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AAHP 374 Priscilla Kruize
African American History Project (AAHP) Interviewed by Ryan Morini on April 20, 2015
2 hours, 14 minutes | 62 pages
Samuel Proctor Oral History Program College of Liberal Arts and Sciences Program Director: Dr. Paul Ortiz
241 Pugh Hall PO Box 115215 Gainesville, FL 32611 (352) 392-7168 https://oral.history.ufl.edu
AAHP 374 Interviewee: Priscilla Kruize Interviewer: Ryan Morini Date: April 20, 2015 M: Yeah, it’s going. So this is Ryan Morini with the Sam Proctor Oral History
Program sitting here today in Quincy, Florida in the Black History Museum.
K: Black Heritage.
M: Black Heritage Museum with Ms. Priscilla Stevens Kruize. Would that be—?
K: Mrs. Priscilla Gwendolyn Stevens Kruize.
M: Kruize.
K: It’s a Dutch name.
M: Okay. Okay. And the date is April 20, 2015.
K: And it is 11:36 AM.
M: Good to have that information. Or else sometimes the recordings get confusing.
Okay. Might I ask when you were born?
K: Certainly. I was born here in Quincy, August 18, 1938. I am seventy-six, and I will
be seventy-seven this year. I can hardly believe it myself.
M: You don’t look it.
K: Yeah. Yeah. I will give you a cookie later. [Laughter]
M: Well, thank you.
K: Oh dear.
M: So 1938? Was it a midwife who was there?
K: No.
M: Or a hospital?
K: That is a good question, because that is very significant. This school is called
Stevens, S-T-E-V-E-N-S, High School. It was named after a doctor, Doctor
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Stevens. He delivered me. On my great-grandparents’ farm, which was eighty
acres out in St. Hebron. Maybe if you have time, we will go out and find it.
M: Yeah, that would be great. You were born at home, but there was a doctor
attending.
K: Yes, yes. A doctor, yes.
M: Was Dr. Stevens a White man or a Black man?
K: Oh, no. Are you kidding? In those days. I think he was probably the first Black
doctor in Quincy. Mmhm. Well, he made an impression, because they named the
school after him. There is the street and the other things named after him. Doctor
Stevens.
M: Do you know much about him as a person?
K: Well, besides my birthday, I had another experience. When I was a toddler, I
remember because it was a sensation, I swallowed some glass. A piece of glass.
I remember being in a car going to the doctor. And I remember him telling me, I
couldn’t describe him or anything, but he calmed me down. Because my mouth
was open. I couldn’t close my mouth. The glass is stuck. He said, “You be very
still, and I am going to give you a peppermint.” That is the first time I had ever
seen a peppermint stick. He gave me a peppermint stick to keep very quiet to get
the glass out of my mouth. And my mother must have been terrified, because I
was always swallowing things. I had swallowed. That may have been the first
things I swallowed, but after that, I swallowed a nickel. Yeah, I was always
putting things in my mouth. And my mother, evidently, was watching, but wasn’t
watching one hundred percent, because I remember being under the house. The
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house where I am talking about I can show you. It is just across the street from
here.
M: Okay.
K: I was under the house, and I saw a snake. I think the snake was black with the
eggs, and I was going for the eggs. I guess my mother caught me before I got
there. The times that I can’t remember is that the house I am going to show you
was enclosed with a fence evidently. But there was a hole under the gate,
because the dog had dug a hole. I was small enough to get under that hole. And
the school was just in front of our house, so people were calling me as a child
evidently. And every time I came, and my mother said she would spank me. You
know you can’t spank a toddler. They don’t know why you are spanking them.
Anyways, so I was not at a reasonable age. I was small. And evidently, she
wasn’t watching closely, because I did this several time. Went under the gate,
across the street. Because we didn’t have cars like that. So you didn’t have to
worry about anybody running you over. It is so funny. This is the room I was in
first grade by the way. Seventy years ago. This happened, only God knew this.
And I realized it when I came in here. And it is number thirteen. It is one of my
favorite numbers, too. But at that house that I am going to show you across the
street, make sure you take pictures of it. It was white. It had a fence around it.
And we had an outdoor toilet. I remember that. In fact, I think everybody had
outdoor toilets in those days, because we are talking about seventy years ago
when I was six. My mother and father separated after I completed first grade.
Second grade in Miami, Florida at Phillis Wheatley Elementary School. Then we
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came back to Quincy. But not there, but out in the country where my
grandparents lived in St. Hebron, which is a part of Quincy, too. That is where I
was born. Out in St. Hebron.
M: So St. Hebron is kind of a community within Quincy?
K: Yes. Oh, yeah.
M: Do you know much about the founding of St. Hebron?
K: No, but I do know that my great-grandfather, not my grandfather, great-
grandfather was the secretary of our church. Now they have built a new church
out there where I was baptized and where my earlier relatives are buried. They
are all out there in St. Hebron. I don’t know the foundation. But I do have a book
that they gave me that talks about the church, not the community. When the
church was built.
M: Okay. Could I ask your grandparents’ names?
K: Sure, my mother’s father was Richard Allen Powell, P-O-W-E-L-L. And the
grandmother, her mother was Alma, A-L-M-A, E, which I think was Ella, Banks,
B-A-N-K-S. That was her maiden name, Banks.
M: So they owned a farm here or out in St. Hebron?
K: No, that farm was owned by my grandfather’s parents. They retired on eighty
acres of land. My grandfather had a lot of land and gave it to each one of his son.
And the original land is still in the family, which you can also see. From my great-
grandfather. And the original land on my father’s side is still in the family, which
you can see. My father’s grandfather, five generations removed, a full generation
for me, five, was brought to America in 1860. And he gets the oral history. That’s
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how he knew. He came here three years before emancipation. He was twenty-
one. He came from Ghana, and I didn’t know that when I went to Ghana. That my
grandfather of five generations came from Ghana. But his name, he never
changed his name. The first name may have been Americanized. It’s Isaac. But
the last part, Goldwire, is the same as in Africa. In Ghana, it’s Goldwire. So he
said his name was Isaac Goldwire. And it is possible that he could have had a
Christian name, because Christians were in Ghana at that time. 1860. Or maybe
somebody just didn’t understand what he was saying what his name was. But the
Goldwire they got. So all the Goldwires in Quincy are my relatives.
M: Wow.
K: They are all over the United States now. There is a book on them I have
someplace in Miami, I guess.
M: Not a lot of people can take their family history that far.
K: But I have always been interested. I was born interested in the older people. That
is a thing that I love being around older people listening to their stories. I wish I
could record everything that they have told me. But you know, the tape recorder
didn’t exist then. When they did, you didn’t have one. My grandmother used to
tell me all kind of stories. All the old people used to tell stories. Now I am old
telling stories. [Laughter] Oh dear.
M: That is how that knowledge gets passed on.
K: Every time someone dies, a library dies. A library is lost. Did you ever read that
before?
M: Oh, yeah.
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K: Every time someone dies, a library. But one thing I discovered that doesn’t
matter how people confuse they are, they still remember God. No matter how
confused someone is, this is just my personal experience. You talk to them. They
still know God is. So God takes all the nonsense the way he leaves himself there.
Which makes sense.
M: That does.
K: Yeah.
M: So do you know anything else about what Isaac Goldwire talked about? Do you
know why he came to Quincy?
K: He was brought here. He had thirty-three children, and I met two of them. I
interviewed them actually, and they gave me the history of the family. He gave it
to them. His oldest daughter. I didn’t find out about my father’s people until I was
an adult. I just knew my mother’s people. I knew my father. I knew of his father,
but I didn’t talk to the people on his mother’s side. My father’s mother’s people.
Goldwire. Palmers. What my grandfather of five generations said that he did not
change his name. He had all these children. He was prejudiced himself, too,
because my aunt talked to me. She said, “He didn’t like me, because I was
Black.” That is what she said to me. She is ninety-seven. She said, “But I didn’t
pay him any mind. I told him my mind, because I was just like him,” she said. She
said, “She told him off when she was eight years old.” She told him evidently that
he shouldn’t talk to her the way he did. That’s what she said about him. She said,
“He didn’t like me, because I was Black.” That is what she said. But her sister
was next to her. When I met these two sisters, one was ninety-seven and one
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was eighty-nine or ninety. And the one ninety-seven was very talkative. She said,
“God let me live to tell you this story.” When I heard about and I met her, I met
her at a funeral of her niece, I think, in Vero Beach, Florida. Then I followed her.
She lived in Eatonville, Florida. So I went to visit her during the Thanksgiving
after I met her. And I was very nervous. I tape recorded her, and I listened to it
for many, many, many times. She always said “You have to have a system. You
just can’t go through life. You have to have a system.” And I worried about not
sleeping, and I asked about it. She said, don’t worry about that. I never slept. She
said, I am not a sleeper either, and some days I didn’t sleep at all. It’s the same
with me. I don’t sleep. I couldn’t. I never wanted to miss anything in life. We went
on long trips. Everybody in the car would be asleep but the driver and me. I
would be awake. I didn’t want to miss everything. And I would just, wake up,
wake up. Look at this, look at this. Nobody was interested. They were sleeping.
She told me not to worry about not being asleep and to always have a system.
She was very strong. She walked from Quincy, Florida all the way to West Palm
Beach. That is what they did. You had to walk. If you were a poor person, and
many, many Blacks were poor, they could not have a horse or a donkey,
anything. The only way they could move was to walk. That’s what she told me.
She walked from Quincy all the way to South Florida. Whether it was Palm
Beach or Rivera, I don’t remember. I have the notes. Somewhere I have the
tape, but I don’t know where it is. I used to keep it in my van. My van was
repossessed at one time. I have gone through many things with this museum. So
I don’t know where it is. One of these days I can find. She was fantastic.
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M: Sounds like it.
K: Oh, man. She was. And what I did, I met her, I think, after Hurricane Andrew.
And what I did is I went around the world in ten days. While I was around the
world, while I was in India, she died. But she called me, and a person like that,
they don’t call you. And she called me. And unfortunately, I wiped that away. You
know, just not having good sense. Her voice. But I have her voice on tape
somewhere. But she wanted to know where was I and why hadn’t I seen her.
She died. She was ninety-seven. So while I was in India, she died. But she
turned her sister over to me. I didn’t want to focus on her sister, because she
wasn’t as talkative and she had memory. I thought, you know, but in the end, she
turned out. She knew and I taped her. When she was ninety-one, I think she was
ninety-one. I am not sure. I came to a birthday, but I didn’t sleep at all. And I
drove all the way from Miami to Eatonville, which is near Orlando. But the night I
saw, I can remember my thinking, my mother was with me, my son, his wife, my
girlfriend, and I. We were five people. I paid five-hundred dollars. A hundred
dollars for each person to see Winnie Mandela. And the Winnie Mandela was
there at the invitation of somebody I knew in the arts, the culture. She didn’t tell
me. I was so hurt. I remember thinking, I was at the last table in the room, the
very back. And there I spent all this money to see Winnie Mandela, and I knew
these people, and they didn’t tell me. I was feeling so bad. And I took the
bouquet of yellow roses off the table with me to take to my cousin for a birthday. I
drove all the way from that affair with Winnie Mandela. I drove all the way to
Eatonville. And I wasn’t sleeping or anything. Sometimes I do get sleepy, but I
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wasn’t sleepy, because I was so upset. But when I got there, I remember she
didn’t want to do anything. Yeah, she was ninety-one. Because when she was
ninety, we did a lot of things. This year, this time, she didn’t want to do anything.
She said, “No, I just want to sit here.” So we sat on the porch. She sat on a sofa,
and I sat on a sofa. Then I began to give her turn. She said, “Okay, let’s rest.” So
we would sleep. Somebody would come and wake us up. Celebrate the birthday
when we wake up. We did that all day. Sleeping and getting up. She had ordered
special food for me. It was her birthday. She loved collard greens and cornbread,
so she ordered that for me. She said I was too tired. I should not try to leave that
day. I should spend the night. That was my first time spending the night. And she
insisted I sleep in her room. I said, “No, I don’t want to do that.” She did. And she
took some good artifacts from her dresser, and she gave them to me. Nobody
saw her do that. And I slept on the sofa. I didn’t sleep in the bed. Then so when I
was getting up the next day, she was sitting on the sofa. I took her picture. She
was angry with me. She said, “No, I don’t have my hair done. I don’t have my
clothes, nothing. Don’t take my picture.” I said, “I am taking it anyway.” I took her
picture. She died within hours after that. So I blew a picture of them. I put it in
here. That thing. Yeah, she died within hours. I was going to Ormond Beach,
Florida. So I was Eatonville, then I would go through Orlando, then Ormond
Beach, Florida. It is near Daytona. They called me telling me she was dead. I
made her funeral. I talked at her funeral and everything. She gave me something,
and there was something else that went with it. When I went to the house, they
gave me that other thing, and I didn’t know how they knew that she had given me
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something. But they knew. So they gave me the third piece. It was a little cobalt
blue set. I have a blue corner in this museum. But that was the end of the
Goldwires. She was the last of her generation. There were three of them alive
when I found out about them. But the brother had died in a fire. They had ninety-
seven, ninety-five, and ninety. And I interviewed some of the children. One
daughter of Aunt Pea. She was called the one that just died. Died last. She was
called Aunt Pea. Her daughter is still alive and still in the same house where she
died. So I meant to go see her this trip when I came up, but I didn’t make it.
Maybe when I go back, I will do it. But I recorded them. The histories as they
knew it. My Aunt Mamie is her name. Aunt Mamie, she said, “God let me live to
tell you.” What I was about to tell you and I forgot, during the interview, we had
many interruptions. The telephone people coming to the door. And I was always
a little bit nervous, because she would not remember. She never missed a beat.
Never missed a beat. She knew exactly where left off. She is fantastic. And she
cooked for me, but I couldn’t eat her food. She was ninety-seven, and she
cooked collard greens. But the collard greens, she must have put something
wrong in them. I don’t know, but I just could not eat them. And I took a friend with
me, so he was sleeping while I was recording. She was a character. As I said, I
used to live in Europe. I came especially back to America in 1976 to record all of
the elders of my family in Quincy. I came to Quincy. But unfortunately, somebody
came to visit my mother in Miami, and my mother threw them on us. And those
people interfered with the interviews so tremendously. And they drank. Oh, it was
terrible. It was a horrible thing. And I left my son behind. He didn’t even come
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with me to Quincy. He stayed with my mother. It was one of the things I
regretted, because I never had the opportunity again. Three elders were alive.
My Uncle Doc who was my great-grandmother’s brother. My Uncle Eddie who is
my uncle for four generations. His brother and the sister of my grandfather.
Those three people were alive, and they all died within a matter of, I don’t think
years, I think months. Because they were very old. This was [19]76. And then
[19]77, I moved back to America. I didn’t know that I was going to do that. My
husband, my son, and I were in Korea, and we should have gone straight back to
Europe. But something told me I needed to come back to Quincy to interview my
family before I went back to Europe. So I asked my husband to deviate. We
would go through America instead of flying straight to Europe. And he protested.
He didn’t want to it. He did it. Maybe it is okay. Maybe I got what I needed to get
from them, because, as you know, God is always in charge. I wanted to go
differently. I really wanted to concentrate on my uncles. All these relatives. These
were relatives, too. And they were relatives to people. They were socializing, and
you know, you missed the whole thing. What I wanted to do. It was what they
wanted to do. She was the relative. The husband was just there. My husband
was just there, too. And I never had that opportunity again.
M: Having any piece of that opportunity is already quite a feat.
K: I don’t know where their tape is either. Because so much has happened since
then. Hurricane Andrew really caused a big change in me, because I used to be
a fanatic for order. In fact, so much so that I would keep one space out of order. I
mean on purpose. Just to organize. But after Hurricane Andrew, I had no control
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of absolutely nothing. So I had to let go. I haven’t been able to come back to the
person I was before Hurricane Andrew. There are some parts of it. And I used to
be very critical of people who let things go. And my sister Nian turned out to be
very neat, but in the beginning, she was horrible. We were as different as day
and night. But in her end, she recorded everything. Where everything was and is.
Oh, wow. And my brother, too. But now, I have been praying, because I have
collected so much. You have no idea. This is not even one percent of what I have
collected. And I have collected this in one year. What you see now is mostly just
one year of collecting. I brought a few things up here, but mostly it is a one year
collecting. One year. So we are talking about since 1969 I have collected. I have
like a hundred vaults of artifacts. In fact, some people from Nigeria are supposed
to come and get some of the artifacts, because they were stolen. And they were
donated to the museum. They are terra-cottas, and I have agreed to give them
back. They are worth over five million dollars. They are five thousand years old.
They were found in tombs when they were looking for tin and gold in Nigeria.
They found these tombs. And these are from the rich and the royalty. Old people,
like today, have nothing. It has always been the same. Like God says, “The poor
will always be with you.” The people who really reserve their heritage, because
they can, are the rich people in the old days. You think of the Egyptians. You
think of the Greeks. You think of anybody who had power and money. They
preserved. They still haven’t found everything. I think there are some places in
the Philippines. Or some place that man has not seen yet. There are some
places in the world that have not been invaded. People don’t know about each
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other. And then we have outer space, too. I don’t know about that. But they say
that outer space was here in Mexico, and some of the other places where they
can’t understand our man. In Egypt, how man could have done all of that? We
think we know everything. We think our knowledge is advanced compared to
yesterday’s knowledge. But it could be that yesterday’s knowledge was more
advanced than ours, and we are starting over. It could be. I mean who is to say.
They find tombs made of iron. I mean, oh, many, many years ago. And what has
happened with the arrogancy of people, feeling our superiority. It has done a lot
of damage to the world. A lot of damage trying to make the same. God didn’t
mean for us to be the same. Even our fingertips are not the same. I think it is
wonderful when you can appreciate. I have been all over the world many times. I
don’t even know how many times. I have lived on three continents. And I have
been to all six of the seven continents. I have been to six of the seven. I have
been to Australia twice. I have just been really, really blessed. And I thought, in
my arrogancy, that I would never come back to Quincy. I can’t believe it. I have
the best time in Quincy of all the places I have lived and been. And I thought no
place would be Ghana. They built me a museum in Ghana. A museum and a
library as big as this building. And they are waiting for me to bring the artifacts.
But the initial contract of the agreement was the government was to bring the
artifacts. It cost about eighty or a hundred thousand dollars to move the artifacts
to Ghana, which I don’t have. But I was there 2013. The museum was still empty
waiting for me. I said to one of the ladies who-a person at the museum who had
been there for twenty years. The museum is on the Du Bois Campus. W.E.B Du
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Bois, he lived there and then later they made it a museum. Later, they built my
museum, the Black Heritage Museum, there. I was there 2013, and I asked the
lady, “I would like the see the museum,” the Black Heritage Museum. She said,
“Oh, no. You can’t. That is for Mrs. Kruize.” I said, “I am Mrs. Kruize.” [Laughter]
So as of 2013, I tried to see the president. When I got there, I went for a funeral
initially. The funeral took three weeks. But I focused on the funeral for the first
three weeks I was there. The second three weeks, I tried to see the president.
But during my stay there, I was on the telephone with the secretary of the
president, Mills. Atta Mills. When he was actually dying. So while I was there,
they had the whole new thing of the vice-president becoming the president. So
that was almost an impossible situation to try to see the newly installed president.
But then my-. But I tried. I went to the office. I went to the palace. I pulled all
kinds of strings. He was just too busy. Then I went to see the director of the
Cultural Director of Ghana. And he was saying they had not been paid. He knew
they were not bringing artifacts to Ghana, because his staff hadn’t been paid
proper. So don’t be thinking about paying for artifacts, so that is where I left it. In
being in Ghana, because I have been going to Ghana since [19]63, I realized, the
reason why I really decided to stay here, because I was very anti-American, I
was going to leave America. This is a horrible country. But I saw that our children
needed to have some self-esteem, and the self-esteem comes from your culture.
Knowing who you are and feeling good about yourself. So this is my contribution.
I love doing it, and it doesn’t give me the stress that I had when I was in civil
rights. Civil rights came in, and, oh, sir, I lost my hair. I mean it was really
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horrible, and I was hateful. I had such hate in my heart for people who were so
horrible. But now I had to replace the hate with love. You have to love everybody.
Love the good or bad. But I still haven’t got to the children. I am trying to adopt a
little school. It is called Alternative School. They have nineteen children. They
cannot go to any other school. Behavior, emotional, whatever. So those are the
children I am focusing on. In February alone, I spoke to over five hundred
children, and I never told one story the same. I gave the same information, but I
didn’t tell it the same. I can’t do it. I won’t do it, because it would drive me crazy
to say the same thing over and over the same way. So I felt really good about
that. Yes. I felt really good about that. I had a whole school come through here.
They came two classes at a time. Then I went to a school. I went to three other
schools. And from nine to three, the entire school, they were coming two classes
or three classes at a time. Different levels, so you had to tell them different ways
anyway. And I had to have a feeling of how to communicate. When my sister and
I were released from jail, CORE had us talk throughout the United States. I
always had to feel—first I would write a speech. I realized that doesn’t work.
Because, first of all, if I look one here, and I lost heart. I couldn’t do it. So I just
decided to just do it from my heart, because I knew what the things were. So that
is what we did. But every audience had a personality, and you spoke to that
personality. That is how it was. Sometimes you ask them to ask a question first.
Then based on that question, you speak. Because there is so much in the world.
I am seventy-six years old, and my brain has been active ever since I was three.
Knowing and doing of all things and getting into things. The labels they put on
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children who are very curious is really horrible. I have a son. I think he still has a
photographic memory. But when he was little, he didn’t need to do anything more
than one time. He knew how to do it. So he thinks everybody else is ignorant and
stupid. Why don’t you understand that? He told me when he was three, he said,
mom- No, I will tell you something he told me when he was two. My field was
early childhood development. He said to my husband and I, we were evidently
reprimanding him about something, he said, “I will cut you up in little pieces and
flush you down the toilet.” We recorded this. We couldn’t believe this two year old
could say. That is a deep concept for a two year old. So it scared me. Everything
I knew about children, they were not able to do that. Then when he was three,
like I am the child, “You don’t need to call him daddy anymore. I know he is my
daddy.” You know how parents call each other mother. See, you don’t need to do
that anymore. [Laughter] I couldn’t believe it. I said, oh, my God. And he was
always listening. My husband and I would be talking about something. When you
have one child, you forget that there is a child there. So we was talking about the
neighbor, and that same neighbor came to babysit, so he must have been about
three. “Why are you so nosy? My momma said you are the nosiest person on the
block.” [Laughter] Lord. I wasn’t going to live that down. Oh, my God. Oh, Jesus.
I am telling you. He did. When my husband’s ship would come into port, we
would have pallets. And we were all over the world. In Asia and everything. He
looked up. I know he was like four. He said, “Why do you Chinese people eat rice
all the time?” I wanted to kill that child. You don’t ask people. People do what
they want to do. We talked to him that like that. How he would still come up and
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ask, “Why do y’all eat rice all the time?? Oh, my God I was so embarrassed. Oh,
that child, that child, that child. Oh, my God. He was a character, too, to bring up.
Trust me.
M: It sounds that way.
K: Oh, my God.
M: So you were surprised you liked coming back to Quincy? What was Quincy like
growing up? What was your experience here?
K: I didn’t grow up here. My mother took me away when I was like—I must have
finished sixth grade, so between seventh and eighth. When we came back to
Quincy, we spent a year in Miami, we went out to St. Hebron, which is not in the
town area. It is very different. You see somebody?
M: Just the cops. Keep going, yeah.
K: Yeah, they are my friends.
M: Oh, yeah?
K: Yeah, I have three times inmates here to help me.
M: Oh, okay.
K: Oh, yeah. They may come. They promise to come anyway. That is one thing I
loved about living in Africa. It doesn’t matter how much you know and how little
you know, it is appreciated. Although I haven’t gotten that kind of appreciation
here, but I know it is needed. Not only for children but for grown-ups, too. I spoke
to a relative, and she told me she didn’t care nothing about Africa and nothing
about there. She wasn’t going to do nothing. Oh, it just hurt me. I was so
devastated. Probably, if I could, I would have left then and gone back and have a
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life. But, you know, that is one of the challenges of it. It is just not for children. It’s
for everybody. Because the only time you can have peace and harmony is that
everybody has to have a level of peace and harmony. You can’t have peace
unless peace, because I am going to disturb your peace. You know? Especially if
you are in my space. And people don’t seem to realize that. I think maybe some
people are now. I don’t know. But a lot of that hate is still around. You can see it.
It comes up at different times. And that my sister died, I can’t believe that. When I
finally got her, because the last things you ever know. “Girl, Quincy? Why are
you here?” And her husband is here now, too. He was going back and forth to
Atlanta and staying more in Atlanta than Quincy. Now he is staying. In fact, I still
have to call him and let him know you were here. Maybe he will still come. I did
tell him, but he is so forgetful. He says, “I am eighty.” [Laughter] He uses that as
an excuse. I say you should be like wine. Get better. My brain better get better. I
better start using some parts of my brains that I didn’t use. Somebody sold me
this for twenty dollars. Can you believe that?
M: The Obama?
K: Yeah, that’s ridiculous. That is what they do with Black heritage things, too. They
make you pay. Yeah, all my money. I never have money. I went to church
yesterday. Two churches, couldn’t put a penny. Didn’t have a penny. Well, I
would have been ashamed to put a penny. I think I found a couple of pennies
somewhere. Because I spend every penny I get. I spend it on the museum. You
may not be able to see it, but I do.
M: No, I can see it. This is a lot to acquire.
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K: In a year. See that picture behind you? The horses? I am into horses now. I
collect horses. Don’t ask me why. I don’t know. But they are in the bible. When I
was Ghana in 2013, I know a coffin-maker. Have you ever seen those coffins
from Ghana? They are made like a fish or a boat, and people actually buried in
them. Well, I know one of these coffin-makers, and I got him to do the little
miniature. Well, there is one right behind you he made. But this one is made for
ashes. I had him make this for ashes. I had him make two. I am a Leo, and I
collect turtles. He made the most beautiful turtle. Oh, gosh. This is not as
beautiful as the turtle, but this an actual coffin for ashes. And I was going to sell
it. Never did. So I just keep it.
M: That is really nice.
K: And that’s something I put the dolls in. But I couldn’t just put one doll in there and
make them fear. I don’t want to frighten anybody. This is a musical instrument I
brought. I just learned about in Ghana. I don’t know if I can do it or not. I better
have to feel it. [Plays instrument] Yeah, that’s it. It makes music, and I can make
music. You can make a lot of music with it. Love the musical instruments. I had a
wonderful time in Ghana. I tell you. I went there twenty-four. It was just gorgeous.
Gorgeous. So that’s a coffin. There is so many things. I have all kinds of tapes for
the children to see. You can have movie. They have all kinds of plans for the
children when I can get them to come here. I have only been back two weeks,
and the first week, I told them I had to leave. It told them I was so devastated
about that. So that worked out.
M: Thankfully.
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K: But it was quite a—
M: That’s a hassle.
K: Trust me.
M: To say the least.
K: I decided. I was shocked, hurt in the beginning, but then I had to get over it,
because I had to get over it or everything would just be at a standstill. You can’t
do that. It is like death, because you die a little with disappointments. It’s like
death. So you have to readjust so you can keep going. If you don’t readjust, you
regress. If you don’t learn the art of living, you die. At seventy-six, you can say,
“Well, okay. Why should I do this? I just got a car at seventy-five.” That car, you
see.
M: Oh, yeah.
K: I couldn’t believe it. I was just going to see if they had a car there. The possibility.
Their people wrote me in so fast. I had the car within twenty-four hours. A 2013, I
told you thirteen was one of my favorite numbers. I couldn’t believe it. They did
everything. They got the insurance for me. I didn’t have worry about a thing. I
said, “My goodness.” Then I drove. That was scary. I drove here. That was the
first time since 2006 that I had driven. From Quincy to Miami. 2006. Since then, I
had had a stroke. And I still have things with the stroke in my hand, because a
hand feels like there is sand in it. I have diabetes. I am working on that. I am
going to get rid of all those pills. But when I drove back the first time, this new
car, the girl gave me one of the—what do you call it? G-P-something. Where it
tells you—
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M: GPS?
K: It told me the wrong thing. I was so mad. I’ve had to use my own head. I can’t be
bothered with this thing. But anyway, as soon as I got from Dade County to
Broward, my hand started doing this. So I thought maybe the stroke was coming
back. I said, “Oh, my God.” God had me praying all the way. So I didn’t stop. I
kept pushing myself. Okay, no. I kept doing that. You don’t know what energy
you are using, because you are so stressful. And each time I take the hand
down, I would be so tight, because I was so nervous driving. I had never driven
since 2006. So when I got to—I don’t know where it was, but it was some rest
stop. It wasn’t far from Orlando. I stopped at the rest stop, and I was getting
ready to get out of the car, and I couldn’t move. And somebody was looking at
me. Luckily, it was the person in charge of the plaza. He said, “Ma’am, are you
okay?” I said, “I don’t know. I can’t move.” So he and another man came, and
they helped me. And he asked me what was going on. I said, “I don’t know. I am
just driving.” He said, “Well, you probably have poor circulation. Drink some
water.” And I drank. He said, “Drink three things of water”. So I drank some
water. I got better. I started driving again. I got on Orange. Somewhere near
Orlando. And I felt something happening in my legs. I said, “Oh, God.” It is just
my mind, you know. So I said, oh. I pulled off the road. I saw a patrolman off of
the side, so I said “Oh, I am going to stop. Then maybe he will see me and
come.” He didn’t come. There was not much shoulder. It was all grass. It was not
really a place to pull off. So I called 9-1-1. They got there within ten minutes, and
they offered to take me to the hospital. But I told them, “Let me just walk around
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the car. See if I can move in there.” Because I was determined to get to Quincy. I
left at seven o’clock in the morning, Miami. I didn’t get here until ten, almost
eleven, because I had stopped so many times. But this time, coming back, I tried
to be smart. I drove from Miami to Palm Beach, and I spent the night. Had lunch
with a friend. Breakfast with a friend. Then I drove from Palm Beach to Deland,
where I had a friend. And I spent many hours with him. He is ninety-two in bed.
And he just screamed. He was so happy. He was so happy to see me. I should
show you his picture. He was screaming, Lord. Because he said, God gave him
eighteen years to live, and he has outlived those eighteen years. So I was
scared. I thought I better come and see him. And then I started out at five o’clock
coming there, and they told me it was three hours from here, from there. And that
was a lie. I didn’t get here until almost twelve o’clock. These people lie to me all
the time. “Don’t worry. You will be there in no time.” My sister insists, I have
another sister on my father’s side, she insisted I get this thing. And I don’t know
this from Adam. Oh, I guess I have to read the book, but I tried reading the book,
but I couldn’t do better by reading it. I don’t know. Let’s see. But I will tell you one
thing. Every time I do it, it takes pictures by itself. I am not even nowhere near
the camera, and it is taking pictures. I am going to take yours since it’s there. It
goes by itself. I am telling you. Yeah. Now I am trying to share the pictures of the
person. What do you do is take them. Okay. I know, I have to go to gallery. I
know what I have to do. These new things. And I recorded him, my grandson. I
have these adopted children.
M: Oh, nice.
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K: Mmhm. I can—Picasa. What does that mean? I really should read the book, you
know. I tried it. It didn’t work out, my reading it. See if you can get the gallery.
M: Sure.
K: You young people, you know how to do that.
M: I will take a look. I will see if I can.
K: I don’t know what kind of phone that is. I rather the old-fashion one, which I have.
M: I think this is.
K: Yeah, there is the gallery. Okay. A lot of pictures there of nothing.
M: It happens.
K: There is a picture in there. I don’t see how it got in there. There is a lady in there.
Good Lord. A lot of blank scenes. I guess that is my purple dress. I am trying to
get this old man. Oh, here he is. Here he is. He can talk. But they have the little
party. Oh, no. That is somebody else. It is so frustrating. Oh, yeah. This is.
[Plays video recording from phone]
K: He interrogated me twice. The first time in [19]75. That’s his daughter. He is in a
Beetle. Get his hands. Got some food for him. See, I didn’t know I was doing all
of this. I can see his hands. He is from Jersey. He is ninety-two.
M: Wow.
K: He looks like one of those zapper. Zapper of Phi Phi Phi. He told me to put
perfume of my knees. He told me that. When you lose somebody. I used to talk
to him all the time. Now he is inside. He lives with his daughter. There’s a whole
room clear. Just him and his bed. [Laughter] Now that was special. Then I left his
house after many hours, and the sun was in my face, and I had to pray so hard.
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Because there is no way to get off the road. I didn’t know how people could drive,
and they were driving so fast. Right in my face. I mean it was bright in my face.
The thing that you pull down, what do you call that?
M: Oh, like the visor?
K: Visor. It didn’t cover. They don’t make those things deep enough.
M: Yeah, sometimes they don’t.
K: No, they should have it so that you can pull it down like a shade. Oh, I was so
scared. I had to pray. And it was on a road that you couldn’t pass. They have just
a little section where you can pass, you know.
M: Oh, one of those. Yeah.
K: And the window was so dirty, it looked like it cracked. It was so dirty. So spotty.
And I didn’t dare try to use the windshield wiper to clean it. I was trying to
concentrate on driving. So it took me from five o’clock to ten. It took me five
hours. They told me three hours. I could go back and choke those people.
[Laughter] Oh, God. I tell you. But I accomplished my mission. After I got here
Wednesday morning, Thursday morning there is a lady when she came through
the door. She said, “Oh.” Very calm. She said, “You have to be out here in twelve
days,” and I look. Now, you think this is likely in my hotel room. It is almost as
bad. It is like a museum in my motel room. They have so many books and
pictures. Let me show you some of the newspaper articles they have done. Sit
right there. I will bring them to you. They have done a couple of stories on us
here, and it is really nice. I don’t know if I will be able to give you a couple of
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them to have. Maybe. I am not sure. Yeah, one I can give you. She is coming
here, too. She told me today.
M: Okay.
K: This one you can have. This one I have extra copies. About the museum.
M: Oh, wow.
K: Now these I will share with you. I have them. This is the second story they just
done. No, this is the first story, and this is the second story, and this is the third
story where I was actually in the college. Tallahassee Community College.
M: Oh, okay.
K: So this is number one, but that one you can have.
M: Okay. Well, thank you.
K: These you can just look at. You know, I should give you something.
M: Hmm?
K: To drink or eat or something.
M: I am okay for now. If you get thirsty, we can.
K: I have nuts I wanted. When I get this whole place, I am going to make each room
a different color.
M: Yeah, no. It will look really—I mean this building is actually really—
K: Really nice.
M: It is an interesting design. Kind of that big hallway. The long hallway. Yeah. Do
you remember it well from when you were—
K: No.
M: Actually going to school here.
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K: And I went here twice. I was here in first grade here, and on the other side, I was
in fifth grade.
M: Okay.
K: So when we came back, we lived out in St. Hebron. I went out there third and
fourth, and when I got to fifth grade, we took the bus over here. But I just know
that it was on that side. That is all. And I remember the teacher. She was a kind
of heavy-set teacher. And believe it or not, that teacher was married to the
man—I am going to take you to a woman’s house. She was his last wife. He
divorced my teacher and married this lady. So you are going to see.
M: Okay. So did you have to come here from St. Hebron, because the school didn’t
go any higher than fourth grade?
K: Right. Right. Right. They had a two room school house. It doesn’t exist anymore.
It was called Pine Grove. Out in St. Hebron. That H-E-B-R-O-N, St. Hebron. And
what happened is that had two teachers in the whole school. Your bag is behind
you. Your bag is right there. Is that your paper?
M: Oh, no, no. This is what I am just putting down.
K: Oh, just put it down anywhere. It doesn’t matter. I don’t remember the bus ride at
all. And I was in fifth grade. You would think I would I remember, but I don’t.
M: Well, hey. I mean it happens. So you were at a two-room school house in—
K: In St. Hebron.
M: Okay.
K: Pine Grove.
M: So why did you move out to St. Hebron from—?
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K: Because my granddaddy. We stayed first with my grandfather who lived out
there. Then my mother rented a house. Then my grandmother kept us while my
mother worked in Miami.
M: Okay. Okay. What was your mother doing for work?
K: She was working on Miami Beach decorating windows.
M: Okay.
K: Yeah, she was very artistic, my mom.
M: Did she like that work?
K: Yeah. Yeah. Mmhm. I don’t think she ever worked as a maid. She was very
pretty. I have a picture of my mom. I made a recording of her. I have to see if I
have it here.
M: What was her name?
K: Lottie, L-O-T-T-I-E. Lottie Mae Powell, P-O-W-E-L-L, Stevens.
M: So she was from here in Quincy?
K: Yeah, she was born in Quincy.
M: Deep roots going back here.
K: Oh, yeah. Five, six, seven, eight generations. Yeah, Quincy. On my father’s side.
My father goes back—four generations, I guess. Because his grandfather came
from Africa. And that aunt, that is something she told me about that. I never knew
nothing about my father. But it is from his mother’s point-of-view not from his
father. Because his father was a man who worked in the factory. He was a
foreman. He impregnated every other woman in the whole factory. He has
children all over. All different mothers. He is still one living child, and she lives
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here in Quincy. Josephine, she was from another mother. But people from my
father’s mother, it’s where the African Gore came from. She was his child or
grandchild and the Palmers. They all have one grandfather. There is several
families, the Palmers, the Stevens, and some other name—Goldwire was the
main one.
M: There may be no connection; in Levy County, they talk about a Jerry Goldwire
they say freed all the slaves in that area.
K: A White man?
M: No, Black. They say he was a Black soldier who came to Levy County to free the
slaves.
K: From where? He was my relative, because the Goldwire came from Africa. That
is the name they came from Africa. That had to be a relative. The Goldwires,
have you ever heard that name before?
M: A couple of times. I have heard it in Levy County and in Ocala.
K: Was it all-Black though?
M: Yup.
K: Oh, yeah. Yeah, then it is all one family, because we are all over America. Oh,
yeah. There’s a little book with all the names. I left it in Miami somewhere. Oh,
yeah. That is all one family, the Goldwire. Never changed his name. And he had
thirty-three children, and you can imagine how many children they had. Aunt
Peake had twenty to the lady that died. After I left her, she had twenty-two
children, and I have met two or three of them. They are mostly all dead, too. The
youngest one, she is probably in her seventies. See, I am an old woman, myself.
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If I knew all these people when I was younger, they are really old. I mean they
are gone; most of them. My grandparents are gone. My parents are gone. My
sister is gone. My mother had three, and of her three, one is gone. She was the
middle child. I am the oldest. I was my mother’s oldest child.
M: Just a kind of stray question, but a lot of people would expect this to be. I slipped
up and forgot when I started the recording. A Black history museum, but you
when with the word heritage. I was wondering if there is any particular
significance.
K: No, but heritage, it’s our heritage. Black heritage, which includes—I prefer the
word heritage. I remember a gentleman wanted me to have it African. I said, no,
because we need to start with what the weakest link of the strongest ivory. I want
to say that but people have the fear of the “Blackness.” So I thought I want to
bring this up in a very prominent position. Black. Not Negro. Not colored. Not
Afro-American. But black, which has many of the world. Not all Africans are
Black, but there are many Black people of the world. Those are the ones that I
want to incorporate into this museum and to represent the Black people of the
world. Because colored people of the world make up seventy-five percent of the
world. White people make up the minority of the world. Most people of the world
are colored. The red, the yellow, the brown, the blacks. You know there is a
theory about that, don’t you? Have you ever heard the theory how we got to be
different colors?
M: I have heard different ones. I am not sure which one—
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K: You know they say God was cooking. The first batch he put in, they didn’t come
out right. They were raw, undercooked. That was the Whites. Then he did it
again, and they got a little warmth. Not really raw, a little bit off raw. That was the
yellow ones or the red ones. I don’t when the red ones came in. Between the
white, the red, and the yellow. When they got to the brown, it was getting almost
perfect. Then he let it slip, and they burnt, and that was the Black. But actually,
scientifically, the first people were Black from Africa. They have already proven
that. One theory is as the Black people and the continents ripped together, as the
black people walked across the globe, the earth, their skin, eyes, hair, everything
changed, because the sun changed. You know, in Norway and Russia, it is six
months dark, six months light. There is a joke, too, about the Black man. Why he
had kinky hair? So when he was running through the jungle, his hair wouldn’t get
entangled. Do you think God know, “Don’t you know I’m in Chicago? There is no
jungle.” [Laughter] That is a joke from my childhood. I remember that. Well,
maybe from my adulthood. I don’t remember. Seeing the Michelangelo,
somebody got him to do all the painting, but he used models from Northern Italy
with the light hair and the blue eyes. But the Italians, the real Southern Italians,
are not White. They are not pure White. They are darker people. The Spanish
are darker, and then the Moors occupied Europe for eighty year. Holland, they
were for eighty years in Holland. The Black Moors. So they mingled. So people
that are far away from the sun and the equator are the lightest. Then you start
travelling and mixing, staying with your kind and mixing, staying with your kind
and mixing. And the mixing ones are the most beautiful ones to me. People who
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are mixed are the most beautiful ones. But I used to tell my children when I was
teaching, that the mother and father of all mankind are Black, and their children
travelled. They travelled to the East. They travelled to the West. Travelled to
South shore. Everywhere they travelled. So all the people of the world, you are
related to those. Your brothers and your sisters over there, doesn’t matter what
color they are. You are all related to one family. From the Bible’s point of view,
biblical, that’s true. We are all one family. God made Adam, then he made Eve.
And if you believe in the Bible, there is just two people. And from those two
people. But then you say, now, God, you got two people, and all of a sudden,
then you have more people. Were there other people? You made other people
somewhere. So I don’t know. I guess we will never know about that. But anyway,
it is safer to believe that you are taught. That is a comfort. Not all people are
taught the same. And usually, it takes a very strong person to deviate or to
change the way they have been brought up. You can change hate to love now. I
am not saying that, but there are some people who believe anything you touch
with the left hand is wrong. I don’t care how much you learn about something,
you still don’t want to touch anything to their hand. And there are some people
who believe—I mean they just have different ideas about people. But with the
education and science, things can be different. Now this man had a White
mother. And a Black African father, but he considers himself a Black man. But he
is as much White as he is Black. Yeah. I don’t know how you can say he acts. I
don’t know. Hmm, I don’t know. Do you want to stand up and walk around? Are
your legs sleeping on you?
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M: I’m okay for now.
K: Okay.
M: Yeah, maybe in a little bit. Well, see, you have a lot of—I mean you have
travelled obviously. You feel a connection, I guess, to the Diaspora or a lot of-.
K: To the world actually, because I have made friends. Everywhere I have ever
gone, I have made friends. Whether I knew the language or the culture, it never
matters. Always made friends. So I know that you can be friendly and loving to
everybody, whether you speak the same language or not.
M: So did you have a sense of that as you were growing up? Did you have an
interest in Africa or Europe or travelling or was that-?
K: When I was about somewhere under sixteen, I wrote a blueprint for my life. And
in that blueprint was to finish high school, to go to college, go around the world,
get a Ph.D., get married, have a son and a daughter. Now my world, at that time,
was Africa, the continent of Africa, was Japan and India. I don’t know why I
chose those two places. Must have been something in my childhood that I saw.
Maybe on television or heard. I have no idea. Or read. I don’t know why, but I
know Africa, because there are so many misconcepts, and I knew that things
were not like what they said. People try too hard to convince you. I knew I had to
see for myself. So I had the countries, and then I had the continent. And I have
done it. I didn’t have a daughter, but I have a granddaughter. And I have many
adopted children. Good Lord, I don’t even know how many. I don’t have my
Ph.D., but I definitely hope before I go I’ll get it, a Ph.D. Either an honorary or my
writings. I am sure it is possible. They gave my sister an honorary Ph.D. at
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Florida A&M. I don’t know why they didn’t give me. She didn’t even care. I
always, since I was thirteen, wanted one. That’s the way the cookie crumbles.
[Laughter] Somebody called me once from Florida State. They found a recording
that I did over fifty years ago, and they were able to identify that it was me. Of all
the civil rights people. So I told them. They wanted to do something. The barber,
he was getting a degree. I haven’t heard from him in a long time. Michael
Shearer, you know him? Michael Shearer.
M: Michael Shearer?
K: Shearer, S-H-E-A—Shearer. Something like that. Michael. First name, Michael.
So I told him, I said, “Listen, I am only interested in community university is
getting a Ph.D.” for the paper, for the work. I haven’t heard from him in a long
time. It has been over a year. He probably has his degree by now. And
somebody is getting a Master’s for doing CORE, Tallahassee CORE. I don’t
know why I can’t do it. I was a part. I organized CORE with my sister. Everybody
can get something, and this lady, Rabbit, promised—. She went around
interviewing. She got a Ph.D. doing that book on civil rights. Did you get your
book on civil rights?
M: You mean write my own book?
K: No, did you write a book on civil rights? Is this what you got your PhD on?
M: No, my dissertation is actually on Western Shoshone Indians in Nevada. I have
been doing this as well.
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K: That is wonderful. You have any artifacts from there that you can donate?
Because I am part Indian, too. We are all part Indian. We are everything. We
have everything in us. Everything that is in this world is in us.
M: That’s true. I don’t think I have too many artifacts. I kind of travelled light. So I
was mostly talking to people.
K: Lord Mercy.
M: I have got interviews and things.
K: Um, um, um! Not me. Boy, you should have seen what I came from China. I had
a hat on the head. I had a copper on my shoulder, and I don’t know how many
bags. I spent so much money in China that the credit card people called me and
asked me, did I lose my card? I said, “Nope, I still have it.” Because I went from
like ten hundred dollars to twenty thousand. They said, “Somebody stole your
card.” Unh-uh. They didn’t steal it. And counterfeiters, they are so clever. You
can use a credit card, and they will do fifty dollars, so they won’t call them in. So
if you want to buy something for a thousand dollars, they will write you a
thousand dollars’ worth of fifty dollar thing, so you can get it. That’s what they did
in China in 1979. So I was able to get everything I wanted. See, they knew. They
didn’t even call. They knew how to do it. They are clever. 1959; so that’s is why
my credit card went up the twenty thousand, because I wasn’t even aware that I
was doing it. Usually, if you go for something that is going to cost you five
hundred dollars, they would have to call that in. Not the Chinese. Unh-uh. They
write those slips two, two, two, two until you get five hundred. And it is always
accepted. Isn’t that something?
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M: That is.
K: China. I met people. I have met friends everywhere I have gone. People that
didn’t know. We couldn’t speak the language. We were friends. Japanese,
Chinese, Africa, all parts of Africa, all parts of Europe. I lived in Europe for nine
years anyway, and I would travel all the time. We would go to Norway or to
Denmark. We stopped in Finland. When did I stop in Finland? When I was going
to Russia. Went to Luxembourg, Belgium. Went all over Europe. I wanted to do
this as a child, and God allowed me to do it. But you see now it’s like you have a
collection of experiences. How are you going to make them make a difference?
You see? Now, if you have all this and you can’t make a difference with
somebody. I had the Secretary of State here. I had the director of the archives
here. I have had people come all the way on the bus that I organize from Miami,
Fort Lauderdale, Palm Beach to come up here. Next month will be a year that I
had the opening. On the 25. I was tempted to do it again, but I am not, because
although this is very different, but the exhibit is pretty much the same. Because I
have not changed, because I have nowhere to put them. And I don’t believe in
just putting things away. I like to add to it. See, I am going to start putting the
chairs on the wall over there.
M: I see. Mount them up there.
K: Yeah, not in here. Here, this is the gallery and the library and the movie area.
M: I am just envisioning the—yeah.
K: On the walls, yes. Yeah, I know it can be done.
M: I think so.
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K: Yeah, absolutely. I am going to get some benches. Eight benches going to be
donated to the museum there in the church attached to this building. I am going
to put them in the hallway, on the side where they won’t be in the way of people
moving. They are not that wide. So put four on each side, get eight. And then a
church is donating to me everything they have. So I do hope I get the whole
building. That is what I pray. Maybe Mrs. Floor will allow me to have other rooms.
So it can make the whole thing. Because I can fill this place many times.
M: I don’t doubt it.
K: Yeah. The two places that I have the longest time, one was at the Miracle Center
Mall in Miami. I changed. I was there for two years and four months. I changed
the exhibits every month for two years and four months. Every month, we had a
different exhibit. Every month. Then I went to Jungle Island, eighteen months. I
changed the exhibit every month. Added something. I had a king in both. In the
Miracle Center Mall, I didn’t have the king. In the Jungle Island on Miami Beach, I
invited my friend, the king, who made me queen mother. I am a queen mother.
Did I tell you that?
M: You did not.
K: I am an Ashanti queen mother from Ghana. Agogo. Ghana. Made Queen Mother
by Nana Sapan who was the king of Agogo in Ghana. So he has come to my
museum in three different sites. First in Miami, at my school, the opening of the
exhibit on Ghana. Then he came to West Palm Beach to my exhibit at a school
there, Pleasant City Elementary. Assuming he came a third time—so he has
been twice to my exhibits. King. And his family has been ruling for seven hundred
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years. That’s right. Seven hundred years. And it doesn’t go automatically to the
son or the daughter. The queen mothers have to select from the family. It is from
the family though. He is a lawyer by profession. He was a minister of culture
when I first him in 1985. I think I have his picture here. That you can see him.
M: Sure.
K: Yeah, right on the bed. The frame of the bed was donated to me by my cousin.
Yeah, it is an old frame bed. Oh, I know I had them somewhere. Maybe over
there. I always bring every artifact, everything I get, so they can see the blessing
that—I know I had it, because I wanted to show the children. To see a king. I
threw it on the bed, I thought. That is what happens when you move things so
many times that I don’t remember it. I met Dr. King.
M: Oh, yeah?
K: Oh, yes. The first time I met him was in 1959. He was at CORE meeting in
Miami. I met him, and he sang We Shall Overcome Someday. And I said, ‘No,
no, Dr. King. Unh-uh. We shall overcome today, not someday.” Someday never
comes. You know that, don’t you?
M: Yeah. It’s true.
K: We shall overcome. So I don’t know where I put it. When I move fast and turn,
then I realize I am seventy-six, because I lose balance. I just don’t know where I
do things. Here at the shopping line. I can’t remember where I put it, but I put it in
the museum especially so when the children came, I could show them. I have a
picture of myself with President Mugabe who is still alive and still the president of
Zimbabwe. I have been to Mugabe, and I met him. I went through seven
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thousand people and met him. So when people tell me they can’t do anything I
do, listen. “I went through twenty thousand people in Tallahassee to get up on
the stage at the Capitol.” Twenty thousand people.
M: Wow.
K: By saying, “Excuse me. Excuse me. Excuse me.” I went through seven thousand
people to meet Nelson Mandela in South Africa. I was going to a conference, and
he invited us to come. He gave me the section course. That was Nelson
Mandela. I went through all those people. I met him. I shook his hand. Had
carried a present for him.
M: Wow.
K: Yes, Nelson Mandela. I tried that at the inauguration of Obama. Didn’t work.
Honey, those people called the police on me. I tried to get through. They said,
“No, we was here from six o’clock in the morning. You are not getting.” I did get
to the front, but they made me move. [Laughter]
M: You gave it a shot.
K: So the third time. I tried it. I tried. I said, “I have tried this two times, and it has
worked. And now, they won’t let me do it.” They said, “No way.” They called the
police on me, baby. But you know what happened? They didn’t see it either,
because the camera where we were, it didn’t work. They had been there for
nothing.
M: Is that the Spanish side or the English side?
K: What? Oh, no. I can read this. It’s the English side. Oh, I didn’t know you had it
on two parts.
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M: Eh, sometimes you need them for people. Before I turned on the recorder, you
said you met Kwame Nkrumah.
K: Oh, yes. Twice. Well, I met him. I saw him twice. I met him once when they were
doing the unveiling of his statue in Winneba, where he had this ideological
institute. Something Malcolm X, and talked a long time with Malcolm X, took
many pictures with Malcolm X. If you can find out where those pictures are, boy, I
would be so grateful. I talked with Malcolm X twice. Before he went to Mecca,
when he was in New York. We were both at the Ghanaian ambassador’s house
in New York, residency. We talked a long time, but I don’t remember taking
pictures with him. After he went to Mecca, he came by Ghana afterward. At the
Ideological Institute of Kwame Nkrumah, this building was in Winneba where I
was teaching. We took pictures and pictures, and we talked, and we
remembered that we met before. It was wonderful. I always wondered where
those pictures are. You think you can find them?
M: I can try.
K: You know my name, and it was in 1964. Because it was before I was married, I
believe. I got married in [19]65 in Ghana.
M: Okay, I’ll see what I can find.
K: Yeah, young people can do it. You can do it. CORE used to have a service when
we first joined CORE. Anything that had CORE in it, they could get it. So I have
done it on the computer. Googled my name. But I didn’t Google my name with
Malcolm X. I never thought about it until just now. We will both try.
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M: Yeah, I will see if I can turn it up. Did you notice any difference in Malcolm
between—?
K: Oh, yeah. Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. He was for all people. He wasn’t out to
segregation us anymore. No, because he discovered that people in Mecca were
not all Black. There were many Black ones but not all. He just was able to
broaden his scope of life. Oh, yeah.
M: Because I have seen recordings of him on TV—
K: Of course. Of course.
M: Or speaking, yeah.
K: No, but I met him twice. You know, my life is such a blessing, because you just
have to follow your dreams. That’s what it is, I guess. I don’t know. I was always
pro-Malcolm. I have always been for the underdog or the proletariat. I have
always been inclined that way. I was doing an interview with a man who was
homosexual. I was always trying to find an answer. So he said to me, he thought
reason he was a homosexual was because he was inclined to be. It was
inclination. He was trying to explain it. And when I had a very bad experience on
the ship, because one of the men on the ship tried to molest my little two-year-old
baby, and the child told me. He said, “Oh, I would never do such a thing.” But I
knew that this man was homosexual. He didn’t have to hide it, but the babysitter,
we had no idea. That he was homosexual, nah, but that he would do such a thing
to a little baby. So he said to me, in my interview, because I was the only woman
on the ship. And I did things, you know, to make life interesting for myself. And
that was one of the things I wanted to know. What is all this all about? But you
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know, after living so long and being around so many people, I remember, in
Ghana, an English couple came to visit me. And they had a little boy that was
very, very feminine, but then, of course, English behavior can also be thought of
as feminine. It is a kind of odd behavior. I often wonder what happened to the
child. But then again, when I taught in West Palm Beach at an African-centric
school, we had a little boy in second grade who was also—he wasn’t as feminine
as the little boy in Ghana, but he accepted that he was—what did they call that
child? “Sissy” something, they said. The children teased him. This was second
grade, so he may have been eight. So I wondered. That is my field, education
and early childhood and everything. Then you have the Bible. Bible and science,
all things are very different. Because when you see children who act certain
ways, and you can’t put any reason why, you know, they are in a family.
Everybody is acting their age, acting, et cetera. Then one says, “How you don’t
understand that?” Then when I got into science, we all get so many genes,
chromosomes. And some are female and some are male. And some of them get
more female, and some of them get more. And it is not always the same.
Sometimes you can be born with six fingers or six toes. In the old days, they
would take them to the circus. Two heads, you know. All different kind of
abnormalities, so you wonder. And then there is the conflict of the Bible. God
doesn’t do this, but God allows everything. Everything that happens, this is just
my opinion. I don’t know what you views are.
M: Sure. Sure.
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K: God allows it. So if this is in the world, he allows it. It is for a reason. When I was
pregnant with my son, I read over a thousand books. And one of the books that I
read was that—I wish I could find it. Maybe you can find this, too. That God
allowed everybody before they came into this Earth to decide how they wanted to
come. A rapist, a preacher, a mother, or whatever. You decided how you want to
come in this world. To me, that made more sense, because God kept everybody.
You came in to play a role. To do a job. Have you ever read a book like that?
M: I don’t know if I have. I have heard ideas like that before.
K: I read a book about it many years ago. Because it is one of my passions, I read
so much and just have no idea. But I remember that, two things I remember. I
mean another thing I remember. This is about suicide. In the church, they used to
teach that if you commit suicide, you go to hell. I read or I was told, I don’t
remember what. But anyway, an old lady was, and I think she was Catholic, I am
not sure. She was at the river praying, trying to get God to change his mind about
her son going to hell, because he committed suicide. And God came before her.
“Your son did not go to hell, because he committed suicide.” So then I read later
that not all people who commit suicide go to hell. It explained. Because I don’t
believe Juda went to jail, because his job was to betray Christ. It was written.
That was his job that he had to do, and he did a good job of it. I don’t think he
was meant to be saved. It is hard to explain all these things. When you read
some of these things, that’s the other thing, you want to put it all together. I said,
“God, you take us away before you put this world together?” You can see. I had
one of my adopted children die in her fifties. I gave her healthcare three times,
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and I couldn’t understand how God would take her away, because she was
specializing in AIDS. She was a medical doctor. I took her to Africa the first time.
After that, she went to Africa many times on conferences on AIDS. She was
doing all kind of things. She got cancer and died. She attached herself to me. I
went three times, and each time it was so hard to get away from her. So the last
time, I pulled myself away, because when you do that, I am not saying it’s not a
good thing to do, but it takes your whole life. It’s like going back to your parents.
You don’t turn back to your parents. You pull your parents up to you. You don’t
go backwards. So she said, “I am never going to see you again. I know it.” And
she had never said that the other two times. So when she died, she died like on
Thursday. They didn’t tell me until Sunday. I got so upset. I had diarrhea eleven
times, back to back. I could not believe it. How she could die? They knew she
was dying. Didn’t even tell me. The husband didn’t tell me. I just could not believe
that. So in my asking God in my thinking of God and my little knowledge that I
know, which is not very much, is to say, why when you can still use somebody,
you take them away? So there is a lesson behind everything. I know. I know.
That’s easy to let it go like that. Say, “He knows what he is doing. Let it go. Don’t
worry about it.” Like my sister, she was more that I to me. You know? She was
more righteous to me. Why would she go? You would have felt God would have
kept her. You just don’t know. But she did make her seventy. She was seventy-
two. I really feel very strongly about people making their seventy. But then Christ
himself died at thirty-three, so you just don’t know where to go with these things.
And I guess we will never know until we get to the end. There was a big debate
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yesterday on the television about people trying to communicate with dead, with
the dead. That’s absolutely impossible. According to this minister, people stay
asleep until the end, until Christ comes back. That’s a relief. You know how you
try to say, “Oh, I might as well come.” Because I know if I know if one lady told
me, she was really strong about it. Because she said she had been reincarnated
many times. She was Jacob’s wife. I read to her. She was in her nineties when I
found her. She died ninety-eight, so I read to her about two years. She told me
that when the lights come on, and I am going to blow the horn for you. That’s
what she told me. First, she told me she wasn’t going to die. Then I called her a
few hours before she died. God is really powerful how he does things. I called
her and got her. She was in her nursing home. So they had to, from the station,
go and get the phone and give it to her. And she said she was tired. She didn’t
want to live no more. But the last time I had spoken to her, she was a god, and
she was not going to die. But she said she was tired, and that nobody talked to
her, because she was so old. People thought she didn’t have anything. She had
a lot to say. I used to record what she said. She had a lot to say. She knew so
much. She talked about outer space. She talked about being reincarnated. She
talked about meetings. And she talked about a book, and I wrote it down, and I
lost it. So I called two times to this nursing home. And the first time that I called
was to get the name of the book again. They went in and got the name of the
book, and I ordered it, and I got it. It was the last copy. Written in 1976. Let me
see what it is called. Maybe it will come to me later.
M: Okay.
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K: But the things that she said to me were in that book. She referred to that book. It
is somewhere in the mountains up in Washington. Somewhere where they met.
All the great prophets. Only one person. Only one black person in the book,
Booker T. Washington. Jesus Christ is in the book. There were many people in
the book from outer space. Many colors. All kinds of things. What was name of
that? What was the name of that? I still have it, of course. Do you know that
book? I got the last copy.
M: Wow.
K: Look at that. That’s God. Because I read to her for two years, and she talked
about it. Then after I left her, well back then, I remembered that I wanted to find
out that book. And I couldn’t find the name, so I called and she was still alive, and
she knew the book. She later gave it to me. I called the book company, and they
sent it to me. Something about the mass—oh, God. I read that book so many
times. Something about the masters. Descending Masters. Descending Masters
or Ascending. Ascending or descending. I don’t know. Something about masters.
And if I keep thinking, I will be able to think of the name of the man who wrote it.
But it was 1976. You can go on the computer. You can find it though.
M: Okay.
K: But it is about masters of the universe. Not of the Earth, of the universe. All kinds
of people. And they say, “If you need me, you call on me.” All of them. The end
was always if you need me, you call me. They talk about light. They talk about
colors. They talk about energy. And she talked about these people. This ninety-
eight year old lady. She had two sons. One lived in Palm Beach, and one lived in
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Canada. Her name was Ms. Woods. And she loved Dr. Schuller, who just died a
few days ago. You know Dr. Schuller? The Crystal Cathedral? It is a very
famous, powerful minister.
M: Okay.
K: But anyway, I was reading the book to her. Somebody had started reading that
book. One of Dr. Schuller’s books. Robert Schuller was his name. He is just died.
I completed reading the book, and she wanted to keep it to give to her son, who
lived in Canada. But he didn’t want it, or he didn’t come. So it was in the library.
So when she died, I went back to that nursing home and asked them, where that
book was. They said it was in the library, and I went there. And I found it with all
my writings in it. Oh, I was so grateful, because she would have given it to me.
But she thought her son wanted it, but evidently, he didn’t. So I got that book. So
another blessing from God. But she talked about how she was Iagra-, Isaac’s
wife. She talked a lot. She had so much knowledge, and nobody there, because
people working in nursing homes—I have done nursing homes a couple of times.
I actually worked in a nursing home when I was in graduate school in New York.
And most of the people are very low educational level. I used to do nursing home
when I was in graduate school on weekends. The people were very
unsympathetic. These are the people who need the most love and everything
you can possibly give them. But these people, I found, this is just my own
observation that people were not like that in places where people really need to
show love and compassion. They aren’t there, because they pay very little.
Those kinds of jobs should pay a lot. People need to learn that. But anyway, two
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times I have gone to nursing homes and asked if there is anybody in the nursing
home that didn’t have any visitors, and that I wanted to go and visit them. That’s
how I started. So the first time was in West Palm Beach, and I met this lady. And
she didn’t I know I was Black. She was blind. So she asked me one day,
something came up, and I told her I was Black. She said, “Oh, you are black?” I
said, “Yes, I am.” And then the other nurse, one lady, was Haitian. And I went
there. She was diabetic. She had socks on to leave the cutting off her circulation
at night. That’s insensitive. Her blood would be three hundred and four hundred,
and they would be giving her potatoes and bread. You can’t do that. So I just
thought, “Oh, my God. Oh, my God.” They are all dead now, of course, but I am
just telling you how in situations if you don’t monitor your loved ones in these
places. Because the people don’t have the education nor the sympathy. They
don’t care. You people can die. First of all, I always said I would never put any of
my relatives in any home. A lot of people do. My girlfriend just did. She is not
even talking to me, and I don’t care. She put her husband in a home. He died just
because just because he knew she didn’t want him anymore.
M: Wow.
K: Yeah, it’s terrible. I don’t care how much you pay. They don’t take care of you like
somebody who loves you.
M: Yeah, that’s true.
K: But anyway, I am deviating. I better put the date here and the time, because I
don’t want you to get away with murder. [Laughter] The date is April the
twentieth, and it is 1:20. See, that is another blessing. Is April the twentieth. I
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consider those real special things, and that only God can do. See, the time is
1:20, and it is April the twentieth. See, if I had done it earlier, it wouldn’t happen.
Now, you are the interviewer, so you have to sign.
M: So I sign below yours, so yours is the top line.
K: Oh, I see. I see the difference. The –ee and –er. Okay, I see it now. I do. I wasn’t
reading properly. That is why I don’t read directions. Sure. I have a sister from
my father’s. And I want to say she is not really my sister, because I don’t believe
my father is really my father. But our handwriting is so similar, she said, “Oh, no.
You are my sister. I know it.” And said, “We look alike.” I said, “Oh, no we don’t
look alive.” She swears we do.
M: Which address would you like us to send the copy of the interview to?
K: Here. I am here.
M: Okay, so what is the address here? Officially, it that 412 Cooper—
K: Unh-uh. Unh-uh.
M: No?
K: It is 1347—look at all the thirteens I have. No, it is PO Box, it should be PO Box,
you can do that. PO Box 1347 Quincy, Florida 32353-1347. Let’s see if I am
clever enough to have written it here. I know I was supposed to be clever enough
to have written it. Sometimes I am not clever, and this is not all there. Nope.
M: No one can be all the time.
K: You can try though.
M: That is true.
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K: You can sure try. It says PO Box 1347 and then Quincy. I am putting it here. I
just officially did that.
M: Got the PO Box?
K: No, no, no. Made it permanent. I was doing it every time. But they only allow you
to do that twice on a year. You should do it temporary. I have all this up here. So
I got to do something with it. My children come and watch television, watch the
movies. I have Selma. Have you seen it?
M: I haven’t yet actually.
K: I have Selma, and I had a showing here.
M: Oh, really?
K: Uh-huh. I served soup and drinks. Yes.
M: Right here in this room?
K: Yes. They can sit anywhere there was nothing in the chair. There are quite a few
chairs. Any of the rocking chairs.
M: Oh, yeah.
K: Yeah. That is a big one. That was donated to me by my cousin. That was made
by an inmate.
M: Oh, really?
K: Uh-huh. Here in Quincy. She won it in a raffle. The things that people give me, it
is just unbelievable. There are some things I just don’t know how they can get rid
of them. Somebody is bringing me an organ today.
M: Oh, really? Wow.
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K: Yes, he is. Told him to call first. There is a nice restaurant, which we can go to.
But you will have to pay.
M: Okay.
K: Because I am broke and don’t have the money.
M: Do they take credit cards?
K: Oh, yeah.
M: Okay. Yeah, we can do that.
K: It is down there, so we can come back. But first, let’s get the bookshelf out of the
car.
M: Okay.
K: If you don’t mind.
M: Let’s do that here. I guess we will stop the tape.
K: Okay.
M: Okay.
[Break in recording]
K: I met him on the ship, the Ghana ship. Ghana had its own shipping line in the
[19]60s, Black Star Line.
M: Okay.
K: My husband was a radio operator.
M: On that line?
K: Uh-huh. It was just Don, the radio person.
M: So that is part of how you were able to travel so much?
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K: Yeah. But I started travelling before I met him. That is how I met him. I had gone
to Europe and Africa when I was twenty-four. When I was twenty-five, I went to
Canada to get a ship to go to Ghana, and he was on that ship. So I met him on
the ship.
M: Wow. You guys just kind of hit it off?
K: We married. I met him in August. Got engaged in December, married in March.
M: Wow.
K: Stayed married until his death, thirty-six years. He has been dead about fourteen
years now.
M: Wow.
K: He was born in Holland. He was a Dutchman.
M: Do you speak any Dutch?
K: A little bit. Understand a little Dutch, a little German, a little English. [Laughter]
K: He learned five languages in school. He could speak Dutch.
M: I guess last spring, almost a year ago, I guess I hadn’t thought about it much, but
it is interesting to see how many like Suriname and all kinds.
K: Yeah.
M: Yeah.
K: I have been there, too. Indonesia, Suriname, Aruba. I have been to Aruba,
Suriname, Curaçao. At the same time. Went to three Dutch former colonies.
First, Suriname, then Aruba, then Curaçao
M: How did you like it there? I know Suriname, the food seems to be a whole mix of
all kinds of things.
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K: Oh, yeah.
M: It is kind of an interesting.
K: I like food, period. Mmhm. I stayed with a friend in Suriname. Curaçao and
Aruba, I was on a ship.
M: I see.
K: For my seventy-fourth birthday, I went on a cruise. For my seventy-fifth, I bought
myself a car. [Laughter]
K: I couldn’t believe it. Oh—but you know the things that you fit, because senior
citizens are living so much longer now. And they are working longer, too.
M: It’s true.
K: I think if I hadn’t been fired from my job, I would still be working, too. But in
Miami, I lost my job. Then I got another job in West Palm Beach. A private
school, charter school. And I lost my job there, and since then, I haven’t been
working. That was 2002.
M: Those were teaching jobs?
K: Yes. And I was already old when I started. I didn’t start teaching until I was fifty.
M: Okay. What got you started teaching then?
K: When I was married, my professor. I went to school to be a teacher. In graduate
school, I went to Africa, and I worked there for four years. Then I went to Europe.
There for nine years. I went to live in Europe. Mostly, I just travelled with my
husband. Raised our son. Saw the world with him. He was home-schooled. I was
the teacher, but my husband was the one who taught him. He taught him in
Dutch.
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M: Oh, really?
K: Yeah. I don’t know whether he still reads in Dutch or not. He married a woman.
She like himself. My son was biracial. He was Black mother, Dutch father. His
wife is African father, European-English mother. They have two children. One,
seventeen. One, thirteen.
M: Wow.
K: He had another son when he was in the Philippines, but he was killed in
Afghanistan. He was one of those war babies. It was only two days before getting
out of service. Can you believe it?
M: Wow.
K: That hurt so much. Two days. Just when he was into. That why I never go to
the Philippines. I never been there.
M: Oh, yeah?
K: Yeah. You been?
M: I have not. One of the other graduate students when I started the Anthro
program, she was from the Philippines. Actually, there is another grad student
who was from there now.
K: How many students are in there? About fifty thousand at your school?
M: Total? Yeah. Fifty thousand.
K: You have a new president, don’t you?
M: Yup, we do.
K: I thought he would be the same, too. Female president, I heard that speech
Sunday night.
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M: Oh, yeah?
K: Yesterday, yeah. She was in a church in Quincy. Have you met the president of
your university?
M: Yup.
K: Mmhm.
M: Actually, the school theatre and dance at UF did a play based on some of our
oral history transcripts, and he went. So I escorted him to that.
K: Oh, yeah?
M: Yeah.
K: You know him intimately then?
M: Well—
K: He knows you.
M: As intimately—he would recognize me by face. We are hoping we will get some
more support to do some more of these interviews and more of this work. There
is a lot to be done. There is a lot of history in Florida.
K: Oh, my goodness, yes.
M: Yeah. I mean black history has been pretty much overlooked in the history
books.
K: Absolutely, and books.
M: Especially here. It is amazing to me how much people can talk about how little of
it is written anywhere. It’s—yeah.
K: It’s Florida.
M: It’s amazing.
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K: Quincy, Florida. Is this your first time in Quincy?
M: Mmhm.
K: Okay.
M: It is.
K: Let me show you some of the old mansions on the highway.
M: Okay. I will be able to look at that.
K: Don’t know. There is something like a fairy shell.
M: Yeah, no, I have been meaning to see Quincy for a while.
K: Oh, yeah?
M: I am bogged with important stories coming from here.
K: Lot of lynching to Quincy.
M: Hmm?
K: Lot of lynching, more lynching here than anywhere in the United States.
M: I did not.
K: But greed, anywhere people can make money, take advantage, or exploit.
M: Not so good.
K: If you made money and you do good, it’s okay. You don’t take from nobody. You
got to make it a good way. But I tell you, excuse me. It is the usual way you can
see everything. You know everybody. And they know you far before you know
them. It can be a nice place, you know. Everybody can be nice.
M: It’s true.
K: Any person can be nice.
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M: Treat others. Yeah, in Gainesville, I don’t know if you know of Lincoln High
School in Gainesville.
K: You met Dan, remember?
M: Harmeling?
K: Yeah.
M: Yup. Yeah. Oh, yeah.
K: Do you see him a lot?
M: I saw him sometime, because we have done a couple of interviews with him.
Yeah, he comes by the office pretty often.
K: They did a story, you know. A panel and a story, my brother and my sister. Dan’s
brother committed suicide, and I had left the country. So they are talking about
two siblings and how they took civil rights. I wouldn’t have survived had I stayed
here, I don’t think. Because I internalize, but I didn’t know I was doing it. My hair
would fall. I would have an ulcer. Skin rashes. I never thought it was my
involvement with civil rights. That the way you are going to die.
M: Yeah, well, I mean it must have been difficult.
K: It was. I got kicked in the stomach twice by the chief of police. Twice, not one
time. In broad daylight. The first time he kicked me was at the swimming pool.
We were there to swim, a day there. He was putting me in the police car, and
then I was not getting there fast enough. He kicked me in my stomach. That is
the first time. Then when the Freedom Riders came to Tallahassee, he was
arresting me again, pushing me in the car, kicked me in the stomach.
U: Y’all take it easy.
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M: Wow. You too man.
K: But you know, we didn’t have any fear. We still. It didn’t stop us. We kept doing it
over and over again. Got arrested. My sister was arrested far more times. She
was here longer. She got involved in voters’ registration.
M: Yeah, your sister even got arrested down in Ocala.
K: Yeah, right.
M: She was down.
K: She was down there working for CORE.
M: But yeah.
K: The only thing slowed her down was after she had those three little girls. That
slowed her down a bit. Then she got involved with school and raising those
children. She made sure they had every opportunity to go to school, to the best
schools. One graduated from Harvard. One went to Oxford in London. She made
sure they got the chance to do whatever was possible.
M: That’s really impressive. It is.
K: She could take it. I tell you, I couldn’t take it.
M: Well, she bore the scars of it though. She was always wearing those sunglasses
because of the tear gas.
K: Right in her face.
M: I think people just carry things with them in different ways.
K: I know. That policeman on purpose did that to her. He threw it in her face on
purpose. I don’t think she ever knew the name.
M: Did you see it happen?
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K: No, I was in jail. They were protesting about our being in jail.
M: Oh.
K: I was in jail. I was the group that got arrested. Yeah, with Rose something. Oh,
Lord. Rose something.
M: From what I gather, you and she started what I guess you can call civil rights
concerns early when you were young-
K: Oh, yeah.
M: In school, you already—
K: Our parents. Mother did voters’ registration. Her father taught us civics in school.
Yeah, we did. We start protesting early. We tried to boycott the Dairy Queen in
Belle Glade and tried to get a petition signed to get rid of the principal. We were
really bad. We were something from day one. Yup. So we were boycotting,
petitioning under sixteen. But you know, you don’t think about things like that. I
don’t know why we didn’t like the principal, but we didn’t. My father taught us
about right to petition and get rid of people. We were on it. And he never said a
word to us about it. He didn’t try to stop us. When we were in civil right and we
were in jail, he didn’t try to stop us either. He managed to get out. Because his
job was from the county. So he was under them, and they had asked him to
control us. He never did. He never said anything. So when we left jail, the first
place we went to to start our speaking engagement was at his school. That was a
real slap in the face for them.
M: Wow.
K: I am going to have some more water. What about you? Want some more water?
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M: Sure.
K: It is the best water I have had in ages. Ms. Tracy. Ms. Tracy. May I have some
more of your blue water? Something you put in there. It is so good. [Mumbles]
M: Yeah, just the water.
K: I was telling him. I am always bring people here. Every time I visit, I am here.
Yeah. Yes, you can always count on me for that. Leaves must have blown over
there in the windy part. This lady that I am taking you to visit, she married late.
M: Okay.
K: I think she had her baby at forty. And for a hundred, you know that is really late.
Yeah. Can I run to the bathroom?
M: Oh, sure.
K: So it has been really different. She is the only one in her family of nine children. I
think she said her brother finished. She is the only one alive. All of them are
dead. Her sister died last year or the year before. She is a hundred.
M: Wow.
K: So she is the second oldest living. The third one to live to a hundred. I have a
cousin who just died a few years ago. She was a hundred and three. And my
grandfather came here in 1860, he died, he was a hundred and four. He died in
1944. Of thirty-three children, he was number four. So you know he lived some
hard times.
M: Yeah.
K: A hundred and four.
M: Wow.
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K: So I don’t think anybody is around now that knew him. Because my cousin was
eighty-five, she said she should have gone to see him when she was a little girl,
but she didn’t go. Something stopped her from going. I forgot now. But my
grandmother, she knew and she called her. She gave her peanut butter when
she was a little girl. She would get bits and pieces from relatives. Because very
few people around are much older than I am, you know? It is almost generation
now that is the leaders. Almost. As a matter of fact, I am now the senior member
of the family. I am the eldest now of the family.
M: Oh, okay.
K: Because everybody else older are dead. You are young in your family.
M: Me? Yeah.
K: Your grandparents are alive.
M: I have one grandparent still alive, but I am the oldest of my cousins, I guess. But
yeah, I got a lot of generations.
K: Oh, how old is your grandparent who is still alive?
M: Around ninety. I forget exactly.
K: Let’s see if we can fix this. When you’re young you know everything. The time is
pretty much right, but what’s wrong? I moved something or other. It is 4/20. It is
not 4/21. The day is the twentieth. That is the only thing that is right. You close at
what time? Okay.
M: Thank you.
K: See, I told you. It is a good thing we came here.
M: So it’s the date you need to change?
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K: Oh, wait a minute. Let me see.
M: It is 4/21.
K: Yeah, it should be 4/20.
M: Okay.
K: You think I might have?
M: I don’t know how this thing—
K: If you can’t, don’t worry about it. But if you can. We got here just on time. If had
gone run by her house, we wouldn’t have made it, and I am glad I remembered
that.
M: Yeah, I am, too. Yeah, I don’t know how to do this.
K: Don’t worry. That’s all right. Just tell me. Because a lot of people won’t admit it,
you know?
M: No.
K: I have to ask somebody much younger than you. You are too old. Young children
don’t need it. An eight year old boy did my phone. He said, “I have never even
seen a phone, and I can do it.” I said, “Yeah, that’s true.”
M: Kids are funny that way.
K: They are funny. That’s not the word for it. So we should go whenever you are
ready.
M: All right. I can wrap this up.
[End of Interview]
Transcribed by: Derick Gomez, July 14, 2015