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Fingerprints
Deborah Swift
Martyn Halsall
Mark Carson
Maya ChowdhryEmma McGordon
Poetry from Lancashire and Cumbria
andOther Traces
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ContentsForeword 3
Deborah SwiftBoots on the Moon 5
The Stone Rubbing 6Cairn 7Self-portrait with Binoculars 8Obituary 9
Martyn HalsallScalpay 11Legend 12Blackthorn 13
Rembrandts Sandwich 14Mark Carson
Catarsis 16Per Ardua ad Nauseam 17Offshore System Designer makes Dodgy Decision 19
Maya ChowdhryBarter 21Kali Mirchi 22
been sprouts 23Genderality 24
Emma McGordonDeath at 22 from a Curable Disease 28Gutter-Witch 30Blue Black Zac 32Go Forward
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This edition published in Great Britain by Flaxbooks,
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ForewordI knew Flax books would have no shortage o poets or its second digital anthology, but
not how astonishingly various their writing would be.
Although the ive poets whose work is sampled here could hardly write more dierently
rom each other, they do have something in common. All engage with surprising and
oten challenging subject matter and invent ways o writing to handle it. Coulombsand van de Gra not the stu o poems? They are with Mark Carsons light touch.
So are towishes and urethane in tougher poems about the relentlessness o working
at sea. His lights and darks are elegantly used in Oshore System Designer makes
Dodgy Decision.
Maya Chowdhry loves words too, her title Genderality telling you shes making a risky
poem about gender identity. Skilully, she allows language to drive the poem: were
crossing over, under / cover. Oh yes, she does write one poem about a more usual
subject matter, the end o a relationship but youll never have come across anything
quite so inventive as her been-sprouts.
Theres a change o pace with Martyn Halsalls writing: he draws you into a growing
stillness and silence until you can hear music keyed to the breeze. A poem in which he
recalls being told about making a blackthorn sta builds and intensiies, then quietly
unravels in its inal couplet.
Emma McGordon uses rhythm and repetition as an engine or ast-moving poems that
conront urban lie and alienation. Her shits o perspective cleverly keep you inside the
poem, and may leave you, like her, Drawn / To the man who street cleans / Last nights
screams.The moon, the uture, the past these are some o the places Deborah Swit takes us, not
as abstract ideas, but with vivid and shapely writing to make them tangible, her ingers
absorbed in the marks. Theres a particularly ine ending to her Boots on the Moon.
And thats another thing these ive poets have in common an ability to deliver last lines
that leave you savouring the poem. And wanting more.
Jane Routh3
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Deborah Swift
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Boots on the Moon 5The Stone Rubbing 6Cairn 7
Self-portrait with Binoculars 8Obituary 9
Hear Deborah readBoots on the Moon
Read Deborahs Profle
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Theyre still up there, size nine-and-a-hal,
medium where micro-meteoroids
swirl like milk in a washbowl o ink.
The boots stand nights colder than the black
silk skin in an Eskimos borehole.Silicon is unstable in the gases exhalation,
so the soles crumble in their own ootprints.
Their buckles have allen away, and glint,
loat silvery against the pock-marked crust.
Grey sandstorms wear the man-made ibres thin;
threads o polyester detach themselves,
glow sotly as they sashay into space.
In their linings, yellow plastic bladders
designed to protect and cushion the oot,encapsulate the 1960s breath.
The rock samples are calibrated, boots
let where they stand, their precise weight
in rocks, carried home bareoot.
The air bends, quivers in the boom
o the shuttles returning velocity;
the men begin to plummet, stretching
toes through zero gravity to terra irma.
A shoemaker in Delaware inhales, sees
the shuttle break the waves, looks up at night
to where his outbreath hangs, let behind
in the yellow stomachs o their ootalls.
Boots on the Moon
DeborahS
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I hold the ilm o paper over the stone
as she rubs in the paste o pearly graphite.
A shoal o ish bloom rom the white space, then dart away
under silvery dust. The paper pecks in the wind; rom above
the marbling o shadows, a lock o birdscalling.
The blue sleeve o her raincoat is bruised black
rom rubbing, kneading other ages into here and now.
The sandstone blushes under her lead caress.
Her gold hair blows; a Midas in reverse, as she tells me
how Winired Nicholson teased out the mysterious braille,
her hands blackened rain-clouds
driting.
The cup and rings wont come,
reluctant to be lured into a lutter o paper.
Fixed in hard crag, the pebble-in-a-pond circles
have sat in the same question or centuries. She kneels,
ingers absorbed in the marks axe tracks, old grooves
and aint trails shoals and locks
ollowing.
The Stone Rubbing
DeborahS
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DeborahS
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From the top, the town is a crust o grey
almost pocketed by the valley.
A place can diminish, a man grow
god-like in this ice-loe o the sky.
Someone placed a single stone,
to own the hill beore the others came.
The cairn is ull o holes and ragged,
choosing or itsel a shape to trap the rain.
We place our stone, as though to mend it,
but the pile is turning native; it rolls away.
Cairn
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My neck kowtows rom side to side, lidless eyes
slew upwards into empty air: twin black holes stretched
over glassy depths, cupping miniature drits o cloud.
The hawk swings, hangs rom a thread o intent,its shadow a dark moment poured on stubbled ground.
It scans the ochre cross-hatch, bleached by summers heat.
A mouse, terriied to stillness, dare not blink, suspends
the twitch o its heart in case the grass should quiver,
the claw hammer smash down into the red-yolked skull.
A kite can see a rabbit break or home rom hal a mile,
track the panicked ultraviolet stains o voles. The mouse runs.My eyes swoop, lenses pull the topsy-turvy bird into the mind.
Self-portrait with Binoculars
DeborahS
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Fire is gone rom the city, the notion o keeping a lame.
Combustion is hidden in chambers where ission and the leap
o spark are groomed by computers while we sleep. Pyrotechnics,
once a universal skill, are controlled by lever, pump and switch.
Wood and sot combustibles industrialized, to ossil uel.
The cut trees, splitting as the lumber ripens in the sun,
and stacks o irewood gone. No one will raise the whetted axe
to hack along the grain, or grunt beore they drag it back, to burn
in orge and hearth, or smell the sulphur when the match is lit,
eed it, coax it, watch the kindling spit, see pictures coat its yellow tongue.
The city is ireproo stainless steel and glass. A campires savage,
and ire in the mind thermodynamics. Firepower streaks like earinto the plugs, a lightning that astonishes, makes headlines when it strikes.
Ignition is turning a key in the car. No wool or tinder there to set alight,
and no one herds the lame to trap the deer, or damps it down to roast the meat.
Obituary
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Martyn Halsall
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Scalpay 11Legend 12Blackthorn 13
Rembrandts Sandwich 14
Hear Martynread Blackthorn
Read Martyns Profle
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You could sit out here all day; nothing would happen.
A tide might stain the slipway in the lochan,
gulls would glide over, trailing cries and shadows,
hard plait o gneiss and tur olds darken, lighten,
small waters smooth, then pattern to a salmon skin.
Sky would be kneaded, rise to spread a squall
creating a widening stipple on open water
and blot the painters sheet or punctuate
a line beore its written, glaze a new stone
as its lited or setting, matt the colour scheme
o lichen along brown runnels o a worn tin roo.
You could look at the rock and count our billion years,
read o a range o mountains higher than
Andes or Himalaya, see these hills
worn low by this same rain, sense how it was
changed gradually each day; how it goes on.
Scalpay
MartynHa
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The rest had gone back up the track to the rented arm.
She stayed with her two daughters by the shore,
acing the island wide as a mothers welcome.
Light gentled, oil lamp turned down in slow motion.
She heard the amilies voices ade, the odd
laugh let hanging, protest, squeal o a tease.
They watched ar coastlines haze, tide gather evening,
skys glowed hearth settle to the ash o their dritwood ire.
Daughters drew stillness round them like their blankets,
shared the watch with her; poised gulls, rill o tide,
last burn o sunlight coppering sharpened crags.
One note. A ripple, scale, then tentative chords;
soon a tune ingered, loated, keyed to breeze.
A solo clarinettist ar down the shore
riing dusk; drit in woodsmoke; pipes knie-sharped
as oystercatchers always dressed or evening.
Each note stroked through hushed brush o olded water.
Do you know the story o Orpheus? They shook their heads.
He played a lute, a small harp you can hold.
Its music made the world: trees, plants and lowers,those summits across the bay where clouds are rising.
The children waited, quiet or once and listening
to the man who could summon nightall out o music.
In a moment their mother would say: well have to go now.
But not yet. Not till the world that he played was inished.
Legend
MartynHa
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Deep roots must come out whole to orm the crown,
as he explained it. Wrenching the blackthorn ree
meant digging round and deep, orming a pool
the sky relected in as bog-lood illed it.
Each stem would make a sta, hacked straight, and seasoned
simply by waiting, letting sap breathe to air;
wood set in its own clearing, keen as steel.
Varnish would sheen it dark as a night o rain.
Using one could transorm him: prophet, saint,
in the old sense, walking, breaking resh words like bread
to share their meaning, leaving on the bounce o peat
no wound, as ground, healed o itsel, bounced back.
But then hed let them somewhere, bench or shed,
over the water; bags packed, driving away
Blackthorn
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An artist sits in a ca, watching a man.
Her eyes are drawn to the warming red o his coat,
the grateul way he cups his steaming drink,
worries at a sandwich; rabbi, chewing prayer.
The man is acing the past, in its winter light.
He could be someone known, or wearing a mask.
He is also watching: menu readers, shoppers,
prodigal children, loose, daughters and sons.
The artist begins to catch him in her pocket book;
the angle o his mind, worn by remembering,
halter o his shoulders, phrasing o bearded jaw
as i rehearsing a speech hed hal orgotten,
small hopes in hal-closed eyes, small hopes returning.
The artist jots notes: scarlets, pleats on rags.
She pauses, leaves a gap in ront o the man,
a space or a tumbled body and bronzed, shaved head
recasting Rembrandt, who painted a ather who watched
roads and crowds or so long, till holes in his hands
were reilled by his sons return. Servants in shadow
wondering i it was better to smile, or marvel.
Perhaps Rembrandt, reaching or bread, caught searching eyes,
recalled that story, set his crust aside. Drew.
Rembrandts Sandwich
MartynHa
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Mark Carson
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Catarsis 16Per Ardua ad Nauseam 17Offshore System Designer makes Dodgy Decision 20
Hear Mark
read Catarsis
Read Marks Profle
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Cat fur was used for early electrostatics experiments,
before the Wimshurst Machine and the van de Graaff Generator.
With van de Graa caress
I sweep cat-ionsto the tip o each tapered hair
stripping them ree
charging her up
to a perilous puss-potential.
Lithe with gigavolts
on dielectric paws
she airly
crackles with coulombs.
Now, a det approach
to the tuted tip
o her conductive ear.
Phuitt! Six thousand microns
o desiccated air
crack
and a whi o ozone drits away.
Catarsis
MarkCa
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The oceanographers motto: through difficulty until seasick
The door crashed back. Diesel roaring
a man alls stumbling,
shaking and grabbing my shoulder he shoutsyells by my ear,
slams out. The bulb burns orange.
The ship is uneasy: rolls hangs alls.
The brush in the toothglass topples, drops
a relentless irregular beat.
Dulled, behind my eyes the dazzle pulse
slows to a sickly heartbeat.
Up in the lab, squalor: ashtrays and cups, cans,
crusts and the hot smell o solder,
logbooks, litter, tooth-marked biros.
Tubes lare out the eatures o unshaven aces,
grey-blue rom the shades.
Fathoms below, the towish streams
sensors through layered Atlantic.
Five little pens scritch a trace on the scroll;
one pen is still.
We go through the motions o hope,
speed up, slow down,
high gain, low gain,
no gain.
Per Ardua ad Nauseam
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rson
We are kidding ourselves
that we can go on, go to bed,
get up like humans in daylight.
Decks down, in the alley sleep swills knee-deep in the doorways.Drapes swing and the bosun snorts and rolls in his body,
wakes graceless, grunts his eet into slippers.
On deck, a grey lumping line is the dawn.
Pallid and chill my oilskin sweats cold.
The crane coughs, bangs, kicks into lie.
As the winch grinds in,
stub-ended nerveless my hands
wrench the airing,
catch the hook as it swings past my skull.
The towish lies dripping on deck,
beached dolphin, its urethane bladder
extruded or surgery.
Breakast is waiting below,
stewed tea and dried milk, greased bacon, scorched bread.
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This engineer cant get design approval.
Hes got to square the circle: compromise is oval hell smooth the seastate, shave the ship excursions,
massage the data to suppress the motions.
Believes his own distortions, thinks that hes
determining the spectrum o the gales and seas.
Bends the criteria, and overrules
the codes o practice, guidance notes or ools.
Canute could tell these sel-deluding clowns
a thing or two about the tides, their ups and downs,
and winds, and waves, and where the surges reach
and when to move your soa up the beach.
Offshore System Designermakes Dodgy Decision
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Maya Chowdhry
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Barter 22Kali Mirchi 23been sprouts 24
Genderality 25
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MayaChow
dhry
i swapped a purple sports bra or my irst dress ready-made
didnt recognise mysel as the skirt skirted its mosaic mirrors
suburban Noida ringing in the mid-distance
in the second dress i was shrouded in a bluebells bellthe seams were seamless traced my spine despite the lack
o measurements she said shed dreamed o me naked
i imagine her in the sports bra its lycra pinning her breasts
to her rib cage she told me shed worn it in Deence Colony Bazaar
acquiring haberdashery in small newspaper packets tied with string
later i ound a pink ribbon in an inside seam
an embroidered moti that grazed my navel
and wondered what it spelled
Barter
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kali mirchi predicts the all o nations
pursuing a palatable uture
in the Malabar mangroves
her emerging lower-spikeripening red climbing the coee crop
blackened skin abraded to white
to pepper a jar o Pataks
kali mirchi (Punjabi for black pepper)
Kali Mirchi
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MayaChow
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break-up rom your girlriend, discard longing into compost
you need to have prepared yoursel the day beore
pick over and remove any broken eelings:
ear, anger, hatred.
rinse in several changes o lukewarm water to removedust and anything let rom the milling process
cover all with warm water and soak or twelve hours
put in a plastic bag that has been punched all over with holes
(you can do this with a ork).
place the bag in a sieve leaving the mouth o the bag open
cover this opening with a tripled well-dampened tea towel.
balance over a large bowl in a dark, draught-ree place,
some people use the unlit oven,
or the area under their sinks.
drain
try balancing your needs with hers
drain
you will ind other eelings have sprouted overnight
let warm water gush over again and again and clean
rub careully, that which doesnt loat away
should be picked o.
repeat this process every our hours, never disturb
continue to do this or three to our days or until
the beans have elongatedthis is the ideal process producing perect sprouts
anything else will produce stunted results.
at this point do not cover up,
place in the ridge
and all will stay healthy or three days.
been-sprouts
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MayaChow
dhry
1978 aged thirteen / i wear a denim waistcoat /
khaki small-collared shirt
knotted with a black silk tie /
my mum reuses to leave the house / with me until i take the tie o /
i stu it in my pocket and wear / an imaginary knot; centre-stage
scene one:
throw me a lie
buoy sailor, we living
in sink or swim times;
all mouth and no trousers
getting thrown out the ladies
or looking so sexy butch
shes a girl!
shes a boi with a toy
denied admission to vanilla
shes a girl
looking straight / through me
shes all ired up on T
did i say she?
i mean he, it,
shit, were crossing over, under / cover
agents or the gender dividebecoming them and inding:
recipes or bombs
measurements or inside leg
how to grow the hair / elsewhere
hes a aery boi / should be a girl,
grew his hair and tucked his cock down
Genderality
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MayaChow
dhry
her inside leg
what a drag, not popular like the queens / not cultured
like the queers, something in-between the word-play
translator or impersonator
transgressor or impressertest the line
scene two:
skirts dont suit me, something about the cut,
the print, the way it hangs like abandoned washing
grazing my knees, bellowing in the breeze
an embarrassment / like the time I walked down
market street with the back o it all tucked up in my knickers
and I never knew / that I could wear genes
charity-shop retro, inherited rom the underground
worn lives / gender uniorms on rails /
try them on or size / unwanted garments / on special oer /
shop-soiled
y change what you wear / to it in with your xs crowd
you still wont gain entry / theyll be wearing top man /
when youre all tammy girl
scene three:
on the street I wear one o my o-stage identitiesand an old lady says: can you help me cross the road young man
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MayaChow
dhry
scene our:
i can rip-saw / use a lathe, make mortise, tenon and dovetail joints
tie your hair back the journey-man says / health and saety
i plane oak, waer-thin curls peeling back to smooth contours, trace the years with
my index inger /28 and still no sign o an identity: carpenter, ilm-maker, web-designer
activist, mentor, chairperson
gendered jobs / apply within
scene ive:
write an application / person speciication:
silver wisdom in her hair
roses / spirals / celtic knots
big / bouncy / braless / breasts /
stunt cunt lying open
our armed lesbian kali gender killer
this lavour is not available in other stores
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Emma McGordon
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Death at 22 from a Curable Disease 29Gutter-Witch 31Blue Black Zac 33
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Gutter-Witch
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EmmaMcGor
don
Outside they will be getting married,
buying houses
deciding on tea-dipping biscuits.
Outside they will hold each other
until they squeeze the very lierom that which they cherish.
Outside all o this will be repeated in
18 or 15 or 20 years time.
Outside they will die young
and know little,
and I will hear about this
as I pass through isles o supermarkets.
Outside they will smoke each others
cigarettes and believe themselves to have lived
to live and to have lie orever.
Outside they will not know o WH Auden,
Anne Sexton or Barry Patrick MacSweeney,
nor will they care to know.
Inside there will be two lights,
a radio, several books scattered,
a hal drunk lager, an empty coee cup,a pen with chewed lid.
Death at 22 from a Curable Disease
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EmmaMcGor
don
Inside there will be no knowledge
o the latest eviction
or the care or the status o celebrity.
Inside our plates will be washed,
one to be used again tomorrow.Inside there may be the anger o a young man,
although outside they will not eel
his wrath or dependability or envy
in the slightest.
Outside they will
go blind in one eye
and again I will hear about this
through temporary connections
buzzing with sounds o news-speak,gossip and have-you-heard-abouts.
Inside and outside we will know
that these connections are utile,
ull o non-passionate ailings,
too late or preventing avoidable accidents
and opportunities missed or diagnosis.
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EmmaMcGor
don
From up here,
where the steam
o the street heat
rises,
I hear the savage cackleo some gutter-witch,
who argues the price
o a pizza slice
or a look misguided
in her direction.
And she who has dressed
or this occasion
to sounds that one day
she will come to know as youth,pulls at the black strap that has
rom her shoulder slipped unnoticed
to reveal an identical one o white
on her sunscorched skin.
From above to below
she knows nothing o me
watching this,
or knows that onedid witness the kiss
that was wet with deception,
still she clung to the arguments hiss
as her strapless body mingled with his.
Gutter-Witch
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EmmaMcGor
don
The street steam cools
and alls,
ools ind themselves
in some others home
where beds will be slept inat right angles to sense,
and the idea o sedition is given no chance.
Sunday mornings mix
in their cocktail smell
o duvets used and cigarettes spent.
Now in the not quite still
turn o the dawn
I ind mysel
more closely drawnto the man who street cleans
last nights screams,
and the rain
which gutter runs
to some place
ree o noise.
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Blue Black Zac
on his knees
eyes to heaven.
In the May sunshine
you can see the souls
o his shoes as he rests on his heels.
This is the May Day bank holiday
o a returned to school childs drawing:
spider sun in the top let corner,
an ice cream, a ootball, a grazed knee.
This is a childrens playground,
three red swings,
banana slide,a park bench
and railings.
Blue Black Zac
on his knees
eyes to heaven.
May sunshine
warm on his ace.
He dreams o a manriding a red horse among
myrtle trees in a ravine with red
brown, white horses behind him.
Blue Black Zac
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EmmaMcGor
don
This is the May Day bank holiday o two riends,
Ikea excited, driven car park crazy by two more riends
and two more riends, all with the idea o a space-saving-shel
that they have the perect photograph o themselves and a loved one
in a ake leopard-skin-style rame that will look just wonderul
in a kitsch kind o way.
There is another car park,
near a playground.
They will park there.
Getting out, gabbering and gibbering
hal tripping on tape measures
hal noticing a man in the park
resting on his knees.
Blue Black Zac in his tracksuit,
trainers, beloved ootball shirt,
on his knees looking to the Lord
who said:
These are the horns that scattered Judah
so that no one could raise his head.
let the dying die and the perishing perish,
their buyers slaughter them
and go unpunished.Or at least this is what Zac thought he heard.
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This is the May Day bank holiday
twelve months since we
shared a pub, a pool table, a jukebox.
Your broad chest, you talked
o your little prince and princess
in a land ar ar away with a woman you wanted to call wie.
Zac, twelve months ago we sat in a blue black car,
watched the sunset, and borrowed binoculars
rom the couple in the car next to us.
Youd never seen so ar in one gaze stretched,
so ar you said it was almost the uture.
Zac, i you could have seen the moon
turn twelve times rom then you would see
no son rising rom his knees.You joked, you said i theres a red sky at night
it meant the chip shop was alight.
Blue Black Zac on his knees on a day
when many shepherds had already risen
over the land.
Shepherds who do not care for the lost,
seek the young, do not heal the injured or feed the healthy
but eat the meat off the choice sheep, tearing off their hooves.
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Zac, I was the child on the swing.
Zac, I was the Ikea excited.
Zac, I was even the blood hungry hack
who got the line, the act that you
were ound dead on your knees and looking to heaven or answers.
Blue lights lashing on your ace and arms blackened by your own blood
and didnt that grim discovery as we called it sell a ew more copies
o the evening edition that would otherwise have been packed out
with May Day rivolities and it gave us something to talk about over a pint
what a cracking story.
Zac, I am more o a hypocrite than those hacks, or in lie
I would never have written about you.
Thought o you almost as a igure o insigniicance.
Still sons die or the recognition that they did live.And now, Zac, though you can no longer hear me,
I will speak o you
to those who would otherwise
never have known your name.
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