p o e z i a a saqarTvelos saxelmwifo sasoflo –

sameurneo universitetis TanamSromelTa da studentTa

literaturuli

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usazRvro gulwrfeli madloba gamomcemloba " Tobalisis" direqtors jambul joxaZes

da maT yvela TanamSromels wignis tiraJirebisas gaweuli uangaro amagi-

saTvis!

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Cemi xatia samSoblo,

saxate mTeli qveyana, ganaTebuli mTa-bari , wilnayaria RmerTTana. Tavisufleba dRes Cveni, momavals umRers didebas, ciskris varskvlavi amodis da or zRvas Sua brwyindeba. dideba Tavisuflebas , Tavisuflebas dideba.

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aivazaSvili laSa ekonomikur-humanitaruli fakultetis II kursis studenti

sulo boroto ( n. baraTaSvilis “sulo borotos” mixedviT)

sisxlian miwas fifqi ecema da Savi mtredi dafrinavs baRSi. aq, obol sxeuls suli ecleba, viT sawyal dedas sneuli bavSvi.

Qqari ki dahqris dangreul saxlSi Dda axla sanTels saocrad awvims Dda TiTqos borot suls daukawravs es cisartyela arwivis klanWiT.

TiTqos gaTenda magram mze ar Cans, foToli nazad ecema miwas. sadRac, borot suls sicocxlis sxivi dausrulebel ukunSi mihyavs.

Tovli movida, gaTeTrda miwa, TeTri landebi tyeSi dadian, cremli ki isev Cumad asvelebs poetis saxes ase dardians.

albaT dadgeba lamazi wami rodesac hpovebs Tavis swors guli. aRar iqneba arsad sibnele da arc miwaze boroti suli. 2006

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me gadmovcurav zRvas

erTi dRe isev Cumad gaTenda, magram cxovreba TavisiT midis. wamebi wuTebs ki emateba, magram sicocxle me mainc micdis.

swored am dilas sicocxlis sxivma kvlav gaminaTa bneli ocneba. minda gavigo, martoobis dro rodis gaqreba, rodis morCeba.

siyvarulisTvis minda vibrZolo, minda miyvardes, minda vuyvarde, magram aq CemTvis aRmarTul zvirTebs gverdi verafriT ver avuare.

netavi, curva mainc vicode, rom gadavcuro es lurji sivrce rom SevebrZolo cxovrebis morevs da siyvarulis TeTr mwvervals mivwvde.

me axla vxvdebi, am usasrulo, fiqrebs Tavi rom ver davaRwie da amitomac Cemi ocneba cxovrebis miznad gadaviqcie.

viswavle curva, Sevedi zRvaSi, aRar maSinebs axla zvirTebi. vici, rom male mivaRwev mizans da male marto aRar viqnebi.

mivuaxlovdi ocnebis napirs, isev morevi, isev zvirTebi, aqamde marto Zlivs mivcuravdi, axla ki ukve Sveba vigrZeni.

Cems gverdiT axla sicocxle gaCnda, sikvdilis SiSi gamiqra sulSi. bevri vibrZole da gavimarjve

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da siyvaruli minTia gulSi. 2007w.

galaktioni

riTmebi xazavs oTaxSi sivrces da grZnobebs asdis sikvdilis suni, radgan am wuTas Ria sarkmlidan gareT gafrinda poetis suli.

misi sicocxle im Rames hgavda, sadac sibneles ar hqonda fasi, sadac sikvdilis bolo wamebi iyo vardebis surnelis msgavsi.

adgils eZebda codvil miwaze, Tumc ver moaswro es saswauli, radgan mis sulSi dRisiT da RamiT sul iyo leqsis dResaswauli.

is iyo marto am samyaroSi, marto cxovrobda bnel savaneSi da amis gamo zecis magivrad bina daido Sav samareSi.

vardi Wkneboda wylian vazaSi da mtkvars erTvoda sadRac rioni, yvela xarobda am samyaroSi, kvdeboda mxolod galaktioni. 2006 w .

Rimili minda

bneloda irgvliv, mdumare tyeSi siCumes ecva Savi sudara. da damwuxrebul sulTa ferxulSi esmoda mxolod xvewna, mudara.

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minda Rimili, minda cremlebi, momwyinda ase uryevad dgoma. nuTu ar aris arsad, es grZnoba, nuTu ar aris arsad sicocxle?

minda avanTo wminda sanTeli da xats SevTxovo umweos Svela , magram uecrad wrfeli Tvalebi mduRare cremlma me damisvela.

me axla vxedav, rogor iwveba Cemi survili sanTlis cxel alSi da usasrulo sivrcis morevSi veflobi ise viT cisfer zRvaSi.

da uneblieT me momswre gavxdi Tu rogor iqca es zRva talaxad da yvavilebiT morTuli veli cecxliT gadamwvar yviTel balaxad.

veZebdi mizezs am sisastikis da im umweo sulTa Cagvrisa, romelTac surdaT bedniereba, magram sicocxlem es ar aRirsa.

TiTqos vipove amis mizezi da aRar minda axla tirili, siyvarulisTvis gavwire Tavi da davibrune grZnoba Rimilis. 2007.

Sen sivrceebma dagibinadres dRes martooba xazavs sivrceebs da ganSorebas adnobs tkivili. me martodmarto davdivar baRSi, guls veRar miTbobs Seni Rimili.

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guSin saydarSi rkinis zarebma jvrisweris sanTels ali gauqro. da Cemma grZnobam Sens molodinSi Ramis TeTr dumils veRar gauZlo.

rac ufro Sors xar, miT ufro vtkbebi da Senze kvlav vTxzav riTmebis konas, magram, vai, rom lodinis garda sxva gza ar damrCa grZnobebis monas.

Sen samudamod gascdi horizonts, da veRar gxedavs oboli Tvali, Sen sivrceebSi daide bina da dRes davkarge me Seni kvali.

magram ar minda kvlav davitanjo da guls moakldes grZnobis xalisi, swored amitom idumal Rames davpirdi rom Sen aRar dagicdi.

da es imitom, rom ukvdavebas vetrfi da vamkob SiSvel xelebiT, magram dRes mivxvdi, rom Sav sivrceSi me gamaqroles lurja cxenebiT. 2007

iyo dumilis sami wertili

irgvliv dumili yvelas xiblavda, TiTqos arc surdaT sityvis gageba. xelebiT ise laparakobdnen TiTqos es uZRvna maT am gangebam.

Cumad cdilobdnen xmauris Seqmnas, maTTvis bgerebi iyo saunje. maT yofas axla dumili erqva, maTgan Sors iyo axla simunje.

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siyvarulsa da bednierebas gamoxatavdnen mxolod TaTebiT, simRerasa da sityvis Zalas ki isini scnobdnen mxolod miTebiT.

mReroda yvela dumilis zRvaSi, bgerebis kona epyraT xelebSi, Cumad tirodnen cremlis gareSe da eflobodnen saTno morevSi.

isini idgnen ise gulgrilad, rogorc natvris xe wminda xexilSi, ver poulobdnen versad momavals da sikvdils scnobdnen TviT sam wertilSi.

“da daval oblad isev mwiri miusafari”

TeTri vardebiT mofenil gzaze, swrafad mihqrian Savi etlebi da mec axla vgrZnob raRac ucnaurs da amoucnobs, albaT vberdebi.

wamiT gamoCnda sulis simSvide, viT udabnoSi TeTri taZari. is male gaqra da axlac veZeb, sul, mudam veZeb, netav sad aris?

man waritaca Cemi ocneba, viT Savma cxenma TeTri feria. mze damibnela, mTvare Camiqro, axla sicocxlec araferia.

aq realobam frTebi Seisxa, siyvaruli ki axla nislSia. me davitanje amdeni sevdiT, axla sikvdilic ar SemiZlia.

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netav gaivlis Ramis wyvdiadi? amdeni tanjva Caivlis netav? me aRar mjera arcerTi grZnobis, naTel dReSic ki verafers vxedav.

male movkvdebi, movkvdebi vici, axla fuWia rameze fiqri da me ukve vgrZnob, rom Cemi suli dausrulebel sivrceSi mihqris! 2006 w.

vasil amiriZe daamTavra sasoflo-sameurneo institutis meqanizaciis fakulteti. 1996 wlidan sssau inJiner- specialistia. mzis amosvlisas

delgma gadavlil, nagvem-nalew kavkasionze riJraJma metad mokrZalebiT SeifrTxiala, cis gzas Seuyva torolas xma wkrial-wkrialiT da dilis droSa gabedulad aafriala.

SoriT mosulma civma siom, bagebiT civiT, quCis Rerebze gadakocna mTvlemare nami, kldis qveS moZebna mexTa cemiT damfrTxali roWo Zili daufrTxo, gzas gauyva, ar dadga wamiT.... miuval kldis qims gadmoadga xarjixvi laRi, cvrian ferdobebs dakvirvebiT moavlo mzera, caze gamoCnda laJvardT mefis gaSlili frTebi mrisxane TvaliT samflobelo mswraflad dazvera..... TeTri samosiT mosil kekluc xevis patarZals zviads, amayad zecis kari rom gauRia,

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sicocxlis dedis, - mzis sxivebiT aelvarebuls Slegian Ramis TrTola-Zrwola cad wauRia....

iSmuSnebian zanti zlazvniT mTani maRalni zRaprul devebad, uSfoTvelad wamowolilni, Zirs eSvebian janRdaxurul ufskrulebisken sxivni mzisani niaRvarad ciT CamoSlilni.

ase iwyeba Cemi mTebis TibaTvis dila, irgvliv frinvelTa galobis xma iRvreba tkbilad, tye, klde, xeoba Tvals axelen zmorebiT, nela, warmtacma dilam riTmTa Zebnad mec “ gamaxela”.... 02. 06. 07

* * * vuZRvni Cem soflel e.w. “samamulo” omSi (1941 - 45) ori vaJkacis damkargav dedas ( meti Svili arc hyavda)

mleTelT asulo, amirT keraze dedis saxeliT mimodiodi, laRi ojaxiT Tavs iwonebdi da or vajkacsac mamuls uzrdidi.

guli xarobda SvilTa mxarbeWiT. mklavmouRlelTa Sromis unariT, hquxda cxovrebac winmomavali swrafi nabijiT, gaugonariT.

fiqrobdi albaT, viT yvela deda SvilebiT CemiT gavixarebo, davaqorwineb, SviliSvilebis akvnis rwevas ar davizarebo....

magram uecrad mowmendil caze Savma aCrdilma frTebi gaSala da vaJkacebi Sengan gazrdili

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“mamulis”damcvelT gahyvnen gza-Saras.... xan modioda werili SoriT,

xanac mnaxveli gamoCndeboda. ori vaJkaci, orive frontze? – dazafrul dedas guli gtkioda .

gvian orives werili Sewyda. aRarc mnaxveli Canda aravin . ubedurebis mauwyebeli cnobebic Canda gulSemzaravi. cremlis RvarTqafSi dauurvelma Jammac sibere wamogawia, Svilebs eloda guli dedisa – iqneb erT - erTma gamoaRwia?

gzis piras mjdomi, sofelSi momsvlels ekiTxebodi cremlis mfrqveveli:

- xom ar ginaxavT Cemi Svilebi? Tedos da levans dRemde moveli.....

mware sve-bedis garduvalobam, lodinSi sxeuls gahyara suli da samudamod miwas Seria cremlis morevSi damdnari guli.

gacivda kera, daingra saxli, zed daTareSobs wvima da qari, da dRemde, dRemde Tedos da levans uxmoda tiris es nasaxlari.. 09.04.63

* * * wamic ki ar yofila sawuTro miwyiv mbrunavi, mis cbierebas gadurCa nu daiqadnis nuravin. xan Tvalze bednierebis

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cremlidan gamomzirali, xan flidi, gautaneli, sazareli xmiT myvirali. dRes sasurvelis momZRvneli xvale mimTvleli ukana, verc is gadurCa mis klanWebs vinc sul erida, ugana.... 06. 07. 67

avi senisadmi (vuZRvni 36 wlis asakSi kiboTi gardacvlili dis naTel xsovnas)

dRes uZlevelo, laRi navardiT sadac isurveb Sehkrav kamaras, sicocxles arTmev, im qveynad hgzavni ganukiTxavad dids da pataras.

mourevi da ufro Zlieri adamis modgmas jer ar unaxavs, Sens ulmoblobas mematiane saukuneebs Semounaxavs.

dRes ara? ... xvale, mwams dagamarcxebs adamiani yvelafris mZlevi, erTia mxolod, - ra SeRavaTi visic saflavSi awyvia Zvlebi?... marti, 1966

vaRiareb naRdad Tqmis niWi me bevrjer miWirs.... 09.09.07

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* * * samSoblos bedze iubne ise, JrJola daiwyos ymama, gaafTrebuli aiWras zeze xeli gaikras yamas...... 18. 08. 09 * * * Cagrulis bedi? – godeba. damCagvrelisa? – simRera. _ ZalaSi dResaca rCeba: “divide de impera”. 03.09. 89 * * * xvale Sobaa kaTolikeTa, xval biWi mihyavT jarSi, RmerTo, mSvidobiT gamomibrune Cemi giJ – maJi jarji.... 24. 12. 97 * * * hei, mismine! – sindisis qudi Tavze gxuravs da qveynad dadixar? Secdomas, codvas, - saxalxod ityvi? Sen gagimarjos! – kaci yofilxar.... 27. 02. 99 * * * Cemo qveyanav, didi xania naRdi patroni ara gyolia, dRes mamulisTvis saWiro kaci vinmem moZebnos ara mgonia. 16. 07. 01 * * *

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rad gaaCine ufalo aseTi Wreli qveyana? amdeni flidi, ugulo ratom boginobs netara? 08. 08. 97 * * * maisiT amRerebuli kordi, qedi da mindori, didi, gmiruli warsuliT Cems win gaSlila didgori..... 22. 05. 02 * * * RvTiT naboZebi sicocxle mwarec ki , - didad tkbilia, imad rom sawuTros bolo sikvdiliT Caketilia. 21. 08. 99 * * *

ufalo, neta ra mizniT inebe Cemi gaCena? an rad miboZe sul mijriT mtanjvel fiqrebTan darCena? yoveldRe dardTan Widili sevdis morevSi curva,

arsad sikeTis Rimili mudam Tanmdevi urva.

wola eklian loginSi kvnesiT Teneba Ramis, ukeTes dReTa lodinSi suli amomxdes lamis.

nuTu sicocxlis bolomde sul bewvis xidze mavlev? gzas ZvalTsalagis karamde

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gauRimari gavlev?.... 02.65 * * * qarTvels, visac RmerTi ar swams, me is, naRdad, kacad ar mwams. 05. 06. 07

jarji (eqspromtad) Sen ocdaxuTi seqtembridan mamav asulis, ocdameerTe saukunis qalis, qarTvelis, SewevniT uflis, karg qalobiT camde asulis – did qarTvel qalebs gverds sdgomodes magdas saxelic...... 26. 09. 00

mariams pawia SviliSvils eqspromtad

TibaTvis Tvea, daria, irgvliv mzis sxivTa Rvaria, Sen qveynad moxvel mariam, vxarob, ar midevs zRvaria.

gfaravdes didi gamCeni da RvTismSobeli mariam, bednier dedad daberdi saTno, spetaki qalia. 08.06.05

momento mori

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wamebad meqca sicocxlis mwuxri, qaRaldo, gande gulistkivili, sxeuli migrZnobs marad uCino, miaxlovdeba uxmo kiviliT...... 12.12.05 * * * ufali brZanebs: - SeundeT codvis CamdenT da avismqnelT, rad ar gvauwyebs meufe – rogor moveqceT ZmaTamkvlelT? 19. 12. 91 * * * zecidan mamcnobs susti xmiT civ sxivTa mfeni varskvlavi: “icode, - libanis mTebSi aris abelis saflavi”.... 30. 04. 93 * * * mavanisaTvis sawuTro velze devnaa qarisa, viT uvicisgan muStis rtymiT gaReba Ria karisa. 27. 09. 89 * * * manama vcocxlob, -gaTendes dila da ar vadido gulwrfelad zena? ar Sevavedro gamCens Cems wiladE qveynad mSvidoba, eris Sewevna?

- garduvalia, wuTisofeli unda davtovo, gardavicvalo.

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es cru, undo da avismyofeli sicocxle bnelze unda gavcvalo. suladqceuli Tu bedisweriT jojoxeTis kars Cavuvli gverdiT, kvlav davbrundebi ukan sxva gzebiT marad mqrolavi niavis frTebiT. iqneb gamCenma kurdRlad maqcios, miminod, mercxlad, anda SoSiad? uRelSi Sebmul qedmagar xarad, an vwkavwkavebde, viyo goSia? anda movide uRranis mkvidrad rcxilebis gverdiT vidge wifeli? an gazafxulze velad avyvavde yayaCosaviT viyo wiTeli? an iqneb, iqneb... cas vekiTxebi Tumc uazroa pasuxs rom veli, zecidan mudam ismis dumili, dRemde uTvleli gavida weli da nuTu, nuTu,....... 21.05. 05 * * * jansaR sxeulSi – boroti suliT ramdeni daZrwis gesliT, SxamiTa? “jansaR sxeulSi – jansaRi suli” vera vgebulob, rad Tqves laTinTa? RvinobisTve, 1977 * * * Tvrameti marti gaTenda saSineli qris qari, Tovlis namqeriT ivseba korpusis kibe – kari. mTvrali kaciviT qanaobs mecxre sarTuli Cemi,

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marti zeimobs siaviT da es siave Svenis.... yinviT, qarbuqiT daRlili kvnesian alvis xeebi, ukan ar ixevs grigali erTurTsa scvlian dReebi..... 18. 03. 97

Cems rZals, xaTunas (eqspromtad) uflis nebiT oci marti gamiTenda bednieri, ojaxSi Semomifrindi mtredi metad mSvenieri. Tvalebi gaqvs angelozis mSvidi, wynari, lmobieri. RvTismSobels vemudarebi dagviberde bednieri. 20. 03. 97

* * * Cemi sicocxlis darCenil dReebs

RmerTis SewevniT gavlev, pirvels, - ros sasmiss xelSi aviReb – mis sadidebels davlev.

vityvi: - gamCeno, - dideba Senda! SeniTa brunavs vrceli samyaro, caze varskvlavni SeniT brwyinaven sicocxlec qveynad SeniTa xarobs.

SeniT modian gazafxulebi, SeniT mofrinavs Tovlis fanteli,

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SeniT mohyveba riJraJs ciskari, cidan mzis sxivi gvawvims amdeni.....

kvlav Seni nebiT gaTendeba da, mze aRmoxdeba sxivebis mfeni, caTa Sin myofo mamao Cveno, marad da marad dideba Seni..... 25. 05. 07 dRes Cemi me-5 TveSi gadamdgari cad gafrenili SviliSvili – eqvsi wlisa gaxdeboda. papis eqvsi wlis nikuSav, isev Sen gealersebi, fiqrebSi zRaprebs giambob, xSirad verTobiT leqsebiT. TiTebze ukve aRar vTvliT, daTvla iswavle asamde, xan metyvi: - multiks vutureb papa - ezoSi wasvlamde.... mudam Cems Tvalwin trialeb, biWi xar wamoCituli, xtunav, buqnaob, bzrialeb, ara xar dondlo, fituli. .... manam aqa var, SenTan var guliT, suliT da fiqrebiT. SenTan moval da mis mere sul mudam erTad viqnebiT.... apnisis 24, 2004

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gvalvaa saqarTveloSi gadaxma mTa da bari. sami dRe aris diRomSi ar davardnila cvari. naxevrad SiSvel xeebze foTlebi SiSiT krTian, maTi gamxmari moZmeni yvela miwaze yria. gacrecilia garemo, cis nams natrulobs miwa, davberdi, aseTi gvalva ar magondeba, vficav.... 31. 08. 06 sssssu + 38 0 * * * me rom qarTvelad dambade zogjer mrcxvenia ufalo, am ZmaTa mkvlelebs, - qarTvelebs fari me rogor vufaro? rad daaqcies samSoblo erTurTi wyvites, Jlites, am veragobis karebze vin dagvikidebs klites? 21. 03. 1994 * * * her ainStain, faSizmi daemxo,- moridebiT kiTxvas hkadrebs mavani: - Tu kvlav iqna omi gardauvali ra iaraRs ixmars adamiani? mecnieri dafiqrda da upasuxa mSvidad: “ eg me ara, mxolod RmerTma icis... magram, Semdgom Tu ki iqna omi ??? qvebis sroliT daiwyeba, vici.”

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12. 05. 70 * * * SenSi hpovebs TavSesafars icis siyvaruliT vinc dageZebs erTob, yvela didad gaixarebs vici guli xarkad vinc mogiZRvna RmerTo! 24. 07. 07

* * * veravin SeZlos sakuTari jvaris tarebiT ZvalTsalagamde Seucdomlad gza gaiaros, yoveli wami gamozomos wuTisoflisa uflis SeniSvna ar miiRos, ise iaros! 17. 10. 07

Tendeba “eRirsebao luxumsa laSaris gorze Sadgoma” vaJa Tendeba kavkasionze luxumi fexze amdgara, iWurvis laSaris gorze asavlels saxavs gza-Saras... RvinobisTvis 12, 1989 * * * me mudam vityvi, rom bulbuli metad nazia magram arasdros, - rom yorani ar aris Savi,

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muzis mSobelis sabrZanisi – Cemi azria, saqarTveloSi iyo, aris da , - rCeba fSavi. 12. 12. 07

anderZi

damasaflaveT iq, sadac Cemi winaparT Zvlebi wvanan saflavSi, maT wminda sulebs aRTqma miveci ar davakldebi me saTvalavSi.

cxrameti weli Cemi mTa-baris gul-mkerdis msuye nayofi mzrdida, tye-vels vlaxavdi xalisiani ar gadavsulvar me soflis gzidan.

ar davklebivar soflis sixaruls, arc tkivilisTvis mikria xeli, mSobelo miwav, Cemo gamzrdelo, Sensken viWurvi, vici rom meli.

vatyob sicocxlis yavli Tavdeba qveynad yvelafers aqvs dasasruli, rac Sen gekuTvnis, - Sen is miiRe, uflis nebaa sad wava suli.

gemudarebiT, ar daiviwyoT fiWvis xisagan SemikraT kubo, muxas an wifels nu momakarebT mainc mivxvdebi, iciT var undo.....

cremli da glova? - ris maqnisia? saflavis TavTan damidgiT jvari,

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nikuSas zemoT or metrze CamdeT mis qveS moveqce ar mqondes javri.

sulad qceulic ver movisveneb riJraJze mardad fexze davdgebi, RamiT varskvlavTa mzeriT daRlili lamazi diliT movixiblebi.

burvanas mTaze amosuli mzis sxivebis cekvas miveferebi, davtkbebi Cemi aragvis cqeriT, vixareb soflis bednierebiT...

imravleT vinac qveynada mrCebiT yovel nabijze iyaviT frTxili, uflis wyalobiT Rrma siberemde ara gtkenodeT aravis frCxili.

imasaca gTxovT: mudam gaxsovdeT wuTisofeli crua da mrudi, RirsebiT ganvleT wuTisoflis gza sufTa mandiliT, namusis qudiT.... mariamobisTvis 16, 2007, s. amirni * * * ocdaxuTi aprilia, zedazenze Tovs, am fifqebiT arsTgamrige Cvens cud samoss hqsovs. aRmarTs mudam daRmarTi scvlis, vici gaidarebs mere gvalva gadabugavs am Cvens lamaz mxares 25. 04. 07 * * * gadrasul dReTa kuTvnilia Cemi warsuli,

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momavali maqvs? – veras vityvi, dasanania; iverTa miwis erT wertilze dayudebuli, kosmosSi mivqri, kargad vici, didi xania. Tu marad ifrens mzis garSemo Cveni planeta da ar gaxdeba msxverpli super Savi xvrelisa, gangebis nebiT bolos yvela miwas nebdeba. madloba RmerTo! – xvedri maTi, mec Tu meRirsa... 06. 01. 08

vaJa – fSavelas meuRlis naambobi 1951 wlis seqtemberia, fasanauris saSualo skolis qarTuli enisa da literaturis maswavleblis – qeTevan kasraZis iniciativiT meTerTmete klaselebma gadavwyviteT vaJa-fSavelas saxl-muzeumSi eqskursiis mowyoba. gamoiZebna satvirTo avtomanqana, skolis direqtori d. TeTruaSvili kabinaSi moTavsda, ZaraSi win ramdenime maswavlebeli dajda, maT ukan ki ardi-gardmo gadebul ficrebze moswavleebi davsxediT da gzas gavudeqiT. erT saaTSi Jinvals mivaRwieT, xidze gadavediT da rogorc mTiuli xanSi Sesulebi ityodnen xolme, fSavis wylis(aragvis) marcxena mxares Carglisaken mimaval gzas gavuyeviT. metad wynari, mSvidi da mziani amindi idga. mivdiodiT nela, vakvirdebodiT CvenTvis aragvTan SedarebiT wynari mdinaris Walas, ukve yviTel ferebSi gardamaval tyian ferdobebs. bavSvebi vixsenebdiT vaJas nawarmoebebidan sazepiroebsa da Cvens kuTxeSi gavrcelebul sayvarel

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sasimRero teqstebs: ”gaTenebisas WiuxSi”, ”Tu egre turfa iyavi”, ”marjvenas ar sWris mucalsa” da ase Semdeg. erTerTma maswavlebelma, romelic CargalSi namyofi iyo, Tqva: - male, daaxloebiT aT wuTSi SevalTo CargalSi... Cven mRelvarebam Segvipyro. skolas vamTavrebT da kvlav bavSvuri emociebis gavlenis qveS varT. CvenTvis raRac warmoudgenelTan Sexvedras velodebiT. yvelani vdumvarT da sakuTar fiqrebSi viZirebiT. realobasTan gvabrunebs maswavleblis xma: - esec Cargali..... SevediT sofelSi, avtomanqana vaJas saxlTan gaCerda, yvelani Zirs CamovediT da ezoSi Sesasvlel karTan movgrovdiT. Cven xmaurze saxlTan arc Tu axalgazrda kaci gamovida da mogvesalma: - gamarjobaT, keTili iyos Tqveni mobrZaneba, stumari RvTisaa, mobrZandiT, magram minda vicode sadaurebi xarT? me vaJas Svili var, vaxtangi mqvia... mas Cveni skolis direqtori miesalma da dasZina: - Cven fasanasuris skolis meTerTmete klaselebi moviyvaneT qarTveli xalxis saamayo Svilis– Tqveni mamis – saxl-muzeumis gasacnobad da sakuTari pirovneba warudgina – skolis direqtori daviT TeTruaSvili gaxlavarTo. batonma vaxtangma yvelas xeli CamogvarTva, mobrZandiTo, gvTxova da win gagviZRva. gancvifrebulebi da gaognebulebi mivCerebivarT patara muSambagadafarebul magidas, skams, navTis lamfas, fanjaras, buxars, kedelze dakidebul irmis rqebs, sxva nivTebs da SelanZul kedlebs. Zalian ubralo da metad

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Raribi mTieli glexkacis binas da maxsendeba vaJas mTeli qveynis gasagonad naTqvami: ”tan-fex-SiSveli davdivar, cols ar micvia kabao” an: “ mec imaT jogidama var, vinc siRaribiT cnobila” ai, Tu ra pirobebSi cxovrobda da rogor binaSi qmnida Tavis ukvdav nawarmoebebs es amayi “kai yma”. nanaxiT gancvifrebulebi erTmaneTs mivCerebivarT, xmis amoRebas ver vaxerxebT da ase ubrad ezoSi gamovdivarT, sadac Turme si-urprizi gveloda; batonma vaxtangma moxucebuli, yavarjniT xelSi, skamze mjdomi qalbatoni war-mogvidgina – Cemi dedaao. Cven uklebliv, didi mowiwebiT mivesalmeT didi vaJa-fSavelas meuRles. didi ridiTa da mowiwebiT vuyurebT am mSvid da wynar moxuce-bul qalbatons . Cveni es uxerxuli dumili daarRvia qalbatonma qeTevan kasraZem: - q-no Tamar, iqneb mokled raime epizodi uamboT Cvens bavSvebs vaJaze, - Tuki es Tqven ar Se-gawuxebT? deda-SvilTan cal-calke eqskursiis monawileebma samaxsovro suraTebi gadaviReT da q-nma Tamarma, gverdiT mdgom qeTevans upasuxa: “Svilo, me davberdi, Tavs Zalian SeuZloda vgrZnob, magram Txovnaze uars rogora gkadrebT” – da pirdapir daiwyo: “erTxel, aRar maxsovs romeli weli iyo, Zalian cxeli zafxuli dai-Wira, golvam gadawva da gadabuga yvelaferi, xevebi da wyaroebi bevri daSra, xorblis yanebi naadrevad Semovida, im wyeulma sicxem isini ise gaaxmo rom marcvali TavTavidan miwaze cvioda da Tu droze ar movmkidiT, - mSivrebi davrCe-

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bodiT. dRe da Rame vmuSaobdiT, rom male mog-vemka da danakargi cota yofiliyo. zogjer RamiT lamfas an farans vanTebdiT da ise vmkidiT, RamiT sigrilea da muSaobac advili... samkali ramdenime dRisaRa gvqonda darCe-nili, vmkidiT, SuadReT ukan iyo, luka gaCerda da momeCvena, rom sadRac uazrod iyureboda, karga xans idga egre, mere daixara da mka gaagrZela, mogvianebiT kide orjer gaCerda, ma-gram meoTxed ro gaCerda, saTiTeebi waiZro TiTebidan, samklauric moixsna da namgalTan erTad xeleurze dayara. erTi sityvac ar uTqvams, xmaamouReblad daeSva Tavqve da saxli-saken aiRo gezi. Cven muSaoba gvian davamTavreT, Znebi av-ageT, Sin davbrundiT da saqoneli davabinaveT. saWmeli movamzade. lukas wyalTan erTad Sevu-tane, magram ukan gamosvlisas mivxvdi (an momeCvena), rom mas arc Cemi Sesvla da arc ga-mosvla ar gaugia. egre icoda, xan or-sam dRe-Rames gadaabamda xolme; TavauReblad werda. lamfaSi rom navTi gauTavdeboda, buxars aan-Tebda da cecxlis Suqze agrZelebda weras. am dros CvenTvis vinmes rom Tavebi daeWra da saqoneli gaereka, gareT ar gamoixedavda da weras Tavs ar daanebebda, bevrjer minaxavs gaTenebulSi qaRaldebze daZinebuli da saWmeli xeluxlebeli. ai, egeTi iyo da egre icoda lukam”. mokled moWra qalbatonma Tamarma.

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nino bakuraZe Jurnalistikis specialobis II kursis studenti

SenTan erTad Ramis siCume daarRvies cxenis floqvebma ocnebis Rames SenTan erTad lamaz frTebs gavSli me Semawuxes usasrulod Senze fiqrebma da ocnebebSi SenTan erTad mivfrinav raSiT. ca varskvlavebiT moWedili ganvvleT uRrublod mTvaris sxivebma Segvagebes samoTxe taSiT. gadaiSala saocnebo Cveni samyaro, sad migvaqrolebs es Tavneba Cven TeTri raSi gamoiRviZe, es cxovreba realobaa, gza aRar misce Sens ocnebebs sakuTar TavSi. Ramis siCume daarRvies cxenis floqvebma me SenTan erTad ocnebebSi kvlav vifren raSiT.

siyvaruli qveyanaze RmerTma SenTvis momavlina siyvarulSi Seni mona gamxada

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da am grZnobam ufro metad aRmavlina ufro Zlier RvTis moSiSi gamxada. siyvarulma Sen xatis win malocvina Seni Tavi saficarad gaxada. Sen ki, Sen ki, Sen ki aRar minaxule me Seni tyve Sen ki Cemma jalaTma. brali damde siyvarulSi, mimatove magram rwmenam, rwmenam ar miRalata. dRes ki gxedav monanies Cems fexTmorTxmuls Sendobis da siyvarulis maTxovars magram ara, ukve me ar gapatieb ukanono Sens qmedebas, saTxovars.

ioseb gafrindaSvili fizikis kaTedris profesori. teqnikur mecnierebaTa doqtori. daibada 1929 w. WiaTu-raSi. 1975 – 80 wlebSi xelmZRvanelobda fizi-kis kaTedras. mTavrobis mravali sapatio jil-dos mflobelia.

mania CxaiZe (namdvili ambavi) gardamxda gardasavali aw uaressa moveli ormocdaori welia gasuli saukunisa. Semodgomaa damtkbobi adamianTa sulisa.

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faSist dampyrobTa jarebi CrdiloeT oseTs uvlisa, baqosken gaWra swadiaT, moxdena saswaulisa. zamTari modis, faSistebs blomad sWirdebaT saTbobi, zafxulSi moxmarebulze aranaklebi aTobiT. CeCneTis navTi ar hyofniT, sWirdebaT baqos navTobi, magram sabWoTa armia ar aris gojis damTmobi. modis stalinis brZaneba – jarSi gawveva qalebis, ara mobilizaciiT, aramed wvevamdelebis. ixilos mterma TvaliTa kacTa gverdTdgoma qalebis, uZveles drodan cnobili qarTveli amorZalebis. meore kursis studentni puSkinis institutidan, bevri aRmoCnda wveuli gamocxadebisve dRidan. avtobusebi Camodgnen, Sig gogonebi sxdebian, vagzlisken gamgzavrebasa sicil-kiskisiT xvdebian. fanjarasTan zis gogona lamazi, Svgvremania. talRad gadasdevs Tavzeda Savi xuWuWa Tmania. mamaTelia, CxaiZe, grigolis qali, mania.

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garSemo Semokrebilebs Sewyobili aqvT xmania. manias gaagebines: Camogdis deda, mamao. xval dilas aq iqnebian, Senc aq gtoveben manamo. sxva eSelons gamohyvebi, darCena ar Rirs ganao? mTeli dRe maTTan iqnebi, ar dagrCes dasananado! ama sityvebis gamgoni, Cafiqrda qali mania. ferma gadahkra, gahxada qandakebisa mgvania: “ra vqna, ver-ra movifiqre, ara maqvs gasaqania. Cven erTad unda viomoT, kurselTa daSla bralia. Cven megobrebi erTobiT Sedegianad vibrZolebT. studentisebur cxovrebas frontuliT SevcvliT, viomebT. cotas moviTmenT, cxovrebis sxva wess da rigs rom vicnobdeT. mters Cqara gavanadgurebT, mSvidi cxovrebiT vicxovrebT” niSani misces. daiZrnen. gezs vagzlisaken iReben. uaxovndebaT saxeni, viT umaruliT iReben. stalingradisken iRvwian, sabrZolo WiSkars iReben da radistebi xdebian, specialobas iReben.

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* * * ori Tve gaxda, Cvens qalebs samxedro forma acvia. manias, hurias, babulis argunes erTi racia. huria aWarelia, babuli aris kaxeli. maTve nawilSi samivem ukve gaiTqva saxeli. roca raciis irgvliv zis sami qarTveli qalia, axlodan vardad aRiqvis, Soridan natvris Tvalia. * * * ukve CaerTvnen brZolebSi volgaze Cveni qalebi. sisxlian Tovlze beWdebad Cans maTi naterfalebi.... stalingradSive mania fexSi daiWra mZimeda, ver Seasrula gadasvla cremli sdioda mZivebad. erTi Tvis ganmavlobaSi igi hospitals stumrobda, gamojanmrTelda, uSvebdnen. mania aRar xumrobda: “gaxsovT? Tqven rom ar CamogrCiT? Cven erTad unda viyoTo? mwyobrSi var, TqvenTan brZola msurs, rad magdebT, ratom mbriyvobTo? eg ki ara da , gavtydebi – berlinsac minda vuwio! samSoblos ver vemsaxuro?

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Tavs Caviqolav uwino! sul win, win unda viaroT, “arcerTi nabiji ukan” da mTavarsardlis brZanebas imeorebda jiutad! nawilis ufross aaxla man saTanado ustari. daTanxmdnen. sxivebs afrqvevda amomavali muSTari. * * * damTavrda ra, wrmatebiT volgaze operacia, dasavleTisken iltvian molaSqre qalni, kacnia. qarTvel megobar qalebsa msaxurebs igiv racia.... kurskSi Seyovndnen, radganac SexvdaT Zlieri brZolebi. mteri damarcxda, gaiqca damsxvreul qvena grZnobebiT..... uh! ori weli gasula omoben Cveni qalebi da karpatebSi borislavs miadgnen amorZalebi. mteri welgatexilia, marcxdeba, TviTve xedavso. jerjerobiT ar nebdeba, Semotevebsac bedavso. samagierod gamoCnden adgilobrivi Zalebi da nadiroben Cvenebze boroti naZiralebi. erTerT aseT jgufs Taosnobs vinme banditi bandera,

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Sinaurs ebrZvis, dampyrobels Sehxaris, fexqveS egeba. * * * saRamo aris, karpatis mTebs daswolia Rrubeli. Semzaravi xma gaisma TiTqos ymuoda Zu mgeli. buCqnarSi, postze jixurSi Cveni qalebi arian. albaT mimixvdiT mkiTxvelo! huriaa da mania. smena daZabes. daaskvnes esxmian banderelebi, racias ecnen, Stabs Txovon damatebiTi Zalebi. magram ar iqna, ver SeZles , ver daamyares kavSiri... or qals da banderelT Soris iqneba fronti gaSlili. SeniSnes erTi, meore, ager mesame kidevo... maniam dobils aniSna racia aikideo. me Sevakaveb TavdamsxmelT, maT Tavganwirva vaCvenoT, Sen ki gaaRwev mSvidobiT, racias gadavarCenTo. qarTveli amorZalebi erTurTs Caekrnen tuCebSi, mania bRujavs avtomats, huria garbis buCqebSi. mania agdebs jixursa buCqs arCevs Sesafersao, Sig Zvreba, mterze miuSvebs,

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is avtomatis jersao. igeriebda banditebs sanam SemorCa vaznebi. ori gadurCa cocxali miwas efinen avznenni. manias xeli gaukres, xis tots dahkides TmebiTa, qvemodan cecxli SeunTes, “amoisunTqes SvebiTa” suli exuTvis qalwulsa, sxeuli ebrZvis sikvdilsa, vals uxdis qali qarTveli samSoblos Tvissa, mis wilsa. erTerTi banditis xelSi xanjalma gaibrwkiala, qalwulis tani Tavs moswyda da cecxli aabriala. tani Suagul cecxlSia, iwvis umanko sxeuli, Tavi irxeva totebSi, narnarebs Tmani xveulni. ra Caidines es saqme RvTisagan dasagmobio, gaiqcnen banderelebi, dahyares maTi mkvdrebio. gascda ra, iqaurobas, huriam kavSiri scada . SesZlo. maSveli daiZra, siSoriT daugvianda. cecxls ganaSores maSinve anarCenebi sxeulis da TavTan erTad waiRes fuTaSi gamoxveuli. * * *

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soflad midis telegrama mis gmirulad daRupvisa. mezoblebs da naTesavebs aRar uxsniT dana kbilsa. SeecodaT, moxucebi am ambavs ver aitandnen. gadawyvites damalavdnen da mSoblebs ar gaumxeldnen. deda werils elodeba. fostalions gzaSi xvdeba, ar iqna da aRar modis codva –madli zecas swvdeba. mobrundeba guldamwvari. miva didron Cais buCqTan , mania rom patarobas zed wveboda dedis urCad. tiris, tiris, cremlad dneba da maRla RmerTs evedreba, rom aRirsos Svilis naxva, Tundac erTi mofereba. mama xSirad ase sjida: rom myoloda asi vaJi, asiveni gaewviaT muSur-glexur wiTel jarSi, asiveni damxocoda, erTs ar amovikvnesebdi. . . magram gogo? oci wlisa, kacTa omSi ra guliTa? da TvalTagan cremlis Rele moswydeboda RurRuliTa. * * * xani gadis, gaiara 30-ma TiTqos welma. daixocnen deda, mama.

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aRar ismis locva, xvewna. swored am dros gaiSala qveynad didi moZraoba, moZieba dakargulTa da kvalad SinmousvlelTa. kvalmaZieblebma hpoves Cveni Tanamemamule. miiwvies mamaTelni, axlobelni maniasi. kavkasiels karpatebSi gaduxades paraklisi. erT-erT quCas, romelic rom qalaqs aZlevs ier-saxes, borislavSi akuTvneben mania CxaiZis saxels. lanCxuTma ki, samSoblos rom gmiri qali aRuzarda, TviT qalaqSi mas saxelze erTi quCac ganumzada ; magram amas ar jerdeba , ufro maRla tyorcnis isars, isari ki skolas xvdeba, gamoxatavs Tavis mizans. maniam xom sruli kursi am skolisa daamTavra, misi zneobrivi aRzrdac mniSvnelovnad man gansazRvra. skola aris ZiriTadi Semoqmedi misi wrTobis. aRzrdilmac rom asaxela xdeba misi saxelobis. skolis ezos anaxleben, mcenareebs gegmiT rgaven da manias mcire biusts

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Sua yvavilnarSi rgaven. manias biustis dadgmas ded-mama rom moswreboda, dRe-Ram masTan iqnebodnen, guls naRveli moswydebodaT. am periods Tan emTxveva Secvla Cveni qveynis wyobis, rac aris winapiroba yaCaRobis da qurdobis. cxovreba Wirs, xalxi wvalobs. sakvebi ar gaaCniaT, ramac yofas, xalxTa Cvevas didi daRi daaCnia. TurqeTisken iwyo dena qarTvelobam Tavis nebiT, gasayidad Zvelmanebis: xaliCebiT, fardagebiT. kirka- ToxiT da barebiT , focxebiTa da celebiT, uroebiT, CaquCebiT, waldebiT da najaxebiT. da daadges biusts Tvali. erT saRamos gauares, “gadutexes kisris Zvali”, TurqeTis gzas gauyenes. * * * banderelTa aTeuli TiTqmis gavanadgure. cocxlad darCenilTa mkacri risxva davimsaxure. amitomac Tavi momWres, tani cecxlSi dadages, “gardamxda gardasavali”

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tye-buCqebSi damagdes. karpatebSi, borislavSi narCenebiT dammarxes”. Cems sofelSic pativi mces, biustic ki damidges. uaress rom movelodi isic Cqara amixdes. Cems skolidan momipares saTaTreTSi gamyides. arc mokvleva, arc aRdgena, arcerTi ar maRirses. 10. 08. 07

xresilis brZolis win raWis qedis flatesTan soCxeTia sofeli, okribaSi Semavali, mefis keTilmyofeli. imeruli odebi

vake – Sefenebaze, mianiSnebs mcxovrebi xalxis gemovnebaze.

mze amosvlisTanave sofels sxivebs moafens, flatec arekvlil sxivebs mis midamos moafrqvevs. da amgvarad Seqmnili xelsayreli klimatiT ixunZleba xexili

dasawyisSi TibaTvis.

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saocari buneba glexis sarCo-sabadod, moucia maRla RmerTs sacxovrad da salaRod. ganTqmulia venaxi da vazi aqauri; cicqa da ocxanuri rko da colikauri. wablis didi dgas oda, Zirs svetebiT granitis, daxuruli zemodan narinjisfer kramitiT. es ekuTvnis, vinc icavs cxovrebis wess rigians, Tavdadebul “ficis kacs”,

moxucs, revaz yifians. erT Tvals didi odidan wignTsacavad iyenebs. xelnawerebs gadawers, poeziiT isvenebs. iyo “oqros CardaxSic”. msaxurebda mefesa.

roca Sevida xanSi mamuls Semoefesva. axlac wignTsacavSi zis, dahyurebs Zvel nawerebs, mis xeliT gadaweril, gabrwyinebul naZerwebs. mis win magidaze devs didi tomi vaxuStis. mondomeba daRlas Zlevs grZnoba – tvinis damuxtviT. cecxls SeSa SeukeTa. oTaxebi gaaTbo.

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cota kidec Sebnelda sasanTleni aanTo. mwuxri igrZno vnebiTa misma aremarema. amoxeTqa mTebidan narinjisfer mTvarema. am dros WiSkars moaskda laSqriT Savi merani. Zirs Camoxta maRali, Savgvremani mxedari. rostoms, raWis erisTavs revazi gaegeba. gauelva, Wkuaze

movidao egeba. Zveli naTesavebi erTurTs gadaexvivnen. didxnis unaxavebi did sixaruls ewien. datrialda revazi, bevri ar acdevina. ocxanuri moxada, sufra gaaSlevina. bodiSobs erisTavsa, sufra aris samarxvo. Sobis marxvis damrRvevsa RmerTi gaxdis samarcxod. erisTavi gaCumda. misi azri damala: glexikacis saWmliTa

gamberavso amaRam.... da aRmoxda aSkarad sityva mokrZalulio, “CvenTan mefobs xvanWkara, TqvenTan – ocxanurio”.

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tkaca-tkuci gahqonda kopitis xis naoTxlebs, TiTqos Tofebs esroda saqarTvelos maoxrebs. naperwkali Zlieri rostoms SublSi etaka. esec Cemi bedio, anCxlobs metismetada.:

“zarbazani Se-kaco dagidgia saxlSio, mefisaTvis migeca dadgomodi mxarSio”

Cveni zarbazania guli qristes moniso, TurqTa amazrzenia saqme solomoniso. mefes mxarSi vudgavar, Turqi ar mogverios, ymebi, sami vaJkacic alyobs uqimerions. ufro Svebas vigrZnobTo, rostomi cvlis Temasa. oriveni vpoetobT, mivyveT gulis nebasa. erTurTs vuTxraT leqsebi, axali da Zvelio, gavitanoT es Rame

Znelad gasaZlebio. xval ki diliT, rodesac daiwyeba omio, gamoCndeba saqmeni, Tqveni, dasagmobio. erisTavo, batono, magaze nu idardebT.

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mters davnebdeT? ratomo? viciT, rom gavimarjvebT.

ciskridan wirvis dromde xvalis omi morCeba. vin gamova marTali, maSinve gamoCndeba. mefes omSi moklaven

da an daatyveveben, gauyrian borkilebs, stambuls gauyeneben.

aq revazi erisTavs laparakSi Cauxta, leqsiT “naqeralaTi” viTareba ganmuxta.

karga xans ukiTxavdnen erTurTs Tavis leqsebsa. guli namoRvawariT, siamayiT evsebaT.

Seicvala ganwyoba. oriveni xalisobs. aq revazi cvlis Temas, ubrundeba xvalis oms. Rame midis, imusreba. bolo uCans RaRadiss. yifiani imuxteba, Setevaze gadadis. eubneba: erisTavo, Cems gulisTqmas gagandob, solomonTan nu ki daob, sjobs yinuli gavadnoT. SegiZlia Sen Turqebs daatexo mexio, omSi dasaSvebia yovelgvari xerxio.

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vici, eqvsive vaJi Seni axlos arian, moikribe, gaudeq gzas naTels da mTvarians. Sedi TurqTa banakSi, Tqvi: “Sevcvale azrio, Tqvens laSqarTan iomebs Cemi xmali basrio”. daerieT sardlobas, waacaleT Tavebi. maTi leSiT ZRebodnen yornebi da yvavebi. raWvel-imerTa jari wamsve SenTan dadgeba. mtris Suagul banakSi sisxlisRvra gaCaRdeba. solomonic garedan Semoutevs aRgznebiT, yvelafers me viTaveb, Cqara masTan gavCndebi. dro ar iTmens mocdasa, midi, nu daayovneb. ar daindo levanic, isic maT miayole. darCeba ra, usardlod omSi TurqTa jario, momxvdurebze usazRvrod aviyaroT javrio. ase ar hqna martyofSi didma mouravmao? waages sparselebma usardlod, viT brmamao! gmirad Segracxs icode matiane Cvenio.

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ar momismen? iwvode misgan SenaCvenio. aiZagra rostomi, mamlebis xmac gaisma. kuStad zeze wamodga, iaraRi aisxa. kvlavac etyvis, didi xani xalxis TvalSi zizRsa sTes, mamuls unda mixedva, ra gzas xedav ukeTess? gaixsene marabda, cxra ColoyaSvilio, cxra Zma xerxeuliZe Svidi maCabelio. Warmagad xar jer kidev, Sav titasebr hyvavio, xresils daamSvenebda Svidi erisTavio! rostomi cxens moaxta

da maTraxi gadahkra. arc ki daemSvidoba guSindel gzis kvals gahyva.

“damarcxdebiT icode! miaZaxa revazma, raSic ganaTluli xar mogkiTxos im embazma.” vici sadac midixar, gZlia brZolis mzerama. bewvis Zafze hkidixar,

agitana werama. 2005 w.

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b – n z. wereTels swavluli kaci brZandebiT, TavadiSvilobT gvariTa. axasiaTebT qarTvelsa bevri sxvadasxva ramiTa. magram am zafxulis bolos Wkuas Semcdarxar mgonia, qarTveli kacis kvaldakval es raRa mogigonia! rusTavelze, operasTan viri gamogiyvania. mogirTavs tyavis TasmebiT, zed kaci wamojdomia. suraTi damdablebisa 1

1 * sqesobrivi kavSiri (saba)

* mZafri warmosadgenia. qarTvelTa yofiereba aseT aqts rom moicavdes, maSin “gamcems” giwodebdnen simarTlis madls moisxamdnen. aseTi ram Cven Tan ar gvdevs, aarCie rad ugvano? sjobs, rommasze uari Tqva, ukuagdo da ugano!

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besik TandaSvili satyeo-sameurneo fakultetis IV kursis studenti siyvarulis xedva Cven gvgonia, adamiani imitom gviyvars, rom alersianad varT misdami ganwyobili; imitom, rom kargad vgrZnobT masTan Tavs; magram siyvaruli gacilebiT didi, ufro Rrma da momTxovnia. Cven iseT rwmenas da iseT ndobas vTxovT RmerTs, rom Seyvarebulebi erTmaneTisTvis mas mudam inarCunebdnen; maT Soris rac ar unda gaugebroba moxdes, kamaTi da Tundac Ralati, - rodesac dakarguli ZesaviT erT-erTi dabrundeba da ityvis? – “me SenTan movedi, me davbrundi SenTan, SegiZlia Tu ara Sen me mimiRo, Tu ukve gacivda Seni guli, an mokvda Cemdami Seni siyvaruli”. cocxali rwmena, cocxali siyvaruli, romelsac ZaluZs adamianis mSvenierebas maSinac hxedvides, rodesac daibinda, an ama Tu im mizezis gamo Caqra, moyvasis gulSi ki mainc anaTebs igi. Aaxla ki Cemi siyvaruli kvlav aRfrTovanebuli sixarulia, ufro naTeli, ufro Rrma, ufro sazeimo da ufro darwmunebuli. SeviyvaroT rogorc aris naklulovanebaTa siuxvisas is. Aaseve gvepyroba Cven RmerTic, imisTvis ki ar vuyvarvarT ufals, rom kargebi varT Cven da amitom vimsaxurebT mis wyalobasa da siyvaruls, aramed imitom, rom vuyvarvarT uangarod da WeSmaritebiT.

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siyvaruls ZaluZs gadaarCinos momakvdavi megobroba da sasiyvarulo urTierTobac. rameTu arasodes ganqardeba WeSmariti siyvaruli maSinac ki, rodesac sxva gadagiyvarebs, sxva zurgs Segaqcevs, siyvaruli ki siyvarulad rCeba Cvens mexsierebaSi.

Cven vloculobT imisTvis, rom mTeli sirTuleebiT aRsavse cxovrebis gansacdels gauZlos wyvilma, rameTu srulyofili siyvaru lis ganxorcielebasa da mis dacvazea damoki debuli.

“uwinares yovlisa, SeimoseT siyvaruli, romeli ars simtkice srulqmnilebisa”.

Aamalia kupraviSvili daamTavra universitetis agronomiuli fakulteti mcenareTa dacvis specialobiT, Semdgom ki aspirantura. amJamad genetikisa da seleqciis departamentis TanamSromelia.

deda maradiuli qaluri sawyisia is lampari, romelic kacobriobas gzas unaTebs im droidan, rodesac xidan Camovida, fexze dadga, welSi gaimarTa da abrialda, abrialda uqrobi lampari maradiuli sicocxlisa, sikeTisa, mSvenierebisa. mSveniereba ki TviT Tqveni samyaro, deduri SaravandediT mosili saxe da gmiruli sulia, rameTu Tqveni keTilSobileba, kdemamosileba, sinaze, Tavganwirvamde amaRlebuli siyvaruli

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mamulisa da SvilebisaTvis saukuneebs SeunaxavT da dResac uqrobi SaravandediTaa Semosili. gana maradiuli didebis Rirsni ar arian: --Svidi Zma marabdelis, cxra Zma xerxeuliZis, samasi aragvelebis da sxvaTa gmiri dedebi, romlebic ara marto sasaxelo Svilebs zrdidnen da samSoblos samsxverploze agzav nidnen, TviTonac gamoirCeodnen xasiaTis simtkiciT da xSirad brZolis velze ecemodnen. ungreli patrioti dasasjelad mihyavdaT saxrCobelaze, deda dapirda mefes Sewyalebas Sevexvewebio, Tu deda TeTri TavsaburveliT gamoCndeboda aivanze, Svili Sewyalebuli iqneboda. xolo Tu Savi TavsaburaviT gamoC ndeboda, ganaCeni aRsruldeboda. rodesac deda TeTr TavsaburvelSi dainaxa, - Svili gamxnevda, gaiRima da am RimiliT gahyo Tavi TokSic ki, mxolod maSin gaigo simarTle, rodesac yulfma mouWira da gaifiqra; “oo, mware tyuilo, ase SeeZlo ecrua mxolod dedas, SiSisgan Seurvebuls, vaiTu, Svili Semidrkeso saxrCobelaze”. diax, Svilebs unda vaswavloT amtanoba, WirTa Tmena, mankier CvevaTa moSla da swor CvevaTa Canergva, cnobilia, rodesac yrma heminguei quCur sityvebs ambobda, deda aiZulebda piri sapniT gamoerecxa. dedoba! - es unazesi da ufaqizesi grZnobaa, romelic sxva yvela grZnobaze maRla dgas, swored amitomaa ase gakeTilSobilebuli, gapatiosnebuli, gaZlierebuli da gaRoniere buli sityva - deda-simkvidre, simagre da simdid re eris, rameTu dedam, qalma Semogvinaxa rjuli Cveni da adaTi Cveni.

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dedebo! dae Tqvenma amaRlebulma siyva rulma ufro zeaswios cargvali, gaaTbos, gaas xivosnos miwis yvela kuTxe-kunWuli, rom Cvenma cisferma planetam arasdros Caicvas sisxlis perangi da dedebma Savi ZaZebi, dae, mSvidoba, siyvaruli da silamaze iyos Tqveni megzuri maradJams am madlian, dalocvil dedamiwaze. swored dedas, qals minda mivuZRvna Cemi leqsis mokrZalebuli striqonebic: deda – sicocxlis didi saTave, deda – imedis gasxivosneba,

deda – sibrZne da simi saTuTi, deda – siwminde, patiosneba

deda – es Sen xar burji uryevi, deda – es Sen xar lxinis saTave, deda – pirveli sityvaa Cveni sicocxles – “vai dediT” vamTavrebT. Sen Zlieri xar Zu vefxvis darad xan ki nazi xar, saTuTi metad, orive gSvenis Taviseburad ar momeSalos arc erTi netav! amin.....

alaverdi

zRaprul qveynidan mofrenila kaxeTSi gedi da mwvane velze miululavs daRaluls Tvali, ucnob jadoqars daunaxavs: “ha, Cemi bedi!” qvad uqcevia TeTri gedi “damitkbos Tvali”.

es legendaa, ZvelisZveli, miviwyebuli, am miviwyebas kvlav aRgidgenT taZari Zveli, TeTri gediviT avardnili mwvane velidan,

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miwas dabmuli, marTlac zRaprul jadoqris xeliT. me krZalviT daval sakurTxevels da darbazs Sina, ar SevaSfoTo mama – papaT wminda sulebi, a, - mesmis kidec “RaRadisi” da “caTa Sina”. da vxedav kidec didebulebs, lamaz qalwulebs.

mzera momtaca samrekloSi gundma zarebis, smena gabruvda uceb maTi gabmuli rekiT, uwyvet nakadad Semodian sizmris zmanebis feriasaviT qalwulebi vaJkacTa gverdiT. Tlili TiTebiT pirjvars iwers asuli erTi cisfer TvalebSi Casdgomia zRva boboqari, yirmiz saxeze dahfenia naTeli zecis da nawnavebi miwas kocnis viT niavqari. de, nu iqneba kvlav sisxlisRvra, dawynardes xalxi, gvakmare RmerTo, rac gvawvime sisxli ulevi, kvlav iWrialos akvnebma da ayvavdes vazi da kvlav SeerTdes siyvaruliT savse gulebi.

ucb verkvevi buranidan, es yvelaferi sizmareuli moCveneba yofila Turme, Cems win trapezze Semomjdara farfata mtredi da sagalobels RuRunebs Turme.

samSoblo xom erTaderTia

dRemde monatrebis fasi ar vicodi, guli kivils iwyebs, suls suli eleva, RmerTo! – gamigrZele me dReni sicocxlis qarTvels xom dardi da sevda ver ereva.

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sad unda gaviqce am monur cxovrebas, Tumc “mona” – saxeli Cems saxlSi merCia. Tvalni cremlvas iwyebs da guli godebas, sulSiac wvimaa, aTenSic TqeSia.

rogor menatrebi Cemo saqarTvelov, Cemo saficaro cao da miwao, zurmuxtis sadaro Cemo mTav da mdelov, samoTxe sxvagvari me rogor viwamo?

xma mesmis Cemebis, telefons vixuteb, gvanca sixarulo, darejan, Tiniko, gulis Rrma tkivilebs cremlebiT viyuCeb, eka, maikuna – Sen Cemo tkivilo.

xom male Camoxval, “amu” menatrebi, saxlSi, samsaxurSi isev mogelian, vucqeri saxeebs gadaRlils, kmayofilT Cemebrni aTenSi xom bevrze bevria.

Camoval! – ver gaZlebs uTqvenod es guli, an rad wamovedi? – ukve gviania, gaxsovdeT! – savse var Tqveni siyvaruliT. ase araferi me ar minania.

bevrnic SeCveulnan , meti gza ar aris, saqarTveloSi xom monobis kultia, quCaSi dayares, lukma moanatres aq ki, monobaSi sazRaurs uxdian.

magram, gavixsenoT kvlav oqros sawmisi medea – qalRmerTi rom hquxda elins, gadedofleba da samsala sasmisiT da bolos Ralati, amborze cxeli.

Surma daubrmavaT goneba naTeli daswames codvaTa codva, nuTu aRaravin ar iyo qarTveli risTvis miatoves oblad?

mamulo Zvirfaso! – xom yvela gWirdebiT, Semwe da imedi RmerTia,

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CamovalT, CamovalT yvelani gpirdebiT samSoblo xom erTaderTia!..... aTeni 15. 06. 06

gvancas

Cemo saocrebav, Cemo sixarulo mzewviav, mofrTxialev ancad, 18 wlis gaxdi Cemo siyvarulo gkocni da gilocav gvanca.

idide ufalo, ufalo idide, Cemi xma zeciur xmebs erTvis, mohmadle RvTiuri niWi da siwminde kvlav SenTvis mamulo, kvlav SenTvis!...

mova....

ocneba iwyeba SeniT da aRar mTavrdeba Tova, geli, dReniadag geli, guli meubneba – mova....

fiqri gadalaxavs jebirs, simebi daiwyeben TrTolvas, geli, dReniadag geli, guli meubneba – mova....

kvirtebi daaskdeba atmebs, raRa droisaa glova? mgonia Sevwvdebi alvebs, guli meubneba – mova....

mdinarem gadalaxa zRvari, myarad Cavafrindi borans,

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napirze mogkari Tvali guli SefrTxialda..... mova!....

da mainc..... axlos xar CemTan.... mTidan rom moswydeba gunda Tovlis agordeba zvavi, ise aboboqrdi gulTan ocneba damitove mainc..... TqeSiviT waleke fiqri Tvalebis SemomrCa elva siSoris wuTebs viTvli

da mainc..... axlos xar CemTan....

xuTi saaTia...

riJraJma iZala, gafanta burani, mTvarem Rame CemTan gaaTia, mgoni amisrulda kvlav Cemi gumani, kidev dagelodo? – xuTi saaTia.

mTvares vuyvebodi miTebs Sens Sesaxeb, krTeboda, fer-furi misdi-mosdioda. Rrublebs gayveboda, cremlebs moibanda da mere RimiliT kvlav gamodioda.

vici ar gamamxels, am RamiT qaria, Cumad gavendobi mnaTobs Ramiseuls, mogZebnis, cis kidurs moivlis Ramian biliks gaginaTebs nacnobs, mTvariseuls.

guli ar matkina, Cemi siyvaruli Sens siyvarulTan erTad daatia, mjera, rom gipovnis, gahkra sinanulic mainc dagelodo? – xuTi saaTia!....

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Cems usayvarles mSoblebs

deda – uZlebdi Turme ramxela tkivils, deda – sicocxlev da siamayev Cemo, deda – Cems sulSi Seni zmaneba kivis, deda – sada xar? – gixmobs ezoSi Cero.

wamerTva azri, cxovreba midis mdovred da Cems sxeulSi Seni sxeuli mtkiva, fiqrma da dardma gamomilia Rone me axla SenTan Cumi CurCuli minda.

mag gulis siTbos me axlaca vgrZnob, deda, Seni oTaxi Cumi tkiviliT mavsebs, geZeb did saxlSi, geZeb ezoSi deda da Tvalebi sul cremlebiTa maqvs savse.

menatrebi da uSenod Zlier miWirs, am monatrebas vera kaci ver Secvlis, wyals Camomitan venaxSi Tixis WiWliT -“deda mogikvdes, rogor daRlilxar” – metyvi.

dagelodebi, QqveviT dagicdi deda, CrdilSi CamovjdeT, damwifebula bali, gadaviyaroT gulidan dardi, sevda, SemoviaroT mTeli samyaro wamiT.

ginda dediko – Semogatareb venaxs miealerse Sengan nafereb yurZens, “yoCaR, Svilebo! Cemi mamuli Relavs, deda mogikvdeT, ramden wvalebas uZlebT”.

aq xom yvelafers Seni surneli asdis, Seni Sromaa. Seni ofli da garja, yvelas axsovxar datovebuli madliT, Seni sikeTe xom legendebad darCa.

Cemo kopwia, Cemo spetako qalo, omis kirTebi sustma qalma rom zide,

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mSier-mwyurvali lewdi dRe da Ram kalos dauyvedrebel lukmas aWmevdi Svilebs.

fu eSmaks! – magram suli gayida zogma, Sen ki mandili Semoinaxe wminda, im SimSilisTvis, im gaZlebis wil deda me Sen saflavTan muxlis modreka minda.

Cemo fusfusav, maradJams dauRlelo, saiT mogZebno, saiT mognaxo qalo? hoi sawuTrov, muxanaTo da bnelo ratom damiSre sikeTis didi wyaro?

Cemo megrelo, Cemo RuRuna mtredo siTbos, sinaTlis, imedis sxivo wminda, menatrebi da minda rom sanTlad menTo da Sens Tbil gulSi kvlav Caxuteba minda.

Sen samegrelos Tvali iyavi deda magram kaxeTma mainc imarjva bolos, gadagaviwyda Seni texuris sevda, Sen Cveni gaxdi, axlac Cveni xar mxolod.

dReebi gadis, ufro mWirdebi deda, auracxeli damrCa saTqmeli SenTvis, ar gegonos rom guli gatkino ramiT, sul sasacilo makvarancx ambebs getyvi.

SromaSi gacvdi, ar gqonda wuTiT mocla, dids da pataras Sen sWirdebodi yvelas, axla dediko, viRas davuwyoT mocda, mogvixval isev? – me amisi ar mjera.

ver gagifrTxildiT Cemo saunjev ise, viT ekadreba dedaboZs da burjs uryevs, gaudaburda uSenod saxli myisve, bzari gagviCnda Svilebs sul yvelas gulze.

davcalcalkevdiT gamovifiteT myisve, gawyda is bade, Sen rom moqsove deda, sada xar qalo! – droze mogvxede isev SegvakavSire – me Seni gulis mjera!

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Aar ikargeba adamianis madli, usaSveloa Turme cxovelis sevdac, ZaRlsac scodnia erTguleba da dardi. dardiT mogvikvda Cveni muriac, deda.

momixaria soflisken Cemo kargo, Camoval deda, veRar vabijeb zRurblze, ar melodeba Cemi mama da deda, ratom movedi? – gulo ra tanjvas uZleb?

saxlis win CrdilSi Cumad vapareb mzeras, iq deda ijda, iq aris Cemi mamac, oo, aRar minda uTqvenod saxli didi, Tqvens oTaxs vnaxav da isev ubrad waval.

ubrad wavalo? – es ra wamomcda deda, kivili minda, SevZra samyaro wamiT, sul cota xaniT mWirdebiT Cemo deda da mere wadiT, wadiT wadiT da wadiT.

rao wadiTo? – me SeviSlebi albaT, saiT gagiSvaT, Tqven xom versad ver ivliT, vin mogiaroT, vin mogarCinoT mama, me xom wamlekavs Tqvenze dardi da fiqri.

guli mogirCa? – fexi rogor gaqvs mama, tkbilo moxuco, Cemo dardo da sevdav, nu geSiniaT, me arsadac ar waval, gTxov mapatio, SenTan amdens rom vbedav. wamali gindaT? – gindaT “Sevardens “ vuxmo, Sen xom “Sevardens “ eZaxdi mama dalis, isic moirbens niavqariviT uxmod, Sen xom ici, rom mas araferi daRlis.

mogarCenT mama, orives Tavsa vficavT, oRond icocxleT, ar dagviCagroT guli, me ar davuSveb im saSinel wuTs mama, rom Cems mklavebze dalio isev suli.

Dda velodebiT saswauls – mamav Cemo! vcocxlobT imediT natvris da kvlavac naxvis,

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kvlav iSrialos ezoSi Tqvenma Cerom, aJriamuldes dadumebuli saxlic.

dardma SemboWa, rameTu mqenjnis raRac, gadauxdeli dagvrCa mSoblebis vali, marad gviyvarxarT da gvenatrebiT kvlavac, miSas, Tinikos, amalias da dalis.

Tqvens wminda saxels, Tqvens naTel xsovnas vficavT, ar dagiviwyebT Tqveni Svilebis guli, maradis SevTxovT mamazeciers wmindas naTelSi iyos Tqveni spetaki suli!... amin.... 16. 08. 95

meSinia.... Tovs da qarbuqis meSinia, Cems fiqrebs nislebSi aurevs, qari xom ici rom SeSlilia gulisTqmas verafers gaugeb.

Ggazafxulis zeimi Ggazafxulda... haerSi afuebuli miwis surneli dgas. WaxWaxebs SaSvi, ismis torolas wkriala xma. Aager, buCqis Ziras miwa SeinZra, guli gadaixsna da iqidan morcxvad gamoixeda gazafxulis lurjTvaleba asulma. Tvalebi nazad daxara da “momilocia gazafxulio” – SesZaxa gaaremos. mec momilocia gazafxulis mobrZaneba Cemo mSveniero! –mieWra ias celqi niavi da Tmebi auwew-dauwewa, iam ufro daimorcxva, lurji

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Tvalebi nazad daxara da buCqebs moxerxebulad amoefara. rak-rak-rak momixaria, gazafxulda, gazaf xulda, viS ra daria! simReriT Camoirbina nakadulma da ferdobze Tavi rom veRar Seikava, kisristexiT Rrma xevSi gadaeSva. iqidan didxans ismoda: gamoixedeT imxiaruleT, viS, ra daria! TiTqos nakaduli mowodebas ucdidao, axmaurda yvela da yvelaferi. rus napirze acekvdnen iebi, enZelebi, furisulebi... Cirgvis ZirSi miyuJulma baWiam Tvalebi kidev ufro daaceca, yurebi waigrZela da ra Seityo gazafxuli zeimobso, mkvircxlad gadaevlo kords da mozeimeebs SeuerTda. muxis fuRuroSi mjdari ciyvi zamTris maragidan SemorCenil Txilsa da kakals aknawu nebda, xmauri Semoesma da fuRurodan gareT gamoxta, jer muxas Ziramde Camohyva, Semdeg ki kenweros moevlo, iqidan kargad dainaxa aTasfrad moelvare midamo da ra Seityo zeimiao: “gazafxulda, gazafuldao-“ dahkra yiJina. buneba nazamTrals iyrevinebda da Camuqebuli xevisaken nakaduls atanda. gazafxuli zeimobda...

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gvanca lomiZe Jurnalistikis specialobis II kursis studenti

mesaidumle mTvare darajad dasdgomoda SuaRamisas, erTi lamazi siyvarulis lamaz dasasruls. didxans ucqerda mimaluli, RrublebSi TvlemiT ar abezrebda Tavs nacnob wyvils, erT landad qceuls. SfoTva daiwyo badrma mTvarem, rodesac mixvda warsul Rameebs rom ara hgavda es TeTri Rame, lamazi iyo, magram mainc ar uxdeboda mbrwyinavi cremli mitovebil gogonas Tvalebs. uxmod gaSorda cremliani gogonas landi erT dros lamazi siyvarulis Cum TavSesafars; mTvare fexdafex aedevna, sevdian mijnurs Tavze waadga gumbaTiviT, Zvel, myudro taZars wynarad mbJutavi, moparpale sanTlebis fonze, mkrTalad moCanda daCoqili, patara Crdili, mesaidumles ar esmoda gogonas locva, albaT andobda RvTismSoblis xats erTaderT tkivils.

M Semodgomis qari qari nazad Cauqrolebs cad awvdenil Wadrebs. aSrialebs da gafantavs beber, yviTel foTlebs, Semodgomis yvavilebTan Cum saubars abams da uyveba siyvarulis erT, sevdian ambavs. albaT imas, rom miyvardi sicocxleze metad, rom miyvarda Seni saxec, sunTqvac, gulis feTqvac, rom damtove, mimatove arc is giTqvams ratom,

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gzaabneuls Tanamgzavrad qari myavda marto. es patara siyvaruli Turme hgavda zRapars, tyuilebis samyaroSi gamogonil ambavs. gadavxedav qarisagan gadafurcvlil gverdebs iq davtoveb SenTvis moZRvnil ukanasknel cremlebs. ar gegonos, TiTqos vnanob Zvel siyvaruls Cemsas, Seviyvareb Zveleburad, mTeli guliT mjera, ra vuyoT rom mimatova, gahyva viRac sxvas, ukiTxavad aedevna Semodgomis qars. * * * erT Rames suyvelas Rrma ZiliT eZina arTobda wyvdiadi feradi sizmrebiT sarkmelTan mjdomare ambavs uyvebodnen nazad ugalobdnen Tan serafimebi da Turme am Rames mxolod erTs eRviZa mxolod erTs akrTobda mSfoTvare fiqrebi lamazi ocnebis axdena undoda mZinarT axdomodaT, undoda sizmrebi Turme mTeli Rame uxmod loculobda cremlad iRvreboda umanko asuli qristes avedrebda lamaz saqarTvelos Cumad loculobda misi wminda suli. da yvelas am RamiT Rrma ZiliT gveZina veRar gvaSinebda boroti sizmrebi albaT imitom, rom im erTs kvlav eRviZa pirjvars gvisaxavda RvTismSoblis TiTebi. * * * TeTrad SeRebavs Ramis wyvdiads mSrali fifqebi Sens nakvalevsac damaviwyebs msubuqi Tova sevdas gavatan civi zamTris susxian sios

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da xvalindeli lamazi dRec uSenod mova. aRar Sevxvdebi dilis ciskars Sen molodinSi. aRar itirebs dardisagan daRlili guli bedniereba farTod gaSlis laRad CemSi frTebs daiferfleba Seni saxiT Cemi warsuli. SenTan kvlav mova, dagaCoqebs da Cem magivrad fiqrebs agirevs, Segaxsenebs Tavs civi qari da daginamavs sinanulis cremlebi Tvalebs guls gaminaTebs mzis sxiviviT sinaTle mTvaris. veRar gamiTbobs gacivebul guls Tbili cremli ver TanaugrZnobs siamaye Tvalebs nislians aRar damalavs Tavis saTqmels da getyvis guli mapatie, rom patieba ar SemiZlia .

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amiran lobJaniZe saqarTvelos saxelmwifo sasoflo-sameurneo institutis mebaRe-mevenaxeobisa da teqnologiisA fakultetis kursdamTavrebuli (1965w). cnobili sportsmeni ragbis saxeobaSi

ena, mamuli, sarwmunoeba (vedreba RmerTs) eZRvneba q - n alina cxomarias

qriste RmerTo, Sen dideba – Zliero da yovlis mqmnelo! RvTismSobelis wilad xvedri daifare saqarTvelo!

Sen, keTilo mwyemso Cveno, Rrma, erTo da sulo srulo, SenTvis gvinda aRvesruloT mamav, Zev da wminda sulo!

RvTaebrivi ena Cveni, siyvarulis RmerTo erTo, Sen gvaCuqe... da isev Sen daifare Cveno RmerTo!

qristiani rom codvebSi ar CainTqas, - mtanjavs eso,

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rom ar gaqres ena, rwmena, Segviwyale Sen, ieso!

Segviwyale, dagvifare, mogviteve Sen, ieso! lazare rom aRadgine, mwams, aRadgen RvTisnierso!

saqarTvelos daifarav, qarTul enas, rwmenas, erso, Sen idide, WeSmarito, erTaderTo Sen, ieso! 10. 03. 08 (veraze)

medeas, Cems meuRles, feriscvalebis dRes

feriscvalebis idumaleba gardasaxvaa, bedisweraa! am dRes amiklo Senze fiqrebma, Torem raRa dros leqsisweraa!?

erTad movdivarT, uRels veweviT, axla prozaa, leqsi – merea! romc daviqancoT wuTisofelSi, sasufeveli win gvaqvs medea!

Cemo zneobis, grZnobis simaRlev, kolxo qalo da sawyiso – evav! visTvis nekno da visTvis macduro, CemTvis xato da azro – medeav!

ulamazeso xmiT da galobiT samyaros nair ferTa mflobelo, uzenaesis madliT, wyalobiT – uzneobis da eSmas mgmobelo!

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dRes ki Semcbaro da ferSemkrTalo – feriscvalebis sxiviT nafero, mainc maRalo, mainc keTilo, mainc lamazo qalo – qarTvelo!

Cvens mZime uRels erTad veweviT, dRes proza aris, leqsi – merea! wuTisofelSi gadaqanculebs, sasufeveli gvelis, medea! 19. 08. 02

nino mindeli saqarTvelos saxelmwifo agraruli universitetis kursdamTavrebuli sindisi mqvia saxelad sindisi mqvia saxelad, ar vbudob yvelas sxeulSi, me Zliers vemorCilebi, ver gavixareb ZleulSi. sindisi mqvia saxelad, samkauli var rCeuli, ar gamimetebs Wkviani, kacobiT gamorCeuli. Cemi mizani wmindaa, Cemi moZRvari _ RmerTia, sxva mbrZanebeli ara myavs, ufali erTaderTia. uflis saxeliT, gulwrfelad vRaRadeb sulis zeobas,

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RvTis SvilTa winamZRoli var, Tavs mdablad vuxri zneobas. adamiani marTali, namusis mqone mafasebs, mec uangarod, keTilad vemsaxurebi aTasebs... mravalis megobari var da vinac momisaklisa, jer ganwiruli ar aris, miuxedavad naklisa. sindisi mqvia saxelad, albaT verasdros davcxrebi, Tumca, vin icis, ramdenjer uRvTodac gavilanZRebi. sindisi mqvia saxelad, znedacemulTa mteri var, marTal kacs vemorCilebi, memRereba da vmRerivar. 6. VII. 2002 weli

* * * (saqarTvelos Tu gaswirav) sulgrZeli var, SemiZlia gapatio, Tu mimuxTleb, Tu gamwirav uRvTod, magram eris da samSoblos gamyidveli _ TanagrZnobas da gagebas nu mTxov! sulgrZeli var, sisxls SegarCen, gagiRimeb, ukanasknel amosunTqvas gandob, magram rwmenis, uflis saydris Sembilwveli _ nu moZebni Cemi saxiT damndobs! sulgrZeli var, SemiZlia mogitevo, Cirqi momcxo, gadavitan amas,

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magram dedas, mSobel dedas Tu migineb _ sulgrZelobas daviviwyeb kvlavac! sulgrZeli var, mters maSinve vurigdebi, Tu Tavadac aRar umtrobs sindiss, magram enas, deda enas vinc iviwyebs, vinc lafs asxams, me mteri var misTvis. 26. XII. 2003

samSoblo samSoblo siyvarulia, fici, locva da sanTeli, sunTqva ZirZveli fesvebis, Cauqrobeli kandeli. gamarjveba da simSvide, grZnobebis oromtriali, samSoblo aRmafrenaa, Zala da sulis ciali. cecxliT gamTbari keria, sicocxle, miwis Zaxili, samSoblo mowodebaa, gmirobis gamoZaxili. vaJkacis sindis-namusi, SeubRalavi leCaqi, samSoblo erTgulebaa da siyvaruli spetaki. dedis damTbari Tvalebi, Svili _ zrdili da gamgoni, samSoblo melodiaa RvTis mier gamonagoni. gulmowyaleba, sikeTe, codnis zarebis wkriali, samSoblo moferebaa,

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sisxlis Cqrolva da Tqriali. mtlad dadebuli sicocxle, madlis qmnis neba-survili, samSoblo SemarTebaa da Tavdadebis wyurvili. zecad aWrili alilo _ xsna da salbuni sulisa, samSoblo didi himnia _ sadidebeli uflisa. moyvrad mosuli stumari, qorwilebi da Zeoba, samSoblo deda enaa, genis da jiSis mzeoba. winapris nafexurebze galaRebuli Taoba, samSoblo ukvdavebaa, yofis arsi da raoba. kacis mklavi da RvTis Zala gamokveTili civ qvaSi, samSoblo aRzevebaa eris sicocxlis niSaSi. xalxis da miwis erToba, sulierebis saydari, samSoblo nostalgiaa gulis cremlebiT damtkbari. misTvis xotba da dideba, ar dainanes mgosnebma, samSoblo momavalia, warsulis gasxivosneba. 19. III. 2001

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pirveli kaci unda kacobdes winsvla _ namdvili unda SegveZlos, saxelad winsvla, winsvla rodia, pirveli kaci unda kacobdes, beCavis zurgze midi-modian. 16. I. 2004 * * * (eklesiamde is miva mxolod) qarTulo miwav, damiWarmage,

Cemi modgmis da jiSis fesvebi, RvTis madideblad gamovzrdi qal-vaJs, RmerTo, mixare, Segevedrebi!!! qarTulo wigno, gamomizarde, gamomikvere cecxlSi maxvili, ar CaaCumo sisxlSi sicocxle, Tavisuflebis gamoZaxili. qarTulo qnaro, amixmiane modgmis biliki CvilTa galobiT, SvilTa simravliT gamiTbe kera, gamanebivre, RmerTo, wyalobiT. qarTulo cremlo, amiwyliandi, bednierebis damcvare namiT, Sen gaumklavdi dardis mdinares, amovisunTqo iqneba wamiT. qarTulo zecav, mzis nakvesebiT gaasxivosne Cemi mamuli, gaaxalise beberi miwa _ sisxlis wveTebis wvimiT namuli. aaRorZine, aamoqmede, ar moanatro kacis marjvena,

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kacic daloce, da mosavali gamougzavne saxlis sarCenad. qarTulo miwav, sisxlxorceulo, RvTiTkurTxeuli mironi gcxia, SenSi Zalaa Seucnobeli da siyvarulis simRera gqvia... qarTuli niWi momavals qargavs, Zvel tradiciebs aqsovs am wnulSi, swams, ukvdavebis ankara wyaro, saTaves iRebs mxolod warsulSi. qarTulo sulo, aTinaTindi, amomzeurdi, Seni valia, gamarjvebisTvis unda vilocoT, dabrkolebebi warmavalia. qarTvelo dedav, vis miagebo xmali an Tasi, Sen ici odiT, geni ajiSe, radgan ujiSo urjulod rCeba gvariT da modgmiT. qarTvelo qalo, kdemamosilo, veamborebi ubiwo mandils da dagilocav, eklesiidan _ mTeli cxovrebis gasavlel manZils. qarTulo sufrav, gagviTamaddi, RvTis madliT iwyeb, RmerTia bolo, vinc inaniebs codvebs alalad, uflis saydramde is midis mxolod... qarTulo miwav, damiWarmage, Cemi modgmis da jiSis fesvebi, RvTis madideblad gamovzrdi qal-vaJs, RmerTo, mixare, Segevedrebi!!! 13. XII. 2004 (wminda andria pirvelwodebulis xsenebis dRe)

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mamulis rCeulT mogmarTavT mamulis rCeulT mogmarTavT, rada xarT ase Cumada? salbad sWirdebiT eris wyluls, mteri guls uWams umada. sjobs gadavwyvitoT, ase mwams, RvTis mrevli varT Tu avsulis, rom ar wagvixdes saxe da tanjvad ar gveqces warsuli. xmlis amogeba Znelia, axla ibrZvian gonebiT, hoda, es ganZi Tqvenia, muxTals nu daemonebiT. acocxleT geni, ajiSeT, dedas imedi sWirdeba, kaci Tu ascda marTal gzas, qveyanas gauWirdeba. E eris cremli da Rimili sakuTar miznad akinZeT, qarTuli sulis tkivili, ar CaklaT, gamoaRviZeT. es Tan Txovnaa, Tan fiqri, Tan wuxili da naRveli, (amdeni gyavdes rCeuli, eris ar iyos saSveli)?!! kaci mtriani codoa, SiSi ki mterze metia, magram, merwmuneT, sicocxle miznisTvis gasametia. hoda, momavls gaficebT, nu gaCerdebiT, iRvaweT,

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visc rogor mogexerxebaT da saswaulsac mivaRwevT. 24. II. 2005

dRevandeloba dRevandeloba _ autaneli sisastike, xocva da Jleta, dRes rom Zmas esvris _ is xvadagi, xvalindelze ar fiqrobs netav???

tkivili rudunebiT naSeni mTeli qarTlis cxovreba, rogor unda wabilwon uwmindurTa mstovrebma?!. rogor unda davnebdeT da mivendoT dinebas, xeli Tavad SevuwyoT Cveni sulis kvdinebas. rogor unda CavxedoT Semdeg Svilebs TvalebSi, Tu maT kuTvnil samSoblos ucxoT mivcemT valebSi! 24. I. 2004

nu agvitacebs winsvla nu agvitacebs winsvla, nu agvitacebs xvedri, nu dagvikargavs grZnobas

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mziT Seferili bedi. zeviT miviwevT nela, sul dabrkolebebs vlaxavT, xan ki, gangebis ZaliT, xdeba ,,mivfrinavT’’ laRad. magram, vin icis, ratom an ra moxdeba rodis, (marcxi wuTia mxolod, ver egueba lodins). ar arCevs mtyuan-marTals, arc gancdas dardobs sxvisas, mogwyvitavs mwvervals, rogorc kldidan lods moswyvets qvisas. mxolod sindisi sufTa, mxolod momavlis rwmena, Tu gadagvarCens, mxolod siyvaruli da Tmena. unda gvaxsovdes mudam, is asparezi farTo warmavalia, hoda, albaT odesme davTmobT. unda SegveZlos mudam xalxs vusworebdeT Tvalebs, maSin vecemiT rbilad da isev vikrebT Zalebs. 1991

sanam droa da sulio qveyana ubadrukia sanTliT saZebni RirsebiT, RvTis gmobam gadagvagvara da davrCiT danaRirsebi.

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xalxi sacnobad aRar Rirs _ bilwi da saZulvelia, guli gviZgerda, - qvad iqca _ aRiareba Znelia. naTelze bneli gamefda, codva suls gvarTmevs wyeuli, sindisiT ase amayi eri Seiqna Zleuli. madlian xelebs natruli vazi gvixmeba venaxSi, tye gagviCexes, gagvyides, ucxo nebivrobs Cvens baRSi. uwin, mumli rom daixrCo, Zlieri iyo qveyana, xalxi, RvTis madliT cxebuli, ganudgeboda RmerTs gana?! ficiT Sekruli mefesTan sisxlis bolo wveTs daRvrida, dRes mumli gaxda mefe da... da sisxlsac gvwoven maRlidan. fesvebis wvensac gadaswvda ugvar-ujiSo, mSieri, ver gaZRa, mravlobs dRiTi-dRe, mitomc Seiqna Zlieri... uflisa gvcxia mironi, RmerTi ar gagvinawyenda, amdeni sisxlismwovlisgan, aba, ra gadagvarCenda. magram vknindebiT, saZirkvels ers Tavad uTxris qarTveli, Svilsac Caukla geni da fesvi Caulpo janmrTeli.

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xalxi sacnobad aRar Rirs, bevri ar darCa mlocveli, ra gaacocxlebs Zvel muxas, Tuki mumls ar hyavs mxocveli... mumli gars Semogvexvia, muxa damZimda mumliTa, wylisaken gadaixara, daosebuli wyluliTa. bneli gamefda, dakarga dRis brwyinvalebam naTeli, xalxo, avanToT fesvebze, bevri avanToT sanTeli. RmerTs SevavedroT samSoblo, sanam droa da sulio, Torem, RvTisagan gmobili, Zlier momravlda mumlio. 25. V. .2005

*** (RmerTs swadia Zalian) dardisTvis da cremlisTvis axla sada gvcalia, ero, gamoifxizle, aRsdeq, Seni valia. gagimravlda wyeuli, mteri, Tanac Zalian, ucxos ras vemarTlebiT, isev Cveni bralia. Tavad gamoviWedeT monobisTvis galia, frenac gadagvaviwyda, (es ra samarTalia).

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SiSic Semomeria, raRa dasamalia, roca mravlobs venaxSi, qveyanaSi kalia. roca suli gviqreba, RvTisTvis ara gvcalia, Tvali iqiT gagvirbis, sadac Casavalia... ero! gamoiRviZe, aRsdeq, Seni valia, srulad ver wavxdebodiT, sadRac gasavalia. sadRac, gulis kunWulSi, naTlis gza da kvalia, Tvalwin, Tvals Tu gavaxelT, nakurTxi dgas wyalia. mTels qveyanas eyofa, kvlav frens, vinac dalia, hoda, modi gadavrCeT, RmerTs swadia Zalian. 30. VII. 2005

asi aTasi qarTveli gumbaTgadaxdil sionze taxti Semodga satanam, ufalTan orTabrZolaSi isurva Tavis gatana. mtkvarmac gadixsna gul-mkerdi, sisxli miiRo ulevi, gapatiosnda, ganaTlda, amaRlebuli sulebiT. is sisxli genis ganwmendis,

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momavlis iyo sanTeli, Tavs udrtvinvelad swiravda, asi aTasi qarTveli. asi aTasi morwmune, asi aTasi RvTis Svili, metexis CrdilSi sicocxlem, gaacamtvera sikvdili!.. win saocari, brwyinvale, zRapruli idga naTeli, RmerTs avedrebda samSoblos, asi aTasi qarTveli... ver gaixara mtarvalma, jiSi ver Cakla-CaTela, xatis win muxli modrika, asi aTasma qarTvelma... boRmisgan daosebuli ijda urjulo mmarTveli, amayad imzireboda asi aTasi qarTveli... es Tavganwirva, es drtvinva, sicocxlis imeds saxavda, asi aTasi qarTveli, momavals sisxliT qargavda. kaci kacobda, swiravda, Zvirfass, ufrore metisTvis, asi aTasi qarTveli, maSin Tavs sdebda RmerTisTvis. mravalJamiers mReroda, nakvebi locvis madliTa, asi aTasma qarTvelma eSmakis gegma dafliTa. rwmenisgan mownul gvirgvinSi gabrwyinda wminda naTeli, zecas kalTaze mieTbo

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asi aTasi qarTveli... sisxlCaqceuli TvalebiT imzireboda satana, ufalTan orTabrZolaSi, ver SesZlo Tavis gatana... Tumc kacTa modgma Semcirda asi aTasi RvTis SviliT, metexis CrdilSi sicocxlem, gaacamtvera sikvdili. 7. VI. 2004

*** (mravalJamier Cveni sicocxle) mravalJamier Cveni sicocxle, gvwyalobdes miwa, madli bunebis, nu CavimuxlebT, nu davecemiT, nuravis SiSiT gavitrunebiT. nu dagvarwyulebs cru imedebi, nu dagvabrmavebs ucxo naTeli, brwyinavs mxolod mze da ufro metad, eklesiaSi wminda sanTeli. nu mivcemT uRvTos Zalas _ wagvbilwavs, nu SevifarebT mkvlels _ kvlavac moklavs, nu gavCumdebiT, zogjer dumili, Zalian Zvirad gvijdeba mokvdavT. ganukiTxavi usamarTloba, umarTav zvirTad gadaiqceva, eris tkivili, - Tu ar uwamle, ufro wyluldeba, ufro izrdeba... RvTisnierT gulSi, siyvarulia Senebisa da winsvlis Radari, samSoblosaTvis, sikeTis qmnisTvis,

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daumadleblad mudam mzad aris. sulic wmindaa, sufTa, kriala, gamocdilebas Tan axlavs rwmena, uRvTos da uwvrTnels ki mxolod Tavis sidiadis da simaRlis sjera. qilikiT, lanZRviT, lafs asxams sxvis Rvawls, ar eZieba Tumca sababi, is, erovnuli niRbiT mosuli _ eris mteria, eris yasabi. mamuliSvilTa yvela mcdeloba, amao aris, cremlic mwarea, gawamebuli amdeni dardiT qarTveli, kvlavac gulmduRarea. sjobs, RvTisnier kacs epyras sadave, cru dapirebebs nuRar vendobiT, de, gavimarjvoT da aRmavlobis xana daviwyoT, xalxo, SendobiT. ra gzas avirCevT, Cveni nebaa, magram Tu viRvwiT gadarCenisTvis, mzad unda viyoT, am gzis boloSi, uzenaesi ganaCenisTvis!.. 30. IV. 2007 lomisoba

dalocva gairinda tkbili wuTi, gaerTgulda fiqri Cveni, ufals madli, xalxs mSvidoba, ers RvTiuri SenaZeni. kacs _ Zala da gaazreba rwmenis siRrmisa da arsis, eklesias _ mrevli wrfeli,

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Cvens sicocxles _ Sinaarsi. momavlis nergs _ sulis sazrdo, mSoblebs _ Svili, xatad RvTisa, ers _ winamZRoli erTguli, mamuls _ wyaro sicocxlisa. did saqmeebs _ wva da Rvawli, codnis sxivebs _ gabrwyineba, wigns _ mkiTxveli, mkiTxvels _ wigni, poeturi aRtkineba. adamians _ mokrZaleba, siyvaruli, WirTa Tmena, sulieri simaRle da RirsebaTa aRmoCena. zvrebs _ xelebi madliani, mindvrebs _ TavTavebis ali, kalos _ marcvali salewi da nalias mosavali. miwas _ wveTi, sisxlis ara, glexis garjis, glexis oflis, aRzeveba, gamagreba da gaZliereba soflis. ojaxs _ xvaviT savse xonCa, qisa _ moqarguli SromiT, Weri _ lxiniT axdili da msuye rTveli _ SemodgomiT. ufals madli, dailocos imieric, amieric, sul ismodes RvTis didebad Zveli mravalJamieri. nu SeaRwevs bneli Zala saqarTvelos rwmenis wnulSi, nu CavagdebT ucxo marcvals winaprebis daxnul xnulSi. nu SevwiravT sxvis samsxverplos

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pirtitvela, rCeul biWebs, Cven vibrZoloT roca sulis da miwa-wylis dacva gviwevs. axali wlis Ramis wuTi gairinda, leqsad iqca, Cemi fiqri, Cemi guli, erT did locvad gadaiqca. sul iyavi saqarTvelov, sul adide neba RvTisa, sul gaxsovdes, kurTxeul ars Zala _ marTlmadideblisa. 30. V. 2007 lomisoba

*** (RmerTze lmobiers ver vpovebT moZRvars) laJvardisferi zeca batonobs, Svenis mzis sxivTa oqros maqmani, bedniereba ase axloa, siyvaruls mivceT gza-gasaqani. gveyo omi da ubedureba, droa, rom mivxvdeT, vis vukmevT, ras vTmobT, erTmaneTs vjijgniT da mtris sabudars Cveni codvebis simravliT vaTbobT?!. ra dagvemarTa, ra mogvdis, xalxo, ram dagvabrmava, mimovixedoT, samSoblo xelSi Semogvdnobia, gaverTiandeT, erTad mivxedoT. Cven sxva eri varT, gviyvars Tviseba, mrwamsi sikeTis sinaTliT gvmoZRvravs, RmerTze ukeTess, RmerTze umaRless, RmerTze lmobiers ver vpovebT moZRvars.

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gavTiTokacdiT uRvToT cdilobiT, maS, gons movegoT, sanam sulia, sad gaumarTlda euls da wyeuls, bolos yovelTvis gatanjulia. wyali sxvis wisqvils sxvamve dausxas, Cven Cveni vkveboT, ase sjobia, xelebgawvdili maTxovris yofa qarTvelisaTvis _ dasagmobia. kaci Tvisebebs iZens, izrdeba, codnas iRrmavebs _ mosawonia, qondriskaci ki sxvis beds Senatris, ver iTavisebs, ris patronia. dRes qondriskacTa aris simravle, usamSobloTa xrova batonobs, da saSiSia, rom uzneoba, dedamiwaze gaabatonos. ra dagvemarTa, xalxo, ra mogvdis, ram dagvabrmava, vis vukmevT, ras vTmobT, erTmaneTs vjijgniT da mtris sabudars Cveni codvebis simravliT vaTbobT?!. genebSi gvidevs Tvisebis madli, mrwamsi sikeTis sinaTliT gvmoZRvravs, RmerTze ukeTess, RmerTze umaRless, RmerTze lmobiers ver vpovebT moZRvars. 14. X. 2005

Tqven me maCuqeT (Cems anas da daviTs)

Tqven me maCuqeT zurmuxtis mdelo, lurji zeca da foTolT Sriali, mindvris yvavilTa surneli mZafri

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da eklesiis zarTa wkriali. Tqven me maCuqeT SfoTi mdinaris, dauviwyari mze da naTeli, sulis simSvide, wveTebi wvimis da uamravi wminda sanTeli. Tqven me maCuqeT Zala da rwmena, kdema, siCume, Rame brwyinvale, ciur mnaTobTa zRapruli cvena da survilebis ndomis simravle. Tqven me maCuqeT Tvalebi wrfeli, mzera uRrublo, mSvidi, wyliani, madli sicocxlis, simaRle grZnobis da arsebobis arsi mTliani. Tqven me maCuqeT, damasaCuqreT, yofnis xalisiT, sando RimiliT, RmerTs SemavedreT da viT grZneulTa, wuTiT miyuCeT yvela tkivili. Tqven me maCuqeT Zala da rwmena, dauviwyari mze da naTeli, mindvris yvavilTa surneli mZafri da uamravi wminda sanTeli.

10. VII. 1995

vici (mamas _ zurab mindels)

gematebian weliwadebi, TmaSi WaRara Zalian gSvenis, bevri ifiqrebs, asakiao, Tumca me vici, wlebia Seni. vici, mudmivi brZolis vercxlia, nasaTuTevi samSoblos dardi, cremli, romelic misTvis giRvria,

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tkena, romelsac gulSive klavdi. vici, sicocxlis matianea, spetaki azri, nazi fiqrebi, Sara, romelic gamovlilia da gza, romelsac kvlavac mihyvebi. vici, es kidev, siyvarulia, Seni arsebis cecxli da Zala, is, ris gacemac saswaulia, suliT dacemas ra Zalac krZalavs. vici, im Sromis sazRauria, im dadebuli aguris wona, romelic eris saganZuria, romelic eris momavals konavs. vici, mSobeli miwis kvnesaa, gulis tkivili, gulis iara, is gza, romelic mamulze fiqrma, masze ocnebam gamoiara... gematebian weliwadebi, TmaSi WaRara Zalian gSvenis, bevri ifiqrebs, asakiao, Tumca me vici, wlebia Seni. 27. IV. 2003

mis irgvliv mudam siyvarulia (saocrad keTilSobil da gulisxmier adamians _ jimi mindels) sicocxlis wlebi ganvlo mravali, sulac ar aris albaT advili, da kidev ufro Znelia albaT, rom kacad darCe, kaci namdvili. zrunvas axloblis bedze, iRbalze, marTlac bajaRlo guli sWirdeba,

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(yvelas ar ZaluZs afrqvios madli da sxvebzec yvela rodi irjeba). roca arsebobs kaci aseTi, sityvebis povna marTlac Znelia, moCuqurTmeba saTqmels xom unda, rom sTqva, raoden sayvarelia. oqropirobas bevri miklia, TviT CuqurTmebic, sityvebs rom amkobs, bevrjer xom sanTliT saZeberia, ver moiZieb rogorRac samyofs. magram me vityvi alersiT saTqmels, vityvi ramdeni siTbo migrZvnia, metad gulCvili, gulisxmieri, keTilSobili rom myavs biZia. iumoris da sityvis ostati, sikeTis Tesvis didi unariT, mudam xalisis matarebeli da sasurveli yvelgan stumari. ojaxis suli, simSvide, ZarRvi, Sromismoyvare mama-keTili, SviliSvilebis gulebis mefe, imedi, kacad saxeSecvlili. qarTuli sufris Sno da Tamada, qarTuli Rvinis Zveli qomagi, mis irgvliv mudam siyvarulia da sixaruli mudam ormagi. sicocxlis wlebi ganvlo mravali, sulac ar aris albaT advili da kidev ufro Znelia albaT, rom kacad darCe, kaci namdvili. 13. XI. 1999

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dialogi varskvlavTan

survili CavuTqvi, agisruldebao, vTxove da momigo, momende me, dao, Sevcine, Semcina, momeca Svebao, vitire, gakvirda _ es ra gabedao... Sevxede, SemTxova _ dro uqmad cdebao, momwyinda usaqmod me caze gdebao, me Cemi sinaTle _ momeci nebao, rom Senze davxarjo, guls moeSvebao... momeci nebao, dro uqmad cdebao, momende me, dao, me meamebao, agisruldebao!.. agisruldebao!.. 1987 wlis zafxuli

sayvareli, mSobliuri saxli sayvareli, mSobliuri saxli, siZveleTa idumali mcveli, simwvaneSi Cakarguli misi gacrecili ieri da feri. xis CuqurTma, gaZarcvuli TiTqmis,

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kibes ukve moryevia Ziri, mxolod babus suraTia isev, rasac jerac ar ucvlia niri. naRvliani gadmocqeris oTaxs, nacnobia misTvis yvela kuTxe, gaizarda aq Svidive Svili, axla yvelas sxvagan udevs bude. moTminebis mzeriT zveravs karebs, wylian Tvalebs molodini kvebavs da zafxulis dasawyisis axlos gulis reCxi gamalebiT rekavs. Cemi gulic mis gulTan Zgers TiTqos, mec Sexvedra meswrafeba msgavsad, es grZnobaa, warmoqmnili wlobiT, siyvaruli ar gamiSvebs arsad. drom waSala mogoneba bevri, romels TiTqos didi hqonda fasi, Cavixedav Zvel kunWulSi isev, mas ki, kvlavac mosdebia xavsi. moryeuli aRar aris kibe da warsulSi Caikarga saxlic, Zvel, Senaxul CuqurTmasac mgoni, SeimSvenebs aivani axlis... mxolod babus suraTia albaT, Zveleburad amayi da didi, (mamaCemis rom vuyureb Tvalebs, misi mzera magondeba mSvidi). Tvalwin midgas moalerse RimiT, mudam raRac rCevas maZlevs TiTqos, arasodes ar minaxavs, magram, sul vgrZnob misi Caxutebis siTbos. 3. XI. 1998

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*** (Cven gamarjvebis niWi gvaqvs) iRupeboda qveyana, yvela fiqrobda Tavze, me Cems mivxedav, Cems Sevqmni, de, sxvam izrunos sxvaze. iRupeboda genebi, fesvi lpeboda Zveli, ca iqceoda, aravin ar gaanZria xeli. naZarcviT keras iwyobdnen, iRliteboda yvela da Seketili naWuWSi, iqeT iTxovda Svelas. Tu ram Zvirfasi gvebada, mters unawiles ,,Zmurad”, kai kacobas vin Civis, avis Camdenis SurdaT. daanakuwes mamuli, gadaabijes dros, zRvars, am naglejebis avtori kidev bedavs da.... gvmoZRvravs. vai Sen, jiSo qarTulo, rogor uazrod kvdebi, dabldebi, pataravdebi, sxvisi morCili xdebi. viRacis mzakvrul Canafiqrs suls uberav da kvebav, is Wkviania _ CrdilSia, Sen misi Crdilis tyve xar. ararsebuli didebiT da miRwevebiT tkbebi,

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ucxos Sehyureb xelebSi _ wyalobas ixvewebi. ,,keTilmyofelic” nel-nela fesvebs gikvecavs, gTelavs, Senive Txovna-mudariT gadagvaSenebs yvelas. madlobis Tqmac ki mogiwevs, odiT zrdiloba mogdgams, sxvis saameblad, meti ra, asaWuriseb modgmas. arc arvis toveb Camgdebad Seubilwavi Teslis, mironmdinare miwaze sabados eZeb geslis... vai Sen, jiSo qarTulo, vis mouyare muxli, ar gaTendeba uRmerTod, sul izeimebs mwuxri. foTlebs Camoyris eris xe, gaikvirteba RvarZli, codvebiT gadaivseba madlis RvTiuri varcli. winapris suliT naSeni geni dakargavs saxes, ase imarjvebs muxTali, ase gvigeben maxes... ara Rirs, Cemo qarTvelo, gareT veZeboT Sveba, Cven, Cveni miwa gveboZa, Cveni azri da neba. viRacis mzakvrul Canafiqrs, ar Rirs SevasxaT frTebi, uflis rCeuli eri varT, RirsebisaTvis vkvdebiT.

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tvini da mklavi ZvelTagan, samkaulia kacTa, Cven gamarjvebis niWi gvaqvs, RmerTo! gvaCuqe gancda!!! tvini da mklavi ZvelTagan, samkaulia kacTa, Cven gamarjvebis niWi gvaqvs,

SanTiT gul-dadaRul miwa-wyalze

RmerTo! gvaCuqe gancda!!! 5. XII. 2001

* * * (cremli da varami SegveCvia) garSemo, saxeTa simravleSi, cota vinmes naxav, Rimilians, TvalebSi naRvelis aCrdili dgas da mzeras asxivebs, tkivilians. garSemo RvarZli da orpiroba, kacis saxsenebels daeria, kaci kacad darCa, ufro mets ki, kacobisken gza aeria.

cremli da varami SegveCvia, ucxoTa droSebi frialeben, Cvenive mamulSi, Cven gverCian. suli Rirsebisgan gaZarcvuli, sul gaveranda da gatialda, gancdam megobroba Semogvfica, iRbali mtrisaken gatrialda. garSemo, saxeTa simravleSi, cota vinmes naxav Rimilians, TvalebSi naRvelis aCrdili dgas, kvlav mzeras asxivebs tkivilians...

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aseT dros qveyana erTguldeba, grZnobs, rom Jami dgeba gadarCenis, am Zvirfas wuTebSi ibadeba xalxis wiaRidan gadamrCenic. didi, uZleveli energiiT ivseba _ sxeuli dazafruli, zecidan sicocxliT ikvebeba, ZarRvebSi iRviZebs gazafxuli. ase SevaberdiT am samyaros, samSoblos movavleT rwmenis wnuli, galobad vaqcieT Cveni yofa, galobad vaqcieT sinanulic. gamovTqviT ,,qeba da didebai” madliT Semosili dedaenis, viswavleT Sendoba-miteveba, viswavleT gamocda moTminebis. magram siZulvilic dafrTianda, mZlavrad moikida fexi mtrobam, codva dagrovda da moaxerxa, suliT gaZarcvulTa gamowrToba. eri ver gamrTelda, ver Seikra, SiSi sisxlZarRvebSi CaiRvara, dazafra sicocxlis gazafxuli, gamravlda, totebad daiRara. vdardob, Cemi xalxis saguleSi, Zafi siyvarulis Camwydaria, nuTu, qarTvelebi gadaSendnen, Tu ar gadaSendnen, sad arian?!! 23. XI. 2003

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Lleri nozaZe Ffinansebisa da aRricxvis departamentis asocirebuli profesori

Aanbanuri xalxma unda waikiTxos, gaigos da icodes vin sikeTes agrovebs da, vin siTbos da vin codvebs. yvelaferi martivia da grovdeba TandaTan. gangeb ganze gavlil gancdebs ganaaxlebs gardaTqma. mTavaria: - Tu ar ZalgiZs, - xalxs ar unda dapirde. dro dadgeba sworad gansjis, - dagtoveben napirze. rac ar mogdgams, nu iCemeb, Senze ukeT ician: ras iunjeb sasikeTos, visTvis ra migicia! 19. 03. 07

mesijad , SekveTiT me Seni trfoba ise mWirdeba rogorc gazafxuls nazi iebi. me uSenoba gamiWirdeba SeniT vajobeb zevss siZlieriT. oqros sasaxles ki ar gpirdebi, - alali gulis karnaxiT nagebs. Cemi sicocxlis arsad mWirdebi, - Seni ocnebis usityvod gamgebs.

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p.s. . . da bolos. . . gvian , gvian amaT qorwilSi saTqmeli: “vkvebavdi amaT pirvel siyvaruls, maT trfobas eSxi emateboda. da mifantavda wrfeli sityva ruls; maTi asaki menatreboda. 03. 04. 07

* * * Mmwerlebs iaraRebiT ver xocaven. Mmwerlebi ixocebian sityvebiT. Aabsoluturi sisulele xdeba sicocxle - Ciris fasis dabla riyes roca briyvad miyvebi. 12. 07. 07 * * * Mmgosnis sanapiro elis ganaxlebas, mzera awalkotebs da ar gadaxmeba; awyobs zeaxali saxili gvaxilos da aTas barriers gadagvces WixviniT, vin xels wagvaSvelebs, dagvxvdeba vin lxiniT. . . rom Svebam sadari samosiT Segvmosos da rwmenis sanTlebad agvanTos, viT mosem. Tvinier gveuwyos, vis ra ewifeba: vin bediT bindia da vin - bediT simgosne. 17. 07.07

* * * mTeli cxovreba Cemi Soua,

qarTulad raic niSnavs – Cvenebas. wamals, - doza rom meti mouva da Svelis swrafad gadaSenebas, -

axla imdenjer vRebulob dReSi,

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rom SemiZlia TvaliT avwono; amiT aqtiur nabijs SeveSvi radgan , arc ra Cans, rom mogawonoT. maSinebs irgvliv autaneli principuloba da gulgriloba, gayidulia yvela mtkaveli, mosawvevia eris yriloba! ra vimoqmedoT, ra vTqvaT iseTi, rom SevafasoT mavanT “gmiroba”?! rac xelisufalT azrad ar mosdiT, mSierma xalxma rogor itvirTos? dapirebebi kargad gamosdiT, Sesrulebaze aravin fiqrobs! aqeT mrcxvenia, tkivilebi rom gaxadeT Cveni TavSisacemi da aRara Cans Tqvens Soris kaci gulisxmierad pasuxgamcemi! 04. 08. 07

* * * TvalsaCino roa - visiT? es samyaro, es miwa? WiqiT ara – moCuxCuxe wylis daleva peSviT mwams! Tavbru mesxmis plastmasebiT! momimarjveT orSimo. SegvrCi sisxlis gadasxmebiT tradiciav moSlilo! ideiT, TavsmoxveuliT gvagueben Ralatebs, Torem, cocxlad ratom vtovebT

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amden cxvirpirdasamtvrevs!? Sexedav da - daibnevi. xmas gaiRebs , - qalia.

nuTu amden xans geZina? RmerTo!

- vis naqnavia? 06. 08. 07

* * * ra vqna? . . .CemTvis uqmad ver mivjdebi. Tu vsvam, - simartovis gamo vsvam. gana odes vinmes vemijnebi, an vgmob oratorTa gamosvlas! Ddamaqvs sadardeli ise bevri, . . . gasaRimebels ver miagneb. vis mned movepyar da vis yvedrebiT. . . an vis “pativi ver mivage” . . . Tumca ekuTvnodaT logikurad, Mmagram ar maZlevdnen gasaqans. . . vgavar Senelebuls molipulTan dros rom moergo da dasaqmda. 09. 09. 07

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axla Tqven gidgaT ganswavlis wlebi, magram vwuxvar rom naTqvams ver swvdebiT; romelSic TqvenTvis bevri siTboa magram, xmaurSi , aba , viT mova ..... Tqvenamde? - roca ar gsurT dageSva – Sansi gqondaT da arund gageSvaT – uqmad. ...mexileT ufro Zlierni moqceulebi gulisxmierad. 28. 10. 07

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roland sinataSvili universitetis dacvis samsaxuris TanamSromli. policiis polkovniki. daamTavra i. WavWavaZis saxelobis ucxo enaTa da i. gogebaSvilis sax-elobis pedagogiuri universitetebi. 1956 w. mar-tisa da 1989 w. aprilis erovnuli moZraobebis, teritoriuli mTlianobisaTvis brZolis aqti-uri monawilea

rom vicodeTda gavceT pasuxi ruseTis dampyrobluri, kolonizatoruli politikis Sedegad Rrma cvlilibebi mimdina-reobda kavkasiis mosaxleobis erovnul Semad-genlobaSi. Aase magaliTad: qarTvelebi Sead-gendnen (procentobiT): 1800 w. – 43% 1832 w. – 38% 1865 w. – 35.6 % 1886 w. – 30.7 % 1897 w. – 28.8 % qarTvelebs sisxli aRvrevines da Caxoces Tur-qebTan, sparselebTan, kavkasiel mTielebTan(Cven moZme xalxTan), avstrielebTan, prusielebTan, frangebTan da a.S. brZolaSi. Gapartaxebul qveya-naSi Camogvisaxles uamravi somexi, azerbaijane-li, rusi(maT Soris duxoborebi), berZnebi, osebi, afsuebi, germanelebi,….. rogorc mTel ruseTis imperiaSi, saqarTveloSi gamwarebuli daCagruli xalxi janydeboda: mTiuleTis, imereTis, kaxeTis, samegrelos, guriis, svaneTis, afxazeTis…... cim-biris civ miwaSi Cakles aseulobiT mamuliSvili.

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1921 -1929 ww. Aaxla ukve rusul komunistur periodSi, moZalade rusebma baTumis olqis samx-reT nawili(maWaxela, borCxa, makriala) fasofi, arTvinis olqi, ardaganis olqi, tao-klarjeTi, lazeTi gadasces Turqebs. zaqaTalis olqis(saingilo) uZvelesi qar-Tuli miwebi, agreTve iorsa da mtkvars Soris mdebare miwebi – azerbaijans. voroncov lores raioni anu alaverdi, lore, taSiri, amasia, ka-linino – somxebs. Pilenkovo, melxesti, cekaro anu soWi, adleri, istoriuli dvaleTi miitaces rusebma. 1921 w. cecxliTa da maxviliT SemoiWrnen rusebi da mis gavlenis qveS myofi osebi, afsu-ebi, somxebi da sxva banditebi da sisxliT mor-wyes saqarTvelo, samamulo omSi?... 1956,1989 wlebSi daxoces erovnuli azrov-nebis Tavisuflebis moyvare qarrTveli axal-gazrdebi, gana amis daviwyeba SeiZleba!? dRes 21-e saukuneSi Tavxedurad gvtaceben qarTul afxazeTs da samaCablos

Yyvelgan da mudam viyoT qarTveli!

. Ggvipirispire-ben afsua, os da somex xalxis garkveul mosyi-dul, gadagvarebul nawils. SecdomaSi SeyavT namdvili rusi adamianebi. Yyvela saSualebiT maT unda gaecedT sakadrisi pasuxi.

zneoba, ena mamuli, da Cveni sarwmunoeba, sadac var vicav, vavrceleb, ZilSi da cxadSi damyveba. sxva xalxebs pativs mivageb,

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Cvenze win vervin dadgeba,

me qarTveli var! viZaxi da es, me, meamayeba! qarTvelebo, iaponlebo! Mmtacebel mezoblebs ar davuTmoT Cveni miwebi. ( iaponeli poetis isikava takubokus lirika)

me wavikiTxe isikava, Seni lirika, gafrenil Cits hgavs iJRurtula da iWikWika. mzis pirvel sxivis qveynis naxva ise mominda, leqsi davwere, saidanRac muza mofrinda.

xokaidoze, roca civa, Zinavs bunebas, da iq mcxovrebni mzis amosvlas guliT Eelian, kunZul kiusiuze, alublebi surnels afrqveven, da siyvaruliT gazafxulis mosvlas mRerian.

me mixaria

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fuZiamas da Tqven lamaz mTebs aRtacebuli leqss rom vuZRvni vaSa poetebs. laRad dafrenen arwivebi, sul maRla, caze, da niWieri xalxi Sromobs - dabla miwaze. Camodi saqarTveloSi, walamze SevwvaT mwvadebi, qarTuli RviniT davlioT, gulSi sikeTe nadebi.. me Cemsas getyvi, Sen – Seni gamiziare dardebi, Cven miwebs russ ar davuTmobT, arc brZolas ar davzardebiT. Sen Tu Cems Zmobas isurveb, vficav mec Ggamogadgebi. Tu daviRupeT, gvitiron, gulze dagvawyon vardebi. Cven gzebi unda davsaxoT brwyinvale gamarjvebisTvis sicocxle ar daviSuroT samSoblos ayvavebisTvis. ruso! saswrafod moacile Seni jarebi, Sen, megobroba ar gcodnia – mec mejavrebi. gaxsovdeT yvelas: samaCablo da

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afxazeTi, saqarTveloa mudam, rogorc soWi, dvaleTi! Mmodis Taoba, darazmuli Zala, axali,

kurilias! Tavisufleba

modian jariskacebi

kunZul saxalins! da me, qarTvel kacs mudam mjera RmerTma ineba xom Tqveni iyo, pirjvars viwer – Tqveni iqneba! Cems saqarTvelos, Cems amay xalxs, uSbas, myinvarwvers, qarTul anbaniT qebas vuZRvni, da xels movawer: Tu fexze ufro magrad dadga iaponia, aq saqarTvelo gabrwyindeba ase mgonia! 2007w.

Ceqmebi… erTi! Oori! sul gadaTeles jejili

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ara, ar aris Wori. gadarCenili ia Robis Zirs mimaluli loculobs, RmerTo! ubrZane, fexSvela siaruli. ubrZane Tofis magivrad, bari gaidon mxarze, xorbali Teson da vazi, amravlon qveyanaze. ar gvinda rusi dampyrobi, misi xiStebi, tankebi, aryisgan gondakarguli marusiebi, vankebi. evropas vucqerT imediT, Cven rusis aRar gvjera, qarTvelebs mudam SvenodaT qarTuli droSis Wera!!

giorgi surmava satyeo – sameurneo fakultetis pirveli kursis studenti

* * * ocnebas wamarTmevs monatreba, nislSi gamaxveven xevebi, Sig sulSi Camwvdeba siyvaruli modi, momeci xelebi.... xeebi damdgaran monazvnebad oxraven mdumare kldeebi.... cad varskvlavs satrfo enatreba,

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erTmaneTs exvevian eklebi. munjad gadmomdgara eklesia, cad maRla aRumarTavs xelebi, siyvaruls Txoulobs vazi rtoayrili, modi, momeci xelebi... * * * me miyvars is mTebi aiss rom kocnian moferebiT, didis ltolviT, didis ocnebiT. . . me vetrfi im atmis vards, kokors rom ukocnian qari da foTlebi. . . aTrobs cis nawveli vards – wiTlad mbrolvares – tuCebze nacemi. saamo naTeli bageze efineba patara edelvaiss – kldis wverze gaCenils. Cxriali aZinebs dilidanve buCqs, iqve amosuls, patara nakadulis vnebiT sunTqvas ikravs, balaxs ekoneba iremi mSieri. sadRac Cemi sunTqva cacxvis surnels swvdeba da me mas mivyvebi. . . oh, venacvale, mzec amovida mis SuqSi vilevi.

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* * * daibadeba antihitleri nikapze wveriT, ulvaStitveli xelSi titebiT, gulSi iebiT, ZmobiT, siqveliT, kacTa didebiT mogvevlineba. . . da guls gagviTbobs Cveni ocneba – antihitleri yovlad keTili, codvatitveli, win gagviZRveba – antihitleri. formas gaixdis, xelebs Camowevs, sul TeTrs Caicvams, ivlis jinsebiT. “fiStos” daagdebs, evas gaagdebs, astras ar mowevs antihitleri. . .

foTlebi buneba oTaxia, vnebis da grZnobebis, me ki Sig Caketili mZevali ocnebis, RrublebSi suliT frena, xis qveS ki foTlebi fifqsaviT gamitacebs qartexi grZnobebis. iq, fiqris nislSi mburavs me aRqma bohemis

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da Cemgan qrTamis nacvlad, siyvaruls moelis. xis qveS ki foTlebia – qari da foTlebi. gaqrobas mipireben ca, qari, foTlebi.

amorZali veluri Ramis amorZali – mTvare serze gadmomdgara, efereba alvebs. tuCze oqrosferi Rimili klavs dardebs da guls uaTkecebs monatrebis wamebs. am veluri Ramis brolis Tvali mTvare wamebs gaagiJebs da daaTrobs ares, WroRa varskvlavebi efereba naTels da muqi zRvac Tavis ocnebebSi dalevs. ocnebebis kerpi, gabadruli mTvare bnelSi gamoCndeba, gaanaTebs alvebs.

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paemanze daigviana mTvarem

maRla, italiuri ezos oTxkuTxa WrilSi TeTri Rrublis uzarmazari nagleji Cakvexebula da veRar veRar inZreva siviwroveSi. irgvliv iisferi saRamo TandaTan ufro muqdeba da SavSi gadadis. viRacam onkani mouSva. Cems yurebamde aR-wevs betonze davardnili Zlieri Sxefebis tka-cuni. tanSi sasiamovnod gaatana sicivem. isev iq, gareT, kibis xis mesame safexurze vzivar da arc ki gavnZreulvar; minda gazafxulis yoveli siaxle mTeli sxeuliT Sevisruto da misi grZnobebi Cemsas gadavaba. Tumc am oTx uzarma-zar kedels Sua moqceuli axals verafers vpoulob masSi aw ar yofils, ganumeorebels, garda uCveulo sigrilis, romelsac Ria onkani-dan moTqriale wylis Sxefebi ufro amZafrebs. win, mezoblis oTaxis fanjrebidan Suqi ga-modis. Txeli fardidan ilandeba, rogor dadis Ripiani, maisuriani kaci oTaxSi da sigarets ab-olebs. marcxniv sainebisa da Canglebis erT ritmSi wkaruni ismis. mere skamebis xmauri da diasaxlisis tkbili sityvebi. mere siCume Camo-varda. ufro gamuqda, vidre aqamde, ufro gayuCda, aremare vidre amaswin. mere ezoSi raRacam gaifaCuna. Cems fexeb-Tan garindulma perim Tavi wamohyo da orjer daiyefa. daezara adgoma, Tavi isev Cems fexebTan dado da TvalebSi Semomxeda. mxolod mas Seve-brale da ar mimatova. an iqneb TiTon erideba simartoves.

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ukve gvianaa. Tormeti sruldeba. swored is droa, Ramis maTxovari landebi rom daeTrevian Tbilisis quCebSi da gamvlelebs aSineben. dro, roca quCis bolos, gzajvaredinTan, nagvis urne-bis gayolebaze, iq, sadac didi, SimSilisgan ferdebSekecili mawanwala ZaRlebi dayialoben, quCis debi atuzulan da mouTmenlad elian klients, romlis danaxvazec saflavis qvasaviT gayinul saxeebze, zed mudam rom siyalbe awe-riaT, erTi wamiT gaielvebs kmayofilebis Rimi-li. mezoblis fanjrebSi ukve sinaTle aRar moCans. perisac CasZinebia da sizmrebSi wkmutu-nebs. maRla avixede. TeTri Rrublis uzarmazarma naglejma oTxkuTxa Wrils Tavi daaRwia da zan-tad gascura dasavleTisken. guSin am cixeSi movamwyvdie mTvare, magram gamepara. gamepara da guli damwyvita, rom marto damtova. mgonia rom damnaSavea Cems winaSe, ma-gram me mainc miyvars igi. nuTu danaSaulia, giy-vardes vinme, Tundac damnaSave? uceb italiur ezoSi sinaTlem SemoaRwia. paemanze daigviana mTvarem. 19. 03. 08

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dilaadrian davadeqi gzas. mSrali, dili-saTvis uCveulo haeria. male gamiSra yeli. wya-roc ver vipove versad. xreSian gzas mivuyvebi zambaramobmuli prukuniviT rom dakidula Tva-luwvdenel maRlobze. Cems irgvliv dacuraven Semodgomis foTlebi. vfiqrob, saidan gaCnden

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aprilis TveSi es gamxmari Wadris foTlebi, an me rad damdeven kudSi? nuTu isinic CemsaviT gaeridnen kacobriobis damqancav duRils anda uariyvnen erTdros uarmyofelni da axla me momdeven Tanamoazred...

magram ara megobarno! me jer ara var uar yofili magram SemiZlia Tan wagiRoT ukvdav-sayofad.

isev mivuyvebi aRmarTs. arsad ivakebs da Tu ivakebs, iq sasaflaoa. mainc gadavuxvie gzidan; iqneb davisveno cota, damRala am usrulma....

Zili momeria da vwvebi iqve garinduli. irgvliv aravinaa. mxolod triali mindori da iqidan amozrdili Savi saflavis qvebi darWobi-lan uswormasworod. maT Soris mosisine, ZvalSi gamtani qari ki im dilis susxian niavs ara hgavs, tuCebze rom gealerseba da uneburad Rimils moggvris. Rimils ubralos, sadas, bunebrivs.

avdeqi. isev aRmarTi jobia davakebul si-carieles, romelic uTuod giqadis leSiviT gaxrwnas.

male mivaRwie im kldis mwvervals, rom-liskenac ase viswrafvodi. Sevdeqi mis Tavze da aha, aRvapyari xelni, raTa RmerTs Sevvedrebodi, magram ukuviqeci. Semrcxva, radgan ra xania mis Tvis erTi patara locvac ki ar wamikiTxavs. “ufalo Semiwyale”.

irgvliv mimovixede. simaRle da simartove sufevda mxolod da me SemeSinda. nuTu laCari var? magram amaSic ar aris araferi gasakviri. mec xom adamiani var, arafriT Wkviani im giJze, veris baRSi rom fexSiSvela darbis da arafriT suleli masze, “genialur” leqsebs rom jRabnis da Tavi poetad moaqvs.

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ar vici sanam davrCebi am kldis Tavze ase gaunZrevlad. SiSnaWami da gonebaareuli. Wadris foTlebma ukve gaswies sxva, ufro maRali kldis Tavisaken. igrZnes, rom mec is erTi viyavi, im aTasidan, romelic odesRac SekrTeba.

mSvidobiT megobaro foTlebo. am oxeri simZimis miuxedavad mec vifrendi TqvenTan erTad Tqveni Rirsi rom viyo....

izo RoRnaZe daibada saCxeris raionis sofel savaneTSi. daamTavra paolo iaSvalis saxelobis argveTis saSu-alo skola da sulxan saba-orbelianis saxelobis pedagogiuri universitetis filologiuri fakulte-ti. muSaobda amave universitetSi da teqnikur univer-sitetSi. amJamad muSaobs ssu-is samecniero biblioTekaSi.

Cems Tbiliss Cemo Tbiliso, gevedrebi far-xmals nu dahyri, kvlav Zveleburad aaJRere Zveli hangebi da gagvicocxle rusTaveli, nino, daviTi wamoaxede, mouyevi Zveli ambebi. Zma-Zmas ar indobs, aRar aris erTurT Ggatana, rom yvelaferi saganZuri gayidulia, ase uRmerToT danawevrda dRes saqarTvelo da erTmaneTis siyvaruli dakargulia. Sen Tbilisi xar, Tbili sityva gviTxari rame siamaye xar, saqarTvelos, myudro savane,

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ar moisusto, kvlav dadeqi sadarajoze xel Seuxeblad Segvinaxe eris saunje. 21.10.05. * * * Tu siRaribe ver davZlie ver davpranWe kaba-kabaze ver viyide ver gavipranWe daxeul Custebs, veraferi Tu ver vuSvele es imas niSnavs, rom yvelasTvis me davikarge. Sens gverdiT myofi, amxanagic ararad gagdebs, radgan samosi mdidruli da ucxouri aqvs, SenTan Sexvedris da saubris Rirsadac ar gTvlis es imitom rom mas meuRle Cinovniki hyavs. ratom uyureb konkisZvelas ase utifrad Sens abreSumTan es samosi ar mogwons gana sindis-namusi aamaRle umjobesia, dReis cxovrebiT ar Sexedo xvalisas, ara. eh, megobaro, Seni suli daeca dabla, wrfeli simdidre rac gebada gacvale sxvaSi, magram icode roca fara cxvris datrialda gzad mimavali, koWli cxvari, moeqca TavSi. 06.10.05

qarTvelebis Tavdadeba koxtasTavs roca Seikriba qarTvelT Tavkacni da gaimarTa sja-baasi monRolTa mimarT. rogorc yovelTvis, qarTvels bedma aqac umtyuna Zmam-Zma gayida, rac qarTvelebs daatyda risxvad. da Sepyrobili Tavkacebi qarTveli jaris anisSi Sexvda gaafTrebul sisxlismsmel mSivrebs

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mkacrad awames, gaaSiSvles, mxrebi Seukres. da nawamebi moaTavses mcxunvare mzis qveS. sikvdilis piras miiyvanes qarTveli xalxi amoiwura moTminebis Zala da Rone swrafad gamoCnda eris Svili da moamage am gaWirvebis gadamrCeni, RvTis kaci cotne. cotne moZmeTa daxmarebis survilis mizniT ori mxlebeliT mieaxla monRolTa sardals sruliad mSvidad, gonivrulad da SemarTebiT is vaJkacurad moiTxovda maTsaviT dasjas. cotnes am taqtma, monRolebis azri gafanta maT gaikvirves dadianis es Tavdadeba amdeni risxvis, tanjvisa da wamebis Semdeg TviT ganacxades, Tavkacebis Tavisufleba. ase, amrigad, gadaurCa qarTveli sikvdils, ar Seewira da aRudga win Jams dardians, es gamarjveba, gadarCena, Tu Tavdadeba ekuTvnis eris gmirad Seracxul cotne dadians. 18.01.06.

qalbaton ana carciZes zamTris Ramea, albaT yvelas eZina mSvidad. ucbad, sizmarSi yurs Camesma me tkbili nana, da gamaxsenda, rom am TveSi Sen daibade, Sen moevline am qveyanas Wkviano ana. Sen TebervalSi daibade, qarTvelo qalo, ar mogklebodes brZeni xalxis sikeTis Zala, Tu ram gaeci, usaxsovre usaxsros, glaxaks, es gacemuli dabrundeba, keTilad, ana. ana, Zvirfaso, dagilocav qarTul qalobas, Sens mSvid ojaxTan dagebedos wyaloba RvTisa, Sen gaixare da icocxle am qveyanaze

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da ar mogSlodes Sen yureba uRrublo cisa. xom gauxedne, kargo qalo, mamuls kvicebi, da met simdidres netav kaci inatrebs gana?! cotac kidev da mere yvela avxmaurdebiT, bebiaobas mogilocavT, Zvirfaso ana. 02. 02. 06

rCeva momwyinda ukve me amdeni glova - godeba, momwyinda ukve erTmaneTis lanZRva – gineba, xval saqarTvelos gabrwyineba ar eRirseba Tu Surs da boRmas dasasruli ar miecema. vis vlanZRavT xalxno, vis vaginebT ase Zlierad Sens mamuliSvils? Sens Zmasa da Sens tkbil megobars? fuh, saqarTvelo! swored amisTvis rom Segoneba ver mieci am umecar xalxs. risTvis viswavleT, rad gveWira wignebi xelSi, Tu ver CavbeWdeT brZeni xalxis naTqvami tvinSi. Tu sikeTis Tqmas ver axerxebT, keTilo xalxno, umjobesia daadumoT eg ena pirSi. 10. 11. 05 * * * me meSinia sicivis da susxian zamTris, radgan wlis am dros yvelaferi mowyenilia, RmerTma inebos, yvelaferi piriqiT moxdes caze avxedoT, xmamaRla vTqvaT, mowmendilia. wminda giorgis madli iyos Cveni mfarveli, uRrublo cidan kaSkaSa mzis sxivi gvaTbobdes, wminda sanTlebiT anTebuli vilocebodeT da yvela Cveni salocavi, RmerTi gvfaravdes.

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da maSin SiSi aRarafris aRar meqneba, ver damafiqrebs verc sicive da verc zamTari, roca es guli dardisagan ganiwmindeba da ainTeba sixarulis didi lampari. 28. 10. 05 * * *

xuTi wlis bavSvi televizors mihSterebia, mSobeli yviris da ar aZlevs uflebas amdens... bavSvs uxaria, taSs ukravs da kvdeba siciliT, ori Zia rom erTmaneTs ukurTxebs gamCens. bavSvi TvalTvalobs, rodis gava dediko gareT, ainteresebs im Ziebis mklavi da Zala, vin – vis ajoba, vin aRmoCnda gamarjvebuli da vin gamohkra ostaturad pirvelma sarma. es aris xalxno, Cveni yofa - wuTisofeli? amiT vapirebT momavali Taobis aRzrdas? es ver moxdeba da viqnebiT ususurebi Tu sakuTar Tavs ar davatanT Wkuas da Zalas. 04. 11. 05

lili jangvelaZe universitetis samecniero biblioTekis TanamSromeli

misalmeba zogi salams ver imetebs, ise agivl-Cagivlis, TiTqos misi misalmebiT milionebs CagiTvlis. zogi Cumad gagiRimebs

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Tanac Tvalebs Cagikravs, mas hgonia misi salmiT sasaxleebs dagidgams. zogi kidev Tavis salams gulmosulad mogigdebs, mas sjera, rom cxovrebaSi TiTqos rames moigebs. yvela zemoT CamoTvlilni Tavmomwoned dadian, moevlinen am qveyanas da briyvebi arian. es uzneo saqcieli maqnisia risa? daixsome, genacvale: salamia – RvTisa! cnobilia, rom pirvelad aRzrda salmiT iwyeba, Tu ojaxSi ar gaswavles, dasanani iqneba. 05. 02.07

gazafxuli mzem sxivebi Cems oTaxSi ise uxvad dayara, gazafxuli momiloca da amiT gamaxara. gazafxuli ferad-ferad yvavilebiT morTula, ia, vardi da enZela yvela erTad mosula. ia Cumad iRimeba

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da Tavs malavs foTlebSi; cdilobs Tavis surneleba qars ar gayves RrublebSi. vardi laRad gadaSlila da Tavs iWers amayad; elodeba rom bulbuli mas ewveva amaRam. 12. 09. 05.

Citebis zeimi xis totze Citi Camojda, irgvliv bartyebi moisxa, siom daqrola da toti Cumad nar-nariT daisxa. Citebma Seqmnes zeimi, mRerian lamaz xmazeda, bulbulic maT SeuerTda da ustvens maRal xmazeda. 09. 04. 07

dedis xsovnas gulSi gglovob, gulSi gtiri, mudam minda aq iyo, menatrebi, menatrebi Cemo tkbilo dediko. deda mudam deda aris, wlovaneba ara aqvs, mis siyvaruls Svilisadmi zoma, wona ara aqvs. dedis gverdiT amayi xar, Tavisuflad dalaRob,

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imitom, rom arasodes deda Svils ar Ralatobs. dedis siTbo, dedis sitkbo mudam dagdevs Tanxvedrad, daixsome, rom dedikos vervin Secvlis am qveynad. dro rom mova ganSorebis, guli SegekumSeba, SekumSuli guliT ivli, sevda dageufleba. dedis guli gaixarebs Tu gaqvs goniereba, daixsome, rom arsebobs kanonzomiereba. 06. 03. 07

abreSumxvevia pawawina mweri xar Tu jadoqari netari? aseT lamaz parkebs rom qsov vin gaswavla netavi? Sens naqsovs Cven isev varRvevT, davaxvavebT Zafebad, ferad-ferad farCebs movqsovT xalxSi gamosafenad. mTeli guliT givliT, vcdilobT niavi ar gakaroT, Senc ecade pawawinav, parkebiT gagvaxaro. 14. 10. 06

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rCeva icxovre da inetare, gaSlilia samyaro, rac unda gagiWirdes farxmali ar dayaro. yvelas laRad miesalme, guli ar daimZimo, ganZis Zebnas nu daiwyeb, sadme ar CaiZiro. Suri swrafad moiSore, Tavs nu CaTvli rCeulad, siyvaruli unda Teso rom ar darCe eulad. 14. 10. 06

bediswera bediswera iseTia rom gamyofebs mudam dardSi. xan miwaSi Cagmarxavs da xan agiyvans maRla caSi. cnobilia, bedisweras jer aravin gaqcevia, mwvervalisken mimavalsa qva aRmarTze dawevia. cxovreba rom brZola aris, cnobilia da mec mjera, sadac ginda daimalo, iq mogagnebs bediswera. 09.09.05

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siyvaruli vaJi: mTaSi iremma iyvira, barSi xma momca Zerama. Zili ar momca RamiTa am Cemi gulis Zgerama. SenTana movel lamazo,

ar dameZina laRada, ar minda Zala vixmaro, adeq, gamomyev Tavada.

qali: vxedav frTebi gamogisxams da dafrinav laRad, es miTxari, ras mipireb Tu ar moval Tavad? vaJi: nuTu sxvisken miiswrafi, gsurs mamyofo dardSi? mogitaceb, gagaqroleb da dagmalav mTaSi. qals gauxarda, gawiTlda, TvalebiT uTxra Tanxmoba, cota xnis Semdeg ismoda am ori gvritis galoba. 30. 11. 06

maradiuloba suli ki SemrCa axalgazrduli, minda rom viyo RvTiuri, ra iqneboda adamiani gaCeniliyo maradiuli. wlebi gadian da guli nel-nela iwyebs drekas, Soridan mesmis zarebi

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rogor iwyeben rekvas. mamcnoben, - dro iwureba, reglamenti aqvs yvelas, vici, rom garduvlia, guli ki mainc Relavs 05. 05. 07

monatreba menatreba afxazeTi, menatreba soxumi, menatreba oCamCire, Wuburxinji, oqumi. menatreba Cemi gagra, menatreba biWvinTa, menatreba auaTxara da zRapari riwis tba. menatreba me aTonis CanCqeri da mRvime, da besleTSi gadebuli Tamar mefis xide. menatreba me Savi zRvis molivlive talRebi, mocurave Toliebi, wynarebi da laRebi. talRa napirs exeTqeba da boboqrobs Savi zRva. dagvibruneT afxazeTi Cven ar gvinda sxva..

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sarCevi laSa aivazaSvili 3

vasil amiriZe 9

nino bakuraZe 28

ioseb gafrindaSvili 29

besik TandaSvili 47

amalia kupraviSvili 48

gvanca lomiZe 60

amiran lobJaniZe 63

nino mindeli 65

leri nozaZe 92

roland sinataSvili 96

giorgi surmava 102

izo RoRnaZe 109

lili jangvelaZe 113

My Hobby is poetry ( In Georgian ) Literary Miscellany No 5 of GSAU staff and students

Tbilisi 2008 redaqtori leri nozaZe