MY POETRY,

MY LIFE

BUBYEE FOR FOREVER

THIS ARE SOME PARTS OF MY FIRST BOOK

INDEX

• KINNI – A SMALL LITTLE GIRL

• MY CUTTEST SONG EVER

• LOVE

• MY MOST HAPPY & TENSION FULL DAYS

• WHY I FEEL MY SELF MENTLE

• WHEN SOMEONE LOOKS AT HER I FEEL JEALEOUS

• MY MIND & SOUL ARE CONFUSED

• I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES

• WHY SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT ME

• WHAT’S THIS GOD

• THIS HAPPENED

• THERE IS SOMETHING IN HER EYES

• SITTING ALONE UNDER THE SKY

• GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT’S MY FAULT

• MISSING

• THERE’S AGO

• FORTUNATELY

• OH GIRL

• WHEN I HEARD

• I _M MISSING YOU

• NEED YOU

• I DON’T FORGET YOU

• WHEN I WATCH

• JUST MISSING YOU

• MESSAGE FOR YOU

• NO ONE CAN STOP ME

• I HAVE DECIDED

• REMEMBRANCE

• I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE

• PASSIONATE

• I NEVER FELT UPSET

• SOMETIMES PUNISHMENT IS ENJOYMENT

• FOR ME YOU ARE MY ANGEL

• I DON’T WANT LOVE FROM YOU

• I ALWAYS MISS YOU HERE

• I WILL NEVER SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU

KINNI – A SMALL LITTLE GIRL

OH MY LITTLE HER………………………K

SO, LOVELY FEEL I

LOVE LIKE A KI…………………………….N

SHINE LIKE BRIGHT TI………………….N

SO, LOVELY FEEL I

LIKE A PLEASANT PLUC……………….K

LIT AS ASUNNY H…………………………I

FIT LIKE A BI………………………………..N

LONG LIKE A TO………………………….N

LIT AS A SUNNY H……………………….I

HEART FOR ATEA……………………….K

BRIGHT AS A LIL………………………….I

SOUND LIKE A BEAUTIFUL HOR…N

FAST AS ATINY TI……………………….N

BRIGHT AS A LIL………………………..I

FEAR LIKE A HIR………………………..K

HEART MIGHT A FILL…………………I

SO, SOFT AS A FISH FI……………….N

BLOW AS A WI…………………………N

HEART MIGHT A FILL………………..I

MY CUTTEST SONG EVER ANYTHING WHAT CAN I REALLY DO FOR YOU, JUST FORGET YOU, JUST FORGET YOU BUT WHAT IS THIS, YOUR SMILE MAKES ME HAPPY YOUR VOICE MAKE ME CRAZY BUT I AM NOT SO LAZY I JUST TELL HER, BUT THE WAY N"T CLEAR NOW, I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HER BUT NEVER, EVER SHE COULD DO SO I DON'T SOOTS HER, BUT HER STYLE MAKES ME LAZY, CRAZY RARER, I RARER I JUST FIND THIS I DON'T KNOW, HOW I FALL IN LOVE WITH HER SHE IS A LITTLE LADY, JUST LIKE AN ANGEL FOR ME ANYTHING WHAT CAN I REALLY DO FOR YOU JUST FORGET YOU, BUT WHAT IS THIS BUT WHAT IS THIS, YOUR EYES TAKES ME IN THE HEAVEN YOU ARE UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND ME OH MY DEAR WHAT CAN I DO, YOU TELL ME, JUST TELL ME I EVER THINK, IT'S TRUE BUT NO, NO, NO I JUST WANT YOU YOUR PRESENCE IS ENOUGH FOR ME AFTER SCHOOL LIFE, WHAT I REALLY DID HOW I SEE YOU, HOW I FEEL YOU HOW I FORGET YOU, HOW I FORGET YOU HOW I FORGET YOUUUU.......................................

LOVE THAT'S MY PLEASURE THAT I FEEL I DON'T WANT TO TELL BUT IT'S A MISERABLE TRUTH NOBODY CAN LIVE WITHOUT THIS MITH THIS, A GREAT EFFORT I FEEL IT WILL TAKE OUR SLEEP NOT EVEN A SINGLE HEEP ALWAYS FORGET THE GLANCE THE, DREAMS MADE ME REALISE HOW I FEEL, HOW I FEEL JUST RAISE, JUST RAISE MY DEEPENING YOU WILL KNOW THE PAIN THOU, FRIENDS CAN'T BE TOLD AS LOVE A LOT THESE ARE SCOLD WHEN IT MIGHT BE TOLD WHEN IT MIGHT BE TOLD THOUGHT, WHAT I,PHASE I CAN'T TELL HER FACE FEAR IN THE HEART MAKE ME, MAKE ME LIKE A WATER DROPLET AS A DIAMOND ON THE GRASS

MY MOST HAPPY & TENSION FULL DAYS I AM ANXIOUS, HAPPY IN TENSION I THINK SHE WOULD COME OR NOT I AM IN MY PASSION I JUST COME TO SCHOOL FOR ASTRONOMY TEST BUT I NEVER EXPECT, SHE WOULD SIT BEYOND TWO BENCH IT'S A HUGE CRUNCH ON THAT DAY,I AM TOO EXCITED BUT I HAVE ALL MY CONCENTRATION ON EXAM THE DAY WAS BEST, BUT THERE IS TEST I EXPECT THAT I WILL GET SUCH A DAY AGAIN ON THAT DAY THERE MUST BE RAIN I KNOW MY WILL IS NOT FILL BUT IN DREAMS I WILL THINK & THINK AGAIN & AGAIN I WILL WATCH HER SECRETLY BUT HOW TO TELL TRULY I CAN'T BE SUCCESSFUL BECAUSE I AM NOT CONFIDENT FULL I JUST SMILING NOW TO BECOME HAPPY WITHOUT HER SMILE IS VERY DIFFICULT WHICH IS AS GOOD AS A WATER NILE BUT I DON'T HAPPY WITHOUT HER THAT'S TRUE

WHY I FEEL MY SELF MENTLE FROM SOME DAYS I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED BECAUSE MY MIND IS BURDENED I AM UNABLE EVEN TO SLEEP THERE IS A TENSION OF BEEP WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES THERE IS PICTURE OF HER EYES SOMETIMES I THINK WHY IT HAPPENED BUT I FORGET TO THINK ABOUT THAT AS THERE IS A DIFFERENT PEACE IN MY HEART THAT IS A GOD BEAUTIFUL ART I JUST BE VERY SAD WHY I TOTALLY TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER, BUT THAT WAS THE LAST CHANCE WHEN WE TALKED ON FACEBOOK EVEN AFTER THERE IS NO CONTACT I THINK THAT WHY I TELL HER THAT NOW, I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HER BUT I JUST KNOW SHE WOULD NEVER DO SO AS I DISTURB HER BUT WATCHING HER SECRETLY IT'S AN ENJOYING TASK BECAUSE FOR THIS I DON'T HAVE TO ASK HER BUT THERE ARE ONLY FEW MOMENTS AFTER THAT THERE IS AGAIN SADNESS ON MY FACE & MIND THAT I AM UNABLE TO TELL

WHEN SOMEONE LOOKS AT HER I FEEL JEALEOUS

I FEEL JEALOUS WHEN SOMEBODY LOOKS AT YOU BUT WHAT CAN I DO I DON'T EVEN THEM TO STOP AS THEY HAVE AN ATTRACTION BUT WHAT CAN I DO I JUST THINKS WHY THEY LOOKS AT YOU THEY LOOK WITH YOU GREEDY EYES I JUST WANT TO KICK THEM OUT BUT STILL WHAT CAN I DO I JUST WAITING FOR HER FROM 5 YEARS BUT I HAVEN'T GUTS TO SAY HELLO TO HER WHY? ACTUALLY, I DON'T WANT TO DISTURBS HER AS I LOVED A LOTS MUCH BUT SOMETIMES SHE LOOKS MY SIDE & SMILE I JUST THINK WHY SHE SMILE ON MY CRAZZINESS I JUST LIKE THAT

MY MIND & SOUL ARE CONFUSED

WHEN I SEE HER, MY SOUL SAY DON'T WATCH HER ANYMORE, MY MIND SAYS WATCH HER I AM LITTLE BIT ANNOYED FROM BOTH OF THEM, IS N'T NOT THEY SAY ME THE SAME THING, BUT THERE IS NOTHING, THAT CAN BE SAID BY BOTH OF THEM I AM LITTLE BIT CONFUSED HOW MY MIND & BODY BE USED, MY MIND ORDERED EYES TO WATCH HER, BUT MY SOUL STRAIGHTENED MY NECK, THIS IS SOMETHING WHICH, MAKES MY BODY UNPREDICTABLE, VY THIS HAPPENED, HOW THIS HAPPENED, I DON'T KNOW, BUT STILL I ENJOY IT LIKE A GAME, BUT THERE IS MORE PAIN THAN THAT OF GAME, I WOULDN'T SHARE MY FEELINGS WITH EVERYONE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, I THINK MY FORTUNE WILL DECIDE, WHAT COULD BE THE RESULT OF MY LIFE, BUT THESE MEMORIES ARE SO WIDE, THAT I WILL BE VERY SMALL TO THEM, SO, KEEP DECIDING BY FORTUNE, WHAT WOULD BE THE RESULT, BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW, WHY THAT GIRL IS SO SPECIAL TO ME, I DON'T KNOW, WHAT MAKES HER DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS, I WILL NEVER KNOW ABOUT THAT, I THINK MY MEMORIES WILL BE LOST IN FUTURE, AS I AM A SIMPLE CREATURE I WOULDN'T KNOW THAT, BUT SHE WAS SPECIAL TO ME, STILL SPECIAL TO ME & EXPECTED WILL SPECIAL TO ME BUT I WILL NEVER KNOW WHY SHE IS SPECIAL FOR ME

I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES WHEN I THINK, I WILL NEVER SEE HER, AFTER 8 MONTHS. EVEN I KNOW THAT I AM NOTHING TO HER BUT STILL I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES I DON'T KNOW, WHY SHE IS REMEMBERED IN ALL MY HAPPIEST DAYS, AS LIKE AS USUAL DAYS I AM THINKING ABOUT HER BUT MY MIND WANTED TO FORGET HER THAT'S WHY I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES BUT I GLAD & HOPE THAT SHE WOULD GET GOOD PARTNER THAN THAT OF ME AS FOR ME HER SMILE & HAPPINESS IS IMPORTANT WHETHER SHE IS WITH ME OR WITH ANY OTHER BUT THIS ANY OTHER MAKES MY EYES TO BURST INTO TEARS I KNOW THAT SHE WOULD NEVER BE MINE SO, WHY I ADDICTED HER AS LIKE WINE THAT'S WHY I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES WHEN I THINK I WILL NEVER SEE HER AFTER 8 MONTHS LOCATION: SHIMLA

WHY SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT ME WHY SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT ME AS I THINK I AM N'T PERFECT FOR HER BUT I DON'T KNOW I ALWAYS WANT TO SEE YOU, BUT YOU NEVER THERE FOR ME BUT WHY I WAIT FOR YOU THAT I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED AND AS THERE WILL BE NO END BUT WHY SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT ME AS I THINK I AM N'T PERFECT FOR HER I DON'T KNOW WHY GOD MADE THIS AND WHY I ENJOYED IT I WOULD BE THAT, I WILL N'T FORGET THAT'S MAKE ME HAPPY, LIKE COOL APPY BUT PROBLEMS ARE PROBLEMS HERE IN THIS WORLD, I WILL N'T BE ABLE TO MEET HER THAT'S I CAN'T DO NOTHING EXCEPT WATCHING HER

WHAT’S THIS GOD I TRY TO FORGET HER BUT WHEN I SEE HER SOMETHING COMES INSIDE FROM ME WHEN SHE WAS IN FRONT OF ME I AM UNABLE TO STOP MYSELF BUT IN THIS CASE WHAT CAN I DO EXCEPT WATCHING HER WATCHING HER IS SUCH DELIGHT FULL THAT I AM TOTALLY INCLUDED IN WATCHING HER SOMEONE TELL ME HOW I DON'T LOOK HER? WHEN SHE IS IN FRONT OF ME HOW? BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LOOK HER AS I KNOW THAT SHE WOULD NEVER BE MINE BUT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT IS HAPPENING FROM SOME DAYS WHEN I AM THERE IN FRONT OF HER HER EYES GO DOWN I DON'T WHY? IF YOU HAVE ANSWER THEN PLZ TELL ME BUT I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING ALMOST LITTLE BIT IN HER HEART ALSO HER AS IT GONNA 5.5 YEARS TO WATCH HER IF YOU HAVE ANSWER THEN PLEASE TELL ME

THIS HAPPENED WHY THIS HAPPENED WE WATCH SOMEONE & ATTRACTED TO THAT SPECIAL ONE WHY OUR HEAD GO DOWN, WHEN SHE ARE IN FRONT OF TOWN, WE LOOK LIKE HER AS THERE IS NO ONE AROUND HER WHY WE WATCH HER SECRETLY AS SHE IS MERELY GIRL IN THIS WORLD BUT WHAT CAN WE DO WHEN SHE DON'T WANNA TO TALK TO US IT HURT US WHEN SHE COMES IN DREAMS IT SEEMS THERE IS A HEAVEN ON THIS EARTH AS LIKE A GOLD CHAIN FOUND ON THE PATH WHY THIS HAPPENED WHY WE ATTRACTED TO HER & WANT TO SEE ALWAYS HER

THERE IS SOMETHING IN HER EYES THERE IS SOMETHING IN HER EYES THERE IS SOMETHING IN HER EYES WHEN I AM WATCHING HER SECRETLY WITH MY EYES SUDDENLY SHE LOOKS AT ME STARE TO ME SAYING WHY YOU ARE LOOKING ME WHY? IN EYES I HAVE NO ANSWER IF I WILL SPEAK SOMETHING THEN SHE WILL BE HURT IF I DON'T SPEAK THEN SHE WILL HURT WHAT SHOULD I DO BUT THERE IS SOMETHING IN HER EYES THAT'S MAKES ME SMILES BUT WELL SHE DON'T WANT TO LOOK ME BUT THIS NEVER TOOK TO ME TO HER BUT OF COURSE I THINK I SHOULD LOVE HER FOREVER BUT I HAVE TO LOOSE HER AFTER SOME MONTHS THAT'S WHY I WANT TO SEE AS MUCH AS I CAN BECAUSE AFTER THAT I WOULD N'T ABLE TO SEE HER NEVER IN LIFE

SITTING ALONE UNDER THE SKY SITTING ALONE UNDER THE SKY JUST THINKING WHAT I AM ,I AM HOW I TOTALLY CHANGED I AM CONFUSED WHY I LOVED SOMEONE THE ONE WHO ONLY GIVE PAIN BUT NOTHING ELSE BUT WHY I THINKED ABOUT HER THAT I ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW THINGS CHANGED NOW I KNOW HOW I AM AMZED TO THINK THAT I AM UNABLE TO SPEAK EVEN A SINGLE WORD I NEVER EXPECT IN MY DREAM SOME DAY I ALSO THINK ABOUT OF SOMEONE WHOM I AM NOTHING THE ONE WHICH COMES IN MY SLEEP & FORCE ME DON'T SLEEP ME NIGHTS

GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT’S MY FAULT GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT'S MY FAULT WHY YOU DON'T GIVE ME MY ALL I THINK I AM LOSING MY ALL I KNOW WHAT SHE WANT BUT SHE DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT THERE IS SOMETHING COMMON IN ALL WHY DON'T YOU MAKE THESE DISTANCE THESE SMALL GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT MY FAULT I YOU HAVE TO BREAK MY DREAMS WHY YOU SHOW ME THEM AT ALL GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT MY FAULT YOU TAKE ME MY ALL I JUST LOVE HER THAN THAT MY ALL WHY YOU TAKE MY ALL GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT'S I WANT REALLY TELL ME WHY YOU DO THIS AT ALL I DON'T KNOW HOW I FORGET HER AT ALL I FEEL I HAVE TO FORGET HER AT ALL THAT'S NOT MY FAULT GOD JUST TELL ME MY FAULT JUST TELL ME WHY YOU TAKE MY ALL

MISSING MISSING FROM FOOT TO MY HEAD I AM LIKE AS DEAD TODAY ,LIKE OTHER DAY MISSING FROM MY HEART IT'S NOTHING TO HER BUT EVERYTHING FOR ME I DON'T KNOW WHY I MISS YOU EVERYTIME SLEEPING TO SMILE WAKE UP TO WEEP MY HEART IS TOO DEEP NOONE CAN UNDERSTOOD IT AS IT CAN'T BE UNDERSTOOD BY ME SO HOW OTHERS CAN DO IT WHEN I THINK ABOUT SOMEONE ONLY YOU, COME THAT'S ONLY ONE SOMEONE ASK HAVE YOU WRITE THSESE POEMS BUT HOW WOULD I ASSURE THEM THESE ARE MY OWN ONE AS IT'S DUE MY ONLY HEART THAT IS TOO DEEP ONE I ANGRY ON SOMEONE BUT NOT ON EVERYONE MY SOUL MISS HER ALL AS SHE IS LOVING ONLY ONE THAT WOULD ONE WHO NEVER SEEMS TO BE FOREVER TO ME I THINK I AM DIRTY KID WHO DON'T DID ANYTHING RIGHT ON THE SPOT IT'S UNBREAKABLE POT AS I HAVE THROW THOUSANDS OF STONES BUT THERE IS N'T ANY CRACK ON HER HEART I DID N'T UNDERSTAND HER WHAT SHE WANTED THAT'S REALLY HAUNTED I DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS BUT I MISS HER A LOT BUT STILL HER HEART IS AN UNBREAKABLE POT THIS IS N'T THE TIME TO SMILE BUT NOT ALSO TO CRY IT'S TIME TO TRY JUST FRY THE THINGS WHAT I HAVE DONE I KNOW IT'S NOT MY TIME BUT I ALSO KNOW SOMETIME THERE IS ALSO MY TIME

AS I AM WAITING FOR THAT TIME I WAIT TILL THERE IS N'T ANY TRAIT I HOPE I WILL ABLE TO WAIT WAIT & ONLY WAIT

THERE’S AGO THERE'S AGO THERE IS A GIRL WHO TAKES ME IN THE HEAVEN OUT OF THIS WORLD WHO WHEN SMILES CHANGE MY MIND WHEN I AM SAD SHE MAKE ME MAD WHEN I WALK I WOULD TALK TO MYSELF IN THE WAY SOMETHING MY MIND SAYS SOMETHING MY HEART SAYS THERE IS A QUARREL IN BETWEEN THEM WHICH MAKES CRAZY SOMETIMES, I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF TO FIGHT WITH ME THAT'S THE ONLY KEY WHICH CAN ONLY BE USED IN BETWEEN THEN BUT TELL ME ALL WHAT SHOULD MAKE TALL IN FRONT OF HER THERE IS A ONE THERE IS A GIRL WHICH TAKES ME IN THE HEAVEN OUT OF THIS WORLD WATCHING WITH ANXIETY I LOST IN MY DREAMS BUT THEY SEEMS TO BE BROKEN WHEN YOU GO WITHOUT ANY SMILE MY MIND SAYS YOU ARE MINE THERE IS A VOICE

FROM MY HEART SHE NEVER'S BE YOUR'S YOU CAN WATCH HER ONLY IN SOME HOURS AS SHE IS N'T YOURS

FORTUNATELY FORTUNATELY, I WILL GET A CHANCE WHEN MY EYES GLANCE AS A CARRIER SEMINAR ORGANISED BY PRINCIPAL MAM I NEVER EXPECT THAT TODAY, THERE MUST BE A SEMINAR BUT I SEARCHED HER EVERYWHERE BUT SHE IS NO-WHERE BUT AFTER SOMETIME SHE FOUND BY ME I HAVE NO INTEREST IN SEMINAR AS SHE IS IN FRONT OF ME AND I CAN WATCH HER AS MUCH AS I CAN NO-ONE CAN STOP ME BUT WHEN SHE LAUGH ON THE TALK OF ORGANIZER THAT'S FORCE ME TO LAUGH ALSO THAT'S TWO HOURS ARE LIKE 1 SECOND FOR ME THE JOY CAN'T BE FORGETTABLE BY ME, SOMETHING SEEMS TO ME THAT I NEVER EXPECTED I HOPE I WILL GET A CHANCE SO THAT I CAN GLANCE THANK GOD TO GIVE ME SUCH A CHANCE SO THAT I CAN GLANCE THANK GOD TO GIVE ME SUCH A CHANCE THAT'S ALL ABOUT DUE TO A CHANCE THAT I NEVER FORGET IN MY LIFE THIS IS THE LAST MOMENT WHEN I WATCH HER FOR TWO HOURS I THINK I WILL NEVER GET SUCH A CHANCE NEVER AGAIN, AGAIN & AGAIN

OH GIRL

OH GIRLS, YOU KNOW WHAT'S I WANTED OH GIRLS, YOU KNOW WHAT'S I WANTED IT'S ONLY YOU

IT'S ONLY YOU THAT'S ONLY YOU THAT I WANTED WHO MAKES MY HEART HAUNTED WHO MAKES MY MIND BIND THAT'S YOU, ONLY YOU WHEN I WATCH YOU BEHIND THE WALL THAT'S I ONLY WANTED JUST TELL ME WHY YOU ORDERED TO MY HEART TO START FASTER & FASTER YOUR LAUGHTER MAKES ME WEAKER & WEAKER YOUR.S WALK MAKE ME SHOCKER I NEVER EXPECTED, I AM ALSO A FOLLOWER I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AS I CAN'T STAND IN THE WAY YOU WANTED YOU WANTED, YOU WANTED BUT I LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE NEVER BECOME DIFFERENT, BECAUSE I WANTED YOU IN THE SAME STYLE YOU ARE I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND I CAN'T LOOK LIKE OTHER ME AS THAT'S NOT IN MY HAND I LOVE MORE THAN THAT I CAN THAT'S CAN BE IN MY HAND STILL WAITING FROM MY OPEN HEART THAT SOME MAGIC TO BE HAPPEN THAT I ONLY WANTED I ONLY WANTED WOULD YOU MAKE PICKLE OF THAT FACE THAT NEVER LOVES YOU I KNOW YOU ARE N'T MY FORTUNE AS LIKE AS PRICELESS RINGTONE THAT I CAN'T AFFORD BUT STILL, OH MY GIRL, YOU KNOW WHAT I WANTED OH MY GIRL,

YOU KNOW WHAT I WANTED IT'S ONLY YOU, ONLY YOU THAT'S YOU

WHEN I HEARD

WHEN I HEARD FROM SOMEONE THAT ALL THAT IN MY HEART IS KNOWN BY ALL

THAT'S MAKES ME TALL THAT'S MAKES ME SMALL MY MIND SAYS IT'S BAD MY HEART SAYS IT'S GOOD EVEN I DON'T KNOW WHO KNOW ABOUT THAT ALL THAT IN MY HEART BUT STILL REQUEST TO NOT TO TELL TO ALL AS I DON'T WANT TO MAKE HER SAD AT ALL I KNOW SHE DON'T LIKE ME AT ALL BUT STILL WHY I MISS HER ALL WITH MY SOUL I THINK I AM THE CRAZY PERSON THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN AS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO NOT DO WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU IN THE NIGHT MY WHOLE NIGHT GET LOST IN THINKING ONLY ABOUT YOU ONLY ABOUT YOU THERE IS A DIFFERENT FEELING THAT MAKES ME TO NOT TO SLEEP JUST TO WAKE UP AND THINK ABOUT ONLY YOU ONLY YOU

I THINK I AM THE CRAZY PERSON THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN AS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO NOT DO

I _M MISSING YOU I_M MISSING YOU WITH MY HEART IT'S ALL ABOUT YOUR PRESENCE

THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME WHEN I WATCH YOU THERE IS SOMETHING THAT'S DIFFERENT TO ME THE FEELING I HAVE WITH ME THAT DOESN'T MATTERS TO YOU YOU THINK I_M A FOOL JUST AS I DON'T DO COOL THINGS THAT'S YOU LIKE AS LIKE MY SPIKES STRUCK ON THE GROUND MAKE SOME NOISE THE SAME VOICE CAN BE HEARD IN MY MIND WHEN I LOOK AT YOU WHEN I LOOK AT YOU WHEN YOU WALK IN THE STYLE IT SEEMS THAT ALL ARE CLOSING THERE EYES BUT MY EYES ARE OPENED AS I LIKE THE WAY YOU WALK LIKE THE WAY YOU TALK LIKE THE WAY YOU WALK WHEN I DON'T WATCH YOU IT SEEMS THAT SOMETHING IS MISSING FROM MY NORMAL ROUTINE I AM JUST THINKING HOW WOULD I PURPOSE YOU IT'S MORE DIFFICULT THAN TO CUT MY WRIST WITH KNIFE WHEN YOU ARE THERE FOR FEW MOMENTS I SMILE, I SMILE I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE MOMENT WHEN YOU LOOK

AT MY SMILE AND ALSO SMILES STILL WAITING FOR YOUR SMILE IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU PLEASE COME IN FRONT OF ME AND SMILE AND JUST SMILE ONLY ONE SMILE THAT CAN CHANGE MY LIFE CHANGE MY LIFE

NEED YOU NEED YOU WHEN I AM SAD, NEED YOU WHEN I AM GOING

TO BE DEAD FROM OUTSIDE AND INSIDE BUT YOU ARE N'T WITH MY SIDE YOU LOOK JUST FROM BESIDE AND GO AWAY WITHOUT LOOKING AT ME DID YOU HAVE FEAR? IS I _M A GHOST? I AM ONLY MAN AS YOU THINK AS YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO, WHY YOU DON'T LOOK AT ME? IS I _M SO UGLY? THAT YOU SHOULD N'T TALK TO ME IS WE NEVER BE FRIENDS? JUST TELL ME ONLY ONE QUESTION WHY YOU PUT YOUR EYES DOWN WHEN I AM GOING FROM FRONT OF YOU WHEN I LOOK AT YOU WHY YOU PEEP? THROUGH THE DOOR IS I_M THERE OR N'T? WHEN I _M NOTHING TO YOU WHY YOU PEEP? WHY YOU FORCE ME TO THINK ABOUT YOU BY DOING SUCH ACTIVITIES

I KNOW I _M A FOOL I KNOW I WILL GET PAIN ONLY IN LAST BUT STILL WAITING & WAITING WHEN I GET THAT PAIN THAT WILL NEVER END.

I DON’T FORGET YOU

I DON'T FORGET YOU, IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME IT'S N'T A PROBLEM TO

YOU I AM GOING TO BE A GHOST & FEAR YOU IN THE NIGHT THEN TAKE ALL REVENGE THAT HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU I NEVER FORGET AS THESE ARE IMPORTANT THING THAT SHOULD BE REMEMBER AFTER THE DEATH BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE MORE THAN YOURSELF & SOMEONE HAVE NO MATTER THE THINGS YOU DID YOU SAID REMEMBER ALL THAT HAPPENED TO YOU SOME DAY GOD EITHER GIVE PRIZE OR OTHERWISE YOU WOULD BECOME GHOST & 'FEAR THEM & TAKE YOUR REVENGE SO THAT YOUR SOUL GET SOMETHING PAIN OFF YOUR HEART WILL AGAIN STARTS BEATING SO THAT'

YOUR MIND GET REFRESH JUST THINK IF YOU WOULD N'T GET THEM, JUST WAIT FOR FUTURE & WHEN YOU BECOME GHOST & FEAR THEM THE MOST AS MUCH AS YOU CAN SO THAT THEY ALSO KNOW WHAT LOVE & FEAR IS?

WHEN I WATCH WHEN I WATCH ANY GIRL EXCEPT YOU I DON'T WANNA THEM TO WATCH MORE THAN FOR FIVE

MINUTES BUT, WHEN I WATCH YOU I FEEL, I FEEL TO WATCH YOU EVERY TIME I _M UNABLE TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ANY OTHER GIRLS BUT WHEN YOU ARE THERE, MY EYES ALSO WANNA TO STARE IN YOUR EYES AS MUCH AS THEY CAN I WAIT FOR YOU TO WATCH YOU FOR TWENTY MINUTES MY EYES JUST OUTSIDE THE DOOR ONLY FOR YOUR SMALL APPEARANCE WALK SLOWLY TO WATCH YOU BEHIND FROM THE LINE WATCHING OUTSIDE FROM THE WINDOW OF THE BUS ONLY FOR YOUR SMALL APPEARANCE JUST WISHING THE BUS WOULD MOVE TOWARDS YOUR HOME SIDE

NOT ON THE OTHER WAY ONLY FOR YOUR SMALL APPEARANCE

JUST MISSING YOU JUST MISSING YOU AT HOME ON THIS BORING SATURDAY HAVING NO ATTENTION TOWARDS STUDIES READING NOVEL BEFORE SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON JUST THINKING WHAT'S MY FUTURE WILL BE BUT ,I WANNA LIVE TO BE IN MY PRESENT AS YOU WOULD N'T BE WITH ME IN FUTURE OF MINE HOPING THAT I WOULD LIVE WITHOUT WATCHING YOU BUT REMEMBER YOU IN ONE PART OF MIND AND HEART NEVER FORGET YOU IN MY LIFE ALTHOUGH, YOU MIGHT BE BURIED IN ONLY MY REMEMBRANCE, DREAMS AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPENED TO ME CLEARLY,

I _M CONFUSED A LITTLE BIT WHAT SHOULD I DO OR N'T DO I KNOW THIS IS LAST YEAR TO WATCH YOU, THEN YOU WILL BE DIED FOR ME AND FOR MY REMEMBRANCE AS REMEMBER YOU IS TO HURT MYSELF

MESSAGE FOR YOU

SORRY, IF I HURT YOU SORRY, IF I WATCH YOU SORRY, IF I WANT YOU SORRY, IF I _M PRESENT IN FRONT OF YOU SORRY, IF I WRITE ON YOU SORRY, IF I LIKE YOU SORRY, WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU SORRY, WHAT I THINK ABOUT YOU SORRY, IF I DISTURBS YOU SORRY, IF I WANNA BE FRIEND OF YOU SORRY, IF I LOVED YOU SORRY, WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR YOU SORRY, IF I WAIT FOR YOU SORRY, FOR ALL THE THING THAT I DONE FOR YOU SORRY, FOR ONE SMILE OF YOU SORRY, THAT I NEED YOU SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, FOR THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE FOR YOU

NO ONE CAN STOP ME

NO-ONE CAN STOP ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN FOOL ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN FEEL ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE SNATCH MY PEN WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN READ MY MIND WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN STOP MY HEART TO BEAT WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN BE THINK BY ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN READ WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE WATCH ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN STOOD ME UP WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN CHANGE MY MIND WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE CAN BE GOOD WHEN I WRITE ON YOU NO-ONE COULD STOP ME WHEN I WRITE ON YOU WHEN I WRITE ON YOU WHEN I WRITE ON YOU

I HAVE DECIDED

I HAVE DECIDED TO WRITE ON YOU FOR MY WHOLE LIFE I DIDN'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME IT'S WHO I AM WHO HAVE TO WRITE ON YOU EVEN YOU COULD N'T STOP ME WRIT ON YOU WRITING ON YOU GIVE ME PEACE THAT'S EVERYONE WANTED LEAVE ME ALONE SO THAT, I ONLY WRITE WRITE ON YOU GIVE ME A PEN AND A PIECE OF PAPER SO, THAT I WRITE ON YOU LET'S TRY TO THINK ABOUT YOU SO, THAT I WRITE ON YOU GIVE ME MY DIARY SO, THAT I CAN WRITE ON YOU LET ME SLEEP SO, THAT I CAN DREAM ABOUT YOU

SO, THAT I WRITE ON YOU NOTHING MATTERS TO ME JUST GIVE ME A PEN AND A PIECE OF PAPER SO, THAT I WRITE ON YOU

REMEMBRANCE

LISTING MUSIC

WHILE STUDYING SO, THAT YOUR REMEMBRANCE WOULD N'T DISTURB ME WHILE STUDYING BUT, RATHER THEY SUDDENLY COME IN BETWEEN MY STUDY I HAVE TO OVERCOME YOUR REMEMBRANCE SO, TO SHOW THAT I _M ALSO SOMETHING I WANNA DO SOMETHING FOR ME AND ABSOLUTELY I WILL DO BY ITSELF FOR YOU I THINK I _M POOR AS YOU ARE N'T WITH ME MY WEALTH IS YOU WHEN I DON'T SEE YOU MY BODY MY LEGS STARTS TO BE BROKEN AFTER SOMETIME YOU ARE LIKE WINE

FOR MINE THAT ONLY HELP ME TO GO OUT THIS WAY WHICH IS DIFFICULT I HAVE TO GET OVER IT

I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU COME SUDDENLY AROUND ME AND ESTABLISH YOUR PITCHER IN MU MIND I DON'T KNOW WHY I GET ATTRACTED TOWARDS YOU THERE ARE MANY BEAUTIFUL GIRLS AROUND ME BUT WHEN YOU ARE THERE WHY MY SITUATION IS WHOLLY DIFFERENT WHEN I WATCH YOU THE FEELING I HAVE IS JUST AMAZING WHEN I AM GOING TO BED FOR SLEEPING WHY MY MIND THINK ABOUT YOU IN DEEPENING I DON'T KNOW WHEN YOU ARE IN FRONT OF ME YOU MAKE ME CRAZY I DON'T KNOW

WHEN I THINK SOMEDAY I WOULD N'T SEE YOU IT CAUSE A GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT IN MY HEART AND I FEEL SOMETIMES IT WILL STOP BEATING

PASSIONATE

SOMEONE PASSIONATE TO DANCE TO SING AND TO COOK MY PASSION IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS THEY THINK IT'S ONLY & ONLY TO WRITE ON YOU IT'S ONLY YOU FOR WHICH I _M PASSIONATE ABOUT YOU IT'S ONLY YOU ANYONE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEIR PASSION SO, HOW COULD I DO SO I _M ONE OF THEM FROM ANYONE I KNOW IT'S N'T YOUR PASSION TO THINK ABOUT LIKE ME WHILE DREAMING

SLEEPING & THINKING IT'S ONLY YOU THAT STRUCK ON MY MIND FIRST NOW' WHEN THERE IS A PEN IN MY HAND & IT WAS LAST PAGE OF MY NOTEBOOK MY HANDS STARTS WRITING ITSELF ON ABOUT YOU ONLY ON YOU WHEN I _M FREE I DON'T DO ANYTHING EXCEPT WRITING ON YOU ONLY ON YOU

I NEVER FELT UPSET I NEVER FELT SO UPSET THAT I CAN FEELING TODAY THINKING, ONE DAY I DON'T EVEN SEE SOMEONE WHOM I LOVED THE MOST IN MY MIND YOU 'RE ALWAYS THERE TO BEAT FASTER MY HEART NEEDS YOU HERE BUT YOU ARE N'T, NEVER EVER WITH ME I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE ALL THE THINGS TO HER ON LAST DAY AS THAT'S BELONGS TO YOU ONLY HOPE THAT YOU MUST READ THEM ALL AND UNDERSTAND THEM ALL BUT, I _M NOT THERE FOR YOU THAT TIME BUT,

JUST READ THEM AS YOU HAVE WRITTEN THEN ALL WITH YOURSELF AND, THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND AND KNOW MY SITUATION I WANNA CRY BUT HAVE NO TEARS IN MY EYES AS THERE IS EVEN A SINGLE DROP IN MY EYES AS THEY DRY DUE TO CRYING TO LOVE IS N'T TO GET THAT PERSON THAT WE KNOW AND FOLLOWING THE SAME.... . . I WILL LET YOU GO BUT NEVER SAY GOOD BYE

SOMETIMES PUNISHMENT IS ENJOYMENT

SOMETIMES PUNISHMENT IS ENJOYMENT BETTER THAN THAT OF PRIZE I FEEL HAPPY TO STAND OUTSIDE A CLASS WHERE SHE IS CLEARLY SEEN BY ME AND SHE COULD N'T DO THIS, THAT'S GOOD AS IF SEE ME THEN WILL DEFINITELY GO AWAY FROM THERE WATCHING HER I ONLY THINK WHY DO I SEE HER WHY SHE IS IMPORTANT TO ME WHY I WANNA TO SEE HER AS THERE IS NO FEELING FOR ME IN HER HEART BIT THE ENJOYMENT I HAD IS LIKE THAT' WHEN I WATCH

HER MORE, I WANT HER MORE WHY I LOVED HER MORE THAN THAT SHE KNOW WHY? I HAVE NO REASON BUT THERE ARE DEPRESSION IN MY MIND AND IN MY BODY AND HAVE NO EXPRESSION BUT I WOULD EXPECT IF I LOVE HER LIKE THAT THEN I MUST DIE ONE DAY I KNOW SHE WOULD NEVER EVER BE MINE I HAVE TO FORGET HER WITH A BIG SMILE NOT HAVE TO WORRY FOR A WHILE AS LOVE HER WITH SMILE I HAVE TO LEAVE HER ALONE WITH A SMILE I HAVE N'T GOOD TIME, THINKING IT'S THE TIME WHO DESTROY MY DEEP LOVE FOR SOMEONE BUT IT'S THE FACT THAT SHE SHOULD N'T BE MINE

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THIS BAD TIME WHEN DUE TO HER I DESTROYED I AM ANGRY TO HER FOR SOMETIMES BUT NOT FOR ALL TIME I KNOW THAT THERE IS ALSO SOMETHING IN HER HEART ALSO AS SHE IS N'T ABLE TO LOOK INTO MY EYES AS SHE DO EARLIER I DON'T THINK SO I KNOW IT'S SO BECAUSE HER EYES TELL ME ABOUT HER HEART SITUATION, CONDITION OF COURSE HER MIND

FOR ME YOU ARE MY ANGEL FOR ME, FOR ME YOU ARE MY SOUL YOU ARE MY ALL BUT FOR YOU, FOR YOU I AM NOTHING ONLY JUST A THING OF PLAYING JUST A THING OF PLAYING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT YOU, I FEEL THERE IS NO ONE AROUND YOU BUT FOR YOU, FOR YOU WHEN I AM IN FRONT OF YOU THERE IS AN ENEMY STANDING AROUND YOU FOR ME, FOR ME YOU ARE MY ANGEL BUT FOR YOU I AM NOTHING BUT A DEVIL WHO JUST IRRITATES YOU EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHY YOUR EYES GO DOWN WHEN I AN IN FRONT OF YOU IS IT DUE TO THAT I LOVE YOU OR I AM YOUR ENEMY THERE IS SOMETHING IN YOUR HEART ALSO BUT PLEASE TELL ME ALSO THAT WHAT SHOULD I DO I AM UNABLE TO SLEEP WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT YOU I FEEL YOU ARE ALWAYS AROUND ME BUT I LOVE YOU A LOT LOVE YOU A LOT LOVE YOU A LOT MORE THAN THAT OF ME NOW I AM NOT ASHAMED IN SAYING THESE WORDS BECAUSE IS REALLY LOVE YOU NOW

I DON’T WANT LOVE FROM YOU I DON'T WANT LOVE FROM YOU AS IT CAN BE FAKE WHICH I NEVER WANNA TAKE LOVE IS FEELING'S FOR ME LOVE IS BLESSINGS FOR ME IT HAS DONE WHAT HAVE NEVER DONE BY ME I DON'T LOVE YOU FOR ONLY MY HEART I DON'T LOVE YOU FOR YOUR BODY I DON'T LOVE YOU WITH HALF HEART I LOVE YOU WITH MY SOUL I LOVE YOU WITH MY ALL AND DO SOMETHING WHAT I NEVER WANTED AT ALL PLEASE NEVER LOVE ME BECAUSE I CAN READ YOUR EYES THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THE TRUTH THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME AT ALL BUT PLEASE SAY YES OR NO SO THAT, I CAN FREE FROM THIS TENSION FROM YOUR ATTENTION FROM YOUR ATTRACTION FROM MY AFFECTION THAT'S ALWAYS TRUE FOR YOU I KNOW YOU WANNA SAY ME GOOD BYE FOR FOREVER, BUT PLEASE SAY IT FROM YOUR MOUTH, NOT FROM YOUR EYES AS THEY MAKE ME CRY, CRY I KNOW IT IS HARD TO BEAR BUT I HAVE TO HEAR TODAY OR TOMORROW BUT I NEVER MAKE SORROW BECAUSE, LOVE N'T ONLY RUINED ME BUT GIVE ME THE BEST FEELINGS GIVE ME THE BEST FEELINGS AND, PLEASE NEVER COME IN FRONT OF ME AS I NEVER WANNA SAY SOMETHING TO YOU TO FORGET YOU FOREVER

I NOW, DO N'T WATCH YOU EVER AS WHEN I LOOK AT YOU EVER THE FEELING EVER I HAVE COME OUTSIDE AND MAKE ALL MY COMMITMENTS ASIDE SORRY I CAN'T GIVE YOU NOTHING AS YOU DON'T WANNA TO TAKE ANYTHING FROM ME BUT YOU ARE MY FEELINGS ALWAYS, YOU ARE MY FEELINGS I LOVES YOU THE MOST AND ALWAYS MISS YOU THE MOST AND ALWAYS WANNA TO FORGET YOU AS I _M NOTHING TO YOU AS I _M NOTHING TO YOU

I ALWAYS MISS YOU HERE I ALWAYS MISS YOU HERE BUT WHEN I OPEN MY EYES YOU ARE NO-WHERE WHEN I OPEN MY EYES ALL MY DREAM BECOMES ONLY DREAMS THAT ARE ONLY MY OWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES IT SEEMS THAT ARE NEAR TO ME YOU NEVER SAY GOOD BYE TO ME YOU ARE ONLY THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME BUT WHEN I OPEN MY EYES YOU ARE NO-WHERE WHEN I OPEN MY EYES I WILL FIND THAT YOU ARE THERE BUT VERY FAR AWAY FROM ME I COULDN'T DO NOTHING TO GET YOU I COULDN'T DO NOTHING TO SEE YOU I COULDN'T SAY NOTHING AS YOU ARE VERY FAR AWAY WHEN I WANNA HATE YOU I FEEL THAT YOU ARE MUCH MORE CLOSER TO ME WHEN I WANNA SAY SOMETHING FEAR OF LOSING YOU, MAKE ME TO NOT TO SAY ANYTHING TO YOU I ALWAYS SAY THAT I LOVE YOU MY SOUL SAY THAT YOU LOVE HER MY BODY CAN FEEL YOUR PRESENCE MY EYES SAYS WHEN YOU COMES I ALWAYS SINGS WHEN I SEE YOU I AM NOT ABLE TO CONTROL THAT I DON'T KNOW WHY? BUT I WANNA FORGET YOU

AS I KNOW YOU WOULD NEVER BE MINE BUT CAN'T MY HEART ALWAYS BE HIGHER THAN THAT OF MY MIND I CAN ONLY & ONLY HATE YOU WITH MY MIND, BUT IT MY HEART WHICH IS OF MAD KIND THAT ALWAYS SAY YOU LOVE HER & THEN I HAVE TO SAY O LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU

I WILL NEVER SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU

I WILL NEVER SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU AS YOU REMAIN CLOSE TO ME CLOSE TO MY HEART CLOSE TO MY MIND IT DOES N'T MATTER EITHER YOU ARE WITH ME OR YOU ARE WITH SOMEONE ELSE BUT, I WILL NEVER SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU AS, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE, THAT ARE CLOSE TO MY HEART I KNOW FROM MY SIDE OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS AND FROM YOUR SIDE IT WILL NEVER BEGINS I LOVE YOU AS LIKE AS I _M LOVING YOU NOW TIME ALL THROUGH MY LIFE TILL MY LAST BREADTH, TILL MY DEATH

WHETHER, YOU HURT ME MORE THAN THAT ANYONE BUT RATHER YOU ARE ONLY ONE THAT IS CLOSE TO MY HEART I THINK GOD WILL DO SOMETHING GOOD, ANY MAGICAL THAT YOU WOULD ALSO COME CLOSER TO ME EITHER LATER OR SOONER TILL MY DEATH I WILL WAIT FOR MY NEXT BIRTH