cleaning in my life

“I was needing to do a housecleaning in me. ..

throw away some unwanted throw away some unwanted thoughts,thoughts,

remove dust of some dreams,wash some desires that were

rusting…

I threw out illusions, roles I threw out illusions, roles for gift that never used, for gift that never used, smiles that I will never smiles that I will never gonna give..gonna give..

I pulled out of the I pulled out of the bottom of the bottom of the drawers memories drawers memories that I don't use and that I don't use and that I don't want that I don't want more.more.

Threw out the anger and bitterness in the Threw out the anger and bitterness in the flowers wilted, saved in a book that I flowers wilted, saved in a book that I never read. never read.

I took my future smiles and the joys that I I took my future smiles and the joys that I wanted have and I put them in a small wanted have and I put them in a small corner,everything very beautifully tidy... corner,everything very beautifully tidy...

I do not have more patience!I do not have more patience!

I removed everything from I removed everything from the inside of the Cabinet the inside of the Cabinet and I was playing on the and I was playing on the

floor: floor: hidden passionshidden passions, desires , desires repressed,repressed, horrible words horrible words that never wanted to have that never wanted to have

said, said, sorrows that I got sorrows that I got from a friend,from a friend, memories of memories of

a sad day… a sad day…

But there were also other things ... But there were also other things ... Things very beautiful! !!Things very beautiful! !! One moon silver color One moon silver color

The weeping of my children when The weeping of my children when they were bornthey were born......

His first steps ...His first steps ...

Delighted and distracted , I was looking Delighted and distracted , I was looking at those memories. at those memories.

I sat down on the floor…I sat down on the floor…

The hugs ... The hugs ... The laughter in the cinema, the first The laughter in the cinema, the first

kiss .. kiss .. The sunset ... a night of loveThe sunset ... a night of love

I played straight in the I played straight in the garbage bag the remains of garbage bag the remains of

a love that hurt me.a love that hurt me...

I took the words of anger and pain I took the words of anger and pain that were on the top of the shelf that were on the top of the shelf

-because almost I don't use -because almost I don't use them- them-

and also I threw out! and also I threw out!

Other things that hurt me yet, put in a Other things that hurt me yet, put in a corner and then see what to do: corner and then see what to do: If I go If I go

forget or if go pro garbageforget or if go pro garbage

I opened that drawer where we keep I opened that drawer where we keep everything important: everything important: love, joy, smiles, love, joy, smiles,

faith ... faith ...

How was it good!!!How was it good!!!

I've gathered with affection the love found, I've gathered with affection the love found, I folded very nicely, the wishes, I folded very nicely, the wishes,

the hope, the hope, I spent a small cloth in my goalsI spent a small cloth in my goals

and I let them clearly visible, for me... and I let them clearly visible, for me...

I put in drawers below, the memories I put in drawers below, the memories of my childhood; of my childhood;

In the top drawer,the memories of In the top drawer,the memories of my youth. my youth.

And, hanging well in front of me,put And, hanging well in front of me,put my ability to love ...my ability to love ...

and start all over and start all over again again ““

La vida es La vida es bellabella