dhhgbshd muo srue/// trchhyx ertpy tubygr vnxphe eghr

acy ,ag"tFeb. ‘11 . No. 80 .

sh vhhnhag trchhyx ertpy pui"vnxphe eghr" thz trhhi thi ckhgbsiauutubd sgo ntbty nhy sh xyghywxctaygyhdubd pui ti thhdgbgtphmhgkg "ghya/ ghya/ gh/"yrgbhrubd prtdrto tubygr shtdgbyur' t srtntyhag tui abgkgsgrdrhhfubd uutx tbyaprgfy muvgkpi sh tdgbyur ayhhdi vgfgr tuidhfgr thi tkg "vtuo eghr"prtdrto ngdkhfehhyi cx"s/

thi t mhhy tpabhy pui ckuhzntbtyi vty "vnxphe eghr" nmkhjdguugi nhy druhx xhhg,t sanht mucteungi ctaygyhdubd pui "bhu htrexyghy vgky sgptryngby" mutbphri tzt thhdgbg yrgbhrubdprtdrto' tz ngi ztk egbgi nuayhri"vtuo vgky ghs" aytc nhydkhsgrchh zhl thi sh tdgbyur tui sgrnhyptrzhfgri sh cgxyg grptkd tuidgyrhhxyg dgvhkpi/

auhi prhgr vty "vnxphe eghr"tbdgphry nhy ti thhdgbg yrgbhrubdprtdrto ptr "ph/ xh/ gh/" dgvhkpi'uutx zgbgi nuayhry thi pgrzgbkhfgvhk; tcgr zgbgi ctdrgbhmy thidgzubyvhhy vhk; pubemhgx/ sh xyghyvgky sgptryngby thz dguugi zhhgrmuprhsi sgrpui' nhyvtkybshduuhtzuh mgbskhdgr tzgkfg dgvhkpitubygr "vnxphe eghr" dhhgi truhxytd ygdkhl mu zhhgrg ptzhmhgx tuivgkpi truhx sh ctyrgpbsg ngbyaidgyrhh tui prtpgxhtbtk/

tkx rgzukyty' uugi gx thzdgeungi mu sh phk vgfgrg aytpkpui "ghya/ ghya/ gh/'" tui "vnxpheeghr" vty ctuuhzi tvgrmuaygki ti

thhdgbg prtdrto mu yrgbhri shstzhdg dgvhkpi tuhl thi dguuhxgngshmhbhag tui ekhbhag pubemhgx'kuhy tkg rgduktmhgx tuiptrarhpyi' vty sh xyghy vgkysgptryngby stx duy ctdrhxy tuidgdgci sh tphmhgkg ctaygyhdubdsgrptr/

"uugi su vtxy ti thhdgbg ghya/ghya/ gh/ prtdrto' uuhhxyu zhhgrduy uutx su egbxy tvgraygki' sh

cgxyg euutkhygy aytcnhydkhsgr'" ztdy nrx/ uuhsgr ,jhw'sh pgks buhrx pui "vnxphe eghr/"uugi nhr ahei truhx "tubzgrg ghya/ghya/ gh/ dgvtkpi' uugki zhh yti tduyg tui drubykhfg trchhy/"

"vnxphe eghr" thz vhhby muytdx tuhxdgayhdi tkx mgbyrtkgtdgbyur ptr vhk; prtdrtngi thbgodgchy pui vgky tui hungi xgruuhxgxuutx uugri tvgrdgaygky nhywi

thhbhdi mhk mu ptrcrhhygri shngdkhfehhyi pui xgruuhri ekhgbyicsrl fcus chh zhl thi ayuc/ thiprhgrshdg mhhyi vtci sh "vtuoeghr" prtdrtngi pubemhtbhryptrtkgk nhy tkg vhk; prtdrtngitubygr "vnxphe" thi tkdgnhhi/tcgr nhywi druhxi dgcruhl ptr shvtuo eghr prtdrtngi' tui sh druhxg

sh "btmhtbtkg vgky eghr"rgptro uutx etbdrgx tuiprgzhsgby tctnt vtci nhyntxhuug ptkhyhag srue surfdgphryfngy t htr murhe thz sh uutfitbdgeungi mu t erhyhai uugbspubey'tuhxayhhgbshd ti grbxyi erhzhx puimuuhh vuhpy rhfyubdgi: sgrpgsgrtkgr dgrhfy xhxygo thimgbskhdgr xyghyx' tui sh bhhg

rgpuckhetbgr ngrvhhy thietbdrgx/

thi zgkci mhhy' nhywi tbeuo puihtbutr sgr 1wygr knxpro' zgbgiauhi teyugk trhhi thi ertpy tprhag xgrhg pubeyi pui sgorgptro pgek' yhhk nhy ngrptzhyhuug ayrhfi uutx egdbgrctmhhfgbgi tkx mu yhhgr ptrwiayhhgrmtkgr' tui yhhk nhybgdtyhuug ayrhfi uutx ayhmgrctmhhfgbgi tkx buhyhd mu vgkpisgei sh etxyi pubgo dtbmi rgptrodgzg./

ptr "vnxphe" aytcnhydkhsgr thz st thhi shrgeygtpektbd pui tctntwx vgky eghr'tz sh "g;/ gx/ gh/" vhk; mu vgkpisgei sh etxyi pui ngshmhbgi tuivgky eghr tuhxdtci' thi ptrgo puit sgchy etryk' vty cteungi bhhgayrgbdg rgduktmhgx' sh vuhpysgrpui tz ngi uugy bhay egbgictmtki sgrnhy "tuugr sh etubygr"

ngshmhbgi tui vgky prtsueyi xhhsingi vty t prgxerhcati sgrptr/thhi thhbmhdg tuhxbto thz st'thbxukhi' uutx nwegi euhpi sgrnhytphku ti t prgxerhcati/

sh bhhg rgduktmhgx' tbdgphrysurl sh "thh/ tr/ gx/" ayhhgrtdgbyur' zgbgi dgmhky mu rgsumhri

( 8 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

"vgky eghr rgptro" thi dgptrpui uutexbsg dgrhfy ektdgx tui

rgpuckhetbgr etbdrgx etbyrtkbhhg ptrarhpyi chh "g;/ gx/ gh/" etryk pui vnxphe xyg; - 5/2$ chkhti thi prhag

ptrntxuyhek ayhhgri - aphygkgr ptrkhri shxetuby tuh; ngshmhbgi egdi grbxyg njku,chh ehbsgr - %05 shxetuby ptr "ngsheghr" dgbhxgr thi ngshmhbhag "stbty ktl"

gcus, veusa:

trchhyx ertpy tubygr "vnxphe eghr" ctaygyhdycx"s ptr thhdgbg "ghya/ ghya/ gh/" yrgbhrubdgi

szatc tpkhetmhgx ckhgi chh "vnxphe eghr" - uutexbsg mtk napju, dgvtkpi surl sh dgyrhhg tui vhhnhag dgvhkpi - bhhg"xgruuhx ettrshbghytr" tuhpdgbungi thi rtekgbs ptr "buhrxhbd uughuugr"

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sh xngygbghaug, sw fvr; "ghi"//////////////////////////////////////////////////5

sh khfyhdg ayrtki///////////////////////////////////////////////////81

bhhg rgnp thi erh, hutk//////////////////////////////////////82

ayushgx tui ctrhfyi//////////////////////////////////////////////41

shrgeytr ehrangr chh vnxphe//////////////////////2

ptgzhg: yrhy chh yrhy//////////////////////////////////////////62

dhhgbshd muo srue///>c"v gbskhl cteuny wvnxphe

pgnhkh eghrw t vgfgrubd' yhhk tuh;murhe chz 80w/ ngr uugy btfeungi/

> "go/ tr/ thh/" ygxyi eungibgbygr mu vgkpi ftpi "tuyhzo"tcgr nwstr; btl prhag ayushgx/

> sh mtk kgrgr tui ygrtphxyiptr xpgmhgkg ehbsgr gruutrygymu ayhhdi txtl thi btbyg htri/

> vgky drupgx kuhci pgygrxtiarhy tpmukhhdi tuh; ktbdg ntbtyi"vhhsrtprgehbd" dtz drtcubdgi thish bhu htregr egyxehk cgrd/

> xuprho etury dhy drhbg khfyptr etktnchg aukg tui aphytkwx3/6$ chk/ vtrkgo etnpkgex pkti/

> "ngsheghr auuhbsk" drhhfychz 521$ chk/ t htr' ayurgny bhhgretbdrgx vgky etnhyg ag; prgstpyti' "tui nwuugy dhhi thi erhd/"

> t bhhg btmhtbgkg etnphhi"thl chi btrntk" mhky btl ngr muptrcgxgri dgphki tui ctmhtubdgimu xpgmhgkg auutfehhyi/

> 003 nhk/ dkuetz ygxy xyrhpivtci t rhetk mukhc ngdkhfg drhhzi/nwztk rupi "gcty" 4325-844-008/

>vgky tsuutetyi rupi bhhgohtr knxpro "sh htr pubgo drhbmhhd"mu rgsumhri sh thcgruutd gphsgnhg/

>"bhbygbst" thz tuhl nusv thijurci ygfbtktdhg' ztdbshd tz wD-3wptrtkhzhry ehbsgrwx tuhdi tui nuj/

> "ntuby xhhbth"aphytk uugyuuhsngi 11w mu ptrcrhhygri ktetkgprhhngrh eghr ekhbhex truo sh xhyh/

> 000'002 ptphri eungi ti hgsiytd muo bhu htre ngsheghs xhxygo`cttnyg uuhki dhhi gkgeyrtbha' dhl/

> "vsxv" nuz mtki 5 nhk/ aw muptrdhyhdi t auutfg ntng tui ehbs/

> tehuptbyaur egi ngdkhl zhhiduy ptr "gnckhtphg" )kghzh-tuhd('thi grayg ayushgx` nwstr; ngr/

> 1 pui 6 tngrhetbgr uugri thtr ertbe pui ptrstrcgbg gxi/

> vtktbs ayushg mhhdy nwztkgbsgra bgngi xhbyrths chhbtfy uuhmuprh steyuhrho atr; sgregdi/

2vnxphe dtzgy| acy ,ag"t

sgr gvrpukgr tui dgyrhhgrnhhe ehrangr thz ktbd bhay ehhibhhgx chh vnxphe' tui vnxphe thzbhay ehhi btuuhbg chh tho/ t mhregmhreg pui muutbmhd htr thz auhitpdgktpi zhby gr thz btbyctprhhbsgy dguutri nhy vnxphe tuish ehbsgr tui napju, uugngi shtdgbyur xgruuhry' tui shprhhbyatpy uugry tk. btbygr tuivtrmhdgr/

tmhbs thz dgeungi t dgkgdbvhhymu ktzi sgntbxyrhri sh btbyatpythi puki zhi pui uutry' nhy tnthgxygyhag vnxphe tuhpbtngptr nr/ ehrangr' thi gvrg pui zhhitbeuo muo vgfxyrtbdhei ptzhmhgtkx "shrgeytr" pui sh "vtsxtiuugkh sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/'" sh xyghy tphxptr xpgmhgkg vhk; thi dtbmi rthtipui trtbsza' rtekgbs' uugxy-agxygr' tui btl trunhdg etubyhx/

tkx "sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/" shrgeytrvty nhhe ehrangr stx kgmyguutry thi tkg ktetkg ctakuxi tuituhytrhygy tuh; xpgmhgkg vhk;

thi sgo rthti' uutu gx dgphby zhlvhhby mu ytdx sh ngrxyg yhhkvgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx tubygrvnxphe/ sh tuhpbtng thzptrdgeungi thi sh prtfypukgvnxphe dgchhsg chho trhhbdtbd pui

erh, hutk' tuh; 1 vnxphe uugh/sgr gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr nu"v

nthr uugryvhhngr vh"u tui phrbsgaytc nhydkhsgr vtci tpdguutrysgo dtxy chho vuhpy trhhbdtbd mush dgchhsg' tui zhl uutrho ctdrhxy

nhywi shrgeytr/mu ntfi sgo rhfyhdi "crufho

vctho" tui tpdgci stx rhfyhdgrgxpgey' thz sgr dtxy graytrhhbdgphry dguutri thi mgbyrtkiztk pubgo "sgh vgchkhyghati"

tuhpwi grayi ayte pui sh dgchhsg/stry vty tkgngi tpdguutry tigrbxyg thcgrrtaubd' nhy shetbxungrx tuhxdgaygky thivgrkhfg trsgbubd' tuh; sh muuhhzhhyi' sh pkgmgr tui uugbysgetrhry nhy tngrhetbgrpgbskgl tui prhhkhfg ahksi muodruhxi dtxy/

sh aytc nhydkhsgr tuingbgszagr' thi aph. pubgo ytdxgruuhxgx shrgeytr nu"v hutkprhgsnti vh"u' vtci dgvtkyi tnuxygrvtpyg trsgbubd uugi sh "sghvgc" etbxungrx vtci zhl ctdrhxynhy ehrangr' uugkfgr egi zhl auhiktbdg htri nhy t druhxi yhhkvnxphe etbxungrx – yhhk tphku puiuugi zhh zgbgi btl dguugi yhhgrgphmkgl ehbsgr thi sh uuhdi/ thhietbxungr vty tphku dgbungi sgonhertpti thi vtby tui tphmhgkthhbdgkhhygy sgo ctzul' mu vhkfhdgtpktshxngbyi pui tkg ptrztnkyg/

cakunv ak nkfu,:

vnxphe tbyptbdy "sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/" shrgeytrnhhe ehrangr chh prtfypukg tuhpbtng thi erh, hutk

vgrkhfg prhaytd dgprtuugy btl ctzul thi "sgh vgc" - zfrubu, pui vrc bjuo ktxehi z"k tkx graygr shrgeytr pui "shbuc tubzgrvhho"


sh mgbyg' sh mgbyg' uutu zgbgish htri dgktpi? sgr kuj ztdy pra,peush ac, aekho ,ag"t' tui xwthzauugr mu dkhhci ngi vtky auhibtftntk st/

tcgr chh vnxphe dkhhcy ngiauhi thhbntk' vtkybshd prha chhotrtbszahri sh hgrkhfg "ac,

v,jzeu," ptr gkygri ahjhu puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr' tmhbs muo mgbyintk cx"s' tui stx ntk yteg thi shxtng prhhkhfg ygd pui jusa tsranrchi cu canjv/ tkzt' sgrvnxphe ac, v,jzeu, prtdrtouugy vhh-htr ptreungi to hrmv swcruc ptr uvsr' ac, eusa prw

peush' ac, aekho' grc rta jusatsr cw/

ptr sgo dgvuhcgbgo muztn-eubpy vty vnxphe tpdgshbdgi shprtfypukg "stkyag vtygk" thicgxehbd rhsza' bhu szagrxh' truo tagv uugd pui sh drgxgrg thshagdgdbygr thi bhu htre/ sgr vtygk

thz dguutri dgshbdgi ptr vnxphe'vubsgry prtmgby tuhxakhxkhl'bhay vtcbshd hgbg ygd ehhi auotbsgrg dgxy/

kuhy uuh gx dhy thcgr nrx/eyhbt ,jhw' uugkfg ayhhy thi aph.pubgo "ac, v,jzeu," prthgeyzhby gx thz dgdrhbsgy dguutri thi,ax"s' thz tuh; vhh-htr gruutrygyt drgxgrg mtk gkygri ahjhu muodruhxi muztneubpy' uuhctks cnalsgo htr zgbgi trhhbdgeungi thi shvnxphe ptnhkhg t druhxg mtk bhhgnapju,/ tuhl uugy sgr ac,v,jzeu, zhhi thhi mgbyrtkgmuztneubpy ptr tkg gkygri ahjhu'ztdy sh ettrshbghytr' tbayty shctzubsgrg ac, prtdrtngi pui shkgmyg muuhh htr/

yrtbxptrytmhg uugry mudg-aygky tunzhxy ptr sh napju, thivhhnhag dgdbygr mu egbgi eungimuo ac, v,jzeu, drhbdgrvhhy tuiagpi nbujv tui anjv/ sh"eghygrhbd" uugy th"v tuhl vhh-htrzhhi pui agbxyi tui cgxyi' tubygrsh ayrgbdg vadjv tui nhywi nadhj

,nhsh pui "uugs vfaru, erh, hutk'"sh tphmhgkg faru, tuhytrhygy pui"vnxphe" uugi tui uutu thngr/

btl t nadhj ,nhsh tuhpwi pkt.uugy th"v zhhi sgr nadhj fkkh rujbhpui vnxphe' vr"r vkk yhhykcuhoakhy"t' uuh hgsi htr' mu ayhhi gkvnanr tz tkgx ti ehhi paru,uugry dgphry tuh; sh vgfxygxytbstryi cesuav uyvrv/

tmhbs gbshdy ngi mu sh kgmygthhbmkvhhy ptrwi prtdrto'kgbdtuhx sh ygd pui prhhytd' ac,eusa' numth ac"e rta jusa' tuizubytd thbsgrprh' tkgx tvgr-dgaygky muo uutuhkzhhi' muprhsb-vhhy tui ruthdehhy pui sh jaucggkygri ahjhu/

sh vnxphe xgruuhx ettrsh-bgytrx thi tkg dgdbygr' thi aph.pui sh ettrshbghytr nrx/ eyhbt,jhw' uugki thi sh eungbshdg ygd zhhiptrchbsi nhy sh jaucg gkygriahjhu thcgr tkgx uutx tbctktbdymuo ac, v,jzeu, prtdrto tuitkgx tuhxtrchhyi ctmhhybx gk msvhu,r yuc/

kv,gbd c,gbudho:

01wyg hgrkhfg "vnxphe ac, v,jzeu," ptrgkygri ahjhu eungbshdi ac, aekho vcgk"y

vnxphe shbdy tuhxakhxkhl truhx "stkyag vtygk" thi bhu szagrxh

bhu htre xyghywx "tphx ptrngbyai nhy sguugktpngbykshxgchkhyhx" )"tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/"thi dtzgy ptrktb.( dhhy uuhhygr thiuugd nhy gkhnhbhri sh tntkhdgctbu. pubgo "ngbyk rhytrsghati"tuhxsrue/

sh xyghy tdgbyur vty auhi shbhhg btngi zhby tbvuhc zungr/apgygr vty etbdrgx surfdgphryt dgzg. mu yuhai hgbg tuhxsrue' tuiprgzhsgby tctnt vty gx ctkstubygrdgarhci/ btl xyghywx dhhgithi zgkci rhfyubd' sgrubygr bhuszagrxh tui btl/

tmhbs vty sh xyghy dgbungi tyrhy uuhhygr' mu yuhai sh ptphri tuisteungbyi pui sh tdgbyur' tz uugish tdgbyur ahey truhx steungbyiztk gx tbvuhci mu dhhi tuh;"kgygrvgsx" nhywi bhhgo btngi/tkx yhhk pubgo xyghy dgzg. thzdgarhci dguutri ngi ztk bhaytuugeuutrpi sh tkyg ptphri mukhcsh bhhg cgxgrg tuhxsruei' uuhhk gxthz t ats sh dgky/ btr gray uugish tkyg sruei vtkyi zhl chho gbshdiztk ngi tbvuhci mu bumi sh prhagsrue-xtryi/

tuhl vty sh xyghy tbdgvuhci mu

yuhai sh tsrgxi ptr gkgeyrtbhagetnhubhetmhg chh sh aytcnhydkhsgr pui "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/'"xhh chh sh vuhpy tphxgx thi tkctbh'tui xhh chh sh "sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/"ktetkg churtgi truo sh xyghy/

kuhy t ngksubd pui tkctbh'uugki sh tsrgxi btl ckhhci thipubemhg tuh; sh eungbshdg zgexntbtyi' sgrbtl auhi bhay/ gx thzuuhfyhd stx mu bgngi thi ctyrtfy'uuhctks thhi tbsgrg cufaytc tuh;tzt tsrgx ntfy tunngdkhl ptr shetnhubhetmhg tbmueungi mu mhk/

xpgmhgkg ptraytbs:

xyghy dhhy uuhhygr thi tpdgcingr rgxpgey ptr etbxungrx

3 vnxphe dtzgy| acy ,ag"t

uutry pui sh rgstemhg:* btr crhuugi uutx vtci sgo xhnctk ")-(" chho

tubygrarhpy vtci dgktzy thbptrntmhg chh shrgstemhg' ngr tsgr uuhhbhdgr/ crhuugi ti sgo xhnctkzgbgi ytytk tbtbho tui gx thz bhayt uutx mumukhhditsgr thcgrprgdi/ truo 08 prtmgby crhuugi tuingxgszagx eungi trhhi "tbtbho'" tui yrtmsgo uutxtzuh egi ngi bhay thcgrprgdi tsgr cteungithbptrntmhg' yugi nhr stx rgxpgeyhri cxcr pbhohpu,/

* sh grayg prhtrhygy thi "khhbgrx dtzgy" dhhy mucrhuugi tuh; sh ptxy/ btfsgo dhhy mu crhuugi tuh;ptex' ygkgpti ngxgszagx tui kgcgshdg ygkgptidgaprgfi/

* chho thcgrktzi t ngxgsza tuhpwi ygkgpti thzrtyzto tui abgkgr mu ztdi cehmur pui uutx ngi rgsy'bhay x,o "chyg rupy murhe/"

* muo crhuu arhhcgr uugdi "shhgxyghxhx:" chyg rupysh rgstemhg/

vhk; egdi phk grkhh tkgrdhgx

thi dtzgy ptrhdi jusa vty thhbgr dgprgdy uutxngi yuy chh tkgrdhag rgtemhgx mu "stxy nhhyx'"phhfyehhy' tt"uu/ ty vgry/

t ehbs chh tubz thz dgcuhri nhy gexyrgng tkgrdhagrgtemhgx mu tzgkfg ztfi/ nhr vtci zhl dgnuyagyzhhgr auugr' tuhxygrkha auugr' cnal ktbdg htri/ nhrvtci pruchry "hgsg" rputv tui xdukv' ngshmhbha tui"btyurkhl" tui dgnhay pui chhsg/ nhr zgbgi dguugi chhdruhxg steyuhrho' buyrhatbhxyi' tkgrdhxyi'gbuuhhrtngbytkhxyi' uutx thr egby zhl btr ptraygki/hgsg yrhy ptrtuhx vty dgcrgbdy muuhh yrhy tuh;trubygr – thi thhi uutry' gr vty dtrbhay dgvtkpi/

cnal sh htri vtci nhr tuhxdgdgci ngr uuh pupmiyuhzby stktr' ht' thr vty duy dgvgry' tuh; rputu, tuiprtsueyi mu vgkpi kgzi sh "gbuuhhrtbngbyk tkgrszahx"pui tubzgr ehbs/

vah", vty dgahey sgo rhfyhdi akhj thi ptrgopui sr/ szatuk xgbygr' ti tkygr duygr steytruugkfgr vty t xpgmhgkg grptrubd thi ctegnpitkgrdhgx/ gr vty tphxgx thi ntbrtu tuh; ruy 802'tui thi ntbxh tuh; ruy 95/ sh ygkgpti bungr thintbrtu thz 2880-287-548/ sh ygkgpti bungr thi ntbxhthz 7727-753-548/

zhhi trchhy ctayhhy thi pauywi uugd pui tuhpcuhgi shthnhui xhxygo mu ctvtbskgi sh tkgrdhgx tubygretbyrtk/ gr dhy "atyx'" thhbaprhmi uutx vtci ekhhbgntxi pui sh tkgrdhag tdgbyi' tz sh thnhui xhxygo ztkzhl thhbdguutuhbgi uuhtzuh mu rgtdhri btrntkgr mu shtdgbyi' tui cnal t ktbdg mhhy trchhy sgr uugd c"vcgxgr uuh tkg tbsgrg/

btfwi cteungi tzgkfg "atyx" thcgr t htr –tbvuhc hgsg uutl' btfsgo 2 uutfi' sti hgsi jusa tt"uu– vty tubzgr auhi c"v tuhxdguutexi sh ngrxygtkgrdhgx uutx gr vty dgvty' tui sh chxk uutx grvty btl zgbgi nhks tui xytchk/ stx nhhby rputv thipuki zhi pui uutry' yhhgrg thsi/

sgr sr/ xgbygr dhy tzgkfg atyx ptr gkygrg thsituhl' mu rgsumhri sh tkgrdhag rgtemhgx pui "vghphcgr" tui gbkhfg "xhzti gkgrszahx'" tui sh thhbaprhmitrchhyi phhi c"v/

) - (

t druhxi hhar fuj/// hgsg dtzgy bungr vgkpy nhrtruhx tuh; ftya thhi ztl/ uugdi sh tbprtdg thcgrtkgrdhgx pui ehbsgr mu ayuhc' phhfyehhy' tt"uu' vtcthl thhdgbg grptrubd mu sgrmhhki/

tkx ehbs vtc thl aytre dgkhyi pui "uuhzhbd/" tntkthz gx dgeungi mu tzt nmc tz thl chi dguugi thi"gngrszagbxh ruo" thhbntk btfwi tbsgri' tui sgrsteytr vty dgztdy thl ztk zgvi ti "tkgrszahxy/"

sgr tkgrdhxy vty dgntfy t "vuhy ygxy" tuh;thcgr muuhh vubsgry grkhh gxi tui ayuc ztfi/ shrgzukytyi zgbgi dguugi muo ayuhbgi – nhhi auugrxygtkgrdhg thz dguugi mu sh "etetu rtuya" )HCAOROCOC(armhowkgl/ sgr steytr vty sti dgztdy' tz thl vtcmu sgo bhay ehhi "rgtemhg" btr ti "gexpktuzagi'" tituhprhhx uuh t ctncg' tzuh aytre chi thl dguugitkgrdha mu sh erhfgshdg/

sgr tkgrdhxy' sr/ vhkyti khhynti)NAMTHGIL NOTLYH /RD(' vty dgztdy thl ztk bgngi"gkgrszah atyx" mu rgsumhri sh rgtemhgx pui egrpgrmu sh tkgrdhag ztfi/ gray thz gx dguugi hgsg uutl'sgrbtl hgsg 2 uutfi' tui btfsgo hgsg 4 uutfi' cnalsrhh htr' c"v nhy zhhgr duyg rgzukytyi/

ngi vty dgstrpy truhxbgngi pui vuhz tkgetrpgyi/ pui mhhy mu mhhy vtc thl dgstrpy vtci t"bgchukhhzgr" tchxk' tcgr tuhxgrsgo' cnal sh pupmihtr zhby sgntky' chi thl c"v dgzuby tui aytre tuithl khhsy fngy ngr bhay tuh; ehhi auo tkgrdhgx/

sgr bungr pui sr/ khhynti thz 8084-868-817/ zhhitphx thz thi ptr rteguugh/ gr bgny thbaurgbx' tuituhc nwvty bhay uutx gr bgny dhy gr t duyg prhhz/

nhr zgbgi dguugi chh sr/ xgkygr thi ntbxh' uugkfgrvty nhr dgvhhxi gykhfg ztfi: truhxbgngi sh etrpgypui akt; ayuc' uutai nhhi ehbswx cgy dguutbs nhy"vhhx" uutxgr thhbntk t uutl' bumi t "sh-hunhshphhgr"

)REIFIDIMUHE(' mu rhhbhdi sh vuhz pui ayuhc' tuitrhhbkhhdi sh ntyrtmi thi pkgxyhe/

btfwi yti sh tkg ztfi vtc thl c"v dgzgi zhhgr tduyg ptrcgxgrubd/

) - (

"uuhbygr phbdgrx"

uugdi sh tbprtdg tuh; muertfyg phbdgrx pui uuhbygruugygr' thz st t duyg anhrgf. uutx khhdy t sgeg tuh;sh uutubs gx ztk bhay mueungi uutxgr tui rgzukyhrbsghxurho/

tcgr thi tkdgnhhi uugdi sgo prtckgo' vtc thltntk dgvgry pui ti tkyi steytr' tz uutxgr thz shgrdxyg ztl ptr sh vuhy pui sh vgby thi etkyi xgzti/btfwi pruchri phk grkhh anhrgfmi' tphku etryhzti' vtcthl tbdgbungi zhhi gmv tui gx thz chh nhr dguutri uuh tmuuhhyg btyur/

uugi thl str; etfi' ctei' abhhsi t xtkty' anhrthl euso ti t duyg anhrgf. tuh; sh vtby/ "gsuuh farkpxj" thz duy' chkhd' nhy t vfar/ tuh; sgo yu thl ti"etyti" vgbyaul )xwthz tuhl duy mu aktpi sgrnhy('tui tuh; sgo "shxptzgck" vgbyaul' tui tzuh trchhythl nhy sh vgby' cag, sh vuhy ckhhcy yruei tuinwstr; dtrbhay ztrdi uugdi uutubsi tui uuhhytdi/ gx thzcsue unbuxv/

pauy mu ctahmi sh vuhy uutky ngi dgegby bumi btrsh "shxptzgck" vgbyaul' tcgr sh fgnhetki thbuuhhbhdntfi ertmi sh vgby' sgrhcgr thz tzuh duy mu vtcietyti vgbyaul tubygr sgo/

hhar fuj/

thi gbypgr muo crhuu thi prhgrshdi dtzgy' thcgruutx yuy ngi uugi sh vuhy thz auhi zhhgr yruei tuitphku tchxk muertfy? egi thl mukhhdi pui thhdgbggrptrubd/

nwegi euhpi thi dgagpy txtl anhrgfmi tui"nuhxyarhhzgrx" ptr sh vuhy' tcgr thl vtc dgvgrypui gkygrg ngbyai tz sh cgxyg ztl thz btl tk. shpauyg uutzgkhi/ dtb. kgmybx vtc thl dgptkdy ti gmvpui nhhi ctcg ztk zhhi dgzuby' mu anhri uutzgkhi tuh; shvtby ptrwi aktpi' tui tbyti pktxyhe vgbyaul cnalsh dtbmg btfy/ thl vtc tzuh dgyti muuhh bgfy thi t mh'tui sh tuhxdgyruebyg muertfyg vgby zgbgi dguutri uuhbhh dgcuhri' nna bhay muo dkuhci/ )thhbgr vty nhrdgztdy tz uuhhxg etyti vgbyaul trchhy tuhl tzuh duyuuh pktxyhe/(

ngi str; tcgr dgsgbei xhh uugkfg pui sh gmu,'uutzgkhi tsgrg tbsgrg ztfi' vgkpi btr tuh; gykhfgygd' tui btfsgo str; ngi gx btftntk anhri nhyvgbyaul/ thbygrgxtby thz tuhl sgr ptey' tz shyruegbg vuhy ptxhry btr uuhbygr uuhhk sgntky thz shkupy zhhgr yruei' thi etbyrtxy mu zungr uugi sh kupyvty txtl ngr "hunhshyh" tphku uugi sh kupy thz ektr/

thl vt; thr uugy th"v trhhbkhhdi sh ptr auru,kyuc, vrcho/

) - (

uugdi muertfyg phbdgrx tuo uuhbygr' uutx tsteytr egi bhay vgkpi sgrptr' uuh ctetby' thz mukhhdi t "cgbs ghs" tuhpwi pkt. uutu ngi zgvy gx eunyti grbxyg uutubs/ stx egi tpvtkyi pui uugri grdgr tuirgsumhry sh uuhhytdi/

h/ b/

uugdi uuhbygr uutubsi tuh; sh phbdgrx thz duy 1( anhriuuh tpy sh vgby ztki bhay zhhi tuhxdgyrueby' 2( bhaybumi "shygrszagby" zhhpi x,o tzuh' btr nhy vgbyaul'tui 3( dhhi nhy vgbyaul tuhpwi dtx/

cnal sgo ytd thz duy mu vtkyi "cgbs ghsx" tuh;sh ctyrgpbsg phbdgrx' stx vgkpy egdi sh uuhhytd tui

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ahey crhuu' tsrgx yuhai' thbptrntmhg )tbtbho( mu

"vnxphe dtzgy"


gx uugry bhay grdgr pui hgsg ztl uutx ektpy trhhithi sh vgby' dgcbshd mhhy ptr sh uutubsi mu uugrituhxdgvhhky cx"s/ ngr prteyha uuh "cgbs ghsx" thz shshbg "xuhrszahek yghp" nhy uutx ngi ekgpy mu "dtz-pgsx'" ngi ztk fxsr trunekgci sh uutubsi tui ngi uugyzgvi duyg rgzukytyi c"v/

tuh; chhbtfy thz duy mu anhri sh vgby tui gxtrunuuhekgi nhy dtz-pgs tuh; thcgrbtfy/

) - (

ctbgmiqvhpgrteyhuug cktsgr

thi dtzgy pui jusa fxku vty ngi dgprgdy uugdi titkyg crhuu tuhpmuetfi dgrayi tui yrubegi sh uutxgrsgrpui' tkx nhyk egdi ctbgmi tui egdi gmhru,/ nhrvtci dgvty dgarhci hgbg crhuu' uutx thz trhhi thidtzgy bungr 54' truo srhh htr murhe/

gx trchhy pauy/ ngi etfy tuh; dgrayi' truo tvtkcg dkgzk prhag dgrayi thi t euutry uutxgr/ ngiktzy gx duy etfi/ btfsgo yrubey ngi sh uutxgr truothhi dkgzk t ytd/ ngi str; dgsgbei tz gx vtky zhl duythi prhszahsghr tcgr btr chz tptr ygd tui btfsgouugry gx abgk ptrstrci/

hhar fuj' tui ztk gx zhhi mu rputv/) - (

tpgrhri "ergbht-xhhbgxytuxhx"?

t ekhhi ehbs chh tubz vty "xgszahygk ergbht-xhhbgxytuxhx'" tz sh chhbgr pktygx pubgo etp uutexizhl muztngi prhgr uuh dguugbkhl tui sgrhcgr uugry shegpk ptrkgbdgry chho dgbte/ stx ehbs thz truo 8ntbtyi' tui sgr steytr ztdy tz ngi nuz tpgrhricgptr stx ehbs uugry thhi htr tky/

thl vtc dguutky tbprgdi uutx tbsgrg uuhhxi uugdisgo' uutx ngi vty dgyti' chh uugngi' tui uutx zgbgidguugi sh rgzukytyi pui ht tsgr bhay tpgrhri?

t dguutkshdi hhar fuj pui ptrtuhx/

"ntktxeuo" uutrmkgi

zgvbshd thi vnxphe dtzgy tzuhphk duyg ngshmhbhagthbptrntmhg uutx ngi vgry bhay pui steyuhrho' uuhkthl tbprgdi thcgr t ehbs uugkfgr vty "ntktxeuo"uutrmkgi tuh; sh vuhy/ nhr dhhgi mu t ktetki vuhyxpgmhtkhxy' tcgr uuh ngr ctvtbskubdgi pubgo steytrtkx ngr ptraprhhyi zhl sh uutrmkgi/

nhr uuhki vgri duyg gmu, tui thbptrntmhg uutxnwegi ht yti thcgr sgo prtckgo/

) - (

nhhi zui vty dgvty dgpgrkhfg uutrmkgi uutx zgbgi

dguutri drgxgr tui drgxgr/ btfwi dhhi muo steytr grztk gx "thhbprhri'" zgbgi truhxdgeungi ngr tui ngruutrmkgi/

c"v thl chi tbdgeungi mu vgri uugdi "gpk xhhsgruuhbhdgr'" cgxgr thz "trdtbhag/" ngi yubey thhi tetyti ctk thi sgo tui nwkhhdy gx nhy t "cgbs ghs"tuh; thcgrbtfy/ btl truo muuhh uutfi uugy gx thbdtbmituugedhhi' csue unbuxv c"v/

"th/ gi/ yh/" tubygr"vgky-puhrxy"

thl vtc dguutky uuhxi uutx ngbyai vtci dgytiuugdi druhxg "ytbxhkx/" tubzgr 4whgrhd ehbs vty stx'tui gx ntfy abtrfi chho aktpi/

nhr uuhki sgrhcgr uuhxi uugr gx thz t duygr "th/ gi/yh/" xpgmhtkhxy ptr tzt ztl' tui bgny ti "vgkypuhrxy" thbaurgbx?

hhar fuj') - (

vtr. ektpgbhai

uugdi sh tbprtdg thcgr "vtr. ektpgbhai'" vtc thltntk cteungi sgo dgphk' sh vtr. vty zhhgr aytredgektpy/ thl chi dguugi chho steytr' uugkfgr vtynhl dgahey mu t druhxi etrshtktszahxy/ ]sh btngithz bhay ektr thbgo ptex' rgs/[

sgr steytr vty nhr dgztdy thl vtc "nhhyrgkuugkuu prtukgpx'" tui stx crgbdy sh aytreg vtr.ektpgbhai/ stx thz dguugbkhl bhay dgptrpuk' tui ngistr; ntfi ngr thcubdgi/ tuhc ngi vty t auugrg ptkthz st ngshmhbgi sgrptr/

sh turztfi pui vtr. ektpgbhai egbgi tcgr zhhi tzuhptrahsbtryhd/ ngi str; dhhi mu t steytr ztk stxtubygrzufi tui sgrdhhi pui uutx gx euny/

"crghi xygo" ptr vgr ptrkuxy?

nhr zufi ertbyg thbptrntmhg thcgr t ehbs uutxvty "vhrhbd ptrkuxy" thi ckuhz thhi tuhgr c"v/ xhhuugkfg vhk; tui thbptrntmhg uutky dguugi zhhgr jauc/

ngi vty tubz tuhl rgetngbshry mu "crghi xygo")nuj ayto( ygrtph/ vty thhbgr dgvty vmkjv tuh;sgo pui tzt ztl? uutx yugi steyuhrho? nuz ngi gpgxyti tsgr uugry gx cgxgr nhy sh mhhy?

,zfu knmuu,/

"xyrtchxnux" tuhdi auutfehhy

uugdi sh crhuugi tbprtdgx thcgr "xyrtchxnux"

tuhdi auutfehhyi' vtci nhr dgvty zhhgr duyg grptrubdchh sr/ rtbtks xhuut; )FFOWIS DLANOR /RD( thi bhuszagrxh/ zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz 7877-726-379/

sr/ xhuut; vty tubz aytre truhx dgvtkpgi shdtbmg mhhy/ gr yuy zhl trhhi khhdi thi hgsi ptk mu zgiuutx ngi egi ctn, yugi' tui gr egi vgkpi chh ztfiuutx tbsgrg egbgi bhay/ gr vty tuhl t ngkv tz grtkhhbx thz bhay ehhi fhrurd' nnhkt ayupy gr bhaytunzhxy mu ntfi tpgrtmhgx' btr yuy gxrgetngbshrgi uugi gx pgky yteg tuhx/

thi tubzgr ptk' tphku nhr vtci dguutuxy tz ngistr; xhh uuh ntfi sh tpgrtmhg' vtcgi nhr dgtrcgynhy t duyi "uuhzati ygrtphxy" tui dgpgyay sh tuhdgi)hgsi ytd t muuhhyg – yteg bhay drhbd dguugi(' tuitbdgyti sh "pktx" dkgzgr uutx sgr steytr vtyptrarhci uuhhk gr vty dgvtkyi tz thi tubzgr ptk thzsh tuhdi btl bhay drhhy ptr tpgrtmhg tui ngi str;btl aytrei sh tuhdi fsh sh tpgrtmhg ztk apgygrvtci sh cgxyg rgzukytyi/

sh tpgrtmhg ptr zhl thz cfkk bhay ehhi auugrg ztltui gx thz c"v trhcgr zhhgr phhi/ nhr vtcgi dgbumysgo fhrurd sr/ ntre xyhk )ELEETS KRAM /RD(/ gr vtydgntfy cx"s t phhbg trcgy' tui gr thz tuhl zhhgrtbaygbshd/ gr vty tphxgx thi ntbvgyi tui thi ctrtptre/ sh ygkgpti bungr thz 0089-189-212/

,hf; btl sh tpgrtmhg euey sh tuhdi tuhx tchxkargeguushd tui gx egi zhhi ruhy pui ckuy' tcgr gx dhhyzhhgr abgk surl' tui gx thz fsth uuhhk gx ntfy tuhx tdguutkshdg jhkue tuhpwi zgi tphku ngi str; btl tk.dkgzgr/

hhar fuj ptrwi trhhbkhhdi sh ptr auru, kyuc,vrcho'

) - (

tk. gbypgr muo crhuu uugdi "xyrtchxnux" )ertxstuhdi'( vtc thl dguutky dgci nhhi grptrubd/ nhhi ehbswxchhsg tuhdi zgbgi dguugi zhhgr aytre ertxs/ nhr zgbgidguugi chh sr/ uugbd tui gr vty dgztdy tz btr titpgrtmhg uugy vgkpi' tui tz sh cgxyg mhhy gx mu ytithz uugi stx ehbs thz muuhai 7 tui 01 jsaho/

nhr vtci dgntfy sh tpgrtmhg/ gx vty dgsuhgrytruo t srhh-pgryk agv tui thz trhcgr cakuw c"v tiehhi auo etnpkhetmhgx/

gx vty dgsuhgry cgrl zgex uutfi mu zgvi sgodtbmi yuha' uuhhk gx bgny mhhy chz sh nuxegki pui shtuhdi dguutuhbgi zhl mu muo yuha pui sh tpgrtmhg/ zhhbgtuhdi zgbgi vhhby c"v pgrpgey – vah", ztk vgkpituh; uuhhygr/

) - (

xpgmhtkhxy ptr t "crtl"

nhr uutkyi zhhgr dguutky tbprgdi thcgr t duyinunjv tuh; t "crtl" )vgrbhg( tpgrtmhg/ uugr thzctn, duy ptr sgo' nhy duyg grptrubd?

hhar fuj') - (

aktpi prtckgngi

sgr prtckgo pui uutx nhr rgsi thz ti tpyg ztltui thz auhi gykhfg ntk sgrntby dguutri' btr cgptrgx thz budg ptr zhl khhby ngi bhay tkgx nhy tzuhphktuhpngreztnehhy tcgr thmy crgby auhi sh mhhy/

stx thz sgr prtckgo pui bhay egbgi dgvgrhdaktpi/ gx yhhky zhl thhi thi muuhh yhhki/

1( ngi egi bhay thhbaktpi dgvgrhd tui ngi uutkdgryzhl thi cgy ktbdg agu,/

2( tphku ngi aktpy auhi ht' aktpy ngi bhaydgvgrhd' ngi uugey zhl tuh; pui hgsg ekhhbg dgrusgr' tuiuuhphk nwaktpy btr thz ngi ptry bhay tuhxdgruy muprhchho tuhpayhhi/

thl vtc dguutky prgdi mh thhbgr vty dgvty duyg


grptrubd chh t steytr uutx yuy zhl xpgmhtkhzhri thisgo' tui uuh prhgr nwegi trhhbaygki sh thbptrntmhgtkx cgxgr/

t druhxi hhar fuj pui t aygbshdi khhbgr/

rgstemhg: zgvy sgo eungbshdi crhuu/

ehbswx uuhksg ctuugdubd chho aktpi

euso uuhk thl stbei ptr sh vhkpctrg dtzgy'thcgrvuhpy sh prtdgi tui gbypgrx/

chh tubzgr ayuc thz auhi thhbdgphry' gnykhl' phkggmu, pui vnxphe dtzgy' btfsgo uutx nhr vtci dgzgizhhgr txtl duyg rgzukytyi' tui surfsgo tuhxdgnhyiphkg pkgakgl ngshmhbgi/ muuhai tbsgrg vtci nhrtbdgvuhci mu bumi "yucgreukhhbgo" ptr "xyrgp'""ch-21/" uuhytnhi mu ctruthdi sh auugrg thhbaktpgrxtui surfsgo uutkdgri zhh zhl ngr bhay thi cgy chzapgy' tui btl phk tzgkfg gmu,/ ,zfu knmuu,/

tmhbs' uugdi sgo crhuu thcgr t ehbs uutx ctuugdyzhl uuhks thbnhyi aktpi' gr vtey sgo etp thi ehai'egi zhhgr ngdkhl zhhi tz stx ehbs ztk khhsi pui uugrho)"phbuutrnx"(/ stx crgbdy tho ti tunruthdg akt;/

tubzgrg muuhh pauyg nhykgi ptr sgo uutx vty tubzc"v dgvtkpi zgbgi' 1( bhay gxi muphk zhxehhyi"thcgrvuhpy" gxphrhi egbshx tui sh ktkhx pui zgkciayuhchdi ntygrhtk' tui 2( bumi sh vtngtptyhe rputv"ANIC" uutx trchhy zhhgr duy' csue unbuxv/ ngi str;gx aprhmi 2 ntk t ytd' tui bhay gxi tsgr yrubegi 51nhbuy ptrsgo tui btfsgo/

uugdi sh crhuu thcgr ehbs uutx uutrpy zhl tzuh chhoaktpi' thz gx bhay ehhi zgkygbg ztl/ gx egi eungi puidguuhxg pjsho' uutx ngbyk vgky nunjho egbgi pruchrimu ptrrhfyi/

gx egi tuhl zhhi t ptrgo pui "xhzagr'" thi zgkygbgptki' tui nwegi stx tuhxakhxi surl ntfi ti "th/ th/szah/" ygxy tuhpwi nuj/

) - (

"ngsheghs" vhk; cgptrsh tpkhetmhg

chyg ktzi thbptrnhri kyuc, vrcho' tz thi yhhkptki' uugi thhbgr dhy trhhi ti tpkhetmhg ptr"ngsheghs" tui nwuugry ctaygyhdy sgrptr' thz ngdkhlmu cteungi pui "ngsheghs" yhhk pui sh dgky uutx ngivty tuhxdgdgci pui thhdgbgo yta tuh; dgzubyvhhymuugei thi sh kgmyg srhh ntbtyi cgptrwi trhhbdgci shtpkhetmhg/

sh dgky thz bhay muphk' dguugbkhl btr uuhphk"ngsheghs" tkhhbx ctmtky/ knak t steytr uuhzhyegi zhhi tzuh uuhhbhd uuh mgi stktr' dguutbsi kuhywi muugepubgo tpthbyngby' nmc pubgo ehbs' ts"d/ tcgr gx thzstl thsha dgky/

gx thz rtyzto tbmuprgdi thcgr sh xtrythhbmkvhhyi cag, ngav stry uutu ngi dhy trhhi shngsheghs tpkhetmhg/

) - (

auugrg "yhex" chh t ehbs

thi sh kgmyg jusa mhhy vty tubzgr 6whgrhd ehbstbdgvuhci mu ntfi "yhex" nhy sh tuhdi' aygri' nuhk'btz' tui tuhl tchxk nhy sh euk' fngy ti tuhpvgr/ grmhy truh; sh tuhdi crgngi tui sh aygri muztngi' tuituhl nhy sh btz mhy gr truh;' tsgr gr aprhhy tuhx shbtz kgfgr' sh euku, uutx gr ntfy zgbgi muntk tzuh uuht vuhfg akhbd/

nhr vtci dgprgdy muuhh ehbsgr steyuhrho uutx muyti' vtci chhsg dgztdy nwztk gx thdbtri' gx thz btr t

"surfdtbd'" tui nhr ztki tho dtrbhay ztdi/ t srhygrsteytr vty dgztdy gx egi eungi pui "xyrgp"thbpgemhgx/ nhr vtci tubygrzufy ptr "xyrgp" surl tckuy-ygxy' tui sh rgzukytyi zgbgi dguugi bgdtyhuu/tuhl vty sgr srhygr steytr dgztdy tpar thz fsthmu ntfi ti "go/ tr/ thh/" ygxy tui zgvi tuhc gpgx thzprtckgntyha "thi etp'" tcgr thl nhhi stx thz auhitchxk thcgrdgyrhci mu yti/

auhi muuhh htr murhe vty sgr ehbs tbdgvuhci tzgkfg"yhex'" tcgr nhksgr uuh vhhby' btr nhy sh tuhdi tuiaygri/ nhr zgbgi dguugi chho ctetbyi tuhdi steytr sr/uugbd' tui t steytr thi hgbgo tphx vty tubz dgztdytz gr zgvy t dguuhxg tkgrdhg thi sh tuhdi' tpar stxcrgbdy sh ctuugdubdgi/ gr vty dgdgci yrtpi mu khhdi thish tuhdi' tcgr nhr vtci gx bhay dgbumy uuhhk ctksbtfwi tvhhneungi pui steytr vty zhl sgr prtckgotpdgaygky uuh pui zhl tkhhbx/

thmy muuhh htr apgygr ntfy gr uuhsgr sh zgkcgztfi nhy sh tuhdi tui aygri' mukhhdbshd btl nhy sh btztui nuhk' tui ntsbg euku,/ nhr vtci thmy tbdgvuhci mudgci sh yrtpi thi sh tuhdi' tcgr gx vgkpy bhaysgruuhhk/

uutx thz sgr nvkl?dtrbhay ztdi ptrwi ehbs gr ztktuhpvgri tsgr ht ztdi? rgsi ahhi mu tho tsgr uutrgbginhy ayrgbd? tuhc thz st t ngshmhi ptr tzgkfg ztfitsgr t steytr uutx xpgmhtkhzhry zhl thi sgo dgchyuutky thl zhhgr dguutky uuhxi/

t vtrmhdi stbe pui ptrtuhx') - (

duyg kgemhg pui "uuhhrux kgemhg"

st rgsy thhbgr pui erh, hutk' thl vtc dguutkyztdi t stbe pui yhpi vtr. tuh; sh ptgzhg pui sgojusa' "t uuhhrux kgemhg'" uuhtzuh ngi kgrby zhl tp muonkjn, vhmr pui sh uugd uuhtzuh nhertci tui uuhhruxi phrit erhd egdi sgo dgzubyvhhy pui ngbya thi du; tuiuuhtzuh ngi aktdy stx tp/

tzgkfg ptgzhg zgbgi zhhgr duy egdi sh bxhubu, puivhhbyhdg mhhyi/ phkg "ptunx" thi vnxphe dtzgy zgbgiduy tui dgante' tcgr stx thz dguugi dguutkshd/ khhdytrhhi btl tzgkfg' u,jzebv hshfo/

hhar fuj/

gmhru,? tuutetst!

thl vtc dguutky trhhbdgci ti tunctetbyg gmvptr gmhru, )etbxyhpghati(' pauy mu gxi t rhhpgtuutetst' ti dtrbhay sgrmu' tuh; t khhshdi ntdi dtb.thbsgrprh/ csue unbuxv/

hhar fuj/

haug, sw fvr; "ghi"

vhhkhdg thsgkgl' dgyrhhg auugxygr tui crhsgrkgl'zhhy uuhxi tkg ektr tui zhfgr' tz thhi ytyi vtci nhr'thhi thhbmhdgr' t khcgr' t vtrmhdgr tui t dgyrhhgr' tuiuugr gx zufy tho thz zufv tho mu zgvi/ ty vgry tngavwkg uutx uugy thhl sgo tn, mhhdi' bhay tdgahfyg pui uuhhyi tntk tsgr uutx thl vtc dgvgrytsgr dgkhhby' bhay uutx vty mu nhhi ctcg' ntng tsgrauugxygr ptxhry' bhhi' btr uutx thl vtc tkhhichhdguutuhby/

sgr yhyuk pui sh ngav uutky dgstrpy zhhi "vutcurt unbvhd kfk vcrutho'" "vut curt" gr thz sgr curtuutx ctatpy rputu,' "unbvhd" gr phry tzuhuutubsgrkhl' tz tbayty ti tpgrtmhg ztki zhhbg vhhxgzui ayrtki vhhki "kfk vcrutho'" tz tkg ztki uugridgzuby/

ngav avhw fl vhw/sgr tkngfyhdgr vty tubz cruc rjnhu ujxshu btl

tptr nhhsgkgl ctatbei nhy t zhx hubdgkg kturl hnhouabho yucho/ muo tfyi ytd vty zhl ctzgmy thi zhhi

khbeg thhdgkg dgshfyg drhbg thhygr' bhay uugkbshdtruhxdhhi pui stry/ tkg ctetbyg gmu, tui xduku, uutxhgsgr uuhhxy tz zhh vgkpi' vgkpi yteg' tcgr chz tntx/ knak' uuhai nhy kuhkgl uutxgr' etnhki yhh'btyurkhfg nhkl' ntfi t ntxtza chh sh tuhdi' bumiyrtpi uutx sgr steytr dhy' sh tkg ztfi vtci nhrdgyti' tui btl ztfi' tui zhh vtci dgvtkpi' tchxk ngrtsgr tchxk uuhhbhdgr/

tcgr' sh thhygr thz tk. murhe dgeungi/ ytngrvty zhl dtr dgntfy t ptrehkgf.' uutx vty zhl ytegtpy dgntfy' sgntky thz dguugi mu zhbdgi tui mu ztdi/ shtuhd thz dguutri ruhy tui dgauutki nhy ti thbpgemhg'utux vty tbdgaygey sgo muuhhyi tuhd tuhl/ thitzgkfg ptki vtc thl zhl nna njhw dguugi uuhabshd shvtbhd uutx thz dgrhbgi pui chhsg tuhdi' fwnhhi uutx sgitbsgra egi t ntng yti thi tzt ptk///?

vfkk' sh mhhy ruey zhl' stx ehbs thz auhi c"vphbg;' zgex tui sti tuhl auhi zhci ntbtyi' tui shthhygr thz btl tk. t aygbshdgr thhbuutuhbgr stry chhsh tuhdi' bhay uuh chh nhhbg tbsgrg ehbsgr uutx vtcistx dgegby vtci tntk tuh; t mhhy tui zgbgi auhi chhsgo gkygr ktbd tuhxdguutexi/ st uugry ngi bhay pyursgrpui/ tubz mhhki auhi c"v 11 jsaho' tui btl tk. tkgxchho tkyi/

pui sh napjv erucho tkhhbx vty ngi tbdgvuhci muvgri drhxi tui dgstbei/ sgr ztdy ngi vty zhldgnuyagy nhy t ehbs tui ngi str; tpgrhri/ t muuhhygztdy ngi vty tuhl zhhgrwx t ehbs tpgrhry ptr tztyrgri etbtk prtckgo/ uuhsgr t srhyg euny ztdi tzzhhgr ehbs vty ngi muuhh ntk tpgrhry sgruh; uuhhk shgrayg ntk thz bhay dgkubdgi' tui thl nuz auhi ntfi shtpgrtmhg tuh; tubzgr ehbs uuhktbd gr thz tubygr t htrtky/ cehmur' thl vgr sgo tui thl vgr hgbgo' tui uuhhxbhay uutx mu yti!

tzuh yrtfybshd thz sh mhhy bhay dgckhci apgeukrhi/stx ehbs thz auhi pgrmi jsaho' tui sh thhygr gkygryzhl muztngi nhy tho/ tuh; t aytrei ptrbgo/ hgsithbsgrprh ayhhy gr tuh; nhy ptrekgpyg tuhdi/xwertmy tho' gx bgruuhry tho/ gr rhhcy nhy shvgbygkgl zhl mu ptrdhyhdi' tui tuusth ntfy gx btrtrdgr' tuhxgrsgo uutx gr thz auhi dgbud "druhx" muuugri ctkhhshdy hgsi ntk uutx thl cgy tho gr ztkbhay rhhci tui ertmi/

thl auhi t ptrmuuhhpkyg ntng/ ctagpgr zhxgr'uutx yuy ngi?

rgs thl sti nhy t duyg prhhbshi' gmvwy zh nhr' dhhsurl "vtngtptyhe'" tpar uugy gx vgkpi? tui thl'ptruutx bhay' uutx vtc thl sgi mu ptrkhri? tunruguav/ thl vhhc tuh; sgo ygkgpti mu sh vtngtptyhenunjv tui sgrmhhk thr nhhi prtckgo' vtpbshd mucteungi t ptzhyhuugi gbypgr/ tcgr mu nhhi tbyuhaubdktzy zh nhr uuhxi tz chh sh pgrmi jsaho thz auhi muapgy mu dhhi btyurkhl tz ngi nuz tpgrhri/ ztd thl thrgx angey nhr zhhgr bhay/ "bu' thl egi shr bhayvgkpi'" dhy zh t phr tuhx khhdy trtp tbyaktxi/

nwegi zhl khhfy ptraygki sgo chygri ygo thi nuhktui sh ptrmuhdgbg nuxegki pui sh aygri tui stx dtbmgegrpgr' aphrbshd uuh thl uuhky zhl kuhpi rtyguugi grdg.uutu thngr/ vhhc thl uuhsgr tuh; sgo ygkgpti mu tprhhbshi tui sgrmhhk thr sgo anugx/ ztdy zh' uutx thzsgi' strpxy bhay uugri sgrartei cfkk/ ru; tp t"rgpkgextktszahxy/" tui ptruutx yteg bhay'yrtfy thl mu nhr/ dgdtbdgi/ nhy t ptrfyhdg ,jhbvyrg; thl zhl sruei sh ebgpkgl pui ygkgpti tuiptrmuuhhpkygrvhhy prgd thl nhhi prtdg/

"ht!" vgry zhl t uuhrshdgr gbypgr pui hgbgo zhhyyrhhck/ "tubz vtci duyg grptrubdgi nhy sgo prtckgo'thr egby trhcgreungi tui cgzvah", uugki nhr thhlvgkpi/"

mu sh ctayhnyg mhhy' nhy t vtr. puk nhy vtpgbubdtui anjv' yrg; thl zhl trhcgr sgo auugk pui yhrchho "rgpkgextktszahxy/" btl t ctvtbskubd pui cgrlthhi agv cteuo thl t atrpgr crtbpi yrtpi uutx stxstr; tuhxyruegbgi sh thcgrhdg pkhxhdehhy tuhdi tuiptrehkgf. pubgo egrpgr' uuh tuhl sgo dgauuhkgf. tuish ptrehkgf. pubgo ptraytpyi tuhd rgrtkg tui cx"suugy zhl tkgx aygki thi pkt./

uutx ztki nhr tcgr yti thsgkgl?///tz stx auhi tzuh tuhl tpdgrhcgbg uuhhytdkhfg


tkgrdhag ntdiwsk uutx uuhhytdy tui nuyagy stx ehbsauhi tzuh ktbd pui zhhbg grayg ntbtyi vty zhl bhaydguutky tubygrdgci' tui stx ehbs vty zhl chygrdgrhxi tuhpwi ntdi bhay egbgbshd ptryrtdi sgo chygriatrpi yrtpi aphryx? gr rhhxy zhl tui uuhhby tui thlnhy tho muztngi chhytd tui chhbtfy/

tzuh gragpy tui tpdgnuyagy' tucs gmu,' ptk thltbhsgr tuhpwi rgekhhbgr uutx thl yrg; pktmhry bgcinhr' tui pruchr mu tptygngi tchxk pubgothcgrayrgbdgbha/ ruthd zhmbshd nha thl trhcgr thinhhbg njacu, ptrahsgbg dgstbegi/ ht dgstrpy' bhaydgstrpy/ jryv' ctaukshdubdgi' tkgx muztngituhptntk/

pkumkhbd' t chrbg ahhby tuh; thi egpk/ t nhbuy/ thldhc zhl t vtxyhdi aygk tuh;' tui thl dhc nhl t prgd'ztd btr' tuutu chxyu? mu uugkfi ptke ctktbdxyu?vtxyu ptrdgxi uugr shhi vtr thz? mh uuhhxyu sgi bhayuugr sgr cgxygr steytr thz? sgr dgyrhhgxygr'dgkubdgbxygr' uugkfgr egi tkg xprh vrputu,tuhxbuuhhbhd' vut vhumr vut vcurt/ gr vty tkgxctatpi tui gr uuhhxy pubeykhl uuhtzuh mu vhhki' gruuhhxy pubeykhl uutu sh rgrtkg thz tui uutx ngi str;tuhpaytpi' gr egi gx yti abgk tui dgahey' gr str;bhay ehhi dgky sgrptr/

tui sh njacu, yrhhci: uutu kuhpxyu' tuh; uugngikhhdxyu shhi vtpgbubd? nhhbxy sgr uugy shr vgkpi' hgbgregi' t muuhhygr uuhhxy' t srhygr ptrayhhy' vt? btrmuo tn,wi curt rputu, vtxyu zhl bhay dguugbsgy/

tui tzuh nuxrwbshd zhl yrg; thl zhl pkumkhbd uuhhebshdthi yrgri' tuhxdhxbshd nhhi ptrekgny vtr. muo fkhfuk/ thl rgs mu tho thi ntng kaui/ ytyg' zhfgrzgvxyu tz thl uuhhx bhay uutx mu yti' thl egi bhaytruhxerhfi pubgo nmc' eue mu nhhbg khhsi tui khhz nhrtuhx – kt gk hsh steytr' kt gk hsh ngshmhi' fh tochsl vdsukv' gx thz stl chh shr ehhi auo trchhy bhay/haug, sw fvr; ghi! vhhk tuhx nhhi mshewkx ghi!aytregr ytyg' su ahexy stl tzuhphk rputu, tuihaugu, tuh; sh uugky' khhz auhi nhr tuhl tuhx!

pui sgntky tbdgvuhci vtc thl dgbungi ztdi preahrv uugi thl vtc dgegby' tui ,vkho' tui zhhgr txtlnrcv dguugi c,phkv thcgrwi ytd uugi thl vtc zhl btrsgrntby' nhy pauyg ntng kaui' cgybshd zhl chh thogr ztk nhr vgkpi/

ufl vuv' sh haugv vty bhay dgapgyhdy mu eungi/sgrhcgr tk. vfr, vyuc muo druhxi ytyi thi vhnk sgrcurt rputu, arhhc thl thmy sh ngav thi vnxphedtzgy hgsgr ztk gx zgvi tui truhxbgngi sgrpui uutxngi str;/

vfkk' thi thhbg pui hgbg ygd' uugi nhhi vtpgbubd tuicyjui zgbgi tbdgvtbdgi thi ctagpgr tkhhi' mgekhbdyzhl nhhi ygkgpti pui uugkfi gx vgry zhl tuhpwi muuhhyizhhy yrhhck nhhi yhhgrg auugxygr ztk dgzuby zhhi/ zhuutuhby ngcr kho – drtsg rgsi nhr bhay tpy cfkk –tui thl vtc zhl zhhgr dgprhhsy' ptrayhhy zhl' mu vgripui thr/

pui nhhbg grayg prtdgx thz dguugi' btyurkhl' uutxyuy ngi muo ehbswx thhdgkg? "uutx' su uuhhxy bhay?"prgdy zh grayuhby/ "ana msev unrpt cfbphw'" ztdy zhsgo pxue' tui thz nnahl nhy t ayrgbdg ayhng: vgr'hgsi ytd' 2 tzhhdgr btfnhytd' uugi sh zui thz thi thrpukxyg ertpy tui crgi )xwthz dguugi sh vhhxg tc ygd('bgo truhx sgo ehbs tui aptmhr nhy tho t vtkcg agvtuh; sh zui suet/ yu tho ti t khhfyg etpgkg' ntlzhfgr gr yrubey dgbud t dtbmi mhhy' dhc tho t uuta shcgegkgl pui ntk mu ntk' tui tuusth ptrdgx bhay muntfi t ntxtza tuh; hgbgo uuhfyhdi pubey chhothbgrkhfi uuhbek pui sh tuhd/ su uugxy zgvi sh haugvcgzvah",/ "chh nhhi ehbs thz auhi sh thhygr dgrhbgi puish ctei tui ehhi ztl vty bhay dgvtkpi' btr stx'"phry tuhx sh auugxygr/

thl vtc ctks dgptkdy/ thl vtc nhydgbungi t pukictdtza nhy ,phkv' ,jhbv tui ceav muo ctagpgr uutxctdkhhy nhr thcgrtk/ thl vtc tptr ntk dgntfy sgontxtza chh sh tuhdi tui dgyti uutx sh auugxygr vtydgztdy/ tui/// uutx nhhby thr? ahru ku' znru ku' ahju cfkbpktu,hu!

srhh ytd apgygr vtc thl dgeuey sgo mshewk thipbho tui zhl c"v dgaphdky thi zhhbg muuhh ahhbg khfyhdgrhhbg tui ektrg tuhdgkgl/

ctagpgr yhhgrgr' thl vtc bhay dgbud ehhi uugrygrshr mu stbegi' thl uuhhx bhay dgbud uuhtzuh nhy nhhidtbmi egrpgr shl mu kuhci/ bgo ti nhhbg ayubsgi puiarhhci sgo crhuu thbnhyi sh btfy tui thcgrwi ytd tkxt "erci ,usv" tui gx ztk surfsgo npurxo tuiptraprhhy uugri shhi fuj tui dcurv tui jxs tui rjnhotui tkgx uutx su ctayhhxy' tui uuhxi ztk hgsgr tz suchxy t eruc kfk eurthu' t jxhs cfk ngahu' ti gubvkgnu hartk cg, augo tkhu' fh ek nkl jbui urjuo t,v/

thl cgy shr uuhhygr' sgrctrhnshdgr ytyg' ztkxyvhyi nhhi ehbswx tuhdi' zhh ztki ckhhci rhhi tui kuhygrcrujbhu, ucdanhu,' gr ztk zhhbg tuhdi bumi btr ptrscrho acesuav' tui zhh ztki thhchd vhhkhd tui dgzubyckhhci' gr ztk shr dgzubygrvhhy shbgi canjv uchrtv'cesuav ucyvrv/

thi sh zgkcg dgkgdbvhhy cgy thl shr tkngfyhdgr'zhl mu sgrctrgngi tuh; shhbg thsgktl' shhbg khcgdgyrhhg ehbsgrktl' tui ztkxy hgsi vhhki nhy uutx ngistr;' gx thz ptr shr bhay auugr/ ntl dtb. tkgmucrtfgbg vgrmgr tui ahe ptr hgsi zhhi haugv' tui ptrtubz tkg thbthhbgo sh dtbmg haugv' sh dtukv akhnv'uugi gx uugy zhhi jsa hnhbu feso/

t thshag ntng

tubz tuhl muprhsi pui sr/ ytri

ngi vty dgprgdy kgmybx thi dtzgy uugdi sr/yatkrx ytri )ENROHT SELRAHC /RD( pui "gi/ uuhh/ hu/"aphytk/ thl vtc dguutky thcgrdgci tz nhr vtcidgvty dtr duyg grptrubd nhy tho/

nhr vtci dgntfy chh tho "nghszatrrhetbxyrteati xuhrszagrh" tuhpwi etp tui tuhpwipbho' tui nhr zgbgi c"v ctn, dguugi muprhsi nhy tho/uugr gx uuhk thcgranugxi tzt ztl nhy tubz' uugdithbptrntmhg' jhzue' tt"uu' egi vtci tubzgr bungr chhsh rgstemhg/

sh ygkgpti bungr pui sr/ ytri thz 4400-497-212/nwegi tuhl dhhi mu tho surl sh aphytk ekhbhe tuh;1125-362-212/

)-(

atsi pui "dktetunt" prtmgsur?

thhbgr thi tubzgr napjv nhy "dktetunt" vtydgvty t prtmgsur nhy "kghzgr" ayrtki mu rgsumhri shthbgrkhfg prgaur thi sh tuhdi/ tcgr zhby sgntky thzdgagi t prtckgo' tz sh zgv ertpy thz dguutritunektr' "cktrh/"

sgr steytr uugkfgr vty dgntfy sgo prtmgsuruutrpy trtp pui zhl hgsi auks' ztdbshd tz gx thz auhidguugi ptrsgo/ stx thz t prgfg khdby' tcgr gr vtkyzhl chh zhhbx/

tmhbs uuhki nhr uuhxi' mh thhbgr vty auhi tntkdgvty tzt agskhfg btfuuhh pubgo kghzgr prtmgsur ptr"dktetunt'" tui tuhc ht' uutx vty ngi dgyti sgrmu'chh uugkfi steytr?

chyg ktzi vgri uuh prhgr' uknmuv dsukv hjac/) - (

chhbgr "ekhei'"uutkbtyx tui "xhbyrths"

thhbgr vty dgprgdy ptrhdi jusa uugdi t ehbsuugngbwx chhbgr vtci tzgkfg "ekhe" ektbdgi zhhgr tpytui ngi uuhhxy bhay uutx mu yti/ thl uuhhx pui grptrubdtz thi tzt ptk thz duy mu gxi uutkbtyx' uutka-bhx' tuish "ekhex" dhhgi tuuge/

ngi ztk tcgr dgsgbei tz tuhc ngi bgny "xhbyrths"ngshmhi ztk ngi bhay gxi ehhi uutkbtyx' uuhhk sh muuhhztfi dhhgi bhay dgvgrhd muztngi/

t stbe ptrwi trhhbkhhdi sh auru,/

rgstemhg: hhar fuj ptr sh gmv' tcgr gx thz sh

grayg ntk uutx nhr vgri pui t prtckgo muuhaiuutkbtyx tui xhbyrths/ vty auhi btl thhbgr dgvgrypui tzt ztl?

"phshgkhhy" egi zhhi nhkfhd

thl vtc dguutky ngurr zhhi kyuc, vrcho titunctetbyg ztl/ kgmybx vtci nhr dgstrpy bumi ptrt ehbs "phshgkhhy" )ETYLAIDEP(/ tuhx ztrd uugdi faru,'vtci nhr suet dgeuhpy sh pauyg dgyrtbe ti ehhipkghuutrx/

tcgr uuh ptruutubsgry zgbgi nhr dguutri mu zgvi tzsgr pkgak vty t aygnpk pui sh tngrhetbgr faru,tdgbyur "tu/ hu/" nhy t "sh/" ptr/// nhkfhd/ ngi ztk stxbgngi thi tfy xhh uugdi faru,' tui xhh uugdi t ngdkhfgprtckgo tuhc t ehbs thz tkgrdha mu nhkl tui nhkfhdx/

hhar fuj ptr sh vhhkhdg trchhy/) - (

vhhyk chh sh ayho-cgbsgrWBEW LAEGNYRALW

thl vtc dguutky tbprgdi tuh; t zgkygbg prtckgouutx vhhxy "etbszagbhgk kgrhbszahgk uugc'" stxvhhxy tz muuhai sh muuhh ayho-cgbsgr thz ctvtpyi tekhhbg vhhyk tui stx ntfy t prtckgo nhy sh ayhng/

uuhhxy thhbgr ngr sgruugdi? vty ngi dgntfy tabgkg prtmgsur stx tuhpmuabhhsi? uugkfg steytr?uutx zgbgi sh rgzukytyi?

chyg trhhbaygki sh ptr auru, uknmuv dsukv hjac/) - (

vhk; ptr cjurwk thhbmuaktpi

hhar fuj/// cpry tz thr khhdy tzuhphk dguuhfy tuh; shthshag aprtl/

nhr pktdi zhl auhi t kgbdgrg mhhy nhy tubzgr zui b"h't srhhmi hgrhd cjur' uugkfgr vty druhxg auugrhdehhyithhbmuaktpi/ uuh tuhl uugey gr zhl tuh; fngy hgsgbtfy thbnhyi aktpi tui gr ckhhcy tuh; t kgbdgrg mhhychz gr aktpy murhe thhi/ stx aygry tho zhhgr aytrepui etbmgbyrhri chho ptrkgrbgi/

uugr gx uuhhxy pui gpgx t duyg gmv chyg trhhbaheimuo dtzgy/

) - (

"rgxhshbd dtnx"

tkx gbypgr mu sh tbprtdg ptrhdi jusa uugdi"rgxhshbd dtnx'" uugi sh dtnx uugri murhedgmuhdi pui shmhhbgr )SMUG GNIDECER(' vtc thl dguutky nhyyhhkitchxk thbptrntmhg pui thhdgbg grptrubd/

sh vuhpy xhnpyto pui sgo prtckgo' uutx stxntfy aphri uuh aytre ngi vty gx' thz t aytregxgbxhyhuuehhy pui sh mhhbgr uugi ngi gxy vhhx' zhxtsgr etky/

tui ht' thr zgby dgrgfy nhywi tbuuhhzi tz pumi shmhhbgr mu aytre egi crgbdgi sgo prtckgo/ thl vtcdgvgry pui phr ctzubsgrg sgbyhxyi tui thhi "trgkxuhrszagi" tz btl t btngi ptr "rgxhshbd dtnx" thz"yuycrta gcrghzati" )NOISARBA HSURBHTOOT(/

sh gmv mu sgo thz' pauy' chho pumi sh dtnx ztk ngibumi t uuhhfgrg cgrayk/ btl ngr uuhfyhd thz' mu vtkyisgo cgrayk thi rhfyhdi ptzhmhg' tuh; t "04 sgdrh"ahpehhy/ s/v'/ chh sh tuhcgrayg dtnx ztk ngi tbeunginhy tzt sgdrh ahpehhy tui rhhci btr tuh; trtpmh' tuichh sh tubygrayg dtnx ztk ngi tbeungi nhy t 04sgdrh ahpehhy tui rhhci btr tuh; truh;/ ngi ztk bhayrhhci tvhi tui murhe uuhhk stx rhhcy zhhgr aytre trhhish dtnx uutx zgbgi btyurkhl shbgr tui shbgr uuh bgbygrmu sh mhhi' tui nwegi gx tzuh mgrhhci chz sh bgruugi uugri


tbypkgey mu sh kupy tui stx crgbdy sh atrpgxgbxhyhuuhygy uuh sgrntby prhgr/ tuhci chh sh mhhbgrtkhhbx' vgfgr sh dtnx' egi ngi ht rhhci aygregr' tuhltvhi tui murhe/

ptkdbs zgbgi btl gykhfg gmu, uutx thl vtcpruchry/

t sgbyhxy egi khhdi t uuhhxg "ctbshbd" )GNIDNOB(stry uuh sh dtnx mhgi zhl tuuge pui sh mhhbgr/ stx thzuuh t uuhhxg "phkhbd" uutx phky ti stx kgfk uutx vtyzhl dgatpi pui sh murhemhgbsg dtnx' tui gx zgvy zhlbhay ti uuhhk tkgx thz ahhi uuhhx uuh sh mhhi/ sh"ctbshbd" ptrsgei sh bgruugi tui ctahmi zhh pui eungithi etbytey nhy sh gxi tui yrubegi/ mu uuhxi uutu' tuiuuhphk' pui sh ctbshbd mu ntfi' egi sgr sgbyhxy cktzikupy nhy zhhi ntahbegkg' tui tzuh chh hgsg mhhictzubsgr tpngxyi tuhc' tui uuhphk' ngi str; ptraytpinhy "ctbshbd/"

chh muuhh mhhbgr thz auhi sh xgbxhyhuuhygy dguugi tzuhaytre tz ngi vty dgstrpy khhdi t "egp" )tsgr' uuhtbsgrg rupi gx' t "ertui"(/ stx thz t dtrtbyhrygnhyk uutx vgkpy' tcgr gx thz zhhgr yhhgr' ngiptrkhry tuhl sh trhdhbgkg mti' tui muntk uugry sh"chx" xyrueyur )ETIB( dgyuhay tui stx thz bhay tzuhduy/

btl ti gmv thz st' mu anhri tchxk "xgbxtshhi")ENYDOSNES( mhhi pu. tuh; sh xgbxhyhuug pkgmgr tuiktzi thcgrbtfy' tcgr gx thz bhay tzuh prteyha/drtsg' uugdi sh faru, pui sgo prtsuey' vtc thl tcrhuu pui sh etnptbh tz gx tbyvtky bhay ehhi ztfi puicgkh jh btr tkgx thz pui drhbmhhd tui dguutuexi/ tuhlvtc thl dgprgdy t nurv vurtv tui gr vty nhr dgztdytz thl egi gx bumi/

pui tkg ztfi vtci chh nhr sh cgxyg dgvtkpi"egpx" tuh; sh mhhi' tcgr thl uuhk bhay thcgrsgei tkgnhhbg mhhbgr' yugi nhr mgchxkgl sh "ctbshbd'" euso tuh;tptr mhhbgr tui sgrbtl egi thl tpatmi tuh; uuhhygruugkfg ht tui uugkfg bhay' kuhy sh xgbxhyhuuhygy tui shrgzukytyi pui sh prhgrshdg/

thl bu. xhh uugkfi sgbyhxy chh sh tphx pui ctrhnyisr/ btdhs tuh; hux xyrhy thi uuhkhtnxcurd/ sh ygkgptibungr thz 5249-287-817/

tdc' vtc thl dgvgry pui t dguuhxi "trgkxuhrszagi" tz gr vty t uugd murhe tuhpmuvuhci shdtnx truo sh mhhi' tcgr thl vtc gx btl bhay dguutkytubygrbgngi xhh uuhhk gx mhy trhhi thi dtr txtl dgkytui xhh uuhhk thl uuhhx bhay uuh grptkdrhhl sgr uugd thz/

muo akux' btftntk t sgrntbubd ngi ztk dgsgbei muvtkyi stx mhhi cgrayk tuhpwi rhfyhdi uugd chh sh dtnxtui btr tzuh uugy ngi vtci ptzhyhuug rgzukytyi/

) - (

sgr prtckgo pui murhemhgbsg dtnx egi zhhi tz shdtnx zgbgi tbymhbsi nhy cteygrhg uutx ngi aphrybhay dguugbkhl/ t xhni sgruh; thz sh etkhr pui sh dtnx/gx str; zhhi phbe tsgr gbkhl/ uugi sh dtnx zgbgiruhykhl thz t mhhfi tuh; tbymhbsubd tui surfsgo egbgish dtnx uugri thhbdgarhbegi tui tuugedgmuhdi pui shmhhbgr/

thi tzgkfg ptki str; ngi dhhi mu t "pgrhtsgbyhxy"uugkfgr thz t xpgmhgkhxy thi dto ctvtbskubdgi/

zhhy dgzuby'n/ k/

stbe ptr cgxgr-zhfgrg yubt egbx

thi t crhuu t mhhy murhe vty thhbgr tuhpdgcrgbdysh cgxgrg "egi-tpgbgrx" uugkfg abhhsi "zhhyhd" tuitzuh truo thz bhayt ehhi atrpg sgek nhy sh rhzhegpui grbxyg abhyi tui rgzukyhrbsg thbpgemhgx j"u/

tmhbs thz st cgxgrg bhhgx tuh; sgo dgchy' tztphku ptr pauyg yubt pha str; ngi auhi cfkk bhaybumi "egi tpgbgrx'" btr zhh eungi nhy phbdgr-gpgbgrxuuh nwvty tkg htri tuh; sh xtrshbgi/ gx vty nhlktbdg htri dguutubsgry ptruutx nwegi bhay ntfi shcgxgrg phbdgr gpgbgrx chh pauyg yubt egbx pubey uuh

chh yhhgrg uugrxhgx pui yubt tui xgknti' tui tmhbs thzgx c"v tbdgeungi/ hhar fuj ptr sh phrng uutx vtystx muaytbs dgcrgbdy/

tcgr ngi thz stl thi dku, tui nwegi bhay vtcitkgx tncgxyi/ nwstr; auhi yteg bhay bumi t "egitpgbgr'" tcgr sh sgek uutx euny trtp surl sh phbdgrthz ht murhe atr; uuh tntk tui nwstr; zhhgr tfyubddgci' ubanr,o ntus kbpau,hfo/

) - (

xusu, pui chhi steyuhrho

vtrmhdg stbei ptr thhgr thbptrntyhuugszaurbtkhzo' thcgrvuhpy sh tryhek "xusu, pui uuhhxiftktyk/" kuhy sh crhuugi btfsgo thz dguutri t anugxuugdi aphygkgr uutu "vmkv" phry ptmhgbyi/

thl uuhk ntfi tuhpngrezto tz bhay btr chh kgcbx-dgptri thz uuhfyhd sgr ptmhgby ztk tbeungi mu t btbyg"duyg" aphytk )bhay suet "btby" tkhhbx( uutx thzptxhd ptrwi prtckgo' btr tphku chh uuhhbhdgr dgpgrkhfgtcgr tuhl uuhfyhdg ztfi' uuh t mucrtfgbg chhi/

tuhc ngdkhl' thz uuhfyhd tz ngi ztk tbeungi mu"etrbgk" aphytk' uutx vty ti tpntl mu bumitrytphshe steyuhrho pui "vtxphytk ptr xpgakxuhrszagrh'" pui sh cgxyg thi sgo dgchy/ stx thzerhyha uuhfyhd ptr ngbyai nhy "ngsheghs ghsza/ go/tu/" uutx tuhc zhh zgbgi tbdgeungi mu ti tbsgrg aphytkuugki zhh ngr bhay cteungi ehhi duyg ctvtbskubdgi thi"etrbgk'" btr nhy txtl thhdgbg dgky/

gx thz muo vtpi tz sh uugrygr uugki tbeungi mu shrhfyhdg tsrgxi' tui stx zgbgi scrho vhumtho ni vkc– thl chi khhsgr ti tpdgcrhygr/ t mhhy murhe vtc thldgvty t auugrg chhi gphzts' tui ngi vty nhl dgphrymuo "vtxphytk ptr szathby sgzhxgx" aphytk/ shctvtbskubd stry thz dguugi zhhgr akgfy tui gx vtydgagshdy ptr t dtbmi kgci/

thl vtc tuhl dgvgry gbkhfg bgdtyhuug gphztsi puitbsgrg ngbyai thi tbsgrg aphygkgr/

sh tubygrayg aurv thz' sh cgxyg pkt. ptrmucrtfgbg chhbgr thz "etrbgk" tui "vtxphytk ptrxpgak xuhrszagrh/" tz ngi rgsy pui "vmkv"yrtbxptryi mu sh cgxyg aphygkgr tuhpwi dgchy uutxsgr ptmhgby str; vtci' ztk ngi stx bgngi duy thictyrtfy/

ehbs gxy btr "vtryx"

thcgr sh prtdg uugdi t ehbs uutx uuhk btr gxivtryg gxbuutrd' vtci nhr dgvty zhhgr gbkhfx/ nhrvtci dguutky dgci ptrwi ehbs thhgr gr ztk cteungigpgx prtyghi' vtci nhr gx dgstrpy tpetfi ti tuhk'yruei' tui vtry uuh t ergegr' tui btr tzuh vty gr gxdgdgxi/ tbsgrg ntki vty gr zhl grbgry pui nmv'ergegrx' ntbskgi tt"uu/

gx vty zhl truhxdgaygky tz sgr prtckgo thzdgeungi pui zhhgr t vtegkg ntdi/

ti grptrgbg pgrzti vty tubz shrgeyhry mu shrhfyhdg vhk;' btyurkhfg nhykgi uuh "dkuygnhi"xupkgngbyi' "khegrha uutrmk'" tt"uu' tui stx vtydgaytrey zhhi ntdi tui ptrshhtubd xhxygo/ vhhby c"vegi gr auhi gxi phk ngr/

hhar fuj' tui phk vmkjv ptr tkg thshag ehbsgr/

tuhdi prtckgngi btl phk steyuhrho

thl vtc dguutky tbprgdi uugdi t prtckgo uutxpktdy nhhbg tuhdi auhi t vhcag mhhy' tui sgruuhhk vtydtrbhay dgvtkpi/ gx thz mgyhhky thi srhh jkeho/

1( uugi thl khhi gpgx' aphr thl uuh nhhbg tuhdi eungitruhx muo xpr' uuh thhbgr uutky gx dgakgpy/

2( uugi sh tuhdi ctuugdi zhl rgfyx tui khbex' dhhy gxbhay dktyhd tui dkhyahd uuh gx thz btrntk' gx aphryzhl uuh tbdgayrgbdy' ayunphd' bhay khhfy/

3( sh tuhdi aphri zhl zhhgr yruei/zhhgbshd chh ngrgrg steyuhrho' tpar pupmi tsgr

ngr auhi' muuhai zhh gykhfg druhxg tui ctrhnyg' vtcigykhfg pui zhh dgztdy tz zhh zgvi dtrbhay ehhi prtckgotui tkgx thz thi cgxyi trsgbubd/ muuhh steyuhrho vtciht dgztdy tz thl vtc t ayhek "nuxegk" prtckgo' tzsh muuhh tuhdi ruei zhl bhay muztngi uuh btrntk tui stxcrgbdy sgo prtckgo/ thhi steytr vty dgztdy thlztk ntfi ygrtph tuh; sh tuhdi tui stx uugy tkgxvhhki' tcgr btl t ayhe mhhy tho ptkdi zgv thl bhayehhi auo ptrcgxgrubd/

sgrhcgr' uugr gx vty gpgx thbptrntmhg uutx egivgkpi' chyg trhhbahei uuh prhgr' uuhhk sgr prtckgoaygry nhl ngrxybx chho kgrbgi tui nhr uuhki uuhabgkgr dgvtkpi uugri cx"s/

hhar fuj') - (

"vhraprubdx sgzhx")SGNURPHCSRIH(

"vhraprubdx sgzhx" thz bhay tzuh zgkyi chhovhhnhai guko' tcgr ngi zufy bhay sh rhfyhdg vhk; tuingi ytpy thi sh phbxygr/ sgrhcgr cgyi nhr thhltrhhbmukhhdi sh ptr auru, ptr sh yucv pui tubz tui shyucv pui tkg tbsgrg/

tubzgrwx t ehbs thz dguutri shtdbtzhry nhy sgo tuinhr uutkyi dguutky vgri ngr thbptrntmhg' gmu,' vhk;tui uuhphk ngr thhbmkvhhyi/ t druhxi hhar fuj puiptrtuhx/

ktnhr vtci t farwi dgzubyi pxj

uutry pui rgstemhg: mukhc sh teyugkehhy pui sgocrhuu nna thi sh thmyhdg uutfi aygki nhr gx btftntktrhhi/

nhyvtkybshd uuh sh rhyghk thbsuxyrhg vtbsky auhigrbxy uugdi "zuhcgrehhy prtsueyi" muo eungbshdi pxjxgzti' thz rtyzto auhi mu rgsi – uuh thhsgr t uutlptr pxj – uugdi sh xfbvwshdg ztfi uutx uugri ptreuhpythi vhhnhag dgagpyi mu vgkpi ntfi zuhcgr tpdgzgi uuhchygr tui agskhl zhh zgbgi/

sgrhcgr uuhk thl cgyi sh xujrho ctmhhybx' chygcrgbdy bhay trhhi thi sh dgagpyi ehhi atrpg xfbvwshdgtdgbyi/ tkg thshag vhhzgr uugri cx"s tuhpdgruhny puijn.' tcgr pheuj bpa thz uuhfyhd' tui nhr uuhhxi tzjnhrt xfb,t nthxurt/ chyg zhhy bhay duro ehhi gdn,bpa ptr thsi/

tui sgr ru; dhhy tuhl mu sh thhdgbyungr pui dgagpyi:chyg ctaygky bhay ehhi ztfi uutx egbgi trhhbaygkithshag ehbsgr thi xfbv/ stx thz thcgrvuhpy uuhfyhdchh ztfi uutx uugri thnptryhry pui nhyk nzrj' uutu shthbsuxyrhg pui "ekhbhbd prtsueyi" zufy mu ptraprhhyiuuh ngr atrpg tui tdrgxhuug prtsueyi uutx ytri zhlehhbntk' ehhbntk' ehhbntk bhay dgphbgi thi t thshagayuc' pxj tsgr t dtb. htr/

sh mhubhxyhag rgdhrubd vty bhay tzgkfg ayrgbdgrgduktmhgx tuh; sh zhfgrvhhy pui "ekhbhbd tdgbyi" tuish dgzgmi pui tngrheg zgbgi txtl ngr ptrdgarhyi tui"xgh;" thi sgo dgchy' tui tkx rgzukyty zgbgiprtsueyi uutx uugri thnptryhry pui stry – tphkunhy t vfar – vhca atrpgr uuh tngrhetbgr prtsueyiuutx khdi dguugbkhl thi rhyghk dgagpyi/ uugr gx uuhksuet euhpi dtr tdrgxhuug "ekhbhbd tdgbyi" egi stxyrgpi chh "thbsuxyrhgk ekhbhbd" etnptbhx/

btl t ztl thz st sgrchh' tz tuhc ngi str; jkhkvtbrupi "puhzgi etbyrtk" thz zhhgr auugr mu cteungivhk; tuhc sgr dhpyhdgr prtsuey vty bhay ehhi ektrgthbptrntmhg tuh; gbdkha' btr vgcrgtha/

xujrho' thnptryhrgrx' puhryagxgrx tui rhyghkthhdgbyungr' chyg bgny bhay khhfy sh uugrygr/ thmythz sh mhhy mu ptxi sh rhfyhdg ctakuxi/

t prhhkhfi' farwi tui dgzubyi pxj'ti gxei


vnxphe eghr bhhgx

mtk aytc nhydkhsgr uutx zgbgiauhi st ptr sh prtdrtngi tui uutxzgbgi gruutrygy thi btbyi mueubpy'zgbgi tkg vtuo eghr prtdrtngi puish tdgbyur dgaygky dguutritubygr t aptdk bhhg xuc-tdgbyurnhywi btngi "vnxphe eghr'" tubygrsh dgbhyg phrgratpy pui thrthhdgbgo shrgeytr' nu"v hutkcgrbtyv vh"u/

tui sh bhhg tdgbyur thz auhi duytvgrdgaygky fzei urdhk' uuh shcgxyg thi sh thbsuxyrhg/ "vnxpheeghr" vty auhi c"v ctuuhzi mucteungi sgo vgfxyi rtbdheiaygnpk tuh; euutkhygy' pui sh"szathby etnhati/"

muuhai tbsgrg' yuy "vnxpheeghr" ptrphdi nhy "pghx'""buhrxhbd uughuugr'" "phsgkhxxtagk gbuuhhrtbngby'" "vtuo"vtuzhbd rgbtuutmhg' sh muuhhxpgmhgkg uughuugr prtdrtngi "yh/ch/ thh/" tui "burxhbd uughuugr'" tuituusth tkg xtry "vtuo eghr" vhk;shrgey – surl "ph/ xh/ gh/" tui"ghya/ ghya/ gh/" dgvhkpi – uutxvnxphe aygky mu tuhpwi eurmiygrnhi tui tuhpwi kgbdgri ygrnhi/

muuhai sh phkg grkhh vhk;prtdrtngi tubygr "vnxphe eghr"zgbgi ptrvti t rhzhdg mtkrgduktmhgx' st ngr tui stuuhhbhdgr' uutx ctdrgbhmy sh vhk;kuhy sh ptrshbxyi' uutuhbtry'thbaurgbx sgeubd' kgdtkg shrvxytyux' dgzubyvhhy nmc' tt"uu/tcgr sh tubygrayg aurv muo gbsgthz' sh ptrthhbhdyg nhxhg pui"vnxphe eghr" mu tvgraygki shntexhnuo vhk; uutx egi xgruuhryuugri' nhy vtr. tui dgbhyatpy'prtpgxhtbgk tui dgyrhh' bhay ehhijhkue uugi' uutu' ptruutx tui ptruugngi/

tcgr surl uugngi?tuh; sgo prtby vty "vnxphe

eghr" dgntfy abgkg tuithcgrtabsg ptrarhy' uugi sh bhuhtre xyghy vgky sgptryngbyvty gray ctaygyhdy shtdgbyurwx "ph/ xh/ gh/" yrgbhrubdtui' sgo ntbty' uuh dgztdy' tuhl shphk drubykhfgrg "vtuo vgky ghs"yrgbhrubd prtdrto/

mu uugri t "vtuo vgky ghs"str; ngi tsurfdhhi t drubykhfgnuayhrubd uutx suhgry muuhh uutfi'hgsi ytd kgrby ngi ngr tui ngr/

"sh vgky sgptryngby thz zhhgrxpgmhpha tui zhhgr ayrgbd tuh;uutx ngi str; muaygki" thi shyrgbhrubd xgxhgx' ztdy sh buhrxnrx/ uuhsgr ,jhw/

kuhy uuh gx dhy thcgr nu"vhaghw crtl vh"u' "hungi rhxtrxgx"

ettrshbghytr pui "vnxphe eghr"thi rtekgbs etubyh' zgbgi shgrayg "ph/ xh/ gh/" yrgbhrubdxgxhgx tsurl nhy druhx grptkd'tui stx zgkcg thz gruutrygy tuh;sh "ghya/ ghya/ gh/" ektxi uutxvhhci zhl thmy ti/ stx zgkcg vgryngi thi erh, hutk' ztdy nrx/ ktbst,jhw' sh ktetkg "hungi rhxtrxgx"ettrshbghytr ptr "vnxphe eghr/"xhh uutu vnxphe aygky mu vtuoeghr' egi ngi zhl thhbdgci mutrchhyi tubygr sh stzhdgprtdrtngi tkx "ptry-yhho" tsgr"puk-yhho'" tui hgsi ytd ngksi zhlprhag tpkhetbyi mu surfdhhi shstzhdg nuayhrubd tui trhhbeungi thish rhhgi pui vnxphe vtuo eghraytc nhydkhsgr/

sh vuhpy nhxhg pui "vnxpheeghr" aytc nhydkhsgr' uuh dgztdy'thz mu xgruuhri sh ntexhnuo buhyhdgvhk; thi ptrnty pui vtuo eghr chhzhl thi ayuc/

sh vuhpy nhxhg pui "vnxpheeghr" aytc nhydkhsgr' grekgrysgr shrgeytr rw hutk' thz muxgruuhri sh ntexhnuo buhyhdg vhk;thi ptrnty pui vtuo eghr chh zhlthi ayuc/

thi ngrxyg ptki uugi thhbgrrupy ptr "vtuo eghr" vhk;' thzsgr muaytbs dguugi dgbud grbxy tzsh grayg ctvtbskubdgi zgbgidgeungi thi etrhstri pui aphytk'mh thi "gngrszagbxh ruo" tkhhbx'mh tuhl thi thi "gsnhati" tuh; shvgfgrg aytei/ tcgr tpdgzgi uuhgrbxy sgr muaytbs thz dguugi' egingi vtci dguutkshdg vhk; surl phkgrkhh "vtuo eghr" prtdrtngitubygr vnxphe' tuhc ngi ztk btruuhxi sgrpui ctmhhybx tui ntfi shbuhyhdg trtbszahrubdgi/

sgrhcgr thz uuhfyhd mu dgsgbei'tz cgptr nwegi auhi tvhhndhhi puiaphytk' cgptr ngi cteuny shtphmhgkg "shxyatrsza'" ztk ngiauhi vtci trtbszahry sh "vtuoeghr" vhk; nhy "vnxphe eghr/"tzuh truo euny ngi tvhho mu tptryhdg vhk; pkti kuhywi dgcruhl/sgr shpgrgb. muuhai trtbszahri"vnxphe eghr" cgptrwi tvhhndhhipui aphytk' tui btfwi tvhhndhhi' thzt shpgrgb. pui vhnk tui grs/

zhhgbshd thi ayuc egi ngi vtcit phkg tuhxuutk pui vhk; tubygr"vtuo eghr'" dguutbsi kuhy shdgcruhfi tuhpwi ctkshdi ygrnhi tui'tuhc gx pgky tuhx' tuhpwi kgbdgriygrnhi/ mc"a' uugi gx euny muvhk; tuhpwi "eurmg ygrnhi" thzngdkhl mu cteungi vhk; tuh; tmhhy tpabhy pui ygd tsgr uutfi'chz ngi aygky zhl murhe tuh; shpux/ tntk thz gx btfwi thcgrkgciti gexhsgby' t yrtunt' t auugrg

tpgrtmhg' tui ngi str; vtci vtuoeghr tuh; t eurmg mhhy zhltpmudgci nhywi ngbya' pui vgkpiaptmhri chz ctbstzahri sh uutubsi/

uugi gx euny mu "ktbd ygroeghr'" egi vnxphe muaygki tkgbuhyhdg vtuo eghr ngdkhfehhyi thiayuc' mc"a "ahpy buhrxhbd" uugi tyrgbhryg buhrx euny trhhi tuh;tptr agv zhl tpdgci nhywietbxungr tui grkgshdi tkg buhrxhbdtrchhy uutx str; dgyti uugri/nwegi tuhl vtci t pgrzgbkhfidgvhk;' thhbgr uutx ztk zhl tpdgcinhy bhay-ngshmhbhag ztfi uuhvtkyi trsgbubd thi ayuc' truhxdhhigrkgshdi ztfi' ctdkhhyi' yrtdi tuicrgbdgi' uutai' phygri' tt"uu/ tuhcngi uugry ctaygyhdy ptr t "vtuovgky ghs'" egi sgr dgvhk; ytingr ngshmhbhag ztfi' dgcingshmhbgi' zhl tpdgci nhy uutubsitui ctbstzahrubdgi/ thi mudtc' egi"vnxphe eghr" trtbszahriprtpgxtbhgkg ygrtph kuhywidgcruhl' pui khhfyg vhk;tuhpmukgci sh pux btl t mucrtfgbgchhi gphzts' chz grbxyg xphyaygrtph btl t xyrtue mu vgkpi nhyaprtl tui etnhubhetmhg uuhphkxwthz ngdkhl/

yhhk pui sh ngdkhfg vhk;tuhxuutki tubygr "vnxphe eghr"uugri tbdguuhzi thi t bhhg "crtaur"uutx thz grahbgi sh ygd' tui thzngdkhl mu cteungi prhh ti tpmtk/sgr crtaur thz tuhl ptraprhhydguutri thi aphygkgr' ekhbhex tuitbsgrg xyrtygdhag grygr kyuc,vmhcur/

thhbg pui sh ngdkhfg vhk;prtdrtngi tubygr "vnxphe eghr"thz "buhrxhbd uughuugr'" t druhxg tuivhca etnpkhmhryg xgrhg pui vhk;ptr etbxungrx thi tzt grbxygmuaytbs tz ngi dgphby zhl thi'tsgr ngi str; tbeungi mu' t"buhrxhbd vtuo/"

sgr vuhpy tuhpyu pui sgoprtdrto' ztdy "buhrxhbd uughuugr"ettrshbghytr nu"v tkhgzr zuxhtthhzhetuuhya vh"u' thz stx cteungit "xgruuhx ettrshbghytr'" taytc nhydkhs uugkfgr ayhhy thiaph. pui tkgx uutx sgr ngbyastr; vtci' trtbszahry steytrtui ygrtph tpthbyngbyx' dhhy btltkg vhk; prtdrtngi uutx btrngdkhl' tsuutehry ptrwi pgrzti chhrgdhrubd cttnyg' anugxy tuhxtkg thhbmkvhhyi nhy ptnhkhgnhydkhsgr tui trchhy tuhx uutx btrngdkhl mu crgbdgi sh ngrxygptrarhy tui ptrcgxgrubd ptrwidgvtkpgbgo pgrzti/

tui ty sgo ntbty vty vnxphetuhpdgbungi t bhhg "xgruuhxettrshbghytr" ptr "buhrxhbd

uughuugr'" nrx/ prtngr ,jhw' tui shxpgmhphag xgrhg vhk; ngdkhfehhyitubygr sgo prtdrto vtcitbdgvuhci mu dhhi dganhry' muodrgxyi ptrdgbhdi pui sh ctyrgpbsgetbxungrx tui ptnhkhg nhydkhsgr/

"sgr prtdrto suhgry ktbd mutrtbszahri' uuh sh dgvtkpgbgnapju, uuhhxi' tcgr muo gbsg' uugigx euny auhi ti' thz gx nna tcrfv thi ayuc'" ztdy rw tkhgzr/

tui thhdgbykhl zgbgi tkgprtdrtngi tubygr "vnxphe eghr"t crfv thi ayuc' xgruuhrbshd xhhuugkfg buhyhdg vtuo eghr prtdrtotuhpwi eurmi tsgr kgbdgri ygrnhi'surl aytc dgvhkpi uutx eungitrhhi dgyrhh tui thcgrdgdgci muyti sh buhyhdg trchhy cxcr pbhohpu,/

surl aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfgcteungi sh cgxyg yrgbhrubd uutxegi btr zhhi' surl "vnxphe eghr"tkhhbx/ "sh ghya/ ghya/ gh/prtdrto thz btl t uugbspubey thitubzgr nhxhg mu vgkpi ngbyai uugitui uuhtzuh ngi str;'" ztdy nu"vhutk cgrbtyv vh"u/

*

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg

mu cteungi "vnxphe eghr" tuiuugdi xhh uugkfg prtdgi thcgr vhk;prtdrtngi tubygr sh stzhdgetygdtrhg:

thi trtbsza etubyh )erh, hutk('rupy sh ktetkg "thbyghe" bungrtuh; 0030-477-548/

thi rtekgbs etubyh tui xhh uututpxyghy' rupy sh "thbyghe" bungrtuh; 0020-305-548/

thi bhu htre xhyh tui ktbdthhktbs )sgruuhhk btr "buhrxhbduughuugr"( rupy 0048-134-817gexygbati 804/

*mu uugri t aytc nhydkhs thi

"vnxphe eghr" rupy:thi trtbsza etubyh )erh, hutk('

8430-477-548/ thi rtekgbs etubyh)tpxyghy( 4020-305-548/ thicruekhi 0048-783-817' tui cgyiptr sh tsnhbhxyrtmhg xyg;/ ufkveuso zfv/

"vnxphe eghr" ctaygyhdy cx"s ptrthhdgbg "ghya/ ghya/ gh/" yrgbhrubdgi

( 1 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

sh "vtuo eghr" thbsuxyrhg vtyctdrhxy sh tuhpbtng pui sza/etbhbdvgo' prgzhsgby pui sh "vtuoeghr txtxhgati" ptrthhi thi bhuhtre' tkx nhydkhs tuh; sh vgkyeghr tpyhhkubd pui dtuugrbtr gbsruetuntwx "yrtbzhati yhgo/"

sh "yrtbzhati yhgo" ctayhhypui vuhfrtbdheg grptrgbg ngbyaiuugkfg vgkpi sgo bhh gruuhhkyidtuugrbtr etunt tuhpaygki tdgkubdgbg aytc tz shtsnhbhxyrtmhg ztk zhl tbvuhci tuiuuhhygr dgphry uugri nhywi rgfyipux/ sh "yhgo" vty gykhfgtpyhhkubdgi' uuh dgzubyvhhy'zhfgrvhhy' phbtb.' yrtbxptrytmhg'chzbgx' tt"uu/

stx truhpbgngi etbhbdvgo tuh;tzt uuhfyhdg ptzhmhg thz ctmhhfbydguutri tkx t druhxgr dguuhbx ptrvtuo eghr tdgbyuri thi bhu htrexhyh/ muuhai tbsgrg' thz thi shvgky tpyhhkubd tuhl ctayhnydguutri s/ rtptgk' prgzhsgby tuiag; gezgehuyhuu pui "uuhzhyhbd buhrxxgruuhx tuu bhu htre'" thhbg pui shdrgxyg vtuo vgky eghrtrdtbhztmhgx thi sh xyghy/

*tuhpwi dgchy pui vtuo eghr' thz

tbyaytbgi t arge chh "vnxpheeghr" tui tbsgrg tdgbyuri thi sgopgks' uugi t dguuhxgr thbsuxyrhgcttnygr vty tuhpdgcrgbdy shngdkhfehhy tz kuhy xyghy dgzgmithz t buhrx' uutx tbctktbdy mu"vtuo eghr" vhk;' bhay grkuhcy mudhhi tuhpphei t prgxerhcati

ngshmhi pui ptrntxh tbayty sgoetbxungr/

uuhctks t druhxg yhhk "vtuoeghr" etbxungrx strpi tbeungi musgo uutx t buhrx ztk dhhi thcgrdgcish rgmgpyi tui tpbgngi zhhgrgngshmhbgi pui tpyhhe' vty shstzhdg ngdkhfehhy dgcrgbdyauugrg tbdxy thi sh etrhstri puivtuo eghr' xhh sh tdgbyuri tui xhhsh etbxungrx tui zhhgrg ptnhkhgxtui dgvhkpi/

aygky zhl truhx' tcgr' tzxwthz dguugi t ayurgo thi t pkgakngshmhi/ t "ptkag tktro'" uuhnwztdy/ sh xyghy vgkysgptryngby' tui sh xyghygshueghati sgpy/ uutx dhy zhl tpnhy sh kgdtkg "erhsgbatkx" tuituhytrhygyi pui tpyhhegr tuibuhrxgx' vtci tphmhgk dgktzyngksi tz sh arge thz tunzhxy' tuiehhi auo dgzg. tsgr rgduktmhgtuh; sh chfgr thi bhu htre xyghyyuy ptrctyi buhrxgx puitvhhncrgbdgi zhhgrg etbxungrxwngshmhbgi pui ptrntxh/

sh xyghy cttnyg vtcimudgkhhdy tz ptrntxhx zgbgicttuhpyrtdy mu vtci ayrgbdgrgduktmhgx thi pkt. mu ptrnhhsinhxcruhfi tui auuhbsk nhyngshmhbgi' tui tz tkg prhuutygthbptrntmhg strpi ckhhci dgahmykuhy sh "vhpt"t" dgzgmi/

*"vnxphe eghr" thi sh drgxgrg

thi tbsgrg vnxphe eghr bhhgx



vnxphe eghr bhhgx

vtuo eghr thbsuxyrhg tui bhu htrevty tuhpdgbungi nhy druhx bhhdgrtui thbygrgxg sh xyghy vgkysgptryngby ctrhfy uugdithcgrphri sh tsnhbhxyrtmhg pui"ngsheghs" vhk;' pui etubyhxtagk xgruuhx tphxgx mu tmgbyrtkg xhxygo thi tkctbh/

thcgrhd mu ztdi tz sh thhbg zt.tbyvtky t yhytbhag tubygrbgnubdpui mgbskhdgr chkhtbgi stktri' tuistx mu yuhai tuh; tzt ptrbgo thzgruutrygy mu suhgri uuhhbhdxybxphbg; htr/

tcgr ptr "vtuo eghr'" ktbdygro eghr' xpgmhgkg vhk;' tui btlxuc-etygdtrhgx pui vgky eghrvhk; prtdrtngi' egi sgr yuha zhhiptzhyhuu' uuhhk prtdrtngi uugkivtci thhbhdg xhxygngi thcgr shdtbmg xyghy' ktetkg xtagkxgruuhx sgptryngbyx uugki prhhuugri pui t druhxi yhhk "ngsheghs"uuhryatpy' tui gx uugy vtpgbykhlzhhi drhbdgr tbmueungi mu buhyhdgvhk; prtdrtngi/

*uuhphk ngi aygky zhl ptr mu

egbgi sh thhbmkvhhyi pui "tctntvgky rgptro dgzg." uutx uugryctks thhi htr tky' uugry ngirgdkngxhd dgftpy thi prhagthcgrrtaubdgi thcgr btltundgrtfygbg ekhhbg uugrygrsgrhbgi uutx egi crgbdgi druhxgprtckgngi/

thi dgchy pui "vtuo eghr'" vtysh pgsgrtkg "xh/ go/ gx/")tdgbyur ptr ngsheghs tuingsheghr( dgktzy ngksi gykhfgbhhg rgduktmhgx ptr tzgkfgtdgbyuri' tui vty dgdgci t eurmgmhhy trhhbmuahei etngbytri/

muuhai tbsgri' uugy hgsgthhbmhdg "vtuo eghr" tdgbyur thitngrheg cteungi t "xetur" thcgrsh rhzheg pui auuhbsk tui gchuz' nhysrhh aytpkgi' "bhsrhd'" "nhyk" tui"vuhl/" dguutbsi kuhy sh rhzheg"xetur'" uugki sh ctyrgpbsgtdgbyuri strpi tsurfdhhi thhbxtsgr ngr pui phbg; xpgmhgkgtubygrzhfubdgi tui "xerhbhbdx"dgmhky mu ftpi auuhbsk ctmhhybx/

gezhxyhrbsg vtuo eghrtdgbyuri uugki dguugbkhl vtci t"nhygkg" aytpk' tcgr bhhg – tuituhl tkyg uutx yuhai tsrgx tsgrgpgbgi btl t bhhg ktetmhg – uugkivtci t "vuhfg" aytpk' uutx uugytuhytntyha crgbdgi t prhagfuutkhg rgduktmhgx' tunct-ayhnyg tui tundgntksgbg "xhhyuuhzhyx'" tui "erhnhbtkg cgedrtubsyagex" tuh; sh aytc nhydkhsgr/

thi mudtc' tuhxgr sh"etrptrghy etnpkhhgbx" dgzgmiuutx sh xyghy vty thhbdgphry thi60w' uuhk "xh/ go/ gx/" thhbaygkiprhag btmhtbgkg rgduktmhgx puisgo xtry' uutx sh ktetkgthbsuxyrhg ctegnpy uuhctks gx

uugy atpi fttx tui mgnhagbhanhy sh xyghy prtytetki uutx ngivty gbskhl thhbdgphry tuhpwirhfyhdi uugd cnal sh ptrktpgbgphbg; htr' nhy phk vtrguutbhg tuigexyrgng vuhfg etxyi/

sgruuhhk' uuh nwztdy' vtkyi btlsh tkg rgduktmhgx thi"etngbytri" aytpk' tui uuh btrgpgx uugy eungi tphmhgk uugy gxdgntksi uugri/

*thi btl t arhy mu rgsumhri

vgky eghr etxyi' vty bhu htrexyghy vgky sgptryngby dgshbdgit ptraubd phrng mu ayushri shtunaygbsi uugi' tui ptruutx' tetbxungr ztk strpi bumi"xgryhphhs" vtuo vgky vhk; ngruuh 021 ygd btftbtbs/

vtuo eghr trdtbhztmhgx'xpgmhgk "yattx'" zgbgi gyuutxctztrdy thcgr sh "ayushg'"uuhctks tzgkfg ktbdg vhk;pgrhtsi uugri dguugbkhlmudgaygky chh gexyrgng auugrgtunaygbsi uutx ctrgfyhdi gxthcgr dgbud/ sh ayushgtubygrbgnubd vtky btl thbsgrnhy'tui phrbsg vtuo eghr tdgbyuri tui"yatt" tsuutetyi zgbgi thiptrchbsubd nhy vgky sgpy/cttnyg uugdi ptrzhfgri tz sgrprthgey uugry dgphry ruthd tuiptraygbskhl/

*thbnhyi zungr thz trhhi thi

ertpy sh bhhg "pgnhkh vgky eghrsgxhatbx tey'" t xyghy dgzg.uutx dhy tphmhgkg rgfy ptraygkptryrgygr mu ntfi grbxygvgky eghr ctakhxi ptr t ngbyauutx uugry dgatmy mu zhhi thi tnmc uutx ktzy bhay ptxi thhdgbgctakuxi tui gr vty bhayctayhny pui ptrtuhx thhbgo uutxztk tho ptryrgyi tphmhgk/

sgr dgzg. thz' thcgrhd mu ztdi'zhhgr xgbxhyhuu' thcgrvuhpy thidgchy pui vkfv' anhr, vcrhtu,'muutv' fcus vn,' tt"uu/

chz vhhby thz sgr dgzg.tpgeyhuu btr uutx tbctktbdy thiaphytk tsgr buhrxhbd vtuo/ sh"vtuo eghr" thbsuxyrhg vtytbdgvuhci dgaprgfi nhy bhu htrexyghy cttnyg uugdi tuhxcrhhygrisgo dgzg.' uuh uuhhy ngdkhl' tuhlptr ngbyai thbsruhxi pui"thbxyhyuatbgk eghr'" stx vhhxy'tuhl ptr ngbyai uutx cteungi shbuhyhdg vgky eghr vhk; chh zhl thiayuc surl "vtuo eghr" tsgr"vtxphhx eghr/"

sh xyghywx "khh; xuptry ygxeptrx" vty auhi dgvty thhi xgrhgdgaprgfi nhy "vtuo eghr" phrgr'thcgranugxbshd uuhtzuh' uuhphksgrpui ht tui uuhphk bhay' sgrdgzg. egi tuhl sgei thi-ayucctzhryg etbxungrx thi auugrgtunaygbsi/

sh grayg xgrhg dgaprgfivtci thsgbyhphmhry sh dgzgmi tui

xyghy aytyuyi uutx uugki strpidgyuhay uugri tuhc tzgkfgxgbxhyhuug tuhytrhygyi tuictakhxi eungi trhhi tubygr "vgkyeghr" vhk; prtdrtngi/ kuhy tkgtbshhyubdgi' uugy btl suhgri tktbdg mhhy chz uugi' tuhc cfkk' tztxtry yuha thi tzt vtegkgetygdtrhg uugry ctaygyhdy tuh;thbsruhxi pui t aphytk tsgrbuhrxhbd vtuo mhngr/

*surftuhx sgo ptrktpgbgo

sgmgncgr' ctmhhfby truo tngrhegtkx sh "btmhtbgkg vtuo eghr"ntbty' vty sh bhu htregr "vtuoeghr txtxhghati'" dgktzy sruei"crhuugi muo rgstemhg" thi ekhhbgktetkg mhhyubdgi thcgr dtb. bhuhtre xyghy' dguuhsngy mu crgbdgituhpngreztnehhy thcgr shdguutkshdg vhk; prtdrtngi uutxegbgi uugri mudgaygky/

thi sh crhuugi vtysgr ptrthhi' thi uugkfi"vnxphe" thz tprtnhbgbygr nhydkhs'tuhl truhxdgcrgbdysgo ru; ptr ptkhyhagcttnyg tui gruuhhkygdgzgmdgcgr' zhh ztki zhlmurhe vtkyi pui abhhsi"vtuo vgky eghr" vhk;prtdrtngi/

sh xtry vhk;ctahhsi tui csrl fcusthz dtr txtl chkhdgr'tui uugry xgruuhry nhyngr rgxpgey' uuhtbsgrg grkhh vgkyeghr vhk;' tui ngi vtyauhi dgabhyi dgbud chzvhhby' uugry dgztdy thish crhuugi/

*t dtbmg rhhg

"vnxphe" vhk;prtdrtngi thi "vtuoeghr" tui tbsgrgetygdtrhgx zgbgi thidgptr pui rgsumhrytsgr dtr gkhnhbhryuugri tuhc dtuugrbtrgbsru etunt tui nghtrckuncgrd zgbgi thhb-ayhnhd nhy sh ntsbgpkgbgr pui t chz-vhhby-tunctetbyg drupg thish crtbex' nhywi btngi"ptrt-prtpgatbgkvgkyeghr thbxyhyuy'"tsgr "ph/ ghya/ thh/"

tbdgckhl nhywi mhkmu gbshdi sh chz vhhbyhdgyrtshmhg' uuh sgrdtuugrbtr pui bhu htrethz thi vhmhdi erhd nhysh vgky eghrthbsuxyrhg uugdicuszagy prtckgngi'thhbgr arhhy tuhpwitbsgri tui muo xu;sgrkhhdy hgsgrptkhyha tui phbtbmhgk'

vty sh drupg tbdgvuhci t prhagyteyhe pui trchhyi tubygr sheukhxi tuh; t khhfygrg cuszagyetnprtnhx/

sgr mhk thz duy' tuhcbtuh;/tcgr euebshd yhpgr tuh; sh drupgwxpkgbgr ftpy t arge/

sh drupgwx pkgbgr euei zhhgrchhz tuh; "vtuo eghr" vhk; thitkdgnhhi' arhhcbshd tz shetygdtrhg vhk; prtdrtngi vtcibhay ehhi "eghr ngbgszangby"yhhk' tzuh mu ztdi' tui tz shprtdrtngi nhy phkg vhk;ngdkhfehhyi' uuh "ktbd ygro vtuovgky eghr" tui "ngbgszas ktbdygro eghr'" zgbgi tbdgckhlptrstpky thi sh xgruuhxgx uutxuugry mudgaygky/

kuhy "ph/ ghya/ thh/" str; ngirgptrnhri sgo dtbmi "vtuo vgkyeghr" xhxygo nhy zgex vuhpypubeyi/ muuhai tbsgrg ztk ngi

gkhnhbhri sh"buhrxhbduughuugr"prtdrto thi bhu htre xhyh – tvnxphe prtdrto uutx aygky mu tdruhxg xgrhg vhk; prtdrtngi ptretbxungrx thi dtr auugrgtunaygbsi v"h – uuh tuhl ztk ngirgsumhri vtuo eghr ptr ngbyaiuutx zgbgi bhay thi t dgpgrkhfgnmc tui ngi ztk abhhsi sh ayubsgiuuhphk btr ngdkhl/

thbsuxyrhg uugygrtbgi ztdi tzsh drupgwx pkgbgr uugki bhay dhhi muuuhhy' ctytbgbshd muuhai tbsgrgpubeyi tz thi bhu htre xhyh tkhhbxzgbgi ptrvti 74 yuhzby "ghya/ghya/ gh/" dgvhkpi tui 000'921 "ph/xh/ gh/" dgvhkpi' tui ngi uugy zhlbhay thhbrhhxi nhy tzuhphkmgbskhdgr yuhzbygr vtuo eghrszatcx thi tzt tuhxygrkhagauugrg getbtnhg/



sh uugrygr zgbgi mu trgo tui shdgphki mu ptrpkhhmy mu egbgirhfyhd ahksgri sh dgvuhcgbg tuirhrbsg tyntxpgrg chh sh cr nmuvpui vcw vher cba"e fnr tcrvozkni b"h uutx vnxphe vtydgprtuugy sgo shbxytd prw uhjh'kxsr "ejo bt tkh utcrfo'" thiprtfypuki ztk "vnxphe ygrgx"thi ntbxh/

mgbskhdgr jaucg dgxy' shbtbyg napjv nhydkhsgr' duygprhhby tui teyhuug aytcnhydkhsgr' zgbgi dgeunginhyvtkyi sh dgvuhcgbg anjv'zgvbshd uuh sgr prh eusa vhkukhothz tuhxdguutexi vgfgr tkggruutryubdgi tui ctahhby sgotuhcbti uuh t j,i chuo anj, kcu/

sgr jaucgr cjur b"h mhhky zhlpui sh ,hbueu, ak ch, rci akt ygnuygo jyt thi vnxphewx "tregshgi"crusgrvhho thi ntbxh/ "tcrvozkni" – uuh gr dkhhfy ngi ztk thorupi thi puki btngi – egi vhhby duypubemhtbhri c"v tui duyetnhubhehri/ gr vty ctmhry sgonzrj yha uuh t pukaygbshdgrjaucgr uutuhkgr hahcv cjur:zhhsgbg cgehag tui dtryk'jxhshagr chcgr vuy' uugi pui zhhipbho ahhby trtp t anhhfk uutx egibhay ctmhhfby uugri gpgx tbsgrauuh vhnkha/

truo sh yhai zgbgi dguugictzgmi sh btbyg dgauuhxygr'napjv nhydkhsgr tui btbyg hshshouugkfg vtci zhl tpdgdgci nhywi

ehbs tui ayhhgi uuhhygr mu vhk;tuh; yrhy tui arhy/ tuhl vtci zhlprtnhbgby tbdgzgi sh aytcnhydkhsgr' njbfho tui jcrh vbvkvpui "agrh jnkv" chho erh, hutkxeuk shxyrhey' uutu sgr cjur b"huugry b,jbl csrl hartk xct tuithz kuhy sh tunaygbsi tuhp-dgtrchhy dguutri muo ayrtkbshdij,i vcr nmuv b"h kao uk,ptr,/

nu"v aknv kgctuuhya vh"u'sgr dgyrhhgr ngbgszagr pui"tregshgi crusgrvhho'" thz dgzgmimuo zhhy pubgo j,i vcr nmuvtcrvo zkni b"h' uugi tuh; sh rgfygzhhy dgphby zhl sgr dgyrhhgr"shrgey eghr xyg;" nu"v hutknauko phha vuruuh. vh"u' uugkfgrvty zhl tzuh vtrmhd tui dgyrhh

tpdgdgci nhywi cr nmuv cjur b"hnhy tkgx buhyhd/

ty sh xmgbg' uuhtzuh sh aytcnhydkhsgr pubgo drup-vhho' tkgxjaucg hubdgkhhy nxk,v unanbv'dgci zhl tp nhywi cgk anjvtuhcbti' tui tuhl nhy sh jcrho pui"tregshgi" chh zhhgr thhdgbgo yha'thz dguugi gpgx uutx vnxphe aytcnhydkhsgr egbgi pui sgr btby tcgrvty chh tkg dgxy tuhxdgrupiaptbgbsg v,pgku,/

sh hubdgkhhy' nu"v hutk naukophha vuruuh. vh"u' nu"v nhftkdtyygxnti vh"u' nu"v hutkvtkgbsgr vh"u' nu"v hutk prhgsvh"u tui nu"v vkk aphymgr vh"u'vtci tkg uuh thhbgr sgntbxyrhry tkgcgshdg nuxygr pui vtr. tuidgyrhhatpy uutx nwegi dkty tuipauy bhay sgrmhhki nhy yhby tuh;ptphr/

"gx thz dguugi nebt mu zhhi shjaucg aytc nhydkhsgr'" vty zhltuhxdgsruey zhhgr ngbgszagr'nu"v aknv kgctuuhya vh"u' nhyegbykhfg aytk. tui muprhsbvhhy/zhhgr gcus, veusa' euny bhay nhythcgr-sh-ntx rjnbu,' bhay nhygntmhtbgkg xyrubgx' bhay nhysgkhetyg uuhhyehhy' tuhl bhay tchhumt mu zhhi' bhay uuh trchhygr uutxptbyai t etryk' btr pauy nhy rhhitvcv' nhy t ruthdi dgnhy tuiyrgbhryg dktyehhy/ t bj, mu euei't xmgbg mu zgvi' t ytktby mu nebtzhhi/

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t vtrmhdi nzk yuc

bgngbshd t yrhy trhhi thictdhksgyi "vnxphe ygrgx"ctbegy ztk' chh sh tdgbyurwxmgbyrtkg tphx thi rtekgbsetubyh' vty hgsi tbyptbdgi tvgrkhfg xmgbg' sh yhai dgsgeyfhs vnkl' sgr ztk tuhxdgaygkygk yvr, veusa mgyhhky thi vtkc'

sh ngbgr tuh; thhi zhhy tui sh gzr,baho tuh; sh tbsgrg zhhy' uugithbnhyi ayhhy sh njhmv puiptrbshdg uugby' vuhl pubgo stl chzsh ptsktdg/

tui tz sh dgktsbyg dgxy tuidgekhcgbg mtk aytc nhydkhsgrvtci ptrbungi sh pkgmgr'tuhxvgrbshd nhy dgante sh uuhhfgnuzhe nhywi dgbhyi zhbdgr' vty btlt uuhhkg dgbungi stx uutry nu"vtcrvo tvri hux; ktbst vh"u'vnxphewx etnhubhyh tpghrxshrgeytr tui sgr ptrzhmgr tuipktbhrgr pui sh nxhcv/

tuh; zhhi ayhhdgr vty gr dhltrhhbdgphry sgo guko thi shrhfyhdg tyntxpgrg nhy sh rhfyhdguugrygr tui dgaygky sgo ytiptrwi tuugby/ rw tvri hux; vtyptxhd ctdrhxy sh ctyhhkhdyg chh shanjv' tui tpdgdgci t vtrmhdi nzkyuc ptr sh dtbmg napjv tui ptrsh aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfg dgci zhltp nhywi cr nmuv cjur 42 agv thiytd' uuh tuhl ptrwi drup-vhhongbgszagr' ptr sh xgruuhxettrshbghytrx' ptrwi shrgeytrpui rgzhsgbatk xgruuhxgx' tuiptrwi gezgehuyhuu shrgeytr puivnxphe/

sgr hu"r vty sgrntby shuutfbshdg xsrv' uutx jz"k ztdituhpwi pxue "vtxpu utdhsv kfo'" tzuugi hgec tchbu vty dguutky ndkvzhhi sgo e. tui sh afhbv vew vtyzhl tpdgyti vty gr dgztdy sgopxue ang hartk' tui sh acyhovesuaho vtci dggbypgry' "faoathi ckcl tkt tjs fl thi ckchbutkt tjs/" prgdy sh uugky' vtysgi hgec tchbu juas dguugi shehbsgr? sgr huac rta vty gruugbyt yhhgr uutry nph xprho uxuprho'tz thi ,phkhi pui thshag ehbsgrayhhy sh tvc, vcurt' tui thi,phkhi sntrh gknt ayhhy "nh fgnlhartk duh tjs'" sh tvcv puictagpgr mu sh thshag ehbsgr' tuinwzgvy pui sgo tz xwthz vt cvt,kht' tvc, sw tui tvc, hartk/tuh; sgo truh; ztdi msheho tz hgectchbu vty dguutky zhfgr ntfi tzxwthz j"u bhay dgckhci ehhi yhbtckc muuhai sh acyho' vty gr gxdgyti surl ang hartk' tui sgruh;vtci sh acyho dggbypgry tz faoufuw' tz zhfgr chh zhh thi vtrmi thzst pukaygbshdg tjsu, tui stx thzsgr mhhfi tz gx pgky tuhl dtrbhaythi tvc, vcurt/

uugi gx euny mu tvc, vcurttui tvc, hartk thz vnxphe sgrnuxygr' nhy sh yrhhvhhy tui tvcvuutx sh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr cteungithi vnxphe ti t ahgur' tpdgzgi thixhh uugkfi nmc tui thi xhh uugkfgtunaygbsi/ tmhbs' tz sgr jaucgr

cr nmuv cjur euny trhhi kgukv,urv uvnmuu, tui tbmuyti ,phkhi'thz stx tzuh ptxhd mu sgrntbgi'uugi ngi vty sh zfhw mu vgkpi tztcjur chhytd tui chhbtfy' tkgx gkyvr, veusa' tui tuh; sgo egi ngituhxrupi "nh fgnl hartk duh tjs/"

akhxbshd sh uugrygr nhyuutrhng uutubyai tui crfu, ptr shnapjv tui xyg;' vty sgrptrzhmgr tuhpdgrupi sgo jauci crnmuv cjur' mu eungi ztdi zhhi srav/

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cjur ztdy xwpagyhk

sh "kupy" thi ztk thz dguutrisrtntyha/ sgr aytc nhydkhs rwphha vty tubygrdgphry stx mgyk'tui sgr j,i vcr nmuv vty dgbungisgo nhertpti thi sgr vtby/

gr vty dgztdy stx pagyhk uuht rhfyhdgr cr nmuv cjur' aurv chhaurv' fzei urdhk/ muuhai shtbuugzbsg vty dgvgray grbxygdgphki' zgvbshd mu uutxptrt nsrhdvsgr jaucgr cr nmuv cjur thztuhpdgayhdi tstbe sh vtrguutbhgtzuhphk htri/

tcrvo zkni b"h vty ptrdgztdystx pagyhk' sgrntbgbshd sh druhxgzfhw pui tbvuhci mu khhdi ,phkhi' shzfhw pui zufv zhhi mu ti grkhfi thshaijhbul' crgbdbshd phk thsha bj, ptrsh dtbmg napjv/ sgr cjur vtypgrzgbkhl ctstbey zhhbg aytcnhydkhsgr thi crusgrvhho tui zhhtbdguutubyai uutrhng crfu, tuivapgu, yucu,/

uuh btr sgr cr nmuv cjur vtygxphgy mu ztdi sh kgmyg auru,pubgo pagyhk' vty sgr gukoxptbyti tuhxdgcrtfi thi t vhkfhdi"urtv cbho kcbhl akuw gk hartk"tui "xhni yuc unzk yuc'" fbvud/

sgruuhhk vty ngi uuhhygrxgruuhry sh druhxg xgusv' tui stxpkt. tbdgdrhhy ptr sh sravdgatbe n,bu, ptrwi cr nmuv cjurthz dguutri ngr tui ngr tbdgphky/

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rta ch, tc

trtpkhhdbshd sgo ngbgszagrpubgo crusgrvhho tkx dgyrhh tuithcgrdgdgci vty sgr ptrzhmgrtuhpdgrupi nu"v aknv kgctuuhyavh"u' sgr dgyrhhgr rgzhsgb.ngbgszagr pubgo "tregshgicrusgrvhho" zhby thr gpgbubd ebtpgphr htr murhe/

tuh; zhhi thhdbtryhdi ayhhdgrvty sgr ngbgszagr tbdgvuhcictzhry tuh; sh uutfbshdg xsrv'sgrntbgbshd sgo uutry pui mshehotuh; "uhjh hgec'" tz nhywi nsra puijz"k tz hgec tchbu vty tkhhbxdgzgi aaho rcut tur thhbhekgl' thzstl hgsi ytd dguugi puk nhyanju,' crh,wi' cr nmuvwx' j,ubu,'thz gr stl sh dtbmg zhcgmi htr thinmrho dgdtbdgi thi ayrhhnk/ "stxvhhxy dgkgcy'" vtci mshehodgztdy/ bu' egi ngi mukhhdi uutx shuugky ztdy tz mu anju, str; ngi

bj, tui uutrhnehhy ayrtki truhx chhxpgmhgkg cr nmuv pui yhhgri cjur bh"u

btbyg napjv' duyg prhhby tui phkg ctyhhkhdyg chh phhgrkhfg cr nmuv pui jaucwi cjur - unapg nmu, ,phkhi jhho trufho

- vnxphe bhhgx -

vtxi tytegx egdi ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg ngbyai nhyshxgchkhyhx zgbgi dgayhdi thiptrktpgbgo etkgbsgr htr' ztdy sh"g;/ ch/ thh/" thi t ayuhbgbsgctrhfy pui uutahbdyti/

thi sh "nkfu, ak jxs"tngrheg' ztdy sh "g;/ ch/ thh/'"zgbgi thi 90w dguugi 79 gphztsi puiphhbykhfg tytegx egdi ngbyainhy shxgchkhyhx' truh; fngy muuhhprtmgby pui t htr prhgr/ shayrgbdg pgsgrtkg tuhxptraubdtdgbyur egi bhay grekgri ptruutxsh xtry tunngbyakhfg ptrcrgfbxzgbgi dgayhdi/

thi mhpgri zgbgi tzgkfg mtktytegx bhay muphk' tcgr hgsgthhbg thz t uuhhytdkhfg gphzts ptr

zhl' uuh vnxphe vty dgaphry tztgphzts tuh; sh thhdgbg vuhyptrthtr btl pxj' uugi nhxygrhgzgtbyhxgnhyi vtci tbdgphrekybtmhag xhnctki chh sh "16wxygxyrhy crusgrvhho" thi ctrt ptre/yrt. sh ptraprtfgbg dgky xungmu yrgpi sh aukshdg' tui t aytregptkhmhhthag tuhxptraubd' thz ngisgruuhhk bhay dgeungi tuh; ehhiaphri pui sh aukshdg/

kuhy vhhbyhdg pgsgrtkg dgzgmi'egi ngri uugri tbdgektdy erhnhbtkptrwi tytehri t ngbya mukhc tshxgchkhyh tsgr xhh uugkfgdgzubyvhhy prtckgo' nhy shngdkhfehhy ptr grbxyg dgkyayrtpi tuiqtsgr t mhhy thiyurng/

wg;/ ch/ thh/w: ngr vtxi tytegx egdi ngbyaiuutx vtci shxgchkhyhx


- vnxphe bhhgx -

vtci fuj' tui mu tzuhphk anju, tit ahgur str; ngi vtci txtl fuju,tui vtrguutbhg' tcgr ngi eueybhay tuh; dtrbhay btr ngi prhhsyzhl nhy sh anjv/

ty stx zgvy ngi st' ztdy rwaknv' chh tregshgi crusgrvhho tuish thmyhdg anjv/ sh aytcnhydkhsgr trchhyi grkhl tuipkhhxhd ti ehhi auo jacubu,' nwegizhh rupi chhbtfy' dtb. prh' zhh aygkizhl mu hgsg mhhy' tui sgrhcgr thmyegi ngi zhl prhhgi nhy sh dgvuhcgbganjv pui sh cr nmuv pui zkni b"hcagv yucv unumkj,/ tui stx uugrydgphry surfwi dgyrhhgi rgzhsgbatkxgruuhx ettrshbghytr nu"v haghwuugrmcgrdgr vh"u' thi aph. pubgogezgehuyhuu shrgeytr rw nthr vh"u/

rgsbshd shrgey muo j,i vcrnmuv b"h' vty zhl rw aknv dguutbsimu tcrvo zknbwi b"h tui' ctzhrytuh; ti gucst npurxo chho vhhkhdihanj nav tui hhyc kc' ahhituhxdgyhhyay uutx hgec tchbu vtydgztdy ptr hux; thi nmrho' uuh rhhigr thz dgckhci tui tuhl zhhbg muuhhehbsgr' "vrtv sw tu,h'" surfsgouutx hgec vty dgzgi zhh zgvi tuhxthi zhhi murv vty gr dguutuxy zhhzgbgi duy/ st thi tregshgicrusgrvhho' ztdy sgr ngbgszagrnhy ptytx' trchhyi tkg aytcnhydkhsgr thi t cjhbv pui zhltkhhbx' nhy t vtr. tui yrhhvhhy uuhngi uutky zhl tpdgdgci nhythhdgbg ehbsgr' tui tzuh zgvy ngiuuh duy sh ehbsgr dgphbgi zhl/

muo akux vty rw aknvtbdguutubyai sh aytc nhydkhsgrtui zhhgrg c"c ,jhw uugkfg dgci zhltuuge ckc ubpa' tui tbdguutubyaiptrwi ctkhcyi j,i vcr nmuv b"hphkg vapgu, yucu, kao uk,ptr,/

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nprxnhi guah nmuv

tz xwthz dgeungi sgrmgbyrtkgr ntngby' sh rhhgtuhpmurupgi sgo gezgehuyhuushrgeytr' vty sgr ptrzhmgrsgrntby t uutry pui vhhkhdi esua,hu"y tuhpwi pxue "ghbh fk tkhl uduw'"tz sgr ctagpgr dhy ptr thsi thitkg mhhyi' tpdgzgi sh getbtnhagtunaygbsi/ cg,u' thi sh rhfyhdgmhhy' bhay ehhi jhkue uutx yuy zhlthi sh getbtnhg/ stx aphry ngihgmy/ tui vnxphe thz stx tuhl tzuh'ngi rgsy pui abhyi tui rgsuemhgx'gx zgbgi auugrg mhhyi' tcgr ngiyuy tkgx ptr sh yhhgrg ehbsgr nhysh ntexhnuo ngdkhfehhyi' uuhnwzgvy tzuh ektr chh sh cr nmuvvhhby btfy/

sh uughygrx vtci sgrktbdyuuhhygr muo yha' sgr guko vtytbyhhk dgbungi thi sh xgusv aknmuv' sgr cr nmuv cjur vtyctahhby sgo tuhcbti nhy t xyg;hubdgrnti mu sh vtby' tui gx vtydgbungi stx uutry sgr gezgehuyhuushrgeytr pui vnxphe' nu"v nthruugryvhhngr vh"u/

"crul avjhhbu uehnbu'" vty rw

nthr tbdgvuhci' sgrntbgbshd sgoctetbyi ntnr jz"k uutx uugryaygbshd sgrntby chh tzgkfgvnxphe nxhcu,' tz thi sh ,phkhi puivhhkhdi curt ayhhy sgr pxue "nhfgnl hartk duh tjs/" nwegi gxztdi kuhy sgo ntnr jz"k tz shjnav junah ,urv vtci aaho rcuttu,hu,' prgdi tkg ngi zgvy stl tzsh mtk tu,hu, thz cgrl sh vgkpy?ztdy sgr pbh hvuag tui tbsgrgnpraho tz ngi rgfby tuhl shptrngy tubygr hgsi tu, ctzubsgr/ptruutx? uuhhk xwthz uuh haafr tuizcukhi' uugr gx thz njzhe ,urv thztphku ngr uuh sgr uutx kgrbytkhhbx/ sgr ptrngy vtky tkgx ti'ti sgo thz dtrbhay ngdkhl' btrnhy sgo vtkyi zhl sh tu,hu, uugdisgo dhhy tzuh sgr jacui/

tmhbs thz stx ptxhd mu ztdi'uuhctks sh zhhsgx pubgo cr nmuvcjur eungi pui di gsi vgkhui zhlna,,; zhhi chh sh druhxg anjv/"thl vtc btby dgegby sgo gkygrzhhsi z"k'" vty rw nthr sgrmhhky'uugkfgr vty dgvty sh zfhw njze muzhhi sgo rchwi zh"g thi sh auugrghtri pui ,ah"z' chh sh ngrfv egdi shcjhru, thi trv"e/ gr vty tzuh njhwdguugi sgo rchwi zh"g chnho vvofhsug' tho tubygrdgvtkyi uuh shduuhkhi vtkyi tubygr sh tu,hu,v,urv' tui tmhbs thz gr st ztk grnkh. yuc zhhi tuhpwi jaucwi turthhbhek b"h tui tkg thsi uutx vgkpitho mu crujbhu, udanhu,/

nhy sh zfhw ptr tzt gcus,veusa yugi nhr zhl uugbsi mu shdgyrhhg vnxphe xyg;' vty rw nthrtuhxdgrupi' tui nhr zgbgi stx nfhryucv' thcgrvuhpy sh "shrgeyeghr" aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfgtrchhyi chhytd tui chhbtfy' tuh; sh"prtby khbhgx'" tuh; t ptrbgouutx nhy sh cgxyg tphxgx tuigezgehuyhuug cttnyg egi ngidtrbhay yti cfkk/ ctn, thz stxti gbhi pui "utvc, krhgl fnul" thiyhpxyi ctshhy' ngi dhy zhl tp nhysh ehbsgr thi crusgrvhho tuh; tuugd uutx ehhbgr thi sh uugky yuybhay xhhsi ytyg tui ntng ptrphmkgl ehbsgr' "nurh urcu,h' stxvty stl bhay ehhi ahgur tui ehhigrl!"

tuhxrgfgbgbshd tkg"tregshgi" aytc nhydkhsgr chhobtngi' vty rw nthr tuhxdgsrueysgo rhfyhdi vfr, vyuc ptr tkgshrgey eghr xyg; ctzubsgr' uuhtuhl ptrwi dgkubdgbgo ngbgszagrnu"v aknv kgctuuhya vh"u' ptr shxgruuhx ettrshbghytrx pui shehbsgr thi tregshgi crusgrvhhonu"v hutk ruchi vh"u tui nu"v hutkktbst vh"u' tui ugk fuko ptr nu"vhaghw uugrmcgrdgr vh"u' uutx tkxshrgeytr pui rgzhsgbatkxgruuhxgx chh vnxphe thi rtekgbsetubyh ayhhy gr thi aph. puivnxphewx phkg drup-vhhngi thi shdgdby/ kuhy rw haghwx trchhy tuidgyrhhatpy nuz zhhi – ztdy rw nthr– tz gr vty 52 agv thi ytd/ shtsnhbhxyrtmhg tui sh phbtb. xyg;'

uugkfg vtci sh tuhpdtcg muptrzhfgri tz sh mhkhbsgri pubgovnxphe ntytr srhhgi zhl dgvgrhd'vtci cteungi t pgrzgbkhfi vfr,vyuc/ rw nthr vty uutrho ctstbeynu"v tcrvo tvri hux; ktbst vh"u'vnxphe shrgeytr pui etnhubhyhrhkghatbx' ptrwi vgkpi trdtbhzhritui tbphri sh prtfypukg cr nmuv/

dtr rhrbs thz dguugi thi ztk uugirw nthr vty sgrntby sh jaucgnapju, thi erh, hutk – nu"v crulvgra uuhhx vh"u ufk napj,u ahjhu'nu"v angui prhgsnti vh"u ufknapj,u ahjhu' tui sgr tha jhk urcpgkho nu"v sus uuhhx vh"u ufknapj,u ahjhu – uugkfg vtci zhlcnal sh htri trhhbdguutrpi ckcubpa mu vgkpi sgo yhhgri j,i vcrnmuv tcrvo zkni b"h' tui thotrhhbdgbungi thi ayuc nhy nhyvfxt akji nburv' tkgx cxcr pbhohpu,/ fuko tvucho fuko crurho fukodcurho' btr sgr curt guko uuhhxytui ptrayhhy u,vt nafur,o aknvngo sw tkeh hartk' phk thsha bj,tui vrjc, vsg,/

t pgrzgbkhfi vfr, vyuc vtysgr gezgehuyhuu shrgeytrtuhxdgsruey ptr sh dgyrhhgau,pho thi sh vhhkhdg trchhy pubgocr nmuv cjur chho nuxs "agrhjnkv" thi erh, hutk' fk tjs canuhcurl' zhhi yhyagr nu"v zuat f".vh"u' zhhi ygrtphxy nu"v mchatfygk vh"u' zhhbg dgyrhhg njbfhotui nsrhfho nu"v jhho vgra tppgkvh"u' nu"v hmje ptktyage vh"utui nu"v aknv zkni dgkc vh"u' sgryhhgrgr nbvk vnuxs nu"v jhhohshshw phagr vh"u' tui tjrui tjruijchc vgxei vnruno nu"v tvriuutk; ptktyage vh"u/

muo akux vty rw nthrtuhxdgphry nhy dtr uutrhnguutubyai ptrwi cr nmuv cjur b"h'uugngbwx tcu, vesuaho uutxdgphbgi zhl st uugki zhfgr nkh. yuczhhi tuh; tkg uutx vgkpi' tui tuhpwicba"e sgr j,i vcr nmuv gr ztktuhxuutexi ngkv ngkv c,urv uhrt,anho' chhsg napju, – sh thhdgbgtui sh vnxphe – ztki agpi phkgvuhpbx thsha bj, tui ptrayhhi mutho tui zufv zhh mu grphki tkgxuutx gr str;' chz nhr uugki zufv zhhimu cht, vdutk cc"t/

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unapg nmu, ,phkhi

sh uughygrx vtci xgruuhry tmuegrshdi btfaphhz tkx ehbujxgusv' tui sgr hu"r vty tuhpdgrupithhbgo pui sh jaucg napjvnhydkhsgr mu bgngi stx uutry/ tjaucgr auutdgr pubgo cr nmuvcjur tcrvo zkni b"h vtytuhpdgyrgyi cao sh napjv' tuihgsgr vty tuhxdgvgry nhy druhxbhhdgr tui dgphk/

sgr auutdgr vty sgrntby sgonak vhsug' uuh t nkl pui t druhxgnshbv vty dguutky thcgrphri zhhiptkt. tui dgvhhxi hgsi gpgx yti'trhcgrphri ztfi nhy pgrs tui uutdi

muo bhhgo pkt.' tui thhi tuhpzgvrvty tkgx tbdgphry/ sgrtuhpzgvgr vty dgvhhxi sh ctshbgrxbgngi pgrs tui uugdbgr' tkg ahhbgctmhryg' tui zhh vtci dgphry ahhbgegbhdkhfg rgbmkgl uuh gx ptxy/muo gbsg' ptr sh vuhpy cttnyg'vty ngi dgdgci tkyg uugdgbgr nhyvtkc murhxgbg rgbmkgl/ zhh vtcizhl dgchhzgry tuhpwi tuhpzgvr' tcgrapgygr btfwi tbeungi vty sgregbhd dgrupi sh vuhpy tuhpzgvr tuizhh ctstbe ptr sh trchhy' ztdbshdtz sh yhhgrg ztfi vty ngi dgstrpyngr vhyi vty ngi gx ctekhhsy thimurhxgbg rgbmkgl' dgphry btr surlsh dgyrhhxyg cttnyg uugngi thlvtc ptryruhgy' btr nhy gbe' btrtuh; sgo uugd vty ngi dgegbytrhcgrcrgbdgi sh ztfi/

sgr bnak thz ptraygbskhl' tzsh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr tui cjurhoeungi trtp tuh; sgr uugky nanhngk' thi ptrgo pui auutfgrgrgbmkgl pubsruhxi' btr ptr tzgkfguugngi sgr curt fk guknhoptryruhgy thi sgo akhju,' tui btrtzuh egi ngi st vhyi tuh; zhh tui zhhegbgi tuhxphri sh ctayhnyg,pehs/

stx thz sh ptxhdxyg ztl uutxnwegi ztdi ptr vnxphe' vty sgrcgk srai tuhxdgphry' dgyrhhg thsiuutx vgkpi nhy tkgx uutx str;dgyti uugri/ "thl egi bhay tkgbgngi' tcgr fk tjs canu hcurl'"vty gr dgztdy/ tui t ctzubsgrihhar fuj ptr sh napju, ahjhu uutxvtci zhl cnal sh htri tpdgdgcitzuh dgyrhh nhywi ehbs/

tui mu phhfyg tuhdi thi ztk vtysgr jaucgr auutdgr tuhxdgphrynhy rhrbsg uugrygr' tz sh tcu, vewzgbgi st pui di gsi' tui tuusth sh tovcbho anjv g"v euny zhlnhyprhhgi chh sh dgvuhcgbg crnmuv' ztk zh thhbrhhxi ptr thr yhhgr

ehbs tui ptr tkg uutx yugi ptr thomuo duyi' tni/

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"rcu,h nhr uuhki cgbyai"

thi t dtr zgkygbg grahhbubd chht cr nmuv pui vnxphe' vty ngi stdgvty sh dguutkshdg zfhw tz sgryhhgrgr cr nmuv cjur ahjhw vtytkhhbx dgcgbyay gk vfux' fbvudchh cr nmuv cjurho tz ngi uugrynfucs nhy crf, vnzui cmhcur/ grvty phhgrkhl dgztdy "bcrlktkuehbu" – tui ftya chh t cr nmuvztdy ngi bhay "avanjv cngubu'"vty ngi gx st tpar dgegby ztdi'zgvbshd sgo jauci cjur tzuh ahhitui vgrkhl tui dgvuhci/

tui gr vty bhay btr dgztdy"rcu,h nhr uugki cgbyai" tuidggbshdy chh "ucyucu jhhbu'" btrmuo ytytki thcgrrtaubd pui dtbmiguko )tcgr bhay sh tregshgicrusgrvhho xyg;( vty tcrvo zknib"h ptrdgztdy stx dtbmg cgbyaivuhl tuhpwi euk uuh t mshe/

btfwi cgbyai thz sgr guko trhhithi t dgvuhcgbgo ytb.' ctdkhhynhy kgcgshdg nuzhe' rheushi akanjv' cag, sh ehbsgr pui"tregshgi" ytbmi thi t rhbdthbuuhhbhd/ sgr cgk anjv vty stitkhhbx cteungi sgo nhertpti thish vtby tui dgzhbdgi nhywi dtbmivtr. tz sgr guko thz dgaprhbdgi/

ckhhcy btr thcgr mu vtpi tz shdgvuhcgbg anj, vcr nmuv thivnxphe ygrgx stvh' vty ngurrdguugi sgo "nh fgnl hartk" chh shpnkht ak ngkv' tui thi sgo zfu,uugy vah", ptruuhrekhfi ptr tubzsgo "unapg nmuu, ,phkhi h,nalgkhbu kvhu, kbu jhho trufho uapgeusa/// uhbhjbu kgcus t, sw ftargo kcchbu/// tni xkv/"


- vnxphe bhhgx -

thhi dtr druhxg ygdkhfg etxypui vnxphe thi rtekgbs etubyhayhhy tuhx c"v mu uugri gyuutxrgsumhry' tbdgvuhci thi sh btbygygd' nhywi ctakux pui "ytui tuurtntptu" mu ktzi "vnxphe" euhpidtztkhi pui sh nubhmhptkg xhxygoptr t chkhdgrg prhhzi uuh shdguugbkhfg gbgrdhg etxyi/

sgr surfcrul thz dgeungituhpwi thbmhtyhuug pui bhhgoetubxhknti thi ytui tuu rtntptu'rw sbhtk prhgsnti' uugkfgr vtyctks chho tbeuo dgbungi muo vtr.stx uutuhkzhhi pui xpgmhgkgetbxungrx tui zhhgrg vhk;ngdkhfehhyi/

dtztkhi tuhxdtci mhgi trhhi thidruhxg dgkygr hgsi ntbty' nhy shuutexbsg mtk tuhytx thi shvnxphe pktyg uutx uugry ctbumyhgsi ytd mu yrtdi tui crgbdgietbxungrx pui-mu sh buhyhdg vhk;grygr tui yhhk pui sh aytcnhydkhsgr pui tui mu sh ytd-ygdkhfg trchhy/

nhy sh tdgbyur vtcbshd thintbxh tkhhbx tzuhphk uuh zgex druhxgxpgmhgkg rgzhsgbmi' muuhh druhxg"sgh vgchkhyghati" dgchhsgx tui tmgbyrtkg tsnhbhxyrtmhg dgchhsguutx uuhrcky nhy mgbskhdgr aytcnhydkhsgr' ayhhy muo shbxy tpktyg pui srhhxhd tuhytx/ nhy shuutexbsg prhhzi pui tuhk tuidtztkhi' akgpy stx trhhi hgsi ytdthi druhxg etxyi/

thi erh, hutk' auhi t duyg zgex

htr murhe' vty vnxphe c"v gxphgymu trtbszahri ti thhdgbg dtztkhiytbe tuh; "vnxphe uugh" ptr shtdgbyurwx etr tui uugi pktyg thitrtbsza etubyh' tui gx rgsumhry tdguutks pui sh gbgrdhg etxyi uutxsh tdgbyur uutky dgegby vtcistrpbshd euhpi dtztkhi tuhpwirhyghk ntregy/ sgr vnxphedtztkhi ytbe thi erh, hutk uugrytuhl dgbumy surl "dn"j vmkv" muthhbaptri dtztkhi etxyi cxcr pbhohpu,/

thi rtekgbs etubyh'dkhhfmhhyhd' vty vnxphe dgtrchhyt ktbdg mhhy mu vtci sh zgkcgtrtbzahrubdgi/

etubxhknti prhgsnti vtyegbgi dgkgrby vnxphe zhhgbshd tuh;t ctzul thi sh tdgbyurwx "sgh

vgchkhyghati" prtdrto thi ntbxh'tui gr thz dguutri zhhgr ctbungi puiuutx gr vty dgzgi/ muo akux pubgoctzul vty sgr etubxhkntidgprgdy uutx gr egi vgkpi' vtyvnxphe dgktzy uuhxi tz t duygabgkg ztl uutx sh ytui egimuaygki thz chkhdgrg dtztkhi/

thhbhdg uutfi murhe thz c"vdgeungi sh duyg caurv pui sh ytuicttnyg pui rtntptu' tz sh chygthz grkgshdy tui vnxphe ngd auhieuhpi dtztkhi pui sh nubhmhptkggbgrdhg xhxygo tui tzuh truothhbaptri dgkygr uugkfg egbgidgbumy uugri ptr vhk; prtdrtngikyuc, tjhbu cbh hartk/

rtntptu ktzy ktetkg "vnxphe"pktyg bumi dtztkhi nhy shxetuby

rgzukyty pui va,sku, c"v surl bhhgo ytui etubxhknti sbhtk prhgsnti

htbutr sgr 1wygr thz dgeungitui dgdtbdgi' knxpro' tui pui sgoytd vtci tkg chzbgxgr tuitrdtbhztmhgx uutx trchhyi nhytsgr tubygr "ngsheghs" dgnuzyzhhi thi pukxyi "etnpkhhgbx" nhywivtci tubygrdgzufy sh aytcnhydkhsgr tui uugbstrx mh thhbgrpui zhh thz tuh; sh "auutrmgkhxygx" uugdi vgky eghr tsgrtbsgrg rgdhrubd auuhbsk/

zhby 60w thz auhi dhkyhd t dgzg.tz xhh uugkfg tdgbyur uutx dgbhxypui "ngsheghs" dgkygr' nuz btfdhhitkg trchhygr tui tkg sruhxbshdgetbyrteyi – uuh steyuhrho'ekhbhex' xupkhhgrx' uugbstrx – mhthhbgr pui zhh thz tntk dgphbgidguutri aukshd thi vgky eghrauuhbsk/ pui sh rgdhrubdwx zhhy zgbgiptrvti gykhfg "auutrmg khxygx'"ctzhry tuh; xyghy tnh"d' "tu/ thh/szah/" pui pgsgrtki vgkysgptryngby' tui sh pgsgrtkg"szah/ gx/ gh/"' uugkfg tbyvtkyish bgngi pui sh ctaukshdyg thiauuhbsk uugngi nwytr bhay bumi

kgdtk mu trchhyi tsgr vtci nhy zhhchzbgx/

tpdgzgi uuhphk sh rgdhrubdcttnyg vtci zhl ptrkhhdy tuh;sgo dgzg. thi prhgrshdg mhhyi' thz"tnh"d" st thi bhu htre dguutrituhxygrkha ayrgbd sgrnhy tuidgntksi' uuh st ctrhfygy' tzuugkfg phrng tsgr tdgbyur gxuugy bhay zhhi thi thhbektbd nhysgo dgzg. pui tbvuhc 11w' uugytuhxayhhi auugrg tushyx tuingdkhfg ayrtpi/

kuhy sh rgduktmhgx str; ngibtfeuei hgsi trchhygr tsgruugbstr sh grayg ntk uutx ngivhhcy ti nhy zhh' tui btfsgo str;ngi btfeuei thhbntk thi 03 ytd mhthhbgr pui sh xyg; tsgr uugbstrxzgbgi thbmuuhai truh; tuh; thhbg puish yubegkg khxygx/ hgsi sgmgncgruugy ngi strpi trhhbdgci tphmhgkgctaygyhdubd tz ngi thz thi"etnpkhhgbx'" tui tl tui uuhh tuhcsh ctaygyhdubd thz bhay teurty/

dkhhfmhhyhd' chh vnxphe' vty shtdgbyur auhi prhgr dgktzy thhbphri

t dgkubdgbg xhxygo uutx vgkpyvnxphe tuhxphri sh auugrgtuhpdtcg abgk tui drubykhl' tuitzuh truo zhhi thi pukxyi"etnpkhhgbx" nhy sgo dgzg. btlthhsgr sh rgdhrubd euny gx tuhxphrinhywi puki ayrgbdehhy/

tuhxgr sh ayrgbdg thcgrzhfyuutx nwstr; vtci tuh; sh thhdgbgaytc nhydkhsgr tui uugbstrx'str; ngi tuhl cgyi sh uugbstrx zhhztki btfeuei zhhgr xyg; tuiuugbstrx mh thhbg pui hgbg zgbgibhay tuh; sh "auutrmg khxygx/"

mc"a' uugi t vgky eghrtdgbyur tubygr "ngsheghs" ptbsxctaygky etuug' tsgr abhh pumivhk;' str; ngi cgyi sgo etuugvtkxghkgr tsgr abhh-pu. etnptbhtubygrmuzufi zhhgrg trchhygr tuiuugbstrx uugdi vgky eghr tsgrtbsgrg rgdhrubd auuhbsk/ tcgr stvty sh rgdhrubd ht tchxgkg rjnbu,– tdgbyuri uugri bhay dgvtkyiptrtbyuutrykhl mu uuhxi tuhc shuugbstrx vtci dgptkdy sh ceavtsgr bhay/

"etnpkhhgbx" nhy "auutrmg khxygx"btfdgeuey nhy pukxyg ayrgbdehhy

sgr xgbty vty ctaygyhdy tchk uutx rgptrnhry sh "mgbzux"xhxygo thi tngrheg nhy t xgrhgptrcgxgrubdgi tuh; uutx ngi eueyauhi truhx ktbdg htri/ muuhaitbsgri uugy sgr chk thhbaygki bhhgrgduktmhgx uutx uugki tuhlptrcgxgri sh mgbzux thcgrckhetuh; ngbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx thish ptrthhbhdyg aytyi/

t vuhpy pubey thbgo chk thz muyuhai sh xyrueyur pui sh tdgbyur'gx ztk bhay zhhi t ekhhbg rtbechurt thi sh rhzhdg "etngr.sgptryngby'" btr tuh; t vgfgrgaytpk nhy t shrgeytr uutx sgrprgzhsgby tkhhbx btnhbhry tphmhgktuh; t 5whgrhdg ygrnhi – nhyxgbty muayhnubd/

sh etbxyhyumhg pui tngrhegctpgky surfmuphri t "mgbzux"

hgsg 01 htr tui tzuh truo uuhxi shbuhyhdg thhbmkvhhyi uugdi shchrdgratpy thi tkg dgchyi/ ptrngbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx thz stxdtr uuhfyhd' uuhhk uuh ngr sgrdgcruhl tkx ngr tuhpngrztnehhycteuny stx chh sh rgdhrubd phrgrthi uutahbdyti tui truo sh xyghyx/

ptrthtr' chh sh 01w mgbzux' vtyvnxphe dgvtkpi surfphri sgoprtmgsur thi sh tdgbyurwxrgzhsgbmi' ptrwi uutuhkzhhi tuimueubpy pui xpgmhgkg vhk;prtdrtngi' tui vgky tui hungixgruuhxgx thi tkdgnhhi' tz shrgdhrubd tdgbyuri tuh; tkgaytpkgi pui pgsgrtk tui xyghyztki egbgi zgvi uuhphk vhk; gxstr; xgruuhry uugri ptretbxungrx tui ptnhkhgx stvh tuithcgrwi dtbmi ktbs/

shxgchkhyh tsuutetyictdrhxi xgbty "mgbzux

rgptro" pkgbgr

sgr ctetbygr vnxphe vhk;prtdrto "pghx" – uutx aygky mut pgrzgbkhfi dgvhk; ptr ngbyaikuhy zhhgr thhdgbg tuhxuutk – thzprha ctbhhy dguutri surl shrgdhrubd muo bhhgo etkgbsgr htr'11w knxpro' tui nhy sh ctbhhtubdeungi mu prhag arhy tuirgduktmhgx mu ptrzhfgri tz sgrprtdrto yuy pubemhtbhri nhy shntexhnuo bumkhfehhy' kgdtkgptrarhpyi tui duyg rgzukytyi/

"pghx" thz pui sh ngrxygdgkubdgbg tui crhhy ptraprhhygvnxphe prtdrtngi/ yrtmsgo uutx"pghx" thz btr dhkyhd thi rtekgbsetubyh' vty sgr prtdrto cnal shkgmyg zgex htr tuhpdgckhy vgfgrtkg gruutryubdgi' nhy btby mu muuhhvubsgry napju, uutx cteungi shvhk;' surl btby mu muuhh vubsgrythhbdgaygkyg – t druhxi yhhk puizhh btbyg napjv nhydkhsgr pui shctvtkpgbg etbxungrx/

surl "pghx" egi xhh uugkfgrngbya nhy grbxyg dgzubyprtckgngi' pui t ekhhi ehbs chz tigkygr gkygr zhhsg' cteungi tpgrzgbkhfi dgvhk; uutx dhy zhl tpnhy tkg buhyhdg ztfi pubgo ngbyathi ayuc tsgr thbsruhxi/

mukhc sgo crhhyehhy pubgo"pghx" prtdrto' vtky sh rgdhrubdt ayrgbd tuhd sgruh;' tui pui mhhy

mu mhhy eungi truhx prhagptrarhpyi mu vtkyi sgo prtdrtozuhcgr tui bumkhl sh ngrxyg uutxthz ngdkhl/ thi sh ptrktpgbgntbtyi thz trhhbdgeungi sh "uuthxrgetdbhati" xhxygo' tz tkgtrchhygr strpi trhhbrupi pui zhhgrtrchhy pkt. chho tbeungi tui chhotruhxdhhi' tui t xpgmhgkgetnphuygr prtdrto ftpy tuh;ygkgptbha sh ayhng tui sgregbymh gx thz teurty tui pui rhfyhditsrgx/

kuhy uuh gx dhy thcgr sgr"pghx" ettrshbghytr nu"v nbjonav ayhhi vh"u' strpi auhi tkgetbxungr tui trchhygr tubygr sgoprtdrto vtci grvtkyi sh bhhgetkgbsgr uugi sh auru, uugridgkhhby/

sgr etkgbsgr yuy tuhltbmhhfgbgi tkg uuhfyhdg ygd thbgo"pghx" xhxygo' uugi ngi str;trhhbahei "yhho ahyx" surftuhx sheungbshdg 21 ntbtyi' tui uugivnxphe ahey truhx sh yagex ptrsh aytc nhydkhsgr/ gx thz mu vtpitz sh phkg vubsgrygr dgvtkpgbgetbxungrx tui ctmtkyg thhbdg-aygkyg uugki uuhhygr tuhxptkditkg rgduktmhgx pubeykhl uuhptrdgarhci' tui tzuh truo uugy sgr"pghx" prtdrto uuhhygr egbgitbdhhi kao uk,ptr,/

"pghx" prtdrto ctbhhymu prhag etkgbsgr

htr nhy ngr trsgbubd


- vnxphe bhhgx -

pui stryi thz shrgeytrehrangr dgphry dguutri tuh; t yurtruo sh phkg tpyhhkubdgi pubgo sghvgc tui sh tbsgrg aytei' egbykhlthcgrrtabshd sgo shrgeytr nhysh ahhbg chksgr' rhhfg teyhuuhygyi'tryx gbs ergpyx' xsr vhuo' dgbhygtrsgbubd tuh; yrhy tui arhy' chzngi thz tbdgeungi muo srhyi aytechh sh mgbyrtkg gezgehuyhuuxuuhyg/

sgruuhhk thz dguutri tbdgdrhhy tprhaytd fhs vnkl thi vuhpyetbpgrgb. ruo pui sh vnxphedgchhsg' tvgrdgaygky t p,ajrh, uuh gx ptxy/ thi shctayhnyg mhhy vty sgr sh/ sh/ gx/tu/ shrgeytr trhhbaptmhry thiztk' tui sgr guko vty zhl dguutaitui dgbungi sh ctayhnyg grygr/

*ptr shrgeytr ehrangr' uuh gr

ztdy tkhhbx' thz vnxphe btby muovtrmi fngy t pgryk htrvubsgry'btl pui uugi sgr dtbmgr gezhxygb.pui vnxphe thz btr dguugi thiptrgo pui t jkuo' t uuhhygrdgstbe' t btuuhbgr thsgtk uutxehrangr – sti btl thi sh grayghtri tubygr dtuugrbtr etunt –vty dgvtkpi muaytbs crgbdginfj tk vpugk/ ayhhdbshd pui yrgpmu yrgp tuhpwi khhygr pui sh xyghyxpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyur' cteunyehrangr tkx ngr tui ngrtuhytrhygy ptr sh buhyhdgxpgmhgkg vhk; prtdrtngi tui muayhhi muo rgfyi vtby pui vnxphechzwi vhhbyhdi ytd kao uk,ptr,/

pui btl cgptr "shbuctubzgrvhho" vty dggpby sh yuhgri'chz sh thcgr t mgbskhd vnxphergzhsgbmi vhhby' pui zhhi tny tkxduynuyhdgr aytc nhydkhsgr chh shxyghy' chz zhhi sgrdrhhfubd mu zhhi"ssx"t shrgeytr vhhby' thz nhheehrangr aygbshd dguugi t duygrprhhby' t yuhgr tui tuhgr' tui tzuhuuhhygr chz vhhby/ stx vty zhl duydgaphry cnal sh dtbmg tuhpbtng'uuh t phrbsgr uugygrti xyg; vtyzhl apgygr tuhxdgsruey' "hgsgrvty zhl dgaphry thbsgrvhho/"

*thhbdgkhhygy sh nxhcv vty rw

nthr' thhbktsbshd sgo dtxy tuitkg ptrztnkyg aytc nhydkhsgrmu "crgfi cruhy'" uuh nwztdy' zhlzgmi mu sh gvrbpukg nxhcv/

btl sh grayg ptzg pui "uxgsukcfo" vty tphmhgk dgbungi stxuutry sgr ptrzhmgr pui sh nxhcv'nu"v aknv rhhfnti vh"u' sgrdgbhygr tui dgyrhhgr "xgruuhxettrshbghati" xupgruuhhzgr chhvnxphe thi bhu htre xhyh/ nhy tithhdbtryhdg tui dgakhpgbg aprtl

vty rw aknv ctdrhxy sgo dtxyshrgeytr ehrangr' tui tkgptrztnkyg dgxy' tui dgaygkysgo "yti" mu sh uuhhygrshdgtuhpyrhyi tui ctdrhxubdgi/

"gx thz nhr t fcus tui gvrg mutbyptbdgi tubzgr tkyi tui cgxyiprhhbs' nhhe ehrangr'" vty sgrgezgehuyhuu shrgeytr tbdgvuhcizhhi rgsg' trhhbdhhgbshd thi tkygduyg zfrubu, pui sh dgnhhbztnganugxi tui ctzufi cnal sh htri'thcgrvuhpy sh aygbshdg bhhdgr puishrgeytr ehrangr mu vgri btl tuibtl pui tubzgr thshag ,urv tui shvhhkhdg scrh jz"k/

uuhk shrgeytr ehrangr vgribtl vhhkhdg rhhs pui jfnhbu z"k?"ht' zhfgr/" duy/ jz"k ztdi )c"c y:(tz uugr gx dhy msev ptr thhbgouugry dgcgbyay nhy zgex crfu,/tcgr uugr gx vgkpy nhy t prhhshdidgphk tui ahhbg uutrhng rhhs' uugrydgcgbyay gkg; ntk/ tubzgr dtxyst' tuhc tzuh' str; uugri dgcgbyaytxtl txtl ntk/

sh zfrubu, vtci murhe dgphrymuo drhbsubd pui "shbuc tubzgrvhho'"t ntxhuug tubygrbgnubd uutx thzvhhby "ckuhz btl t ehbs thi shnapjv'" tcgr sti chho "cfur" puish ptnhkhg thz ngi dgdtbdgi tptrvtbegrygr uugd nhy tzuhphkauugrhdehhyi tui ayruhfkubdgichnho vvo uutx nwegi zhl bhayptraygki/

euebshd tuhpwi nmc sgntky uuhngi ayhhy cgptr t ctrd mu vuhl musgrdrhhfi sgo aph.' sgrmhhky rwnthr' thz dgeungi t dgphk pui htuaj"u' gx thz mu t auugrg ztl/ shvtr. tui dgcgyi nhy uutx shjaucg gkygri ahjhu vtcitrtpdgkhhdy sgo dgcruhl pui tzt"tubzgrvhho" vty dgntfytunngdkhl mu egbgi tpztdi' tcgrsh cti ptry stl bhay/ gx thzdguugi auugr' chygr auugr/

cro zfur kyuc sgo jauci gxeibnr. tui nrch. ,urv' vrc bjuocrul ktxehi z"k' uugkfgr thz khhsgrthmy bpyr dguutri thi prhgi gkygr/gr thz dguugi sgr graygr"prtdrto shrgeytr" chho "shbuctubzgrvhho" thi sh graygauugrxyg mhhyi/

tcgr' vty rw nthr tuhxdgphry'st vtci nhr sgo ngbya nhheehrangr' uutx nhy zhhi eurtzapukgphtbhrbsg uugre hgbg mhhy' zhhianhhfk tphku thi sh auugrxygtunaygbsi' zhhi xhnptyhag mudtbdnhy sh gkygri tui aytcnhydkhsgr' vty dgaphky terhyhag rtkg thi sh tuhxdgkgfmyggpgbubd pubgo tubzgrvhho cx"s'uutx vty sti tpdgvhkfy uuh t hjhscnhbu thcgr sh dtbmg thshag uugky/nhywi grayi yuhgr crhhy dggpby

dhhy auhi tkgx drhbdgr' tui zhby stivty sh tdgbyur tuhpdgckhgy nhybtl tzuhphk rgzhsgb. vhhngi tuivhk; prtdrtngi' tcgr nhheehrangr thz stry dguugi puigrayi ytd' tui uuhhygr chzwivhhbyhdi ytd/

zhhi eurtza' uutrhnehhy'thcgrdgdgcbvhhy' muntk tphku zhhi"bhhi!" thz t etnchbtmhg uutx ngiyrgpy bhay' thcgrvuhpy thi shrtngi pui rgdhrubd cttnyg/ stxdhy tubz ektrehhy' ayhmg tuieurtza/

muo akux vty rw nthr ctstbeysh jaucg aytc nhydkhsgr uugkfgayhhgi ytd ygdkhl thi shrgeygkhbhg nhy shrgeytr ehrangr thi shckhgbsg vnxphe vhk; prtdrtngitui ctzubsgr nfhr yucv dguugi shaytc nhydkhsgr uugkfg vtcimudgaygky sgo vgrkhfi prhaytdtui tbdgphry sh dtbmg tuhpbtngprtdrto' thi aph. pui nrx/ eyhbt,jhw' ettrshbghytr pui vnxpheprthgeyi/

*sgr ptrzhmgr rw aknv rhhfnti

vty tuhpdgrupi sgo vuhfrtbdheidtxy' sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/ shrgeytr nhheehrangr' uugkfgr vty dgbungi stxuutry chho aygbsgr tuhpwi tuhcbtiyha/ ztdy sgr shrgeytr' fngyuutry-chh-uutry mu prgzgruuhri sgopuki thbvtky tui ctshhy:

"btftntk' t stbe' thl chictgvry pui sh duyg uugrygr/

"thl ag. tubzgr prhhbyatpy/surftuhx sh htri zgbgi zgbgi nhrtrhcgr dktyg uugdi muztngi tuiayhhbgrbg ayruhfkubdgi muztngi'tcgr tkgntk – muztngi' nhr tkgthbthhbgo/

"gx thz vgrkhl mu zgvibtftntk uuh vnxphe thztuhxdguutexi pui ckuhz t ptkbgrdgstbe mu t kgcgshdg gezhxygb.'ti tuhxygrkhag sgrdrhhfubd tuh;tzt druhxi ptrbgo' tstbe shphtbhrbsg uugre pui rw nthr tui shuugre pui sh aytc nhydkhsgruugkfg vtci dgbungi sgo mhk thizhhgr kgci mu trchhyi thi tztuutuhkg tui uutrhng' yhhgrgctagpyhdubd' mu vgkpi tbsgrg/

"thl dgsgbe duy gpgx pui sh

grayg mhhyi pui vnxphe uugdi shtrytstexhag thshag uugd puikgci/ aygbshd chh sh nhyhbdgi nhyxyghy cttnyg vtci nhrtbdgprgdy rw nthr t prtdg uugdithshaehhy tui gr vty dggbypgrynhy t ayhek jz"k tsgr vkfv tuiphkg thbygrgxtbyg thhbmkvhhyi/thhbntk vtci nhr ptrdgxi' tui rwnthr vty tubz sgrntby tz nwegibhay tbvuhci sh nhyhbd/ ptruutx?uuhhk thr vty ptrdgxi mu prgdigpgx uugdi thshaehhy///

"thl ag. stx zhhgr/ hgsgrkgrby zhl cnal stx kgci/ grkgrby tubz aygbshd' tui gr vty nhldgkgrby sh uugrs pui thshai kgcitui sh uugrs pui vgkpi tbsgrg' surlzhhbg uugrygr tui surl zhhbg ytyi'tui stx eue thl aytre truh;/

"nhr uuhhxi gx euny t auugrgcuszagy htr' nhr zgbgi bhay btthuu/nhr uuhhxi gx euny auugrg mhhyi/btl ngr uuhk thl sgrmhhki' thi 389w'uugi sgr graygr dtuugrbtr etuntthz trhhbdgeungi' tui thl vtcptrkuhri nhhi szatc – thhi ztl uutxthl vty dgegby yti thz bgngi tbhsgrhdgrg szatc' t "shntuagi'"tui stx vtc thl dgyti' tui murhetruh; tuhpwi khhygr' thhi yrgpk btlsh tbsgrg' chz thl chi tbdgeungi muuugri shrgeytr pui sh sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/

"ngbyai prgdi nhl' uuh dkhhfxyush trchhy? ssx"t thz t auugrg tuietnpkhmhryg szatc' tcgr thlvtc gx khc' thl vtc sh dgkgdbvhhymu trchhyi nhy rw nthr' tui nhythhl tkg surl vnxphe' tui nhytzuhphk duyg ngbyai surftuhx shvtsxti uugkh rthti/

"hhar fuj ptr vnxphe ptr shahhbg tuhpbtng tui ptrwi zhhi stptr tzuhphk ptnhkhgx tuietbxungrx' btftntk t druhxistbe/"

btl akhxbsg ctdrhxubdgi tuiprhhbykhfg anugxi ctdkhhy nhydgsgbegbha chksgr' thz sgr ssx"tshrgeytr tpdgptri tuh; zhhi uugdmu sh trchhy tui sh vnxphe aytcnhydkhsgr zgbgi murhe mu sh gcus,veusa/

vnxphe tbyptbdy "sh/ sh/ gx/ tu/" shrgeytr nhheehrangr chh prtfypukg tuhpbtng thi erh, hutk



vtrkgo' cruesghk' x/ kuexruzuugky' ntbyhphurh tui kuygrti'stx zgbgi tkg aphygkgr thi bhuhtre xhyh uugkfg zgbgi dgckhci nhyrau, mu ntfi "ctrhtyrhe"tpgrtmhgx tubygr "ngsheghs'"zhby t bhhg dgzg. uutx thz trhhi thiertpy sgmgncgr sgr 1wygr/

tkg tbsgrg aphygkgr' tzgkfgdruhxg uuh "etktnchg" tui "gi/ uuhh/hu/ ktbdti" tt"uu' egbgi uuhhygrxyghpkgi sgo ntdi' tcgr btr uugistx dgky euny pui thbaurgbx tsgrsh yta' bhay uugi "ngsheghs"ctmtky/

ptr ngbyai uutx vtcingsheghs surl "ngbgszas eghr"thbaurgbx – knak' "phsgkhx" – thzbhay dhkyhd sgr dgzg. tui tzgkfgthbaurgbx prtdrtngi uugki uuhhygrsgei thcgruutd tpgrtmhgx thi

aphygkgr uutx zgbgi ctaygyhdysurl pgsgrtkg tui xyghy tdgbyuristx mu prteyhmhri/ gx thz ngdkhltz sh thbaurgbx phrngx uutxvtbski nhy "ngsheghs ngbgszaseghr" uugki zhl muftpi sgrmu tuistx tuhl thhbphri' uuhctks"ngsheghs" shrgey )ph ptrxgruuhx( yuy tzuh' tcgr sgruuhhkthz bhayt uutx mu ztrdi/

sh tdrgxhuug ngsheghs yteyhethz auhi dgpktby thi tkctbh zhby50w' tcgr sh xyghywx vuhpy vgkycttnyg vtci bhay dgvty sgoeurtza mu tubygrbgngi tztrtshetkg arhy chz thmy uugi sgrcuszagy pui sh xyghy tui pui tkgrgdhrubd churtgi thcgr dtb.tngrheg zgbgi ptrzhbegi thiauugrg sgphmhyi/

thi dtb. bhu htre xyghy tuhxgr

sh xhyh' vty "ngsheghs" dgaktxietbyrteyi nhy 52 aphygkgr'sgrubygr gykhfg pui sh cgxgrg'uutu sgr prtdrto uugy sgeiuuhfyhdg thcgruutd tpgrtmhgxtuhpwi ntdi/ sh khxyg tbyvtky'muuhai tbsgrg' uugxyagxygr)uutkvtkt(' cti xgehur )ptryszagruuhx(' dus xgo )xtpgri'ntbxh(' btry atur )ntbvgxgy(' tuibtl/

xhh sh 5 thi ayty' tui xhh sh 52thi tpxyghy' zgbgi egbykhl dguutrituhxdgtrchhy tz hgsg rthti ztkvtci t aphytk nhy "ngsheghs"sgeubd ptr ntdi tpgrtmhgx muptrkhri uutd/ tuhc gx vty zhldgntfy hgbgr aphytk thz pui vuhfieuutkhygy' thz duy' tui tuhc bhay'ztdy ngsheghs' thz tuhl duy/

churtertyhag thcgruutd:

"ngsheghs" vty tuhpdgvgry mu sgei"ctrhtyrhe" thi ngrxyg aphygkgr

"ngbgszas eghr ngsheghs" thz bhay tubygr bhhg rgduktmhgxuutx uutky dguugi tuhc hgsgrptkdy sgo steytr tui bgny zhlgxi dgzubygr' ngr prufy tuidrhbmhhd' uuhhbhdgr etrctvhhsrghyxtui uuhhbhdgr antk. tui cvnvpkhha? ptrwi vtr. tpar cgxgr'tcgr ptr sh uugkywx getbtnhg' tcrtl/

tzt ntsbgr ctrhfy euny pui"thbygrbgatbgk ptkhxh bgyuutre'"t crhyhag bti-prtphy tdgbyur'uugngbwx aytc nhydkhsgr vtkyiegbykhl bhay sh bhhg ygtrhgx tzbtyurkhfg pgyi pui pkhha thztunagskhl tsgr dtr cgbgphyhrbs/

kuhy sh drupg' uutkyi phkgkgbsgr ht dguuhbgi nhy t dgzubygrgshgyg' uuhctks hgbg kgbsgr' mc"atngrheg' khhsi tzuhphk puithcgruutd tui rgzukyhrbsg ergbe tzdhhi dgzubygr uutky dgaptrychkhtbgi stktri thi vgky eghrtuhxdtci tui getbtnhag etxyi tui

dgntfy sh getbtnhg phk rhhfgr tuidgzubygr/

tcgr tbsgrg kgbsgr vtci bhayehhi druhxg thhdgbg thcgruutdprtckgo chh zhl thi ktbs' tui shtryhdg getbtnhgx kgci thi druhxiyhhk tuh; tuhxkgbshag tpgyhyi/tzt xtry ktbs' uuh crtzhk' egizhhgr khhsi tuhc tbsgrg bgngi zhlcgxgr muo dgzuby/ crtzhk vtythhbg pui sh drgxyg pkhhagexptryi thi sh uugky' tui shthcgruutd rtyg chh zhl thi ktbs thzauutfgr uuh sgr surfabhy thidruhxg kgbsgr/ tkx rgzukyty' tuhctbsgrg kgbsgr bgngi zhl ngr muthhdgbg prufy tui drhbmhhd tui ktzish rhbsgri ptagi thi zhs-tngrheg'uugy gx tubygrcrgbdgi shcrtzhkhtbgr getbtnhg uutx ckhgytzuh vgrkhl sh kgmyg ptr htr/

sh trdtbhztmhg atmy tz nhy tngxhdg shgyg ptrcgxgrubd thigbdktbs uugki ptrnhyi uugri 000'07yuhyptki t htr tui sh btmhtbgkgvgky xhxygo uugy zhl thhbaptrithcgr 02 chkhti puby 23)$ chkhti(/

"nhr ztdi bhay ngbyai ztkibhay gxi t dgzubyg shgyg'"ptrgbypgry zhl sr/ rhyatrs xnhy'ti getbtnhg prtpgxtr thi ktbstiuugkfgr vty mudgvtkpi sh ayushg/"nhr uuhki btr truhxcrgbdgi tz gxidgzubygr egi vtci tunuuhkbsgetbxeuugbmi/"

"thi t duyg uugky uutkyi nhrtkg dgvty t rhfyhdg shgyg'" phrytuhx sr/ xnhy nhy sh ptrntkgcrhyhag etkyehhy' "tcgr gx thztuhl uuhfyhd tz hgsgr vty tszatc/"

tfyubd:

dgzubygrg shgygx egbgiptrstrci sh getbtnhg

- ayushgx tui ctrhfyi -

sh ptrchbsubd muuhai vgky eghrtui bhu htrewx bhhgxyg etbdrgxnhydkhs sr/ b/ vghuutry thz bhayckuhz thr etsgb. tkx prtnhbgbygtuhdi steytr/

gx uugry ctetby tz sgr nti'sr/ xety vghuutry' thz prgzhsgbytui ag; gezgehuyhuu pui sh "ntubyehxetu ngshek drup'" t ptrthhi puifngy 003 steyuhrho tuixpgmhtkhxyi uugkfg vtci vuhfgptzhmhgx thi sh aphygkgr tuiekhbhex pui dtbmi tundgdby' pui

ntbvgyi chz uugxyagxygr chztruhpmhr mu tpxyghy' tpyntktzgkfg prteyhmhrubdgi uutxctshbgi phkg vhhnhag thsi druhx tuiekhhi/

sh bhhg etbdrgx nhydkhs tuitpdgshbyg tpygkntktszahxy'uugngbwx shxyrhey bgny trhhi erh,hutk tui yhhki pui tbsgrg thshagdgdbygr' vty ptrktbdy' tuicteungi' t zh. tuh; sh phbtb.etnhyg thi etbdrgx' bhay tuh;"gbgrdhg tui etngr." )uutx bgny

trhhi vgky eghr( uuh ntbfg vtciapgeukhry/

tcgr thi sh zgkcg mhhy thz gr'sr/ vghuutry' gruuhhky dguutri muzhhi yaghrnti pui sh cturs pui sh"tngrhegi ngshek druptxtxhghati'" sh drgxyg ptrthhipui prtnhbgbyg steytr drupgx tuiekhbhex/

sh ptrthhi thz ctzhry thitrkhbdyti' uuhrszahbhg' uutusteyuhrho tui ptrayhhgrcttrchhyi etbdrgx tui pgsgrtkg

tdgbyuri thcgr ygngx uuhfyhd ptrngshek drupgx thcgr dtb.tngrheg/ gx thz bhay ektr mh thrdguuhbx pubgo etbdrgx zh. vtyshrgey dgphry muo steytrwxctayhnubd tkx yaghrnti pui shdrupg' ztdi ctrhfyi' tcgr atyiuugy gx zhfgr bhay/

tui atyi uugy gx tuhl bhay muduyg ngshmhbhag prteyhmhrubdgithi 91wyi shxyrhey' sgrubygr shayty erh, hutk/

erh, hutkwx "etbdrgx ptnhkhg" dhhy vgfgr thi vgky eghr

sh rgdhrubd etxyi pui sgo cgbgphy'tui nhy sgo dgky vgkpy ngi sgeish tbsgrg yhhki pubgo vgkyrgptro/

muuhai sh tbsgrg pubeyi puivgky rgptro uutx uugri thmydhkyhd:

* ngbyai uutx vtci"ngsheghr" sgeubd tuh; ngshmhbgi'tcgr zhhgrg hgrkhfg ngshmhbhagtuhxdtci ptki trhhi thbgo "stbtyktl" pui muuhai 048'2$ tui 844'6$'uugki thmy cteungi t %05shxetuby tuh; ngshmhbgi/ thi 21wdhhy gx truh; mu %57 tui t htrapgygr uugy gx thbdtbmitbdgphky/

* ti tunctetbyg shxetuby pui05-03 prtmgby uutx aphygkgrpkgdi cteungi sh kgmyg 81 htrtuh; ngshmhbgi ptr "zgkygbgertbevhhyi" chh ehbsgr' thzpkumkhbd trtp pui yha/ kuhy tvgky sgpy/ uutryztdgr thz stxdguugi "ti tunaukshdg drhhz chhosrgpyi sh chk" uutx thz thmydgeungi muo tuhpngreztnehhy' tui"nhr uutryi tz etbdrgx ztk stxptrrhfyi uuh abgkgr/" tbsgrgprgdi' uuhphk btl tunaukshdg drhhzikhdi thi sgo chk uutx nwuuhhxy btlbhay?

sr/ sza/ drhbcgrd' uuhmgprgzhsgby pui ctrhnyi "yahksrgbxvtxphytk ctxyti'" ztdy tz sgr"drhhz" aygky "thi dgptr tubzgr

ngdkhfehhy mu ctvtbski dtretnpkhmhryg prtckgngi chhehbsgr/" vtpgbykhl uugy gx ytegdgkgzy uugri uuh abgkgr/

* sh ptrntxuyhek thbsuxyrhguugy thi sh eungbshdg muugk;ntbtyi ctmtki t xl vfk pui 5/2$chkhti thi ayhhgri tuh; xghkx puingshmhbgi tui ekhbhag tptrtyi/

* thi sgmgncgr vty shpgsgrtkg vgky sgpy/ dgntksi tz"anugxi" nhy t steytr uugdi "shkgmyg ngdkhfehhyi" egi uugrictmtky surl "ngsheghr" tkx yhhkpui t hgrkhfg uuhzhy/ t ngrdgptrpukg uugrxhg pui sgo thztruhxdgptki pubgo vgky eghrdgzg. btl ntxhuug uuhh-dgarhhgiegdi "rgdhrubd yuhy etnhygvi'"

tcgr sh prhag uugrxhg thz phknhksgr tui uugry dgayhmy fngythhbayhnhd surl tkg ptkhyhagdrupgx/ ngi vgry btr erhyhe tuh;sh "ctvtkygbg' fhyrg" uugd uuhtzuhsh cttnyg vtci gx prha dgntksi/

thi tkdgnhhi' pui ptkhyhaiaytbspubey' vtci sh prhag phrgrthi etbdrgx' thmy tubygrrgpuckhetbgr etbyrtk' ptr-aprtfi t xhxygntyhag tbdrh;tuh; tctntwx vgky eghr nhywi mhkgx mu ytrpgshri thbdtbmi/tbtkhxyi vtkyi tcgr tz stx uugybhay ptxhri' tui tuhc gpgx uugyngi btr egbgi trtpmhpi ekhhbgyhhki sgrpui/

t ngr erhyhag dgptr tuhpwivgky rgptro uutexy tuhx thi sh

pgsgrtkg dgrhfyi' uutu thcgr 02xyghyx vtci zhl ptrthhbhdy thitbektdi sgo rgptro dgzg. tuh;gykhfg kgdtkg ctzhxi/ sh vuhpyektdg thz egdi sgo ntbsty tz thi41w nuz hgsgr thi tngrhetbgr vtcivgky thbaurgbx )tsgr ngsheghs('tui sh ygbv thz tz sh rgdhrubd egibhay vhhxi t ngbya euhpi gpgxtsgr mtki t ebx/ chz vhhby thz btlyteg bhay ptrvti tzt ctdrh;/ shvgky tui huxyh. sgpy/ gbypgri tzsh tngrhetbgr etbxyhyumhggrkuhcy pgsgrtkg thbygruugb. thichzbgx uutx tbctktbdy "thbygr-xyghy etngr.'" vtbsk muuhaixyghyx' tui uuhctks "bhay euhpi"vgky thbaurgbx "tpgeyhry" sh"etngr." surftuhx tngrheg' thzgx ti "teyhuug" ctakux uutx shrgdhrubd egi ht etbyrtkhri/

ngi zufy t abgkg turyhhk puixuprho etury' tcgr kuhy shthmyhdg tbshhyubdgi uugy tsgmhshrbsg turyhhk gray eungi thimuuhh htr truo/

"vgky eghr rgptro" thi dgptr pui uutexbsg dgrhfyektdgx tui bhhg rgpuckhetbgr etbdrgx etbyrtk



- ngshmhi atpg -

sh dktctkg ntregy puingshmhbgi tui tbsgrg gmu, egdi"gebh" )phnpkx pui sh mgbgrkhbdhtri( vtky auhi chh zgfmhd chkhtistktr t htr' tcgr btl tk. vtkyngi uuhhy pui t uuhreztng vhhkubdptrwi auugri vuhy prtckgo/

t bhhg phrng thi tzhg' "tpkti'"vty kgmybx tbyuuheky t ngdkhfgkgvzubd mu sgo prtckgo' thiptrgo pui ti "gbgrszah pgya'" tayhek pktxyhe ctbstza uutx vtythbuuhhbhd dguuhxg mgki uutx aheitruhx gbgrdhg ayrtki tui ptrbhfyitbdgckhl sh cteygrhg tui nhertciuutx ayhhgi tubygr sh cktygrkgltuhpwi pbho tui vtkz/

sh phrng ztdy tz sh gbgrdhgctrhry bhay t ngbyawx dgzubygmgki' gx yuy btr tytehricteygrhg' ptbdh tui uuhhruxi' thieurmi "nhhert-trdtbhznx'" bhayehhi kgcgshdg mgki pui egrpgr/kuhy sh phrng thz ngdkhl tz sh

"gbgrszah pgya" ztk thi sgrmueubpy trchhyi tz nhkl ztk bhayuugri ptrstrci tui ngdkhl tphkutzuh uuhhy mu ptrbhfyi agskhfgnhertci uutx crgbdgi thbpgemhgxpui "egygygrx" tui "yrghex" thiaphytk/

thi gykhfg kgbsgr thi tzhg thzsgr "gbgrszah pgya" tuhpwi uugdctaygyhdy mu uugri thi sheungbshdg uutfi/

kuhy t ngksubd pui sh phrngwxngshmhbhag aytc' trchhy sh"pgya" surfsgo uutx nwkhhdy gxtuhpwi dgzhfy chho aktpi' tui btlgykhfg ntk' tsgr tphku muntk btlthhi btfy' zgvy ngi t srtntyhagrgsuemhg thi sh ruhyehhy tuiuuhhytd pui sh "gebh" cktygri/muntk egi ngi zgvi tz thi thhi ytdtsgr muuhh uugri yhhk phnpkglthbdtbmi ptrvhhky' ztdy sh phrng/

tuhc sh phrng uugy ctakhxi mucrgbdgi sgo prtsuey ehhi

tngrheg' uugy gx nuzi vtci "g;/sh/ gh/" ctaygyhdubd' ptrayhhyzhl/ kuhy thmyhdg tbshhyubdgi' uugysh phrng uutryi chz uuhhbhdxybx thtr uutx sgr "pgya" uugry dgbumythi tuhxktbs cgptrwi tbprgdipgsgrtkg cttnyg uugdi bumi gxstvh thi tngrheg' uutu gx thzsgruuhhk tunkgdtk/

sh dktctkg "gebh" ntregy vtkychh 06$ chkhti auutfg rgzukytyi

pui tzhg euny "gbgrszah pgya" tptrty nhy druhxg ngdkhfehhyi -

ygtrhg tz sh zgkcg "pgya" egi ctahmi nhkl xwztk bhay uugri zuhgr

sh mtk grbxyg vtr. prtmgsurithi bhu htre xhyh aphygkgr thzsrtntyha dgptki sh kgmyg ptrhtr' phk ngr uuh dgrtfyi' tstbe shuutexbsg ctbu. tui tpgey puingshmhbgi ptr vuhfg ckuy srue tuietkgxygrtk' tui sh cgxgrgptraytbs pui vhdg thhbuutuhbgrthcgr sh agskhfehhy )tui prhhz( puiruhfgri/

t prhag drubykhfg tpatmubdpui "erghbx" chzbgx tuhxdtcg mhhdytz muuhai 70w tui 80w zgbgi"thbygruugbatbgk etrshtktszah"prtmgsuri chh sh drgxyg aphygkgrthi sgo dgchy dgptki nhy tsurfabhy pui muugk; prtmgby' trhzhdg mhpgr ptr thhi htr dgrhey/sh phrbsg aphygkgr thi sgo dgchyzgbgi sti dguugi ntuby xhhbth)653'4(' kgbtex vhk )049'2('etktnchg )748'2(' ch, hartk)055'1(' tui etrbgk nhy 215'1/

thi dgchy pui "etrtbgrhchhpgx'" thz sgr ctbu. pui shprtmgsuri tuhl dgptki' tcgr bhaytzuh srtntyha' btr nhy thhbmhdgprtmgbyi/

sh ngrxyg "chhpgx"tpgrtmhgx thi bhu htre xhyh hgbgmuuhh htr zgbgi surfdgphry dguutrichh kgbtex vhk' etrbgk' xygyithhktbs tubhuugrxhyh' etktnchg'tui nthntbhsgx/ thi chhsg ptkivty "kgbtex vhk" dgvty shekgbxyg rgsuemhg pui muuhai shdrgxyg aphygkgr/

uuhctks tzgkfg pubeykhfgmhpgri zgbgi btl bhay dgztnkydguutri tuh; apgygrshdg htri thzdgntky' ptrayhhy zhl' tz shthbptrntmhg pui sh aphytk rtbegizgbgi tbsgra uuh vhhby/ tcgr stxmu uuhxi uugy ngi strpi uutryigykhfg htr chz gbkhfg thbptrntmhguugy truhxeungi tuh; 90w tui 01w/

sgr "erghbx" ctrhfy' thi btngi

pui steyuhrho tui ptragr' arhhcimu sh rgsuemhg thi sh xtrythbygbxhuug vtr. tpgrtmhgx mu shuutexbsg ctbu. pui duyg ngshmhbgiuutx rgsumhri vuhfg etkgxygrtktui vtkyi xytchk sh ckuy srue thiegrpgr/ ayushgx ztdi tuhl ngr tuingr tz sh zgkcg rgzukytyi puithbygbxhuug vtr. tpgrtmhgx egingi txtl ntk sgrdrhhfi nhyptrdgarhygbg vtr. ngshmhbgi/

"ngbyai thi ayty dgci cgxgrtfyubd tuh; zhhgr dgzuby uuh prhgr'"arhhcy thhi rgsteytr chh shtuhxdtcg/ "tui stx rupy zhlshrgey tp tuhpwi ekgbgri dgcruhlpui tbszahtpktxyh tui chhpgx/"

uutx yugi sh aphygkgr tbaytysgo' mu sgei sh ntbtykhfgctmtkubdgi ptr sh xyghy-tuu-sh-try ntahbgrh? nwdhy zhlti gmv/ sr/ dgrh ruchipui kgbtex vhksgrmhhky tz zhhi aphytktrchhy ngr tuh; bhay-vtr. uugxehukgrprtmgsuri tui tuhlygxyi tui gpgbubdgi chhsh "etrtyhs" tsgri

uutx kuhpi thi vtkz truh; mu nuj/stegdi "ntuby xhhbth" vty zhl

kgmybx ngr ptrkhhdy tuh; ygxyitui ctvtbski sh tsgri pui sh pux'bhri tui dgbte' prtmgsuri uugkfgvgkpi ptrnhhsi xyrtuex tuiptrkhhfygri sh etbxeuugbmi puishhgchyhx' ztdy sr/ xtnhi atrnti'shrgeytr pubgo aphytkwx"thbygruugbatbgk etrshtktszah"tpyhhkubd/

sr/ xygbkh et.' vtr. ag; chh"btry atur – ktbd thhktbsszautha'" dhhy yhpgr' ztdbshd tzngbyai thi bhu htre xhyh khhsi cfkkuuhhbhdgr vtr. tytegx uuh ngi vtyptrdgztdy/

"nhr ptrayhhgi bhay vubsgryprtmgby uutx st dhhy ptr'" ztdysr/ et. nhy ptzhyhuug uutubsgr'

bgngbshd thi ctyrtfytz sh aytyhagctpgkegrubd tbyvtkytzuhphk "cghch cungrx"uutx dhhgi ty trhcgr sh"56" drgbh. mu "xtagkxgehurhyh" tui "dtksgbghtri/" tcgr "stx thzsgr ptey/"

ngr ngshmhbgi' uuhhbhdgr mhdtrgyi'sruei trtp tuh; vtr. prtmgsuri

aphygkgr thi bhu htre vtci kgmyg htri dgzgi aytreg rgsuemhg

thi "chhpgx'" "tbszahtpkgxyh-xygby" tui btl vtr. tpgrtmhgx

ti tundgrtfygbg ayushg eunymuo tuhxphr tz steyuhrho ztki ngrtrhhbeuei thi sh ngdkhfehhy pui bumi"gphsurgk" tbyh-uuhhytdxyrtygdhgx chh ehbsgr uutx vtcigrbxyg uuhhytdkhfg muaytbsi puinhygki ruei tui trtpmhr' uuhgrbxyg yrtunt' egbxgr' chhi crtltsgr crtbs uutubsi/

kuhy sh ayushg' thz dgzubygrptr ehbsgr mu vtci tbyh-hxurhongshmhbgi trhhbdgdgci thi ruei surlsh "gphsurgk" tptrty uuh thhsgrsurl dguugbkhfg "tbgxyhzag"ngshmhbgi/

sgr vuhpy shpgrgb. muuhai shektxi ngshmhbgi thz' bgnkhl' tzsrtdx surl "gphsurgk" ntfithhbakgpi sh bgruugi uutx aphriuuhhytd tcgr sh nuxegki egbgipubemhtbhri ngr tsgr uuhhbhdgr'tcgr nhy grbxyg thhbakg;ngshmhbgi uutx ngi bumy dguugbkhluugry sgr dtbmgr egrpgrptryhhcy tui ptraktpi/

sgr uugd pui dgci ngshmhbgisurl "gphsurgk" yrtdy sgo btngiuuhhk ngi ahey trhhi sh ngshmhbgithi sh "gphsurgk" pkt. pubgo rueichhi )btby mu' tcgr gx rhry bhayti' sh juy vasrv(/ tzuh truo uugri

tkg bgruugi khbhgx pui stry tuitrtp ytytk ptraktpi tui nwegibhay aphri ehhi uuhhytd/

cnal sh htri vty ngi auhipruchry sgo uugd pui thhbakgpituh; ekhhbg ehbsgr uutx vtcidgvty auugrg ktetkg uuhhytdtcgr ngi vty zhh bhay dguutkydgci ngshmhbgi uutx ptryhhci sgodtbmi egrpgr chz ngi str; muntktbeungi mu t "rgxphrghytr" mutygngi/

sh prhag ayushg ztdy tz chhgruutexgbg tui btl ngr chh ehbsgruugkfg vtci auugrg uuhhytdkhfgtunaygbsi chh sh pux' uutu druhxgcrhgi tui crtbs uutubsi' mucrtfgbgchhi trdgr uuh x,o t "prgeyaur'"grbxyg yrtunt tsgr egbxgr' ztkngi grbxy ctyrtfyi sh ngdkhfehhypui "gphsurgk/"

nhy sgo tkgngi' thz bhaythhbdgphry chh fhrurdi thi tngrhegmu bumi sgo ngyts chh ehbsgr' tuigx thz bhay ektr uuhphk sh ayushguugy ctuugdi sh phshgyrhexprtytetki mu yuhai pui dguugbkhfgtbyh-hxurho ngshmhbgi muxpgmhphag ctvtbskubdgi surfwiruei chhi/

ayushg:

"gphsurgk" uutky duydguugi mu vgkpi ehbsgr nhy

egbxgr' yrtunt' crhgi

sh ptrntxh thbsuxyrhgrgtdhry nhy ztrd muo ctrhfy puitkctbh tz t prtnhbgbyg vgky-eghr tbtkhxy phrng' "sh kuthidrupg'" vty rgetngbshry"ngsheghs" ztk aytre thhbmuhngish etxyi pui ngshmhbgi surl txgrhg prhag prhhz rgsuemhgx tuibhhg rgduktmhgx/

muuhai tbsgri vhhxi shtbtkhxyi 1( vgfgri sh prtmgbyrtyg pui truhxdgci "szagbgrhe"

prgxerhcatbx pui 8%6 mu %08'2( abhhsi sh "shxpgbxhbd ph" puithmyhdi surfabhykhfi 31/4$ pgrprgxerhcati mu ckuhz 2$ tzuh uuh"ngsheghr'" tui 3( trtpsruei shprhhzi uutx "ngsheghs" ctmtkyptr "etnptubs thbdrgshgbyx/"

tuhc sh ptr ztfi uugrithhbdgphry' egi sh xyghythhbaptri truo 2$ chkhti thi"ngsheghs" tuhxdtci hgrkhl' ztdish tbtkhxyi/

ngshmhi tui ngshmhbgi

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íàøâàøô ìù ïåùàøä øàè÷òøéã"íééäøòæðåà áåðéã"

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"prgaur tkxgrx'" sh yhpg uuhhytdkhfgvuhy uutubsi uutx eungi pui zhhi thi cgy tktbdg mhhy' thz thhbg pui sh vuhpy btfuuhhgipui zhl dgphbgi thi aphytk tsgr buhrxhbdvtuo/ sh aytc nhydkhsgr tui thhdgbyungruuhhxi mu khhdi txtl dguuhfy tuh; ptrnhhsitzgkfg tkxgrx tui gx vhhki tuhc xweuny auhiht' uuhhk rgdhrubd tpatmubdgi tuh; euutkhygyzgbgi txtl dgcuhy tuh; sgo/

mu tsrgxhri sh auugrg ygng' vty zhldgdrhbsgi sh "dtks xygnp" ettkhmhg pui bhuhtregr aphygkgr tui vgky eghrtrdtbhztmhgx' uugkfg tsrgxhri sgoprtckgo nhy dgnhhbztng etbpgrgbmi' zufbshduuhphk btl nwegi yti sgregdi/

tmhbs vty sh ettkhmhg tbdgvuhci txgrhg etbpgrgbmi surftuhx bhu htre xyghy'hgsg ntbty thi ti tbsgrg dgdby' uutu ngianugxy thcgr tkg ngdkhfehhyi tuixyrtygdhgx mu vhhki tui pui ptrtuhxptrnhhsi sh xtry "prgaur tkxgrx/"

thi btuugncgr thz sh ntbtykhfgetbpgrgb. ptrdgeungi thi sh"prgxchygrhgi" aphytk etnpkgex ptrngbyk vgky' thi uuhhy pkghbx' uugxyagxygretubyh/ sh ctpgkt dgdby etbpgrgb. thzctayhny tuh; htbutr 12 thi rtyagxygr' bhuhtre/

*sr/ ptuk ektynti vty thcgrdgktzy zhhi

vuhfrtbdheg ptzhmhg tkx "yaghrnti tuungshmhi" chh "ntuby xhhbth" aphytk' mu uugriag; gezgehuyhuu chho ctrhnyi "cghktretkgsza tuu ngshmhi" thi huxyti' ygexgx/

sgr bhu htregr aphytk vty ctksctayhny sr/ ntre ctchtmeh tkxbtfptkdgr pui "sgptryngby tuu ngshmhi"yaghrnti/

sr/ ctchtmeh trchhy auhi zgfmi htr chh"ntuby xhhbth'" ayhhdbshd thi rtbe cnal shhtri/ dtb. kgmybx vty gr tbdgphry sgoaphytkwx druhxg prtdrto ptr rgzhsgbyi thi"thbygrbgk ngshmhi/"

*"gi/ uuhh/ hu/ ktbdti" thz drhbd tsurl t

druhxg "ctbs ptreuh;" pui 191$ nhkhti surlsh "xyghy strnhytrh" tdgbyur' mu phbtbmhrigykhfg druhxg prthgeyi chho thxy-xhhsntbvgyi aphytk/

sgr aphytk cuhy mu t bhhg "gngrszagbxhruo" tpyhhkubd ptr 08$ nhkhti' t 000'21xeuugr pux prthgey pui thcgr muutbmhd bhhgcgy pkgmgr' ctzubsgr ptr ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg' tui tpdgyhhky muuhaitrhhbaptmhrgr tui tncuktbx ptmhgbyi/ thish "xh/ tuu gi/" tpkhetmhg vty sgr aphytkctytby tz sh thmyhdg "th/ tr/" tuhxaygkthz zhhgr ptrvtbegry tui ntfy uutryi ktbdgayubsgi thcgrhd' sh ngdkhfg pkt. egi bhayuugri dgvgrhd tuhxdgbumy' tui tz"gngrszagbxh ruo" uuhzhyi zgbgi tbdgeungi

mu 000'04 hgrkhl' stpky uuh sh trhdhbgkgpkgbgr' tui stx btl thhsgr "x/ uuhbxgby" thiuugxy xhhs vty ctbertyhry tui sh ptmhgbyizgbgi dgptki mu ktxy tuh; "gi/ uuhh/ hu/"

ctzubsgrx pktby sgr aphytk t bhhg"nuxehukt-xegkgyk" )etp-chhi( ekhbhe ptr65$ nhkhti' tui phkg ekgbgrg rgbtuutmhgprthgeyi truo ngrgrg tpyhhkubdgi/

*cuszagy prtckgngi tui khbe-khcgrtkg

ayrhfi yrhhci aphygkgr mu yrgpi"tkygrbtyhuug" uugdi ptr erhyhag ptmhgbyiuugkfg zgbgi tuhpwi uugd truhx' gx ztk bhay"etxyi tzuhphk dgky" tui btl phhi-ekhbdgbshdg bgngi/

bhu htre xhyhwx "ghya/ ghya/ xh/"aphytk xhxygo vty tbdgvuhci thhbmuphritzgkfg "tkygrbtyhuugi" auhi 5 htr murhe'tui gx uutexy rgdkngxhd/ thhi buhrxhbdshrgeytr chho aytyhai "etbh thhktbsvtxphytk" thi cruekhi aytkmhry tz tntkpkgdi sh tryhdg aytc nhydkhsgr zhl bgngimu ctthhbpkuxi ptmhgbyi mu ptrdrhbdgri shgbsg' gray thi sh kgmyg ygd pui kgci/ tmhbspruchri nhr "mu thsgbyhphmhri sh xtryptmhgbyi pui txtl prhgr'" s"v' pui uugi zhheungi trhhi thi aphytk uugri zhh auhictvtbsky tuh; t nhutawshdg uugd mu ktzi shztl dkhyai tui dtrbhay tubygruugbhri/

*"tngrhegi etkgsza tuu rgshtktszah'"

sh drgxyg "ngshek thngszahbd" ptrthhi thish ptrthhbhdyg aytyi' vty sgzhdbhry shpruhgi egbxgr mgbygr thi "nthntbhsgx"aphytk thi ctrt ptre tkx "mgbygr puigexgkgb." thi dgchy pui ntntdrtph' xygrhtchhtpxh tui tukyrt-xtubs chhtpxh/

gx uugry dgatmy tz thi cruekhi tkhhbxuugri hgrkhl thcgr 000'11 ngbyaishtdbtzhry nhy xhh uugkfg ptrgo pui shnjkv' tui sh "nthntbhsgx" egbxgr mgbygruugry ctmhhfby tkx thhbg pui sh drgxygtzgkfg mgbygri thi sh ctrt/

*sgr kgcgr yrtbxpktby prtdrto pui

"etktnchg" aphytk thz dguutri tuhx-dgaprhhy mu trchhyi tuhl thi "etrbgk"aphytk' tui chhsg prtdrtngi uugki dgphryuugri muztngi tubygr t bhhgo vuhpyxpgmhtkhxy uugkfgr thz thnptryhry dguutrisgo uuhbygr pui prtberhhl/

sr/ sgbhgk agreh thz ctrhny dguutri shkgmyg htri tkx tbphrgr pubgo kgcgryrtbxpktby prtdrto chh vgbrh ntbstraphytk thi ptrhz/ tmhbs thz gr dgeungi ehhibhu htre' tkx shrgeytr pui sh bhh dgdrhbsgyg"vgphytuchkhgrh xuhrszagrh tui khuugryrtbxpkgbyghati" prthgey chh sh muuhhdruhxg aphygkgr pubgo "prgxchygrhgi"aphytk bg./

stx ptrthhbhdi tzgkfg thbygbxhuug

"xpgakyh" tpyhhkubdgi pui "etktnchg" tui"etrbgk" tubygr thhi phrgratpy thz t bhhgxyrtygdhg pui sh "prgxchygrhgi" xhxygo/

dtb. kgmybx vty sgr aphytk bg.ptrthhbhdy sh vtr. fhrurdhg tpyhhkubdgi puish muuhh aphygkgr tubygr sh dgnhhbztngphrgratpy pui sr/ szagprh ntzgx/ gr thzauhi ktbdg htri shrgeytr pui "egyv kgc"tui "thbygruugbatbgk etrshte ygrtph" chh"etktnchg'" tui vty thmy cteungi tuhl shetrshtktszah tpyhhkubd pui "etrbgk"aphytk tubygr zhhi tuhytrhygy/

"etrbgk" tui "etktnchg" zgbgi muuhhctzubsgrg rhzhdg etkgszagx thi ntbvgyichhsg vtci steytr aukgx thi zhhgretkgsza' tui sgrhcgr vtci zhh aphygkgrtuutu sh steyuhrho kgrbgi zhl kgcgshd thisgo ptl/ "uuhhk etrbgk" aphytk thz shsteytr yrgbhrubd mgbygr pui "etrbgk"steytr etkgsza' tui "prgxchygrhgi"aphytk thz sh steytr yrgbhrubd mgbygr pui"etktnchg tubhuugrxhyhwx etkgsza puisteyuhrho tui fhrurdi/"

sh muuhh aphygkgr' etrbgk tui etktnchg'dgvgri ptrwi zgkci thhdgbyungr' "bhu htreprgxchygrhgi" vgky tui aphytk xhxygo'uutx tbyvtky btl txtl ekgbgrg aphygkgrtui ekhbhex/

tmhbs dhhgi sh muuhh aphygkgr bgbygrthhbx nhywi tbsgri' gray nhy sh vtr.fhrurdhg ptrthhbhdubd tubygr sr/ ntzgx tuithmy nhy sh kgcgr yrtbxpktby ptrthhbhdubdtubygr sr/ agreh/

*ptr sruhxbshdg mueuegr thz gx bhay ngr

uuh t btrhagr uuhfuj muuhai muuhh ptmhgbyiuutx gezhxyhri auhi ktbd bhay' tcgr ptrmuuhh aphygkgr thi tzt ntsbgr dgpgfy thzsh erhdgrhh "gfy" tui' tuusth btr tzuh' tuh;"gfyg" dgky/

"x/ uuhbxgby" aphytk thi ntbvgyi' vhhbyctberty tui ptraktxi tui kheuuhshry' vtytbdgektdy thi dgrhfy thr tntkhdg shuuhzhgthi xygyi thhktbs – uutx thz auhi htri murhedguutri zgkcxaygbshd tkx "rhyantbstubhuugrxhyh ngshek mgbygr" – ptrwi bhaytrhhbahei t jacui pui 1/3$ nhkhti thi sh duygmhhyi uugi chhsg aphygkgr vtci btlgezhxyhry tui dgtrchhy thbthhbgo/

gx thz bhay ektr uuhtzuh sh tntkhdgshuuhzhg pui tntkhdi aphytk uugy ptratpistx dgky' pui uutbgy sh tntkhdg aphytkuugy atpi stx dgky tui' tuhc auhi ht' muuugkfi tsrgx nwztk gx ahei/

*sgr "kghctr" erhzhx muuhai yhhk pui sh

drgxyg bhu htregr aphygkgr tui zhhgrgmgbskhdgr yuhzbygr buhrxgx uutx vtydgsrtgy tbmuzhhgi fttx tbvuhc sgmgncgr'thz dgkgzy dguutri tuhpwi eurmi ygrnhi' uugish "thh/ tr/ gx/" ayhhgr tdgbyur thi

uutahbdyti vty ctaktxi mu grkuhci sh"bhu htre buhrxgx txtxhghati'" sh hubhtipui thcgr pgrmi yuhzby buhrxgx thietktnchg' ntbyhphurh' ntuby xhhbth tui x/kuex-ruzuugky' mu rgfgbgi zhhgr phbtb.rgzgruu surl t dgsrhhyi xhxygo uutx ntfysgo kgdtki tbaygk' tuh; ptphri' tz sgrxhxygo tbyvtky sgo nhbhnuo x"v thi egatui btl tchxk ngr/

sgr etbyrtey muuhai sh aphygkgr tuish buhrxgx vty zhl dggbshdy thisgmgncgr' tui ngi vty btl bhay ehhitpntl tuh; ctbhhgi sgo etbyrtey/

tuhc chz tbvuhc sgmgncgr uutky shayhhgr tny bhay dguutri btfdhchd tuh; shrgzgruu jacubu,' uutkyi t druhxg yhhkbuhrxgx pubgo hubhti "rgyhhgry" pui tnythmy sgo uuhbygr' thcgrktzbshd sh

aphygkgr bhay btr nhy phbtbmhgkg ztrdi btrnhy khhshdg etrhstri/

*phbtb. tpatmgrx "phya" tui "nushwx"

vtci dgdgci duyg xytchkg "gh/ gh/ 3 q gh/ gh/nhhbux" rtygx tuh; prhag ctbsx pui "bhuhtre stubytui aphytk'" arhhcbshd tz sgrktetkgr aphytk ayhhy tuh; duygphbtbmhgkg hxusu,/

sgr aphytk vty "rh-phbgbmhry" truo33$ nhkhti thi "ctbsx" mu sgei ngrxybxtkyg tui tchxk bhhg jucu, pui cuh prthgeyitui ruyhbg tuhxdtci/

*"btry atur – ktbd thhktbs szautha –

kgbtex vhk" aphytk bg. vty cteungi tpgsgrtkg drgby pui 000'418$ mu tbphri tprtcg tuh; euutkhygy ptrcgxgrubdgi' shdrgxyg tzt drgby muuhai tkg 522 aphygkgrthi tngrheg uutx bgngi tbyhhk thi sgoprtdrto/

kuhy pgsgrtkg cttnyg' egi tzt xtryprtdrto ptrcgxgri ekhbhag tui phbtbmhgkgeuutkhygy nhy tzuhphk uuh tfmi prtmgbycnal phbg; htr/

*"etbyhbhugo'" sh ahrgo tdgbyur pui "ch,

hartk' x/ kuex ruzuugky' bhu htre thh gbs ghrthbphrngrh" aphygkgr' vty tuhpdgbungisgo uugygrti gezgehuyhuu sguuhs vtbhd tkxuuhmg prgzhsgby ptr "prhhngrh eghr'" nhy shtuhpdtcg mu tbyuuhekgi ngr etnhubhyh vgkymgbygri thi cruekhi tui ntbvgyi tui cgxgrgktetkg ptrchbsubdgi nhy sh ktetkgdgnhhbsgx/

sh aphygkgr tubygr "etbyhbhugo" vtciauhi ktbd duyg ctmhtubdgi nhy' tui ekhbhagtphxgx thi' ktetkg dgnhhbsgx thi sh muuhhctrtx' tcgr sgr aphytk xhxygo uuhk stxtruhpcrgbdgi tuh; t vgfgri aytpk/

*sr/ ntryti etknti' ag; pui "khnptung

tui nhhgktung" tbetktszah chh "etrbgk"aphytk thi ntbvgyi' uugy ctgvry uugri tkxngshmhbhagr gvri dtxy chho shbgr pui "ruptjukho" thi ctrt ptre eungbshdi jusa/

ptr "etrbgk" aphytk thz sr/ etknti tahhbgbsgr aygri' zhhgbshd ctrhny thcgr shdtbmg uugky nhy zhhi grptrubd thcgr sh grkhhegbxgr/ zhhbg phkg tuhpyugi chho ctvtbskgikhnptung tui gbkhfg njku, zgbgi vhhbytbdgbungi chh steyuhrho tui ekhbhextungyuo/

uuhsgrtuo ptr thshag ptmhgbyi thz sr/etknti t uuhhl thsha vtr.' tvgfxyrtbdhegr steytr nhy uugngi nktlrptk dhhy nhy/ tuhxgr zhhbg shrgeyg grptkdichho vhhki phkg vhhnhag thsi' druhx tui ekhhi'thz sr/ etknti btby ptrchbsi nhy shprtnhbgbyg gxebho thi rputv tui rgpgrkxmu vgkpi jukh hartk/

bbbbhhhhhhhhggggxxxxpui pui

aapphhyyttkk


vr"r vkk yhhykcuho akhy"tnadhj rujbh fkkh' vnxphe

krdk anj, vuks, vbfs bh"u

*

nu"v ztc abhymgr vh"ucturs ngncgr' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

uj,bu nu"v nav ngbsk uugryvhhngr vh"ushrgeytr tuu sguugktpngby' vnxphe

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk anj, vjktet tmk vbfs-vci vhbhe b,i mch b"h*

vr"r nbjo jhho uuhhx akhy"tuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

ngbgszagr' shbuc tubzgrvhho' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

krdk anj, vjktet tmk vci vhbhe tkhnkl hartk crul b"h*

nu"v jhho vfvi rtkbhmeh vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

xeuk rgxphy' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr hutk eruhxbh"u

ci nu"v phbjx eruhx vh"u*

nu"v tcrvo tvri hux; ktbst vh"ushrgeytr' etnhubhyh rhkghatbx' vnxphe

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"v anutk cbhnhi ktbst vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

acuh"y xyg;' xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho' vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth vci vj,i vher fnr jhho ngbskbh"u

gc"d vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

c, nu"v nav hartk abhymgr vh"u*

nu"v jhho haghw bhhuuhryv vh"ucueehpgr' vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati' vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

krdk anj, vuks, vbhi bh"u tmk bfso vh"u

*

nu"v hgec suc ntkhe vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' 83wxyg xyrhy auugxygrvhho'vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr nrsfh ekhhibh"u

ci nu"v sus ekhhi vh"u

nu"v cbmhui prhgsnti vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' shbuc tubzgrvhho'vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr dskhw pgksntibh"u

ci nu"v hmje mch pgksnti vh"u*

nu"v aknv sus stxetk vh"unghbygbgbx ngbgszagr' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk anj, vuks, vci bh"u

*

nu"v draui eruhx vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati' vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

krdk anj, vuks, vbfs bh"u

*

nu"v haghw hgec chbgr vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' shbuc tubzgrvhho' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr crul uuhbgrbh"u

ci nu"v angui uuhbgr vh"u*

nu"v hgec tkhxui vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati'vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr hux; sus ckuhbh"u

ci nu"v anutk cbhnhi ckuh vh"u*

nu"v nav khhc ptzgi vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

xgruuhx ettrshbghytr' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh


*

nu"v hutk tkfxbsr uugrmcgrdgr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati'

vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh


*

nu"v angui dtkscgrdgr vh"ushrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati'

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw



vnxphe ytdcul: jbufv ,ag"t

jbufv thi vnxphe' t huo yuc t ahhbg'bhayt btl tztbg/ pui uutbgy vhhcy ngiti/ vhh-htr jbufv uugy ngi pruchri puihubdxyi ehbs/

83wyg xyrhy auugxygrvhho:t huo yuc t bhhg

tkx nuzahbhek' sh "hubdxyg ehbs" thish vnxphe ptnhkhg sgruuhhk' thz thmy shstpkyg rgzhsgb. thi ctrt ptre' sh"83wyg xyrhy auugxygrvhho'" prha trhhithi sh "napjv yrtshmhg" nhywiprtuugbgi sgo kgfyhdi huo yuc muograyi ntk zhby sh rgzhsgb. thz dggpbydguutri ptrthtr thbnhyi xtng uuhbygr/

tui bhay btr ptrwi grayi ntk thz gxdguugi nna aprtfktz' btr sgr jbufv thiauugxygrvhho vty khfyhd dgntfy shnhhskgl tui gkygri ahjhu tui sh aytcnhydkhsgr uuh gx uutky dguugi t hgrkhfgvuhfpubey ptr ktbdg htri/

kfcus jbufv' sgrmhhky sgr dgyrhhgrngbgszagr nu"v huo yuc ntkhe vh"u'vty hgsg nhhsk cteungi' tuhxgr shvnxphe n,bv ptr hgsi' t pgrzgbkhfgn,bv pui napj, ntkhe: t "dtrngbycgd" pui vuhfi duyi euutkhygy'thhbdgerhmy nhy sh btngi pui hgsi nhhskptr zhl' mu bumi dgzubygrvhhy/

hgsg btfy jbufv thz dgprtuugydguutri t xgusv kfcus huo yuc' uutx shaytc nhydkhsgr vtci vgrkhltvgrdgaygky' hgsg btfy ti tbsgrg"ygng" nhy ti tbsgrg etkhr' tcgr shphkptrchdg prhhs vty zhl chh hgsidgaphry btl ngr yh; thi vtrmi/

thhbg pui nhhskgl thi auugxygrvhho'sgrmhhky sh dgyrhhg aytc nhydkhs nrx/vuruuh. ,jhw' vty zhl tuhxdgrgsy tz zhaphry uuh gx euny mu uuhhbgi pui anjvtui rhrbsg muprhsbvhhy/ "st aphry zhltzuh vgrkhl sgr huo yuc jbufv' hgsgbtfy ctzubsgr ptr zhl' thl vtc stxbtl bhay dgaphry thi nhhi kgci chzvhhby'" vty zhl stx nhhsk grkuhcy musgrmhhki/

zubytd jbufv thz dgeungi sgrvuhfpubey pubgo hu"y' uugi sgr dgyrhhgrngbgszagr thz dgeungi nhy sh dtbmgnapjv ahjhu thi auugxygrvhho/ ngivty stry dgmhbsi nburv' uutx sh

nhhskgl vtci nhydgvtkyi uuh thi hgsgthsha vuhz/ apgygr vty ngi zhl dgzgmymu t xgusv fhs vnkl' nhy t vhhnhag'uutrhng' napjv dgphk uutx nwegi bhaytrtpkhhdi thi cgxyi aprtl/

"hgsgr vty zhl dgaphry uuh t nhkhtistktr'" ztdy nrx/ vuruuh. ,jhw/

ptxh: tpar egi thl vgkpi?

sh nhhskgl pui "ptxh auugxygrvhho"thi ntbxh vtci tuh; zhhgr thhdbtryhdiayhhdgr tpdgrtfyi t vgrkhfg huo yucjbufv' nhy sh ekhntex pubgo hu"y' shdruhxg jbufv nxhcv' ctayhny tuh; "zt,jbufv" thi vgrkhfi sgetrhryi shhbubd ruopui sh auugxygrvhho' sgrmhhky shdgyrhhg ngbgszagr nrx/ ktbst ,jhw/

sh nhhskgl vtci ptrcrgbdy dkhekhltui muprhsi nhy sh aytc nhydkhsgr/"hgsg btfy jbufv thz gpgx dguugi'" ztdysh ngbgszagr/

ngi vty dgctei phhbg ergnha tuietxygrs ptbegi' dgaphky rubsgx nhy

srhhsk' tui tphku dgntfy tpgyhykhfgsrhhskgl pui duyi yatetkts/ thhbg puish nhhskgl nhy vgfgrg pubemhgx vtytrtbszahry dtr ti thhdgbgo jbufvnxhcv ptr duyg prhhby chho "sgh vgc"dgchhsg tui ti tbsgrgi ytd vty tuutuhkg ptnhkhg thi afhbu, mu "ptxhauugxygrvhho" dgktsby sh nhhskgl puiauugxygrvhho tui stx dtbmg "sgh vgc"ptr t phhgrkhfg nxhcv chh zhl thi ayuc/

sgr vuhfpubey chho auugxygrvhhothz tcgr dguugi' uuh dgztdy' sh mgbyrtkgjbufv nxhcv stbgraytd zt, jbufv/

chh sh prtfypukg nxhcv vty ngixgruuhry tkgx duyx' tui ngi vty zhldgbungi mu sh "aphki" ptzg' tuhpwithhdbtryhdi ayhhdgr uutx xpgmhgkgnhhskgl zgbgi zhl njhw sgrnhy/ ngi vtymuuhai tbsgri tuhxdgaphky tptraygkubd pui "uutx egi thl shrvgkpi?" – uutx dhhy cgrl tz thhi nhhskztdy t "prtckgo" uutx pktdy thr tui tmuuhhyg nhhsk crgbdy tphr sh gmu, tuidgmhhdi uutx zgbgi pubey duy mu "kgzi sgoprtckgo/" prgdy bhay/ tubygrayg aurv'

tz dgmhhkyg nhbuyi thbgo aphk thz ngidguugi thi srhhgi ptr dgkgfygr/

stx tkhhbx uutky dgbud dguugi' tcgrngi vty gx ptry dgntfy btl ngrprhhkhl' uugi sh nhhskgl sgzhdbhry mu"vgkpi" sh tbsgrg zgbgi auhi dgdrhhydguutri sgrmu gykhfg ygd prhgr' tui ngivty zhh dgbungi "atphbd" mu euhpi shtryhekgi buhyhd ptr sh vhk; prthgeyi

"gx thz dguugi bhay x,o t prhhkhfijbufv'" ztdy thhi aytc nhydkhs/

xtuy 9: uuhkhtnxcurd't njhw dtr

uuhkhtnxcurd' stx uuhdgkg pui jrshaithsgbyuo thi tngrheg' vty nhydgvtkyiuuhtzuh "xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho'" t uuhdgkgpui bj, tui prhhs pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr'vty dgprtuugy sgo hu"y jbufv tuh; tvgrkhfi huo yucwshdi ptrbgo uutx thzbtl tk. sgr dgaprgl pui ytd thi shdtbmg ayty' fngy/

kuhy uuh sh aytc nhydkhsgr sgrmhhki'

sshh kkhhffyyhhddgg aayyrrttkkii

pui puijjjjbbbbuuuuffffvvvv thi thivvvvnnnnxxxxpppphhhheeee

jbufv thi 83wxyrhyauugxygrvhho

jbufv thi xtuy 9tubzgrvhho


thz hgsi ytd jbufv dguugi "gpgx"xpgmhgk thi sh tubzgrvhho/ ngi vtydgetfy tui dgctei tui dgprgdky' tntkptbegi' tntk jbufv etpeghx' tntksrhhsk ehfgkgl' aygbshd gpgxtpgyhykhl mu zgyhdi sgo egrpgr tuisgo zgvk/ tuhxgr sh ntfkho kfcus huoyuc' vtci sh nhhskgl dgvty agpgrhagaphkgrhhgi tui teyhuuhygyi/

t druhxtryhdg "jbufv nxhcv" thzptrdgeungi thi xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho' uutungi vty xgruuhry t phhbg nhkfhdg xgusvmu sgreuuhei sh vgrmgr/ chh sh nxhcvvty sh dgyrhhg ngbgszagr' nrx/ mhngby,jhw' dgyhhky t n,bv ptr hgsi ehbs/

"hgsi ytd jbufv thz dguugi t huo yucptr sh nhhskgl' prhhkhl tui sgrvuhci'"ztdy sh ngbgszagr/ uuhtzuh vty zhl tntkzt, jbufv tuhxdgsruey t nhhsk thi"xtuy 9 tubzgrvhho" ptr thr xyg;?"thl uuhk tzuh aytre gx ztk zhhi jbufvt dtb. htr/"

shbuc: t hu"y t ahhbg

sgr ekhntex pubgo huo yuc jbufvchh "shbuc tubzgrvhho" thi erh, hutk thzdguugi t druhxtryhdg nxhcv kfcus hu"y'

nhy sgr ctyhhkhdubd pui tkg ehbsgrkgl'mudgaygky fhs vnkl shbxytd btfyjbufv/

hgsg btfy thi tubzgrvhho' sgrmhhkysh dgyrhhg ngbgszagr nrx/ uuhhx ,jhw'vty ngi dgmhbsi jbufv khfygkgl tuimudgvgry ahhbg nuzhe/ ngi vty dgaphkysrhhsk' dgetfy tui dgctei jbufvtpgyhykhfehhyi/

tregshgi crusgrvhho:ac, tjho do hjs

ptr sh cjurho tui ehbsgr thi"drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh' thzsgr vuhfpubey pui vhh htr jbufv dguugi shpgrzgbkhfg "dgcurxytd" pui thhbgo pui shjaucg cjurho b"h thi sh crusgrvhho/

sgr hu"y jbufv thz dgprtuugy dguutrizhhgr dgvuhci' sgrmhhky sgr dgyrhhgrngbgszagr nu"v aknv kgctuuhya vh"u/sh ehbsgr vtci dgmhbsi jbufv khfygkglthi t v,kvcu,wshdg tyntxpgrg'tbdgyti nhy cdsh ac, uhu"y fbvud' uugish aytc nhydkhsgr vgkpi tubygr ngrtsgr uuhhbhdgr uuhphk buhyhd a,vt akvc,gukv tui sh khfyhdg ahhi pubgo hu"y jbufvztk vgrkhl trhhbahhbgi thi crusgrvhho/

cnal sh ygd pui jbufv vtci shehbsgr ptrcrgbdy nhy jbufv znhru,'aphki srhhsk' ptbegi tui ktyegx' tt"uu/

sgr kgfyhdgr hu"y thz dguugi sgrrhfyhdgr trhhbphr muo druhxi "cr nmuv"pui thhbgo pui sh jaucg ehbsgr thitregshgi crusgrvhho' shbxytd prw uhjh't zgkygbg thcgrkgcgbha uutx sh ehbsgrtui cjurho thi crusgrvhho uugki tuh;thhchd dgsgbei/ )zgv ctzubsgrg ctrhfythi vhhbyhdi bungr/(

etbetrs: cgxyg afbho

uutx "etbetrs" aygky tvgr'ptrptki' vty bhay ehhi ptrdkhhl/ thidgchy pui dgkubdgbg prthgeyi ptr shyhhgrg cjurho' aygbshd ctdkhhy nhy"pukhmgr" chksgr' thz "etbetrs" tckhgbsg uuhhbdtryi' fdpi purhw' nna nghiguko vct/

thz tzuh/ gx euny jbufv' uutx yuyngi? uutx vhhxy' ngi mhbsy jbufvkhfygkgl' ngi zhbdy nhy sh ehbsgr' ngiprtuugy t kgcgshdg nxhcv nhy n,bu,tui ygb./ bhay dgbud? bhhi' ptr etbetrsthz gx bhay dgbud/

thz sh dgyrhhg ngbgszagr nrx/dtkscgrdgr ,jhw tuhpdgeungi nhy tdgstbe' tz ngi uugy stx tkgxsgrntbyg muaygki uuh dguugbkhl' tcgrnhy ti grbxyi anhyahe trhcgr – ngiuugy trhhbbgngi thi chks sh cgxygafbho' tui muztngi uugy ngi tvgraygkiptr sh cjurho t jbufv uutx hgsgr uugydgsgbei tuh; thhchd/

svhhbu? sh tkg duyg ztfi uutx ngi dhyptr sh cjurho tuh; jbufv' uugy ngi puiptrtuhx trhcgr yrtdi mu sh afbho' ptrhgsi cjur vty ngi tuhxdgekhci sgo afiuutx yuy xwngrxyg ptr tho' tui sgrcjur uugy tvhbdhhi nhy zhhi aytcnhydkhs mu uugri "stryi" tuhpdgeunginhy fcus nkfho tui jbufv dgztbdgi' tui

stryi uugy gr prgzgbyhry uugri nhywidgpge n,bu, kfcus jbufv kvusu, ukvkk/

bu' egi ngi vtci cgxgr pui stx? stxthz btr dguugi sh mudrhhyubdgi/ thikgcgshdi tuhxaphk thz stx dguugiphkptfhd ngr' kghkt ukghkt/

cnal stbgraytd tui prhhytd jbufvvty ngi thi sh crusgrvhho tbdgdrhhytkg n,bu, tui zhh trhcgrdgahey mu shafbho/ hgsgr cjur vty cteungi sh"vtbyul xgy" n,bv pui vnxphe' tui thimudtc vty ngi dgeuhpy ptr hgsi t n,bvtkx cjur thi crusgrvhho' tui shngbgszagr vty dgeuhpy ptr hgsi tpgrzgbkhfg n,bvwkg ctzubsgr/ dkhhfmhhyhdvty ngi tpdgctei duyg ztfi' ptbegi'nzubu,' tui stx tuhl thhbdgptey ptr shduyg afbho tui sh ctayhnyg aytcnhydkhsgr vtci tkgx tpdgphry mu shafbho' uutu ngi vty thcgrdganugxy shkgmyg thhbmkvhhyi pubgo srtntyhaipkti/

*zubytd jbufv' tvhhneungbshd pui

kgcgshdi jbufv ptrcrgbd thi "sgh vgc"tui "hahcv ,urv ujxs"' vtci sh cjurhopui etbetrs crusgrvhho' ctksthcgrdhhgbshd sh auugk' cteungi tkuxyhdg thcgrrtaubd – sgr yha thishhbubd ruo thz dguugi vgrkhl mudgdrhhy'nhy t ahhbg etryk tui gbuugktp ptrhgsi' thi sgrhbgi t "xurprhhz'" tz ngidhhy mu hgbgo tui hgbgo afi kfcus jbufv/uutx uugr uugi vty ngi bhay sgrmhhky/

hgsgr cjur thz dgdtbdgi nhy zhhiaytc nhydkhs muo ctayhnyi tsrgx'uutu hgsgr cgk tfxbht vty tpdguutrysh dgxy tuh; zhhi thhdbtryhdi ayhhdgr'tkg nhy t crhhyi crufho vctho'vtrmhdg anjv' gykhfg tphku nhy tkgehbsgr tui napjv nhydkhsgr' tui shcjurho vtci bhay dguutuxy tuutu zhltvhbmuyti ptr thcgrrtaubd tui prhhs!xwtrt dguutkstuubg dgstbe!

ptr sh afbho thz sgr pkti dguugi

jbufv khfy tui n,bu, thitregshgi crusgrvhho

jbufv khfy tui n,bu, thietbetrs crusgrvhho

sgr stpkygr "ytb. pui cgr"thi etbetrs crusgrvhho


tuhxygrkha duy' agpgrha' tui vtci zhldgprhhsy sgrmu fnumt akk rc/ gykhfgvtci mukhc sgo trtpdgbungi mhhy puiptrbungbg trchhy' tch mu egbgi zhhi thiayuc tui tuhpbgngi sh dgvuhcgbg dgxy/nhy uugngi zhh egbgi zhl duy t ktbdg mhhytui thmy thz dgeungi sh dgkgdbvhhy zhlmu prhhgi thbthhbgo/

thhbgr pui sh btbyg afbho truo shetbetrs crusgrvhho thz vrcbh vbdhsvnputr nu"v hthr drhbmuuhhd vh"u/ sgrjaucgr ths thz btby ptrchbsi nhywijaucwi cjur vnupkd c,uhr"a fnr hutkchbgr vh"u' gr dhy zhl tp nhy tho dgyrhhchh phkg dgkgdbvhhy' tui thmy thz grdguutri tuhxdgekhci tkx sgr afi muneck pbho zhhi hutkhwi/ thi sh ctayhnygmhhy' uugi hutkwh thz tbdgeungi' vty rwhthr vh"u nhy sh dtbmg napjvtpdguutry sgo cjur nna uuh tegbhdkhfgr dtxy' ngi vty zhl dgprhhsynhy tho' ptrcrgbdy tui dgzhbdgi nhytho/ sh tbuugzbsg pui chhsg zhhyi vtcibtl tzt dgvuhcgbg jbufv btfy bhaydgvty/

muuhai tbsgrg cgkh tfxbht zgbgi shtbsgrg afbho' nu"v tkhw dgaygybgr vh"u'nu"v tar prbx vh"u' nu"v hgec tkgzruuhhbayte vh"u tui nu"v tkhw akgzhbdgrvh"u sgr ktbdhtrhdgr dcth btni puichvn"s neur jhho uutu ngi thz nfcs tuinwdhy zhl tp nhy sh jaucg cjurho puietbetrs thi t nuxygr pui tvc, hartk/sh tkg jaucg thsi vtci tuhpdgbungi shcjurho cxcr pbho hpu,' ptrcrgbdy nhyzhh' dgyhhky sh n,bu,' fuko tvucho fukocrurho sh jaucg afbho uc"c ufk tarkvo/

*tcgr uutx uutu uugi' chh etbetrs thz

btl gus vhuo dsuk/hgbgo zubytd chhbtfy' btl jbufv

khfygkgl' thz dgeungi t prhag ptzg puikvusu, ukvkk' uugi sh jaucg trdtbhztmhg"nehnh" thz trtpdgeungi muo etbetrscrusgrvhho' tui ptrdgaygky t vgfxydgkubdgbg nuzhetkhag ptraygkubd/// "sgrytb. pui cgr!"

tv' prgdy bhay/ nhy tkgektpgrdgmhhd/ thhi nti ctbs/ t "cgr"nhywi puki pufhdi tbmud tuh; muuhh pux/thhbgr ptrdgaygky tkx sgr aptkgrzhhsg zh"g/ sgr aphk thz dgkubdgi tzuh gfytz thhbgr pui sh yhhgrg cjurho thicrusgrvhho vty zhl "sgrartei" pubgo"cgr'" tcgr ngi vty tho abgkctruthdy tui sh anjv thz murhe mu shvgfxyg aytpkgi tuh; tzuh uuhhy tzapgygr vty sgr cjur tkhhbx dguutkytbpruchri sgo cgrhai tbmud' uutx ngivty tho dgri btfdgdgci nhy t anhhfk/

cag, sh nuzhe vty dgaphky' vtyngi zhl dgzgmy mu t vgrkhfg xgusv thimgbyrtki shhbubd ruo' sh cjurho ahjhw' tdruhxg mtk pui sh gkygri ahjhu zgbgituhl dgeungi krtu, ukvhrtu,' mu zgvitchxk bj, chh sh ehbsgr tui zhl uuhhziptr zhh' vgri t ctrhfy thcgr zhhgr nmctui ayhhdgbha/ ptr zhhyhdg muaphhz nhytxtl tuhk )ani zh,(' vty ngi dgshbdgi t"ptpetri" ntahi' tui ctzubsgrx t"xtpy prgmk" ntahi' tui ngi vtyptrebtey sh egrkgl tui ptrctei shprgmgkgl tza xwthz dgdtbdgi t ruhl tuit rhj bhjuj/

*tui sgr "jmhu ksw" thz tuhl dgbungi

dguutri grbxy/hgsg btfy jbufv vty ngi tbdgmhbsi

t "vue-tp" ndsukh vtsnurh"o akhy"t'hgsg btfy pui t ctzubsgrg jxhsu,'bgngbshd thi ctyrtfy tz thi etbetrscrusgrvhho' uuh thi tkg vnxphergzhsgbmi' vty ngi ptrayhhgr pui tkgahfyi tui erhhzi' tui sh cjurho dkhhfi muvgri zhhgr rchwi akhy"t prtuugbgi shbhru, jbufv/

btfwi mhbsi sh jbufv khfygkgl' muntfi sh znhru, agbgr tui vgfgr' vtyngi tbdgmhbsi sh ctetbyg "nguz mur"bhdui fbvud c,pumu, hartk' tuhpwi yghp pui"kjhho yha'" tui sh cjurho vtcinhydgzhbdgi vuhl tui nhy v,kvcu,'zhmbshd uuh thi t rhbd truo sh ahhbgbsgjbufv khfygkgl/

nhyuutl btfy' muo tfyi khfyk zt,jbufv' vty ngi dgzhbdgi btl ngr nhyv,kvcu,' uuh gx ayhhy thi xpv"e tz thisgo ytd egi ngi btl tuhxwpugkwi vapgu,yucu,' rputu, tui haugu, ptrwi dtbmihtr' tui sh cjurho vtci tuh; zhhgraytpk ptraytbgi sh grbxyehhy tui zhltrhhbdgktzy thi pktngshdg rheushi kfcushuo yuc' sgr ayhhgbshd sgr zhmbshd tuisgr ptrbshd' tcgr tkg nhywi banvptrpktny nhy ti ta eusa kvc,akvc,-ew/

ptragh: ctkubgi tui ekhex

sh gkgdtbyg "ptragh crusgrvhho"thi prtfypuki dgdby pui ntbxh vty dgzgimudrhhyubdgi tuh; t prhhkhfi jbufvthbgrvtkc sh rgzhsgb. auhi pui uutfimurhe/

btl ngr' pui tbvuhc fxku' fngy tjusa cgptr sgo grayi khfyk' vty

thhbgr pui sh jaucg cjurho thi ptragh'hgsi ytd btfwi tvhhneungi pui "sghvgchkhyghati'" sgrntby sh aytcnhydkhsgr nhy ti grbxyehhy' "bu' gxeuny auhi jbufv' ht' ht///!"

sh aytc nhydkhsgr vtcitruhxdgbungi sh zhkcgrbg nburu, pui dtb.-htrhdi ctvgkygbhai' zhh ahhi tpdgpumytza zhh vtci dgcktaegy tui dgphbeky'tui tuhxdgkhhdy tuh; t xpgmhgkg yhabgci sh pgbxygr tkx phrxunh bhxt' fbvud/sh cjurho ahjhu vtci dgmhbsi nhy anizh,' ebuhyi knvsrhi ni vnvsrhi' uutx shaytc nhydkhsgr vtci dgvtkpi tbdrhhyihgsg btfy/

btl dgvuhcgbg znhru, thbthhbgo' thzhgsg btfy ptrdgeungi ti tbsgrg "jbufvteyhuuhygy" kuhy uutx sh cjurho vtcitkhhbx tuhxdgekhci' sgrmhhky sh dgyrhhgngbgszagr nrx/ phagr ,jhw/

thhi btfy vtci sh cjurho dgtrchhynhy "tryx iw ergpyx" tui tuhxdgaygkyaphkguushdg jbufv ygngx/ ti tbsgrgbtfy vtci sh cjurho dgntfy t rhzhdgsrhhsk' tui sh uutry "jbufv'" chhsi pui"ekhex/"

numth ac, jbufv thz dgprtuugydguutri sh vuhpy jbufv nxhcv thiptragh crusgrvhho' nhy sh ctyhhkhdubdpui sh cjurho' napjv nhydkhsgr tuiaytc nhydkhsgr nhy zhhgrg ehbsgrkgl/thhi vuhfpubey chh sh nxhcv thz dguugi shgrahhbubd pui "ctkubgr rch'" uugkfgr vtytrhhbdgcktzi t prhhkhfg kupy thi shcrusgrvhho nhy kupyhdg cgri' puhdkgl'pha' ckungi' tui tphku ehbsgr ctykgl puivubsgry prtmgby rhhi ctkui ntygrhtk/sh cjurho tui hubdgrg dgxy vtci zhl njhwdguugi/

drgbsuuhu: muo dgzgdgbgi

ptr sh cjurho tui ehbsgr thi"drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh' thzsgr vuhfpubey pui vhh htr jbufv dguugigpgx uutx dgzgdby zhl tp pui zhh nhyvtrmhdg dgphki tui zhh uugki gx dgsgbeimuo duyi – stx thz sh dgzgdgbubd pui muuhhuugygrti aytc nhydkhsgr tui napju,'nu"v nav hmje duynti vh"u uc"c ,jhw sh"khuu-thi" ptrptke' tui nu"v tarcgbgshey vh"u uc"c ,jhw' thhbg pui shac,uh"y tui btfy xyg; napju,/

tcgr gray' nhy uutx sh ehbsgrckhhci tuh; thhchd' t vgrkhfg kgcgshdghuo yuc jbufv' dgprtuugy kao uk,ptr,uuh sh kgmyg phbg; htr muo duyi/

sh ehbsgr vtci dgmhbsi jbufvkhfygkgl nhy v,kvcu,' dgaphky srhhsk'ptrzufy phhbg ptbegi kfcus hu"y/shbxytd jbufv thz dguugi sh mgbyrtkgjbufv nxhcv pui "drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho'"nhy dgztbd tui ygb.' uutu ngi vtyxgruuhry t vgrkhfg xgusv tui dgyhhkyn,bu, ptr hgsi thhbgo/

*tui sti vty ngi euho tuhxdguutry sh

druhxg nkuv nkfv' numth ac"e prw "uhjhhgec'" tsgr prw "vnktl vdutk/// hcrl t,vbgrho/// uhert cvo anh///" sh xsrv uugihgec tchbu vty dgcgbyay sh ehbsgr tuithhbhekgl' tz gx ztk tuh; zhh aygbshddgrupi uugri sh btngi pui sh vhhkhdg tcu,'gx ztk zhl uuhhygr mhgi sh dtksgbg ehhypui srl hartk xct' tui tphku uugi sgregrpgr tsgr nuj thz gyuutx auutfkhltbyuuheky' cteungi zhh uuhhygr tkmshbd

jbufv khfy' n,bu,' tui kvusu,ukvkk thi drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho


thsha tui grkhl' thi thshag vhhngi' nhyptu, tui mhmh, tui dkty far' nhyac,wshdg khfy tui pxjwshdg xsrho tuictdhksgyg xufu,wi – surl yhhgrg aytcnhydkhsgr hrtho uaknho fuko tvuchofuko crurho/

truo sgo yha thi shhbubd ruo zgbgidgzgmi sh jaucg ytygx pui sh ehbsgr'tui thi etl sh ntngx a,jhw' uugkfgzgbgi tkg dgeungi mu sh xpgmhgkg nxhcv'thi gvrg tui vfr, vyuc pui sh muuhhtruhxdhhgbsg aytc nhydkhsgr/

sh yhai zgbgi dguugi dgsgey nhy tegbhdkhfg xgus, sus nkft nahjt'etkyx tui jnhi cnumth ac,' drhbmhhdxtktyi' pha tui nhkfhdx tui ytryi/tcgr bhay sh ahhbg tuhxkhhd tuh; sh yhaivtci dgntfy sgo vuhfpubey pui shstpkyg nxhcv/

sh yhhgrxyg ntngbyi zgbgi khcgraydgeungi nhywi tbeuo pui sh gkygri'uugkfg vtci zhl gbskhl dgyrtpi btftntknhywi ehbs' hgsgr ctzubsgr' tui dgvty tdgkgdbvhhy mu zgi t, akuo vmti' uutxntfy nhhi agpgkg b"h/ sh gkygri vtcidgbungi sh ehbsgr mu zhl tui kuhy shngdkhfehhyi pruchry mu ptrayhhi shuugrygrktzg etnhubhetmhg pubgo ehbs mhgr thz zty' prhhkhl' muprhsi/ zhhgrgahhbgbsg pbhngr vtci dgrgsy ngr uuhyuhzby uugrygr/

tuh; t ctzubsgri yha thz dgkhditbdgvuhpby t ctrd nhy phkg vtc tuiduyx' dgbud tui btl ptr tkg ehbsgr tuigkygri mu bgngi tui vbtv vtci' tkgxthshakgl tui ptxhd ptr sh ehbsgrkgl/stx thz dguugi thi mudtc mu sh tphmhgkgn,bu, uutx vnxphe vty zhh dgatbegiptrntk kfcus jbufv/

uuh dgztdy' thz stx dguugi sh"dgzgdgbubd" nxhcv pui-ptr sh jaucgaytc nhydkhsgr uugkfg zgbgi btl tzuhphkduyg tui dgvuhcgbg htri tuhxdguutexieg"v sh crusgrvhho' tui xwthz dgeungi shmhhy mu ayhhdi uuhhygr nhy phk thsha bj,tui vrjc, vsg,/

sgr "khuu-thi" xyg;' nu"v nav hmjeduynti vh"u' uugkfgr thz surl sh gcus,veusa thi crusgrvhho tbdgeungi muvgkpi btl phkg xpgmhgkg ehbsgr thierh, hutk' vty dgbungi stx uutry tuitrtpdgkhhdy nhy vtrmhdg uugrygr sgoctshhy pui vtci st dguutuhby' dgtrchhytui dgvtsguugy t napjv tzuhphk htri/

sh gkygri vtci dgvgry nhy bhhdgr uuhrw nav hmje khhdy trtp uutxptrt zfhwgx thz dguugi' uuh duy stx thz dguugi ptrwijhbul pui sh thhdgbg ehbsgr/ gr vtysgrchh sgrmhhky gpgx srtntyha tui

ngrxybx tunctetby' tz gr vty auhidgdkhfi sh xtry trchhy nhy xpgmhgkgehbsgr zhby tkx hubd pui 01 htr tky' uugizhhi ntng ,jhw vty trhhbdgbungi thiayuc muuhh ehbsgr nhy "stui xhbsrtuo"tui stx ctdkhhy tho zhby sti tuhpwidtbmi kgci zhl tpmudgci nhy sh yhhgrgehbsgr' vtpbshd tz sh dgyrhhg trchhy thi"drgbsuuhu" tzuhphk htri uugy pubey tzuhtuhpcuhgi sh zgkcg jhbul kgemhgx tuivapgu, yucu, tuh; zhhbg thhdgbg ehbsgruugkfg vtci stx tkgx nhydgvtkyi tuiuugki stx tuhl nhybgngi tuhpwi dtbmikgci cx"s/

uugi nu"v tar cgbgshey vh"u vtydgbungi sgo nhertpti' thz dguugi t bj,mu vgri uuh dgante gr khhdy trtp shvhhkhdg trchhy st' tuh; tzt ptrbgouutx ptruuhrekhfy btftntk sgo tkyivnxphe prhbmhp tz ngi ctmtky dgvtkyptr sh trchhy tcgr nwegi gx bhay ytiptr dgky/ tuhc sh vtr. tui yrhhvhhykhdy bhay thi sh gcus, veusa' egi gx shuugkywx dgky bhay ctmtki/

muuhai tbsgri vty rw tar sgrmhhkygykhfg tbgestyi pui cnal sh htri thicrusgrvhho uugkfg vtci tubygrdgvuhcish gkygri nhy bj, tui dgvuhcgbg dgphki/

mc"a' gykhfg ehbsgr thi crusgrvhhouugkfg zgbgi auutl thi etnhubhetmhg'tpyntk ytytk ptraktxi' sgrmhhky rwtar' vty ngi tcgr dgzgi tuh; zhh tzgkygbg tuhpkhhfyubd chh scrhoacesuav' uuh chh ehsua prhhytd mubtfyx' ndhkv khhbgi' aupr cktzi' jbufvkhfy tt"uu/ dtr thcgrrtay zgbgi shtbuugzbsg gkygri tui xyg; dguutrivgrbshd rw tarwi sgrmhhki gpgx uutx ngivty bhay tzuh tuhpdgftpy cnal sh htri'uuhtzuh thhbgr pui sh ehbsgr khhby nhytho erht, ang agk vnhyv hgsg btfy'uutry chh uutry' yrtmsgo uutx dguugbkhlvgry ngi pui sgo ehbs nna dtrbhay/

gx thz t pkt uvpkt' uuhtzuh gr ztdytzuh ahhi ang hartk tui sh prahu,' ektrtui vuhl' uugi gpgx tbsgra ktzy zhlehhbntk bhay vgri pui tho/ "thl nhhistx thz thhbg pui nhhbg tuhpdtcgx tuh;sgr uugky'" ztdy rw tar' "mu khhbgi erh"anhy sgo ehbs/"

sgrchh vty rw tar dgstbey sgo

curt fk guknho ptrwi dgci tzt zfhw tkghtri' tui thmy uugi nwntfy sh eungbshdgyrhyi thi kgci ztk tz sh rujbhu,wshdgrhhfehhy pui sh trchhy tho tui sh dtbmgnapjv ctdkhhyi nhy crfu, tui vapgu,yucu, tuh; thhchd/

gx thz dguugi dtr ti tjsu,wshdgayhnubd' tkg ytygx muztngi frjo tcgk cbho' cag, sh ekhhbg ehbsgr tuidgauuhxygr thbsruhxi zgbgi dgvtkyidguutri ruthd surl "ctkubgr rch" tui zhlnna njhw dguugi/ tcgr thbuuhhbhd thz shkupy dguugi uutrho tui rhrbs' nhy shgkygri thi dgnhayg dgphki nhyvtkybshdsgo mt,fo kakuw' uutubyai tkgx duyxptr sh truhxdhhgbsg aytc nhydkhsgr tuivtpbshd tz sgr cutfo kakuw uugy tuhlzhhi tuhpwi zgkci aytpk' tz sh bhhg aytcnhydkhsgr uugki tuhxphki sh druhxg aulpui sh vhhkhdg sgkhetyg trchhy thicrusgrvhho/

xguugi xprhbdx: kvusu, ukvkk

sh nhhskgl pui "xguugi xprhbdxauugxygrvhho" vtci trhhbdgahhby shayrtk pui jbufv thi sh uuhhyg drgbhmi puiayty erh, hutk' tuhpkgcbshd muo vhhkhdihuo yuc nhy anjv tui v,kvcu,/

hgsg btfy vty ngi dgmhbsi jbufvkhfy thi sh auugxygrvhho' tui shnhhskgl nhy sh aytc nhydkhsgr vtciahhi ptrcrgbdy chh sh khfygkgl nhyznhru,/

hgsg btfy thz dguugi t xgusv'sgrmhhky sh dgyrhhg ngbgszagr nrx/vhhkcrui ,jhw' mudgkhhdbshd t ctzubsgrgntfk muo dguugbkhfi btfyntk gx ztk zhhikfcus huo yuc/ thhi ytd thz gx dguugi tzhxg "sgzgry'" thhi ytd t xpgmhgkgdgegf.' tt"uu/ btfwi gxi thz hgsg btfydguugi ti tbsgrg ptrcrgbd' uuh t aphk'srhhsgkgl' t prhhkhfg teyhuuhygy'kvusu, ukvkk/

zubytd jbufv zgbgi sh nhhskgltruhxdgptri "atphbd'" thhbeuhpbshd shbuhyhdg xjurv tui mudtci ptr t kgcgshdgjbufv nxhcv thi sh auugxygrvhho/ hgbgotuhpsgrbtfy thz ptrdgeungi sh vuhpynxhcv pubgo jbufv hu"y thi

auugxygrvhho' uutx sh nhhskgl tui shjaucg dgxy ,jhw uugki dgsgbei ptr tktbdg mhhy/

uutbtnghegr crusgrvhho:t ckhe tuh; murhe

jbufv ptr sh cjurho tui ehbsgr thi"uutbtnghegr crusgrvhho" thi ntbxh thzdguugi t dgvuhcgbgr tui kgfyhdgr huo yuc'ngi vty dgmhbsi khfy' zhl dgprhhsy tuiahhi ptrcrgbdy' dgaphky srhhsk tuidgztdy vkk nhy t crgi/

sgr vuhpy crgi pubgo huo yuc thzdgeungi zubytd btfy' chh sh mgbyrtkgjbufv nxhcv uutx sgr dgyrhhgrngbgszagr nu"v nav ytncur vh"u vtytrtbszahry thi mgbyrtki shhbubd ruopubgo crusgrvhho/

mu sh dgvuhcgbg nxhcv zgbgi tuhldgktsby dguutri sh jaucg gkygri ahjhu'muzgvbshd uuh sh ehbsgr zgbgi muprhsi st'tui egbgbshd kgrbgi cgxgr sh dgyrhhgaytc nhydkhsgr uutx dhci zhl tp nhy shehbsgr tzuh dgyrhh tui vtrmhd/

sgr vuhpy dtxy chho jbufv nxhcvthz dguugi vrv"d rch akuw ruej akhy"t'rc ur"n ",ur, jhho'" uutu sh cjurho puiuutbtnghegr crusgrvhho zgbgiprtnhbgbyg n,pkkho tui uugri aygbshdtuhpdgbungi nhy fcus tui yrhhvhhy surlsh jcrh vevkv ukunsh chvn"s/

vrc ruej akhy"t vty tuhpdgyrgyikfcus vhuo' tui kfcus sh yhhgrg ehbsgr/sgr ngbgszagr rw nav vty dgbungi stxuutry tui ctdrhxy sh jaucg gkygriahjhu' tui sti vty thhbgr pui sh ytygxahjhu tuhl dgrgsy dtr uutrho tuisgrvuhci/

sgr vuhfpubey pui sh nxhcv thz dguugit vgrkhfg "prgzgbytmhg'" t chksgrptraygkubd uutx vty trhhbdgbungi sgodtbmi vhxytrhg pui uutbtnghegrcrusgrvhho' pui sh gpgbubd thhbhdg htrmurhe chz thr ckhgbsg uuhryatpy muovhhbyhdi ytd' ctdkhhy nhy rhrbsg xmgbgxpuk nhy thsha bj, tui vgrkhfgsgrdrhhfubdgi cx"s/

ghegrx crusgrvhho:vbru, vkku eusa vo

sgr rhfyhdgr dktb. tui v,kvcu,pubgo huo yuc jbufv vty vgrkhl dgahhbytui dgktfyi ptr sh cjurho pui "ghegrxcrusgrvhho" thi erh, hutk' uutu shcjurho vtci hgsg btfy dgmhbsgi jbufvkhfygkgl tbdgyti thi dtbmi jxhshaiyrtdg ccdsh ac, uhu"y/

tbayty t druhxg thhbntkhdg xgusv'thz hgsg btfy dgprtuugy dguutri t ahhbgxgusv' uugi tkg cjurho zhmi truo sgoyha ubvbho nzhu vafhbv thi sgodgvuhcgbgo huo yuc/

mu zgvi sh jaucg cjurho ahjhu zhmichh sh jbufv khfygkgl ccdsh ac"e' tuizhl atekgi nhy v,kvcu,' ztdy sgrdgyrhhgr ngbgszgr nu"v khpt kuhpgr vh"u'thz t xmgbg uutx nwegi bhay dgbudahksgri nhy uugrygr/

zhmbshd truo tui truo sgo hu"ywshdiyha thi shhbubd ruo' vtci sh cjurho tuiaytc nhydkhsgr dgzhbdgi sh znhru, puijbufv tui sgrbtl truhx thi t ytb.kvusu, ukvkk kanl vdsuk/

vfr, vyuc

jbufv nxhcv thi xguugixprhbdx auugxygrvhho


16wxyg xyrhy crusgrvhho:thi vuhfg xpgri

ptr sh yhhgrg ehbsgr thi druhxistpkyi "16wxyg xyrhy crusgrvhho" thzjbufv dgprtuugy dguutri tuh; t vgrkhfitui dgvuhcgbgo ptrbgo/ kuhy uuh sgrdgyrhhgr ngbgszagr nu"v sus nzrjhsgrmhhky' thz hgsi ytd jbufv dguugi"gpgx" xpgmhgk thi sh crusgrvhho/

cfkk thz sgo jbufv dguugi gpgx dtrdgvuhci thi crusgrvhho' sgrmhhky sgryhfyhdgr aytc nhydkhs nu"v hux;ntaetuuhya vh"u/ graybx thz dguutrithhbdgphry t jhsua bpkt' muo grayi ntkthi t vnxphe rgzhsgb.' tz hgsg btfyjbufv thz dguugi t "nbhi ngrhc" thicrusgrvhho/ gx thz bhay dguugi drhbd' ngivty tpyntk dgstrpy auugrmuztnaygki t dgvgrhdi nbhi uuh gx ptxy'tcgr ngi vty bhay tuhpdgdgci tui gxthz yteg muaytbs dgeungi hgsguutfbshdg btfy/ ngi vty dguutuxy tz shcrusgrvhho thz t ch, btni chartk'tcgr tz xwthz auhi tuhl dguutri t "nesangy" thz dguugi t jhsua kfcus jbufv uugish janubtho vtci nyvr dguugi sgo ch,vnesa nhy tchxgkg vhhkhdg tuhk/

sh cjurho nhy cdsh acuhu"y vtyhgsgr dgmhbsi sh nburv/ cnal sh vtkcgagv chh sh khfygkgl vty ngi dgzhbdgiznhru, ahhi muztngi tui ptryhhky gpgxduyx' hgsg btfy gpgx tbsgra uuh

ptpetri' ptbegi' tt"uu/ sti thz ngitruhx thi phhgrshdg ygb. muo ahhi pui shvhhkhdg pktngi/

sgr jbufv vuhfpubey vhh-htr chhocrusgrvhho thi ctrt ptre thz dgeungitrhcgr sh crhe' thi vtr. puiuuhkhtnxcurd' uutu sgr dgyrhhgrngbgszagr vty dgktsgby tkg ehbsgr mut drtbshgzg tui dgvuhcgbg jbufv nxhcvchh zhl thi thhdgbgo ayuc/ gx thz dguugidtr sgrvuhci' mudgaygky fhs vnkl' ngivty zhl dguutai mu t pukg xgusv' tui tuutrhngr dgphk vty trundgbungi shdtbmg nxhcv/

sh vuhfpubey pui sh nxhcv zgkcxythz dguugi uugi srhh pui sh jaucg cjurhoahjhu vtci zhl dtb. tundgrtfyituhpdgaygky' thhbgr btfwi tbsgri' nhyscrh ,urv kfcus jbufv/ ngi vty zhldguuhay sh tuhdi' vtkc pui bj, yrgri tuivtkc pui uugkbshd pgxyaygki mh xwthzgfy tsgr t jkuo/ tui' ht' gx thzkgcgshd/ muuhh pui sh cjurho vtcituhpdgyrgyi fzei urdhk nhy scrh ,urvkfcus jbufv tui dgvtkyi dgaptby tkgptrztnkyg/ t srhygr kuhy zhhi ayhhdgrvty gxphgy tuhxmusruei tuh; zhhiaprtl dtr uutrhng stbe dgphki ptr shaytc nhydkhsgr tuh; uutx ngi aygkystry mu tzuh dgyrhh' thi aph. pubgongbgszagr ahjhw/

btfwi cgbyai thz ngi truhx thi tytb. uutx vty trhhbdgmuhdi tkgptrztngkyg tui zhh tubygrdgvuhci t ypjpui grshai uugky/ "uutx egi thl ztdi' gx

vty zhl dgaphry duy hgbg ntngbyi' zhhgrsgrvuhci' banvwshd'" ztdy rw hux;ntaetuuhya/ "sgr guko thz dguugi thivuhfg xpgri/"

*tcgr nhy sgo uugy zhl sh crusgrvhho

bhay ctdgbhdi/ xwyhhya' gx thz jbufvtuh; sgr uugky' kvusu, ukvkk gk bxhl ugkbpktu,hl chnho vvo czni vzv/

nhyuutl stx zhcgyg khfyk thztrtbszahry dguutri t dtr dgvuhcgbgnxhcv thi 16wxyg xyrhy crusgrvhho'uutu sgr xpgmhgkgr dtxy thz dguugi sgrctrhnygr cgk nbdi rw aknv dgrybgrvh"u' t zhbdgr nhy t zgkygbgo dgphk tuiptraytbs mu sh yhhgrg etbxungrx thivnxphe/

ctzubsgrx thz rw aknv btby nhy shehbsgr thi sgo c"p crusgrvhho' uuh ngivty dgzgi chho "anj, ch, vautcv"ptrktpgbgo xufu,' rupbshd muopktyptrng thhbgo pui sh cjurho puicrusgrvhho tui dguuhsngy t kgcgshdibhdui ptr tho pgrzgbkhl/ tmhbs vty ngibtftntk dgzgi sh btbyatpy' zhbdgbshdtui ytbmbshd muo ytey tui rhyo tuibanv xyrubgx pui sh jaucg cjurho tzxwthz dguugi t bj, mu zgvi tui vgri/

uuhctks ngi vty dgvty tzt duygprhhkhfg prthgey' thz trtbszahrydguutri surfwi crusgrvhho ngbgszagrnu"v sus nzrjh vh"u tui sgr "sgh vgc"ngbgszagr nu"v hartk nbjokhfygbayhhi vh"u tz tuhl sh cjurho pui"sgh vgchkhyghati" tui "hahcv ,urvujxs" uugki trtpeungi muo crusgrvhhothi c"p tui tbyhhk bgngi thi sh druhxgptrcrgbd kfcus huo yuc/

"gx thz dguugi cruc go vsr, nkl' trhzhdgr guko'" ztdy rw hux;' uugngbwxcrusgr sgr nuzhetkhagr nunjv rw draui

ntaetuuhya bh"u vty dgvtkpitrtbszahri sgo nuzhetkhai uuhzhy pui rwaknv dgrybgr bh"u ctdkhhy nhywidgkubdgbgo aphkgr rw tcrvo cgret bh"u/

"btby mu tbsgryvtkci agv zgbgi shehbsgr dgaprhbdgi tui zhl dgprhhsy'"ztdy gr/ "ngi zgvy tz nuzhe wrgsyw muzhh' mu sh cjurho' bhay ehhi jhkue sh nmctsgr pubemhg/"

*tcgr sh anjv thz bhay dguugi

ctdrgbhmy thbgrvtkc sh yuhgri puivnxphe crusgrvhho tsgr sgh-vgc/

stbgraytd btfy' xwmuuhhyg khfykjbufv' thz ptrdgeungi sh druhxtryhdg crnmuv pui vcw anutk etryrhhy' zui pui sr/jhho )yatrkx( etryrhhy' ctrhny thi shbhu htregr etrhstri pui xpgmhgkg vhk;tkx shrgeytr pui "tuyhzo mgbygr" chho"uuhh/ gh/ thh/ bgyuutre" ekhbhe/

sr/ etryrhhy thz dtr btby ctetbynhy sh aytc nhydkhsgr pui vnxphe thibhu htre xhyh' zhhgbshd t hjhs nunjv thish ctvtbskubdgi pui gykhfg ehbsgr thi shtdgbyur nhy "tuyhzo" tui btlauutfehhyi tt"uu/

tmhbs uugi gr thz tbdgeungi muprtuugbgi t thshag anjv' thz sgrngbgszagr pubgo c"p crusgrvhho nu"vsus nzrjh bh"u pgrzgbkhl trhcgr muosteytr tui tho prgzgbyhry nhy tvgrkhfi "pkge" ptr zhl tui t cktaebsgzhkcgrbg cgfgr ptr zhhi zui sgr j,i vcrnmuv/

sgr tuhyhzo xpgmhtkhxy sr/etryrhhy thz dguugi tuhxgr zhl puiv,pgku, pui sh gvrg uutx vnxphe vtytho mudgyhhky/

thi t anugx vty gr tuhxdgsrueyyhpg vfr, vyuc tuhpwi uuhzhy tui shn,bu,/ thl zgv mgbskhdgr etbxungrxhgsi ytd' vty gr dgztdy' tcgr vnxphevty stx drgxyg pkt. thi nhhi vtr.'uuhhk gx thz bhayt btl tztbx' zhltpmudgci tzuh uuh nhy thhdgbg ehbsgrnna/ tui rw sus – ztdy sr/ etryrhhy –thz stl t ytyg ptr sh ehbsgr' ngizgvy bhay tzgkfgx/ tui sh rgzhsgbatkbuhrx nrx/ auutr. ,jhw thz stl uuh tntng mu sh ehbsgr/

"tztbx uuh vnxphe thz bhay ptrvti'"vty gr btftntk tuhxdgphry' thi trhfyhdi shtdbtxyhai tpatmubd uutxtbsgrg steyuhrho tui xpgmhtkhxyizgbgi thhbayhnhd sgrnhy' jbufv tui tdtb. htr/

jbufv khfy' nxhcv tui ygb.thi 16wxyrhy crusgrvhho

vfr, vyuc muo cr nmuv


jbufv tui prxunh bhxt chhvnxphe sgh vgc cruekhi

uuhbygr thi xeuk rgxphyprtdrto thi erh, hutk

jbufv thi xeuk rgxphy e"h

ntkgrhh eubmi chh xeukrgxphy thi rtekgbs

dgvuhcgbgr jbufv chh sghvgchkhyghati thi ntbxh

dgvuhcgbg nxhc,jbufv tui xhuo

nabhu, chh hahcv,urv ujxs pui sghvgc thi erh, hutk


tw acy

gx vty sgrmhhky vdv"e nvrh".suahbxeht zh"g dtc"s hruakho' tz thiayty juxy vty tntk ptxhry t ngav'tz t hubdg ntng thz trhhbdgptki thi tauugrg xfbv tui ngi vty dgstrpy tctkshdg haugv/

sgr nti vty zhl sgrntby pubgoctetbyi jz"k' uugr gx vty t jukv thiayuc ztk dhhi "tmk jfo acghru uhceagkhu rjnho/" bu' ti ehhi avhu, thz grtrhcgr muo ayuc pui rc' sgr vhhkhdgrnvr"o ahe zh"g' mu cgyi rjnho tuh; zhhipruh/

chho nvr"o ahe thz dguugi sgr xsr'tz uugi thhbgr vty dguutky gpgx rgsinhy tho' vty ngi zhl dgaygky chho yhr'tui uugi sgr rc vty hgbgo ctngreyvty gr tho mudgrupi tui sti thz ngitrhhi rgsi/

sgr hubdgrnti thz dgeungi tui zhldgaygky chho yhr' tcgr sgr nvr"o ahevty dgkgrby pkhhxhd tui vty tho bhayctngrey/ sgr ths thz tzuh dgaytbgi tktbdg mhhy' uuh tuh; btskgi' uuhxbshd tzzhhi pruh dgphby zhl thi t auugrg xfbv tuingi str; stl t abgkg haugv' tui st egigr bhay mueungi muo rc/

pkumkhbd vty zhl sgr nvr"o ahetuhxdgsrhhy mu sgo ths tui tho dgztdyczv vkaui: "nzk yuc' sgr rchbu ,o thznhr dgeungi ztdi tz thr zgby auhidgvtkpi dguutri!"

vrv"e rch nav ci rch hux; zh"g'tw acy ,rk"y

cw acy

thhbntk thz sgr vhhkhdgr rch rw zuatzh"g ertbe dguutri/ sh msheh vsur zgbgidgeungi muo tho ncer jukv zhhi/ uugivrv"e sgr aptkgr zhhsg zh"g thztrhhbdgeungi ncer jukv zhhi' vty sgrrch rw zuat dgztdy mu tho: thr uuhkytuusth ngurr zhhi ptr nhr rjnh anho/cgy thl thhl' zhhy bhay ngurr ehhirjnho surl yrgpi t zfu, tuh; nhr' uuhhktpar uugki eungi neyrhdho tui ncyk zhhisgo zfu,/ btr tzuhphk egby thr ygbvwgi'tz st bhay bhay uuhhy thi sgrpk bgcitbhptkh uutuhbgi zhci vubsgry duho tui zhhzgbgi dgzuby tui aytre' tui t zfu, uuh shduho kvcshk vtc thl tuhl/ vrv"enxtshdurt vty dgztdy tz sh ngav thzt xdukv mu sgrmhhki uugi nwstr; t rputv/

*thhbntk rta vabv vty sgr rch rw

zuat neck dguugi tuh; zhl sh hxurho puitkg thsi pui sh uugky' tuhxgr sh nuxrhotui tpheurxho' tui gr vty dgaygkysgo x", tui sgr aupr ztki zhhi gsu,sgruh;/

*sgr rch rw zuat vty ndsk dguugi t

h,uo thi ayuc' tui zhl thcgrdgdgci ptrtho nhy danhu, tui rujbhu, nhy tdgyrhhatpy uutx thz bhay ngdkhl muctarhhci/ gr vty tho dgphgayagy tuidgkhcy/

uugi sgr mshe vty tbdgvuhci mukgrbgi nhywi ehbs t"c vty zhl stx ehbstchxk dgnuyagy' nhy t auutfi etp/ sgrehbs vty tbdgvuhci tchxk mu auuhmi'

vty sgr mshe tho tpdguuhay sh auuhhxtui dgvhhxi zhl dhhi tprugi' uuhhk gr vtynurt dgvty gr ntfy tho tchxk auugrtui gr vty nurt dgvty pubgo ktu fktknbv uh,uo kt ,gbui/

*xu; hnhu vty sgr rch rw zuat neck

dguugi tuh; zhl ertbevhhyi tui hxurhokyuc, fkk hartk' tui stx vty dgsuhgryzhci htr/ tntk zgbgi dgeungi muo thoncer jukv zhhi vrv"e sgr juzv puikuckhi zh"g tui vrv"e rch vgra khhctkhegr zh"g/ sgr vhhkhdgr juzv vty zhhgrdguuhhby zggbshdi sgo rchwi rw zuat thiauugri nmc' vty rch vgra khhc dgztdymuo juzv' gr thz stl neck sh hxurho puizhl tkhhbx ctvcv/ eur. sgrbtl' thi cwacy ,e"x' thz sgr rch rw zuat zh"gtruh; thi di gsi/

rw nauko zuat ci rch tkhgzr khpnti'uh"t ci rch tcrvo' cw acy ,e"x

zw acy

t ths uugkfgr vty dgkhyi t auugrgnjkv tuh; sh kubdgi thz tntk dgeungimuo vhhkhdi rch rw sus nkgkuc zh"g/ sgrmshe vty tho dgdgci mu gxi egz' stivty gr tho dgdgci mu yrubegi crtbpgi'tui gr vty tho dgvhhxi zhl khhdi aktpi/uugi sgr ths vty zhl gruugey pui akt;thz gr dguugi murhe dgzuby ftjs vtso/

sgr ths thz apgygr murhe ctzufisgo steytr uugkfgr vty thoctvtbsgky' uugkfgr thz dguugi t druhxgrsteytr/ "mu vhhki kubdgi egbgi tbsgrgtuhl' tcgr su vtxy stl auhi bhaydgvty ehhbg kubdgi' uugr vty shr dgdgcibhhg kubdgi?" vty sgr ths tkgx sgrmhhkytui sgr steytr vty ctaktxi gr nuzptri zgvi sgo mshe/

sgr steytr thz dgeungi tui dgprgdytkg eahu, uutx gr vty dgvty' vty grtho dgahey mu vrv"e nkuckhi zh"g' uugigr thz trhhi muo juzv vty gr dgztdystx tui stx zgbgi shhbg eahu,' ty thzthhi ,hru. btl t ,hru. tui btl tui grvty tho tkgx ptrgbypgry/ sgrsteytr thz tzuh b,pgk dguutri tuinruda dguutri tz gr thz dguutri t cgk,aucv dnur tui stx thz dguugi vrv"erch jhho sus steytr cgrbtrs puiphgyrheuc' uugkfgr vty uuhhygr guxedguugi thi rputv tui tuhl dguugi t pugkhaugu,/

*vrv"e nkgkuc thz tntk dguugi thi

uugd tui trhhi mu ti tfxbht/ muprh thz grtuhpdgaytbgi zhhgr prh tui truhx uugihgsgr thz btl dgaktpi/ uugi gr thz truhxvty gr zhl dguutky ctstbegi tcgr bhaydguutky ntfi dgrusgr' thz gr dgdtbdgi mut pgbxygr tui dgdgci t ekhhbg ektp tuidgztdy "zhhy dgzuby/" thi hgbgo mhngr thzdgaktpi sgr cgv"c muztngi nhy t ekhhinhhsk uugkfg thz bgcgl dguugi ptrtkhzhrypui dgcury' tui ctks uuh sgr mshe vtydgztdy sh crfv thz zh trtp pui cgydgzuby tui aytre/

*t ths thz ttnk dgeungi mu tho btl

t crfv/ sgr mshe vty tho dgcgbyay'tui sgntky' akt fsrfu' zhl tbdgrupivuhl' "sgr ths thz yteg dgeungi tvgr

btl t crfv' tui thl cgbya tho/" sgrths thz pauy tvhhndgptri kakuw/

btl tptr ygd thz gr dguugi jukvnxufi' ngi vty auhi dgrupi sh jcrveshat/ ngi vty tbdgvuhci ztdi pxuehopui hmht, banv' tui pkumho vty ngidgzgi uuh zhhi pbho uugry etkhrshd uuh tkgcgshdgr tui muchxkgl thz gr murhedgeungi tui dgzuby dguutri/ ngi vty thodgprgdy sh pkt uvpkt' vty gr sgrmhhky/

thbnhyi duxxwi vty gr dgaphry uuh grthz chho ch"s ak ngkv tui ngi vty tuuhfuj tuh; zhhi shi/ thbnhyi thz dgeungit ths pui tubygruuhhkgfyx tui thotbdgftpy' ztdbshd ptrwi ch"s ak ngkv tz"sgr ths thz nhhbgr' yuy tho dtrbhaytui dhy nhr tho murhe/" gr vty zhltuhxdgsrhhy tui dgzgi gx thz sgrkgkucgr mshe/ hgbg nhbuy vty grdgaphry uuh gr euny murhe thi zhhi cgytui gr vty zhl sgntky tuhpdgftpymurhe/

vrv"e rch sus ci rch aknv mch zh"g'zw acy ,eg"s

h"d acy

sgr vhhkhdgr mshe rch nrsfh puikgftuuhya zh"g vty trhhbdgkhhdy tdruhxg gcusv chho stuugbgi' fhsug/thhbntk thz sgr mshe dguugi thi aytykgncgrd tui dgvgry tz gx thz st thihgbg ayty t dguuhxg phhdk uutx ztdyahrv btr thhbntk thi kgci' tui sgntkyzhbdy sh phhdk nhy tzt v,kvcu, tz sgrdu; uugry dgaptkyi tui sh phhdk aytrcy/

sgr mshe thz dgdtbdgi zgvi stx phhdk'tui gr vty stx yteg chhdguutuhby/ sgrmshe vty cteungi sgrpui t nurtwshdgv,gurru, muo gcus, v,phkv' ztdbshd tztuhc t phhdk egi tzuh zhbdgi ahrv ptrwithhcgrayi uutxptrt uugrs vty sgntkynhhi stuugbgi uutx ngi ckhhcy kgcibtfsgo?

sgo tbsgri ytd vty zhl sgr vhhkhdgrkgftuuhyagr mudgdrhhy muo stuugbgi nhyt vfbv srcv' tui gr vty dgstuugby nhyv,kvcu, tui fuju, gs fku, nna/ gr thztrhhbdgptki thi cgy tubntfy/ ngi vtyabgk dgrupi steyuhrho uugkfg vtcidgztdy tz zhhbg kubdgi zgbgi muaptkyidguutri k"g tui zhh vtci bhay ehhi rputv/

vgrbshd stx vty sgr vhhkhdgr mshedgztdy' rcubu ak guko' mh sgi btr thhitzt ,phkv vtc thl dguutky tprgfyiptr shr' thl vtc dguutky tzuh stuugbgibtl tui btl/ gx vty ptxhry t bx tuisgr mshe thz dgzuby dguutri/

htri apgygr thz sgr kgftuuhyagrmshe btftntk dgeungi ehhi kgncgrd' tuithhbgr pui sh steyuhrho uutx vtci thosgntky tubygrzhfy vty tho btftntkdgzgi/ sgr steytr vty dgprgdy uuh bhaychh zhl' "sgr rch kgcy btl?" gr vty zhldgauutuhri tz sgr mshe kgcy ti kubdgikngkv nsrl vycg/

vrv"e rch nrsfh ci rch bj zh"g'h"d acy ,e"g

y"z acy

uugi vdv"e sgr nvra"o zh"g vtydguutuhby thi ayty zktyauc vty gr zhlsurl sh tryhdg cgkzgr jxhsho nsce

dguugi thi vrv"e sgr ar akuw pui cgkztzh"g/ btl zhhi pyhrv vty gr zhl nscedguugi thi zhhi zui vrv"e rch hvuag zh"g)htrmhhy' f"d acy(/ uugi vrv"e nvr"h thzbpyr dguutri vty gr zhl nsce dguugi thivrv"e rch tcrvo mch zh"g pui xyrgyhi'tui uugi sgr mshe pui xyrgyhi thz bpyrdguutri thz sgr nvra"o dgptri muvrv"e rch thhzhewk zhshyauhcgr zh"g' muuugngi gr thz scue dguutri ctupi pkt/

btl sh pyhrv pubgo xyrgyhbgr thzsgr nvra"o dguutri grbxy ptraktpynhy sh yhpux njkv k"g/ thhi ytd'vtkybshd thi t auugrg nxufbwshdgr nmc'thz gr thhbdgaktpi tui dgvty t jkuo uuhgr euny muo ch, shi ak ngkv/ gx zgbgidguugi xbhdurhi tui neyrhdui tui gx thztruhx sgr pxe tz gr str; auhitruhpeungi tuhpwi guko vtn,/ ngi vtythcgrdgdgci sh banv ptr t akhj' tuisgr akhj vty tbdgvuhci mu pkhgi thi shkupyi nhy tho' tcgr sti vty ngidgvgry t akhj tuhxarhhgi tz ngi ztktho murhe crgbdgi muo ch"s ak ngkv/

ngi vty dgaygky sgo nvra"o muoch"s ak ngkv btftntk' tui sgntky thzstry dgaytbgi vrv"e rch thhzhekzhshyauhcgr zh"g – uugkfgr thz stidguugi cjhho' tui sgr nvra"o vty thobhay dgegby/

rch thhzhek vty dgwygbvwy chho ch"s'ptruutx vty ngi tzuh duzr dguugi tuh;sgo hubdgrnti' gr thz stl t n,nhschhytd tui chhbtfy? tuh; sgo vty tneyrd gpgx tpdggbypgry' tui rchthhzhek vty uuhhygr nkh. yuc dguugi tuh;zhhi khnus v,urv yrt. sh auugrg nmc puithsi thi dku,/ sgr ch"s ak ngkv vtysti dgwpxewby "zfth'" tui sgr nvra"othz bhmuk dguutri' zgvbshd thi jkuo uuhngi ktzy tho uugri tuhxdgvhhky mutrhfu, hnho/ sgr nvra"o vty btldgprgdy chho ch"s ak ngkv uugr gx thzdguugi sgr nkh. yuc tuh; tho' vty ngitho dggbypgry gx thz sgr mshe rchhmje thhzhe pui zhshyauhc' tui sgrnvra"o vty zhl tuhpdguugey pui akt;'uvbv jkuo/

sgr nvra"o vty bhay sgrmhhky ptrehhbgo uugdi sgo uutubsgrkhfi jkuo' tuizhhi nmc thz sgruuhhk dguutri btl trdgr/gr vty dgvty t crusgr vr"r hgec z"k'pui sh jaucg zhshyauhcgr jxhsho thiayty etktnhh/ sgr crusgr thz thi hgbgygd dgeungi ncer jukv zhhi sgonvra"o' tui zgvbshd uuh zhhi nmc dhhy muogrdgri – auhi btfwi jkuo – thz grdgptri muo rchwi ehhi zhshyauhc nzfhr zhhisgo nvra"o/ uuh btr sgr mshe rchthhzhek vty dgkhhby stx euuhyk vty grdgztdy ptr rch hgec: ptr tvhho' tui ztdshhi crusgr gr ztk dtrbhay ztrdi' gruugy ceruc dgzuby uugri cdu; ubpa/ tuisgr mshe vty btl mudgkhhdy' "gr vhhxyakuw' gr uugy zhhi akuw cdupu' akuw cnnubutui akuw c,ur,u/" thcgrhd mu ztdi tz sgrcrusgr thz tvhho ehhi zktyauc' tuidgphbgi uuh zhhi crusgr sgr nvra"odgphby zhl auhi thi t cgxgri muaytbstui gr vty dgvty t rputv akhnv/

btfwi eungi mu sh fuju, thz sgrnvra"o dgptri muo vhhkhdi rch thhzhekehhi zhshyauhc' tui trhhbeungbshd muomshe vty gr ctks sgregby tz stx thzzhhi xbhdur chho ch"s ak ngkv' tui puidruhx v,pgku, tui jrs, eusa vty grbhay dgegby eungi mu zhl/ gbskhl thz sgrdtui dgeungi mu zhl tui dgdgci akuw ptrrch thhzhek' uugkfgr vty tho tbyptbdgi

nbjo akhxgkq rputv thi htrmhhyi


vrv"e rch aknv aphrt zh"g' sgr cgk "ao aknv"tui graygr rch pui sh nubetyagr shbtxyhg' vtydgkgcy cgrl muuhh tui zgfmhd htr/ gr thz dgcuhri sgozhcgyi ytd jbufv ab, ,em"c' tui bx,ke dguutri f"txhui ,rb"d/

thhbntk thi t prhhytd' auhi zhhgbshd cxu; hnhu' uugigr vty dgphvky uuh gr ayhhy auhi btby thcgrmuktzisgo guko vapk' vty gr zhl tuhxdganugxy nhy zhhbgtrunhdg neurcho thcgr zhhbg kgcbx htri' tui gr vtyptrmhhky stx ptkdbsg' fvth khabt:

*vhhby chho ngchr xsrv zhhi sh prav' thz nhr

truhpdgeungi tuhpwi dgstbe' tz fngy tkg htri uutx thlchi st tuh; sgo guko zgbgi csrl bx' tui kuhy sh crfvpui vhhkhdi mshe sgr rch rw angui pui hgruxktuu zh"g/

uuhhk thi htr ,r"s' btl zhhgbshd t ehbs pui muugk;htr' chi thl ertbe dguutri tuh; sh ctuutuxygdgpgrkhfg njkv txfrv rj"k' tui sgr nmc vty zhl tzuhaytre sgrehheky tz sh steyuhrho vtci tuhpdgdgcivtpgbubd tuh; nhr/

dguugi thz stx thi t grc xufu,' tui nhhi vhhkhdgrytyg ]vrv"e rch tkgzr aphrt zh"g nktbmuy['sgrzggbshd nhhi dgpgrkhfi muaytbs vty gr dguutkyahei t srhbdgbsi euuhyk muo rch rw angui pui hgruxktuuzm"k' tcgr gr vty gx bhay dguutky ahei nhy t ths'uuhhk gx uutky mudgeungi mu jhkuk huo yuc' sgrhcgr vtygr dgbungi t ptrkgxkhfi duh tui nhy tho abgktpdgahey t euuhyk nhy t pshui muo mshe/

thbsgrmuuhai thz sh btfy mudgptki' sh grayg btfyhuo yuc xufu,/ sgr ytyg thz dgdtbdgi thi auvk trhhistuugbgi' tcgr btl thhsgr gr vty gxphgy tpmugbshdistx stuugbgi' thz ngi auhi dgeungi mu kuhpi tho tvhhorupi' fsh gr ztk ayhhi bgci nhhi cgy chh sh dxhxv rj"k///

sgr pjs thz dguugi zhhgr druhx' uuhhk sgntky chi thltrhhbdgptki thi t auugrg jkau, muaytbs' uutx fngythz auhi bhay dgckhci thi nhr ehhi auo pube pui jhu,'tui thl chi tzuh tpdgkgdi ctuutuxyktz gykhfg ktbdgagu,' cag, gx vty tuhxdgzgi hgsg rdg uuh thl ptrktzsh uugky k"g/

tcgr pkumkhbd vty ngi dgzgi tuh; nhr t mhhfi puikgci' muchxkgl vtc thl nhl sgruugey tui dggpby shtuhdi' chz thl vtc nhl tuhpdgzgmy thi cgy tui dgcgyitchxk nhkl mu yrhbegi/ stx thz dguugi sgr graygrahbuh kyucv' uutx sh steyuhrho vtci bhay dgegbytuhpekgri uuhtzuh stx thz muaytbs dgeungi' tui puisgntky ti chi thl tk. cgxgr dguutri' chz thl vtc c"vzufv dguugi mu t rputv akhnv/

t eurmg mhhy apgygr' uugi sgr duh' sgr akhj' thzmurhedgeungi pui hgruxktuu' vty ngi tho dgbungituhxprgdi pubeykhl thi uugkfg mhhy gr thz trhhbdgdtbdgimuo mshe/ vty zhl truhxdgaygky tz yteg dgbuh thihgbg mhhy uutx thl vtc nhl tuhpdguugey pubgo jkau,'thz gr trhhi muo mshe thcgrmudgci zhhi akhju,!

gr vty tuhl nhydgcrgbdy t f,c eckv tuhpi pshuinhy t crfv cf,c/ tui uuhctks sgntky thi ab, ,r"svty sgr mshe pui hgruxktuu auhi bhay dgegby zgi tuh;

sh pkhhahdg tuhdi' gr thz dguugi t xdh bvur k"g' zhhgbshdthi sh vuhfg tfmhdgr htri' tui dgbuh zgex htr cgptr zhhivx,keu, kjhh vguko vct )sgo grayi ytd xufu, ab,,r"h' cag, byhk, kukc(' sgrhcgr vty sgr dcthtpdgarhci t mgygkg canu' uutu gr vty ptrmhhky' tzuugi sgr duh vty trhhbdgcrgbdy stx euuhyk muo rchwi'vty sgr rch zhl tbdgrupi "tuhc thz gr btl hgmygrytuh; sh uugky' ztk gr auhi st ptrckhhci///"

zgy tuhx - vty sgr nubetyagr mshe mudggbshdy shuutubsgrkhfg ngav - tz gr vty tuhxdgwpugkwy ptr nhrthhi huck nhy htri! )uuhhk gr thz sgntky chh shvx,keu, dguugi cgrl muuhh tui zgfmhd htr' pupmhd htrapgygr pui sh ngav(/

*tdc' tuh; sgo uutx nhr vtci dgarhci st tz thi sh

kgmygrg htri vty sgr rch rw angui hgruxktuugr zh"gbhay dgzgi nhy sh "pkhhahdg" tuhdi' thz fsth mumudgci teurmg ngavwkg' uutx uugry sgrmhhky tuh; hgbg ,eupv/

sgr xsr thz sgntky dguugi' tz ftya sgr mshe vtyauhi bhay dgegby zgi' pkgdi ngbyai eungi mu ptri muomshe pui btby tui uuhhy/ trhhbeungbshd tk veusa pbhnv'thz ngi tzuh ptngkhl surfdgdtbdgi thi t aurv thhbgrbtfi tbsgri' tui hgsgr vty trhhbdgkhhdy t "pgrmhdgr")t nhi nycg( thi t zhkcgbgo ahxk uutx thz dgkgdi tuhpiyha' tkx pshui bpa' tui sgr rch vty dgdgci crf, esau/

vty zhl thhbntk dgntfy t ths "ti tuhcgr jfo"///uugkfg vty stl dguutuxy tz sgr rch zgy auhi xhhuuhbhay tuh; sh tuhdi' thz gr tuhpdgeungi nhy t chhptk'tui surfdhhgbshd ptrwi rchwi vty gr ayhkgrvhhytruhxdgatry t "pgrmhdgr" pui ahxk' tui sgrbtl gxmurhe trhhbdgkhhdy///

vty zhl sgr rch - nhy zhhbg vhhkhdg tpgbg tuhdi -tbdgrupi mu tho: "nhy nhhi thhdi ^phygr' uuhkxyu nhranhri?///"

*zfu,o hdi gkhbu ugk fk hartk' tni/

h/ a/ p/ v/q xhpurh rputv

t "huck" nhy htri

nhy druhx fcus/ rch thhzhek vtythcgrdgprgdy sgo nvra"o mh gr kgrbyyteg ,urv nhy v,nsv rcv' tui sgrmshe vty tho tuhl dgztdy sgntky grztk bumi sh "fujt svh,hrt" chh tkg zhhbgpxeho tui ,aucu,/ zhby sti thz sgrnvra"o dguutri t phhgrshdgr jxhs puivhhkhdi rch rw hmje thhzhe pui zhshyauhczh"g/

*uugi sgr nvra"o vty auhi dguutuhby

thi crgzati thz stry dguugi t ptrptkeuutx vty bhay zufv dguugi mu ehbsgr/tntk thz sgr ths ertbe dguutri' tui shpruh vty dgcgyi t dy fsh zh ztk bhaystrpi vtbskgi nhy zhhbg crhsgr uugdijkhmv/ tcgr cgptr ngi vty dgegby rupisgo nvra"o mu nxsr zhhi sgo d"p thzsgr ths dguutri nxufi' uuh t duxx/ gbskhlthz sgr rc dgeungi muo vuhz' vty ngitho dgztdy tz sgr jukv vtky auhi btbymu pyhrv tui sgr rc thz stl t fvi egigr bhay trhhbeungi/ vty sgr nvra"odggbypgry' "aunr nmuv kt hsg scr rg"tui gr thz trhhi thi ayuc/

uuhctks sgr nvra"o thztrhhbdgeungi' thz dguutri cgxgr ptrwijukv/ ngi vty nxsr dguugi sgo dy gk,bth' fs, ufshi/

btfwi dy vty sgr nvra"o zhldguutbsi muo ths tui tho tbdguutubyaidtr uutrho' tz gr uugy ceruc vtci trputv akhnv' tuhpayhhi dgzubygrvhhy'tui gr uugy btl tphku zufv zhhi mu t cizfr tui gr ztk tho rupi mu zhhi xbse!

tui tzuh thz dguugi/ btl t eurmg mhhythz sgr ths tuhpdgaytbgi pui cgy tdgzubygr' gr vty murhe dgbungi zhhi pruhsh druav/ muo htr zgbgi zhh dgvtkpidguutri nhy t ci zfr' tui sgr nvra"o

thz yteg dguugi xbse chho crh, pui sgoehbs/

*thi zhhbg kgmyg htri' uugi sgr dtui

uesua sgr nvra"o thz dgkhdi thi cgyptraktpy thi grbxyi nmc fngyctuutuxyktz' thz dguutri t uuhfuj chh shkunsho thi ch, vnsra uugdi t xudht thin,b, fvubv/

sgr uuhfuj thz dguutri vgfgr tuiatrpgr' chz sh euku, zgbgi tbdgeungimuo nvra"o thi cgy/ gr vty dgdgci tprgd uutx zgbgi sh dgarhhgi' vty ngidggbypgry tz sh kunsho ygbvwi zhl uugdit atkv thi vkfu, n,b, fvubv/ vgrbshdsh atkv vty zhl sgr nvra"o tbdgrupi'"gpgby sgo srfh nav thi vkfu, nzuzvxhw rp"u tui stry uugy thr yrgpi sh,aucv tuh; sh atkv/"

sh trunhdg vtci zhl zhhgrdguutubsgry' uutu euny vkfu, nzuzv muvkfu, n,b, fvubv? tui zhh vtcidgeuugbeky uutx mu yti' ekgrbshd tz puiauugri nmc thz sgr gbypgr bhay dguugitzuh pubeykhl///

zgvbshd tz hgsgr thz dgckhci ayhk tuinwyuy dtrbhay' tui sgruuhhk dhhy sgruuhfuj pui sh kunsho uuhhygr tuh; sh vuhfgygbgr' vty zhl sgr nvra"o tbdgrupi'"thl vtc dgztdy uutu thr ztky btfzufi/thr nhhby tuusth tz sgr nuj trchhy nhrbhay tui thl vtc dgntfy t ygu,? eueytrhhi uugy thr auhi zgvi/" ngi vty ctksbtfdgeuey tui dgzgi sgr srfh nav thixhw rp"u gbypgry yteg ty sh atkv thivkfu, n,b, fvubv/

sgruh; vty sgr nvra"o zhl tbdgrupiptr sh truo zhhi cgy' "thl vtcthcgrdgwjzrwy sh wyurhow phr vubsgryntk' tui tuhpwi sgek vtc thl dgarhci

hgsi ntk uugi thl vtc tbdgvuhci tuinxhho dguugi/" sh yurho pui nvra"o nhysh tuhparhpyi cf,h"e zgbgi st knanr,chzwi vhhbyhdi ytd/

vrv"e rch akuw nrsfh vfvi ci rchnav zh"g' y"z acy' ,rg"t

h"z acy

tntk uugi sgr vhhkhdgr mshe rch rwhjzetk euznhrgr zh"g vty dgphry yhaac, eusa chhytd' ctks btfwi zhbdgi"txsr kxgus,t'" thz trhhbdgktpi t pruhnhy cfhu, burtu, tz thr ehbs thzbtruutx trtpdgptki tuh; sgr grs tui gregi bhay eungi mu zhl' gr rgsy dtrbhay/zh vty dgarhdi ptrwi mshe gr ztk auhituhxwpugkwi t rputv/

sgr vhhkhdgr mshe vty dgbungi tigpk uutx thz dgkhdi tuhpwi ac,wshdi yha'tui thr dgztdy' st vty thr sgo gpk' dhyt ayhek ptrwi ehbs mu gxi tui gr uugyctks dgzuby uugri/ sh pruh thz ctkstvhhndgktpi tui dgdgci t ayhek gpkptrwi ehbs' tui gr vty zhl tuhpdgvuhcitui tbdgvuhci mu rgsi uuh dtrbhay uutkydguugi/

sh jxhsho chho yha vtci dgprgdysgo rchwi uutx thz dguugi sh xdukv puisgo gpk? vty sgr mshe pui euznhrdggbypgry' tz ngi vty thmy dgzubdgi thi"txsr kxgus,t'" sgo pznui "eso rcuigknhi cnkhi x,hnhi ,wdkui pw,dnhiuw,hnrui jwhsuat' uutx thz rtah ,hcu,",puj – gpk'" tz tuhc ngi vty nkhix,hnhi' nwegi bhay rgsi' egi ngi gxgpgbgi nhy ti gpk/

vrv"e rch hjzetk ci rch mch vhrazh"g' h"z acy ,ry"z

h"y acy

thhbgr pui sh ,knhsho pui vhhkhdinvra"d pui xgnhvtkh vty sgrmhhky' tzthi sh kgmyg htri pubgo xgnhvtkgr rcthz sgr rc dguugi gykhfg uutfi thiaphytk thi custpgxy tui sgr ,knhsvty tho stry ctshby zhhgr dgyrhh/ uugisgr nvra"d thz tvhhndgptri vty grmudgrupi sgo ,knhs tui dgkhhdy zhhbgvtby tuhpwi etp pubgo ,knhs tui thodgdgci dtr t ktbdg crfv/

sgr ,knhs vty sgrkgcy t vgrkhfgtrhfu, hnho pui truo 09 htr/ gr vtythbmuuhai surfdgkgcy jurci thhrtpg tuithz gykhfg ntk dguugi thi aphytk tcgraygbshd truhx dgzuby tui aytre/ grpkgdy ztdi tz gr aphry sh crfv pubgonvra"d ctdkhhy tho tuh; yrhy tui arhy/

*tntk thz sgr nvra"d dgptri muo

vhhkhdi mshe rch haghwkg egrgxyhrgrzh"g/ tbeungbshd stry vty gr dgyrtpihshs bpau vrv"e btbtagr rc zh"g' zhhgrctztrdy/ vty gr tho dgprgdy uutx dhhyptr tz gr thz tzuh ctztrdy tuiptryruhgry/ vty sgr btbtagr rcdggbypgry tz t ehbs thi ayuc thz zhhgrertbe k"g tui gr thz tho dgeungi nzfhrzhhi chho mshe thi egrgxyhr/

vty sgr nvra"d dggbypgry: tuhcthhgr ehbs thz bhay dgzuby' strpy thrzhhi thi ayuc/ sh nabv ztdy gk dw scrhovguko guns' gk v,urv ufuw/ ,urv thz stchh tubz' yt ztdy tubz sgo btngi pubgoehbs tui thr ptry auhi tvhho/ sgrbtbtagr rc thz ctks tvhhndgptri tuidgphbgi zhhi ehbs dgzuby tui aytre ctupipkt/

vdv"e rch angui ci rch hvust zh"g'h"y acy' ,r"m


t chygrg shtzdbtz' xwbtrntkg kgci – t ptrdtbdgbvhhy'nuz zhl mudguutuhbgi mu steyuhrho' ygxyx tui ctvtbskubdgi' tcgr uuhtzuh?mu yui dgvgrhdg ayuc trcgy chi thl uuhhy bhay drhhyuugk thl truhx thhbeuhpi thi dtx' tzuhuuh hgsg ger, vch, dgbuh

truhx pui vuhz' tui mu nhhi druhx uutubsgrsh zui ahhby uuhhygr' xwrusgry tuh; rgsgrnweuhpy thi druhxi' ntngx nhy ekhhbg ehbsgr'pui tubzgr "pgek" mh uuhhxy bhay hgsgr?

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aphrbshd zhl prgns uuh t dtxy pui htptivtc thl ktbdzto dgaptby tuh; sgo tzuh ctetbyi uugd'tui sti' ptrby pubwo jsr' bgci sh cti'vtc thl ctdgdby nhhi jcrwyg btl pui hgbg ygdt fuutkhg pui zhxg ehbsgrhag zfrubu, vtci nhr ptrpkhhmyuugi thl vtc thr fngy-ptrdgxgbg pbho dgzgvish atrpg etbyrtxy pui nmcho vty zhl nhy nhr dgrhhmymu uugy zh nhr hgmy ptrayhhi btfwi vgri uutx thz chh tubz dgagvi?xwvty zhl nhr dguutky murhe tuhxsrhhgi tui gbshdi nhhi aptmhrtch bhay strpi zgvi sh rjnbu, ckheitui sh nhyphvkbsg "tuh! bgcgl tuh; thr" –uutx zh uugy nx,nt thi nhhi rhfyubd ahei

thl vtc truhpdgmuuhbdgi t anhhfk tui thr prhhbkhl ctdrhxygruutrybshd mu cteungi sh zgkcg pui thrsh uuhhytd nuz zhl bhay tbzgvi uugi ngi ayhhy tui anugxyyrtmsgo uutx ti tuhpvgr gx phhbhdy nhr –tcgr zh?sh ckuy thz thr tpdgktpi pui pbhosh nuhk dgckhci tpgi crhhyt pjs thi sh tuhdi – euho nhy kgcgshdg xhnbhofthku ptrwi trdxyi zh ayhhy

"uutx ntfxyu?" vtc thl thhsk pruchrytchxk tbmutuutrgngi sgo tbdgayrgbdyi tyntxpgrtcgr zh vty zhl btftk. bhay dgrhrysh ctdgdgbha thz thr' uuhhzy tuhx' dgptki auugr

btr btl tptr xgeubsgx nhr euei thi sh tuhdi trhhithz zh thz egbyhd dgeungi tchxk mu zhl'vty ayhk dgnurnky "c"v phhi"zhl tuhxdgsrhhy tui dgntfy pkhyv – dhl

uutx thz thr ate tzuh druhx?tz thl chi truhx thi dtx' tsgr tpar dtr nhhi anhhfk mu thr?vty zh yteg dgnhhby fwuugk hgmy ckhhci btr zhmi thi vuhz?tsgr uuhhbgi thi dtx tui sgrmhhki hgsi uuhtzuh thl aphr?!

trhhi thi ehbsgr ekhhsgr dgagpy tchxk zhl tuneueivtpbshd bhay mu mhgi tuhpngreztnehhy muphktcgr tuhl st cteungi tzuhphk ckheiuutx thl vtc bhay cteungi zhby nhhi ehbsgrdtryi jbufv aphk

uugr zgbgi sh tkg euegrx uutx ctyrtfyi nhr nhy druhxg tuhdizhh vtci nhr ehhbntk ehhi uutry dgztdytcgr tbmutuuhhzi tuh; nhr yugi zhh yuhdimh zggi zhh tuhl tuh; nhhi pbho tz nhhi vtr. ektdy?

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dhhgbshd tuhpi uugd muo auxygr zgv thl pui sgruuhhyinhhi dguugzgbg afbv' uutx vty tzuh duy dgegby nhhi ayuc

nhr zgbgi stl dguugi – tuuh auugxygr thi hgbg duyg mhhyitpar nhy thr uugk thl egbgi anugxi uuh thl vtc khc?

nhhi vtr. vty dgvtngry' nhr egbgi zhl stl pui htrithl vtc gruutrygy btl t rgtemhg' tchxk ngr dgkubdgitcgr' thhi nhbuy' zh thz ptrauutubsgidkhhl uuh sh grs uutky thr thhbdgakhbdgi

thl eue tuh; tkg phr zhhyi – thz stx btr nhhi snhui dguugi?tui sti thz nhhi ckhe tuh; thr dghtdyg dgaytky dgptkizh vty' uuhhzy tuhx' ctaktxi nhr bhay mu zgvidgauuhbs uuh t phhdk zhl dgyui tuh; sh tbsgrg zhhy dtx tuugethhki

yhhgrg afbv nhhbg' uuhky zhl nhr ztdimh nhhbxyu thl chi jkhkv dguutri t nmurg?ptruutx vtxyu muo tbsgri zhhy dtx zhl dgbungi htdi?vtxy nurt thl uugk shr tbaygei nhy nrv ajurv?

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vhhby tuh; sh yrgp pui nhhi vuhz ctdgdi thl t duyg afbv"tv' uutx ntfxyu?" ctdrhxy zh nhr nhy t druhxg anhhfk"su nuzy vgri uutx thz dguutri nhy sh ekhhs ptr nhhi auugxygrwx j,ubv!"tv' uutu thz thr chbv h,hrv' tchxk ngr afk?

zh rgsy uuhhygr pui xghkx' duhwygx' tui rgxgphx' pui duyg gxitcgr stx tkgx dhhy nhr cfkk bhay trhhi thi etpfwegi bhay ctdrhhpi uuh zh vty tzuh abgk ptrdgxitsgr tpar uuhhxy zh pauy bhay uuh mu rgtdhri mu tzt chygrg ektp?

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tui' thhdbykhl'uutx str; ngi ztdi?

uutx nhhi tkyg jcrwyg vty dgztdynhy t ,nhnu, uutx vty nhr ctbungi"thl aygk zhl ptr xwthz shr bhay drhbd"tz gx zgbgi nhr sh yrgri thi sh tuhdi dgeungi/

uugi ngi vty nhr dgztdy "thl yrtfy pui shr fxsr'"vty gx sgruutrgny stx vtr.sgrbtl zhl ctbungi mu nhr btrntk uuh mu hgsgr thhbgrvty ngi dgyui uutx thz thi pkt.

thl chi btl t yhhk pui sh dgzgkatpytsgr ftya uuhky zhl nhr zhhgr zhhiptratpy nhr bhay btl gbdatpythl chi auhi zty pui uuhhytd tui phhi

tbgregi nhhi mgr' phvk nhy – nhy nhrtcgr ayup nhr bhay trhhi thi sh bgcgl ektcthl chi btl t ngbya pubey uuh shruuhhk sgo zgkci druhxi ytyg thl vtc

gr ptrayhhy nhr dtr duytuh; sgo vtc thl t vcyjv t ektrgtz nhhi druhxgr ytyg dhhy nhy nhr nhy– gnu tbfh cmrv

vkuuth ztk sgr guko yteg bhay uuhxistx uutx thl vtc dgkgrby tuh; sh thhdgbg chhbgrbtr pui crfv tui vmkjv ztk ngi aygbshd dgbhxigx ztki zhhi cauru, yucu, chh hgsgr thhbgr/

rputv thi ptgzhg rputv thi ptgzhg qqyyrrhhyy cchhhh yyrrhhyy| p/ s/ c/ |


yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiiish etxyi pui ekhhbg chzbgxgr mumuaygki vgky thbaurgbx

ptr trchhygr egi trhhbmhgi thi txyrtbtnhag mhpgri/kuhy t prhag ctrhfy' kuhby zhl mu tbuugbsi txtl

vtrtuugbhg ptr "ekhhbg chzbgx vgky eghr ygex ergshy'"uutx egi thi duyi ptrbgo ctmtki tzuhphk uuh thcgr t srhykpui sh trchhygrxw vgky eghr etxyi/

tbdgvuhci pui htbutr sgr 1wygr' thz dguutri dhkyhd t bhhgdgzg. uutx ctdrgbhmy srtntyha uuhphk "ptrntkshvhhs"fgnhetk gx ngd khdi thi srhhuutk' vtkmgrbg tui fnu-vtkmgrbg etchbgyi uutx nwbumy thi ctsg mhngri tuiehyagbx/

sh pgsgrtkg rgdhrubd khhdy mgchxkgl ngr tui ngretbyrtk tuh; sgo fgnhetk' tuhx ztrd uugdi ngdkhfg rhzhegxmuo dgzuby uutx egi ngdkhl eungi tuhc sh ntx pui sgofgnhetk thz mu vuhl/

sh xyghy nhywi drgxyi "pku" uuhhrux tuhxcrul sgo uuhbygrxgzti' sgruuhhk' thz szatrszahg' tcgr bhu htre thz bhay muphktubygraygkhd/ zhby sh bhu htre xhyh vgky sgpy/ vty thiteytcgr ctpuhki ptr tkg aphygkgr tui druhxg vgky eghrdrupgx mu vtkyi pubeykhfg mhpgri thcgr sh mtk "pku"dgkhygbg thi ayty' vtci aphygkgr ctrhfygy t surfabhypui 001 chz 004 "gngrszagbxh ruo" ctvtbskubdgi ptrptmhgbyi nhy sgo uuhhrux' ngrxybx hubdg ehbsgr/

etbdrgx vty ctaygyhdy t dgzg. uutx ctdrgbhmy shdgrusgr aytpk uutx ctmtkyg gkgeyrtbhag tbtbxi ngditruhxdgci/ sgr dgzg. thz muaytbs dgeungi btl ktbdg htrictnhtubdgi pui steyuhrho tui uutuhkygyhdg trdtbhztmhg mumuhngi sh dgrusgr pui tbtbxi' tuhx ztrd pui ctkshdg tuimuntk tuhl pgrngbtbyg atsi ptr sh tuhgri' thi mudtc muzhhyhdg btfuuhhgi uuh etp-uuhhytd' auuhbsk' ekhbdgi thi shtuhgri ts"d/

tmhbs ckhhcy thcgr mu prgdi' uugi uugki nuzhe aphkgrx chhthshag anju, bgngi sh rhfyhdg ptrtbyuutrykhfehhy ptrwijua vanhgv tui tkdgnhhbg dgzuby muaytbs pui sh cgkh anjvtui ctyhhkhdyg dgxy' hubd tui tky' tui vtkyi sh "uutkhuo" thish rtngi? kuhy tkg tbshhyubdgi uugy etbdrgx bhay tzuh abgktuhpbgngi t dgzg. ptr sgo muuge' tcgr phkhhfy str; ngibhay tbeungi mu thbygruugb. thi uutahbdyti tui nwegi gxctvtbskgi chh zhl csrl fcus/

prufy pui sh "xytui" etygdtrhg' uuh pkuhngi tui phyagx'tbyvtkyi vuhfg ntxi "phbtkhe gxhs'" uugkfg egbgi vgkpiptrbhfyi dguuhxg egbxgr mgki thi sh grayg ktctrtytrhgayushgx pui sgo xtry/

sh ktbstbgr ptragr zgbgi nusv tz btl ayushgx strpidgntfy uugri mu ctaygyhdi sgo dgphbx' cgptr nwegi tbvuhcimu pktbhri mu trchhyi nhy tzgkfg xtry mgki/

thi tbyuugrpi' cgkdhg' thz thi sh uutfi ptrdgeungi shhgrkhfg tphgk ptr "vmkv" thi ayty/

ngrxybx c,h nsraho' ekuhzi tui c,h fbxhu, pui tkg ahfyithi erhhzi chho trytstexhai thsgbyuo thi ayty vtci tbyhhkdgbungi thi sgo "ac, vmkv" prthgey' tui sgr guko vty zhlctayhhgry nhy ahhbg bscu, yrt. sh auugrg getbtnhg/

t "buyrhati" prtpgxtr thi egbxgx vty dguutkythcgrmhhdi sh xyusgbyi tz ptrkhri uutd thz ngrxybx dguutbsituh; sh mtk "etkgrhx'" thz gr tkhhbx dgdtbdgi tuh; tzt"shhgy'" ctzhry tuh; "szatbe pus" pui nzubu, tui btagrhhgi'

tcgr nhywi prhbmhp tz gr ytr bhay trhhbbgngi ngr uuh 008'1etkgrhx t ytd/ tubygrayg aurv' btl muuhh ntbtyi vty grptrkuhri 72 puby' ptkbshd pui 002 chz 371/ zhhi duygetkgxygrtk thz tchxk truh;' sh akgfyg tchxk trtp' tuiyrhhdkhxgrhhsx thz dgptki nhy t rhzhdg pgrmhd prtmgby/

"thl uuhk bhay rtyi tbsgrg nwztk stx btfyti' uuhhk thlvtc yteg ptrkuhri tzuhphk puby tcgr fwchi bhay zhfgr musgr egrpgr thz ngr dgzuby'" ztdy sgr prtpgxtr/ "thl vtcdguutky uuhhzi tz sgr akhxk mu ptrkhri uutd thz gxi uuhhbhdgrtui rgsumhri etkgrhx/"

mgbskhdgr aytc nhydkhsgr pui xpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyurivtci zhl ctyhhkhdy chh t etbpgrgb. thi bhu htre xhyh uugdi shthcgrdtbd pui aukg mu gruutexgbg htri' tui uuhtzuh stx rupyzhl tp tuh; sh vhk; dgcruhfi pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgr/

"vnxphe sgh vgchkhyghati" tui btl phkg grkhh "ytdxgruuhxgx" mudgaygky surl sh tdgbyur zgbgi tsrgxhryshrgey mu ty tzgkfg etbxungrx' zhh ztki egbgi uuhhygrayhhdi tuhl btfwi tuhxuutexi sh aukg htri tui trhhbeungi thish gruutexgbg gptfg/

chho etbpgrgb.' uutu trytstexhag gxebho tuiptrayhhgr pui sh aytyhag sgpy/ tuu gshueghati vtci tuhltbyhhk dgbungi' vty ngi thcgrdganugxy phkg thhbmkvhhyipui tzt thcgrdtbd' tui sgr vuhpy prhbmhp' tz pktbhrictmhhybx thz erhyha mu sgrdrhhfi duyg rgzukytyi/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr' tuhc ngi zufy "sgh vgc" tsgrtbsgrg vhk; prtdrtngi pui sgo xtry' thz rtyzto mu pktbhrisgruh; gykhfg htr prhgr tui zhfgr ntfi tz thi sh rhfyhdgmhhy uugy sh "yrtbzhati" zhhi abgk' prtpgxhtbgk tui dkty tiehhi auo prtckgngi/

thi t prhag phbtbmhgkg ptrzul' vtci gykhfg "buhrxhbdvtunx" thi bhu htre xyghy tbdgvuhci mu cgyi dgky puirgzhsgbyi ptr yrtbxptrytmhg etxyi pui tui mu ngshmhbhagtpthbyngbyx ts"d' thcgrvuhpy uugi t ptnhkhg nhydkhspubgo rgzhsgby thz tuhl nhydgptri/

uuh btr tzgkfg ektbdgi zgbgi tbdgeungi muo "ngsheghs"vuhpy tphx thi tkctbh' vtci xyghy cttnyg ctks ektrdgntfy tz uuhctks "ngsheghs" ctmtky sh etxyi pui"buhrxhbd vtuo" kuhy t ctayhnyg xung' egbgi sh vtunx bhayrgfgbgi ctzubsgr ptr yrtbxptrytmhg etxyi' tpdgzgi mu trgzhsgby ptry tkhhbx tsgr nhy btl t ctdkhhygr/

t bhhg dgzg. thz trhhi thi ertpy sgo tbvuhc uuhbygr' uutxntfy t vtrcg ptrcrgfi mu tytehri t steytr tsgr buhrxthi kuh; pui ctvtbskgi ptmhgbyi/

sgr dgzg. thz ctaygyhdy dguutri thi rgtemhg mu shuutexbsg mtk uuhksg tuhxcrufi egdi sh aytc nhydkhsgr thiaphygkgr tui ekhbhex' ngrxybx thi auugrg tunaygbsi uugiptmhgbyi tuiqtsgr ptnhkhg nhydkhsgr zgbgi zhhgrptruuhhytdy tui ptrkhri etbyrtk/

muo prhai "pku" xgzti sgo uuhbygr zgbgi tbdgeungi dgbudtui btl uutexhi stzgx mu bhu htre xhyh tpyhhei tui steytrtphxgx' tcgr ckuhz t pgryk thhbuutuhbgr vtci gx sgruuhhkdgbumy/ srhh-pgryk ehbsgr thi ayty tui thcgr vtkc puigkygrg ngbyai zgbgi bhay uutexhbhry egdi sh "pku" uuhhrux/

t prtnhbgbyg jrshag xupgrntregy thi cruekhi vtydgvtkpi trtbszahri t prhhkhfg jbufv ptrcrgbd ptrmgbskhdgr ehbsgr nhy sguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx tsgrgrbxyg dgzuby auutfehhyi' trtbszahry thi t vgrkhfg

tpyhhkubd pubgo dgagpy surl sh "ehbsgr nhy eurtza"trdtbhztmhg/

sh thhdgbyungr pubgo rhyghk rhz vtci ctaktxi mu vgkpish tdgbyur btfwi vgri uugdi sh srtntyhag ktx tbszagkgxtuhxpkud ptr tzgkfg ehbsgr ptrktpgbgo zungr' t druhxgtubygrbgnubd uutx vty tuhl dgmuhdi sh tuhpngretnztnehhypui "dhbgx" uugky rgetrs cttnyg uuhctks tzuhphk ehbsgrzgbgi dgpkuhdi nhy texhszagi ptr frtbhag kubdgiprtckgngi tz zhhgr tuhxpkud thz ctmhhfby dguutri tkx sh"texhszagi-rhhfxyg grtpkti rhhzg" thi vhxytrhg/

sh ptkhmhh thi cruekhi' tui ktetkg gxebho tui vhk;tdgbyuri' ptrai ti gexhsgby thi pkgycua grc jbufv uutu taytyhag "gexgx t rhhs" nhbh-ctx ptr gkygrg tui auutfgngbyai vty trtpdgektpy t ths tuhpwi yrtyutr/ btyhmithcgr sgo thbmhsgby zgbgi dguutri tuhxdgaygky thi ktetkiafhbu,' nhy t ygkgpti bungr mu rupi tuhc ngi vty ngrthbptrntmhg/

sh nhbh-ctx khbhgx ptr gkygri tui ngbyai nhyshxgchkhyhx uugry tbdgphry thbthhbgo surl sh aytyhagyrtbxyptrytmhg sgptryngby tui sh "nghtrwx tphx tuushxgchkhyhx/"

sh bhu htre xyghy vgky sgptryngby vty tbdgvuhci tetnphhi chh steyuhrho' mu ctthhbpkuxi ptmhgbyi uutx ruhfgrimu gbshdi sh agskhfg dguutuhbvhhy' tuhc btr mukhc sh uutexbsgetxyi pui sh ptphruxi/ "shhbg ptmhgbyi zgbgi thmy sh ngrxygntyhuuhry tuhpmuvgri ruhfgri mukhc sh vuhfg prhhzi'" ztdythhi tzt ngksubd mu steyuhrho/ "su vtxy thmy sh cgxygatbxi mu rtyguugi kgcbx/"

dkhhfmhhyhd ztdy t bhhg nhyk nzrj ayushg tz dgbuh tpgryk pui sh thshag ctpgkegrubd thi trv"e rhhfgrimhdtrgyi' tui kvcshk 64 prtmgby trtcgr ptrauutrmi zhl shkubdgi nhywi ptrruhfgryi xo vnu,/ sh ayushg thz dguutrituhxdgphry surl t ygkgpti tuhxprtdg tuh; thcgr phr yuhzbytryhdg ngbyai pui tkg ahfyi tui erhhzi/

tui sh cgxyg trchhy pkgmgr thi bhu htre xhyh zgbgi/// tkhxyg pui pupmhd phrngx tui trdtbhztmhgx' ngrxybx pui zhhbhay uuhfyhd st/

muuhai sh pupmhd cgxyg grygr mu trchhyi zgbgi st srhhdgzubyvhhy egrpgratpyi: bungr "thhbx" tuh; sh khxyg thz"zte-stex'" t bhhg xhxygo uutx vgkpy trtbszahri steytrtpthbyngbyx thi druhxg aygy truo tngrheg/ sh phrng dhyzhhgr crhhyg vgky tui sgbyk thbaurgbx tunzhxy' tui aygkymu tunzhxyg nhytd pui drhbmhhd tui dgzubyg aphhzi' tui vty tduyg dgzubyg tyntxpgrg/ bungr 54 thz sh "uuhzhyhbd buhrxxgruuhx tuu bhu htre'" t ctrhnyg 711-hgrhdg bti-prtphyvtuo eghr phrng/ aytc nhydkhsgr cteungi tunzhxyg ektxituh; phkg dgzubyvhhy ygngx' uuh tuhpvgri ruhfgri' thcubdgi'tui uutd ptrkuxy/ thi t zgkygbg cgbgphy' yhhk sh tdgbyurshxetuby "uutuyagrx" ptr trchhygr mu dhhi ptrcrgbdgi tuizhl tuhxkupygri pui sh auugrg trchhy/ btl thhi htr trchhyicteuny ngi' tuhxgr ctmtkyg kgdtkg jdtu,' btl phr uutfiuutetmhg tui "pghs t;" ygd/

bungr 64 thz sh "prhgsnti etrp/" btmhtbgkg vgkyetbxukyhbd tui tetubyhbd phrng ctzhry thi ntbvgyi' uutxvty sh kgmyg muuhh htr bhay tuhpdgztdy ehhi thhbmhdi pui sh813 aytc nhydkhsgr/ sh phrng aygky mu dtr duyg vgkythbaurgbx' thz zhhgr btfdhchd nhy ktzi trchhygrx ckhhcithbsgrvhho uugi nwphky bhay duy' tui aygky mu srhh uutfiuutetmhg-xhe ygd btl thhi htr trchhyi/


sh xyghy vgky sgptryngbyuugy tphmhgk truhxdgci shuuhryatpy pui "ngshek yrhpx" thidtbmi vtsxti uugkh rthti ptr tprhuutyg phrng' tkx rgzukyty puixyghy tui ktetkg cuszagy erhzhxitui uutexbsg ctrhfyi thcgrnhxcruhfi pui sh xtry rgdhrubd-ctmtkyg yrtbxptrytmhg/

thi tkctbh rgsy ngi auhi txtlhtri uugdi tubygrbgngi tztxhxygo/ pubey uuh prhuutygthbaurgbx phrngx vtkyi trsgbubdtuh; "ngsheghs" tui "ngsheghr"tuhxdtci surl "ngbgszas eghr'"tzuh tuhl vty sh xyghy auhi ktbddguutri khhdi trsgbubd tuh; "ngshekyrhpx" surl prhuutyg phrngx'tcgr gx thz bhay muaytbs dgeungichz vhhby/

ktetkg rgdhrubdgi vtci gx htthhbdgphry/ dgbuh zgex htr murhevty trtbsza etubyh' uutx bgnytuhl trhhi erh, hutk' thcgrdgdgcish ytd-ygdkhfg uuhryatpy puingsheghs-ctmtkyg yrhpx mu tprhuutyg etnptbh nhywi btngi"ngshek yrtbxptryghatingbgszangby" – tsgr "go/ yh/go/" – pui xy/ kuthx' nhzurh' tuisgrnhy vty sh etubyhptruuhrekhfy thr ktbdhtrhdg yruhopui prhuutyhzhri ngsheghsyrtbxptryghati surl gx

truhxdgci ptr t prhuutyietbyrteytr/

stx truhxdgci ygexhyrtbxptrytmhg mu t prhuutygetnptbh vty sti dgcrgbdydgnhayg dgphki chh ktetkgthhbuutuhbgr' xpgmhpha shphkmtkhdg napju, thi erh, hutkuugkfg strpi tbeungi mu ngsheghs-ctmtkyg yrhpx' tuhx ztrd tz "go/yh/ go/" uugy phri t uuhryatpy nhyt ckhe tuh; phbtbmhgkg prtphyi tuiuuhhbhdgr tuhpi uutuhkzhhi pui shctyrgpbsg ptmhgbyi tui napju,/

ptr napju, uutx "vnxphe"xgruuhry vhk; prtdrtngi' tui shxgruuhx ettrshbghytrx thbgrvtkcsh tdgbyur' thz sgr yuha dguugibhay tzuh drhbd' cteungbshd t bhhg"nhyk ngbya" nhy prhag ptphrtrchhy thi hgsi dgchy pui ctmtkygyrtbxptrytmhg/

tcgr ngi vty dgkgcy sgrnhyuuh gx thz/ thhi etubyh' bu/

tmhbs vty sh xyghy ctaktxitz sgr mudtbd kuhby zhl tuh; tdrgxgri ptrbgo' tui sh vgkysgptryngby vty truhxdgdgci t"btyh. pui ptbshbd'" t ngksubd tzngi zufy etbshsty phrngx uutxzgbgi thbygrgxhry mu cteungi shxtry chzbgx tui thcgrbgngi shkhhmgx pui sh vgky-ptrchbsgygrhhzgx thi srhhmi etubyhx' sgrubygr

trtbsza' rtekgbs tuiuugxyagxygr/

phrngx vtci chz htbutr sgr7wygr trhhbmudgci "prtptzgkx/"sgrbtl uugy sh xyghy ngksi uugi sh"chs" uugy tphmhgk truhxdhhi/

thhi ptzhyhuug sgrdrhhfubd thzst' tz uuhctks thhi phrng uugytbphri sh yrtbxptrytmhg pui tkgsrhhmi etubyhx' uugy ngdkhl zhhidrhbdgr nhy "etubyh mu etubyh"yrhpx uuh gx pkgdy tntk zhhi thitrtbsza etubyh uugi nwvtydgstrpy truhxdhhi pui sh etubyhdrgbhmi/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr' tz thhiphrng vtbsky sh yrhpx thi ntbxhtui uugxyagxygr' uugy vtpgbykhlzhhi drhbdgr t yrhp muuhai sh muuhhdgdbygr uuh uugi thhi phrng vtbskybtr thi thhi dgdby tui nwstr;truhxdhhi truhx pui sh phrngwxdrgbhmi/

tcgr btl tkgngi thzgruutrygy zhhgr ayrgbdgrgduktmhgx nhy tzt xhxygo/ shngbgszangby phrng uugy egbgivhhxi bumi "puckhe yrtbx-ptryghati" tuhc gx thz tchxkbtby muo mhk/ tuhl uugy uugri phkayrgbdgr mh nhxcruhfi rgdhrubd-ctmtkyg yrtbxptrytmhg ptrthhdgbg cteuugnkhfehhy uugi gx thzbhay grkuhcy/

dtuugrbtr gkgey gbsru etuntvty btnhbhry sr/ bhrtuu atv' tvuhfgr "thbygrbhxy" chh cgkuuhuaphytk thi ntbvgyi tui tctrhnygr gexpgry tuh; vgkyeghr xhxygngi tui phrgratpy' muzhhi sgr bhhgr etnhatbgr pui bhuhtre xyghy sgptryngby tuu vgky/

sr/ atv' t pgrxhagrtpaytnhdgr pui ctpgkt rthti'uugy thcgrbgngi sh khhmgx pui

thmyhdi etnhatbgr sr/ rhyatrssghbx pubey thi sh mhhy uutx shvgky sgptryngby thi bhu htrepktdy zhl' pubey uuh tngrhegtkhhbx tui tkg tbsgrg xyghyx' nhyauugrg cuszagy prtckgngi tkxrgzukyty pui sh auugrggetbtnhag gptfg/

tuhl tpdgzgi pui phbtbmhgkguuhryatpy' uugry sh dgzubyvhhytpyhhkubd pui sh xyghy rgdhrubd

ctyrtfy tkx sh ngrxyguuhfyhdg nhbhxygrhuo thitkctbh – sgrptr uutx gxbgny truo tzuhphk dgchyi puidgzubyvhhy tui uutuhkzhhi puitkg xyghy thhbuutuhbgr/sgrhcgr' ztdi tkctbhuugygrti' vty etuntctaktxi mu ngksi t vgkyetnhatbgr btnhbtmhg cgptrxhh uugkfg tbsgrgetnhatbgr ptzhmhg/

thi ygdkhfi ctagpyhdubd'

thz sr/ bhrtuu atv pui sh drgxyg"tygbshbd" steyuhrho thi cgkuuhu/

tcgr uugi gr ntfy bhay "shrtubsx" thbgo ntbvgyi aphytk'thz gr t druhxgr ptragr chho"dhhzhbdgr mgbygr ptr vgkyrhxgrxya" thi pgbxhkuugbhg' tui grdhy kgemhgx thi vgky eghr tbtkhztui phrgratpy chh "gi/ uuhh/ hu/ktbdti" aphytk – t apti tuugepui zhhi ygdkhfg tphx tuh; shgrayg guugbhu/

stx zgbgi auhi srhh prtnhbgbygbgngi tuh; zhhi "rgzungh/" tcgr uuhgx ptxy tbdgckhl ptr sh vuhfgetrhstri thi tkctbh' vty sr/ atvbtl ngr druhxg bgngi: ayushry thivtruutrs' sgrbtl thi hghk' cteungit "rtcgry uutus szatbxtixetkgrahp" chh "hu/ xh/ gk/ gh/" grzhmy tuh; sh etnhygi pui gykhfgngshmhbhag szaurbtki' vty auhicteungi 5/4$ nhkhti ptr zhhbgptraubdgi' tui uutuhby thi cgygrh

ptre/bhay muphk tbsgra uuh sh

vhhbyhdg tctnt-thbxphrhryg vuhfgcttnyg chh pgsgrtkg vgkytdgbyuri' thz sr/ atv pui sgoektx uutx uuhk ptrcgxgri shcrhhyg tui prhhg' ntregy dgphryg'tyntxpgrg pui ngshmhbhai pgks'tui thhbphri ngr dgmuhnyg'"guuhsgbx-cghxs" prtytetkituhpwi ayhhdgr uutx sh btmhtbgkgvgky eghr rgptro uuhk ngrtrhhbcrgbdgi st thi tngrheg/

tkx t zhhyhdg muaphk mu sr/atvwx btnhbtmhg ptr vgkyetnhatbgr' vty ngi uuhsgrnhydgvtkyi uuhtzuh sgr prgzhsgbypui "ntbyhphurh" aphytk thi shcrtbex' sr/ xyhuu xgphhgr' thztruhxdgaprhbdgi sh grayg pui bhuhtrewx vgky xhxygo mu etngbyhrithcgr sgo tuhxuutk' tui tzuh truozhl ptrzhfgri tunatmctrgptzhyhuug sgeubd thcgrtk uutu ngi

ctarhhcy sh bhhgx uugdi atvwxbtnhbtmhg/

thi sh aptkybx pui vgky eghrnhsht' sgrubygr sh tuhxdtcg' thzauhi phk ntk ctvtbsky dguutri shprgmgbsgbyktzg jua pui sr/xgphhgr zhl mu trhhbauugrmi nhywibtngi tui tny thi sh uuhfyhdxygaphytk tui vgky eghr bhhgxi stvhtui tphku btmhtbtk/

tmhbs vty ngi gx uuhsgrntknhydgvtkyi kgcgshd/ ckhhcy btrthcgr mu prgdi uutx vty gr auhidgztdy?

sr/ bhrtuu atv' sgrekgry sgrprgzhsgby pui "ntbyhphurh" nhydruhxg antkmhdg uugrygr' uugyegbgi "tbphri t uuhzhg muyrtbxptrnhri bhu htrewx vgkyxhxygo mu zhhi tztbx uutx ntrahryptrtuhx' thz phbtbmhgk xytchk tuithz grptkdrhhl mu ptrcgxgri sgodgzubyvhhy pui tkg bhu htregrthhbuutuhbgr/"

"dtuugrbtr gkgey etunt'"phry gr tuhx' "vty dgntfy tdguutkshdi tuhxuutk mu grphki sherhyhag ptzhmhg/"

tui sr/ xgphhgr vty dgntfybtl t dgkubdgbgo aprhbd mukupygri sh erhyhag pubemhgx pubgoduyi ckhgbsi aphytk thi sh crtbex'dgrupi tuhpwi btngi pui vbshc vmshexhr nav ntbyhphurh z"k/

yrtbzhati:

etunt btnhbhry uugygrti "cgkuuhu" thbygrbhxy tui"xhxygo tbtkhxy" ptr xyghy vgky etnhatbgr

sr/ bhrtuu atv uugy thcgrbgngi vgky khhmgx pui sr/ rhyatrs sghbx -

grayg duyg etngbytri eungi' uuhsgrtntk' pui "ntbyhphurh" prgzhsgby

tk ,rdzu csrl:

xyghy uuhk truhxdgci "ngshekyrhpx" pui dtb. vtsxti uugkh

vgky sgpy/ tui thbaurgbx phrngx "zgvi" sh nhxcruhfi -

ptrktbd tuh; "prgxrhcatbx" dgzgi tkx bhay dgbud duy

nhy druhx muprhsbvhhy tuiegbykhfg vbtv thz dguutrituhpdgbungi sh bhhg thbxytktmhgchho nthgxygyhai ch, vnsravdsuk thi ayty erh, hutk: t"rgnp"' thbxytkhry surl"vnxphe" kuhy sh vgfxygxytbstryi tui cteuugnkhfehhyiptr thsi uutx egbgi dgbhxi pui tztdktyg tui dgktxgbg trhhbdtbd/

thi sh ayty uutx thz tzuhctrhny ptr jxs prthgeyithcgrvuhpy thi dgchy nhydgzubyvhhy auutfehhyi' thz auhiktbdg htri dguugi t kgfmubd ptrtzt "rgnp" tz uuhkyaghrx ztkibhay zhhi ehhi tpvtkyi pui eungithi chvn"s kgrbgi tui stuugbgi/

nhywi tuhpcuh pui uugky ctrhnyi"vhfk v,urv – mch rtzbcgrd" uutxthz dguutri t nuxygr ptr khnusv,urv crcho fngy 42 agv chhytdtui chhbtfy' tui uugry vhhby etphrysurl tkg ahfyi tui erhhzi nemvvguko ugs emvu' thz dguutri btl tdrgxgrg ptrktbd pui zebh jcrhvevkv mu vtci t drhbdi muyrhy muograyi ayte' uutu gx dgphby zhltuhl sh mgbyrtkg neuv/

tmhbs c"v thz vnxphe dgeungigrphki sgo dgcruhl/ tbdgphrysurfwi shrgeytr tuu sguugktpngbynu"v nav ngbsk uugryvhhngr vh"u'thz trtbszahry dguutri t

dgkubdgbgr cuh prthgey' ptr t dtrnhbhntkg prhhz' tvgrdgaygky kuhysh vnxphe xytbstryi pui cuhgi duytui aytre' bumkhl tui prtfypuk'kvdshk ,urv ukvtshrv/

mu ptrzhfgri sh cgxygrgzukytyi' tui yteg t aytregrcbhi' vty vnxphe tuhxpktbhry tpukg etbxyrteati prthgey/ sh"rgnp" ptr zhl thz tuhxdgmuhdi muontexhnuo gx ztk zhhi gyuutx ah;tcgr sh ngrxyg pktl uutx egi zhhi/uuh tuhl thz sh rgnp' nhy muuhh vuhfguugby truo' dgcuhy nhy aytregmgngby' mu zhhi vgfxy ergpyhd tuixytchk' tui ahhi mudgaygky/

thi sh kgmyg ptzg pui sh trchhythz trhhbdgeungi sgr auugrgr abhhayurgo pui prw utrt' tcgr uuh btrsh ctsi thz murhe dguutri drhhy mutrchhyi vty ngi tbdgvuhci shkgmyg ptzg pui sgo prthgey' uuhgx ptxy ptr t nesa ngy/

nhywi grptkdrhhfi cuh prthgeypubgo "rgnp'" thz tkzt grphkydguutri sgr ru; pui tzuhphk thsiuutx uugri dgvtkpi surl vnxphe'thi dgchy pui vtuo eghr tsgrxpgmhgkg vhk;' mu egbgi nehho zhhisgo bkfv ubaucv tk sw/ tmhbs egbgish tkg thsi' zebho go bgrho' bumisgo bhhgo uugd tui sgrchh tuhxrupinhy prhhs "anj,h ctunrho kh ch,sw bkl/"

ch, sw bkl:

vnxphe thbxytkhry prtfypukg"rgnp" ptr uuhkyaghrx chhochvn"s vdsuk thi erh, hutk

dhhgbshd muo srue/// trchhyx ertpy tubygr vnxphe eghr

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