg`. )aa w` kfv` te je ds

oàd`v` fmj fii`pt =`sus dmte eur k`frts. Zkds ds tk` fhf5dmn h`ssfn` egtk` A`mt`m s`fsem. &t8s tk` r`fsem =`sus jd`j em tk` iress. )mj tk`r`fsem '` wfs rfds`j greh tk` j`fj. `nfrja`ss eg eur ewmumwertkdm`ss, Nej s`mt 'ds (erj 7=`sus, eur Yfvder_te k`fa us.

Aerj, tkfmc yeu se v`ry huik tk` ndgt eg yeur Yem fmj ger tk` wemj`r egyeur k`fadmn nrfi`. )h`m

Vftky Ikfphfm


33/53

*rdjfy, frik 0>

(ky ds Neej *rdjfy Neej1

(ky ds Neej *rdjfy neej1Zk` r`fsem ds tkft '` jd`j ger us" yeu s`` tkft =`sus wfs p`rg`it out '`wfs cdaa`j.

ehfms 3603!02 ger faa kfv` sdmm`j fmj gfaa skert eg tk` naery eg Nej,fmj fr` #ustdgd`j oy kds nrfi` fs f ndgt, tkreunk tk` r`j`hptdem tkft ds dmIkrdst =`susJ. Auc` 0262- Zkus dt ds wrdtt`m, tkft tk` Ikrdst skeuajsugg`r fmj em tk` tkdrj jfy rds` greh tk` j`fj.J

Ye '` jd`j ger us. Zkr`` ik``rs ger =`susF

/`fr Nej, pa`fs` k`ap us te r`h`ho`r tkds r`faay ds Neej *rdjfy. )h`m

Zehhy `jdmn


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Yfturjfy, frik 0+) \rfy`r ger *erndv`m`ss

\sfah ?+ Neej `ws Zrfmsaftdem?+ @` h`ridgua te h`, $ Nej, oìfus` eg yeur iemstfmt aev`. @ìfus` egyeur nr`ft h`riy wdp` fwfy hy sdmsF0 (fsk fwfy faa hy `vda fmj hfc` h` ia`fm greh hy sdmF3 & rìenmd5` hy gfuats" & fh fawfys iemsideus eg hy sdms.2 & kfv` sdmm`j fnfdmst yeu_emay fnfdmst yeu_fmj jem` wkft yeuiemsdj`r ̀ vda.Ye yeu fr` rdnkt dm #ujndmn h`" yeu fr` #ustdgd`j dm iemj`hmdmn h`.? & kfv` o``m `vda greh tk` jfy & wfs oerm" greh tk` tdh` & wfsiemi`dv`j, & kfv` o``m sdmgua.- Ydmi`rdty fmj trutk fr` wkft yeu r`Ludr`" gdaa hy hdmj wdtk yeurwdsjeh.< `hev` hy sdm fmj & wdaa o` ia`fm" wfsk h`, fmj & wdaa o` wkdt`r tkfmsmew.

A`t h` k`fr tk` seumjs eg #ey fmj nafjm`ss" fmj tkeunk yeu kfvìrusk`j h` fmj orec`m h`, & wdaa o` kfppy emi` fnfdm.; Iaes` yeur `y`s te hy sdms fmj wdp` eut faa hy `vda.+> Ir`ft` f pur` k`frt dm h`, $ Nej, fmj put f m`w fmj aeyfa spdrdt dm

h`.++ /e met ofmdsk h` greh yeur pr`s`mi`" je met tfc` yeur keay spdrdtfwfy greh h`.+0 Ndv` h` fnfdm tk` #ey tkft ieh`s greh yeur sfavftdem, fmj hfc` h`wdaadmn te eo`y yeu.+3 Zk`m & wdaa t`fik sdmm`rs yeur iehhfmjs, fmj tk`y wdaa turm ofic teyeu.+2 Ypfr` hy adg`, $ Nej, fmj sfv` h`, fmj & wdaa nafjay preiafdh yeur

rdnktèusm`ss.+? 'àp h` te sp`fc, Aerj, fmj & wdaa prfds` yeu.+- eu je met wfmt sfirdgdi`s, er & weuaj egg`r tk`h" yeu fr` met pa`fs`jwdtk ourmt egg`rdmns.+< y sfirdgdi` ds f kuhoa` spdrdt, $ Nej" yeu wdaa met r`#ìt f kuhoa`fmj r`p`mtfmt k`frt.

Nrfideus *ftk`r,

(k`m /fvdj r`p`mt`j o`ger` yeu dm sficiaetk fmj fsk`s, yeu peur`j eutem kdh tk` k`fadmn h`jdidm` eg yeur gerndv`m`ss. Nrfmt tkft w` hfygeaaew kds Òfhpa` se wàa tkft w`, tee, hfy o` guaay pfrjem`j eg faa eurtrfmsnr`ssdems.(̀ hfc` eur prfy`r tkreunk =`sus eur Aerj. )h`m.*reh Aerj, '`fr $ur \rfy`r


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? tk Yumjfy dm A`mt, frik 00

Zk` Zkdrj fmAfst mdnkt & jr`fh`j & teec f wfac up IfavfryEs aemày kdaa,

Zk` tkdmns & sfw wdtk hy ewm `y`s ieuaj met kfv` o``m her` r`fa.

& sfw upem tkr`` iress`s tkr`` h`m dm fnemy"Zwe ird`j eut ger h`riy, tk` tkdrj hfm aeec`j ft h`.

)mj ek, tk` kurt dm tkds hfmEs `y`s #ust orec` hy k`frt dm tweF&t s``h`j tkft & ieuaj k`fr kdh sfy &Eh jedmn tkds ger yeu.

& cmàt o`m`ftk tk` tkdrj hfmEs iress fmj saeway oew`j hy k`fj,(k`m r`fik`j eut te teuik kds g``t tk`y stfdm`j hy kfmjs wdtk r`j.

)mj wk`m & k`frj kdh iry dm pfdm, & rfds`j hy `y`s te s``"@aeej spdaa`j greh tk` tkdrj hfmEs sdj`. Yeh` eg dt spdaa`j em h`.

Zk` tkdrj hfm wer` f irewm eg tkerms, spdc`s kàj kdh te tk` tr``,& k`frj kdh iry, $k Nej, y Nej, (ky kfst tkeu gersfc`m h`1

)mj tk`r` wdtkdm tk` hdnkty irewj tk` em`s wke heic`j 'dh ird`jVdmn, sfv` Zkysàg dg tkeu frt VdmnF )mj tk`m tk` tkdrj hfm jd`j.

Yujj`may, & k`frj tkumj`r reaa, sfw adnkt`mdmn pd`ri` tk` scy.Zk`m tkdrj hfm wfs stdaa kfmndmn tk`r`, fmj & o`nfm te iry.

& sfw tk` oeuaj`rs gfaa fmj k`frj tk` or`fcdmn eg tk` nreumj.Zk`m & fwec`, fmj tkeunk & jr`fh`j, & teuik`j hy ik``c fmj geumj,

y `y`s w`r` w`t wk`r` & kfj ird`j. ) jr`fh1 & wdsk`j & cm`w.

& ifm stdaa k`fr tk` tkdrj hfm sfy, &Eh jedmn tkds ger yeu.

)memyheus


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emjfy, frik 03

'ds \`fi`

& wfs skfrdmn f aevày aumik wdtk spìdfa Ikrdstdfm *rd`mjs.Iemv`rsftdems w`r` skfr`j iemiaujdmn wdtk sterd`s foeut gfhdad`s fmjgrd`mjs. &m hy k`frt & kfj o``m pemj r̀dmn seh` iemì rms foeutnrfmjikdajr`m. & gàt tk` spdrdt wfs `mieurfndmn h` te skfr` tk`h. ygrd`mjs ieuaj s`` fmnudsk fmj g`fr iehdmn te hy gfi`. )aa w r̀` Ludic teegg`r werjs eg r`fssurfmi` fmj iehgert. y kestdmn grd`mj #uhp`j upgreh tk` tfoa` fmj oreunkt ofic tk` =`sus Ifaadmn jfday j`vetdem fmjr`fj tk` j`vetdem eg tk` jfy. & kfv` r`fj dt `v`ry jfy sdmi` fmj dt kfs

oreunkt nr`ft p`fi` fmj r`fssurfmi`. &t kfs o``m f iemstfmt r`hdmj`r egNej8s `v`r pr`s`mt Nrfi` fmj Ytr`mntk.

& ndv` tkfmcs ger eu )aa, hy Ikrdstdfm *fhday. & tkfmc yeu ger o`dmn tk`r` ger h` fmj hy gfhday. fy w` o` tk`r` ger yeu fmj yeurs.

fy dt fawfys o` Nej wke a`fjs.fy w` faa ràfO dm tk` Aerj8s \`fi`, g`à kds `v`r!pr`s`mt str`mntk fmj

wfac dm iemgdj`mt trust.

& skfr` wdtk yeu tkft j`vetdem6

Zfc`m greh =`sus Ifaadmn6 /`vetdems ger %v`ry /fy eg tk` `fr

oy Yfrfkeumn

Ieh` te ` fmj r`st dm y aevdmn \r`s`mi`. eu cmew tkds jfy wdaa ordmn jdggdiuatd`s fmj yeu fr` trydmn te tkdmc yeur wfy tkreunk tkes`trdfas. )s yeu fmtdidpft` wkft ds fk`fj eg yeu, yeu gern`t tkft D fh wdtk

yeu‚ mew fmj fawfys. `k`frsdmn yeur treuoa`s r`suats dm Òp`rd`midmntk`h hfmy tdh`s, wk`r`fs yeu fr` h`fmt te ne tkreunk tk`h emay wk`mtk`y fitufaay eiiur. /e met huatdpay yeur sugg`rdmn dm tkds wfyF &mst`fj,ieh` te ` fmj ràfO dm y \`fi`. & wdaa str`mntk`m yeu fmj pr`pfr`yeu ger tkds jfy, trfmsgerhdmn yeur g`fr dmte iemgdj`mt trust.

fttk`w ++60 !3> =eskuf +6?,;

fry )akus`m


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Zu`sjfy, frik 02%fst`r `herd`s

\rev. 006- Z`fik ikdajr`m kew tk`y skeuaj adv` fmj tk`y wdaa r`h`ho`r dtfaa tk`dr adv`s.

& fh tk` yeumn`st eg ? oretk`rs. Zk` eaj`st wfs sdnmdgdifmtayeaj`r tkfm h` se & r`faay jdjmEt n`t te cmew kdh w`aa wk`m & wfs yeumn.Zk` etk`r geur eg us, tkeunk, w`r` tk` twe odn cdjs fmj tk` twe adtta`cdjs . (k`m w` w`r` yeumn, `v`ry y`fr hy hetk`r weuaj sp`mj tk`

A`mt`m s`fsem cmdttdmn sw`ft`rs ger us" em` ieaer fmj stya` ger tk` tweodn cdjs , fmj f jdgg`r`mt ieaer fmj stya` ger tk` twe adtta` cdjs .

$m %fst`r hermdmn `fik pfdr eg us weuaj pes` em tk` gremtsteep 9r`h`ho`r tk` steep 1: ger eur %fst`r pditur`s. Yeh`tdh`seh weuaj kfv` tk` geur eg us pes` ten`tk`r, tee. )mj ft seh` tdh` dm

eur yeumn adv`s w` `v`m pes`j ger ieaer pditur`s. )gt r̀ faa, /fj werc`j

ger Vejfc.(` fawfys aeec`j prep`r em Yumjfy hermdmn o`ifus` em tk`

mdnkt o`ger`, w` jdj eur merhfa Yfturjfy reutdm`. eh s`mt us te tk` ofs`h`mt wk`r`, fgt`r spr`fjdmn eut m`wspfp`rs se fs met te hfc` fh`ss, w` skdm`j eur ske`s. &m spdt` eg eur iehpafdmdmn, eh er /fjweuaj hfc` sur` w` jdj f neej #eo.

%fst`r hermdmn, fs w` faa cmew ieuaj o` smewdmn,


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(`jm`sjfy, frik 0?(kft8s f Yfvder Adc` eu /edmn dm f \afi` Adc` Zkds1

& kep` tkft tdta` seumjs f adtta` gfhdadfr te hfmy eg yeu. &t wfstk` tdta` eg f wemj`rgua semn dm eur Ikrdsthfs husdifa afst /ì`ho`r. &tw`mt adc` tkds6 (kft8s f Yfvder adc` eu jedmn dm f pafi` adc` tkds1 )hfmn`r ger f irfja`" yeu cmew dt #ust jem8t s``h gdt, ger f Vdmn te ieh`dm suik aew, aewadm`ss. (kft8s f Yfvder adc` eu jedmn dm f pafi` adc`tkds1J

& aev`j tkft semn fmj huaa`j ev`r dm hy hdmj tkft eur Vdmn kfjte o` oerm dm f stfoa .̀ @ut & fase tkeunkt dt nfv` f sw``t pditur` eghetk`r fmj ikdaj, sk`pk`rjs fmj wds` h`m. & jdjm8t r`faay pditur`sfjm`ss er kfrj tdh`s.

@ut mew tkft w` fr` dm tk` A`mt`m s`fsem fmj fpprefikdmn Neej*rdjfy, tk` sfh` werjs fr` gaeftdmn freumj dm hy k`fj fmj & wfmt te iry.(kft8s f Yfvder adc` eu jedmn dm f pafi` adc` tkds1 Yugg`rdmn em f iressyeu cmew dt #ust jem8t s``h gdt, ger f Vdmn te kfmn dm suik aew, aewadm`ss.(kft8s f Yfvder adc` eu jedmn dm f pafi` adc` tkds1 9& teec ado`rtd`s wdtktk` semn te gdt hy A`mt`m g`àdmns.:

& cmew '` ifh` adc` f kuhfm ikdaj se '` ieuaj o` her` adc`yeu fmj h`. & fase cmew 'ds *ftk r̀ teaj 'dh '` weuaj kfv` te sugg`rfmj jd` ger hy sdms. '` wfs Nej. '` ieuaj kfv` stepp`j ft fmy tdh`fmj sfdj /fj, tk`y fr` met wertk dtFJ @ut '` ikes` te eo`y 'ds *ftk`rFZe tkdmc tkft '` jdj tkft ger h` ds hdmj!oennadmnF

@ut wky jdj '` kfv` te jd`1 \fua sfys dm ehfms tkft tk` afwwfs ndv`m te hfc` us fwfr` eg eur sdms. 9 ehfms )aa kfv` sdmm`j fmj gfaa skert eg tk` naery eg Nej.J Ye '` nfv` us=`sus. =ekm 36+-, seh`tdh`s ifaa`j tk` Nespà dm f mutskàaJ sfys dt faa6

*er Nej se aev`j tk` weraj tkft '` nfv` 'ds em` fmj emay Yem tkftwkese`v`r oàd`v`s dm 'dh skfaa met p`rdsk out wdaa kfv` `v`rafstdmnadg`.J

Nrfideus fmj '`fv`may *ftk`r, eu kfv` ndv`m us tk` hest p`rgìt ndgt6 sfavftdem tkreunk =`sus Ikrdst eur Aerj. 'àp us faa tefii`pt tkft ndgt, ep`m tkft ndgt fmj oàd`v` dm =`sus Ikrdst fs eur Aerj fmjYfvder. )h`m.

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Zkursjfy, frik 0-

Zk` iruidgdOdem eg =`sus

Zkds ds f j`vetdem us`j f y`fr er twe fne ger Iehhumdty @doa`Ytujy. Zk` weej`m iress fmjhest eg tk` pdì`s w`r` ndv`m fsndgts te tk` h`ho`rs eg@`tka`k`h Autk`rfm Ikurik dm*fdrpert ) y`frs fnejurdmn tk`dr (`jm`sjfy `v`mdmnA`mt`m s`rvdi`s. %fik w``c w`rì`dv`j em` dt`h fmj tk``v`mdmn h`ssfn` i`mt`r`j emtkft `v`mtJ greh tk` @doa`. &kfv` fjj`j tk` wfsk ofsdm fmjtewà, tk` =`sus eg f5fr`tkJsdnm, fmj tk` irewm eg tkerms.&m eur keh` w` n`t tk` iress eut`fik y`fr te jdspafy jurdmn A`mt9sdhdafr te tk` ftdvdty ger)jv`mt:. s̀, tk` iaetk ofn kfstkdrty tdmy sdav`r iedmsF

Zk` geaaewdmn v`rs`s iemtfdmtk` eo#ìts j`pdit`j dm tk`jdspafy. Zkreunk tk` jfys eg'eay (``c a`fjdmn up te %fst`reur j`vetdems wdaa i`mt`r em`fik eg tk`s` v`rs`s6

=ekm +>63+!33=ekm +06+3

fttk`w 0

=ekm +;6+!3=ekm +;6+-!+;Auc` 0363;!23=ekm +;60 !3>=ekm 0>60?

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)s yeu r`fj tk`s` gfhdadfr pfssfn`s, try te put yeursàg dmtk` steryMfs f oystfmj`r, f

ehfm seajd`r, f jdsidpa`. (kft

je`s dt g`à adc` te yeu wftikdmntk` afst jfys eg $ur Aerj8s adgèm `frtk1 &hfndm` tk`Òkdafrftdem eg k`frdmn tkìrewj iry 'esfmmfFJ &hfndm`tk` iemgusdem fs =`sus wfsk`syeur g``t. &hfndm` tk` fnemy egs``dmn yeur o`st grd`mj jd`.

Zkdmc eg wkft tkft gdrst %fst`rYumjfy hust kfv` o``m adc`.Zk`m r`h`ho`r tkft faa tkds wfsfiiehpadsk`j ger yeu.

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*rdjfy, frik 0<

Ytem`s

=ekm +>63>!33 3> Zk` *ftk`r fmj & fr` em .̀J 3+ )nfdm kds =`wdskeppem`mts pdic`j up stem`s te stem` kdh, 30 out =`sus sfdj te tk`h, &kfv` skewm yeu hfmy neej wercs greh tk` *ftk`r. *er wkdik eg tk`s`je yeu stem` h`1J 33 (̀ fr` met stemdmn yeu ger fmy neej werc,J tk`yr`pad`j, out ger oafspk`hy, oìfus` yeu, f h`r` hfm, iafdh te o` Nej.J

Zkds ds f hest fhf5dmn si`m`. Zk` futkerdtd`s fr` stfmjdmn tk`r`wdtk stem`s fmj fr` r`fjy te cdaa =`sus, fmj k` ifahay trd`s te kàp tk`hs`` tk`dr `rrer. '`r` ds ifahm`ss tkft ieh`s greh o`dmn i`mt`r`j dm NejEswdaa, tk` wdaa eg tk` *ftk`r wke ds nr`ft`r tkfm faa. )mj oy iemtdmudmn tetry te kàp tk`h ieh` te gfdtk `v`m fs tk`y fr` s``cdmn te stem` kdh,=`sus hfmdg`sts fhf5dmn nrfi`. '` ds nrfideusay ifaadmn tk`h terìemsdj`r, ger tk`y cmew met wkft tk`y je. Zk`s` h`m fr` s``cdmn te cdaatk` em` wke ds egg`rdmn tk`h adg`_egg`rdmn dt te tk`h `v`m dm tk` hdjsteg tk`dr fttfic fnfdmst kdh. Zk` naery eg Nej, wkdik ds kds nrfi`,iemtdmu`s te skdm` ordnktay ft tkds pedmt.

%dtk`r =`sus ds f tetfaay hfj p`rsem, em f pfr, fs I. Y. A`wds put dt, wdtk f hfm wke iafdhs te o` f pefik`j ̀ nn !! eut eg kds hdmj,utt`rdmn h`fmdmna`ss, nfroa`j, rfhoadmn, h`nfaehfmdfifa stft`h`mts !! er k` ds tàadmn tk` trutk. )mj dg k` ds tàadmn tk` trutk k` ds tk` hestdhpertfmt @`dmn dm tk` umdv`rs`. '` ds ft tk` i`mt`r eg `v`rytkdmn6 '` dstk` i`mt`r eg adg`, tk` ndv`r eg trutk. =`sus eg f5fr`tk ds tk` i`mt`r eg`v`rytkdmn. Ze dnmer` kdh ds te nrep` dm jfrcm`ss, te adv` dm ròàadem, tehdss eut em #ey, p f̀i` fmj aev`, fmj `mj ft afst fs pfrt eg tk` werajEsgd`ry #ujnh`mt.

)jfpt`j greh www.@doa`Nft`wfy.ieh &mt`rBfrsdty \r`ss `wZ`stfh`mt Iehh`mtfry

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Yfturjfy, frik 03> \dì`s eg Ydav`r

fttk`w 0 Zk`m wk`m =ujfs, kds o`trfy`r, sfw tkft =`suswfs iemj`hm`j, k` ikfmn`j kds hdmj fmj oreunkt ofic tk` tkdrty pdì`seg sdav`r te tk` ikd`g prd`sts fmj tk` àj`rs, sfydmn, & kfv` sdmm`j oy

o`trfydmn dmmeì mt oaeej.J Zk`y sfdj, (kft ds tkft te us1 Y`` te dtyeursàg.J )mj tkrewdmn jewm tk` pdì`s eg sdav`r dmte tk` t`hpa`, k`j`pfrt`j, fmj k` w`mt fmj kfmn`j kdhsàg. @ut tk` ikd`g prd`sts, tfcdmntk` pdì`s eg sdav`r, sfdj, &t ds met afwgua te put tk`h dmte tk` tr`fsury,sdmi` dt ds oaeej hem`y.J Ye tk`y teec ieumsà fmj oeunkt wdtk tk`h tk`

pett`rEs gdàj fs f ourdfa pafi` ger strfmn`rs. Zk r̀`ger` tkft gdàj kfs o``mifaa`j tk` *dàj eg @aeej te tkds jfy. Zk`m wfs guagdaa`j wkft kfj o``m

spec`m oy tk` prepk`t =`r`hdfk, sfydmn, )mj tk`y teec tk` tkdrty pdì`seg sdav`r, tk` prdi` eg kdh em wkeh f prdi` kfj o``m s`t oy seh` eg tk`sems eg &srfà, fmj tk`y nfv` tk`h ger tk` pett`rEs gdàj, fs tk` Aerjjdrìt`j h`.J

=ujfs iemi`mtrft`s em tk` em` nr`ft fit eg sdm, & o`trfy`jdmmei`mt oaeej. &m kds r`hers`, =ujfs turm`j te tk` wremn pèpa`.&mst`fj eg turmdmn te Nej k` aeec`j te tk` =`wdsk a`fj`rs wke kfj emayem` nefa, tk` j`ftk eg =`sus. =ujfsE nudaty iemsid`mi` ds f preoa`h ger

kdh faem`, met tk`h. Zk`y kfj fiiehpadsk`j tk`dr `vda nefa. =`sus wfsmew iemj`hm`j oy tk` Yfmk`jrdm, fmj 'ds j`stdmy afy dm tk` kfmjs egtk` ehfm nev`rmer.

&m kds ewm werjs =ujfs jìafr`j, & kfv` sdmm`j oy o`trfydmndmmei`mt oaeej. N. Ifhpoàa ernfm eos`rv`s, et, & kfv` oaumj`r`j,er kfv` o``m hdstfc`m, er geeadsk, er wremn" met, & kfv` ftt`hpt`j tekurry tkds `ssdfk te jìafr` 'dhsàg, out E& kfv` sdmm`j.E )s w` aeec ft=ujfs dm tkft t`rrdoa` pditur`, w` s`` f hfm gdaa`j wdtk t`rrer, tk` t`rrer eg

f aest seua" tk` s`ms` eg sdm, fmj tk` jr`fj eg dts dssu`. et r`nr`t, mer tk`s`ms` eg sdm wdtk j`sdr` te `sifp` dt, out tk` s`ms` eg sdm wdtk j`sdr` te`sifp` tk` dssu` eg dt. Zkds ds met tk` r`p`mtfmi` tkft ordmns hfm te Nej.&g ds f hfm sdhpay r`p`mts eg sdm, oy ftt`hptdmn te `sifp` dts dssu`, k`cmews metkdmn eg r`p`mtfmi` dm tk` tru` s`ms` eg tk` werj.

=ujfs tkr`w tk` hem`y jewm dmte tk` t`hpa`. Aèm errdswrdt`s6 Zk` afmnufn` s``hs te pedmt fm drrftdemfa fit eg tkrewdmn tkìedms wdtk seh` geri` dmte seh` keay pafi` m`froy . . . Zk`r` ds metkdmnte dmjdift` fm Ò`rids` eg pd`ty, emay f rìca`ss j`sdr` te r`pujdft` kds `vdafit. Zk`m k` w`mt egg fmj iehhdtt`j sudidj` oy kfmndmn. . . =ujfs wfsr`hers`gua rftk`r tkfm r`p`mtfmt. (` hdnkt iemtrfst kdh wdtk \`t`r. Zkftfpesta` kfj adc`wds` o`trfy`j =`sus, out k` wfs hev`j te f n`mudm`r`p`mtfmi` tkft a`j te fh`mjh`mt eg adg` rftk`r tkfm te j`ftk.)jfpt`j greh kttp644www.fodj`dmikrdst.ieh4


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\fah Yumjfy, frik 0;\fah @rfmik`s

=ekm +06+3 Zk`y teec pfah orfmik`s fmj w`mt eut te h``t kdh,skeutdmn, 'esfmmfFJ @a`ss`j ds k` wke ieh`s dm tk` mfh` eg tk`

AerjFJ @a`ss`j ds tk` cdmn eg &srfàFJZk`y skeut, 'esfmmfF @a`ss`j ds k` wke ieh`s dm tk` mfh` eg

tk` AerjFJ Zk`s` fr` adm`s greh em` eg tk` \sfahs eg )si`mts 9\s++ 60?!0-: sumn fs f wàieh` te pdanrdhs iehdmn up te =`rusfa`h. )ssuik, tkds ds fm `mtdrày fppreprdft` tkdmn te je fs =`sus ds iehdmn up te=`rusfa`h. @ut tk`r` ds her` dmveav`j k`r`. 'esfmmf ds f 'òr`w werjtkft kfj oìeh` f nr``tdmn er skeut eg prfds` out tkft fitufaay h`fmt

Yfv`F er 'àpF et surprdsdmnay, gerhs eg tkds werj w`r` us`j tefjjr`ss tk` cdmn wdtk f m``j 90 Yfh +262" 0 Vdmns -60-:. *urtk`rher`,tk` pfah orfmik`s tk` pèpa` ifrry fr` syhoeadi eg f vditerdeus rua`r.

%frad`r f irewj kfj wfmt`j te hfc` =`sus cdmn 9-6+?:, fmj mewtkds irewj ds rìenmd5dmn kdh fs cdmn dm tk` idty eg tk` nr`ft Vdmn. '`r`ds tk` nr`ft jr`fh eg f /fvdjdi rua`r wke weuaj ieh` fmj ado`rft` &srfà,`stfoadskdmn p`fi` fmj suojudmn tk` N`mtda`s.

=`sus r`spemjs oy gdmjdmn f yeumn jemc`y te sdt em 9v. +2:,

tk`ròy hfcdmn f h`ss eg tk` pditur` tk`y w`r` ir`ftdmn. '` skeuaj kfv`geumj f kers` te rdj` em er hfj` us` eg seh` etk`r syhoea eg pew`r.&mst`fj k` pfdmts greh f jdgg`r`mt pfa`tt`. 'ds fitdem umj`riuts tk`drmftdemfadsh fmj pedmts dm f jdgg`r`mt jdrìtdem, `vecdmn fm dhfn` grehtk` \repk`ts6 /e met o` fgrfdj, $ /funkt`r eg Ddem" s``, yeur cdmn dsiehdmn, s`ft`j em f jemc`yEs ieat 9v. +?" greh Dìk ;6;:. '` ds dmj``jcdmn, out met tk` sert eg cdmn tk`y kfv` dm hdmj.

Zk` h`fmdmn eg wkft tfc`s pafi` ds iemv`y`j tkreunk oetk tk`Yirdptur` skeut`j oy tk` irewj ft tk` tdh` fmj tk` Yirdptur` tkfteiiurr`j te tk` jdsidpa`s aft`r. Zk` irewj skeut`j, 'àpF fmj Yfv`Ffmj =`sus kfs ieh` prìdsày te kàp fmj sfv` tk`h, tkeunk dt wdaa met o`tkreunk tk` peadtdifa ado`rftdem tk` irewj Òpìts. Zk` irewj ikfmts

@a`ss`j ds k` wke ieh`s dm tk` mfh` eg tk` AerjFJ Zkds fppad`s te=`sus dm f wfy dt m`v`r kfj te fmyem` às` o`ger`. =`sus ds tk` em` wkehfc`s cmewm tk` *ftk`r fmj kfs ieh` dm tk` *ftk`rEs mfh` 9?623:, fmjk` j`sdr`s tkft tk` *ftk`rEs mfh` o` hfj` cmewm 9+


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emjfy eg 'eay (``c, frik 3>

(fskdmn tk` /dsidpa`s8 *``t

=ekm +36+3!+? +3 eu ifaa h` Z`fik`r8 fmj Aerj,8 fmj rdnktay se, gertkft ds wkft & fh. +2 ew tkft &, yeur Aerj fmj Z`fik`r, kfv` wfsk`jyeur g``t, yeu fase skeuaj wfsk em` fmetk`r8s g``t. +? & kfv` s`t yeu fm`Ofhpa` tkft yeu skeuaj je fs & kfv` jem` ger yeu.

Zk` ep`mdmn v`rs` eg ikfpt`r +3 s`ts tk` si`m` ger tk` wkea` egikfpt`rs +3_+


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Zu`sjfy eg 'eay (``c, frik 3+Irewm eg Zkerms

=ekm +;6+!3 Zk`m \daft` teec =`sus fmj kfj kdh gaenn`j. Zk` seajd`rstwdst`j ten`tk`r f irewm eg tkerms fmj put dt em kds k`fj. Zk`y iaetk`jkdh dm f purpa` reo` fmj w`mt up te kdh fnfdm fmj fnfdm, sfydmn, 'fda,cdmn eg tk` =`wsFJ )mj tk`y safpp`j kdh dm tk` gfi`.

=`sus kfj far`fjy sugg`r`j nr`ftay. '` kfj o``m a`j greh em`nr`ft hfm te fmetk`r. '` kfj o``m reunkay fmj orutfaay kfmja`j faatkreunk tk` mdnkt. '` kfj o``m strdpp`j fmj sieurn`j em tk` erj`rs eg\daft`. ew tk` seajd`rs fr` r`fjy te tfc` kdh fwfy fmj te guagdaa tk` iryeg tk` pèpa` te iruidgy kdh. @`ger` tk`y je tkft, tk`y w`fv` tkds irewmfmj pafi` dt em kds k`fj. 'ds eutwfrj sugg`rdmns w`r` t`rrdoa`. @ut tk`s`

eutwfrj sugg`rdmns w`r` metkdmn iehpfr`j te tk` sugg`rdmn eg kds sdma`ssseua.Zkdmc ger f heh`mt eg wke wfs o`dmn suo#ìt`j te tkds

tr`fth`mt. '` wfs tk` em` wke greh faa `t`rmdty wfs wdtk Nej fmj wfsNej fmj kfj gàaewskdp wdtk Nej, gfi` te gfi`. '` wfs tk` em` wke wfsupkeajdmn tk` v`ry pèpa` wke w`r` suo#ìtdmn kdh te sugg`rdmn,dmjdnmdty fmj heic`ry. &g tkds ds tru`, fmj w` oàd`v` wdtk faa eur hdmjstkft dt ds tru`, wkft skfrpm`ss tk`r` hust o` dm kds sugg`rdmn. Zk` ir`ftur`s

k` kfs hfj` dm kds ewm dhfn`, tkft strfmnày k` kfj aev`j greh faa`t`rmdty, r`#ìt`j kdh. Zk` r`#ìtdem ieh`s guaay te adnkt k`r̀ wk`m tk`yhfc` kdh sugg`r tk` nr`ft dmjdnmdty eg tk` irewm eg tkerms.

&m N`m`sds 36+ Nej sfdj te )jfh tkft oìfus` kfj `ft`m eg tk`tr`` wkdik kfj o``m gerodjj`m te tk`h, tk` nreumj weuaj o` iurs`j fmjtkerms fmj tkdsta`s weuaj nrew ! syhoeas eg NejEs iurs` emjdseo`jd`mi .̀ Zk` sfh` trutk ds s`t eut dm 'òr`ws -6 6 Etkft wkdik

o`fr`tk tkerms fmj ord`rs ds r`#ìt`j, fmj ds mdnk umte iursdmn" wkes` `mj

ds te o` ourm`j.E(kft ds kfpp`mdmn wk`m h`m tfc` =`sus fmj w`fv` f irewm eg

tkerms fmj pafi` dt em kds k`fj1 Yeh`tkdmn eg wkdik tk`s` seajd`rs kfv`m`v`r jr`fh`j ds tfcdmn pafi` dm tkds sdhpa`, iruà trfmsfitdem" seh`tkdmntkft wdaa o` spec`m eg fs aemn fs tk` nespà ds pr`fik`j. Zk`y fr` tfcdmntk` syhoea eg hfmEs sdm fmj jdseo`jd`mi` fmj tk`y fr` w`fvdmn dt dmte firewm. (ke wdaa tk`y irewm fs tk` ikd`g eg sdmm`rs1 (ke wdaa tk`yirewm fs tk` em` wke wdaa stfmj dm tk` uatdhft` pafi` eg NejEs iurs`1Zk`y tfc` tk` em` wke ds keay fmj kfrha`ss fmj umj`gda`j fmj tk`y tfc`tkds syhoea eg sdm fmj tk`y irewm kdh. (ky1 @ìfus` tkds ds wky kìfh`.

fy Nej ep`m eur k`frts te g`à fmj te cmew tk` aev` tkftsteep`j se aew, fmj te Òp`rd`mi` tk` nr`ft sfavftdem tkft ds syhoead5`jdm tkds `v`mt.


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(̀ jm`sjfy eg 'eay (`̀ c, )prda +& &

=ekm +;6+-!+; +- *dmfaay \daft` kfmj`j kdh ev`r te tk`h te o` iruidgd`j.Ye tk` seajd`rs teec ikfrn` eg =`sus. +< Ifrrydmn kds ewm iress, k` w`mt

eut te tk` pafi` eg tk` Ycuaa 9wkdik dm )rfhfdi ds ifaa`j Neanetkf:. +Zk`r` tk`y iruidgd`j kdh, fmj wdtk kdh twe etk`rs_em` em `fik sdj`fmj =`sus dm tk` hdjja`. +; \daft` kfj f metdi` pr`pfr`j fmj gfst`m`j tetk` iress. &t r`fj6 =%YCY $* )D) %Z', Z'% V& N $* Z'% =%(Y.

&t wfs iehhem prfitdi` te kfv` tkes` s`mt`mi`j te iruidgdOdemifrry sdnms dmjdiftdmn tk` ifus` eg tk`dr pumdskh`mt. Zk` tdta` \daft` kfswrdtt`m, =%YCY $* )D) %Z', Z'% V& N $* Z'% =%(Y, iemtdmu`ste nefj tk` =`wdsk a`fj`rs, fs tk`dr r`fitdem j`hemstrft`s. Zk`y dmsdst

tkft k` ikfmn` dt, out k` sdhpay sfys, (kft & kfv` wrdtt`m, & kfv`wrdtt`mJ.\daft` heics tk` =`ws oy sfydmn tkds oftt`r`j, w`fc hfm jr`ss`j

dm skfh r`nfa trfppdmns ds tk`dr cdmn. \daft` ds p`rkfps dhdtftdmn fi`r`hemy gerhfaay rìenmd5dmn f rua`r, seh`wkft sdhdafr te wkft tfc`s

pafi` tejfy ft tk` ieremftdem eg f @rdtdsk hemfrik. =`sus ds dmj` j̀ tk`drcdmn, fmj k`r` ds tk`dr em` afst ikfmi` te rì`dv` kdh fs suik, out tk`ywdaa kfv` mem` eg dt.

Zk` =`wdsk eppem`mts kfv` trfpp`j \daft`, fmj mew k` sprdmnsem tk`h f trfp eg kds ewm. (k`m tk`y emi` her` r`#ìt =`sus fs tk`drcdmn fmj ifaa ger kds iruidgdOdem, \daft` r`pad`s, Ykfaa & iruidgy yeurcdmn1J (kft tk`y skeuaj kfv` sfdj dm r`turm wfs, (̀ kfv` me cdmn outNej, out dm erj`r te geri` \daftÈs kfmj wdtk tk`dr tkr`ft r`nfrjdmn kdsaeyfaty te If`sfr tk` ikd`g prd`sts dmst`fj sfy, J(` kfv` me cdmn outIf`sfrJ. Adc` \daft`, tk`y fr` gerì j te ikees` wkdik cdmn tk`y wdaas`rv`, fmj tk`y fase gfda te ikees` wdsày. '`r` fr` tk` spdrdtufa a`fj`rseg &srfà, wdtk tk`dr r`#ìtdem eg =`sus, j`mydmn tk` v`ry gfdtk tk`y frìafdhdmn te upkeaj. Nej faem` wfs &srfàEs cdmn 9=ujn`s 603" + Yfh

62!0>:. Zk` kuhfm cdmn wfs te o` dm suohdssdem te Nej fs f sem ds tekds gftk`r 90 Yfh


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fumjy Zkursjfy, )prda 0Ifstdmn Aets

Auc` 03632 =`sus sfdj, *ftk`r, gerndv` tk`h, ger tk`y je met cmew wkfttk`y fr` jedmn.J )mj tk`y jdvdj`j up kds iaetk`s oy ifstdmn aets.

'fvdmn mfda`j =`sus te tk` iress, tk` ehfm seajd`rs jdvdj`j 'dsiaetk`s fhemn tk`hsàv`s 7 f prdvda`n` ndv`m te tk` seajd`rs r`spemsdoa`ger mfdadmn tk` irdhdmfas. Zk` geur seajd`rs r`spemsdoa` ger mfdadmn =`suste tk` iress teec tk` Aerj8s eut`r nfrh`mt fmj jdvdj`j dt dmte geur `Lufa

pfrts fhemn tk`hsàv`s. (k`m tk`y sfw tk` Aerj8s dmm`r nfrh`mt, tk`ygeumj tkft dt wfs s`fha`ssay wev`m dm em` pdì`, tk`r`ger`, tk`y jìdj`jfnfdmst t`frdmn dt fpfrt oìfus` oy jedmn se tk` vfau` eg tk` dmm`rnfrh`mt weuaj o` nr`ftay jdhdmdsk`j. *dmfaay tk`y jìdj`j te ifst aets se

tkft em` eg tk`h weuaj o` `mtdta`j te tk` wkea` dmm`r nfrh`mt. (k`mtk`y jdj tkds, dt guagdaa`j fm $aj Z s̀tfh`mt prepkìy iemi`rmdmn tk``ssdfk6

/ens kfv` surreumj`j h`" f ofmj eg `vda h`m kfs `midria`j h`,tk`y kfv` pd`ri`j hy kfmjs fmj hy g``t. & ifm ieumt faa hy oem`s"

pèpa` stfr` fmj naeft ev r̀ h`. Zk`y jdvdj` hy nfrh`mts fhemn tk`hfmj ifst aets ger hy iaetkdmn.

Zkds pfssfn` wfs rìerj`j dm \sfah 006+-!+ foeut em`

tkeusfmj y`frs o`ger` tk` iruidgdOdem eg =`sus teec pafi`, wrdtt`m oy tk`Vdmn /fvdj. (` fr` wàa fwfr` tkft /fvdj wfs m`v`r pd`ri`j dm kdskfmjs er g``t, mer w`r` kds nfrh`mts `v`r o``m tfc`m greh kdh fmjjdvdj`j. Zk`s` v`rs`s w`r` wrdtt`m umj`r tk` dmspdrftdem eg tk` 'eayYpdrdt fmj met f adt`rfa adg` Òp`rd`mi` eg /fvdj. Zkds prepk ìy spec` egtk` pr`jdifh`mt eg tk` iehdmn `ssdfk, wk`r` tk` weraj weuaj mfda 'dhte tk` iress fmj strdp 'dh eg 'ds nfrh`mts.

Zk` geur seajd`rs jdvdj`j tk` eut`r nfrh`mt dmte geur `Lufa

pertdems, out te r`tfdm tk` vfau` eg tk` dmm`r nfrh`mt, tk`y jìdj`j te ifstaets ger dt rftk`r tkfm s`` tk` nfrh`mt term up. Zk` seajd`rs w r̀` foa` teumj`rstfmj tk` dmtrdmsdi vfau` eg tk` dmm`r nfrh`mt, out tk`y gfda`j teik`rdsk tk` hf#`sty fmj aerjskdp eg tk` Vdmn eg Vdmns fmj Aerj eg AerjsFZk`y cm`w kew te pr`s`rv` tk` nfrh`mt te pr`v`mt dt greh o`dmn ourd`jdm tk` nrfv`, y`t tk`y jdj met cmew kew te pr`s`rv` tk` Yev`r`dnm eg tkùmdv`rs`, fmj dmst`fj iruidgd`j 'dh umte j`ftkF Zk` Aerj ifh` dmte tk`weraj fmj tk` weraj wfs ir`ft`j tkreunk 'dh, y`t, tk` weraj jdj metrìenmd5` 'dh. '` ifh` te 'ds ewm foej` out 'ds pèpa` jdj metrì`dv` 'dh. fmcdmj cm`w kew te fpprìdft` tk` rfdm tkft gfaas grehk`fv`m, te `m#ey tk` kfrv`st nftk`r`j greh tk` nreumj, out y`t tk`ymfda`j te j`ftk tk` ndv`r fmj ir`fter eg faa tk`s` tkdmnsF Zkds hust kfv`

o``m tk` nr f̀t`st heic`ry dm tk` kdstery eg hfmcdmj.)jfpt`j greh '&Y($ /$ A .I$


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Auc` 0363;!23 3; $m` eg tk` irdhdmfas wke kumn tk`r` kura`j dmsuats ftkdh6 )r`m8t yeu tk` `ssdfk1 Yfv` yeursàg fmj usFJ 2> @ut tk` etk`r

irdhdmfa ròuc`j kdh. /em8t yeu g`fr Nej,J k` sfdj, sdmi` yeu frùmj`r tk` sfh` s`mt`mi`1 2+ (` fr` pumdsk`j #ustay, ger w` fr` n`ttdmnwkft eur j``js j`s`rv`. @ut tkds hfm kfs jem` metkdmn wremn.J 20 Zk`mk` sfdj, =`sus, r`h`ho`r h` wk`m yeu ieh` dmte yeur cdmnjeh.WJ 23=`sus fmsw`r`j kdh, Zruay & tàa yeu, tejfy yeu wdaa o` wdtk h` dm

pfrfjds`.JZk` r`fitdems te =`sus vfry dm dmt`msdty. \`rkfps me dmidj`mt

suhs up tk` rfmn` eg r`spems`s her` tkfm tk` jdsiussdem fhemn tk`

tkd`v`s fmj =`sus. Zk` etk`r Yymeptdis h`mtdem tk`s` tkd`v`s, out tk`yemay met` tkft tk`y r`vda`j =`sus 9 t 0


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Yfturjfy eg 'eay (``c, )prda 2

& Zkdrst

=ekm +;60 !3> 0 Aft`r, cmewdmn tkft `v`rytkdmn kfj mew o``m gdmdsk`j,fmj se tkft Yirdptur` weuaj o` guagdaa`j, =`sus sfdj, & fh tkdrsty.J 0; )

#fr eg wdm` vdm`nfr wfs tk`r̀ , se tk`y sefc`j f spemn` dm dt, put tk`spemn` em f stfac eg tk` kyssep pafmt, fmj adgt`j dt te =`sus8 adps. 3> (k`mk` kfj rì`dv`j tk` jrdmc, =`sus sfdj, &t ds gdmdsk`j.J (dtk tkft, k`

oew`j kds k`fj fmj nfv` up kds spdrdt.

=`sus cmews tkft faa wfs mew iehpa`t`j. Zkds ds wkft k` ifh` teje_te gerh f iehhumdty tkft ifm skfr` dm kds ewm ràftdem wdtk tk`*ftk`r. (dtk tk` werc iehpa`t`j k` ifm mew gdmfad5` tk` iehpa`tdemtkreunk kds j`ftk, se k` sfys, & fh tkdrsty. =ekm met`s k` sfdj tkds dm erj`r te guagdaa tk` Yirdptur`_met tkft k` wfs iemsideusay tkdmcdmn eg tÒts fmjjedmn tkdmns te ìke tk`h, out rftk`r tkft Yirdptur` r`v`fas NejEs wdaafmj =`sus p`rgìtay fiiehpadsk`s NejEs wdaa. Zk` tÒt k` ìke`s 9\s-;60+: ds fmetk`r pfssfn` g`fturdmn Vdmn /fvdj fs tk` rdnktèus sugg`r`r,fmj tkus o`frs wdtm`ss te =`susE dj`mtdty.

Zk`r` s``hs te o` seh`tkdmn pfrtdiuafray sdnmdgdifmt foeut =`susEtkdrst, sdmi` emi` =`sus rì`dv`s tk` wdm` k` sfys, &t ds gdmdsk`jJ, fmjjd`s. $m em` a`và tkds tkdrst ds tk` emay r`g`r`mi` dm tkds Nespà te =`susEfitufa pkysdifa sugg`rdmn em tk` iress. @ut tk` dj`f eg tkdrst hfy fasekfv` spdrdtufa sdnmdgdifmi`. %frad r̀ =`sus kfj sfdj, y geej . . . ds te jetk` wdaa eg kdh wke s`mt h` fmj te gdmdsk kds werc 92632:. )mj wk`m k`wfs frr`st`j k` teaj \`t`r te put kds swerj fwfy, sfydmn, Ykfaa & metjrdmc tk` iup tk` *ftk`r kfs ndv`m h`1 9+ 6++:. 'umn`r fmj tkdrst

oìeh` dhfn`s ger =`susE j̀ sdr` te guagdaa tk` *ftk`rEs wdaa te tk` `mj.Ydmi` tk` iup r`pr`s`mts wrftk fmj sugg`rdmn, =`susE tfcdmn eg tkds jrdmchfy sunn`st tk` iehpa`tdem eg tkft Òp`rd`mi`, fs tk` Afho eg Nej mew

tfc`s fwfy tk` sdm eg tk` weraj. Zk` werc k` kfs ieh` te je ds mewiehpa`t`.

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