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Wanderings
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Wanting to block them all out, yet consumed by the desire for greater human connections, deep and true. Still, I hide in my own world. A post-
modern reality, each inhabitant with his/her own world, one that only they can understand. How can one ever form a
lasting bond?
Relying on those inner thoughts emotions. Those that exist in a trancendant reality. Perhaps.
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Distance. Maybe it won’t be so terrible afterall. This magical energy of being alone. In the strangest of ways, it compliments the deep warmth of love. A vision of them, right by my
side. Them, imagining the same. We’re together in a better space, one not
tainted by a harsh reality. Its soft focus and clear.
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You are wrong if you think joy eminates only or principally from human relationships.
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Unlike most of us, he was the type of person who insisted on fulfilling his dreams.
Two years ago my idenity felt so clear. A fighter, dreaming of artistic splendor and far off lands. Only one of those aspects remains, and even it hangs by a thread. I idealize
my old constructed idenity, hoping to obtain it once more. Those dreams, those aspirations, that [undying] will to find true contentment.
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The first time in two years. Staring without him. Without them. Flitering ghosts of a glowing memories. A simple notion that does little justice. Longing for their return, I can still get them back. A feeling for them that ever-lasting. Are they till there? Yes. Perhaps
a lack of action is what draws them away.
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Sleep Sleep. Night after
Night. Laying Awake
in your arms. You lying
awake in mine. Is this an
endless sleep? Maybe an
end.
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What’s the worth of going this alone.
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Wanderings
Fall 2011 Wander: To walk or move in a leisurely, casual, or aimless way.
A beautiful few months are comming to a close. Running towards love, moving forward at a fierce pace, never stoping to embrace what I’ve lost. Is the past gone for good? Have things changed beyond repair?
Only now, stepping back, I see a struggle that remains in the shadow of a bustly daily life. Complexities are engagled in my own simplicities. My own sense of self has been shaken to the core as I move aimlessly. Where have I gone? No where at all?
Here is evidence of things lost, friendships and peices deep within. A darkness looms about my shifting idenitiy. Still, a certain beauty rains supreme...
Images, design, & text by C. Cole Saladino