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    From Bethany House Publishers

    Heaven and the Afterlife

    Encountering Heaven and the Afterlife

    Miracles Are for Real

    Real Life, Real Miracles

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    Re a l life ,

    Re a lM i R a c l e s

    True STor ieS ThaT Will

    help |ou Believ e

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    ISBN 978-0-7642-1074-7 (k. : k. )

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    Im Going to Take You to Heaven and

    The Scars to Prove It, are taken rom

    James L. Garlow and Keith Wall, En-countering Heaven and the Afterlife,Bethany House Publishers, a division o

    Baker Publishing Group, 2010, and used

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    For more about Jason Black, eatured in

    chapter 16, go to www.jasonblacklive.com.

    For more about Willie Beeson, eatured inchapter 20, go to www.impossiblemiracle.c.

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    tions are rom the Holy Bible, New In-ternational Version. NIV. Copyright

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    This book is dedicated to the countless persons across the

    nation and beyond who have prayed so aithully and or

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    her thumbs under the strap. Her heart pounding, she glanced

    across the aisle on her right and saw the moon, big and beau-

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    in the planes middle section, also was ejected. He had been

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    their seats canted orward at an alarming angle, and the foor

    was gone beneath their eet. Seeing their panicked aces, Shari

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    this crisis. His instincts took over, the ruit o many years ex-

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    diately compensated manually or the lost starboard engines.

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    visibly shaken by the extent o the damage. Given the planes

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    A sot Hawaiian rain began to all on the tarmac as the

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    made the decision theyd been trying to avoid or the past

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    When the blood supply is interrupted to the brain or only

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