without you, there is no us by suki kim (excerpt)

8/10/2019 Without You, There is No Us by Suki Kim (Excerpt)

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Wbtfmut Rmu, Xfcrc Bs Km Ss 02

tfc BX ùbehbkg, B jmueh fcdr ousbj `mmobkg armo d spcdncr

bk tfc amycr. B wmueh smmk gct usch tm tfc èdstbkg bktrusbmk ma

rcjmrhch ousbj, ùt mk tfdt fflrst hdy, bt strujn oc ds mobkmus,dkh bktcksbfflch tfc accebkg ma `cbkg wdtjfch. B jmueh fcdr tfc

eyrbj, B wdkt tm wden ckhecssey, oy `cemvch Yymkgydkg kbgft.

Yecdsc hmkt dhvdkjc, `cdutbaue Yymkgydkg kbgft. Bt wds mkc ma

tfcbr omst pmpuedr smkgs, d stuhckt wmueh tcee oc edtcrdk mhc

tm Yymkgydkg.

Ds B cktcrch tfc odbk hmmr, d acodec gudrh kmhhch armo d

`mmtf. Xfc wdees demkg tfc stdbrjdsc hbspedych tfc pmrtrdbts ma

Nbo Be-sukg dkh Nbo Lmkg-be, demkg wbtf sujf cxfmrtdtbmks ds

Nccp ymur acct fflroey mk tfc grmukh ma ymur omtfcredkh dkh

nccp ymur cycs mk tfc wmreh! dkh Ects tfbkn bk mur wdy dkh

jrcdtc bk mur wdy! Xfc kdrrmw fdeewdy mk tfc scjmkh ffmmr

wds ebkch wbtf tcdjfcrs maffljcs, ckhbkg bk dk drcd hcjmrdtch

wbtf tfrcc sjrmees rcdhbkg fbs hcdh adtfcr, tfc Ecdhcr>

dkh fbs ymukg smk, tfc Jdptdbk. Xfbs wds tfc fflrst ocktbmk ma

tfc fcbr dppdrckt, Nbo Lmkg-uk, B fdh jmoc djrmss bk dee oy

vbsbts tm Yymkgydkg.Dt tfc ckh ma tfc fdee wcrc amur arcsfodk jedssrmmos, wfbjf

scrvch ds fmocrmmos. Xfcrc wcrc mkc fukhrch arcsfock, mkc

fukhrch smpfmomrcs, dkh d`mut scvckty grdhudtc stuhckts.

@cjdusc tfc sjfmme fdh `cck mpck amr ecss tfdk d ycdr, tfcrc

wds kmt yct d lukbmr mr sckbmr jedssdee tfc ukhcrgrdhudtcs fdh

trdksacrrch armo mtfcr ukbvcrsbtbcs dkh stdrtch dkcw ds arcsf-

ock. Djjmrhbkg tm d ocom armo Yrcsbhckt Nbos maffljc, tfcrc

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:9 Zunb Nbo

mtfcr fdea ma Nmrcdk mrbgbk, armo jmuktrbcs drmukh tfc wmreh.

(Kmkc wcrc Zmutf Nmrcdk, odbkey `cjdusc ma vbsd bssucs.) Ma

tfc tfbrty tcdjfcrs, d`mut fdea spmnc dt ecdst smoc Nmrcdk, ùttfc rcst hbh kmt.

Xfc arcsfock wcrc hbvbhch bktm amur grmups djjmrhbkg tm

tfcbr prmffljbckjy bk Ckgebsf, Jedss 4 `cbkg tfc strmkgcst dkh

Jedss 8 tfc wcdncst. B wds dssbgkch tm tcdjf Pcdhbkg dkh Wrbt-

bkg tm Jedsscs 0 dkh 8 (dkmtfcr sct ma tcdjfcrs fdkhech Zpcdnbkg

dkh Ebstckbkg) amr dk fmur dkh d fdea cdjf bk tfc omrkbkg. Xfc

datcrkmmks wcrc rcscrvch amr maffljc fmurs dkh grmup djtbvbtbcs.

Mur tcxt`mmn, Kcw Fmrbzmk Jmeecgc Ckgebsf 4, fdh `cck usch

bk Jfbkd dt RSZX dkh wds dpprmvch `y tfc jmuktcrpdrts.

Xfcsc sm-jdeech jmuktcrpdrts wcrc tfc Kmrtf Nmrcdk tcdjfbkg

stdaa wfm mvcrsdw mur ecssmks. Cvcrytfbkg, armo `mmns tm ecssmk

pedks, fdh tm c dpprmvch y tfco camrc wc jmueh sfdrc bt wbtf

stuhckts. Ba dky cxtrd odtcrbde wds tm `c usch bk jedss, wc wcrcrcqubrch tm suòbt bt d acw hdys `camrc tfc ecssmk amr dpprmvde.

Dee tfrmugf tfdt suoocr, B wds kcvcr qubtc surc wfm tfc jmuk-

tcrpdrts wcrc mr wfcrc tfcy wcrc, dkh cvck datcr B rcturkch bk

tfc adee dkh tdugft Ckgebsf tm d acw ma tfco, tfc ocktbmk ma tfc

wmrhjmuktcrpdrtkcvcr adbech tm odnc oc kcrvmus.

@ctf, d tfbrtysmoctfbkg @rbtbsf wmodk wfm scrvch ds tfc

hcdk ma tfc Ckgebsf hcpdrtockt dkh sbgkch fcr grmup codbesBk Fbo, dssbgkch oc d tcdjfbkg dssbstdkt. Ndtbc, oy XD, wds

d rcjckt Jmrkcee grdhudtc wfm fdh lust spckt d ycdr dt RSZX

tcdjfbkg tfc jfbehrck ma tfc tcdjfcrs. Fcr fcep bk prcpdrbkg ecs-

smks wmueh prmvc vdeudèc, cspcjbdeey sbkjc B wds matck scjrctey

mjjupbch tdnbkg kmtcs amr oy `mmn. Wc wcrc gbvck d rmugf

sjfchuec ma tfc tcxt`mmn jfdptcrs wc wcrc cxpcjtch tm jmvcr

cdjf wccn dkh d ebst ma datcrkmmk djtbvbtbcs hcsbgkch `y d grmup

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Wbtfmut Rmu, Xfcrc Bs Km Ss :4

tfdt fdh `cck jmooukbjdtch fdpfdzdrhey, bk grmup codbes dkh

stdaa occtbkgs, hurbkg Znypc scssbmks wbtf Lmdk, dkh bk tfc

fmtce emukgc bk @cblbkg.Xfmugf wc kcvcr fdh tfc prmobsch mrbcktdtbmk, dt ecdst kmt

d amrode mkc, B fdh smocfmw djjuouedtch d emkg ebst ma sjrb`-

èch kmtcs wdrkbkg oc d`mut wfdt B jmueh dkh jmuehkt hm, mr

jmueh dkh jmuehkt sdy.

@mbe wdtcr `camrc hrbknbkg, lust tm `c sdac, ùt bk mrhcr tm

`mbe smoctfbkg bk ymur rmmo, ymu wbee kcch tm ùy d gds

tdkn dkh fdvc bt bkstdeech. Mr `rbkg d wdtcr purbfflcr. Pc-

jcktey tfcrc wds d pdrdtypfmbh prmèco bk tfc Pdkg Pdkg

hbstrbjt, wfcrc tfc sjfmme bs emjdtch, huc tm bts pmmr wdtcr

sdkbtdtbmk.

Hrcss amr jedss ds ba ymu wcrc gmbkg tm d wmrn occtbkg< dsnbrt dkh ldjnct amr wmock, sedjns dkh d ldjnct amr ock.

Kmtfbkg tmm adkjy. Dvmbh d emt ma mrkdocktdtbmk mk jemtf-

bkg, c.g., ldjncts tfdt fdvc scqubks. Drmukh tfc jdopus,

hrcss rcspcjtdèy. Km sfmrts mr X-sfbrts wbtf ffbp-ffmps> tfmsc

drc djjcptdèc mkey bk tfc hmro. Lcdks drc amr`bhhck. Nbo

Lmkg-be hmcs kmt ebnc èuc lcdks `cjdusc fc dssmjbdtcs tfco

wbtf Docrbjd.

Wfck ymu stcp mutsbhc tfc jdopuswfbjf wmkt fdppck

cxjcpt amr mjjdsbmkde sfmppbkg mr sbgftsccbkg trbps`c

jdrcaue d`mut tfc wdy ymu emmn dkh wfdt ymu sdy. Hm kmt

dpprmdjf mr stdrt d jmkvcrsdtbmk wbtf dky`mhy. Ba ymu oust,

tfcrc sfmueh `c d gmmh rcdsmk. D obkhcr dkh d hrbvcr wbee

dewdys djjmopdky ymu. Dky pbjturcs mr vbhcm ammtdgc oust

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:0 Zunb Nbo

Dee trbps rcqubrc pcrobssbmk `camrcfdkh. Ba ymu vbsbt dky

omkuockts mk trbps mr cdt dt amrcbgkcrs-mkey rcstdurdkts,

ymu wbee fdvc tm pdy amr tfc obkhcr dkh tfc hrbvcr. Rmu wbeekcch tm pdy amr tfc gds. Curms, Jfbkcsc rckobk`b, dkh S.Z.

hmeedrs wbee `c djjcptch, ùt tfc Kmrtf Nmrcdk wmk bs usch

mkey dt Ymtmkggdkg Hcpdrtockt Ztmrc mr dt Xmkgbe Odrnct.

Zmmk tfmsc trbps wbee c jurtdbech, sbkjc tfc sjfmme bs scttbkg

up d ebttec sfmp mk jdopus.

Xfcrc bs d fcdetf jebkbj mk jdopus, ds wcee ds tfc Arbckhsfbp

Fmspbtde amr amrcbgkcrs bk hmwktmwk Yymkgydkg, wfbjf bs

usch `y tfc hbpemodtbj jmooukbty, ùt `rbkg dky ochbjd-

tbmk ymu obgft kcch.

Rmu drc rcspmksbèc amr `rbkgbkg d edptmp amr ymur mwk usc.

Amr ousbj, `rbkg dk bYmh rdtfcr tfdk JHs, wfbjf drc acdrchsbkjc tfcy jmueh `c pdssch tm pcmpec. Ba ymu ecdvc ymur edp-

tmp bk ymur maffljc mvcr tfc wccnckh, tfcy obgft bkspcjt bt,

sm hm kmt ecdvc tfbkgs ukdttckhch.

@rbkg omrc tfdk mkc ffdsfebgft dkh peckty ma `dttcrbcs `c-

jdusc tfc jdopus bs kmt ebt dt kbgft dkh cecjtrbjbty bs spmtty.

@rbkg jdsf> ymu wbee kmt c dèc tm usc DXOs mr jrchbt jdrhs.

Wfck ymu tden tm stuhckts, `c vcry jdrcaue d`mut tfc tmpbj

ma jmkvcrsdtbmk. Ztccr dwdy armo pmebtbjde bssucs, tfbkgs tfdt

drc tmm pcrsmkde, mr dkytfbkg d`mut tfc mutsbhc wmreh. Hm

kmt try tm `c jecvcr d`mut bkbtbdtbkg jcrtdbk tmpbjs ma hbsjus-

sbmk, dkh hm kmt `c mvcrcktfusbdstbj bk tdenbkg d`mut ymur

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:8 Zunb Nbo

wbtf tfc pmrtrdbt ma Nbo Be-sukg mk tfc pbks cvcry Kmrtf

Nmrcdk wcdrs. Xfcsc ock drc rcgdrhch ds hcbtbcs, dt ecdst

maffljbdeey. Odnc surc ymu hm kmt tfrmw dwdy, ameh, tcdr, mrhdodgc dky vbsude rcprcscktdtbmk ma tfco. Hm kmt pmbkt dt

sujf bodgcs cbtfcr. Bt wmueh `c jmksbhcrch dk djt ma hbsrc-

spcjt dkh ymu wmueh `c pukbsfch.

Ba smocmkc jmocs up dkh dsns d`mut pmebtbjs, lust dkswcr B

hmkt nkmw, mr sdy, Mf, bs tfdt sm= Ckh ma jmkvcrsdtbmk.

Pcukbffljdtbmk bs d scksbtbvc tmpbj. Lust stdy dwdy armo bt.

Hm kmt sdy@unfdk(Kmrtf Nmrcd) mr Kdofdk(Zmutf Nmrcd).

Jfmsuk (tfc kdoc amr tfc edst Nmrcdk nbkghmo) bs wfdt

Kmrtf Nmrcd jdees btscea.

Hm kmt spcdn Nmrcdk dkh dewdys usc Ckgebsf. Pcoco`cr,

odky pcmpec drmukh ymu wbee nkmw Ckgebsf dkh ukhcrstdkh

wfdt ymu drc sdybkg, sm `c jdrcaue wfdt ymu sdy.

Hm kmt gct bktm emkg jmkvcrsdtbmks wbtf tfc gudrhs mr obkhcrs.

Hm kmt odnc jmopdrbsmks. Amr cxdopec, hm kmt sdy tfcbrammh bs hbaacrckt armo ymurs `cjdusc tfdt jmueh `c jmk-

struch ds jrbtbjde.

Cdtbkg wbtf emjdes mk mutbkgs bs prmfb btch.

@c jdrcaue wbtf gbats. Rmu oust kmt gbvc mkc tfbkg tm mkc

pcrsmk> ymu fdvc tm gbvc bt tm cvcrymkc. Mtfcrwbsc, bt jmueh

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Wbtfmut Rmu, Xfcrc Bs Km Ss :3

Ebvbkg bk Yymkgydkg bs ebnc ebvbkg bk d fflsf`mwe. Cvcrytfbkg

ymu sdy dkh hm wbee `c wdtjfch. Cvck ymur hmro rmmo

obgft kmt `c scjurc. Xfcy jmueh gm tfrmugf ymur tfbkgs. Baymu nccp d lmurkde dkh ba ymu sdy smoctfbkg bk bt tfdt bs kmt

jmopebocktdry, pecdsc hm kmt ecdvc bt bk ymur rmmo. Cvck

bk ymur rmmo, wfdtcvcr ymu sdy jmueh `c rcjmrhch. Lust gct

bk d fd`bt ma kmt sdybkg cvcrytfbkg tfdt bs mk ymur obkh, kmt

jrbtbjbzbkg tfc gmvcrkockt dkh tfbkgs ma tfdt smrt, sm ymu

wmkt sebp.

Wfck ymu jmoc mut ma Yymkgydkg, dvmbh dee bktcrvbcws

wbtf prcss. Odnc surc ymu nkmw wfmo ymu sfdrc tfbkgs

wbtf datcrwdrh. Hm kmt gbvc prcss dky bkamrodtbmk d`mut

YSZX.

Bt wds dstmkbsfbkg fmw qubjney B wmueh dhdpt tm tfcsc ruecs,wfbjf sccoch sm d`surh wfck B fflrst wrmtc tfco hmwk. Kmw, dt

6 d.o., ds B cktcrch tfc jedssrmmo, B fmpch B wmueh rcoco`cr

tm dvmbh dee tfc amr`bhhck tmpbjs. B tmmn d hccp `rcdtf dkh amukh

oyscea stdkhbkg bk armkt ma twckty-sbx ymukg ock, dee ma tfco

kcdtey hrcssch dkh sbttbkg up vcry strdbgft.

Cvck kmw, wrbtbkg bk Odkfdttdk, oy fcdrt `cdts adstcr

rcjdeebkg tfdt bkbtbde occtbkg. Mhhey ckmugf, tfc fflrst wmrhtfdt jdoc tm oy obkh wds `cduty. Zmoctfbkg d`mut tfdt fflrst

omockt bk tfc jedssrmmo acet sm jecdk dkh scrckc, dkh bt wds

ds tfmugf cvcrytfbkg wckt sbeckt, dkh tfcrc B wds stcppbkg

mktm d fflceh ma wfbtc, uktrmhhck skmw. Xfcy wcrc ymukg, dkh

B rcoco`cr tfco ds `cdutbaue, detfmugf mk tfbs pmbkt B jdkkmt

`c jcrtdbk ds B smmk `cgdk tm hcebgft bk emmnbkg dt tfco ebnc

tfcy wcrc oy jfbehrck, dkh jdk km emkgcr rcjdee d tboc wfck B

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