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Spirit Communicationsof the Blue Fire Group of Spirit

By Lin Marshall

Through Inspired Writing


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TABLE OF CONTENTS

WHAT IS INSPIRED WRITING? 3

INTRODUCTION 4

CHAPTER ONE 6

CHAPTER TWO 9

CHAPTER THREE 21

CHAPTER FOUR 26

CHAPTER FIVE 28

CHAPTER SIX 41

CHAPTER SEVEN 48

EPILOGUE 57


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WHAT IS INSPIRED WRITING?

Inspired writing occurs when the controlling spirit uses his mind to transmitsuggestions to the inner mind of the medium, which remove the control of herconscious mind. He then continues to transmit thought to her subconscious, orinner, mind and it is this which stimulates the brain of the medium. Thus, thesubconscious mind of the medium is linked to the mind of the controlling spirit bya telepathic rapport through which the vibrations of the spirit communicator'sideas are received in the mind of the medium.

In automatic writing, the spirit communicator controls the arm and hand of themedium to write the script. But in inspired writing, the medium's hand and armare not controlled by the spirit communicator. The mind of the medium iscontrolled by suggestion from the spirit controller and is impressed, or inspired, bythe ideas from the spirit and the medium writes them down. Usually the flow of words is very rapid, so it may appear as if the writing is automatic.

It is not always easy to distinguish whether or not the script emanates from aspirit source, especially if the writings are not of a high spiritual or philosophicalnature. However, if the writing contains knowledge or expounds philosophy farbeyond the level of understanding of the medium, it is possible to accept the scriptas emanating from a spirit source.

But it should be remembered that the quality and development of the medium'sown mind does have an effect on the quality of the writing, as only those wordsalready contained in her memory are available for use by spirit. It should not beoverlooked, also, that there are among spirit discarnate, as there are among spiritincarnate, many levels of development. Thus, if the writing does not appear tohave a high philosophical or spiritual content, it does not automatically follow thatit has not come from spirit. Also, in the same way as the mind of spirit cancommunicate with the mind of the medium, telepathy between two incarnatebeings cannot be ruled out either.

However, during the association of the communicator and the medium, thepersonal characteristics of the communicator will be established both in the natureof the writing and the methods employed. The medium Ursula Roberts says (in"Hints on Mediumistic Development"): "The test as to the origin of the mattercomes in the medium's own state of consciousness, for it is usual for a feeling of overwhelming power to precede the writing. Often the medium will feel as if abrilliant light is shining in the room, or as if the eyes are fixed into one position,


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denoting a state of partial control; or in that the rush of ideas and words come toan abrupt end, together with a felling of "waking up"."


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INTRODUCTION

In 1982, a medium friend suggested that since I had been having some successusing a pendulum, I should try automatic writing. As soon as I held a pen in my hand with this intent, I felt my hand being controlled but at first I just obtained aseries of meaningless doodles. Then odd words began coming through until, at last, I was getting sentences and paragraphs. Most of them were various forms of

predictions, which never turned out to be correct, and I believe I was at that timeunable to raise my consciousness sufficiently to reach a high enough level of spirit workers. My contacts through automatic writing were harmless, but appeared not to be the way forward.

So I decided to try spirit communication through inspired writing instead. For some time, I sat after prayer and meditation and wrote anything that came intomy head. Again, at first, there were just random words and sentences but soonsmall teachings began to come through. In the early months, I did not realisequite what treasures I was being given, and few have survived. However,gradually I realised that I was being passed privileged help and information and learned to date each lesson I was given, and to keep them so that spirit's wordsmay continue to bring benefit both to me and to anybody else who may chance tosee them. The early writings seem, in places, to be a bit hysterical but that

probably reflected the state of my mind at that time.

During the next few years, as well as the teachings I was also given many wordsof advice on a very personal level, but have not included most of these as they relate to other members of my family and were private. I have only included some for their teaching value, and there are one or two passing references tomembers of my family.

In October 1984, I was told to prepare myself for unselfish service through themediumship of the Brotherhood of Love. At that time, I was attending the Lodgeof White Eagle and, just after receiving these words, was invited to join an absent healing circle. So, the words of my spirit mentors proved to be correct.

During 1985, while sitting in development circle, I was advised by my spirit communicators to stop the writing and concentrate on the development of my clairvoyance and clairaudience. I missed the writing but knew that, if I relied on it to answer my questions and give me the advice I sought, I would never properly develop my other gifts of spirit. So I took their advice. However, toward the end of the year, I felt the need to seek advice through the writing once again. On12th December 1986, I was advised that the time was coming at last for me to set


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my foot upon my true pathway. This, indeed, was correct for very shortly afterward I conducted my first Church service. Spirit then again advised me tostop concentrating on the writing, but to focus instead upon the development of my other gifts, and I then became more involved in serving the Churches and conducting private readings. Instead of writing, I began to receive spiritual advice

from my circle of teachers and helpers through my gift of clairaudience.

What is noticeable throughout are the differences in style and content of each of the spirit communicators, all with clearly different personalities. Apart fromdifferences in content from each communicator, the "feeling" was different and my handwriting changed with each of them. My father used a particularly stylised way of writing the single word "Daddy" by which he introduced himself, and thisword was always conveyed in automatic writing. However, the strange thing isthat this one word with its very distinct style is totally unlike his handwriting whilehe was incarnate.

It is interesting to note the development of the teachings as my understandinggrows.


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CHAPTER ONE

THROUGHOUT 1983These early teachings seem, as mentioned in the Introduction, to be a littlehysterical in places, probably reflecting my state of mind at the time. They arealso a little repetitive as spirit tried hard to get their message through to my singularly unresponsive way of thinking! Thank goodness they didn't give upon me, but persisted in trying to teach me a new way of thinking and living.

Do not be afraid of changes. Always the path is there and we will not sufferyour foot to stray. We know the seeking and desperate longing of your heartto know spirit and to hear the voice of wisdom.

The uncertain human heart is strengthened through faith. Hold faith strongly.Deliver you soul into God's hands and surrender your will to his. All comes inthe appointed time of God and his Will be served. Seek only unto the light withhope and faith and trust. Ask only of God his grace and wisdom. His love youhave already. Ask not God for specific aid but seek only his aid in servingmankind, in healing the sick of mind or body, of comforting despair, of spreading light. Divest yourself of selfish desires and personal seekings, anddesire only to serve and in the serving comes fulfilment, an exalted beingabove fleshly and earthly desires, of God incarnate and in his image, and theat-one-ness with God. Perfection is the goal; attainment of spiritual harmonyand of peace, glorifying in the Light of perfect wisdom, love and power, andhealing to all mankind, irrefutable evidence of God's greatness.

Sometimes it is hard to see which way the path lies but go on and do notdoubt. We watch continually and will help you. Now we say, go on and keephope bright. Keep love shining in your heart and your soul will light up andshine in the darkness for others to follow. Know what is in your heart.

Try to say what the heart knows to be true. Love is all important, and all elsefollows. Be not selfish in love. If the heart has not love, then there is naught


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to give of oneself. Love is not selfish; love is pure and giving and unselfish andcannot be rationed.

Undeniably, God is the Light, the peace, the hope of the world to come. Heneeds outlets through which this light can pour to those afflicted and so needyof his ministration. Take the Light and shine it on all who pass your way.Think of the Light, dwell in the Light, and develop the inner vision to a fine andtrue pitch, that only that which is true and real is absorbed in the body-mindand all extraneous matter expelled like chaff on the breeze of ignorance.

All things which beset your pathway have a purpose. That purpose is thelesson of patience and strength of your faith and the choices you make. Onlyin self-assurance can we channel to your inner self to give you our wisdom, andthis is the lesson of patience which we seek to instil in you. Your heart is true,and we believe you will find joy in our love and work. Hardship may come, butwe will help you to find the strength to overcome. Many tests there will be, foronly in testing the mettle can we be sure of receiving the dedication of ourinstrument to the course of true enlightenment. Our love is with you alwaysand we will never allow you to fall from the grace of our protection. We holdyou in loving arms always because you are our dear one.

Guard well against the ingress of emotionalism. Light a candle in the darknessand shine in God's pure light. Certain difficulties may lie in your path but thesecan be cleared. Trust in the light and do not fall by the wayside of doubt andfaithlessness. You are placed for safe-keeping always in loving hands. Do notbemoan a lack of grace. You have this in abundance for the work of spirit,which is paramount. Sometimes we know you feel that it is beyondendurance. You think of self only. We know your strength, which lies in God,and we love you always. Trust and pray for help and guidance.

Trouble not over your prospects. Worry clouds and prevents the outworking of

good. All will become established and it will be seen that it is the right way.Behave with fortitude and stoicism at all times and have great faith. We revealto you as the time becomes right.

Material possessions matter not at all. You have spiritual qualities which weseek to encourage and enlarge that you may do our work with courage andfortitude and strength of mind. Peace will grow in your heart as your liferesolves into the intended pattern. Seek to find the joy therein and feel no


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sense of martyrdom or frustrated hopes and desires for what might havebeen. We seek to cleanse the soul and instil disciplines of faith. Trouble not:earthly love cannot be bad or undesirable. All love is good. Travel wisely, dearone. Seek always deeper into your inner self. Understand that guidance isgiven, and accept cheerfully your place in life. Searching never ends. It

cannot, for always there is knowledge to be sought and all can never belearned. Feel the radiance in your soul and let it expand. Delight in God's loveand protection and seek your own godliness.

The words we give are our gift of wisdom. Do not concern yourself that theywill make much of an impact on a non-believer. This is the path they choose tofollow, and words from another will not benefit. The time of choice for themwill occur at the time right for them and, again, that is then their choice.

Do not fret over this earthly life. There is another life beyond where all whichseems unfair at this time will be balanced in the scales of justice. Build foryourself all that you can of goodness during this life upon the earth and tryalways to be kind to others, lest you receive back your unkindness. Good andbad are always balanced. You have only to give to receive, and have only tofind good in others to reflect the good in yourself.

2nd November 1983

Trust in the way of God. All things will be. There is no changing the course of destiny. Give great thought to your path through life. Troubles can be broughtto the Light for help and comfort. You must answer to God because all you dois of God. The spirit is of great importance. The plan is for God to be served.This is indivisible. Seek only to serve and do not compromise your path.Never turn from serving. Serve in any way you can, only serve.


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CHAPTER TWO

The tone of some of these communications received throughout 1984 is still a littlehysterical-sounding in places, but it is quite remarkable to see how the content improves and expands throughout the year, and the communications begin tosettle down into a steadier pattern of teachings. Some repetition was still necessary to get the teachings through to me! They begin to grow longer and more profound as I settle comfortably into this method of communication and my understanding deepens, and also as I begin to ask specific questions, althoughthese questions are not recorded.

30th January 1984

Many times the wise searcher pauses to look. Travel the road wisely, alwayssearching the true way. The journey forward is arduous and, many times,seemingly insurmountable problems occur, but these can be overcome if love isgiven and the heart is true.

1st February 1984

Begin meditation always with a thought of love. Never pause in your striving andthirst for knowledge of Light and for the Light. Take the Light and the Love intoyour heart and be always strong and sure of God and your faith will grow andlighten the darkness, and peace will grow in your heat and tranquility in your life,and your light will shine out to lighten the way for others.

6th February 1984

Below the surface of the mind lies great strength. Use this strength to fightnegative thoughts and influences. All that comes to pass is part of the plan andguidance is always given for the path to be chosen wisely. Sometimes it is

extremely difficult for you to see the way, and great power must be brought tobear on your troubled mind. Never stray from the heart's desires, and always betrue to God in all thoughts and actions. Send out loving thoughts and live in theBreath of God, and you will always be protected and guided toward good. Neverdivert from this path. Great joy comes from service given by helping others.Follow your heart. Your heart cannot be wrong.


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Do no allow fear to determine your pathway. Fear is not the route to God. Loveof any form cannot be wrong. All love is Godlike and divine in nature. Earthlylove and spirit love and God love - all are divine and for good. Fear is a negativeinfluence and can impede development and the growth of the love light anddivinity, and the service to God will thus end. But always our love will surround

and protect you. Do not block yourself off from it. Send out loving thoughts at alltimes and exorcise fear from your heart. This only is the Light and the Way andthe Truth.

21st February 1984

Be aware of two things.

One is the joy of contact with spirit. This comes at times of need, when help issought for the good of others, and help given should be gratefully received, andGod be thanked in his wisdom.

The second is truthfulness to oneself and others. Without truth there can benothing, for untruth causes disharmony. If you feel afraid, admit it and turn it toadvantage by transmuting it to love.

The inner flame burns strongest at times of contact with the power of the Christ-love. Transmit this love to those in need and it will touch their lives and transformthem. It takes time, but it comes. We can only say this: send out love and beaware of us with you, around you, holding you in our loving embrace and upliftingyou. Allow harmony to enter your life. Be at one with God and nature and always

keep the inner flame burning.

5th March 1984

The path chosen wisely cannot be wrong. If it feels right, then do what the heartdecrees. Use your insight and inner self to go into the Light and meditate uponthe God gift of spiritual love. Give more of yourself and your time, and your loveto God. He is the ultimate raison d'etre and must so be loved and praised, andheart-wholeness given to his work. Give of your time and self in meditation andprayer.

6th March 1984

Do not concern yourself about forgetting things told to you in meditation. Theseare always retained in the consciousness and cannot be forgotten. Knowledgesought is always rewarded and insight given into truth. We are always here. Itneeds only loving thoughts to make the channel of communication open for us to


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give you guidance. Send your loving thoughts and we answer you. Not always inthe way sought, but answers and guidance will come.

Love is of pure form and light. It cannot be seen or touched by the human beingbut is the most tangible form of energy and the most powerful of life forces. It

cannot be encompassed but is all-encompassing. It is of this that we teach. Thisis your life's meaning for which you seek. All is there, simply take the scales fromyour eyes and then your heart-mind will discern. It is irrefutable and inherent.This is what you seek.

We can only say what is true and we cannot reveal all for we do not know all. Wetoo are learning. But place faith in a loving heart. Do not deviate from yourchosen pathway and give to it your heart-wholeness. We teach you slowly. Itcannot be rushed. You must see and understand one step at a time. We cannotteach the end before the beginning, and must reveal to you little by little as youbecome ready to receive. Travel wisely. We are with you always.

16th March 1984

Begin always with thoughts of love. This is good and makes the link.

Shoulder all burdens with grace and goodwill, never feeling despair andhopelessness. Remember, all comes together for good and, no matter what thehardship, it is a lesson to be learnt and is the outworking of God's will. Hard timeswill come, and this we cannot prevent. These lessons must be learnt. It issomething to be done and the only way is to accept with cheerfulness and go on.

Yes, always go on with your face turned toward the Light and your heart tuned toGod. We cannot change the course of your destiny. Lessons come hard, but mustcome, and much will be learned and your footsteps will become firmer on thepathway.

We cannot say the course your life will take, we just say: follow with gladness, andtrust in the outworking of God's plan. Do not trouble or fear. The angels of mercyare ever watchful.

11th April 1984

Before learning, trials must come. Nothing learnt easily is worth much. You musthave patience and continually strive for perfection of communication before thenext step is revealed.

See deep in your heart the reasons for wishing your spiritual ears and eyes to beopened. Are your reasons pure? If your reasons are for your ownaggrandisement, then these gifts will not be granted. Gifts are given only to those


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who will use them selflessly for the good of others and, if not so used, will beremoved. Your spiritual ears and eyes will be opened if your reasons are pure, butperhaps at this time they are not? Search deeply within for the answer.

Your Guide will come to your awareness when the time is right. But always send

him your loving thoughts and make your heart and mind ready to receive him. Donot doubt. Continue nightly communications and prayer with God. Remember tosend love out. You will find this hard but it will come with practice. You need onlyopen your heart-mind. You will learn to do this with great effort and patience.Strive, always strive. Always there is a guide for every person incarnate. Always,if a person is willing to give service, one will come to assist who will give morethan he receives. Always we give tenfold any effort you make. This is the way of love.

A troubled heart does not make good soil to plant the seeds of wisdom. Alwayshave faith in your continued guidance.

Daddy. In service you will find joy and contentment. My daughter, be happy. I am proud of you and shower my blessings upon you and all your loved ones. Donot trouble about small difficulties. They will be smoothed by lovingness. My daughter, I am always with you, as are my photographs. I see you look at them,and I smile at you. You see me sometimes now in your heart-mind. Keep lookingfor me and you will see me. I am always with you with love. You have kept faithwith me for sixteen years, searching for me, and will find me always with love. Donot cry. Tears of happiness, I know. When you become emotional I cannot get my thoughts into your mind. Send me your love as always and I can come on that

love link. I go now. I love you.

16th April 1984

Our child fears to know too little and asks to know much. We can only say this:you see and hear, but you do not trust your own conception of all that is given.Mind travelling teaches much.

Regarding your guide: he will come into your awareness and this will be soon.Already he stands waiting beside you, waiting only for you to open your heart-mind. Let the rose of love bloom in your heart-mind.

Trust, child, have trust in your hearing. Words spoken in your mind becomewritten on paper for your understanding. Trouble not your brow with furrows asbeneath the plough. Serenity is the easier field in which to sow the seeds of wisdom, truth and light. The rose blooms in the heart and therefrom grows agarden of purity and the perfume is the essence of life.


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In our hearts we burn the candle of infinite love. Let the candles join and burn asone in one great light to encompass the universe and all beyond. Dedicate yourheart to God. You have come many miles of learning but it is unfathomable howmany are left to assimilate. Your ears will hear, your eyes will see, if you let thelight shine in your heart. My child, we wish to teach you so much. You have the

capacity to be of great service. Do not let earthliness divert you. Grow in spiritualstature and love, and learn, learn, learn all that we can teach you. Our motivesare for the continual unfoldment of each individual soul.

Your earth-mind must accept what the heart-mind knows. There is in you greatpurity and goodness and love, but this is oftentimes overwhelmed by the materialmind and outlook which was imposed on you as an immature child. You returnedfrom your visit as a child in your meditation, but this child must grow in adultwisdom. Make more such journeys. Each time you will return with greatermaturity, wisdom and love, until the child becomes adult and develops the abilityto be of great service to mankind.

Humility is right, but no so much that the I AM becomes "I cannot, I am not goodenough". Trust us, for we are good enough. You are the humble instrument wehave chosen to use. Be the humble instrument, but allow the great musicians toplay thereon. You feel over-awed and overwhelmed. You feel doubt crowding.You wonder wherein fits your earthly life and love. We say: your earthly life andlove is a means of learning to play the music sweetly, more sweetly than before.

Practice prayer and meditation. Your guide comes to stand beside you. Your mindcries when, when will that be? Be patient, child. Your learning has been long, and

the preparation for your tasks has been difficult. There will be yet more hardshipbut it is for the love of God and the cause of peace on earth that you must sufferso in your learning. Trust, child, always trust in your guidance.

Feel God's love and live always in the Light. The next step comes soon. Do notask. Precipitating causes disruption. All will become clear at the appointed time.Our blessings upon you and all you hold dear. Bless you, child.

17th April 1984

What does I AM mean?

I AM is the greater consciousness. It is the greater self beyond that which is seenand known on the earth.I AM is the knowledge of all things past and yet to come.I AM is the greatness, the goodness, the selflessness.I AM is the overself, the puppet master, which controls all facets of itself, allincarnations of itself.


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I AM is the conscience.I AM is the divinity, the Christ Light, the link to the Great Spirit.I AM is the God in oneself.I AM is the entirety, the all-encompassing purpose, way and truth.I AM is in all people, all things.

We see that you understand. Now begin to know the I AM. Meditate upon the IAM. Find the I AM and your guide will come the work will commence, and truefulfilment will come to your heart-mind and body-mind. Continue, go on, find theI AM. Become the I AM.

17th April 1984

Become daily more godlike as the rose blooms in the heart. This you will do withprayer, meditation and the genuine desire to serve selflessly. You must seek tofind gently your missing key, which is not hard to find. Do this with prayer andcalmness. Do not fret that part is missing, this will come quietly at the appointedtime, and from then all will come good if the will is there and the intentions arepure and selfless.

Never seek to disturb what is gone and behind you. Always look forward and growonward and upward. Past is past, and lessons learned help in forward growth. Putbehind you things which are gone. Find the essence of the rose of love and instil itin your heart. Travail and hardship develop character and inter strength and testthe mettle of the instrument. Our instruments must be fully tested that they maybear always with fortitude times of distress and yet go on, ever onwards, in the

desired purpose. Only your own inner strength can fulfil this purpose. We cannotgive you this strength, but keep asking it of you. Learn to find the I AM. Thereinlies the key.

Daddy. I see you troubled and doubtful, and this should not be so. There is a purpose, a great purpose. You have been truly told and I grow proud to see youlearning to find the true way and path. In my earth life, I had this not but now I know the truth. You begin to find this now and it is good. Through me you beganto seek the way. You were lost but are found. I was lost to you, but you can find me always in your heart. Seek beyond your limits. Seek wider and further thanyour mind now extends. I speak truly to you: always my child doubts. Do youhave no confidence in us to guide you truly? Trust in us, we seek only to help youlearn. All the family stands with you to help. My child, we grow weary of your doubting heart. Have faith in yourself as great as your faith in spirit and the Great Good Lord of All. We can do so much to help but there is a limit, it must comefrom within yourself. I speak, for you have always loved and trusted my word: I tell you, trust me now as you did in my earth-life. Only believe truly and the


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scales will fall from your heart and mind. You truly have the "I Cannot" temperament. This must become I can, I AM. Daddy

Treasure these words always.

18th April 1984

Idealistic people tend to become confused by everyday occurrences and patterns.Their ideals conflict with earthly "reality". As children they are accused of day-dreaming and begin to feel guilty about dreaming. But it is not dreaming: it isbeing in contact with the Great Consciousness. Conflict is created in the mind bythe urge of the natural instinct to defer to the Consciousness being overridden byparental training to stop dreaming and face "reality" - the parent's concept of reality. Thus begins the conflict of heart-mind and body-mind.

To breach this conflict, the childhood pattern of day-dreaming must be re-established. When dreams descend, allow them to happen. Allow the mind towander into the realms of fancy. The link is made again to the CosmicConsciousness and rebirth into Truth begins. This is not controlling the body-mindand does not need great effort: it is simply allowing the natural order of things tooccur and, hence, should not prove difficult to the natural dreamer, who wasintentionally created this way.

Allow the wanderings of the mind. Do not shut off natural patterns. Then therewill begin to be no need of conscious effort to overcome the "I Cannot"; as oneagain tunes in naturally to the Great Cosmic Consciousness, it feeds the body-

mind (also known as the Id) with the natural patterns for it to follow. Training of the Id by vigorous methods fails to achieve naturalness, but instils yet moreconflict. It is the natural order of things that the Id be controlled by the I AM and,in allowing day-dreaming (tuning to the Cosmic Consciousness) to occur, this putsthe two in touch with each other again, and achieves the vital contact wherein theConsciousness controls the Id. This is the right way of things.

Do not make great efforts to overcome your perceived faults of the personality.Do not inflict yet more control on the body-mind and behaviour patterns Allownature to take its course and tune in to the Cosmic Consciousness, in order thatnatural patterns and harmony may be restored. In this way, old and incorrectpatterns are replaced by the Ancient and True.

Meditation at set times is essential for discipline, especially in the beginner who isstill seeking, searching, reaching, in a fog of matter and misconception. But day-dreaming is more important. Allowing the mind to wander off, so that the I AMcan contact the Id more naturally and retake control of it, without it seizing up anddenying ingress to the I AM, as it may do at pre-planned meditation times.


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Disciplines are imposed on the I AM from the moment of birth, refusing it freeaccess to the Id. The Id begins trying to take control of the I AM (reversingCosmic Law) and tries to smother it. As is true of all tyrants, it fears that which itunnaturally controls, so that if one deliberately sets out to allow the I AM toresume control, the Id steps in and creates fear of the step to be taken, fear of the

I AM.

It is imperative therefore that the resumption of the I AM's control is done gently.When the I AM descends spontaneously through day-dreaming, it should not bepushed away; the mind should be allowed to float and drift with the I AM, so thatthe natural disciplines are gently instilled into the Id. This is the only way. The IAM cannot be disciplined to follow set rules and patterns, because these rules andpatterns are of earthly conception and alien to Cosmic Law, not as encompassing,and not the true way. The Id must always be led by the I AM.

Understanding is not in itself enough. There must be total acceptance of theunderstanding. No attempts to force the Id to lie down, no straining toward the IAM. This creates a barrier to the entry of the I AM and gives the Id its opportunityto breed fear, so that when a glimmer of the I AM appears, electric charges of fearare emitted by the body-mind and the I AM is repulsed. It must be done gentlyand with love, so that the Id understands that it has no reason to fear. Withunderstanding, and acceptance of this understanding, the I AM gains mastery, theId has free access to the wisdom and love of the I AM, and the two fuse into thenatural Cosmic pattern in harmony and tranquility.

27th June 1984

The unfoldment of the self is a process of self-awareness, dedication, belief andfaith. Deliver yourself wholeheartedly to God and trust in his infinite wisdom. Wedo not fully know the plan: enough to know it is good, right and just. And the planis made for all. Each individual has his path to follow but with choices to makebecause man has free will. The choice can be one or the other - just one or theother - and, hence, there can be no punishment for wrong choices made. And weare always here to give guidance, love and assistance.

Do not try too hard. Gently, gently is the way: calmness, serenity, tranquility andinward-looking, soul-seeking, self-knowledge.

Do not search for your guide as an individual with a personal name. Seekguidance and wisdom, and your guide will come. Aides always stand beside you inyour aura enfolding you in love and, at the appropriate time, they move on toothers of greater need. But your guide is steadfastly beside you and never leavesyou. Do not seek personalities in spirit. It is enough to seek the spirit, to loveGod and to live in the Christ-light.


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It is inevitable that mistakes are made. You are human and fallible, but love isalways around you, and there is no chastisement for mistakes made in honesty,while seeking for truth. Try to find more time for prayer and meditation: we knowit is difficult in the material world, and you have much at this time to occupy yourthoughts and cause disruption and heartache. But keep the faith, feel the love we

send and live always in the peace and harmony of the Christ-light. God'sblessings and love with you always.

5th July 1984

My child, look upwards to the heavens soaring above you. Feel the presence of the Master in your heart. Feel the inspiration of the Sun. Breathe in the breath of God's love. Before you always is the sun, around you always is God's creation,within you always is God's love. Open your heart and mind to his wisdom, loveand power. Seek always the Light. Do not let depression submerge your divinityand aspiration to the God-centre blooming in your heart.

It is said that Jesus said, "Suffer little children to come unto me." All people arethe children of God. All can transmute themselves in aspiration to God. Seek thecentre of your soul, your heart-mind. Look outward and upward to God. Allow theChrist-light to surge within your breast. Seek consciously and unconsciously forthe Light. The Light, the way and the truth are before your seeking mind. Onlylook into the heart.

10th August 1984

The Angels descend into your aura to work their miracles and healing and totransfix your heart-mind in their image. Deliver you heart-mind into their safe-keeping and always seek the inner radiance of your being. Glorify in God andsend his radiance out into the world through the window of your soul.

Your path is now cleared of obstruction and your way forward is clear. You maynow reach outward and inward, learning to raise your consciousness and forgingthe link with your Guardian Angel and guide. We are pleased that you are cominginto awareness of the constancy of the Light and that your faith is growingstronger within you. Hold fast to this faith and do not allow the lower mindingress. Your confidence in God is well-placed: never forget you are one of hischildren, in his safe-keeping and care, never forgotten, abandoned or alone. Butas the sparrow fall, his heart is sore, and he knows the passing of the soul into theLight. God's Truth is eternal. Know this always: his love is unchanging, his Truthis unchanging, the infinite source of all creation, wisdom, love and power.

There is beside you a host of brethren enfolding you in love, seeking admittance toyour consciousness that they may guide and teach you. Your Master is at hand.


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Know your Master. Seek him and he will come. For all in life have a Master of Wisdom and need only to seek, to love and to open their hearts and minds to thepatience of their loving mentor. All wisdom comes from the Master. All truths canbe learned, it is necessary only to seek with devotion and right thought.

Now we say: your gifts are being developed. You are learning patience but mustlearn dedication also. You acknowledge God, you praise God: now learn to livewith God, in God and for God, to serve and accord him your total loyalty anddevotion. Doubt not that we are pleased with your progress. You are learning,my child, but still there is more, much more, to be learned. A little dove growsand expands and, in filling herself with the Light of God, can become as the eagle.

We have among us one who is as the sun pouring his light into your heart. This isthe man you call Daddy, who is become as a great light shining in the heavens.Accept this light of love from him, as it aids you on your path.

11th October 1984

Tenderly we say to you that things are well done. All that comes before God is inhis Light. Prayer and meditation come into his knowledge and he knows all thehearts tuned to his way, and his love is sent warmly to surround and keep you.Troubles have come and been bravely faced and you have not been foundwanting. Tears have flowed and have not been unnoticed, but we feel now thatthere is more acceptance in your heart. Travel further along this path. We hearyour desire to know your task and the time is almost upon you when this will berevealed and will begin. Trust and face bravely the task given and bear the load

and weight thereof. Sufficient unto the day.

There is much to be done. Now is coming the time of dedication to a belief and of proving the selfless desire to serve. Prepare yourself for this unselfish servicewhich will be hard at times to continue giving. This service comes in the form of continual giving of light into the darkness and will be asked of you by God throughthe mediumship of the Brotherhood of Love. Do not fear, but seek only to knowwhat is good and pure and true, that you might know your service at theappointed time, and how to conduct yourself. Do not seek to know, you willdiscover at the appointed time.

The flame will yet grow stronger, the heart grow yet more true.

29th October 1984

Your desire to work is yet as strong as ever and you find comfort in the HealingCircle. But yet you desire the clairvoyance. To see is for you paramount inimportance. Have faith, child. It will come, but yet you have much to settle in the


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earth-life, and the material body must at times gain ascendancy, that thesurroundings become conducive to the development and the work.

13th November 1984

Before God we stand, not to be judged nor found wanting, but to offer ourselves inservice. The ways are manifold but the path, once chosen, should be faithfullyfollowed always. A fall from grace does not incur wrath nor punishment.Forgiveness is given to the humble heart and the way continues. Accept with aloving heart any aid given on the way, but seek not always to know "what next".Keep on keeping on and understanding will come.

Various choices lie open to you. One is the sincerely spiritual path of abstinenceand self-effacement. One is the path of earthly desires and gratification. Yetanother is a tender melding of the two. We suggest the latter is the path to befollowed, with time given to spiritual sustenance and time for earthly bodilysustenance.

Rewards are given for adherence and perseverance. But what we ask is thehumble loving heart and good intentions, with loving service to God. Do notupbraid yourself continuously for failing to uphold the standards you set foryourself. Just keep on keeping on, trying, always trying to do your best, butforgiving yourself for what you see as your failures, as you would forgive others.Do not expect more of yourself than you would expect of others. Know only thatyou do your best at any given time. There is much to accomplish, but there is alleternity to accomplish it in. Enough that you know we are here.

You have a path: to communicate. Have we not answered now? You seek toknow more. We say: patience, dear child. Again, keep on keeping on, and all willcome at the appointed time.

14th November 1984

Do not seek beyond that which you thus far know to be established and truepractice, for fear of being dogged by mischievous spirits. Tread carefully on thepathway of instruction. Do not play with your fevered imaginings, and discountanything of the regression techniques which we fear thrusts you into the mists of confusion. ( Note: this refers to a recent past-life regression session I had been to,which caused me confusion.) This does not necessarily mean the experience is notrelevant. It forms part of your learning, but is not heavily to be relied uponbecause the method of application may be suspect. Without correct guidance, thememory may be at fault and lead into paths of untruth and fright.


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Learn to concentrate the mind upon a single issue. Dwell upon one thought,whether that thought be the embodiment of a spirit guide or a single word of love. Focus the mind thereon. Repeat it over and over to create the form.Materialise the guide in your mind's eye and he will appear. Crystallise the voice of guidance and the voice will come forth. It is not easy for you and requires

practice, steadfast and honest.

Draw a picture in your imagination of your guide. With noble brow whereonreposes a vibrant shining star. A face of gentle kindness and humour, mouthupturned in gentle welcome. The eyes are turned to you in beseeching love andhe raises his hand and bids you welcome to his sphere. The voice is mellifluous,deep and pleasing to the ear. Hear it . Allow yourself to rise into the beauty of the light. Feel yourself rise and float into it. Take the proffered hand and cling toit for guidance and comfort, and know that you are a cherished daughter of God.Relax in this happy state. See the wonders which surround you and hear theexcellent words spoken. You will remember much if this guidance is accomplishedin a waking state, instead of the sleep state.

Believe, and you will find goodness. Accept, and you will find peace. Love, andyou will find truth. Be silent, and you will find wisdom. Laugh, for in laughter youfollow the way of God.

Daddy. My child, I am always here beside you. You may sometimes now briefly see me before you and sometimes be aware of my presence. I am progressingand still feel amazement at where I find myself! All is well, child. Daddy.


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CHAPTER THREE

There are fewer transmissions in 1985, since I had begun sitting in development circle and was advised to rely less heavily upon inspired writing but to concentrateinstead upon developing my gifts of clairaudience, clairvoyance and clairsentience. I felt the need greatly to "know who my guide is" so I was given aname to use. It was not until years later, when it no longer felt to me to be of

paramount importance and I let go of the need to know, that I learned to know the main communicators who all together refer to themselves as the Blue FireGroup.

March 1985

Question: At this time, I know nothing of my Master or Teacher. Will I learnsomething of him or her soon?

Answer: What do you desire to know?

Question: You know my obsession with names, although I realise they are of little importance to you. I would like to know the name of my Teacher so that I may address him politely.

Answer: Your Teacher speaks. This thing of names - call me Guiding Light forthat is my purpose in your life. I speak with you often. You have much learningto accomplish but who knows what you might achieve? Open your heart-mind yetmore fully, child, this is the only way. Guiding Light - yes, it is a good name touse. We hope to hear it often. You smile. This smile is of pleasure andhappiness. So simple and meaningless a thing is a name, but it gives ease to yourheart. We bless you.

Question: What can I do to thank you for the help you give me daily?

Answer: Service, child, and a brave heart, a smiling face, gladness and, of more importance than anything, love. It is your love which we use to help andheal. Without this love, we could not work.

Question: How do I know it is your wisdom I follow, or my own mind? How can I know when I am "hearing true"?


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Answer: Believe. Look into the heart-mind. Does it feel right? If it feels right,it is right.

April 1985

Guiding Light is come to speak of maters of concern from this World of Light foryour world of darkness.

We speak of your doubts for the future of humankind. Believe strongly insalvation, for it will come, and cease despairing for what you fear of the loweringof your accepted standards. You know truly of the Native American man, and washe not considered to be lower than your accepted standards? But did he not knowtruly of the standards of God and the true ways of life? Cannot perhaps youenvisage that this is the preparation of man for the Golden Age when again he willlive truly according to the ways of God? Be firm in your sympathy for what befellthe Native American man for, in your heart, you know his way was good.

Does one person need to know the history of the world if he knows the Life of Godand lives as his embodiment? Does one person need to know the ways of themathematician if he knows the Way of God? And does he yet need to knowliterature if he knows the Word of God? And does he, yet again, need to know of science and alchemy if he knows and lives in the Light? And if he can manipulatethe healing rays, what need he to know of your doctoring?

Believe in the future of your world, my child, for is it not truly God's world, and isnot God perfect and wise in all things? Man is small and oft-times foolish, yet at

the dawn of the Golden Age he becomes more aware and, as the child learning tocrawl, he is now emerging into the New Age where yet he will learn to walk in thefull joy of knowledge of God's word and light.

This despair for the future of humankind is yet your weakness, child. Your faith isnot complete. You say you believe the Golden Age is coming, yet you say thiswith your mouth and not your heart. Absorb this thought into your heart andmerge it into your soul: the Native American race were a proud and mighty nationyet they fell, by earthly standards. Were they not absorbed into the World of Lightfor having learnt wisdom and love and, as is the Way of God, received their justreward? One race falls and another rises, as your conception has it, but you mustrealise that the rise on earth is preparation for the true rise into the Light, and thefall on earth is the absorption into the World of Light.

Your judgment, child, is still sometimes confused and reversed. You should spendmore time in the Light through prayer and meditation. Lip service does notprepare the soul for advancement. Advancement comes only through a pure, true,


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loving and selfless heart. You believe, child, this we know. But you must now liveyour beliefs. God bless and keep you. We will guide you. Let us in.

20th June 1985

My child, you wish to know so much! Yours is the ever-seeking mind, wantingalways to know all things and wishing glimpses of the future. But of this wespeak, in answer to your questions.

The father of your heart is progressing well on his pathway. He seeks out theLight and is a giver of peace and light. Yes, he does exceedingly well and is agood and helpful brother. He will yet be here to receive you when you join theLight and may guide you into your rightful place. Seek not to draw him too oftenunto you. His work is of utmost importance, although we understand the seekingof a daughter's heart.

Seek always that inner voice and guidance, and follow it truly. The time will comewhen more service is asked and can yet be given in love. We ask only that youcontinue to humble the mind and to allow the development of spirit first andemergence of the true self. Do not seek the psychic. Seek the spirit first, and thepsychic may present itself.

Of me, your Guiding Light, there is much you might learn, but the times is notyet. More patience, honest endeavour and strengthening of the inner self's bondis yet needed. But our love is with you to give you assistance. I am alwaysbeside you to help guide and bear you in your times of trouble or seeking.

Trust, child, and pray for understanding and spiritual harmony and grace. Neverdoubt yourself for you are spirit and, in doubting yourself, you doubt us. Unveilthe true lovingness of a forgiving heart, believe in your path and that of thosearound you. Remember, believe in God's justice and the balancing of the scales,and that all people find retribution and reward through the love of God and the so-called after-life, which truly is life itself. All pretences, disharmonies andunkindnesses fall before the same awe-full infinite justice of the loving God, theFather-Mother, the Creator of All. In all things there is justice: whatsoever yesoweth, so shall ye reap.

18th September 1985

You desire to know things to the extent of losing sight of the true vision, but thisknowledge can only come if you keep your eyes and heart fixed on the Light anddevelop soul-consciousness in the prescribed manner, and do not deviate. We willhelp you all we can.


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We cannot give you directions and a point-to-point campaign. We only can say:pray, meditate and draw in the Light. There are no short-cuts, no easy routes.There is only dedication and an honest desire to serve. Then only can you beginto Know God and fulfil your life-plan. Your Guide is always here to help you, inmeditation you will find him. What matter if you see or hear him not? His soul

speaks to your soul, offering guidance and assistance. What matter if earth-consciousness recalls not the journey in meditation? The soul-mind does notforget: any assistance or guidance offered is retained in your soul-mind and yoursub-conscious will follow it. However, we can say that as you grow in soul-consciousness, so will you grow in vision, and recall in the earth consciousness willbecome reality, vision of our people become possible, so too will hearing.

Seek to know the truth you seek by following your heart. Bask in the Light inmeditation and do only what feels comfortable and right. Surrender to the will of God for he only knows the Truth and the Plan. Seek daily to align yourself to hisway in daily prayer. Give help where it is needed but do not seek to force help onthose who desire it not. Let the Light shine. Breathe in the light, and breathe itout to all humankind. Make daily affirmations and you will find fully the I AM andgrow in wisdom and beauty of the soul, will begin to know your life-plan and willfind the way in which to fulfil your destiny.

10th October 1985

Despite all the heartbreak at present apparent, there is no cause for fear of disillusionment. The young man causing such great distress will go soon fromyour life, and the way will become clear for tranquility and harmony to manifest

themselves in your life and your surroundings. Try now to hold on to this thought,and do not be impatient for all to occur at the precise moment you desire it. Allthings come in time if they are for good and necessary for soul growth.

We believe that harmony and peace are necessary for your soul growth, so thesequalities will manifest, but your soul must be ready to accept, and to ceasestriving for perfection of your earth surroundings but, instead, for perfection of your soul. The Light can manifest in your home if you allow it. All the ingredientsare present which are required: just mix them wisely.

Take this prayer:

Heavenly Father, I am your child. Let me grow in wisdom, truth and beauty in theLight, and help my soul to find its responses in your goodness and guidance. Helpme to develop quietness and patience. Teach me also to trust absolutely in you,to have faith in your plan for my soul. Help me in my unbelief and let me attunemyself to you that I might become the perfect instrument of your peace. Theseare the words of your eternal daughter. Amen


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29th November 1985

Remember always that the power lies within and without all things, all beings, alllife, and all creation. There is nothing other than the power. The power is all lifeand all creation. Dwell in the Light, and on the Light. Focus always on the Light

that it may grow and encompass the world. The Truth is all, and all is Truth.

Fine words, which sound good and wise. But these words are truth, and alwayswill be, having always been. There is but one God, one Light, one Power and oneTruth. All is one and cannot be divided. Life could not exist without God, for Godis Life. Find this power within yourself and encourage it to grow. Concentrateupon it. Never let it leave the conscious mind, for to ignore Truth once it is knownis worse by far than never to have known it at all. The guiltless cannot bepunished, but the guilty create their own punishment.

You have this awareness: dwell on it, develop it, and live in your awareness. Donot allow your progress to lapse, keep ever going onward and do not becomecomplacent. It is not enough to say "tomorrow, let it be done". Let it be donetoday, now and always. Do not make excuses for your procrastinations. Acceptthat there are no excuses, and keep on keeping on, growing always in the Lightand toward the Light, toward truth and beauty and wisdom, and the power of truthover all which is man-made, for all which is man-made is God-given and can onlycontinue through the grace of God.

Fools cannot prosper. The greedy can only dwindle in their souls. The soul profitsonly through love and understanding of what is , and not that which man has

surrounded in dogma, selfishness or evil-mindedness.

Give all you can, where you can, and resent it not. Regret only when you havenot given enough. Regret never for having given at all, even if in giving youyourself are left without. There is enough for all. Do not lose sight of that whichis all-important through mistaken striving for earthly gain or acceptance. Strivingshould be for the advancement of the soul, all other is wasted effort. Give all toGod, and he will give to you. This is the Truth, now and evermore.


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CHAPTER FOUR

In 1986, I only felt the need to resort to the writing on one occasion when I became confused and full of despair about my progress, and what the future held for me spiritually. I was also having many problems in my home life.

12th December 1986

Do not despair. All will come right. The time is at hand for progress to be made,but your spirit is low and needs raising to your former level of awareness - andbeyond. For this, healing is necessary. Surrender to the healing in willingness

and total acceptance. Let the mind lie, accept what is given, and what will comeduring the healing process will enable you to regain your footing on yourpathway. Simply trust and believe. You have done no wrong and are not afailure. Times change, as they must, and adaptation and growth must take place.Paths turn and bend; sometimes the traveller continues straight on and misses thepathway. Then help is need for the foot to be returned to the path. There is nocrime in this but, with guidance and the acceptance of guidance, all will comeright.

You feel now a gentleness of spirit and a calmness descending. This is healingbeing sent to you for repair of the poor lost spirit. The wings of the littler dove willyet beat again and raise her to the heights where her soul should be.

The fledgling (this refers to my older daughter who was causing severe disruptionsand problems) has been causing a great drain to the spirit of our little dove, whohas temporarily forgotten that she is also the symbol of peace, complete with olivebranch. Hold again this olive branch and offer it in simple faith and honesty. It istime now that it will be grasped. Put aside other distractions. They count not.

The time is coming at last for you to set your foot upon the beginning of your truepathway, and to ascend to the realms of spirit wherein your destiny lies. We are

always here in love, awaiting the help you can give us in reaching into the earth-plane and touching seekers to bring to them also the Light of Truth. For all yougive, we give tenfold, yet still your sacrifice will not be small in your terms. Butyou will never be asked to carry a burden heavier than you can bear. Your mettleis being forged on the anvil of life, as it has before now, and will be again. Go on,ever on and up, and all the way there will be hands of love waiting to lift you yethigher, ever higher.


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Train the mind to absorb Truth and to understand what is given. Accept what isgiven in simplicity. Seek to hear Truth. One path ends, but another is alwaysfound. It is not always understood why a path diverts but accept that, if it feelsgood, then it is good. If it feels right, then it is right.

If you have a desire for something, examine this desire. Is the desire itself good?Does it sit well on your conscience? is it within your ability to do in truth andhonesty? Reach for, visualise, the end product of this desire.

When you get there, examine again, ask the questions again. But do not be lulledinto accepting that it is indeed the end product. Seek again. Does it extend?Does it feel right to extend? Go on, ever on, forward to greater Light, self-knowledge and service. Never believe that you have reached your maximumoutput. There is always more to give. Never believe you have learnt all that youcan absorb. The mind, body and spirit can always absorb more, and give more.There is never an end, nor a limit. Reach out, and on, and up.

Do only that which feels right and honest and true but, if the desire is examinedand sits well, then get on and do - do not shirk what is then known to be right,right either in service to mankind or in the extending the soul. To pull back onceknowledge is gained is more of a crime against your soul than not having theknowledge at all. To know is to do, and to do is to live always in that deed andknowledge, and to seek ever more knowledge.

Daddy. My daughter, God grant you peace and understanding and wisdom alwaysto do right.


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CHAPTER FIVE

During 1987 and through to October 1988, I continued to serve the Spiritualist Churches, to give private readings and to be a healing channel. Then my marriage ended and, due to the pressures and personal stress, I ceased my Church work in October 1988. I had two year's of bookings which I handed over to the other members of my Circle, so in this way I was instrumental in other mediums getting started along their pathway of serving the Churches. I later remarried, and a year later gave birth to my son.

However, spirit do not give up on channels whom they have spent so much effort developing, so it is no coincidence that in December 1988 I received an invitation

from the Education Committee of the Spiritualists' National Union to become atutor for their Healing Course. I undertook this work eagerly and continued with it for the next nine years. When my son was aged five, spirit began pushing me totake up my work so, once again, I began to sit for inspired writing to help me onmy journey.

There is, of course, no such thing as coincidence. One of the mediums who had benefited from the bookings which I had passed on to my Circle in October 1988was Prince Hewitt, who developed into a fine and active medium. In January 1996, I saw him when he served Hayes Church and he advised the President that I was a medium and should be given a booking in her Church. She took his adviceand, once again, I found myself serving the Spiritualist Churches. So, spirit had demonstrated to me once again that, for every service we do for another, it isreturned to us. My bookings had helped Prince to get started in 1988, and he inhis turn got me started again in 1996. The workings of spirit are wonderful indeed.

In November 1995, when the urge to return to my work as a medium became sostrong and I started receiving inspired writing once again, there was a great deal of conflict within my extended family, and references are made to this in theearlier scripts of this year. Once I began to serve on the Churches' platforms

again, I was advised to stop writing and concentrate on my work. You will seefrom the following writings, how greatly the style differs from my earlier writings.This reflects, I suppose, my own further development, and the fact that I now knew I was working with my Guide rather than a series of different helpers whoall, I later came to understand, were part of the Blue Fire Group - named for my guide.


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During this year, I began recording the questions I was asking when I sat toreceive the inspired writing. There are a few references to my husband (anatheist) and my son, a hyperactive child. The teachings are becoming lessgeneralised.

Saturday 4th November 1995

Welcome back to the fold. We hope you will continue to give service and love.Life can be unexpectedly hard and problems may arise which are not foreseen, butthey are learning grounds and will help your continued spiritual unfoldment.

Your husband may or may not come to understand and find the knowledge whichis available, but this is not in our remit to say or reveal to you. You must justpersevere with what lies within your own heart. Continue to receive guidance andask for help, and you will find your way forward into greater service, andopportunities will be presented where you can help. Listen for the words and theywill come. Trust, faith, harmony of all parts of the self. Seek the great peacewithin and you will learn to cope with the darker side of your personality and withthe hard times. Go within, we will never fail you nor abandon you. We havealways been here and will always be here.

Take time to adjust to new circumstances around you. Do not rush blindly in.Think with the heart-mind and feel what is right. We cannot say do this, do that;we can only suggest what is in your best interest and try to help you and keep youon your path. Slowly, slowly. No-one who offers to serve is turned away.

Wednesday 8th November 1995

A reminder: the Way, the Light and the Truth.

Teach me, said the child in simple faith, and he was taught. Show me, said theman in quiet love, and he was shown. We are the crucibles of our own existencein which may be forged the truth of the path which we must follow. We only knowat any given point what is that point and, in truth, blind faith should be what weseek. That, though we be blind to our future, in faith we may be true to it. Goingalways where we are led, for we are only led to where we should be. There is noend or beginning, just an endless journey. The journey must be endless for itcannot end until perfection is reached - and can perfection be reached? Aquestion, ah, but the answer is in the heart - it is not human to be perfection, andperfection is not human. Humanity is weak and that is their strength - for it is inweakness that lessons are learned.

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Pursuit of happiness costs dearly for all who do not see where their true destinyand happiness lies. Old ways of life must end and a new devotion be sought,dwelling in the light, keeping the heart-mind open to receive guidance from thosewho know, following always what feels right. Do not dwell in darkness and grossmaterialism but raise the thoughts to the higher realms and accept that once the

way is known, it is known. There is no other way forward. Only backward intoregret, or forward in the light and love of true service for humanity.

You ask, does this mean present relationships must end? No, but they mustchange. Just believe, have faith, nothing is meant to harm you. Occupy yourmind with purity, participate in a spiritual life, meditation prayer, good thoughtsfor health and comfort, and the light again will break and dawn in your life:radiant, glowing, shining from your heart centre to encompass those around you.Set a good example and others will follow.

It is good to care for animals. They bring out goodness in your heart and nurturethe caring instincts. Conquer the anger that burns inside and allow the love andtenderness to grow and fill you, to spread its radiance to the world.


(The anger that is referred to is due to the problems in my extended family.These problems were made worse by the fact that they could not accept my spiritual journey and I was accused of "being caught up in a dangerous cult"!)

You have done better in controlling your anger.

When anger is felt, consciously replace it with a feeling of love directed toward thesource of the anger. Draw the light around you and let it shine from you. It ishard and takes much practice but it is worth the effort. Anger blocks and cloudsand interferes with spiritual unfoldment. How can you live in love and give love if you have anger burning within? This is the first step on your new pathway -learning to replace anger with a loving heart. You need to do this to help yourown child on his spiritual pathway. He has much anger inside him - it is learnedanger, learned angry responses. Teach him to respond with love, by setting yourown example. Patience and tolerance grow as anger is replaced with love.

You have sought for something with which to occupy yourself - let now yourfootsteps rejoin the path where you left it, and your life will be fulfilled in serviceand giving to others. You will never seek again for something to fill time. Allowtime for yourself but not in selfishness - time for selfless giving of love in servicethrough prayer, meditation and healing thoughts. Do not swerve from thispathway but be ready to ask for help and guidance if your foot slips and youstumble. We will not let you fall. Where the path is rocky and steep, we will carry


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you in our arms. Seek solace in goodness. Make recompense for mistakes madein the past; balance your ledger and let the credits outweigh the debits. Only inthis way can you progress.

Once you have learned to conquer the anger, then we can work on fear. One step

at a time. There is nothing to be gained from rushing headlong and trying toassimilate and relearn too many things at one time. Just put your hand in oursand feel God's infinite love, wisdom and power. Let it fill you and shine from youand radiate to all who pass by. Anything can be done through the power of love.No person is so insignificant that he is overlooked and the plan is so great that allis accommodated and nothing missed out. You are part of the plan, part of thegreat divinity, part of the great love. Give succour to the spark within and let itexpand till it fills you and shines from you.

You have said all this to me before.

There is nothing original - all is one truth, one love, one life - it is there for theasking. Just hold out your hand and we will clasp it in our own and guide and helpand advise you with all the great love at our disposal. Love conquers all.

Thursday 16th November 1995

There are many in spirit who wish to help. We see your small light shining andwould draw close to guide you. Do not despair if progress seems slow. You aretrying to change habits of your lifetime and this cannot happen overnight. Keepyour motives pure, your intentions clear and try to dwell in the Light. Feel the

divinity within your heart and allow it to expand and fill you, and see yourself as aradiant being. Visualise yourself in the golden light, visualise yourself whole andhealthy and full of love for your fellow travellers and all of humankind. Seeyourself giving service with an honest humble heart, and the opportunities willcome.

The road is not easy, for what which is easy is worth having? Through difficulties,hardships and the way you face them and cope with them, you can improve yourspirit and demonstrate your innate goodness. Let not the harsh judgments of others deter you from your path. Remain steadfast and true in the face of adversity and know that the only one to judge you is yourself. We do not judge.We may be disappointed and shake our heads in sorrow if you make an error, butwe are always waiting in love until you are able again to receive our guidance andresume your path. We do not judge for, being human, you are frail and you makemistakes - that is the essence of being human. Through mistakes you learn andcome one small step closer to the perfection which your soul seeks.

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You are indeed an individual but only a small part of your greater self, or identity.Your personality is who you are now, not who you have been or are meant to be.On earthly death, this personality merges with the whole, bringing with it all that ithas learnt and enhancing the whole.

What is meant, then, by group souls?

This is harder to clarify. Group souls are those who have a commonality, a bondbetween them of great love, and a desire to blend into one whole as their lessonsare learnt. This is yet one more step toward perfection and re-uniting with theGreat Spirit, or Mind, which is the power of your universe and all universes. It isthe Great I AM.

Monday 20th November 1995

If it be your will, Great Spirit, then let me hear true.

Try to raise the consciousness to higher vibrations, always reaching higher andhigher. It is difficult for us come "down" and, the higher you raise yourconsciousness, the more truly you will hear. You have only to ask and it shall begiven, if the request is made with an honest heart and integrity, and a desire toserve and become purer in spirit. The fog of matter can be penetrated. We seeyour light and attune ourselves to it, but it is not one-way traffic and you need tohelp your light to shine brighter. We know you are trying, but nothing can happenin an instant, and patient dedication and sincerity are the attributes necessary.We can give you guidance constantly, and in your heart you know how to go on,

how to live true to your knowledge and faith.

It's not easy.

No, it is not easy but we simply ask you to do your best at all times to be true toyour knowledge and live according to God's will which, as a part of God, is alsoyour will. Follow your heart, for it can be, and is, inspired. Allow our love to reachyou through the darkness and heaviness of your world. Learn to pray in sincerityfrom your heart centre, sending love where there is hate, light where there isdarkness, and hope where there is despair. Try at all times to conquer, or topositively channel, the darker and more faithless aspects of your nature, and to letthe light shine forth, radiating to other souls, lifting them, sowing seeds of knowledge and stirring their spirits into awareness. You do not need to talk tothem at length, just send the love and light and show by example the benefitsyour knowledge has brought into your life. And all will be well. Learn to eradicateanxiety and fear for the future.

How?


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Your path is not easy but it is clear and we will remove stumbling blocks where wemay to make the hillside easier to climb. But, in parts, you will find loose shale onwhich you may slide and fall back a little, but you cannot return to the valleyfrom whence you climbed. There will always be a rock to which you may clingfor purchase, rest for a while, and begin again the ascent. You know the rock - it

is love. When you reach the top, you will be lifted into the light where you will findothers waiting to receive you. Know this.

Does the top of the hillside represent death? What then?

Fear not death, it is but a transformation into another life and, if the life you haveled in the physical is good, so it will be in your new sphere. You can makerecompense for mistakes made, for mistakes honestly made but harmful toothers. Pray for guidance and the way will be shown how, through love, you maybegin now to clear these debts and build up credits in your life's ledger. The wayis always shown if genuinely sought.

Where do I go from here?

There is, oh, such a long way to go, but you have come a long way, further thanyou realise and though at times you forget humility and kindness, you are learning- and much can be forgiven if there is a genuine desire to make recompensethrough service and love. Banish hatred, resentment and abhorrent memoriesfrom your heart and dwell instead in love, sending love. Remember: to err ishuman, to forgive divine. You have divinity within, you are part of the GreatDivinity. Use this divinity in love and send forgiveness. Remember also: let he

who is without sin cast the first stone. If others hurt you, send a prayer of love tothem and move on. Do not look back and hold resentment or bitterness in yourheart, do not dwell on past injuries. Look to the future and how you may helpothers through love. Send love to those who hurt you that their spirits may betouched and the seeds of awareness sown, that they too may progress along theirright paths. This is the greatest service you can give, the greatest love, andthrough this you will find forgiveness in your own heart.

Tuesday 21st November 1995

"Before Abraham was I am." This quotation keeps running through my head.What is the meaning of it?

There was no beginning. All life exists in infinity, an endless seeking forperfection. The I AM is the Great Spirit, the Divinity, the Cosmic Consciousness,God - call it what you will - but it is the life force without which nothing couldexist. It animates matter, literally breathing life into it and, when it is withdrawn,matter collapses and returns from whence it came: dust unto dust. I AM always


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has been and always will be. It is love, it is perfection, it is the latent divinitywithin each soul seeking expression, it is love, truth, wisdom, power. It is allthings.

What are dreams?

They can be pre-cognitive if we wish to give you a warning. They can bedigestive, a food disagreeing late at night. They can be a clearing process of themind to sort out jumbled impressions gained during the daylight hours. They canbe the soul taking flight and meeting with loved ones in spirit, or doing the work of your soul among others. You can learn to recognise them for what they are andunderstand what has taken place. If you dream of a loved one, you have met withthat loved one.

Wednesday 22nd November 1995

How do I know that you hear me and answer me? How do I know it is not my own thoughts?

Cast aside your doubts. Do not fear that we cannot hear you; sometimes it is youthat cannot hear us. When in doubt, find the quiet place within and send out athought for help. When sitting for inspired writing, do not discard anything youthink you hear. Write whatever comes into your mind and you will know whenreading what has come from spirit and what has come from your own thoughts.Discard doubt, discard fear, discard worries that you cannot hear true. You dohear, and truth becomes obvious to the receiver. The higher you climb, the more

refined the contact, the greater the truth received.

There are many willing teachers in spirit who wish to pass on what they havelearned and are happy when one in your world wishes to learn too. But we canonly teach what you are ready to receive. Keep your heart true and your mind willreceive the thoughts from our side of life. Do not criticise yourself for inaccuracy -it is all part of your spiritual development, unfoldment. Mistakes can be rectified.Just go within and ensure that you act according to what is in your heart, inaccordance with your conscience. You will know what is right. When you act in amanner unbecoming, forgive yourself, send a prayer for guidance and move on.Do not look back in regret. It is right to regret a mistaken action, but not to dwellupon it. This impedes progress. Move on.

Thursday 23rd November 1995

I make so many mistakes. I don't think I can ever come close to being perfect inanything.


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Try not to dwell upon your imperfections but concentrate upon your perfections,your achievements, your growing mastery. See not your weaknesses but yourstrengths, and build upon them step by step. We do not say be vainglorious; beglad that you are achieving and growing toward mastery, but realise that it is thegreater self which is guiding you and be humble that this help is reaching you. Be

proud of achievements but not immodest.

Now, we say, there is much more to do and to learn but it can be done if thedesire is there to do it. It is not enough to remain in isolation, you need to go outinto your world and give service. There is a place for you to be, it is waiting foryou and you can, and will, find it where you will be welcomed and will find again awholeness in your life, a release from self-recriminations, and the opportunityagain to be of service. In this you will find fulfilment and joy, and your self-mastery will move forward. Do not allow stasis, some consolidation of truthslearned is needed, but this will be brought about by consorting with like-mindedindividuals where you will feel valued and appreciated for your growing warmthand love of service. Do not be afraid of anything for we are with you at all times,giving our love and watching over you, guiding you and passing on our wisdomlearned from lives longer than your own has been. The Great Ones who havegone before us have given wonderful teachings to the earth - read them, absorbtheir truths into your being and make them part of your personal creed and way of life. It is not for us to impart great teachings to you because you have access tothem already, and you are not yet ready to go beyond those that you have alreadyavailable.

When will I go beyond them?

Do not ask what will be. What will be, will be, and in the fullness of time you willknow what is - what will be is always to come, not to be awaited but to be growninto and accepted gladly. What will be is also dependent upon your own growthand development. Unlike some mediums in your world who say such as "you willhear true", we can only say that you have it within your abilities and gift to heartrue - whether you do or not is up to you. We can only give what you canreceive. We can force nothing upon you - but are willing to give whatever you canreceive. Mastery is not easily learned - you need perseverance, dedication,determination to be the best you can be, willingness to learn and be guided,attunement to the highest possible levels, sincerity and, most important of all,love. For without love there is no purpose, just self-seeking, psychic rather thanspiritual growth.

Tuesday 28th November 1995

My son is driving me crazy, so many tantrums. And always being horrid to thedog. What can I do?


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Be calm. Do not fret. Your son needs much love and guidance but hope is notlost. He can be guided into gentler ways. Ever give him love, respond with lovenot anger. Even when he is cruel, respond with love. He needs to be shown abetter way of self-expression. Continue to pray for help. His guide is with himand tries to assist, but he is not yet aware of guidance from spirit. Speak to him

of love - love for all living things. Do not treat anger with anger, violence withviolence. Set an example of love and gentleness. We know this is hard for you asyou are still learning the lesson yourself. How much better to learn while youteach. Speak to him of this. Ask his help in teaching you gentle loving ways andoffer your help to teach him. Work together and both will reach success. Showhim how to love the dog. Keep working with your husband and persuade him to acourse of gentleness; stop slapping, hands were made for caressing not forinflicting pain or indignities. You all need to work together to give love to eachother. There should be no room for anger or violence. Children learn from theexample set them, so change the example - from all people. Do not allow othersaround the boy to set a wrong example. Make time for the boy - time soon passesand they are grown. Enjoy your time together, other things can wait. The boy ismore important than any other consideration.

And now to other matters. Your prayer has been heard. You ask, teach me toserve, and you will be taught; show me the way, and you will be shown. Makeyourself available for lessons and they will be given. But it takes effort. For eacheffort you make, we give tenfold. There are many around you wishing to help.Accept their love and guidance, and opportunities will come as you are ready forthem. You feel that nothing is happening, but preparations are underway and theguidance you need is being given. Learn to think before acting, be less impulsive,

and you will better control angry reactions. You will make mistakes but, if yourintentions are pure, the mistakes can be overlooked - just learn from yourmistakes and try not to repeat them.

There is so much in your life causing you distress - your temperament, your son,your husband's closed mind, your sister's defection, your daughter's desertion,and whether you are good enough to bring another child into your home. Fearnot. Do not worry. Continue evolving your spirit, doing your best, sending love,trying, trying, trying. Keep on keeping on. Put worries from your mind. Faceyour troubles with fortitude and love, and you will overcome all.

You cannot expect all your dear ones to return to you just because you wish it.They must follow their own paths and behave according to their own hearts. Sodo not worry about them, feel no anxiety, just send them love and light.


I am trying so hard to do all you advise. What more can I do?


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All that which is needed, not necessarily wanted, shall be provided. In order toserve, you need a loving heart, a generous giving nature and dedication to helpingfellow travellers in your world. You have the basics but need to build upon them.Continue your prayer and meditation in order that we may reach you and teachyou, imparting our wisdom learned through aeons to guide you in your quest to

serve.

You have done well to create the love game within your family since last wetalked. All need to adhere to the rules at all times and your son will learn from it,as will the parents. Love can only grow, together with gentleness and kindness, if the rules of your game are followed at all times. It is good to encourage the childto feel that he is helping you too. It gives him a sense of self-worth and helps himto feel that he is a valued member of your family. Encourage him in how properlyto touch the animals. Do not criticise hurt, but show him the right way. This is apositive forward step. And it will help you to appreciate the animals more too.

You know I'm vegetarian but I find it hard and miss eating meat. What do youthink about this?

You have been thinking of Silver Birch's words, seeking excuses for the eating of meat. Look into your deepest heart to find the answer and then act accordingly.A lesson once learned should not be forgotten for this cheapens the teacher anddevalues life's journey, blocking soul evolvement. A mistake made in knowledgecosts the soul far more dearly than one made in ignorance.

Oh, my dear, there are so many lessons, so much to be learned and it is not easy,

for then what would it be worth? You may struggle to learn and to practice whatyou learn, it may seem so hard at times that you want to give up - how mucheasier to go through life accepting all that which happens to you and not learning,how much easier not to try to improve yourself and unfold your spirit - the choiceis yours, but you know what you must do, for you have received the guidance asasked, lessons as requested, and your soul prompts you to act upon them. Thematter of your body, the pre-learned patterns of your brain, resist change. Butyour soul cries out for growth and you must answer the call. You cannot dootherwise for, once a soul is heard calling, the response must be given orunhappiness ensues. You have already learned this. You must follow the dictatesof your heart, the needs of your spirit, in order to find fulfilment and the joy andsolace your soul needs as it expands and unfolds.

Thursday 30th November 1995

I loathe the materialism of Christmas, already apparent everywhere I go. What do you think of this?


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Peace on earth, goodwill to men. This is the theme of Christmas. It is a time of retrenchment, of withdrawal into the inner sanctum, to consolidate all truthsacquired since the last season, to meditate upon them and to expand into newsoul birth, soul growth, giving new expression of the divinity within. It is a timewhen all people should unite in peace, harmony, goodwill, love; when new

relationships should be forged, building on the foundations of old. A time for self-examination that the worst in us may be discarded and the best given free rein togrow and mature, another step in the evolution of the spirit. It is right thatChristmastide should be represented by the birth of a child - a Christ-child - theChrist-light dawning within. But, of course, it is nothing whatever to do with thebirth of a God-man or Jesus the Nazarene. Christmas should be regarded as afestival of spirit, of rejoicing that a time of peace is upon all, that all mayexperience rebirth and regeneration.

Thursday 7th December 1995

Help me, please.

We know your heart is angry at yet more false accusations but we are here to helpand uplift you, to enable you - in your earth words - to rise above it. We havesaid truly that we will do all within our power to help, for you have offered to serveand the confusion and unhappiness which clouds your mind must be removed inorder that you may provide a sound instrument.

Seek not to interfere with or try to bend natural law. Do as you would be done by,at all times. Where there is no hope of receiving love and understanding, send it

instead, that the recipient's soul may be touched, that a seed of understandingmay be planted. Anger is a natural reaction and is understandable but, for thesake of your own soul-growth, you must convert that anger to love. Accept itwhen there is a failure in the meeting of minds a

spirit communications - lin marshall

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