it‘s the journey, not the destination : grief and its complications
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It’s the Journey, Not the Destination
Grief and Its Complications
QQ: What can I do to help patients and families
dealing with overwhelming grief?
A: In this issue’s “Conversations With Colleagues,”
author Marcy Rein, RN, BSN, speaks from per-
sonal experience and sheds light on what nurses
need to know about grief and its complications.
I know what it is to lose a child and to grieve.
I learned to “swim in the ocean” and, indeed, to
Marcy Rein, RN, BSN
“live wet” (see Box 1). Grief never really ends. It’s
a journey that continues as one adapts to the loss
and gets to a place where life can continue—albeit
a life that has changed forever and will forever
remain touched by the deep ocean of grief. This
journey applies to anyone who experiences loss in
his or her life. Grief is normal and it’s individual.
It’s continual and all consuming (Rando, 1993).
All grief is complicated; it’s only a matter of degrees
as to the level of complication (Attig, 2002).
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Complicated Grief
Many professionals have attempted to come
to agreement on defining grief that becomes
too complicated. Grief becomes complicated
when it’s prolonged, delayed or exaggerated
(Enright & Marwit, 2002). Delineating grief
into categories is both helpful and dangerous.
By placing people in groups, it’s easy to com-
municate the message that there’s one right
way to grieve. But this contradicts the individu-
ality of grief. Conversely, in order to identify
and provide support to those who need assis-
tance in their journey, professionals must have
criteria on which to base their assessment.
Prolonged grief is the extended length of
particularly intense grief. One year of intense
symptoms may be outside the norm (Joyce,
McCallum, Ogrodniczuk, Piper, & Rosie,
2002). Professionals must also understand
the nature of the waves that continue to rock
the bereaved, even after their feet have found
ground beneath them. The journey often
involves two strokes forward and one stroke
back. Prolonged grief is truly complicated
when the individual is unable to recover from
one wave before the next one hits.
The common understanding that grief is
painful leads some to actively avoid it. No one
can control the losses they might suffer in life.
Eluding the pain delays the journey but does
not bypass it. People can try to avoid grief, but
they can’t hide from it forever. Substances like
alcohol provide a temporary float, but the indi-
vidual is still in the deep ocean. Eventually one
has to cast aside the float and begin the jour-
ney. Delaying the experience of grief is nearly
as much work as grieving itself. Symptoms can
express themselves through somatic means and
social withdrawal, in addition to reliance on
substances (Joyce et al., 2002).
Difficulty accepting the reality of the death,
avoiding experiencing the pain of death, fail-
ing to adapt to an environment without the
deceased or being unable to have loving
relationships are all complications of grief
(Cutcliffe, 1998). There can be intrusive
thoughts and recurrent dreams. One avoids a
certain place or person that reminds them of
whom they’ve lost. There is a longing for the
dead, even when we intellectually know there
will never be a return to the way things used to
be (Attig, 2002). Normal daily activities are no
longer normal or easy. These are all perfectly
acceptable grieving behaviors. It becomes com-
plicated when the behaviors and feelings con-
tinue without improvement (Hall, Hodgson, &
Weaver, 2002).
The labyrinth is more complex for some.
Those who have failed to deal with a previ-
ous loss, death or otherwise, find their jour-
ney compounded (Rando, 1993). Coexisting
conditions such as mental illness, life stress,
Box 1.
A Nurse’s Personal Journey with Grief
I went to sleep and awoke in the middle of a deep ocean. I kicked and swam, but couldn’t keep my head above the water. Breathing required so much effort, but I couldn’t concentrate on more than one simple task at a time. Kick, kick, kick … arms back and forth, back and forth … breathe … kick. Everything around me was shrouded in a haze. I knew I needed to get out, to look for an end, but … kick, kick, back and forth, breathe …. Then arms reached out for me in the darkness. They came from above me. They came from around me. I was not alone in the water. When I was tired, they held me up. They showed me how to move toward the shore.
It seemed like a lifetime before I came to a place where my feet touched ground beneath me. I was still in the ocean, but I could keep my head above the water, except for those rogue waves that occasionally crashed over me. There was light in my end of the ocean now. And I had been in the water long enough to encounter new souls floundering in their own ocean. Reaching out to those struggling seemed only right—to return the act of kindness once shown to me. Show them that they’re not alone. Show them how to kick and breathe at the same time and show them where their feet can touch the bottom. Show them hope. They may never get out of the water, but they can learn to live wet, all while remembering what it was like to be dry.
Marcy Rein, RN, BSN, is
with the Division of Senior
& Disabilities Services
with the State of Alaska in
Anchorage, AK.
DOI: 10.1111/j.1552-6356.2006.00044.x
Delaying the
experience of grief is
nearly as much work
as grieving itself.
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developmental disability or physical impairment
consume energy otherwise needed to move
through the ocean (Attig, 2002; Hoogerbrugge,
2002; Rando). One of the most important indi-
cators of the ability to move through grief is the
perceived availability of social support (Rando).
Support when the circumstances of the death,
or the relationship with the deceased, were
especially difficult is most significant in the abil-
ity to navigate the ocean (Rando).
The ocean seems never ending after the
death of a child. Lost dreams, hopes and expec-
tations swirl around the water, always out of
reach. The realization that something so good
and pure could die takes away breath and
makes muscles ache. The future seems irrel-
evant and unattainable. The past holds only a
few precious memories that swirl together with
the lost future, which seems confusing and dis-
tant. Even years later, each birthday, anniver-
sary or other significant event that “would have
been” becomes another wave crashing over.
How Nurses Can Help Those Experiencing Grief
The most immediately complicating aspect of
grief is the confusion. The death of a loved one
requires immediate action with little prepara-
tion. Knowing what to do and what to expect
in that deep ocean of grief is not intuitive.
Support from others is needed to assist in
decision-making.
A nurse rides in a boat over the ocean of
grief. It’s possible she doesn’t realize where she
is. Maybe she doesn’t realize how important her
presence is to those bobbing along in despera-
tion. Nurses must learn what, and who, is in the
ocean. Nurses must watch for struggling souls,
reach out to hold them up and show them the
way. Nurses can be the link between the griev-
ing and the rest of the world. They can gently
identify the priorities of the moment and the
strengths obscured by pain. Nurses can encour-
age memories to cherish and mementos to keep.
Nurses can monitor progress toward shallow
water. Nurses can show the grieving that they’re
not alone. Nurses can shine a light on hope.
For me, the waves are now fewer and far-
ther between. Someone told me long ago that
it would someday be that way. It’s a valuable
message to pass along to someone just begin-
ning the journey in that deep, dark, lonely
ocean.
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Get the Facts
Compassionate Friends, Inc.: http://www.compassionatefriends.orgM.I.S.S. Foundation: http://www.missfoundation.orgFirst Candle: http://www.firstcandle.orgDougy Center for Grieving Children and Families: http://www.dougy.orgCentering Corporation Grief Resources: http://www.centeringcorp.com/catalog/
Maybe she doesn’t
realize how important
her presence is to
those bobbing along
in desperation.