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Somatic Body Mapping with Women during Life TransitionsAnnette Schwalbe (2019)
This is an Accepted Manuscript of my book chapter publication on 26/02/2019 by Routledge in H. Payne, S. Koch, J. Tania, & T. Fuchs (Eds), Embodied Perspectives in Psychotherapy. Available online:
https://www.routledge.com/The-Routledge-International-Handbook-of-Embodied-Perspectives-in-Psychotherapy/Payne-Koch-Tantia-Fuchs/p/book/9781138065758?fbclid=IwAR3GbPu_VjGJzIj0oV4vYqPRSRP7mPDl88GeGLaFvxCRkHNU4RYgplyWbAw
Abstract
This chapter traces the development of Somatic Body Mapping as a creative, embodied and
feminine approach to marking and supporting life transitions. Beginning with the conception
of the Body Mapping methodology in South Africa, it spans ten years of evolution in the
author’s work as a body and movement psychotherapist and explores how different
conceptual frameworks, practices of embodiment and cultural contexts have shaped her
practice of Body Mapping with women in the UK today.
Introduction
Body Maps are life-size creations that start with a person being traced around her whole
body on paper or canvas. The resulting outline shapes the body-world that is then explored
and visually expressed through a combination of body meditations, movement, ritual, mark
making, drawing, painting and sculpting. Tracing and mapping of the body is an ancient
human practice and has been part of creative explorations in psychotherapy for a long time.
A formal methodology, however, was only conceived in 2000 at Cape Town University,
South Africa, in collaboration with women living with HIV/Aids (Solomon, 2008). The
resulting body mapping tool has since been adopted by researchers, artists and creative arts
therapists in a variety of settings worldwide (Crawford, 2010; Gastaldo, Magalhães,
Carrasco & Davy, 2011; Lu & Yuen, 2012; Lummis, 2015; Verhoest & Kamiru, 2016). This
chapter will illustrate my particular application of the South African methodology and its
development into a therapeutic and somatic approach to working with women during life
transitions. It spans ten years of practice in Kenya and the UK and highlights different
influences from movement and somatic practices which have allowed me to increasingly
‘flesh out’ the original and mostly narrative and art therapy based methodology.
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The writing is organised around a guiding interest in the connections between the organic
body, the experienced body and the represented body on canvas. Throughout, embodiment
is understood as a process in which neglected, unconscious and dissociated aspects of
being are brought into conscious and bodily felt presence.
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Outline of Beginnings: Between Heaven and Earth
Outline by Annette Schwalbe, Coleford, 2016
The act of marking the outline of one’s body in spiritual and social practices or simply for
play is as old as human civilisation. In the Gargas cave of Aventignan, France, dozens of
hand stencils line the rock wall. They date from about 27.000 years BC and are presumed to
have been part of funeral and sacrificial ceremonies. Hands were laid on the stone and their
shapes immortalised by blowing pigments over them, leaving a clearly defined outline.
According to Holle (1986), the stencils speak of a fundamental human longing to touch the
mystery of existence and the worlds beyond.
In our modern world, body tracing and printing is familiar to many children in and out of
school. Whether on paper with paint, in sand with sticks and fingers or in snow making ‘snow
angels’, the pleasure of making and leaving one’s own life size mark is the same. It touches
something fundamentally confirming about being in this world and in our individually shaped
body. To meet one’s own outline is not unlike seeing one’s shadow and can evoke feelings
ranging from exhilarating to unnerving.
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To meet the life size body outline of someone else is similarly impactful. In 2002 ‘Long Life’,
an exhibition of body maps by women living with HIV/Aids, opened at the South Africa
National Gallery in Cape Town. It caused a storm of critical acclaim, public emotional
response and political debate. This was at a time when people with HIV/Aids had lived and
died through decades of political denial, social stigma and exclusion from life-prolonging
treatment. With the beginning of a political change such treatment was now finally becoming
available, and with the devastating extent of the epidemic increasingly visible people started
to ‘come out’ as HIV positive. In this context, the body maps and stories on display were
revolutionary. They provided a completely new perspective on living with HIV/Aids and
seemed to emerge from a world of death, displaying a life force and palpable humanity that
could not be ignored when standing face to face.
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Putting the Shunned on the Map: South Africa
Body Map by Nondumiso Hlwele, Cape Town, 2002
The body maps in the exhibition ‘Long Life’ had been created in a process developed by
psychologist Jonathan Morgan and artist Jane Solomon together with the Bambanani
women’s group. Morgan (2004) describes body mapping as a participatory qualitative
research tool and a process which draws on the therapeutic disciplines of art therapy,
narrative therapy and body work. The methodology involved a sequence of creative and
reflective steps in which participants were traced around their whole body and then gradually
filled the resulting body outline and the space around it with pictures, symbols and words to
represent the path that their bodies had taken through life. This included physical marks (e.g.
scars, stretch marks etc.), body parts/areas of emotional significance (e.g. hands, womb
etc.), current states of wellbeing and illness, and visions of the future. The painting of the
maps took place in a group setting and was interwoven with personal story telling,
discussions and guided visualisation.
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The overall emphasis was celebratory and life-enhancing and represented a clear departure
from previous creative tools that Morgan and his team had developed for the documentation
of personal memories as a preparation for death and legacy to one’s own children. Body
Mapping, on the other hand, was a preparation for starting again, finding new life. Not by
pushing the suffering away but by giving it colour, shape and word alongside what each
woman treasured and loved about herself and her life. Body Mapping recognised the
importance of a positive outlook in maintaining a healthy immune system and enabled
participants to mark their resources and map out their path ahead.
As Victoria, one of the Bambanani women, put it: “When I look at this picture I can see what I
am and what I’m not, and what I believe in and what I don’t. I can see that my finger is
missing and I have HIV, but also that I’m strong, very strong” (Morgan, 2004, p. 56).
Apart from self-reflection and motivation body mapping also served the purpose of
communicating not just with one’s own children, but with the family and community at large.
Participants used the final art works to start conversations about HIV/Aids and tell others that
they were HIV positive. This ‘disclosure’ was a crucial step in finding new life as most people
were used to suffer in silence and under cover for fear of the very real possibility of being
demonised and rejected. Being colourful, life affirming and full of personal symbolism the
body maps helped break this silence in a more playful way. They made it safer to broach the
subject and allowed its creator to reveal their personal truths at their own pace. When taken
further, body maps also contributed to awareness-raising through exhibition during
community events, festivals and conferences. This possibility of ‘going public’ was an
intrinsic part of the methodology and workshop participants were invited in a final step to
write onto their maps a ‘message to the world’.
Today, I do not follow the original step-by-step methodology anymore nor work in the context
of South Africa at the turn of this century. However, the essence of mapping a lesser known
territory - that which has been rejected by self and society - is still core to how I work with
women in the UK. For centuries in the Western world, the body has been dominated and
objectified by the mind, the feminine relegated to the shadows and the natural world
exploited. Body mapping in this context strives to put back on the personal and cultural map
that which has been shunned and to give voice to a knowing and wisdom that is much
needed beyond the creator’s world. The collective message to the world remains the same:
see, listen and learn from us!
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Painting the Living and Dreaming Body: Kenya
Body Map by Berita Mutua, Nairobi, 2005
Wisdom of the Living Body
In 2004 I moved to Kenya with my family. Working as a dance movement psychotherapist in
Nairobi I joined visual artist Xavier Verhoest (2016) in facilitating body mapping workshops,
community projects and international events with women, men and children living with
HIV/Aids. Xavier had been trained by Morgan (2004) and my particular interest in the body
mapping methodology was to further tap into body wisdom, here understood as an
instinctual, felt and often not yet fully conscious knowing in the body (Stromsted, 2001).
Changing the original body mapping format of weekly group meetings to a five-day long
workshop created a sense of retreat which allowed for deep exploration. Each workshop
became an invitation not just to speak out but also to listen to the felt-body; to hear what our
flesh and blood has to say. For this we gave time and space for rest and incorporated a
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number of interactive exercises in which participants used touch to sense their own bodies,
connect with others and experience being cared for, held and supported. Inspired by Olsen’s
work in Experiential Anatomy (1991, 2002) and Brook’s approach to Sensory Awareness
(1974) participants were enabled to perceive the body from the inside and nurture a felt
sense of aliveness:
The mere fact that one comes to the other quietly and without overt
manipulation is normally very moving to the person touched. He
feels cared for and respected. And the one who touches, if he is
really present in what he does, is apt to feel something of the
wonder of conscious contact with the involuntary, subtle movement
of living tissue….an exchange of vitality occurs simply because we
are all alive and give off energy and have the senses and
consciousness to perceive aliveness (Brooks, 1974, p.103-104).
This sensory focus was applied to the key steps of the body mapping process. For example,
in order to make the initial body outline on canvas, participants found their position through a
process of receiving touch, sensing their contours and moving in response to those
sensations into a position on the canvas that felt right rather than what looked right. Once
settled, they would be traced around by a partner which is another opportunity to feel the
gentle touch by the other as he or she slowly moved the crayon around one’s body. Filling
the outline with a background colour was likened to painting the inside walls of one’s home -
a deliberate antidote to the medical picture of their bodies as the battlefield of HIV/Aids. The
making of hand and foot prints as marks of identity became an act of honouring as
participants helped each other to apply paint to palms and soles, often with much hilarity as
the cool paint and the bristles of the brush touched the sensitive skin.
Expressions of the Dreaming Body
Central to each workshop was the development of two key symbols: a Symbol of Difficulty
and a Symbol of Strength. Body meditations – a combination of body scan, self-touch and
breath awareness - were incorporated in order to locate and experience the difficulty, often
the impact of the HIV virus, and one’s life-sustaining force in the body. Finding colour, shape
and word for those experiences were part of building the symbols which were eventually
painted on the body map. This linking of bodily experience with visual expression was
inspired by Jung’s technique of Active Imagination (Chodorow, 1997) and based on the
understanding that ‘our moving, living body is intelligent, and our thinking arises through
material physical sources as surely as it may seem to move beyond them’ (Fraleigh, 2000,
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p.57). Mindell (1982) coined the term DreamBody for what ‘hovers between body sensation
and mythical visualisation’ (ibid, p. 8), the spirit that animates both:
In practice, work on the dreambody depends on its mode of
expression. Sometimes it appears as the psyche in dream form,
sometimes as matter in body motions; sometimes as synchronicities
or accidents. In any given session dreambody processes oscillate
between psyche and matter (ibid, p.54).
This is where body mapping becomes not just a way of recording and communicating
experience but a creative process in which healing can take place and new direction can be
found. The forth and back between the living, felt-body and the represented body on the
map opens the space for a transformative spirit to enter. In such moments, the role of the
workshop facilitator ceases to be one of guidance as the guiding power of this spirit or
energy is beyond human agency. Instead, the presence of a witness is called for who can
perceive, mentally record, and, if needed, recall and reflect back what has happened.
The following extract is based on what I witnessed during a body mapping workshop in the
township of Korogocho, Nairobi:
Berita, the elder in the group, finds her symbol of strength in a
dream. Half way through the body meditation she falls asleep and
dreams that she is walking on a path back to the house in the village
where she was born. Her house has got a vegetable garden, and
she is healed and strong. Normally very quiet, Berita immediately
shares her dream with the group as she wakes up at the end of the
exercise. With some help she draws a head next to her own head
on the body map. She calls it her dream head that speaks to her of
happiness.
Some-time later, while everybody is busy on the floor and bent over
their canvases and paintings with much concentration, one of the
women, her baby in her arms, suddenly starts singing. It is a
traditional song of rebirth in a very old language the literal meaning
long-lost. It is a song that is sung during rites of passage such as
marriage or birth of a child. Now she sings it in honour of Berita’s
dream. Other women join in and they rise with their voices to dance
in-between the others painting on the floor.
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This is the middle day of the overall workshop and it leaves me in
awe. Something is born in the midst of the group and with it not only
the paintings but also gestures, movements and simple activities
take on a symbolic, even sacred character. I remember yesterday’s
washing of paint-covered hands and feet, two women bending in
front of every participant and pouring water over skin. Today,
canvases are being carried out of the room and into the sun to dry.
Like shrouds they are taken out of darkness to let their brilliant
colours shine. Later, they are brought back in to be stored for the
night. The workshop space empties and fills again as if following a
natural cause.
Six months later, Berita tells me that instead of walking home to her
place of birth like in her dream, some relatives from her home village
had decided to come and visit her in Korogocho – a first after many
years of estrangement. This reconnection came after they had seen
her on TV in a report on the Nariobi Art for Action Festival in which
Berita had shown her body map and told her story in the lead-up to
World Aids Day, 1st December 2005.
Authentic Witnessing
Today, my facilitation style still rests on the intent to witness that which animates and moves
the body from a source that seemingly lies beneath the physical and sometimes beyond the
individual. This kind of witnessing is based on my ongoing practice of Authentic Movement
as developed by Adler (2002) and personally experienced through the teachings of
Stromsted (2015) and Hartley (2001). During the body mapping process it means that I am
present to the detail of observable changes in participants’ movements, be it spontaneous
gestures whilst sharing with the group, shifting positions during body meditations or a
particular energy, rhythm or pace in which a mark is made on the body map. Whilst
witnessing I also make a mental note of what sensations, feelings, images and thoughts are
stirred in me, knowing well that this might be different from the participant’s personal
experience. If she shares her experience and welcomes feedback I might offer to reflect
back what I have witnessed. At such times I speak in the present tense and stay with simple
observations in order to bring the remembered alive and allow each woman to make
meaning herself. If helpful I might also share some of my own experience in order to affirm
or complement a woman’s experience with an aspect of which she might be unaware. By
owning my interpretation of the experience I steer away from analysis and labelling of bodily
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experience, movement or artistic expression. Ultimately, each woman remains the expert
reader of her own body and map.
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Awakening the Cyclical and Emergent Body: UK
Body Map entitled ‘Stir it up’ by Ruth Love, Bristol, 2015
New research into feminine embodiment (Ardagh, 2011) and cellular memory of pre-and
perinatal experience (Gyllenhaal and Gyllenhaal, 2016) has further influenced my approach
to body mapping since returning to the UK in 2009. Concepts of a woman’s womb as her
embodied seat of creativity (Northrup, 2009) and concepts of re-birthing as a process of
resolving womb and birth related trauma (Noble, 1993) have led to a womb-like reshaping of
the body mapping set-up. The creative process now follows a cyclical rhythm and includes
additional elements of ritual that engage with experiences of incarnation at and before birth.
Participation in weekend intensives is limited to an intimate circle of maximum six women
and enhanced by a deliberately luxurious setting with red and orange rugs, cushions, sheep
skins, soft blankets and cosy lighting. The aim is to provide safety, comfort and pleasure for
the more timid voices of the body to come to the fore and speak from places hidden and
often shamed.
The Cyclical Body in Body Mapping
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Inspired by explorations of the menstrual cycle and the four natural seasons as experienced
in the UK the body mapping intensives are now offered as a cycle of seasonally themed
weekends each of which can be attended separately. Themes such as Nurturing New Life
Within (Spring), Coming to Full Bloom (Summer) and Gathering Riches for the Winter to
Come (Autumn and Winter) allude to the creative and psychological dynamics that Pope
(2009) calls a woman’s ‘elemental intelligence’ (ibid p.4). According to her, the different
stages of the menstrual cycle are a mirror of the coming and going of the natural seasons.
As such, it is an innate feminine compass to navigate life’s challenges from an embodied,
interconnected and co-creative rather than controlling place. It fosters an acceptance and
active engagement with changes in the body and in life:
The menstrual cycle is….a template for psychological and spiritual
evolution, an innate intelligence that works, guides and matures you.
A repeating rhythm you can’t control, the cycle is your training
ground for coming to know and love this elemental intelligence
(Pope, 2009, p. 4).
In the opening movement exploration of each intensive participants are guided to resonate
with the seasonal theme and locate themselves in what they know about their bodily cycles,
be they menstrual, energetic or otherwise. This initial connection is then spoken to and in the
circle collectively woven into the thematic canopy under which the women enter the body
mapping process. Ruth Love (2015), a participant whose body map is depicted in the picture
above (figure 4) speaks to her experience in her poem ‘stir it up’ which was shown alongside
her body map at the group exhibition ‘Seasons of a Woman’ in Bristol, UK in 2015:
This power is buried deep in the girdle of my hips,
in the sacred grove of my womb,
I have been searching for a way
to reach it, touch it, for years, yet,
now I have caught a glimpse of the bloody depths,
reached in and stirred the cauldron up
it frightens me. so much potential is there,
can I really let it out?
The Body Mapping Creative Cycle
Following the opening circle, the creative body mapping process starts with the first body
meditation. ‘Meditation’ thereby connotes a mindful, curious and receptive meeting of one’s
body world. Whilst in the past this had been framed as two contrasting explorations of ‘a
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difficulty in one’s life’ and ‘one’s inner strength’ I have come to fully trust that the body will
respond to what has been spoken in the circle in just the way that is needed. As a result, the
invitation now is non-binary: to ‘[b]e open to the messages and mysteries of your body and
its symptoms. Be eager to listen and slow to judge’ (Northrup, 2009, p. 54). Such letting go
of control requires a safe physical and conceptual container as well as a clear sequence of
engagement.
Each woman is guided to set up her own comfortable place with cushions and blankets, a
mini womb space mirroring the larger workshop setting. In line with the concept of mapping,
the ensuing body meditation is accompanied by my narrative that likens the body to an inner
landscape that can be sunk into, travelled and discovered. Participants are guided to attend
to one or two places in their body that call them through a particular sensation or an absence
of sensation. Stillness, movement and self-touch support ‘getting to know’ these places and
patience allows for textures, shapes, colours and intuitive images to come into view. The
shift from sensing to inner seeing lays the ground for the later mark making and facilitates
the gradual re-surfacing from the inner landscape to outer seeing when opening the eyes.
As the creative cycle continues participants are guided to cast their eyes over the art
materials on display. In order to maintain a felt connection with what has been experienced
and seen inside a choice of materials are offered that are not only visually compelling but
also appealing to the senses and linked to the natural season at the time. This comprises
paint, crayons and pastels; fabrics and leather of different textures; beads, clay, charcoal,
stones, shells, bones, feathers, leaves, petals, seeds, moss, bark, roots, seaweed and
anything else I might have gathered in ‘the land out there’. Participants spontaneously
choose what to work with and either draw, paint or sculpt. Only when the artistic marking of
the experience is completed do we return to speaking, sharing and reflecting, thereby
completing the core creative cycle of body mapping.
This cycle of speaking – sensing – seeing – marking – speaking is repeated several times
throughout the body mapping process. At the beginning of the intensive, however, it has
particular significance and serves each woman to find the starting point of her track of
exploration. The first art work is like the seed that is later planted into the ground of her body
map. Like a seed, it already contains all that will unfold. Brought forth from the woman’s
inner land, it connects her past, present and future in a way that is relevant at that particular
moment in time.
Natasha Sackey (2015), a participant and contributor to Seasons of a Woman describes the
creative unfolding of her inner bodily landscape in ‘Transfiguration’:
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Every fingerprint of paint became a new discovery of who I am, as
did every colour, every texture and every curve. My hair felt like a
mane of power untamed, released and free. I could feel my energy
moving, shifting around, even dancing around inside my body. I felt
vibrant within and I understood why I wasn't afraid. I was, in fact,
excited. My life was changing shape but so was I.
Birth of a New Sense of Self
Most women attend body mapping intensives during a time of transition in their lives and
with a longing to explore who they are right now and who they are becoming. What prompts
participants can be natural transitions such as becoming a mother or entering menopause;
deliberate changes such as ending a relationship or changing career; or unexpected life
events such as illness, loss of work or death of a loved one. These are prime times for past
wounding to re-surface as well as untapped potential to be released. Whilst the repetition of
the creative cycle described above provides the safety and containment needed to process
both, an additional process has recently been developed that supports the birth of a new
sense of self. It is a collective ritual designed by each woman in preparation for coming onto
her map and being traced around her body. At this point in the process, having moved
through the initial creative cycle and found her thematic and artistic starting point, her map is
still a blank canvas, cut to size but yet unmarked.
One at a time and in conversation with me she intuitively comes up with key movements and
‘ingredients’ that she would like to be part of her transition from ‘off the map’ to ‘on the map’.
This can be an extended journey through space or a simple step, begun from any position
she chooses. She is also encouraged to enlist as much support as she wishes from the
group which can be touch, mere physical presence or witnessing, specific movements or
gestures, sounds or words. This is then tried out with the group, double checked and
reworked until the sequence and important details are clear to everyone and exactly as the
woman wishes. Only then do we ‘go live’ and perform the ritual which usually takes a few
minutes, followed by spontaneous movement, shifting and resting on the canvas until she
has found her position and feels ready to be traced.
The Emergent Body
This arrival and ‘coming into shape’ on a yet unchartered ground touches something primal.
It echoes with our original coming into human body: our incarnation at the time of
conception; our first human contact during implantation in our mother’s womb; our
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development through the various embryonic and foetal stages; and our coming into the world
‘out there’ at birth. Research in pre- and perinatal psychology shows that:
“[i]n any particular moment, who we are and who we think we are is
layered upon our cellular history and the early cellular responses
that led to our most basic biologic functions. The early human cells,
like primitive or simple organisms they were, grew and survived and
learned while engaging in challenges and transitions marked by
chemical and cellular processes. When challenges occur, transitions
are faced, and successes achieved in our experiences as children or
adults, we feel an intensity of life. Stimulating experiences translate
into emotions and thoughts that echo our primal experiences: desire,
hunger, hope, fear, struggle, and success––all of which are
elements of myth (Terry, 2013, p.282).
In the ritual journey onto the body map these ‘elements of myth’ come into play through
gestures, movements, path ways, pace, flow, contact with others, sounds, props, shapes,
shifts, position and colour(s) chosen for the outline and the words spoken to describe the
experience of the ritual. Whilst many of these elements are chosen deliberately, some
emerge spontaneously as the ritual takes place. This mix of control and surprise allows each
woman to actively participate in the Creation Myth of her emergent being imprinted on the
canvas. As the echoes of her primal past present themselves she chooses how she brings
them into outline on her body map. Since this is done with the caring and midwife-like
support of the other women her creative re-birth also counteracts some of the collective
experiences of women in our Western society that still controls, commoditises, shames and
medicalises the female body right from our beginnings in the womb.
The aim for body mapping as practised today is aligned with Northrup’s vision to fall in love
with our blood and flesh (Northrup, 2009, p. xxiii). For this to happen we need to gently and
compassionately bring back into conscious, tangible and vibrant body those aspects of
ourselves that have not yet felt safe to be in, or return to, this world. That which we have left
behind, blanked from our minds, frozen in our bodies and neglected in our souls. In this life
time or for generations. In the body mapping process, the retrieval can be done with
pleasure. Pleasure in our feminine body with no other aim but to satisfy our own desire to be
more fully who we are.
Workshop and Seasons of a Woman exhibition participant Christina Greenland (2015)
speaks to this in her body map poem ‘Love Story’:
I find you floating in the heavens,
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You are free and peaceful
But alone,
Without boundaries or ground.
I fear for you,
Lest you should float forever or disintegrate.
And you fear the earth,
And the harshness of life.
Carefully and deliberately
I mark your boundaries.
And others help
And with touch and with love
We coax your corporeal body
Preparing for your arrival.
You arrive.
And I go under your skin,
Trace the constellations of your body,
Hear the pounding of your heart,
Feel the warmth of your hands in mine.
And with my breath I give life to you while you fill my lungs with air.
Conclusion
At the end of each woman’s body mapping process lies new ground charted: visible on her
map and felt inside her body. This new embodied image of self is the result of a careful forth
and back between experience and creative expression within the bounds of her physical
being and at the moment of transiting from one phase in her life into another. As this chapter
has shown, the particular combination and sequencing of group exchange, movement,
touch, body meditation, ritual, drawing, painting and sculpting have changed and evolved
over the years. What remains throughout, however, is the effect that body mapping has: to
restore life force to aspects of being that had been lost. This is beautifully expressed in the
ending of the already featured body map story ‘stir it up’ by Ruth Love (2015):
now face to face with myself,
I look myself in the eye,
in the womb,
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in the heart,
and am so achingly terrified
and so overcome with love
that tears fall down my cheeks.
this woman, this creation is me, a me
I don't, can't
see and yet I'm there, always.
I have unleashed myself, broken through
my walls, and leapt out, onto a page
to be seen, to be remembered,
to be looked at and pondered over,
to be greeted, like an old friend who
I haven't seen in years.
Acknowledgements
I would like to honour all women with whom I have worked and body mapped together over
all those years. To partake in your cultures, communities and moments of renewal has
fundamentally shaped me as a woman and practitioner. I also honour all men who were part
of the body mapping work in Kenya and deeply treasure my collaboration with Xavier
Verhoest, Thomas Mboya and Shabu Mwangi during that time. Thank you for your lasting
friendship and inspiration.
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