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literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi fasi 80 TeTri gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT 2 - 15 oqtomberi 2015 # (154) (154) (154) (154) (154) 18 18 18 18 18 lia sturua `ia ai~ Cemi patara samSoblo! kameCebis marSi sawyal adaptirebul miwaze, fonSi odiozuri figura iakobis, TavSi iebiT, tanSi – wera-kiTxvis gamavrcelebeli sazogadoebiT! mere mobodiSeba amxela hiperbolisTvis, mere esTetoba, frCxilebSi, ra Tqma unda. `deda-ena~ – rodindeli aucilebloba! Tu incestze miniSnebiT, kreatiuli. ufro yuradRebis misaqcevi ra ginda? Tavi moixade mis winaSe! sisxliani xelebi Tmaze Seiwminde! wiTel qudSi mowyalebas Cagiyrian, kmayofilebisTvis cotas, TanagrZnobis naxevars gamTeleba, kidev ufro paTosuri, im samSoblosaviT, romelic arwivebis perpendikulari mTebTan! meramdene metafora! ramdeni antagonisti! magram xmarebisgan daRlil sityvebs hormonebi ki ar dauxtian, frinvelebi yavT, ramdenic Cems xorcs vaWmev, imdeni afrindebian da a.S. da a.S. isev mcenaris Tema waxvedi. naxevari sawoli momatexes, ukeTes sizmarSi roca vmTliandebi, erTi gverdi Tovliani miwaa, meoridan mcenare amomdis, Cveulebrivi anTebiTi procesebiT gamTbari niSani? gafrTxileba? ratom amdeni ca? miwa naklebi, magram zustad damiznebuli, TavSi rom mosamzadebeli samuSaoebi midis? yuri, advilad gasasresi lokokina, iseT rTul musikaze midevs, dro mWirdeba, rom jer sityva, mere versifikaciis SarSandeli Tovli... raRa am elvarebis dros? roca quCaSi hainekenis qolgebi, tanebis abibinebuli plantaciebi ra narinjisfer aqcentebs gaakeTebdi! mandarinebis laplapidan gogoebs seriozuli Svilebi uCanT... zeTis saRebavi riskze wamsvlelia, akvareliviT qals gverdiT arc daiwvendi, stilistikas dagirRvevda. ici, am gaSterebuli xorciT kidev SemiZlia zafxulnaxevari wiladi zamTari, iseTi susxiani – WinWari tvinSi! anu isev mcenaris Tema, romelsac vagrZeleb Cemi abibinebuli tyuilis ar vici, erTi meramdenediT... rati amaRlobeli baRis angelosi vzivar da viTvli mrgval baRSi dacvenil foTols. yvavebi Cxavian _ `xval gamTeniisas moTovs.~ moTovs qalaqSi, mis mTel sigrZeze da ganze, viRac Cem gverdiT zis, furclavs dRevandel gazeTs. me ki dRevandel dRes am gazeTiviT Sav-TeTrs _ vfurclav cis yovel gverds, masze daweril avdrebs. TiTqos sakuTar tans vfrcqvni da namcecebs vuyri Citebs purisas, baRs uaxlovdeba mwuxri. zamTris saRamos mwuxri, zamTris saRamos baRs uaxlovdeba, vuyri Citebs pursa Tu tans. aiSlebian wams frTebis qneviT da cemiT, TiTqos wauRes cas raRac nawili Cemi. beqa qurxuli samoTxidan gaqceulebi fragmenti momavali romanidan ubedureba mas Semdeg daiwyo, rac biWi mSoblebma Tavisi megobris, manana kiknaZis, dabadebis dReze waiyvanes. manana kiknaZe dedas uax- loesi megobari, naTlia da Zalian saintereso vinme iyo, misi dabade- bis dRe ki _ wlis erT-erTi umniSvnelovanesi movlena. am wveulebaze yovelTvis magari ambebi xdeboda. ikribebodnen dedas da mamas mego- brebi, TviTon, misi naTlia manana koplataZe, tereza cirekiZe _ tereziko, romelic yovelTvis rusulad laparakobda, Txilamure- bze idga, kasatikiviT curavda, alpinistur eqspediciebSi iRebda monawileobas da saxlSi `vintovkis~ tyviiT gaxvretili CrdiloeT kavkasieli abragis Tavis qala edo _ TeTri kriala Tavis qala, romel- ic ialbuzze, donRuz-orunze Tu myinvarwverze epova. mokled, es dabadebis dRe dabadebis dReTa Soris yvelaze dabadebis dRe iyo da samzadisic Sesabamisi cxaddeboda xolme. Tavisi gamopranWvebiT da ambebiT ise, rom wina ori dRe ezoSic ar uSvebdnen _ sadme garaJidan gamoCril rkinaze fexi ar gamoexia, velosipedidan ar gadmovardnil- iyo da muxli ar daesisxlianebina an ezoel biWebTan muSti-krivisas cxviri an idayvi ar gadaeyvlifa. miTumetes, rom am dabadebis dReze bavSvebi TiTqmis ar iyvnen da Tavs veravis moawonebdi axlad Cali- lavebuli TvaliT an sxva sabrZolo iarebiT. erTaderTi, manana kikna- Zis disSvili, qeTi kitia mohyavdaT, romelsac biWi CumCumad ki epran- Weboda, magram qeTi maincdamainc Tavs ar uyadrebda, radgan mTeeeli erTi wliT didi iyo. Tumca ezoSi ki mainc erTad iparebodnen, sadac iseTi jadosnuri da magari ram elodaT, rogoric _ mwvane da TeT- rad daxazuli badeebaglejili ping-pongis magida iyo, romelzec qeTi wlidan wlamde Tavidan utarebda ping-pongis gakveTilebs. xo- Siani gogo iyo, magari, lamazi da naRdi, ezoSi rom darbian da xeebze rom daZvrebian, iseTi. namdvili. IV VIII-IX IV-V

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literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTifasi 80 TeTrigamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT2 - 15 oqtomberi 2015##### (154)(154)(154)(154)(154)1818181818

lia sturua

`ia ai~

Cemi patara samSoblo!kameCebis marSisawyal adaptirebul miwaze,fonSi odiozuri figura iakobis,TavSi iebiT, tanSi –wera-kiTxvis gamavrcelebeli sazogadoebiT!mere mobodiSeba amxela hiperbolisTvis,mere esTetoba, frCxilebSi, ra Tqma unda.`deda-ena~ – rodindeli aucilebloba!Tu incestze miniSnebiT, kreatiuli.ufro yuradRebis misaqcevi ra ginda?Tavi moixade mis winaSe!sisxliani xelebi Tmaze Seiwminde!wiTel qudSi mowyalebas Cagiyrian,kmayofilebisTvis cotas, TanagrZnobis naxevarsgamTeleba, kidev ufro paTosuri,im samSoblosaviT, romelicarwivebis perpendikulari mTebTan!meramdene metafora! ramdeni antagonisti!magram xmarebisgan daRlil sityvebshormonebi ki ar dauxtian,frinvelebi yavT,ramdenic Cems xorcs vaWmev,imdeni afrindebian da a.S. da a.S.

isev mcenaris Tema

waxvedi.naxevari sawoli momatexes,ukeTes sizmarSi roca vmTliandebi,erTi gverdi Tovliani miwaa,meoridan mcenare amomdis,Cveulebrivi anTebiTi procesebiT gamTbariniSani? gafrTxileba?ratom amdeni ca?miwa naklebi, magram zustad damiznebuli,TavSi rom mosamzadebeli samuSaoebi midis?yuri, advilad gasasresi lokokina,iseT rTul musikaze midevs,dro mWirdeba, rom jer sityva,mere versifikaciis SarSandeli Tovli...raRa am elvarebis dros?roca quCaSi hainekenis qolgebi,tanebis abibinebuli plantaciebira narinjisfer aqcentebs gaakeTebdi!mandarinebis laplapidangogoebs seriozuli Svilebi uCanT...zeTis saRebavi riskze wamsvlelia,akvareliviT qals gverdiT arc daiwvendi,stilistikas dagirRvevda.ici, am gaSterebuli xorciTkidev SemiZlia zafxulnaxevari wiladi zamTari,iseTi susxiani – WinWari tvinSi!anu isev mcenaris Tema,romelsac vagrZelebCemi abibinebuli tyuilisar vici, erTi meramdenediT...

rati amaRlobeli

baRis angelosi

vzivar da viTvli mrgvalbaRSi dacvenil foTols.yvavebi Cxavian _ ̀ xvalgamTeniisas moTovs.~

moTovs qalaqSi, mismTel sigrZeze da ganze,viRac Cem gverdiT zis,furclavs dRevandel gazeTs.

me ki dRevandel dResam gazeTiviT Sav-TeTrs _vfurclav cis yovel gverds,masze daweril avdrebs.

TiTqos sakuTar tansvfrcqvni da namcecebs vuyriCitebs purisas, baRsuaxlovdeba mwuxri.

zamTris saRamos mwuxri,zamTris saRamos baRsuaxlovdeba, vuyriCitebs pursa Tu tans.

aiSlebian wamsfrTebis qneviT da cemiT,TiTqos wauRes casraRac nawili Cemi.

beqa qurxuli

samoTxidan gaqceulebi fragmenti momavali romanidan

ubedureba mas Semdeg daiwyo, rac biWi mSoblebma Tavisi megobris,manana kiknaZis, dabadebis dReze waiyvanes. manana kiknaZe dedas uax-loesi megobari, naTlia da Zalian saintereso vinme iyo, misi dabade-bis dRe ki _ wlis erT-erTi umniSvnelovanesi movlena. am wveulebazeyovelTvis magari ambebi xdeboda. ikribebodnen dedas da mamas mego-brebi, TviTon, misi naTlia manana koplataZe, tereza cirekiZe _tereziko, romelic yovelTvis rusulad laparakobda, Txilamure-bze idga, kasatikiviT curavda, alpinistur eqspediciebSi iRebdamonawileobas da saxlSi `vintovkis~ tyviiT gaxvretili CrdiloeTkavkasieli abragis Tavis qala edo _ TeTri kriala Tavis qala, romel-ic ialbuzze, donRuz-orunze Tu myinvarwverze epova. mokled, esdabadebis dRe dabadebis dReTa Soris yvelaze dabadebis dRe iyo dasamzadisic Sesabamisi cxaddeboda xolme. Tavisi gamopranWvebiT daambebiT ise, rom wina ori dRe ezoSic ar uSvebdnen _ sadme garaJidangamoCril rkinaze fexi ar gamoexia, velosipedidan ar gadmovardnil-iyo da muxli ar daesisxlianebina an ezoel biWebTan muSti-krivisascxviri an idayvi ar gadaeyvlifa. miTumetes, rom am dabadebis dRezebavSvebi TiTqmis ar iyvnen da Tavs veravis moawonebdi axlad Cali-lavebuli TvaliT an sxva sabrZolo iarebiT. erTaderTi, manana kikna-Zis disSvili, qeTi kitia mohyavdaT, romelsac biWi CumCumad ki epran-Weboda, magram qeTi maincdamainc Tavs ar uyadrebda, radgan mTeeelierTi wliT didi iyo. Tumca ezoSi ki mainc erTad iparebodnen, sadaciseTi jadosnuri da magari ram elodaT, rogoric _ mwvane da TeT-rad daxazuli badeebaglejili ping-pongis magida iyo, romelzecqeTi wlidan wlamde Tavidan utarebda ping-pongis gakveTilebs. xo-Siani gogo iyo, magari, lamazi da naRdi, ezoSi rom darbian da xeebzerom daZvrebian, iseTi. namdvili.

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2 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 2 - 15 oqtomberi 2015

bolos, rodesac mobiluris nomer-ic gadaagde da ninac „daiTxove~, SenidRis ganrigi aseTia:

ramdenimesaaTiani Zilis SemdegSeciebis SegrZneba gaRviZebs da xvde-bi, rom iwyeba... Zlivs wev Tavs da sawo-lis gverdiT mdgar patara Sav magidasimis imediT gahyureb, rom iqneb...guSin... iqneb guSin rame datove dil-isTvis. magram, yvelaferi zustad isea,rogorc gaxsovs:

magidaze mxolod ramdenime sisxl-CarCenili, carieli Sprici gdia,gaSavebuli da dagrexili kovzic gdia,wamlis narCeniani bambebic gdia, SenixalaTis sisxliani qamaric gdia da her-oinis gamoSignuli paketebic xom, Seniar iyos, gdia da gdia.

arada, gewyeba! mZimed da dauzoga-vad modis.

jer surdosaviTaa. gamcivnebs. meresxeulSi WianWvelebis jari iwyebs sir-bils da Zvlis tvinis RrRnas. surviligklavs, xorci gaiWra, Zvlebi amoala-go, CaquCiT daamtvrio, Tan xmis Caw-yvetamde ixavlo. mTavari merea: jerxom Zvlebi gtkivdeba, mere _ xorci,bolos _ tvini. morCa. araferi aRarginda. ginda marto wamali, rom estkivili gaCerdes. SegeSvas. wavides. Tuarada, iyos maSin, ubralod, sikvdili.

iqamde rom ar mixvide, loginidangaWirvebiT izlaznebi (Cacma ar gWird-eba. rogorc wesi, Cacmuls gZinavs: sa-wolze miwolils, an savarZelSi Camj-dars), iReb wamlisgan gaSavebul bam-bebs da xarSav. jandabas, cota xansmainc xom gagaCerebs. aRar gindakrunCxvebi da pirTan qafi. merefiqspunqtSi waxval da Tavs uSveli.arada, jer adrea _ aravin iqneba. ma-gram mTavaria, axla gadarCe. ori saa-Tis mere ra iqneba, gaxatia.

ikeTeb raRac narwyevisfer naxarSsda erTbaSad mSviddebi. roca dampalinarkomani xar, advilad swavlob saku-Tari tvinis da organizmis motyuebas.mere kbilebis gasaxexad gadixar. eserTaderTia, rasac jer kidevsistematurad akeTeb.

Tavis dabana, ori kviraa, gezareba.amitom Tavsafars ikrav, romelsacaqa-iq sisxlis laqebi aqvs Semxmari. xan-daxan qamris magivradac iyeneb xolmemklavis gadaWerisas. axlac wava. maincWrelia da arauSavs.

karTan Camokidebuli sarkidan vi-Rac yviTeli, saSinlad gamxdari, ucxoadamiani giyurebs Cacvenil-CaSavebu-li upeebiTa da carieli mzeriT. Tvalsarideb da swrafad gadixar. sadarba-zo. erTi safexuri qvemoT. meore safex-uri kidev ufro qvemoT...

debiuti

iunona guruli

kibis mesame safexurze mkvdaribeRura gdia.

mTel tanze gxorklavs.„ra unda sadarbazoSi beRuras?~CanTidan xelsaxocs iReb da beRu-

ras frTxilad axvev. jer kidev Tbil-ia. CanTaSi ideb. kuTxeSi rom sanagveurnebia, iq gadaagdeb... moica, romel-Si unda Caagdo _ plastmasebSi TuboTlebSi? arauSavs, iqve moifiqrebrames. sxeulSi isev WianWvelebi iwye-ben fuTfuTs. gareT gasuli sul sxvamxares midixar. midixar fexiT. trans-portSi yovelTvis suli gexuTeba dapanika gewyeba.

Sors mainc ar aris. Tan droc undagaiyvano.

* * *miaRwie. rkinis WiSkari daketilia.

Soriaxlos ori Sennairi landi bori-alobs. aq dgomas azri ar aqvs. poli-cia gamoivlis da Saria, amitom„saseirnod~ milaslaseb. arada,grZnob, isev gewyeba. WianWvelebi tvin-Si geometriuli progresiiT mravlde-bian.

skverSi mibodialob. gazafxuliada Tbila. mainc ise gakankalebs,kbilebs amtvrev erTmaneTze.

ukan mibrunebuls ramdenime „janki~gxvdeba WiSkarTan. es iseTi kategori-aa, quCaSi rom cxovroben: daubanlebida sazizRarsunianebi... zogi kaifSia,umetesoba _ „lomkaSi~.

cdilob, imaze ar ifiqro, sad xar,da rom amaTnairi xar, radgan aq xar daegeTebi... „arfiqri~ erTaderTia, racaxla kargad gamogdis.

mainc cdilob, cxviraweulma iaroda yvelas agrZnobino, rom Sen maTnai-ri sulac ar xar. Sen xar Sen: Wkvianic,niWieric, lamazic, gansakuTrebulic_ dedaSenis Svili xar bolos da bo-los. magram Tavad ar gjera am yvelaf-ris. an wesierad aRar gaxsovs. vinaadedaSeni? vinaa nina? sadaa mama? Tum-ca, ra dros egenia... droze gaaRon esdampali kari, Torem aqve mokvdebi.

* * *„bariga~ gamoCnda Tu ara, yvela wae-

sia. arada, policiis manqana neli sv-liT yovel or wuTSi erTxel gverdsgivliT. sxva dros ufro frTxiladiqcevi xolme, magram axla yvelaferigkidia sifrTxilis CaTvliT. ZaliansaxifaTo fazaSi gadadis tkivili daamitom daZonZil aCrdilebs mujlu-gunebiT wev _ „barigas~ jiqur eubne-bi:

_ xuTi yavisferi!„barigam~ icis, rom yovelTvis

bevrs yidulob, egreve ixdi, arasdrosewuwunebi da evaWrebi. amitom enisqveSidan binZuri TiTebiT iRebs celo-fanSi gaxveul wamals da muWSi gidebs.cdilob, gulisreva Seikavo da saTuTganZs gulmodgined wmend qaRaldisxelsaxociT.

gadarCi. ramdenime wuTic da ukeTiqnebi.

karic gaaRes. swrafad yidulobSprics da ewerebi im oTaxis rigSi, sa-dac unda Caitaro. sanam Sen Sprici iy-ide, Segaswro ramdenimem. ase ggonia,mTeli cxovreba mogiwevs lodini, ara-da, xom ici, maqsimum aT wuTSi ̀ samoTx-is kari~ isev gaixsneba.

sxvebTan erTad mosacdel oTaxSijdebi erT-erT magidasTan. isev cdi-lob, iseTi saxe miiRo, viTom sruliadSemTxveviT moxvdi aq, da Tu moginda,axlave SegiZlia, waxvide. an axlave Tuver waxval, SegiZlia, mere aRar mox-vide arasdros. arada, ukve yoveldRemodixar. adre Tu yvela ase Tu isegakvirvebuli giyurebda, amas (anu am-nairs) aq ra undao, axla aRarc gimCn-even. Senc maTsaviT usaxuri gaxdi: us-axuri, yviTeli da Campali mzeriT. ma-gram, sul erTia. sanam jibeSi viRacisfurTxiani parki gidevs, marTla sulerTia.

uceb deda gaxsendeba da gulis nar-Ceni sadRac iWeWyeba. axla guli ufrogtkiva, vidre _ erTad aRebuli yvelaZvali. unda dareko. dRes aucileblad

unda dareko. ramdeni xania, aRar da-girekavs. da saerTod, xvalidan Tavsmixedav. wamals gadaagdeb, univer-sitetSi dabrundebi, sabasTan mixval.ninas kanfetebs uyidi. ara _ piriqiT.ninasTan mixval da kanfetebs sabas uy-idi. ho, amasac dResve izam...

RvTiuri oTaxisken usaxurTa Semde-gi partia miRoRavs. Senc Sedixar. Senitoli gogo JurnalTan zis da RimiliTgekiTxeba:

_ heroini Tu kokaini?_ heroini, _ pasuxob Sen.kokainze jer ar gadasulxar. egec

aucileblad mova. mova bolo gar-dacvalebis win da Tan wagiRebs.

_ asaki?_ 24, _pasuxob Sen._ venaSi Tu ise?_ venaSi.mere gaZlevs sufTa bambas, kovzs,

mklavze gadasaWer specialur dguSs,romelic sul ginda, Tan „waiyolo~,imdenad komfortuli da mosaxerxebe-lia. magram gakeTebis mere yovelTvisgaviwydeba.

jdebi magidasTan.gverdiT, mgoni, viRac gizis, magram

ver aRiqvam, kacia Tu qali, cxoveliaTu frinveli, mweria Tu mcenare. xeliskankaliT imzadeb yvelafers. nawilimagidaze geqceva. danarCens SpricSiacureb da mklavze iyurebi. iseTi daC-iCqnili gaqvs, TiTis dadebazec ki au-tanlad gtkiva. saxlSi rom iyo, fexSigaikeTebdi. axla isev mklavSi mogiwevs.

arCev yvelaze naklebad mtkivneuladgils da frTxilad Segyavs nemsiswveri. iseTi gauxeSebulia vena, ZlivsSedis. xraSunis xma gesmis Signidan. mgo-ni, sisxlic gixmeba nel-nela.

principSi, egec gkidia _ imitom,rom modis. simSvide. kaifi aRar aris.ubralod kargad xar. ufro sworad,cudad aRar xar. anu ar gtkiva da argciva da, rac mTavaria, kidev ufrosul erTia yvelaferi.

kovzs da nemss specialur yuTSi yri.dguSs Jurnalian gogos abareb. samag-ierod arTmev sadezinfeqcio naWersda meqanikuri moZraobiT wmend magi-das. guli gereva, rogorc yovelTvis.ar unda Sens organizms es nagavi da im-itom gereva. morig „samoTxeSi~ _ ubin-Zures tualetSi garbixar.

mere midixar saxlSi. isev fexiT.bednieri milaslaseb _ imitom, romjibeSi kidev oTxi patara paketi gidevs.nu _ xvalamde kargad xar. sadRacSors, bundovnad gaxsendeba, rom de-dasTan gindoda darekva da`arfiqrob~. didi ambavi. xval dau-rekav.

`...qaTami, xe, foToli, matli, vaS-li, velosipedi, traki, qudi, saTvale,fexsacmeli, banani, maimuni, zooparki,manqana, matarebeli, TviTmfrinavi,navi, zRva, Tevzi, mze, Rrublebi, wvima,fanjrebi, kari, girCa, nayini, bavSvi,Tma, savarcxeli, wyali, musika, kino,koka-kola, CanTa, jibe, mobiluri, ai-vani, kaqtusi, galia, guli, RmerTi,Svili, yvavili, kartofili, Sokoladi,borjomi, qva, yveli, sendviCi, nagavi,oqro, mekobre, CurCxela, kbili, tua-leti, saaTi, sayure, sigareti, sanTe-bela, saxli...~

saxlSi Sesuls gaxrwnili haeri gx-vdeba. iseTi saSineli suni gcems,TiTqos aq viRac mokvda da daaviwydaT.aqauroba cxovelis bunags gavs da ara_ Sens oTaxs. ra Tqma unda, esec gkid-ia. egreve egdebi loginze, Tan CanTaSiyof xels. TuTuni ginda. uceb gvel-nakbeniviT ukan xtebi.

CanTaSi viRacaa.bewviani.civi, magram mainc namdvili.wamSi gaxsendeba beRura da Zvlebi-

anad iRvenTebi. rogor dagaviwyda. xe-lsaxocSi gaxveul beRuras CanTidaniReb. niCabi rom gqondes... niCabi ara,siri... sad gaqvs niCabi?! TvalSi mag-idaze migdebuli gaSavebuli da dagr-exili wamlis kovzi gxvdeba. jibeSiiteni da sadarbazos ukana kariT ga-dixar baRSi.

aq namdvilad gazafxulia. Citebi

WikWikeben mondomebiT.naZvis qveS kirisgan gaqvavebul mi-

was Txri kovziT. Znelia. xeli malevegeRleba da gtkivdeba. kovzic iRune-ba. mainc asworeb da jiutad ganagrZobTxras. mgoni, sakmarisia. xelsaxocSigaxveul beRuras patara ormoSi as-veneb da miwas ayri. mere guldasmiTtkepni, mezoblebma rame rom ar ieWvon.zed wiwvebsac alageb. viTomc araferi.ara. moica. naZvs patara tots moatex-av da saflavze daarWob.

* * *bunagSi abrunebuli televizors

rTav. kedlebze dedaSenis, mamaSenis,Seni da xaTunas gaRimebuli fotoebiSpaleriviTaa akruli. TiTqos sxvebiarian. viRac ucnobebi. Sen aseTi Ri-mili aRar ici. Sen „arfiqri~ ici dagamogdis marto.

did fanjaraze pawawina furceliamikruli:

„veni, vidi, vici~, _ aweria SavikalmiT.

arada, zustadac rom ici, arafer-ic aRar iqneba kargad. Sens daglejilvenebsa da waSlil `vidze~ atyob kaixania. magram, dRes gkidia.

xvalamde.yvelaferi.bolomde.gkidia.axla arfiqris droa!

„aravis...~gegoneba jinaze, isev tualetSi

minda. arada, iseTi dasustebuli var,meSinia, imdRevandeliviT sadme gzaSiar avyiravde. neta, ramdeni xani gavi-da? galeuli TiTebiT gadaTvlas viw-yeb. auh, Tve da 13 dRe. amasobaSi, mgo-ni, yvela organo dameSala da nawil-nawil gareT gamodis. rogorme undaavdge, Torem Cavifsam. iqneb male mo-brZandes, avyureb kedlis saaTs. ara,ver davelodebi. samagierod, saWmelsmoitans _ krTeba TavSi nirvanasaviTazri. saWmlis xsenebaze kuWi mewvis. Caimainc damelia iqamde... Cais gaxseneba-ze gulisrevis SegrZneba miWers yelSi.savse Sardis buStic ufro maxsenebsTavs. rogorme unda aveTre da SuqicavanTo. dabnelda ukve. frTxiladviZrob sabans da wvril, TeTr fexebzeviyurebi. ara, egreve ara, maxsendebaerT-erTi bolo adgomidan naswavlimware gakveTili. Tavbru mexveva. neta,mTlianobaSi ramdeni sisxli dav-karge?.. ara uSavs... rodesme xom da-icleba da gaCerdeba. ra daicleba,reebs vbodialob. kedel-kedel mivdi-var tualetisken. xels vafaTureb,Suqs vanTeb da sinaTlisgan dabrmave-buli Tvalebs vxuWav. mere karis saxe-lurs CabRauWebuli, Wreli, mbrunavirgolebis miRma vaTvaliereb TiTqosmrude sarkeSi areklil Tavs. ras vga-var, e _ vfiqrob raRacnairad gulsg-areT da yurebSi gaCenili xmaurianiSiSinis paralelurad xmauriTve viwyebmofsmas.

is iyo, ukan wavedi, karSi gasaRebisxmac gavige.

saWmeli!gulze meSveba da uaresad mexveva

Tavbru. Semodis mxned, mZime nabijebiT,saWmlissuniani. ukan, RrZilebTan didiraodenobiT gamoyofili mJave nerwyvipirs mivsebs. dudRuniT vekiTxebi:

_ sad xar aqamde? _ Tan CemsaviTTeTr kedels veyudebi.

_ sanam davilaparakeT, sanamvisadileT, sanam saxlamde movaRwie...

(gverdiTa korpusidan!).sadilis gagonebaze maqanebs da iqve

mdgar gaqucul savarZelSi venarcxe-bi.

_ rao kaxam? _ Tavmoyvareobisukanasknel Zafebs vekonwialebi da saW-melze jer arafers vekiTxebi. iqnebTavisiT mixvdes. arada, araferiuWiravs xelSi, arc qurTukis jibeebiaqvs gamoberili.

_ iqiT kviraSi isev iqneba samuSaoo.

arfiqris dro

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orisTvisac kia, magram, aba, Sen exlarisi Tavi gaqvs, _ ver vxvdebi, ironi-ulad miyurebs, sibraluliT Tu kmay-ofilebiT.

_ colis dazRvevaze rao?_ vkiTxe da ver gaTxovebT, Saris

Tavi ar maqvso.`an kiTxa, an ara~, _ gulgrilad

gamkra TavSi._ kai, daikide. saWmeli moitane? _

miwydeba moTminebis isedac wvriliZafi.

_ vera, _ ambobs auRelveblad daqurTuks ixdis.

_ ras qvia, vera? _ yvelaze pirda-piri gagebiT maciebs.

_ vera qalis saxelia, _ aSkaradZaliT icinis.

akankalebuli xelebiT taxtzemigdebuli qurTukis jibeebis mosinj-vas viwyeb.

_ SeeSvi, verafers ipovi, _ mesmisgaRizianebuli toniT naTqvami.

_ rogor Tu verafers? _ sab-olood meketeba: SimSilisgan, cudadyofnisgan, brazisgan, damcirebisgan.

_ fuli ver gamoarTvi?Tan samuSoTua iqiT kviraSi?! _ ucxo xmiT vxaviiogebis Cawyvetamde, _ ori kapiki ga-mogerTmia winaswar. an bolo-bolosamzareulodan mogepara erTi naWeripuri, Se idioto!

_ puri momepara ra, maTxovari kiar var, _miyviris.

_ ho, maTxovari ar xar. unamuso,gasiebuli Rori xar! me aq Tveze metia,sisxlisgan viclebi, mTeli kviraa,mSieri vgdivar da es Tavis ZmakacTansaWmels xeTqavs wynarad.

lawan. da nanatri simSvide.

* * *_ ramdeni xania, rac dena gaqvT? _

mekiTxeba eqimi mSvidad._ Tve da 17 dRea.weras wyvets da saTvalis zemodan

gakvirvebuli miyurebs._ aqamde ratom ar moxvediT?_ dazRvevis gamo... _ yelSi gaCx-

erili ekliani gorglis gadaylapvasvcdilob.

_ nu nerviulobT. dazRvevis ambebsmere gavarkvevT, _ taqtianad maridebsTvals da isev raRac davTarSi hyofssaTvalian cxvirs.

_ mxolod sisxli modis?_ ara, xorcis nafleTebic cviva...

_ vambob Camwydari xmiT da ukve meoreekliani gorglis gadaylapvas vcdi-lob.

sul umrgvaldeba Tvalebi. mereiqve mdgar telefons wvdeba da Sidanomris akrefvis Semdeg saoperaciosmomzadebas avalebs viRacas.

_ rodis WameT bolos, da ra?narkozis gamo zustad unda vicode, _mibrundeba isev.

_ bolos? _RrZilebTan momskdar-ma mJave nerwyvma lamis damaxrCos, _Cai davlie guSin saRamos.

_ alergiuli xarT?_ ara.sanam eqimi sxva, uxerxul SekiTxve-

bze gadadis Cem sqesobriv cxovre-basTan dakavSirebiT, Semoseuli eqTne-bi mizomaven wnevas, mparsaven boqvens,mklavSi mtkivneulad mirWoben wveTo-vans da ramdenime wuTSi TeTr zewar-gadafarebuli urikiT saoperaciosk-en mimagoreben. Suqebi garbian Werze.`operaciis mere ramden xanSi maWmevenneta?~ _ Cndeba kiTxva tvinis rome-liRac kuTxeSi.

am dros erTi, daaxloebiT Cemiasakis gogo, romelic raRac fur-clebis frialiT moyveba urikas, wkri-ala, xalisiani xmiT mekiTxeba:

_ operaciaze sanam iqnebiT, vis da-vurekoT, rom mogakiTxon?

_ aravis, _ vambob da TvalebicremliT mevseba.

gogo warbSeuxrelad iniSnavs raRa-cas da isev xalisiani xmiT mekiTxeba:

_ keTili. da vis SevexmianoT Tqve-ni gardacvalebis SemTxvevaSi? _ Tankalam-furcelmomarjvebuli elode-ba Cem pasuxs.

_ aravis! _ vimeoreb wynarad da

mwyobrad Camogorebuli cremlebiyurebs misveleben...

de, presia...orsaaTiani Zilis mere maRviZaras

xma Cagesmis. tvinis romeliRac ujre-di zlazvniT iRviZebs da zars meqani-kuri moZraobiT gaTiSinebs. dRes egujredia morige. danarCenebma ician,rom maRviZara kidev orjer darekavsda mesame darekvamde SeuZliaT, mS-vidad iZinon. ara, meore darekvaze naw-ils mouwevs gamofxizleba, imitom,rom mag dros anka gaiRviZebs da SensloginSi SemoZvreba. mere Tbil sx-eulze Tavisi gemrieli sunebiT mogex-uteba da Semdegi xuTi wuTi erTadiqnebiT Tvlemasa da nebivrobaSi.

cota xanSi naxevradmZinare mdgo-mareobaSi usvam purze karaqs da pirve-li azric Cndeba tvinSi:

„Tavi unda movikla.~_ de, skolisTvis ras matan? _ is-

mis oTaxidan._ banans da vafls, xo ginda? _

ekiTxebi da Tan Sensas mierekebi:„neta, Tavis CamoxrCoba mtkiv-

neulia? an bolo momentSi ro SemeS-indes da aRar momindes, ra vqna...~

_ de, kide gaSterdi. Caidani kivisra xania, _ raRacnairad dardianigiyurebs Svili.

_ ho, mZinavs jer kidev... _ iciniZaliT, mere mkerdze ixuteb da giJiv-iT ynosav Tmaze.

„amboben, gagudvamde kiserSi tyde-bi da egreve kvdebio... ro ar gadavty-de?~

* * *„depresia maqvs,~ _ kenweros rxeviT

ambobs xe.„raze atyob?~ _ interesdeba xavsi

da yurs totebisken iSvers.„fesvebi mtkiva.~„iqneb gixmeba?~ _ dakvirvebiT aTva-

lierebs xavsi kenwerodan Ziramde xes.„ara. magram minda, rom gavxme...~ _

xe mTeli ZaliT irxeva da gayviTle-bul foTlebs agresiulad yris miwaze.

„nela, mec ar mimayolo!~ _buzRunebs xavsi.

„iqneb mebaRem TeTri wamali mogasx-as da mogarCinos...~ _ sadRac foTl-idan ismis muxluxos zanti xma.

„eg saTqvenoa. eg wamali me ver mo-marCens,~ _ ambobs daRonebuli xe.

„hoo, maSin ar vici,~ _ ukve sxvafoTlisken miizlazneba xma.

„iqneb momWran, ha?~ _ axla imediTarxevs xe totebs.

„sul gaafrina aman...~ _ fiqrobsxavsi da Tavis dazRvevis mizniT xisZirisken miCoCavs.

* * *male bavSvi mova skolidan. Sen kidev

dilidan sawolze wevxar. saZulvelimze mainc atans JaluzebSi. amitomwelaTreviT dgebi, komodidan iReb muqnaWers da fanjrebTan acabacaddaWedebul lursmnebze kideb. iqnebcota ufro dabneldes. cxela, magramyvela RriWo dagmanulia. xma ar undaSemovides _ bavSvebis, Citebis, man-qanebis, sicocxlis...

TiTqos arafers aRar Wam, magramtualetSi mainc wamdauwum gindeba.TavCaqindruli da daRlili milas-laseb abazanisken. iq isev wyaliadagubebuli.

_ sul ro gavavso es abazana, mereCavwve da venebi gadaviWra, viTom ra..._ bavSvi araa jer saxlSi da SegiZliaxmamaRla, mSvidi RimiliT ilaparako.

_ ara, anka mova male, _ amasacxmamaRla ambob da samzareulosken mi-dixar sadilis gasakeTeblad.

* * *„au, rogor mombezrda sxvisi

traknabani wylis ylapva...~ _ zizRiTambobs abazana da sunTqvas ikravs.

„ee, nu daiwye ra isev. gauSvi wyali,~_ ukmayofilod buzRunebs saponi, _

„ver xedav, ro Zirs vagdivar? sanam SensaxapTan gazasaveben, naxevari aRardarCeba Cemgan.~

saxapis xsenebaze abazana ufro metizizRiT xrotinebs da wylis gaSvebisSemdeg mowyenil-meocnebe xmiT am-atebs:

„aRar SemiZlia ase. me raRac sxvaminda... ai, ro gavferadde da gav-lamazde. xalxma ro SemamCnios da fo-toebi gadamiRos...~

„...selebriToba mounda amas,~ _ecineba sapons, sanam viRacis xeli ga-banjgvlul iRliaSi isvams mTeli mon-domebiT.

„Sen ra gesmis. selebriToba ki arminda, depresia maqvs...~ _ isev sunTq-vas ikavebs abazana da Seuracxyofilibuybuyebs.

„egec selebriTebis avadmyofobaa,~_ waifilosofosa galeulma saponma,sanam aranakleb banjgvliani trakiskengaaqanes.

* * *_ de, movrCi. wamo ra, gaviseirnoT!

_ geubneba Svili da ratomRac iseTivemzrunveli da Sewuxebuli saxiTgiyurebs, rogorc deda giyurebdabavSvobaSi maRalsicxians.

_ gavideT, ho, _ isev exutebi daynosav Tmasa da kiserSi.

is velosipediT miqris win, xandax-an Cerdeba da RimiliT giqnevs xelsSoridan, sanam Sen quCis saZulvelxmaurSi da ufro saZulvel mzeSi mi-CanCaleb. arada, viRacebs raRac uxar-iaT Sens gverdiT.

_ SuqniSanTan damelode, marto argadaxvide! _ Seni avtopiloti Sensmagivrad eZaxis bavSvs da fexs gaCqare-binebs.

_ mdinarisken CavideT ra, de. iqufro sigrilec iqneba, _ axla Sviligynosavs da SegRimis.

_ ho, mdinarisken... _ da sanam iswin misrialebs, ukve axali fiqri gcde-ba xmamaRla:

_ wyalSi ro gadavxte? curva maincar vici. Tan cxela da sanam movkvdebi,gemrielad mainc gavgrildebi.

gverdidan adevnebul gakvirvebulmzerebs, ra Tqma unda, ver amCnev.

* * *„depresia maqvs,~ _ Tqva mdinarem

da lodebze moxtunave talRebSi crem-li Seepara.

„deeepresia... deeeepresia...~ _ ax-maurdnen Wreli kenWebi da raka-rukiTgadavidnen yiraze.

„SarSan magiT ar mokvda anTimozi?~_ CaxleCili xmiT ikiTxa beberma Tevz-ma da SeTxelebuli farflebi zantadgaamoZrava.

„anTimozi ra SuaSia?~ _ kinaRamgaecina mdinares, _ „badeSi ar moyvaeg?~

„ho. a-Rar-un-do-da-da-i-mi-tom,~_ mSvidad damarcvla Tevzma.

mdinares Sescivda da gaaJrJola.„ho, principSi mec aRar minda,~ _

amoioxra, _ „saCemo bade sadaa, Toremki.~

* * *saRamos televizoris win exutebiT

erTmaneTs. sabavSvo filmia CarTuli.Sen fiqrSi xar wasuli da mxolod ma-Sin icini, roca bavSvi icinis. Sigada-Sig dasmul SekiTxvebsac meqanikuradpasuxob. avtomopasuxis reJimSi.TiTqos raRacas xvdeba da frTxiladgekiTxeba:

_ de, mismen saerTod?Sen saqcielze waswrebuliviT grcx-

venia da alalad pasuxob, rom ar us-mendi da Txov, Tavidan gagimeoroskiTxva. is ki kiTxvis gameorebis mag-ivrad _ „ara uSavs, de~-s geubneba, meregexuteba da bavSvur xelebs zurgzegiTaTunebs.

gareT maSxalebs isvrian._ e, feierverki, de! _ aRfrTov-

anebul saxes SuSas aWylitavs, _„gaval ra, garedan Sevxedav...~

baTqa-buTqis xmaze Seni bavSvoba daiaraRiani xalxis quCebSi sirbili gax-sendeba.

_ gadi, ho, _ uRimi da aWinkebulTvalebze kocni.

karis braxuni, kibeze Carbenis xma.„iaraRi rom maSovnina sadme~, _

fiqrob Sen.

* * *„davixuTe am sicxeSi da siviwrove-

Si,~ _ amoioxra gaZvaltyavebulmatyviam.

„au, Sen kide sul nu wuwuneb, ra. tvi-ni mogvetyna, Cemi Zma!~ _ moesma nac-nobi xma qvemodan.

„Cven raRa vTqvaT, erTmaneTze rovarT miwyobilebi. Sen calke mainc zix-ar mand,~ _ boRma Seepara meore nac-nob xmas.

„eeh, sicxe mere naxeT Tqven, rogagvisvrian...~ _ idumali CurCuliTSemovida mesame tyvia.

„ise ambob, gegoneba ukve gagis-roles,~ _ Tqva isev pirvelma da dan-arCenebis xiTxiTic daimsaxura.

gamxdari tyviis Cumad naTqvami:„neta marTla gamisrolon,~ xmaurSiveravin gaigo.

„me ara, magram ase amboben...~ _daimorcxva mesamem.

„moketeT da damaZineT, sanam marT-la gagisroleT!~ _ dasicxul-namZ-inarevi xmiT gabrazda Caxmaxi.

„depresia maqvs,~ _ srul siCumeSijiutad gaisma zemodan.

* * *_ daiZine exla, ukve gviania, _ am-

bob Sen da morigi mZime RamisTvis emza-debi, Tan wamals eZeb ujraSi.

_ de, SeiZleba, raRac gkiTxo? _gesmis da zurgidan moxutebuli knaWaxelebi Sen aCqarebul guliscemasTanerTdebian.

_ rogor momepare ase Cumad, Semaimuno? _ bolo Zalebs ikreb, romyelSi mowolili Rriali gareT argaasxa da rogorRac gaRimebasac ax-erxeb.

_ ninZa var! _ yurTan xiTxiTebs._ kai, magram axaldabanili ninZa

sveli fexebiT ratom datantalebsiatakze? _ Semdeg kiTxvas svam Sen daxelebis daserva gindeba, rom rogormetkivili gaanelo.

_ kedlebze sirbiliT movedi, _xiTxiTs ar wyvets da sunTqvas giRu-tunebs yelSi.

_ kargi, ho. risi kiTxva gindoda?_ dalurjebul idayvze kocni da fex-is damduRvrazec Tanaxma xar, oRondramdenime wuTi kidev SeZlo mSvidadlaparaki.

_ xo ar momatyueb? _ axla kalTa-Si gicocdeba da iseTi SiSveliTvalebiT giyurebs, rom dabrmaveba,dayrueba da damunjeba erTad ginde-ba.

_ me Sen yovelTvis simarTles geub-nebi, _ mSvidad ambobs viRac madlianiSens magivrad da bavSvs aburdul Tmazeefereba.

_ wamlebs ro svam xolme... zed roaweria... _ axla TviTon garidebs sax-es da mkerdze moxutebuli, gaxeTqvam-de misul guliscemas Tavis gabevre-bul daga-dugs umatebs.

da uceb Sen xezec ekidebi, venebsaciWri, wyalSic xtebi, safeTqelSic is-vri, oRond Semdegi kiTxvis mosmenaairido.

_ hoda, depresia ra aris, de?.. _Svili giyurebs dedis, mamis, megobris,Seyvarebulis, Svilis, RmerTisTvalebiT da pasuxs elodeba.

_ depresia, de? _ TiTqos marTlasabolood giCerdeba guli.

_ ho... _ jiutad gelodeba is daukve saSvilosnoTic ki grZnob, romRmerTs Seni dakargvis sikvdiliviTeSinia.

_ de, xvalac xo gamatan banans davafls skolaSi? da zegac... da sul...

`...da sul~ _ imeoreb gunebaSi daukve ici, rom suicidze fiqri aRaras-dros dagWirdeba.

_ depresia, de, presia, _ ambob iqve,uzarmazari simZime erTbaSad geclebamxrebidan da TiTqos cxovrebaSipirvelad icini gulianad.

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TeTri sayelo

iciT, ra bavSviviT sawyaliamiwis siRrmeSi daumwifebeli puri,an ra susti da umweogaxamebul sayeloSi Catanebuli yeli?poets mouklaven, orators, parlamentars,ra SeuZlia?saxmo simebze musika aawyos –kustaruli reqviemi?riTmebi poets gaayola,danarCen ors – xmovnebis Werida aranormatiuli leqsika,musikis mowyobilobaroca CaumontaJa RmerTma,varaudi bulbulebze hqonda aRebulida Sesabamis vardebze,rac ioli iyo damaSin arabanaluri,purs ufro uWirda –mwvane Wiplars gadauWridnenda xels kravdnen simaZRriskenrealisti gaxamebuli sayelos pirispir!romelSic ekliani buCqi Tu dainaxa,e.i. vardbulbuliani adrenaliniisev muSaobsaqa-iq damwifebuli bavSvebisTvis, gansakuTrebiT...

* * *yovel saRamos, roca saxlebiTavis CrdilebSi Sedian,rogorc kalapotSida televizoris arxebzeiwyeben xtunaobas nervebis dasawynareblad,sul ufro Znelad verevi survilssakuTar Crdils SevuerTde,movergo: xazi xazTan,mosaxvevidan gamomxtari simrgvaleebierTi erTSi, mkafio mTvare!mainc, ra axloa miwaromeli sarTulidanac ginda,ramxelaa sisxli, cocxali,wiTeli, emfatikuri!magram qalaqs xom ar davamxobda sakuTar Crdils Sevefarebi.nawvimari miwisgan veRarc gamarCeven...

upasuxoba

kviridan gamovedi, magramorSabaTis saxe ar mecnoba,ufro saqmianad morbenalisxva dReebTan SedarebiTda Tu marTla paraskevia,sami dRe sad damekarga?sizmarSi, sadac mesame qals vTamaSobdi,an meore aCrdils?Tumca afiSa Cems mkafiobasadasturebda mTavari roliT,magram gundi, qoro, xalxi?Sav-TeTri klasika!CemisTana feradi niuansebs,mainc, measedoba?eqimebis mobilizacia im mizniT,rom nervebi, bolosdabolos, ivarcxnebanarkotikiT, savarcxliT,Teatridan afiSis axeviT,romelsac Cemi saxe aqvs...

mravlobiTi ricxvimxolobiTebisgan ki Sedgeba,magram ara mkafiobisgan,rom daanawevro, nervebi gadauxlarTo,aseTi nawnavi davdivar kedelze –alisferi solo!ki, gunduroba, ki, marCenali deda,ki, maxrCobela zogadoba,ritorikuli misamReriT – vin? saidan? saiTken?SekiTxva, romelsac yvelaze kargad

ver vpasuxob,mkafiobis miuxedavad, Tu swored amis gamo...

damagvianda?

_ Tvalebi Cagiqra – miTxres,Sig aRaravin ar Cans,Tu ar ixedeba, manqanebis garda,Tavs agorafobia Wirs,tans xel-fexi unda miaxraxnoyoveli gamosvlisassaxlisac rom meSinia,romlis kuTxeebi obobebisaada dasjili bavSvebis?Ramis mwerebi haers aSrialeben,sinaTlis wyaroebiT amTavrebenTavis geografias,me – agresiuli quCiT,romelic Senamde modis,xeebs gadabelili adgilebimoqmedi loyebiviT uCanTCemisTanebi Tu ar daReWes,Jangbads veRar gamoimuSavebenSvilebisTvis da maTi SvilebisTvis...SiSi gadamdebia. aviReb mis bacilas,dekadansis maRal pozas,normalurobis mcdelobas,dReSi samjer miviReb,wyals davayoleb da SenTan moval...

mamlis yiviliviT

mdinareSi Sesvlisa ar iyos,suicidis mcdelobacmarto erTxel amarTlebsuiRblo poets fexqveSxazi Tu gausves – simrudis radiusi.arada rogori xma hqonda,cocxali! teqstebi iseTi,adaptirebiT ver daiaxloveb,ram siSoreze uyvarda, mTvaremde!yurebSi minusiani simRera tyuisar mogwons?romelime safuZvlian SenobaSi Seixede!enis normebis damdgeni komisiafasadze wiTel bibilos imagrebsSengan ra unda?wigni, gamartivebuli da cocxali,mamlis yiviliviT?da Tu sityvas imdenjer gaimeoreb,im uiRblo poetisa ar iyos, rom bolosalisferi zari darekavs,es rogor unda gamoxato?grZeldeba giJebis hospitalizaciada nebadarTuli aqciebiaRmatebiTi xarisxis winaaRmdeg.

lia sturua

zamTris baRis angelosi

agvistoebiT, maisebiT, SemodgomebiTbaRi saubrobs igiveze, Sen mondomebiT

baRs uvli da mec Seni baRi miyvars zamTrobiT;TovliT, auziT gayinuliT, erTi naTuriT

mbJutavi baRi simSvideze roca saubrobs _Seni sarkmlisken moelvare Tvali gaurbis.

Senc yinviT damskdar tuCs miadeb sarkmlis minazeda mosCans baRi saSobaod gamTbar binaSi.

Tovlze fexis xmiT, SeRebisas WiSkris WrialiT,ZaRlebis yefiT, Citis frTebis frTxili frTxialiT

Tovls rom ibertyavs, varskvlavebis ialkialiTbaRi garedan Seni fiqris SigniT ielvebs.

fsiqe

me var mindori Rameuli grili da bneli,Sen _ cicinaTelebi,wamiT rom maTeneben alag-alag.

me gamoqvabuli var, mRvime var devebis,Sen ki nakaduli liclica, CuxCuxa,amoxeTqili SigniT.

navebs niavisas amovyvebi,fiqris da sizmris da sisxam dilissxiviTcxra fardagsnaqsovs gamWvirvaled,romelic gfaravs,gadavwev

da Sens muxlebSi atirebulswamiva guli.

muzamnemosine

sxva raRa damrCa, mogwer werilebs,SegrZnebebs, gancdebs gadarCenilebs.me leqsebs mogwer, Sens mavedrebelxelebad, frTebad gamowvdenilebs.

rati

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Caaqmaias tomis wvimis RmerTi

iwvime.iqneb miwa dacxres rogorme, Caaq.iqneb nel-nela, nabij-nabijgulic moulbo.iwvime.iqneb napralebSi Cadges sigrile _wyali molurjo.iqneb nayofi gamoiRos Cemma sicilma,an _ im xilvebma,uneburad gzad rom gamebna.SevZlo Wrilobis Sexorceba am gvalvebisTvis,an _ daameba.iqneb nayofi damZimdes da fiqris safqvavzemisi marcvlebi mivabruno _wvril-wvrilad davfqvada davapuro beRurebi, romlebic aseelian warRvnas.da Cemi qoxis Sesabralis, meCxer saxuravsukanaskneli mSveleliviT exutebian,dasicxul sxeuls igrileben, frTebze isvamenniskarts vnebians.iwvime!Cemi aivnis win gabmul sizmrebzerogorc dReebi, beRurebic Carigdnen iqneb.iwvime-meTqi, geubnebi, yuri damigde.Seminde isev.

tyupiscalebi

ianvris Tbil dauTovlo da uqaro RamiT,ocdaTvrameti wlis win deda idga sarkmelTan,Cumad ucqerda,rogor rgavdnen saxlis win naZvebsda zustad maSin gadavwyvite mec dabadeba.

mere ki zRaprad miambobda xolme Zilis win,rom es damTxveva SemTxveviTi sulac ar iyo.

Cven vizrdebodiT _mohyvebodnen fexdafex Cems wlebs,zafxuls da zamTars,am qalaqs da quCas, aivans,isini mgvanan,ho, vici, rom Zalian mgvanan,magram sinanuls ver vicileb mainc Tavidan,radgan vxedav, rom icvlebian, icricebian,Txeli totebi umZimdebaTquCis xmauriT,asfaltis mtvriT daneonebis mkrTali sinaTliT.da berdebian.me ki sevda ufro mereva.

maT esmiT Cemi aivnidan mxolod sicili,sul ver amCneven mis siRrmeSi Seminul dards daxedaven Cems Tmas _SeRebils da ormagad dawnuls,wonasTan mudam mebrZol sxeuls,mokle kabas daTvalebs _linzebiT gabrwyinebuls, gaferadebuls,aTasnairi kosmetikiT SeniRbul saxes _asobiT naoWs, dards da sevdas rom ar aCenen.da breketebiT gasworebul unaklo Rimils.

xedaven, esmiT wlidan wlamdeda tyuvdebian.hgoniaT, rom dro ar mexeba da ar vberdebi.da arc isini berdebian.cocxloben ase _imediT, rom es gagrZeldebadidxans da mudam.

da rac dro gadis,mec vicini ufro xmamaRla _dro rom davafrTxo, davabnioda movatyuoda Cems quCaze, korpusis win CamwkrivebulityupiscalebicZveleburad davaimedo.

* * *zogjer dReebisaRamoebs ufro gagonebs,siCume _ xmaurs,dabadeba _ gamoRviZebas,sizmari _ tkivils,ara siTbos, ara sinaTles,ara Secnobas, sicxades an SesaZleblobas.

magram sicili sapasuxod moixmobs maincisev sicils dausasrulod axsnil sivrceebs.da is dReebi, saRamoebs ase rom hgvanan _Suaze gaWril vaSlebiviT, an tyupebiviTda arasodes aRniSnaven im mniSvnelobebs,rac unda hqondeT,rasac maTgan ase moveliT,rogorRac mainc axerxeben, sadRac dasruldnenda sakuTari Tavi aRar gaimeoron.

Camwkrivdebian es dReebi,gadaivlianda gvitoveben im SegrZnebas, romelic niSnavsmxolod siTbos da im samyaros,Sen rom Seavse.

qeTi niJaraZeamaRlobeliSen Cemi da xar, JRali gogona,cecxli, koconi, Wiakokona.xsovnis oqrovan tyeebSi moxvalanTebad, qrobad da mimoqrolvad.

cecxls wamikideb, amiwvav sunTqvas,gadawvav Cemi simSvidis taZars,da roca xanZars miawvden gumbaTsTvalSi Semayri Cemsave nacars.

Camaqrob wvimis sicilis xmebiT,me vtiri, movTqvam, rogorc qveskneli,Sen ki Cems damwvar kedlebSi krTebikankeliT, sxiviT, sarkmliT, freskebiT.

tyeSi daiSli nawnavs da wyarowamova farul sityvis CurCuliT,gzad wyalob urwyul venaxs da yanobs,morTxmula sadac gvalvis urCxuli.

Seni msubuqi frTebis mobervasityvis nakadis dena uwyvetad,bartyebs daufrTxobs _ aifofrebada TavdaRmarTiT gaiZurweba.

gamivli gamWol sizmrebis WavliT,momban Wrilobebs da meameba,vels gaSli CemSi da yvavil-yvavilairekleba yvelgan sameba.

* * *Cemi cxovrebis naxevar gzazegamomeRviZa sakuTar bnelSi,sardafis Sida sinestiT savsevynosav sinaTles da veZeb geSiT

Cemidan CemSi gasasvlels, andaufro asasvlels Cemidan SenSi,es jvarcma Canda Tu meddis CanTa,romelic minda geWiros xelSi

roca Tvalebis ori frTosaniCitiT mipovni, sevdas Camomban,dagxvdebi Ria da ninosaviTmoitan CemSi qristianobas.

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dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

ai, swored erT-erT aseT da misTvisukanasknel dabadebis dReze datrial-da is sabediswero ambavi. saqme is iyo,rom ramdenime xniT adre puSkinis samileqsi aswavles zepirad: `Îñåíü~,`Íÿíå~ da `Êîíü~, riTic deda Zalianamayobda. sxvaTa Soris, biWsac moswon-da es leqsebi. imdenad, rom raRac naw-ili axlac axsovda:

`Óíûëàÿ ïîðà! Î÷åé î÷àðîâàíüå!Ïðèÿòíà ìíå òâîÿ ïðîùàëüíàÿ êðàñà —Ëþáëþ ÿ ïûøíîå ïðèðîäû óâÿäàíüå, áàãðåö è â çîëîòî îäåòûå ëåñà, èõ ñåíÿõ âåòðà øóì è ñâåæåå äûõàíüå,È ìãëîé âîëíèñòîþ ïîêðûòû íåáåñà,È ðåäêèé ñîëíöà ëó÷, è ïåðâûå ìîðîçû,È îòäàë¸ííûå ñåäîé çèìû óãðîçû.~mere iyo `Íÿíå~ _ gaxsovT?`Ïîäðóãà äíåé ìîèõ ñóðîâûõ,Ãîëóáêà äðÿõëàÿ ìîÿ!Îäíà â ãëóøè ëåñîâ ñîñíîâûõÄàâíî, äàâíî òû æä¸øü ìåíÿ~.magram yvelaze metad bolo, mesame

leqsi uyvarda. yvelaze kacuri iyo dasxvebze ukeTesad kiTxulobda:

`×òî òû ðæ¸øü, ìîé êîíü ðåòèâûé,×òî òû øåþ îïóñòèë,Íå ïîòðÿõèâàåøü ãðèâîé,Íå ãðûç¸øü ñâîèõ óäèë?Àëè ÿ òåáÿ íå õîëþ?Àëè åøü îâñà íå ââîëþ?Àëè ñáðóÿ íå êðàñíà?Àëü ïîâîäüÿ íå øåëêîâû,Íå ñåðåáðÿíû ïîäêîâû.Íå çëà÷åíû ñòðåìåíà?~da midioda da midioda da miereke-

boda, magrad uberavda. TviTon iswignic ki sxvanairi iyo, saidanac esleqsebi mocuravdnen _ didiuzarmazari, siZvelis da mistikis sun-dakruli, Zveli, gacveTili da dafur-cluli. mwvane kuTxeebSi Savkantday-olebuli, ydamoxeuli. ufro sworad,momZvrali hqonda da ubralod idowignze. tomaSevskis redaqtirebuliiyo. satitulo furcelze Zveli rusu-li SriftiT ewera: `Ãîñóäàðñòâåííîåèçäàòåëüñòâî _ Õóäîæåñòâåííàÿëèòåðàòóðà _ Ëåíèíãðàä 1935 ã.~ dadesnickis winasityvaobiT, romelicase iwyeboda: `Ïóøêèí äëÿ íàñ _ ýòî âñ¸~.

mokled, mananas dabadebis dRissaCuqrebSi biWic Sevida Tavisi puSki-nis sami leqsiT da Sua dabadebisdReze, rodesac qeTi da biWi ezodanukve amovidnen da mowyenilobisagan is-is iyo, karg qarTul xalxur Cxubsapirebdnen, sufrasTan gamoiZaxes daleqsebis deklamireba sTxoves. biWisdeda Zalian Relavda, TviTon biWic,magram, madloba RmerTs, yvelafermanormalurad Caiara, arc sityvebi davi-wyebia da Tavad leqsebic kargad wai-kiTxa. yvelaze kargad ki, ra Tqma unda,`Êî í ü~.

am jerze gadarCa, magram SarSimogvianebiT, sruliad moulodneladda Zalze sulelurad gaexva. rodesacdesertis dro movida, terezikom,romelic ukve mSvenier xasiaTze iyo,aitexa _ `À òåïåðü êëóáíèêà!~, `Ïîðàåñòü êëóáíèêó!~ da `Ïîðà ïðåïîäíåñòèãîñòÿì êëóáíèêó!~ da biWmac, romelicdaaxloebiT Tormeti wlisa da _ racmTavaria _ rusuli literaturis gan-sacvifrebeli codnis miuxedavad,ZirZveli qarTveli mutruki iyo,Zalian xmamaRla da Zalian alaladikiTxa: `deda, dedaa, klubnika raari?..~ iq ambavi atyda?! gadasarevi. raTqma unda, am gamosvlas gansakuTrebu-li efeqturoba da pikanturoba manam-de puSkinis leqsebis uzado da STambe-Wdavma deklamirebam SesZina da mTelisazogadoeba jer moulodnelobisganda uxerxulobisgan gairinda, Semdeg kisicilisgan pirdapir sufraze gawva.atyda kivili, xumroba da gadaZaxili.mamas maincdamainc ar unaRvlia, sx-vebTan erTad icinoda da xumrobda,magram wamowiTlebul, uxerxulad mo-mRimar dedas rom Sexeda, manac mosxi-pa sicili. biWi Zalian dabneuli daSercxvenili iyureboda aqeT-iqiT,verc gaigo, verc mixvda _ ra moxda,

ratom atyda aseTi isterika, da pirve-li, rac TvalSi moxvda am axarxarebulda akiskisebul sazogadoebaSi, qeTikitias saxe iyo erTaderTi, romelicar icinoda. piriqiT, TanagrZnobiT daseriozulad uyurebda biWs. qeTis merededis wiTlad Sefakluli saxe, naZa-ladevi Rimili da sibrazisgan anTebu-li, Savad mbzinavi Tvalebi dainaxa damxolod axla mixvda, Tu ra ubedurebada tragedia moxda da ra katastrofadatrialda mis Tavs.

swored amis Semdeg gadawyvites bi-Wis rusulis maswavlebelTan mibare-ba, rom SemdgomSi aseT samarcxvinodReSi aRar Cavardniliyvnen. dedamsami dRe inerviula, mamasTan erTaduamravi varianti ganixila da bolosmamas megobars da TanamSromels simonleJavas daukavSirdnen, romelic iqve,saburTalos quCis gadakveTasTan, pav-lovze cxovrobda. simon leJava, anusimiko, rogorc mas axloblebi da me-gobrebi eZaxdnen, wesieri, saTno dadaxvewili, magram cota ucnauri datragikuli bedis adamiani iyo. gada-sarev kombostos Rvezelebs, rogorc

leJavasTan didi mokiTxvebiTa da ZR-veniT. saSualo tanis buTxuza daCustebianma simikom biWi samuSao magi-dasTan dasva da uceb saSinlad daibnada uTavbolo foriaqs mohyva: `À íó-êà,ïîñìîòðèì, ÷òî ìû çíàåì… Íåò, äà íåò, äàâàéçíàêîìèòüñÿ… ß òåáÿ ñïåðâà óãîùó~ _ da,misi simsuqnisa da Custebis miuxedavad,moulodneli siswrafiT gaqanda samza-reulosken, romlis karzec kovbourikleCatperangiani, SavJiletiani, axal-gazrda da grZelcxvira iv montanisplakati iyo gakruli. biWma erTi si-tyvac ver gaigo am ucxo enaze areulda nawyvet-nawyvet saubridan, magramraki deda ar uyurebda, didad ar un-aRvlia, arxeinad miujda magidas, jersiamis kata daafrTxo, mere nebivradgawolil TeTr sparsul katas wausi-sina quCurad. siamis kata divanis qveSSeZvra, TeTrma sparsulma katam Tvale-bi minaba da biWma aivnis SeRebulikarisken gaixeda.

mziani dRe idga. ezodan ufrosiubnelebis xmamaRali laparaki, sicilida yiJina ismoda. da am dros biWmapirvelad wvrili, maRali kanWebi da

bolo piridan ar gamouRia. mere pirda-pir Sexeda, gauRima da cerad aWrili,yviTeli SuqiT avsebuli Tvalebidauelamda.

Tavzardacemulma biWma raRacgaurkveveli waiburtyuna da uxerxu-lobisgan jer Tavze damdgar simikoleJavas axeda, romelsac sinze dade-buli oTxad daWrili `kapustni piro-gi~ SerCenoda xelT. mere adga, ram-denadac SesZlo, mtkice nabijiT gas-cda ele leJavas, aivanze gavida,gvarianad gadaafurTxa ezoSi da ki-naRam sam axalgazrda biWs daafurTxa,romlebic xelebis qneviT da TiTqmiserTdroulad elaparakebodnen erTma-neTs. cota gulze moeSva. ukan Semo-brunda, karga areuli nabijiT dabrun-da magidasTan, mowyvetiT dajda ska-mze da simiko leJavas SemoTavazebu-li ̀ kapustni pirogi~ meqanikurad mok-biCa. iReWeboda da cdilobda, eleleJavas cerad aWril gaRimebulTvalebs ar gadahyroda, magram veraxerxebda. biWi grZnobda, rogordaeWima mTeli sxeuli, Jruantelmadauara da sisxlma safeTqlebSi dauw-yo baguni. elene ki idga erT adgilasda Tvalmoucileblad, RimiliTuyurebda. biWi Wrel, mokle, elvaS-esakravian Sortebs miaCerda. ramden-jerme TviTonac scada, TvalebSi Seexe-da gogosTvis, magram elene leJavasmzera lazeris SuqiviT isxlitavda misgamoxedvas. biWs piri gauSra.

_ wyali minda, _ Tqva da sakuTarixma ver icno. saidanRac Soridan dayrud Caesma Tavisive sityvebi. Tan ise-Ti gamsubuqebuli iyo _ eSinoda, ska-ms ar ascdenoda, oTaxSi ar efarfataim kosmonavtebiviT, romlebic cotaxnis win televizorSi naxa da rom-lebic ise dacuravdnen xomaldSi,rogorc TviTon _ sairmeze fritki-nis sacurao auzSi.

elene leJava simikos pirvelicolisgan eyola, romelmac miatova.ara, Soreuli zRvaosnobis gemis kapi-tans ar gahyolia seiSelis kunZulebze,yvelaferi kidev ufro banaluradmoxda: simikos axlo megobarTan, len-ingradel doqtorTan erTad gaipara,romelic yovel wels, weliwadSi ram-denjerme, Camodioda TbilisSi raRacsimpoziumebze da preskonferenciebzeda yovelTvis simikosTan CerdebodasaxlSi. TviTon leJavebic, rodesacleningradSi Cadiodnen, yovelTvis amdoqtorTan rCebodnen.

da ai, Crdiloeli kolegis erT-erTi saqmiani da megobruli vizitisSemdeg pativcemulma doqtorma len-ingradSi dabrunebisas simon leJavasmeuRlec gaayola xels. ele leJavamaSin Svidi wlis iyo da rvis xdeboda.simiko ise daibna, rom sami kvira mis-aRebi oTaxidan saZinebelSi, saZinebl-idan lojSi, lojidan samzareuloSidadioda, gaognebuli xelebs Slida dasamzareulos karze akrul iv montansgacxarebuli eCurCuleboda. xo,drodadro tualetSic Seivlidaxolme. elenes saerTod veRar xedavdada veRar aRiqvamda. kidev kargi meoreTu mesame dRes simikos dedam da damgamoakiTxes da mSieri da TvalebdaWy-etili, namtiralevi ele TavisTan waiy-vanes, Torem oTaxidan oTaxSi mobori-ale mamis mayurebeli da damSeulibavSvi namdvilad gaafrenda.

Tumca simon leJavas Sokuri mdgo-mareoba, Tavisda gasakviradac ki,didxans ar gagrZelebula. yovelSemTxvevaSi, TbilisSi gacilebiTufro didxans ganixilavdnen,Woraobdnen da ebralebodaT `sawya-li~, `gadasarevi~ da `saTno~ simiko daTaTxavdnen mis cols, vidre amassaWiroebda Tavad simiko, an imsaxureb-da misi leningradSi gaqceuli coli.simikos mdgomareobidan gamosvlaSiZalian daexmara misi TanamSromeli dauaxloesi megobari raina cimermani,romelic mis oTaxSi, gverdze magi-dasTan ijda da wlebis ganmavlobaSiCais da yavas uduRebda. im erTi TvisganmavlobaSi colis RalatiT da

beqa qurxuli

samoTxidan gaqceulebifragmenti momavali romanidan

TviTon ambobda _ ̀ kapustni pirogebs~_ acxobda da Tavis moswavleebs umas-pinZldeboda. moswavleebi ki Zalianbevri hyavda, masTan moxvedraze lamisiseTive konkursi iyo, rogorc samed-icino institutis misaReb gamocdebze.`simikosTan damyavs~ ukve garkveulifirmis niSani iyo. miuxedavad imisa,rom sufTa qarTveli iyo da arc rusu-lenovani gaxldaT, simiko leJavasTvisrusuli ena da literatura gatacebaciyo, hobic, sulieri sazrdoc, gasar-Tobic da cxovrebis azric. amitom,rodesac misi moswavleebi SecdomiTambobdnen raime rusul frazas, an max-vils dasvamdnen arasworad, an mkveTriqarTuli aqcentiT Seexebodnen ufa-qizes `miagki znakebs~, simiko leJavasibrazisa da simwrisgan Tvalebs xu-Wavda. sxva mxriv ki misi gabrazebaubralod SeuZlebeli iyo. danarCeniyvelaferi SeiZleboda _ dagvianebac,gacdenac, gakveTilis arcodnac. amyvelafers keTili da mimteveblurida TanagrZnobiT aRsavse RimiliTxvdeboda, Tan, rac yvelaze mTavaria,mainc mSvenivrad gaswavlida rusulenas. oRond aqcents, maxvilebs da pade-Jebs nu SeubilwavdiT.

simiko leJavas saxlSi ori kata hyav-da. erTi _ sparsuli TeTri kata,romelic, marTla sparseTis fadiSahispirveli da usayvarlesi coliviT suliwva, aseTi haerovani da graciozuli,da Tvalebs nabavda. meore ki siamiskata iyo, uzarmazari, msuqani da gapu-wulbewviani. es siamis kata iseTi mSi-Sara iyo, sakuTari Crdilisa eSinodada gverdze xteboda. swored es orikata daamaxsovrda biWs, rodesacmSoblebma pirvelad miiyvanes simiko

grZeli, jiSiani fexebi dainaxa aivan-ze. mokle Sortebamde aayola Tvali.wels zeviT msxvili wiTeli nawnavi da-landa. danarCeni TeTr-yviTel, mcxun-vare naTlis svets mihqonda. gogosarkesaviT ireklavda mzes.

`Ñåé÷àñ ÿ óãîùó òåáÿ çàìå÷àòåëüíûìèïèðîãàìè. Òû, íàâåðíîå, è íå ïðîáîâàë òàêèõ~.

biWi anTebuli TvalebiT iyurebo-da aivnisken. simiko leJavam mis mzerasgaayola Tvali.

_ À ýòî ìîÿ äî÷êà Åëåíå._ ele, _ gasZaxa mere aivans, _ Se-

modi erTi wuTiT, ÿ òåáÿ ïîçíàêîìëþ ñìîèì íîâûì ó÷åíèêîì, åãî çîâóò… êñòàòè,êàê íàñ çîâóò?..

ele leJava mzis naTels gamoscdada aivnidan oTaxSi Sevida. grZeli fex-ebi, grZeli kiseri. TxuTmeti wlis gog-os ulamazesi mkerdi hqonda da msx-vili wiTeli nawnavis bolos bavSvuri,grZeli TiTebiT eqaCeboda. TiTis dab-oloebebi sul aqercloda da etyobo-da, rom frCxilebs ikvnetda.

biWi pirmokumuli da Tvalebgafar-Toebuli uyurebda. karga xans saxec kiver gaarCia, TiTqos weRandeli mzisnaTeli axla Signidan usxivebda. ara,es ar iyo qeTi kitia, romelTan erTa-dac xeebze daZvreboda, ping-pongsTamaSobda da im ezoel biWebs eblata-veboda. es sul sxva rame iyo. uyurebdada ver xedavda. sunTqva Seekra. mere,TandaTan azrze rom movida, pirveladdaWorflili mzedakruli cxvir-piri,msxvili wiTeli tuCebi da ceradaWrili momwvano-moyviTalo Tvalebidainaxa.

_ elene! _ Tqva gogonam sakuTarisaxeli ise, rom wiTeli xasxasa nawnavis

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gaqceviT dazafrulma simikom kargadverc gaigo am dawynareba-damSvideba-Si, Tavze xelis smasa da murabiani CaismorTmevaSi rainam, anu raiCkam, rogorgadmoinacvla mis gverdiT magididanmis gverdze sawolSi da, rodesac gai-go, ukve Zalian gviani iyo.

simikos, rogorc mosalodneli iyo,Zalian civilizebuli urTierTobaCamouyalibda pirvel colTan da eqs-megobar leningradel doqtorTanacki. TveSi ramdenjerme satelefonosaubris garda, sazafxulo ardadege-bis erT Tves mainc da saSobao ardade-gebis ramdenime dRes ele aucilebladdedasTan erTad atarebda, romelsacsimon leJavasTan ganSorebidan Tugaqcevidan ramdenime TveSi biWi SeeZi-na _ elenes naxevarZma, da, imis miuxe-davad, rom bavSvi gamocxadebuli len-ingradeli doqtori iyo, anu mamamissZalian hgavda, bavSvs mainc qarTulisaxeli _ guga daarqves.

samagierod, simikos Zalian araciv-ilizebuli da cudi urTierTobaCamouyalibda meore colTan, TavisraiCkasTan, romelic saocrad sZul-da da kidev ufro metad _ eSinodamisi. imdenad, rom telefonze saubri-sas elenes dedasac ki SesCioda xolmeda yvelaze metad imas ki ar sayve-durobda, rom uRalata da gaeqca _Tanac Tavis sakuTar megobarTan, ara_ ̀ aseTi ra dagiSave, ra gawyenine, romase gamimete da am migeras xelSi Ca-magdeo~ _ eubneboda. Tavis mxriv,elenes dedac saSinlad ganicdida,Zalianac brazobda da Cum-Cumad kide-vac eWvianobda am `gvelaZuaze da kax-paze~, magram sayvedurs ki, ra Tqmaunda, ar iRebda da sruliad logi-kurad pasuxobda, rom mas ar mouyva-nia simikosTvis colad es ̀ veZma~ da is,rom Tavad daSorda, sulac ar iyo imismizezi, mas pasuxad aseTi sisuleleCaedina. raiCkac, Tavis mxriv, grZnob-da am SiSsa da siZulvils da raki sxvaveraferi moexerxebina, sul ufro daufro aZlierebda terors da sulufro da ufro cudad da borotad eq-ceoda simikosac, elenikosac, kateb-sac da simikos moswavleebsac ki... bo-los, ubralod, verafers veRar itan-da, rac am saxlSi iyo. ucxod grZnob-da Tavs. ukve veRar gaigebdi _ raiCkaiqceoda ase cudad, imitom, romgrZnobda, rogor sZuldaT simikos,eles, katebs, Wiqebs, TefSebs, samzareu-los karze mikrul iv montans da simi-kos moswavleebsac ki, Tu raiCka sZul-daT amaT yvelas, imitom, rom Tavad iyoZalian cudi adamiani. mokled, ase iyoTu ise, axla amas eSmakic veRargaarkvevda da gaburdavda da azriaRarc hqonda. faqti is iyo, rom simi-ko da raiCka, Tu aqamde samsaxurSigverdigverd magidebze msxdomni, uax-loesi megobrebi da mesaidumloeniiyvnen, mas Semdeg, rac erT saZinebel-Si aRmoCndnen, lamis pirvelsave dil-as erTmaneTis mosisxle mtrebadgaiRviZes. `Áåäíûé, áåäíûé, êðåòèí,ðîãîíîñåö, íåñ÷àñòíûé, íè÷òîæåñòâî åñëè á íå ÿ,åñëè á íå ÿ, òû æå óæå äàâíî áû ïîâåñèëñÿ...~simiko sacodavad da, amave dros, sao-cari da umweo siZulviliT uyurebda,didi siamovnebiT wamoayiravebda dagaigdebda wixlqveS, au, ras Caawyvet-inebda xmas, magram ar SeiZleboda.ubralod, ar SeeZlo. Tumca gonebaSida ocnebebSi, albaT, dReSi TxuT-metjer klavda. gansakuTrebiT Ziliswin uyvarda imaze ocneba, rogor mi-axrCobda sakuTari xeliT mis gverdiTmoqsutune erT dros aseT axlobel,axla ki ase saZulvel da ucxo raiCkas,romelic dampyrobeliviT SemouvardasaxlSi da Semdeg bavSviviT tkbiladiZinebda.

eles gacilebiT martivi da ubra-lo xerxi hqonda `totia rainas~winaaRmdeg, ubralod ver xedavda, arcnobda da ar imCnevda da morCa. arcmisi `ôè, ðûæàÿ äóðà~ esmoda da vercmis damokidebulebas aRiqvamda. an sko-laSi iyo, an _ Tavis oTaxSi sawolzewamowolili da kedelze Setyorcnil

aSoltil fexebs iTvalierebda, an ai-vanze idga da ezoSi dayudebul magarbiWebs dahyurebda.

simiko leJavas Tavidan maincd-amainc xalisiT ar miuRia biWi. ufromis mSoblebTan megobrobis xaTriTver uTxra uari, miTumetes, rom marT-la bevri moswavle hyavda, fulic aruWirda, arc dro hqonda da, rac mTa-varia, biWis kai gemrieli qarTuli aq-centi aRizianebda. werisas verafriTgaagebina, rusebi rato ureven erTma-neTSi `a~-s da `o~-s da, Tu ureven, Tvi-Ton ra daaSava, da maxvilebsac yoveljerze sxvadasxva adgilze da rogorcundoda, ise svamda da Tan, rogorc kiSansi miecemoda, anTebul mzeras aracilebda ele leJavas ulamazes dagamobzekil sajdoms. es yvelaferi ba-ton simons maincdamainc ar moswonda.amitom biWis mSoblebs sxapasxupiT pa-suxobda: `kargi biWia, kargi biWia, ma-gram... Íó ëàäíî, ëàäíî, íåìíîæêî ga-fantulia, íî mainc kargi biWia, kargibiWia...~ Tan karTan mdgoms msubuqadubiZgebda beWze, rom droze moeSore-bina Tavidan.

erT mSvenier dRes moulodneladdamegobrdnen. batoni simiko Cveuleb-isamebr ̀ kapustni pirogebiT~ umaspin-Zldeboda biWs, romelsac am pirogeb-ma `padeJebze~ da `udareniebze~ ara-

iT Sexeda simikos. `È ìû äîëæíû åù¸ìíîãî ðàáîòàòü íàä òâîèì àêöåíòîì, àòî âûãîâîð ó òåáÿ êàê ó âûõîäöà èçÑèãíàõè~ _ simikom daasrula sityvada aseve RimiliT gadmoudo kombos-tos Rvezeli TefSze. biWma amasobaSicotaodeni rusuli iswavla, yovelSemTxvevaSi, TiTqmis yvelaferi gaigo,rac uTxres, garda erTi sityvisa, ami-tom jer kargad gaixed-gamoixeda da,rodesac darwmunda, rom dedamisi iqar iyo da arsaidan uyurebda, isevZalian alalad ikiTxa: `da Ñèãíàõè raari?~ simikos axla ukve marTla guli-anad gaecina: `Ñèãíàõè _ ýòî ðàéîí âÊàõåòè, î÷åíü êðàñèâûé, ó íèõ îòëè÷íîåâèíî è ïðåêðàñíåéøèé âèä íà äîëèíóÀëàçàíè.~ `a, vici!~ _ Tqva biWma. mar-Tlac icoda, mamamiss mivlinebebSiyovelTvis Tan dahyavda biWi, ZalianuyvardaT erTad mogzauroba. Casxde-bodnen manqanaSi da haidaa! arc dedauSlidaT maincdamainc. amis wyalobiTbiWma ukve icoda saqarTvelos bevriraioni, gansakuTrebiT ki kaxeTSi.`vici, _ gaimeora, _ namyofi var,oRond magas Ñèãíàõè ki ara, siRnaRihqvia. Zvelad ki kambeCovani erqva. mekidev siRnaRuri gamoTqma ver meqneba,imitom, rom sagarejoeli var!~

simikom dakvirvebiT SeaTvaliera

mainc~. biWs guli daswyda, Zalian moun-da aryis daleva, rom mere etrabaxa,rogorc maSin, rodesac axali wlisdReebSi erTi boTli Sampanurimoipara Cumad, dalia, magram verafer-ic ver igrZno, limonaTiviT iyo ra,cota ufro mwklarte iyo da metiaraferi. iqve gamotyda _ Sampanurimovipare da davlieo. saxlSi cota kidafeTdnen, magram, rom dainaxes _marTla araferi sWirda, dawynardnen,mama raRac sxvanairi ucxo siamayiTacki uyurebda. amis mere darwmunebuliiyo, rom TviTon aRarasdros daTvre-boda da cota gakvirvebulic kiuyurebda mTvral xalxs. mokled, aseiwama sakuTari uZlevelobisa baxusTanWidilSi da daapira kidec axlad dame-gobrebuli da moSinaurebuli simiko-sTvis es ambavi moeyola, magram simi-kos aryiani vercxlis Wiqa eWira dasakuTar Tavs usmenda.

_ cxovreba Zalian rTuli ramea,gacilebiT rTuli da gaugebari, vidregramatikaa. gesmis _ ras geubnebi?xvdebi?

biWma Tavi dauqnia._ imdeni Sen ra giTxari, _ Tqva

simikom da gaecina.biWmac gaicina._ ici, erTi Zalian cudi da sule-

luri Tviseba maqvs. uceb SeiZleba, ad-amians sul tyuilad vawyenino, da Tanise, rom Tavadac ver mivxvde da sulacar mindodes misi gabrazeba. adamianski tyuilad ki ara, rodesac amas imsax-urebs _ maSinac ki ar unda atkinoguli. adamianis wyenineba saerTod arSeiZleba, is isedac Zalian ubeduri daumweo Cndeba am qveynad. daimaxsovre,aravis ar awyenino da ar atkino, yov-el SemTxvevaSi, Seecade mainc. Æèçíü èòàê î÷åíü ñòðàøíàÿ øòóêà è ñîñòîèò èçîäíèõ ìó÷åíèé! ai, axlac sisuleleebsgeubnebi, albaT, ar vici. Íó ëàäíî!..

simikom aryiT savse vercxlis WiqapirTan miitana, mowyvetiT gadahkra,namcxvars daswvda da gamalebiT xra-Sa-xruSiT dauwyo Wama. mere isevdaisxa.

_ Sen butia xar?biWma gakvirvebiT Sexeda._ ara, getyoba, rom yoCaRi biWi

xar, magram arasodes gaibuto. gan-sakuTrebiT ki nu gaebutebi im adami-anebs, romlebze Zlieric xar da rom-lebsac gulwrfelad uyvarxar. Cvensdamegobrebas gaumarjos! me da SenimSoblebi Zalian didi xania, vmego-brobT, êñòàòè, Zalian kargi mSoblebigyavs da esec daafase. damijere, yve-las ase ar umarTlebs, magaliTad, Cemselenes... Íó ëàäíî! sul sxva rames vam-bob, aqamde Sen Cemi megobrebis Sviliiyavi, axla ki, vatyob, rom Cvenc davZ-makacdebiT. Çà íàøó ìóæñêóþ äðóæáó,ïàðåíü, _ simikom biWs Wiqa miuWaxuna,_ À òû çíàåøü _ ÷òî îçíà÷àåò `ïàðåíü~ïî-ðóññêè?

_ ara! _ Tqva biWma_ À ïî÷åìó íå ñïðàøèâàåøü? _ isev

pedagogiuri gaexsna simikos, _ Ïàðåíü_ ýòî òî æå ñàìîå, ÷òî ìàëü÷èê, íî óæåâçðîñëûé, à òû èíîãäà, âîò íàïðèìåð ñåé÷àñ,âûãëÿäèøü ãîðàçäî ñòàðøå.

karze darekes. sawyali simiko gvel-nakbeniviT Sexta skamze.

_ Âîò, óæå ïðèøëè, _ Tqva Secv-lili, Cawyvetili xmiT da WarxaliviTgawiTlda. uceb Wiqas daswvda meorecegreve dalia da Rrmad amoisunTqa, _Äà íè÷åãî, íè÷åãî, _ butbutebdadazafruli, Tan, sasowarkveTili, mTe-li ZaliT cdilobda, araferi SeemC-nia, magram ar gamosdioda, piriqiT,sul ufro sawyali da umweo xdeboda.

karze meore, kidev ufro xangr-Zlivi zari gaisma. simikom, rogorciqna, aiTria weli da karisken dasaxvre-tad gamzadebuliviT walaslasda.

biWs jer egona, rom elene dabrun-da da guli sixaruliT gadauqanda, TanZalian moewona is ambavi, rom ele ma-masTan erTad sufrasTan mjdoms dain-axavda _ aryiT savse vercxlis Wiqe-

nakleb moabezra Tavi da ramdenadacSeeZlo, zrdilobianad da mokrZa-lebiT uTxra uari: `ukacravad, magramar minda, skolaSi vWame bevri `peraS-ki~... simiko isedac ver iyo xasiaTzedilaadrian, daRala raiCkam da amit-om axla gansakuTrebuli simwriT dax-uWa Tvalebi da mxolod imisTvis gaiR-ima, rom mTeli sibraze am RimilisTvisamoefarebina. `Ýòî íå peraSki, àïèðîæêè, è òû â îäíîì ñëîâå äîïóñòèë òðèîøèáêè.~ biWma dabneulma Sexeda. vergaigo, ras erCodnen, man isic ki ar ico-da, rom „peraSki~ rusuli sityva iyoda uceb Zalian mobezrda aqaurobaTavisi katebiT, am suleluri rusuliTda CustebSi Cadgmuli, sasacilodfumfula simikoTi. miTumetes, rom eleleJava, visTvisac sinamdvileSi aq da-dioda, saxlSi ar daxvda da amaod eZeb-da, amaod eloda gulisfancqaliT misgamoCenas da, rodesac mixvda, rom elesaxlSi ar iyo, Zalian cud xasiaTzedadga. saerTod, gogo Tu saxlSi arxvdeboda, raRac ucnauri mousvenro-ba ipyrobda da ise brazdeboda, lamisgagiJebuliyo. mxolod mogvianebiTmixvda, rodesac cota wamoizarda,rom am mousvenrobas da sigiJes eWvi-anoba erqva. mokled, simikosi ar iyos,biWic ver iyo xasiaTze, Tavis sadarde-beli hqonda da mTlad saukeTeso droar iyo „peraSkisa~ da „ïèðîæêè~-s ambe-bis garCevisTvis, magram vin ra icis amawuTisoflisa da simikomac RimiliTganagrZo: „peraSki _ es damaxinjebu-li rusuli ïèðîæêè-a, qarTulad kiRvezeli hqvia, Sen am ̀ peraSkiT~ or enasamaxinjeb erTdroulad, or udidesenas, rusuls da qarTuls, damaxinjebaki arafris ar SeiZleba, miTumetes enis,SevTanxmdiT?~ biWma moulodneladSecvlili da daseriozulebuli sax-

biWi, romelic moulodnelad zrdas-ruli adamianiviT alaparakda da Tandrodadro gabrazebuli gahyurebdaele leJavas oTaxis saSinlad daxu-rul kars. cota xans ase uyura, mereZalian Sinaurulad da kacurad mouCe-Ca biWs Tavze Tma: `Òû íå âîçðàæàåøü,åñëè ÿ âûïüþ ðþìêó âîäêè? _ Tqva, _Ïîäîæäè, ñåé÷àñ ïîñòàâëþ ÷àéíèê!Ïîéä¸ì-êà íà êóõíþ ÷àé ïèòü, áðîñü ê÷¸ðòó ýòîò êàïóñòíûé „peraSki~ ñî ñâîèìâûãîâîðîì è ãðàììàòèêîé~. simiko gax-alisebuli, janze mosuli da energiu-li, mtkiced da CustebiT gaemarTasamzareulosken. biWic ukan mihyva.pirvelad aRmoCnda am samzareuloSi,romelic kaqtusebiT iyo savse, Werzeki cal mxares gamuruli naTura ekida.simiko saqmianad faTurobda karadaSida macivarSi. pirvelad uZvelesi, siZ-velis da keTilSobili metalis sun-dakruli vercxlis patara daCuqurT-mebuli Wiqebi gamoiRo, biWs Zalianmounda xeliT Sexeboda, aeRo da kar-gad daeTvalierebina, magram moerida.`modi, axla me da Sen Caidani davadgaT.magari leRvis arayi maqvs. gagigialeRvis arayi? biWma Tavi gadaaqnia.ici, rogor aris leRvi rusulad?Èíæèð! leRvis arayi ki _ èíæèðíàÿâîäêà, daimaxsovre. xoda, mivusxdeTaxla me da Sen Wiqa Cais da ðþìêàèíæèðíîé âîäêè-s da visaubroT.rusulsac ukeT viswavliT da erTma-neTsac ukeT gavicnobT.~

cota xanSi Caidani aduRda. simikomCai daasxa, raRac namcxvrebi, Cirebi dakanfetebi gamodga magidaze da es ja-dosnuri èíæèðíàÿ âîäêà-c Camoasxavercxlis WiqebSi. biWi aRfrTovanda,masac rom dausxes arayi: `oRond Senar dalio, kargi? jer patara xar

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biT, magram simikos reaqcia rom dain-axa, mixvda _ es is ar iyo, visac eloda.

koridoridan karis gaRebis da Cumi,magram gacxarebuli saubris xmebi Se-movida: `Òû òîëüêî... ÿ òåáÿ óìîëÿþ...êðåòèí... ïåðåä ðåá¸íêîì... íàæèðàòüñÿïåðåä... äà òû òîëüêî... ÷àé... êàêîé ÷àé...îò òåáÿ çà âåðñòó íåñ¸ò... íó ïåðåñòàíü,óìîëÿþ... îí... ñâîèì ðîäèòåëÿì... íåñêàæåò... îáÿçàòåëüíî ñêàæåò... íå...çàòêíèñü, ïðèäóðîê... ñòûä êàêîé...~

biWma uceb xeli staca Tavis vercx-lis Wiqas, mTeli arayi pirSi gadaimxoda egreve uelva Tvalebma. iseTi Seg-rZneba gauCnda, TiTqos cecxli gaday-lapa. ara, es Sampanuri ar iyo. isedaaqanava, TiTqos erTi kargad mos-deso, da uceb wamoxta fexze, skamidanrom ar gadmovardniliyo. cecxlissimxurvalem kidev ramdenjerme auar-Cauara sxeulSi da sadRac kefasTangauCerda. koridoridan xmebi ar wyde-boda. biWi fanjarasTan mivida. grZnob-da, rogor ereoda fexi.

Zalian Seecoda simiko da saSinladigrZno Tavi, damnaSavedac ki, rom amambavs Seeswro. simwrisgan da sibra-lulisagan Tvalebze cremlebi moad-ga. didi siamovnebiT gadaZvrebodamexuTe sarTulis fanjridan da ukanmouxedavad gaSpeboda aqedan. TiTqosdaapira kidec, Sexurebuli kefacTanaxma iyo _ movdivaro, magram ama-sobaSi xmadabali da gacxarebulisaubris xmam samzareuloSi SemoaRwia.biWi mobrunda.

_ Ïîçíàêîìüñÿ _ ýòî Ðàèíà Ôèëèï-ïîâíà! _ rac SeeZlo mtkice xmiT ga-nacxada simikom.

_ Çäðàâñòâóéòå! _ moulodneladsawyali xmiT da saSineli qarTuli aq-centiT miesalma biWi raina Ôèëèïïîâíà-s.

didma, msuqanma da kexiancxvirian-ma raiCkam erTi qoriviT gadahxedafanjarasTan atuzul damTvral biWsda uxmod, gacxarebiT Seudga sufrisalagebas. biWi yvelaze metad iman Sea-Zrwuna, rom raiCka Ôèëèïïîâíà yvelaCveulebrivi adamianiviT ki ar axamx-amebda Tvalebs, aramed rigrigobiT.biWma aseTi ram pirvelad naxa. kargaddaakvirda. ki, namdvilad ase iyo. amismerec xSirad uyurebda dakvirvebiT,dainteresebuli da Tan, amave dros,cota ar iyos SeZrwunebulic. raiCkanamdvilad rigrigobiT axamxamebdaTvalebs, TiTqos im wamis measedSic kiar undoda, rom raime gamoparvoda.

axla ki sufras alagebda uxmod,gabrazebuli da ganrisxebuli saxiT.ase iRebda magididan da macivris dakaradis gamoRebul karebSi pirdapirganurCevlad da gamoxatuli siZul-viliT hyrida biWis da simikos saco-dav peCeniebs, Cirebs, TefSebsa daWiqebs...

_ ß ñàì!.. ß ñàì! _ sawylad urben-da simiko garSemo sibrazisgan kidevufro gazrdil cols da umweod etene-boda xelebSi.

_ Îòñòàíü! _ gahkra qimunji qmarsraiCkam da bolos yvelaze magari ramegaakeTa: sul odnav nakluli èíæèðíàÿâîäêà-s boTls xeli staca da siam-ovnebiT da saxeze netarebagadafenil-ma bolo wveTamde Cacala WurWlis ni-JaraSi, carieli boTli ki jaxuniTCaaxeTqa nagvis vedroSi. simikom mx-olod isRa moaxerxa, rom xelebi aRapy-ro da gacilebiT ufro didxans da ma-grad daxuWa Tvalebi, vidre maSin,rodesac biWi rusuli winadadebiscitirebisas arasworad svamda max-vilebs.

_ me waval! _ Tqva biWma da gaube-davad daiZra karisken.

_ ara, jer adrea. Åù¸ ïîë÷àñà, ma-maSeni ufro adre ar mova.

_ ara uSavs... waval me... ezoSi dav-elodebi manamde... _ nawyvet-nawyvetTqva biWma, Tan cdilobda, SeumCnevladgascdenoda raiCka Ôèëèïïîâíà-s.

_ Õîðîøî, òîëüêî îáåùàé, ÷òî ezodanar gaxval, kargi? ezoSi iTamaSe, sanammama mova, oRond ise, rom gadmovixe-

dav, daginaxo. Îáåùàåøü?_ kargiT! _ mere gaaxsenda, dedam

rom aswavla _ kargiT-s Tqma ar Sei-Zleba, uxerxuli da arasworiao, dasruliad uadgilod daabrexva ̀ swori~da ̀ keTilSobiluri~ forma _ keTili!

_ `keTili~ ki ara, òåáå, ìàëü÷èê,ëó÷øå ïîáîëüøå çàíèìàòüñÿ, à íå õîäèòüñþäà áåç äåëà è íå çàñòàâëÿòü ñâîèõðîäèòåëåé çðÿ òðàòèòü âðåìÿ è äåíüãè, ïîíÿë?

ukve karTan misuli biWi Semobrun-da da ise Sexeda cal-calke moxamxameTvalebSi, rom Ðàèíà Ôèëèïïîâíà-c kiSecba.

`Íó, Ðàè÷êà, ýòî óæå ñëèøêîì, õâàòèò,âñåìó åñòü ñâîé ïðåäåë~, _ moesma zurg-sukan. simikom biWs CanTa da qurTukiSemosasvlel karTan daawia, Cveulebi-samebr beWze msubuqad ubiZga da raRa-cis Tqma daapira, magram gadaifiqra dakari uCumrad moxura.

biWma SvebiT amoisunTqa. cota xansidga da fiqrobda. mere uceb mowydaadgilidan, grialiT Cairbina kibezexuTi sarTuli da sibnelidan ko-

ki datyda Cemi diSvilian-turaian-nan-ulianad.

_ vaax, Cemi!.. Tan egeni Temurasgahyvnen, Torem asi weli ar ician, esmiSo vin babasiria da vis dahkargvia...

_ xo, Temom aiyolia. magis pontSiwavidnen egeni, to, aba, ise su marcxenabeWze ar axatiaT miSos jaris nariadtaSkentidan avRaneTamde? Cven romuari vuTxariT wayolaze, CamxtarataqsSi da gavardnila sololakSi am-aTTan...

_ vici, too, iqac mouswria gafre-na, Sen azze ara xar. imave saRamos `ve-liaminovSi~ isxdnen da, ziko roa, imasaukrifa seriozulad. Tan aegre tyui-lad.

_ vin ziko, romeli _ falkao?.._ ee, zviadaa ra, xasaia, sairmeli,

unda icode Senc. kargi brigada hyavsra Tavisi, magar aboimaSic zis da vabSear aris saCuqari. guSinwin, Senc gasu-li iyavi da is Cemisa xom wasulia dawasulia, marto var da tipi gaiCiTaTeTri `volgiT~, Sig xalxi, viTomaraferi, mara Tan rom sxedan ra, to.

gari oratoroba momiwia am Cemis Te-muras gadamkide...

_ rao mere im zikom, bolos ra si-tyvaze daSordiT?

_ kaio, Zmaoo, rom Camova, gnaxavTkidev da davilaparakoT _ ra undo-da, ras merCoda, Tu simTvrale iyo,yvelam Cvens simTvrales unda mivxe-doT, egre ar ario, da Tu pretenziebiaqvs, egec aucileblad unda iTqvasora. karoCe, davilaparakebT da, Tuaraferi da mSvidobaa, SevrigdebiT,aba, ras vizamT. Sesarigebeli iseTicaraferiao. mokled, akrefili ki iyobiWi, magram yvelaferi magra wesieradda sworad ra, zedmeti araferi...

_ eg iqac Caatarebs rames, ager nax-av. eg ise ar gaCerdeba, vidre serio-zul Sars ar gaiCaliCebs. an Tavs gais-rokavs, an ravi...

_ ueWveli... an meti raRa unda ga-iCaliCos _ amxela gzaze nanulasTanerTad... magis gaZleba ar ginda? auuu!..

_ bodiSi, xom ar iciT, romeli saa-Tia? _ saubarSi garTulebs moulod-nelad saidanRac gamovardnili Tor-metiode wlis biWi miadga, romelsacdasvrili qurTukis cal mxares sasko-lo CanTa hqonda wamokidebuli da uc-naurad qanaobda.

_ ara, ar vici._ Seni mofsmis droa! mousvi

aqedan!biWi daibna. idga da uyurebda. dab-

neulobisgan ukan gabrunebac veRarmoexerxebina.

_ e, es lawiraki naxe, rogoriTvalebiT gviyurebs?

_ xoo, biWo, magari nastirni daTavxedi pakalenia modis, amaTi pakale-nia, too, aba, eseni iqnebian _ mtrisas.

_ aba, davai exla, daaxvie aqedan!nawyeni biWi gabrunda. gunebaSi ise

magrad SeukurTxa orives, rom SeSineb-ulma gaixeda _ xom ar gaiges, ar mim-beTqon erTi kargado.

cota xans idga da aqeT-iqiT iyure-boda. ar icoda, ra gaekeTebina. meregaraJis Tavze aZvra, saskolo CanTaTavqveS amoido da cas axeda. lurj,kriala, Rrma da Tvaluwvdenel cazeTeTri, sul sxvadasxvanairi RrublisfTilebi micuravdnen. Tan sul sxva-dasxvanairad. aryiT Sexurebuli kefacTavisas ubrunebda.

arc axsovs, ramden xans iyo ase gaS-otili da ramdeni xani ahyurebda ga-farToebuli TvalebiT uZiro zecas.

karga xani iyo egre gamxmari foT-lebiT da mtvriT savse garaJis TavzegaSxlarTuli. mere manqanis xma icno,romelmac ezoSi Semouxvia.

_ eee! _ dasca yiJina mTeli xmiT,Tan ise, rom ezoSi molaparake biWebsgaegoT da daenaxaT. pirdapir gara-Jidan iskupa da kinaRam mamamisiskapots daaxta.

_ nela, biWo, ras Svrebi, to? _moulodnelobisgan mkveTrad daa-muxruWa gabrazebulma mamam, _ SenTavis gafrTxilebas ver iswavli, xom?patara xom aRara xar?..

_ am wams Camovedi! _ biWi manqana-Si Sexta.

_ da egreve garaJze avardi xo?..kargi ra, mama, rame ar moiwio, sul mag-aze unda manerviulo, to?.. imecadinerame?

_ ho ra, _ eSmakurad Caecina biWsda mamamiss ahxeda.

mamamiss gaecina da kefaSi wauTaqamoferebiT.

_ gSia?_ ara!_ vaax, to, Sen nu gaaxure, ra. mar-

Tla naxe, ra gamxdari xar, Wame ra nor-malurad, Torem imis deda... Tu me Senrame Segisrulo.

mamam manqana ezodan gaiyvana, cim-cima CarTo da prospeqtze dauxvies.

ai, am dRis Semdeg damegobrdnensimiko leJava da misi moswavle, ro-melsac rusuls aswavlida da romel-ic giJiviT iyo Seyvarebuli mis Worf-lian, yviTelTvalebian da wiTurnawna-vian da cecxliviT saSiS Svilze _ eleleJavaze...

beqa qurxuli

samoTxidan gaqceulebi

ridaze gamoSvebuli, mcxunvare mzissxivebiT gagiJebuli xariviT gavardaezoSi.

dro sakmao hqonda. gaixed-gamoixe-da. ezos stadioni carieli iyo. bavS-vebi ar Candnen.

iqve garaJebTan ori ociode wlisbiWi laparakobda. erTi Camjdari iyo,meore fexze idga. eweodnen.

_ xo ra, moxia da wavida..._ ar daayena, xo, mainc?.._ ara, rais daayena. axla gaicani?_ giJia, biWo, ver aris, to, ra unda,

ras gadaakvda am nanulas miSos?.. an,kai, xo, egeTi jigaria da keTilSobili,jer xo imdeni magis keTilebi da raunda qnas erTi, rogor daixsnis rusisjaridan am dedas miSos, sabWoTa kav-Siris armias auqmebs Tu oms wyvetsavRaneTSi?

_ marto wayva, to, aegre nanulastaSkentSi?.. ara, magas ukve giJic aRarhqvia.

_ ara, isini daiTria: is munji kolarom hyavs, mamidaSvili _ SoTiko _ damisi muriani Zmakaci tura...

_ ise maqeT ra magari kliCkebi aqvT,ara, to? tura, xuTkunWula, erTiklorTaRela kidev Tagvia, padopitnilaboratoriaa, to?

_ is vzrosli rom hyavT kidev _ustafa?

_ ustafa ki ara, mamamisi ras am-bobs?..

_ ra unda Tqvas, to, giJsa hgavs, verariso ra, garekili aqvso, im Cems diS-vils raRas erCoda eg Cemisa, Cems dasTvalebSi veRar vuyurebo, to, mTeliojaxi gagvimetao ra... Tan arcgagvafrTxila, rom, ai, ama da am dResmivdivarT da morCa. aegre partizans-

aegre tyuila iseTi xipiSi auwevia _tipi mament mosaTxovad movida ra...

_ va, mere? Sen ra qeni?.._ ra unda meqna? saomrad ar mov-

sulvar, Zmao, salaparakod movedio ra_ tipma. iseTi eWira, rom viTomaraferi, magram Tan rom Zaan magariakrefilia.

_ visi manqaniT iyvnen?.._ imisi, to, pekineli roa irakla,

didi roa ra, janiani da sul rom iRime-ba. maSinac ijda za ruliom da miRimo-da aqa, kai nafrontali megobariviT.eg aravin ar aris, ubralod, iyenebenra, vigodaze hyavT gaSvebuli da isickai biWebSi yofnis xaTriT dasdevs ra,daatarebs vadilas pontSi...

_ vaa, glijavs Temura, iq xo SarSiwavida da Tan aqac datova kargi ambavi.vaa, eg vin aris, too, vis gadaveyareT?

_ mament, erTi magaTic, iseTiaraferi, mara usiamovnebaa ra, aegeTidarmavoi Sari. meTqi-biWo, zikoaraferi, to, exla eg wasulia saqmezera-meTqi, Sua aziaSia, Camova da Sevx-vdebiT, Tqvenc xo icnobT, arc Temurada arc Cven imis xalxi ara varT, romCvens sityvaze da saqcielze pasuxsaveridoT, rac ar unda iyos, mara-meT-qi me Tu mkiTxav, rasac ambob, araferiiseTi ar momxdara, rom gagrZelebebimohyves ra-meTqi, piani bazari iyoraRac, araferze, wvrilmani gauge-broba da xdeba-meTqi, Sen ar geswavle-ba egeTebi, davilaparakebT, gavar-kvevT, SevrigdebiT da gagvecineba ra...mament ravi, aba, romels gagvecinebao,mainc wainastirna mastma, mara-meTqi argvinda egre, erTad gavizardeT, erT-maneTs kargad vicnobT, saburTalosquCebi sanaTesaoa-meTqi. mokled, ma-

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krizisi

xmauris mojadoebul wreSisicarieleaCemSi _sicariele sicarieleSixmauris mojadoebul wreSi.

givi gegeWkors

uecrad ise momenatreT,rom monatrebam gagacocxlaT:

TiTqos gacnobamdegicnobdiTda sul am SegrZnebiTamovdiodi TqvenTan _mweralTa saxlismexuTe sarTulze,sadac Tqvens mopirdapiredaseve didi Semoqmedi _revaz inaniSvili cxovrobda...

TqvenTan stumrobapoeziasTan ziarebisnamdvili dResaswauli iyoda oTaxs,sadac sawer magidasTanvsaubrobdiT,(Tqvens RimilTan erTad)wignebisCum-momnusxavi naTelianaTebda:

vwer

da sul maxsovs,leqsebisTvis rom SemaqeT...

sofelSi

mitovebuli saxlebisezos yvavilTaerTguleba maocebs...

malxaz maWavariani

ciklidan _ mojadoebuli wreaxali mTvare

frCxili moviWerida cisken movisrole _

mTvaris qveSaxali araferia...

SegrZneba

sanukvaria:bavSvad qcevis,bavSvobaSi dabrunebisSegrZneba,mouxelTebeli...

avadmyofoba

dedobrivi Sexeba vigrZeniCems dauZlurebul sxeulzeda dedamiwa kvlav amoZravda _gacocxldada yviTeli foTlebi misaxsovra...

daZaxeba...

uecrad SekrTadaZaxebaze _sxvad igrZno Tavi.

feris cvaleba

dadumda WriWinobelada oqrosferi dReebiaxlovdeba _mzis Semodgoma.

samocdaeqvsi

Tan davatareb ukve civ zamTarsda yvelaferi ufro rTulia,roca cxovreba aRsasrulsxlarTavs,xolo guls mxolod yofna swyuria...

mjera, rom wignebs, rogorccocxal arsebebs, suli aqvT. es imazris gagrZelebad mimaCnia, wignebsTavianTi bedi aqvTo, roca amboben.suli bedze metia (radgan Tavisi ga-mosxivebiT misi Secvla SeuZlia) darac mTavaria, is bedze Zvelia, uxne-sia, anu _ maradiuli.

am suls _ Zvelsa da aqtiurs,aucileblad igrZnobT, lela samniaS-vilis axal poetur krebuls bolom-de erTi CasunTqviT Tu gadaikiTxavT.es Zneli araa _ sul 21 leqsia da maTiSinagani struqturuli Tu arsobrivisirTulis miuxedavad, mainc erTi su-lis moTqmiT ikiTxeba.

ityviT _ raxan wigns „locva ab-straqciad~ hqvia, anu raRac reli-giurs, liturgikuls gulisxmobs, im-itom agityda Tavidanve wignis sulida bedio. magram, es pawawina krebuliarc religiuri teqstebia (reli-giasac iseTive abstraqtuli gagebaaqvs aq, rogorc bevr sxva mniSvnelo-van cnebas Tu mdgomareobas) da arcTavis mosawoneblad (Tumca me ratomunda moviwono Tavi, es avtoris sru-li uflebaa!) gamxsenebia Cemi Rrmarwmena wignebis cocxalmSobiare un-arze, anu maT sulierebaze. yvela wign-ze xom amas verc ityvi, radgan imi-sTvis, rom wigni gacocxldes, raRacsruliad sxva alqimia, sxva gamosxive-baa saWiro.

lela samniaSvilis krebulSi ki esswrafmoqmedi energia pirvelivestriqonebidan igrZnoba:

„saxlis mcenares ra SeuZlia?wyals Tu dausxam _ mwyurvals, uZinars,fesvebiT gaSlis qoTanSi locvans~.lela is poetia, visi poeziac

yovelTvis gamorCeulad raciona-luria, simkacrisa da Seuvalobis ieriaqvs da, mokled da snoburad rom vTq-vaT, „kaciviT wers~ (rac CvenSi didkomplimentad miiCneva da jerjero-biT xelSeuxebeli stereotipia), ma-gram bunebrivia, am simkacris miRmayovelTvis aris xolme warmoudgen-lad didi, gamWvirvale sifaqize, davfiqrob, swored esaa, ris gamoc lelasamniaSvili lela samniaSvilia da arais pirveladi, TvalSisacemi racio dasirTule. es unari kidev ufro dax-vewili da koncefciamde dazustebu-lia axal krebulSi. aq mas konkretu-li funqciac aqvs _ wigni metali-turgikulia, am leqsebis miRma ki av-toris sqesi Cans da es sulac araaraimes damakninebeli, aramed piriqiT_ gangeb gamZafrebulia faqti, raTapoeziis aqti Sedges _ am wignSi qalipoeti loculobs.

locva _ cxadia, esec pirobiTiada amaze TavSic aRvniSneT, Tumca gan-wyobiT, atmosferulad, ratomRacZveli qalRmerTebis sakraluri te-qstebi, Zveli aRTqmis ebraeli qaleb-is locva-simRerebi maxsendeboda daam xsovnisgan, rogorc zRvis qaris-gan motanili marili, wigns kidevufro agemrielebda.

koncefciac vaxseneT da, esec

drois tyveobidan Tavdasaxsnelad

nino sadRobelaSvili

davazustoT _ Zalian metaforulad,krebuli „locva abstraqciad~ tyve-obidan Tavdasaxsnel magiur Se-locvebs aerTianebs.

tyveoba _ mTavari mdgomareobaa,romelSic am wignis lirikuli gmiriwarmoudgenia avtors. tyveobaa embri-onis mdgomareobac da ukve zrdas-rulisac; tyveobaa sityvis mdgomare-obac, vidre is warmoiTqmodes daleqsad iqceodes; tyveobaa yvelazedidi Seyvarebulobac da Sesabamisad,bedniereba mxolod iluziaa, rac kiSeiZleba tyveobaSi myof adamianshqondes.

„rom ar gyolodi Tavisufalisiyvarulidan gazrdili SiSi _dakargvis SiSi _ Cemze dageSe~.tyveobis es gancda mTel cxovre-

baze vrceldeba. masSi sicocxle eqce-va, rogorc sikvdilis tyve. am yvela-

fers ki erTi Zveli mowme hyavs:„ufalo, Sen xar

erTaderTi WirisufaliCveni. rasac ki aCen _ gikvdeba~.sabolood, yovelgvari tyveoba

erTi saerTo mtris winaSe dgeba pir-ispir. es _ droa. abstraqtulic dakonkretulic. zogadad, dros erTleqsSi aseTi ganmarteba aqvs: „sabe-diswero defeqtia dro. windaze wasulTvals gavs. araferi ar eSveleba~.

Tumca, am zogadis miRma poets ma-inc Tavisi wili dro aRelvebs, kon-kretuli dro, romlis tyveobaSicmoqceula awmyoc, warsulic da, sa-varaudod, momavalic. ai, rogoria eskonkretuli dro:

„mkvdari nivTebis samyaroSi elavs sicocxle.

aryofna bevrad bunebrivia.es Rirs simarTle _ upirobo da

ueWveli _neli kvdoma _

gaqrobamde aCqarebuli~.omebi, sikvdili, usiyvaruloba,

rutina _ is saSineli zRaparia, ro-melsac axla Svilebi Tavad kiTxu-loben, mSoblebis Caurevlad. Svilebi_ esec konkretuli droa, awmyo dro,da tyveobidan TavdaxsnisTvis aRvle-nili metalocvebis adresatebi xSir-ad swored isini arian. miT ufro man-am, vidre dro Tavis kanons maTzedacaRasrulebdes da maTi saxiT gazr-dides momaval tyveebs.

es azri lela samniaSvilis leqsSi„samxedro wvrTnebi~ sentenciis siR-rmiTa da simZlavriTaa naTqvami:

„Tavs vin daiZvrens sakuTari Tavis xiblidan,roca dro ase myarad, erTguladamagrebs yvela bavSvis yiflibands~.droisa da samyaros am ulmobel

kanons, gardauval adamianur mdgo-mareobas _ tyveobas, mainc imdeni ga-mosavali aqvs, ramdeni adamianic ar-sebobs da vinc rogor Sexedavs, See-brZoleba an Seegueba mas. wignSi esgradaciebic igrZnoba _ sabedisweroSeguebisac da masze amaRlebisac. esukanaskneli ki sakuTar TavSi aRdgo-mis misteriis gaxsnebiT miiRweva.

aqac _ araviTari paTetika, re-ligiuri eqstazi. yovelive adamia-nurad ubralo da namdvilia (rogorcbavSvi). aq, am leqsebSi, bevri aRdgo-maa _ bavSvobisdroindeli mogonebe-biT, awmyos kadrebiT. da rac yvelazemTavaria, aris moqmedeba, erTgvarifinaluri aqti:

„gvaqvs saaRdgomo samzadisi _vdgavarT mijnaze _sicocxlisaken mobruneba gvsurs gulmxurvaledda Cemi xelic uneblied gadamwers pirjvars,radgan aprilis xexils vuyureb~.es yvelaze usityvo locvaa. albaT,

esaa locva abstraqciad. sivrceSi gab-neul moqmedebad, romelic mizidu-lobis kanoniT, sxva sivrceebs ubi-Zgebs msgavsi qmedebisaken.

da poeziac daibadeba. poezia,romelsac suli aqvs. imitom, rom aqyvelaferi namdvilia. Rrma, rTuli danamdvili, rogorc bavSvi.

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mexre steponass oTxni marxavd-nen: sanaxevrod ukve gaTavisuflebulida zonaze gadaadgilebis uflebismqone calTvala patimari kolia,romelic saflavis gaTxraSi mosax-mareblad gamoegzavnaT; axali mexre,pirquSi cimbireli boria, brtyelisaxe, gadmokarkluli Tvalebi da gr-Zeli kexiani cxviri rom hqonda; si-berisagan sul gamofituli xari seva,neknebgadmoyril sxeulze tomarasav-iT rom ekida tyavi da steponasis ZaR-li natisi... dakrZalvis rituali mar-tivi da swrafi iyo, TiTqos usiamovnosaqmis momTavrebas Cqarobdnen. bori-am da koliam kubo _ nedli, gauran-davi ficrebisgan Sekruli ubraloyuTi _ erTi metris siRrme saflavSidaxrilad Cadebul or ficarze Caa-cures. ficrebi ukan amoiRes, micvale-buls miwa miayares, mere niCbebiT odnavmiaswor-moaswores saflavze wamozr-dili miwis goraki da morCa. wamokrifesda urikaze dayares xelsawyoebi dawyvili ficari. TviTonac dasxdnen.boriam aRvirs moqaCa da sevas iseSeuZaxa, natisisken erTic ar gauxedavs.

natisi ki gvian saRamomde wina TaTe-bze drunCCamodebuli gaunZrevladiwva samadlod mosworebuli borcviswin. ar esmoda arc orTqlmavliskivili, arc Soriaxlos Cavlil pati-marTa kolonis fexis xma, arc badrag-is nagazebis yefa da arc sasaflaozeamosuli juja aryis xeebis foTolTamorcxvi Sriali.

yofili patronis sacxovrebliskenZaRls guli aRar uwevda. iq, xis grZe-li barakis erT boloSi, is da stepona-si cxovrobdnen, barakis meore bolosevas ekava. ara, barakSi dabruneba arundoda. axali patronis _ borisisdamokidebuleba Trgunavda daacofebda. maT saxlSi daupatiJebladmosul am maRal kacs awuruli marjve-na mxari marcxenaze damreci hqonda.binZuri iyo da nerviuli. barakiszRurbls rom pirvelad gadmoabija,gaabola, mere xvelam aitana, taburetswamoedo, kinaRam waiqca da gabraze-bulma wixliT moisrola gverdze. meredidxans iboriala oTaxSi, yvelganferfls yrida da Tan gafuWebuliTevzis imisTana simyrale sdevda, romnatiss kinaRam guli aeria. xolo rode-sac daupatiJebeli stumari gaqonilitansacmliT da talaxiani fexebiT gaw-va steponasis sufTa sawolze, ZaRlsTvalze bindi gadaefara.

borias masTan damegobrebis uxeiro

amaswinaT xelSi Camivarda rusuli „inostrannaia literaturas~ axalinomeri, romelic mTlianad litvel avtorebs eTmoboda. me litva miyvars,mimaCnia, rom iqaur xalxs da kulturas, ase Tu ise, vicnob. Jurnalic gaor-magebuli interesiT wavikiTxe da sul ar gamkvirvebia, rom ori moTxrobastalinuri banakebis Sesaxeb iyo. es is Temaa, romelsac versad gaurbis ampatara qveynis literatura _ sabWoTa kavSiris mier litvis damo-ukideblobis dasamareba, litveli axalgazrdebis iaraRiT xelSi tyeSi gas-vla, sabWoeTis winaaRmdeg warmoebuli daundobeli partizanuli omi,romelic aT welze met xans gagrZelda da Sedegad _ daxvretebi, wmendebi,dapatimrebebi. meoce saukunis ormocian wlebSi 300 000 litveli iqna repre-sirebuli, maTi umetesoba stalinur banakebSi moxvda da umravlesoba verdabrunda samSobloSi.

rogorc vTqvi, am Temas bevri litveli mwerali utrialebs, magram ariserTi kargi kaci da prozaikosi, romelic Tavad aris im represiebis msxverp-li, amitomac misi dawerili moTxrobebi da romanebi sul sxvanairi marTaliambebia. vladas kalvaitisi Cemi gamoTvliT dRes 86 wlisaa, stalinur banak-Si is partizanebTan _ tyis ZmebTan TanamSromlobis gamo moxvda 19 wlisada iq dakacda. am saocrad cocxal kacTan erTad SarSan zafxuls ramdenimedRe gavatare litvaSi da minda vTqva, rom asakis miuxedavad, erT-erTi yve-laze xalisiani adamiania, visac Sevxvedrivar. is oTxi dRe magrad viamxanag-eT da klaipedis biblioTekasTan davSordiT, albaT, samudamod. yovel SemTx-vevaSi, mas mere, rac Camexuta, manqanaSi Cajda da Tvals miefara, am sevdiangrZnobas veraferi movuxerxe. damrCa metsaxeli, romelic man Semarqva, mar-to Cveni patara xumrobebi, gulaxdilobebi da misi es moTxroba, romelicmisive daxmarebiT vTargmne qarTulad; kidev es portreti, romelic muSao-bisas gadavuRe da mivxvdi, kameris win pozioroba misTvis ucxo ar iyo...

kidev vityvi, rom vladas kalvaitisi absoluturad yvela litvuri lit-eraturuli premiis mflobelia da patara tbis piras ganmartovebiT cxo-vrobs sofelSi, romlis Sesaxebac bevrs miambobda.

mTargmnelisgan

vladas kalvaitisi

natisimcdelobac hqonda. im kuTxisken, sadacZaRli iwva, naxSiriviT Savi puris yuaisrola. jamSi ramdenime kovzi wvnian-ic ki CauTxvlipa. natiss piri araf-risTvis uxlia. am kacis xelidan Wamapatronis saSineli Ralati iqneboda.

moulodnelad gardacvlili pa-tronis dari meore adamiani ar arse-bobda da arc arasodes daibadeboda.imitom ara, rom steponasi puris uka-nasknel natexs da balandas uyofda.yvelaze susxian dReebSic ki patronisfexebTan miyuJuli ZaRli am adamian-isgan momdinare siTbos da myudroebasise grZnobda, TiTqos koconis gver-diT woliliyo. zamTris grZeli saR-amoebis dros steponasi kedelze Camok-idebuli, Tavis xeliT gamoTlili,jvris win iCoqebda da sawolze idayve-biT dayrdnobili locvas iwyebda, TanxelSi purisagan gakeTebul kria-losans marcvlavda. am dros misi Se-myure natisi eniT auwerel simSvidesada netarebas ganicdida.

ra saqmesac ar hkidebda xels ste-ponasi, yvelafers auCqareblad,dafiqrebiT da erTgvari pativiscemiTakeTebda. sevasac muWa Tivas frTx-ilad, orive xeliT awvdida, rogorcZvirfas saCuqars, Zirs dasayrelad dafexiT gasaTelad ar emeteboda Tivisarc erTi Rero... am dros xars raRa-cas tkbilad ebutbuteboda, TiTqosbodiSs uxdida, rom am erTi bRuja ukveaqoTebuli da arcTu gemrieli sakveb-is garda, verafriT umaspinZldeboda.

Zlieri da Zvalmsxvili steponasimuxis kunZisgan gamoCorknils hgavda.sul iolad, martos SeeZlo urikazenebismieri simZimis micvalebulis das-veneba. aitacebda da ise msubuqad gam-oitanda barakidan, TiTqos win gaSver-il xelebze adamianis SiSveli sxeuliki ara, bumbuli efina. auCqarebladdaawvenda urikaze, xelebs gulzedaukrefda da dakonkil Zvel sabanSisaguldagulod Sesudravda, rom argamosCenoda arc saxe, arc fexi, arcsxeulis sxva nawili...

saban-sudaras yovel SabaTs recx-avda, mudam sufTad inaxavda da yvel-gan Tan daatarebda. axal saflavzedidxans asworebda da tkepnidaborcvs, sanam misTvis sasurvel, WeS-maritad litvur formas ar miscemda,mere niCbis tariT miwaze jvars gamo-saxavda, muxlebze dgeboda da erT-nairad gulmxurvaled loculobdakaTolikes, marTlmadideblis, evange-listis, mahmadianis Tu iudevelissulisTvis.

am sasaflaoze mxolod Cveu-lebrivi morwmuneni rodi ganisvenebd-nen, maT gverdiT iwvnen sxvadasxva sa-suliero pirebi: ori kaTolike vikari

da erTic kanonikosi, kidev Censtaxave-li poloneli pateri, sami luTeranipastori, ori marTlmadidebeli moZR-vari, Rirsi evangelisti mama, rabini,mola da viRac tibeteli beri. isiniyvelani RvTis Svilebi iyvnen, xoloufali maT mimarT _ mowyale damimtevebeli. steponasis movaleoba datvirTi ki mxolod uzenaesisTvis Sex-seneba iyo, rom maTi sulebi misken pir-jvargadawerilebi da dalocvilebimiemarTebodnen. ra steponasis braliiyo, rom iseTi misia aiRo sakuTarTavze, risTvisac xeldasxmuli ar iyo.mis garda xom garSemo aravin iyo amisgamkeTebeli?!

patroni locvas amTavrebda, fexzedgeboda, urikaze jdeboda da sevasmsubuqad uqaCavda aRvirs. beberi xar-ic borblebis WrialiT Zravda urikassaxlisken. natisi ki maT ukan miZunZu-lebda.

CrdiloeTis mze, rogorc yovel-Tvis, moulodnelad Cavida. sibnelemsruliad moicva tundra da STanTqamaRaroebi, naxSiris uzarmazari bun-kerebi, kvamladenili naxSiris mopove-bisas monarCeni fuWi qanis gorakebi,zonis badragis jixurebi da maTi naga-zebis budruganebi. dasadgurebuliukunis sapirwoned ki sul raRac erTwamSi aTas Tvalad abrdRvialda pati-marTa banaki...

natiss gulma velad gauwia. mocv-narSi, sadac SarSan kenkris Sesagrove-blad wasul patrons axlda, `gazikis~danjRreuli da Jangiani kabina egule-boda. kabina iqve daxvda. natisi Camsx-vreuli gverdiTa fanjridan SeZvra,Zveli buSlatidan morCenil bambisgaSavebul naglejze moikeca da im-wamsve CaeZina.

gaTenebisas kabinis saxuravze wvi-mis wveTebis rakarukma gaaRviZa. es xmaiqamde gaZlierda, sanam aboboqrebulimdinaris gruxunad ar iqca. sadRacSuadRisken wvima Sewyda. Savi Rruble-bi aRmosavleTisken gaikrifnen, casmxolod Rrublis ramdenime fTilaSemorCa, maT Soris ki mzem gamoanaTa.

SimSilma natisi fexze wamoagdo.saiT unda wasuliyo? ra eqna? misi azre-bi mimarTuli iyo banakis Suagulisken,sadac ficris damzadebisas monarCenixeebis RobiT SemosazRvruli sasadi-lo eguleboda. iq yovelTvis SeiZle-boda ramis povna. erTxel narCenebSikarga mozrdili xrtiliani Zvalic kiamoqeqa, isic momxdara, mTliani vob-la upovia... am nadavlis gaxsenebazemuceli aubuybuyda.

adre, patronis sicocxleSi, zona-Si moxvedra sul ar iyo Zneli. badragikaris cal frTas uRebda da isicTavisuflad Segruxundeboda xolme.axla ufro rTulad iyo yvelaferi.steponasis sikvdilis Semdeg misi mdgo-mareoba Seicvala. natisi axla upa-tronoa. upatronosa da usaxlkaros kiyovelgvari sinanulis gareSe klaven.

xvinWiT mofenil mTavar gzas moer-ida da biliks daadga. boslebs, ZaRleb-is budruganebs da sapirfareSoebs

Soridan Semouara. drodadro Cerde-boda da haers ynosavda. gamomSralimiwis surneli, ZaRlebis da adamianeb-is oflis simZaRe, Sardisa da mazuTissuni – yvelaferi es nestoebs uRiz-ianebda. zonis WiSkars didxans dafrTxilad epareboda. gaumarTla daWiSkari SeRebuli daxvda. iqve satvir-To manqana idga da ori guSagi mismZRols ebaaseboda. natisma mTeli Zal-Rone moikriba da zonaSi ramdenime nax-tomiT Sefrinda. sasadilos ezoSiSeZroma xom mTlad ioli iyo _ xisRobeSi uamravi didi da patara RriWoeguleboda.

natisi sulac ar iyo azizi kuWispatroni, magram lorwoTi moTxvriliramdenime damWknari kartofilis danacarSi azelili simindis fafis nar-Cenis garda veranair sarCos ver miag-no. iqauroba mTlad gadaqoTebuliiyo, TiTqos ramdenime SimSiliT ga-cofebul patimars emuSava. magramnatisisTvis arasodes uRalatia ynos-vas da alRos, samzareulosTan darCe-nili nakvalevi ki imas mowmobda, romyvelaferi gadaeCiCqna erTaderT ad-amians, romelsac fexze quslebmonjR-reuli uxarisxo tyavis fexsacmeliecva.

mocvianSi, Tavis axal bunagSi, nati-si gvian saRamos dabrunda. gadawyvi-ta, meore dRes, sadilobis Jams, isevecada bedi da zonaSi xelmeored Sepa-ruliyo.

samwuxarod, imedi meore dResacgaucruvda. viRacam isev daaswro dasaWmlis narCenebi moasufTava, xolorac ver waiRo, TiTqos gangeb isegaTela fexiT, rom obidan, wvrili nax-Siridan da kenWebidan ver gaacalkeveb-di. ZaRlma igive nakvalevi SeniSna, iseviynosa ukve nacnobi suni, romelicamjerad ufro mZafrad, mZaRed daamazrzenad SeigrZno. adamiani sul ax-ali wasuli iyo. misi bedi, rom natissezodan gaaswro, Torem mis kbilebs vergadaurCeboda.

xelmocarulobisa da SimSilisgandatanjulma ZaRlma ramdenime nervi-uli wre daartya ezos, romlis kuTx-eSic damtvreuli yuTebis grovas damzisgan ferdakargul dafas miagno.ramdenjerme irgvliv Semourbina dadarwmunda, rom miagno TavSesafars,romelSic ara mxolod darCenilidRis, aramed Ramis gatarebac SeiZle-boda. imasac grZnobda, rom mZaResuni-ani kaci aq siaruls daCveuli iyo. maS,xval maTi Seyra gardauvali iqneba! dasteponasis sikvdilis Semdeg natisspirvelad aRmoxda siamovnebis wkav-wkavi...

adamianis gamoCenas natisi karidaneloda. is ki Robis qveSidan, nati-sisTvis manamde uxilavi xvrelidan,SemoZvra. jer kidev mis gamoCenamdeniavma ZaRls ukve nacnobi suni moutanada gaaRiziana. kaci nela, xelebis qnev-iT modioda, naxSirsa da kenWebs frTx-ilad aridebda fexs. moZraobas mux-lamde Camokidebuli uzarmazari do-lis msgavsi muceli uborkavda. natisi

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samalavidan gamoZvra da avad daiRri-na.

adamianma es avismomaswavebeli Rre-na gaigona.

raRac xani orive _ ZaRlic da kac-ic _ sunTqvaSekruli idga. verc erTsgadaewyvita, ra unda eqna. sasadiloskari moulodnelad gaiRo. kibis TavzenarCenebiT savse ori didi saTliT xe-lSi damxmare muSa gamoCnda. muSam bar-baciT Caiara kibe, ramdenime nabiji ga-iara da narCenebi gadaRvara. mere kidevori savse saTli gamoaTria. mexuTepirdapir kibidan daiqnia ezoSi. es isganZi iyo, romlis gamoc gadaikveTanatisis da ucxo kacis gzebi. faSviansTvalebi aenTo, magrad mokumuli pirisqveS nikapi aukankalda, misi dondlosxeuli gadamwyveti nabijis gadasa-dgmelad aTaxTaxda. ZaRlic gafacic-da, yurebi awura, kunTebi daZaba, adg-ils moswyda da narCenebisken daZruladamians pirdapir faSvze Seaxta. argaumarTla _ kacis yels ver Seswvdada daRebuli piriT mxolod mkerdSidaejaxa. misi elviseburi Tavdasxma ka-cisTvis sruliad moulodneli iyo. manwonasworoba dakarga, Tavi ver Seikavada xelebgafarCxuli tomarasaviT dae-narcxa miwas. zurgiT widis grovasdaaskda. dabneulobisgan arc winaaRm-degoba gauwevia da arc Tavis dasaca-vad moumoqmedia rame. daWyetiliTvalebiT dafeTebuli Sescqeroda sak-uTar mucelze Semomjdar ZaRls.

natisic mis winaSe gaSxlarTul ar-sebas daStereboda. burTiviT faSvi,wumpesaviT Calurjebuli Tvalebi, Cir-qiani muwukebiT dafaruli saxe ZaRl-Si zizRs aRZravda. sqeli tuCebi da vi-taminebis naklebobisgan gameCxerebu-li kbilebi am grZnobas mxolodumZafrebda. yvelaze amazrzeni maincbudeebidan lamis gadmocvenili kam-balas msgavsi Tvalebi iyo. ukanaskne-li ori dRe natisi am adamianisTvis ye-lis gamoRadvris dauokebeli sur-viliT suldgmulobda. axla ki es sur-vili mis Tvalwin inavleboda. mis qveSgawolili arseba ar hgavda normaluradamians. is ufro naxerxiT savse toma-ras, ZonZebis goras Tu uformofituls Camohgavda da masTan Sebmauazro da samarcxvino iyo. ZaRlsmoZraobebi SeuboWa grZnobam, romel-sac verc sibraluls da verc sircx-vils ver daarqmevdi, xolo waqceulispergamentiviT fermkrTal Rawvebzemoulodnelad abrWyvialebulma SiSisda uimedobis cremlma saqcieli mTladwauxdina da ganaiaraRa. TiTqos sadRacgaqra yvelaferi, rac masSi cxovelurida ZaRluri iyo. ucnauri da aqamdeganucdeli alRoTi natisma igrZno,rom mis fexqveS gawolili kaci iyo msx-verpli gausaZlisi SimSilisa, romel-mac normalurad qcevis da fiqris un-ari waarTva. natisi moeSva, modunda dauzarmazari muclidan Zalagamoc-lili Camocurda. yurebCamoyrili dakudamoZuebuli barbaciT gaemarTawuxandeli TavSesafrisken. sulismoTqmac ver moaswro, rom arsebam fex-isTreviT Cauara gverdiT da saWmlisnarCenebs eca. moTeTro, jer kidevcxel fafas acaxcaxebuli muWiT isx-amda ZabriviT dafCenil pirSi. fafarom moaTava, muxlebze daeca da TevzisTavebisa da fxebis Segrovebas Seudga.gamoitena buSlatis jibeebi, gaivso ubeda WuWyiT gapoxili jariskacuri qu-dic. yvelafers xarbad, swrafad daostaturad akeTebda. Tan dasicxuli,avadmyofuri TvalebiT natiss gasc-qeroda... Seagrova sakvebad vargisiTiToeuli namceci, Sebrunda da gasas-vlelisken daiZra.

borZik-borZikiT miaRwia sasadi-los kuTxemde da iq uceb moulodneliram moimoqmeda: Caikuza da ise msubu-qad aitaca miwidan kldis mozrdilinatexi, rom sakuTarma siyoCaRem damoxerxebulobam Tavad gaakvirva. ardaaxana da mTeli ZaliT gauqana natiss.marjve natyorcni iyo. ZaRlma Zlivsmoaswro gverdze gaxtoma. ramdenimewami ganrisxebulebi Sescqerodnen

erTmaneTs. orive grZnobda, romamjerad orTabrZola damTavrda. pa-timari RobeSi gaZvra. natisi ficrisgrovasTan gawva da sruliad araZ-aRlurad amoioxra.

Rame iqve ficrebSi gaatara. iqau-robis mitoveba RamiT ver gabeda, di-las daeloda da roca patimarTarazmebad da brigadebad dayofilisamiaTaskaciani brbo badragma sam-uSaoze gaacila, natismac moswyvitamiwas gafiCxuli Zvlebi da zonis mTa-vari alayafisken gaZunZulda.

dabindebamde patronis saflavTaniwva. amjerad niavma ufro magrad dab-era da sasaflaoze amosulma aryisbuCqebis Srialma patronis usazRvrolocva moagona. ZaRli erTxansuyuradebda steponass, mere wamodga daZunZuliT daadga moxvinWul gzas.

mesame dilas Sav mdinares miadga dagaRma napirze nencebis saxlebi dain-axa.

es misi samSoblo iyo. odesRac oTxiTvis lekvi pirvelma patronma stepo-nass axal telegreikasa da dakemsilbambis SarvalSi gaucvala. mas meresofelSi mxolod erTxel moxvda. samiwlis win usazRvrod yinvian zamTarSi,roca sevas Tivis ukanaskneli Reric kigauTavda. maSin miaSures sofels. ste-ponass garigeba im jerzec gamouvidada soflidan mTeli marxili Tiva wam-oiRes.

Svidi qoxis Svidi gaRebuli karidanTevzis madisaRmZvreli surneli gamo-dioda. natisis yuri gadaCveoda enas,romelzec saxlebis win mofusfuseqalebi da kacebi laparakobdnen. iqvenaxevradSiSveli balRebi eTamaSebod-nen ZaRlebs da erTi Rrianceli idga.

natisi mdinaris napiras dajda. wy-lis anareklSi gaburZgnuli, gaZ-valtyavebuli da uimedo TvalebiTmacqerali ZaRli dainaxa. nuTu es Tvi-Ton iyo? natisi? ase CamoZenZili dasacodavi?

wina TaTebi wyalSi Cayo, sufTa haeriRrmad SeisunTqa. ukan daixia. gamx-iarulda. axla mdinare iseTi farToaRar eCvena. wyali mdored miedinebo-da, TiTqos iSviaTi mzis siTboTi tkbe-bao. gaRma napiri eZaxda, iq moxvedraki savsebiT realuri Canda da natisicTamamad Sevida mdinareSi, romelicmSobel dedasaviT keTili eCvena. ara,is arc siRrmisken iTrevda da arc misdaxrCobas lamobda. piriqiT, ZaRlizedapirze ekava da drodadro qve-modan ubiZgebda kidec. TaTebis ram-denime msubuqi moZraobiT ZaRlma Suamdinares miaRwia da gaRma napirs gaxe-da. suraTma, romelic dainaxa, Jruan-teli mohgvara.

napirze avad Sejgufuliyo enagad-mogdebuli, gaavebuli, brazisganTvalebCasisxlianebuli ZaRlebis xro-va. ZaRlebis ukan ketebiT SeiaraRebu-li aTiode bavSvi moCanda da yvela maseloda, rogorc ucxos, daupatiJebelda arasasurvel stumars... natismaTvalebi daxuWa, CayvinTa da mdinarissiRrmeSi steponasi dalanda. patron-ma xeliT mouxmo da ZaRlmac gaixara.dinebam, romelic aqamde icavda, axlasiRrmeSi CaTreva dauwyo. ramdenimewamis Semdeg natisma igrZno, rom ukvesteponasTan iyo. patroni mas Tavzexels usvamda, qeCoze efereboda, merexelSi aiyvana, magrad Caixuta da Sorswaiyvana. ase msubuqad Caxutebuli mi-hyavda da mihyavda romeliRac myudroTavSesafarSi, sadac maT verafriT mis-wvdeboda TanamoZmeTa suleli, saco-davi da uazrod cofiani xrova.

Targmna arCil qiqoZem

zafxulis gvian RamiT, roca me daCemi coli mTaSi vcxovrobdiT, CveniquCis bolos, satransporto gadasas-vlelze, iremi davinaxeT. aseve, Sevam-CnieT gzatkecilze momavali manqanisSuqi. davinaxeT isic, rogor acqmut-da iremi da sinaTleSi iskupa...

im droisTvis, roca incidentisadgils mivaRwieT, moxuc qals manqa-nis telefonidan 911-ze ukve daereka.moxuci kaci saWes orive xeliT CabRu-joda da win, daWmuWnul saqare minaSiicqireboda. qals muxlze apostrofisformis sisxlis uzarmazari wveTiecxo.

„mda,~ Tqva kacma.„mda~, Tqva qalma.„mgoni, Seni manqana davamtvrie.~„magram is xom mxolod manqana iyo,~

Tqva man da xelze mouTaTuna.„Cven xom axlaxans viqorwineT,~

Tqva kacma.„dRes saRamos,~ Tqva qalma, „6 saa-

Tis win, hanTsvilSi, wveulebaze Zaliandidxans davrCiT.~

„yvela iq iyo.~„yvela SviliSvili. misi da Cemi. wa-

mosvla ar gvindoda.~moxucma kacma TiTqmis gaiRima.

„maS, ase,~ Tqva man, „gvindoda da arcgvindoda.~

„TiTqmis marTali xar,~ Tqva qal-ma, `magram, kargi dro ki gavatareT.~

„asi welia, daqorwinebulebi varT,~Tqva kacma.

„oRond, ara erTmaneTze.~„me 49 weli viyavi qorwinebaSi, is ki

_ 51.~„jamSi asi gamodis. es xom niSnavs

raRacas?~„Cven skolidan gviyvarda erTmane-

Ti.~„ubralod, ar gviqorwinia.~„dRevandlamde ara, yovel SemTx-

vevaSi.~„omis gamo.~„me wynar okeaneSi gamanadgure-

belze vibrZodi.~„swored amitom ar gviqorwinia.~„wasvla momiwia, sanam rames mov-

isazrebdiT.~„verafris gadawyveta ver

movaswariT.~„roca davbrundi, is ukve gaTx-

ovili damxvda.~„o, axla cudi gamogyavar. ase ar

iyo. ubralod, Cven araferi dagviTq-vams.~

„es ar migulisxmia. frenks vicnob-di. burTs erTad vTamaSobdiT. kargikaci iyo.~

toni erli Tanamedrove amerikelimweralia, romlis kalams ekuTvnismoTxrobaTa krebuli „aha, samoTxe-Si varT~, aseve _ romani „biWunajimi~, avtoria piradi werilebis kre-bulisa „rogorRac Seqmeni ojaxi~.misi mxatvruli Tu publicisturiteqstebi ibeWdeba „niu iorkerSi~,„harpersSi~, „esquaierSi~ da „oqs-ford ameriqenSi~, sadac is mudmivadTanamSromlobs. warmoSobiT Crdi-lo-dasavleT karolinidanaa, magramcolTan erTad neSvilSi, tenesiSicxovrobs. toni erli vanderbiltisuniversitetSi inglisuri enis do-centia.

mTargmnelisgan

toni erli

axladdaqorwinebulebi„nelic kargi qali iyo. me is

yovelTvis momwonda.~„me nelis erTguli viyavi.~„ra Tqma unda. ra Tqma unda, nelis

erTguli iyavi.~„Cven 49 weli viyaviT erTad da mis-

Tvis arasdros miRalatia.~„neli da frenki gasul wels garda-

icvalnen,~ Tqva qalma.`erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi.~„Zalian ucnauria, ara?~„erT dResac avdeqi da mas mivwere.

manac werilze mipasuxa da miTxra, romCemTvis moweraze fiqrobda.~

„asec iyo. ucnaurad ar xdeba yve-laferi? zogjer, TiTqmis, mTel geg-mas xedav.~

„me isev maqvs misi werili. Cems Ce-modanSia. skivrSi.~

„mis werils ki me usafrTxo anabre-bis yuTSi vinaxav.~

„o, is xom mxolod werilia.~„CemTvis ara~.moxucma kacma saWeze saCvenebeli

TiTebiT daakakuna.„neba momeciT, raRac giTxraT,~

Tqva man, `yovelTvis vicodi, rom is isiyo. 49 weli sxvaze viyavi daqorwineb-uli da Cemi coli miyvarda kidec, ma-gram yovelTvis vicodi, rom is erTa-derTia.~

„da mec misdami igives vgrZnobdi.yovelTvis vicodi, rom is Cemi mamaka-ci iyo.~

davinaxe, rogor Semomxeda Cemmacolma. rTuli ar iyo, mivmxdariyavi,rasac fiqrobda: viyavi ki is pirovne-ba, vinc unda vyofiliyavi _ Tu sadmesxvagan kidev arsebobda Cemze ukeTesimamakaci, visTanac sxva cxovreba elo-da? gamovicani, rom isic xvdeboda _TavSi mec igive fiqri mitrialebda.

„aseT rameebs ver axsni,~ Tqva mox-ucma qalma.

roca saswrafo daxmarebis manqanamovida, gzatkecils avuyeviT da iremsSevxedeT. is ormocdaaTiode iardiTzemo quCisken mosrialebuliyo. erT-erTi fexidan didi Zvali gamoSvero-da. Cvenze moSterebuli Tvali muqiferis qvis gegonebodaT. irems davac-qerdiT da erTmaneTisken Tvali gavap-areT. xma ar amogviRia. gzatkecilisgverdiT, tyidan, patara cocxali ar-sebebis xmebi gvesmoda, romlebic foT-lebis qveS moZraobdnen. eseni iyvnenWiWinobelebi, WriWinebi, xis bayayebi daRamis Citebi. TiToeuli maTgani sibne-leSi raRacas eZebda.

Targmna maka lomaZem

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_ Se moRalate!yvela dadumda. iesom xeli mkerdze

miido. feri dakarga._ me? iuda, me meubnebi? me? moR-

alate? _ waibutbuta, _ ukan waiRe egnaTqvami, sazarel rames ambob, icode!

_ moRalatev! Se gamcemo!berikacebi gadafiTrdnen da winka-

risaken gaeSurnen. Toma ukve zRurblsiqiT iyo, qalebi rom miscvivdnen:

_ Zmebo, _ Sehkivla mariam, _ arwaxvideT! Zmebo, satanam xeli aRmarTarabize da sadacaa daartyams kidec!

_ petre! petre, Sen sad midixar? _axla marTa mivarda petres, romelsackarisaken aeRo gezi, _ nuTu kidevuaryof, petre?!

_ ver Caverevi! _ Tqva filipem, _iskariotels jer kidev Zala erCis, meki ukve davberdi. naTanael, wavediT!

iuda idga iesos win, mTeli sxeuliuxurda, oflisa da gamompali naWri-lobevis sunad yarda.

_ moRalatev! _ kvlav Sehyvira, _gamcemo! Seni adgili iq iyo, jvarze! iqgagamwesa israelis RmerTma, iq dagad-gina, rom gebrZola. magram SiSisgancivma oflma dagasxa, roca sikvdiliswin pirispir warsdeq, gaiqeci da mari-amis da marTas kabis qveS daimale, Semxdalo! saxe da saxelic ki Seicvalesaimisod, rom rogorme Tavi dageZvri-na, Se cru lazarev!

_ iuda iskariotelo,_ daiwyoqalebisagan Segulianebulma petrem, _iuda iskariotelo, gana, ase elaparake-bian rabis? sul dakarge pativiscema?

_ da romel rabis? _ daiRrialaiskariotelma da xeli aRmarTa, _amas? amas gulisxmob? nuTu Tvalebi argaqvT? erTi SexedeT! tvini ar gaqvT?es aris rabi? aRar gaxsovT, ras ambob-da? ras gvaswavlida, mogviwodebda?aba, axla sad arian angelozebi, israe-lis dasaxsnelad miwas rom unda mov-lenodnen? an is jvari damanaxeT,CvenTvis caTa sasufevlis kari romunda Seexsna, aba, damanaxeT, sad arisjvari? dainaxa Tu ara igi am cru me-siam, maSinaTve guli gauskda SiSisagan.dedakacebma moitaces, bavSvebi romekeTebina. axla ki, ager Camomdgara dagaiZaxis _ ibrZole, medgrad, medgradibrZole! aq damdgara da sakuTarsimxdales ikvexnis! mSvenivrad ici, SelaCaro, rom Seni adgili iq iyo,jvarze! sxvebs rac undaT, is eqnaT, sx-vebs daexnaT miwebica da es qalebic,ai, Seni vali ki, Seni vali iq iyo! jvarze!amas axla me geubnebi! damdgarxar datrabaxob, rom sikvdili Sen daamarcxe!Se sabralov, fiqrob, ase amarcxebensikvdils? ase, amgvarad _ SvilebisdayriT? im Svilebis, sikvdils lukmadrom gaumzade?! ra aris Svili? sikvdi-lis lukma! Senc sikvdilis yasbad iqec,dgaxar da saWmel xorcs umzadeb, moR-alatev, gamcemo, mxdalo!

_ iuda, Zmao Cemo, _ waibutbutaiesom da mTeli sxeuliT acaxcaxda, _iuda, Cemo Zmao, Semibrale!

_ Sen gadabuge Cemi guli, xurosZeo, guli damiwvi! _ daiRriala iudam,_ guli Camiwvi, da rogor unda Segi-bralo? axla marto isRa minda, vgodeb-de da qvebs Tavs vaxlide. wyeulimciyos is dRe, roca Sen moevline am qvey-anas! wyeulimc iyos is dRe, roca medavibade, roca Sen Segxvdi da Cemiguli imedebiT roca aRavse! rosmigviZRodi, Cvenc mogdevdiT da Sensnaubars gulisyuriT vismendiT yvelamiwisa da zecis Sesaxeb. ra sixaruliiyo maSin, ra silaRe, ra simdidre! Cve-ni yurZeni didi Canda, erTi mwikvi xor-balic ki gvyofnida dasanayreblad!erT dRes oden xuTi puriT davapureTaTasobiT adamiani. ra varskvlavebi iyomaSin, ra brwyinvalebas gamoscemdnen,ra naTeli iRvreboda cidan! varskv-lavebi ki ara, angelozebi iyvnen. ara,angelozebi ara, Cven, Cven viyaviT, Senimowafeebi, Cven aRvzevdiT da manaTo-blebad movedeT zecas! Sen, Sen iyavi,SuaSi rom uZravad ideq ciskris var-skvlavad da Cven, yvelani, Sen garSemoferxuls vuvlidiT! gaxsovs, gulSirom mixutebdi da mevedrebodi: „game-

ci, gameci, raTa jvars vecva, raTaaRvsdge da gadavarCinoT es samyaro!~.

iuda wamierad dadumda, amoioxra,Zveli Wrilobebi kvlav gaexsna da sisx-lmac Tavidan iwyo dena.

berikacebi isev erTmaneTs Se-eyuJnen, Tavebi Caqindres da iwyesbrZola gasaxseneblad da xelaxlagasacocxleblad.

iudas ki Tvalidan cremliCamougorda. braziT SeiSro _ misiguli jer kidev savse iyo risxviT, dayvirili isev ganagrZo:

_ „me var tarigi RvTisa~, ambobdi,„da mivdivar, raTa davikla da amiTvixsna mTeli samyaro... iuda, Zmao Cemo,nu geSinia! sikvdili oden karibWea ukv-davebisa: es karibWe unda SevaRo, gTx-ov, damexmaro!~ da me ki rogor Zliermiyvardi, rogori ndoba mqonda Seni,rom dagTanxmdi, wavedi da aRvasruleSeni wadili, wavedi da gageci... ai, Senki... o, Sen ki...

pirze duJi moeria, iesos mxarzestaca xeli, mTeli ZaliT moiqnia dakedels aakra. kvlav aRrialda:

_ aq ras mikeTeb? ratom, ratomjvarze ar axvel? Se laCaro, Se moR-alatev, Sen xar gamcemi! nuTu es iyoyvelaferi? nuTu odnavac ar grcxve-nia? ha, muSts aRvmarTav da gekiTxebi:ratom, ratom ar axvel jvarze?

_ gaCumdi! gaCumdi! _ evedrebodaieso, romlis sxeulzec xuTive Wrilo-bidan sisxli moedineboda.

_ iuda iskariotelo, _ kvlav wam-oiWra petre, _ sibralulis sul mcir-edi grZnobac ki aRar gagaCnia? ver xe-dav mis fexebs? mis xelebs? ha, Tu ar

gjera, ferdze xeli Tavad daade, sisx-li sdis, naxe!

magram iudas simwris Rimili aRebe-Wda saxeze, Zirs daafurTxa da daiyvi-ra:

_ hei, Sen, xuros Zeo, vera, me maincver gamabriyveb! am RamiT Senmamfarvelma angelozma mogakiTxa...

ieso Secba:_ Cemi mfarveli angelozi? _ xmis

kankaliT Caibutbuta._ Seni mfarveli angelozi, diax,

diax, satanam mogakiTxa, sxeuli daguli mTlianad wiTel-wiTeli laqebiTagivso, raTa dascino da dagcinodes...ha, ras miyureb? rad ar mpasuxob? laC-aro! moRalatev! gamcemo!

iesom Tvalebi daxuWa. Tavbru daex-va, magram SeZlo da ar davarda.

_ iuda, _ miugo xmis kankaliT, _mudam Wirveuli da uxeSi iyav, mudamscdebodi im sazRvars, rasac adamianihqvia. gaviwydeba, rom adamianis suliisariviTaa, zecisaken rom mozidula,sul zemoT, zemoT rom miiwevs, magrammainc kvlav Zirs ecema. miwieri cx-ovreba frTebis Sekvecaa, sxva araferi.

am sityvebis mosmenisas iuda sulgadairia:

_ grcxvenodes! _ ayvirda, _rogor daeci Sen _ daviTis Ze, Sen _Ze RmrTisa, Sen _ mesia, rogor daeci?!miwieri cxovreba niSnavs: purs Wamdeda swored es puri aqcio frTebad; niS-navs _ wyals svamde da es wyali frTe-bad aqcio. miwieri cxovreba niSnavs,frTebi Seisxa. amas swored Sen ambob-di, moRalatev, Cemi sityvebi ki ar aris,Sen, Sen ambobdi. Tu dagaviwyda, Segax-

seneb, ar mezareba!sada xar, maTe, mweralo maTev? aqeT

moiwi! gadaSale Seni davTari, romel-sac mudam Tan atareb, rogorc me _danas. gadaSale eg nawerebi, romelicukve amoWama drom, mtverma, oflma.Tumca raRacis garCeva mainc SeiZle-ba. gadaSale Seni naweri, maTe, gaSaleda waikiTxe, raTa isminos da gaixsenos:erT Rames ucnauri xucesi ierusali-misa, saxelad nikodimosi, maluladmovida, hpova igi da hkiTxa: „vin xar?ras saqmianob?~. Sen ki, xuros Zeo, gaxs-ovs? miuge: „me frTebs, frTebs vWedav!~da rogorc ki es sityvebi Tqvi, yvelamvigrZeniT, Tu viT Segvesxa zurgzefrTebi. axla ki, axla, xedav sadamdedaeci? slukun-slukuniT gvimtkiceb,rom Turme ai, es miwieri cxovrebafrTebis Sekvecaa. wadi, aqedandamekarge, Se laCaro! Tuki cxovrebaWeqa-quxils, elvas ara hgavs, ra TavSivixli egeT cxovrebas? ar gabedo, pe-tre, ar gabedo moaxloeba! arc Sen,andria! dedakacebo, nu wiokobT:arafers vavneb. risTvis aRvmarToamaze xeli? es xom mkvdaria, aRar aris.RmerTma Seundos, RmerTma, radgan me,me ar ZalmiZs vapatio. dae, amis kiser-ze iyos israelis mTeli sisxli, crem-lebi, es nacartuta!

berikacebs Zala ar eyoT, aetanaT esyvelaferi da Zirs daemxnen. mog-onebebma gaiRviZes maTSi, daiwyes ga-cocxleba, gaaxsendaT sasufevelicaTa, taxtni, didebani, da uecradgodeba iwyes. moTqvamdnen, mTeli xmiTtirodnen, Tavs qvebs axlidnen.

da ucabedad, iesomac iwyo godeba,iudasTan miiWra, muxlebSi Cauvarda daatirda:

_ iuda, Zmao, mapatie, gTxov, map-atie!

iudam ukan daixia, xeli hkra, ardaaneba miaxloeba:

_ ar momekaro, _ daiyvira, _ ukvearafris aRar mjera, aravisi aRarmjera, Sen daSanTe Cemi guli, Sen, SendaSanTe!

ieso isev wabarbacda, isev scada mi-axloeba. qalebi ki, pirqve damxobil-iyvnen, Tmas iglejdnen da kiodnen,mowafeebi braziTa da zizRiT umzerd-nen. arabi biWi aRarsad Canda.

_ moRalate var, _ butbutebda, _mxdali, gamcemi... amas axla vgrZnob,laCari var... diax, jvarze iyo Cemi ad-gili, jvarze unda avsuliyav, SevSindida gaviqeci... Zmebo, imedi gagicrueT,momiteveT, Zmebo... netav, o, netav axlaSeiZlebodes Cemi cxovrebis Tavidangavla!

Tqva da daeca, qvaRorRian miwasTavs scemda.

_ megobrebo, Cemo Zvelo megobre-bo, erTi kargi sityva mainc TqviT,manugeSeT, Torem xom xedavT, viRupe-bi, daviRupe! ai, xels giwvdiT: nuTuarcerTi Tqvengani ar gamomiwvdis pa-suxad xels da ar manugeSebs? nuTuarcerTi metyviT Tbil sityvas?aravin? arvin? arc Sen, ioane, mowafe-Tagan usayvarleso? o, petre, arc Sen?

_ me ra vTqva, aba, raRa unda vTqva?_ amoigmina usayvarlesma mowafemac.

_ gagvawbile, _ Tqva petrem daRawvebze cremli SeimSrala, _ iudamarTalia, sityvas gadaxvel, gvi-Ralate! Cveni cxovrebac araraobadiqca, ganqarda...

da berikacTa wyebas erTad, erTx-mad aRmoxda cremlnarevi moTqma:

_ gamcemo! mxdalo! moRalatev!_ gamcemo! mxdalo! moRalatev!maSin maTem iwyo godeba:_ vaglax Cem Sromas! yvelaferi

wyalma waiRo! arada, rogor ru-dunebiT, ra sifrTxiliT vusadagebdiSens sityvebsa da saqmeebs imas, rac SenSesaxeb daeweraT winaswarmetyvelT!rTuli iyo, Zalian rTuli, magram Sev-Zeli. da vambobdi: erT mSvenier dRes,morwmuneni gadaSlian am oqronaWed,sqel davTrebs da ityvian: wminda sax-areba¡ maTesi Tavisa¡ sakiTxavi! esfrTebs masxamda da vwerdi, vwerdi.axla ki, axla es yovelive, es didebanacartutad iqca da Sen xar damnaSave,

nikos kazanZakisi

ukanaskneli cdunebabolo epizodi

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Sen, gamcemo, umaduro, uwignuro, Se moRalatev! mx-olod Cem gamo, Tundac marto Cemi nawerebis gada-sarCenad Rirda, rom jvarze asuliyav!

berikacTa wyebidan kvlav erTianad, erTxmad ga-isma cremlnarevi, mware godeba:

_ gamcemo! mxdalo! moRalatev!_ gamcemo! mxdalo! moRalatev!magram im wuTas zRurblidan Toma SemoiWra:_ me ar dagtoveb, rabi, me Sen ar migatoveb! axla,

roca yvela uargyofs da moRalates giwodeben, mear dagtoveb! ar migatoveb me _ winaswarmetyveliToma! vTqviT: bedisweris borbali brunavs! xoda, mear migatoveb, SenTan viqnebi: davelodebi, rodismobrundeba bedisweris borbali Senken.

petre wamodga:_ Cven wavediT! midi, iuda, win gagviZex!berikacebi ris vai-vaglaxiT wamodgnen, muStebi

SemarTes iesos Tavze, romelic, pirqvedamxobili daxelebgaSlili, mTel ezoze garTxmuliyo.

_ gamcemo! mxdalo! moRalatev! _ saTiTaoddasZaxebda TiToeuli _ gamcemo, mxdalo, moRalat-ev! _ da midioda...

ZlivZlivobiT gaaxila iesom Tvali, mimoixeda.martodmarto darCeniliyo. aRarsad Canda ezo, sax-li, xeebi, soflis karibWeni, Tavad sofeli... fexebsqvemoT mxolod sisxlisgan danamuli qvebiRa iyo,qvebi, da iqiT, ufro qvemoT, sibnelidan, adamianTaaTasobiT Tavi moCanda...

mTeli Zal-Rone moikriba, rom gaerCia, Tu sadiyo, Tu vin iyo, ratom stkioda. surda eyvira, mTeliZaliT daeZaxa „lama sabaqTani...~, magram ver SeZlo,odnav Seirxa misi tuCebi. Tavbru daexva... guli mis-dioda, gonebaSi ereoda yovelive da ikargeboda...

magram uecrad, ha, sadacaa goneba rom undadakargos, qvemodan viRac Seibralebs. ZmriT gaJRen-Til Rrubels awvdian, tuCebsa da Rawvebze scxeben.Rrmad SeisunTqa mZafri suni, gons moego: mkerdiSemarTa, cas axeda da SemaZrwunebeli xmiT SesZaxa:

_ lama sabaqTani!da myis Caqindra Tavi ZalRonegamoclilma.sazarel tkivils grZnobda xelebSi, mkerdSi, fex-

ebSi. kvlav daewminda samzereli: dainaxa eklis gvir-gvini, sisxli, jvari, da ixila _ Tu viT brwyinavdadabnelebul mzeSi ori oqros rgoli da ori wyebabasrze basri, TeTri kbilebi. gamyinavi, damcinavisicilis xma gaisma uceb, rgolebi da kbilebi ki aRar-sad Candnen. darCa ieso, marto, haerSi gakidebuli.

Tavi gadaiqnia da erTianad gaaxsenda, Tu vin iyo,Tu sad iyo, ratom stkioda. daucxromelma, Smagmasixarulma moicva misi guli: ara, ar iyo moRalate,arc gamcemi, arc mxdali iyo. ara, ara, jvarcmuliiyo, Rirseulad gaZlo bolomde da arc sityva argautexavs. im wams, rodesac SesZaxa „eli, eli!~ sworedim wams, igi cdunebam waritaca da goneba auria. sultyuili iyo yvela is sixaruli, qorwinebani, Svile-bi... tyuili iyo is bebrebi, is avyia berikacebi, moR-alates, mxdals da gamcems rom uwodebdnen. es yove-live cduneba iyo, borotisgan movlenili moCvene-ba! misi mowafeebi cocxloben da meufeben, Semoiareswyal-xmeleTi da qadageben! yovelive, viTarc jerars, ise aRsrulda! dideba Senda, RmerTo, o, Rmer-To, dideba Senda!

da gaisma xma gamarjvebis:_ aRsrulebul ars!da niSnavda _ yvelaferi axla iwyeba!

Targmna TaTia mTvareliZem

Zilis saTvale

Zilis winkaci ixsnis saTvales:„kmara sagnebis Seni gavliT xedva,Cemi sizmari Suamavlis gareSe minda!~

dums saTvale, moSorebiT migdebuli.adamiani iZireba sakuTar ZilSi,saTvale ki sakuTarSi.

fardobiToba

misi waRebi,amolesili WuWysa da mtverSi,mainc ufro sufTa iyo,vidre Tavad misi azrebi.

oidiposis kompleqsiincestis SesaZleblobiT

SeiZleba Tu araincestad CaiTvalos is faqti, romaxalgazrda msaxiobsrealur cxovrebaSi uyvars gogona,romelic speqtaklSi misi dedis rols TamaSobs?

azad iaSari Tanamedrove azerbaijane-li poetia. avtori xSirad truizmis zR-varze gadis imisaTvis, rom yoveldRiurixdomilebebi Seagrovos da mxatvrul for-maSi moimwyvdios. haiku, tanka Tu dRiuru-li Canawerebi misi gamoxatvis mTavariformebia.

mTargmnelisgan

azad iaSari

Zebna-dakargvisa

maZiebeli xSirad poulobsara imas, rasac TviT kargavs,aramed imas, rac sxvebma abniesda amitomac ukan mibrunebissaWiroebas igi ver xedavs.

martoobis intimi

is, rom martoxela mamakaciTefSebs sakuTari xeliT recxavs _intimuri detalia Taviseburad.xolo is, Tu rogor recxavs...ho, amaze sjobs, gavCumdeT.

Tvalebi. cxviri. sarke

yvelafers erTdroulad uyureben,magram Tavad erTmaneTs _ vera.barieri saxelad `cxviri~aRmarTula maT Soris.

kargia, rom sarke arsebobs _mewyvile Tvalsac kargad xedav,sakuTar Tavsac _ mewyvile TvaliT.

Targmna paata Samugiam

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premiaze wardgenili wigni unda iyos teqstis pirveli gamocema.wignis konkursze wardgena SesaZlebelia mxolod gamomcemlobis mier.

gamomcemlobebma TiToeul nominaciaSi SeiZleba, waradginon araumetes xuTi wignisa.konkursis Sedegebs afasebs mweralTa saxlis mier SerCeuli konfidencialuri Jiuri,

romelic 5 wevrisgan Sedgeba. Jiuris Semadgenloba yovelwliurad Seicvleba da masSi Sevlenis mwerlebi da literatorebi, romelTa nawarmoebic am wels sakonkursod ar ganixileba.

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_ rac dro gadis, miT ufroaSkaraa, Tu ramdenad mniSvnelovanida aucilebelia es proeqti.

_ yvelaferi, rac proeqt `cocx-al wignebs~ ukavSirdeba, Zalian mniS-vnelovania CemTvis da madloba, romkidev erTxel interesdebiT CvenisaqmianobiT. Tumca, mimaCnia, amproeqts, sainformacio Tvalsaz-risiT, meti popularizacia sWirdeba.es araa mxolod mwerlebis problemazeorientirebuli aqcia, es mraval-mxrivad saintereso da saWiro saqmea,romlis ganxorcielebisTvis Cvengandidi madloba ekuTvnis kulturisa daZeglTa dacvis saministros da, ra Tqmaunda, mwerlebs, romlebmac gaacocx-les proeqti da sixaruli aCuqes mkiTx-vels. proeqti am etapze 75 avtors aer-Tianebs, 55 mweralma ukve miiRo monaw-ileoba. yvela masala gvidevs feisbu-qgverdze _ `cocxali wignebi~.

_ rogorc vici, proeqtis Tavda-pirveli idea ufro socialuri xasi-aTisa iyo. gsurdaT im mwerlebis dax-mareba, romlebic mxardaWeras gan-sakuTrebiT saWiroeben.

_ diax, movamzade kidec sainicia-tivo werili da gasuli wlis 17 martsCemi wignis _ `mzis daujdomelis~ _prezentaciaze gavacani stumrebs. wer-ilSi mivmarTavdiT saministroebs, me-rias, parlaments _ mwerlebis so-cialuri dacvis sakiTxisadmi yura-dReba gamoeCinaT. mimarTvas asze met-ma mweralma moawera xeli, oficialu-rad warvadgineT parlamentSi da kul-turisa da ZeglTa dacvis saminis-troSic. qeTi dumbaZem, rogorc minis-tris mrCevelma, Sexvedraze, sadacgairkva, rom mwerlebisTvis msgavsidaxmarebis gaReba saxelmwifos ar Seu-Zlia, Tavad SemogvTavaza, gvefiqramaT dasaqmebaze. proeqtis idea iqve,saubrisas daibada. wignisa da mwerlispopularizaciisaTvis, mkiTxvelis da-saintereseblad, wignierebis donisasamaRleblad, sabiblioTeko seq-toris gasaaqtiureblad velosipedisgamogoneba saWiro ar aris. aseTi praq-tika adrec arsebobda da dResac bev-ri qveyana mwerlebisa da mkiTxvelebismravalmxrivi cocxali kavSiris sain-tereso magaliTebs gvTavazobs. verdamisaxelebT adamians, romelmac aricis wignis, literaturis, mwerlisfasi. meore mxriv, Tavad avtorebssWirdebaT urTierToba mkiTxvelTan,sWirdebaT, Tundac, axali STabeWdile-bebi, yoveldRiurobisgan Tavis daRw-eva, TavianTi qveynis naxva, gacnoba,kolegebTan urTierToba da, racZalian mniSvnelovania, rac sakiTx-isadmi namdvili evropuli midgomaa,sWirdebaT am mwerlur SromaSi soli-duri honorari. Cveni proeqtis monaw-ileebi, albaT, dameTanxmebian, rom sak-uTar Tavs da mkiTxvelebs, TavianTqveyanasa da kolegebsac, sul sxvanair-ad Sexedes. amasTan, samwuxaro realo-basac gauswores Tvali. kargia, romsazRvargareT mcxovrebi qarTvelimwerlebic SemogvierTdnen da CvenTanerTad moiares ramdenime regioni.

_ aseT mniSvnelovan RonisZiebebssirTuleebic axlavs. `cocxaliwignebis~ SemTxvevaSi, Tavdapirve-lad, wignebis uqonlobam Seqmnagarkveuli uxerxuloba, miuxedavadimisa, rom gamomcemlobebis CarTu-loba proeqtiT gaTvaliswinebuliiyo.

_ samwuxarod, TavdapirveliCanafiqri, mwerlebTan erTad gamom-cemlebsac emogzauraT da adgilebzemoewyoT wignebis mcire bazrobebi,

`literaturuli gazeTis~ mkiTxvels kargad moexseneba, rom `cocxaliwignebi~ saqarTvelos kulturisa da ZeglTa dacvis saministros proeqtiada gulisxmobs qveynis sxvadasxva kuTxeSi mwerlebis stumrobasa da sazoga-doebasTan Sexvedrebs. gazeTi Tavidanve aSuqebs proeqtis mimdinareobas,mis xelmZRvanel qeTi dumbaZesTan interviu pirvelive dReebSi daibeWda,intensiurad qveyndeboda mweralTa mogzaurobebis Canawerebi. mcirexnianisazafxulo Sesvenebis Semdeg `cocxali wignebi~ ganaxlda. oqtombramderamdenime kuTxes kidev estumrnen. amjerad proeqtis kurator mariamwiklaurs pirveli etapis Sejameba vTxoveT.

ganuxorcielebeli darCa. gamomcem-lebma idea ar aitaces, radgan miiCnies,rom verafers gayiddnen daizaralebdnen. mogvianebiT davrwmun-diT, rom maTi sifrTxile arc Tu us-afuZvlo iyo. regionebSi, mciregamonaklisis garda, Tanamedrove mw-erlebs da Tanamedrove literatu-rul process ar icnoben. potenciurimyidveli ar icnobs dRevandel av-torebs, arc maT wignebs. TandaTan gam-oikveTa am problemis mizezebi. gamoCn-da, ramdenad mniSvnelovania wignisa damwerlis gamoCena teleekranze an so-cialur qselebSi aqtiuri TviTpiari.teleekrani yvelaferia dRes. adami-anebi Zalian gaucxoebulebi arian

kulturul procesTan, maT SorisliteraturasTanac. samwuxarod, Cve-ni qveynis sxvadasxva kuTxeSi, maT Sorisraionul biblioTekebSic ki, ar sme-niaT, rom dedaqalaqSi gamodis lit-eraturuli periodika, arsebobs sa-bavSvo saliteraturo gamocemebi. 100-dan 97 biblioTekaSi ver naxavT Tan-amedrove mwerlebis wignebs, period-ul litgamocemebs. daujerebelia, ma-gram iseT qalaqebSi viyaviT, sadac arcerTi wignis maRazia ar aris. aRarafersvambob soflebze. bolos, am realobisSemxedvare, politikur gancxadebebzegadavedi _ yvela Sexvedraze axal-gazrdebs mivmarTavdi, ar miscen xma imkandidats, romlis saarCevno progra-maSi gaTvaliswinebuli ar iqneba qalaq-Si wignis maRaziis, literaturulikafesa da biblioTekis gaxsna; mosTx-ovon adgilobriv municipalitetebsSesabamisi xarjebis gaTvaliswineba bi-ujetSi. aba, risTvis vwerT? risTvisvSromobT? nuTu, internetis epoqaSi

ase rTulia, regioni kulturuladcotaTi mainc dauaxlovo deda-qalaqs?

_ mkiTxvelebTan Sexvedra Tbili-sis gareT, albaT, kidev sxva Sinaarssitevs, sxva emocia da gamocdilebamoaqvs.

_ Tbilisi sxvaa da saqarTvelosxva. realoba Zalian damafiqrebelia.upirvelesad, uzomod mtkivneuliaokupirebuli regionebis Tema. ver war-movidgendi, somex da azerbaijanelTanamoqalaqeebTan, maT Soris, kul-turis sferos warmomadgenlebTan, me-same enaze Tu momiwevda saubari. ram-deni Sroma, ramdeni Tanxa ixarjebaproblemis mosagvareblad da,rogorc Cans, sruliad arasworad,aramiznobrivad. guls giklavs amdeniauTvisebeli teritoria, upatronodmitovebuli istoriuli nagebobebi.magaliTad, gagvaoca foTis kolxurikulturis muzeumis savalalo mdgo-mareobam. ar minda, yvelaferi negati-urad warmovaCino, magram faqtia, rominvesticiebi swored kulturisa daganaTlebis sferoebis mimarTulebiTaris mosazidi.

ori sityviT minda, vTqva ganaTle-baze. maswavlebeli saxelmwifos erT-erTi sayrdenia, magram Tavad maswav-lebelsac xom sWirdeba mxardaWera.nuTu ar SeiZleba, im uamravi tren-ingidan, romelsac es kargi xalxi ga-dis, erTi mainc exebodes Tanamedrovemwerlobasa da literaturul proces-ebs? Cveni jgufebi 5 ZiriTadi da 2-3damatebiTi wevrisgan Sedgeba, magram,rogorc wesi, maT didad aravin ic-nobs. Svebaa xolme, roca Cvens ucnobgvarebs Soris gaismis `dumbaZe~, maSinovacia avsebs darbazs, xalxs sayvare-li mwerlis gvaris gagoneba uxaria.mere vano CxikvaZe waikiTxavs Tavisleqss `dekemberi, dekemberi~ da aty-deba CurCuli: ̀ ui, avtori esaa?~ an gioarabuli daiwyebs ̀ aparekas~ kiTxvas daahyveba darbazi. TandaTan gaicnes Tam-ri fxakaZe, beso xvedeliZe, kato jav-axiSvili, beqa qurxuli, sxva mwerlebi.roca isini TavianT wignebs gadaSlian,yvelaferi TavisTavad lagdeba.

`cocxal wignebs~ ukve fanklubebic kihyavs, qalaqidan qalaqSi dahyvebian.

_ swored es aris, mgoni, proeqtissikeTe, misi pirveli Sedegi.

_ sawuxarTan erTad sasixarulocbevria. `cocxal wignebs~ saocarigulSematkivrebi gamouCndnen. ba-Tumel Teona futkaraZes sxvebicSeematnen. viciT, rom baTumSi cx-ovroben, gavixedeT da, lanCxuTSi Cven-ze adre Casulan da gvelian, xonidanguriaSi amosulan, martvilSi winaswargviTanxmdebian _ transports uWirsgvian siaruli soflebSi da 2 saaTzemodiT CvenTano. manamde ki abaSa gada-gvyva. iqaurebi dagvpirdnen, baTu dane-lia agvistoSi 65 wlis rom xdeba, erTikompiuteri Cvenze iyoso da iubilarispoeziis saRamoze winaswar dagv-patiJes. baTus saxlSic viyaviT, erTramed Rirda. an WyviSs ra damaviwyebs,an walkaSi mezobeli soflebidan mas-wavleblebis stumrobas. cira yuraS-vilis mSobliuri baRdaTis sazoga-doebam mogvnusxa, msgavsi msmeneli iS-viaTad minaxavs. xobelebi yvela av-tors icnobdnen. vifiqreT, gveSvela,magram jer sad viyaviT _ xuloSi gog-onas SevxvdiT, gagvaoca, ise icodaSoTa iaTaSvilis poezia. SeSlilebiv-iT wamovediT maRalmTiani aWaridan.saocari axalgazrda Temuka zoiZe,romelic TviTonac wers da liter-aturac uzomod uyvars, irma beriZisada ina arCuaSvilisgan gavicaniT, isi-ni gasul wels iq sxva proeqtis far-glebSi imyofebodnen da iqaurobasCvenze kargad icnoben. verasodesdaviviwyeb dedofliswyaroSi gama-rTul Sexvedras, iqauri poetebismaspinZlobas, Temur CxetianTan stum-robas, bolniselebTan gatarebul sa-Ramos. dauviwyaria samegrelo sxvanai-ri pewiTa da lazaTiT. netav, genaxaTrogori monusxuli usmenda zugdide-li mkiTxveli robert mesxs, rogoraRfrTovandnen martvilelebi TeaTofurias aRmoCeniT. ar damaviwydebais mozardi, darbazidan gasul arCilqiqoZes gareT rom daxvda da uTxra _dostoevskis `eSmakebis~ kiTxva veRardavamTavre da xom ar momiyvebi, ra xde-ba boloskeno. Zalian Segvayvares TavifoTelebma. gavixseneb, aseve, CvensmaspinZlebs mestiaSi, zarzmelebs, sx-alTel berebs... romeli kuTxe gavix-seno, romeli maspinZeli. saqarTveloxom is qveyanaa, sadac ulevia sil-amazec, sikeTec da madlic. vRelav,rom ver movaxerxeb, erT sagazeTo in-terviuSi TiToeulis mimarT saTanadomadliereba gamovxato. Tumca, rogorar vuTxra madloba baTums, WiaTuras,ozurgeTs, gors.

_ vici, rom gansakuTrebuli STa-beWdilebebiT dabrundiT guriidan.albaT, ufro imitom, rom iqauri Sex-vedrebi nodar dumbaZis dabadebisdRes daemTxva.

_ guriis turi sagangebod davamTx-vieT nodar dumbaZis dabadebis TariRs.arnaxulad gvimaspinZles _ gamoyvestransporti da mogvces SesaZleblo-ba, ZiriTadi jgufis garda kidev bev-ri mwerali Cagveyvana maTTan. mxarisxelmZRvanelobidan dawyebuli, Cveu-lebrivi moqalaqis CaTvliT, yvelacdilobda, Rirseulad emaspinZla no-dar dumbaZis Svilisa da misi megobarimwerlebisTvis.

saerTod, gansakuTrebulia qeTidumbaZesTan erTad mogzauroba, esaaiumoris da sicilis dReebi, esaasikeTiT savse mwerlis, nodar dumba-Zis irealuri mogzauroba CvenTan.ramdenjer gadamixdia gulwrfelimadloba misi didi sulisaTvis Cveniproeqtis gamo. ratomRac mgonia, qeTirom nodaris Svili ar yofiliyo, esproeqti ar ganxorcieldeboda, misimadli gadmogvwvda misive araCveu-lebrivi Svilis, SesaniSnavi adamianisada profesionalis daxmarebiT. Zalianmixaria, rom bedma marguna qeTis damananas gverdiT am proeqtSi monawile-oba. guriaSi Cvens jgufs manana menab-dec axlda. albaT, warmogidgeniaT, ra

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iqneboda Sexvedrebi mananas simRerisTanxlebiT.

aucilebelia, iTqvas, rom qeTim,rogorc mrCevelma, SeZlo ministrisdarwmuneba, rom jgufTan erTad re-gionebSi Casuliyo wignebic da miuxe-davad imisa, rom administraciulad esar evaleba, saministrom biblioTekeb-is mwiri fondebi gamocemebisa da Ju-rnal-gazeTebis soliduri raodeno-biT Seavso. moixsna is uxerxulobac,roca mwerali xelcarieli Cadis re-gionSi da Tavis an sxva avtorebiswignebs ver utovebs mkiTxvels. TumcaSorena lebaniZem, giorgi kakabaZem,manana dumbaZem da sxvebmac sakuTaribiblioTekebidan araerTi wigni usax-sovres soflis biblioTekebs. aqve vi-tyvi, rom baTumis sabavSvo bib-lioTekis msgavsi arsad Segvxvedria.gagvaoces foTis saqalaqo bib-lioTekis, borjomis mxareTmcodneo-bis muzeumis xelmZRvanelebma. kidecvTxov gadacema ̀ imedis gmirebs~, dain-teresdnen violeta balaxaSvilis cx-ovrebiT da gaacnon is mayurebels.araerT Rirseul adamians SevxvdiTmogzaurobisas, guriaSi _ jemaldoborjginiZes, samegreloSi _ Sukojiqias...

_ kidev ra daganaxaT am proeqt-ma?

_ `SimSili~, romelsac axalgazr-doba wignisa da mwerlobis mimarT gan-icdis. raoden vaSavebT maT winaSe.ramxela pasuxismgeblobas undavgrZnobdeT yvelani, vinc ver an arvuqmniT axalagzrdebs ganviTarebisada sulieri realizaciis garkveulpirobebs. gana, ra unda xdebodes qvey-anaSi iseTi, rom raionma ver moaxerx-os baTu danelias, ela goCiaSvilis,manana CitiSvilis miwveva axal-gazrdebTan Sesaxvedrad? am proeqtisnebismieri monawile individualura-dac unda marTavdes Sexvedrebs sxva-dasxva qalaqSi, dabasa Tu sofelSi. ma-Sin xom es moZraoba SeiZenda sagan-manaTleblo-kulturul funqcias dawaadgeboda momavali Taobis aRzrdis,Camoyalibebis saqmes. adgilobrivimunicipalitetebi, skolebi, bib-lioTekebi unda dainteresdnen`cocxali wignebiT~, gamoiCinon ini-ciativa da isargeblon proeqtis yve-la sikeTiT. amis magaliTi gvqondasofel sxvitorSi _ maka ldokoneniargveTis sajaro skolam miiwvia. cocx-al Sexvedrebs xSirad gacilebiT didiefeqtis motana SeuZlia, vidre gvgo-nia. gamoikveTa mozardebTan sabavSvomwerlebis Sexvedrebis aucileblo-bac.

_ proeqts Zalian datvirTuligrafiki aqvs, magram, mgoni, Semo-qmedebisTvis mainc poulobT dros.am mxrivac Zalian aqtiuri weli gqon-daT.

_ saintereso weli mqonda namd-vilad. `mzis daujdomeli~ `saunjem~meored gamosca, amas Cemi saavtorokrebuli mohyva ̀ inteleqtis~ ̀ 100 leq-sis~ seriiT, xolo `Canawerebis~ seri-iT krebuli `dReisdRe~ gamovida. `in-teleqtisve~ cnobili seria `nobe-liantebi~ Cemi TargmanebiTac Seivso_ berZeni poetebis ori wigniT.seferisisa da elitisis poeziasqarTulad (maia kakaSvilis bwkaredu-li Targmanebis safuZvelze) oqtom-bris bolos warvadgenT. maia kakaS-vilTan bevri sxva wignic makavSirebs_ Zvel da axal berZnul enebze Seqm-nili romanebi da sabavSvo nawarmoebe-bi. italiurad gamocemul qarTulipoeziis mcire anTologiaSi daibeWdaCemi leqsebic _ nunu gelaZem Targm-na. gasul wels monawileoba miviReitalieli kinodokumentalistebismier qarTul poeziasa da avtorebzegadaRebul filmSi, vmonawileobdilitvis saerTaSoriso poeziis festi-valSi, Cemi ramdenime leqsi iqgamocemul krebulSic Sevida. litv-el avtorebs aqac vumaspinZleT da nanadeviZis daxmarebiT, sxva qarTvel av-torebTan erTad, ramdenime litvelipoetis leqsebi mec vTargmne. lit-

saagento `ustaris~ daxmarebiT kiorma inglisurma literaturulmaJurnalma Cemi leqsebi inglisur enazedabeWda. davasruleT didi xnis seri-ozuli Sroma miuziklze kompozitornino CxikvaZesTan erTad. Seiqmna ram-denime axali sabavSvo simRerac. asevewarmatebiT dasrulda Cemi sabavSvowignis gamosacemad wamowyebuli aqcia_ `gaxdi wignis gamomcemeli~ _winaswar gavyideT wigni da amjerad misgamosacemad vemzadebiT. Tumca, vincam aqciis Sesaxeb ar icis, gamiWirdebayvelafris axsna. es iqneba mkiTxvelisTanamonawileobiT gamocemuli wignida am did adamianur Tanadgomaze ase,ori sityviT laparaki ar memeteba. sa-varaudod, wlis bolosTvis wigni xelTgveqneba.

Cveni mokrZalebuli Sromagarkveul fons qmnis literaturulprocesSi. es yvelaferi SefasebassaWiroebs, magram isea aswrafebuliCveni yofa, mgoni, aravis aRarafrisdro aRar aqvs. vnatrob, Cemi wili droar damekargos, ar gamisxltes xelidan.

_ `cocxali wignebi~ ki mogzau-robas agrZelebs. ukve moiareT qvemoqarTli, Sida qarTlis araokupirebu-li nawili, zemo da qvemo imereTi, kax-eTis nawili, samegrelo, svaneTi,guria, mesxeT-javaxeTi, aWara.zafxulSi, mcirexniani dasvenebisSemdeg, proeqti ganaxlda. amjeradaRmosavleT saqarTvelos mTianeTidalaSqreT. rogor Sexvda mwerlebsfSav-xevsureTi?

_ fSav-xevsureTma uzarmazariemociiT agvavso. es saqarTvelos`kvrivia~ marTlac. duSeTis gamgebe-li dagvexmara damatebiTi manqaniT,amitom bevrni wavediT. gio arabulis,am saocari axalgazrda kacis, SeTama-mebiT da miwveviT waviyvaneT mwerlebi_ CemTan dagabinavebT yvelaso. asecmoxda. dauviwyaria arabulebis ojax-is maspinZloba korSaSi. xevsureTi gan-

sxvavebul gancdebs badebs _ gxiblavssilamaziT, gajadoebs kulturiT, ga-Zlierebs energetikiT da gulsgiklavs sicarieliT. udidesi dana-Saulia am kuTxis dacla xalxisgan.barisaxos skolaSi 15-mde bavSvs Sevx-vdiT, pedagogebs, maT Soris poet min-dia arabuls. gvismendnen patarebi, arvici, ra gaiges, magram mTavaria, romisini iq izrdebian, im tradiciuladZlier skolaSi. eklesiac auSenebiaTbarisaxoSi.

xevsureTSi Cveni Casvla gio arabu-lis mier sofel CirdilSi daarsebul`art-festivals~ daemTxva. imdenisazrunavi hqonda mTel ojaxs, magramsixarulis sxivi ukrTodaT TvalSi,marTlac sixarulisa iyo am keraze yve-la stumari.

marina, gios deda, skolis direqto-ria. uyoCaResi qalbatoni, lamazi,Wkviani, niWieri. Tumca, mTeli ojaxiaseTive araa? rom icodeT, rogoriZlieri mxatvaria SoTa arabuli, giosmama. yvela naxati TaviseburiSedevria, me erTi Camivarda gulSi: samixevisber-xucesi xars rom swiravs xats,sadRac miRmiers rom Sescqerian gao-cebulni. Cvenc ase viyaviT, uxilavisxilulad naxvis gamo, netaradTvaldaWyetilni.

fSav-xevsureTis gzaze pirveliaraoficialuri Sexvedra nugopetrov-wiklauris miwveviT sofelCinTSi, sastumro `anunakSi~ Sedga.pirveli adamiani _ ilo fxovelisvaJi _ gadagveyara gzad SemTxveviT.

maRaroskaris saTemo saxlSi pirve-li oficialuri Sexvedra gvqonda, esskola baCanas daarsebulia da veca-deT, wignebiT gagvemdidrebina iqau-roba, SemTxveviT qarTuli warmoSobisfrangi mwerali qalic dagvxvda iq dainformaciac gavcvaleT. salome kak-abliSvilma gvimaspinZla, xev-sureTidan mobrunebulebi CargalSikidev erTxel gagvaoca gulisxmiere-

biT, wes-adaTis pativiscemiTa da ad-amianobiT. iqve Tina nayeuris saxelos-no davaTvaliereT da amis mere mivad-eqiT barisaxos. vcdilobdiT, gzaSiCven lixsiqiTel stumrebs bevri ramgaegoT aqaurobaze, mis andrezebze,RvTaebebze, wes-rwmunebebze.

Suafxosac vewvieT. skolaSi 9 Svi-lis deda, skolis direqtori irmacqifaSvili mTel koleqtivTan erTaddagvxvda. biWurT Tekle gverdiT mov-isviT. manamde ar daviwyeT saRamo, san-am Tekle bebo ar movida. mere `ZvelSuafxoSi~ `oCiaurTa karac~ davaTva-liereT. ana gavixseneT... da Txiliana-Si jabanaSvilebis did ojaxs uari vergavubedeT stumar-maspinZlobis valismoxdaze. gveCqareboda ki CargalSi...

Satili, anatoris akldamebi, muco– sxva rom araferi hqondes xalxs daqveyanas, amiT msoflios winaSe iamayeb-da. Tundac mxolod xevsurul samossaqcevda industriad, Tundac _ Sa-tils, Tundac _ mucos, magram vervarT Cven aseTi yoCaRebi da arc ko-mercializaciis niWi gvaqvs, unda vaRi-aroT. SatilSi aleqsi WinWaraulisSvils SevxvdiT, SemTxveviT, ilo fx-ovelis Svilisa ar iyos, esec simbolu-rad meCvena.

crolis mTa rad Rirs, iq sadac an-drezis Tanaxmad asuli mlocvelebimomswreni xdebodnen, rom sanTelicTavad inTeboda da wyalic Tavad duR-deboda. viTom es Zalian gansxvavdebawminda cecxlis ierusalimuri gard-mosvlisgan? marto roSka, martogudani, marto arxoti, daTvisjvari,lebaiskari rom vTqvaT? magram ai, arisxevsureTi da ar aris xevsuri. carie-lia iqaoba. Tumca roSkaSi mindiawiklauri meguleboda da dilis 7saaTze armaz wiklaurma Tavisi de-likaTi agviyvana iq, sadac Cemi gvarissaTaveebia. fafarena, roSka, 4 kilo-metrSi ukve abudelauris tbebia, ageraqve ki uzarmazari lodi devs iaxsrisnaSoltari da Suaze gamskdari. aq xomdro erTiania, yvela drois Jami erTaddis. modi da nu daijereb, rasac giyve-bian. roSkaSi xucesic vnaxeT, kafan-dara maRali kaci _ aseT xucess veR-arsad SexvdebiTo, daayoles sevdianisiamayiT roSkelebma. aluda wiklau-ria iq, roSkaSi, kaci, romelsac Zalianuyvars wigni da literatura, Tavadacwers da SeiZleba, sul rom ar icnob,ise dagirekos erT mSvenier zamTrisdilas _ roSkaSi var, saqonSi vdgavar,cota CamoTova, Sen wigns vkiTxulob,aq rom amoxval, mere raRacebsgetyvio. hoda, ai, avediT da gavican-iT, magram salaparakod kidev ver mov-icaleT, wignebi da Jurnalebi ki da-vutoveT.

`gugumana kldec~ vnaxeT _ lelagaburis SesaniSnavi sabavSvo wignis`personaJi~. circelebi wiTlad Ruis.oqtomberSi, aTisTvis CamodiTo, roSk-elebma. aq yvelaze feradi Semodgo-maao. CavalT?

swored 9-Si mTavrdeba `cocxaliwignebis~ pirveli weli, pirveli sezo-ni. STabeWdilebebic am casaviT usa-manoa... am mzesaviT Tbili...

esaubra Tamar Juruli

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gamoxmaureba 2 - 15 oqtomberi 2015

Cemo paata,eqsperimentuli suli sworedac im-

isaa, welTa kvalobaze rom ar undaqarwyldebodes, radganac is axal-gazrdobis kuTvnileba ki ar aris,aramed mxatvruli Tavisebureba, sti-lur ZiebaTa nakadi, gamomdinarepirovnuli daumcxralobidan da in-teresTa mravalgvarobidan.

amitomac ar mikvirs Seni axali gr-Zeli leqsi (poema ver daerqmeva)„SesakrebTa gadanacvleba~, „liter-aturuli gazeTis~ ama wlis 4 seqtem-bris nomerSi gamoqveynebuli, Tavise-bur anonsad rom awvdi mkiTxvels mo-mavali poeturi krebulidan „rimeiqe-bi~.

leqsi ori striqonis TamaSsa Tuvariaciebzea agebuli:

_ gzaze erTi Crdili midiodada_ mxarze mze hqonda gadebuli mar-

Tla ToxiviT.es aris da es... da sworedac rom es

aris!..pirvel frazaze 24 variacia aige-

boda:„erTi Crdili gzaze midioda.Crdili gzaze erTi midioda.erTi gzaze Crdili midioda.Crdili erTi gzaze midioda.gzaze Crdili erTi midioda.midioda gzaze erTi Crdili.erTi gzaze midioda Crdili.erTi midioda gzaze Crdili.gzaze midioda erTi Crdili.gzaze erTi midioda Crdili.midioda erTi gzaze Crdili.Crdili midioda gzaze erTi.gzaze midioda Crdili erTi.midioda gzaze Crdili erTi.gzaze Crdili midioda erTi.midioda gzaze Crdili erTi.erTi Crdili midioda gzaze.midioda erTi Crdili gzaze.Crdili midioda erTi gzaze.erTi midoda Crdili gzaze.midoda Crdili erTi gzaze.Crdili erTi midioda gzaze~.es kidev calke, es variaciebi am Tan-

mimdevrobiT ki ara, sul sxva Tanmim-devrobiT rom aris danomrili, mTa-vari amjerad _ da saerTodac _ maTiagebis principia, meore SemTxvevaSi...720-jer rom ganmeordeboda:

„mxarze mze hqonda gadebuli ToxiviT marTla.

SesakrebTa poeturi gadanacvleba

mxarze mze hqonda marTla ToxiviT gadebuli.mxarze mze hqonda marTla gadebuli ToxiviT.mxarze mze hqonda ToxiviT gadebuli marTla.mxarze mze hqonda ToxiviT marTla gadebuli...~da ase da... cota ar iyos gaWianure-

bulad, iseTi gancdac ki mrCeba, romCems garda Tavidan bolomde wakiTxvasSesaZloa verc veravin gauZlos.

Tumc ras vambob _ egeb kidec gam-oiZebnon msurvelebi, da blomadac.

mTavari amjerad _ da saerTodac_ maTi agebis principiao...

da gamWvirvale miniSneba, rom poe-ziaSi _ ariTmetikisagan gansxvavebiT_ SesakrebTa gadanacvlebiT jami icv-leba da xan Zalian mkveTradac icvle-ba.

Sinaarsobrivad erTi Tu meorestriqonis variaciebi, rasakvirvelia,erTi da igivea, magram: intonacia, rit-mi, melodiuroba, qveteqsti, ganwyo-bileba, kamertonuli Tu akordulidaniSnuleba?..

es principic da es miniSnebac amleqsSi marjvedaa gamoyenebuli, magramliteraturul TxzulebaSi erTxelukve mimarTes, anu aRmoaCines variaci-aTa aseTi datrialebis meqanizmic damxatvruli daniSnulebac.

eqsperimenti pirvelad prozaSiganxorcielda.

oTar CxeiZis novelaSi „avansi”,romelic am mxatvruli xerxiT iwyebada am mxatvruli xerxiTve bolovdeba.

mokled, SesakrebTa gadanacvlebismeqanizmis migneba oTar CxeiZis saxels,mis eqsperimentatorul Ziebebs ukav-Sirdeba.

es dasawyisi novelisa:„kedrze SaSvi galobda.kedrze galobda SaSvi.galobda SaSvi kedrze.galobda kedrze SaSvi.SaSvi kedrze galobda.SaSvi galobda kedrze~.sxvaTa Soris, mwvave pasaJic rom

moedevneba, mwerlis gamokamaTeba TaviskritikosebTan:

_ yvela qarTulia. yvela sworia.Cemi nebaa, Tu romels avirCev, sworiada Cemi nebaa. sworia da aravis arafersvakiTxeb, qarTulia da ar vakiTxebaravis arafersa. qarTulia. Tu vinmes

cneba Tu cnoba arevia, mouaros Taviscnebasa Tu cnobasa, imas mouaros, _yvelam Tavisi mkvdari itiroso.

da esec novelis dasasruli:„aRtacebam ar icis variaciebi, Tum-

ca ro SemeZlo isec damewera, _ aRta-cebam variaciebi ar icis;

ar icis aRtacebam variaciebi;variaciebi ar icis aRtacebama;variaciebi aRtacebam ar icis~.Cemo paata,dameTanxmebi, am TvalsazrisiT

novela „avansi~ winamorbedia leqsisa„SesakrebTa gadanacvleba~.

da uSualo STamagonebelic rom ariyos, lamis sami aTeuli wlis winaT Se-qmnili novela _ pirvelad gamoqvey-nda 1987 wlis 1 maisis „literaturulsaqarTveloSi~, ganmeorebiT „Cemisoflis etiudebis~ mesame wignSi („Cve-ni mwerloba~, 2010), sul axlaxan ki nov-elebis krebulSi „Sesandobarni~ („Cve-ni mwerloba~, 2014) _ rogorcSesakrebTa gadanacvlebis meqanikismimgnebi, qronologiurad didaduswrebs „SesakrebTa gadanacvlebas~.

nuTu amis aRniSvna zedmeti iqnebo-da am poeturi nimuSis publikaciisas?

leqsia, samecniero narkvevi xomara, sqolio darTvoda?

maincdamainc sqolio ra aucile-belia _ sxvagvari xerxebic arsebobsminiSnebisa.

Tundac:erTxel SoTa niSnianiZe leqsebis

axal rkals warudgenda „literatu-ruli saqarTvelos~ redaqcias, da erTnimuSs _ „xvale~ _ ar daubeWdavdnenim motiviT: Zalian hgavs vaxtang jav-axaZis leqsso.

igulisxmebdnen 1967 wels dawerilusaTauros:

`vici, gangeba CemTvisac zrunavs,Zvels mirCevnia axali weli,xval usaTuod vipovni suraTs,xval usaTuod miviReb werils...~SoTa niSnianiZis leqsi gansxvavebu-

li ritmiT iyo dawerili, magram mx-atvruli koncefcia da Sinagani aR-nagoba pirwmindad meordeboda.

vaxtang javaxaZe Canawerebis cikl-Si „leqsidan leqsamde~ am ambavs romgviyveba, agrZelebs, Tu rogor uTq-vams misTvis baton SoTas:

_ es leqsi Zalian miyvars, modi, SenmogiZRvni da ise davbeWdav.

daamatebda miZRvnas da... mas Semdeges leqsi ucvlelad meordeba misi kre-bulidan krebulSi.

miZRvnam yvelaferi erTbaSad daumtkivneulod moagvara.

Tumc es epizodi komikur gagrZele-bas ver gadaurCeboda.

maTi erTi kolega (batoni vaxtangivinaobis gamJRavnebas moerideboda immotiviT: gardaicvalao!), etyoba, vax-tang javaxaZis amave leqsis gavleniTrom dawerda Tavis lirikul nimuSs,rodesac SoTa niSnianiZis leqss ix-ilavda _ miZRvniTurT, baton SoTas...plagiatorobas daabralebda, TiTqosTviTon miuTiTeblad ar esargeblos!..

sxvaTa Soris, „literaturulisaqarTvelos~ redaqciaSi aseve daub-runebdnen lado sulaberiZesac leqss_ qebaTa-qebas diRmis wvimisa, yvelawvimas rom gadawonida, radganac sxvag-varad farnavazi aRarc gamoqvabulsSeefareboda, veRarc ganZs ipovnida daveRarc saxelmwifoebriv damoukide-blobas aRadgenda.

es xom muxran maWavarianis leqsis_ „diRmis wvima~ _ mxatvruli mrwam-sia, ara?

da lado sulaberiZes rom daenane-boda Tavisi leqsi dasakargavad, gamo-acxadebda variaciad muxran maWavar-ianis „diRmis wvimisa~ da... eTikuriTvalsazrisiT yovelive rom mowes-rigdeboda, gamoqveynebas win raRadaudgeboda.

magaliTebis CamoTvla kidev Sei-Zleba, magram ganaRa saWiroa?!

Tumc... iqneb sulac ar iziareb Cemsmosazrebas da... SesakrebTa gadanacv-lebis meqanizmis mignebas sakuTar eqs-perimentatorul monapovrad miiTv-li?

ar gamogedevnebi.mxolod imas vityvi:Cemi dawerili rom yofiliyo

„SesakrebTa gadanacvleba~ da „avansi~ki Teimuraz nacvliSvilisa, aucile-blad wavawerdi miZRvnas, da Tu saga-zeTo publikaciisas uneblieT gamom-rCeboda, wignSi samarTlianobis aRd-genas win raRa daudgeboda!..

win raRa daudgeboda samarTliano-bis aRdgenas wignSi.

samarTlianobis aRdgenas wignSi winraRa daudgeboda.

win raRa daudgeboda wignSi sa-marTlianobis aRdgenas.

wignSi win raRa daudgeboda sa-marTlianobis aRdgenas...

* * *ise es ra ayolieba scodnia varia-

ciaTa am stilur maneras, amgvar mx-atvrul TamaSs.

droze gamovecalo, Torem emandkidec ar gavixlarTo SesakrebTa gada-nacvlebis qarboriaSi da 720 striqon-sac gadavaWarbo da metsac.

es Semoxmianeba ki, Cemo paata, ig-ulisxme eqsperimentTa Tavisebur ap-ologiad, eqsperimentatoruli daum-cxralobis Segulianebad.

idumal meqanizmTa migneba imisaa,rom rac SeiZleba warmatebiT ganmeor-des da datrialdes poetur Tu bele-tristul naazrevSi, egaa, gzabilikebsyovelTvis unda mivadevnebdeT mzer-as.

yovelTvis unda mivadevnebdeT mz-eras gzabilikebs.

mzeras yovelTvis unda mivadevneb-deT gzabilikebs.

gzabilikebs mzeras yovelTvis undamivadevnebdeT...

ara, droze gamovecalo Torem...

davSTebi kvlavac Sens Zmad,rostom CxeiZe

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