CHAPTER 1

Cold hearted, there are no other words to describe what type of a person Hara is. Shes quiet, snob, and someone known to be an outcast for having no friends. Hara has gotten used to these terms though, avoiding it like it happens on a daily basis. She is the ice princess.

"I came here to study, anyway. Why waste my time on a bunch of nonsense comments?" the girl thought to herself as she made her way to her next class. Hara might be as snob as she could be, but she attends as a scholar student in a very popular school namely, Daram University, a school where the sons and daughters of the elite studies. Hara attends as a secondary level student in this school, and if she does well, she could pass at the same school's college campus that she dreamt of to be in ever since.

When the class started, an old woman with a bright red corporate dress that matches her not-so gray hair and light complexion came in. Mrs. Kim, their homeroom teacher, asked for their attention for a school announcement. There'll be an event happening in a few weeks, but the event's purpose will not be revealed yet. The class wasn't really paying attention to it, even Hara who only stares at the view of nature outside since her seat, just beside the window.

"And also, I bet you all already know about our new student who'll be in this class starting from today," a few got curious so they lazily turned their heads, looking at the doorway. Mrs. Kim called for the new student who's just standing by the door, waiting for the teacher's cue for him to come in. From there, a tall, averagely thin guy came in with a huge grin on his face. He enthusiastically bowed and greeted the teacher and faced the class after.

"Hello everyone, I'm Gong Chansik but you could call me Gongchan. I hope we'll be friends!"

Just by his dashing smile and cute eyes formed like a crescent, he already got half of the class gawking at him; well of course the girls are into him since the guys have their own little worlds anyway. As per Hara, obviously, she doesn't care at all.

Gongchan noticed Hara though, seeing her zone herself out and not even minding to take a peek at him felt rather unwelcoming for him. He spotted the best seat for him, and made his way to the empty seat through the almost corner of the classroom. Then after, Hara saw her female classmates' shooting death glares at her, it wasn't unusual but she thought why. The girl just noticed the empty seat behind her already got occupied by their new classmate; she raised an eyebrow when she took a peek behind her and just saw the newbie listening carefully to the teacher. She couldn't do anything about it anyway, so she waved it off and sunned herself out again to wait for their homeroom class to end.

"E excuse me... your name's Hara, right?" Gongchan made a bee line for Hara after class. Almost everyone has left already leaving only a few of them in the room. He never thought of how to approach Hara, but those words just slipped out of his mouth in an instant. Gongchan felt uneasy when a pair of orbs stared right through him, that his mind went blank in a few minutes. The girl coughed softly, getting Gongchan back to his senses.

"Oh, I'm Gongchan by the way, unless you heard it earlier." he said, lightly scratching the back of his neck, "and here's your nametag. I saw it on the floor earlier when you were, kind of, on your own world." He drew a huge invisible circle in the air.

Hara looked at herself, seeing her nametag was long gone on her. She grabbed onto her nametag, speechless and all she does is to thank him. She looked at him, trying to figure out why he is being nice to her only to come up with nothing and thinking maybe he doesn't know what the school thinks about her yet so she let it pass.

The awkward atmosphere between the two people grew and to avoid making it more untimely, Gongchan hurriedly threw all his things inside his bag, waving his slender hands at Hara as he goes out.

"I.. uhm. See you in next class, Hara! I'm Gongchan, don't forget that, okay?" he shouted whilst the gap between them went farther.

Throughout the day, this has to be most memorable part for his first day. It went out of his expectation, he thought and just by picturing those two perfect brown orbs he saw earlier, he knew what he's doing is just right like how he wants it

After classes, Gongchan made his way to the library, which is a few blocks from his last class, to get his new stuff for school. On his way, he suddenly heard a beautiful melody from afar in one of the rooms across the hallway. It sounded so familiar, and he's very sure he has heard it before. Maybe a taking a peek wouldn't be that bad, he thought. He snooped around the hallway, humming along the sound as he tries to find where it's coming from.

Gongchan paused when he saw the "Music Room" signage right above the door. He caught a glimpse of a girl, with her back facing him, playing the piano smoothly. Her face wasn't clear enough for him to see, and wanting to take a closer look to make sure who it is, he accidentally bumped into a garbage can beside the door. Gongchan silently cursed to himself for being so clumsy. He felt a bit of sting on his feet, so he sat down on the floor and waited for it to cool down. Where did the music go? He thought and just as he went to go and check, he sees a person's shoes standing in the room's doorway.

"Excuse me, why are you here? Only permitted students are allowed to come here." Gongchan looked up, seeing those two orbs again from earlier, the only difference is they looked a bit angry with a mix of anxiousness and what happened to her uniform? Why is she wearing her casual clothes?

The girl's completely not in the mood after what her male classmates did on her locker. She got humiliated; again when a bucket of water splashed on top of her after she opened her cubicle plus, all her things inside were a complete mess with white paint everywhere. But, she never lets her guard down to the public. It might have happened in the past, but no, she won't let herself become under again. Every student who passed by laughed at her or even teased her, calling her a loner. She remained calm, and kept her burning insides to herself.

Thinking on the bright side, good thing she had her extra clothes with her as well as her important paperwork. She saved all the stuff that she could, and dried herself up. She went straight to the music room, giving herself a time to relax and release the stress inside of her.

Playing the piano is her favourite hobby, she loves how it sounds, and how it expresses the emotions she couldn't explain. She loves how every note could tell various types of feelings. It's her passion, the one she's sure of that she's very good at, her little space for herself.

"Hara. I... I... Hi, sorry for interrupting you. I didn't mean to do it," Gongchan was stuttering. His words won't come out, "I didn't know you're here. I just heard you play, and then I thought maybe I could take a look,"

Why am I being this utterly nervous? He asked himself. "It sounds beautiful by the way and, maybe I should go now. I'm sorry if you're mad" he added, then left almost abruptly.

"Wait!" Hara shouted running and trying to catch up with Gongchan. "Sorry for being rude, and... I'm not mad at you. She said with slight pants from running. She means it; probably she was thinking too much that she exploded all of a sudden in front of him.

Hara pressed her temples, hardly in deep thoughts on what to say

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"Thank you, by the way... for the compliment. Last time I received one, it was way back in grade school, I think." She faintly chuckled. How pathetic, she thought about herself. Its funny though, she suddenly felt like a burden was lifted off of her. Those few words she shared, that small detail about her, she easily said it to Gongchan. She hasn't shared anything to anyone for a long time. "I think we should start over," she let out her hand.Gongchan was jumping from the inside. It's perfectly going well."Hi, I'm Jung Hara.""Hi again, Jung Hara. I'm Gong Chansik, Gongchan."He shook her hand, and they genuinely shared smiles with each other.CHAPTER 2I've seen her smile so radiantly like that before,

it was one of those first times that I saw her truly happy.Maybe that Gongchan... what if he's the one for her. I should be, I was supposed to be but I was too stupid and afraid back then.

Am I too late now? Is she finally moving on? Has she finally realized that new light at the end of her dark tunnel?

(divider)Jeon Jungkook was Hara's boyfriend caring, intelligent, handsome: the perfect boyfriend material.He's attends the same level as Hara, but they goes in different scheduled classes. They've been together for nearly 7 months, until everything broke out and she was thoroughly humiliated in front of everyone in the campus. Before, she often sees him hang out with his friends, but he never bothered to introduce her to them. They glance at each other during their breaks, but they never spoke to each other publicly. They send sweet and fluffy texts to each other, but they were very cautious when they spend time together.

Making sure no one in school sees them.

"Hara, movie night later at my house? Your pick this time, I promise." It's a Friday, their favourite day, the day they spend time together. They were at the school's most unvisited spot, the balcony, located at the far end of the campus their special place."Sure, let's meet at the usual. Maybe around 6 or 7? I'll just borrow a book from the library after class. Keep your promise, okay?" Hara softly chuckled, as her cheeks slowly heat up. Jungkook can tell Hara loves it when he asks her out, and he's glad on how much effect he has on her. He lightly patted the girl's head and replied with a sudden peck on her cheek, "Alright, I promise to keep my promise." Hara was blushing scarlet yet again, her eyes turned into huge circles due to his sudden move. "Yaaa! D-don't do t-that again," was all she could reply, and Jungkook laughed at her startled reaction. She looked so cute the he just wanted to be with her for the rest of the day but, Jungkook wanted their relationship to be private, Hara agreed to it as well to avoid any issues that'll buzz in an instant around the school faster than a race car.

"Stop laughing, nothing's funny! Anyway, class starts in a few so, let's go. You don't want to be late on your favorite subject, do you?" she said in a teasing kind of way as she checked the time on her watch.Math, he thought. "Excuse me, that's literallyyourfavorite subject. You know I hate Math. He lazily stood up being half pulled by Hara and walked towards the corridor. Their fingers intertwine and not later, he faced Hara, stared right through her stunning brown orbs. "I'll see you later, can't wait" he winked at her, and Hara lightly poked the tip of his nose left sticking her tongue out like a kid.

He was certain that he loves Hara for who she is and no matter what she is. He knows her to bits from her past, to her cute habits, to her lively attitude when she's around him and his favorite, to the way she plays the piano so gracefully. She opened up her door for him, telling him how he could change her from her colorless life and be possibly her knight in shining armor. As clich as it sounds, Jungkook loves caring for her. He felt comfortableand relaxed, candidly sharing about his problems with her, especially about his family's relationship crisis, while Hara gives the most soothing advices to him. Both of them were very open to each other. They can be considered as a happy couple. She made him happy. He made her happy.

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Then the time came when there was news started spreading wildly around the campus about him dating the Jung Hara, and people were teasing him that it's the lamest thing they've ever heard.

"Guys! I heard Jungkook's datingtheice princess! Don't you think it's hilarious?!" it was Taehyung, one of his friends, the son of a known hospital's CEO. They were in their dorm they rented just near the school. Taehyung or so-called V by their group, cracked up, his hands on his stomach, and laughed more like there's no tomorrow. Jungkook balled up his fist, shaking in anger. He didn't expect it to happen all of a sudden.How could they be so careless? Of course, there'll be a lot of people anywhere. But, why does it have to be someone from school who would see them together? He doesn't know if he should be worried or not, he wasn't ready at all for this. He stood up instantly, barging out their room, ignoring his friends making fun of him.I need to see her, where could she be?He checked his watch, seeing there's still more time before his next class starts. He made a bee line for Hara in every class she attends, and still no sign of her.Maybe she's in the music room.He ran as fast as he could, avoiding all the students who bombarded him with questions he didn't want to answer about the issue. He was rushing and running until he bumped into someone. Then he saw it clearly, it wasn't someone he bumped on to, there were a massive number of crowds along the hallway, and he couldn't see what's inside the circle of people but clearly he hears what they're saying.

"Oh my gosh, look how pitiful she is"

"She deserves that for dating Jungkook,"

"Who is she anyway?" every criticism hit him straight like thorns stabbing his heart.Jungkook's eyes widened upon hearing those comments. He rapidly made his way through the crowd, his heart was beating fast, and his breathing isn't at its normal state as well. He doesn't know what'll happen next, and then he saw her... on the floor, drenched with cold water from head to toe, quietly laying her head low in front of everyone.

"Oh look everyone, it's Jungkook" all eyes turned to him, and he could feel mockery in all those orbs staring at him. "You see Jungkook, Hara here was seen with you last Friday at the convenient store. Source says that you guys were really close to each other," it was the school's number one bully, Lee Hyunwoo, "then both of you went straight toyourhouse. Am I right, Jungkook?" Cold sweat started to form on Jungkook's forehead. "Y-yes, that's true" he replied hesitantly, and everyone started murmuring at each other again.

"Wow, I guessice princessis really good at seducing him"

"No wonder he rejected every girl who approaches him,"

Jungkook cannot handle it; he doesn't want himself to be ruined. Call him selfish but, he doesn't want a life full of criticism about him.Maybe they're right; I made a big mistake after all.Maybe I did this out of pity? Until everything just started to cloud up in his mind.The crowd was shocked at his sudden outburst; he has put an end to it. He can't do anything at all than to end it. He loves her, yes he does, but he couldn't manage his image being ruined just because of this.He glanced at Hara, who was looking straight at him, confused about what he's doing.

"Enough! Enough of this! This nonsense is taking too far! We're over already, that night everyone said, is the same night we broke up. I've had enough of her. Enough of taking in and pretending that people criticizing her is okay. He exclaimed for everyone to hear. You know, I was only pretending to be nice to her and I think I should tell you that although I don't necessarily have to so please, just shut up and stop this," his face turned blank."So you mean, you dating her was true but... everything you did was just a lie?" one girl who's definitely into Jungkook asked with a slight grin."Well, duh. You know me. Every one of you knows me. I'm better off of her, agree?" Jungkook casually replied. There was a short pause after what he just said, and then Hyunwoo came near him as he clapped his hands one at a time.

"Aha! Finally, Jungkook here has gotten back to his senses. What were you thinking, bro?!" he said as he put an arm around Jungkook's shoulder. He turned to Hara, smirking at how little she is in front of them. "Now you, Hara. I think you'd better scoot before we do something worst on you," he added as everyone stared at Hara. Jungkook bobbed his head to where Hara is, and then it hit him. The sight that pained his heart more than a thousand stabs.

Hes okay, shes not.

I know this is wrong, but I'm scared... for both of us.He looked at her as she slowly stood up, she went tipsy and out of reflex he was about to catch her but she managed to get up. Its agonizing him that he can't do anything about it. Hejust watched Hara run away, hands covering up her crying eyes, being laughed at by the crowd and slowly disappearing along the corridor.

Im sorry... he whispered, fighting back the tears to roll down.(divider)

That was the most horrible day in Jungkook's life. It's his nightmare, his nightmare repeatedly hunting him down. He slapped his cheeks lightly, trying to pull himself out of those flashbacks from occurring all over again. He wanted to make it up for Hara, and this time for sure, he wanted to stand up for her. Scared Jungkook from the past is long gone.But how,he thought. Lately, he has been following Hara when he could especially when she walks home alone. He's fully determined now, he wanted to protect her. But first, he has to ask for her forgiveness."I can do this," he mumbled to himself.

Hara's conversation with Gongchan hit him with pure jealousy, but he knows he has no right now to stop them. After her conversation with Gongchan, she walked straight to where he's standing at... hiding. When Hara reached his spot, he grabbed onto her arm as gentle as he could, not daring to hurt her ever again, "Hara..." he stuttered, his head facing down.

"Hara, I... I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have done that. I was wrong." he says feeling all the guilt inside of him comes out. He wants her back, but it wouldn't be easy.

He heard a small sob coming from Hara he looked up but her face was getting covered by her hair. Jungkook couldn't see, but it hurts him so bad seeing her weak state again.

"Why... how could you... I thought you're different from everybody else..." she suddenly spoke up, softly whimpering but he could see she's fighting back her tears. He held both her arms, trying to sooth her but she won't budge.

"Hara, I just... please listen to me" pleading, letting Hara face him but she refused and turns away.

"Don't. I can't. I don't want it. Just... not now please. Maybe some other time but, no, I really need more time to get this over with" he knew what she meant. What he has done has made a big impact in her life. He gently let her go, and slowly she stepped away from him setting distance between the two of them. The girl turned her back to him, and walked straight opposite to his direction. Jungkook realized that she's still the same girl he dated a year ago. The same girl who refuses to requests she doesn't favour, but gives it a chance some other time.How could you be so nice, yet so cold on the outside?He thought.

CHAPTER 3Hey, I heard theres a new caf around the block. Want to try it?

You think my stomach will get satisfied if we eat in a caf? No, restaurant please

Well, tell your stomach well go to a caf and not a restaurant. It isnt even dinner time yet for heavens sake

Ugh, why are you the one deciding anyway? Its Gongchan who asked us out. Ya, kid! Where do you want to eat? Sandeul rolled his eyes at Baro and eagerly tapped Gongchan beside him.

Huh? What? Sorry, could you say that again

They are walking along the streets of Myeongdeong, a famous location for people around their age, and Gongchans mind was pre-occupied to the point where he forgot he dragged his two hyungs along with him.

Geez, youre the one who brought us all the way out here and you dont even listen to us? Im dead serious, Im really hungry

Come on lets enjoy the night, since you just came back from the States after who knows how long. Baro butted in, as hes obviously pissed on how whiny Sandeul is. Hes used to it, yes, but why does he have to be hungry at all times?!

Oh! And maybe we should go play- ouch!

Baro hit Sandeuls head suggesting him to stop already. These two might be a year older than Gongchan and yet, he thinks more maturely than they are. He didnt even know why he wants to unwind, and relax... maybe he just missed Korea that much. He looked over his two friends- more like his brothers, and stopped them from childishly arguing on where to go. Gongchan slid in the middle of his hyungs and hanged his arms on their shoulders.

Maybe we should just eat at the usual place. You know... the one where we used to eat at when we were kids. I missed the grilled pork there

When the three of them arrived at their destination, the old lady who owns the place greeted them. Her facial features may be of a senior but the spark of happiness and contentment can still be seen on her. The store is decorated simply with wooden tables and chairs, enough to accommodate the amount of customers, and an open cooking area where the tasty aroma of grilled meat could reach of their noses. I wonder how it feels to live a simple life like ahjumma, Gongchan chuckled when he thought of it to himself.

Ahjumma! Do you still remember us? Sorry, we havent visited for a while Sandeul cheerfully said to the old lady.

Of course, of course said the old lady with her hoarse but gentle voice. She patted Sandeuls head, and pinched his chubby cheeks.

You boys arent just my regular customers; you are more like my sons already. And look, youve grown so much already the smile plastered on her face is undeniably viral that the atmosphere was never heavy. The boys are having a really good time. After all, they missed this kind of bonding.

Ahjumma, sorry. Im actually the one who didnt visit for the longest time. Gongchan breathed, he pouted pulling off his puppy eyes as he said it to the old lady.

Its okay, Gongchannie. Im very sure living in the states is quite a challenge for you, but here you are again! Now, I shall serve you the best dishes for tonight. Take it as your homecoming gift, Gongchannie!

The old lady chuckled when she saw them nod at the same time. They look like kids excited for their food. After half an hour, their food arrived. The three of them didnt really noticed the time because they we so engrossed with their long chats. Gongchan was glad that Sandeul got admitted to a university hed been dreaming of to be in, and since this hyung loves singing, he took up Performing Arts; dreaming that someday hed be able to perform on musicals. Baro on the other hand took up Fashion Designing, unusual for guys but Gongchan believed Baros very much devoted to this course. Heck, hes even the most stylish among their group.

How about you, Gongchan? Whats your plan? Its your senior year now, and you should know what your plans are already for college. Sandeul asked while munching up his food.

You know I need to take up business. My parents are counting on it. Sooner or later Ill be the one handling the company, and I dont want to let them down. Im okay with that, I dont really know what I want in the future so Ill just go along with it. Besides, I have you guys to support me when I need it the most. He has everything with him, more like his future was planned even before he was born and just needs to be set out.

Both hyungs are silent after hearing his response. Theyre waiting for the tiny detail Gongchan left out, the other important reason why he came back. Whats the point of going out if this kid wont spill it? Baro made up his mind, asking Gongchan bluntly that made the latters eyes widen.What about Hara?

Baro and Sandeul eyed him with full concern. Theyve been aware of how long Gongchan wanted to get back to Hara like the way they were before when they were kids. Theyre considered the witnesses of how close Hara and Gongchan are. Gongchan even ditched them just to play with her, and still they couldnt believe how the hell Hara only knows Gongchans nickname and thats only it!

Well, its your fault you never introduced yourself formally. Dude, thats like... the number one rule in making friends! Baro exclaimed, almost sounded like a father scolding his son.

You cant blame me! Kids dont mind those stuff as long as they have someone to play with. Well, I do for a change, but she never asked me anyway, so I just let it pass, Gongchan responded with a slight harsh tone. He knew Baro was right, but again Hara never asked her at all about who he is. She only wants a playmate and thats it.

Well yeah. Look now, she doesnt even recognize you Sandeul retorted.

Im very aware of that, hyung. Very much. Im fine with that; I wasnt really expecting she would. Ill just have to open her up little by little because, believe me, she really changed a lot,

She wouldnt be called an ice princess if she didnt Sandeul added even though his mouth is full with food. Gongchan rolled his eyes at him, and continued on his food as well.

You know, now that Ive thought of it. You never told us why you got so fond of playing with her. Not that I dont like it, a little, maybe because you ditch us for her, Baro smirked; deep inside he thinks Gongchan sees Hara not just as a friend.

I mean, remember when we first saw her at the playground. Shes a loner. Shes pretty, I admit, but other than that... we all thought shes weird because shes all alone. I was thinking... maybe... you... l- Gongchan immediately covered his talkative mouth.

No! First of all, shes a friend... a close friend, more likely. Yes, I do like her, but in a sister-like manner. Baro got all flustered by this sudden outburst from the younger.

I got back because I left her without even saying a proper goodbye, which has become a burden for me since it made a huge impact on her as you can see... Gongchan breathed as he was losing air.

We all know that I have been her only friend for a long time, and thats why I wanted to ask for her forgiveness and our friendship to be back the way it is. Get it, hyung?

After they finished their meal, Sandeul and Baro suddenly remembered they have an appointment to go to. They wouldnt bother leaving only if its not that urgent. Its a matter of getting more record for their resume or not for them. Gongchan understands it right away. He knows his hyungs has been searching for a good part-time job to fund their college schooling. Theyve all agreed that when then step to college; theyd look for a job so they wouldnt depend on their parents money. Smart idea, really.

They bid their farewells, and Gongchan went straight home. Hes exhausted since all they did was talk and eat and stroll around and eat more. The maids asked him if he would like to have a quick meal, but he waved it off and just asked them to bring him water to his room.

Gongchan jumped on his bed right away, although hes still on the process of familiarizing himself in his surroundings, hes coping up fast. His room is undeniably larger than the one he has when he stayed in the States. The walls are painted with pure white and his furniture is black as a contrast. The room itself has its own living room and his bed is located on the second storey of his room. His book collection is compiled neatly in the corner; beside it are his working table and his Macbook Air on top of it. He even has the latest version of game consoles! Gongchan owns everything a teenage boy could ever ask for.

He stood up, headed to his window and stared at the beautiful night sky with its twinkling stars. He loves star gazing when hes in deep thoughts. Its like the stars are the answers to his questions when he sees it. Suddenly, his conversation with Baro and Sandeul came back to him.What is it about Hara that caught his attention?He recalled his answer to Baro. That was the only reason, right? True, she was alone when he first saw her. He even pitied her on their first encounter.

Hi, little Gongchan approached this little girl sitting on a bench at the corner of the playground. He and his friends have noticed her ever since they go to this park near their place. The little girl was looking at her shoes, shocked when someone talked to her. She looked up, and saw this little boy with a smile plastered on his face. She whispered hello, and started playing with the ends of her pink summer dress. Little Gongchan saw the loneliness in her brown orbs, but as a matter of fact, he was stunned at how pretty her eyes were.

My friends call me Turchan, so you could call me that too. Do you want to play? little Gongchan held out is hand, and to his surprise the little girl grabbed onto it although he felt that shes still hesitant to come along. They went straight to the swings and started both started swaying in synch. After that they moved onto the monkey bars, and then to the slides, and continued enjoying each others company. A little later, a black limousine parked at the corner and a man in a suit came out from the backseat. The little girl stood up excitedly, and her smile reached her ears.

Daddy! she shouted, and waved at the man wearing a suit. The man did the same at her, and his face went from exhausted to eagerness to hug his one and only little girl. He gestured to the little girl to come to him, arms wide open, waiting for a tight hug from her daughter.

Thank you for playing with me. Its my first time to play with someone. Both kids are near the sandbox playing with the sands inside it. Gongchan could see how delighted the little girl is to play with him.

Ill come back for sure. Youll be here too, right? she asked.

My parents bring me here as long as the weathers nice so, sure!

Okay. I have to go now. My daddys waiting for me.

Wait, whats your name?

Oh, Im Hara. Jung Hara. Thank you for today, Turchan!

Their friendship started on that very day. It was also their summer vacation, so they have more time to play with each other. Gongchan would occasionally ask about her, but little Hara never asked him the same questions. They have similar interests in foods, TV shows, and even books. However, those were the only things Hara has learned about him. Never his full name, nor his age; not even about his family. She became too attached to Turchan (Gongchan) that she thought she doesnt need those tiny details anymore. Well, she thought Turchan is around her age since they were the same height when they first met.

A year after, Gongchan is near to turning 13, and hes aware of what his parents have planned before that day comes. In 2 days, theyll be leaving for good and live in the States due to his parents business matter.

Gongchan said to himself to bid his farewells to the people who have become special in his life. He spent his whole day with his group of friends, and they call their group B1A4 because they just came with that up due to their blood types. And the next day he packed up all the stuff he needs and whatnot; he finished early so he thought he should go to the park to relax.

When he arrived, he saw Hara sitting on one of the swings. He was about to shout her name, when suddenly he saw a clear view of her puffy eyes. She mustve been crying for who knows how long now.

Hara noticed Gongchan coming near her, and her only wish right now is to have someone to comfort her. She ran up to Gongchan and tightly hugged his frame. She spilled her tears even though she just stopped earlier, the pain just wont go away.

Hara... whats wrong? What happened? Gongchan was shocked with this sudden approach of Hara making him worry more.

My... my... daddy passed away earlier, Little Gongchan doesnt know what to do, but to soothe her back and let her cry herself out until she calms down.

They sat on the swings afterwards, silence from both beings and only the cold night breeze can be felt. Little Gongchan felt sorry for her; this isnt even the right time to tell her the hell be leaving as well but, theres really nothing he can do about it.

Somehow on little Haras mind, she could get over it soon with Turchan (Gongchan) being by her side at this time of her need. She just hopes he will hear her out on everything she says.

You know, Ive never really had a friend like you before,Then Ill always be here for you.That was the last time they talked to each other. He wasnt able to tell Hara that he will leave the country. He felt even bad for lying by telling hell be by her side.

The next thing everyone knows was that Gongchan and his family left the country, and Hara was left all alone again.

CHAPTER 4Another school day ahead and Jungkook doesnt even feel like getting up from his cozy king-sized bed. Sun rays peeping through his windows woke him up which, just in time, his alarm started buzzing loudly on top of his bedside counter. Nonetheless, hes still sleepy and much to his effort he stretched out an arm and reached for his alarm with his half-opened lids. He let out a groan, laid back again on the bed as his forearm move up covering both his eyes.

Hara continued to avoid him after their last conversation a few days ago after a long time. It hurts him, he admits but it isnt the similar pain Hara has gone through. It just occurred to him afterwards as realization hit him that Hara is one of a kind, the only girl who fully caught Jungkooks heart. She wasnt his first love.

She wasnt his first kiss.

But, she was his first heartbreak.

Hara, please hear me out. Please... he mumbled with his raspy morning voice.

I need you. Im so sorry,

Minutes had passed so he stood up, did his morning routine and came out of his room wearing a fresh pair of uniform from his walk-in closet. Theres a huge mirror along the hallway, that it had become his habit to check himself out first before heading out. He ran his fingers through his newly dyed red hair and gave himself a two-thumb up. Geez dude, what took you so long?

Uhm... Im prepping up for school, duh! Shouldnt I be the one questioning you for trespassing?

Jin slapped the back of Jungkooks head for the straightforward reply. Hes 2 years older anyway even though theyre in the same level. Jin is a late comer at the university, so hes spending his last year of high school with this kid.

You shouldnt talk back like that, Im still older okay! Jin angrily retorted.

Jungkook rolled his eyes. Fine, fine, fine. You should know your hitting gets more painful every second, he hissed at the older one as he feels a bit of sting on his head. And the sass Jin is, he came up with an idea that would result to a win-win situation.Treat me breakfast, Ill forgive you plopping an arm over the counter, Jin smirked at the younger one as he stared at Jungkook massaging the part of his head Jin had hit earlier.No can do hyung,

Yes, you will!Noooooope

Okay, then. I take back what I said, I wont help you Jin wasnt taking it really seriously, but it is still justifiable on his part getting his perks as the older one. Who doesnt want free food?Getting no reply from Jungkook, Jin knows he won. Ugh! Okay, fine I will. Just keep your word, hyung or else I swear Im gonna beat you up

As if you can, but dont worry. Ill do my best,

And with that, they left Jungkooks flat and went straight to a small caf down the building.Both guys met up with their friends at the school yard finding Jimin sitting beside this random girl doing his so-called charms by saying those overused compliments like how pretty she looks or how she smells good and whatnot. But really, he just does that to take advantage on getting a copy of their homework in class.

J-Hope and V were whispering their inside jokes to each other on everyone who passes by, then all of sudden they would start giggling by themselves. These two could be considered the counterpart of gossip-girls in the campus. Theyre the number one source of gossips in the group!Hey, wheres Rapmon and Suga? the three looked up at Jin and Jungkook when they arrived. Jimin left the girl and hurriedly ran to the group.Theyre inside, testing out the new recording equipment for the club Jimin replied, with a bit sign of exhaustion from his little run. Jungkook is the youngest among his friends, and theyre all in one group called Bangtan. Their group is known for their incredible talents in singing, dancing, and their specialization rapping. Yes, they are famous in these fields but then again, all members have set their priorities in their studies.Will they come? everyone sat on the grass to rest. Jin asked No, they said theyll just catch up later

Jungkooks class was about to start in a few minutes so he left first. Usually they go together but that day was an exception. Ill catch up too, later. Im almost late. Bye!Jungkook reached the door of his next class. Through the little window at the side of the door, he spotted someone who tops on his hit list as his enemy. He started picturing those times they were happily together before everything got messed up. Theres this one time they celebrated his birthday together. It was a surprise birthday celebration prepared by Hara at her place.

Jungkook-ah, can you come to my flat after school? Hara quietly asked. They were at their special place, spending their free time together before class starts. She was seating beside him, her head laying on his shoulder and his right arm around her petite waist. Jungkook started fiddling his fingers with Haras, not a second breaking apart from each other.

Why? Is there something wrong? Do you feel alone again? he said, followed by a soft chuckle. The last time Hara asked him to come to her place, she said she felt cold and alone. He went to her abruptly finding Hara sitting on the couch watching on her own. He knows the passcode at Haras flat