In the middle of all the conflict of thoughts and doubts on each other, egos and some harsh words and stinging silence between us she held my hand. In a millisecond stingy silence became heavenly we never talked a word for another hour. We kept walking holding each other in pleasant silence from artificial words but talking more through our touch and occasional dilated pupil contact thus I finished narrating my dream to sister, who had no other choice other than listening to my useless dreams, mokka jokes all her life. But this time she gave me a horrified look and said, maybe your whitey (this is how she refers to my lover so that mom doesnt finds out) will do it for you.Illa your bluey (this one for her lover) will do it for you, I said. Che po, she said and we started quarreling. As usual it needed moms intervention to stop the fuss between us. But unusually this time mom came in more quickly than usually she does. Mom gave as both a stern look and stop up she said. But that didnt bothered us both we lowered our tone and kept arguing as if our life depended on it. We never bothered that we were in train and others would be looking at us. We liked others attention towards us and siblings war could be understood only by siblings. We fight for things which dont have any worthiness just as we fought for the window seat few minutes before. I already lost that battle so I was not read to give up this time want to square the scores 1 all this time.We are travelling to thirupati to see venky(lord sri venkateswara perumal) as the Wikipedia says. I know everyone in my family is excited anxious to see him except me. I was all excited in the travel we were having now and was making it a memorable one and enjoying every second of it. Never mind I was having an upper hand in the battle of words with sister and won it comfortably and squared the scores.As we left the gadgets at home we had pass time on our own talking, sightseeing, thinking had to renovate our lost skills. I was finding it difficult to pass time without mobile. A box of 10cmX5cmX.75cm with some electronic board and chip has taken my art of talking, thinking, and little know English grammar and spelling too. I thought our entire generation is losing our communicative and interpersonal skills to it. But I was proved wrong by sister; she was busy sightseeing and indicating me few interesting things she found in the mountains. I could only see it as a bare mountains but she founds many interesting things in it some different shaped rocks to trees she kept herself busy watching those. It is one special talent she posses to note interesting things even in bare rocks but never had I appreciated those. Its girls specialty to adjust to new environment change themselves accordingly they does it so smoothly and boys have special ego never to appreciate girls even if its mom or sister. Again she pinch my hand fourth time in two minutes this time she showed me birds in swimming in pot. Stop it, I said. What to stop? Why to stop?.... she kept adding.Stop your lengthy question and stop pinching me. It hurts like hell. I quickly repliedOk go to hell she said and turned away from me. I know she wasnt angry she is busy sightseeing she doesnt want to miss anything. I know it from her words if she is angry her language will be unbearable intolerable high-five English. Half the time I would be left puzzled more than half of words I wont be able to understand. I keep noting down the words and later search in dictionary for meanings. That has helped me in all competitive exam I have appeared till now. Even that is better than her pinches. Really that is most hurting thing a girl could do to a boy. With the well shaped and sharpen nails she almost cut my skin off.I just look around people around me. Nothing interesting I found so slowly I started sleeping. And the venom came again ripping through my skin, her pinch. Aaaa I shoutedEnna achi questioned mom nothing I replied and turned towards sister.A plum face she managed controlling her laughter as if nothing happened. It was clearly seen if I have shouted louder she would have laughed out. Why you did it? Did I feel on you sleeping? I started questioning.NoThen whatt? I asked stressing my lower jaw towards upper jaw.He is staring at me, she said in a low tone.Who the hell is going to look at you? Dont fool me. Why you pinched so hard its paining. I said. Really the guy who is opposite to mom is staring at me for a long time. she saidWhy did you look at him? Dont create a scene. Keep seeing out and enjoy sightseeing as before he would have seen you mistakenly. I said.Really it is so annoying anna. Inform it to dad he will take care of it she said so softly. A rare occasion when sibling calls another with relationship status meaning they are real and need something dearly from another. I dont want to let dad into it and to create a scene in train.Lets see for sometime if he keeps staring we can inform it to dad. I said.Get lost. Do something she said. And turned towards window.I looked around towards the boy. Good looking guy, well build gym body. Yeah, she was correct he kept looking at her two times a second. He would have been better served if he had his head straight and look straight into my sisters eyes just like Im doing it now. I had my face supported with my right hand and my starring at the boys eyes so sharply then he did at my sister. Now he started noticing me and his frequency of seeing my sister reduced. He saw me and I had a dilated pupil readily for him with one eyebrow raised I slowly bitted my lips. He have a body shake strongly as it was visible to me. Dont know how horrible I looked while biting my lips, who minds that because he vanished from his seat in a minute.I sat back erect and gave a tap to sister. What? she asked still looking through the window. Turn I said. No she quickly replied. Romba scene poodatha he is gone I think he didnt looked at your face properly before so only he might have tried to see you so long. Who will look at your face for more than two seconds? I asked with a smile.Got a much stronger pinch this time from her. Dont shout if you do will pinch harder she said. At last after a minute of cutting my skin she released me of it. Horrible stingy nails have to cut it down while she sleeps I said to myself. She was back to routine sightseeing leaving me in pain.I looked at the wound. It was horrible it will need a tube of skin lotion to heal. Was thinking of using her skin lotion but she dont even any skin lotion like other girls do. One different creature for me to live with I murmured to myself and kept examining the wound. She tapped me this time. I thought she is going to ask whether it is paining ah nu. But she didnt she said now the man sitting at the top just opposite to me is looking at her.This is one horrible thing in travelling by unreserved we will have people sitting in all possible direction. Casually looked up at 40year old creature who was sitting at the top. He looked idiotic having his kid in his lap. I dont what he had to look at my sister. But he was starring at her. Venomous eyes had to do something to turn his attention towards me. Tapped sister and asked her, what is your friend name whom we meet while shopping yesterday?Why? What for you want her name? she questioned.Simply just to keep me updated with the current affairs I said having a look at the man yeah now he was looking at me. Neha, she quickly replied and turned towards window.Now I looked up. He was seeing me and sister frame to frame. I know his head is going wild thinking what discussion we had. I did the same I did to that boy gave him an eyebrow raised look and bite of lip. His look changed but still he kept looking at my sister. I could not manage that dilated pupil look because he was one horrible looking creature. Was waiting for him to look at me anxiously he did and gave him a flying kiss. Got him this time. He got down from the top and gave his kid to his wife, went somewhere came back again only to inform his wife that they have to get down in the coming stop. Now I understood why sister was busy sightseeing one she loves doing that, and next to escape from these horrible creature. I think we boys and men show develop the art of sighting girls. Of course it is a great time pass to look at girls and nothing keeps us interesting as looking at good looking girls. But its an art to look at them and note them without their knowledge. Unfortunately I dont think some boys and many men have got it correct. For them seeing a girl is all about starring them horribly and making them feel uncomfortable and unsafe.Sister tapped me again this time right into the wound. What? Who is looking at you now? I asked.None. She said.Then dont touch my hand. The wound you caused is paining I said thinking that she will say ask something about the wound.What you did? Both the boy and the man went off in few minutes from time I informed you about them. She asked.Who knows they would have reached the destination. So they would have got down. I said.haha, great joke. Dont fool me. Train never stopped expect in the renigunta station which we crossed just now. But the boy went somewhere more than an hour before and the man also went somewhere. she added.What missing them ah? can I call the boy, he might be sitting somewhere near only. I asked No no leave it. Ill not ask again. She said. But she never asked the wound she caused.Hello madam, I called her.What shall I do for you, she asked casually. hmmm rendu plate mutton briyani with chilli beefserupu, we are going to temple. So dont talk about it now. She said.Then what about the chicken briyani we had yesterday I questioned.That is yesterday today is a new dayNever could I understand their logic. Ok, whatever it is. Your pinch is paining I saidYou deserved it she said. What for? I questioned. You beat me yesterday la. Then am I looking so bad. She asked.Haha Oh ok. Ill repay it to you. I said. Yeah you look bad I said with a smile and jumped to sit opposite to her. Escaped from her pinch but got a kick from her instead. She kept asking about what I did to that boy and the man often while waiting for almost 10hours to see Mr. Venky. I didnt answer her. It is one beautiful feeling making our loved ones wait for something. While waiting in queue for dinner. She tapped me right into the wound again. Please say what happened in train. She asked. No. I wont I said and tried to move fast in slow moving line but could not move even an inch.Dey anna she called. Mixture of sweetness and anger was evident in her words. This is what for I made her wait so long.Yeah what shall I do for you, I asked.sollu da what happened there I just loved making her wait as I was getting a mixture of some great words. I just wanted to make her wait till she hits bulls eye. She knows very well Ill do anything if she calls me so.But she had other ideas. She pinched me right into the wound and asked me to tell what happened in the train. I cant bear the pain. Literally was jumping in pain. Leave me leave me. Will tell you I said.Narrated what I did to the boy and the man. She was laughing and asked what if they thought you were a gay. Of course they both thought me like that. Until then they wouldnt have vanished. I never mind what others think about me. I know what Im nu. I know what for Im doing. So I dont mind about what others have to say about me. Dont bother about others view in your life. its your life and you live it as you want without disturbing others. I said.Hmmm dont have to prove to everyone how much they mean to you. If you have to prove to anyone so they would understand. Then that is not true care. You wont say how much you think of them. Blah blah blah I have heard it 1246times from you so stop your idiotic philosophies she said.Yeah she was correct I say those quite often. But I never thought I had repeated it for 1246times. For purpose of escaping from moms shouting sat before food and came out of hall soon. But rest all was busy filling up their tummy to its fullest capacity. Everyone came out and dad decided to leave from there by tomorrow morning so we started looking for some hotel to sleep off. While we were walking around looking for hotel What for you asked my friends name while in train? Is the wound still paining? sister asked.Dont ask about it. Its paining like hell, I quickly replied and walked faster. I know I waited for it so long but as always I do. I sothapified when it matters. If I had something sweeter she too would have talked sweetly. Suddenly felt someone holding my hand. I know it was her. Could feel hers soft smooth fingers she held my hand along and we kept walking. The wounds pain is now gone. We can be brutally emotionless to 7billion people in this world. But there will be 3 to 4 people around you making you to express every possible emotion one could. They can make you laugh in a minute; they can make you to understand yourself more. They are your gift in life but be aware they are your biggest weakness. If they make you smile in a minute they can even make you cry in a fraction of it, they can even teach how cruel life can be. I remembered the lines which I read in a book a week before. But I was happy then so took only the first part of that passage and let the second part of it to wait till it happens to me. We stopped only on hearing mom yelling my name loud enough that quite a few looked at mom. Turned around to see mom found sister with her.Acho who is holding my hand then I said to myself and looked to my right to find one slim paati holding my hand. Mom and sister were laughing as they walked towards me. Mom asked that paati who was she. That paati mistaken me for her grandson her family was coming behind mom. Paati joined her family. Leaving to in shame before sister, who was always waits for a chance to make fun. I know she is going to troll me. I never thought your whitey is so old. Oooh this was the dream you had yesterday va. Walking with your dream girl in silence right. She asked me with a laugh.Errr.. I could not come with anything to stop her. She kept laughing looking at me. I kept counting number of times she laughs so that I can take revenge but she never stopped her laughing. Dont worry you too will get a chance. Time will change. I told to myself.At last dad found a room and I was the first one to sleep off so as to escape from sisters brutal laugh.Word building, one mokka game we played to pass time while in train on the way back home. It was too boring so we stopped it after 10 minutes and sister went back again to what she does best, sight-seeing. I tried to sleep off. But she didnt allow me pinching me again. I was running out of patience. whaaat can you please stopping do it I said with a ugly look.Boy sitting opposite of you is looking at me, she said.Thought of slapping the boy as hard as she pinched my hand. These useless crooks have no other job then to stare at girls. Why cant do it with her notice it was because these idiots Im getting my hand wounded again and again. I thought of taking the revenge on sister this time.I cant do anything. You use my technique. I said to sister.serupu pingeedum. You itself do she said.No way I cantPlease da, she said so softly I accepted the fraction I heard it.This time she too was looking at me to know how I do it. So I tried to do it bit style fully as she was looking. Looked at the boy and waited for him to look at me. Have a lip bite with an eye brow raised. As always he slowly reduced looking at my sister. See now in a minute will run off I said to sister and looked at the boy again and gave him a flying kiss and sister laughed out. What I asked her quickly.Now I understand why everyone vanished. You look horribly ugly while doing it. She said.Oh is it. Thank you but that is serving the purpose. So just stop reviewing me. I said.Now the guy stopped looking at her but he was looking at me and gave a flying kiss in return and slowly touched my toe with his. Oh shit.., I said to myself. Sister noticed it and started laughing. Shut up I said and Soon I swapped place with dads. And the boy followed soon he came and sat just opposite to me. I had my leg folded and lied on my lap and acted as if Im sleeping.Sister pinched me again turned towards her. She held her hand to his head and gave me pity look and smiled uncontrollably. I signaled her to stop but she never did. She kept laughing all the day.