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  • 8/14/2019 Print Edition - Volume I, Issue I

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    Volume 1 Issue 1 The Supernatural>

    Or the Doll Gets It

    Oil on canvas

    by Elizabeth Pallack>

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    Are you STRAPPEDLets face it...youre STRAPPED.Strapped for time, strapped for

    money...either youre strapped,youre loaded, or youre lying.

    This mini zine was created toencourage those who put off theircreativity (I dont have time!) to

    come together and create anyways.To encourage each other and

    become part of a community ofother artists, writers, and everyday

    people who dont even considerthemselves creative.

    Everyone has something interestingto share...even you...ESPECIALLYyou...were all strapped, so lets

    start creating and sharing and be

    strapped together!(duct tape is optional)

    This Issue:The Supernatural>

    Dori Cameron@floggingdori

    When you hear the wordsupernatural, what do

    you think of? Ghosts?Goblins? Sure, these arebeyond the natural

    world...but what about thefreaky events that have no

    reasonableexplanation? Chances are

    youve had somethingunexplainable happen to

    you...a coincidence to abeliever is a hoax to askeptic...the question is,

    which are you?

    [email protected]

    /STRAPPEDzine

    Scribd.com/STRAPPEDzine

    Wolfman pencil sketch by Stephanie Soto

    I was always a bit of a skepticuntil it happenedto me. Sure, I loved Halloween, scary movies, Dia De

    Los Muertos, a good ghost story- but it was more of the

    theme of it. I didn't completely reject th e idea of the

    supernatural; I just didn't think spirits really had that

    much power to manipulate the living's reality. My

    sister, Beth, was always a believer. Ever since we were

    little, she could see things. I didn't think she was lying

    about what she saw and felt exactly. Exaggerating?

    Definitely. Beth would go to the old Evergreen Ceme-

    tery and sit for hours at night before it got fenced in.

    Sometimes, I would accompany her. We would sit on

    the steps and smoke cigarettes and

    she would tell me what she saw and

    felt. The orbs, the silhouettes- she

    said it was teeming with spectral

    activity. I said to myself, "Uh huh,

    sure. But, I liked going because I

    liked cemeteries and I liked hang-

    ing out with my sister.

    eth moved into my apartment a

    few years later. Everything was goingwell. Beth was settling in. One night

    she mentioned how her bed had been

    picked up and set back down a few

    months ago at our Mom's house while

    she was still in it. I was creeped out but

    still a tad suspicious. Spirits couldn't

    move things.Especially a bed with a

    grown woman in it. But, I thought

    about it. And it unnerved me a bit.

    was alone in the apartment one

    evening, reading in bed. All of the

    sudden, the strangest feeling came

    over me. It just felt very...wrong.

    Unnatural. I tried to ignore it, to tell I

    was imagining things. Too many ghost

    stories and weird things lately. It was

    nothing. Yet, I couldn't shake the

    by Kathryn CordSpectral Seduction

    EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

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    by Axel Janssen

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    strange, heavy feeling looming around me. I left my

    bedroom and walked into the living room. The air felt

    much more clear out there. Normal. I ended up sleeping

    in the chair because I didn't want to go back into my

    bedroom. I didn't mention anything to my sister. I

    chalked it up to too many horror movies and being

    alone.

    ot even a week later, I w as in my room getting

    ready for bed. I had to go to bed semi-early because I

    had to wake up at 5 a.m. Since I am a natural night owl,

    this was difficult for me. I laid down and tried to will

    sleep to come.

    hat's when the oppressive, heavy feeling came back.

    The room hummed with energy. Suddenly, I felt a weight

    next to me on the bed, like someone was laying down

    next to me. The presence felt like it was pulling me into

    him, willing me to surrender. I felt the w eight of an arm

    across my chest like a lover's embrace. "Just go to sleep,"

    said a disembodied voice. It wasn't a normal, human voice.

    It sounded like a rushing, kind of like wind. I think when

    it spoke is when the resolve inside of me came to light. It

    felt like it took everything I had, mentally and physically,

    to pull myself out of that heavy embrace. It was a struggle.

    Finally, I was able to swing one leg off the bed. Then the

    other leg. I drug myself into a sitting position and forced

    my legs to propel me forward. I felt like a zombie.

    walked out of my bedroom and into my sister's room.

    I couldn't even speak. I just stood there staring at

    her, trying to tell her with my eyes to help me. Beth looked

    up from her book and said, "You look like you've just

    seen a ghost". I shit you not. That somehow snapped me

    back into reality and I was able to tell her what had just

    happened. We went back into my room together and as

    we crossed the threshold, we could feel the energy still

    humming. It had decreased, but it was definitely still

    there.

    eth burned some of her sage and left it burning in

    my room. For some crazy reason, I wanted to go back

    to bed because I still had to work early in the morning.

    You'd think I would have slept in her room, or slept on

    the couch. Nah. I asked her to sleep in my bed with me. I

    fell asleep pretty quickly, considering. I think I was calmed

    by her presence, comforted that she would know what to

    do. She stayed awake and watched the candles go crazy on

    the walls. That was ten years ago and nothing like it has

    ever happened to me since.

    ut, I believe. Hell yes, I believe now.

    From the book The Cuddly Dragon

    We have stumbledRight up toThe edgeAnd the ledge

    It crumbled and we tumbleRight down to the hedgeFilled with thorns

    And there we metThe Beast

    With hornsAnd our hearts

    They beatIn rhythmForcing our feetTo go dance with them

    And the Devil

    Laughs - an impossible grinThis sinBecomes a raft

    We float on aboveAnd the Devil laughs moreAs we roll on -

    For the worst punishmentIs Love. Impailed oil on canvasby Elizabeth Pallack>

    by Caitlin Kazepis

    The evils Gift by Kaila Ann Chaffeehe blood was dripping from your mouth,

    razor sharp teeth, the only two inside that mysterious

    cave of yours. Once bitten, one shall never see the

    true light ever again. Your eyes, they're set to kill. Thehunger in them almost taunts me, plays with my once

    so fragile yet quiet mind. You killed her, poured her

    blood into yours and swallowed her up. Her blood

    tastes so sweet, so rich, you say. Sinking your teeth

    into her pale white skin was your favorite part, you

    say. You say you couldn't stop; it had to be done. She

    was meant to die.

    Laying there in your arms, a dead corpse waiting to

    become the monster as are you. Ice cold, restful body

    lying there ever so loosely in the palms of your own

    two deadly, cold hands. You look up at me and

    wonder what you have done. You're a fool, taking

    ones life to help your own well-being. How ever so

    sick you are, ever so selfish. How could one ever

    Lay Me To Rest...

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    Departed guests

    forgive thy self? The answer is, they won't.

    Her eyes, they awaken. But, they're so different, so

    ravishingly red. Almost like the tasteful blood,

    pouring from your such delight of a mouth. She

    looks up at you, wondering what you have done.

    She looks around, to replace where her last breaths

    were taken only seconds ago. But then, she looks

    up at you again, into your most captivating hazel-nut creme eyes. She's startled, she screams, tries to

    break free. You tell her, it will be alright, just trust

    me. Trust you? You killed that poor girl, you foul

    immortal.

    She's so thirsty now, for blood. Human or

    animal, you choose one for her to devour. After

    all, you are the higher power. Guide her, guide her

    down your path. The path you've been chosen to

    be walking for many years on, and many more to

    come about for you. You never die, and neverseem to will. Set the path for her, have her dread-

    ful eyes guide you this time, down her own sicken-

    ing journey. Train her, get her set for the killing.

    Are you ready? You stand there, cautiously. Wait,

    for the bite. Her first, so sweet, so warm, but never

    yet to be her last.

    The FoolproofMixtapeHalloween Edition

    For the Ghostly or Dearly

    1. Lose Your Soul by Dead Man's Bones-sounds like Tom Waits and Roy Orbison

    collaborated with a ghostly choir of children

    "Standing on Ghosts" by Two Door Cinema

    Club-sounds like Muse meets Vampire Week-

    end, this hooky danceable track will put some

    life back in your party of deadbeats

    Captivity photography by Kevin McCool>

    For the Lycanthropic guests1. I Was a Teenage Werewolf by The Cramps-sounds like dark wave meets sexy swing, this

    is the song you put on after your guests

    leave and you want to let loose with a

    special lycon friend

    2. Wolf Like Me by TV On The Radio-withdriving beat and heavy fuzz guitars, thissong has enough bite to shape shift any

    party into pure magic.

    Listen to The FoolproofMixtape: Halloween Edition!

    Use the scancode to viewour YouTube playlist orvisit www.youtube.com/users/STRAPPEDzine

    by Kelsey Dyer

    Blue Portrait

    oil on canvasBy Elizabeth Pallack>

    Feeling a little bloodlustful, lycanthropic, or

    necromantic? Perhaps you just need a fool proof

    mixtape to appease the creatures of the dark at

    your Halloween parties this year. Well, here is

    your unique playlist for every kind of party

    guest your poor soul may encounter, one thateven the most vial of ghouls can enjoy.

    For the Vampiric guests1. Bloodletting by Concrete Blonde-sounds likeJace Everett (True Blood theme song) meets

    Siouxsie Sioux

    2. Vampire Bat by Wesley Willis-the schizo-phrenic Chicago songwriter tells a hilari-

    ous story about vampire bats attacking asses,

    then sneaks an unrelated Folgers coffee

    commercial in at the very end.

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    by Caitsarella

    Seen At Larchmont Street Enjoying a Glass of WineWith My Girlfriend, Caught With My

    By Billy Reynolds>

    The Dark Crystals

    Left FaceRemoved, Watercolor

    Billy Reynolds

    What was sundered and undone shall be whole - thetwo made one. ~ Historian in The Dark Crystal

    im Henson brought amazing amounts of art

    and philosophy to his creations without alienating a

    younger audience. He was a visionary; his stories

    create wormholes into Supernatural worlds. His

    words translate fantasy into reality. The way in

    which he layered personalities with societal

    views and moral fables I think, has yet to be

    duplicated. "The Dark Crystal" was no

    exception and it encompasses all the wonder

    of a fairytale and still re inforces moral

    code. The idea of a soul being encompassed

    in a cracked crystal until it is healed is beau-

    tiful, simple and almost scientific

    although until science can define universal

    energy, this visualization remains Super-

    natural.

    he most beautiful part of Jims

    creations are his characters

    and their acceptance of each

    other. Gender is just as

    transient as fur color,

    accents, or the size and

    species of their bodies. I

    think the outward appear-

    ance of any one Muppet canbe analyzed to what portion

    of psychology or image you

    think it represents but it

    goes beyond that. It is

    their community.

    ake Kermit the

    Frog and Miss Piggy.

    Species isn't an issue but it definitely makes a statement. In their lives, it is commented on but

    ultimately accepted. The Pig and the Frog. Kermit is allowed a certain role of quiet power and isdriven to extreme stress by the narcissistic Piggy, yet the bond they share is stronger than their stress-

    ors. It is stronger than their differences. And it neutralizes their neuroses.

    hat fine line between Unconditional Love and enabling someone is difficult to see. Can I love

    and support someone when I see all their self-

    destructive tendencies? When they act on them,

    do I remove myself from the situation as punish-

    ment? Will this be an incentive for them to

    change or will it be hypocrisy of my Uncondi-

    tional Love... I still don't know.

    y balancing our vices we can support and

    love without necessarily enabling bad habits in

    others or in ourselves almost seems Supernatu-

    ral. But I have faith that Humanity can channel

    this Dark Crystal of Hope and perhaps someday,

    we will each find the Frog who will accept us for

    the squeaky over-actors that we are.

    For more advice and commentary, visithowtofallinlovewithasociopath.wordpress.com

    Checked Out

    The idea of a soul

    being encompassed ina cracked crystal until

    it is healed is beautiful,

    simple, and

    almost scientific

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    His death day awaited

    Insolent, yet forgiving.We were unaware, no doomImpending, no surrendering.She has spoken of visions,At young age speaking to, seeingThose who have passed,Unreachable, no longer attainable.She noticed her white hair,

    Behind the house, a spot where

    When I was young, my father

    Would pick lilacs for her, wrapping themIn foil, settling in my lap duringMany Sunday rides to visit her.

    She switched sides at 94, herVoice muted, her smile suffocated.Yet our neighbor spotted her, aDecade later, picking lilacs from

    A bush that has long crawled downward andDissipated into the ground like she.

    The visionary pointed, asking him,Who is that woman picking flowers?Describing his mother -Her glasses, her gait...anEarthquaking erupted, in motionYet grounded, for then he knew

    He would soon be holding lilacs,Greeting my arrival.

    He did not die...merely returnedTo those he already knew,Viewing us through a thin veil,Not becoming God, but remaining,Unrecognizable, through memories,

    Disorienting, yet comforting,Desolation photography by

    Kevin McCool>

    When Pigs Fly layout and illustration

    in oilpaint by Axel Janssen

    What is it that brings youcomfort? Is it an object, aperson, a favorite song?

    When youre at your wits

    end, what pulls you back inand grounds you?

    Do you have a great story totell about someone

    unexpected comforting you?How about a time when youwere completely uncomfort-able? A disturbing dream orsituation? We are lookingfor artists and writers to

    feature for our next issue ofSTRAPPED zine!

    Submit any and allphotographs, tattoos, prose,

    poetry, short stories,artwork, streams of

    consciousness, haiku, or

    other creative piecesrelating to this monthstheme, Comfort

    Next Issue:

    Comfort andDiscomfort>

    and Discomfort [email protected]!

    First time writer? Have writersblock? Shoot over an email for

    individualized feedback andsuggestions! (Deadline 11/18/13)

    ABOUT THE EDITOR: Dori Cameron is a member ofThe Jezebelles (www.GirlRockChoir.com), the worlds

    only GIRL.ROCK.CHOIR. based out of Riverside,California. She is a lemon-eating, Guinness drinking,

    bike enthusiast...and oh yea! She also writes!

    Cover photography by Kevin McCool

    SCAN HERE to Like uson Facebook, stay con-nected, and get encourage-ment to keep writing, even

    though youre STRAPPED.

    by Dori Cameron

    Silent Purgatory As I practice breathing, waiting forMy vision to return,To see my father againIn silent purgatory.