the valley of the shadow of death
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The Valley of the Shadow of Death
Chapter One: Trouble is Near
Youji Kudou stood in a car park on the outskirts of Shibuya, beside the remains of a
shattered radio. It was definitely Ken's, he had instantly recognised the large orange
headphones that Ken wore as camouflage, blending into the crowds as just another young
man walking along listening to a CD player.
"Ken!" he shouted. "Ken!"
No answer, just the reply of his own voice echoing between the cars and the concrete
walls. He had not expected one. The radio and headphones were smashed, crushed by
something heavy, and in the empty space beside them Youji could easily make out the
dark streaks left by tires; rubber abandoned on the ground as the vehicle had accelerated
towards the exit ramp.
Youji gave the area one last look over, getting down on his knees and peering under cars
for any sign of his friend, but there was nothing. Then, for the fifth time in ten minutes he
swore, loudly and helplessly, and then turned and ran as fast as he could towards thesubway station.
It had started the same way any mission did. It was closing time on a Wednesday
afternoon. Omi was in the back room with the takings, Ken was carrying the final plant in
from outside, Aya was trying to shoo the last schoolgirls out so they could close the
shutters, and Youji was leaning against the table, idly pushing a potted plant back and
forth and wondering how long he should leave it before he started threatening them with
the hose.
Then he saw Manx.
She appeared out of the dusk and stepped calmly into the shop. Her blue eyes swept over
the scene inside Ken momentarily freezing as she looked at him, Aya giving barely a
nod of acknowledgement before settling on Youji. He smiled at her, his best broadfriendly smile, but it was not returned. It never was, but he tried anyway. Manx was one
of the most beautiful women he had ever seen, even more beautiful for the fact that she
was completely unobtainable. The eyes were cool, calm and detached; she was, Youji
thought, like a nurse, unwilling to let herself feel for those she watched over because she
knew what might happen to them. Even so, some part of him longed to see behind the
facade, to know the woman beneath.
Ken snapped his fingers in front of Youji's eyes. "Earth to Kudou." He snapped them
again, then looked up nervously. "Hi."
Manx didn't resist as Youji slipped his arm around her waist, half enjoying the whisper
running through the girls by the door. "Is she Youji's girlfriend? She's really pretty."
Aya used the distraction to force the girls through the door, then he and Ken closed theshutters. Manx, apparently oblivious to the arm around her waist, walked into the back
room. Omi looked up from his accounting and then sprang to his feet. He gave Manx a
brief bow and then hurried down the stairs into the basement where he waited in the
chair. Youji had enough time to make himself comfortable on the sofa, lounging back as
though he were about to watch a movie he'd rented, before Ken and Aya arrived. Ken
slumped next to him and Aya leaned against the wall by the door, and then Manx started
the message from Persia.
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"Men of Weiss..."
Youji had lost count of the number of times he had heard those words from the silhouette
behind the desk. If he was honest with himself, he didn't want to count. It was a lie
anyway. At first he had been the only man in Weiss, now there were two, but Ken and
Omi were still just boys. The only thing, he thought, that the four members of Weiss
actually had in common was that they took orders to do murder from a shadow, forreasons none of them really understood.
Then he forced it all back down, deep into the dark part of himself where he only dared
look when he was too drunk or too lonely to stop himself, and concentrated on the
briefing. Boys disappearing from all over Tokyo; boys younger than Omi, the oldest
fifteen and the youngest eight. A dozen that Kritiker could count for certain, and all of
them in the past few months. Two bodies had been found, buried in cheap coffins in the
woods just outside Tokyo. Each skeleton had at least one bone missing leading the police
to blame a cult, but Kritiker had discovered the truth. The killer was, in fact, Takeshi
Nakajima, a popular young artist fashioning sculptures out of, amongst other things,
bone; bone that a Kritiker agent had determined came from a prepubescent boy. The other
target was the artist's patron, Gabriel Morin, the cultural attach at the French embassy,who was helping abduct the boys and using his diplomatic privileges to protect himself
and Nakajima.
"I've heard about Nakajima," Youji explained as they left the basement. "I was out with a
girl from theAsahi last night. Sumiko's the cultural reporter and she wouldn't shut up
about him after I told her I did a bit of art. Of course, I didn't mention I just did sketching
and knew nothing about sculpture."
"What's a cultural attach do?" Ken asked.
"I don't know, Ken-kun," Omi replied. "I'll get into his records at the embassy and tell you
when I find out."
"I hope you can read French," Aya said.
Ken drew the first shift following Morin the next day; on Thursdays he went to aparticular food shop on the edge of Shibuya for special supplies. Ken knew the area well,
it was, he said, a good place to food from around the world; there were not that many
places in Tokyo for a Frenchman to buy something to eat that reminded him of home.
Omi, as far as his school was concerned, would develop another nasty case of the flu
while he set to work on the computer, slicing his way into the targets' lives with the
precision of a surgeon, seeking, with infinite care, the point of greatest vulnerability, and
that was where the surgeon analogy came to a frightening end. Youji claimed he would
do some research of his own, and took Sumiko out for another date and let her tell him
about how wonderful she thought Nakajima's work was. She clearly very rarely met men
she could talk to about the art she loved, and expressed her gratitude for his enduring
attention in no uncertain terms.
He drove home at two in the morning, listening to the Seven's engine purr in the darkness,
and wondered what it was that was bothering him. It was nothing that he could name or
point to, nothing he knew for certain, but it was there. It was more than the dawning
realisation, as he arrived home, that with Omi on the computer and Ken tailing the target,
he would have to get up at seven to open the shop with Aya. There was something
obvious, something right in front of him that was bothering him, something that didn't
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make sense. The instinct that he relied on to keep him alive was demanding his attention,
and he was tempted to wake up Ken and talk it over with him, but knew he would get
nothing but abuse for his trouble. He fell into bed, staring at the ceiling, wishing he had
something to go on beyond the certainty that something was wrong with the mission.
The next morning, all he felt was tired. Two cups of coffee, five minutes under a cold
shower and a cigarette woke him up enough to get to breakfast and down to the shop, buthe still felt like the outside world was happening at arm's length. Aya gave him a
disinterested look that said the other man had expected nothing less, Omi disappeared
into the basement without a word, and Ken, as he prepared to leave, suggested that maybe
Youji should think about whether he had a morning shift before he went out for the night.
Youji smiled back, pushed up his sunglasses, and prepared to confront the morning rush
at the shop.
"I'll see you later, guys," Ken said as he picked up his headphones.
"Be careful, Ken," Youji called after him.
He did not know why he said it. Ken gave him a confused look, and then a cautious nod.
Youji heard the back door open and then close, reassuring himself that Ken was as well
trained as he was, that the boy had the reflexes of a cat and was about as easy to knockdown as a brick wall. Then he wondered why he was so worried.
He pushed his sunglasses up to keep out the morning light and lounged by the cash
register. The shop was already full of schoolgirls, but Youji gratefully realised it would be
half an hour forty-five minutes at most before they actually had to go to school.
Several of them asked after Omi and Ken, and he did his best to be friendly, but they were
used to him being tired in the mornings. Aya was dealing with the girls who actually
wanted flowers, encouraging purchases as only he could.
"Buy some flowers or leave."
He smiled and thought about dozing off, but that was not to be.
"Youji, can you wrap these flowers for me?"
Youji blinked and looked up at the dark haired girl standing calmly over him. Herecognised the voice instantly, no other girl in the shop spoke with that kind of
confidence.
"And when you've wrapped them," Ouka continued, "can you give them to Omi and tell
him that I hope he feels better soon?"
There was no sign of Aya, so Youji dragged himself to his feet and did his best to
organise the flowers. He made a mess of it, but Ouka politely ignored this. Youji Kudou
was many things, but a great florist was not one of them.
"Will you tell me what he says when he gets them?" Ouka asked. "Not if it's something
strange though. Omi does say the strangest things to me."
For a second, Youji froze. He was suddenly wide awake, and his mind finally latched on
to what had been eluding it. Ouka had that effect on Omi, but Ken said strange things all
the time. He'd been thinking last night that he wanted to talk to Ken about it, that Ken had
a way of seeing the obvious, but Ken already had. Ken had said it. He'd put his finger on
the nub of what Youji suddenly realised had been bothering him, and none of them had
noticed.
He felt Ouka's curious glance, but forced himself to say it was nothing, take her money
and promise to deliver the flowers. And once he was sure she was gone, he'd turned and
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bolted into the back room, dropping the flowers as he did so and hurrying down the stairs
into the basement.
Omi looked up from the computer. "Youji-kun?" he said. "I've been looking at Morin's
records at the embassy and there's something strange about them."
"Call Ken back!" Youji told him. "Now!"
"I just tried to get through," Omi replied, "but Ken-kun's not answering.""Damn!" Youji exclaimed. "I'm going to get him."
"He's only been following Morin for half an hour," Omi told him. "What's wrong?"
"Ken saw it." Youji grabbed his coat. "A cultural attach couldn't hide a murderer.
Cultural attach isn't even a real job. You said there's something odd about his records?
Keep digging and you'll find out who he really is. And keep trying to get through to Ken!"
Omi nodded, fear in the big blue eyes. "What's wrong, Youji-kun?"
Youji was halfway through the back door, pulling his coat on, realising he hadn't actually
answered Omi's question. All he could think about was getting to Ken, knowing that the
Tokyo traffic would mean he would have to take the subway. He only just had enough
sense left to turn and tell Omi the answer.
"He's a spy, Omi. The Frenchman's a spy."Chapter Two: Why Have You Forsaken Me?
Youji came back into the Koneko walking like a man on the brink of death. He pushed
the door opened by leaning against it and his feet scraping the smooth floor. He stumbled
down the stairs, leaning against the wall just outside the door of the briefing room, then
took a deep breath and walked in.
"I was too late," he said. "The Frenchman's got Ken."
"Are you sure, Youji-kun?" Omi asked.
Youji just nodded. "What did you find out?"
"You were right," Omi told him. "The records I got from the embassy were false. I only
just found his real records. I'm going through them now."
Looking over his shoulder, Youji could see a screen full of Roman letters. Beside thecomputer, there was a page of notes written in Omi's precise kanji, all but the four Roman
letters in the middle that Youji had been afraid he would see.
He lit a cigarette and scanned the notes. It worse than he had thought, much worse. He
raked his other hand through his hair and stared at the back of Omi's head as he went on
working through the translation. Then he heard a sound on the steps behind him and spun
to see Aya standing in the doorway with Manx. The woman was standing there watching
them as if it was just another day, as if nothing was wrong. As cool and calm as ever. And
though the day before Youji had found this intriguing, now it made him furious. Before
he realised what he was doing he had crossed the room and was standing a few inches
from her.
"A spy," he hissed. "The artist isn't the problem. You sent us after spy."
"I'm sorry," Manx said.
"You'resorry?"
"Our information was incomplete," Manx said. "I'm sorry we couldn't get you all the data
before you were assigned the mission."
"Tell that to Ken."
Youji wanted to hit her, he wanted to grab her, he wanted to shake her until he saw the
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facade crack and finally found out if there was anything human behind those cool eyes.
And he hated himself for it.
"Look at this." He shoved Omi's notes in her face and stepped back. "He's not the
embassy cultural attach. You see those Roman letters in the middle? He works for the
DGSE, the French secret service. He's a legal spy with the cover of a job title that doesn't
say anything about what he actually does. All the embassies have got one, the Americanshave a CIA man, the British have one from MI6 and we've got someone from the DIO in
ours. This guy has been trained by the best; he was running Cold War counterintelligence
operations before any of us were born. He'd have made Ken immediately, the boy's good
but he's just a kid."
"How do you know that?" Aya inquired.
"I read a lot of books," Youji told him.
He dropped heavily onto the sofa and raised the cigarette to his lips, but stopped before he
could take a drag. The cigarette had burned down to the filter, there was nothing left now
but ashes. He stared at it sadly and then stubbed it out and lit another one before looking
up at Manx.
"Tell the man behind the desk he's fucked up this time."Omi looked up from the computer "Do you think Ken-kun is alive, Youji-kun?"
"He's alive," Aya said.
"How do you know, Aya-kun?"
"Because the Frenchman won't kill him," Aya told him. "He'll want to know why Hidaka
was following him. He won't stop until he knows. He won't kill Hidaka until he's certain
he has no more use for him."
"Ken-kun wouldn't tell him anything," Omi said.
Youji looked up. "Yes he will. The Frenchman's not going to stop if Ken just tells him
'no'. He'll find a way to make him talk, especially once he realises that his life's at stake.
And once he finds out about us..." He tailed off and suddenly the full implications of what
this meant hit him. "Oh no..."He looked up at Manx, and he could see she knew it too, as did Aya. An instant later, he
heard the sharp intake of breath to his left as Omi realised the unthinkable: what Ken
knew could destroy them all.
"Evacuate." Aya spoke first. "Tell Persia to get every Kritiker agent out of Tokyo.
Especially you and Birman. Then he has to leave too. You're all in danger."
"How much does Ken know?" Manx asked.
"He knows you," Youji said.
Manx held his eyes for a second and then nodded. "We'll evacuate."
"We've got to figure out how to get Ken back," Youji stood up again. "If the Frenchman
wants to interrogate him then he's got to be keeping him somewhere. He can't keep him at
the embassy without someone asking questions, so that leaves his own house, or the
artist's place. But he's probably holding him wherever they held the other kids they took
so "
"No."
Youji rounded on Manx. "No?"
"Siberian's recovery is not your mission," Manx stated calmly. "Until you are told
otherwise your priority is still the termination of the targets. Do you understand?"
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Aya nodded.
"Yes, Manx," Omi said.
The woman's gaze turned to Youji. "Balinese?"
Youji stared angrily at Manx, but he couldn't hold her gaze. Worse still, he knew she was
right. Capture or death was a risk they took every time they accepted a mission, and the
rest of the team would carry on regardless. The words from the old American TV showcame back to him: if any of you are caught or killed, the secretary will disavow all
knowledge.
He dropped his head in surrender. "I understand."
"We need a plan quickly," Aya said. "Morin can't go to war with Kritiker if he's dead."
Omi nodded, turning back to the computer. "But if he's interrogating Ken-kun, why
would he come out? Especially if he knows that we're looking for him."
"He won't come out if he knows someone's looking for him," Youji sighed. "And neither
will Nakajima. We're going to have to find a reason for them to come out... and I think I
know one."
"What is it, Youji-kun?"
"Sumiko told me that Nakajima is having a private viewing of his sculptures tomorrownight. It'll in a new gallery near the French Embassy, and it's being hosted by the embassy
itself. So the artist will have to be there, and so will the Frenchman, because there's no
way Nakajima can't be there, and if one is there then the other will."
"Tomorrow night?" Aya inquired. "What if he breaks Ken before then?"
"He won't."
"What if he does?"
"Manx, go now," Youji told her. "Warn everyone, then get out of the city. Buy a plane
ticket to somewhere far away and if you haven't heard from us by Sunday, get out of the
country. We'll have to keep on going as usual. Aya, ask Momoe to go home and we'll
mind the shop for today and tomorrow."
Aya shook his head. "We should close. We should be ready.""Aya, we shouldn't attract attention if we don't have to, and he's not attack a shop full of
schoolgirls in broad daylight in the middle of Shibuya."
"How do you know, Youji-kun?" Omi asked.
"We wouldn't."
Manx nodded, satisfied that they knew what they were doing. "Kritiker will prepare for
the worst. Good luck."
"Thanks." Youji smiled. "And Manx... I'm sorry."
She might have smiled, she was gone before Youji was sure. As she went out the back
door and Aya went to talk to Momoe, Youji turned back to Omi.
"Please, Omi, please think of a plan before tomorrow night. And please try to come up
with a way we can find Ken along the way."
Chapter Three: The Power of the Dogs
It was a bad plan. To the best of Youji's knowledge, Omi had never even briefed them on
any plan he had taken less than a week to concoct, think over, test, change and then think
of backup after backup in case something happened that he hadn't thought of. The
deadline of the viewing had given him a little more than thirty-six hours to think of and
implement a plan for intercepting and isolating the targets. It was hurried, risky, and there
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were far too many things that could go wrong, but it was the only plan they had.
The first question was whether they would get to implement the plan at all. The rest of the
day was spent in nervous anticipation. While Omi desperately planned downstairs, Youji
and Aya stood in the shop, forcing themselves to behave like there was nothing the
matter. By the end of the day, Youji was passed caring whether the customers noticed; he
was tired of flinching every time the bell above the door tinkled, and watching Aya's eyesflicker towards the door of the back room, behind which the other man had concealed his
sword.
That night they practically barricaded the back door and agreed that they should keep
watch. Youji took the first shift, sitting up in the living room with a view of the street
outside and a book he could not focus on reading. He stayed there, watching the night go
by, wanting more than anything to pray to the god that Ken followed to keep his friend
safe, and keep him strong.
Eventually Aya came to relieve him, and Youji went to bed. He couldn't be sure what he
saw next were dreams or memories: Omi trying to get Ken to stop hitting him when they
had first met; the kitchen crammed with plates of what looked like everything Ken had
ever cooked, though Ken himself was nowhere to be seen; his own voice, telling Ken toleave Yuriko and let her forget about him, advice he sometimes wished Ken had ignored;
a target called Kase lying on his face against the concrete in a pool of his own blood
(Youji had never asked why it had hurt Ken so much to kill the man); finally there was
Ken himself, alone in the darkness, hands clasped together and whispering a prayer that
Youji couldn't understand.
Friday passed slowly, another day of tension where Youji found himself almost wishing
something would happen. The sky had been getting darker and darker ever since the
morning, and early in the afternoon it finally started to rain. After that, they didn't get
many customers and there was little to do but sit and wait until the evening finally came.
There had been no sign of anything unusual, but none of them were certain whether this
was good or bad.It was still raining when Sumiko picked Youji up that evening. The rain provided a good
excuse not to take the Seven, he had claimed water might well soak through the cloth
roof. On any other night he would have complimented her dress, her hair and probably
her shoes as well during the journey, but tonight he was too preoccupied. They had no
idea whether or not Ken had broken and the targets knew what they looked like, and
Youji didn't like taking her into a potentially dangerous situation, but they had little
choice. As it was, he apologised, told her that he'd had a long day, and might have to
leave suddenly.
The little Nissan took them through the thickening evening traffic into the middle of
Minato, to a converted apartment building just up the street from the French embassy that
had been rented to host the viewing. The interior was well lit and well decorated, wide
open rooms with wooden floors where pedestals had been set up displaying the
sculptures. Youji's stomach lurched as he thought of this, suddenly fearing that the artist
might be exhibiting a new piece made from bone taken from his friend.
Youji forced himself to bury all his fear and thoughts of what might go wrong like he did
before every mission and walked into the room with his head up, the pretty-boy arm
candy of a well-known journalist. There was a large picture of Nakajima on one wall,
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smiling happy down at the room. The man himself was on the other side of the room,
standing beside the bar, but he looked far from the happy figure in the picture, uncertain,
nervous and a little haggard even in his smart new clothes. He looked, Youji thought, like
someone who'd been asleep and had been suddenly woken and wasn't sure what was
going on. Youji knew this would just be put down to the artistic temperament, but he
wished he knew exactly what was causing the nervousness.He distracted himself by glancing at his watch and looking at the guests. There were
several other people he recognised from their culture columns, other sculptors and a few
European men and women that Youji presumed were from the embassy.
The sculptures themselves, the cause of all of this, were modern variations on the
traditional Japanese netsuke style: small representations of animals carved from bone,
ivory or wood and hung from a robe to secure a small storage box. But these were
different, a base of cream polished bone melded with a mixture of polished wood and
manmade materials like metal and plastic. They had been carefully combined into
abstract representations of living things from frogs to fish, people to plants, all of them
gently glittering with light reflected from tiny shards of minerals and glass. They were,
Youji had to admit, beautiful.Distracted by something he assumed was a snake, Youji heard Sumiko awkwardly say
"Bonsoir," turned, and came face to face with the Frenchman.
He looked even more generically European in the flesh than he had on the video. Dark
hair and dark eyes, skin with a faint colour to it. But there was something in those dark
eyes, visible for just an instant, that made Youji think of Omi, of a killer hiding behind a
mask of innocence. He could feel the man analysing him, but that night the assassin
Balinese was buried so deeply inside the playboy Youji Kudou that even the Frenchman
would not be able to see it.
And in that instant, all of Youji's faith in Ken was vindicated. If Ken had told the
Frenchman anything at all about Weiss, he was sure it would have been enough for the
Frenchman to recognise his enemy when he was exchanging bows with him. Youji was asmuch a master of reading people as the spy, and he saw no reaction at all when their eyes
met or when the other man heard his name.
The exchange of pleasantries lasted only a minute and then the Frenchman disappeared
into the crowd towards the artist. Youji waited until he was gone before letting out a slow
breath and turning back to Sumiko, smiling broadly. His hand dropped into his pocket
and pressed down the hidden radio transmitter.
"Is that Nakajima's patron?" he asked, and then turned off the transmitter.
"Oh yes." Sumiko nodded. "He's the embassy cultural attach. You see those pieces there
and there? In return, Nakajima does work in the more European style."
Youji listened to Sumiko talk about this new take on traditional Japanese style and the
possibility of the artist being exhibited in France, waiting for the other two to make their
entrances. Youji's job had been the most dangerous, to see if the Frenchman recognised
him or not and the words over the radio had been a code. If Youji thought the target had
made him, he would make a statement over the short transmission; if he thought they
were safe, he would ask a question.
It was five minutes before he noticed Omi. The boy's blond hair was almost comically
organised and he was wearing a suit looked as if it had been assembled from bits of a
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school uniform, but with a jacket that was a few sizes too large. Omi had always looked
younger than his actual age, something Youji had made jokes about in the past, but
tonight he looked like a fourteen year old boy trying to sneak into an exhibition for adults
by looking eighteen. Which was exactly the impression Youji had helped him create.
Somehow Youji knew it would be the Frenchman whose attention Omi's presence would
attract. Omi had only spent a few minutes harmlessly wandering around the room, staringat the sculptures and acting how a fourteen year old thought an older boy would act in a
place like this, when Youji saw the Frenchman watching him. The older man left the
artist by the bar and went over to talk to the boy.
Youji was content to let Sumiko take him around the room, staring into every one of the
glass cases, talking amiably to several other reporters and embassy staff. They all agreed
that the work was beautiful, even though it made Youji wince invisibly to talk about it,
but all the while he was keeping an eye on the reflections in the glass, which allowed him
to see the entire room without turning his head.
It was in one of these reflections that he first saw Aya.
The shock of red hair was easily visible behind the bar where it had not been several
minutes before, Aya was dressed as a waiter and acting as if he belonged there. Youji hadlost count of the number of times Weiss had taken advantage of freelance catering
assistants but, he realised with a wince, it was usually Ken's task to wear the uniform and
serve drinks or food all night. In order to help him hide in plain sight, Youji had told Aya
to make a fuss about being called away from pliant date to do the shift, but he doubted
Aya had actually done that. It didn't matter though; he was behind the bar, that was the
important part.
By that time, Omi was chatting amiably to the Frenchman who made a gesture to the bar.
Omi nodded enthusiastically and the Frenchman wandered towards the bar, returning a
few minutes later with what looked like coke for Omi. From the faint twinge on Omi's
face as he drank, Youji could tell there was more in the glass than just soda.
He left Sumiko with her friend from another paper and went to get them drinks. "I don'tsuppose you know how to make a good martini?" he asked one of the barmen.
The man shook his head. "Tonight, sir, I could only make you a bad one, and you
wouldn't want that. What can I get you instead?"
"One vodka and coke, a beer and a gin with a dash of lime juice."
As the barman bent over to make the drinks, Youji looked over his shoulder and caught
Aya's eye. For just an instant, the other man's gaze flickered to his left, then he gave Youji
a nod. Youji just had enough time to return it before his drinks order was ready. That nod
confirmed what Youji had assumed, the Frenchman was putting alcohol in Omi's drinks,
but Aya was doing his best to water them down. And because Omi left as little as possible
to chance, he had also taken a special compound that would block most of the effects of
the alcohol for several hours.
The those hours passed slowly. Youji forced himself not to notice, to act like it was just a
normal Friday night out at an art gallery with a pretty, intelligent woman and that he
wasn't on a mission and Omi wasn't being doused with alcohol by a sociopathic pederast
and that he was fighting the growing feeling that he'd never see Ken again. The hardest
part was not glancing at the Frenchman and Omi to see what was going on, he knew that
even here the spy's instincts would be acute enough to pick up the surveillance. All he
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could do was wait and hope, consoling himself with watching the artist, who seemed to
be becoming more and more uncomfortable.
Eventually it was the artist who broke. He and the Frenchman had a hurried exchange in
the corner of the gallery, during which they both gestured at Omi. Whatever they were
saying, the Frenchman won the debate as, Youji suspected, he always did and the
artist nodded meekly and headed towards the exit. The Frenchman went back to Omi andsaid something to him, Omi nodded enthusiastically, and the older man took him by the
arm and led him out. Youji looked across the room and met Aya's eyes for just a second
as Aya headed for the door behind the door.
"I'm sorry, I've got to go," he whispered to Sumiko.
"Okay," she said, sounding disappointed. "Call me tomorrow?"
"Sure." Youji gave her his best smile and strolled out.
He found Aya standing outside, half way through a cigarette, out of the rain in the shade
of another building. "Grey Mercedes heading west," Aya told him.
They hurried through the rain to the Porsche. Aya followed the route he had seen the
Mercedes take while Youji flipped open the panel on the dashboard and looked at the
screen. The tiny chip that Omi had concealed inside his tie was not big enough to give anactual GPS position, but it did give them a bearing and distance. This was another
redundancy, Youji could see the unmistakable shape of the German saloon ahead of them,
and he was confident that those inside were unaware that they were being hunted. Even in
close pursuit, the Porsche was just another set of headlights in the darkness and rain.
Chapter Four: A Worm and Not a Man
They followed the Mercedes to a large house on the edge of Minato Ward. It was one of
the three places Omi had thought they would be based, and the most likely, the artist's
studio and the Frenchman's residence being too public. It was a large, modern house that
the artist had moved into only six months before, bought with the increasing profits from
his work. Its low walls bounded off a large garden complete with an ornamental
flowerbed and a pond with a fountain in it. Most of the building's rooms had largewindows, but the largest windows belonged to an enclosed seating area with a wooden
roof that looked out into the garden. It was, Youji thought, deliberately designed to look
like the sort of place people thought an artist should live.
Aya would make his way through the seating area to the back door of the kitchen while
Youji got in through the basement area and went up into the house. Getting to the
window was easy, if they had gone to the Frenchman's residence there would have been at
least one guard to get past, but there were none here. Now the lights were on inside,
neither of the door Aya had to use nor the window Youji gently prised open were
alarmed.
He slipped through the window into the basement, wincing when he realised his clothes
were now soaked and his jacket smeared with grass stains. He pushed his damp hair back,
adjusted his sunglasses and looked around the room. In the light form his torch he a small
drafting studio with a desk covered in sketches, diagrams and scribbled lists of materials.
There were recognisable sketches pinned to the walls and small shelves had wooden
models of the final artworks crowded onto them.
There was the stairway door to Youji's right, but the room was smaller than it had looked
on the plans, and that made him curious. It only took a quick scan with the torch to realise
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that there was a homemade wall halfway through the basement with a thick metal door.
Youji promised himself he would be diverted for no more than a minute enough time to
make sure Aya was in position and carefully opened the door, which slid open silently
despite its weight.
The smell hit him as soon as the door opened. It was a smell he could never forget no
matter how hard he tried, a smell that brought back memories of Maki, of Asuka, and ofthe foul place that had been the death of them both. Blood, sweat and fear mingled
together into a potent cocktail that made him want to retch. He didn't want to look any
closer, but he had to.
The walls of the room were bare stone, as was the floor, except that it was titled and there
was a hole for a drain in the far corner. The room was dominated by several tables in the
centre, the largest of them what Youji suddenly realised was an operating table, bearing
trays carrying an obscene mixture surgical instruments and sculpting tools. There were
thick straps on the table too, and a hook for a gag. But no sign of Ken. Leaning against
the wall were shaped wooden panels wrapped in white sheets, the components for the
coffins with a pair of shovels balanced next to them. And against the walls of the room
were several large sculptures, but while the ones at the viewing had been beautiful, theseseemed like figures from a nightmare: whole bones, some of them clearly from animals,
fixed in a mass of a dark plastic and twisting rusted metal, glittering in the darkness like
the pillars at the gates of Hades.
Youji had to keep himself from running, forcing himself to walk calmly and quietly away,
forcing himself to avoid the thought of Ken trapped in that terrible room and not to
wonder where he was now. He left the room, breathing deeply of air clean of that horrible
smell and then left the basement and crept slowly up the stairs towards the light.
The door opened into a corridor at the base of the stairs leading up towards the bedrooms,
only a little way from the entrance atrium. At the other end of the corridor, hung with
several generic prints of paintings from conflicting styles around the world, was the
dining room and the kitchen, and from there he could hear voices.Omi was standing in the kitchen between the artist and the Frenchman. Each had a wide
glass of dark alcohol, which Omi and the Frenchman were sipping while the artist took
deep swallows of his, but most of his earlier nervousness had vanished. Now he was
standing behind Omi and scribbling something on a spare piece of paper while looking
the boy up and down.
"This is really nice," Omi said cheerfully. "What is it?"
"Frapin Cognac," the Frenchman answered. "It's very expensive."
"I think I might have had too much," Omi confessed, leaning against the table.
"Don't worry." The Frenchman smiled, and there was hunger in his eyes. "You'll feel fine
tomorrow, and I'll take you on a tour of my friend's studio."
"That's nice of you," Youji said, stepping calmly into the doorway. "Just the thing after a
long night of hard sodomy."
Both the Frenchman and the artist turned and stared at him in astonishment. The spy
moved first, reaching across the table towards one of the kitchen knives when the door
behind him burst open. He turned again, stepping towards Aya when a dart from Omi's
sleeve struck him in the leg and dropped him to his knees, the blade of the katana
dropping down and resting gently against his throat. Youji had been preparing to throw
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his wire around the artist, but the man pressed himself against the fridge, frozen to the
spot with fear. An instant's thought and Youji moved anyway, but the artist barely noticed
being lashed to the table by his left leg.
With him secured, the trio stared down at the Frenchman. He met their gazes without fear
or defeat, no shocked realisation and no trace of the shattered pride of a pathologically
careful man with so many years of experience laid low by three boys and his own lust.There was nothing in those eyes except defiance, but then they had expected nothing less
from a man like that, one determined to die without showing fear.
"You know I'll never tell you anything," he hissed.
"I know," Youji said, and nodded to Aya.
A faint narrowing of the eyes, a slight change in grip on the sword's hilt, and the katana
made a single, effortless cut.
The Frenchman's eyes bulged. He opened his mouth but nothing came out but a hiss. His
hands clamped to his throat and then he fell forward. Rivulets of blood tricked through
his fingers and across the pure white kitchen floor.
Watching this, his mouth open in horror, the artist suddenly remembered the use of his
limbs. He took a single, hurried step away towards the door, then the wire bit into his legand brought him thudding to the floor. He tried to crawl away, whimpering in pain, but
the wire dug deeper and all he could do was roll onto his back, eyes wide with terror,
hands raised in surrender.
"Please," he whispered. "Please."
The three members of Weiss stared impassively down at him. Youji let an inch of wire
show from his watch. Omi gripped a dart between his fingers. Aya held the katana
casually in one hand, patterns of light reflected by the blade dancing in the artist's eyes.
The only sound of the room was a slow gurgling hiss that seemed deafening.
"It wasn't me." The artist's eyes flickered back and forth over the group and finally settled
on Youji. "It wasn't my idea. I was just using animal bones for my work, but one day
there was an accident with one of Gabriel's boys. He said he needed my help after all he'ddone for me, so I helped him hide the body but before I did we took one of the bones out
and it was the most perfect base I'd ever seen. I put it one of my sculptures just to see how
it would look, I couldn't let it go to waste, and it fitted so much better than the bases I'd
been using and everyone said it was the best work I'd ever done. But I didn't kill anyone,
Gabriel took care of everything. We had to use bones from children, adults just had too
much wear and didn't polish so well, but girls were too fragile. I never asked Gabriel what
he did, he just brought me them and I picked the bones I wanted for my next project and
then we buried them."
He finally stopped talking long enough to breathe and realised that the three assassins
were just staring down at him, as silent and emotionless as statues, immune to his
pleading story. Youji only took his eyes off the artist for long enough to look at Omi, and
had to work to keep his expression empty as the boy nodded. He knelt down, waited until
the artist's attention was focussed on him, and finally asked his question.
"Where is Ken?"
"Ken?" The artist exclaimed. "Ken? Ken! The other one, the boy? He's alive! Gabriel
brought him here and tried to make him say why he was following him, but he wouldn't.
But he's alive!"
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Youji forced himself not to slam the artist's head against the floor. Instead he said nothing
for a moment, letting the artist listen to the choking, bubbling, wheezing sound from the
crumpled figure behind them. It was much quieter now.
"Where?" He asked.
"In the forest," the artist muttered, afraid to speak. "Just outside the city. He wouldn't talk
so Gabriel had an idea. We took him out there early this morning, we were going to comeback this evening but then I remembered the viewing. He's alive, though. He is alive,
Gabriel made sure he would be."
The uncertainty, the fear of saying what had happened beyond the normal terror in the
artist's eyes, and Youji suddenly understood. He remembered the wooden panels in the
basement, easily assembled to form a makeshift coffin, and the shoves next to them,
shovels covered in fresh earth. It was all he could do not to scream.
"You... buried him?"
The artist nodded dumbly, and there was a flurry of motion behind Youji. Omi was
kneeling next to the artist, a dart in his hand and the point hovering over the artist's right
eye.
"Listen to me, Nakajima, you are going to show us where Ken-kun is, you are going totake us there, and you are going to help get him back. Do you understand?"
Again, all the artist did was nod dumbly, going cross-eyed trying to watch the dart. "Very
good," Omi said, then straightened up. "Youji-kun, could you take Nakajima to the car
and have him show you where Ken-kun is on the map? Aya-kun and I will get the shoves,
gather up blankets and fill as many bottles as we can with water."
"Here," Youji said, "start with this one."
He picked the oddly shaped bottle of cognac off the table and calmly poured the tens of
thousands of yen's worth of alcohol onto the floor, mixing with the pool of blood. Only
then that he notice that the wheezing, gurgling gasps had finally stopped.
"Come with me." Youji cut the wire with the cutters he kept in his pocket and dragged the
artist to his feet. "Don't speak until I tell you."He dragged the artist by the shoulder out through the door and into the rain. Calmly
flipping a loop of razor wire around the other man's wrist just in case Youji pulled
him over to the Porsche and retrieved the maps from the glove box. The artist
remembered the place well enough, and, pointed to a point along a single winding road
that led up into Sayama forest outside Tokyo, about fifty miles away.
Afterwards, they just stood in the rain beside the car. "Can... we wait... somewhere dry?"
the artist asked.
Youji smiled at him.
When Aya and Omi hurried out of the house, carrying blankets, spades and several bottles
of water between them, they found Youji sitting in the passenger seat of the car. He
opened the door and helped them put the water and the blankets into the back seat before
Aya looked around.
"Where is he?"
"Out of the rain," Youji told him.
He took the spades from Aya, walked around the front of the car and opened the trunk.
He gestured calmly to the artist, curled up in the cramped space inside, which wouldn't
even have been big enough for him if Aya had not had it expanded. The man opened his
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mouth to speak but then Youji threw the spades in on top of him, cutting off any protest
in a rush of expelled air.
"He showed me exactly where we need to go," Youji told Omi.
"Please..." the artist whimpered. "I "
"Deep breath," Youji said, and slammed the trunk.
Omi scrambled into the back seat beside the supplies. Youji pulled the map out andindicated the route he'd been planning to Aya, who agreed.
"You're always saying how good this car is," Youji muttered. "Prove it. Drive."
Chapter Five: The Dust of Death
By day, Sayama forest was a beautiful, green respite from the urban sprawl of Tokyo
where Youji had more than once taken a girlfriend for a romantic picnic. By night, in the
rain, it was a scene from a nightmare; trees forming sinister shapes in the darkness,
branches reaching out like grasping arms, leaves whispering with the voices of lost souls.
The Porsche came to a stop at the end of a winding track off one of the major roads
through the forest. It was barely more than a wide path, only just enough space for the car
to drive down without the branches scratching the paint. The last stages of the journey
had been very uncomfortable on the sports car's firm suspension, and Youji was gladwhen they finally found the place that the artist had described. It could have been worse,
he reflected sardonically; he could have been locked in the trunk.
He got out of the car, opened the trunk and pulled the battered, whimpering artist out and
let him drop into the mud. "We're here."
The artist wiped the rain out of his eyes and pointed hesitantly left off the road between
the trees. Youji saw a rut in the ground that must have been made by the Frenchman's car.
Aya lined the car up and flipped its headlights up to high beams as Youji and Omi
retrieved torches and walked into the trees, shoving the artist in front of them. They swept
the torches across the ground, moving without speaking hoping to see or hear the air
pump the artist told them was keeping Ken alive.
He should have known it would be Omi. Keeping his attention focused equally betweenthe rain-soaked ground and the artist, Omi's foot caught something. He nearly fell flat on
his face, except that Youji was able to catch him first. The artist managed half a laugh
before the furious glares of the pair silenced him, and then they turned their attention to
the pipe and small black whirring box that had caught his foot. Youji stepped back and
swept the torch of the rectangle of churned ground that they had been standing in.
"Aya!" he yelled. "Bring the spades!"
Aya struggled out of the glare from the headlights, carrying all the supplies they had
brought with them, including the shovels. He dumped them on the ground as Youji
flicked his wrist and lashed the artist to a tree by his neck, then picked up one of the
spades and attacked the sodden ground.
"Ken!" he shouted. "Ken, we're coming!"
He heard no response, he had been hoping for one but he hadn't really expected it. He
didn't know whether his friend was alive or dead down there, but he didn't want to wait
any longer to find out. The shovel's grip tore at his palms, mud splattered over his pristine
shoes and trousers, but he didn't care, wrenching chunks of damp earth upwards and
hurling them sideways into the darkness, shouting his friend's name as he did so. Beside
him he was aware of Omi digging too, but the boy was unable to shift as much mud; Aya,
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meanwhile, was digging more calmly and considerately around the edge of the rectangle.
Progress seemed agonisingly slow, they didn't seem to be get any deeper, there always
seemed to be more mud to move.
After a while he became aware that it was just him digging, the hole and become too deep
for the others, he was nearly four feet down now. His muscles screamed in protest, but
Youji kept on digging, gasping for the damp air, the rain in his eyes keeping him fromseeing anything except the dark earth around him, and the all-consuming shadows. Maybe
it was really him who was entombed, and he was not digging down but up; all this was
just a desperate struggle to break free of the underworld and see the sun again.
Then his shovel struck something solid, and the outside world came back. "I've found
him!" he called up.
He was suddenly aware of how tired he was. He wanted nothing more than to slump
against his shovel and rest, but he had to uncover the whole length of the coffin lid before
he would let himself. He shovelled the mud away from the dull wood of the coffin's
surface and then heard a thump as Omi landed in the hole next to him.
"I can take it from here, Youji-kun," he said.
"I'll help," Youji responded."Youji-kun, I can't open the lid if you're standing on it!"
Youji nodded in defeat and just managed to clamber out of the hole with a little help from
Aya. He sat on the edge, slumped in exhaustion with only just enough energy left to shine
his torch down to help Omi use some of the tools Aya had brought from the car to remove
the long screws from the coffin lid. For a while, all he could hear was the scrabbling in
the hole and the whir of the air pump. Every now and then he would call Ken's name, but
there was no reply.
"He didn't make it," Aya said.
"No." Youji shook his head. "Not till we get it open."
Finally, Omi put all four screws into his pocket and straightened up. "Youji-kun, Aya-
kun, I need your help getting the lid off."Youji slid into the hole with Aya. The three of them managed to get their fingers around
the edge of the heavy wooden lid, and on Omi's signal, pulled it free of the sticky mud,
wrenched it upwards and pushed it out of the hole. Then they shone the torches down into
the wooden cage.
"Ken? Oh god. Ken?"
The figure in the coffin might have been a corpse. The naked skin was pale and lifeless,
the lips were chapped, the eyes were half closed, the hands and feet were torn and bloody.
A terrible stench drifted up from the coffin, blood, sweat and human waste mixed with
stale, dead air. Perhaps it would be better for him to be dead than to still be trapped in that
abused and shattered shell.
And for a minute they were not sure which he was. The stupid physics problem of the cat
in the box suddenly intruded into Youji's mind as he stared down at his friend. Then,
looking carefully, he was just able to see the faintest movement of the chest, mouth and
nostrils. The bare skin trembled under the caress of the rain. The lips moved to whisper
words Youji couldn't hear. Slowly, agonisingly slowly, the eyes opened and they fought
to focus on the source of the bright light.
"Aya-kun, help me lift him out," Omi ordered. "Pass him to Youji-kun."
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An awkward five minutes followed, Omi and Aya struggling to lift Ken up enough to
heave him out of the coffin that barely had enough room in it for him. Ken was limp,
unable to move, and they had to be careful not to let his battered hands and feet strike the
walls of the box or the hole. Finally, Aya dragged the body out of the hole, Omi holding
his legs, and they both raised him up into Youji's waiting arms.
He was still heavy. Ken had always been heavy, and now he was hanging limp, althoughYouji could feel the muscles struggling to contract after an age of stillness. Youji held
him up in the rain, letting the falling water wash over him, then pulling his body against
his own chest, feeling his slow breathing and racing heartbeat through his soaked dinner
shirt. Ken responded to the warmth, curling up against him, his eyes focussing on Youji's
face as Youji's hair caressed his skin.
"Azrael."
It was barely a whisper. Youji didn't even see Ken's lips move as he spoke the word.
"It's me, Ken," Youji said, lowering him gently to the ground. "It's Youji. It's okay, Ken.
It's over, you're safe."
"Youji?" Ken blinked. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
He was shivering now, trying to curl up on the cold mud. Youji straightened up andturned towards the artist, who had watched the entire scene without speaking, hardly
daring to breathe for fear of the razor wire around his neck.
"Take your clothes off," Youji told him.
"What? Why?"
Youji calmly raised his right hand and extended his index finger, pointing at the artist's
face. "Strip, you bastard, or I'll tear your eyes out."
The artist whimpered, nodding desperately in spite of the wire pulling at his skin.
Released from the wire, he tore off his coat and threw it to Youji, then pulled frantically
the buttons of his white shirt, then his shoes and trousers. Finally, he stood here wearing
only his underpants and socks, arms wrapped around his waist, shivering in the rain.
Youji was tempted to demand those too, but knew Ken would not approve. It didn'tmatter, as he carefully put the too-large clothes on Ken, and listened to his friend's
whispered apologies, he realised that the artist would soon suffer a far more terrible fate;
behind him, he was aware that Omi was thoughtfully examining the air pump.
While Youji was putting the shirt on Ken, the boy tried to sit up. He managed to half
extend his arms, then his eyes rolled and then he slumped backwards again. It took him
two more tries before he was finally able to sit up, still looking at the others and
whispering through a dry throat.
Youji found the nearest bottle of water and let some of the water trickle into Ken's mouth.
The instant the water touched Ken's lips, he pulled the water closer and sucked
desperately on it, draining as much of it as quickly as possible. Then he convulsed,
coughing violently, gasping and spraying the water back out again.
"Gently, Ken, gently," Youji whispered.
Ken looked up at him in confusion. "Youji?"
"Could you take him back to the car, Youji-kun?" Omi asked. "And could you turn the
headlights down? Aya-kun, I'll need your help for a few minutes."
Ken tried to stand up by himself, but he could barely put any weight on his feet and had to
lean on Youji. Youji supported his friend as they struggled out of the clearing into the
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bright lights from the headlights. Youji didn't want to think about trying to put Ken in the
confined space of the car, so let him rest against the front rear and he sat in the car with
the door open. He was quite grateful to turn the headlamps down to aim at the ground, he
didn't want to see what was about to happen.
A few moments passed, during which Youji lit a cigarette and listened to the rain on the
windscreen and Ken talking to himself. Youji didn't want to listen too closely in case hestarted to believe his friend had left his sanity in that cramped tomb. He didn't even want
to ask what was happening in the other half of the conversation Ken seemed to be having,
or why Ken tried to throw the rock at the tree. Youji tuned the radio to the jazz station
and sat back, letting his arm hang out of the car and rest on Ken's shoulder. He let Ken
have some more slow sips of water, but a few seconds later the boy retched again and
Youji had to pat his back to help him breathe.
"Sorry, Ken," Youji muttered. "No more water for you."
A few minutes later, Aya appeared in the circle of illumination. For an instant, he almost
looked nervous, then made a gesture to Youji. Youji nodded, lit another cigarette, and
handed it to the other man. Aya gave Ken a glance and then sat in the passenger seat
without saying a word.Then the screaming started.
It was a single, sharp, high pitched wail that cut through the night, making Ken jump and
Youji flinch. It didn't die away, it just got quieter, drawn out, then there was another long
howl, a gasp for breath, and then another and another.
Aya reached over and turned up the volume of the radio.
Minutes passed, long minutes trying to listen to nothing but the radio, until finally the
noise died away to nothing but a faint whimpering on the edge of hearing. Then Omi
strolled towards the car. There was blood on his hands, on his shirt and on his trousers,
and his expression was completely calm.
"Aya-kun, could you give me a hand?" he said.
Aya extinguished his cigarette and got out of the car again, leaving Youji alone with Ken.A few minutes passed, then Ken tried to reach the water, but flinched as he tried to close
his battered hands around the bottle.
"Don't be stupid," Youji told him. "Just this once, would you think about it first? Here,
give me your hands."
He took hold of Ken's hands, holding them firmly but as gently as he possibly could.
Then he retrieved his and Aya's discarded ties and cautiously wrapped them around Ken's
hands as makeshift bandages, tightening them as much as he dared so they held Ken's
mangled fingers still.
Despite this, Ken, who was desperately licking the rainwater from his mouth and cheeks,
reached past Youji and held the water bottle between his palms. Youji sighed and helped
him drink, one small sip at a time. Ken trembled each time, but he seemed to be getting
better at keeping it down, but Youji could see he was still drifting between here and
wherever his mind had gone to save itself.
"Verse five," he whispered.
"Verse five?" Youji asked.
"I remember now." Ken nodded. "You prepare a table for me... in the presence of my
enemies... You anoint my head with oil... My cup overflows."
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"That's... great, Ken," Youji said.
Ken blinked and looked up at Youji, his lips trembling towards a smile. "You don't have a
clue what I'm talking about, do you?"
Something had changed in Ken's eyes; until then it had been like he had been looking at
Youji but seeing someone else. Now he was just looking at his friend. Youji smiled down
at him and Ken smiled back. Looking at him, a tiny amount of the worry that had beenknotted tightly in Youji's stomach for the past few days began to unwind. He didn't dare
look away from Ken in case that recognition went away again. He didn't turn until he
heard footsteps in the mud behind him. Omi was standing silhouetted against the
headlights with the grim shadow of Aya next to him.
Youji didn't ask and Omi didn't explain; all he said was, "Shall we go?"
And Ken stood up. Or he tried to. He didn't even make it half way up before he cried out
and tumbled forward, slamming into the mud, another scream cut off as he retched.
Somehow Omi was beside him before Youji could move.
"What happened?" Youji exclaimed. "Ken, are you all... is he okay?"
"He fell," Aya told him simply.
"Fell?" Youji nearly laughed. "What the hell was he doing trying to stand by himself?"Omi looked up at the two of them, eyes wide. "Youji-kun, Aya-kun, could you be quiet
for a second? I've got to..."
He didn't finish the sentence. He was too busy checking Ken over, pressing his fingers
against Ken's neck and counting under his breath.
"He's in shock."
This time Youji did laugh. "Of course he is."
"No, Youji-kun, I mean..."
The fear in the big blue eyes told the rest of the story. Hypovolaemic shock. Massive
dehydration had brought Ken's blood pressure critically low, and if they didn't get him to
a doctor soon he'd be just as dead as he would have been if they'd left him in the coffin.
"Get him in the car, now," Youji said. "We'll have to put him in the front, he can't go inthe back in his state."
Ken looked up at them, understanding everything, even the fact that he was dying. "I'm
alright," he announced. "I'm fine."
Youji shook his head wearily, tired but glad his friend was coming back. "Christ, Kenken,
and you call me a bullshitter."
He clambered out of the car, folded the seat forward and then he and Aya practically
carried Ken to the passenger door and slid him inside. Omi reached into the back and
retrieved a dry blanket, which he draped over Ken.
"I'll drive," Youji said.
"This is my car," Aya growled.
Youji nodded. "Yeah, man, I know it's your car, that's the problem. If you wanted
something with a back seat "
"At least it has a back seat," Aya interrupted. "And a roof."
Youji gestured to the back of the car. "It has a shelf, Aya, and at least the Seven knows
what it's doing. If you'd bought yourself a vaguely sensible car rather than this midlife
crisis on wheels..."
"Everyone, please." Omi spoke quietly, but with all the authority of a shout. "Aya-kun,
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Youji-kun is right. He's not going to fit in the back, his legs are too long. Can we please
get going? We don't have time for this now."
Without another word he scrambled into the back seat. Aya gave Youji a cold stare and
then followed him, wedging himself in the tiny gap between the seats. Youji folded the
driver's seat back onto his legs and slid in.
As he pushed the seat back even further onto Aya's legs, started the too-quiet Germanengine and hit the buttons to roll all the windows down, Youji felt Ken stir in the
passenger seat.
"What happened to the target? The French guy?"
"He died," Aya said.
Ken smiled, nodded, and closed his eyes. They had completed their mission, that was all
he'd needed to know. Now Youji knew, as he put his foot down and headed for the
nearest hospital, that Ken would be alright.
Epilogue: For You Are With Me
Ken slept. The bedroom light was on, the windows were open even though it was raining
again, and the radio was playing quietly in the corner. The last time he'd woken up, he'd
been terrified he was back in that coffin. Youji made sure he wouldn't go through thatagain.
Maybe they should have stayed in the hospital, but Kritiker had insisted. Youji knew the
doctors had been suspicious; to explain Ken's injuries Youji had spun a story that not only
didn't explain them, it hadn't even made sense. Ken had passed out when they reached the
hospital, but he'd been there less than a day, long enough for the doctors to start
rehydrating him and give him surgery to repair the mess he'd made of his hands and feet
before Birman had arrived to whisk him away. Now he slept in his own bed, with his
hands and feet bandaged, and an IV in his arm finishing the work the hospital had started.
"I don't understand, Youji-kun," Omi had said while Ken was in surgery. "Why?"
"It's called sensory deprivation," Youji had told him. "You take away light, sound, smell
and even touch and leave someone with nothing but whatever's inside their own head. Iknew a girl once who used it in small doses as meditation. But in the wrong hands it's a
particularly horrible way to torture someone. He broke Ken, and Ken knows it. He can't
forgive himself; he knows he would have given up everything."
Omi had looked at him, his big blue eyes red with tiredness, and blinked slowly, as
though he had no energy left at all. "Youji-kun... I think any of us would have."
So now Ken slept. His body was healing fast, as it always did, but his mind would take
much longer. But it would heal. Youji believed that as much as he believed anything. Ken
had survived more than half a day in a tiny, wooden cage with nothing but himself and
the ghosts of his past. He had survived two days of torture with almost nothing to eat or
drink. He had survived dehydration and shock. He would survive this.
It was only Saturday night, four days since they'd been given the mission, but it felt like a
year had passed. After they'd got Ken settled, Manx had arrived. She hadn't stayed for
long, just long enough to make sure Ken was okay, to tell Omi to take his time with the
report, and to assure them that nothing like this would ever happen again. Even though
she had told him there was no need, Youji had apologised for being so angry with her; he
knew none of it had been her fault.
When Youji called Sumiko, he found out that no one had noticed that the artist or the
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Frenchman were missing yet. Youji couldn't find it in himself to care.
When Manx left, Omi had gone with her. Now it was just Ken asleep, and Youji
watching over him. Youji read a book where all you needed to do in covert operations
was travel the world sleeping with beautiful women. In his sleep, Ken rested a bandaged
hand on his friend's arm. After a while, Youji put down the book and carefully moved his
chair over so he could rest his hand on Ken's shoulder. Then, listening to the sound of therain, the radio, and Ken's breathing, he closed his eyes and slept.
The End