awake: discover the power of your story - the book you can watch by joel n. clark

8/2/2019 Awake: Discover the Power of Your Story - The Book You Can Watch by Joel N. Clark

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R_HLZG EK_HYHCG Mkgd ls k` h alsslk` tk usfgr l` h gw h`n gxjltlì ekra ke jrghtlvg stkrytgdd-lì, h`n wltf Hwhcg, wg fhvg ogg` ilvg` h jfh`jg tk ik hdkì ekr tfg rlng.

Fls l`vg`tlvg usg ke audtlagnlh ilvgs tfg rghngr h k`g-ke-h-cl`n kppkrtu-`lty tk nlvg nggpgr l`tk fls vlorh`tdy tkdn stkrlgs erka fls trhvgds hrku`n tfgwkrdn. ^hcg tfls mkur`gy ke stkry wltf Mkgd. \ku wldd og idhn yku nln.

Ahttfgw Ygst, Jk`tgapkrhry Jfrls tlh` Auslj slìgr/skìwrltgr

Hwhcg ls orghclì `gw irku`n oktf l` lts l`tgirhtlk` ke `gw tgjf`kdkiy h`n

l` Mkgds l`vlthtlk` tk us tk whcg up h`n mkl` tkigtfgr l` Ikns Ztkry. Mkgd lsh jhptlvhtlì stkrytgddgr wfk fhn ag tghrlì tfrkuif tfg phigs tk sgg wfhtfhppg`s `gxt l` fls mkur`gy.

^la Oghtty, gxgjutlvg nlrgjtkr ke Jfrlst Jfurjf, Ehlrehx Zthtlk`, Ulril lh

Mkgd Jdhrcs okkc Hwhcg ilvgs `gw agh`lì tk tfg sjrlpturhd prkalsg tfhtpgregjt dkvg jhsts kut eghr. Lt ls h jkapgddlì ngsjrlptlk` ke Ikns l`vlthtlk`

tk ghjf ke us tk dlvg okdndy, tk fhvg tfg jkurhig tk og euddy prgsg`t tk tfgidkry h`n trhigny tfht surrku`ns us l` ghjf akag`t, h`n tk gaorhjg tfgkppkrtu`ltlgs tk ahcg h nleegrg`jg ekr ikkn gvg` l` tfg akst nhìgrkus h`nu`gxpgjtgn sltuhtlk`s.

Zflrdgy Auddg`, prgslng`t ke Fkuiftk` Jkddgig, Fkuiftk`, @gw \krc

Mkgd ahstgreuddy tgdds tfg stkry fls, ykurs, h`n al`g. Fls wrltlì stlrs tfgrghngr tk nrgha. Fls wldn hnvg`turgs hwhcg` h fuìgr tk fhvg kur kw`.L`splrgn, fuakrkus, h`n phjcgn wltf rgvgdhtlk`, Hwhcg ls must wfht tfg tltdgprkalsgs, h eudd-k` l`vlthtlk` tk nrgha, dkvg, h`n dlvg kur kw` stkry hstkry tfht jh` jfhìg tfg wkrdn. Le yku rghn k`g okkc tfls yghr, rghn tfg k`goy Mkgds kdngr h`n hriuhody ogttgr-dkkclì orktfgr, Mhsk` Jdhrc. Out le ykungjlng tk rghn h`ktfgr, L flifdy rgjkaag`n tfls k`g!

Mhsk` Jdhrc, hutfkr keZurrg`ngrgn h`n W`thagn= H Elgdn Iulngekr tfg Uhihok`n Ogdlgvgr


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Hwhcg irhos tfg vgry jkrg ke ykur oglì. ^fg ngslrg tk hwhcg` tk k`gsnrghas rlsgs wltf tfg pkwgreud stkrytgddlì ke Mkgd h`n Mgsus. ^fg jhptlvht-lì prl`jlpdgs suotdgty akvg k`gs splrlt h`n sl`gw tk jkurhigkus hjtlk`.Lahil`g fkw kur wkrdn wkudn kurlsf le gvgry rghngr ogjhag HYHCG! ^flswkudn og tfg pdghsurg ke Ikn rghdlzgn.

Mk H``g Dyk`, eku`ngr ke Ykrdn Fkpg L`tgr`htlk`hd h`nig`grhd supgrl`tg`ng`t ke tfg Ygsdgyh` Jfurjf

Erka tfg alnst ke tfg rhujkus, jflddlì, idkry-strgw`, h`n fhzhrnkus gvg`tske fls dleg h`n prkegsslk`, Mkgd jhdds kut h`n pkl`ts us tk tfg Ikn wfk yghr`sekr us euddy hwhcg` h`n rgspk`n tk jfldn sdhvgry, cln`hpplìs, FLU/HLNZ, h`n

tfg ilet ke prkeku`n fuah` dkvg.

Gvvy Fhy Jhapogdd, RfN, okhrn jfhlr ke Ykrdn Fkpg L`tgr`htlk`hd

Mhsk` Okur`g h`n Mkf` _haok, ykur dlvgs hrg okrlì. Mkgd @ycyekrjfy`-Jdhrc, ls jrhsflì tfrkuif h dleg tfhts ogyk`n jrhzy, h`n fgs nrlvg` `kt oyh akvlg nlrgjtkr out oy h phsslk`htg ehltf l` tfg L`vg`tkr ke hnvg`turg. L`

tfls phig-tur`gr, Jdhrc tgdds ke fkw fg hnkptgn yghrs hik tfg dleg akttk Nklt ekr tfg stkry h`n sfhrgs fkw lt fhs dgn fla tk jrlssjrkss tfg pdh`gt gvgrsl`jg, dkkclì ekr tfg `gwgst hnvg`turg tk tgst fls wlts, gxfhust fls g`griy,h`n sjhrg fla h`n us tk nghtf. Jh`t whlt ekr tfg akvlg vgrslk` tk jkagkut out lt wldd thcg skagk`g iutslgr tfh` Ahtt Nhak` kr Zydvgstgr Zthd-dk`g tk pdhy tfg dghn rkdg.

Mhjc Fhogrgr, hutfkr keIknUlgws= ^fg Jk`vljtlk`s tfht Nrlvg Wsh`n Nlvlng Ws


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]K@NG_UH@

Hwhcg Jkpyrlif ?28? oy Mkgd @ycy krjfy`-Jdhrc

^fls l dg ls hdsk hvhldhodg hs h ]k`ngrvh` gokkc.Ulsl www.zk`ngrvh`.jka/gokkcs.

_gqugs s kr l` krah lk` sfkudn og hnnrgssgn k=

]k`ngrvh`, Irh`n _hplns, Aljflih` >6.>nj?: ?288272227

Hdd Zjrlp urg quk h lk`s, u`dgss k fgrwlsg l`nljh gn, hrg hcg` rka ^fg Fkdy Olodg,@gw L`tgr`htlk`hd Ugrslk`, @LU . Jkpyrlif 8 8 7 8 5 / N J L / ? 2 8 < 8 6 8 9 8 5 8 7 8 > 8 : 8 ? 8 8 8 2 < 6 9 5 7 > : ? 8


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Agih`,yku orl`i oghuty, ahilj, h`n wflasy l`tk ay dleg.

L dkvg tfht wg dlvg l` h ausljhd ekr wfgrg tfgrg ls auslj,

dhuiftgr h`n nh`jl`i wldd hdwhys og eku`n.Ay fghrt ls ykurs, `kw h`n ekrgvgr.


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. L`tk tfg Nhrc`gss

7. ^fg Irght Jkujf Zjhrg ke 8


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EK_GYK_Noy Ahrc Ohttgrsk`

L rst agt Mkgd @. Jdhrc ohjc l` ?226. Fg jhddgn ag up h`n hscgn le L wkudnog l`tgrgstgn l` wkrclì wltf fla k` h prkmgjt. Mkgd fhn must rgtur`gn fkagerka h ak`tf ke dalì l` H`thrjtljh h`n wh`tgn tk sfkw ag wfht fg fhnjrghtgn wfldg tfgrg. L`trliugn, L agt fla ekr jkeegg. Lt whs l` tfls rst aggt -lì tfht L ogih` tk u`ngrsth`n tfht Mkgd vlgws dleg erka h nleegrg`t pgrspgj-

tlvg tfh` akst pgkpdg nk3 fg dtgrs gvgrytflì tfrkuif tfg gyg ke Ztkry.

Hetgr whtjflì fls H`thrjtlj hnvg`turg, L laagnlhtgdy sli`gn k` tk tfg prkm-gjt. Yfk wkudn`t fhvg; Lt whs orlddlh`t! Kvgr tfg yghrs, wg fhvg wkrcgn

tkigtfgr k` sgvgrhd prkmgjts h`n agt ekr ah`y akrg jkeeggs. Hdtfkuif L eggddlcg L c`kw fla prgtty wgdd, lt whs`t u`tld L rghn tfls okkc tfht L trudy ogih`

tk u`ngrsth`n fla. Yltfl` tfgsg phigs hrg g`kuif hnvg`turgs tk dd tg`dlegtlags. Yfgtfgr fgs ru``lì erka tfg sgjrgt pkdljg l` Jfl`h, flnlì erkaW@ th`cs wfldg spg`nlì nhys wltf Fhltls tkp ihì dghngrs, ouìgg muaplìkee h Mkfh``gsouri scysjrhpgr, l`tgrvlgwlì jfldn sdhvgs ekr h nkjuag`thry,kr jfhslì tfg ilrd ke fls nrghas hdd kvgr tfg wkrdn, Mkgd hwhcg`s h ngslrg ekrhnvg`turg l` gvg` tfg thagst skuds.

\gt Mkgd ls`t h` hnrg`hdl`g mu`cy, h`n fg ng `ltgdy fhs oktf eggt radypdh`tgn k` tfg irku`n. L` gvgry stkry, gvg` l` tfksg tfht alift ktfgrwlsgeggd u`lapkrth`t, fg skagfkw ah`higs tk trh`sekra tfg sggalìdy au`-nh`g l`tk h agh`lìeud hnvg`turg. H`n tfls, hjjkrnlì tk Mkgd, ls tfg pkwgrke stkry. Yfg` wg jfkksg tk dlvg h stkry tfht ls irghtgr tfh` us, wg `n Iknl` tfg alnst ke lt. ^fgsg stkrlgs thcg fla ogyk`n tfg whdds ke tfg jfurjf l`tkpdhjgs hrku`n tfg wkrdn wfgrg Mgsus ls l`vltlì fls ekddkwgrs tk ahcg h nle-egrg`jg.

Akrg tfh` h ak`thig ke wgdd-tkdn stkrlgs, Hwhcgls h jhdd tk hjtlk`. Erka tfg vgry rst phig, yku wldd og swgpt l`tk h` hnvg`turg tfht wldd fhvg ykudhuiflì, jrylì, kr eggdlì hs tfkuif ykuvg ogg` pu`jfgn l` tfg iut. Ghjfstkry wldd l`splrg yku tk dlvg h irghtgr stkry ke ykur kw`, tk dkvg akrg euddyh`n gxpgrlg`jg Ikn akrg l`tlahtgdy. ^fl`c jhrpg nlga wltf tggtf.


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Yfht L dkvg hokut tfls okkc ls tfht Mkgd nkgs`t try tk tghjf us fkw tk dlvg hogttgr stkry. Fg nkgs`t ilvg us tfg ny`haljs ke stkry, h dlst ke fkw-tks, krrudgs ekr ogttgr dlvlì. _htfgr, fg sfkws us wfht lt agh`s tk dlvg dleg tk tfgeuddgst. L` tfgsg phigs, L gxpgrlg`jgn tfg trutf ke wfht lt agh`s tk `n Iknl` tfg alnst ke ay kw` stkry. L ahy kt fhì kut wltf ihìstgrs l` Fhltl, out

tfg trutf L eku`n wltfl` tfls stkry ls stldd rgdgvh`t tk ay dleg. Mkgd nkgs`t spgddkut wfht h ilvg` stkry sfkudn agh` tk yku kr ag3 fg tgdds wfht lt agh`s tkfla h`n l`vltgs us tk gxpgrlg`jg kur kw` stkrlgs wltfl` tfgsg phigs. H`n

tfls ls tfg rghd pkwgr ke Hwhcg. _htfgr tfh` prghjflì h agsshig tfht stlrs tfg fghn, fg prgsg`ts h stkry tfht akvgs tfg fghrt.

\ku wldd `ktljg tfht L fhvg ygt tk ag`tlk` Mkgds rgvkdutlk`hry `gw ekraht. Hwhcg ls l`tgrhjtlvg l` h why tfht wldd thcg ykur orghtf hwhy. ^fg ekraht lshahzlì h ihag jfhìgr, l` ehjt. ^fg das, hrt, h`n wgosltgs gaognngnl` Hwhcg hrg u`dlcg h`ytflì tfht jurrg`tdy gxlsts. Ghjf g`try ls ltsgde h stkry,h` gxpgrlg`jg k` lts kw`. Ekr gxhapdg, tfg das hddkw yku tk hjtuhddy aggt

tfg pgkpdg h`n gxpgrlg`jg tfg pdhjgs jk`thl`gn wltfl` tfgsg phigs hs wgddhs ah`y ktfgr hnvg`turgs tfht nln`t ahcg lt l`tk tfg okkc.

Ogekrg yku ogil` tfls hnvg`turg, L wldd k`dy tgdd yku tfls fkdn k`. Nk`tslapdy igt gxjltgn hokut tfg stkrlgs tkdn wltfl` tfgsg phigs, out hsc Ikn tkspghc tfrkuif tfga. Rrhy tfht ykudd `kt k`dy `n Ikn l` tfg alnst ke Mkgds

stkrlgs out tfht ykudd hdsk sgg fla ht wkrc l` gvgry hspgjt ke ykur kw` stkryhs wgdd.

Ahrc Ohttgrsk`,dghn phstkr ke@htlk`hd Jkaau`lty Jfurjf,Yhsflìtk`, N.J.,

h`n ogstsgddlì hutfkr ke^fg Jlrjdg Ahcgr


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H @K^G ^K ^FG _GHNG_ Ygdjkag tk tfg hnvg`turg ke Hwhcg ! \ku hrg hokut tk gaohrc k` h `gw

gxpgrlg`jg. ^fls okkc ls h rst ke lts cl`n, h`n skagtlags wg `ggn h ahp tk `hvlihtg u`jfhrtgn whtgrs. Rgrfhps yku hrg hdrghny X_ jkng shvvy. Le sk,sclp tfls phig h`n nlvg l`. Le, dlcg akst ekdcs,yku dkkc ht tfht eu``y squhrg jkng h`n wk`ngrwfht lts hdd hokut, rghn ogdkw, h`n igt rghnyekr h` gxjltlì hnvg`turg.

Zlapdg tk WsgH X_ jkng ls h akoldg ohr jkng tfht ls gaogn-ngn wltf jk`tg`t tfht sahrtpfk`g usgrs jh`ghsldy hjjgss. Must nkw`dkhn tfg X_ jkng rghngrhpp ke ykur jfkljg (tfgrg hrg ah`y ergg k`gshvhldhodg), sjh` tfg jkngs, h`n gìhig wltf tfgphig. ^fgrg hrg gvg` skag pdhjgs l` tfg okkcekr yku tk dhy ykur ngvljg nlrgjtdy k` tfg phig,orlìlì lt tk dleg.

Gxjduslvg Hjjgss^fgsg jkngs ilvg yku l`sth`t hjjgss tk vlngks

tfht wldd thcg yku ogyk`n tfg phigs ke tfg okkc tk aggt tfg pgkpdg h`n gxpgrlg`jg tfg pdhjgsl` tfg stkrlgs. \kudd hdsk nlsjkvgr okùsgs tfht

tfg tgxt hdk`g nkgs`t rgvghd.

@k sjh``gr; @k prkodga.Ghjf X_ jkng fhs h wgo hnnrgss dlstgn u`ngr lt sk yku jh` yku jh` hjjgsshdd tfgsg ehoudkus gxtrhs k` ykur ngsctkp kr dhptkp jkaputgr. \ku jh` iknlrgjtdy tk tfg wgosltg www.hwhcgtfgokkc.jka h`n jdljc k` tfg jfhptgrsdl`c tk vlgw tfg das.


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Zjh` X_ jkng h`n

pdhjg ngvljg fgrg kr ik

tk zpf.jka/hwhcg/l`trk8

L`trknujtlk` Zjg`g K`g


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Ogil` ykur gxpgrlg`jg k` prgvlkus phig

L`trknujtlk` Zjg`g ^wk


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O r l ` i O h j c t f g J d k w ` s

Z g p t g a o g r ? 2 2 5 F h l t l

JFHR^G_ K@G

^fg Ykah`, Rhrt 8L whtjfgn hs tfgy nrhiign h sjrghal i wkah` l`tk tfg nusty strggts ke JltZkdgld. Ztkpplì nlrgjtdy kutslng kur trujc, h irkup ke ag` tfrgw fgr tk tfgirku`n, shvhigdy rlpplì tfg sflrt erka fgr okny. K`g ah` muapgn l` wltfsts hldlì. Fg whs trylì tk nrlvg hwhy tfg ktfgrs, out tfgrg wgrg tkkah`y. Fg tkkc h st tk tfg ehjg, laagnlhtgdy iklì tk tfg irku`n. Ht dghst

tg` ag` wgrg l`vkdvgn l` tfg iftlì, out tfg jrkwn tfht fhn ihtfgrgn tkwhtjf ghsldy ùaogrgn akrg tfh` ety, h`n lt whs irkwlì oy tfg sgjk`n.Ay gygs wgrg idugn k` tfg wkah` wfk whs ht tfg jg`tgr ke lt hdd, oglì

puddgn ohjc h`n ekrtf dlcg h rhi nkdd.

Ehtfgr _ljc Ergjfgttg wfka L slapdy jhdd tfg prlgst whs thdclì k`fls jgdd pfk`g, `kt ygt hwhrg ke tfg oruthdlty fhppg`lì must kutslng flsgygsfkt. K`dy wfg` h ah` whs sfkvgn hihl`st tfg slng ke tfg trujc nln flshttg`tlk` sflet. Yg wgrg l`slng h agnljhd trujc, h`n tfg wkah` whs oglìhtthjcgn must h egw eggt erka ay nkkr. W`hodg tk ahcg aysgde akvg (h`nu`surg wfht L wkudn nk le L jkudn), L sht h`n whtjfgn hs tfg vlkdg`jg ogih`


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86 HYHCG

tk sprghn. Zkag ke tfg spgjthtkrs ag` h`n wkag` wgrg ogil``lì tk mkl` l` tfg ift.

^fg wkah` whs sjrghalì, hik`y kovlkus l` fgr gygs hs k`g ke tfg agòrkuift fls ehjg jdksg tk fgrs, sfkutlì hìrldy. ^ghrs alxgn wltf tfg nust

tk ahcg aunny trhjcs nkw` fgr jfggcs. Yrgstdlì h` hra ergg, sfg sduiignk`g ke fgr hsshldh`ts fhrn l` tfg ehjg. Zfkjc sfletgn tk rhig hs fg irhoognfkdn ke fgr hra k`jg hihl` h`n sdhaagn fls st l`tk tfg slng ke fgr fghn.Ztu``gn, fgr dgis akag`thrldy ihvg why hs sfg sduapgn ogtwgg` tfg ag`.

Ay orghtf stkppgn hs h c`leg hsfgn erka skagwfgrg nggp l` tfg jrkwn.^fg iftlì sggagn tk og sprghnl i tk h aujf dhrigr irkup. Ht dghst twljghs ah`y ag` h`n wkag` fhn `kw mkl`gn l` tfg ahn`gss. Dgss tfh` halùtg ghrdlgr, k`dy tg` ag` fhn ogg` iftlì, out `kw tfgrg wgrg akrg

tfh` tflrty ag` h`n wkag` wfk wgrg sfkvlì h`n sjrghalì ht ghjf ktfgrwldndy. \gt lt whs tfls wkah` wfk whs ht tfg fghrt ke tfg jfhks. Hdd ke tfgvlkdg`jg whs jg`tgrgn k` fgr. L nln`t c`kw wfht fhn jhusgn lt, out tfhtnln`t ahttgr. Zkagk`g whs iklì tk nlg.

H`ktfgr ah` rusfgn ekrwhrn, trylì tk ergg tfg wkah`, out fg whs sfkvgnfhrn. Ztuaodlì ohjc, fg sdhaagn hihl`st tfg slng ke tfg trujc h`n egdd tk flsc`ggs. rh`s xgn k` tfg sjg`g l` erk`t ke ag, L nln`t fghr tfg nkkr kpg`lì

k` tfg ktfgr slng ke tfg agnljhd trujc. L nln`t `ktljg tfg prlgst gxltlì tfgvgfljdg.

Lvg ogg` l` h ift tk prktgjt skagk`g k` twk kjjhslk`s, out `gltfgr ke tfksg gxpgrlg`jgs jhag jdksg tk prgphrlì ag ekr wfht whs fhppg lì `kw.Yltf tfg Fhltlh` wkah`, dleg h`n nghtf fuì l` tfg ohdh`jg. L egdt oktf jk` -

jgr` ekr fgr shegty h`n pkwgrdgss kvgr tfg sltuhtlk`. Lt whs tfg pkwgrdgss-`gss tfht nlstlìulsfgn tfls kjjhslk` erka tfg tlag hdakst tg` yghrs ghrdlgr.Yfg` L whs `l`gtgg`, L nk`t tfl`c L wkudn fhvg ikttg` aujf akrg tfh` hodkkny `ksg.


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8< Orl`i Ohjc tfg Jdkw`s

^hcg \kur Fh`ns Kee tfg Ilrd

Ngjgaogr 8


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?2 HYHCG

dkkclì hs sjhrgn hs L egdt. Yg orlg y dkjcgn gygs must ogekrg fg tur`gn h`nrh`, tfg nkkr sdhaalì sfut ogfl`n fla. ^fg nkkr nln`t fhvg h fh`ndg k`

tfg kutslng. Ztuhrt fhn dkjcgn ag kut l` tfg hddgy wltf tfg ah`.

Hs fg tur`gn, L laagnlhtgdy c`gw L whs l` trkuodg. Lvg hdwhys ogg` tfg

scl``y cln. ^frkuifkut ay jfldnfkkn L nrghagn ke oglì tfg wlry clnwfk whs fhrn tk pl` nkw` l` h ift, out tfls whs k`dy h nrgha. ^fgrg ls hnleegrg`jg ogtwgg` scl``y h`n wlry. Zcl``y agh`s yku must fhvg scl` kvgrykur ok`gs. Ylry agh`s yku fhvg tlift ausjdgs u`ngr tfht scl`. Ylry clnshrg jkkd. ^fls ah`, k` tfg ktfgr fh`n, whs `gltfgr scl``y `kr wlry3 oy tfgdkkcs ke fla fgn prkohody hdwhys ogg` tfg ausjdg cln. ^fg ausjdg clnfhs h slx-phjc oy tfg hig ke vg h`n `gvgr dksgs lt.

Oktf tfg ah` h`n tfg wkah` sggagn hs jkèusgn oy ay prgsg`jg hs L whs.Fg dkkcgn ht ag, whltlì.

Yltf h vkljg tfht squghcgn wltf eghr L stuttgrgn, ^hcg . . . L fhn tk jdghray tfrkht. ^hcg ykur fh`ns kee tfg . . . ilrd. La surg ay tk`g whs akrgnlstrgssgn tfh` ekrjgeud.

La `kt surg wfy L jfksg tk spghc dlcg h supgrfgrk. Lt prkohody jhag erkawhtjflì tkk aujf Ohtah` k` Û hs h jfldn. fg ah` dkkcgn ag l` tfg gyg,


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?8 Orlì Ohjc tfg Jdkw`s

tfg gnigs ke fls akutf jurvlì l` h sahdd saldg. Gvg` tfg dhny nln`t sgga hshpprgjlhtlvg hs L wkudn fhvg fkpgn.

Igt kut ke fgrg, fg shln. Dghvg us hdk`g kr ykurg iklì tk igt furt. Fls tk`g whs akrg lrrlthtgn tfh` hìry.

Fg whs rlift. ^fls ah` whs ht dghst twg`ty- vg, h`n L whs k`dy gliftgg`.L whs h cln erka tfg suouros wfk fhn `gvgr ogg` l` h rghd ift. ^fls whs hiuy erka tfg jlty. Gvgryk`g c`kws tfht iuys erka tfg jlty c`kw wfht tk nkwltf tfglr sts. Ln sgg` Dgh` k` Ag .

L jh`t . . . Fg tur`gn h`n ihvg ag h` hrg yku rghddy stldd fgrg; dkkc. ^hc -lì h stgp ohjc, L jk`tlùgn. L jh`t nk tfht. \ku `ggn tk dgt fgr ik. ^fls

tlag L sku`ngn akrg dlcg L whs hsclì h qugstlk`.

L spg`t ay jfldnfkkn nrghalì hokut oglì l` tfls cl`n ke sltuhtlk`. L` aynrghas L fhn oliigr ausjdgs h`n h dkwgr vkljg, h`n L whs `gvgr sjhrgn. Lnsthrg l`tk tfg alrrkr, eurrkw ay orkw, h`n tfg` pkl`t h`n shy, Dgt ik ke

tfg ilrd, kr, L iugss La iklì tk fhvg tk tghjf yku h dgssk`, kr, Rrgphrg tk aggt Ar. Rhl`! Ln prhjtljg tfgsg h`n ah`y ktfgr rlnljudkus dl`gs wltf tfg ngspgrhtg fkpg tfht L alift skagnhy fhvg h rghsk` tk shy tfga. L stlddprhjtljg tfgsg cl`ns ke dl`gs, out `kw lts usuhddy wfldg La nrlvlì, wfljf ls

aujf akrg irkw`-up.


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?? HYHCG

H akag`t dhtgr, L eku`n aysgde dylì ht k` ay ohjc l` tfg s`kw. Ay mhwwhs tfrkoolì, h`n L fhn `k lngh wfgrg L whs. L fk`gstdy `gvgr shw fla fltag. L whs dkkclì ht fla, out tfg wfkdg st jkalì tkwhrn ay ehjg tflìskagfkw gsjhpgn ay `ktljg. Hetgr h akag`t ke jkèuslk` ay gygs ekjusgnk` tfg ah`. Fg jrkujfgn dkw h`n irhoogn ay sflrt. L stldd nln t c`kw wfht

whs fhppg`lì3 tk tfls nhy La `kt surg le fg whs trylì tk flt ag hihl` krpljc ag up h`n tgdd ag tk ru` hdkì. L sthrtgn tfrhsflì hrku`n, dlcg hs`kw hìgd l` nlstrgss. Must tfg` tfg gagrig`jy nkkr kpg`gn hihl`, h`n tfls

tlag tfgrg wgrg vg ag` sth`nlì l` lt. Ztuhrt fhn rgtur`gn wltf ohjcup, tfh`c Ikn. Yfg` ay erlg`ns shw ag, lt dkkcgn dlcg L whs wrgstdlì wltf tfg ah`.

W`tld kw, L fhvg`t egdt tfg ggn tk tgdd tfg trutf ke tfls stkry. Le tfgy wh`tgn tk tfl`c L whs wrgstdlì, wfk whs L tk tgdd tfga nleegrg`t;

Hdtfkuif tfls stkry ls sdliftdy gaohrrhsslì, lts hdsk skagtflì La prkun ke.L stgppgn kutslng h`n stkkn up ekr skagk`g wfk `ggngn fgdp. Gvg` tfkuifL dkst tfg ift, L dlvgn h stkry tfht wkudn fgdp ng `g ag ekr yghrs tk jkag.Out wfg` L whtjfgn tfg wkah` oglì oghtg` l` Fhltl, L nk`t tfl`c L jkudnfhvg ahng aysgde irho tfg nkkr fh`ndg, dgt hdk`g igt kut ke tfg trujc.

Nghtf k` tfg Yl`nFkurs ogekrg tfg wkah` whs htthjcgn, L fhn hrrlvgn ht h fksplthd l` Rtlk`-vlddg, must skutf ke Rkrt-hu-Rrl`jg, tfg jhplthd ke Fhltl. L whs tfgrg tk nk skagrgsghrjf ekr h nkjuag`thry L whs pdh``lì tk nlrgjt. Hs skk` hs L whdcgn

tfrkuif tfg ihtg tk tfg fksplthd, tfg prlgst spkttgn ag h`n hscgn le L wkudnfgdp fls sthee dkhn tfg trujcs. Fg tkdn ag wg wgrg fghnlì l`tk Jlt Zkdgldwltf aujf-`ggngn agnljhd suppdlgs.

L` ?225, tfg prlgst whs tfg k`dy wfltg ah` wfk jkudn jkag h`n ik l` JltZkdgld wltf rgdhtlvg ghsg. Fg whs wgdd-c`kw` hs h ah` wfk stkkn up ekr tfgpkkr h`n tfg kpprgssgn. Hdtfkuif tfls whs tfg rst ke ah`y nhys L wkudnspg`n wltf fla, lt whs laagnlhtgdy jdghr tfht fg fhs h nggp heegjtlk` ekr tfgFhltlh` pgkpdg. Fg fhs dlvgn h`n wkrcgn l` Fhltl sl`jg tfg ghrdy 8


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?: Orl`i Ohjc tfg Jdkw`s


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?> HYHCG

L ekddkwgn h egw ykuì ag` up h dkì, nhrc sthlrwhy tk irho skag suppdlgserka h stkrhig rkka. fgy hdd sggagn tk og l` h furry tk dkhn tfg trujcs h`nigt akvlì. Dhtgr L dghr`gn tfht vlrtuhddy hdd ke tfg ag` wfk hjjkaph`lgn

tfg prlgst k` tfgsg kutlìs kwgn fla tfglr dlvgs. Gvgry k`g ke tfga fhngltfgr jkag kut ke ihìs kr erka kee tfg strggts. ^fg prlgst fhn dkvgn tfga

g`kuif tk hjtuhddy stgp l`tk tfglr wkrdns h`n og tfg dkvg tfht L usuhddy k`dy thdc hokut.

Ht tfg tkp ke tfg sthlrs whs h stkrhig rkka ddgn wltf pkrthodg V-rhy ah -jfl`gs, jrhtgs ke agnljhd suppdlgs, h`n dkì, rgjthìudhr okxgs. K`dy wfg` Lpljcgn up k`g ke tfg okxgs nln L rghdlzg wfht lt whs. L fhn `gvgr tkujfgn hjke ` ogekrg. fls whs`t k`g ke tfg eh`jy jke `s Ln sgg` l` akvlgs3 tfls whsh tfl`, dkì okx ahng ke jhrnokhrn. L jhrrlgn lt nkw`, wk`ngrlì le wg wgrgiklì tk h eu`grhd. Hetgr L dkhngn lt l`tk tfg ohjc ke tfg trujc, L wg`t ohjcupsthlrs wltf tfg ykuì ag` h`n irhoogn h`ktfgr. L` tfg g`n wg dkhngnglift jke `s h`n h ayrlhn ke agnljhd suppdlgs.

Hs wg nrkvg hwhy erka tfg fksplthd, tfg prlgst tkdn ag tfg stkry ogfl`n tfgjke `s.

Yfg` wg nrlvg tfrkuif Jlt Zkdgld, wg ketg` `n oknlgs rkttlì k` tkp ke tfg trhsf fghps sjhttgrgn tfrkuifkut tfg jlty, fg shln vgry ahttgr-ke-ehjtdy.

L sthr tgn orlìlì jke `s wltf ag ogjhusg L jh`t lahil`g wfht lt wkudn ogdlcg ekr clns wfk fhvg tk whdc phst tfgsg oknlgs gvgry nhy k` tfglr why tksjfkkd kt tk ag`tlk` tfg nlsghsgs tfg oknlgs sprghn.

\ku `n oknlgs must dylì k` pldgs ke trhsf; L jkudn`t ogdlgvg lt. Fkw nk tfgy igt tfgrg;

K` h ohn wggc wgdd `n sgvg` kr glift, out skagtlags lts k`dy h jkupdg,fg shln. ^fgy hrg pgkpdg wfkvg gltfgr ogg` clddgn oy h ihì kr fhvg nlgnerka ahdùtrltlk` kr skag nlsghsg. Akst fkusgfkdns nk`t fhvg ak`gy ekrh prkpgr ourlhd, sk tfg oknlgs hrg tfrkw` k` pldgs ke trhsf. Lahil`g wfhtlt nkgs tk h vg-yghr-kdn jfldn tk whdc phst h rkttlì okny k` h nhldy ohsls.^fht jfldn nkgs`t fhvg h jfh`jg ke irkwlì up `krahddy. Rgkpdg wk`ngrfkw skag ke tfgsg ihìstgrs jh` og sk jrugd. Must tfl`c hokut tfht vg-yghr-kdn h`n tfg` sgg le yku stldd wk`ngr. L` must h egw yghrs, tfgsg okys h`n ilrdswldd og ykuì ag` h`n wkag`, h`n u`dgss skagk`g nkgs skagtflì, tfgy


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wldd og tfg gxt ihì dghngrs ke Fhltl. Zk wg pljc up tfg oknlgs wfg` wg sgg tfga, h`n wg oury tfga. ^fg pgkpdg hpprgjlhtg lt, h`n tfg clns jh` whdc tksjfkkd wltfkut fhvlì tk gxpgrlg`jg tfht cl`n ke tflì.

Ay al`n jkudn`t jkaprgfg`n tfls cl`n ke fkrrkr. L nln`t shy h`ytflì

ahl`dy ogjhusg L nln`t c`kw fkw tk rgspk`n. Lt whs tfg` tfht fg shln skag- tflì L wldd `gvgr ekrigt.

^fg jurrg`t dleg gxpgjth`jy l` Jlt Zkdgld ls slxtgg`. Jh` yku lahil`g tfht;Fg c`gw tfls whs pusflì ay dlalts ke ogdlgvholdlty. ^fg ihìstgrs La ik-lì tk l`trknujg yku tk hrgakstdy l` tfglr ghrdy twg`-

tlgs. ^fgy hrg skag ke tfgkdngst pgkpdg l` Jlt Zk-dgld.

Yg thdcgn hokut ah`y tflìs tfht nhy. Flswkrns jhrrlgn h wlsnka

tfht jh` k`dy og eku`nl` skagk`g wfk fhsilvg` gvgrytflì fg fhs

ekr wfht fg ogdlgvgs.Kvgr tfg `gxt egwnhys, L whtjfgn hs fgsgrvgn tfg pkkrgst ke

tfg pkkr, fls gvgry l`- tgrhjtlk` ilvlì tfgah nli`lty h`n rgspgjtah`y fhn dlcgdy `gv-

gr rgjglvgn ogekrg.^fg prlgst nkgs`tsgg flasgde hs nklìh`ytflì spgjlhd. Fg slapdy nkgs wfht tfg Olodg jkaah`ns us hdd tk nk= dkvgwltf hjtlk`. Hdtfkuif L wkrc l` Fhltl ketg`, La `kt hodg tk sgg tfg prlgst gv-gry tlag L ik. Zl`jg tfg rst tlag L agt fla l` ?225 Lvg ogg` hodg tk sfhnkwfla k` ekur sgphrhtg kjjhslk`s. Ghjf tlag La hodg tk spg`n h nhy kr twk

z p f .j k a / hw hc g / 8.8


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?5 HYHCG

l` fls prgsg`jg L eggd dlcg La l` tfg prgsg`jg ke Mgsus. L` ehjt, wfg` L tfl`c hokut Mgsus, L ketg` sgg fla wltf tfg ehjg ke tfg prlgst.

^fg Ykah`, Rhrt ?^fg wkah` whs k` fgr c`ggs `kw, tghrs kwlì erggdy hs sfg struiidgn

tk rlsg. Fgr sflrt whs dylì k` tfg irku`n, trhapdgn oy tfg ahn`gss tfhtrhign hrku`n fgr. H tfljc sfgg` ke nust ddgn tfg hlr, ggrldy erhalì tfgsjg`g.

H`ktfgr wkah` wfk dkkcgn tk og aujf kdngr, wltf tfg dghtfgry scl` h`nnggp wrl`cdgs ke skagk`g wfk fhn`t fhn h` ghsy dleg, pusfgn tfrkuif

tfg jrkwn, trylì ngspgrhtgdy tk rghjf tfg wkah` k` tfg irku`n. Fgr

hras wgrg euddy gxtg`ngn, out sfg jkudn`t igt tk fgr. ^wk ag` wgrgfkdnlì fgr ohjc hs sfg sjrghagn h`n pusfgn hihl`st tfga. ^fgy fhn tfglr ohjcs tk ag sk L jkudn`t tgdd le tfgy wgrg trylì tk cggp tfg kdnwkah` shegdy hwhy erka tfg ahn`gss kr le tfgy wgrg hìry wltf fgr ekrl`tgregrlì.

^fg ihtfgrgn jrkwn fhn jfhìgn tk h ako akrg quljcdy tfh` L jkudnfhvg lahil`gn. Gvgrywfgrg L dkkcgn, pgkpdg wgrg sfkvlì h`n pu`jflìghjf ktfgr wldndy. ^fg ahn`gss whs splddlì l`tk tfg rkhn hs skag ke tfgako ogih` tk ift l` erk`t ke tfg agnljhd vgfljdg. L whs stldd erkzg` l` aysght.

Hs tfg wkah` rksg u`stghnldy tk fgr eggt, L shw h`ktfgr c`leg rlsg flif l` tfg hlr, tfg su` rg gjtlì kee tfg odhng dlcg h alrrkr. ^fls c`leg whs nleegr -g`t erka tfg ktfgrs Ln sgg`. fg ktfgrs fhn ogg` sfhcg` vlkdg`tdy l` krngr

tk tfrghtg`3 tfls k`g whs rhlsgn wltf tfg l`tg`t tk cldd.

^fhts wfg` tfg alrhjdg fhppg`gn. L whtjfgn lt uèkdn rlift l` erk`t ke aygygs. Kut ke `kwfgrg h`ktfgr fh`n sfkt l`tk tfg hlr, irhoolì tfg fh`nwltf tfg c`leg h`n stkpplì lt ogekrg lt jkudn pduìg tfg c`leg l`tk tfgfghrt ke tfg wkah`. ^fg ako qulgtgn l` h` l`sth`t, dlcg whvgs sunng`dyjhdagn. ^fg ah` wltf tfg c`leg dkwgrgn fls gygs wltf h` gaohrrhssgn,hdakst hpkdkigtlj dkkc. ^fhts wfg` L shw fla, tfg prlgst, sth`nlì ht tfgjg`tgr ke lt hdd. Fg fhn whdcgn l`tk tfg fghrt ke tfg ako h`n stkppgn h


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Zjh` X_ jkng h `n

pdhjg ngvljg fgrg kr ik

tk zpf.jka/hwhcg/8.?


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?6 HYHCG

aurngr. Fg ls `kt h thdd ah`, out fg ng `ltgdy stkkn hokvg tfg jrkwn tfhtnhy. L whtjfgn hs fg tkkc kee fls mhjcgt h`n put lt hrku`n fgr. Fg shln h egw

tflìs tk fgr l` h dhìuhig L nln`t u`ngrsth`n h`n tfg` dgn fgr kvgr tk tfgykuì ag` wfk fhn ekddkwgn fla kut ke tfg trujc. ^fgsg ag` wgrg trylì

tk dkkc dlcg fls oknyiuhrns out g`ngn up dkkclì dlcg agrg okys sth`nlì

`gxt tk tfls rghd-dleg fgrk. ^fg prlgst aust fhvg l`strujtgn tfga tk thcg tfgwkah` fkag ogjhusg tfgy hdd surrku`ngn fgr h`n iulngn fgr hwhy erka

tfg jrkwn. Fg tfg` shln h egw akrg wkrns tk tfg pgkpdg, puttlì fls fh`nsk` tfglr sfkudngrs h`n jhdalì tfga.

H alùtg dhtgr, fg whs ohjc l`slng tfg trujc. Ruttlì tfg pfk`g tk fls ghr, fgjk`tlùgn wltf tfg jhdd fg fhn ogg` k` ogekrg tfg wfkdg l`jlng`t gruptgn.Fg fhn`t gvg` fuì up fls jgdd pfk`g wfg` fg stkppgn tfg aurngr. Hetgr

tfg jhdd whs jk`jdungn, fg slapdy jk`tlùgn tgddlì ag tfg stkry fg fhnogg` l` tfg alnndg ke ogekrg oglì l`tgrruptgn oy fls rlìlì pfk`g. Fgahng `k ag`tlk` ht hdd ke wfht fhn must fhppg`gn.

Ehtfgr _ljc k`jg tkdn ag tfht aujf ke tfg wkrdn ls sku`n hsdggp h`n eggdlìgapty. Fg shln tfht wg hrg sdggplì tk wfht dleg ls rghddy hokut, h`n k`dywfg` wg stgp kut ke kur jkaekrt zk`g wldd kur thdg`ts h`n holdltlgs og nrhw`kut ke us.

La ngspgrhtg tk dlvg h irghtgr stkry. Lvg spg`t aujf ke ay dleg eh`thslzlìkvgr wfht L alift nk h`n nhynrghalì hokut wfk L fkpg tk ogjkag. \gtketg` wfg` L `n aysgde l` h pksltlk` tk hjtuhddy nk skagtflì hokut lt, Ljk`tlùg ay nrghalì, tkk herhln, mhngn, kr jy`ljhd tk stgp up tk tfg pdhtg.

L tfl`c akst ke us wh`t tk og akrg tfh` wg hrg `kw. Yg wh`t tk og cl`ngr,okdngr, akrg phsslk`htg, akrg hssgrtlvg. H`n l` kur nrghas wg c`kw gx-hjtdy wfht tk shy kr nk. \gt wfg` wg `n kursgdvgs ehjg-tk-ehjg wltf h`

kppkrtu`lty tk hjt, wg ru` ohjc tk tfg shegty ke nrghalì, tkk herhln tk dlvgeuddy hwhcg.


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^frggL ogt wfg` tfg Kdn ^gsthag`t whs wrlttg`, ag` h`n wkag` wfk fhn hjjgss

tk lt jkudn t ogdlgvg tfglr gygs. fg Kdn gsthag`t whs tfg wkrdns rst ogst -sgddgr. L` ehjt, lt whs h wfkdg jkìdkagrhtlk` ke ogstsgddgrs put l`tk sgvgrhdsjrkdds. ^fg ahrcgtlì whs sfggr ig`lus. @kt k`dy whs tfg Kdn ^gsthag`t h

okkc ke ogstsgddgrs3 lt whs h okkc l`splrgn oy Ikn flasgde ht dghst tfhtwhs tfg stkry hrku`n tkw`.

H`n tfg` k`g nhy, fu`nrgns ke yghrs hetgr tfls okkc flt tfg sfgdvgs, hdkìjhag tfgsg iuys wfk ngjlngn tk wrltg h sgqugd. L` Fkddywkkn, irght dashrg ketg` rul`gn oy tfglr sgqugds, out tfls irkup fhn `gvgr fghrn ke Fkddy-wkkn, h`n u`ngrsth`nlì tfg rlscs kr `kt, tfgy okdndy akvgn ekrwhrn.

Dgts jhdd lttfg Kdn ^gsthag`t , ^wk, k`g ke tfga shln.

@k, shln h`ktfgr gxjltgndy, dgts jhdd lt_gtur` ke tfg Kdn ^gsthag`t .

Yhlt, shln ygt h`ktfgr, dgts jhdd lt . . . tfg @gw ^gsthag`t .

^fg @gw ^gsthag`t , k`g ke tfga akutfgn sldg`tdy. ^fhts orlddlh`t!

H`n lt whs. Lvg fghrn tfg @gw ^gsthag`t fhs nk`g qultg wgdd kvgr tfg

yghrs.

L irgw up tfl`clì tfht Ikns stkry whs hdrghny wrlttg`. ^fgsg twk ^gsth-ag`ts, tfg Olodg, jdlahxgn wltf tfg gplj Mgsus akag`t, h`n tfg` tfg l`c,quldd, h`n phrjfag`ts wgrg put hwhy. ^fg stkry whs jkapdgtg. Erka tfhtakag`t k`, wg wgrg slapdy agh`t tk dghr` fkw tk dlvg kut wfht fhn ogg`

thuift l` tfg Zjrlpturgs.

@k wk`ngr sk ah`y ke us sgga tk og sku`n hsdggp h`n eggdlì gapty. Ygeggd tfht hdd wg jh` nk `kw ls rghn tfg Olodg hs h tgxtokkc h`n try tk dghrèrka lt tfg why h flstkrlh` stunlgs tfg wrltlìs ke h`jlg`t wkrdns. Le tfg stkryfhs hdrghny ogg` tkdn, tfg` wg hrg hdd dhtg tk tfg phrty h`n tfg jdkw`s fhvghdd ik`g fkag. H`n hs h rgsudt, wg tfl`c wg fhvg `k rkdg tk pdhy l` tfls twk-phrt gplj hnvg`turg.


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:2 HYHCG

Yfldg l` Fhltl whdclì wltf tfg prlgst, L ogih` tk wk`ngr le Ikns hnvg`turgsgrlgs whs stldd oglì wrlttg`. Ahyog, dlcg hdd irght sgrlgs, tfls stkry ls h trld-kiy. Le tfls ls trug, tfg` must ahyog wgrg hdd pdhylì rkdgs l` tfg akst gxjltlìl`sthddag`t ke tfg g`tlrg stkry. ^fg tflrn hjt l` h`y stkry ls hdwhys tfg akstl`tg`sg, ahiljhd, h`n oghutleud. H`n hs h ig`grhd rudg, tfg tflrn hjt ls hdwhys

oliigr tfh` tfg rst twk.

L tfl`c tfg stkry ls stldd oglì wrlttg` h`n tfht lts gplj. Lts `kt kvgr ygt. ^fgogst stkrlgs jk`thl` trhigny h`n jkagny, trug dkvg h`n hnvg`turg, fghrt-hjfg h`n mky, ahilj h`n oghuty. Hdd wg fhvg tk nk ls thcg h dkkc ht kur wkrdn

tk sgg tfht hdd ke tfg plgjgs tk tfg ogst stkry gvgr tkdn hrg l` pdhjg.

^fg Okkc ke Rrlgst, Rhrt 8^fg Olodg ls phjcgn wltf stkrlgs ke ag` h`n wkag` wfk euddy gxpgrlg`jgndleg, wfk wgrg euddy hwhcg tk tfg wkrdn hrku`n tfga. ^fgy ahng alsthcgs3

tfgy ehldgn h`n struiidgn3 tfgy gxpgrlg`jgn gxtrgag dk`gdl`gss h`n fghrt-hjfg3 tfglr dlvgs wgrg ketg` agssy h`n jfhktlj. \gt tfglr dlvgs wgrg hdsk ddgnwltf alrhjdgs, l`tg`sg oghuty, u`fghrn-ke wk`ngr, hahzlì Ikn-gxpgrlg`j-gs. ^fgy dlvgn euddy hwhcg dlvgs.

L tfl`c L fhvg ygt tk dlvg h stkry tfht trudy jkaphrgs wltf tfksg l` tfg Kdnkr tfg @gw ^gsthag`t. Out L ogdlgvg lt ls pksslodg tk dlvg tfls why. L c`kwskagk`g wfksg jurrg`t-nhy stkrlgs ng `ltgdy jkaphrg. ^fg prlgst dlvgs flsdleg euddy hwhcg. Fg wkudn og tfg rst tk shy tfht skag ke fls nhys hrg ddgnwltf ehldurg h`n struiidgs, h`n L c`kw rstfh`n must fkw agssy h`n jfhktlj

tfgy jh` og. Lvg fghrn fls stkrlgs ke dk`gdl`gss h`n fghrthjfg. \gt L fhvgsgg` l`sh`g alrhjdgs wfldg L whs wltf fla, h`n fg fhs tkdn ag stkrlgs kehahzlì oghuty. ^fg prlgst fhs jkddgjtgn akrg Ikn-gxpgrlg`jgs tfh` h`y-k`g Lvg agt.

Ah`y ke us fhvg ogg` thuift tfht kur dlvgs hrg`t suppksgn tk og agssy krjfhktlj. Ygvg ogg` tkdn tfht dlvlì sheg ls ogttgr tfh` igttlì lt wrkì, h`nle wg hrg h dlttdg okrgn, wgdd, tfhts KC hs dkì hs wg nk`t ehld kr ahcg h`yahmkr alsthcgs. \gt tfls ls`t dlvlì3 tfls ls sdggpwhdclì. ^fg prlgst sfkwgnag wfht lt agh`s tk hwhcg` tk ay dleg. Fg sfkwgn ag h `gw why tk dlvg.


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Hrg yku hwhcg;

Gvg` ht ?=22 h.a. L jkudn fghr tfg gxjltgag`t l` Nkuhrns vkljg.

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Yfgrgvgr fg whs, lt whs gxtrgagdy wl`ny, h`n L jkudn fghr skagk`g ygddl il` tfg ohjcirku`n. L whs dyl`i l` ay `ljg whra ogn. Lt whs nhrc gxjgpt ekr

tfg sket wfltg idkw ke ay jgdd pfk`g. ^fgrg whs h phusg hs Nkuhrn whltgn tk h`swgr. L` rgtrkspgjt, L tfl`c fg agh`t lt tk og h nrhahtlj phusg, out ht tfht pkl`t L stldd whs`t jkapdgtgdy hwhcg, sk lt wg`t u``ktljgn.

Nk yku rgagaogr tfg dhst tlag L jhddgn yku ht ?=22 h.a.;

Ay akutf wg`t nry.


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\ku tkdn ag yku wgrg`t eggdlì ikkn. \ku usgn tfg u hs h` gxjusg`kt tk mkl` us.

Laagnlhtgdy ay stkahjf sthrtgn jfur`lì. L rghjfgn kvgr h`n tur`gnk` tfg dlift, swght hdrghny ekralì k` ay fh`ns. L nln`t c`kw wfht

tk shy. Ay al`n ogih` sghrjflì ekr h` gxjusg.

L nln`t c`kw h`yk`g wfk fhn nlgn rgjg`tdy, sk tfgrg wgrg `k la-agnlhtg eu`grhd kodlihtlk`s. H`n hslng erka ay jfur`lì stkahjf Lwhs hjtuhddy eggdlì qultg ikkn. Lt whs ?=22 h.a., sk L jkudn`t jdhla

tk fhvg h` hppkl`tag`t.

Nkuhrn whs`t tfg cl`n ke iuy tk dgt ag kee wltf h eggodg gxjusg. Lnagt fla h egw yghrs ghrdlgr, must h egw wggcs hetgr fg wkcg up hetgroglì u`jk`sjlkus ekr h egw ak`tfs. Fgn ogg` jdlaolì k`g ke tfgflifgst aku`thl`s l` Zkutf Hagrljh wfg` fls hppg`nlx ourst. Fgwhs rusfgn kee tfg aku`thl`l` rgjkrn tlag h`n spg`t tfg`gxt tfrgg ak`tfs u`jk`-sjlkus l` h fksplthd ogn. Hak`tf hetgr fg hwkcg, fgakvgn tk Zkutf Herljh,wfgrg L whs dlvlì ht tfg

tlag. Hetgr igttlì tkc`kw k`g h`ktfgr kvgrjkeegg, Nkuhrn h`nL fhn ogjkag jdksg

z p f .j k a / hw hc g / ? .8


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erlg`ns. L g`mkygn fls jkaph`y, l` phrt ogjhusg fg whs hdwhys pusf-lì ag tk try gw tflìs. fg prkodga wltf tfls lift whs tfht L whs`tsurg L wh`tgn tk try tfls `gw tflì.

^fg cljcgr whs tfht L nln`t rghddy tfl`c fg wkudn nk lt hihl`. ^fg dhst tlag Nkuhrn fhn jhddgn h`n hscgn le L jkudn mkl` fla h`n h egw ke fls

erlg`ns, L fk`gstdy fhn tfg u.

L spg`t tfg `gxt egw nhys dlstg`lì tk Nkuhrn h`n tfg ktfgrs nk tfht tflì yku c`kw, tfht ah`, yku alssgn lt tflì. L nk`t c`kw tfhtL hjtuhddy rgirgttgn `kt mkl`lì l` tfg eu`3 lt whs akrg L rgirgttgn `ktoglì h phrt ke tfg jk`vgrshtlk` hetgrwhrn. ^fgrg ls `ktflì wkrsg

tfh` slttlì hrku`n wltf h ou`jf ke pgkpdg wfk fhvg hdd gxpgrlg`jgnskagtflì hahzlì kr sjhry kr oghutleud h`n fhvlì `k lngh wfht

tfgyrg thdclì hokut, ogjhusg ah , yku alssgn lt.

\gs, La k` ay why, L shln hetgr h akag`ts fgslthtlk`.

Dkkclì ohjc, L jkudn`t fhvg shln k. Nln L wh`t tk nk lt; L rghddy nk`tc`kw tfg h`swgr tk tfht. L tfl`c tfht skagtflì l` ag wh`tgn tk nk lt.Ykudn L gvgr ik kut ke ay why tk nk lt; Ykudn L gvgr og dlcg Nkuhrnh`n spg`n hdd tfht tlag nrghalì lt up h`n igttlì hdd tfg rlift pdhygrs

tkigtfgr tk pudd lt kee; Yltfkut h nkuot, `k.

Lvg gvgr ogg` h` hnrg`hdl`g mu`cy dlcg Nkuhrn. Ay stu`ts hrg usuhddyh dlttdg thagr.

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