daybook: the journal of an artist by anne truitt
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introduction vii
Introduction
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viii introduction
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introduction ix
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—Audrey Niffenegger
February 4, 2013
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preface xi
Preface
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xii preface
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preface xiii
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—Yaddo
September 1981
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Tucson,
Arizona
June
1974
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cl; cmls cl hv vs ly ys f vl.
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