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HL_JRL_I .......................................................................................... ? YGJ EDYZ_J LH LOJVMY]................................................................ :

Lojsmty d Imslrijr .............................................................................. : Ygj Gmstlry lh Lojsmty........................................................................ 8 Ygj Vmbemhmfdefj lh _jbundr Kjdns..................................................... 8 Ygrjj @meis lh Hdt .............................................................................. 2 Meaustmfj tl tgj Lojsj .......................................................................... 7 Bndeiundr Ygjlrmjs.............................................................................. = Ygj Ygyrlmi Bndei .............................................................................. = Ygj Smtumtdry Bndei ........................................................................... 44 Ygj Dirjedns ..................................................................................... 4? Ygj Imjefjpgdnle lr Gypltgdndkus ................................................ 4? Ygj Hdt-ode` ..................................................................................... 46

YG_JJ ODVMF FDZVJV LH LOJVMY]1 ........................................... 49 Ygj Megjrmtji Hdftlr .......................................................................... 49 Ltgjr Imjefjpgdnmf Imslrijrs ........................................................... 49 Ygj Jxgdustmle lh tgj Hdt-ode` ........................................................ 48 Ssyfglnlbmfdn Dspjfts ...................................................................... 42 Flkpunsmvj Jdtmeb ............................................................................ 42 _jnuftdefj tl Nlsj Rjmbgt ............................................................... 4= Elt oy Rjmbgt dnlej… ..................................................................... ?3 Vmbes dei sykptlks lh lojsmty......................................................... ?4 Ygj Jkdfmdtji Ndiy ......................................................................... ?? Hdt out elt Lojsj .............................................................................. ?6

Ygj Yrjdtkjet Lh Lojsmty .................................................................... ?9 D Furmlus Losjrvdtmle ..................................................................... ?9 Hdt le tgj Klvj ................................................................................ ?: Srjbedefy dei Lojsmty ..................................................................... ?8 Ygj Edturj lh Gukde Fglrmlemf Blediltrlpme ............................... ?7 Ygj _jdn Blediltrlpgmes ................................................................. ?= GFB el Vjx Glrklej ...................................................................... 63 Mkplrtdefj dei Sltjefy lh GFB ...................................................... 63 Flkpnmfdtmeb Imslrijrs .................................................................... 64 Imdojtjs............................................................................................. 6?



_gjukdtmsk ...................................................................................... 6? Fglnjstjrln ........................................................................................ 66 Blut................................................................................................... 69 Onlli Srjssurj .................................................................................. 6: Sjptmf Znfjrs ..................................................................................... 68 Sslrmdsms, Hmebjredmns, Gdmr, Xdrmflsj Znfjrs .................................... 68 Ygj „Srjbedet" Kdnj ........................................................................ 62

YJFGEMTZJ ........................................................................................ 67 Rdremebs ........................................................................................... 67 Gmstlry td`meb.................................................................................... 6= Ygj Iurdtmle lh Yrjdtkjet ............................................................... 93 Mkkuemty tl GFB ............................................................................. 94 Kjestrudtmle ..................................................................................... 9? Hurtgjr Flursjs ................................................................................. 96 Fleimtmles tgdt kust oj dffjptji ojhlrj trjdtkjet .......................... 96 Jxdkmemeb tgj pdtmjet ....................................................................... 99 Bdme ojhlrj Nlss ............................................................................... 9: Vtdrtmeb trjdtkjet .............................................................................. 98 Ygj Imjt ............................................................................................ 92 Kd`meb up tgj Fdnlrmjs ..................................................................... 9= Xjbjtdrmdes ....................................................................................... :4 Hdunty Imjtmeb ................................................................................... :4 Xmtdkmes dei Dejkmd ....................................................................... :? Ygj Hmrst Idys lh Yrjdtkjet ............................................................. :? Hnuftudtmles me wjmbgt nlss................................................................ :6 Metjrruptmles lh Rjmbgt Nlss ............................................................ :9 Ygj Sndtjdu........................................................................................ :9 _jdfgmeb d Hlrkjr Njvjn .................................................................. :8 Kjestrudn Metjrruptmle ...................................................................... :2 Imjtdry Jrrlrs.................................................................................... :2 Vdnt dei _jiufmeb ............................................................................. :7 Rdtjr ................................................................................................. := Flestmpdtmle ...................................................................................... := Mevjstmbdtmeb Imjtdry Jrrlrs .............................................................. := Nmdrs dei Hllns .................................................................................. 83 Flskjtmfs .......................................................................................... 84 Ygj Xlmfj .......................................................................................... 86



Ltgjr _jdsles hlr d Bdme .................................................................. 86 Dppjtmtj-rjiufmeb Irubs ................................................................... 89 Zehlrjsjje Metjrruptmles lh Yrjdtkjet ............................................. 8: Kusfundr Hdtmbuj .............................................................................. 8: Kdssdbj............................................................................................. 88 Onlli Vubdr ...................................................................................... 82 Ygj _dtml lh Slueis tl Mefgjs .......................................................... 8= Srjpdrmeb tgj Vlnutmle....................................................................... 8= Meajftmeb ............................................................................................ 23 Hmorlmis ............................................................................................. 24 Bdnnstlejs .......................................................................................... 26 Ygj Gjdrt .......................................................................................... 26 Flrledry Lffnusmle .......................................................................... 26 Yjjtg dei Xmtdkmes ........................................................................... 29 Dnflgln .............................................................................................. 29 Yuojrfunlsms ...................................................................................... 2: Ygj Sdmehun Gjjn ............................................................................... 2: Ygj V`jptmfdn Sdtmjet ........................................................................ 28 Flefnuimeb d Flursj ......................................................................... 22 V`mppmeb d Kjdn ................................................................................ 27 Nlsmeb klrj Rjmbgt ......................................................................... 2= Yrluonj Dhtjr Yrjdtkjet ................................................................... 2= Ojwdrj lh Lvjr-jetgusmdsk .............................................................. 73 Srltjme ijhmfmjefy ............................................................................. 74 _jndpsjs ............................................................................................ 7? Snde lh d Elrkdn Flursj ................................................................... 76

FLEFNZVMLE ..................................................................................... 79 BNLVVD_] ......................................................................................... 78 Nmtjrdry _jhjrjefjs tl tgj Zsj lh Fglrmlemf Blediltrlpgme Me Lojsmty

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HL_JRL_I

Ygms oll` imsfussjs d ejw metjrprjtdtmle lh tgj edturj lh lojsmty,

dei wgmnj mt iljs elt divlfdtj yjt deltgjr hdefy snmkkmeb imjt mt iljs

ijsfrmoj d kjtgli lh trjdtkjet wgmfg gds brlwe lut lh tgjlrjtmfdn

flesmijrdtmles odsji le fnmemfdn losjrvdtmle.

Rgdt M gdvj tl sdy ms de jssjefj lh vmjws imstmnnji lut lh hlrty

yjdrs lh brdppnmeb wmtg tgj hueidkjetdn prlonjks lh lojsmty, mts fdusjs,

mts sykptlks, dei mts vjry edturj. Me tgjsj kdey yjdrs lh spjfmdnmzji

wlr` tglusdeis lh fdsjs gdvj pdssji tgrlubg ky gdeis dei wjrj

fdrjhunny stuimji. Jvjry ejw tgjlry, jvjry ejw kjtgli, jvjry

prlkmsmeb njdi wds flesmijrji, jxpjrmkjetdnny sfrjjeji dei frmtmfdnny

jvdnudtji ds slle ds mt ojfdkj `elwe. Out mevdrmdony tgj rjsunts wjrj

imsdpplmetmeb dei ndf`meb me uemhlrkmty.

M hjnt tgdt wj wjrj kjrjny emoonmeb dt tgj hrmebj lh d brjdt

prlonjk, ds, meijji, il klst sjrmlus stuijets lh lvjrwjmbgt. Rj gdvj

brlwe prjtty surj tgdt tgj tjeijefy tl dffukundtj doelrkdn hdt ms d vjryijhmemtj kjtdolnmf imslrijr, kufg ds ms, hlr mestdefj, imdojtjs. ]jt tgj

nlfdnmzdtmle dei tgj edturj lh tgms imslrijr rjkdmeji d kystjry. Jvjry

ejw dpprldfg sjjkji tl njdi metl d onmei dnnjy, dei tglubg pdtmjets

wjrj tlni tgdt tgjy drj hdt ojfdusj tgjy jdt tll kufg, wj ojnmjvji tgdt

tgms ms ejmtgjr tgj wglnj trutg elr tgj ndst wlri me tgj kdttjr.

_jhusmeb tl oj smij-trdf`ji oy de dnn tll hdfmnj metjrprjtdtmle lh

lojsmty, M gdvj dnwdys gjni tgdt lvjrjdtmeb ms tgj rjsunt lh tgj imslrijr,

elt mts fdusj, dei tgdt wj fde kd`j nmttnjgjdiwdy uetmn wj fde oumni hlr lursjnvjs slkj slrt lh tgjlrjtmfdn

strufturj wmtg wgmfg tl jxpndme tgj fleimtmle. Rgjtgjr sufg d strufturj

rjprjsjets tgj trutg ms elt mkplrtdet dt tgms klkjet. Rgdt mt kust il ms

tl bmvj us de metjnnjftudnny sdtmshymeb metjrprjtdtmle lh wgdt ms gdppjemeb

me tgj lojsj oliy. Mt kust dnsl oj donj tl wmtgstdei tgj lesndubgt lh dnn

gmtgjrtl `elwe fnmemfdn hdfts dei huremsg d gdri odf`brluei dbdmest

wgmfg tgj rjsunts lh trjdtkjet fde oj dffurdtjny dssjssji.



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Yl kj tgms rjqumrjkjet sjjks odsmf, dei mt gds dnwdys ojje tgj

fjetjr lh ky metjrjst. Me ijdnmeb wmtg lojsj pdtmjets mt ojfdkj d gdomt tl

rjbmstjr dei lrijr jvjry fnmemfdn jxpjrmjefj ds mh mt wjrj de lii nll`meb

pmjfj lh d amb-sdw puzznj. Dei tgje, ds me d amb sdw puzznj, nmttnj fnustjrs

lh hrdbkjets ojbde tl hlrk, tglubg tgjy sjjkji tl hmt me elwgjrj. Ds

tgj yjdrs pdssji tgjsj fnustjrs brjw ombbjr dei stdrtji tl dkdnbdkdtj

uetmn, dolut smxtjje yjdrs dbl, d flkpnjtj pmfturj ojfdkj imkny

imsfjremonj. Ygms pmfturj wds, dei stmnn ms, ilttji wmtg bdps hlr wgmfg M

fdeelt hmei tgj pmjfjs, out M il elw hjjn tgdt d tgjlrjtmfdn strufturj ms

vmsmonj ds d wglnj.

Rmtg kluetmeb jxpjrmjefj, klrj dei klrj hdfts sjjkji tl hmt

seubny metl tgj ejw hrdkjwlr`, dei wgje tgje d trjdtkjet odsji lesufg spjfundtmles sglwji flesmstjetny sdtmshdftlry rjsunts, M wds surj

tgdt slkj prdftmfdn divdefj gdi ojje kdij, rjbdrinjss lh wgjtgjr tgj

tgjlrjtmfdn metjrprjtdtmle lh tgjsj rjsunts ms flrrjft lr elt.

Ygj fnmemfdn rjsunts lh tgj ejw trjdtkjet gdvj ojje puonmsgji me

sfmjetmhmf aluredn4

Ilftlrs hrlk dnn lvjr tgj wlrni gdvj flkj tl Mtdny tl stuiy tgj

kjtgli, hmrst gdei me ky fnmemf me tgj Vdnvdtlr Kueim Metjredtmledn

Glspmtdn me _lkj. Hlr slkj lh tgjk tgj tmkj tgjy fluni spdrj gds ojje

tll sglrt tl bjt d hunn brdsp lh tgj tjfgemquj, dei me dey fdsj tgj eukojr

dei tgjsj rjplrts gdvj ojje bjejrdnny wjnn rjfjmvji

oy tgj prlhjssmle, out tgj vjry edturj lh d sfmjetmhmf drtmfnj iljs elt

pjrkmt tgj hunn prjsjetdtmle lh ejw tgjlrjtmfdn flefjpts elr ms tgjrj

rllk tl imsfuss tgj hmejr plmets lh tjfgemquj dei tgj rjdsles hlr

losjrvmeb tgjk.

Iurmeb tgj 48 yjdrs tgdt gdvj jndpsji smefj M hmrst puonmsgji ky

hmeimebs, M gdvj gdi kdey gueirjis lh mequmrmjs hrlk rjsjdrfg

mestmtutjs, ilftlrs dei pdtmjets. Gmtgjrtl M fluni leny rjhjr tglsj

metjrjstji tl ky sfmjetmhmf pdpjrs, tglubg M rjdnmzji tgdt tgjsj imi elt

fletdme suhhmfmjet mehlrkdtmle tl jedonj ilftlrs tl fleiuft tgj ejw

trjdtkjet sdtmshdftlrmny. Yglsj wgl trmji wjrj lonmbji tl bdme tgjmr lwejxpjrmjefj tgrlubg tgj kdey trmdns dei jrrlrs wgmfg M gdvj nleb smefj

lvjrflkj.

4 D nmst lh rjhjrjefjs tl tgj klrj mkplrtdet drtmfnjs ms bmvje dt tgj jei lh tgms oll`njt.



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lh tglsj wglk M gdvj ojje donj tl kjjt pjrslednny ms skdnn flkpdrji

wmtg tgj kdey rjqujsts hlr hurtgjr ijtdmnji mehlrkdtmle wgmfg `jjp

flkmeb me. M gdvj trmji tl `jjp up wmtg tgjsj ijkdeis oy

flrrjspleijefj, out tgj vlnukj lh tgms wlr` gds ojflkj uekdedbjdonj

dei tgdt ms lej jxfusj hlr wrmtmeb tgms oll`.

Me ijdnmeb wmtg d imslrijr me wgmfg tgj pdtmjet kust td`j de

dftmvj pdrt me tgj trjdtkjet, mt ms, M ojnmjvj, jssjetmdn tgdt gj lr sgj gdvj

de ueijrstdeimeb lh wgdt ms ojmeb ilej dei wgy. Leny tgje fde tgjrj oj

metjnnmbjet fllpjrdtmle ojtwjje pgysmfmde dei pdtmjet. Me lrijr tl dvlmi

wrmtmeb twl oll`s, lej hlr tgj pgysmfmde dei deltgjr hlr tgj pdtmjet - d

prlspjft wgmfg wluni prlodony gdvj rjsuntji me el oll` dt dnn - M gdvj

trmji tl kjjt tgj rjqumrjkjets lh oltg me d smebnj oll`. Ygms ms d rdtgjrimhhmfunt jetjrprmsj me wgmfg M kdy elt gdvj suffjjiji. Ygj jxpjrt wmnn

brukonj dolut nleb-wmeijiejss wgmnj tgj ndy-rjdijr kdy lffdsmlednny

gdvj tl nll` up de uehdkmnmdr wlri me tgj bnlssdry prlvmiji hlr gmk.

Yl kd`j tgj tjxt klrj rjdidonj M sgdnn oj uedsgdkjiny

dutglrmtdtmvj dei dvlmi dnn tgj gjibmeb dei tjetdtmvjejss wmtg wgmfg mt

ms fustlkdry tl jxprjss ejw sfmjetmhmf flefjpts brlwe lut lh fnmemfdn

jxpjrmjefj dei elt ds yjt flehmrkji oy fnjdr-fut ndolrdtlry

jxpjrmkjets. Ygus, wgje M kd`j wgdt rjdis nm`j d hdftudn stdtjkjet,

tgj prlhjssmledn rjdijr kdy gdvj tl trdesndtj metl1 fnmemfdn jxpjrmjefj

sjjks tl subbjst tgdt sufg dei sufg de losjrvdtmle kmbgt oj tjetdtmvjny

jxpndmeji oy sufg dei sufg d wlr`meb gypltgjsms, rjqumrmeb d vdst

dkluet lh hurtgjr rjsjdrfg ojhlrj tgj gypltgjsms fde oj flesmijrji d

vdnmi tgjlry. Mh wj fde hrlk tgj lutsjt jstdonmsg tgms ds d kutudnny

dffjptji flevjetmle, M glpj tl dvlmi ojmeb dffusji lh spjfundtmvj

jxuojrdefj.



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YGJ EDYZ_J LH LOJVMY]

Lojsmty d Imslrijr

Ds d odsms hlr lur imsfussmle wj plstundtj tgdt lojsmty me dnn mts

kdey hlrks ms iuj tl de doelrkdn hueftmlemeb lh slkj pdrt lh tgj oliy

dei tgdt jvjry luefj lh doelrkdnny dffukundtji hdt ms dnwdys tgj rjsunt

lh tgj sdkj imslrijr lh fjrtdme rjbundtlry kjfgdemsks. Sjrsles

suhhjrmeb hrlk tgms pdrtmfundr imslrijr wmnn bjt hdt rjbdrinjss lh wgjtgjr

tgjy jdt jxfjssmvjny, elrkdnny lr njss tgde elrkdn. D pjrsle wgl ms hrjjlh tgj imslrijr wmnn ejvjr bjt hdt, jvje mh gj hrjqujetny lvjrjdts.

Yglsj me wglk tgj imslrijr ms sjvjrj wmnn dffukundtj hdt vjry

rdpminy, tglsj me wglk mt ms klijrdtj wmnn brdiudnny mefrjdsj me wjmbgt

dei tglsj me wglk mt ms kmni kdy oj donj tl `jjp tgjmr jxfjss wjmbgt

stdtmledry hlr nleb pjrmlis. Me dnn tgjsj fdsjs d nlss lh wjmbgt orlubgt

dolut oy imjtmeb, trjdtkjets wmtg tgyrlmi, dppjtmtj-rjiufmeb irubs,

ndxdtmvjs, vmlnjet jxjrfmsj, kdssdbj, odtgs, jtf., ms leny tjkplrdry dei

wmnn oj rdpminy rjbdmeji ds slle ds tgj rjiufmeb rjbmkje ms rjndxji. Ygjrjdsle ms smkpny tgdt elej lh tgjsj kjdsurjs flrrjfts tgj odsmf imslrijr.

Rgmnj tgjrj drj brjdt vdrmdtmles me tgj sjvjrmty lh lojsmty, wj

sgdnn flesmijr dnn tgj imhhjrjet hlrks me oltg sjxjs dei dt dnn dbjs ds

dnwdys ojmeb iuj tl tgj sdkj imslrijr. Xdrmdtmles me hlrk wluni tgje

oj pdrtny d kdttjr lh ijbrjj, pdrtny de megjrmtji olimny flestmtutmle dei

pdrtny tgj rjsunt lh d sjfleidry mevlnvjkjet lh jeilfrmej bndeis sufg ds

tgj pmtumtdry, tgj tgyrlmi, tgj dirjedns lr tgj sjx bndeis. Le tgj ltgjr

gdei, wj plstundtj tgdt el ijhmfmjefy lh dey lh tgjsj bndeis fde jvjr

imrjftny prliufj tgj flkkle imslrijr `elwe ds lojsmty.

Mh tgms rjdslemeb ms flrrjft, mt hlnnlws tgdt d trjdtkjet dmkji dt

furmeb tgj imslrijr kust oj jqudnny jhhjftmvj me oltg sjxjs, dt dnn dbjs

dei me dnn hlrks lh lojsmty. Zenjss tgms ms sl, wj drj jetmtnji tl gdrolr

brdvj iluots ds tl wgjtgjr d bmvje trjdtkjet flrrjfts tgj ueijrnymeb

imslrijr. Klrjlvjr, dey fndmk tgdt tgj imslrijr gds ojje flrrjftji kust

oj suostdetmdtji oy tgj domnmty lh tgj pdtmjet tl jdt elrkdnny lh dey hlli



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gj pnjdsjs wmtglut rjbdmemeb doelrkdn hdt dhtjr trjdtkjet. Leny mh tgjsj

fleimtmles drj hunhmnnji fde wj njbmtmkdtjny spjd` lh furmeb lojsmty

rdtgjr tgde lh rjiufmeb wjmbgt.

Lur prlonjk tgus prjsjets mtsjnh ds de jequmry metl tgj

nlfdnmzdtmle dei tgj edturj lh tgj imslrijr wgmfg njdis tl lojsmty. Ygj

gmstlry lh tgms jequmry ms d nleb sjrmjs lh gmbg glpjs dei omttjr

imsdpplmetkjets.

Ygj Gmstlry lh Lojsmty

Ygjrj wds d tmkj, elt sl nleb dbl, wgje lojsmty wds flesmijrji

d smbe lh gjdntg dei prlspjrmty me kde dei lh ojduty, dklrlusejss deihjfueimty me wlkje. Ygms dttmtuij prlodony idtjs odf` tl Ejlnmtgmf

tmkjs, dolut 7333 yjdrs dbl0 wgje hlr tgj hmrst tmkj me tgj gmstlry lh

funturj, kde ojbde tl lwe prlpjrty, ilkjstmf demkdns, drdonj ndei,

glusjs, plttjry dei kjtdn tllns. Ojhlrj tgdt, wmtg tgj plssmonj jxfjptmle

lh slkj rdfjs sufg ds tgj Glttjetlts, lojsmty wds dnklst ele-jxmstjet,

ds mt stmnn ms me dnn wmni demkdns dei klst prmkmtmvj rdfjs.

Ylidy lojsmty ms jxtrjkjny flkkle dkleb dnn fmvmnmzji rdfjs, ojfdusj d imsplsmtmle tl tgj imslrijr fde oj megjrmtji. Rgjrjvjr

doelrkdn hdt wds rjbdriji ds de dssjt, sjxudn sjnjftmle tjeiji tl

prlpdbdtj tgj trdmt. Mt ms leny me vjry rjfjet tmkjs tgdt kdemhjst lojsmty

gds nlst slkj lh mts dnnurj, tglubg tgj funt lh tgj lutsmzj oust - dnwdys d

smbe lh ndtjet lojsmty - sglws tgdt tgj trjei stmnn nmebjrs le.

Ygj Vmbemhmfdefj lh _jbundr Kjdns

Me tgj jdrny Ejlnmtgmf tmkjs deltgjr fgdebj tll` pndfj wgmfg kdy

wjnn dffluet hlr tgj hdft tgdt tlidy ejdrny dnn megjrmtji imsplsmtmles

sllejr lr ndtjr ijvjnlp metl kdemhjst lojsmty. Ygms fgdebj wds tgj

mestmtutmle lh rjbundr kjdns. Me prj-Ejlnmtgmf tmkjs, kde dtj leny wgje

gj wds guebry dei le4y ds kufg ds gj rjqumrji tl stmnn tgj pdebs lh

guebjr. Klrjlvjr, kufg lh gms hlli wds rdw dei dnn lh mt wds

uerjhmeji. Gj rldstji gms kjdt, out gj imi elt olmn mt, ds gj gdi el plts,



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dei wgdt nmttnj gj kdy gdvj bruooji hrlk tgj Jdrtg dei pmf`ji hrlk tgj

trjjs, gj dtj ds gj wjet dnleb.

Ygj wglnj strufturj lh kde's lkemvlrlus imbjstmvj trdft ms, nm`j

tgdt lh de dpj, rdt lr pmb, diaustji tl tgj fletmeudn emoonmeb lh tmiomts. Mt

ms elt sumtji tl lffdsmledn blrbmeb ds ms, hlr mestdefj, tgj metjstmej lh tgj

fdremvlrlus fdt hdkmny. Ygus tgj mestmtutmle lh rjbundr kjdns,

pdrtmfundrny lh hlli rjeijrji rdpminy dssmkmndonj, pndfji d brjdt ourije

le klijre kde's domnmty tl flpj wmtg ndrbj qudetmtmjs lh hlli suiijeny

plurmeb metl gms systjk hrlk tgj metjstmedn trdft.

Ygj mestmtutmle lh rjbundr kjdns kjdet tgdt kde gdi tl jdt klrj

tgde gms oliy rjqumrji dt tgj klkjet lh jdtmeb sl ds tl tmij gmk lvjr

uetmn tgj ejxt kjdn. Hlli rjeijrji jdsmny imbjstmonj suiijeny hnllijigms oliy wmtg elurmsgkjet lh wgmfg gj wds me el ejji dt tgj klkjet.

Vlkjglw, slkjwgjrj tgms surpnus gdi tl oj stlrji.

Ygrjj @meis lh Hdt

Me tgj gukde oliy wj fde imstmebumsg tgrjj `meis lh hdt. Ygj hmrst

ms tgj strufturdn hdt wgmfg hmnns tgj bdps ojtwjje vdrmlus lrbdes, d slrtlh pdf`meb kdtjrmdn. Vtrufturdn hdt dnsl pjrhlrks sufg mkplrtdet

hueftmles ds ojiimeb tgj `miejys me slht jndstmf tmssuj, prltjftmeb tgj

flrledry drtjrmjs dei `jjpmeb tgj s`me sklltg dei tdut. Mt dnsl prlvmijs

tgj sprmeby fusgmle lh gdri hdt ueijr tgj olejs lh tgj hjjt, wmtglut

wgmfg wj wluni oj uedonj tl wdn`.

Ygj sjflei typj lh hdt ms d elrkdn rjsjrvj lh hujn uple wgmfg tgj

oliy fde hrjjny irdw wgje tgj eutrmtmledn meflkj hrlk tgj metjstmedn

trdft ms mesuhhmfmjet tl kjjt tgj ijkdei. Vufg elrkdn rjsjrvjs drjnlfdnmzji dnn lvjr tgj oliy. Hdt ms d suostdefj wgmfg pdf`s tgj gmbgjst

fdnlrmf vdnuj metl tgj skdnnjst spdfj sl tgdt elrkdn rjsjrvjs lh hujn hlr

kusfundr dftmvmty dei tgj kdmetjedefj lh oliy tjkpjrdturj fde oj klst

jflelkmfdnny stlrji me tgms hlrk. Oltg tgjsj typjs lh hdt, strufturdn dei

rjsjrvj, drj elrkdn, dei jvje mh tgj oliy stlf`s tgjk tl fdpdfmty tgms

fde ejvjr oj fdnnji lojsmty.



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Out tgjrj ms d tgmri typj lh hdt wgmfg ms jetmrjny doelrkdn. Mt ms tgj

dffukundtmle lh sufg hdt, dei lh sufg hdt leny, hrlk wgmfg tgj

lvjrwjmbgt pdtmjet suhhjrs. Ygms doelrkdn hdt ms dnsl d pltjetmdn rjsjrvj

lh hujn, out uenm`j tgj elrkdn rjsjrvjs mt ms elt dvdmndonj tl tgj oliy me d

eutrmtmledn jkjrbjefy. Mt ms, sl tl spjd`, nlf`ji dwdy me d hmxji ijplsmt

dei ms elt `jpt me d furrjet dffluet?

Meaustmfj tl tgj Lojsj

, ds drj tgj elrkdn rjsjrvjs.

Rgje de lojsj pdtmjet trmjs tl rjiufj oy stdrvmeb gmksjnh, gj wmnn

hmrst nlsj gms elrkdn hdt rjsjrvjs. Rgje tgjsj drj jxgdustji gj ojbmes tl

oure up strufturdn hdt, dei leny ds d ndst rjslrt wmnn tgj oliy ymjni mts

doelrkdn rjsjrvjs, tglubg oy tgdt tmkj tgj pdtmjet usudnny hjjns sl wjd`

dei guebry tgdt tgj imjt ms dodeileji. Mt ms aust hlr tgms rjdsle tgdt

lojsj pdtmjets flkpndme tgdt wgje tgjy imjt tgjy nlsj tgj wrleb hdt.Ygjy hjjn hdkmsgji dei tmrji dei tgjmr hdfj ojflkjs irdwe dei

gdbbdri, out tgjmr ojnny, gmps, tgmbgs dei uppjr drks sglw nmttnj

mkprlvjkjet. Ygj hdt tgjy gdvj flkj tl ijtjst stdys le dei tgj hdt tgjy

ejji tl flvjr tgjmr olejs bjts njss dei njss. Ygjmr s`me wrme`njs dei

tgjy nll` lni dei kmsjrdonj. Dei tgdt ms lej lh tgj klst hrustrdtmeb dei

ijprjssmeb jxpjrmjefjs d gukde ojmeb fde gdvj.

Rgje tgje lojsj pdtmjets drj dffusji lh fgjdtmeb, bnuttley, ndf`

lh wmnn plwjr, brjji dei sjxudn flkpnjxjs, tgj strleb ojflkj

meimbedet dei ijfmij tgdt klijre kjimfmej ms d hrdui dei mts

rjprjsjetdtmvjs hllns, wgmnj tgj wjd` aust bmvj up tgj strubbnj me

ijspdmr. Me jmtgjr fdsj tgj rjsunt ms tgj sdkj1 d hurtgjr bdme me wjmbgt,

rjsmbedtmle tl de dolkmedonj hdtj dei tgj rjslnutmle dt njdst tl nmvjtlnjrdony tgj sglrt spde dnnlttji tl tgjk - d hmb hlr ilftlrs dei mesurdefj

flkpdemjs.

Lojsj pdtmjets leny hjjn pgysmfdnny wjnn ds nleb ds tgjy drj

stdtmledry lr bdmemeb wjmbgt. Ygjy kdy hjjn bumnty, lwmeb tl tgj

njtgdrby dei meilnjefj dnwdys dsslfmdtji wmtg lojsmty. Ygjy kdy hjjn

? „Furrjet dffluet‛ ms tgj Ormtmsg edkj hlr wgdt Dkjrmfdes fdnn d fgjf`meb dffluet.



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dsgdkji lh wgdt tgjy gdvj ojje nji tl ojnmjvj ms d ndf` lh fletrln. Ygjy

kdy hjjn glrrmhmji oy tgj dppjdrdefj lh tgjmr euij oliy dei tgj

tmbgtejss lh tgjmr fnltgjs. Out tgjy gdvj d prmkmtmvj hjjnmeb lh demkdn

fletjet wgmfg tures tl kmsjry dei suhhjrmeb ds slle ds tgjy kd`j d

rjslnutj dttjkpt tl rjiufj. Hlr tgms tgjrj drj sluei rjdsles.

Me tgj hmrst pndfj, klrj fdnlrmf jejrby ms rjqumrji tl `jjp d ndrbj

oliy dt d fjrtdme tjkpjrdturj tgde tl gjdt d skdnn oliy. Vjfleiny tgj

kusfundr jhhlrt lh klvmeb d gjdvy oliy ms brjdtjr tgde me tgj fdsj lh d

nmbgt oliy. Ygj kusfundr jhhlrt flesukjs Fdnlrmjs wgmfg kust oj

prlvmiji oy hlli. Ygus, dnn ltgjr hdftlrs ojmeb jqudn, d hdt pjrsle

rjqumrjs klrj hlli tgde d njde lej. Lej kmbgt tgjrjhlrj rjdsle tgdt mh d

hdt pjrsle jdts leny tgj diimtmledn hlli gms oliy rjqumrjs gj sgluni ojdonj tl `jjp gms wjmbgt stdtmledry. ]jt jvjry pgysmfmde wgl gds stuimji

lojsj pdtmjets ueijr rmblrlusny fletrlnnji fleimtmles `elws tgdt tgms ms

elt truj.

Kdey lojsj pdtmjets dftudnny bdme wjmbgt le d imjt wgmfg ms fdnlrmfdnny

ijhmfmjet hlr tgjmr odsmf ejjis. Ygjrj kust tgus oj slkj ltgjr

kjfgdemsk dt wlr`.

Bndeiundr Ygjlrmjs

Dt lej tmkj mt wds tglubgt tgdt tgms kjfgdemsk kmbgt oj

flefjreji wmtg tgj sjx bndeis. Vufg d fleejftmle wds subbjstji oy tgj

hdft tgdt kdey auvjemnj lojsj pdtmjets sglw de ueijr-ijvjnlpkjet lh

tgj sjx lrbdes. Ygj kmiinj-dbj sprjdi me kje dei tgj tjeijefy lh kdey

wlkje tl put le wjmbgt me tgj kjelpdusj sjjkji tl meimfdtj d fdusdnfleejftmle ojtwjje imkmemsgmeb sjx hueftmle dei lvjrwjmbgt. ]jt,

wgje gmbgny dftmvj sjx glrklejs ojfdkj dvdmndonj, mt wds hluei tgdt

tgjmr dikmemstrdtmle gdi el jhhjft wgdtsljvjr le lojsmty. Ygj sjx

bndeis fluni tgjrjhlrj elt oj tgj sjdt lh tgj imslrijr.

Ygj Ygyrlmi Bndei



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Ygj Dirjedns

_jfjetny, d nleb sjrmjs lh ormnnmdet imsflvjrmjs flefjremeb tgj

wlr`meb lh tgj dirjedn lr suprdrjedn bndeis, skdnn olimjs wgmfg smt dtlptgj `miejys, gdvj frjdtji trjkjeilus metjrjst. Ygms metjrjst dnsl tureji

tl tgj prlonjk lh lojsmty wgje mt wds imsflvjrji tgdt d fleimtmle wgmfg

me slkj rjspjfts rjsjkonjs d sjvjrj fdsj lh lojsmty - tgj sl fdnnji

Fusgmeb's Vyeirlkj - wds fdusji oy d bndeiundr ejw-brlwtg lh tgj

dirjedns lr oy tgjmr jxfjssmvj stmkundtmle wmtg DFYG, wgmfg ms tgj

pmtumtdry glrklej blvjremeb tgj dftmvmty lh tgj lutjr rmei lr flrtjx lh

tgj dirjedns.

Rgje wj njdreji tgdt de doelrkdn stmkundtmle lh tgj dirjednflrtjx fluni prliufj smbes tgdt rjsjkonj truj lojsmty, tgms `elwnjibj

huremsgji el prdftmfdn kjdes lh trjdtmeb lojsmty oy ijfrjdsmeb tgj

dftmvmty lh tgj dirjedn flrtjx. Ygjrj ms el jvmijefj tl subbjst tgdt me

lojsmty tgjrj ms dey jxfjss lh dirjelflrtmfdn dftmvmty0 me hdft, dnn tgj

jvmijefj plmets tl tgj fletrdry. Ygjrj sjjks tl oj rdtgjr d ndf` lh

dirjelflrtmfdn hueftmle dei d ijfrjdsj me tgj sjfrjtmle lh DFYG hrlk

tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry nloj.

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Ygj Imjefjpgdnle lr Gypltgdndkus

Vl gjrj dbdme lur sjdrfg hlr tgj kjfgdemsk wgmfg prliufjs

lojsmty nji us metl d onmei dnnjy. _jfjetny, kdey stuijets lh lojsmty

gdvj rjvjrtji tl tgj emgmnmstmf dttmtuij tgdt lojsmty ms fdusji smkpny oy

lvjrjdtmeb dei tgdt mt fde leny oj furji oy ueijr jdtmeb.

Hlr tglsj lh us wgl rjhusji tl oj imsflurdbji tgjrj rjkdmejilej snmbgt glpj. Ourmji ijjp ilwe me tgj kdssmvj gukde ordme tgjrj ms

d pdrt wgmfg wj gdvj me flkkle wmtg dnn vjrtjordtj demkdns tgj sl-

fdnnji imjefjpgdnle. Mt ms d vjry prmkmtmvj pdrt lh tgj ordme dei gds me

6 Ygjrj ms slkj fnmemfdn jvmijefj tl subbjst tgdt tglsj sykptlks lh Fusgmeb”s

Vyeirlkj wgmfg rjsjkonj truj lojsmty drj fdusji oy tgj sdkj kjfgdemsk wgmfg

fdusjs flkkle lojsmty, wgmnj tgj ltgjr sykptlks lh tgj syeirlkj drj imrjftny iuj

tl dirjelflrtmfdn iyshueftmle.



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kde ojje dnklst skltgjrji oy tgj gubj kdssjs lh ejrvlus tmssuj wmtg

wgmfg wj tgme`, rjdsle dei vlnuetdrmny klvj lur oliy. Ygj

imjefjpgdnle ms tgj pdrt hrlk wgmfg tgj fjetrdn ejrvlus systjk fletrlns

dnn tgj dutlkdtmf demkdn hueftmles lh tgj oliy, sufg ds orjdtgmeb, tgj

gjdrt ojdt, imbjstmle, snjjp, sjx, tgj urmedry systjk, tgj dutlelklus lr

vjbjtdtmvj ejrvlus systjk dei vmd tgj pmtumtdry tgj wglnj metjrpndy lh

tgj jeilfrmej bndeis.

Mt wds tgjrjhlrj elt uerjdsledonj tl supplsj tgdt tgj flkpnjx

lpjrdtmle lh stlrmeb dei mssumeb hujn tl tgj oliy kmbgt dnsl oj

fletrlnnji oy tgj imjefjpgdnle. Mt gds nleb ojje `elwe tgdt tgj fletjet

lh subdr - deltgjr hlrk lh hujn - me tgj onlli ijpjeis le d fjrtdme

ejrvlus fjetjr me tgj imjefjpgdnle. Rgje tgms fjetjr ms ijstrlyji mendolrdtlry demkdns, tgjy ijvjnlp d fleimtmle rdtgjr smkmndr tl gukde

stdonj imdojtjs. Mt gds dnsl nleb ojje `elwe tgdt tgj ijstruftmle lh

deltgjr imjefjpgdnmf fjetjr prliufjs d vlrdfmlus dppjtmtj dei d rdpmi

bdme me wjmbgt me demkdns wgmfg ejvjr bjt hdt spletdejlusny.

Ygj Hdt-ode`

Dssukmeb tgdt me kde sufg d fjetjr fletrlnnmeb tgj klvjkjet lh

hdt iljs jxmst, mts hueftmle wluni gdvj tl oj kufg nm`j tgdt lh d ode`.

Rgje tgj oliy dssmkmndtjs hrlk tgj metjstmedn trdft klrj hujn tgde mt

ejjis dt tgj klkjet, tgms surpnus ms ijplsmtji me wgdt kdy oj flkpdrji

wmtg d furrjet dffluet. Lut lh tgms dffluet mt fde dnwdys oj wmtgirdwe

ds rjqumrji. Dnn elrkdn hdt rjsjrvjs drj me sufg d furrjet dffluet, dei mt

ms prlodonj tgdt d imjefjpgdnmf fjetjr kdedbjs tgj ijplsmts dei

wmtgirdwdns.Rgje elw, hlr rjdsles wgmfg wmnn oj imsfussji ndtjr, tgj ijplsmts

brlw rdpminy wgmnj skdnn wmtgirdwdns ojflkj klrj hrjqujet, d plmet

kdy oj rjdfgji wgmfg bljs ojylei tgj imjefjpgdnle's ode`meb

fdpdfmty. Aust ds d ode`jr kmbgt subbjst tl d wjdntgy fnmjet tgdt mestjdi

lh dffukundtmeb d ndrbj dei uekdedbjdonj furrjet dffluet gj sgluni

mevjst gms surpnus fdpmtdn, tgj oliy dppjdrs tl jstdonmsg d hmxji ijplsmt

metl wgmfg dnn surpnus hueis bl out hrlk wgmfg tgjy fde el nlebjr oj



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wmtgirdwe oy tgj prlfjiurj usji me d furrjet dffluet. Me tgms wdy tgj

imjefjpgdnmf "hdt-ode`" hrjjs mtsjnh hrlk dnn wlr` wgmfg bljs ojylei mts

elrkdn ode`meb fdpdfmty. Ygj lesjt lh lojsmty idtjs hrlk tgj klkjet

tgj imjefjpgdnle dilpts tgms ndolr-sdvmeb rusj. Lefj d hmxji ijplsmt gds

ojje jstdonmsgji tgj elrkdn hdt rjsjrvjs drj gjni dt d kmemkuk, wgmnj

jvjry dvdmndonj surpnus ms nlf`ji dwdy me tgj hmxji ijplsmt dei ms

tgjrjhlrj td`je lut lh elrkdn fmrfundtmle.

YG_JJ ODVMF FDZVJV LH LOJVMY]1

Ygj Megjrmtji Hdftlr

Dssukmeb tgdt tgjrj ms d nmkmt tl tgj imjefjpgdnle's hdt ode`meb

fdpdfmty, mt hlnnlws tgdt tgjrj drj tgrjj odsmf wdys me wgmfg lojsmty fde

ojflkj kdemhjst. Ygj hmrst ms tgdt tgj hdt-ode`meb fdpdfmty ms

doelrkdnny nlw hrlk omrtg. Vufg d flebjemtdnny nlw imjefjpgdnmf

fdpdfmty wluni tgje rjprjsjet tgj megjrmtji hdftlr me lojsmty. Rgje tgms

doelrkdn trdmt ms kdr`jiny prjsjet, lojsmty wmnn ijvjnlp dt de jdrny dbj

me spmtj lh elrkdn hjjimeb0 tgms fluni jxpndme wgy dkleb orltgjrs dei

smstjrs jdtmeb tgj sdkj hlli dt tgj sdkj tdonj slkj ojflkj lojsj dei

ltgjrs il elt.

Ltgjr Imjefjpgdnmf Imslrijrs

Ygj sjflei wdy me wgmfg lojsmty fde ojflkj jstdonmsgji ms tgjnlwjrmeb lh d prjvmlusny elrkdn hdt-ode`meb fdpdfmty lwmeb tl slkj

ltgjr imjefjpgdnmf imslrijr. Mt sjjks tl oj d bjejrdn runj tgdt wgje lej

lh tgj kdey imjefjpgdnmf fjetjrs ms pdrtmfundrny lvjrtdxji0 mt trmjs tl

mefrjdsj mts fdpdfmty dt tgj jxpjesj lh ltgjr fjetjrs.

Me tgj kjelpdusj dei dhtjr fdstrdtmle tgj glrklejs prjvmlusny

prliufji me tgj sjx-bndeis el nlebjr fmrfundtj me tgj oliy. Me tgj

prjsjefj lh elrkdnny hueftmlemeb sjx-bndeis tgjmr glrklejs dft ds d



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ord`j le tgj sjfrjtmle lh tgj sjx-bndei stmkundtmeb glrklejs lh tgj

detjrmlr pmtumtdry. Rgje tgms ord`j ms rjklvji tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry

jelrklusny mefrjdsjs mts lutput lh tgjsj sjx-bndei stmkundtmeb

glrklejs, tglubg tgjy drj elw el nlebjr jhhjftmvj. Me tgj dosjefj lh

dey rjsplesj hrlk tgj ele-hueftmlemeb lr kmssmeb sjx bndeis, tgjrj ms

eltgmeb tl stlp tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry hrlk prliufmeb klrj dei klrj lh

tgjsj glrklejs. Ygms smtudtmle fdusjs de jxfjssmvj strdme le tgj

imjefjpgdnmf fjetjr wgmfg fletrlns tgj hueftmle lh tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry.

Me lrijr tl flpj wmtg tgms diimtmledn ourije tgj fjetjr dppjdrs tl irdw

klrj dei klrj jejrby dwdy hrlk ltgjr fjetjrs, sufg ds tglsj

flefjreji wmtg jkltmledn stdomnmty, tgj onlli fmrfundtmle (glt hnusgjs)

dei ltgjr dutlelklus ejrvlus rjbundtmles, pdrtmfundrny dnsl hrlk tgjelt sl vmtdnny mkplrtdet hdt-ode`.

Ygj sl-fdnnji stdonj typj lh imdojtjs gjdvmny mevlnvjs tgj

imjefjpgdnmf onlli subdr rjbundtmeb fjetjr. Ygj imjefjpgdnle trmjs tl

kjjt tgms doelrkdn nldi oy swmtfgmeb jejrby ijstmeji hlr tgj hdt ode`

lvjr tl tgj subdr-rjbundtmeb fjetjr, wmtg tgj rjsunt tgdt tgj hdt-ode`meb

fdpdfmty ms rjiufji tl tgj plmet dt wgmfg mt ms hlrfji tl jstdonmsg d hmxji

ijplsmt dei tgus memtmdtj tgj imslrijr wj fdnn lojsmty. Me tgms fdsj lej

wluni gdvj tl flesmijr tgj imdojtjs tgj prmkdry fdusj lh tgj lojsmty,

out mt ms dnsl plssmonj tgdt tgj prlfjss ms rjvjrsji me tgj sjesj tgdt d

ijhmfmjet lr lvjrwlr`ji hdt-fjetjr irdws jejrby hrlk tgj subdr-fjetjr,

me wgmfg fdsj tgj lojsmty wluni oj tgj fdusj lh tgdt typj lh imdojtjs me

wgmfg tgj pdefrjds ms elt prmkdrmny mevlnvji. Hmednny, mt ms flefjmvdonj

tgdt me Fusgmeb's syeirlkj tglsj sykptlks wgmfg rjsjkonj lojsmty drj

jetmrjny iuj tl tgj wmtgirdwdn lh jejrby hrlk tgj imjefjpgdnmf hdt-ode`me lrijr tl kd`j mt dvdmndonj tl tgj gmbgny imsturoji fjetjr wgmfg

blvjres tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry dirjelflrtmfdn systjk.

Rgjtgjr lojsmty ms fdusji oy d kdr`ji megjrmtji ijhmfmjefy lh

tgj hdt-fjetjr lr oy slkj jetmrjny imhhjrjet imjefjpgdnmf rjbundtlry

imslrijr, mts mesurbjefj lovmlusny gds eltgmeb tl il wmtg lvjrjdtmeb dei

me jmtgjr fdsj lojsmty ms fjrtdme tl ijvjnlp rjbdrinjss lh imjtdry

rjstrmftmles. Me tgjsj fdsjs dey jehlrfji hlli ijhmfmt ms kdij up hrlk



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jssjetmdn hdt rjsjrvjs dei elrkdn strufturdn hdt, kufg tl tgj

imsdivdetdbj lh tgj pdtmjet's bjejrdn gjdntg.

Ygj Jxgdustmle lh tgj Hdt-ode`

Out tgjrj ms stmnn d tgmri wdy me wgmfg lojsmty fde ojflkj

jstdonmsgji, dei tgdt ms wgje d prjsukdony elrkdn hdt-fjetjr ms

suiijeny -- tgj jkpgdsms ms le suiijeny -- fdnnji uple tl ijdn wmtg de

jelrklus mehnux lh hlli hdr me jxfjss lh klkjetdry rjqumrjkjets. Dt

hmrst bndefj mt iljs sjjk tgdt gjrj wj gdvj d strdmbgt-hlrwdri fdsj lh

lvjrjdtmeb ojmeb rjsplesmonj hlr lojsmty, out le hurtgjr dednysms mt slle

ojflkjs fnjdr tgdt tgj rjndtmle lh fdusj dei jhhjft ms elt sl smkpnj. Metgj hmrst pndfj wj drj kjrjny dssukmeb tgdt tgj fdpdfmty lh tgj hdt fjetjr

ms elrkdn wgmnj mt ms plssmonj dei jvje prlodonj tgdt leny pjrsles wgl

gdvj slkj megjrmtji trdmt me tgms imrjftmle fde ojflkj lojsj kjrjny oy

lvjrjdtmeb.

Vjfleiny, me kdey lh tgjsj fdsjs tgj dkluet lh hlli jdtje

rjkdmes tgj sdkj dei mt ms leny tgj flesukptmle lh hujn wgmfg ms

suiijeny ijfrjdsji, ds wgje de dtgnjtj ms flehmeji tl oji hlr kdeywjj`s wmtg d orl`je olej lr wgje d kde njdimeb d gmbgny dftmvj nmhj ms

suiijeny tmji tl gms ijs` me de lhhmfj dei tl tjnjvmsmle dt glkj.

Vmkmndrny, wgje d pjrsle, brlwe up me d flni fnmkdtj, ms trdeshjrrji tl d

trlpmfdn fluetry dei fletmeujs tl jdt ds ojhlrj, gj kdy ijvjnlp lojsmty

ojfdusj me tgj gjdt hdr njss hujn ms rjqumrji tl kdmetdme tgj elrkdn oliy

tjkpjrdturj.

Rgje d pjrsle suhhjrs d nleb pjrmli lh prmvdtmle, oj mt iuj tl

fgrlemf mnnejss, plvjrty, hdkmej lr tgj jxmbjefmjs lh wdr, gmsimjefjpgdnmf rjbundtmles diaust tgjksjnvjs tl slkj jxtjet tl tgj nlw

hlli metd`j. Rgje tgje suiijeny tgjsj fleimtmles fgdebj dei gj ms hrjj

tl jdt dnn tgj hlli gj wdets, tgms ms nmdonj tl lvjrwgjnk gms hdt-

rjbundtmeb fjetjr. Iurmeb tgj ndst wdr 9

9 Rlrni Rdr MM.

dolut 8333 brlssny ueijrhji

Slnmsg rjhubjjs wgl gdi spjet gdrrlwmeb yjdrs me _ussmd wjrj



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trdeshjrrji tl d fdkp me Meimd wgjrj tgjy wjrj wjnn glusji, bmvje

elrkdn Ormtmsg drky rdtmles dei slkj fdsg tl ouy d hjw jxtrds. Rmtgme

dolut tgrjj kletgs, 7:% wjrj suhhjrmeb hrlk lojsmty.

Me d pjrsle jdtmeb fldrsj dei uerjhmeji hlli, tgj imbjstmle ms

snlw dei leny d nmttnj elurmsgkjet dt d tmkj ms dssmkmndtji hrlk tgj

metjstmedn trdft. Rgje sufg d pjrsle ms suiijeny donj tl lotdme gmbgny

rjhmeji hllis sufg ds subdr, wgmtj hnlur, outtjr dei lmn tgjsj drj sl

rdpminy imbjstji dei dssmkmndtji tgdt tgj rusg lh meflkmeb hujn wgmfg

lffurs dt jvjry kjdn kdy jvjetudnny lvjrplwjr tgj imjfjepgdnmf

rjbundtlry kjfgdemsks dei tgus njdi tl lojsmty. Ygms ms flkkleny sjje

me tgj pllr kde wgl suiijeny ojflkjs rmfg jelubg tl ouy tgj klrj

jxpjesmvj rjhmeji hllis, tglubg gms tltdn fdnlrmf metd`j rjkdmes tgjsdkj lr ms jvje njss tgde ojhlrj.

Ssyfglnlbmfdn Dspjfts

Kufg gds ojje wrmttje dolut tgj psyfglnlbmfdn dspjfts lh

lojsmty. Dkleb mts kdey hueftmles tgj imjefjpgdnle ms dnsl tgj sjdt lh

lur prmkmtmvj demkdn mestmefts, dei aust ds me de jkjrbjefy mt fde swmtfgjejrby hrlk lej fjetjr tl deltgjr, sl mt sjjks tl oj donj tl trdeshjr

prjssurj hrlk lej mestmeft tl deltgjr. Ygus, d nlejny dei uegdppy

pjrsle ijprmvji lh dnn jkltmledn flkhlrt dei lh dnn mestmeft brdtmhmfdtmle

jxfjpt tgj stmnnmeb lh guebjr dei tgmrst fde usj tgjsj ds lutnjts hlr pjet

up mestmeft prjssurj dei sl ijvjnlp lojsmty. ]jt lefj tgdt gds gdppjeji,

el dkluet lh psyfgltgjrdpy lr dednysms, gdppmejss, flkpdey lr tgj

brdtmhmfdtmle lh ltgjr mestmefts wmnn flrrjft tgj fleimtmle.

Flkpunsmvj Jdtmeb

El jei lh meaustmfj ms ilej tl lojsj pdtmjets oy dffusmeb tgjk lh

flkpunsmvj jdtmeb, wgmfg ms d hlrk lh imvjrtji sjx brdtmhmfdtmle. Klst

lojsj pdtmjets il elt suhhjr hrlk flkpunsmvj jdtmeb0 tgjy suhhjr

bjeumej guebjr - rjdn, bedwmeb, tlrturmeb guebjr - wgmfg gds eltgmeb

wgdtjvjr tl il wmtg flkpunsmvj jdtmeb. Jvje tgjmr suiije ijsmrj hlr



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swjjts ms kjrjny tgj rjsunt lh tgj jxpjrmjefj tgdt swjjts, pdstrmjs dei

dnflgln wmnn klst rdpminy lh dnn hllis dnndy tgj pdebs lh guebjr. Ygms

gds eltgmeb tl il wmtg imvjrtji mestmefts.

Le tgj ltgjr gdei, flkpunsmvj jdtmeb iljs lffur me slkj lojsj

pdtmjets, pdrtmfundrny me bmrns me tgjmr ndtj tjjes lr jdrny twjetmjs.

Flkpunsmvj jdtmeb imhhjrs hueidkjetdnny hrlk tgj lojsj pdtmjet”s

brjdtjr ejji hlr hlli. Mt flkjs le me dttdf`s dei ms ejvjr dsslfmdtji

wmtg rjdn guebjr, d hdft wgmfg ms rjdimny dikmttji oy tgj pdtmjets. Ygjy

leny hjjn d hjrdn ijsmrj tl stuhh. Ywl plueis lh fglflndtjs kdy oj

ijvlurji me d hjw kmeutjs0 flni, brjdsy hlli hrlk tgj rjhrmbjrdtlr, stdnj

orjdi, njhtlvjrs le stdf`ji pndtjs, dnklst deytgmeb jimonj ms frdkkjiilwe wmtg tjrrmhymeb spjji dei hjrlfmty.

M gdvj lffdsmlednny ojje donj tl wdtfg sufg de dttdf` wmtglut tgj

pdtmjet's `elwnjibj, dei mt ms d hrmbgtjemeb, ubny spjftdfnj tl ojglni,

jvje mh lej iljs rjdnmzj tgdt kjfgdemsks jetmrjny ojylei tgj pdtmjet's

fletrln drj dt wlr`. D fdrjhun jequmry metl wgdt kdy gdvj orlubgt le

sufg de dttdf` dnklst mevdrmdony rjvjdns tgdt mt ms prjfjiji oy d strleb

uerjslnvji sjx-stmkundtmle, tgj gmbgjr fjetjrs lh tgj ordme gdvmeb

onlf`ji prmkmtmvj imjefjpgdnmf mestmeft brdtmhmfdtmle. Ygj prjssurj ms

tgje njt lhh tgrlubg deltgjr prmkmtmvj fgdeejn, wgmfg ms lrdn

brdtmhmfdtmle. Me ky jxpjrmjefj tgj leny tgmeb tgdt wmnn furj tgms

fleimtmle ms uemegmomtji sjx, d tgjrdpjutmf prlfjiurj wgmfg ms gdriny

jvjr hjdsmonj, hlr mh mt wjrj, tgj pdtmjet wluni gdvj dilptji mt wmtglut

prlhjssmledn prlkptmeb, elr wluni tgms me dey wdy flrrjft tgj

dsslfmdtji lojsmty. Mt wluni leny rdmsj ejw dei lhtje brjdtjr prlonjks

mh usji ds d tgjrdpjutmf kjdsurj.Sdtmjets suhhjrmeb hrlk rjdn flkpunsmvj jdtmeb drj flkpdrdtmvjny

rdrj. Me ky prdftmfj tgjy flestmtutj dolut 4-?%. Yrjdtmeb tgjk hlr

lojsmty ms d gjdrtrjeimeb alo. Ygjy il pjrhjftny wjnn ojtwjje dttdf`s,

out d smebnj olut lffurrmeb wgmnj ueijr trjdtkjet kdy deeun sjvjrdn

wjj`s lh tgjrdpy. Nmttnj wleijr tgdt sufg pdtmjets ojflkj imsflurdbji.

Me tgjsj fdsjs M gdvj hluei tgdt psyfgltgjrdpy kdy kd`j tgj pdtmjet

hunny ueijrstdei tgj kjfgdemsk, out mt iljs eltgmeb tl stlp mt. Sjrgdps



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slfmjty's brlwmeb sjxudn pjrkmssmvjejss wmnn kd`j flkpunsmvj jdtmeb

jvje rdrjr.

Rgjtgjr d pdtmjet ms rjdnny suhhjrmeb hrlk flkpunsmvj jdtmeb lr

elt ms gdri tl ijfmij ojhlrj trjdtkjet ojfdusj kdey lojsj pdtmjets

tgme` tgdt tgjmr ijsmrj hlr hlli -- tl tgjk uekltmvdtji -- ms iuj tl

flkpunsmvj jdtmeb, wgmnj dnn tgj tmkj mt ms kjrjny d brjdtjr ejji hlr

hlli. Ygj leny wdy tl hmei lut ms tl trjdt sufg pdtmjets. Yglsj tgdt suhhjr

hrlk rjdn flkpunsmvj jdtmeb fletmeuj tl gdvj sufg dttdf`s, wgmnj tglsj

wgl drj elt flkpunsmvj jdtjrs ejvjr bjt de dttdf` iurmeb trjdtkjet.

_jnuftdefj tl Nlsj Rjmbgt

Vlkj pdtmjets drj ijjpny dttdfgji tl tgjmr hdt dei fdeelt ojdr tgj

tglubgt lh nlsmeb mt. Mh tgjy drj metjnnmbjet, plpundr dei suffjsshun me

spmtj lh tgjmr gdeimfdp, tgms ms d slurfj lh prmij. Vlkj hdt bmrns nll`

uple tgjmr fleimtmle ds d sdhjbudri dbdmest jrltmf mevlnvjkjets, lh

wgmfg tgjy drj dhrdmi. Ygjy wlr` lut d pdttjre lh nmhj me wgmfg tgjmr

lojsmty pndys d ijtjrkmemeb rlnj dei tgje ojflkj rjnuftdet tl upsjt tgms

pdttjre dei hdfj d ejw `mei lh nmhj wgmfg wmnn oj jetmrjny imhhjrjet dhtjrtgjmr hmburj gds ojflkj elrkdn dei lhtje vjry dttrdftmvj. Ygjy hjdr tgdt

pjlpnj wmnn nm`j tgjk - lr oj ajdnlus - le dffluet lh tgjmr hmburj rdtgjr

tgde oj dttrdftji oy tgjmr metjnnmbjefj lr fgdrdftjr leny. Vlkj gdvj d

hjjnmeb tgdt rjiufmeb kjdes bmvmeb up de dnklst fgjrmsgji dei metmkdtj

pdrt lh tgjksjnvjs. Me kdey lh tgjsj fdsjs psyfgltgjrdpy fde oj

gjnphun, ds mt jedonjs tgjsj pdtmjets tl sjj tgj wglnj smtudtmle me tgj hunn

nmbgt lh flesfmlusejss. De dhhjftmledtj dttdfgkjet tl doelrkdn hdt ms

usudnny sjje me pdtmjets wgl ojfdkj lojsj me fgmniglli, out tgms ms eltejfjssdrmny sl.

Me dnn ltgjr fdsjs tgj ojst psyfgltgjrdpy fde il me tgj usudn

trjdtkjet lh lojsmty ms tl rjeijr tgj ourije lh guebjr dei ejvjr-jeimeb

imjtdry rjstrmftmles snmbgtny klrj tlnjrdonj. Sdtmjets wgl gdvj

suffjsshunny jstdonmsgji de jrltmf trdeshjr tl tgjmr psyfgmdtrmst drj lhtje

ojttjr donj tl ojdr tgjmr suhhjrmeb ds d sjfrjt ndolr lh nlvj.



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Ygjrj drj tgus d ndrbj eukojr lh wdys me wgmfg lojsmty fde oj

memtmdtji, tglubg tgj imslrijr mtsjnh ms dnwdys iuj tl tgj sdkj

kjfgdemsk, de medijqudfy lh tgj imjefjpgdnmf hdt-fjetjr dei tgj ndymeb

ilwe lh doelrkdnny hmxji hdt ijplsmts me doelrkdn pndfjs. Ygms kjdes

tgdt lefj lojsmty gds ojflkj jstdonmsgji, mt fde el klrj oj furji oy

jnmkmedtmeb tglsj hdftlrs wgmfg orlubgt mt le tgde d hmrj fde oj

jxtmebumsgji oy rjklvmeb tgj fdusj lh tgj flehndbrdtmle. Ygus d

imsfussmle lh tgj vdrmlus wdys me wgmfg lojsmty fde ojflkj jstdonmsgji

ms usjhun hrlk d prjvjetdtmvj plmet lh vmjw, out mt gds el ojdrmeb le tgj

trjdtkjet lh tgj jstdonmsgji fleimtmle. Ygj jnmkmedtmle lh hdftlrs wgmfg

drj fnjdrny gdstjemeb tgj flursj lh tgj imslrijr kdy snlw ilwe mts

prlbrjss lr jvje gdnt mt, out tgjy fde ejvjr flrrjft mt.

Elt oy Rjmbgt dnlej…

Rjmbgt dnlej ms elt d sdtmshdftlry frmtjrmle oy wgmfg tl auibj

wgjtgjr d pjrsle ms suhhjrmeb hrlk tgj imslrijr wj fdnn lojsmty lr elt.

Jvjry pgysmfmde ms hdkmnmdr wmtg tgj synpgnm`j ndiy wgl jetjrs tgj

flesuntmeb rllk dei ijfndrjs jkpgdtmfdnny tgdt sgj ms bjttmeb glrrmonyhdt dei wmsgjs tl rjiufj. Kdey de glejst dei sykpdtgjtmf pgysmfmde dt

lefj flefnuijs tgdt gj ms ijdnmeb wmtg d „eut.‛ Mh gj ms ousy gj wmnn bmvj

gjr sglrt sgrmht, out mh gj gds tmkj gj wmnn wjmbg gjr dei sglw gjr tdonjs

tl prlvj tgdt sgj ms dftudnny ueijrwjmbgt.

M gdvj ejvjr yjt sjje lr gjdri lh sufg d ndiy ojmeb flevmefji oy

jmtgjr prlfjiurj. Ygj rjdsle ms tgdt me ky jxpjrmjefj tgj ndiy ms ejdrny

dnwdys rmbgt dei tgj ilftlr wrleb. Rgje sufg d pdtmjet ms fdrjhunny

jxdkmeji lej hmeis kdey smbes lh pltjetmdn lojsmty, wgmfg ms aust doluttl ojflkj kdemhjst ds lvjrwjmbgt. Ygj pdtmjet imstmeftny hjjns tgdt

slkjtgmeb ms wrleb wmtg gjr, tgdt d suotnj fgdebj ms td`meb pndfj me gjr

oliy, dei tgms dndrks gjr.

Ygjrj drj d eukojr lh smbes dei sykptlks wgmfg drj

fgdrdftjrmstmf lh lojsmty. Me kdemhjst lojsmty kdey dei lhtje dnn tgjsj

smbes dei sykptlks drj prjsjet. Me ndtjet lr aust ojbmeemeb fdsjs slkj

drj dnwdys hluei, dei mt sgluni oj d runj tgdt mh twl lr klrj lh tgj



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ijjp glnnlws. M mkkjimdtjny tglubgt lh fdefjr dei ijfmiji tl wgmfg lh

ky flnnjdbujs dt tgj glspmtdn M wluni rjhjr gjr. Meijji, M hjnt d nmttnj

deelyji tgdt ky dssmstdet gdi elt jxpndmeji tl gjr tgdt gjr fdsj imi elt

hdnn ueijr ky spjfmdnty. Me deswjr tl ky qujry ds tl wgdt M fluni il hlr

gjr, sgj rjpnmji tgdt sgj wdetji tl rjiufj. M trmji tl gmij ky surprmsj,

out sgj kust gdvj eltji d hnjjtmeb jxprjssmle, hlr sgj skmnji dei sdmi „M

`elw tgdt ylu tgme` M'k kdi, out aust wdmt.‛ Rmtg tgdt sgj rlsj dei

fdkj rluei tl ky smij lh tgj ijs`. Auttmeb lut hrlk d tmey wdmst sgj gdi

jelrklus gmps dei tgmbgs.

Oy usmeb d tjfgemquj wgmfg wmnn prjsjetny oj ijsfrmoji, tgj

doelrkdn hdt le gjr gmps wds trdeshjrrji tl tgj rjst lh gjr oliy wgmfg

gdi ojje jkdfmdtji oy kletgs lh vjry sjvjrj imjtmeb. Dt tgj jei lh dtrjdtkjet ndstmeb hmvj wjj`s, sgj, d skdnn wlkde, gdi nlst 7 mefgjs

rluei gjr gmps, wgmnj gjr hdfj nll`ji hrjsg dei hnlrmi, tgj rmos wjrj el

nlebjr vmsmonj dei gjr wjmbgt wds tgj sdkj tl tgj luefj ds mt gdi ojje

dt tgj hmrst flesuntdtmle.

Hdt out elt Lojsj

Rgmnj d pjrsle wgl ms stdtmstmfdnny ueijrwjmbgt kdy stmnn oj

suhhjrmeb hrlk tgj imslrijr wgmfg fdusjs lojsmty, mt ms dnsl plssmonj hlr

d pjrsle tl oj stdtmstmfdnny lvjrwjmbgt wmtglut suhhjrmeb hrlk lojsmty.

Hlr sufg pjrsles wjmbgt ms el prlonjk, ds tgjy fde bdme lr nlsj dt wmnn

dei jxpjrmjefj el imhhmfunty me rjiufmeb tgjmr fdnlrmf metd`j. Ygjy drj

kdstjrs lh tgjmr wjmbgt, wgmfg tgj lojsj drj elt. Klrjlvjr, tgjmr jxfjss

hdt sglws el prjhjrjefj hlr fjrtdme typmfdn rjbmles lh tgj oliy, ds iljs

tgj hdt me dnn fdsjs lh lojsmty. Ygus, tgj ijfmsmle wgjtgjr d olrijrnmejfdsj ms rjdnny suhhjrmeb hrlk lojsmty lr elt fdeelt oj kdij kjrjny oy

flesuntmeb wjmbgt tdonjs.



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Ygj Yrjdtkjet Lh Lojsmty

Mh lojsmty ms dnwdys iuj tl lej vjry spjfmhmf imjefjpgdnmf

ijhmfmjefy, mt hlnnlws tgdt tgj leny wdy tl furj mt ms tl flrrjft tgms

ijhmfmjefy. Dt hmrst tgms sjjkji de uttjrny glpjnjss ueijrtd`meb. Ygj

brjdtjst lostdfnj wds tgdt lej fluni gdriny glpj tl flrrjft de megjrmtji

trdmt nlfdnmzji ijjp mesmij tgj ordme, dei wgmnj wj imi plssjss d eukojr

lh irubs wglsj plmet lh dftmle wds ojnmjvji tl oj me tgj imjefjpgdnle,

elej lh tgjk gdi tgj snmbgtjst jhhjft le tgj hdt-fjetjr. Ygjrj wds eltjvje d plmetjr sglwmeb d imrjftmle me wgmfg pgdrkdflnlbmfdn rjsjdrfg

fluni klvj tl hmei d irub tgdt gdi sufg d spjfmhmf dftmle. Ygj fnlsjst

dpprldfg wjrj tgj dppjtmtj-rjiufmeb irubs - tgj dkpgjtdkmejs----- out

tgjsj furji eltgmeb.

D Furmlus Losjrvdtmle

Kunnmeb lvjr tgms ijprjssmeb smtudtmle, M rjkjkojrji d rdtgjr

furmlus losjrvdtmle kdij kdey yjdrs dbl me Meimd. Dt tgdt tmkj wj

èjw vjry nmttnj dolut tgj hueftmle lh tgj imjefjpgdnle, dei ky metjrjst

fjetjrji rluei tgj pmtumtdry bndei. Hrljgnmfg gdi ijsfrmoji fdsjs lh

jxtrjkj lojsmty dei sjxudn ueijrijvjnlpkjet me ylutgs suhhjrmeb hrlk

d ejw brlwtg lh tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry nloj, prliufmeb wgdt tgje

ojfdkj èlwe ds Hrljgnmfg's imsjdsj. Glwjvjr, mt wds vjry slleimsflvjrji tgdt tgj mijetmfdn syeirlkj, tglubg rueemeb d njss

hunkmedtmeb flursj, wds qumtj flkkle me pdtmjets wglsj pmtumtdry bndei

wds pjrhjftny elrkdn. Ygjsj drj tgj sl-fdnnji „hdt olys‛ wmtg nleb,

snjeijr gdeis, orjdsts dey hndt-fgjstji kdmije wluni oj prlui tl

plssjs, ndrbj gmps, outtlf`s dei tgmbgs wmtg strmdtmle, èlf`-èjjs dei

ueijrijvjnlpji bjemtdns, lhtje wmtg ueijsfjeiji tjstmfnjs.



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Me prjbedefy mt wluni oj klst ueijsmrdonj mh tgj hjtus wjrj lhhjrji

dkpnj hlli leny wgje tgjrj ms d gmbg mehnux hrlk tgj metjstmedn trdft.

Mijdn eutrmtmledn fleimtmles hlr tgj hjtus fde leny oj dfgmjvji wgje tgj

kltgjr's onlli ms fletmeudnny sdturdtji wmtg hlli, rjbdrinjss lh wgjtgjr

sgj jdts lr elt, ds ltgjrwmsj d pjrmli lh stdrvdtmle kmbgt gdkpjr tgj

stjdiy brlwtg lh tgj jkoryl. Mt sjjks tgdt GFB ormebs dolut tgms

fletmeudn sdturdtmle lh tgj onlli, wgmfg ms tgj rjdsle wgy lojsj

pdtmjets ueijr trjdtkjet wmtg GFB ejvjr hjjn guebry me spmtj lh tgjmr

irdstmfdnny rjiufji hlli metd`j.

Ygj Edturj lh Gukde Fglrmlemf Blediltrlpme

GFB ms ejvjr hluei me tgj gukde oliy jxfjpt iurmeb prjbedefy

dei me tglsj rdrj fdsjs me wgmfg d rjsmiuj lh pndfjetdn tmssuj fletmeujs

tl brlw me tgj wlko me wgdt ms `elwe ds d fglrmlemf jpmtgjnmlkd. Mt ms

ejvjr hluei me tgj kdnj. Ygj gukde typj lh fglrmlemf blediltrlpgme ms

hluei leny iurmeb tgj prjbedefy lh wlkje dei tgj brjdt dpjs. Mt ms

prliufji me jelrklus qudetmtmjs, sl tgdt iurmeb fjrtdme pgdsjs lh gjr

prjbedefy d wlkde kdy jxfrjtj ds kufg ds lej kmnnmle MetjredtmlednZemts pjr idy me gjr urmej - jelubg tl rjeijr d kmnnmle mehdetmnj rdts

prjflfmlusny kdturj. Ltgjr kdkkdns kd`j usj lh d imhhjrjet glrklej,

wgmfg fde oj jxtrdftji hrlk tgjmr onlli sjruk out elt hrlk tgjmr urmej.

Ygjmr pndfjetd imhhjrs me tgms dei ltgjr rjspjfts hrlk tgdt lh kde dei tgj

brjdt dpjs. Ygms demkdn fglrmlemf blediltrlpgme ms kufg njss rdpminy

orl`je ilwe me tgj gukde oliy tgde GFB, dei mt ms dnsl njss sumtdonj

hlr tgj trjdtkjet lh lojsmty.

Ds lhtje gdppjes me kjimfmej, kufg flehusmle gds ojje fdusji oy bmvmeb GFB mts edkj ojhlrj mts truj klij lh dftmle wds ueijrstlli.

Mt gds ojje jxpndmeji tgdt blediltrlpgme nmtjrdnny kjdes d sjx-bndei

imrjftji suostdefj lr glrklej, dei tgms ms qumtj kmsnjdimeb. Mt idtjs

hrlk tgj jdrny idys wgje mt wds hmrst hluei tgdt GFB ms donj tl rjeijr

mehdetmnj sjx bndeis kdturj, wgjrjoy mt wds jetmrjny lvjrnll`ji tgdt mt

gds el stmkundtmeb jhhjft wgdtsljvjr le elrkdnny ijvjnlpji dei

elrkdnny hueftmlemeb sjx-bndeis. El dkluet lh GFB ms jvjr donj tl



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de mkprlvjkjet me dnn tgjsj fleimtmles flkpdrdonj tl tgdt sjje me rjdn

prjbedefy. Ygj dikmemstrdtmle lh GFB iljs me hdft il tgms me d

rjkdr`donj wdy.

Imdojtjs

Me de lojsj pdtmjet suhhjrmeb hrlk d hdmrny divdefji fdsj lh

stdonj imdojtjs lh kdey yjdrs iurdtmle me wgmfg tgj onlli subdr kdy

rdebj hrlk 6-933 kb%, mt ms lhtje plssmonj tl stlp dnn detmimdojtmf

kjimfdtmle dhtjr tgj hmrst hjw idys lh trjdtkjet. Ygj onlli subdr

fletmeujs tl irlp hrlk idy tl idy dei lhtje rjdfgjs elrkdn vdnujs me ?-

6 wjj`s. Ds me prjbedefy, tgms pgjelkjele ms elt losjrvji me tgj ormttnj typj lh imdojtjs, dei ds slkj fdsjs tgdt drj prjilkmedetny stdonj

kdy gdvj d skdnn ormttnj hdftlr me tgjmr fnmemfdn kd`jup, dnn lojsj

imdojtmfs gdvj tl oj `jpt ueijr d vjry fdrjhun dei jxpjrt wdtfg.

D ormttnj fdsj lh imdojtjs ms prmkdrmny iuj tl tgj medomnmty lh tgj

pdefrjds tl prliufj suhhmfmjet mesunme, wgmnj me tgj stdonj typj,

imjefjpgdnmf rjbundtmles sjjk tl oj lh brjdtjr mkplrtdefj. Ygdt ms

plssmony tgj rjdsle wgy tgj stdonj hlrk rjspleis sl wjnn tl tgj GFBkjtgli lh trjdtmeb lojsmty, wgjrjds tgj ormttnj typj iljs elt. Lojsj

pdtmjets drj bjejrdnny suhhjrmeb hrlk tgj stdonj typj, out d stdonj typj

kdy brdiudnny fgdebj metl d ormttnj lej, wgmfg ms usudnny dsslfmdtji

wmtg d nlss lh wjmbgt. Ygus, wgje de lojsj imdojtmf hmeis tgdt gj ms

nlsmeb wjmbgt wmtglut imjt lr trjdtkjet, gj sgluni dt lefj gdvj gms

imdojtjs jxpjrtny dttjeiji tl. Ygjrj ms slkj jvmijefj tl subbjst tgdt tgj

fgdebj hrlk stdonj tl ormttnj ms klrj nmdonj tl lffur me pdtmjets wgl drj

td`meb mesunme hlr tgjmr stdonj imdojtjs.

_gjukdtmsk

Dnn rgjukdtmf pdmes, jvje tglsj dsslfmdtji wmtg ijklestrdonj

oley njsmles, mkprlvj suoajftmvjny wmtgme d hjw idys lh trjdtkjet, dei

lhtje rjqumrj ejmtgjr flrtmslej elr sdnmfyndtjs. Dbdme tgms ms d wjnn

`elwe pgjelkjele me prjbedefy, dei wgmnj ueijr trjdtkjet wmtg GFB



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sjflei flursj ms memtmdtji. Rj il elt yjt `elw wgdt imjefjpgdnmf

kjfgdemsks drj mevlnvji me blut0 plssmony jkltmledn hdftlrs pndy d

rlnj, dei mt ms wlrtg rjkjkojrmeb tgdt tgj imsjdsj iljs elt lffur me

wlkje lh fgmniojdrmeb dbj. Rj elw bmvj ? tdonjts idmny lh Q]NL_MF

tl dnn pdtmjets wgl bmvj d gmstlry lh blut dei gdvj d gmbg onlli urmf

dfmi njvjn. Me tgms wdy wj fde flkpnjtjny dvlmi dttdf`s iurmeb

trjdtkjet.

Onlli Srjssurj

Sdtmjets wgl gdvj orlubgt tgjksjnvjs tl tgj orme` lh

kdneutrmtmle oy jxdbbjrdtji imjtmeb, ndxdtmvjs jtf, lhtje gdvj dedoelrkdnny nlw onlli prjssurj. Me tgjsj fdsjs tgj onlli prjssurj rmsjs

tl elrkdn vdnujs dt tgj ojbmeemeb lh trjdtkjet dei tgje vjry brdiudnny

irlps, ds mt dnwdys iljs me pdtmjets wmtg d elrkdn onlli prjssurj.

Elrkdn vdnujs drj dnwdys rjbdmeji d hjw idys dhtjr tgj trjdtkjet ms

lvjr. Lh tgms nlwjrmeb lh tgj onlli prjssurj iurmeb trjdtkjet tgj

pdtmjets drj elt dwdrj. Rgje tgj onlli prjssurj ms doelrkdnny gmbg, dei

prlvmiji tgjrj drj el ijtjftdonj rjedn njsmles, tgj prjssurj irlps, ds mtusudnny iljs me prjbedefy. Ygj irlp ms lhtje vjry rdpmi, sl rdpmi me hdft

tgdt mt slkjtmkjs ms divmsdonj tl snlw ilwe tgj prlfjss wmtg prjssurj

sustdmemeb kjimfdtmle uetmn tgj fmrfundtmle gds gdi d hjw idys tmkj tl

diaust mtsjnh tl tgj ejw smtudtmle. Le tgj ltgjr gdei, dkleb tgj

tglusdeis lh fdsjs trjdtji, wj gdvj ejvjr sjje dey uetlwdri mefmijet

wgmfg fluni oj dttrmoutji tl tgj rdtgjr suiije irlp me gmbg onlli

prjssurj.

Rgje d wlkde suhhjrmeb hrlk gmbg onlli prjssurj ojflkjs prjbedet gjr onlli prjssurj vjry slle irlps, out dhtjr gjr flehmejkjet

mt kdy brdiudnny rmsj odf` tl mts hlrkjr njvjn. Vmkmndrny, d gmbg onlli

prjssurj prjsjet ojhlrj GFB trjdtkjet tjeis tl rmsj dbdme dhtjr tgj

trjdtkjet ms lvjr, tglubg tgms ms elt dnwdys tgj fdsj. Out tgj hlrkjr

gmbg njvjns drj rdrjny rjdfgji, dei wj gdvj bdtgjrji tgj mkprjssmle tgdt

sufg rjndpsjs rjsplei ojttjr tl lrtglilx irubs sufg ds _jsjrpmej tgde

ojhlrj trjdtkjet.



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spjfmjs wds donj tl jvlnvj. Rgdt mts jvlnutmle imi elt prjpdrj mt hlr

wjrj tgj fleimtmles tl wgmfg gukde funturj dei fmvmnmzdtmle elw

jxplsj mt.

Gmstlry td`meb

Rgje d pdtmjet hmrst prjsjets gmksjnh hlr trjdtkjet, wj td`j d

bjejrdn gmstlry dei eltj tgj tmkj wgje tgj hmrst smbes lh lvjrwjmbgt

wjrj losjrvji. Rj try tl jstdonmsg tgj gmbgjst wjmbgt tgj pdtmjet gds

jvjr gdi me gms nmhj (lovmlusny jxfnuimeb prjbedefy), wgje tgms wds,

dei wgdt kjdsurjs gdvj gmtgjrtl ojje td`je me de jhhlrt tl rjiufj.

Mt gds ojje lur jxpjrmjefj tgdt tglsj pdtmjets wgl gdvj ojjetd`meb tgyrlmi prjpdrdtmles hlr nleb pjrmlis gdvj d snmbgtny nlwjr

dvjrdbj nlss lh wjmbgt ueijr trjdtkjet wmtg GFB tgde tglsj wgl gdvj

ejvjr td`je tgyrlmi. Ygms ms jvje sl me tglsj pdtmjets wgl gdvj ojje

td`meb tgyrlmi ojfdusj tgjy gdi de doelrkdnny nlw odsdn kjtdolnmf rdtj.

Me kdey lh tgjsj fdsjs tgj nlw OK_ ms elt iuj tl dey metrmesmf

ijhmfmjefy lh tgj tgyrlmi bndei, out rdtgjr tl d ndf` lh imjefjpgdnmf

stmkundtmle lh tgj tgyrlmi bndei vmd tgj detjrmlr pmtumtdry nloj. Rj ejvjrdnnlw tgyrlmi tl oj td`je iurmeb trjdtkjet, dei yjt d OK_ wgmfg wds

vjry nlw ojhlrj trjdtkjet ms usudnny hluei tl oj elrkdn dhtjr d wjj` lr

twl lh GFB + imjt. Ejjinjss tl sdy, tgms iljs elt dppny tl tglsj fdsjs

me wgmfg d tgyrlmi ijhmfmjefy gds ojje prliufji oy tgj surbmfdn

rjklvdn lh d pdrt lh de lvjrdftmvj bndei. Mt ms dnsl klst mkplrtdet tl

dsfjrtdme wgjtgjr tgj pdtmjet gds td`je imurjtmfs (wdtjr jnmkmedtmeb

pmnns) ds tgms dnsl ijfrjdsjs tgj wjmbgt nlss ueijr tgj GFB rjbmkje.

_jturemeb tl lur prlfjiurj, wj ejxt ds` tgj pdtmjet d hjwqujstmles tl wgmfg gj ms gjni tl rjpny smkpny wmtg „yjs‛ lr „el‛.

Ygjsj qujstmles drj1 Il ylu suhhjr hrlk gjdidfgjs< rgjukdtmf pdmes<

kjestrudn imslrijrs< flestmpdtmle< orjdtgnjssejss lr jxjrtmle< swlnnje

de`njs< Il ylu flesmijr ylursjnh brjjiy< Il ylu hjjn tgj ejji tl jdt

sedf`s ojtwjje kjdns<



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Ygj pdtmjet tgje strmps dei ms wjmbgji dei kjdsurji. Ygj elrkdn

wjmbgt hlr gms gjmbgt, dbj, s`jnjtdn dei kusfundr oumni ms jstdonmsgji

hrlk tdonjs lh stdtmstmfdn dvjrdbjs, wgjrjoy me wlkje mt ms lhtje

ejfjssdry tl kd`j de dnnlwdefj hlr pdrtmfundrny ndrbj dei gjdvy orjdsts.

Ygj ijbrjj lh lvjrwjmbgt ms tgje fdnfundtji, dei hrlk tgms tgj iurdtmle

lh trjdtkjet fde oj rlubgny dssjssji le tgj odsms lh de dvjrdbj nlss lh

wjmbgt lh d nmttnj njss tgde d pluei, sdy 633-933 brdks-pjr meajftmle,

pjr idy. Mt ms d pdrtmfundrny metjrjstmeb hjdturj lh tgj GFB trjdtkjet

tgdt me rjdsledony fllpjrdtmvj pdtmjets tgms hmburj ms rjkdr`dony

flestdet, rjbdrinjss lh sjx, dbj dei ijbrjj lh lvjrwjmbgt.

Ygj Iurdtmle lh Yrjdtkjet

Sdtmjets wgl ejji tl nlsj 4: plueis (2 `b.) lr njss rjqumrj ?8

idys trjdtkjet wmtg ?6 idmny meajftmles. Ygj jxtrd tgrjj idys drj ejjiji

ojfdusj dnn pdtmjets kust fletmeuj tgj :33-Fdnlrmj imjt hlr tgrjj idys

dhtjr tgj ndst meajftmle. Ygms ms d vjry jssjetmdn pdrt lh tgj trjdtkjet,

ojfdusj mh tgjy stdrt jdtmeb elrkdnny ds nleb ds tgjrj ms jvje d trdfj lh

GFB me tgjmr oliy tgjy put le wjmbgt dndrkmebny dt tgj jei lh tgjtrjdtkjet. Dhtjr tgrjj idys wgje dnn tgj GFB gds ojje jnmkmedtji tgms

iljs elt gdppje, ojfdusj tgj onlli ms tgje el nlebjr sdturdtji wmtg

hlli dei fde tgus dfflkklidtj de jxtrd mehnux hrlk tgj metjstmejs

wmtglut mefrjdsmeb mts vlnukj oy rjtdmemeb wdtjr.

Rj ejvjr bmvj d trjdtkjet ndstmeb njss tgde ?8 idys, jvje me

pdtmjets ejjimeb tl nlsj leny : plueis. Mt sjjks tgdt jvje me tgj kmnijst

fdsjs lh lojsmty tgj imjefjpgdnle rjqumrjs dolut tgrjj wjj`s rjst hrlk

tgj kdxmkdn jxjrtmle tl wgmfg mt gds ojje prjvmlusny suoajftji me lrijrtl rjbdme hunny mts elrkdn hdt-ode`meb fdpdfmty. Fnmemfdnny tgms jxprjssjs

mtsjnh, me tgj hdft tgdt, wgje me tgjsj kmni fdsjs, trjdtkjet ms stlppji ds

slle ds tgj wjmbgt ms elrkdn, wgmfg kdy oj dfgmjvji me d wjj`, mt ms

kufg klrj jdsmny rjbdmeji tgde dhtjr d hunn flursj lh ?6 meajftmles.

Ds slle ds sufg pdtmjets gdvj nlst dnn tgjmr doelrkdn supjrhnulus

hdt, tgjy dt lefj ojbme tl hjjn rdvjelusny guebry me spmtj lh fletmeuji

meajftmles. Ygms ms ojfdusj GFB leny puts doelrkdn hdt metl fmrfundtmle



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tgj glspmtdn, out drj ltgjrwmsj hrjj tl spjei tgjmr tmkj ds tgjy pnjdsj me

tgj fmty dei mts surrlueimebs smbgtsjjmeb, odtgmeb lr tgjdtjr-blmeb.

Mt ms dnsl kdij fnjdr tgdt ojtwjje flursjs tgj pdtmjet bjts el

trjdtkjet dei ms hrjj tl jdt deytgmeb gj pnjdsjs jxfjpt stdrfgjs dei

subdr iurmeb tgj hmrst 6 wjj`s. Mt ms mkprjssji uple gmk tgdt gj wmnn

gdvj tl hlnnlw tgj prjsfrmoji imjt tl tgj njttjr dei tgdt dhtjr tgj hmrst

tgrjj idys tgms wmnn flst gmk el jhhlrt, ds gj wmnn hjjn el guebjr dei

kdy meijji gdvj imhhmfunty me bjttmeb ilwe tgj :33 Fdnlrmjs wgmfg gj

wmnn oj bmvje. Mh tgjsj fleimtmles drj elt dffjptdonj tgj fdsj ms rjhusji,

ds dey flkprlkmsj lr gdnh kjdsurj ms oluei tl prlvj uttjrny

imsdpplmetmeb tl pdtmjet dei pgysmfmde dnm`j dei ms d wdstj lh tmkj dei

jejrby.Yglubg d pdtmjet fde leny flesmijr gmksjnh rjdnny furji wgje gj

gds ojje rjiufji tl gms stdtmstmfdnny elrkdn wjmbgt, wj il elt mesmst tgdt

gj flkkmt gmksjnh tl tgdt jxtjet. Jvje d pdrtmdn nlss lh lvjrwjmbgt ms

gmbgny ojejhmfmdn, dei mt ms lur jxpjrmjefj tgdt lefj d pdtmjet gds

flkpnjtji d hmrst flursj gj ms sl jetgusmdstmf dolut tgj jdsj wmtg wgmfg

tgj - tl gmk surprmsmeb - rjsunts drj dfgmjvji tgdt gj dnklst mevdrmdony

flkjs odf` hlr klrj. Ygjrj fjrtdmeny fde oj el iluot tgdt me ky fnmemf

klrj tmkj ms spjet le idkpmeb lvjr-jetgusmdsk tgde le mesmstmeb tgdt

tgj runjs lh tgj trjdtkjet oj losjrvji.

Jxdkmemeb tgj pdtmjet

Leny wgje dbrjjkjet ms rjdfgji le tgj plmets sl hdr imsfussji

il wj prlfjji wmtg tgj jxdkmedtmle lh tgj pdtmjet. D eltj ms kdij lh

tgj smzj lh tgj hmrst uppjr mefmslr, lh d pdi lh hdt le tgj edpj lh tgj ejf`,dt tgj dxmnnd dei le tgj mesmij lh tgj `ejjs. Ygj prjsjefj lh strmdtmle, d

suprdpuomf hlni, d tglrdfmf hlni, debundtmle lh jnolw dei `ejj almet,

orjdst-ijvjnlpkjet me kje dei wlkje, jijkd lh tgj de`njs dei tgj

stdtj lh bjemtdn ijvjnlpkjet me tgj kdnj drj eltji.

Rgjrjvjr tgms sjjks meimfdtji wj W-rdy tgj sjnnd turfmfd, ds tgj

oley fdpsunj wgmfg fletdmes tgj pmtumtdry bndei ms fdnnji, kjdsurj tgj

odsdn kjtdolnmf rdtj, W-rdy tgj fgjst dei td`j de jnjftrlfdrimlbrdk. Rj



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il d onlli-fluet dei d sjimkjetdtmle rdtj dei jstmkdtj urmf dfmi,

fglnjstjrln, mlimej dei subdr me tgj hdstmeb onlli.

Bdme ojhlrj Nlss

Sdtmjets wglsj bjejrdn fleimtmle ms nlw, lwmeb tl jxfjssmvj

prjvmlus imjtmeb, kust jdt tl fdpdfmty hlr dolut lej wjj` ojhlrj stdrtmeb

trjdtkjet, rjbdrinjss lh glw kufg wjmbgt tgjy kdy bdme me tgj prlfjss.

Lej fdeelt `jjp d pdtmjet flkhlrtdony le :33 Fdnlrmjs uenjss gms

elrkdn hdt rjsjrvjs drj rjdsledony wjnn stlf`ji. Mt ms hlr tgms rjdsle

dnsl tgdt jvjry fdsj, jvje tglsj tgdt drj dftudnny bdmemeb kust jdt tl

fdpdfmty lh tgj klst hdttjemeb hlli tgjy fde bjt ilwe uetmn tgjygdvj gdi tgj tgmri meajftmle. Mt ms d hueidkjetdn kmstd`j tl put d

pdtmjet le :33 Fdnlrmjs ds slle ds tgj meajftmles drj stdrtji, ds mt sjjks

tl td`j dolut tgrjj meajftmles ojhlrj doelrkdnny ijplsmtji hdt ojbmes tl

fmrfundtj dei tgus ojflkj dvdmndonj.

Rj imstmebumsg ojtwjje tgj hmrst tgrjj meajftmles, wgmfg wj fdnn

„ele-jhhjftmvj‛ ds hdr ds tgj nlss lh wjmbgt ms flefjreji, dei tgj

suosjqujet meajftmles bmvje wgmnj tgj pdtmjet ms imjtmeb, wgmfg wj fdnn„jhhjftmvj‛. Ygj dvjrdbj nlss lh wjmbgt ms fdnfundtji le tgj eukojr lh

jhhjftmvj meajftmles dei hrlk tgj wjmbgt rjdfgji le tgj idy lh tgj tgmri

meajftmle wgmfg kdy oj wjnn dolvj wgdt mt wds twl idys jdrnmjr wgje

tgj hmrst meajftmle wds bmvje.

Klst pdtmjets wgl gdvj ojje strubbnmeb wmtg imjts hlr yjdrs dei

`elw glw rdpminy tgjy bdme mh tgjy njt tgjksjnvjs bl drj vjry gdri tl

flevmefj lh tgj doslnutj ejfjssmty lh blrbmeb hlr dt njdst twl idys, dei

yjt tgms kust gj mesmstji uple fdtjblrmfdnny mh tgj hurtgjr flursj lhtrjdtkjet ms tl rue sklltgny. Yglsj pdtmjets wgl gdvj tl oj put le

hlrfji hjjimeb hlr d wjj` ojhlrj stdrtmeb tgj meajftmles usudnny bdme

wjmbgt rdpminy - hlur tl smx plueis me ?9 glurs ms elt ueusudn - out dhtjr

d idy lr twl tgms rdpmi bdme bjejrdnny njvjns lhh. Me dey fdsj, tgj wglnj

bdme ms usudnny nlst me tgj hmrst 97 glurs lh imjtmeb. Mt ms ejfjssdry tl

prlfjji me tgms kdeejr ojfdusj tgj bdme rj-stlf`s tgj ijpnjtji elrkdn



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rjsjrvjs, wgjrjds tgj suosjqujet nlss ms hrlk tgj doelrkdn ijplsmts

leny.

Sdtmjets me d sdtmshdftlry bjejrdn fleimtmle dei tglsj wgl gdvj

elt aust prjvmlusny rjstrmftji tgjmr imjt stdrt hlrfji hjjimeb le tgj idy lh

tgj hmrst meajftmle. Vlkj pdtjets sdy tgdt tgjy fde el nlebjr lvjrjdt

ojfdusj tgjmr stlkdfg gds sgrue` dhtjr yjdrs lh rjstrmftmles. Rgmnj wj

`elw tgdt el stlkdfg jvjr sgrme`s, wj flkprlkmsj oy mesmstmeb tgdt

tgjy jdt hrjqujetny lh gmbgny flefjetrdtji hllis sufg ds kmn` fglflndtj,

pdstrmjs wmtg wgmppji frjdk subdr, hrmji kjdts (pdrtmfundrny plr`), jbbs

dei odfle, kdyleedmsj, orjdi wmtg tgmf` outtjr dei adk, jtf. Ygj tmkj

dei trluonj spjet le prjssmeb tgms plmet uple mefrjiunlus lr rjnuftdet

pdtmjets ms dnwdys dkpny rjwdriji dhtjrwdris oy tgj flkpnjtj dosjefjlh tglsj imhhmfuntmjs wgmfg pdtmjets wgl gdvj imsrjbdriji tgjsj

mestruftmles drj nmdonj tl jxpjrmjefj.

Iurmeb tgj twl idys lh hlrfji hjjimeb hrlk tgj hmrst tl tgj tgmri

meajftmle - kdey pdtmjets drj surprmsji tgdt fletrdry tl tgjmr prjvmlus

jxpjrmjefj tgjy il elt bdme wjmbgt dei slkj jvje nlsj. Ygj

jxpndedtmle ms tgdt me tgjsj fdsjs tgjrj ms d flkpjesdtlry hnlw lh urmej,

wgmfg irdmes jxfjssmvj wdtjr hrlk tgj oliy. Yl slkj jxtjet tgms sjjks

tl oj d imrjft dftmle lh GFB, out mt kdy dnsl oj iuj tl d gmbgjr prltjme

metd`j, ds wj `elw tgdt d prltjme-ijhmfmjet imjt kd`js tgj oliy rjtdme

wdtjr.

Vtdrtmeb trjdtkjet

Me kjestrudtmeb wlkje, tgj ojst tmkj tl stdrt trjdtkjet ms

mkkjimdtjny dhtjr d pjrmli. Yrjdtkjet kdy dnsl oj stdrtji ndtjr, out mt msdivmsdonj tl gdvj dt njdst tje idys me gdei ojhlrj tgj lesjt lh tgj ejxt

pjrmli. Vmkmndrny, tgj jei lh d flursj lh GFB sgluni ejvjr oj kdij tl

flmefmij wmtg kjestrudtmle. Mh tgmebs sgluni gdppje tl wlr` lut tgdt

wdy, mt ms ojttjr tl bmvj tgj ndst meajftmle tgrjj idys ojhlrj tgj jxpjftji

idtj lh tgj kjesjs sl tgdt d elrkdn imjt fde gj rjsukji dt lesjt.

Dntjredtmvjny, dt njdst tgrjj meajftmles sgluni oj bmvje dhtjr tgj pjrmli,

hlnnlwji oy tgj usudn tgrjj idys lh imjtmeb. Ygms runj ejji elt oj



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orjdistmf` mestjdi, gj wmnn elt oj bjttmeb klrj Fdnlrmjs out gj wmnn elt

nlsj wjmbgt. Ygjrj drj d eukojr lh hllis, pdrtmfundrny hrumts dei

vjbjtdonjs, wgmfg gdvj tgj sdkj lr jvje nlwjr fdnlrmf vdnujs tgde tglsj

nmstji ds pjrkmssmonj, dei yjt wj hmei tgdt tgjy metjrhjrj wmtg tgj rjbundr

nlss lh wjmbgt ueijr GFB, prjsukdony lwmeb tl tgj edturj lh tgjmr

flkplsmtmle. Smkmjetl pjppjrs, l`rd, drtmfgl`js dei pjdrs drj jxdkpnjs

lh tgms.

Rgmnj tgms imjt wlr`s sdtmshdftlrmny me Mtdny, fjrtdme klimhmfdtmles

gdvj tl oj kdij me ltgjr fluetrmjs. Hlr mestdefj, Dkjrmfde ojjh gds

dnklst iluonj tgj fdnlrmf vdnuj lh Vlutg Mtdnmde ojjh, wgmfg ms elt

kdronji wmtg hdt. Ygms kdronmeb ms mkplssmonj tl rjklvj. Me Dkjrmfd,

tgjrjhlrj, nlw-brdij vjdn sgluni oj usji hlr lej kjdn dei hmsg(jxfnuimeb dnn tglsj spjfmjs sufg ds gjrrmeb, kdf`jrjn, tued, sdnkle,

jjn, jtf., wgmfg gdvj d gmbg hdt fletjet, dei dnn irmji, skl`ji lr pmf`nji

hmsg), fgmf`je orjdst, nlostjr, frdwhmsg, prdwes, sgrmkps, frdokjdt lr

`miejys hlr tgj ltgjr kjdn. Rgjrj tgj Mtdnmde orjdistmf`s, tgj sl-fdnnji

brmssmem, drj elt dvdmndonj, lej Kjnod tldst kdy oj usji mestjdi, tglubg

tgjy drj psyfglnlbmfdnny njss sdtmshymeb. D Kjnod tldst gds dolut tgj

sdkj wjmbgt ds tgj vjry plrlus brmssmem wgmfg ms kufg klrj tl nll` dt

dei tl fgjw.

Me kdey fluetrmjs spjfmdnny prjpdrji ueswjjtjeji dei nlw

Fdnlrmj hllis drj hrjjny dvdmndonj, dei slkj lh tgjsj fde oj tjetdtmvjny

usji. Rgje nlfdn fleimtmles lr tgj hjjimeb gdomts lh tgj plpundtmle

kd`j fgdebjs ejfjssdry mt kust oj olrej me kmei tgdt tgj tltdn idmny

metd`j kust elt jxfjji :33 Fdnlrmjs mh tgj ojst plssmonj rjsunts drj tl oj

lotdmeji, tgdt tgj idmny rdtmle sgluni fletdme ?33 brdks lh hdt-hrjj

prltjme dei d vjry skdnn dkluet lh stdrfg.Aust ds tgj idmny ilsj lh GFB ms tgj sdkj me dnn fdsjs, sl tgj

sdkj imjt prlvjs tl oj sdtmshdftlry hlr d skdnn jnijrny ndiy lh njmsurj lr

d gdri wlr`meb kusfundr bmdet. Zeijr tgj jhhjft lh GFB tgj lojsj oliy

ms dnwdys donj tl lotdme dnn tgj Fdnlrmjs mt ejjis hrlk tgj doelrkdn hdt

ijplsmts, rjbdrinjss lh wgjtgjr mt usjs up 4:33 lr 9333 pjr idy. Mt kust

oj kdij vjry fnjdr tl tgj pdtmjet tgdt gj ms nmvmeb tl d hdr brjdtjr jxtjet

le tgj hdt wgmfg gj ms nlsmeb tgde le wgdt gj jdts.



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Kdey pdtmjets ds` wgy jbbs drj elt dnnlwji. Ygj fletjets lh twl

blli smzji jbbs drj rlubgny jqumvdnjet tl 433 brdks lh kjdt, out

hlrtuedtjny tgj yln` fletdmes d ndrbj dkluet lh hdt, wgmfg ms

ueijsmrdonj. Xjry lffdsmlednny wj dnnlw jbb - olmnji, pldfgji lr rdw -

tl pdtmjets wgl ijvjnlp de dvjrsmle tl kjdt, out me tgms fdsj tgjy kust

dii tgj wgmtj lh tgrjj jbbs tl tgj lej tgjy jdt wglnj. Me fluetrmjs

wgjrj flttdbj fgjjsj kdij hrlk s`mkkji kmn` ms dvdmndonj 433 brdks

kdy lffdsmlednny oj usji mestjdi lh tgj kjdt, out el ltgjr fgjjsjs drj

dnnlwji.

Xjbjtdrmdes

Vtrmft vjbjtdrmdes sufg ds lrtglilx Gmeius prjsjet d spjfmdn

prlonjk, ojfdusj kmn` dei furis drj tgj leny demkdn prltjme tgjy wmnn

jdt. Yl suppny tgjk wmtg suhhmfmjet prltjme lh demkdn lrmbme tgjy kust

irme` :33 ff. lh s`mkkji kmn` pjr idy, tglubg pdrt lh tgms rdtmle fde oj

td`je ds furis. Ds hdr ds hrumt, vjbjtdonjs dei stdrfg drj flefjreji, tgjmr

imjt ms tgj sdkj ds tgdt lh ele-vjbjtdrmdes0 tgjy fdeelt oj dnnlwji tgjmr

usudn metd`j lh vjbjtdonj prltjmes hrlk njbukmelus pndets sufg ds ojdeslr hrlk wgjdt lr euts, elr fde tgjy gdvj tgjmr fustlkdry rmfj. Me spmtj

lh tgjsj sjvjrj rjstrmftmles, tgjmr dvjrdbj nlss ms dolut gdnh tgdt lh ele-

vjbjtdrmdes, prjsukdony lwmeb tl tgj subdr fletjet lh tgj kmn`.

Hdunty Imjtmeb

Hjw pdtmjets wmnn td`j lej's wlri hlr mt tgdt tgj snmbgtjst

ijvmdtmle hrlk tgj imjt gds ueijr GFB imsdstrlus rjsunts ds hdr ds tgjwjmbgt ms flefjreji. Ygms jxtrjkj sjesmtmvmty gds tgj divdetdbj tgdt tgj

skdnnjst jrrlr ms mkkjimdtjny ijtjftdonj dt tgj idmny wjmbgmeb out klst

pdtmjets gdvj tl kd`j tgj jxpjrmjefj ojhlrj tgjy wmnn ojnmjvj mt.

Sjrsles me gmbg lhhmfmdn plsmtmles sufg ds jkodssy pjrsleejn,

plnmtmfmdes, sjemlr jxjfutmvjs, jtf., wgl drj lonmbji tl dttjei slfmdn

hueftmles tl wgmfg tgjy fdeelt ormeb tgjmr kjdbjr kjdn kust oj tlni

ojhlrjgdei tgdt de lhhmfmdn imeejr wmnn flst tgjk tgj nlss lh dolut tgrjj



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idys trjdtkjet, glwjvjr fdrjhun tgjy drj dei me spmtj lh d hrmjeiny dei

wluni-oj fllpjrdtmvj glst. Rj bjejrdnny divmsj tgjk tl dvlmi dnn-rluei

jkodrrdsskjet, tgj dnklst mejvmtdonj ture lh flevjrsdtmle tl tgjmr

wjmbgt prlonjk dei tgj lutplurmeb lh ndy fluesjn hrlk tgjmr tdonj

pdrtejrs oy elt njttmeb mt oj `elwe tgdt tgjy drj ueijr trjdtkjet. Ygjy

sgluni td`j idmety sjrvmebs lh jvjrytgmeb, gmij wgdt tgjy fde ueijr tgj

futnjry dei oll` tgj bdme wgmfg kdy td`j tgrjj idys tl bjt rmi lh ds lej

lh tgj sdfrmhmfjs wgmfg tgjmr prlhjssmle jetdmns. Dnnlwmeb tgrjj idys hlr

tgjmr flrrjftmle, sufg mefmijets il elt ajlpdrimzj tgj trjdtkjet,

prlvmiji tgjy il elt lffur dnn tll hrjqujetny me wgmfg fdsj trjdtkjet

sgluni oj plstpleji tl d slfmdnny klrj pjdfjhun sjdsle.

Xmtdkmes dei Dejkmd

Vllejr lr ndtjr klst pdtmjets jxprjss d hjdr tgdt tgjy kdy oj

rueemeb lut lh vmtdkmes lr tgdt tgj rjstrmftji imjt kdy kd`j tgjk

dejkmf. Le tgms sflrj tgj pgysmfmde fde flehmijetny rjnmjvj tgjmr

dpprjgjesmle oy jxpndmemeb tgdt jvjry tmkj tgjy nlsj d pluei lh hdtty

tmssuj, wgmfg tgjy il dnklst idmny, leny tgj dftudn hdt ms oureji up0 dnntgj vmtdkmes, tgj prltjmes, tgj onlli, dei tgj kmejrdns wgmfg tgms tmssuj

fletdmes me doueidefj drj hji odf` metl tgj oliy. Dftudnny, d nlw

onlli fluet elt iuj tl dey sjrmlus imslrijr lh tgj onlli hlrkmeb tmssujs

mkprlvjs iurmeb trjdtkjet, dei wj gdvj ejvjr jefluetjrji d smbemhmfdet

prltjme ijhmfmjefy elr smbes lh d ndf` lh vmtdkmes me pdtmjets wgl drj

imjtmeb rjbundrny.

Ygj Hmrst Idys lh Yrjdtkjet

Le tgj idy lh tgj tgmri meajftmle mt ms dnklst rlutmej tl gjdr twl

rjkdr`s. Lej ms1 „]lu `elw, Ilftlr, M'k surj mt's leny psyfglnlbmfdn,

out M dnrjdiy hjjn qumtj imhhjrjet‛. Vl flkkle ms tgms rjkdr`, jvje hrlk

vjry s`jptmfdn pdtmjets tgdt wj gjsmtdtj tl dffjpt tgj psyfglnlbmfdn

metjrprjtdtmle. Ygj ltgjr typmfdn rjkdr` ms1 „Elw tgdt M gdvj ojje

dnnlwji tl jdt deytgmeb M wdet, M fde't bjt mt ilwe. Vmefj yjstjridy M hjjn



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_jdfgmeb d Hlrkjr Njvjn

Ygj tgmri typj lh metjrruptmle me tgj rjbundr nlss lh wjmbgt kdy

ndst kufg nlebjr - tje idys tl twl wjj`s. Hlrtuedtjny, mt ms rdrj dei leny

lffurs me vjry divdefji fdsjs, dei tgje gdriny jvjr iurmeb tgj hmrst

flursj lh trjdtkjet. Mt ms sjje leny me tglsj pdtmjets wgl iurmeb slkj

pjrmli lh tgjmr nmvjs gdvj kdmetdmeji d fjrtdme hmxji ijbrjj lh lojsmty

hlr tje yjdrs lr klrj dei gdvj tgje dt slkj tmkj rdpminy mefrjdsji

ojylei tgdt wjmbgt. Rgje tgje me tgj flursj lh trjdtkjet tgj hlrkjr

njvjn ms rjdfgji, mt kdy td`j twl wjj`s lh el nlss, me spmtj lh GFB deiimjt, ojhlrj hurtgjr rjiuftmle ms elrkdnny rjsukji.



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Kjestrudn Metjrruptmle

Ygj hlurtg typj lh metjrruptmle ms tgj lej wgmfg lhtje lffurs d

hjw idys ojhlrj dei iurmeb tgj kjestrudn pjrmli dei me slkj wlkje dttgj tmkj lh lvundtmle. Mt kust dnsl oj kjetmleji tgdt wgje d wlkde

ojflkjs prjbedet iurmeb trjdtkjet - dei tgms ms oy el kjdes

ueflkkle - sgj dt lefj fjdsjs tl nlsj wjmbgt. De uejxpndmeji drrjst lh

rjiuftmle gds le sjvjrdn lffdsmles rdmsji lur suspmfmle ojhlrj tgj hmrst

pjrmli wds kmssji. Mh me sufg fdsjs, kjestrudtmle ms ijndyji, wj stlp

meajftmeb dei il d prjfmpmtdtmle tjst hmvj idys ndtjr. El prjbedefy tjst

sgluni oj fdrrmji lut jdrnmjr tgde hmvj idys dhtjr tgj ndst meajftmle, ds

ltgjrwmsj tgj GFB kdy bmvj d hdnsj plsmtmvj rjsunt.Lrdn fletrdfjptmvjs kdy oj usji iurmeb trjdtkjet.

Imjtdry Jrrlrs

Dey metjrruptmle lh tgj elrkdn nlss lh wjmbgt wgmfg iljs elt hmt

pjrhjftny metl lej lh tglsj fdtjblrmjs ms dnwdys iuj tl slkj plssmony

vjry kmelr imjtdry jrrlr. Vmkmndrny, dey bdme lh klrj tgde 433 brdks msmevdrmdony tgj rjsunt lh slkj trdesbrjssmle lr kmstd`j, uenjss mt gdppjes

le lr dolut tgj idy lh lvundtmle lr iurmeb tgj tgrjj idys prjfjimeb tgj

lesjt lh kjestrudtmle, me wgmfg fdsj mt ms mbelrji. Me dnn ltgjr fdsjs tgj

rjdsle hlr tgj bdme kust oj jstdonmsgji dt lefj.

Ygj pdtmjet wgl hrde`ny dikmts tgdt gj gds stjppji lut lh gms

rjbmkje wgje tlni tgdt slkjtgmeb gds blej wrleb ms el prlonjk. Gj ms

dnwdys surprmsji dt ojmeb hluei lut, ojfdusj uenjss gj gds sjje tgms

gmksjnh gj wmnn elt ojnmjvj tgdt d sdntji dnklei, d flupnj lh pltdtlfgmps, d bndss lh tlkdtl aumfj lr de jxtrd lrdebj wmnn ormeb dolut d

ijhmemtj mefrjdsj me gms wjmbgt le tgj hlnnlwmeb idy.

Xjry lhtje gj wdets tl `elw wgy jxtrd hlli wjmbgmeb lej luefj

sgluni mefrjdsj gms wjmbgt oy smx luefjs. Rj jxpndme tgms me tgj

hlnnlwmeb wdy1 Zeijr tgj mehnujefj lh GFB tgj onlli ms sdturdtji wmtg

hlli dei tgj onlli vlnukj gds didptji mtsjnh sl tgdt mt fde leny aust

dfflkklidtj tgj :33 Fdnlrmjs wgmfg flkj me hrlk tgj metjstmedn trdft



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me tgj flursj lh tgj idy. Dey diimtmledn meflkj, glwjvjr nmttnj tgms kdy

oj, fdeelt oj dfflkklidtji dei tgj onlli ms tgjrjhlrj hlrfji tl

mefrjdsj mts vlnukj suhhmfmjetny tl glni tgj jxtrd hlli, wgmfg mt fde leny

il me d vjry imnutji hlrk. Ygus mt ms elt tgj wjmbgt lh wgdt ms jdtje tgdt

pndys tgj ijtjrkmemeb rlnj out rdtgjr tgj dkluet lh wdtjr wgmfg tgj

oliy kust rjtdme tl dfflkklidtj tgms hlli.

Ygms fde oj mnnustrdtji oy kjetmlemeb tgj fdsj lh sdnt. Me lrijr tl

glni lej tjdspllehun lh sdnt tgj oliy rjqumrjs lej nmtjr lh wdtjr, ds mt

fdeelt dfflkklidtj sdnt me dey gmbgjr flefjetrdtmle. Ygus, mh d pjrsle

jdts lej tjdspllehunn lh sdnt gms wjmbgt wmnn bl up oy klrj tgde twl

plueis ds slle ds tgms sdnt ms doslroji hrlk gms metjstmej.

Yl tgms jxpndedtmle kdey pdtmjets rjpny1 Rjnn, mh M put le tgdtkufg jvjry tmkj M jdt d nmttnj jxtrd, glw fde M glni ky wjmbgt dhtjr tgj

trjdtkjet< Mt kust tgjrjhlrj oj kdij fnjdr tgdt tgms leny gdppjes ds

nleb ds tgjy drj ueijr GFB. Rgje trjdtkjet ms lvjr, tgj onlli ms el

nlebjr sdturdtji dei fde jdsmny dfflkklidtj jxtrd hlli wmtglut gdvmeb

tl mefrjdsj mts vlnukj. Gjrj dbdme tgj prlhjssmledn rjdijr wmnn oj dwdrj

tgdt tgms metjrprjtdtmle ms d smkpnmhmfdtmle lh de jxtrjkjny metrmfdtj

pgysmlnlbmfdn prlfjss wgmfg dftudnny dffluets hlr tgj pgjelkjele.

Vdnt dei _jiufmeb

Rgmnj wj drj le tgj suoajft lh sdnt, M fde td`j tgms lpplrtuemty tl

jxpndme tgdt wj kd`j el rjstrmftmle me tgj usj lh sdnt dei mesmst tgdt tgj

pdtmjets irme` ndrbj qudetmtmjs lh wdtjr tgrlubglut tgj trjdtkjet. Rj drj

lut tl rjiufj doelrkdn hdt dei drj elt me tgj njdst metjrjstji me sufg

mnnuslry wjmbgt nlssjs ds fde oj dfgmjvji oy ijprmvmeb tgj oliy lh sdntdei oy ijsmffdtmeb mt. Yglubg wj dnnlw tgj hrjj usj lh sdnt, tgj idmny

dkluet td`je sgluni oj rlubgny tgj sdkj, ds d suiije mefrjdsj wmnn lh

flursj oj hlnnlwji oy d flrrjspleimeb mefrjdsj me wjmbgt ds sglwe oy

tgj sfdnj. De mefrjdsj me tgj metd`j lh sdnt ms lej lh tgj klst flkkle

fdusjs hlr de mefrjdsj me wjmbgt hrlk lej idy tl tgj ejxt. Vufg de

mefrjdsj fde oj mbelrji, prlvmiji mt ms dffluetji hlr. Mt me el wdy

mehnujefjs tgj rjbundr nlss lh hdt.



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ojylei ky flkprjgjesmle. Ygj leny jhhjft lotdmeji ms sjvjrj orumsmeb.

Ygj tlre tmssuj tgje hlrks sfdrs, dei tgjsj snlwny fletrdft kd`meb tgj

hdtty tmssuj jvje gdrijr dei klrj ueymjnimeb.

D ndiy lefj flesuntji us hlr gjr klst uebdmeny njbs. Ndrbj

kdssjs lh hdt ounbji lvjr tgj de`njs lh gjr tmey hjjt, dei tgjrj wjrj

dolut 93 nos. tll kufg le gjr gmps dei tgmbgs. Rj dssurji gjr tgdt tgms

lvjrwjmbgt fluni oj nlst dei tgdt gjr de`njs wluni kdr`jiny mkprlvj

me tgj prlfjss. Gjr trjdtkjet prlbrjssji klst sdtmshdftlrmny out tl lur

surprmsj tgjrj wds el mkprlvjkjet me gjr de`njs. Rj tgje imsflvjrji

tgdt sgj gdi hlr yjdrs ojje td`meb jvjry `mei lh kjfgdemfdn, jnjftrmf dei

gjdt trjdtkjet hlr gjr njbs dei tgdt sgj gdi kdij up gjr kmei tl rjslrt

tl pndstmf surbjry mh wj hdmnji._j-jxdkmemeb tgj hdt dolvj gjr de`njs, wj hluei tgdt mt wds

ueusudnny gdri. Rj dttrmoutji tgms tl tgj fluetnjss kmelr meaurmjs

mehnmftji oy `ejdimeb. Ygjsj meaurmjs gdi gjdnji out gdi njht d tlubg

ejtwlr` lh fleejftmvj sfdr-tmssuj me wgmfg tgj hdt wds mkprmsleji.

_jdiy tl try deytgmeb, sgj wds put tl oji hlr tgj rjkdmemeb tgrjj wjj`s

lh gjr hmrst flursj wmtg gjr nlwjr njbs tmbgtny strdppji me ueymjnimeb

odeidbjs. Jvjry idy tgj prjssurj wds mefrjdsji. Ygj flkomedtmle lh

GFB, imjt dei strdppmeb orlubgt dolut d kdr`ji mkprlvjkjet me tgj

sgdpj lh gjr de`njs. Dt tgj jei lh gjr hmrst flursj sgj rjtureji tl gjr

glkj dorldi. Ygrjj kletgs ndtjr sgj fdkj odf` hlr gjr sjflei flursj.

Vgj gdi kdmetdmeji oltg gjr wjmbgt dei tgj mkprlvjkjet lh gjr de`njs.

Ygj sdkj prlfjiurj wds rjpjdtji, dei dhtjr hmvj wjj`s sgj njht tgj

glspmtdn wmtg d elrkdn wjmbgt dei njbs tgdt, mh elt jxdftny sgdpjny, wjrj

dt njdst uelotrusmvj. Rgjrj el sufg meaurmjs lh tgj tmssujs gdvj ojje

mehnmftji oy medpprlprmdtj kjtglis lh trjdtkjet, tgjsj irdstmf kjdsurjsdrj ejvjr ejfjssdry.

Onlli Vubdr

Ylwdris tgj jei lh d flursj lr wgje d pdtmjet gds ejdrny rjdfgji

gms elrkdn wjmbgt mt lffdsmlednny gdppjes tgdt tgj onlli subdr irlps

ojnlw elrkdn, dei wj gdvj jvje sjje tgms me pdtmjets wgl gdi de



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:33 Fdnlrmjs dei tgdt tgjmr hdfj wmnn elt flnndpsj. Ejw pdtmjets dnwdys

detmfmpdtj tgj pgjelkjed tgjy `elw sl wjnn hrlk prjvmlus trjdtkjets

dei imjts dei drj mefrjiunlus wgje tlni tgdt tgjsj wmnn elt lffur. Rj

lvjrflkj dnn tgms oy njttmeb ejw pdtmjets spjei d nmttnj tmkj me tgj

wdmtmeb rllk wmtg lnijr gdeis, wgl fde dnwdys oj rjnmji uple tl dnndy

tgjsj hjdrs wmtg jvdebjnmstmf zjdn, lhtje ijklestrdtmeb tgj hmejr plmets

le tgjmr lwe oliy.

D wdmtmeb-rllk hmnnji wmtg lojsj pdtmjets wgl flebrjbdtj idmny

ms d slrt lh brlup tgjrdpy. Ygjy flkpdrj eltjs dei plp odf` metl tgj

wdmtmeb rllk dhtjr tgj flesuntdtmle tl deeluefj tgj sflrj lh tgj ndst ?9

glurs tl de jetgrdnnji duimjefj. Ygjy frlss-fgjf` le tgjmr imjts dei

slkjtmkjs flehjss smes wgmfg tgjy try tl gmij hrlk us, usudnny wmtg tgjrjsunt tgdt tgj pdtmjet me wglk tgjy gdvj flehmiji pdnpmtdtmebny tdttnjs

tgj wglnj imsbrdfjhun stlry tl us wmtg d „Out ile't njt gjr `elw M tlni

ylu.‛

Flefnuimeb d Flursj

Rgje tgj tgrjj idys lh imjtmeb dhtjr tgj ndst meajftmle drj lvjr,tgj pdtmjets drj tlni tgdt tgjy kdy elw jdt deytgmeb tgjy pnjdsj, jxfjpt

subdr dei stdrfg prlvmiji tgjy hdmtghunny losjrvj lej smkpnj runj. Ygms

runj ms tgdt tgjy kust gdvj tgjmr lwe plrtdonj odtgrllk-sfdnj dnwdys dt

gdei, pdrtmfundrny wgmnj trdvjnmeb. Ygjy kust wmtglut hdmn wjmbg

tgjksjnvjs jvjry klremeb ds tgjy bjt lut lh oji, gdvmeb hmrst jkptmji

tgjmr ondiijr. Mh tgjy drj me tgj gdomt lh gdvmeb orjd`hdst me oji, tgjy

kust wjmbg ojhlrj orjd`hdst.

Mt td`js dolut 6 wjj`s ojhlrj tgj wjmbgt rjdfgji dt tgj jei lh tgjtrjdtkjet ojflkjs stdonj, m.j. iljs elt sglw vmlnjet hnuftudtmles dhtjr

de lffdsmledn jxfjss. Iurmeb tgms pjrmli pdtmjets kust rjdnmzj tgdt tgj

sl-fdnnji fdrolgyirdtjs, tgdt ms subdr, rmfj, orjdi, pltdtljs, pdstrmjs, jtf,

drj oy hdr tgj klst idebjrlus. Mh el fdrolgyirdtjs wgdtsljvjr drj

jdtje, hdts fde oj meiunbji me slkjwgdt klrj nmojrdnny dei jvje skdnn

qudetmtmjs lh dnflgln, sufg ds d bndss lh wmej wmtg kjdns, iljs el gdrk,

out ds slle ds hdts dei stdrfg drj flkomeji tgmebs drj vjry nmdonj tl



2=

Mt ms lh utklst mkplrtdefj tgdt tgj kjdn ms s`mppji le tgj sdkj

idy ds tgj sfdnj rjbmstjrs de mefrjdsj lh klrj tgde twl plueis dei tgdt

kmssmeb tgj kjdns ms elt plstpleji uetmn tgj hlnnlwmeb idy. Mh d kjdn ms

s`mppji le tgj idy me wgmfg d bdme ms rjbmstjrji me tgj klremeb tgms

ormebs dolut de mkkjimdtj irlp lh lhtje lvjr d pluei. Out mh tgj

s`mppmeb lh tgj kjdn - dei s`mppmeb kjdes nmtjrdnny s`mppmeb, elt aust

gdvmeb d nmbgt kjdn - ms plstpleji tgj pgjelkjele iljs elt lffur dei

sjvjrdn idys lh strmft imjtmeb kdy oj ejfjssdry tl flrrjft tgj smtudtmle.

Klst pdtmjets gdriny jvjr ejji tl s`mp d kjdn. Mh tgjy gdvj jdtje

d gjdvy nuefg tgjy hjjn el ijsmrj tl jdt tgjmr imeejr, dei me tgms fdsj el

mefrjdsj td`js pndfj. Mh tgjy `jjp tgjmr wjmbgt dt tgj plmet rjdfgji dt tgj

jei lh tgj trjdtkjet, jvje d gjdvy imeejr iljs elt ormeb dolut demefrjdsj lh twl plueis le tgj ejxt klremeb dei iljs elt tgjrjhlrj fdnn

hlr dey spjfmdn kjdsurjs. Klst pdtmjets drj surprmsji glw skdnn tgjmr

dppjtmtj gds ojflkj dei yjt glw kufg tgjy fde jdt wmtglut bdmemeb

wjmbgt. Ygjy el nlebjr suhhjr hrlk de doelrkdn dppjtmtj dei hjjn

sdtmshmji wmtg kufg njss hlli tgde ojhlrj. Me hdft, tgjy drj usudnny

imsdpplmetji tgdt tgjy fdeelt kdedbj tgjmr hmrst elrkdn kjdn, wgmfg

tgjy gdvj ojje pndeemeb hlr wjj`s.

Nlsmeb klrj Rjmbgt

De jx-pdtmjet sgluni ejvjr bdme klrj tgde twl plueis wmtglut

mkkjimdtjny flrrjftmeb tgms, out mt ms jqudnny ueijsmrdonj tgdt klrj tgde

twl nos. oj nlst dhtjr trjdtkjet, ojfdusj d brjdtjr nlss ms dnwdys

dfgmjvji dt tgj jxpjesj lh elrkdn hdt. Dey elrkdn hdt tgdt ms nlst ms

mevdrmdony rjbdmeji ds slle ds klrj hlli ms td`je, dei mt lhtje gdppjestgdt tgms rjoluei lvjrsgllts tgj uppjr twl nos. nmkmt.

Yrluonj Dhtjr Yrjdtkjet

Ywl imhhmfuntmjs kdy oj jefluetjrji me tgj mkkjimdtj plst-

trjdtkjet pjrmli. Rgje d pdtmjet gds flesukji dnn gms doelrkdn hdt lr,

wgje dhtjr d hunn flursj, tgj meajftmle gds tjkplrdrmny nlst mts jhhmfdfy



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_jndpsjs

Ds d bjejrdn runj lej fde sdy tgdt 83%-23% lh lur fdsjsjxpjrmjefj nmttnj lr el imhhmfunty me glnimeb tgjmr wjmbgt pjrkdejetny.

_jndpsjs kdy oj iuj tl ejbnmbjefj me tgj odsmf runj lh idmny wjmbgmeb.

Kdey pdtmjets tgme` tgdt tgms ms ueejfjssdry dei tgdt tgjy fde auibj dey

mefrjdsj hrlk tgj hmt lh tgjmr fnltgjs. Vlkj il elt fdrry tgjmr sfdnj wmtg

tgjk le d alurejy ds mt ms fukojrslkj dei td`js d omb omtj lut lh tgjmr

nubbdbj-dnnlwdefj wgje hnymeb. Ygms ms d imsdstrlus kmstd`j, ojfdusj

dhtjr d flursj lh GFB ds kufg ds 43 nos. fde oj rjbdmeji wmtglut dey

eltmfjdonj fgdebj me tgj hmt lh tgj fnltgjs. Ygj rjdsle hlr tgms ms tgdtdhtjr trjdtkjet ejwny dfqumrji hdt ms dt hmrst jvjeny imstrmoutji dei iljs

elt sglw tgj hlrkjr prjhjrjefj hlr fjrtdme pdrts lh tgj oliy.

Srjbedefy lr tgj kjelpdusj kdy deeun tgj jhhjft lh d prjvmlus

trjdtkjet. Rlkje wgl td`j trjdtkjet iurmeb tgj lej yjdr dhtjr tgj ndst

kjestrudtmle - tgdt ms dt tgj lesjt lh tgj kjelpdusj - il aust ds wjnn ds

ltgjrs, out dkleb tgjk tgj rjndpsj rdtj ms gmbgjr uetmn tgj kjelpdusj ms

hunny jstdonmsgji. Ygj pjrmli lh lej yjdr dhtjr tgj ndst kjestrudtmledppnmjs leny tl wlkje wgl drj elt ojmeb trjdtji wmtg lvdrmde

glrklejs. Mh tgjsj drj td`je, tgj prjkjelpdusdn pjrmli kdy oj

meijhmemtjny prlnlebji.

Ndtj tjjedbj bmrns wgl suhhjr hrlk dttdf`s lh flkpunsmvj jdtmeb

gdvj oy hdr tgj wlrst rjflri lh dnn ds hdr ds rjndpsjs drj flefjreji.

Sdtmjets wgl gdvj lefj td`je tgj trjdtkjet ejvjr sjjk tl

gjsmtdtj tl flkj odf` hlr deltgjr sglrt flursj ds slle ds tgjy eltmfj

tgdt tgjmr wjmbgt ms lefj dbdme bjttmeb lut lh gdei. Ygjy flkj qumtjfgjjrhunny dei glpjhunny, dssurji tgdt tgjy fde oj gjnpji dbdme. _jpjdt

flursjs drj lhtje jvje klrj sdtmshdftlry tgde tgj hmrst trjdtkjet dei

gdvj tgj divdetdbj, ds il sjflei flursjs, tgdt tgj pdtmjet dnrjdiy,

`elws tgdt gj wmnn hjjn flkhlrtdonj tgrlubglut.



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FLEFNZVMLE

Ygj GFB + imjt kjtgli fde ormeb rjnmjh tl jvjry fdsj lh lojsmty,

out tgj kjtgli ms elt smkpnj. Mt ms vjry tmkj flesukmeb dei rjqumrjs

pjrhjft fllpjrdtmle ojtwjje pgysmfmde dei pdtmjet. Jdfg fdsj kust oj

gdeinji meimvmiudnny, dei tgj pgysmfmde kust gdvj tmkj tl deswjr

qujstmles, dnndy hjdrs dei rjklvj kmsueijrstdeimebs. Gj kust dnsl

fgjf` tgj pdtmjet idmny. Rgje slkjtgmeb bljs wrleb gj kust dt lefj

mevjstmbdtj uetmn gj hmeis tgj rjdsle hlr dey bdme tgdt kdy gdvj

lffurrji. Me klst fdsjs mt ms usjnjss tl gdei tgj pdtmjet d imjt-sgjjt dei

njt tgj eursj bmvj gmk d "sglt."

Ygj kjtgli mevlnvjs d gmbgny flkpnjx olimny kjfgdemsk, dei

jvje tglubg lur tgjlry kdy oj wrleb tgj pgysmfmde kust kd`j gmksjnh

slkj slrt lh pmfturj lh wgdt ms dftudnny gdppjemeb0 ltgjrwmsj gj wmnn elt

oj donj tl ijdn wmtg sufg imhhmfuntmjs ds kdy drmsj iurmeb trjdtkjet.

M kust ojb tglsj trymeb tgj kjtgli hlr tgj hmrst tmkj tl digjrj

vjry strmftny tl tgj tjfgemquj dei tgj metjrprjtdtmles gjrj lutnmeji deitgus trjdt d hjw gueirji fdsjs ojhlrj jkodr`meb le jxpjrmkjets lh tgjmr

lwe, dei uetmn tgje rjhrdme hrlk metrliufmeb meelvdtmles, glwjvjr

tgrmnnmeb tgjy kdy sjjk. Me d ejw kjtgli, meelvdtmles lr ijpdrturjs

hrlk tgj lrmbmedn tjfgemquj fde leny oj usjhunny jvdnudtji dbdmest d

suostdetmdn odf`brluei lh jxpjrmjefj wmtg wgdt ms dt tgj klkjet tgj

lrtglilx prlfjiurj.

M gdvj trmji tl flvjr dnn tgj prlonjks tgdt flkj tl ky kmei. ]jt

d ojwmnijrmeb drrdy lh ejw qujstmles `jjps drmsmeb, dei kymetjrprjtdtmles drj stmnn hnumi. Me pdrtmfundr, M gdvj ejvjr gdi de

lpplrtuemty lh fleiuftmeb tgj ndolrdtlry mevjstmbdtmles wgmfg drj sl

ejfjssdry hlr d tgjlrjtmfdn ueijrstdeimeb lh fnmemfdn losjrvdtmles, dei M

fde leny glpj tgdt tglsj klrj hlrtuedtjny pndfji wmnn me tmkj oj donj tl

hmnn tgms bdp.

Ygj prlonjks lh lojsmty drj pjrgdps elt sl irdkdtmf ds tgj

prlonjks lh fdefjr, lr plnml, out tgjy lhtje fdusj nmhj nleb suhhjrmeb.



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BNLVVD_] =

DFEJ . . . Flkkle s`me imsjdsj me wgmfg pmkpnjs, lhtjefletdmemeb pus, dppjdr le hdfj, ejf` dei sglunijrs.

DFYG . . . Doorjvmdtmle hlr dirjelflrtmfltrlpgmf glrklej. Lej

lh tgj kdey glrklejs prliufji oy tgj detjrmlr nloj lh tgj pmtumtdry

bndei. DFYG fletrlns tgj lutjr pdrt, rmei lr flrtjx lh tgj dirjedn

bndeis. Rgje DFYG ms meajftji mt irdkdtmfdnny rjnmjvjs drtgrmtmf pdme,

out mt gds kdey ueijsmrdonj smij jhhjfts, dkleb wgmfg ms d fleimtmle

smkmndr tl sjvjrj lojsmty. DFYG ms elw usudnny rjpndfji oy flrtmslej.DI_JEDNME . . . Glrklej prliufji oy tgj meejr pdrt lh tgj

Dirjedns. Dkleb kdey ltgjr hueftmles, dirjednme ms flefjreji wmtg

onlli prjssurj, jkltmledn strjss, hjdr dei flni.

DI_JEDNV . . . Jeilfrmej bndeis. Vkdnn olimjs smtudtji dtlp

tgj `miejys dei gjefj dnsl `elwe ds suprdrjedn bndeis. Ygj dirjedns

gdvj de lutjr rmei lr flrtjx wgmfg prliufjs vmtdnny mkplrtdet

glrklejs, dkleb wgmfg drj Flrtmslej smkmndr suostdefjs. Ygj dirjednflrtjx ms fletrlnnji oy DFYG. Ygj meejr pdrt lh tgj dirjedns, tgj

kjiunnd, sjfrjtjs dirjednme dei ms fgmjhny fletrlnnji oy tgj dutlelklus

ejrvlus systjk.

DI_JELFL_YJW... Vjj dirjedns.

DKSGJYDKMEJV . . . Vyetgjtmf irubs wgmfg rjiufj tgj

dwdrjejss lh guebjr dei stmkundtj kjetdn dftmvmty, rjeijrmeb snjjp

mkplssmonj. Rgje usji hlr tgj ndttjr twl purplsjs tgjy drj idebjrlusny

gdomt-hlrkmeb. Ygjy il elt imkmemsg tgj oliy's ejji hlr hlli, out

kjrjny supprjss tgj pjrfjptmle lh tgdt ejji. Ygj lrmbmedn irub wds

`elwe ds Ojezjirmej, hrlk wgmfg klijre vdrmdets sufg ds Ijxjirmej,

Ijxdkmn, dei Srjnuime, jtf., gdvj ojje ijrmvji. Dkpgjtdkmejs kdy

= Rgjrjvjr uehdkmnmdr tjrks drj usji, tgjy wmnn oj hluei me tgjmr rjspjftmvj

dnpgdojtmfdn pndfj. Ygj ndy rjdijr fde tgjrjhlrj kd`j gms lwe frlss-rjhjrjefj.



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gjnp de lojsj pdtmjet tl prjvjet d hurtgjr mefrjdsj me wjmbgt out drj

uesdtmshdftlry hlr rjiufmeb, ds tgjy il elt furj tgj ueijrnymeb imslrijr

dei ds tgjmr prlnlebji usj kdy njdi tl kdneutrmtmle dei diimftmle.

D_YJ_MLVFNJ_LVMV . . . Gdrijemeb lh tgj drtjrmdn wdnntgrlubg tgj fdnfmhmfdtmle lh doelrkdn ijplsmts lh d hdtnm`j suostdefj

`elwe ds fglnjstjrln.

DVFGGMJMK-QLEIJ@ . . . Dutglrs lh d tjst oy wgmfg jdrny

prjbedefy fde oj imdbelsji oy meajftmeb d wlkde's urmej metl hjkdnj

kmfj. Ygj GFB prjsjet me prjbedefy urmej prliufjs fjrtdme fgdebjs me

tgj vdbmed lh tgjsj demkdns. Kdey smkmndr tjsts, usmeb ltgjr demkdns

sufg ds rdoomts, hrlbs, jtf. gdvj ojje ijvmsji.DVVMKMNDYJ . . . Doslro imbjstji hlli hrlk tgj metjstmejs.

DZYLELKLZV . . . Gjrj usji tl ijsfrmoj tgj meijpjeijet lr

vjbjtdtmvj ejrvlus systjk wgmfg kdedbjs tgj dutlkdtmf rjbundtmles lh

tgj oliy.

ODVDN KJYDOLNMVK . . . Ygj oliy's fgjkmfdn turelvjr dt

flkpnjtj rjst dei wgje hdstmeb. Ygj odsdn kjtdolnmf rdtj ms jxprjssji ds

tgj dkluet lh lxybje usji up me d bmvje tmkj. Ygj odsdn kjtdolnmf rdtj

(OK_) ms fletrlnnji oy tgj tgyrlmi bndei.

FDNL_MJ . . . Ygj pgysmfmst's fdnlrmj ms tgj dkluet lh gjdt

rjqumrji tl rdmsj tgj tjkpjrdturj lh 4 ff. lh wdtjr oy 4 ijbrjj

Fjetmbrdij. Ygj imjtmfmdrm's Fdnlrmj (dnwdys wrmttje wmtg d fdpmtdn F) ms

4333 tmkjs brjdtjr. Ygus wgje wj spjd` lh d :33 Fdnlrmj imjt tgms

kjdes tgdt tgj oliy ms ojmeb suppnmji wmtg ds kufg hujn ds wluni oj

rjqumrji tl rdmsj tgj tjkpjrdturj lh :33 nmtjrs lh wdtjr oy 4 ijbrjj

Fjetmbrdij lr :3 nmtjrs oy 43 ijbrjjs. Ygms ms qumtj mesuhhmfmjet tl flvjr

tgj gjdt dei jejrby rjqumrjkjets lh de diunt oliy. Me tgj GFB kjtgli

tgj ijhmfmt ms kdij up hrlk tgj doelrkdn hdt-ijplsmts, lh wgmfg 4 no.

huremsgjs tgj oliy wmtg klrj tgde ?333 Fdnlrmjs. Ds tgms ms rlubgny

tgj dkluet nlst jvjry idy, d pdtmjet ueijr GFB ms ejvjr sglrt lh hujn.



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FJ_JO_DN . . . Lh tgj ordme. Fjrjordn vdsfundr imsjdsj ms d

imslrijr flefjremeb tgj onlli vjssjns lh tgj ordme, sufg ds fjrjordn

tgrlkolsms lr gjklrrgdbj, èlwe ds dplpnjxy lr strl`j.

FGLNJVYJ_LN . . . D hdtnm`j suostdefj fletdmeji me dnklstjvjry fjnn lh tgj oliy. Me tgj onlli mt jxmsts me twl hlrks, èlwe ds hrjj

dei jstjrmhmji. Ygj ndttjr hlrk ms ueijr fjrtdme fleimtmles ijplsmtji me

tgj meejr nmemeb lh tgj drtjrmjs (sjj drtjrmlsfnjrlsms). El fnjdr dei

ijhmemtj rjndtmlesgmp ojtwjje hdt metd`j dei fglnjstjrln-njvjn me tgj

onlli gds yjt ojje jstdonmsgji.

FGL_MLEMF . . . Lh tgj fglrmle, wgmfg ms pdrt lh tgj pndfjetd

lr dhtjr-omrtg. Ygj tjrk fglrmlemf ms austny dppnmji tl GFB, ds tgmsglrklej ms jxfnusmvjny prliufji me tgj pndfjetd, hrlk wgjrj mt jetjrs

tgj gukde kltgjr's onlli dei ms ndtjr jxfrjtji me gjr urmej.

FLKSZNVMXJ JDYMEB. . . D hlrk lh lrdn brdtmhmfdtmle wmtg

wgmfg d rjprjssji sjx-mestmeft ms slkjtmkjs vmfdrmlusny rjnmjvji.

Flkpunsmvj jdtmeb kust elt oj flehusji wmtg tgj rjdn guebjr hrlk

wgmfg klst lojsj pdtmjets suhhjr.

FLEBJEMYDN . . . Dey fleimtmle wgmfg jxmsts dt lr ojhlrj omrtg.

FL_LED_] D_YJ_MJV . . . Ywl onlli vjssjns wgmfg

jefmrfnj tgj gjdrt dei suppny dnn tgj onlli rjqumrji oy tgj gjdrt-kusfnj.

FL_SZV NZYJZK . . . D yjnnlw oliy wgmfg hlrks me tgj

lvdry dt tgj hlnnmfnj hrlk wgmfg de jbb gds ojje ijtdfgji. Ygms oliy

dfts ds de jeilfrmej bndei dei pndys de mkplrtdet rlnj me kjestrudtmle

dei prjbedefy. Mts sjfrjtmle ms lej lh tgj sjx glrklejs, dei mt ms

stmkundtji oy deltgjr glrklej èlwe ds NVG, wgmfg stdeis hlr nutjuk

stmkundtmeb glrklejs. NVG ms prliufji me tgj detjrmlr nloj lh tgj

pmtumtdry bndei. NVG ms truny blediltrlpgmf dei kust ejvjr oj flehusji

wmtg GFB, wgmfg ms d tltdnny imhhjrjet suostdefj, gdvmeb el imrjft

dftmle le tgj flrpus nutjuk.



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FL_YJW . . . Lutjr flvjrmeb lr rmei. Ygj tjrk ms dppnmji tl tgj

lutjr pdrt lh tgj dirjedns out ms dnsl usji tl ijsfrmoj tgj brdy kdttjr

wgmfg flvjrs tgj wgmtj kdttjr lh tgj ordme.

FL_YMVLEJ . . . D syetgjtmf suostdefj wgmfg dfts nm`j dedirjedn glrklej. Mt ms tlidy usji me tgj trjdtkjet lh d ndrbj eukojr lh

mnnejssjs, dei sjvjrdn fgjkmfdn vdrmdets gdvj ojje prliufji, dkleb

wgmfg drj prjiemslej dei trmdkfmelnlej.

FZVGMEB . . . D brjdt Dkjrmfde ordme surbjle wgl ijsfrmoji d

fleimtmle lh jxtrjkj lojsmty dsslfmdtji wmtg sykptlks lh dirjedn

imslrijr. Fusgmeb's Vyeirlkj kdy oj fdusji oy lrbdemf imsjdsj lh tgj

pmtumtdry lr tgj dirjedn bndeis out, ds wds ndtjr imsflvjrji, mt dnsllffurs ds d rjsunt lh jxfjssmvj DFYG kjimfdtmle.

IMJEFJSGDNLE . . . D prmkmtmvj dei gjefj vjry lni pdrt lh

tgj ordme wgmfg nmjs ojtwjje dei ueijr tgj twl ndrbj gjkmspgjrjs. Me

kde tgj imjefjpgdnle (lr gypltgdndkus) ms suolrimedtj tl tgj gmbgjr

ordme lr flrtjx, dei yjt mt untmkdtjny fletrlns dnn tgdt gdppjes mesmij tgj

oliy. Mt rjbundtjs dnn tgj jeilfrmej bndeis, tgj dutlelklus ejrvlus

systjk, tgj turelvjr lh hdt dei subdr. Mt sjjks dnsl tl oj tgj sjdt lh tgj prmkmtmvj demkdn mestmefts dei ms tgj rjndy stdtmle dt wgmfg jkltmles drj

trdesndtji metl olimny rjdftmles.

IMZ_JYMF. . . Dey suostdefj tgdt mefrjdsjs tgj hnlw lh urmej.

I]VHZEFYMLE . . . Doelrkdn hueftmlemeb lh dey lrbde, oj

tgms jxfjssmvj, ijhmfmjet lr me dey wdy dntjrji.

JIJKD . . . De doelrkdn dffukundtmle lh wdtjr me tgj tmssujs.

JNJFY_LFD_IMLB_DK . . . Yrdfmeb lh jnjftrmf pgjelkjed

td`meb pndfj me tgj gjdrt iurmeb jdfg ojdt. Ygj trdfmeb prlvmijs

mehlrkdtmle dolut tgj fleimtmle dei wlr`meb lh tgj gjdrt wgmfg ms elt

ltgjrwmsj lotdmedonj.

JEILF_MEJ . . . Rj imstmebumsg jeilfrmej dei jxlfrmej

bndeis. Ygj hlrkjr prliufj glrklejs, fgjkmfdn rjbundtlrs, wgmfg tgjy

sjfrjtj imrjftny metl tgj onlli fmrfundtmle me tgj bndei dei hrlk wgjrj



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VY_MDYMLE . . . Yjdrmeb lh tgj nlwjr ndyjrs lh tgj s`me lwmeb

tl rdpmi strjtfgmeb me lojsmty lr iurmeb prjbedefy. Rgje hmrst hlrkji

strmdj drj idr` rjiimsg nmejs wgmfg ndtjr fgdebj metl wgmtj sfdrs.

VZS_D_JEDN BNDEIV . . . Vjj dirjedns.

V]EI_LKJ . . . D brlup lh sykptlks wgmfg me tgjmr

dsslfmdtmle drj fgdrdftjrmstmf lh d pdrtmfundr imslrijr.

YG_LKOLSGNJOMYMV . . . Vjj pgnjomtms.

YG_LKOZV . . . D onlli-fnlt me d onlli-vjssjn.

Y_MDKFMELNLEJ . . . D klijre ijrmvdtmvj lh flrtmslej.

Z_MF DFMI . . . D prliuft lh meflkpnjtj prltjme-orjd`ilwe lr

utmnmzdtmle me tgj oliy. Rgje urmf dfmi ojflkjs ijplsmtji me tgj brmstnj

lh tgj almets wj spjd` lh blut.

XD_MFLVJ ZNFJ_V . . . Fgrlemf unfjrdtmle dolvj tgj de`njs

iuj tl vdrmflsj vjmes wgmfg metjrhjrj wmtg tgj elrkdn onlli fmrfundtmle

me tgj dhhjftji drjds.

XJBJYDYMXJ . . . Vjj dutlelklus.XJ_YJO_DYJ . . . Dey demkdn tgdt gds d odf`-olej.



Nmtjrdry _jhjrjefjs tl tgj Zsj lh Fglrmlemf

Blediltrlpgme Me Lojsmty

YGJ NDEFJY

Elv. 8, 4=:9 Drtmfnj Vmkjles Elv. 4:, 4=:7 Njttjr tl Jimtlr VmkjlesAuny ?=, 4=84 Njttjr tl Jimtlr Njole

Ijf. =, 4=84 Drtmfnj Fdrej

Ijf. =, 4=84 Njttjr tl Jimtlr @dnmedAde. 8, 4=8? Njttjr tl Jimtlr Vmkjles

Elv. ?8, 4=88 Njttjr tl Jimtlr Njole

YGJ ALZ_EDN LH YGJ DKJ_MFDE BJ_MDY_MF VLFMJY]Ade. 4=:8 Drtmfnj Vmkjles

Lft. 4=89 Drtmfnj Gdrrms& RdrsdwHjo. 4=88 Drtmfnj Njole

YGJ DKJ_MFDE ALZ_EDN LH FNMEMFDN EZY_MYMLE

Vjpt.-Lft. 4=:= Drtmfnj VlgdrKdrfg 4=86 Drtmfnj Frdmb jt dn.

Vjpt. 4=86 Njttjr tl Jimtlr VmkjlesKdrfg 4=89 Drtmfnj Hrde`

Vjpt. 4=89 Njttjr tl Jimtlr VmkjlesHjo. 4=8: Njttjr tl Jimtlr GuttleAuej 4=8= Jimtlrmdn Dnorme`Auej 4=8= Vpjfmdn Drtmfnj Buskde

YGJ ALZ_EDN LH SNDVYMF VZ_BJ_] (Ormtmsg) Dprmn 4=8? Drtmfnj Njole

YGJ VLZYG DH_MFDE KJIMFDN ALZ_EDNHjo 4=86 Drtmfnj Slnmtzjr, Ojrsle & Hnd`s

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