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jvMj ‡jvKUvi w`‡K| †jvKUv Mv Kij bv †Kvb| wb‡Ri Kv‡R nuvUv aij|

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AZ¨š— g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q wW G· ej †Mg †LjwQj mvwKe| cuvP-mvZUv †j‡fj cvi n‡q G‡m‡Q| ivwKe ìRv eÜ Kivi K_v ejv‡Z †m gv_v SuvwK‡q ÔAvmwQÕ ejj Ges ZviciI e‡m e‡m †Lj‡Z jvMj|

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mvwKe †jvKUvi K_v wKQy eyS‡Z cvij bv| †m AevK n‡q wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKj−v d«vB Kx? GÛ û Avi BD? Avcwb †K?Õ

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Ici †dB_ nviv‡Z cv‡i| †dB_ nviv‡j Avmj wec‡ì mgq Zv‡ì mvnvh¨ bvI cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i| e¨vcviUv Avm‡jB AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y©|

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mvwKe ~‡i dvqvi mvwf©‡mi mvB‡i‡bi AvIqvR ïb‡Z †cj| Avi †ìx Kiv DwPZ bv| †m ZvovZvwo †dvb †i‡L N‡i QyUj †gvg Avi g¨vP wb‡q Am‡Z| I¸‡jv wb‡q wd‡i G‡m †m †`Lj wgwQj Avs‡Kj ZL‡bv †mvdvi Ici e‡m a¨vb Ki‡Q| †m WvKj,ÔAvs‡KjÕ|

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mvwK‡ei wgwQj Avs‡Kj LuvwU cvMj n‡jI e× cvMj bq| Av¸‡bi g‡a¨ _vK‡j cy‡o †h ÔKj −v d«vBÕ n‡q hv‡e, †mUzKz eyw× Zvi Av‡Q| †m AvKvk evZvm Kuvwc‡q ÔAv‡qZ Avjxi Mw`‡Z Av¸b R¡v‡jv GKmv‡_Õ †k −vMvb w`‡q GK jv‡d N‡ii evB‡i P‡j Gj| evmvi g‡a¨ AvUKv coj ïay ivbœv N‡ii ìRv eÜ K‡i bvK †W‡K Nygy‡Z _vKv Kv‡Ri eyqv mwLbv|

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