wrecked by anna davies - extended excerpt

8/2/2019 Wrecked by Anna Davies - Extended Excerpt

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`hz p`nxrp znf cznxkb roh nxkrzu ckb ocb p|hkr roh |cpr uhcz

bcrekm Gahròhz Iekm! roh fnpr pnxmor&crhz jnu nk roh epackb+

Er }cp c @ekbhzhaac prnzu `nfh rn aeh9 c pemk rocr cezu rcahp beb

`nfh rzxh+ Ckb uhr + + +

Czhkr rcznr `czbp! aeih! bczi fcme`> Mzcu cpihb! rciekm

c bcekru pe| znf ohz \nackb P|zekm jnrrah ckb ekrhzzx|rekm

Fezckbcp ronxmorp+ Jh`cxph Mzcu }cp nkau c ph`nkb&mhkhzcrenk

pxffhz epackbhz! ckb ohz mzckb|czhkrp preaa aewhb ek c |eki fck&

penk nk @oczahprnkp Jcrrhzu! Mzcu ocb rcihk Fezckbcp |npe&

renk cp c ]ouf Epackb kh}jeh! hwhk ronxmo ohz cfeau ocb

fnwhb rn ]ouf xaa refh wh uhczp cmn+ Ckb hwhk ronxmo

poh }cp ca}cup ekwerhb! poh rhkbhb rn rzhcr ef|znf|rx jnkzh

hwhkekmp nk roh jhcò cp hwhz pn paemorau jhkhcro ohz! ckb nrhk

zhfekbhb hwhzunkh n ohz @oczahprnk bhjxrckrh jcaa `nfekmx| acrhz ek roh phcpnk+

Uhco! jh`cxph }h aewh ek Pcahf ek roh phwhkrhhkro `hkrxzu

ckb Ef nzfekm fu }erò `nwhk+ Mhkhwehwh znaahb ohz huhp+

Kn! erp dxpr c xk }cu rn mxzh nxr }ocr femor oc||hk+ E

|znfeph eraa jh kh+ ]cu ahpp zepiu rock |acuekm Khwhz Ocwh E

Hwhz! Mhk |eìhb x| roh bhì n `czbp ckb poxghb rohf nk

ohz ac|+ Kn}! }on }ckrp rn mn zpr>

Aubec Jckcu pozxmmhb ckb rnni c jem p}em n roh `zckjhzzu

dxe`h ckb wnbic ferxzh pohb nk`n`rhb cr onfh ckb pfxmmahb

ekrn ohz }crhz jnrrah+ E }eaa+ ]ocr roh ohaa bn E ocwh rn anph>

Poh cpihb zohrnze`caau! cp roh zhpr n roh mezap fxzfxzhb puf|c&

rohre`caau+ Aubec ocb dxpr mnkh roznxmo c jcb jzhcix| }ero Jzcb


15/78

3 2 c k k c b c w e h p

@czfeòcha! roh @caonxk C`cbhfu Caa&Prcrh pn``hz prcz }onb

dxpr prczrhb cr @ahfpnk Xkewhzperu r}n }hhip cmn+ Nk oep zpr

kemor rohzh! pohb zh`hewhb c rhr cr : c+f+ rocr hcrxzhb c |onrn

n c piekku jankbh meza ek c ocarhz rn|! cankm }ero c sxhprenk

znf Jzcb4 ]nxab unx ocrh fh e E rnab unx Ef cjnxr rn òhcr> Roh

khr bcu! ohb jhmmhb nzmewhkhpp! èrekm rnn fxò ca`nona ckb

rnn fcku rhf|rcrenkp! jxr roh bcfcmh ocb jhhk bnkh ckb

Aubec ocb jhhk bhwcprcrhb+ Hwhk rnkemor! Fezckbc `nxab phh

ohz huhp }hzh zhb ckb ohz c`h }cp |xu znf `zuekm+

Nicu! pxmcz! Mhkhwehwh pceb! anpekm ohz huhp ckb poxgekm

roh bhì+ Poh |eìhb nxr c `czb znf roh bhì+ Roh `czb ocb c

|onrn n c pihahrnk nk er+

H}# Mzcu pozehihb+

Cf E mnekm rn beh> Aubec memmahb! jxr ohz c`h annihbrhzzehb+

Fcujh er dxpr fhckp Jzcbp onniekm x| }ero pnfh Pihahrnz

picki! Bczù pceb! rciekm cknrohz aczmh pe| n ohz n}k wnbic

pnbc cp poh cjphkrfekbhbau remorhkhb ohz cxjxzk |nkurcea cr

roh `zn}k n ohz ohcb+ Bczù }cp roh unxkmhpr n nxz peprhzp!

ckb ca}cup phhfhb paemorau jnzhb }ohk bep`xppekm jnu bzcfc!

fnpr aeihau jh`cxph pohb ohczb er caa cr onfh+

Mhkhwehwh rxzkhb roh `czb nwhz ek ohz kmhzp+ Er bnhpkr

fhck rocr+ Erp pufjnae`! kn> Er fhckp c|czrn unx ep mnekm rn

beh+

]ocr roh ohaa bnhp rocr fhck> Aubec cpihb khzwnxpau+

Mhkhwehwh pemohb! cp e poh }hzh c iekbhzmczrhk rhcòhz


16/78

3 8

h|acekekm roh zxahp n cbberenk rn ck h`h|renkcaau pan} pe&

uhcz&nab+ Erp aeih! fcujh roh |czr n unx rocr anwhp Jzcb }eaa

beh! jh`cxph unxaa fhhr pnfhnkh kh}! poh pceb! hkxkècrekm

hcò }nzb+

Nicu + + + ! Aubec rzceahb n+ Nz fcujh er fhckp rocr e E

bn kb nxr ohp onniekm x| }ero c pihahrnz picki! Eaa ieaa oef+

Bn pnfhnkh haph+ Mhr fh nxr n fu fephzu+

Ckunkh> Mhkhwehwh mack`hb cznxkb roh mznx| n mezap+

Fezckbc poerhb ek roh pckb ckb ahckhb jcì cmcekpr ohz

hajn}p! rzuekm rn |cu crrhkrenk! hwhk ronxmo ohz fekb ih|r

}ckbhzekm+ Fcujh er }cp dxpr khzwhp nz roh pn``hz ph`renkcap

pon}`cph nk roh fcekackb rnfnzzn}+ Ckb hwhk ronxmo @ncò

Bhwaek ocb rnab ohz knr rn }nzzu! rocr roh Prcknzb `ncò ocb

phhk hknxmo webhnp n ohz rocr caa Fezckbc ocb rn bn }cp mhrnk roh hab ckb ocwh xk! poh ikh} er }cp nkau kcrxzca rn jh

khzwnxp+ Jxr er }cp fnzh rock rocr+ Er }cp c phkph rocr kn fcr&

rhz }ocr roh `czbp pceb! er har aeih rohez bhprekehp }hzh cazhcbu

jh`nfekm fnzh ckb fnzh hròhb ek prnkh }ero hcò |cppekm

bcu+ Mhkhwehwh }nxab fnwh rn Kh} Unzi+ Fezckbc }nxab |acu

pn``hz cr Prcknzb+ Bczù ckb Aubec }nxab fnpr aeihau prcu ek

Pnxro @cznaekc ckb mhr fczzehb rn `xrh @cznaekc mxup+ Knkh

n rohph |crop }hzh jcb hc`rau! er }cp dxpr + + +

Mxup! roep ep ucaap xrxzh+ Bnkr unx `czh> Mhkhwehwh

`caahb bn}k rn roh mxup }on }hzh ockmekm ànph rn roh rebh&

fczi+ Hczaehz! rohu ocb jhhk ockmekm nxr cznxkb roh zh cp }haa!

jxr njwenxpau! rohub mnrrhk jnzhb }ero roh mezap p|zc}aekm


17/78


`nkwhzpcrenkp ckb ocb bzerhb n rn bn rohez n}k roekm4 Dhzhfeco

Jacì }cp |acuekm oep mxercz9 roh pcfh nxz ònzbp n Gzhh

Gcaaek nwhz ckb nwhz ckb nwhz cmcek! }oeah Cahc Fcbbhk

}cròhb cbnzekmau znf roh hbmh n roh èzàh+ Cack Nprhk ckb

Gahròhz Iekm }hzh rnppekm c Gzepjhh jcì ckb nzro+ N``c&

penkcaau! Cack }nxab nwhzponnr ckb roh Gzepjhh }nxab ackb ek

roh }crhz+ Gahròhz }nxab hcmhzau zxk ek rn mhr er! zhfekbekm

Fezckbc n ck hcmhz mnabhk zhrzehwhz+

Fezckbc# Mhkhwehwh pkc||hb! ckb Fezckbc mack`hb c}cu

mxeareau+ Bhp|erh roh ekbh|hkbhkr wejh Mhkhwehwh |zndh`rhb!

Fezckbc ikh} on} fxò Mhk }ckrhb rn jh |czr n c `nx|ah!

ckb poh ikh} rocr ek Mhkhwehwhp fekb! poczekm c |nppejau&

`renkca iepp }ero c `xrh @naxfjec jnu }cp knroekm `nf|czhb

rn roh c`r Fezckbc ckb Gahrò }hzh prhcbeau bcrekm+ Ef bnekmunxz rcznr zhcbekm! ek `cph unx `czh! Mhkhwehwh pceb! pac||ekm

roh `czbp bn}k nk roh |eh`h n bzer}nnb ek znkr n ohz+ Roh

aemor znf roh zh geìhzhb nk roh nwhzrxzkhb `czb+ Er }cp c

fck ckb c }nfck! rohez czfp ekrhzr}ekhb ek ck hfjzc`h+

Mhkhwehwh znaahb ohz huhp+ N `nxzph! roep mxzhp! poh pceb!

p`nn|ekm roh `czbp jcì x| ckb poxgekm roh bhì+

]cer! }ocr }cp rocr> Fezckbc cpihb! mhkxekhau `xzenxp+ Cr

ahcpr er ocbkr jhhk roh pihahrnk+

Roh anwhzp+ Er fhckp rocr unxzh cjnxr rn kb roh anwh n

unxz aeh+ Nz unxwh cazhcbu nxkb er+ Mhkhwehwh acxmohb! jxr

roh oxzr anni p|zhcbekm c`znpp ohz c`h fcbh er ahcz on} fxò

Mhkhwehwh }epohb poh}cp roh nkh ek roh zhacrenkpoe|+


18/78

3 =

Axìu# Bczù hocahb! pfeaekm hk`nxzcmekmau cr Fezckbc+

Bczù anwhb roh ebhc n jhekm ek anwh! ckb ocb cazhcbu phzwhb cp

roh jzebhpfceb cr r}n n ohz peprhzp }hbbekmp+ Ohz r}n nabhz

peprhzp ocb jnro fhr rohez kn}&oxpjckbp ek oemo pònna! ckb

Bczù }cp pxzh Fezckbc }cp nk roh pcfh rzcì+

Uhco! unxzh axìu+ Roh sxhprenk ep! }nxab Gahrò cmzhh>

Mzcu pfeahb pn er phhfhb aeih poh }cp rhcpekm! jxr Fezckbc

`nxab zhcb roh pxjrhr+ Er }cpkr pn fxò rocr Mzcu aeihb Gahrò!

cp rocr Mzcu aeihb rn ca}cup ocwh roh jhpr n hwhzuroekm+ Ek ohz

fekb! Gahrò }cp roh ebhca jnuzehkb! ckb Fezckbc phkphb znf

roh òeaau }cu Mzcu ocb mzhhrhb ohz nz roh |cpr h} fnkrop!

rocr Mzcu har poh! knr Fezckbc! bhphzwhb oef+

Fezckbc pfeahb! hfjczzcpphb nz ohz zhacrenkpoe| rn jh nk bep&

|acu+ Jhpebhp! er }cpkr hc`rau c``xzcrh+ Pxzh! poh aeihb Gahrò c anr+Fcujh poh hwhk anwhb oef! c jer+ Poh cbnzhb oep phkph n oxfnz!

roh }cu oh bebkr rcih oefpha rnn phzenxpau! roh }cu ohb ca}cup

cmzhh rn p|aer ck hknzfnxp |acrh n bep`n zehp cr roh Pckb ]erò

Bekhz }ero ohz! hwhk ronxmo poh hkbhb x| hcrekm fnpr n rohf+

Jxr }cp oh roh anwh n ohz aeh> Poh mack`hb bxjenxpau cr roh

}crhz! }ohzh Gahròhz }cp onabekm roh Gzepjhh canr nwhz oep

ohcb aeih c rzn|ou+ Cp pnnk cp oh p|nrrhb ohz prczekm cr oef! oep

c`h jznih ekrn c pfeah ckb oh jnxkbhb nwhz! rozn}ekm oep }hr

czfp cznxkb ohz ponxabhzp ckb bze||ekm nkrn ohz+

Ohu# Fezckbc psxhcahb cp oh ahckhb bn}k ckb |ackrhb c

iepp nk roh rn| n ohz bczi ocez+ Prn| er#

Cr rocr! Gahròhz oxmmhb ohz cmcek+ Fcujh E }eaa+ ]ocr }eaa


19/78

3 ? c k k c b c w e h p

unx mewh fh e E prn|> Oh cpihb! }emmaekm oep huhjzn}p fcke&

`caau+

Fezckbc mzekkhb bhp|erh ohzpha+ Bhp|erh oep pon}bnm&aeih

kcfh /xaa kcfh4 Gahròhz Cbcfpnk Iekm! roh roezb% oh }cp

|xzh ]ouf znucaru4 C pero&mhkhzcrenk zhpebhkr }onph cfeau

n}khb oca roh epackb ckb }onph bcb }cp roh nzfhz fcunz+

Gahrò }cp capn xkbhkecjau onr4 Cr pe hhr }ero pocmmu jzn}k

ocez ckb c fxp`xacz p}effhzp jxeab! oh }cp roh ru|h n mxu

}onb `cxph }nfhk cr roh Oczzep Rhhrhz px|hzfczihr rn |nih

hcò nrohz ckb memmah cp oh }caihb ju+ Jxr pnfhroekm haph capn

bzh} |hn|ah rn oef+ Er }cp oep crrerxbh! on} oh }cp pn `nf&

nzrcjah ek oep n}k piek! ckb khwhz phhfhb rn jh cr c anpp nz

roekmp rn pcu+ Oep `nkbhk`h }cp pnfhrefhp nwhz}ohafekm rn

Fezckbc! }on `nxabkr sxerh xkbhzprckb }ou Gahrò ocb òn&phk ohz ekprhcb n pnfhnkh aeih Mzcu nz Aubecjnzk ckb jzhb

Pnxro @cznaekc mezap }onb kn bnxjr jh p|hkbekm hwhkekmp rhk

uhczp znf kn} cr bekkhz |czrehp }ero hcò nrohz! p}c||ekm

rzeìp nz on} rn mhr rohez iebp rn pahh| roznxmo roh kemor+

]oeah nk roh pxzc`h! Fezckbc}ero ohz rcaa! croahre` zcfh!

ankm jzn}k ocez! }ebhphr mzhhk huhp! ckb }cai&ek ànphr xaa n

|cprha rckip! cpofhzh `czbemckp! ckb Aeaau \xaerthz pxkbzhpphp

annihb hwhzu ekò ck epackb meza! poh }cpkr nkh n rohf+

Fnprau! er }cp ohz ahmcù+ Poh ikh} ohz |czhkrp bhcro ocb

`cpr ck cxzc n rzcmhbu cznxkb ohz+ Poh ikh} rocr ohz zehkbp

|czhkrp |zewcrhau ckb knr&pn&|zewcrhau }nkbhzhb cjnxr ohz

}haa&jhekm+ Crhz caa! rohu ikh} rocr caronxmo Hahcknz }cp


20/78

3 5

mzc`hxa ckb ef|h``cjau |naerh! poh }cpkr }czf ckb kxzrxz&

ekm+ Rohu ikh} Fezckbcp n}k fnrohz ocb ocb c }eab przhci+

Ckb Fezckbc }cp cafnpr |nperewh rocr Gahròp fnrohz }nxab

ocwh |zhhzzhb e ohb jhmxk bcrekm Aubec nz Mzcu! mezap }on

bebkr ocwh pn fxò jcmmcmh+ Ckb pnfhrefhp! aeih kn}! }ohk

poh nz`hb ohzpha rn p}erò ekrn xaa&nk gezr fnbh jh`cxph poh

ikh} er fcbh Gahrò oc||u! poh }nkbhzhb e er }nxabkr ocwh

jhhk hcpehz nz oef e ohb khwhz caahk nz ohz+

]haa! c iepp ep caa unxzh mnekm rn mhr+ Rcih er nz ahcwh er!

poh pceb cp poh caan}hb ohz ae|p rn mzcth oep+ Fezckbc }zc||hb

ohz czfp cznxkb oef! ekocaekm oep cfeaecz pxkjanì&ckb&Nab

P|e`h p`hkr+

Rohk poh |xaahb c}cu ckb rxzkhb rn}czb Mhkhwehwh+ ]ocr

}hzh unx pcuekm> poh cpihb! knr }ckrekm Mhkhwehwh rn roekipoh }cp emknzekm ohz+

Khwhz fekb! dxpr ihh| nk fciekm nxr }ero unxz jnuzehkb+

E }cp dxpr rcaiekm cjnxr unxz xrxzh! jxr er phhfp unx mxup czh

phr nz aeh! Mhk pceb! znaaekm ohz huhp+

Czh }h> Gahròhz cpihb! |hzòekm nk roh bzer}nnb khr

rn Fezckbc+ Oep jczh ahm rnxòhb ohzp! phkbekm cknrohz poewhz

x| ohz p|ekh+ Poh hbmhb ànphz rn roh zh+

E bzh} roh anwhzp `czb nz Fezckbc+ Erp njwenxpau unx!

kn> Mhk pozxmmhb+ Ucaazh cjnxr rn jh Cahc ckb Dhzhfeco!

poh pceb! ikn}ekmau dxrrekm ohz òek nwhz rn roh }crhzp hbmh!

}ohzh Dhzhfeco ckb Cahc }hzh prckbekm+ Dhzhfecop kmhzp

}hzh pkciekm xkbhz Cahcp |eki&prze|hb jeieke przc|! ckb jnro


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: < c k k c b c w e h p

}hzh njaewenxp rn ckunkh cznxkb rohf+ Rohub jhhk bcrekm nz

wh uhczp! ckb preaa c`rhb aeih rohu `nxabkr mhr hknxmo n hcò

nrohz! hwhk mnekm pn cz cp rn xaa&nk pxì c`h jhnzh @oc|ha

cr @caonxk+ Fezckbc ckb Mhkhwehwh jnro cmzhhb er }cp mznpp+

\ahcph! Fezckbc znaahb ohz huhp+ Poh ocb kn bnxjr Cahc

ckb Dhzhfeco }nxab mhr fczzehb ek roh khr h} uhczp+ Rocr

}cp roh }cu er }cp }ero epackb iebpe rohu nxkb hcò nrohz

hczau! rohu har kn zhcpnk rn }cer nz h|anzh nrohz n|renkp+ Ckb

rocr }cp ohz }onah |znjahf }ero Gahrò+ Hwhk e poh beb anwh

oef! c jer! }cp rocr roh pcfh cp }ckrekm rn jh }ero oefnzhwhz>

C}! rocrp pn `xrh nz ucaa! Mzcu `nnhb+ Fezckbc prehkhb+

Hwhk ronxmo poh ikh} Mzcu }nxab khwhz zhcaau bn ckuroekm!

poh preaa bebkr fcih er c ph`zhr rocr pohb ca}cup aeihb Gahrò! ckb

rocr poh bebkr sxerh xkbhzprckb }ocr Gahrò pc} ek Fezckbc+Nkh refh! zemor crhz rohu prczrhb bcrekm! Mzcu ocb fhkrenkhb

rn Fezckbc rocr poh }cp c |zefh hcf|ah n roh epo c`rnz ek c

zhacrenkpoe|+

Er> Fezckbc ocb cpihb! ronznxmoau `nkxphb+ Er ocb jhhk

nkh n roh zpr bcup n pxffhz! ckb Mzcu ocb jhhk auekm nk roh

jhcò! pxzznxkbhb ju fcmctekhp+

Knr er+Epo!Mzcu aczehb+ C||czhkrau! mxup aeih mezap }on

czh |zhrru&epo! pfczr&epo! croahre`&epo + + + aeih! rohuzh roh }onah

|cìcmh! jxr rohu bnkr hp|hècaau prckb nxr+ Aeih unx# Poh

pfeahb hk`nxzcmekmau! cp e rn bepmxeph ohz `zeresxh cp c `nf|ae&

fhkr+

Rockip! Fezckbc ocb pceb! pfeaekm remorau+ Mzcu fcu ocwh


22/78

: 3

ronxmor rocr poh }cp |cppewh&cmmzhppewhau ekpxarekm ohz! jxr er

}cpkr ckuroekm rocr Fezckbc ocbkr ikn}k ohzpha+ Poh }cp

epo+ Ckb poh aeihb er+ Er }cp jhrrhz rock prckbekm nxr+

]ocrp pn }znkm }ero jhekm anwhzp> Gahrò bhfckbhb cp

oh ahckhb rn}czb Fezckbc ckb iepphb ohz oczb+

Gahrò# Poh fxzfxzhb! |xpoekm c}cu nk oep prznkm òhpr+

]hzh ek |xjae`+

Unx ikn} rocr rcai rxzkp fh nk! Gahrò dnihb+ Fezckbc

jaxpohb+

Bn unxz zhcbekm! Mhk+ E }ckr rn ikn} }ocr unxz xrxzh

ep! hwhk ronxmo Ef pxzh erp xaa n p`ckbca+ Dxpr roh }cu unx

aeih er! poh pceb! ahckekm nwhz ckb hemkekm hrzhfh ekrhzhpr ek

roh `czbp+ Poh bebkr }ckr rn rcai cjnxr }ohrohz nz knr rohu

}hzh anwhzp ek znkr n caa rohez zehkbp+ Ckb Gahrò! zhfhfjhz!mhkrahfhk bnkr iepp ckb rhaa+

]on pceb E }cp c mhkrahfck> Gahrò cpihb! jxr njhbehkrau

}caihb nwhz rn roh `nnahz+

Nicu! zhcbu> Mhkhwehwh cpihb! |ahcphb rocr caa roh crrhk&

renk }cp jcì nk ohz+ Poh poxghb roh `czbp ckb aceb rohf nxr

c`hbn}k ek c `znpp |crrhzk! jhnzh ge||ekm nwhz roh `hkrhz

`czb+

Fezckbc mcp|hb+ Mctekm x| cr rohf }cp roh pcfh pfeaekm!

bckèkm pihahrnk Mhk ocb bzc}k nz Aubec+

]hezb! Mhkhwehwh zn}khb+ Xpxcaau |hn|ah bnkr mhr roh

pcfh roekm+ Jxr E mxhpp erp jh`cxph }hzh caa ohcbekm ekrn phkenz

uhcz! pn er fcihp phkph+ ]hzh caa òckmekm! kn>


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: : c k k c b c w e h p

Roep mcfh ep prx|eb! Mzcu pceb! }zekiaekm ohz knph+ Ahrp

bn pnfhroekm haph+ Acbehp> Poh prnnb x| ckb jzxpohb n

roh jcì n ohz }oerh aekhk ponzrp cp poh }caihb nwhz rn roh

ca`nona&prnìhb nnahz rocr Cack ocb jznxmor cankm+

Bn unx|znfephroh pihahrnk bnhpkr fhck bhcro> Jh`cxph

er iekbc annip rocr }cu znf ohzh+ Aubec uckihb roh `czb znf

Mhkhwehwhp ockb ckb psxekrhb cr er+

Uhco! erp dxpr pufjnaepf+ Knr hwhzuroekm khhbp rn jh aerhzca+

Er dxpr fhckp òckmh! Mhkhwehwh pceb rhpreau+ Jxr poh p`nn|hb

x| roh `czbp ckb rozh} rohf ek ohz jcm+

Fezckbc poewhzhb cmcek+ Er }cp nkau mhrrekm `nabhz ckb acrhz+

Ckb hwhk e @ncò Bhwaek pceb ohz |hznzfck`h rnfnzzn}

bebkr fcrrhz pek`h er }cp pn hczau ek roh phcpnk! poh }ckrhb rn

jh cr roh rn| n ohz mcfh+Cp poh }cp cjnxr rn rhaa hwhzunkh rn ohcb onfh! Gahròhz

an|hb x| rn ohz! c jhhz jnrrah ek nkh ockb! ihup ek roh nrohz+

Ohu! Fezckbc pceb pxp|eènxpau! huhekm oep ockb+

Erp c mzhcr kemor+ Ahrp rcih Prcz Mcthznxr nz c p|ek+

Fezckbc ponni ohz ohcb! ckknuhb+ Prcz Mcthz }cp roh

fhre`xanxpau ih|r r}hkru&wh&nnr jn}zebhz pohb mnrrhk

nz ohz perhhkro jezrobcu+ Poh ocbkr hwhk }ckrhb er! jxr ohz

mzckbfnrohz ocb ekpeprhb+ Fezckbc acrhz zhcaethb er }cp fnzh

nz Hahcknz rock nz ohz9 c }cu rn |znwh rocr hwhk ronxmo poh

bebkr ikn} on} rn `nkkh`r rn Fezckbc! poh beb `czh cjnxr

ohz+ Xkaeih roh nrohz epackb iebp! ronxmo! }on }hzh fnzh aeihau

rn bzewh rohez jncr rock rohez `cz! Fezckbc jczhau xphb ohzp! ckb


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pohb hzrcekau khwhz jznxmor pn fcku |hn|ah nk jnczb+ ]nxab

rohu hwhk r>

E bnkr ikn}! Fezckbc ohbmhb+ Epkr er iekb n roxk&

bhzekm> Fezckbc nìhb ohz ohcb+ Poh ronxmor poh nxab ohcz

zxfjaekm ek roh beprck`h! jxr rocr pnxkb `nxab }haa jh c cz&n

jncr! nz zh}nzip nk roh fcekackb+

Erp roh phc }erò! Cack oe``x||hb+

Prn|! Bczù pceb khzwnxpau! mackèkm cznxkb+ Fezckbc na&

an}hb ohz mcth! jxr n `nxzph! rohzh }cp knroekm h`h|r roh

`zcìaekm n roh zh ckb roh ac||ekm n }cwhp nk roh ponzh+

]ouf Epackbhzp rnni ahmhkbp phzenxpau! hp|hècaau roh nkh

cjnxr roh phc }erò+ C``nzbekm rn roh prnzehp! ohz kcfh }cp

Ph|oeh! ckb ahmhkb ocb er rocr unx }hzh khwhz px||nphb rn pcu

ohz kcfh nk jnczb c poe|! ek cph unx ekwnihb ohz }zcro! c pnzrn kcxre`ca px|hzprerenk ek roh pcfh whek cp roh nkh rocr c`rnzp

}hzh khwhz px||nphb rn pcu Fc`jhro ek c rohcrhz! ek `cph rohu

ekwnihb roh `xzph n roh |acu+

Ph|oeh `nxab }oe| x| prnzfp ek ck ekprckr! `cxph c an}

rebh rn zxpo ek}czb! nz fcih poe|p `naaebh }ero hcò nrohz+

Hwhzu c`èbhkr rocr ocb hwhz n``xzzhb nk ]ouf! ekàxbekm

roh `cz}zhì rocr àcefhb Fezckbcp |czhkrp! }cp jacfhb nk

ohz+ Jhnzh ohz |czhkrp c`èbhkr! Hahcknz }nxab rhaa Fezckbc

roh phc }erò }nxab `nfh mhr ohz e poh bebkr kepo ohz bek&

khz! nz e poh fcbh c xpp bxzekm ohz jcro+ ]ohk poh }cp aerrah!

Fezckbc ocb ca}cup jhhk paemorau zemorhkhb n roh phc }erò+

Ckb }ohk ohz |czhkrp behb! n nxzph poh ronxmor roh phc }erò


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}cp zhp|nkpejah+ Jxr rohk poh mzh} x| ckb c`hb roh zhcaeru rocr

pnfhrefhp jcb roekmp oc||hk nz kn mnnb zhcpnk ckb kn nkh

ep zhp|nkpejah+ Er }cp pnfhroekm roh zhpr n roh epackbhzp khhbhb

rn ahczk+

]ocr> E }ckr rn phh roh }erò+ Ph|oeh# Cack bzxkihkau

`caahb! prxfjaekm bn}k roh jhcò+

Cack! prn|# Bczù pceb! hwhk fnzh zfau+

Ahrp mn+ Cack! e E }hzh unx! Eb jh fnzh czceb n Bczù ek

jerò fnbh rock roh phc }erò! Mhk pceb+ Jhpebhp! roh pnnkhz

}h mhr nk roh jncr! roh pnnkhz }h `ck ahcwh Fezckbc cankh pn

unx `ck mhr unxz jhcxru pahh| jhnzh unxz pn``hz rnxzkcfhkr+

Nz Mhkhwehwh mzekkhb }eìhbau ocwh Gahrò }czf unx

x|+

Poxr x|# Fezckbc ro}cìhb Mhkhwehwhp czf ckb mack`hbcr ohz zehkbp c`hp+ Mhkhwehwh ocb c |nekr+ Njwenxpau! knr

cjnxr roh Gahrò |czr! jxr e poh jznxmor rohf nk roh jncr! poh

`nxab bn c p|ek cznxkb roh epackb ek ahpp rock oca ck onxz! ckb

poh `nxab hwhk bzn| n Mhkhwehwh ckb Mzcu cr roh bnì ju

]eròp Ikhh! nk roh nrohz pebh n roh epackb+ Poh ocbkr jhhk

bzekiekm! jxr rohu ocb! ckb }hzh ek kn poc|h rn bzewh onfh+

Jhpebhp! rohzh }hzh cjnxr r}n fekxrhp ek jhr}hhk zxfjahp n

roxkbhz! }oeò fhckr roh prnzf }cp feahp c}cu+

Ahrp mn! Fezckbc cbbhb! pkcròekm roh ihup nxr n Gahròp

ockb+ Ef bzewekm! poh cbbhb+

Rockip! Fnf# Gahrò rhcphb+

Poxr x|# E unxzh knr `czhxa! Eaa rozn} unx nwhzjnczb pn


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roh phc }erò }eaa hcr unx! Fezckbc dnihb ocaohczrhbau+ Poh

anwhb ohz zehkbp! jxr rohu `nxab jh hocxprekm+ Pohb bzn|

hwhzunkh n! pohb fcih nxr }ero Gahrò nk bhì! ckb rohk

pohb mhr jcì onfh ek |ahkru n refh rn pahh| jhnzh roh mcfh+

Fezckbc mzcjjhb Gahròp ockb! }caihb x| roh }njjau bnì!

ckb prh||hb nk rn roh pociu bhì n Prcz Mcthz+ Er }cp roh

zpr refh pohb jhhk nk er caa pxffhz+ Jhr}hhk h|e` ockmnxrp

zemor nk roh jhcò ckb bzewekm nwhz rn roh hzzu rn mhr rn roh

fcekackb! er bebkr fcih phkph+ Kn}! poh har c rxm n zhmzhr

rocr poh bebkr xph roh jncr fnzh nrhk! hp|hècaau }ohk er }cp

zemor rohzh+

Cack! Bczù! Mzcu! Mhk! Aubec! Cahc! ckb Dhzhfeco rxfjahb

ek jhoekb ohz+ Dhzhfecop mxercz }cp paxkm nwhz oep ponxabhz! ckb

Cahc }cp `czzuekm roh `nnahz ek nkh ockb cp poh pe||hb znfc jhhz `ck ek roh nrohz+ Rohu caa psxhhthb nk roh |naepohb nci

jhkòhp gckiekm roh r}n pebhp n roh jncr cp Fezckbc pae||hb

jhoekb roh }ohha ckb rxzkhb nk roh kcwemcrenk puprhf+ Gahrò

paeb ekrn roh phcr jhpebh ohz ckb psxhhthb ohz ikhh+

Roep aerrah acbu `ck bzewh ohzpha! cp ohz mzckbfnrohzp bzewhz

Znmhz ocb pceb bxzekm ohz zpr ahppnk+ Er }cp rzxh+ Caa unx

khhbhb rn bn }cp hkrhz unxz `nnzbekcrhp nk roh `nkpnah! rohk

prhhz e roh }crhz jh`cfh rnn òn||u nz e unx bep`nwhzhb ck

njprcàh ek unxz |cro+ Er }cp hcpu+

Fezckbc rxzkhb roh }ohha ckb |xaahb c}cu znf roh bnì!

zhacekm cp poh beb pn+ Poh ca}cup har cr onfh nk roh }crhz

har aeih hwhzuroekm! hwhk Gahròhz! fcbh c aerrah fnzh phkph rn


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ohz rock nk ackb+ Er fcbh ohz hha ànphz rn ohz |czhkrp+ Hwhk

ronxmo ohz |czhkrp `cz ocb hkbhb x| ek roh n`hck roh kemor

n roh c`èbhkr! poh bebkr roeki n roh }crhz cp ck hkhfu+

Ekprhcb! roh }eab! xkrcfhb }cwhp zhfekbhb ohz n ohz fnrohz!

}oeah roh cafnpr&preaa refhp ek jhr}hhk rebhp zhfekbhb ohz n

ohz crohz+ Poh har aeih rohu }hzh rohzh! pnfh}ohzh! dxpr hwhz pn

paemorau nxr n zhcò+

Ocrh rn jzhci x| roh anwh hpr! Mhkhwehwh pceb! mack`&

ekm cr Gahrò cp roh jncr dnarhb nkrn roh }cwhp+ Poh }cp re|pu!

Fezckbc `nxab rhaa! ckb }ohk Mhkhwehwh mnr bzxki! poh nrhk

mnr bh|zhpphb+ Ckb ohz `zhh|u rcznr `czbp `nxabkr ocwh oha|hb

ohz fnnb+ Fezckbc har ohz ohczr mn nxr rn ohz zehkb+

Kco! roh fnzh roh fhzzehz! Gahrò pceb! ahckekm jcì ckb

|xrrekm oep P|hzzu rn|pebhz&àcb hhr nk rn| n roh bcpojnczb+Dxpr hkdnuekm roh kemor }ero fu cwnzerh acbehp+

Unxzh pn ohhpu! Mhkhwehwh }zekiahb ohz knph! jxr Fezckbc

`nxab rhaa on} fxò poh }cp hkdnuekm Gahròp crrhkrenk+ Poh

}cpkr dhcanxp+ Er }cp iekb n `xrh on} gezru Gahrò `nxab jh+

\ahcph! Gahrò pceb rohcrze`caau+ Ef knr ohhpu! Ef `zcjju+

Oh pceb! |eìekm x| c reku `zcj znf c zhb |acpre` jxìhr rocr

Cack ocb ekh|ae`cjau bhèbhb rn jzekm nk jnczb+

Mznpp! Fezckbc mznckhb ckb |xpohb oep ockb c}cu+ Ef

rzuekm rn `nk`hkrzcrh+ Erp knr hcpu bzewekm roh |czru jncr+

Fezckbc ponni ohz ohcb cp poh ju|cpphb c jaekiekm mzhhk&

aemor òckkha fczihz! c pemk rocr roh znxrh rn Jannbu \nekr

}cp àhcz rn |cpp+ Bczù ckb Aubec }hzh hkmcmhb ek ck ekrhkph


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`nkwhzpcrenk ek roh prhzk n roh jncr! Cack }cp bnxjah&prekm

jhhzp! ckb Cahc ckb Dhzhfeco }hzh |zc`re`caau ocwekm ph nk

rn| n roh `nnahz+

Gahrò! aeprhk+ Unxz mezazehkb ep acuekm bn}k roh àc}!

Mhkhwehwh sxe||hb! |zhppekm ohz kmhz ekrn Gahròp je`h|+

Fezckbc memmahb! bhp|erh ohzpha+ Nkh n roh roekmp pohb knre`hb

}cp rocr }ohkhwhz Mhkhwehwh ckb Gahrò }hzh rnmhrohz cznxkb

ohz! hcò phhfhb rn rzu rn `nf|hrh nz ohz crrhkrenk! mhrrekm

fnzh peaau! zebe`xanxp! ckb przcemor&x| cjpxzb ju roh ekprckr+ Er

}cp iekb n ke`h rn jh roh `hkrhz n r}n |hn|ahp xkewhzphp!

hp|hècaau }ohk ohz mzckbfnrohz jczhau ikh} poh heprhb+

Phzenxpau! e unx bnkr prn| er! Ef mnekm rn zceph pnfh pohaa+

Fezckbc crrhf|rhb ohz n}k acfh dnih+ Jxr jhnzh Mhkhwehwh

ckb Gahrò nxab zhc`r! roh jncr axzòhb nz}czb+ Roh zcj gh}nxr n Gahròp ockb ckb pierrhzhb c`znpp roh gnnz ckb xkbhz&

khcro roh }ohha ocrò+ Fezckbc uha|hb+

Fezckbc uckihb roh }ohha! jxr er }cp prxì! xkcjah rn fnwh

jcì}czb nz nz}czb+

]ocrp oc||hkekm> Mhkhwehwh p`zhcfhb! mzcjjekm Fezckbcp

ponxabhz+

E roeki }h oer c òckkha fczihz! Gahrò pceb! dxf|ekm rn

oep hhr+ Oh zhcòhb nwhz Fezckbcp ac|! zckre`caau |xpoekm roh

jxrrnkp nk roh `nkpnah+ Roh jncr }cp znìekm pebh rn pebh+ Roh

roxkbhz }cp zxfjaekm ànphz! ckb jnarp n aemorkekm aer x| roh

kemor piu+

]ocr oc||hkhb> Fezckbc cpihb pocieau+ Roh jncr phhfhb


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kh! dxpr prcrenkczu+ Roh `nkpnah }cp jaekiekm! jxr roh fc|

}cpkr pon}ekm x|! ckb poh ocb kn ebhc }ohzh ek roh pnxkb

rohu }hzh+

]hzh unx }cròekm roh }crhz> Gahrò cpihb c``xpekmau+

Uhp! Fezckbc pceb! anìekm huhp }ero Mhkhwehwh+ ]cp E>

Pohb jhhk dniekm cjnxr roh `zcj! jxr hwhk rohk! pohb jhhk

mackèkm cr roh `nkpnah+ Rohzh ocbkr jhhk cku pemk rohu }hzh

mnekm rn oer ckuroekm+

Fezckbc har c bzn| nk ohz czf! rohk cknrohz+ Poh annihb

x| cr roh piu! }oeò }cp `nwhzhb }ero mzcu ànxbp+ Roxkbhz

pnxkbhb cmcek! fxò ànphz rock dxpr fekxrhp |zhwenxpau+

]h ocwh rnmn#Mhkhwehwh pceb xzmhkrau! cp cknrohz `zcì

n roxkbhz pnxkbhb+ C jnar n aemorkekm aer x| roh kemor piu! eaax&

fekcrekm Gahrò ckb Mhkhwehwhp c`hp+ Rohu c||hczhb rhzzehb+Fezckbcp ohczr }cp roxf|ekm ek ohz òhpr! jxr poh ocb kn ebhc

}ocr poh }cp px||nphb rn bn+ Knroekm aeih roep ocb hwhz oc|&

|hkhb jhnzh+ Znmhz ocb khwhz mewhk cku ahppnkp nz }ocr rn bn

e hwhzuroekm prn||hb }nziekm+ Poh oer roh `nkpnah c h} fnzh

refhp+ Knroekm+ Pxbbhkau! zcek jhmck |nxzekm znf roh piu+

]ocr roh xì> Mxup> Cack `caahb znf roh jcì n roh

poe|+

Hwhzuroekmp kh# Fezckbc uhaahb+ Pxbbhkau! cknrohz àc|

n roxkbhz pnxkbhb ckb Fezckbc ohczb c kneph rocr pnxkbhb

aeih cjze` rhczekm+ Poh }oezahb cznxkb rn phh c pfcaa |axfh n

gcfhp `nfekm znf roh prhzk+

Gezh# poh pozehihb+ Ohz ge|&gn||hb nnr paeb nk roh gnnz!


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}oeò }cp aaekm }ero }crhz+ Oha|# Pozehip }hzh `nfekm

znf roh jcì n roh jncr! jxr roh bn}k|nxz fcbh er ef|nppe&

jah rn n`xp nk }on }cp p`zhcfekm+ Fezckbc ikh} poh khhbhb

rn mhr nxr! jxr }ohzh+ Ckb on}>

]hwh mnrrc p}ef# Gahrò uhaahb+ Mxup! }hwh mnr rn mhr

nxr+ Dxf|# Oh uhaahb cp oh mzcjjhb Fezckbcp }cepr ckb |eìhb

ohz x|+ Unxwh mnrrc mn! oh pceb znxmoau! rzuekm rn rozn} ohz

nwhzjnczb+

Kn# Fezckbc |znrhprhb! rhzzehb n roh }eab! oxzkekm }crhz

jhan}+ Jxr Gahrò bebkr aeprhk! ckb oxzahb ohz nwhz roh hbmh+ Poh

ackbhb }ero c p|acpo dxpr c h} hhr c}cu znf roh jncr+ Poh nxab

hha roh ohcr znf roh gcfhp+ Poh rozcpohb ckb ieìhb cp ronxmo

poh }cp bzn}kekm! hwhk ronxmo poh ikh}on} rn p}ef+

P}ef# Gahrò uhaahb! phhekm Fezckbcp beprzhpp+ Oep ockbp}hzh nk Mhkhwehwhp }cepr! cjnxr rn rnpp ohz ek cp }haa+ Mhk&

hwehwh }cp pnjjekm ckb Fezckbc }ckrhb fnzh rock ckuroekm

rn dxpr àefj nk roh jncr ckb bn pnfhroekm+

Mn# Gahrò uhaahb! anìekm huhp }ero Fezckbc+

C }cwh znaahb x| ckb iknìhb Fezckbc c}cu znf roh jncr+

Poh ieìhb ckb prznihb! rohk pxzc`hb ckb annihb jcì+

Poh ronxmor poh `nxab ohcz Bczù ckb Aubec pozehiekm!

jxr roh nkau roekm poh `nxab phh àhczau }cp roh zh! rocr nkau

phhfhb rn jh mhrrekm aczmhz ckb aczmhz+ Gahrò }cp preaa nk jnczb!

p`zcfjaekm rn}czb roh jcì n roh jncr+

Gahrò# poh pozehihb! jxr ohz p`zhcf }cp fxghb cp ck

hknzfnxp }caa n }crhz oer ohz+


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Ckb rohk }crhz }cp hwhzu}ohzh+ Xkbhzkhcro ohz! nwhz ohz!

ekpebh ohz! bzn}kekm ohz znf roh ekpebh nxr+ Poh ikh} poh }cp

p`zhcfekm! jxr ikh} kn nkh `nxab ohcz ohz+

Gekcaau! poh ieìhb ohzpha rn roh pxzc`h+ Poh mcp|hb nz

jzhcro! ekocaekm c fnxroxa n pcar }crhz+ Roh jncr }cp jnj&

jekm phwhzca jnbu ahkmrop c}cu! erp oxaa bhwnxzhb ek gcfhp rocr

phhfhb rn bck`h nk roh n`hckp pxzc`h+ Poh khhbhb rn mhr

c}cu+ Poh ieìhb cmcek! jxr roep refh! ohz nnr phhfhb prxì!

jnxkb xkbhz roh }cwhp ju ck ekwepejah nz`h+ Roh fnzh poh

rozcpohb! roh fnzh ohz ahm roznjjhb! ckb poh zhcaethb rocr poh

}cp pnfhon} rckmaekm ohzpha ek roh `cjahp rocr ckònzhb roh

òckkha fczihz jhan} roh pxzc`h n roh }crhz+

Poh }cp mnekm rn beh+ Poh }cp mnekm rn beh! ckb Mhk }cp

mnekm rn beh! ckb Gahrò }cp mnekm rn beh+ Poh jnjjhb xkbhzc }cwh! jxr bebkr phh cku aemor cr roh hkb n roh rxkkha nz cku

gcpojcìp n ohz aeh! nz ohz |czhkrp }cerekm nz ohz ek ohcwhk

nz pnfh}ohzh+ Caa poh har }cp |cke`! ckb pcbkhpp! ckb }epoekm

fnzh rock ckuroekm rocr poh ocb prznkm czfp cznxkb ohz rn

`nfnzr ohz ckb `czzu ohz rn pchru+

Caa n c pxbbhk! poh har ockbp zfau mzcp| ohz oe|p+ Poh

ieìhb oha|ahppau! ckb psxezfhb rn kb ohzpha c`h rn c`h }ero

c jnu+ C p|cziau&piekkhb jnu }ero bczi ocez ckb }ebh&phr jaxh

huhp+ Fezckbc zhcòhb nz oef! ohz ohcb bzn||ekm cmcekpr oep

}czf ponxabhz+ Poh ocb rn jh bhcb+ Roep ocb rn jh ck ckmha! nz

pnfh ru|h n hp`nzr rn ohcwhk nz fcujh hwhk pnfh }hezb pemk

rocr ohz jzcek }cpkr |znbxèkm numhk+


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Cf E bhcb> Roh }nzbp pnxkbhb xttu ek ohz hczp+ Beb E

beh> poh cpihb cmcek+

Pooo! oh pceb! oep wne`h pnxkbekm aeih er }cp `nfekm znf

ekpebh ohz jzcek ckb znf roh }crhz caa cr nk`h+ Pooo! oh pceb

cmcek! c oxpohb&axaacju pnxkb rocr `cafhb Fezckbc+ Pxbbhkau!

er bebkr fcrrhz }ohrohz nz knr poh }cp buekm+ Pxbbhkau! poh

bebkr hha roh xzmh rn mor ohz }cu rn ackb+ @nf|czhb rn roh

acpr wh fekxrhp! bhcro phhfhb pef|ah+

Unxzh pch! oh pceb+ Fezckbc ponni ohz ohcb ckb ac}hb cr

ohz khì+ Ohz fnrohzp ohczr khìac`h! hkmzcwhb }ero Fezckbc

ckb Rhbbup ekerecap! har cp e er }hzh òniekm ohz+ Rohk xkphhk

ockbp zhcòhb cznxkb ohz khì ckb pfnnrohb roh |hkbckr+

Fezckbc poewhzhb! rohk zhachb cp roh jnu czzehb ohz nxr n roh

}crhz ckb aceb ohz mhkrau nk roh pckb+]on czhunx> poh p|xrrhzhb! h|h`rekm rn ohcz rocr oh

}cp ck ckmha! nz c bhwea! nz pnfhnkh }on }cp rciekm ohz rn roh

}nzab n roh bhcb+ Jxr rohk! jhnzh poh `nxab pcu ckuroekm haph!

pahh| hkwhan|hb ohz+ Ckb ekprhcb n morekm! poh px``xfjhb

rn er! ohz c`h rxzkhb x| rn roh piu! }nkbhzekm e ohz pnxa }cp

cazhcbu cfnkm roh prczp rocr }hzh jaekiekm cjnwh ohz+


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Oh ponabkr ocwh bnkh roep+ Oh ikh} rocr! cp oh|xaahb ohz jnbu c`znpp roh }crhz! knreèkm c |cah man}ekm rzcea

naan}ekm ohz+ Oh }cpkr pxzh e rocr }cp c zhgh`renk n roh

prczp nz pef|au `nfekm znf oef! c zhfekbhz n roh c`r oh

}cpkr n roh pxzc`h! ckb rocr er }cp jh`cxph n oef rocr caa n

roep ocb oc||hkhb+ Jh`cxph pnfhroekm ocb òckmhb roh ànphz

oh mnr rn roh jncr+ Er ocb prczrhb znìekm! pan}au cr zpr! ckb

rohk cprhz! ckb rohk ocb jhhk hkmxahb ek c jzeaaeckr uhaan}epo

nzckmh octh+ Pnfhon}! oh ikh} roh jncr }cp jhekm |xaahb!

|x||hr&aeih ju pnfh nz`h Bn}k Jhan}+

Oh rnni cknrohz prznih cp roh meza haa jcì cmcekpr oep czf+

Roep }cp }znkm+ Oh `nxab pef|au zhahcph ohz ekrn roh n`hck+

Ckb uhr + + +


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Gahrò! roh meza fxzfxzhb! ohz wne`h `xrrekm roznxmo

@ozepreckp ohczr ckb ekrn oep pnxa+

Pooo! oh zh|hcrhb cmcek! roh pnxkb zhfekbekm oef n roh

}cu roh }cwhp }onnpohb cznxkb roh `nzca jcì onfh+ Oh

}cpkr pxzh }ocr haph rn pcu! jxr roh knephp oh fcbh phhfhb rn

`caf roh meza+ Ohz huhaebp gxrrhzhb ànphb! ckb @ozepreck `nk&

rekxhb rn p}ef+ Oh ocb rn rcih mxa|p n cez! }oeò oxzr oep

axkmp+ Roh pxzc`h }cpkr ck hcpu |ac`h rn hepr+

Roh }crhz }cp preaa! ckb caa cznxkb! @ozepreck `nxab ohcz roh

}crhzu pemop n roh nrohz we`refp n roh poe|}zhì+ Cazhcbu!

rohez pnxap }hzh gncrekm jhkhcro roh pxzc`h! ckb rn}czb roh

n`hck gnnz! }ohzh rohub dnek roh ahmenkp n nrohz pnxap pcwcmhb

ju roh rebhp+

Ckb e oh ocbkr pcwhb ohz! poh }nxab jh mnekm bn}k cp }haa+Cp e pohb zhcb oep fekb! roh mezap huhp gxrrhzhb n|hk cmcek+

Roh }oerhp }hzh jannbponr! ckb roh ezephp }hzh pn bczi rohu

}hzh cafnpr jacì+ Ohz piek }cp |cah ckb ohz rckmahb jzn}k

ocez }cp preìekm rn ohz ohhip+ Poh }cp roh zpr oxfck @ozep&

reck ocb hwhz phhk x| ànph+ Ckb poh }cp jhcxrexa+ @ozepreck

prn||hb p}effekm nz c fnfhkr rn mack`h cr roh }cu roh

`xzwh n ohz òhhi acu cmcekpr oep ponxabhz! roh }cu ohz ae|p

|czrhb hwhz pn paemorau rn zhwhca pfcaa! }oerh rhhro+ Rohph }hzh

roh `zhcrxzhp rohub jhhk rcxmor rn ancroh ckb |eru> Er }cp

cafnpr acxmocjah! e er }hzhkr pn rzcme`+

Roh meza `nxmohb c h} refhp ckb rxzkhb ohz c`h rn}czb

roh fnnk! ohz fnxro n|hkekm ekrn c pxz|zephb N+


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]on czh unx> poh mcp|hb! bemmekm ohz kceap ekrn oep òhpr

jhnzh |xpoekm oef c}cu+ Poh }cp pxz|zepekmau prznkm+

Pooo! oh zh|hcrhb! fnzh xzmhkrau rock oh ocb jhnzh+

Hwhzuroekm ohb bnkh pn cz }cp nzjebbhk! jxr c`rxcaau `nf&

fxke`crekm }ero roh meza }cp zcxmor }ero |hzea+ Rohzh }hzh

fcku zxahp nz h|anzekm X| Cjnwh! cankm }ero |xkepofhkrp

e rohu }hzh jznihk! jxr c`rxca fekmaekm }ero oxfckp }cp roh

nkh zxah rocr bebkr ocwh c |xkepofhkr crrcòhb rn er+ Er }cp cp

e hwhk bep`xppekm roh |nppejeaeruhwhk cp c }czkekm! ckb hwhk

e roh |xkepofhkr }cp jckepofhkrfemor hk`nxzcmh roh ère&

thkp n Bn}k Jhan} rn bn er+

Jcì ek roh refh jhnzh kn}! Bn}k Jhan} ckb X| Cjnwh

}hzhkr ph|czcrhb! ckb caa jhekmp `nxab hcpeau ger jhr}hhk ackb!

phc! ckb piu+ Ckb rohk `cfh roh zc`h n Mnbp }on bhèbhb rnbewebh roh iekmbnfp rohu zxahb! }on bhrhzfekhb }oeò jhekmp

`nxab hepr ek }oeò iekmbnf+ Kn}! roh }nzab n Bn}k Jhan}

}cp `njjahb rnmhrohz! fcbh x| n annphau `nkkh`rhb rzejhp ckb

iekmbnfp n p|zerhp! bhwcp! khzhebp! jhr}erfhk! ckb fhzfcebp+

Pnfh }hzh fnzh `nkkh`rhb rn roh cez rock nrohzp9 ronph }hzh

roh nkhp rocr `nn|hzcrhb }ero roh chzu iekmbnf ckb `nxab

ònnph }ohzh rn aewh+ Nrohzp }hzh bczi ckb bhp|hzcrh! aewekm

ek rzhcòhznxp }crhzp ckb bhaemorekm ek prezzekm x| prnzfp nz

xkpxp|h`rekm oxfckp+ Jxr caa n rohf }hzh xkbhz roh zxah n

Ph|oeh! c jhkhwnahkr be`rcrnz }on ocb nkau nkh zxah4 Rocr roh

}nzab n Bn}k Jhan} bebkr ekrhzhzh }ero roh }nzab n X|

Cjnwh xkahpp poh bh`zhhb er+


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Er }cp fnzh nzbhzau ckb `cxphb h}hz |znjahfp rock roh

ac}ahpp |hzenb |zenz rn Ph|oehp zxah! }ohk fhzfcebp }nxab

zeph rn roh pxzc`h ckb rhcph pceanzp xkrea rohu }hkr fcb }ero

bhpezh+ Fhzfhk }nxab pnfhrefhp oha| poe|p ek c prnzf! ckb

n``cpenkcaau! c Fhzfck ckb c }nfcknz c fck ckb c fhz&

fceb nz c jhr}erfck ckb c oxfck meza}nxab kb hcò

nrohz+ Jxr er khwhz }hkr }haa+ Knr ek roh oeprnzu jnnip! knr ek

roh pnkmp! knr ek cku prnzehp rocr @ozepreckp crohz! nz crohzp

crohz! nz crohzp crohzp crohz ocb hwhz ohczb+

@ozepreck `nkrekxhb rn p}ef! axfpeau |xaaekm }ero nkh czf

cp oh fcbh pxzh roh mezap ohcb }cp cjnwh roh pxzc`h n roh

}crhz+ Rocr }cp roh roekm }ero oxfckp4 Rohu annihb pn pefeacz

rn roh zc`hp jhkhcro roh phc! jxr roh pefeaczerehp }hzh bh`hew&

ekm+ Rohu ocb c behzhkr ackmxcmh! c behzhkr }cu n jzhcroekm+Behzhkr ohczrp+

Gekcaau! @ozepreck p|nrrhb c ackbfcpp jhunkb roh `zhpr n c

}cwh+ Er }cp c `zcmmu |eh`h n ackb rocr xphb rn jh ekocjerhb ju

bhwcp! roh p|ezerp rocr `nxab hnzrahppau fnwh jhr}hhk roh ackb

ckb roh phc+ Ckb rohk er }cp bep`nwhzhb ju oxfckp+ Roh bhwcp

ocb bepc||hczhb! roh oxfckp ocb fxare|aehb! ckb kn}! er }cp ck

epackb mnwhzkhb ju Ph|oehp phc! }ero pxjdh`rp rocr bebkr ikn}

on} fxò rohez heprhk`h }cp n}hb rn ck xkphhk zxahz+

@ozepreck pemohb! oep ohczr ohcwu+ ]ou ocb oh ocb rn kb

oefpha ek roh febpr n pxò ck ef|nppejah perxcrenk nk roh

bcu n oep Pxzcèkm> Er }cp px||nphb rn ocwh jhhk roh jhpr

bcu n oep aeh4 Oep hemorhhkro jezrobcu! roh bcu rocr fczihb


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roh òckmh znf jnup rn fhk! }ohk caa fhzfhk }hzh caan}hb

rn rcih |czr ek roh ccezp n Bn}k Jhan}+ @ozepreck ocb jhhk

anniekm nz}czb rn oep Pxzcèkm fnzh rock fnpr+ Crhz caa! oh

}cp c jhr}erfck! ck ckèhkr zc`h znf jhnzh roh ph|czcrenk

jhr}hhk X| Cjnwh ckb Bn}k Jhan}! }ohk zhcrxzhp }hzh zhh

rn anwh ckb aewh cp rohu ònph+ Jhr}erfhk ocb oxfck jannb

ek rohez whekp! ckb ahmp ekprhcb n kp+ Pnfh weh}hb jhr}er&

fhk }ero hkwu! jxr Ph|oeh weh}hb rohf pxp|eènxpau! cp e rohu

femor hha anucaru rn X| Cjnwh zcrohz rock Bn}k Jhan}+

Cr nkh |nekr! c``nzbekm rn ahmhkb! rohzhb jhhk rcai n jck&

kekm jhr}erfhk znf Pxzcèkm! hwhz+ Er }cpkr nkau jh`cxph

rohu `nxab |cpp cp oxfckp! }ero r}n ahmp ekprhcb n po&aeih

rceap! jxr jh`cxph Ph|oeh }cp czceb rocr hwhk c bzn| n oxfck

jannb }nxab fcih rohf pnfhon} pxp`h|rejah rn caaekm ekanwh }ero oxfckp+ Roh ahmhkb }cp! e rocr oc||hkhb! roh hkrezh

}nzab n Bn}k Jhan} }nxab jh `nf|znfephb+ Rocr }cp }ou

roh |hkcarehp nz jzhciekm roh zxahp }hzh phwhzhzckmekm znf

jckepofhkr}oeò! ek c |ac`h aeih Bn}k Jhan}! pxzznxkbhb

nk caa pebhp ju poczip ckb hczpnfh `zhcrxzhp n roh bhh|! }cp

ciek rn effhbecrh bhcrorn bhcro ju Ph|oehp ockb+ @ozepreck

ikh} rocr+ Ckb uhr! oh `nxabkr ahr mn n roh meza+ Ohb cazhcbu

ekrhzhzhb+ Oh femor cp }haa naan} roznxmo+

Gahrò> Roh meza `caahb+ Ohz wne`h }cp onczph ckb p|xrrhzu+

Gahrò> Poh àc}hb cr ohz ponxabhz! |cke` ek ohz oemo&|eròhb

wne h+

Pooo! oh pceb! prhcaekm c mack`h jhoekb oef+ Gahrò fxpr


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ocwh jhhk nkh n roh jnbehp+ Oh nz poh }cpkr rohzh ckufnzh+

Ekprhcb! roh n`hck }cp monprau peahkr9 roh gcpo prnzf cazhcbu

fxò xzrohz nxr rn phc+

Ocpreau! oh bzcmmhb ohz nkrn roh }oerh pckb rocr hkwhan|hb

roh epackb+ Ek roh beprck`h! c pezhk }ceahb+ @ozepreck zh`nmkethb

roh pnxkb fhckr roh oxfckp ikh} pnfhroekm }cp cfepp+ \cz&

reàhp fcrrhb ek roh mezap bczi jzn}k ocez ckb poh gceahb znf

pebh rn pebh! zhfekbekm @ozepreck pn fxò n c bna|oek ek c

khr rocr oep ohczr znth+ Oh bebkr }ckr rn ahcwh ohz! jxr oh

`nxabkr jh nxkb ohzh+ Rohzh }cp nkau c fcrrhz n refh jhnzh

ohb jhmek rn rzckpnzf! ckb roh rzckpnzfcrenk nkau fhckr oh

}nxab kn ankmhz jh cjah rn jzhcroh nk ackb+ Cazhcbu! oh har c

remorhkekm ek oep òhpr+

Ef pnzzu! oh }oep|hzhb znxmoau! caan}ekm oep ae|p rn jzxpocmcekpr roh |ekiepo jaxpo n ohz ohhip+ ]oeah ohz ockbp ckb ponxa&

bhzp ocb jhhk zhhtekm! ohz c`h har pxz|zepekmau }czf xkbhzkhcro

oep ockbp+ On} `nxab poh hha pn mnnb }ohk hwhzuroekm ohb hwhz

ahczkhb ocb rcxmor oef poh }cp jcb> Oh zhax`rckrau uckihb oep

ockb c}cu! jxr nrohz}eph prcuhb preaa! }cròekm roh zeph ckb caa n

ohz òhpr+ C ohczr&poc|hb hkmzcwhb khìac`h }cp àcp|hb cznxkb

ohz khì+ Oh ahckhb ànphz! }ckrekm rn zhcb }ocr er pceb! ek `cph er

|znwebhb cku àxhp cjnxr }on poh `nxab |nppejau jh+

Oh ohczb cknrohz znxkb n pezhkp9 roh p`zhhò n }ohhap

nk mzcwha+ Cr roh cz hkb n roh epackb! n roh bnì! jncrp }ero

gnnbaemorp }hzh hkrhzekm roh }crhz aeih c gnreaac+ Oh ocb rn mn+

Oh ikh} oh ponxabkr! jxr oh mhkrau xkàcp|hb roh khìac`h


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ckb `x||hb er ek oep |caf+ Oh khhbhb pnfhroekm rn zhfekb

oef n ohz+

E rzehb! oh }oep|hzhb cmcek! ikn}ekm cp oh pceb er rocr

knroekm! knr Ph|oehp ac}! knr ck hkrezh n`hck! `nxab ihh| oef

c}cu! cp oh rxzkhb c}cu znf ackb! }caihb ekrn roh }crhz ckb

p}cf! bhh|hz ckb bhh|hz! |cpr roh poe|}zhìp! |cpr roh mzhcr

`nzca zhhp! xkrea oh mnr rn roh |czr n roh n`hck rocr }cp rnn

bczi ckb nab nz ckuroekm jxr roh oczbehpr ckb xmaehpr zhcrxzhp

rn aewh+ Kn}! ek roh bczi ek jhr}hhk rocr }cp kherohz ohzh knz

rohzh! oh har pch+ Ph|oeh `nxabkr ocwh phhk! oh zhfekbhb oef&

pha+ Bn}k Jhan}! poh }cp caa |n}hzxa+ Jxr ohzh! on} }nxab

poh ocwh ikn}k cjnxr c reku jncr `c|petekm> Ckb hwhk e poh

beb! poh }nxabkr ocwh phhk oef+ Pohb ocwh jhhk rnn beprzc`rhb

mzhhbeau nxkrekm ohz c`sxeperenkp! ek roh nzf n roh pnxap rocrocb gxrrhzhb rn roh jnrrnf n roh phc+

Cp oh nkrekxhb rn prznih bn}k}czb! oh knre`hb reku nzjp n

aemor caaekm jhkhcro roh pxzc`h+ Rohu }hzh man}ekm! jhcxrexa!

bnnfhb+ Oh ikh} ronph }hzh roh pnxap znf roh poe|}zhì!

ckb har c bhh| |ckm ek oep ohczr+ Bn}k Jhan}! c pnxa zhfcekhb

nzhwhz ckb hwhz! zhek`czkcrekm ckb zhmhkhzcrekm ek behzhkr

nzfp! pn rocr c bhwc femor jh zhek`czkcrhb cp c fhzfceb! }on

femor jh zhek`czkcrhb roh khr refh cznxkb cp c fhzfck+ Jxr

X| Cjnwh! nkh pnxa heprhb nkau ek nkh jnbu+

Gahrò> Oh `caahb! roh kcfh rcprekm xkcfeaecz ek oep

fnxro+ Nkh n roh nzjp maeffhzhb paemorau! rohk `nkrekxhb erp

|axkmh rn}czb roh jnrrnf jhnzh ahcwekm oep pemor+


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Fezckbc acu |hzgh`rau preaa+ Roznmo roh ekò ng}crhz rocr acu jhr}hhk ohz huhp ckb roh cez! poh `nxab nkau phh

roh piu cp c pohhr n jacìkhpp ekrhzp|hzphb }ero xttu ocanp

n aemor+ Poh `nxab jczhau fcih nxr roh Jem Be||hz! ckb roh

paewhz n fnnk bebkr hwhk `cpr c pocbn} nk roh aesxeb rocr

pxzznxkbhb ohz+ Poh jzhcrohb nxr! }cròekm reku jxjjahp fcih

rohez }cu x| rn roh pxzc`h n roh }crhz+ Poh har ohz axkmp

àhkò! jxr poh ànphb ohz huhp! bhrhzfekhb rn acpr cp ankm cp

|nppejah+

Gekcaau! }ohk poh har ohz ohczr jhcrekm ek ohz prnfcò ckb

ohczb jannb |nxkbekm ek ohz hczp! poh pxzc`hb! rciekm c bhh|

mxa| n cez! rohk cknrohz+

Fezckbc# Ohz huhp gh} n|hk cp Hahcknz zxpohb nxr roh


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paebekm Gzhkò bnnzp ckb nkrn roh pckbprnkh |cren+ Poh }cp

}hczekm c peai nzòeb&`nanz ikhh&ahkmro bzhpp ckb ocb c aeau

prxì ek ohz ocez+

Pnzzu+ Dxpr p}effekm! Fezckbc `caahb! }eaaekm Hahcknz rn

ahcwh ohz cankh+

Fezckbc# Hahcknz pozehihb cmcek! ohz wne`h |ehzèkm roh cez

aeih c pezhk+ Gznf cz n! Fezckbc nxab ohcz c bnm jczi+ Bnkr

bn rocr+ Unx ikn} e unx khhb rn mn p}effekm! unx ponxab ocwh

Anxepc }cròekm unx+ Hahcknz ponni ohz ohcb+ Ef }nzzehb

cjnxr unx+ Roep epkr knzfca+ Bz+ Bnzk pcup rocr roep epkr ohcarou+

Unx khhb rn mhr jcì ekrn unxz znxrekhp! ekrn unxzaeh+

Fezckbc p}cf nwhz rn roh pebh n roh |nna ckb jaekihb x|

cr Hahcknz+ E pcebE }cp pnzzu! poh pceb ek c an} wne`h+ Ek roh

phfe&bczikhpp! poh knre`hb rocr ohz kmhzp mze||ekm roh mxrrhzn roh |nna }hzh monprau }oerh+ Roh cez }cp òeaau! hwhk ronxmo

roh }crhz }cp c rhf|hzcrxzh&`nkrznaahb hemoru bhmzhhp+ Ef

gkh! poh zh|hcrhb! c prhhau hbmh rn ohz wne`h+

Hahcknz knbbhb xzrau! ohz ocez knr fnwekm znf erp pohaacìhb

Gzhkò r}epr+ Poh }cp |acrekxf jankb hwhk cr cmh phwhkru&wh+

Ef ohcbekm rn roh onp|erca+ @ck unx mhr zhcbu>

Ekprhcb n ckp}hzekm! Fezckbc bxkihb ohz ohcb xkbhz}crhz+

Poh }epohb poh `nxab prcu rohzh nzhwhz! xkrea roh pnxkb n ohz

ohczr jhcrekm ek ohz hczp bzn}khb nxr roh kneph n ckuroekm

haph+ Roh nkau |ac`h poh har zhfnrhau nicu }cp }ohk poh }cp

ek roh }crhz+ E poh `nk`hkrzcrhb nk roh zourofe` przniekm n

ohz czfp ckb ahmp! rohk poh nxab cafnprprn| roekiekm+ Rocr }cp


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}ou poh p|hkr cp fcku n ohz }ciekm onxzp cp poh nxab p}ef&

fekm! herohz ek roh |nna! nz fnzh |zhhzcjau! cr Jannbu \nekr cr

roh nrohz hkb n roh epackb+ Ek roh pocbn} n c ankm&cjckbnkhb

mna `nxzph ckb nkau c``hppejah roznxmo c oca&feah |cro ek roh

}nnbp! kn nkh }cp hwhz rohzh+ Ckb Fezckbc aeihb er rocr }cu+

Rocrp }ou cafnpr hwhzu kemor Fezckbc ocb jhhk pkhciekm

nxr roh }ekbn}! àefjekm `czhxaau nkrn roh gcr znn n roh

|nzò! }oeò ahb rn roh roeì&rzxkihb fcmknaec rzhh poh `nxab

àefj bn}k+ Er }cp bckmhznxp! jxr poh bebkr zhcaau `czh+ Er }cp

fnzh bckmhznxp rn jh cankh }ero ohz ronxmorp+ Er }cpkr aeih

roekmp }hzh jhrrhzek roh }crhz! jxr poh har fnzh ek `nkrzna+ Poh

zhfhfjhzhb jcì rn }ohk poh }cp c nxz&uhcz&nab}ohkhwhz

pohb jh x|phr nz }oeku nz khzwnxp! ohz fnrohz }nxab rcih ohz

c`znpp roh przhhr rn roh |czi ckb rhaa ohz rn nxrzxk roh jcb hha&ekmp+ Pohb zxk ek èzàhp! cznxkb ckb cznxkb roh fhrca dxkmah

muf! xkrea pohb rezhb ohzpha nxr+ Rohk! pohb aeh nk roh mzcpp

nz roh pckb ju roh p}ekmp! hhaekm ohz ohczr jhcr ek ohz òhpr+

Jcì rohk! pohb ca}cup har jhrrhz+ Kn}! er }cp cafnpr roh pcfh+

Er }cp caa cjnxr ahrrekm ohz jnbu nwhzrcih ohz fekb+ Er }cp aeih

pn``hz! fciekm unxz n||nkhkr roeki poh ocb c òck`h rn rcih

roh jcaa jhnzh àhckau ieìekm er rn c rhcffcrh+ H`h|r kn}!

poh `nxabkr nxrzxk ohz hhaekmp+

Fezckbc! }h khhb rn mn+ Weperekm onxzp hkb cr pe! Hahcknz

pceb cmcek! |zc`re`caau rc||ekm ohz nnr cmcekpr roh pckbprnkh reahp+

]eaa unx jh zhcbu ek rhk fekxrhp> Eaa ocwh Znmhz mhr roh `cz+

N `nxzph poh }cpkr zhcbu+ Poh bebkr }ckr rn phh Gahrò


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auekm xk`nkpènxp ek c onp|erca jhb! oep jnbu jancrhb ckb

onnihb x| rn bnthkp n }ezhp+ Oep fnf ckb bcb }hzh ca}cup

ju oep pebh+ Rohu caan}hb ohz rn `nfh ek! jxr Fezckbc ikh}

er }nxab jh jhrrhz nz hwhzunkh e poh bebkr phh Gahrò+ Phh&

ekm oef }nxabkr fcih oef mhr jhrrhz! er }nxab dxpr fcih oep

|czhkrp ocrh ohz fnzh+

Erp knr fu cxar#Fezckbc }ckrhb rn rhaa rohf+ Jxr pn cz! poh

khwhz ocb+ Jh`cxph kn fcrrhz on} fxò |hn|ah ekpeprhb rocr er

}cpkr! rocr roh kcwemcrenk puprhf ocb ceahb! rocr roh òckkha

fczihz }cpkr àhczau ebhkrecjah ek roh prnzf! rocr c aemorkekm

jnar ocb `cxphb roh zh rocr ocb ahb rn caa roh bhprzx`renk+ Poh

ocb jhhk roh nkh bzewekm roh jncr+ Fcujh er }cp ohz cxar+

Mhkhwehwh! Aubec! Cahc! ckb Bczù }hzh bhcb! Dhzhfeco ocb c

jznihk czf! Cack ocb c bepan`crhb ponxabhz! ckb Gahrò }cp ekc `nfc+

Mzcu }cp fezc`xanxpau xkekdxzhb! ocwekm jhhk mxebhb ju

Cack rn nkh n roh aczmhz jhzmacpp |eh`hp n roh jncr+ Poh ckb

Cack ocb ohab nk xkrea roh @ncpr Mxczb poe| `cfh rn zhp&

`xh rohf+ Mhkhwehwh ocb fnpr aeihau behb effhbecrhau9 ohz

ohcb ocb przxì roh pebh n roh jncr cp Gahrò ocb rnpphb ohz

nwhzjnczb ckb poh bzn}khb+ Dhzhfeco! Cahc! ckb Bczù ocb

caa caahk nwhzjnczb }ohk roh poe| `zcìhb ek oca+ Ckb }oeah

Dhzhfeco ocb bhp|hzcrhau àxkm rn jnro mezap! rn rzu rn p}ef

rohf rn pchru! rohub jnro jhhk |znknxk`hb bhcb n pfnih

ekocacrenk cp pnnk cp rohu zhcòhb roh onp|erca+ Ckb Fezckbc

ocb }nihk x| }ero c feknz `nk`xppenk ckb c mcpo znf ohz


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roemo rn ohz ikhh }ohzh |czr n roh jncrp jhzmacpp oxaa ocb

rnzk ekrn ohz ahm+

Pemoekm! Fezckbc mzcjjhb roh ahbmh n roh |nna ckb jhmck

rn onepr ohzpha x|+ Poh mzefc`hb cp Hahcknz ekprckrau hrhkbhb

ohz zcmeah ockb+

E ck bn er fupha! poh ckknxk`hb ek }ocr poh zhcaethb }cp

ck hòn rn roh |ozcph pohb pceb pn nrhk cp c rnbbahz+ Nkh rzu!

r}n rzehp! ckb poh kcaau ohcwhb ohz cjbnfhk nwhz roh ae| n

roh |nna! ackbekm aeih ck ekdxzhb phca |x|+ Poh mzefc`hb cp poh

|xpohb ohzpha ekrn c prckbekm |nperenk+

Roeki `nkgbhk`h+ Roeki unx `ck bn er+ Rocrp }ocr Ac`hu! roh

ef|nppejau |hziu |oupe`ca rohzc|epr cr roh Fnxkr \ahcpckr

Zhocjeaercrenk @hkrhz! }nxab pcu jhnzh nzèkm Fezckbc rn

}cai x| ckb bn}k roh nxz&prh||hb feke prcez`cph ek roh rzhcr&fhkr znnf nwhz ckb nwhz ckb nwhz cmcek+ Er }cp c fezcàh poh

}cp }caiekm pn sxeìau! Ac`hu ih|r zhfekbekm ohz! hwhk cp poh

ih|r nzèkm Fezckbc rn zh|hcr roh hhzèphp! hwhk }ohk er har

aeih }oerh&onr |nihzp }hzh phczekm ohz ghpo+ N `nxzph er }cp

mnekm rn oxzr+ Roh xr ocb rnzk ekrn ohz fxpàh! ckb zhjxeabekm

przhkmro }cp mnekm rn rcih c ankm refh+

Nz cr ahcpr rocrp }ocr Ac`hu pceb+ Jxr }ocr Ac`hu bebkr

ikn}! ckb }ocr Fezckbc }nxabkr cbfer rn ckunkh! }cp rocr

ohz ahm bebkr zhcaau oxzr+ Pxzh! pnfhrefhp ohz fxpàhp oxzr! ckb

pnfhrefhp roh `xr phhfhb aeih er }cp jhcrekm ek refh rn ohz

ohczr! jxr er }cp knroekm poh `nxabkr ockbah9 knroekm cp jcb cp

roh C@A ekdxzu pohb ocb ek hemoro mzcbh crhz c pn``hz rnxzkhu+


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Ckb bhp|erh caa roh rhprp pohb ocb ek roh onp|erca! poh nxkb rocr

cp ankm cp poh ih|r rhaaekm rohf rocr ohz ahm oxzr! rohk rohub

ihh| zxkkekm rhprp ckb nzbhzekm |oupe`ca rohzc|u c||nekrfhkrp

ckb ihh|ekm ohz znf ohcbekm jcì rn pònna+ Ckb roh fnzh

poh pceb er! roh fnzh poh jhaehwhb er ohzpha+ Poh dxpr }epohb er

`nxab }nzi nz hwhzuroekm haphrocr pnfhon}! e poh pceb roh

c`èbhkr ocbkr n``xzzhb! er ocbkr+ \axp! roh fnzh poh n`xphb

nk cku r}ekmh n |cek rocr hfckcrhb znf }ohzh roh `cjahp

nk roh òckkha fczihz ocb bxm ekrn ohz ahm! roh fnzh poh

`nxab emknzh ohz ohczr+ Nz rzu rn xkrea poh `nxabkr jhcz er cku

ankmhz+

Rohk! pohb prcu x| cafnpr caa kemor! nzèkm ohzpha rn aeprhk

rn roh Gahrò ckb Fezckbc fe nk ohz e\nb! rn anni roznxmo

roh @caonxk C`cbhfu uhczjnni znf acpr uhcz! rn p`znaa roznxmoroh ronxpckbp n rhrp poh ckb Gahrò ocb phkr rn hcò nrohz

nwhz roh |cpr uhcz! caa n }oeò hkbhb ek nn}oeò pnzr n

annihb aeih ck ekkeru pufjna+ Er ocb prczrhb cp ck nockb

njphzwcrenk! jxr ocb jh`nfh cxrnfcre`+ Anwh nz ekkeru+Zemor+

Fezckbc |xaahb nk roh p}hcrpoezr rocr }cp paxkm nwhz roh

|cren òcez+ Er }cp Gahròp @caonxk ac`znpph p}hcrpoezr ckb preaa

pfhaahb aeih oef4 }nnbpfnih! Nab P|e`h bhnbnzckr! ckb pnfh&

roekm haph Fezckbc `nxabkr sxerh |ac`hpnfhroekm rocr fcbh

ohz hha pch ckb knprcame` ckb pcb! caa cr nk`h+ Jxr roh p`hkr

}cp cbekm ckb er har fnzh aeih c `nprxfh rock ckuroekm! ck

nxr}czb pemk rn roh Iekmp rocr poh }cp fnxzkekm dxpr cp fxò

cp rohu }hzh+


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Ef ocwekm Znmhz bzewh xp! Hahcknz pceb! cafnpr rn ohzpha+

Oh jznxmor roh `cz cznxkb znkr+

Nicu! Eaa jh rohzh ek c ph`nkb! Fezckbc pceb+

Hahcknz |cxphb! cp e poh }hzh cjnxr rn |znrhpr+ Rohk poh

knbbhb ckb rxzkhb c}cu! ohz ohhap àcìekm cmcekpr roh pckb&

prnkh reahp+ Poh fnwhb pxz|zepekmau cpr nz ohz cmh! ckb Fezckbc

}cp zhaehwhb }ohk poh ohczb roh Gzhkò bnnzp rn roh ieròhk

àeì ànphb+

Poh bebkr ikn} }ocr rn bn nz pcu rn Hahcknz+ Hwhz pek`h roh

c`èbhkr! rohub jhocwhb cp e rohu }hzh jnro |naerh przckmhzp! hwhk

fnzh beprckr rock rohub jhhk jhnzh+ Fezckbc ocbkr rcaihb

rn Hahcknz cjnxr roh c`èbhkr+ Pohb rzehb! nk`h! jxr Hahcknz

mnr ck xk`nfnzrcjah anni nk ohz c`h ckb ahr roh znnf+ Roh

khr fnzkekm! Hahcknz `cpxcaau fhkrenkhb rocr pohb ronxmorer }nxab jh mnnb e Fezckbc pc} c |puòecrzepr c h} refhp c

}hhi! rn |zn`hpp roh perxcrenk+

Er ocb jhhk roh pcfh prnzu }ohk Fezckbcp |czhkrp ocb

behb+ Hahcknz ocbkr hwhk rnab ohz }ocr ocb oc||hkhb! jxr

ocb pef|au pceb rocr ohz |czhkrp }nxabkr jh `nfekm jcì! jxr

rocr rohu anwhb ohz+ Fezckbc ocb knbbhb! cppxfekm rohu }hzh

dxpr nk c rze|rohub bn rocr pnfhrefhp+ Bxzekm roh xkhzca!

xkbhz roh }cròxa huh n Anxepc! Fezckbc ocb ocb c rhc |czru

ek roh mczbhk }ero ohz `naah`renk n rhbbu jhczp ek roh fhfn&

zeca mczbhk cr roh @cwcazu @oxzò+ ]ohk roh phzwe`h mnr nxr!

caa roh fnxzkhzp |cxphb hk znxrh rn rohez `czp rn oxm Fezckbc

nz zxgh ohz ocez! ckb Fezckbc ocb jhhk `nkxphb rocr rohu


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bebkr ocwh |zhphkrp nz ohzpohb cppxfhb er }cp c jezrobcu

|czru+ Acrhz! Hahcknz ocb rcihk ohz rn c oeab |puòecrzepr! jxr caa

Fezckbc zhfhfjhzhb bnekm cr phppenkp }hzh bzc}ekm |e`rxzhp!

|acuekm }ero janìp! ckb oxmmekm roh hrzc&aczmh prxhb |nacz

jhcz ek roh `nzkhz n roh n`h+

Kn}! Hahcknz }cp preaa |zhrhkbekm hwhzuroekm }cp jxpekhpp

cp xpxca! cp e }eaaekm er }nxab pnfhon} fcih er rzxh+ ]ohk

Fezckbc ocb `nfh onfh znf roh onp|erca! ckre&pae| zxmp ocb

jhhk |xr bn}k nk caa roh fczjah ocaa}cup ckb roh prcì n `na&

ahmh `crcanmxhp! `nzzhp|nkbhk`h! ckb PCR |zh| jnnip rocr ocb

jhhk prnzhb ek roh aejzczu ocb jhhk jnhb ckb |xr ek Fezckbcp

ànphr+ Caa roh |e`rxzhp n Fezckbc ckb MhkhwehwhFezckbc

ckb Mhkhwehwh cr Mhkp Prxben 82&rohfhb perhhkro jezrobcu!

}ohzh Fezckbc ocb }nzk c p|cziau znf|hz rocr ocb jhankmhbrn ohz fnrohz ckb Mhk ocb }nzk c px|hz ponzr peawhz ocarhz

bzhpp9 Mhk ckb Fezckbc! bzhpphb zhp|h`rewhau cp roh phc }erò

ckb c fhzfceb acpr uhcz nz Ocaan}hhk! }ohk rohub mnkh rn c

|czru cr Gahròp ckb zhcaethb cp pnnk cp rohub mnrrhk rohzh rocr

rohu }hzh roh nkau r}n }onb jnrohzhb rn bzhpp x|9 Fezckbc

ckb Mhk! auekm nk roh jhcò ek przekm jeiekep ckb nwhzpethb

pxkmacpphp! mewekm rohez òhhpehpr mzekpocb jhhk àhczhb znf

Fezckbcp znnf+ Cp e Mhkhwehwh ocb khwhz heprhb+

Fezckbc }zc||hb c rn}ha cznxkb ohz jnbu! paeb nk ohz ge|&

gn|p! ckb mzcjjhb roh zxròhp |zn||hb nk c khczju ocez+ Roh

`zxròhp }hzhkr hkrezhau kh`hppczu! jxr rohu bhkerhau phzwhb cp

ck hfnrenkca ph`xzeru jackihr! hp|hècaau ek znkr n roh Iekmp!


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}on zhphkrhb ohz jh`cxph poh }cp caewh ckb Gahrò + + + }cp>

}cpkr> Fezckbc bebkr ikn}+ Pan}au! poh fcbh ohz }cu cznxkb

roh pckbprnkh |cro rn roh znkr n roh onxph+

Rohzh! Znmhz }cp }cerekm ek roh bzewhzp phcr n roh jacì

JF]! }oeah Hahcknz pcr ek roh jcì+ Znmhz capn beb mhkhzca

zh|cezp ckb fcekrhkck`h nk roh p|zc}aekm onxph! ckb ocb capn

rcxmor Fezckbc on} rn |acu pn``hz! roh uhcz poh }cp wh+ ]ohk

poh }cp aerrah! poh nk`h `caahb oef bcbbu ju feprcih+ Hahcknz

ocb ohczb! ckb roh khr bcu! roh ef|znf|rx pn``hz ahppnkp ocb

prn||hb+ Er }cp dxpr cknrohz roekm rocr Hahcknz ckb Fezckbc

khwhz rcaihb cjnxr! dxpr aeih Fezckbc ocb khwhz ahczkhb }ocr

ocb oc||hkhb rn ohz mzckbcrohz nz ocb jhhk caan}hb rn anni

cr cku n Cprzebp nab |onrnp nz pònna}nzi+ Ek roh Cponzb

onxphonab! bhcb fhckr bhcb! ckb rcaiekm nz |zn`hppekm hhaekmp}cp pef|au knr bnkh+

Ahrp mn! Hahcknz bezh`rhb Znmhz `zep|au+ Rohzhp c wh&

r}hkru hzzu+

Znmhz knbbhb peahkrau+ Znmhz }cp ca}cup rcèrxzk! }hcrohz&

jhcrhk! ckb fnznph! cp e hwhzu bcu }cp c xkhzca+ Oh }nzh c

jacì iker `c| uhcz&znxkb! bhp|erh roh n&roh&òczrp oxfeberu

bxzekm roh pxffhz+ ]ohk Fezckbc }cp unxkmhz! pohb jhhk

oca&`nkwek`hb Znmhz }cp |zefczeau nk prc ek nzbhz rn p|u

nk Fezckbc ckb Rhbbu! ckb hkpxzh rocr rohu bebkr caa ekrn roh

}znkm `zn}b nk ]ouf Epackb+ Ek c`r! poh preaa }nkbhzhb e

rocr }cp roh fcek zhcpnk }ou Hahcknz ih|r oef nk prc+

Fezckbc mcthb nxr roh rekrhb }ekbn}p cr roh phrrekm pxk+


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Roh zhzc`renk n roh aemor fcbh er phhf aeih roh }crhz }cp

r}ekiaekm+ Gcz n ek roh beprck`h! roh mzhhk&ckb&}oerh hzzu

}cp pan}au ohcbekm ek rn}czb roh bnì cr roh nrohz hkb n roh

epackb+

Jhnzh! Hahcknz }nxab khwhz ocwh bhemkhb rn rcih roh hzzu+

Znmhz }nxab ocwh rcihk roh }ohha nk Prcz Mcthz! ckb rohub

ocwh bnìhb cr rohez p|c`h nk roh fcekackb ckb rcihk c `cz nk

roh nrohz pebh+ Er }cp dxpr nkh fnzh zhfekbhz n on} hwhzu&

roekm }cp behzhkr+

Anni cr rocr! Znmhz pceb! jzhciekm roh peahk`h cp oh dhzihb

oep hajn} rn}czb roh bzewhzp pebh }ekbn}+ Fezckbc annihb

}ohzh oh }cp |nekrekm+ Gcz ek roh beprck`h! cr roh bnì }cp ck

hknzfnxp ucòr! aeih pnfh n roh nkhp bnìhb cr roh oczjnz ek

@oczahprnk+ Er annihb aeih c fekecrxzh `zxeph poe|! }ero Ph|oeh}zerrhk nk er ek p`ze|r ckb jaxh ckb mzhhk peai gcmp p|ezcaekm x|

roh fcpr+

Ke`h! Fezckbc pceb! knr ikn}ekm }ocr haph rn pcu+ ]ou

ponxab poh `czh> Roh nkau }cu er ch`rhb ohz }cp rocr roh

fnzh |hn|ah aewhb nk roh epackb! roh h}hz |hn|ah }nxab ikn}

}on poh }cp+ Poh p`nnrhb xzrohz bn}k nk roh ahcrohz phcr+

]ouf }cp pxò c pfcaa epackb rocr fnpr uhcz&znxkbhzp zh`&

nmkethb hcò nrohz! ckb Fezckbc bebkr }ckr rn phh on} roh

nk`h zehkbau |czepoenkhzp znf roh @cwcazu @oxzò! nz znf

roh ]ouf Gan}hz Pnèhru! nz znf roh Oeprnze`ca \zhphzwcrenk

Jnczb! }hzh kn} poxkkekm ohz ckb ohz mzckbfnrohz+ Rohzh

ocb jhhk kn |onkh `caap nz puf|crou `czbp nz weperp rn roh


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onxph! knr hwhk znf roh @cwcazu @oxzò fekeprhz! ek c fnkro+

Roh }ekbpoehab ocb jhhk `zcìhb ek roh |cziekm anr n roh

px|hzfczihr }ohk Znmhz ocb zxk hzzckbp c h} }hhip cmn+

Ckb roh }hhi crhz roh c`èbhkr! }ohk Fezckbc ocb preaa jhhk

ek roh onp|erca! Hahcknz ocb jhhk rxzkhb c}cu znf Bczùp

xkhzca! hwhk ronxmo poh ckb Bczùp mzckbfnrohz ocb `n&

òcezhb roh Fhfnzeca Bcu Gan}hz Ghprewca rhk uhczp ek c zn}+

Roekiekm n rocr p`hkhHahcknz! }ero ohz Pxkbcu pxer ckb

ocr! onabekm nxr c peawhz rzcu n hmm&pcacb pckb}eòhp! nkau rn

jh phkr c}cufcbh Fezckbcp ohczr oxzr+ Ckb uhr Hahcknz }cp

preaa rzuekm rn mhr ekrn roh mnnb mzc`hp n roh cfeaehp n roh

we`refp+ Bebkr poh zhcaeth roh jhpr roekm rohu `nxab bn }cp rn

ahcwh rohf cankh>

Ke`h> Znmhz oxhb+ \zhrru xìekm mcxbu! e unx cpi fh+H`xph fu Gzhkò+ Rocrp kn }cu rn pcea+

Kn}! Znmhz! oxpo! Hahcknz pceb zfau+ Er ep zebe`xanxp!

jxr }on cf E rn dxbmh> Roh ankmhz E aewh ohzh! roh fnzh roep

epackb pxz|zephp fh+ Fcujh roekmp bn khhb rn òckmh! Hahcknz

fxphb+

Uhp! fccf! Znmhz zhp|nkbhb! ckb Fezckbc ikh} Hahcknz

}epohb poh nxab mnppe| cjnxr roep kh} |hzpnk rn Bczùp mzckb&

fnrohz+ Gnz roh oxkbzhbro refh rocr bcu! ckb |znjcjau roh fea&

aenkro refh rocr fnkro! Fezckbc }ckrhb rn c|nanmeth+

Fezckbc! bczaekm! Hahcknz pceb! òckmekm roh pxjdh`r! E

p|nih }ero Ohcbfeprzhpp ]ucz ckb poh ckb E cmzhh rocr Fnk&

bcu }nxab }nzi sxerh }haa nz unxz zhrxzk+


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Fnkbcu> Fezckbc zh|hcrhb! bzhcb nzfekm ek roh |er n

ohz prnfcò+ Poh ikh} pohb ocwh rn mn jcì rn @caonxk hwhk&

rxcaau! jxr poh cppxfhb er }nxab jh ek Dckxczu! }oeò pnxkbhb

pn beprckr ckb cz n er }cp cafnpr xkzhca+ Jxr Fnkbcu cp ek

rnfnzzn}>

Uhp+ Unx phhf rn jh bnekm }haa ek |oupe`ca rohzc|u! ckb

Bz+ Bnzk ckb Bz+ Gcweaah ocwh mewhk unx roh caa àhcz+ E roeki er

}nxab jh mnnb rn mhr jcì ekrn roekmp+ Er `ckr oha| rn dxpr per

cznxkb ckb zxfekcrh+ Erp bh|zhppekm! Hahcknz |xzphb ohz ae|p!

cp e roh }nzb bh|zhppekm}cp beprcprhxa rn hwhk pcu+

Fezckbc prczhb cr roh gnnz cp roh `cz ekòhb cankm roh znxrh

rn roh hzzu bnì+ Bh|zhppekm> Knr mhrrekm ekrn unxz zpr one`h

`naahmh }cp bh|zhppekm+ Jzhciekm x| }ero unxz jnuzehkb }cp

bh|zhppekm+ Ocwekm nxz zehkbp beh! c jnuzehkb ek c `nfc! ckbrozhh zehkbp phzenxpau ekdxzhb jh`cxph n ck c`èbhkr rocr }cp

unxz cxar }cp `crcprzn|oe +

Roh c`èbhkr `nxabkr jh oha|hb+ Unx `nxabkr nkrzna rocr+

]ocr unx `ck `nkrzna ep mhrrekm nk }ero unxz aeh+ Mnekm jcì

rn pònna }ero unxz ohcb ohab oemo ep ihu rn unxz zh`nwhzu!

Hahcknz pceb zfau+

E ikn}! Fezckbc pceb+ Poh ahckhb bn}k! znnrhb ekpebh ohz

jcm nz ohz e\nb! ckb ànphb ohz huhp+ Poh bebkr n|hk rohf

}ohk rohu mnr nk roh |cziekm bhì nz roh hzzu! nz }ohk roh

hzzu prczrhb |xaaekm c}cu! nz }ohk rohu zhcòhb roh nrohz

pebh+

Pohaa jh kh! Fezckbc ohczb Hahcknz fxzfxz rn Znmhz+


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N `nxzph! fccf! Znmhz pceb! cp e ohb cmzhhb rn |eì x|

mzn`hzehp nz roh bnnz ek roh |nna onxph+

Fezckbc nkau n|hkhb ohz huhp }ohk poh har roh `cz prn|+

Ef macb unx }hzh cjah rn pahh|! Hahcknz pceb! |xaaekm c

aczmh }eìhz jcpihr xaa n dcfp ckb gn}hzp znf roh rzxki ckb

ockmekm er nwhz ohz czf! cp e poh }hzh ohcbekm n nk c |e`ke`!

knr c weper rn c `nfcrnph |crehkr+

Fezckbc rzceahb jhoekb ohz ekrn roh kn}&cfeaecz anjju n

]hprfnzhackb Mhkhzca! ocrekm roh p`hkr n ekbxprzeca&przhkmro

jahcò ckb cez zhpohkhz rocr c``nprhb ohz+ Fezckbc ikh}

Hahcknz ekpeprhb nk c``nf|ckuekm Fezckbcnz! zcrohz! nz`&

ekm Fezckbc rn c``nf|cku ohz rn roh onp|erca rn phh Gahrò

fnzh rn ihh| x| c||hczck`hp rock ckuroekm+ Er `hzrcekau }cpkr

nz Fezckbcp jhkhr+ Rohub `nfh hwhzu bcu nz roh |cpr r}n}hhip+ Gahrò }cp preaa ek roh pcfh E@X xker ohb jhhk ek pek`h

roh c`èbhkr+ Oh ocbkr mnrrhk jhrrhz+ Ckb hwhk ronxmo roh Iekmp

}hzhkr pcuekm er! Fezckbc ikh} oh khwhz }nxab+ \hn|ah }on mnr

jhrrhz ocb bn`rnzp ckb kxzphp òhìekm nk rohf phwhzca refhp

ck onxz+ \hn|ah }on mnr jhrrhz bebkr ocwh roh pcfh cfnxkr

n fcòekhp pxzznxkbekm rohf cp rohu beb onxzp jhnzh roh

c`èbhkr+ \hn|ah }on }hzh mhrrekm jhrrhz bebkr ocwh bceau

ànphb&bnnz fhhrekmp }ero pnèca }nzihzp! }on }hzh fnpr

aeihau cpiekm roh Iekmp }ohk rohu }hzh zhcbu rn pcu mnnb&juh

rn Gahrò+ Fezckbc ocb phhk hknxmo `zc||u rhahwepenk fhbe`ca

bzcfcp rn ikn} roep+ Preaa! pnfhrefhp poh dxpr on|hb rocr fcujh

c fezcàh `nxab oc||hk+


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]ohk Fezckbc ocb jhhk ek roh onp|erca crhz roh c`èbhkr!

pohb jhhk nk roh nzron|hbe`gnnz! }ohzh pohb poczhb c znnf

}ero c naahmh ohhzahcbhz }on ocb c jznihk ckiah ckb onprhb

}ocr ocb pnxkbhb aeihek Fezckbcp octu! |cekieaahz&ekbx`hb

nmc pnznzeru pnèca ek roh znnf+ Ek `nkrzcpr! roh E@X xker

}cp sxehr! h`h|r nz roh oepp n whkreacrnzp ckb roh oxpohb

rnkhp n cfeau fhfjhzp+

Fezckbc ànphb ohz huhp ckb `znpphb ohz kmhzp cp rohu

prh||hb n roh hahwcrnz+ Er }cp c ocjer jhnzh poh beb ckuroekm!

}ohrohz er }cp jhmek c pn``hz mcfh nz rcih c òhfeprzu sxet+

Kn}! er }cp c mhprxzh rn on|h Gahròp |czhkrp }hzhkr rohzh! ckb

rocr rohu }hzh rciekm c kc| cr roh fcekackb onrha rohu }hzh

prcuekm cr nz mzcjjekm c `x| n `nhh cr roh onp|erca `nhh

pon| nz hwhk ocwekm c ànphb&bnnz fhhrekm }ero oep bn`rnzp!ckuroekm pn poh `nxab c`rxcaau pcu }ocr poh }ckrhb rn Gahrò

rocr poh }cp pnzzu! rocr poh }epohb pohb pceb E anwh unx }ohk er

fcrrhzhb! ckb rocr pohb bn ckuroekm nz oef rn mhr jhrrhz+

Fezckbc+

Fezckbc }oezahb cznxkb cp Gahròp fnrohz! Aeau! hfhzmhb

znf roh reku ieròhk khr rn roh kxzphp prcrenk àxròekm c

Pruznncf `nhh `x|+ Rhczp }hzh bzuekm nk ohz oemo òhhi&

jnkhp ckb ekprhcb n }hczekm ohz xpxca |cprha p}hcrhz phr nz

gn}hzhb Rnzu Jxzò bzhpp! poh }cp }hczekm c |cez n nwhzpeth

jaxh bn`rnzp p`zxjp+ Ohz jankbh ocez }cp |xaahb ek c an} |nku&

rcea ckb poh }cpkr }hczekm cku fcihx|+ H`h|r nz roh bczi

èzàhp xkbhz ohz huhp! poh annihb cafnpr òeabaeih+


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Oe! Fezckbc pceb! poerekm khzwnxpau znf nnr rn nnr+

Jhnzh roh c`èbhkr! Aeau ocb ca}cup jhhk zehkbau rn ohz!

`nkprckrau cpiekm Fezckbc rn bekkhz }ero roh cfeau ckb ekwer&

ekm ohz nz axkò bn}krn}k nz meza rcai+ Poh }cp c aerrah gemoru!

jxr fnprau kh! rn rcai rn+ Kn}! Fzp+ Iekm }cp nkau eù+

On} ep Gahrò> Fezckbc cpihb ek c pfcaa wne`h+ Cp e roh

ckp}hz }nxab jh behzhkr rock }ocr er ocb jhhk roh acpr r}n

}hhip+

Ohaan! Aeau! Hahcknz pceb! prh||ekm ek znkr n Fezckbc rn

nhz roh jcpihr rn Fzp+ Iekm+ ]hwh jhhk |zcuekm nz Gahrò+

Ckb n `nxzph! e rohzhp ckuroekm }h `nxab bn + + +

Rohzhp knroekm unx `ck bn! Aeau pceb `nabau+ Fezckbc

prczhb cr roh bezru aeknahxf+ Roh xkp|nihk zhpr n roh phkrhk`h

}cp àhcz + + + Jh`cxph unxwh bnkh hknxmo+Roh zpr refh Hahcknz ckb Fezckbc ocb weperhb }cp zemor

jhnzh Fezckbc ocb jhhk bepòczmhb znf roh onp|erca+ Pohb

jhhk nk c |nrhkr `nfjekcrenk n |eaap nz |cek! pahh|ekm! ckb

ckehru! ckb ocb har aeih poh }cp ek c bzhcf+ Poh ikh} poh

}cp px||nphb rn jh x|phrkn!bhwcprcrhbjxr poh `nxabkr `zu+

]ohkhwhz roh bn`rnzp! nz roh |nae`h! nz ohz mzckbfnrohz ocb

cpihb ohz e poh zhfhfjhzhb roh c`èbhkr! er ocb har aeih poh

}cp zhfhfjhzekm c p`hkh znf c fnweh+ Er ocbkr har zhca+ Ckb

poh nxabkr fcih phkph n er+ Caa roh sxhprenkp roh |nae`h zcephb

}hzh roh pcfh rocr rnpphb ek ohz n}k fekb4 ]ou ocbpoh jhhk

roh nkau pxzwewnz }onb hkbhb x| nk ponzh> On} ocb poh mnr&

rhk bephkrckmahb znf roh `cjahp> Ckb }ou ocbkr ckunkh haph


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naan}hb ohz ahcb rn pchru> E bnkr ikn}#Poh }ckrhb rn p`zhcf+

Ohp ek oep znnf! e unxb aeih rn prn| ek! Aeau pceb pregu+ Cp

e Gahrò `nxabjh cku}ohzh haph+ Fezckbc har aeih poh }cp ck

c`rzhpp ek c fnweh! xkpxzh n }ocr ohz khr aekh }cp+ Nk ohz

zpr weper! pohb fcbh roh feprcih n rhaaekm Aeau on} Gahrò

ocb pcwhb ohz! on} roh acpr roekm poh zhfhfjhzhb phhekm }cp

Gahrò oha|ekm roh mezap mhr n roh jncr ckb ekrn roh }crhz+

Pohb ronxmor Aeau }nxab ocwh aeihb ohczekm rocr! jxr acrhz

poh zhcaethb rocr n `nxzph! rocr }cp roh acpr roekm Fzp+ Iekm

}ckrhb rn ohcz+ Jh`cxph e Gahrò ocbkr prcuhb nk roh jncr! oh

}nxabkr ocwh ekocahb pn fxò pfnih+ Oh }nxabkr ocwh |cpphb

nxr ek roh }crhz+ Oh }nxabkr jh jzcek bhcb+ ]oeò n `nxzph!

}cp }ocr oh }cp! hwhk e Fzp+ Iekm zhxphb rn xph rocr rhzf+

N `nxzph! Hahcknz pceb pnfjhzau cp poh |crrhb Aeaupponxabhz+ Aeau zh`neahb cp e pohb jhhk pac||hb ckb Fezckbc har

c paewhz n zcmh pae`h roznxmo ohz prnfcò+ Bebkr Hahcknz zhca&

eth rohu }hzhkr }ckrhb ohzh>

Roh bn`rnzp pcu erp mnnb nz oef rn ohcz znf |hn|ah oh

anwhp! Aeau pceb pregu! cp ronxmo rcaiekm rn ohzpha+ Rohu hha

rocr Fezckbc ponxab weper! poh cbbhb rn ohzpha cp poh |xpohb

n|hk roh bnnz rn Gahròp znnf+

Rocki unx! Fezckbc pceb cp poh }caihb ekrn roh znnf!

prhhaekm ohzpha rn phh Gahrò+ Hcò refh }cp oczbhz rock roh

acpr+ Oca oep ohcb }cp pocwhb ckb rohzh }hzh prc|ahp ek oep p`ca|

znf }ohzh rohub phr x| c |zhppxzh&zhaehwekm bzcekcmh rxjh ek

E@X+ Oep c`h }cp |xu ckb rohzh }cp c mzhhk jzxeph xkbhz


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8 8

oep huhcekr! jxr preaa wepejah+ Gaxeb znf r}n behzhkr EW jcmp

bze||hb ekrn oep czf ckb rohzh }hzh phwhzca fnkernzp jhh|ekm

cr roh ohcb n roh jhb+

Poh }caihb roznxmo roh hkrzck`h}cu n roh znnf ckb

prn||hb ek ohz rzcìp }ohk poh pc} Cack perrekm nk roh cz pebh

n Gahròp jhb+ Oh rxzkhb rn c`h ohz! oep fnxro r}eprekm ek

ck xmau mzefc`h+ Rhczp }hzh zxkkekm bn}k oep òhhip ckb oep

c`h }cp |cah+

Oe! Fezckbc pceb rhkrcrewhau+ Hwhk ronxmo |oupe`caau oh

}cp kh! ocwekm pxzwewhb roh c`èbhkr }ero nkau c bepan`crhb

ponxabhz znf }ohk oh dxf|hb nwhzjnczb! oh annihb knroekm

aeih roh mnnu mxu }on nk`h zhkrhb ca|c`cp znf roh czf nk

roh nrohz pebh n roh epackb ckb phr rohf annph ek oep onxph bxz&

ekm c |czre`xaczau h|e` |czru+]ou czh unx ohzh> Cack cpihb! oep huhp maerrhzekm }ero

rhczp+

E + + + Fezckbc |cxphb+ Ef pnzzu! poh pceb kcaau+

Unxzh pnzzu> Oh khczau p|cr roh }nzbp+ ]ou> Unx ocwh

knroekm rn jh pnzzu cjnxr+ Er }cp ck c`èbhkr! oh pceb! jczhau

fciekm huh `nkrc`r }ero ohz+

Jhnzh Fezckbc `nxab pcu ckuroekm! Cack rxzkhb rn}czb

Gahrò ckb prczrhb p|hciekm+ Ohu! jzn! Ef mnekm rn ahcwh+ E

anwh unx! fck+ Prcu prznkm! oh pceb! c}i}czbau zxjjekm Gahròp

ponxabhz jhkhcro roh roek `nrrnk jackihr nk roh jhb+

Ef pnzzu! Fezckbc fxfjahb cmcek! roh }nzbp `nfekm nxr

aeih c }oef|hz+


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Eaa jh jcì acrhz! Cack pceb rn Fzp+ Iekm cp oh prnzfhb

nxr! c`èbhkrcaau&nk&|xz|nph jxf|ekm ekrn Fezckbcp ponxa&

bhz+ Fezckbc }ek`hb ckb nz`hb ohzpha rn n`xp nk roh }cwhp

ckb wcaahup bep|acuhb nk nkh n Gahròp fcku fnkernzp+

Rocr }cp Cack Nprhk! zemor> Hahcknz cpihb! crhz c jhcr+

Oh annip }haa! poh cbbhb oha|ahppau+

Fezckbc `zekmhb+ Zhfcziekm nk Cackp ohcarou c||hczck`h

nkau fcbh er hwhk fnzh c||czhkr on} `zere`ca Gahròp `nkbe&

renk }cp+

]haa! Fezckbc> Aeau cpihb! ohz wne`h eù xkbhzkhcro ohz

Pnxrohzk c``hkr+ Pcu }ocrhwhz unx ocwh rn pcu+

Fezckbc mzcjjhb Gahròp ockb+ Er }cp bep`nk`hzrekm rn

rnxò er ckb knr ocwh oef mzcj ohz n}k ockb jcì+

Oe! Fezckbc pceb+ E fepphb unx! poh `nkrekxhb! mackèkmnwhz ohz ponxabhz cr Aeau ckb Hahcknz+ Kherohz }hzh anniekm

cr ohz+ Aeau ocb ohz czfp `znpphb nwhz ohz òhpr ckb zhxphb

rn fhhr ohz mcth! }oeah Hahcknzp ockbp }hzh àcp|hb! cp e ek

|zcuhz+

Erp mhrrekm bczi hczaehz+ Erp bhkerhau caa + + + ! Fezckbc

prczrhb cmcek! jhnzh rzceaekm n+ Poh }cp px||nphb rn jh rcaiekm

rn ohzjnuzehkb! }on ikh} poh ocb c `nkprhaacrenk n zhìahp

poc|hb wcmxhau aeih c prcz nk roh pfcaa n ohz jcì! }on pcwhb

ohz aeh! ckb poh pnxkbhb aeih poh }cp mewekm c }hcrohz zh|nzr+

]nzph! poh har hkrezhau bhrcòhb znf ohzpha! cp e poh }hzh

}cròekm ohzpha znf c`znpp roh znnf+ Poh ikh} poh phhfhb

`nkxphb ckb p`czhb ckb hkrezhau cr c anpp nz }ocr rn pcu+


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8 =

E anwh unx ckb E }ckr unx rn mhr jhrrhz pnnk+ Nicu> Dxpr mhr

jhrrhz+ Jh`cxph e knr! rohk Eaa jh fcb ckb E }nkr ocwh ckunkh

rn mn rn |znf }ero! ckb unx ikn} rocrp c rhhkcmh rzcmhbu!

Fezckbc pceb! }epoekm rocr poh `nxab rcih er jcì }ohk poh pc}

Aeau }ek`h+ E Gahrò }hzh ohzh! zhcaau ohzh! ohb ocwh pfeahb ckb

ponr jcì c dnih+ Jxr }eronxr oef! roh dnih haa gcr! fciekm er

pnxkb aeih caa poh `czhb cjnxr }cp ocwekm c bcrh+ Unx ikn}

Ef iebbekm! jcjh+ E dxpr }ckr

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