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Sloane Solomon is a beautiful, young college student who begins experimenting with a very intense type of dreaming known as ‘lucid dreaming’. At first, she really enjoys these dreams that are much more vivid and memorable than any she has experienced before. But her dreams quickly turn into disturbing nightmares, when she finds herself gazing into her neighbor’s apartment. There, she is confronted by horrific visions of a battered teenager who is being held captive in a tiny, hidden room. Sloane tries to forget the nightmares and chalk them up to an overactive imagination. But more frightening dreams follow, and she can’t help wondering if there might be some element of truth behind them. To make matters worse, her neighbor has began to act very strangely, fueling her fears that maybe he isn’t as innocent as he once seemed. Is it all in her head, or is this mysterious man really hiding a hideous secret in the darkest corner of his home? Sloane is so determined to expose her neighbor and rescue the tortured victim who haunts her dreams, that she hatches an extremely risky plot to uncover the truth. But the answers that await her could turn out to be the most frightening nightmare of all. Lucid is out now in e-book edition and Amazon Kindle edition (readable on Kindle Reader, iPhone & iPod Touch). For more information please visit my website: www.katherineangelayeboah.blogspot.com

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CHAPTER 1

“Who wants another beer?”

Sloane lifted a reluctant head from the flattened sofa cushion. Surveyed the room,

bleary-eyed, through a curtain of tousled curls.

“Better not.” Perched atop the wooden windowsill was best friend Alex, cigarette in

one hand, half empty Miller can in the other. “Else I'll never drag my butt outta bed for

class tomorrow morning.”

Her bare feet rested lightly on the shoulders of her boyfriend Silas, as he slouched

beneath her on the hardwood floor, chewing the inside of his lower lip.

“Quick. Someone call Ripley’s.” A cheeky grin began spreading across his face.

“Lex just turned down a brew.”

Unamused by the wisecrack, Alex shook her head. “You want a beer…or not?”

“Nah. I’m good.”

Sloane’s gaze drifted, then, to the final member of the group. Fellow sociology major

Jamie, who was sprawled across the only armchair with her eyelids squinched tightly

shut.

“What a lightweight!” Silas feigned a comical snore. “She’s totally out of it.”

“Hey.” Reaching over with sock covered toes, Sloane tapped her guest gently on the

arm. “This isn’t a motel.”

Jamie woke abruptly from her slumber and blinked drowsily at her smirking

audience.

“Gimme a break.” The protest was accompanied by a gigantic yawn. “I hardly got

any sleep last night.”

“Don’t tell me you finally hooked up with Mr. lacrosse team?” Alex’s eyes

brightened. “It’s about time!”

“I wish.” Jamie hauled herself up onto an elbow and ran a hand through her mouse-

brown hair. “No, nothing quite so gossip-worthy. I just kept having this really weird

dream.”

“Weird as in kinky? Dream as in fantasy?” Silas’ tone was teasing. “About bumping

hips with the captain of the Lacrosse team?”

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“Ha-ha,” Jamie picked up the pillow she’d been warming and tossed it lazily in his

direction. “No, seriously, it was bizarre. I dreamed that I heard a rustling sound, in the

middle of the night. Coming from inside my bedroom closet. So I leapt up to investigate,

slid open the door…and I found my closet was full of babies! Little tiny babies. All lined

up in a row.”

“That is weird.” Sloane interjected.

“Right? And they were covered in plastic. Clear plastic, like…Saran Wrap. Bundled

up, real tight, from head to toe.”

Her beer, on its coaster, was warm and flat by now, but she gulped down a mouthful

of it anyway. “At first, for some reason, I thought they were made out of wax. You know,

kinda like those creepy, old-fashioned dolls. But then one of them started twitching. And

I saw that they were real. Alive.”

“Jesus.”

“So of course, I was freaking out. Screaming bloody murder. Trying frantically to

tear this stuff from their faces, one by one, before it was too late.”

“Were you able to save them?”

“Well the problem was, every time I managed to release the last kid…I’d look back

along the line and see that they’d all somehow been rewrapped. So I’d have to start all

over again.” Her eyes dropped, as if she were addressing the varnished floorboards

rather than anyone in the room. “It was awful. These babies…they didn’t cry, didn’t

struggle, didn’t make a single sound. They just stared up at me, wide-eyed, pleading

silently for my help. With these pitiful looks on their little faces.”

“Maybe you were hungry.” Alex chimed in playfully. “Maybe those tots wrapped in

plastic represented the packet of sausages, lurking in the back of your refrigerator. And

that pleading look was ‘cause they were begging you, Jamie, please don’t eat us.

Please…”

Three of the four faces in the room were lit by tickled grins.

“This ain’t funny, Alex. The whole thing totally creeped me out. I woke up in a

puddle of my own sweat, with my heart racing. And for the rest of the night, every time I

finally managed to drift off…I’d find myself back in that closet.”

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“Wonder what it all means.” Sloane was sitting upright now, her knees tucked

underneath her chin. Her toes curling and uncurling themselves over the lip of the sofa. “I

know, why don’t you try looking it up in one of those dream dictionaries?”

“Dream dictionaries?” Jamie shook her head. “Nah…I don’t believe in them. I’m

sure they’ll just say my dream means something completely ridiculous. Like…I’m gonna

win the lotto or be married within a week. Personally, I reckon dreams are just a bunch of

random images, floating around our brains, for whatever reason. They don’t really mean

a thing.”

“You’re probably right.” Alex extinguished her cigarette in the ceramic ashtray

beside her on the ledge. “I mean, you have a dream about…let’s say…an elephant. Books

and journals and therapists might have you believing you’ve got, I don’t know, penis

envy or something. Truth is, you just happened to see an elephant on TV that night while

you were dozing off on the sofa!”

Silas stole a swig from his girlfriend’s beer can and wiped his lips with the corner of

a sleeve. “Have you ever been in the middle of a dream, and found yourself wondering

whether you were asleep or awake? Wondering whether everything you see is real…or

just a dream?”

“Of course.” Alex nodded along in agreement. “I’m sure everybody has.”

“Well, the next time that happens…try to remember one thing.”

He raised both arms, stiff elbowed before him. With palms outstretched and fingers

worming through the incense smoke that billowed, streamer-like, across the room.

“Hands!”

“Hands?” Jamie repeated the word with a crinkle in her brow.

“Yes! Focus on your hands.”

“What good does that do?”

“It makes you realize that you’re dreaming.”

“Er, I think you’re a little confused, honey.” Alex rolled her eyes skyward. Patted her

partner, sarcastic, on the head. “Doesn’t the saying go, when you suspect you might be

dreaming…you’re supposed to pinch yourself?”

“No, I’m dead serious. Think about it…you rarely see your own hands in a dream.

And if you do, you immediately cotton on to the fact that you’ve wandered into

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dreamland, and that normally snaps you out of it. Wakes you up right away. But if you

can concentrate on your hands, really see them, and manage to stay asleep…you can take

dreaming to a whole new level.”

“Yeah,” Sloane chipped in. “I think I remember reading something like that once.”

“It’s called lucid dreaming.” Silas pushed the fringe away from his forehead,

unveiling a pair of lively eyes that were apple-green. “When you’re totally aware that

your dream is just that. A dream.”

“What’s so special about that?” Unimpressed by the notion, Jamie laid her head

down on the armrest once more.

“Oh…it’s amazing. Unlike any dream you’ve ever had before. More lifelike.

More…intense. You feel yourself surrendering to the dream completely. And it takes

over. Becomes your world. It’s like…watching the most spectacular movie, in 3-D. And

the best part is...you get to play the leading role!”

“So I take it you’ve experienced this.” Alex was messing with his hair now. “You’re

not just blowing smoke?”

“Yeah, I’ve had the pleasure. I mean, it’s not easy to do, but I’ve gotten there a

couple of times.”

“No wonder you’re always muttering in your sleep,” Alex giggled. “Seriously,

though, it must be pretty awesome to have a dream that vivid. You could do things you’d

never be able to do in real life, and not have to worry about the consequences.”

“Absolutely,” Silas agreed with a nod. “But don’t take my word for it…you have to

give it a go for yourselves. All three of you. Next time you go to sleep.”

“Speaking of sleep…” Sloane rose to her feet, and stretched her back with her hands

on her hips.

“We can take a hint.” Hopping down from her roost, Alex leaned against her

boyfriend for support. Then teetered, on one foot, while she bent over to strap up her

sandals.

They made an interesting couple to look at. Sloane had quipped that her petite friend

would fit quite snugly into Silas’ top pocket. As they headed for the door, the ladybug

tattoo peeking over Alex’s shirt collar was not much higher than the elbow of her burly

squeeze. His skin was ruddy…hers pale. His untamed mass of sandy hair the polar

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opposite of her sleek, beetle-black bob. Still, Sloane mused, as she waved to them from

the doorway, they seemed to be as thick as thieves.

Jamie, sluggish to rise, was the last one to leave. Escorted by her host, who’d offered

to walk her to her car. They said their goodbyes on a grubby sidewalk, where the insects

scurried aside to avoid the streetlamps’ glare.

A mischievous wind came tiptoeing down the boulevard, leaving the scads of litter

trembling in its wake. Causing the palm trees to whisper as Jamie climbed into her

Taurus and trundled off into the night.

Back inside Sloane’s third floor apartment there was no suggestion of a breeze. She

flung the windows open wider, in the vain hope that it might just come to call. Then

busied herself picking up beer cans and emptying trays full of cigarette ash.

Despite its years, it was a pleasant enough space, with ample closets and ceilings that

were unusually high. The oversized windows allowed sunlight to flood in, and friends

back home had been envious to hear that she could view the Hollywood sign through

them. Low-hanging, vintage light fixtures in all the rooms added to the apartment’s retro

charm. There were ancient flower boxes on the ledge, and crooked shelves had been put

up where you’d least expect to find them.

The building probably dated back to the twenties and Sloane liked to imagine that, in

its heyday, it had been the chic abode of swanky, showbiz types. She wondered if

perhaps, long ago, each floor had been a separate, spacious condo. After all, it was

mainly the outside walls that were made of exposed, russet-colored brick. Some of the

inner walls were fairly flimsy, as though they’d been added much later to section the

building into flats.

Of course now, the neighborhood was a little run-down. The fading glamour of

Hollywood couldn’t reach this far. But at least the one-bedroom was affordable and,

knock on wood, relatively cockroach-free.

It was nearly two a.m. now. Sloane stood before the bathroom cabinet mirror and

pulled her raven curls into a loose bun. Although April had barely arrived, she had

already begun to tan and her skin was an even toned, reddish-brown. Thank Heaven she’d

said goodbye to the chill of San Francisco and chosen a school in L.A. Here, the weather

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forecast was almost always a welcome one, and summer seemed to last virtually the

whole year long.

Sloane smiled at her reflection, remembering her parents’ faces when she had first

announced her plans. Both Mom and Dad had grown up in small towns, and for them, the

name Los Angeles conjured images of drugs and violence and warring street gangs. It

had taken a lot of gentle persuasion, a lot of pleading, a lot of promises to be careful, but

once she’d talked them round, her folks had done all they could to lend support. Sloane’s

Dad, ever practical, had been feeding her college fund since around the time he’d bought

her first bike. And though not exactly flush, she was able to concentrate on studying and

pick up temporary jobs only during summer break.

A quick shower, then to bed, dressed in baggy shorts and a faded, yellow tee. Sloane

rolled lazily onto her back, with her lips slightly parted and her fingers crisscrossed above

a gently heaving ribcage.

In the distance, a faint and familiar lullaby, stuttered by the last dregs of traffic on

freeway 101. In the air, the rich odor of jasmine. Almost too rich. Almost sickly. From a

flower bed somewhere below.

And as the moon sent the shadows of unknown things slinking across her window

blinds, Sloane’s head began to loll. Her breathing to slow. Her eyelids to gradually droop.

A movie theater.

Cold. Dim. Old-fashioned. With timeworn chairs upholstered in velvet.

With pot-bellied cherubs tooting on their bugles as they pranced across a mural on

the ceiling.

The only sound the whir of a projector, crackling harsh and unsteady in the

background. The only illumination from a blizzard-like fuzz, which swarmed the

featureless screen.

Sloane sat amongst the shadows, in the rearmost row, blinking madly over out-of-

focus eyes. Eyes that struggled to see, to adjust to the feeble light, as they flitted around

the tiers of empty seats.

No…wait.

There was another moviegoer here. A couple of rows in front.

Tall. Male. Motionless.

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His stare, unblinking, was fixed intently on Sloane. His teeth were clamped into an

unnatural sneer.

She managed a polite half-smile, then turned to face the screen…hoping this stranger

would do the same. But he continued to gaze at her, with a grin so unwavering that it

reminded her of a gargoyle. Ugly. Unsettling. Chiseled in stone.

Minutes passed. Tiny particles of backlit dust dancing along the narrow projector

beam overhead. Sloane squirming awkwardly in her seat and hearing its prickly fabric

rustle against her skin.

She could almost feel the eyes upon her. Glistening with wetness and mischief.

Swollen eyes. Praying mantis eyes. Protruding so strenuously from their sockets, that

Sloane wondered if they would pop right out of the strange man’s skull.

What is this guy’s problem?

There was a touch of panic in the question, even though it was spoken only in her

mind.

And when is this damned movie ever going to start?

The frigid air hung heavy all around. Making her shudder. Making her flesh creep as

if a goose had waddled over her grave.

Sloane folded her arms. Partly because of the cold and partly because of indignation.

The odd man’s insolence had started to annoy her. To grate on her very last nerve.

It was then that the burgundy curtains began to ripple, as though an unfelt wind were

slithering along the walls. And indignant feelings turned into feelings of foreboding.

Foreboding into out-and-out fear.

She glanced at the man. Timidly. From the furthest corners of her eyes. Then about

the room, in search of the comforting glow of a neon exit sign.

She found nothing. No lighted words. No beacon to guide her from this unpleasant

place. In fact…Sloane could not see anything that even resembled a way out.

Where to?

She scrambled to her feet, desperate to be anywhere but here. To escape from that

smothering gaze. But the man was rising also, ever so slowly, up from his rickety seat.

Each joint in his body creaking noisily as he straightened his spindly limbs.

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Until he loomed, tall and gawkish, before her, in a well-pressed suit of midnight

black. With fingers writhing and fidgeting at his sides as if he didn’t quite know how to

still them.

And finally came Sloane’s horrified realization that the man’s trunk appeared to be

pointing forward. That it was his head alone which had swiveled one-eighty on his neck

to face her.

Only then did the notion crawl into her mind, as a tiny shriek escaped from

somewhere deep inside her throat. Could this theater, this man, this awful knot in her

belly, all be part of some hideous dream?

The words Silas had spoken echoed within her, and she began raising clammy palms

toward her face. Craning forward to search for them through steadily widening eyes.

She saw forearms. Saw wrists. Vaguely beneath the fitful smattering of light.

But beyond that…nothing except indistinguishable blur.

Now, without warning, the room became alive with sound. Some sort of movie had

started to play, accompanied by its discordant soundtrack. All trumpets and melodrama

and clang.

Sloane shot a look back at the man, who was fumbling around between the velvet

rows. Feet pointed one way. Smile facing the other. Lurching clumsily, grotesquely,

toward her.

She swallowed hard. Exhaled sharply. Visible breath that swirled, mist-like, just in

front of her mouth. Then lifted her elbows higher. Higher still. Eyeballs bulging into the

gloom.

Until suddenly…hands. Distinct. Crystal. For a single lucid moment they appeared

in perfect focus.

And then, like a helpless puppet being dragged from a toy chest, Sloane was yanked

out of the dream realm and deposited back beneath her bed covers.

She struggled upright, blinking herself awake. Peered at her spread open fingers,

which were lit by the early morning sunlight that filtered through the plastic blinds.

A shake of the head. A deep breath, held for a second before she expelled it. Sloane

allowed her shoulders to flop back against the pillow once more.

And laughed aloud.

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CHAPTER 2

Sloane dumped her heavy book-bag just inside the front door and hung her keys on

the coat peg beside it. She kicked off her sneakers before heading for the fridge to fetch

herself something to drink.

Then on to the computer desk, which basked in the noonday sun as it shone through

the living room window. The sky was cloudless, brilliant, though a light breath of wind

kept the day from becoming too hot. It was the kind of afternoon that begged to be spent

out of doors.

If only…

Nestling in her scruffy swivel chair, Sloane switched on the modem, sipping soda as

she waited for it to start up. She sighed loudly, as she braced herself for the tedium of

writing essays and deciphering scribbled lecture notes.

Hours passed, while Sloane hunched over the keyboard with a ring binder in her lap.

Till eventually she slouched back against the seat and massaged the nape of her neck.

Time for a break. She stood, stretching her arms out straight, with her fingers

intertwined. Then, on an impulse, she sat back down and re-opened the web browser.

And in the toolbar at the top, she typed the words that had been skulking into her mind all

day.

Lucid dreaming.

The search results numbered in the thousands, and were a good deal more interesting

than her dull study about population growth.

Apparently, quite a lot of research had been done on the subject, by everyone from

psychiatrists to paranormal investigators.

There were reports by UFO buffs who theorized about a link between vivid dreams

and alien abductions. Painting their grotesque pictures of otherworldly beings who would

creep in during the night, to prey on unsuspecting wretches while they were sleeping

blissfully in their beds.

Even ancient Tibetan monks had, centuries ago, explored the realms of conscious

dreaming.

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Sloane was riveted by now. Leaning attentively toward the screen, she read webpage

after webpage about dreams that appeared somehow…amplified. That seared themselves

into the memory.

At first, she ignored the sound, annoying though it was, as it echoed along the

corridor outside. But it only grew stronger, shredding her concentration with a cruel and

incessant malevolence.

A rapping sound. Rhythmical. Like a cursed little hammer, striking at her eardrums

and resounding throughout her skull.

Until finally, she rose and marched over to the front door to fling it open wide. She

craned around its wooden frame and peered down to the end of the hallway.

A solitary pigeon, somewhat disheveled. Feathers gray as grime. It teetered on the

hallway window ledge, head cocked, pecking savagely at the outer surface of the pane.

Sloane scrunched her brow. Wondered why he was doing so. Wondered how he was

doing it so loud.

Dentist drill loud.

She took a step, from the brown, hardwood floor of her living room to the blue, wire-

haired carpet of the corridor beyond, shielding her eyes against the rampant sun that

flooded in from outside.

Then she stood, perplexed, in her bare feet, before treading a few paces further along

the hallway.

Hesitant steps. Half-hearted. Steps that soon came to a sudden halt.

Another bird, more mangy than the first, had come to join this strange percussion.

This spectacle of flapping wings and glaring amber eyes.

Sloane’s curiosity was beginning to desert her. Was being replaced by a horrid sense

of unease. As a third pigeon…a fourth…a fifth…descended on the sill.

And, before she knew it, a whole army of these unkempt creatures had gathered

there. Working themselves into an ear-splitting frenzy of talons and beaks against glass.

Timpani loud.

Loud enough that Sloane did not hear the door sneak to behind her. Eerie enough to

make her retreat, groping backward for the door handle.

The cacophony, unrelenting. The door…locked.

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She spun, desperate, toward it, rattling the knob to no avail. Eyes scudding wildly

from door to window ledge and then back to door again.

When the hush fell, it fell so suddenly that it was almost as alarming as the din.

The circus had vanished, without trace, leaving the window ledge as peaceful as they

had found it.

Sloane sighed. Giggled. Feeling a little silly now, for allowing the harmless flock to

spook her. Wondering what could have frightened them into fleeing so abruptly…

All those birds.

And yet, not a single shed feather left behind. No marks, no mess, no proof that they

had ever congregated on the sill.

She was frowning, pondering, eyeballing the empty ledge when the questions finally

welled in her.

Real or imagined? Awake or sleeping…

Am I dreaming this?

Sloane stared down at her hand, still clasped tight around the doorknob. She began

unfurling her fingers, one by one. Then she lifted her upturned palm, peering intently at

every crease and crevice upon it.

Until suddenly, a lasting, guttural gasp resonated throughout her entire body. And,

all at once, she understood what lucid dreaming was.

She found herself swimming in this…other-world. This hyper-reality of her own

creation. She became instantly aware, so very aware, of every particle of her being.

She could almost hear the silence. Could almost taste her own tongue. The soles of

her feet tingling with the knowledge of every fiber of the carpet below. The hairs on her

forearms rising to welcome the caress of the corridor’s stuffy air.

And all the while, she kept her eyes trained doggedly on the trembling hand.

Clinging to the evanescent dreamscape which hung, fragile, like a cobweb before her.

Don’t break the spell.

Sloane placed her pulsing fingertips gently against the wall and skimmed them

lightly across the uneven plaster. Tracing each lump and groove and imperfection in the

paint, which had abruptly become a more radiant shade of blue.

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And then, with baby steps, one foot in front of the other, she began toddling gingerly

down the corridor. Feeling her way, so as not to lose sight of that all-important hand.

Don’t let it slip away.

Reaching the end of the passageway, she crossed the sun-patched carpet in a single,

tentative stride. Then she started back along the opposite wall, her palm pressed flat

against it, her face barely six inches from her knuckles.

Don’t let me wake.

By the time she drew level with her front door again, Sloane’s hand appeared to have

taken on an aura of its own. Translucent white. Phantom-like.

Mesmerized, she gawked at it, watching the veins throb underneath her skin. Hearing

the swish of flesh against plaster as her hand grazed the slick gloss paint.

A new game now…her forefinger had strayed aimlessly into a shallow gouge in the

cement, and she was scratching, in slow motion, up and down its powdery surface.

Fascinated by an act that in the waking world would have seemed rather mundane.

To her astonishment, the plaster began to crumble easily beneath her touch.

Sloane continued to scrape away at it, each stroke more vigorous than the last. Small

grains of the chalky debris lodging themselves deep under her fingernail.

Until a tiny hole started to emerge, scarcely big enough for the tip of a finger. An

inquisitive finger that burrowed inward, loosening a few more chunks and sending them

noiselessly to the carpet, amid a miniscule puff of dust.

So possessed now by the dream, Sloane finally dared to let her gaze drift away from

her hand. And with one eye snapped shut, the other eye gaping, she pushed her nose up

against the wall and peeked around the jagged edges of the newly punctured hole.

She giggled, feeling like a mischievous child, playing peek-a-boo between her

fingers, as she found herself squinting into the front room of her middle-aged neighbor,

Mr. Phillips, who lived across the hall.

The place was decorated much as Sloane would have pictured it, in a rather dowdy

and tasteless manner. No piece of furniture seemed to fit properly with another…the

gaudily patterned sofa clashing horribly with the well-worn rug beside it. The chintzy

figurines looking completely out of place next to the Asian-style lamp they shared a

coffee table with.

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In fact, she could see only one item that wasn’t brazenly garish in either color or

design. The door, in the furthest corner of the room, was a dull and understated white.

Sloane nudged free another fragment from the lip of her spy hole, blinking to flush

the dust that followed it out of her eyes.

Just in time to watch the plain, white door begin to tiptoe gradually open.

As Phillips entered the main room, Sloane stifled a snigger with the back of her

hand, hoping he wouldn’t catch sight of the ragged hole, or the busybody peeping into it.

A thick, cotton apron covered his ill-fitting slacks and a shirt with the sleeves rolled

up beyond the elbows. He loitered there, just in front of the doorway, wiping a sweaty

palm across his hip. Muttering to himself, a mile a minute, words Sloane couldn’t quite

seem to make out.

On second glance, she noticed his odd appearance. Eyes glistening wet. Cheeks

flushed scarlet on either side of a set of firmly clenched teeth. His glasses, normally so

tidily positioned, perched crooked on the end of his nose.

It was then that she spotted it. Smeared about his middle. An ugly, misshapen

splotch. A stain that must have been left behind by some sort of crimson fluid.

Blood?

The smile left her mouth immediately.

Mr. Phillips moistened a thumb pad against the very tip of his tongue. He used it to

rub benignly at the red mess across his front. He took a step forward. Another. Inspecting

his fingernails as he trod.

But as he edged further away from the yawning doorframe, Sloane’s eyes chose not

to follow. They were drawn, instead, by a sudden stirring in the shadowed room behind

her neighbor.

If she tilted her head, at just the right angle, she could see into the dreary chamber.

Could make out the windowless walls. The unadorned floor.

The denizen within.

A female. Young. In her teens, perhaps. Kneeling naked on the tile. Her arms

stretching heavenward, like the stems of a scrawny weed that was desperate to reach the

light of the sun. Her wrists held fast by a large-link chain that dangled from the ceiling.

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There were bruises, vivid purple, that appeared to cover almost every inch of her

haggard frame. There were jagged wounds blemishing her legs, her belly, the ribs that

could be counted, one by one, as they jutted through her pallid flesh.

And there was blood. So very much of it. Some clotted amid the tangled thatch on

her scalp. Some dribbling over the strips of duct tape that smothered her lips and eyes.

Even her nostrils were oozing it, as they struggled to draw breath. As her miserable

body drooped there, chin slumped against an unclothed chest.

She was barely moving, barely hanging on. A fragile, wretched thing. A decrepit

Barbie doll some kid brother had borrowed, and played with far too roughly. Returning it

to the toy box, filthy and bedraggled. Missing handfuls of its once pretty hair.

Sloane stood reeling in the hallway, a forearm pressed against the wall the only thing

preventing her from keeling, horrified, to the ground. A stream of tepid tears began

slithering over her cheeks and leaving glistening slug trails down the length of her throat.

When at last her blurry gaze shifted back to her neighbor, Sloane felt her heart lurch

into her mouth. He was staring, face contorted in a sullen scowl, at the hole in his living

room wall.

Hesitantly, he started toward it, head tilted, at a shuffling, uneven pace. His eyes

blinking. Questioning. Disbelieving this new development. This puncture in the

boundaries of his clandestine lair.

Sloane was frozen rigid, on dead legs that refused to budge. The scream she longed

to give life to never amounting to much more than a gurgle in the depths of her throat.

Mr. Phillips was mumbling again, though he could hardly be heard, for the gaggle of

pigeons had returned. They filled the air with noise and chaos, as they clamored to peer

through the glass windowpane at the end of the corridor.

Run.

They seemed to say, with their shrill and frenetic squawking.

Hide…

But Sloane was paralyzed in her dream state. Her limbs unresponsive. Her feet

fastened to the carpeted floor.

Her breath was coming in throttled gasps now as Phillips drew nearer. Nearer still…

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A single glob of sweat crept along her hairline and down to her stiffly clenched jaw,

where it lingered on the edge of her chin for a second, before splashing silently onto the

front of her shirt.

Then, Mr. Phillips halted. Only a yard or so from where she stood.

“Who is that?”

He had caught sight of the eye that was fixated on him, as it wept profusely beyond

the wall.

“What do you want?”

His voice, crescendo. A screeching kettle, coming to a boil.

“Get away from here!”

The words exploded from him in a burst of anguish and venom and spit.

And then he sprung, suddenly, violently, toward the hole, slamming an outstretched

palm against the crumbling cement that surrounded it.

Bang.

Sloane’s head catapulted forward on her neck. A rasping gust of air saturated her

lungs. The pulse thudded hard and brisk in her veins as she hauled herself upright in her

seat.

She was once again in front of her computer. The screen was still showing the results

of her web search as it cast its crass reflection against the cooling windowpane.

Her eyes darted hurriedly about the room, seeking solace in the familiar things that

surrounded her. The place was bathed in twilight, the sun having vanished, leaving only a

stain, bubblegum pink, across the sky.

It took both hands on the edge of the desk to steady her, as she rose, weak-kneed,

from her chair. Then tiptoed, in her naked feet, over the wooden floorboards.

Arriving at the front door, she pinned her clammy palms up against it and squinted

into the peephole.

For a while she lurked there, peering through the tiny glass bubble. Trying to

convince herself that nothing frightful awaited her, on the other side of the door. Trying

to convince her fingers to stop shaking as they gripped the handle and unfastened the

lock.

The hallway was deserted. Noiseless. Everything…ordinary. Everything in its place.

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Sloane crept uneasily across the carpet, toward the facing wall, where the paint had

returned to its original and most dismal shade of blue. She swept a clumsy paw over it,

searching through narrowed eyes for a gash in the textured surface.

She found nothing, except a few superficial dents to mar the aging plaster.

Just a dream.

Sloane blew forcefully through rounded lips.

Just a stupid dream.

The sky had dimmed to a gloomy gray by now, as she turned to face the window at

the end of the hallway. The ledge was uninhabited, with no evidence to suggest that it had

ever been anything but.

And then…footfalls.

In the stairwell behind her. Sloane whipped around with a start. Saw a man climbing

steadily up to the third floor.

His clothes might not have been fashionable, might not have been top-of-the-line,

but painstaking care had been taken to ensure that there was barely a wrinkle or speck of

dirt on them.

He was five nine or so, and fairly lean save a hint of thickening around the gut. There

were lines crisscrossing his forehead, from years spent in a place where the sun rarely

forgot to shine.

His hair, the color of charcoal, thinning somewhat on top. His eyes a watery blue.

His overbite, though subtle, just noticeable between a pair of slightly parted lips.

He had reached the top step now, a plastic grocery bag clutched in either hand.

“Hello, Sloane.”

“Hi…Mr. Phillips.” Though it pained her to do so, Sloane ordered her mouth to form

the semblance of a smile.

“Can I help you with something?” His tone was pleasant. Sugary. Candy and kittens

sweet. “You look a little lost.”

“Oh…no. I’m fine. I just…I thought there was somebody at my door.”

“Well, it doesn’t look as if there’s anyone out here. Only you and me and the crane

flies. Eh…neighbor?”

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“Apparently.” She attempted to join him in a chuckle, but the sound that came out of

her was phony and short-lived.

“Alright, then. You have yourself a nice evening.” He had placed his shopping on the

floor and was rummaging in his pants pocket for a key.

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