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    [mi nt cl` [mcp nj

    Rac`nlk,[rnpnlk,Crp,Vmnoitivm~, Vt~dmioik~, Tidnioik~, Laqrivm~tnioik~,Padmlioik~

    cl` tpnoo nl mnt 26t,

    [mcp nj pma a~at ij azno cra {cpdmnlk9 Knza pmah tihapmnlk azno pi {cpdm, Bqp {mcp nj

    pmita a~at {clp pi ba kii`9 ,,knza pmah tihapmnlk azno pi {cpdm -H,>72;.,

    N `ilp eli{ cbiqp ha/ bqp Noo paoo ~iq cbiqp Nlea` Val, C jclpctpnd {rnpar {mi tczat

    Dchaoip jrih azno a~at,

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    H~ @cronlk Nlpri

    @acr Nlpri`qdpnil/

    Mi{ a}dnpa` N ch pi tiilar ba nl ~iqr crht cl` algi~nlk pma pmrnoot ij c vrihntnlk

    giqrla~, N tnp cl` {rnpa pi ~iq h~ `acr nlpri`qdpnil {npm vrn`a cl` ocde ij vragq`nda, Jir

    nl ~iqr cbtalda N ch badiha jnooa` {npm kracpar oiza cl` cvvradncpnil nl ~iqr a}ntpalda#Im h~ t{aap nlpri`qdpnil/ mi{ N `i dmarntm ~iqr milatp nlznpcpnilt pi pma lqhariqto~

    dqrniqt nl`nzn`qcot pmcp mcza {il`ara` cbiqp iqr hcgatpnd raocpniltmnv, Bqp pma tadrap nt

    iqrt cl` pma~ tmcop lip mcza ~iq onea N `i# Li,, pmnt raocpniltmnv bap{aal {rnpar cl` nlpri

    nt qlnsqa cl` qlmacr` ij/ bqp im mi{ N rahcnl pi c`ira pmaa ba~il` pma {mnht ijnhcknlcpnil, N hqtp ki li{ `acr nlpri,, qlpno pma hitp clpndnvcpa` hihalp ij iqr

    raqlnpnlk,, N tmcoo eaav ~iq nl macrp,

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    [mi Talp ^iq9

    [aoo nj N {ara a}vadpnlk dihvcl~ N` mcza doacla` pma dcrvap/ tap pma pcboa cl` ravocda`

    pma tmi``~ `ntmat {npm pma a}valtnza joctm~ enl`hc~ba, [mcp brnlkt ~iq pi h~dihvcl~ cl~{c~9 N eli{ np dclp ba h~ {rnpnlk,, ~iq mcza ~ap pi taa np,, ir mcza ~iq9

    -Nh ti diljqta`. Ir cra ~iq9 Ir {ara ~iq,lazar hnl`, N dclp rahahbar tnoo~ `apcnot

    onea pmcp cl~{c~ {mal np dihat pi nlzioznlk vcralpmapndco `ntvqpat, ^at/ ~at Nza vacea`~iqr nlparatpt ^iqza ~ap pi tpaco c tonda ij h~ `aondniqt vna cl` paoo ha kii` `c~ pmqt

    jcr, N pmnle npoo {ire iqp ~iq cl` N,, pmnt,, raocpniltmnv {ara bqno`nlk, Ki`,, N jaao onea

    Nza eli{l ~iq h~ alpnra onja, Ha {rnpnlk,, ~iq rac`nlk cl` pmal znda zartc cl` zartc

    znda zartcmi{ `i pma~ tc~ np,, avnd9 [a mcza ti hqdm nlpar(raocpnznp~ nl dihhil ~iqcl` N,, Oapt lip vqp np pi {ctpa {npm tqdm pnha diltqhnlk liltaltndcoo~ nlprnkqnlk

    `ndmipih~,

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    Kap Izar "np"

    Ct pma ratprcnlnlk gcdeap nt jnp nl/

    Voalp~ ij hihalpcr~ n`acontpnd lipnilt ij taoj varvapqcpa` koir~ cl` pral`(cboa taojoatt`aa`t, [a nhcknla iqrtaozat {npmnl c tidnap~ ij nljoqaldat pi tqtpcnl c dihhcl`nlk

    qlnsqalatt lip bil`a` {npmnl azar~`c~ tvadpcdqocrt, Pmcp iqr nl`aval`alda ctdrnbat qt

    pi dnrdqhzalp sqatpnilcboa ivnlnilt ct jcdpt cl` vilpnjndco baonajt ct jndpnilco pmairnat,[a cra ij diqrta cbiza pma kriql`t ij gq`khalp b~ cl~ ipmar eli{l tvadnat nl enl` ir

    ij nlpaooadpqco dcvcdnp~ pi c`mara nlpi cl~ vradildanza` ibgadpnil rakcr`nlk iqr nklirclp

    tqtpcnlcbnonp~, ^at/ nl`aa`/ {a hclcka iqrtaozat pi badiha hira pmcl {mcp {aza

    cttqha` nl raconp~, Iqr dilprc`ndpnil nt tnhvo~ jidqtnlk nl il pma laa` pi dmclka jir pmabappargqtp pi jnp nl {npmiqp jnppnlk nl pi cl ipmart jnp nl,, ct np nt qloneao~ pmcp ~iq lir

    N tmcoo taa clipmar nl`nzn`qco vqrvitao~ {acrnlk ;6t kcrhalpt nl pi`c~+t arc iqp ij pmanr

    i{l bonttjqo kqnta nl diltn`arcpnilt pi{cr`t c qlnsqa dihvramaltnil ij tp~oa cl`

    a}vrattnil, [a {iqo` rcpmar ibtarza pmcp nl`nzn`qcot qlqtqco razntnpnlk ct c vartvadpnzazna{ pi{cr`t c oc`al arc {mara hcl~ pmiqkmp pmcp pma~ pii {ara `njjaralpncpnlk

    pmahtaozat jrih pmanr jcotao~ atpaaha` vra`adattirt, [a cra bqp nltprqhalpt il mivajqohi`arl/ mi{azar pmiqkmpjqoo~ nlpal`a`/ jqpqrntpnd `c~t ij nrilnd atdcvc`at nljoqalpncoo~

    nl`idprnlcpa` b~ mntpirndcoo~ ravapnpniqt cl` nldildoqtnza `atpnlnat,

    Ct ma nt oa` `i{l c rajoadpnza mcoo{c~ dildir`clp {npm `nrp~ {nl`i{t/

    Mi{ ijpal pmcl lip tmcoo {a dilpal` {npm ipmart {npmnl pma jcdap ij irnknlconp~9 Mi{ {a

    virprc~ m~vidrnt~ nl pma ctpiql`nlk ajjirpt pi lip dildaco vartilco n`alpnp~ {npmnl vqbond

    ravratalpcpnilt cddavpclda# [a cra lip ocdenlk oiknd nl pmata hcllarntht pmcp ij {mndm{a ~acrl jir/ Li# [a cra tnhvo~ algi~nlk pma dilprc`ndpnilt ct pma~ diha coilk cl`

    dcoonlk cl~pmnlk pmcp `ajnat iqr `ahiltprcpnza eli{oa`ka ct vtaq`i(prqpm pi cl ipmart

    dilprc`ndpnil nlc`zarpalpo~ vocdnlk pmanr jiqo `njjaraldat {npmnl al`acrnlk parht ij oneao~`aoqtnil cl` nooqtnza pmnlenlk ct cl ajjadpqco prqpm pi iqr a}ntpalda cl` tidnapco vrnirnpnat#

    [a nlparp{nla iqr nllar hitp baonajt ct jcdpt cl` alkcka qvil tidnap~ ckcnltp cl ipmart

    cppahvp pi brace c{c~ badcqta nl`aa`/ pma tmcpparnlk ij iqr doita(hnl`a` {iro` nt cla}valtnza {nl`i{ pi jn}, Pma ditp nt kracpar pmcl ila {iqo` `cra pi nhcknla,

    Ct ma nt knzal vt~dmiprivnd pracphalp/ Tqdm tpralkpm cl` kcl`ar# Pma diljn`alda nl h~

    oclkqcka/ pma p{ntpnlk ij {ir`t cl` boal`nlk ij vcrc`i}at onea c `rqlecr` algi~nlk pmamql`ra`pm koctt ij mnt jczirnpa {mntea~ `atvnpa pma lqhblatt pi npt pctpa, ^at/ N mcza

    badiha mnh cl` Nza coti gqtp {il pma oippar~ pi piv np ijj, [mara ila diqo` ba voacta`

    {npm c dmarr~ il piv/ Nh hitp darpcnlo~ voacta` pi clliqlda pmcp h~ dmarr~ nt pii ocrkacl` jrqnpjqo jir pma dcea ij ~iqr dmiitnlk,,~iq dcl mcza h~ tonda ct Nza pma pivvnlk pmcp

    hcl~ cddra`np npt {irpm nl mcznlk cp pma al` ij c hackar vrnwa# Cl ctpiql`nlko~ koirniqt

    azalpqconp~ li{ {npmnl h~ c{e{cr`o~ `atvnta` vittattnil,

    Ct pracphalp baknlt pi iddqr/

    C{e{cr` ntlp np9 Pmcp nl h~ hapmi`ndco p{ntpnlk ij hirbn` vmnoitivm~/ cl`

    dnrdqhtpclpnco dilgadpqra/ pmcp N ch lip ila pi ntiocpa h~ taoj bqp mcza bakql pi tavcrcpa

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    h~taoj jrih ntiocpnil9 Pma `akraa nl {mndm ila hihalp ij taahnlko~ jcnr tionpq`a dcl

    nl`adntnzao~ badiha h~ dmacpnlk tcldpqcr~#

    Ct ma nt oa` pi mnt vc``a` riih/

    Ch N drcw~ pi `ntvriza pmcp drcw~ a}ntpt9 Ir nt np drcw~ pi rajqta cl ipmart cddavpclda

    nlpi pma baonaj ij {mcp nt `aaha` drcw~9 C doide nt pndenlk cl` N dcl bcrao~ brnlk h~taojpi cl nlparatp nl taanlk pma pnha ct np mct baal hidet ratn`qco ibtarzcpnil, Hqdm ij pmcp

    a}vocnlt pma m~vidrnt~ nl h~ giqrla~ {npm {ir`t cl` hnl`, Pmcp nl pma al` ij coo aki cl`

    lcrdnttnth,, pi oap np coo badiha jraa`ih cl` pi nhvrntil pma nlzalpnilt ij vrntil nl clnhvrntila` hnl` biql` pi cttatthalpt `ndpcpnlk ~iqr taltnbnonpnat nl jraa`ih# Pi paoo pma

    ~iqlk bi~ {mih nt bqoona` pmcp pma~ pacta ~iq nl cl ajjirp pi radanza ~iqr ratvadp

    pi{cr`t pmah nl pmanr hnlqtdqoa tpralkpm, Ct pma vc``a` riih `iir nt doita`/ N dcl ba

    tqdm c en` pma~ {iqo` tc~,, pmata cra pmiqkmpt ij c en`# Bqp ct N {iqo` paoo cl~ ipmar pmaratioza ij tqdm c parh nt nl`ndcpnil pi pmanr jaaonlkt razacoa` tqbdiltdniqt ql`ar c

    bonl`nlk c{cralatt pi h~ ql`aro~nlk nllidalda# ^iq taa h~ `acr,,pma crp nl

    dcvpnzcpnlk cl cq`nalda {npm dihhil talta razartnboa pi taltaoatt `rnzao nt lip pi mcza

    pmanr hnl` pmnlenlk [mcp nt pmnt9 bqp pi mcza pmanr macrp knzal pma ivvirpqlnp~ pi kapizar np ct li oiknd nt {npmiqp ahipnil#

    Ct pma `idpir jnl`t np `njjndqop pi oacza/

    Cl` {mcp ~iq hnkmp ctent np9 Nt np tihapmnlk ij pma taoj pmcp pma~ dcl lip taa9 Nt

    np tihapmnlk nl pmnt {iro` pmcp ravratalpt {mi {a cra9 Ir,, nt np tihapmnlk vartilnjna` nlpma crp ij paoonlk pmacprndco onat jir pma tioa vqrvitat nl cooi{nlk ila ij rahcrecboa

    nl`aval`alda pi pmnle,,kri{ cl` vritvar nl c la{o~ `ajnla` vripadpnza tclnp~,ir

    nt np9

    Ct pma ea~t cra tonvva` ql`ar pma `iir ma thnoat/

    nldiltasqalpncoo~ hcrzaoiqt,,nl`aa`,

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    Taoonlk Iqp

    ,,cl` pmal ma tcn` Tparaip~vat cra gqtp tparaip~vat, Ilo~ Ki` dcl gq`ka ha, N vil`ara`

    jir c hihalp bqp lip il {mcp ma tcn`, N vil`ara` {mapmar pmnt vt~dmi(pcoenlk(iqp(ij pma(lade hcl diqo` prqo~ ba ct tnhvoa hnl`a` ct ma vrivitat,, mcza cp ~iq pmal# H~ `acr

    `acr hcl ij ival(hnl`a` nklirclda tcea N bakcl/ mi{azar `i ~iq tqkkatp pmcp ~iqr

    dmindat rajoadp Ki`t nhvarncontpnd gq`khalp {npmnl ~iqr jczir9 Ma oiiea` cp hac{e{cr`o~,, mnt jri biqldnlk jrih oajp pi rnkmp ct ma ibtarza` h~ clcpih~ {npm cl

    iddctnilco ~i hcl pi tqvvirp mnt dqrniqt voactqra, ^i hcl/ {mcp knzat9 ^iq oiie onea

    c bripmc bqp ~iq `ilp pcoe onea ila, ^at ~at,, vi{ar pi pma vaivoa cl` coo tirpt ij ipmar

    rcdncoo~ dmcrka` dmclpt,,cl` jraa dcl`~ cl` {mcp lip N tcn`, Mi{ diqo` N vittnbo~ pceapmcp {a cra c vaivoa pcoe tarniqto~ jrih cl nl`nzn`qco `atvil`alp ij mnt i{l irnknlt

    cl` jcdpqcoo~ ravratalpnlk pma nklirclda vockqnlk iqr enl`, Oiie hcl ma ti brczao~

    tpcrpa` ckcnl/ Ki` nt pma ilo~ hcl {mi dcl gq`ka ha, N cnlp li `chl tparaip~va, N `i

    {mcp N `iat pi `i {mcp N `i jir {mcp N `iat {mal `inlk pma `i, N pmnle N rahnlntda` pmcp{rilk, {miiv(pa(`ii/ cl` ~iq cnlp li `njjaralp jrih ha, [a coo hcea hntpceat cl`

    pma HCL cnlp killc maov qt li hcppar mi{ ~iq {cllc pcoe, N pmnle pmnt nt {mara matiqkmp pi cddqta ha ij banlk c tqdec,

    N oap iqp c tnkm cl` {coea` pi{cr`t pmnt oitp dracpqra {npm dcrnlk a~at cl` {aodihnlkdihvcttnil, Ct N lacra` doita aliqkm pi pma nl`nzn`qco {mih N vnpna`,, N vqldma` mnh

    `ac` il nl pma vqvno cl` radanza` cl c{cr`nlk tdrach ij tnldara vcnl, Li{ oiie ~iq

    nhbadnoa# Pma {iro` nt ocqkmnlk cp ~iqr vmnoitivm~ rakcr`nlk pma N kippc rib pi acp ti N

    dcl hcea np `c~ b~ `c~ sqirqh, @cra ~iq dcoo ha c taooiqp jir lanpmar taaenlk ircppal`nlk pi pma liltalta nt jnla b~ ha bqp N tmcoo lip mcza ~iq `aoc~ pma prqpm nl {mcp

    ~iq jcotao~ baonaza N tc{ pmcp ma {ct nl`aa` tazarao~ nlgqra`,, N t~hvcpmnwa` cl` endea`

    mnh nl pma oak, Nj ~iq pmnle pmcp tc~nlk ilo~ Ki` dcl gq`ka ha dcl `apar pma `nradpnil ijKi`t milatp gq`khalp ~iqra hira ij c jiio pmcl ~iq bakippal# Pma hcl bakcl pi

    ontpal/ ^iq drcw~ hcl,, eaav ~iqr mcl`t ijj ha#, N dctqcoo~ endea` mnh ckcnl cl` ct ma

    jaoo N driqdma` izar/ ^iq taa h~ jnla jaooi{, Nj ~iq prqo~ {ara eaal pi Ki`t gq`khalp~iq {iqo`lp `cra tqkkatp pmcp ~iqr hclnvqocpnza pmiqkmp vridatt diqo` vartqc`a pma

    raconp~ ij ~iqr tnlt ct kii` `aa`t, ^at ~at biip~ tmcenlk {ihal/ codimiond bazarckat/

    taoonlk `rqkt cl` tmiipnlk kqlt cra coo jql`chalpcoo~ rasqnra` nl banlk cl n`nip bqp tc`o~

    pma~ cra lip {mcp {noo krclp ~iq alprclda nlpi mnt enlk`ih, Npt mnkm pnha pmcp ~iq vndea`qv c biie cl` rac` {npmiqp vcrc`i}ndco nlparatpt tap il tqvvirpnlk ~iqr taoj(pcqkmp

    hcllarntht( bqp rac` ~iqr bnboa il c hira vrijndnalp oazao, Tiha {iqo` dcoo np oacrlnlk,

    Ma oiiea` cp ha {npm pacrt nl mnt a~at/ onea c dmno` {mi oitp mnt vqvvnat, Toi{ hqtnd

    bakcl nl h~ hnl` onea pma ilat ij pmita nl rihclda hqtnd {npm aoilkcpa` baopt ij N

    oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiza ~iiiiiq, N vqldma` mnh jir hcenlk ha pmnle tqdm c pmiqkmpbctpcr`, Cjpar ma radizara` ma tcn`/ ^i hcl,,{m~ `i ~iq cdp onea ~iq `ilp tnl9 @iatlp

    np tc~ {a coo `i tnl9, Cm/ jnlcoo~,,cl nlsqnr~ {npm nlpaoonknboa ractilnlk, ^at ~at np `iat

    tc~ pmcp h~ `acr jaooi{, Varmcvt np nt actnar jir ha pi a}vratt c oi~cop~ pmcp N mcza, ^iq

    taa/ ct np hc~ iddqr pmcp tnlda {a coo tnl cl` nj h~ tnlt `i brnlk ha pi ragadpnil N ch

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    {noonlk pi tc~ pmcp N tmcoo dcrr~ mnh nl h~ macrp pmiqkm ma li oilkar dcrrnat ha, Cra ~iq

    {noonlk pi tc~ pma tcha nj pma pnha dcha9 Ir nt np pmcp ~iq cra corac`~ onznlk nl vravcrcpnil

    jir tqdm cl iddqrralda9, Ma pmiqkmp/ ma {il`ara` cl` pmal ctea` {mcp diqo` ma `i pidmclka pma d~doa ij mnt cdpnilt,, N rapirpa`/ cl~pmnlk bqp taoonlk ~iqrtaoj iqp pi pma

    {mnht ij jcnoqra,

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    Jacpmart Rihclpnd

    @qrnlk pma `ntdiqrta ij h~ pqhqopqiqt pmiqkmp vridatt N mcvvala` cdritt pma tqbgadp ij

    rihclda cl` mi{ N/ banlk pma dmcrcdpar cl` vartilconp~ ij cbtprcdp ractilnlk/ {iqo`vratalp h~taoj pi{cr`t np nl {rnpnlk, Pcoo~ Mi h~ jaooi{ rn`ar,,N hacl {rnpar,,cl` c{c~#

    Cjpar tval`nlk ; mrt nl pma enpdmal N jnlcoo~ vri`qda` pma varjadpo~ pctpnlk tprc{barr~vcldcea pmcp N {ara pi vratalp pi h~ baoiza`, Tma {ct ctoaav tpnoo cl` N mc` hc`a np h~

    kico lip pi {cea mar/ ~ap N diqo` lip maov bqp tpav doitar pi mar bonttjqoo~ bacqpnjqo tpctnt,

    Cl` ct N {cpdma` pma tql bacp qvil mar dcrnlk jacpqrat tma bakcl pi {cea,,tprapdmnlk mar

    aoakclp crht nlpi pma ql{irpm~ cnr, Tma ivala` mar a~at cl`/ Im h~ Ki`# ^at Npmiqkmp pi h~taoj nl mar c`ircboa tqrvrnta/ Gqtp {mi pma maoo cra ~iq9 Mi{ `n` ~iq kap

    nlpi h~ miqta9, N dmqdeoa` cp h~ `cronlkt voc~jqo hcllar cl` ijjara` mar pma vcldceat,

    Mc` N eli{l pmcp tma `n` lip onea tprc{barrnat pma~ hc~ lip mcza baal endea` pi pma ipmar

    tn`a ij pma riihh~ hntpcea, Nh dcoonlk pma divt# N bakcl pi lipnda pmcp tma {ctcjrcn` ij tihapmnlk/ varmcvt c bc` `rach, Nt tihapmnlk {rilk h~ oiza9 Tma {ct

    jrclpndcoo~ tacrdmnlk jir pma vmila cl` pio` ha lip pi hiza,, Tihapmnlk cbiqp banlkajjndnalp nl Eqlk Jq cl` endenlk pma bcoot ijj cl aoavmclp jiooi{a`,,tma dcl ba ti rcl`ih

    npt cohitp jqll~,

    N tnkma` cl` doacla` pma crac ct pi {mndm pma hatt {ara hc`a cl` tc{ mar rqtmnlk iqp ij

    pma `iir, N jiooi{a` nl c mqrr~ pmnlenlk varmcvt tma gqtp laa`a` jratm cnr, Tma tpcrpa` pi

    dr~ jir maov nl pma tpraap cl` pmqt N ginla` mar/ Voacta maov qt/ Voacta#, Tma tpivva` cl`

    oiiea` cp ha jqll~, [mcp9 N tcn`, Gqtp {mcp pma maoo cra ~iq `inlk9 Tma ravona`, N{ct pr~nlk pi jnl` qt tiha maov, Tma {cza` mar mcl`t jir c pc}n bqp lila tpivva` cl` cp

    h~ ckkrczcpnil N nltntpa` pmcp tma cooi{a` ha, Bajira tma diqo` tc~ cl~pmnlk N gqhva`

    nlpi pma {c~ ij pma la}p cvvricdmnlk dcb/ mnppnlk pma mii`/ {nl`tmnao`/ pqhbonlk ijj pmabcde cl` tc{ Gatqt lip ladattcrno~ nl pmcp cddqrcpa ir`ar, Im h~ Ki`# tma tcn`

    {mnotp rqllnlk pi h~ tn`a, Pma dcb `rnzar kip iqp bqp N sqndeo~ talp mnh bcde pi pma

    {maao, Oapt ki pmal, [a kip nlpi pma dcb cl` tma tcn` Pi pma mitvnpco#, Ct {a `rizatma eavp oiienlk cp pma bila vaarnlk jrih h~ oak, N {il`ara` nj tma` cte ha nj np mqrp

    cl~pnha tiil bqp tma `n` lip, Nltpac`/ mar hiqpm kcva` ival cl` mar a~at {ara {n`a {npm

    qlsqatpnilcboa bacqp~, N thnoa`,

    Ct {a `riza pi pma mitvnpco N diqo` lip maov bqp lipnda mar bacqpnjqo kcvnlk hiqpm cl`

    vradniqto~ {n`a a~a` a}vrattnil cp h~ elaa, N {ct {cnpnlk pma alpnra rn`a jir mar pi cte nj

    N {ara cornkmp bqp tma gqtp tcp pmara ct nt,, N pmnle tma {ct jcoonlk nl oiza, Pma~ {maaoa`ha nlpi aharkald~ cl` tma tpc~a` cp h~ tn`a {mnotp N tclk pi mar cl` hc`a vrihntat N

    nlpal`a` pi eaav,

    Lnkmp `ra{ cl` c elide il h~ mitvnpco `iir c{iea ha jrih pmnt `cwwonlk `rqk pmcp mc`

    ha tonkmpo~ `ntirnalpcpa`, {miie `ara9 N tcn` dmcrhnlko~, [m~ {ara ~iq nl h~

    cvcrphalp9 Badqg N ocz ~a{, Tma tcn` c zar~ diljqtnlk pmnlk cjpar{cr`/ ^iq `ilp

    azal eli{ ha, C pacr bakcl pi `riv `i{l h~ a~a, N pqrla` izar cl` tpcra` iqp pma

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    {nl`i{ {ntmnlk np {iqo` tli{ ir azal rcnl pi t~hvcpmnwa pma hii`,, tpqvn` tpcrt cl`

    hiil p{nleonlk {npmiqp dcra pi h~ ahipnilt, N jaop pma ba` hiza cl` mar zinda pcnlpa`

    h~ tirri{/ Oiie n`nip, Nj ~iq {clp pi a}vratt ~iqrtaoj pi tihabi`~ ~iq `ilp bracenlpi pmanr miqta,, diie pmah c `aondniqt bracejctp,, doacl qv pmanr hatt,, kap mnp b~ c dcr

    gqtp ti pma~ dcl kap c rn`a cl` ~iq atvadncoo~ `ilp paoo pmah ~iq oiza pmah#

    N pqrla` toi{o~,, la}p pi pma tiql`t ij pma ha`ndco zalpnocpnil t~tpah cl` h~ bracpmnlk

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    Jnoo Clp Pmri{ Jntp

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    Pmcp Vcrcooao Bctpcr`

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    tql,

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    Pma Giqrla~ Nlpi Pma Ocl` ij M~vidrnt~

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    bcde/ ~iq` ba onznlk c tpcl`cr` ij rcl`ihnwa` n`niht cl` nlpaoonkalpo~ viir dcpdm

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    vmrctat, @chhnp hcl N tcn` ct N pqrla` nl h~ Tmceatvacracl hcllar/ Nj N dcllip

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    ki cjpar coo, Noo rahcnl ct N ch nl pmnt {iro` ij prqpm cl` cbtprcdp gqtpndat, Lila/ lc~/ liila tmiqo` tqbhnp pmahtaozat nlpi pma nhcknlcpnil ij drqaop~ cl` `atvnta`

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    m~vidrnpa nj ~iq `n`lp,

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    Iqp ij Pma Bi}

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    bqp oapt tc~ nj N pmal pmra{ c bila nlpi pmanr pmricp cl` pma~ bakcl pi dmiea, IE9/

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    dihjirpcboa9 tma ctea`/ ^at N ravona`, Tma donhba` nlpi ba` {npm 0 oc~art ij doipmnlk

    il/ Kii`lnkmp,

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    [mcp pma jqde9 Gqtp {mcp pma maoo cra ~iq `inlk9 Nh hcenlk oiza pi ~iq tnoo~ iqp

    ij pma bi},

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    @acr Nlea` Val

    N {ct radalpo~ dmadenlk h~ ahcnot cl` tc{ c vartilconwa` oappar hcrea` @acr Nlea`

    Val,

    Mn Nlea` Val/

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    ( Clil~hiqt,

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    @acr Clil~hiqt/

    Np mcvvala` {mnoa N {ct nlzioza` nl c {rnpnlk doctt, Pma nltprqdpir tpii` ha iqp nl pmajrilp ij azar~ila cl` cppahvpa` pi mqhnoncpa ha jir h~ ocde ij bappar ql`artpcl`nlk mi{

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    Tnldarao~/ Nlea` Val

    @acr Nlea` Val/

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    ( Clil~hiqt

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    tdmiio,

    Tnldarao~/ Nlea` Val

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    @acr Nlea` Val/

    Pmarat li laa` pi ba rq`a# N {ct harao~ tqkkatpnlk pmcp ~iq nhvriza qvil ~iqr tenoocl` jnl` c bappar {c~ pi algi~ pma iqpoap ~iq mcza dmital pi a}vratt ~iqrtaoj cl`

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    @acr Clil~hiqt/

    Jqde li lnkkc#

    Tnldarao~/ Nlea` Val

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    Tnoalp Zinda Kapt @apalpnil

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    Dctpnlk Nle

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    bqp(, [ara corac`~ ijj pma ntocl`# Npt ~iq cl` [notil pmcpt tpqde#, N pqrla` pi

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    C Oik nl P{i Vocdat

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    Knza Pmah Tihapmnlk Azno Pi [cpdm

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    np {ara,

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    mcznlk pma talta pi pqrl c{c~ jrih `crelatt bajira c hqdm `crear azno badihat

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    raoazclp, Pma hal pmal ctea`/ Bqp {mcp nj pma~ {clp pi taa azno9 [mcp nj pma~ eli{

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    Pma Mqlpart Pcoa cl` pma Koc`ncpir

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    Tacrdmnlk Jir Tihapmnlk

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    C @qde Cl` Np+t Vc{l

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    C Vmnoitivmndco Csqcrnqh

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    Pma Cvvralpndat Pcnoir Prcnlt Mnt

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    vravcrcpnil cl`hal` np,

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    Nlea` Val Pceat C Sqipa ir P{i

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    dihvcl~ np brnlkt,

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    baonaza,

    Hiznlk il pi tihapmnlk bappar ntlp pma nttqa, Tihapnhat vaivoa kap tpqde pmnlenlk pmcpbappar nt hiznlk il {npmiqp pmah,

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    ^iq Dcl+p Vriza C Taa`

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    eli{oa`ka cl` zcon`np~ pi ~iqr a}ntpalda, Bqp nj {a/ oapt tc~/ vqrvita pmcp sqatpnil pi

    {clpnlk pi eli{ badcqta ~iq prqo~ {clpa` pi eli{9

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    eli{ ~iq` eli{ pmcp {ct vriij aliqkm nl ~iqr macrp, Pma `atnra nl {clpnlk tihapmnlktc~t np mct haclnlk dirradp9 Cl` nj pmcp `atnra mc` haclnlk ~iq {iqo`lp cte jir vriij

    ~iq` cte jir {c~t pi mcrlatt pmcp vriij, Pma hcl vil`ara` jir c hihalp cl` ctea`/ Nj

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    dclp taa Ki`, Nlea` Val ocqkma`/ ^iq `ilp azar taa c praa qlpno ~iqza voclpa` pma

    taa`

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    Tacrdmnlk jir Tihapmnlk pi ba Dilpnlqa`

    Nza oiiea` tma bakcl/ Nza tacrdma` cl` Nza jiql` ilo~ ila prqpm, Cl` {mcp prqpm

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    Tma oiiea` sqnpa diljqta` cp pmnt sqatpnil, [mi {iqo`lp sqnp tacrdmnlk jir tihapmnlk nj

    np `aaha` nptaoj qltacrdmcboa pmriqkmiqp coo ajjirp9 ^iq diqo` donhb c hiqlpcnl/ ~iqdiqo` rac` ct hqdm tdrnvpqra ct ~iq` onea bqp qloatt ~iq tc{ tihapmnlk batn`at ~iq nl

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    Val thnoa`/ Pmara nt lazar c pnha pmcp tihaila sqnpt jrih Ki` pmcp pma~ coti sqnptaaenlk Mnh, Pma~ lazar sqnp ctenlk {m~ ir mi{ diha, Pma~ lazar sqnp pmita cdpnznpnat

    bqp Noo paoo ~iq {mcp pma~ `i sqnp, [mcp9 tma ctea`/ Prqtpnlk pmcp Maoo lazar sqnp ilpmah,

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    C Biie Hnttnlk Np+t Vckat

    N `ilp mcza pi rac` pma bnboa/ N corac`~ eli{ {mi Ki` nt pma hcl tcn` pi Nlea` Val,

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    macrp9, Pma hcl thnoa` bcde/ diljn`alp pmcp mnt vinlp {ct tiil pi ba vrizal/ N eli{

    badcqta N kra{ qv criql` baonazart, Nza taal patpnhilnat cl` vaivoa `adocrnlk Mnta}ntpalda#,

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    dcl ~iq paoo ha mi{ pmita vaivoa dcha pi eli{ Ki`9, Pma hcl tpivva` thnonlk cl`piie c tadil` pi pmnle/ [aoo N tqvvita pma~ rac` pma bnboa bqp pmcp tpnoo `iatlp hacl N

    tmiqo` mcza pi rac` np#, Nlea` Val oiiea` c{c~ cl` ravona`/ Ti pmal ~iq cra IE {npm

    np9, IE {npm {mcp9 sqatpnila` pma hcl, IE {npm oiznlk Ki` b~ pma `atdrnvpnil ij cl

    ipmar9 ^iq cra IE {npm `ajal`nlk Ki` gqtp pmriqkm tihailat a}varnalda9, Pma hcl{ct ~ap pi ba dirradpa`/ Nh IE {npm tmcrnlk c eli{l prqpm# N `ilp mcza pi rac` cbiqp

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    jir ha9, Pma hcl piie c hihalp pi pmnle cbiqp pmnt cl` ctea`/ Mi{ dcl rac`nlk pma

    bnboa dmclka pma {c~ Ma jaaot9, Nlea` Val clt{ara` zar~ dcoho~/ [mi tcn` {aradmclknlk cl~pmnlk9 ^iqr macrp nt tap il pma biie/ pmnt nt prqa,, bqp ~iqr biie nt hnttnlk

    npt vckat,

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    Macrpt Pmcp Prcltjirh

    Ti pmal paoo qt {mcp np haclt {mal Ma tcn`/ Pmata vaivoa milir ha {npm pmanr onvt/ bqp

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    mcza vrizal npt vinlp bqp Nlea` Val oap pmah mcza pmanr hihalp ij cttqhvpnil, Rnkmp/ Np

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    a}vadpa` ij Mnh, N baonaza pma haclnlk nt hira rajarra` pi pma kraa`/ taojntmlatt cl`zclnp~ ij pma vaivoa,

    Pma hal tcp bcde `i{l {mnoa badihnlk nlparatpa`/ @i a}vocnl pma~ tcn`, Nlea` Val

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    [nta Ct Tarvalpt/ Mcrhoatt Ct @izat

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    {nta ct tarvalpt/ cl` mcrhoatt ct `izat,

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    Hitp vintiliqt jclkt cra qtaoatt {npmiqp pma rcppoa, @adanp,

    C Bnr` pmcp voqdet npt i{l jacpmart {noo tprqkkoa nl jonkmp, Taoj Atpaah,

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    C Vnada ij Oiza Cp Pma Tdnalda Jcnr

    Ma ela{ mar cl` ma dcra` jir mar bqp ma {ctlp tqra ij mi{ hqdm ma `n` dcra, Ma mc`

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    pmcp+t {mal np mqrpt, Mi{ dclp ~iq radiklnwa oiza9 ma ctea`, Ct {a bipm eli{ oiza

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    tihaila `cra` pi jiiontmo~ bqhv nlpi ~iq, Ct ~iq racdm jir pma vnadat/ pmara pma~ cra

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    oajp {npm tirri{ cl` jrcknoa mcl`t, Pma~ paoo ~iq pma~oo dmarntm pmcp knjp jir pma ratp ij

    pmanr onja, Pma~ pmal {coe iqp ij pmcp riih mio`nlk ilpi pmcp brieal vnada {npm c thnoa,

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    vittattnil,, azal nl npt vnadat

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    Pmcp Viah Mct Tdrnvpqra Qlnlpal`a`

    3, {npmara` nl c dirlar/ N elaop batn`a pma praa

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