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    The "Singular" Message of

    Rosh HashanahRosh Hashanah First Day 5772

    By Rabbi Mark B Greenspan

    Do you like riddles? I do. And if you're like me then you'll be pleased to know that we're in the midstof one of the more intriguing riddles in our tradition. How exactly did Rosh Hashanah become Rosh

    Hashanah?

    Professor Neil Gillman, my teacher, claims that Rosh Hashanah is something of an enigma. Of all the

    holidays in our calendar, it might very well be the strangest. While many consider this to be "religious

    prime time," one of the most important moments in the year, you won't find 'Rosh Hashanah,'

    anywhere in the Bible. The holiday called Rosh Hashanah simply doesnt exist!

    So where does Rosh Hashanah come from? The Torah says, "In the seventh month on the first day ofthe month you shall observe a rest, a sacred occasion with loud blasts. You shall not work at your

    occupation; and you shall bring a gift to the Lord."(Deut. 23:24) The holiday that we think of as Rosh

    Hashanah is never called by that name. What's more, according to the Torah, it occurs in the seventhmonth of the year - which precludes it from being Rosh Hashanah, "the beginning" of the year!

    According to the Torah, Nisan, the month in which Passover falls, is the first month, so technically

    Passover is the original "Rosh Hashanah."

    Later, in the Mishnah, we find reference not to Rosh Hashanah but four roshei shanah, four occasions

    that are considered 'the beginnings of the year.' This term is not a designation for a particular holiday.

    Rather, it is a way of referring to moments of transition in the calendar. The year has many roshei

    shanah, beginnings. Nisan, we're told, is theRosh Hashanah for holidays and kings (that is, a Jewish

    king's reign was marked from Nisan, no matter when he took office); Elul is Rosh Hashanah for cattle

    (not so relevant today since I dont believe we have cattle herders in our congregation); Shevat isRosh

    Hashanah for trees (we call it Tu Bi-shvat) and Tishri is when we begin counting the years,announcing the jubilee and for planting vegetables. Only later are we told that on the first of Tishri,

    "All who walk the earth pass before God k'vnei maron, like young sheep," or, depending on how you

    read the Mishnah, "K'vnuniron, as soldiers."

    The commentators were not of one mind about what this means. Which are we: sheep passing beneath

    the staff, or as soldiers standing in review? This is two ways to think about what our role is in

    synagogue at this time of year. And two ways to think of God, as a shepherd, or a King. Whichmetaphor best describes the way you imagine your relationship to God? Possibly neither works for you

    - so at this moment what would you say about your relation to God? Why are you here? Is Godlistening? Are we being judged?

    It was only later thatRosh Hashanah became associated with creation. In our liturgy we chantHayom

    harat olam, "This is the birthday of the world." But the sages didn't agree about this either. Some

    argued that the world was created in the month of Nisan and others suggested Tishri. In typical Jewish

    fashion, there's also a third point of view: some argued that creation began a week ago on the 25th

    of

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    Elul, so that Rosh Hashanah marks not the creation of the world but the creation of humanity. That onecan suggest that we know the day on which the world or human beings were created is something of a

    deceit. From our modern perspective, this must be read as poetry and not science. The point is that

    once a year, we go back to the beginning and start over. It is a powerful way of thinking about

    ourselves and the world. The rabbis knew full-well that we have many beginnings. And by suggestingthat 'this is the day' on which we were created, they were reminding us that there are moments when

    we should stop and think about where we have been and where we're going. It means that we must say,as it does on ourNer Tamid, "Know before whom you are standing."

    But let's return to the Mishnah, for a moment. If we return to the very beginning, we do so not as acommunity but as single individuals - like the first human being. The Mishnah says, on this day, "each

    person must pass before God." We stand in judgment alone.

    This idea found its way into our liturgy. In the U'netaneh Tokefwe say: "The great Shofar is sounded

    and a still small voice is heard. This day even the angels are alarmed and seized with trembling as they

    declare, 'The day of judgment is here!' This day all who walk the earth pass before You as sheep/as

    soldiers. Like a shepherd who gathers his flocks, bringing them under his staff, you bring everything

    that lives before you for review"

    These are powerful words. They may trouble us. However you choose to understand these metaphors,

    it seems to me that they have one thing in common: Rosh Hashanah is meant to be a solitary, lonely,

    day when each of us must stand in the presence of God. We may be surrounded by family and friends

    but we are alone before God. Maybe that's why we refer to this season as the "Days of Awe." We mustface our lives, our destiny, our secrets and our shame, all alone.

    Our other holidays are days of communal identity: we celebrate the Exodus from Egypt, the giving of

    the Torah at Sinai, the sojourn in the wilderness. We light the Menorah to recall the Maccabees and

    read the Megillah to commemorate the Jewish people's salvation from Haman. Even Yom Kippur is

    about community - we dont confess our individual transgressions but "our sins," as a community.Today we're all alone. "Each person passes before God." As solitary individual we must confront our

    mortality: "who shall live and who shall die." There were no guarantees or promises for the past year

    and none for the year ahead: today might be the beginning or it might mark the end for each of us.

    The words which speak most powerfully to me at this time of year come from the U'netaneh Tokef:"You open the Book of Remembrance and it speaks for itself, for each person has signed it with his

    own deeds." Those words are terrifying. It's not God's judgment that we fear but our own. On this daythere are no evasions. We cannot deny the truths of our lives. We cannot hide from ourselves. If we

    take the time to reflect on the past year then we must acknowledge our faults and foolishness. We haveno one to blame but ourselves. It's all written down and it's written "in our own handwriting."

    But that's not what we do, is it? It's easier to point at others, to make excuses, or to blamecircumstances than it is to take responsibility for ourselves. I'm reminded of a cartoon of a man

    standing before a judge. He says: "Of course it was entrapment, your honor. If the voters hadnt electedme I wouldnt be in this mess!" How often have we heard communal leaders blame others for their

    own stupidity and greed? It's easier to hide behind others than it is to stand alone, exposed in thepresence of God or in the presence of those we have offended. Whatever the U'netaneh Tokefmay

    mean, it reminds us that in the end, in the moments that count the most, we are alone.

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    We tend to downplay this idea in contemporary Jewish life. We speak of the "Jewish people," theimportance of community, and we like to describe synagogues as a 'family.' Of course, these are all

    important aspects of Jewish life. Where would we be without a minyan? Aren't our prayers written in

    the first person plural so that we speak as a community? Dont we celebrate our history as a people?

    This is true, but our relationship to God begins alone. Today we are like the first human being in theGarden of Eden. We must answer for ourselves. God asks, Ayeka, "Where are you" and we must

    answer. We can't hide behind others.

    There is a need for a corrective in Jewish life today, a return to the unique and singular relationship

    that we have with God. In the moments that count the most, we stand alone. We are responsible forourselves.

    That is why the High Holy Days are so powerful, and why they are such a draw for so many of us. It

    doesnt quite register consciously, but we're drawn back to synagogue at this time of year because we

    sense our 'aloneness.' These days are about the existential truths of life. We live, we die, we make

    mistakes. We're afraid. We sense our guilt. We have secrets and shame we share with no one. We're

    uncertain. We dont know what the year ahead holds for us or our loved ones. But having arrived at

    services, the irony is that we hide behind community rather than confronting our singular presencebefore God. And that is where faith really begins.

    The prayer we recite most often during this season emphasizes this 'aloneness' before God. It's not the

    U'netaneh TokeforAvinu Malkeinu but Psalm 27. We recite this psalm twice a day for six weeks,

    starting in the month of Elul until the end of Sukkot. It begins:

    The Lord is my light and my helpWho shall I fear

    The Lord is the strength of my life

    Of whom shall I be afraid?

    Notice that it's not the 'we' who is speaking here but 'me.' I speak of my fears: evil doers slander me,armies camp arise against me, losing the loved ones. But then I say: these aren't my greatest fears - mygreatest fear is not having You in my life, God. If that happens than I am really alone! "One thing do I

    ask of God; for this I yearn: to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life." It is for God's

    presence that we strive on the High Holy Days.

    Some of you may be troubled by this 'take' on religion that puts so much emphasis on God. "God"

    dredges up unpleasant and nave images from your childhood. A young man recently came to see meand said that when he married he would not teach his children about religion - because Judaism was no

    different than believing in the tooth fairy or a rabbits foot. How sad that this young man's conception

    of God is so childish and nave - For thousands of years, our most brilliant thinkers have struggled with

    the meaning of God - I dont believe they were simple minded or superstitious. Maybe you're angrywith God for taking a loved one from you or ruining your health. Maybe you have serious doubts or

    simply dont believe in God - at least the one you learned about from your parents or in religious

    school. So let me suggest that we need to get past these childhood images that are no more real than

    the tooth fairy. God has many names in Judaism and there are many ways of thinking about God.

    What they all teach us are two basic insights: There is a power beyond ourselves in the universe andwe are not the center of the universe. At the very center of our God beliefs are these two ideas. And

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    having come to those insights we must ask ourselves: If there is a power greater than me, then what isexpected of me? And what is my place in the world, in the universe? What is the purpose of my life?

    So we're celebrating Rosh Hashanah today: not because 'the world was created' on this day or because'the Book of Remembrance is literally being inscribed' but because a new year can't begin until we are

    prepared to confront the basic truths and realities of our lives: our mortality, our weaknesses, our

    responsibility, our connections to others. The very fact that we may not live out the year ought to spurus on to think about how we can carve meaning out of a life that is at times harsh and mystrious. What

    if I knew that I only had six months to live? What would I do differently? Where would I put my

    energy? How would I live my life?

    Consider this story: When Patrice Millet was diagnosed with a cancer, he decided to start living theway he always wanted: helping needy kids in his native Haiti. So he sold his business and started

    FONDAPS youth soccer program, which provide free equipment, coaching and food to children

    from the slums of Port Au Prince. Many of these children lost relatives in the 2010 earthquake and

    now live in tent cities. Millet was given a 'death sentence by the doctors but he turned it into a life

    sentence. He continues to work and and hes determined to do all he can to give his kids a shot at a

    better life.

    So I ask you: what is your life sentence? What will the holidays mean for you this year? Will RoshHashanah mark the beginning of a new year? Will it be an opportunity to create a new world? Will

    you stand in the presence of God without pretense or evasions and ask yourself - what does my life

    mean? Will you redeem your life from loneliness? That, my friends, is the reason we are here. And thatis where our faith begins.

    There is no riddle about it. Rosh Hashanah is the beginning of the year. It is our opportunity to start allover. It is our chance to say,Hayom Harat Olam - today, in the presence of God, I can create a new

    world!

    Shanah Tova